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If He Is Love...
If He is love then my heart must be what he seeks ! But will he keep it safe from harm or does it he seek to destroy ? Hold up mr lover i warn to you , my heart you can not have for you intention to me do not seem true. I have danced this romance time and time agian , but only to come out with less of what i once had. do not reach for me cause my arms can not extend to your side. for those to have been burned by another guy ! do not judge me by my insecurites rather prove me wrong,because truth be told im looking forward to the fall. and you heart is the net I choose to keep me safe. Is this the fairytale that i will share with my generation ahead or is this another scare bound to keep me closed in. written by yassina M Norrellas

Cheddar Stack Cakes With Spiced Fruit Sauce
1 (8-ounces) package mixed dried fruits, cut up 1/4 cup packed brown sugar, firmly packed 1 tablespoon fresh lemon juice 1/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg 1 1/2 cups fresh or frozen peeled sliced peaches, thawed 1 large egg 1 cup fat-free milk 1 1/2 cups reduced-fat biscuit/baking mix 2 cups (8-ounces) Sargento Light Mild Cheddar Shredded Cheese, divided use 1. In a medium saucepan, combine 2 cups water, dried fruit, brown sugar, lemon juice and nutmeg; heat to boil. Reduce heat; cover and simmer for 25 minutes or until thickened, stirring occasionally. Stir in peaches; keep warm. 2. Beat egg in a bowl. Stir in milk. Add baking mix, stirring just until dry ingredients are moistened. Stir in 1 3/4 cups cheese. 3. Heat a nonstick griddle or skillet over medium-high heat until a drop of water on the griddle sizzles. Spray griddle with nonstick cooking spray. For each pancake, drop 1/4 cup batter onto hot griddle. Cook for 2 minutes or until tops are bubbly and edges look co

In Memory Of Kevin Timothy Miller
Well, it's been a little over a month now since my co-worker/good friend Kevin killed himself, and I'm the one that walked in and found him. He had left me a note in my friends door, which i didn't read untill after i found him. It said you never have to worry about seeing me again, by the time you read this I'll done be gone, and he was. He put a shotgun down his throat, and blew his brains out. I hope someday these last images of him will leave my head, because they are driving me crazy sometimes. Just having a bad day today, because after work, I went to another friend of mines, that live right across the street from the apts he lived in, and I really didn't think it would bother me, but I guess i was wrong cause here I sit thinking about him, bummed out. Anyway, Here's to you Kevin, I wish I could of gave you the Love you needed from me, or you could of accepted the friendship Love I had to offer. I'll never forget you Buddy! imikimi - Customize Your World Thanks for

Scattergories
se the first letter of your name to complete the quiz. You can't reuse my answers. You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question. And you can not use the same word twice. WHAT IS YOUR NAME: John BOY NAME: Joseph 4 LETTER WORD: Jeep GIRL NAME: Jenn OCCUPATION: Jailer A COLOR: Jade Green SOMETHING YOU WEAR: Jeans BEVERAGE: Java FOOD: Jelly Beans SOMETHING FOUND IN A BATHROOM: Jars of pennies A PLACE : Jacksonville REASON FOR BEING LATE: Just overslept SOMETHING YOU SHOUT: JUMP!!

Crock Pot Meat Loaf
Ingredients Meat Loaf 2¼lb (1 kg) ground beef (mince meat) 1 onion finely diced ½ can (210ml - 7 fl oz) tomato soup - other half used in sauce 1 tbls worcestershire sauce 2 tbls brown sugar 1 cup bread crumbs ½ tsp salt ¼ tsp pepper 1 egg lightly beaten Sauce ½ can (210ml - 7 fl oz) tomato soup - other half used in meat loaf 1 tbls worcestershire sauce ½ cup water 2 tsp mustard (paste not powder) 2 tbls brown sugar Method 1. Make two long strips of aluminum foil, long enough to sit in the crock pot and overhang at sides. Place them in the crock pot so that they form a cross on the bottom of the pot. When the meat loaf is cooked you will use this to remove it from the crock – so make sure the ends are long enough to gather on top of the loaf. 2. Place all meat loaf ingredients in a very large mixing bowl. 3. Mix with hands (yes – will need to get those hands dirty for this one) until well combined. 4. Shape with hands into a large round m

About Me...
hi my name is mandy and i am 24 years old. I am a fun loving crazy gurl and i like to do lots of things. a few years ago i was diagnosed with a brain tumor in my pituitary gland. It causes me to have really bad migraines, and as long as i have it i cannot have children. Right now I am working on trying to save money to have the surgery i need to have it taken out. I do not have medical insurance and now that i have a prediagnosed condition i cannot find any insurance that will cover it. I have tried all of the organizations but they wont pay for it because its not cancerous. I really just need to save 750 dollars to see the neurologist and when they say i need the surgery i will be able to pay for the rest in payments. If anyone knows any organizations that may be able to help that i may not have tried please let me know. Also if you would like to help me i have set up a paypal account for donations and i would appreciate any amount of help anyone could give. thank you in advance!

Caa #50 - Update
Just heard back from my friend, it seems that her niece has contracted an infection and with the diagnosis and antibiotics, is being released from the hospital. I, as well as she and her niece, would like to thank everyone for their prayers, and let us continue on healing prayers for a full and quick recovery. God Bless You All, Doc

Secret Crush
Often people inquire to what type of men I find attractive...Here is a clue my HUGE celebrity crush is *DRUM ROLL PLEASE* STEPHEN COLBERT Seriously. I love him. [but only with the glasses on!!]I want to have dinner with him! Top secret fantasy...to be at some event with dinner involved and getting sat at his table...maybe near by if not exactly beside...Close enough for him to notice me without me having to draw attention to myself...And then just letting the cards lay where they fall... Will Burr is aware of this...I already told him to expect me to shove him aside if the chance to meet my fantasy man comes up! [We've seen me do this once before for the lead singer of Type O Negative @ the Meridian. Shamefully, he wasn't looking for a girl that night....damn!]

Shower Of Horrors!
The events of this morning, typed out quickly. Pardon my horrible writing: I was in the shower, just about to rinse the shampoo out of my hair when motion to my right caught my eye. I turned to see a ferocious looking hairy spider hanging from the top of the window peeping at me. A peeping spider! With its legs this thing was about the size of my palm. I continued, nervously, to rinse my hair while making sure to periodically check on the little pervert. It slowly came down the window as I was finishing rinsing my hair, now within 2 feet of me. I expected it to go the other way because of the “rain” it was heading into, but it continued to inch closer and closer. Now slightly creeped out, and somewhat embarrassed because it was staring at me naked. I decided to go ahead and scrub the rest of me. As I began to soap up it actually made a quick move toward me! But the crazed pervy arachnid made one critical error. The shower spray caught it and washed it into the tub, 8 furry

Once Upon A Cross
"Can we, please, Karen?" Kat begged. "Please? I'll do anything." Rodney and I had been dating bisexual women for nearly two years, in an effort to find that perfect addition to our relationship. Kat was our newest girlfriend, a petite brunette with dancing brown eyes. Rodney and I had been dating her for three months. We had just recently discovered her affinity for pain, however. In the interest of exploring this angle, Kat had surrendered herself to us for the weekend. This attraction to pain was surprising, but not unwanted, as I had long desired to explore my interest in domination. Rodney was not altogether submissive, but neither was he entirely dominant. Mostly, if it felt good, he was up for it. After discovering Kat's unusual proclivities, I had done some research and found a nearby swingers club that also had a dungeon. I did not think we were ready for a full-blown BDSM scene, where my novice status would be readily apparent. Yes, it was a matter of pride. It was

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Master's Devoted Whore
Now this slave has been owned by one's real life Master for several years and still He can come up with some very ingenious ways to make use of His possessions. He has owned several different slaves over the years, both men and women, but still He keeps this old slave... one hopes He continues to find new things about one that surprise, delight and satisfy His more sadistically perverse tendencies. Master has an impressive Dungeon, designed and refined many times over His years of Ownership, with devices aplenty to entertain His various appetites and those of His Guests. One such device is a table in a room separated from the rest of the Dungeon by partitions... one wall being a two-way mirror by which He can watch His slaves inside, for both His gratification and the safety of His property. Within the viewing room He also has the means to record sessions if that should be His desire as well. The floor in this separate scening room is beveled slightly and sealed... with a drain i

Ariel Pushes Her Master's Tolerance
Master and I mentally sparred during dinner, during which time my confidence increased. I mistakenly thought that him not shutting me down meant that I was winning. It didn't occur to me he was letting ride high so I'd fall further when he finally chose to swat me down. When we finished eating, Master stood up and so did I. He put a hand behind my head, intending to kiss me. I turned my face away. He growled and I couldn't help but smile. He just walked away, which left me feeling disappointed. I cleaned up the dishes. When I went to find him downstairs, he patted the couch next to him and said he wanted me to sit with him. His face looked the way it does when he wants to "make love" to me...rather than fucking. He looked so tender, that I immediately let down my guard. He pulled me in for a sweet, soft, gentle kiss. Then he looked directly into my eyes and smiled in the most loving way...and I returned that smile. At that moment, he pulled both my wrists behind my back, tu

An Abduction
He grinned with devious intentions as he read her reply to his questions on the BDSM Dungeon. The woman who called herself "AMF" was indeed very kinky. She liked to have someone force her to do stuff that she wanted to do, but also feared. She had fantasies where someone abducted her and made her service him and his friends. The Taskmaster thought that might prove useful to fulfilling his own desires. He knew that no one had abducted her before, because she had said as much online. He also found out that she wouldn't care for some kinds of humiliation, such as the more dehumanizing ones involving scat and golden showers. However, she probably liked other forms of humiliation, since she had no problem with abduction, which was a form of that. She would likely not have problems with a man forcing her to undress or go naked in front of strangers. Big Daddy discovered that she lived only an hour away from him. It would be a simple matter to capture, bind, gag, and strip her. He would

Wolves Of A Feather
Although she wore a form-fitting catsuit, 'becca may as well have been completely nude. The attached cuffs and collar were made of some of the best leather she had ever worn, but the rest of the catsuit was simply a thin mesh material. A traditional ball gag completed the willing slave's look of vulnerability. When Wolf Feather had brought her down to the medieval dungeon, He had stood against the wall outside her cell, watching her struggle futilely against the four large weights which left her spread-eagle on the dirty, damp, cold, stone floor. Each leather cuff's large D-ring had been padlocked to a larger D-ring embedded in a large block of cement which must have weighed at least one hundred pounds. Even though the slave knew that even just budging one of the cement blocks would be a futile effort, she still tried to "put on a show" for Him, struggling until she was breathless with a thin sheen of sweat upon her and a dull ache in her extended arm and leg muscles. Then, He ha

Retaining
The phone rings; it's him, I know it's him, I can tell by the sound of the ring... Oh what time is it? Damn!! 2:30pm. you know you have to answer it, if you don't there will be hell to pay. "Hello." His tone is strong; his words are short and to the point. "Maryanne, I expect you to be in position, ready and waiting for me at six sharp. We have ... an issue or two to discuss." No questions asked you know exactly what he wants. "Yes Master Jerrod, as you wish." He disconnects, leaving a buzzing tone in your ear. Your mind starts to race... What have you done, or rather, what haven't you done? He has let you have quite a time in this last week... No lists of chores with short deadlines. Not a word about you going out with your friends and arriving home well past dinner. He hasn't even done an inspection of you or your toys. Looking around you notice the living room looks rather disorganized. The kitchen sink has many unwashed dishes in it. The house has become a mess rathe

Bliss In The Master's Chambers
For My Master's chamber: When we awoke, Tamara handed me a note from the Master. The note read: Bliss, you are to dismiss Carin, telling her to report to my chambers, you are then to have Tamara prepare you for my pleasure tonight. She will know what to do, do not resist her. "Tamara, I want you to prepare me for our Master's pleasure." I ordered. Tamara smiled, "Yes Mistress." She got up and went to our closet. She came out with several items from the drawer and laid them on the bed. Taking my hand she led me to the shower, and thoroughly washed my body, she sat me down and lathered my pussy with shaving cream, and shaved my pussy baby smooth. She then patted me dry and led me to the toilet and had me bend over. She filled the enema bag with warm water, coating the nozzle with Vaseline she inserted it into my ass and let the fluid fill me. She had me sit on the toilet and empty my bowels, and then started the procedure again, filling me and having me empty my bowels

Visit To The Cabin Ch. 5
It was a very uncomfortable night to say the least for Kim and I. Kim in the cold steel cage and me spread-eagle on the floor with two butt-plugs up our asses. We had no idea what time it was when Mistress Susan came down and released us. "Well you two, it was quite an evening for you, and us. Why don't you shower put on some comfortable clothes and come up and talk to Jonathan and me. We will forgo the master/slave relationship for a couple of hours this morning and just talk. This should give you a change to rest and give us a breather. It's pretty intense and draining to be a dominant 48 hours straight. And I am sure it was just a draining for you." Kim and I couldn't wait to get to the shower. We both smelled like cum, pussy and piss and we couldn't wait to let the hot water just drown away our aching bodies. While in the shower Kim gave me a warm and wonderful soul kiss. "What's that for?" I asked. "That's for being an incredible husband and a wonderful slave," she smi

Visit To The Cabin Ch. 4
Master and Mistress awoke from their naps around 4:00 in the afternoon. They saw that we had cleaned the cabin to their satisfaction and allowed us to take naps as well in the bedroom in the basement. It was a much needed rest for the both of us and we both fell asleep as soon as our heads hit the pillows. It only seemed like minutes when we were awakened by Mistress Susan's voice. "Wake up sleepy heads, we have a long night ahead of us and you haven't even begun cooking dinner yet." Soon Kim and I were in the kitchen cooking what seemed like a feast. Master and Mistress had set all the food out so all we had to do was prepare it. It wasn't so bad, but it felt like we were cooking for an army. After we had finished with the dinner preparations Kim and I were lead back down to the basement. Mistress and Master once again fitted us with wrist and ankle restraints. They pulled out our butt plugs gave us each an enema and reinserted them. Then they made sure our collars were fi

Visit To The Cabin Ch. 2 & 3
It seemed more like days instead of hours when Master Jonathan and Mistress Susan came back down into the dungeon. We heard their footsteps way before we heard their voices. We were both uncomfortable in this kneeling position and we had begun to ache from being in the one position too long. "Well my little pets. How are we doing this evening? I hope you are hungry because we have brought you both some dinner." Mistress Susan was the first to speak. "And we want you to have plenty of strength for night ahead," Master Jonathan interjects. Master Jonathan releases me from my bonds and Mistress Susan releases Kim. "Well how does my cum taste now slave?" My response must have been too slow to Master Jonathan and he slaps me across the ass. "How does my cum taste now slave?" I wasn't sure how to answer, "Sweet Master." I said hesitantly "Well get used to it slave because you will be tasting plenty of it this week. It might be mine or it might be one of our many guests."

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Visit To The Cabin
The ride to the cabin became more exciting by the minute. It was only a three hour drive, but it seemed to take Kim and I forever on this trip. We knew that Jonathan and Susan, two of our best friends, had arrived a day earlier and were prepared for our arrival. We had met Jonathan and Susan about a year ago at a local swing club that we joined and hit it off immediately. Kim was immediately attracted to Jonathan and I to Susan. We are both sure it was purely physical since Jonathan stood 6'2" and was in incredible shape. He had the muscular build and six-pack abs that I had been working towards for quite some time. With blonde hair and deep blue eyes he was the envy of a lot of the guys in our club. Susan was no slouch herself, at a slim 5'8" and a figure to die for she has shoulder length brown hair and haunting dark-brown, almost black eyes. We are not sure what drew them to us. We are what you would call an average couple in average shape, but I consider Kim very attractive at 3

The Classic Rock Experience
Ok this was a unexpecting nice night. Friday i went to the Rockford Ice Hog game and they were giving away free tickets to the Classic Rock experience. there were three tribute bands, One was a Tribute band to Ac/DC, another band was a tribute to Pink Floyd, and the last band was a tribute band called Led Zepplica. Since they allowed me to get as many tickets as i wanted I got 2 and took my mom to the concert. It was a great time I am glad i was able to take her with.

Welcome Home Master
He unlocks the door and enters His home. The workday quickly flows from His body. His troubles seem to melt away. A rye smile creeps over His face. Anticipation fills His veins. He dumps His keys and briefcase on the bench, cracks His knuckles, and heads to the pantry. He slides the door open and let's it bang against the inner wall, knowing it can be heard from below. A pause ... Reaching down, He lifts the floor mat slightly and reveals a steal "O" ring in the floor. Steadying Himself, He lifts the the ring ... opening the trap door with a long slow creeking. He traverses the ladder like wooden steps down the tight opening. His pathway illuminated by candles. At the bottom a small alcove with two shelves and several pegs and hooks. On the smaller shelf, the uppermost shelf, sits a tumbler, filled with ice, Jack Daniels and coke. He lifts the glass to His lips and takes a sip. "Good girl" he thinks as the last of the day washes from His mind. On the pegs before Him hang Hi

Kat's Inequities
kat knelt naked at the front door glancing at the clock as she waited. He would be home any minute and she felt her breaths begin to come faster. She looked down making certain her thighs were spread wide apart and her breasts high. She could already feel the wetness between her legs growing and smiled to herself as she watched her nipples harden and stand erect. She held her collar in her hands, the silver one with the silver padlock and His crop lay on the floor before her. Craig had phoned to tell her He was coming home earlier than usual. Kat frowned a little and felt some apprehension because He normally didn't do that. She wondered why He had told her to meet Him in position with His crop waiting for Him. She searched her day's activities in her mind to see if she had disobeyed Him in any way; what did she do today? Suddenly she felt sick to her stomach as she realized she HAD disobeyed. But how could Craig possibly know what she had done? His words of two days echoed loudl

Poor Sonja
Mistress Martine and Master Jack watched as their slave sonja stretched out her muscles in their little dungeon. They believed that a fit slave was more fun to use and more flexible. "You see Jack," Martine gestured with her hand. "Now that long stringy hair will not get in the way." Jack had to laugh. He knew Martine had been jealous of sonja's long and very pretty blonde hair. "Okay girl, crawl to me." Sonja crawled across the carpet to her Master and assumed his favorite position with her lips resting on the toe on his shoes, her knees open wide, her ass raised up. "Lick," Jack said. Quickly, sonja used her tongue to lick and clean the top of his shoe. Jack nudged her over to the other one. She cleaned it as well. "Such a good girl," Jack said as he patted her on the head. Martine smiled at him. She was ready for a good time tonight. Martine walked over to the table and said, "Here bitch." Sonja crawled over to her. "Up here, girl." Sonja, not looking i

The Dungeon
When we finished making love last night, I was lying atop of you – you on your stomach – my cock buried in you from the rear. We both were so tired that we dropped off to sleep – me lying on top of you – covering you so that you would not be chilled – my cock still hard and erect inside you although my ball sack had just been sucked dry by the milking muscles of your velvet sheath. The day dawns – scarcely moving throughout the night – we were just as we fell asleep. My cock – still rock hard? No, surely my erection had subsided during the night. Then I felt your pulses! You were squeezing - then releasing my cock with your pussy muscles. You were the reason my cock was again hard. I leaned further up your back and began kissing you on that special spot between your shoulder and your neck – that spot that makes you squirm – and you did – pushing your firm butt back against me – and I began fucking you. Pulling my cock almost out – then plunging it back in – back and forth – in mo

The Dungeon
I lie awake looking up at the ceiling, gazing into the darkness. I'm startled by the sound of footprints coming towards my room. As they reach the door, I shudder not knowing who or what it might be. As I watch the knob on the door turn, I become frightened. Lying naked and helpless in my bed watching, the door begins to open. My tanned frame is curled into a ball on the bed, breathless; afraid I watch. The door swings open wide, my eyes searching and trying to see the entrance. A dark tall muscular shape appears. My eyes adjust. I smile and unfold my body, moving to my hands and knees on the bed. The form in the doorway is my Master, a very handsome man. Master's tall masculine frame walks to the chest of drawers. I begin to feel the burning in my belly, the sensation of wanting the man that owns me to take and use his property as she should be used. I watch. He takes from the drawer some handcuffs and a few other items. My eyes become big wondering what he has planned. My eyes

Yes, My Lord
Lord Winchester sat at his ornate desk and mulled over the account ledgers in front of him. As owner and manager of one of the largest estates in Northumberland, Winchester had to be knowledgeable in many fields. A good head for business matters was just as important as knowing which crops to plant and when to plant them or which stallion to breed to which mare. Winchester's voracious appetite for sex peaked when he was at his country estate. Perhaps it was the fresh air or the wholesome country food, but it was more likely the presence of a large female staff - much larger than was customary - who were available to him at the snap of his fingers. An important part of their jobs was to cater to the Lord of the Manor's voracious sexual appetite. They were exceptionally well paid to entertain Lord and Lady Winchester and their decadent friends, and they carried out their duties with enthusiasm. After making one final bookkeeping entry, Winchester pushed the ledgers aside and stroll

Mccain Just Got Hit In The Stomach
Im an economist by training. A market consultant by profession now. However, I will tell you that the one person that everyone trusted was Greenspan. When he said yesterday, October 27, that he got it wrong, the entire economic community gasped and that was not good news. The economy doesn't self correct. We know that now. Trickle down doesn't work and we have to get money into the system right now or jobs will be shutting down all over the country very quickly. Greenspan's statement could not have been worse news for McCain. McCain stood by the trickle down approach and still does. Now that even the king of all economists admits he was wrong, what is McCain going to do? Say never mind? Im changing it all, but don't have it worked out yet. Obama must have jumped for joy when he heard Greenspan but been scared to death because if he gets elected he has to try and fix this mess that the republicans, the supply side economists and the stupid congress (republican and democrat) have cre

Punished By The Machine
i am awakened by the sensation of a silk scarf being tightened around my head, over my eyes. i try to move my hands only to discover that You have chained them to the bedposts. "Good morning my pet," You purr, stroking my naked body with your strong hands. "Good morning Master," i reply, giving my wrists another experimental tug. "Have i done something wrong this morning Master?" "I'm afraid so, my pet," you reply. "you did not remember to set the alarm clock last night before falling asleep. I missed work, and you did not wake up to make me breakfast this morning." my heart leaps in fear and guilt. Although Your voice holds no anger, i know you must be furious with me. Master never yells, he just delivers punishments with a heavy hand. "i--i'm so s-sorry, M-Master," i stutter, beginning to tremble in terrified anticipation of my punishment. "May this slut suck your cock to show You how sorry she is?" You do not answer, but deliver a sharp backhanded blow across my ch

The Play Party
She darted around the kitchen finishing up the horderves. She had everything almost ready. It was about time for her to prepare herself. This was the first time that they had hosted a play party. They had been part of the local group for almost a year, but it wasn't until they got their new house, complete with a custom basement dungeon that they felt the time was right to host a party. The knot gnawing at the pit of her stomach increased exponentially each moment that passed. She would be the hostess for the first time, so all eyes would be on her. As such, she was sure that her Master had something in mind. She did not know what it was, but that uncertainty added to the rapidly expanding knot in her gut. From behind, his strong arms wrapped around her waist. Instinctively, she leaned back into the warmth and comfort of his embrace. She closed her eyes and let his presence overwhelm her. It soothed the knot in her gut. "It smells delectable, little one." "Thank you, Master

Dancing With The Stars
New Judge... Michael Flatley (The Lord of the Dance guy) Hip Hop group Routine Maurice & Cheryl- Veinese (sp?) Waltz- Elegant/ Smooth Lance & Lacey- Jive- Fun/ Young/ Fresh Susan & Tony- Mambo- train wreck Brooke & Derek- rumba- hurt her foot/ sexy, but awkward Cloris & Corky- Vintage Cha Cha- what a mess.. I love it Cody & Julianne- Samba- remove her appendix... new partner is edita for a bit Warren & Kim- Rumba- big teddy bear

The Initiation Of Slut Emilie
One evening I was plugging away on the Lit Personals Board when I came across Emilie. She was a 'Virgin' poster, English, from French parents, about 26 and a designer, living near Bristol. She said in her profile that she was bi and liked to be dominated. I emailed her, (along with half a dozen other guys I later discovered) saying that if she fancied some fun I was her man. Her reply was short and curt, but I duly tried again and this time she said that she was interested in corresponding with me. After this we chatted regularly using Hotmail. It became quickly apparent that Emilie wanted more than just to be dominated but she wanted a Master. This was not something new to me. Emilie told me that she liked to be pinned down and held captive. She even admitted that her previous Master had urinated on her and even made her sit it her own piss for hours at a time. She said that her ultimate enjoyment is to have an enema and then fucked from behind doggy style. Her previous Master h

Another Lesson Learnt
It had been three long days since Master had checked my piercings, and after being satisfied that they were healed, had placed the small gold lock through the rings and locked it securely in place. Knowing I still had four days until his return from his business trip before my needs would be relieved was driving me crazy and as I reach down and play gently with the lock my mind wonders to the thought of removing the lock and relieving myself. Surely Master would never know, and I had seen where he had hidden the key and it would only be the once, I reasoned with myself... The thought of disobeying Master and getting away with it was making my pussy wetter by the minute and my fingers start to rub gently on my clit making it throb a little and a shudder surges through my body. Standing I walk slowly to the cupboard across from the bed and open the top draw and search through the play toys before spying the key tucked away under a box. Taking the key and the large vibrating d

Kidnapped And Traded
There is a knock at the door. I open the door and return to my Masters side as you enter the room. Master moves forward to enter. Behind him is a young girl in hand cuffs. Master moves forward to inspect her. Kneeling at my Master's side, I look up and inspect the new slave that is going to brought into my home. I am quite irritated that I am going to have to follow her orders as well as Master's even though I have been here longer. I look up at you briefly, examining you and smile widely before looking away hoping that my Master did not see. You follow me with your eyes as you remain calm while Master examines the new slave and I sigh softly as I realize that Master is to engrossed with His new slave to notice my slight disobedience. Walking behind me, you touch my back, mimicking the way Master is examining the new one. As you touch my back, I shiver uncomfortably; not liking you touching me in the same manner that Master is touching the girl. I look at Master, trying to get his a

Disgrace
Master stood and looked at His treasurer, at His rose. The girl that lay before Him, naked, covered in a soft twilight, reflecting from the moon's electric light. He looks, she sleeps. She sleeps, peacefully and contently. But it was morning and Master was not happy. The way that He saw it was that He was standing there with a cup of coffee that He had brewed. Lazy wench He thinks, she knows the rules. As part of her service, she gets up and tends to Master's needs, and that includes the early morning coffee. He stands there, He twitches, He gets cross because He sees His girl asleep, whilst He has been up and alone. His night had been broken, through very bad sleep, His football team had had a succession of losses. He was grumpy and irritable and because His girl had not awoken to His presence, which in turn, intensified His position. He stood in the doorway with coffee for two. The aroma filled the bedroom, His delicate treasure began to stir. He progressively moved forward,

Marielle's Punishment
Master Leon stood in the doorway, his slave sleeping soundly on the bed with her mistress. One would expect them to be curled together, but this was not the case, however the sight before him was quite erotic. With that mere thought, Master Leon felt his cock stir. He looked at his wife sleeping quietly between their slave's legs. Marielle was shackled spreadeagle on their bed, naked, sans for the clamps on her nipples and slave bells around her ankle. Mistress Daphne started to stir, turning her head a bit to look behind her, grinning slightly as a gentle blush crept across her cheeks. She stands, walking over next to her husband and whispers softly in his ear, "I think I might have worn her out. I didn't mean to." Leon just laughed, a loud, hearty, guffawing laugh, loud enough to wake the dead. Marielle jumped, waking suddenly, the metal from the cuffs clanking against the steel headboard. Leon walked over to the bed, looking down at the girl, right into her eyes. She bit her l

Life Sucks Sometimes
why does it seem when one good thing happens and things look like they will be ok, things start to go wrong. when one goes wrong it seems it all starts to fall apart. how do u keep ur head up? why do bad things happen to good people?

Marielle Hangs
The girl hung from a harness in the center of the dungeon, ankles and wrists cuffed together, secured to a hook from the ceiling. She was swinging gently from the harness, thinking to herself that she was not really enjoying this. She would never utter a word of complaint, yet hanging from the ceiling of the dungeon for hours at a time was not on the top of her list of favorite things to do. She stilled as she heard the door to the dungeon open, completely unable to see whether Master Leon or Mistress Daphne had entered, or if one of the other girls had been sent in to punish her more. "Marielle, Mistress Daphne has asked me to come join you. I am to kneel on the floor beneath you but we are not allowed to chat." A girl moved across the dungeon, kneeling down on the marks on the floor. She rested back on her heels as she laid her hand, palm up, upon her creamy thighs. Her thighs slid apart automatically, and anyone watching would know this was not the first time she had been in this

Waiting
Dressed in a black PVC trench coat with the outfit her Master had her wear every Thursday on underneath, Dinah knocked twice (the number of times her Master had told her to) on the door to his tenth-storey flat. She waited the long minutes until He answered the door. He always made her wait... the thoughts of what might happen tonight swimming through her mind. He didn't smile as he opened the door and ushered her in. "Today, slave, we will be in the dungeon," He told her. The dungeon was a large room Master had had specially adapted. Dinah walked down the hallway and entered the dungeon. She stood in the middle of the room, her posture perfect, hands by her side, chin up. Master made her wait again. She wondered what He was doing. Was He having a drink? Smoking a cigarette? Or just standing outside the door, enjoying making her wait? Knowing that the expectation was making her crazy. That her nipples were hard, her stomach tight with longing, her cunt tingling and wet. Master

Dungeon
She was so nervous; tonight was the night Master was presenting her to his group of friends. She knew this night was very important to Master, so she carefully prepared herself just the way Master had instructed. She very carefully washed herself, with the soap that Master instructed her to use. She made sure her body was free of any hair. She put on the scent that Master liked the best. Just lightly, enough to make her feel a little Feminine. She slipped into the outfit that Master had chosen; it was a short skirt, with a slit up the side, and a halter style top. It was in a beautiful shade of emerald green that showed off her red hair and fair coloring. She was ready at the time Master told her to be. She knew to be late would not be good. She had been with him for about a month now, and this would be the first time she would be presented to his friends in public. She had met a few of his friends during the past week, but none as important as the ones she would be meeting tonight.

True Punishment
Laying face-up on the bondage table, thick leather cuffs at the wrists and ankles, taut chains linking the cuffs to bolts underneath the table's upholstered top, held in place as the hydraulics slowly position the table to about a sixty-degree angle... This is what i have longed for all day, ever since the bus collided with a semi on the way to work at 7AM, making me over three hours late since i - along with the thirty other passengers - had to stay behind and be interviewed by the police... and I was the last to be interviewed. Everyone on the bus was alright, but it was not a good way to start the day, and it left me in a somewhat-foul mood all day long. i knew that this is exactly what i needed to help to improve my spirits. He knew as well. When i returned home from work - three hours late to make up for the lost time in the morning - the red whip was waiting on the small table in the entryway of our small home. i knew what i was to do, and hurried to our windowless, soundpr

Can't Stop Thinking Of You
This was a typical day in the lives of the Braxton family. Chris went to work. The kids went to school. Trish was doing her chores. Before leaving for work Chris laid her some clothes out. He wanted her to wear her short blue jean skorts and a white short tank top shirt to do her chores in. She had only a navy blue thong underneath with no bra. Before leaving for work he kissed her then whispered, “Whose is it?” She looked at him and smiled. “It’s Yours Master” “Very good my precious.” Chris was at work and as hard as he tried he could not stop thinking of her. He was thinking of how she would be bending over and stretching doing her chores in her little skorts and tank top. He woke up this morning with the thoughts of staying home all day and keeping her in the dungeon and him doing all sorts of things to her but work wouldn’t allow such a great day. While at work the more he thought about her the more it drove him crazy. He couldn’t leave today and go see her at lun

Do You Think In Abundance?
"To know what you're thinking, ask yourself how you are feeling. emotions are valuable tools that instantly tell us what we are thinking." "Decide what you want to be, do, and have, think the thoughts of it, emit the frequency, and your vision will become your life." "When I discovered The Secret, everything in my life, including the state of my company, was totally transformed, because I changed the way I was thinking. As my accountants continued to fuss about the figures and focus on that, I kept my mind focused on abundance and all being well. I know with every fiber of my being that the Universe would provide, and it did. it provided in way I could not hae imagined. i had my moments of doubt, but when the thought came I immediately moved my thoughts to the outcome of what I wanted. I gave thanks for it, I felt the joy of it, and I believed."

Hail To The King
When I don't write poetry I dream of Elvis old fat Elvis with grease and glasses shaking his velvet hips at shrieking glamour addicts as if it really meant something and I wonder: Could I really delude a universe into flashlight floods and an illusion of ideal to make them believe I never rose with bedhead got zapped out on a Deal Or No Deal marathon masturbated in the shower or had to, as they say pass Elvis now and then? And then burst the bubble urban legend style... When I don't write poetry I dream a lot of crazy shit. So what will I do now? Write on? Trigger up for another round? Or hail to the King? ~M~

The Last Honest Reporter
First appeared in print in The Rhinoceros Times, Greensboro, NC By Orson Scott Card 10.5.08 (read by Rush today Oct 22) Would the Last Honest Reporter Please Turn On the Lights? An open letter to the local daily paper — almost every local daily paper in America: I remember reading All the President’s Men and thinking: That’s journalism. You do what it takes to get the truth and you lay it before the public, because the public has a right to know. This housing crisis didn’t come out of nowhere. It was not a vague emanation of the evil Bush administration. It was a direct result of the political decision, back in the late 1990s, to loosen the rules of lending so that home loans would be more accessible to poor people. Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac were authorized to approve risky loans. What is a risky loan? It’s a loan that the recipient is likely not to be able to repay. The goal of this rule change was to help the poor — whi

Insomnia
Oh no you don't at 3 in the f u c k ing morning blare Born In The USA at tinnitus rates through concrete and paint and into my tranquil in dire need of NyQuil tossing and burning insomnia bed just oh just when I thought the enticing sandman would blow my lids to peace you flip a disc and Enter Sandman blows my liability to pieces I could pick up a bat and in battle dress uniform with combat boots glaring march over to demand a reduction of volume or your half deaf intoxicated head but for my Gandhi ass another course will have to do to Teen Spirit tones I slug myself to sleep with pre-noon plans of sweet revenge to get those paintings hammered into place just a thin wall away from your horribly haunting hopefully excruciating hangover ~M~

No Pay!!!
READ THIS.... THIS IS WHY I HATE TO DO AUCTIONS.. I'M SORRY FOR THOSES THAT HAVE BEEN THRU THIS.. THIS GUY IS A FAKE DON'T LET HIM BID ON YOU.. DON'T DON'T DON'T HE WILL NOT PAY YOU!!! TYRONK@ fubar FOR REALS MA...FROM ONE VET TO ANOTHER.THATS REAL TALK > > === '~*Miss Lexi Rayne*~ Is A NaUgHtY KO GiRL!' wrote the following at '2008-10-27 09:08:12'.. > > > > hmm > > > > === 'TYRONK' wrote the following at '2008-10-27 08:59:01'.. > > > > > > OH OK...I SEE...MY BAD MA...MY NIGGA WAS FUCKING WIT MY PROFILE CHECKIN OUT SHIT AND HE SAID HE DID IT NOT KNOWING WHAT HE WAS DOING...SAID HE WAS FUCKING ROUND...MY BAD MA > > > === '~*Miss Lexi Rayne*~ Is A NaUgHtY KO GiRL!' wrote the following at '2008-10-27 08:55:34'.. > > > > > > > > http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1531885&albumid=1258494&i=791527087&idx=8 > > > > > > > > > > > > === 'TYRONK' wrote the following at '2008-10-27 08:51:43'.. > > > > > > > > > > MY BAD > > > > > > > >

Lost In The Storm
lost in the storm it's been storming here in my heart for some time now I've been walking in the rain through my days as well..aimlessly trying to sort myself out tryig to misplace my pain along the flooded streets that all lead ..to nowhere inparticular and scatter my tears into the rain clinging tightly to the fractured-hopes that all that bleeds from me, ..on this night and the days to come will wash away and my tide of renewal will come in to carry me back out to where ever it was that I came from, before all this devistation why is it I have to drownd ... just to be able to breathe and why is it I have to become lost ... before I'm ever found

New In This Madness
Just want to say what up and just trying to figure this out want to be drunk soon and thanks for the ones that sent me a drink once I get some bucks drinks will be on me. I am a Rum and Coke type of guy but have drank them all so should be fun and hope to hear from some new friends well take care Holla Back!!

This Is Concerning Me Today...
I just got off the phone with my mother an some things started thinking in as we are a week away from an important day to see who will govern over this country we live. We all have our reasons to think what is important or who should be elected. Do what you must but I will say this as a retired Vet and it is sad to see how I see how one other Vet is treated and disrespected. I will not bad mouth one official trying to gain the Presidancy, but will say this regarding him. His experience is very limited and those countries are supporting him for their purposes. Don't believe me...hmmm watch in time he can be manipulated!! You and I as we walk our streets see people that can easily be manipulated or classify as marks. Yet, don't you think these leaders of other countries see him as one as well and thus their overwhelming support over a Vet that will not be bullied and thus if need be pushing that button!! Ok, to those that speak bad of another Vet, but soooo speak out for the sup

J This Is Your Life
A glimpse into J's family photo album EVEN AT A VERY YOUNG AGE SHE WAS AN EXHIBITIONIST SHE ALWAYS HAS BEEN A CURIOUS LITTLE DEVIL HER FASHION SENSE HAS BEEN QUESTIONED ON MORE THAN ONE OCCASION LITTLE KNOWN FACT THE ORIGINAL GROUP SPLIT UP DUE TO ALL THEM WANTING TO BE HER MAN HOW HER AND FIZZLE REALLY MET SHE WORKS HARD... PLAYS HARDER

Surfs Easy To Use Html Tutorial
SURFS EASY TO USE HTML TUTORIAL I will make this as easy as i can for you. Its not rocket science. So dont feel overwelmed. It takes a bit more time. And effort. But looks brilliant, vibrant, and professional. I write these codes daily. So they're second nature to me. THIS CODE CHANGES COLOR: Colors i know and found that work: red green lime orange yellow violet deeppink grape pink brown white silver maroon Can also add any colors from any html color chart. Can "Google" HTML color chart. To find others. THIS CODE CHANGES SIZE: For estimate size of 4... about double size of normal font. Can use any number. larger the number, bigger font gets. 10 is extremely large. Normally, when leaving comments on pages, i will use size 4. THIS CODE CHANGES FONT: I love the georgia font. :-P Fonts can be found in your computer. Just search fonts in your windows search panel. SPECIAL CHARACTERS: REFER TO THIS SITE (I have and recommend bookma

Me And You
when i first saw you i thought you where to good for me. but now that i have felt the touch of your hand. the smell of your hair. the look in your eyes after we kiss. the sound of your sweet voice. i think to my self WHY DID IT TAKE ME SO LONG TO JUST SAY "HEY". but now that we are together i'm glad i did. and i don't ever wont to lose you. to you:victoria

A Clean Joke
It's hard to find a joke today without a dirty word or two in it, > > but, here is one: > > > > Two tall trees, a birch and a beech, are growing in the woods. A > > small tree begins to grow between them, and the beech says to the birch, > > 'Is that a son of a beech or a son of a birch?' The birch says he > cannot tell. > > > > > Just then a woodpecker lands on the sapling. > > > > The birch says, 'Woodpecker, you are a tree expert. Can you tell if > > that is a son of a beech or a son of a birch?' > > > > The woodpecker takes a taste of the small tree. He replies, 'It is > > neither a son of a beech nor a son of a birch. It is, however, the best > > piece of ash I have ever put my pecker in.' > > > > Now wipe that smile off your face. And pass it on! !

~ Darkened Desires ~
His eyes flow over her message. His gaze narrows as he breaks the three dozen lines down into their components, paragraphs becoming sentences becoming words becoming characters. Satisfied, he reassembles them, absorbing their significance, his mind seeking out the veiled connotations. “Oh, Darkened desire.” The images of her come so readily: face down upon the pristine sheet, writhing as her manicured hand slips downwards between her supple belly and the firm bed, as her fingers find the tender nub between her thighs. He watches as she pushes herself up onto one elbow, thrusting her clitoris back against her own caresses as her full breasts sway back and forth, her taut nipples brushing deliciously against the tight cotton. He hears her sighs of pleasure as surely as if he were in the room with her. Would she truly offer herself to him so readily, so brazenly? Lying on her side, one leg raised, her swollen, soaking cunt his alone to see, to taste, to take? His mind lingers

Pure Happyness =]
ok ...lets start off my sayin i have the best man n the world...hes amazing sweet kind caring fun lovin big hearted and n amazing sence of humor... this man has soley takin my breath away and soley stolen my heart ... there is noone i mean noone that has me like he does this man is truely the 1 i want 4ever with...im done searching 4 someone 2 complete me cuz i have found the man that does that... curtis is my other half my perfect mate my 1 n only and i finially found him and im looking forward 2 the future with this man n only this man!!! he takes my frown n turns it upside down without even trying hes so amazing...hes....PERFECT!!! alot of u know i want kids and i have a child that has passed away..but..i have found someone that i want 2 try again with...the thang b4 was i wanted kids but didnt know who i wanted them by and now i know who i want them by... this man curtis is the 1 i want 2 father my children ((n time)) i am hoping n the near future i will have another ch

Animal Cruelty - Bear Baiting
Unending fear and agony of being attacked: that is the life of a traumatized bear trapped in the gruesome medieval “sport” of bear baiting. The terrified bear struggles against being dragged into the ring, as if he knows what is about to happen. He is tied to the ground with no escape, as dogs are goaded to maul him. He is defenseless, because as a cub he suffered the trauma of having his teeth pulled out. He has only his weight in his favor, but that is no protection against the tearing jaws of up to six fresh pairs of dogs at each event. After each fight, he is left untended under the scorching sun. He overheats in his thick winter coat, adding to his misery and sapping his strength. Between events, his life is spent tethered on the short chain through his nose, so every movement hurts his sensitive nostrils. He could be chronically ill because his poor diet lacks the nutrients his injured body needs to heal. The victims of bear baiting suffer terribly. Bears are always injur

Dont Know What I Want
Sorry for my mumms.. Just in a mood. I want to talk to someone..but then I dont..Not sure what I really want. I feel like my life is being turned upside down. Hubbys been having some problems..and is needing surgery on a hernia..etc. My dad is going to be having his hip done next week..my sister n law..is 3months pregnant..lost 26 lbs ..and cant eat..found out my uncles been having some problems..and they found spots on his liver. They think he might have prostate cancer..but also seen these spots. Got my neighbor with heart problems. Its like sickness all around me. I guess its just getting me down.

Still
......still I will always remember your smile for me my heart will wear your name forever your touch, my skin could never forget the taste of your lips, mine will constantly crave in the depths of my soul, you completeld me my eyes cannot see before, nor beyond YOU ........still

Almost
Almost I can not Compose our song For it remains On the tip Of an angels tongue I can not Vision our life together For eternity Is too far to see But... Ill gather these years A tumbleweed of fallen leaves Reminders That I am One more day Closer to you.

Grrrr
Soo...I need to go to the doctor, and it might turn out that my fuckin deductible is gonna be too huge. WTF is wrong with healthcare in this country? I am a Republican on most issues, and love this country to death, but sometimes I just wanna move to fuckin Canada or something. This is pissing me off.

Sinners Lust
sinners lust The light catches your soft silk skin as you lift your top. You revealed your perfectly tanned back, showing me the dark pointed cross. My eyes follows the curves of your firm breasts, running down to your pierced belly, and then more. I close my eyes ashamed as I dropped my head to the ground. You torment me with your angelic beauty, your soft hands accidentily rubbing against mine. You break me into pieces as my minds eye replays every second of you. wishing to kiss you all over. To make love to you in the cold night. But allas. I know this will never happen. I look to the heavens and ask for forgiveness as thoughts run through my mind, while you smile at me. Seductivly. Because in my soul I know, that in my mind I have raped you, used you, and stripped you of your innocence to fill my thirst. My feelings towards you is not love, or friendship. My feelings towards you is pure lust!

R.i.p. Desire
♥ R.I.P. Desire ♥ ♥ R.I.P. Desire ♥ Always said you were a youthquaker, Edie A stormy little world shaker Oh, warhol's darling queen, Edie An angel with a broken wing The dogs lay at your feet, Edie Oh, we caressed your cheek Ooh, stars wrapped in your hair Ooh, life without a care But your not there Oh, caught up in an endless scene, Edie Yeah, paradise, a shattered dream Oh, wired on the pills you took, Edie Your innocence dripped blood, sweet child The dogs lay at your feet, Edie Oh, we caressed your cheek Ooh, stars wrapped in your hair Ooh, life without a care Ciao baby Shake it, boy Oh, sweet little sugar talker Paradise dream stealer Oh, Warhol's little queen, Edie An angel with a broken wing, oh The dogs lay at your feet, Edie Oh, we caressed your cheek, well Stars wrapped in your hair Ooh, life without a care Yeah, yeah, yeah Why did you kiss the world goodbye? Ciao baby Don't you know parad

Great Pumpkin
You know the routine. Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people listed below. Please DO NOT just accept the persons friend request...visit their page, rate and fan them back and leave them a comment. When you have rated everyone...message me (luBell240) to be added to the list (if you do not message me, I do not know you have completed the list). Rate my folder of pics to get your personalized tag. Head Pumpkin... luBell240-~-ShAdOwLeVeLeR{PROUDLYownedbyKAT1114}{Protected by Dakota21220 Pumpkin Riders... ♊aGEM4life♊ {Shadow Leveler} FU Engaged2 POOKIE~FU Owned by Scarecrow|jade&jaksonsmom Kat1114 {SHADOW LEVELERS} {Yeahmons Angels} Owner of luBell240, Dakota21220, YEAHMON& Farscapecat Dakota21220 Shadow Levelers{Protecter of Kat1114, luBell240,Ǥįиá_Łʎȵ POOKIE owned by the lovely ♊aGEM4life♊, who I am also fu-engaged to ~*NunyaB~~*Fu-Owned byand Fu-engaged to JUSTFISHING~*@

How To Pick Up Bitches
->Ashafrass ...: uh huh Ashafrass ...: Well, I try my best. ->Ashafrass ...: you're kinda cute for an annoying fuck Ashafrass ...: Alrighty muppet beary weary! ->Ashafrass ...: wacka wacka wacka Ashafrass ...: Go to H-E double hockey sticks. Ashafrass ...: I'll do what I want. I'll fuck with you all night baby its just you and me and this little box. "einstein" ->Ashafrass ...: all ya gotta do is fuck off einstein. Ashafrass ...: That made no sense.... whatev, go away now ->Ashafrass ...: in your pig picture, your triple human is showing Ashafrass ...: work on that Ashafrass ...: Dude, chill out. Fuck you you ugly ass faggot ...ps. in yer pic, your double chin is showing. ->Ashafrass ...: ine like a little cunt, now scram ->Ashafrass ...: picking on chicks? didn't know you existed till you came to wh Ashafrass ...: You're dissmissed now. Ashafrass ...: Now you're dissmissed, when I SAY you're dissmissed. I'm the boss. Ashafrass ...: Ohhh poor little fag boy couldnt get

28 Oct 08
Just to let all my friends know I will be starting a 10 long nightshift, starting Tuesday from 14:00 (2pm) - 06:00 (6am) and may not get back to you as most of you know, the Army blocks all chat rooms, Furbar, etc, due to bandwith. I can use skype if you want to chat or AKO. Be safe and I will get back to you for all the Luv you leave me..(Hint..lol).....JC

Caa #52
A friend of mine who is a caregiver asked that I post this immediately. One of the people she watches was rushed to emergency surgery a little bit ago. It was discovered that he had a ruptured colon, his name is Michael. Unfortunately, it was not discovered in time and some of the poisons got into his system, how much they do not know but as of this writing do not expect him to make it through the surgery. EMERGENCY! Emergency and very special angel healing prayers are needed for Michael, as well as angel strength to help him make it through the surgery. Let us also send angel strength and comfort to those that know him and most of all special angel blessings, knowledge, wisdom and skill for the Doctors that are working on him. Doc

Hope
MY BROKEN HEART HIDDEN FROM ALL EYES MY BANISHED SOUL HAS BEEN GONE FOR DAYS MY BUSTED SPIRIT SCATTERED WITH LIES MY EMPTY HOPE COVERED BY MY STUBBORN WILL MY CUTTING PAIN SO HE HOLDS THE KNIFE MY UNCONTROLLED FEELINGS LIKE HE HAS THE RIGHT MY COLLAPSED FORM HE NEVER HELD ME IN HIS ARMS MY ENTIRE BODY LYING IN A RIVER OF BLOOD

The Day After A Failed Attempt
I WANTED TO DIE THAT NIGHT UNDERNETH MY BATHROOM LIGHT I SHOULD HAVE TOOK MY LIFE WITH ONE SMALL CUT OF MY KNIFE I SHOULD HAVE JUST LAID DOWN TIL MY EARS HEARD NO SOUND I SHOULD HAVE CLOSED MY EYES UNTIL I LOST TRACK OF TIME I SHOULD HAVE STOPPED BREATHING THEN MY HEART WOULD STOP BEATING I SHOULD HAVE DIED BUT INSTEAD I JUST CRIED

Take A Little Time To Understand
THIS CUT, NO PAIN I CUT, THIS VEIN ONE CUT, I TAKE SMALL CUT, ONE BREATH THIS CUT, SMALL PAIN I CUT, MY VEIN ONE CUT, BLOOD CAME SMALL CUT, NOT THE SAME NO CUT, THIS DEEP THIS CUT, I KEEP I CUT, ONE MORE ONE CUT, SMALL FLOOR SMALL CUT, THIS TIME THIS CUT, MY CRIME MY CUT, ONCE TOUGH ONE CUT, NOT ENOUGH NO CUT, I CRY I CUT, MUST DIE

The Hate
BRUISES, SCRATCHES, CUTS, AND SCARS DEEP DOWN INSIDE YOU STARTED A FIRE WITH ALL THE PHYSICAL PAIN YOU'VE DELT YOU WILL NEVER KNOW EXACTLY HOW I FELT WITH EVERYDAY THE FIRE GETS HIGHER IM GONNA TELL EVERYONE YOU'RE A BIG FUCKING LIAR YOU KEEP PRESSING AND PUSHING AND FUELING THE FLAMES AND SOON NO ONE WILL REMEMBER YOUR NAME TRYING TO GROW AND TRYING TO LIVE HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO YOUR KID I GOT IT NOW, I KNOW HOW TO MAKE YOU BOW MY FIRE IS TOO HIGH, I HAVE TO LET IT OUT AND YOU ARE FILLED WITH DOUBT YOU THINK I WILL FAIL YET AGAIN YOU HAVE NO IDEA THE TROUBLE YOU'RE IN I OPEN MY MOUTH, TAKE A DEEP BREATH, I BLOW OUT THE FIRE AND BURN YOU IN YOUR EVIL DESIRES

The Game
CONFUSION IS NOTHING NEW I AM ME AND YOU ARE YOU I AM YOUR CONFUSION BETWEEN ME AND YOU WHAT CAN I DO TRUTH IS I NEVER CONFUSED YOU I WAS THE GAME TO YOU I'M NOW ASHAMED OF YOU CONFUSION IS NOTHING NEW BETWEEN ME AND YOU THATS WHAT MAKES THIS TRUE

This Is Deep
SHE TRIES TO HIDE HER BURNING EYES FROM THE STING OF SUNRISE AS SHE CONTEMPLATES UNDER HER PILLOW SHE PUTS HER FACE AS SHE TRIES TO SUFFOCATE NOT WANTING TO GET OUT OF BED BECAUSE OF THE THOUGHTS THAT FILL HER HEAD TODAY SHE WISHED SHE WERE DEAD SHE WILL NEVER HAVE KNOWN THE LOVE THAT SHE HAS NEVER SHOWN SO WHAT ARE ALL THE FEELINGS SHE HIDES BELOW

When Old Love Met
WHILE LOST IN MY MIND I DABBLE WITH TIME WHEN A PAIR MEET MY STARE IN THAT INSTANCE MY MIND PAUSED FOR A SECOND WHAT WAS I THINKING BEFORE I SAW THOSE EYES BLINKING MY MIND IS RACING MY BODY IS SHAKING MY THOUGHTS ARE CHAOTIC I WANT TO DO SOMETHING EROTIC HOW CAN THAT BE ALL YOU DID WAS LOOK AT ME WHEN DID I REALIZE THAT YOU HAD ME MESMORIZED IN MY MIND I HAD DOUBTS WHEN DID THEY COME OUT MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL ALWAYS BE TRUE

Satin Sheets
I'M HOME FROM WORK AT THE DOOR I LERK STARING AT WHAT SEEMS TO BE MY HUSBAND WITH DARK HAIRED COMPANY AS I LOOK AROUND THE ROOM I BEGIN TO FEEL SO USED I LOOK BACK TO THE BED WHERE I USE TO LAY MY HEAD HE HASN'T SEEN ME YET FOR THIS I BET HE WILL REGRET I LOOK AROUND THE HOUSE AND TRY NOT TO THINK OUT LOUD BACK AT THE BEDROOM DOOR BACK TO EVEN THE SCORE TO THE BEDSIDE NOT TRYING TO HIDE MY WHITE SATIN SHEETS WILL LOOK GOOD IN RED I THINK I PULL THE TRIGGER MY SOUL IS BITTER HE HAS NO WHORE NO LOVE, NO MORE BEFORE HE HAD A CHANCE TO THINK I MADE THE METALLIC CLINK NOW I SLEEP WELL WITH MY RED SATIN SHEETS IN HELL

Age In Time
as the day dissolves in the darkness there goes time as the night nudges away from the day there goes time as the heart flutters when you speak there goes time as the eye blinks back tears of you there goes time as the mind breaks from thoughts of you there goes time as my soul bleeds because of you there goes time as the day comes near to you there goes time as the moment we are together there goes time as the year yearns for lust there goes time as the time passes i wait to see you there goes time

I Miss You
The alarm clock sounds I roll over to you but you're gone I miss you I get up, get dressed And out the door I go I miss you I get off for lunch Come to meet up with you but you're gone I miss you I go back to work Thoughts of the good times fill my mind I miss you I get off work, racing through traffic But you're gone I miss you I make some dinner, watch T.V. And wait for you I miss you I go to bed and try to sleep but you're gone and I miss you I lie awake and think you are gone and I miss you

Hurting
THE INABILITY TO BELIEVE, ALLOWS YOUR MIND TIME TO BLEED, WHILE YOUR HEARTBREAK GOES UNSEEN. YOUR MIND IS SCATTERED, WITH THE FLOW OF THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES THAT CAN'T BE BOUGHT YOUR UNDERSTANDING COMES TO A HAULT EVEN THOUGH IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT. YOU FEEL THE ANGER AND THE PAIN EVEN THOUGH ITS ALL IN VAIN. TO HARBOR ALL THAT GRIEF, IS STILL PART OF THE UNBELIEF, BUT SOON IT WILL TURN INTO GREAT RELIEF AT THAT TIME WHEN ALL IS WELL, AND YOU HAVE DELT LIFE WILL GO ON AND YOU WILL BE FOREVER STRONG.

Nickelback - Savin' Me
Prison gates wont open up for me On these hands and knees Im crawlin Oh, I reach for you Well Im terrified of these four walls These iron bars cant hold my soul in All I need is you Come please Im callin And oh I scream for you Hurry Im fallin (fallin') I'm fallin'. Show me what its like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And Ill show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And Ill leave this life behind me Say it if its worth saving me. Heavens gates wont open up for me With these broken wings Im fallin And all I see is you These city walls aint got no love for me Im on the ledge of the eighteenth story And oh I scream for you Come please Im callin And all I need from you Hurry Im fallin (fallin') I'm fallin'. Show me what its like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And Ill show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And Ill leave this life behind me Say it if its worth saving me Hurry I

To Love Someone Who Loves Another
How do I compare With the lover you hold so near? How do you do What you do? My insides turn For you they burn. I can't concentrate Maybe I need some space. How do I deal with the way I feel? With out you to hold I am on my own. How did we end what we never began? How do I go? 'Just follow the flow.' What happened to what we had? How did it end up this bad? My feelings inside Won't run away and hide. Believe me I've tried. And now everything's One big fucking lie. My life will go on Til its done. What then turn to men? But i see the look in you eyes And it makes me want to die. You know what I know. You feel What I feel. Do you think no one sees the look? Man, I can read you like a book. Hide it if you want to Play games if you want to Just remember what you're doing, someone will end up crying if not dying. How can you do this to me, Whats meant to

Love What I Can't Have
I have a secret that I want to tell about someone who don't know me that well. Slowly I watch I wait so as not to anticipate I have learned to like instead of lust so their will be no mistrust I have found some way without being gay My heart aches but that is not my place That love is not mine to take I must pull away I must not begin I don't want the friendship to end.

Oktoberfest! Contest Is Now Closed Prizes Being Delivered! (11-16-2008)
Which Brew will U do? The Easiest Contest Ever!! Everyone is a Winner!! Here's how to Play: I have a picture folder filled with 50 Mugs, Tankards, Steins, Glasses, Etc. Your job rate all 50. While doing this, decide which brew is yours. Private message me with the number. After you contact me, comment your particular drinking vessel 50 times. That's it! I will mark that it for you and it is off limits to anyone else. So for 50 comments and 50 rates (rate em all 10's, does not have to be 11's) you can win a Fabulous prize. When all have been claimed, I will reveal what all the prizes are. The prizes have already been determined and are stashed away in a separate folder. Prizes include: Blings (1,3, & 5 point),Ticker, Fugifts, Rate ups, Morphs, Pimpouts, and so much I can't list it all. Every brew has a prize! What will yours be??? Music provided by

Voting
How could anyone actually live with themselves knowing that they aided in the downfall of society? revelations speaks of the mark of the beast and this liars idea of global health care is only the begining of the end. we must all come together, all faiths and come against this imposter. he is no american, he refuses to say the pledge or salute the flag and as a person in government patriotism should go with out saying, which makes you wonder what his real ideals are.. i ask you all to do the right thing and prevent this liar from becoming president forget making history and actually elect someone who WONT destroy our country even more than it allready is. limit the control and conformity and give power back to the people.

This Is My Life Story
A note to a woman, who knows me well. A note to a man, who no longer dewells. I know it wasn't easy for what you did I don't blame you. It's not that you were being sleezy It had been true love with the first 'I do'. To tell you how the story goes, It took a little while you know, Before I knew it, I was 21 yrs old, He never got time to watch me grow. I always knew without a doubt, what you told me on that day, from the debt you tried to make me pay. You broke a heart, that was never whole, You took a part, Maybe that's why I am so cold.

What Is Lo-ve
WHAT IS LOVE LIKE OUTSIDE THE WIRE? TIMES WHERE YOU NEVER TIRE, YOU FULFILL YOUR DEEPEST DESIRE, YOU FEEL THE PASSIONATE FIRE, LOVE MAKING THAT NEVER EXPIRES. ( LIKE THE LOVE OF VAMPIRES) WHAT IS LOVE LIKE TO ONE WHO DOESN'T KNOW? NEVER FRIEND NOR FOE, IT IS ALWAYS SOMEONE YOU DON'T KNOW, BUT YOU JUST CAN'T SAY NO, ALL BECAUSE OF SOMETHING YOU COULDN'T CONTROL. (DOES THAT MAKE YOU A HO)

Where Did We Start
DO YOU REMEMBER THE DAY WE MET? DO YOU REMEMBER WHERE WE SAT? DO YOU REMEMBER THE NIGHTS WE WENT OUT? DO YOU REMEMBER THE FIGHTS AND WHAT THEY WERE ABOUT? DO YOU REMEMBER OUR LITTLE TALKS? DO YOU REMEMBER LAUGHING AT OUR THOUGHTS? DO YOU REMEMBER OUR FAVORITE SONG? DO YOU REMEMBER WHAT WEN WRONG? DO YOU REMEMBER WHERE IT ALL STARTED? I GUESS THAT IS WHERE WE PARTED.

Friends Til The End
FRIENDS MADE LONG AGO YOUNGR GIRLS WOULD GROW A BOND NEW FOREVER FRIENDS MADE TOGETHER DAYS TURNED TO YEARS OF LAUGHTER AND NOW TEARS TALKS OF WHAT LIFE DID BRING NOW HAUNTS THEIR MEMORY TIME HAS SURELY FLOWN WITH THE KNOWLEGDE NOW KNOWN LIFE HAS NEW PHASES LOVE HAS CHANGED FACES DREAMS ONCE SHARED WITH ONE WHO TRULY CARED TO THINK OF YOU AND ME WHAT OUR LIFE'S WOULD BE IF ON THAT DAY WE HAD WALKED AWAY

The F-n Circle Of Life
life is consistant but misplace life is a joy ride most don't get the chance to experience life takes you where it wants and we have to arrange it life plays on emotions depression and expression help us through life comes easy and hard times come often life will go on but reality just stops life is endless but the end is always near life is a circle soon you will be back where you started

You
I HIDE MY FEELINGS FROM YOU I WILL NOT GIVE THEM TO YOU I DONT WANT THIS SHIT FROM YOU I AM SHALLOW TO YOU IM DONE WITH THE LIES FROM YOU I LOVED WHAT WAS A JOKE TO YOU IM FUELED BY GAMES FROM YOU I WILL NEVER RUN BACK TO YOU

Seeing The Light
As a bike rider all that ever mattered were times and miles Faster and faster, the only place of sanity Nothing but darkness lacking of laughter and smiles Pushing physical limits was the only way to set a mind free 2006 was the biggest year Highest miles fastest pace Yet in August something was happening increasing the fear The speed and endurance was slipping away into outerspace Body hurting left and right nothing in sight Anger and frustration, but thinking life again was guaranteed Everything I was training for was lost, nothing was going right A part of me nonetheless was freed Doctor visits and blood work Yet no results to find whats wrong Calmly understanding this might be the end, while the body goes basurk Life only continues for the strong Diet had to change and things had to rearrange Even the very person I was once was Energy to be mean and angry was leaving, it felt strange Undertanding the good that a undiagnosed condition does This person I

Three Days Grace - Over And Over
I feel it everyday it's all the same It brings me down but I'm the one to blame I've tried everything to get away So here I go again Chasing you down again Why do I do this? Over and over, over and over I fall for you Over and over, over and over I try not to It feels like everyday stays the same It's dragging me down and I can't pull away So here I go again Chasing you down again Why do I do this? Over and over, over and over I fall for you Over and over, over and over I try not to Over and over, over and over You make me fall for you Over and over, over and over You don't even try So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head I try to live without you, every time I do I feel dead I know what's best for me But I want you instead I'll keep on wasting all my time Over and over, over and over I fall for you Over and over, over and over I try not to Over and over, over and over You make me fall for you Over and over, over and over You don't

(being In Love With The Same Sex)
IN SECRET WE HIDE COVERED WITH LIES IN SECRET WE CUM OUR HEARTS UNDONE IN SECRET WE PLAY MY FAVORITE RAINY DAY IN SECRET WE CRY BECAUSE WE MUST HIDE IN SECRET WE LOVE WHY DO YOU JUDGE IN SECRET WE POSE OF WHAT WE CANT SHOW IN SECRET WE BLEED BECAUSE OF THE LIFE WE LEAD (BECAUSE OF THIS DISEASE) (AS LONG AS NO ONE SEES)

Never Know
YOU WILL NEVER KNOW YOU COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND THE THINGS THAT RUN THROUGH MY HEAD WHEN I'M AWAKE OR WHEN I DREAM IT IS HIM THAT I SEE I'VE BEEN CAST TO LIVE IN MY PAST A LIFE YOU WILL NEVER KNOW MY UNEVEN EMOTIONAL FLOW FROM WHAT I CAME I SHALL NEVER BE TAME

Auto 11's Active On Spike
THIS IS SPIKE OMG HES GOT AUTO 11'S KICKING ON HIS PAGE.. YOU ALL SHOULD GO VISIT THIS MAN.. HE FREAKING ROCKS... LOOK DOWN BELOW AND SEE WHAT HE SAYS ABOUT THE SHADY LADY.. WAHOOOOOOOO I LOVE YA SPIKE.. LETS GET HIM INTO THE TOP TEN.. IF YOU DONT KNOW HIM THEN YOU SHOULD.. WHILE YOUR THERE ADD HIM FAN HIM AND RATE HIM LIKE MAD.. LEVEL YOURSELF WHILE YOUR THERE.. ROCK ON SPIKE THIS IS SO COOL AUTO 11'S WHERE EVERYONE CAN MAKE POINTS NOW. WELL ITS SPIKES TURN AND HES GOT EM. SO CLICK ON ANY ONE OF THESE THREE PICTURES HERE AND THEY WILL TAKE YOU TO HIS PAGE.. THIS IS ME MIZZ SHADY.. HELLO PLZ TELL HIM THAT I SENT YOU... MAKE SURE HE KNOWS HOW MUCH HES LOVED.. PASS THE LOVE MY WAY TOO GUYS IT GETS LONELY WHERE IM AT SOMETIMES.. :)

One Sided Love
One Sided Love: This type of love does not seem to be mutual, and most people in a "loving couple" tend to discriminate against this, saying it is not a type of love at all. One-sided love commonly occurs when a relationship or marriage breaks, and one person moves on, while their spouse constantly thinks of them and attempts to win them back, often in vain. It also happens when someone has fallen for their best friend, or for someone they are involved in a No Strings Attached sexual relationship with. I think most of us have been there at one point or another in our lives. Can anything ever come of these?

One Night
I open my eyes and turn to see your face You breathing is calm so I know you're not awake I stare at you endlessly as if you were fake My windows flood with thoughts of love You mover everso slightly now I know, I must leave quitely.

Karma
There are many opinions on exactly what Karma is and how it actually works. There is much that can be shared and learned by exploring the different cultures and their belief systems. My personal belief is that: Karma is timeless has no statute of limitations and although; one can live a life as if running through the rain drops avoiding the ramification of their actions. Karma always makes sure that you either pay/receive that which your actions create. Karma may be crated in this life and yet not come due until ones next life. Example why do bad things happen to good people. Because who they are in this physical world, may not be who their soul was in a previous life. Working out Karmic debt is our souls way of evolving; Once the soul achieves a higher spiritual level the soul moves on ; not having to return to the physical state. The laws of the universe provide balance. What we project, we shall receive. Being mindful of the three fold law for it works lik

Bound
why should I have to pick up the pieces when you are to blame for leaving? how could you be so cruel to a love so true your love was like ice on a summer's day cold hot then goes away will love ever be found in my heart so bound is life worth living or just worth ending a life of love or love of misery...

Stars Tremble
All the stars in heaven tremble with fear, afraid that they pale in comparison to your souls beauty. Your essence is powerful enough to bathe the ocean sand in loving, white light, dispelling the present and making all wrongs seem right. We are captured on the carousel of life...and the seasons..they go round and round.. and the painted ponys..go up and down..yea..for you and I..life moves so fast.. and the painted poneys..they go up and down..playin their music..wondering...if we heard. Trisha

Words To Live By
Do not accept any of my words on faith, Believing them just because I said them. Be like an analyst buying gold, who cuts, burns, And critically examines his product for authenticity. Only accept what passes the test By proving useful and beneficial in your life.

No You Didn't!!
Sooo,I ventured out to the store this evening,I needed stuff. I am standing in the good old Wally World (Wal-Mart)trying to decide if the cardboard tampons or the plastic ones are better(not really plastic is good).There he is,walking right up to me like it was last year.nice grin on his face. He puts his hand up to my face,tells me I am more beautiful than I was last year and he misses me. Ok,so what I am thinking in my head is "FUCK YOU!! NO YOU DIDN'T JUST PUT YOUR FUCKING HAND ON MY FACE! WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? HELL YES I LOOK BETTER THAN LAST YEAR AND YOU CAN GO BACK TO YOUR 20yr old knocked up not by you,CHILD-RAPING PRISON BITCH!" But,I politely say "Thanks,you look the same as always." I got the plastic tampons. I love plastic :)

Write-in Candidate - Guess Who? Shhhhh Took From Manly Lol ;)
HE HAS DECIDED TO BECOME A WRITE-IN CANDIDATE. HERE IS HIS PLATFORM: 1 "Press 1 for Eng." is immediately banned. Eng. is the official language; speak it or wait at the border until you can. 2 We will immediately go into a 2 year isolationist posture to fix our country's attitude. NO imports, no exports. We will use Wal-Mart's policy, 'If we ain't got it, you don't need it.' 3 When imports are allowed, there will be a 100% import tax on it. 4 All retired military personnel will be required to man one of our observation towers on the southern border for 6 months. They will be under orders NOT to fire on SOUTHBOUND aliens. 5 Soc. security will immediately return to its original state. If you didn't put nuttin in, you ain't gettin nuttin out. The pres. nor any other politician will not be able to touch it. 6 Welfare-Checks will be handed out on Fri. at the end of the 40 hr. school wk. & the successful completion of urinalysis & a passing grade. 7 Professional Athlet

Linkin Park - Crawling
[Chorus:] Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming/confusing This lack of self-control I fear is never ending Controlling/I can't seem [Bridge:] To find myself again My walls are closing in (without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure [Chorus] Discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting/reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting how I can't seem... [Bridge] [Chorus] [Chorus]

Mountain To Climb
The mountain stands before me, I must face it every day. But I'll not turn around and I'll not run away. Thought painful it may be, I know it's truly for my best, And as I climb, though wearily, I know I'll pass this test. for God is with me every step And sends His grace abundantly, and I am certain in my heart It's God's will meant for me. Though filled with pain and sorrow, I will face the climb each day, and know my God is with me And He will show the way. Whatever mountain you may face, Take heed to these words true, And know if God is there for me, He's there and loves you, too.

My Favorite Band
So I had an album on here with pictures of my favorite band, Adrenalyn. I just deleted it. They were so awesome! The drummer was a girl who wasn't even as big as my 10 year old son and she could kick ass! The bass player was her boyfriend, he was quiet when you first met him but once you got to know him, he really opened up and had a great sense of humor. His standard dedication to me was "Psycho" by Puddle of Mudd. The guitar player was so incredibly talented and so twisted! He would often play an entire set wearing a mask of some kind. The latest was a "Jason" from Friday the 13th one. And the lead singer, he was my favorite. The rest of the band looked like they belonged in a rock band, piercings, tattoos, black hair. They just looked the part. But Craig was so normal and down to earth. And damn he's cute too! He had a voice that was so incredible it just gave me the shivers. I followed that band everywhere! Everytime there was a show and I didn't have my kids, I wou

Linkin Park - In The End
(It starts with) One thing / I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away It's so unreal Didn't look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on / but didn't even know Wasted it all just to Watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter One thing / I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme To remind myself how I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the

An Angel Watching Over You
May you always have an angel by your side Watching out for you in all the things you do Reminding you to keep believing in brighter days Finding ways for your wishes and dreams to take you to beautiful places Giving you hope that is as certain as the sun Giving you the strength of serenity as your guide May you always have love and comfort and courage And may you always have an angel by your side May you always have an angel by your side Someone there to catch you if you fall Encouraging your dreams Inspiring your happiness Holding your hand and helping you through it all In all of our days, our lives are always changing Tears come along as well as smiles Along the roads you travel, may the miles be a thousand times more lovely than lonely May they give you the kind of gifts that never, ever end: someone wonderful to love and a dear friend in whom you can confide May you have rainbows after every storm May you have hopes to keep you warm And may yo

Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong
(When this began) I had nothing to say And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me (I was confused) And I let it all out to find That I'm not the only person with these things in mind (Inside of me) But all the vacancy the words revealed Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel (Nothing to lose) Just stuck/ hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own [Chorus] I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I've held so long (Erase all the pain till it's gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real I wanna find something I've wanted all along Somewhere I belong And I've got nothing to say I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face (I was confused) Looking everywhere only to find That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind (So what am I) What do I have but negativity 'Cause I can't justify the way, everyone is looking at me (Nothing to lose) Nothi

Linkin Park - Faint
I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact that everyone can see these scars I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe this is real So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do Face away and pretend that I'm not But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got [Chorus] (I can't feel the way I did before) (Don't turn your back on me) (I won't be ignored) (Time won't heal this damage anymore) (Don't turn your back on me) (I won't be ignored) I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make sense I am what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do Face away and pretend that I'm not But I'll be h

I Have No Title For This Blog
as of late my blogs have been redunant. either half assed writing or just late night ramblings that don't make any sense and i'm embrassed that i even put up. but i was sitting here thinking about someone important to me. this woman....she's one of the most beautiful women i have ever met. she's strong, passionate, honest, and i'm totally in love with her. when i'm around her, or even if i'm thinking about her i become so disgustingly mushy that it's funny. there's something in the way she looks at me that just makes me want to fall on my knees and be her immortal slave. (if you don't want to read more mushy crap please stop here. it's gonna get worse) whenever i get around her i can feel my heart beating like mad....like it's gonna burst out of my chest. but yet when we hug or kiss....it's the most wonderful feeling in the whole world. there's something about her that just makes me feel happy. being with her makes me feel complete and whole. i could

Going Crazy
I don't get online as much as I used to... and when I do there are a couple of sites I like to check most often. One is a pay site ($10 for 6 months) and my subscription has run out. I have a spare $1 until payday. I am going nuts. This is pathetic.

Nsfw - Wtf?
Before I start this thing I want to make sure and check the NSFW box. I'd hate to type something VERBALLY offensive to someone. I've had 2 pics tagged as NSFW one of which didn't have anything more that the word "fuck" in it. This new pic is a nude womans backside. She's just standing there... nothing suggestive. It's just amazing how some people can have a folder full of cock pics not marked NSFW and it's all good, but gawd forbid I have a butt or a foul word available for viewing and I get tagged. I don't get it. Maybe someone need to remove that stick from their ass and lighten up. You may now return to your regular scheduled FU.

Freddy Krueger Train
The Nightmare on ElmStreet Train 1, 2.... Freddy's Coming for YOU!! 3,4... Better lock the door!! 5,6... Grab your cucifix!! 7,8... Better stay up late!! 9,10... Freddy's back again!! Ok at this point I am sure you know what to do... 1. Rate this folder of Freddy Pics 2. Rate, Fan, & Add all the other victims!! If they are all ready a friend RE-RATE them and leave them a comment saying "Freddy's coming for you" or a Freddy pic. 3. Send me (Jamie-Lynn)a message saying that you have R/F/A'd everyone on the list. JΛmîξ £¥Ñn R/L Fiance' of Jãkξ After you have done that, I will make you a tag and you can pic it up here..... **I will have your tags ready tomorrow, I am over my pic limit right now so I can not upload them. I will delete some pics after my Auto 11's are over tomorrow then upload the rest of the tags**

What Is The Sexiest Woman
THE SEXIEST WOMAN TO ME IS WOMAN THAT KNOWS WHAT SHE WANTS, GREAT CONVERSATION, VERY WELL EDUCATED, AND KNOWS HOW TO TAKE CARE OF HER BODY. ALOT OF THESE WOMEN ON THESE COMMUNITY SITES ARE FULL OF SHIT. THEY EXPLOIT THEMSELVES BUT DONT WANT THE ATTENTION. SOUNDS LIKE THEY NEED TO GET A LIFE. WHY SOME WOMEN EXPOSE THEMSELVES TO GET ALL THAT ATTENTION BUT THEN YOU GO TO THERE PAGE AND THERE ARE 100 THINGS SHE WONT DO. HOW ORIGINAL IS THAT? THESE DUMB ASS FEMALES NEED TO STOP PLAYING GAMES AND BE A REAL WOMAN. THATS JUST MY OPINION.

Check Him Out ...
What can I say? He's an Amazing Man, an Amazing Friend, and...An Amazing Ex! HAHA! Tappinit@ fubar If you don't know him already,...where have you been? Living in a box? Just playin'! If you don't know him already, YOU SHOULD! So Rate, Fan, Add, Perv, Crush and Bling him! Tell him his Old Ball and Chain sent ya! BWAHAHA! (repost of original by 'PebblesinAZ...Read and Do My Blogs! XOXO' on '2008-10-27 14:24:46')

Have Fun On My Birthday
Yes it's in December ok,I know it's still October thank you very much :) My mother just had to have me a week before Christmas! I swear couldn't her and my dad plan that a little better? nevermind I was actually due on Christmas day. Anyway....my birthday's go something like this normally 1...it's snows like no tomorrow. 2... it's below zero and noone wants to go out the door. 3...everyone is sick. 4...my ass is at work. This year,I think I shall sit outside by a huge fire and drink Tequila :P unless someones brain comes up with something better.

A Poem I Found
Storm clouds are gatherin' as I saddle ol' Buck, I'll get that fence mended with speed an' some luck Out here on the prairie, where land meets the sky, the lightnin' can get fierce an' strike too near by Storms come up quick an' ya better seek shelter, rain, sleet, an' hail make ya run helter-skelter Cattle get restless, they sometimes stampede, an' ya need hardened rovers ridin' drag an' the lead Today I'll be watchin' them clouds o're my head 'cause storms on the praire are the worst, it's been said So I pack up my gear, my slicker n' such, slouch hat, an' long coat, hope I won't need 'em much Tie a scarf 'round my neck to keep out the dust case them dirt-devils twirl an' kick up a fuss Its seven miles out, I'll be workin' all day, an' I'd better make haste or there'll be heck to pay The skies turnin' dark, an' clouds are now black as I ease on ol' Buck, he snorts an' rears back Guess he smells trouble out there on the range so we'd best get the

Return Of Djblueyes And Dj Philburg
Aces Up Lounge is NOW OPEN and Back on its feet.Djphilburg and DjBlueyes are both returning to djing And to prove you are all invite to our halloween bash and reopening with music ,fun and excitements..Where DJ PHILburg And DjBlueyes we will both be spinning the halloween tunes and taking your requests so put your best costume and we will see you there for ann the fun and spooky surprises ... hit the link to enter />

Stop
i thoght i could stop loving you i thought i could stop thinkin of you i though i could stop caring about you i thought could stop wanting you i thought it all would just stop i thought i could stop needing you now i realize i will never stop i will always love you always care,want,need you MBM

Aand...cuppycakes Resurfaces
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2250843&albumid=0&i=3521413403&idx=0 here we go, ladies and gents. JUst like I was predicting, she is making an alternate profile. But this time using her OWN pic... here it is, in case she deletes the profile

Hank Williams Iii~ft. Jesco White~the Legend Of D.ray White (live)
Way down in West Virginia, There are some people who are one of a kind. They don't need nothin' from nobody, 'Cause they're already doin' fine. You got Hasil Adkins punchin', An' Mamie's raisin' hell. The legend of D Ray White, Will never die like a rebel yell. An' ol' Jesco's dancin' in his Daddy's shoes. Yeah, ol' Hasil's still punchin' out them boom-towny blues. (Boom-towny blues.) An' ol' Mamie, you know she's done some time in jail. The legend of D Ray White will never die like a rebel yell. -Instrumental break- Birdie May White, she's the strongest woman, That I've ever met in my life. She raised over twenty-four of her own, An' had to watch her husband dyin'. She's always fightin' hard, An' livin' off the land. When she's done livin' in this world, You know, the Lord's gonna take her by her hand. An' ol' Jesco's dancin' in his Daddy's shoes. Yeah, ol' Hasil's still punchin' out them boom-towny blues. (Boom-towny blues.) An' ol' Mamie, you know sh

King Size
I enjoy sharing with you.. King Size Maybe this king size bed was a bad idea. Now you’re all the way over there and I was used to you being smashed into me and I liked it. Suddenly you like your space and you won’t come close to me unless you’re horny. I stretch my arms out and I still cannot touch you. I do not reap all the benefits the salesman mentioned. I do not sleep well on my extra firm mattress. You are in our bed yet it still feels empty, only the green glow of my clock keeps me company. I do not think this was a good idea. poet

Crush
Crush Verse 1 I drive you home, and walk you to your door, You say, please, come home with me. I walk you up to your floor, And throw you to the wall; passionately. I kiss and touch you all over, Ohh, please be mine for eternity. Lock all the doors, throw out the key, Just stay right here, next to me. My dear, I would stay here forever, Keep me in your mind; forever. I love the way you call me baby, I love the way you call me yours. Being here makes things all better, Being in your mind, keeps me on course. Chorus 1 The sun is shining through your eyes, I draw you a bath, candle light, fire in sight. I lay you into the water, Baby; you deserve it, each and every night. Verse 2 Wrap you up in a towel; kiss your neck, Lay you on the bed, your legs wound around my back. You whisper, "baby, love me!" I'll never hesitate to that. You take off my clothes! I say, "babe, you ready?" We make love for hours; our love explodes, This love will last fo

Blog...
Thanks so much for everyone's help when I had my auto 11's active!! I made about 600k points...put a huge dent in what I had...and then.. I get to go to Texas!!! Yay!! My brother is home from Iraq on Friday, my parents and sister in law were going down to see him arrive, I wasn't going to be able to go...but now I can!! Yay!!!!!!!!!

King Size
King Size Maybe this king size bed was a bad idea. Now you’re all the way over there and I was used to you being smashed into me and I liked it. Suddenly you like your space and you won’t come close to me unless you’re horny. I stretch my arms out and I still cannot touch you. I do not reap all the benefits the salesman mentioned. I do not sleep well on my extra firm mattress. You are in our bed yet it still feels empty, only the green glow of my clock keeps me company. I do not think this was a good idea. poet

Addicted And Don't Even Use Drugs
75 days old and climbing Addict name Carlton. I know a lot those who are reading this 4 the first time probably don’t understand why I am identifying myself as an addict. In actuality I am exposing the former me. This allows me to never forget where I came from. I’m also admitting to myself and God, I was a fucked up person and I must surrender my old behaviors in order to mature. Anyone who is in or familiar with a 12 step program can relate. For those who still don’t understand u keep reading and you might see how much better I am. I grateful today and I love myself regardless of others opinions of me. I must make people aware I am not stupid. I know where this acknowledgement is accepted other then by me and the fellowship of any 12 step program. I wouldn’t dare go to a church, stand up in front of a congregation, and say I am an Addict name Carlton. Sometimes words could assassinate me and people don’t even try to find out who I am or was. Their 1st instinct will be, take th

Like Sheep To The Slaughter
look behind your crooked grin and see the devil that lurks behind it the mask you wear doesn't fit right your horns are still showing with every word you speak the venom and lies seep out like embryo nothing but a monster dressed in a suit and tie laughing hysterically while you slit throats and drink the blood that spills from your victims throats slowly mutilating the remains turning them into nothing but masses of emptiness

I Whonder
Sitting here whondering why none of my so called friends or anyone else for that mattervisits my page and rate pu photo's as I know I have rated and faned all of my friends photo's and tracks and what not do I really have that boring profile or is the images not hot enough for you?? please if any suggestions do feel free to shout or message me...

Grumpy And I
Well It's Been Over A Year Since We Have Been On Here! We Have Tried And Tried To Remember Our Passwords To Our Other Profile And E-mail And Can't Seem To Remember So We Are Doing What We Have To Do To Start Over! We Missed All Our Friends And Miss Being On Here!!!!!!!! Hope To See Everyone Again!

Frustrating
AGHGHGH!!!! I'm tired of idiots. My temper has been short-fused lately, and today I swear I'm going to kill someone. I had a couple of interviews, not bad not good...but I was supposed to go into orientation at 2. Turns out orientation is TOMORROW, they told me the wrong day. Monday the 27th is far from Tuesday the 28th. True, they are only a day apart...but they look/sound NOTHING like each other. WTF?! So now I gotta call and reschedule 4 interviews...merely because a job allows idiots to use their phones. That is a big mistake, and I'm more than a little pissed about it. This is the 8th time I've had schedule conflicts in the last 3 weeks due to someone else being a moron. My other job still doesn't have the schedule for me. I was supposed to have gotten it last Friday..turns out it won't be ready till this Friday. We'll have to wait and see. All because they got a "new system" and the moron who is supposed to work it knows nothing of what he/she is doing. Fucking idiots

I Should Have Locked The Door.
Bloody gauze swirling away... 30 dollars Fat in my pocket. The flow of my money maker Still trickles, I staunch the Gold from falling out of my arm... A look of embarassment & disgust!!! I should have locked the door. F.Michael Sigler

Bombs Away!!!!!
I HAD SO MUCH FUN IN THE BOMBING CONTEST I DECIDED TO TRY IT AGAIN NOT!!! I GOT SMART THIS TIME AND ENTERED A GIVEAWAY,LOL. SO IF YOU GET BORED AND ARE LOOKING FOR SOMETHING TO DO WHY NOT STOP BY AND GIVE ME A FEW COMMENTS. ALL I NEED ARE 14,500 :) I CAN'T PROMISE YOU BLING OR FU BUCKS OR A TAG (UNLESS I CAN TALK THE ROOMIE INTO TEACHING ME HOW TO MAKE EM) BUT I CAN PROMISE YA A FEW LAUGHS, MEET NEW PEOPLE WHILE BOMBING AND MAYBE EVEN SOME YOU HAVEN'T SEEN AROUND IN A WHILE. OH AND OF COURSE IF YOU PM ME THAT YOU HELPED I WILL MOST DEFINITELY SPANK YOUR PAGE WITH PHOTO RATES. WE ALL NEED A GOOD SPANKING NOW AND THEN :P SO COME ON, YA KNOW YA WANNA.... I'LL BE YOUR BEST FRIEND :) :) :) AND WHILE YOU'RE THERE PLEASE STOP BY AND R/F/A THE LOVELY HOSTESS OF THIS GIVEAWAY IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY Military Supporter~OwnsFreedomIsNotFreeLounge~MP General@TheZone~Lost&ShadowLeveler~RatingRevolution@ fubar THANK YOU!!!!! Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmo

I Believe.....
Not sure where this came from....but it is so true I Believe: Birth Certificate shows that we were born A Death Certificate shows that we died Pictures show that we lived! Have a seat Relax And read this slowly. I Believe... That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe... That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I Believe... That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I Believe... That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I Believe... That

For Tappinit!
What can I say? He's an Amazing Man, an Amazing Friend, and...An Amazing Ex! HAHA! Tappinit@ fubar If you don't know him already,...where have you been? Living in a box? Just playin'! If you don't know him already, YOU SHOULD! So Rate, Fan, Add, Perv, Crush and Bling him! Tell him his Old Ball and Chain sent ya! BWAHAHA!

This Weeks Leveling Help
Seeking Leveling Help Please, Profile Link *LORD WOLF*Owned by Ironica@ fubar Real Life Friend, Brand New to Fubar Desirers to be Leveled,Fan + Friend a bit Please.He is Single Ladies. THUNDER WOLF@ fubar Friend Wicked_Wanda Seeks Leveling Help Please Wicked_Wanda@ fubar Friend Naughty@NightOnly Seeks Leveling Help Naughty@NightOnly@ fubar

Ccr's Long As I Can See The Light
Put a candle in the window, cause I feel Ive got to move. Though Im going, going, Ill be coming home soon, long as I can see the light. Pack my bag and lets get movin, cause Im bound to drift a while. When Im gone, gone, you dont have to worry long, long as I can see the light. Guess Ive got that old travlin bone, cause this feelin wont leave me alone. But I wont, wont be losin my way, no, no long as I can see the light. Yeah! yeah! yeah! oh, yeah! Put a candle in the window, cause I feel Ive got to move. Though Im going, going, Ill be coming home soon, Long as I can see the light. Long as I can see the light. Long as I can see the light. Long as I can see the light. Long as I can see the light

Memememe
10 to 1 of My WorldTAKE THIS SURVEY! TEN HOW'S: How did you get one of your scars?MOST OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS KNOW MY LEG STORY How did you celebrate your last birthday?STAYED SOBER How are you feeling at this moment?ON TOP OF THE WORLD How did your night go last night?OK How did you do in high school?OK How did you get the shirt you're wearing?MY SON GAVE IT TO ME How often do you see ur best friend?NOT OFTEN How much money did you spend last month?NOT A LOT How old do you want to be when you get married?180 How old will you be at your next birthday?A YEAR OLDER THAN I AM NOW NINE WHAT'S: Your mothers name?JOAN What did you do last weekend?THE SAME AS THE WEEKEND BEFORE What is the most important part of your life?LEARNING TO WALK AGAIN What would you rather be doing?WALKING What did you last cry over?AH SOME YANK GEEK What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?FAGS What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?EYES What are you worried

Swing Club Adventure Soon
We have visited 2 strip clubs now and we were just discussing last night how we will visit one more strip club in January in Portland area and then we are going to switch gears just a little and go visit a swingers club in the Portland area after that. So ... I will be buying a new sexy top for our next visit for the strip club and will probably wear it to our first visit to a swingers club too. We have already discussed our limitations for the swingers club and we agreed that we will just be voyeurs our first few visits and see what happens from there. Just testing the waters slowly ... we are having too much fun going slow and being a happily married couple for the past 24 years than jump right in and possibly botch things up immediately. And we are having fun along the way too.

Nebraska’s Safe Haven Law
Nebraska’s Safe haven law Okay, so here is the way the law was designed: when a young mom, new mom, or a mom who can not take care of her newborn wants to just give up her baby, she can only if she knows that the baby is going to be harmed in anyway, hence not going to be taken care of properly. I guess first before a baby is taken, the mom will have to go through counceling and then decide if she wants the baby or not. When law makers designed the law, originally, though(in July the law was passed), it was meant for infants and not for the older children to be abandoned at the hospitals. However, they did say in this ammendment that kids under the age of 19 are eligible for this Safe Haven Law in Nebraska, so therefore, this leave open doors for those parents that want to just abandon their kids just like that. In the past 24hrs though, there were 11cases of abandoned children at nebraska hospitals though. The state legislature now is looking at trying to change this law

Alone
Be good and you will be lonely. ~ Mark Twain When people are lonely they stoop to any companionship. ~ Lew Wallace There is no God, no universe, no human race, no earthly life, no heaven, no hell. It is all a dream, a grotesque and foolish dream. Nothing exists but you. And you are but a thought --a vagrant thought, a useless thought, a homeless thought, wandering forlorn among the empty eternities! ~ Mark Twain When thinking about companions gone, we feel ourselves doubly alone. ~ Sir Walter Scott Loneliness breaks the spirit ~ Jewish Proverb Strife is better than loneliness. ~ Irish Proverb The eternal quest of the human being is to shatter his loneliness. ~ Norman Cousins Isolation is the sum total of wretchedness to a man. ~ Thomas Carlyle

Why Chocolate Is Better Then Sex
20 REASONS CHOCOLATE IS BETTER THAN SEX 1. You can get chocolate 2. "If you love me you will swallow" has real meaning with chocolate 3. Chocolate satisfies even when it has gone soft 4. You can safely have chocolate while your are driving 5. You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to 6. You can have chocolate in front of your mother 7. If you bite the nuts too hard the chocolate won't mind 8. Two people of the same sex can have chocolate without being called nasty names 9. The word "commitment" doesn't scare off chocolate 10. You can have chocolate on top of your workbench/desk during work hours without upsetting your co-workers 11. You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped 12. You don't get hairs in your mouth with chocolate 13. Whit chocolate there is no need to fake it 14. Chocolate doesn't make you pregnant 15. You can have chocolate at any time of the month 16. Good chocolate is easy to find 17. You can have as many k

Blaclie22 Made This For Me...tysvm!
This is a cool friend of mine. She is not feeling to well right now. So let show her a lot of LOVE. She also has auto 11s on. CinDragon~Founder of ClubMystic~CoFounder of T&L~Gunny's fu-BISH~Natural Witch is my fu-Bish! fu@ fubar Brought to you by: blaclie22 ~Freelance Bomber~@ fubar

Lilly Owns Me Now & She Rocks (hard)
Hey Everyone I Want To Tell Ya A Story. The past weekend started pretty shitty for me but thanks to a few friends Kasie, MS Carolina, Angelic Vampire, and especially my Owner Lilly aka "Sweet Enough" it got SO much better. Well they talked to me and got me out of my funk by being great friends. Well I was lucky enough to get OWNED by Lilly so let me tell you a lil about her. She's Smart (in school for fashion design), BEAUTIFUL, OMG Sexy, and One Of The Sweetest People You'll Ever Meet. She brings a smile to my face every time I think about her. I couldn't ask for a better owner. She's an Angel and A Princess. I thank her so much for being there in my time of need. Your The BEST Baby PLEASE show her MAD Love, She Def Deserves It This Is Her Aren't I One Lucky Fucker Click The Pic Below ~SWEET ENOUGH~@ fubar

Damn
So, at around 4am I am having a smoke outside of the hotel with my cop friend. All of a sudden, we hear a crow make a sound once in a parking lot in a tree. I was like "WTF?? We dont even have crows around here, let alone at this hour" He says that he thought it was a woman screaming. Then it happens again. Then a third time. I asked him to go check up on that. He came back and said that there is a van there with its rear window smashed, propped up on a jack, with one of the wheels missing. Sooo... I call their room and tell them about it, they come out to talk with a cop...make a report...he tells other cops to watch out for a van somewhere that could match this one. I help the ppl get situated, call the AAA, blah blah blah Then at around 7:20 am some guy shows up at the front desk and tells up that someone removed his wheel and put it under his car. We call the cops again, they make another report. And then...my friend calls me to tell that they found some guys strand

Poem2
some days i just wish thati could run and hide no matter where i go it seems like the only way out is suicide my life doesn't seem worth it all of this pain and suffering i dont want to be here anymore the only wayout is suicide nobody can help me the only way out is suicide nobody knows the real me i put on this person when i am actually miserable the only way out is suicide all i have ever wanted is to loved and accepted me the only way out is suicide i hate you look what you did to me you killed my spirit, you broke my heart beacuse of you i am empty inside

Poem1
im in my room in darkness and cold im thinking of comitting suicide im always alone and never having any fun im thinking of commiting suicide i run away from home im nowere to be found im thinking of commiting suicide i have the knife in my hand and this note in the other im thinking of commiting suicide now that im alone with the knife to my chest im about to commit suicide i say my last words 'this was fate and goodbye' im about to commit suicide i have my last breath and im now dead i have just commited suicide

Freddy Train
The Nightmare on ElmStreet Train 1, 2.... Freddy's Coming for YOU!! 3,4... Better lock the door!! 5,6... Grab your cucifix!! 7,8... Better stay up late!! 9,10... Freddy's back again!! Ok at this point I am sure you know what to do... 1. Rate this folder of Freddy Pics 2. Rate, Fan, & Add all the other victims!! If they are all ready a friend RE-RATE them and leave them a comment saying "Freddy's coming for you" or a Freddy pic. 3. Send me (Jamie-Lynn)a message saying that you have R/F/A'd everyone on the list. JΛmîξ £¥Ñn R/L Fiance' of Jãkξ After you have done that, I will make you a tag and you can pic it up here..... **I will have your tags ready tomorrow, I am over my pic limit right now so I can not upload them. I will delete some pics after my Auto 11's are over tomorrow then upload the rest of the tags**

Poem
A little bit of suicide a day keeps the doctor away A little bit of suicide a week keeps the nightmares at bay A little bit of suicide a month keeps my friends worrying A little bit of suicide a year keeps my heart still beating A little bit of suicide every season keeps me filled with hate A little bit of suicide every decade keeps society awake A little bit of suicide every generation keeps the kids in graves A little bit of suicide every turn of the century keeps the bright minds saved A little bit of suicide every millennium makes the history books more interesting A little bit of suicide every dawn of creation makes the world worth saving A little bit of suicide every lifetime makes our lives so much more loved There is something inside of us all Its not anger, passion, hope, or just cause Theres a little bit of suicide in us all

Mee In A Nutshell
In a way, I need a change From this burnout scene Another time, another town, another everything But it's always back to you Stumble out in the night From the pouring rain Made the block, sat and thought There's more I need It's always back to you But I'm good without ya Yeah I'm good without you Yeah, yeah, yeah How many times can I break til I shatter? Over the line, can't define what I'm after I always turn the car around Give me a break; let me make my own pattern All that it takes is some time But I'm shattered I always turn the car around I had no idea that the night Would take so damn long Took it out, on the street While the rain still falls Push me back to you But I'm good without ya Yeah I'm good without you Yeah, yeah, yeah How many times can I break til I shatter? Over the line, can't define what I'm after I always turn the car around Give me a break; let me make my own pattern All that it takes is some time But I'm shattered I al

Dads After Surgery
hello all.. first thing i want to say is i have missed you all.it has been a very long week. i am very tired but am doing ok..dad is doing good he went through surgery very well he was under 3 and 1/2 hours then they had him in recovery for 6 hrs he was having problems waking up and his oxygen was very low..we was up there at OSU hospital from 9am friday till 1am saturday before they moved him to a room they call a step-down room. right across from the nurses staion.he never made it to a private room...he was watched closely.he was out of his head till late sunday.he didnt have enough oxygen getting to his brain.but he pulled through.brought him home tuesday afternoon and have been staying with him , he is doing ok..slow but moving forward.we will find out nov.3rd if the tumor was cancer or not.the Dr. saved 2/3rd of his kidney.yayyyyyy..so thats about it for now.. thank you all for the positive thoughts and prayers cause they are working...you are all the best friends a girl could ev

I'm Sorry
1- I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you 2- I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk 3- I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants 4- I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" 5- I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole 6- I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things 7- I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club 8- I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy.(NOT MEANING NOTHING BY THIS ONE) I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to Talk To, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, & and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy

Dating Horrors By Astrology Sign
Astro Dating Discover Your Date's Dark Side Dating Horrors by Astrology Sign Costumes are customary on Halloween, but we all wear masks the rest of the year -- especially when it comes to love! Learn what to watch out for using your date's Astrology sign: Aries (March 21 - April 19) Once darkness falls, the conversation is all "me me me," and if you don't agree with the Aries point of view, you might be ditched! Taurus (April 20 - May 20) This Bull might just view you as nothing more than another object to add to the collection. Gemini (May 21 - June 20) Talk can be stimulating ... until your Gemini starts scoping out other people and you can't hold their attention! Cancer (June 21 - July 22) Homebody Cancer might put the skids on your social life by demanding you stay home to watch movies every single night! Leo (July 23 - August 22) A wound to Leo's pride can often unleash a dramatic roar that makes a telenovela seem tame. Virgo (August 23 - Septe

The Lists
Next Wipe Jan 2nd!!! I heard from MOST of you while i was away, those I haven't spoken to or heard from in a while will be cleared off list on the 2nd and i think instead of re posting or editing this I'll just clear list weekly from then on. Here's the deal I have some very serious social issues (blah blah who cares :p ) well what it comes down to is this i keep my list small for a reason. I don't want a list for points or for show i want a list of FRIENDS.... but look I'm messed up in the head and as such have a very hard time initiating contact... i don't even speak to my own children as often as i should -=sigh=- so i look at my SMALL friends list, and so few of the few do i ever hear from without being the one to start it... those who wish to remain a friend, or return to said status, the pending removal is not a personal thing nor does it reflect how i feels about ya, just let me hear from you and you'll stay, or return.... for now anyway but i won't post this again in th

Obamas Stance On American Flag
Please forward to everyone you know before it is to late and he becomes President. From Sunday's Televised "Meet the Press" Senator Obama was asked about his stance on the American Flag. Obama Explains National Anthem Stance Sun, 07 Sept. 2008 11:48:04 EST, General Bill Ginn' USAF (ret.) asked Obama to explain why he doesn't follow protocol when the National Anthem is played. The General also stated to the Senator that according to the United States Code, T itle 36, Chapter 10, Sec. 171... During rendition of the> national anthem when the flag is displayed, all present except those in uniform are expected to stand at attention facing the flag with the right hand over the heart. At the very least, "Stand and Face It" Senator Obama Live on Sunday states, "As I've said about the flag pin, I don't want to be perceived as taking sides, Obama said. 'There are a lot of people in the world to whom the American flag is a symbol of oppression. And th

Woman's Ass Study
Women's Ass Size Study There is a new study just released by the Canadian Psychiatric Association about women and how they feel about their asses. The results are pretty shocking: 1. Only 5% of women surveyed feel their ass is too big. 2. 10% of women surveyed feel their ass is too small. 3. The remaining 85% say they don't care; they love him; he's a good man and they would have married him anyway.

Brooms
Two brooms were hanging in the closet and after a while they got to know each other so well, they decided to get married. One broom was, of course, the bride broom, the other the groom broom. The bride broom looked very beautiful in her white dress. The groom broom was handsome and suave in his tuxedo. The wedding was lovely. After the wedding, at the wedding dinner, the bride-broom leaned over and said to the groom-broom, 'I think I am going to have a little whisk broom!!!' 'IMPOSSIBLE !!' said the groom broom. Are you ready for this? 'WE HAVEN'T EVEN SWEPT TOGETHER!' Oh for goodness sake... laugh, or at least groan. Life's too short not to enjoy... even these silly little cute jokes Sounds to me like she's been 'sweeping' around!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To Any One That Cares
I have been away from all of you for some times now. Will I am back andwould like to get to know all of you again. for I do not have many friends will let me stop play I do not have any friends. and I just get this new computer so let's put it to work.

Hard Not To Cry
This isnt actually a poem but a mere thought. when it comes down to it, some find it easy not to cry, some keep it inside and not cry at all, lettin the pain eatt hem inside till it isnt there, some have cried all their tears out, thinking well i have no more tears to let out,wrong...they are there believe me i have cried afew times like a flood, when i lost my cousin in Nam, when most my family past away especially mom & dad. I cried when the first true love left me and abused my heart, and my love for her, Oh yes its easy to cry..when you are hurting so down deep that you cannot stop crying..even for days...its good to cry..it tells people you are human...that you have feelings and emotions..so when u hear a song that makes you just wanna sit down and cry, or someone says they love you that it hurts and tears well up in them eryes of yours..dont be afraid to cry..its human..its natural..and hey? I Love You Comments

Nope....no Job Job!!!
screw getn an actual go to werky job.... the money sux and i preffer to b the boss. but tickets have gotn better this week and theresd no need for getn a jobby job. so hells yeah! and havnt been on...cuz ive beeeeen waaaaaay busy.

Cin Pimpout
This is a cool friend of mine. She is not feeling to well right now. So let show her a lot of LOVE. She also has auto 11s on. CinDragon~Founder of ClubMystic~CoFounder of T&L~Gunny's fu-BISH~Natural Witch is my fu-Bish! fu@ fubar Brought to you by: blaclie22 ~Freelance Bomber~@ fubar

Disappear
How I wish I could disappear my dream is so clear Never being in this place seeing that expression on your face Oh what bliss it would be if u could only see How that white little lie made me want to die I can not win this race Now I have no face Ourlives are in shambles All because u gambled U can not take it back u killed me in your attack Tired of feeling blue Maybe one day my dream will come true

Ohh Dear Husband Of Mine !
So you say you fell in love And you're gonna get married Raise yourself a family How simple life can be Somewhere it all went wrong And your plan just fell apart And you aint got the heart to finish what you started Yeah you fell in love And you went and got married Had yourself a family How simple life can be Somewhere it all went wrong And your plan just fell apart And you aint got the heart to finish what you started The ones that you loved The ones that you left behind The ones that you said you tried to find They tried to find you Somewhere it all went wrong And your plan just fell apart And you aint got the heart to finish what you started You walked out that door To find out where you belong To fufill your own selfish dreams I think you might have forgotton The ones that you loved The ones that you left behind The ones that you said you tried to find They tried to find you

Take It Easy On Me- Lrb
___________________________________________________ It used to be so easy to be your lover We wandered through the days like they had no end But now that you are gone I'm under cover I just can't think about you as a friend Take it easy on me It should be easy to see I'm getting lost in the crowd Hear me crying out loud Just want you to know I know that you have to go It's all up to you But whatever you do Take it easy on me So now I'll go the minstrel road Without you I know there will be times When I need you there And each night as I sing those songs About you I'll think back to the time When you used to care Take it easy on me It should be easy to see I'm getting lost in the crowd Hear me crying out loud Just want you to know I know that you have to go It's all up to you But whatever you do Take it easy on me Take it easy on me Oh baby, don't leave me crying Should be easy to see I've needed you for so long Just one more chance with you O

To You That Puked In My Sink
Fuck you. Fuck you hard and long. Serious. there's a perfectly good toilet a foot away. And how come every time I have to clean up someone else's vomit they've always had a salad with Italian dressing? Seriously. The smell has ruined that salad choice for me forever. And to whoever tried to change the lightbulb in my bathroom: Thanks for trying to help, but fuck you for dropping it and letting it shatter into the puke sink. I can't even try to un-clog it without cutting my hands. Seriously. Someone needs to buy me a drink tonight.

Ra - Broken Hearted Soul
I can't believe I've fallen down to my knees They've got me begging me "Please, there has to be another way" My broken chest, it hurts, it won't let me breathe, I'm staring down at my wrists, you know I have to insist That you talk to me Why won't you talk to me When did I want to be lonely When did I want to be cold I can't believe that it's over The beating of my broken hearted soul I can't believe that I am down in this hole Always paying the toll for having found my way to you It doesn't matter that I pushed you away When you wanted to stay, I had to find a way to make you Talk to me Why won't you talk to me When did I want to be lonely When did I want to be cold I can't believe that it's over The beating of my broken hearted soul When did I want to be lonely When did I want to be cold I can't believe that it's over The feeling in my broken hearted soul Please don't go I can't live without you I love you You're everything to me Can't you se

10/27/08 - System Of A Down - Chop Suey (and Some Chicken Fried Rice Plz)
SONG VERSION BELOW Chop Suey - System Of A Down VIDEO VERSION BELOW Chop Suey! - System Of A Down LYRICS BELOW (We're rolling "Suicide") Wake up (wake up) Grab a brush and put a little makeup Hide the scars to fade away the shake up (hide the scars to fade away the shake) Why'd you leave the keys up on the table? Here you go create another fable (you wanted to) Grab a brush and put on a little makeup (you wanted to) Hide the scars to fade away the shake up (you wanted to) Why'd you leave the keys up on the table? (you wanted to) I don't think you trust in my self-righteous suicide I cry when angels deserve to DIE! Wake up (wake up) Grab a brush and put a little makeup Hide the scars to fade away the shake (Hide the scars to fade away the shake) Why'd you leave the keys up on the table? Here you go create another fable (you wanted to) Grab a brush and put on a little makeup (you wanted to) Hide the scars to fade away the shake (you wa

Salutes
if i owe you one please email me. i dont have a good momery cuz of the brain injury i had. i'll try to get themdone some time this week. let me know if u want a regular or is u want a nakie one. also if anyone else wants one let me know.

How Obama Prepped The World For The Antichrist.
How Obama prepped world for the Antichrist Posted: August 01, 2008 1:00 am Eastern © 2008 Obama's World Tour was planned as the high point of his campaign, with the candidate retracing the footsteps of great presidents of the past, hobnobbing with world leaders and as one pundit put it, "making the Europeans love us again." Obama drew huge crowds in Berlin where he addressed them, oddly enough, as "fellow citizens of the world." It was a typically flowery Obama speech, but it hit an unexpectedly sour note when he dramatically intoned: "People of Berlin – people of the world – this is our moment. This is our time. ... With an eye toward the future, with resolve in our hearts, let us remember this history, and answer our destiny, and remake the world once again." Pundits on both sides are trying to sort it out. It's a great speech, like I said, if somebody is running for president of the world, but it was too much, even for a compliant and Obama-friendly press corps.

The Wall
so we had someone come look at the wall that got hit by that dumb bitch... he can't fix it so we have to call a brick mason... but he DID say that the bricks look like the metal bracket things (i can't remember the word for them...) might have busted... this comes from a) him working on another area of the house during remodel and the brackets being rusted through.. and b) the fact that the damn brick wall is bowed big time.... he showed us with some string and tape.. DAMNIT! this is gonna cost some damn money... and now my check engine light is on in my car... UGH

Faking
Are you faking when you are laying next to me? The emptiness is all I see I'm in the mood to boar into, every time I do I take it on the chin. Don't say you love me, with that fake grin. Lets pretend every thing is well while u make me live in hell Each day living this lie u never tell me why when I asked u to be my wife u cut my heart out with your knife Your ways a numb in the end I'm the one who is dumb

Welcome Back Wikid Lette!
Music Playlist at MixPod.com A friend wanted me to make a bully about her! She has been gone for awhile now and she she is back and she needs a lot of fu loving! Who is and where has she been! WOW This girl looks damn good she was 215 lbs and she got locked up for 3 months and 17 days for a violation of probation and guess what she lost 30 lbs in jail!!!

Gone
Hey all. Just wanted to let ya know I will be gone all of next week. I will have classes from 1pm to 6pm then working at my second job so I won't have access to the computer, which is probably a good thing..haha To the football pool players, all of your picks will go to Superman, I'll post his link in the Football blog. So have fun, but not too much fun with out me :p xoxo

Hotties
WHEN REAL LIFE HITS US WHO CAN WE TURN TO? ON FUBAR WE HAVE THE 2ND ALARM HOTTIES SISTERS TO TURN TO... ONE OF OUR SISTERS IS HAVING A VERY HARD TIME AND NEEDS OUR SUPPORT Rebeltxn76 *Act.Capt 2nd ALARM HOTTIES ** and as always..**BamBammms Fruity Pebbles **@ fubar HOTTIES GO LOVE OUR SISTER... TODAY IS THE ANNIVERSARY OF A TRAGEDY IN HER LIFE SHOW YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT... (repost of original by '~CANDY KISSES~ CAPTAIN SWAT 2ND ALARM HOTTIES ... AMERICAN PRIDE ONE NATIO' on '2008-10-26 21:09:38') (repost of original by '*~Kimber~BuxomBikerChic***Asst.Chief-2nd AlarmHottieMember***' on '2008-10-27 03:25:08') (repost of original by 'booty2you**2nd Alarm Hottie**' on '2008-10-27 05:19:04') (repost of original by '*¢¾..ABBY..*¢¾.*Chief.Deputy.2nd Alarm Hotties..Chief of SWAT/INTERNAL AFFAIRS.*' on '2008-10-27 05:52:24') (repost of original by 'Paula G **Chief Deputy/Teams Chief/2nd Alarm Hotties**' on '2008-10-27 06:13:22') (repost of original by 'CÅJünLα†ïn&#

Amber
Amber Moyer Grace Healthcare 2728 10th ave South. Birmingham , Al 35205 Our Friend Amber NOT JUST ANOTHER PRETTY FACE http://fubar.com/user/1696092 is losing her battle with cancer please take the time to send a card to brighten up her day and tell her you pray for her . / Thank You JIMBO

The Fourth Commandment Alleviates Much Stress
Exodus 20:8-11 contains the fourth commandment, and it's got to be especially important if it spans four verses. "remember the sabbath day, to keep it holy," is the command. Why should we remember one particular day out of the week, besides the fact that it IS God's command? All of us can attest to the need to set aside time for ourselves, time with the people closest to us that isn't necessarily "quality time" (that watches the clock), but time that we are open to hear what others have to say to us. If our family and friends need that set amount of time and we learn from them (even if it's what NOT to do), how much more does God need that time with us? How much more do we need it with Him? "Six days shalt thou labor, and do all thy work: But the seventh day is the sabbath of the LORD thy God: in it thou shalt not do any work, thou, nor thy son, nor thy daughter, thy manservant, nor thy maidservant, nor thy cattle, nor thy stranger that is within thy gates." I won't dispute w

I Need A Little Help To Make Godmother
Hi there I am auctioning myself.. This is what I offer FU-OWNED by____ in my name/ for two weeks 200 - 11’s during H.H./ per week ( 400 total) Stash rating during H.H. added to top family added to top friends daily gifts and comments SFW salute Personal thank you in status line while using auto This is for two weeks only. I am trying to make godmother The cost for all of this luvzzz??? (One) auto-11 bling !! Yep that’s it please PM me if interested Thank you!!! ~SassyMysticDawn~ Shadow Bombers~thanks~RICKY~WILDMAN55 ~4 MY SKINS~@ fubar

Crazy Fuc*king Players
I refuse to be played here guys,not going to work.Fuck me once maybe twice but never a third time. I will be an ace on this player shit before to long I am learning from the best.YOU are teaching me very well. Thanx I am fed up to my ass on this shit.I will play you since everyone thinks they can play me.

What Is She Doing?
My daughter Amy lives in Illinois and had a baby girl this past July. Amy And I haven't had the best relationship in the past mostly due to the lies her mother told about me. The tides have turned and Amy has been uncovering the truths and dicovering that her mother was actually the evil parent. Amy has been talking to me quite a bit more. This is has been good and has made me happy. Here is the problem and leads me to ask the question of "what is she doing?" Shortly before my granddaughter was born , my daughter asked for money to keep her boyfriend out of jail. I sent them the money they needed and extra to help them out. It wasn't long after that that Amy stopped talking and writing etc.. It has been a couple months and I just figured that Amy was too busy with the baby to get online. (That is our primary connection because she can't afford a phone) However I discovered that she has been online and just not answering me yadda yadda.... Two days ago she wrote me 3 pages

So Many Wasted Nights
So Many Wasted Nights There’s been so many wasted nights… And we have seen far to many half-starved, shattered days The end result is less than stellar in these eyes I call mine But consequences are dealt in spades none the less Even if the décor of my life falls short of aesthetically pleasing… It’s a result no matter witch way you turn it inside or out So I used to think I was good enough… To keep the years at bay Through the winter’s snow… And the summers burn Left things out in the open for the impending fall… But I never held even the smallest possibility in my heart If any hope for a rescue were possible, I might have cracked a smile, or a sheepish grin... Forced from within my soul, and very spirit So, As It All Stands... I Fucked up my life so badly, Im sure the angels in heaven could hear it -Jason Alexander-

I Will Always Love You
I need you to look me in the eyes... Just say the words I can see you're fighting to keep bottled up inside... And for the sake of what we have meant to each other... Honey could you please just say it to my face So please always remember...that on more than one occasion, Ive confessed this love I've felt for you... And I always remembered holding you're face, as I fell into those majestic, gorgeous eyes of youresasaid'm willing to bleed for you Im sure you'll never forget the feelings I held inside of my heart these 3 1/2 years... Just please remember... That I always did the best I could by you, and whatever you might have needed... Whatever you needed just to be you just to be that girl I'd die for, a million times over... thegirl my knees have touched the ground for... That girl, who I still swear I'm so in love with... Even as I'm not by you're side, holding you're hand so tightly Even though as I'm thinking of you so intently, it has started to rain... But

But Dust
What is Butt Dust??? What, you ask, is 'Butt dust?' Read on and you'll discover the joy in it! These have to be original and genuine. No adult is this creative!! JACK (age 3) was watching his Mom breast-feeding his new baby sister. After a while he asked: 'Mom why have you got two? Is one for hot and one for cold milk?' MELANIE (age 5) asked her Granny how old she was. Granny replied she was so old she didn't remember any more. Melanie said, 'If you don't remember you must look in the back of your panties. Mine say five to six.' STEVEN (age 3) hugged and kissed his Mom good night. 'I love you so much that when you die I'm going to bury you outside my bedroom window.' BRITTANY (age 4) had an ear ache and wanted a pain killer. She tried in vain to take the lid off the bottle. Seeing her frustration, her Mom explained it was a child-proof cap and she'd have to open it for her. Eyes wide with wonder, the little girl asked: 'How does it know it's me?' SUSAN (age 4) w

I Love Humor
At a group therapy session with four young mothers and their small children. A therapist observed, 'You all have obsessions'. To the first mother, Mary, he said, 'You are obsessed with eating. You've even named your daughter Candy.' He turned to the second Mom, Ann: 'Your obsession is with money. Again, it manifests itself in your child's name, Penny.' He turned to the third Mom, Joyce: 'Your obsession is alcohol. This too shows itself in your child's name, Brandy.' At this point, the fourth mother, Kathy, quietly got up, took her little boy by the hand and whispered, 'Come on, Dick, this guy has no idea what he's talking about. Let's go pick up Peter and Willy from school and go get dinner.'

Rural West Virginia Rules...
THE RULES OF RURAL WEST VIRGINIA ARE AS FOLLOWS: LISTEN UP CITY SLICKERS 1. DANG! PULL YOUR DROOPY PANTS UP. YOU LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT. 2. TURN YOUR CAP RIGHT, YOUR HEAD ISN'T CROOKED. 3. LET'S GET THIS STRAIGHT; IT'S CALLED A 'DIRT ROAD.' NO MATTER HOW SLOW YOU DRIVE, YOU'RE GOING TO GET DUST ON YOUR LEXUS. DRIVE IT OR GET OUT OF THE WAY. 4. THEY ARE CATTLE. THEY'RE LIVE STEAKS. THAT'S WHY THEY SMELL FUNNY TO YOU, GET OVER IT. DON'T LIKE IT? I-68 GOES EAST AND WEST, I-77& I-79 GO NORTH AND SOUTH. PICK ONE. 5. SO YOU HAVE A $60,000 CAR. WE'RE IMPRESSED. WE HAVE $100,000 TRACTORS AND HAY BALERS THAT ARE DRIVEN ONLY 3 WEEKS A YEAR. 6. SO EVERY PERSON IN RURAL WEST VIRGINIA WAVES. WE THINK OF IT AS BEING FRIENDLY. TRY TO UNDERSTAND THE CONCEPT. 7. IF THAT CELL PHONE RINGS WHILE AN 8-POINT BUCK AND 3 DOES ARE COMING IN, WE WILL SHOOT IT OUT OF YOUR HAND. YOU BETTER HOPE YOU DON'T HAVE IT UP TO YOUR EAR AT THE TIME. 8. YEAH, WE EAT TATERS & GRAVY, BEANS & CORNBREAD

Say A Prayer For This Family!
imikimi - Customize Your World The past few days have been a nightmare for one Chicago family. On October 25, 2008, Jenifer Hudson's mother and brother were found dead in their Englewood home. What was even more bothersome and hurtful to the family is that the 7yr old son of Jennifer's sister was missing and her brothers white SUV was stolen. Today the police found this SUV with the body of a child inside. It is suspected that this body belongs to the missing child, Julian King. A suspect is in custody but this will never make up for, or excuse the lives lost in this horrific tragedy. I am not a family member or even a friend, I am simply a mother who fears that the idea of someone having money and fame blocks common sense and basic human decency. To think that someone would harm a person, especially a child is puzzling and sickening to me. I hope that the people,and all of them, responsible for this crime are caught and punished to the fullest extent of the law. I am as

Made By Ms. Sassy
MEET MY FIRST FU-OWNER… HE WON ME IN MY FIRST EVER AUCTION TEXCAJUN@ fubar HE’S A REALLY GREAT GUY AND RETURNS ALL LOVE… SO CHECK HIM OUT AND SPANK HIM HARD! THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY YOURS TRULY Ms. Sassy {Shadow Leveler} Proud Fu-Owner of Happy Country Girl and MzCaBiBBW@ fubar (repost of original by 'Ms. Sassy {Shadow Leveler} Proud Fu-Owner of Happy Country Girl and MzCaBiBBW ~ Fu-Owned By Texcajun' on '2008-10-27 07:26:16')

Relationship Mumbo Jumbo.
Often, when I rant, it's inspired by a conversation that I've had with someone...and this rant is no different. I'm certain that the people involved will know who they are...and some other people will probably figure it out, but that doesn't mean that I want to see some sort of drama emerge from this post. On the contrary, I'm simply trying to put into words something that I hope will be of help to someone. I have this friend. No, really. He's really my friend. He is the sweetest, kindest, most giving person I know...but that doesn't seem to help him in the whole "romance" department. He doesn't seem to understand why it never works out for him. He's been told that he's TOO sweet, kind, and giving...and that, to get chicks, he should be an asshole. I don't think that's true. I mean, why would any woman actually WANT an asshole? Here's my theory. He tries to hard. He's looking for someone to be with and, to that end, he'll pretty much literally go to the end of the earth to find t

My Nephews Wreck
I just wanted to Thank all of you that sent prayers for my nephew. He's at home and doing good. My Dad had me a B'day party yesterday and Jake got on the Ranger for a ride...he was almost at the back of the property and wrecked....he had to walk up hill over half a mile to get to the house. He almost cut his eye out..took 9 stitches in his eye and he was banged up and scratched up pretty bad...but he's gonna do ok.

Vibrators Are So Under-rated
As some of you may well know, I have been fighting with a CONSTANT inner ear itch in my left ear for about a week now....one in which nothing satisfied!! Talk about the cliche "An itch you can not scratch"...indeed I've mastered where that cliche was coined! I have took every-one's advice about how to treat an itchy ear and nothings helped!!!! I appreciate every-one's concern and offer of what sounded like SOUND(no pun intended) advice...but my ear itched thru it all! The peroxide bubbles only further annoyed the itch and the Sweet Oil/Olive Oil/Veg. Oil would've worked better if I were gonna COOK my ear...but done nothing for the itch! The propaganda Q-tip was shoved in extremely past politically correct boundaries, but I was desperate...and even that didn't help!!! I have now officially began to understand the Criminal Mind in early stages of development! It seems that after a week of suffering from an itch I swear is stuck between my inner ear and my BRAIN I am starti

Shutting Pc Down Till Conditions Are Better!
This is not going to be anything fancy as I wanted to get this in here before the next power surge/outage as with the wind the electric has went on and off about 6 times this morning so far. I value my PC and the information on it and during times like these I tend to shut the PC down totally. I will be heading out the door here shortly, to borrow an ingredient I need for my Pot Roast that has been cooking for a few hours now. I am hoping that there isn't an actual power outage for any length of time. But for new until the winds die down I will be shutting the PC down. At least for a few hours to play it safe. If you need to contact me please call me there are few that I have left my number with you should know who you are.

Hi
To my wonderful friends I just wanted to let every one of my friends know that if you are an animal activist and dont like the fact that my son went out and got his first deer, it is meat for the table and has better flavor and better for you than beef. They are all innocent victims of being killed whatever animal be it pig, cows, fish, seafood, chicken, deer, elk all, are killed for meat. At least we are eating the meat and not leaving it lie out there to rot, like some people I have heard them shoot 30 deer, slottered and left out there to rot. So if my son going out to shoot a deer for meat on the table makes me a bad person you should not be a friend. Thank you.

Patience
Patience Patience saves you money. Patience saves time, reduces stress, and improves your relationships. With patience, you have the ability to achieve things that are simply not possible without it. Using patience, you can more fully understand and be understood. Looking at life with patience, you can uncover and experience rich treasures that you otherwise never would have known about. Living with patience, you develop the persistence to create great and valuable things. Patience does not mean sitting back and doing nothing. On the contrary, patience means always doing the very best you can do, while understanding that the results you seek will not come immediately. Patience is the acknowledgement that the quality of life is much more important than the quantity of things with which you fill it. Patience is the willingness to accept what is, for right now, while putting all you have into creating the best that can be. Make the most of the many opportunities life provid

Walk. Don't Walk. (traffic Light)
Signs direct us on our way in life. Traffic lights tell us to walk (or not), Golden Arches point us to dinner, geese flying south herald the coming winter, flashing neon tells us what to buy. We know how to read these signs of worlds and weather; they help to guide us on our journey. We can learn to read the signs of human beings, too, to be detectives of the human spirit. Laugh lines around eyes and mouth, the texture of hands, tension in jaws and shoulders can tell much about a person, if we stop to look. All around us are signs that tell us others feel the pain and joy we feel, others need us as we need them, we are understood, and we are not alone. The marvelous bonus in learning to read these signs in others is that we can begin to let ourselves be read, also. Will I make good reading for others today?

Halloween
A cabbie picks up a Nun. She gets into the cab, and notices that the VERY handsome Cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why he is staring. He replies: 'I have a question to ask you but I don't want to offend you.' She answers, 'My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am And have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and Hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could Say or ask that I would find offensive.' 'Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me.' She responds, 'Well, let's see what we can do about that: #1, you have To be single and #2, you must be Catholic.' The cab driver is very excited and says, 'Yes, I'm single and Catholic!' 'OK' the nun says. 'Pull into the next alley.' The nun fulfills his fantasy, with a kiss that would Make a hooker blush. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. 'My dear child,' says the nun, 'why

The Rose
Some say love it is a river That drowns the tender reed. Some say love it is a razor That leaves your soul to bleed. Some say love it is a hunger An endless, aching need I say love it is a flower, And you it’s only seed. It’s the heart afraid of breaking That never learns to dance It’s the dream afraid of waking That never takes the chance It’s the one who won’t be taken, Who cannot seem to give And the soul afraid of dying That never learns to live. And the night has been too lonely And the road has been too long. And you think that love is only For the lucky and the strong. Just remember in the winter Far beneath the bitter snow Lies the seed that with the sun’s love, In the spring, becomes a rose.

My 1st Happy Hour...
HEY MY FUBAR FAMILY/FRIENDS N FANS.. SO TODAY IS MY VERY FIRST HAPPY HOUR,IM EXCITED ABOUT IT,I HOPE I LEVEL UP TO GODFATHER,:-).. PLS SHOW ME LOTS OF LOVE..AND BLING ME HARD,BABY! I WILL BE SURE TO RETURN ALL THE LOVE,PROMISE! I ALSO WANT TO THANK 'TAL' FOR GIVIN ME MY FIRST 'HAPPY HOUR' YOUR THE BEST HUN,LUV YA! MY 'HAPPY HOUR' WILL BE AT 12PM FUBAR TIME BUT FOR ME IT WILL BE AT 2PM..SO,LETS GET ROCKIN FUBAR,HAVE A DRINK ON ME..MUAHZ!! OH YEA!! STILL SEEKIN FOR A BLING PACK,PLEASE!! IT WILL MAKE MY HAPPY HOUR MUCH BETTER... P.S.REPOST AND N IF YOU WANT MAKE STICKY.. WITH LOVE; THICKNESS85 "MUAHZ"

O M G
Ok, for those of you that TRULY know me, you will know exactly what I'm talking about without having to ask..... I'm shocked, hurt, angry, confused and just all around not quite sure how to feel. I thought I was ok, and knew in my heart that it really happened, but it wasn't until Saturday that I got the confirmation I never thought I would. Mom was in Iowa last week visiting my sister, and just got home Saturday night. While she was gone, she received a letter from the last person we ever thought we'd hear from again. Mostly because he figured she'd be the least likely to have moved in the last 2 years. Hell two more weeks and he'd have been wrong! Anyway, through much rambling and double talking, she said he admitted that he was guilty. I have the letter with me, as she gave it to me like he asked her to, but I haven't read it yet. I'm not sure I want to. I don't know whether to laugh or cry. No, it's not funny, but to finally have it in writing that he actually did it shock

My Valentine
If there were no words No way to speak I would still hear you If there were no tears No way to feel inside I'd still feel for you And even if the sun refuse to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme You would still have my heart Until the end of time You're all i need My love, my valentine All of my life I have been waiting for All you give to me You've opened my eyes And showed me how to love unselfishly I've dreamed of this a thousand times before In my dreams i couldnt love you more I will give you my heart Until the end of time You're all i need My love, my valentine La da da Da da da da And even if the sun refuse to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme You would still have my heart Until the end of time Cuz all i need Is you, my valentine You're all i need My love, my valentine

How Far
There's a boat, I could sail away There's the sky, I could catch a plane There's a train, there's the tracks I could leave and I could choose to not come back Oh never come back There you are, giving up the fight Here I am begging you to try Talk to me, let me in But you just put your wall back up again Oh when's it gonna end [Chorus:] How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say how far There's a chance I could change my mind But I won't, not till you decide What you want, what you need Do you even care if I stay or leave Oh, what's it gonna be [Chorus] Out of this chair, or just across the room Halfway down the block or halfway to the moon How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way thi

The Soul
THE SOUL If I could touch you anywhere, it wouldn't be where you think if I could touch you anywhere it wouldn't even make you blink If I could touch you anywhere it would be daring and bold if I could touch you anywhere I would touch your soul If you believe the eyes are the windows to the soul then look in deep and you will be sold If you see something you like, and you want to see more look at the smile, you just might find the door Once you're inside the door, you can see what there is to see once you're inside the door, you can tell if it's meant to be Once you're inside the door, you can feel what it's all about once you're inside the door, you can touch the soul from the inside out The body is just a vehicle for the soul, that we know if human touch is the motor that makes the soul go If the soul is the essence of what is you and what is me then to start this motor, Love is its key In the night when it's dark and cold I want your heat to grab and hold I want to bring you into th

A Special Thank You To Those Who Helped Me Level Today To Level 22
I WANT TO TAKE A FEW MINUTES TO RECONIZE A FEW PEOPLE WHO HELPED ME MAKE LEVEL 22 TODAY THEY CAME TO MY PAGE AND RATED ME AND I WANT TO SHOW THEM ALL MY APPRECIATION AND A FEW SPECIAL THANKS GO OUT TO A FEW PEOPLE THAT HAVE GIVEN ME SPECIAL GIFTS... Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Anna,Gary&BooBoo~BFF&loved by JonJon@ fubar Çhrìš†öþhe® ÃKÃ Šçoo†e®R/L Owner & Master of *STGiggles*Shadow Levelers@ fubar GO CHECK HIM OUT HES ON AUTO-11 AND COULD REALLY USE SOME HELP HE HELPED ME A SPECIAL THANK YOU GOES OUT TO FOR GIVING ME 2 VERY NICE BLINGS "§1lkéÑélÐêr™...Mêmßér Øf RÅ†Ïñg RévØlû†îoÑ¤ §Îgñ my gûê§†ßØØK Ør lêåvê å vØÏÇê mê§§ªgê:)@ fubar HES AON AUTO-11 TOO HIT HIM UP HES TRYING TO MAKE ORACLE ~Dark Angel ~AKA ~Blue Eyes*Shadow Leveler* Fu Owner Of Scooter*@ fubar FIREMAN185 R/L BOYFRIEND TO PAULA@ fubar A SPECIAL BIG THANK YOU TO MALENURSE FOR GIVING ME MY VIP LAST WEEK GO CHECK HIM OUT HES A WONDERFUL FRIEN

Bad Girl Of The Week 10-27-08 Ecuadorian Goddess
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 10-27-08 Ecuadorian Goddess Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname:Jojo Birthday:March 25th Zodiac Sign:Aries Hair Color:Black with blond highlights Eye Color:brown Tattoos:none Piercings:just the ears *Favorites* Color:black,baby,sky blue Season:spring,summer Day Of Week:fridays Animal:dogs Flower:roses *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?:nope Laughed So Hard You Cried?:yes Smiled For No Reason?:yup Sat On Your Rooftop?:kind of hard to do afraid i might roll off lol *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?:computer Phone 0R IM?:both McDonalds 0R Burger King?:both Summer 0R Winter?:summer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?:ipod/mp3s XBox 0R PS2?:dont have either one but if i had to choose ps2 RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?:pepperoni,sausage Your Fears?:hmmmm getting attacked(raped et

Metro Station - Shake It
Shake It - Metro Station Let's drop! Yeah, come on Shake, shake I'll take you home If you don't leave me at the front door (Leave me at the front door) Your body's cold But girl, we're getting so warm And I was thinking of ways that I could get inside (Get inside) Tonight you're falling in love (Let me go now) This feeling's tearing me up (Here we go now) Now, if she does it like this Will you do it like that? Now, if she touches like this Will you touch her right back? Now, if she moves like this Will you move like that? Come on Shake, shake, shake, shake, shake it Shake, shake, shake, shake, shake it Shake, shake, shake, shake, shake it Shake, shake, shake, shake, shake it Shake, shake, shake, shake, shake it Your lips tremble But your eye's are in a straight stare (In a straight stare) We're on the bed But your clothes are laying right there And I was thinking of places that I could hide (I could hide) Tonight you're falling in love (

Why I Have No Salute
Since I have been asked a few times I feel I should post the answer here..its a lot easier my pics are about 2 years old..I don't have any newer ones since then.. the reason being I had a very bad experience with a stalker. One that ended up with her (yes it was an older lady) in jail and me..well I ended up trapped in my car in a ditch after she ran me off the road. Needless to say this left me in not the greatest condition.. going to spare everyone all of the details but I'm in a wheel chair now and have other things wrong with me. I am uncomfortable with how I look right now.. I haven't had my picture taken for anything but the stalker's trial since the accident. I know everyone will say its ok and all that but the bottom line is I'm still not okw ith it all. I'm going to therapy and dealing with it the best way I can. Until I'm ok with it all no "new" pics of me will be put up if that upsets anyone then oh well that's how it is..to everyone else who does understand, t

Caa #51
A friend of mine and her husband are going through a rough time. They are going to be visiting with a lawyer today for a second appeal on their case. Let us share our Angel strength and support with them, to guard them on this trip. Angel wisdom for both their lawyer and the judge, so that the right thing is done, instead of the injustice being done. We are with you Hun, 1000% and we send our prayers in this time of your need. Doc

Auto 11's
Hey friends! I am going to activate my Birthday Auto 11 from my hubby here in a little while! My birthday is tomorrow and I was gonna wait til then to use it.. but HH are everywhere today! LOL If anyone is willing to sell me an auto 11 to use on my bday to pick up when this one ends.. I will pay 2.5 Million fu$$! If this sounds good to ya and you wanna make an old gal feel good on her 33nd bday.. pm me! LOL Come love me up, not sure when I will get another one! If you rate and would like me to try and return them.. please send me a pm cause I may not be at the pc and my bartab moves pretty quick! Will see if I get any takers on the auto 11 for fubucks before I activate the one I have. :) Love & Hugs Sheri &hearts

Caa #50
A very dear friend of mine is asking for prayers. Her niece went into the hospital last night with severe pain, but has as of yet been undiagnosed. Let us prayer for her niece sending angel prayers to ease the suffering until the Doctors can determine the cause, Angel prayers of healing so that she may overcome this and be well again and angel strength for her and her family at this time of their need. Doc

Halloween & The Interests Of Children(important!!!)
Subject: New drug in Schools...Please pass this on to your friends, neighbors, grandchildren, schools, clubs, etc This is a new drug known as 'strawberry quick '. There is a very scary thing going on in the schools right now that we all need to be aware of. There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry pop rocks (the candy that sizzles and 'pops' in your mouth). It also smells like strawberry and it is being handed out to kids in school yards. They are calling it strawberry meth or strawberry quick. Kids are ingesting this thinking that it is candy and being rushed off to the hospital in dire condition. It also comes in chocolate, peanut butter, cola, cherry, grape and orange. Please instruct your children not to accept candy from strangers and even not to accept candy that looks like this from a friend (who may have been given it and believed it is candy) and to take any that they may have to a teacher, principal, etc. Immediately. Pass this e

Life In Rockwall
Well i moved to Rockwall about 2 months ago...from Tucson(lived there a year)...and so far its been about 90% negative and 10% positive...but i'm estimating. So far i still havent gotten to go see a movie...which was a fairly regular thing i did in Tucson. I go out to eat every now and then...but nothing is the same here. My job...well it isnt that great...i work at the same place i did before moving...sam's club...but here...its so slummy. I get stuck doing extra work every damn night because dayside people dont do their part. So far been in 2 accidents...i nearly totalled the car in the first one...because of damage underneath. No i wasnt drunk...no i didnt fall asleep at the wheel....i flew over a median on my way home from work that morning(was still dark out) doing 35,40(the legal speed limit where i was at). It did not have yellow paint on it...it did not have reflectors on it...obviously making it blend right in with the dark. The other i wont go into details about. Just ca

Prayer For The Dying
May Christ Who was crucified for your sake free you from excruciating pain. May Christ Who died for you free you from the death that never ends. May Christ the Son of the living God, set you in the ever green loveliness of His Paradise, and may He, the true Shepherd recognize you as one of His own. May you see your Redeemer face to face and standing in His presence forever, may you see with joyful eyes Truth revealed in all its fullness. Amen.

Biden A Reliable Running Mate Amid The Stumbles
Biden a reliable running mate amid the stumbles October 25th, 2008 @ 10:51am By NEDRA PICKLER Associated Press Writer WASHINGTON (AP) - Joe Biden's performance as Barack Obama's running mate has been pretty predictable _ even when unpredictable. The biggest knock against Biden during discussions on whether he would make a good vice presidential nominee was that his mouth tends to get him in trouble. And it has, with Biden recently raising the expectation that Obama would be tested by an international crisis soon after taking office _ a comment that Obama said showed Biden's penchant for "rhetorical flourish." Republicans John McCain and Sarah Palin have used that comment to suggest that Obama is not prepared to deal with such a problem. That's not what Biden said _ he argued Obama would persevere because he's "got steel in his spine." But McCain is using a recording of Biden's comments in a new ad against Obama. "We're going to have an international crisis ... to test th

Why I Can't Vote For Obama!!!
I do hope each of you take time to read this article. This is truly a Christian's response to Why I Can't Vote for Obama. Some good points each of us could use as we consider our next president. This article is from Huntley Brown - he is a fabulous concert pianist, man of God and is a black man. I appreciate so much his reasoning for not voting for Obama. I would like to see this article published or spread out via Email to as many as possible. It's good stuff! Why I Can't Vote For Obama By Huntley Brown Dear Friends, A few months ago I was asked for my perspective on Obama, I sent out an email with a few points. With the election just around the corner I decided to complete my perspective. Those of you on my e-list have seen some of this before but it's worth repeating... First I must say whoever wins the election will have my prayer

It Really Hurts.
Ms. Mojito...: Poooooor baby ->Ms. Mojito...: I believe so. I can't think of any other reason lol Ms. Mojito...: Him fucking your mouth for too long? o.O ->Ms. Mojito...: No but seriously, my mouth actually hurts.

Lost In The Dark...
It started out by seeing a search crew...looking for a murdered female/her killer. It was in my backyard...looking similar to a graveyard...without headstones. They stumble across this one underground room, with steep stairs about 3-5 inches apart from one another, quite hard to walk. In this room there is merely a nasty old toilet, sink, and bathtub. They state "yeah, she was killed here". I went back inside. Later on, I had to urinate...so for some reason unknown, I went outside...and ran to the underground w.c. I then went to grab for some toilet paper...and there was a girls outfit on top of it....the next thing I know, my dog comes running down the stairs, all excited like...I was overjoyed with the whole scene being a bit overwhelming and scaring the shit out of me. Not two seconds later I hear these noises coming from the yard...I am still in the bathroom...so I sick my dog on these shadows...turns out...they had a huge great dane...who probab

Innocence
Innocence Dusk was settling and darkness looming... Streetlights were shining and the clouds were moving. Innocence met with innocence yet... How sweet what pure innocence can get. Stars in the sky reflected in the eye... Adrenaline running on high. A few more rushed good-byes None quite as sweet as what pure innocence buys. Midnight's burning... Someone's learning. Innocence met with innocence long-lost... Close encounter, respect for Innocence comes at such a high cost Dreams in the daytime... Innocence has been redefined. Sneak a few more stolen moments... This is it and they both know it. Summer heat and new hope rising... Long-distance promises seem so binding. Innocence meets with new innocence now... Define which is more innocent how? Temptation becomes so great... But Innocence knows this to not be its Fate.

Untitled
Hell-hot tears streaming down my face A love for years ending in disgrace My love for you lost, after I gave all of me Such a hopeless cause, how cruel love can be Rain used to cheer these odd moods of mine Now it deepens the gloom of what's left behind Sunshine is the enemy to the place I dwell It should let me be, stay down where I fell Fell so far, fell so deep Cringing hard, as the blood begins to seep Trained to withold my pain My sorrow is my shame I keep it buried within I could really use a friend.

After Awhile
i've always loved this poem... After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises. and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open~with the grace of an adult and not the grief of a child. And you learn to build all your roads today because tomorrow's ground is just too uncertain for plans. After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul~instead of waiting for someone else to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure... That you really are strong... And you really do have worth.

Believe
Have a seat...relax...and read this slowly. It kind a sums it all up.......... I believe - That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - That you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe - That either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe - That regardless of how hot and steamy a relation

Who Am I??
Who am I? I am neither you nor me I am neither captive or free I’m not boring but really not funny You see, I don’t know who I am I’m not stupid but not very smart Not all together but not totally falling apart Some say I’m cold but others see my heart Why can’t I figure out This person that I am? Confused sometimes and clear the rest I always feel like I’m living a test Walking through life? Or a tidy lil mess? Who am I? Neither here nor there Neither plain or full of flare I’m an original trying to make it In a world trying to take it But I won’t let them break it ’Cuz that wouldn’t be Who I am

Grow Up..this Is Reality
When we’re young we are taught Of the truth, we are not We hear tall tales About oceans and sails We love the fairy princesses Yet they never mention The pain and the sorrow The great dread of tomorrow We hear of magical lands As we play pretend in the sand But when you grow up It’s not pretend, you do fall in love That’s when a girl becomes a woman And loses herself to a man Loses herself, the only one she has But never realizes it ’til things go bad Love never ceases to hurt us No matter what we do to be tough Be prepared little ones Soon you’ll experience all the ’real’ fun.

Stalk Me Much....
(2 Points) My first name: (1 Point) My last name: (5 Points) Take a stab at my middle name: (3 Points) Who was my first celeb-crush: (2 Points) Do I have any children: (2 Points) How old are they: (2 Points) What work do I do: (3 Points) What am I afraid of: (2 Points) Do I smoke: (3 Points) Do I drink: (2 Points) Do I have any siblings: (2 Points) How many: (1 Point) Do I like 'em: (4 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do: (2 Points) How many tattoos do I have: (3 Points) What's my favorite type of music: (2 Points) What's my favorite TV show: (2 Points) Who is my favorite band/artist: (4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing: (3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: (2 Points) What’s my favourite colour: (3 Points) Name something I hate: (4 Points) Name a talent I have: (4 Points) What kind of shoes do I wear: (4 Points) Do I have any pets: (2 Points) Who am I dating right now: (5 Points) What did I study in university: (5 Points) What is the color

Extreme
Screaming at the top of my lungs Whispering so low no one can hear Dying in agony While walking on air Crying out in misery Laughing with pure joy Breaking to my knees While rising above myself Questioning Fate and its unfairness Glorifying God for all His gifts Hating everyone and everything While loving life unconditionally Fearing my own shadow While being too proud to back down So alone and frightened Yet feeling so loved and cared for Extreme to Extreme Or nothing at all Extreme to Extreme This is my life or nothing at all

Alive
I’m falling into A deep, dark place I’m thrashing all about Searching for a hold No one is near enough To pull me back up No one is stronger than This force pulling me downward There’s no hope left For my survival There’s no chance at all Of my life being spared Then suddenly there He is Strong and brave in all His glory Then suddenly I’m standing on my feet With His love holding me up I know now what it means To be truly loved I know now what it is To truly be alive

Resolution
memories of loving you slowly erased by time photographs faded with each mornings light what we dreamt was just an empty dream time changed us now there is no you and me once i cried for all we had and just let slip away but the sadness fades with the passing of each new day i've always believed there are reasons for our pain though i didn't understand how we could lose our way you and i were a story meant to end with good-bye our love wasn't deep, wasn't real, wasn't true so letting go of you and me is something i must do you'll forever be in my heart for we've shared so much made new life that bound us, but still wasn't enough i let you go, you let me leave we needed to be free; free to find the dreams together we couldn't see; so i'll take the memories tuck them away in my heart~you do the same and our new lives we will start i'll pray you'll find happiness and love in your life something we just couldn't get right, as husband and wife

Mom's
THIS IS TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO STILL HAVE THEIR MOM PLEASE CHERISH EVERY MIN YOU HAVE WITH HER CAUSE ONE DAY SHE WONT HERE MY MOM HAS BEEN GONE AS OF TOMORROW 5 YRS AND I WISH LIKE HELL SHE WAS STILL HERE AND THAT I COULD TALK TO HER HOLD AND TELL HER I LOVE HER I MISS HER SOOOO MUCH AND IT STILL HURT AS BAD AS THE DAY SHE PASSED AWAY

Dont Us Lower Levels Count?
OKAY I UNDERSTAND THE WHOLE AUTO-11 THING AND PEOPLE ASKING FOR THEM AND BEGGING FOR THEM AND THE ONES WHO HAVE THEM BEGGING FOR HELP...BUT MY QUESTION IS DONT US LOWER LEVELS COUNT FOR ANYTHING I MEAN JUST BECAUSE WE DONT HAVE AUTO-11 SHOULDNT MEAN THAT WE ARE NOTHING....I MEAN JUST BECAUSE SOME OF US ARENT AS PRETTY AS THE NEXT GIRL OR AS HANDSOME AS THE NEXT GUY YOU RATE WE LOWER LEVELS DO COUNT FOR SOMETHING AND YOU KNOW WHAT THAT IS? WE SIT HERE DAY AND NIGHT RATING ALL THOSE THAT BEG US FOR OUR HELP BUT SOME OF US GET NOTHING IN RETURN VERY FEW HIGHER LEVELS TAKE NOTICE OF WHO'S DOING WHAT TIME AN TIME AGAIN FOR THEM UNLESS YOU LEAVE A MESSAGE WITH THEM AN EVEN THEN SOMETIMES THEY STILL DONT BOTHER TO EVEN COME TO YOUR PAGE AN SEE WHO IS DOING THE HARD WORK IT'S NOT EASY SITTING HERE FOR HOURS RATING 1000 OF PICS FOR PEOPLE NOT TO MENTION THE BOUNCER ISSUE I KNOW MYSELF AN FEW OTHERS SIT HERE EVERY DAY WORKING OUR ASSES OFF FOR OTHERS AN WE CAN'T EVEN GET HELP FROM THOSE THAT WE

Poem: Silent Comfort
Undone Behind closed eyes, I picture you undone Torrid eyes watching, making us as one I’ll bring you sunrise, after hard sunset Touch you with purpose, baby Burn you hot, dripping wet Let me slip inside you Feel my body guide you Nothing else will please you No one else needs you Under my cover, give you sinful sex Bury myself inside you, sweet animal flesh Steal whatever heart there is to take Use you well, baby Rape your love to seal my fate I don’t want your promise, tell me your lies Forget cheap words, I’ll take what’s in your eyes If you want the beginning, I’ll give you the end I just want your sex, baby I’m not your friend *Published in Caution: Raw Passion, 2008

Obama... Really??? From The Mumms, The More Im Seeing The More My Vote Is Going The Other Way
On the news Recently in the Obama campaign... he mentioned that within 6 months of him becoming president that a "world" disaster was going to happen and that you can either trust him or not and you can either follow him or not... now tell me what you'd do? You really want to vote for someone that wants a world disaster that believes that it's going to happen? I though he was all about change.... Change for the good! He also sent out tapes to all his Running mates... all along the Laws of Attraction! Tapes that say stuff like... I want you to find a comfy place to lay down a quiet place be relaxed and say these words... "Obama will be President" all you have to do is say it once, if you say it so will others it only takes one time... you only have to say it once! Now the laws state that you only have to say it once... our mind is a transmission tour... anything we say good or bad will happen maybe not right away but it will happen! This then brings me to The Anti-Christ... does Obam

Cpls And Bifem Party In Nyc
You are cordially invited to Lil Vixen’s naughty in Nov on Saturday, Nov 1st at 7:00PM. You can sign up to attend Lil Vixen’s naughty in Nov on Saturday, Nov 1st at 7:00PM.In our yahoo group database. Attire: Women - Provocative/ Lingerie/Night Wear Men - Dressy Time: 7:00 p.m. Door closes at 9pm Party continues until the last Cpl. leaves. Who: Couples, single women Dates: Lil Vixen’s naughty in Nov on Saturday, Nov 1st at 7:00PM. Where: Manhattan - hotel in Manhattan the room # will be texted and emailed to u 3 hours ahead of time once you provide this info when you sign up What: A wonderful party for 1 of the sexy members of this group complete with great ambiance, great friends and lots of enjoyable times for all. Also this might be the last time Lil vixen will be doing one of these parties as she needs a life saving operation to repair aneurysms on both of her kidneys, so we hope all of those that attend will be praying and just supporting her this month. W

Energy Alert - October 26, 2008
I believe this may be the last of the Energy Alerts, or so she says. Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for one and all! Later! Muahz! Greetings! Seven years ago, I began writing about the experiences of ascension. At that time, there were a rare few having these strange, seemingly unexplainable symptoms and experiences. Most individuals were still going about their lives as if nothing had changed. But as time went on, many, many more came on board. In this way, much to my surprise, my audience grew. It was thrilling to see this process in action, as a growing audience of readers was proof that we were indeed going through a miraculous process of spiritual evolution. We have come so far. First, as a small group of way-showers guiding the way and forging new territory for many to follow, and now with so many rapidly climbing the rungs of the ascension ladder. As a planet, we have made impressive progress. The more souls who are embraced by the asc

Underwear Dust
One evening a Husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife, 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in 'Slim Fast'. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!' His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer.. 'What the Hell is this?' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out. 'April', he hollered into the bathroom, 'Why did you put Talcum Powder in my underwear?' She replied with a snicker. 'It's not talcum powder; it's 'Miracle Grow'!!!!!!

How Obama Prepped World For The Antichrist
How Obama prepped world for the Antichrist Posted: August 01, 2008 1:00 am Eastern © 2008 Obama's World Tour was planned as the high point of his campaign, with the candidate retracing the footsteps of great presidents of the past, hobnobbing with world leaders and as one pundit put it, "making the Europeans love us again." Obama drew huge crowds in Berlin where he addressed them, oddly enough, as "fellow citizens of the world." It was a typically flowery Obama speech, but it hit an unexpectedly sour note when he dramatically intoned: "People of Berlin – people of the world – this is our moment. This is our time. ... With an eye toward the future, with resolve in our hearts, let us remember this history, and answer our destiny, and remake the world once again." Pundits on both sides are trying to sort it out. It's a great speech, like I said, if somebody is running for president of the world, but it was too much, even for a compliant and Obama-friendly press corps. T

Erotic Story: At Your Service
At Your Service A buzzer shrieked when Angela stepped into the office of the local auto shop. Furious the mechanic charged over six hundred dollars for a repair she didn’t need, she approached the counter with authority, ready to argue with the man. After all, how could something so simple as checking the brakes become a week’s worth of pay? It was ridiculous. Nobody came into the office, and after several minutes of tapping her fingernails upon the counter, she swore to give the bastard a piece of her mind. The service was seriously lacking for one thing, and even if she wished to pour a cup of coffee, the day-old brew would probably put hair on her chest. Several times she called out, without an answer. It began to fuel her already simmering anger, thinking these people probably didn’t give a shit about quality service. After a few minutes she decided to walk around the desk and into the back which led to the garage. They weren’t going to mess with her wallet, especially whe

Papa Sheridan
ELEVEN YEARS AGO ON MY TENTH BIRTHDAY SOMEONE VERY SPECIA TO ME PAST AWAY AND THAT WAS MY GREAT GRANDFATHER..HE WAS A LOVING WIDOW'D FATHER TO MY GRANDMOTHER AND GREAT UNCLE AND A LOVING GRANDFATHER TO MY MOTHER AND AUNT AND A LOVING GREAT GRANDFATHER TO ME AND THE REST OF THE GREAT GRANDKIDS.... I AM WRITING THIS TO SAFELY SAY THAT AFTER 11 YEARS OF GREIVING I AM FINALLY OVER THE LOSS OF SUCH A GREAT MAN WHO DID SUCH GREAT THINGS FOR THOSE AROUND HIM.... R.I.P PAPA

This Video Is So Right The Fuck On
You know the words come on!!! Well I walk up to you and I shake your hand Ask you how your day was, you were up all night, that sucks I understand Now hurry the fuck up ‘cause I don’t want to wait I’m in a hurry and it’s your fault I’m stepping 20 minutes late ‘Cause I’m a pilot, I only care about me I don’t give a fuck if I bring your jet back code 2 or code 3 I’m a pilot and I never make mistakes I’ll take the credit if it aint broken, I’ll blame you if it breaks I don’t even know where the oil filter lies But I’ll tell you fix it faster, goddammit! ‘Cause I’m the one who flies And I’ll leave FOD in the cockpit without even a trace Then I’ll over-g the targeting pod with a smile on my face ‘Cause I’m a pilot, I only care about me I don’t give a fuck if I bring your jet back code 2 or code 3 I’m a pilot and I never make mistakes I’ll take the credit if it aint broken, I’ll blame you if it breaks I’ll put out some chaff, maybe a flare. Aw fuck it ‘Cause when

My First Time...hh
Believe it or not ..... It's her FIRST TIME! Her First Happy Hour, that is!! ¢¾xmasbaby73¢¾DEVOTED 2 the MOST HANDSOME and AMAZING man EVER *TAPPINIT*perv his page She's got her Auto-11's ON! 5 p.m. Fu-time !! So hit her up, Bling her, Rate her, SPANK her! (Less work for me to do !!) Pimped with Love: Tappinit Gotta Be Somebody.mp3 - Nickelback (repost of original by 'Tappinit' on '2008-10-27 05:49:11')

Love On Them
Love on these Crazy FU's they are some of tha best people I know on here give me love and tell them I sent you. *Pink0828* (*Rating Revolution*)@ fubar ♥CAREBEAR♥2ndAlarmHottie/Capt.SpecialEvents**R/L Wife 2 WildBill@ fubar ~Hot Chick~@ fubar ♥¶®ëçíøùš Mõmèñ†♥~~Fu-Wifey to Ðûš†ïñ~~* Bad Girl*~Greeter@ UU & DD& head Greeter @ TSR~@ fubar ☼FREYA™☼@ fubar **Vicki** ~Greeter@Erotic Seductions~G-Spot Leveler~~@ fubar ∞ ¶Kéa£aßøÎ ∞@ fubar Booboo Head greeter@erotic seductions/gf to kriss@ fubar Crazy Bitch~Greeter@Erotic Seductions Lounge~

Lost Everything
well my life is fuked once again i lost my job and my house im curently living in my van at my parents place thanks to my cousin who would not stop having drugs around my kids so i bugged out got into a fight with her cuz she left white residue on my kids bathroom sink where they could have touched it and od of the shit plus 2 of my kids have disabilities. so once again i choose my kids safety and left her fuked up house so what i gotta live in my van atleast it is safe for us! mcl

Birthday Wishes...
C51's Birthday Wishes: 1. Happy Hour - Never had one! 2. Blings 3. Auto 11 Blings 4. Spotlight - Never Had One! 5. Blasts 6. Ticker - Never Had One! 7. Big Pimpin Gifts 8, Fu - Bucks! Not all in that order pick one! Also Join Catacones I still need 480 Members... if you haven't Yet I would love it if you would! COME GET HIGH (CLICK THE BANNER)

Us Hopes To Make 'flying Submarine'
"The US military is turning to the realms of science fiction in a bid to invent a flying submarine, authorities said. Designs for a submersible aircraft are wanted by the agency which commissions advanced research for the US Department of Defence (DoD). The new machine, dubbed a three billion dollar (£1.9 billion) flying submarine by US media, needs to be capable of carrying eight men and their equipment a combination of 1,150 miles by air, 115 miles by sea, or 22 miles underwater - in less than eight hours." Source : MSN Personally, I can never tire of reading that last paragraph... "A flying submarine called FS-1 became one of the most recognised elements of the 1960s TV series Voyage To The Bottom Of The Sea, but even that did not reach the specifications the US military is looking for now. It was yellow and only held a two-man crew, but was able to carry passengers."

Obama... Really???
On the news Recently in the Obama campaign... he mentioned that within 6 months of him becoming president that a "world" disaster was going to happen and that you can either trust him or not and you can either follow him or not... now tell me what you'd do? You really want to vote for someone that wants a world disaster that believes that it's going to happen? I though he was all about change.... Change for the good! He also sent out tapes to all his Running mates... all along the Laws of Attraction! Tapes that say stuff like... I want you to find a comfy place to lay down a quiet place be relaxed and say these words... "Obama will be President" all you have to do is say it once, if you say it so will others it only takes one time... you only have to say it once! Now the laws state that you only have to say it once... our mind is a transmission tour... anything we say good or bad will happen maybe not right away but it will happen! This then brings me to The Anti-Christ... does Oba

Trying My Hand At Trading
Well, I guess I will try trading some fubucks for a 1 month VIP, if anyone would like to please message me, that would be great mine runs out at the end of th emonth. Also, wouldn't mind being placed in someones auction, haven't done that before either. So yeah I'd like to try some of the fun stuff on fubar...

The Dismount Was Only Worth A 3.5 However The Laugh Factor Was 10.0
Holey smokes…I almost can’t stop laughing at this segment of the totally weird and stranger then us news worthy bit I have this am. It’s not about the injury mind you I would never laugh at that…unless it was truly funny and to not laugh would be, well in bad taste…or something of that nature. Judge for yourself. A 38-year-old woman described as "very large," using the "abductor" thigh-tightening machine at the New York Sports Club in Harlem in July, failed to dismount properly, according to a witness, and was "sling-shot" off, across the room, startling other gym users. Paramedics had to use a "Stokes basket" instead of a regular stretcher to carry her out, according to the New York Post. I can’t help it…the theater of the mind image of this woman flying through the air has my goat. I normally don’t let the goat out unless the incident calls for it, and seeing a large woman flying across the room as if catapulted would be simply hilarious. I would have loved to pick on the devises n

Thanks To All
hello my fellow fu/s i wanted to thanked who all who show me mad love on my first happy hour....from mikey for hosting my giveaway.....to confidence who helped set it up...and lookin out for me when she can....to his obession and others who drop comments while i was gone....i dont know if i ever can repay all who helped me.....if u did make sure to pm me so i can stalk u back..thanks to scarelett...mysticfairy and mz attitude an lil freak star.and other for watchin over my page..while iw was gone...thanks to all those who drop comments on my page while i was gone...i didnt know what to expect when i came back..i thought there be thousands of ppl on my page...but i know love will come when its ur time..and this weekeend was mind....my family and friends rock my page..and other good ppl...i didnt know what to expect...for my first hh...but it wasnt bout me..it was bout all the ppl who work hard helpin me...on it..big ups to scooter..for helpin me...and h&l bombers..for

New Found Glory - Situations
Situations - New Found Glory I want to feel the sand beneath my feet Breathe the breath of your fresh air Feel the silence of this room Lay in bed when you're not there Be the source of best advice You're in dire need of it Cause I love you too much to let you go now Obviously we're too destructive Filling your days with romantics It's in your blood to draw attention Make the best of situations Kiss me, I want you to hold me It's in your blood to draw attention Make the best of the situation I want to see the sunset over me Catch up with an old friend See a girl I used to let do cartwheels up and down my heart Telling secrets under water Giving Valentine flowers I'll wait by this mailbox for you or your letter Obviously we're too destructive Filling your days with romantics It's in your blood to draw attention Make the best of situations Kiss me, I want you to hold me It's in your blood to draw attention Make the best of the situation Obviously w

Wedding Blog
We get the question "How does one get married on Fubar?" alot...so just follow these steps...Step 1: Find a wifey/husbandStep 2: Contact a Fubar Pastor or JudgeStep 3: Get married and have lots of Fubar babiesBelow is a list of some Pastors or Judges:Stevens (Shoutbox Me)Pain Is My Passion (Shoutbox Me)Stryke (Shoutbox Me)Lady~T~

Monday Opie And Anthony Links: Otto In Studio, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Re-make 'pendulum' Contest, Jocktober Continues, Halloween Hang With O&
Listen to Today's OPIE & ANTHONY Show on AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST). Jesus. H. Mother-F-ing-Christ... it's Monday again ALREADY? Honestly, where the HELL did the weekend go? Oh well, in the words of The BANGLES..."It's Just another Manic Monday" (listen to the WORDS, man) As always, if you missed any of this past week's shows, you can download them in there entirety from the nice folks at AUDIBLE: Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Friday, 10/24/08 (Marc Maron) Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Thursday, 10/23/08 (Kevin Smith sits in on whole show) Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Wednesday, 10/22/08 (Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Nick DiPaolo, Bob Kelly) Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Tuesday, 10/21/08 (Bob Kelly, Lance Reddick) Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Monday, 10/20/08 (Cheech & Chong, Rich Vos, Handwriting analyst Michelle Dresbold Today on the Opie and Anthony Radio Horsefart Challenege, we'll be chatting with you

An Idea For Those With Auto 11's
JUST A THOUGHT FOR THOSE OF YOU WHEN YOU HAVE AUTO 11'S. I HAVE BEEN BLOGGING AND I'VE SEEN LISTS. I KNOW I HAVE A HECK OF A TIME KEEPING MY BLOG UP TO DATE AND I ONLY GO BY MY ALERTS TAB. WHEN I SEE THE LISTS BEING CIRCULATED ON THE BOARD, MANY OF THE LINKS ON THEM ALREADY NO LONGER HAVE THEIR AUTO 11'S BECAUSE WITH REPOSTING IT'S HARD TO KEEP TRACK OF ALL THAT. WHAT PEOPLE WITH AUTO 11'S COULD DO IS WHEN YOU HAVE THEM SIMPLY GO TO YOU SETTINGS AND ADD TO YOUR "NICKNAME" ANYWHERE.. AUTO 11. YOU DO NOT NEED TO REPLACE YOUR NAME, JUST ADD IT TO YOUR NAME. FOR PEOPLE LOOKING FOR THOSE WITH AUTO 11'S GO TO TOP RIGHT AND CLICK "SEARCH" THEN "MEMBER SEARCH" AND TYPE IN "AUTO 11" TADA! THOSE WHO HAVE ADDED "AUTO 11" INTO THEIR NAME WILL POP UP. I THINK THIS WOULD BE THE MOST UP TO DATE WAY OF SEEKING OUT THOSE WHO HAVE THE AUTO 11'S AND LETTING PEOPLE KNOW YOU HAVE THEM!

Stalk You?
Can I be your Stalker? I'm looking for someone to stalk for a month! I'll put"Stalking your name" in mine for a month.and you can put "Stalked by MsCharlotte2U" (if ya want), in yours. Details in link belowAll rates are 11's and during HH. If bid is right, I may throw in something special :o) Please Re-Post!

The Stuff In My Head.....
Well I know I am not a great writer of this but here goes. Looking around at the world the last little while, I have had a little more growth. My parents were here for a visit two weeks ago my first time I have seen them in a year because of the work I do and the distance between us. I have come to realize I truly miss them. It was not more then five minutes out the door off to my office and it hit me. A new chapter in life has started. During this time I must thank everyone out here for making me godfather. I never thought I was going to get there, but I did with all the support of my friends old and new that helped me get there. I thank you for just being there to have the time to come by and rate me, view, & say hello from time to time. This place may seem to be just a stopping place on the map of life, but I have some made some good friends with a lot of great laughs here late night. Plus, I have I think helped a few people along the way with simple time on the phone, or even get

Forgotten Friend
Wish the darkness could take me away, like a ghost saying goodbye my friend, i am here again but i am not alone, i brought a friend, i don't know him as sure as i am, we looked at the midnight sky once again, but then he ran in to the woods as fast as he could i followed him as best as i could, i see him near the dark area with a pod, but its hard to explain as you can see, i hid behind a large stump to stay out of sight, and i tried with all my might, but only god know, but then i seen him looked at the full mooned sky, but i guess you could say i might have seemed to be high. i seen a wolf as black as ash coming from a cave full of snow that appeared out of nowhere just seconds ago, but that i wasn't the way i wanted to die that night, i rather die fighting tonight, i seen his teeth as he started to growl and snickered. he snap at me twice getting closer and closer to my flesh each time . so i had my hatchet by my side, i pulled it out with a slice and dice with all my might... so f

Death Racers
ok all i just got done waching Death Racers and it ways the ways the shityou can wach it for free at Death Racers click here to wach for free now so check it out i give it a 10 out of 10Four hyped-up teams of contestants compete to win a violent cross-country race in this action-packed sci-fi flick. Living in a grim future world in which life is cheap, the racers will do anything to win. Even killing competitors off while pushing their vehicles to go the distance is not against the rules -- and is probably the only way to prevail. Violent J and Shaggy 2 Dope of Insane Clown Posse star, along with former WWE star Raven.

Love And Friendship
"Can we be friends, not lovers" was the words spoken When you walked away The journey of us Has been long and tiring You are thankful of what I've given you And more thankful that I've Let you go "She needs me more than you" was what you said I heard that you are happier than before I shall therefore, be satisfied How can I want more To have you back The past you have lost your way Found my path Followed my footprints Will you do it again Crowds rushing through In a busy street What I see, you On the faces of everyone I wished I can reached out To kiss you Once again, Feel the warmth in your arms I left Will you think of me Sometimes How is it possible to be friends Like you said The truth is In my heart, I've no more strength to handle it Love and friendship Just wouldn't work I'm slowly learning Days without you Pulling away From your shadows Maybe, the pain will lessen Getting used to Nights without you on my bed The truth is

Dear Joanne Hawkins
I wake only knowing that you are calling me, The sound of an angel whispering I love you, I miss you, in my ear as I wake each morning. I spend my days lost in thought of you, not knowing how but when I can feel you next to me, me needing you to hold... You are everything that I find wanting if life Joanne, you are my dream, I breath you, live you, seek you out in everything I do. A day with out you is a day, each day that I am lonely, a day that I am lost with out you... you are the sound of life, the beating of my heart and with out you I am nothing, I go through my day not to get to the next, but to find you laying there when I open my eyes. you see, I have counted on many things in my life, but i never thought i would ever find someone so pure, full of love for me as you have... i figured that one day I would know what love is but never thought love would be you, you have givin me something to believe in, you have walked into my life like the wind on my face, like the sun that leav

Low Brow Survey
Would you like to learn how to pole dance? OMG I can't imagine that would accomplish except turn the mood from sexual to humorous. Ever been to an adult store? Many times. Ever bought something from an adult store? Yes but just so that I would be a customer, instead of a freaky perv "browsing". Ever played strip poker? It has been many years!!! As I recall I sat in naked humiliation continually waiting for my chance to see boobies and it NEVER CAME. Ever gone skinny dipping? Many times, often. Mostly just in our pool though.. Kissed someone of the same sex? Ugh I threw up a little bit, in my mouth, at the though.. No! Sex in the morning, afternoon, or night? That's the best way to wake up. But midday sex is the most fun. Are you dominant or submissive? I like being told what to do. The bedroom is the only place where I can have a boss. Would you have sex with anyone on your Top friends? Maybe.. why did one of them mention it to you??? :P What

Marine Corps History To Help You Today
Here is something every person should really consider on November 4th I am Not asking for you to reply to me with an answer. This is something that is a personal decision that only you need to really know the answer to. What is the primary reason you are voting this election ? I may sound abrasive here, Although, Would you be willing to be put in a category as Sheep that go to a slaughter? Do you go to the Election booth like herds of cattle in masses and out of shear habit? Do you really consider who you are voting for to represent your views your principles? Some go through life wondering if they have made a difference. Marines Don't have that problem - Ronald Reagan During the Truman Era The USMC was threatened with being disbanded. Truman proposed disbanding the Marine Corps as part of the 1948 defense reorganization plan, a plan that was only abandoned after a letter-writing campaign and the intervention of influential congressmen who were veteran Marines.

Xmas In November
STFU ITS SANTA FOR SALE! JUST TOUCH ... ERR.. CLICK ON MY CANDY CANE TO BID ON SANTA IF YOU'D LIKE! OR ON THE AUCTION PIC I Am Santa Claus - Bob Rivers STOP GOOFING AROUND RUDY WE NEED TO START GETTING READY FOR CHRISTMAS!

My Children
My Children are very smart, All of them have a great big heart. They all are growing up each and every day, In there own unique and specail way, All my children are filled with joy, I love them dearly my girls and boys. When I am sad and had a bad day, All my children know how to make the hurt go away I love my children more than words could ever say I am greatful they are alive each and every day. They mean more to me than anyone will ever know When they are not with me the hours go by slow, Everyday brings a brand new start, After all my children are my heart. I thank you, God, each and every day, That you sent me six beautiful angels my way. So with all that said, Dear Lord, look over them as they lay down thier heads, Keep them safe from harms way, Remember that I love them as I pray.

The Life Of The Dark Lord Part 2
the next evening the man comes into the restaurant.he walk in to take his favorite seat as always and sits there waiting for the woman he is captivated with to come in.and he looks down to see it is a five minutes past the time she comes in.he is worried and stands up and walks toward the door and he hears something that he knows nobody els can hear.he quickly runs out of the restaurant and quickly makes his way to the alley way near by where he knows the noise is comeing from.and there he sees her with 3 men surrounding her.he hears one of them say lets get her and be done with it and another says no i want more from this one.the man walks down the alley.and the lady notices him and smiles at the man who has captured her heart.the man say leave my lady alone now.the 3 men turn and say get lost and they pull their guns quickly.but before they can do a thing the man has already run behind them and knockes the guns from their hands.the 3 men shocked dumb founded.the man then flings them

Eyez Of Jade
Most of us know her well and those that dont should...she's Eyez of Jade AKA TyghtWhyt and right now she has auto 11's on for the next 24 hrs so now theres an even better reason to get to know her. So rate her, fan her, add her, crush her, bling her, just give her some good lovin!! ~*~EyezOfJade ~*~Always Known As Tyghtwhyt -Owned by King Haze&DamienDarke Pu$$ycatPlaymate@ fubar

Nobama
vote mccain if you want to have a country left. vote mccain if you are against socialism and against an elitist who made fun of joe the plumber after telling him he "wanted to spread the wealth because that's whats best". vote mcain if you are against partial birth abortion. vote mccain if you are against hate speech from the pulpit of the trinity church that teaches separatism and seeks the secession of black citizens from the united states rather than real eradication of racism. vote mccain if you know obama has still refused to provide proof of natural birth citizenship when mccain has. vote mccain if you think obama's character is shady because he removes the american flag from his plane, or wont hold his hand over his heart when the pledge of allegiance is being recited. vote mccain if you are against a radical muslim leader, known anti-semite, anti-white, hate speech leader Louis Farakhan who supports Obama, and referred to Obama as the messiah. Rev.Wright and Louis Farakhan both

She Got That Ooh Wee!!!!
Most of us know her well and those that dont should...she's Eyez of Jade AKA TyghtWhyt and right now she has auto 11's on for the next 24 hrs so now theres an even better reason to get to know her. So rate her, fan her, add her, crush her, bling her, just give her some good lovin!! ~*~EyezOfJade ~*~Always Known As Tyghtwhyt -Owned by King Haze&DamienDarke Pu$$ycatPlaymate@ fubar

Four Seasons Of Our Love
In December, snowflakes fall from the sky Those snowflakes as precious as your eyes Pure romance, our tender hearts will chase Cuddling up so ever warm by the fireplace. In beautiful spring, during April’s showers Before nature is blooming with sunflowers I will hold you close to kiss you in the rain It’s you my lover, that my heart has gained. It’s in the midst of summer, neath the stars You and I lay, til the moon comes our way The stars are aligned and the mood is right And your beauty, reflects in the moonlight. In the autumn, leaves falling from the trees Some are yellow, orange, brown and green I’ll follow my heart and follow my dreams It’s your love my darling that’s guiding me. I fell for you as the leaves do in November Love, is as beautiful as December’s winter It’s through these four seasons, of our love That my tender heart simply grown to love.

Halloween Party Enter If You Dare!!!
Party Party Party! We would like to invite you all to southern comfort for a wild and scary time. we are having a halloween party on october 31 @ 11:00 est .we understand everyone will be out with family ,but the party will still be going on when you get home ,so come on over and have a drink and some laughs with all the family @ southern comfort. we hope everyone has a happy and safe halloween . Click the pic to enter Southern Comfort !

What The Hell Is Happening Here!!
Ok you have got to do me a fav!!! i really want coments on this one!! tell me how you feel about this!! Ok here is the back story!! I not going to be a dick and mention names!! Even though i should!! but the story is. some one on my friends list posted an away message that said.. " ask how to be on my family list" so messing around i did.. Keep in mind she is no longer on my friends list!! so i sent her a drink asking how.. this is the exact response!! Getting into my family list requires a $20 donation to my paypal account. Once the donation goes through, you have access to over 100 NSFW pictures for an entire month! Also, for a limited time, this offer also includes a special NSFW salute made by me for you! Let me know if you're interested! now i found this funny cause she has an album in her pis that read.. this is because of the assholes.. in witch she pasted a shout box convo between her and some dude that was telling her he had an 11 inch!!! well you know! and all bein

October 24 - 26 2008 Trip To San Diego
So where do I start. Well I went down to San Diego over the weekend. I was finally able to spend some time with a girl that I have been chatting with on here for a little over 6 months I think. I got there Friday afternoon. I saw her get out of her car and was instantly excited and giddy like a school boy. I have not felt excited like that in along time. It felt kind of weird. So we were able to spend some good quality time toether. A movie, dinner, quality time, and just hanging out. I could not have asked for a better time or a better girl to spend my time with. I just had to share my joy.

Religion Is A Farce
The John Jay Report commissioned by the U.S. Conference of Catholic Bishops was based on surveys completed by the Catholic dioceses in the United States. The surveys provided information from diocesan files on each priest accused of sexual abuse and on each of the priest's victims. That information was filtered, so that the research team did not have access to the names of the accused priests or the dioceses where they worked. The report presented aggregate findings. The dioceses were encouraged to issue reports of their own based on the surveys that they had completed. The Report found accusations against 4,392 priests in the USA alone. The Catholic Church was widely criticized when it was discovered that some bishops knew about allegations and reassigned the accused instead of removing them. Some bishops and psychiatrists noted that the prevailing psychology of the times suggested that people could be cured of such behavior through counseling. Many of the abusive priests had recei

Fag Central
i just saw a dude punch a chick in the face, 3 dudes were in the guy's face, and he hit the girl, and the dudes didn't do jack shit. so i yelled "hey tough guy, fucking california faggot, who hits girls?" but they called the cops, what the fuck kind of pussies are these. i want to go home.

80s Night ~ Dirty Deeds Radio
Yes, you heard right... DJ Smurfette is hosting an 80's night only in Dirty Deed Radio!!! You know you remember the 80s and still love them... so don't miss out!!! TUESDAY, OCTOBER 28TH 8:00 - 11:00 P.M. EST ** THERE WILL BE TRIVIA WITH FUBUCKS PRIZES GIVEN **

Whose Happy?
I am. OK so heres the dealio. I go to school. I work. I am a very busy person (sometimes) I've decided to take off all my nudes on here. Deal with it. I'm sure I'll make like no points or whatever when I take them off but who cares I talk to a handful of people from here and don't care about the rest. ♥ but seriously I am VERY happy :) and I don't want it to end nope... I wanna keep this smile and who gives me this smile in my pocket next to my chapstick.

Our Newest Member
Please welcome Lost Soul...... Our newest member in the family. PLEASE A/F/R LOST SOUL~CHOPPERS BIKER CLUB LEVELERS CREW ~Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew's~@ fubar Welcome to the family MsBratt Angel Eyes Basstracker Sexy T

My Thoughts....
I was thinking it has been a long time since my last blog entry and decided to post one. But the one thing on my mind is a guy. I know kinda lame and cheesy, but its the truth. I cant stop thinking about him. Is it pathetic that i feel this way? I know my family will not approve of him, so why bother even going after him. My parents may understand that color means nothing when he is a good person. Its the rest of my family that i worry about. I honestly do not understand what the problem is if i start dating a black man. What difference does it make? He makes me laugh, and feel good on the inside. He treats my son well and makes him feel loved. To my family i would be doing wrong, but when i look into his eyes it doesnt feel wrong. How can it be wrong when i get happy and excited to hear from him or see him. It feels right to be have his arms wrapped around me in a hug or to crack jokes when each other is sad. There is a part of me that just doesnt want to care what my f

Poem
i wonder now where you are i see the star at night we used to look at when we where arm in arm i wonder what your doing now that are kissess are long and faded,i see the moon looking at me asking why did you let her go you fool. i wish too see your eyes in mine but i do not know where you are tonight.i sit here wondering where my soul had gone too my lover. the leaves lay at my feet as i see the places we have gone together..

Oops We Did It Again!!!!!
Yup thas right 4 those of U that don't know already DJ SILK is once again pregnent. I am about 3 1/2 mounths along & hoping 4 a boy this time around. Once again my husband & I R oppting to not find out what it is untill he or she is born, we luv the suprise. Our families will know but not us. I am so excited I can't wait. all though if I could skip the gaining wait & labour pains this time around that would B great lol. LUV YA ALL DJ SILK

T/y Bully
> Happy Hour was a Sucsess THANK YOU for making me Oracle SDMF N/Y BaD GirL FU OwNeD BY GreGorY@ fubar **reminder AUTO 11's on** Thank You to ALL who helped me show love to these Great Fu's SDMF NeWYorK@ fubar Tempting Enchantress@ fubar Gregory (aka Fu owner of SDMF N/Y BaD GirL)@ fubar DJ JOKER DDR **W.C.H**@ fubar xoxox repost for me so all can see how AWESOME they are!! (repost of original by 'DJPhucker~Dsc~ Dirty Addiction ~pttime dj @RACH'S PLAYLAND.CO-OWNER@TOXIC RADIO' on '2008-10-26 21:22:46') (repost of original by 'Tempting Enchantress' on '2008-10-26 21:27: