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Idiots - In Gaming Cirles
One of those days. I hopped into a seemingly new IRC RPG room. I wanted to find a White Wolf OWOD game. VtM or WtA. No problem, right? Well, I got to talking with this person about a WtA TT game. I'm used to WtA LARP rules. I asked if I could get help. He tells me yes. Okay, sounds good. I joined the Yahoo list and pulled up the list's txt file character sheet and prepare to C&P it into my spreadsheet, thinking I'm going to get help making my sheet. After all, although he got cranky about me not wanting someone to send me an illegal copy of the book, I thought I was going to get help with my sheet. I haven't dealt with the WtA TT rules set in years. I haven't even played d10 TT in years. So, when I asked him if he would be helping me, or someone in the main room would help me, he says "I can post questions." Uhm, excuse me. Post questions? I already said someone was going to have to make this sheet and explain the gifts to me. *GRRR* I told him that we had a communication error. Told

Can I Get A Piece Of That Aaaaaah Pecan Pie?
I have an account on okcupid. I've met a couple people that way. ok... more than a couple. I've gone out on several dates. Some i still talk to but most were not a whole lot of greatness. Back in the spring, I was "matched" with a profile that had no picture. Usually I disregard these immediatly. Red Flag. blah blah. The guy was pretty upfront though about wanting one last big hoorah before he moved from Tallahassee to Seattle. He seemed genuine and funny so isent him an email just to see what would happen. We traded emails back and forth as well as pictes. He even made a profile here on fu to check out some of the many, many pics i have on here. Obviously, he's smart, too. We made plans to meet after he took a couple weeks to visit his family and find an apartment in Seattle. During his trip, I stopped hearing back from him. I figured he'd gotten busy and just really didn't think more of it. It's not like I'm in short supply of readily available dicks. I got an email a couple weeks

Alone
I sit there in the dark all alone it seems, Yet there you are sitting next to me. Why do I feel that I am alone? Why do I feel as my heart is breaking? Questions I ask, I can’t answer. You tell me you love me, And still I am sitting here unsure. You tell me you can’t live without me, And yet I feel as though you’re wrong. It seems that you take for granted that I am here, You expect that I will just always be there. Well truth be told your wrong, I won’t just sit here waiting for you to notice me. I’m not going to have my heart break every time you don’t need me, Because I needed you and you weren’t there. I’ve sat by your side while you ignored me for others, I stayed by your side while your focus was for them not me. Not any more, I won’t take this anymore,

Tanker
TANKER TO GOD - OVER... I pray thee Heavenly Father, Please hear this tanker’s prayer, And send an angel to me, For my tank and crew to care. Be with us when we need you, And lend a helping hand And safely carry my machine Across this barren land. And keep my tank from running dry When the foe is close to me, And place my gunner’s crosshairs On the tanks that we don’t see.

12/30 Fake : Kelly Dreamer. She's Dreaming She Was Real...
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12/30 Fake : Kelly Dreamer. She's Dreaming She Was Real...
Well, here we go again kids, check out our latest installment of fake, this one’s pretty unoriginal and a big yawn but still, it’s just amazing how stupid people can be on here…this fake profile…. With these pics claiming to be “her” or whatever it is, as seen below… The majority of which are stolen from Dreamkelly.com, actually the exact same pictures, as shown on the amateur porn site below, are an exact match… That salute comes and goes, I guess depending on who asks or whatever. I wonder why it’s doubled down on the rewrite and then black & white shopped? Odd at a high level. It was even so unoriginal that it just flipped its’ name to Kelly Dreamer instead of Dream Kelly. This must be a rookie con. But what we do know is that sure as hell is not Dreamkelly.com who it says it is and there are also other pics of girls in the “me” folder that it has that aren’t even the same girl, last I counted there were about four totally different girls in the “me” f

Today
I cast my heart in the ocean,I watched it float away from the sand.Hopefully it will trouble me nomore,As it floats to a far distant land. It has brought me pain,Sometimes more than I can bare.I can no longer feel it beat,As it leaves me standing here. Was this the right thing to do,Will it put my pain to and end.Or will it leave me cold,Till my lifes bitter end.

So Close By Jon Mclaughlin
So I'm thinking of posting a youtube video of me playing my guitar and singing so close by Jon Mclaughlin. Below is the lyrics and chords, tell me if you guys think that it is a good song to do. Intro: Eadd9 | G#m7 | C#m7 | C6 - CM7 Emaj | Esus4 - B/D# | Emaj Eadd9 - B/D# - C#m7 - Eadd9 You’re in my arms Esus4 - Bsus4/E - Eadd9 And all the world is calm A6 - G#m7/B - C#m7 - B6 - Amaj7 The music playing on for only two B/A -G#m7 - A6 So close together Bsus4 - Bmaj And when I’m with you B/A - G#m7 - Bbm7b6 - Bsus4 - B7 - B9 So close to feeling alive B7 - E/C# A life goes by Esus4 - A6 - B13 - Eadd9 Romantic dreams will stop A6 - G#m7 - C#m7 - B6 - Amaj7 So I bid mine goodbye and never knew B/A - G#m7 - A6 So close was waiting, Bsus4 - Bmaj waiting here with you B/A - G#m7 - Bbm7b6 - Bsus4 -B9 And now forever I know B - F#m7 - B7 All that I wanted to hold you B7/A - Gm11 So close bass(D# - D) - C7

Just Stuff
There is nothing more in this world that I want then a home of my own. My parents are living in Florida now and I am still here in NJ. I am not ready to leave yet even though I don't want to be here. I am getting my life together with starting school to have a better future for my kids and I. I have been through so much with friends and family who have made me stronger and who I am today. Friends come and go and as much as u want them to stay sometimes they can't. Family is always there no matter what goes on in life. It's time for me to do me and for myself to be happy again.

The One
I feel things for you that I had forgotten how to feel. I think of you in ways only lovers think of lovers, That seem all to real. I imagine your skin streached taunt over your bones, Your eyes full of love......burdened and worn I feel the blood inside me boil , the closer we become. I want to know where you hide, When theres no place left to run. All of the secrets ......You lock away inside, That keep your webs of mysterys. hidden and confined. The dreams that lurk in shadows, Hidden from the light, Nights that turn to days, Passions you ignite, I close my eyes and see a future, Some where far beyond, The childish insecurities , That test this ionic bond. I see your fingers in my mind, Tracing at my thoughts, Bringing back to life, A world that I've forgot. If only for a moment......My soul you reawaken, Black and White snap shots, Of pictures yet to be taken. I drift away to sleep , Intoxicated by your love, My hands reaching on, For somethin

What I Am Thinking On 12/30/09
Why are you doing this, you know it's not going to work? What will happen when it is done, and nothing else happens? Seriously, why do you think these things? You know the outcome is always the same in the end, like everytime before now it always has been, so why even bother trying this time?

#2
Where was I,When I first looked at you.Lost in my own turmoil,Not knowing what to do. When I saw you again,its like I was in a trance.One look at you And my heart began to dance. With that look in your eyesAnd that smile so right.Sprang my heart back to lifeOn a cold and lonely night. Your eyes and smile sparkling,Your hair all aglow.How far my heart will fall,This I'll never know.

Dream...
Dream dreams that everyone says are impossibleLive a life talked about long after you turn to ashesLove hard and endlessly someone who drives you madLust dangerously after someone you should never haveBe a better everything everyday for you not for themSueño sueños imposibles, entonces ellos saben que ellos pueden...

To My Owner
You're Makin Me High lyricsI'll always think of youInside of my private thoughtsI can imagine youTouching my private partsWith just the thought of youI can't help but touch my selfThat's why I want you so badJust one night ofMoonlight, with you there beside meAll night, doin' it again and againYou know I want you so bad(Baby, baby, baby)babyOooh I get so highWhen I'm around you babyI can touch the skyYou make my temperature riseYou're makin' me highBaby, baby, baby, babyCan't get my mind off youI think I might be obsessedThe very thought of youMakes me want to get undressedI wanna be with youIn spite of what my heart saysI guess I want you so badAll I want isMoonlight, with you there inside meAll night,(ooh baby) doin' it again and againYou know I want you so badBaby, baby, baby, babyOooh I get so highWhen I'm around you babyI can touch the skyYou make my temperature riseYou're makin' me highBaby, baby, baby, babyI want to feel your heart and soul inside of meLet's make a deal you roll

Missred63
If I were a man on a ship,Would you wish me to the shore.If I were a man in an alley,Would you wish me to have more. If I were a man without love,Would you ever offer me yours.If I were a man without affection,Would you show me like none before. For you I would do all these things,And not expect anything in return.For the friendship you gave me,In my heart your fire will always burn.

Fakes On Fubar
iused to think woman woman was nice till she asked me to join her turf in fumafia she asked me to cheat make up fake names for her to make the million bucks icouldnt take any more so iquit it theres just to many fakes in fumafia it surprised me to find out how fake she is she beggs all time to shame on wonder woman

What Is Help Them Level?
Hey All... ARK decided to add a new feture! Help them Level... If you know of someone whom is almost going to level than please send us a shout box or a private message and we will Blog them! Thanks!

Week 16 Playoff And Superbowl Predictions!
Ok, Week 17 could change all this, but I'm making my two wild card picks the Jets and the Ravens. Here's how I view it: Round 1, AFC: NYJ @ CIN, BAL @ NE. CIN and NE win. Round 2, AFC: CIN @ IND, NE @ SD. NE and IND win. Round 3, AFC: NE @ IND. NE wins. Round 1, NFC: DAL @ MIN, GB @ ARI. MIN and ARI win. Round 2, NFC: MIN @ PHI, AR @ NO. MIN and NO win. Round 3, NFC: MIN @ NO, NO wins. Superbowl: NE @ NO, NO wins. I honestly was very sketchy on some of these, but I figured that's how I'd call it. I almost flipped a coin for the superbowl. Comments welcome. I'm not an expert by any stretch of the imagination, so please be nice.

Just Ventin
Deep breaths as you walk in .. open mind, heart, and soul. You meet them and everything slowly falls into place. You may still walk and be open because you have nothing to hide. In a suspensefull way he completes you... yet there is so much more to know. You learn little by little where it will go, how it will play out, and what you will make of it. It becomes something you yearn to answer and yet love to play at. When will he come.. or has he already..

Self Check Out
Im sick of going out of my mind every time I see, Somebody that looks like you, it's killing me. Because I think you're there for me, And when I realize you're not it's back to this place, So please, take note I'm going crazy. Did you get a chance to read the letter I sent to you? Or did you throw it away 'cause of everything I put you through? I guess I understand, just realize I'm looking for help from a friend, And you, you're the only one I can trust. I want to tell you all about all the times so I can keep it all on the right track. I want to tell you all the times I fucked up and wake up flat on my back. I wish I could call you to pick me up, I know it's too much to ask for So I sit up and light up a cigarette. And tell myself over and over again. It was all just a dream.. And it's time to come clean, And it's time to move on, No matter how hard it seems.

Name
MY NAME IS SAMMYJO BUT MY REAL NAME IS TAMMY.I GO BY SAMMYJO BECAUSETHAT NAME STUCK WITH ME EVER SINCE I WAS LITTLE NO NEED TO CHANGE IT, MY GOAL IN LIFE IS TO FINISH WHAT I STARTED AND THAT IS WORKING WITH 2 SPECIAL KIDS,AND TO FINISH MY SCHOOL YEAR OUT.I AM A MOTHER OF 2 ONE BOY ONE GIRL WHO ARE MY EVERTHING AND THERE WILL BE NO NONE COMING BETWEEN US I WILL FIGHT TILL THE END,SOMEONE TRIED TO DO THAT ONCE BAD MISTAKE I AM A STRONG WOMAN AND DONT TAKE ANY SHIT,I LET THE LOVE OF MY LIFE SLIP AWAY AND THAT HURT ME DEEPLY IF I ONLY HAD THE CHANCE TO TELL HIM HOW I FEEL BUT WILL NEVER GET IT HE'S MOVED ON CAUSE I WOULD NOT GIVE HIM AN ANWSER,I TO HAVE MADE BAD MISTAKES AND NOW PAYING FOR THEM I CAN NOT CHANGE THE PAST BUT CAN THE FUTURE,AND IF SOME OF YOU HAVE A LOVE DONT LET THEM GO IT WILL ONLY HURT YOU... ALWAYS SAMMY

12/30/2009
Revelation 18http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+18&language=english&version=31 Revelation 19http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+19&language=english&version=31 Revelation 20http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+20&language=english&version=31 http://BiblePlan.org/3/niv/ Bible Reading Plan -- Complete NIV Bible in a YearRead the NIV Bible in a year, reading three chapters daily and five on Sundays.

Annual Darwin Awards
Yes, it's that magical time of year again when the Darwin Awards are bestowed, honoring the least evolved among us: Here is the glorious winner:1. When his 38 caliber revolver failed to fire at his intended victim during a hold-up in Long Beach , California would-be robber James Elliot did something that can only inspire wonder. He peered down the barrel and tried the trigger again. This time it worked. And now, the honorable mentions:2. The chef at a hotel in Switzerland lost a finger in a meat cutting machine and after a little shopping around, submitted a claim to his insurance company... The company expecting negligence sent out one of its men to have a look for himself. He tried the machine and he also lost a finger. The chef's claim was approved.3. A man who shoveled snow for an hour to clear a space for his car during a blizzard in Chicago returned with his vehicle to find a woman had taken the space. Understandably, he shot her.4. After stopping for drinks at an ill

Underneath The Stars
Underneath the stars I'll meet you Underneath the stars I'll greet you There beneath the stars I'll leave you Before you go of your own free will Go gently Underneath the stars you met me Underneath the stars you left me I wonder if the stars regret me At least you'll go of your own free will Go gently Here beneath the stars I'm mending And here beneath the stars not ending Why on earth am I pretending? I'm here again, the stars befriending They come and go of their own free will Go gently Go gently Underneath the stars you met me And underneath the stars you left me I wonder if the stars regret me I'm sure they'd like me if they only met me They come and go of their own free will Go gently Go gently Go gently

Please Help Me Out
Do you like it rough or sensual? Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both? How often do you like to have sex? Is sex a top priority for you? Do you have sex face to face with your partner? How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger? How do you feel about one night stands? How many one night stands have you had? What's your favorite position? Where's your favorite place to have sex? Do you prefer to make love or f*uck? Have you ever watched porn while having sex? How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed? Do you get off first or do they?

Yay Fakers!
One of the fun things I like to do here is go to fake profiles and leave status comments full of love. :) I followed Cammy to this gem's profile (I'll link you in the comments) and IT shouted me. Suga Lips™: yes..I look 12. great comeback how big is your dick? Sassy_Ass_...: ugh,u seriously need a bag over that face of yours. What are you like 12? Tiume to go back to school,winter break is up. Suga Lips™: it may be ugly, but it's mine I didn't have to steal someone's pics to get bling from people Sassy_Ass_...: Who would wanna cum on that ugly lookin face of yours.. rofll

Ben Stein
I only hope we find GOD again before it is too late!! The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary.My confession:I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees, Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are, Christmas trees.It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, 'Merry Christmas' to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it.. It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu. If people want a cliché, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away.I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Ch

Music!
Alexi Murdoch Time Without ConsequenceAlexisonfire Old Crows/Young CardinalsAmanda Palmer Who Killed Amanda PalmerAmbitions StrangerAmplexus Deus Ex MachineAngels & Airwaves I-EmpireAn Angle The Truth Is That You Are AliveAnti-Flag For Blood And EmpireArmor For Sleep What To Do When You Are DeadAshes Divide Keep Telling Myself It's AlrightThe Ataris So Long, AstoriaAtreyu The Best Of AtreyuAtreyu Congregation Of The DamnedAtreyu Lead Sails Paper AnchorThe Audition ChampionAzure Ray Burn And ShiverAzure Ray Hold On LoveBadly Drawn Boy Born In The U.K.Black Stone Cherry Black Stone CherryBlessid Union Of Souls Walking Off The BuzzBlue October Consent to TreatmentBlue October FoiledBone Thugs-N-Harmony Thug StoriesBraid Lucky To Be Alive [Live]Brand New DaisyBrandtson Hello, ControlBreaking Benjamin SaturateBright Eyes A Christmas AlbumBright Eyes Oh Holy FoolsBush Golden StateCage The Elephant Ca

To My Fubar Lovies :]
Hey everyone, I'm not only on Fubar, I have Myspace && Facebook. If anyone wants to add meh, hit me uppp!!!! http://www.myspace.com/wickedsammysuicide and http://www.facebook.com/index.php?lh=56cb195951edaeb501a55a53fa3fe09f&#/profile.php?ref=profile&id=100000300043423 Peace, love, & chicken grease, Sami

Freedom Of Speech Is Contradictory
Freedom of speech is the freedom to speak without censorship and/or limitation. The synonymous term freedom of expression is sometimes used to indicate not only freedom of verbal speech but any act of seeking, receiving and imparting information or ideas, regardless of the medium used. In practice, the right to freedom of speech is not absolute in any country and the right is commonly subject to limitations, such as on "hate speech".The right to freedom of speech is recognized as a human right under Article 19 of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights and recognized in international human rights law in the International Covenant on Civil and Political Rights (ICCPR). The ICCPR recognizes the right to freedom of speech as "the right to hold opinions without interference. Everyone shall have the right to freedom of expression".[1][2] Furthermore freedom of speech is recognized in European, inter-American and African regional human rights law. See How Freedom Of Speech Contradicts

Freedom Of Speech.
FuBar Won't Let Me Create MuMMs Because I Act Out My First Amendment Right To Freedom Of Speech. No Limitations. Either It Is Freedom Of Speech Without! Limitations Or The Government Should Do Away With This So Called Freedom Of Speech. How Can Anyone Say "FREEDOM OF SPEECH" & Not Allow Any Of Us To TRULY!!! Have It?...

5 Myths About Men
Men with big feet also have big... It is true that the development of penises and toes (as well as clitorises and fingers) are influenced by the same gene. But the length of one does not predict the length of the other. In a study of more than 3,000 men, no correlation was found between the self-reported size of feet and that of the crown jewels. Skeptical of a man's ability to size himself up, some researchers have, well, taken things into their own hands. For example, a 2002 study, headed by Jyoti Shah at St. Mary's Hospital in London, compared foot size to carefully measured privates (all 104 penises were stretched to their longest length for consistency.) No correlation was found. If you shave your beard or head, the hair comes back faster, thicker, and coarser. "If that were true, we'd have a cure for male pattern baldness," said Dr. Aaron Carroll of Indiana University and co-author of "Don't Swallow your Gum: Myths, Half-truths and Outright Lies About Your Body and Health

Real Friends My Ass.
I do not believe their is such things as real net friends. I think people add someone they do not know then call them their friends just because their on a Friends List. Its Pathetic. I can't stand it when someone i don't know adds me then calls me Friend. NO ONE ON THE NET IS FRIENDS. just because you talk to someone on a regular basis you think their you're friends?...how idiotic.

Why I Hate Sites Like Fmylife.com Sometimes
So many posts go "Today, I was sleeping with my best friend's bf when she caught us. I now no longer have a best friend or a partner. FML." How about we write it like this instead: "Today, I was being a stupid skank, got caught, and then got what I deserved. FML." I mean seriously so many of the stories are "Today, I and then . FML." Seriously? Some of them I understand completely, fucked up shit happens sometimes that isn't your fault or that your average person wouldn't have forseen (getting laid off the same day your dog dies, for example), but so many stories on there are "well no shit Sherlock" moments. Anyway, off to lunch... eventually... I think lol. Still waiting for my friend. He's a great guy and one of my best friends but Jesus his sense of time is the worst on the planet.

Broken Heart...
A BEAUTIFUL GIRL WITH PRETTY EYES, A HIDDEN WORLD OF HURT AND LIES SHE SITS ON HER BED AND CRIES IT'S HARD FOR HER TO REALIZE THAT LIFE ISNT ALL WEAK IN THE KNEES AN BUTTERFLIES... =) "WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL"

Time...
TIME IS LIKE A RIVER, YOU CANNOT TOUCH THE SAME WATER TWICE, BECAUSE THE FLOE THAT HAS PASSED, WILL NEVER PASS AGAIN, ENJOY EVERY MOMENT OF LIFE! LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES, BUT NEVER REGRET THE CHOICES YOU MADE, THANKS TO THOSE CHOICES, YOU ARE NOW WISER! =)

Hopeful...
I FEEL LIKE I CAN'T BREATH, THERE IS NO WAY OUT, AND I CAN'T BE REACHED, I NEED TO FIND A ROUTE, TAKE ME ANYWHERE ASLONG AS YOU LEAD, I FEEL EMPTYNESS IN MORE THAN JUST MY HEART, IT STARES AT ME IN THE MIRROR EVERYDAY, IT'S PAINFUL AND IT TEARS ME APART, EVERYTHING IS DARK AND GREY, THESE FEELINGS QUICKLY GET OLD LIKE DIEGO RIVERA'S ART, I MUST BREAK AWAY, A WISE MAN ONCE SAID, "ASK GOD ALL YOU WANT, BUT IN THE LONG RUN ITS UP TO YOU TO MAKE A CHNAGE" I BELIEVE HIM AND THAT'S WHY I HAVE MADE MY DECISION,

New Years...
Since tomorrow is the big ball dropping, for the big countdown to the New Year. So of course, as usual a ton of tourist are on their way to NYC just to see the ball drop made Me wonder...Who determines when it is the New Year?I mean when it is New Years here [12 AM EST], it wont be new years for another 3 hours on the west coast, and in some places it won't be the new year for another 9 hours, while some other places it has already been the new years for 16 hrs. Not to mention in America alone, we have three or four different time zones, each of which does the "daylight savings time" at different months and times... hm confusionBoredom breeds these random thoughts…Now go back to your life and make Me some tits and ass salutes!

And Who Says People Are Not!!!!
RETARDED GRANDPARENTS (this was actually reported by a teacher) After Christmas, a teacher asked her young pupils how they spent their holiday away from school. One child wrote the following: We always used to spend the holidays with Grandma and Grandpa. They used to live in a big brick house but Grandpa got retarded and they moved to Arizona. Now they live in a tin box and have rocks painted green to look like grass. They ride around on their bicycles and wear name tags because they don't know who they are anymore. They go to a building called a wreck center, but they must have got it fixed because it is all okay now, they do exercises there, but they don't do them very well. There is a swimming pool too, but they all jump up and down in it with hats on. At their gate, there is a doll house with a little old man sitting in it. He watches all day so nobody can escape. Sometimes they sneak out, and go cruising in their golf carts. Nobody there cooks, they just eat out. And, they eat

Something Funny I Heard Today
A wealthy hospital benefactor was being shown around the hospital. During her tour she passed a room where a male patient was masturbating furiously. 'Oh my GOD!' exclaimed the woman. 'That's disgraceful! Why is he doing that?' The doctor who was leading the tour calmly explained, 'I'm very sorry that you were exposed to that, but this man has a serious condition where his testicles rapidly fill with semen, and if he doesn't do that at least five times a day, he'll be in extreme pain and his testicles could easily rupture.' 'Oh, well, in that case, I guess it's okay,' said the woman. As they passed by the very next room, they saw a male patient lying in bed while a nurse performed oral sex on him. Again, the woman screamed, 'Oh my GOD! How can THAT be justified?' Again the doctor spoke very calmly: 'Same illness, better insurance.'

Obama Twist On Night Before Christmas Poem
Twas the Night Before Christmas 2009 [With apologies to the Original Classic] ‘Twas the night before Christmas when right through the Senate A bill was presented, few reading what’s in it; The partisans were shouting, “It will save dough,” Branding those who opposed it, “A Party of No.” Landrieu and Nelson were all snug in their beds, While visions of millions danced in their heads. Reed and Pelosi, with their left-leaning staff, Were totally dismissive of the citizens’ wrath. When conservatives spoke up and raised such a clatter The White House and Czars said, “Beck’s what’s the matter.” Straight to the network shows in a flash, Obama came running Fox Network to trash. In the Primaries held in the year of “ought seven,” America was promised new ways from heaven. No more of the old ways, lobbyists or pork,

To My Loved One
i wrote these in bordom and having too much time on my hands and there was only one person i could think of durring this time. to my loved one, oh i love you so.how much i wish us to be together every waking moment. how much i think about you, just wondering and believing in how much nicer it would be for us to be closer together and to treat you so good, you can't help but to love me back. i dream about you when i sleep, day dream about you when i'm at work and smile so big when i talk to you. how i'd love to be near you even if its by the ocean blue. when your sad i wish i could be there just to make you smile. The reasons why when the roses are red, i think about how much you make me blush. when the roses are white, i think that pretty dress that i hope to one day see you in. when the roses are blue i think about how much i love you. but when i think about you, i see why i love you. You through lifes thick and thin i can see why you make me grin. when thought runs thr

Compass!
Besides being insanely gorgeous, this woman is also intelligent, self-sufficient, talented, and above all, the only person in this world who knows me completely! Without her, sometimes, I'd be so lost! It's also her birthday, so go show her mad love! ♥♥ Compa$$ ♥♥ ~E.C.S.~ ♥♥@ fubar

Your Stupidity Never Ceases To Amaze Me
Guys, Seriously!? I am so far beyond tired of retarded men in my shoutbox and my inbox. When I scroll across your screen, what exactly is it that makes your infantile brain think "Heh, that bitch right there might like a creepy dude like me all in her shit"? I DO NOT like creepy dudes. And if you come to me talking about your small dick, I am going to laugh at your stupidity. I also don't do cam sex, cyber sex, or phone sex. Call me what you will, but I prefer the feeling of real sex. And since 1. you don't live anywhere near me (and in most cases, that right there is proof that God loves me), and 2. you wouldn't have a shot with me even if you did, you might as well keep all this retarded bullshit bottled up inside and leave me the fuck alone. And a note to all the guys with small dicks, SIZE MATTERS. I don't care what the last bitch says, it does. Thank you, that is all. /End Rant

To Live, To Die, To Love
Oh if only one could live in the world with it's bitterness towards everyone To love would mean tearing down what was shielded from the bitterness Dying would be worth the pain that love would overcome But would you go on living with the shame should bitterness win the game?

New Years Eve
For all of you who understand the powerful call of the full moon this New Years Eve is going to hold a very special significance...Not only will it be the final full moon of 2009 it will also be the second full moon in December...making it what is commonly referred to as a "Blue Moon"...Here is a little information you may all find enlightening: A full moon occurs once every 29.5 days, and most years have 12. On average, an extra full moon in a month *a blue moon* occurs every 2.5 years. The last time there was a lunar double take was in May 2007. New Years Eve blue moons are rarer, occurring every 19 years. The last time was 1990; the next one won't come again until 2028. So prepare yourself accordingly for even more of the moon's powerful energy than usual and take the proper precautions. This is going to make 2010 a very special year for all of us who are bound by Mother Moon, and I do not want to read about any of my brothers or sisters in the first paper of 2010 having lo

Talk About Dumb...
LOL this person didnt look at my profile and was stupid enough to say they were 20 when their profile says 19, and they only got the account 12 days ago, then on top of it all they post professional looking pictures a whole 2.... what sadest is there are idiots that will believe them.. http://fubar.com/user/3706024 carla: Hi, how are you? I am carla and i am 20 and i am looking for a hot guy to play with or maybe a serious relationships to share my life with so, i attached my picture here so you can see my looks.. or maybe we can talked on private window.. I am online on my y=a=h=o=o and just add me, its carlasmith08=@=y=a=h=o=o.=c=o=m or (just remove the = sign to read my email addy) or just give me your email ID.. hope to talk to you soon.. I am badly waiting for you.. thanks for reading my message.. see ya!.. its me its my pleasure to meet you we can chat anytime you want.. to get more of each other... we can chat now.. love to see you soon carla...

Hemispheric Asymmetry And Hypnosis
Int J Psychophysiol. 1989 Mar;7(1):85-96. 40-Hz EEG asymmetry during recall of emotional events in waking and hypnosis: differences between low and high hypnotizables. De Pascalis V, Marucci FS, Penna PM. Department of Psychology, University of Rome, La Sapienza, Italy. Sixteen high and thirteen low hypnotizable women, who had participated in our previous study (De Pascalis et al., 1987), were enrolled in a hypnotic session. After the hypnotic induction they were requested to recollect 2 positive and 2 negative personal life experiences. In our previous study subjects performed similar tasks in a waking-state. Hypnotizability was evaluated the first time with the Harvard Group Scale of Hypnotic Susceptibility (Form A) and, a second time, individually, with the Stanford Hypnotic Susceptibility Scale (Form C). The State Trait Anxiety Inventory, Maudsley Personality Inventory, and Tellegen Absorption Scale were administered. Upper-trapezius electromyogram (EMG) and bilateral electroen

Love Is
Love is friendship on fire....but once you've set it on fire, it's not the same as it was before...Just because you stomp the flame out... that doesn't make everything all good...the feelings are still there...

Appreciation
I never posted anything before but when I was on shift tonight I seen this video by, Mo'nque "I Coulda been your Cellmate" that made me appreciate and love how strong women are. So please take your time and just watch and I hope you understand the meaning behind it. Thank you

Well Now...
I am not proud of myself for a lot of things. Especially lately, the past six months. Secrets that I wish I could share, but can't. I haven't quite yet gone into hating myself but am pretty close. Time for change, and heading there but slowly. What a journey life is...I learn more and more about myself and lately it's not always for the better lol. Time to really sink back into all the stuff I used to love doing. Painting, trying new things, reading...studying, skating, toboganning(sp?) and much more. I will learn to love myself in whatever way I can achieve that. That is just one goal. The rest I can't say either because...well, I just cant For the little I do have, I am grateful. Right now, that and my kids are what I have to motivate me so it's about time I get off my ass and start living! Wish me luck!

Competition
If I'm know for two things, it's making some people lol a bit, and liking pictures of ladies in bras. But two other things I'm known for are changing up my look with all my beard and that, and loving photographs of my own stupid monkey face. As mentioned in my last blog (stupid fubar not linking to itself right, IT'S DOWN THERE *points*), I've cleared out my photos. I've posted two new salutes this morning, which were freshly taken last night. It's a mere six weeks until I go on my annual fu-vacation, so I've decided that those salutes aside, I'm going to hide my face until I get back from that at Easter, giving me plenty of time to mess about with my face and find a new look. And all you have to do is DO A GUESS OF WHAT I'LL LOOK LIKE IN 12 WEEKS TIME, and maybe do a picture of it. It'll be way more fun than that sounds. And the winner gets a prize!!* What do you say? * no actual prizes are available

Two Days Without A Post
Actually found more constructive things to be doing... I must be slipping :). Anyway, it's been a hectic few days/nights. Learned a lot about myself and others. Looking forward to giving one of my best friends his late Christmas gift tomorrow (it just arrived today, rush processing my ass). Got Rock Band 2 complete so me, him, and his gf can all play at the same time (he's getting a PS3). Anyway, I also learned not to do too many "backdraft" shots at the bar... yeah, wasn't pretty lol. Anyway, later all!

Loss Of A Friend..
Guess this is the time to write this. A good friend removed me from alot of pages that we were friends on.. because i refused to answer a letter that she had typed to me early this morning.. it was more of a rant than anything else.. but i guess the saying is true.. alot of friends come and go in your life.. but the true friends are there for you no matter what...With this particular friend it was either her way or no way at all. I did try and be a good friend.. hell i even claimed her son as my own to make sure he did have a good christmas like my kids did.. but oh well.. ill have to say.. guess some of the past lives are holding true.. our friendship didnt last back then either.. nor did it in this life.. Que Sara Sara.. guess this song rings true. When I was just a little girl I asked my mother, what will I be Will I be pretty, will I be rich Here's what she said to me. Que Sera, Sera, Whatever will be, will be The future's not ours, to see Que Sera, Sera What will be, will be. W

Me, In A Fushell...
About a week ago, I got the following message: "Why are you being so mean tonight? Is everything ok? I am not use to seeing you like this." NOT use to seeing me like that?!? ... Sometimes I forget there are ALOT of mummers here that weren't around when I first showed up. Since day one, I never cared about being popular. Hence, why I didn't care who I talked smack against. After all, I thought that was the general idea amongst "MuMMers". If I disagree with something, I'll voice my opinion. No matter what. And I think this is WHY my true friends on here know me so well. Because they know when I offer advice or show them "love"... ...they know it's REAL and NOT just for attention. I guess I've hurt alot of "friends" on here, but it's never been because I lied... It was because I'm just me.....

My Littlest Fey
She goes to where the sun always shinesWhere gentle breezes help to ease her mindshe goes to where the dwarves don't darewhere the elven music's every whereShe dances with the gnomes in her sleepWith lillies and dandilions at her feetShe goes to where the dragons flythat do fire shows to see the gleam in her eyesShe plays in medows always bright with all the faye at her sideThe Elves they play to her hearts delightThe brownies keep her smiling all nightThe moon it shines on her body brightBut the sun keeps her mind happy all night

Shadow
My grandma used to recite this to me when I was little because I was always following her everywhere, clinging to her side most of the time. It's how I got the name Shadow Girl. ----Shadow I have this little Shadow,Who tags along with me,it dogs each step that I takeEverywhere I want to be. The only time I shake it,Is on a cloudy day,And even when the sun is gone,Shadow is not far away. It's waiting 'til the sun comes out,And I step out my door,Then Shadows takes a hold of me,And follows me once more. That surely is the reason,For shade that I seek out,That gives me the relief I need,While Shadow hides to pout. Like some small child; sent to it's room,In hot tears and disgrace,Until I finally move along,Then Shadow takes it's place. It's the only thing that sticks by me,Through good times and through bad,So that really on a cloudy day,No Shadow makes me sad.

[yes Or ... Yes]
Yes or No 1. You can only answer Yes or No! 2. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!3. Repost this on your page. Here we go!! Kissed someone on my friend's list? NoDanced in front of your mirror naked? YesEver told a lie? YesTripped on mushrooms? NoDone ecstasy? NoHad feelings for someone who didn't have them back? YESBeen arrested? YesKissed a picture? YesSlept till 5pm? YesHad sex at work? ...no.Fallen asleep at work? YESHad an actual snake? YesRan a red light? YesBeen suspended from school? YesTotaled car/motorcycle in an accident? NoBeen fired from a job? YesSang karaoke? YesDone something you told yourself you wouldn't? YesLaughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? YesCaught a snowflake on your tongue? YesKissed in the rain? YesSang in the shower? YesSat on a roof top? YesBeen pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? YesBroken a bone? YesShaved your head? Yes Slept naked? YesBlacked out after drinking? YesPlayed a pran

[she Touched Me.]
I let some demons out today.On here of all places.You know who you are, you know what you heard. But I thought I'd take a minute to focus on the good. And the good is ... it wasn't the last time I was ever going to see her.I went through this whole week thinking she was gone.For really reals. And then tonightat work part 2She was there. Eating crappy food and talking to dipshit prime.So I walked up, smiledand handed her some chocolate.the comment was "see- at least here someone cares about me" ...sigh more than you may ever know. So I asked where she had been, initiated brief somewhat awkward (LOOK! I can be smooth in the right settings, or with the WRONG girl, but not the wrong setting and the RIGHT girl, so being brief is the only way TO be cool right now)and shetouched me ... er... *coughs*yeah. I know, not a big deal, in fact I think she's touched my arm before when I said something outrageously cleverand I barely even remember the circumstances, I think she just... smileda

Cant Stop To Sing This Hahaha I Love It!!!
everything changes / Staind If you just walked awayWhat could I really say?Would it matter anyway?Would it change how you feel?I am the mess you choseThe closet you cannot close,The devil in you I suppose'Cause the wounds never heal.[Chorus:]But everything changesIf I could turn back the yearsIf you could learn to forgive meThen I could learn to feel,Sometimes the things I sayIn moments of disarraySuccumbing to the games we playTo make sure that it's real.[Chorus]When it's just me and you.Who knows what we could do.If we can just make it throughThe toughest part of the day.[Chorus]Stay here togetherAnd we couldConquer the worldIf we couldSay that foreverIs more than just a word.If you just walked awayWhat could I really say?Would it matter anyway?.It wouldn't change how you feel.

02/05/2004 "how I Feel"
I wrote this a long time ago when I was with my best friend once upon a time. But he wasn't the one. Best friends don't always work out. I'm sure I'll find the one I really feel like this about eventually though. :) ---- I could swim in a pool of sorrowsJust to show you how I feelThat's how much pain is insideI tell you that it's real. Well maybe that's not what I want to doMaybe I'd hope to fall in love with you. I feel quite aliveI know I'd surviveA moment of pain for youBecause the beat of my heartIs in rhythm with yours too. I could fly for hundreds of milesJust to see your faceYou make me safe and comfortableI'm never out of place I wish you would hold meand never let me go.Every day is an eternityI just thought I'd let you know'Til the day we are togetherI'll be drifting with the stars Just glance up at the Northern lightAnd you'll know I'm not very far. 02/05/2004

Relationship Status
I often get asked about my relationship status. For some reason, people seem to have a hard time accepting that I'm single. Generally, it doesn't bother me. After I say "yes, I really am single," I answer their next question: no, it's not by choice. I just don't get many options to date. Until recently, I was working three jobs so my social life was definitely put on the back burner. I also don't have a large circle of friends here in Montana, so I feel that makes it harder to meet guys especially when my two closest friends happen to be a couple. I've just accepted that. Lately, though, this whole single business has been nagging at the corner of my mind. Sometimes, I don't choose to be single and others I very much make that choice whether I like to admit it or not. I've been single a long, long time. My last serious relationship ended when I was 18. I dated around a a small bit after that, but I've pretty much been on my own for a solid 5 years. As that number gets bigger, it doe

A Decade
I sit her thinking about the yr ending in 2 days , its got me thinking. Another decade is gone and what do i remember. I remember the loss of 2 cusions, Kevin and John both gone to soon .. john at 15 and just a month ago. My Uncle Joe, lost him last week. And most of all my Grandpa @ yrs ago . I miss them and always will. I remember trying many of times to find love and have not. The last time hurt the wort of all. I finally got tehat D.U.I.mama alwasys said i'd get . Lost my truck in the process.. I lost my license but mostof all i lost self respect in myself to have deen that foolish . This last decade hasn't been ll that bad though . I found a carrer i should have nevr left in the 90's. I am remembering the last 7 yr of my life i have held the same job down . I remember being tols at the beginning of this r that myempolyer likes me andn wants to keep me and keep me happy. I just wonder what this next decade will bring . I hope its better than this last one .. who knows i sur

Constitutional Body Rejects 'carbon Tax'
Constitutional body rejects 'carbon tax' A 'carbon tax' planned for January cannot be applied as it includes too many exemptions, a French government body has ruled, dealing an embarrassing blow to President Nicolas Sarkozy's administration. By News Wires (text) REUTERS - France's planned carbon tax cannot be applied because it includes too many exemptions, a French government body ensuring laws are constitutional ruled on Tuesday, in an embarrassing setback for the government. The tax on carbon-emitting products, meant to encourage consumers to save energy and use less fossil fuels, is one of President Nicolas Sarkozy's most loudly defended initiatives and was meant to come into effect on Jan. 1, 2010. "The exemptions included in the carbon tax run counter to the aim of fighting climate change and create inequalities with respect to public charges," the Constitutional Council said in a statement. Prime Minister Francois Fillon said in a separate statement the

Kids And Sex, Or Lack There Of...
Kids are a trump card arent they? I had my "friend" come over tonight, she dropped her kids off at a relatives house and was free for the evening. after receiving texts about how she needed some... and weve been, "dating" for months, but since i work offshore its been as many "dates" as i can count on both hands, no pun intended! anyways Im online agian cuz her teenaged son was getting off work and his ride stranded him. So obviously she goes get him, and IF she had not I wouldnt be seeing her again anyway, so Im pleased by her decision. I know weve all know those chics that would be whores about it... anyways Ive had MY sons at my house since the day i got home from the boat. And wouldnt you know...they saw DAD had company and started singing "daddy has a girlfriend" all thru the damned house... funny! and they were being CRAZY... and UP MY ARSE! well you know kids... they were not in thier normal routine at all... one extra variable and everything goes out the window lol we

No Title Yet
hiding in my thoughts wandering lost in your dreams can't help but feel like im hanging by a string holding my breath in the hopes nothing is real holding back pent up screams til my lungs feel like they will bust at the seams some days feel like they will never end others feel like they cant even begin dark and dreary seems like the only way i wish my mind would stop and stay in place feeling lost is a close hateful friend hoping ill be found in my wanderings time to stop thinking and go on instinct wishing it would all end I'm lost on my path hoping to find my way

*sighs*
I don't know where to start. My head is spinning. I need my best friend. I really need my mom. I need him to step up. I need excedrin for this headache. I'm out out tissues :( I want people to stop trying to make my decisions. I probably need sleep, it's been over 48 hrs. I need the doctor to be more precise. He was supposed to be my Johnny and I his Linda. I need to stop watching his movie..sighs.

Yesterday's Now
"Yesterday's Now" Yesterday is gone, like history, a flower wilted, shrewn A leaf blows away, a tree dies, a horse gallops. New life beginning, cocoon inside, Left for a warm spring sun... Seeds fall on a desolate path, hearts broken unfold. Pen in hand, despair to write, Jeans faded, worn and ripped Old hat hung on a door Who lives in such a soul? Loves to deep, laughing, crying, awaking, breathing, sighing... Mountain tops set a stage for sunsets blood. Live alone, tattered couch Sword in hand with arrows flying, Words so cold and fist clenched. Who could tell, when her teeth were so bare? She moves with flowing gown, White as the deep winter's snow. When do words fill a man to such hate? Rejected, admired then set assail He wears armor of iron to guard one's heart. Only to be pierced by cupid's deception. Forked teeth behind those lips of cherry. Bottles of wine so sweet to my tongue. Curse, swear, but not by heaven! For such clouds will billow full of love. You...alone...mi

Guys Gone Wild
Gawker.com crowned him “Douche of the Decade” then wrote that he was a rapist. The alleged rapist is “Girls Gone Wild” founder Joe Francis. Joe is so mad that Gawker.com founder Nick Denton called him a rapist that he is threatening to suit Nick for $10 mil. Says Joe, "I lost a $10 million deal as a direct result of you calling me 'a rapist.' You will be paying me every dime of that back and more! Are you mentally retarded? Do your research first. I am coming after you harder than I ever went after anyone. I am going to wipe you off the grid!!!! YOU ARE DONE! I will take everything you have. You, Nick Denton, are truly the douche of the decade. Merry Xmas IDIOT!!! That's ruff. Click the link for more: http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2009/12/29/joe-francis-threatens-sue-gossip-site-gawker-rapist-label/?test=faces Listen to BlastFM to relieve any and all the stress you feel and it’s free! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Shattered
A girl depressed... Moved Into a world filled with hopes and dreams something diff. from her life only to be crushed between whats going on...I seem to live in a world thats only somewhat famaliar... and my Friend Brooke is all That is.......Every Night is A Bomb Waiting To Defuse...but it comes from not only one person but the other...i try to stay away from everything but its making me feel even worse in the end......to me my friends are my savor at this moment but the only friend i have here is her....i live with a man that is wanting to be back to a life that does exist due to time and a women that sees whats best for everything for all...and in the middle is a child that knows nothing and a niece that came cus they said it was best.....i am the niece i came knowing only that i would work my ass off and do what i needed to do but coming in this situation..i am human and i do try to work what i can to only seem as though this may have been a bad thing to get into....i know it may

Orianthi Lyrics » According To You Lyrics
I'm stupidI'm uselessI can't do anything rightAccording to youI'm difficultHard to pleaseForever changing my mindI'm a mess in a dressCan't show up on timeEven if it would save my lifeAccording to youAccording to youBut according to himI'm beautiful, incredibleHe can't get me out of his headAccording to himI'm funny,irresistibleEverything he ever wantedEverything is oppositeI don't feel like stopping itSo baby tell me what I got to loseHe's into me for everything I'm notAccording to youAccording to youI'm boringI'm moodyYou can't take me any placeAccording to youI suck at telling jokes cause I always give it awayI'm the girl with the worst attention spanYou're the boy who puts up with itAccording to youAccording to youBut according to himI'm beautiful,incredibleHe can't get me out of his headAccording to himI'm funny, irresistibleEverything he ever wantedEverything is oppositeI don't feel like stopping itSo baby tell me what I got to loseHe's into me for everything I'm notAccording to

12/29/2009
Revelation 15http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+15&language=english&version=31 Revelation 16http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+16&language=english&version=31 Revelation 17http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+17&language=english&version=31 http://BiblePlan.org/3/niv/ Bible Reading Plan -- Complete NIV Bible in a YearRead the NIV Bible in a year, reading three chapters daily and five on Sundays.

R.i.p Mr. Dough
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71..Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs.Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours.Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers.. He was considered a very smart cookie, but wasted much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions.Doughboy is survived by his wife Play dough, three children: John Dough, Jane Dough and Dosey Dough, plus they ha

With One Picture In The Paper
My local newspaper ran a picture on the front page and it was like catnip to me. The lady not only looked exactly like my favorite type of woman she looked exactly like my ex when I met her. My dreams after that day were circling around this woman's face and has me acting all nuts again. I am hard enough to understand in the first place but now I have this other infatuation as if the lovely ladies I see and rate on here weren't making my lonely ass ache enough. I know why I am I understand the choices I made and those have affected many things after that point I can deal with. As for the pictures that I can't seem to stop rating pretty ladies with a particular look/sexy hairstyle is like catnip ...maybe I should go use the litterbox now?

General
sometimes we forgett the real reason that we celibrate Christmas and get caught up in buying gifts and making us misserable trying to please others in getting what they want for Christmas by running from store to store in hoping that they will find what they are getting for others in our own lives.

What Would You Say?
Ok- so since I'm down south visiting my family during Winter Break, I caught up with one of my Ex's who is going through quite possibly the most rediculous thing ever, I don't know who does shit like this, and I was so completely thrown by the situation I didn't even know what to say... It goes like this. About 2 months ago, he broke up with his girlfriend/fiancee (depending on the day I guess) and was single for about I dont know 23 minutes or something like that, so anyway, he started talking to this girl, who was MEGA younger than her (9 year difference, shes 20), shes also in College out of State and back in Louisiana during holidays/breaks.. and life was perfect for both of them, when they started talking she was still up North but was due down in a few weeks, well anyway.. He drove all the way out of state (about 1000 miles) to go visit her for thanksgiving, because she wasnt with her family, and everything went great; a few minor hitches, but nothing serious.. he

Dreams
i had a dream that i owned pet rats some were like really big and some were really small i kept them in a box for a week so i wasnt sure where they were... but then i find them and put them into another box and the box wasnt that big but the tinest rat climbed out... so i put them into another box and then the biggest rat came out of the smallest hole on the box so i was like oh no i need to get some cheese but i didnt want to leave them cause then they would run away... so i tried putting them all in a tiny zip lock cause i didnt want them anymore and i had lost two of them so i was just like arghhh so the big rat wouldnt fit in the baggie so i shove it in but im afraid to be bitten so i run out of the house i was going to realise them pretty far away but in reality i just dropped them near the house and ran because i didnt want them to bite me --- i think im nervous about A new pet. also i lose sharpies so i think losing the rats was my brain trying to cope with the lost sharpies....

My World Is Spinning And Not In A Good Way
I have been taking Cymbalta 160mg since September 16 for my depression. My psychiatrist was giving me samples because I don't have insurance and this medication costs out the ass without it. Well about a week ago, I ran out of samples and called to get more samples and my regular quack doctor wasn't there and the one on call refused to give me any samples. Now you are not supposed to just stop depression medications because of the increased risk of suicide attempts, seizures, and a crap load of other bad shit, you are supposed to be weaned off them. Since mine have been abruptly stopped I have had increased crying episodes, SEVERE vertigo and dizziness and my lips and feet will tingle and go numb when I have the dizzy spells. It feels like when you were a kid and laid down on a merry go round, closed your eyes and someone spun you around several times. I feel like crap :(

2 Hearts Alike!
God gave us two arms so we could hold each other. Two legs so we could stand beside each other. Two eyes so we could see the beauty in each other. Two ears to hear the laughter and sweet sounds we make together. But why did he give us only one heart? Actually he made two that were exactly alike and put one in you and one in me with faith that we would one day find each other!

I Feel So Free Beside You
I FEEL SO FREE BESIDE YOU Once I was scared and I was shy I was a very lonely guy But now as you can plainly see Now I am happy and I’m free Free from all doubt and free from fear Now that you, my love, are here I FEEL SO FREE BESIDE YOU I WILL COMFORT YOU AND GUIDE YOU AND I’LL DO EVERY THING I CAN NOW THAT YOU’VE CLAIMED ME AS YOUR MAN It was so easy letting go Of all the hurt that plagued me so

Perfect
This Smashing Pumpkins song seems relevant lately. The video will be in the 1st comment "Perfect" I know we're just like old friends We just can't pretend That lovers make amends We are reasons so unreal We can't help but feel that something has been lost But please you know you're just like me Next time I promise we'll be Perfect Perfect Perfect strangers down the line Lovers out of time Memories unwind So far I still know who you are But now I wonder who I was... Angel, you know it's not the end We'll always be good friends The letters have been sent on So please, you always were so free You'll see, I promise we'll be Perfect Perfect strangers when we meet Strangers on the street Lovers while we sleep Perfect You know this has to be We always we're so free We promised that we'd be Perfect

Grandaughter Obituarie
Ashlyn Rynae Holmes N. CHARLESTON - Friends and family of Ashlyn Rynae Holmes, "Baby Camp", are invited to attend her funeral service today, Monday, December 21, 2009 at 5:00 pm. Burial will be private. Ashlyn's family will be receiving guests at the funeral home from 4:00 pm until the time of service at 5:00 pm. Ashlyn Rynae Holmes N. CHARLESTON - Miss Ashlyn Rynae Holmes, affectionately known as 'Baby Camp', daughter of Darrell and Christina Camp Holmes, passed away Saturday morning, December 19, 2009, at the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit at MUSC. Friends and family of Ashlyn Rynae Holmes are invited to attend her funeral service on Monday evening, December 21, 2009, at 5:00 p.m. Burial will be private. Ashlyn's family will be receiving guests at the funeral home, from 4:00 p.m. until the time of service at 5:00 p.m. Ashlyn Rynae Holmes, known as 'Baby Camp' was born on April 8, 2009, at MUSC in Charleston to Darrell and Christina Holmes. She touched the hearts of many staff members

And This Is Why I'm Such A Bitch To You Random Men....figure It Out And Get Some Class.
hi...is your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? i message you, because i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles...i am looking for an online-sub. when you are interested in bdsm related chats, cam-to-cam chats, tasks, exercises and when you would like to know more, just send me a message. it would be really nice to talk with you about this...have you ever thought about serving someone? to serve someone mentally or sexually... to take care about somebodys needsto talk with me about mental or sexual desires... to act as submissive for me. a dominant who tells you what to do, how to react and that takes care of your submissive needs if you have some?to please me mentally or sexually... to act as submissive on command... to know how it is to serve as submissivetake a look at my profile and blog. i am sure you will like what you see there. exspecially my bdsm related pictures.feel free to contact me when you are curious about it. my yahoo: misterak20 msn:

Rep The Rev
James Owen Sullivan, the drummer for the Huntington Beach rock band Avenged Sevenfold, died Monday, Orange County authorities said.Sullivan, 28, of Huntington Beach, also performed as a backup vocalist for the group of trained multi-instrumental musicians with classical influences, which formed in 1999. “The cause of death is still under investigation,” said Deputy Coroner Mitchell Sigal. “An autopsy has been scheduled.” Sullivan was discovered "unresponsive" in his Huntington Beach home at 11 a.m., authorities said. News of the musician's death prompted many messages of condolence on the band’s Internet fan sites.The group, which blended melodic hard rock with the emotional drive of hard-core punk, was named Best New Artist at the MTV Video Music Awards in 2006. Sullivan was its hard-driving drum master."It is with great sadness and heavy hearts that we tell you of the passing today of Jimmy “The Rev” Sullivan," read a statement on the grou

Alone
I'm hurt all the time. I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside.I just want someone to hold me...I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me.If no one cares, I don't see a point to go on.Anyone find me! Anyone care!I'm sorry, I just don't want to be alone anymore.I feel unheard and unseen. Depressed and weak. No one cares and yet I'm always the sorry one.Someone find me! I'm scared. Please hold me until it all ends.Just hold me that’s all I want.I don't want to be alone in the dark.Just hold me as I start to disappear from the light.Just hold me as I start to cry.Just hold me so I wont be alone inside.Just hold me so I don't do something wrong.Just hold me so tight, that for a moment I could feel the light....

Lmfao!!
Seriously WTF?? hey sexy your hot and would love to be there with you. I have a webcam and could have some fun if you like through msn or yahoo so just add me. msn= brencass**@hotmail.com yahoo=thebigguy_y2** Also i hope you like all 61 off my nsfw pictures which you can see once accepted friends request Please rate and comment.

How To Make Love Cake
Ingredients: 4 Laughing eye4 Well-shaped legs4 Loving arms2 Firm milk containers2 Nuts1 Fur lined mixing bowl1 Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results, continue to knead milk containers 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight) 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls. Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do no lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises, leave town.

Boredom...
so i was thinking of things i could do to make mumming more amusing for me... not that i don't like the flirting and molestation... and bickering.. but maybe something more... i got an idea... it would require harassing an innocent person for absolutely no reason.... yeah i'm a dick i know... so the plan... get a couple of people together find a stupid mumm poster... and some people make really really rude comments.... some amusing ones that are just off topic (pretty much the usual) then delete them a minute later... then call the mumm poster a comment deleter and see how many people attack him for it... most mummers are sheeps... yes that includes some of you... i figure after the fun wears off we could come clean and see what happens... i kinda wanna laugh at those that follow our lead and how the mumm poster reacts... i think it could be fun

15 Brilliant Uses For Toothpaste!!!
I bet some of you know this already but...all together, printed and handy can be used more often :-) Toothpaste: it whitens, brightens, deodorizes, removes stains, and restores and protects enamel. But toothpaste’s cleaning capabilities work wonders on many things besides our teeth. The same ingredients that help polish our pearly whites can also soothe some common ailments, make household items sparkle, and even get rid of stains and pungent smells. Try out these fifteen tricks with a white, non-gel toothpaste (unless otherwise noted), and watch that cavity-fighting, breath-freshening tube of wonder work its magic. 1. Relieve irritation from bug bites, sores, and blisters. These skin irritations all tend to weep and, in the case of bug bites, often itch. Apply a drop of toothpaste to a bug bite or insect sting to stop the itching and decrease any swelling. When applied to sores or blisters, it dries them up, thus allowing the wound to heal faster. It’s best when used ove

I'm Honestly About Done With The Fu.
I'm sick and fucking tired of, day in and day out, getting messages from assholes I don't even know asking me to be their fucking "sub". One, I don't fucking sub, so go suck a cock. Two, I'm not a whore. I don't want to see your dick, i don't want to get you off, I've got a boyfriend who (if all goes right) I'm going to spend the rest of my life with. I have no interest in you. I'm not here to hook up, I'm not here to show off my pussy and get attention, I'm here because I like to have people to talk to. And, I know, I don't actively talk to most of my friends on here but that's because I'm shy as hell (and most people only add me because they want something to wank to). If I don't reply, it's because I'm honestly shy. You should see me in real life... I sit in a corner and make myself invisible around people. But without social networking sites, being holed up here during the pregnancy'd be boring as hell. Talk to me about gaming, or about writing, or things like that. If I don't know

Ewwwwwwwwwww
I puked in my mouth a little. Now I'd like to receive some kind of damages to my optic nerves due to this. I'd also like to be hit in the head with a bat so I won't ever have to think of this again. /End Rant

Important Things I Know, Yet Other Girls Don't
1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you,nothing can make him stay. 2. Stop making excuses for a man's behavior. 3. If you have ANY doubt in your mind about a man's character, leave him alone. 4. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. 5. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. 6. Don't force an attraction. 7. Slower is better. 8. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 9. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat afriend. 10. Have faith in God regarding your relationship, but don't let faith make you stupid. God does things decent and in order. 11. Don't settle. 12. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 13. If he keeps changing his mind about the relationship-take that as a BIG sign that he is unstable. Do you really want to be wit

My Peanut!
I am 9 weeks and 6 days My baby's heart rate is 165 beats per minute I didn't get a picture cause it looks like a little bean. but you could see its legs a kicking.... I said its twitching. Jeff says it has A.D.D. which of course it does coming from him... (swear to god) I believe in Ritalin. I cant stop smiling cause my baby was twitching... Next time Jan 23 be there for pics.... Wicked and Fetus. PS its not nice to drink a litre of water then have a lady ram a thingy against your stomach and bladder... i suffered in silence!

Foe The Record
if you are trying to impress with me with your piercing knowledge, find out the difference between surface piercings and microdermals. I do not have a surface piercing on my chest, I have two microdermals.

James Owen Sullivan
HUNTINGTON BEACH, Calif. (AP) — Police say James Owen Sullivan, a drummer and backup vocalist for the Southern California band Avenged Sevenfold, has been found dead at his home in Southern California.Lt. John Domingo says the 28-year-old Sullivan, who went by the stage name The Rev, appears to have died of natural causes on Monday in Huntington Beach.The Orange County coroner's office is investigating the death. Avenged Sevenfold formed in Huntington Beach in 1999 and won Best New Artist at the MTV Video Music Awards in 2006. According to their MySpace page, the five-man metalcore band was working on their fifth album.The band released a statement Monday expressing their sadness and calling Sullivan "one of the world's best drummers," and "our best friend and brother." RIP

Random Bit
Dare you to tell me the last place you got kissed?Ex's placeHow do you feel right now?Blah. Just lazyWhen was the last time you were upset?about 36 hours ago.Will you talk to the person you like tonight?I don't like no one atm.What was the first thing you did this morning?woke up, had to recall the dream I was just having and said outloud "christ, vampires. again?!"What is the song you are listening to?I'm not listening to music atm.Do you have plans for tonight?um, as usual. it'll be centered around nothing alongside with trolling online and a hour or two of playing WoWWho are you most likely to be frustrated with?My brother.Do you like reading?Yes. Do I do it often? Not so much. I've not found a interesting read lately. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep at night? Nope. Neva. Usually 6. 7 tops. Is there anything stressing you out currently?um, life. money. etc. But, gotta remember, according to others.. faith will take care of it all if we'll leave it alone. pft. faith aint bout

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

British Anger At China Execution
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/uk/8433704.stm British anger at China execution Akmal Shaikh was arrested in 2007 The Chinese ambassador Fu Ying has been summoned to the Foreign Office amid a growing row between the UK and China over the execution of a British man. Akmal Shaikh, 53, a father-of-three from London, was executed in China after being convicted of drug smuggling despite claims he was mentally ill. Foreign Office Minister Ivan Lewis told the ambassador "China had failed in its basic human rights responsibilities." The Chinese Embassy said Mr Shaikh had no previous record of mental illness. Mr Lewis said after the meeting: "I had a difficult conversation with the Chinese Ambassador today. Foreign Office Minister Ivan Lewis: 'Mr Shaikh had mental health problems' "I made clear that the execution of Mr Shaikh was totally unacceptable and that China had failed in its basic human rights responsibilities in this case, in particular th

Wet T-shirt Contest
Rules of Submission (1) Use a white shirt, or for a better chance of winning use a shirt with less or no graphics on it Make sure that we can see the front of the shirt. (2) You can submit a picture of you doing anything sexy or provocative. Understand that you are responsible for yourself. Remember we didn't make you do it, the alcohol did. (3) The higher the quality the better. We want to see a picture perfect view of the goods. (4) DO NOT alter the picture with any programs such as Photoshop, we want only real pictures of real women getting really wet. (5) Note: by submitting any pictures you agree that BeyondHelp.net can use your pictures on our site and for any other reason that we want. See our TERMS OF USE for all the legal mumbo jumbo. (6) You MUST be at least 18 years of age to submit any pictures into this contest. to submit a pic CLICK HERE!! prizes

Music Monday (tuesday) 12
One song... United State of Pop 2009 (Blame It on the Pop)A Mashup of the Top 25 Hits of 2009, according to Billboard.The Black Eyed Peas - BOOM BOOM POWLady Gaga - POKER FACELady Gaga Featuring Colby O'Donis - JUST DANCEThe Black Eyed Peas - I GOTTA FEELINGTaylor Swift - LOVE STORYFlo Rida - RIGHT ROUNDJason Mraz - I'M YOURSBeyonce - SINGLE LADIES (PUT A RING ON IT)Kanye West - HEARTLESSThe All-American Rejects - GIVES YOU HELLTaylor Swift - YOU BELONG WITH MET.I. Featuring Justin Timberlake - DEAD AND GONEThe Fray - YOU FOUND MEKings Of Leon - USE SOMEBODYKeri Hilson Featuring Kanye West & Ne-Yo - KNOCK YOU DOWNJamie Foxx Featuring T-Pain - BLAME ITPitbull - I KNOW YOU WANT ME (CALLE OCHO)T.I. Featuring Rihanna - LIVE YOUR LIFESoulja Boy Tell 'em Featuring Sammie - KISS ME THRU THE PHONEJay Sean Featuring Lil Wayne - DOWNMiley Cyrus - THE CLIMBDrake - BEST I EVER HADKelly Clarkson - MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOUBeyonce - HALOKaty Perry - HOT N COLD

All That Matters
All That Matters {Poem 2004} Current mood: loved All That MattersAll that matters most of all to me is having youAll in this world to me is you{Iwanna} I'm gonna give you my heart and my soulIf I could I would hold you foreverI never wanna let you goEvery second of everyday all I think about is youMy life has no meaning unless I can share it with youI wanna be in your arms for alwaysEverything you are is Everythng to meThere is so much I can say, So much I can doWhen presented with the oppurtunity, to show you just how much it is I care for youI don't know who you are anymoreI don't know who you've become, what you've evolved into I am so sorry for all the pain I have caused you For all your pain due to me Maybe Love was all that needed rekindled My love is here deep inside my precious heart Took a little time to mend, the wounds are still here And I slowly learn to trust mysel and other beings againMy heart still bleeds but my love is still here for y

Beautiful Words....
Vivi con passione~Ridi di cuore~Ama profondamente (live with passion~laugh out loud~love deeply) Vieni qui e baciami (come here and kiss me) Voglio fara l'amore con te (I wanna make love to you) Sono dipendente dei tuoi baci (Im addicted to your kisses) Ti adoro (I adore you) xoxox Sheri

The Loneliest Night Of My Life
THE LONELIEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE Current mood: bummed I REMEMBER SOME TIME AGO WHEN I WAS ALL BY MYSELF DURING THE ROUGHEST TIME OF MY ENTIRE LIFE, RECENTLY SEPERATED BUT WANTING SO DESPERATELY TO RECONISILE. JUST GETTING BACK FROM WHAT I THOUGHT WOULD BE A REMARKABLE NIGHT, I REMEMBER THE FEELINGS THAT WERE GOING THROUGH ME. THE MOST AWFUL FEELINGS IN THE WORLD,THE FEELINGS OF LOST AND HOPELESSNESS, FEELINGS OF DISPAIR, LONELINESS, EMPTINESS AND JUST NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO OR SAY. COMING HOME TO AN EMPTY HOME AND NO ONE TO TALK TO. NO ONE WAS THERE FOR ME AT MY TIME OF NEED. I PULLED UP IN MY DRIVE, I STAYED THERE IN MY LIL FORD RANGER CURLED UP IN A BALL AND CRIED ALL NIGHT. NEVER CHANGED OUT OF THE DRESS I HAD ON NEVER TURNED THE RADIO ON NEVER DID ANYTHING EXCEPT REPLAYED WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO MAKE IT THAT BAD TO MAKE IT GO THAT FAR. THE WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD IS KNOWING YOU LOST SOMEONE AND YOU COLD HAVE STOPPED IT SOMEWHERE ALONG THE WAY. I KEEP THAT NIGHT IN MY HEAD CONSTAN

3
3 That's how many more days are left of December. That's how many more days I have to get through, survive through because I can breathe easily again. Before I can sleep again. I'm exhausted. I'm tired of tossing, turning, worrying, freaking out, stressing out. I just want this month to be over with. I just want to know everything is ok, and will continue to be ok. I just want to breathe a sigh of relief, bring in the new year with my love, smile, and step forward into a new year, forgetting the mess I've dealt with the last year. Hopefully Matt really will be here tomorrow. I think I'd be pretty much devestated if he isn't. I've been waiting for this for a while now. I want to go to bed, curled up in the arms of somebody I care about tomorrow night, and kissing the lips of the wonderful man I call my boyfriend at mightnight on New Years Eve. My uncles visitation is today. Funeral is bright and early tomorrow morning. What a way to end the year huh? Wish me luck with things... -Mz

Damn That Dit For Makin Me Do This
2009 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?Stayed single almost the whole year? i wishWere involved in something you'll never forget?yep sex with a partner and it was incredible...felt nothing like a sock and some mayonaisseTripped over a coffee table?nope dont own anyDyed your hair?holy shit i have hairCame close to losing your life?every time i roll over and look at herSaw one of your favorite bands/artists live?no...but i did watch midget porn2009: Friends and EnemiesDid you make any close friends this year?i sure did alot of my FU's are cool as hellDid you hate anyone?i hate no one...Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?again...rolls over and looks at whats layin in bed with me2009: Your BIRTHDAY!Did you have a cake?no they forgot againDid you get any presents?and still i was forgotten2009: All about YOUDid you change at all this year?yep had that penis reduction and now im 6'11" tall..damn that thing was weighing me downDid you change your style?i shavedWere you

Jimmy "the Rev" Sullivan Rip
Avenged Sevenfold drummer Jimmy “The Rev” Sullivan was found dead at his home in Huntington Beach, California, yesterday. He was 28. Preliminary police reports indicate Sullivan died of natural causes, but the Orange County Coroner’s Office is investigating his death,(kinda werid how everyone young is dying of natural causes isnt it? makes me wonder if something else is really going on ....

I Salute You!!
Or maybe I already have? Speaking of which, I'm junking a lot of shit, it being the end of the year and all, and if I made you a salute, or done a funny picture that is you and I've drawn on it in MSPaint, it'll be disappearing off of my profile soon. I'm pretty sure if you rip something, then it stays on your profile after it's gone off mine - I'm sure I've seen pics I've done people on older profiles still hanging around. Don't be offended if I'm deleting a pic I done for you, cos they're all going. Nothing personal. And I'm keeping the ones people done for me, natch. They'll probably be all kinds of crazy shennanigans of a pictorial nature next year, so don't be all like "Oh no, what's kins doing?" and shit. Also, word to the wise, Ash Wednesday falls on 17th Feb this year, so it's only about six weeks til I go into my annual pre-Easter seclusion. But above all, remember, I'm a pimp. And pimps don't commit fuicide.

I Don't Care
Well some things have changed for me and it's about time I blog about it. I don't mean to really offend anyone, so if I do....sorry. I'm dating someone now. I'm actually happy and for that reason, I've not been online much. I spend my free time either talking to him or seeing him. I've gotten a few texts and not been able to answer because I'm either working or spending time with John. I then get a text, from the same person saying that since I don't want to talk to them, they are going to delete me. [shrug] I also got an instant message talking about how I wanted to "take things slow" with a guy. This guy has hurt me so many times, that taking it slow was exactly what I wanted to do. Is it my fault that I met someone, got to know them and then fell for them? No. Me and the "take it slow guy" were NEVER dating. Not only did they try to make me feel bad for being happy, they ended the conversation with "all I have to say - It figures". Whatever. I didn't do anything to hurt them, ne

Dramma Queens And Their Consorts
This just made my day, laffin. I decided to scroll and look at some mum's and see whos whinning or trashing who. Came across one of the biggest dramma queens, whinning about someone putting him in his place. Its amazing how some in fu land can dish the bs, and dramma but they FAIL!!!! at being adult enough to take it back. He started whinning, and all his little consorts, whinned with him . Sad he can't stand on his own and be man enough to take it. Aw well so is the dramma in fu land ..laffin Telling him how right he was to be upset. How pathetic is that!

Rip
RIP James "Jimmy" Sullivan, A.K.A. The Rev from Avenged Sevenfold. The 28 year old drummer was found dead in his home in Huntington Beach California yesterday December 28, 2009. The band released a statement saying the he died of natural causes. RIP JAMES OWEN SULLIVAN FEBRUARY 10, 1981-DECEMBER 28, 2009

Advance Fee Fraudster
So for a bit of excitement yesterday, I was preyed upon by an advance fee fraudster posing as a Fubar member with a lonely heart. The pitch went kind of as follows:- The girl in question starts chatting to me. Within a couple of minutes she tells me how she's looking for someone to love her and how she's been let down in the past, blah blah blah. She feels she can trust me! After five minutes! Anyway, after literally two more minutes of groundwork she tells me how her rich English father has died, but the lawyers won't allow her to access her $2.7m inheritence until she has a 'man' (?) that can claim it for her (and, of course, take a cut of the proceeds). At this point she gives me details of her 'lawyer' to contact. The powers that be at Fubar (perhaps quite rightly) suggest that there is nothing they can do, such as delete her account, unless I have proof. As such, perhaps I shouldn't even reveal her Fubar identity here. So what do you think? Should I be exposing this person and

Thank You Obama!!
Thank You Obama!! We just got attacked by our foreign enemy Al-Qaeda and what did we do? We treated the Islamic Terrorist like he stole a pack of cigarettes from Wal-Mart. We gave him his Miranda Rights and he asked for a lawyer. ATTENTION DUMB ASS DEMOCRATS -- WE ARE FIGHTING A WAR WITH A FOREIGN ENEMY THAT WANTS EVERY AMERICAN DEAD ISLAMIC TERRORISTS – WORDS OUR MUSLIM PRESIDENT CAN NOT UTTER Now, instead of being able to find out who the other Islamic Terrorists are that trained with this killer, we get to wait to get attacked again. Guess what else – Janet Napolitano our Homeland Security chief that OBLAHBLAHBLABH picked says the system worked!!! The system worked? Because they sent someone to stupid to ignite the bomb correctly it worked?? This guy took enough explosives on the plane to kill 260+ people in the air, and who knows how many of us in the Detroit area would of died when pieces of the plane came down on our homes??? T

R.i.p Rev
Avenged Sevenfold drummer James Owen Sullivan, also known by his stage name ” The Reverend Tholomew Plague” or simply “The Rev” was found dead in his Huntington Beach home yesterday on December 28 at approximately 1 p.m. The talented drummer was 28 years old. Sullivan was a huge Pantera fan, another band with a tragic early death. Jimmy also played many different instruments other than the drums, such as the piano and guitar. His death is being investigated by The Orange County Coroner’s Office but at this time the Southern California musician is thought to have died of natural causes. The metal community and many blog are speculating the death was an overdose. Sullivan was rumored to have history with drugs. No statement has been made yet from Avenged Sevenfold or the Management of AX7 in regards to this tragic loss. .

China Shopping Centre Builds 'car Park For Women'
"A shopping centre in China's Hebei province has built a car park with wider spaces that it says is designed especially to suit women drivers. The women-only car park in Shijiazhuang city is also painted in pink and light purple to appeal to female tastes." I don't think I'll be the only one amused by the statement that they've done it to cater to women's "different sense of distance" Full story here

The Curse Of Thinking Too Much
I could not think of a better name than the lame curse of thinking too much.. kinda ironic if you think about it cuz this is a result of thinking too much and yet cant come up with a better title than that. guess maybe im the only one that found some humor of that but goes to show who has a weird sense of humor around here.amazing how thinking can lead to long ass things like im sure this is going to be and it ALSO leads to countless hours of sleep lost.. oh well sleep is over rated anyway am i right am i right? no... damn no sense of humor with this bunch. I got to thinking about people and how they treat others especially those they say they care about. I have seen it more than once cuz most of the people who call themselves a friend have come to me with their relationship problems and have told me what they are doing and what their other half is doing and let me tell you some of the shit i have heard that they do to each other would be down right horrible and yet you see them in p

Relecting
Well where to begin...As I sit here in the wee hours of the morning in solitude, my thoughts are reflecting over this past year..I for one have traveled many a journey on this road we call life..Some bumps, hills, valleys, curves have been encountered..Tears of joy,sadness..and some unexpected situations..becoming a *parent* to my grandaughter,, whom I love with all my heart n soul. The love of my life who I met 8 months ago today...WOW I sure am a lucky lady! *smilez*.. I love you Chris with all that I am and all that I will ever be..Ty for coming into my life and allowing me into yours! You *RAWK* my world baby! Yes lots of crisis situations have occured, but I realize that for some reason things do happen, sometimes we never know, other times it smacks us upside the head! *ouch*..Life is a journey, and each step we take defines who we are at this moment, mistakes we all make, its learning from them , thats the key...No regrets as we wouldnt have been where we are or were if we didn

Swing First Imma Destroy
hmmm. i haven't been on here in a while. i suppose ill just say that tech n9ne is fucking amazing and everyone should check out the new shit. oh and i am soooo glad tomorow is my day off! fucking siiiickkkk yo. yuhhhh.

Loving Her
In the site of loving myself I begin to love you. . wanting to know what else I could do, The rest of life the peace in mind still trying to see that I can you can love me as I love you. Days can go life slows down. thing is do we really know what can make us happy? What we can do about the hate in our lives? Or even maybe the mess we give ourselves. . No matter what I know you'd be there and I can be there aswell. . Got one thing to ask. . how do you know that this life is what you want? How can you tell if you love someone before knowing the truth and the pain? I can honestly say no need to be in a rush, no need to worry about the life I live, and no need to wonder what if anymore. .

Stupid Question?
Ok here we go another of those nights when my mind starts to run wild, based off others comments or questions directly to me.. I was asked how could i ask such odd mum questions after a insightfull thought i posted in my high tech blog about ipv6. Well my answer was this, not exactly as this time i tend to imbelish on it on purpose. What is a stupid or odd question? well in reality there is no such thing. We teach our kids there is no stupid question but as we grow as adults we tend to forget this. We then assume there are stupid questions from one adult to another. because we should know the answer. But in reality we do not know what each individuals answer will be. We know not the answer till we ask it. That is like assuming that everyone feels the presedent is doing a great job, we each have our own opinions on this, but do not know another exact answer untill we ask. That is like the one question i pondered, Does age reflect a person maturity, or just hint at it? i did not phras

Hid Between The Lines~by Jd
Perpendicular and pulled apart, All the good inside me that used to exist has died. I had one foot on the ledge and just as i was about to act, You joined me in my last stand still and somehow all the misery i began to forget. The world is going to come crashing down i haven't the dlightest clue, I want to say " I dont care you dont even know me" but somewhere inside i cannot back down. I can make it sound so easy to feel alive, Trust me when i say everything i touch withers and dies, So many have came along and tried to change me around and all have found no solution. I am a liar, And no matter what i try to do, I cannot bring this back and make it real, Yet, No matter how convincing i can be, Your the only thing i cannot deny why are you so stuck inside me. I do not know how to even begin to find a starting point, I am past the point of turning back, Now this is all gonna come crashing down, I'll lose you and i wont blame you for never coming back. I tried to rew

Just A Random Survey
Dare you to tell me the last place you got kissed? parking lot at work How do you feel right now? indifferent When was the last time you were upset? pretty much right now Will you talk to the person you like tonight? I don't like anyone right now What was the first thing you did this morning? woke up, duh. What is the song you are listening to? I'm not listening to music Do you have plans for tonight? "tonight" is over with. lol Who are you most likely to be frustrated with? usually my mom. Do you like reading? Yes. Do I do it often? No. I have trouble with reading comprehension, so reading usually frustrates me. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep at night? Occasionally. Is there anything stressing you out currently? um, life. Do you need to talk to someone right now? Ned? No. Want? YES! How late did you stay up last night and why? hmm about 3:30am What did you do last night? I don't even remember. How is your day so far? Not t

Ipv6 Could One Day....
If they ever get IPv6 out and usable that would mean they could issue a IP for every living person on the planet and still have plenty left over. thats 2^128 total unique addresses. if they ever do this, that means everyone would have to watch what they say or do on the net, as their actions then could be tracked by that ip, since it would more then likely require you to log in via your ip, from any and all locations. thus making your ip your internet name, and requiring you to register your password and change it frequently ... Just a thought to ponder.

Please Ready :d
twas the ghetto nite before christmas and all through the hood not a gat was poping like the normaly would. the dime bags were hung on the chimdey with care,in hope that my weed dealer splif livingstin would soon be there.the children all rested and snug in there beds while visoins of sugar plums danced in there head cause they eat some shrooms before they went to bed.when say what to my wondering eyes do i spy was a tricked out pimped out mother fucking ride, with a little old driver all retarded and tan i knew it must be st. nick or that cat from the wu tang clan,more rappers than eagles courses they came,he wistled and called them by name. on 2pac on dre snoop and biggie on fifty cube flave and ditty,to the top or the porch and to the top of the wall now dash away before i bust a cap in u all,and then twinkling i heard on the roof, the prancen and poorin of each little hoof,my glock in my hand as was turning around and down the chimney st nick came with a bound he was pimped all in

The Strangness..
It is strange if you ponder. How large the world is but how shrunk it can be thanks to technology. The internet has let us reach many places and people we normally would never talk to, and it instills in us a curiosity that even with the closeness of the virtual world known as the world wide web. That there is still but a great distance between all of us. Some are nearer while others are farther. Then a intimate concideration is struck between two people, and that great distance and sometimes that ever looming ocean. Brings the hope and wild thoughts down to ground level. Yet then we forget that there was a time. When soldiers were lost in trenchs a ocean away, their loves remained strong. Yet while things grow closer, they seem farther. We let the great distance divide our hopes and dreams into things we might behold. We fail to relise those that dream bigger then where they stand normally attain it or a monicore of it. Be it in bussiness or love. It is those who see only obsticales

Ok This Is The Lamest Thing I Ever Had A Guy Say To Me On Fubar Lol Holysh!t
what the helllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll is wrong with people............... To ems1160: are u effin seriuos get a fucking life ems1160: well ems1160: suppose you are in a bath room stall smoking a cigarette suddenly a penis comes through the hole and the voice on the other side says "surprise me" what would u do?

Ratings
This past Saturday night I went to bed forgetting to close my Fubar account . Unfortunately for me , when my 20 year old son got off work , he took it a upon himself to rate some profiles . So if anyone was rated anything less than a 10 , I sincerely apologize . As it stands now I have already suffered attacks on my name and account . I do not wish to reciprocate any hostilities . So if you do not like me or the way I look please block me. Thank You

Stolen
1.Who annoys you? Nosy bitches who dont mind their business and are always up in mine 2. Who is the most fun person you know? me!!!! 3. Who is your enemy? I dont have any at the moment i can think of 4. Who can you trust. One person My friend Marcus in NJ....id take a bullet for him as he would me 5. Who of all your friends can you tell anything too. i can tell lots of dfferent people different things..Only few know EVERYTHING 6. Your best friend? Marcus 7. Last person to make you laugh? Wicked Raven and Emanamon....LOL 8. Who is the funniest person you know? Me.... 9. Who is the most unique person you know and why? Raven and i have a female friend in NJ.....she goes by Ebony....i can tell them my deepest darkest desires and they will listen and accep

Bored!
1.Who annoys you? A lot of people, mostly ones I work with. 2. Who is the most fun person you know? Shawna 3. Who is your enemy? The rest of the world. 4. Who can you trust. I don't 5. Who of all your friends can you tell anything too. No one knows everything about me. Everyone just has bits and pieces tht I want them to know. Jeffe knows the most. 6. Your best friend? Jeffe 7. Last person to make you laugh? Emanon on here... Nate in RL 8. Who is the funniest person you know? Shawna or Jeffe, toss up.

My Miracle
She carries me away Love has redefined it's limits My butterfly My wonder My world She makes me reach to the heavens Brings the light to my eyes My butterfly My wonder My world Swimming through the waves like a fish Listening to your giggle dacing every morning to your favorite...the wiggles My butterfly My wonder My world I loved you since the first kick twinkling eyes and four tooth smile You made me a woman a mom a teacher Baby girl you are the miracle to my world

Join My Fu-mafia
Hiring for my FuMafia, I'm going to need everyone's help so if you want to do battle then let the game begin. Positions Open Are: UNDERBOSS'S LIEUTENANTS, SOLDIERS, Whatever it takes to be one of the best Mafia's Fu has to offer-Lets do this, here's the link. http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=3761

Day 8
WARNING::::The Following Person may contain unsuitable language for people who cant take a joke, If you are this people please leave now or forever hold your peace. You may kiss the bride. Viewer Discretion is advised.

Wut Are We
she says she likes me but is it real or is it fake ive trusted those words to much that i can no longer tell if its real or not if it is then i can finaly start this brand new chapter in my life so if its real show me and let me know that wut u say is true but only time will tell the only words i know that seem to be real is forget resks and take the fall if its wut u want then its worth it all

One Of Those Days!!!
I dunno if its cuz of the holiday's or just because I do the same fucking thing every day!, go to work, pay bills, NEVER go on a trip for my self, get the occasional piece of ass what ever!!! I feel like im gonna do something just to shake things up...well I all ready have broken a few dishes balled my eyes out yelled at the top of my lungs!!! but still feel all vented up!! u ever get like that?

Getting To Know Me
Looking back did you ever think you would be where you are now?Not really. I thought I would be smarter when I grew up. Is there anyone getting on your nerves at the moment?Yep.Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?Yes. My wedding and engagement rings from my husband. Last place you fell asleep other than your bed?The couch. Is there someone that makes you happy every time you talk to them?Yes, there are a few people. What's the age difference between you and your best friend?My daughter is 18 years younger than I am. How often do you talk on the phone?A couple of times a month. When it can't be avoided. I hate talking on the phone. Is anyone else in the room with you?My little munchkin. Would you run down the street naked if it meant earning $15,000?Twice!Do you believe what goes around comes around?Yes. But I don't think I will necessarily be there to see it when it happens. Does it annoy when a person posts alot of surveys?Not really. If I'm not in the mood, I

I Blame (peacey)
Looking back did you ever think you would be where you are now?No. Not really. Is there anyone getting on your nerves at the moment?There is usually at least one person on my nerves at any given time. Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?No, I'm not. Last place you fell asleep other than your bed?Next to my friend on the sofa...Is there someone that makes you happy every time you talk to them?Yes, there are a handfull of people like that. What's the age difference between you and your best friend?He is 10 years olderHow often do you talk on the phone?Daily. Is anyone else in the room with you?Nope, not right nowWould you run down the street naked if it meant earning $15,000?I've done worse for less. Yes. Do you believe what goes around comes around?It always does but sometimes it takes a while to get back (x2)Does it annoy when a person posts alot of surveys?I don't pay attention to most people. What's the last thing you wrote in cursive?A letter to my ApolloWhat will you d

Tyra Calls It Quits
Tyra Banks is following in Oprah’s foot steps. Tyra announced she is quitting her TV talk show gig. She now wants to produce movies. She thinks she can help (girls) feel fierce. Come again Tyra. What the heck is that feeling fierce? Can leaving the TV gig have anything to do with ratings? It did with Oprah. TV will be better off with less psycho babble anyway. Although, Tyra is nice to look at. What more then click here: http://entertainment.blogs.foxnews.com/2009/12/28/report-tyra-banks-to-end-talk-show-after-five-seasons/?test=faces BlastFM is not quitting any time soon. We are growing and working to get better just for you! You can’t beat that so give a listen and groove. ww.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

You're Bored, Admit It
Looking back did you ever think you would be where you are now?Not at all.Is there anyone getting on your nerves at the moment?Nope.Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?I sure am wearing a ring. Tom gave it to me.Last place you fell asleep other than your bed?John's bedIs there someone that makes you happy every time you talk to them?There sure is What's the age difference between you and your best friend?I'm about 6 months older than she is.How often do you talk on the phone?every day.Is anyone else in the room with you?There sure isWould you run down the street naked if it meant earning $15,000?Sure, it's a small street.Do you believe what goes around comes around?SometimesDoes it annoy when a person posts alot of surveys?Lol I don't care.What's the last thing you wrote in cursive?Just my name. I had to sign somethingWhat will you do after this?Go smokeDo you read magazines, or just look at the pictures?I usually just look at the pictures, I don't read magazines much.Who

Sherlock Holmes (2009)
As I watched Guy Ritchie's latest movie, one word came to mind: "Mediocre" I didn't expect much going in, and I got what I expected. I've been a fan of Robert Downey Jr after his role in KISS KISS BANG BANG and especially loved him in IRON MAN. I was hoping to see what he would bring to the role of this classic detective. He did well, but I'm afraid the writer's dropped the ball. It seems as though they didn't let Downey be more creative with his role. Speaking of the writing, they DID do a good job in the actual storyline and kept true to the classic storylines of debunking "supernatural" with "science". And the wardrobe as well as the props and city designs were amazing. Obviously, there will be a sequel and I hope they give Robert Downey more of a chance to make the character his. Bottom line, this is a family-friendly rental. Grade: B- Sherlock Holmes on IMdB.com

Written For Me By The Irish Madhatter Ocoileain ♥
Dressed for the hunt, the pantther is on the prowl....ready to strike, she releases her growl....a thing of beauty in her hunt of prey....picking and choosing amonst the flock to see who stays....finding those worthy, she shows her heart....and then the hunt truly starts

Barber Shop Banter
I finally managed to visit the barber shop today. I like my barber shop. Frank has owned the shop for almost 30 years. He moved to Canada from Italy in the sixties and set his shop up here on the western end of Lake Ontario and watched a town grow up around him. He has a strong Italian accent but he's easy to understand and he'll chat if you want. He has four other full-time barbers that work with him and I've never had to queue for a haircut.Today, all the barbers were there with only one other client. Most of them were watching a soccer game on the T.V. and commenting on the game. One of the barbers, Luigi got off his chair and offered it to me with his usual big smile. Luigi is the oldest and his accent is even thicker. He speaks English well enough to carry on a conversation and to cut hair. He was snipping away when his cellphone rang. He chatted in Italian and then apologised when he hung up. "No worries, I'm in no rush".He explained that it's his grandson's birthday

Down To 320pounds Now !!!
i was last time 330pounds now i lost 10pounds and down to 320pounds i have a long way to go befor i am at 200pounds not giving up yeah its alittle slow losing it but i am not putting on and thats the main thing and as of right now i am very happy ,start of 2009 i was at 385pounds now down to 320pounds so thats 65pounds lost i still have along way to go and will get there someday...

12/28/2009
Revelation 12http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+12&language=english&version=31 Revelation 13http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+13&language=english&version=31 Revelation 14http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+14&language=english&version=31 http://BiblePlan.org/3/niv/ Bible Reading Plan -- Complete NIV Bible in a YearRead the NIV Bible in a year, reading three chapters daily and five on Sundays.

So......
Im such a shit.. see Rob has been playing a certain video game for like a week straight and I've gotten booty only 2x. So I pulled my pants down and held the spare X-box controller on my ass and shook that shit!!!! I got me some finally :D Just thought I'd share..that, and Im hyped up on reeses cups and Dr. pepper.

Why Wait??
I'm glad that I have met everyone in my life. Some of them are bad and some of them are good but all together it has given me a chance to grow. I always kept myself kinda locked up and away from taking chances. I make sure that the chances I take are all worth while and none of them are to crazy to affect of the important people in my life. Recently a friend of mine died and I had not talked to him in years. He only lived half an hour away from me and this made me realize that life is too short.. we should not hold grudges over petty things, we should keep in touch with old friends everyone is only a phone call away, and most of all that everyone needs to be loved and everyone deserves it so when you find that happiness no matter where it may be embrace it and never fear what your capable of!!

And Moving On.
Sometimes life gives you lemons and you make lemonade. Other times life disqualifies you before you even get the lemons. I don't know how that works but it does. Only you can't be mad about anything when you saw it coming before you even tried. Lesson being, never give anything a chance that wouldn't give you the same in return. Het is tijd te ga rug. I should have been on my way back in the summer. Where the hell is my passport?

Writing
There was a time when I was blind, I couldn't see what was to be. Running through the shadows of life, testing fate with a double edged knife. Head long into a sea of despair, I blamed it on life, "it just isn't fair". Tearing at walls of darkness and gloom, I found a door at the end of the room. Turning the knob, full of fear, my beating heart is all I could hear. With one eye closed I opened the door, A calming glow crept across the floor. There in the light I could finally see, all the answers to all my dreams. With a voice as sweet as the wind, I could hear her call from somewhere within. "Come with me I’ll show you the way, this dark and careless place is nowhere to stay". Taking her hand we started to fly, up to the heavens beyond the sky. She showed me my faults, my crimes to man. And in an instant she let go of my hand. As I fell I thought I could see, a tear in her eye, is that meant for me? Like a song she whispered, "Can't you see, the path you walk has no place for me

For Those Who Care
Well, I think it's time for me to leave this place....at least for now. This place depresses me, and in all honesty, is doing me more harm than good. Feel free to PM me is you want another way to talk, (unless you already have it, then you are one step ahead). To the rest, good riddence, I hope you enjoy your lives.

Wanna Be My Man... Fill It Out & Msg Me Ur App.
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (colour and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: ------------------------------------OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favourite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so, would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss me often?10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you be waiting by the phone wanting me to call you right after we saw each other ? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a girl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut,pimp)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? ------------------------------------What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized: We got in a fight: I got du

Happy New Year!!!!!!
hey all! How are you? How was your Christmas ? Did you have good weather ? Did you travel or stay at home & make your own dinner? Have family over? Ours was good except it was cut short by the roads being slick so we headed home before they got any worse.We went to the kids Grammas & had dinner & exchanged gifts. Anyway...I can't believe the New Year 2010 is a few days away! So I need to Say Have a Safe & Happy New Year!! May it be your best year yet! Well I need to go. Take care. I'll stop in when I can.

Early-morning Sick Ramblings About Emilie.
This was an email I wrote to the woman who's going to be adopting my daughter; it shares some thoughts and updates on the pregnancy. I'm 29 weeks along; so we're nearing the final stretch. My stomach's huge; Cori bought me a few maternity items for Christmas that really show it off. I'm a little scared, honestly, of the actual birth. They apparently aren't going to do any more ultrasounds, which makes me sad, and worries me because she was laying across my stomach before, in the breach position. I honestly kind of hope she doesn't change positions... A c-section seems less painful to my lady-bits and would probably be easier to heal. Emilie's getting very squirmy; was resting with my laptop on my stomach one day and she actually knocked it over. Every time she moves i can see my shirt move (which is a little scary, I have to admit... I blame all those science fiction movies I watch), and she stretched the other day and I swear i could feel AND see her hands and feet as they mov

Who Is She???
A very weird thing has happened. A strange old lady has moved into my house. I have no idea who she is, where she came from, or how she got in. I certainly did not invite her. All I know is that one day she wasn't there, and the next day she was. She is a clever old lady and manages to keep out of sight for the most part, but whenever I pass a mirror I catch a glimpse of her. And, whenever I look in the mirror to check my appearance, there she is hogging the whole thing, completely, obliterating my gorgeous face and body. This is very rude! I have tried screaming at her, but she just screams back. The least she could do is offer to pay part of the rent, but no. Every once in a while, I find a dollar bill stuck in a coat pocket, or some loose change under a sofa cushion, but it is not nearly enough. I don't want to jump to conclusions, but I think she is stealing money from me. I go to the ATM and withdraw $100, and a few days later, it

Ahhh Memories.
What my midgets and I watched over the Holidays.I couldn't be happier!! Specially Dark Crystal,it was a gift from my in laws to the midgets.. I almost fainted when I seen it due to sheer joy!!I know this whole movie word for word,and was so happy to see my youngest love it just as much as me,while sporting a million questions about the puppets and how they moved and what not.You still cant get any better then that!oh and the labyrinth of course.(you remind me of the babe!(what babe?babe with the powe...shutting up now) Also the Goonies!!my oldest loved it,we all climbed into our big bed with some popcorn and had a good ol family movie night.Which we try to have every weekend. Now my daughter walks around yelling" HEEEEEEEEY YOOOOOOOOU GUUUUUUUUYS!!!!!" as does daddy too lol. Good times all around, now to find something for this weekend. on that note..IM gonna put three videos via comment reply. Hope you all get to have a giggle watching them. Later days!(h)

Blog #1 Monday 28th December 2009
Well it is nearly the end of 2009, nearly the end of the "Noughties". So many things have changed....it is a little scary to think about what life will be like in another ten years time. Do you think we will still have seasons? Or will there be seven or eight different ones interchanging continuously? Will the world be colder? warmer? Will we have had another world war? What religion will be the main belief system for the world? Will there still be half as many different types of animals, plants, trees in the world or will they have died off? And that is just the 'background noise' to most of us....will we be alive in 10 years time? Will we be married? Divorced? Will we have children? Will our children now have graduated and been successful? Will we still be doing the same job that we are doing right now? Where will we be? Where do we want to be? I am 26 right now....when I was 16 I never imagined that the next 10 yrs of my life would involve so much. And yet I don't have much

Skully
Her beauty ever so softly shines,like the sun of morning dew.Sparkles in my eyes,Like a star shines true. To touch a gift by heart or hand,To think If could be in her thoughts.Is a gift far greater,Than any ever bought. Maybe forever a dream or vision,Is all she'll ever be.Just to know and love her beauty,This is what my heart choses to see.

Embers And Ashes, The Heart Thats Set To Flames~by Jd
What it all comes down to, We are only capable of proving our worth to one. As much as you contemplate the possibilities, Stuck against the wall and no you've no place to run. Everything you never wanted to involved in, An that once in a life time chance to have everything you need. Breath becomes hard to grasp and now its bound to break down, Another sleepless night becomes my obilivion, Silent violins my only friend. I know exactly what i am doing, But im caught up once again, Not willing to speak up and speak out, Yet not willing to surrender my head begins to spin. Taking what i've known for so long, Then embracing the overwhelming feeling of what could be, I am dying inside because choices are easy but the push forward is what troubles me. Just what did i expect to come from this, Eventually i always crash and burn into the wall, This will be the moment of truth, Either you'll make up your mind or lose it all. Over and over im running blind into the headligh

Cyber Love
Cyber love is a figment of our imagination. A wonderful fantasy of our individual creation. I bought all the lines that came to own me. Never understanding the feelings that I couldn't see. Never realizing my heart he was stealing. Too caught up in the overwhelming feeling. Some people need a lesson to learn. I got mine and can still feel the burn. I never allow myself to make the same mistake twice. So don't read more into my words because I'm just being nice. I can be your friend but my secrets you"ll never know. Inside of my heart is someplace you will never go. Even when you believe you are very close to me. A superficial women is all you will ever see. So don't ask me for love or something else I don't feel. I'm not trying to be a bitch ,I'm just keeping it real. Everything that matters is what I won't share. So don't be foolish and begin to really care. Please ask nothing from me except some casual chat. Because that is all I have to give..nothing but that. I'm so much wiser

My Collared Dream
I looked up a dream site( lol what a crock this is) to define what some of the symbol i saw in my dream...first ill explain some of the dream... i remember that an ex girlfriend was in it, seeming to be my dom... she was a insecure person who freaked out about me going somewhere socially with out her...but she must have kidnapped me , drugging me somehow, because in the dream i wake up and see her...noticing i had a silver metal collar locked with a pad lock around me neck...it had a chain connected to it... I was none to happy and thats the most intense part of the dream...my anger and frustration Captive To dream that you are held captive, suggests that you are feeling trapped in some aspect or circumstances of your waking life. You may feel trapped in your career, relationship or life in general. Alternatively, captivity dream indicates something you are refusing to acknowledge or something that you are in denial about. Collar To see collars in your dream, signifies c

Listen To Your Heart
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women . He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separat

Fubar Rant# 955
Yeah, I Know You Hate Me, I Am Aware That All You Have To Do Is Post A Screenshot Of Something I Said Taken Out Of Context And The People That Kiss Your Ass Will Post Comments About What A Jerkoff I Am (Even If They Have No Clue Who I Am) And Yeah I'm Not Perfect And I Do Ask For Stuff On Here And Yeah I Do Get Bummed From Time To Time But Bottom Line Is... I Dont Give A Shit What You Or Your Flock Of Sheep Think

Crazy Alert
JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS/GIRLS KNOW OF A REAL WHACK-JOB POTENTIAL STALKER OUT THERE! GOES BY "NICE GUY". COMES ON REALLY STRONG AND ALL HIS CYLINDERS AREN'T FIRING SO BLOCK HIM. SOMETHING NOT RIGHT ABOUT HIM!

A Steady Reminder Of What I Will Not Have Again
I see you here and there Your pictures are truly haunting me I want to be with you and still I am alone I could make this a poem but all it is a memory of what I will never have.

Forgive Me If I Don't Swoon
Ok, so this was in my shoutbox this morning when I got up sugardaddy: SWEET LIPS I BET THEY WORK ORAL MAJIC I would like to say that this is NOT even remotely how to get my attention. First of all, I DO NOT SUCK DICK. Sorry guys, it's true. Second of all, this may be a meat market, but I'd turn lesbian before I'd fuck or even come close to considering fucking 99.999% of the men here. (Again, I know, truth hurts.) Third, are you fucking kidding me? Has the art of masterful conversation been completely lost in this day and age? Have some pride in yourself. Do you honestly want some skank who will down any dick that comes along? Sure, it's ok in the short game, but for the end run, you need more than that. Finally, who the fuck can't spell magic? Guys, if you want to interest me, you really need to catch my attention. And this is not the attention you want. I keep telling y'all that I am a bitch like that, well I really am. And if you throw some bullshit like this in my s

Bleeder
Bleeder by Nothingface. It's not endingWhat's it to youIsolate meFeel unsureTired of waitingPlease let me goI'll never forget youJust let me goMy eyes see everything I want them toI just don't want them to see youJust the way that you areIt's so coldSafely torturedHiding the scarsNo one knows itJust you and ILift your dress upI said I'd go slowI'll never stop thisUntil I reload[Repeat chorus]Sometimes there's no controlShut up till I'm done talkingYou seem so insecureIt seems you got it allYou got it all[Repeat chorus]You got it all

Want A Free 65 Bling Pack?? Well.. Free U.s Money, No Fu
~i'∫ ∫ pa¥۞ an 65 bling pack Starting bid 2.1$ Mi∫ ∫.~ Auto 11 Auction! Ends 12/31 11:30 PM eastern 8:30 west HOSTED BY : ( Ultra ) The day is Thursday and its 11:30 a.m(repost of original by '░ULtRA

Dirtydeedsradio.com Scavenger Hunt
Starting Jan 4, 2010 we will kick off the Scavenger Hunt for some hot bling. Mon-Fri we will play a riddle between 8am and 11pm 2 times daily. You must be listen to get the clues. Gather all of the pictures and on Friday after the first riddle has been played be the first one to PM me w/ all five of the staff members names and the picture to win some hot bling. You must link the day of the week to the staff member. Update: I have several answers to the Scavenger Hunt. However noone has all the right answers so staring Monday Jan11, 2010 we will replay the clues one day at a time just like week. Happy Hunting :)

That Was The Decade That Was
We are about to go into 2010, how was the last decade for you? Here are the highlights of my last decade. 2000- I watched the Millennium firework display on a balcony overlooking the Thames in London on the eve of the year 2000 with my daughter Ashley, she was the youngest stand up comic in 1999 and was finishing the year by retiring from stand up- she was 13 years old. I was running a comedy club at Mansions Café Bar in Glasgow's West End, it was great fun but it closed suddenly due to non payment of bills or tax problems, whichever is easier to believe. My cousin Sammy died due to infected heroin. 2001- I hopped over to NZ and did the Comedy Festival for the first time. I ran a comedy club in London at The Atlantic Bar, it closed due to the terror attacks in New York on September 11th, which resulted in a lack of tourists or non payment of bills & tax problems, which ever is easier to believe, you decide. No one died, in my family. 2002- I returned to New Zealand comedy festiv

Spotlight Glory
So I have been on the Fu for two years (almost three) and I have never attempted to get the spotlight. Well I'm not to far away from Godfather and feel like getting the spotlight would help me reach it or at least get very very close. So I am calling on all my friends, and their friends and their friends to donate fubucks and your whoring out skills to me. ♥ Please and thank you :)

Project 40+: Mature & Sexy
I have been included in the publishing of this two book project! I was fortunate enough to have been invited by the editor to submit photographs earlier this year, and it gave me the opportunity to work with several beautiful women over the age of 40. This was a fantastic project, showcasing the beauty and sexuality of mature women, and I'm very honored at having been asked to participate! I have four photographs in one book, and three photographs in the other. The books have sample pages available for viewing, and may also be purchased at the following links... Project 40+: Mature & Sexy (Book 2a) http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/1112613 Project 40+: Mature & Sexy (Book 2b) http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/1112799

This Is Awesome!!!
Your Daily Horoscope: December 28, 2009 Scorpio Oct. 23 - Nov 21 (Wrong Sign?) You may have to be a little rough in order to get things done, Scorpio. This may be because you have some type of work that requires special gear, or because your recreational activities demand it today. At any rate, if you prefer being in another place, begin planning a visit there. If you've been thinking about changing your work; apply for it. You value your freedom so much, you really need to express it as opposed to hiding in it as if it were helpful to you. Hopes are not private; they are what we're made of. Your Fortune Cookie Of The Day Break open another cookie (250) The hard times will begin to fade, joy will take their place.

Sad!
I used to know what I wanted in life, I woke up one morning to my world crashing down on me, since then I can't seem to even find a peacful nights sleep..... I love him, he's my everything but I got his message loud and clear that his family wasn't worth it I guess he thinks playing people is a better life, I let him go and now he wants to work it out but I can't my heart is to far destroyed and hurt to even bother with it. My kids are more important now and all I'm doing is living by survival a second to second mode. I guess I have to kind of turn a little cold hearted and do whats best for me right? I don't know what to do any more if marriage is worth it or if being hurt is worth forgiving a millionth time!!!

10 Things You Should Know About The Obamacare Bil
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HcBaSP31Be8& this you sjould whatchfeature=player_embedded http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HcBaSP31Be8&feature=player_embedded http://www.resistnet.com/forum/topics/10-things-you-should-know 10 Things You Should Know About this Bill 'Democrats have spent six weeks behind closed doors putting together a trillion-dollar experiment in government-run health care that raises premiums, raises taxes, and cuts Medicare-a 2,074-page bureaucratic nightmare' WASHINGTON, D.C. - U.S. Senate Republican Leader Mitch McConnell made the following remarks (as prepared) on the Senate floor Friday regarding the importance of getting it right on health care reform: "Democrats have spent six weeks behind closed doors putting together a trillion-dollar experiment in government-run health care that raises premiums, raises taxes, and cuts Medicare. We've now had less than 48 hours to look through this 2,074-page bureaucratic nightmare. But here are 10 things that every A

Virgo Woman..
Characteristics of a Virgo Woman A charming Virgo woman is perfectionist and realistic in nature. The main characteristics of Virgo woman are honesty, perfection, sincerity and dependability. Read on to know more about it. Virgo, the sixth sign of the zodiac, is also considered as the sign of critic or craftsman. Practical, modest, loving, helpful, active and fussy Virgo people are born between August 23-September 22. Its zodiac symbol is represented by a woman. Its ruling planet is mercury and Wednesday is its lucky day. The lucky colors for Virgo people are azure blue and saffron yellow, and agate, topaz and aquamarine are the lucky gems. Observant, loving, helpful and reliable are the major strong points of Virgo people. A beautiful Virgo woman is blessed with some outstanding characteristics. Let’s know more about it.Characteristics of a Virgo Woman A Virgo woman is very attractive and charming. She is tall with a slim, slender figure. She is having all the promin

Tinkerbell(briana)
Because of all the others,She doubts my heart is true.No one else can stay in my mind,Never as much as you. I dream of your beauty,And smile when it comes into view.The only one my eyes dream of,Is the beauty I know as you. So to you Miss Briana,Know that your special to me.And I would make your heart happy,No other way it should be.

You Damn Rut
When you get to my age (hah I'm trying to sound old here but I'm not), and if you got nothing to your name - no wife or kid(s), life is pretty boring and pointless. So when this occurs, you begin to wonder if what you're doing in life is really worth it. I mean, you go into work, work a day, and do it again tomorrow. Been thinking lately. Since I feel this way, I'm wondering what I can do to fulfill a meaningful purpose in my life. Been thinking of joining the military lately. I'd need to get into some serious shape, though. Where the fuck is Mickey when you need him? My right eyelid suddenly got real itchy just now.

Wrecking Our Realities~ By Jd
Awake i will rise into the thresh hold, Undeserving and not yet prepared to get ahead. Some of these people spened their whole lives never realizing, There are a chosen few in life, Are forever prone to lose this epic battle, Disguising their own realities, Harbouring lost in thought over all the heart breaks. Never wanting to intentionly wreck anyone, Almost to the point i could lose control, I would like to compare it to the mad man who finally gets that ultimate power in his fingertips. Dreadful look from his eye that reassures you not to come inbetween him and his obsession, Body numb but stuck in stance, Danger surrounds, All that is golden will not always bring us that bliss. My life is constantly screaming right into my darkened face, I cant tell you the last time i could stand to see my reflection and like the man i see. Life is so much more than the fronts we use to disguise when we are broken, I look at myself in this bitter fight, Needed to have a second gl

Once Upon A Pleasure
How many hearts today,For her beauty today will fall.I'm sure for anyone who see her,She will claim them all. A smile that can melt me,Her beauty beyond compare.Like an exotic flower,So delicate,so rare. So truely blessed was I today,When I saw her for the first time.I am sure just like the flower,Another like her,I will never find.

2hot2
Behind her beautiful face,Stands a very sad tale.Who knew the men in her life,To her would eventually fail.She sees me as one,But me she has not seen.Could I be the one,Who wipes her slate clean.If she will give me a chance,To show her the real me.Maybe to other men,She will be able to see.To say we are all alike,To hurl me down into thier depths.When i have just got to meet her,She doesn’t know me yet.So little miss timid,Bewaring of all men.Will you give me a chance,Or just assume once again.

Things To Think About In A Non Perfect World
ive done some things in my life that im not proud of. hell noone is perfect after all. as this year comes to a close i sit and think back on all thats happend in my life this year. i realize that the way i went about dealing with things wasnt the best way to deal with them. i admit i am an over emotional person and yes i do let them emotions rule me and alot of the times it usually bites me in the ass. i understand that and i except it for what it is. i recently moved out to arizona to reclaim my life and hopefully get on the right track, again im not perfect and i make mistakes. one major one is i have been addicted to marijuana for years and it all but ruled my life until i had my kids. over the years i have drastically cut back on my usage until it is almost non exsistant. i have been sober for almost a month now and it feels great. yes of course i have my cravings once in a while especially when i get stressed, and lets face it ive been stressed since i got out here but who dont g

White Christmas
a thousand daimonds upon the ground lie scattered in the snowey ground ..the moonlight showing them all around as the colder it gets your breathe you see some even still floating down from the trees wind does whipp them an blow to an fro the daimonds in the snow ..sparkaling shimering bright as stars from the heavens... the magic of a white christmas some times can happen.....///G.G

Ohh This Sucks
this sucks. im sitting here horny as hell and my pussy is so wet. I wish someone was here to rip this towel off me and tease me and suck my clit till i cum all over his face. yummy i havent had any in a while and its getting to me. Was laying in bed and all i could think about was wanting a guy to bend me over in the shower and fuck the hell out of me. i keep playing with my clit and i have to say my pussy juice taste good as hell. Whats your kinky thoughts?

A Sexy Ass Song....
Minus the Bear - White Mystery Left her at home in the cold London night. She had nothing on. (not a stich) Nothing on (not a stich on) And she stays that way (till I get back) With all regrets and (till I get back) Another bottle of Good times Her body’s under the covers And there’s nothing wrong with a single inch In the same position Laying on her back waiting for a kiss A kiss that she gets, long and slow Starts at her toes,and then it goes And goes, and goes, and goes And goes, and goes, and goes And moves slow And when get to her lips I still have skin to expose Her body’s under the covers And there’s nothing wrong with a single inch And then we change positon She’s got me on my back Losing common sense, They are bright lights x4 You can’t hear the music But we’re playing the same tune Each beat every note played perfectly by you They are bright lights --- HOT. The beat is great as well. Hmm. ;)

Missing You
Taking advantage of being wide awake for a change. Just wanted to say how much I've missed all of you my friends...my angels! Recent health issues have played heavy on me and I am hoping it turns around soon. I'm at best, operating at about 60% of what use to be 100%. Its harder to get going & when I do my energy goes pretty fast. All this living through modern chemistry sucks, pills for this, pills because of the pills, etc. Up to 17 a day, and booster chemo shots between week 2 & 3, the good news is the markers are coming down & one day there may be an end again. Thanks to all of you who keep me in your thoughts and prayers. They are greatly appreciated & I am sure the reason I am winning this battle. For those of you that care to... my e-mail address is= ricobear1@ hotmail.com, I try to get there every couple of days. I hope everyone had a wonderful and blessed holiday. And just in case, may your New Year bring you many blessings. hugs, kisses & all my love, Rick B

Playing Make Believe
I have been trying to keep a positive outlook on life. Smiling as much as I can, telling everyone that everything is fine, when it isn't. And although I am getting better at it (which scares me) it's still lying. It's still pretend. Sure, people think I am in a better place and are somewhat more chatty than usual. But what if the usual is once in every three months to begin with? That would mean the "more than usual" is once every two months.... But then everything seems even worse than before. Cause you're hurting inside and falling apart...but they don't know. And unless you suddenly disappear or suddenly behave eratically...they wouldn't even think to ask how you are...how you REALLY are.Even better is when nobody actually hangs out with you in person. When you have to buy your friends drinks to get them to hang out with you...so you don't have to drink alone, which you fear would lead to your own end.When you are so down into a downward spiral.... how do you get out of it

Don't Say It Dude!
If you are a married guy or live with a babe do you know what not to say to her? One thing that comes to mind is “Have you gained weight?” That one is a no brainier but you never know with us guys. Especially if we have been hitting the sauce. If you need a refresher course dude, Shine from Yahoo has graciously suggested 10 things not to say to our babe. Check it out dude http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/sex/10-things-husbands-should-never-do-552285/ Don’t worry about what you say at BlastFM dude. What ever you say is safe with us. Check it out now man! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

2nd Alarm Hottie Coc (code Of Conduct)
Welcome to Everyone & glad to see you all here. 1. All 2nd alrm Hottie Prospects must have a verified salute & a minimun " 10 new pics " of yourself 2.All Hotties Must Be Female ( no exceptions ) 3.Must sign the COC ( code of conduct ) agreement below as a comment of "I AGREE " in order to be placed into voting procedure. 4.Shout Box Fu Mail must be open to all Officers for communications .Profile can't be set to friends only for this purpose, unless all Officers are made friends.so we can communicate with you when necessary. 5.2nd Alarm Hotties Homepage must be added to Your Family while being considered a Prospect & remain in your family after admittance.Fire Chief (Founder) must be added to your family as well but doesn't h

It's Time To Start Over 2010 Is Comeing
yes i cant wait for new years to come . its my favorite because you get to start over .my 2009 was like a rollercoaster with alot of up's and down's and now i cant wait to see what 2010 have in store for me and i have friends thats going to come in and party with me .alot of people are not going out because they dont have no new years date will i 'm not going to have a new years date but i am going out because i'm going to be so excited that i made it to new years because there have been alot of people pass in 09 like michael jackson, brittany murphy, farrah fawcett, david carradine etc all them tragic passing's made me learn that i should not even sweat the bullshit people bring and that i should enjoy my life and never ever take it for granted .so my dear friend's for new years just enjoy the moment and never let anyone fuck up your nighti hope everyone had a great xmas did you get what you want ?nicole

Last One For The Night
As of today, I have absolutely no regrets. I think i'am a mature person who can take things in stride. Im grateful for people in my past, they helped me get where i'am Wherever that is, but now, I'am thinking for myself

Gone
Emotions ran through my headI found myself wishing I was deadAll because you were moving awayI knew I would never see you another day You got in your car and waved goodbyeand then I was left all alone to cryI felt helpless, and all aloneI could only talk to you on the phone You were my neighbor, and my best friendWhy, Oh why did it have to end?You made me so happy, so carefreeYou made it feel okay for me to be me It’s been almost a year since you moved awaybut it feels like it was only yesterdayI remember everything you used to doIt may seem impossible, but it’s true You were the best friend I ever hadNow that you left me, I am beyond sadI love and I miss you more than you ever knewYou’ve taught me so much, and I want to say thank you.

Befor I Let You Go
When we were still together,I truly loved you,but what’s happening right now,I guess we are through,it’s really hard for me,to get off with you.but I know this might be goodfor both me and you. I love you but i have toset you free,I’ve come to realized thatyou’re no longer happy with me.Even tho’ it hurts, I haveto say “good bye”It’s really hard for me tolive without you, butpromise i would try to move on. It hurts me so much but i haveto let you go.But before letting you go,there’s one thing i want you to know….I just want you to know that“I am always here for you,whenever you need a friend,to lean on en shoulder to cry on”Before i let you go, i want to saythat someday…soon…You gonna MISS ME…..

Good Bye
When people share experiences together, and then they must part, there is a feeling of sadness. Saying goodbye to people that we feel connected to is an occasion of somber reflection. It is hard to imagine our lives without them, and yet we have no choice but to go on. It is comforting to know that for however long you will be separated that you will always be in each other's hearts. It is also an opportunity to be more present to others in your life and to look for opportunities to form new friendships.

You Mean The Words To Me
You mean the world to me. I cant bear to see myself without you. Having the taught of living without you, is something unnatural to me. We have been at it for 3 months, the best of my life. We argue and fight. We scream and we cry. And even after all that we have true love. You and I are like the moon and night sky. We are perfect together. But some hate us. We have true love within each other and everyday its stronger. Place your hand on mine and I shall do the same. A promise we have made, to love each other always. Together forever is what I want. I hope its the same for you. Don't worry about me been so far. Faithful I will remain. Shall you remain too. Never will I leave you. Till the day that we are apart by death. And even then immortal we will remain. Our love will never die!

True Love
There are not enough words, to describe the effect u have on me...You make it easy to be myself, and its you who set me free...You are just so amazing, I can't believe how good you make me feel...I was scared this was only just a dream, but you assured me this was real...When you told me how you really felt, i had difficulty trying to breathe...My heart began to beat much faster, but you promised me you wouldn't leave...Every word that you wrote, made me want to be with you so much more...The thought of you had me trembling, deep down inside my core...I long to b with u boo, like we envisioned for our first meet...The thought of my arms around you, with your hand in mine is just so sweet...Watching the beautiful Cali sunset, and a breeze that is so gentle...We connect on many levels boo, not yet of the physical, but the mental...But soon enough you'll be in my arms, falling fast asleep...I said no harm would come your way, and a promise i always keep...You're safe with me at all times

Mistakes
I've made some mistakes in my life. I've let people take advantage of me, and accpeted way less than i deserve. But, i've learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things I can never get back and people who will never be sorry, I'll know better next time and I wont settle for anything less than i deserve.

Heart Of Glass
I gave you my heart,even though it was made of glass.It was already chipped and cracked,the reason why, you never bothered to ask.Then you went and dropped it on the ground,Now it's lying there, shattered.And your walking away,like it never really mattered.

Where Do I Go
i some times wonder and sit by my selfwondering if you ever felt the way i feltwhere do i go when theres no helpsuicidal thoughts tell me to go leftbut i know taking me awaywont help cause close to you i want to stayi know perfection is not for anyone to bebut for some reason your the one on who i seeeventhough that aint rightmy thoughts are high as a planewhile we talk all nightbut there is always that one same fightis as if we were on a different flightmy life was lost until you came to my sideand showed me hope it was there so for you i stayed alivei look at you and see your love with no sensebut for some reason you chose our jorney to endi chose seconds over minutesi look at you but in a different scene i dnt understand the words you speakdo u know what i mean?i thought we were meant to be a teambut i guess there wont be such all i need you to knowis that i LOVE you LOVE you so so much

What Does A Guy Do
I was crying tonightWhile thinking of youYou're the one I lovewhat is a guy to do?Every time I think of youMy face begins to swellBut the only thing I feelIs a smile, beginning to dwellI am in love with someoneAnd I am being trueThat one girl I loveName starts with youEvery time I think of youMy heart goes very fastEvery time I talk to youTime seems to go so fastThe last time I want to talk to youIs the day one of us leavesBut please don't let that be soonI'm begging you I am on my knees…You are the one I loveAnd I think you already knewThe only thing I hopeIs that you love me too…I'm in this positionWhat's a guy to do?When he falls in love with someoneAs beautiful as you…

Love Me
I'am confident and scared, terrified and excited, I'am loving, and caring, and thoughtful and hopeful. Iam sick and tired. Iam shy and friendly, and careful and careless. Iam broken and iam whole. Iam misunderstood,misguided, and mislead. Iam hardworking and determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while im dying on the inside. I listen to others who wont listen to me. I walk on eggshells, and i walk on fire. I bieleive in passion and true love, ill love oyu and push you away. Iam everything and nothing all at once and all i want is for someone to love me!

Afraid
I dont know why we all hang on to something we know we're better off letting go. It's like we're scared to lose something we never really had. Some of us say we'd rather have something than nothing at all, but the truth is... to have something hhalfway is harder than not having it at all.

As We Grow Up
As we grow up... We learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder everytime. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend, you'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt. because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of hapiness you'll never get back.....

Amorosa = Fake.
I was sent this today, look at this salute when magnified. And the profile claims to be 31 years old. The real girl is barely 18 if that. Look at this bad pixilation and clearly shopped information on the low pixel 320x240 picture dimensions. This is a fake salute and the person behind it is well, ill let you decide… And it’s not a coincidence that kennymac and zeal are blinging it and are in its’ top family and friends….see for yourself… *~♥´¯`*Amorosa *~♥´¯`*@ fubar Think it’s time to take these people to task for supporting this and who knows, maybe even creating these monsters. But I’ll let you all decide and how you wish to handle it. Hope you all had a great holiday weekend…peace..

Didn't See It Coming
She walked into this bar and I thought I knew as my curiosity wondered searching for a clueThe piece that flowed into place seamed to be all that I yearnedtaking my heart towards my desires previously learnedShe held my hand while I was sitting on the sidelinelike a wish on a star I drank from the finest glass of wineCaressing this genuine love I thought was held in both our heartsin this sweet slumber of bliss I thought we would never part Proving me wrong in the days to pass by wondering where I went wrong as she lost that twinkle in her eye Replaced by the absent mindless of selfish person she began to unravel at the seams under the sun Trying to go beyond the inevitable my efforts where not enough cause her past was never left behind the rough Hidden within my own blindness to see the ugly truth only if I knew the lies spoken under my roof

When People Assume......
Every ideology is a mental murder, a reduction of dynamic living processes to static classifications, and every classification is a Damnation, just as every inclusion is an exclusion. In a busy, buzzing universe where no two snowflakes are identical, and, indeed the smallest sub-atomic particle, we are assured, is not even identical with itself from one micro second to the next-every card index system is a self delusion. Or, to put it more charitably, as Nietzche says, "we are all better artists than we realize". It is easy to see that the label "Jew" was a damnation in Nazi Germany, but actually the label "Jew" is a damnation anywhere, even where anti-semititsm doesn't exist. Anytime a person is labeled for their color, religion, or social class is a damnation. "He is a catholic", "He is a Dr.", "He is homeless" to the card-indexing center of the cortex in the brain, that my experience with him will be like my experiences with others such as him. Thus individuality is ignored

Family Values And Christmas!
Sorry! it just dosen't exist anymore! why do you need an excuse/a day... to all come together and pretend that you like each other and stuff yourself with food till you are bloated and accept crappy gifts that had no thought go into them. Lets just keep it for the kids and not worry about the surrounding false pretence that comes with it. amen!

Magical Sensations
Welcome to the World of Magical Sensations Where I Melanie Lang will be your Personal Undercoverwear agent. Here to assist you in a night of pampering yourself maybe with a nice Hot Dead Sea Salt Bath then slipping into a cozy Lounging outfit to relax for the evening, Or maybe assist yiou and your partner in finding that special something that will ignite the passion between you both, with Style and Sensuality. Enjoy Shopping At the World of Magical Sensations http://www.undercoverwear.com/agentshop.php?agent=213498 Please click on the link above or copy and Paste it Thank you

12/27/2009
Revelation 7http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+7&language=english&version=31 Revelation 8http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+8&language=english&version=31 Revelation 9http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+9&language=english&version=31 Revelation 10http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+10&language=english&version=31 Revelation 11http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+11&language=english&version=31 http://BiblePlan.org/3/niv/ Bible Reading Plan -- Complete NIV Bible in a YearRead the NIV Bible in a year, reading three chapters daily and five on Sundays.

I Will Never Have You
I do not know what to think I do not know what to doI am sitting here in tears Because I will never be with youI thought you would be the oneTo take away my feelings of blueBut now I can seeThat I was so truely wrongI have been thinking a long time About you and meBut now I can seeThat maybe it was never meant to beWhere do I go from here?What am I meant to think?I think of you, and shed a tearAs my confidence slowly sinksI could not care lessAbout anything other than you right nowI feel such a messHow did I fall for you so quickly?Tell me...How?!You are so perfect in my mindI do not want no one else but youBut my friends keep telling meThat in timeI will find Someone newI do not think I can believe them this timeAs I like you so muchI can not help but imagine the wedding bells chimeBut you will never have feelings for me like that as such...

Because Of You
I mistook by trying to ameliorate,I tried to listen to you the best I can.As for school, sometime I ran late,Just by attempting to be your last man.I ran out of time when we're talking.I can't discern mentally days & nights.I think more than twice before acting,Just to avoid depressions and fights.I rarely interact with my best friend,Just to win nothing, but your faithfulness,And not to bring about a tragic endTo our relationship in good success.I am an ardent admirer,Who's trying to get you attention,And, often, a good inqirer,Who's trying to get a special mention.I knew, I disobeyed sometime,Not to loose you, but to keep you.I'm proud of the fact I've done no crimeAnd I've done all of them because of you!

Goodbye
I’m sure will come the dayThat we do say goodbyeAnd then we will knowYou took the coward’s wayChildren don’t forgetThey will learn and seeTheir minds will be forever corruptWith the horrid memorySelfish actsForever take holdLeaving destructionOn young and oldMind, soul, and bodySuch a wasteA coward’s actionsSet to paceI’m not the messengerOnly one left behindTo clean up the messSo you’ll still shineFor it is in their eyesThat I worryFor it in their eyesThat I seeUnconditional loveThat must stay with theeNot for youOnly for themThey are the angelsI cherish to the end!

Lost
I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closerI don’t know where I standI don’t know what you want from meOr if you care at allYour words lash out and hurtThen lovingly draw me inI don’t know what you want from meDo you want this to endDon’t turn tablesOr place this on meJust come out and tell meWhat it is you wantI can’t read minds I don’t know where I standAre you pushing me awayOr are you going to finally let me in

Forever Young, Enternal Unrest Of The Loveless Soul~ By Jd
Over exhausted and feeling like i need this, Getting a grip never seemed so hard and its easy to get sick of it. Feeling out of sorts and almost as if there will be no change to come, Looking back now, I have come to realize why most say they wish to live "forever young". There were no restrictions, As children our minds roamed free of care, Friends came and they went, We laughed, We cried, Our thoughts genuine we were alive. As we grow people change, Once good friends become strangers that carefree feeling fades away, Left to wonder when it all was lost and just for what reason hopes and childhood dreams fade to grey. Living the good life is only a dream when life deals a hand thats almost impossible to beat, How many times must we be broken and stuck to repeat, Life is so real but leaves us with so much grief. Self righteousness makes us want to give in to the beatings we take, How easy it would be to pull the plug, Water runs dry and we will wake to face another dar

Blerg
Just for the record, being sick sucks ass! I've been sicker than a dog since Christmas. If it wasn't coming out one way, it was coming out the other. Yesterday doesn't exist because I slept it away. Today is the first time I've actually eaten anything. Oooo, piece of toast. So far so good. I feel like someone steamrolled over my body. Only up side is no fever. I don't know what this is, but it needs to like go away.

Appreciation..
Just wanted to say thank you to those who came by to see me in my time of need and not see me to try and get points and whatever else from me. That means a lot and I can't thank you enough for that, just goes a long way with me. Tastyflutterby Caramel Lexy Sxy Chick Queen Lioness J-Lynn Peace Luscious of SER Tbaby

Ugh- Venting- Single Life
IM SO SICK OF BEING SINGLE... is there any decent guys out there?? Seriously... i must be attracted to fucking assholes. lol i just want to have a cuddle buddy and be loved i hate this single shit.. Blah.. And I dont want any wierdos either... or any guy over 25.. lol

*guh* Raist Tagged Me :p
2009 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?Stayed single almost the whole year? Haha nope :PWere involved in something you'll never forget?Most certainly :DTripped over a coffee table?Not yet, but my Uncle took a header over the foot rest xmas day at Grans LOLDyed your hair?Nope. I earned my graysCame close to losing your life?NO but I felt like it..Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?Yep 2 actually :)2009: Friends and EnemiesDid you make any close friends this year?Hmm yes I didDid you hate anyone?Hate.. no, thats a waste of energy but I dislike a few..Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?Many of us crucify ourselves between two thieves - regret for the past and fear of the future2009: Your BIRTHDAY!Did you have a cake?Nope.. and my fucking mother didn't even wish me happy birthday .. hehDid you get any presents?Yep2009: All about YOUDid you change at all this year?Yep went back to schoolDid you change your style?Neva!Were you in school?Um like duh.. up 2 qq

What You Need To Know About Calling 911 For Fire/ems
Disclaimer: all of this is personal opinion. Due to the cover-your-ass nature of today's society, professionally I have to say that if there's any doubt in your mind, call 911 immediately. That way, if you don't call and something bad happens, you can't blame me because I told you to call. Also, most of this applies to the units in my jurisdiction and may vary based on where you live. Most of this information applies only to the United States. However, IN MY PERSONAL OPINION: One of the most common questions I'm asked is why fire trucks respond to calls for medics, and why ambulances respond to calls for fires. Simply put, most of us in the fire department are cross trained. A firefighter is also an EMT or Paramedic, and visa versa. They also usually carry some similar equipment. Our fire trucks carry a full compliment of EMS equipment, and our ambulances carry turnout gear (firefighting gear), some SCBA packs (air bottles, masks, etc), and some hand tools (fireman's axe, for example)

First It Was Durham And Then Jasmine ....
2009 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?Stayed single almost the whole year? HAHAHA, NopeWere involved in something you'll never forget?Yes!!!Tripped over a coffee table?don't have oneDyed your hair?I'm best friends with Miss ClarolCame close to losing your life?haha, I20 is crazy Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?No 2009: Friends and EnemiesDid you make any close friends this year?Yes a fewDid you hate anyone?No, even though I want to Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?Just one ... wishing I could have been there for my best friend during a time when she needed someone (even though she will NEVER admit to it) 2009: Your BIRTHDAY!Did you have a cake?NewpDid you get any presents?Newp 2009: All about YOUDid you change at all this year?YesDid you change your style?Some but not reallyWere you in school?Getting my grant situatedDid you get good grades? Did you drive?I supposeDid you own a car?Yes, I still do ... Title is in my nameDid anyone

Correspondance Between My Mother And I
any comments or advise is very much appriciated. From: caroleTo: J-RoxDate: Jul 13, 2009 8:16 PMSubject: I dropped out of life................This is the first time I've checked my email in 6 months. So I was not ignoring you. I didn't have any money to send you though.I'm super broke. I mailed you 3 letters and they came back. I sent landon a msg and he never responded...so I figured you didn't want to hear from me anyway unless I had money.Good news....I have a terminal illness called Progressive Superneural Palsy. At first it looks like Parkinson's. but when the parkinson meds don't work....they do another MRI and plaque like substances can be seen on the film confirming PSP.The doctor told me usually 6-8 years from when it first appeared. That is usually optimistic. The last years aren't pretty.I hope I can figure out how to get the type of drugs your Aunt Peggy had 'cause suicide is painless.I loved you very much but obviously never could do it right. I'm sorry I fucked up.I h

Fairytale
When I wrote our story, I wanted it to start with “Once Upon a Time” and end with “Happily Ever After.”All of the most important parts were there - the handsome prince with his dark curls and rugged smile, the beautiful heroine with her sparkling eyes and fancy dresses, the songs that seemed to tell their story, the stars in the night sky, and the kiss …But in the rush to write a perfect tale I forgot that life isn’t always so accommodating.Sometimes the dragons are inside and you can’t slay them without destroying a part of yourself. Sometimes the kingdoms are so far apart even the trustiest steed is no match for the mountains, rivers, and oceans that have to be crossed.Sometimes the fairy godmother only has enough magic to last through ten o’clock and you have to leave the ball earlier than you’d like.But oh how we did dance at the ball … and stare into each others eyes. How beautiful the touch of your hand on

45 Lessons In Life
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks. 16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind. 17. Get rid of

276 Questions To Ask Before You Marry
276 QUESTIONS TO ASK BEFORE YOU MARRY WORK 1. Are you working on your chosen field? 2. How many hours a week do you work? 3. What does your job entail? (For example, do you often travel for business, work at home, performs dangerous tasks?) 4. What is your dream job? 5. Have you ever been called a workaholic? 6. What is your retirement plan? What do you plan to do when you stop working? 7. Have you ever been fired? 8. Have you ever quit a job suddenly? Have you changed jobs a lot? 9. Do you consider your work a career or just a job? 10. Has your work ever been a factor in the breakup of a relationship? HOME 11. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be? 12. Do you prefer urban, suburban, or rural settings? 13. Is it important to have your own private home, or do you prefer apartment or condo living, with a management company responsible for the maintenance? Are you a do-it yourselfer, or would you rather hire professionals? Do you prefer to clean your ow

Imma Shoot Raven Song...
...for tagging me to do this... But here goes... 2009 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?Stayed single almost the whole year? Single, YesWere involved in something you'll never forget?YesTripped over a coffee table?NopeDyed your hair?What for?Came close to losing your life?In a manner of speaking... not LITERALLYSaw one of your favorite bands/artists live?KISS! :D2009: Friends and EnemiesDid you make any close friends this year?Yes, severalDid you hate anyone?Angered, by, yes. Hate, noDo you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?A couple - not SERIOUS2009: Your BIRTHDAY!Did you have a cake?Yep!Did you get any presents?A couple2009: All about YOUDid you change at all this year?YesDid you change your style?What's that?Were you in school?NopeDid you get good grades?How? Wasn't in school! :PDid you drive?Yep! =DDid you own a car?Yep - still do! 2008 Aura XRDid anyone close to you give birth?Not CLOSE...Did you go on any vacations?Yes! =DWould you change anything about yours

Rut Roh--- I Am Thinking Again
I have just been thinking... We make a few friends some show their true self and stay by your side.. Some shows respect, loyalty, friendship and love. Some have lost by distance, sickness and death. Some may know your strong points, as well as your weakness... There are some that are true, Some that are there every day, Some that you miss.... .... ... ...But then there are some you won't... There are some that use you and think of your friendship as ...a game... Why we put thought into the ones that hurt us the most? Why even care? If you're like me... I don't take a friendship for granted. Cherish the ones closet to me the most.. Yea, there is downfall for being that way.. maybe at times a little niave.. Call it what you want.. Don't give me the "Gimme this, and I'll do this for you" What, when & how.... I'll show ya a friendship in off the wall out-of- blue My friendship is true for who the ones who are just there to put a smile on my f

My Greatest Fault
Tell me what I'd have to change. What would I have to do To slip into your arms; for me to make sweet love to you. Must I climb the highest cliff; swim along the ocean floor Crawl over broken glass - would you demand that I do more? Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws Pull me to your chest without a hesitation or a pause? Slide my hungry tongue between your parted lips. Run my anxious fingers along your quivering hips. Wrap you in my passion, expose your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine, every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across my cheek, confess every desire Moan my name, call me yours, and set my soul on fire. Need me more with every breath that slips into your chest, Please me nightly, miss me daily, never compare me with the rest. Grip your wrists; look into your eyes, and say the words you long to hear Kiss you roughly, and scream my name, forever hold me dear. Do I ask for wishes that could never quite come true? Is my sin, my greatest fault, tha

2009 In A Nutshell...
2009 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?Stayed single almost the whole year?I was single for like a week LOL!!Were involved in something you'll never forget?Oh yeahTripped over a coffee table?a few timesDyed your hair?Gotta cover up the gray right?Came close to losing your life?Yeah I had a eye opening health issue for sure!Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?Mayhemfest 09' was badass!! SLAYER!!!!!!2009: Friends and EnemiesDid you make any close friends this year?Found one of my old friends RosieDid you hate anyone?Yeah..bitch needs to taste the pavementDo you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?Yeah one of my closest friends tried to get my man to go home with her.2009: Your BIRTHDAY!Did you have a cake?nahDid you get any presents?we were broke2009: All about YOUDid you change at all this year?A bit but not muchDid you change your style?Changed my hairWere you in school?NopeDid you get good grades?tha fuck?Did you drive?My chevro-legsDid you own a car?Tried but

New Years Auction
Here it is almost 2010 time for an auction!!! Here are the stipulations and rules: 1. All entrants must pay a 100,000 fubuck fee to join-payable to me 2. You must send me a link to the photo you would like to be used in the auction along with a list of things you would like to offer. 3. I will post all pics with lists of offerings on Thursday the 31st of December so that means you have 5 days to enter. 4. Auction will end on January the 8th 5. All bids must be paid to each member by that day, all offerings are good to the high bidder for 30days 6.Auctionees have the option to close the auction at anytime if they wish to accept that bid. 7. You are responsible for promoting your auction pic, although I will be promoting the actual auction! ***here are a few hints about some things you can offer*** =Add their name to yours, Keep shitfaced, if vip offer 11's, salutes, give daily gifts, comments, rates..ect =cash bids can be offered as well like they can offer a bling pack

Here We Go. Look At This...obama Must Go.
Because of obama, a terrorist got on a plane in Detroit, and the only reason it didn't blow up is because his bomb malfunctioned. "we need to find out why they don't like us and see if we can reason with them" THEY DON'T LIKE US BECAUSE WE DON'T FOLLOW THEIR RELIGION!!!! GET A FUCKING CLUE YOU RETARDED INBRED-ED FUCK!!!! Maybe we should just follow the Muslim religion, like he obviously wants us to do. I'm so disappointed in my country, and so far they're starting to be. The President's approval rating is the LOWEST it has EVER been in the history of ANY President of the U.S.A. Everyone blames Bush for the economy but the truth is the unemployment rate was decreasing with him in office up until jackass got elected. Ever since then, the unemployment rate has gone way back up, and NO it is NOT Bush's fault it is OBAMA'S fault because it has been one year since he was sworn into office and now things are messed up. You can't blame Bush anymore. Some people may be forgetting that the Presi

Did It Work This Time?
Barak Obama meets with the Queen of England.He asks her, "Your Majesty, how do you run such an efficient government? Are there any tips you can give to me?""Well," says the Queen, "the most important thing is to surround yourself with intelligent people." Obama frowns "But how do I know the people around me are really intelligent? "The Queen takes a sip of tea. "Oh, that's easy. You just ask them to answer an intelligent riddle."The Queen pushes a button on her intercom. "Please sendTony Blair in here, would you?"Tony Blair walks into the room. "Yes, my Queen?"The Queen smiles. "Answer me this, please, Tony. Your mother and father have a child. It is not your brotherand it is not your sister. Who is it?"Without pausing for a moment, Tony Blair answers, "That would be me.""Yes! Very good," says the Queen. Obama goes back home to ask Joe Biden, his vice president, the same question."Joe. Answer this for me. Your mother and your father have a child. It's not your brother and it's not your

Can Someone Please Explain This???
As most know by now I don't have my status or my icons. I haven't had them for some time now. With no explaination as to why they got taken or how long they would be gone, or what I need to do to get them back. I have requested from bouncers, from fu support, I have also requested from Scrapper himself. I have even sent BabyJ an email. and to no avail. Though from one of my previous blogs I have found that interesting enough that quite a few people can and have spoken to Scrapper. So here is my thing, if someone would please talk to Scapper for me, or even see if he will discuss the matter with me in my box or even through mail. PFFT, even BabyJ .... all help would be apreciated. Thanks -- Ya'll RAWK!!

When Will Your Number Be Up?
So I was at my brothers house on Christmas day and was sitting there talking to someone that out of respect, I call “Pop”. We were talking about life itself. He looked at me and told me this story. With it being the end of one year, and almost the start of the next, it’s fitting to write this now. “My wife and I have been married for 58 years, and in the past seven or eight months, we’ve been closer then ever. We go to bed at night and hug and kiss each other goodnight, wake up in the morning an hug and kiss. Neither one of us know if when we go to bed, we’ll wake up in the morning. When you get to be my age you realize that every day is a gift. We’re both in our 80s. Hell, I went out the other day and before I did I made sure that I gave her a hug and a kiss and told her that I love her. You just don’t know when your time is up.” I know that may sound pointless but it’s really not. Every day should be th

What Do We Do Now For Our Military
I was fortunate enough to be in the USARMY for many years and had a lot of fun. I did get to travel to many places and do many things, most people do not get to do. I have lots of special memories for things I have seen and done. However, one of the most lasting thoughts in my mind were for the things we did not have. Our income after 15 years in the Army was just above pverty level, even though I was at a higher rank than most of my peers. On active duty we always had to scrounge the items we needed from others that had gotten in a shipment of things more than they needed, yet many had to do without. I understand the supply system is over worked and has it's problems, but the issue were much deeper than that. Currently our troops need many items and they ask those of us at home to send them if we can. Surely there can be a better system for the things they need than to write home to ask for them. One of the best times, while overseas, was mail call. It was always a pleasure to get m

Getting Started
Yo Fubar check it out. Josh a.k.a Tat2artist a.k.a Fubars unofficial favorite tattoo artist is hittin the streets tomorrow and going to every law office in town and finding a lawyer to set up the 501c3 for free to help out the kids and teens in the community I live in. We are gonna get this building for these youths up and running. If you wanna help we are gonna take any donations you want to give send pens paint paintbrushes anything cd players we got noting so far. I dont expect people to hand out no money cuz i know its hard out there for everyone but if you got it like that and you got a heart for givin some kids a place to kick it where instead of trickin off their time doin stupid stuff (you all know what i mean) and a safe place from the negative influences of the world hit me up through my inbox and ill send ya my email address. Look forward to talking with you all if you got some ideas shoot them at me. one love respect and peace Josh

New Year Blessings
WISHING ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS A WONDERFUL AND HAPPY NEW YEAR.AS I AM REFLECTING ON THE COMING YEAR I AM REMINDED THAT I NEED TO GIVE MORE TIME TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHOM I LOVE VERY MUCH..........NO MORE I WILL DO THAT LATER.INSTEAD I WILL ENDEAVOR TO MAKE THOSE PHONE CALLS,SEND THOSE E-MAILS,TO MAKE TIME FOR MY FAMILY AND RETURN THOSE MESSAGES AND COMMENTS TO MY FRIENDS.......NO MORE THIS IS ABOUT MY NEEDS BUT RATHER THE NEEDS OF OTHERS,FOR WHO KNOWS WHAT TOMORROW MAY BRING.WORDS UNSAID ARE WORDS THAT ARE LOST FOREVER.HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I WISHED I HAD SAID SOMETHING,ONLY TO FIND IT IS TO LATE?.I CAN NEVER RETRIEVE THOSE MOMENTS TO TELL A LOVE ONE DEPARTED HOW I FELT ABOUT SOMETHING,AS IT COULD WAIT ANOTHER DAY,BUT THERE MIGHT NOT BE ANOTHER DAY! SO AS I GO INTO 2010,I WILL DO MY UTMOST TO BE KIND,CONSIDERATE,FORGIVING AND TOLERANT.BEING THE BEST ME I CAN BE...AND TO STAY IN TOUCH WITH ALL MY PRECIOUS FAMILY AND FRIENDS...MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL ALWAYS ANNETTE xBE KIND TO ONE ANOTHER!

Sweetjasmine
When your heart takes flight,And soars away from your eyes.Do you wish it came to me,And I never told it goodbye. When you close yur eyes,And dreams enter your mind.When your searching for the one,Am I who you find. Will I ever hold your heart,Or in your dreams be found.Till then a lonely tear will fall,Breaking my silence with its lonely sound.

When Smiles Collide
Two whispered soulsFrom across the roomWho have thoughtsof despair and gloom.But for just a moment They're lost in timeAnd spirits liftWhen smiles collide.Suddenly, they feelthat all's not lostKindred souls togetherA simple gesture's brought.A gentle lift of sunshineupon lips that cannot hideThe act of human kindnessWhen smiles collide.

Help...i Think
I should think it suicidal, my desire for escape. Although it is not the death of my body that I long for but the death of the decisions that have lead me to the desire. I accept that suffering is as it should be, a notion that gives me strength to continue because I am constantly waging against this emotion and therefore I am more honorable by comparison. Should I have ignored this fact, and instead accomplished my own desires, where would the suffering of my soul be then? Lost I suppose, lost with the desire for suicidal escape.

The New Year To Come....
As the year 2009 is in it's lasting days and moments,the New Year awaits us and with all of our heart's desires , we all are hoping for a great new year. so here is to ya..... Happy New Years..May it bring all u desrie and may all ur dreams come true, Wishing you all, Love Peace and Prosperity in the Year to come... xoxoxoxoxo Dorie

Tara
My heart lays broken,My God was cruel to me today.To hand me such a vision,Then keep it so far away. To put such beauty in my eyes,And never have it near.Brings a sadness to my heart,And to my eyes a tear. I hope in my travels,I meet this beautiful lass.Because this work of beauty,From my heart will never pass.

The New Year
oh yea we have survived another year. We have survived turmoil, strife, the mundane and the ridiculous. Its only a mere pity that someone like Obama is only beginning. Even though it is a very great thing that we have managed to overcome racial issues to elect a black president, the fact that that president has caused more problems than we need is in a word... sad. So, let's hope with the new year, that he will pull his head out of his ass and become the president that we wish him to be. The greatest thing we could have for the new year is not a president thats a minority or a low unempoyment rate or medical care or whatever. No, the greatest thing we can have is...hope. Because if we have no hope then we have given up and America does not ever give up. So I hope you all have a great new year and many more to come

3 Days Later
The day we meet , I said something I'd regret 3 days later And when you left I gave it no thought until3 days laterThe next day I forgot but I remembered I recalled 3 days later My sounding board was sounding bored at the boredom of my noise 3 days laterThis is were I always lack a sense of tacka hook a cleaver a believerI got smaller and you got taller 3 days laterI got lost but I got found out in the woods3 days laterSurprised and shocked at the sound of your words3 days later

Funny
Barak Obama meets with the Queen of England.He asks her, "Your Majesty, how do you run such an efficient government? Are there any tips you can give to me?""Well," says the Queen, "the most important thing is to surround yourself with intelligent people." Obama frowns "But how do I know the people around me are really intelligent? "The Queen takes a sip of tea. "Oh, that's easy. You just ask them to answer an intelligent riddle."The Queen pushes a button on her intercom. "Please sendTony Blair in here, would you?"Tony Blair walks into the room. "Yes, my Queen?"The Queen smiles. "Answer me this, please, Tony. Your mother and father have a child. It is not your brotherand it is not your sister. Who is it?"Without pausing for a moment, Tony Blair answers, "That would be me.""Yes! Very good," says the Queen. Obama goes back home to ask Joe Biden, his vice president, the same question."Joe. Answer this for me. Your mother and your father have a child. It's not your brother and it's not your

A Poem To My Son
Its always too hard say godbye to someone you love and its even worst if you can never find yourself to cry every time i think about it never getting the chance to say goodbye but still never crying at the fact your no longer here it makes me die over and over inside its make feel as if i didnt care enough about you to shed tears as i paid my respects when you were once one of the most important aspects in my life Its alwayz hard to sit through a funeral without crying but its even harder to go through life knowing that you didnt cry you couldnt cry at your sons funeral

My Radio Hates Me
On the way to a xmas dinner today, I hit the scan button on the radio and it tuned to the oldies station. The worst possible 3 songs in a row came on: You're the One That I Want from the Grease soundtrack New Kid in Town- The Eagles Always a Woman to Me- Billy Joel I managed to rewire myself before getting to my desitination somehow but it wasn't easy.

Poem
I love you When I became your friend, I never thought it will be like this, it will be so beautiful........I want to talk to you, I want to share with you, I want to see you.......I wait for you, and when you reply, I feel so good. I don't know, how I got attached to youin so small time......I don't know, how you became so special to me, how i think of you so much, but i do, and i love this feeling, I love to be your friend.......It must be the luckiest day of my life, when i saw you here....And i promise you, I will be there for you, when you need me, and even when you don't......I will be there, to take care of you, to listen to you, to make sure, that you are happy........May our relationship lasts forever, till the end.......Please remember I will love you to the end of time.

Just A Question...
Am I really that heartless of a bitch, that, if I was dating someone, and they had a disease that happened to get worse, I would leave them?? I never knew I was that heartless. And this is why I'm being avoided, because someone is afraid I would actually do that to them. That is totally fucked up. I am not a bitch like that. I'd be there to take care of, and support that person if need be. It really hurts to think that people feel like that about me. And that they can't even tell me in person, that I have to hear it from their brother. I'm a nurturing person, really, I care when people I care about are hurting, sick, or just in need. So..like, news flash, I got my degree and mastery in Cold Hearted Bitch, didn't anyone know this?? Apparently I am the only one who didn't get that memo. Of course, the brother told me he would have dated me long ago had I not been such a bitch. Let me clear things up. I am not a bitch, I am not conceited, I am shy, and I just don't know what to

Beautiful Single Mom Seeks An Ltr With Local Or Willing To Be Local Guy! ;)
I am a beautiful, intelligent, divorced female with a great sense of humor. I am a mix of Native American and Hungarian. with some British thrown in, as if I was not different enough I suppose! I DO have kids and I DO have pets. One of my children is special needs and a total handful. If that is a problem, well, thanks for stoppin by! I have long black hair to my waist or so, green eyes, about 5'8 1/2. Im not anorexic skinny & im not frighteningly huge. Im also not perfect. (But most people are convinced im pretty close I am not religious. Tho I dont mind it. I like rock, metal, punk type music. Scary movies (old skool) & slapstick comedies as well as fantasys and meaningful type movies. What am I looking for? Some one who is kind hearted , caring , loving... A GREAT sense of humor and an abundance of patience a must. As is a family oriented soul. You dont have to be an eternal optimist (lord knows im not!) but you DO need to have hope and the want for a happy lif

Explain This
I see the beauty in her eyes that capture my heart the windows of her soul tantalize my mind while apart holding my attention while I try to focus on the task at hand its a splendor I wish for all to understand Where can I begin without making you forget that all parts are equal as the unequivocal radiance can never be done in a sequel It changes from day to day in the blink of an eye but not in the sense in which you begin to pry For years can pass and the day will cease to come undone when I would find my moment of bliss unsettled under the sun Though you may think I may be a bit to optimistic if you knew the lady you would think this was pure simplistic Because heaven has come to earth in the form of undeniable inner beauty a tender caring person with a genuine golden chalice for all to see No way to hide the mind of a unraveled jigsaw of knowledge and the strength to with stand any barrage Either way my few words can never fully explain either way the day comes with excitemen

My Nsfw
Yes, I have pictures of me in various stages of undress, and full nude. If you would like to see them, here is what I have decided it will take: 1 bling - 1 day Bling packs - 1 day per bling (25 bling pack, 25 days..etc up to 5 months) VIP/Autos/Bomb-6 months access There are a few exceptions to these rules, but you know who you are and why. Begging will get you no where, except possibly blocked. I know that rating NSFW does not get any points, so you must comment each picture. Failure to comply with my simple rules will result in being reduced to friend or blocked. I don't want to be mean, but I have been forced to these measures by some rude people. Please read my profile before acting on this blog. Thank you, Mikee

Boyfriend Application!!! Lol
1)who are you?2)are we friends?3)when and how did we meet?4)how have i affected you?5)what do you think of me?6)what is the fondest memory you have of me?7)how long do you think we will be friends or enemies?8)do you love me?9)have i ever hurt you?10)would you hug me?11)would you kiss me?12)are we close?13)emotionally, what stands out?14)do you wish i was cooler?15)on a scale of 1-10 how nice am i?16)give me a nickname and explain why you picked it17)am i loveable?18)how long have you known me?19)describe me in one word20)what was your first impression?21)do you still think that way about me?22)what do you think my weakness is?23)do you think i'll get married?24)what about me makes you happy?25)what about me makes you sad?26) what reminds you of me?27)whats something that you would change about me?28)how well do you know me?29)ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?W0ULD Y0U...[ ] go out with me?[ ] give me your number?[ ] kiss me?[ ] let me kiss you?[ ] watch a movie with me?[

Ill Stand By You!
-as my eys start to close the light starts to fade away. -as my breathing slowers the sweet scent of your skin fads away. as my mind starts to stop working my momories of you are no longer around. -as my heart stops beating you begin to cry knowing that you never said goodbye. -as my spirit leaves my body it never leaves this world to protect you. -as you begin to cry I'll be the one holding your head up high and the voice in the back of your head telling you that everything will be ok. -as you start to break down I'll be the one to put you back together from the inside. -as you start to fall I'll be the one stoping you befor you hit the ground. -as you find yourself in a dark place all alone with strangers I'll be the making you fell safe. -as you start to remember all the great times he had its not to make you feel sad and cry its me telling you that im still around and i havent forgotten about you. -as you see your loved one talking to him self when he'

Just Some Thing I Came Up With
Why does life have to be so hard? Slowly im breaking down and you've seen what its doing to me or maybe you haven't. I dont know what to do anymore. I know i can talk to you but i dont know if you can hear me. The happy person i once was is being over shadowed by the person that im becoming. Lately i haven't seen a bright side to anything that is happening to me. home no longer feels like a safe and caring place for me. Now its just a place of judgment and avoidance. Life feels so empty and lonely.Yes there are people all alround me but im just a ghost that passes through peoples lifes or a forgotten memories that no one will ever remember. I try to reach out for you but your out of reach, i try to call out your name but the sounds all around me over power my voice. I try to find you but the light of day is going away. So as the darkness closes all around and finally covers me in the cold of night telling me that ill never be found. So ill lay here alone trying to find some kind

Marriage
T me marrige is a bond that two people have taken the promise between them.If one should cross that line than that bond has been broken and may never be repaired.If the love is as strong as is looks than good luck at putting it back together.Just be strong and your love will only get stronger.

At The Helm
AT THE HELM, I HAVE THE WHEEL AT THE HELM, THROTTLE IN MY CONTROL NO EXTRA GADGETS, NO FANCY ELECTRONICS ONLY THE SUN & STARS, HOT & COLD STAND BY THE WIND AND RAIN, THEY SING & KEEP TIME THE KNOLEDGE OF TODAY IS LESSONS OF YESTERDAY THE KNOWLEDGE OF TOMORROW IS LESSONS OF TODAY I AM AT THE HELM, I AM STEERING & PRESSING ON IN A DIRECTION, ONLY GODS WILL KNOWS (COMMENTS ARE ENCOURAGED AND WELCOME)

Twas The Day After Christmas...
nother holiday gone,nother year bout shot.everyone hoping the new year brings better things..myself,im looking forward to changes,new job,new location..next chapter in my gypsy life !hate being so far from friends & family back east,but can't seem to locate job back there,so looks like california is next move.i've enjoyed my stay here in new mexico,but i've had enough of the winters here & im ready to be in a more populated area than 'lonesome valley" !have an operatunity for higher pay & different work,so im gonna try it out !

Shine
Shine By Sevendust This is the last time I will talk to you I feel like I'm in a blocked state of mind Am I getting through I'm on a free fall So hard Hard for me to shine Been so long If you look real closely You can see right through The pain I created I'm putting us through I'm on a free fall So hard Hard for me to shine Been so long To find Try and find myself Hardest thing I've ever done To find Try and find myself I'm on a free fall on a free fall

Remember Me
Birthday Massacre, The - Remember me Lyrics Album: Imagica Demo 1 It's safe to say I'm lonely nowA place called home Is just a memory awayI know I've done this all beforeA thousand silent voices Begging me to stayApologies all left unsaidSecrets better left unspokenDreams are slowly put to bedRumors stirred and reawokenIf I try to get awayHow long until I'm freeAnd if I don't come back hereWill you remember me?It's safe to say I'm nothing nowIt's all so quiet but I Can't forget the soundA thousand voices call my nameA thousand hands that Pull me back down to the groundI turn away from what you areDenying all that you have givenI find a place that's safe and farIn time all will be forgivenIf I try to get awayHow long until I'm freeAnd if I don't come back hereWill you remember me?

Succubus
I come to you in your dreams in the pale moonlight, a shadow creeping over goosebumped inner thighs, crushed velvet curtains pulled aside to reveal lurid glimpses of carnality, where we may rendezvous in secret. We are alone my darling...Gaze deeply into the sultry abyss of my eyes..slip into the dream world of the undead. Succumb to searing carnal fever and rampant delusional desire. Fall deeper, surrender to your wanton impulses. Cast off all restraint. Sink downward, inward, to the heart of your darkest, most sinful passions. Let the fire burn. I am a stunning beauty, no? A masterpiece. An enchanting maiden of the dark, Queen of the night. The one you hunger for. Come to me my pet, Let us quench our torrid thirst for lust.

Venting
I feel like screaming or crying not that either would be mature or helpful. I have barely slept in weeks and its finally taking a toll on me. I keep getting told i'm being bitchy or moody. Maybe I am just overreacting and need to suck it up and deal with it. I am not looking for sympathy and not even expecting anyone to care. I guess I am just not doing my normal reaction to things and bottling it away. For once I have tried venting to people and mostly those that claimed to want to listen; turned around and said I am just moody. I don't hold things back. I say what I am thinking. I've just been taking care of my aunt that is dying. She doesn't sleep through the night so I have to stay up with her, then crash for maybe an hour or two and take care of everything else. I hate watching someone I care about wilt away like a flower. She's has taking a turn for the worse over the last 2 weeks. The worst part is she knows it is just a matter of time and reminds me constantly. As much as I do

Hepatitis C: The Disease No One's Talking About
Hepatitis C: The disease no one's talking aboutHepatitis C: The disease no one's talking about http://www.statesmanjournal.com ALAN GUSTAFSON The Statesman Journal The disease is a 'silent epidemic' that is getting little public attention, state official says Ann Shindo takes to task the federal government for failing to confront hepatitis C in Oregon and across the country. "Remember when Reagan didn't say AIDS? That's where we are with hep C," said Shindo, the coordinator of viral hepatitis prevention for the Oregon Department of Human Services. "It's (like) 1988, pal, and no one's talking about hep C. "We have four times as many people nationwide living with hep C as HIV (the virus that causes AIDS) and we have no federal funds and state funds to address this epidemic." The national Centers for Disease Control and Prevention estimates that nearly 2 percent of all Americans, more than 4 million people, are infected with hepatitis C. It kills about 10,000 people per year. Each year, t

What Kind Of Pictures Would You All Like To See?
Im new and was wondering what pictures to post? Any suggestions on what you all would like to see will be appreciated. I will do my best to post what yo all want. Thank you

Love We Need
we need love like any other creature in this world as we know it always people will be close to there parents and aunts and uncles cousins and brothers eeryone needs love sme cant find it in these days socity please if this sounds like you speak your mind

Mike
Mike is too reckless and coumbersome to keep. Time to dump Mike for good. Joe became a liability to me on May 13. My sister did not declare any Bankruptcy. Dealership is odd. T is silent when it was Lisa who created the back door. Lis is off the screen. Joined The Order? Put up with their nonsense long enough who knows you may get an Invitation to join? No surgery needed due to changes and a date in the future. Eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth, nail for a nail, and favor for a favor. Thank you S. My hands were tied and could not give you the name but I thank you for the return and will remeber you. He knows he has to show with you and nothing out of the ordinary. Cryptic absolutely! Find the common thread? Curious to see if any will? The fake was the most obvious. FBI? Perhaps the real GRAND MASTER will stand up. Norio

Asian Tiggress
If she wants a dream,Could I make it real.Could I touch her heart,The way it needs to feel. To hold her heart,Forever I would glow.Because deep in her heart,Mine would never let go. I went to her,Then she came to me.Her eyes forever,Are all I want to see.

Procrastinating
Doing everything but studying... cleaning, snow shoveling, etc. Yes, some of it needed to get done, but why can't I seem to study before 9pm??? I can hit the books like no other at night time, but day time is always hard. Too much going on I guess... anyway, wish me luck! And yes, this site is the biggest distraction so far lol.

Alaina Reed-amini
LOS ANGELES – Alaina Reed-Amini, the Broadway star and TV actress best known for her long-running roles on "Sesame Street" and "227," has died. She was 63.Reed-Amini died Dec. 17 at St. John's Health Center in Santa Monica after a two-year battle with breast cancer, her publicist Billy Laurence said Monday.Previously known as Alaina Reed Hall, she remarried in 2008. Her stage credits include "Chicago" and "Hair." She appeared in several movies, including "Cruel Intentions" and "Death Becomes Her," and in guest-starring roles on numerous TV shows such as "ER," "NYPD Blue," "The Drew Carey Show" and "Ally McBeal."Reed-Amini joined the "Sesame Street" cast in 1976 and played Olivia, a photographer and sister of the character Gordon. She remained on the show until 1988.She starred on NBC's "227" from 1985 to 1990, playing the landlady and best friend of the show's main character. On the show's final season, Reed-Amini married a character played by her real-life husband, Kevin Peter H

George Michael
WASHINGTON (AP) — George Michael, a mainstay on the Washington, D.C., sports television scene for decades who reached a national audience with "The George Michael Sports Machine" highlights show, has died. He was 70 years old. Michael's daughter, Michelle Allen, said Michael died Thursday morning from complications of chronic lymphocytic leukemia at Sibley Memorial Hospital.In a statement, WRC TV in Washington, where Michael had been a sports director, called him a pioneer in sports broadcasting. His show, which began as a late-night local feature, ran from 1980 to 2007. The trendsetting program became the first nationally syndicated sports highlights show in 1984 and was eventually broadcast in 194 markets across the United States and in 10 foreign countries.Michael's family says plans for a memorial service are not yet complete.

Amy
In front of my eyes,There this beauty sat.I could tell by her eyes,Where her mind was at. To pick her up ,And carry her away.To lie with her,To the next day. Holding on to each other,Through the night we would.During all the night,As often as I could. Then each time into her eyes,There I would stare.Then once again,I would take her there.

Is It Really Worth It?
Is it really worth it to be back here after I was gone for a year? The answer is clearly becoming NO. I thought when I left the first time that there was too much begging and too many self serving people on here. This site was for ADULTS but it was the "go by my rules on life bible thumpers" who were trying to DICTATE what we posted, did and said here. Since my return, I have seen MORE beggars, cheats and liars than ever. No wonder this world is the way it is. Doesn't anyone EARN their keep anymore. It's so unnerving when I see so many supposed good people BEGGING for this and that. MANY OF YOU NEED TO FACE THE FACT THAT YOU AREN'T WHAT YOU PRETEND TO BE ON HERE NOR ARE YOU WORTH THE TROUBLE OR THE MONEIES SPENT EITHER. I have tried to be friends to so many of you and yet you don't return the gester only begging for me to join this or buy you that. To this I will tell you "FUCKING GET A LIFE LOSER"! This world does not, will not and never will REVOLVE AROUND YOU! There have been only

Yo Momma
I have 4 hundred and 69 some thousand to go. Good thing here is that the number 69 is prevelant, and it HAS to mean something. like......like.......you all are gonna beam me up into the next level or some crazy cosmic shit............ dig it Love Tew you all.................2X Cyn

Charlie Sheen Arrested Again
At 44 years old Charlie Sheen is still half a man. The Two and a Half Men star is pushing his wife around. How sad. Most women can’t defend themselves against men when men use force on them. And as my grandmother told me, “Only a coward hits a woman.” That has always stayed with me because it’s true. So does a successful guy like Sheen push women around? It’s a mystery. For more on the story: http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2009/12/25/actor-charlie-sheen-arrested-domestic-violence-charges/?test=faces At BlastFM we love the babes. Tune into BlastFM and we will give you TLC. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

The 4 Noble Truths
1. Life means suffering To live means to suffer, because the human nature is not perfect and neither is the world we live in. During our lifetime, we inevitably have to endure physical suffering such as pain, sickness, injury, tiredness, old age, and eventually death; and we have to endure psychological suffering like sadness, fear, frustration, disappointment, and depression. Although there are different degrees of suffering and there are also positive experiences in life that we perceive as the opposite of suffering, such as ease, comfort and happiness, life in its totality is imperfect and incomplete, because our world is subject to impermanence. This means we are never able to keep permanently what we strive for, and just as happy moments pass by, we ourselves and our loved ones will pass away one day, too. 2. The origin on suffering is attachment The origin of suffering is attachment to transient things and the ignorance thereof. Transient

People
I got to say one thing... Well more than one thing..but it all gos together. I am so freakin tired of people bitchin when I don't have time to talk to them..of people saying I am snobbin them..etc. 1: I do not live on here I can not ignore you if I am only on here a few minutes lately. If you got a problem with me..tell me .. not go telling someone else about it. I ainm tired people thinking that they bought ya a bling..or gift in the past..that you owe them. I have blinged back also..and done stuff to help my friends. If you think I owe you..then just delete me because I do not need friends like that. I never asked you to buy me stuff..that is your choice. I am sorry again..if you feel I ignore you. It is the holidays ..and time to spend with family. I will not be on here much. I will also not be on much next month due to my surgery. So.. anyways.. anyone got a problem with me.. you can bad mouth me here or in a box.. but don't be a backstabber. If you think I owe you.. jus

Been A While
SO after tellin this douche that yeah he still cant fuck adopted kids...i get this To: klively75@yahoo.com Kloverlynn...: in english now douchebag? My 5 year old is wittier than that InnerRage: lame jokes that gives lame bj strokes lol go to give head school an stop using the ketchup bottle but your my puppet jump back now! Kloverlynn...: for reall..ALL I said to get blocked is that you make me ashamed to be Italian..IF you even are lol Kloverlynn...: LOL@ what your cousin thinks of me...I am married and have a great life..have met many from here...you on the other hand are a pussy who posts hot or not and blocks people for sayin they wouldnt fuck you with a stolen vag InnerRage: not really cause you are still alone in your heart trying to be something on fubar an no life while my girl is looking at you type an laughing at you.... Kloverlynn...: nice try but you fail at Dr. phil Kloverlynn...: nope...i amperfectly real InnerRage:

Hahahahahaaa!!! Omg
This has to be one of the funniest results I've gotten from a pimp-out!! hello,is your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? i message you, because i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles...i am looking for an online-sub. when you are interested in bdsm related chats, cam-to-cam chats, tasks, exercises and when you would like to know more, just send me a message. it would be really nice to talk with you about this...have you ever thought about serving someone? to serve someone mentally or sexually... to take care about somebodys needsto talk with me about mental or sexual desires... to act as submissive for me. a dominant who tells you what to do, how to react and that takes care of your submissive needs if you have some?to please me mentally or sexually... to act as submissive on command... to know how it is to serve as submissivetake a look at my profile and blog. i am sure you will like what you see there. exspecially my bdsm related pictures.fe

12/26/2009
Revelation 4http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+4&language=english&version=31 Revelation 5http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+5&language=english&version=31 Revelation 6http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+6&language=english&version=31 http://BiblePlan.org/3/niv/ Bible Reading Plan -- Complete NIV Bible in a YearRead the NIV Bible in a year, reading three chapters daily and five on Sundays.

Fu Family And Top Fu Friends Management - My Way Not Your Way
Coming new to Fubar as we all do, I was not quite sure how to manage the Family and Top Friends categories. Family was not so difficult, but Top Friends is a bit dicier for me. All things being equal I didn't see it a big deal, but as I started bombing and managing the 100-11's I have available, it has become a bit more of a challenge. So here is my thinking, it may not be yours but it is mine and as such the way I view this. Friends are those that over the past couple of months I have come to be able to count on, if only for a morning re-rate whenever I rate. In most cases these are the people that make sure I remain shit-faced and rate me everyday, so that an old goat like me can level. They have helped when I have needed it, have asked but not whined or begged for help when they needed it and I have answered that call without hesitation. Some are lovely people...pretty kind some might even say they are sexy. No arguement here, but not why they are Family. They earned Family st

Glad It's Over Lol
Christmas went well - it could've been better - but I can't complain. Mom and I had planned on at least 8 people coming over for dinner so we we went all out, fixing all kinds of food, baked stuff, and desserts. The plan was to have dinner at 2, but plans change. I called my oldest son to find out if him and his girlfriend were coming over - they were at her parents' house and wouldn't be here until 3. My sister and her husband and my nephew couldn't make it because they were sick, and my brother, his wife and step-daughter didn't make it because her mom was sick. So it ended up being just me, mom and Jimmy for dinner. We decided that next year we're not cooking, that we'll go to one of the local establishments for dinner. Honestly, we haven't really put a lot into Christmas since dad died - he died five years ago on December 3rd. Mom's birthday of all things. Not for lack of trying to make the holidays special - mom and I love to cook. Other than that, Christmas did go well :) No

Landmines
Truth is such a lie. We all claim to be honest … our bluntness like a badge we wear on our chests.But in the end we push and pull on the truth.Like a sheet pulled just enough to fit over the corner of the bed.I protect you … you protect me.Yet in your attempt to shield me, you insult my intelligence which hurts me more than any lies, half-truths, or blatant honesty could have.I am not so different from you.I move deftly between the pillars of truth.Careful not to trip on the landmines that seem to multiply with each passing day.Knowing that one day I will set them off leaving a path of destruction in my wake.Assuming you are even close enough to feel the blast.But until that day we dance around the truth. Keeping in time with the music.Not sure of who is leading.Until the song ends and we can leave the ballroom.Neither of us with the person we came in with.

Oh Holy Hell Wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I Hate Dis Sh!t
OK WTH THIS IS NOT A PORN SITE NOR A SEXUAL FRIEND FINDER SITE THIS IS A SITE FOR ADULTS NOT A ADULT SITE THERES A DIFFERNCE DONT CONTACT ME IF UR GONNA ACT LIKE A A$$ OR SAY SUPID SHIT HAHAHA LOOK AT THIS DOUCHE .... HE SENT ME THIS MESSAGE WAY OUTS LINE ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ ______________________________________________________________________________________________ Germany subject: hello sub received: 12/26/2009 08:40 am replied: no block this member Flag as spam hi, is your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? i message you, because i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles... i am looking for an online-sub. when you are interested in bdsm related chats, cam-to-cam chats, tasks, exercises and when you would like to know more, just send me a message. it would be really nice to talk with you about this...have you

A Proper Blog
Things I hate: 1. Laziness. Rather, lack of direction. I can't stand people without ambition in life. It might be one of my number one pet peeves with others, but this should not really be surprising to people who know me and how overly ambitious I can be. 2. Blind arrogance. There's a difference between this kind of arrogance and secured arrogance. Everyone is entitled to be arrogant about something, but to be so arrogant to the point you are blind to your own faults..just ugh. It's a balancing act. You have to acknowledge each part for it to work out properly. 3. Irresponsibility and lack of accountability. These two go hand in hand. If you have a responsibility, take care of it. Don't make excuses and blame others, just do it even if it means sucking up the bad to do the good thing. 4. Fear of disappointment. I swear this is a huge one for people. Why oh why do people let this one get in the way of taking action on something? Just yuck. OMG you disappointed someone, it's probabl

Ranting
You know when you meet someone, your natural instinct is to be honest and straight forward. Well for some. Me I have a tendency to trust too easily, as a good friend of mine told me recently. I guess that's part of my character. I've always had this thing to get EVERYONE to like me, in fear of rejection. But what i didn't realize is that me acting that way has caused me to be rejected continuously throughout my life. Stupid me. If anyone showed any kind of emotion to me, I ran to that person like a gulible little puppy. About 95% trusting. Yes I am a gulible person and I dont really like that. A lot of people see that and most have taken advantage of that. I was told to be more reserved. I just dont know how to do that. Im an open person. I let people know how and where I stand and then my gulibility sets in. Though I wish people didnt feel they have to fuck me over in any way, its gonna happen. After all we are all human. Whether its someone who wants to see the good in everyone or th

Sail Away
Little girls molded ... groomed for their place.We buy the fairytale ... we make the plans.White for me ... black for you.Cake for everybody. And somewhere along the waywe learn the secret that no one had the decency to share.Generations of the tricked biting their tongues;Clenching their fists.As the ice castles melt around us we are left damp ... hurt ... bitter. What's worse still is the destruction left in our glacial wake.Babies ... friends ... parents ... siblingsOur hearts ... destroyed ... broken ... and numb. We drift along in the cold waters.We see others floating on the tide.But never again can we risk drowningand so we cling to our rafts. I hear a voice call to me.Telling me there is shore if only I will step onto it,But even the chilly water around my ankles gives me pauseand I jump back into my boat. Sail away ... sail away ... sail away

Gettin Better
i am now gettin better with the fact that i cant be with my wife.. i am now done with tryin to get her back, she doesnt want me and i am accepting that fact.. i am now talkin with other people and its helpin me move on and leave her behind... i am better off now and in a way, i am happy.. i am still willing to help out my exwife get back on her feet, even if we cant be together, i dont want her and our boys to struggle... i will be leaving to go to basic sometime soon and once i am out, things will be eaiser with my life.. and once i get my place on post, i will start dating again.. unless i find somoene who wants to get with me before i go..i am goin to take all this one day at a time and be the loving person i am now..maybe one day i will find that special someone who will want the me who i am now.. i know things will get better so i am done with the heart broken heart of mine.. time to enjoy the freedom i have...

The End Leads To A New Beggining!
i used to be searching for a permanent place. someone to stand by and take care of. i found it and it was wonderful for a very long time. but as the saying goes... people change! i didnt... but i have to now i see. i always loved making children smile. thats why i knew i had to have some of my own. i just didnt think about the heartbreak it would cause me to lose them. they say life isnt fair and i know how true that is. i love them more than anything in the world! its so troubling to know that someone will take my place and raise them as they want. the most i will miss is being able to be there for them at any moment they need me. i will always love her for giving me those little angels... but i know i just cant trust her anymore. the saddest thing is she never trusted me... why? im not really sure. most tell me she probably had a guilty conscience and was justifying herself by accusing me all the time. maybe... i dont care anymore! im gonna find where i belong one day and then

Oops!
After FUBAR died last night, I found my self going thru my itunes, and finding the album artwork for a few hundred songs i took from my desktop and added to my laptop.. sounds simple enough, right? well it wasnt...and i looked at the time and oh damn it was 5am!!! how did it take 5 hours and not be finished!!?? heres the problem...one example is Tool, when I search itunes store there is not a 1 cd to be found...idky and Led Zeppelin 4 could not be found... so i skipped them and even tho some songs i obtained from ares, have all the info for the album and tracks...artwork could not be found automatic...so i have to search for the songs. when I find them I have to enter the album title in exactly as it is on itunes... any extra spaces or capitolizations in the title need to be exact!!! and there is some...like sublime...grrr "20th Century Masters" cd... i have the actual cd and thats all it says right...on itunes its a friggin paragraph!!! anyways, does anyone else give a s

What Flavor Toothpast Are You?
You Are Baking Soda Flavored Toothpaste You are serious about most things in life, and you don't take responsibilities lightly. You'll endure what's difficult and unpleasant if you believe it's good for you. Like baking soda toothpaste! You do make time for fun in your life, but it usually comes behind everything else. You like to let loose once you've done everything you need to do in a day. So letting loose often means just reading a book before bed. What Flavor Toothpaste Are You? Blogthings: Cheaper Than a Therapist

What Christmas Character Are You?
You Are Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer You are a natural leader, though sometimes you are reluctant to step up to a leadership role. You see the world more clearly than most people, and often, you are the only one who can guide others. People may doubt your talents at first. You tend to be underrated and underappreciated. But once others see what you are truly capable of, they feel like fools for ever having doubted you. What Christmas Character Are You? Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds

The Purpose Of Love Is Love-john Mcintosh
As we clear old belief systems, we are still struggling with the last remnants of distorted “Christian” energy, the protestant belief that we are here to work, and the catholic belief in “a mission” as a purpose for life. As we clear away these distortions, we come to the realization that we are here to experience and express Love, and to continue to grow and expand in our ability to Be Love.Can we accept that our only “purpose” here is to experience Love and to express Love? Can we believe that we are deserving of Love and that our Love will be received and appreciated? This is the zero point for any relationship. People are brought together to explore and express love. How they do that is up to them to decide within their own creative energies and desires. When the issue of a need to be within the relationship for any other purpose arises, then the energies begin to become distorted as other needs and agendas come in. In the example given above, th

Simply The Best And The Biggest Hairy Site I've Ever Seen! - Jean, Madison
what,,,no shit/// i am totally hearing about shit through my stereo speakers right now....shhhh....omg brittney murphy is dead from crank...i wonder if theres any left...these speakers are on crank...no really they are..talking real soft...all jibberish... no wait this is a toaster oven....where in the fuck is my record player....i got MOTLEY CRUE TOO FAST FOR LOVE from my gay roomate BRIAN for christmas...i bet he picked it cause the guy on the cover is all leather POLK ST./GOT SPANKED TOO MUCH FOR LOVE.....looks sorta light in the loafers....why does this peace of shit say i am spelling wrong...wait..whos fucking computer is this??? you mother fuckers better not be switching out comp shit on me......they have porn sites now devoted to girls with really hairy pussy can you believe that,,,and i look at the shit check this out... Well, I'm member since the start of the site, i guess this says enough. They definitely have the best hairy collection - James, Bristol Definitely th

D@rk Angel
Those eyes could speak no softer,Than they did this december morn.A smile rose out of my heart,From her it was truely born. Her beauty so innocent,Like a childs distant gaze.Had my heart at a loss,My mind in a total daze. If ever again in a cold December,This beauty remains cold.I would offer my arms to her,As long as she needs to hold.

2 Things That Annoy Me Ugly People Making Sexual Passes & The People That Only Have Pics Of Them Like 10 Years Ago Put Up A Damn New Pic! This Song
This song is for all the ugly people that make sexual passes and gross eople out hahaha , its like man if i was turned on not only did u turn me off but its more like a blackout everythings now turned off with in a mile raduis ... hahhahahahhaha or yer also the people that only have pics of them like 5-10 years ago or more some even have 20 years ago!!! plz for the luv of god post at least 1 new pic! its basically the same as being fake if ur pics are over 20 yrs old lol nuff said

Dana
Her smile so over took me,And her beauty beyond compare.Could I catch her eye,To hold this beauty so rare. She is beyond my imagination,Something my eyes cannot believe.To even hold someone so beautiful,Something my mind cannot concieve. Someday maybe she'll see me,And in her eyes I might shine.And I would cherish every momment,As long as her heart was mine.

Took Me To Task
Lil, took me to task about my position and said at the end that she hoped she didn't cross the line. I assured her she did not cross the line and that I am open and receptive to all critcisim, oppinion, and also any thought, ideas, philosophy, and this crticisim can be constructive or destructive. I am willing to hear any advice or pehaps sometihng different? I did tell Lil that, she have any children? Mom? Her dogs? There she has three reasons to fight. I did not give up but I am tired of struggling only to end up dead. She agreed that, that is the end. I am tired of the fight that only ends in defeat no matter how good the fight was or was not. The end is the same and if you want to fight you are allowed to but on the other hand if I or another decides we are not going to fight any more the decision is also valid. I am not going around breaking any and all laws. Angry? The anger is the ferosity they came at me to make me look bad when in fact it was me who was bussily trying to tel

Sphinx
Sphinx The Sphinx is an ancient Egyptian statue with the body of a lion and the head of a man. Throughout the ages it has been known as a bearer of power and mystery. Dreams concerning the sphinx are mystery/wisdom dreams. These types of dreams may occur when there is an impasse in your waking life. Note the concurrent images in your dream and consider their relation to a difficult decision that has to be made in your life.

Dark Rooms, Rooms Without Exits"
Dark Rooms, Rooms without Exits" The room without exit may be a womb image. As such it represents either mother-nurture or mother-power conflicts as you discern whether you are satisfied and safe to be in the room, or unreasonably restrained from your other objectives for the moment. Do you want to get out of the room, or is the room a haven against potential dangers in the world? Is the room pleasant or painful as a space in its own right? These are central issues to identify. Does the darkness of the room inspire peace and rest or fear and disorientation? Peace and rest may indicate sanctuary or maternal reassurance. Fear and disorientation may show mother-power or personal loss in an archetypal shift of awareness or

Death
Death Death can appear in dreams in many forms ranging from the near-death experience to wish-fulfillment projected on others. It may seem to be terrifying, or almost joyful in its sense of power. The near-death experience can be either a psychological phenomenon or a physical one. The physical phenomenon comes from lucid dreaming in a nightmare condition. You may become aware of the body paralysis of the REM state and feel powerless to defend yourself in the dream. This can create an overwhelming sense of vulnerability to the threatening circumstances of the dream and a near-death experience. The psychological facet is part and parcel of feeling endangered by your circumstances. This danger may be tangible or merely sensed in the dream. If it is tangible, the source of the danger is the area for interpretive work (whom, why, how, and what has endangered your life?). If the danger is merely sensed, it may symbolize ambivalence concerning a soul's transition into facets of self-aw

Ritual Behavior
Ritual Behavior When dreaming, you may feel a need to repeat particular actions or behave in an unusual way at times. This is often ritual behavior. In your dream, the behavior is often necessary to avoid or undo some evil act that may occur. This is a reflection of the work of superstition in your life. If you are by nature superstitious, you may be getting a challenge from your subconscious to let go of a particular compulsion. Or, your superstitions may be receiving validation from your unconscious mind. In your dream, is the ritual empowering? As you compare the ritual with your waking behavior, is it comforting or troubling that you participated in it during your dream story?

Hero
Hero Because our dreams are our own creation, it is very common for a dreamer to experience the role of hero within a dream. Usually this is a sign that the person is very confident in life in general, or in a specific aspect of their life which is addressed in the dream. The fact that you are the hero in a dream may arise soon after you have accomplished something. It is even better to have such a dream just before taking on a challenge of some sort in your waking life. The fact that you may find yourself enhanced with incredible skills or superhuman powers is noteworthy. What special skills did you have in the dream? Were there any recognizable people in the dream? If so, their presence may indicate the area to which you should attribute the dream's implied meaning-business, home, or leisure pursuit.

Christmas
So tis the season LOL. I had a great christmas, not alot of money this year im in a new state and dont make alot of money but i did the best I could.I started my christmas day waking up at 2am. I cleaned like a MAD woman you know cause my mom gives me the glove test:) I finally finished around 9 am, by that time i was exhausted. But i was brave and went to LAST minute xmas shop(IDK what i was thinking).I finally get home sleep for 1 hour and then the festivities began. We watched a christmas carol the OG version , I was half asleep n druling. Than a movie called we were no angels, MY MOMS movies (sigh). Finally dinner time. We had tacos, enchilladas, chilli relinos(IDK how to spell them) and spanish rice, n salsa.As i was eating the chilli relinos i began to turn purple gaspin for air OMFG they were so Goddam hot!!!!!! Three glasses of milk later and i was finally pink again!!! hahahah the chllis just about killed all of us but thats what family is for to suffer through moments of pa

Blondealicious
Behind her iron walls,Where sun is kept from the dark.Is where she has hidden,Deeply hidden her heart. To get through these walls,That could stand the test of time.To see it glow in the light again,To aid this friend of mine. To many harsh wounds,Its healing ever to slow.Makes me begin to wonder,Will it ever ever again begin to glow. If there was a way I could show her,That all she sees are not unkind,Maybe then she again would open her heart,And know she has a place in mine.

Sexylicious
The warmth from the sun flows in her hair,The sparkle from stars in her eyes.The soft touch of a breeze in her hands,A tear from her,like soft rain from the sky. More beautiful than a forest,Sweeter than a gentle oceans tide.To be in her heart,I would surely burst with pride. No sunset,even the most beautiful flower,In my eyes nothing could even compare.Any man who thinks he can find other,I ask try,then wonder why would you even dare.

Disappointment
Disappointment is: when you look forward to eating potato salad that your mom sent you home with, but when you open it, you realize she gave you the wrong container and it is full of onions.... *gag* when you open the container of gumbo she sent you home with, and realize that there is no chicken in it... only sausage... and sausage makes you sick if you eat it... ------------------------------------------------------------------- I am eating gumbo.. with no meat (well.. very VERY little chicken) and with no potato salad.... because it has nasty onions in it... *sad*

Heads Up
Well thought I would use my old fubar profile, that no one knows, and blog here seeing as how my haters probably bookmarked my other profile blog to get back at me etc etc. So I will be using this profile along with my other one, since I'm at Prophet on my other one and a grasshopper on this one. So add me to both... ♥ MizzKinkerBell ♥ © OWNER @ Mystique Nightclub@ fubar Thanks.

Something I Had To Keep For Later.........
A woman once said that a man is like a deck of playing cards...You need: ♥ A HEART to love him! ♦ A DIAMOND to marry him! ♣ A CLUB to bash his fucking head in! and ♠ A SPADE to bury the mfkr!

The Forest Woods
The Forest Woods I walk each step......as they invite me deeper and deeper into the haze of the forest woods....... There is not a sound but my footsteps crunching the leaves and broken branches under my feet.....and the little forest creatures scurrying around as I approach their domain. I pause for a second to just listen....and I hear the wind gently calling me.......... "Come"....it whispers....enticing me on.....further into the enclave. There is a distinct smell......but I cannot place it.....it is unique to this place. It....as the woods themselves....calls for me to continue.......... As if whatever it is I am seeking....is alive in it's being, and tantalizes ALL my senses to conjoin with it...... become a part of it's being....as it wishes to with me. I am at peace.....yet highly awaken to every fiber of my being.

Daddy's Doll!
The frigerator is full of beer,And the couch is full of crumbs.I go to bed and in my head,I just know he's going to come.For my dear old Dad, has made me sad,By playing house with me,And you can bet, I can't forget,All the things he's done to me.For he's robbed me of my purity,And he's stripped me of my pride,He took from me my virginity,And he ruined me inside.It makes no sense my innocence,Was forced to take a tragic fall.I don't know why but I know that I,Have become my Daddy's Doll.I'm so confused for I've been abused,And I don't think he will stop.It sounds absurd but If I say a word,I know I'll get a pop. And I'll have to lie about my eye,When it is black and blue.I slipped and fell, I hurt like hell,But what am I to do?It will do more harm if I tell my Mom,Because she'll think it's a lie.And for a fact, she'll tell me that, "Daddy's not that type of guy".And because I'm young, I bite my tongue,And my tears begin to fall.I wonder why I have to cry,And be my Daddy' Doll.

Laying Here Awake
do you hear me mom, in the room right beside yours. the only thing that separates us is dad and the wooden doors. he touches me mama, don't you even care? that he's in my room so late, and not in there? he penetrates me, he holds me down, and yet you still do not come in.but I have gotten used to it,tomorrow it will happen again. I grit my teeth and try not to cry. I do not want to appear weak in his eyes. moma I'm lying here now, he's gone back to you. how can you not know of the things he will do? why don't you help, why don't you stop him. I'll just get used to it moma, cuz tomorrow it will just happen again.

Molested
Being molested cut me deep inside, and all I really wanted to do was cry.The emotions it brought me, I cant deny,that it left me a horrible feeling inside.The pain it brought me , I felt alone,and soon I started getting out of control.This feeling it was killing me inside,That I could not tell my secret that was forever haunting my mind.This so called " uncle " was my family and made me do things that I would never want to do, and after he finished he'd say nothing but, I love you.What I found so repulsive and vile to me, but I was full of fear not wanting to tell, because I knew it would bring me hell.Life gets harder day by day, but now I don't have to worry about him wanting to play.What he wanted to play was not a game, it was disgusting and sickening to my brain.I lay by my bed, sit on the floor, cross my hands and begin to pray because I'm finally happy now that the doors shut and he has gone away.

Suicidal Christmas
I can't describe my condition but it ain't good I'm sitting in my kitchen bleeding from the wrist I took a fuckin' shank to it Not to mention I just drank a case of brake fluid Satan made me do it He told me he don't like the way I celebrate this day it's offensive And now he has to teach me a lesson He said he hates presents He says the presents just acknowledge the presence of the man who signed his death sentence And I'm a peasant in his eyes so why is he a king The Devil told me if I died I'd have everything No more waiting for December 25th to receive a gift He said that with me in Hell would be a perfect fit I perforated my wrist with a serrated blade He said I had to do it on Christmas to seal my fate And if I misbehaved he'd have to take my family too They're sleeping in the other room, I hope they wake and thank me soon I can't stand my life no more Brains and guts all over the floor Lost my soul and lost my wife Fuck everybody I'm taking my life I can't stand my life no more

Its Over
It's over. I tried so long to "hold" but finally, "fold" was the only option left. I know well "the ways of a man with a maid". I know well the length, breadth, depth and height of a man's pursuit of "his" woman. I know well how it is "when a man loves a woman". I know well this that this man does not love me...or not enough. So now I write as I always do to bring closure within. It's over despite the question marks, the "I don't get its". It's over despite the faint but pervasive feeling of loss. I write to close the book on what might have been. I write to quash any lingering hope against hope... to erase the possibility of what could still be... to erase his memory as I erase his number from my phone.

The Dream
The Dream When rain trickles And the winds blow While candles flicker And tree limbs bow I dream of you And of our bond The memories of us Have grown so fond I lie awake In darkness cloaked The picture I see My mind invoked I see your face Those entrancing eyes The beautiful lips That tell no lies I hear your voice The song it sings The words it speaks The thoughts it brings I feel your touch Your soft skin near The gentle embrace That calms my fear I smell your fragrance Your personal potion The strong aroma From a body in motion I feel your love Your soul's tenderness The warm affection That you express I fall to sleep Your picture I hold What dreams may come As each day unfolds Melissa Lay October 1, 1998

Poetry
Poetry Poetry is the voice of my heart Speaking to your thoughts Causing you to feel Whether you want to or not It tells the story of my life From beginning to end Expressing my thoughts in words That you may comprehend There are only a few among us That can make a picture with words However, we go on speaking Until each feeling is heard It gives you my passion The key to my heart Open the door, unlock it Experience my form of art Melissa Lay September 1995

Untitled
my poetry Here is a taste of my poetry..this is just some of the published..I cant seem to track down all of it but I will over time. Untitled Thank you for the gift A gentle heart A beautiful soul A work of art Beauty immeasurable I am enamored Just one touch And my heart stammers An equal partner For me to take In the walk That I will make I have won a prize I did not earn Given at a time Only God could discern To you I am indebted For your benevolence And I am able to learn From your sapience Melissa Diane Hamm Copyright ©2006 Melissa Diane Hamm

The Dance
The Dance Reluctant at first To take your hand In spirit I rehearse And then I stand So we take the floor And I remember When I became unsure You became tender Each turn that we take We make another step Each step that we make A new memory is set As the music of your heart Plays its sweet tune The voice of my heart Echos around the room We glide across time Our souls together With your love and mine The Dance lasts forever Melissa Diane Bruce-Hamm Copyright ©2006 Melissa Diane Bruce-Hamm

To My Future Husband
To My Future Husband You speak my language You are my voice You are my thoughts You are me You see through my vision You think with my mind You write by my hand You know me You feel my heart beat You endure my pain You seek my comfort You breathe me Be my muse Let your heart lie nude Open your soul Feel me You are my love You became my life You are my partner I am your wife Melissa Lay February 16,1999

When Love Has Gone
By this he knew she wept with waking eyes: That, at his hand's light quiver by her head, The strange low sobs that shook their common bed Were called into her with a sharp surprise, And strangled mute, like little gaping snakes, Dreadfully venomous to him. She lay Stone-still, and the long darkness flowed away With muffled pulses. Then, as midnight makes Her giant heart of Memory and Tears Drink the pale drug of silence, and so beat Sleep's heavy measure, they from head to feet Were moveless, looking through their dead black years, By vain regret scrawled over the blank wall. Like sculptured effigies they might be seen Upon their marriage-tomb, the sword between; Each wishing for the sword that severs all.

First Wall Of Famer
∞Mrs. Durham♥∞ {RL Wifey to David} Greeter@BBW Fallen Angels said:OMFG seriously you still don't understand? Okay, let me explain it from step one SINCE YOU CANT READ.. now.. my mother buys they're presents from us to them, that means.. "from mom, stepdad, daughter, and son" & goes out of her way to make sure EVERYONE including the old, young, inbetween.. and no-show people HAVE SOMETHING... I WASNT ABLE TO MAKE IT b/c i recently moved to Florida WITH MY HUSBAND for his job, something a little more important. MY MOTHER & STEPFATHER are upset b/c they didn't even bother to tell them to tell me Merry Christmas or give me a card or ANYTHING.. they just think it's unfair.. NOW DO YOU UNDERSTAND? & i never said YOU CALLED ME WHINY.. what I said was its a free country and people are allowed to whine about whatever they please.. if you don't like it.. FUCK OFF. [image] MAKE SURE YOU READ THIS OVER & OVER UNTIL IT GETS TO YOUR BRAIN since it seems to be slow.The Best Bad Kit

My Mr Grinch Mumm
a little nostalgia should put a smile on your face... My mumm is about food...so im trying to decide if i should just make the motzarella sticks, breaded mushrooms and butterflied shrimps or just make a salad to be healthy and stuff... but the real question is what will soak up the after dinner drinks better?fried or forage so since i have a problem with my mumms getting deleted for no reason...i figured i would blog the contents to have a back up, since nobody can ever tell me why it got deleted... and if anyone would be so kind to screen shot the actual MUMM and paste it here for me id appreciate it... I dont see any reason why this mumm would be concidered opffensive by far, but just in case one of my fans reports it and gets deleted :) merry christmas

Sarah Jessica Parker Is A Stalker
Sex In The City’s Sarah Jessica Parker admitted trying get movie parts opposite Hugh Grant for “a good fifteen years.” But she says it’s a good thing she didn’t get those parts cause as she puts it “I would not have been prepared to harness all the feeling I have for (him).” she says she is now a “far more professional person.” I’ll go along with that. For more: http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2009/12/24/times-charm-sarah-jessica-parker-pursuit-hugh-grant/?test=faces You will fall in love with BlastFM when you listen. And it will love you back. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

Our Troops
Right this very moment as you are reading this in the comfort of your home with your loved ones all around there are young men and women from all over this great country putting it all on the line for our right to be here. Take 5 minutes and let them know that we care..That they are not alone and that no matter what you think about the reasons they are out there that they are supported. http://www.letssaythanks.com/Home1280.html

Uggs Health Wearing
According to the china radio of worldwide website report, the expert ward the recently a prevail ugg boots without heels and sheepskin are easy to make people damage their ankle, also has the risk of Hong Kong feet.The UK feet expert said, the boots without heels, and the thin sole only fit for short distance using, wearing the ugg boots are not available for long walking. This original city is Australia, and i another name of it is ugly in Australia worlds. He said, this sheepskin or cotton inside boots, not only make them easy to rise germs but let the feet infect.Wearing a whole day the uggs self structure will damage, then influence feet health for wearing the uggs people. A pharmacist in a selling boots store also said, since ugg boots prevailing, the customers for damaged ankle become more and more. The case for infect Hong Kong add yet. He continued to said, this boots wearing so comfortable, and the mood relax, the ankle wrench while no attention. In addition, the boots has no

5 Minutes Is All It Takes So Do It Now
Right this very moment as you are reading this in the comfort of your home with your loved ones all around there are young men and women from all over this great country putting it all on the line for our right to be here. Take 5 minutes and let them know that we care..That they are not alone and that no matter what you think about the reasons they are out there that they are supported. http://www.letssaythanks.com/Home1280.html

From My Kracker
Now I Lay Me..Now I lay me down to sleepI pray you'll hold me as I weepA dream that I've tried hard to keepFrom fading from my skullIn my thoughts I'm not the sameI change behind undying namesWriting will forever tameThe wild stars insideIf I could just try to break throughAnd reach my hand out to touch youI'd remember skies of blueAnd who I was beforeBut strings of veins hold me in placeAs tears of black fall from my faceIt's you I can never replaceAs I crumble to my floorA mass of sobbing cut-up fleshSet apart from all the restSwallowed by my lonelinessWithin my carbon wallsMy only warmth is in my cageI spill my blood out on the pageIt speaks of all I cannot sayMy sweetest wine of wordsSo now I lay me down to cryA mind curls up to slowly dieAnother day has passed me byAnd your no longer by my side...

12/25/2009
Read what you would like today all Merry Christmas and God Bless!!! http://BiblePlan.org/3/niv/ Bible Reading Plan -- Complete NIV Bible in a YearRead the NIV Bible in a year, reading three chapters daily and five on Sundays.