You know, it usually seems that after some sort of heartache is when I become myself the most. I want to get out and do things, because that's what makes me happy - going out and having an adventure. Life should be an adventure, right?
I like being a simple person, but I love to go out and have fun! Tuesday night I went out with an old friend from high school to see a band play at the Viper Room in Hollywood. They were actually pretty good. The style of music is very influenced by the glam rock of the 80's, but they had their own spin off it. My friend bought himself a cd. I'll probably end up stealing it from him to put on my computer, whenever I get my own back. It was really fun. At one point the singer jumped off stage and rushed right passed me, stepping on my toes in the process! At least I had my boots on, otherwise my toes would have been hurting for the rest of the night. It was cool though. I really wish my friend Xander would have been there. I only know him online from the fu, but he knows the singer of the band (who I think owes me a drink because of my toes). Six degrees of seperation strikes again! Cause my friend knows the bassist of the band, lol. Life can be fun sometimes.
I went out shopping by myself yesterday. I hate doing things by myself. But it seemed strangley calming. I bought myself two new shirts, a cami, and some sunglasses. They're really cute! I ended up hanging out with my mom at the roller rink last night. I haven't been skating in about 2 months. One of the guys who works there usually ends up being my rollerskating buddy whenever he works dj, which was the case last night. So we were talking and catching up. It was fun. I always have a good time when I go skating, especially when I have someone to talk to. But last night was a little interesting. I mentioned that I had been dumped again, I felt something change. I mean, I always gave him a hug and such whenever I saw him, but it never really went beyond that. He's always been my friend (though I always have thought he was cute). After I mentioned that little fact, he got a little touchy. Nothing inappropriate. Just a small touch on the shoulder here and there. Maybe I'm reading into something that isn't there, but before last night he's never done that before. Was he just trying to comfort his friend or was he trying to send me a sign? Help!
Oh also found out something really hilarious. One of the new floor gaurds they hired at the rink went to kindergarden with me. It was such fun to figure out the question "You look familiar, where do I know you from?" We spent about half the night trying to figure it out.
Overall, it's been an ok week so far. Spent so much time studying, I don't know how to get it back. But it's ok, it's an investment, lol. I've done my studying for the day and now I'm just waiting on my laundry so I can shower and get ready. I'm heading out to the Amoeba Music store in Hollywood. They have everything there. If they don't have it, it probably never existed. Going to try and find me some new cd's and get my best friend a record. She deserves a gift.
The end? Naaaaaaaaaaaah.