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Rethinking Things
i got an offer to get fu engaged the other day, it came from a beautiful, funny and amazingly interesting woman so i clicked yes. lately she has been showing more of her true self and i`m not sure about it any more. what do my friends think i should do, i`m all confused

David Banner - Play *love This Song*
"Play"Cum girl, I'm tryna get your pussy wetWork that, lemme see you drip sweatCum girl, I'm tryna get your pussy wetWork that, lemme see you drip sweatGon play with itGon play with itGon play with itGon play with itGon play with itWork that clitCum girlFinger fuck your pussy like you want some, girlWork it like a nigga straight licking on your pearlI wanna see you cum in the middle of the dance floorA nigga can't fuck, what you think your finger made forI'ma beat that pussy upYou get it wet enough, I might lick it upLickey, lickey, lickey, like a peppermint swirlLick that clitCum girlUh, I wanna see your legs shakeTake you to the crib, we can fuck til the bed breakUh, fuck you til your pussy acheThink about the type right now, girl, mastur(Uh uh) bate for a nigga, freak you in the clubsstop worrying about them other hoesIt's me in your worldWork that clitCum girlCum girl, I'm tryna get your pussy wetWork that, lemme see you drip sweatCum girl, I'm tryna get your pussy wetWork that, le

Spiritualizing The Planet
Ascension We are one with the cosmos whether we realize it or not. Realizing it, though, quickens our spiritual energy and allows us access to higher realms. In those higher realms lies the awareness that we are more than just finite physical beings living one life in one place at one point in time. Connecting with this awareness is to awaken to the truth and take a step forward, and upward, on our soul’s journey. This upward movement is known as ascension because the more we remember who we are and embody that truth, the higher our energy vibrates; we ascend up the scale from the gross physical plane to the subtle spiritual plane. As we ascend, we gain consciousness of the more subtle aspects of our being, with the ultimate outcome being a complete identification with the light body, an experience of unification with the cosmos. As you look around you, you will see that many people are not even interested in these ideas. Others are open and paying attention. Still others ha

Back From Mt
Just got back from Montana an hour or so ago. The funeral was really nice, there were a lot of people that I didn't know. They had an open casket viewing which was kind of difficult, but it was my dad's choice. During the funeral procession, it was the van carrying the palbearers, the hearse, my dads car and then my sisters car followed by several others. Was really nice that when we got part way through town getting ready to turn onto a main street a cop stop and blocked traffic so we didn't break the line of cars. Honestly, it will probably be the last time I go over there. There is nothing left there, and my dad lives in Canada on with his Sasquatch fvcked up wife. She is a bitch, and did make me uncomfortable the past few days. My dad was talking about getting more american smokes and I told him I would trade him a pack straight across and she was like, NO! We dont have enough! WTF!?!?! Well that was yesterday, today at breakfast before we took off, I was showing my dad a picture

An Enlivening Force
Cultivating Inspiration We all know inspiration when we feel it. It is a force that enlivens us and activates us to do something—we might dance, sing, paint the house, or envision a new career. We might call an old friend or plan a trip abroad. Whatever the case, doing what we do from a place of inspiration makes all things seem possible. Inspiration sometimes comes out of nowhere, landing unexpectedly in the midst of your life and lifting you out of your habitual mind and into a higher level of seeing. However, we can be more intentional with our relationship with inspiration than just waiting for it to come to us. There are many ways to cultivate its presence, from journaling to scrap booking to visiting with a particularly interesting friend. Finding what inspires you and consciously cultivating it will give you access to new ways of thinking and energy you didn’t know you had. Some people find that frequent trips into nature inspire them. Others have a box full of

Mmmmmmm! Fantasies!
I am in my apartment, standing on the balcony overlooking the city streets down below. Hundreds of people crowd the street. Suddenly a man in the crowd catches my eye. I can't seem to take my eyes off of him. I am standing there in a long white sundress with spaghetti straps........see through and bare skinned underneath. Suddenly this man turns and looks at me.....making direct eye contact. We can both feel the passion burning inside, the longing to touch each other. I stand there, watching him push his way through the crowd, making his way to the entrance of my building. I stay on my balcony, knowing he will find me. Suddenly there is a knock on my door, I stand still, knowing he will come in. He sneaks up behind me..I can feel him. The heat from his skin radiating all around me. He then kisses me softly on the nape of my neck..sending chills down my spine. He then puts his arms around me, reaching for the french doors, closing them to the world around us. He then cups

Author's Note.
And that's just wot this is too, gentle reader, lol.This, is to distinguish between my rants(other blog set) and the attempts to hone again the blade of words.It is what it is.No political rants, no "State of the Union Adress" here.Just me, you, and words.Call it rehab for hack writers if ya will, lol.Gas tank's full, and I have no idea where I'm going, but there's room in the back if ya wanna ride with me.Just be warned, this machine's not always easy ta steer.But if it were, why that'd take all the fun out yes?

Reciprocal, Endless
Aye, those were the days, lads; When we rode high, and served Things best not named. Aye, we were young and stupid then. But it was a GRAND kinda stupid, kinda had the same elegance a neatly dressed but flyblown corpse does. Were we insane?Look at our eyes. Hell, ask the Wedding Guest.Or even the damn Bird. But aye.Time passes. We so cocksure in youth, now so..cautious with age? How did we get here?When did age sneak up on us like this? When, by all that's damned, did we become reflections of ourselves? How can I tell you what painting runes in blood feels like, When I can't even remember what breakfast tasted like today? How do we describe what was stolen, when even WE dinna know what we lost? All I know is, there's a lad with my face and ancient, terrible eyes out there. Somewhere far beyond, one could say. Yet all too close to home. I hate to refute King, but down here, we don't float. And perhaps, it's best that way. It's always the same. ALWAYS

Mum Responders
I've been reading some responses to some of the posted mumms. Most of what I have read seems to have nothing to do with the question posted. Instead, the replies tend to bring out the self centeredness of the mumm responders. I am 57 yrs. of age. Is it my age that has me seeing younger generations as very out of touch with the ability to be real, or is it me that is failing to keep up with the times and adjust to the cavalier attitude that seems to be taking over? I wonder!

Yes I Am A Camgirl Again
Hi all, I am currently back working as a cam girl, freelance for the moment, until my account on another site is set up. If you're interested in a show, please add me on sinlivewithme on yahoo instant messenger so we can discuss business and terms. Please note: I do not socialize on this yim account. I will be unlocking my nsfw's from time to time to advertise what I'm selling, again this is for work purposes. I still expect the same level of respect on my work account on yahoo that I expect here. If you disrespect me, you will be blocked. I do this because I enjoy it and I'm damn good at it. If you can't accept these concepts, please search elsewhere to fulfil your desires. Note: I will be making a nsfw blog later explaining what I do in more detail for those that want to know. As it will be nsfw, check back here to find it as it will not display on my profile, I will link it from this blog. Love you all, ~Sin

High Speed Collision
On my way back to work from lunch today, a cyclist didn't stop at a zebra crossing, and it reminded of this story. Told it to the teacher I was with and he couldn't stop laughing, let's see if the same happens here ;) Is short, don't worry. Basically, I was on my way to school, say, 3 years ago ish. Saw my bus was at the stop, started running to catch it, missed a cyclist coming down the road and WHACK! Me and him in the middle of the road dazed and confused. Get up, help the guy to the pavement with his bike, and he notices I've broken the steering column on it. He ran me down and I wrecked his bike....

None
ok heres the deal i would like to think i have made a few friends here but i think i am dead wrong ... everybody wants something i try to be decent i get 1o profile views a week if i am lucky i get maybe one friends request a week ... those on my list i rate pretty regular but never get a return .... i level myself when i choose but blings and hustles but i stopped that some so now my friends dontt even rate me so please nby all means define friends today i have met some people rated pics and just realized not one rated me ......... so go figure what does it take to be a fu friend cause i think even my real friends here are not much at this point but know there are exceptions to every rule if you consider me to be a friend and not just on your list show me the hustle is back soon so if you give you get but i would like to thank you all for anything you have done to rate add or fan ,,,,, have a great day

Confusing
it doesnt matter how i say how i feel.inside my head its pretty confusing.i close my eyes and i can see your face,when im awake i cant stand being on my own.i can sit with friends,but i no longer hear what they say.i cant function without thinking of you,but everytime i do i miss you more.you always make me feel alive,and an unconditional acceptance for who i am.yet my childish fears make me think you'd walk away.id give up everything i have and know,because in my heart i know whats best.i trust myself to do something so life changing,because ive never listened to my heart before,and my life sucks with some of those decisions,yet it shines through my son

Yes...it Was Triumphant And Excellent!!!
so yeah... new orleans was cool....but it weas waaaay smaller than expected..... and ive been in MA. since the 27th...and already its been frikn badass!!!... so im goin to stay out here for the summer and just save up for this winters expedition of opening melissa's and my coffee shop in LA..... and so far so good... werkd 3 shows @ the comcast center/tweeter/great woods here....and rocked all of it so far.... and theres atleast 60 more awesome days ahead with some killer concerts and sports stuff....and.... pete n i got an apartment in fall river.... so atleast family wont get angry when im bumpin uglies and wakin up the neighbors,,,hahahhaha...... so hit me up if u need tickets for this smokin season of badassdidness! rp

Making Money Could Not Be Any Easier I Swear, Its Crazy That's Its Legal!!
Making Money could not be any easier I swear, its crazy that's its Legal!!Please just take a few minutes out of your time and LOOK this OVER.....just $6 dollars people....At first I thought this was too good to be true, how wrong I was!!I decided to give it a go, it was only 6 dollars, so why not?Well I was astounded!! Money has, and still is coming to my account.As Seen On OPRAH & 20/20 - TURN $6 into $24,600! (or more, that's just what he made)Earn money using PAYPAL as seen on Oprah & 20/20THE PAYPAL $6 DOLLAR MONEY-MAKING METHODAS SEEN ON OPRAH EARN HUGE $$$$Ok this is all you need:1) An email address2) A PayPal account3) then POST, POST, POST, POST, POST, POST..........THIS IS A 2009, CURRENT EMAIL LISTEver since the internet became popular, the word "scam" has become a daily term.I have never once tried any money making "system"outside of this because of that very reason. However, after reading reports on the validity and reputation of this money making system as seen on Oprah, C

Just Thinking Bout Life
ok so I been thinking if u have true friends they wont make u feel bad everytime they turn around or always tell u that u r wrong....so ppl no im going through alot im sorry if i try 2 make myself feel better by cracking jokes or saying funny things dont hold it against me its not a sin..... ill b a friend 2 every1 but its ridiculous that ppl treat u bad bc of who r u they r not true friends or those other ppl who keep tryin 2 change u into who u dont wanna b then get mad about it.... i may not say it everytime but i appriciate every friend in different ways.... so im sorry if im not good enough 4 u but i no im me

Depression
One of the reasons I have fizzled out is that I'm battling some pretty bad depression, due to a variety of personal things. I could come on here, and be bitter in the Mumm's, and give rates that mean absolutely nothing because you can only get real points by spending money, but I don't see the point in pretending to be social, when all I really want to do is crawl in a hole and die. I won't be seeing a Dr, It won't get batter any time soon, so don't expect anything earthshattering from me in the near future. Thank you for those who stop by, it is a ray of light in an otherwise dreary existance. 13

Family And Such.
So as most have noticed I might be a tad bit eccentric lol.Today and yesterday Ive felt quite froggy.Don't really know why.Maybe it is the nice warm weather and good times I've had lately.This blog is super random but whatever Im bored lol.So Ive noticed some of these young pups on fubar can't read so good.No Im not going to fuck you in case I havent made that clear.Lately Ive had alot of stupid men trying to talk about my boyfriend.Well honey that won't get you far.He is my world..and you can probably out fuck you with his eyes closed.Trying to tell me you will buy me whatever I want don't get it either.I have a father with money and I get whatever I want from him.I don't need you.Nothing is more aggravating then a man thinking they can buy me.Im spoiled in real life and Im spoiled on the fu.I like it sorry if you don't.My real friend here know the real Alissa.Anyone else's approval isnt needed.The real Alissa is a bitch yes but a very loving and nice one lol.My family on fu is the fu

Nsfw Uploaded
Well i decided to be brave im not shamed of them at all and noone should be but i now have NSFW pics added but only for family now the fun part for now what you willing to do to get in my family to see them cause i know almost 95% of the males on here are horndogs also one last thing did i ever mention IM BI if not now i did

Will The Real Deadbeat Please Stand Up?
Will the REAL DEADBEAT please stand up? You know, I have set back and listened to the news about all the "deadbeat dads" or "moms". What is a deadbeat dad or mom? One who won't go see their child/children or one who doesn't want to help pay for anything and the REAL Parent is the one who does? Is he/she the "Deadbeat" when they are paying and the REAL Parent won't let the other one see their child/children, or have anything to do with their child/children because they are afraid that the child/children will love the Deadbeat and not love them although THEY are "taking care of them"? Is he/she the Deadbeat when he/she pays so much child support that he/she can't pay for anything else, even rent or housepayment, utilities, insurance for health and car, let alone food and clothing for himself/herself and extravagaces for the child that he/she is or isn't allowed to see? Or is he/she the deadbeat that IS/ISN'T paying for support but is allowed to see the child anytime he/she want

Gemini Male Turn On's
1. SMALL WOMEN 2. HOME GIRLS 3. RED HEADS 4. HOUR GLASS FIGURES 5. WHITE PANTIES 6. SNAKE EYES 7. LONG LEGS (LEAVES ME OUT LOL) 8. M-F-F 3 SOMES (LEAVES ME OUT AGAIN LOL) 9. LITTLE BOY ROLE PLAY 10. JIGH CLASS HOOKERS 11. LITTLE B&D 12. (ACTIVE) ORAL 13. (ACTIVE) HUMILATION 14. SPANKING 15. MIND GAMES 16. PEEP SHOWS, STRIPTEASE 17. HIGH HEELS 18. G-STRINGS, LINGERIE 19. SWINGING, SWAPING (LEAVES ME OUT ONCE AGAIN LOL ) 20. FACIALS 21. LIPSTICK, NAIL POLISH 22. TAG TEAMING (DAMN AGAIN LEAVES ME OUT HEHEHE)

Afterlife-avenged Sevenfold
Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen So unsure but it seems, cause weve been waiting for you Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be Arrived too early And when I think of all the places I just don't belong I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear Escape from this afterlife Cause this time I'm right to move on and on Far away from here A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain Can leave this place but refrain, cause we've been waiting for you Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall) No pain or sign of time (Im much too young to fall) So out of place don't wanna stay,

Leaving Fu 4 Awhile
Taken a Fu -Break After Sunday night early Monday morning, I might be taking a fubreak for awhile. I'm not sure for how long but, I have been very sick . I need to go get myself better or try to. While I'm gone show me some love. I will return all love when I get back. Just leave me a private message or a message under this post and I will make sure I return all love. I know some may not care that I'm leaving for awhile but, I'm just letting you know incase you don't see me. Have fun and enjoy! ~Lynn~ aka TotallyHugeObsesseMCFanatic4Life

Final Update Of The Day
FINAL UPDATE OF THE DAYThat was the easiest kicking out of someone ever…He walked in the door. His face was beat red. The heat really hits the Irish redheads. While cresting the threshold he began pulling his long sleeved black shirt off. “We have to talk,” is how I choose to open the conversation, “and you shouldn’t be taking your shirt off. I have packed all of your things. You need to put them in your car and be on your way.” He looks fucking stunned. I love the element of surprise. The look of sheer confusion as things hit the brain. Stunning is simply the best descriptive! “Has something changed?” In a very monotone and sedate voice I calmly stated, “No. Nothing has changed. Just I have spent today thinking this all over. You were brought here to help Will and you won’t be doing that, so you need to go. I have let a lot slide in the best interest of my boyfriend – some small and one really big one. I wa

The Suprise In My Email
LinkedIn Recommendations Clayton Bruster has endorsed your work as at . Dear Cheryl, I've written this recommendation of your work to share with other LinkedIn users. Details of the Recommendation: "Cheryl does marketing for my photography and art business and as such I find her very professional, creative and dedicated. I would highly recommend to anyone. Clayton Bruster Photographer / Artist" Service Category: Marketing Year first hired: 2009 Top Qualities: Great Results, Good Value, Creative My bosses fubar page check him out and leave love http://www.fubar.com/user/515183

Im In Here Come Chat
ok i have no idea how to do this by myself but my one friend is a lounge owner he owns Darkness Within so if you want to talk to me or just droll from looking at me join me here http://www.fubar.com/lounge/67211 not sure if you have to copy and paste it or just click on it or just go to my lounges and click Darkness Within we are looking for all staff in thier as well so come on you know you want to for lil ol me il buy you a drink :P

Blue October-the End
Here alone, standing barefoot in our lawn, Worms squeezing their way through my toes Tonight that's how it goes. I'm at your window kneeling quiet, I thought at least I'd maybe try to get your head right Your heart right "Let him go!" Then through the glass I see your dress fall to the floor As he embraces every inch of you The woman I adore. I can't believe the way you're bending Can't believe this neverending moaning asking him for more Begging him for more How far will I go To make it feel right? "Come home" I have to fix this on my own Replace my heart, Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end Replace my heart, I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping... end I creeped in close enough to see the way he touched her, From her feet across her knees, inside her sweetest spot He pleased and pleased her. I turned around and tried to take control, but no control was capable It was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go. I squeezed the life into my brain

Slow
I am sitting here awaiting the end of my life as I know it. My phone is getting disconnected tomarrow. I have sent out the last dozen copies of my resume, and spent two hours trying to get information about whats going on with the DHS regarding my attempts to get medical benefits so my cancer might be treated before it becomes incurable and my family is still ignoring me. On the plus side I have learned that FOX, the one channel with even a single show (Simpsons) that I want to see is going to continue its poor broadcasting signal even after the 12th so I wouldnt be able to watch it anyway even if I did have 50 bucks for a converter box. I wont bring up that the FCC denied me a coupon for one again cause fuck it, why bother with the smallest function in the massive conspiracy against me, right? I dont know when or if I will be back online. Frankly the library computers keep coming up with random errors all the time (I am typing this at home to upload when I get there because so far th

Standing Up Against Woman Beaters
in my own city. with these "band members" and supporters makes me sick. finding out that this certain band who is highly praised is responsible for beating a woman in a locked bathroom with 5 guys on 1 girl!! this might go unmentioned with the hipsters and non-wave makers. the hippies and the fakes who have "morals" are liars! they know about this event happening yet only one guy did anything so far because he was the one who had to break the door down to find out. then being the REAL skinhead he is...beat all 5 guys til they ran. now that the rejects and no-shows aka me and my friends know... this will not go away. until these shyt headed no life wanna be men get what they deserve whenever they are seen or heard of. no lethal actions. no physical injury to be done upon them. but with my already city wide notorious "crazy JERM" self...it will heard by anyone who supports this band, any venue who books this band, anyone who listens to this band! along with my good friends

Help My Friend Helena Level Up!! :-)
Please take a moment and visit my wonderful friend Helena! Here is her profile: http://www.fubar.com/user/3112952 We both began our Fubar adventures around the same time.. and have been meeting so many great people and having such a fantastic time together! Helena has been such an encouragement to me and always has something beautiful to leave on my profile.. I know her time is very precious yet she does such precious things with it! She deserves much more than I can give... So I am asking upon my friends ~ and strangers we have not yet met ~ to take just a little time and say Hi!! Brighten our days and help us up a couple levels in the process? We would love that so much! Such a dear and beautiful friend!! Won't you please stop and http://www.fubar.com/user/3112952 visit her profile ~ look at the wonderful pictures in her galleries? I know she would appreciate a profile comment! She truly deserves a little bling or for certain a VIP! Thank you so much Helena for being such a w

Dating Older Guys
Why are younger woman mostly all , so afraid of men much older then they are? A. His Age? B. He's My DAD? C. Can't keep Up with Me Sexually! D. He's... Got To Be A Married Man! E. I Would Date a Much Older Man! F. He Looks Old and I Don'Want To Be Reminded. G. Only If He Is Willing To Teach Me a Few Things. H. I Would Just To Have Fun. I. Only If He Will Buy Me Things.

Too Bad. Soo Sad. Buh Bye Now.
LOS ANGELES, Calif. -- Carrie Prejean has been stripped of her Miss California title. "The Miss California USA Organization, in conjunction with the Miss Universe Organization and with the blessing of its owner, Mr. Donald J. Trump, announced today the termination of Carrie Prejean as Miss California USA 2009, citing continued breach of contract issues," the Miss California Organization said in a statement to Access Hollywood. The group kicked the controversial beauty queen from her post due to "contract violations including Ms. Prejean's unwillingness to make appearances on behalf of the Miss California USA organization," the pageant's Executive Director, Keith Lewis, said in a statement. Last month, Trump decided that Prejean would be allowed to keep her crown despite racy photos of the 22-year-old surfacing on the Internet. But Lewis claims that in the weeks that followed, the beauty queen did not step up to the plate. "Since that time it has become abundantly clear that

Sunsets, Pick One...
I USUALLY DON'T SEND MUSHY STUFF,BUT THIS IS BEAUTIFULFOUR BEAUTIFUL PICTURES OF SUNSETSFor those of us who are in Touch with our Feelings, these fabulousphotos are truly classic works of art.Choose a favorite.. I USUALLY DON'T SEND MUSHY STUFF,BUT THIS IS BEAUTIFULFOUR BEAUTIFUL PICTURES OF SUNSETSFor those of us who are in Touch with our Feelings, these fabulousphotos are truly classic works of art.Choose a favorite.. image001.jpg

Bbc America To Air 2009 Doctor Who Specials
In a turnabout from a previous arrangement, BBC America now has first US broadcast rights for the soon-to-be-aired hour-long specials of Doctor Who. The Next Doctor, the show's 2008 Christmas episode, will make its US debut at 9:00 p.m. on June 27th, followed by Planet of the Dead in July 26th. Specific US air dates will be determined for the subsequent specials after they've aired in the UK. BBC America - which has to bid for British shows just like any other American broadcaster - will continue its first run deal on Torchwood, airing that show's third season in July. Other science fiction shows debuting on the network this summer include Being Human (starting July 25) and Survivors, starring Doctor Who's Freema Agyeman (date TBA). The third season of ITV's dinosaur time romp Primeval is currently airing on the network. Current BBC America president Garth Ancier says that's the network should always have had Doctor Who. "If I'd been here [when the original deal was made]," Ancier said

War And Its Warped Sence Of Justice
Anger and fury blazing withinmy headTurning circles building until its shedWhen it blows I will no longer seeThe world through my eyes just the enemyA whole different man I then becomeA man of rage a loaded gunRounds will fire people will fleeUntil my rage is finally freeAches and pain will feul this fireTo breaks free amist thier faults To escape these flooded trench wallsA whole different man I then become In this battle that must be wonThis fury and rage that I now shed My new weapon to make the deadDie die die they all will Those who tempt my wrath to spillAnd cry cry cry is all youll do Cause my next victim wiil be you!!!!!! And now the fury then subsides All that is seen is pain And the suffering of innocent lives So metals they extend and checks we r paid nothing of the lives lost or the killers made

Anguishlly Hate
I see through the pain I feel how cannot kill seein through how ur not real. Try to make me out to be what i don't want to be. You don't see how could've I've not known. You betray me put me out. I just want you out not near me. Everything i see you are just a wannabe that tries pries on everything. Even you thought could on me you did & i let you get away that felt blinded behind ur lil tactics n i should've saw it. Now I see right through to you clear as transparent could be. Ur just a fake wannabe. Just some dispackage disposabel whore. You better hope when i don't see you i punch you in ur face with a chain on my face knockin you straight the fuck out on the ground. Thought you was down with the clown n i see ur not lil bitch just some jhock skank tryin to hog on my dick. Ur least of the few the last thing i need. I loved you i cared for you. Was there for you but shuttered out. Turned urself on me idk the fuck why you do such stupidity only out of humility added with such misery t

Reinvent Yourself, Redesign Your Style
Let other say what they want to say about what you wear and how you wear your clothes, it’s not there life anyway. This argument is a fact that we should accept in ourselves, why would you let others dictate your fashion preference, remember that you are unique, independent, you have your own taste, and you are what you are, unless, otherwise it is a serious requirement for with a very important purpose. “Clothes make a man” this Mark Twain’s 19th century value reflects the important role that it has served in the past and is continually serving in the present. An executive is easily being recognized by his or her clothing. America’s first lady; Michelle Obama, has caught the attention of fashion critics for her for her peculiar clothing, this is how clothing should be, wear what you feel to wear. Expensive may be the best word to describe fashion, only those who can afford to drop money can have the latest fashion trend, but think of it not as a

Never Take Your Loved Ones For Granted... They Could Be Gone Tomorrow
All of my dreams seems to fall by the side Like a discarded thought or the days fading light But I know that if I could just see you tonight Forever At times we may fall like we all tend to do But i'll reach out and find that Ive run into you Your strength is the power that carried me through Forever Your kindness for weaknes I never mistook I worried you often yet you understood This life is so fleeting these troubles wont last Forever You inspired me truly you did from the start To not be afraid and to follow my heart Theres a piece of you with me they cant tear apart Forever At times we may fall like we all tend to do But i'll reach out and find that Ive run into you Your strength is the power that carried me through Forever Forever I'll find you forever we'll be Forever your power and strength stays with me Forever http://www.playlist.com/searchbeta/tracks#forever%2C%20dropkick%20murphys

Things To Remember When Wearing Black
Black is a favorite among men when it comes to dressing up. Each person has his or her own reason for choosing the color over others. But whatever the reason, wearing black always entails having things to remember, after all, even if black is easy to mix and match with other colors, there are still combinations that you have to steer away from.When choosing a black ensemble, it is sometimes better to go with wool than cotton. The reason for this is the fact that wool holds dye better than plain cotton. What this means is that a black cotton shirt will fade faster than a black wool shirt. This is one thing that you should remember especially when in the market for a black shirt or pants that will last a long time.If you really want to go with cotton and you still want it to last a long time, go for those clothing with a mix of Lycra. The synthetic fiber is also retains dye more satisfactorily than plain cotton. Regarding the fastness of dye and the ability of the cloth to hold dy

Tattoo
I am looking for some art work and need a pic for a tattoo! I would like a pic of a crab coming out of a tidal wave! The crab should have a fierce look to it and it should be red in color and dark blue and light blue high lghts. The tidal wave should be Black and dark blue and streaks of teal. This pic will be a tattoo that I would have. The crab represents me as my astrological sign and the tidal wave represents the pains in my life I have over come! I am a military retired army veteran and believe me when I say I have seen a lot!!!! Much love and thanks to who ever helps me with this..... As I said as a soldier "may God Bless you!!!!"

I Can Be A Bit Of A Dick...
I have a real problem when people who are getting on the elevator do so inefficiently. Call it either a lack of brains, or common courtesy but if you are getting off at an early stop, you really shouldn't get on the elevator first. For example, if you are getting on at the first floor and getting off on the second floor, don't push your way in so that you are the first one in. You know there is no stop in between the ground floor and the second; you are going to be the first one off. Yet people do this all the time, they must be the first ones on, pushing and scooting in so they can get on. Here's where my dickish side rears its' ugly head. If you are one of those people that feel the need to get on, well I am sorry, I don't feel a real need to get out of your way. Matter of fact, I may just clumsily get in your way just a little more. I may even crack a smile if the door closes before you get a chance to get off. You may think I am a dick, but I think I am more of an Elevator

Pissed
I am so glad my former, fucked in the head boss, can't pay me. Of all the people that worked for him, I am the one hurting the most. I have no one to lean on in my time of need. Because he can do nothing but tell lies,"Oh I mailed your check on saturday" HMMM its wednesday and my mail just ran, and guess what no check. So now I owe my bank 70 dollars cause of a charge that I could do nothing about. On top of that I can't get to the next town over to sign up for unemployment, so I can't get any of that, cause my van diecied to break down. Which I have decided to sell, it can be fixed but I dont have the money. I own my bank 70, and friend of mine 60, for towing my van home, I have a 102 dollar electric bill due(and no I cant make payments on it this is the payment plan), also I have a 250 dollar water bill overdue which I should be getting the shut off notice tomorrow, and no I can't make a payment arranement, cause my town requies at least half of the money up front. I am selling stuff

A Bit More Jen And Nicole
I slowly crawled back to conciousness and opened my eyes cautiously. I stretched, and closed my eyes again for a moment, I was on my right side facing the window, the full light of day streaming through the open shades. I was afraid to roll over, afraid that if I did I would learn that the amazing night that was flooding vividly back to memory would just have been a dream. Preparing myself mentally, I rolled on to my back and turned my head to the left, a broad smile crossed my face as I saw a head of dark hair on the pillow next to mine. I reached out and stroked that dark hair, just once, still fearful that somehow she wasn't really there, and when my fingertips confirmed what my eyes were telling me my heart swelled. I propped myself up on my left arm and was treated to quite possibly the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. Jen and Nicole lay on the same pillow, their foreheads just touching, The comforter was down just far enough for me to see that they were holding one another

March For Equal Rights!
Salt Lake City -- Cleve Jones, the activist who worked alongside slain gay rights leader Harvey Milk, announced plans Sunday for a march on Washington this fall to demand that Congress establish equality and marriage rights for the lesbian, gay and transgender community. Jones said the march planned for Oct. 11 will coincide with National Coming Out Day and launch a new chapter in the gay rights movement. He made the announcement during a rally at the annual Utah Pride Festival. Jones stirred up a crowd of thousands just blocks from the Salt Lake City headquarters of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. The church was part of a coalition of conservative groups that worked last fall to pass California's Proposition 8, which amended the state Constitution to prohibit gay marriage. Mormons were among the coalition's most vigorous volunteers and contributors, but Jones said he's had thousands of e-mails from Latter-day Saints who apologized and said they were uncomfortable

Internet Idiocy
I've noticed a new trend amongst the Fu-tards,and quite possibly the most idiotic one of them yet.Just when I thought it couldn't get any lower some of you never fail to take internet idiocy to a whole new level. Now I am seeing people with their faces pasted into the bodies of celebreties or unknown models,and I am not sure what is more upsetting the fact that people are so desperate for the attention of superficial strangers,or that some of them actually think anyone with even an ounce of intelligence would actually believe it's real.Now I know the intelligence average amongst users on this site is probably pretty low,but surely even they can reconize that a skinny tanned body with huge tits does not match crappy quality picture of someones face who appears to be in their 40's with wrinkles and and a double chin So instead of wasting your money buying bling packs invest in some self-esteem classes.

As The Ribs Turn...
As most of you know I injured all the cartilage between my ribs on my left side. In addition I 'pulled' the muscle at the end of my ribs by my sternum. I had been having chest pains off and on since November. Usually after a lot of heavy lifting at work. I wasn't concerned about it because about five years ago I had the same pains. It turns out that I had micro tears in my chest wall muscles. I got to do the whole stress test thing back then and my heart was in great shape. So as the months went on and the pain continued to occurr more often I still ignored it. My heart was in great shape, right. Present day, my heart is healthy but I do still get the rib/chest pain. Turns out the 5 months I ignored my pain has turned into 5 months of therapy and limited abilities. I can't even do any workouts or yoga until mid July and even then I will be limited. I so miss working out. I gained 14 lbs sitting on my ass recovering from this injury. I still have 1-2 days a week where my side

Rant!!!!!!! (long)
So I have an incredibly huge rant. A couple people knw what the problem has been, but it's just getting so far out of hand its ridiculous and In eed to totally vent and get other people's opinions so I'd love if people could take the time to read and comment. I am really fucking irritated with my "roommate" as I call her. She's not technicall my roommate. I moved into a new 2 bedroom apartment since I've got a bank job now and at the same time, her and her boyfriend broke up. She's one of my good friends, and I know she had no where else to go so I let her stay with me on the condition she split the bills with me right down the middle. (Side Note: The biggest catastrophy of my life thus far happened back in December, and needless to say on top of it I was off work until March so I'm behind on a LOT of bills and I wanted her to pay half so I could get caught up.) She agreed and I let her move in. She's not on the lease. She wasn't supposed to stay here long. I had a few simple rules,

Quote. Buy. Print.
And this isn’t even an Esurance commercial! What I wanted to say (and I did under my breath) when a customer said it would be hard to print out a new, more recent pay stub to put in her file since “everything’s on the computer now” was what IS so hard about it? I’m asking for a hard copy, not a pint of blood … we need these where I work so we know how much a person makes, and hopefully they’ll figure they shouldn’t borrow more than they can afford to pay back as we do – twenty percent of their take-home pay. Yes, even with the economy less than stellar right now, people borrow money. Forgive me for ranting there. Now to the “it’s not broken, so we’d better fix it” department. I’m saddened but that’s about all by the upcoming closing of networking platform Yahoo! 360. That’s also the last time you’ll see me use those terms together, since Yahoo! abandoned 360 more than a year ago

Understanding The Inside Joke
SAMI: 1st and foremost- please remove me by all means. The only reason I kept you on my list was because you were family. But you were never nice to me or others that didnt fit in your way of thinking. 2n) Life is full of effin drama. It happens shit happens and we need people to talk to and we need their opinions and some insite from them. They have lived a different life. Its not drama its life freezey. Try getting one and stop being a whore. As far as drama goes, you brought drama into the lounge with the whole bring jane....etc back. This is not real life Joe its fake... have been worrying so much about it that you have lost all realization of that. Last but not least, have a nice life and I hope you come to realize that though drama is hated and not wanted life is full of it. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ LMMFAO So Im a Whore w00t! As of This Message I Received - Me and Mark (The SLUT) Have come to this He is THE SLUT I am THE WHORE LMMFAO! SO f

The Teachings Of The Sri Syadasti
The teachings of the Sri Syadasti School of Spiritual School of Spiritual Wisdom are true in some sense, false in some sense, meaningless in some sense, true and false in some sense, true and meaningless in some sense, false and meaningless in some sense, and true and false and meaningless in some sense. Patamunzo Lingananda School of Higher Spiritual Wisdom, Skokie. All statements are true in some sense, false in some sense, meaningless in some sense, true and false in some sense, true and meaningless in some sense, false and meaningless in some sense, and

Yikes!
So there have been an unusual amount of horny guys all over my page today and in my shoutbox. Is there a shortage of pussy out there or what? Good lawd! Just a couple of the statuses below... (~ETERNALLY HORNY & VRY EROTIC~ Gift ME PLZ) (At work, bored and horny. Dangerous combo....) and a pervy ticker... it wasnt wet til you turned it on . come luv me..i luv back ~Sunshine~ mist..., Saginaw, MI

Update On The Update
UPDATE TO THE UPDATE: After reading what I just wrote, I have made a choice. It is time for Paul to go. I have already packed all his shit and put it by the door. I called WillBurr and asked if he would mind me creating major chaos in his friendship. He pretty much feels the whole thing is a wipe now, so he gave his consent. Inside I think is very glad at this moment to be in a Ds relationship with a Domme who is not the least bit scared to take control of a situation. So here is my plan. He comes home and sees the stuff. I say, “Sit down so we can talk.” Then I go on to explain what I really don’t like about him and what makes him a worthless waste of oxygen. It’ll be a verbal equivalent of THE LETTER. That is if he doesn’t just take a look at his shit and start hauling it downstairs. I haven’t felt this good about tossing someone out since I got to toss my exBF out of my rent house on his birthday!! Truly wicked, M

War Rant
Written by a housewife in New Brunswick, to her local newspaper. This is one Ticked off lady.. 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started By Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 and Have continually threatened to do so since? Were people from all over the world, not brutally murdered that day, in Downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from the nation's capitol and in a Field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning Or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a few Taliban were claiming to be tortured By a justice system of the nation they come from and are fighting against in A brutal insurgency. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for Incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle

Thought #1
Let's see... A guess a random thought lately that has hung in my gray matter has been how can a country as great as ours have so many people without homes, jobs, and the sense of purpose. How can this country have the abilty to create everything from laser guided bombs, to a pill that can make a man as hard as chinese algebra, but cant give the homeless and unemployed a sense of diginity and provide shelter and a job.

Update On My Life Again
UPDATE ON MY INTIMATE SURROUNDINGS: Now on to reality...Will...Things have taken yet ANOTHER turn...Paul informed us this week that rather then following through with the remainder of the application here with Will, he is going to move over by their other friend alone. He wants to be in a part of town 'where things are going on' more 'happenin' or whatnot...He’s going to end up by the summit.I have to admit, I laughed in his face when he made this comment/excuse. This man has NEVER lived in this city. He has NO CLUE that Houston isn't like many other major cities. We do not have any one particular 'central business district' where things happen all the time. People live alllllll over the place because there are tons of smaller 'regions' of town where certain things are more of the focus, but you can find something to do on any given weekend in any assorted areas of the city.Basically he's running after the ever elusive golden ring and chasing after some idyllic albeit vague drea

Sammy Hagar And Anthony Cut Out Of Van Halen Game
Sammy Hagar And Anthony Cut out of Van Halen GameToday 06:30 Former Van Halen stars Sammy Hagar and Michael Anthony have been dealt another savage blow in their ongoing feud with Eddie Van Halen - they've been chopped out of the band's upcoming Guitar Hero videogame. Neither singer Hagar or longtime bassist Anthony's animated images will appear in Guitar Hero Van Halen. The rockers have since formed their own supergroup, Chickenfoot, after being scrubbed from the Van Halen line-up ahead of the group's recent reunion tour - and replaced by original frontman David Lee Roth and Van Halen's teenage son Wolfgang. Anthony recently sparked a war of words with his former bandleader overclaims he had quit the group and hence was not welcome back. And now neither he nor Hagar will feature as part of the lucrative Guitar Hero game, which was previewed at the E3 Expo in Los Angeles last week(ends 05Jun09). Comment on this ArticleA spokesman for gaming firm Activision tells The Pulse of

"without Love And Dying Here!!!!!"
GREETINGS FROM MONTANALAND225,"WHERE I'M WITHOUT LOVE AND DYING HERE!!!!!"I'M SADDENED BY RECENT EVENTS HERE IN FUVILLE225 AND HEART-BROKEN FOR E-V-E-R-Y DECENT PERSON HERE AND MY MONTANALAND225 FAMILY. FOR THA' MOST PART,I'VE MADE MANY FRIENDS AND FAMILY BUT NOT AS MANY AS I HOPED FOR CUZ,"THERE'S NO LOVE HERE IN "FUVILLE225!!!!!"THE MOJORITY OF"FUBARIANS"HERE DON'T GIVE A D-A-M-N BOUT' YOU OR ME!!!!!"JUST ME,ME,ME,GIVE ME THIS,GIVE ME THAT!!!!!"FOR E-V-E-R-Y SINGLE ONE OF YOU CONSIDER THIS,"IF EVERYONE HAS TO GIVE YOU SOMETHING EVERY MINUTE OF THA' DAY FOR YOU TO BE"HAPPY",THEN YOU'RE"D-E-A-D"ALREADY!!!!!"CUZ YOU"D-O-N-'T LOVE OR CARE ABOUT"A-N-Y-O-N-E JUST AS LONG AS YOU'RE"TAKING"FROM SOMEONE ELSE!!!!! YOU TALK"BIG SH*T"BOUT YOURSELF AND OTHERS A-L-L DAY AND CRY AND BITCH AND WHINE FOR YOURSELF A-L-L D-A-M-N N-I-G-H-T!!!!! I CAN COUNT MY"T-R-U-E F-R-I-E-N-D-S AND F-A-M-I-L-Y ON ONE FREAKIN' HAND,YOU UNGRATEFUL,INSTANT GRADIFICATING SYNDOME SUFFERING BASTARDS!!!!!"THA' R-A-C-I-S-

Create Your Own Music
All people should be empowered and free to express themselves through being entrepreneurs and activists through music creation. it is really easy, fun and simple. For more information go to: www.themusicproducer.com

Lying Cheating Husband Caught
Actual Emails From My Ex-Husband (DH) And His Cyberwhore Skank, with commentary from your's truly... My comments are in Red DH comments are in Black Skank’s comments are in Blue Mon. 10/30/06 1:56 pm DH: it seems that I have trouble with msn. So I switched to aol. I hope this time that I will get all your email. Cheers. MON 10/20/06 3:12 pm Skank: Hi not going to write much need to see if you get this I sent you 10 messages and it seems you have not got them MON 10/30?06 4:03 pm DH: hello so far since we started talking again I have received 5 emails in total from you. Maybe somebody doesn’t want us to talk. lol. Now, by using aol, I am getting all your emails. Pls rewrite everything you sent me before and always use aol. I miss your emails and your sense of humour. After he tries to send 3 or 4 emails with no response, he writes: TUES 10/31/06 3:47 pm DH: this is my last message. I have tried to keep in touch but it seems that you don’t

To All My Friends
This is the time of year when the main part of our business, watergardening, is the busiest. My time on here is very limited at times and it can take me a couple of days sometimes to return comments and accept friend requests. I have noticed that a few people have taken me off their friends list probably because i didn't get back to them right away. fubar doesn't pay my bills and i have to attend to the part of my life that does. I know that most of my friends understand this, and those that don't...i guess they were never really friends. I just want to say thank you to everyone who understands and the hell with the ones that don't. Love to all! (can someone tell me how to put a damn picture on here?)

Midget And The Horse
There was this midget with a speech problem. He was looking to buy a horse and was talking to a friend about it. His friend sent him to see another guy that had a horse for sale. Before the midget arrived the friend called this man to let him know that the midget was on his way and to try to be nice and to bear with him cause of his speech problem. When the midget arrived the man met him and was showing him the horse. The midget then asked to see the horse's eeyaws, so the man picked up the midget and showed him the horse's ears and then sat him back down. The Midget asked to see the horse's tweef, so again the man picked up the midget and showed him the horse's teeth and sat him back down. The man was beginning to get frustrated. When the Midget asked to see the horse's twat, then man picked up the midget and shoved him as far up the horse's twat as he could. When he pulled him out the Midget then looked at him and said, maybebe I sh-sh-should re-refase dat..... can I see da hors

Wednesday
Well it;s finally hump day. I know , i know, but not the hump that 9 out of 10 men think i meant. The week is half over and friday is just a short 16 business hours away. LOL I was thinking last ngiht, just how much people take their own self reliance for granted. I never used to do much in the way of mechanixcal stuff to my car as i always was under the assumption that i would mess it up and in the end cost more to fix my screw up than the original repair. However i have found a certain satisfaction in doing my wn repairs now. You can work at your own pace. If i want to stop and have a beer brake or smoke a bit on my cigar, i have no one complaining at me. Oh well until tomorrow. I hope every one has a great day. Work smart, play hard and of course.. NEVER EVER fry bacon naked.

Wiccan Work It Out ...
They filed into the arena with their black scarves, purple tunics, and crocheted ponchos. The scent of Ylang-Ylang oil followed them wherever they walked. And as the guitar intro to “Rhiannon” belted through the loudspeakers, thousands of 40-50 year old women started twirling about in their gypsy clothes.Yes, Fleetwood Mac was in concert and the Stevie girls were out in full force.As the song built its crescendo, the twirling began to get more frenetic. By “frenetic” I mean they rotated at about 1 revolution per minute, limbs akimbo then slowly outstretched, each sporting a 1000 mile hypnotic stare. I’m not sure if their trance was induced by the music or by decades of destroying their nasal passages through potion brewing, but I can tell you these gals were in the zone.One in particular began to approach the stage where Lindsey Buckingham was playing. She swayed back and forth, as if ready to cast a spell on the front man. I half expected her to pull some

Bet U Can't Bet These Fu's
Please show these FU’s some mad luv. These are some of my closest friends here and they deserve so much for all they do for me, not only here but in R/L too.Rooter R/L BF OF ~DREAM~chromedome16♥~Bratt~♥Owned by **Stilts**☼Lynne☼libellule ♥ Fu-gf, wife, owned , & R/L GF of ~Dream~*Ice Princess*♥☼Š™Çhåøtï¢ ¶®îñçë$$™Š☼♥Fu Owned By Devil RockerReBeCcA {The Affinity}{Moonlight Levlers}{Promoter @ D.E.R}

Mint Flavored Birth Control Pill:
Mint Flavored Birth Control Pill: The Cadbury's Candy Co. And Merck Drug Co. Have combined to market the new Mint flavored birth control pill that women may take immediately before sex. The Pill will be distributed by the large major drug store chains. They're going to be called.... 'Pre-dick-a-mints!

Friends First
I ask you for forgivness; For what? I really do not know, I ask you for understanding; As to why? We never had a chance to grow Emotions overflowing; Everything moving so fast, Making my world a blur, Everything with you felt so right, so beautiful, and then just like that, It was over It was over - Really just what was "it" That was never meant to last? I was living in the moment Under a spell from which Your beauty cast Two people that shared A few precious moments in time together, We shared too much, too fast None of which I regret, whatsoever It was over; I think not, Maybe a new beginning to an abrupt end A new chance for us To enjoy a new friend Footprints left in the sand Can be made by anyone wherever, whenever, Footprints left in the heart Made by a friend lasts forever Two people so perfect for each other Two birds of the same feather Friends first was our promise Friends we will remain together

White Lies
Why lie, what is the purpose? It hurts people, even the little white lies. Man up, tell the truth, take the flack.....wtf.....if you are fibbing, you must not care anyway so just shoot straight from the lip and if you lose someone, so be it. You obviously dont care. At least it gives the recipient of your lies a fighting chance to either hang on or be gone. I often wonder about this. From the lips of an angel, in my eyes, come lies, I hang on just hoping that one day it will end and he will see the truth standing in front of him. Tell the truth, No Drama, Less Trauma. Amen. I love you.

Random Crap About Me
1 I wear shorts to the beach, no bikinis 2 My last name means "worldly" in old Russian 3 I am very lazy 4 I always look behind me when I'm walking by myself 5 I dont take myself seriously 6 I am kinda hateful in RL 7 I dont like big cities 8 My picture is in the dictionary under "underachiever" 9 Travel is my goal in life 10 I can make my stomach look like I'm 7 months pregnant

How Sexy Are You
Ha ha ha I bet out Pedro You Are 81% Sexy http://www.blogthingsimages.com/howmuchsexappealdoyouhavequiz/sexy-5.jpg" height="100" width="100">Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts!Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it.You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How">http://www.blogthings.com/howmuchsexappealdoyouhavequiz/">How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

New England News!
A girl of 16 died from a rare heart condition after becoming stressed by caring for a dummy baby which cried all night, an inquest heard yesterday. Danielle Pilot had been given the doll - used to show teenagers the reality of caring for a newborn - by her college as part of a childcare course. The dolls are fitted with internal computers which simulate a baby crying.

The State
Many years ago there was this channel called MTV and they showed videos. For some reason they decided to get into showing regular shows as well. One of these shows was "The State" which was a sketch comedy show that was actually pretty good. Most of the people from it you still see around today on various shows. Most of the cast is on Reno 911 for example. I have been saying for years that they needed to release this show on DVD and I suppose someone finally heard me as the box set comes out July 14th. I'll be doing the pre-order, but until then, a little something to tide you over: Last Supper, Watch the Monkeys Do it!, Barry & Levon - $240 worth of pudding"

Yay A Vacation
So if some of you saw my mumm I was wondering if i should go on a boat for a few months to get away from it all. I've decided not to, mainly cause I would be alone and after talking to mom's boyfriend there's a chance that in sept or oct I could do it again but this time bring a friend or two. So instead of that I'm going to spend my one year anniversary with my g/f in a cabin basically in the middle of nowhere not far from the ocean in WA. I'm so excited cause I need this get away and this stress free time. So I'm leaving tomorrow and won't be back til around june 24th or so, I just wish I was leaving today lol. So don't forget about me people

The Truth
....PARENT - Job Description This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!! POSITION:Mom, Mommy, Mama, MaDad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop JOB DESCRIPTION: Long term, team players needed, for challenging, permanent work in an often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES: The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in case, th

Ignorant People
1uniquemale: nigg fcking chicken to call me but owell ur loss this was left in my shout box by 1uniquemale....he is not unique there ae lots of ignorant people out there............. Just please refrain from leaving messages like this in my shoutbox.

Re;dating
Why is it that when a guy is looking for a relationship that they go by the outer appearance when most people that they shove there nose at are the best people to have a relationship with and treat you good? Why is that when a relationship ends that the other person who hurt you tries to walk back into your life like they did nothing wrong when they just took your heart and stomped on it like it was trash. So tired of giving my heart out and it getting stomped on. For once i would like to find someone who accepts me for me and we in my life because of no other reason but they are happy and they love me. I just want to find someone to give my heart to, share my feelings with, build bonds and enjoy life to the fullest. I know i am not hot but i know that i am decent looking and all i want out of friendship or relationship is honesty so i ask you all women out there what matters to you and why, and what do you think of me, be honest, i don't care if you hurt my feelings i just want hone

Time Has Almost Come
well as most of my true friends know i have been on this site for almost 3 yrs and its been really fun for the most part have had alot of good times with most of you we have laughed joked and even cried together but there comes to a point when enough bs and shit has to come to a end for awhile so i am thinking of leaving fubar for a lil bit i will miss u all very much cause a few of you are my true friends and are what helps keep me goin in the right direction but life right now is to stressful for me and i really dont know how to handle it all to well... if i had better reasons to stay i would but i dont so i may see you around and i may not... so if i dont remember i love most of my fu family and the rest can go to hell.... love you all tabby I GIVE THINGS A WEEK TO CHANGE IF NOT IM BLOWING UP AND IM GONE !!! is this better for those of u who want me to stay ?

Shift To New Location With Professional Moving Company
Packing and Moving to new location is not an easy task. It is chaotic and time taking task that no one wants to deal with. People often get stressed looking at the difficult task of packing and moving. So they hesitate to move to new location. But this difficult, if it is done with care and planning it becomes easy and exciting. Packing and moving to new location has to be done with care and dedication. So in order to make this task easier, cost effective and hassle free it is better to take the help of professional moving company. There are several moving companies in the market that offers packing and moving services. You can shift to new location with hassle free hiring the services of professional moving company. People often try to save money by packing the goods on their own. But at the end they mess out with everything and packing becomes more stressful. People often wash out their hands with some of the valuable goods. So in order to make moving to new location easier and com

Serusily
I went to a friends store and got out of my car to go into the store. Upon getting out of the car a guy whistled at me. SERUSILY Do you really think we are going to stop what we are doing just to come over to get your number? I now I have a great ass and you whistling at me does not change this. I all ready know this. So why don't you come over and tell me you think I'm hot that I have a nice ass and ask me for you number. What's the worst that could I tell you NO. Well I guarantee that you whistling from the side lines that you will never get my number.

A Fantasy For U
so got a fantasy for u invalids a toy... surprise surprise lol so anyway i want a toy its wireless remote that sit on the clit in the girls panties i go out to dinner with a guy and when we site down to dinner before they cum to ask us what we would like for dinner i hand him the remote and let him play with it during dinner...dont think we would make it out of the parking lot...lol but i think that is so FUCKING HOT what u think?

New Guy
I'm brand new to this site, and it's kind of an unconventional layout for me. For any that rate/comment/ or otherwise, thanks in advance, and please bear with me if it seems I'm really slow to respond. Have to figure this place out first.

Some Questions I Have???
1. Why is there not more sex in the world? 2. Why do women NEED a leash on there Man? & why does the Man let it happen? 3. Why are men pigs until it come to sex? 4. Why are most women so self absorbed? 5. Where does one get a good piece of ass? 6. Why do women think that men run the world they don't if you don't believe me ask any married man that has asked for sex and hear no Hun I have a "headache"? 7. How much is to much sex? 8. Why is sex so damn messy...but if feels so damn good? 9. If sex is a natural thing then why do we not have it when the kids are in the house?...Is that not what doors are for? 10. How long can someone have sex none stop before passing out or dropping dead? 11. Why is there not movie theater so one can have sex in the back? 12. Should one have the TV on when having sex? 13. Why don't people read more about sex so they are better at it? 14. How is your Hero?

Updated Simplified Nsfw Access
My Naughty Pix Folder Includes Orginal Pix of Me and Pix of Me Doing Naughty Things with My Hubby. No false pix of naked women etc. Im gping to simplify this for everyone that wants access. It is real simple .. $10 Bling pack gets you in for a week $20 Bling pack gets you 3 weeks $50 Bling pack gets you 6 weeks$100 Bling pack gets you 6 months An auto 11 or cherry bomb also gets you a monthVIP renewal will get you access for the duration of the VIP1 month vip = 1 month access3 month vip = 3 months accessand so on a 3 day blast gets you in for a weeka 7 day blast gets you 3 weeksa 30 day blast gets you 6 weeksA happy hour gets you in for 6 monthsNew Pix Added Weekly And Include The Following: Topless Pix Lingerie~ I love Fredrick Of Hollywood Body Shots Blow Job And Much More I am posting Instructions For Each Level of Access and What It takes following this orginal Blog Entry. Thanks For Looking Kisses Eve

Where I've Been
For all who actually care to know where I've been the past 2 or 3 days....I was out sunday evening hanging with some friends and we got into a car accident....another car had hit us from behind and another on the side....I'm alright,not too messed up but I do have a broken rib and I'm just sore all over...so yeah I spent a day and a half in the hospital getting looked over and shit to be sure nothing else was wrong with me...they gave me meds for my pain....right now I'm numb on my side...pretty sure I'll start feeling it again soon but just wanted to let y'all know what was going on with me much love to all my friends and family

Straqngers In The Night
Stranger In The Night I decided to take a week vacation. I had won a week getaway to a luxurious Mansion In Savannah Georgia and desperately needed a break. On the train ride from Chattanooga to Savannah I sat across from this handsome southern gentleman. It seemed his eyes burned though me like fiery embers in the winters snow. I smiled and tried not to let it show how much his eyes intensified the burning passion I seem to have thought burnt out long ago. Part of me wanted him to speak , part of me wished I wasn't here at this moment of time. As we rode onward he never once looked away or seemed embarrassed of invading my comfort zone with his peering eyes. This excited me and made me nervous all at the same time. I felt my panties getting damp as we sat across from each other just staring. When we arrived in the train station in Savannah there was tourist bus waiting to drive me to the Mansion as I climbed on the bus the man followed. I'm thinking to myself you have

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Red Alert!!!!!!
RED ALERT! NEED RATES NOW PLEASE! RATE THE PIC OF STAR, MAIL ME AND GET 1,000 FUBUX AND A BLOWJOB (LOL) YOU CAN'T BEAT THAT (HEHE) TODAY IS THE LAST DAY TO RATE THE PIC FOR SEXIEST LEGS CONTEST FOR STAR. LET'S GET HER THIS WIN IN THIS CONTEST! IT'S A RATES ONLY CONTEST SO PLEASE DO NOT RATE ANYONE ELSE BUT STAR. WHEN YOU RATE THE PIC PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT THAT "HELLCAT SENT YOU" THE LINK YOU NEED IS IN THE BLOG COMMENT AREA. THANK YOU ALL! YOU SO ROCK!!

Dear Bridgette
Wouldn't you like to put on a perfect face of makeup and get all dressed up for your Mistress? I expect you to be dressed with your hair and face done, and in the kitchen brewing my coffee and fixing my breakfast every morning before I wake. During the day you will be June Cleaver the perfect mother and wife. After dark you will be the slutty cock sucking whore that you are…Deep down inside you wish you could be as hot as your Mistress. You want to look and feel and smell like a woman..not just a woman but a sexy hot irresistible babe who knows how to make a guys cock hard just by looking at him and licking her lips. As your Mistress I demand complete devotion adorations and unconditional dedication. Basically what all that means is you do what, when, and how I say or you get your ass beat. DON’T make Mz. Ava get all ghetto on your ass! Now get over here and worship my feet bitch, get your tongue ready to lick and suck on my feet you dirty bitch. I can see I’m

My Children's Check Up
This morning I took my babies for their check up. Took forever to get them into the cat carrier. Im talking about cats here...not humans...lol Mittens was all pissy and growly...my poor baby. She got a shot and will be going back to the V.E.T tomorrow to get her teeth cleaned. Tigger got some hair ball treatment and amazingly he lost some weight...just a couple pounds but he's still a big guy. Hmm took a nap afterwards...then i forget what else I did...uhh went to my friends house had dinner there, went to starbucks and food shopping. Tomorrow I'm going to cook up some shrimp fried rice and egg rolls... Wow..I have such a exciting life..oh yeah....i have pink in my hair...sweet..I'm more of a freak now.. I have no plans tomorrow....just dropping baby girl to the vet.... yea...

My Vow To Myslef
I will eat healthier food and work out more , I will start taking vitimans and drink soy milk and more soy products less meat less junk more organic foods and furits drink glass wine a day red wine to clean my body eat more yougurt eat way more greens

Myself
I have to live with myself and so I want to be fit for myself to know. I dont want to stand with the setting sun and hate myself for the things I have done. I want to be able as time goes by always to look myself in the eyes. I dont want to keep on a closet self alot of secrets about myself. And fool myself as I come and go into thinking that noone else will know. I want to go out with my head erect I want to deserve everyones respect. But here in the struggle for love and wealth I want to be able to like myself.I can never hide myself from me I see what others may never see. I know what others may never know I can fool myself and so whatever happens I want to be SELF RESPECTING & CONSCIENCE FREE.

Vampire's
Silent Films: Vampire of the Coast (1909) The Vampire's Trail (1910) The Vampire (1913)--Kalem film directed by Robert Vignola. In the Grip of the Vampire (1913) Vampires of the Night (1914)--Greene's Feature Photo Plays. The Vampire's Trail (1914)--directed by Robert Vignola. Vampires of Warsaw (1914) The Vampire's Tower (1914)--Ambrosia film. Saved From the Vampire (1914) The Devil's Daughter (1915) A Fool There Was (1915)--Theda Bara as predatory "Vamp." The Vampire's Clutch (1915)--Knight film. Was She A Vampire? (1915)--Universal film. Kiss of the Vampire (1915) Mr. Vampire (1916) A Night of Horror (1916)--German film directed by Arthur Robison. A Vampire Out of Work (1916)--Vitagraph film. A Village Vampire (1916) The Beloved Vampire (1917) The Vampire (1920)--Metro film. Drakula (1921) The Blond Vampire (1922) Nosferatu (1922)--German Max Schreck as Count Orlock; dir. F.W. Murnau. London After Midnight (1927)--Lon Chaney as vampire in human disguise. The Vampire (1928)--seducer,

Breaking Point
I have come to a breaking point in the last few days. It seems like the subject of making friends to dating to relationships. Everyone judges you on if you have a job, your looks, where you live. Well, what the hell happened to accepting someone for who they are and not the material things.

First Blog
Hey people. So it's been an eventful past week for me. I've been on here about a week now and it's pretty kick ass. Most of you that I've talked to are cool as hell, especially Wes =) But here in real life, one of my best friends passed away, so I'm pretty bummed about that..and on the good side, my family has sold our house, so we're ready to start having our new house built. Guess thats about it..later ppl.

Changes
See it's like this.. I am going to be making changes.. if you don't like these changes.. promptly remove yourself from my page and never return. CHANGES ARE: 1. I am moving my nudes and partially nude pictures into a "FAMILY ONLY" album. Only my family can see them. They have earned them.. 2. I am going to demand respect and what I have is earned and not given anymore. 3. To earn things from me.. means you actually have to...Here is a foreign concept.. Oh let me see.. you actualy have to TALK TO ME and not GAWK AT ME! 4. I am going to be more like these Fubarian women and make men work to see things or get anything from me. 5. I won't be ignored anymore. 6. I won't be taken for granted any longer. Sorry, you have Fubarian assholes to thank for this. Thinking women are here for their entertainment and demanding things from the women here. NOT going to happen from me anymore. If you don't like this new me, too bad. I am still going to be the nice lovable me, but it will have a

One Of My Stupid Lil Poems
The love I have for you takes me far above, I know truely I have found my one true Love.If we split up and fell apart, It will truely break my heart.Without your love I will surely die, I am sure you would move on and time would fly by.But my question will still remain, Would you even remember my name?

I Will Be The Way I Used To Be
i will accept my fate of no future and live my life the way i had for 18yrs, before i was foolish enough to act on possible happiness. i will stay in my room all day long, unless something necissary comes up. TV and the computer will be all i use for "entertainment." i most likely wont even listen to music because music is filled with lyrics that associate with love, hope, fears, anger. feelings! i wont have those anymore.along with my isolation, i will become as numb as i used to be. i have no one in my life i could possibly be with in a romantic sense so why fool myself into thinking there is hope? i wont.i wont bother my friends into making time for me because i know they have lives which include goals and dreams. i envy them so much. speaking of friends, im sure even they dont know how i could ever of had a boyfriend let alone a fiance. it truely is beyond me. i have no idea whatsoever y someone would be with me!no job.no school.no car.itll be a great way to save money to move into

Stars
So I was thinking about this thing I wrote a while ago it was really beautiful. It was like a poem about stars but it wasn’t like the poems I normally write it was a different form and it was really beautiful. Unfortunately I lost it. Its something I wish I would have held on to it was really VERY beautiful. I believe it was about what a start meant to me and how I wanted to put it in a Jar and give to my child. So I could tell her ( I know for a fact this line was in it, it was my favorite line) “ I wish I had a star in a Jar So I could give it to my child and tell them to carry it with them where ever they go, because as long as they have it they know that they can make it through because they all ways have a light and when they are scared that star will shine bright.” that is all I remember but I know it was 100X more beautiful. So as I was saying I was thinking about this and I realized the stars like any other thing on earth are inspirational. I mean really they

Pray For My Friend And His Family
a good friend of mine named daniel lost his grandfather on monday night early tuesday morning please keep him and his family inyour prayers thank you very much and if you wanna show him some love here is his link http://www.fubar.com/user/3019331

White Wall
I've sat on my couch now for many nights and just starred at my plain white wall. With 50 different thoughts passing through my mind, my emotions racing at different speeds, tears moistening my cheeks. With all the lights off and just the flicker of candles creating this calming glow against my plain white wall. I’m not thinking “why me”, I’m not pondering the “reasons for this test” and I’m not feeling sorry for myself. I’m just sitting here starring at my plain white wall. We all at some point in our lives become “numb”. For some that numbness is a defense, for others it’s a coping mechanism. For me, it’s peace. For me, it’s comfort.We all have our “sad stories” and at times we have all compared those stories. Does it really help hearing how someone else may actually have it worse than you? It may. But we all know, no matter how bad it may be for someone else; that’s them, not you.

My One Wish: Courage...
“If you could have one wish come true anything you wanted, world peace, happiness, wealth for everyone in the world , what would it be?” I was asked this question by Jeremy, someone very inspirational and very dear to me. This is my repose. I Could make one with that I knew would come true I would wish for everyone to have an amazing amount of courage. Why courage you may ask. What can that do? It can change the world! If we all had courage it would solve all of our problems. We would not be afraid to learn new things, listen to knew ideas. We would not be afraid of the differences between us, be it race, religion, or wealth. We would have to courage to stand up for what we believe, even when we think no one will understand. We would have fear holding us back from being ourselves, because we wouldn’t care what people would think. There would be no lying because there would be no fear of truth, no fear of consequence. We would not be scared to stand up for someone,

Time.........
Time can play a trick on you. Seems like it was, just yesterday I turned 18, now I am staring at 38!! Damn where did the time go? All mah babies are growing up, with the oldest being 19(RIP). When I think about my kids, I feel old. Not sure when it happened, but I grew up at sometime.

For All Of Time.....
As he watches the night, he sees her, the woman who haunts his dreams. She is slowly walking towards the cliffs, and from afar he is amazed once again by her indescribable beauty, taken back by how the pale moonlight shines over her. He can see the wind softly caress her face as her hair blows gently in the breeze. He is watching, waiting, so afraid to speak, not wanting to break the magic of the night. As she draws nearer, he feels his heart begin to break, she turns and he sees the despair on her face; he is filled with her sadness. As the wind blows again it carries the sweet sound of her sad song, with each step her singing is getting louder as each step is bringing her closer and closer to where he is hidden, closer and closer to the cliffs edge. His body is filled with fear wondering what he should do, he knows in his heart that she is walking to his death for without her he could never live; he would be but an empty shell doomed to live out his days in misery, for she is the twi

Impressionable
thinking of yours makes me forget mine how to analyze always body rejects advice especially home not easy being the dispenser never reciever of wisdom cant see straight with vision so cloudy always they seem like cool ones with private iniatives controlling the shape impressionable putty takes

Lonely
Just wish I could find someone who cares about me, ask me how I'm doing, how my day went and show they want me... Is that so hard to ask for now days some days i feel so alone and hurting... Just want to feel that warm feeling inside and feel wanted and loved....

First Blog Of This Site
Well ppl this is the first blog i have started in this site and i am going to be using it as a way to meet new ppl so if anyone is interested in making a new friend then add me but mostly this is going to be also used as a way for me to get out into the fubar commuitee

Who Knows?
Who knows the thoughts we think but us ourselves. Those tormented dreams that haunt us at night may be from bad food or a movie we have seen. How do we understand the human mind in the vastness of its space? No one can truely understand us unless they know us or talk to us. A college conversation or friends words may spark a flame in our minds and open a whole other doorway that previously had been closed. Sometimes good comes out and other times bad can spew forth. Whatever comes from the mix, it is bound to upset someone. That is why they say words cut as knives. If what our words are, hold our thoughts from deep whithin our minds; does that mean we really feel and believe them? Do we write to express our feelings and help to chase the shadows of coldness from our lives? Do we write to feel alive and try to let others understand just a portion of us? Who knows why we write but those that write themselves.

Death's On My Doorstep
Death and I are at war once more. This time my mother. I have already battled him and lost my father, grandfather and mother, to him. It is a price I pay for having yanked so many out of his grasp when I was a cardiovascular tech at a local hospital here in Tulsa. Now I am on death watch tonight. She is slipping away slowly, I hope that I can face death once more, before it is my turn, and spit in his eye.

A Day At The Beach
My heart pounds faster in my chest, It feels weak, yet pumps without rest, I'm falling away, drifting with the outgoing tide, As i sit, moving with the water, i feel myself wanting to hide. Floating there, bouncing up and down, Seeing an end to the waves, i lose my frown, Enjoying the still water, with a fresh ocean breeze, Warm, clean sunlight begins to put my mind at ease, With my mind clear, and future a big thing on my list, There is still something my world cannnot resist. It puts a smile on my face, Something so hard to replace, My happiness, it grows as the sun begins to set, I may be alone, because i havent found my one yet, Pondering, touching the soft, cool sand, I reach out longing to hold your hand. Yes you, a beauty beyond which words can describe, Not just the smile that brightens my world, but whats inside. The features most people overlook or just dont see, It makes you who you are, and that means alot to me. Now with the moon lighting my room, eyes

Fu-porn Profiles
I am thinking about starting a new file in my pics. I keep seeing default pics of women on all 4's in their undies scrollin' by. I am thinking about collecting them. I am not sure if I should include all undie shots that amuse me, or should I just keep it as the all fours pose? I prefer the all fours, cuz most of them are not the kind of women who can pull that look off, which of course is why I would wanna collect them. Should I collect all funny "sexy" pics (and caption them of course) or keep it to the all fours pose like I first thought of?

Scent Of A Woman
Just before dawn breaksThe room greyYou lie awake tranquilWith hopes of more sleepDeep breath followed by a subtle sighOnly provided a stimulating scent to take hold of youWith her back to you, she lays, still within the grasp of nights sleepStarring for a moment; taking in the sight of her silhouetted curvesBlanket cascaded along her lower back - teasing you, tempting youThe faint fog of sleep has liftedAnother deep breath followed by a subtle sighLifting the blanket, moving inYour arm wraps and pulls her inRemoving the space between youHer skin rushes the blood within youYour head pillowed by her neck melts youThe hold of her scent swells youThe squirm of her hips pressing against you, signals youHer shoulder welcomes the touch of your lipsHer body loosens within your graspYour teeth provide a pinch of desireWarranting the faint moan of your nameHer breast cradled in your handAgain her ass presses against you…leading youQuickly movingSurprising herNow you straddle her backTowe

One Song Cjanges Everything
**** It amazes me how you can be driving along just listening to the radio and you hear a song that just makes your mind click.. and you relate to it sooo much... that happened to me on my way home tonight and if you read it (if you dont already know the song) It relates to eveything... especially to me.. my new current fav song :) The Climb I can almost see itThat dream I am dreamingBut there's a voice inside my head saying"You'll never reach it"Every step I'm takingEvery move I make feelsLost with no directionMy faith is shakingBut I gotta keep tryingGotta keep my head held highThere's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be a uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to loseAin't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waiting on the other sideIt's the climbThe struggles I'm facingThe chances I'm takingSometimes might knock me downBut no, I'm not breakingI may not know itBut these are the moments thatI'm gonna remember most, yeahJust

Update 6/9/09
Hi everyone, things went well for my mom last night and today. Blood pressure is all fine, anxiety is being handled and all the test have come back with good results. Happy to report if all goes well tonight she will be home tomorrow. YEPPIE

Life
I've dreamed many dreams that never came true I've seen them vanish at dawn but I've realized enough dreams thank God to make want to dream on. I've prayed many prayers when no answers came though I've waited patient and long. But answers have come to enough of my prayers to make me keep praying on. I've trusted many friends that failed and left me to cry alone. But I've found enough of my friends true blue to make me keep trusting on. I've drained the cup of disappointed and pain and gone many days with trillions of tears shed. But I've sipped enough nectar from the roses of life to make me want to live on.

Yeah I Stole A Line What Ever
Ok people that a hardly know/don't know at all. I'm gonna let you in on a big secret... I have issues, who knew... I did. Here's my deal. I hate people. I realized this my first few days at work (ok I knew already, I just didn't want to admit it) I work at a gas station/ truck stop in a deli. And of course there is alot of dealing with people, most of the people I work with are really happy/outgoing people. These people get on to me all the time for being quite and for being a big pain to be around b/c I'm so unsocial. Tonight my sister (whom I work with) calls my mom to let her know how much everyone loves me up there but the thing is I hate almost all of them. I can't do the fake ass smile and laugh when someone makes a funny that in my opinion is not so fuckin funny. I'm not a people person at all and I want to be, but I don't think I can they annoy me??? So I have 1 friend and a boyfriend. The friend I never talk to unless there is a problem. We

Just Pure Evil!
(I added some more thought)......I think it is Just Pure Evil to hunt and kill dear or moose or any other animal for the hell (GAME!) of it WTF? Just Pure Evil. I think fishing is evil to unless ur stranded and thats ur only food. even to catch and release is evil cuz it brings tha fish pain. all hunters should be shot thereselves i wanna go around tha world and shoot em with rubber bullets and make em think twice about it. and Lucky Rabbits Foot? WTF? Just Pure Evil. wasn't so lucky for tha rabbit huh? what gives these hunters tha right to kill GOD's beautiful creatures? Just Pure Evil. if it wasn't for free will. so many animals wouldn't be killed. and zoo's don't keep animals to be cruel to em or mean. they keep em to protect them from prditors if i had tha money i would donate lots of it to the zoo's around tha world cuz i love tha work they do they are hero's in my book. they resque animals from death. some are sick and they help them get better i love zoo's. and if ur a hunter a

Want Pimpout?!?!?!
MY #1 FAM IS WILLING TO HELP OUT ANYONE THAT HELPS ME OUT. I AM TRYING TO GET A SPOTLIGHT ON EVERYONES HOMEPAGE. AND SHE IS WILLING TO PIMPOUT AND RATE PEOPLE DURING HAPPY HOUR FOR A RETURN OF LOVE. FOR 1 MILLION FUBUCKS (SENT TO ME) SHE WILL PIMP YOU OUT EVERYDAY FOR 7 DAYS ALONG WITH RATING YOU WITH 20 OF HER 11S THOSE 7 DAYS DURING A HAPPY TO MAXIMIZE POINTS FOR EVERYONE. THANKS FOR THE HELP ALL! ASH

Thank You
I just wanted to take a minute out to thank all my family, friends, and fans on here for all the love and support. These past few months have been very stressful for me at work, my personal and family life. I am trying to be positive and just taking every day as it comes. To all who have stuck by me , THANK YOU! To all who don't know me I am very easy to talk to and would love to make new friends.

Djkanan The Dreamcatchter Hes And Awesome Friend
come join my friends room he is and awesome & and great friend he is in my family plz add him if u dont have him added ,,:):):):):):) thxs so much and leave sum luv ,,,,

I Feel Like Its A Waste Of Time!
I really feel like cherry bombs and autos are a waste of time. For me I see you only move up a bit with bombing depending on of course how high ranked you are! I am not wasting my money anymore on this site seriously other than maybe a blast here and there haha

Greek God Contest
so i decided to hold a contest where you choose which greek god you want me to turn you into i will edit your picture to the maximum there will only be a certain amount of ppl that get to have there picture changed if the name is taken then im sorry you will have to choose a different one the cost to have your picture done is: 150k-weak edits250k-medium edits [not so good but not so bad]400k-high edits550k-maximum edits this will be going on until i get everyones donenow for the names aphrodite-goddess of love, lust, and beauty.apollo-God of music, prophecies, poetry, and archeryares-God of war, murder and bloodshedartemis-Goddess of the hunt and wild things, and the moonathena-Goddess of wisdom, warfare, handicrafts and reasondemeter-Goddess of fertility, grain and harvestdionysus-God of wine, parties/festivals, madness and merrimenthades-God of the underworldhephaestus-God of fire and the forge (god of fire and smiths) with very weak legshera-Goddess of marriage, women, and chil

Where To Retire
You can retire to Phoenix , Arizona where..... 1. You are willing to park 3 blocks away because you found shade. 2. You've experienced condensation on your butt from the hot water in the toilet bowl. 3. You can drive for 4 hours in one direction and never leave town. 4. You have over 100 recipes for Mexican food. 5. You know that "dry heat" is comparable to what hits you in the face when you open your oven door. 6. The 4 seasons are: tolerable, hot, really hot, and ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!! You can retire to California where... 1. You make over $250,000 and you still can't afford to buy a house. 2. The fastest part of your commute is going down your driveway. 3. You know how to eat an artichoke. 4. You drive your rented Mercedes to your neighborhood block party. 5. When someone asks you how far something is, you tell them how long it will take to get there rather than how many miles away it is. 6. The 4 seasons are: Fire, Flood, Mud, and Drought.

New Dewalt Nail Gun !
THIS IS A MUST FOR ALL THE MEN OUT THERE THAT LIKE TO BUILD THINGS New Dewalt Nail Gun The new nail gun, made by Dewalt can drive a 16D nail through a 2 X 4 at 200 yards. This makes construction a breeze, you can sit in your lawn chair and build a fence. Just get the wife to hold the fence boards in place while you sit back and relax with a cold d! rink. When she has the board in the right place just fire away... With the hundred round magazine, you can build the fence with a minimum of reloading. After a day of fence building with the new Dewalt Rapid fire nail gun, the wife will not ask you to fix or build anything else.

The Midnight Phone Call
The Midnight Phone Call A midnight phone call stirs a mother's heart like nothing else. We all know what it's like to get that phone call in the middle of the night. This night was no different. Jerking up to the ringing summons, I focused on the red, illuminated numbers of my clock. Midnight. Panicky thoughts filled my sleep-dazed mind as I grabbed the receiver. "Hello?" My heart pounded, I gripped the phone tighter and eyed my husband, who was now turning to face my side of the bed. "Mama?" The voice answered. I could hardly hear the whisper over the static. But my thoughts immediately went to my daughter. When the desperate sound of a young crying voice became clear on the line, I grabbed for my husband and squeezed his wrist. "Mama, I know it's late. But don't... please don't say anything until I finish. And before you ask, yes, I've been drinking. I nearly ran off the road a few miles back and... " I drew in a sharp, shallow breath, released my husban

New Positons !
When you are stiff and sore from sitting at your computer for long periods, it's best if you vary your position and posture periodically. We know we shouldn't sit for too long without taking a break to stretch and move around, but we forget, and then pay for it at the end of the day. In order to prevent chronic back & neck pain, here are several excellent stretches that are suggested to relieve thestress.Try one of these the next time your back and neck start feelingtight.....

The Ten Commandments Of Marriage‏
Commandment 1 Marriages are made in heaven. But then again, so is thunder and lightning. Commandment 2 If you want your wife to listen and pay strict attention to every word you say, talk in your sleep. Commandment 3 Marriage is grand -- and divorce is at least 100 grand! Commandment 4 Married life is very frustrating. In the first year of marriage, the man speaks and the woman listens. In the second year, the woman speaks and the man listens. In the third year, they both speak and the neighbors listen. Commandment 5 When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing: Either the car is new or the wife is. Commandment 6 Marriage is when a man and woman become as one; The trouble starts when they try to decide which one. Commandment 7 Before marriage, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you say. After marriage, he will fall asleep before you finish. Commandment 8 Every man wants a wife who is beautiful

Drifting
What a wonderful hesitation Who would bear to feel sorry for me Dropped another pill just to calm me Collapsed to my knees and fell fast into sleep There I was drifting Way out into the sunshine Expecting to crash but I'm tied to a string Look at me I'm a tangled puppet I might be a mess but I sure can survive Find myself awake counting sad days 1-2-3 that's too many for me Dropped another pill just to find me Reached for my hand But It was already there Then I started believin' That I fell out of a tiny raindrop That lost its way when it decided to roam Chasing me was a hungry dweller But I had escaped it by pretending to die Come follow me you won't expect the illusion You'll see, it's my imagination Hand me your eyes I will put them in front of mine You'll see a little better You'll see a little better What a wonderful destination Where I am now I can no longer see Dropped another pill just to kill me Collapsed to my knees And fell fast into sleep There I was drifting Way out into t

Random Thoughts
Now for some randomness. I love big breasts that are not full of additives. I love women with hips and ass as well. I dont even mind a little tummy on them. I love speed/thrash/death/grind music. Fuck all that radio/mtv shit. Its worthless and just geared to make money. I mean come on, Britney cant sing a fuckin note. Its all digital, and when she performs live, she fuckin lip synchs. I hate all religions. Seriously, every fucking one of them. If it works for you, thats cool, keep it away from me. I actually talk to people on my friends and family list, even if i doubt they will respond. Im a lot better at it if you pm or sb me first

Chinese Horoscope:
THE YEAR OF THE IRON DRAGON, WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD FORTUNE IN THE CHINESE NEW YEARFOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS - DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK ANDYOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T. TAKE 3 MINUTES - TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL. NO CHEATING !!!! THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME. DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT. IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY1st. Get PEN and PAPER2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW 3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS!!!!! It's very important for good results.4th. SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME DON`T READ AHEAD Otherwise YOU WILL RUI N THE FUN. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1 & 2,WRITE DOWN ANY 2 NUMBERS YOU WANT.DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?

Chicago Tribune Cartoon From 1934
Here is an editorial cartoon 75 years old! Seem familiar? Most all of us know what happened and how long it took to get things straightened out. Most of those in DC weren't even born then!Look at this cartoon from 1934 and look especially carefully at the plan of action. Remember the adage, "Those who do not remember the past are doomed to repeat it" Looks like we could be in for difficult times. Frightening. Could have been drawn yesterday. What has changed?

Getting To Know People
After a private convo with someone today it got me to thinking. I know, me thinking is a novel thing, lol. How well do we really make an effort to get to know people on here? Do we allow others to get to know us? Why does it seem like that people either share their whole life story or they give nothing away? How do we find a happy medium?

~~ Childhood Lessons ~~
The best place to be when You're sad is with your dog. Puppies still haveBad breathEven after eatingA Tic-Tac. When your mom is mad at your dad, Don't let her brush your hair. No matter how hard You try, you can't Baptize cats. If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. Reading what people writeOn desksCan get you through the test. Never hold a dustbuster and a cat at the same time. You can't hide broccoli in a glass of milk. School lunches stick to the wall.

Think Think
This will definitely demonstrate whether you have the right skills for your job (or for anything else). Scroll down ............ 1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator? Stop and think about it and decide on your answer before you scroll down.The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe, and close the door. This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way.2 How do you put an elephant into

An Elderly Chuckle
A very old couple that have been married forever are sitting on their porch one night. Suddenly, the old woman reaches over and smacks her husband, knocking him off the porch and into the bushes. He crawls back up and asks, "What was that for?" She says, "For having a little pecker." He sits there quietly a moment, then smacks her, sending her off the other side of the porch and into the bushes. She crawls back and says, "What was that for?" He says, "For knowing there was more than one size."

Do U Say Hi
I am not sure exactly what is about me that gets people to talk to me. I can be standing in a line somewhere and by the time I leaving I know everyone around me. Same thing happens when I got out. My girls are just like me. We can go into a restaurant and by the time we leave we know the waiter/waitress name, life story and waaaay more than most would care to. I talk to every one. I never look down at anyone. EVER! Everyone has their shit, their wish I wasn't here today days. It has NEVER back fired on me to talk to folks. Sometimes I shock them. They aren't used to people just randomly saying hi or asking them how the hell they are. Pffft....that doesn't phase me at all. Matter of fact I sorta enjoy the shock value of it all. Think about it how said is it that people go into a place expect other folks to "serve" them, wait on them and never even acknowledge them. How sad is it that people just pass each other and not say something. Even if they are dick heads you probably will never s

Pro-choice
Im pro choice. Plain and simple. That doesnt mean Im pro abortion or am ok with abortion. Im actually against abortion. I just figure if its going to happen, then the women that choose to do it should have somewhere safe to do it at. If your sister or daughter was hellbent on getting an abortion, and you couldnt change thier minds would you want them to have a safe legal way to do it? Or in some shithole using a coat hanger?

Gay Marriage
Let them marry. Whats the big deal? Sanctity of marriage? Fuck that. Marriage happened long before your god was created and made into the greatest scam. So you cant use religion for an excuse. Marriage used to be 1 man and however many wives he wanted. Even the bible says that. So that argument is bullshit. Jesus didnt belive in marriage anyway according to the bible. So let them fuckin marry. You dont need god or a church or a priest to get married, so why does it have to be man an woman?

Love Story Of Jen And I
There once was Jenniphur , and Natalia They had a love child, and named her Jenatalia. She grew up to be a wonderful human being wit ha leaking anus and a 8in penis. And thats why we love her

Bombing..i Was Upset When I Did It.
You know for the butthurt people who are mad I didnt bomb them..you can go fuck yourself first of all.Second,I only bombed about 15 people and didnt finish my bomb.I had a family crisis and my mom was very upset calling me crying and it was a little hard to deal with.So before you be a bitch to me try reading a person's status.Im sitting their saying Im upset and not finishing my bomb and I continue to have people beg me to bomb them.I dont mind a friend asking.I dont mind but try not to be a such a point whore for 5 seconds to stop being a dickface to someone upset.I swear I find some winners on this site.I love points..We all do but being an asshole isnt going to get you far.Then in the mist of being upset and writing this blog I get a dumbass "friend" trying to guilt trip me into to showing him my nsfw pics.If I want to show someone I will.I understand your in iraq dude and I respect you for serving our country but telling me I dont support the troops because you cant see my tits i

My Daddy
Well As We All Know Our Parents Get Older As We Do. My Daddy Is Going To Be 50 On 6-30-09 And Isnt Doing Well. Im Very Afaird That By The End Of The Year He Will Die And Ill Be With Out My Daddy.:( So Plz Keep My Family In Ur Prays

As We Walk Along
Our toes go gently into the sandYou make me so happyAs you fill my heart with gleeI look for tomorrowFor I know you share my sorrowOne day soonYou will be back at my sideStanding there watching the tideI know we are meant to beBecause you love me!!

Devildriver - Clouds Over California
Come forth for the cattle call Confront the evil river you can't control Wicked ways and venomous eyes Just human nature in disguise Lost in this world, Out on the edge With death by our sides Today I sworn that I wouldn't Mourn ya Cloud over California If that's the way it's gonna be the I'll fuckin' go it alone I'm a saint in sinners eyes Curse the clouds over California This is the call to obey Let the chaos reign! Bloodshot and weary-eyed We took you in full of sin and pride It'll take you and break you away It'll tear you apart Today I sworn I wouldn't mourn ya Clouds over California if that's the way it's gonna be the I'll fuckin' go it alone I'm a saint in sinners eyes Curse the clouds over California This is the call to obey Let the chaos reign!

Devildriver - Not All Who Wander Are Lost
Only the gods know They're looking right through you Straight into the eyes of a dead man There isn't enough hours in the day What will be seen When your world comes crashing down Staring in the eyes of a gone man No more fuckin' time left on your side, on you side All of your hopes and dreams - don't mean shit! All that's left is, now to nowhere I believe do anything at all costs You must believe Not all who wander are lost Tied to the tree of woe, so woe to you In front of the man with the dead eyes With a choir of faith there's still hell to pay Not enough hours in the day Hell of patience to be paid So who's left to wonder? In the wake of destruction, get made All of your hopes and dreams - never meant shit! All that's left is, now to nowhere! I believe, do anything at all costs You must believe Not all who wander are lost! Something, somewhere, injects the eye Texas! Nights! Defines the sky!

Devildriver - The Fury Of Our Maker's Hand
I'm just a human being A mistake made of feelings With a soul... wrapping in chains So fragile, full of pain No one knows why we are here Giving laughter and so many tears I will just do my best To keep my head above the rest No one really knows Which way the wind blows One day the tides will turn One day the fields will burn One day the seas will churn The fury of out maker's hand Man is a mistake cast out Shunned and cast down Giving life through breathe of gods W With itself always at odds The pious the preacher The liar, the creature From rock to fire The dust of man O my maker I need a savior One day the tides will turn One day the fields will burn One day the seas will churn T he fury of our makers hand The fury. The fury What will you do?

As I Sit Here I Think Of You
As I sit here I think of youI know our love is trueI know our love will holdFor our love is truly boldWe have been apartThat is the hardest partI know you must goBut soon I will followNothing will keep me awayOur love is here to stayI see you sleepingI want to hold you dearAnd I feel like weepingI know the time is nearJust remember I love youI will be faithful and trueI sit and look forwardAs we move towardThe long life we have aheadI love you my dear.

All Alone I Sit And Wait
All alone I sit and wait,As I stare down the road at fate,You know that I am here,For that you have no fear,As I sit here blue with sorrow,I know that we will have tomorrow,Your love has made me whole,And for that I have paid the toll,You asked me to wait for you,I do that for you with hopes that you will be true,For when we said I do,I knew I was meant for you,The happiness of our love,Has surely been sent form god above.I love you todayAs I will tomorrowBut nothing comes close to what I will feel forever.I love you my dear,And that will last throughout the years.

A Love Like Ours
A love like ours is so hard to findYet it teaches us to be kindIn our heartsWe are like sweetheartsI love you todayAnd that will never go awayLoving you is so rightI can’t wait to hold you through the night.

Devildriver - Hold Back The Day
[Verse] Dig deep Dig in deeper You go where only fools Fear to tread You'll find devices to kill your master Why not kill your maker instead Leave it to the ones that own you Leave it to those ones to disown you Put faith & trust in the dusk Do what you must do [PreChorus] I'm getting edgy for those departed Left all alone left still forgotten!!!! [Chorus] Miles to go and Sky's to fly Hold back the day Miles to go and Sky's to fly It's darkest before the Dawn [Verse] Claw hard now From your casket Six feet and getting deeper Should the top, soil feel Heavy It must be getting weaker Towers people build, up in life Become frail & fall to the ground Fuck them There opinion Deceiving The Honest Man!!!!!!!! [PreChorus] Always, always, darkest before the dawn.... [Chorus]

Devildriver - End Of The Line
I do declare, there's something in the air I'm burning the candle at both ends Bitter betrayals, skeleton keys Houses to haunt, well it's alright by me Rags to ruin, some foolhardy choices Some would say, not a ghost of a chance The ghosts in my mind, they're one of a kind They tell me what to do, and it's shut down you Some things are best just left unsaid End of the line, end of the line One door closes, another door closes And now you're boxed in End of the line, end of the line Feel eyes in the trees, the foreboding path The turn of the head, I hear it laugh It says "Hang 'em now," it says "Hang 'em high" When you are done, then hail to the sky I've been taught to get the fuck up To dust myself off, and to go it again The ghosts in my mind, they're one of a kind They tell me what to do, and it's shut down you Some things are best just left unsaid End of the line, end of the line One door closes, another door closes And now you're boxed in End of the line, end of the line Shit Bitt

Under Your Spell
You take my breath awayEach and every single dayYou let me know just how special I am You let me know our love isn’t a shameYour touch is so sweetYour kisses are neatYour touch is soft when you massage my feet. Your touchYour kissYour smellThese are the things that put me under your spell. Our love is as pure as a doveThat is a match that can only be made from aboveGod sent you to meSo you could set my heart freeI chose to be with youSince then I haven’t been blue Your touchYour kissYour smellThese are the things that put me under your spell. Our lives are far from simpleBut we treat our love as if we were in a templeYou taught me to careAlthough I didn’t think it was fairI was hurt in the past, But you have shown me that my future will be a blast. Your touchYour kissYour smellThese are the things that put me under your spell. I love you dear Whether you are far or nearYou show me that with you I have no fearAlthough now and then I still shed a tearI know you ar

Devildriver - I Dream I Died
- Destroy all or nothing -- I dreamed I died, ended up at the gates of Heaven - Greeted by a man Saint someone, said how's the ride son? - It's been alright, at times a little rough, why am I here? - You did alright, lived a little dark and that's alright - 'Cause we made the darkside and the rightside is to have no fear, no fear - - My whole life flashed in front of me - I saw everything that I was and what I had done - Even let me look back on some good times for a little fun - Yes, a little fun - And then I heard damn boy you done good - Did the every little thing that you could - And then I heard damn boy you done good - Damn good - - When you hear the call, bury them all - Destroy all or nothing - When I hear the call, I will bury them all - I will destroy all or nothing - When the sky opened up and the clouds parted clear - There wasn't any doubt to why I was here - And I knew I'd done a good job, the best job that I could do - So now it was time to move on, to get on, to get bac

A Loving Touch
A loving touch Means so muchYou can touch a heartWhen you are in love from the startThere has to be romanceThat I loves little danceEach day is like a raceYet it always ends in a loving embraceThe heart is not a toyYet it leads to so much joy. A loving touch means you take a chanceThe chance leads you in life’s danceWhen love blossomsEvery thing is awesomeYou welcome each dayWith a chance to sayI love you Love sometimes leaves you blueYet it always comes throughLove makes you happyOften even makes you sappy This is all part of a loving touchWhich always means so muchRemember to take the timeSpend every dimeTo always give that loving touch.

Cradle Of Filth - Nymphetamine
Lead to the river Midsummer, I waved A 'V'' of black swans On with hope to the grave All through Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when you left me A rose in the rain So I swore to thy razor That never enchained Would your dark nails of faith Be pushed through my veins again? Bared on your tomb I'm a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above unto me? For once upon a time From the binds of your lowliness I could always find The right slot for your sacred key Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discolours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, this vampyric addiction To her alone in full submission None better Nymphetamine Nymphetamine, nymphetamine Nymphetamine girl Nymphetamine, nymphetamine My nymphetamine girl Wracked with your charm I am circled like prey Back in the forest Where whispe

Cradle Of Filth - Mannequin
Burning flesh, Dripping sweat, Using them all, like the paralyzing snake, Charmed and enchanted by the babylon whore. Led to other worlds By the girls she curled within I took their skins to see Her Be my mannequin Be my mannequin I cannot remember How it was that we first met Curve of moon and haunted shore The stars were not those Heaven sent Did we come together At masked palatial Balls In silks and flesh and leather Or did we come at all? I dreamt a midnight castle The eerie song of wolves And eyes that danced with fire As they have forever more Our rites of sin Have long fathered a hymn To burden Him Whom by slip of after whim At genesis Dressed Her like the wind In Autumn gowns That pinned Her down To be my mannequin Be my mannequin Always poised on winter But never would She break My lovecraft and black witch heart That pounded in Her wake We kissed on distant balconies A law unto Her own Thirteenth dark commandment Of figures pressed to stone Turning cream with fantasie

Prelude
A figure of silver radiance stands in the centre of a large circular chamber. The stars shine down out of the heavens, like shimmering points of infinity…winking in and out of sight. Around the large, open chamber five similar figures of light, in various hues and colors, look on the first. The only sound that can be heard is the soft, gentle sway of a breeze. A figure of pale, sky blue mist stands. A thunderous roar can be heard somewhere off in the distance… "So," a melodious voice rings out, "you've decided then?" The pale blue figure regards the first in question. The silver radiance bows slightly in acknowledgement. "And You know the consequences of your choice?" Again the pale blue figure looks only at the first figure. The silver radiance nods ever so slightly, again. "And You know that once done, what you ask of us can never be undone…?" The silver radiance turns, scanning all in the room; returning to the image of the speaker slowly. Nodding sli

Cradle Of Filth - Babalon A.d. (so Glad For The Madness)
I bled on a pivotal stretch Like a clockwork Christ Bears sore stigmata, bored And as I threw Job, I drove Myself to a martyred wretch To see if I drew pity Or pretty litanies from the Lord So the plot sickened With the coming of days Ill millennia thickened With the claret I sprayed And though they saw red I left a dirty white stain A splintered know in the grain On Eden's marital aid So glad for the madness I walked the walls naked to the moon In Sodom and Babylon And through rich whores and corridors Of the Vatican I led a sordid Borgia on I read the Urilia text So that mortals wormed As livebait for the dead And as I broke hope, I choked Another pope with manna peel Dictating to DeSade In the dark entrails of the Bastille And as he wrote, I smote A royal blow to the heads of France And in the sheen of guillotines I saw others, fallen, dance I was an incurable Necromantic old fool A phagadaena that crawled Drooling over the past A rabid wolf in shawl A razor's edge to the rul

Cradle Of Filth - From The Cradle To Enslave
Two thousand fattened years like maniacs Have despoiled our common grave Now what necrophagous Second Coming backs From the cradle to enslave? Sickle constellations Stud the belts that welt the sky Whilst the bitter winter moon Prowls the cloud, dead-eyed Like shifting parent flesh Under silk matricide... Watchful as she was upon Eden Where every rose arbour and orchard she swept Hid the hissing of a serpent Libido In an ancient tryst with catastrophe Soon the be kept Hear that hissing now on the breeze As through the plundered groves of the carnal garden A fresh horror blows but ten billion souls Are blind to see the rotting wood for the trees This is the theme to a better Armageddon Nightchords rake the heavens PAN DAEMON AEAON And what use are prayers to that god? As devils bay concensus for the space to piss On your smouldering faith And the mouldering face Of this world long a paradise lost This is the end of everything Hear the growing chora that a new dawn shall bring Dan

Deicie - Scars Of The Crucifix
Impale the body, Scars of his flesh, Hung up to die on the crucifixion, Bleeding to breathe, Cursing at god... Why!!!!!!! The glory resurrection; live in wounds of recollection, Who take his will unreasoned, naivete inside soul defeated? Lascivious redemption, justify thy vile absence, Propagate his aggression as you use his words as weapons. Lies now have you lost, the worthless cause of the crucifixion. The sanctity, to hang and bleed, and in the form of a human cross. Blind by prophecy, his bible fiend, a bloody sword of his fantasy. Tried for heresy, and sacrilege, to bare the scars of the crucifix. You walk alone with Jesus, in a world of non-believers, Humiliated savior, Is thy son of heavens failure, For ever left undone, on the cross for everyone, His words of god unheard, he is dead and not concerned. God fatality, the life recedes on the cross of his sign, Finality, in search of peace, to beg and plead for the end that will be, The light descends, when suffering, impaled

Dimmu Borgir - The Chosen Legacy
Hence I will anoint And whisper wholeheartedly The creed of Hades and beyond As I succumb to inevitable sin For I cannot enslave myself With imaginary words of salvation The hypocrisy that surrounds my temple Is assisted by pretenders to the throne The winds that blow purity Signify my chosen legacy I was born to opposition A contender to creation In Sorte Diaboli In Sorte Diaboli In Sorte Diaboli In Sorte Diaboli For my sins I will ask no forgiveness For my sins They are not to forgive So never speak of me quietly Stand by my confession I voice your rebellion Against the traitor of the world I am the first creature of this Kingdom I will be the One To out live His time With the triumph of free will

Dimmu Borgir - The Serpentine Offering
My descent is the story of everyman I am hatred, darkness and despair My descent is the story of everyman I am hatred, darkness and despair Evoked and entertained through centuries Wrathful and sullen -- Dormant still The ferocity pervades everywhere Waiting to be released at last Hear my offering Ye bastard sons and daughters Share my sacrifice Share my sacrifice. My descent is the story of everyman I am hatred, darkness and despair Reconcile not with the fear of the snake But embrace it as your own Inject its venom into your veins And replant the seed that gives growth Still shrouded in mystery Until you arise above perception A veil of ignorance is in motion Continuing throughout generations (A veil of ignorance is in motion Continuing throughout multiple generations Let me be the one that deliver you from the deceit And back into perfect accordance with the laws of nature) The snake is notoriously tempting But the snake is fair What is worse than not knowing? To live or disap

Dimmu Borgir - Progenies Of The Great Apocalypse
The battle raged on and on Fuelled by the venom of hatred for man Consistently, without the eyes to see By those who revel in sewer equally We, the prosperity of the future seal Cloaked by the thunders of the north wind Born to capture the essence of The trails of our kind Zero tolerance must be issued forth Behind the enemy's line So it shall be written And so it shall be done [repeat 1st and 2nd verse] Discover and conceive the secret wealth And pass it unto your breed Become your own congregation Measure the sovereignty of it's invigoration We, who not deny the animal of our nature We, who yearn to preserve our liberation We, who face darkness in our hearts with a solemn fire We, who aspire to the truth and pursue it's strength Are we not the undisputed prodigy of warfare Fearing all the mediocrity that they possess Should we not hunt the bastards down with our might Reinforce and claim the throne that is rightfully ours Consider the god we could be without the grace Once and

Dimmu Borgir - Sorgens Kammer - Del Ii
Minnenes ekko stiller timen Kneblet i tungsinnets lenker faller jeg ifra Ikke lenger vil jeg være boltet fast i vemodighetens anker Men endelig få lengselens slukket - Etter å dra Drakk jeg for meget av livshåpets krus Tok jeg gledens forfengelighet for gitt For min strid mot tomhetens smerte - Denne dødsangstens rus Er det eneste ene igjen - Som er mitt I min ensomhet vet jeg likevel At jeg ikke har noen andre å takke enn meg selv Derfor er jeg rolig når Repet strammer rundt min nakke Stumme viner kan ei gi trøst Menigmann i gravkorets forsamling vil aldri fatte Det landet av fortapelse Jeg egenhendig skapte Denne intense dragning mot dødens portaler (Har jeg som) En vandrende studie i gråtkvalt messe-noir Behersket siden tidens morgen Men noe jeg aldri lot slippe taket - Var sorgen [English translation:] [Chambers Of Sorrow Part II] The echoes of silence sets the hour. Gagged in the chains of "depression", I fall away. No more I will be bolted fast in the anchor of "melancholy

The Street
When i was convicted, a crime for a sentense, I walked into his office visualized him in a coffin and the stiffness, in my neck's a menace; Can I get a witness on my side to testify that all my rights have not been given; Pay closer attention to my courage discourage judge and jury in the system, they never fucking listen, ignorant decision, to build another prison in their mind it's right so now's the time to take it to the street; If you know what I mean, court rooms are obscene, I'd never cop a plea, give the first degree to see that laws are lies disguised as dirty heresy. That don't pretain to me. Yeah I'm guilty. That don't pretain to me. My hands are filthy. That don't pretain to me. I take care of my own, Bitch take it to the street. When I was sixteen, did drugs like a fiend; acid, cocaine, hash & speed, beer & shrooms, meth & weed it seemed, so interesting; my friends envied bitched gave me, money, pussy, drugs for free and he, is

9 Words Woman Always Use!!
(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they areright and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five moreminutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something,and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothingusually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statementoften misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are anidiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguingwith you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a womencan make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hardbefore deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.. (7) Tha

Introspection From A Bench....
Some thoughts that went through my head as I sat on a bench, in a mall eating a McChicken Sandwich and drinking an Iced Sweet Tea. Is being an individual worth it in a world where the masses get the smoother ride? From what I could see where I sat on a bench, it seems that if you follow patterns of behavior, you seem to be happy. I have never been one to emulate patterns of behavior, at lest on a conscious level, unlike all of the various people that went by me as I sat. Some of their behaviors seem foreign (leading a girlfriend by her buttocks through the mall, glaring at other guys who look remotely their way) some were familiar (a girl seeming withdrawn in a group of lgirls that were outgoing. Not that I think I am a girl but the emotive state...) I usually did my own thing, felt what I felt, did what I did because I was being myself. Sometimes it gets to you, being outside looking in at the masses, but who ever said walking your path would be easy. I don't EVER regret being an in

How It Went
The interview for the most part felt like a conversation. I feel the DM has a lot of the same management style philosophies that I hold. She also conceded things she has to watch out for in herself that I know I have to watch for personally. For a couple of my answers she asked to pause for her to write it down becasue she really liked the idea and it had never occurred to her before. She did give great continuations along the same lines as I was iterating on other questions. I honestly got the impression that I was better informed of the company at the corporate level than she was. She started off the interview by answering one of my planned returned questions about her own history with the company. When it came time to ask my return questions I did tell her I had planned to ask that but it was already covered and then moved on to the key elements she looked for in her managers. I finished by asking her what concerns she had at this point about my skill set, qualifications,

Lunar
She watched as transparent whirls of smoke slowly danced in a crisp winter air upwards towards the sky, changing shapes and patterns like ghostly apparitions, until finally disappearing into eternal nothingness.She took a drag from a cigarette, and heard a light crackle as the amber tip lit up and let the smoke fill her lungs. She exhaled, letting out a new batch of smoke. The moon emanated its cold mysterious glow, making the snow covered field drown in an ocean of pure white.She stood there, spellbound by this creature that was looking back at her, and her only, with its featureless round face, so many light years and miles away, so distant and yet so close, keeping her company at this lonesome hour.She could sense it sending its lunar incantations into the air, pulsating with waves and invoking the spirits of the forest that stood like an inpenetrable fortress along the shadowed edges of the field.From the safety of the lit up entrance of the hotel, she wondered what creatures might

Broken Hearted Mother
its now june 9th and deanna is almost 3 weeks old and i dont know what to do....... i cant afford a good attorney to defend me so i and resorting to a public defender :( well i go to court tomorrow i'll let every one know how that went!!!

Stillness Of The Light
In the stillness of the light,She gained an insight into her life.Compassionate and caring,Always giving,She realized what her purpose was.To give her love freely,Knowing what her inner being is made of.She is a spark of light from the heavens above,She is loved unconditionally.She is here to make a difference in their lives,As if an angel was picked for them.In the stillness of the light,The holy spirit touches her.Filling her with healing light,So she can love unconditionally.Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved. Today I was rating some photos of my friend. He is a wonderful photographer and I do enjoy his work. I came across this photo and the more I looked at it, the more the thoughts came, so I wrote this poem. I would like to thank SilkeNelDer for allowing me to use the photo with this poem for the post. Go show him made love.

The Birch
birch tree, I see you stand all aloneIn a clearing, so far removed from others.You strive to belong in the woods with them,To be among your sisters and your brothersBut strong roots keep holding you down to the ground,All you can do is tilt your head and flail your armsHoping they will see your struggle, come to you,But they are attached as well, and can't abandon their realmsAs days and nights go by, you hear them whisper in the wind.You want to share your dreams at night, and celebrate beginnings of each day;But distance is too big, and they can't hear;You look at them with tired eyes, and quietly wonder what they sayThe day is coming to an end,The clearing and the forest stand in the darkYour green head is tilted down, you feel defeat,And clear bitter sap is running down your bark.You fall asleep and see the dreamsOf standing in the woods, with theirs your branches intertwine.You feel the wind caress your leaves,And bring your soul a little closer to divine.At night the clouds gathe

Kid Rock- I Am A Nutsack
I Am a NutsackI am a nutsack...I am freeWhen your boxers are forsakenI'm gonna hang off youI look up to youI'm gonna get youI'm like a fatty, I roll hard eatin chips, gettin sweatyIn a trannys mouth and inside dusty jeans babyI never was cool with James DeanBut I be hanging upsidedown with my man Slim JimI swing low like a chimpFrom 6 to 2 inches I seen my man shrinkBut now I'm humble and I can only thinkWith my tiny head a size of a shrimpSo ask no questions and I'll tell no lieI got one big ole dick and one small eyeI'm in your pants if you know what I meanAnd a soap on a rope couldn't keep me cleanCause I'm the nutsack you understandThe illegitimate son of manThe S-A-C to the D-I-KOr the N-U-T to the S-C-R-O-TAnd I'm danglinSaid I'm danglin

Seeking
I am new to this site. I would like to meet and get to know the people who use this site. I would like anyone who is willing to help me learn this site so I can get funds to start having fun with the rest of you fine people. As always their are a lot of stand up people who are well respected and lots who are worthless. I ask only those of you that the the better fine people to help me learning this site and becoming my new friends.. Send me a message so we can chat.

Is It A War Or Not ?
So why are we over here again? Well first we came over here to get Saddam and help them create a government. Well we killed saddam and we tried to help them make a goverment but they dont want our help. They just keep attacking us and its like WTF if they keep shooting at us what are we suppose to do not shoot back well thats the ROE right now. Its like should we even be over here. What is our purpose over here. I mean we havnt even done anything in the past 2 years. But for some reason the iraqis keep treating us if we dont leave their going to attack us even harder. So why dont we just leave and let them settle out their issues and what ever tribe wins sheit or suni. We come and help that one tribe. But until then lets get the F out of here. What do you all think?

Theme Song For My Life
So i took this quiz on facebook today...... whats the theme song of your life. i got foo fighters, learning to fly. the explaination seems to fit pretty good. The Lost-Soul-Trying-To-Find-My-Way type. You have been on a path, but don't know where you're going, or where you want to go. "And I'm looking to the sky to save me Looking for a sign of life Looking for something to help me burn out bright" Only you can find the way to go.. so nows the time to find it in your heart what you want and learn to fly without any assistance! the time is now, i know what i want, i know where i want to fly to, and am working on taking those steps to get there now.

New Ink
Trying to figure out what to get this weekend. Airborne wings surrounded in flames on my chest( went to jump school in july in Georgia) surround my bull skull on my right shoulder with tribal or start the tribal wings on my back ???????????????????

For Joanna..... A Great Friend
I know I can't always offer you much especially when you look at a screen. A virtual hug or words across the screen are nothing at times. Sometimes someone means a lil' more even if you never see them eye to eye. I do hope you get to feeling better, my friend.I hate to see you hurting and not able to help you. JoAnna is in my top friends and family. Stop by and wish her well, however you like. Thanks!

One Of My Hobbies
Something about running/jogging that I have come to love so much. I mean of courses it's awesome because it was one of the things that helped me to loose the baby weight from my son. But when I run I like to do it on a trail in a wooded area or the beach. I often find my mind wandering to other places and many thoughts about everything, my son, and my new love interest. It's my stress reliever, very theraputic. And I always come out of it feeling so motivated so proud of myself almost like a confidence booster. I always have to run with my music honestly without it I can forget about doing a great run. After, I always love the aftermath feeling the almost fatigue sore feeling in my legs after 6 miles it's amazing!! I used to run about 20 miles a week, but since I came home its been a challenge. I hope to get back into doing one of my loves. But soon I will be adding a jogging stroller with an extra 25lbs into the mix (that's right my 4 year old son will be coming home soon) and wont

From Deathpoet
Oh, it's you i seeflitting before my -eyes like a dream in -so hot a black corsett...How could i resist the syren call?my angel in -- I think not -and drag me off to hell or heaven if you wish -no kicking or screaming...and you know it...YOU, could make me cry -YOU, can bring me to my knees -You and your oh so feminine lines...in your corsetts...my legs shake...mouth goes dry...the wordsmythe -broken...the orator -silent...the genius -buffoon!I am your toy,your attendent,slave...You,my goddess in disguise... ************************************************** I love it and so should you ;)

Some Men
I have a little bit of an issue with men..... First of all where do you guys and you know who you are get off thinkin it is ok to play with peoples feelings? I mean really ya'll judge us by how we look. How we look is not what makes us who we are. Guys ya'll need to be for real. I mean you talk and say things we wanna hear, then when we fall for you, you turn around and hurt us. I am so sick of the games guys play. I am not only spaking for myself but other women too. Yeah, just because my name used to be Amanda The Seductress, does not mean that seducing men was my purpose. Although I would have loved to try. lol Guys we are not just put on this earth so oyu can get your happy on and forget who we are. We have hearts, and ya'll never fail to break them each and every day. I mean, heck I am married but I have the freedom to play because that is how my relationship with my hubby is. He can play too if he chooses. I know that most of the guys on here are here to hook up for fun, but you

Wish Me Luck!!!
So I'm going to a meeting tomorrow for a job doing promotions for a job. To tell ya the truth I was surprised that they even called me after the email i sent them since I mentioned that i was in a wheelchair...i thought that would be the end of it but to my surprise they still want to meet with me So hopefully I will do well in the meeting and get the job to be a club promotor Wish Me Luck Please I ask all my friends to pray that I get this job thanks :)

I Just Can't Seem To Get It Right.
Last week, my ex asked me to marry him. I said yes. I floated around on a could for a few days, but he is still not home from over the road. He's working on it he says. Trying to put together a plan to come home for good. He says he loves me and he just wants me to wait for him. I started feeling miserable again. I can't help the way I feel, and its hard to feel happy about getting married when I am still alone. We started fighting about wedding planning. He threw a fit about a pink tie. Thinks its prepsterous that I would ask him to wear one on our wedding day. Today I told him I wasn't sure if I wanted to get married. He thinks I'm being unreasonable and he told me that I am tearing his heart out. I don't know what to say.

Mark My Words.
...boy meets girl, girl likes boy. boy is seemingly perfect.. boy likes the "idea" of a girl like girl.. & typically promises not to dip out on her, but when it comes down to it, boy cant handle it, girl's "too real" for him...(get it?! yeahhh, me neither.) ...you'd think guys want girls who dont over dramatize things or girls that arent controlling, judgmental and are understanding and capable of handling their emotions other than negatively to anyone other then themselves.. (right?! ...no dude!!) it's obvious, some guys apparently like being reminded how much of a piece of shit they are on a daily basis, they need to be "mommied" or questioned everytime they do anything so much as take a shit in their own fucken house... what, are you fucken four? (still dont get it?! go figure.) they apparently like being thrown the "pity card" frm their piece of shit ex girlfriends who cant even take care of themselves, let alone their own fucken children, yet have the audacity to dictate how and

My Butterfly
My Butterfly We laid in the lush green fields On that warm summer day Watching the clouds pass buy Watching all the butterflies play I could feel our tensions rise She strokes her hand across my chest My finger tips run up and down her spine Each others lust we ingest Her body slides on top of mine Her long hair hangs down on me She sits back and slides off her dress

What
♥WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY FRIENDS TO RATE MY PICS ? WELL IM GUESSING NUTTIN CUZ THEY REALLY DONT CARE IF I LEVEL UP TOO GODFATHER OR NOT ,,, PLZ HELP ME LEVEL MY FAMILY & FRIEND,S HELP HELP HELP ME PLZZZ IM BEGGING LMFAOOO NOT REALLY I COULD CARE LESS ,, IF I LEVEL SO PLZ COMMENT.

Happy Hour
Hi ya'll Please visit my R/L best friend, StarShine, tonight, Tuesday 6-9-09 at 8PM Fu-Time, for her very 1st Happy Hour!!! (she is #1 on my friends list) PS: since most mah friends are point whores, she will also have Auto's On!! hahaha http://fubar.com/his_shine ~♥™StarShine™♥~BTYG~Owned By Texas_Guy~@ fubar Thanks!!!! Have a great day! peace baby

Well Friends Are To Be Friends So They Say Hmmmm
I SEE , MANY OF SO CALLED FRIENDS , I HAVE BEEN FRIENDS WITH REMOVE , WILL ITS A 2 WAY STREET , AND WHEN I SEE ME GONE YOUR GONE CALLED POOFED AS I SAY IM A WITCH WANNA PLAY YOUR'LL GET JUST THAT BUT MIGHT BE KARMA WITH IT DON'T UNDER MIND IM MANY STEPS AHEAD , OUTTA SIGHT OUTTA MIND , I'VE BEEN TO KIND TO SOME AND TO TRUSTING , SAD WHEN THEIR NICE TO YOUR FACE AFTER GETTING THEM BOMBS AUTO 11'S WHATEVER . SO THE BREW IS BACK AND DEAL WITH IT GET OVER IT . HAVE A GOOD DAY AS FU TURNS AGAIN LMAO THE BREW ADDING TO THIS FITS

Lmfao..weight Loss At What Cost?
So my BF of 23 years called me and we were talkin about weight loss ...she said she had tried that "Alli" stuff..and that it really worked but it causes anal leakage...so of course now everytime I se Wynona Judd (one of the spokes women for ti) I just think yeah but her ass leaks. So I was wonderin if it is just my friend that had this happen or if it really is that common of a side effect..it DOES list that as a possibility on the label...but I am thinking wow..nothin worse than a fat chick with a grease stain on her pants..

Five Finger Death Punch - Hate Me
BITCH!Its not enough, Its not enough. It never was or will be. I never had the chance to thank you For Ripping Out My Heart! Its not enough, Its not enough. It never was or will be. I never got the chance to say FUCK YOU!!! Dont wanna be your tourniquet, for minor lacerations! Dont wanna be your Romeo cause you're no goddamn Juliet! (You always did know... Just what to say... Insult to injury...)YOU JUST LOVED TO HATE ME!!! Its not enough, Its not enough. It never was or will be. I never had the chance to thank you For Ripping Out My Heart! Its not enough, Its not enough. It never was or will be. I never got the chance to say FUCK YOU!!! Youve got a gun! I've got a gun! Lets write a tragic ending! Dont wanna be this way again! Dont wanna be the one to blame! (You can have the high roads... I'll take the lows... Disguise the fraility.) I JUST LOVE TO HATE YOU!!! Its not enough, Its not enough. It never was or will be. I never had the chance to thank you For Ripping Out My Heart!Its n

K, L, Mcdonald's, N, O, P
Last night I read to Sarah and Jeffrey from a children’s book of my first one hundred animals. Every time we came to a name with a letter “m” in it the kids would point to it and say “McDonald’s” due to the way it was written so resembling the Golden Arches of McDonald’s logo. It was pretty funny, and it came after I’d changed them after we’d enjoyed a dinner of turkey bacon and salad – I had to pick up the tomatoes on my way home last night. It was really filling, and their aunt Mary and I alternated watching the kids while they rode their tricycles on a drying sidewalk. It’s been raining all weekend, and it’s looking to be overcast until Wednesday. (Watch me say that, and the sun comes out as I post it.) This morning I went to my six-month checkup. I’d forgotten to do some things to prep for it like take a blood test so my doctor would have the results to go over with me, but I passed anyway. I had

To Fu- Marry Or Not To Fu Marry
I have recently become engaged to a very handsome man.. He is my world my everything.. although i never believe when i was proposing marriage he would actually hit the accept button.... Seamus 1 Wicked 0 to my absolute shock he did, I have a feeling he did this knowing full well i expect him to run screaming.. Now it seems i am stuck with the grumpy old bastard..... Does he not know i pine for woman that i secretly lust Witchie. Does he not know that i am secretly trying convince Witchie to point whore with me... The shame in it all.. Its like the blind leading the blind but together I believe we can make it threw , her and I...... There are woman and men out there that I love to the depths of my soul does this mean Seamus will be my only one? is there no sex after love? AM i lost forever in a marriage with masturbation... Do I hit the accept button and ruin my chances of ever lusting over more men.... I am a Sinner Wicked

I Believe
I believe in Love, Romance and Fairy Tale beginnings, not endings because the fairy tale shouldn't end. I believe in Sex and Passion. That there should be some chemistry not always coming from just having a great body but a mind and soul connection as well. I believe in being with and/or seeing only one person at a time. If that makes me a prude, then so be it. How can you tell if something is going to be worthwhile if you have yourself spread out with more than one person. I believe in total trust and honesty in all things, however... if it is a little fib of no major significance to spare the feelings of someone then that is OK. I am straight forward and honest to a fault. I think it is better to have tried something once than to not have tried it at all, but yet at the same time, if you know deep down inside it just isn't going to work or it isn't worth it, then no need to put in the wasted effort. I believe in standing up for what you believe in no

Song - Smashing Pumpkins -
Send a heartbeat to the void that cries through youRelive the pictures that have come to passFor now we stand aloneThe world is lost and blownAnd we are flesh and blood disintegrateWith no more to hateIs it bright where you are?And have the people changed?Does it make you happy you're so strange?And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flameWe can watch the world devoured in its painDelivered from the blastThe last of a line of lastsThe pale princess of a palace crackedAnd now the kingdom comesCrashing down undoneAnd I am a master of a nothing placeOf recoil and graceIs it bright where you are?And have the people changed?Does it make you happy you're so strange?And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flameWe can watch the world devoured in its painTime has stopped before usThe sky cannot ignore usNo one can separate usFor we are all that is leftThe echo bounces off meThe shadow lost beside meThere's no more need to pretendBecause now I can begin againIs it bright where you are?And hav

7 Degrees Of Blonde
7 degrees of Blonde FIRST DEGREE A married couple were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning. The very blonde wife picked up the phone, listened a moment and said 'How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!' and hung up. The husband said, 'Who was that?' The wife answered, 'I don't know, some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear.' SECOND DEGREE Two blondes are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the mirror and says, 'Hmm, this person looks familiar.' The second blonde says, 'Here, let me see!' So, the first blonde hands her the compact. The second blonde looks in the mirror and says, 'You dummy, it's me!' THIRD DEGREE A blonde suspects her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she goes out and buys a gun. She goes to his apartment unexpectedly and when she opens the door she finds him in the arms of a redhead. Well, the blonde is really angry. She opens h

Maggot Flaggers!
IT'S LIKE THIS.. SOMEONE JUST FLAGGED 50 OF MY PICTURES AS "NSFW" AND I FREAKING HATE YOU..I HATE LOSERS AND JEALOUS BITCHES THAT GO ALONG AND FLAG PEOPLES PICTURES. I WISH TO FREAKIN' GOD THIS SITE HAD A WAY OF SHOWING WHO FLAGGED YOUR PICTURES, I WILL RIP THAT PERSON A NEW ONE. I WOULD MAKE THEM WISH THEY WERENT BORN. THIS HAPPENED TWO YEARS AGO, SOMEONE WENT ALONG AND FLAGGED OVER 300 OF MY PICTURES AS "NSFW", I SHOULD HAVE LEFT THEN, BUT I DIDNT. IF THIS HAPPENES AGAIN, I WILL PUT ALL MY PICTURES ON LOCKDOWN FOR NO ONE TO SEE. AND THOSE THAT LIKE MY PICTURES AND LIKE RATING THEM AND DONT FLAG THEM, HAVE THE MAGGOT FLAGGERS TO BLAME. I AM SICK OF IT. STUPID FREAKIN' LOSER MAGGOTS!!! GET A LIFE. AND GET OUT OF MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Underwear Dust
BEWARE OF THAT UNDERWEAR DUST!!!!!! One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife, 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in 'Slim Fast'. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!'His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded.The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the heck is this?' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out.He hollered into the bathroom, 'Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?'She replied with a snicker. 'It's not talcum powder; it's 'Miracle Grow'!!!!! !You guys just never learn, do not piss off the woman. My Aunt sent Me this. She has a warped sense of humor...

Holy Shit! It's Terror!
Woot! I'm back! :) To tell you the truth, I kinda forgot all about this site. Eh, it happens when you do nothing but work your life away. I've been up for a while so my mind isn't really working that well right now and even this NOS isn't helping that much. So yeah, no blog right now about my insane life. Just letting everyone (well the ones who care anyways) know that I'm alive. :D Peace out.

The Lord And The Harley Guy
A man was riding his Harley along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and in a booming voice the Lord said, "Because you have tried to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish." The biker pulled over and said, 'Build a bridge to Hawaii' so I can ride over anytime I want.' The Lord said, 'Your request is materialistic, think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking; the supports required reaching the bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind.' The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, 'Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand women; I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why

Close Your Eyes
Close Your Eyes I could see the weariness in your eyes Another long day for My Fire I wrap her in my arms her head on my chest Her in my arms I am inspired I take her by the hand lead her to a hot bath I slowly undress her and she steps in The heat of the water begins to melt the day As My Fires spirit softens within Candles light the room a soft glow Exposed skin reflecting in the light I sit My Fire up wetting d

Fubar
Well.. here I am. I decided to have some fun and become a FUBAR girl. I love the ladies.. but don't mind a stray boy every now and then. Check me out.. and I'll do the same! Ohh.. and if you ever run into me a bar, don't be afraid to ask me to get FUBAR'd with you!!!

#6
she longed for the touch of his body to feel his touch to kiss his lips and taste his tongue... as the day grew short night began to fall ... he came home from work and she met him at the door with a beer in her hand and nothing on but a smile she kissed him pasionatly the taste of his lips made her tingle inside as her body chilled from his touching of her neck as he kissed her neck down to her shoulder and back up nibbling on her ear whispering in her ear how good she smelled and how he wants to taste her sweet nectar mmmmmm she sighsssss as she takes him to the bed room that she has lit by candles black and red candles outlinded the bed that was made with black satin sheets and red rose petals and into the bathroom where she had a nice hot shower running for him to wash his tired body and to get refreshed for her to rip his manhood apart she grabbed his pants and unbuttoned them and pulled them down leaving his hard flesh exsposed she kisses him with her hot moist tongue fe

Tuesday....
I was reading today where they say the economy is getting better. Im not sure how they can say that esspecially since it took years to get us in to this mess, I will not cure itself overnight. tonight, I am thinking of watching the movie Taken and kicking back with a chat box of a very sweet certain someone. I oguth to be working on my truck, but a day off from getting mgreasy is in order. Does anyone on here like to play chess? I know most people dont think of chess and drinking, but have you ever tried it? LOL

Spotlight Pipe Dream
I was informed by a friend of mine here that once you reach Disciple, you can't bid on the Spotlight anymore. I therefore decided that I would like to bid on it, now preferably - but certainly before Disciple. Of course, any who have seen the winning bids knows doing this on one's own is a pipe dream at best - witness the winner today, 6/9/2009 is 45M+ fubucks. I would happily accept donations, but I'd rather earn the fubucks than beg for them - just the way I am, I guess. So I am asking all my Fufriends and family - what can I do to earn fubucks from you? I have no bling, not until next month. (Which KILLS me - there's a dragon bling up now - It's 3 lousy credits! *cries*), but I'll do rates and links. I'd offer the ticker - I did that already, and I need to wait a few more days to do it again... What else?No NSFW or cam shows - I don't wanrt to scare anyone, nor can I stand laughter at me (I'm very sensitive)...Any ideas? Anyone? Anyone? Bueller? Bueller? Rock on!Durham, AKA Shawn

Bbq Season
New Standard Operating Procedures Released Today - Please Learn BBQ RULES We are about to enter the BBQ season. Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime outdoor cooking activity. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine... (1) The woman buys the food. (2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables and makes desert. (3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand. (4) The woman remains outside the compulsory three foot exclusion zone where the exuberance of testosterone and other manly bonding activities can take place without the interference of the woman. Here comes the important part: (5) THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL. More routine... (6) The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutlery. (7) The woman comes out to te

Another One On Friends
Growing pains Broken chains A sad melody Falling tears Listening ears A friend just for me Reaching out Sharing doubt When life gets me down Hands to clutch Gentle touch Can turn me around Spoken words Softly heard Cognitivity Holding tight Loving light Calm serenity

Friends
Friend: that one special person who makes life a bit easier by just being there and listening to your problems and difficulties. Friendship: a special bond between two people. A bond that time cannot break. It is strong like a chain, with linking hearts.

So Much To Me
Another day is passing And still there is no word On how your life is going And who is in your world I pray you will consider These words I write to you I liked you in my life Yet maybe now it's through I don't want to see our relationship come to an end And I don't want to find our lives standing still We are moving towards the end And we really ought to wait Because God planted something special Deep within our hearts I know your life is hectic You are busy all day through My life is busy also But I still think of you I want to send my love And remind you of these things Just so you will know You mean so much to me

Forever Far
You're always in my heart, Always on my mind, No matter how deep the water, You, I always find. My memories are darkening, You're getting more unclear, I've fallen into a tunnel, But I am not to fear. Very soon we'll be as one, Together as we once had been, Filling our memory boxes, For another year of being unseen.

65 Years Is More American Than 25 Years!
Well, I thought I had my entry for the day, but I was viewing the Escapist Magazine forums, when I stumbled across this thread. Actually, I was watching Yahtzee blithely discuss Saints Row 2 on Zero Punctuation, and happened to chance across the thread by the following title: "Google Criticized as 'Anti-American' For Tetris Logo". Obviously, my interest was piqued, and I scrambled (i.e. right-clicked) to have a look. I was met with the following article, written by Andy Chalk: Google Criticized as "Anti-American" for Tetris Logo Andy Chalk posted on 8 Jun 2009 4:28 pm Filed under: andy chalk, anti-american, d-day, google, tetris Google has been criticized as "anti-American" for using a Tetris-style logo to celebrate the 25th anniversary of the famed videogame rather than marking the 65th anniversary of the Allied invasion of Normandy. Political leaders gathered in France this weekend to mark the 65th anniversary of D-Day, the largest amphibious invasion in history that s

Giving And Not Recieving
I am wonder why people ask for so much stuff then when you get something for them like say a bling pack they don't even send you one. I am not whining so i dont wanna see any bs comments. It seems everyone is out for themselves. Wouldn't common sense dictate that maybe when someone buys you something you should at least return the favor or send them something. Well anyway it seems there are alot of selfish people on here who just want want want and dont wanna give in return. Like i said im not whining im just seeing alot of it on here. Anyway i dont know if anyone will read this but who knows. I like it here but it seems its turing into a nsfw myspace. Well thanks for taking the time to read this. Have a great day everyone.

Chasing Shadows
There are too many things in this world that can cause us pain. Enough so that it’s not worth counting. A thing for every day from now until our last, and even then, one alone may be enough to fill those days without a breath of rest in between. My grandfather came back from Europe to face night after night of dreams so horrid that he’d wake up screaming, and his only respite was to drink himself into a stupor. Even that didn’t help. 50 years later, the sight of an accident where a family burned alive affected him so deeply that he refused to be sober for three days. But still he never talked about it. It was difficult enough to watch him relive the things he had seen. There were times I wanted to reach into his heart and simply pull them free and discard them. But the important things are never that simple. Are they? As awful as that was, it was still his problem. It wasn’t the people around him that made him think of it. It wasn’t the antics of those

This Is The Slaves Creed
He is Master, and i am slave,He is owner, and i am owned,He commands, and i obey,He is to be pleased, and i am to please.Why is this?Because He is Master, and i am slave this is the slave creed

Last Chance!!!
If you are interested in checking out my adult site, it is your last chance!!Today and Tomorrow (6/9 & 6/10)1 month membership!!!Over 4200 pics!!22 vids!!access to bbw-heaven.net and madskillz vids content!!I will no longer be accepting memberships after tomorrow bc i am building a new home and will have my site down temporarily after july 10th!!! so get your fix now!!!thankyou!!~kaylee kurveswww.kayleekurves.com

The Angle!
I don't know why, but have you ever noticed that most of the pictures that girls take of themselves, they hold the camera way high. Not that I mind the cleavage shots (when it's tghere), but I just find it funnnier than hell. Anyone have a theory of why they do this?

Boys
Well men seem to be after one thing these days and that is SEX!!! Which all fine but my problem is the ones who want to do FREAKY shit, and i get all this in the first meeting sometimes....UMMMMMM not all of us are on here to HOOK UP and if that is what i wanted it would not be right after meeting you....and as for you showing me your package UMMMMMM dont want to see that either...unless i ask dont put that shit out there it will only turn me off and i will not talk to you....JUST letting you all know!!!

Love
your love is the wine i drink every day. your kiss is the air i breath in . you holding me in your arms keeps me alive and safe. when you talk to me i go to place i have nver been to. i getlost in your eyes every time you look at me. i fall more in love with you every day. you are my world and i do any thing for you my love. i love u so much.

The Real Fashion Thrills
How do you define fashion thrill? I was promenading the busy Hong Kong shopping district. I dropped by a retail store to look for a good stuff of clothes intended for my husband back in my Home at Los Angeles. I stroll along and my feet lead me to a wholesale clothing shop in the famous Tsim Sha Tsui district. The store where I am standing that time was the similar store I have seen crowded with people.

"remembrance"
The air is my breath earth my body trees my clothing Do you remember? The sun is my companion my friend my lover Has he forgotten? You dig into my veins to take my blood greedily using every drop then I choke on fumes You cut holes into me fill them with your refuse then cover them up allowing the wounds to fester I shake from the pain I howl from the pain Do you feel me? Can you hear me? I bathe myself in the waters but I burn where I can't reach You used to help me You promised to take care of me I try to quench my thirst with rain but all I have are my tears Have you forgotten me? Listen and remember before it's too late

Beliefs
Many have fought wars and given their lives because of certain belief systems. While I do believe we should stand up for what we think is right, I know humanity would be much better off if we could all learn to respect others wholly. Instead of saying my beliefs are better than yours, understand that we all have different viewpoints and backgrounds that make us who we are. I think my beliefs are simple yet many have trouble grasping the entire concept, because they are not ready to understand. I believe in all religions, yet I follow none. I understand everything, but I have knowledge of nothing. Every religion is based on following a path to divine knowledge and power, yet many have become distorted. In some people allow others to govern them and decide what is right and wrong; they have given control of personal spiritual power to someone who "knows" more than themselves. In doing so, they have forgotten that we all have the power to control our own spiritual development an

Life Changes And So Do We:)
well i sitting here writting this with a broken wrist got to see the hand surgeon tomorrow, was in the middle of packing to move when I slipped and fell saturday/. Being 8 months pregnant I threw my hand out to catch my self so i would not hit my belly, luckily i didnt .. but in the fall i managed to break my wrist in to places. My 8 yr old son my self and this unborn bundle of love will be moving to north texas in just a few short days to start a life on our own, changes everything does, life changes so do we and whats important, the only thgs that are important to me right now is my kids and the new life we are getting ready to start. so with a big sigh here goes nothing both feet in jumping into the deepest water i have jumped into in along time wish me luck!!

Love Is To Not Support The Act
Not my own words, but follows along thoughts I've had. Meko Love is to not support the ACT http://www.leapoffaith.com.au/2005/05/love-is-to-not-support-the-act/ I believe that love is not about money, status, convenience, height , weight, or even gender or personality. It is all about what is real..that feeling .. that energy.. the heart and soul. When someone allows us to see who they really are underneath all of the walls of fear and illusion - this is love. The most testing is the romantic love but all love is real and once fate allows us to see a glimpse of this reality we must work to believe in it. So many of us confuse love and become chained to it or to the fear of losing it. Underneath.. deep down in our souls we are all perfectly at peace. In this place we have no fear.. no restrictions..In this place we love ourselves and everyone and everything. We feel pure joy and never feel like needing control of anything. For most of us this place is hidden to others and in our m

June 9th Update
Well, the hott and cold flashes have offically stopped and the fevers have finally broke again they found out that I had a bladder infection that they have been treating with meds... I have been doin my nightly dressing change without the iv meds and just the oral ones so that is a huge step even though instead of doin the 4 cc's they were doin by iv they are now doin 6 cc's orally but its still a huge step that i can do that part with just orals now.. The only thing I can not do yet without the iv meds is the morning dressing change when they do the pulsivac which is cleaning it out so I get the 6 cc's of meds by oral and then I get 2 cc's by push iv right before the dressing change.. I have also cut back on the pain meds a lot.. yesterday I only took 2 between the dressing changes and the day before i took 1 and before that i took none.. but it all depends on how much activitive I do during the day and if I get up in my wheelchair during the day or not because if I do i'm not use to

Both Auto 11's And Cherry Bomb Bling Come Bid Now
BabyBoy Is Having An Auction one Bomb Bling and a Auto 11's And He Is Starting It Off With A 1Mil Dollars And Ends This Saturday So Come Start The Bids Click On This Pic BeLow And Bid Bid Bid !!!!!! So Hurry And Put A Prize Or Amount on Them... They Will Go Real Fast And Soon ...........So What Are U Waiting For???????????? This Bully Was Made By : WolfGurl (repost of original by 'WolfGurlHeadProMotor@TheCage' on '2009-06-09 08:07:42')

You All Mean So Much To Me
I just wanted to take the time and thank everyone for all the well wishes. I did end up going to the hospital last night and sadly they found some abnormal test results. I will now have to take massive amounts of steroids again and will be seeing a specialist. It truly warmed my heart last night/this morning to recieve all the sweet words and thoughts sent my way. I love all of you guys and don't know what I would do without my fu friends. It just proves what I have said all along, there are so many wonderful people out there. I am truly blessed to have each and every one of you as a friend. I may end up having to have surgery to fix some of my problems and will keep you all informed. Hugs to you all!!! Amity

Improving My Overall Health
Just a brief note to say that I quit smoking last night. Along with that, I am implementing many others changes. Today I will attempt jogging again, hehe, even though some odds may be against me, it is something I have to try. I miss it and my ankles need strengthening real bad. I am diabetic and following my diet, I've been exercising here in my home as well as in the pool. I'm drinking more water. Please do this, it is the Kindest thing you can do for your body--keep it hydrated, tyvm. Thanks to all of you who are supporting me in my endeavors, I love you all to death and yep, I need ya too. Have a great day.....let's get physical peeps!

Something Once...
Hardship of time &space creates nothing except a hole; containing what was possible to believe in and the dispare of dreams. I hold on & you let go... Believing is too forget. I once wrote: "Roses may die; yet when it lived the scent carries beyond time. All can be forgotten. I still remember." Wrote 2003 by: John Belcher

Awesomely Priceless
Read the following explanation before looking at the picture!Most Syrians struggle to even read Arabic, much less have a clue about reading English.So, how does a group ofSyrian protest leaders create the most impact with their signs by having the standard "Death To Americans"(etc.) slogans printed in English?Answer:They simply hire an English-speaking civilian to translate and write their statements into English.

The Best Put Down Line Ever
THE BEST Put Down LINE EVER For those that don't know him, Major General Peter Cosgrove is an 'Australian treasure!' General Cosgrove was interviewed on the radio recently. You'll love his reply to the lady who interviewed him concerning guns and children. Regardless of how you feel about gun laws you gotta love this! This is one of the best comeback lines of all time. It is a portion of an ABC interview between a female broadcaster and General Cosgrove who was about to sponsor a Boy Scout Troop visiting his military headquarters. FEMALE INTERVIEWER:So, General Cosgrove, what things are you going to teach these young boys when they visit your base?GENERAL COSGROVE:We're going to teach them climbing, canoeing, archery and shooting. FEMALE INTERVIEWER: Shooting! That's a bit irresponsible, isn't it?GENERAL COSGROVE:I don't see why, they'll be properly supervised on the rifle range. FEMALE INTERVIEWER:Don't you admit that this is a

12moon From Saudi Arabia
"by the way go the hill...u big head...ok you stupid mind...and do not send any message to me..loser..you are nothing here ugly face lol lol..you just try and who is with you to send any thing bad ...you will see what is will happen later faker..............................." so i recieved this message today from some douche in saudi arabia. i have no idea what it means since the fucker cant even speak english. um whats up with hate mail? if you dont like me, why the fuck do you even bother visiting my page?! for real! so this person blocked me from seeing their profile and sending them back a message, i just want to know who the fuck it is. so if you could find out for me, that would be great. thanks love you all!

Considering I Am Old Yeah:)
What do you consider some perks of being your gender?-- ability to connect emotionally to others; and the way we have a "monthly" excuse to go psycho. hahaha!(agree w/ ash one this one) Would you ever get a tattoo with someone's name on it?--why hell NO!!! that shit's permanent. What occupation do you find sexy?--my job lol because most chicks don't do the construction thing and when they do only thing they get to be is flaggers lol plus I'm around a bunch of pervs all day lol Would you ever get your nipples pierced?--hell no i barely touch then and i'm turned one lol already NO! What is your LEAST favorite type of alcohol?--tequila Did you ever have tea parties when you were younger?--I don't think so actually as a kid I was a tomboy and did the whole melting the army men in the heater to kill them type of deal lol Have you ever shaved someone before?--of course i have. Do you know anyone personally who is terminally ill?--not personally now but before in the past yes What is

A True Friend
A true friend... -Accepts you as you are-believes in you-calls you only to say "hello"-doesn't give up with you-admires all sides of your personality-forgives your mistakes-helps you-encourages you to try it again-makes a difference in your life-says nice things about you-offers his/her support-understands you-tells you the truth-never judges you-explains things you don't understand-walks by your side-calms down your fears-shouts if necessary, if you don't want to listen-raises you spirit.

And She Stands Before You
AND SHE STANDS BEFORE YOU...WHAT DO YOU DO? DO YOU SEE HER OR ARE YOU LOOKING THROUGH HER TO SEE WHATS BEHIND HER? DO YOU OPEN YOUR EYES AND SEE THAT THIS WOMAN WILL GIVE YOU ANYTHING YOU WISH WANT AND DESIRE. YOU HAVE FOUND EVERYTHING YOU LOOK FOR IN ONE PERSON YET YOU DONT SEE THEM. YOU LOOK PASSED THEM AS IF THEY DID NOT EXCIST. IS SHE JUST SOMETHING TO PRE OCCUPY YOUR TIME WITH TILL YOU FIND WHAT IT IS YOU DESIRE? WHAT IS SHE TO YOU? DO YOU KNOW THAT IF YOU DONT MAKE IT KNOWN TO HER JUST WHAT SHE IS TO YOU SHE WILL SOON VANISH. ONE DOES NOT LIKE TO BE LOOKED THROUGH THEY WANT TO BE SEEN. TO BE KNOWN. AND SHE STANDS BEFORE YOU WHAT DO YOU DO??? DO YOU OPEN YOUR EYES YOUR HEART YOURSELF TO HER OR YOU STAND THERE AND LOOK THROUGH HER? ITS UP TO YOU........AND SHE STANDS BEFORE YOU.........

Perfect Love
I sit inside my head Looking out at all that surrounds mePeaceful as I reminisceThoughts, memories swirlWould I truly change anythingIf I did, would I be meFleeting moments of great happinessCountered by moments of great sorrowWishing to return to the time of innocenceAs a newborn safe in a mother's armsIgnorant of the wrongs of the worldWondering if I will ever find that perfect love again

Car Accident
Just to let all my friends know the reason why i havent been around much. I was in a car accident a little more then a month ago and i have been trying to recover. It wasnt that serious but enough to wreck my sholders and neck up. So please be patient i will be back on full force soon i hope! Much love to my friends. Lucy

Just Want To Make Sure My Friends Are(please Read On)
i had to change my privacy setting in (PROFILE VIEWABLE TO EVERYONE OR FRIENDS OR SALUTES REQUIRED)...U KNOW THAT BUTTON...sorry don't mean to yell at u..but i wanted to make sure u knew what i was talking about...=) i changed my setttings friends only can see my profile and i want to make sure that u are still seeing my profile and pics....i met to do that while back...im going to try this for awhile and wants to know from other people using this setting ,do u like it? thanks have a nice day

Beautiful By Lifehouse
Finally here, won't stay too late.I want to feel you, I need to hearyou.You are the light that's leading me to the place where I find peace,again.You are the strength, that keeps me walking.You are thehope, that keeps me trusting.You are the light, to my soul.You are mypurpose, you're everything.chorus:And how can I stand here withyou, and not be moved by you?Would you tell me 'How could it be any betterthan this?'yeah...You calm the storms, and you give merest.You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fallYou steal myheart, and you take my breath away.Would you take me in? Take me deepernow.chorus (x2)'Cause you're all I wantYou're all IneedYou're everything, everything. (x4)chorus (x3)Would youtell me 'How could it be, any better than this?'

Officers
Josh[myself] (Founder) http://fubar.com/jboogie23 Lauren (Co Founder)http://fubar.com/laurenelizabeth DragonFairy (Manger of Members)http://fubar.com/bisexualwiccan Nuggz (Area 4:20) http://www.fubar.com/user/226284 they don't really mean anything just people who have shown lots of support. more people will be added. so please don't feel left out. make sure you add these awesome people!

Killer Cricket Caught!!!
All right, As most know I had a crazy weekend filled with friends/ family in town and birthday parties, all went well and they all found it extremely hilarious that I STILL have cricket! So Saturday, Im driving around getting last min. things for the bday parrty.... and Some how I inadvertently left a pack of diaper wipes open in the truck....... guess what was in the box when i came out of the store?!?!!? You bet ya CRICKETS! I was soooooo excited! In the middle of the parking lot i slowly and quietly took the box of wipes outta my truck and turned them loose on the hot asfault..... THEN .... I smited them with my flip flop. *sighs with content* SO i think i found away to get rid of them,,,,, all friends and fam laughed at my happiness, and so did the crickets..... None of them will get in the wipe box again.... SO im stuck with i think 5 ... untill i find a way to kill them all. Ps, the upskirt no pantie shot Seamus sugeted ... didnt work. 6/11/09 SO the wet s

You And Me Lifehouse
What day is it? And in what month? This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all other people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words You've got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to prove And it's you and me and all other people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you There's something about you now I can't quite figure out Everything she does is beautiful Everything she does is right 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all other people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you and me and all other people with nothing to do Nothing to prove

Rain Breaking Benjamin
Take a photograph, It'll be the last, Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here, I don't have a past I just have a chance, Not a family or honest plea remains to say, Rain rain go away, Come again another day, All the world is waiting for the sun. Is it you I want, Or just the notion Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around Safe to say from here, You're getting closer now, We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be Rain rain go away, Come again another day, All the world is waiting for the sun. Rain rain go away, Come again another day, All the world is waiting for the sun. To lie here under you, Is all that I could ever do, To lie here under you is all, To lie here under you is all that i could ever do, To lie here under you is all, Rain rain go away, Come again another day, All the world is waiting for the sun. Rain rain go away, Come again another day, All the world is waiting for the sun, All the world is waiting for the sun, All the world is waitin

The Begining
As many of you know i started a group called Plaid Mafia. I only had two rules, one help out the other plaid members and two no drama. Its obvious that no one could follow the rules. It wasn't even like most groups where they make you add it to your name. Im not the kind of person who tells people what to do. With all this being said I am going to give it another try. This time i am not making pictures for everyone. If you want one you can ask and i'll make it when i have time. I'm not asking you to add it to your name this time around either. I Just want you to comment this blog saying you want to be a part of Plaid Mafia. Your more then welcome to add it to your name. If you need help with leveling or rates let me know and i'll see if i can get more support this time around. one more thing i ask for is if you see a new member you are not already friends with please add them...makes things slightly easier. please make sure you add me! and my two other officers! Laur

Push - Matchbox Twenty
She said I don't know if I've ever been good enough I'm a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in And I don't know if I've ever been really loved By a hand that's touched me, well I feel like something's Gonna give And I'm a little bit angry, well This ain't over, no not here, not while I still need you Around You don't owe me, we might change Yeah we just might feel good [chorus] I wanna push you around, well I will, I will I wanna push you down, well I will, I will I wanna take you for granted, I wanna take you for granted Well I will She said I don't know why you ever would lie to me Like I'm a little untrusting when I think that the truth is Gonna hurt ya And I don't know why you couldn't just stay with me You couldn't stand to be near me When my face don't seem to want to shine Cuz it's a little bit dirty well Don't just stand there, say nice things to me I've been cheated I've been wronged, and you You don't know me, I can't change I won't do anything at all [cho

Listen, The City Speaks.
the fog rests above the bodies of water, suspended, waiting for night when it can creep outwards engulfing the streets, stations, and skyscrapers. it moves along the city spreading its haze, distorting ambition, and blurring destinations. from above our faults cannot be detected, our mistakes go unrecognized. but on the ground, scars reveal our misfortune, testifying our demise. the train doors do shut so suddenly. scattering friends from one another and separating lovers without care. the tracks are long but the train is fast. the platform's shot and you're too late. so you can bang on all the windows or throw yourself onto the tracks. but the train has no conductor- no time nor sentiment for your loss. speeding over your dead body it will move onto its next stop. but wait, and another train will come for you. and if you are in luck someone will be there, waiting, when you get off. so cross your heart or hope to die- the sliding doors just shut! will you cross the yellow caution line,

Grain Of Salt
my face shows far less than i would have it.i desire to be hardened more quickly then life permits.there's a comfort, a softness, some happiness left.visible lessons i still need to be taught.now, then hurry up and teach me. for uncertainty slips by too slowly and satisfaction can't find its way to my head. please let me grow wiser, take the gleam from my eyes. so that the dim shallow spheres, may match my insides.

Happy Hour 7pm June 9th
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Would You Join A Contest?bling Pack /vip
I am thinking about hosting a contest, It will be a rate and comment contest drama free elimination conetest plz let me know if you are interested. thinking about prizes of a 35 credit bling pack and or a vip

What And Why
I once thought I knew somthingI once wondered if maybe I missed somethingFear is in the beat of the heartcontrole the heart control the fearso is that what I hear?agendas are written on little pieces of paperor can you store this one in your mind riddles and tricks are what little agendas are made ofbut proof of that thery is what people are made ofspeak out loud and do not lie its harder if your looking god in the eye money and power are the enchanters that make all ask why so what did i miss what do i know and why

Step It Up
THE CANDY SHOP CONTESTS CLOSE TOMORROW WEDNESDAY 6/10 AND WINNERS WILL BE ANNOUNCED ON FRI. 6/12 THIS IS THE CONTEST I HAVE BEEN ASKING YOU ALL TO RATE FOR CHRISSY, IN THE SEXY BBW. YOU HAVE ALL SO ROCKED IT!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!! SHE IS IN THE LEAD AND HAS WORKED HARD TO GET THERE ALSO. GO CHRISSY!! YAY!! NOW, 1 MORE THING I AM GOING TO ASK OF YOU BEFORE THE CANDY SHOP CLOSES THE CONTESTS. YES THEY ALSO HAVE A SEXY LEGS CONTEST GOING ON AS WELL. THERE ARE 2 LADIES IN THE FRONT AND I AM WANTING TO HELP 1 WIN THIS! IT CAN STILL BE DONE WITH THE TIME ALLOWED!! SO, PLEASE GO RATE HER PIC ALSO!! PRETTY PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE!!! ON THIS PIC PLEASE LET HER KNOW THAT I SENT YOU TO RATE IT! OR MAIL HER TO LET HER KNOW, WOULD BE EVEN BETTER!! TYSM!!! PLEASE!! NO DOWNRATING OF OTHERS! THESE CONTESTS ARE BASED ON THE TOTAL AMOUNT OF RATES. YOU DOWNRATE ANOTHER, YOU ARE ONLY HELPING THEM!! SEE THE COMMENT AREA FOR ALL LINKS YOU NEED AND AGAIN, THANKS SO MUCH!! HAVE A GREAT DAY!!

Travel And Coming Home
every time i leave to go to some base for work i usualy have to go for an extended period of time sometimes i am without internet and i am not online for extended periods whenever i get back i notice that some of the people on my friends list have deep sixed me if you do not understand that i am not ignoring you i am just doing my job then take me off your friends list now sorry if i sound harsh but this is starting to bug me

Houseboats In Kerala – Unique Accommodation For Holidays In India
Sandwiched between the forested Western Ghats and the azure Arabian Sea, Kerala is one of the most popular holiday destinations in the India. Thanks to its breathtaking beaches, backwaters and hill stations, it creates truly perfect ambiance for a memorable holiday. Travellers from all over the world visit this beautiful state of India quite in good number. Vacationers have wonderful opportunity to explore amazing tourism opportunity during their holidays in Kerala, God’s Own Country. Beach tourism, heritage tourism, backwater tourism, hill station tourism, village tourism, nature tourism, medical tourism, monsoon tourism, etc are prime elements of tourism in God’s Own Country. Accommodation facilities in Kerala are excellent. There are several resorts, hotels and guest homes in the state offering excellent accommodation and great Indian hospitality. Almost all popular beach and backwater destinations of the state are dotted with resorts, hotels, spa resort, ayurvedic res

Shimla Tour Ideas
Shimla is one of the most beautiful hill stations in India. It is situated in a beautiful Indian state of Himachal Pradesh. Once the summer capital of British Raj today Shimla is the capital city of Himachal Pradesh. Fondly described as the “Queen of Hill Stations”, it is one of the most popular holiday destinations in India with lots of catchy attractions, picturesque landscapes and more importantly cool & cheerful climate. It is an ideal place to beat the heat of scorching sun. It is a favored destination for family vacations, honeymoon vacations and Himalayan adventure & sport activities. In this article I am trying to give information about ideas for Shimla tours and vacations. There are many ideas that can make your Shimla vacation memorable to cherish for lifetime. Natural Wonders: The beautiful small hill town of Shimla is full of nature wonders. Scenic surroundings, postcard-perfect landscapes, lovely lakes, gushing waterfalls, gorgeous meadows, panoramic views of

Love
So you can see exactly what I look like go to YOUTUBE search for "josemrmusic"pick the video named "I Still Love You" its a video of me playinglive on 26st in Miami Beach performing a song I wrote call "I Still Love You"to save your time and mine please note I don't have a car and I have a catMy name is Jose I'm 5.11" 220lb white Latin male 62 yrs young,brown eyes short brown hair balding on top. I'm an American citizen,right now I'm staying in Kendall with my sister and my cat, I'll be here untilI find somebody. My son is 22 works and lives on his own I'm ajeans and T shirt kind of guy. I strongly believe in God, but not inreligion, but I respect all religions.I'm not financially secured, However I have zero debt. I just retiredI'll get $800.00 a month to contribute to the relationship, thenI can do musical gig and or fix computers to make extra cash this is my plan.I'm an amateur singer songwriter, I play guitar and keyboards, I'm avegetarian ( not vegan) but you don't have to be on

A Few Things To Say To You! A Song (still Working On It )
Girl I just got a few things to say to you, because in your heart you know it’s true. I would give my best to you, if you just let me prove to you, that I’m the only one for youBut when I look in your eyes, girl it’s no surprise, I see so much pain inside.But I’m just not like the rest of them, I’ve got no games to play an gotta to say.That if you need then I’m here, to make all them tears disappear Girl I’m not making any promises, and I’m not goin to lie to youI know I’ll make you mad; I might even make you sad But girl you know if I do, I’ll do my best to make it up to youCause you know my heart is true and I got so much love to give to you I know I can’t get you everything you want, but I want to be everything you needAnd girl you know that, I want you by my side, and I just can’t hide all these feelings insideAnd girl I just want to kiss your lips, every time I make you smileI just want to run my fing

Lost Within A Stromy Night
Lost again within the dark confinds of my own mind I do set night by night and ponder why Though I know the stars are there up in the sky I do not see them twinlking though I seek to find The moon continues is monthly faze Each night it slowly passes true But to mine eye it’s a constant new Not like before when it did amaze Darkness fills my thoughts Like clouds before a strom So I set and watch it form While my heart slowly rots For the pieces never fully mend Even though I try to put them right So I try wi

The Right To Dawn.
Another handroll on the back porch.Tall grass that looks and scratches suspiciously like wheat crawls up my bare ankle, as a pup once named damn it strolls the lawn bounding and pouncing on imagined terrors, and rolling with her eyes in the back of her head and her tongue flopped out one side like something possessed I listen to the chirp of dawn birds, the crackle of the sedimented cartlidge in my hands and arm.As I rub that dullness akin to petrification I follow another line, a new sinew trapsing off into a faded lightning bolttributaries of puffed pink flesh firm and numbwhat a peculiar weave of scars my body has become. Like a roadmap of car crashes, tumbles, brawls and falls.Strange that such a cautious and devout pacifist can trace so many streams and trickles of a desperately violent past.I'm suddenly very tired... and very aware of how deliberately timid I have become.Perhaps too soon, perhaps for the right reasons.Its like... putting a muzzle on a flamethrower.Its still a w

Staff
Looking to being part of an awesome lounge staff? Come check out the Plaid Mafia Lounge! Always looking for new members and a kick ass staff! Apply within or check with Lauren the lounge owner Lauren's Link http://fubar.com/user/1156311

Milk N Honey
exhausted babeyesu want anythingno answer i turn to gomy luva takes me n their arms smothers me with kissesbabe its readymy luva steers me to the bedroomsets me down on the bedtakes off my boots n socksmy cuffed jeans slides them down takes off my panties plays wit my hairstakes off my top n brawater just the right temp o how i love my luvamy luva helps me in the bathoooooofeels soooo goodi sit down let the milk n honey soothe meoooooo feels sooo goodbabeyesu readynot yet, wanna soak jus a while longerthe candle glowin soft scent of cherryoooo my love u know wat i likethe music the sweet sweet musicbabeyesu readyyesmy luva cums and starts with my feetwashes rubs kissesthen up my leg to my thigh cleaning massaging feeling soothingboth legs donetakes my arm kisses my fingersrubs my handsmy love how i love urubs my arms cleans my arms massages my armsO how i luv wrappin them around my luvawashes my back my neck my crackmy luva washes my ass scrubs till it glistensmy luva washes my pu

The Hangover
Opens over here in the UK on Friday, but I got into a free preview last night. HELLA funny. And it has a fat gentleman with a beard who is slightly odd, which totally speaks to me, cos like, I'M a fat gentleman with a beard who is slightly odd. There's a naked asian guy, and a tiger, and Heather Graham gets a boob out. If you like naked asian guys, tigers or Heather Graham's boobs, this is the sort of film for you. Also, lots of jokes about feeling a bit ill and not remembering anything, and a funny bit with a doctor giving directions. I liked it, you might too.

Creation
A very special section of Plaid Mafia has just been created for proud stoners, by a proud stoner... but u dont have to be a stoner to join, just spunky?? nothing big, u can sport the AREA_4:20 tag along wit your Plaid Mafia tag if youd like, but no requirements ofcourse... basically for fun! brought to you by your hommie Nuggz, proud sporter of AREA_4:20! ENJOY! dont forget to stop buy Nuggz page and say hi -NUGGZULLA, the one and only.... nuggz link http://fubar.com/user/2262824

You Probably Don't Wanna Read This.....
So... Here I am... Wondering why I try to please the people that I do... And not focus more on the people who deserve my attention, devotion, friendship, love, understanding, and just plain caring ways... I work my ass off to make the people in my everyday life happy... and what does it get me? Heartache, Confusion, Less Friends then I would like to have, and just plain emptiness... I don't know what to do about anything anymore... (NONE OF THIS IS MENT TOWARDS THE PEOPLE I LIVE WITH)... Just seems like I can't make anyone happy... I have lost 3 very near and very dear friends to me... 1 Because I refused to give him a number ... another one cause he is the boyfriend to the first one... And 3 cause I am just not there for her like I should have been... But you know what? With all the shyt I am dealin with in my real life... I can't be there for everyone... I have my mom coming at me from one side... the law from another... court from another and my kids .. I am fuking surrounded..

Endings
Everything has a beginning. Everything has an end. Well, almost everything. Some endings never end. Some endings are instantaneous. It’s just over. Done. Finished. You know it; you accept it; you grieve or you don’t, depending; you move on. Sometimes, you aren’t that fortunate. There are sudden deaths; and there are slow, agonizing declines that are excruciating to everyone. There are sudden departures; and there are slow, agonizing exits. There are harsh words, angry shouts; and slamming doors; and there are frosty silences that drag on and on as you wait for the other shoe to drop. But however it arrives, when the end comes, it is just that. The end. But sometimes, when an end comes, the heart won’t let go. It doesn’t matter how many times the brain says stop feeling what you feel, stop wanting what you want, stop hoping for what will never be. The heart keeps feeling, wanting, and hoping. Hoping. Hope can be the cruelest force on Earth. The Proverbs say that hope defe

Finding That One Person That Completes You
As a child you learn of a soul mate…a person made perfectly for you, your two souls become connected as one and are destined to be together until the end of time.Through adolescence you grasp on to this idea of a soul mate, believing you will someday find the one.But after much heartache and many rivers of tears, this notion you’ve held onto for years begins to fade.As time goes by, day by day, year after year, you move forward, accepting of your failures and proud of your successes…until that day.This is a day like any other, it begins no differently than yesterday and the days before, but it is a day that will change you forever, a day that the magic and fantasy of a soul mate becomes real.For each of us it happens differently…the holding of eye contact, an introduction, a smile. Regardless of how it began, the moment is unforgettable. It was a magical moment, frozen in time, the surroundings, the smells, the feeling you felt. The rush of warmth through your body

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I GIVE YOU ALL I HAVE UNDER THE BUS I GO, I STILL KEEP GIVING MORE IT'S THE ONLY THING I KNOW. NO ONE ELSE STAYED AND WAS THERE EXCEPT FOR ME, I GUESS IT MEANT NOTHING A WASTE OF MY ENERGY. I WAS THERE WHEN YOU WERE MAD I WAS THERE WHEN YOU CRIED, I GAVE ALL MY TIME TO HELP NOT SURE NOW WHY I EVEN TRIED. WHAT COULD I HAVE DONE MORE TO SHOW YOU THAT I I CARE? YOU CHOSE THE WRONG PERSON I WASN'T TREATED FAIR.

Relationships
OK HERE GOES I KNOW IT'S BEEN AWHILE WELL I GOT SOME SHIT I NEED TO GET OFF MY CHEST. IM SURE THIS IS GONNA BE A LOT OF PEOPLE OUT THERE THATS GONNA AGREE WITH ME ON WHAT IM FIXIN TO SAY. FOR ONE DONT TELL ME U FUCKING LOVE ME WHEN U DONT JUST BECAUSE U THINK THATS WHAT I WANT TO HEAR WELL YEAH I WANT TO HEAR IT BUT I WANT U TO FUCKIN MEAN IT TOO....SECOND IF YOU PLAY WITH MY HEART U JUSS CONDEMNED YOUR ON LIFE CUZ I WILL MAKE UR LIFE A LIVING FUCKING HELL.....3RD I WOULDNT DARE TELL U I LOVE YOU IF I DIDNT MEAN IT....AND JUST TO LET U ALL KNOW NO THIS ISNT A GUY OFF HERE THIS IS SOMEONE I REALLY CARED ABOUT AT ONE POINT IN MY LIFE BUT FOR SOME REASON HE HAS CHOSE NOT TO BE WITH ME CUZ HE WAS HURT 5 YRS AGO WELL U KNOW WHAT THE SAY NEVER TAKE SOMEONE FOR GRANTED HOLD EVERYONE CLOSE TO YOUR HEART CUZ U MIGHT WAKE UP ONE DAY AN REALIZE THAT YOUVE HAVE LOST A DIAMOND WHILE U WERE TOO BUSY COLLECTING STONES...WELL THIS GUY IS GONNA REALIZE I THINK A LITTLE TOO LATE THAT I COULD OF BEEN HI

[the 50 Foot Shark]
Damndest thing really, I was reading an internet post about a script kiddy playing at blackhat... *sigh* no I'm not going to explain that, and I felt this urge to make a game, a quest out of hunting that person down and eliminating them from what infamy they thought they had. I thought, well, that's out, what else can I do? And it only just now really occured to me that I've always had a 50 foot shark, a fantasy novel. Good night.

Healing
Well everything on me has finally healed! I have been back to the gym twice after an 8 week boring rest! The only thing left is my broken toe...I should have taken the anger management courses sooner! Tonite I went to my oldest son's Graduation from HS, there were 1400 students in his class! It went on forever. except for that one moment, they said his name, he took his diploma and looked for me in the massive crowd!!!! Yes, I've complained about the money he has cost me, but that 15 seconds was worth it! I am the MOM!

A Pray For Rocio Arce (mom)
Hi dear friends. I'm asking every one to say a pray for my best friend ROCIO ARCE (mom) and her family. She pass away today 05/08/09 about 4pm. I'm so sad for myself, I have one lest best friend in this world.

Wanna Own Me?
hey hey hey. follow this link and bid on me please. you may have to copy and paste. But it is greatly appreciated. Just check me out! :] http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=884347&albumid=1672350&i=1958018820

Help! Sos
Ok I got here about 10 minutes ago and omg I am so confused. I have no idea what this site is or how to manuver around it. I consider myself a quick learner but this time I am frazzled. I feel like im drunk for real cause I don't know how to i m anyone or send an email or whatever the hell you do here. Is there anyone that can literally school me on this? Cause if not I'm outtie.

A Real Scumbag
I thought I met a good guy on this site and he turned out to be a fucking son of a bitch prick. I was talking to this guy and he was nice to me and everything and we would talk for hours at a time and he would call me all the time also. Now mind you he did live in another part of the country from me. We were talking on how we were going to meet one day. And tonight.. he signs on and tells me he all of a sudden met this women from where he lives and they had drinks and he slept with her and that she digs him and he digs her. He just went for a walk tonight and this all happened. What kind of a fucking asshole was this guy? How can someone just all of a sudden go for a walk and say he met some neighbour in where he lives and they just fuck and he is into her after one day when he was talking to me for 1 month and telling me this and that and above all telling me he LOVES me and used the words " I love you". Am i ever going to meet a decent guy who doesnt want a piece of ass? I am a do

Love. Broken Hearts.
Love. Broken Hearts. -=- Written by Thully -=-It hurts when you treat me this wayThis feeling is not meant to be like thisI trusted you and you tore out my heartWith indecision you have cursed my fateYou say I Love You as if it is the windThe promises you have mentionedAgain and again you said those thingsBut it was just hot air until the endYou know that a person is treating you unfairlyUntil another gentleman comes into playThey hurt you, they mistreat youBut you stay. You're still living... barelyI offer you a means to an end a way outI can tell you many things and many optionsYou and I are both are very excitedThen you change your mind, a different routeWe have stayed up for weeks on end talkingWe would cover all of our boundariesCover all the topics from music to gamesWe would do this together while walkingWe never spared a single story or a detailTogether we would conquer all we knewThe things we shared in and experiencedWere proof together we could never derailNow you have chose

Life
MY LIFE HAS BEEN SO HARD FOR 41 YEARS. HERE LATER I HAVE FOUND THINGS GETTING WORSE. EVERYTHING I ATTEMPT TO DO HURTS MY BODY SO MUCH, I THINK I MAY HAVE SOME TYPE OF CANCER. IF SO I DON'T WANT TO KNOW. I HAVE THE BEST CHILDREN A MOTHER HAVE AND THE MOST WONDERFULLEST GRAND-DAUGHTER, EXPECTING THE SECOND GRANDBABY IN NOVEMBER. I AM IN A RELATIONSHIP IT HASN'T BEEN THAT EASY BUT THEN AGAIN NO RELATIONSHIP IS EASY. I MISS MY DAUGHTER AND GRAND-DAUGHTER SO MUCH I HAD GOTTEN USED TO SEEING THEM EVERYDAY BUT KNOW I'M LUCKY TO SEE THEM ONCE A WEEK. BECAUSE SOME PEOPLE HAVE TO BE BITCHES. BUT I'M DEALING WITH IT AND I WILL HAVE THE LAST WORD.

Insanity
Insanity is the greatest gift never having to sift through purpose or meaning being crazy is so freeing of the soul and the mind it lets you escape the simplest bind is it me or is it them who, what, where, why and when who gives a fuck anyway no one is here for an intermitent stay hate me now, love me then you know we will be here again take advantage of your freedom make this place your insane kingdom its your choice, grab and take hold or let them lead you and let go take the backroad or the highway I'm stuck in this deadend and here to stay.

Im Up For Auction! Come See What I Have To Offer!! :)
Nothing to fancy at the moment.. Just wanted to let you all know im up for AUCTION! If you are interested in bidding on me and owning me for 1 month click on my auction pic. :) **IF PIC LINK DOES NOT WORK PLEASE COPY AND PASTE LINK INTO WEB BROWSER** http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=884347 albumid=1672350&i=738724262&idx=2#1379802354 Thank you plz repost.

Dj Shooter
COME CHECK OUT DJ SHOOTER AT RED DRAGON'S REALM..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE COME!!

One Day
You feel like you're falling backwardsLike you're slippin' through the cracksLike no one would even noticeIf you left this town and never came backYou walk outside and all you see is rainYou look inside and all you feel is painAnd you can't see it now[Chorus]But down the road the sun is shiningIn every cloud there's a silver liningJust keep holding on (just keep holding on)And every heartache makes you strongerBut it won't be much longerYou'll find love, you'll find peaceAnd the you you're meant to beI know right now that's not the way you feelBut one day you willYou wake up every morning and ask yourselfWhat am I doing here anywayWith the weight of all those disappointmentsWhispering in your earYou're just barely hanging by a threadYou wanna scream but you're down to your last breathAnd you don't know it yet[Repeat Chorus]Find the strength to rise aboveYou willFind just what you're made of, you're made of[Repeat Chorus]One day you willOh one day you will

All We'd Ever Need
Boy it's been all this timeAnd I can't get you off my mindAnd nobody knows it but meI stare at your photographStill sleep in the shirt you leftAnd nobody knows it but meEveryday I wipe my tears awaySo many nights I've prayed for you to say[Chorus]I should've been chasing youI should've been trying to proveThat you were all that mattered to meI should've said all the things that I kept inside of meAnd maybe I could've made you believeThat what we had was all we'd ever needMy friends think I'm moving onBut the truth is I'm not that strongAnd nobody knows it but meAnd I've kept all the words you saidIn a box underneath my bedAnd nobody knows it but meBut if you're happy I'll get through somehowBut the truth is that I've been screaming out[Repeat Chorus]I should've been chasing youYou should've been trying to proveThat you were all that mattered to meOh you should've said all the thingsThat I kept inside of meAnd maybe you could've made me believeThat what we had girlOh that what we had, w

Line In The Sand
The line is being drawn through my heartAnd we're conceiving fires through our thoughtsAnd you're just like meAnd You're just like meThis is everything I wanted to tell youI'm still in love with everything about youAnd I feel the wreckage from everything you doAnd I'm tired of still waiting...If I told you the truth nowWould you still leave and take my heart?And I still feel ugly. You're ugly just like meWhen I show you the truth now would you still leave?Will you ever change? But I still feel emptyWill I always lose this game?This is everything I've wanted to show youI'm no longer scared of anything about youI lived through the damage of the heart you took from me And I"m tired of still wantingIf I told you the truth nowWould you still leave and take my heart?And I still feel ugly. You're ugly just like meWhen I show you the truth now would you still leave?Will you ever change? But I still feel emptyWill I always lose this game?

My King
I WISH YOU WERE CLOSER I NEED YOU TO TELL ME YOUR THOUGHTS I CAN FEEL YOU FROM HERE WAVE AFTER WAVE CRASHING INTO ME I CAN TOUCH THEM WITH FINGERTIPS WATCH THE LIL RIPPLES IN ITS WAKE I ACHE TO FEEL YOU CLOSE TELL ME WITH WORDS OF TRUTH DO YOU NOT FEEL ME CAN YOU NOT CLOSE YOUR EYES SEE ME SMILING DOWN AT YOU MY WINGS WERE CLIPPED SO LONG AGO ALL I CAN DO IS APPEAR IN YOUR THOUGHTS WISHING I COULD TAKE FLIGHT ONCE AGAIN SO YOU WOULD WAKE UP NEXT TO ME FAR FROM THE PAINS OF THIS WORLD ID TAKE YOU WITH ME SHOW YOU WHAT IS IN MY HEART OFFERING YOU MY HAND WILL YOU NOT TAKE A CHANCE WITH ME WHY TOSS THEM ALL ON THINGS YOU DO NOT KNOW YOU KNOW ME SO WELL WE WERE ONCE LOVERS IN A PLACE WE HAVE LONG FORGOTTEN YOU WERE

Well Paint My Face Yellow And Call Me A Banana!?!
Yeah Been one of those days. Had a blast from my past sort of slap me in the face today... No need to go into the VERY long and convoluted drama filled story. All I can say is that it brought back some very painful memories. But it also brought with it some glimmer of hope. Just a glimmer, but a glimmer nonetheless. It's been 10 years. Yeah 10 long years. But time is closing in. Wish me good thoughts. I'm gonna need it.

Half-truisms
One is for envy, and one just for spiteThe cuts in my heart, they show in your eyesDon't make it betterThe twisting knife turns all by itself onto someone elseYour self-liberation will leave this behindBeyond swings and arrows, there ain't alibi (?)Don't make it betterShake it off, it never mattered anywayIf we don´t make it aliveIt´s a hell of a good day to dieAll our lives that shines strongOnly lasts for so longAnd it´s ashes to ashes againShould we even try to pretendOur lives that shines strongOnly lasts for so longThe banner you're waving is burning in redIt's blocking the sunlight, that shines overheadYou against the worldDiamonds and pearls, voices inside the...Watch the city burnYour own liberation will leave them behindOn the swings and arrows, there ain't no alibi ???Don't make it betterBreak it 'cause it never mattered, anywayIf we don´t make it aliveIt´s a hell of a good day to dieAll our lives that shines strongOnly lasts for so longAnd it´s ashes to ashes againShould we

Reading And Bed
I figured I'd write one last blog before I went to bed. I'm dead tired, but I had some news I wanted people to know. Not that a lot of you care, but this is huge for me...well, for my oldest boy. Today started his summer reading thing for school. He's suppose to read 20 minutes every day. And every day that he reads, he has to color a square. They say if he does this, and turns it in on the first day of school, he'll get something. They didn't say what it was, but oh well. He's 6 and anything that's given to him is wonderful. I mean it...just tonight my stepdad gave him a plastic container that had dip in it, so he could catch lightening bugs, and he was so fucking happy. Anyway, I knew he could read, small words. And I figured I'd have to "work" with him on some of the harder words. Nope, he read straight for 20 minutes. Mind you it was all in different books, but he did it. He was so proud of himself too. The boys' dad came over this evening to see them, while I was bowling, and

Stupid Boys...
My face stained with tears of hopeless fears, starting over again. Why did i trust myself in some one elses hands? Like a viscious cycle over and over, a shattered mirror glued back together. it's psychotic to let yourself repeat something destructive. so why do i? every time it happens gets harder. will this continue forever? it can't or i'll die. I'm so confused. It's so complicated. This mess my life's created. Everything sacraficed. for what? or better yet why? so i can be let down and lied to, left empty inside? Fuck trust! Fuck love! they don't exist in my life...

New Items
hey everyone amanda and i have begun the launch of her new creative business please come on over and check us out shes trying to support herself while going to college at roane state and is doing what she loves ... designing fashion acessories this is her link im working on something for fubar but i need help could anyone put it together for her? thanks http://www.myspace.com/slaughterkraze

Number 3
She had been planning this day for over 7 years. She remembered back to the day she received the phone call and offer for the position of maintenance at the San Quintin State Federal Prison. Of course "maintenance" was a pretty word for hazardous waste clean up. For years she had done everything from clean up blood soaked cells after fights to endlessly cleaning up after the pigs they call guards. Funny she never would of thought out of everyone she came in contact with that the guards would be the worst. Degrading her, ordering her around as if she was a nobody. Today was going to make everything worthwhile. She had watched meticulously the behaviors of both inmates and guards for months she finally had the highest access of security clearance allowing her into every block in the massive prison. Working nights had allowed her to explore and observe every aspect of her favorite block, Death Row. Tonight with zip ties in hand, her hair tucked up under her hat and dark Dickie's

This Week And Last Weeks Floral Arrangements Dedicated And Inspired By...
My mommy *grinz*. She's the little shit on the right *bigger grin* I so ♥ her! She hated when we tried to take pics of her..this is one of three...my bro just got back from Hawaii in this pic... last weeks floral... This weeks floral... Thank you to everyone who has bombed my ass ...

I'm Yours For The Taking
im urs for the taking i close my eyes and for a split second i felt you touching me all over breathing on my neck ever so softly... whispering into my ear what exactly ur plans are for me... sweet temptations forbidden indulgences im urs for the taking.. our mouths grow closer hearts beat together bumpbump..bumpbump...bumpbump pulses race fire ignites and i reach out for u i open my eyes you're not there

Chuggalug!!!!
So the tea and vodka and the moon mist and vodka were annihilated within 10 minutes... so I'm damn drunk. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. I got to spend the day with my bookins. I love him! Yeah yeah yeah.... I need more fu-friends... send 'em my way!

Painting The Stars
I am a professional painter in Upstate Ny, I have just finished painting the house of Stephen Lang. He is a Hollywood actor. He has a movie coming out w/ Johnny Depp in July. It's called Public Enemies.He is also in a new movie called Avatar. Look him up. His family just moved to Kinderhook, NY. How cool is that. I also painted the house of Dr. Shaw who operated on Christopher Reeves after his accident.

Life
Life The most important thing I have learned in life is nothing is more important than being happy & having a sense of humor. Follow your dreams and your bliss always and no matter what anyone tells you and be sure to be happy along the way. Because happiness is not attained from achieving your goals, it's the fuel that propels you toward them! And there is too much serious shit in this world not to laugh at all of the absurdity of it! Such as the dynamics of sex and male to female relationships. Surely GOD has a twisted sense of humor to play this joke on us! Besides have you ever seen a platypus I rest my case! Don't think you know me from 1000 words on a page...this is only the tip of the iceberg, only one facet of me, the part I allow you to see at this particular moment in time.

Random Thoughts
Has anyone tried to get a mouth-ectomy? I think I am a prime canidate for the first proceure. Trust me I don't need it anymore. I actually have been told it's infected. Foulness and bile tend to spit out more and more these days. And it is inflammed with sarcacm. I think nerve damage has also set in because what I mean to say comes out as the exact opposite. Seriously! Talking to me sometimes is like playing chess with a 2 year old; the actions make no sense and is usually more meesed up afterwards. And if a piece does end up in the right spot, trust me it wasnt an intentional action. So anybody who needs this procedure lets start a spupport group. the Brain 2 Mouth Group-B2MG ( got a better name?) My son said it best; "I know it in my head. it gets messed up on the way to my mouth." -Brillant and simple statement

Wasted.
I'm feeling great. I'm going to be starting a poem section, so if you're interested in poetry, please read and comment. I've been writing for YEARS. Yes, I am drunk. 3 rum and root beers, 1 tea and vodka, and about to have 1 moon mist and vodka. Deeeeeeeeeeeelicious :]

Voodoo2
10:20ish pm I just tried making a 'stash' thing from Photobucket, but I deleted it because I don't think it worked. (AKA I don't think I did it correctly) It's okay though, it's just a few more pix I had on there, that's not on here. I can just upload them onto here, but I dunno if I want to.

Let Me Tell You About This Guy I Know
so with all the recent point whoring I almost forgot I was wanting to blog about this guy Philemon. He was nice enough to buy me in an auction a while back. He also blinged me straight to Godfather the other day. So I think we should all just take a moment to talk about how much we love/hate/want to make out with him. Go!

Ugh The Drama Of My Ex
WHAT GIVE YOUR EX TO BRING THERE NEW GF IN THE MIDDLE OR YOUR BUSNESS.... CAN SOME BODY TELL ME THIS..WELL SHE WANTED TO START SOME DRAMA WITH ME I PUT THE B&%$# IN HER PLACE... FOR ONE YOU ARE NOT MY SONS MOTHER AND NEVER BE THERE MOTHER....SO BEST STEP OFF

Nice Guys...
Some guy once told me nice guys always finish last. I think he should have tried being a nice guy once. It's simple what girls want, Realy it is. We want a guy to be good to us and give us the world. Just some of us like to have to work for it a bit. It's kinda like a movie, Ya know one of those really good ones with lots of twists. You stay on the edge of your seat, waiting in anticipation for whats about to happen nex. If the plot was revealed at the begining, think of how boring the rest of the movie would be. So it's not that we don't want a "nice guy" We just want mystery & challenge & romance. Yea can't forget the romance! And we just don't want it all up front. We want the curiosity and build up. We want the feeling the world stopps every second we spend together. So for all the real nice guys that just don't get it. Remember to keep us on our toes & we'll fall into the palm of your hand...

Calling All Writers
And the day came when the risk it took to remain tightly closed in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to bloom. Anais Nin One of my favorite inspirational quotes I would like to share with you. I found this saying one day while reading some material about writing. Reading about writing, Ha. Trying to clarify my thoughts and feelings and getting them down in black and white I found is not an easy task and indeed, what a task or risk it is. Throwing it all out there for everyone to pick and ponder at. Anyway, I hope to be posting future blogs about my writing experiences along the way and hope to get some feedback from my fans, friends, and any other "wanna be" writers out there and maybe get a support group started. Send me a message if your interested. Thanks and happy blogging.

About Me
If any of yous didn't know http://fubar.com/user/377378 is my account, but it's abandoned. _____________________________ With that being said, the question(s) that baffle alot of ppl's minds is why I've never dated or had anyone. The answer is a couple of things. One, is that I have to be sure I can handle it. Another is that Im admiting I'm too busy trying to find mS. Right, because I don't want to waste my time. Now there's a start for ya... I have seen alot and have experienced alot in my years leading to my late twenties. I am very visual and Im a watcher, and I have learned from mistakes that I have made and others. It's made me a stronger person. I came on Fubar as a 'safe' means of flirting and mingling with girlfriends. I keep my list short so I can better attend to those special to me. I have safe habits I eat healthy, my addiction is moretheless Vault soda I LOVE IT* not cigarettes, weed ganja or all everyone's crap so I say it. I'm not nor was ever out to win a '

Love
So I kinda love this girl. Her name is Cris.She's real damn special to me.She has the prettiest eyes and smile.And I own her boobs. What more could a girl ask for?She sends me the cutest pictures,which are usually the highlight of my day.But yes. I love my Cris.Just thought i'd share that with you. :) Oh! And my MisterFeets is back. Yay!!

First Writing In 16 Years
this cannot happen. how can this be?this doesn't happen. Not to people like me!How could I lose it? When did it end?Can I start over..can I try this...again?it didnt come with instructions, or a little notenot on the net or even a how-to to quote.Do I work too much? maybe work more.Tell me how to tend this wound... this open sore.maybe I'm broken with no hope for a cure.then why do I stay here what the catch? whats the lure?Oh God push either way off the the cliff or to soft groundAnythings better than gagged and boundtossed in the dark with a blindfold of hopeor denial, just a way to cope.Either way I am tired, my reservses are gonebut God knows this, He provides strength..will give me my song"So get up Damn You! Youll never understandThat as long as I have your hand You will be stronger. You will prevail!"Cause it's not about me, I just tell the taleof a weak man who pushed on to give reasonto the next one who goes through this season.I am well with that.

Total Loss Of Mouth Control...
Has anyone tried to get a mouth-ectomy? I think I am a prime canidate for the first proceure. Trust me I don't need it anymore. I actually have been told it's infected. Foulness and bile tend to spit out more and more these days. And it is inflammed with sarcasm. I think nerve damage has also set in because what I mean to say comes out as the exact opposite. Seriously! Talking to me sometimes is like playing chess with a 2 year old; the actions make no sense and is usually more meesed up afterwards. And if a piece does end up in the right spot, trust me it wasn't an intentional action. So anybody who needs this procedure lets start a support group. the Brain 2 Mouth Group-B2MG ( got a better name?) My son said it best; "I know it in my head. it gets messed up on the way to my mouth." -Brillant and simple statement

About Me ... The High Priestess
I am a High Priestess of the Tarot. It explains who I am, and why I am the way I am. I am here to fulfill a role, a role determined by the blueprint of my spirit and all that it needs to accomplish in this life. I am here to fulfill my role as God's child, in accordance with my agreement with Him before my arrival here, in the family that was chosen to receive me. We all have our own beliefs and mechanism to achieve our goals, goals meant to be achieved here on Earth, in order to free our Spirit, in pure form, upon the spirits we touch whilst on our journey here. Fighting our FEARS. False Evidence Appearing Real It has been a fascinating journey for me, to find out who I am and what I am here to do. Leaving me now free to act upon my being and who it is. The journey thus far has given me many teachings about relationships and the way man and woman relate to one another. The war we fight, man vs woman, when in all reality we are fighting against the opposite sex within our