Prepare To Die By Chocolate!
Choco-Holic Cake CAKE 1 pkg. (18.25 oz.) chocolate cake mix 1 pkg. (about 3.4 oz.) chocolate instant pudding and pie filling mix 1 cup milk 1/2 cup sour cream 4 large eggs 2 cups (12-oz. pkg.) Ghiradelli Semi-Sweet Chocolate Morsels 1 cup chopped walnuts GLAZE 2 ounces Ghiradelli Dark Chocolate 3 tablespoons butter 1 1/2 cups sifted powdered sugar 2 to 3 tablespoons water 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1/2 tsp Orange Extract FOR CAKE: PREHEAT oven to 350° F. Grease and flour 12-cup Bundt pan or other tube pan. COMBINE cake mix, pudding mix, milk, sour cream and eggs in large mixer bowl. Beat on low speed just until blended. Beat on high speed for 2 minutes. Stir in morsels and nuts. Pour into prepared baking pan. BAKE for 55 to 65 minutes or until wooden pick inserted in cake comes out clean. COOL in pan on wire rack for 20 minutes. Invert onto wire rack to cool completely. ***************************************************************************************** FOR GLAZE: M

Kelly Rowlands - Stole
He was always such a nice boy The quiet one With good intentions He was down for his brother Respectful to his mother A good boy But good don't get attention One kid with a promise The brightest kid in school He's not a fool Reading books about science and smart stuff It's not enough, no Cause smart don't make you cool, whoa He's not invisible anymore With his Father's 9 and a broken fuse Since he walked through that classroom door He's all over primetime news Mary's got the same size hands As Marilyn Monroe She put her fingers in the imprints At Mann's Chinese Theater Show She coulda been a movie star Never got the chance to go that far Her life was stole Now we'll never know No no no no oh They were crying to the camera Said he never fitted in He wasn't welcomed He showed up to the parties We was hanging in Some guys were puttin him down, bullyin him round Now I wish I woulda talked to him Gave him the time of day Not turn away If I woulda been the one to maybe go this far He migh

32 Weeks And Counting
If you would of asked me 2 years ago where I would be and how I would feel today , my answer would of not been pleasant . Since my divorce and Meeting Brett my life is so different . I smile alot and laugh too . A year and a half has gone by since we started dating and I can't picture anyone but him making me feel this good . Getting kicked right now by our little surprise I am sitting here smiling . I am counting the days till we get to hold him . I love my children very much and this little guy growing inside me is no exception . I can't wait to see his eyes and hear his giggle . I haven't felt this "high" on life in such a long time . I don't want it to ever end . Amazing how someone enters your life from out of no where and can so dramatically change it and help you find you and happiness along the way . Few more weeks to go and I am counting each moment,  every kick ,  and every hope not only for Brett and I but for all my children . So happy and content at this moment .....

Agendas
Chapter 1 - a pisser of a day ------------------------------------ It's a beautiful day in this neighborhood, A beautiful day for a neighbor, Would you be mine? Could you be mine? It's a neighborly day in this beautywood, A neighborly day for a beauty, Would you be mine? Could you be mine? I have always wanted to have a neighbor just like you, I've always wanted to live in a neighborhood with you. So let's make the most of this beautiful day, Since we're together, we might as well say, Would you be mine? Nora Delaney grimaced, groaning out loud as the ultra-cheery children's theme song blasted down the hallway assaulting her as she made her way to her office. She was never sure if this song, or the Barney theme song, was worse. Of course she had found out that most of the people who worked here were crazy and starting the day with a theme song was one of the more mundane quirks her coworkers possessed. She peeked in the only open door on the entire floor confirming that Karen

The Condemned Truth
         When did being black,gay, or even bisexual cause you to instantly become part of the CONDEMNED.I can hear a ton of little voices now, saying but thats not true, being a minority or gay even bisexual is now the new norm how can they...how can we be part of the CONDEMNED?          For those little voices for one moment put the shut to the up and relaxe for a minute.Im talking amazing beautiful diferences that make this world an amazing place to live in.Yet we still have places where people are CONDEMNED for those very beautiful diferences.         I said before and Ill say it again LOVE is the most beautiful thing in the world. It can build cities,mend hearts,feed the hungry..Its one of those things that mixed with passion can make the world a heaven on earth..While Hate and passinate Hate and burn the world asunder..       Im not saying one race or one group of people is overly concerned or hates another..I dont believe in saying that because in turn that would make me just

Just A Question
Is there such thing a Mr Right... Do u beleive there is one person out there for all of us.....

Booty
Any of my fubar friends that feel like their booty is so sexy to enter into my booty licious folder, hit me with a shoutbox or message.

Wait
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when it happened to you! You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much and love like you've never loved before because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a whole minute of happiness you'll never get back!Find someone who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on them, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the one who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world even when you look your worst, who holds your hand in front of their friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much they care and h

Big D
I was informed today that my husband doesn't think it is worth trying to work things out. SOOOOO looks like I will be getting divorced... *blinks* I expected it.. but came as a surprise when he said it today through a text... I didn't expect him to not even TRY to work things out... I mean.. he did say he loved me and always would when we split up... not even trying just makes me think the doesn't really...   yay for my self esteem getting yet another hit

Aliens Visit Earth
  Two aliens landed in the  Arizona desert near a gas station that was closed for the night. They approached one of the gas pumps and the younger alien addressed it saying, 'Greetings, Earthling. We come in peace. Take us to your leader The gas pump, of course, didn't respond.  The younger alien became angry at the lack of response. The older alien said, 'I'd calm down if I were you.'     The younger alien ignored the warning and repeated his greeting. Again, there  was no response.     Annoyed by what he perceived to be the pump's haughty attitude, he drew   his ray gun and said impatiently, 'Greetings, Earthling. We come in  peace. Do not ignore us this way! Take us to your leader or I will  fire!'     The older alien again warned his comrade saying, 'You probably don't want  to  do that!  I really don't think you should make him mad.'    'Rubbish,' replied the cocky, young alien.  He aimed his weapon at the pump and  opened fire.  There was a huge explosion. A massive fireba

Is It The Message Or Did They Follow All The Little Rules?
I have seen over and over a message with genuine content shot down by peers, hell everyone because of grammar mistakes.Do you think it is the message that is important?  Or should it just be discarded because of a misplaced comma or forgotten period Yeah I did that on purpose for all the English Prof's    

Winter
frost has covered trees and grasswinds cut like glass between these homesDarkness has fallen, another day pastGray clouds conceil dark skies aboveI lie alone, void of sleeps gentle touchthoughts of you dart, dance, and playmy beating heart bleeds in a rushI yearn to see your angelic faceThis cold expanse between us laughsmocking earth and ocean alikesuffocating, longing for you I gaspShivering I am in blackest nightI want to see you, taste you, hold you closeI want to feel, you smell you, hear your voiceI count the seconds until you are with me once moreI count each tear that make my eyes moistI live for dawn, for morning raysfor birdsongs that echo through window panesAnother night with you has passed to new dayAnd closer I am to reaching youI adore our time ever brief we spendyour words caress my lonely heartI sleep drunk off your love and thenawake to wait once more for darkYou hold my soul, my heart, my future wifeI have faith your heart is true for meI dream we are together for al

Our Love
TO SAY WHAT U MEAN TO ME IS IMPOSSIBLENOT ENOUGH WORDS IN DICTIONARYYOU MAKE ME GIDDY WITH JUST A CHUCKLEYOU MAKE ME HOT WITH JUST AN EMOTEYOU MAKE ME SMILE WITH JUST A THOUGHTYOU HAVE COMPLETLY STOLEN MY HEARTI AM KRAZY BUT IM KRAZY FOR YOUI AM IMPATIENT TO BE WITH YOUI CRY FOR YOU MY HAPPY TEARS THANX FOR THATI AM YOUR BABY, ALWAYS AND FOREVEROUR LOVE TAKES MY BREATH AWAYOUR LOVE HEALED MY HEARTOUR LOVE ENVELOPS MEOUR LOVE COMPLETES MEOUR LOVE MAKES EVERYTHING POSSIBLEWHY U ASK? THE ANSWER IS SIMPLE YOU ARE "THE ONE" FOR ME.

Velvet
Velvet curtains draw over an azure dreamAs absent wanderers trace lazy circles in creamAnd as the bluest skies fade with a whisper of a smileThe world holds its breath and watches for a whileIs a moment better spent here or where you while away?Finally a choice with no wrong, and a place to staySo comforted in ways so hard to expressSuch a pleasant torture with your scent on my chestAnd is it wrong to want to worship when a soul feels only rejoice?Or is that what Heaven is supposed to mean, if given the choice?As velvet curtains draw over an azure dreamAn an absent wanderer learns how to breatheThe bluest eyes close with the tease of a smileAnd the world holds its breath and daydreams for a whileA pressure on the chest as much within as withoutAccompanies a smile that knows nothing of doubtThe scent of forever teasing breezes of reposeWhile that long left withered finds room to growAnd is it wrong to smile while tears trace the lines of your face?Or does it mean that Heaven was never m

A Rydas Holiday Charity Concert This Friday
I'm throwing my second concert in a week, the first being last Fridays "Night of the Juggalos" and now its time for "A Rydas Holiday" Concert to Benefit "Toys for Tots" held by Hatchet Rydas Car Club Detroit , Hosted by non-other than "Rude Boy". All Ages Show, Admission is $8 at the Door, or bring a new $5 toy and get in for $2! Doors open at 7pm, Live Performances, DJ, and a very special Comedy Set! Drink Specials all night long, $1 Bar Shots, $1.50 Miller Bottles, and $3 JagerBombs! Come Support Local Music & Most Importantly Come Show Some Support For The Kids!!! For any questions or concerns please contact Detroit Don - ReD @ motownhustlin@yahoo.com

Fukkin Moron
[01:16] liquaius: lol approproate quote *goes back to chick*[01:16] Rogue: *permanently deletes/blocks you*[01:16] *** Auto-response from liquaius: "Every facet, every department of your mind, is to be programmed by you. And unless you assume your rightful responsibility and begin to program your own mind, then the world will program it for you."[01:16] *** "liquaius (liquaius)" signed off at Wed Dec 09 01:16:46 2009.

Past Tense And Portraits Of The Sober Mind~by Jd
I should have lived a diferent life, Better memories and fond keepsakes. I should have slowed down, Took a bit more time, I could have listened to the important things, Made a few less mistakes.   I could've been happy from the get go, Only thing that held me back were stubborn decisions and the rivoting of my mind. I should have lived a different life, Instead of going for broke and to the fullest i would live, I made it so easy to take beating after beating and it became so easy to dispose the good hearts who came my way.   If i would have lived a different life, I would have stayed true to my intuition and my choices all the same. I could have spent a little less effort learning how easy it was for people to be used, Sorry but somehow i must have been misguided, I believed people were just meant to come and go.   If this were another life relived and the slate was wiped clean, I would think twice before i jump into the deep end, Think properly before i took the next

Love Is....
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves."-- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 When a love like that is found, embrace it, cherish it, nurture it. Too many of us live the rushed life. Rush for time, in a rush to make money and in a rush to find love. Love does not take someone hostage, it allows growth and change and unconditional acceptance. Love also knows when there is a time to step aside. Once you love someone do you ever really stop? Maybe if we have been horribly wronged our pain is deep and scars are left behind. But in the depths of my heart I know I wish them the best. For it is not in me to truly hate another human being. (wow, I had to pause and think on that one). Someone once told me that there is first lust.........

Reflections In The Mirror~by Jd
Determined to make a difference, Ready for positive change. I am still learning how to keep steady, Everyday a little something more is just not the same.   For just a few years i began to lose it, Now a flurry of actions have swept across my path. I believe what it comes down to is now or never, No time for hesitation, This is my moment to finally reflect.   Looking back at all the situations, Not to mention all of the strenuous pains. All the times i remember when i was just this close to giving in, More proud of myself just to know that i was able to resist.   With this pen clinched in my fist, I feel as if i can dominate the world. Much like when i was younger, Cocky knowing if i wanted something bad enough i would suck you into my world.   More or less i strive to piss off my doubters, Anyone who looked down upon this man and called me a " crying shame". Soon enough i'll be at the top once more, Yes you'll envy me again, All you non believers should just kee

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The Stand Still~by Jd
How long are you going to stand still, How many times must you tell yourself that you are the one to blame? Living with so much desperation and hostility, Remember this is your life take control of the reigns.   You've always contained a stroke of genuis, So maybe you've been a little watered down over time. There has to be some time for rejuvenation, Dont you grow tired of walking through life blind? There must be room left to heal and still continue to learn, Regain that "self" control.   Why must you keep this hard to bere chip on your struggling shoulder, No-one ever asked you to carry the weight of the world. For now lets just make haste and skip past all the details, Lets pretend you now walk alone, Afloat high above this broken world.   How many more years will you decided to go about disillusioned? Holding back so much potential and for so long you have wanted to burst. So ready to step foot into the unknown and experience the forbidden fruits, No-one has even

Problems With A Slow Computer? My Personal Opinions And Suggestions
OK, FIRST ALWAYS RUN THE ANALYZE FEATURE ON THE DEFRAG FIRST TO SEE IF YOU NEED A DEFRAG DONE ON YOUR COMPUTER FOR XP USERS, VISTA USERS ARE SCANNED DAILY AUTOMATICALLY ON WINDOWS VISTA.  NOW IM SURE ALOT OF YOU HAVE MONEY AND CAN AFFORD SOME SPECTACULAR PROGRAMS AT A CERTAIN PRICE RANGE...BUT FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE LIKE ME AND ARE BROKE MOST OF THE TIME I RECOMMEND DOWNLOADING PROGRAMS SUCH AS SPYBLASTER, SPYBOT SEARCH AND DESTROY, MALWAREBYTES TO HELP FIGHT SPAM, MALWARE AND SPYWARE.  I ALSO RECOMMEND DOWNLOADING AVG ANTIVIRUS PROGRAM.  NOW IM SURE ALOT OF YOU HAVE HEARD RUMORS ABOUT IT HAVING TROUBLES ON VISTA AND THINGS OF THAT NATURE AND SOME PEOPLE MAY SUGGEST AVAST.  FIRST OFF ANY FREE PROGRAM YOU HAVE OR ANY PROGRAM AT ALL FOR THAT MATTER IS ALWAYS GONNA DEVELOP PROBLEMS AT SOME POINT FOR SOME REASON THAT'S JUST FACTUAL COMMON SENSE.  I MYSELF HAVE USED AVAST AND WHAT I DONT LIKE ABOUT AND WHAT ALOT OF PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT IT, IS THAT IF YOU GET A VIRUS SOMETIMES YOU CANT

Follow Up National Wreath Project 2009
On behalf of John and Susan McColley and the SGTMAC Foundation, I would like to thank everyone who volunteered or donated to the SGTMAC Foundation for this year's Wreath Project. With your assistance, we were able to place 800 wreaths on gravesites at Gettysburg National Cemetery and 2,200 wreaths at Quantico National Cemetery where Sergeant Eric McColley of Gettysburg is interred.  I would also like to thank Giant Food Stores, ABF Freight Systems, Gettysburg Agway and Jacoby Transportation who all provided substantial logistical and/or financial assistance. On Friday December 4th approximately 75 people showed up at the Giant Store in Gettysburg at 0800 to put stickers on the bows and tie the bows to the wreaths. At 1300 we reassembled at the Gettysburg National Cemetery and placed the wreaths of the gravesites - starting on the section closest to Baltimore Pike. We placed them until we ran out. The following day, December 5th, my wife - Candi, Corporal Je

[i'm A Doctor]
Training startsdrumroll pleasetomorrow. :/2 12 hour days this week.I'm ecstatic.Or... what was that other word.Pissed.I HATE long days.8 Hour days are draining and boring and stupid enoughbut this week I've got the joy of 2 12 hour days, inclement weather, and ... soggy jeans shoes and socks.But there is one thing I love about cold weatherokaya lot of things I love about cold weatherbut this is in the top fiveSoooooooooooooooooOOooooooOoofucking quiet.My grandparents used to live in the country, this is my pace. Silent, dead, and peaceful.Like having no neighbors in sight.or within hearing.Its nice.Things I'm not so keen onwet dogs that love to play in the snow (and eat the snow)and then want to jump on you.Not having any fucking free time.Driving in this shit.Walking to and from my car in this shit.Scraping my car off in this shit.But here's my tip of the day:Give the pretty girl with cramps dark chocolate when she's pissed off at her boyfriend.Count it. I'm a doctor.

Big City Dreams Never Shout Never
hes sooo cute ..

Idk
i dont know how this night got turn around i dont know why u are mad.there alot of things i dont know. all i know is i love u and always want to be with u.i dont know how u be mad. or not talk to me .all i do know is i love u more with each passing sec.u can fill a book with what i dont know like i dont know why ppl use this site to hurt ppl ore break ppl up. u know i love u u know i always been there. look in your heart u will know i always will. i mean look at all we been though u and i always fine our way not once have i every try to hurt u ore use what i know agasit u and i will never dothat even if my heart rip into . for i turly love u u are my heart my soul my world my everything. and u know its ture. look how many years it been. dont let this site do us in for when this site is gone and all the fake ppl it be me who still love u and be at your side

The 12/8/2009 Spotlight Is Fake. And Busted In This Blog...
Check the blog below and to the left with a similar title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

Anger
I feel the anger rise up in me The same anger That makes me bleed Inside In my heart and in my soul Killing me With soft whispers of hate Softly, deeply But quickly my blood flows Outwards, pouring Showing its true power to the world Slowly but surely It destroys me I am not it But it has become me Angry is all I seem to feel lately Why can’t I just once be free From the anger that’s trapped inside me The anger which you provide The anger which you create The anger that’s inside me now Only at me it eats The only emotion we ever shared Was anger The only words we ever said Were yelled Why can’t you accept me the way I am The way I want to be Instead of turning me into somebody else The person you wished you could be I am not you And never will be Your thoughts are your own So how can I know what you’re thinking? I can’t But you expect me to You yell and scream and hate For I can’t read your mind Though I tr

The 12/8/2009 Spotlight Is Fake. And Busted In This Blog...
So here’s today’s spotlight on 12/8/2009... 23, Female from New York you say?…haha Nice salute you posted today too, pretty unique, I wonder why all the letters are the same and you had to change pens midway…eh? Makes no sense to me, check it out… This screams edited when magnified …. Upon further review of her pictures below… They are found to be uploaded on what I believe is a European social site called Kafic.net by a user known as Lutkaa back in December of oh, 2007...exact same photos… This is called cold busted. Colder than it is in the Swedish Alps. I bet it just moved here or had it’s jaw broken or something right? Someone fill KennyMac in before he wastes any more money on it…People never learn….Peace…

Rancour
Sorry world but it’s over now You thought you had me Pulled a fast one somehow That just didn’t work out The way you planned To destroy me Take me out on my own land It won’t work this time Oh no you see Because this time I’m holding on I’ll save my tears for me Because crying over you is pointless I’ll save all my smiles Because unlike you They don’t need a trial I’m keeping my heart to myself You will no longer read my words My fire used to keep you alive Now you will feel its burn You turned your back on me But that’s not what I’ll burn first First it’ll be your heart and your soul I’ll burn your insides Make your blood boil Then once my fires released You’ll skin will burn And fall as ashes at my feet I told you before I’m not gonna sit here and take this I’ll tell you again I will no longer sit here and fake it Fake the smiles Fake the blame Faking my entire

Dick Pics!
CUM RATE MY COCK PICS,AND PLEASE BE HONEST ,AND LEAVE COMMENTS!

Who Wants To Go To Norway!?
With ME! I'm not sure when.  Wanna go?

Christmas Carols For The Disturbed
1. Schizophrenia - Do you hear what I hear? 2. Multiple Personality Disorder - We Three Kings Disoriented Are 3. Dementia - I think I'll be home for Christmas. 4. Narcissistic - Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 5. Manic - Deck the halls and walls and hous and lawn and streets and stores and office and town and cars and buses and trucks and trees and ... 6. Paranoid - Sant Claus is Coming to town to Get Me 7. Boderline Personality Disorder - Thoughts of Roasting on an open fire. 8. Personality Disorder - You better watch out, I'm gonna cry, I'm gonna pout, maybe I'll tell you why. 9. Attention Deficit Disorder - Silent night, Holy ohh look at the Froggy - can I have a chocolate, why is France so far away? 10. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder - Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,

All That Remains,,,,(wrote This At Work The Other Day And Thought I Would Share)
I suspect the old person in my line farted. She stood there taking her purchases out of her cart one item at a time, oblivious to the stench around her. The bunch in her slacks suggested she was wearing an adult diaper. Perhaps it was full of the remains of lunch. Chicken fingers and cole slaw... an old person delight. I try to hold my breath as she empties her cart but time has seemed to slow down. She doesnt smell as bad as some customers...the trailor dwellars who come in for bologna, crackers, and lube. They smell even worse but this veil of stench that has filled the air is making my nose hairs curl in horror. Years of smoking and other debauchery have taken its toll on my lungs and they feel as if they are on fire.. I look down, curious to see if there is any anal seepage. I am sick fuck. I am a tough motherfucker. I work retail. I have seen things most of you will never see or hope to see. The horror...oh the horror.

Stupid Encounter #30 (please Read Botto To Top Its A Sb)
To shh...ima ...: Naw dude Im Cool Apperently ASU didn't teach you much... who in their right mind hits a bitch up says they want to get to know them without evenreading their profile what you think people write those for their health I mean shit your at work your bored like you got anything better to do anyways right... you want to get to know someone read up on it don't be a moron! shh...ima ...: feeling sad? shh...ima ...: wow ya know i graduated asu with a psych major need someone to get somethings off ur chest? To shh...ima ...: oh well sorry not one preson on this planet you can sum up into a paragraph next time you want to get to know someone do the reserch thats what its there for   shh...ima ...: i jus meant i wanted to put the most minimal amount of effort possible to make conversation cuz im bored as hell at work...i dont feel like reading a bio...no offense To shh...ima ...: well den why you say you want to get to know me then... morons I swear they live among us s h

Emo Boys Sparkle..please Read And Please Explain
Vampires are supposed to be bad ass, not pussy emo sparkly faggots. What is the big fucking deal with Twilight?? Seriously. I wasnt going to watch it. But I caved and rented it. I sat down and suffered through 30 minutes of it before I tasted bile and the remains of my lunch. I ended up watching the rest of the movie in fast forward. I sat disgusted with myself and tried in vain to figure out what the big fucking deal is. Vampires are supposed to be ruthless, cunning, sensual demons from hell. Not fruity, emo, sparkly cock sucking faggots like the ones shown in Twilight... Some one please explain.. and if you are a Twilight fan and you have come to insult me, go somewhere else and slit your fucking wrists... Rent The Lost Boys.. it will change your view on Twilight real quick like..

I Made You Cry
I did the one thing i never wanted to do.... i made you cry..... I promised I would never hurt you...I know you say they are happy tears....but they are tears no the less.....I am sorry to have you lose the tears... My love for you makes me tell you the little things you deserve to hear...I want you to know i never want you to cry.... a smile every day....A rose on your pillow every morning to make you smile....A bath drawn when you get home to relax you after a hard day...a back rub to make you feel better.....a home cooked meal to make your stomach warm.....a glass of wine to take the edge off...a sunset to moon lit stroll to romance you......these are the things i want for you everyday.....you in my arms....BUT never a tear to role down your cheek....ill wipe them away and save them in a jar... to show you these are what i want to save you from...I LOVE YOU...Waiting on a woman

Choreophilia
Sexual arousal from dancing.

Solicitous
solicitous\suh-LIS-uh-tuhs\ , adjective;1.Manifesting or expressing care or concern.2.Full of anxiety or concern; apprehensive.3.Extremely careful; meticulous.4.Full of desire; eager.

Being A Single Dad?
IM NOT SURE HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE THE SAME PROBLEM BUT BEING A SINGLE DAD HAS MADE IT SO HARD TO DATE. I WORK ALL WEEK AND WEEKENDS ARE THE ONLY TIME I GET WITH MY LIL GIRL. EVERY GIRL I HAVE DATED SINCE MY BABIES MOMMA HAS NOT LASTED MORE THAN COUPLE WEEKS. IT LIKE IM NOT WORTH ALL THE HASSLE WITH MY BAGGAGE. NEED SOME ADVICE

294
"Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater.  If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby.  If you give her a house she'll give you a home.  If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal.  If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart.  She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her.  So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit."  - Unknown.

Wasted
Wasting time again.Ignorance suits me well.Maybe it’s my heart.Stubborn and, Trusting the unknown again.Faith found in the depths of another’s eyes, Our own manifestations of imageries.Constantly conjuring an infatuation. Nonetheless, I’ve let my guard down again.Wasting time again.A lesson I’ll never learn.Faith still flowing, A stubborn heart still beating.Will I ever learn

Today More
Today More I think I made a few mad......You all don't have to like what I write...They are just my thoughts at that point and time...I will not appoligize if it pisses you off....they are my thoughts not yours...If you dont like it then dont read it....THANK YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY.....Love Always JC....Waiting On A Woman

The Ugly Futh
            Hell Yeah!! People I'm back. It's time for your healthy dose of some ugly truth. What better a topic to throw some ugly on then this wondiferous place so many of us spend so much of our time in. Yes Fu-Land I’m talkin about you and these wonderful subjects deemed fu's which more then half of us should just be called hypocritical fools.       You may ask why? Ohh why such the beef with Fu-Land? It's simple really..I cant stand any place that reminds me of HighSchool..Where a Bunch of Lonely Skank-a-Dillas and holier then thou wife jackin man whores become hypocritical jackasses and are able to dictate what was once a fun place. You don’t like homosexuals, interracial relationships, bisexuals, that’s fine your entitled to your opinion but go bitch about peoples god given freedoms on some redneck retard blog site with others that share your views don’t come up in a public place and make it hell for others..       I'm a product of an interracial marr

Help! Please Read This Don't Turn Away? I Need You! Finantial Help?
I NEED HELP RIGHT NOW B4 I'M HOMELESS, I FELL ON HARDSHIP THIS YEAR! SOMEBODY RESPOND TO THIS? I WILL TELL U MY STORY! I DON'T CARE IF IT'S 20$ OR A GIFT CARD TO BUY CLOTHES? FOOD, RENT ANYTHING HELP'S...DON'T IGNORE THIS HELP ME! MY ANGEL IS OUT THERE SOMEWHERE?

Name Change?
I've been thinking of changing my screen name. I didnt want to post a mumm about it. I want something with Raven in it.  I've always felt a kinship with Ravens, they have been very prophetic to me as well. Things are changing for me and I think a change online would be refreshing. maybe it will help somewhat, Im not feeling like myself.   I was thinking Ravensong but I could use some input from my fu-friends.   help me here!!

Tiger In The Nude?
  As if having sex with babe number 11, who is a porn star, is not bad enough for Tiger, online mag Playgirl says they have been approached to buy nude pictures of the golfing super stud. I can understand boys will be boys but this is getting a little ridiculous. Most guys wanna have numerous babes they can tap into but taking nude picks is just plain stupid. If these pictures turn out to be the golfing God himself then there has to be a missing piece of Tiger’s brain. How in the heck does a guy of his stature allow anyone with a camera to take his picture without clothes on? I would think when he was romping with these honeys he would require them to leave all personal items in a locked box. And when he sees them naked then he can safely assume no cameras are in the room. I tried selling some nude pics of myself to AARP. There offer was a one year subscription to their magazine for half price. Go figure. http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2009/12/08/alleged-naked-phot

Coincidence? Makes Me Think...
(I dont usually listen to this type of music and by chance I heard this song and some others and these lyrics really spoke to me.)  How do I get closer to youWhen you keep it all on mute?How will I know the right way to love you?Usually the queen of figuring outBreaking down a man is no work outBut I have no clueHow to get through to youOh, I wanna hit you just to see if you cryI keep knocking on woodHoping there's a real boy inside'Cause you're not a manYou're just a mannequinI wish you could feel that my love is realBut you're not a manI wish I could just turn you onPut a battery in and make you talkEven pull a string for you to say anythingBut with you there is no guaranteeOnly expired warrantyA bunch of broken partsAnd I can't seem to find your heartOh, I'm such a foolI'm such a fool, I'm such a foolThis one's outta my handsI can't put you back together again'Cause you're not a manYou're just a mannequinI wish you could feel that my love is realBut you're not a manYou're just a to

Let It Go
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. LET THEM GO! And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of goodbye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in goodbye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whateve

Christmas Poem By A Soldier
New Christmas Poem TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT. SOON ROUND T

Why Did Jesus Fold The Napkin?
  Why Did Jesus Fold the Napkin?This is one I can honestly say I have never seen circulating in the e-mails so; I'll start it, if it touches you and you want to forward it.Why did Jesus fold the linen burial cloth after His resurrection? I never noticed this....The Gospel of John (20:7) tells us that the napkin, which was placed over the face of Jesus, was not just thrown aside like the grave clothes.The Bible takes an entire verse to tell us that the napkin was neatly folded, and was placed at the head of that stony coffin.Early Sunday morning, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to the tomb and found that the stone had been rolled away from the entrance.She ran and found Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus loved. She said, 'They have taken the Lord's body out of the tomb, and I don't know where they have put him!'Peter and the other disciple ran to the tomb to see. The other disciple out ran Peter

Babies Should Be Banned From Restaurants (unless They're On The Menu...)
It's my wife's birthday tomorrow, and since she likes to spend her birthday doing nothing but relaxing, I took her for a meal tonight at her favourite Italian restaurant. Since I find Italian food to be disgusting nasty shit, this should show you just how good a husband I am. :P Anyway, things were going great. We ordered drinks and a starter course and we were looking through the menu to see what we wanted for our mains when... when a young family were seated at the table across from us. A mother, father, a boy of around 3 years old and a 3 MONTH old baby. The baby starts fuckin crying and whining. The boy starts complaining "I dun like the dinners here. I wanna go McDonalds. I wanna go McDonalds. I WANNA GO MCDONALDS" etc. And the baby is still crying and the crying is getting louder. What are the parents doing? Well, daddy turns to the boy and says "Now, now Michael (fuck it, I'm naming the little shit), remember when we said that this was a special meal, and that we'd go to McDo

Mistakes Of The Past
ok so i made a lot of mistakes in the past and i`m feeling that its to late to correct them now. i picked the wrong woman to try and have a meaningful relationship with and now its over.   is it ever possible to correct those mistakes or should you just forget and move on with life. the woman i should have pursued is now in a relationship with someone else and all i find myself doing is praying it doesnt work out and i feel bad about that. i should be looking for some body thats free and wants to have a relationship with me but i just cant seem to do that.

Knock You Down
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Hush Hush
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qAvWIwipbuU   pussycat dolls

Being With You...
There's something I find, in being with you, that is lost to me elsewhere. The surety of your step, beside mine. The certainty in your voice, when you speak to me. The passion behind your eyes, that touches my soul. All these that take our relationship steps beyond our dreams, past surety and certainty both, to a realm of faith. All these things, and more, I find in being with you.

Hold On To Me
Hold on to me Let me comfort you when you hurt Hold on to me Let me love you when you hate yourself Hold on to me Let me help you through your trials I am the joy in your smile I am the tears that you cry I am in every beat of your heart Hold on to me.

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Belated 3 Yr Fuversary
>   >   My how Time flies! I will be belatedly celebrating my 3 yr. Fuversary on Wed. Dec. 9, 2009.  I’ll be running autos from 3pm Futime Wed. 2009 INTO Thursday, Dec. 10, 2009. I also have a Happy Hour @4pm Futime on the 9th.  Random blinging for heavy raters (more than 500 pics).  All who rate at least 250 pics and Fumail me by 1 pm Futime on Thurs. will also be bombed (time to compile the bombing list is needed). So come on over to help me celebrate my Fuversay and help yourselves at the same time!!! My link is below.    Manly - "110th Saint Levelus" - fuowned by Insane Melody!      

Angel
You're my angel in disguise You read my soul with your eyes Your spirit has entered my heart And it's my hope we never part For you are so special to me, Without you, my heart would weep bitterly. You're my angel in disguise Your love comforts my cries At night you guide me through the strife And it is for that, my dear angel, I owe you my life.

Funny Story
Ok, it made me laugh anyway....   Background details: Needed to buy some of those polystyrene packaging chips for our e-bay business at work. I ended up buying a 5 foot tall bag of the stuff.   K, now I've got that out of the way, here's the main point. Was sitting on the bus with this bag in the pram area (luckily no prams came on, wasn't getting this thing anywhere else). This guy gets on, chatting away on his phone, my bag of polystyrene things catches his eye. He stands there for a good minute staring at the bag, plucks up the courage to raise his hand, extend a finger and...     wait for it       prod the bag, before promptly walking upstairs.

The Power Of Words What Can They Hurt
you know the internet can be many thing to many people but mostly its a gate way of communication a gateway that many abuse yes people love to chat on cam but because of the horemongers and the power of the pronogrophy business many people are afraid of turning on thier cams or accepting some one elses because they are afraid of what they may or may not see...the chat lines or boxies aree so badly abused that people are afraid to give out there yim;s and quite frankly i dont blame them,and all the sights like this one and the many others are becomeing more and more commercial or game orentaited then ever before what happen to the internet its become a free for all,and the reasone for this to many people have this notion there are no way these people and i are going to meet unless i make an effort,and ya know there right...so they think they can say any thing and it want matter....BUZZZZZZZZZZZZ wrong answer folks no matter if on the net or in real life people have feelings,and they c

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Nice Message From Dragon's Keeper Aka Keeper Of Souls Aka Soulbringer Aka Peacebringer
: PeaceBringer Ow... Join my mob...http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?accept... United States subject: haha   received: 12/8/2009 11:52 am replied: no    block this member    Flag as spam   When you finally grow sdome balls and tell me the truth..then you can talk to me or about me other than that you will never have access to anything.....You are not a friend as you stated you are not a lover as you stated you used and abuse me like you wanted to from the beginning...I have never done wrong to you...but you always feel you need to accuse me of everything...i am not the retard that downloaded programs from a site that you installed and then screwed over your own computer and then blame it on me....You got nerve...You are never to contact me until you appologize and accept that you were wrong on everything you accused me of....And news flash i called my friend Steven Dunshire in the CIA and my friend A

What The 13 Folds In A Flag Mean
4 lakewood police officers were ambushed in a coffee shop, last week. watching the touching memorial service for all 4 of them. This posting is for them. They paid the ultimate price for doing their job. May they rest in peace and never be forgotten "WHY THE AMERICAN FLAG IS FOLDED 13 TIMES" Have you ever wondered why the Flag of the United States of America is folded 13 times when it is lowered or when it is folded and handed to the next of kin at the burial of a veteran? Here is the meaning of each of those folds and what it means: The first fold of our Flag is a symbol of life. The second fold is a symbol of our belief in eternal life. The third fold is made in honor and remembrance of the veterans departing our ranks who gave a portion of their lives for the defense of our country to attain peace throughout the world. The fourth fold represents our weaker nature, for as American citizens trusting, it is to Him we turn in times of peace as well as in time of w

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Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway.

Today
Today It was a cold day as I awoke. I looked out my window to see ice forming on my car. I knew it was going to be a bad day. You raced threw my mind. I imagined your eyes sparkled like the sun on the ice every time you thought of him. The man that makes you smile. I want to be him. You are my desire. My heart playing tricks on me saying you are him. My mind knowing I am not. The tears fall many at a time. I couldn't stop them. All i could do was hope that as each one fell and I wiped them away the longing I had went away too. I wanted your touch. I knew he had it. Your heart was his. So now my friend I hope you the best. Pray you find what you are longing for. Love Always....Waiting On A Woman.....

All I Want For Xmas
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Twelve Days Of Fu Christmas....was Bored..
On the first day of Christmas, my true fu sent to me a drink to welcome me   On the second day of Christmas, my true fu sent to me two lounge invites, and a drink to welcome me On the third day of Christmas, my true fu sent to me Three Friend requests Two lounge invites, and a drink to welcome me On the fourth day of Christmas, my true fu sent to me Four picture rates, Three Friend requests Two lounge invites, and a drink to welcome me On the fifth day of Christmas, my true fu sent to me Five interactive blingsFour picture rates, Three Friend requests Two lounge invites, and a drink to welcome me On the sixth day of Christmas, my true fu sent to me Six geeks a talking, Five interactive blingsFour picture rates, Three Friend requests Two lounge invites, and a drink to welcome me . On the seventh day of Christmas, my true fu sent to me Seven beggers for V.I.P.’s Six geeks a talking, Five interactive blingsFour picture rates, Three Friend requests Two lounge invites, and a drink t

Are You Kidding Me? Are You That Dense??
I was just informed that I needed to change my mafia name because of the "profanity." My mafia name was Frankie "Jeezuz" Fuggetaboutit. Now mind you, no one was insulted by Frankie, or even the Jeezuz part. It was the last name that had people freaking out and running to Scrapper. Fuggetaboutit? Really?? Srsly??? You idiots DO realize that it is a run together sentence of "Forget About It" only spelled the way an Italian mafia person would pronounce it. It is a common mafia expression. What part of that do you FUCKTARDS not get?? Well, in order to keep the peace with admin, NOT the idiots that were some how offended, I have changed my name to Frankie "Jeezuz" Fettucini. Gee, ya think maybe all the pasta loving people in this world will get offended?? I fucking hope so.

A House Of Cards Fall And The Secrets That Come With It
You know there is nothing more confuseing and hurting then a persone that has been scorrend,cheated and played,by one they love, i know cause i have been there and my ramblings are noted and etched in my heart so what better way then to explain the to also etch them here...so heres my thoughts as they happen one night as in many nights my daughter gets scard,and mommy is not home shes out as useal.......... I turn onto my side, it's 5AM. It's 5AM, I know where you are. I know what you're doing. I know that you will bring down this house of cards. There is nothing I can do about it but try to close my eyes, to ready myself until it is time... I am lying in bed. My hands are so cold, even beneath all these blankets. The little person beside me cuddles closer into my side. Her dark hair is tousled in sleep, thick lashes resting against such smooth skin. Children. I love my children. My heart aches with wanting to burst from it. So sweet, so challenging, so amazing..... I blink and rem

Great Play Games
Im 25 year old male from Europe and i love to Play Games. My favorite games are Puzzle Games. Other than that i will soon get married. I love sport and surfing the web.

Iam Me Deal With It
I Am NOT NEW, I AM NOT OLD, I AM JUST WHO I AM, NOTHING MORE & NOTHING LESS I AM ME I am a force of nature. I am a mystery of life. I am a bright light filled with fire, love, passion and compassion - and I wont play any smaller part than that! "I am a 8Th Dan Ninjitsu expert as well as a philosopher of life I'm not here for DRAMA.. no I'm not into playing games . I am a eclectic practitioner of Ninjitsu and the teachings of Zen and have been for many years. If you don't like this or understand this then DON'T judge something you know nothing about. I take my faith seriously and will not tolerate prejudice against my choice. I respect all religions and would never try to force my views on anyone and in return i expect the same... I rally aint in to all that drama or confusion im a person that has past the point of no return the final thrash hold,the bridge is crossed, so I stand and watch it burn,I have passed the point of no return.. I think of all the things, I,ve seen and done a

We Are Family
you know i find it a shame how people are racist on both the net and in real life damn i thought we had matured from that along time ago but i gueass not some one wanted to be my friend on here,im not a hater so no name will be given they know who they are,any way after looking at my page they said and i quoat "man your a nigger lover and have to many canadains on your page i dont need friends like you".this up set me alot cause people are people no matter what this is what i was taught and what i belive so there is no no misunderstanding whatso ever the fallowing is what i look for in friends, and if there is any questions on this at all wll then just deleate me andgo on about your busniess cause there is no deveations on this subject and i want tolerate raciest ty........... It makes no difference If YOU are:North American,South American,European,African,Asian,Australian Or from anywhere In between,We are all of one world...EARTH!And one race... HUMAN!Of the People,By the People,For

Beats
You dont know what you mean to me what i feel remains to be seen when im alone dont know what to do to laugh or cry running scared in my heart my world falling apart will the future be worth the pain i wander aimless my heart pounding awaiting your kiss but how long should i wait not knowing just what you feel if your heart beats like mine

Nakita The Bad Bad Dog!
I love my dog very much but at times I swear she tests the limit to unconditional love... here's a few examples: 1. The day i came home after leaving her for an hour to go to the grocery store and found my brand new (a week old) suede boots chewed up... They cost me quite allot and if any of you know the love i had for shoes you will understand that it was not a good day. I believe at one point in my shock I proceeded to call Jeff and tell him to find her a good home.... 2. The day I came home and found she had gotten smarter about shoes.. I just bought 2 brand new pairs still in the box and she ate one of each pair... the left and the right.. I cried that night.. I also determined to wear them at least once.. walked around my house with the left 4 inch heal and the right 5 inch heal... im stubborn ... 3. the day I came home and she had literally eaten my silk lamps.. don't even ask what her poo was like..   Today I was texting Witchie about how shes evil... and telling Seamus

My Song I Wrote What You Think
its going to have a rap/rock mix with techno back beat and my voice overs along with band and rapper Im like cocaine I make u high ,I bring u to da ground on ur knees beggin baby plz but..... FCUK DAT GET BACK, FCUK DAT I HAD DAT..Im like coccaine i made u high but now im just to mother fcuking fly so....... fuck dat get back you fcuked up what u hadIm like coccaine im nice and slick but the drama u lay is way to thick , So lay a line let me blow ur mind To bad baby Im lein u behind Im Like cociane You fend me but why cant you just let me be ... You say you loe me more then ill ever know , I say baby its time to let go I say.... Fuck dat get back Fuck dat dont come backIm like cocaine You cant give me up bow down baby ur queen has had enough You tell me all the thing that i wanna hear but i wanna make this clear whispsers fuck dat get back fuck that leave datNow Im like cociane ill bring you down ,so step back baby i dont need you around Im done with ur trickz,cause the games u play ju

Dear Santa
  Dear Santa,   Don't worry about me,   You don't have to come here,   you see we won't be having   a Christmas this year.     If you're wondering why   we're doing this,   Let me tell you when it begun   it was Sept. 11 , 2001.     Something terrible happened that day,   and we still don't know why ,   but when it was all over   there wasn't one person   in America who did not cry.     When you're delivering presents   around the world and you see   my Mom/Dad in Iraq,   let them know we'll be skipping  Christmas this year, were saving it  for when they come back.     So take my presents Santa,  and give them to the soldiers  who can't be here,  tell them " Thank you " from me  and " Merry Christmas and Happy New Year"

Cross Country Tattoo Party
my brothers and i always wanted to travel cross country experiencing exteme sports like base jumping and snowboarding you know things like that. and i saw this show where a tattoo shop traveled across country doing tats at different shops and ppls houses. my thought is to do something similar but without going to shops just going to ppl from here houses throw a party do tattoos and if im in a state i can find something fun to do than they are more then welcome to come along. tats will be half price my already cheap prices. but that would be all you would pay is for the tattoo i will take care of everything else like party supplies and whatever we do afterwards. if you read this and want to jion the fun let me know. check other blog for reg prices so you know what it would be half price

Sign Out
Why did I sign out? Besides my neck and the pain it was the fact that the weekend was coming up. Nothing gets done on the weekend. At best the surgery may have been on the following Tuesday. Possibly much further in the future? Same Cardiologist that became the laughing stock of ER was the one that told me there is no surgery today or Wednesday, and they are waiting for the blood test result. He is the same one that told me Lab Corps,they didn't trust and that's why they took the blood. I suppose it was good enough back in July but maybe I should tell everyone that according to this Cardiologist from The Heart House in Haddonfield, Lab Corps should be avoided due to their  inaccuracies and to go to Cooper Hospital for all their blood work. Do I believe that? Hell, no! Lab Corps is just as good as any. He is the sameone that said after the results we want to do another Cath. and depending on that result the surgery will be done the following day. I have a better idea. Set up the Cath. a

I Think This Will Be Funny
im planning on doing a youtube video of me and two of my friends daceing to party in the usa by hanna mantana cause my daughter drives me crazy with all the shit i bought her. she has a pen that sings and a card that also sings... she thinks it will be funny to watch me make a fool of myself but i think it will embarrass her when she gets older and her friends she it lol

The Old Days...
I remember way back in 2006 that fubar used to be a little different. Even if some of the people have stayed the same, the actions/attitude/etc might be different.   Now is this just maybe me thats different and everything else is the same?

It's Always Sumpin..
My son was driving the truck that wouldn't pass smog, so had Bogus plates.  He gets stopped for being "Stupid"  had a drug pipe on him,  Got truck towed to impound yard.  Cost to get truck out?  $750.  Value of Truck?  $500 Got a $500 lil '95 Mazda.  New brakes, new tires, oil, tuneup, and various other little things.  Took it across the country to my room mates Grandma's 100 birthday.  What do you get someone turning 100?  You show up.   It was a great trip, only got stopped once in Oaklahoma...  License plate light was out.  Sheesh. After a month and 5500 miles made it back home to discover rif-raff  charity case had wasted 80% of the stuff on my computer, and every bit of food consumed.  Not even one roll of TP left.  Damm, seems no good deed goes un-punished.  I'm ok with that anyway as I do believe one should help those who need when you can.  Even if the help goes un-appreciated.  It's still the right thing to do. So, now paid off the car, got it running and on the way to the

How To Get Your Angel's ~ 250 Hottest Member Rates?
Angel's at level 35: * You must rate 250 different "Hottest Members Overall" an 11. * Rating them a 10 when they have auto's on does not count. Must be a true 11. * You must rate members in TOP section NOT the bottom section. * There is a special code in this particular box to make the rates count.   Example:     * Members must be online when rating them an 11. * It will not always show you whether they are online or not, only if you are a friend. Example: Last seen in 24 hours (you will not always see this if your not friends)   Look for one of these symbols next to their screen name. This should help you to determine whether or not they are online. If all fails you can try to pimp them to see if they are online but don't have to compete the actual pimpout. Example: * This must be done within a 48 hour time window. Yes, you might have to purchase extra 11's to complete this: Example: This is where you go to buy them.

Dear Santa
Dear SantaSorry to hear that Mrs.Claus ran off with Prancer, and the elves got into the magic dust again...i have tried to be good this year...but with all this fubar ass, its just so hard...so i guess coal again huh...well since your down a reindeer and single, instead of putting out cookies and milk...i put out a life size Tinker Bell doll to put that rosie red look back in your cheeks and some Meth to help the reindeer get up and go a little faster...your friendlil john gallo

I Fucking Love Jim Norton! Lmao
Jim Norton owns you all with this list o' lists:The 50 funniest moments in child pornography. Women over 60 I've raped with a meat cleaver.The 5 snappiest remarks I've made while videotaping a miscarriage.My favorite 3 scenes in The Shining to masturbate to.The 10 lamest excuses my girlfriend ever gave for not eating my ass. Pet names for my penis that rhyme with cesspool.My favorite Scriptures to read aloud while teabagging a retarded girl.The 4 best jobs my dad ever lost due to sodomy convictions.Dinners my mother made that tasted worse than the diharreah of a cancer patient.The 6 most racist things I've yelled out a car window.Women with the worst smelling pussies, in order of ethnicity.Trinkets I own made out of gorilla hands.Fat girls I've stood up on New Year's Eve.The 7 largest objects I've ever hidden in my asshole.Women under 30 I'd like to slash with a razor.Freudian slips I've had around burn victims.The 10 most barbaric things I've done to the foreskin of an immigrant.Neigh

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The Light
Why am i attracted to poison? Last night i confided in someone that i am attracted to them like a moth to a light, but that the light is useless... What is a bare bulb outdoors to a Moth that it brings them to dance and flit?  The bulb is useless and unheeding... the bulb gives light and nothing more... It provides no nourishment.  And exposes the moth to predators... The light will never need or want the Moth... It's a trap, the Light is DEATH... And yet the moth must come and dance... Why?  forever am i bound to seek that which will trap my soul and pain me...

Cheap Rhymes With Jeep
A guy bought his wife a beautiful diamond ring forChristmas. A friend of his said, "I thought she wanted one of those pretty 4-Wheel drive vehicles." "She did," he replied, "But where in the world was I going to find a fake jeep!!"

The Naughty Knight Is Running Autos.....help Him Out And Yourself
HEY EVERYONE.....THE NAUGHTY KNIGHT HAS AUTOS RUNNING......HELP HIM AND YOURSELF OUT WITH THE EXTRA POINTS!!!  The Naughty Knight (Fan+Rate=Add)Loungin Leveler@ fubar

Fu Games Suck If You Dont Have Money
were do i start if you going play fu mafa dont spend money on it cos its full of erros and no one ansers your qestoins or gives

Crayola Mornings, And Snowy Afternoons
So, I'm still fighting this flu, and its really annoying, but fuck it.  Woke up to a decent snow fall again, and they are calling for more later on today. My son was in full force of making getting ready for school a pain in the ass this morning.  I think he was sent here to Earth to test my willpower.  But I love him for it, as crazy as that sounds. I just heard a strange noise from over by my daughter, and lo and behold, she is coloring the carpet with a crayon!  Resolve was nothing but fail, at trying to remove crayon, so I need to figure out how to get it out....ugh. I think this will be a fun week, especially considering the way things have started.  I live the High Life...do you?

Hello
Good morning......   that is all.

To Trust
TRUST:: That is a hard word to believe in! In my heart I want to trust that I can love and not be hurt but there is that word, that what if word that keeps the wall up and you want to do everything to make this person see how much you love them and you try and try not to doudt but then you see something that you knew was there and they told you that it was not what you think.. Do I trust that my heart is right and follow it or do I keep that wall up and never TRUST a person with my heart??? Well it is to late for not Trusting he has my heart, he is my soul mate and I love him very much...So I will Trust and let it lead me down the path that is ment to be and just maybe I want get hurt all I have to go by is what I feel and actions that I am being shown, So You have my heart and I hope you do not drop it because with this I know if my heart is broken I will not recover I will surely die.... That is my vow to "TRUST" AND PRAY THAT YOU DO LOVE ME AND EVERYTHING YOU TELL ME IS THE TRUETH

Taxes Destroy Jobs, Not Create Them
Last week, the White House hosted a "Forum on Jobs and EconomicGrowth" to address the soaring unemployment rate and to discuss newways and policies to promote job growth. This is not the first timePresident Obama has attempted to address the nation's job crisis, andthere are real doubts whether he'll be more successful this timearound.When President Obama took office in January, the unemployment rate was7.6 percent. He quickly called for action and in March he signed intolaw a $787 billion "stimulus" package that would allegedly create 3.3million net jobs and "save" millions more.Since then, 3.4 million more netjobs have been lost, pushing the unemployment rate above 10 percent. In short, the president's "stimulus" package, which was supposed tocap unemployment at eight percent, failed horribly. This is becauseevery dollar Congress 'injects' into the economy must first be taxedor borrowed out of the economy. Therefore, the morethe government spends, the more taxes Americans will have

The Truth Behind Christmas
Biblical scholars have argued from time to time that December 25th was not the actual birth date of Christ. It was just adopted as a day to celebrate the birth of Christ as a Christian substitute to the Roman festival Saturnalia in the third century. Saturnalia was celebrated as the Feast of Sun and was actually considered the birth date of the Sun God of the Romans. Catholic priests held a special mass that day for Christ and thus, it came to be known as 'Christ-mass' or 'Christmas'. Along with the date, several other pagan traditions, rituals and customs followed the way to become associated with Christmas such as decorating fir trees and burning yule logs. According to these scholars, Christ was most probably born on September 11, 3 B.C., which was Wednesday, according to the Bible. There are several other inaccuracies that we can see in the Nativity plays that are popular these days. Here are the arguments that are given to prove this fact: Luke 2:1 says, "And it came to p

Idiots
Ugh. Yes I'm starting my day with that "word". It's been a long day and it's been bad. I can only imagine how the rest of the day will be. I am scheduled to work until 5...which I can't do. My boss didn't ask. Which I know people will say that I have to work when I'm scheduled.  However, staying until 5 is something that only happens when someone can't be there until 5, which hardly happens. My boss is suppose to ask if a person can work over. Especially me since I don't have a car. Nope, not this time. I have to work with my psycho boss and I have no clue what I'm going to be walking in on. I just got finished taking my oldest to the dentist. He had to get a baby tooth pulled. His permanent tooth was already there and the baby wouldn't come out. What should have taken 5 minuts, took almost an hour. His grandfather, who is generally a very smart man, went stupid. I had my laptop in the car. He goes outside and UNLOCKS every door but the one next to where my laptop is. Do you really th

Learn How To Improve Battery Life
Learn some useful techniques on how to improve battery life and save money on your power usage. They are actually proven techniques of low power consumption that improves battery life dramatically. In fact, most of them are common sense usage techniques and can easily be made part of our daily lives. Click here to read more - How To Improve Battery Life and How To Recondition Battery All batteries will fail eventually at certain point especially they have been in use for longer periods of time. This applies to batteries used for cars, iPods, cell phones, laptops and other automobiles as well. Consumption of batteries has increased by leaps and bounds, and is expected to increase further every year, with the number of devices they power on the rise. This wide spread use of batteries is harmful to the environment, as thousands of tons of batteries are thrown out each year. By reconditioning and reusing your old batteries, not only you can save money, you can also play a part in protec

Lets Make This Perfectly Clear!!
   I am here to have FUN!! Keep your Drama OUT of My Bubble!! That means My Page, My Lounge and My Yahoo!! I dont thrive on the he said she said BullShyt...so dont bring it to me. My Friends and Family are EXACTLY that {you all know who you are and know I Love You} Dont come to me tellin tales about them I dont wanna hear it! And yes I am a flirt ...I have also been HAPPILY married for 10 yrs. My Husband knows everything I do and say. So dont come to me all Butthurt over your jealousy and insecurity issues ...They are NOT my problem they ARE YOURS!! That said remember Them more you Love yourself the more you are ABLE to Love others!! SDMF MUTHA FUCKAZZZ!!! PEACE!!  

Jealous
Love the lyrics of this song.... JEALOUS Jealous of the girl who caught your eye One of my darker days When you looked at her, where was I Should've been in her place Here I am, all alone imagining What might have been, what could've been if I had been there Jealous of the one whose arms are around you If she's keeping you satisfied Jealous of the one who finally found you Made your sun and stars collide La la la la la la la She's a very, very lucky girl La la la la la la la Jealous of the girl who won your heart They say it's a perfect match She's gonna get to be where you are And it don't get better than that She say you're fine, whisper words I wished were mine What might have been, what could've been if I had been there And you know I'd fight the good fight If I thought I'd changed your mind But if she makes you happy Then I'll leave that dream behind Then she better treat you right And give you everything 'Cause the moment that she doesn't I'll be waiting in the wing

Crazyness Read From Bottom To Top!
Jenna: I SEE IT LIKE I SEE IT SO JUST FORGET IT To Jenna: anyways I dont do the drama thing im far from fake and dont need childish drama in my life and get called fake when u dont even know me Jenna: GET UR PAYBACKS Jenna: U KNO U GONNA DO IT Jenna: I STILL SEE IT LIKE I SEE IT Jenna: omg i dnt wnt u to forgive me cuz i see things not like u do To Jenna: look im sorry you may be having a bad day but that does justify what was just said and done To Jenna: so now u want me to forget that u jumped down my throat for no reason when u could have approached the situation alot better how is that fair to me? Jenna: jus foget it To Jenna: I dident bring it up. I dont know what more u want me to say I have never been rude towards u or accused u of anything further more im right there on ur page u could have messeged me no? Jenna: just forget ii have a nice day Jenna: ok drop it To Jenna: im not fighting but ur being unreasonable, accusing me of being some fake asshole which im not

Dragon's Keeper(keeper Of Souls/soul Bringer)
DUE TO THE PROBLEMS THAT I HAVE BEEN HAVING WITH  Dragon's Keeper aka Keeper of Souls aka Soulbringer, I LOST MY ACCOUNT ON SKYPE. IT'S A GOOD THING I HAD BACKUP, IF ANYONE WISHES TO ADD ME THOSE THAT HAD ME ADDED BEFORE FROM PREVIOUS SKYPE ACCOUNT AS aphroditeisis, LET ME KNOW & I WILL GIVE YOU MY SKYPE. I DON'T TRUST HIM. HE'S DONE ENOUGH DAMAGE TO ME SCREWING UP CERTAIN ACCOUNTS GETTING THEM DELETED WHEN I DID NO WRONG!!! SO ANYWAYS IF YOU WANT TO ADD ME ON SKYPE LEAVE A MESSAGE IN MY INBOX OR CONTACT ME ON MSN OR YAHOO & I'LL GIVE YOU MY SKYPE INFO.  SO MOTE IT BE!

Long Distance Call
George Bush, Queen Elizabeth, and Vladimir Putin all die and go to hell. While there, they see a phone and ask what it is for. The devil tells them it is for calling back to Earth.  Putin asks to call Russia and talks for 5 minutes. When he was finished the devil informs him that the cost is $100, so Putin writes him a check.Next Queen Elizabeth calls England and talks for 30 minutes. When she was finished the devil informs her that cost is $600, so she writes him a check.  Finally George Bush gets his turn and talks for 4 hours. When he was finished the devil informed him that there would be no charge for the call and feel free to call the USA anytime.  When Putin hears this he goes ballistic and asks the devil why Bush got to call the USA free. The devil replied, "Since Obama became president of the USA , the country has gone to Hell, so it's a local call."

Xmas Auction
xmas auction join the fun and come own me  

Set Free
My dreams shattered My world altered Visions behind my green eyes Show my blood being spilled Would it be easier to just leave this world behind The unbreakable wall finally beaten Falling to pieces with every day that passes The soul blackened by all the rage The heart shriveled by the unjust rulings of man My life taken slowly with every breath they breath As the visions of my blood being spilled grow stronger My hand shakes as I put the cold steel to my head The visions now gone The soul set free

Fallen Soldier
I wanted to raise you high high above the angels in the sky I wanted to make your world as perfect as it can be but somehow that got passed by. I wanted to protect you to never let anyone stand in your way I wanted to be the one that saved you in the darkest nights and fulfilled your very day. I wanted to kiss away your tears only to bring a smile to your face I wanted to take you away from the pain and put you in a much happier place. Now things are falling apart for you I can't hold you up like I want to so bad I know you would never leave but not saving you is making me so sad. Help me with my tears now take the hurt I feel away I thought I could make your life wonderful yet the darkness was brought right into the day.

If I Knew A....if I Was...?
If i was as hiphop as you thought i was...i prolly wouldnt rock as much...this is the difference..between closed minds and bril-li-ance...I'll do my damn best to forever rock fresh,so you can talk that nonesense an ill show you how its effects this.....i like to keep my styles complete,full spectrum across the board...while type cast emcees tend to leave the crowd standin bored...and yet they still get adored?.. does lack of stage presence reflect the fact you rock fresh?...no...it doesnt while the crowds standing thoughtless, wishing upon their want list...come and get yerself some more while i roast'ya like some smores and leave indentions in yer dimensions yer insurence cant afford...im sorta the rap borg...resistence is futile..you will be assimilated and used while yer so called styles are sent to the trash floor...from my roots.think about it do you really WANT MORE?...     just some thoughts jotted down...

Life...
More about me....There has been many mountains and obsticles in my life, many valleys, and many trails and tribulations... one thing i have realized is that no one can control the situations in your life more than you can.  If you decide to pick up and move on, you need to do it, if you choose to go from one thing to another to another, then you will always be searching for something that you may never find.  You need to look deep within, realize what you lost, what you have, and what you will find around the next corner.  I have lived my life to please other people, only to find that i have lost who ever I thought I was in the process.  I try hard to please the people around me, but have realized that i need to be the one that is happy.  I am old enough to know, but young enough to play.  If life brings you to a point of no return then it will be your time to stand infront of your maker.  You always have a choice to decide what is best for you, but in your decisions dont forget to inc

Soldiers Xmas [borrowed From A Friend]
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight; My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight; The sparkling lights in the tree, I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep In perfect contentment or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eye when it tickled my ear; Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near; Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a Marine, huddl

Where Would We Be....
  Where would we be,what would our life have beenwould it have worked orwould it had desolved.so many questionswith no answers.the words flowed onceonly to stop at the cliff.with a renewed spiritthe words flood now,will they be misplaced orwill they be taken to heart.how can I tell.do I dare take the chance...do I leave the prison of my heartdo I search... have i found thatthat thing that i have always searched foris it still there...  did it ever leave...would it have been betterto leave the past in the pastor to have it come back in full forceafter so long... can it workor should those feelings be keptunder lock and key wherethey have been for so longwhat am I looking for,am I suppose to findthe happiness, or should thosefeeling be held like a precious locketforever to be cherished but never touchedwhere would we be.....

Those Arms
There are these armsI wish I could touch.They are far awaytoo far away from me.These arms are safetyThese arms are love.When they hold menothing else matters.I long to have those armsso tight around me,and one daythose arms will never leave my side.Until that dayI will wait,but once i have those armsI will cherish every day.Cuz I know those arms are mineand forever they will stay.

Longings
I long to gaze upon the starsto see the beauty of the lights so far awayto know there is more.I long to see the branches of a tall strong pine treeswaying in the breathesof the all mighty maker.I long to see the wavescrashing along the beachesthe ocean mist risingengulfing the nations.I long to see the birdsgliding in the airsinging their sweet tunesas their love songs invites you in.But mosty I long to see youevery night before my eyes closeevery morning after my eyes opento see your gaze upon me.

You Know Her
There is a personthat everyone knowsshe is the onethat knows all.She knows how to kiss an owieand the right amount of sugar to make the medicine go down.To sooth a broken heartand to dry the tearsor to heal the painshe knows....There is no one betterto hold you handin all of lifes ups and downs to see you through till you can stand.Her soothing arms are hers to giveand she does so freelyso often, so gential.How can I measure the love she gives?How can I count the many blessing she gives?To thank her seems so vagueto love her is a givenUntil I become herShe will know.

The Sands Of Christmas
had no Christmas spirit when I breathed a weary sigh, and looked across the table where the bills were piled too high. The laundry wasn't finished and the car I had to fix, My stocks were down another point, the Dolphins lost by six. And so with only minutes till my son got home from school, I gave up on the drudgery and grabbed a wooden stool. The burdens that I carried were about all I could take, and so I flipped the TV on to catch a little break. I came upon a desert scene in shades of tan and rust, No snowflakes hung upon the wind, just clouds of swirling dust. And where the reindeer should have stood before a laden sleigh, eight hummers ran a column right behind an M1A. A group of boys walked past the tank, not one was past his teens, Their eyes were hard as polished flint, their faces drawn and lean. They walked the street in armor with their rifles shouldered tight, their dearest wish for Christmas, just to have a silent night. Other soldiers gathered, hunkered down against

Today Is The Day!
Today is the dayI will see those eyesToday is the dayI will hold the gaze.Today is the daythe ocean will seem so smallThe tides only a whisperthe breeze only a gentle brushToday is the daymy breath becomes slowToday is the dayour hearts beat as oneToday is the dayWe will join handsOur mouths speak the wordsOur lives become oneToday is the dayWe say I do...

This Beauty I See
There is beauty all around me,there is beauty to be touched,there is beauty to be heldwith every gaze.To hold this beauty would be sure bliss.To have this beauty just beyond my reach,only to be seen and never touched.This beauty is out of my rangeout in the distant land.To far for my out stretched handas I run closer,this beauty is further awayI stop running.The beauty comes closer,I try to touch this beauty that I see,again as before this beauty is only for eyes to see.Not to hold, not to stand,not this day, not in this land.So I will wait til this beauty that I seeis standing in front of me.And on this day for which I dream,the beauty I seewill reach out for me.

There Came A Day
There was once a day,my heart ran so freeuntil I handed it to youforever it will stay, so I thought.There came a day,that my heart was brokethe day you handed it back to meis the day that I will never forget.There came a day,my heart was locked awaynever to be freely givinfor a safeguard was up.There came a day,many years laterthe safe guard was loweredand the heart was freely givin again.There came a day,when two hearts became oneno more wondering or waitingforever to love again.

Within Our Grasps
The distance between uskills me every day.The day will not come soon enough when forever will stay.To measure the timeor distance could not be imaginedas if the miles between earth and heaven.The stars seem to be saduntil the gaze of our eyes meet.When the gaze appearscomets go crazy, the stars start shooting.That is when we knowthat there is true love to be hadthe love we seekis within our grasp.

Dreams
Dreams   It feels like a dreamone that I want never to wake from.I hear you breathand I melt.When your arms are around methe world seems to go away.The sudden butterflies appearand my knees go weak.The sound of your heart beatso in tune with mine,makes me wonder how I ever survived without you.I hope that the days of us not being together forever is over.To tear us away from each otherwould surely be the death of me.Never to wake from the dreamI would surely give my everything.My heart is yours foreveras yours is mine.

A Soldier's Christmas
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight; My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight; The sparkling lights in the tree, I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep In perfect contentment or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eye when it tickled my ear; Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near; Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a Marine, huddled here

Album Release
you can get my new album dest'n 2 be famous off itunes now thamks    Da-Mind

Bling
Now, I like bling just as much as the next person,but we need to stop the begging!! Its sickening to see. No, i'm not jealous.Just sick of looking at it when the new bling comes out. If your mad when you read this I really don't care. Want to call me names. bring it on, I'm a big girl I can handle it. If someone can tell me why they ask bling, feel free to comment. The following is what was in my status. It got cut off. Dear Fu Santa, may I please have a fu cherry, cuz I lost mine. A red cfm stilleto, cuz its been awhile since I got some,a midnight diamond so I can see my way through fu in my white porsche. Wait...an all knowing magic 8 ball cuz someone has to make the decisions around here. That would be my 3 wishes. Thank you,  The chubby old man lol..

Possibly My 15 Second Of Fame
Tuesday, December, 8, 2009 at 10:00 PM ET on Discovery Channel Ghost Lab Alcatraz The Ghost Lab team heads to the notorious Alcatraz Island - reputedly America's most haunted prison - for a chilling investigation of alleged spirits that are causing the prison's present to be just as terrifying as its past. Tomorrow I find out if I made the final edit of the show or just my ghost pic! LOL With all the legal crap I went through, that damn picture better be in it! LOL My friend Tommy and a member of his team were also interviewed. I don't know what interviews, evidence, etc. will be shown but it should prove to be interesting. So, if you're interested, check it out. Please note the above time is Eastern Standard so you might have to check it for your time zone. Thanks.

My Day...
Typical phone conversation with my boss today: 835am cst BOSS: Hello! Its Me "John" ME: Good morning! How are you? BOSS: Good, forgot I will be in training the next two days so you will be alone. I will be in possibly during lunch, no maybe not. They are not feeding us so I have to go somewhere to eat. Don't know where I want to go....blah blah blah blah blah...might get a sandwich, possibly a salad *I fall asleep BOSS: Are you there? ME: Yes! Ok whatever you decide. (Am contemplating knocking myself out) BOSS: I am expecting a phone call from "Mr Smith". ME: Ok, no worries. I will let you know when he calls. BOSS: He is going to call me to tell me whether or not...blah blah bla blah blah. ME: No problem! I let you know right away. BOSS: Yes, call me on my cell phone. Now I am going to be in class so you will have to leave a message. ME: Saying to self - NO SHIT SHERLOCK!! ME: Yes, no problem. BOSS: Ok, we will have a few breaks and a lunch break. They are not feeding us

One Good Blog Deserves Another....
I like to blog. That’s why so many of my blogs have connotations like “I” or “Me” in them, well, because it is my blog. Duh. Anyways, so I thought that since a lot of people come here for fakes, or reporting on the transgressions of the never ending supply of fu-noobs, substance or politics or whatever reason brings people here, and I do appreciate it, believe me. I figured I would post other people’s blogs here as well, so they can get the credit for what they post and deserve. Sounds fair right? There’s some really amazing stuff out there that sadly, people don’t seem to read on here and it’s a shame. People that think for themselves with eyes and minds open are always welcome here. So with that in mind, I bring you the blog below, something well-written and deserving of a good read. Who knows, you might actually make a new friend or three out of this whole thing..so … Click here! Also if you have anything you think that might be good enough to share with some substance , this m

Possible Breast Cancer
 WELL I FOUND OUT THAT I MAY HAVE BREAST CANCER SO  IM GOING FOR A BIOPSY TO SEE WHAT EXACTLY IS GOING ON AND JUST WANTED TO ASK MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR THIER PRAYERS... THANKS EVERYONE.. LOVE YA MUCHES!!

For The Soldiers...
There is someone special in all our lives.You know them as soldiers...They protect us from harm They are there in harms waythey stand there hard as stoneto shield the blows that come our wayand block the winds that blow. Always ready to stand.Always ready to fight.To be there to protectis more than ever asked. They will leave their families in the middle of the nightor the break of dawnready for the fight. You know them...You will recongize them...by the way they walk...by the way they talk... All I want is for them to knowhow much we love themhow much we appreciate themI give my support... Whether you are Army, Navy, Air Force or MarineThis poem is for youThank You, from the bottom of my heart...

Yeah!!!!!!
Im having naughty thoughts........     that is all.

Chrematistophilia
Arousal from either paying for sex or from being robbed.

Fatuous
fatuous\FACH-oo-uhs\ , adjective;1.Inanely foolish and unintelligent; stupid.2.Illusory; delusive.

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Great acts are made up of small deeds.  -  Lao Tzu

Heart Breaker
Imprisoned by chains of agony, Heart entangled by lies. Rotting from the inside out, Color no longer resides in these eyes. Heart in a million pieces, Soul ripped in two. Dying a slow painful death, All because of you. Open the gates of Hell Let the killing spree begin. I've been driven crazy, Fighting this battle within. A knife in your heart, Coming straight from me. A slit to my own throat, Together for eternity.

The Namless King
Take my hand and lead me the way... Ring the bells and see the dead play... Take my scars away... Make those I didn't punish pay... I am the King of myself... I throw my crown to the ground... Am I done for now... Wash my hands of the blood stain of my enemies... Take me into your Kingdom, where I can remain nameless... My war is done...

Experimenting With Wrong
I’ve been experimenting with being wrong.  Granted, I’ve had 37 years of practice but this is new to me.   You’d think I would have wised up to this by now, but sadly, I haven’t.  Denial and arrogance are such great persuaders.  Allow me demonstrate:  In Cozumel, I had dinner with my dive buddy.  Our discussion turned from the day’s dives to alarm clocks and hotel culpability.  I won’t bore you with the details of safe scuba diving and legal liability, that would only further what I’m trying to avoid.  Suffice it to say, we disagreed.  That wasn’t good enough.  It almost never is.  She needed to know that she was wrong and I was right.  In turn, she believed I needed to know I was wrong and she was right.  She reminded me of me and I told her so.  I don’t think she had any clue what I meant, but that’s another matter.   This discussion disintegrated.  I wanted to leave the table.  So did she.  I thought, “What an incre

1_dollar_to_see_it
1_dollar_t...: than i want the nsfw that happened frist that wasnt even nsfw fattyBad Kitty....: Dumbass I'm not fat. If you're offended by the rates take down the stolen pictures.1_dollar_t...: hey fatty slow down   Apparently the genius didn't realize that no topless pictures, men OR women included him too.  And he's all butt hurt that his stolen picture got marked NSFW.

Rapture Of The Deep
Jacques Cousteau called it “rapture of the deep.”  Local divers call it “getting narked.” Others refer to it as the “Martini Effect.”  Its technical name is nitrogen narcosis.  Whatever you want to call it, I got it Saturday morning…big time.    Gases, when absorbed at higher than normal atmospheric pressure, have a narcotic-like effect on the human body.  While some are greater than others (xenon versus neon, for instance) nearly all gases have this intoxicating effect, including oxygen.  In fact, breathing pure oxygen under pressure is so dangerous that it cannot be used safely beyond 19.8 feet deep.  This leads to what’s called “oxygen toxicity” and is lethal.  Nitrogen, by far the most plentiful gas in our atmosphere (about 70%), though having less narcotic potential than oxygen at an identical depth, has a narcotic potential just the same.  For most people its noticeable effects vary anywhere from 50 feet on, usually

Ugg Of White House Black Market
White House Black Market is known for its crisp white and classic black fashions, but now the retailer has introduced a new shade to its fall collection. Look for splashes of garnet in tops and dresses and in accessories like handbags and shoes. Winter trends at the store include cigarette pants, pencil skirts, long cardigans, high-waisted trousers, fitted blazers and, of course, lots of little black dress options. White House Black Market is at The Summit and Mall St. Matthews. Embellish your UGGS Those ultra comfy and cozy UGG boots seem to be a popular choice on Christmas wish lists every year. So if you're planning to buy a pair for yourself or that extra-nice person on your list, we wanted to let you know about an UGG Personalization Event at Von Maur on Saturday. A Chicago graffiti artist will be in the women's shoe department at the Oxmoor Center store from 10 a.m. to 1 p.m., painting complimentary colorful designs on UGGS bought at the store that day. Brett Buffurine uses

Winter Solstice: Festival Of Light
Winter Solstice is a magical season that marks the journey from this year to the next, journeys of the spirit from one world to the next, and the magic of birth, death, and rebirth. Lady of Ten Thousand Names Throughout the world gods and goddesses of light were being born during the Winter Solstice. The Egyptian goddess Isis delivered Horus whose symbol was the winged Sun. As the personification of the “complete female”, Isis was called “The One Who Is All”, Isis Panthea (”Isis the All Goddess”), and the “Lady of Ten Thousand Names”. The goddess Isis, a moon goddess, gave birth to Horus, the god of the sun. Together, Isis and Horus created and sustained all life and were the saviors of their people. More than any other of the ancient Egyptian goddesses, Isis embodied the characteristics of all the lesser goddesses that preceded her. Isis became the model on which future generations of female deities in other cultures were to be based

Tell Me The Truth
Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss. If you're my friend, please answer this: Are we fiends or are we not? You told me once, but I forgot. So tell now and tell me true, So I can say, I'm here for you. Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I wont forget. And if I die before you do, I'll go to HEAVEN and  wait for you. Show your friends much you care. Send this to everyone you consider a friend,including the one who sent it to you. If it comes back to you,then you'll know you have a circle of friends.... KK,send this to................ 0-2 peeps: you're a BAD friend. BOOOO!!!!!!!! . 3-5 peeps: you're a okay friend. 6-9 peeps: you're a GOOD friend. 10 peeps: you're the BESTEST 4 EVER!!!

Mistletoe
A parasitic plant that lives off of oaks, elms, pines and other trees; Mistletoe is steeped in ancient traditions; it’s mostcommonly known as the plant people kiss under during the holidays a tradition believed to have begun during Victorian times. Yet there are many other traditions surrounding Mistletoe; in Norse mythology Frigga and Odin’s son was killed with an arrow made of Mistletoe. When his life was restored Frigga gave Mistletoe to the goddess of love and made it a sacred plant that would bring love instead of death proclaiming anyone who walked under it should be kissed. First century Druids believed Mistletoe to be both medicinal and mystical. In their language Mistletoe means “all-healing” with Druid priests gathering Mistletoe on the 6th day of the moon giving it out amongst the group for their safety through out the year protecting them from evil spirits, storms and from all that could make them ill. In Celtic tradition Mistletoewas believed to h

Tears Are Falling.....
Tears are fallingfalling like rainit wasnt supposedto be this way.he wanted to goto have a bit of funshe let himit was the end of his run.the weather was badworse than it had ever beenhe didnt notice the black iceon the curve in the streetHe wasnt going fasthe was trying to be carefulbut the car lost controlhe found himself wrappedaround a telephone pole.the twisted metalthe busted glassthe plans they hadgone in a flash.the wedding they plannedthe future is is gonelike the whispering of lyricsof their favorite song.She really loved himas he did her. but deathended it all. she shall haveto push forward for theirlittle girl. the lonelynessand pain consumes her.. she wants to be with him but she has the angelto consider. she is the love child of thembeing together.She whispers every night before shegoes to bed. I love you darlinghe is the last thought that fills her head.

Disney Auction
I'm on the Disney auction...yes, again...I'm fu-broke lol. If u want to bid CLICK ON THE PIC and show love to the lady hosting the auction. The one who wins will be my owner for Christmas too so I promise I'll be nice and I wont bite lol xoxoxoxo Ends Friday 5PM EST

Make A Stand Against The Salvation Army's Anti-gay Policies!
http://www.angelfire.com/rock/sluttyrockstar/queerdollars.html   Protest Salvation Army's Discrimination Against Gays With Queer Dollars. The URL for this page is http://www.angelfire.com/rock/sluttyrockstar/queerdollars.html Subject: GET INVOLVED!! Here's is something pro-active that we can do to combat the religious right's WAR against homosexuals. When the Salvation Army announced that their Western division was going to grant domestic partner's benefits, we all thought that they had softened their much publicized stance against gays which was brought to the international spotlight when the media exposed a behind closed doors aggreement between the Salvation Army and the Bush Administration. Did they soften their stance? No. They rescinded their offer, and declared once again that same sex relationships would not receive benefits regardless of local and state law. IN fact, they have suggested that cities that have non-discrimination laws will be excluded from receivin

So True
George Bush, Queen Elizabeth, and Vladimir Putin all die and go to hell. While there, they spy a red phone and ask what the phone is for. The devil tells them it is for calling back to Earth. Putin asks to call Russia and talks for 5 minutes. When he was finished the devil informs him that the cost is a million dollars, so Putin writes him a check.Next Queen Elizabeth call England and talks for 30 minutes. When she was finished the devil informs her that cost is 6 million dollars, so Queen Elizabeth wrotes him a check. Finally George Bush gets his turn and talks for 4 hours. When he was finished the devil informed him that there would be no charge for the call and feel free to call the USA anytime.When Putin hears this he goes ballistic and asks the devil why Bush got to call the USA free. The devil replied, ¨Since Obama became president of the USA, the country has gone to hell, so it's a local call.

Lol... Omg...wtf?
Found this in someone's "about me" section. I just laughed myself stupid. Wanted to share with my friends... ENJOY!       "DEAR SANTA CLAUSE,   IT'S ME -----------. YEA, I KNOW I'M A LITTLE OLD TO BELIEVE IN MIRACLES. THIS YEAR FOR CHRISTMAS MY LIST IS VERY SHORT BUT WANT IT MORE THAN ANYTHING IN LIFE. YA SEE, THERE'S AN ABSOLUTELY AMAZING WOMAN THAT I'M IN LOVE WITH THAT LIVES FAR AWAY AND HAS NOT BEEN FEELING VERY WELL LATELY. FOR MY GIFT THIS YEAR CAN YOU PLEASE HELP HER GET BETTER SO MY DARLING CAN BE HERE WITH ME AND MY SON FOR CHRISTMAS? THANK YOU VERY MUCH IF YOU CAN DO THIS. MILK AND COOKIES WILL BE WAITING FOR YOU IN THE USUAL SPOT.   MERRY CHRISTMAS SANTA!!"     This dude is in his 30's or 40's at least! okay.. have fun!

Twas The Night Before Xmas {a Soldiers Story} [i Borrowed This From A Friend]
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,HE LIVED ALL ALONE,IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OFPLASTER AND STONE.... See More... See MoreI HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEYWITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,AND TO SEE JUST WHOIN THIS HOME DID LIVE.I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,NOT EVEN A TREE.NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURESOF FAR DISTANT LANDS.WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,A SOBER THOUGHTCAME THROUGH MY MIND.FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,SILENT, ALONE,CURLED UP ON THE FLOORIN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,NOT HOW I PICTUREDA UNITED STATES SOLDIER.WAS THIS THE HEROOF WHOM I'D JUST READ?CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,THE FLOOR FOR A BED?I REALIZED THE FAMILIESTHAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERSWHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.SOON ROUND THE WORLD,THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,AND GROWNUPS

Own Tink! :)
Own Me. Click Picture to bid.    

Why
If I had to choose between betraying my country and betraying my friend, I hope I should have the guts to betray my country.Edward M. Forster1879-1970, British Novelist, Essayistmore famous quotes

Activating Special Ability Bling From The New Bling Page
*****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG*****   Many people are confused about activating special ability bling. 1. Go to your bling page. 2. Find the special ability bling that you want to activate. 3. Hover you mouse over the bling. 4. Look for the activate link and activate your bling. People have been confused about this new activation process. Please remind them to check the tool tip before assuming.

Tomorrow
Is Dec 8th/2009. Is Tuesday. Is post to snow. IS the day I get to stand up to a monster and punish him for all the days he had me scared,made me think less of myself,made me think I was a horrible mother and a worthless human being altogther,for abusing me both mentally and physically.ALso for stealing my car. Is a day I have been excited for but yet dreaded for the past year an a half. Is the begining of (well hopfully) non restless sleeps. Is the first day of the rest of my life.   I thank all the ones that for the past year(or well over...like Robyn) that has been my sholder,my rock and inspiration to not fold under pressure thru out this whole ordeal. I feel like I will be breaking my oldest heart..because no matter what has happend between his father and I(he was never much of a anything to my youngest son) he has always looked up to him and I know will miss him greatly. I just pray he will grow to understand. I feel like throwing up just writing this out.   whatever.

I Wanna Be The Very Best
Liek no one ever was....

The Least We Must Do - A Jim Bell Common Sense Commentary
http://www.jimbell.com It's as simple as this: all of us, just doing what we do, are destroying our planet's life support system. To be more specific, it's not so much what we're doing, but how we now do it. Just to survive, we need water and food. We also need energy to live contemporary lives. The way we now get energy, water and foods and most everything else is eroding the possibility of having a secure supply of these things in the future. What should we do? The answer is to develop ways to live a make livings that are life support self-sustaining - ways that heal and nourish each other and our planet's ecosystem. This is the least we must do if want to leave our descendants the birthright of a happy, healthy, prosperous and completely sustaining world. The first step toward achieving this goal is to become renewable energy self sufficient. When a home, community, city, county, region, state or country controls its energy supply and price, it controls its economy, its ways of life

I Miss' Missing You
The rain falls slow and hollow an almost happy feeling looks me in the eye and runs to hide I could smile but the tears will bleed and the stiches on my heart my tear torn apart by the thought of getting you back vs. the thought of never really having you those dreams i had seemed so tastefully real the cottoncandy dreams coming into play I had your heart you had my we walked alone in a deep dark forest full of secrete emotions we walked the shores of forign worlds we walked the edge of insane we wonderd near and far only to find the love we were looking for was right there in our heart we wonderd to the edge of reason we strolled the walk ways of devine perfection we looked up @ the moon and said I could do better wetouched the sky so fast and then we found what we feared we found doubt we found hesitation we found a false  cure for the nothing wrong we found hate in a moment influenced by fear and controlled by anger for this I would ask for you to say what you feel one last time tel

Irap Show Me Love
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Check It Out
a place to say hey

What To Do
so i was with this guy for a while all was great but we lived in seperate states. he wanted to move in with me i freaked thought it was a little fast. i have been there and done that before so jumping into things scares the hell outta me. we broke up kind of i mean we where still talking but i told him i didn't want him to move in with me just yet. so yesterday i found out from him that he is dating someone else but that he said he still loves me and wants to be with me and i am the only one for him and then he asked me to marry him and broke up with this girl. he still says he wants me and wants to marry me and all that. so i get on here today after telling him that i wasn't sure that was part of the whole jumping into things and see on his page that he is still fuengaged to her and hers said the same and said that they were still together i overlooked it knowing it takes me a while to change things too. so i go into the room where he dj's and both he and her are in there and you know

So I Shed This Tear For You
Tonight a moment of moments made my heart stop again those words you whisperd in my head gave my soal a taste of your offerings I held you up among the clouds so long I could not see your feet, feeling for feeling I gave you love you gave me confusion, Again I come to you with this taste the way we were will never be the way we are....  I saw you last night all i did was close my eye's I missed you so much sometimes it makes my soul shiver the end that came to soon haunts my lust for others the mistakes that chassed you away made me feel so estranged I looked into your eye's to risk the chance feeling of love again but something that never left can't come again, we held hands every moment together is the best moment I will never have the past hurt but now the hurt is what gets me through to ask for more pain those simple feelings you had for me created complex emotions, those love dreams became feard nightmares of lonelyness in such a drop that it stalled time long enough to get well a

Twas The Night Before Christmas ( A Soldiers Story)
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,HE LIVED ALL ALONE,IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OFPLASTER AND STONE.... See More... See MoreI HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEYWITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,AND TO SEE JUST WHOIN THIS HOME DID LIVE.I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,NOT EVEN A TREE.NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURESOF FAR DISTANT LANDS.WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,A SOBER THOUGHTCAME THROUGH MY MIND.FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,SILENT, ALONE,CURLED UP ON THE FLOORIN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,NOT HOW I PICTUREDA UNITED STATES SOLDIER.WAS THIS THE HEROOF WHOM I'D JUST READ?CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,THE FLOOR FOR A BED?I REALIZED THE FAMILIESTHAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERSWHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.SOON ROUND THE WORLD,THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,AND GROWNUPS

Monday December 7th 2009 11:47 Am (tacoma Wa.)
i been sitting here Year after Year....in my apt in front of this computer i have had like short relationships with ladies and well they dont last no longer than 6-10 months. Its hard to be happy hen the lonlines bug bites you with such vengeance and fiercenes that it takes everything out of you..and i mwan everything. Its hard to be happy when u put on a faker smileto show all you are okay, and just fine till they all go home or you go home and cry your eyes out till there are no more tears left to cry..yeahhh i know this is bad thing to write for the holiday season but there are many of us out here who at  times really do not care, no im notone of them..but i could ber sooner than you think :]  

Intoxication Up And Rolling Hiring - Rocking - Hoping - Never Stopping Join Us Now
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Lists
This blog is just going to be a list of things; kinda throwing it into one blog, so I'm not making a bazillion of them.   Christmas list: now I don't usually ask for anything, I think it's more of getting stuff for the children, but I'm asking for things this year:   A dish washer :)   Make up brush set (all the different brushes you need to apply your make up)   Make up (cuz I'm girly)   A PedEgg (Misterfeet gave it thumbs up)   Proactiv   Teeth whitening strips (I want to try them)   Cute or sexy panties   Get my hair did (I want hi-lites or low-lites, something)   A cruise (haha, right)   A night out with hubby with no kids   A MFM 3some (rofl)   To win the lottery   To have my clit stimulator on my toy work   No talking back or fighting from my kids for a year (I know, when pigs fly) *************************************  

Best Email Exchange Ever
The original post, written by David Thorne, with more background information is here. From: Simon EdhouseDate: Monday 16 November 2009 2.19pmTo: David ThorneSubject: Logo Design Hello David, I would like to catch up as I am working on a really exciting project at the moment and need a logo designed. Basically something representing peer to peer networking. I have to have something to show prospective clients this week so would you be able to pull something together in the next few days? I will also need a couple of pie charts done for a 1 page website. If deal goes ahead there will be some good money in it for you. Simon From: David ThorneDate: Monday 16 November 2009 3.52pmTo: Simon EdhouseSubject: Re: Logo Design Dear Simon, Disregarding the fact that you have still not paid me for work I completed earlier this year despite several assertions that you would do so, I would be delighted to spend my free time creating logos and pie charts for you based on further vague promises o

Stolen From Alix (and Everyone Else)
perfect breakfast: I'm gonna go with the classic. an omelet, with lots of cheese,  orange juice, thick slightly burned bacon, and crispy hashbrowns.   perfect date: Dinner and drinks, followed by a show (preferably a good one), more drinks, a walk on the pier, followed by rough sex that happens without planning. perfect kiss: nice and hard on the lips, followed by a bite on the neck   perfect argument: something about rediculous pop culture.  I'll pretend to be right even when I realize I'm wrong. perfect man/woman: Smart is number one. I like women I think are smarter than me.  beautiful, funny (Witty is really whats important), someone I can argue about stupid things with, and then make up.  Someone who is as spontanious as I am. The best times arent planned   perfect shoe: I have two. beach mocosins (spelling?), I wear them everywhere, and buy a new pair every couple of months. they wear out quick. and adidas sambas. they take like six months to wear in, but once you do, the

Delete Me If You...
Are just using me as a temporary replacement for someone else. I don't demand to be anyone's best friend but I certainly will not play second fiddle in lieu of anyone.

The Box
finding within myself a part of me that shouldn’t be molded out of pain and many sufferings shadowing in the darkest corners of my soul defining me capable of compassion and many ugly things scratched upon the walls of this box are my insecurities there is a sense of security in being lonely that velvet box that once contained my soul is crumpled up like tumble weed and rolls when pain blows all sides frayed and torn, like a flag after the storm  it no longer keeps me warm

Moon's Early Christmas Gift From Me!
♥I LOVE YOU, MY MOOON!♥ ♥Hi Moon, I know i look shitty but I got things to tell you anyway, so Ill try my best tojust sit here and look pretty for you while I say stuff to you...Sooo, Well, here we go...Moon, I love you very much with all of my heart and soul. You complete me. You are my everything that I want and need. You will be always be mine and my moon of my life. I cantgive you anything but my love and soul because they're special and more value than money. Like our song say,"im so happy I found you and I love being around you" which is very true,IT IS!!I know for the fact that we are brought together for a reason which I believe is LOVE thatwe both need and want. All i wanted from you is you, your love, your protection and yourhappiness. NOTHING will EVER EVER replace that nor take that away from me. Like I said in one of my poem, I got my moon in my hand n heart and u are always there and i know where to find you. So, here your early gift Christm

Grandaughter In Hospital
FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW MY GRANDAUGHTER WAS BORN ON APRIL 8TH 3 MONTHS PREMATURE. SHE WIRGHED 1 LB 1 OZ AND WAS 11.5 INCHES LONG.  SHE HAS BEEN A FIGHTER SHE IS UPTO 9 LBS AND HAS BEEN IMPROVING EVER SINCE.  SAT. NITE HER HEART RATE STARTED DROPPING. THE DOCTORS ARE SAYING THAT ITS BECAUSE OF HER HAVING TO BE ON A VENTALATUER SO LONG THAT IT HAS WEAKENED HER HEART. THEY HAVE SADATED HER AND SAID ITS NOW IN GODS HANDS. I THANK ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE SENT YOUR WELL WISHS AND FOR ALL WHO HAVE SAID A PRAYER FOR HER. I WILL TRY TO KEEP EVERYONE UPDATE AS TO WHAT IS HAPPENING. AGAIN THANK-YOU ALL GARY

Blackwater Aa12 Shotgun
Blackwater are pretty kewl guys, eh kicks ass and doesnt afraid of anything

Dec 7 Experimenting..yummy
   Libra - Dec. 7, 2009Tomorrow       Today's planetary configuration may ignite your thinking processes, but may not do an awful lot for your love life. You are feeling very independent and open to experimentation right now, and the thought of having to compromise or conform in any way in order to keep a relationship together may not appeal to you much. But this may be just a temporary phase, in case you are worried.

Testicles...
Does it work now?

Winter Reflections
Not really a Rant: Those of you who know me, have heard me speak of my pet coyote (more correctly a coy/dog, coyote/pitbull).  She's now 12 1/2 yrs. old and age is catching up with her fast. This morning i took her out into the back yard to let her get her morning excercise and it as the first morning with any real snow of this season.  Watching her try to romp and search for the familiar scent was bittersweet. The morning of the first snow has always been special.  Having been born in July, yup a Cancer coyote, her first snow ever was hilarious.  The bunny trails she loved to run were covered and watching her react was hilarious.   There were the years with my kids, both when we were a family and the years after.  Now it's just me and the coyote.   It makes me wonder about the speed at which time moves, i hardly feel old inside, but in reality old injuries have crept up and become arthritis and i move slow these days.  The coyote, barely 1/4 my age, cursed with the shorter lifespan

Music Monday 9 (moved To Correct Blog)
  Feel Good   1.  New Soul - Yael Naim2.  Burgeois Shangri La - Miss Li3.  Paper Thin Walls - Modest Mouse4.  (If you're wondering if I want you to) I want you to - Weezer5.  Fiery Crash - Andrew Bird (not the most feel good, but beautiful)6.  Bryn - Vampire Weekend                

I Need
I need body tossin' clothes rippin' orgasmatronic sex........NAO!!!!!!!!!   that is all

Hiring Enforcers
We at the Black Shamrock are looking for enforcers. Ones you can be tuff when needed. if interested for the possition hit me up or come into the lounge. thank you

Hiring Experianced Greeters
We at the Black Shamrock are looking for greeters. if experianced be great but not necessary. but we do need an assistant head greeter. and alot of other greeters more the merry. so if interested hit me up or come to the lounge we will be glad to add you to our staff.

Searching For Experianced Dj's
We at the Black Shamrock Are looking For experianced Dj's. We are getting ready to start our own stream into the lounge and would like to fill the possitions before we get it up. If you are interested hit me up in my profile in a private message or come in to the lounge. The Black Shamrock. we are looking for head assistant head and the rest each one will be evalutated by our staff and placed accordingly. when sending private message include how long where at when is best time for you.   http://fubar.com/lounge/69759

Jr. High School Kids In Adult Clothing
Gawd I cant even imagin talking and acting like some of the fu peeps on here. I have been in this fu bar place awhile and read alot of blogs and mumm's. Sorry to say but in all honesty, most of the one's I read must be by J. High School kids cause can any body really be that imature to post such drival? Come on like :  poop fedish, pee fedish, asking woman do they shave or go clean etc.  Men (cough) getting pissy cause the woman wont show them their personal parts, or getting angry cause they wont send them nekid pics.  For gawd sake go buy a magizine. Gawd!!  Men or Women sending shouts to one another, saying, I 'm gonna delete you for what ever reason, or  since your talking to that person, we are no longer friends. Or men or women taking away each others boyfriend, girlfriend.  Let me tell ya guys, if another person can take away your man or woman, that tells me the relationship/friendship wasnt that strong to begin with. Get a life, will ya? And to me what is the most IMA

I'm Happy That This Is My First Blog. How Fitting. Thanks Alex, My Brother In Arms.
(Reprinted without permission from Henderson)If you’re an Infantryman:-Underwear is entirely optional at all times-who wears underwear?-You have pooped in the same bag you ate from.-You put that bag into your Ruck next to your sleeping bag.-You’ve pooped in a hole more than a porta potty-Every time you poop, you tell everyone everything about it.-You go on missions with your fly undone so you can piss while pulling security.-You have no problem running 5 miles drunk.-You have no problem maxing a PT Test drunk.-You have no problems doing a 12-mile road march drunk.-You have no problems but drinking problems, and you don’t think it’s a problem at all.-You would fight for a guy you barely know, as long as he’s an Infantryman.-You’d fight your best friend, even though he’s an Infantryman.-Monday morning formation should be taped and sent in to the Howard Stern Show.-You know someone who has done the following:1. Pissed themselves, shit themselves,

The Vote Is In....single Moms R Sexy Too Is Motw
HEY EVERYONE...TY SO MUCH TO THOSE OF YOU WHO VOTED....THE VOTES ARE IN AND MOTW FROM DEC.7-DEC.13 WILL BE SINGLE MOMS R SEXY TOO!!! THANKS GIRL FOR ALL YOU DO....AND CONGRATS!!!...HIT HER HARD LEVELERS....RIGHT NOW SHE HAS AUTOS TOO SO YOUR RATING WOULD BE REALLY BENEFICIAL TODAY...!!! Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷSingle Moms R Sexy Too~2nd Alarm Hottie~@ fubar

Block Her
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I Want This Guy
i am this guy " ... created @ 2009-12-04 05:19:48   I’m the guy who will hold you close, not because your cold or shaking, but because he wants to be close to you.I’m the guy who loves to twirl you around into his arms anywhere and kisses you for no apparent reason other than loves you.I’m the guy who says, “Okay, what would you like to do tonight?” not because he wants to go to a game, but because he is interested in you and what you like.I’m the guy who would go anywhere with you, even to the opera or things thathe doesn’t like because he is spending time with you, and that is all he needs.I’m the guy that is cautious to give his heart, but when he does it is all for you and he would rather die then not be in your arms at night.I’m the guy who will bring you things for no special reason than he loves you.I’m the guy who will never give up hope, and no matter what will stay with you for eternity.I&rsq

Remember
Today is the day we remeber those that died and still carry the wounds when Japan attacked us. Let those that passed and are still here be Blessed by God and us and this great nation of ours, The United States of America. Norio  

Our Love In My Words
It had been a long day of work when they entered the house she knelt down at the door in her short red dress that fit her body like a glove he sat there in his wheel chair smiling down at her the young woman knew her place as she got to her feet she slowly pushed the wheel chair threw the din in to a room with a magnificent fountain flowing in to a hot tub the size of a small pool in the center of the room glance down in to his eyes she sat on to his lap kissing his lip as his finger tips dancing across the woman’s gorgeous face down here neck slowly sliding her red dress down her shoulders as he looks in to her eyes and with out words tells her how much he loves her as the dress slides down her body in his grip he smiles leaning in kissing down her neck lowering the dress seeing her hard nipples peeking from under the top of the dress the man leans in kissing the woman softly whispering “were you a good girl tonight” as he lets her dress drift down to her ankle blush

How To Recondition Battery
Are you aware that when you learn how to recondition battery, it is also neccessary to learn some basics on how to improve battery and understand the various types of batteries. That way, the entire procedure will be easier to handle. Click here to read more - How To Improve Battery Life and How To Recondition Battery Discover what are the various necessary steps and tips on improving batteries used for cars, portable electronic devices and Wi-Fi applications. This also involves battery such as Nickel-cadmium (Ni-Cd), Nickel-metal hydride (Ni-MH) and Lithium-ion (Li-ion). Nickel-cadmium (Ni-Cd) – About 50% of the weight of this battery is from the cadmium present, which is said to extremely toxic and a possible human carcinogen. This makes recycling of the Ni-Cd batteries a must. Nickel-metal hydride (Ni-MH) – They are considered to be the best in terms of waste prevention as well as cost. They last longer and come in standard sizes to be used a variety of devices. It i

Knowing The Difference
Knowing the Difference  Sex without strings,without emotional ties, A mechanical physical act with no true passion. A temporary release of nothingness. Achieved by anyone who doesn't care for anything. Aspirations of morally bankrupt masses. Goals of those who are frightened by the deep. Mortified by the possibility of opening ones heart to another. No passion involved. True passion stems from beyond the physical. An emotion directly linked to the heart. Passion is a long, slow, deep, hungry kiss  which  lingers on the lips for hours, in the mind for days, makes it's mark on a heart and burns into the soul. Passion speaks without words, without thought, it flows like an artist sculpting a lover with such emotion that the artist can remember, from memory, from the heart, 

Graveyard In December
a graveyard in December everything around me is dead and dying a graveyard in December so dark now, but its not too hard to see   I laid you down to rest, beneath the harvest moon it brok my fucking heart, i should be laying there too iver never felt pain so bad i cried, until that fucking night it hurt so fucking bad, the night you died   a grave yard in December your broken heart still screaming out to me a graveyard in December what i've done still haunts me in my dreams   my days and nights are filled, with blood curdling screams i cry your name out in my sleep i wake up sobbing, nightmares cutting so fucking deep   a graveyard this December moonlight bathes the dead and drowns me My graveyard in December when my life ends drag my body through the streets    

Six Feet Under
You said you want it (need it)then you've got a little piece of mewas it worth it?(you deserved it)what more will it take to make you see?Can you see it? (your reflection)what is it that your mind conceivescuz when i look (all I see)Is a little whiny bitch, beggin on her fucking kneeswhat made you think you could bend meyou're weak as shitwhat made you think you could break meyou'll never fucking winyou thought you had it? (my life)you'll never get another shot at methe battle is over (ill end the war)you'll never put me on my fucking kneesyou think you'll hit this? (no fucking chance)still want another shot at me?you're fucking crazy (insane)fucking little cunt, you'll never make me fucking bleedwhat made you think you could bend me?you're a peice of shitwhat made you think you could break me?you'll never fucking winwhat makes you think i wont fuckingtear you apartwhat makes you think that i wontrip out your goddamn heartNow you want your space?Ill give you six feetNow you need a brea

Anywhere I Lay My Head
Hollywood actress makes album of Tom Waits covers? I remember when this came out, Waits fans seemed divided into two camps, those who were vehemently opposed to the idea, and those who were prepared to wait until they heard it, and THEN say they were vehemently opposed to it.  But I was intrigued, so put it on my wishlist and never got round to getting it. So thanks to my Secret Santa, I finally had a copy drop into my hands Saturday night, and you know what? It's FANTASTIC.  All woozy synths and pump organs, and drone-y guitar, making for a wonderfully dreamy soundscape that is the perfect back-drop to Johansson's husky man-voice (true story, when my brother first heard a track off it a few months back, he said he was waiting for her to join in with the guy singing for a while before he realised it WAS her).  At the same time both reverential to the material, and yet brings something new to it, with the one original composition on the album blending seemlessly.  The versions of 'Fall

My Salute Contest
Hey all....Im having a salute contest. If you want to enter just SB me or send me a PM...It will start Mon..Dec 14th. Whoever can make me the coolest and most original salute will win a VIP or BLAST...winners choice. Contest will be judged on points....each pic rate is worth 1 point and comment worth 5. The contest will run for 1 month til Jan 14th. The top 3 salutes with the most points will be judged by me personally.....whichever I like the best will win the VIP/Blast. If you are interested let me know via SB or PM...Salutes can be SFW or NSFW....I will create a private NSFW folder to place entries in. Good luck, be creative, and have fun.

Reason For Loneliness...
  Reason For Loneliness …  I never understoodyour wayshow you couldselfishly indulge yourselfinto emotionally tearingapart others feelingsripping their thoughtsinto tiny little scrapsand scattering them on the floor like lost lego pieceswhy you would squish someone’s heart intentionallylike old jello at a laundromatsorting through the messagesof something you never wantedhow can you call yourself humanwhen in fact you do not feelyou lust for others paincausing it so you don’t feel left outyou wade in your own self-pityjust to deny anyone of any truefeelings for youif ever someone were to get closeyou'd delete their livesas if they were just wordson your computer screen of lifeyou never loved anythingexcept the fact that younever allowed anything tolove youso alone...so cold...so afraid...so empty...why did you do this to mewhen in fact you are meso desolate...so fragile...why have I never realized before nowyou are meand I’ve done this to myselfso a

How I Feel
I see your face in my mind as I drive away'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that wayPeople are people and sometimes we change our mindsBut it's killing me to see you go after all this timeMmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmmMmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmmMusic starts playin' like the end of a sad movieIt's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you downNow I don't know what to be without you aroundAnd we know it's never simple, never easyNever a clean break, no one here to save meYou're the only thing I know like the back of my handAnd I can't breatheWithout you, but I have toBreatheWithout you, but I have toNever wanted this, never want to see you hurtEvery little bump in the road I tried to swervePeople are people and sometimes it doesn't work outNothing we say is gonna save us from the fall outAnd we know it's never simple, never easyNever a clean break, no one here to save meYou're the only thing I know like the back of

Hope?!
i write this blog on the morning after my nephews bday was, its 12:45am and sleep is far from my mind, im listoning to my personal mix of music. so why write a blog, and the purpose of it. well lets just say today or sunday was a bad day for some of my friends, even one lost his dad, he said, whats the purpose, is there any hope to keep living? i cant aswner that, thats a choice we make in life. i would say yes, so look around u, who loves u, i know that i love u all, some more then others. do u love urself? i tell u this, no ones life is worth shit, if im a freind then u matter to me, if i love , ur really matter, dont let things keep u down when a hand reaches out to help u. friends and family help each other out, its what the bond of fellowship means, so when life sucks, and u think ur worth shit, then turn to a friend, i have hope for u and others do to. the choice is always left to yourself. five years ago in august, i was homeless, and i mean no home, no bed, no food, no washer

Catching Up
Hey all Im not on here much anymore my love have went to Face Book, so if your on there and want to keep updated let me know

Vip Problems...no Help From Fubar..
Below is a copy of the letter I wrote to Fubar concerning my VIP I was given for my birthday by JUST PLAIN JOHN.  He spent REAL MONEY for this gift, and it is not fair or ethical for Fubar not to extend my VIP when it cannot provide the expected service that is advertised.  I was trying to add pictures tonight, since the VIP will soon expire on the 12th.  I keep getting an error message telling me that I have exceeded my limit and am not allowed more unless I buy a VIP!  I tried creating a new album. It let me upload the pics,then caption them, but when I hit okay, it came back and said 'ERROR: CANNOT ADD PICTURES. OVER LIMIT". iT IS frustrating to me.  I have enough other problems to contend with.  I am too tired to try doing this near midnight when home from work.  All I asked for was an extension since the system is NOT working.  What do YOU think?? Here is my letter to them: I wish to have an extension of another day of the VIP, because your system REFUSES to let me upload any p

What We See, And What Is Real...
We all want something we can't have, we want it so bad, that our thoughts and minds release everything else. Just to try and obtain it. The answer can be sitting in our face, right in our very eyes, but we chose to ignore it. It doesn't help us get what we want. Doing things seemingly out of our nature that everyone else sees us as, an enters a new twist on us. I know my own faults have came to that accord, an I'm still unsure on which directions its goin'. I feel it go one way, but pushed another. Tryin' to not make such things a priority, for with that, I know I am no more than an option... But wanting to be that first choice... will I be? probably not, but what is one to do when... When so much of you is pulled in so many directions? follow your gut instincts? Listen to your mind? follow your heart? Believe your eyes? I know what's said, I know what I read. I know what I feel. I know what see... but what is one to do... when there is no grasp... just the illusion of it..

Something Men Will Not Want To Read But Do It Anyway!
Something few men want to discuss but every man should know. When we "girls" go through PMS and beyond....we can not help what we say and do. We become bitches...or more than normal for some. Most of us want to cry all of the time (give us chocolate and tissue)...the smallest thing you say ("hey baby") can be blown out of proportion and often we can and will break down or just break shit (my personal fave). Again, we can not help it. It is chemical (proven)....not to be confused with comical!!! It is certainly not comical! Until after the fact perhaps.   If any other woman goes through the pain I do and she happens to be yours...good lord, by all means, baby her!  I personally have never been through child birth but I do know what I feel every month and sometimes I would rather die. And trust me...I am not afraid of pain!   So please be patient with the one you adore when she becomes totally irrational and tells you to move out, right after you tell her you love her! It's just ho

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My Husbands Father
WOULD EVERY ONE PLZ STOP FOR A MINUTE AND SAY A PRAYER FOR MY FATHER IN LAW HE SEEMS TO BE SUFFERING FROM THE FIRST OR SECOND STAGES OF ALZHEIMERS AND LEFT HOME 2-3 DAYS AGO AND WAS FOUND LATER AFTER FILING A MISSING PERSONS REPORT HE HAD BEEN IN A BAD ACCIDENT HE WAS FLIGHT LIFTED TO A HOSPITAL IN WISCONSIN HE LIVES IN MICHIGAN NOT EXACTLY SURE WHERE IT TOOK PLACE HE HAD BEEN DRIVING FROM STATE TO STATE IN CIRCLES TILL HE LOSS CONTROL OF HIS WIFES CADILLAC AND WENT AIR BORN WHEN HITTING EXPRESSWAY EMBANKMENT AND THE CAR FLIPPING REPEATEDLY BUT HE WILL BE HOME SOON HE IS IN HIS 70'S AND HE HAS SUFFERED PUNTURED  LUNGS BROKEN RIBS AND OTHER VARIOUS INJURYS PLZZ KEEP HIM IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS THANKS SO MUCH                                            MWAAHHH                           GOD PLZZ STAY BY HIS SIDE RIGHT NOW                                 WE LOVE YOU STAN

Merry Christmas !
It was the night before christmas an all through the house everyone felt shitty even the mouse. Dad at the whore house, mom smokin grass an i settled down for a nice piece of ass. Then out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, i sprang up from my piece to see what was the matter.He came down the chimney like a bat out of helli knew right away that fat fucker fell. He filled all the stocking with pretzels and beer an a big rubber dick for my cousin the queer! Herose up the chimney with one hell of a fart that son of a bitch blew my chimney apart! Heswore and cursed as he flew out of sight,.PIss on you all and have one hell of a night!Merry Christmas!

Let's Stop Reporting Mumm Attempts.
Look, I know I'm just another mummer and aren't mr. mumm authority but I've been doing it long enough to have a valid opinion so here goes...   I've been thinking about how the mumms have slowed to a crawl lately. I remember the days when they flowed like wine. I miss those days. I thought about toning down my mean spirited comments and leading by example but that isn't any damn fun.   Here's the plan...   Let's stop reporting people and just enjoy the thing. A lot of people that get their globals taken away, never come back. Please stop reporting them so they keep coming back for more.   It's getting to the point that we have to post mumms ourselves just to keep from falling asleep.   Please try this. Please.   Sincerely, James

~prayer For The Military Wife
Prayer for the Military Wife Dear God, I am proud to be wed to one who defends freedom and peace. My challenges are many and I pray for your love and guidance to meet them. Special to me are the symbols representing my religion, country, community, and home. I pray for the wisdom and grace to be true to their meanings. You are the symbol of my religious beliefs and the source of my strength. Because my life is full of change, I cherish the solid and constant spiritual foundation that you provide. Help me Lord, to be an example of your teachings. My national flag represents freedom. Let me never forget, or take for granted, the hope it shows to the world. Bless those who have made sacrifices for freedom.Please grant us your continued blessings, increased strength and infinite guidance, as we live to your honor and glory. Amen. - Unknown

Funny Christmas Quotes - Funny Quotes About Christmas
Christmas is a time when everybody wants his past forgotten and his present remembered. What I don't like about office Christmas parties is looking for a job the next day. More funny Phyllis Diller quotes *** The Supreme Court has ruled that they cannot have a nativity scene in Washington, D.C. This wasn't for any religious reasons. They couldn't find three wise men and a virgin. More funny Jay Leno quotes *** Many banks have a new kind of Christmas club in operation. The new club helps you save money to pay for last year’s gifts. More funny Anonymous quotes *** Christmas is a race to see which gives out first - your money or your feet. More funny Anonymous quotes *** I stopped believing in Santa Claus when I was six. Mother took me to see him in a department store and he asked for my autograph. More funny Shirley Temple quotes *** Christmas at my house is always at least six or seven times more pleasant than anywhere else. We start drinking early. And while everyon

~remembering Who I Am~
When I was thirty years old, I got married. For a while, I thought I had married the wrong man, but it is more true to say my ex-husband married the wrong woman. He had, I think, a very clear idea of the type of woman he wanted to marry, and I had a very clear idea of the type of woman he wanted me to be, the type of woman I really wanted to be: a woman to make my parents proud, to finally settle down, grow up. I had had disastrous relationships throughout my twenties. Had dated a string of unavailable men, either physically or emotionally, and wondered if it was possible to find love without pain, without getting my heart broken all over again. Here was a man who seemed to be everything I should be looking for, and if he didn't make my heart beat faster, surely that was more sensible. So I married with my head rather than with my heart; told myself that this was a different kind of love; this was doing the right thing. I had grown up assuming I would have a similar life to my moth

Bonhomie
bonhomie\bah-nuh-MEE\ , noun;1.A good nature; pleasant and easy manner.

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Nothing will work unless you do.  -  Maya Angelou

Clitoridectomy
Surgical removal of the clitoris in females (obviously).

New Life In Orlando
Just an Update everyone because it's the most commonly asked, How I'm doin so far. Well I drove down in my chevy impala from Watertown NY to Orlando Fl. Just my kid, the dog and I with only the stuff that I could pack into it. My sis helped me find a very reasonable and wonderful community to move into which was ready for me when I arrived. The trip down was such and adventure seeing all the different towns and cities as I passed through them. I really enjoyed it a lot. I couldn't bring my bike with me so I left it with my bestfriend and will get it in the summer when I go back to visit. So far I haven't made too many friends yet but everyone I've met so far seems really nice. Only time will tell on who sticks and who doesn't. I still haven't figured out yet on how i'm going to manage school and work full time because the field I want to study requires a lot of hands on. For those who don't know I want to study Mechanical Engineering. Getting back to what I really love is very i

What Single Word Best Describes Your Life View?
Your Word is "Love" You see life as possibility to form deep connections with a few people. Relationships are the center of your world, and you always take time to bond with those you love. You are caring and giving. You enjoy helping those you love. And when it comes to romantic love, you feel passionately ... even in a very long term relationship. What's Your Word? Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet  

Planned Quarantines And Tracking Of Those Rejecting The H1n1 Vaccine?
Swine Flu is bad enough…This is just downright scary … This was bough to me by Jessica, aka Confidence. Go check her out, she’s one of the best people I’ve met on here.. ♡´¨Confiidence¨´♡@ fubar And on a personal note, I’d like to thank my true friends for sticking by me and not just messaging-and-blocking if you don’t agree with something I post. And if you don’t agree, discussing it in an adult manner. It’s refreshing to see the good people, and the cream rise to the top. And the rest , well, ah whatever …anyone can make new friends every day on here if they tried and took the time. More later in the week…hope you all had a great weekend! Peace..

The Battered Truth
  When I am asked why a woman doesn’t leave abuser I say: Women stay because the fear of leaving is greater than the fear of staying. They will leave when the fear of staying is greater than the fear of leaving. (At least this was true for me) Rebecca J. Burns/www.rebeccaburns.com      Ok people its time for some truth..Yeah I know your prob sick of all this talk but really this time dont really care. Ive been sitting around my house all weekend playing with my daughter having one of my infamous bad feelings knowing somethings bads goin down somewhere..Later in the evening I end putting my daughter to bed and turning on T.V and here is Jerry Springer and it has some lady on there thats leaving her pimp bf cause he beats her for some circus freak..I honestly stopped paying attention after the first ten minutes because my mind started wondering back to all the friends Ive helped in situations where they had gotten beat or raped and all the friends Ive lost,the black eyes Ive go

Orange
Your Favorite Color Says You're Cheerful Joyful --- Enthusiastic --- Optimistic Outgoing --- Accepting --- Confident Loud --- Unruly --- Impulsive What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You? The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings  

Love
You Would Do Most Things For Love You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most! Would You Do Anything For Love? Work is Hard. Time for Blogthings!  

Fsdafasd
September Says That You Are Open-hearted You are a very idealistic person. You have so much compassion for the world that it can be a bit overwhelming at times. There are so many things that you want to do to make a difference. It bothers you that you can't do them all at once. You are quite creative. You are especially good at thinking up innovative solutions to problems. You may have high ideals, but you also have the tools to achieve them. You are practical when you need to be. What Does Your Favorite Month Say About You? The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings  

Feeling A Little Anti Social Today Lol
You Are Brie You are sophisticated and elegant. You know how to carry yourself well. And while you make a great entrance, you don't make a lot of fuss. You are really quite laid back and mellow. You don't have a care in the world, and you're not going to get worked up about anything. You are a natural romantic, and you have a tendency to day dream. You find it easy to go to your "happy place." What Kind of Cheese Are You? Blogthings: We Have a Quiz for Almost Everything  

Sadness
There is a darkness That dwells deep within me It is a sadness which I hide So no one else can see It tortures my soul And invades my thoughts And dims my inner light During the day it haunts me less But hits me hardest At night. The sadness comes from a tortured past from a life with too much pain A stormy past filled with sorrow That falls on me like rain But I know that with time and lots of hope I will someday rise above, And the sadness that lies Within my heart Will be replaced completely with love.   by Melynda   August 11, 2006

The Word
It's hard to say the wordEven now twenty years gone by.Just thinking about the wordMakes me feel anxious, wanting to cryI don't think about that nightAs much as I used to,But the memory will neverfade completelyA fight with a memoryThat I always lose to.I still feel it's my faultI still feel guiltyIf I hadn't been out that night,It wouldn't have happened to me.I've been told by a fewThat I am not to blameBut it's hard for me to accept thatSo I continue to live with the shame.I relive it in my dreamsEvery once in a whileI hear his evil voiceI see his wicked smile.He threatens my lifeIf I cry out or screamSo I let him take my body So continues the bad dream.He assaults me and tortures meFor six hours straight,Humiliating and degrading meHis intent is filled with hate.When the sun starts to rise,I'm finally able to break free.I'm injured and I'm bloodyBut I somehow manage to flee.I got away with my lifeEven though badly hurt.And now twenty years later It's still hard to say the wordI live

True Love
The other night I met an amazing woman on here. Problem is I just couldnt come to grips of reality and tell her what I truly felt. At first I thought true love didnt exist, but now Im beginning to think otherwise.

Made Me Think
So, I've been listening to a lot of a band called Epica recently. I just bought two of their albums on CD, was listening and following the lyrics. This one bit really hit me as being completely spot on, thought I'd share it with you all (or few that read this)   "Wisdom, knowledge, science Develops, always, better, faster Defeats us Science, knowledge, wisdom Destroys us, always, ever, faster This is the final end"

Malebolgia And My First Mmr Review
Hello everyone out there I'm Dj SLAY.   I Dj for Metal Messiah Radio Friday nights from 8pm till 11pm est.   Okay enough of the shameless plug lets get down to business shall we ???   Being a Dj for one of the worlds most premier online radio stations, we often get music, and slammed with so much that it really is hard to listen to it all.  Well one band that struck my fancy just from their name alone is a band called Malebolgia from here in the good ole USA.  With singer/guitarist:  Joseph Darling, drummer: Kevin Hedgecock, bassist: Timothy Knouff, and guitarist: Matt Lovett.   Malebolgia's 2009 release of "Requiem For The Inexorable" is an 12 track masterpiece.  "Requiem For The Inexorable" is my personal pick for cd of the year.   With amazing song writing that is generally left to the big boys on major lables, Malebolgia sets a BLISTERING pace from begining to end.  With brilliant Guitar/bass work and drum work that can only be summed up in 3 words ... OH MY GOD !!! Vocal work *and

For Pork Face
perfect breakfast: boiled eggs and porridge oats, if I'm hungover....full english at midday/afternoon.       perfect date: dinner/movies/walking...talking about stuff. Not gonna put it out on the first date like some of you slutty peoples!       perfect kiss: *shrugs* I don't know     perfect argument: when I win       perfect man/woman: decent looking (not a major factor but I don't want quasimodo), funny, clever...stupid people make me angry and frustrated, need to be able to provide for the family financially if I can't.       perfect shoe: pretty high ones that make my bottom look good. :)       perfect movie: ones that make me laugh and cry.       perfect flower: I like orchids       perfect time of day: whenever it is quietest       perfect mood: happy and dreamy       perfect dream: my dreams are never nice, either odd or scary     perfect drink: I drink a lot of milk       perfect name: For me it would be Lily or Evelyn, for my futu

Tattooed People Aren't As Giving
....they haven't met us yet!A marine who runs Toys for Tots says that statistically speaking, tattooed people "aren't as giving" as non-tattooed people. We totally disagree!!! In the spirit of giving, he presented us with a challenge to prove him wrong! We have THREE WEEKS!!!!Here at State of the Art Tattoos LLC, we offer DISCOUNTS for your DONATIONS---Donate new or gently used COATS for KIDS-- 10$ off each, limit 2.Donate new, unwrapped Toys for Tots--- 5$-20$ off = value of the toy!Donate FOOD! Each item gets you 1$ off-- up to 20$ offTattoo minimum is 40$--- you could get a 20$ TATTOO!!!Can't get the tattoo today?? Purchase a GIFT CERTIFICATE for you, or a loved one for the holiday gift that will last a LIFETIME! Wouldn't it be awesome to also tell them how you helped the community in their name!?You DO NOT HAVE TO purchase anything to DONATE to great charities for OUR COMMUNITY! Drop off any items you have to help the cause during our normal business hours!! (1pm-10pm WEEKDAYS 1pm-

Damage
As I sit here crying without you by my side I think about all that I am sorry for  I am sorry for the tears I am sorry for the damage I have causedYou saw beauty and I saw hateYou saw love and I saw diseaseI am sorry for the blood that has been spilled on my account for nothing I do will make up for thatYou searched for something unknown to you and begged for help but I turned you away afraid that if you found what you were looking for you'dbe gone forever.I am sorry for destroying the heart that brought ustogether because now that we are apart I cant find you You stand in frontof me but your still not there You gave your life for me you gave meeverything that you could You saw the disease eating at me and saw thatwithout ur help id be gone for good but i pushed you too far,I pushedyou to the point of no return I am sorry that I ended your life I am sorry that i destroyed the only good in my life You tried saving mebut it was too late it was too late to save the one you loved  

Perfect---ly Stolen From Boo.
two blogs in one day???? don't faint please.   perfect breakfast: big steak omelette from ihop at 3 a.m. after a night out. butterscotch rocks pancakes to go with makes it the pentultmate of perfection but fucking ihop stopped selling them. which...much to my chagrine, is actually a good thing since said breakfast almost puts me in a food coma. perfect date: a good show, a few drinks, sex in the bathroom because we couldn't be contained, getting the above mentioned breakfast...laughing our asses off, going back to whoever's house, getting a shower (more sex), climbing in bed, talking/laughing/story sharing until we pass out then waking up for more sex. no seriously. perfect kiss: spontaneous, passionate... catch me off guard because you get caught up in the way i look right at that moment, push me up against the wall, come in close, kiss me hard, bite my bottom lip... you get the point. perfect argument: ends with a solution, most likely a compromise... and like boo, i think the

Pick My New Name! Done Over
Help me pick a new name for fubar. The best name wins! I don't actually have anything to give but I will be using the name u pick! ends 1/1/10 well frick it its done!

Cupid
Too many ways to say… I love you in so many ways, I need you tonight… To save from this   Cupid shot me with her arrow, And I’m left here walking with so much sorrow, For tonight I almost lost you… Can you believe?   (Verse)   I had to fall to stand, I had to crawl to walk, I had to mumble before I could speak, I had to…   Say something stupid and then, Lie to you and burry my head in shame, And some where cupids’ heart is breaking, As her tear’s fall from her face…   (Verse II)   I fall to my knees and scream towards the heavens, God what do I have to do to fix this… There’s no walking into the sunset with the girl of my dreams, There’s no happy ending to my sadden tale…    I remember throwing a coin into a wishing well, Wishing for the girl of my dreams, How could I’ve let you go?

[perfect Pilfered Questionare]
The perfect breakfast: Everyday- French bread, loose tea.Weekends- ho-cakes (or grits), 3 egg ommelette, thick bacon, orange juiceVacation- poached eggs, hollandaise, french toast with syrup, and bacon and hashbrowns and bacon... The perfect date: Roast duck, my exquisite black suit, cocktails at my place- lifestories, breakfast at 4 in the morning after passionate and clumsy first time-sex, or cuddling. The perfect kiss: The lusty wet one I receive with a hot skillful hand on my jock (bare, or over clothes)   The perfect argument: Polite and abstract, preferably with my brother. The perfect man/woman: Not sure she exists, but I'd like someone I can respect and trust, keeps me in check without pressure. Three B's a must: Brains, bust and beauty.   The perfect shoe: Chuck Taylors.   The perfect movie: I would imagine Akria Kurisawa wrote/directed it.   The perfect flower: Nightblooming cereus or jasmine. ... or chrysanthemums.   The perfect time of day: Dinner.   The per

Song Of The Domme
Big man, tough man, full of pride. I'm gonna take you on a long, hard ride. No use to scream, no use to fight. I'm gonna introduce you to the night. You only think that you know sin. I'll take you somewhere that you've never been. Hard man, hot man, burning with need. You never knew that you had the seed that'd turn to submission at the right touch. Take it from me, babe, you owe me that much. Humble man, broken man, down on your knees. Begging for mercy, lifting your pleas. I offer you freedom with my chains. Give me the passion that follows the pain. Quiet man, sweet man, peaceful and spent. You never thought that you could be bent. Perfect contentment now that you know, I got you, baby, and I'm not letting go.  

Alcoholism
Its been brought to my attention that theres alot of people out there with what most call a disease, (i would rather call it a choice). ive been an alcoholic for 20 years ive been sober for the last 6, im proud of what ive accomplished. i volenteer for everything and give till it hurts. but to my friends out there that are strugling and dont know what to do, heres my thought. just look a little further then what ya normally do and you'll see the answer its right there. and when it feels like its the end, it probably is. so buck up and do whats right you'll know. and everything will be ok i promise. god bless and dont denie what is the truth                                     frankielee

Put Me To Sleep
This time like another time the Angina put my to sleep. Wow, how serious we are about the Nitro and the beta blocker? Like this surgery? I experienced the right eye again. This time I was looking at the left eye of a woman. First time I was looking out from the right eye of someone and than to look back. Someone? The Order a front. TMO the same. Freemason just alike. It is said that pot is a gateway. The three alone are a gateway and some. At the hospital I was watchnig Jenna and how furious she became and I thought maybe I better shut this off. My Nurse obviusly didn't like her. Mason Moore I just watched and it was tha Tattoo that caught my attention. On the fingers and the abdomen. Sometihng similar someone had. Norio  

So Here
A minute ago i saw a status message stating "my wifey is awesome" and i decided instantly that i would like to shank that person. in the face. if ever i am stupid enough to get married again, someone please take me out, get me drunk, and put me in a room with a band until i've changed my mind... if i ever decide to marry someone who referes to me as his wifey, go ahead and shoot me. all hope of recovering my sanity will be gone at that point.   i am now roommate free. no more exhusbands and their former girlfriends living in this house. the silence is more than golden. yay for walking around however i please again. please, for the love of fuck, someone talk some sense into me should this option ever present itself again.   i tried to take a nap earlier but i was interrupted way too many times. it made me ill. this is why i need someone to nap with. they will be in charge of interruptions.   i have facebook. i get facebook updates on my phone. i hate when someone posts a lengthy s

Random Thoughts In My Head
It's funny how life always messes with my head how you made me think that you'd always be there Crazy how even as I miss you now I have do wonder, do you even care? Was I stupid to think it was real,  every time you said you loved me How could it be the truth when you change your mind? Why did you even hold me? It's not like I lied or played with your heart I never left your side, I didn't split us apart. I can't just sit here and cry while your out there,  I have to act like it doesn't hurt, and that I don't care. Fuck your sympathy, and your lies,  just shut your mouth and open your eyes. Could you honestly say I didn't care, when I have always been there? Damn your selfishness, and your way... this is the real world, not some fucking play. Why would I have been there beside you if it didn't matter to me what you do? Not moving on and not standing still...

Killing Angels
How can you say that she wasn't used and abused and thrown away?  What once was a beautiful soul you've turned into a black hole...You think you know what you see, but never a part of your world will she be.  Don't you know you've killed an angel, don't you see you murdered her soul?  Don't you hear her faith dying?  Just walk away, you'll never know. How do you say you haven't torn her down and cast her out?  What used to be a heart of gold has become only dead and cold...take no responsibility, forsee no shame, but for her death, you're to blame.  Don't you know you've killed an angel, don't you see you murdered her soul? Can you hear her faith dying? You just walk away, because you don't know. You can't even see what you've done to her, blinded by your fears.  Can you understand what is dead is gone?  Withered away, it can't go on. Ashes to dust, dust to wind, she's gone now, never to be seen again.  You knew what you were doing killing this angel, you always meant to murder

Caught In The Headlights...
If seeing is believing, and believing means being,then who sees in perfect hindsight while the brights are beaming. seeing might be seeming to be a little blinding for a moment to the one still teeming with thoughts that this feeling might be worth believing.If a feeling is from memories revealing all the past, it reveals  that happiness can't last.  The heartache of losing control too fast is nothing but overwhelming with pain too vast.  Vast like the ocean at night in a storm, the whole crew is dead, soaking to the bone, you've forgotten the feeling "warm". Warm like the pain that I feel inside, like a thousand suns, ready to burn me alive.  I try to hide behind a mask that will provide the protection to keep my soul from being fried.  Although my emotions will always be denied, I have a feeling you see through me, all facades aside. And if seeing is believing and believing means being, then who sees in perfect hindsight while the brights are beaming, I'm screaming because feeling is

For You...
I think I'm falling harder and faster for you than with anyone I've ever known calling and spending my time with you I know why I'm no longer alone. You're nothing what I expected still there's nothing I regret and these are things you need to know. I've spent a long time waiting the fakes have come parading but I never want you to go. I know we're still on trial but if you go I'll cry myself to sleep at night. and I know that this feeling I have will never end if you just hold me tight. Because I think I'm falling harder and faster for you than with anyone I've ever known calling and spending my time with you I know why I'm no longer alone. I wasn't even searching for love or anything that meant I'd have to sacrifice my self-absorbed indulgence and boys are full of bull rants someone finally broke the ice. still I can't help but to say... that I'm falling harder and faster for you

Untitled...
seething, writhing, seering, jeering, demeaning, deceiving, describing, detailing, teeming, seeming to make no sense at all. leaving, heaving being, seein, wilting, jilting, peeling, reeling, agitating, hating my own skin as it crawls. creating, debating, hoping, praying, wanting, haunting, heeding, needing, avenging, decending into the depths of my soul. dreaming, hearing, stopping, living, having, needing, encapturing, enthralling, enwrapping, loving all that I have known and learned.

I'm Sorry Now...
Take my heart, rip it up can’t take it back, you’ve done too much. Look in my eyes, do you see tears? can’t take it back, wasted too many years. Can’t say "I’m sorry" now, it’s too late for that. Can’t rewind time somehow, can’t take it back. Can’t say "I’m sorry" now-- what’s happened is done. Can’t rewind time, and I’m already gone.   Looking back at al the time wasted I can’t believe I tried so hard to make it work. Seeing is believeing, and I’m done breathing for you. You lied while I cried, you never cared. Take my heart, rip it up. Can’t take it back, you’ve done too much. Look in my eyes, do you see tears? Can’t take it back, wasted so many years. Can’t say "I’m sorry" now, it’s too late for that. Can’t rewind time somehow, can’t take it back. Can’t say "I’m sorry" now, what’s happened is done. Can’t

A Better Me...
I've had a lifetime to deal with all this pain, at one point, I think I went insane. I've always made it back to myself except I always lost a part of my self. I love who I have come to be but sometimes I wonder if it's me. would I be the same had life been easy? probably not, I prefer turbulent to breezy. At least I've had my lessons to learn, for their lives, I will never yearn. The pain has made me who I am today and I will have it no other way. I've had a hard past, that's easy to see but it has made myself a better me

Through The Looking Glass...
Who is it you want me to be? I can see it is she, but it is not me. It is not who I am or what I do I know it's for you but for me, what did I do? Prim, proper, perfect to the T you want me to be she but it is not me. Squander my life just for you, is that what I am to do? change myself to make you happy it is what you want is it what I should be? Why I want to change and why I care I don't even know you're not even there. you stare back at me and you know all how I feel and when I fall. when I see you I see your pain I know your life ours are the same. as I look in the mirror you're all I see, wanting me to change who I should be. prim, proper, perfect to the T

The Wallower's Way
As I sit here watching all the passers by I wonder why I suddenly want to cry is it because of dishonesty of words or is my brain just for the birds? Is there any way to explain this lunacy that has enveloped me? I can't understand it nor can I give it away How can I possibly use it to promise for a better day? Is there any reason I should be so sad when so much has happened for which I should be glad? I should just brush it off and get back up instead I sit here and wallow with my computer and my cup.

Convinceable
sitting here in stolen skin I can't believe I let you win no one believes me, nor do they care to them it was like you were never there. I'm old enough, strong and wise so how could I fall for your lies. I thought you were a friend so I reached out and tried to lend a hand. You

Inpenetrable
my eyes are filled with the things they have seen can't see what's in front of me because of these things can't sleep at night, afraid of my own room to let this be the best of me, would bring me to doom you can't find me, buried in my skin you took my body, but I'll keep my soul that's mine to keep, you can never get in inpenetrable shield on my soul

Revolution
it's time for a revolution don't believe in evolution the world makes itself what it is can't say adults are not like kids it's time for a revolution so stand up and shout we are the future we'll turn it inside out. Can you see the future coming

Fire Safe Cigarettes Have Even More Garbage In Them Please Read!
FIRE SAFE CIGARETTES have even more garbage in them please read! Petition needs 2000 signatures has right now 179 please please sign it Hi, I signed the petition "FIRE SAFE CIGARETTES". I'm asking you to sign this petition to help us reach our goal of 2,000 signatures. I care deeply about this cause, and I hope you will support our efforts. http://www.thepetitionsite.com/2/fire-safe-cigarettes  

Senses You Sense In Me
do you want to be with me can you see what I can see breaking for my eyes to bleed can you see what I can see what do you want from me dear can you hear what I hear blood rushing out my ears can you hear what I hear do you think I'm a waste

Night And Day
Bloodletting at night, don't let it be a fright I do it for me not to you It's all I control It's all I can do pretend during the day because I can't get away from my cares and sorrows

Waiting
All these go so slowly one minute an entire day. an hour, a week. the entire day is a year... waiting on you to speak. If only you knew how much I liked you... I have goals, and they won't change, and I know you don't know what to do but I won't be in close range.

Dreams And Illusions
In my eyes I can't disguise the love I feel inside because when I think of you I know these feelings are true. In my eyes you can see all that our love can be. My eyes are gleam

I'm Sorry.
I'm sorry for everything I did and everything I said. I'm sorry for making you wonder if I were alive or dead. I'm sorry I ruin things with my big, dumb mouth I'm sorry when things get bad I just run out I'm sorry for opening my mouth

When Will...
When will this ever end I don't want this love to send. my heart screams aloud but gets drowned out in the crowd. When will this ever stop I want for this just to drop. my eye drops a single tear to drown out my deepest fear. When will this ever heal

Dissociated
Lost within my make-believe I see nothing that is true, but now that I have found you, All my mind is swimming To the shores you bring me to, How much longer now In this sea of broken glass must I paddle on without you? Should you trample me down And turn my wasting mind?

Today Is Today
It was not tomorrow two hours ago, It was yesterday, but at the time considered tonight, but alas, it is no more. It is today, tomorrow is on it's way. It's tomorrow in China, but if I were there It would be today... but I am not there, so it is not yesterday in America, it is t

Want And Need
I don't want your salvationI don't need your sympathyI don't want your redemptionI just want you to be.I don't want your lifeI don't need your painI don't want your strifeI just need you back again.I don't want your comfortI don't need your bloodI don't want your worthI just want back your love.I want your handclosed in mineI need our soulsto intertwine.I want your bodyholding me closeto make me safefrom those who just go.I want your loveto keep me warmwhile all around there is a storm.I want your heartI need your soulall these thingsyou need to know

Sunlight Brings A New Day
Repeating every moment with you This is all we ever do; Everything is flying through my mind, why couldn't we be happy? I don't enjoy myself with you, But things cannot be changed, All the reasons we're together, Why are our clams all clamming up?

Toon Porn
Cartoon Sex

Daylight Again/find The Cost Of Freedom
My thoughts on this song: When i first heard this song iwas 18 years old just out of high school 1970 tho it came out in 69 a tear earlier it rang in my head for the longest time you prolly heard it too, you can listen to it on my stash..theres 2 versions..this i #2 the words to it. Think and let me know what feel about it   Daylight again, following me to bed I think about a hundred years ago, how my fathers bled I think I see a valley, covered with bones in blue All the brave soldiers that cannot get older been askin' after you Hear the past a callin', from Ar- -megeddon's side When everyone's talkin' and noone is listenin', how can we decide? (Do we) find the cost of freedom, buried in the ground Mother earth will swallow you, lay your body down Find the cost of freedom, buried in the ground Mother earth will swallow you, lay your body down (Find the cost of freedom buried in the ground)

Bleh
Somedays there are ups and sometimes there are downs. When your heart belongs to someone else its hard to deal with the emotions that come and go. Sometimes you feel like your their one true love and they never want to live with out you....... then there are days when you realize your easy to replace and maybe your just another face in the crowd. Today is one of my down days, where I'm processing information and just dont feel special at all. I felt like I might be a little different then all the others. But maybe I'm not, maybe there is no reason for me to be separate from the others. I sit here crying and my heart aching over something that is stupid and small in comparing to everything else. But my heart has been hurt before, I've been told before that I stood above the rest and I ment more then the others. All lies in the end and I can not or will not put myself in a place where I am forgotten, not wanted or just not important enough to feel special. To more then the others, to be

Hmmm..
An ex friend of mine told me once "Your body is here, but your heart and soul are somewhere else".  At first, I was confused, and didn't really understand what they meant.  Until recently...  As most of you know, I have moved from my home in Maryland... to Georgia (lived with said ex friend).. to Wisconsin (stayed with a female friend of mine)... and Now I'm in Washington.  And now, it makes total sense.  That ex friend of mine, was right this whole time.  And I wanted to actually write this, in hopes that he reads this... because I do, in fact, want to thank him.  Because of him, and his constant complaining, it made me realize, that I was in the wrong place.  I should have made other decisions a long time ago.  But now that I have, and it's finally my reality, I do want to thank him for being there, and making me see this.  I found the love of my life.... on fubar... of all places.  Odd, huh?  But ya, know, I haven't even been here for 12 hours, and he's great. :)  And this ex-friend

Online Poker Hot Tip!
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Good Morning
His eyes flutter open. Blinking against the morning light he shifts down into the bed, pressing his arm and leg a little more firmly against you.Taking a few moments to gain his wits and allow his brain to begin to function again, he turns over and carefully drapes an arm over your back as he takes in the sight of you.Laying mostly on your side/belly, an arm cast over the edge of the bed, your soft deep breathing is rhythmic in his ears. Gently his hand moves along your back, touching your skin and caressing you.He gives a tender kiss to your shoulder as he sighs and slides out of bed. Moving slowly so as not to wake you, he moves off to the bathroom intent on a shower. Whispering softly he says "I'll be right back love to wake you up."He strides quietly into the bedroom, wrapped in a towel about the waist. Running the fingers of one hand through his hair he looks at you and smiles. The morning sunlight catches the stray beads of water on his shoulders and back, causing them to gleam b

The Numerology Of 44
The Numerology of 44 (Dealing with my new age...)44 is a powerful number. Know why? Because the 4 vibrates with paying attention to detail and building a solid foundation for the future. In 44, that effect is doubled. Plus, the two numbers (4 and 4), adding up to 8, have an umbrella vibration of effective management, controlling group dynamics, building large structures (buildings, bridges, organizations), and financial control.44 is a “master number” in numerology, meaning it has an extremely potent vibration, but also falls back into its lower vibration when not held appropriately… In a nutshell, I find it to have meanings of sacrifice and balance, work and structure, yet exertion and decay.Impeccability, desire with insight, wisdom with reason, intensity, conviction, adeptship, heroism, self-control, discipline, controlled energy focused.44 is magnificence and manifestation - the master architect and alchemist who can transform an idea and structure into a powerfu

Ignore Request? Fuck That, I Wanna Deny Them!
Yeah, yeah, I know they changed the bit where you reject friend requests a while ago, but it still kinda annoys me that I can't DENY them. Why did they change this? Were some people so fucking sensitive that they didn't have the heart to click on DENY? But... that would make no sense since you could ignore requests back then too. Request says: Fanned and rated! Rev says: DENIED MOTHER FUCKER   Request says: HI AD ME AN CHECK OUT DA COOL PEEPS IN MY LOUNGE Rev says: DENIED MOTHER FUCKER   Request says: (blank request) Rev says: DENIED MOTHER FUCKER   I know that ignore request is effectively the same as denying, but denying just felt so much more satisifying.   Eat shit and die! :D

Fake Friends And Real Friends
Fake friends never ask for food.Real friends are the reason you don�t have food.Fake friends never see you cry.Real friends cry with you.Fake friends borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.Real friends keep your stuff so long they forget its yours.Fake friends know few things about you.Real friends could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.Fake friends are for a while.Real friends are for life.

Explanation
Hello to all my fu friends! Yes, I am back!!! Did you miss me? I have missed fu so much. And I am writing to explain my absence for so long. I had to take time away to try to mend a broken heart. See, I have been seeing someone off and on for 3 years. I truly love my Shadow Man. Still even though he shattered my heart and almost destroyed my soul with his departure from my life. I admit it... I am weak where he is concerned. I always have been and probably always will be. Anyway......... we spent alot of time in Fubar. It was where we communicated when we couldn't be together. And when he ended things it was too hard for me to come into Fubar. All I saw was his absence. All I felt was the pain of that loss. But just a few nights ago we had a nice face to face conversation and I am feeling better for it. He knows that I love him. I know that he loves me..... but in life we are in different places that can't be breached. I can't say that I will ever stop loving him. But I can and will

I Can't Make You
I've learned that in order for you to keep someone they have to want you backI've learned this the hard way, you can't make someone want to be friends with youA friendship has to swing both ways. Your a friend to them and they're a friend to you.But sometimes showing them that you care just isn't enough.You can't make someone hang out,call, text, or even miss you if they don't want it as well.As much as it hurts you just have to accept that and move on.The last couple of months have shown me this.I'm learning. Learning to leave those friendships behind. Trying not to scratch that bruise so that it doesn't bleed again.Leaving that stain and trying not to get it out, even if i tried it won't come out.

Trust
Trust is something that I consider a,lie.It deceives,makes you believe things,you wouldn't normally believe.Trust me,Trust me,Trust me.No, What is I don't?What happens if you say that,and I shouldn't have,Trusted you,Trusted you,Trusted you.What if you lied.Then do you still expect me to,Trust you,Trust you,Frickin TRUST YOU!I'm sorry but I don't,I just can't see myself,don't believe,I can trust,anyone at the momentSo,good-bye.Good-bye.Good-bye, my friend,I will believe that one day,If you do no more lying,I might one day,perhaps,trust you.

Let Me Go
See this heart ? it wasn't whole from the start.it would always beat fast, and i just wish it would've last.you made my world go around,and you lifted my feet off the ground.The day you unwrapped your arms,and let me go, was the day i know it was all a show.i just wanna know why you ran away?baby, why couldn't you stay? just a little longer,that's all i asked. i knew the moment would pass,but it's just all i asked.Do you ever think about me ?maybe see me in your dreams ?i wish you'd come back, and make my day happy and brighter again.I need back your warm and soft touch,nothing else really matters much.i miss you.did i tell you?i wish you would know,I've missed you since the day you unwrapped your armsand let me go.

When You Are Alone
For every min of the day you wish you could fine some one to love and yet your heart would like to feel what love mean when you are a lone there is no one to love thus how can one love if once heart doesn't know what love feel like for who would give a lonely heart some love.being a lone is only loneness for it only make one think of life but life is free and love is special for some one to love let one search for once true wait what does once eyes see for there is a light from the top of the hill for what does the light mean for there is a gentle heart that wish to share his love.when you are a lone there is no love but yet you fine your self wish for some one to love thus just to hear the birds sing about love bring tears to your eyes for what you want is to just to be love where oh where can one fine her true love for her heart cry for love.

Tell Me The Truth
I've one simple requestThe only thing left to askTell me the truthDon't hide behind a maskWas there anything there?Please tell me. I just ask for one thingAnd that's honestyDon't make me fall harderJust tell me pleaseDon't lead me into liesI'm begging, down on my kneesI feel so confusedWhenever I talk to youI don't know what to sayHow much I care, if only you knew...I've one simple request.To end this sorrow moodTell me how you feelSo I can restart life, renewed.

How Can I Be
How can I be so stupid To fall in love with youI feel like I'm being used upGosh, I feel so stupid nowAnd if this is what it feels like to be fall in loveThen I rather let it goI can't see myself looking like thisEverytime tears falls outCause it makes me feel stupidI know I can do better than thisAnd I don't need you in my lifeThere is still someone out there for me Waiting to be lovedSo yeah if I'm still being with youThen I must be stupid to still be in loveWith you.....

I Want To Say Goodbye
I want to say goodbyeBut I can't-My throat seals up- Like I'm suffocatingConstantly catching my breathe-Grasping my heartbeat, Trying to recapture you,But you keep fluttering Away.I feel as if I'm Dying as well-I Just want to be near you That would be enough for me.I am reminded that it's simply Just a dream- Playing with my emotions.I know the Grim Reaper has visited you,But I can't let go-I don't know how to move on;I drink to null the painI smoke to dull the memoryI laugh when I want to cryI am quiet, so its easy to hide...I only cry in front ofJack Daniels- a close friend.And I scream withBacardi- a nice Companion.... I don't know how to move on...

What I Am On Fubar.
Well , first off I am looking to add more friends. Mostly from around Pinellas County. And from the rest of the Tampa Bay Area as well. For now that is about it. More will be posted sometime down the road.

Life
Here we are, day in and day out! Sometimes the same thing  over and over again and sometimes not. As we walk through every day on this earth hoping for something else to happen, or to get better, maybe you think you are fine. Deep down we all know we are not. We long for more, great. We secretly hope that we don't have to go on with our dead end physical torture. Asking GOD to help us make it through. Paying bills, trying to get enough food. As we lower our heads thinking we have been defeated. I am hear to tell you. Do not give up yet. We have to go through HELL on earth to get to HEAVEN. The things we go through make us strong and help us prepare for anything GOD asks for and from us. I have been through it all, and at the end I know that I will have earned my way into HEAVEN. So this life we have sux, and its hard, you may not have it as hard as someone else, or you may have it harder. GOD never puts on you more than you can handle. Life is HELL but what a HELL of a reward, I get to

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Used Vs. Loved
Used vs. LovedWhile a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up astone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man tookthe child's hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was using awrench.At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures.When the child saw his father.....with painful eyes he asked,'Dad when will my fingers grow back?'The man was so hurt and speechless; he went back to his car and kickedit a lot of times. Devastated by his own actions........sitting in front ofthat car he looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'.The next day that man committed suicide. . Anger and Love have nolimits; choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely life..... Thingsare to be used and people are to be loved, But the problem in today'sworld is that, People are used and things are loved...During the day, be careful to keep this thought in mind: Thingsare to be used, but People are to be loved ... Be yourself..

First Line Of Defence?
I wonder...people (r/l and online) are always saying I am 'cute' and stuffs blah blah blah. But I am perfectly capable of being non-cute and deadly serious (and secretly a little bit mean), but I think cute is just like a 'default' for me just don't really think about it much. Maybeh it's a defence mechanism? After nobody really gets mad at cute stuffs and most people tend to be nicer to you. (Apart from some freaky deaky's in the mumms, but that's kinda fun to play with too) Meh, I don't know. Is it a defence thing? We all know baby animals are cute and stuffs to invoke maternal/paternal feelings but they still get eaten by sharks and things. *Shrugs* What was my point again?

From My Heart To Yours
There’s a candle inside my heart and burns for you, And ooohhhh…all my love is all for you, And that’s all you really need to know, When searching for love…you don’t have to go very far, Because I am here for you Sometimes we lose our heads…reading in between lines and facts, Trying to prove love wrong or right…and ooohhhh, We fight to say the things….that’ll make us cry, And I…love you… that’s why I’ll never say goodbye, Ooooohhhhh…I am in love with you Sometimes we grow old…and die before we say what’s in our hearts, But I… will say it every day…and you… can hold my hand, As I close my eyes…and see you no more…. Till that day comes, I will love you… as you are and I’ll never hurt you, The love I have for you…never came from a book…it came from how you make me feel There’s a flame burning inside my soul…a

Looking For A Roommate
hi we are looking for honest down to earth roommate that has a job and there own car if you are him or her please contact us at 513-330-5056 our names are manni and jason rent is 550 but split in half so you have to pay 225.00 and half you the light and half of the cable bill and buy your own food things we dont allow are drugs  and sex offenders  (i do have kids )no drunksthere is a 200 dep with our landlord for a new lease you will get that back if you move out   there is no smoking in my house have to smoke outside...me and jason are really laid back ppl if you get to know us...we are west side of hamilton,ohio..there will be a agreement that has to be signed and dated.... 

Perfect
The perfect breakfast: Papaya wedges, eggs scrambled with salsa and a dash chili powder, chee bikits, and java that soaks thru wall of your mouth and causes wave of sensation thru your face before you even swallow. The perfect date: One whereas its essense is supported primarily by the others presense. What is done and where is visited is merely environment, scenery. The perfect kiss: The anticipated one, the one fueled by mutual hope, and lingered by satedness and the full body sigh of relief, that it happenned. The perfect argument: ends in a tackling embrace, to shut them up. The perfect man/woman: Is into who you are, not their plan for who you should be. The perfect shoe: The one that puts pride in your step, actually affects your confidence level. The perfect movie: theater;special effects. home;ever guessing evasive plot, the one that makes you slap you forehead when it reveals itself. The perfect flower: a rain filled teacup Magnolia blossom, natures cologne.

Who All Thinks That Some People Take Fumafia To Seriously Then Speak Up :d
Fu mafia is just a game,why do some people take it so seriously,my whole turf Army of Darkness was deleted and i rebuilt it.Although it wasnt my turf before,I was only a soldier,but the bosses account was appently deleted because of some arguement.Anyway who else has that kind of experience in fumafia drama?

Perfeck.
*hops on bandwagon*   The perfect breakfast: Morning lovemaking session, then coffee, bacon & eggs. The perfect date: Something spontaneous, creative, memorable, and fun, but not too much - don't want it to take my attention away from the person I'm with.  The perfect kiss: Spontaneity is key, starts out gently, winds up almost drawing blood, ends with staring into my lover's eyes for what seems like forever.   The perfect argument:  One with no victor, only new understandings. The perfect man/woman: Hard to say, I haven't found her yet (well, maybe I did, but she's not "with" me, obviously) I know I've come close, though. I guess someone that is basically my equal or better, challenges me intellectually, and keeps me laughing, doesn't expect me to read her mind, and would sing/say the lyrics to "I'll Stand By You" by the Pretenders, and mean every word of it. Yeah, that works. The perfect shoe: Um. One that fits? *blinks*  The perfect movie: Takes me somewhere beyond reality

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Perfect
The perfect breakfast: coffee with lots of cream,  eggs scrambled with monterey jack cheese, mushrooms, and chives.     The perfect date:  A lot of conversation, a little alcohol, somewhere with a view.   The perfect kiss: takes my breath away and depends on the moment!     The perfect argument:  One that clears the air and ends in a kiss.     The perfect man/woman: smart, funny, attentive and adores me :)     The perfect shoe: a strappy sandal that makes me feel sexy.     The perfect movie: leaves me happy at the end.     The perfect flower: tulips     The perfect time of day: sunset     The perfect mood:  exhilaratingand elevating joy     The perfect dream: one that is so real that you wakeup and cannot be sure if it was a dream or if it actually happened....usually involves some kissing :)     The perfect drink: really good red wine - or a vodka martini straight up with extra olives     The perfect name: certainly not

Perfect ( I Got Tagged By Seamus)
perfect breakfast;  My homemade biscuits and gravy.   perfect date; Pack a cooler with grub n. stuff and go spend the day at the ocean.       perfect kiss; Up against a wall, deep, passionate, with a touch of agression.       perfect argument; I hate arguing, but make up sex is always good.       perfect woman or man; One thats perfectly honest, Im an honest person and being straight with yourself speaks volumes to me. oh and nice pecs n some ink helps too !       perfect shoe; Toes in the sand.       perfect flower; Daffodils my favorite!       perfect time of day; Dusk and Dawn I love the hush, and the way everything wakes up.       perfect drink; Homemade sweet tea, or some hot Oolong tea.       perfect drug; Mary Jane, and Wolverine running naked.      

Perfect (stolen From Everyone)
perfect breakfast; Sausage links, bacon, smashed eggs, and buttermilk pancakes (blueberry syrup) perfect date perfect kiss-with her perfect argument perfect woman perfect shoe perfect flower perfect time of day perfect drink perfect drug

Perfect
The perfect breakfast: Biscuits and Gravy, Eggs over medium, turkey bacon, with a cup of French Vanilla Dunkin Donuts coffee The perfect date:  Somewhere new and unexpected, be creative and find out what I like first. If you're taking me on a date, you've had time to get to know me first to allow it. Thoughtfulness is key. The perfect kiss: just happens naturally with little effort or force. The perfect argument: resolves an issue. It's okay to argue and get heated about your side as long as there is some resolution at the end. A hug and a kiss with appreciation at the end. The perfect man/woman: holds my interest, makes me laugh, trusts me, feeds my ego and allows me to be me. The perfect shoe: Knee high black boots with 3 inch stilleto heels. The perfect movie: makes me sigh at the end. The perfect flower: is a classic deep red rose. The perfect time of day: mid-afternoon with the sun high in the sky and all of the world's glory basking in it as the hussle a

A Dream (06.14.06))
He never hear the door quietly open then close, nor the footsteps that followed. She crept up to the foot of his bed, and stared at him with her big chocolate eyes. A slight smile crept across her mouth: there he was, a man, completely unaware of her standing there, so vulnerable and docile. Trying to avoid any sudden movements that would disturb him, she hopped on a bed like a panther stalking her prey, and put a chloroform soaked rug to his face. Twitching for a moment, he fell back on the bed.When he came to his senses some time later, he realized that his hands and feet were handcuffed to the bed, and his mouthwas taped shut with thick duct tape. What happened?? After a momentary panic, he saw her stand in the corner with her arms crossed. In a black garter belt and tall leather boots, she looked taller than her real height. Fixing her dark hair, she wickedly smiled with that animalistic smile he saw earlier. Who was she? Where did she come from? It was up for him to decide.He watc

Perfect, Hoisted From Boo
perfect breakfast;  canadian bacon, eggs sunny side up and an everything bagel slathered in butter   perfect date; someplace dark and quiet, followed by hot tub under the stars   perfect kiss; the next one   perfect argument;  grudge fuck, followed by make up sex   perfect woman; one that is either blind to my many faults or thinks they are cute    perfect shoe; barefoot   perfect flower; crimson rose   perfect time of day; sunrise, watching the world come alive   perfect drink; strong kona coffee, an ice cold home or microbrewed beer on a hot day or an extra large white russian in the hot tub   perfect drug; ganja  

Random Useless Information About Me
69 Confession Questions These are my confessions... 1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be? Whoever I've been waiting for 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Always 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? Both 4. Do you take compliments well? Yes 5. Do you play Sudoku? I have 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Yes 7. Do you like to ride horses? YES!! 8. Did you ever go camping as a kid? A lot 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? Jacks 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it? Hell NO 11. Have you lied to get out of a date? Yes 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? Yes 13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? Whatever 14. Use three words to describe yourself? Loving, indepedent, worrying 15. Do any songs make you cry? So

This Coming Weeks Forecast.
Monday -  Chance of Shitty Tuesday - Mostly Shitty Wednesday - Shitty with a chance of Horrible Thursday - Horrible Friday - Horrible with a chance of Oh My Fuck are you Kidding me? Saturday - Do you really need to ask Sunday - You dont have to work,so if you thought Thursday was bad   Welcome to Nova Scotia.It is like Canadas arm pit.A Floriduh of the North kinda.Atleast the Ice Fog isnt rolling in yet. Gods little way of saying "Fuck you, you fat atheist...         werd.

Famous Toon Porn
Cartoon Sex

Fu-owned
I like the Fu-Owned thingy....it tells me who appreciates me enough to want to own me,  and feature me on their page....I just get irked when dudes wanna get into a pissing contest over a chick that they know they couldnt have in R/L anyway.......I got called a prick this morning......I usually dont take offense to what people say on here.....but ...FUCK YOU!!!!!(YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE)   that is all

My Elf Name...
I guess the last name comes from McD's McFlurry because I'm so sweet and satisfying :P   Your Elf Name Is: Holly Mc Flurry Son of a nutcracker! What's Your Elf Name? Blogthings: Quizzes and Tests and Memes, Oh My!

My First Name Is Passionate!
:D   You Have a Passionate First Name You are a loving, emotional person. You think and act from the heart, and that sometimes gets you in trouble. You are very intense and impulsive. You go with your intuition, even if your intuition is telling you to make a very bold move. You tend to feel strongly about everything in life. You have big emotions that sometimes conflict one another. You have a wild streak, and you're known to be unpredictable. You chase your dreams. What Kind of First Name Do You Have? Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

Random Old Stuff...
So I can not seem to find sleep, so I am going to start a blog on here.. I mean why not...   The things that are going to be posted in this first one are things I have written in the past. They express how I felt at that place and time... Some are poetic others just random thoughts, but all were written down to help clear my head.   This was written on a day where I had waited all day to talk to that special some one and things just did not work out that way:    I waited for what seemed like days to talk to you again, and then when i finally get the chance you are to fucking out of it to really even give a shit. I felt great almost all day... even took a bunch of pics because i thought i looked adorable... and all i wanted to do was finish my night off showing them to you and talking to you like we used to do... why was i so stupid to think that the small things that make me incredibly happy would actually matter to you. time to pop another sleeping pill, i dont want to cry anymo

Curvy Milf In Pvc Boots Sucking Cock
Hi everybody   This week I am releasing "Whore's for you" which stars Naomixxx where the curvy babe is wearing a red see through fishnet dress and thigh high black PVC boots   Naomi has been booked as a escort for a afternoon of fun where she lays on the bed and is asked to play with herself while fucking herself with a dildo   It is not long before I give her a helping hand and Naomi is soon looking for a real cock to play with   To see all the samples and the video clip check out   http://www.jameswildfowler.com/naomixxx-blowjob.html   Enjoy   James Wildfowler   www.jameswildfowler.com

Here I Stand
so i standi stand here alonewith tears slowly rolling down my face.from all the pain youve forever causedyet you wouldnt be able to tellthe night is crying tonight tooso tonight we cry togetheras I stand here aloneI know that if u saw me right now youd laugh at melaugh at all the painall the pain that you causethats filled my eyes till they are over flowingthe pain slowly rolls down my face but tonight u cant see itthe night is trying to help me by letting my pain flow threw itso tonight Im feeling so cold and alonethe night is trying but all it does is make me more alone and cold.so to night I stand here alone where u left meyet Im still alone waiting for uforever now Im dead insidethere was no way for me to get warm without you by my sideso forever now do I stand alonewith both me and the night cryingfor the love that you never cared aboutfor all the time i gave to youfor all the tears that are now rolling down my facethat you will never see because of the rainfor all the times I gav

Something From The Mind
i was all alone you left me all alonei was a broken soula wolf without feelingyou left me alonei cried alonei loved youbut now i want to kill youforget youbecauseyou left me alonei was all alonei thought you loved mebut what the hell do i know?i loved youim not as strong without youbut i will be strongi'll hold back it alland face it without youand when i fallbecause i know i willyou wont be there to catch meand thats what kills mebecause you left me all aloneand in the morningi'll know your gonean im left in this world without youcuz when it all comes down to ityou where everything to meand you let me fallyou left me all alonelike a rose in the raina wolf that can feelno more painand as i cryand think of youand watch you look at themthe way you once looked at me tooi'll smile saddlyturn awayand never let you knowbecause you left all me alone

Type
Mr. Jack Anderson practiced a type of journalisim called mukaluk, spelling is unkown by me. Take a littl bit of truth and put a lot of nonsense and although he is no longer here it was interesting that the FBI asked the family for permission to go through hes personal effects. I take the truth of my life and put a whole lot of nonsense and it is not meant for all to know what I am saying. I know that I need this surgery but it is not the end or the means to reach this end. What ever my end is I will honor it as I always try to my best but often I fail at it. I extended the Olive brach of Peace to Cheryl and she graciously accepted it. About that bet, I have a funny feeling Jo-Ann maybe collecting that $5.00 off of me. Although the near and distant future concerning me is darkness, I do get a glimpse here and there. The two world I did see at one time in my minds eye, the one of darkness has retreated giving away to a beautiful world. I think the Roman Catholics call this season Adve

When Love Fades
When Love Fades....... A man was sitting on the sofa watching TV when he heard his wife's voice from the kitchen. What would you like for dinner Love? Chicken, beef or lamb ? He said, "Thank you, I'll have chicken." "F*ck You. You're having soup. I was talking to the dog

Get Nekkid With Me!
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Okay Am I Being Stupid??
Alright I'm pretty pissed off right now. I have a 4 year old son Aidan who is my whole life. My ex Wife seems to think that because she has the parental custody that she can pull anything she wants when she wants with me, just because he doesn't live with me full time that I have no right to say anything here and doesn't respect me at all. I work five 12 hour shifts a week in the ER just to make ends meet cause of her, so it's very important for me to be able to call my son every night like clockwork to tell him I love him and to let him know I'm thinking about him. Well here's the problem, she won't answer her phone! I have several times called and she won't answer her phone or will give me the excuse oh I didn't hear it, I don't have service out here, which is bullshit cause I have the same service as she does and they don't charge for roaming. Again last night she pulled this, I tried for over 2 hours trying to get ahold of her to make plans for me to pick up my son here today. Am I

Bitch Got A Beatdown
the bitch should have jus listened..lol

So Tired...
I've journeyed across rugged mountains,         with violence gushing from my viens...but that has made me older then I should be, And now I'm tired.so tired. I've seen love drenched in crimson blood,  And I've seen hate....cold, hard hate,        Immersed in the brightness of Holy Innocense...  I've felt the outcome of these battles in my heart and now I'm tired....                                                  So damn tired.        (written in 1986)

"the Nsfw Crackdown, The Mentally Ill And A Holiday Song"
Well my friends it is that time of the year again, time for Holiday stress, holiday shopping and all of the good and bad things that the holidays bring upon us. It’s a time where seemingly every year that you always remember things that happen during the holidays, making for a lifetime of memories. In Fubar World, it’s pretty much the same. You see Xmas Auctions, holiday bling pack specials, everyone it seems with a Santa hat of some variety on for the weeks leading up to the holidays. and in past years, have a present of some variety under your Xmas tree when you sign in, which you can’t open until Midnight 12/25 Pacific Time. When I lived on the east coast that amounted to 3 AM. Needless to say. There were some funny milk and cookies moments there. This year, we have a new twist , this NSFW crackdown policy for default pictures that was put in around Thanksgiving. Which basically said you can’t be in your underwear or slam you boobs into your default picture.

The List.
After getting drunk friday night to pass away my time, and get my mind off of everything, i sat down with a notebook and started writing like a retard on speed to get all of this out. With my lovely friends help, i came up with this list. most of it, unrealistic and will never happen. The majority of it, I will make happen.  Now, for your reading enjoyment, i figured i would share my wonderful, thoughtfilled drunken LIST with everyone on FUBAR and MYSPACE so they can either have something to THINK about or something to LAUGH over. Because seriously, kids. We all have fuckin hopes. We all have fuckin dreams. ANd lone behold! these are motherfuckin mine. What I Want To Do Before I’m 75.(*red = done. *black = unaccomplished)[___] *year it happened in. 1. Go to Amsterdam and smoke weed in a smoke bar 2. Get drunk in an Irish pub in Ireland 3. SCUBA dive in New Zealand 4. Sky Dive in Australia 5. Get a tattoo in Belgium 6. Go to Japan for real sushi 7. Visit my relatives in

Ugly
I am feeling so very bad right about now. Idk why.I just been feeling like an ugly duckling lately. Feeling unimportant. I take full responsibility for these feelings, they are my own. There is nothing anyone can say or to do to change this but me. Just super sad right now....We all cannot be at our top game all the time. One of these days I will feel like I matter again. That day just has not gotten here yet.....Maybe I just need a good girly kinda cry....Or maybe it is as simple as just getting some... Who knows? Time to go grab some kleenex....

The Nsfw Crackdown, The Mentally Ill And A Holiday Song :d
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The Nsfw Crackdown, The Mentally Ill And A Holiday Song :d
Well my friends it is that time of the year again, time for Holiday stress, holiday shopping and all of the good and bad things that the holidays bring upon us. It’s a time where seemingly every year that you always remember things that happen during the holidays, making for a lifetime of memories. In Fubar World, it’s pretty much the same. You see Xmas Auctions, holiday bling pack specials, everyone it seems with a Santa hat of some variety on for the weeks leading up to the holidays. and in past years, have a present of some variety under your Xmas tree when you sign in, which you can’t open until Midnight 12/25 Pacific Time. When I lived on the east coast that amounted to 3 AM. Needless to say. There were some funny milk and cookies moments there. This year, we have a new twist , this NSFW crackdown policy for default pictures that was put in around Thanksgiving. Which basically said you can’t be in your underwear or slam you boobs into your default picture. Some people are c

If These Walls Could Talk
  Winters creeping up, Seeping threw the cracks, And lifes passing us by, Seems like far to fast. Summers come and gone, you left your voice on my phone, I waited far to long, For you to come back home Words were left unspoken, This loves dead, Now whats lefts been  broken, We cant take back whats been said   If these walls could talk . Theyd tell you all the pain. All the tears that ive cried, Since you went away. They'd tell you how the whiskey,  Always pulls me through,  right down to the last drop,  When I start thinking about you.    If these walls could talk, They'd tell you a lie, theyd tell you 3 weeks in a row,  Ive watched that damn sun rise.  But truth be told, I dont think of you at all, If these walls could talk, Theyd get it all wrong.    You asked me how im doing, something in your voice cracked. And for a moment I actually wondered, If you were wishing id take you back, So I told you all the reasons, Why were better off this wa

Obamas Change With Chop Styx
check it on on you tube videos under entertainment

Avatar Policy Enforcement Update #3
*****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG*****   We have been very cool with everyone about our new avatar policy and enforcing it. The majority of users are cool with it and have rocked on. There are still people who are playing musical avatars and blatantly disregarding the policy. As of today, we will be strictly enforcing the policy. 1. Any one blatantly violating the policy will have their photos flagged and they will NOT be removed. We have a special note on photos that shows us if it was flagged as an avatar. If it was, you will NOT get the flag removed. 2. If you want to complain about the policy, do it to a friend. The majority of our users are very happy and supportive. If you are going to be a negative nancy about it and have nothing nice to say, my only response to you is--Don't log in if you do not like our site. 3. If you are one of those people who try and justify your avatar abuse with conspiracy theories pointing to other users who are getting away with it, rest at ease....

Consumption
I'll put this through you.Outerverse transpired like a crushed kitten between the lines.Swirved for extra points.Hand-jockied, plump and imprisonedSomething to hold ontowhen they take your thumbs. Tastes like dirt here.The fog of your breath turns green and thick.But you can see through the bars.The sun is still shining, the stars are still smiling.You're not allowed to count them.You're not allowed to ask them. Just shuffle the grit between your toes.Hold your breath til you find yourself worthy.End on a highnote at a low point.Like some mewling bitch ground to powder and wetwarmmeat under heel. Wait until another piece falls off.There goes pride.There goes sense.There goes greed.There comes panic. Thundering and obtruding in my quiet corner of hell. Before long you'll find yourself digging your way to freedomchinaa new ponywith your forehead.Wittling the days across your remaining apendiges the soft parts go firstthe hunger takes second. Licking what few bits of color come with

Envy...
Envy comes in many forms... and this is why Humans Are never Satisfied!  

Not Another One Tiger!
Talk about the flood gates opening up. News stories allege another babe was doing Tiger. Tiger my man you were busy bee or shall we say a prodigious sex machine. Can we just call you a man whore? Bro you got all us guy who have almost give every dime we have to score and you just say the word and you’re doing the nasty. At least this babe is sexy and soooo good looking. Heck man, with your stature you could score Cleopatra after Ceasar and Marc Antony. So I like your choice in number 4. Number 5 better be equal to or better then number 4 Dude. You think Mrs. Woods will want to rewrite the Pre-Nep again? I wouldn’t be surprised. My Grandmother told me so I’ll tell you, keep your zipper zipped up and your pants on. Then you won’t get into trouble. Good advice Tiger. Be one of the beautiful people and tune in BlastFM. Then people will no you have discriminating taste. www.live65.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

The Most Beautiful Memory About My Childhood
The most beautiful memory about my childhood is really a nice picture,usually with my mom in it.­ lt was a hot summer night,though the heavy rain was falling outside,with the frightening sounded thunder.Worse still,there was also an electricity failure,and then the darkness would strike me,making me daren't to sleep.However,before l trembled because of the thunder and the darkness,my mom must have already sat at the side of my bed,until l fell asleep.She always had an old fan in her hand,in order to cool me down as well as to keep the mosquitoes far away from me.­ lt was a quiet and peaceful night,when l was accompanied by my mom,and that is the most beautiful memory about my childhood!­

Coitabalnism
Sexual activities whilst in the bath.

Nonplus
nonplus\non-PLUHS\ , transitive verb;1.To cause to be at a loss as to what to think, say, or do; to confound; to perplex; to bewilder.

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Nothing endures but change.  -  Heraclitus

In The Whirlwind Of Eternal Misery
Here I go. On and on. With no place to go. Stuck inside, this neverending whirl of life, Can’t get out, It’s draining my energies, my passions. No more care, no more love, but only fate and defeat. Forever hatred is coming. Death is already here. Filled with poison, anger, fear, nothing more. Slowly dying, an intense, miserable death. .. .. I’m hurting, more and more as the seconds go by, No one cares, I’m my only survivor. All else watch me decay. Its sucking the little energy I have left. Spiraling round and round with no end, Just sit there and watch me become obliterated. .. .. Anybody! Anybody! Hear me! Help me! I’m stuck in this whirlwind forever spinning. Just sit there and watch my misery. Watch me get hurt, tormented, and die. You take pleasure in my own torment. You love watching it rip and tear me to shreds. .. .. Go away! Suffocate! Die! Help me! I need you! I want you! Finish him. Forget him. Trash him. Stay in your et

Ripping My Cold Blackened Heart
Use me you fucking idiot, take everything i ever had. leave me with nothing but sorrow and pain, while you have all you could ever dream of. forget about me, like you ever even cared, laugh at my misery while i go deeper into this fate. false promises made, false hope held, lies are all that fills my head. i want to believe the fantasies said, but i must sell everything for you, even my fucking bed. you try me again, itll be the last thing you do, cant come close to me now. no chance in hell. im no longer your puppet on a string, i surpassed your evil demise and through the ruins. stupid nieve little boy i must be, fall for it over and over again. it never will stop, no way it can. i cant ever learn, until you rip my bleeding heart to shreds. do it once, do it again, it seems the pain will never end. your wrong, there's nothing left, just scars, rips, and tears. its gore, gore, gore. all hope is dead. no feelings, no life, just wasted little threads. cant put it back together, its tota

Rising To Nothing
Nothing i was, nothing i am, and for always nothing to be. not even a speckle of dust or ash upon the earth. why cant anyone see me? a ghost i must be. a ghost i am. a ghost i will forever be. quiet and alone, the 2 things i hate most, i must live with for eternity. no one to go but myself. no person except me. demons parade around me, my life. suffering is all i expect. torment is all i live for. the past haunts me, the future taunts me, the present is just lonely. no one to see, no one to please, no one to love. blood is how we live, it decays with death, and forever pleasures ourself. its as if im the invisible man of whom no one sees, no one cares about, and no one wants to see. ignoring me. ignoring my existance. ignoring this life on earth. i have been placed in the wrong realm of reality. i belong in the underworld with the shame and recluses i so long deserve. desiring one, i do. desiring the world, never. noticed i never will be. unknown for eternity. so here i am, risen to no

Just Give In
Why even try to cope with this pain the world bears upon me?Its too much, there is no point to live onward.Deeper and deeper into this eternal sorrow I fall,Will I ever get out? No. Why would I want to?No one out there cares. Its always the same. Pure hopelessness forever.The reaper has already taken my soul, my heart, is coroded with misery.Take this tension away, just give in to the pain. Allow it to happen.Accept its feeling, you can't hide. Know the sorrows exist, follow them and let them lead you. I can't overcome, for this torture is so intense, so strong, and I long to live the life of one that is happy filled with love. Too late for that. All hope has fallen.It is fantasy, not reality. One day, one dawn I ask to be put out of this suffering that exists for a lifelong eternity. I'm sorry but I am already doomed. My heart has been demolished completely in everyway possible. No way, no possibility of it being fixed, three months going on forever. I can't take it anymore, just take

Overdosing It
Restless mind, I am afraid,Warning signs are all over, where to turn to?No one understands. No one knows.Everyday life is twisted by my stress,My pain and misery makes me go insane.Constantly uptight, the world is against me,Bitch about this, complain about that.I wonder why you can't see what I see,You never seen the pain, you never wanted to die.I need something, I need it now.It is time for relief. I can't take the torment another moment.This hate has built up. I'm about to explode.Just watch me, here I go you wuss. I take one. And another one. And another one.Can I feel it yet? Yeah! Pop another one.It's fun to play with pills. I wonder how many I can go?Risking death is what I live for. Everybody's gotta die sometime.The sensation is great. 5 minutes, good. 10 minutes better.I'm grinding my teeth. All my problems have seemed to go away!It must stay this way forever. I must keep taking them one by one.I don't want to leave this world but I feel so good!Deeper and deeper i go into t

The Psycho Is Loose
Out and loose, finally freed,Now to finish what I started.Pain and anguish fills these streets.Go ahead, cry for help, no one hears you.Your sniveling attitude makes me wanna puke,Your happy little life makes me want to die.You are someone I just can't respect,So take it hard, your someone I reject.Look over there at the baby in the ditch,screaming for mercy, lying in a pool of blood.Come close to me, I'll tear you to shreds,I'll rampage upon your helpless little soul.Ripping your guts out is what I long for,hearing your cries of pain is priceless.I'll line you all up in a row, don't think I won't,BAM! They go flying out to sea. Reload.DAMN! You got blood on my new shoes,You bastards, Where you at?Don't hide, I can hear your whining,Better pray, your better off dead.You made the mistake, no second chances,Pay your dues for getting in my way.Go to sleep bitch, you won't wake up,You don't want to stay.Quit looking over your shoulder you  paranoid little bitch,I'm coming at ya right betwe

Shut Up...
Rant Time!!!Duuuudddeeee... whats with people talking sh** all the time? They talk, talk talk. Then, when it comes to actions. There's... exactly... NOTHING. So... here I say, SHUT UP. I don't want hear your pathetic speeches about what your going to do. DO IT. If you do it, then you don't have to tell me how great its going to be when you do it. Why? Because then, you've already done it so you don't need to come rattle in my ear to get encouragement... Because, based off experience, people who talk about their glories and wisdom and greatness NEVER DO NOTHING TO ACHIEVE IT.... Here, I'm going to have a 5 million dollar mansion with a rolls royce... Just saying that sh** doesn't mean I'm going to have it... I may someday, but no time soon. My point? I'd rather SEE THE RESULTS rather than you telling me how your going to get all this junk. Otherwise, quite frankly, I DON'T BELIEVE YOU!Alrighty, my next bargain of the night has to do with people leaving me messages. Craigslist is very ho

What Is Your Inner Color?
Your Inner Color is Orange Your Personality: A total daredevil, you'll try any thrill. You're easily bored and you prefer to be on the go. You in Love: You see love as an adventure, and you find most men dull. You need someone who challenges you! Your Career: Your ideal job is flexible, fun, and maybe a little dangerous. You have the makings of a private investigator or extreme athlete. What's Your Inner Color? The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

Everything Is Going Black
Deeper and deeper into sorrow I go,Fading into darkness never to return.I turn away from the sun, flowers, and love,As I only see my heart as a burnt blackness.Everywhere I look, I see happiness,I'm surrounded by the pain of darkness.The world turns their heads away from me,Everything special to me has rotted away.So here I am, in my own pitch back world,the love of light has faded away to black.I want to be under the sun in the meadows again,I lost my love, for I am forever demolished.I shall hide myself until this darkness goes,could be 2 months, could be never.I want color again, but it seems impossible,My flowers, my love never to come back.Thus my whole world is black.Black to stay. Black for all that comes.

What Dollar Bill Are You?
You Are a Fifty Dollar Bill You're a bit rare these days, though people are aware of your existence. You are pretty powerful. You might not have what it takes to roll with the common twenties or the hoity-toity hundreds, but you have your own little niche going on. You like the finer things in life, but you also know how to keep your spending in check. You are the master of discount luxury. You like to pamper yourself, but you never go overboard. Some may consider you a big spender, but you know bigger spenders! What Dollar Bill Are You? Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones

What Kind Of Brownie Are You?
You Are a Pot Brownie You're the kind of person who breaks all the rules. Pot in your brownie? Sure, why not. You are open-minded and willing to give most things a go. You want to avoid being stuck in a rut. You have an active imagination, and you're always dreaming up some sort of new scheme. Your live is a series of adventures, and you're always thinking of a new adventure before the current one is even over. What Kind of Brownie Are You? Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

I Need Some Me Time.
I spend so much of my life giving and doing for others that I am exhausted. I'd love to have a day in which I just kicked back, watched some TV, had someone bring me beer and food. If I can't find anything to watch then I want a strip show and a blowjob. What a perfect day!

Soft And Low.
Rolling stones shirt does not approve of your bullfuckery.But you're welcome to wear it while I reassess the position I've taken on the floor.How those glass candle holders got lodged in the wall, and how my blood got down here is beyond me.But I'm rolling with the punches.All forty six and twenty slaps with spare change in infinite threats and volumes of slander.Public private and intimate.If you told me where I'd be in two years, I figured this would've still been going on.Only, I'd have a bitchin beard. And you'd have nicer tits from bearing my first pair of twins.I'd still be afraid to write from my timid heart.And that eyetwitch would still be here.Never would've believed.This has been fun.We should reminisce more often.

The Right Way To Do It!!!!!
Its all about the sex.Getting in and out.Busting in and out.Screaming loud, Cussing words you've never heard before.Going into imaginary land.Feeling the highest state of ecstasy.The inner freak is coming out.Sex is what it's all about. No more hiding.Going hard, going deep.Constantly in and out.Slow and Quick. Soft and Violent.Open your mouth.Baby begging for anal.Too big, so use my finger.1 finger, 2 finger, 3? no more.She is a true nymph.nutting freely like a rain shower.Swallow some, swallow it all.Don't like to swallow? I'll clog the back your throat.Then you won't vomit!Choke you, romp you.Swing you over there.Have my way as always.No other way is best.Moans, groans, the only noises you make.Never-ending. Unable to stop.Loss of consciousness, out for the night.Sleeping deeply. She's gone.Turned her views, changed her ways.Come to my side. The good side.Reality you never knew existed.Next time, make it a threezie.Some for one, More for all!

What Kind Of First Name Do You Have?
You Have a Brilliant First Name You are a total brainiac who's very curious about the world. You are very interested in how things work. You are a bit of a made scientist and even maybe an inventor. You're always coming up with something new and interesting. And while you have a lot of mental strengths, you're also quite physical. You like to get out there and see the world. You love to travel, and you think that change can be very exciting. As long as you have the freedom to do what you want, you fit in anywhere. What Kind of First Name Do You Have? Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds

What Does Your Favorite Month Say About You?
June Says That You Are Giving You are a warm person, but you never let your passions get the best of you. You are emotionally stable, and you are able to be generous to those around you. You especially love pets and children. You are a natural teacher and coach. Helping people comes naturally to you, and you always seem to know what someone else needs. You are highly emotional and sensitive, but you also have a thick skin. You can experience difficulty without letting it get to you. What Does Your Favorite Month Say About You? Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

My Ex
you know its funny and it makes me think alotyeah i know people iam stupidi have alot of feelings for this womanand its not all about looks its what she does and how she does things that made me fall so hard for heri told you she was married to a guy that she broke up with because she got scared of himshe ended up hurting him badly like she does with every guy it seems likeshe told me upfront she might still be married but she did not know for surewell she was planing to see me in nov 22 my birthdaybut she never came she decided to see me on nov 28we connected like old times holding hands me paying for a dinner that was way to muchit took alot of out of credit card that i did have but i did not complainthen after dinner we went to a ice cream placce again i paid i ended up letting her eat itthen we went someone to get something to drink captain morgan spice rumthen we went back to my place she told me again she loved meand she wanted my baby still of all things like i dumbass i got hoo

Lil Lost Petunia Parched (carmen's Story) Was A Comment That Went Waaaaay Over The 2000-character Limit So It's Found A Home Here.
Waitress: Ma'am? ur drinks on its way. So it'll be here in a minute, ok? Enjoy your stay at Rack & Pinion Cafe & Lounge & Bar & Grill...but the lone drink never made it to her designated consumer, it was DRINKNAPPED! (DU-DU-DUUUUU!)... lil Petunia Parched, a sweet lil martini with a splash of vermouth to make your head swim (like !BINGO-BANGO! swim) [Disclaimer: do not try this drink without a spotter or some form of (CONSCIOUS) adult supervision...you've been DISCLAIMER-PROOFED! (DU-DU-DUUUUU!] ...some nadbangin' twitmelon had stolen poor lil Petunia Parched from a waitress tray at 7:45, Carmen was expecting lil Petunia no later than 8:03, 8:06 at the latest, so Carmen became alarmed and texted the hotline for lost & stolen beverages (except baby bottles and sip-ups, cuz, well, kids need to learn responsibility for their own drinks - training for when they're old enough to buy drinks for friends BUT PLEASE STOP INTERRUPTING! thank you, may i continue now? ya sure? cuz YOU can finis

What Is A Women ?????
You know some times I am ashameed of being a man when I look at just how bad we treat women in todays socity its a crying shame for women are above all equal to us in all ways and some times i fee they are better,I mean we use them for sex toys ,cooks maids and sometime the punching bag,and no matter how we treat them they are always there for us,hell even mens so called best friends the dog will run away if misstreated but I have seen to many time a woman forgive and forget what a man dose to them but just try asking a man to do that,and you would have thanked that you started worlrd war 3 he's right cause hes the master and lord and what dose a bitch know anyway ; hell bros yall need to recap your thinking for your so called bestfriends the dog is the bitch and they left you for mistreating them.and you can keep pushing your women folk to and they to will abandon you,then what the kids next...you know whats going to happen as well as i do sooner or latter women are going to have c

Eric Woolfson
BERLIN (AP) — An agent says Eric Woolfson, co-founder of the 1970s British progressive rock group Alan Parsons Project, known for the hits "Eye in the Sky" and "Don't Answer Me," has died of cancer. He was 64. Gallissas Theaterverlag, a company that represented Woolfson in Germany, said Thursday the musician died this week in London. Woolfson's Web site said he died early Wednesday.Woolfson was born March 18, 1945, in Glasgow, Scotland. Together with Alan Parsons he founded the group, whose music was popular in the U.S. and Germany.After the group disbanded in the 1990s Woolfson continued to work as a music producer and composer of musicals. His musical "Edgar Allan Poe" is currently playing in Berlin.

Edward "umaga" Fatu
(CNN) -- Wrestler Edward Fatu, better known as the hulking, tattooed WWE superstar "Umaga," died Friday of a heart attack in a Houston, Texas, hospital, a family friend said. Born in American Samoa, Fatu, 36, was a member of the famous Anoa'i wrestling family, which includes cousin Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson, his two uncles, who wrestled as The Wild Samoans in the 1980s, and brothers, Sam "Tonga Kid" and Solofa Jr. "Rikishi," according to Wrestlers Rescue, a support group for retired professional wrestlers. The two-time WWE Intercontinental champion, also known as "The Samoan Bulldozer," squared off with the likes of Triple H, John Cena and Ric Flair before the WWE terminated his contract in June for having violated the WWE's Wellness Program and refusing to enter rehab, the WWE said on its site. The organization offered its condolences to his family in a brief statement on its site. To friends and family, Fatu was a devoted father who was looking forward to spending more time with

I Have Become Patrick Bateman (sans Body Count)....
I have all the characteristics of a human being: flesh, blood, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy. I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.   Everything failed to subdue me. Soon everything seemed dull: another sunrise, the lives of heroes, falling in love, war, the discoveries people made about each other. The only thing that didn't bore me, obviously enough, was how much money Tim Price made, and yet in its obviousness it did. There wasn't a clear, identifiable emotion within me, except for greed and, possibly, total disgust. I had all the characteristics of a human being — flesh, blood, skin, hair — but my depersonalization was so intense, had gone so deep, that the normal ability to feel compassion had been eradicated, the victim of a slow, purposeful erasure.

Offer
I am unfit as a man let alone a Human Being if I cannot or refuse to offer my hand in Peace to Cheryl! I have done so. I'd rather be apart from her knowing that I did what was good in The Eyes of God instead of baseness on my own self a mere man. Three ways to define myself and two are already taken care of. One is that I will complete my donation this month to finish the year. I did not sware it but intended to carry it out. Two, Medicare assignment means something. If a physician or a hospital accepts it, that is all they receive from their patient along with the secondary if any. No secondary means that the patient is responsible for that part. To ask for more in payment beyond that is against Fedreal Laws. Politely I will remind someone but who knows he can't even read a medical report. Three, I guess Mr. Spitz and the IRS doesn't know when to stop or quit, giving me the upper hand. Again, politely but loudly I will let them know what this upper hand is. I have no problem to pur

Leaving Fu For A Lill While
Well I have made a choice  to leave this place for awhile, at least until after the Holidays, Monday will be my last day on here until after the new year. I have got some things to sort out and get accomplished . I have made a choice to leave here for this duration, I will be back so don't forget about me, {haha} I will miss a lot of you, I have a very few on here that I have gotton close too, if you are close to me than you know who I am talking about. My children and myself are going to start a new project and it's going to take a great deal of  my time, not to mention my work schedule is going to be hectic as well. So anyways, love me hard while I am here and dont forget me when I am gone, Love, peace and harmony to all who have made fu an experience I wont ever forget. As always, Lisa Ann Marie O'Bryan

The Type Of Woman Im Looking For
I am , writeing this because it seems people dont read profiles but say they do.and this caused a problenm yes a big one one were i wound up banding a person and i dont like doing that... ok folks I have said im not here for a hook up ,and really im not im here for fun and kicks,but yes I do flirt and carry on,I do have a way with words both with speaking and in writteing but because i flirt dont mean I want ti bed you or that im trying to get you as a girl friend....and if i was im sorry to say that it would be a woman im intrested in noi just a girle lol I have raised my kids anddont wish to raise any more the womaen that i do fall for will be mature in all ways..... For those of you that dont know me and most of you dont,and for those that think they do i forgive you.cause you dont, I am a normal man ,a human,that alone ought to tell any decent woman to run like hell and do not pass go and do not collect $200.00 lol...yes im a perve a shoveanistic sexest and a user in my own way s

I Just Have To Say...
I just have to say                 that Im so incomplete           in every way.                        I cant compete                      against my own                     emotions inside                     of being alone.                     

Forsaken
Sketched in silent rooms All designed for you How could the crystal ball's eye witness have seen, The way she's come to realize How emptiness has faded away All there was of me Shouldn't you be free?

The Light
The Light I can't see the light Im running blind someone please help me Im losing my mind. I can't see the light it's too far away when will this endless night

New Light
Tears in my eyes and nowhere to run All the silent cries as I turn to the gun. What's the point in this meaningless life? noone cares about the heartache and pain, all you ever do is shift the blame.

Faces
  I want to scream in your face put you in your place, see how it feels when you're all alone? Tearing you apart, all your precious dreams turn into silent screams. Worms'll tear you up, what's it like not having any luck? What will you do when I'm gone, When there's noone to finish your last song? Blood all over and noone to clean, what's it like when it's you who screams? You don't have control over me anymore, now you can't call me a whore Don't corne

Chapter Six: Plans
"A little to the left. No, my left! Ohh jeez, it's gonna fall!! For God's sake, go to your left!" A team of male humans were trying to place a mounted catapult down to provide perfect crossfire for the expected armies of Avari, and James was attempting to direct them. "Okay, okay, okay, for the last time, this is your left, this is your right!" "Why don't you just point us the right way? We never learned your funny directions." A big man with a gruff beard struggled to hold his portion of the load. "Okay, then take it that way!" James pointed to their right just for fun, and the entire team collapsed from exhaustion. James gave a laugh, and went to clear away the branches in front of the catapult so they wouldn't have to move it again. A short while later, the other catapult was set up to point in the same direction, and James imagined the piles of bodies that would soon pile up in front of them. That's when he noticed that Faust was behind him. "Oh, hello Master! How has it been o

So Yeah Being A Daddy Is
THE GREATEST THING IN THE WORLD!!!!!   My children made my day today.If only for the short time it was,they were AWESOME!!!They didnt fight.They showed manners.AND they made me feel like I was something.Good things dont ever last,so it ended eventually and they went back to being bratty,but for those couple of hours LIFE WAS GRAND.   Weezy and I found ourselves with a little alone time tonight and let me tell you.I love my family and would not trade them for the world,but time with just her and I is a BLAST. I asked her what she wanted to do while it was us and she picked going for a walk to get coffee.No,I dont let my 6 yr old drink coffee,but she knows if I get one she gets a cookie or something of sorts.What got me was that she wanted to WALK there,And it was EVERYTHING I hoped it would be.Weezy is not normal most people would think,but she is definitely my kinda beautiful.Never in my life did I think something as small as her wanting to hold my hand would make me the happiest m

Our Troops
This is my first blog ever so maybe it want be a disaster.  I wass just thinking about te country we live in and all the laws I don't like,  all the things that our goverment does that I don't agree with or just dislike.   Then I started thinking about the things that make this a great coutry to live in and to be proud of.  And the number one thing I thought was our troops in the armed forces. You know our troops are some of least selfish people in the world,  they are out there ready and prepared to take a stand and fight for me and you.  So that we can live in this free and democratic society that we call America.  And it is not because anyone makes them,  they volunteer for this.  They take a stand for something that they feel is right.  I blive anyone in the armed forces is a true hero and deserves more support than they are given.  We have allowed our country to go to shit.  This is the country that they are fighjting and dieing to protect.  I'm not dishing the president but he d

About Me By Me
I do not define myself by how many road have appeared in my path. I define myself by the courage I've found to forge new roads. I do not define myself by how many disappoinments I've faced. I define myself by the forgiveness and the faith I have found to begin again. I do not define myself by how long a relationship lasted. I define myself by how much I have loved, and been willing to love again. I donot define myself by how many times I have been knocked down. I define myself by by how many times I have struggled to me feet. I amnot my pain-- I am not my past. I am that which has emerged from the fire. I say what I mean and I mean what I say. If you are easily offended, I am not the one. I have no filter for my brain; what goes thru my mind--comes out my mouth. I don't intentionally hurt anyone, but I have no control over anyone's perception/perspective. I don't 'want' to control anyone else; I have enough to deal with controlling myself. I am Spirited, independent, unpredictable, di

Christmas Bell
Someone took a lot of time setting up this message. THE BELL I KNOW WHO I AMI am God's child (John 1:12)I am Christ's friend (John 15:15 )I am united with the Lord (1 Cor. 6:17)I am bought with a price (1 Cor 6:19-20)I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1)I am a personal witness of Christ.  (Acts 1:8)I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt 5:13-14)I am a member of the body of Christ (1 Cor 12:27)I am free forever from condemnation ( Rom. 8: 1-2)I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil 3 :20)I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31 -34)I am a minister of reconciliation for God (2 Cor 5:17-21)I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph. 2:18)I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6)I cannot be separated from the love of God (Rom 8:35-39)I am established, anointed, sealed by God  (2 Cor 1:21-22 )I am assured all things work together for good  (Rom. 8:28 )I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16 )I may approach God with freedom a

Pictionary
Come play pictionaryBad Habitz Style!Join us January 23rd, 10pm (est). Prizes will be awarded to the top 3 winners! Come play pictionaryBad Habitz Style!Join us January 23rd, 10pm (est). Prizes will be awarded to the top 3 winners!

Old New
The Eagles last, they mention Old Order and New Order. The Old Order will let go to The New Order. I laid in bed in silence this afternoon all closed up and thought what am I fighting? I do not wish to be here for the future. A passage from The Bible but more conventional. He or she who lays their hands on the plow and then looks back is unfit for The Kingdom. I was informed by The Order that in the future I will be required to define myself. This week I will define myself in three ways. The Order and TMO will be happy in how subtle I did it. Norio  

Tears
If tears could build a stairway and thoughts a memory lane I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again No Farewell words were spoken No time to say good-bye You were gone before I knew it And only God knows why. My heart's still active in sadness And secret tears still flow What it meant to lose you No one can ever know. But now I know you want us To mourn for you no more To remember all the happy times Life still has much in store. Since you'll never be forgotten I pledge to you today A hallowed place within my heart Is where you'll always stay. God knows why, with chilling touch, Death gathers those we love so much, And what now seems so strange and dim, Will all be clear, when we meet Him. I Knew you for a Moment

My New Websites
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Very, Very Scared, Upset And ........
this happened after I went to work this morning. we had a home invasion of sorts... Couple guys tried to get in from back and front of our house. Luckily my Dog (Cindy Lou) was here because she stopped the guy in back. Mom went out for morning cigarette and coffee. didnt see him in the back yard. Cindy Lou chased him and got a piece of him.... Dad went out front and the other guy fought with him. Mom came back in with the dog. Dad was screaming and fighting. the dog went after that guy and mom dialed 911.... My dog is ok after being kicked ... My dad is not all that ok. hes in the hospital after fighting this guy. hit over the head with something and cuts / bruises.... Im so upset right now because the police never notified me until hours later before I left work.. I got home and began writing this.... Now im more pissed off at the police and these 2 idiots who tried or did hurt my family. before coming home I went to the Hospital for Mom and see how dad was doing... I

How To Build A Solar Water Heater
Learn how to build a solar water heater and cut down on your overall power usage. You can build a system that heats on demand, or just hook your existing electric hot water system up to a homemade solar panel and some batteries. Click here to read more - DIY Solar Water Heater and How To Build a Solar Water Heater One of the main components of the solar hot water heater is the solar collector. This collector is usually a box like fixture with the water lines running through it. A plate painted black at the bottom of the box would absorb the suns energy and heat up, the box would have a glass cover that would act like the cars windows and intensify and hold the energy inside. A solar hot water heater that is located on the roof. It's basically a large light collector with tubes running over it. Depending on the temperature, water will run through these tubes to get heated up, and circulated back to a large tank or even back to an existing electric boiler. The idea is that the boiler w

Avatar Policy Enforcement Update
  From the desk of Scrapper:   We have been very cool with everyone about our new avatar policy and enforcing it. The majority of users are cool with it and have rocked on. There are still people who are playing musical avatars and blatantly disregarding the policy. As of today, we will be strictly enforcing the policy.1. Any one blatantly violating the policy will have their photos flagged and they will NOT be removed. We have a special note on photos that shows us if it was flagged as an avatar. If it was, you will NOT get the flag removed.2. If you want to complain about the policy, do it to a friend. The majority of our users are very happy and supportive. If you are going to be a negative nancy about it and have nothing nice to say, my only response to you is--Don't log in if you do not like our site.3. If you are one of those people who try and justify your avatar abuse with conspiracy theories pointing to other users who are getting away with it, rest at ease....the people wh

You
its been a long time since i've stared into your eyes i miss everything bout your taste the way you make me feel i hate to leave town and blow like joe but its my job to take care of you and support you in everything you do but i love when you call i get tingles down my spine i shiver with pleasure when i hear your voice only choice in my life to make is you

Just Being
To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing it's best, night and day,to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; And never stop fighting..E.e Cummings 1955

The Enforcer
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All Your Lies
You Promised That You'd Walk With MeBut Now I'm All Alone (LIES!)One Set of Footprints In The Sand (LIES!)You Never Carried Me Home (ALL YOUR LIES!)All Your Lies!All Your Lies!All Your Lies!There Are No Words To Express My HatredFor Your Lord And Your God That You Hold So SacredYou've Wasted Your So Called Faith In LiesWhen You're Down In Life Is He Really By Your Side? No!The Man Upstairs Don't Give A Fuck About YouWhy Rely On A Fraud I'm Just Speaking The TruthBest Believe I've Been Through Anguish Sorry And DefeatYou Promised If I Followed That You'd Always Walk With Me, Huh?But Where The Fuck Were You When I Was Suffering?Face Down Deep In Shit You Never Once Saved MeAnd So I Blaspheme Your Name Every Chance That I GetDeny Christ, Burn A Church Because I DisrespectThe Holy, The Blessed Ones And The Feeble MindedCause Their Eyes Are Open Wide But Yet So BlindedThey Ignited The Fire That Burns Deep Inside of MeSo I Deny Your Fuckin' Heaven And Forever BlasphemeYou Promised That You'd

Dream'n
Out in the dark night I look up aboveMoon so beautiful I think about loveHow grand it would be if you could just seeThe sight above and be standing here with meMy arm around you an your soft hand in mineI'd be just like heaven at least in my mindBut miles apart each other we may never seeSo I look at he moon and dream of what could becurt

Stolen From That Tramp With The "down" Syndrome.
10 things you hate about me. 10 things I hate about you created @ 2009-12-05 11:51:41   Name 10 things you hate about me and I will return the favor.   Ready? Set..   Go!         fuck yourself.

2 Minute Microwave Fudge
Ingredients 1 pound of powdered sugar  1/2 cup cocoa  1/4 teaspoon salt  1/4 cup milk  1 Tablespoon vanilla extract  1/4 pound butter/margarine  1 cup chopped nuts  Directions Mix all dry ingredients together in a 8x8 inch microwave safe pan (important to use this size pan). Add milk and vanilla extract. Place chunk of butter/margarine in center ( leave butter as whole do not chop up). Microwave on high for 2 minutes until bottom of dish feels warm. Stir vigorously and blend in chopped nuts. Put in mold or whatever and chill for 1 hour. * Use real butter for best results.

The End Of Days
Hear the wail of a million demonsLate night an angels are scream'nNight so black can't see'm come'nhear'm march'n to the devils drum'nAngel's army try'n to respondNo time left waited to longflash'a fire  hell opens the gateya want'a pray but its way to latetemperature sores even ocean’s steam'nfirestorm an now you can see'm60000 wide they keep a come'nkeep'n in step with the evil drum'nearth a shake'n from all the pound'nya have hope ya see the angels come'nAngels battle no chance to winworld's lived much to long in sinarmy's meet angle's  cut downnothing left but a bloody groundlove's dead our souls a die'ndevil laughs n god's he's cry'ngod lost n he's left aloneno souls left he can call homeno souls left he can call homecurt

The Devil Came Calling
The Devil came callingOn a dark cold nightWe sat and there and talkedIn the campfires flickering lightThe air had a chillLike I’d had never felt beforeCause the Devil came callingTo settle up the scoreHe knows me wellAll bad things I’d doneHow I’m a friend of old DeathAn not much like anyoneSaid boy your times nearBest change your waysNext time I come callingWill be the end of your daysNot a visit like last timeYou came down to meYou’ll stay there foreverAll though eternityBeen there just one timeOnly insane can go an stand the painCold on the inside as fire sears your skinAbsence of love with nothing left to gainMoving like a pantherHe gets up to goStops in the shadowsLooked back to make sure I knowMy spine turns to iceSet shivering in fearSweat burns my eyesThe Devil is hereThe camp fire eruptsFlames fill the skyHell’s on earth this nightCan only scream or cryHe leaves as he cameStars return to the skyCool breeze clears the airI’m not ready to dieI

I See, I Feel
I see a line of cars and their all painted blackI see flowers and smell the smell of fresh turned earthI see the hot sun shine down on a small over dressed crowdI see sweat mix with tears from sad eyesI see the lid come down and then I"m aloneI see the darknessI see nothingI feel a rumbleI feel the earth ripped apartI feel the evil in this placeI feel the devil's hot breath on my faceI feel so cold insideI feel searing fleshI feel all love is no moreI feel forever             curt

Alone In The Darkness
Listen to the Night HawkDive in the evening skyThe howl of a lonesome coyoteSuch a mournful cryWater running down a streamFighting rocks to get byEver looked up to the moonEver asked it whyTogether AloneLife is just survivingSuch a sad sad way to beAlone TogetherTogether AloneWind rustles through the treesGrass waving at my feetCloud drifts across the moonThe darkness happily I meetWalking down a lonesome trailThrough the trees I see the skyHappy for the darknessNo one can see me cryTogether AloneLife is just survivingSuch a sad sad way to beAlone TogetherTogether AloneIn love but not lovingA friend but not a mateMarried without a wifeStuck with my sad fateTrapped in my lifeWnata be wild and freeJust go on livingFeeling sorry for me curt

Avatar Policy Enforcement Update
We have been very cool with everyone about our new avatar policy and enforcing it. The majority of users are cool with it and have rocked on. There are still people who are playing musical avatars and blatantly disregarding the policy. As of today, we will be strictly enforcing the policy. 1. Any one blatantly violating the policy will have their photos flagged and they will NOT be removed. We have a special note on photos that shows us if it was flagged as an avatar. If it was, you will NOT get the flag removed. 2. If you want to complain about the policy, do it to a friend. The majority of our users are very happy and supportive. If you are going to be a negative nancy about it and have nothing nice to say, my only response to you is--Don't log in if you do not like our site. 3. If you are one of those people who try and justify your avatar abuse with conspiracy theories pointing to other users who are getting away with it, rest at ease....the people who are abusing it will get se

Events
You can now vote on which events you would love to see in Bad Habitz. Click Here to vote or submit your suggestions.Upcoming events and birthdays are now posted in the BHR Event Calendar. Don't forget to Sign up and add your birthday!

Burger King
Went to eat at Burger King and they are really scraping the bottom of the barrel these days.  The damn guy at the register couldn't count and to me thats like hiring a paraplegic as a life guard.

Jaded
Where to start, or maybe its the end. Dont know. You go threw life always second guessing yourself. Trying to figure out the right way to go. Why is it no matter which way you go it always seems like your going in the wrong direction. So which one is the right way? Ive never know love so dont know what its like to lose it. Is this emptyness that im always feeling or is this how im supposed to spend my life. Always helping others, making sure they dont lose there love, but never seeing mine. How can i sit here and give others addvice about matters of the hart when it doesnt seem that i have one. Everyone around me seems to have found it if not right now at least once in there lives. I dont know. People tell me try hard, it will come. What ever im done trying. With every day i feel myself becoming more and more cold harted. I wouldnt say i was jaded because in order to be jaded you have to of gone threw something to put you there. Well i suppose im feel i have been jaded by life so guess

The Irish
If you have Irish friends and you're having a bit of a challenge understanding their ways, this little story might help. How to get to Heaven from Ireland(from a school master friend in Ireland ) I was testing children in my Dublin Sunday school class to see if they understood the concept of getting to heaven. I asked them, 'If I sold my house and my car, had a big garage sale and gave all my money to the church, would that get me into heaven?' 'NO!' the children answered. 'If I cleaned the church every day, mowed the garden, and kept everything tidy, would that get me into heaven?' Again, the answer was 'NO!' By now I was starting to smile. Well, then, if I was kind to animals and gave sweets to all the children, and loved my husband, would that get me into heaven?' Again, they all answered 'NO!'. I was just bursting with pride for them. I continued, ' Then how can I get into heaven?' A six year-old boy shouted out: " YUV GOTTA BE FOOKN' DEAD...."

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A guy traveling through Mexico on vacation lost his wallet and all of his identification. Cutting his trip short, he attempted to make his way home but was stopped by the U.S. Customs Agent at the border.  "May I see your identification, please?" asked the agent.  "I'm sorry, but I lost my wallet," replied the guy.  "Sure buddy, I hear that every day. No ID, no entry," said the agent.  "But I can prove I'm an American!" he exclaimed. "I have a picture of Ronald Reagan tattooed on one side of my butt and George Bush on the other."  "This I gotta see," replied the agent.  With that, the guy dropped his pants and showed the agent his behind.  "By golly, you're right!" exclaimed the agent. "Have a safe trip back to Chicago ."  "Thanks!" he said. "But how did you know I was from Chicago ?"  The agent replied, "I recognized Obama in the middle."

"speak To Us Of Beauty."
"Speak to us of Beauty." Where shall you seek beauty, and how shall you find her unless she herself be your way and your guide? And how shall you speak of her except she be the weaver of your speech? The aggrieved and the injured say, "Beauty is kind and gentle. Like a young mother half-shy of her own glory she walks among us." And the passionate say, "Nay, beauty is a thing of might and dread. Like the tempest she shakes the earth beneath us and the sky above us." The tired and the weary say, "beauty is of soft whisperings. She speaks in our spirit. Her voice yields to our silences like a faint light that quivers in fear of the shadow." But the restless say, "We have heard her shouting among the mountains, And with her cries came the sound of hoofs, and the beating of wings and the roaring of lions." At night the watchmen of the city say, "Beauty shall rise with the dawn from the east." And at noontide the toilers and the wayfarers say, "we have seen her leaning over the e

In The Darkness Of The Void
Here I stand, alone. Forsaken.Nothing around to see, No one to turn to.Pitch black is all my straining eye can make out.Will it end? Will it go?Following the footsteps of the past, leading to the same result.Repeating the horrendous nightmare over and over again.Gaining hope and losing it quicker than the shot of a silver bullet.Silence and deadliness is everything. Get used to it.I keep following a false light I see in my head.It always ends up back where I started.I might as well sit here and stay.No use running aimlessly anymore.Too much hatred out there anyway.Full of death and spite.Sick of fabrications and deceptions.If you want something done f*cked up, leave it to a Human.So here I am, here I stay.Out of everybody's miserable ways.Stay away! Stay gone!And let me Rest In Peace.

Beautiful Eyes, Beautiful Face
Beautiful eyes, beautiful face,I'm shy to talk to you.You're the eagle I must watchNo matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free,The mistress of my eyes,Rolling through exultant air,Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my ownCould I but have your wings,Could I but go where night beginsAnd frozen sunlight sings. Could I but have you for my love,How might we fly together!But I must watch you from belowAnd long for you forever.But I must be the one belowAnd long for you forever.

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