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Smooth Criminal
As He Came Into The WindowIt Was The Sound Of A CrescendoHe Came Into Her ApartmentHe Left The Bloodstains On The CarpetShe Ran Underneath The TableHe Could See She Was UnableSo She Ran Into The BedroomShe Was Struck Down, It Was Her Doom Annie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OKAre You OK, AnnieAnnie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OKAre You OK, AnnieAnnie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OKAre You OK, AnnieAnnie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OK,Are You OK, Annie (Annie Are You OK)(Will You Tell Us That You're OK)(There's A Sign In The Window)(That He Struck You-A Crescendo Annie)(He Came Into Your Apartment)(He Left The Bloodstains On The Carpet)(Then You Ran Into The Bedroom)(You Were Struck Down)(It Was Your Doom) Annie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OKAre You OK AnnieAnnie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OKAre You OK AnnieAnnie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OKAre You OK AnnieYou've Been Hit ByYou've Been hit ByA Smooth Criminal So They Came Into The OutwayIt Was Sunday-What A Black DayMouth To Mouth R

You Are Not Alone
Another day has goneI'm still all aloneHow could this beYou're not here with meYou never said goodbyeSomeone tell me whyDid you have to goAnd leave my world so cold Everyday I sit and ask myselfHow did love slip awaySomething whispers in my ear and saysThat you are not aloneFor I am here with youThough you're far awayI am here to stay But you are not aloneFor I am here with youThough we're far apartYou're always in my heartBut you are not alone 'Lone, 'loneWhy, 'lone Just the other nightI thought I heard you cryAsking me to comeAnd hold you in my armsI can hear your prayersYour burdens I will bearBut first I need your handThen forever can begin Everyday I sit and ask myselfHow did love slip awaySomething whispers in my ear and saysThat you are not aloneFor I am here with youThough you're far awayI am here to stay For you are not aloneFor I am here with youThough we're far apartYou're always in my heartFor you are not alone Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'And girl you kn

Random Thingies
Shit gets personal, are you ready?Depends on the circumstances.Cocaine, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, ecstasy, k, peyote, mushrooms, opium... How many have you done?3Does anyone not like you at the moment?Definately..I'd fart on them.When was the last time you got complimented, and what did they say?Just a few minutes ago..and nunyaHas anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?Yeah a fewDo you hate being home alone?I love it just not for prolonged periods.Plan on getting drunk or high tonight?I hate alcohol.Can you last in a relationship for 3 months?Been at it for a lot more than that.Do you hate it when people smoke around you?SometimesWould you be more likely to fail Science or Math?Math Have you kissed one person more than 20 times in 09?on the lips?Has anyone ever told you they liked you in a really sweet way?No not really..never actually.Are you under the influence of anything at the moment?CoffeeDo you REALLY love ALL your family?Not at all.Are you one of those people who

Man In The Mirror
I'm Gonna Make A Change, For Once In My Life It's Gonna Feel Real Good, Gonna Make A Difference Gonna Make It Right . . . As I, Turn Up The Collar On My Favourite Winter Coat This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind I See The Kids In The Street, With Not Enough To Eat Who Am I, To Be Blind? Pretending Not To See Their Needs A Summer's Disregard, A Broken Bottle Top And A One Man's Soul They Follow Each Other On The Wind Ya' Know 'Cause They Got Nowhere To Go That's Why I Want You To Know I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways And No Message Could Have Been Any Clearer If You Wanna Make The World A Better Place (If You Wanna Make The World A Better Place) Take A Look At Yourself, And Then Make A Change (Take A Look At Yourself, And Then Make A Change) (Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na, Na Nah) I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish Kind Of Love It's Time That I Realize That There Are Some With No Home, Not A Nickel To Loan Could It Be Really Me, Pretending That They're Not A

Dear Santa
Dear Santa, I've written you for three years now asking for a fire truck. Please, I really really want a fire truck this year! Love, Joey Dear Joey, Let me make it up to you. Christmas Eve, while you sleep, I'm gonna torch your house. You'll have more fire trucks than you'll know what to do with. - Santa Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, What, and ruin that hot affair your dad's still having with the babysitter? He's banging her like a screen door in a hurricane, son! Let me get you some nice Legos instead. - Santa Dear Santa, I left milk and cookies for you under the tree, and I left carrots for your reindeer outside the backdoor. Love, Susan Dear Susan, Milk gives me the shits and carrots make the reindeer fart in my face. You want to be a kiss-ass? Leave me a bottle of Jaegermeister and a couple of Cohibas! -Santa

If Only Dreams Could Come True
Tonight as I struggle to sleepAll I can do is think of youWanting to hold you in my armsAnd make sweet love to you.Tears slowly cloud my worldAs I hold my pillow tightWishing you were beside meTo make things right.I cry myself to sleepHaving dreams of youYou lying beside meAnd cuddling me too.We looked into each other's eyesAnd that's all it tookA night of passionate loveWe could have wrote a book.I've never felt more lovedThan I did this one nightIt was just perfectAnd things felt so right.Then I felt my pillow dampThe tears had fell like rainI realized you weren't thereThen I felt the pain.Once again, Only a dreamThat had seemed so realThe tears now unbearableWill my Heart ever heal?

Leave Me Alone
Aaow!-Hoo Hoo! I Don't Care What You Talkin''Bout BabyI Don't Care What You SayDon't You Come Walkin'Beggin' Back MamaI Don't Care AnywayTime After Time I Gave You All Of My MoneyNo Excuses To MakeAin't No Mountain That ICan't Climb BabyAll Is Going My Way ('Cause There's A Time WhenYou're Right)(And You Know You MustFight)Who's Laughing Baby, Don'tYou Know(And There's The Choice ThatWe Make)(And This Choice You WillTake)Who's Laughin' Baby So Just Leave Me AloneLeave Me Alone(Leave Me Alone)(Leave Me Alone)Leave Me Alone(Leave Me Alone)(Leave Me Alone)(Leave Me Alone)Leave Me Alone-Stop It!Just Stop Doggin' Me Around(Just Stop Doggin' Me) There Was A Time I Used ToSay Girl I Need YouBut Who Is Sorry NowYou Really Hurt, You Used ToTake And Deceive MeNow Who Is Sorry NowYou Got A Way Of Making MeFeel So SorryI Found Out Right AwayDon't You Come Walkin'-Beggin' I Ain't Lovin' YouDon't You Get In My Way'Cause(There's A Time When You'reRight)(And You Know You MustFight)Who's Laughing B

Love Quotes
1. If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be. 2. If you love someone you would be willing to give up everything for them, but if they loved you back theyd never ask you to. 3. If you judge people, you have no time to love them. 4. Two souls with but a single thought, Two hearts that beat as one. 5. Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye.

They Don't Care About Us
Skin head, dead headEverybody gone badSituation, aggravationEverybody allegationIn the suite, on the newsEverybody dog foodBang bang, shot deadEverybody's gone mad All I wanna say is thatThey don't really care about usAll I wanna say is thatThey don't really care about us Beat me, hate meYou can never break meWill me, thrill meYou can never kill meJew me, sue meEverybody do meKick me, kike meDon't you black or white me All I wanna say is thatThey don't really care about usAll I wanna say is thatThey don't really care about us Tell me what has become of my lifeI have a wife and two children who love meI am the victim of police brutality, nowI'm tired of bein' the victim of hateYou're rapin' me of my prideOh, for God's sakeI look to heaven to fulfill its prophecy...Set me free Skin head, dead headEverybody gone badtrepidation, speculationEverybody allegationIn the suite, on the newsEverybody dog foodblack man, black maleThrow your brother in jail All I wanna say is thatThey don't r

Flagpole Issues
SPECIAL EDITION, Dec 4, 2009Share this:Legion to support WWII veteran's fight for flagpole. `We will pay his legalbills if necessary,' says National Commander.WASHINGTON – The American Legion has joined the fight being waged by a Medal ofHonor recipient against a Virginia homeowner association's demands to remove aflagpole. Col. Van Barfoot, 90, a World War II and Vietnam veteran, was orderedby the Sussex Square Homeowner's Assocation to remove the flag pole from hisfront lawn after he flew the U.S. Flag on Labor Day and Veterans Day. Theassociation is claiming that the flag pole is not "aesthetically appropriate.""The association underestimated the fight left in this elderly veteran and nowthey have to contend with the determination and persistence of Col. Barfoot's2.5 million friends in The American Legion," said National Commander Clarence E.Hill. "Col. Barfoot has hired legal counsel. The American Legion is prepared tohelp with the expenses and fight these disgraceful actions

Need Someone Close To Brownsville Tx
I need a small bit of help. I'm trying to find someone who is in or near Brownsville Tx. Who can do me a HUGE favor. I didn't get to Philidelphia quick enough. So I either need to find someone in Brownsville or fly there myself. There will be reward for what I need done. I need some one with a camera to take some pictures for me. It will be easy and not hard to do. This means a lot to me. So if you know anyone who can help let me know.

Dixie
This is hard, so it's going to be short. Dixie died this morning. Whatever happened with the seizure yesterday just appeared to be too much for her body to handle. She just a took a few deep breaths when she layed down and just stopped breathing.

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Sounds Dirty...
10 Things that Sound Dirty at Christmas... 10. Did you get any under the tree? 9. I think your balls are hanging too low. 8. Check out Rudolph’s Honker! 7. Santa’s sack is really bulging. 6. Lift up the skirt so I can get a clean breath. 5. Did you get a piece of the fruitcake? 4. I love licking the end till it’s really sharp and pointy. 3. From here you can’t tell if they’re artificial or real. 2. Can I interest you in some dark meat? 1. To get it to stand up straight, try propping it against the wall.

Santa A Woman?
THE TOP 15 *OTHER* SIGNS SANTA CLAUSE IS ACTUALLY A WOMAN: 15. Santa *remembers* it’s Christmas. ‘Nuf said. 14. Reads children’s letters in office instead of in bathroom. 13. Never explains what exactly you did to deserve that coal in your stocking; if you have to ask, maybe that’s the problem! 12. Employs little people in a sweatshop and co-hosts TV talk show, “Regis and Santa Lee.” 11. Despite the closet full of red coats with big black belts, *still* insists she has nothing to wear on Christmas Eve. 10. “Mrs. Claus” wears work boots, has a crew cut, and drives a ‘68 El Camino. 9. A man simply would not care if you were naughty or nice. 8. Actually seems to shake like TWO bowls full of jelly. 7. Bowl full of jelly, my ass. It’s water retention. 6. Constantly whining about equality until it’s time to clean out the reindeer stalls. 5. Matching shoes and belt? Only a woman would accessorize a pantsuit like th

School 1959 Vs 2009
Scenario 1: Jack goes quail hunting before school and then pulls into the school parking lot with his shotgun in his truck's gun rack. 1959 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack. 2009 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario 2: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1959 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2009 - Police called and SWAT team arrives -- they arrest both Johnny and Mark.. They are both charged them with assault and both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario 3: Jeffrey will not be still in class, he disrupts other students. 1959 - Jeffrey sent to the Principal's office and given a good paddling by the Principal He then returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2009

Pass A Smile
I smile when I am shy I smile when I want to cry I smile when I am sad I smile, when I just go mad I smile when I am envious I smile when I am very jealous I smile when I am happy I smile when I feel shaky I smile when I am emotional I also smile when I act abnormal I smile when I am overloaded I smile when I miss my beloved I smile when I think something I smile when I think just nothing Do you know why I am smiling? When I smile at you? Dear, I think it’s a very tough question I asked you! ! Never mind whatever be the reason behind my smile, Dear, just pass me a smile, at least I feel good for a while Missing the way you make me smile and brightens my day

5am Truth
Once again I am up at the ass crack of dawn,Letting my mind wonder through past events,present situations and what the future holds,as the T.V stops on this show Cheaters, In which I start laughing at the open intro just because the host reminds me of a nosey realative that is just to eager to get dirt on his uncle or step-father..Honestly as I watched the show simply because there was nothing else on at 5am I started to wonder why do these people cheat on their partners..Ive been cheated on twice before never wanted to know why just dropped it and left yet everytime I see it they always cheat lower.. They have this beautful/Handsome succseful, careing person at home and they get cought cheatin with the town skank..or on cheaters their cousin. It left me puzzled dose that mean most people have just become that greedy and have come to feel that they are intitled to whatever they want? I remember my grandfathers and other old schoolers teaching how to get a date, how to tre

George Carlin
Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years.

That Which Has Not Been Dealt
The truth of two hearts Spoken in the Darkened hoursBetween the meeting of Rise and SetStarlight carries all the UnsaidUntil all that is...existsfor what is not spokenmay never beand what has has always been What a bliss to lingeramongst the Known and Feltnot having to embracethat which has not been dealt

Betting Blood
I am somewhere between death and rebirthI am the one who took my last breathRefusing inhalationKnowing that I would encounter heavenOr you would stop me from ceasingBut you let me dwindleAnd I found no heavenWhen there was no body to house meAnd no world to surround meThere was nothing to distract meFrom the denials I have been embracingWhat a fool was IBetting blood on fairytale endingsI will renounce the brothers grimForget the words “happily ever after”Just breathe life back into meGrant me rebirthAnd for it I will never leapNot for the idealistic or the quixoticForever carrying my mistakeIn the breaths that I take

No Death Just Dying
I dreamt you died I was left standing, On every lie; My mind surrounded me With tangible pain; I dreamt… I wept, Wept ‘til I held no more Then the rain lent me its tears And for all the tears, I drowned No one else, just I When I awoke There was no death, Yours; nor mine But the tears lingered on my face And the pain lingered in my heart While you live and breathe I am dying under the weight of you and me

The You You've Always Been
Look in the mirror See the person you want to be Punch through, to the real you Ain't that a Bitch Let the blood trickle Carrying Heart's secrets Let them flow from you... cover you No skin to hide the you you've always been no way to get it back with in

Death Of An Egg
A friend and I sat on a wall Until one day he fell a great fall And I sat and watched As he cracked and broke Thinking how he’d laugh at the joke People came from far and they came from near They came from there and they came from here They gasped and they cried As they watched the men try And they tried, and tried, and tried But the glue wouldn’t stick And the pieces wouldn’t hold It was quite a disaster that did unfold Now I sit on the wall, and I cry and I pray ‘Cause I know that will be me someday I sit on the wall, and I cry and I pray Because I am wasting away Wasting away watching over your grave

Crumbs Of Love
maybe i'll love you tomorrow but tonight i'm letting you go i have been waiting these hours waiting for you to show but you havent, oh no you havent the chairs are off the floor and the bar is empty now i could wait some more but why, i'd still be alone i will walk the long way home being Gretal with crumbs of love praying they get eaten so i can never return maybe this love is a weed pull it and it will grow back but tonight i am going to pull it i dont want it i want to be alone no more ghosts just alone no more shadows just alone maybe i'll love you tomorrow but tonight i'm letting you go

Letter To My Soul Mate
I want you to know I haven't given up looking for you girl, I'll keep searching every town and city in the world. You're always there for me in the corners of my dreams, I don't know what to tell you cuz there are so many things. Maybe I could start off by saying that I'm trying hard, and on my road to becoming a man I've come really far. I'm glad your not here right now to see me this way, it's been nothing but hardships and heartbreak today. But I wont give up on turning my book to a new chapter, I'm searching my soul and digging up my own bright rapture. Because when I see you baby girl I know I better be smiling, otherwise I'll be missed in the crowed and lost in the filing. Until then I'm going to help people more like family and friends, I'm going to get stronger until I have unlimited strength to lend. I'll keep reading and writing, I'll keep singing and fighting, I'll keep loving and growing, so when you meet me you'll know me. So when you get this letter keep it close to yo

Westlife- I Want To Grow Old With You
Another day without your smile Another day just passes by But now I know how much it means For you to stay right here with me The time we spend apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurts so bad, I cant take it any longer I want to grow old with you I want to die lying in your arms I want to grow old with you I want to be looking in your eyes I want to be there for you sharing in everything you do I want to grow old with you A thousand miles between us now It causes me to wonder how Our love tonight remains so strong It makes our risk right all along The time we spend apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurts so bad, I cant take it any longer I want to grow old with you I want to die lying in your arms I want to grow old with you I want to be looking in your eyes I want to be there for you sharing in everything you do I want to grow old with you Things come and go I know but baby I believe Something strong burning between us makes it clear to me

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Wicked
Yo chuck we got runnin in mixes and da headpfones Ha ah hahaha Wicked! Ha Ha! 1 2 3 and I come with the wicked style, and you know that I'm from the wicked crew, you act like you knew, but I got everybody jumping to the voodoo. You kickin' wicked rhymes, picket signs, me and my mob got a truck full of 9's. Play ya and I'll slay ya, I got thug-made dough by the hey-a. Ready to BUCK, BUCK, BUCK, but it's a must to DUCK, DUCK, DUCK, before I bust ya, looking for the one that did it, you want my vote, no you're never gonna get it, cause I'm the one with the tight mad skills, and I won't choke like the Buffalo Bills. Sittin' at the pad just chillin' Larry Parker just got 2 million, oh what a fucking feeling! That nigger done pass me the pill, and I slam dunk it like Shaquille O'Neal. Wicked, wreckin' baby I'll rock that test tube baby, take it... 'Cause I get Wicked! I told them not to keep on their fire Yes I Wicked! I told them not to keep on their fire Yes I Wicked! I told them not to

Undo It
I should have known by the way you passed me byThere was something in your eyes and it wasn't rightI should have walked but I never had the chanceEverything got out of hand and I let it slideNow I only have myself to blame for falling for your stupid gamesI wish my life could be the way it was before I saw your faceYou stole my happy, you made me cryTook the lonely and took me for a rideAnd I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo itYou had my heart, now I want it backI'm starting to see everything you lackBoy, you blew it, you put me through itI wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo itNa, na, na, na, naNa, na, na, na, naNa, na, na, na, na, naNow your photos don't have a picture frameAnd I never say your name and I never willAnd all your things, well I threw them in the trashAnd I'm not even sadNow you only have yourself to blame for playing all those stupid gamesYou're always gonna be the same and, oh no, you'll never changeYou stole my happy, you made me cryTook the lonely and took me for a rideAnd I wanna u

Sometimes Even A Clown Cries
life is full of mysteries and wonder,but most of all its full of living,ive had a pretty good life i thought,until i met someone who made me realize that it wasnt over,but rather just beginning again,This woman filled my life with such joy,but also some sadness,but i never doubted that we would be together the rest of our lives,so my tears went from sadness,to happiness when we moved in together,thers nothing like hearing a little angel call you dad for the first time,or waking up to the love of your life telling you that she is the happiest woman in the world,for you being there.this week we put up our first tree together as a family,and i got to put on my wedding band,this week was the best week i have ever had,ive laughed and ive cried,but most of all i have lived,and i plan on laughing and crying with her for the rest of our lives his lips quiver at the thought of kissing hers,her legs weaken at the thought of his kiss,his arms stay strong at the thought of holding her,her heart r

Two Years Today!
It's been two years, That you have been gone, Today, It hurts me to think, That this morning,Two years ago was the last, Something i wish i could rewind, The lost, Gives me pain, Kills me day by day, In a way that i can't change, All i need, Is to see you and ask why Did you know, And why didn't you tell, I need you mama There is just so much, I can't say, All i can do is take everything day by day, One day i will See you again, We will reunite, With each other, Until that day, I love you Mama!!

Dirty Deeds And The Secret Of The Fool~by Jd
Herald me the fool, For unless im mistaken i am repeating this again, Just when i was in the processof rebulding my empire, Up in arms and im ready to walk away. Look at me as if you know my serect, Do you know whats its like to live self destructive everyday? I used to believe that i could push past the obvious, Obviously my heart is not allowing me to settle for second best. Looking through this hall of mirrors, Frantic now seems like i've searched eternity and im right back to square one, Climbing over these mentally made barriers, Somewhere in the rubble i muster up just enough self control. Standing on the peak of personification and realizing that i have let the "others" be in command for too long, My spirit is so far gone and im feeling weary, Listen to me screaming now, This will crash and burn with me just wait til i explode. Through this god awful conquest, You made me forget just whats its like to have a heart, Then the tides changed and some part of me drifte

Left Not Right
Lying here stripped On the floor, bare to the world all that I am instances of joy...instances of tears comfortably sickened by my own frustrations...pain...anxieties...passions... Feeling wanted Lost in a moment Gratitude for not being found.....out Trying so hard to make this last forever Biting my lip, making every breath count for something The yearning burns so wildly The earning makes me only want more than I have the imagination plays so many tricks on me And yet what would I do if it were real want it, need it, be it more Take it for every lil thing it was worth Use it up into oblivion....I cry out thinking of how wonderful it could be how wonderful it is I can not be broken down...and then I am and not just for a second...but for good and over and over again I survive the fear... the absolute disregard for my own self preservation and then everything comes to me in waves excitement, pleasure, action and reaction the storm of words brewing in my mi

Broken
Broken created @ 2009-08-23 22:33:37 Her screams break the silence around her, But they are never heard by others. She lies in bed... her pillows collecting her tears. Her heart has been shattered..... Shattered by the one meant to protect it, To love it, to provide for it. The baby lays next to her sleeping peacefully.... Unaware that one of its' lifegivers has left it, And in that leaving has left wreckage and a void... She wonders what she did to deserve getting beaten, and cheated on.. As she thinks, the heart that was once whole, Becomes a briar patch of thorns which grows into a wall... Only one small hole remains for access to her heart... That hole is for her child. She grits her teeth hard and vows "Never again!" With that vow made, she moves on with her life, but...... Behind those thorns lives a woman beautiful, Filled with love screaming to get out. She ignores the screams coming from the woma

Single Moms R Sexy Too
HEY EVERYONE.....SINGLE MOMS R SEXY TOO IS RUNNING AUTOS...AS OF 11PM EASTERN TIME....SHE HAD 22 HRS LEFT....HIT HER UP AND SHOW HER LOVE WHILE EARNING URSELF SOME EXTRA POINTS Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷSingle Moms R Sexy Too* 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar

Happy Stuffs
Lets do a stuff I love blog. I think this kinds blog encourages more comments. Just make a list of stuff that give you a heart on...Idk if this is even fun or whatever lol but who the fuck cares just do it. K so heres my lil list in no particular orderFamilyMy dogsFriendsNail polishGumToe socksScarvesCoke zeroMusicMoviesWinterThe darkWarm blankiesChai tea lattes Riddles/puzzlesJalapeno cheetos Lol ok it wasnt thaaat fun haha but it reminds me of good stuff and I like to be cheery during the holidayz dammit. Have fun with it or dont wtfever you wanna do

My Birthday
Sunday December 6th is my birthday . Can you help me celebrate it by helping me reach disciple ? That is my goal for my birthday . Well that and 1000 friends . But the level would be great !! Thank you for reading this .

Daddy It Hurts !!!!
ok in this blog im going to talk about something that is very hard for me to talk about cause yes its happen to me from the time i was 6 to 8 and beside bits and pieces of my story im going to use the lyerics of me and little andy from dolly parton and an pome by an unknown author...you know i try to be honest in all my writteings in these blogs someone asked me a question "what do you think about kids and haveing them in this time and age"? hmmmm this should be easy to answer but as i thought it become very difficult,becaue i go back to the time of my youth a time where a stpfater thought he was god and controller over me a time when i was physicaly menteally and sexually abused yes sexually abused by this man...and all the pysical and menteal therpy i had to go throug,well i answerd negativly to that question by saying " i dont want kids" and I thought that would be it but the question has hunted me alot sence so again i find my self excapeing through my writeing child abuse is a

Who Why What
Who is this telemitsu? Why would I say what I did to telemitsu? What did I say to telmitsu? Who placed the corpse of The Christ on my hospital side rail? Why would someone do so? What is the meaning behind it. Who wrapped me in cloth and blanket like a mummy? Why would someone wrap me like a mummy? What is the meaning behind that action? Who motivated me to leave like I did from the hospital? Why did I leave? What is all this about? Telemitsu will never look for me on the net. Why would I knowing this communicate to him, because he will get it third hand. What I said is we move forward. Corpse without the cross behind it is a warning just like the wrap like a mummy. It meant my death and to carry it out and hit the road as given to me. This is my past catching up to me as given to me by someone I gave a warning of death. Enemy is with you. Paid me back in full. Now I will pay her back in full. I have never laid an eye on her. It has been some time since then. She will use every decepti

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CLICK THE PICTURE AND JOIN IN ON THE PEOPLE AND TUNES INTOXICATION home of the INTOXICATION LOCALS and great parties and AWESOME people intoxication is a great place to hang out at... join the intoxication locals for all kinds of stuff... they love to drink and have fun play games.. talk about any thing you want and dance naked and all kinds of stuff so join them and party hard with us any day of the week just join up and rock out to the tunes of W.A.R. yall.... W.A.R. TAKING REQUESTS AND PLEASING THE LISTENERS

Hunger
Always forward ------------------> What if there's a stop I'm dying to make? The push towards progress The push towards the elusive "goal" stifles me. I've never been good at multi-tasking I can't remember me and love you. I can't move forward and take in all the sites. I sit here on the beach and I am overwhelmed by how perfect this moment is. Just enough breeze to keep me company The waves rolling in slowly If I didn't come here with the muse, I might let the ocean talk me into bed. But I have words to write A neglected soul deep within my breast screaming, "What took you so long?" "What? You couldn't call ... you couldn't write?" I used to be afraid of being alone. I was afraid of what people would think. Now I am terrified to be surrounded by them. I cherish the moments alone with my thoughts. When I am surrounded I feel silenced. My words are not my own, but the ones carefully prescreened and approved for general audiences. I no longer worry about what others think - just you. So

At Least Ashley Didn't Kiss And Tell
I always liked Ashley Dupre because of her beauty and sexuality. But now I love how she utters the truth about women who have sex with celebs then sell their stories to the tabloids. Ashley has chided the mistresses of Tiger Wood for talking money and gifts from him then throw him under the bus for more doe. Then she asks, “And I was the hooker? At least I kept my mouth shut.” You tell em baby. Besides Ashley you’re way better looking then any of the babes Tiger chose. http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2009/12/04/ashley-dupre-tigers-alleged-mistresses-hooker/?test=faces We don’t hook at BlastFM. We play the best music on the planet just for you. Besides we want you to listen and tell others about us. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

Vous êtes ... Je Serai ... Emsemble Nous
Vous êtes le soleil qui place mon âme sur le feu. Vous êtes la lune à qui je dis tous mes secrets. Vous êtes la mer qui porte mon coeur sur ses vagues. Je serai vos étoiles, brillant seulement pour toi. Je serai votre vin, remplissant votre bouche de baisers. Je serai votre nourriture, votre âme n'aurai jamais faim. Ensemble nous serons forts. Ensemble nous saurons le bonheur. Ensemble nous aurons l'amour.

Me? A Grown-up? Nah! - 12/4/09
ME? A GROWN-UP? NAH! Summers used to flow like molasses And try as they might, elders' forecasting of time's demise always fell on deaf ears. "It will not always be this way." "When you get older..." Was it jealousy? Envy perhaps? What was the trigger? They forgot that they too once wore bulletproof vests against the pelting of Father Time's seconds. Remember those seasons that stretched like taffy? Where September's freshly sharpened pencils took their time in mocking hopscotch freedoms? When do we stop just living our lives and start picking it apart like dissections in science class? I felt like I swallowed a jawbreaker when I first uttered these horrific words: "You will understand when you are older" Thank goodness the little girl that was me tagged me, told me I was "It" and ran away giggling. And in that moment I stopped the cycle. I may have become an adult but I will never be a stuffy old "grown-up" So there!

Please Read
Hello everyone! Im sorry it's taken me so long to get this up, as I know some of you have asked what's wrong?? It's been a long busy few days and very bad day for me! For those of you who don't know I moved to GA from TN. I gave up my life, job, home, friends and family to move to GA. The reason for that is because my fiances mother was diagnosed with stage 4 uterine cancer. As the doctors done test after test they also found it in her spine, lungs, and liver and other areas of the body. She was diagnosed in April of this year, she spent nearly a month in the hospital. Beginning in May she had radiation and ended June 9th or so. June 14th I began my journey of providing 24/7 care for her as I was in nursing in TN. She began chemo shortly thereafter. It's been very hard, challenging yet rewarding to do this. Do I regret it NOPE! Yes I get frustrated I'm 26 and basically have no life unless I basically tell someone look I need a break! Which isn't very often. Anyway, 2 weeks ago she

Her Greatest Need
Her greatest need Silently she kneels awaiting His arrival. Does He even realize her reason for survival? A gentle smile consumes her face. She knows the answer as his arms embrace. Lifting her from her place on the floor. A caress from His hand! Who could ask for more? A loving touch now, will only be brief. For the darkness in His eyes must be released. She knows by the look she sees on His face. She will submit to His will with beauty and grace. She wonders tonight what she will have to endure. But she knows the pleasure for both will be pure. Grabbing her hair with the tightest of grasps. She weakens from His touch as she softly gasps. Giving her very being over to Him. Knowing she must satisfy His every whim. Proudly she follows where He may lead. To give pleasure to Him is her greatest need. She feels a sting on her ass from His hand. Tears stream down, happy she is in His command.

Overheard Everywhere | Time
And, If You're at All Interested, Napoleon's in the Supply Closet. Employee #1: It's been such a slow day. I feel like I've been here forever.Employee #2: I know, right?Employee #1: How about you? Today been slow for you too?Employee #3: Nope. I discovered time travel.Hardware StoreAgoura Hills, California

Overheard Everywhere | Pole
...From the Sketchy Dude Gyrating Next to Me. Teen princess to another, in changing room: Oh my god, she's so trashy. Who would ask their friends to a a pole-dancing class there? The pole dancing studios I go to in the city are like sexy and hot. But at that one, I got carpet burn.Changing RoomsSydneyAustralia

My Life...
Been a while since I did a mumm. I been so busy lately..havn't talked to everyone about whats been going on. I been working a bunch lately..and just feel exhausted alot. Not feeling my best. So, beginning next year..I am gonna be getting checked out..blood work and all to see why so tired. Also..January 14th I will be getting a breast reduction due to back pain. I will not be on much during that time. I am hoping this will help me feel better some..since I been having alot of neck..back pain. Just letting all know what will be going on..why I am not on much lately.. or why I wont be on then. I hope no one will forget me..but alot have already. hugs..me

You Really Really Want To See Dont You ?
ok since my shoutbox has been blowing up and everyone wants family add this is what the rules are . If I want to add you ...I will. Since it is almost Xmas I am gonna offer this 1 time and 1 time only. If you want in my family you can email me an offer. I will take the best and most sincere offer in my email ONLY. Dont shoutbox me or leave it here. I may retract the offer if I change my mind and if I do so I will not accept your gift or whatever. I am not like these other girls who beg and ask for anything but if the offer makes me smile then you might just be part of my special friends. If you look I think I only have 3 in my family now and thats because I felt they were special enough to be there... these are my rules and I will not change for anyone.

Poetry Workshop 6/17/09
Windows to the soul Are they really? Do you ever question the validity of this well-worn cliché? Is it as easy to see as the colors and flecks? Or do the eyes require beams of light to unveil the sedimentary layers of truth? Ironic that this phrase gives any comfort at all. Such a desperate need to spelunker into the many caverns of other's emotions, while we still reach to close the blinds lest they see ours.

N Voluntary Muscular Contraction
A professor at MEMORIAL UNIVERSITY OF NEWFOUNDLAND, was giving a lecture on 'Involuntary Muscular Contractions' to his first year medical students.Realizing this was not the most riveting subject, the professor decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, 'Do you know what your asshole is doing while you're having an orgasm?' She replied, 'Probably deer hunting with his buddies.'

Awesome Song
(Verse 1)I wanted you to know That I love the way you laughI wanna hold you high and steal your pain …awayI keep your photographAnd I know it serves me wellI wanna hold you high and steal your pain[Seether & Amy Lee](Chorus 1)cause I'm broken when I'm lonesomeAnd I don't feel right when you're gone away[Seether](Bridge)You've gone awayYou don't feel me here....anymore[Amy Lee](Verse 2)The worst is over now And we can breathe againI wanna hold you high, you steal my pain awayThere's so much left to learnAnd no one left to fightI wanna hold you high and steal your pain[Seether & Amy Lee](Chorus 2)cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enoughcause I'm broken when I'm lonesomeAnd I don't feel right when you're gone away[Instruments][Seether & Amy Lee](Chorus 2)cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enoughcause I'm broken when I'm lonesomeAnd I don't feel right when you're gone away[Seether & Amy Lee](Chorus 1)cause I'm broken when

Skinny Chicks Vs Fat Chicks
why do all these skinny chicks keep being mean to these fat chicks, dony u skinny chicks understand a fat check can crush ur ass with a single ass cheek...or a body splash and u may be confined to a wheel chair for ever...im just saying.... never know when u gonna get crush by a fat chicks breast, or they may just decide to sufficate your litttle ass between they breast. ive seen it happen...skinny chick be walk down the block feeling good and all of a sudden some random fat chick made at the worl done grabbed on and using her for a toothpick, and done grabbed the other 2 or 3 in a head lock, and done killed them with her breast....only survivor be the chick that got used as a toothpick...just saying ...be carefull.....

Forever And Always
when im with you eternity is a step away my love continues to grow with each passing day this treasure of love i cherish within my soul how much i love you youll never really know you bring a joy to my heart ive never felt before with each touch of your hand i love you more and more whenever we say goodbye whenever we part know i hold you dearly deep inside my heart so these seven words i pray you hold true forever and always i will love you

What I've Learned From Fubar...
Okay, counting all my accounts I have had on here in the past, my 2 year fu-versary (or whatever u call it) seems to be coming up pretty fast. I figured I would sit here and blog this as a retrospect on my time spent here, and compile a list of things I learned from fubar. 1. I am a male, yes, and therefore, I possess the wrong genitalia on fubar to have any crush(es). 2. People will go as low as to prositute themselves (i.e selling their Yahoo ID, cam sessions, and/or phone number for bling credits, VIP, or whatever intangible item Fubar has to offer), therefore making Baby J/Scrapper their pimps. 3. This website is like the neverending lunch period from hell in high school, where the MuMMers sit at one table, the loungers sit at another, and the attention mongers (keeping this sfw) are at the other lunch table, etc. etc. 4. As in number 3, in order to be accepted in any of these groups, you have to think of the prison mentality. Just think you have been incarcerated for a few

I Can't Take It...
ANYMORE! I have to vent! Our UPS guy is a PRICK! I'm a VERY nice person, I've been called adorable, lovely, sweet, personable, and DAMMIT people love me! But every time I see this guy, I say hello, he says nuthin, he throws the package near me, sometimes at my feet, or THINKS he knows where I will store the copy paper and he will bypass my desk and take it away from where I will be storing it!! I sign his little brown hand-held and say "Thank you.", just like everyone should do...silently the PRICK turns around and walks his ass out the door. U - U r a P - Prick S - Sir I'll tell ya what "Brown" can do for me...they can kiss my ass for putting up with the PRICK! Venting complete!

It's Our Party, And We'll Fight If We Want To.
My buddy, Dr. Kerdorkian, and myself wanna let off some steam, so we've decided to have a party/kick people's asses. We've compiled a small list of supplies we will need. If there's anything you folks would care to add to the list, to make this massacre, I mean, party, more enjoyable, please feel free. a wire wisk,a jump rope,boxing gloves, a tarp,a cool beer hat thingy,ooooh, a beer bong,batteries, assorted bags of chips, A SPELUNKING HELMET WITH RAD LIGHT ON IT, football cleats,a case of Mickeys big mouths 3 scarvesa weightlifting belta bag of flour4 eggsa case of .40 s&w ammorappelling gearbacona catmemory cardsabsinthea large bowla small bowla greased twister mathershey's chocolate syrup....

Worried
I found out when I got home from my morning class that my girl Boxer, Dixie, had a seizure. Anyone who knows how much I love my dogs knows how worried I am. Dad took her to the vet. She definaely didn't have a stroke, but the vet is sure she had a seizure when my dad told him what had happened. He took some bloodwork and will call us tomorrow. She won't lay down. She seems so lethargic, like she will end up sleeping on her feet. She's been pacing for over an hour already and that's just since I've been home.

Ever Slept With...
Two sailors on shore leave, walking down the street. They spot a beautiful blonde. First sailor asks his friend "Have you ever slept with a blonde?" Second sailor replies that he has. They walk on further and see an even more beautiful brunette. First Sailor: Have you ever slept with a brunette?" Second Sailor" Why yes, in fact I've slept with brunettes on many occasions" They walk on a little further, and see a gorgeous, voluptuous redhead. First Sailor:" Have you ever slept with a redhead then?" His companion looks at him and replies "Not a wink!"

Focus
As my focus changes this will become less. I have to see about this on again and off agaon surgery. Insurance tends to make some go on while others go out. Had I stayed that week end nothing would of happened. Maybe this week I would of made it home. By the looks of things I may have it done by the New Year but which New Year is not known. Joined The Order? Rosicrucain Order AMORC in San Jose, CA. No, I get nothing for it and mention me because they love me since I am so negative towards some of their behavior. Although they have been very polite to me and do not ask me for any money I still am hesitant to go beyond the mention of them here. Norio

Here Is What Is Up With Intoxication Lately
CLICK THE PICTURES AND JOIN IN ON THE PEOPLE AND TUNES INTOXICATION home of the INTOXICATION LOCALS and great parties and AWESOME people intoxication is a great place to hang out at... join the intoxication locals for all kinds of stuff... they love to drink and have fun play games.. talk about any thing you want and dance naked and all kinds of stuff so join them and party hard with us any day of the week just join up and rock out to the tunes of W.A.R. yall.... SPONCER RIGHTS join sandman and the rest of the homies at sponcer rights co owner of the station eric has it locked down with some good people ready for you to meet and make your new firends... join them right now! W.A.R. TAKING REQUESTS AND PLEASING THE LISTENERS

Is It December?
Yes, it truly is December. I know this because everywhere I look is fake snow, bright baubles and scented shopping malls. I do love it though. Husband isn't a big Christmas fan, he has made it clear the tree can go up, but it mustn't get in the way of the flat screen telly and it better not flash too much, as that exacerbates his Aspergers Syndrome. I told him that him talking about the happy Christmas tree exacerbates my hormones and makes me feel like taking him straight to punchy town, he told me such a place didn't exist. I said it was a metaphor - he said he didn't like metaphors - I said "shut up or I will poke your eye with a Christmas bauble" it went on for ages, suffice to say I won and he dragged the tree from the cupboard with an annoyed face. Every year we go through the same crap. I don't want a gift as I don't need anything and I can buy stuff myself. He doesn't want anything as we can never get him what he wants (his own house with padded corners, a butler a

The Thought
The come hither look on her face Our naked bodies pressed in a long embrace Your skin soft under my finger tips Always wanting to kiss your lips Hands cuping your ample breasts Considering your body a beautiful quest Gripping all of your curves Time now to get rid of all your reserves Moving down to your most precious of parts Making love like sweethearts Spreading your legs inserting my tongue Moving around excitement has sprung

Happy Birthday To Humor, Hope, And Harper
I have written a lot in the annals of the Fubar Blog sector. I wrote it for me. Days pass and the things and moments and emotions that are so powerful pass too. "This too, shall pass" - is a phrase I am often told regarding hardships, sorrow, fear, doubt, pain and all the other things I might feel inclined to rant about, to shake a fist at, to stomp into the dusty road of my life. But it also holds true for those moments of laughter and pure joy that I swear I will never forget, but sometimes I might - sometimes I do. So I write it down for future review. I will print it out for my children and grandchildren, and great grandchildren and great great grandchildren to read. On December 4th, 2006 I wrote about a symphony. It was a metaphor for the magical moment of watching my grandson, Harper Wayne Gibson be born into the world. It was flowing with the energy of my daughter, Fae, laboring to bring her son into the world. Today is my grandson's third birthday. I have no address to send hi

Start Things Off For Now
I'm not sure what to write about in this blog.. I was thinking of it being a place to showcase my story idea's for my manga/anime titles that I'm working on. But then again I thought that this would be about my lyfe & intrests in all things like anime/manga, cosplay, going to con's, tech stuff, bdsm...sex etc.. Well I guess that I'll just use it by a post by post ideaboard on what ever is on my mind @ the moment. Masturbation" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xbayi8_masturbation-orgasm-y-clit-rubbing_sexy">Masturbation Orgasm ♥ Clit Rubbing #02Uploaded by aiho534caiho534c. - Find" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://www.dailymotion.com/us/channel/sexy">Find more steamy, sexy videos.

At Least One Will Make You Smile
You can't read this and stay in a bad mood 1. How Do You Catch a Unique Rabbit?Unique Up On It.2. How Do You Catch a Tame Rabbit?Tame Way, Unique Up On It.3. How Do Crazy People Go Through The Forest?They Take The Psycho Path! 4. How Do You Get Holy Water?You Boil The Hell Out Of It.5. What Do Fish Say When They Hit a Concrete Wall?Dam!6. What Do Eskimos Get From Sitting On The Ice too Long?Polaroid's !7. What Do You Call a Boomerang That Doesn't work?A Stick.8. What Do You Call Cheese That Isn't Yours?Nacho Cheese.9. What Do You Call Santa's Helpers?Subordinate Clauses.10. What Do You Call Four Bullfighters In Quicksand?Quattro Sinko..11. What Do You Get From a Pampered Cow?Spoiled Milk.12. What Do You Get When You Cross a Snowman With a Vampire?Frostbite.13. What Lies At The Bottom Of The Ocean And Twitches?A Nervous Wreck.14. What's The Difference Between Roast Beef And Pea Soup?Anyone Can Roast Beef.15. Where Do You Find a Dog With No Legs?Right Where You Left Him.16. Why Do Gori

I Have A Delemia
Was thinking of making this a mumm, but I need complete input ... Most now know, and how irritated I am about this. My status and icons don't work (grrrr) ... so the latest thing I am now being told is that Fu status isn't supported by FireFox (which is the browser that I adore using) now saying that, I am being told I need to change browers .... I refuse to use goggle, nor will I use IE .. I am thinking of opera. If someone knows of anything better I can use that would be wonderful. and PS ... I think I did misspell a few words but ... damn the spell check doesn't want work in the blogs either ...

Do You Every Ask Yourself Why? Here Is The Best Answer I Have Found!
Sometime we are rough around the edges cold and seemingly without purpose We question this we question that Not even knowing as a matter of fact As Our Lord and Savior sits back He watches with a keen compassionate eye As we go through life day by day wondering why ... Why the trials, the daily struggles we must endure heartaches , broken dreams and so much more Not now we say, no more no more Yet our growth comes from those very things that pull and tug at our very core Our finite minds unable to comprehend God has a road map for a better end So our impatience tries our very being leaving us without seeing A much brighter future He has stored up for our taking Here comes stress and discouragement filtering in Before we know it...here is an open door for Sin ... Yes anything that separates us from God and His Magnificent love for us is sin An important lesson God has layed before us Trust In Him and win ... Not in riches which are only temporal Not in material gain, for they collect du

The Ugly Truth
This is gonna be ugly people..Been up most of the night watching T.V..And I started wondering what Is wrong with our country our world even..Every commercial had a woman no bigger then a size 6 promoting some crazy makeup or weight lose product like it was the end all be all to be this one size or look this one way..I couldnt understand what made it so important to be such a "Barbie Doll".. When the average size for women in america is 14..Is that really wrong Is that really to big for mainstream america to handle.. In Africa the bigger the woman is the higher her social status is yet here the bigger the woman the lower she becomes.. Have Men truly become that shallow and retarded..to only see a size not a person..My grandfathers would be cussin was out if they saw how most of us treat these very smart and beautiful women because they didnt fit into social norms..I have to say that men have to start steppin up and actin like what we are..Men..I see alot of men on here with st

Husband Down
A husband and wife are shopping in their local Wal-Mart. The husband picks up a case of Budweiser and puts it in their cart. What do you think you're doing?' asks the wife. They're on sale, only $10 for 24 cans,' he replies. Put them back, we can't afford them,' demands the wife, and so they carry on shopping. A few aisles further on along the woman picks up a $20 jar of face cream and puts it in the basket. 'What do you think you're doing?' asks the husband. 'Its my face cream. It makes me look beautiful,' replies the wife. Her husband retorts: 'So does 24 cans of Budweiser and it's half the price.' On the PA system: 'Cleanup on aisle 25, we have a husband down.'

Activating Special Ability Bling From The New Bling Page
Many people are confused about activating special ability bling. 1. Go to your bling pagee. 2. Find the special ability bling that you want to activate. 3. Hover you mouse over the bling. 4. Look for the activate link and activate your bling. People have been confused about this new activation process. Please remind them to check the tool tip before assuming.

My First Words...
Plain and simple...This is just gonna be my rants and random thoughts about everything from things in my life to the random stupid shit I see in the news..Mybe one senctence or 3 pages never know my only advice is if you dont like what I write dont read it..If you have something worth saying then by all means say it love to hear other opinons on whatevers goin on.. other then that peace... ~Dan

All On How U Look At It
When you look at the world in a narrow way, how narrow it seems! When you look at it in a mean way, how mean it is! When you look at it selfishly, how selfish it is! But when you look at it in a broad, generous, friendly spirit, what wonderful people you find in it. Horace Rutledge

True, Or Not
There is no safe investment. To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly be broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket-safe, dark, motionless, airless-it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. The alternative to tragedy, or at least the risk of tragedy, is damnation. The only place outside of Heaven where you can be perfectly safe from all the dangers and perturbations of love is Hell. Jack Lewis (1898 - 1963)

I Gotta Remember To Read This Everyday
Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live; it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. And unselfishness is letting other people's lives alone, not interfering with them. Selfishness always aims at uniformity of type. Unselfishness recognizes infinite variety of type as a delightful thing, accepts it, acquiesces in it, enjoys it. Oscar Wilde (1854 - 1900)

Want You
i sit and watch you we talk almost every nite even in your druken stoper i cant shake you what has taken my brian if you would only open up to me you would see iam not like your ex i would love you hold you and cry with you it broke my heart to watch your pain last nite you stumble around the room i was feeling helpless i couldnt be there in case you got hurt i cried last nite and yes the words i said i meant even tho you cant seem to let me in i hope one day you can see me as a person you can like or love we talked about our kids last nite iam bloggin this to you so you can remeber even tho you probally wont remeber just always know that iam here for you no matter how far we are i will be there for you to cry to remeber your not alone in your pain you know my pain love ya queen

This Is So Typical, Yet A Complete Outrage.
Here's a story that caught my eye. See what you think. WWII vet fights homeowners group over Va. flagpole By ZINIE CHEN SAMPSON (AP) – 15 hours ago RICHMOND, Va. — One of the nation's oldest Medal of Honor winners was back in the fight Thursday, this time against a neighborhood association that wants him to take down a front-yard flagpole. Supporters, including a U.S. senator, have been falling in behind 90-year-old retired Army Col. Van T. Barfoot, a World War II veteran awarded the lofty Congressional honor for actions including standing up to three German tanks with a bazooka and stopping their advance. Barfoot put up the 21-foot flagpole in September in front of his suburban Richmond home. He raises the American flag daily at sunrise and retires it at sunset. "It's really ridiculous to want to keep the flag from being flown," he said in a telephone interview. "I've heard some terrible excuses out there." The Sussex Square homeowners' association says the flagpol

Making My Point
Yanno it feels good when you post comments in your status and it finally hits home with someone. Won't mention his name cause, I am not that low as to Center someone out. Since he's not the only one who used poor judgement. I have been posting status comments about men, for example: A man is not a man who stoops so low as to bash women. It is not funny nor is it amusing. He just shows his ignorance etc etc. Any how this dude didnt like what I had to say, yet in his blog he had the never to say all women were cough ..cock teasers more or less. Sooooooooooooooooo I just cut and pasted my status comment and well he didnt like it. And laffin believe it or not said, I was generalizing that all men. I said "see I proved my point didnt I"? you didnt like what I said, and I dont care for what you said. All men/women are not the same. Just because a few women may have screwed you over dont mean all will. Then he made a comment about me being a man hater..GAWD!!!! I am soooooooooo

Thoughts From Mind, Body And Soul
When the sound of your voice touches my soul, warms the very eden of my existance Eyes meet across a crowed room, smiles are shared, our skin radiates like the sun, as the passion builds from 2 souls becoming one... The touch of my hand to the small of your back, brushing your hair aside and a whisper in your ear...The hum of your surrondings turns you into putty in my hands..

Suffer Not That Which Fails To Live.
Doubt is a powerfull thing in everyones life. Doubt is an all consuming force that infects any and all human beings at some point. But how far can doubt be pushed upon you before you find yourself breaking. How long till you need something drastic just to prove you are still capable of making it though the day? It does not take like for the soul to become over burden with the plauges of doubt and sorrow. Some get to a point where they can not be saved, some can not reach out to another human because no one can know that they suffer. I am an isolated being and even now I have my doubts as do we all. Some of the people closest to me couldn't even begin to tell you of things I've seen of things I've suffered. I long ago decided that at the end of the day no matter what you will be alone to face that which plauges you. I did what everyone else has I tried to reach out but ever did I fail to actually grasp onto this "hope" that everyone else seems to have. What do I like I ask myself agai

Rate And Re Rate Please
Morning everyone can ya all help out my Fu Owner he could use it!! All you gota do is rate this pic for him and re rate it if you have already done so!!!! Thanks in advance http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2183445&albumid=1924716&i=4200997077&idx=0

Tgiff!!
Yes, I said TGIFF. Thank God It's Fucking Friday! This week went by quickly but had some snags. My fucking health insc is trying to say they're not going to cover my surgery (from back in Oct.) without a referral from my primary doctor. But I have yet to even SEE my primary because I was put on an 8 week waiting list. Besides, it was emergency surgery. It had to be done to save my fucking life. Why the hell do you need a referral for something that's already been done and was a matter of life and death? Isn't that what the damn insc is for to begin with?? Ugh, some people. That's the fucking government for you. I still need a damn job. Every good prospect is 30 mins away meaning I'd have to take the commuter which = 15 bucks round trip. I'm starting to run out of things of value to sell. I wouldn't even BE in this situation if I wasn't so damn nice and actually made the ex pay what he should instead of the pathetic amount he does. WHEN he does. Bastard is over 200 bucks behind as

" I Am This Guy " ...
I’m the guy who will hold you close, not because your cold or shaking, but because he wants to be close to you.I’m the guy who loves to twirl you around into his arms anywhere and kisses you for no apparent reason other than loves you.I’m the guy who says, “Okay, what would you like to do tonight?” not because he wants to go to a game, but because he is interested in you and what you like.I’m the guy who would go anywhere with you, even to the opera or things thathe doesn’t like because he is spending time with you, and that is all he needs.I’m the guy that is cautious to give his heart, but when he does it is all for you and he would rather die then not be in your arms at night.I’m the guy who will bring you things for no special reason than he loves you.I’m the guy who will never give up hope, and no matter what will stay with you for eternity.I’m the guy who once is in love, will always love you and never will forget

Tired Of The Bs And Double Standards
wtf.... why's fubar being utterly stupid and gay all of a sudden? honestly don't care if I get deleted or not, where's the fun in this site nowadays anyway.... can't even rate someone without getting stupid ass rating too fast errors or invalid out of 11 errors (which is fuckin stupid cause I don't use 11's unless they're already activated on someone's profile AND still get that message even when they are), people gettin deleted for stupid shit, some accounts still making it passed 10 without a salute, TONS of profiles without a salute.....and to top it all off, I have a friend who had lots of her pics deleted INCLUDING her salute pic by someone in her family, gets back on fubar later that day and can't even get a single point until what? the bouncers say she posts a salute......... WTF? there's tons of people without salutes leveling up everyday so why should she be any different? very few on this site talk to me anymore anyway.... always try to start conversations with people when I

The Lies People Tell Themselfs Are Never Quite This Good
Nothing can make you Unbeautiful. Beautiful is a state of mind and a point of view. It is not something you can lose or misplace. You are beautiful for everything that makes you YOU and not just like someone else Dont EVER let ANYONE make you feel anything less than beautiful.... Beacause maybe its not you, maybe they have ugly eyesight.

Wierd Guy
Well this was a guy on "hotornot.com" if you are all familiar with it...but anyway...he said he wanted to meet me so I decided to send him a message...which simply said.. "How are you?"...and well this is what I get and it really makes me a bit queasy...but maybe it will make you laugh...Here it is copy and pasted exactly as he wrote it. "I am stuck at home with a chest infection and feeling all floaty, so feeling brave, or perhaps stupid would be a better description! I shall be upfront and honest from the start, best way to be. I am on here looking for a partner, but part of the reason I am doing so online is I have a quirk (or, kink, I guess, to be more accurate) that I want to explore but find difficult to bring up once I know someone or face-to-face early on. It is a little weird, but hey, life is too short to be too wound up about these things. So, please bear with me on this one and read it all and think about it before you consider running away from meHopefully we find each ot

I Want This Guy
I’m the guy who will hold you close, not because your cold or shaking, but because he wants to be close to you.I’m the guy who loves to twirl you around into his arms anywhere and kisses you for no apparent reason other than loves you.I’m the guy who says, “Okay, what would you like to do tonight?” not because he wants to go to a game, but because he is interested in you and what you like.I’m the guy who would go anywhere with you, even to the opera or things thathe doesn’t like because he is spending time with you, and that is all he needs.I’m the guy that is cautious to give his heart, but when he does it is all for you and he would rather die then not be in your arms at night.I’m the guy who will bring you things for no special reason than he loves you.I’m the guy who will never give up hope, and no matter what will stay with you for eternity.I’m the guy who once is in love, will always love you and never will forget

It Felt So Different This Time
I'm so sorry I involved you In this little quest of mine It's not your job to make me happy It felt so different this time. I may have seemed so critical, I expected far too much from you: It's not your fault I'm insufficient It felt so different this time. I married at least two women Whom I didn't like: I really thought That I could save them; It felt so different this time. There must be some fatal flaw in me, The pattern's there for all to see; But still I feel I really love you, It felt so different this time. Forgive me all my personal intrusions, If I must go, I understand, I'm sorry if your lifestyle this way moves you; It felt so different this time.

We Are Not The Same.
I see so many of them...these people who sing a song of sorrow yet always they try again they always welcome the destruction of there own immortal soul. I can not understand this driving force which makes people welcome this agony into life. I do not understand how people will open the gate way to the very core of there being to another just to have that person jade the purity that was once there. Is the idea of being alone truely so horriable to some? Is it truely so hard to be fine with yourself and no one else? I don't get how you can be so welcoming to destroying yourself and do not misjudge I know it works for some of you. I know some of you will find a happiness in another. But what of those who don't? What of us who choose to be alone? Those of us who consider our emotions to be nothing more than an error in our system, to be a disease upon the body? I find it funny how people don't consider that what they chase is not always love sometimes it is but attention you seek and hones

Lets Do Alittle Ranting... Just Alittle
Ok, been awhile since I ranted on anything so I'll update you on some shit that's got my brain of fire.One... Verizon is fucking scamming me like a politician scamming the American people. They nailed me with some bullshit charges and I'm fighting tooth and nail to get them to take that shit off my bill. I hate big business with a passion.I have tried to reason with them but it looks like I'll have to tell them to fuck off and not pay. So if anyone has tried to call my house number and got some recording that mostly tells you that its not working, you now know why.Two.... I really really am starting to feel that every woman I try to start a relationship with is either fucked in the head, or just fucking retarded. If I ever hear the phrase "Lets just be friends" I will go off and tell the dumb cum dumpster to fuck the friendship thing cuz why in the fucking hell would I be friends with a confused, immature, game loving cock tease? Lets either date or just let me blow a nut in your face

Uggs Boots Are For Everybody
Ugg boots are fast becoming a hot fashion item in the US and Canada, and for good reason. Ugg boots are wonderful Australian footwear that is making their presence felt in the worldwide fashion footwear arena.Uggs boots are what are known by some as sheepskin boots. These uggs have been made in Australia for tens if not hundreds of years, and are well known all over Australia. However now they are making an impact on foriegn markets.An Ugg boot is made from the skin of an Australian merino sheep most commonly. The wool part of the skin faces into the inside of the boot and so lies against the leg. This results in a warm soft feel to the boot that is found only from wearing Uggs boots. The Ugg is unique in the level of comfort it offers to the wearer, and devotees of Uggs will maintain tenaciously that Uggs are the most comfortable boot on planet, unsurpassed by any other form of footwear.

Hey Tiger... Sand Traps Suck!!!
I know by now alot of you out there have heard about this crap Tiger is going through. I know alot of you have their opinions about whether he cheated or not. And, I know alot of you out there are thinking exactly what I'm thinking.... Who the fuck cares!!! Yes, Tiger was an upstanding man in the golf world, and everyone thought he could do no wrong. Yes, Tiger is worth over a billion dollars, and yes he is hooked up to one hell of a hottie Elin Nordegren. Who most men would kill to be married to and, in between her legs nightly. But, really... is this really shocking to everyone? Are you telling me that your surprised to find another high paid athlete cheating on his hottie of a wife with a not so hot bitch who can't keep her two pole pleasers shut. I'm sorry to say but that really doesn't shock me one bit.. In fact I was waiting for this to happen. Again, only in America were there is no honor or loyalty, and if you got millions to throw around, hopeless women will throw there vagin

Giving Comments For Nsfw,its A Tricky One To Do Right!
Whenever I rate NSFW pics its hard to not to sound like some fuckin perv,honestly we all have a lil bit of it in us honestly. Yes I like to be straight up(lol)to the point and honestly forward with my words to every picture that caught my eye! What one woman likes another doesn't, rude crude nasty naughty dirty or filthy...soft sweet sexy sensual whatever I say just please remember If I ever cross that line,let me know I'll never do it again!

Before It Was All Said And Done~by Jd
Open your wings and consume me, Into the depths of your heart i travel. Feel me like a overwhelming drug in open veins, I am eternal and yet somehow abrasive to your inner soul. Stream line straight into your very being, We have come far enough to trangress all the usual fronts. At time we contemplate and realize we know only so much, Yet here we are standing face to face, Comfortably knowing just enough. Put me to sleep now, Rest your heart upon me and let me listen close, Irregular and somehow soothing to this constantly thoughtful mind. Listen with a whisper and shut your eyes, Taste the honey suckle trickle from your lips, Lost in the silence of the most monumental kiss, You are thou which i cannot resist. Touch the inner walls, You found the door that released my demons, They were locked away and i had lost the key, Until you reached inside me. All the imaginary voices seemed to be set silent and now a hearts filled with content, You have twisted the very h

New List For 12-04-09 (will Finish Later)
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Bleh
Bah, gotta go back to work tomorrow. Noooo!! So got the old apartment completely cleaned out. It looks real good. I asked the landlord how the deposit thing wil work and she said some will go to me and probably some to Rich. I really hope that he doesn't get anything out of it because he doesn't deserve one penny for leaving me all that crap to clean up and he didn't even help clean. That would be real unfair. My parents helped clean the place which I'm real thankful for because I didn't have much time to clean cause I had to go back to work last weekend, since Rich took forever to move his crap out. I treated them to dinner at some Italian place a couple nights ago. Now my goal is to find myself a car. I did go car shopping the other night with my dad, just to get an idea. I'm not too picky with a car, just one that's manual, reliable and whatever..and most of all, something that I will be able to afford. It's going to be hard to tell what I can afford since I just moved out on my ow

Compassion
New York (CNN) -- Six months ago, a Long Island convenience store owner turned a would-be robbery into an act of compassion. On Wednesday, the shoplifter made amends with a $50 bill and a thank you letter for saving him from a life of crime. The story began in May 2009, when Mohammad Sohail of Shirley, New York, was closing his Shirley Express convenience store one night. Security camera footage from that evening shows a man wielding a baseball bat barging into the store and demanding money. Sohail had a rifle ready and quickly aimed it directly in the robber's face, forcing the man to drop the bat and lay on the ground. Unbeknownst to the man, Sohail never loads his gun. According to Sohail, the man immediately started to plead with him, tearfully saying, "I'm sorry, I have no food. I have no money. My whole family is hungry. Don't call the police. Don't shoot me." "When I see him starting crying [those] things, I really feel bad for him," said Sohail. "I say, oh man, this is some

Asylum
Asylum I giggle as I lay, The meds are taking effect. But as your sitting with me, I’m not far gone yet. You wanna hear a story, While your sitting in the corner? About my good friend Dan, And how he met the coroner? Well I’m not sure how to start it, I don’t know where to begin. I hope your not religious, This tale is full of sin. You see I’d sit up straight, But I’m strapped on to the bed. They bound all of my limbs, And even bound my head. I guess that have a right to, After what I’ve done. But I’ll never say I’m sorry, Just because I won. You see Dan wasn’t smart, He went after my life. My lover and my master, He stabbed him with a knife. A dirty trick it was, It wasn’t fair you see. But as I sat there crying, Something snapped in me. Oh look at me rambling, You look kinda scared. Don’t worry I won’t hurt you, But then again who cares? I remember how blood sprays, The first time that you slice. And how it slows

The Tart
I can't recall the last time I ate...today? I probably lied to someone about that. I can recall the last time I felt pain...mental and physical......that was tonight. Though no one wants to know the true person inside. They avoid the pain, the despair...they just want the happiness and the points....the fucking points! LOL I AM NOT POINTS!!!!!!!!!! I AM FUCKED UP JUST LIKE YOU! I JUST DO NOT PRETEND TO BE SANE!!!!!!!!!!! None of us are...Just a few are more than others. I drink...a lot....I sleep nude...a lot...I cry....sometimes...I love...to goddamn much! I am HUMAN! I am me. Love me or leave me....I refuse to be anything but what I am...a sorry fucked up soul that craves love. That is the TART!!!!!!! PEACE

To Whomever Cares....
After an extensive stay in the hospital I am finally home, was eager to return to a normal life and touch base with everyone only to come back and find that those who I thought were true to the core werent...I've learned so much in the past week...about myself, life, and others...Should I apologize? If I do what do I apologize for? For being severly ill to the point of being placed in ICU for a few weeks? For not having any outside contact other than close family members? You tell me...I am back..for how long I do not know....as far as FuBar goes probably not very much longer...as far as my time here...thats up to the man upstairs....I would like to thank those that have been true to me...I love you all very much and while I know its hard and sad to go...I feel it may be for the best and for me to spend my time with family...I thank you all and love you all very much!

Finally Ok In My Own Skin.....
Ok so I am finally starting to go through my divorce 2 yrs later. I am living in Wisconsin with some family to get my life back on track. I am finally ok with the fact that the ex husband left me and has moved on to be with someone else. I am finally ok with who I am and dont really care what anyone else thinks of me. To be in this place in my life feels so good. I have found God and can hope that that works out. Just cant wait to see wht else is in store for me in life.... Love ya Nikkie Hugs&Kisses

Not Sure What
lost in my own world of memories, wishin i would jus drownd. there not toturous. there not terrifying. there memories of things good, dead and gone in my past. memories i would prefer to shed away. let them die, lyk there killin me away. i dare not put them away. for this must never be done they say. there movin in, there here to stay. not sure how to act. lyk a war goin off inside my head. good and evil gettin ransacked deep inside of me. the blood oh so good runnin down the sides of my head. theyve broken free, destruction, devastation at all costs.

What Was The Point Of Lex Luthor?
“A human being who dared to challenge a god, he was surely the greatest of his kind. I often look back upon those days and wonder what he might have accomplished without me. The triumphs he might have achieved in the name of his species. Perhaps he existed to keep me in check or, as someone once hypothesized, perhaps it was the other way around. This is why he despised me so.” Superman’s arch-enemy inspires equal resentment on Superman’s part, but I have no doubt it’s tinged with a grudging respect for all one man with what seems like all the cards stacked against him is able to accomplish. It seems it is just Superman whom Luthor wants to beat down, not the entire human race. The excerpt above comes from an alternate history of Superman, the graphic novel “Superman: Red Son” (ISBN 9781401201913) that posits what would happen in the champion of “truth, justice, and the American way” had instead landed in the Soviet Union

Alone In This Bed
Waking up without you It doesn't feel right To sleep with only memories It's harder every night Sometimes I think I can feel you breathing on my neck Tonight I'm reaching out to the stars I think that he owes me a favor It doesn't matter where you are I'll hold you again I wish I could hear your voice And don't leave me alone in this bed I wish I could touch you once more And don't leave me alone in this bed Not tonight, not tomorrow I've got the feeling that this will never cease Living in these pictures It never comes with ease I swear that if I could make this right You'd be back by now Tonight I'm screaming out to the stars He knows he owes me a favor It doesn't matter where you are You'll be mine again I wish I can hear your voice And don't leave me alone in this bed I wish I could touch you once more And don't leave me alone in this bed What about the plans that we had We'd been crazy not to go Meet me in capeside I wish I can hear your voice And don't leave me alone in this bed

When Miscomunications Make Ur Week
so on facebook i jokingly engaged my friend cole.... for some reason this girl from my highschool saw it and felt she needed to verbaly bash me for being engaged. im been out of highschool for 2 years and have not once spoken to this girl since. so the idea that my life can mean so much to her completly suprized me. for some reason she felt she had to tell me how fat and ugly i was, how im a horid person whos addicted to drugs and my "husband" must be blind or retarted. so i did what any other person in my mental state would do.... take pics on myself on photobooth and put them up lol. this is were it gets good. for some reason i got just a blast of people from my past telling me how good i look and that was enough for me to be satisfied. yet its not over the next day i get some really inteligent guy who isnt to bad lookkin sit next to me in my class and just have a beutifall conversation with. wile im leaving class i meet to of my best friends walking on the street. so after all thi

The Metropole
Ok the time has come my new lounge has come I still have allot more to do yet but it's comming along pretty well. but I will announce the grand opening shortly but I still want everyone to come in and relaxe chill and have a few drinks just exuse the construction process it will be better here is the link so you can stop in and check it out http://www.fubar.com/lounge/69955

The Stranger
Questions go unanswered I think to much they say Feels as if my heart is dead already Like everything was taken away I want to cry But I hold back the tears Cause I never can voice my opinion Even when I do It falls on cold deaf ears I'm the stranger you once fell in love with I'm the stranger that thinks to fucking much

Definition Of True Love...
What is you definition of true love? True love is when you put your partner's interests above your own. It is when you will do anything the see them happy, even things that may go against what you believe. It is called sacrifice and true love is nothing without it. PLEASCOMMENT YOUR THOUGHTS ON IT! :) I THINK I PRETTY MUCH SUMMED IT UP THOUGH, BUT I WANT TO HEAR WHAT YOUR THOUGHTS ARE!

Itchy Balls
Television is a fixture in my life that compares to no other. Its like an old internet.. you ever wonder about all the information we wouldn't have known if it wasn't the TV. Think about where we were before TV... then think about how that had exponential decreased in purpose with the internet now. its crazy.. My basic enjoyment in my life for a few months was my ex girlfriend. When it was going good it was probably the best emotions I've ever had. Made going to the beach better, playing video games better, made going out to the mall better... how often do you go to the mall alone and see something funny but since you are alone its not as funny.. somebody to vibe off of..even if its a platonic relationship.. Now that this void I have in my life is there cause I don't have that best friend/girlfriend in my life I have attempted to fill it with my old friend television/internet. Then I remember all the reasons why I don't watch it anymore.. The oversaturation of reality TV aka

Oy Vey
Congratulations to the idiot of the week... Ross Carlton 14 hours ago behavior modification repot lol wtf no wonder colleg kids are so stupid teachin thim shit like that hay if you cant make somthin to sell thin your just makin up a job go be productiv WELL! I just I'm stupid then because I'm in college? I'm disappointed that he can't even seem to spell. Had he half a brain and spelled correctly I could have at least presumed he had a reason behind believing such a thing. tsk tsk... morons. Behavior Modification is actually part of your learning process to become a counselor, psychiatrist, psychologist or doctor of behavior. Sadly, I think you may need to visit one of the above and return to grade school to spell properly.

Irony
Ok so I'm watching the news which I rarely do these days because it's so filled with tabloid journalism that I can do without. What pops up is the growing "scandal" on climate change. I see daily postings on facebook about climategate ranting about sham this deception that and these people will finally get exposed. Me personally, I believe is global warming. Its crazy to sit and think that mankind can do what they please on this planet and have no ill effects. The same holds true for my views on evolution. I am a person of faith, but my faith does not lead me to ignore the fact that evolution happens everyday. To do so is ludicrous. So back to the story..lol. How was this critical information on the lies of Al Gore and other "liberals" found? It was hacked!! Hackers illegally went into computers and stole information. The keyword here is "illegally" because when I last checked hacking was a crime punishable by fines and prison sentences. So the people against global warmin

Last Poem From Jail
no title I sit here in this prison cell slowly drift into hell The walls of stone and gates of steel how I wish I was not here These white washed walls and pale grey floors make me miss the great outdoors These guards in black with silver cuffs the always try to act real tough Little do they really know that we're the same down below To much time to sit and think of all my life both bad and great Had I not come here at all I don't know where my life would have gone Has anything really changed at all? Probably not, still to hell I go I do not care cause it's where I dwell with my demons and devils I love my hell So maybe I'll be here again I just don't know how, why or when

I'll Be Your Friend ..............
I'll be your friend - Robert OWensCome by here if you ever need someone to talk too,someone to understand all the little things you go through,I don't like me sometimes, give me your doubts but don't carry that weight on your shoulders,until the end of time.Oh I'm not going to ask for anything in return, cause helping is the reward I've earned...I'll be your friend until the ...end of time....I'll be your friend.You can depend on me you'll never ever have to worry.Never never no no.no no no no.I'll be your friend,I'll be your friend.Until the end ...of time,standing by your side...friends....Trust me...you can trust in me...I'll never let you down.------------------ First let me say that I celebrate the whole "Robert Owens" catalog. Cripes, I sound like one of the Bob's from "office space". Moving right along...I do..really. I believe what Robert is saying "sarcastically" is that people always come to him for advice,a loving embrace, a kind word etc but he recieves nothing in return

The Poker Player
Two couples were playing poker one evening. Jim accidentally dropped some cards on the floor. When he bent down under the table to pick them up, he noticed Bob's wife, Sandra, wasn't wearing any underwear under her dress! Shocked by this, Jim upon trying to sit back up again, hit his head on the table and emerged red-faced. Later, Jim went to the kitchen to get some refreshments. Bob's wife followed and asked, "Did you see anything that you like under there?" Surprised by her boldness, Jim admitted that, well indeed he did. She said, "Well, you can have it but it will cost you $500.' After taking a minute or two to assess the financial and moral costs of this offer, Jim confirms that he is interested. Sandra told him that since her husband Bob worked Friday afternoons and Jim didn't, Jim should be at her house around 2 p.m. Friday afternoon. When Friday rolled around, Jim showed up at Bob's house at 2 p.m. sharp and after paying Sandra the agreed sum of $500 - they went to the bedroom

More Poems While In Jail
no title As time flies on I'm alone all Struggles in life I face on my own The Darkness dwells in my created hell trying to tell me all is well I know the truth but I cannot rebuke the devil within So I cannot win But if it were gone I would still do plenty wrong for I am a broken shell a silent bell left stranded in a desolet hell Fear not for me just let my fate be That's the way it is has been for eternity

More Poems From My Soul Written While In Jail
Alone Alone, Darkness Consumeing Alone, Darkness Embraceing Alone, Darkness all I'm tasteing Alone, Darkness I am wasteing Blanketed by oblivion Darkness not letting in My ray of hope outside my grasp Realizing darkness is all I have Alone, Darkness Confusing Alone, Darkness I'm looseing Alone, Darkness this is the end Alone, Darkness I finally give in

Chris Johnson Is Buying Each One A Car, Maybe
Tennessee Titan running back Chris Johnson hold his offensive linemen that he would buy each of them a car if he breaks the 2000 yard barrier. At the time Johnson only gained 824 yard. So the likelihood of achieving that feat was slim. Well Johnson has averaged 143 yard a game over the last 4 he’s played in. All he has to average 126.9 yards a game and he will break it in week 17. Good my man! For more click http://sports.yahoo.com/nfl/news?slug=cr-inconvenienttruths120209&prov=yhoo&type=lgns Be the one who breaks the listening record at BlastFM. We had one person listen for 5 hours and 31 minutes straight. E-mail us from the BlastFM site when you are listening to break the record. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

Just Random Funny Sayings
y don't u come over to myspace and google my yahoo so i can blow my load on ur facebook while u lick my twitter we sang this in jail to all the diddlers and it would piss them off so bad cause we would put their names on blast lmmfao All around the mulberry bush the (diddler) chased the child the child thought it was all in fun till (the diddler) got him!

Paying 1 Million Fubux For 2400 Pic Rates
Ok....You might think I am insane...but I want to level before my VIP runs out in 5 days. I am 3.8 million points away from level 28!I will pay the first 10 people to rate all my pictures 1 MILLION FUBUX each. There are roughly 2400 pictures. PM me to let me know if you are doing this. You will have 24 hours to complete. I will keep names on a list, if someone does not full fill the quest, the next person will get a chance to do it.I need you to leave comment at the end of each folder so I know you rated them. You will be paid as soon as it has been verified. Link to my profile♫DJ Carebear♫@ fubar

Being Paranoid
i am becoming a bit paranoid nowit has been some time now since i went to the 2 doctors that was design for my casesince my lawyer told me to go tothings went fine however when i try to call heri either get the voice mail or i get the investigator that is for my case i dont know what is going to happen or if iam going to prisonbut at this point i just dont care no more iam done caring i have lost everything that i ever did care about nowstill no word on if i have to find a place to live or notand even if i do what is going to happen to my stuff and my cati cant pay rent if iam locked upi feel like iam broken and used up ready to be just either replaced or just toss away like garbagethat is how my life is beginning to turn out and that is how i feelthey say everything happen for a reason then please do tellthis year i wont have a xmus or any other day probably more then likely and the funny thing is i just dont care iam tired of fighting iam tired iam trying iam tired of making a eff

Am I Crazy?
My job has me going nuts! Last month I drove over 6000 KM's between a few places going to work and back. I managed to have a near record month for sales, and although that makes me happy. I do have to pay for all my travel, food, hotels.... when I go to work. I can claim it all as write off's but still it doesn't help me today. So, today I'm at the office submitting business and I find out one piece got held and I'l not be paid on it until next week. so today I got paid under 300 dollers, but my rent is 460. My last trip was more expensive than I thought and I spend more on it that I ultimately made from going out there. My old job has me on staff again which is nice so yesterday I went and gave an old guy a bath. Saturday I'll do a 12 hr over nighter to take care of another elderly man. next week i'll have a truck load of cash coming, in, but its feast or famine. I collect food for the food bank with my job but over the past several months I end up eating the food because i

Compensation Rating
Starting today: I will be giving 30k to every 100 rates you give. In order to receive your fubucks, you must private message me with your total and the folder name u rated. 30k will only be given when rated during a Happy Hour. Otherwise you will get 15k. You can rate my pictures all you like, but there is 60k limit per week. As for the 15k for the bomb, if you bomb me, I will already get a message and as soon as I see it, I will compensate you. 15k will only be given if bombed during a Happy Hour. Otherwise you will get 5k per bomb. All people that rate and bomb me must have a salute in order to get compensation. Thanks peoples for your participation and happy rating.

Brrrr
'tis my favourite season. So, there I am, 9:30am, waiting for the bus to work. In my usual attire, trainers, tracksuit bottoms, short sleeved t-shirt, hoody slung over shoulder in case it rains. Is pretty nippy, maybe 3, 4 degrees. Old guy walks past me, gives me the dirtiest of looks, one of those ones where you can read their minds "wtf is up with this freak" kind of look. Makes me smile that does.

If George Bush Is An Idiot...
If George W. Bush had been the first President to need a teleprompter installed to be able to get through a press conference, would you have laughed and said this is more proof of how he inept he is on his own and is really controlled by smarter men behind the scenes? If George W. Bush had spent hundreds of thousands of dollars to take Laura Bush to a play in NYC, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had reduced your retirement plan's holdings of GM stock by 90% and given the unions a majority stake in GM, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had made a joke at the expense of the Special Olympics, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had given Gordon Brown a set of inexpensive and incorrectly formatted DVDs, when Gordon Brown had given him a thoughtful and historically significant gift, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had given the Queen of England an iPod containing videos of his speeches, would you have thought this embarras

Girlfriend Application
So you want to fill out the girlfriend application? knock yourself out! if you can think of any questions i should add, email me ahead of time and let me add them, then fill out the application. if you want to send a picture, send an email to Torchwoodnet@gmail.com email answers to the above email your name: email address: location: astrological sign: how did you find my site? date of birth: height: hair color: eye color: smoke? yesnodrink? yesnoany tattoos or piercings? yesnoif yes, what/where:

The Most Beautiful Story About Love I Have Ever Told Myself
SO, if you dont already know who i am, if my foreboding truth not found its corrupt way into your rampent heart by reputaton alone, then you are mere substunance for all the mighty demons and angels who thrive as true gods amonst the hardened, evolution of advanced hybrid interaction...if you dont know my name...that is to say i dont know yours,,,,,which is the madness of this electric,digital,emetional, and artistic technology which we all use without a care for anything other then legend. We are the new gods, and we are few, we are phatoms, we are beatiful, and elite, we are love. death, hatred, and light, all confused together so that we may experience ourselves once more, because nothing delights us so much as our company which we forge and reforge in the heat of the sun and cooled in the darkness until all of its substanece finally run out and it have no value whatsover least we wish for its painfull death, so that ways you may at least delight it pain.....because you wonder amon

Fu-ing By (miki)
I was fu-ing along one day.When I ran into this little fu-lady.She gave me a fu-smile,and I fu-ly returned it.Soon we were fu-talking,and found out we had alot of fu in common.I asked her on a fu-date she fu-agreed.The night was so fu-filling we decieded on another.Soon we were fu-courtin and fu-kissing,Till one day.I fu-ed the question.She said hell fu yes.We set a fu-date.Then the fu-preperations began.We fu-married and were living quit fu-filly.We fu-fued all the time.We were in fu-love.Then it fu-happened.Anther fu bought me fu-drinks.I was fu-ked up.Dont think any fu-fu happened,But to her well she was fu-ming.I fu-begged and fu-pleaded.She packed and fu-bagged me up.Out the door,Me and my fu-ed up misery went.I hope she will fu-give me.Cause its really fu-ed up hanging out in MYSPACE.

The Church Of Tiger???
LOS ANGELES (AFP) - The transgressions of Tiger Woods have proved too much to take for one of the golf superstar's most fanatical fans who is now disbanding a church set up in praise of the sports icon. John Ziegler, the pastor of the "First Church of Tiger Woods" -- www.tigerwoodsisgod.com -- has announced in a statement on the blog that the organization is being dissolved because of the golfer's "personal sins."The church, whose home page has now been rechristened "The Damnation of Tiger Woods,"was launched by radio host Ziegler in 1996 to "celebrate the emergence of the 'true messiah.'" However the lurid revelations that have swirled around Woods since last week have left Ziegler so disenchanted that he is now ending his church, which has its own "Prayer for Tiger" and "Ten Tiger Commandments." "After several days of evaluation, I have decided to disband the First Church of Tiger Woods," Ziegler wrote."Tiger is clearly no longer deserving of being seen as a role model or a hero a

Is It Saturday Yet?
It's almost the weekend! I can't wait, it really starts tonight at 8:05 for me, but I think I am going to make it start right now! *LOL* No normally I'm not this happy for the weekend, but Saturday night a few friends and I are going to The Hotel, it is a club here in Salt Lake City, on 155 West 200 South, I really can't wait. Other then really looking forward to the weekend, I am almost done with all the boring work and tests before the BIG A+ exam. I think that is going to be my Christmas gift to myself, it only cost about $180 and it is a pass or fail kind of thing, and if you pass it great, if not you have to study some more and come back in about two weeks to pay to take the test again. I'm scared! Yep that is my life in a nut shell really, study, study, study, school school school. All “work” and one weekend before the holiday of partying.

A Lustfull Gift To Thee
She lays upon a loose tangled rug of red cloth. Late stoned nights lost in the dark moments of sensual sound. His words seem unreal "Touch yourself" He whispers,watchin."Feel your hand, your fingers" He senses the smoothness of her skin As her fingers slide upon her body, caressing the curve of her breasts, "Look at me,This man who hungers for you" She opens dark eyes, heavy with lust, her fingers feeling him "Your cock is hard in my hand" She breaths a heavy sigh "I want to feel you,feel your hunger for me" "FUCK" She moans to the darkness,shivering,shaking,quivering in urgency. Her breath heavy once again,He watches the rocking of her body. "Fuck me! Fuck me!" Her voice urgent with such of a demanding,primitive lust that seizes her body sending her shuddering into orgasmic bliss.

Xmas Poem
New Christmas PoemTWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,HE LIVED ALL ALONE,IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OFPLASTER AND STONE.I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEYWITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,AND TO SEE JUST WHOIN THIS HOME DID LIVE.I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,NOT EVEN A TREE.NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURESOF FAR DISTANT LANDS.WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,A SOBER THOUGHTCAME THROUGH MY MIND.FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,SILENT, ALONE,CURLED UP ON THE FLOORIN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,NOT HOW I PICTUREDA UNITED STATES SOLDIER.WAS THIS THE HEROOF WHOM I'D JUST READ?CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,THE FLOOR FOR A BED?I REALIZED THE FAMILIESTHAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERSWHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.SOON ROUND THE WORLD,THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,AND GROWNUPS WOULD

Wow
wow this week has been one big fucked up mess. it first started with me loseing my custody of my daughtr. then the next day I got laid off from work. so ya and I might lose my house here soon if I cant get the money to pay rent. So thats why my week has been really fucked up

Descent Into Madness
i sat on hold with rockwell automation tech support for nearly an hour. these thoughts went through my head while waiting... we appreciate your patience. all of our representatives are currently assisting other callers. please remain on the line, and your call will be answered in the order in which it was received.please stay on the line. you, the customer, are important to us because you give us your money mindlessly, and without question. you could use controls hardware from another manufacturer, but then no one would buy your equipment because ours is the most widely-recognized in the industry. nevermind the fact that our components are complicated, difficult to set up, and are prone to failure.thank you for your patience. do not hang up. do not pass go. do not collect 200 dollars.if you would like to leave a message, press zero, and one of our product support specialists will return your call at their leisure.oOoOoOo porno guitar... wakachika wakachika bow bow... at le

Think
Altough I think about many things I try to be open and receptive. Some may think that I am way out there and filled oppinons. Actually no. If I was truly way out there I wouldn't be here calmly keying this or to even think with any reason. I'd be dead or locked up for good. Honestly, I do see many things when I am out, which I keep to myself. I know that were it not for this openess that God has granted me I will be the one so critical to conceive of hell and damnation. I know that even I try my best I will often fail. Failure results from trying. If I did not try who do I have to blame but me. I told my Cardiologist that same but not in that way. I will see where this God is taking me, for now I truly do not know. Far as any evil I don't have to look far. The same with addiction, no matter what it is. Norio

Junior Strength.
The perfect breakfast: banana pancakes with hashbrowns and an Iced cap (y) The perfect date: hmmm...Either driving down streets that one does not know where it leads..I love adventures!or playing some kinda vs video game and kicking each others butts! yup,lame but its all about what I like and this is it! The perfect kiss: eskimo kisses.and forehead smooches (h) The perfect argument: one where I get a shush woman! which forces me to laugh..and him to hug me all kinds! The perfect man/woman: either or has to have a love for vids.I mean is that too much to ask?? The perfect shoe: umm,I adore my ballet slipper style and kicks:D The perfect movie: Night of the living dead b&w. The perfect flower: Daisy The perfect time of day:the air early in the mornin. The perfect mood: giggly The perfect dream: Hmmm, I cant think of anything right off the back. The perfect drink: iced cap or cherry kool-

I Will Make Sho Mine One Day...
The perfect breakfast: French toast with powdered sugar, scrambled eggs, sausage links & orange juice The perfect date: Screw the date; fuck me hard and call me a slutty little whore while you pull my hair and spank my ass. The perfect kiss: No slobbering, biting my lip, me biting your lip, lots of tongue, breathing heavily, messing my hair up..out of breath The perfect argument: I always win The perfect man/woman: The one that listens to everything I say and knows I'm always right. Humor, personality and intelligence please. A thick cock or tight pussy is also nice. The perfect shoe: Something slinky with straps The perfect movie: Its a Wonderful Life The perfect flower: Roses and lilacs The perfect time of day: Dusk The perfect mood: Erotic The perfect dream: Sex. The perfect drink: Raspberry iced tea The perfect name: Robyn The perfect drug: Lust

Broken Soul (written Awhile Ago)
Til I met you I never knew true loveTil I met you I never knew true painThe Love we shared was like nothing I have ever had beforeThe Joy you brought to my life was unsurpassed by any otherThe Smile on my face, The wholeness I felt when you were near meI felt as if my life was completeI had finally found the half to my tortured heartThe Pain I had felt would be no moreThe Days, Months, Years, spent together were the most beautiful and happiest times of my lifeNow by some cruel twist of fate, my heart is once again being ripped out and trampled onWhat was once beating in my chest is now cold and deadThere is no feeling anymoreI am dead insideI want to scream in Pain, til I am hoarse and exhaustedTo Let out every ounce of feeling that might be leftThere is no reason for me to feel anymoreNo reason to smileNo reason to careNo reason to go on

Why?
I have always wondered. In all the family members they get to pick the one that is really not into Christmas that much to bring out the Tree and decorations. Don't get me wrong, I used to be, over 15 years ago Happy to go all out for this season but retail etc; has changed all that. If I am not in my family sight right away they hunt me down and get me.. Either telling me or requesting. Why???? I say Bahumbug. Oh yea.. Happy Holidays to you & yours

I'm Surfing!...
the internet! So, it wasn't Microsoft this time. It was McAfee's update on their Site Advisor. So I turned off the site advisor and lo and behold...my cup runneth over with links I can open! Happy Day! So today I hate McAfee Site Advisor, and yea I still hate Microsoft...just cuz I wanna. The only site I should have been "advised" on was this one...yea, didn't catch that did it? The warning should have read: "Warning this site is inundated with liars, users, playas, preyers, and downright heartbreakers. Enter at own risk, take hold of your heart. Play the game, it's not real" But, of course I have found some amazing friends after I headed my own warning...and I ♥ my friends. Muahhhhhhsssss!!

Not A Norm For Me
This is real strange for me ... to post in here about me. But there are a few that know what is going on and understand it. Which I am grateful for. I love them to death. So now i have changed my mind and not going to pity me party ... it's a Thank you for those who listen and are truly wonderful friends and people!!!! I wish I could do more for you. But, this is the extent for now ....

Messianic
Taken on the street where I work. Dirty little Minolta digital. I regretted not having my Canon with me...but he didn't care. -------------------------------- And he stood, like Christ on the road to Gethsemane, blinking slight but betraying no more recognition of what was around him. Though for that, the truth was that most floated by, oblivious to the nature of the sonic push edging against them. They couldn't hear...or couldn't listen. His hands were a blur, like lightning invading skin, trembling under the sinew, driving the flesh. What daemons invade this man...this echoing man, little more than the music, and the shell housing it. As though he merely opened his fingertips and bled into the strings, his voice just a vessel of what was already there...a power undenied as divine, but not by right....wrenched from his being into life. He believes in God....you can tell....and the Morningstar that makes him ache so. He sees things that I'll never see, touched by the Dominu

I Choose You!
Your Pokéname is: Pikabar Profile You live in the humid rainforests of Chile, and your diet consists mostly of wolves, fruits and water. Characteristics (Combat and Non-combat) You have spikes running down your back. You can breathe fire. You can puke acid. You have a force field. You can swim in Dr. Pepper. You can puke Mr. PiBB. You have a magic chest of hats. You have a cell phone. You can swim in poison. You can throw nunchucks. Natural Enemies Your natural enemy is Vulfu.

...and Silence.
A cigarette, and silence. It's not quite noon, and the day wanes already. Cold and grey outside and in. What is it that makes people so wrong when they're trying to be so right? It's just a cigarette and silence. I don't dare close my eyes, because it's a cacophony...blinding flashes of terrible thoughts and memories of moments not even hours ago. Every little thing that I didn't say pouring over my tongue like vinegar and cherries. The taste that feels like spitting and grit teeth. Pushing back. The slide back of the chair isn't any different than the motion of the man in it. So it's going to be a Raymond Chandler evening...but the day really starts inside my head...and right here. With a cigarette...and a broken silence.

Yahoo Messanger Virus
TO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS FAN AND FANS OF THAT HAVE ME IN THERE YM CONTACTS I NO LONGER HAVE YAHOO MESSANGER DO TO A VIRUS IN THE YM IF YOU GOT A LINK FROM ME DO NOT OPEN IT I NEVER SENT A LINK TO ANYBODY. SO PLEASE SEND ME YOUR CONTACT INFO IN PRIVATE MESAGE TO ME AND I WILL ADD YOU TO MY GOOGLE ACCOUNT. IM SO SORRRY IF THE VIRUS HAS GOT TO YOU. I STILL HAVE YAHOO MAIL SO SORRY FOR THE TROUBLE I HAVE CAUSED YOU JACK AKA MOVIEMAN47

Erotic Poem (not Mine)
" I see myself holding you close to me, Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running my palms across your breast, As you tremble and bite your lip. Feeling your hands upon my chest, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering my kiss. Over pert nipples, across your navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon your face from below- As you tilt back your head. Feeling your fountains begin to flow- As you ease back on the bed. Your "innocent little devil" look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. Lip to lip lapping up every drip- From the well of your creation. The way you pull me up by the hair- To the heat of your mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Pushing my love into you. On the waves of your emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. Pulse pounding in resoundi

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry for the things I didn't sayI'm sorry for the times I pushed you awayI'm sorry I didn't have the confidence to believeI'm sorry I had no faith in you and meI'm sorry for the lies I told to youI'm sorry for the times I was untrueI'm sorry for the things I made you believeI'm sorry I was stupid enough to leaveI'm sorry our lives are so messed upI'm sorry I didn't know how to trustI'm sorry for the pain I made you feelI'm sorry for the hurt I wish I could healI'm sorry for the times I shut you outI'm sorry for running outI'm sorry I hurt you so muchI'm sorry I didn't know how to loveI'm sorry is all I can sayI'm sorry is all I can do to try and repayI'm sorry I will try to showI'm sorry as I try to growI'm sorry I love you soI'm sorry I didnt realize how much I needed you before

Untitled
Sometimes I dont know whatto say or doI feel the harder I trythe more I dissapoint youI don't know howto make up for what I've doneEverything I tryseems to be wrongI'm sure I'm delussional or I hope I amI don't know what I'd doIf you decided you wanted things to endI want to tell youhow much I need youWhat you mean to meBut I fear you would see it as a ployA game for your heartBecause of the times I've hurt you beforeSo I do what I canto try and prove I am who I say I amI wan to be yours til the very very end

Apologize
I try to find the words to sayBut somehowI don't think I could ever repayThe things you've done for meThe love you've shownWhile I turned a blind eyeFrom the truth I'd runLooking elsewhere for the love I thought I neededNot seeing you in front of meWith me your eyes pleadedYou were mine since we were children I gave my heart to youMy one and only manWhen times got toughI closed you outShut you downThere's nothing to talk aboutDeep in my heart I knew I needed you Rather than seeing thatTo myself I was untrueIn my mind I twisted youMade you into somethingEasier to hate to blameFor my being blueYou've been by my side through everythingI ran from youYou came after meThe man before meis not the one in my headHe is truely caring loving and kindAll my mistakes I hope he can forgiveHis loveMakes life worthwhile to live.

Wonder Why
i say shit like this? cause i have a job interview today..what day is today..i actually have been doing a lot of really good crank...as a treat for being so good....recently...is anyone on fubar not on crank..and if so can you please put your camera down...no not your dick..you can use that to pee in a cup for me.....and if you have a pussy...then just put it in my mouth..for a taste test i am dying of thirst

Judge Not
Subject: Never Judge Someone.... Never Judge Someone.... "Some people!' snorted a man standing behind me at the long line at the grocery store. "You would think the manager would pay attention and open another line," said another woman. I looked to the front of the line to see what the hold up was and saw a well dressed, young woman, trying to get the machine to accept her credit card. No matter how many times she swiped it, the machine kept rejecting it. "It's one of them welfare card things. Darn people need to get a job like everyone else!" said the man standing behind me. The young woman turned around to see who had made the comment. "It was me," he said, pointing to himself. The young lady's face began to change expression. Almost in tears, she dropped the welfare card onto the counter and quickly walked out of the store. Everyone in the checkout line watched as she began running to her car. Never lo

Ever Wonder?
have you wondered? does fabric softerner really make fabric softer or just cause sneezing fits..that last for days...or was that the meth amphedamines? also: why when vacuming the carpet will you bend over and pick up like a penny or gum wrapper/ old ciggarette celaphane/crank baggy and they set it back on the floor and try to vacum it again, why not just throw it AWAY? and: where the fuck is jimmy hoffa really...with jesus at the vatigan discussing universal healh care for the working symbiat hybrid, and you dont know what the fuck i am talking about do you, i know you dont cause you are a fubarian...which means you are an ego-maniac and appreciate simple jokes from your era that promise easy laughs ever: wonder why you are so easily entertained....cause the easy questions answer themselves..for instance if i met hana montanna and fucked her in front of her dad while he videotaped it and then i put it on my youtube...you would be right fucking over there right fucking now

Stolen...but Fuck Her, She Can Handle It.
The perfect breakfast: Warm Rhum and Honey. The perfect date: People still date?? Um...awkward meeting, uncomfortable quip about her outfit. Fantastic food with a great bottle and the sterling realization that she hasn't bothered with underwear, or shame. Quiet conversation laced with double entendre and wit. Readjustments to be sure that all clothing articles still present are covering...again. Broken moments of delight, derision, pleasure and pain. Alot of gasping, the occasional beg and a need to buy clothes with stronger seams. ...Warm Rhum andHoney. The perfect kiss: Unexpected. Stuttered trepidation and a little-boy-smile...crushing her lips slightly. Lots of biting and an exploring tongue The perfect argument: I always win. The perfect man/woman: Breathing, brilliant, broken, breaking, begging. The perfect shoe: Steel toed ten hole Docs. The perfect movie: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind The perfect flower: Cala Lilies and dead things. The

List Of Members
OK....IM GOING TO ATTEMPT TO DO A MEMBERS LIST WITH EVERYONES LINK...I PRAY IT WORKS...HALF THE TIME IT DOES THE OTHER HALF IT DOESNT....WISH ME LUCK.....LOL ~♥Scorpioqueen61♥~Mgr. Loungin\'Levelers~Fu-Angel~@ fubar BrownEyedGirl36~Leadchucker\'s Krewe~Mgr.Loungin\'Levelers@ fubar }}ISLåÈÐGIßL>> ♆Loüngín\'Lèvelers * Owned by Leadchucker {LKF}@ fubar Cooki-girl~fu-affianced to OTRDUCK~@ fubar Bori Nena-Loungin Levelers-@ fubar Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷSingle Moms R Sexy Too* 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar SWEETLOVE MANAGER @ BODYSHOTS / MEMBER OFLOUNGIN LEVELERS@ fubar la morena ~LounginLevelers~Fu-Engaged To Fly86@ fubar ~DramaQueen617~LounginLeveler~@ fubar amanda66046 ~Lounging Levlers~@ fubar ~Nicegirl0207~***fu-owned by my cool friend BLANDRY***

The Chief's Wife
"NEXT," the conference emcee announced, "we have the chief of the Minnesota State Patrol, Roger Ledding, who is here with his lovely wife, Beverly." The chief took his place at the lectern. "I'm a little nervous," he began, "getting up before this distinguished audience and speaking today. But not nearly as nervous as I will be tonight when I must go home with my wife, Audrey, and explain Beverly to her!"

It's Time To Cast Your Vote
OK EVERYONE....HERE WE GO....FIRST RUN.....IT'S TIME FOR YOU ALL TO CAST YOUR VOTE IN A PRIVATE MSG TO THE HOMEPAGE AS TO WHO YOU FEEL IS DESERVING OF MEMBER OF THE WEEK.....ONCE WE HAVE ALL THE VOTES IN.....WE WILL BLOG FOR MONDAY WHO GOT THE WINNING VOTE......AND THEY WILL BE MOTW FROM MON-SUN......REMEMBER.....SHOW THEM LOVE....THAT DOES NOT MEAN HOWEVER THAT YOU HAVE TO FEEL LIKE YOU NEED TO RATE ALL OF THEIR PICS......JUST TRY TO DO ROUGHLY AROUND 100 RATES FOR THEM AND MORE IF YOU WANT......THANKS EVERYONE AND GOOD LUCK

Today Made Me Think Of This.
To Autumn Season of mists and mellow fruitfulness, Close bosom-friend of the maturing sun; Conspiring with him how to load and bless With fruit the vines that round the thatch-eves run; To bend with apples the moss'd cottage-trees, And fill all fruit with ripeness to the core; To swell the gourd, and plump the hazel shells With a sweet kernel; to set budding more, And still more, later flowers for the bees, Until they think warm days will never cease, For summer has o'er-brimm'd their clammy cells. Who hath not seen thee oft amid thy store? Sometimes whoever seeks abroad may find Thee sitting careless on a granary floor, Thy hair soft-lifted by the winnowing wind; Or on a half-reap'd furrow sound asleep, Drows'd with the fume of poppies, while thy hook Spares the next swath and all its twined flowers: And sometimes like a gleaner thou dost keep Steady thy laden head across a brook; Or by a cyder-press, with patient look, Thou watchest the last oozings hours by hours. Where are th

Landscape
Is that even the right word for this? I'm thinking no, but I've had one cup of coffee and it's too early to think. Yesterday while I was going home I seen the most beautiful rainbow/s. There were two of them. One, the one you can really see was perfect. In person you could see EVERY color..all were so bright. The second one was very faint. The pictures do NO justice. Anyway, I can't upload them, so I'm putting them here. I love how the sun is hitting the top of the trees, making them look like they are golden/yellow. Beautiful, in my opinion.

Stupid Encounter #29 (please Read Botto To Top Its A Sb)
To Matty: im married Matty: why are you single your gorgeous To Matty: Thanks Matty: ok i love your eyes Matty: how are you today baby To Matty: hey Matty: hi gorgeous

Fyi
If you're on my friends list, I obviously like you. Having said that, I'm going to add this: If you feel the need to make some alternate account and get your jollies out of bashing me or everyone around you or play the little game of "guess who I am", you are going to find out quickly how cunt-like I can be. :) I've been on here 2 1/2 years and this has gone on A LOT. It's old. It's not funny, cute or amusing anymore. I'm tired of it. If you make it known you are someone I should know, I am not going to care. You are still a fucking idiot. ***in a completely unrelated matter (sort of), since I don't feel like doing separate blogs*** I like my tits. Shocking, right? So I have lots of pics where they are visable. Do I care that you think I'm whorish, skankish or attention seeking? Nope! I know the reasons I take and post pictures. It's the same reason everyone else does it. Have a fabulous day. :)

Missing You Tonight...
Wanting to Love YouI do not know what happened tonight,I had that kind urge to hold you tight,I would love so much to make it right,For I wanted to kiss you goodnight...I never expected such a tender need,Did an angel deposed that little seed?I do not know how I could get a lead,Can you hear my plea as you read?I did see you behind a thick curtain,Your lovely soul was once uncertain,Your tears pounding like heavy rain,Feeling your life going down the drain.As a friend at what seemed an end,I came to give you happyness to spend,Tender poems of love I offered to send,You have been more than just a friend.You are haunting me this very night,Wanting you, nervous with this fright,Of being pushed away from your sight,I want to love and kiss you tonight.

A Lover's Farewell
Do I love thee Its not something I can tell Forgive me for leaving Its thy love I don't deserve Do I love thee With all my heart Leaving Is sadder than words can tell Do I love thee Yes. I do love thee I have wished it wouldn't end The fault have been in me To wanting to stop Do I love thee My love has not stop Not a second, a minute ,a day Or the many years that follows I love thee Doth not cry Doth not call me back or say good bye Let me go Promise me You would find happiness In someone's else arms Promise me You will cherish thyself

Doubts From The Past
You are told that you’re everything to someone, Yet they can hardly manage to ask ‘how are you’? Perpetually giving and giving, and never getting, She just turns her head and I’m cast aside again, Laying there in the dirt, shaking, crying, bleeding, I whimper your name but someone else needs you, I’m so important to you …I have to remind myself, Because you’re too busy to say it to me yourself, Let alone show it and put weight to those words, Words, words, words… There are a lot of words I need to say and can’t, Words to describe the way that I feel, words like Neglected, abandoned, unwanted, and unimportant. How come I have to wear my best mask for the One that I shouldn’t have to pretend for at all? The mask with the bright smile and wide dry eyes, The mask that says it’s fine, when we know its not, The mask that almost convinced me he was real, I am second priority; the only time you need

Life
yesterday was hell .... my ex brother in law said he was going to kill me so i called 911 and then he showed up at my house what balls that was ....this is all over his kids putting rops on my kids necks he said if his kids were taken from him he was going to kill me .... now he has court to go too lol to bad for him .....thats all i have too say bye for now

Take The Lead
I stare into your eyes, behind the love and happiness the demons of your past shimmer like stars in the sky. Late at night I lay in bed thinking about you, wishing I could slay your demons and make you whole again. I've opened the door for you, given you a rock and a soft place to fall when you need to hide from the world. I see a strength buried inside you that you don't see within yourself. You're precious like a lover to me and I wonder how and why anyone could harm you. I feel so far away when your locked inside your pain. All I see is you hurting, wanting to be held and I'm miles away falling to pieces. I don't want to see you bleed anymore Hang on to my voice, the only place we can go is up. I'm not superman strong or invincible but I'll never leave you when you need me. Life's a dance you've been stumbling through, tossed from uncaring partner to uncaring partner let me help you take the lead, and help you slay the demons that haunt your dreams and silence the unw

I Pledge
If ever you need a shoulder,lean on mine If ever you need a laugh,then a jester I'll be If ever love was missing I'd made it up to you Take me as your loyal subject I'd stay with you till we live no more I'd persevere Even as darkness rules over our skies My love serves no one But thee

Nsfw Pics
So I love fubar and rating and playing games on here It has been my addiction to gaming. And theres things in here that I do that I get criticized for..ripping pics(because I wont get full points) I enjoy giving credit to those who deserve it. I mumm (some of the mummers omg really you guys are so bad, so much anger in a person should really be focused to some kind of therapy and some of them the biggest whinners damn). The loungers (drama thats it ppl that like drama! ) Bloggers are cool and the ones just on here to chat in SB some of you are cool too. Recently this NSFW has caused an uproar in the Fubar society. Online is a place where I can be myself and release energy because society has forced me to conform to obtain employment. What does that mean that means I have to dress covered up and be professional because I am what I am I work for the state and I attending a University to obtain my Masters (read profile). It sucks because society has a hard time focusing on my brains bec

Bread Bag Boots
Walking the dogs at 4:30 a.m. on the third day of the twelfth month of the ninth year of the twenty first century gives an opportunity to notice things and think about the traditions of the past and the present. And stuff. Should a United States flag, presented upon a pole, be a statement to the world, or an individual display of respect for all that it represents - and it just happens to be visible to others? Does it matter? I used to walk to school with the colorful dots of Wonder Bread bags flapping out of the tops of my winter boots. You never see that anymore. It was an excellent barrier to the wet winter snow, and hours of playing outside in it gave plenty of opportunity to use that amazing Wonder Bread shield. Every morning I would flap to the flagpole with the tightly triangulated flag held in hands that knew this was a very powerful piece of cloth - you could tell by the strict instructions given on how it was to be hoisted, brought in if it rained, and properly fold

An Open Letter To The All-england Gentleman's Mummers Club
Gentlemen Whilst partaking of a brisk walk along the promenade I happened across an unfortunate young lady who was valiantly attempting to convey her child up a considerable incline. I took a moment to consider her circumstance and decided there and then that we should find a way to assist. On returning to my place of residence I withdrew to my study and immediately set about finding a solution and I am pleased to inform you that I have indeed come up with a solution so striking in its simplicity that I am astounded that nobody had thought to employ its use at an earlier juncture. Gentlemen, I propose we manufacture and supply, at a reasonable cost, the 'Dr Nathaniel Swingbin Puffkin, patented, steam powered hovering perambulator'. I have taken the liberty to design and build a working prototype of which I have attached a photograph. Yours, Dr Nathaniel Swingbin Puffkin.

Its The End Of The World As We Know It
Well its the beginning of September, and its getting cooler outside. Sept. is in my book a good month. School has already started for the little shits whose parents don't want them around the house 24 hours a day, playing video games and eating them out of a vacation to the Bahamas. People are not going to be heading to Ocean City, and clogging up Rt. 50 so it takes me 3 hours just to get home. And, lastly... We have 2 more months till the end of the world as we know it. That's right folks, in two more months two wonderful things happen. One is Election day, and the second is my B-day. Yup both of these things have an equal and very common outcome for 2009. The End of The World as We Know It. Why you ask...... What are you fucking retarded??? Look at CNN, MSNBC, FOX, or any other news station using capital letters to make them feel special. You'll see the same as the rest of us. Two fucking retarded candidates who have spent over a billion dollars for a job that only pays 400 thousa

Ranting On The Da
It is my belief that the District Attorney, and his gang of over paid sales people (Prosecutors) have a major issue of being unethical, and unmoral in the way they proceed in serving justice. I have heard rumors in this subject since taking my job in security, and also have read a lot of interesting stories in the Baltimore Sun. I was shocked to think that these rumors might even be some what true. Lets take a look at one that makes me sick the most. Just recently a group of prosecutors created a group to go over cases that the defendant was found innocent and see if the defendant has a parole that still is being served. If he does, these so called protectors of justice and our freedom, inform the courts and the next thing the defendant knows hes in jail due to breaking his parole. Ok let me give you an example of this.... The defendant was arrested on a drug charge, and was found NOT guilty by a court of law. A prosecutor feels that the defendant's Lawyer did a fucking fantastic j

To The American People
To the American people, I am witness to something that has, and will be the destruction of this great nation that has been a stepping stone for all other countries of this world for over two hundred years. I witness the down fall of a society that had the chance to improve the quality of life and of thought for all of the human species of this world. A fall of great depth that will change the face of this world for the worst. And, the fault lies with the American citizen. We as Americans have grown weak in the past fifty years. We have grown lazy in the lack of work ethics, motivation to succeed, and the ability to improve the quality of life. It is our lack of understanding and discipline of our own lives and goals, that we allow this to happen. We as a people have failed ourselves and our children by allowing our leaders to guide us to this dark time. How? you ask is this possible. I shall educate you through my reasons. We have allowed our leaders of this great Nation to do some

Always And Never
i am alone sortof alone with the fastest race horse in the world and i played dumb for myself because i wont ride, unless i am racing for my very life this black thouroghbreed a champion of darkness just to look upon her her very physical makeup and purpose promise disaster for us both but you see that is why we need each other she is breed to chase death i am breed to ride on her back and encourage disaster only togther can we both participate in the machine alone she is just a horse and i a man never would i even consider chasing the prize death on my own two feet my knowledge of these matters make me the operator and why would a champion horse think at all she only awaits my signal my heels in her ribs for as long as we ride together we are one chance at victory a race of machines to catch our death just the two of us for the pursuit

Message From My Friend From My Yearbook
"To have someone love you, for who you are is, a blessing from God. To be able to love unconditionaly, is a gift from God. To have the one person in your life that makes you complete, is a piece of heaven. To have all three in the same person, is priceless."

Broken Wings
Broken WingsOnce upon a time,I soared through the sky.Without a care in the world,You were the one to make me fly.Like an endless sea,Your love stretched acrossAs far as the eye could see.You were a fresh startSomething new,Innocent and true.Then you took it from meEverything that made me flyBody and mind completely shatteredHeart and soul torn a part,As I fell from the sky.But nothing mattered.Wings broken and tatteredFeathers ripped and scatteredNo more would these wings take flightFalling to earth in the dead of night,No longer could I see the light.Rarely do I pray for myself..But this time I must,Before this life turns to dust,For your loving soul to pull me from the rainFor your love, to heal these broken wingsAnd help me fly once again..

The Night Will Go As Follows~by Jd
The night will go as follows, Listen because i've been saving this up, There comes a time of self reflection and while i was laying next to you i was lightyears away. All the days i just put those pesky thoughts to the back of my mind, There must come a time for release or we would surely suffer combustion of our souls. There are elements at play which i've neglected to be completely honest, Honesty, That one trait you fight so hard tyo get out of me, Yes i know its so hard to learn new tricks. All the nights i laid right next to you, My head was searching for a way to break into my heart, Jaded and closed tightly to outsiders, Somewhere inside of this hollowed man, Theres this voice that tells me "look deeper, There is no love here". Consider my point of view, At one time i fell so hard, We grew, We lived, We learned a little more about ourselves, There comes a time where seperation becomes unbaringly enevitable and tonight im getting this off my chest. Souls are such

Zombie Take-out Episode 26
Zombie Take-Out Episode 26: Something Very Canadian is now online. Scott and Uncle John discuss a movie that, despite lackluster box office, has added to the cultural lexicon. An exercise in absurdity that features some of the best cameo appearances in film history. This week on Zombie Take-Out from 2000 it's Dude, Where's My Car?. Is it really just Tolkien with stoners. Was Sean William Scott pulling a Jim Carey? Shibby, Zoltan! And Then? http://zombietakeout.com

In Appreciation Of Our Soldiers
♥New Christmas Poem♥TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,HE LIVED ALL ALONE,IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OFPLASTER AND STONE.I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEYWITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,AND TO SEE JUST WHOIN THIS HOME DID LIVE.I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,NOT EVEN A TREE.NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURESOF FAR DISTANT LANDS.WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,A SOBER THOUGHTCAME THROUGH MY MIND.FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,SILENT, ALONE,CURLED UP ON THE FLOORIN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,NOT HOW I PICTUREDA UNITED STATES SOLDIER.WAS THIS THE HEROOF WHOM I'D JUST READ?CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,THE FLOOR FOR A BED?I REALIZED THE FAMILIESTHAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERSWHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.SOON ROUND THE WORLD,THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,AND

Neurosis-grey
Fighting against the way we've been conditioned Is the pain of life and mind The more we see the more we know The more we can't seem to find A way of living life free of control Without reality always being such a fucking hole Where all we have to do is survive With no restrictions on our lives In this situation where forced to hypocrisy We're made to set rules for ourselves Distrust is taught as a way of survival Follow your heart trust your head We've got to accept that we're all alike Facist is anarchist is life One makes the other and the other is one Just reflections of black and white

Vampyre Poems
"Awaken to darkness on this place we call Earth, One vampire's bite brings another one's birth. A vampire wakes with blood thirsty needs On the warm rich sensation he feels when he feeds. He stalks in the night like a disatrous beast, And what once was alive will soon be deceased. So when the last bit of sunlight disappears from the sky, You better watch out unless you want to die." -Victoria Boatwright "Take me from this earth an endless night- this, the end of life. From the dark I feel your lips and taste your bloody kiss." -Type O Negative

It Hurts.
Well lets see where to start. A few months ago I allowed my ex to come back into my life. Things were going great. We were "working" on things. Then I found out he was living with his ex gf and her bf. Her and her bf broke up so it went back to just my ex, her and her son living at the house. When she broke up with her bf my ex decided that he didnt know what he wanted anymore. Today he finally came clean and told me that the reason shit went downhill when her and Matt broke up was because he realized he didnt know if he wanted to be with me or her. Then he said He was lonely thats why he wanted me back into his life. Now he is saying that he still wants to be with her but she doesnt want to be with him. So pretty much he is wanting to keep me around incase nothing ever happens with them again. I am so tired of being lead on and used. I am done. I am done with him and I am going to once again pick up the million pieces of my heart and try and move on. I am so tired of alwa

Pimp Out
If you want a pimp out get 30 of your friends to rate and comment this pic and i will pimp you out! in the comment it must say "sent by (your name)" Here is the link http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1450398&albumid=1924646&i=3484258547&idx=2

The Madness Of The Walls
The curse of the Walls come closing in. You suffer from insanity, now it begins. Nothing to do but accept what shall be... Really doesn't matter how much you will plea. We have no choice. It's in the blood. The madness comes rushing, just like a flood. No matter how much we try to control... Sooner or later it will all take it's toll. Tired of hiding what we really are... Though derangement haunts us like an ugly scar. How do we stop this from the rest of the line? Do we dare show them even one of the signs? To prevent the pain that we feel inside? They deserve more than to be outside. Outside of society, like our curse has been. Perhaps a new generation of Walls shall begin. Stronger than steel this bloodline will start. Not ashamed of the past we seem to impart. They take from that past the strength that we had. They learn to separate the good from the bad. Passion, strength, and the love we can share. Rising above the pain that we bear! Sorrow so

Random Questions
Do you like to cuddle?Oh hell yeah!!!Who has the ability to hurt you the most emotionally?Believe it or not, my kids!!!Do you cry easily?Oh yes! Has the last person you kissed ever made you cry?Yes. Ever cried while you were on the phone with that person?Yes, I haveAre you excited for anything?Yes, our lil girls 6th birthday, and Christmas!!How are you feeling right now?Exhausted What are you doing right now?doing this Random ? thing.What should you be doing right now?Sleeping Are you worried about anything right now?Yes. How do you think this day will be?almost over thank God!! Ever gotten in a car accident?2 years ago though... no harm done!! Do you hate the last person you kissed?No Have you ever been used?Yes, quite often too!!Cheated on?No, I can't say I have. Who did you last ride in a car with?My Lil Lindsey Lou!! What will your next piercing be?I am dying to pierce my nipples!!! LOLWho was the last person you spoke to on your cell?DudDo you have any drugs in your bedroom?Not in

Why Do I Love You?
I love you because of the way you look at me.I love you because your touch makes me float.I love you because you always know what to say.I love you because you have the ability to listen to my problems,the tell me you love me and everything is suddenly fine.I love you because when I look at you,I feel as if I am the only one in the world.I love you because when you hold me,I want the moment to stop so the moment can last forever.I love you because when you kiss me,I get weak in the knees and when I go to fall you are the one holding me up.I love you because I get lost in your gorgeous eyes.I love you because you are the half that makes me whole.I love you because you are you.

So You Want My Yahoo Id?
For whatever reason, I get asked for this more than anything else. Well, I don't just hand it out to anyone who asks. I'd have too many random people messaging me and I would have no clue who they were. Or, they would probably looking for cybersex and well... I don't think so. So my most recent status is: Ok, fine. You REALLY want my yahoo ID? Well, I want a HH with Auto 11s. So there. Maybe that will help you all realize that I'm not just gonna give it to you. You say its my loss? Okay, I can live with that. You think I'm asking too much? Move on to the next girl who will just give it out. I'm here to make friends and have fun and I can chat just fine with PMs. And SB is family only and yes, it will be just as tough for you to get into my family, so please, don't ask. No, I don't want to trade pics so you can be in my family. Pissed off? Okay. Delete yourself from my friends lisr. And have a wonderful day. :D

Random Questions
Do you like to cuddle?I like to push Jarrod out of bed. Aggressive cuddling.Who has the ability to hurt you the most emotionally?Nobody because I won't give that kind of control to anyone. Do you cry easily?No. I'm heartless. Has the last person you kissed ever made you cry?Yes. Ever cried while you were on the phone with that person?Not that I remember, but probablyAre you excited for anything?NoHow are you feeling right now?Exhausted What are you doing right now?Watching TVWhat should you be doing right now?Sleeping Are you worried about anything right now?Yes. How do you think this day will be?It was lazy. Ever gotten in a car accident?3, and none were my fault. Do you hate the last person you kissed?No Have you ever been used?Yes.Cheated on?Yes Who did you last ride in a car with?Probably Ian. I'm by myself most of the time so I don't know What will your next piercing be?Haven't thought about it Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell?JarrodDo you have any drugs in you

New Blog Soon!
Eventually. I haven't forgotten. I do want to thank those who still stop by and say hi rate stuff bomb stuff and do normal stuffz for Fu land. I'll be in and out probably on more post-holiday season. Ya know I have a lot to say. Is there any other way? Corny I know. Be good friends, and of course stay tuned Peace.

Myrmidon
myrmidon\MUR-muh-don; -duhn\ , noun;1.(Capitalized) A member of a warlike Thessalian people who followed Achilles on the expedition against Troy.2.A loyal follower, especially one who executes orders without question.

Me An Bud Light
man i love bud light after i drink a few i start ta feel ight o an it seems ta calm me down at night so dont worry cuz i dont like ta fight i drink a few more an i start ta fly but maybe it was that blunt cuz im really high or cuz i drank about 4 or 5 tall glasses by tha way dont think im shy o an dont think that my momma didnt raise me right o did i tell u i love bud light got a good job an i pay my shit load up wit beer an drive out to tha sticks but jus to play in tha mud i dont live there shit stay in town an know i aint rich o an did i tell u i love bud light bitch

Well
Well Im not really around here much anymore. Fubar has lost its appeal to me. Friends that I used talk to all the time have either moved on with their lives and arent on the site anymore, or just dont talk to me anymore. I spend more time with my kids and in the real life, and dont find the need to sit on the site for countless hours anymore. Hopefully next school year I will be attending school to get my LPN and moving into the career that I want to be in. Real life has more value to me now instead of trying to life in a fantasy world I guess. But for those that would like to keep in touch, send me a message and you might get my yim lol not promising though. And those that already have my yim, send me a message once in a while if you feel like talking. Other than that....Have fun.

New Lounge Soon Going To Be Open!
ok like I said before here I go again I am going to be opening a new lounge and this time it's going to be different I am going to start the background and all that good stuff first then and only then will I start looking for staff to help me run it and when I do you all with be well informed I don't know what kind of lounge it will be got some ideas but havn't got a 100% sure thing going on. I will be advertising the new construction first so that word get's out probley in the next few weeks is when I want to open my goal before xmas what a gift from me to me lol. oh well we will have to wait and see what all pans out of my mind. so if you want you can help me get the word out I don't have spammers made up yet after all I don't know what kind of theme I want so just let your friends know Bryan is going to open a new lounge and I promise you all it will be a sucessful and pleasant lounge take care *cheers* Bryan

My Perfection
Beautiful eyes open across a pillow top, It seems for this moment time will stop, The Earth slows and wane, A frozen moment without strain Your body close to mine, Our hearts beat in time, With a smile of simple pleasure, This moment should last forever Some say perfection is unattainable For most things that's explainable, But in your arms and with your hearts affection I have found a brief moment of perfection

The Game
How can I live this way You have to follow the rules Stop being so cruel I've put up with it to long I finally see what it is you do I won't take no more mental abuse I have been blinded by your game Mental abuse was its name. Using my weakness to burn my brain Until it no longer functioned the same. Twisting every word I would say Making me believe I was always to blame Grinding me down until I was nearly insane. Like a hunter messing with its prey, I'd lash out just to keep you away. You loved seeing me in this state It was like a rush running through your veins. Exhausted from what you have displayed Believing I'm this horrible person you have portrayed The damage now permanently engraved Sobbing in my tears I have layed So confused and in a constant daze A 2 year headache where unanswered questions lay Because you never given them the time of day To date they still remain

Sideways Down The Mountain-scape
ANT ᵀᴴᴱ ЯANT - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: We brush off the flakes, Forward-looking BKs, with goggled-covered face, we do not hesitate, to sleigh down the mountainscape sideways, like we were on borrowed days, time is fragile like freshly frozen lakes, Cali kamikaze is the chosen way. Cú Chulainn - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: So-Cal steelo meets the Tao of the Bay. So cold, that we numb to distaste - adrenaline rush and it feels fuckin' great. Speedin' over powder, and it's powder to the face. Red Stripe on the mountain, like we run this fuckin' place. We don't need a highway to heaven; we hit the freeway to play. We go hard in the paint. We side hard on the mount, 'cause we been drivin' all day. Against B.K., you look like a fuckin' stain. The speed is the rush; who gives a fuck about the pain. We some moguls hittin' moguls; you can kiss the fuckin' taint... ANT ᵀᴴᴱ ЯANT - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: We shoo

Yes, Virginia, There Is A Santa Claus
Yes, Virginia, There is a Santa ClausEditorial Page, New York Sun, 1897 We take pleasure in answering thus prominently the communication below, expressing at the same time our great gratification that its faithful author is numbered among the friends of The Sun: I am 8 years old. Some of my little friends say there is no Santa Claus. Papa says, "If you see it in The Sun, it's so." Please tell me the truth, is there a Santa Claus?Virginia O'Hanlon Virginia, your little friends are wrong. They have been affected by the skepticism of a sceptical age. They do not believe except what they see. They think that nothing can be which is not comprehensible by their little minds. All minds, Virginia, whether they be men's or children's, are little. In this great universe of ours, man is a mere insect, an ant, in his intellect as compared with the boundless world about him, as measured by the intelligence capable of grasping the whole of truth and knowledge. Yes, Virginia, there is a Santa

My Sons
I AM HERE TO SHARE WHATS BEEN GOING ON IN MY LIFE. AS MANY OF YOU KNOW, i HAVE A SON, CHRISTOPHER, THAT HAS A GENETIC BLOOD DISORDER THAT IS FATAL. WE HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH IT FOR A LONG TIME. HE IS MOVING BACK TO WVA SO HE CAN BE CLOSE TO FAMILY. WELL NOW MY OTHER SON, SHAUN, WAS IN 2 ROADSIDE BOMBS IN IRAQ. EVIDENTALLY, THE BOMBS JARRED HIS BRAIN LOSE, AND HE HAS MAJOR DIFFICULTIES. WHEN YOU SEE BOTH OF YOUR KIDS ILL, AND THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO, ALL YOU FEEL IS HELPLESS. BUT GOD HAS A REASON FOR ALL THAT HAPPENS.AND I HOLD ON TO MY FAITH AS HARD AS I CAN. I AM BLESSED WITH MANY INTERNET FRIENDS, THAT HAVE STOOD BY ME FOR YEARS, NEVER WAVERING IN THEIR SUPPORT OR LOVE. TY GUYS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME...

Edge Of Thorns
An offering of reasonsWe put them all awayA covering of treasonsThat one by one we let slip awayA solitary dancerSo lost upon her stageI have seen you on the edge of dawnFelt you there before you were bornBalanced your dreams upon the edge of thornsBut I don't think about you anymoreA study made of winterOf summers long agoAnd dreams that use to glitterSafely now hidden under snowAnd so we end this chapterAnd let the stage lights fadeI have seen you on the edge of dawnFelt you there before you were bornBalanced your dreams upon the edge of thornsBut I don't think about you anymore

Dropping Names
Yes, that's right. I'm dropping names. Kloverlyn was nice enough NOT to name any names in her blog, but I'm done being nice. I'm sick of stupid blond cunt trying to play the victim card. She has made some of the most insane accusations I have EVER heard of. She blamed boops for reporting Klover and that's an out and out lie. Boops would NEVER report Klover for the crap that stupid blond cunt was saying. She accused me of not being in the military, yet she wouldn't ever make the accusations to my face. She also accused me of hacking her fubar account, and hacking Klover's other account. She also stated that there was no way I could have been at Fitzsimmons Army Medical Center in 1995-1996 because she claims it was closed down in 1989. Bullshit. I don't know where she gets her information from, but Fitz did not close down until 1999, well AFTER I left. She did send me a backhanded apology and in her apology she attempted to lay the blame at someone else's feet. I do not tole

It's Been Awhile...
And since I've barely spoken to anyone here lately, I figured I'd write all this shit down in case someone actually gives a damn. First of all, I'm finally done with the really bad medical stuff. I'm just on oral antibiotics and my regular meds, no more IV crap and it seems like the staph infection is gone. I'm almost as far past my last surgery as I was with the first reconstruction when the stitches opened up, so *knock on wood* Yesterday would have been my father's birthday. He passed away in June, and I spent the day after Thanksgiving at my sister's house arguing over what stuff of his we each got to keep. Now my mom, who has restarted chemo due to her lung tumors growing again, is telling me she wants to go through her jewelry and furniture and stuff so my sister and I don't fight over it when she's gone. And she's sounding like she doesn't think it will last far into next year. SHE'S been the one telling the docs all along that she'll make it in that small group of peop

The Truth
Love is only hatred A hatred that can be violent And this violence can start wars Love is nothing to me I know of "Love" fore i have lived with it Love only harms you It will never heal Or mend a broken heart Love is only pain A pain that is so plain so very plain to see Love is something Something... imaginary In fairy tales for little girls Love is hopelles Just a feeling of emptiness Afeeling I know all to well Love is only a fear A fear to be left behind, To be forgotten or left in a bind Love is a desire Something like a fire That consumes you

Angry Poem...
Lovingly Drained The venom of your toxic lips brush softly against my skin Oh how the pain seeps through my veins and infests my body with pleasure Feeling what you thirst for run along my chin I am frozen in place. Oh how I longed to be your treasure To make this last for all eternity Your anxious fangs dig and your longing lips suck as you greedily drain me I have fallen in the depths of your lies and trickery Blinding me with sweet words and gestures, but before I drown in this abyss, I see You show your true self, a monster hidden under the mask of romance Holding me closely and trapping me in your limbs as you drink my love But I will fight. No longer will i bleed my love so willingly or give you satisfaction for one more chance No longer will the sorrow consume the wound you have continuously opened looking lik

Dance
Escaping With the Melody Feel those watching eyes as I take a deep breath as the spotlight flashes surrounding me My heart pumps the melody within my soul as my body moves with the start of the song Closing my eyes as i smoothly dance with the piano keys and feverish violin, in sync, as i stand from one knee The molody guides me as i feel the lyrics move my arms and legs, not one step wrong I am free. The audiance a blur as i enter a world of tranquil delight The faces disappear as I get lost in the happiness of the song that consumes my body I dance around the notes that flap their wings around me guiding me into the right light As the chords strike my movements follow, listening to the chirpping sound of the violin as everything in the room gets foggy My heart pounds as the strings fade I am lying on the floor as the noise of clapping increases The keys and strings that have wrapped around my body release me as I awake I stand and bow as I watch the roses rain around me f

Releasing Some Fustration!
I truly do not care what people think about me! What I do care about is when someone talks shit about someone else they don't even know to hurt another person when all it does it hurt the person that had nothin to do with any of it in the first place...I do not care and will not read any comments that is left from this blog. I am getting really tired of the Drama....This place is for people to have fun. If you need DRAMA, go back to myspace and start there...this place I thought was an adult site.. Lately it has been making me think otherwise. I understand that there are people just out of high school and some that may still be in high school but on here because they are supossed to be over the age of 18, but shit the stuff that i have witnessed on here is worse then watchin my children fight and they are 2, 11 and 12....So if you are a friend of mine and love the drama go ahead and delete me and if you are a friend of mine...ty for no drama... ME

Writing To Release Myself
My soul is tired, My heart's grown weak, And I don't want to compete. I don't want to hide the way I feel, Yet I'm tired of everything that men steal. I hate my inability to trust, But when things seem off, this I must. Do to protect my fragile heart, So I won't again fall apart. You refuse to understand, Or you simply can't. Maybe we should have just stayed friends. Then you wouldn't get impatient. But in going back I'd lose you all together, So I feel this i must weather. I know I want you, if you are as you seem. But for another your love does stream. And you can say it's only friends, This, for you, may be true. But I'm not stupid I've played these games, and what she feels may differ from you. I feel caught in the crossfire,

Where To See My Film...
Well, if you're reading this, it means you might have shown interest in seeing my debut film "Havok" if that's true, here's the link: http://www.megavideo.com/?v=IIQSMUQJ go and check it out. If you do, leave me a comment or send me a message telling me what you thought of the movie, what you think could have been changed, etc.

Fubar Or Elementary School?
K look if you are gonna cause ANY DRAMA AT ALL on my page then get tha F*** off my page! In no way am I gonna try to please everyone nor accomidate everyone. Im here to have a good time and chat and have fun.... (NOW THIS HAPP) when you think that we are all the sudden in a relationship because you chated with me once and now you tell me your falling for me! WTF?!?!?! Then get pissy and say im insulting you and your now acting like a child. I don't and won't have this kind of behavior on my page, nor will it be tolerated. If you don't like it delete me from your friend list. Yes i'm a BITCH and will be open and honest with any and everyone, thats just me!

Tiger Woods
Apparently the police asked Tiger’s wife how many times she hit him. She said “I don’t know exactly, but put me down for a 5.” Tiger Woods is so rich that he owns lots of expensive cars. Now he has a hole-in-one. What’s the difference between a car and a golf ball? Tiger can drive a ball 400 yards. What was Elin doing out at 2.30 in the morning? Clubbing Why did Tiger crash into a fire hydrant AND a tree? He couldn’t decide between a wood and an iron. Why did Phil Mickelson call Elin yesterday? To pick up some tips on how to beat Tiger. What is the penalty for getting it in the wrong hole? Ask Tiger, he knows. Whats the difference between a golf ball and a caddy? Tiger can drive a golf ball. Nike wants to drop their endorsement due to accuracy problems. Apparently, Tiger’s spraying his balls everywhere. It turns out that fixing Tiger’s game and fixing his marriage

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Gargantuan Industry Of Climate Alarmism Exposed
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About D/s
Dominance and submission, and the inner conflict and surrender connected with these are enduring themes in human culture and civilization. Human beings share with many other mammals the desire to look up to certain individuals who become leaders through strength of will and personality, to lead or follow, and to submit or dominate.[citation needed] In human sexuality this has broadened to include mutual exploration of roles, emotions and activities which would be difficult or impossible to do without a willing partner taking an opposing role. While D/s deals with representations of brutality and cruelty, and the emotional responses to them, adherents are quick to point out that D/s is not about actual acts of brutality and cruelty. It is a consensual power exchange between the two partners and need not involve any brutality (such as corporal punishment) or cruelty (verbal or emotional abuse) at all. It is primarily based upon trust and communication between the partners. It is also ba

Secret Admirer!
Ok, yes...I had no idea that the Secret Admirer! game was bogus. I would sit here day after day trying my best and finally, I got to the point where I TRIED to loose. I had daily patterns I would use all day long...some would match me and some would not...mostly not so I considered it a win! So one day my dear friend explained that these men were NOT going to my page and clicking on the admire button, that FUBAR does it to keep it interesting. All those hours spent... So now I get them, and I'm sorry, but I delete them. If you want to meet me, rate me, you gotta add me...after I check you out first. ;)

Tomorrow
Tomorrow is the appointment with my Cardiologist. I also need things from the grocery store. The demand for my house key by Cheryl places her in doubt far as her motive and who truly is behind her. Also the what if's and her admission of her use of illicit whatever places her in a dark shdow. Can't forget the incident with her car. I took it to a reputable place that has to worry about ratings. I asked for a written estimate and was willing to pay for it and I told her where I will be and that I will call her. To have her OK the repair and the shop manager realizing what happened forced him to reduce the fee significantly. She had no legal ground to OK it. Placing the shop in a bad position. Like the letter from Dr. Rosenbloom via USPS, Certified, Return Receipt, telling him I received it. Sort of covers hes behind of any possible legal suit by any. Also my Psychiatrists assisment of me, again, certifies or bolsters hes position. Is it that clear? No, everything is in the shadow of som

My Day Of Hell...
Microsoft Hell that is. Had 27 - yes 27 - updates in 2 days and somewhere in one of those meaningless updates a very meaningful thing happened. Microsoft, in their infinite wisdom, was able to so rightly make me unable to choose a link after searching. I can't click on a link without my browser freezing up. That's right...I need to do research for school and all I can do is look at the friggin link. It doesn't work on MSN Search or BING! (what ever), or Yahoo! Search, or in Mozilla/Firefox browser. And yes folks, I even tried the INPRIVATE way....no go. So here I go again...deleting cookies and memory...things I need...and if you are thinking just search for the solution...yeah I did that...I stare at the link with tears in my eyes. So may I sue Micrsoft for losing my Dean's List status? Doubtful. I will continue to trudge on...try to get out of my Microsoft Hell.

Forks In Some Freaking Road Take One!
I have a tendency to rescue, mother and try to fix. I have and will always help out a friend when in need... I do this because at one point in my life my father was my rescuer... You see my x husband thought work was something you would occasionally do in order to get drugs.. When our son was born he still had the same opinion. I remember standing in line at the food bank with my son for the first time and thinking never again will I allow myself to let someone else be in control of my finances. The next day I went out and got 3 menial but paying jobs... The one man who was always there for me was my father. No matter what he would swoop in and rescue me. here's an example, I didn't have enough money for diapers so I called my father and asked him to borrow $50 dollars to buy some.. He picked me up took me to the grocery store and two grocery carts later we walked out.. He never asked me to repay it he just smiled and said one day help someone who needs it out.. I try very hard to

Jello Puddin With A Plastic Spoon.
I wish my cat Kenya would hurry up and have her kitties. I want something small and fluffy to say" AWES how cute!!"too. Today started off on a flattering note. I dropped my midgets off at school and proceeded to the gas station. Normally I pump my own gas if grizzle bear is not in attendance but,this mornin I was still sporting my jammies but threw on a scarf and hoodie for good measures. I went thru the full service lane and was greeted with a "good mornin darlin whatcha be needin?"told him the amount with a smirk and a swift blow of my bangs outta my eyes and sat there waiting patiently..tappin my foot to Bitter sweet Smyphony. Upon his return he asked if that was all,I stated that would be it followed by wishes for a good day.He says thanks then continues to tell me "ahh and you were my fourth gorgous lady so far" I blinked,blushed ,giggled and sunk into my scarf ..thanked him kindly and sat there for a moment. Now my husband tells me all the time that I am beautiful,in

Interesting Memory..
I like to re-read people's profiles once in awhile. I was scanning Philemon's profile again when I noticed something I could relate to: "I have a horrible sense of humor. Love black comedy, inappropriate humor, etc. I will laugh at the worst things at the worst time. Never take me to a sad movie." Now, I have an overactive imagination. I can't help the points where it pops something into my head at the most inappropiate moment. I did feel bad for this story, but at the same time, it was the funniest thing to pop into my head that I couldn't control. Here's the story: This past year, we got a call from my Uncle Kenny (not my blood uncle, but he's been my dad's best friend since high school). It was not a happy call. We learned that his father died and we were invited to the funeral. Now, I didn't know Uncle Kenny's father at all, but I felt the sadness flowing through my dad and mom that day. Funeral day came. I don't do well around sad people. With the personality I have, or at leas

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Christmas Headaches
history: i had alky at a thanksgiving party my aunt didnt go to(old chardonnay bought for my besty and me months prior that never got drank) i gave it out to be rid of it as alky isnt something we keep around much.my sis made a big deal about it behind my back to my aunt and it became this whole big story eabout me being in cahoots with my mom to get my aunt (a parollee who was jailed for drugs) thrown back in jail... im just not that type of person and ever since then shes been living hell... everytime i turn around shes wanting to turn me into the cops for harassment for something im not doing. (texts, e-mails, facebook etc.) if we go to my familys christmas im pretty sure theres going to be drama with aunt karen...something about us only going to start drama with her... and if there is alky their im gonna loose it... im gonna explode. they had alky at christmas 07and she didnt say one thing to anyone. y me? but if we dont go as we proved last year we get blamed for ruining chri

Mw:2
I just want to put out there that MW 2 is the shizzam and I'm always looking for more players. I play on PS3. Leave your on screen name as a comment and I'll be looking to add you to friends list or just chat it up with me. Red dots and ACOG's!!! LOL

Last Day In La.... Moving Back To Houston This Week
I was expecting/hoping to already be on the road to Houston YESTERDAY, but things didn't quite happen that way. The last I heard, at midnight last night, My friends had not yet made it all the way across Texas. This means I'm still in L.A. and still taking calls and cam sessions today. After that, the lights and internet in My L.A. apartment will be disconnected, and hopefully My friends will have arrived by then and we will be loading the truck to drive back. Either way, I will be unable to take any calls or cam for the 2 to 3 days that it will take to drive to Houston from L.A. (maybe longer, since I'll be riding in a truck with a pregnant girl and a toddler... which means lots of bathroom stops and food stops). Even after I get to Houston, My availability on NiteFlirt may be limited for 2 or 3 more days, until the internet and electricity are connected and My computers are set up properly in My new apartment. CALL ME TODAY!!! Otherwise, you will have to wait till Sunday or Monday

Chapter Five: The Conclave
Faust awoke to find the sun setting behind the horizon, and also to find himself laying at the base of the Rocky Grave mountains, almost at the exact spot of his rescue of Shelata. He had no time to marvel at the coincidence, however, and he immediately took off for his nest. On the journey home, Faust thought all about the conversation that had taken place that day, or the day before, or whenever it took place. Or maybe I had imagined the whole thing? Faust thought to himself. Well, I can't take that chance. That Avari is one crazy magician, too. And what did he mean when he said Dragons weren't good pets? I would make a great pet! At least until I ate my owner. Faust chuckled to himself. He soon arrived at his nest, and called out his servant, James. "You called, Master?" James emerged from the forest, wearing what Faust figured to be his nighttime clothes. "Indeed I did, and I have alot to discuss with you." Faust then related the entire conversation with James, and was happy that h

Blood Of The Night Bulletin
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A Christmas Thought For Our Soldiers
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a Marine, huddled

Weinergate
Considering I work third shift, I'm the only one in my department working in the building. The only other employees on my shift are housekeeping, most of who are two-faced old gossipers. One woman specifically, named Joyce. She'll be all smiles with you and tell her about her sick dog, but loves to tattle on me when I'm talking to the only housekeeper I call a friend. Anywho, I found out that she wrote a letter to a building administrator stating she over heard me telling the housekeeping supervisor that ANOTHER building administrator could "suck my weiner"... (get all that?) What's funny is the supervisor I was talking to doesn't even remember me saying that, and she's quick to try to get me in trouble. Turns out, the convo she THOUGHT she heard had to do with a button I was wearing from Nathan's Hot Dogs which has a resteraunt in our building... "Ask me about my weiner" Anyway, there's alot of supervisors coming to my defense and trying to get it squashed knowing I wouldn'

Reality
It has come to my attention that the people here on earth do not believe that there is as such a thing well known as extraterrestrial aliens. To these people I say that they are ignorant and that they are arrogant to think that they are the only humans in the entire universe. They want to believe in a god that’s all right with me. But, do they put all of their eggs in one basket? No, and neither did their own god, as they want to believe in him. And you wouldn’t stop there with just only one kind of intelligent life form neither. Just think about parakeets, they can talk to and communicate quite well with each other. Or what about Dolphins, you’ve been trying for years to talk to them as well. So whose to say that their god didn’t create an intelligent life form that looks like a reptile, that walks upright on two leg or even on fore legs for that matter. This brings us to the matter of space travel. Here on earth you’ve dream of going to outer space a

Circumcised (this Is Priceless!)
Circumcised (this is priceless!) A teacher noticed that a little boy at the back of the class was squirming around, scratching his crotch, and not paying attention. She went back to find out what was going on. He was quite embarrassed and whispered that he had just recently been circumcised and he was quite itchy. The teacher told him to go down to the principal's office. He was to telephone his mother and ask her what he should do about it. He did it and returned to his class. Suddenly, there was a commotion at the back of the room She went back to investigate only to find him sitting at his desk with his penis hanging out. 'I thought I told you to call your mom!' she said. 'I did,' he said, 'And she told me that if I could stick it out till noon, she'd come and pick me up from school.' KIDS ; DON'T YOU JUST LOVE 'EM!

70 Stories Of Lives Destroyed By H1n1 Vaccine
70 Stories of Lives Destroyed by H1N1 VaccineFrom:psychic outlaw™ (Omi Oshun) the Radiance70 Heartbreaking Stories From People Who Have Had Their Lives Destroyed By H1N1 Swine Flu Vaccine Side Effects While a few stories about adverse reactions to the H1N1 swine flu vaccine have gotten into the mainstream media, the reality is that most mainstream media outlets are extremely hesitant to publish such stories. The general belief in the media seems to be that if they publish a story about a "rare" adverse reaction to the H1N1 vaccine, then the general public may be discouraged from taking the vaccine and more people will get sick. However, this is a totally false assumption by the media. The truth is that reports of serious adverse reactions to the H1N1 swine flu vaccine are constantly pouring in. In addition, the pharmaceutical companies who produced these vaccines spend millions of dollars to advertise on mainstream media outlets. Do you think that the owners of those mainstream m

Christmas Poem
His presence seemed to linger, His expression never altered. Despite his noticeable absence, My trust never faltered. He was only there a moment, And, No sooner was he gone. But his words left an indention, That his spirit carried on. His cheeks red and burned, From the icy winters blow. And, everyone that heard his voice, Smiled as though they know. One child stood in awe a bow in her hair, The gown that she wore, Smothered in its tears. Another bellowed out, Is it Santa ? Is it he? As off in the distance, You could hear the raindeers sleigh. The red that he wore, Seemed to glisten in the snow. Traced with pillows of white, Is smile all a glow. As if he were an angel, He disappeared without a trace. The sparkle in his eye, Leaving his on lookers in a daze. But somewhere in the distance, I heard his words so clear. To each I leave a miracle, For Christmas is drawing near. A shattered gasp broke the silence, As the young girl brushed away her

Thing I Thought I Should Be Doing ,and Now I Don't Think So
hi when i first came on this site,I didn't know what i was doing , and so when i saw nsfw photo i made comments that i thought you wanted to hear,sexy,and now that i think of i was very disrespect.Well I've talk to a women that i have the up most respect for. And she explained,that i saw this site as not being real ,and just a place to have fun ,and get away from reality for a while,and tell everyone what they wanted to hear,and like i said it was some statement that my mother would have kill me if she ever heard,but i figure if you had NSFW photo then that what you wanted dirty talk .And now i know i was wrong and very disrespectful,and that not how i am at all.Some people that know me a little bit here know that I'm a very nice and caring person,and when something go bad for anyone ,i offer my help,because i really do care for people a lot.So from this day forward i will be just me real and honest that all i ever was,and got caught up in this places,where i thought it was all fun

Blond Password
During a recent password audit at a company, it was found that ablonde receptionist was using the following password: "MickeyMinniePlutoHueyLouieDeweyDonaldGoofySacramento"When asked why she had such a long password, she said shewas told that it had to be at least 8 characters long andinclude at least one capital.

December 2, 2009
I didn't mean to worry anyone by my absence but I have been quite busy around here with the holidays....Well, I was very sick for about a month with a sinus infection/ broncitis- my lungs felt like iron in my chest lol...I was on a breathing treatment and medications and STILL felt like shit...I still am a bit congested but MUCH better....Thank God it didn't turn into pnumonia ....I had a tooth removed which was a battle because it broke off and the dentist couldn't get it out without tearing my mouth apart...ugh...I felt EVERYTHING even with as many times as the dentist numbed me...I was feeling that for awhile....My kids have been keeping me busy ..having a teenager is NO FUN..lol..I kinda' knew it was gonna be a rollarcoaster of emotions..I have been married one year as of December 16th so wish me luck for 50 more years, atleast.....hugs to everyone who missed me and those who didn't can kiss my ass! hehehehehehe..

Logging Off
One may state that I hold too high of expectations. There are ways I feel every female should be treated. A lot of things I take perhaps too seriously, but it is still how I feel. Certain boundaries have been affected... If I decide to not be here as often, this could be why. good day

Dirty Jenga--rules & Regulations
Alright, so some of you are interested in what Dirty Jenga is all about. ****Please be advised....this game is not for the weak/prude/self-concious/non-alcoholic drinkers of the world**** As you can tell from the pics in the Album...it is quite an amazing/quirky/naughty/dirty game. Obviously, it is a drinking game. Most friends work with beer....some are crazy f*cks and use hard liquor, etc. But that is not always something to your advantage. The objective of the game, like the original, is to make sure the tower of pegs do not fall. If it does fall....then you have to immediatly down the rest of your prefered beverage before the next game can start. some of you have also asked me "what exactly is written on the pegs?".....and honestly, i cant tell you each and every single one cuz i cant remember them all (which makes it more fun every time i play cuz not every peg is choosen to be played in every game) Some of them state drinking comands-- *drink 1-10 (odds you han

This Is How Every Girl Should Be Treated
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her. ....To every guy that she cried in front of...To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....To every guy that would give his seat up...To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassured her that she w

I'm As Smart
What's a nice girl with an economics degree doing in a place like this? Konnie Huq is mid-photo shoot, teetering on impossible heels and wondering whether her bra spoils the line of her plunging dress. 'Maybe it would look better without,' she says, deftly whipping the bra off in one easy manoeuvre. Gosh. She didn't learn that one on Blue Peter. What's interesting, though, is that the bra goes on again, almost as quickly as it came off, with her deciding that too much freedom is a bad thing. Photo shoot over, she changes into her jogging bottoms and Ugg boots, and talks candidly about that modern TV starlet dilemma: how much flesh can you expose before people start forgetting you have a brain too? 'Getting the balance right is a dilemma. I've seen many people in this business come a cropper because they've got a bit carried away. But it should be possible to be sexy yet taken seriously.'

Wen Im Bored
have u ever tryed to free ur mind an u just couldnt wanting to let go to other crushes an fellins that u had wit exs its hard i am always tryin to find love but find missury i have givin my heart like nothin but know is like i never know wat to exspect from some1 i hade friend be come enemys maybe i should be alone ppl teel me that i gud 4 nothin but i think of my self useful just not at that time always thinkin an wanting to cry why did my pops leave me wen i waz little waz i not gud enought im not the son u wanted idk i always sware that wen i have a kid i wouldnt do like my father did me disaper im always in the wrong place at the wrong time like wen that bullet hit me but i waz warin my vest ......just want to be gone

Down
Its hard to think what u can accomplish is like when you have an dream an you just want to see if it would ever become something that u would ever wish for i fell like i have gotten so many chances is my life time, things that make me wonder for instance how we should thank god that we are given another day of life waking up in the morning, thanking him for just being someone to listen when you need an someone to hear, know when i fell like everything is going bad in my life i just look up to the sky an i tell myself nothing can knock me down. written By Kenny A. Suarez

Safeword
Romeo is sitting in a chair by the fire watching Juliet read. Romeo: Come hereJuliet: Yes SirJuliet closes her book and walks over to him dropping to her knees, her hands in her lap. She peers up at him through her lashes, a quick flash of amber before she respectfully drops her eyes.Romeo: I want youJuliet: I'm yoursRomeo: No, i want to possess you, command you...Juliet: I'm yours my love. Do as you wish.Romeo: No, i don't think you understand. I want to do vile things to you, things a good man should never do to a woman... He rakes his hands through his hair in frustration...Romeo: Look at me.Juliet looks up at him this time giving him the full weight of her gaze. She looks so fragile to him eyes so innocent yet knowing. How can she both... Her throat so delicate so breakable the sight of her makes his blood boil and slam through his veins. Those lips... so plump begging to be kissed, to be bit. He grabs her by the hair and yanks her face to his kissing her hard. His teeth bruise her

Ugh
Ok, so I have been jumping over hurdles to land in holes. I did find my groove behind a bar again, so I am happy for that ! It was way too long since I made a mean ass margerita ( my signature) !!! So why is it that I feel like I want my cake and eat it too? I love to sling liquor, be around people, and have fun at work... I am just having an issue... Why is it when I get hit on I wanna reach across the bar and knock some fool's head off??? Yes, I appreciate a compliment. Yes, I am tired of being alone. And honestly, there has been a time where I thought, damn he is cute... then he said something about dinner and I was thinking, 'wtf??? hell no !!! Oops too bad, wish ya would not have done that...' Hard part is trying to figure out if I should just be straight up and say, you don't have a chance in hell, now where is my tip for waiting on you for hours while you been staring and drooling?.... Or going with it and backpeddling my way out of it later just too make sure I get a fat tip

Scot/irish Jokes
3 guys, 1 Irish, 1 English and 1 Scot, are walking along the beach one day and come across a lantern and a Genie pops out of it. "I give you each one wish, that's three wishes in total", says the Genie. The Irish guy says, "I am a fisherman, my Dad's a fisherman, his Dad was a fisherman and my son will be one too. I want all the oceans full of fish for all eternity." So, with a blink of the Genie's eye "AlKaZoom" the oceans were teaming with fish. The English guy was amazed, so he said, "I want a wall around England, protecting her, so that nothing will get in for all eternity. Again, with a blink of the Genie's eye "AlkaZoom - POOF" there was a huge wall around England. The Scot asks, "I'm very curious. Please tell me more about this wall." The Genie explains, "Well, it's about 150 feet high, 50 feet thick, protecting England so that nothing can get in or out." The Scot says, "Ach, fill it up with water." A Scot is the only man on earth who would step over the bodies of a doz

Drama
Drama, drama, drama, everyone says they don't want any drama. Everyone says they don't need it or don't want it and that's all fine and dandy. Just one lil thing there people. Drama and happiness can't exist without one another. Everyone wants the fairytale without the bullshit. A perfect example, take any Wal Disney cartoon. The Little Mermaid: Look at all the bullsit Ariel went through just to be happy. SnowWhite: Look at what she went trhough, just because her stepmother was a concieted wench. The bottom line is this, you cant have happiness without the drama that comes with it. A sad fact is, everyone knows this. Yet, why is no one willing to admit it??

The Idiot Strikes Again...aka My Exhusband.
[23:38] liquaius: Hey hate to bug but where do you get your quotes from?[23:38] Rogue: Doesn't matter. Good bye[23:39] liquaius: Well ok then...that's wholly unnecessary. L8r putana[23:39] Rogue: And who's being unnecessary?[23:40] Rogue: Certainly not me. I didn't call you any names, and I sure as hell didn't do anything to you[23:40] liquaius: You...I asked you a polite question about something that has NOTHING to do with us and you blew me off most rudely. And given the names you've called me without any prompting lately, my quippy use of italian shouldn't really bother you.[23:43] Rogue: You thought you were going to be cute and laugh snidely at a certain image that was posted online recently. I owe you nothing. Certainly not kindness[23:43] Rogue: You have no reason whatsoever to contact me unless it is in direct regards to our children.[23:43] Rogue: Good bye *closed window...figured I was done* [00:00] liquaius: LOL I know you didn't see it yourself; I wonder who told you

A Perfect Day...
A perfect day A morning kiss as we wake, a better day this will make. A simple touch of the finger tips, along with a passionate kiss. The day awaits with open arms, with all of it's faults and all of it's charms. The thought of you throughout the day, helps me cope when life goes astray. As the day starts to unwind, you are still there on my mind. As the sun sets and the moon appears, the night chases away my fears. For there you are right beside, with all your feelings, none to hide. Safe in your arms so strong, the comfortable nitch where I belong. As the night begins to creep, together we drift off to sleep. As long as the sun stays at bay, This is my perfect day....

Twisting And Turning
Twisting And Turning by bessy41 Mixing and matching, Twisting and turning, Hoping and praying, Dreaming and considering, Never knowing yet always knowing, Wanting to, yet not wanting to, Mixing my heart, Matching my soul to yours, Twisting fate with the flick of the wrist, Turning my life over, Hoping that it would end, Praying that it never would stop, Thinking it was over, Wishing that it wasn't, Dreaming of its coming, Considering letting it steal within Never knowing if it's true, Always knowing that it's there. Wanting to live in the light, Not wanting the light to come, The love of another The dreams of someone close, Remembering each every dream, Can it come to any reality?

Somewhere In The Night
Somewhere In The Night by Marilyn Somewhere in the night a child cries, A woman weeps and someone dies. Somewhere in the night, humanity hides. Somewhere in the night , a soul screams, As people fade and vanish, lost in dreams. Somewhere in the night, reality lives. Somewhere in the night loneliness dwells, As people alone, no sounding bells. Somewhere in the night, she crys alone. Somewhere in the night ... Where is the light?

One
Man, born in spring flame, child of fire, Ruled by understanding and passion. Woman, born in winter cold, child of water & earth, Ruled by love and compassion. Forced to seperate by anger and jealousy, not their own. Long years they have searched through pain and sorrow. Both gain a balance they once lost. Body, heart, mind & spirit, one never far from another. As one we breath, As one we love, As one we live....

I'm Such A Nice Person. Not Really.
Well this is a follow up to the other blog about things I heard about me. I actually got an apology tonight and I am surprised. I just wish that people understood that just because they say "Gee, I'm sorry I lied about you, lied about your man and stabbed you in the back as many times as I could while saying to your face I want to be friends" doesn't mean that the person they're saying sorry to is going to be gracious and accept it. Chances are, we're still going to be pissed it came down to anything. Especially if we know we weren't in the wrong. Maybe I could have been nicer in my thoughts, but I don't think I'm out of line in saying if someone is going to continue to lie about me or pull stupid shit I don't want anything to do with them. I'm not one that believes in sugar coating it. I won't pull verbal punches anymore. I don't have any forgiveness left in me. I made the comment that I'm one of these people that that until you give me a reason to slit your throat, I'm perf

If You Want To Know More About Me!!
i dnt care what you've heard about me, i know who i am & if your real with me, you will know too. for those who dont know me;ive seen it all, done it all but i guess its just the beginning. my birthday is on may 25th so dnt forget =] ive been living on my own since i was 18. im portuguese & greek.. cant get any better than that!! i feel that im more portuguese cause i was raised mostly around my mom side of the family. i dont need to pretend im something that im not. i work my ass off for everything i have & everything i want..thats how i was raised & thats how i will always be. i love going out, but id rather spend a night with that special person then go out & party every weekend. theres days where i like to just stay home & relax..watch movies, get all cuddly..you know. im probably nothing like what you'd ever expect. dont judge me, cause most likely im not the girl you think i am..im way smarter then you think & i have no problem proving you wrong. once you think you know me; ill p

Nsfw
Not Safe For Work. What could that possibly mean? Well first of all, if you happen to work at a place that allows you to browse the internet, especially social networking sites like Fubar, while ON SHIFT, consider yourself pretty fucking lucky. Secondly, if you are browsing photos of people wearing bikinis, lingerie, fishnets, while AT WORK, and your boss is absolutely fine with that between you dealing with customers, consider yourself pretty fucking lucky again. If you are a person who posts pictures of yourself in bikinis, lingerie, etc, etc, and you get mad that someone flags your picture as Not Safe For Work, even though you are NOT naked, remember, that a great deal of people in this country, do not work at an establishment that allows them to browse the internet and on top of that, browse pictures of half naked, partially clothed, suggestive pictures while on the job. Hence, your picture would be considered, Not Safe For Work, because someone's boss would not tolerate that type

For All The Haters Out There
Ode to The Haters Gotta love your hatersWhen you look at meWith such great envyWishing so hard to seeMe fall down and bleed Gotta love your hatersSpitting vile words of hateWhile always failing to duplicateWhat in your eyes is beyond greatSomeone who commands their own fate Gotta love you hatersWho fail to understandThat my father taught me to be a manThat though you may only have a nickle in you handHow to walk tall as if it's 500 grand Gotta love you hatersThose that will never seeI am this way because this is who I CHOOSE to beNot so you can hate and i can feel gleeYet foolishly you think you are supposed to be me Gotta love your hatersAnd I do wish a light would come onYou will tell your self-loathing to be GONERise above you hate and move onBut the look in your eyes tells me you choose to hate on Gotta Love your hatersAnd i look with pity in my eyesAt a soul that only knows how to despiseTo get close to people close to me to tell liesThose stuck in shit that will never rise

Alil About Me Plz Read
Ok where to start? ok let me describe myself, My name is Rosa, im 24 im half Cuban half White, i love my mix my curves my height and my features. Im pretty conceeded but not stuck up. i have a gr8 heart and a bad temper lol but it takes me alot to get there. Im out going, spontanious, and layed back, im known for always finding the positive out of a negative or boring situation. im usally the life of the party, dnt believe me just ask my friends. I consider myself kind of a nerd, i dnt really watch tv, im usally caught listening to music, reading a good book or doin sumthing artsy, of course when i do party i party hard and have tons of fun, i dnt really care what people think im a leader and not a follower, ill always try sumthing once. i love to bowl play pool,and Bingo yes bingo, i love most peeps think its just for old people but try it its pretty fun. karoke is awesome to but dnt be shy now we all know when no ones around u sing with all ur heart in the shower lo

Madly In Love
Ok, so I am finally back wiwth the man I love, Mikie, and I totally lost his trust b/c I didnt tell the truth when I had the chance. Why is it some of us ignore the chance to say something and instead keep it in untill we cant any longer? Mabey its just me. Who knows. But Im slowly gaining his trust back and in the long run I have learned to always tell the truth up front while you have the echance rather keeping it buried inside of you. -Amber

Latest And Greatest
Damn where to start aint been on here in ages currently im working for hunter marine transportation out of nashville and life cant be better i have been steering the boats working making money cant ask for more hope all on here who talked to me before hadnt forgot me lol been too long anyhow if interested call me sometime since i dont get on here very often 270 832 2445 there is a ton of money in this industry

New England Vs. New Orleans
Twas the month before Xmas n no sign of snow. But N.O. doesn't care cause Saints are 11 & 0. Dinkins scored a touchdown, Sharper intercepted a pass. And the Who Dat Nation cheered when Brady was sacked on his ass. Sunday the Redskins, 2 Washington we will go. And when the Black and Gold get finished we'll be 12 ...& 0...! Go Brees, Go Bush, Go Harper & Ellis, our teams UNDEFEATED and the others are jealous!

Britney Spears Fell Down But Can She Get Up?
Stop the presses!!! News Flash, Britney Spears is not longer the number 1 search celeb. How can that be? Does this mean all hope for the pop queen’s come back is lost? Hardly, her songs from her latest album are topping the charts. So you can breath again all is well with the Britney. I liked her when she wasn’t wearing undies and showing off her private part. Now she’s growing up and not doing that anymore. At least I think she isn’t. Here’s the link if you’re interested http://yearinreview.yahoo.com/2009/top10#5britneyspears. At BlastFM we don’t show you any parts you don’t need to see. What we do is uncover great music for your listening pleasure. Try it, you’ll like it. Lots of others do. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Holiday Wishes!!
Want to Spread Holiday Wishes in The Anti-Lounge? Share the Love! It's the holiday season again, and we're looking for you to help share your holiday memories with us on K-IRB, the Internet's F'n Rock Station, which is broadcast in our home, The Anti-Lounge! All we're asking is for two little things. A happy holiday message, something to the effect of... Hi, this is Bubbles, wishing you and yours a safe and happy holiday season! Of course, don't use my name, silly! We're also asking you to share your best Holiday memory. It can be anything you like, and we'll broadcast it on the air at K-IRB heard in The Anti-Lounge, at least once an hour until December 25th. It's simple. Call 631-206-6591Leave the messageThat's it! It's my first Holidays with K-IRB, so help me out? Come on and share the holiday spirit with your friends in The Anti-Lounge on the Internet's F'n Rock Station, K-IRB. Thanks! Bubbles Join us in Also in the Anti-Lounge

Pic Taking
hi am frank i live in bethlehem pa i take pic for ones how cant take pic to post on line or to have of yur fammly u need my services e mail me at frkm51@aol.com or my yhahoo is fmingora@yahoo.com i love making new friends

12-01-09
fubar Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! MR. TYPHOON-CLU... HERE & THERE...RETURNING RATES...SHOW LOTS OF LOVE PLZ..... Dayton, OH remove friend subject: Mr and Ms Typhoon.. oh they have them Autos on... come see them.... (repost) date: 2009-12-01 18:46:35 MR. TYPHOON-CLUB DPR-(R/L B/F TO THE SEXY TYPHOONS KITTY KAT ALWAYS &am

Jail
So, yeah, I went to jail for the first time. And the last time. I had like a 5 yr old traffic ticket with an attachment and got pulled over for an expired brake tag and went to jail. (Yes really) This was on Wednesday afternoon. Normally, for something like this, the release would have been same day, but NOOOOOO. I got hauled into jail in St Tammany parish, and the assholes had a paper to release me that they ignored on Wednesday. Then Thursday was a holiday, as was Friday. Then the weekend. I FINALLY got out Sunday (so 4.5 days in jail for running a red light 5 yrs ago). How's that for some shit. Drug dealers get out faster. There was a LOT more that transpired, but there's a few legal issues involved, so that's an entirely different blog for when I'm not inclined to just give the short version. 3 words in my mind all the time now: FUCK THE POLICE.

If I Died
This is something that I found going through some old stuff on my comp, figured I'd throw it out there, hey... it's my first blog on here, of course it's gonna be dumb LMAO. If you wanna, feel free to copy and paste it into an e-mail and hit me up, steal it if you'd like, there are some answers out there that you just wouldn't expect! If i died tonight, and you would never get a chance to see me again. [be honest]01. What are 5 things you would want me to know before I died?1]2]3]4]5]02. What would 5 questions be that you have been wanting to ask me?1]2]3]4]5]03. If I died, would you come to my funeral?04. If I died, would you cry?05. If I died, would you forget me eventually?06. If I died, what would be going through your head?07. Would you tell me you loved me before I died?08. Would you mean it?09. If I died, would you regret anything you said to me?10. If I died, would you be wishing you told me something that you haven't already told me?11. If I died, what would be your la

Disappear
twisting in my stomach,am i sick again?don't knowstinging in my eyes,will i cry again?maybecurl up and pretend,am i sleeping?not reallyjust close my eyes,hold my stomach,and stay very stilljust wait and you'll see.it will be as if i'm not even here.maybe i'm still nobody, ormaybe i am somebodyand just cant see it yetbut no one tells me so ill stay quiet.stay still, andpretendjust to see what happens next

The Tempest Act 4, Scene 1, 148–158
Prospero: Our revels now are ended. These our actors, As I foretold you, were all spirits, and Are melted into air, into thin air: And like the baseless fabric of this vision, The cloud-capp'd tow'rs, the gorgeous palaces, The solemn temples, the great globe itself, Yea, all which it inherit, shall dissolve, And, like this insubstantial pageant faded, Leave not a rack behind. We are such stuff As dreams are made on; and our little life Is rounded with a sleep. The Tempest Act 4, scene 1, 148–158 This play has fascinated me since the time when I recalled a personnage from my toddler days that inhabited the short stay of a family gathering whom no-one else could recall. Like the child who waited with me in a doctor's office years ago, despite my awareness of her at the time, she is faded into the mist of a memory. Was she real? Did she have a life, pains, sorrows, griefs, loves, plans and dreams? Or was she herself a dream? Much is made

Holiday Wishes
Want to Spread Holiday Wishes in The Anti-Lounge? Share the Love! It's the holiday season again, and we're looking for you to help share your holiday memories with us on K-IRB, the Internet's F'n Rock Station, which is broadcast in our home, The Anti-Lounge! All we're asking is for two little things. A happy holiday message, something to the effect of... Hi, this is Bubbles, wishing you and yours a safe and happy holiday season! Of course, don't use my name, silly! We're also asking you to share your best Holiday memory. It can be anything you like, and we'll broadcast it on the air at K-IRB heard in The Anti-Lounge, at least once an hour until December 25th. It's simple. Call 631-206-6591Leave the messageThat's it! It's my first Holidays with K-IRB, so help me out? Come on and share the holiday spirit with your friends in The Anti-Lounge on the Internet's F'n Rock Station, K-IRB. Thanks! Bubbles Join us in Also in the Anti-Lounge

Please Watch This Video, It Will Help Others.
AFTER 1,000,000 VIEWS OF THIS VIDEO, "MED-LINE" WILL MAKE A SIGNIFICANT CONTRIBUTION TO THIS HOSPITAL. (AND, ADDITIONALLY, PROVIDE FREE MAMMOGRAMS TO THIS COMMUNITY). Just by playing this video once, you HAVE DONATED to this hospital. (If you post this on other people's pages, you enable them to donate too.) THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING CANCER AWARNESS. please pass on to your friends i personally have two dear woman in my life that have survived breast cancer so please pass this on to all your friends and make a difference in someones like for if it saves even one woman this week wow that is incrediable I luv u all hugs http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OEdVfyt-mLw&feature=player_embedded

Understanding Is
The understanding is I am competent to make a decision as to my health. My Psychiatrist agrees with me to let go of major medical treatment of my health. No wife, children, and the rest is material things. Odd occurance with Cheryl before and after the hospital. She wanted the keys for my house? In case something should happen to me and also lot of what if's. What if she was the wife and the benefits while I'm alive and after death. Today it's more confrontational as if she wanted a fight. In front of my house in sight of all I politely excused myself and went inside. Again, it goes back to what this house holds as to the rights to all these properties? Some up for sale but upon checking they are not listed with, as said. I did have this odd dream about this house before I even saw it and quite taken by the house upon looking at it. Can't forget how dark and stromy everything became when I arrived here for the settlement walk through. So much for the odd and bizzare. Joined The Orde

Life In Still Water
Feeling the weight of unseen chains This routine is growing thin It's a narrow path that we walk And the walls are closing in Caving in Is there room still for us to grow Within the bounds we've come to know Beneath the dust of our days Hides the key to our emotions And it's been a while since we've been moved Without going through the motions No emotions Is there time still for us to show Feelings we forgot long ago Living life in still water Blinded by what we've become You get tired of screaming When you're not reaching anyone I think its time now for you to know Holding on is easier than letting go

Where I'm At
Greetings...whoever is left that I used to talk to and is still here, I hope all of you are well, I just wanted to check in, and let you know that I had my year anniversary from my back surgery, and so far, so good. I've worked all year with no difficulties, have had no flare ups of the horrific leg pain that I battled and you all got to hear about, and am pretty much back to normal. I am still fighting depression, and am still too stubborn to go see someone about it. I am so used to feeling blah, that I wouldn't know how to act feeling healthy AND happy. I did manage to tear up my elbow. The Dr says that it's just tennis elbow, but after 3 months of regular pain, I am starting to doubt his abilities to diagnose elbow pain. At work, I have had a horrible year for catching rash's. If it starts with the term "Poison" I do believe I had it this year. Something has messed up my body chemistry, because I've fought fungus issues all year also. In summary, I have slowly

From Miki
Her words to me,Spoke truth to me.Her loves and thoughts,I could now begin to see.No fear in her words,Just talk of hope and light.And I will take them throughout my day.And long into my night.So please my friend,May your words forever shine to my ears.And from me to you.Also a lie you will never hear. Written for me by Miki..Thank you my friend

Lonliness Spreads Like A Virus
Loneliness Spreads Like a Virus Loneliness, like a bad cold, can spread among groups of people, new research finds. While a runny nose might spread through handshakes, people likely catch the loneliness bug through negative interactions. A lonely person will be less trusting of others, essentially "making a mountain out of a molehill," said study researcher John Cacioppo, a psychologist at the University of Chicago. An odd look or phrasing by a friend that wouldn't even be noticed by a chipper person could be seen as an affront to the lonely, triggering a cycle of negative interactions that cause people to lose friends. The upshot: A lonely person is likely to lose touch with another person, who in turn gets cut off from others, and both end up on the fringes of a social group. "A lonely person who anticipates others are going to act negatively toward them finds evidence in their environment for that, partly because they anticipate it and partly because they elicit it," Caciopp

Think Think Think.
screaming kids + flooded bathroom floor due to kids not keeping water in tub. + fogetting to pick up cheese at store for supper. + One ice cube in tray + arm on frying pan just fell off in my hand + sore neck + cooking pizza for kiddos with the cardboard still under the pizza due to forgetting all about it. = Natasha throwing in the towel PLUS @#^$&!!!!!!!!!! Later days.

You're Not...
"Caressing the marvelous moon... ...how I wish you were here with me now." It's not so bad. It's your life, and it's not so bad. You're not what you dreamt you would be...but who is? You're taller...faster than you thought you would be. But then you never thought you'd make it to this age. It's not so bad. It's a momentary weakness that tugs at your tongue, makes your chest weak, makes you heave, just a little. Imperceptible...you say in your head. I saw it...but it's not so bad. You're a fleeting second, second thought, second pale, second gone, seconds stale and you're a tale untold not bright, not bold, but so...you. Who... Who could you be, couldn't...you. Now shouldn't you? It's not so bad...but then it is what you make it. "And the coloured girls go... ...doo dadoo dadoo doo da doo doo dadoo dadoo"

Patience
1..2...1,2,3,4) Shed a tear 'cause I'm missing you I'm still alright to smile Girl, I think about you every day now Was a time when I wasn't sure But you set my mind at ease There is no doubt you're in my heart now Said woman take it slow It'll work itself out fine All we need is just a little patience Said sugar make it slow And we'll come together fine All we need is just a little patience (inhale) Patience... Ooh, oh, yeah Sit here on the stairs 'Cause I'd rather be alone If I can't have you right now, I'll wait dear Sometimes, I get so tense But I can't speed up the time But you know, love, there's one more thing to consider Said woman take it slow Things will be just fine You and I'll just use a little patience Said sugar take the time 'Cause the lights are shining bright You and I've got what it takes to make it We won't fake it, Oh never break it 'Cause I can't take it ...little patience, mm yeah, ooh yeah, Need a little patience, yeah Just a little patience, yeah Some more p

Maxwell Is Better Than Baxter.
Baxter is great, dont get me wrong, but Max is superior. just sayin. thoughts? http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y139/Tbone9300/?action=view¤t=Photo0025.jpg" target="_blank">http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y139/Tbone9300/Photo0025.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket">

Estranged
When you're talkin to yourself And nobody's home You can fool yourself You came in this world alone (Alone) So nobody ever told you baby How it was gonna be So what'll happen to you baby Guess we'll have to wait and see One, two Old at heart but I'm only 28 And I'm much too young To let love break my heart Young at heart but it's getting much too late To find ourselves so far apart I don't know how you're s'posed To find me lately An what more could you ask from me How could you say that I never needed you When you took everything Said you took everything from me Young at heart an it gets so hard to wait When no one I know can seem to help me now Old at heart but I musn't hesitate If I'm to find my own way out Still talkin' to myself and nobody's home (Alone) So nobody ever told us baby How it was gonna be So what'll happen to us baby Guess we'll have to wait and see When I find out all the reasons Maybe I'll find another way Find another day With all the changing seasons

C Oma
Hey you caught me in a coma And I don't think I wanna Ever come back to this...world again Kinda like it in a coma 'Cause no one's ever gonna Oh, make me come back to this...world again Now I feel as if I'm floating away I can't feel all the pressure And I like it this way But my body's callin' My body's callin' Won't ya come back to this...world again Suspended deep in a sea of black I've got the light at the end I've got the bones on the mast Well I've gone sailin', I've gone sailin' I could leave so easily While friends are calling back to me I said they're They're leaving it all up to me When all I needed was clarity And someone to tell me What the fuck is going on Goddamn it! Slippin' farther an farther away It's a miracle how long we can stay In a world our minds created In a world that's full of shit Help me Help me Help me Help me Bastard Please understand me I'm climbin' through the wreckage Of all my twisted dreams But this cheap investigation just can't stifle all my

With Out U
the last cpl days been hell on us. im not given up tho. ima soldier in this battle field of love and life and i dont retreat that easy. but er day im with out u i trudge this shitty life. knowin that we will be together sooner er later and i tell ma self . to keep pushin on through. so im no longer with out u. when im with u . u make me happy, like i got some thing to live fer and feel fer. being with u is like being in heaven but on earth. we love each other i feel we were to be as one. i love u baby i really do muahhhhhhhhh i just got so many emotions here lately. im haven a hard tyime and u kno it and i love how u stick by me through it all ur ma er thing ma world ma love. i love u .

Twas Night B4 Xmas
twas the night b4 christmas when all through the house not a creature was stirrin not even a mouse mom at the whore house dad smokin grass i just settled down for a nice piece of ass when out on the lawn i heard a big clatter i sprung from my piece to see what was the matter when out on the lawn i saw a big dick i knew right then it must be saint nick hecome down the chimney with a thunderous fart the fat fucker blew my chimney apart he swore and he cursed as he rode out of sight to hell with you all in gettin pussy tonight

The Final Good Bye..( Past Thoughts) Dark Time In My Life
she stares at the bottle. wondering how many it will take to end it all. a hand full or the whole bottle. should she drink the bottle of rum to make them go down easier. she thinks to herself, " why did it have to be this, way?" Why wasnt her love enough for him? Was there anything she could have done differently? She gave him her heart. Her very soul. But he crushed her. when he walked away. taking everything with him. She forgets to think about her daughter. that is or was her life. before him. Its as if nothing matters anymore. that she doesnt want to feel anything anymore. shes tired of turning her emotions off when it comes to dealing with the pain. this is a pain she has never had to face before. because she had never truly been in love.. or loved. She opens the bottle of pills.. looking at them as they spill on the table in front of her. they are are a pretty chrimson and white. She reaches out to touch them..one here and another. she puts them one by one into her mouth.. she ta

World Gratitude Practice~day 12~(h)eart Of You~gratitude, Gift Of Love, Flowing From Our Sacred Heart Space ~
(H)EART OF YOU*image courtesy of Daniel B. Holeman*Gratitude is a gift of Love,flowing from our sacred heart space ~a timely reflection of our heavenly presence on earth.So let's consider a (k)new view,that perhaps the heart of the earth is YOU.here we GO ...simply move the first to last, like this:(H)EART to EART(H)worlds within worlds,micro to macro ~ Alpha and Omega ~begining to end~ we are connected as ONE.***Go Gratitude! ***just imagine ...it's simply a matter of changing views,as Gratitude reveals (k)new worlds within YOU.***A gratitude-heartIs to discover on earthA Heaven-delivered rose.- Sri Chinmoy********************************************************** World Gratitude Gathering ~~ Aligning with the Heart's calling and Embracing theGreat*full*ness of Life! ~*Members Page * Comment the Blog! *Donate * Contact ============================================Did you receive this as a gift? Are you ready to join the gatheringat World Gratitude? Feel free to join us HERE, or pass

Nurse!
So yea, I've got this nasty flu that just seems to be getting worse. I'm drinking plenty of water and taking some OTC stuff, but can't seem to lay down without drowning, so here I sit again. I haven't actually blogged for ages, but figured fuggit. Still no luck on the job front, and I think I am just going to have to enroll in school and be done with it. (when I can get enough energy to go drive to the campus that is) Got the lights up for Christmas yesteday, which probably didnt' help my ailment, but oh well, the kids are happy lol. But with the exception of that, I'm in pretty good spirits these days, and think the future holds good things for those around me. I haven't been around much here lately, at least, not out in the open, but I realized life goes on, and as such for those around here. I enjoy some folks around here, and others I've realized pretty much don't give a crap about me, and I'm okay with that. I'm just grateful for what I have, and that at the end

Shell Prompts
Command shell overviewThe command shell is a separate software program that provides direct communication between the user and the operating system. The non-graphical command shell user interface provides the environment in which you run character-based applications and utilities. The command shell executes programs and displays their output on the screen by using individual characters similar to the MS-DOS command interpreter Command.com. The Windows XP command shell uses the command interpreter Cmd.exe, which loads applications and directs the flow of information between applications, to translate user input into a form that the operating system understands.You can use the command shell to create and edit batch files (also called scripts) to automate routine tasks. For example, you can use scripts to automate the management of user accounts or nightly backups. You can also use the Windows Script Host, CScript.exe, to run more sophisticated scripts in the command shell. You can perfor

Erotic Adventures Of Dé Esse
Erotic Adventures of Dé Esse O ~~He knew she was a goddess from the moment he saw the picture of her looking like a vamp so he waited patiently until she came online. There was electricity that coursed in the air through the 6000 miles away between them. From the wintry, cold reaches of northern Europe to the hot days and cold desert nights of the southwest of the American continent and back, her appeal held him in sway and the desire he attended upon her aroused her as he hoped it would and gave her the urge to control him. He thought of her as devilish, predatory and she had a hypnotic attraction for him, it was as if she was a sensual succubus, or a vampire on the prowl. He described her as a tiger or a sweet wild kitty cat there was something within her that evoked both the tenderness and the ferocity of each. It was as if she studied you with eyes that were preparing her teeth to take a bite out of a your flesh and then could care for the wound that she herself created. He

The Portraits And The Puzzle Pieces, Solutions That We See~by Jd
This time will be different, Ya thats right this time there is going to be an effort to my madness. This time we are going to see my movent, Too long i've held onto this crutch, Trust in only what my mind is set on and believe it or not im running right to you. I did all the things i could have possibly wanted, Now play time is over and i have learned your love i cannot give up. Without you here i cannot be anywhere because your absence leaves me hopeless still, Well now is the time for me to change my destiny and sitting on this would never be enough. Look at me, Severely injured and bleeding eternally from the heart, The stitches ripped wide open and as the blood spills all i see is you. There are too msny signs too many things that tell me you and i aren't through, Self destruct and take all my current surroundings with me, Tonight the only people in existance are me and you. I am really thought for a while i was going crazy, Easy to think such a thing when kar

Blog About Blogging!
So, here's the deal, I've got a 10 pg paper to write for a Friday morning class. It will probably end up being a 7-8 pg paper. I hate writing papers, absolutely despise it. Loathe it with an undying passion. Unfortunately it's a necessity in college that I CAN do well, I just don't like to. Anyway, I need some points on a subject I chose from the teachers list to talk about. The topic I chose: Blogs! Here's what the sheet actually said: An investigation into the nature of blogs; e.g, text blogs, video blogs, blog creation, where to post blogs, where to find blogs, blog evaluations with respect to validity of content, and other aspects of the blogasphere. So, help me out with some points to talk about. I can get this done easily if I have a direction to head in. Thanks folks!

Hey Yall
hey yall...i'm without internet at the moment...so i wont be around much for a while...which sucks...i've made some really good friends here and i'm gonna miss talkin to yall daily. i'm dealin with some stuff in real life and jsut wont be around...if ya wanna stay in touch you can email me at aprilgale_80@yahoo.com i'll reply when i can... xoxo, april...yeah, that's my name...some of yall didnt know that...lol

Who The Hell Let The Drama Llama In???
Have you ever just been chillin' on the fu, doing whatever it is you do on the fu, clicking here or there... Suddenly you see the name of someone you knew, in the past. Someone who you used to talk to on a daily basis. Someone who you just happend to have had a major falling out with... You think to yourself, 'I wonder how they're doing?' So you do the nice thing and go to their page. You follow fubar ettiquete and rate them a 10, and if you're feeling nice you even fan them. Then, out of the kindness of your heart, and your wish for all things peaceful, you send them a friend request with a note that says, "*waves the white flag* Can we be friends again?" Well, here are my reasons for NOT doing that... Reason 1: You're suddenly aware of how long people can hold a fucking grudge! Reason 2: You just might receive a text from your room mates ex, who you really don't care much for (because she was the reason behind the falling out with the person mentioned above), that says somethin

Being A Diabetic Sucks
It's been just over a year since I was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes now, and honestly, I've really done nothing about it. Last year was completely traumatic. There are still times in the middle of the night I wake up in a cold sweat, or wake up sobbing from a nightmare. The sleeping medication helped with that for a long time. The therapy I underwent last year helped. Mike always was a wonderful psychologist. I would know since I have been seeing him on and off since I was 15 when things were really bad, especially in my family. I've come such a long way since this time last year. I really have. But things have been very up and down, mostly down and further down, in the last year that I haven't paid attention to my disease. I was watching one of my reality shows I like to watch, and one of them had diabetes. Granted it was type 1, but they really got into it. Part of the reason I haven't paid much attention or cared, is because my doctors have been fucking shitty about it. All they

Hate!
I hate the fact that everytime I get online , i have to see some motivational saying from some person who lets themselfs get hurt. Always this reflection in the pond , shit. Get a life and deal with your problems like everyone else, dont hide behind religion or emotional "feel good" sayings cause you cant bring yourself to face reality. Fuck!

My Ironman Cup Has The Ghey.
I am freezing my butt off just sitting here. But yet here I am,mittens and all :) Been a long week and its not even over, I have been honoured by a close friend to be in her wedding.I am rather excited for her and the fact that this beloved day will be held on my 30th birthday. I rather toast to the bride and groom then blow out a cake full of candles that could more then likely start a fire. I also have taking on a few tasks for this special day..be it the costume designs for the jack and Jill party..annnnnnnnnd flyer designs for said event. burlesque will be the theme,but sweet day in the mornin im sick of looking at short skirts,corsets and little top hats with the mesh.. Jesus I cant believe I just said that,I MUST be getting old. So besides being the busy little beaver I am, I have picked up a new addiction. 1 vs 100 on 360 has me under its spell..and boy is it grand! I was growing tired of lfd2 so this couldnt have came at a better time. Specially when I get to kick my

Top 10 Questions On Obama's Afghanistan Strategies
President Barack Obama will announce his new Afghanistan policy tonight at the U.S. Military Academy in West Point, New York. Some news organizations have reported that President Obama will send anywhere from 30,000 to 34,000 additional troops to the region. To get you prepared for tonight's announcement, here are some answers to the most asked questions about President Obama's proposal. 1. If the President sends 35,000 more troops to Afghanistan, does that count as a “surge?” Simply put, no, because the use of that term implies an Iraq-like strategy of ramping up forces to the maximum of what the generals are requesting. It has been widely reported that General McChrystal’s assessment for additional troops to achieve maximum chance of success was between 60,000 and 80,000 troops. While the President’s decision is better than no new troops at all, it falls short of that assessment. Additionally, the White House plans to add troops over time as it sees fit, a

Site Maintenance Tonight, Dec 1st At Midnight Pst.
Hey everyone, We need to upgrade some equipment, so I need to bring the site down at Midnight PST tonight. It should only take about 10 minutes, but wanted to give everyone a heads-up. We'll be comping the 11PM and Midnight happyhour runners another happyhour on the house, in case they're effected. Cheers, -mike

Awww Fuck
first off i haven`t been around much lately, kinda bored with fu, but not the people, know what i mean? ok point of this blog i think it`s time i finally broke down and did my first block yep, WICKED, that crazy canadian cunt my insane fuckin fu wifey she has turned into a twat blocker since she got knocked up i love her dearly but she has more mental problems than charley manson`s whole family combined that and as of right now she has one of the cutest lil asses that god ever made and i don`t want to have to look at pics in the coming months where it looks like a white ford explorer

Bday Love
i would like to THANK EVERYONE that showed me fulove on my bday its may take a day or to but i will try and get back to everyone crazy how many i got to go through but THANKS AGAIN so give me time and come buy say hi dont get mad if its takes a fw to answer thanks super dh

Heart Is Silent
My Heart is silent, is silent like the night My hear closes up when I am full of might I want to hold her but I am full of fright She wants me to hold her ever so tight Should I be afraid of her love, it crushes me I am still here waiting to see My brain is full of words, it won’t really stop It keeps running and running, my brain is ready to pop I am afraid she might break my silence Will she be true if I let her in or practice patience? So I wait ever so still for my heart to talk I can feel her breath every time I take a walk She’s right behind me and telling me, to her, I must trust My heart it whispers not to, it could be a total bust Hearts break, in my mind hearts are a mistake Every time I love someone they’re in for the take A mistake love is I must shout and declare To me, sometimes it sticks out like a blind stare My heart crushes easily; it will stay silent for me It’s too hard to trust just anyone; should I e

Good Laugh This Morning
from: fubar Support Please leave any mafia related questions or issues here:... United States subject: Please post a salute to level up received: 12/1/2009 08:09 am replied: no block this member Flag as spam Dear Sperminator's Uterus:You have stopped collecting points because you cannot move higher thanlevel 20 without a salute. To continue accumulating points and move to ahigher level, please post a salute. The process is explained in the fubarBible section on salutes.Salute Help-fubar family I peed my pants on so many levels!

Proud Grandmother
An elderly, wealthy woman in Florida was boring fellow beachcombers as she bragged on and on about her two remarkable grandchildren. Unable to stand it any longer, a fellow sunbather interrupted her. "Tell me, how old are your grandsons?" The grandmother gave a grateful smile and replied, "The doctor is four and the lawyer is six..."

***this Was On The Nurse's Calendar In The Er For 01december2009***
This was the little saying on the Nurse's Calendar in the ER for 01 December 2009... and I just thought it was cute as hell lol. Check it out: ISN'T IT AT LEAST JUST A LITTLE CUTE? LOL Consuming Love I shall seek and find you... I shall take you to bed and control you... I will make you ache, shake, and sweat until you grunt and groan... I will make you beg for mercy... I will exhaust you to the point that you will be relieved when I leave you... And you will be weak for days. All my love, The Flu

Chapter Four: Evil's Mask
Curling up in his nest, Faust closed his eyes and tried to sleep away his troubles, even though it was midday and the sun shone through his eyelids. Try as he might, he could not get Shelata out of his mind. He told himself over and over that she cared nothing for him, and he must respond in kind by forgetting her. Who cares if she was the only dragon in my half-century of life to arouse that feeling within me that only a female could? He thought to himself. He turned over again, only to open his eyelids at the approach of his servant, James. "Master, you are aware it is high noon? Or has that girl got your brain fogged?" He knew he had misspoken when Faust responded by felling several trees with his tail without getting up. "Ahh, my apologies, master. Do forgive my brashness." Faust sighed and rolled over to look at his servant, and close friend. "No, you couldn't have known, James. Don't worry about it. My problems are none of your concern." "On the contrary, Master, when you get

Fubar Relationships
Internet relationships as a whole are a fucking sham... but FU-RELATIONSHIPS are the worst of all. People have really lost site of what relationships and friendships are for that matter and I am about to call you out! Nearly every day I am approached by someone that thinks they have it all figured out for me.. they are the one and I should abandon my real life and sink into their pit of lies. WRONG! You can tell me all day long how you would rub my feet and draw my bath and treat me like a queen - but WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU? You are not real... I cannot touch you - I cannot kiss you and you cannot do any of those things that you so freely talk about - perhaps that is why it makes it so easy to promise the world to someone. I am on to your game fuckers and you are gunna pay dearly! People string along four or five or sometimes more people to fill the void in their empty lives.. is that really entertainment?... an ego boost? What is sad is that many people easily fall into the trap

Leaving Out :(
www.myspace.com/eatonalive thats where ill be... why?...because lately ive been distracted...and i need to concentrate on my music a lot more...no i am not in anyway blaming fu for anything...its just a lot easier to run my music and life through one site than have to check multiple sites daily and be responsible for other things like my family and such... if you guys would like to check out my tunes the link is above and i hope to see you al again soon... peace and love... drew :D

Why Im Not Always Online
i have some people on my friends list that have gotten quite upset at me for not always being online ...well apart from having 6 kids ....only 5 living at home now...a granddaughter, all of who are my life and i totally adore i also have some health issues i am dealing with too.....i have listed them below so my true friends can understand ...please dont be allarmed by it all i am on all the right medication and have regular checks to keep me going lol...im not looking for sympathy either just understanding..... fibromyalgia Fibromyalgia is widespread pain in the muscles and soft tissues above and below the waist and on both sides of the body. Fibromyalgia is a syndrome—a set of symptoms that happen together but do not have a known cause. In this syndrome, the nervous system (nerves, spinal cord, and brain) is not able to control what it feels, so ordinary feelings from your muscles, joints, and soft tissues are experienced as pain. People with fibromyalgia feel pain and/or

Look For My
You'd think this man is plain damned crazy? I was going to shut this down but for one reason. Go look for my Harsh Critic who irked me enough to reveal some of these idiotic things. Jack Anderson practiced a type of Journalisim. He took some highly classified truth and mixed it with whole lot of nonsense. I took the truth but never revealed compleltely what really was there. As before some of this stuff will go with me to death. Norio

Urgently Looking For Job Abroad!
IM URGENTLY LOOKING FOR JOB ABROAD,I AM AN EX ABROAD WORKER A FASHION DESIGNER BY PROFESSION,ANYONE CAN HELP? FEEL FREE TO MESSAGE ME THROUGH MY EMAIL BEABIANCASHEMALE@YAHOO.COM OR CALL ME SIRECT ON MY MOBILE +639185016412....

Lost
i can stare into your eyes, and be lost in them i can hold you and you hold me and i would be lost in your arms i could be in a forest and hear your sigh,i could be broken hearted, and i could cry i am forever thinking of you, always, iam forever remembering you always but am forever lost without you...always

A Dying Breed.
The ways of being raised "OLD SCHOOL" or as some see it A CODE OF CONDUCT was how you lived life! This meant you had RESPECT,TRUST,HONOR, from the people around you and it is what you gave them return! A mans word and his handshake meant something at one time. Showing RESPECT to your elders was just a given thing. Things that only a few of us ( A DYING BREED ) still live our lives by!

Dj Wldwest @ Dirtydeedsradio!
come bye sometime and check out dirtydeedsradio!! check out al the djs and the everyone at ddr! im on from 8pm-11pm eastern time mond tuesday wednesday, and for the after party 2am-5am est. on sunday mornings. check it out and or check me out :) http://www.fubar.com/lounge/52426 peace!

Ojohn
ojohn: hello sunshine To ojohn: hi ojohn: how u doin sweetie To ojohn: i'm fine ojohn: yes u r sweetie To ojohn: ok i'm sorry, but i'm happily engaged, and i really dislike pet names To ojohn: i happen to find them degrading and i don't enjoy being addressed like i'm just another piece of potential ass without a brain ojohn: ok sorry ojohn: well if you are happily engaged wtf are you doing in here ojohn: girls like you totally suck at lieing about been happy ojohn: now fuck oFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF Really? So now fubar is only for people looking to cheat or that are single... fuck morons, guys like this piss me off he's member number 2807826... have fun with that one.

Climategate For Dummies
ClimateGate For Dummies On Thursday 19th November 2009 news began to circulate that hacked documents and communications from the University of East Anglia's Hadley Climate Research Unit (aka CRU) had been published to the internet.http://www.prisonplanet.com/climategate-for-dummies.html

Shocking Un Document Divulges Climate Cult Brainwashing
Shocking UN Document Divulges Climate Cult Brainwashing With the reverberations of climategate still echoing, it has now emerged that children are being greenwashed in public schools by being forced to sing climate cult ditties and hate their parents as part of a United Nations propaganda program aimed at capturing young minds, as the UN itself officially acknowledges the global warming mantra as a new religion.http://www.prisonplanet.com/shocking-un-document-divulges-climate-cult-brainwashing.html

Untitled
Addicted, it leaves me conflicted in knots, my body is twisted I itch, I ache, at night I shake It hurts to even be awake I cannot breathe, at least not with ease It all just makes me want to scream Mentally and physically ill there are no words to describe how i feel death is imminent; HEARTBREAK made the kill

Um What
kinda tired, I closed my eyes for a few seconds...and I see a man(maybe tall and skinny-ish in a checkered-like shirt and a hat, kinda redneck/hunter like)but blurry and faded...and I look to figure out what I see and who he may be, what he looks like...in the next second he pulls his arms up and a large shot gun is pointed straight at me anyone got a clue as to what this may symbolize/signify/represent???

Loveless
I AM NO LONGER CAPABLE OF TEARS AND YET I FEEL SADNESS AFTER ALL OF THESE YEARS WE FIGHT, YOU CURSE, I YELL THERE IS NO LIMBO WE ARE BOTH IN HELL I WANT TO REACH OUT TO YOU BUT MY RESENTMENT WON'T LET ME SEE IT THROUGH I CAN RECALL THOSE DAYS AND NIGHTS SPENT LAUGHING AND LOVING, WHEN ALL SEEMED RIGHT TWO REJECTS BROUGHT TOGETHER BY CHANCE I STILL CHUCKLE AT HOW AWKWARDLY YOU DANCE I THINK ABOUT THE GOOD TIMES, BUT CAN'T FORGET THE BAD I AIMED FOR FOREVER, BUT WE BECAME A FAD IN TODAY AND OUT TOMORROW I ONCE HAD DREAMS OF SOMETHING NEW, BLUE, AND BORROWED IF DREAMING IS SUPPOSED TO BE INFINITE, WHY DOES REALITY CRUSH THEM SO WHEN LOVE TAKES ITS LEAVE OF ABSENCE WHERE DOES IT GO CAN IT BE RETRIEVED MUCH LIKE A PASSWORD OR IT TRULY LOST, NEVER TO BE SEEN AGAIN NOR HEARD

The I'm Sorry Poem
im sorry poemI'm sorrythat i bought you rosesto tell you that i like youI'm sorryThat I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorryThat I am actually nice;not an assholeI'm sorryI don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive thingsI'm sorryI like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorryI would rather make love to you then just fuck youlike some random guy.I'm sorryThat I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to dateI'm sorryThat I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,but when we went out you went home with another guyI'm sorryThat I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friendI'm sorryIf I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to

Words Of Fury
KEEP WALKING AND DONT LOOK BACK I'VE CLOSED THE DOOR, DIDN'T LEAVE A CRACK ID LIKE TO SEE YOUR HEAD PLACED UNDER A GUILLOTINE STILL LESS THAN WHAT YOU DESERVE IT SEEMS YOU EYES NO LONGER SPARKLE, ALL I SEE IN THEM ARE LIES KILLING YOU'D BE EASY. BUT ID NEED AN ALIBI I CURSE YOU, AT THE SOUND OF YOUR NAME I SPIT YOU HAVE MADE ME JADED, AND FOR LOVE UNFIT ID LIKE TO HAUNT YOU IN YOUR SLEEP THE SEEDS YOU'VE SOWN YOU ARE SURE TO REAP DAYDREAMS OF HORROR ID LIKE TO CAUSE TO TERRIFY YOU DAY AND NIGHT WITHOUT A PAUSE TO YOUR BODY, I WISH YOU LESIONS AND SORES MAY YOU FAIL IN THE GAME OF LOVE AND NEVER SCORE.

Tomorrow Night..tune In
I'm going to be playing a live interactive online concert on Tuesday December 1st at 10:00pm EST (9pm Centeral, 8pm Mtn, 7pm Pacific, aka noon on wednesday in japan) Go to http://www.ustream.tv/channel/frightened-seller to watch. If you can't watch the live broadcast, I will post the recorded version so you can view it at your leisure. I'll play some tunes and answer all your pressing questions. See you there!! -James & your Empress.... @ www.best-hits-radio.com

The Lessons Of Love.....
“THE LESSONS OF LOVE” We as people always ponder the question…. Will love find me? Here are just a few thoughts of my own, I could be wrong, I may be right but what I do know for sure is that im not the only one who thinks this way and wonders.. So hopefully this will help shed a little light onto our everyday thoughts or as we call them dealing with “The Lessons of Love” Why can’t love be simply?? Answer, because most of us won’t let it be….. I can’t remember how many times I have sat up listening to my friends problems about relationships and giving them advice on what I think… Don’t get it twisted…. I love the fact that my friends come to me and I will FOREVER be here for them, and in return I THANK my friends that have been there for me in my times of sorrow! Often times I hear woman say I want a man that opens doors, treats me with respect, buys me flowers for no reason, cooks, clean, rubs my feet,

Nsfw Pics
I feel there is a big misconception with the whole not safe for work pics on this website. I see a lot of people saying "I can't believe this is nsfw, this is an adult website." Well yes it is an adult website, and nsfw doesn't mean that you can't post a nude picture on here, it simply means if I'm logged on at work, I will probably get in a lot of shit for looking at this picture. First off, none of us should actually be logged into this site when we're at work, we should all actually be doing work. And I'm well aware of the fact that some of the pics are reported NSFW are not actually NSFW, but the fact that your picture is NSFW does not mean it's trashy or over the edge for this website, it simply means exactly what it stands for. It is NOT SAFE FOR WORK. YOUR BOSS MIGHT SHOOT YOU FOR LOOKING AT THIS PICTURE. Once again, I know some of you think your pics are fine, and for some of you that is correct, and yes some people have worse pics posted that should be nsfw, but are