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The Book Test
You Are a Thinker You tend to have your feet on the ground. You think about what's actual, and you love facts. You are a rational person. You like to think through ideas, and you like the thoughts that books spark. You are a person with a few deep interests. If you're drawn to something, you learn everything about it. You are a person who values your possessions. You tend to have fewer things but of higher quality. The Book Test Blogthings: Quizzes and Tests and Memes, Oh My!

Dana's Mumm
Okay, since Dana think it prudent to delete most of the comments on there, I posted this blog so My friends can comment Me with whatever they were saying there and their comments will not be deleted. I honestly wonder if that guy has a boy crush on Me, I mean he did sorta dedicate a mumm to Me, after blocking Me, then unblocking Me, then coming to My pics and commenting for nearly five hours... then coming back 13.5 hours after he blocked Me to comment even more... so do you think he has a boy crush on Me? Or does he just want the man jizz? This pic just made Me laugh Okay kiddies have fun! And in other news.... YAY he has blocked Me yet again :P

Making Some Use Of The Fu; Shimmying, Doing The Raks Sharqi
helps me to stay motivated to belly dance thank you fu! Jan 16, 2:00 pm (30 minutes) Shimmy Episode 13 TV-G, CC Dancers begin with a gentle warm-up in preparation for dancing. Dancers teach the basic Egyptian step, the Turkish figure-eight and the more challenging shimmy-layered hip-circle, tremor figure-eight and Saidi turn. Jan 16, 2:0 pm (30 minutes) Shimmy Episode 15 TV-G, CC Dancers begin with a relaxing warm-up that prepares the body to dance. Five core moves are showcased including the gawazzi step, m and m's, the cabaret shimmy, the chest-camel, and the beautiful side-step arm-sweep.

Lose 10 Pounds In One Month
My friends and family thought I was smoking crack when I told them I was going to try and lose 10 pounds in one month. I went from a healthy 5'9 165 in September of last year to tipping 190 in November of this year. I said on my birthday enough was enough. December I was down to 178, and today I weighed myself and I'm down to 173 :-D. I figure my ideal range would be about 155-165, so I'll keep at it. After the month of hell my loss slowed down because I allowed myself to start eating fried foods every now and then, candy, beer, etc. I'm still losing it though, so I guess it IS ok in moderation :). Cheers!

Spending Time With Loved Ones
A woman came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find her 5-year old son waiting for her at the door. SON: 'Mummy, may I ask you a question?' MUM: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the woman. SON: 'Mummy, how much do you make an hour?' MUM: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the woman said angrily. SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?' MUM: 'If you must know, I make $20 an hour.' SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down. SON: "Mummy, may I please borrow $5?" The mother was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.' The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.. The woman sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he a

January 12, 2010-back Posting
Back posting something so that I have an accurate date thingy majiger.. lol I weighed in on January 12, 2010. The nutritionists scale said 278.5, mine said 2 pounds lower (276.5). either way... i fell back a few pounds since October. This is the weight i was in OCTOBER... *growls* Oh well.. it is expected to gain some back after you split from your significant other.. BUTTT I am back on my plan... 1500-1600 cals a day.. and am keeping a lower carb range of 100-160 carbs a day... Not really paying attention to the fat and protein... I am keeping an eye on them.. but more watching the calories and the carbs. I weighed myself today (shouldn't have since weigh-in isn't til tuesday) and MY scale shows 271.8.. could it be correct? could it be that i have already lost almost 5 pounds? I suppose we will see in a few days. It feels good to be eating well again... hell it feels good to be working out again.. Oh yeah.. i started that yesterday.. (1/15/2010) If you want to keep up w

A Few More Black Wolf Stories
the black wolf walks threw the shadows looking for a place to bed down out of the coldness. wondering what his true love the whitewolf is doing. he calls out for with hopes that she will hear him and answer him. the blackwolf wonders around with emptyness in his life now that the white wolf is gone. he wishes she know how much he needs her and that she is the only one he wishes to be with. the blackwolf relizes he ruined everything in his life when he lashed out at her. as he looks at his bleeding wounds he is reminded of the pain he has cuased his love the white wolf. as the sun sets for the night the black wolf howls out for his only love once more. with no answer he lays down wihtout cleaning his wounds to remember the pain he inflicted upon his whitewolf. the black wolf lets the tears from his eyes run down hsi face. the black wolf dreams of the past of him and the lovely whitewolf running in the sunshine and laying together also remembering the warmth of happiness he had felt with

Melt With You By Modern English
Moving forward using all my breath Making love to you was never second best I saw the world thrashing all around your face Never really knowing it was always mesh and lace I'll stop the world and melt with you You've seen the difference and It's getting better all the time There's nothing you and I won't do I'll stop the world and melt with you (You should know better) Dream of better lives the kind which never hate (You should see why) Dropped in the state of imaginary grace (You should know better) I made a pilgrimage to save this human race (You should see why) Never comprehending a race that long gone by (I'll stop the world) I'll stop the world and melt with you (I'll stop the world) You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time (Let's stop the world) There's nothing you and I won't do (Let's stop the world) I'll stop the world and melt with you The future's open wide (Let's stop the world) I'll stop the world and melt with you (Let's stop the world) I've seen so

Memories Upon The Wind
Memories upon the Wind I have bitter sweet memories as I weep within the howling wind of sorrow. How he touched my heart in ways that leaves me breathless? I have tears falling like rain drops to keep from other’s seeing how much I miss him. Why did he just walk away from me? Could he not just take the time to pause and listen to what I was there in the wind about my undying love for him? Here I am…alone with memories upon the flowing wind that keeps me weak, yet strong because I loved him more than he realized, now… Did I forget to love more and more each time I could had? Should I spoke what was deep within my heart and soul? I have memories of his laughter to my nonsense jokes that never really was funny at all, but still he laughed at them. How long will it take my mind to forget his touch upon my trembling flesh? Will my lips ever stop wanting his lips upon mine? Why did I not stop him from walking out on my love for him?

[a Thought Occurs]
I think I've had a few distinct periods in my work. Going way back- "The conglomeration of poetry henceforth referred to as Red Hot Kung fu volume 1."Melissa. ... *coughs* yeah, she's probably not doing so great right now. And the college experience itself. My white period... okay before I keep using that word get your giggles out about vagina blood because I think about that every time I say it and don't get me started on the word "partner". white periodprobably includes most of my work about Atarah and the project "What Have I...", white void, etc rage periodimmediately following white periodfor obvious reasons, probably a subperiod, but it did kinda transition into blue void period/blue periodAims. Icarus rising.A smidge of Marenna. Bad fish/red/fire... current. And I think I'm going to use fire as a motifsparks, smoldering, conflagrations, inferno... so on. I think I'll have fun with it. I like recurring metaphors, if you couldn't tell. In the meantime, I

Maybe I'm Heartless, Idc
Haiti. I'm sick of hearing about it. Why is it that EVERY crisis in the world, may it be a natural disaster or a evil head of state murdering his citizens, WE, AMERICAS have to run and be captain save a hoe? Where was the helping had when thousands lost their life in 9/11? Or when the most beautiful city (IMO) New Orleans drowned??? FUCK. Yes, I acknowledge that the USA is a dominating country on this planet, but when are we going to start trying to fix all the problems here? Ok, maybe starving, jobless, homeless, poor health care, buried in debt and all the other issues our econmy is facing doesn't seem as severe as having a building fall on you in an earthquake, but....isn't their an old saying " you can't help anyone until you help yourself"? Look at all the money that is being handed to the Haitians. Couldn't that go to bettering OUR education system, or I don't know, our insane deficit (thx dubya)? Sorry if this offends anyone. I'm going to hell, I know.

You Get What You Give By The New Radicals
Wake up kidsWe've got the dreamers diseaseAge 14 we got you down on your kneesSo polite, you're busy still saying pleaseFri - enemies, who when you're down ain't your friendEvery night we smash their Mercedes - BenzFirst we run and then we laugh till we cryBut when the night is fallingAnd you cannot find the lightIf you feel your dream is dyingHold tightYou've got the music in youDon't let goYou've got the music in youOne dance leftThis world is gonna pull throughDon't give upYou've got a reason to liveCan't forget you only get what you giveFour a. m. we ran a miracle mileWere flat broke but hey we do it in styleThe bad richGod's flying in for your trialThis whole damn world can fall apartYou'll be ok follow your heartYou're in harms wayI'm right behindNow say youre mineFly highWhat's real can't dieYou only get what you giveJust dont be afraid to leaveHealth insurance rip off lying FDA big bankers buyingFake computer crashes diningCloning while they're multiplyingFashion mag shootsWith

I Belong To You, You Belong To Me
I belong to You, You belong to Me I belong to you, You belong to me, everyone else seem to have issue with love. I seem to float upon clouds each time I just breathe you into my essence. You seem to float like drifting clouds of wonder always high above me daring me to soar, so I can be with you. I belong to you, You belong to me, I walk upon trembling grounds and worry times, yet all I have to do is pause, turn around to see you right behind me. You always smiling like sunny day upon my darkening dreams, so I will not lose my way from your reach. I will always love you like a new day dawning upon life’s reality with endless hope that so many others can have what we have. I belong to you, You belong to me; here I am wishing you to kiss me once again with such intense passion like you did a few moments ago. I tingle each time I think about you, but I wonder why other people lives and love’s are so complicated when you and I have a love so perfect. You b

Walmart Taking Away Freedom Of Expression
A friend of mine works walmart. Well they just made up a new rule. No dying your hair. Period. You hair must be your natural color. If your a brunette it must be brown. No highlights. if the sun highlights your hair you need to change it back. They cant dye my hair red not even natural red. The penalty is suspension until it it reverted back, or termination. Now doesn't that go against your rights? Seriously, I understand hair dying is a body modification. But if that's the case tattoos and piercings (including ALL EAR ONES) should not be allowed either because that's a body modification. Of all the things to fight over why hair? It's not offensive. It looks pretty nice if its done right. It's creative and artistic and doesn't hurt anyone. It also goes against title vii because the native americans, indians, african americans, and hispanics use henna to dye their hair red. It's part of their culture. if you think think that this hair bull is a load of crap please message my local news

Some Short Stories Of A Black Wolf
a new start of the black wolf white wolf The black wolf was at a lost in his life felt like something was missing. he then came accross his white wolf again and felt the life coming back to him felt alive and like everything was right again even with the white wolf as a traveling partner. then one day the black wolf relizes that the one he has been with for awhle now was not the right one after forgivin her for all the wrong in the past she had done. one day the black wolf woke up seen his white wolf laying there and relized his heart and soul was still hers. then he finaly had his fill of his partner for a year and her messing around. the black wolf then goes to his white wolf and relizes that yes that is where he belongs always has. his white wolf lets him know that he was still in her heart and soul as well just as much as she was in his. they were inseperatable and then one day the black wolfs last partner did something that she shouldnt have. his white wolf had seen and truned h

The Last Of My Old Writings 2006 To 2008
i love thi so much i would die for thi.... i would write i love thi in my owen blood 1,000 times. to show how much thi mean to me. but the voices in my head say to thy that to just give up cause thi is never going to come back fully.. cause thy keeps fucking up.. no matter how hard thy try to say thy feelings they come out all screwed up... so thy have gave up on saying how thy feel... thy will just deal with stuff on thy owen.. that way thi dont feel as if thy is taking it out on thi.....cause thy would rather kill thy self then take or hurt thi for any reason as my soul dies so does my heart why should i keep going with this hole in my heart. they say once the soul starts dieing tthat there is no truning back. my soul was saved once by the love of a woman. but she is done now and there is nothing i can do to stop my soul from dieing. i dont know what to think anymore. the voices in my head are not making sence except the one telling me that im just a fuck up and to let my s

Some More Of My Wrtiings From 2006 To 2008
As I sit here thinking. imaiges of your face and smile flashes threw my mind. I somtimes wonder what life would be like if things have went differently. Then I look at what I have now and relize. That I would never change or give up what I have now. Promises promises are just words to make someone feel better. some promises are keep some sometimes and some are broken. to me promises are just words put together. promises that are broken can hurt some people very much. to some people promises are words of honor. But to me promises have no meaning anymore. Looking back I look back on my life and see what I have done wrong and what I done right. Then the toughts of people that I have loved and the people that have loved me. Then I relize that I have let so many people down also hurt so many people as well. I find myself asking what is my purpose here in this world. Wondering wolf The wolf wonders the land looking for that special one.

Some Old Writings Of Mine From 2006 To 2007
we said we would make it this time when things got rough i lost my mind for a bit and hurt you more then i relized now i have lost the love you said you had for me so now im so empty inside i just miss the love we shared with each other everyone keep telling me that we wouldnt make it but you said yes we would i belived it and i always thought you would be there as my love but your not so i walk around as a zombie heartles and souless i lost my reason for living and that was your love i sit here looking back towards where you lay at night with tears in my eyes i relize that i have destoried what we had. you tell me not to give up and be pateint. but there are times i wish i would just be able to tel you what is in my heart soul and on my mind but i try to and all i do is mess that up to where you get upset with me and say im pushing and all. cause i keep putting it in the wrong tone or wording is all wrong.. out of eve

Somebody's Watching Me By Rockwell
I'm just an average guy with an average life I work from nive to five, hey hell I pay the price But I want is to be left alone in my average home But why do I always feel like I'm in the Twilight Zone CHORUS: I always feel that somebody's watchin' me And I have no privacy I always feel that somebody's watchin' me Is it just a dream? When I come home at night I bolt the door real tight People call me on the phone I'm trying to avoid Well, can the people on TV see me or am I just paranoid CHORUS When I'm in the shower, I'm afraid to wash my hair I might open my eyes and find someone standing there People say I'm crazy, just a little touched But maybe showers remind me of Psycho too much That's why... I always feel like somebody's watching me Who's playing tricks on me I always feel like somebody's watching me Tell me it can't be I don't know anymore Are the neighbors watching me Well is the mailman watching me And I don't feel safe anymore, oh what a mess I wonder who's watching me

Dr. King
As we start another year honoring his memory let's hope that the civil rights movement will continue. That skin color won't ever matter again. That the world will be a better place. That the his dream will live on.

Jump Around By House Of Pain
[Everlast] Pack it up, pack it in, let me begin I came to win, battle me that's a sin I won't ever slack up, punk you better back up Try and play the role and yo the whole crew'll act up Get up, stand up (c'mon!) c'mon throw your hands up If you've got the feeling, jump across the ceiling Muggs lifts a funk flow, someone's talking junk Yo I bust him in the eye, and then I'll take the punk's hoe Feelin, funkin, amps in the trunk and I got more rhymes than there's cops at a Dunkin' Donuts shop Sho' nuff, I got props From the kids on the Hill plus my mom and my pops I came to get down, I came to get down So get out your seat and jump around! Jump around! [3X] Jump up, jump up and get down! Jump! [17X] I'll serve your ass like John McEnroe If your girl steps up, I'm smacking the hoe Word to your moms, I came to drop bombs I got more rhymes than the Bible's got Psalms And just like the Prodigal Son I've returned Anyone stepping to me you'll get burned Cause I got lyrics, but you ain't got

Danger Zones Hottest Fu Chick Contest
I decided to enter & I have a chance at holding the title of HOTTEST FU CHICK & winning some sweet things... please stop by and rate my picture to vote & leave a comment if you would like too... DangerZoneDZ Radio's Hottest FuChick Contest *CLICK MY PIC to VOTE (Rate/Comment)* Please Vote for me, I am in this Contest! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3669199&albumid=1949491&i=2572571289&idx=12

Hard @ Work, Part 1 Of You're Gonna Finish
Hard at work created @ 2008-07-11 00:04:18 Seeing you walk into work today, our eyes meet for a moment,a devilish little smirk on your face.You think you know me so well, and know how to get to me, " well I am gonna make you pay today baby" , thinking to myself as I smile back.Work is slow as usual, and I keep waiting for my chance to tease you, finally lunch is over and back to the same old slowness . But I am on a mission now, wanting to drive you crazy . I walk by your desk lightly running my fingertip over your hand and up your arm as I walk by. You just look at me and smirk. On my way back to my desk I lightly brush your neck with my fingertips, softly caressing along your ear and your jawline, smiling a little looking into your eyes. You just kinda sit back and look at me wondering what is up with me cus I dont normally act like this. Sitting back at my desk I glance back and catch you watching me, you dont mind me knowing. One of the things i love about

Good By My Little Friend
He came to me about 10 years or so ago. I Just won from a neighbor. with a one month of life he brought Alex to my house. A few weeks later he was the King of the house and did everything (he wanted of course)Alex loved to curl up on the couch or in the bed with me. and watching TV , eating chips , he like drinking coffe after meal eat olives, cucumber, coffee with milk in the morning with bread and butter.Last time I got in at Alex in my arms he licked my face with a warmth that I had never felt before, yet I look at early morning, he looked at me with loving eyes and went back to sleep, and I also when I woke up my little friend was gone. leaving an empty lot a miss..... Alex was a dandy terrier

Terms & Conditions Chapter 26
Terms & Conditions “Come sit with me Edward” Bella said beckoning me. I stood there for a moment, and then slowly took the chair next to her. “I’m sorry that I kept you in the dark, that I never answered you when you asked me” she said and sighed. “Look Bella, you frustrate me sometimes, but I really do love you” I said so softly that I didn’t think she heard me. “Edward I know you love me, it’s not you. I just needed some time to think” she said as she raised my chin to make me look at her. “There’s just so much going on right now, but I have thought about it since you left” “Bella you don’t know how much that broke my heart. I know I don’t have a heart, but it hurt like hell when you just stood there and didn’t say a word” “I have come to a decision Edward. Would like to hear it?” she asked me. “Not if it’s going to hurt Bella, I don&rs

Blind Sighted Chapter 25
Blind Sighted It took us roughly ten hours to get back to forks, due to the fact that we were traveling late and there was no traffic. We got to the house and I parked my car in the garage. “Edward what are we going to do? I just know they are waiting on the other side of that door to rip us to shreds” Emmett asked. “What can we do Emmett, if we don’t go home that will make it even worse. Do you really want Rose to hunt us down?” I said dryly. “Good point, but it still doesn’t make it any easier” He retorted. We slowly got out of the car and headed for the front door, we hesitated just outside when the door opened. “I’ve been waiting on you guys” Alice said. “Oh hey Alice” I quickly replied. “Where on earth did you guys go?” she asked concerned. “What do you mean where did we go?” I asked confused. “Well I saw you two driving on the Fork’s highway, then you

Enjoy The Top Western Song Titles For Last Year.
Top Ten Country Western Songs.10. I Hate Every Bone In Her Body But Mine 9. I Ain't Never Gone To Bed With an Ugly Woman But I Woke Up With A Few 8. If The Phone Don't Ring, You'll Know It's Me 7. I've Missed You, But My Aim's Improvin' 6. Wouldn't Take Her To A Dogfight 'Cause I'm Scared She'd Win 5. I'm So Miserable Without You It's Like You're Still Here 4. My Wife Ran Off With My Best Friend And I Miss Him 3. She Took My Ring and Gave Me the Finger 2. She's Lookin' Better with Every BeerAnd the Number One Country & Western song is.. 1. It's Hard To Kiss The Lips At Night That Chewed My Ass All Day

Bacon & Eggs
♦Bacon and Eggs A little boy comes down to breakfast. Since they live on a farm, his mother asks if he had done his chores. 'Not yet,' said the little boy. His mother tells him no breakfast until he does his chores. Well, he's a little pissed, so he goes to feed the chickens, and he kicks a chicken. He goes to feed the cows, and he kicks a cow. He goes to feed the pigs, and he kicks a pig. He goes back in for breakfast and his mother gives him a bowl of dry cereal 'How come I don't get any eggs and bacon? Why don't I have any m! ilk in my cereal?' he asks. 'Well,' his mother says, 'I saw you kick a chicken, so you don't get any eggs for a week. I saw you kick the pig, so you don't get any bacon for a week either. I also saw you kick the cow, so for a week you are not getting any milk.' Just then, his father comes down for breakfast and kicks the cat halfway across the kitchen. The little boy looks up at his mother with a smile, and says, 'Are you going to tell him,

Get Connected And Stay Nekkid!!!!
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Live Off The Grid With Solar Power Systems
Solar power systems are one of the easiest and least expensive answers to our global need of reducing our dependency on fossil fuels. The United States itself accounts for over 25% of the global oil usage. By installing solar power panels, we can reduce our dependency on imported fossil fuels. Click here to read more - Home Solar Power Systems and DIY Solar Water Heater If more people were to learn how to build their own solar power systems, the world could reduce it's dependency on fossil fuels by up to 50% or more. In a residential application, it's possible to generate up to 80% or more of your electrical needs using solar power systems. Once you've acquired the parts you need, and accomplish building the solar power systems, then the energy they produce is free for your use. Just imagine how much you'd save if you could cut your power use by half, and how quick the solar panels will pay for themselves. If your monthly electrical bill is $150, and you can cut it by half, saving $

Ms - Multiple Sclerosis
I'm looking for people who have or has had loved ones who has suffered from multiple sclerosis. I'm not the victim of it but my mom is she was diag with it in 2005. She's gone from bad to worse from then til this day currently, and I would like to know what your experiences are/were with yours? I do know it's life threatening and heart breaking, she's pretty much in her close call last stages, not fully in a wheelchair yet but fighting to keep walking from what I have seen but there's alot more can not say what all. From the time we found out they told her she has had it for 15+ possible years then in 2005, but since then she was told she kinda gave up the will to really beat it, then she tries to fight it. My former employers common in law spouse had it, from what I remember he was pretty bad when he decided to go to a place to take care of him to free her from the burden and their children she was distraught but she knew his days were coming and accepted. He had died a few ye

Top 10 New Testament Contradictions
TOP 10 NEW TESTAMENT CONTRADICTIONS1. What time of day was Jesus crucified? * At the third hour: "And it was the third hour when they crucified him." (Mark 15:25) * At least three hours later, because at "about the sixth hour" John says that Jesus was still with Pilate before the Jewish crowd. (John 19:14) Also, Matthew (27:45) and Luke (23:44) have Jesus already on the cross at the sixth hour, so they, too, contradict John's account. Some theologians claim that John is giving the hour in "Roman time," but the Romans reckoned time from sunrise, as did the Jews. So the "sixth hour" would mean the same for both. Also, there is no evidence in the gospel of John to support any theory that the author was counting the hours any differently from normal Jewish custom. The gospel of John was not written in Rome, nor for a Roman audience. For info on the Roman system of reckoning time, see J. Balsdon, Life and Leisure in Ancient Rome, p.1. Also L. and R. Adkins, Handbook to Life i

Welcome Back Teach1 Session Ft. Bkps W/ Crazed
Here's the bait.."Oh the immediate irony of being the last of a dying breed thats willing to die violently.." Crazed2APoint... I'M AN ENIGMA WRAPPED IN FOOLISHNESS said: *bites* the irony of that is just as bad as this catch 22, wanting to live but having no good reasons as to why you want too... come equipped with enough pain bottled up inside, you can see it in my eyes, i can share a lil bit that could make the devil cry. -Each1 Teach1-of Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: so as he's weepin askin oh mama why, we supply the dopeness that make it all alriiiiiiigh...pressure from the inside let loose unto the night, breathing as an exercise to make us all feel fiiiine, listen as the devils cries turn to tears of pride, damn my people did it, layed it all on the liiiiine.....gyesh yesh! Crazed2APoint... I'M AN ENIGMA WRAPPED IN FOOLISHNESS said: that we did, dark clouds erased ain't nothin but sunshine, but it started raining guess the devil got mad and whipped his

Jenny, Music From The 30s....
there once was a girl named Jenny whose virtues were varied and many accepting that she was inclined always to make up her mind and Jenny points a moral and which you cannot quaral as you will find Jenny made her mind up when she was 3 she herself was going to trim the christmass tree christmass eve she lit the candels tossed the tapers away little Jenny was an orphan on christmass day she lost one dad and mother a sister and a brother but she would make up her mind Jenny made her mind up when she was 12 into forgine languges she would dell but at 17 to vaser is was quite a blow that in 27 languges she couldnt say no Jenny made her mind up at 22 to get herself a husband was the thing to do she got herself all dolled up in her satins and furs and she got herself a husband but he wasnt hers Jenny made her mind up at 39 she would take a trip to the argintine she was only on vacation but the latins agreed Jenny was the one who started the "Good Nahbor Policy" Jen

One Of My Poems
If we shared our lives together then why didnt we share our lives? As friends some keep secrets, as lovers some hold back truths, others grasp at straws to try and figure out what they dont know. But honestly if you truely loved or cared about whoever vwas or is in your life youd never have to lie to them or keep a secret. For if you loved them and they truely loved you nothing would break it or keep you apart As friends As lovers as family. One of my poems

The Best Honor To A Teacher...
...is when the student surpasses the master. Took this kid out for his first time driving an ambulance... he did better than I did my first time lol. He should be cut loose in a matter of weeks. Damn proud of him. Looks like I'm better at teaching than doing when it comes to some things, but I'm ok with that :).

And The Fun Continues
Knowing you're going to get stuck by people who don't know what they're doing every day is great fun. We practice on each other before we're allowed to go treat patients. Thank God I managed to partner up with this other girl who also had experience giving IVs... we both got perfect sticks on each other and emerged unscathed. No blood bath going everywhere, unlike some of my classmates. Week 3, I'm ready for you.

The Surprise
My Master left me a note saying that he had something for me and to be waiting for him when he gets home. I had no idea what it was and was so excited to find out that I went throw the whole day in a haze cleaning and making the house ready for when my Master got home. I was waiting in the chair he told me to be in wearing just my robe like he told me waiting. “Slave I hope you are ready, I am coming in but you better close your eyes.” Giggling I close my eyes and here him come in the room. I felt him stand over me and then he tugged me out of the chair and before I know it I was turned around and made to lean down. I then felt rope on my arms and legs; I tried to move and noticed I was tied to the chair. I went to open my eyes but felt my Masters hand go over my thought and know I had better keep my eyes closed. “Now pet we are going to have some fun and you are going to love it.”

Don't You Need By Melissa Etheridge (in Response To Fu-wifey's Status)
I had a dream late last night The water was running low And my fields were on fire, burning my sky My body was moving slow And when I awoke I tasted the sweat of desire in my mouth And I realized my heart had abducted my mind And they were last seen headed south Now I can't sleep I'm so wired And I find myself screaming out Don't you need don't you want Can't you taste it when you're alone Don't you cry don't you feel Sometimes I wonder if you are real Don't you bleed Don't you need There's no quenching the thirst there's no relief For the hungry at heart And as far as you're concerned I'm just a thief Entertaining in the dark But it's you that holds the cards Now that the joker is wild Don't you want to lay it down And feel your skin against the ground Don't you want to ride the storm And then sleep inside the calm Don't you want to get that high Don't you want to be satisfied Well if you don't want it from me Don't you need I had a dream late last night The water was running low

12types Of Women
1. Ms. Gold-DiggerAdvantagesa. You have some one to manage your money.b. She always looks good.c. She makes your other niggas jealous.d. She makes you look good.Disadvantagesa. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left.b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support.c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day.2. Ms. Freak (secret lover)Advantagesa. She knows all the right positions.b. She'll try everything more than once.c. You're never unsatisfied.d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do.e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too.Disadvantagesa. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings.b. She starts to act like she's your "main".c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling her that she's a freak.d. Eventually her shit gets old. And you need a replacement.3. Ms. IndependentAdvantagesa. You don't have to worry about buying her anything. She got it.b. Sh

Smoldering.
Why should today be any worse?This morning dissolves in grief.Frozen dirt, sheets of paper thin watercrackling under my fashionable running-idle shoes.Revelries in revnantsI dreamt I was searching for somethingexcept you were there...What could I be searching forwhen the known universe was holding my handthe pain in my chest got louderthe pooling liquid I lay in got colderthe darkness cameand took me from you.Falling backwards into that horrid dawnyour fingers slipping from mine. And that's all I got.Waking in a paniccertain I would see youand banish these phantasms. Why should today be any worse?as I press play, fold my coat neatly and stack it on my deskmy guardian golems posing heroicallypossibly performing a fist-bump.First tea.Fourth task.Fifth lunch.Third peace. I'm sorry for having so much to say unsaid.forgetting to ask, forgetting to plead.at the hand off, you smileyour fingers brush mineyou smileI blush. you thank me. Offer a crack of door-light to your world"Why should

Really?
I've had a beard since I was about 12. So recently I've noticed beards are making a comeback. That's good I suppose. Now I don't feel like a complete pariah. But, at the same time, it's kind of annoying. It seems people are starting to do this whole "all bearded people look alike thing". Maybe it's just me that see's this, but I bet it happens to others. The other night I went out with my buddy Rooster. We started drinking early on after a hard day of tattooing. We hit up this bar that had good beer at good prices and started to knock back several drinks...I lost track around beer 16 and shot number 5. Anyways, at some point, everyone in the damn bar decided to come up to me and tell me that I look like "that guy from The Hangover". I'm assuming they mean Zach Galifianakis. While I don't mind when people tell me I look like someone famous (for the longest time people told me I looked like Bill Murray in the Royal Tennenbaums) what annoys me is when they ask me to quote line

This Is Why I Have Been Pissed Off Lately ..tell Me What U Think??
obviously most of u know my real name which is Heather and the other one is my exhusband and from what i understand might of been his wife sayin this too but i know him better ... and to be honest they need to grow .up.. our lil girl is sick as hell .. they had to do blood work 2x and a few other tests.. shes a tiny lil thing and shes loosin wieght cuz she cant keep anything down what so ever. im worried cuz we are not sure if this is serious or not there are things in the family history i need to watch out for .. and the EX could give 2 shitss what do u think???????? Heatherdo u know ur days off yet8:16pmMegandSkeettues and wed8:16pmHeathercuz of jaiden not feelin good i was gonna see if u wanted to take lil man for a day or somethingjust to give jaiden some space he refuses to leave her alone8:18pmMegandSkeeti dont know8:18pmHeatherwell i thought i would ask so u could also spend time with him ...8:19pmMegandSkeetwhat about jaiden8:19pmHeathershe aint feelin good 8:20pmMeg

In My Eyes Weried Shit Beware
sunset arives untold like always it reflects on the water a perfect but up close image we go to touch it to see if it's real but its only water my darling my dear its but a image of what the wrorld sees it doesnt see us if we are not near its pleasent and at peace undisturbed unless moved many forces can move it but not all the forces are liked if the water gets overwhelemed it ask for help by the wind and the seasons it destoreyies everything in it's path its called by lots of names a hurrican a sink hole or a shift in plates when water is angry it cleanses away the sun is so bright it raises everyday it doesnt complain it does it everyday the sun is very gentle and very hard to reach it just looks apon the earth and keeps it balanced it controls the weather and helps keep order in this place if you make the sun agry it turns darker shades of red the world gets hotter and the polars began to melt surrounding us with water and having no excape the animals nurt

Dana.. How Sweet
Seems I have a new admirer, how sweet dana is coming out of the closet.. After deleting countless comments questioning his intellect, he blocks Me, and aw how sweet of the little emo to now come to My page and mark several pics of Mines So should I .... A.. send him a packet of man jizz since he wants Mines so much B... Send him to a gay bar to let the local gays run a train on him so he can be filled with man jizz... any better suggestions? LMAO I am bored as you can see

Just When I Was About To Give Up, Someone Came Into My Life
I was just about to give up on Dating, then I met someone. Her name is Geanine Rene Wallace. We started dating on the 16th of last month, tomorrow is our 1 month anniversary, and it's been the best month of my life. She doesn't treat me like a Door-Mat. The way everyone else used to do. I can honestly say that I'm falling in love with her. I find something else to fall in love with her about every day. Sometimes it's just the smallest thing, but it makes me fall harder. I can't imagine my life without her, and I don't really want to. She's gorgeous beyond belief, She's smart, funny. She has an amazing personality. Her voice sounds like an Angel. If I'm pissed, all I have to do is think about the sound of her voice, and just like that, it calms me down. In the past, she's been treated like shit. But the second she wanted to be with me, all of that was over. From now on, the only thing that she's going to be treated like, is a Princess. She is my everything, and it would kill

Native American Ten Commandments
Native American Ten Commandments Treat the Earth and all that dwell therein with respect Remain close to the Great Spirit Show great respect for your fellow beings Work together for the benefit of all Mankind Give assistance and kindness wherever needed Do what you know to be right Look after the well-being of Mind and Body Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater Good Be truthful and honest at all times Take full responsibility for your actions

Will You
Will you catch me if i fall.. Will my heart ache even heal? Tell me what i need to feel? Theres nothing to miss if i keep it locked inside. i will pretend that its alright tonight I will keep my pride and let you go

Rose And Jimmy Don't Like Jay
Wow! The long knives are out in force and they are all pointed at Jay Leno. Jimmy Kimmel and Rosie O’Donnell have both taken down right mean shots at ol’ Jay. What happened to the Hollywood “we love everyone” attitude? It sounds like these rich celebs are having a temper tantrum because they think a celeb they like is getting screwed by another celeb they don’t like. Kids will be kids. For more of the cat fighthttp://www.nydailynews.com/entertainment/tv/2010/01/14/2010-01-14_rosie_odonnell_to_jay_leno_step_aside_and_let_conan_obrien_have_tonight_show.html At BlastFM we are lovers of music not fighters. Join the fun www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Some More Writings Again
i look at your picture with tears in my eyes. i remember all of promises that was made by both. i remember all the good times as well. then i remember all the pain that i caused you. i think to myself that i lost the most inportant and best thing that ever happened to me. i will love you always even as. draw my last breath. i will die alone if i cant have the life we had when we was together. your all i think about your all i dream about i love you with all my heart and soul. there is no end to my love for you. when we are togeht my life is full of happyness. now that you have shut me out of your life. i feel so clod and empty on the inside like it did before you came into my life . you were my only reason for living. i now have no reason for staying in this world. the pain that i caused you and the pain of looseing you is to much for me to bear the love of my life you have always been on my mind. i cant express how sorry i am for all the pain that i have caused

A Few More Of My Writings
i know what is in my heart but need to put the heart down. no sence of keeping the feeling out in the open when they can not be showed back or shared. i just cant keep going like this so as of now i have incased my heart in a prison of stone. with no opens for light or anything else to get into it. i look into your eyes and i get all warm all over when i am with you nothing else around us matters to me. then as i drive away the warm feeling truns to coldness. your my whole. at one time i was yours. but now i m just there for a fimar face. it is like we never had loved at all they all say im crazy for loving someone like you. some say your out of my league and some say that im not good enough for you. others say that your not good enough to be in my life. i had you in my life once. but i pushed you away you say im your deariest freind. with how i feel about you just makes hearing that harder then it was before i ever told you what i felt for y

Pumpkin Eater
A pungent odor fills the airIt makes her face tense when she walks in the roomAnd reminds her of the stench of old milk and rancid fishStumbling over boredomShe struggles through the motionsLeft, right, left, right to the top of the stairs…Stop. Off balanced hug, kiss, and empty smileMutter a few rehearsed wordsContinue fighting the urge to run out the door into the embrace of fresh air.She walks down the hall to the bathroom,turns on the water in the shower, and plops heavily down on the porcelain bowl.The warm release temporarily relaxes herSighShe can smell his semen, still sticky on her thighsThere wasn’t time to shower during this most recent meetingShe had tried too, like every other timeShe was lifting her foot over the rim into the showerWhen the door creaked open, and there he stoodCompletely nude, his hand scarcely covering his erectionHis eyes were still hungry and he wore a crookedAlmost innocent smileHe needed to be acceptedShe needed to be desiredThe shower w

We All Deal With
We all deal with prejudice of one kind or another. I know I have and still do. Cheryl has a prejudice, although, she says she does not. I know that often she doesn't feel well because I am like that. She tries her best with me, however, she has never been with a white man and I'm almost white. I am not like that but am open to any woman, no matter what her racial back ground is. Even with the age I am open as long as she is 18. Far as religion, I am, again, open while others seem hell bent. Went to D's house to return the thing she gave me for my neck. She's not home but I'm invited in. Wont you know it an outsider, meaning not of the house hold says a racist thing against me. I could of easily responded but held my tounge for the sake of D who was not there and for the respective family members of her that was present. Certainly for the sake of children. I live in a predominantly Afro American area. While back I would get the looks from some of the white ladies because I can kiss an

Satanic Fuck Toy
I had a surprise for my slave tonight you just did not know it yet. Giggling as I drove to where you lived at I waited outside your house for you to come out, when I saw you walking to the gas station I got out and fallowed you a bit before I got right behind you and grabbed your hair. “Look what I found walking around, if it’s none other than my little satanic fuck toy come out to play. Guess what, I have something planed for you tonight to where you will not be coming home tonight. So you better call your daddy because your mine tonight.” Tugging your head back so I can reach your neck I bite down hard knowing you liked it and so did I. When I let go you was breathing heavy and there was a red mark with my black lip print around it, making me smile before tugging you to my car. I make you get in the back seat and once there I tie your hands and feet together before pushing you down to lay down. I reach down and pinch your ass

Essential Cougar Terminology (repost)
Mountain Lion A mountain lion is similar to a cougar, only it refers to an UN-attractive older woman seeking younger men. The only difference between the terms mountain lion and cougar are that cougars are usually somewhat attractive, and mountain lions are usually quite ugly. The mountain lion's natural habitat is at bars. Cub A young man who is attracted to an older woman or women, no doubt intrigued by the passion and experience that only a cougar can offer. Puma A woman who is not quite old enough to be a cougar, but still likes to date/mate with younger men. Bobcat A cougar that doesn't really want to do anything but makeout and second base; c*cktease cougar. Jaguar In the lexicon of older women seeking younger men, a jaguar is 50 and over, where the cougar is in their 40s, and the puma under 40. Jaguars tend to be financially stable and are only looking for sex from their 20 something prey. Example: Madonna. Cheetah A cougar who is known

You're Not The Boss Of Me By They Might Be Giants
Yes, no, maybeI don't knowCan you repeat the question?You're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me now, and you're not so bigYou're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me now, and you're not so bigLife is unfair, so I just stare at the stain on the wall whereThe TV'd been, but ever since we've moved in it's been emptyWhy I, why I'm in this roomThere is no point explainingYou're not the boss of me now, and you're not so bigYou're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me now, and you're not so bigLife is a test, and I confessI like this mess I've made so farGrade on a curve and you'll observeI'm right below the horizonYes, no, maybe, I don't knowCan you repeat the question?You're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me now, and you're not so bigYou're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me now, and you'

Damn Doctors
If you have a little pain they want to take your heart out. I'm only 43 and I'm not in bad health. Just after I kicked that lazy bitch out. I now get to have fun getting ready to be cut on so much fun. Life is just a Son Of A Bitch

Im Hosting A Auction
I will be taking entrants from Friday Jan. 15, 2010 until Monday Jan 18, 2010. The Auction will start on Monday Jan 18th @ 9pm Central & end on Sunday Jan. 24th @ 5pm central. Entry fee will be 50k fubucks & will have a opening bid of 100k fubucks. ******YOU MUST HAVE A FUBAR SALUTE TO ENTER!!!**** Also please F/R/A the hostess There will be no drama tolerated PERIOD! If any bidders or contestants are caught causing drama, YOU WILL BE REMOVED AND BANNED from continuing this auction or any other auctions I will hold. It is the responsibility of the Auctionees to get their prizes from the highest bidder. The 3 with the most rates will receive a gift of my choosing. Whether it is fubucks, a ticker, bling or a blast.... I will promote as much as possible but it is highly recommended that you promote your own personal part of the auction.. the MORE you PROMOTE, the HIGHER the BIDS! Please send your fubucks, list of offers & a link to a CLEAR picture of you, NO LATER than Januar

If I Ever Feel Better
They say an end can be a start Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive It's like a bad day that never ends I feel the chaos around me A thing I don't try to deny I'd better learn to accept that There are things in my life that I can't control They say love ain't nothing but a sore I don't even know what love is Too many tears have had to fall Don't you know I'm so tired of it all I have known terror dizzy spells Finding out the secrets words won't tell Whatever it is it can't be named There's a part of my world that' s fading away You know I don't want to be clever To be brilliant or superior True like ice, true like fire Now I know that a breeze can blow me away Now I know there's much more dignity In defeat than in the brightest victory I'm losing my balance on the tight rope Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please... If I ever feel better Remind me to spend some good time with you You can give me your number When it's all over I'll let you know Hang on t

My Craptastic Poetry, Part 1, Bdsm.
EVERYTHING by DAMAGODDESSDeep beauty springs forth from the silent places of her icy heart.Within him, hurt, laid manifest for all to see, to use, to abuse.Let me deliver you into the pleasure of pain. Let me teach you to worship at the altar of my body.Let me bind you to a life on your knees.Let me show you how divine servitude can be.Let me give you everything.Transformation erupts from the burning places of his latent mind.Within her, desire and shame, hidden from most, for him, laid bare.Let me sustain you on the taste of my blood.Let me teach you of torture and love.Let me show you the right ways to hurt me.Let me have love the way I need it to be.Let me give you everything.Intimate connection flows from the depths of their eyes.Within each other, a bond that transcends all reason.Let me lead you where your wild mind could not see.Let me teach you the ecstasy of total surrender.Let me join you in the abandon of perfect love and trust.Let me show you how complete you can be.Let m

Sparks
Magnificent sparks shower from our hearts as cupid’s blacksmith forges the delicate shimmering chain forever together, hers and mine. The ringing of his hammer echo’s with the song of our hearts encased with them. The glowing of the fire grants the sacred artisan light to see his creations clearly through the smoke that stings his eyes. Insuring he may stamp his promise into his workmanship. Taking care not to overlook any cracks from forgotten falls. The heat from massive bellows urging fill the molten metal with warmth that will be felt with each beat. Warming those two souls long held in the cold darkness of solitude and loneliness. Shielding us from the biting frozen winds from distant long forgotten storms that rendered our souls. Sweat from his mighty brow hisses as it dances upon a surface white hot with passion, lust, and longing. The sheen of his skin shows the painstaking effort, care, and skill taken, in hopes it will be a masterpiece remembered even by the i

My Craptastic Poetry Part 2, Religion.
RETURNby DAMAGODDESSShe lies buried in deep places,Beneath the stones of ages burdened upon her shoulders.The men of the sky ravaged her bodyUntil she lay down, broken, and cried.She rested upon the haunches of eons,And was slowly forgotten amongst the spirits of the lost.Temples and streets grew around and above her.Soon even her sisters did not know where she dwelt.But whispers of her survived through the centuries,In the eyes and the bellies of prophet and pauper alike.Her voice spoke in secrets and talismans,Watching and waiting from the caves at the edge of the world.And now the sky gods begin to fall.She awakens and her whispers transform into screams,Too much hurt for too long in too many ways!And she will no longer lay in silent repose.Her children call her return in their hour of need,And slowly she arises from the forgotten realmsShe will return to claim what is her own, And illusions of progress will crumble in her wake. Her cries will echo to the corners of the universe,Suc

Snappy Title Here
You know, it usually seems that after some sort of heartache is when I become myself the most. I want to get out and do things, because that's what makes me happy - going out and having an adventure. Life should be an adventure, right? I like being a simple person, but I love to go out and have fun! Tuesday night I went out with an old friend from high school to see a band play at the Viper Room in Hollywood. They were actually pretty good. The style of music is very influenced by the glam rock of the 80's, but they had their own spin off it. My friend bought himself a cd. I'll probably end up stealing it from him to put on my computer, whenever I get my own back. It was really fun. At one point the singer jumped off stage and rushed right passed me, stepping on my toes in the process! At least I had my boots on, otherwise my toes would have been hurting for the rest of the night. It was cool though. I really wish my friend Xander would have been there. I only know him online from the

The Other Side By Smile Empty Soul
I walk into the room You don't have to scream I can hear you Bad trip, the needle sticks You get your fix from confrontation I try to make it past I don't wanna get into it right now Can't this family have one day To get away from all the pain And through the night I see the light Shining from the neighbor's windows I dream of life where I'm safe In a home where I am not alone Some day I will lay me down On the grass where everything is greener It always seems so good on the other side I'm sick of all the heat You can taste the hate in the air Running through this family, uncomfortably It's burning me Is anybody there In your eyes there's nothing to see Just because your dreams have died Don't drag me down, I've still got mine [chorus] Neighbor boy runs up to me, his eyes all black and blue I say what happened to you boy, he said my daddy flew Off the hook 'cause I was playin' too loud I guess he couldn't hear the TV He said son I'm a teach you a lesson And then he .... and then he

Friday Night
Friday night, date night in Miami, every night is date night in Miami, and everyone is having sex. But for me sex never enters into it, I don't understand sex. Not that I have anything against women, and i certianly have an appropriate sensability about men, but when it comes to the actual act of sex, it's always just seemed so...undignified, but I have to play the game. And after years of trying to act normal I think I found the right woman for me, Sara saved her life on a domestic dispute call and introduced us and we have been dating for 7 years now. Shels perfect because Nicole is in her own way as damaged as me.

Simple Man By Lynyrd Skynyrd
My mama told me when I was youngSaid sit beside me my only sonAnd listen closely to what I sayAnd if you do this it'll help you some sunny dayOh, yeah it willOh, take your time, don't live too fastTroubles will come and they will passYou'll find a woman and you'll find loveAnd don't forget that there is a someone up aboveAnd be a simple kind of manAnd be something you'll love and understandBaby be a simple kind of manOh, won't you do this for me son if you can?Then you canDon't get your lust from the rich man's goldAll that you need now is in your soulAnd you can do this, oh baby if you tryAll that I want from you my son is to be satisfiedAnd be a simple kind of manAnd be something you'll love and understandBaby be a simple kind of manOh, won't you do this for me son if you can?If you canOh, don't you worry, you'll find yourselfFollow your heart and nothing elseAnd you can do this, oh baby if you tryAll that I want from you my son is to be satisfiedAnd be a simple kind of manBe somethi

The Fall Of Obama
ry 15, 2010 The Fall of Obama By Charles Krauthammer WASHINGTON -- What went wrong? A year ago, he was king of the world. Now President Obama's approval rating, according to CBS, has dropped to 46 percent -- and his disapproval rating is the highest ever recorded by Gallup at the beginning of an (elected) president's second year. A year ago, he was leader of a liberal ascendancy that would last 40 years (James Carville). A year ago, conservatism was dead (Sam Tanenhaus). Now the race to fill Ted Kennedy's Senate seat in bluest of blue Massachusetts is surprisingly close, with a virtually unknown state senator bursting on the scene by turning the election into a mini-referendum on Obama and his agenda, most particularly health care reform. #toolbox #alert .title { text-transform: uppercase; font-weight: bold; font-size: 11px; } Obama was the most charismatic politician on earth. Today the thrill is gone, the doubts growing -- even among erstwhile believers.

About A Boy...
Your smile makes me beam and your charm sends me through the roof. I feel like I have known you forever. You take my fears away, inspiring me to dream. How lucky I am to have stumbled into you. You are always on my mind. Your the name my lips crave. Just to love someone as amazing as you takes my breath away. I love you. Just those words rolling off my lips send me into a craze. Knowing I am saying them with such passion and such truth. I love you so much! You are my world, the sun in my sky, and the twinkles in my eye.

Blood
Sometimes it sets my teeth on edge, other times it helps control the chaos. The code of Harry my father is satisfied, and so am I. Harry was a great cop here in Miami, he taught me how to think like a cop, how to cover my tracks. I'm a very neat monster

Me
I don't know what made me what I am, but whatever it was left a hollow place inside. People fake alot of human interactionsbut i feel like i fake them all, and fake them very well. And that is my burden I guess. I don't blame my parents they did a wonderful job raising me, but they're both dead no. I didn't kill them, honest.

Haiti
Ok. I'm sure if anyone took the time out to read this blog, I'm gonna guess the majority are going to think I'm a cold-hearted bitch for what's to come, but I don't care. I'm already sick and fucking tired of hearing about this, just as I was sick and fucking tired of hearing about 9/11. It's a tragedy. I get it. 9/11 I was more tolerant with because it happened in our country. However, it covered the news for years and was irritating. Just like this Haiti thing is. I can't turn on the weather channel or any fucking news channel to see what's going on in the city, state, country, or world without that stupid thing taking up every second of air time. I get it. It's terrible. It sucks. Really, I do understand. However, what about our country? Why are so many people wanting so badly to help out all these other fucking countries when we have huge problems here as it is? There are plenty of children in this country that are homeless or orphans that need to be adopted. There are plenty of

No One Reads This Junk Here
No one reads this junk here do they? 14th has passed, 2nd is only 18 days away, and another 18 days until the 20th. Ya think unknown to me I may have signed a release from the management of Stonybrook Apartments? Accident Report. Ya know that's sneaky and against the law. Since that fall involved my knee, head, spine, and my neighbor below is going to make a tons of money on me and offered me 100k. He's name Keith living with Vicki. A real genuine Christian according to him. Who's paying attention? Jo-Ann is right. No one cares if I live or die. Myself, if I cease to be here quickly I'm out and doesn't matter does it? See I post things not only in my life but my past and the lives of others. Contact wiht whomever tells me what if anything is going on. The action and reaction of other who I may know or strangers tell me everything. This Haiti thing the first there is, Red China? I noticed the financial crisis here and abroad but you know what I don't hear it in China and with such a

The Big Picture: Haiti 48 Hours Later
Haiti 48 hours later Two days after the magnitude 7.0 earthquake struck beneath Port-au-Prince, Haiti, some of the massive damage is becoming more apparent. Rescue teams are arriving, aid groups are trying their best to battle huge logistical challenges, bodies are being identified, and some medical care is being given. Rescue teams from all over the world have joined the recovery effort, as the United States pledged $100 million in relief efforts. The Red Cross ventured an estimate of up to 50,000 deaths, as bodies at the local morgues overflowed into the streets. Collected here are some more scenes from this devastated region - see yesterday's entry as well. (34 photos total) Residents watch as heavy machinery razes a destroyed building after a major earthquake hit the Haitian capital Port-au-Prince, January 14, 2010. (REUTERS/Carlos Barria) 2 Rescue dogs are seen in their enclosure before leaving for Haiti at the Torrejon military airbase in Torrejon de Ardoz, Spain

It's The Beginning Of A New Chapter...
a chapter that includes me getting my ass off this computer and back into life. It's time for me to let someone with compassion and principles into my heart and into that life. I know he's out there and I hope he's ready!

Dark Passenger
I'm not full of anything, I have no reason to lie. No one knows what I am, who I am, where I am. I'm not sure what I am, I just know there is something dark in me. I hide it, I certianly don't talk about it, but it's there...always. This...Dark Passenger, uh when he's driving I feel...alive, half sick with the thrill, the complete wrongness. I don't fight him, I don't want to. He's all i got, nothingelse could love me not even...especially not me. Or is that just a lie the dark passenger tells me? Because lately there are these moments when i feell...connected to something else, someone and it's like the mask is slipping, and things, people who never mattered before are suddenly starting to matter, it scares the hell outta me

My Darkness
Well I uh... I'm an addict I use heroin, shoot it, and it's effecting my job. My boss found my works, he fired my ass. yea but I showed him, I spent every penny of my last paycheck on junk. Doctors said I... uh I almost died.

A Great Way To Start With Photography
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Welcome To The Start Of My Blog
Hello my fellow photographers. In this blog I hope to provide some useful and interesting tips and how toos of all kinds of photography. I've had very good luck with my system of photographing the relaxed portrait as well as items for selling in online services like eBay. I'll be adding images to this blog to show how I achieve my resoults. I'm sure this blog will contain useful information for all leavles of photography skill so, Please check back if this sounds like this blog might be of interest to you Read More

The Bbq Sausage Recipe Of All Recipes (repost)
The other day the guys from BaconToday.com contacted me in search for some barbecue bacon recipes. Of course I have plenty of great uses for bacon in a barbecue pit, but the longer I thought about it, the more I wanted to step it up a notch and clog a few arteries for those guys. Behold, BACON EXPLOSION!!! Here’s what you’ll need… 2 pounds thick cut bacon 2 pounds Italian sausage 1 jar of your favorite barbeque sauce 1 jar of your favorite barbeque rub To kick off the construction of this pork medley you’ll need to create a 5×5 bacon weave. If the strips you’re using aren’t as wide as the ones pictured, then you may need to use a few extra slices to fill out the pattern. Just make sure your bacon weave is tight and that you end up with a nice square shape to work with. The next step is to add some barbecue seasoning on top of your bacon weave. Being the barbeque addict that I am, I whipped up a batch of Burnt Finger BBQ’s competit

Initial Thoughts
As some of you know, I am a little obsessed with music. I love to hear live music, and go to as many shows as possible. There is just something in the energy between a musician and the audience that I find to be so very powerful. I am the one singing along quietly and sometimes not so quietly. I am the one tapping my feet, and patting my knees, chair dancing if the venue does not have a dance floor. I am the one with the look of complete rapture on my face, and a smile from ear to ear. I have stated that music feeds my soul. It is the air that I need top breathe. I find that music can lift me to the heavens....I feel such joy at times. I need to feel that joy, so i just keep coming back for more. It is my drug. Well, music and a vodka martini! My favorite performers right now are Brandi Carlile, Shawn Mullins, Katie Herzig, John Hiatt, and Edwin McCain. I am most interested in the singer songwriter genre right now. This of course will change on a whim should I hear some

~the Woman~
the woman is such a wonderious sight a flower in the morning or a freak at night Such,beauty, style,mystery, and grace Sunday sweats, or heels, all in one place with the power to make you feel great or cast you down and seal your fate sing a song with a wink of an eye ride me so good I feel i could fly life's too short, don't forget live every monent to NEVER regret

Update!!!
I Christianggs admit that I went overboard, and the passion of the game took over. I joined a turf which shall remain nameless, and was caught in the cross fire. I now understand that the war was not against me, but against the person that I was with. I decided to stay along the side of my boss, but for incidents inside my mob he back stabbed me and took actions against me. I flee from his reach, and that’s how I ended up a free agent. Since I belonged to a turf that was in troubles, I ask the boss in DDR Mafia Family Turf to spear me and to go after my boss. This backfire and I ended up being the target of the crossfire. I took every measure to protect myself, and reached out for the Mafias out there in the world. I found I have support, and although they intervene for me it was not enough. Today I meet the request from KASPER to take down my sing that she was abusive to her power, and the hostility stopped. I reach out to her and we came to an agreement. Her turf is not goi

C 14
If I could please a Goddess,How could it be?Would I have a chance,Or would a spell be on me. She has cast her spell,And away I can't turn.Her beauty in my heart,Forever it will burn. She could darkin my heart,If she does choose.But my heart to her,I hope she doesn't lose.

Ibontop
Her beauty is far away,But my eyes still see.How will I ever,or can I,Bring her closer to me. Will she see my heart,From across the sea.Will she send hers,Will she ever to me. I will wait to see her again,To see her smile each day.And hope and pray with my heart,She sends hers my way

We Drove Day And Night.
The Remainder of this is being written in Westminster, Md. If I left any thing out I am sorry because we drove day and night. Left Kemp after dark every thing is under control. Stopped in Greenville for gas and a flat. back on the road about an hour lost, nothing interesting. Texarkana 4:00 AM, Thu Morning in Little Rock at 10:15 A.M. lots of pretty pines, the road is cut through a pine forest, and is very beautiful from Little Rock not much to look at in to Missouri. Good roads through Ark, except about 125 mi. Roads in Missouri fine, C every swell, Hills all the way. In to St. Louis at 12:05 A.M. Friday morning I drove in to St. Louis, Hap drove out, pretty nice town fact is it is a city. Crossed the Mississippi River it runs through St. Louis a dividing line for Missouri and Illinois in to the snow but not heavy just covered the ground in places. Temperature 24 degrees from now on I don’t remember too well, the stats are very small and mountainous, fact is we were going u

Wed. 12th December, 1934
Went to bed last night at 9:30, up again 7:30 had a good nights sleep ate breakfast about 8:00, to work on the car. Mr. Brown helped took the tire rack off built a trunk rack, not very hot to look at but very substantial. Then changed some tires packed, started, stopped in Powell cashed Money order, then got gas and aired up tires, On the road stopped to take picture of Trinity River Bridge. Madam took it I don’t know what it will look like, I hope it is good. Stopped to eat dinner with George and Ellen, the dinner was very nice, enjoyed very much, met some of their friends. Ellen and Mutt gone after her little girl. Will write more later. I forgot some of the boys, I think, Mr. Browns youngest daughter is just like Georgia Headrick to look at but that is all.” Ellen and the girls home, we are on the way again. Every thing is lovely now, it’s after sundown we are in Kemp Texas my old childhood stomping ground. Some more of the madams folks two more of her brothers.

Awww The Joys Of Renting....right
Yeah so maybe I just don’t seem to understand. So thought I would rant a bit and see what you all think. Looks like my apartment complex wants to evict me and wait until you hear why. You too may find it ignorant and others may understand it. Now mind you I have lived since June of 2006. Never been late in the entire time I have been there. I don’t complain about the heard of elephants or cow tipping that goes on above me at all hours. Or about the fact that it is so poorly insulated that even if I have my heat turned off I still get a bill for no less then $90.00 during the winter. Why? Because there is one meter and they get in the bill take of a whopping 10% then they divide by the sq ft of your apt. Just so you know this blows last year it was no less then 120.00 for a small two bedroom. And as cold as it has been this winter. I am going to have to whore myself out just to pay the heat bill. This brings me to my original reasoning for this blog. So I wake up to

Monkey Wrench
mother nature is fucking with me again. i got called into work last night and lost a ton of sleep. im still pretty banged out by the cold and feeling the effects. so what kind of present do i wake up with today? another fkn cold. i swear, im the nicest fkn guy ever (to people i like)... yet this broad keeps messin with me. either father time needs to keep his old lady in check or im gonna uppercut her in the boob when i see her. theres no need for this. it feels like i have cement in my lungs, nose, and throat. im getting pissed off actually. and im never more dangerous than when im pissed off. i didnt think i could make 235 before. but now im seriously fkn mad and if i have to sleep at the gym, im gettin there. this is bullshit peeeese owwwt bitchezzzz

Handbook 2010
Handbook for 2010 I printed out a copy to refer to everyday. Health: 1. Drink plenty of water. 2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar. 3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.. 4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy 5. Make time to pray. 6. Play more games 7. Read more books than you did in 2009 . 8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day 9. Sleep for 7 hours. 10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile. Personality: 11. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment. 13. Don't over do. Keep your limits. 14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip. 16. Dream more while you are awake 17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you

Un-explainable Things
During my soooooooooooooooooo many years of marridge and living in different homes. My hubby and I have encountered things, we simply can not explain. And although we have tried, we get looked at as if our choo choo went chugging around the bend and fell off. But yanno I dont care if any one believes me, I know what I saw and smelled threw the years. I have seen a glass on the counter, nothing in it, and it just shatters for no reason, I have seen a hugeeeeeeeeeeee beetle crawl behind my coffee can and enter in the wall, my light that hadnt worked for months, suddenly turns on and its not even pluged in. Seeing a old lady out side my window, with her hair dun up nice, purple dress and pearls walk by. I go to the back of the house open the door thinking shes gonna knock, no one around, I run to the front nupe no one. Hubby says she would have to be 8ft tall for me to see her. in my kitchen getting my son a drink when I feel a hand on my shoulder. Hubby and oldest son se

C13
The most prefect rose,It Could not compare.Even the most perfect sunset,Wouldn't even dare. Her smile could outshine,The sun on the clearest morn.Her eyes have out sparkled the stars,Since the day she was born. Her touch so soft,Like a breeze,So warm in the spring.A smile to my heart,She will always bring. The passion she has,I would never want to qwell.A momment without her,A lifetime in hell.

Remembering
I remember a great many things about this man, but one thing in particular was his laugh. He wasn't one to have big, long belly laughs often, but when he did, you just couldn't help but laugh with him. Even though it's been 4 years, I can still hear his laugh in my head as clearly as if he were sitting next to me today. It would start out as a soft chuckle, and build into a hearty laugh where his face would turn red and his eyes would start to water. He would sometimes become self-concious of this laugh, and try to turn all serious in the end, but it never worked. I always saw through his stern facade. His hands were big and strong, but soft and gentle. I still remember the first time his hands touched my bare skin as we layed naked in my bed for the first time. His eyes were full of wonder as those big, strong hands roamed over my body while we made love... He had a long, well kept moustache and goatee. he would often twirl his fingers in it when deep in thought or conversation. L

Todays Comment #1
No longer can I be me,My world has forced a change.To many things altered,And I am to blame. These changes could make a better me,Or will all of myself become lost.Will you stay close,If so,what will be your cost. If you choose this path with me,We'll walk together your hand in mine.And see where this walk leads friend,Hopefully together for all time.

Enough
Do you ever get enough , So Down and feeling used . when your bodies bound and broken , weak and confused . When Your Highs are in a bottle, Sitting on a shelf . And Everyone finds you , When You cant find yourself . When every dream is broken , And All hope is lost . Every battle fought , Isnt worth The cost., When you barley make enough , To barley wake up . So tired of living, your ready to give up . Come to me , When youve had enough . Come to me , Let me lift you up . Turn To Me , When This world has called your bluff . You and I , weve both had enough . Your backed against a wall , And you Just cant see . So brusied and bent , That You Lack reality . Deamons calling you , They all know your name . Reminding constantly , That nothing feels the same . Come to me , When youve had enough , Come to me , Let me Lift You up , Turn to me , When This world has called your bluff . You And I , Weve Both Had enough .

My Brother Ronny (izayas Daddy)
My baby brother ronny was seeing this girl...she was pregnant when they started seeing eachother...he promised her he would be the father figure for her daughter seeing as the babies daddy died in a car accident....now she hasnt been the nicest person since the baby was born and i understand this..but he dont want to be responsible for another kid but he dont have the heart to tell the girl..so hes seeing different ppl behind her back...i know its wrong...but i just dont get involved with problems like this...but its my brother...shouldnt he be man enough to tell this girl he dont want all this right now...i mean to me its just not a smart thing...IDK..i love my brother but i think hes stupid i think im more scared over the girl..i mean shes young...and a mother...and shes lost the babies daddy and now my brother is being like this...i just dont want her to like freak out and like take her life or the babies or both...GRRRR LEAVE SOME COMMENTS YALL...its 4AM and i just g

I'm Looking For This Guy And I Think I May Have Found Him..
“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”

I Am Not Witchie
NSFW because you malcreants can't keep a civil tongue. I am not Witchie, but I live under her bed and channel Andy Rooney to her telepathically all night just to see what kind of crazy shit I can make her write. She won't get rid of me because some days she believes the voices are all she has. True Story. Peace, out. That is all.

Read This Very Slowly... It's Pretty Profound.
Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word 'refrigeration' mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , 'How about going to lunch in a half hour?' She would gas up and stammer, 'I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It looks like rain' And my personal favorite: 'It'

Lick By Joi
I lose all control When you grab a hold And you do your trick I love it when you lick Lick You've got lock and key Every part of me Know what makes me tick I love it when you lick Lick I'll put my heels on for you baby The ones that wrap all around my leg Your every touch excites me And damnit I aint too proud to beg And even when you're not around me The tingling just won't go away Don't make my body wait no longer Because this pussycat's ready to play play play play play I lose all control When you grab a hold And you do your trick I love it when you lick Lick You've got lock and key Every part of me Know what makes me tick I love it when you lick Love it when you lick Lick It feels so good I'm going crazy My eyes roll back inside my head Explore my inner warmths of pleasure And hold on tight Hope you aint scared I promise I'll return the

Book Of The Month By Lovage
you and me are the disease and the germs are spreading use me like listerine, keeping your breath fresher feel the stroke of your paintbrush, my blank sheet of paper i'm your book of the month, read the fine print later we'll invent new four letter words you are the bitter, i am the sweet run through the fields, sing with the birds you are the griddle, i am the meat i'll turn you on like the electric company you are the bitter, i am the sweet flick on the switch and light your pilot light you are the griddle, i am the meat you and me are the disease and the germs are spreading use me like listerine, keeping your breath fresher feel the stroke of your paintbrush, my blank sheet of paper i'm your book of the month, read the fine print later we'll laugh away our golden years you are the bitter, i am the sweet we'll line the clouds with silver tears you are the griddle, i am the meat you and me are the disease and the germs are spreading use me like listerine, keeping your

Need Help With Something
I was wondering if you all can help me with something , When it comes to your wedding day , would you write your own vows ??? if you do , this is for men and women , what would your vows say to your new husband/wife..please private message with your written wedding vows along with or seperatley , what you would write in a love letter to your future wife husband....

Because Bibli Did It. Playlist Justification...
1) Smooth Criminal/Michael Jackson what can i say. as much as I love to hate on the recently deceased king of pop, i still think his old music is solid. when i was a kid i was his biggest fan. luckily i was never invited to neverland ranch 2)Farewell Ride/Beck Not a huge Beck fan, but this ones a real mood setter. and the mood is somber with a little bit of adventurous. i just love it. I've already told my brother that it is to be played at my funeral when the day comes. no "Tears in Heaven" for me 3) No Rain/Blind Melon this song just makes me happy. they had other songs, other good songs, but none are as memorable. i still remember the first time i saw the video. priceless. 4)Subterranean Homesick Blues/Bob Dylan Love his writing, but i almost always think his songs are improved by someone else singing them. this is the exception. no one else can pull it off. its a jumbled mess and a sign of the times all in one 5)Across 110th street/Bobby Womack I'll admit i'd never

One Thing After Another..
Most first blog entries are long and drawn out.. intro.. life story..or at least some summary of things that have happened since one joined a site.. I just want to say.. I dont drink, but after 2009, it's a wonder I dont.. I picked a bad year to quit smoking.. and apparently so did my hubby.. today he told me he's beein smoking for over 3 weeks, which means he missed his year aniversary of dec 31st. 2 car accidents, lower pay/cut hours, death in fam, having to move.. living with no water since dec 9th.. now being sued... takes it's tole.. But I went through it too.. and I'm still quit. I will remain quit. His 3rd try.. his 3rd fail.. my 1st try after 26 yrs.. and my last try. I am just dissapointed.. my hero.. failed me. Sarah

Good Enough
Good Enough - Evanescence Under your spell again.I can't say no to you.Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.I can't say no to you.Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly.Now I can't let go of this dream.I can't breathe but I feel...Good enough,I feel good enough for you.Drink up sweet decadence.I can't say no to you,And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.I can't say no to you.Shouldn't let you conquer me completely.Now I can't let go of this dream.Can't believe that I feel...Good enough,I feel good enough.It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.Pour real life down on me.'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.Am I good enough for you to love me too?So take care what you ask of me,'cause I can't say no. [♥]

Imperfection
Imperfection - Saving Jane My hair's a wreck Mascara runs My feet get dirty And my skin burns in the sun. My lips they bleed But I still sing my songs. Takes me a minute To admit it when I'm wrong. Pretty is as pretty does, But pretty's not my thing. This is what you get. This is who I am. Take me now or leave me Any way you can. Sometimes I trip and fall But I know where I stand. And if you're thinking about changing my direction, Don't mess with imperfection. My back is weak, But my will is true. Got good intentions But I never follow through. I say too much, And don't know when to leave. In case you're looking, That's my heart there on my sleeve. Ego trips and stupid slip ups, I'm a mess but This is what you get. This is who I am. Take me now or leave me Any way you can. Sometimes I trip and fall But I know where I stand. And if you're thinking about changing my direction, Don't mess with imperfection. Scratched and bruised, A litt

What I Didn't Say
What I Didn't Say - Saving Jane Secrets told in the pictures on your skin Hours fade into days that never end I see myself reflected in your eyes And I hate the way I'm wearing all these lies So I let you go And I watch you leave And I hold my breath So you don't hear me scream (When you walk away) But the words are only in my head It's not what I said It's what I didn't say Is she everything you wanted her to be? Yeah, I bet she never breaks your heart like me So it's one more night I cover up with you And I hate myself for what I didn't do So I let you go And I watch you leave And I hold my breath So you don't hear me scream (When you walk away) But the words are only in my head It's not what I said It's what I didn't say Should've known better, now All I have left is a permanent stain The only part of you I get to keep forever To prove I lived this pain Maybe I was never as smart as I thought Maybe we can never be as good as we want Maybe you just didn't need me enough Maybe w

To Make You Feel My Love
To Make You Feel My Love - Billy Joel When the rain is blowin in your face,and the whole world is on your case,I could offer you a warm embrace,to make you feel my love... When the evenin shadows, and the stars appear,and there ain't no one there to dry your tears,I could hold you for a million years,to make you feel my love... I know you haven't made your mind up yet,but I would never do you wrong...I've known it from the moment that we met,no doubt in my mind where you belong... I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue,I'd go crawlin down the avenue,there is nothin that I wouldn't do,to make you feel my love... The storms are ragin on the rolling sea,and on the highway of regret,the winds of change are blowin wild and free,you ain't seen nothin like me yet... I could make you happy, make your dreams come true,there is nothing that I would not do,go to the ends of the earth for you,to make you feel my love... There is nothing that I wouldn't do... to make you feel my love...

Survey Says
Yes, I'm actually one of those people who fill out surveys on their receipts for gift cards, cash prize, etc. The way I look at it is someone has to win it, why not me? I just got done with a survey for Target. At the end, they want you to fill out how you want to be contacted - either by phone OR email. I don't understand why the OR is there because you can't enter the stupid contest unless you provide both. If you want both, then why give the option for either or? Makes no sense to me.

The Love Letter
....Been thinking of a lot lately. Mostly about my bad marriage and thinking if a persons soulmate really exsists..Below is a love letter that every woman should get at least once from her husband or special someone in their life >My dearest I long to be with you for as long as the moon shall shine in the sky. As long as the rays of sun shall fall on a new day. All I dream of is waking to your beautiful eyes every morning. You are the air I breathe, the light that fills me with joy. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want you to be the first face I see in the morning, and the last I see at night.

Week 2 Is Over
I've survived. Barely. Apparently we'll be sticking each other with IV, Intramuscular, and Subcutaneous injections every day. What fun. Some of the new guys aren't that great... hurt like a bitch. Oh well, whatever. I went through that phase too lol. Time for bed. Nite!

The Eight Basic Scripts
The Eight Basic Scripts Robert Anton Wilsonfrom The Illuminati Papers System I - Biosurvival Scripts The biosurvival winner:"I will live forever or die trying." The biosurvival loser:"I don't know how to defend myself." System II - Emotional-Territorial Scripts The emotional-territorial winner:"I am free; you are free; we can have our separate trips or we can have the same trip." The emotional-territorial loser: "They all intimidate me." System III - Semantic Scripts The semantic winner:"I am learning more about everything, including how to learn more." The semantic loser:"I can't solve my problems." System IV - Socio-sexual Scripts The sociosexual winner:"Love, and do what thou wilt." (Anon. of Ibid) The sociosexual loser:"Everything I like is illegal, immoral, or fattening." System V - Neurosomatic Scripts The neurosomatic winner:"How I feel depends on my neurological knowhow." The neurosomatic loser:"I can't help the way I feel." System

Support Our Troops??umm...no
so begins my long ass blog blasting the "support our troops" bullshit. hope no one gets offended . but you probably will.. if your a slow ass country bible thumper like the rest of these yellow ribbon bastards,would be best stop reading now.and dont give me this "protecting our freedom" crap either..just like jesus dying for "my" sins,the troops are dying for "my" freedom...horseshit..dont make it out to be that they are doing anything for me..just like jesus..im getting no results.and how does bombing and killing brown people protect us? wake up and smell the giant steaming pile of red,white and blue bullshit. guess i got to be the one to tell it how it is.to be continued.....

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I'm torn in twomy heart is breaking I don't know what to domy soul is for the takingYou left me hereAlone and coldwith no one to hearand me with no one to hold my skin is tingling my emotions running wildmy ears are ringing i feel like a scared child i want to crybut i wont allow itall i wanted is to trybut our two halves just don't fit

What Do You Rate Me?
COPY THIS INTO YOUR STATUS AND SEE WHAT PEOPLE RATE YOU!!!! 1=crazy, 2=i'd marry you, 3=talkative, 4=sarcastic, 5=i miss you, 6=club head, 7=moody, 8=dumb, 9=mouthy, 10=spoilt, 11=random, 12=hot, 13=fckable, 14=fit, 15=amazing, 15=tough, 16=cute, 17=gf/bf type, 18=player, 19=i love you, 20=gorgeous, 21=the best, 22=cool, 23=funny

Goals In Question
I feel like running away. I feel isolated and alone in my thinking and I want to break away from it all. I feel myself retreating all rebuilding the sanctuary of isolation that I have hidden within so many times before. I am beginning to wonder why I left it to begin with..... Oh yea... because there was this wonderful man that I have known for what seemed my entire life standing before me painting the picture that I always dreamed so vividly and making me believe in it somehow. I think I have heard people many times say to me that it is better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all and I honestly would have to disagree. Longing for something in your life and not getting it is terrible and often defeating, but having it... holding it, breathing it, tasting it, touching it, hearing it only to then have it placed behind a barrier that you cannot penetrate is much more painful and cruel. What is w

Subject
Subject line reads, subject. I'm the subject to be considered. If I cheated you, lied to you, beat you, tried to kill you ,or in fact I have done so, please do me in. I did read, listen, and watch a whole lot of nonsense in my life. That's this life and no other. If you go back to the Mosaic Laws things were dealt with awful lot of harshness. If I committed Adultry against you please take me out and stone me because according to that law both male and female were taken out of camp and stoned to death. This stoning was started by the oldest and did not stop until both were dead. They were left out until almost sunset and then buried in a unmarked grave. Since I am the one that did the above and more, please take me out and stone me and I will go willingly. If you got nothing on me why hunt? The more you hunt the more I will remeber. The more I remember closer to the future I become. There is a passage by The Lord where He states, wow to those that seek for The Day of The Lord. Your not

What I Need
I need to find a cheap and decent place to live. It's not like the area I'm in is thriving in rentals. I just wish I could find a place. I don't really care too much about where it's at...just want it kind of close to where I live at now so I can keep my kids in their school..even if I have to drive them myself. Ugh..anyone want to help me look? I have to make a phone call, I'll come back to read comments if anyone leaves any.

Gemtaur80
Today she added a smile to my heart,To go with the one on my face.Next to hers,mine must belong,It feels like the perfect place. Time will tell the road we travel down,Right now it shines golden rays.As we learn more of each other,While we walk together the same way. I hope our path never divides,Without her I would feel lost.Not seeing her by my side,My heart could not handle the cost

S Face(amy)
If my heart could hold for a momment,Her eyes,her heart,her smile.I would be so lucky,If even only for a little while. To gaze upon such beauty,To think nothing compares.I hope never to find another,And I hope I never dare. To all that hear me,Her beauty shines so true.To look upon her,Is the last my eyes want to do.

Leno - O'brien Duke It Out
Move over Ali-Fraser the new heavy weights are Leno-O‘Brien. Now that Jay is moving back to The Tonight Show the barbs are getting sharper. And, so far, Conan is knocked out of a gig. The drama is great with these two but a third party has gotten involved. Letterman, the Clinton clone, is making hay on his show watching NBC’s dilemma. Stay tuned, it just got started: http://entertainment.blogs.foxnews.com/2010/01/14/jay-leno-gets-tonight-show-back-conan-obrien-is-out-report-says/?test=faces Listen to the giant of net radio BlastFM! It’s a hay maker www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

My Favorites....
I love words, and I love to read. Some words are bunched together to form a memorable quote... one that sticks in your head and just seems to 'fit' any situation. The following are some of my favorites... "Words are the basis for thought... without words there would be no thought." Think about it... "You gotta LIVE LIVE LIVE! Life is a banquet and most poor suckers are starving to death!" Are you going to let this life pass you by without tasting the feast? It's right there in front of you... reach out, take a bite! "Imagination is more important than knowledge, for knowledge is limited while imagination embraces the entire world." Albert Einstein... 'nuff said.

Men
I am not looking for a man for more then sex at this time in my life. I spent 15 years with a guy who put everyone first and made me feel worthless. I did all I could do to make him happy. nothing I did worked. he told me tp move out after I outed his lover for being a cheating whore. she blamed him and broke up with him. oops my bad. Now i just want a man just to make me feel good for the night. I am being a bit picky. I never had any man i was reallu atracted to befor and am hoping to change that soon. I have ben free from her for a year and have not found anyone iam atrcted to who is artacted to me. Not giving up. I like mostly the long hair bad oy types It really does depend thogh. well wish me luck.

Can't Hide Who Or What Type Of Person You Are,only How And Who See's It!
Oh how true those lil sayings are"LOOKS CAN BE DECIEVING"or"NEVER JUGDE A BOOK BY ITS COVER,ITS WHATS INSIDE THAT COUNTS"! So many people think too highly of THE FIRST IMPRESSION IS WHAT COUNTS OR WHAT MATTERS THE MOST well I strongly disagree! I just watch the way the person acts how they carry and present themself after awhile. After all an act is just that a s lil show!

Black Widow
Her web has been woven,Her secret lies in place.No concern showing,Just a smile on her face. What beauty can hide,That we cannot view.If I approuch this web,Will I see a truer you. I will walk the strands,Of this web built so true.And hope I see the real widow,The widow that is you.

Losing A Child
i met my best friend about 7 yrs ago and she was telling me about losing her 6 yr old daughter i would cry with her and i thought i could understand how she felt and all that til Oct 27 2009 when i lost my 12 yr old daughter and it hit me hard that back then i had no clue what she was feeling til i have to go thru it.ashley was 12 so beautiful full of life blunt easy going til u made her mad and then she was only mad for a few n got over it...she had planned her life gonna go into the army and go to college and be someone and try and help all the fighting in the world cause she didnt like it...i grew up thinkin crying was a weakness and not to do it infront of ppl i am now learning that its ok to hurt to let ppl know u hurt and how u feel...i was and still am every now n then numb..some days i cant think others im mad as HELL and others i think i be ok...i have 4 other kids that help me get thru then i learned a few weeks ago that only i can get thru this only i can help myself...i fee

Some More Of My Writings
as i walk threw the shadows. i look back on life in the light. I remember all the pain that was caused by others and inflicted upon others. i stay in the shadows to stay away from the pain. as i try to erease the memories of that one true love for one certain woman. but they just wont go away. the person that said it is better to have loved and lost then to have not loved at all. must of not ever been in love. the pain that comes from loosing that one true love can be dealy. it can kill someone to love and lost then never loved at all as i look at your picture. i imagine that your laying next to me sleeping. i remember sitting there and watching you slep the nights that i couldnt sleep. i remember looking at you and telling myself that i was laying next to an angel and that i was the most lucky guy in the world. and told myself that i never want to loose you. one day i ended up loosing the best thing in my life Ive been so lost with out you i

A Hot Mess
Michele is a hot mess. Yes, indeed. I would love to take the male approach on this and blame it solely on it being "that time of the month" but sadly that isn't the case. Even though I really wish it was. It'd be a whole helluva lot easier. I realize though, easy isn't always the best way to go. Everything as far as work is going good. Everything as far as friendships go, is getting much better. There's only ONE THING that I'm missing that I really REALLY want. Someone to share all this shit with me.When I'm "Gone Fishin'" for the first time and castin' that shit out even though I don't catch any fishes, I want you there. When I'm bored, laying about on my lazy, fat ass watching Dirty Dancing for the 1 billionth time while I'm attempting to cook dinner, I want you there. When I can't sleep (I turn the heat up) and I'm dozing off, but I'm still waiting for my goodnight kiss on my forehead, I want you there. When I'm uncontrollably laughing my lazy, fat ass

This Is The Pain In Me No Its Not My Song Its From Slipknot............
I did my time and I want out, so abusive Fate, it doesn't cut, the soul is not so vibrant The reckoning, the sickening Back at you, subversion, pseudo-sacred, pyscho virgin Go tell your classes, go dig you graves Then fill your mouth with all the money you will save Sinking in, getting smaller again Undone, it has begun, I'm not the only one And the rain will kill us all If we throw ourselves against the wall But no one else can see The preservation of the martyr in me Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial Oh, there are cracks in the road we lay From when the devil fell, the secrets have gone mad This is nothing new but would we kill it all Fate was all we had Who needs another mess, we could start over Just look me in the eyes and say I'm wrong Now there's only emptiness but I'm missing something I think we're done, I'm not the only one And the rain will kill us all If we throw ourselves against the wall B

Some Old Writings
As I walk in the valley of darkness. I carry the memories of your in my heart. I now stay int he darkness to keep from getting burnt by the light again. I look back to only watch you walk away. When i look forward now all i see is darkness. I hear your voice in teh darkness but i know it could'nt be you. Since i watched you trun and walk away from me into the arms of another man. Therefore I now walk threw the valley of darkness to hid my pain and tears of watching you ,my light and true love, walk away from me. I will always love you my love even while i walk in the valley of darkness I lay here with your picture next to my heart praying that one day that i can hold you close to me. Like i had done so many nights before. I cry myself to sleep relizing i ruined the best thing in my life and pushed the one person that means the world to me away. When i get asked how i'm doing i tell the ones that know me best that i miss the one i love more then anything. That one is

Always There
Hello God, I called tonightTo talk a little while...I need a friend who'll listen,To my anxieties and trials... You see, I can't quite make itThrough a day just on my own...I need your love to guide me,So I'll never feel alone. I want to ask you please to keepMy family safe and sound.Come and fill their lives with confidence,For whatever fate they're bound. Give me faith, dear God, to faceEach hour throughout the day,And not to worry over things,I can't change in any way. I thank you God, for being home,And listening to my call,For giving me such good advice,When I stumble and fall. Your number, God, is the only oneThat answers every time.I never get a busy signal,Never had to pay a dime. So thank you, God, for listening,To my troubles and my sorrow.Good night, God, I love You, too,And I'll call again tomorrow!

The Flintstones Are Deadly!
Monday, April 06, 2009 Memories... The Good, The Bad, and The Fugly. Pt 4 Current mood: creative The Flintstones Are DeadlyVitamins have been an important consumer item for years. Now they have vitemin pills and drinks for just abotu everything, so if need be, you could probably live without consuming anything except for these items. They have even put it in people's heads that children need these vitamins in addition to thier daily food intake. They have come out with alot of forms of vitamins for children to try to make them more apealing to consume. A variety of flavors and shapes, making them look like popular cartoon charectors so the kids think they are eating candy. Aaahhh yes candy, what child doesn't like candy right? Did they ever notice how children are usually the ones opening the childproof items for the adults? Did they ever think the natural psychological workinngs of a child when creating these vitamins? Hello kids love candy!! They try to sneak

The Man In The Basement
Monday, April 06, 2009 Memories... The Good, The Bad, and The Fugly. Pt. 3 Current mood: creative The Man In The BasementMy mother had this wooden man in our basement. It came from my aunt, Godess of Earth, who gave it to us as a piece of art. His arms and legs moved so you could have it as a plant stand, table or whatever your imagination could come up with. My mother's imagination came up with a man lurking in the basement. I don't really remember the house in Kenwood, just bits and pieces as we left that house when I was six, but I will always remember that creepy wooden man. That thing put the fear of God in me like nothing else. I knew it was there and yet my heart would always go through my throat everytime I saw it, as though there were a real man lingering in the basement. I'm not sure if there is a person out there who has never been afraid of basements, or where teh fear comes from, but me personally, I think mine came from that man sized Pinocchio. Ev

Show Me Heaven By Jessica Andrews
There you go Flashing fever from your eyes Hey babe, come over here and shut down tight I'm not denying We're flying above it all Hold my hand, don't let me fall You've such amazing grace I've never felt this way... Show me heaven Cover me Leave me breathless Show me heaven please Here I go I'm shaking just like the breeze Hey baby I need your hand to steady me I'm not denying I'm frightened as much as you Though I'm barely touching you I've shivers down my spine And it feels divine Show me heaven Cover me Leave me breathless Show me heaven please If you know what like To dream a dream Baby hold me tight And let this be yer Show me heaven Cover me Leave me breathless Show me heaven please

Did You Pee On Me?!?!?!
Thursday, March 19, 2009 Memories... The Good, The Bad, and The Fugly. Pt 2 DID YOU PEE ON ME??!!!Ebony hadn't gotten laid in a long time, well at least not decently. She gives into desperation and hooks up with Midget Mack who's been eying her for sometime at the club. She goes to his apartment, where his roomate sleeps in the laundry room and gets it on with Midget Mack who suprisinngly is a really good lay. Somewhere in the midst of him hitting her g-spot in this super awkward, yet amazinng position and her screaming "Oi papi fuck me harder", she squirts! Midget Mack stops mid-stroke, looks at her, and says "What the fuck?! Did you just pee on me?", and so starts the explaination to the 22 yr old man of what the "squirt" is. Men aren't the only ones who can ejaculate. If fucked properly it is possible for a woman to cum so intensly that her cum will not just be known by a super wet pussy, but will actually shoot from her pussy like water from a squirt gun, henc

Cry Ophelia By Adam Cohen
Something went wrong You are not laughing It's not so easy now to get your smile You gotta be wrong To walk these streets And keep from falling But when you're not, just let yourself cry You've been working hard Just trying to pay the rent Tryin' to draw the line between who you are and who you invent But if you throw a stone Something's gonna shatter somewhere We're all so fragile We're all so scared You say you wanna learn how to live your life without tears But we've been trying to do that for thousands of years So go on and cry Ophelia It's the only thing to do sometimes You know I'm crying too Right there with you It's alright Ophelia Everybody cries Thank god for my bad memory I've forgotten some of the stupid things that I've done I've come to a little wisdom through a whole lot of failure So I watch more carefully what rolls off my tongue You pray for rain But you don't want it from a storm You find a rose And cut your finger on a thorn So go on and cry Ophelia It's the only

My Book Cover Page, Dedication And Chapter One
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 Memories... The Good, The Bad, and The Fugly. Current mood: creative Category: Life my book.....Memories... The Good, The Bad, and The FuglyRandom memories and realizations by:Sarah G. Van Brocklin A.K.A. Ivory, and FriendsThis book is for adults and has been rated X by me, Ivory, Because I use the terms; pussy, fuck, cock, squirt, and shart along with other vulgar descriptions of the body and bodily actions, as well as talk about things that have been known to traumatize children and young adults.I've decided to write this book about all of the seemingly insignificant things that have happened in my life and my friends' lives that have ironically had a major impact on us. This IS my therapy. I hope that in this book by addressing these memories and awkward moments, I will be able to recognize patterns in life and hopefully be able to shed light into someone else's life if not just to entertain you with my dysfunction. This book is in deed

Just A Few Of My Writings
i sit here in the dark with thoughtsw of you. I remember the time we had together. As i sit there thinking of you i crave to feel your loving touch again. I crave to feel your soft lips on mine once again. I sit in the dark with tears in my eyes. I dream one day that I will be able to hold you in my arms again. I sit there with tears in my cause i know i messed up real bad. I lost the most important thing in my life when i lost you. My soul is so empty now that your gone. My heart is in a million peaces. Mdreams are full of imagies of you and all your beauty. I am at a lost with out you in my life. I have failed you and lost your love. You will always be in my heart and soul. The days and nights have been so empty since you left. My life came crashing down after i lost you. I walk around wishing i never said the things I did. I wish I could tell you how I cant life with out you. You are my reason for living. Always have been and always w

Fla Is Fucked Up Man
January 5, 2010 Destin Man Arrested on Charges of Possessing Child Pornography TALLAHASSEE, FL – Attorney General Bill McCollum today announced a Destin man has been arrested on charges of promoting the sexual performance of a minor and possession of child pornography. John Forrest surrendered to law enforcement officers late last night after the Attorney General’s CyberCrime Unit requested a judge issue a warrant for his arrest. During a routine undercover investigation online, CyberCrime investigators discovered numerous images of child pornography and traced the images back to Forrest’s computer. A CyberCrime investigator also determined Forrest, 38, was making the images available for distribution. A search warrant was executed on Forrest’s home with assistance from the Okaloosa County Sheriff’s Office, and nine computers were seized. Forensic analysis confirmed that numerous images of child pornography were on the computers, including some images of c

Still Here For
I am still here for the fifty third week in my life. today I'm feeling muh better. I took care of different businesses that I had to. I am working on the things I have to take care of in my life. I can go off and party and forget all or be depressed and in bed and never come out. I'm not doing that. Only thing I am doing far as change is more moderation as in weight taining. I took off this week and I will resume on Monday at slightly less aggresive mode. Also, I cut the beta blocker in half and still taking it along with the aspirin. No I never cursed God but felt an immense anger toward God. I deal with these anger here and other places by looking at what happened in my life. Question those events and also the motivation of myself and others. Were it not for God, I wont be here to key anything. Norio

Another One For All My Haters...........plies Kept It To Real........ You Ppl Dont Know Why Your Fukking With
*::Talking::* it's amazin to me homie that niggas you fuck wit dawg you dont know tha truth about these niggas until yall fall out homie the mo you show a nigga tha mo dangerous he become to you homie *::Chorus::* I Broke Bread Wit U Nigga Showed U Where I Lived U Talkin Nigga But U Dont Understand Wat Real Is When It Came To You Pussy Ass Nigga I Woulda Killed But It Was My Fault Nigga I Kept It Too Real {Repeat s x's} *::Verse 1::* We Busted Choppaz At Niggaz Layed In Bushes Together U Had Me Fooled Dawg I Thought U Was My Fukkin Nigga Woulda Did A 100 Years For U Cuz I Fuk Wit Ya U Taught Me Wat A Good Heart In These Streetz Would Get A Nigga Not A Muthafukkin Thing But A Sad Picture Hurt Me When I Found Out U Had Pussy In Yo Heart Nigga I Never Thought Id Say It But Muthafuk A Friend Cuz Yo Dawg Be Tha One That Cross Ya In Tha End Tha Shit I Kno Now Wish Id Done Knew It Bak Then But Goin Thru It Wit A Fuk Nigga Is Wat Make A Man I Treated Yo Pussy Ass Betta Than I Did My Ow

For The Haters........ By Bone Things
another one for the haters..............by bone thugs Current mood: amused "Thug Luv" (feat. 2Pac) [2Pac] Nigga we doing this shit from Cleveland to LA nigga whatever you niggas want we bringing it Thug Luv nigga what time is it yo I don't give a fuck where you lay at it's time to slay these bitch made niggas [Bizzy-overlapping Pac] Pac Pac run wit us run wit us run wit us Pac Pac run wit us Pac and RIP with Thug Luv [2Pac] they ain't even knowing what type of niggas we is where my thugs at Bone Thugs-N-Harmony I know you niggas been waiting for this shit for a long time well here it is nigga here it is what you gone do with it [Bizzy] Well I must be close to the Armageddon lord you know That I won't fly that lesson you taught me to pull out my Wesson you brought me And am I stressing it softly get 'em up off me cause all We wanted was harmony been bombing 'em yell up outta my ghetto I want settle get on my level they can't Stop me or drop me nigga they got

Taking It In The Rear?
I have made it a point to keep track as much as possible (aside from trying to get much needed sleep)...and seems that Fu has gone mad and been screwing my points and deducting them from me...Fu Support sent a lame ass message back that I need to clear my browser history and they think I was looking at cached pages....I say not possible since I did do that and the point are still being taken away....(You can see my status comments about this) I know they reset every 24 hours DER DA FUCKIN DER!!!!! This still hasn't been 24 hours! 1,471,073 of 5,000,000 points 7:19 pm 1,814,515 of 5,000,000 points needed in 24 hours-piss on it...piss on fu 3,376,158 of 5,000,000 points 5:43 3,375,905 of 5,000,000 points 5:37 3,376,071 of 5,000,000 points 5:29 3,376,215 of 5,000,000 points 5:22 3,339,545 of 5,000,000 points 4:36 3,300,227 of 5,000,000 points 3:04 3,276,079 of 5,000,000 points 2:59 3,307,119 of 5,000,000 points 2:44 3,338,334 of 5,000,000 points 2:26 3,370,271 of 5,

So Wrong Its Not Even Funny...
Guilty Plea in Bird-for-Children Swap VILLE PLATTE, La. (Oct. 14) - A Louisiana couple admitted giving an exotic bird to a woman in exchange for two children, a district attorney said Wednesday.Paul and Brandy Romero, of Eunice, pleaded guilty to two felony counts of sale of a minor child, Evangeline Parish District Attorney Trent Brignac's office said in a statement. Their five-year prison sentences were suspended in exchange for their testimony against the woman accused of handing over the children, Donna Greenwell of Glenmora, the statement said.The Romeros traded their cockatoo and $175 for the children in February. Greenwell is not their mother, but the children were living with her. Prosecutors say she "instigated" the transfer when she responded to the Romeros' advertisement for sale of the bird.Greenwell, who is free on bond, has pleaded not guilty to two felony counts of sale of minor children. Her trial is set for November.Greenwell's lawyer, Steve Sikich, has said previously

Guy Gets Arrested... Total Bs.....
Okay, so question who thinks this is a crock of bullshit? Man Busted for Being Naked at Home(Oct. 21) A Virginia man was busted for indecent exposure after he was caught in the buff. In his own home. Alone.Eric Williamson, 29, got up at 5:30 a.m. Monday and went to the kitchen to make some coffee. He was naked, but he was alone in the Springfield house, so he didn't think it mattered.Wrong.A woman and a 7-year-old boy were cutting through Williamson's front yard from a nearby path, according to WTTG-TV, Channel 5 in Washington. Through his front window, they saw Williamson having coffee in his birthday suit.Fairfax County police showed up and arrested him. Williamson said he had no idea anyone could see him, but police said they believed he wanted to be seen by the public, said WTTG, a Fox station.If convicted, Williamson could face one year in jail and a $2,000 fine. He plans to fight the charge."If I stood and seemed comfortable in my kitchen, it's natural. It's my kitchen," he told

Beauty Found By Leora Wilber Houston. Wray, Colorado. 1934
My quest for Beauty led me every place- I found it in a mother’s careworn face; Its lines are an adornment, for they trace A pattern of high courage to face pain And weariness. Of hours she has lain Awake to hear each sound. She is not plain Whose eyes reflect serenity by day. She’d smile, disbelieving, should I say, “You’ve kept the thing you thought you gave away.” Nor can an “aid” or artifice compare With giving love, for sketching beauty rare. Her face is lifted – up to God in prayer!

Pic For Spinoza
Spinoza texted Me this pic and asked Me to make it larger so that he could upload it... I already had the large pic in My photobucketbut uploading on here would of made it a lot smaller so decided to blog it Yes I am sure several of you will save it for your collection as well Here ya go man

I Dont Get It
so heres a qustion for all the ladys out there what would make you play games with someones fealings for no known reason? why would you tell someone that you love them and then just leave them to suffer? whats up with that? even after you have been open and compleatly honest with them from the get go? im not a bad person im realy not i just wanna know why so i can move on what did i do that was so horable? and how long should i suffer for what ive done or what i havent done im sick of being screwed over its driveing me to the edge in the past year ive lost my job, my home ,my friends ,the two women ive given my hart to fully just left me, i almost died 3 times and i have the scars to remind me every time i look in the mirror....im cursed im sure of it doomed to live my life to where every one i love just leaves me ..... so sick of it .....damn.... but what ever i know who i am and what im capeable of!!!! no one and nothing will stop me from succeding so fuck all you haters ill sho

12 Signs You're In Love!
12 SIGNS THAT YOUR IN LOVE TWELVE:You walk really slow when you're with them. ELEVEN:You feel shy whenever they're around. TEN:You smile when you hear their voice. NINE:When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SEVEN:They're all you think about. SIX:You realize you're always smiling when you'relooking at them. FIVE:You would do anything just to see them. FOUR:While reading this, there was one person on yourmind this whole time. THREE:You just smiled because it's true.

A Goddess In Leather
We met on the dusty crossroads,Of a nameless, silent town,A place by fate forsakenWhen the full moon wore a frown.She was a leather goddess,An exile from the abyssWith eyes of living fireAnd sweet venom in her kiss.Her lips the colour of fury,Her skin, in the manner of old:White as the billowing towersOf cloud in the heartland of cold.I tasted flesh opalescent,Violet and crimson with life,And therein raged unrelentingThe forces of storm and of strife.That night we both drank the nectar;The salty-sweet essence of lust.She matched me measure for measure,Returning each kiss and each thrust.Her eyes alight with the embers,Her limbs incandescent with flame Invoking all that is pagan,Calling the storm gods by name.I loved her fiercely till morning,Riding her untamable steedThrough boundless lust and through laughterUntil all our passions were freed.I awoke in expectationOf sweet love craft, rare and unknown,And of beauty glowing before me,But found that I lay all alone.I then searched every

P.p
If I am supposed to write for one,And only one for all time.Would she hand me her heart,To hold till the end of time. Would my words calm her,Bring a smile to crying eyes.Would they carry her so softly,Like clouds crossing the sky. Would my smile please her heart,As she opens her eyes evevy morn.Would she take my hand willingly,And let a love be born. These questions unanswered,To find them I wish I could.My answer to her very simple,Yes beautiful I would.

The Bronze Chapter 24
The Bronze Once we got inside the bronze I noticed Buffy and a dark haired girl dancing rather provocatively. “Whoa bro, check out those two hotties dancing right there?” Emmett said slapping my shoulder and pointing towards Buffy and the dark haired girl. It took a second for me to speak, but just as I was about too Willow bumped in to me. “Oh I’m so sorry! Oh! It’s you! Hi Edward” she gushed. “Who’s that with Buffy” I asked as I stared. “Oh that’s Faith, a new slayer” Willow said rolling her eyes in distaste. “I’m going to go and say hi to Buffy, come on Emmett I’ll introduce you” I said grabbing him and pulling him along. “Hey Buffy, how have you been?” I said as we reached them. “Oh hey Edward, I’m doing great thanks. This is my friend Faith, Faith this is Edward and ….” She paused. “Umm well this handsome man I don’t know yet&r

The Big Question Chapter 23
The Big Question With a new beginning comes a new life, I thought very hard about a lot while Bella was sleeping. I knew that I could not live without Bella, that she was everything in the world to me. I rushed back to the main house, leaving Bella asleep in the cottage. I walked in the house and Alice raced and embraced me “So have you proposed yet” She asked. “Not yet Alice, I was just coming to get my mother’s engagement ring. I’m going to ask her this morning after I make her a hearty breakfast” I replied. “Well good luck” she said and winked at me. I ran upstairs to my room and got my mother’s engagement ring and returned to the cottage. I wanted to make sure that Bella’s memory of this day would be etched in her mind forever. I went to the kitchen and started to set up for my impending proposal. I called the flower shop and order some white roses that I would place on the table. Bella was still fast asleep in

New Beginning Chapter 22
New Beginning We raced home, back to our family. I stopped the car but didn’t get out. “You go ahead Alice, I have something to take care of” I said. “Alright Edward, do what you must and hurry back to us” she said as she walked into the house. I took my phone out and dialed Liz’s number, she answered on the third ring. “Hey Liz, I’m on my way over” I said. “See you in a few minutes” I hung up the phone and started towards Liz’s place. I knocked on the door and she answered it quickly. “Come in” she said smiling widely. I walked into the house and we went to the living room. I could hear her heart beat, smell the blood flowing through her veins. “I hear your heart beating. I see my plan worked.” “Yes seems it has, I’m in debt to you for all eternity” “No thanks needed, you just find the happiness you deserve and live your life to the fullest”

Spike Chapter 21
Spike Angel was waiting for us in the drive way, we got out of the car and approached the door. Buffy knocked at the door and it was soon opened by a tall man with glasses. “Hey Buffy, who are your new friends” He asked. “This is Edward and Alice” she said gesturing to each of us. “They are here about Spike.” She said as she walked in the door, her friends following behind her. She turned back to Giles “Giles you have to invite them in they are both vampires” Giles turned and looked at Buffy “Are you sure they can be trusted?” he asked. “Giles we are not here to hurt anyone, well accept Spike that is” I said. “Oh I see, well please do come in” he said stepping away from the door. We walked in and followed everyone to the living room. We all sat down and I began explaining why we were looking for Spike. “I’m in love with a human, her name is Bella. She’s pregnant with

"help"
maybe its me but anytime i have difficulty in my life my so called "friends" offer what they call "help". now I know im not the smartest guy on the planet but when you offer someone help that doesnt mean "hey that means we are gonna date!" it means i took the fucking help right??? i just dont understand the fucking women i attract..........its not like i said hey lets date and then you help me i just took the help that was offered.......key word offered. i never once asked for the damn help yet im the dick for taking it and not dating them or fucking them................idk maybe i am the dick for taking the help comments please

The Champion (by Carmen)
The Champion In the vast expanse of a timeless place.. Where silence ruled the outter space. Ominously towering it stood! The symbol of a Spirit War between the one named Lucifer and THE MORNING STAR.. The ultimate of Good. Enveloped by a trillion planets, clean as lightening and hard as granite, a cosmic collsion would host the end of the war between the lord of sin and death, and the omniputant creator of man,s first breath! WHO WILL DECIDE WHO FOREVER WILL BE THE CHAMPION? The audience for the fight of the ages was assembled and in place. The Angels came in splendor from a star. The Saints that had gone before were there.. Jeremiah, Enoch, Job They were singing the song of Zion to the playing of David,s harp. The demons arrived offensive and vile cursing and blastpheming God. Followed by their trophies Dead and Gone... There was Hitler,Napoleon, Farrow, Capone all vexed and grieved, waiting for their judgement from the throne. Then a chill swept

The Sham Of Pop-anarchism
The Sham of Pop-Anarchism Anarchists have an admirable spirit and a motivated attitude but what they apply that energy towards is rarely, if ever, useful. Anarchist's efforts generally serves the opposite of their stated desire - it doesn't defeat authority it empowers it! Anarchism seems to be no better than the machine it replaces and even worse than capitalism because it's a manufactured ideology that has no basis in reality or human nature. After years of abuse, exploitation and poor leadership, Anarchist ideals are so watered down as to be laughable. Today "Libertarian Socialists" run for public office while others throw rocks and deface public monuments. No wonder the word anarchy itself has become just another word for mindless juvenile delinquency with a suga

Devotion
I cannot see through to the other side,I am afraid,I don't know what resides there.Others have somehow gone before, butThey forgot to build a bridge across.Will you hold my hand, hereIn this dark place, andGo with me, into the unknown.To obey is better than to wait alone in the stillnessYou said that we've only just hit the tip of the icebergThat this goes so deep, so wide, and so high. That I've only just had a taste of youAnd that I must wait to see all that you have for me. But in this placeWhere I have knelt & felt peaceI have come to love.Ripping me out of here would meanThat everything I've ever known will change, will be rewritten.Do I take this chance offered, or do I swim in this ocean of complacency?You say that your house is my house.You say that your bed is my bed.You say that everything you have is mine.So what can I bring?What do I have, to bring, to you?My heart seeps outside of my bodyIn an all out effort to salvage what remains.Pick it up with your hands andCrush it to

Tue. 11th, December, 1934
Up at 7:30 breakfast waiting after breakfast went to Powell and fixed a flat came home, every one ready to go , we went to Corsicana got Mrs. Albert then went on to see the Glasglow’s, stayed for dinner had a nice one, my first acquaintance with them, the elder one is an old road builder ‘naturally was glad to meet him. Talked of the days of 49,you know. Back to Corsicana took Mrs. Albert home left Madam with her while Hap the girls and me went shopping. I bought 2 books and pencils for Mietl & Homer, some monkey blood and tape back to Mrs. Albert’s after Madam, and got Aunt Blanche, I stopped in town more shopping only it’s eats this time, you know that is the shopping I like best, now to Powell & Madam got a letter with 8 bucks in it. Home again Roy and wife were here they caught a white rabbit the rabbit was in the yard when we arrived. Helped Roy and Bill bring in some wood. Than ate supper after supper looked over the map, think we will go by St Louis don&r

I Have The Answer =]
How many of you have wondered if Mike pays for his Happy Hours or the bling he sends to people? I've wondered it for a while and I finally got the balls to ask him. Bottom up! To babyjesus: hahaha. Nice. I thought maybe you just seen a dry spell in the HHs and thought if you got one, people would get more. babyjesus: yes To babyjesus: So I'm wondering....since this is your site, do you actually pay for the HHs you get and bling? I don't really care, just wondering lol. There ya have it. He pays for his own shit =] [edit: He did put a lil smiley face after his yes, but for some reason, it's not showing up]

Court Conversations
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and arethings people actually said in court, word for word, taken down andnow published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calmwhile these exchanges wereactually taking place. ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ____________________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? ___________________________________________ ATTORNEY: Do you know if your daughter has ever been involved in voodoo? WITNESS: We both do. ATTORNEY: Voodoo? WITNESS: We do. ATTORNEY: You do? WITNESS: Yes, voodoo. ____________________________________________ ATTORNEY: Now doctor, isn't it true that when a person dies in hissleep, he doesn't know about it until the next morning? WITNESS: Did you actually

Blah Blah Blah
I dunno anymore I feel like it is just the same shit different day!! I am the one that is always os busy that I hardley have time to get online and see my friends.....no wonder why I don't have that many. The internet anymore is just becoming a hassle....I thinkI would be a lot happier if there was no computer in the household at all. That can't happen though the husband needs his time on the computer, every day when he comes home. Is it his release? Does he not want to be here? I dunno but he likes being on here and if that is what he wants than that shall be what he gets. I am thinking strongly about deleting all my accounts on everything and just keeping my e mail. That is how some of my faimly is able to keep up with me. I just don't know what to think or feel anymore. I am lost and would like to find my way back but I need a helping hand.

Thoughts That Ring Out . Don't Judge Them ! Lol
Are you being a friend or being friendly ? Trying to make me feel special , makes me think you have special purposes . What would you have thought if... Would it really have been that much harder to do it the rght way ? An excuse is an excuse , but making excuses is a habit . If life is a circle ? Can I be in the middle ? I think thats where it'll be the warmest . ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- IQ Testing ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Needs aren't wants ...ok Wants aren't needs....ok But usually you want your needs and we have a need to want (Side bar- I really don't want to need to take this test anymore) Therefore how should you prioritize your needs and wants . Answer ( 1 Needs , life giving , sustaining {example - I need to know what this has to do with troubleshooting ele

Injustice!!!
An unfortunate event happens. Yesterday at the fuMafia, I was deliberately attacked for hours by someone with a level much higher than mine. I guess every one knows if you go for a smaller level player the system locks and tells you it would be an unfair match. Well for hours ~KASPER~DDR4LYFE http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=10048 and her boss NILLA ~DDRBOSS~ http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=6595 agree to have me as a target practice. I'm new to all. And like I ask them nicely I'M NOT MY BOSS! I'M NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR HIS ACTIONS! And neither KASPER nor her boss NILLA understood my plea. So when I went out looking for help from other turf and although some of the members intervene, it was not enough, DDR Mafia Family Turf keep at it. They put me in the hit list for hours. It was unbelievable than even after asking to stop at their bull,

The Ultimate Dilemma
Spelling dilemma: It seems there were a lot of people, including me, that were taught in school to spell it as "dilemna". I distinctly remember it being on a list of "tricky words that are not spelled as they sound". What I was taught is of course etymologically incorrect. Was this the ultimate practical joke of a text book writer in the 50's to create a self-defining word?

Yesterday
Yesterday For my celebration in my birthday party, I went out last night, Hopefully had a wild time parting, I was with no panties and I dressed a short skirt, in the restaurant in the middle of eating , I said you "it was not just the dinner that you got for eating". I had continued shaving my pussy this time.. "You know, that Italian restaurant is open until eleven. We've got some time..."

I Don't Get It.
Okay, really I do get the whole idea of the "pants on the ground" song that some old man sang on American Idol last night. I really do. However, I do NOT see the humor in it that everyone else seems to see. The song is about all these people that wear their pants so low that they are prett much on the ground. That concept has always bothered me. I want to just run up behind them and pull their pants down. The way I look at it, that's what they want, if they didn't, they'd wear a belt or get pants that fit. Nothing is less attractive than seeing a person that looks like they don't know how to get the right size in clothes. Anyway, the whole reason I'm writing this is because I'm hoping that MAYBE there is someone else out there that just thinks the song was stupid, not funny. More lame if you ask me.

Words Of Truth
“Well, with all due respect, it’s not the Kennedys’ seat, and it’s not the Democrats’ seat, it’s the people’s seat.” said Scott Brown in a Massachusetts's senate race debate. I was walking past the television and my ears picked up those words. I stopped and stared and gave a resounding "YES!!". Since the politicians seem to be understanding that WE THE PEOPLE have regained a sense of empowerment, that we understand we ARE able to find representation just by SPEAKING UP, it is surely time to educate ourselves even further. With great power comes great responsibility - empathy, forethought, logic, charity, and wisdom must be part of what every American seeks to understand and utilize. History, Literature, Philosophy, and Science need to be studied as even leisure time activities. We do not want an "IDIOCRACY" (see the movie - it cannot be the future) so every citizen needs to become a beacon of hope. Let your light shine.

Growing Old
I look out side and see the children in the play ground at school, laughing and playing. And I think, I was that young once, and now im growing older and can't run like that any more. I walk with my oldest son, and forever asking him to slow down or stop for a few mins , while I try and catch my breath or wait till the pain in my back stops killin me. We went for a walk, yesterday, to pick up a few things, we left at 1pm and didnt get home till 2pm. It took us a fucken hour just to go to the post office, drug store then mac's milk. I can't even do my gawd dam house work with out being in pain. THIS REALLY FUCKEN SUCKS ... I feel so down, cause I cant do what I once did, go for walks and not stop to catch air, or wait till the pain stops a bit to continue. I go to the doctors, and he just tells me its part of getting older and hands me a perscription to help. Hubby and I look at our dinning room table and see pill bottles , we just look at each other and we know what ea

The Spider
Welcome love said spider to fly Come be yourself, with me abide I’ll keep you here forever mine and cherish you with love sublime. The pretty words & promises’ sheen dim quickly when true actions seen. Save them all for someone who is easier fooled by the likes of you. Did you really think that I would entertain your alibis Save them for the other flies the ones still fooled by your false guise No more will I play the fool

Crystal Maze Revival?
Okay, it IS Wikipedia, but Dear Lord, please tell me that ITV aren't SERIOUSLY considering a celebrity version of The Crystal Maze hosted by AMANDA HOLDEN... *EDIT* Great, found this on the Guardian's website, so it looks kosher. I can only say, For fu... **EDIT** Also, this is sad news. Much more beneficial to yourselves would be clicking on the next blog down in my tv section, titled '15 Storeys High'. Thank you.

The Man I Loved...
In two days, it will be 4 years since his untimely death. I'm not quite sure how to feel about that. Sometimes, the anticipation of a traumatic anniversary is worse than the day itself. He was a good man. I know... Everyone says that about someone they have lost, but this is not a twisted perception; he truly was. He raised my two children from my first marriage, and then had a miracle of our own who is now 10. He was an awesome father to all three kids. He was firm but cool about things, and was very understanding. He worked hard to provide for us. He was always thinking of me. He may have looked like a big, burly, intimidating biker dude, but he was warm, sweet, and genuine in his thoughtfulness. I used to think it was corny, but he brought me home many of those little silk roses they sell in gas stations. I still have thm all, sitting in a milk glass vase next to a window. He wasn't perfect. He had his issues. He was argumentative at times. Had to be proven wrong with evidence

Intoxicating
IntoxicatingIs the only way to describe you.Breathing in deeply as I lift your dress shirt off the floor,where it lay from the night before.Slipping my arms inside the sleevesAnd drawing it closed around me,I remember….the warmth of your kisses,the passion in your eyes,the intensity of your touch.I remember.Closing my eyes,I can feel your fingers trailing along my inner thighs.Taking me to new heights.Breathing in deeply…IntoxicatingIs the only way to describe you.

Seven Kinds Of Sex....hehe
Seven Kinds Of Sex .... The 1st kind of sex is called ... Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called ... Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so needy you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called ... Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called ... Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say .... 'F**k You.' The 5th kind of sex is called ... Religious Sex. Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called ... Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/husband any more. She/he takes you to court and sc

Online By Brad Paisley
I work down at the Pizza Pit And I drive an old Hyundai I still live with my mom and dad I'm 5 foot 3 and overweight I'm a scifi fanatic A mild asthmatic And I've never been to second base But there's whole 'nother me That you need to see Go checkout MySpace 'Cause Online I'm out in Hollywood I'm 6 foot 5 and I look damn good I drive a Maserati I'm a black-belt in karate And I love a good glass of wine It turns girls on that I'm mysterious I tell them I don't want nothing serious 'Cause even on a slow day I could have a three way Chat with two women at one time I'm so much cooler online So much cooler online When I get home I kiss my mom And she fixes me a snack And I head down to my basement bedroom And fire up my Mac In real life the only time I've ever even been to L.A Is when I got the chance with the marching band To play tuba in the Rose Parade Online I live in Malibu [ Online lyrics fromhttp://www.lyricsyoulove.com

15 Storeys High
Sean Lock lives in a flat. As sitcom premises go, that's fairly high concept, but there you have it. He doesn't really deal with people that well, and has an earnest flat mate called Errol. Some mildly strange things happen. And everything's a bit beige. And it's genius. Come get some. 15 Storeys High on the BBC

Hurt By Johnny Cash (original By Nine Inch Nails)
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear you are someone else I am still right here what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt if I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Falling By Keahiwai
Lyrics & Music: Lei Melket Lead Vocals: Lei Background Vocals: Mailani 1st verse: I wanna tell you baby, that you're the one I'm thinking of But your heart is still with her and I think she's the one that you love I only want you happy even if it's not with me And maybe one day you'll open up your eyes and you'll see CHORUS: I think I'm falling, maybe I'm falling for you Yeah I think I'm falling, baby I'm falling for you 2nd verse: From the first time you laid your lips on mine It feels like the smile on my face will last 'til the end of time But I'm not so sure if you're the one that I should pursue My mind tells me no but my heart only says that it's you CHORUS Bridge: Only time will tell, the mystery has yet to unfold Who's gonna feel love's warmth, and the other left in the cold CHORUS Keahiwai reserves copyrights to lyrics and chords of all original musical works posted on this site. Material is posted for personal use only and shall not be reproduced with the intent of s

Why
WHYYou ask me why i Love you,You ask me why i care,You ask me why i wanna hold you,and why i wann be your Big ol Teddy bear I wish i had a single solidary answer i could give you, but only one can not be found FOR while i think your beautiful, amazing, truly wonderful,there is just something else about you, beyond words,beyond logic and reasonA truly enigmatic feeling,for atleast to me you bring out almost undescribeable emotions,the kind that only when i love you safely in my arms, I whisper ever so softly,those secrets only for us to share.and as i lay here and ponderwhy you love me,why you want me,why you trust mewhy you chose me,to be your one and onlyFor truth betold before i had youmy future held bleek at besta life of desolation and solitude, but along came you ,an awe inspiring sunrise,illuminating the path to a new horizon,, finally laying the past of a once tattered soul to restand with that all questioning stops,as it seems i have been bestowed a

Don't Want To Fall In Love By Jane Child
Ain't no personal thing, boy But you've got to stay away Far, far away from my heart, my heart Don't you know what your kiss is doing Let me tell it to you from the start, boy I don't wanna fall in love Love cuts just like a knife You make the knife feel good I'll fight you to the end, baby You've been hanging around, boy And you have started sinking in Whoa baby, you're way out of line now Unaware how this all got started Let me tell it you one more time, boy I don't wanna fall in love Love cuts just like a

Life
I have had a pretty decent life I would say .I have met many people along the way. Some just pass through, and they fade away, a few have came and gone, and came back again. It's always nice to have someone to love, but that is not the case for everyone. Sometimes when we really need someone, it's then when we realize just how much you mean to someone, or how much your own life means, I have recently had a minor heart attack, and I don't feel as if I should be old enough to start having these problems, but they are here now. Makes you think, and makes you wonder, just how many people would have even missed me. I know I have made a lot of friends in passing on fubar, but some have touched my heart along the way. This is just to thank you to all of those who truely are my friends. Thank you for being there for me. I am now thinking really hard about my life and those I choose to allow in. All the things that mattered before don't now and I have so much more to love about life now, like j

Welcome Back Old Friend
1120 A.M 1-13-10 started typing: (by the way, I do this because so I know how much time has passed I tend to lose track of time) I have been walking for about 10 minutes down the lazy suburban raods that seems to curve and S, thru the look-alike, mold cut homes that parrallel, it for no reason. Other than to make my walk longer. Which today I dont mind my head is reeling from the words I heard and the perplexed faces I am leaving behind me. Off to walk to my park and sit on my bench and listen. Of course, the tattered bench that I have claimed as my own, will be there too. It always has since I was little. It has seen better days too, the bright green paint has been that layered it's three piece wooden backboard is all but gone, exposeing the bare lumber to the elements giving it the look of cigar ashes. where shiny bolts fasetted the seat (origionally made from the same lumber as the back but was replaced 10 years ago by fiberglass composite tinted a yellowish color) to the concret

How Bizarre By Omc
Brother Pele's in the back Sweet Zina's in the front Cruising down the freeway In the hot, hot sun Suddenly red blue lights Flash us from behind Loud voice booming "Please step out onto the line" Pele breathes words of comfort Zina just hides her eyes Policeman taps his shades Is that a Chevy 69? How bizarre How bizarre How bizarre Destination unknown As we pull in for some gas Freshly pasted poster Reveals a smile from the pack Elephants and acrobats, Lions snakes monkey Pele speaks righteous Sister Zina says funky How bizarre How bizarre How bizarre Ooh baby, (ooh baby) It's making me crazy, (it's making me crazy) Everytime I look around Look around Everytime I look around Everytime I look around Everytime I look around It's in my face Ringmaster step out Says the elephants left town People jump and jive But the clowns have stuck around T.V. news and camera There's choppers in the sky Marines, police, reporters Ask where, for and why Pele yells "we're outta here" Zina says

Put Your Feet In Ugg
It is a time to look for shoes for fall and winter and get ready for the cold days ahead. Get your Uggs. You will cheer for the thick snow outside. Ugg, famous for its thick boots, have never disappointed us. The materials of women’s Ugg boots are sheepskin. So it is very comfortable to wear even you are barefoot. Ugg boots are must-haves for people in cold areas. The thick and soft boots will keep your feet warm for a wholesale winter. The designs of women’s Ugg boots are chic. Every year, there are new designs. Though the materials are thick, Ugg designers often can make the boots look smart. Ugg boots also feel light so that you can walk fast and steady in the snowfield. The colors of Women’s Ugg boot are often deep so they are easy to match your winter clothes. Women’s Ugg boot makes women more stylish.

You Got A Crush On Me By Donnas
The show is doneBut you're still hangin aroundYou want some funBut I'm on my way outta townYou know you wanna hit itSo why don't you just admit it[Chorus] You've got a crush on meAnd it's easy to seeThat you write about me in your diaryYou've got a crush on meNever gonna go awayI talked to youAnd you tried to play it coolThat's hard to do[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/MJW ]When you're wiping off your droolYou know you wanna hit itSo why don't you just admit it[Chorus] Your're all aloneYour friends all leftcause you were waitingfor meYou call my phoneBut you'll never getpast my caller i.d.You know you wanna hit itSo why don't you just admit it[Chorus] You've got a crush on me( you've got a crush on me)You've got a crush on me [x3]

Annoyed
Ok, so please tell me if I'm wrong for being very annoyed right now. I got a Target gift card from my cousin and her husband for Christmas. Usually it's a $15 or $20 gift card. I just scratched off the thingy on the back and checked the balance. It's a gift card of $5. FIVE FUCKING DOLLARS. Seriously? I couldn't get that in cash? Is there something I'm missing? I'm very irritated. If money was that tight for them, the card itself would have been enough. I could barely get my immediate family gifts. Everyone else got a card. Hell, I couldn't even afford the stuff I got my immediate family. I had to get monetary help from my parents. Ugh, so pissed off right now. FIVE FUCKING DOLLARS?!?!?! *head/desk*

We Got The Beat By The Go-go's
See the people walking down the street Fall in line just watching all their feet They don't know where they wanna go But they're walking in time They got the beat They got the beat Yeah They got the beat See the kids just getting out of school They can't wait to hang out and be cool Hang around 'til quarter after twelve That's when they fall in line Kids got the beat They got the beat They got the beat Yeah Kids got the beat Go-Go music really makes us dance Do the Pony puts us in a trance Do the Watusi just give us a chance That's when we fall in line We got the beat We got the beat We got the beat Yeah We got the beat Everybody get on your feet We know you can dance to the beat Jumpin' - get down Round and round and round

Only Makes Me Laugh By Oingo Boingo
"Only Makes Me Laugh" I don't know why I feel this way I don't know if it's right or wrong to laugh at misfortune Darkness can never last too long Every time I think I'm falling And there's nobody around to hold me up And it seems like the world has come to an end I look for miles but not a face is friendly Then suddenly a hole opens up in the ground The bottom of the hole is a raging fire I try to jump over but there's no way The next thing I know, I'm going down (Chorus) Does it hurt? Oh, it really doesn't matter Does it burn? Oh, I don't feel a thing Does it sting? Oh, yeah, it really doesn't matter Does it hurt? Oh, I don't give a damn When I find myself falling and I hit the bottom It only makes me laugh It only makes me laugh When I go down the hole and I hit the bottom The last time that I fell in love The love was milk and honey but the milk turned sour The woman became a monster And everyone I knew had become a stranger And the room went black and my luck was spent The floor

Bad Characters
I received this in a forwarded email and thought it was worth posting here Even if you arent a sports fan this is very interesting! ------------------------------------------------------------ 36 have been accused of spousal abuse 7 have been arrested for fraud 19 have been accused of writing bad checks 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses 3 have done time for assault 71 I repeat 71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit 14 have been arrested on drug-related charges 8 have been arrested for shoplifting 21 currently are defendants in lawsuits, and 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year Can you guess which organization this is? NBA or NFL ? Give up yet? Scroll down, Neither, it's the 535 members of the United States Congress The same group o

Ramble
there is but nothing but today and yeaterday. i want to live for the moment and enjoy the pictures of the past. tomorrow dictates itself at this point. i get twisted and i get strange, but i have the sweetest heart. i like the things in life that make me smile like mohawks and tattoos. i will eventually get my ink, but life is too boring to recreate the picture right now

Pillow Cheesecake With Salted Butter Caramel Sauce
Yep...a cheesecake....If you are new to blogging or this whole food blogging thing you might be wondering why so many of us are baking and writing about cheesecakes this week. Why? We are answering "The Call" shouted by Peabody a few weeks back inviting to participate in "Hay Hay It's Donna Day" #10, originally created by Barbara. There are a few reasons why this one got named "Pillow Cheesecake". It came from a conversation I had with B. one night, comfortably resting our heads on our mountain of pillows as we were contemplating going to sleep but found ourselves completly captivated by the subject of cheesecake. Why sleep when you can spend the next 45 minutes pondering a mighty important question: "what constitutes a great cheesecake?"Disclaimer: the upcoming answers only apply to the author of this blog and her husband. Individual experiences may vary. "It has to be fluffy...can't be dense or a block..." "yeah....Pillow Soft..." "gotta have some chocolate, somewhere..."

Kiss Me By Sixpence None The Richer
Kiss meout of the bearded barlynightlybeside the green green grassswing swing (swing swing)swing the spinning stepyou wear those shoes andi will wear that dress.ohhhh......(chorus)kiss mebeneath the milky twilightlead meout on the moonlit floor,lift your open handstrike up the band andmake the fog lights dance silver moon sparkling.So, kiss me.Kiss me (kiss me)Down by the broken treehouseSwing me (swing me)upon it's hanging tire,Bring bring (bring bring)bring your flowerhatwe'll take the trail marked on yourfather's map, ohhhhh(chorus)instrumental sectionOHHH....kiss mebeneath the milky twilightlead meout on the moonlit floor,lift your open handstrike up the band and make the fog lights dancesilver moon sparkling.So, kiss me.So, kiss me.So, kiss me.(lalala lalala)So, kiss me.Thank you (spoken)

Bad Medical News --- I Will Beat It
I've always been a big man and in rather good shape up until 2009, which has definately been my worst year ever. Today a bombshell was droped on me after going to a follow-up appointment for my knee surgery. The doctor tell me that within 5 years I'll need a total knee replacement which will essentially end my military career prematuraley. Also on the past year I've been placed on anti-hypertensive medicine and ant-arrythmic medicine. At 43 years of age I'm still young but unable to carry my 295 pounds on my 6'4" frame. This weight no matter how much of it is muscle is killing my heart and my knees. In order to beat it I have to start shedding the punds. So I'm starting off with an immediate goal of 10 pounds and once that achiebed 10 more. Until I shed 70 pounds. This way I'll save my health, knees, and my military career that I love so much. Wish me luck please I need all the help I can get. Vinny

The Mark Of The Beast~by Jd
Possess nothing, I will not be bound to your prison, The leash you try to suffocate me with will snap and i'll be on my way. I live my life on my own terms, I only chose to share it with you, Stop trying to think your going to control me, i'll leave u broken and thats all there is to say. Perhaps i may be misleading, I dont care i am the only one who needs clarity, Further more i will do whatever i want and there will be no stopping me so deal with it or leave. I am so tired of you trying to make me asnswer all the stupid questions, Take your insecurites elsewhere. This is how i deal with the aggravation, I put it to rest and push past, Just as easy as you could mean everything, You could be dead to me and mean nothing at all. I could choose to leave you with no heart and i'd make sure each piece was broke in two, I have no reason to listen to restriction and i'll be damned if i'm going to begin with the limitations from you. If i feel like ignoring your cries for j

Your Astrological Sign May Not Be What You Think It Is
Credit: http://www.livescience.com/strangenews/your-astronomical-sign.html By Pedro Braganca, Special to LiveScience posted: 23 October 2007 04:16 pm ET It's a great conversation starter: "What's your sign?" But before you ask or answer that question, consider this: your zodiac sign corresponds to the position of the sun relative to constellations as they appeared over 2200 years ago! The science behind astrology may have its roots in astronomy but don’t confuse these two disciplines. Astronomy can explain the position of the stars in the sky but it’s up to you to determine what, if anything, their alignment signifies.The Constellations of the ZodiacThe ecliptic, or the position of the Sun as it’s perceived from the revolving Earth, passes through the constellations that formed the Zodiac - Aries, Taurus, Gemini, Cancer, Leo, Virgo, Libra, Scorpio, Sagittarius, Capricorn, Aquarius and Pisces. Zodiac signs were originally determined by which constellation the Sun wa

Anorexic
See I am spinning is circles, Spiraling out of my mind into uttered obilivion verbal encasement poetic protection. I don't know how to love someone who truly loves me without the violence soaking across the page greedy pain sucking my life force. Robbing me of smiles I am running away because your touch is pure and or wrong, I am the love starved Unworthy of nurishment or the sustanance, of affection. Shame is creeping up my skirt crossing my legs doesn't stop the urge. The issue is not you or your disease. I am damaged.

Sarah And Jeff Part 1
Sarah and Jeff Sarah stumbled in the door from work, clutching her purse and grocery bags in one hand, and a couple more bags in the other. She put the groceries down in her kitchen and walked over to her answering machine. She read the red blinking light that said “12” and pushed the play button. She listened as her mother droned on in one message about her finding the right guy and settling down, and why she couldn’t be more like her siblings who where happily married and had kids and families of their own. Sarah being 25 didn’t think it was such a big deal that she was still single and not looking to get married at the moment. After a few more messages from friends and bill collectors, one message stood out. It was a man relying to her personals ad she had posted on the internet. She had written to him a couple times and finally gave him her phone number and her address so if he was going to come over at some point he could. He left his number so she coul

R.i.p Teddy Pendergrass
PHILADELPHIA – Teddy Pendergrass, who became R&B's reigning sex symbol in the 1970s and '80s with his forceful, masculine voice and passionate love ballads and later became an inspirational figure after suffering a devastating car accident that left him paralyzed, died Wednesday at age 59. The singer's son, Teddy Pendergrass II, said his father died at Bryn Mawr Hospital in suburban Philadelphia. The singer underwent colon cancer surgery eight months ago and had "a difficult recovery," his son said. "To all his fans who loved his music, thank you," his son said. "He will live on through his music." Pendergrass suffered a spinal cord injury and was paralyzed from the waist down in the 1982 car accident. He spent six months in a hospital but returned to recording the next year with the album "Love Language." He returned to the stage at Live Aid in 1985, performing from his wheelchair.

Dirty Vegas "days Go By"
You You You are still a whisper on my lips A feeling at my fingertips That's pulling at my skin You leave me when I'm at my worst Feeling as if I've been cursed Bitter cold within Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Without you Without you You are still a whisper on my lips A feeling at my fingertips That's pulling at my skin You leave me when I'm at my worst Feeling as if I've been cursed Bitter cold within Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Without you Without you Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Without you Without you Without you Without you Without you

Teddy Pendergrass Rip
Teddy Pendergrass started singing gospel music in Philadelphia churches, becoming an ordained minister at ten years old. While attending public school, he sang in the citywide McIntyre Elementary School Choir and in the All-City Stetson Junior High School Choir. A self-taught drummer, Pendergrass had a teen pop vocal group when he was 15.By his late teens, Pendergrass was a drummer for local vocal group the Cadillacs. In the late '60s, the Cadillacs merged with another more-established group, Harold Melvin & the Blue Notes. In 1970, when the Blue Notes broke up, Melvin, now aware of Pendergrass' vocal prowess, asked him to take the lead singer spot. It's no secret that Kenneth Gamble and Leon Huff wanted Marvin Junior of the Dells for their Philadelphia International Records roster. Since the Dells were signed to Chess, they were unavailable. When the gruff'n'ready vocals of Pendergrass came their way, they eagerly signed the group. Beginning with "I Miss You," a steady stream of hit s

Johnny Cash/ray Charles Et Al.
"Ring Of Fire"- Johnny Cash/Ray CharlesLove is a burning thingand it makes a firery ringbound by wild desireI fell in to a ring of fire...I fell in to a burning ring of fireI went down,down,downand the flames went higher.And it burns,burns,burnsthe ring of firethe ring of fire.The taste of love is sweetwhen hearts like our's meetI fell for you like a childoh, but the fire went wild..I fell in to a burning ring of fire.....[etc]

Guidelines
The Shelter Staff Guidelines and Rules Effective Immediately ..... note for any postion other then enforcer u must be level 5 or higher We are looking for a few things in people that want to become part of the The Shelter Family/Staff. 1. Loyalty 2. Participation 3. Active IN lounge We want you to get to know US and vise versa and see if you feel comfortable, Like the Lounge etc... Owners/Managemet will give intrested people In a position with us a week or two to interact with the lounge. This includes people intrested in being a greeter, promoter, DJ, or an enforcer. After that Trial period Owners/Management will get together to disscuss how your trial period went and give you Our dission after Our Disscussion. Lounge Mods..... Not EVERYONE Will get mods. Greeters/Promoters/DJs Do NOT get Mods. So please DON'T ASK! Our Staff that HAS Mods has them for a reason. They have proven themselves to the Owners. NO ONE is to question the Owners as to why

The Issue On Same-sex Marriage
The issue about same sex marriage i disagree with the fact i think it should be between a man and a woman and nothing else. Reasons why its not that we hate gays its the fact to them marriage means nothing to them. The word "marriage" to us is a sacred bond that god has put for us and has been between a man and a woman it has been since the beginning of time. The gay approvers thinks not being able to marry is taking away thier civil rights. Technically its not for the simple fact that we allow them to have domestic partnersip which is like being married and getting the same benifits as a married straight couple do but i guess the dont see that. Times like this you gotta realize we people dont have much time left on earth and events are happening around us. Now the biggest point to this is that same-sex couples are trying anything and everything to get this ban oveturned even lieing about that the children would not be affected well that didnt go so well when in mass there was a commer

Something About Peacey
1. I hate answering random surveys but yet I find myself filling them out. 2. I smoke tobacco, started when I was 16 years old. But I can do days/weeks without and it won't bother me. 3. When I drink, I drink beer and I need to smoke. Those two bad habits go hand-in-hand. 4. I love to dance and it takes couple of songs & drinks to loosen up or else I look like Fresh Prince's nerdy cousin (Been told that before) 5. I love music and always looking to build my musical library. 6. I love my photo editor as you can tell by the many gifts I made for my friends. 7. I'm a Home Grown Alaskan. More specifically, I was born in Southeast Alaska, think Seattle weather and that will describe Ketchikan. We have all kinds of rain. Big ole stingin rain, big old fat rain, sometimes the rain comes in sideways and sometimes, it even comes up from underneath. 180 inches of rain, yearly. 8. I love to eat my french fries with mayonaise. 9. I do not have a specific ideal girlfriend. My gfs ranged from

Interests?...
Foster, you're really starting to piss Philip off... and it's causing a lil bit of problems for me... so if you read this... just back off a little bit. I've had my fair share of drama... and I don't need any more... Think about this for a little while people: ♥If you're with someone & they have to ask why someone else is interested in you, then why are they with you to begin with? Be with someone who knows what they have when they have you! I mean hey... If they can't see why someone would be interested in you then how can they explain their OWN interest???♥ Can you even BEGIN to imagine how that makes a person feel??? Wanna see how YOU like it???

Hiring
THE SHELTER IS CURRENTLY HIRING! CLICK ON TOTAL SEXYNESS TO ENTER, YEAH THAT MEANS KARIZMA WE GOT SOME GOOD PEOPLE IN OUR LOUNGE AND WE ARE ALWAYS LOOKING FOR MORE DEDICATED PEOPLE TO JOIN OUR STAFF AND OUR FAMILY SO COME HANG OUT WITH US~~!!! COME JOIN US FOR A FEW DRINKS AND A WICKED GOOD TIME!!! WE ARE LOOKING FOR GREETERS, PROMOTERS, DJS. IF YOUR INTERESTED GET IN CONTACT WITH MANAGEMENT!

Lapidary
lapidary\LAP-uh-dair-ee\ adjective; 1.Of or pertaining to the art of cutting stones or engraving on them. 2.Engraved in stone. 3.Of or pertaining to the refined or terse style associated with inscriptions on monumental stone.noun: 1.One who cuts, polishes, and engraves precious stones. 2.A dealer in precious stones.

Not Always Right | Brain Parked In Neutral
Movie Theater | Downers Grove, IL, USA Customer: “Hi, um, my car was stolen.” Me: “Well, okay, let’s go out and see where you’re parked.” (We walk into the parking lot.) Me: “Okay, where did you park?” Customer: “Right there, where the Prius is parked! God d*** tree-hugging democrat piece of s***!” Me: “Okay, well, let’s go inside and call the police.” (While we wait for the police to come she makes some phone calls and then comes back into the office.) Customer: “Sorry, never mind. Turns out I drove the Prius today and not the Honda.”

Not Always Right | Many Problems To Address
Post Office | Phoenix, AZ, USA Customer: “Excuse me, I sent a letter last week but it came back. Can you tell me why?” Me: “Sure, do you have it with you?” (The customer hands it over. It doesn’t take long to figure out the problem.) Me: “Oh, okay. You’re going to need a valid house address to have it sent.” Customer: “I did put the address!” Me: “That’s an email address, ma’am.” Customer: “Yes, and it’s valid. I checked!”

Not Always Right | No Flirting Aloud
Retail | Midland, MI, USA (I’m scanning out an elderly couple. The man is obviously hard of hearing.) Me: “Hello, and how are you folks today?” Customer: “You look so young. Why is that?” Me: “I’m only 19.” Customer: “What?” Customer’s wife: “SHE SAYS SHE’S NINETEEN!” Customer: “Oh…do you have a boyfriend?” Me: “I’m engaged, actually.” Customer: “What?” Customer’s wife: “SHE SAYS SHE’S ENGAGED!” Customer: “Oh…do you want to go out with me sometime?” Me: “Uh…here, I’ll just finish scanning your items for you.” Customer: “What?” Customer’s Wife: “SHE TURNED YOU DOWN!”

Not Always Right | Time Zoned Out
Call Center | Vancouver, BC, Canada (A customer calls in from Los Angeles.) Caller: “How late are you open there?” Me: “5 pm.” Caller: “Yeah, but like, what time zone?” Me: “5 pm, Pacific Standard Time.” Caller: “What time would that be here?” Me: “Sir, we are directly north of you so we are on the same clock as you–Pacific Standard Time.” Caller: “Well, I don’t know your Canadian time zones! What’s that in American?” Me: “Sir, what time is it there?” Caller: “3:00 pm” Me: “It is 3:00 pm here as well, we are on the same time. We close in two hours at 5 pm your time.” Caller: “Wait a minute! It’s the same time there? Don’t you have your own time?”

Not Always Right | You Are The Weakest Link
Tech Support | Vancouver, BC, Canada Me: “Tech support, how can I help you?” Caller: “My [expletive] Internet is down, what’s wrong with you people?!” Me: “Well, let’s find out ma’am. Do you mind troubleshooting a bit to find out what the problem is?” Caller: *huge sigh* “Fine, but I’ve checked everything already.” Me: “Okay. First, let’s look at your modem lights. Do you see the link light on?” Caller: “No. No lights are on.” Me: “Alright. Can you check the power cable to see if it’s plugged in?” Caller: “I can’t see anything, the power is out.” Me: “Well, that might be our problem then.” Caller: “What the h*** are you talking about?! This is the exact reason I bought a laptop–for it to work when there is a power outage!” Me: “Right, but where does your internet connection come from?” Caller: &

Not Always Right | Thou Shall Not Wear Boot Cut
Retail | Michigan, USA Customer: “Excuse me, miss. These jeans just don’t seem to fit right.” Me: “Well these are men’s jeans. We have plenty of women’s jeans over here, in the women’s department. Is there a size I can help you find?” Customer: “You mean I just tried on men’s jeans?” *horrified look* Me: “Yes, ma’am. These are men’s jeans. This is the men’s department.” Customer: “OH MY GOD! The Bible forbids women to wear men’s clothes! I’m going to h***!” Me: “I’m sure you’ll be fine. You didn’t know. God won’t be angry.” Customer: “That’s what you think. You obviously don’t know God then.” *storms off*

Not Always Right | Where's A Real Live Robot When You Need One
Call Center | Fort Collins, CO, USA Me: “Thanks for calling [credit card company], my name is ***. Can I get your first and last name, please?” Caller: “I wanted to talk to the computer.” Me: “Well, ma’am, the reason you got me is because [credit card company] is wanting to take care of you personally and let you know about–” Caller: “I want to talk to the computer, not a person! I don’t like talking to people.” Me: “Well, ma’am, I’ve already got your account info up on the screen. I can give you the same info the computer lady can.” Caller: “No! I want to talk to the computer! I don’t want to talk to a d*** agent! I wanted to get my balance from the computer!” Me: “Ma’am, since I’ve got it up already, would you like me to just give you the info so you don’t have to call back? You’d still get an agent if you did.” Caller: “NO! I

Not Always Right | Bawk-bawk-mooo
Restaurant | Georgia, USA Customer: “I was reading your menu. What is a smoked half-chicken?” Me: “It’s half of a chicken that has been smoked over pecan wood.” Customer: “What kind of chicken?” Me: “Do you mean flavor? We don’t put any sauce on it…it’s served plain.” Customer: “No…I mean what kind of chicken?” Me: “Well, they just cut a whole chicken in half so you get the white and dark meat.” Customer: “No! I mean, is it like from a cow or what?!”

Not Always Right | Trouble Brewing
Supermarket | Arkansas, USA (A customer puts beer on the table to buy.) Me: “Can I see your ID please, sir?” Customer: “Oh, I don’t have it.” Me: “Sorry, I can’t sell this to you. You have to have a valid ID.” Customer: “Can’t you tell I’m 21?” Me: “Yes, sir, but policy requires me to ID you if you look under 40.” Customer: “Well, I have this…will it work? You guys have taken it before when I bought beer.” (Customer hands me a pink government paper with his name and information on it.) Me: “What is this?” Customer: “My DUI report.”

Not Always Right | They Don't Call Her Dumblesnore For Nothing
Pool | USA (Someone has been sleeping on a chair poolside for many hours. It’s routine to wake a customer if they’re getting too badly burned.) Me: “Excuse me, miss? You must wake up. You are getting badly sunburned.” Customer: *sleepily* “Where am I? Is this Hogwarts?” Me: “No, ma’am.” Customer: “Narnia?” Me: “Nope.” Customer: “Camp Half-Blood?” Me: “Not even close.” Customer: *pauses* “Well s***, then.”

Not Always Right | Candid Camera, Candid Answer
Camera Store | England, UK Me: “Hello there, can I help you?” Customer: “I’d like some batteries for my camera.” Me: “Okay, what does it take?” Customer: “Pictures.”

Judge Orders Woman To Wear Sign
I know you babes think your tough. But don’t put you hand in the face of a cop in Orlando. A judge ordered Alexandra Espinosa-Amaya to were a sign reading “I battered a police officer. I was wrong. I apologize.” I guess that’s better then going to jail for a spell. Next time you’re drinking baby keep your hands to yourself unless you’re petting someone. Check it out: http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,582941,00.html?loomia_ow=t0:s0:a4:g4:r2:c0.000000:b0:z5 At BlastFM we expect you to wave your hands to the beat of the music. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

*kicks Rhythm And Soul*
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?19. How many times would you like to cum?20. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Be Yourself By Audioslave
Someone falls to pieces Sleeping all alone Someone kills the pain Spinning in the silence To finally drift away Someone gets excited In a chapel yard Catches a bouquet Another lays a dozen White roses on a grave To be yourself is all that you can do To be yourself is all that you can do Someone finds salvation in everyone And another only pain Someone tries to hide himself Down inside himself he prays Someone swears his true love Until the end of time Another runs away Separate or united? Healthy or insane? To be yourself is all that you can do To be yourself is all that you can do To be yourself is all that you can do To be yourself is all that you can do And even when you've paid enough, been pulled apart or been held up With every single memory of the good or bad faces of luck don't lose any sleep tonight I'm sure everything will end up alright You may win or lose But to be yourself is all that you can do To be yourself is all that you can do

Police Harassment
Recently the Chula Vista (CA) Police Department ran an e-mail forum (a question And answer exchange) with the topic being, "Community Policing." One of the Civilian e-mail participants posed the following question, "I would like to Know how it is possible for police officers to continually harass people and Get away with it?"From the "other side" (the law enforcement side) Sgt. Bennett, obviously a Cop with a sense of humor replied:"First of all, let me tell you this...it's not easy. In Chula Vista, we Average one cop for every 600 people. Only about 60% of those cops are on General duty (or what you might refer to as "patrol") where we do most of Our harassing."The rest are in non-harassing departments that do not allow them contact With the day to day innocents. And at any given moment, only one-fifth of The 60% patrollers are on duty and available for harassing people while the Rest are off duty. So roughly, one cop is responsible for harassing about 5,000 residents."When you toss i

Shattered Made Me Do It!
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?19. How many times would you like to cum?20. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Omg, Ebay Find Of A Lifetime!
I finally got my pads that I won off of Ebay. They are pretty much brand new! They might have been used two times at most. They aren't even broken in yet. These bitches are handmade in Canada. Retail Price : $1800 My Ebay price : $277.51 I LOVE EBAY!!!

Emos!!!
I bet you came into this blog looking to find a hot emo chick to bang right? Or to have sex with a emo boy who looks like a girl to claim that you’re still straight .. *wink* right, I believe you’re still straight… as straight as Elton John and Richard Simmons singing YMCA and downing cum shots I am bored therefore posted a blog so you bored fuckers can comment and amuse Me.Okay I was asked how often do I choke My chicken hm several times a day..aas well getting the knob polished daily as well.Emanon Movies Review:The Blind SideOkay a friend lent Me his copy of this movie with Sandra Bullock. To be honest when I saw the previews I did not want to see it, it looked a bit too sappy for My taste, but when a friend said it wasn’t too sappy and that I should check it out, I said sure. Well I checked it out, and it is an okay movie, I personally want to see Denzel Washington’s new film “The Book of Eli” which looks like something I would enjoy, I en

Stupid Encounter #36
http://www.fubar.com/user/2182749 ☆☥Decaying...: wow you 2?... thanks for being a fake friend So this is a lovly Mumm about Decaying Purity... as most of you know hes a very EMO and very Pervy Guy on Fubar! He hit me up a few times among other girls on Fubar begging them to put him in their Family for only one reason of course to see the NSFW's and he wasnts to call me a fake friend... I'm sorry I just tell it how it is the truth but as most people know the truth is hard to handle fuck it though... I find it amusing... anyways... he hit me up and said that I had promised him that if he were to pimp me out 3 times that i would add him to my family... pashaw! I don't add Emo Fags that play with Sock Puppets ok... so yes I talked to a friend of mine same thing happen to her and in the past I have heardmany others say this same thing.... he also asks constantly for a salute most ive in just to shut him up but he comes back and says whatt you could'nt make it nude? Come on

Are You More Marilyn Or Audrey?
You Are More Like Audrey Hepburn You are classy, stylish, and charming. You are the true definition of grace.Some people may think you're a pushover, but they have no idea how tough you can be.You tend to draw people in with your mind. You are an intelligent and witty flirt.You are effortlessly gorgeous and naturally appealing. No one would accuse you of trying too hard. Are You More Marilyn or Audrey? Blogthings: Cheaper Than a Therapist I was born on her birthday. :)

And I Miss You By Sade
Step off the train, walking down your street again Passed your door, but you don't live there anymore It's years since you've been there, and now you've disappeared somewhere To outta space, you've found some better place (chorus): And I miss you, like the deserts miss the rain And I miss you, oh, like the deserts miss the rain Could you be dead? You always were two steps ahead And eveyrone, would walk behind where you would run I look up at your house, I can almost hear you shout down to me, where I always used to be (chorus): And I miss you, like the deserts miss the rain And I miss you, like the deserts miss the rain Back on the train, I ask why did i come again? Can I confess? I've been hanging around your address Years have proved, to offer nothing since you've moved Now you're gone, I can't move on (chorus): And I miss you, like the deserts miss the rain And I miss you, yeah, like the deserts miss the rain, i miss you I step off the train, I'm walking down

I Think Vips Should Be Given A Right To A Ponit System Like U Are Allowed To Give Them A Ponit If They Are Way Outta Line And If They Get A Certian Am
i think vips should be given a right to a ponit system like u are allowed to give them a ponit if they are way outta line and if they get a certian amount of ponits they are ban for certian amount of time .. but your only gaven a certian amount of ponits to give out a month to help prevent miss use of it ...

What's In A Name?
http://boobietasselsforbuddha.blogspot.com/2010/01/whats-in-name.html "If I'd known you'd turn out this way, I never would have named you what I did." I'm not exactly sure what that means but I sort of laughed anyway when my mother said this to me. I don't know what images the name Jenni/Jenny/Jenniy or Jennifer inspires but apparently the Jenniy that I portray doesn't exactly mesh with whatever my mother had in mind when she chose the name. In my head, I went over the list of me items wondering just which ones offend the name so much. Is it being a single mom working and going to school and handling it on my own? Is it my recent college graduation (with a 4.0 I might add)...as in am I too smart for the name? Her tone of voice surely didn't make it seem like a positive thing. Could it be that I'm divorced? Not sensible considering she is too. Is it the fact that I've never really been in trouble or my independence or my bluntness? I'm a beautiful little tattooed, gum chewing

Difference Between You And I
The difference between you and I are very clear to me. I don't care who you are, be it the FBI, Secret Service, USPS Postal Inspectors, IRS, or anoyone else, I took an oath that is very unique and obviously you all did not. I will not only protect and defend The United States of America and The United States Constitution but give up everything I have and am, receive torture and all and even give up my life before any sitting or not President takes a fall for me. I will protect The Commasnder and Chief. Read Admiral and Lt. Colonel both did the right thing as I would and do now. I will place my neck and all I am on the chopping block before the Presdient of The United States ever goes any where to say publiclly The Buck Stops with him. Yeah, that's the difference and there is a twist to my oath. Any woman to turn me away from my future better be the best because I've met a awful lot of Beautiful Ladies of all different ages, races, and none has done that yet. The Order and TMO is not

Ride On By Ac/dc
It's another lonely evening And another lonely town But I ain't too young to worry And I ain't too old to cry When a woman gets me down Got another empty bottle And another empty bed Ain't too young to admit it And I'm not too old to lie I'm just another empty head That's why I'm lonely I'm so lonely But I know what I'm gonna do - I'm gonna ride on Ride on Ride on, standing on the edge of the road Ride on, thumb in the air Ride on, one of these days I'm gonna Ride on, change my evil ways Till then I'll just keep dragging on Broke another promise And I broke another heart But I ain't too young to realize That I ain't too old to try Try to get back to the start And it's another red light nightmare Another red light street And I ain't too old to hurry Cause I ain't too old to die But I sure am hard to beat But I'm lonely Lord I'm lonely What am I gonna do - Ride on Ride on, got myself a one-way ticket Ride on Ride on, going the wrong way Ride on, gonna change my evil ways Ride on, one

Who Takes You Seriously? (part Deux)
This is the second of my blogs. I sincerely hope these help some of you wake up to the damage you do to yourselves before it's too late. Now that I got the first part out of the way, it's time to address the next part of my rant. Why, oh WHY, do the majority of you "women" or "ladies" CHOOSE to spend your time with CRAP that isn't worth it? I KNOW why. Like I said before, I've been where you are. High levels of insecurity plus low levels of self-respect equal nothing but a disaster for us. I get neurotically insecure, I admit that. Yes, it is a flaw. But I never once claimed to be perfect. Nor will I ever. I tried to be many, many times in my life, but all efforts were wasted on people I was too blind, too stupid, or just too damned naive to see were not worth me or my time. I grew up OBSESSED with my need for attention. I admit that a lot went on in my life that has made me as I am. I choose to either learn from it or die, because I certainly won't live with it a

Who Takes You Seriously?
If I sat here all day, watching all the "women" scrolling by... If I sat here all day and actually paid attention to any of the statuses... I really have to be honest and tell you that I most certainly wouldn't take any of you "ladies" seriously. There are few exceptions, of which I've had the privilege to meet. But other than them, the rest of you are just sirloin, t-bone and prime rib ready to be eaten by the next slobbering idiot that comes your way. I've seen far too many pretty women on here who put far too much on this site. Yes, I am aware that this is a supposedly adult site. But considering the level of drama that goes on in here, I'm wondering how many of you are truly adults and not juvenile personalities in adult bodies. Do you REALLY feel the need to post T&A shots for someone to "respect" you? Does it REALLY make you feel better about yourself when a drooling dog of a male humps your leg at the get-go and begs to see your NSFW pics? In all honesty, a lo

What Flavor Hot Chocolate Are You?
You Are Vanilla Hot Chocolate Vanilla hot chocolate may seem like a bit of a contradiction, but you are full of contradictions. You're funny but serious. Outgoing but thoughtful. Wild but traditional. No one can quite figure you out. You're the type most likely to handcraft the perfect hot chocolate at home. Your friends are blown away by your drink making skills. The truth is that you're a complex person with complex tastes. And you know that a little vanilla makes chocolate taste better. What Flavor Hot Chocolate Are You? Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones

Why Can't I Be You? By The Cure
You're so gorgeous I'll do anything! I'll kiss you from your feet To where your head begins! You're so perfect! You're so right as rain! You make me Make me hungry again Everything you do is irresistible Everything you do is simply kissable Why can't I be you? I'll run around in circles 'Til I run out of breath I'll eat you all up Or I'll just hug you to death You're so wonderful! Too good to be true! You make me Make me hungry for you Everything you do is simply delicate Everything you do is quite angelicate Why can't I be you? You turn my head when you turn around You turn the whole world upside down I'm smitten I'm bitten I'm hooked I'm cooked I'm stuck like glue! You make me Make me hungry for you Everything you do is simply dreamy Everything you do is quite delicious Why can't I be you? Why can't I be you? Why can't I be you? You're simply elegant!

Poooooooooooooonch!
it all started from a bellyache, and me remembering my favorite moment in Bloom County history.... GothicPoet66 (2:51:45 AM): .. maybe eric estrda is trying to rip through my abdomen... Anarchy Ashe (2:51:52 AM): *LMAO* Anarchy Ashe (2:51:55 AM): PONCH! GothicPoet66 (2:54:41 AM): =P Anarchy Ashe (2:55:10 AM): How did he get in there. *pokes that spot* Ponch? GothicPoet66 (2:55:36 AM): *muffled sounds* Anarchy Ashe (2:55:56 AM): *puts ear there* Ponch?! GothicPoet66 (2:56:07 AM): Yes..? Anarchy Ashe (2:56:12 AM): O_O!!! GothicPoet66 (2:58:00 AM): oh god if i had a camcorder. GothicPoet66 (2:58:10 AM): that'd be a hilarious short film GothicPoet66 (2:58:16 AM): entitled: GothicPoet66 (2:58:23 AM): PONCH IN THE BELLY!!! Anarchy Ashe (2:58:43 AM): Just me pokin your stomach goin "Ponch? How did you get in there..." GothicPoet66 (2:59:03 AM): and have whoever's holding the camera be the voice. GothicPoet66 (2:59:09 AM): talking back to you. GothicPoet66 (2:59:15 AM): and it turns out to all

Suspect In Trooper's Murder Found Dead
The suspect has been identified as Michael Smith. State police confirm the suspect and his wife, Nancy, were found dead in an apparent murder-suicide. The shooting reportedly began when officers were called to Smith's home to check on his wife who had not shown up for work at an auto dealership for two days. According to the report from state police, Trooper Richey and Trooper Jason Whitman were called to the home for a domestic incident just after 11:30 a.m. The police report goes on to say that Trooper Richey was hit by a bullet fired from inside the home after he got out of his vehicle. Dozens of state police cruisers were then called to the heavily wooded area where the shooting happened. Smith has faced charges before today's incident. In 1997, he faced eight criminal counts including stalking and reckless endangerment. He was put on probation and his guns were confiscated. But in 1999, Smith filed for and was granted early release from probation. His hunting fir

Everything
Everything Ive ever known Falls into the unknown Everyone Ive ever cared for Slipped slowly through my fingertips This lifeless embodyment that is considered My body Is no longer the same Love was never an issue Until I met the one who gave me life and hope Hope has never been a word that was used to describe me Becasue hope has never really been there As I sit and watch my peers laugh and cuddle With their boyfriends and girlfriends I wonder I wonder could things have been any different I am wondering if I was put onto the earth Just to make people see that world is not perfect I never understood what it meant to love Until it all fell distant From the person I am now

Untitled 3
From time to time someone comes into your life You either fall in love Or you dont If its meant to be you fall quickIf not theres nothing there Sometimes theres a wonderful friendship Other Times theres not I feel hurt Except when im with you Or even just thinking about you I never thought this could happen But it did And Im glad I hope for both of our sake Neither of us gets hurt Im too deep in this now If you leave youll take my heart And rip it out I just hope the best now Ive fallen hard And dont want to let go

Untitled 2
We sit here takling on the phone Me falling with you More and more every night Your voice and the things you say Kept deep in my heart The more we are together The happier I get I feel the warmth And the love in your touch I see the truth And loyalty in your eyes And I fall deeper The deeper I fall the More I realize That I I love you Your heart is purre The love i feel From the warmth of your touch I feel the caress From a true deep love I know tihs love is Completely true I can feel the feeling grow stronger Every time we talk Twice as strong as before I like this love That I feel I want to keep You and this feeling Foreve

I Sit Wondering
I sit wondering Does he really care I sit listening To every word he says Hearing every tone in his voice Hearing the absolute end In his voice He tells me he loves me He tells me how much he cares I dont know how much He is telling me is the truth Through the alcohol And the drugs Ive been there for him Doesnt matter how hard I try I cant do anything right So I just try to figure How to get away from himTired of being drug into a hole Tired of my life going to hell I sit wondering If these words he says are true I wonder If he loves me like he says he does

Release The Demon
Release the anger Release the stress Help me become me again Help me figure out all those Little things That everyone loves in me Bring me back to life So to speak Help me get back to the person That i was before I cry myself to sleep at night Waking every other hour Wondering what the fuck happened To me The demons in my mind My body and soul are ravaged As this demon torments me Help me free my mind From this demon Help me free my body From this pain Help me release my demon Help me come back to me

You Tell Me Im Wrong
You tell me Im wrong For my beliefs You tell me Im wrong Because of the way I dress You tell me Im wrong Because of the music I listen to I look at you and all I see are sheep Sheep who follow the crowd Sheep that pass judgement on people Because they do not follow the same crowd Just because they choose not to follow that crowd They are treated different They are tormented They are tortured The life you have handed to us isnt right Just because we chose to be different Doesent mean we are not good people A good person is a good person No matter how they dress The type of music they listen to Or based on their beliefs If the world could see its self Through my eyes It would realize How fucked up it is

Untitled
I try to be myself People judge me No matter how much I try not to be that person It always comes out I hurt inside Thus letting it show On the outside The pain is just too much To bare My heart cries out My soul longs to be touched No one knows the depths of my soul No one has touched the depths of my heart All these misjudgements about love No one understands me for me I try to love myself But I let others drag me down No more Nothing or no one will drag me down Any longer For I shall surround myself With people to lift me up in My hard times No longer getting hurt No longer falling too quick ly I maybe percieved as a bitchBut I no longer care

Why
Why did this happen Why me Why did he have to die Why him Why do they get to live Why them When people make mistakes Why kill When people are corrupted Why lie When people love Why die When people die Why love Why did this happen Why me

Crawl By Chris Brown
Crawl by Chris Brown Everybody sees it's you When I'm the one who lost the view Everybody says we're through I hope you haven't said it too So where Do we go from here With all this fear in our eyes And where Can love take us now We've been so far down We can still touch the sky If we crawl Till we can walk again Then we'll run Until we're strong enough to jump Then we'll fly Until there is no wind So lets crawl, crawl, crawl Back to love, Yeah Back to love, Yeah Why did I change the pace Hearts were never meant to race Always felt the need for space But now I can't reach your face So where Are you standing now Are you in the crowd of my vault Love, can't you see my hand I need one more chance We can still have it all If we crawl(if we crawl) Till we can walk again Then we'll run (then we'll run) Until we're strong enough to jump Then we'll fly Until there is no wind So lets crawl, crawl, crawl Back to love, Yeah Back to love, yeaaah Everybody see's it's you Well I never wanna

What Do You See
What do you see when you look into my eyes? Are they the eyes of an angel, Or the eyes of a demon. What do you see when you look at my face? Is it the face of the one you love, Or the face of the one you love to hate? What do you think of when you hear my voice? Is it one of comfort, Or one of anguish? What comes to mind when you think of me? This is the girl I love, Or the one I want dead? What crosses you mind when I walk in the room? Am I the one you want to spend the rest of your life with, Or the one you want to forget?

The Spy By The Doors
I'm a spy in the house of love I know the dream, that you're dreamin' of I know the word that you long to hear I know your deepest, secret fear I'm a spy in the house of love I know the dream, that you're dreamin' of I know the word that you long to hear I know your deepest, secret fear I know everything Everything you do Everywhere you go Everyone you know I'm a spy in the house of love I know the dream, that you're dreamin' of I know the word that you long to hear I know your deepest, secret fear I know your deepest, secret fear I know your deepest, secret fear I'm a spy, I can see What you do And I know

Dead Baby Shenanigans
If you're going to fake an 8th week miscarriage and post 'funeral' pics, you could at least post an 8 week old fetus. Some people will do anything for attention, I guess. I have friends who have really miscarried, and they sure as shit wouldn't be posting about it on a fucking rating site the very next day.

Lies
what is a lie a lie is when you don't tell someone the truth like if you are married you are engaged or that u are single just don't say your single when your profile says your marreid but some people don't even care if that person is or not married in a relationship or not just as long as they get what they want even if it means splitting up a couple who is really married do you even care about that or is it yourself that matters

Caught
caught between heaven and hell not knowing whats next will i be wrapped up in your arms or be caught out in the cold? will i be lying next to you or sleeping on the floor surrounded by blood?will you be mine or will someone else claim you for their own? Will i hear your voice gently saying i love you or will i hear the screams in my own head saying you are nothing. Will i get to wake up next to you or lay in the dark forever? will you love me forever or will you push me away again knowing im the right one? Will you show me the light or leave me in the shadows. Will you take my innocents or or will you leave me alone.

Athlete - Half Light
The sun got stuck as its making its way back downWe find ourselves, in a familiar part of townAnd all that I've seen means nothing to me without youSo when I see you next we'll make the most of it,Tell the sun to start moving again,The taste of your kiss I still got on my lips,And I'll take you there with meHead crashed down, air conditioned myself to sleep,The great night out, that will continue to the end of the weekAnd all that I've seen means nothing to me without youSo when I see you next we'll make the most of it,Tell the sun to start moving again,The taste of your kiss I still got on my lips,And I'll take you there with meIt's you and me connected to a satelliteIt's you and me love through a machineIt's you and me connected to a satelliteIt's you and me love through a machineSo when I see you next we'll make the most of it,Tell the sun to start moving again,The taste of your kiss I still got on my lips,And I'll take you there with me

Pleasure (tell Me What You Think)
In the door way, there she stands her body naked and beautiful The outline of the light shining through behind her curves My heart pounds fast, her smile melts me She moves towards me and I stand to embrace her Her lips so soft and kisses are like sweet sugar I spin her on to the bed and her breast bounce as she falls softly down I look into her deep eyes, seeing her as I have always since we first met Running my hands down her body, her skin so soft feeling like silk under my hands She closes her eyes enjoying my gentle touch along her body Her breast so full, inviting, those nipples so perky telling me she is excited As I roam around her figure I kiss her softly down My hands stop on her thighs as I spread her legs apart Before me a beautiful sight, her sweet juice starting to run down between her plump lips Moving my fingers across her thighs, kneeling down before this goddess of mine I spread her lips slightly with my fingers as my tongue

My Little Blue Flower
MY LITTLE BLUE FLOWER My little flower is blue now slightly wilting and frazzled but still gorgeous in my eyes none the less. Her Petals once shone and shimmered all the brilliance and colors of her breathtaking spirit I thought she might thirst for attention so I watered her, but the bitter sweetness of my tears were in naught, for it did her not much good. I have placed her high upon my most cherished pedestal in hopes that my sunshyne might bring out the kaleidoscope of beauty that is her most endearing facet. But it has so far done no more than turn her a lyghter hue of blue. I thought she might need more space for her roots to grow so I made a flowerpot from the ashes of my heart so her beauty would grow forever, but her roots seem tangled crushed inside her own flowerpot making it difficult to lift her for fear of causing her delicate soul harm. I do not dare force her from her spot. Others may have passed her by or stopped to wonder why or how such a magnificent blossom c

Chill Out Time
Have loved the cold weather, so much so I went on 'STV The Hour' show and declared my love of the snow, it was funny- to me. I did have a blocked up nose during the broadcast and was sweating slightly. The snow has been a double edged sword in my household. On the one hand, we are all getting cabin fever, on the other we are all talking more and huddling together. Ashley and I are writing together, I have to sit in her room as we do it and I get all distracted by staring at her book collection (why does she have Dirk Bogarde's biography?), the bundles of clothes (are they clean or needing ironed?), why is there make up bottles mixed with bank statements and a basil Panini? (Should I sort them out?) Things come into my head and she shouts "Mum, stop looking at my stuff and bloody focus on what we are writing, we have a deadline!" I am easily distracted. So after all this week of writing, learning a new programme on the laptop and dealing with a lump that I haven't yet let the

Its Like A Nightmare Today
Trooper Killed, Gunman's Whereabouts Unknown BREDINSBURG (KDKA/AP) ― Click to enlarge 1 of 2 Pennsylvania State Trooper Paul G. Richey was killed in a shooting in Venango County Pennsylvania State Police/KDKA Click to enlarge 2 of 2 KDKA Close numSlides of totalImages A state trooper is dead after a gunman opened fire late this morning at a home in rural Venango County. While authorities believe the gunman may still be in the home, they have not been able to confirm the whereabouts of the suspect at this time.

Time To Share Is Always There
Love SurvivesTime to share is always thereI peered thru lifeEver avoiding strifeBut now am undoneMy barriers brokenFor one has found meReached in and unbound meHer love has burst my bondsAnd set music to my songsHer need for meAnd mine for sheHas made my Winter SpringA new startWith hammering heartWe color the world with our dreamNothing is as it did seemThe darkness of my solitude is doneShe - my rising sun.

Forget
The taste of your lips still lingers on my tongue like the taste of a sentance that hasnt had a chance to begun I can't take this silence i cant seem to keep quiet any more I cant hide the fact that i know i loved you more I love u then and i love still The feeling of you is the only thing thats ever been real now that your gone theres nothing left to feel i lack the incentive to indulge in the idea of forget I hold on to a past that lacks chance of a future i hold tight to u even though your not real to me any longer How do i start over when i have nothing left how do i even begin to forget a love so real to me a love like yours and everything youve ment to me how do begin to forget the fact that your the one addiction i lacked strength to forget all i've ever had the ambition to do is spend my days growing old with you I loved you then and i loved you still I miss the only thing thats ever felt real

The Spoiled Under-35 Crowd!!!
If you are 35 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tearswith their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking Twenty-five miles to school every morning Uphill.... barefoot... BOTH ways Yadda, yadda, yaddaAnd I remember promising myself that when I grew up,there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that I'm over the ripe old age of thirty-five+, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today.You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to mychildhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today youdon't know how good you've got it!I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, We had to go to the damn library andlook it up ourselves, in the card catalogue for christ sake!!

Gratitude
After the passing of a loved one over the Holiday season, I found my daughter and I traveling back home over the Holidays. We were stranded at Philadelphia Airport becasue of cancellations and ended up being put up for the night at the Ramada Inn via American Airlines. What seemed to have been a great inconvienece ended up being a blessing. My daughter and i had a blast. Finally in chicago the next morning after catching the red-eye, my brother picked us up on that cold cold Chicago morning. Arriving at my parents house, we were greeted by Mom and Dad. It was wonderful. We were tired but happy to be there. We ran to the store before the family arrived. That day was filled with so much love. All 5 kids in Mom and Dads home with the 4 cousins...all of us together just as we promised. We had a wonderful day of fun and a Sunday Christmas dinner with the people that matter the most to me in my life. Who could ask for anything better? The rest of the week i spent with my daughter and fam

Yeah So Possessed
So as you have notice I have be in sort of a mood today. Not sure if I should be happy, sad or pissed. So I am going with Horny. Just sayin it works for me. So how about a lovely little story. I bought my first ever car after I left my husband. Wasn’t much but it was brand new and I bought it all by myself. I bought my Ford Focus in 2007 with 70 miles on it. I was stoked. If it had not been for the idiot that forgot to put all but one quart of oil back in my old car I would have waited. Sadly they did and needless to say it really (fu) up my car. So lets see, all was great brand new car good gas mileage got me from here to there. It is now 2010 and I only have 25700 miles on it. See I so work so much I don’t go anywhere. Well I do believe in paranormal happenings but never thought a car could be possessed. Boy was I wrong. At 25010 miles my locks suddenly started doing the yeah I know its locked but I want to be sure. So driving down the road the locks repeatedly kept

How To Shower Like A Woman/man
How To Shower Like a Woman Take off clothes and place them sectioned in laundry basket according to lights and darks.Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown.If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas.Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note todo more sit-ups / leg-lifts, etc.Get in the shower.Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone.Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins.

Why Men Are Never Depressed
Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures.?Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars

Day 2
so today went a little better. got more of a workout in. less people. getting into a routine is gonna be the hardest thing. but im living up to my end of the bargain. i figure i will step on the gas in about a week and start lifting like a demon. til then, slow and steady and keep the shoulder healthy feels good to be back tho. im likin it!

Who Wants To Have Fun.
I am looking for someone who would like to get fumarried just for kicks. I am a fun person who can take jokes just like the next person and I am very faithful and loyal. I am also looking for someone who will perform the ceremony for 0 to nothing if at all possible. I thank you very much.

I'm Sorry.....?
Was there something in my profile that indicated that I was single, available, or looking? I've had an unusual amount of fucktards all over my page lately. Go figure the one time I dont have a clevage shot as my default is the one time I get serious nonsense. I DONT want your phone number. I will NEVER call you or text you. The fact that you gave your number out to a complete stranger, whom only accepted your friend request at most because I don't normally answer my shout box, is fucking crazy. I would never do that. Men will never cease to amaze me. Never. I have a boyfriend. I love him. Things are a little tough right now because of his job, but hopefully that's being taken care of as we speak. I'm not interested in being with anybody else, even if he does live in Massachussets. We'll be together soon enough. Until then, I wish men on this site would flock to the fu-whores and stay the fuck away from me. It's annoying...and I'm not interested. Not at all. Not even a tiny, itty bi

For January 13 2010
Gemini May. 21 - Jun 20 The station of Saturn can be very beneficial for you, Gemini. It stands still in your solar house of fun and entertainment, and by doing so, it will increase your sense of responsibility regarding your casual activities. It can also build the same around children, making for better relationships with them. At first (even today) it may seem that your social set is turning a cold shoulder to you, but it's more important that you be yourself, even if that takes finding a more mature group of people to network and enjoy good times with. Hmmm...Finding a more mature group of people huh? Well that sure ain't Fubar! **picks self up after ROFLMMFAO!!!**

Love Feels
Love feels no burden,thinks nothing of trouble,attempts what is above its strength,pleads no excuse of impossibility...It is therefore able to undertake all things,and it completes many things,and warrants them to take effect,where he who does not love would faint and lie down.Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not.Though weary, it is not tired;though pressed, it is not straitened;though alarmed, it is not confounded...

Hugs From Heaven
When you feel a gentle breezeCaress you when you sighIt's a hug sent from HeavenFrom a loved one way up high If a soft and tender raindropLands upon your noseThey've added a small kissAs fragile as a rose If a song you hear fills youWith a feeling of sweet loveIt's a hug sent from HeavenFrom someone special up above If you awaken in the morningTo a bluebird's chirping songIt's music sent from HeavenTo cheer you all day long If tiny little snowflakesLand upon your faceIt's a hug sent from HeavenTrimmed with Angel lace So keep the joy in your heartIf you're lonely my dear friendHugs that are sent from HeavenA broken heart will mend

I Was Never That Guy.
All my life I was never the guy who played around with the l word. I mean I have said it before but I realize that I never really understood it till now. You see now that I have Mindi in my life I truely understand what love is, I for once can say that I am utterly and entirely fallen for someone. I can't even discribe the way that I feel for her because honeslty I don't think words are capable of discribing how she makes my every day brighter and how even when shit seems to be at it's worest I can smile because of her. It's amazing I can for once in my life declare that Ilove someone and mean it and it is phenominal.

Oh Dear.
If I can even post this blog :) ... rebooting may fix the problem, haven't tried that yet (I should of course!!...) - I can't update my status, can do very little on the site at the moment. Buttons are disabled, so's a lot else. Weird. Has been this way for more than a day now for me. (Edit: so that's what it takes- Safari and fubar are not talking with one another now. Have to use another browser - of which I do have several on my machine, like SeaMonkey, Firefox, Chrome, etc.)

Remedial Cosmetology- Perms And Relaxer Day
Saturday was perm and relaxer day and all the students in my class had to pair up and find a victim...err.. client to practice on. My first client dropped out for fear I would fuck up her hair. Oh well. I've had a bad perm before and you really can fuck up some hair permenantly so I get it. Luckily I found some one else to practice on with a relaxer. It was a busy day that day because not only did we have clients we also had some guys in making an industrial video. An industrial video is a video made for a company used to show what they do and how they do it. The company later uses them for promotion or to inspire the team. I did a lot of them back in the day. They are tedious because the people you are taping are always overly excited about being on camera to the point where they go slightly retarded. I call my class remedial because of the events I witnessed that day. First my instructor was so thrilled about someone video taping her she turned into a crazy lady. So concerned was

Mon.10, December, 1934
Mon.10, December, 1934 Got up about 8:30 ate a good breakfast unpacked the car and tore my Cigar lighter up. ate dinner about 1:30, Hap, the Madam and girls all went to town. I sat around all eve. folks got back about 5:30 George and Ellen over for the eve. Roy and his wife were here all went home about 8:30 and I am going to bed. Sant bought a tube for the car, 35 cents. Mon. yet I forgot Mr. and Mrs. Albert Brown were here for the Eve. Mrs Brown went to Corsicana with the folks The boys played Dominoes.

Sun, 9th December, 1934
The Daily Routine of the life of a Bum: Sun, 9th December, 1934 I got up before day light began packing and ate breakfast. Bill came down about sun up, to see us off. About 8:30 were ready to go. I went riding on bills bike then we were off. Went to see Rose, Seth was fishing, told rose good by. Stopped at Ror Graves house and talked a few minutes told them all good by. Couldent wake Juanita and forgot Ike am sorry. On the road at last, ever thing under control 9:30 A.M.C.S.T. me driving, got lost in Coleman had to drive back a coupla miles. Stopped in Brownwood and tested oil put in 3 qts had a flat in between Commanche and Dublin, got gas in Dublin paid 15 Cents a gal. another flat at Glen Rose a very beautiful place but not for a flat. An other flat at Meleothian, we ate supper here, got to Sants at 9:30pm

Zooooooom
I have been hyper this morning and could not figure out why until now. My housemate made a gluten-free cake last night. I jokingly asked her if she put some of her Strattera in it (ADHD meds). As it turned out, she was out of butter so she used coconut oil instead. If you look up holistic diets for ADHD you will note mentions of coconut oil, baking powder, and baking soda. Since one of them has ADHD and the other has ADD neither one of them noticed anything out of sorts. I, on the other hand...

Wednesday Afternoon~~
hi all! How was your weekend? It was pretty fast to me. Of course it didn't help that Serena had me running to Walmart both days & Sunday I wanted to stay home under the covers so bad but she thought she had to go. It was like 5 below when I left. Monday night we were supposed to get up to 1 to 3 inches of snow. But we only got about an inch. I'm glad since I went to Bible study & MIT yesterday morning. Thursday & Friday it's supposed to be 40. : ) It'll feel really warm. LOL.Compared to lately anyway. I need to wash my van . It's a frightful mess with all the salt,etc.. all over it.How has your weather been? What is your plans for the week? Here the usual housework ,went to Bible study & Nick is coming this weekend. He turned 16 on the 9th. Hard to believe. Well I need to go. Have a great day. Take care.

Naughty Questions For The Ladies
1. Do you consider yourself Straight, Bi-curious, or Bi? 2. Is your pussy hairy, trimmed or shaved? 3. Are you a moaner or a screamer? 4. Are you a Spitter, Painter or Swallower? 5. Do you participate and enjoy anal sex? 6. Do you like to talk dirty during sex? 7. Are you able to compartmentalize (separate) love and sex? 8. Where is the wildest place you have ever had sex? 9. What is the wildest sexual act you ever performed? 10. What is your sexual fantasy?

How One Lives Is Art!
it's my belief that to live life is to create art.. and everything i have and am is a palette of colors and whatever media i'd like to throw in.. i am creating and what i show to the world is what i've created of myself..

Valentine Auction 2010
Auction Rules: 1) If You Place A Bid On Someone, and circumstances beyond your control keep you from upholding your end of the bargain, don't just erase your bid, let me, Dj Maverick, Brokeass or Chief know. I will take care of that. 2) However you do bid, if you can not uphold your bid offer when the auction ends, payment to the person is between you two. It DOES not have to be an IMMEDIATE transaction. 3) When placing bids on others, DO NOT leave lewd or disrespectful comments on the photos, Or I will literally block you from the auction ( as well as my profile), this is for fun, if you wish to slander people, go find another website, I do not wish to see such things on my profile or on my auction entries photos. 4)The Person being bid on can REFUSE any bid placed on them. Auction Entries: If you wish to be in this auction. All Entries MUST be recieved by January 30th, 2010.. The auction will run from February 2nd. - February 10th, 20

The Magic Of Love
The Magic Of LoveLove is like magicAnd it always will be.For love still remainsLife's sweet mystery!!Love works in waysThat are wondrous and strangeAnd there's nothing in lifeThat love cannot change!!Love can transformThe most commonplaceInto beauty and splendorAnd sweetness and grace.Love is unselfish,Understanding and kind,For it sees with its heartAnd not with its mind!!Love is the answerThat everyone seeks...Love is the language,That every heart speaks.Love can't be bought,It is priceless and free,Love, like pure magic,Is life's sweet mystery!!

Hot Pocketed
In honor of Mr Adorable's "Hot!" blog, I thought I would expand on the theme of "tastebud searing goodness" and repost a blog I wrote a couple of years ago on another site. Enjoy ... or not ... It's a good thing blogs aren't made from audio files because I can't speak right now. My lower lip is swollen and I've burned all the taste buds off my tongue.It all started innocently enough. It was lunchtime. I was hungry. Lately, I've been eating lunch at my desk. So I've been indulging in all sorts of pre-processed culinary delights that I can heat up in the microwave. Today's epicurean sensation - a "Hot Pocket".Or should I say a "Lean Pocket" as I'm trying mightily to not expand my waistline during this over-worked, physically sedentary point in my life. So I pop the Lean Pocket into the microwave for two minutes - the prescribed amount of time - then grab myself a Diet Coke (with lime ... mmmm).Now I have enough experience to know that while the outside of a hot pocket may be slightl

What Is It That I Love ?
What Is It That I Love?If asked why I love her I would sayIt’s the sway in her hips,the thickness in her thighs.It’s the lust in her lips,the love in her eyes.It’s the softness of her skin,the silk in her hair.It’s the twist in her walk;it’s the sweetness in her talk.It’s the way she loves methat makes me love her each day.That is what I would say

When It Rains It Pours But For Me It Thunders
People ask "how are you doing" and i always say good, they ask "whats new with you" and i always say same o same o, they ask "havent seen you around much" and i always respond with just busy with work and life. I avoid the truth, i always try to sound happy and i carry around a fake smile with the hope my outgoing personality and silliness cover the pain and fear in my heart. Fact is a person can only be so strong, can only carry so much before it becomes too overwhelming and all you want is to be told everything is going to be ok, all you want no all you need is to be hugged and hear in someone's voice understanding and compassion without the undertones of pity. People face extreme obstacles everyday, yes we have friends but why burden others when they have their own life to deal with, how can one allow themselves to lean on another without coming off as needy or attention craved. I always try to be a good friend, ive said many times i have a hero complex to the point i neglect my ow

Before You
I was alone and wandering And now I'm wondering How I lived my life before you I maybe cared about a guy or two But this, my love This feels so right and true This is a song, my song and yours The deaf can hear and enjoy Just by looking at you and me I want to forget all that I knew Before you love You're my little sweet love, boy And you can call me your girl Cause this love will always be true and pure And you, love Your face Is all that I need to see Your touch Is all that I need to feel This love feels real I still wonder How I lived before you Love you

I Promise
A promise ring for you You, I bought it for Most expensive of all rings Best of all stores With this ring I'll help you out I'm here to listen Your life throughout This ring means more Than words can say It's a promise for you To forever stay It's beautiful like you It has diamonds all around One larger jewl in the middle It's wonder shall astound This ring I give you Means I'll marry you someday Forever be entitled to you Always protect you from dismay The most crucial thing right now I'm now and always true There's no stopping us now I promise to love you many sound weird but its 4 my man now and i promise u until the day that i die ull b the happiest man on the face of the earth

I Hate That I Love U
You build me up just to watch me fall, You gave me your everything but nothing at all. You led me into your dreadful lies, Just to watch me break down and cry. Your perfect smile that hid a tomorrow, Breaking me into pieces with your sorrow. I had everything I needed in the end, But you weren't really my best friend. You changed over one week and I miss you, Or miss the person you were and you said it too. But you said people can't change who they really are, Instead brang me down and made a permanent scar. You ask me for my forgiveness and say you're there, But when i'm crying at night, baby it's not fair. Do you love me like you say you do? Have I changed in every way too? Should I give up on us and all we were, Erase the memories and smiles that occur. Block myself out from the world once again, Just because the person you are changed my best friend. If it's a yes how do I say goodbye, Miss you forever and try not to cry? Take to the knife over and over again, Because you took

Lesson 1....
Lately I've been going through a lot of turmoil & most of it has to do with a man. So, I thought, this would make an interesting blog... So guys... please read & let me know your thoughts on this! Ladies... also... would love to hear your thoughts on this too! Feel free to comment... ** When it comes to a woman, most men say they just don't understand us. As a woman I really don't think we are really all that hard to figure out. I can only tell you of my own thoughts & feelings on this subject. A woman's feelings are very sensitive to everything that goes on in her life. Our emotions are highly tuned in to all the turmoil, all the pain, all the negativity that surrounds us. But, also, we are very much intuned to all the warmth, all the passion, all the love that our soulmate emits to us. We long to be loved & desired. We want to be held, to be comforted, to be loved beyond any other type of love that exists. We make ourselves beautiful for you because we want to hold your attention.

End Of The Road..
Like strangers passing in the nightwe pass right by eachotherone to the left the other the rightnot seeing the pain in one another Eyes not looking where they looked beforeWe can't see the love anymore we go through the motionswondering why we even tryhow can it feel like thiswhen once up upon a time,it was do or die I can't seem to reach that part of your heartThe place so filled with painthe thing that makes my love in vain I can't make you see how I truely feelYou question my intentions, are they even realI can't tell you how many times i've been left cryingwhen I think of how our love is dying But we do not talk about itbrush it under the carpetMaybe then we wont feel the painperhaps we can just discard it but without love there is no painwithout clouds it cannot rainthe rain that brings healing and growthsomething that is needed in both Until then we pass by eachother each secretly wanting the love that once wasbut not admiting the power

Moments In Life
~THERE ARE MOMENTS IN LIFE WHEN YOU MISS SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU JUST WANT TO PICK THEM FROM YOUR DREAMS AND HUG THEM FOR REAL...WHEN THE DOOR OF HAPPINESS CLOSES,ANOTHER OPENS,BUT OFTEN TIMES WE LOOK SO LONG AT THE CLOSED DOOR THAT WE DONT SEE THE ONE,WHICH HAS BEEN OPENED FOR US......DONT GO FOR LOOKS,THEY CAN DECEIVE...DONT GO FOR WEALTH EVEN THAT FADES AWAY,GO FOR SOMEONE WHO MAKES YOU SMILE..BECAUSE IT TAKES ONLY A SMILE TO MAKE A DARK DAY SEEN BRIGHT....FIND THE ONE THAT MAKES YOUR HEART SMILE.....DREAM WHAT YOU WANT TO DREAM~GO WHERE YOU WANT TO GO~BE WHAT YOU WANT TO BE~BECAUSE YOU HAVE ONLY ONE LIFE AND ONE CHANCE TO DO ALL THE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO.....MAY YOU HAVE ENOUGH HAPPINESS TO MAKE YOU SWEET...ENOUGH TRIALS TO MAKE YOU STRONG...ENOUGH SORROW TO KEEP YOU HUMAN...AND ENOUGH HOPE AND FAITH TO MAKE YOU HAPPY....THE HAPPIEST OF PEOPLE DONT NECESSARILY HAVE THE BEST OF EVERYTHING..THEY JUST MAKE THE MOST OF EVERYTHING THAT COMES ALONG THEIR WAY..THE BRIGHTEST FUTURE WILL A

If You're Feeling Down..this Will Cheer You Up :) I See So Many Broken Hearts Here!!
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is most painful is to love someone and never finding the courage to let the person know how you feel. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance - and you find out you still care for that person. A sad thing about life is when you meet someone that means a lot to you, only to find out in the end, that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go. When one door of happiness closes, another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. It's true that we don't know

Can't Catch A Break No How
Un less you have walked in the shoe's of someone who has depression, you have no dam idea what we go through every day. It's no fun dealing with this on a day to day basis, your always wondering if what your feeling inside is legit or just the way your taking the information. Just when I thought things were changing and our family was getting on its feel and we didnt have to worry so much about losing our home. My son Derek once again gets laid off. My heart sank again, worried on how to keep up with the bills, and making sure we have the things in life to sustain us every mth. We keep asking our selfs, wtf did we do that we are always being beatin down all the time. Just when we think we are finally taking a step forward, boom there goes that other shoe. And then, our car falls apart and we need it for hubby to get to work......so there goes my budget and if any of you know how hard it is to catch up ..its a bitch believe me. Now my son's cat has a lump in her belly that we

My Father
This blog is to tell everyone whats up with me.A lot of you already know but for those who don't,here goes.In November I had to take dad to the doctor and from there to the hospital here at home.After many tests and many doctors they told me that he was "full" of malignacies.A surgeon was called who promptly said to me,"I would not operate on your dad,it wouldn't do any good.His "plumbing" was blocked so we had to then take him to the University of Maryland hospital.They put a stent in to relieve the pressure and allow his system to work for awhile anyway.The doctor at U of M daid to take him home and let him enjoy christmas with his grandchildren.Which he did,as much as he could anyway.He went back to the hospital here at home over the weekend.after stablizing him they talked to me about hospice.My father has end stage pancreatic cancer.Dad came home from the hospital yesterday and the hospice team came shortly after.My dads wish is to be at home and I want for him what he wants..So,t

Punishment
How long is a person punished for something that they've done? This past weekend I was with my boyfriend. Before I left I talked to my boys' father and he was going to be with them. He hadn't gotten a hold of his parents, where I live with the boys, yet but told me to go ahead and leave. When I left I was under the impression that he was going to be there. Later that night, Friday, my phone died. I had no way to get a hold of anyone and no one could get in touch with me. I didn't think anything of it because the boys' father was going to be there. Come to find out, he was barely there and when I got home they told me that what I did was "irresponsible". Is it my fault that I went out and had free time and their father, who is never around, failed yet again? Well I'm still being punished. Yesterday when I left to go bowling, I told the boys' grandfather that I needed the keys to the car. He tells me "I give these to you with regret. You shouldn't have done what you did last

Is My Life Really That Important To You?
Is my life really that important to you? Apparantly it is, or you wouldn't be up in it all the time! Why do you feel it's ok to tell me how to run MY life? Why do you feel it's ok to tell me what I should believe? Why do you feel it's ok to tell me who to love? Why do you feel it's ok to tell me how to raise my children? Why do you feel it's ok to tell me I need to lose weight? Why do you feel it's ok to tell me who my friends should be? It's not your place to tell me all of these things. It's not your place to tell me how to run my life. It's mine and not yours. I have my beliefs and you have yours. Not everyone is the same. The beauty of being human, is we get to choose, we have freedom and free will. I don't tell you what to believe, please don't tell me. I love who I love because he is an amazing person. You should be happy that I am happy, and have found a wonderful man who I can spend the rest of my life with. I raise my child the way I do because he is

Happy Comment Poem
When I saw her beauty,I could not run away.When she said hello again,I didn't know what to say. Her beauty ran through her,From her head down to her toes.Just looking at her I lost my words,My mind knew not where to go. When a beauty takes away my words,I know not where to run.But I know this,my day is so much better,Now that our friendship has begun.

Help Me Out !
Hey everyone, I am involved in writing on a site and to help me out, I was wondering if you could go there and "fan" and "follow" me. The link to my profile is HERE And if you enjoy writing you can join HERE The cool thing is that you get paid for what you write. Not a scam or anything the site name is Associated Content which has been around for a long time. You get paid by how many views your articles get. Anyway, thanks for the help!

Untitled; Part I: The First Years
Please keep in mind that this is a work in progress. I have yet to decide a number of things regarding the storyline and any possible plot twists. For now, it's starting off as just narration. I mention some countries' names that are different from what they are now. In some cases, the country does not even exist today. At this point, I imagine that sometime in the not too distant future society will one way or another come undone. Please enjoy, and comment. The bomb went off in St. Petersburg , Russia just after dusk. The flash of light and the resulting mushroom cloud were visible in Tallinn , Helsinki , Stockholm , Vilnius , Riga , Minsk , and Moscow. Seismographs from around the world twitched about and scribbled their own tale of what happened at that very second. The explosion was felt throughout Europe and western Asia, as far away as London and Istanbul. Just over a million people were incinerated instantly, and another million would die in the following mon

Dear Friends
To all my friends, thanks for sending me chain letters/emails in the last year. Because of you ...I stopped drinking Coca Cola after I found out that it's good for removing toilet stains. I stopped going to the movies for fear of sitting on a needle infected with AIDS. I smell like a dog since I stopped using deodorants because they cause cancer. I don't leave my car in the parking lot or any other place and sometimes I even have to walk about 7 blocks for fear that someone will drug me with a perfume sample and try to rob me. I also stopped answering the phone for fear that they ask me to dial a stupid number and then I get a phone bill from hell with calls to Uganda, Singapore and Tokyo. I stopped consuming several foods for fear that the estrogens they contain may turn me gay. I also stopped eating chicken and hamburgers because they are nothing other than horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers that are bred in a lab so that places like McDonalds can sell their Big Macs. I

Slightly Broken
Sometimes, I desire, most of all, to escape myselfTo be free from a mind so negative out of habitA hopeful spirit slightly broken down by a world that laughs at painA world where everything is taken for granted until it's goneVacant stares and empty smiles pasted on the facadeOf a broken, empty existence we call civilizationI wonder if perhaps I was born too soon or too late?I do not fit. I do not belong.I do not accept the surface as the wholeI love deeply for no reason other than any less is not love to meI love many things in many ways, and yet no two in the same mannerI love the smile only my daughter sees, perhaps the last remnant of the child I believe I once wasI love the friends that care enough to ask if I'm okayI want to find my place in the webThe strand upon which I may sit back and gaze out and claim accomplishmentThat niche that only I can fill, and fill exactly as it was meant to beI want to wake up as the person I was meant to become, before I become too jaded to careI

Broken Hearts
Tonight some dear friends of mine went to sleep broken hearted. They have been unable to concieve children, but finally found a young girl wiling to put her baby up for adoption. Things had been going great until the ex-boyfriend showed up again. The baby's mother had a restraining order agasint him six months ago. Just the perfect guy to be a father, huh? The mother had signed the papers authorizing the adoption, but the father, who isn't willing to marry the mother of his child, won't. In fact, since my friends flew back for the birth of the child the baby's father has screened all the mother's phone calls. Real sweet son-of-a-bitch, huh? He's brow-beaten the mother into thinking that him having the baby half the time, and her having the baby half the time is a perfectly normal, acceptable family relationship. Forget the fact that it doesn't give the baby any kind of stability, or sense of place in the world. But no, the father has to have his trophy baby. If you aren

Where I Been
Hey Sexys! So I have not been here 4 awhile sorry! I got robbed 3 days before Christmas and then I lost my house soon after that... so I been on the streets and living with friends off and on for awhile. I know you all were probley wondering so I figured I'd right a blog! Wooot... *giggles* so thats where I have been. I don't have any family because as most of you know they died in a house fire while I was at a friends spending the night. So i lkost my momz dadz, 2 sisters and my brother... It was a rough year and this one hasenmt started out all that well ither but I'm staying strong to buy my grandfaters house in Kansas before someone else does... as you know im still in Arizona blah! (its cold here to) but im still going to school and holding 3 jobs just to keep my mind off of it! So I hope you all had a great cmas and new years! and best of luck to all of you!

Fu Break
Fubar is actually starting to really bore me. I'm not on here as much so I think I'm going to take a break from it for a while..we'll see..maybe pop in here and there to check things. But lately, just haven't had much fun on this as before.. So after tonight... I'm leaving fubar for a while...but will be returning sometime later. Ta ta!

If You Don't Like What Am Posting..don't Read It
The burning man on the crucifixion Your god illusion is unanswerable just like a Christian minister preaching to the needs of the congregation I killed your Messiah Sin bringing damnation Deliver god’s chosen people Straight to hell Souls cry out in horror as the thorny devil parts the skies wide open and Flesh of the angels falls like rain “I laugh at the burning man On the crucifixion as he dies Fucking die” @ @ I killed your Savior Sin bringing damnation Deliver god’s chosen people Straight to hell Your god illusion is unanswerable just like a Christian minister preaching the sacrament of the bible to the congregation I killed your salvation Sin bringing damnation Deliver god’s chosen people Straight to hell Jose Hermosillo jr

Just Some Random Stuff From My Freewriting Folder
Welp, here's a little hobby of mine : writing. Not very good at it, but I like mixing up words. Always was enamored with freewriting in english class, mainly cause it's the rawest form, to me. So, I freewrite. It is what it is.... more than likely shitty lol Remember, they're just random things I'm pulling out of my folder. More than likely, they don't have titles, they're not finished(to me... so hard to end one. I like to come back and add), and they're also probably very shitty emo poetry lol. Well. Here goes... Oh my oh my what am I to do Take my pain and throw it at you? Nope, just can’t, I’m a big boy now Gotta chalk it all up to suck and move along somehow Find my feet where the path will lead Pitching cigarette butts like Johnny Appleseed A mordern day Rotten Johnny Appleseed So many misleading roads to walk So little time in the day in which to spend Mix my emotions with the raw asphalt Mixed emotions grow this work to rend Like a horse faced Johnny A

Unfuckwitable
I'm unfuckwitable best to check your shit. Cuz i'm wrecking it. No need for cause drag your body down the halls slammin heads on the walls. Push shove ya in the stall. What calls for creepy calls. Like night calls & ya don't know who's calling hit ya hard in between the railing. While yo ass goes sailing like wailing but i'm not wayland smithers nor bill hither get the pussy with the quivers heh ha. I'm undamaged running rampant wild going on a rampage fuck age in rage let loose out the cage feel the wrath of my plauge. & ain't nothing to loose with such stainable containable uncontrollable insane with flow so here we go cuz i'm unfuckwitable hittin with mad wicked flow so go cuz i'm unfuckwitable spittin such wicked shit. I'm just as overly crazly jabbing stabbing ya in yo abodomen. Rhyme is perfect you think i'm worth it. How would ya want me to be. The crazy insane wicked demented persona or just this plain type of nigga you'd never figured. You not getting the pictured. It was neve

The Washcloth
[[I got this in yahoo, from a relative]]-The Washcloth-Ladies, this has to be read, laughed at and passed on. There is not a woman alive who won't crack up over this! I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week.Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in 'that area' to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. I was i

After Life
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man.God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving yearsbecause

My True Feelings About You
WITH TEARFUL EYES MY HEART SAYS YES WITH BREATHLESS STEPS MY SOUL SAYS GUESS YOU MADE ME THINK ABOUT MY LOVE FOR YOU I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT IT TWICE SADLY ITS QUITE NOT TRUE YOU CRY AND TELL ME NO BCUZ MY TEARS HAVE BEEN SHED NOW THAT YOU ARE LONELY IM CRYING IN MY BED. Written By: M David

This Strange Feeling..
For the last couple of hours I have had this strange feeling that will NOT go away..and I am about to lose my damn mind.. Its just a feeling...like the sound of dripping water it started off as nothing and slowing began pounding in the back of my head..I try to forget it..and it just keeps getting louder... I feel like I am missing something...but I'm not sure what it is..something that i looked over..or maybe had forgotten..but I know that it is important enough to remember again.. This probably sounds like the rantings of a psychopath..but I can't get it out of my head..there is something out there I need..something i need to know...I just don't know what it is...

Femdom Power
“I’m so glad you’ve come to accept this,” she said as she hooked her thumbs into her pink panties and pulled them slowly down over her big, round buttocks, positioned just a foot or so from where he lay on the bed staring up at her. She paused, with her panties pulled halfway down her ass and looked back over her shoulder at him, where he lay, eyes riveted on her behind, helpless before her sexual power. Slowly, she stretched one leg after the other, moving her buttocks up and down before his eyes. She heard him groan, and then he looked up and their eyes met and she smiled, and they both knew that he was hers to use however she wished. Now she bent over to pull the scrap of pink silk down her legs, showing him where his face was going to be. He closed his eyes. It was far too late for him to say ‘no.’ Straightening up she pulled her long, light brown hair back and tied it in a pony tail. His eyes travelled up the smooth curves of her hip, back and s

First Impressions And The Fools Disguise~by Jd
Judging by your first reaction, Im just another man looking for another heart to break, Look away from me with your judging eyes, You have not even broke the outer surface. Your first impression told you i'm nothing short of simple, Your just one step behind, I am who i am and i survive for that reason, You dont even know me, Your opinion doesnt matter and you have yet to learn me. I am stubborn and have no intention to listen to your views on this and that, I have my own life in front of me and so all that you say i've found easier to let go. Pushing off on me like im supposed to be your savior, All i can do is lend an ear, Lacking the ability to care for things in life that hold no circumstance to me, This is my fight to win. I never cried like i should've, Instead i turned my pain into a solid wall to defend me on my way, Head strong and the fickle things life through at me, I turned into the fuel to fight to prove my point. Never the less i am still the same man i

My Lonely Wish
I am so lonely, I'm in the process of a divorce with my husbnd, I only see my boyfriend only one day a week cause that is all he allows me to see him. When I want to come over more he is always so busy, and or I feel like I am bothering him. And I talk to this friend in Texas but he is to far away from me to go out with for a night, so we talk on the phone. Just feel like that there is not enough love in my life. I miss being held by someone, and having some one show me how much they love me. Wish I just had some love in my life that will never leave, be bored with me, or push me away.

Adam Sandlers "whats Your Sign" Oh My Lanta It Cracks Me Up
Aquarius (Jan 23 - Feb 22) You have an inventive mind and are inclined to be progressive. You lie a great deal. You make the same mistakes repeatedly because you are stupid. Everyone thinks you are a fucking jerk. Pisces (Feb 23 - Mar 22) You are a pioneer type and think most people are dickheads. You are quick to reprimand, impatient and full of advice. You do nothing but piss-off everyone you come in contact with. You are a prick. Aries (Mar 23 - April 22) You have a wild imagination and often think you are being followed by the FBI or CIA. You have minor influence on your friends and people resent you for flaunting your power. You lack confidence and are a general dipshit. Taurus (April 23 - May 22) You are practical and persistent. You have a dogged determination and work like hell. Most people think you are stubborn and bullheaded. You are nothing but a goddamned communist. Gemini (May 23 - June 22) You are a quick

Girl Freaks Out Over Burger
How many different ways does McDonald’s make a hamburger? I don’t know but every time I’ve eaten there they always taste the same. For Alesha McMullen of Kansas City, Mo her cheeseburger tasted different this time. So what does she do but tear up the McDonald’s restaurant. I could think of a less violent way of showing my displeasure. Read about the burger caper http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,582896,00.html?test=latestnews BlastFM is a veritable potpourri of musical styles. It never sounds the same. So you don’t know what to expect. Give a listen! www.live356.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Bizarro World
WELCOME TO BIZZARO WORLD!! Following is a short list of my observations - JUST TODAY - of things that make no sense to me. Shadowboxing is what it looks like to my psyche, because surely we MUST have moved beyond some of these supposed issues... I once wrote an essay on my prolonged visit to the Secretary of State's office. I noted the people that were huddled in duets, trios, or solos. I listened, just briefly, to the closest so that I could get a sense of what they were there for. I made up scenarios for those I could not hear. I enjoyed writing that in my mind, while I patiently waited for my number to be called. Today I drove past what used to be the biggest water park, mini golf, video game arcade, go cart, and batting cage facility around. It was called Funtyme. Now a new building sits there, its neon blue sign declared SECRETARY OF STATE. I laughed. I like Sarah Palin. She is a real person. She is going to be on Fox News with another person I trust to

Evil Angel
The howling man Am the father of lies, the bringer of evil am the sin that will set you free. In darkness you will fear me, before me Christ will kneel Am the howling man that goes by many names but you know me as Satan. Jose Hermosillo

Still Daed Without Her
Dark victory Under Cynthia’s black rose heart Lays the egg of regrettable mourning as She kisses my lips goodnight. I feel so warm when she holds me in Her arms and softy whispers in my Ear “I love and miss you my darling, You will always be my dark victory”. Jose Hermosillo

Requirements
Thought this was hilarious so im posting it in this blog. My daughter's requirements for me to have a boyfriend. 1)Has to have a job! 2)keep the job because how else is he going to spoil her! 3)Spoil her 3 1/2)has to be a cowboy...lmao 4)was has to be cute to her specificatons now its he can be cute to me but has to have horse's 5) through 7) dont remember.. My son's requirements... 1)I can not have one!!! LMAO!!!!

Walk Naked In America Day
WALK NAKED IN AMERICA DAY Don't forget to mark your calendars.. As you may already know, it is a sin for a Muslim male to see any woman other thanhis wife naked. He must commit suicide if he does. So next Saturday at 4PM Eastern Time, all American women are asked to walk out of their housecompletely naked to help weed out any neighborhood terrorists. Circling yourblock for one hour is recommended for this anti-terrorist effort. Allpatriotic men are to position themselves in lawn chairs in front of theirhouse to prove they are not Muslims and to demonstrate they think its okay tosee nude women other than their wife and to show support for all Americanwomen. Since Islam also does not approve of alcohol, a cold 6-pack at your side isfurther proof of your anti-Muslim sentiment.. The American governmentappreciates your efforts to root out terrorists and applauds yourparticipation in this anti-terrorist activity. God bless America! It is your patrioti

Chip Off The Old Rocker
another juicy tidbit from btfb: http://boobietasselsforbuddha.blogspot.com/2010/01/chip-off-old-rocker.html When I'm getting to know someone, one of the first questions I ask or perhaps one of the first things I check out on an internet profile concerns music. Quickest way to turn me off? Tell me, "oh, I listen to everything." Really? Do you? You listen to gospel and grindcore and country and hip hop and sludge metal? The confused look on your face tells me you have no idea what I'm talking about. I usually attempt to ask if that person has any favorites...favorite band or singer or song or album or anything. That response isn't usually too encouraging either. To me, it means you probably haven't vested that much interest in music and might as well be dead. Music is life. I learned that whole deal at an early age thanks to my dad. You know, he wasn't the easiest person to live with...certainly to be raised by. He was way too into drinking and drugs. His temper was wickedly short...

Realationships
There's a point in ur life when you get tired of trying to fix everything and make everyone happy. When you finally decide to quit... its NOT giving up. It's realizing that you don't need certain people and there BS in ur life!!

Never Ending?
cruiser decided to pop up in my shoutbox today lol - heres the funny conversation we had *read from the bottom to the top* To SøuL A$$ā$...: LMFAO - AND YET YOUR STILL HERE TALKING SHIT? LOL - STFU K? - U SOUND LIKE A CRY BABY LIL GIRL - GET OFF YA ASS AND GET A LIFE K? LOL - PEACE SøuL A$$ā$...: FUCKIN COWARD SøuL A$$ā$...: LIKE I SAID YOUR A BITCHBOY...PERIOD....SO SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH!!!AND GO ACT GANGSTER TO THESE FUCKIN LAMES THAT LISTEN TO YOUR HOE ASS!!!To SøuL A$$ā$...: LMFAO ---- IM FROM NJ DUMB ASS ----- NEWARK, NJ ----- AND YOUR IN WHERE? DETROIT? LMAO ROCK AND ROLL CITY - YET YOUR GANGSTER? ROFL SHUT UP K? - UR JUST MAKING YOURSELF LOOK EVEN MORE STUPID LOLSøuL A$$ā$...: IM DONE TALKIN I JUS WANTED TO SAY WHAT I HAD TO SAY I JUS WISH I COULD SEE YOU FOR 5 MINS CUZ THEN THE TALKIN WOULD BE OVER.KEEP LISTENING TO YOUR RAP MUSIC AND KEEP YOUR ASS IN KENTUCKY CUZ IF YOU EVER COME TO A PLACE LIKE DETROIT YOU WILL GET SHOWN HOW MUCH GANGSTER

Fuckin Odd Stuff
ok odd fuckin shit is happening lately stopped for a few pints after work today, all was normal and had about 4 or 5 drafts. finished last one and we asked for tab, i go to pick up my empty pint glass, i touch my thumb and middle finger to glass and it explodes out of my hand sending shards in all directions away from me fuckin freaked me out, not to mention my buddy, the barmaid and about 8 other people that heard and saw it. it sounded like a .22 crack she swept up glass from as far away as 8 feet, but no one got cut or hit by glass, the largest piece was 1/16 by 1/8 th on an inch now heather my favorite barmaid thinks i`m possessed any explanations my friends?

Semisonic - F.n.t.
I can't get this song out of my head - it's been stuck for a few days Fascinating new thing You delight me And I know you're speaking of me Fascinating new thing Get beside me, I want you to love me I'm surprised that you've never been told before That you're lovely and you're perfect And that somebody wants you Fascinating new thing Your scene-makin' Want a temporary savior Fascinating new thing Don't betray them By becoming familiar I'm surprised that you've never been told before That you're lovely and you're perfect And that somebody wants you I'm surprised that you've never been told before That you're priceless yeah, you're precious Even when you are not new. Ah la la la la la la la la la (x2) Ah la la la la la la la la la lah la laahh (Guitar Solo) I'm surprised that you've never been told before That you're lovely and you're perfect And that somebody wants you I'm surprised that you've never been told before That you're pricele

Naughty Application
naughty application created @ 2007-06-10 18:19:11 NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? This post has been marked NSFW (Not Safe For Work) [?]Comment on this post..

Wtf
u know i have been trying this dating thing had some luck but then when it looks like thing r going good nothing u ask shouid i just leave u alone an move on or what an they say is no i want to spend time with u an i realy like u an alot of other bull u bite an still the some old bs so y try at all i dont get at this point i an about to go out an just fine a whore an do that from time to time so give me ur opinen

Look Into Your Own Eyes
Look into your own eyes... Check into yourself. Look into your own world... Look without the help Of people who try to change you... Of people who try to hurt you. The people that...try to make you. Something you're not... Something un-new. Look into your own past... Create the history Of things you've done and things you're gonna do... Of things you love and things you'll breakthrough. The things that fit... The descriptions of you Are the things you need To stand out in this zoo. Look into......your mirror of lies..... Look deep into....... Your own strange eyes

On My Mind
Ok this is how it go's you rate me i rate you , when i fan you could you please do the same back ive noticed i have so many people fanned and alot do not fan back.Please do not send blank friend request's. one more thing as for some of my family members who i dont see online anymore or that often, please dont be offened if i take you out for a bit i will add you back, just helping others to level with demon adds w due to the reqiuremenrts thanks Bearhugs420

Fubar And Real Life
Ok it's a damn shame I have to break this down again for some people. This site here is for entertainment for me, I have a select few people that I am actually friends with and you all know who you are. I am single not looking to hook up with anyone from a damn web site therefore I flirt a lot and if you flirt back that's all fine but if you want more than that your looking in the wrong place. So if you can handle all this then there should be no problems, if not then my page is not the place for you to be. So let's play nice and have fun :)

Grrrrr....
Ok...so I just got home from taking my senior citizen mother shopping for food and stuff and all that is good...happy to do it. Anyway, as we walk to the car and unpack the groceries the shopping cart gets blown by the wind into a caravan. No big deal. No damage. Not even a scrape. So this Pakistani/Indian guy hops out of his caravan and starts berating my mom. He did not see me as i was loading the goods into the trunk. I saw him start up with my mother when I come from out of nowhere and tell the dude to "Back off!. The wind took the shopping cart and she apologized...no need to talk to the lady so mean." He panicked in fear and said I "will call the cops." in his accent. I told the guy "I don't give of fuck if you call Al Quaeda, you're going to talk to my mother with respect or as Allah as my witness I will kick the ever living shit out of you." Needless to say he got into his car and drove off. Grrrr!!! That is all.

Mr Kanye West
"Heard 'Em Say"(feat. Adam Levine of Maroon 5)Wake up Mr. West [echoes][Kanye West]Uh, Yeah, Uh, yeah, uh, yeah, uh, yeah[Piano drops]And I heard 'em say, nothin ever promised tomorrow today.From the Chi, like Tim its the Hard-a-way,So this is in the name of love, like Robert saysBefore you ask me to get a job today, can I at least get a raise on a minimum wage?And I know the government administered AIDS,So I guess we just pray like the minister say,Allah o Akbar and throw em some hot cars,Things we see on the screen are not ours,But these niggas from the hood so these dreams not far,Where im from, the dope boys is the rock stars,But they can't cop cars without seein' cop cars,I guess they want us all behind bars.I know it.[Chorus (Adam Levine)]Uh, And I heard 'em say, nothin ever promised tomorrow today.(ooooooooo)And I heard 'em say, nothin ever promised tomorrow today.(Nothing's ever promised tomorrow today.)But we'll find a way(And nothing lasts forever but be honest babe, it hurts

Why Me?
Why Me Do you hear my calls for you? Do you feel my heartbeat for you? Do you know why my love hurts for you? Why me? Why must you leave me hanging? Why do you not answer my questions? Why do I stay? Why me? How long do you plan to keep my heart? How many times can I let you hurt me? How do I fit in your life? Why me? I love you more than you will ever know! I hold you close to my heart and soul! I will never ever let you go!

Hold The Lint Please
*featured on www.boobietasselsforbuddha.blogspot.com* http://boobietasselsforbuddha.blogspot.com/2010/01/hold-lint-please.html why the fuck do i let him wake me up just so he can come over and go back to sleep? i asked myself.d and i were in my room. he'd called a little bit before while i was still sleeping off the previous night. i'd had a pretty late one. understatement. he'd been a friend of mine since i was a 13 year old stoner kid. since this was my 21st year, that made him long term in my book. we shared a lot of good time memories. in fact, i was with him the night i was inducted into stonerhood. and, right now, he really needed a friend. he'd gotten busted with a couple hundred rolls, was forced (thankfully) into meth addiction recovery, and had to attend AA and NA meetings. my place was right down from the AA house so he'd stop by sometimes before he went to meetings just to talk or nap.it only took one time of fucking him after all those years of having a major crush on

Enveloped
It stormed here last week, and I'm still digging out my yard. For a few days, though, I was simply stuck. I could don my snowboots and many layers of clothing to make it to the mailbox, but that was about it. Then tragedy struck. I was out of envelopes. What was I to do? How could I communicate with the outside world? A message tucked into a wine bottle doesn't travel very far when you toss it into 3-foot waves of snow. Then, Genius struck. (This may have also been the effect of too much cold on my brain.) I found an old mis-addressed envelope, and I carefully un-did the glued edges, placed it on my cutting board, and traced around it with a nifty razor knife thingy. I carefully folded in the flaps, worked a little magic with a glue stick, and voila! An envelope! After I made a couple, I realized that plain white paper just wasn't that interesting. I took an old atlas and started tearing out pages, turning them into little envelopes. Then I had the brilliant idea of

Dedicated To The Ladies
this goes out to all the fine females of fubar whether your black white latin or other i love women in total i like their shape way they cary themselves at times that most ladies are independent that should be a plus for the fellas also there mostly like ly to keep it real with you even though we dont like it but its good to know some stuff in private than in the streets the women on maury i wouldnt know what to say i wanna women i can kick it with laugh and such i hope she looks for the same it also helps when she has a good head on her shoulders i love women that love me for me what i stand for i dont discriminate i do have a thing for my bbws cuz they can cook have nice personality keep it real read this blog

Just Poems
Back Up From The Fall For some people, falling is easy.I never really was one of those people.I always stood strong and a never missed a step.I was once unmovable.Until I met you.You threw me around like I couldn't believe.You drung me out in the rain and had me tripping over my feet.You made falling easy.And so I fell.The problem was that I couldn't fall forever.I've hit the bottom without a splash.Now I'm faced with a new problem.My legs are broken from the fall.Getting up seems impossible.But my hope drives me to do the impossible.I will stand again.I will get back up from this fall. Back From The Darkside. I went from good to bad. I ruined my white shirt.I took my clean soul and threw it in the dirt.I gave up on trying and didnt really care of defeat.I took a walk on the wild side and tripped over my feet.Then a mighty hand smacked me in the face.He asked me what I was doing in this dark place.When only silence left my mouth.I knew without a doubt.That it was all wrong.It

Longer Poems Lol
Lying in the Dark As I lay here, I see nothing. Only the fairy tales in my mind. Tales made from the lies I tell myself. Lies that I use to hide myself from the truthes I can't face. As I lay here, nothing scares me. Fear of losing something doesn't exist. Simply because there is nothing in the darkness that can be lost. Except ones self, but then again how can I lose what I don't have. As I lay here, I feel a certain freedom. One that only the darkness can bring. I'm no longer lost in the sea of lies told by others I'm free. Free to be myself. I am myself here, there is no one else but me. Lying in the dark. I Thought I thought I was good, I thought I was tough. Inside I knew I was never good enough. I thought I was strong but I was weak. I thought in this life I would never find what I seeked. When I thought of death, thoughts filled my mind. I thought of what I would see and what I would leave behind. When I thought of life

Short Poems
Can I Be Your Number 1 Through good and bad im here for you.Even though im your number two.Ive accepted my place at least for now.Knowing that if i need you, you'll be around.I hope someday my place with change. I hope its your heart that i can soon claim.For you i can wait as long as the rising of the sun.Hoping someday i will be your number one. Our Moment I wanna love someone like in the movies.I wanna find that girl in the perfect moment. A moment that was made just for us.The kind of moment where everything changes for the best.The moment that people dream of.A moment that is forever frozen in time.The moment we can never forget.I want that moment.Our moment. Caught Caught in the confusions of our generation.There is no real answers to the questions of our desire.We want peace and happiness, but how can we be something that destroys who we are?Raised on war and corruption, we march upon the field of dreams.War is what we turn to when we have no answe