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What are you waiting for?
You build me up just to watch me fall,
You gave me your everything but nothing at all.
You led me into your dreadful lies,
Just to watch me break down and cry.
Your perfect smile that hid a tomorrow,
Breaking me into pieces with your sorrow.
I had everything I needed in the end,
But you weren't really my best friend.
You changed over one week and I miss you,
Or miss the person you were and you said it too.
But you said people can't change who they really are,
Instead brang me down and made a permanent scar.
You ask me for my forgiveness and say you're there,
But when i'm crying at night, baby it's not fair.
Do you love me like you say you do?
Have I changed in every way too?
Should I give up on us and all we were,
Erase the memories and smiles that occur.
Block myself out from the world once again,
Just because the person you are changed my best friend.
If it's a yes how do I say goodbye,
Miss you forever and try not to cry?
Take to the knife over and over again,
Because you took the place of it being my friend.
How do I stop myself falling when I see you're eyes,
How do I stand tall and who now; wont tell me lies.
Do you know how hard it is to look at you,
I know now you've lied you've broken me into two.
There was a monster behind your perfect smile,
Taking me for granted; holding me hostile.
How do I find the words to say goodbye forever,
Forget the presents you gave and act like never.
Well I don't know how to say goodbye too,
Guess I'm falling down and down just for you.
My bubbly baby the one whom I loved to love,
Starting to think that I was never enough.
*I Hate that I love you.*
not for the man im with now but 4 a past gf that i had i wrote this yrs ago and i thought id share
