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Thread
Anyone figure out the thread? The target or the audience? My sister tells me not to contact the FBI. My sister gets very upset because I contact my ex wife. Why would my sister even care? I have the same Echo Doppler a year ago and everything is as it was. How do I have severe Heart damadge and all this blockage in one year? Insulin can cause it. I had a fall in Stonybrook. This was not a simple fall and something was wrong with the heating unit in 614. Soot and the flame are two evidence. Unknow to my sister I had already contacted the FBI twice. This divorce was illegal in the beginning until I took actions. Mental Health people were acting illegally in their actions. VA and the DAV got caught with their pants down with an illegal Bankruptcy by me, forced on me. I contacted the IG and General Counsel for Patient Affairs. IRS came after me for absolutely nothing and it was illegal as was the action of me then attorney Ed. Fine thread. Norio

Christmas Dinner
About to go have Christmas dinner with the fam. So glad I decided not to go to the firehouse and spend it with my family instead. I've done enough that I don't feel bad staying home; I've spent enough holidays, birthdays, etc. at the firehouse that some of the younger guys can take a turn doing it. Merry Christmas everyone!

Bad Romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!GaGa-oo-la-la!Want your bad romanceRah-rah-ah-ah-ah!Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!GaGa-oo-la-la!Want your bad romanceI want your uglyI want your diseaseI want your everythingAs long as it's freeI want your loveLove-love-loveI want your loveI want your drummerThe touch of your healingI want you leather dirty kiss in the sceneAnd I want your loveYou know that I want youLove-love-loveI want your loveLove-love-loveI want your loveYou know that I want youAnd you know that I need youI want it badBad and badI want your lovingAnd I want your revengeYou and me put on a bad romanceI want your lovingAll your love is revengeYou and me put on a bad romanceOh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!Caught in a bad romanceOh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!Caught in a bad romanceRah-rah-ah-ah-ah!Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!GaGa-oo-la-la!Want your bad romanceRah-rah-ah-ah-ah!Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!GaGa-oo-la-la!Want your bad romanceI want your horrorI want your design'Cause you're a criminalAs l

Thank A Liberal
“Liberal policies made America the freest, wealthiest, most successful and most powerful nation in human history. Conservatism in power always threatens to undo that national progress, and is almost always frustrated by the innate decency and democratic instincts of the American people…” – Joe ConasonJoe gets up at 6 a.m. and fills his coffeepot with water to prepare his morning coffee. The water is clean and good because some tree-hugging liberal fought for minimum water-quality standards. With his first swallow of water, he takes his daily medication. His medications are safe to take because some stupid commie liberal fought to insure their safety and that they work as advertised. All but $10 of his medications are paid for by his employer’s medical plan because some liberal union workers fought their employers for paid medical insurance – now Joe gets it too.He prepares his morning breakfast, bacon and eggs. Joe’s bacon is safe to eat becau

J.a.p
Her eyes so soft and gentle,Chose to smile at me the morn.And when I saw her smile,I knew a friendship was born. The words that followed,Put me at ease,so secure.I had to make her feel the same,This is my message to her. Your beauty has caught my eyes,Your words full of grace.And I hope someday in your heart,My friendship will find its place.

Lifes Changes
Well in the last couple months I have been thrown some drastic life changes....My husband that I really thought was my heart and soul had left me for another woman...claims that wasnt the case but Iam seein it differently....So here it is christmas day and I have my 2nd and FINAL divorce pending WOW is all I have to say...So a couple weeks ago I packed me and my car up (along with Izabella my dog) and headed to Virgina...Things were good at 1st till I noticed the guy I was seeing was a crackhead and I mean literally UGH!!!! What a damper well the night I find this out his roomate/landlord asks me for $50 to buy more drugs I was like WTF I need outta here and NOW!!! So here I go and get ahold of my dear friends Joe and Tracy in West Virgina and this is where Iam currently am...Well Iam enjoying the good company with friends but I also miss home but Michigan ONLY brought me down deeper and deeper....So I have apps out there looking for work and they look promising YaY!!! Joe and Tracy ar

It Never Fails....
This December hasn't been too awful by any means. But it never fails. Every December for now the last 5 years I can't just get through the month without bad things happening. And people wonder why I hate the end of the year so much and why my anxiety disorder goes into over drive... My grandpa's been in the hospital 3 times this month already, one being for surgery, and the other two for later complications. My dad's been in the hospital sick again and will probably end up there again very very soon. He didn't look very well last night and...yeah. I'm almost sure if things don't change rather quickly, this was my last Christmas with him..... And now my uncle died this morning. Nice way to start out the family Christmas party....and I've still got 6 long days left of December. I'm just at the point now where I won't be surprised if Matt doesn't show up. I think I'd be more surprised if he did still come down here than I would be if he didn't. Things just kind of suck today and I'm jus

Tequilla Cookies
cup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup or brown sugar 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. A dd one peastoon of sugar. Beat again. A t this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still ok, try another cup just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick the frigging fruit off the floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaters just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the Cuervo to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Who geeves a sheet. Check the Jose Cuervo. Now shift the lemon juice and strain your nuts. A dd one table. A dd a spoon of sugar, or somefink. Whatever you can f

A Bdsm Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the domain,Not a subbie was stirring, (they were tied down with chain)The shackles were hung by the chimney with care,And the St. Andrews cross stood empty and bare. The subbies were nestled all snug in their beds,While visions of floggers danced in their heads;The Dom in his leather, and I in my slave cap,Had just settled down after getting our whacks. When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter,I crept from the bed to see what was the matter.Away to the window I flew very quickly.Tripped over some handcuffs and cursed soft and thickly. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snowGave the luster of mid-day to objects below,When, what to my sleep-crusted eyes should unfurl,But a miniature sleigh, pulled by eight pony girls, With a Dominant driver, so forbidding and stern,I knew in a moment I'd a great deal to learn.More rapid than eagles his pony girls came,And he whipped them, and shouted, and called them by name; "Now, dash

Words Of Comfort.....
Twas the Night Before Christmas and all through the house, the creatures were stirring yes, even the mouse. We tried melatonin and gave a hot bath but the holiday jitters they always distract. The children were finally all nestled in bed when nightmares of terror ran through my OWN head. Did I get the right gift...the right color and style? Would there be a tantrum or even, maybe, a smile? our relatives come but they don't understand the pleasure he gets just from flapping his hands. "he needs discipline," they say "just a well-needed smack, You must learn to parent" and on goes the attack. We smile and nod because we know deep inside, the argument is moot let them all take a side. We know what it's like to live with the spectrum. The struggles and triumphs, achievements, regressions. But what they don't know and what they don't see, is the joy that we feel over simplicity. he said "hello" he ate something green! he told his first lie! He did not cause a scene! He peed on the

2hot2handle
Its her eyes that sparkle,Not the heavens above.How they keep my attention,How they lock me in. And then if she smiles,My heart will always melt.I wonder whats in hers,For me has she ever felt. My want for her grows,Whenever her beauty is near.May her sparkle never fade,And her smile never disapeer.

Preference
You know i have tried men my whole life and been with a few beautiful women of all my women treated me as a queen abd my men always beat me.... so heres to all the sexy women love you all and love the games you DONT play

Greeting. . .
Please accept with no obligation, implied or implicit, my best wishes for anenvironmentally conscious, socially responsible, low stress, non-addictive, gender neutral, celebration of the winter solstice holiday, practiced within the most enjoyable traditions of the religious persuasion of your choice, or secular practices of your choice, with respect for the religious/secular persuasions and/or traditions of others, or their choice not to practice religious or secular traditions at all and a fiscally successful, personally fulfilling and medically uncomplicated recognition of the onset of the generally accepted calendar year 2010, but not without due respect for thecalendars of choice of other cultures whose contributions to society have helped make America great (not to imply that America is necessarily greater than any other country or is the only "AMERICA" in the western hemisphere), and without regard to the race, creed, color, age, physical disability, religious faith, choice of c

Stuning Conversation
stunning mobile phone conversation overheard on sky train , so feisty! Morning, on board sky train Siam Center station, quite crowded, rush hour, but not unbearably jammed. A girl with long straight hair stood next to me. [She had] a bob with bangs that were slightly slanted. [She was] dressed stylishly, a bit sexy but also a bit cute. How do I put it? Black, ordinary black t-shirt, but with a large collar, inconspicuous in the front but a large portion of her back was exposed. Tan, smooth skin, jean shorts, tan legs, a pair of white sneakers, long black socks that comes up to the knees like a school girl. She didn’t have a bag, just one hand hooked onto her belt, the other holding onto a pole. Yes, yes, you all want to ask me why I observed her so closely. Her phone conversation later made me feel that she is just too interesting. Extremely interesting. I’m a girl and I feel that she has personality, what she said was extremely feisty At first, I didn’t notice he

The Night Of Christmas
!!!MERRY CHRISMAS!!! 'Twas the night of Christmas, But I just couldn't sleep. I tried counting backwards, I tried counting sheep The leftovers beckoned The dark meat and white, But I fought the temptation with all of my might. Tossing and turning with anticipation, The thought of a snack became infatuation! So I raced to the kitchen, Flung open the door, And gazed at the fridge full of goodies galore. I gobbled up turkey and buttered potatoes, Pickles and carrots, beans and tomatoes. I felt myself swelling so plump and so round, Till all of a sudden, I rose off the ground!! I crashed through the ceiling, floated into the sky With a mouthful of pudding and a handful of pie, But I managed to yell as I soared past the trees ... HAPPY EATING TO ALL,PASS THE CRANBERRIES PLEASE!!

Players Dork Family
OMGS!!! JUST LIKE YOUR DAD, BUT AS THEY THE APPLE DOESN'T FALL FAR FROM THE TREE...IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE COMMENTS HAVE THE GUTS ENOUGH NOT TO BLOCK MY ACCOUNT!! DOES YOUR FATHER NOT HAVE THE BALLS TO ANSWER HIS OWN COMMENTS? ARE YOU HIS BABYSITTER BECAUSE HE IS A MAN WHORE IT AND YOU KNOW IT? HE WOULD SLEEP WITH A SNAKE IF SOMEONE HOLD THE SNAKES HEAD, BUT THEN AGAIN LOOKING AT THAT UGLY THING STANDING NEXT TO HIM, I GUESS HE WOULD TAKE THE CHANCE ON BEING BITE..I CAN'T BELIEVE HE ACTS LIKE HE NEVER MET ME.. FYI TALL BEAR YOU COULDN'T EVER IN YOUR LIFE TIME GET NEXT TO ME I DON'T DO MRXICANS YOU FAKE ASS APACHE..MERRY CHRISTMAS LOVE YA!! YOU FAKE ASS PEOPLE

How To Improve Energy Efficiency
The global warming issue occurring on our planet is certainly a growing concern. However, hitting home more directly, for many families, is the ever-rising costs of energy. There are ways to dramatically improve the energy efficiency of your home and one of them is with the use of Home solar power systems and home wind turbine. With these systems, not only you help protect our environment, you can also save over 80% of your electrical costs every month. Being extremely efficient systems, they are widely used throughout the globe. For solar systems, to get them properly installed, there are a couple of points to take note such as the angel and position where they receive the most sunlight. While this may sound very elementary it is very important that you do this step correctly as it will directly determine whether or not they work efficiently for you. Learn how to build a solar panel and build your own wind turbine today!

The Nice Girl Always Gets Hurt
I am absolutely drained emotionally, and physically. I have always been a good, genuine, caring and nice person. I've always put others before myself and i've always made sure that someone was okay. Whether it was a simple friendship or a relationship, I have always put myself aside so that someone else could be happy. I've always been the sweet one in the group of friends because of how much I cared about others. However, i've out done myself. I have always been there for someone, and given all of my energy and time and emotions to people and friends and what do I recieve in return? Nothing. Nothing at all. I don't even know if I have a friend that really gives a damn. I feel so alone and it almost makes me regret being a nice person. However I couldn't stop being a nice person because its who I am. I know that i'm a no bullshit person but I have a weakness for helping people. I guess people in this world really are ungrateful and just get their big boost up from people like me, the l

The Icing On The Cake Aka Your Little Muffin Tingles Cause I Am Inside Of Your Mind And Body....your Machine
http://grandstreamdreams.blogspot.com/2007_12_01_archive.html THATS ALL FOLKS TECH NINE IS DONE..........go to sleep

Xp Config This Link Is Like Everything I Have Already Shared With You And More ....drippy Cunt
http://www.blackviper.com/WinXP/servicecfg.htm now just read it slow and make your settings the same...i know you can do it....no dont call......dont talk......just shut your mouth bitch

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Lou And V (stone Temple Pilots - Still Remains)
Our bed we live, our bed we sleepMaking love and I become youFlesh is warm with naked feetStabbing thorns and you become meOh, I'd beg for you, you know I'll beg for youPick a song and sing a yellow nectarineTake a bath I'll drink the water that you leaveIf you should die before me ask if you could bring a friendPick a flower hold your breath and drift awayShe holds my hand, we share a laughSipping orange blossom breezesLove is still and sweat remainsA cherished gift unselfish feelingOh, I'd beg for you, you know I'll beg for youPick a song and sing a yellow nectarineTake a bath I'll drink the water that you leaveIf you should die before me ask if you could bring a friendPick a flower hold your breath and drift awayShe tells me things, I listen wellDrink the wine save the waterSkin is smooth I steal a glanceDragon flies 'er' gliding overOh I'd beg for you, you know I'll beg for youPick a song and sing a yellow nectarineTake a bath I'll drink the water that you leaveI

Babe, Merry Christmas! ♥
Babe, Merry Christmas! There's no gifts I can give you but all my love I have in the world for youthat's my gift...What I want from you for Christams is YOU and your LOVE it's all I need and want. That gift will always last forever...I love you very much, you are my world...Merry christmas Moon.. I love you...MWAH...I love you!

A Prayer From A Soldier
I AM A SOLDIER"I am a soldier, a prayer warrior, of the army of my God. The Lord Jesus Christ is my Commanding Officer. The Holy Bible is my code of conduct. Faith, Prayer and the Word are my weapons of warfare."I have been taught by the Holy Spirit, trained by experience, tried by adversity, and tested by fire."I am a volunteer in this army, and I am enlisted for eternity. I will either retire in this army at the Rapture or die in this Army; but I will not get out, sell out, be talked out. I am faithful, capable, and dependable."If my God needs me, I am there."I am a soldier, a prayer warrior. I am not a baby. I do not need to be pampered, petted, primed up, pumped up, picked up, or pepped up."I am a soldier, a prayer warrior. No one has to call me, remind me, write me, visit me, entice me, or lure me."I am a soldier, a prayer warrior. I am not a wimp. I am in place, saluting my King, obeying His orders, praising His name, and building His Kingdom!"I am a soldier, a prayer warrior. No

Ol' Dougy Stole Christmas ...... Almost
ow Ol' Dougy Stole Christmas....Almost.T'was the week before Christmas, and all across the nation.Arrow truckers were stranded, they couldn't get home for vacation.They wondered and waited for help to arrive.The Company Chief said its up to themselves to survive.The company lawyer said it was up to them to be handled.After all, Ol' Dougy stole our money and gambled.While in Bentleys and Maseratis Ol' Dougy did drive.Arrows truckers were left stranded, some barely alive.While in private jets, around the country the Pielstickers they flew.All of Arrow's employees were about to be screwed.Three days before Christmas they were out of a job.All the while Ol' Dougy hid from the angry mob.Ol' Dougy he laughed with glee and with cheer.He thought he had made off with Christmas this year.But then something happened that he would never believe.The spirit of America gave the drivers a Christmas reprieve.From around this great nation came calls and came texts.People from all over asked "How can we

Suicide
Hanging by the rope of death,With eyes so vein, and no breath.My mind is thinking what is wrongAs My spirit sings deaths song.Before my death, a note i did write.With somber words, on paper white."Dear my love, I promise you,To always be there, and be true.""The one I gave my heart away.I remember it like it was yesterday.I was walking down your street one nightAnd as I passed, I over heard a fight.""You stormed right out, with eyes of red,Thats when You turned to me and said,'You wanna get out of this stupid town?'You said, 'I'm sick of being the clown!'""I took you to my humble abode,And to my surprise, later it snowed.We drank hot cocoa till we passed out,Thats when I saw our love did sprout.""I leave this world, to leave the pain,To leave the work, and from going insane.To leave the love I had for you;To leave the dog and the children too.Goodbye cruel world, and the love within.I leave all love, with vice and sin.I leave this world to go up above.I leave the world, goodbye." Signe

How Am I
going to ever stop doing drugs it is the only thing i am good at i dont even fuck right anymore...and those two things go together although i dont know when i slept last at all this is not poetry i cant feel my thumbs i cant feel my lips i have had to piss for over three hours i have not been near water in over 24 hours i have people from another dimension giving me computer advice and yelling at them "your going to fast slow down i have to click on all this shit motherfucker who looks like a lizard man in a cloak party made of air and ciggeratte smoke" KUNT i cant spell i dont care i am over that fucking bitch, not you from last night....the other fucking FUCK YOU BITCH, you are not even up to speed on addiction, your doing it wrong your supposed to enjoy yourself k thats all for now motley crues first album...i dont give it enough credit...now i feel bad i am going to cry no i just play shout at the devil......who looks lime a lizard car insurance salesman

Prayer
The Family Prayer "And Shepherds we shall be For thee, my Lord, for thee. Power hath descended forth from Thy hand Our feet may swiftly carry out Thy commands. So we shall flow a river forth to Thee And teeming with souls shall it ever be. In Nomeni Patri Et Fili Spiritus Sancti." Il Duce's Prayers "And when I vest my flashing sword And my hand takes hold in judgement I will take vengeance upon mine enemies And I will repay those who hase me O Lord, raise me to Thy right hand And count me amoung Thy saints ."

Day 6
New favorite Song:: Dragonette "Pick Up The Phone " Oh Cherry, Cherry Ill read your fortune It says your too serious and such But I learned one thing Cherry You should understand That nothing really matters very much

Here's A Thought
If you heard that a woman had two men at once what would you think? Whore right??? Most people I know would......... But then theres the whole... If a guy has two women they are the man? Doesnt make sense to me.. most should think they were a man whore. Just saying.. I'd say... "Well if its okay for a man its okay for a woman." Whatever.. Just a thought

Fed Up Part 2
MOST OF YOU HAVE NOTICED THAT IVE BEEN SPENDING LESS AND LESS TIME ON FUBAR. MOST OF YOU COULD CARE CARE LESS. ANYWAYS I KNOW MY 2 YEAR ANIVERSARY IS COMING UP. IM NOT LEAVING ALL TOGETHER, IM JUST SPENDING LESS TIME ON HERE FOR OBVIOUS REASONS. I WILL BE SPENDING MORE TIME ON FACEBOOK, COME LOOK FOR ME IF YOU WANT TO AND ILL ADD YOU IF YOU GO....

Couples
I have a couple of questions for youOkay I am sitting here watching 12 angry men [original one], its on mute I have seen that film so many times I really know it word from word pretty much, and listening to youtube videos, currently playing, Sugar Hill gang, rappers delight.,Okay I today saw a priest walking down the street with his hand on the boys shoulder, as they parted he gave him the "ass pat", NOW I know when in sports guys pat their team mates ass [yea you guys are just closeted gays] but hm, should I be worried when I see a priest doing it as they walked in a church or am I just over exaggerating?Okay a butt hurt mumm poster blocked Me and all My friends who were in her mumm just because one of her friends came in there and starting commenting US!! and when we answered back with logic, he had no come back…so she then went all "fu bad" blocked us...and as your typical fu tard started talking trash to people AFTER she blocked them, so is she just mentally challenged or ju

Xmas In Alaska
XMAs from alaska its snow, its cold its christmas moring the trees glisten the children listen as santa goes the family gathers. the pies cool and all is well then from no were they start to sing and all is perfect in alaska towns

Top Ten Things To Say...
Top 10 things to say about a holiday gift you don't like: 10) Hey! There's a gift. 9.) Well, well, well... 8.) Boy, if I had not recently shot up 4 sizes, that would've fit. 7.) Perfect for wearing in the basement. 6.) Wow, I hope this never catches fire! 5.) If the dog buries it, I'll be furious! 4.) I Love it, but I fear the jealousy it will inspire. 3.) Sadly, tomorrow I enter the federal witness protection program. 2.) To think I got this the year I vowed to give all my gifts to charity. 1.) I really don't deserve this.

Words Spoken By You
In the night I sit in the dark, swallowed by the tears that I cry Trying so hard to hold on to the light, its happiness I treasure Alone in this corner my heart torn by the hardship of lies You said you wanted me, you said you needed me But were those words formed to fill my desire not yours? I wait in the shadows, the loneliness devours my soul Was I asking too much, was I expecting more then I should have? I go running towards you when you need me But when I so desire your attention your not to be found In this awakening hour I sit here open and exposed to all My feelings, my needs, my desires banished away by you

Christmas Party Games For Adults
Candy Hand Cuffs Eat your way Through These!These colorful Candy Handcuffs make the sweetest gift for that special romantic occasion.Made from candy, just like we had as kidsIf you remember those candy necklaces thousands of children use to consume, the Candy handcuffs are the same type. Designed as an edible hancuff, this candy is a perfect gift for a special occasion such as Valentine's Day, Honeymoons, Birthdays, or an anniversary. Famous People The Game of Celebrity Impersonations Roll out the red carpet! Because when you play this game, you and your friends ARE the celebrities! Famous People is the hilarious game where you try to get your teammates to guess as many names of celebrities as they can in one minute. Act, sing, tap dance, hit a home run, DO WHATEVER IT TAKES! Famous People sets the stage for your most entertaining performances! Dirty Dominoes Includes 28 naughty dominoes and rules for 9 Dirty Domino games. 9 naughty word strategy games where you match simil

Naughty Monkey Cookies
By: Amma "I made this recipe up two days before Christmas. It seemed like a good time to make sure that even if a child thought they were on the naughty list, they still would know they deserved the love and caring of an adult; and a healthy cookie to munch on and leave some for Santa, too." Prep Time: 10 minutes Cook Time: 11 to 13 minutes Servings 12 Original Recipe Yield 4 dozen Ingredients 2 ripe bananas 1.5 cups raisins 4 cups oatmeal 2 cups flour 1 cup of softened butter 1 cup of sugar 2 eggs 2 tablespoons of cinnamon 1 tablespoon vanilla 1 teaspoon baking soda Directions Preheat oven to 350 degrees - Combine oatmeal, flour, sugar, cinnamon, baking soda Add eggs Add butter mix until eggs and butter are combined add bananas add raisins Mix until bananas are smooshed and the raisins are equally dispersed through out the dough. Drop by spoonful on an ungreased cookie sheet Cook for 11 to 13 minutes, or until light golden. P.S. - any left over

Fubar Christmas Poem!
Santa left me under your Tree! Now what you gonna do with me? Unwrap Me! Shower me with Fubars finest things! A HH or Vip, or any of the cute blingy, An Auto, a bomb or blast my ass, for I am the your angel of christmas past. Sit me on your mantle Checking me out once and then twice! I'll be naughty if You will be nice! Rate my page and check me out, To see what this girl's all about! Love on me and send me your crush, surely this will make me blush. Merry Christmas my Fubar friends, I hope our time here together never ends! Written By: Me @}-{--

Where I've Been
Last yr this time I had a job and my kids all together. In Nov the younger ones dad tried to take me to court for full custody, I won but he got unsurpervised visits. Some already knows the situation and do know that he has a bad history of mental and physical abuse towards me and the kids and is using drugs and an alcoholic with a heart desease. Then in Jan. they stopped a massive stroke when my oldest boy took me to the ER because I had a severe headache and throwing up everywhere. I did have a full time job, not much but had the bills paid and was able for once in my life to go on a trip alone and get some RR (never been seperated and had kids all of my adult life to take care of) Met some wonderful and loving people. Lost a good friend do to some drama that happened too. In March my, then, 7yr old cussed me out one day and I pulled his pants down and spanked his butt for it. The next morning (worked 3rd) I came home and 2 hrs later the dfs and cops was at my door saying I sent h

Sure Enough
I was looking for something and sure enough Paul sends me an email asking "?" as I wrote back, it was not me but my PC has a back door. Eve is yet over and it is Christmas. Many surprises fell down within the day and as the evening goes into Midnight here. Pope was attacked and what the ladies tell me they are angry at The Catholic Church. I am a Roman Catholic and cannot take part fully in it's sacrament's. Only Pennance and attend The Mass unless condition are met. Myself and The Roman Catholic Church have no problems. Someone 39 years old Graduating from Basic Training. Congratulations, The US ARMY needs the best! He like me is Private E-2. PFC was given to me at AIT and Speck 4 at 275th ENGR CO (ADM). Problem with ADM is that it fell apart on me starting with DAV magazine where Atomic Demolition unit was having a reunion? Reunion from a highly classified unit? The rest was me trying to verify through the Net, NSA, US ARMY, and all I received was blank pages with mistakes in what wa

Top 10 Reasons Being Alone On Christmas Eve Rocks!!
10. I can watch Night at the Museum as many times as I want. 9. I can listen to WHAM's "Last Christmas" as loud as I want. 8. I don't have to shave my legs, get dressed up or put on hose in case I get laid. 7. I can sit here on fubar, not talk to anyone, and read "My Live Feed" knowing I'm not alone in my misery. 6. I can and will eat all the chocolate I want and I don't have to share with anyone. 5. I don't have to listen to anyone tell me to fucking cheer up. 4. If I want to watch porn... ;) 3. Again, the chocolate is ALL MINE!!! 2. I don't have to hear the "L" word... 1. That bottle of champagne in the fridge? It's my dinner.

Angels Among Us
Theres only one perfect thing in this worldAngels all around surround us but only one shines trueLooking across the horizon & far distant skiesOne exists shining bright & true alwaysIf things were just that simple then I wish That oceans would quickly partAllowing only one to tread upon the gentle sandNo matter what the distance I believe it can beWalking through fountains of eternal bliss Just to severly be with the one I missI'd skate , I'd skate or glide with prideJust to fall half dead & glowing blueI know her aura would revive me for the the life I want to pursueI may be breathless & weak , cold & half dead , but she whispered in my ear ,Wake up , wake up , my dreadfull soul I am sending you in the direction of the nearest polewhere the skies are blue & the clouds roll byeRight beneath a sunny sky , thou soul shall surviveThrough stress , strain , betrayal or hurt Get your face out of that dirt that envolves youRise again , keep your head up high Take a deep breathh & smell the a

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Mary Marcie Brown
So I work in a cancer hospital and well anyone who works in one knows it can take up a lot of your life and you can become close to the folks you work with much like a combat unit, So this post is for a fallen comrade, a plucky ole gal, who not only worked in this cancer hospital but battled it quietly for years, until losing the battle one of the nurses I work with without a second thought said Marcy your comin home with me, lol not only did she take her home but they actually went on her dream cruise to the Bahamas together, and tonight Christmas eve at approximately 4 pm Mary Brown Marcie my friend and coworker and the dear friend of My dear friend Wendy, lost her fight with cancer but as my status says not before she gave each of us that knew her the chance to see and use the depths of our humanity and for that we owe her a debt of thanks

Why Do I Spell G-d Without The 'o'?
G-d has been called a few names over time, but none of them are actually His/Her name since no one knows it. The first was YHWH then Adoni, then Eloheim and now, simply G-d. When Moses asked G-d what he should tell the people about the name, G-d responded with "I AM That I AM." So Moses said I will tell the people that "I AM" is the Lord. In fact you can actually trace historical references to time periods by the name that was used in the reference. So, since we don't know G-d's name, we dont know what He/She looks like, we really only know what G-d told us, we use names to represent G-d. That leads biblical scholars to feel that the word god is therefore a representation of G-d and in itself holy. Hence, it is considered proper not to write the whole name out since it is a holy word (even though its not the real name.) I have a Lutheran pastor friend that does the same thing, but my own Rabbi doesn't. He writes it out as God. I just wasn't raised to spell it out so I dont.

Angels To Watch Over You
click for more cards send this card through mail When times are tough, and it seems your all out of luck... Take a really deep breath ,but do not sigh for you are being watched over by our God Most High. Now I know that there are those of you who just will not believe... But I have learned not to worry about those things I will receive. I used to be so organized and had everything just so.. But I have found myself in disarray and had to let things go. I have lost the hustle and bustle and trying to get things done to please all my relatives and friends who I love dearly. It,s not because I don,t love them anymore, or just don,t want to do it. But its because I do not have it to give. America has lost it,s way and more people are out of work everyday. My husband is one of those, and I am ashamed to say that I make a little over minimum wage. And this is after 14 years of service, I seem to have gone backwards instead of forward somehow. I fell helpless and lost myself being too

The Holy Fool
The Holy Fool "There's a sucker born every minute"Few things are more embarrassing to witness than a flagrant display of belief in theridiculous, especially when it occurs in people that are clearly smart enough to knowbetter - if they would just try. Religious people are not all fools, although the vastmajority excel at foolish thought and behavior, they just suffer from a weakness thatpredisposes them to slavishly adopt the facile beliefs surrounding them, especially whenit comes with the imprimatur of authority. People that always want to do what is 'right'don't ask questions and will follow the rules regardless of the logic, or lack of it,underlying those rules.Think of the most idiotic, asinine, foolish rituals and practices imaginable and somereligion or cult somewhere has turned it into a sacred tenet of their belief system. Thelist of examples is nearly endless but a few are listed below. And remember that thesereligions and cults maintain that they alone are the one true fait

12/23/2009
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The Hell With The Holidays!
Fuck Christmas! I'm tired of the phony family bullshit. Fuck the kids! I'm tired of the snotty ungrateful kids! Fuck all the gift giving! Spending money on bullshit gifts! I'm going out tonite with a friend and celebrate Christmas my own way!! Crack open a bottle and spend time with a good friend!!

I'm On A Roll Today, Ho Ho Ho And Happy Holidays My Ass. (don't Read If You Don't Want To Hear Me Bitch)
Maybe I am pmsing...but this is what people get when they piss me off... As my last blog stated, I was a tad annoyed at this random guy for texting me after being told to lose my number. I let him have it and this is what I said. I just want to state a simple fact of life. When a person asks you to never text them again, I suggest you take their advice. Your texts are absolutely annoying and they seem to be based around the fact that you want to see how many people will respond to them. They are not personal, they are just...they show me that you have nothing better to do with your time than to annoy people and get a response from someone, anyone. So...I will ask you one more time. This will be the last time.... LOSE MY NUMBER!!! it will be under: (number removed for my protection against creepies on fu) (delete that number) and please, after this message, NEVER text me again or I will be forced to file harassment charges against you. I asked you one time already to stop texting me

Colby-bacon Baked Potatoes
Piping hot potatoes stuffed with melted cheese, piping hot broccoli and real bacon... A good recipe to please the hard-working guys you know! Here's what you need: 4 large baking potatoes 3 cups cooked broccoli florets, drained 6 slices crisp bacon, crumbled 1-1/2 cups Colby/Jack cheese, shredded Preheat the oven to 400 degrees. Scrub potatoes and pierce with a fork. Bake at least 45 minutes or until tender throughout. Remove from oven, and make a deep slit down the top of each potato. Lightly mash each potato in its skin to make them tender. Top with broccoli, bacon and cheese. Return to oven 3-5 minutes until cheese melts. Serve with sour cream. A delicious compliment to beef or pork steaks! Enjoy!

Blocking Someone From My Cell Phone....and How People Are Stupid.
Ok, so, I stupidly gave someone my phone number a month back, thinking he would be a cool friend to text... and he sends messages like this: "Hola hola hola!!!!! How u d0ing? hEy y0 itS j0e!" The last part of it is his signature, which shows up with every text. His texts...they are like he is mass messaging people to see how many will respond. Anyway, he text me at 3 am one night, to see if "I" and probably countless many others, was/were awake. This i don't mind when it is, for example, my best friend or someone close to me. But he drove me nuts. So, I finally told him never to text me again, in which he replies...but I thought you liked texting, and you never text me back! BYE!. He still keeps texting me, even after I deleted his number from my contact list. And, me, I just ignore his messages. But today I am trying to figure out how to completely block his ass from my phone, and found this clever trick on Yahoo! Answers. The person said to reply to the texts with : "Your text has

Should We Legalize Hemp Production In The Usa?
US federal courts' hands are tied until Cannabis is removed from Schedule I. But right at the end of the article is a possible workaround for the time being ... Quote: Indeed, the U.S. is the only industrialized nation without an established hemp crop. That means, in part, that although the U.S. market for hemp products continues to grow by double digits each year, the hemp that it takes to feed that market must be imported, often from as far away as China or from as close to home as Canada – indeed, there are farmers there cultivating the crop less than 30 miles from Monson's family farm. "I guess the next step is we'll have to take it to Congress," Hauge told the Grand Forks Herald. But, of course, the "fastest and easiest way to handle this would be for the president to order the Dept. of Justice to stand down on all actions against industrial hemp." State level pressure to allow production of this extremely beneficial crop should continue to grow, IMHVO. An

Emerald...
When time comes to read these words that I have written for you ...read with an open heart and know my words are true. To my first Grand-daughter Emerald my blooming flower shall my heart enrich you to your ending days for I walk beside you always. I wish you to take the time to smell the roses, And collect a pocket full of poseys. Take time to watch the wings of a dragonfly, And go see that a willow really does cry. Go run barefoot through a field of flowers, Know yourself well;know your internal powers. Watch the flames of a high blazing fire, To see the dragons full desires. Never blow a flame to put it out, Should smother without a doubt. Make a wish on a first seen star, May your thoughts be true and up to par. Sing a song out loud for all to hear, You'll always have a listening ear... Take a ride bareback on a Unicorn on its way to a hidden place, Learn the true meaning behind a butterfly..look close for you may see a face. Hold close the true meaning on unconditional love, Fo

Me
I sit upon a throne in judgment I shall never...I place my hand and with I endeavor..I walk with pride but yet see the pain ..for I see the loss I give love to gain.I spin the herbs for which I bless...and children linger for within I caress...I understand your pain for I see like no other...I can light the way in which you may not had ever bothered...Have faith in me and I shall grow...And for this a gift you shall bestow...

Facing Of Reality
When you have dreamed a thousand dreams, And one after another oppose each other.. Took day after day and waited forever it seems, Just each night being harder and a continuous smother. My smile mistaken for happiness not fear, Behind my eyes I was forsaking all to come.. Pain and misery almost too much to bare, Not realizing what was it all to become. Alone shall I walk into my dying days, No more do I have for one to take.. Inside dormant there it shall stay, I am done with a life I can not make.... Blessed Be! 10-29-09

10-31-09
A wish to wash all bad away, For it shall release this Witches day. Carry forth thee will and be strong, And ye shall find where to belong. If your path shall become broken, Remember these words as now spoken... "I give to you my light to follow, And my tears to fall in time of sorrow. I bleed my heart for it is true, One wish per time I give to you." S.D.S.

Merry Christmas
We are home in NC and miss Jesse .. His mom is stopping him from coming to be with us this christmas break but that will soon be settled with our lawyer eating hers... shes such a huge cunt assed bitch... anywho... We miss him so ... Matt and Becca and Daniel are ready ... Becca still believes in Santa which is great to me. Howard and I know that next year Jesse will be living with us perm and that we will not be maxed out ....but just having this family makes this time even more special. Howard has no idea how much i love him ... loll thats funny to me... we hope all of you have a great holiday and safe too... spend it with your family or friends and just be thankful-- i know i am ....ohhhhhhh and my father LIKES i mean REALLY LIKES Howard .... i know riggghhhttt!!!! Merry Christmas to all of you.

Twisted Fate
As my path does narrow..completion becomes unknown, For I had walked so long knowing I had to reap what was sown. The forgiving and gentle woman that I was then, Had always given in..in hopes but yet taken again. Never not once understanding why this should be, Was there something I missed..something I did not see.. Did I give too much in needing a simple return, Is there a true lesson here for me to learn? The possibility of finding the one I so desire, Is it so slim that I shall cast it into the fire? I walk the path with a twisted fate, Unlike another..to find my true mate... 11-06-09

The Calling
"The Calling" I had made a plea a couple of years ago, For my love to come for me to bestow. As days past and time did so creep, My heart weakened and my soul did weep. But as quick as the night does fall, He skipped in step to answer my call.. An unspoken promise to always be there, Not knowing it should turn out so unfair. (unfinished) 11-09

To Aryonna Nichole Patton
If only for a moment I could have held her , And saw the face of love so pure. I cast a dream for only you to know, For never to remember a day of cold. I will walk with you when the time is here.. Not an ounce of sorrow we just hold dear. I know your eyes so I saw see.. You know my heart for this is me. I cry not tears of sorrow.. For our time we only borrow.. Now you shall play in a field of butterflies And listen to the sound of a willows cry. 11-29-09

What Shovel?
What shovel? Current mood: amused [Hispanic Disclaimer]On the way from NC to Arizona, we were all pretty damn tired, we were driving with one eye open the other fully asleep.....We made it in less then two days ,there were alot of funny times on that trip ( as Joy says-Memory making times)...One funny episode was involving Daniel when we were driving through New Mexico at around oh I would say....1AM.....While I was driving and I do mean driving "Half Crocked" as in one eye open...I better clear that up or Im going to have to post another damn "Disclaimer"...Oh yes back to where I was.....While driving behind Daniels car, because thats how we drove...switching back and forth to try and stay awake...needless to say...it doesn't work...But anyways...I was driving behind Daniel in the wee hours of the morning, pitch black outside with an awesome heat electrical storm ...was so awesome...made me feel so small...I was watching his lil red hot rod for ohhh about 1700 miles

Our Trip From California To North Carolina
Once upon a time there were two cars ... filled with 5 people respectivlyand one small dog. driving across the country was eventful this time in a way that was totally different from the trip out West. We made good time and with Daniel sick and driving his car without heat cause his thermostat wasnt opening up or some such mechanical dealy....we ate and stopped and slept taking our time and still made it in 4 days however for some ungodly reason we decided after stopping in chattanooga to head north up to asheville on 40 and not head thru atlanta and up that way which would have been shorter and less traumatic... do you think we would do it the easy way ..? noooooooooooooooo not us....As Howard says ... that would be against the rules....loll Howard had never seen snow fall before or felt it on his face.. closest he had come to it was on the ground up in Big Bear in Cali. He said he was excited and as we drove over the mountains-- and were deverted onto a interstate that was pretty s

Being A Cancer
The CANCER June 22 - July 22 Emotional, Loving, Intuitive, Imaginative, Shrewd, Cautious, Protective and Sympathetic Changeable, Moody, Overemotional, Touchy, Clinging and Unable To Let Go The Cancer's first love is its home and family. They love to nurture those around them. No sacrifice is too large to ensure their home is secure and their loved ones are safe and happy. They are very kind and sharing. Cancers are also very moody, and often retreat into themselves to regenerate, or sometimes sulk. The quickest way for them to rebound from such moments is to do what they do best: nurture others. Cancers can be very iron-willed and like to have things their way. They are very sensitive to slights and hurt easily. When pained Cancers will retreat into themselves and brood. Although generally they do not like confrontation, Cancers are not above seeking revenge against those that hurt them. Cancers are compassionate and freely show their affection for others. They will set their problems

Years End
As the year has come..now soon to pass. The dreams and learning have come and gone. Faith has lifted giving strength to survive. Eyes have opened with no surprise... Sorrow has washed my soul..for only to truly know. My path lies clear..I know now what to do. True color does shine bright...to those whom carry the light. Never forget..what you shall do to one ..comes back to visit you in a large sum... I shall never forget the memories gathered..the broken trust..the heart-filled lies..It is what make me now know now how I have survived 12/24/09

Picky Bitch, Being Me.
I don't mean to be such a picky bitch here on fu, but here are a few rules I am gonna start going by. 1. No Salute, no nothin from me. Unless I already know who you are. 2. Blank friends requests..STILL DENIED. 3. If you're gonna have Auto 11's on, and beg for rates, you better damned well rate me back. 4. For further reference: All of my mumms will be screened and asshats mumm commenters will be blocked. 5. No asshats, fucktards, fuckwads, juggalosers, twatwaffles, allowed. (thank you to Lady Rider for a few of these terms) I'm sure there's more...I'll add more later.

To My Friends...
If in the storm-affected regions, please keep safe. We just had a blizzard here and it looks like something even worse is headed your way. Anycase, all best for this week, the rest of the year and of course 2010. Cheers!!! Eric

For Chritmas:plz Send Me Blingpacks(i Have None)happy Hour (my Last One Was 2yrs Ago And Not Once On This Account)a 11's(i Hardly Ever Have Them)a
For Chritmas:Plz Send me Blingpacks(i have none)Happy hour (my last one was 2yrs ago and not once on this account)a 11's(i hardly ever have them)a bomb (i never had one) or Fubux i need 7 people to send me 1million so i can get spot light plzzz Merry xmas ( I will add you to my profile if u get me a hh or blast or send me a mill or more and mention u or your lonuge in blast or hh so u can be rated too ... Also Ill make salutes for anyone that gets me Anything off my xmas list thnks love u all p.s- leave me a inbox that u sent something cause i can have a list of who to make signs for thnx

We Need Help!
THIS BLOG WAS WRITTEN IN THE KIDS WISH NETWORK SITE..I WANT TO PERSONALLY THANK THE KIDS WISH NETWORK FOR THEIR HUGE DONATION AND HELPING US (AMERICAN'S ENDING HOMELESSNESS, INC) HELP SO MANY! I have been with Kids Wish Network for almost two years now and have had the opportunity to experience so many different things. I feel so blessed to be part of something that not only gives back but brings hope and happiness for so many different children that walk so many different paths in life. For example, last year before the Holidays, we decided that we really needed to help children right out our back door. They economy has been so relentless and has caused many charities to be stretched beyond their limits. After working with many charities that serve the homeless and underprivileged children I started to become more and more aware of how bad things really are out there for these families and their children. Two weeks ago, a charity called American Ending Homelessness stopped by af

I Have Been Reading To Much Damn Ayn Dnd
I should think it suicidal, my desire for escape. Although it is not the death of my body that I long for but the death of the decisions that have lead me to the desire. I accept that suffering is as it should be, a notion that gives me strength to continue because I am constantly waging against this emotion and therefore I am more honorable by comparison. Should I have ignored this fact, and instead accomplished my own desires, where would the suffering of my soul be then? Lost I suppose, lost with the desire for suicidal escape.

A Reflection
I left work with a mission. Finish Christmas shopping & feast at the Seneca-Allegany casino buffet. Why feast last night? I dunno. Perhaps my desk jockeying was extra strenuous yesterday. Perhaps this below zero temperature kicked on some biological need to consume vast numbers of calories. Perhaps I am a bottomless pit. I got in line & luckily there were only 4 people in front of me. Old people move really really really slow. No worries. This was a marathon, not a sprint. I had patience and strategy. The waitress showed me to my table, in the smoking section. I asked for Ice water w/lemon and black coffee. She invited me to go to the buffet. Plate #1: A big pile of crab legs. 4 whole sets and a couple of spare claws. Drawn butter. No claw cracking tool – those are for pussies. And –a few mini mushrooms to cleanse the palate and enjoy each set of claws as though they were the first. A nice appetizer. Plate #2: A ¾ inch thick slab of medium

Scream
I wake up, I'm fuckin' covered in bloodI feel as if my body's burning and my eyes won't stay shutI think I'm dreaming but this feels so realThe last thing that I remember is the four step ritualHow can that be my body's suppose to be deadI gave my soul unto the Devil I'm suppose to have no life leftThere is a pain in my stomach and I'm feelin' so sickI open up my mouth to vomit and I feel like shitI feel drugged and I can't really walkSo I go to the door but the door is lockedAnd I fall to the ground now I hear no soundI think I'm deaf I can't hear there's no one aroundI try to get back up but my legs are paralyzedThat's when I saw the Demon standing right before my eyesI try to get up again but now I can't feel anythingFull paralysis has set in and I can't even screamScream!I'm lost I'm in the darknessInside this shell I'm heartlessI can not breath, I can not moveI can not, I can notScream!I'm lost I'm in the darknessInside this shell I'm heartlessI can not breath, I can not moveI can

Moron Democrats
Moron Democrats Obama, the BIGGEST liar we have ever had as President, does not have an “open and honest” administration. This farce of a health care bill was not online for 1 week as he lied to us it would be. Obama lied when he said you could watch on C-Span as the bills are created. Obama lied because of all the back room deals to BUY VOTES from senators, the same way they buy votes from dumb ass Democrats. Who you going to vote for Santa Claus or Scrooge? Dumb ass Americans with their hands out for EVERYTHING keep voting for Santa, and are too stupid to understand that THEIR taxes are what are going to be taken to pay for all the goodies! Finally all the hoopla over this bill being passed today is BULL SHIT!. This bill will NEVER go to conference because then they have to have PUBLIC MEETINGS. Weak knee LIBERALS AND DEMOCRATS are too scared to face the public right now. THERE WILL BE NO PUBLIC MEETINGS ON THIS FARCE OF A BILL. Obama

Tinkerbell
They say to behold beauty like hers,A wish any man could not refuse.When I look at her I know my fate,Its my heart I will lose. Hair spun from strands of sun,Eyes so deep like the seaSomeday may they turn,And smlie down on me. To see such beauty,A dream that gives my heart a lift.But to ever hold such an angel,To me would be the greatest gift.

Truthspeaking.
Like June 1944When all our pappy’s went to warWe prayed before the radio-oh ohBut when the apple dropped that dayWe stood and watched them blow awayA people full of yesterday-ay ayCause we don’t think before we speakAnd we don’t stand up for the weakAnd we don’t listen to the freaks the freaksCause we don’t clean up our own shitAnd when refused we throw a fitAs we scream “I don-wanna-hear-it” “I don-wanna-hear-it”“Don-wanna-hear-it”Open refrigerator doorAll the same products as beforeCan’t find new places to explore-oh ohBorn with 5 senses but we seeMuch less of world realityDo you believe your lunch is free-ee eeCause we don’t think before we speakAnd we don’t stand up for the weakAnd we don’t listen to the freaks the freaksCause we don’t clean up our own shitAnd when refused we throw a fitAs we scream “I don-wanna-hear-it” “I don-wanna-hear-it”“Don-wanna-hear-

Yes I'm Real
For those of you at fubar admin who seem to think I'm not a reap person and seem to wanna verify me just for doing things like rating people and adding new friends I'M REAL. Yes I am a REAL LIVE PERSON. Would an automated spamming program create a blog like this? Think with your brain fubar not with your ass.

Kilala
I awoke to a beauty. Before I had never seen. I wonder if she smiles. Or in her day she will think of me. She is now in my thoughts. And will be on my mind. I hope in this beauty. A new friend I may find. My hand outstreched. Come please walk beside my friend. And I will walk with you. Until my lifes journey ends.

No Sex Since 1955!?
A crusty old Marine Sergeant Major found himself at a gala event hosted by a local liberal arts college. There was no shortage of extremely young idealistic ladies in attendance, one of whom approached the Sergeant Major for conversation. "Excuse me, Sergeant Major, but you seem to be a very serious man. Is something bothering you?" "Negative, ma'am. Just serious by nature.." The young lady looked at his awards and decorations and said, "It looks like you have seen a lot of action." "Yes, ma'am, a lot of action." The young lady, tiring of trying to start up a conversation said, "You know, you should lighten up a little. Relax and enjoy yourself." The Sergeant Major just stared at her in his serious manner. Finally the young lady said, "You know, I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but when is the last time you had sex?" "1955, ma'am." "Well, there you are. No wonder you're so serious. You really need to chill out! I mean, no sex since 1955! She took his hand and led him to a priv

Xmas 2009
2009 is almost over With the crises, 2010 will probably leave us with: THE SAME SALAREY THE SAME CAR THE SAME TV THE SAME HOPE But most important THE SAME FRIENDS I WISH YOU ALL A MARRY CHRITMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010

My Darkness
My Darkness Hides Inside Of Me,It Sneaks Around My Soul.It Lurks In The Corners Of My Mind,And Slowly It Unfolds.It Grows Into A Horrid Beast,And Feeds Upon My Thoughts.My Darkness Spreads Throughout My Mind,Lurking Though My Head.Deeper And Deeper It Digs And Digs,Finding Thoughts That Have Been Left Unsaid.It Burroughs Deep Into Those Dreams,And Hides Itself So Well.But The Darkness Slowly Comes Back Out,And Now It's Going To Raise Hell.My Darkness Lurks Around My Head,Turning Me Into A Beast.It Makes Me Fight It Makes Me Scream,For My Darkness Is Being Unleashed.My Darkness Doesn't Care Who Is In The Way,So Stay Clear Of My Path,Or My Darkness Will Have Its Way.My Darkness Lurks Inside My Soul,For It Is My Fear And Hate,So When My Darkness Causes Me To Break,It Will Have Long Been Too Late

Christmas Song
in my opinion the best Christmas song ever.. other than "X12 Days of XXXMASX" by From First To Last "Christmas Song" by Owl City It's Christmas and we walk alone Two strangers with no one to miss us On our own Out in the cold trudging onward Braving a harsh winter storm You and I met passing by And now our spirits feel warm I don't have anyone at home to talk to And you don't have anything to do So I'll spend my Christmas with you I'll spend my Christmas with you Its Christmas and we are in love With the way that the soft snowflakes kiss us From far above the blustery breeze Trudging onward Braving a harsh winter storm You and I met passing by And now our spirits feel warm I believe that Jesus is truly the only way And I celebrate Christmas because it's his birthday I don't have anyone at home to talk to And you don't have anything to do So I'll spend my Christmas with you I'll spend my Christmas with you I'll spend my Christmas with you

Hell Returned
Sadness burning inside me,Hell, I have returnedThe darkness is insideI'm continually burnedDo you remember meI knew you so wellso many memoriesMy own personal hellI remember how you embraced meWhen I had no where to stayNo one else was thereEven as i was on my knees to prayMy feelings never went numb They just burned in your flamesHatred and jealousyThose were my favorite gamesI left you to follow a narrow pathIts a lonely one, the trailFull of honesty and lightI prefer the road full of betrayalSome one once saidAll i needed was strengthBut I want to depend on depressionMy weakness is full of lengthSo here I come Running back to your fiery armsLet them burn my flesh offYour black eyes have such a devilish charmPeople don't understandWhy things are wrong in their livesWhen you embrace the hellYou let sadness thriveWill you join meTo see the end of your lifeTo see all the struggle of painand hurt along with strife

This Past Week
I don't have a Christmas rush, because I take time to go buy food we want to eat on the 'big day' and contrary to popular belief, shops DON'T run out of stuff. My problem is having time to organise myself and the work, and the amazing evil deathly snow didn't help. Luckily I was based in Glasgow for most of December, no flapping off to foreign climes for me during the season, just good old Glasgow! Usually husband & I are snugly ensconced in a serviced flat in Leeds, Nottingham or Canada around this time of year as I do my comedy thing, but this year I stayed home and did local gigs. Mainly because my dad is spending his first December as a widower, we lost mum early this year. It has had a devastating effect on him, luckily my dad has an awesome step family who care and love him. I do my bit by turning up, chasing squirrels from his wheelie bin or convincing him that one mouse does not equate an invasion. Sometimes we talk about stuff, or I have to cancel Virgin media yet agai

My Sister
Sometimes you think you know someone, and you see the side of them they show to people that they for some reason they hide from you. I just joined here, and just started using all the net stuff that my sister has been using for decades. As far back as i can remember she has had some sort of book or eletronic device in hand. But to day I saw what I guess most do, but I have always over looked. She is talented, and more pretty than I ever gave her credit for being. I feel sad in a way having over looked her in so many ways. But we are still here so maybe in time I can let her know the beauty I saw today viewing her and her world from where she spends so much of her time. I love you Tame'ra !!! I hope you know at least that !!!

Demons In The Dark
As night comes,The dark forms figures on the wall,I close my eyes,And try to sleep,I try to block it all,But the creatures lurk,Waiting for that hour,They will come,With great hunger and great power,To haunt and to seize,All the dreams that keep you safe,They fill your head with nightmares,You cannot be saved,A single tear forms on my face,The same as every night,It feeds the deadly creatures,As soon as theres no light,They can sense your fear,Your hatred and your pain,They get inside your head,And drive you insane..

Bubbles
ub full of bubbles and hot steamy water, candle flicker is the only source of light. Sweet scent of vanilla fills the air Already waiting for her in the bath, he extends his hand to welcome he in. She takes it, placing one foot into the waist. Hot, but inviting. She slips into the tub, sitting between his strong legs. He reaches and encircles her waist, pulling her back against him. She feels herself let go, relaxes and leans her head back against his shoulder. He kisses her forehead, her nose, then finally touching his lips to her, sweet soft lips. His hands on hr stomach gently caressing her. She turns her head into his sweet kiss, her hands caressing his legs, and his thighs. Lifting he one arm she gently touches his cheek , as she caresses his tongue with hers. His hands move slowly over her slippery wet skin, cupping her breasts, teasing her hard pink nipples with his thumb and forefinger. She moves a bit against him enjoying the feel of his touch. She places her h

Hard At Work
Seeing you walk into work today, our eyes meet for a moment,a devilish little smirk on your face. You think you know me so well, and know how to get to me, " well I am gonna make you pay today baby" , thinking to myself as I smile back. Work is slow as usual, and I keep waiting for my chance to tease you, finally lunch is over and back to the same old slowness . But I am on a mission now, wanting to drive you crazy . I walk by your desk lightly running my fingertip over your hand and up your arm as I walk by. You just look at me and smirk. On my way back to my desk I lightly brush your neck with my fingertips, softly caressing along your ear and your jawline, smiling a little looking into your eyes. You just kinda sit back and look at me wondering what is up with me cus I dont normally act like this. Sitting back at my desk I glance back and catch you watching me, you dont mind me knowing. One of the things i love about you is your confidence, find it so sexy. I turn my cha

Fun After School
It was last period and I was egger to get home and play. I had been thinking dirty thoughts all day and I needed to do something about it before I exploded from it. As soon as the bell rings I run out the room all the way home. I did not notice the car in the drive way when I ran by to get inside. When I finally stopped it was to see my step Daddy in the computer. He had not noticed that I was home since I left the door open when I ran in the house. I slowly go back to close it then I quietly walk up behind my step Daddy to see what he was doing. When I saw that he was doing the one thing I wanted to do it make me wetter than before. I grab a chair and put my leg on it after I take off my panties so I can play. I start to play with myself watching him jerk off to porn. I could not believe it but it made me wetter just thinking about him fucking me like the guy was in the movie he was watching. I guess I made a noise or something because he turned in his seat

Recap, Give Without Knowing Who Gave
i wrote a blog on how i was gana help someone i over heard talkin at a christmas party i hosted. and it went well, that night i delivered her car, gave her the money in an envelope not signed and under her door. along with an application to our other resteraunt so she could have a job. she found it all and wasssssssss flabergasted she came in for the job and got it and asked alllllllll kinds of questions. and. she still doesnt know how wanderful is that shit. hugs frankielee

Not Always Right | Driving Miss Crazy Part Ii
Police | Wyoming, USA (We’ve had to close down a road due to a car crash in a snow storm. Fire trucks and ambulances are there with lights flashing to block the road. I’m at one side of the street directing traffic.) Driver: *slows down looking at the scene* “What happened?” Me: “Accident, ma’am. Please keep moving.” Driver: “Can I go down the street? It’s a shortcut.” Me: “The road is closed, but you need to keep moving…you are going to cause another accident.” Driver: “I didn’t cause any accident! I’m a good driver, how dare you imply that I’m not! I’m just trying to get home, why are you being so rude! I will have your badge, you little b****!” Me: “Ma’am if you are not going to move then you need to pull to the side of the road now!” Driver: “I pay your salary! You are supposed to help people! Don’t you want me to get home? I have

Not Always Right | Driving Miss Crazy
Bus | Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada (I was coming home on the bus and overheard a conversation between an elderly lady and the bus driver.) Lady: “Oof! Do you mind?! You’re so awful!” Bus Driver: “I’m sorry, ma’am? What’s the problem?” Lady: “You keep starting and stopping the bus! I keep falling forward and backward, and it’s taking so long for me to get home. It’s getting dark!” Bus Driver: “Well, I’m sorry ma’am – I have to stop at the designated stops.” Lady: “Stop making excuses! There’s no reason to be doing this. Just ignore the stops!” Bus Driver: “So you want me to ignore all the other people wanting to get on the bus?” Lady: “Well, yes! Finally you understand! You can go back afterwards and get them! Is it so much to ask for good help anymore?!”

Not Always Right | Taking Stupidity To New Heights
Grocery Store | Victoria, BC, Canada (At a large chain grocery store, we have run out of room in the back room. We’ve placed five or six pallets of pop up near our exit, and to keep people away from them we have placed caution tape around them. A customer comes up to me as I’m talking to my coworker.) Customer: “Get my son down!” Me: “What?” Customer:“My son is climbing on your playground, so make him come down!” Me: “Miss, we don’t have a playground! What are you talking about?” (The customer leads us to her son who looks to be around five and is playing on the pallets.) Customer: “I left him on your playground when I came in, and now he won’t come down!” Me: “Please, those are stacks of pop and much too dangerous! You need to get your son down now!” Customer: “No! It’s your playground and I don’t want to climb around the rope! You get him!” Me, to cowor

Not Always Right | The Funny Pharmacy
Retail | United Kingdom (I work in a shopping mall. On my lunch break, I visit the pharmacy. A woman runs into me.) Customer: “You! Where do you keep your toilet paper?” Me: “In my cupboard.” Customer: “How dare you talk to me that way! I want to talk to your manager!” Me: “I’m sorry, I don’t work here.” Customer: “Oh, so now you’re going to get into trouble, it’s ‘I don’t work here’, eh?” Me: *pointing to the company logo on my shirt* “No, I genuinely do not work here. I work in [shop name], see?” Customer: “So you don’t wear your uniform either? Where’s your manager?” *turns to make-up counter employee* “Are you her manager, missy?” Make-up Counter Employee: “Yes, yes I am.” *turns to me, winking* “Don’t do that again.” Customer: “Thank you! See, now I can shop here again!” *to make-

Not Always Right | It's No Net Loss
Call Center | Glasgow, UK Customer: “I’ve just received a leaflet for broadband from you. What’s broadband?” Me: “It’s a faster type of internet.” Customer: “What’s internet?” Me: “It’s a method of accessing information through a computer.” Customer: “What’s a computer?” Me: “I don’t think this offer is for you, sir.”

Not Always Right | Pink Is The New Black
Bookstore | Portland, OR, USA Caller: “Is this the store that sells those little Christmas trees in different colors? Including the one in black?” Me: “Yes, it is. Are you interested in one?” Caller: “No! I want to complain! You’re selling black Christmas trees! That’s satanic!” Me: “I’m sorry. We sell lots of other colors, too. Pink, purple, neon green, silver.” Caller: “Your store is owned by the Devil! Black is the color of Satan! You should be ashamed!” Me: “I’m sorry, ma’am. We sell many different colors of trees and a lot of customers really like the black tree. I can assure you, it’s just a Christmas tree.” Caller: “Well, I don’t agree. I think black is satanic! Christmas trees should be green!” Me: “I understand and will inform our manager of your feelings. Is there anything else I can help you with?” Caller: “Oh, yes…

Not Always Right | The Trim Reaper
Christmas Tree Farm | Illinois, USA Customer: “Are these real trees?” Me: “Yes.” Customer: “I mean, are they live trees?” Me: “Yes.” Customer: “So, we just go cut them down, right?” Me: “That’s right!” Customer: “Will it still be a live tree after we cut it down?” Me: “I’m sorry, but cutting the tree down does mean the tree will die. However, if you water it daily, it should survive until Christmas.” Customer: “But you said those were live trees!”

A Christmas Story, Luke
And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. 9 And lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them; and they were in great fear. 10 And the angel said to them, Fear not: for behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy which shall be to all people. 11 For to you is born this day, in the city of David, a Savior, who is Christ the Lord. 12 And this shall be a sign to you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling-clothes, lying in a manger. 13 And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God, and saying, 14 Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will towards men.

A Christmas Story, Luke
Und es gab im selben Land Hirten auf dem Felde, die hüteten des Nachts ihre Herde. Und siehe, kam der Engel des Herrn zu ihnen, und die Klarheit des Herrn leuchtete um sie und sie fürchteten sich sehr. Und der Engel sprach zu ihnen: Fürchtet euch nicht, denn siehe, ich verkündige euch große Freude, die allem Volk widerfahren wird. Denn euch ist heute geboren in der Stadt Davids der Retter, welcher ist Christus der Herr ist. Und dies soll ein Zeichen euch, ihr werdet das Kind in Windeln gewickelt, in einer Krippe liegend. und plötzlich war da bei dem Engel die Menge der himmlischen Heerscharen, die lobten Gott und sprachen: Ehre sei Gott in der Höhe und Friede auf Erden und den Menschen ein Wohlgefallen.

A Christmas Special : Fubar's Real Life Stories...
Well, with it being the holidays and all, I figured I would do something nice that people can relate to. Awhile back I had asked for people to post and share their Fubar stories about interactions with others from here in real life…so with that in mind, this posting for the holiday is dedicated to the real meetings, greetings, relationships and just about any other real - life instance with people from this place.. And with that in mind, I’ll let these stories, images and pictures speak for themselves after I describe some of my own…enjoy… Of course there’s me and mine, met on here 3 years ago and have since own a new home, purchased a new car, and are doing quite well. The very first person I ever talked to on here outside of Fubar. At the time I didn’t even have a Yahoo. How we met on here is quite a story, at the time she was running a top Fubar Lounge ( known as Lost Cherry & Cherry Tap during those days) lounge called Club De Ja Vu. And I woul

Christmas Blessing
Sometimes, things happen in life which challenge our faith in God but we have to always remember when one door is closed, another opens...Between the bills this year including outrageous heating oil costs, electric, car repairs not to mention feeding four sons- there just wasn't much left over for Christmas- and to mention their father is months and months behind on child support. I prayed on this matter but I must admit I have been crying every night just thinking my boys wouldn't have much if anything for Christmas ..Knowing how excited they are for Christmas each year, especially my 9 yr old autistic son Christopher I knew I had to do something...In the newspaper one morning there was written in a small article where a local agency was giving away 1 prize of $500.00 worth of gift cards to the family they felt was most needing assistance for this holiday season ..I wrote a 500 word essay explaining our particular situation and I was shocked when they called and let me kno

Dear Fu-land........
Dear Fu-Land, I was pondering the realities of this site and the way people act when they are on here. I've noticed that "some" individuals take this site way to serious and forget that it is just a play-land for adults. Here you can be and say just about anything you want. There are so many options here for the delusional ones who want what they can't have in real life. Where else can you get fu-married one week and fu-divorced the next? On this site you can be a girl, even if you're not really. There is a reason Baby Jesus has his name......He can make the lame walk and the ugly pretty here. All you have to do is create what you want and run with that fantasy. With that being said, some of you lame asses need to stop taking this place so serious and learn to have fun.........Just sayin

I Am With You!!!!
I give you this one thought to keep--- I am with you still--- I do not sleep, I am a thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow, I am the sunlight on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn rain, When you awaken in the morning's hush, I am the swiftk uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight.

Reasons Why I Should Probably Not Drink So Much...#1
So Friday night I went out to the bar and met up with one of my oldest friends I haven't seen in forever. While I was waiting, I was sexually harassing my bartender (you would too, trust me), and having some shots of SoCo. So at some time during the night of sexually harassing Kevin (YUM!) and dancing with my friend's husband (who can pop it like a stripper), I met this guy and gave him my number. So he calls me tonight, and mind you I don't know his name, can't for the life of me remember meeting him, but apparently we have a date Friday. And he wants me to like meet his family and shit Friday night as well. WHAT THE FUCK?! I seriously have to talk to my bartenders about letting me talk to random guys while drinking whiskey. Because I am fairly certain all I was thinking about was molesting my bartender. I should probably scale back the drinks a bit huh?

Grrrrrrrr!!!!
I'm not sure what I can do besides scream at my son's school. This past Saturday night Connor woke up because he'd thrown up all over himself in his sleep. He then threw up 2 more times. He had no fever or any other sign of being sick. Sunday he was fine. Monday they canceled school because of the weather and he was fine. Went outside and played in the snow and all. Tuesday he woke up to go to school and he was feeling fine. So I let him go. At about 9am I called his school and gave them my new cell number so they could get in touch with me at any time. The woman in the office repeated the number back to me and said she would put it on his record. I then proceed with my day and spend the day with John and go bowling that evening for the league. When I'm about to bowl my second game, I see that I have a voice mail. It's from my house. I call them back and see what's going on. That's when I find out that Connor had gotten sick at school, about an hour after I'd called them and told t

Crushes And Salute Photos
Do to the holidays and the fact that i am working two jobs and it is very busy for me...i wont be able to do salutes until after Chrismas. Please be patient...and if you're not...Merry Christmas anyway.

Rain
As silent as the wind blowsand as rare as it seems it showsI see the world as it isdancing and dangling among the rain asthe summer's sun attempts to comeThe rain is falling, nowall around meand somehowwithout reasonA smile crosses my facewhen I think of it;when I consider the power of itand when I look at the rainit tends to consume my thoughtsby it's playingRain falls constantly around me,penetrating and permeating secret placesthat trace the very essence of this mind I seek. With a smooth and unyielding bend,rain touches every part of mebreaking me downone moment at a timeleaving me with that naked feeling.C. S. Times

Morning Gladness
Morning Gladness When I wake up in the morningI hoped to see some redness in my faceto let me know how hard I had been sleeping,and to smell the evidence of fragrance in the air;the one that brings me back home each time it crosses my noseI hope to break the day with the silent bells of the end of night,slipping into it as the day drifts toward dawn.And that mellow singing feelingthat comes with all things new just comes to mindon days such as this,and in these moments, I find a sort of graciousnessabout life, love and that since of powerthat only comes by faith. C. S. Times

Christmas Again
Well here we are again, Christmas. A time we are to be happy. Well let me say I am happy so happy u can not believe. I haven't enjoyd the hollidays since '97. Thats when I lost my mom & dad. Even when I was married I didn't care for them. It's now 2009 and a lil angel came into my life. April Marie is her name. She change my life, make me enjoy life again. She fills the empty feeling I've had for so many years. I might not have much, but I do have the greatest gift to give, my Heart & April has that. I just ask one thing, April please hold it close never let go, it can't take another break. I love you. MERRY CHRISTMAS BABY

The Hand Song
The Boy only wanted to give mother something and all of her roses had bloomed. Looking at him as he came rushing in with them Knowing her roses were doomed. But all she could see were some thorns buried deep and the tears in his eyes as she tended his wounds. And she knew it was love.... It was one she could understand. He was showing his love and that's how he hurt his hands. He still remembers that night as a child on his mother's knee She drew him close as she opened her Bible and quietly started to read. And seeing a picture of Jesus he cried out "mama he's got some scars just like me" And he knew it was love.... it was one he could understand. He was showing His love and thats how He hurt His hands. Now the boys grown and moved out on his own when Uncle Sam comes along. A foreign affair, but our young men were there and luck had his number drawn. It wasn't too long 'til our hero was gone but he gave to a friend what he learned from the cross And the

Surrender Me
Surrender Me There is a whisper in my ear,it comes with the break of the early dawn.When my mind and heart waversand in the wake of the daymy mind begins to frail and fadeI cry underneath the weight of it alltouching my heart amid these days of broken light.My eyes,they water with the saltiness that comes from Heaven's gate. they hurt, aching in the wake of my nothingness. I wantwith both my heart and mind ,body and soulthe days to be ripe and bright with the stance of the setting sun.I want the evening to be long and laden with Psalms of Eden. And timebraced in complete surrender to what God has given freely,The Tree of Life.That in itI might find songs of songsand surrender. While knowing this,I need a way;a path that might get me there. I need that soft and subtle voice to call meby my name and carry me thereTo that placewhere I am steeped in that that I cannot find.C. S. Times

Forbid
God forbid I keep my mouth shut. Mr. Cue, so he claims, working for Liberty Home Improvement calls me and leaves a message. He says he's part of Energy Conservation and the he is Liberty's Financial Officer and that he needs to talk to me about this poject at my house and to call him on the 800 number. So I called him up and he wants me to sign a document stating that I had a side job as a mechanic making so much money to better my Impovement Loans position before the bank. The bank is Domestic Bank out of RI. So I did look up this financial institution to find out that it was a state bank and not a fedral bank. Don't ask me ask them. They did have the mandatory FDIC but the federal entity did not control them. According to this bank my Credit Score was much less than what it was when I purchased my home and the best they could do for me was 14.9%. This is Title 1 Loan and I had to look that up. Title 1 Loan is a second mortgage. For me to sign any document saynig I had a under the ta

I Need 10 People To Give Me 1 Million Fubucks So I Can Have The Spotlight Also I Will Place All That Do On My Page For That Day So U Get Rated Too ...
i need 10 people to give me 1 million fubucks so i can have the spotlight also i will place all that do on my page for that day so u get rated too ...

Do You Want To Be A Mermaid Or A Whale?
Recently, in a large city in France, a poster featuring a young, thin and tan woman appeared in the window of a gym. It said, "This summer, do you want to be a mermaid or a whale?"A middle-aged woman, whose physical characteristics did not match those of the woman on the poster, responded publicly to the question posed by the gym.To Whom It May Concern,Whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, sea lions, curious humans.) They have an active sex life, get pregnant and have adorable baby whales. They have a wonderful time with dolphins stuffing themselves with shrimp. They play and swim in the seas, seeing wonderful places like Patagonia, the Bering Sea and the coral reefs of Polynesia. Whales are wonderful singers and have even recorded CDs. They are incredible creatures and virtually have no predators other than humans. They are loved, protected and admired by almost everyone in the world.Mermaids don't exist. If they did exist, they would be lining up outside the offices of A

Supporting The Troops This Holiday Season
ok, This is the time of the year that some people seem to forget about are military members. Well, threw out the next few days, i will be posting in my status and blogs, for military members that could use some love on there page. so please go and check them out when the status changes, and check the blog periodically for the list of the troops. http://www.fubar.com/user/2818339

Set Me Free...leave Me Be
Something always brings me back to youIt never takes too longNo matter what I say or doI still feel you here 'til the moment I'm goneYou hold me without touchYou keep me without chainsI never wanted anything so muchThan to drown in your love and not feel your rainSet me free, leave me beI don't wanna fall another moment into your gravityHere I am and I stand so tallI'm just the way I'm supposed to beBut you're on to me and all over meYou loved me 'cause I'm fragileWhen I thought that I was strongBut you touch me for a little whileAnd all my fragile strength is goneSet me free, leave me beI don't wanna fall another moment into your gravityHere I am and I stand so tallI'm just the way I'm supposed to beBut you're on to me and all over meI live here on my kneesAs I try to make you seeThat you're everything I think I needHere on the groundBut you're neither friend nor foeThough I can't seem to let you goThe one thing that I still knowIs that you're keeping me downYou're

Christmas Spirit
So I have made to attempt to hide my dislike for the Christmas season, hell I STILL haven't even put up a Christmas tree even though my 9 year old won't shut up about it. Well, I broke down and wrapped a few Christmas presents for tomorrow night which include my 4 nieces. Now 3 of my nieces I adore and can stand to be around without wanting to strangle or duct tape and throw in a closet. My fourth niece however is a HUGE brat who gets anything she wants, gets by with everything and never does anything even remotely wrong in the eyes of her mother, father and grandparents. Last Sunday she was visiting her grandmother (my mother-in-law) and she was in full on brat mode. She was starting fights with my daughters, jerking things from their hands and back talking me and her uncle. I told her fine, I would just give her present to her sister. She said "You will not" and kicked me in my shin. So today I wrapped the little shit's present and had a wonderful idea for a little payback. (Yea

A Song To You, Vicodin...those Who Don't Have Open Minds Won't Understand
Hello, tell me you know Yeah, you figured me out Something gave it away And it would be such a beautiful moment To see the look on your face To know that I know that you know now And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking You know nothing Cause you and I Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and We get along much better Than you and your boyfriend Well all I really wanna do is love you A kind much closer than friends use But I still can't say it after all we've been through And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me If it kills me Well how long, can I go on like this, Wishing to kiss you, Before I rightly explode? This double life I lead isn't healthy for me In fact it makes me nervous If I get caught I could be risking it all Baby there's a lot that I miss In case I'm wrong Well all I really wanna do is love you A kind much closer than friends use But I still can't say it after all we've been thr

Merry (twelve Days Of) Christmas Everyone
Merry (Twelve Days of) Christmas Everyone There is one Christmas Carol that has always baffled me. What in the world do leaping lords, French hens, swimming swans, and especially the partridge who won't come out of the pear tree have to do with Christmas? This week, I found out. From 1558 until 1829, Roman Catholics in England werenot permitted to practice their faith openly. Some one during that era wrote this carol as a catechism song for young Catholics. It has two levels of meaning: the surface meaning plus a hidden meaning known only to members of their church. Each element in the carol has a code word for a religious reality which the children could remember. -The partridge in a pear tree was Jesus Christ. -Two turtle doves were the Old and New Testaments. -Three French hens

Christmas To Me
In todays' day and time, it's easy to lose sight, of the true meaning of Christmas and one special night. When we go shopping, We say "How much will it cost?" Then the true meaning of Christmas, Somehow becomes lost. Amidst the tinsel, glitter And ribbons of gold, We forget about the child, born on a night so cold. The children look for Santa In his big, red sleigh Never thinking of the child Whose bed was made of hay. In reality, When we look into the night sky, We don't see a sleigh But a star, burning bright and high. A faithful reminder, Of that night so long ago, And of the child we call Jesus, Whose love, the world would know. John Mollenhauer - That's What Christmas Is To Me

Through That Door
I sit where we once where one Where you finally had won my heart Where we started our family And dreamt of our future so desperately I clung to your ever word blindly With this home full of memories I sit alone staring through that door Wondering if you’ll ever come through it again Although I know this

Valerie
In two days it will comeThe day he was born.Hopefully my wish will come true.On that christmas morn. To see her beauty on that day,The rest of the year would pale.To make her smile once for me,For this I will not fail. To my God this is what I ask,Please bring me this beauty.As for wishes,It would be my last.

Ha Ha
'Twas the night before Christmas, and all thru the house I was making my plans to look more like my spouse I carefully laid out my very best clothes My bra and my panties, my slip and my hose My stockings weren't hung by the chimney tonite They were on me instead, feeling sensually tight My dress was of velvet, a burgundy red And on my long nails a new polish was spread With makeup and jewelry, high heels on my feet I was looking so sexy, and feeling so sweet When out in the yard there arose such a noise That I sprang from my bedroom, forgetting my poise The moon on the snow with it's brilliant white glitter Reminds me of lace, to set my heart a-twitter When what to my long-lashed eyes should appear But a person in red with a sleigh and reindeer But I couldn't tell, was it a 'he' or a 'she' The one with the pack was dressed somewhat like me There in the sleigh was this 'cutsey' old flirt With a white wig and makeup, a red blouse and skirt The reindeer were sparkling, with rhinesto

Stephanie Says
I was talking about this song to a friend, and thought I'd post it. The Velvet Underground is one of my favorite bands, and Lou Reed is one of my all-time favorite musicians/songwriters. I first found out about this song when it was played in The Royal Tenenbaums, and it just excited me that such a beautiful song by one of the greatest bands ever had my name in it. The funny thing is I really, really relate to the lyrics- to a ridiculous point, ha. So, hear they are, along with a nice little video of the song. Enjoy! Stephanie says that she wants to knowWhy she's given half her life, to people she hates nowStephanie says when answering the phoneWhat country shall I say is calling from across the worldBut she's not afraid to die, the people all call her AlaskaBetween worlds so the people ask her 'cause it's all in her mindIt's all in her mindStephanie says that she wants to knowWhy it is though she's the door She can't be the roomStephanie says but doesn't hang up the phoneWh

Don't Brag
Time for yet another lesson. I know I said I was going to talk about my days as a wing man for the guys I hang out with, but this became important. The gang got together for a few drinks which ended up in discussions concerning sexual exploits. My buddy Brian had a bit and started bragging to one of the girls about how good he was. He told everyone that he was so good that he had his current girl on all fours on the floor and was banging her so hard she lost bodily functions and chitted on the floor. Everyone burst into laughter……everyone but me and my best friend…we looked at each other and grinned. (Hopefully you caught his error as well) I sat and looked at him and then asked him, “Brian, are you into scat?’ He looked at me and said “Yes” and proceeded to do his best Ella Fitzgerald impersonation. Ok now we laughed. I then rephrased the question, “Brian, how long before you wiped the chit off you?” He stared and then s

Molesting The Decapitated
My mind is as rotten as the bodies of the fuckin' whores I've killed. I raid a fresh grave to satisfy my thrills. What the fuck is this? A filthy fuckin' ugly bitch, I must rip the head clean off this scabby dead trick Now I rip the thread from her lips, bugs exit from her pale face I jam my prick in her mouth and then I spin her head around, unburied I gaze at her body mutilated but not by my hands stab wounds from a prior predator but the job is not yet done Now I will get the sloppy seconds of this rancid slut I fuck the fuckin' shit out of her filthy neck fluids from her stiff vagina seep parasites proceed to enter my pulsing pecker gnawing their way through me hundreds of maggots nesting in my nutsack horrible hybrid from the unseen how will I rid myself of these filthy scum guppies fuck this crude larvae Pissing blood and pieces of meat A small price to pay for my crimes Tickling from my dick into my own hand I tilt my head back, feel it oozing down my throat she agrees to fuck m

Light Him On Fire?
InnerRage: lol j/kSuga LipsTM: wow dude..InnerRage: lol ya baby girl i got your vics....Suga LipsTM: uh wow..you own the Vicks company?InnerRage: its all good i know i got your medicine for that cough.....Suga LipsTM: this is a joke, right?InnerRage: baby girl its all good i know what you like though....Suga LipsTM: um...you are?InnerRage: baby you know im doing more than that....Suga LipsTM: umm..are you talking to me?InnerRage: maybe not in the world but i can light your fire...... He wrote some lame hot or not MuMM and then got in my box.

Night Befroe Xmas 2009
twas the night before xmas and all through fu bar land there was nothing stirring not even you. i heard a clit clatter on the roof top, when i took a look jolly saint nick was staring at me, on naughty nikki , on jersey or crystal or lilslave, why wasnt the naughties out tonight, the raindeer were drunk, watching the gals strip, merry xmas to all and all have a good xmasbedrock

Master
A Man who displays sensitivity Will be a Master who is sensitive to you A Man who displays humility will be a Master who will show you respect A Man who is not afraid to cry will be a Master who understands your tears A Man who is quiet will be a Master who will hear your quietest whisper A Man who knows fear will be a Master who will not leave you to face yours alone A Man who will listen to a child will be a Master who will always work to understand your words A Man who can stand alone will be a Master who will not crush you under His weight A Man who controls Himself with ease will be a Master with the ability to control you in the same way A Man who does not have to prove His point will be a Master with many worthwhile points to share A Man who never makes demands will be a Master who treasures anything you give A Man who doesn't run after you will be a Master you will never need to run away from A Man who is calm will be a Master who can weather your storm

Christmas 2
You Would Be an Idealistic Santa You keep dreaming of your perfect Christmas, even if you'll never achieve it. You love the idea of a cozy home, perfect presents, a big happy family, and blankets of snow.You think that almost everything about the holidays is nice - especially opening your home, heart, and wallet to those in need.You think that anyone who is grouchy or stingy during the holidays is naughty. You resent those who make this time a bummer for others. The Santa Hat Quiz Blogthings: Take a Quiz. Annoy Your Friends.

Leaving Work Early
Leaving Work Early Three girls all worked in the same office with the same female boss. Each day, they watched the boss leave work early. One day, the girls decided that, when the boss left, they would leave right behind her. After all, she never called or came back to work, so how would she know they went home early? The brunette was thrilled to be home early...she did a little gardening, spent playtime with her son, and went to bed early. The redhead was elated to be able to get in a quick workout at the spa before meeting a dinner date. The blonde was happy to get home early and surprise her husband, but when she got to her bedroom, she heard a muffled noise from inside. Slowly and quietly, she cracked open the door and was mortified to see her husband in bed with her boss! Gently she closed the door and crept out of the house. The next day, at their coffee break, the brunette and redhead planned to leave early again, and they asked the blonde if she was going to go with them. N

Christmas
Your Holiday Wish is a Kiss Under the Mistletoe You can't help it... you think the holidays are the most romantic time of the year.You want something magical to happen during your holidays, even if you're already in love.You may simply be wishing for a mind blowing, under-the-mistletoe kiss, but you wouldn't mind being completely swept off your feet this year.You'd swoon for a very romantic present or a very sincere profession of love. It's easy to warm your heart. What's Your Holiday Wish? Blogthings: We'll Tell You The Truth... Someone Has To!

Cut Copy And Paist, Xmas Style!
'Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook.Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry.Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt.When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head.Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite. And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts.Look out for the lamp post, and don't h

Escape
each tendon muscle rippling She drink my sove with greed She fuck my helpless body and she just raise the speed She let her wet tongue roll I gasp and can't control She is hot and drives me wild and still she is open wide

Best Features
PLEASE RATE THIS FOR ME! A young man moved into a new apartment of his own and went to the lobby to put his name on his mailbox. While he was there,an attractive young lady in a robe came out of her apartment next to the mailboxes. The guy smiled at the young woman, and she started a conversation with him. As they talked, her robe slipped open, and it was obvious that she had nothing else on. The poor kid broke into a sweat trying to maintain eye contact. After a few minutes, she placed her hand on his arm and said, "Let's go to my apartment. I hear someone coming." He followed her into her apartment; she closed the door and leaned against it, allowing her robe to fall off completely. Now nude, she purred at him, "What would you say is my best feature?' Flustered and embarrassed, he finally squeaked, "It's got to be your ears." Astounded and a little hurt, she asked, "My ears? Look at these breasts; they are full and 100% natural. I work out every day, and my butt is firm and solid

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You Are Santa Claus You are an optimistic and generous soul. It wouldn't be wrong to call you happy-go-lucky.It lifts your spirit to brighten someone else's day, especially if this person is a child.When it comes to helping others, you have boundless energy. And you admit that you sometimes put yourself last.You'll put in the time to make sure that everyone is happy and content. You don't mind working long hours to bring others a little joy. What Christmas Character Are You? The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

Sourpuss(jojo)
When I first saw her stare,I never saw her eyes.When I looked deeper,I realized I could never say goodbye. They spoke to me so soft,I couldn't look away.Forever they'll stay in my mind,I'll wish for them everyday. If she chooses to show me everyday,To show me the heaven in her eyes.My life would never be lostThankful for her,until the day I die.

Amazing Home Remedies Lmao
THESE REALLY WORK!! AMAZING SIMPLE HOME REMEDIES 1. AVOID CUTTING YOURSELF WHEN SLICING VEGETABLES BY GETTING SOMEONE ELSE TO HOLD THE VEGETABLES WHILE YOU CHOP. 2. AVOID ARGUMENTS WITH THE FEMALES ABOUT LIFTING THE TOILET SEAT BY USING THE SINK. 3. FOR HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE SUFFERERS ~ SIMPLY CUT YOURSELF AND BLEED FOR A FEW MINUTES, THUS REDUCING THE PRESSURE ON YOUR VEINS. REMEMBER TO USE A TIMER. 4. A MOUSE TRAP PLACED ON TOP OF YOUR ALARM CLOCK WILL PREVENT YOU FROM ROLLING OVER AND GOING BACK TO SLEEP AFTER YOU HIT THE SNOOZE BUTTON. 5. IF YOU HAVE A BAD COUGH, TAKE A LARGE DOSE OF LAXATIVES. THEN YOU'LL BE AFRAID TO COUGH. 6. YOU ONLY NEED TWO TOOLS IN LIFE - WD-40 AND DUCT TAPE. IF IT DOESN'T MOVE AND SHOULD, USE THE WD-40. IF IT SHOULDN'T MOVE AND DOES, USE THE DUCT TAPE. 7. IF YOU CAN'T FIX IT WITH A HAMMER, YOU'VE GOT AN ELECTRICAL PROBLEM.

12/23/2009
2 John 1http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=2John+1&language=english&version=31 3 John 1http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=3John+1&language=english&version=31 Jude 1http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Jude+1&language=english&version=31 http://BiblePlan.org/3/niv/ Bible Reading Plan -- Complete NIV Bible in a YearRead the NIV Bible in a year, reading three chapters daily and five on Sundays.

Your Prolly A Slut If.......
Ok I posted a few days ago on another site the status of::"BITCH IF I WANTED YOUR OPINION ID TAKE HIS DICK OUTTA YOUR MOUTH!! NOW GET OFF YOUR KNEES AND SHOW SOME CLASS!"Mind you this was not directed toward anyone in particular HOWEVER Kevins ex GF who we will call "E" has been stalking that page and assuming everything I write is directed about him or is me calling her out even though Im not with him nor have I been for like 2months--Yes we are friends. Yes we love eachother and still fuck and have a child between us but we arent together and I have no association to this bitch what so ever.Regardless this became E's status in response to mine cuz shes a slut::"AND JUST THINK OF HOW MANY TIMES HES LEFT YOU TO PUT ME ON MY KNEES!"And this is why I love dumb bitches cuz E-While yes he has left my bed to go to you-Please for future reference remember these two things:: 1. He never put me on my knees cuz he loves and has respect for me AND 2. Everytime you sucked his dick remember it

Christ On A Cracker....
How hard is it to read someones profile??? Hell, just read the "name" section in my profile, it says..."Blank friends requests will be denied" It says it in big letters on the TOP of the about me section of my profile. You people have to go TO my profile just to click "Add as friend" so why not read my fucking profile while you are there. Jesus H Christ. Once again, I will make this plain and simple for you window lickers who cant read profiles.... BLANK FRIENDS REQUESTS WILL BE FUCKING DENIED MOTHER FUCKERS

Fuck Sleep
OF OCEANS SHORES OF BALANCE WEAK FOR LOST HEARTS COLD AND BLEAK WHATEVER SORROW WE SO OFTEN SEEK CLAW LIKE TALONS SHARP TONGUE BEAK TEARS IN GALLONS WILL THIN PALE SLIM AND MEEK BROW TURNED SOUTH EYES BURN AND EMOTIONS PEEK ONE MORE DAY ONE MORE WEEK TONIGHT/YESTERDAY/LATER FUCK SLEEP!

Bad News For Good Girls
Φ Little girls, this seems to say, never stop upon your way, never trust a stranger friend, no-one knows how it will end! As you're pretty, so be wise! Wolves may lurk in every guise!Now, as then, it's simple truth, sweetest tongue has sharpest tooth!

Hotel Experience Part 1
I picked up the phone and called Shezz. 'Hey, you got a guy for me yet?' 'Yeah, Sasha. Farrell. He'll meet you at Galleyway Hotel tonight at 8' 'WHAT! That's in like, 40 minutes. OMG. Shezz, u could've called earlier' 'Well, I only got the request like, 30 minutes ago. Anyways, get ready and go' 'OK, guess Ima have to right?' 'Right ! Now go !!!' I hung up and got ready. Best clothes. Primark. Well, I've only JUST become a prostitute! Gawd. But that outfit was hot!!! OMG. Bare Midriff tank top, Hot pants and 7 inch heels. WOWZA :D I stumbled out the door and hailed a London cab. The guy stared at me through his mirror the whole ride. When II got out, he declined my money. So I kissed him. He fainted. Oh well. I was 20 minutes early. I had brought my coat with me. Galleyway doesn't accept prozzies. So I put it on and got a room. I said to the receptionist. 'Can I have a room with CCTV please' 'We haven't got any ma'am' 'Look, don't give me that SHIT!. I know you got some' 'OK, ok. Here

I Cum Blood
Swollen with liquidReady to burstA load of my lymphWill quench this dead body's thirstOne month in the gravetwisted and half decayedShe turned a putrid yellowI pisse din her maggot filled assholeFucking the rottingMy semen is bleedingThe smell of decaySeeps from her genital cavityThe smell was unbearableAs I unburied herI cum blood from my erectionI feel it rundown her throat, swallowEyes glassy and vacantbody dug up to play withSkin greasy and nakedtounguing her rotted anusI need a live womanto fill with my fluidA delicate girl, to mutilate, fuck and killher body exceptionalshe thought I was normalbut I wanted moreI came blood inside of herchocking on the clotgagging on the snotgushing blood, from her mouthbloody gel leaking outBody buried in a shallow graveUnmarked for none to findThe sickness I have left behindUndetected go my crimesThe greatest thrill of my lifeViolnet, climaxSerging serumon my skinBack from the deadI am resurrectedto spew, putrefaction

Women Genital Cutting Is Horrible
Female genital cutting From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Female genital mutilation (FGM), also known as female genital cutting (FGC), female circumcision or female genital mutilation/cutting (FGM/C), is any procedure involving the partial or total removal of the external female genitalia or other injury to the female genital organs "whether for cultural, religious or other non-therapeutic reasons." The term is almost exclusively used to describe traditional or religious procedures on a minor, which requires the parents' consent because of the age of the girl. When the procedure is performed on and with the consent of an adult it is generally called clitoridectomy, or it may be part of labiaplasty or vaginoplasty.[2]HYPERLINK l "cite_note-2"[3]HYPERLINK l "cite_note-3"[4] It also generally does not refer to procedures used in gender reassignment surgery, and the genital modification of intersexuals. FGC is practiced throughout the world, with the practice concentrated most heavily i

The Holidays
The Holidays are here. For the past month my life has really been in turmoil. I've been going through a lot of hell, and it seemed to be spiraling for quite a while. Between working through a divorce, not seeing my son as often, extra overtime at work, then losing my grandfather, and almost losing my grandmother I've been a wreck. Needless to say this year I have not really been in the holiday spirit. Christmas day though I'm going up to spend time with my family so I can see my grandmother, and say good bye to my grandfather. 2009 Has been a wild roller coaster for me filled with highs and lows. It has seen the publication of my first two novels, my son starting kindergarten, but also all the sorrow that I mentioned above. 2010 Will be a new start for me, I don't know what it will bring, but I hope it is something grand. Now... to all of you here. I would love to thank everyone individually, but I know I would forget people and I would hate that. So... Thank you to every

Tonia Lay
In my dreams,She does lay.But only till morning,Does she stay. To hold her longer,A way I cannot find.I would love forever,Her on my mind. To keep this beauty,Forever in my dreams.Is my only wish,To make her real,so it would seem. Please my beauty,Step out of my mind.And see in my eyes,A heart you will find.

Women Generally Complain About One Minute Men....
Okay ... I think you guys can see where I may be heading with this one.... This is something that scorns me on here. I am going to complain about something new... and it's gonna be 2 shoutbox line women. You guys know you are out there. the ones who when I say " Hi" and then follow up with "How's it going?" . I consider it kind of lucky that I get a hi back in between the 2, or .. I am doing fine... I try to take conversation further (In a non perverted manner since I do believe I should speak to people like human beings and not as some pet or animal), and nothing after. I see eventually that I am talking to myself. I just think a lot of women on here really need to call their proctologist and have their heads removed out of their own asses. Not every man on fubar wants to ask how big your tits are or ask to see you on cam or is willing and able to part with money for the cause of you showing them your tits. Just because some fucking neanderthal who can't even use proper gr

Glory To God In The Highest
--- David wrote: GLORY TO GOD IN THE HIGHEST GLORY TO GOD IN THE HIGHESTAND PEACE ON EARTH TO MEN-MAY THE CHRISTMAS SONG THE ANGELS SANG STIR IN OUR HEARTS AGAINAND BRING A NEW AWARENESSTHAT THE FATE OF EVERY NATIONIS SEALED SECURELY IN THE HANDOF THE MAKER OF CREATION.FOR MAN, WITH ALL HIS KNOWLEDGE, HIS INVENTIONS, AND HIS SKILL,CAN NEVER GO AN INCH BEYONDTHE HOLY FATHER'S WILL,FOR GREATER THAN THE SCOPE OF MAN AND FAR BEYOND ALL SEEING,IN HIM WHO MADE THE UNIVERSE,MAN LIVES AND HAS HIS BEING. OPEN MY EYES TO SEETHE WONDERFUL TRUTHS IN YOUR LAW.PSALM 119:18NLTI DESIRE TO DO YOUR WILL, O MY GOD;YOUR LAW IS WITHIN MY HEART.PSALM 40:8NIVOH, HOW I LOVE YOUR TEACHINGS!THEY ARE IN MY THOUGHTS ALL DAY LONG.PSALM 119:97GOD'S WORDHE HAS MADE HIS WONDERFULWORKS TO BE REMEMBERED;THE LORD IS GRACIOUS AND FULL OFCOMPASSION.

Meanie Pants For Friends!!!!
Nothing I ever do for you people is good enough... I HATE YOU ALL! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUGH.... I will eat my pancakes as i wish mister!!! I heart you cause your my bff with a penis. Listen Witchie I will sleep where i choose in our spooning... YOU CANT TAKE WHAT YOU WANT!!! also its not nice to hoe out a pregnant lady then make her buy you a cheese steak. Witty i love you but im not funny today so i didn't comment but i do heart you and nice hair. Theonlygallo you will have multiple children if you don't be nice to me.. and im talking double digits fucker.... For those i haven't mentioned you have not pissed me off "YET" today and i love you *PUKES ON EEL* Wicked and her FETUS!

Lie To Me
Lie to me, tell me you love me, for just one moment make me believe Hold me closely, kiss me sweetly, and tell me you will never leave Who cares how bad I'll hurt tomorrow, if you can take my pain away? Show me life without sorrow, even if only for a day I'll leave all thoughts of her behind, it doesn't matter if it's true For on the morrow shall I find someone who lies as well as you

Survive
From the day we are born, we hit the ground running, fighting a war that was never our own. Into the fray we are thrust, to rely on our cunning, paying for the sins of fathers unknown. It is the way of the world that we are made to learn fast, faster still if we wish to thrive. So dance 'tween the bullets, the grenades and bomb blasts, and fight for your right to survive.

Two Is Better Than One
I remember what you wore on the first dayYou came into my life and I thought"Hey, you know, this could be something"'Cause everything you do and words you sayYou know that it all takes my breath awayAnd now I'm left with nothingSo maybe it's trueThat I can't live without youAnd maybe two is better than oneThere's so much timeTo figure out the rest of my lifeAnd you've already got me coming undoneAnd I'm thinking two is better than oneI remember every look upon your faceThe way you roll your eyesThe way you tasteYou make it hard for breathing'Cause when I close my eyes and drift awayI think of you and everything's okayI'm finally now believingThat maybe it's trueThat I can't live without youAnd maybe two is better than oneThere's so much timeTo figure out the rest of my lifeAnd you've already got me coming undoneAnd I'm thinking two is better than oneI remember what you wore on the first dayYou came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"Maybe it's trueThat I can't live witho

"christmas In Fuville225,a Love Story."
I come into this time of year generally thankful for GOD allowing me to live to see another year,but that was it.Not this time,not this year.I went form being alone on the tangible level to being loved on a scale i couldn't imagine.I'm thankful moreover cuz of THE MONTANALAND225 Family and Friends and Fans.It's how i know WE A-L-L NEED EACH OTHER,not just for holidays,but at A-l-l times.When i got to fuville,i knew no one,but love found me in the form of"Vamp-angel225",Lil'Stoner225,Naughty Girl225 and"Spaceman Spiff2112/225" and "gsx(Tony)225.Wonderful,beautiful people who have made my life sooo much better with the love they have shown me.The Name's AREN'T AS IMPORTANT as the people they are behind the mask. I haven't been loved by everyone here but for those that i share"DADDY'S LOVE"with,i'll say this;"My experience with you is a"rewarding"time in my life!!!!!"When i think about how many people in the world don't have what We do,it makes me want

I'm Not That Old.
So It's been a few weeks. 1232 junk emails. Here are the highlights and the lowlights. AARP: Enjoy all the benifits. I'm not that old! AgeQuiz: How old are you really I said I'm not that fucking old! CIO minute: 10 People not to hire. Are you one of them? Hey look buddy, after the age guy, you are all on pretty thin ice. Radical diet pill. Only for the brave! So now I'm fat and a chicken? Terrorism threat level has been elevated to [HI Tell them I said Hi back. Forensics Degree: Your future is dead. I'm going to stop reading these soon. This holiday season, spread more.... this was actually for holiday recipes but I would have to think they cut off the title here on purpose. MRS FARIDA WAZIRI: BE CAREFUL OF THE HUDLOOMS‏ Why? they aren't as bad as hoodlums. Beautiful Russian Women Are Waiting to Meet You fine... tell them I am poor.... and old. Like AARP old. Lonely Wives Adult Dating ok you know what... You bitches already have husbands and now you are going

Pondering...
In a pondering a few thingsOkay I see peoples user name “Devils son 666” “satanic hails” “baphomet666” “Christ killer” etc etc ..and when you go their page they have one of two thing, either a cross in their photos, or under heroes they have jesus Christ, god, and speak of how their lord and savior blah blah, are these people just mentally retarded or what?… Um guys hate to break it to you, but most women on hear who claim to be bisexual, has never stuck their tongue in a … has never had a female stick their tongue in their… and have no intentions on ever doing it, they do it just so you can get them bling and just maybe one day you can watch them kiss another girl.Okay, so a woman shouts Me yesterday and ask Me to read her blog,.. I said sure… was about her son being sick and she asking everyone to pray for him, I replied back to her, I am an atheist so I do not pray nor would I be hypocritical as to say tha

Big Blog
I have a big blog coming some time by the end of the year, unleashing everything I've held inside this whole year about certain people on Fubar; good and bad. People will be put on blast. Names will be used. Clear conscious needed and wanted for the new year. No regrets. Watch for it :) -Mz. Iowa

Colts♥ X-mas Cheer :]
Pats better watch outBrady better not cryRandy better not poutI'm tellin you whyIndy's got the Superbowl, Locked down... See MoreFreeney's sackin the bestAnd hittin them twiceGettin a second ring is gonna be niceIndy's got the Superbowl, Locked downPeyton'll catch you when you're wheezinHe knows when you're a flakeHe knows who's coverage is bad or goodHe's the best for goodness sakeO! Pats better watch outBrady better not cryRandy stop poutinI'm tellin you whyIndy's got the Superbowl, Locked downIndy's got the Superbowl, Locked down

Something For Mom
The Santa Claus at the mall was very surprised when a young lady about twenty years old walked up and sat on his lap. Santa doesn't usually take requests from adults, but she smiled very nicely at him, so he said, "OK, you can ask for something but it has to be for someone other than yourself. What do you want forChristmas?" "Something for my mother," said the young lady. "Something for your mother? Well, that's very thoughtful of you," smiled Santa. "What do you want me to bring her? " Without blinking she replied, "A son-in-law!"

Dogs...
Three dogs are sitting in the waiting room at the vet's when they strike up a conversation The black Lab turns to the chocolate Lab and says, 'So why are you here?' The brown Lab replies, 'I'm a pisser. I piss on everything....the sofa, the curtains, the cat, the kids. But the final straw was last night when I pissed in the middle of my owner's bed.' The black Lab says , 'So what is the vet going to do?' 'Gonna cut my nuts off,' comes the reply from the chocolate Lab. 'They reckon it'll calm me down.'The black Lab then turns to the yellow lab and asks, Why are you here?' The yellow Lab says , 'I'm a digger. I dig under fences, dig up flowers and trees, I dig just for the hell of it. When I'm inside, I dig up the carpets. But I went over the line last night when I dug a great big hole in my owners couch.' 'So what are they going to do to you?' the black Lab inquires . 'Looks like I'm losing my nuts too', the dejected yellow Lab says.The yellow Lab then turns to the black Lab and asks,

Goodbye Fus
Last night I decided that my new years' resolution was to get out from behind my computer and live life to the fullest. I am kinda an internet junkie and fu is one of those things I must admit I have become addicted to...lol I have met some really great people on here and built some great friendships but sadly have neglected the friends I have around me. It is time to be adult and face the life I have. I am going back to school in January and finishing my degree so I won't have alot of time for social sites...not to mention all the drama that comes along with it. For those I have befriended, you know how to get ahold of me :) I wish you all happiness and joy and hope you find what you are looking for out there. Watch out for the crazies I know they are in abundance. I was lucky though to find some of the greatest guys out there :) Love to all and happy flirting!

From Jesse Via Futureme.org
Everyone needs an angel for Christmas : All through the night I'll be standing over you.All through the night I'll be watching over you.And through bad dreams I'll be right here baby.Holding your hand, telling you that everything is all right.And when you cry I'll be there, telling you that you were never anything but amazing.So dont worry I'm your angel right here standing by. www.futureme.org Amazing site, sometimes its cruel.... If you dont know who Jesse is, keep reading the blogs... our story is in there : {&& You thought you knew me}

Serafinowicz Show Finally Gets Dvd Release Date
I know the majority of you won't give a shit, or have a clue what I'm talking about, but I'm happy so I'm sharing - Serafinowicz's blog. He was the voice of Darth Maul, you know...

3:45 Am
I sit here watching ATHF and I continue my thoughts about life and death and how no matter who you think you are, you will always be remembered by what people thought of you and wether they loved or hated you.You struggle to achieve a lifestyle of comfort and status, but in the end what has all that got you? I family who's only goals are for them selves and for their status. We as a people need to recognize the bull shit that we place in material possessions , and need to value our fellow man and that each is an individual who should be able to have their own opinion. Why do we judge others by how they look and are they the same as ourselves, and measure them by how they treat others and just enjoy the time we have with each other. Life is short and the time we share is valuable. Enjoy the friends we have and the relationships we make, do not take for granted the potential each man has to improve the life of others for we are our brothers keeper. 50 years from now younger generations w

Michael Schumacher Signs Up For F1 Return With Mercedes
"Seven-times Formula 1 world champion Michael Schumacher will come out of retirement to race for Mercedes next year, BBC Sport understands. The German, who will be 41 on 3 January, has signed a contract and the deal will be announced imminently. Schumacher will partner compatriot Nico Rosberg in the team that won the drivers' and constructors' titles in 2009 in its former guise as Brawn." I know it's been on the cards for ages, but it's good to have it finally confirmed. I could not be happier - Best Christmas Present Evar. From BBC Sport

What Do U Do?
what do u do when ur not sure what ur doing is the right thing? what do u do if ur not sure where ur going is where u should be? what do u do if u feel like u cant trust anymore? what do u do if u decide to live on ur own but meet someone who has chaged ur mind? what do u do if u dont know where ur going but u know u cant stay where ur at now?

2:30 Am, Sleep Schedule's Shot
Every time I start getting my sleep schedule back on track, something happens to mess it up. . Oh well, that's my lot in life. Maybe one of these days I'll get a "regular" job, but for now I'm enjoying life too much to do anything else. I'll just have to learn to live with the odd hours. Ciao!

To Pose A Question
i pose this question to all when someone truns their back on you what do you do to them do you shrug it off and still be nice and friends with them or do you say fuck you bitch and walk away since people turned ion me in the times when i needed them oly a few stood by my side people that said i was their family walked away from me when i wanted to die they did not listen or try to help they just turned on me and said grow up or kill yourself and get it over with not many stood by me but to the few that did i thank you from the bottom of my heart for being my family and thank you for being their when i needed you the most

Falible Huma Being
A FALIBLE HUMAN BEING:One who makes a mistake.Then through their own eye's or through the eye's of another recognizes and admits to the mistake.Makes direct appologies to the ones they have harmed and asks forgiveness unless doing so would create more harm to one or more people involoved.I am a FALIBLE HUMAN BEING. I know that I make MISTAKES. I limit my mistakes to the best of my ability. If I make a mistake and I do not own up to it, then I am either oblivious to the mistake or am ignorant.When I have made a mistake, teach how NOT to make it again.Judge me for the person I am, not by the type of, this size of or the number mistakes I've made.

Nails In The Fence
NAIL IN THE FENCE Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence. (Most importantly the last sentence) There once was a little boy who had a bad Temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails And told him that every time he lost his Temper, he must hammer a nail into the back Of the fence. The first day the boy had Driven 37 nails into the fence Over the next Next few weeks, as he learned to control his Anger, the number of nails hammered daily Gradually dwindled down. He discovered It was easier to hold his temper than to Drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't Lose his temper at all. He told his father About it and the father suggested that the Boy now pull out one nail for each day that He was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally Able to tell his father that all the nails Were gone. The father took his son by the Hand and led him to the fence He said, 'You Have done well, my son, but look at the Holes in the

A Christmas Poem
THIS WAS ORIGINALY POSTED BY GODDESS & I WANTED TO REPOST IT AS MY WAY TO SALUTE ALL OF THE SOLDIERS. New Christmas Poem TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE

I Am Blessed.
I have a wonderful family. I have an amazing husband. I have fantastic friends. I am a lucky girl. Tonight, I suffered from 2 seizures while in the arms of my husband. We're unsure of the cause but I thank my lucky stars that I married such an intelligent and loving man. After my seizures, I slept for a few hours, comfortably settled in his warm and strong arms... protected, protective. He is my beacon of hope. He is the brightest star in my night sky. He is the love of my life. People may say I'm crazy for marrying at 20. I say it's the smartest move I ever made. I can't imagine my life not being his wife and him not being my husband. We could have dealt with being engaged for a few more years, but our love is something beautiful... magical, almost. He's smart. Handsome. Loving. Talented. Sweet. Caring. Kinky. Adoring. Creative. Romantic. And best of all? He's mine. "I loved you then, I love you still. I always have, and I always will."

Its Done
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The Song
I HAVE SPENT HOURS TRYING TO FIND THE SONG I COULD CALL OURS lol NEVER THOUGHT OF BILLY JOEL BUT THERE U HAVE IT BABY. I WANT YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE. I DONT KNOW WHAT U THINK BUT BABY I LOVE YOU AS YOU ARE REMEMBER THAT. Don't go changing, to try and please me You never let me down before Don't imagine you're too familiar And I don't see you anymore I wouldn't leave you in times of trouble We never could have come this far I took the good times, I'll take the bad times I'll take you just the way you are Don't go trying some new fashion Don't change the color of your hair You always have my unspoken passion Although I might not seem to care I don't want clever conversation I never want to work that hard I just want someone that I can talk to I want you just the way you are. I need to know that you will always be The same old someone that I knew What will it take till you believe in me The way that I believe in you. I said I love you and that's forever And t

Help?
So I never do this...But times are tight, money is short, and I'm screwed three ways to sunday. I have some tickets...that I've been trying to pay since Feb...that just can't get caught up on. My income is about to drop even more than it already has, and all my other routes aren't working...so....If you think you can drop a buck or two...please feel free...if not, no biggie you guys already do a ton already. If you know a lot about my personal life, you know why it's hard for me to save any money, and that just got nipped in the bud too...so click it, don't, whatever..just have a happy holiday and value your families while you have them, it's what keeps us going every day. * I deleted the link...the best way to do it is to go to paypal, and send it as a personal gift or something like that... if you want to do it, my email is wesley.marks@gmail.com thanks again * *UPDATE* Ok...so i had court on the 28th, and they gave me some more time (late Jan) to get everything cleared up..

Needing Staff Part And Full Time!!!
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Ah Hah
The Magus As a master of magic the Adept has some abilty to change himself and the reality which surrounds him at will. The mark of a Magus however is that he is able to show other people how to change themselves into whatever they desire through the discipline of magic. There are two main types of genuine Magus, the Apotheosis Magus and the Nemesis Magus. Additionally there is the Hierophant or pseudo-magus. Each is recognizable by the debris left in his wake. The Apotheosis Magus, sometimes known as the Harlequin, is typically a master of internal disguise and often external disguise also. Frequently a person of fallstaffian tastes and grand gestures, he often distinguishes himself in a variety of human endeavors precisely because he has attained the freedom to be anything at all. Such freedom is often won only after a tremendous personal struggle to repair the effects of a difficult start in life. The Apotheosis Magus teaches by encouraging emulation and then often f

Grand Opening From 12-22 12-24-09
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A Simple Christmas Tale
These are a list of the items underneath my Christmas tree. But first let me tell you about my Christmas tree: it is a family heirloom. Made by my Aunt in the 1960's, gifted to my Grandfather from her in time, and given into my safe keeping by my Grandmother just this year. I have very little money. It has been a difficult year and I shall not open the book of counted sorrows, because I prefer the book of Bountiful Blessings. Within those pages will be found the list of presents that are for me. 1. Two rolls of toilet paper upon which edible mushrooms were grown by my son in his botany class. 2. Two mysterious packages bought from the children's store at the church by my youngest daughter (people donate used items and the children can shop and pick out delights for their parents for a few cents.) 3. Two Christmas balls, one shiny red and one shiny green (mine is the green one) that my husband and I received as a gift from a lovely wedding we attended a few weeks ago. They are stil

Stressed And Scared
So, this is one of the scariest days I've had in a long time. So here is how this started. From the begining. I work at Wally world. All my friends know this. Well. I have this customer that comes in everyday. I see him ever day I work. Which never struck me odd before. You see. I work erattic hours. 6 am some days others in the evening. It's all over the place. Well. He see me all the time. I'm nice because I'm working. He's sweet and nice. Middle aged old man. He never buys anything. Just beelines for me and talks to me. Now, I have a hired ride too and from work. Some how this man knew when my ride had gone to Boston to pick up a friend. Knows my ride is in North Hampton. Knew when I went to NH. Spoke to me about it today. Spoke to me about NH another time. Knew what town I had been in actually. Which didn't throw me off until now because I thought i may have let it slip. He asks me once ever other week if I need a ride home. Knew about last week when I was waiting in subway for

Fuck Your Mother
words are nothing. just empty hollow shells. i deserve a little more honesty instead of the senseless dribble i've been told by every swinging dick. is it so much to ask to actually be liked or perhaps even loved GENUINELY and honestly??? im so sick of being told the same thing a million times. compliments only count if you honestly mean them. not half-assedly hand them out. i have never once in my life felt special to anyone. there were a few time i thought i was but that always turns out the same way. lies. well guess what im sick of being forced into living a lie. fuck your mom with a stick, no KY up a tree running backwards with a squirrel. OK?! i understand perfectly that this is not the place to find anything that im looking for and if i did it would be a effin miracle! i wanna feel the warmth of a loving embrace. i wanna hear affectionate words that have meaning and truth to them. i dont wanna be just a 'pretty face' i wanna be someones somebody. im sick of feeling hollow.

Retirement
It was the mailman's last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same neighborhood. When he arrived at the first house on his route he was greeted by the whole family, who congratulated him and sent him on his way with a big gift certificate envelope. At the second house they presented him with a box of fine imported cigars. The folks at the third house handed him a selection of terrific fishing lures. At each of the houses along his route, he was met with congratulations, farewells, cards, and gifts of all types and values. At the final house he was met at the door by a strikingly beautiful young blonde in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand, gently led him through the door (which she closed behind him), and led him up the stairs to the bedroom -- where they had a most passionate liaison. Afterwards, they went downstairs where she fixed him a giant breakfast: eggs, potatoes, ham, sausage, blueberry waffles, and f

Internal Monologue Saves.
Talking myself out of tomorrow.And with any luck next November.Yes. My hair gets darker when I'm depressed.Why don't you come sit on my lap and hear all about it?I promise I won't bitethe wrong spotsWhy am I depressed?Because you have a smile that's real.Because your laugh is like novacaine.Because I can't put these arms around your hipsor my chin on your shoulderbecause I could tell you a thousand jokesa million storiesand hand you a lifetime of giddy infatuation. I could love you in the ways you've only read about.I could experience you more vividly than Carpaccio saw red.I could feel you with more intent than Vangogh's left ear.I could taste you with more salt than the imperial army's wage. Instead I'm a passing nod, or the occasional long, aimlessly sullen quip. Glad we had this talk.

Houses
First let me say I am SHOCKED at how some people live. More than that, I am shocked at what people do to a house. I have been house hunting for a while now. I thought I had seen it all by now. Today I was in a house that actually scared me. From the outside, it was a cute red brick house, corner lot, attached 1 car garage. I walk in & the smell is unreal! The hardwood floors are trashed, parts of the ceiling are coming down & there are ciggy butts in the kitchen drain. We get in the bathroom, There is mold everywhere & cat shit in the totally rusted out tub. The basement.....oh the basement. That house had once been super cute with an electric fireplace in the finished basement. Apparently, someone turned the water on & left for a week. All the tiles were curled up, there was black mold everwhere & the ceiling was down in a few places. I had an asthma attack. How can someone live in that? Much less, try to sell it? I really don't understand people.

The Last 5 Hellish Days....
So I am quite exhausted, but I wanted to quickly write my first blog about the past 5 hellish days I have experienced. Friday my boyfriend and I left Pittsburgh to travel to Charolotte, NC. We heard about the impending storm but thought we would just be missing it by traveling early. The first 4 hours or so of the trip went pretty smoothly. Once we hit the mountains in West Virginia, however, it started to snow pretty hard. Trailers and other cars and trucks were stuck on the side of the roads, but we seemed to be doing okay. We decided to hit a rest stop, get some gas, and keep on going as far as we could. We got on 77 South and immediately shit hit the fan. We were stopped briefly, but resumed for a few miles. After that, we got stuck again. This time, however, we didn't leave the spot for 15 hours. Little did we know, 35 miles down the road a few trailers had flipped. They shut down the highways with miles of cars still waiting for some sort of news. Each hour passed and I started

Acolyte
Eyes like lifeless black marbles in the flickerA fleet of klickity clack, swoop sweep and scribble.I'm unsure of how many hours I've sat in this positionmechanical automatic and unawarewaking only occasionally to follow a familiar footstepor an edgling glint of a smile. God I wish you were my job. Those eyes that pierce without apologyspike heels, that novice strutwit like the thick leggy curve of a scimitarhipster panties edging through her jeanslips like strawbery daquiris in the desert. Visions so sweet like daylight raindrops on asphalt I just want to pop you in my mouth.And be. When I leave this place, I step through glass floating like winding staircaseselectronic rhythms in my headlights crackling and dimming behind meout above the still urban sprawlmonoliths, towers and cool greyswith no other remote suggestion of mankindup the edge of the greatest spireserenely humming alongrecomposing reality and song as I go. No terror in the emptiness.No catastrophes to be oblivious of

Kamelot - Soul Society
If my soul could reviveFrom my carnal remainsWhat does it matter to meIf it all fades to blackIf I'm born once againThen no one really is freeHow could I be condemnedFor the things that I've doneIf my intentions were goodI guess I'll never knowSome things under the sunCan never be understoodHow can we believe in heavenHuman reason counters allIdeas of a soul societyMy life is just a fragmentOf the universe and allThere must be more than I can seeIn the dark we're the sameIn the concept of timeWe're like a grain in the sandAnd we strive for the flameAs if death was our aimCause we cannot understandHow I wish there was heavenAll for one and one for allA flawless soul societyOur lives are just a fragmentOf the universe and allThere may be more than we can see

Tis The Year
So, life changes....for the good….. for the bad...time always seems to betray us. We always cherish some things and forget others. We don't know what we have until it is gone and when it's gone, it's unforgettable. I am writing this blog on the brink of Christmas. Tis the season to buy shtuff and give presents. There is problems with this time of the year though. It is always a reminder of what we lost., wanting family and friends back in our life that we lost. I have lost a great deal of people so I feel the burden but at the same time I still have my mom, dad, and sister in my life so I can not feel what others do but I see why this season is so much of a downer. So, why not have a happy cheerful blog like usual? I say this a lot in my life - "You can not know what is good in this world without knowing what is bad." Just enjoy life as much as you can. Enjoy the remaining family and friends you have and don't forget bout them. Life is rough and busy but those people

Last Dayyy!!! Please Help Me:)
My mom entered the "Share Your Bright Holiday Moments" contest for UL (Underwriter Laboratories) and Brickfish. All the entries are great, which makes for a very close competition. She has two entries. One of them (SOLD OUT!!!) is currently #2 and the other one (Brightest Holiday Moments) is #7. I would REALLY REALLY appreciate it if you could help her, PLEASEEE IT’S THE LAST DAY!!! I gave directions, below, and if you have any questions or need anything don't hesitate to ask =) . Click the green button "VOTE"(on both) and then click the blue button "SHARE"(on both) to post to your sites or email (to get more votes)... Thanks again, I can't even explain to you how much this means to my family and I. Share Your Bright Holiday MomentsSponsored by Underwriters Laboratories Inc.

My Poem- "this Time Of Season"
Peering out, through a frosty window. Watching the snow slowly fall, to the ground. A sea of whiteness, is all that appears to be. Just sitting here thinking, where you are now. Remembering the days, when you and I spent in the snow. Building forts and snow men, chasing each other around in the snow. Laughing and smiling, having a great time. But now I sit here, all alone thinking about those days. When we were going to be, a loving family. Your son is here, a beautiful little boy. Two years of age, with your amazing blue eyes. Now why is it every year, I sit and think about you. This year is the last, you left us, and don't even want us. I have the best of you, and he is sitting right here. I have new, brighter memories to cover yours. My son and I, playing in the snow. So today I'm finally, letting you go. Forever this time, no need dwelling on the past. Me and you are done, and its about time i get on with my life. ( new poem i just re

Heroes
These Guys. They fight invading political forces, give heir life for their people, and sacrifice life and limb for their families and faith. The MUJAHIDEEN Lets not forget, heroes come from all corners of the world.

No Wonder
They say shes a fool for giving in..but sometiems that doesnt even matter.sometimes you think maybe its karma... i use to not beleive in karma so much... but given my perdicament it seems like its comeing back and biteing me in the ass..go figure my luck.... i hope my luck gets better soon...

Gf Application
Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:Phone Number:OTHER:1. Where would we go on dates?2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists?3. Do you drink/smoke??4. Do you like the beach?5. If so...would you go with me late at night?6. Do you like movies?7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie?9. If not what would we be doing?10. Do you play an instrument?11. If so...what?12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright?13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10?14. Favorite body part on a guy?15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself?16. What do people think about you?17. Would you give me kisses just because?What Would You do if...I said I liked you:I kissed you:I wanted to have sex with you:I touched your ass:I was hospitalized:I ran away from home:I got in a fight and you were there:I got dumped:I pissed you off:What

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I am just a worthless liar; I am just an imbecile; I will only complicate you; Trust in me and fall as well; I will find a center in you; I will chew it up and leave; I will work to elevate you; Just enough to bring you down. - Sober by Tool

Like A Rose
Her heart like a rose,Soft,beautiful and frail.If she would give me this treasure,I would guard it without fail. Through everyday and through the night,I would hold it deeply to my chest.Forever giving it care and love,My entire lifes quest. So please my beautiful,I would take great care.Never wold I leave it,Never would I dare.

How To Set Your Favorite 100 Bling..
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Lady Gaga Worst Dressed Star
Lady Gaga has not been known for her fashion sense but she does stir up conversation. I like looking at her when she wears skimpy tight things. She has a nice body that looks good in lingerie type outfits. When Madonna wore sexy outfits it didn’t radiate sexuality for her. Lady Goga oozes with sexuality when she wears sexy things. That doesn’t matter to Fox411. They have dubbed her “Worst dressed female star of 2009.” Check out the pics and see for yourself. Your style is impeccable at BlastFM no matter what you wear. Listen and enjoy. http://www.foxnews.com/slideshow/entertainment/2009/10/12/freaky-fashion-faceoff-lady-gaga?slide=1www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Sprawled Santa
So I'm trying to cheer up & somebody suggested writing a parody , short & sweet as it is I'll try finish :p Santa sprawled on the floor , the reindeers eating his ball balls , whatever happened to the presents , oh yeah we left um down the bar The mistletoes all moldy , the kids aare hanging of the tree , the turkeys as cremated as screw , what are the parents gonna do ? The kids now have the candy jar stuffed away , rushiing about on a sugar high they dance , the playstation is knackered , the floors a mess the trees fallen over guess we never passed the test Father has the whiiskey out in the snow , the missus has the pan , with one fell whack he wont be coming back!

Ahhhhh
First full day not on the fire truck or ambulance. I needed a break. Damn I was getting burned out. Ended up missing a shooting, but I've run enough I'm not too broken up about it. There will always be more. Everyone be safe out there!

Curiosity Gotthe Best Of Me
Curiosity got the best of me and I went to Netflix to look up Shane to see who starred in it. I thought it was Gary Cooper but as Ernie said it, it was Alan Ladd. I also looked up Mickey Rourke and Robert Di Nero who starred in Angel Heart. Angel Heart I was impressed by and for some reson so was Cheryl. She also likes Ten Commandments as I do. Very odd because she is so different than I am far as music and TV. I spent about two hours with her this morning into this afternoon. Yes, D does not realize the relationship I have with Cheryl is quite different than D or my neighbors think. D, does not know the relationship I have with her children and grandchildren are also different than what some might think. Amazing, Erin leaves a message for me to call to let them know of the status of the surgery and I call after five at that number only to leave a message of no surgery. Nothing further was given by me. Some people get a wrong number from me and since I didn't leave a message stating my

Miss America!
Real Miss America... This 19 year old ex-cheerleader (now an Air Force Security Forces Sniper) was watching a road that led to a NATO military base when she observed a man digging by the road. She engaged the target (i.e., she shot him). It turned out he was a bomb maker for the Taliban, and he was burying an IED that was to be detonated when a US patrol walked by 30 minutes later. It would have certainly killed and wounded several soldiers. The interesting fact of this story is the shot was measured at 725 yards. She shot him as he was bent over burying the bomb. The shot went through his butt and into the bomb which detonated; he was blown to pieces. The Air Force made a motivational poster of her: (Folks, that's a shot 25 yards longer than seven football fields!) And the last thing that came out of his mouth ... was his ass!

Stacie(santas Lil V)
During the fall.not much to be said,Trees go dormant,leaves turn brown.But beside all this,Her beauty can be found. Softer than the summers end,And more beautiful than all the color.I gaze at her and like I,You would love her. Her beauty so soft it calms,Like an oceans evening tide.Who in this world would want,For her not at thier side. Stacie,this fall beauty,Smile your warmth at us all.And myself like others,Will gladly welcome next fall.

Love With In The Night
It was a dark cold rainy night, the wind was loudand the lightening bright, rain was comeing down hardand the fog made it hard to see 40ft infront of you... alice who was a brown hair, 5'6, green eyes, had 38 Bbreast size with milky soft skin that makes a man want to touch and curesse every part.... She walks over to the fire place and lays infront of it, with a see through nighty and a thong that isblack but also see through, and a matching bra to go with it.. her hair so soft, it falls to the floor gently as she lays her head down, stairing into thefire that keeps her worm and comfy. the light thatcomes from the fire moves across her body fillingin all those curves of hers, makeing her more beautifulto the eye, and more tempting... Her eyes are getting heavy now, when lightening makesa silowet of a man standing at her window, she jumps,the man walks over to the door, starts to turn the door knob, she doesnt relize she forgot to lock the door when she came in, thinking that she f

Discounted Uggs
You've probably heard of discounted Uggs shoes. It's simply on everyone's wish list for this season. This means that they are selling like crazy. Many stores both online and around the block are running out of UGGs stocks. Whether its last year's style or this year's new release, UGGs are getting sold out. For some UGG enthusiasts, the only other option is to look for discount UGGs in online auction sites.The truth of the matter is that there are hardly anymore brand new UGGs with a discount this season. Because of the demand, new ugg boots will most likely be sold in their appropriate price. Some would know that UGGs aren't the cheapest footwear in town. During the buying season, you should expect to pay more than a hundred dollars for a pair of new UGGs.So if there aren't any brand new Uggs with a discount this month, what are those that they sell online? Many pair of UGGs that are being sold in auction sites may be second hand. This is the perfect time for sellers to auction off the

For The Beewbies
The beauty in her eyes,Runs forever so deep.Her hear runs futher,Trying never to weep. Beauty when it looks sad,Tears my heart in two.How can I bring a smile to her,And make her shine anew. Please beautiful smile again,The glow back to your face.We all love those beewbies,So please stick them in fubars face.

In The Mail
after so many years and all , I got card from the family and they sent me $15 gift card and note tellin me to enjoy the card and also ask me not to come home this year again there will be NO room for me to stay where they have other family members stayin and wont be enough room for me to stay , what a family I have ... oh well nothin new with that ... I will use the gift card to go to the movie and see whats playin ...

Thank You.
Thank you mother, thank you father Thank you brother, thank you daughter. Thank you family, thank you friends Thank you passion, thank you happiness. Thank you silence, thank you tears Thank you courage, thank you fears. Thank you consequence, thank you drugs Thank you forgiveness, thank you hugs. Thank you moments, thank you acceptance Thank you love, thank you patience. Thank you beauty, thank you hate Thank you music, thank you fate. Thank you tradgedy, thank you death Thank you history, thank you breath. Thank you addictions, thank you emotion, Thank you sympathy, thank you devotion. Thank you help, thank you stride Thank you poverty, thank you pride. Thank you children, thank you trouble, Thank yourself. Thank your struggle.

Wake Up.
I hate your stupid smile I hate your mouth when you say please I hate your dumbass voice especially when it quivers my knees. I hate your eyes when you look at me I hate how your scent gets me high I hate your goddamn clothes and I hate it when you pretend to act shy. But the one thing I hate the most Is how you made me feel then you left me there all alone. I hate how you made it seem so real.

Emergency*
Think about your direct bodily experience in life. No one can lie to you about that. How many hours a day do you spend infront of a television screen? A computer screen? Behind an automobile screen? What are you being screened from? How much of your life comes at you though a screen, vicariously while you sit and watch. Is watching things as exciting as doing things? Do you have enough time to do all the things that you want to do? Do you even have enough energy to? Do you think for yourself, independently, or do you take others words for the truth? How often do you find yourself repeating something you heard another say without it having any bearing on your personal experience; your personal truth? How many hours a day do you sleep? How are you affected by standardized time, designed solely to synchronize your movements with those of billions of other people? How long do you go without knowing what time it is? Who or what controls YOUR minutes and hours? The minutes and hours that

Its Only For You
I used to think that I was alone,Always walking into an empty home,But then came a day soon after I met you,That I could not even forget you,I cant help but think of you everyday,For knowing you helps me find my way,When I come home and sit in my chair,I know soon after yout will be there,Although we are but worlds apart,I keep you held within my heart,Such lovely hair,That radiant smile,The words we have spoken,While after while,I cannot help these feelings I hold,Albeit at times I may seem quite bold,Your unlike so many of those that I've met,Even my actions and thoughts are both different,For when I start talking to everyone I know,It eventually surfaces and they say it shows,I cannot help this pain within me,For you I look at and start to envy,So many things I have done and got burnt,The change I make some said is earnt,I cannot write this so easily you know,For whom it is meant will surely by then know,I code my words and make you think,Even have me a little bit to drink,I want yo

Zennnnnn Chickeeennnnn (random)
It's funny how things work out. It takes a long time for complete equilibrium to take place, but I guarantee your zen will come. I like to think everyone has a perfect ending. If it's not perfect, then it's not the end. Some people are optimists, some are pessimists, but I'm just a realist. Shit sucks, but that's just how it is. So you didn't get an A on your final, or the guy you like thinks you're weird... It happens to everyone. The hardest thing in life to realize is that no matter what it has happened to someone else, and there are people who know how you feel. I'm on a mission. A mission to make people realize that IT'S LIFE. Shit happens. Suck it up and move on. don't fret on the things you can't change and have the brains to realize what you can change. I care about you. I care that you feel like you don't belong. No, it's not my job, but I understand that everybody needs somebody. I guess I want to be everybody's somebody.

Random Thing About Me!
My favorite words are indubitably, unique, and lovely. My biggest turn off is stupidity. The most orgasmic thing in the world is rinsing shampoo from your hair on ecstasy. My favorite scents are vanilla and cotton candy. I've been let down more than you can imagine, but I just can't stop giving away all my trust. I regret one thing and one thing only. I'm the biggest hypocrite you'll ever meet. I love having my hips/waist touched. The most attractive part of anyone is their eyes. I love to write. I love sunrises. I love sarcasm. I love life. I hate lying. The first time I fell in love, it was with a girl. A girl who happened to be my best friend. Who had a boyfriend. Who was straight. I love being tickled.

Sit Ubu Sit
I was in a chat room the other day and some guy who claimed to be a "master" IMs me. No biggie. Most aren't but every now and then you run across an actual one. We chat for a bit and he has this thing where he's just constantly manhandling me. Now I'm not overly fond of people that I don't know touching me in the first place and even though it was virtual, it was starting to work on my last good nerve. I tried to be polite about it explaining that I wasn't His and even though I don't belong to One, that doesn't make me fair game. Did Mr. Man get it?! *shakes head* So, I snap. I get the lecture on how I'm being disrespectful, I need to be controlled, blah, blah, blah. Hello, respect is earned not given cause you demand it. You're totally being disrespectful to me and you think I'm gonna be all "yes master"? Yeah, I don't think so. I move on. He ignores me or leaves the chatroom whenever I enter. Oh yeah, you can tell how my heart is bleeding. Today, I happened to be chatting with

Doukawhore
If only for a momment,Her smile was meant for me.Where could my heart fly,For only her eyes to see. Right now she smiles for another,And I will wait for my time.If it ever comes,a day,When she would be mine. If fate has chosen,Her smile to never shine at me.I will still always be her friend,Because God has willed it to be.

12/22/09
1 John 3http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1John+3&language=english&version=31 1 John 4http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1John+4&language=english&version=31 1 John 5http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1John+5&language=english&version=31 http://BiblePlan.org/3/niv/ Bible Reading Plan -- Complete NIV Bible in a YearRead the NIV Bible in a year, reading three chapters daily and five on Sundays.---------------------------------------

My Tarot Card
You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. Every time I've taken this quiz, I always get the same result. Nice to be consistant.

2009 Word Of The Year Nominations
check em out at http://www.americandialect.org/index.php/amerdial/early_nominations_received_for_the_2009_word_of_the_year_vote/ some include aporkalypse Undue worry and unnecessary acts in response to swine flu,including removing non-essential kisses from Mexican telenovelas and the massslaughter of pigs in Egypt. athey An atheist. Usually derogatory. birther A person who believes Barack Obama was not born in the United Statesand, therefore, is disqualified to be president. death panel Committee (like an insurance benefits review board) empowered to makelife-and-death decisions (NewsBank Access World News: 130 hits before2009; 3,428 hits for 2009) he-cession Recession in which job losses affect more men than women Irrational Disbelief Syndrome Jocular psychological condition of those who do notbelieve what other people believe without question Obamacare Federal system of health care sketched out in broad, ambiguous terms byPres. Barack Obama (NewsBank Access World News: 67

Blonde's Password
During a recent password audit,IT discovered a blonde was using the following password: MickeyMinniePlutoHueyLouieDeweyDonaldGoofySacramentoWhen they asked why such a longpassword, she said she had been told that it had to be at least 8characters long and include one capital.

The Mousetrap
A mouse looked through the crack in the wallto see the farmer and his wife open a package. "What food might this contain?" The mouse wondered.He was devastated to discover it was a mousetrap.Retreating to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimed this warning : "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The chicken clucked and scratched, raised her head and said, "Mr. Mouse, I can tell this is a grave concern to you, but it is of no consequence to me. I cannot be bothered by it." The mouse turned to the pig and told him, "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The pig sympathized, but said, "I am so very sorry, Mr. Mouse, but there is nothing I can do about it but pray.. Be assured you are in my prayers." The mouse turned to the cow and said, "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The cow said, "Wow, Mr. Mouse. I'm sorry for you, but it's no skin off my nose." So, the mouse returned to the house, hea

Students
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. 'Really?' she heard whispered. 'I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!' and, 'I didn't know others liked me so much,' were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purpose. The students we

One Rose
If I could see only one roseWhat a waste that would beWhen there are so manyMany different flowers to see. True I do love and cherish oneBut I like to look at them allWith all their beauty combinedNever do I see a pedal fall. A rose by itselfWill always keep my eyeBut to see every flowers beautyThat I will always try.

"a Christmas Carol"
THE NEW DICKENS CLASSIC, A CHISTMAS CAROL, IS SPECTACULAR TO SAY THE LEAST THANKS TO MODERN TCHOCNO DIGITALIZED VIDEOGRAGHY......STUFF! CUTE, FUNNY, & REALLY PRETTY SCARY, CERTAINLY MORE THEN IT'S PREDISESORS. I WOULD NOT RECOMEND THIS FOR CHILDREN UNDER 10 YEARS OF AGE.....I'M SERIOUS....IT'S FRICKING SCARY. BUT EVERY ONE SHOULD SEE IT EVENTUALLY.

End Of The Year Blog
I know it's not quite the end of the year, but hopefully if things work out the way they're supposed to, I won't be home or near my computer around the end of the year because I'll be busy with the love of my life :) It's been a rough year. It's been an incredible year. It's been a life altering year. It's been a life lesson kinda of year for me. I never imagined I'd be where I at at with my life at this point in time; however, it's not a bad thing either. I've spent this last year learning things I should've learned years ago. I'm by no means a pro, but I am so much better off and an even better person than I ever was before. Taking time out for myself was the best thing I ever did for myself. Ever. Thus far ;) Taking the opportunity to be single this year and to learn to depend on nobody but myself was an incredible experience. Sure there were guys along the way that I looked at, or messed around with, but none were worth my time and effort relationship wise. And I've never felt tha

Like Jokes Here's More
a woman is standing on the train tracks chanting 21 21 21 and a blonde comes up to her and asks “can i join in?” the woman replies “ sure” so they both sit there chanting 21 21 21 and then the woman goes to the blonde " im just going to get a drink you stay there ill be back in a second.” So the woman steps off the tracks and the blonde stays and gets hit by the train, the woman comes back and starts chanting 22 22 22 ****************************************** 30 stone woman is getting ready for a fancy dress party. She moans to her husband that she has nothing to wear.He replies "Pull your pissflaps up over your head and go as a Sugar Puff!" ********************************************* 200 muslims have been killed on their way to mecca.I fucking love bingo! ********************************************** Whats the difference between a dart board and a dead baby?A dart board doesn't bleed. ********************************************

Let's Say Thanks
XEROX IS DOING SOMETHING COOL - WITH YOUR HELP If you go to this web site, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to a member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our soldiers over there need to know we are behind them. This takes just 10 seconds and it's a wonderful way to say thank you. Please take the time and please take the time to pass it on for others to do. We can never say enough thank you's. Thanks for taking time to support our military!

I Will Love You Anyways By Melissa Ann Berman
This is a poem i found that has got so much in common with me right now, I have changed it slightly because i have sent it to a friend of mine who i feel like this about and she is female but the poem was written as a female so i changed the word man to woman basicly that is the only change that has been made You walked into my Life, when my world was dark and cold,you held out your arms, and my heart and soul you did hold.You promised you would never leave, that you would always be there,I never knew that I meant so much, that my heart was worth enough to care. You showed me so many things, I started to dream of you every night,you melted the coldness in my heart, with the warmth of your light.I ended up falling for you, how could I not - you're an Angel in disguise, and every touch from you makes my soul hot. But then you told me it's not the same. for you only think of me as a friend, I cannot understand this, the wrong messages did you send. I never knew you bought your friend

Emo Jokes
emo jokes*How many emo's does it take to change a lightbulb?None, they'd rather sit in the dark and cry about it.*How many emo kids does it take to paint a wall?Depends on how hard you throw them*What's better than 50 emo kids nailed to a tree?One emo kid nailed to fifty trees.*how many emo kids does it take to screw in a light bulb?3,One to replace it, & two to write a poem about how they miss the old one*did you hear about that new emo pizza??? It cuts itself!*If a blonde and an emo kid jump off a building and hit the ground at the same time, who dies first? The blonde, she drowns in the emo kid's tears.*What's the difference between an Emo kid and a dead baby? The baby doesn't cry.*What do you call an emo kid outside the mall?Anything he'll cry no matter what you do.*What's emo's favorite film?Suicider-Man 2*How do you get an emo down from a tree?cut the rope!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
President Barack Obama took office in January 2009 facing the country's biggest economic crisis since the Second World War. Obama and Democratic Party leaders have suggested an economic stimulus package to confront the crisis. This package, they say, will save or create over three million U.S. jobs and provide most Americans with tax cuts. In the longer term, Obama says his plan will stimulate vital sectors of the economy such as energy and health care, making U.S. firms more competitive internationally. When Democratic lawmakers first introduced stimulus legislation in early 2009, they presented a bill with a price tag of $825 billion, though many analysts say the total cost of the plan will likely increase as it makes its way through Congress. The package comes amidst a global wave of stimulus spending, and if it succeeds in pulling the U.S. economy from recession, economists say, the positive impact could be felt around the world. Yet experts also see a number of ways the plan could

Memories, The Maker Of Eternity~by Jd
I am rattled and withered, Hands shaking i feel almost like im fighting for air. Lost and bound my chains and blind folded all i see is the dark, Alone and shaking out of no where my life is steadily falling apart. Memories are the maker of eternity, Why would this world choose to take all of mine away. I am upset and feeling bed ridden, My life as i know it is being ripped right out from under me. Everything is not ok, I will fake a smile up until i crack, I fought for this tooth and nail and now this supposed god is destroying me. I want to have so much hatred, But its too hard when my heart barely exists, Now you want to take the reason it beats from me, How can i make it through this? I breaking down the walls of my mind, Destroying all the reasons i should have been a better man. How could this life make it so easy to destroy me, All i have ever wanted was a chance to show im capable of doing this. I am on my knees and pleading, I have waited so long a

Misschievous
They say all is measured,By time and space.For this beauty these rules,Will never have a place. Her eyes shine distances,So beyond what I can see.Her smile so beautiful,It hypnotizes me. Such pure sweet beauty,Isnt bound by worldly means.Her beauty forged in heaven,To be all mans dream. I will give praise to my God,For this gift given to earth.I will treasure my momments with her,Because this she is worth.

My Life, My World, My Everything~by Jd
This is heart wrenching, Surely this will be the crushing blow, My heart is fading as the moment arises, Sure to lose control. You cannot expect to take my heart, Expect me not to fall to the floor, Trying to seperate me from my children, All i woked hard fo to be no more. My head is spiining, I feel so sick with grief i die from the inside out, Without the ones who matter most to me, My life may as well be ghost. All the nights i cried for them, Prayed that one day i'd have them in my loving arms, Threatened now and feeling defensive, There is danger and my children have become the pawns. How could one even think, I'd risk everything that keeps me going just to give it away, This is my life your trying to play with and theres no way i would ever jeopardize their fates. All the times i pulled out the impossible to make sure they had all they needed, Now so close to losing and this was all just some rediculous childish mistake. At night i am tramatize, I remember ho

Why Are You So Fuckin Stupid
what the fuck is up with people nowadays.everyone thinks they are the shit i mean its ok to have some convidence but dont get stupid with it.And jealousy ok yeeah who fuckin cares who you date or your fu-married to just in case you didnt know fubar is fake its not real life so wake up dumbasses

Chapter Eight: Towering Inferno
"Alright, the main force is deployed to the north, right in the midst of Avari's so-called soldiers, but we left some forces in reserve, not to mention our strike force, which is currently circling around to strike them from behind. Shelata, you and I can fly right into battle, or we can join the strike force en route. Your choice." Faust could hear the sounds of battle being waged outside the cavern even as he spoke. "My choice? Then let's go!" Shelata spread her wings and took off through the overhanging vines that blocked the entrance to the network of caves on the interior of the island. The vines magically parted as she neared, and closed shut again behind her. Faust mumbled something about possibly eating first, but immediately took off after Shelata anyways. "Delta Team, attack those transports! I don't want to see a single one land on the island! Omega Team, why the hell aren't you guys following Omega Leader? Get back in formation! You call yourselves Dragons?" Amelia the

Robots
"We can lift up our hands to the sky Find all those strings that they're pulling And keep from falling back Into our old rythmic poses turning us into machines" -Darkest Hour "Demons" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pu-8wGbWMro Interesting usage of the song Illusion by VNV nation to AH's really inspiring short movies. I'll post the vid in the stash section since fubar hates me.

Untitled
One day the leaves shall fall upon our eloquence and they shall fracture every bone our souls contain. ~The beauty melts away~ I guess we can’t retract the cracks that cover our canvas. The paint itself has dried. Stillborn are the facts, like burnt out artifacts. Is there a light somewhere? Despair…the air’s so stifling. Silhouette-so velvet like: ...the night slowly seeps inside... Our minds, one spiral with no end: the moon consumes itself while I convert to ash and dirt...and where the fuck are you? -I’ve lost you yet again- The wind has whispered into me and as I scatter I disperse my final verse: this earth... this universe... was never meant for you and I …Our birth has yet to be. 12/22/09

Organizational Changes At The North Pole
The recent announcement that Donner and Blitzen have elected to take the early reindeer retirement package has triggered a good deal of concern about whether they will be replaced, and about other restructuring decisions at the North Pole. Streamlining was necessary due to the North Pole's loss of dominance of the season's gift distribution business. Home shopping channels and mail order catalogs have diminished Santa's market share. He could not sit idly by and permit further erosion of the profit picture. The reindeer downsizing was made possible through the purchase of a late model Japanese sled for the CEO's annual trip. Improved productivity from Dasher and Dancer, who summered at the Harvard Business School, is anticipated. Reduction in reindeer will also lessen airborne environmental emissions for which the North Pole has received unfavorable press. I am pleased to inform you that Rudolph's role will not be disturbed. Tradition still counts for something at the North Pole. Manag

Patrisha
To not see a smile,Something I can not stand.Even if her beauty comes to me,From a far and distant land. Her smile to me,Almost worth my breath.When it is gone,My heart has nothing left. So beautiful if you would,Please smile for me.And over the thousands of miles,You'll know the happiness my heart sees.

Calmly
Calmly, I sip on on rum so sweet. The good kind: robust in flavor and red in color. They scold my delight because they don't know. Oh, how I long for it! And yet I'm afraid because I love it so!! It consumes me like the fire from the flames of hell. No, I got it under control!! I don't need it, I just like it...a lot!! If you try to take my red rum from me, I will stop you.

Blood And Ash
Burn me to ash and scatter my soul I hear the old bones calling me home The ghost of love has haunted me for so long I've become lost in the fog of what could have been Struggle as I may I cannot get free The moon mother I once looked to has fallen I'm not sure how much more of this I can take I've tasted the blood of my fate Is it possible for this to end Future days are long past becoming Every minute that goes gets me closer to the door Raised my voice so many times I can't speak Ancient scars cover me head to toe I carry deep within me the pain of the ages There is no future for me I tire of wearing masks The charade has to end soon before it consumes me There is a time for games and toys Such a time is so long past The masks I wear are cracked and crumbling My toys have grown rusty and fragile with age Just please allow me this one chance Let me go as I choose I can't fly with the wings of an angel Let me fly with the ashes of the dead

Just A Little Guide To Help The New People Out
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Angel
When I look at her picture,Could her lips ever match whats in my mind.Would her eyes still sparkle,Forever soft and kind. Maybe in my mind,forever a dream,There is where she should stay.Always remaining prefect,Never a flaw in anyway. Have I raised her to high,Beyond anywhere she could ever go.Until the day I see her angelic face,I surely will never know. So for now maybe forever my dream,That will keep her close to me.Forever perfect in my mind,Is all my eyes will see.

F.s.i. Fags Need To Get A Life!
This group of so nice individuals who don't know how to play fumafia, let alone keep fumafia in fumafia. They seem to think it's cool to fuown me, and rate me 1's. I am here for fumafia and fumafia only, I could give a shit about my fubar profile, now it is my objective to just beat everyone in this turf as I level off them!

Bored
Do you think you've ruined your chances with someone?So Many Times. Are you a mean person?Yu Tell Meh. You've locked yourself outside and no one will be home for a few hours, you?Call Tha Landlord Next Door..?Or Call A Couple Ppls. Do you remember the first time you kissed, the last person you kissed?Yup. You walk past your most recent ex in the street, what do you say?Word.. Have you ever kissed someone whose names begins with an A?Alex. Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can't stand?Yeaa.. You kissed someone last night, didn't you?Yea. Do you have a favorite number?Sheeit. Did you have a dream last night?It Was Fucked. Do you feel like you're drifting away from someone close to you?Nawh. Would you give your own life to save someone else?Depends. Would you rather get a new puppy or a new car?Chevy Avalanche kThnx.I Got Three Pups Already.Fuck Another One. You see your last ex and they say they miss you and you say....No Comment. Are you a jea

Vengance
Darkness forever lingers,Sorrow reaches across these lands.Desolation and waste surround her,Leaving nothing left to stand. In her wake many have gone,Thier bones scattered in empty fields.Behind her chaos and doom,Before her nothing can yield. Her madness cannot be stopped,Till nothing still survives.The riegn of terror goes on,Till they've all given thier lives. She on an endless quest,Forever to walk this path.Till she has them all,And thier breath no longers lasts

And ....
It's morning .. I'm still tired because i'm trying to get puppy on a set schedule ... and she is NOT having it !! but I can't trust her around the house at night so, she needs to suk it up and do it!!! I had the worst experience in a long time .... and don't ever try this ... it's nasty tasting (take from this experience) .... I went to have my morning tea, tea bag in cup and honey .. waiting on water. Coffee gets done for hubby, I pour his coffee and turn and pour COFFEE in my TEA!!!!! yeah, gross and not tasting well, and not something you want to taste when you first wake up. I hope your day has started better ... I may take a bit and play Devil May Cry 4 or Mini Ninjas ... and I'm going to pick up a movie today (luckily I have unlimited rentals) All About Steve with Sandra Bullock.

Recall Of High Chairs
Ikea recalls children's high chair 5 hours 35 mins ago Buzz Up! Print Story Furniture giant Ikea has confirmed it is recalling a children's high chair following safety concerns. Skip related content Related photos / videos Ikea recalls children's high chair The recall comes after reports that locks securing the seat to the frame of the "Leopard" children's high chair may break, which could result in children dropping through the frame. One child suffered bruised legs after falling through the chair. There are also concerns that youngsters could choke on the detached snap locks. The company is calling for customers with the chairs to stop using them immediately and return the seat and frame to Ikea where they will receive a full refund. A spokesman for the Swedish retailer said: "Ikea has received 11 reports of broken snap locks, including one incident where the seat with child dropped

The One That I Become
I hope the sun shines so brightTo fill your day with light.I hope the birds can singThe song I used to sing.I hope the wind can whisperThree words I used to whisper.I hope the moon will always be thereTo inform you I still care.I hope all of the stars up aboveReminds you of my true loveAnd i hope that special someoneThe one that I become.

Note 2 Last Blog
I was pushing over 200lbs and in a size 16 I'm now sitting at 130lbs an in a size 4, that scares the shit out of me sometimes cause looking back and seeing that person I once was (YEAH) it makes u think alot & let me just say that the way I lost it wasn't no fun....It's as if I had peeled off my skin and the person underneath came through, does that make sence??

Physical Therapy.
What joys I begin my PHYSICAL THERAPY today, not sure how this shit works but DOC said that it's in my best interests to do so. I'm in none stop pain all the time from the treatments I've had over the year from MAY of 2008 till now.. My back & hips hurt so bad that sometimes I feel as if I'm going down an have a few times fucking myself up of course but at least I'm still here with my family & that there is worth all the pain I'm going through, if it wasn't for GOD/MY HUSBAND/FATHER-IN-LAW & MOTHER maybe things would have been different but I'm very happy to have such loving people around me to make things easier.. Will never say that my health isn't bad but at least my body is in good shape since all this has happened to me, I take so many damn pills in which I hate but have ta take em for the menopause,pain & depression and so on... Anyways wish me luck cause I'll need it....

How Im Feelin Today
so yall its been forever since i blogged. well i been feelin kinda down the last few days, comin up on christmas and its a hard time for me, that is my dads b-day, and its been a long road to get here but i miss my dad still, july 4th 2003 he was takin away from me by cancer, it sucks bad cause i really want him here to just talk to and i wa=onder if i made him proud ya know those kinda things that are on my mind. dad i miss and love you so much you always on my mind R.I.P dad and happy b-day on christmas

Family Friends And Love
In our quest for happiness we must be sure that we don't settle for a playmate when God has a soulmate waiting for us. Sometimes this is hard distinction to make. Playmates are tricky, they are so much fun to be with that even the smartest of us will be fooled into thinking this has to be our Soulmate. Worse yet, too many of us attempt to make a soulmate out of a Playmate. The danger of this is that later (after years of playing) we will meet our Soulmate, but it maybe too late then. We may have already made a lifemate of our Playmate and created life-long bonds (emotional, children, etc.). Or we may have been hurt from playing so hard that we are in no shape ourselves to be anyone's anything. How can we distinguished between the One, and just another one? First we must be open with ourselves about who we really are and what our soul yearns for. Only you and God know what is truly in your heart and mind. Only you know what will make you truly happy and whole. In order to find your

Hope
Death comes from life,Life comes from death.What darkness puts under,The light gives new birth. Lives torn to pieces, Will slowly begin to mend.Hearts once broken,In time will heal. In a world filled with dispair,One thing will remain true.Through all the darkness of night,Will come the light of a new day.

Promise
I never knew I'd miss youNow that you aren't hereOr how much I want to hold youNow that you can't be near. I long to hear your voiceTo gently touch your faceBut I know this can't happenTill I leave this place. Time flies when you're having funFor me this is an eternityAfter this never again will I leave your sideA promise forever, you will see.

And Even More
I thought I had found it this timeI thought I had a chanseI guess being happy aint for meI guess I am bound to live my life aloneI guess I am one of those people That people likebut never loveOr fall in love withAm I that hard to get?I don´t think soI thought I was easy to getEasy to understandI guess I was wrongI know one thing thoI wount try againI wount even lookI will put me firstno one elseI will take care of meI am ok with thatI am ok with being aloneI have been alone for the most part of my lifeI am one of those people that people remember while I am around..But they never call me when I am goneWhen I need it the mostI guess I am easy to forgetEasy to ignoreEasy to don´t care aboutEasy to say no toAll I want is to be likedLiked for who I amIs that to much to ask for?If U treat me like nothing I will evetually be nothing

More Stuff
U told me I was beatiful U made me feel beatiful when I was with U U made me feel useful Then U changed What happend? Did U not see me anymore? Was I invisible? Did I do it all wrong? U started to ignore me U started to put me down U never said I was beatiful again U didn´t make me feel beatiful when I was with U U didn´t make me feel useful anymore U never told me U loved me I loved U U know... I started to hate myself I started to belive I was the one that was wrong I thought it was all my fault I started to run away I started being mean U made me mean I did wrong I know I did I am happy I have moved on.. I am happy I don´t love U anymore I am happy all by myself I am starting to be happy with who I am I am learning all over again Who I am Who I want to be What I want to do Where I want to be I am happy I left U even tho U made me feel like I was a fool for ever leaving I am happy I didn´t listen to U begging me to take U back again I am happy I didn´t let my guilty consience make t

Just Stuff
I am alone No one knows How scared I am How much u hurt me How much U scared me How much U made me doubt myself How U made me feel worthless U are gone now And I am stronger I know now I am worth something I still get scared I still feel useless But I know better now I am not gonna let U win

Lesley Roy - Unbeautiful
Don’t hang upCan we talkSo confusedIt’s like I'm lostWhat went wrongWhat made you goDon’t pretend you don’t knowThis is meI'm unchangeableWhen did weFall apartOr did you lieFrom the startWhen you saidIt's only youI was blindSuch a foolThinking weWe're unbreakableIt was you and me against the worldAnd you promised me forever moreWas it something that I saidwas it something that I didCuz I gotta knowWhat made me unbeautifulI've been toldWhats done is doneTo let it goAnd carry onAnd deep insideI know that’s trueI'm stuck in timeI'm stuck on youWe were still untouchableIt was you and me against the worldAnd you promised me forever moreWas it something that I saidWas it something that I didCuz I gotta knowWhat made me unbeautifulWake up, wake up, wake upCuz I'm only dreamingGet out, get out, get out, get outGet out of my head nowBecause we’re much betterAll togetherCan’t let goIt was you and me against the worldAnd you promised me forever moreWas it

David Cook - Lie
You whispered that you were getting tiredGot a look in your eyeLooks a lot like goodbye.Hold on to your secrets tonight.Don't want to know i'm ok with this silenceIt's truth that i don't want to hear You're hiding regret in your smileThere's a storm in your eyes that's been passing for awhileHold on to the past tense tonightDon't say a wordI'm ok with the quiet.The truth is gonna change everything. So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alrightSo lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the nightI don't mind if you wait before you tear me apartLook me in the eyeLie lie lie. Lie lie lie. I know that there's no turning back.If we put too much light on this we'll see through all the cracks.Let's stay in the dark one more night.Don't want to know i'm ok with the silence.It's truth that i don't want to hear. So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alrightSo lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the nightI don't mind if you wait before you tear me apartSo l

David Cook - Come Back To Me
You say you gotta go and find yourself You say that you're becoming someone else Don't recognize the face in the mirror Looking back at you You say you're leavin As you look away I know theres really nothin left to say Just know i'm here Whenever you need me I'll wait for you So i'll let you go I'll set you free And when you see what you need to see When you find you come back to me Take your time i wont go anywhere Picture you with the wind in your hair I'll keep your things right where you left them I'll be here for you Oh and i'll let you go I'll set you free And when you see what you need to see When you find you come back to me And i hope you find everything that you need I'll be right here waiting to see You find you come back to me I can't get close if your not there I can't get inside if theres no soul to bear I can't fix you i can't save you Its something you have to do So i'll let you go I'll set you free And when you see what you need to see When you find you come b

Omg If U Believe In Santa U Dont Wanna Read This
I WAS REALLY DRUNK AT WORK 1 NGHT AND CAME UP WITH THIS . 4 ALL THOSE WHO LOVE XMAS AND WHAT IT STANDS 4 IM SORRY BUT EVERY1 ELSE ENJOY :P 1ST OFF DRINKING AN DRIVING IS LOT EASIER IN CAR THAN A SLEIGH . AN IF I WAS SANTA I WOULD VISIT ALL THE NAUGHTY GRRRLS 1ST . K JEREMIAH UR SANTA LICENSE JUST GOT REVOKED . FUCKIN ELF STATUS SUX ASS . THE SLEEPING QUARTERS BLOW 2 . HAVE 2 PUT LIKE 3 BED SIDE BY SIDE AN LAY LENGTH WISE . AN THE CIELING SO LOW CANT EVEN GET XCITED WITHOUT POKING HOLE IN THE FUCKING THING . WHO THE FUCK MAKES HOUSE OUTTA GINGERBREAD ANYWAYS ? WTF !!!U EVERY TRY GETTING ELF PUSSY ? YEH THEY DONT EVER GIVE IT UP !!! THEY ALWAYS LIKE OMG ITS SO BIG ! AN IM JUST LIKE BUT ITS ONLY FUCKING 2 INCHES ! AN IF I COULD EVEN GET IT IN OMG I BET THAT SHITS TIGHT !COULD DEFINITELY GET BUNCH POSITIONS THO ! 69 PROLLY NOT GOOD 1 . BE ALL HOLDING HER UP EATING THAT SHIT AN SHE GOING 2 TOWN ON MY BELLYBUTTON . YEH THATS NOT FAIR TRADE .YUP THINK I JUST MADE THE NAUGHTY LIST AGAIN . NO

C51 - Peeps On Fubar
^^^ If it don't work... copy paste this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a0kf4z7-uKQ Did this one to might be easyer to understand! ^^^If this one dosen't work Click this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONoFbArPSsc

Life Happens
Sometimes I feel as if people don't know that. One of my favorite expressions that my parents always used was "life is what happens in between phone calls". And it's true, if you understand what it means. As for me, I've been doing a lot. My finals finished up last week and I've been working non-stop. If I thought it was non-stop before I certainly do this week. I work 40 hrs this week. Not to mention I have a new boxer doggie named Lexi to start taking care of. She's a sweety, but severly malnourished and in need of TLC. I can't wait till she is healthy again. It should take about 2-3 months to get her back to full health. I just love rescue dogs. Oh, I also managed to barely get my Christmas shopping done. Though I have a few errands to run still tomorrow before Christmas. And get a hold of my Grandma so I can plan Christmas with Eric. So much to do lol. If I'm not around as much, it's just because life is happening. Don't take offense. Even one of my best friends, who isn't a par

30 Day Worry Guarantee My @ss . Screwed Every 2
THIS IS MY LETTER 2 VERIZON AFTER A MONTH OF THEM DOING NOTHING ALRIGHT U GUYS HAVE PROVEN HOW MUCH I MEAN 2 U AS A CUSTOMER . OVER A MONTH AGO I EMAILED U WITH MY PROBLEM . SO THE NEXT DAY I GOT A REPLY U CANT DO ANYTHING 2 HELP . ITS BEEN OVER A MONTH U STILL HAVENT DONE ANYTHING . ALL I GOT WERE 3 EMAILS THAT WERE ALL REAL SIMILAR SAYING U CANT HELP ME . U DIDN'T EVEN TRY 2 CALL THE # IVE BEEN PAYING U 4 . REALLY ? DO U THINK WITH UR ASS ? I'M SO DISPLEASED WITH MY SERVICE I COULD THROW UP . IN THE LAST 4 MONTHS IVE PAYED OVER $500 FOR THE SAME PHONE I HAD 2 YEARS AGO . MY CONTRACT WAS UP IN OCTOBER I WAS SUPPOSED 2 GET A NEW PHONE . NOW I'M LOOKING AT ANOTHER BILL OF $130 . NO I DON'T THINK SO I WANT MY $500 BACK BECAUSE I NEVER GOT 2 GET A NEW PHONE . PLUS I WANT THE $130 WIPED CLEAN WITH OUT THE $175 TERMINATION FEE . AND IM GOING 2 TAKE MY NUMBER 2 AT&T . NO WAY R U AMERICAS BEST NETWORK . AND I'M THINKING THAT'S GOT 2 BE SOME SORT OF FALSE ADVERTISING SAME AS IS UR 30 DAY

'boat' Could Explore Saturn Moon
"A daring proposal to try to put a "boat" down on a sea of Saturn's moon Titan is about to be submitted to Nasa. The scientific team behind the idea is targeting Ligeia Mare, a vast body of liquid methane sited in the high north of Saturn's largest moon. The concept will be suggested to the US space agency for one of its future mission opportunities that will test a novel power system." What's not to love about mental space-based schemes? Read more at : BBC news

Your Infinite Touch~ By Jd
I lay down and breathe slowly, I must admit im yearning for your touch. You haunt my every thought almost infinately, Beckoning, My arms stretch out to hold you, Yet my reach is not quite long enough. Late night and the cold air chills this hollow bedroom, Longing for your presence and needing to feel you close. I barely make it through a full day without knowing i dont have you here, Anyone in this world come try to appeal to me but without avail because your love is far beyond surreal. One day without you, Im feeling aggravated and slightly off que, This beautiful woman thats the heart of my desires, What would i be without you? The way you stick to my every word, Even when i tend to ramble on and make no sense, Just leads me to believe that you're something heavenly, Without you i shall never sleep. When you pull me in to your world i am lost in your intrigue and sexy smile, Leaving myself wide open for you to notice me, Feeling almost like a love struck child.

Patiently By The Phone
The day goes by so slow,As I wait patiently for your call.Wondering when I hear your voice,How much deeper my heart will fall. Your soft sweet slow voice,Rings sweetly in my ear.Longing to hear you,Slowly to my eye brings a tear. The miles between us.Allow for now nothing more.The dull silience around me,Makes me miss you even more. I will wait patiently,For it to ring.To hear the only voice,That makes my heart sing.

Fadedmemory
FADEDMEMORY I dont want you coming around I dont want you banging at my door forget my name forget my number I dont want to love you anymore cause all you are to me is a fadedmemory of how things once were so just leave and let me be I dont want you waiting for me I dont want you calling out my name things turned out so differently nothing here will ever be the same cause all you are to me is a fadedmemory of how things once were so just leave and let me be I dont want you writing me letters I dont want you calling on the phone I dont want to see you in the morning i dont want to hear you bitch and moan cause all you are to me is a fadedmemory of how things once were so just leave and let me be I dont want to hear your lies or deception I dont want any of your sympathy I just want you out of the picture just spread your wings and fly away from me cause all you are to me is a fadedmemory of how things once were so just leave and let me be

Read
I believe that banking institutions are more dangerous to our liberties than standing armies. If the American people ever allow private banks to control the issue of their currency, first by inflation, then by deflation, the banks and corporations that will grow up around [the banks] will deprive the people of all property until their children wake-up homeless on the continent their fathers conquered. The issuing power should be taken from the banks and restored to the people, to whom it properly belongs. Thomas Jefferson

Happy Holidays
I want to wish Everyone Many Blessings during the Holidays... may all your dreams come true It is a time of renewal of the spirit... a time of growth I have been blessed with exploring a part of life that I have kept in the distance... I am finding peace again, a chance to heal and grow ... a chance at regaining the life I lost so long ago and I am thrilled and nervous about it ... but the calmness it brings me is from knowing that I will find myself again through this journey... I have been blessed. I wish this for every one of you ... a chance to see your lives become new again.. A chance to learn and grow ... a chance to step out of your box .. to stop hiding from the old and allow the new to embrace you. Thank you for allowing me in your lives Thank you for helping me to grow Many Blessings and much love for each of you this coming year and may we never lose the closeness that we have found with each other Much Love Dark

Memories And Tears...
I write and write with each tear that falls And still I can't get you out of me with each dream your still there Like nightmares of my life I see you there kissing me Telling me you love me Holding me close Each time I either wake up with tears in my eyes Or I wake up angry at the constant reminder The one thing in my whole world I can't seem to forget I hate being a grown man who can't get you out of my system Like a poison in my veins my heart aches with each memory Like a pin prick I cringe at the thought of the memories touching me in any way shape or form Songs I hear that were not even around remind me of you Songs we used to play are like daggers causing me to tear up at the very thought of you The constant reminders of what we had brings this grown man to his knees Broken and beaten the bruises never seem to heal And still I go on with each night the memories and the tears that wet my pillow.

Jan 9 - Biggest, Baddest Party In South Florida
"SURRENDER THE BOOTY PARTY" BIGGEST, BADDEST, PARTY and BIKE NIGHT IN SOUTH FLORIDA EVERY SATURDAY STARTING JAN 9 THE PIRATE REPUBLIC BAR (Formerly Shirttail Charley's) 400 SW 3rd AVENUE FORT LAUDERDALE, FL Bucket & Food Specials Live Music by Rough Shot (Rock/Southern Rock) Give-A-Ways Indoor & Outdoor Bars Pool Table Swimming Pool AMPLE ON SITE FREE BIKE PARKING Vendors 2 Floors of Fun...Right on the River THE SATURDAY NIGHT PARTY THAT EVERYONE WILL BE TALKING ABOUT IF YOU DON'T LIKE TO PARTY...YOU WON'T WANT TO BE HERE!!!! DIRECTIONS: Take Broward Blvd (East) exit Turn Right On Andrews Ave (over Bridge) Make Immediate Right on 5th Street (first street immediately after bridge) Right on 3rd Avenue...to end PLENTY OF FREE PARKING - YOU CAN ALSO USE MARINA PARKIN

Santa And The Solider
This is something that's gone around for years n it's always been a favorite of mine even tho it makes me cry. TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY ; SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW T

Lost In The Living
hey first blog. put em up. LOL First and foremost i neeed to enter the newest theory that sprung from my mind today. health care is nothing more than a scam to force the general population to conform to neofacist docterins designed to clone us and then sterilize us so the World population growth can be dropped to nothing, allowing the government total control over our lives. Next........i'm at a lost, i not good about talking aboutt myself..... so please forgive if my thoughts are chaotic. oh i got stopped tonight. cop was going for glory bust. kept trying to get me to say i had drugs on me or in my car. which i didn't. but i also didn't have my liscence. which due to being so angry about not gettin his glory bust, he completely forgot about it, let me fof on a warning for failure to use my blinkers. freaking glory hounds. not much else happened. so i guess i willl close. Ordum Necronis

Today's Mystery Of The Day: Why Did She Block Me?...
So I haven't done anything but rerate and be nice to this chick, so when she has this Happy Hour, I find myself blocked...does anyone know why? I'd love to know myself...lol http://www.fubar.com/user/2241518 ...any help in solving this mystery would be appreciated...some have and... So then my good friend Ellie asks her why nicely.. And… …then I’m still blocked. All I want to know is why. I have nothing against this chick that I know of...Lol…ty everyone..stay tuned for more good stuff this week . Update…sort of..why though I still wonder but at least its’ resolved… ..this isn’t the first time this has happened. Has this every happened to you? Thank you to all of those who took the time to asketh the questions…. Only a few days left till the holiday! ….Peace..

The Year 2009 And What I Have Been Up To !!!
OKAY ALOT HAS WENT ON IN THE YEAR 2009.SINCE MY LAST ENTRY I HAVE BEEN ALONE FOR THE MOST PART I MEET A MAN I THOUGHT WAS THE ONE AND WELL AGAIN HE TURNED OUT TO BE JUST THE OPPOSITE. BUT ANYWAY I WENT ON WITH MY LIFE TAKING CARE OF MY CHILDREN AND BEING ME.I WORK ALOT TO MAKE UP FOR ALL THE LONELY NIGHTS AND DAYS.I MEET A MAN ON HERE AND BECAME VERY CLOSE...THEN I GOT SCARED THAT HE WOULD BE LIKE ALL THE REST OF THE MEN IN MY LIFE AND HURT ME AND MY KIDS AND I TRIED TO PUSH HIM AWAY.BUT HE WOULD NOT LEAVE HE KEEP COMING AND TELLING ME HE LOVED ME AND WANTED ME AND MY KIDS.HE WAS SO FAR AWAY I WAS IN TEXAS AND HE WAS IN IOWA.I COULDN'T BELIEVE THAT HE WOULD BE DIFFERENT AND DO WHAT HE SAID HE WOULD DO.WELL IN FEBRUARY OF 2009 HE SHOWED UP IN TEXAS AT MY DOOR AND ASK ME TO MARRY HIM.I STILL COULDN'T BELIEVE HE WOULD BE THAT MAN I SO LONG TO HAVE IN MY LIFE.WELL HE STAYED WITH ME IN TEXAS AND GOT A JOB.THE KIDS LOVED HIM AND HE WAS THE FATHER THEY NEVER HAD.THEN WE WENT TO IOWA FOR ME TO

[obvious Sign Is Obvious]
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

Bfs And Gfs
ok so i thought when your a guy with a girl you love her right? like you want to talk to her like everyday right. you share everything. You also want to see her right. Well I dont understand why a guy would ask you out and ignore you most of the time .. the when you finally ask why he is he tells you *my world doesnt revolve around you* even though you never had the chance to talk to him more then once a week because he never returns messages or calls or anyhing.. so what i am wondering is since when is that right .. to tell the girl YOU asked out that your world doesnt revolve around her?

Too.. (work In Progress, Lyrics By Me)
Too late, you say it with gustoyou have nothing but rust under your feetToo soon, you cast your judgement on meyou damn me with words incompleteso lost...you havent a clue who I ambut you dont give a damn about it allSo you decide to just let me fallBreak me down, let me fall (Take Me) undertow(Make Me) grovel below your feet, humble me

Fetlife Christmas Give Away!
welcome all! www.fetlife.com is having a Christmas Give Away of kinky/fetish items donated to them from various online stores. anything from corsets, vibrators, floggers, piercing kits, straightjackets.. you name it, its probably on the lis. you make 3 choices and they enter you for one of the three. anybody feel lucky?

Merry Christmas, My Friend-thank You Concrete Blonde
Merry Christmas, My FriendTwas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone,In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone.I had come down the chimney, with presents to giveand to see just who in this home did liveAs I looked all about, a strange sight I did see,no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree.No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand.On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land.With medals and badges, awards of all kind,a sobering thought soon came to my mind.For this house was different, unlike any I'd seen.This was the home of a U.S. Marine.I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more,so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door.And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone,Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home.He seemed so gentle, his face so serene,Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine.Was this the hero, of whom I’d just read?Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed?His head was clean-shaven, his weathered face tan.I soon understood, this

Merry Christmas To All Our Soldiers Over Seas!!!!
We know its tough and we understand your aloneness. Americans are with you, maybe not in person but in our hearts! We love and support you all and are grateful for everything you do! We want to send you a Merry Merry Christmas as we approach this day and let you know that we carry you in our heatrs and prayers everyday we wake and thank you for that day! Soldiers are Special Men and Women that do things that no others can do, your precious and a little piece of heaven in your own unique ways. We love you and GOD loves you and your wished the best of the best wishes this holiday season! GOD Bless You All!!!!!!!! ~Kimmie~

50 Q's
1. Do you think you can get through it without answering "I don't know"? Yes 2. Are you involved with anyone? I am involved in different ways with different people. 3. Where do you wish you were right now? Europe 4. What should you be doing right now? Cleaning my garage? 5. Does sex mean love? Not at all 6. What do you believe is a true saying about life? Darkness does not always equate to evil, just as light does not always bring good. 7. Are you a bad influence? I certainly hope so 8. Who has had the most influence on you (good)? talia 9. Night out or night in? Both can be equally enjoyable with the right person. 10. Single forever with a great family or no family and your soul mate? I don't believe in the notion of a soul mate nor do I care for my family. Neither. 11. What is your favorite game? Dance silly man, dance... 12. Your favorite book? Histoire de l'oeil by Georges Bataille

Wolf Star (native American Indian) .
It is told in the creation legend of the Pawnee that a great council was held to which all the animal Stars were invited, but for a reason no one remembers the brightest Star in the southern sky, the “Wolf Star” was not invited. Wolf Star watched and seethed from a distance, still, silent and angry, while everyone else decided how to make the earth. In the time after the great council the Wolf Star directed his resentment over this bad treatment at “The Storm that Comes Out of the West”, who had been charged by the others with going around the earth seeing to it that things went well. Storm carried a whirlwind bag with him as he travelled, inside of which were the first people. When he stopped to rest in the evening he would let the people out and they would set up camp and hunt buffalo. One time, Wolf Star sent a Gray wolf down to follow Storm around, and when Storm fell asleep he stole his whirlwind bag thinking there might be something good to eat insi

50 Questions..............
1. Do you think you can get through it without answering "I don't know"? maybe 2. Are you involved with anyone? That depends on your definition of "involved" 3. Where do you wish you were right now? In Brazil on a nice beach drinking a martini with a certain someone 4. What should you be doing right now? Nothing in particular..... 5. Does sex mean love? Nope 6. What do you believe is a true saying about life? Sometimes you are the bird, Sometimes you are the statue..... 7. Are you a bad influence? Absolutely 8. Who has had the most influence on you (good)? my grandparents 9. Night out or night in? In someone........LOL 10. Single forever with a great family or no family and your soul mate? neither 11. What is your favorite game? Hide the penis in the pussy :P (i ll keep this answer courtesy of Emanon)=D 12. Your favorite book? The Catcher in the Rye-J.D. Salinger 13. Do you know how to change a tire? Yes 14. What item could you no

Final
Over the course of time, I have witnessed alot in my illustrious, and self-fullfilling life. Fubar has been a 1/8 of it. It's helped me moretheless, witness what's in the heads of the opposite sex. I have never dated or been in a relationship. Some wonder what is wrong with me, or if I'm really human. I tell them what rests holds in my mind. I work for a living, have my own house and car, and time on my hands. That to me is true happiness. I'm thankful for all of those called (yous) that have stood by me even if through a computer screen. We are all unique and different in our own way and sometimes it's tough for me to accept that, I only feel comfortable in my own shell. Perhaps we're all just too buy for love or understand it, but as I put it best, it's like being lost in someone's walls. You'll never find the way out, and thus after this New Year and decade, it's time for my Fubar exit and exploration on 'my own.

Futards On The Dc Police Force
According to numerous news stories, today a Washington, D.C. plainclothes detective had dozens of people pelt his Hummer with snowballs - people trying to have a good time. Unfortunately, the cop took exception, got out of his Hummer and drew his service revolver, without identifying himself as an officer. The entire story is, among other places, on Yahoo news. Rock on!Shawn

Ok To Steal Says Priest
You know things have gone far awry when a priest tells his flock that stealing is fine according to the Bible. Father Tim Jones of St. Lawrence Church in York, England said “My advice as a Christian priest is to shoplift” if you need to make ends meet. He has come under heavy criticism and rightfully so for his remarks. He did say to steal from large national businesses and not small family businesses as if that is suppose to make stealing OK. I think this guy had a lobotomy while no one was looking. For more to steal check out the story: http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,580807,00.html It’s OK to steal a listen on BlastFM anytime you feel a need to fill your ears with music. www.live365.com/stations/blastercasterfm .

I Am....
I am ... A woman With a full heart, hidden Somewhere in an empty room ... With eyes not quite of autumn's gold, and yet Neither all of summer's green; I wonder ... If love is a tale made for children -- A granting of sweet dreams in their innocence -- A honey-coating to help their throats Choke down the bitter draught ... I hear ... A voice that whispers warnings, half-formed, Bodiless as hope, until I swear I cannot draw Another breath unless this spectre be unmasked, His lies mangled ‘neath my righteous tread; I see ... A woman, proud, uncompromising, Diaphanous as air -- less, even, than the tears That fall in desolation about her weary feet, Salt poison pooled upon the withered ground ... I want ... A measure of quietude, a certain silence, The echo of alone which heals me of dreaming, The nothing that stills the wanting, The numb, the cold that laughs at pain; I am A woman, hidden ... I pretend ... That I can live forever -- that Time Has no puissance but that which I afford

Bah Humbug
I know the whole point of Christmas is not how many giflts you get, but ya know. Just once it would be nice if people put forth some effort. Anyone on my gift list doesn't have to worry. They will get something they like. I got a knack for buying gifts, what can I say. However, no one can ever seem to do the same for me. Example: Mom - What do you want for Christmas? Hello! We live under the same freaking roof! (Yes, I know how old I am people. Back off. I was ready to move out when my dad passed away. Mom wouldn't have made it on her own.) You mean to tell me you can't come up with ONE idea of what I like? My Uncle: He sent me a gift certificate for Red Lobster. A nice gift indeed. Minor detail, I HATE SEAFOOD!! Now I was brought up to be thankful for what you got because you didn't have to get anything. Sometimes I don't know if that's not a better option.

A Letter To Alcohol
Dear Alcohol, First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays (hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings). However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences:1. Phone calls and text messages: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation after 2 a.m. can have much substance or necessity. Why would you make me call my ex's? Especially when I know, for a fact, they DO NOT want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night.2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal. But, why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce along with a big Italian meatbal

50 Questions
Noticed others playing this *game* and I'm bored at work so What The Hell... 1. Do you think you can get through it without answering "I don't know"? We shall see... 2. Are you involved with anyone? No 3. Where do you wish you were right now? Somewhere warm, although home would work too (at work still). 4. What should you be doing right now? Working or getting ready for Christmas. 5. Does sex mean love? No, but then again I don't believe in casual sex either. 6. What do you believe is a true saying about life? Life's a bitch and then you die??? 7. Are you a bad influence? I don't think so but I've been called one. 8. Who has had the most influence on you (good)? My Children I guess. Perhaps my boss, he gives me the freedom to be creative and innovate. 9. Night out or night in? Night In... if I had to pick one. 10. Single forever with a great family or no family and your soul mate? Am Single and have a wonderfu

You Are Not There
I feel your pain, Wish I could stop the rain. I reach out my hand, But you are not there, I say a prayer. I want you to know that I care. We never know what life will send our way, But in the end it will be okay. Our friendship means the world to me, Wish you could see. If we ever say goodbye, Know that I did try. It was a tough ride,

Christmas Shopping.....the Sequel
Spirit? There is supposed to be spirit this time of year? who the HELL told anyone such crap? 'Tis ridiculous people expect spirit out of everyone while Santa is too busy buying friggin ravioli at WalMart to bother making tinker toys and such for the wide eyed, loud and whining little *chokes* angels stampeding through the stores like little goblins going to war. I saw him....he looked away ashamed. He knew. And where the hell are the parental figures during all of this? I wanted to barricade their little ankle biting asses with the fruitcakes in the produce section so I could shop in peace while they shot squash torpedoes and tomato bombs at each other, but I opted to take the higher road, and the direction with less negative consequences, to get the fuck out of dodge while I still held on to that tiniest shred of compassion I'd managed to salvage after stepping foot into that pit of pure evil. *breathes* That is my rant..I believe I may be able to finish my shopping tomorrow with mi

[layers- Le Stolen]
layer one. Spell your name with bands/artists Y- Yeah Yeah Yeahs O- Offspring U- unwritten law W- White Stripes I- Incubus S- Santana H- Helmet layer two. - name: Youwish.- birth date: 1/20/85- nicknames: Roadkill, Chief, Ace, ***- current location: my desk- eye color: Obsidian- hair color: dull copper- righty or lefty: 60/40 ambidexterous. Right dominant- best friend[s]: Brandon, Chris and my brother layer three. - the shoes you wore today: Black Chuck Taylors. Lotops Fuck yeah.- your perfect pizza: Tutte Carne deep dish from Via's Pizzeria.- the last time you cried: uuuuuh... my brother's wedding? layer four. - your best physical feature: My shoulders and my jaw - most missed memory: My doggies. layer five. - pepsi or coke: Coke- mcdonald's or burger king: Neither if I can avoid it, but I loathe BK- adidas or nike: ... chuck taylor?- lipton ice tea or nestea: Loose ceylon- chocolate or vanilla: vanilla- cappuccino or coffee: cappucino layer six.

Waves
Waves crash against the shore.Taking with them bits of sand.Forever changing, altering.The shape of the land. Just like with people.When hearts and minds change.Their beaches alter.Never staying the same. In life you must take.The waves that come your way.And smile for the shores you have left.And smile for the day.

No Longer In His Dreams
She sees his image,And her mind leaves this place.Her whole life turns,When she sees his face. A noticable change appears,That all can see.The hold he has,Is really hard to believe. Her life and love,She gave without question.Is he her lifes fate,Was it all predestined. A tear appears her smile confusing,Contradicting or so it would seem.She wipes her eyes and turns away,Is she truly no longer in his dreams?

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me, I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too, But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, in heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do, It seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had, If I could relive yesterday, just even for awhile, I'd say good-bye a

The Broken Chain
We little knew that morning, that God was going to call your name. In life we loved you dearly, In death we do the same. It broke our hearts to lose you, you did not go alone; for part of us went with you, the day God called you home. You left us peaceful memories your love is still our guide and though we cannot see you you are always at our side. Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same; but as God calls us one by one, the chain will link again. - author unknown

Here And Now
The Way That I Feel Right Here And Right Now, I Cant Even Show To All Those That I Know... My Minds A Mess I Cannot Rest, I Think Its Got Me The Best.... Your Not Here And I'm Not There, How In Heaven Can This Be Fair.... My Heart Keeps Breaking Again And Again, When I Think About Losing My Very Best Friend... Please Come To Me In Any Little Way, Just To Let Me Know That Your Really Ok.... I'm Awake At All Hours Of The Night, Just Waiting For You To Tell Me Its Alright.... You Always Knew Just The Right Thing To Say, To Help Us Make It Through Another Day.... I Search For Answers Everywhere I Go, Will I Ever Find Them? Will They Ever Show?..... My Thoughts Unravel Every Night, With Everyone Outta Sight... I Shrivel And Shake And Tears Fall Like Rain, I Cant Tell Them All About My Pain... The Guilt Is Eating Me Apart, Its Tearing At My Heart... My Lil Sister I Didn't Know, That You Were Planning To Go... I Thought You Knew I Was Here, Didn't I Make That Very Clear... I Love

Sister
One day it happened In a blink of an eye So sadly her life ended Without a chance to say goodbye She was such a happy girl With a beautiful smile Without a care in the world She made it worthwhile She made everyone think And played with their mind She gave a quick wink As their faces shined The sisterhood has gone With smiles and good times No partner to sing our songs No best friend to sing our rhymes For her day had come To fly off to heaven And visit our mum In a happy haven She left us all Without a goodbye kiss She was the kind of girl The ONE we will miss author unknown

Just Writing
Standing staring through the blinds at a sunlit clear blue skyIn a world of darkness held behind the eyeswatching people passing by going about their daily livesStanding lost inside the mind dwelling on what was left behindMemories of days gone by of laughter shared and teardrops criedWishing there were no tears just lots of laughter free of fearsRegretting things that came to pass to bring the laughter to its lastRemembering things that were said in haste leaving the tongue with a sour tasteFeeling an emptiness in the soul a sensation of falling down an endless holeIn the grip of a sorrow so intense it seems like it will never relentThe sorrow builds in strength and wells withinIt leaves the soul and attacks the mind leaving a streak of pain in its wakeIt reaches the mind its purpose clear an attack to the senses to bring forth tearsA fight ensues behind the eyes a battle of emotions from deep insideThe body shakes from head to toe as the pain administers it's final blowThe shoulders

I Dont Hate Christmas I Just Have No Reason For It
Am I the only one that could care less about this time of year? Granted its fun to watch little kids faces light up when they find that one toy when they go shopping in my dept. but other than that. I find it hard to deal with after of years of being with no one on christmas and years of working retail. Its kind of zapped it all out of me

Amorosa
Her beauty to me magical. Beyond my imagination so rare. I fear if I close my eyes. She would vanish, gone in the nights air. Maybe she is a dream. Forever locked in my mind. As long as she stays. That answer I dont need to find. So my little beauty. This spell you may forever cast. Because if you are a dream. I hope my lifetime my sleep does last.

Just Something I Was Thinking About One Day Tell Me What You Think
Ok I know some states are different but in the state of Pa the number of car accidents have increased quite quickly this past year. Well, cell phones I pods and my pet of them all texting while driving has mad the accident rate grow dramaticly. So, on my way to work one day I have figured something out that might help with the death tolls go down a bit. like I said other states are different but the state of Pa in general this is what they should do. !. have people take a on the road driving test like the same year that our license expires 2. They have 3 chances to pass the test just like in the begining 3. If they fail they don't get there license renewed that simple this might cut down on the majority of car accidents and the biggest thing of it all it will help save other peoples lives just something that I was thinking about one day going to work I will be nice to have some feed back on this but it's totally up to you Thanks for reading Bryan

Update...
First off I want to say Thank You for all my friends on here who have been praying for my future mother in law Ann and for all the kind words you all have expressed to me. I'd still like to ask you all to continue praying. Her hospice nurses told us today things are progressively gettin worse. Her bp and oxygen level are startin to drop and she's getting more and more unresponsive. They are giving her anywhere between now and 2 weeks to pass. So please just pray for strength for everyone to get through this! Thanks

Azile69
Her love she sends to him,But to it he is blind.What does this beauty need,To reach inside his mind. To touch his thoughts,And reach for his heart.She crumbles away more,The longer they are apart. To see this sadness in her,For her love not returned.A love so strong,Forever in her heart it burns. I hope when he sees these words,Know that her heart is true.And know that always her heart,Will always belong to you,

Did Ya Ever Have One Of Those Days Damn
it started at 12am i woke up and culdent get back to sleep...Why am I awake? I hate TV. Why will my mind not shut off? UGH I hate being sick. I hate being medicated. I hate feeling weak and vulnerable. I really hope a crack head doesn't try to break in here, I just don't have the fight in me today... Sheesh. damn i got up this morning at 6 am and found my water shut off lol and i just paid the bill damn was i mad so i called the water company....and i got the damn machaine telling me ....Your estimated wait time is....15 MINUTES...hell more like an hour or more sheesh...Seriously folks. 15 minutes to wait on hold? You've got to be kidding me. I do not understand why some things must still be done via phone. We've come so far, but still have so far to go. :( and when i do get them on the phone i find out my water wasent cut off and that my pips were froze...damn an hour of walking in a cold basement with a toruch....wait a minit why is my basement cold ...damn furnace is down....call t

72 Hours, Doin' It
Ok, so I ended up riding two dif medic units, 2 dig engines, the utility, and the tanker. All in 72 hours. Jeezus. I'm going to sleep for a day straight to recover. To top it off before I could leave the firehouse I had to dig my car out with a snow shovel.

Fuck You Soup...
Take a little heartbreak, the real bitter kind, that leaves you real angryAdd a dead end job, the kind where you bust your ass for minimum and sore feetMix in over due bills, with some smartass 20 something debt collector calling at 10pmPut this in a big bowl of your past & the emotional baggage you lug aroundMake sure to add a new guy who blows you off and stomps your heart into the groundFinally, have your mom call you and lecture you about everything she hoped you'd beFor a nice Fuck You garnish, a successful sister, who just made partner, how sweet!This is my version of Fuck You Soup! I highly reccomend a nice bottle of Vodka for this soup!

Just An Interesting Thought
I know I am not the first to think this But I find it interesting. I think it is interesting that when the internet first started to become popular only those that could trully afford it had access to it. Now almost everyone is on it and using it. We were warned not to talk to strangers and not to meet people in person that we only know on the internet. Although we still teach this to our childern, and rightfully so, we now have sites like fubar, myspace, and facebook were we are encouraged to talk to strangers. As for not meeting people well we have sites like eharmony, match, and other dating sites that encourage us not only to talk to people but meet people. Nothing wrong with any of this. But I find it interesting that in 20 or so years we all have changed our thoughts and feelings about all of this.

Eye
Anyone know what is meant by the right eye? Right Eye is often named The Evil Eye and was known as The Right Eye of Horas. My third experience with this eye was again the same as the other two times. This time it was dark in the bed room and it was not my bed room. The Order covers hallucination and Religious or Spirtual Experiences. There is a difference. Since you don't know Horas or why this right eye, beyond what I said, is a waste of time. Cancelled was my appointment and rescheduled and we'll see how far this goes. Some things are just a time waster. Norio

Snow Bunny
This beauty could shine forever,Better than any day I've seen.At into the night,She could easily capture my dreams. To see her smile in my days,Warms me without end.Her eyes like a fairy tale,I close mine and pretend. She is truely a dream,One forever I would like to keep.Throughout all my awaking momments,And far deep in my sleep.

Sex
I'm so horny right now. I sitting here rubbing in between my legs. my pussy is throbbing for me to touch it. ummm so nice and wet. very hott. oooo as I touch my clit i move my hips, moans as I move. slides my finger in my pussy, so very wet. wishing i had my toy out. but can't .. so i just keep rubbing on my clit and moving my hips. this time sliding 2 fingers in my pussy. o yes !!! I keep sliding them in and out, i move faster every time. O I think I'm gonna cum !!!

Wildflower
If she only knew how much,She caught my eye.And how empty I was,When she left. I patiently wait through the night,Anticipaiting her mornings return.I look to the night sky,And wish for the suns morning burn. Will this day bring her closer,In my heart my hopes are high.To win this beautys heart,And cherish her forever,Till the day I die.

You Broke My Heart......
SILENCE. PAIN. I LAY ON THE FLOOR IN AN EMPTY ROOM. BLOOD, RUNNING OUT OF ME. I’VE JUST BEEN STABBED. NOT ONCE, NOT TWICE, BUT SEVERAL TIMES. IN THE BACK, IN THE FRONT. BUT THE MOST PAIN I FEEL, IS IN MY HEART. IT’S GETTING HARDER TO BREATHE. THE MORE I FIGHT TO STAY ALIVE, THE MORE BLOOD I SEEM TO LOOSE. WHY? WHAT DID I DO TO DESURVE THIS? LOVE. THAT’S ALL I GAVE YOU. EVERYTHING, MY ALL. MY HEART. YET HERE I LAY, ON THE FLOOR. DECIETFUL. LIAR. HEARTBREAKER. USER. YOU OUT OF ALL PEOPLE. I DID NOT EXPECT THIS. AS I SIT HERE IN SOLITUDE, THE MORE I THINK, THE MORE PAIN I FEEL, THE MORE BLOOD I LOOSE. IS IT WORTH IT? ALL OF THIS PAIN. NO. YOU NEVER CARED. YOU JUST SIT THERE. AND LET IT ALL GO BY. NOT CARING WHAT HAPPENS. NOT CARING ABOUT THE PAIN YOU JUST CAUSED. THE ONLY THING YOU FOCUS ON, IS HER. SHE IS YOUR “EVERYTHING”. YOU FEEL HAPPINESS, JOY, CONTENTMENT. IS IT REAL? THE FEELINGS YOU FEEL? EVERYTIME YOU KISS HER, A BONE IN MY BODY BREAKS. LAYING UNMOTI

Ode To Tiger!
Twas the night of Thanksgivingand out of the house,Tiger Woods came a-flyingchased by his spouse.She wheeled a nine ironand wasn't too merry,cause a bimbo's phone numbershe found on his Blackberry.He been cheating onpoor little Elin,and as each day went byanother woman came out squealing.He'd been on Holly, on Jamie,on Rachael, on Corrie,on Joshlyn, LaliekaTMZ had the story.From the top of the worldto above the fold,Tiger's evermore sordid taleit was told.With hostesses, waitresseshe had lots of sex,and when he wasn't hosin' 'emhe sent 'em hot texts.He crashed the Caddybut didn't call OnStar,yeah, he played "spank me Daddy"with a skanky ole porn star.He's been naughtyso with Santa he hasn't a chance,'cept a big lump of coalto match the lump in his pants.But despite all his cryinand beggin and pleadin,Tiger's wife went right outbought a new house in Sweden.And I heard her exclaimas she packed the Escalade,"if your gonna get laidthen I'm gonna get paid".And now she's not poutingin fact s

This Might Clear Up A Few Things Lol
I think Im confusing a few fu's which I didnt mean too. I am not married in real life only on Fu. I chose married when I got fumarried almost 9 ths ago out of respect for Crazy..I dont live in Texas yet, I still live in Chicago where Im freezing my butt off lol..I hope this clears up a few things if not, SB me and I might reply lol xoxoxo

Details
Breast Cancer Awareness Project - Any that wish to participate choose a sfw and a topless photo. I will then photoshop a pink ribbon onto the photo and post it on my page. Only the sfw will be public and the topless photo will be open only to the friends here. There are no fellas on the page.

What Exacly Is A Fake Bls Fan?
SO THIS IS ABOUT HOW FAKE PEOPLE CAN BE ON HERE.. ONE PARTICULAR CHICK ON HERE GETS ON MY NERVES BAD.. IF YOU SEE HER ON CAM SHE DONT MATCH HER PICS NOT AT ALL.. SHE PUTS OTHER PICS UP AS PRIMARIES MOST OF THE TIME OR TAKES PICS OF THE SIDE OF HER FACE WITH SUNGLASSES ON.. SHE THINKS SHES GODS GIFT TO EVERYONE BUT SHES THE BIGGEST FAKE BITCH I KNOW ON HERE..SHE BUYS HER FRIENDSHIPS ON HERE WITH BLINGS.. SHE ALSO SAYS SHES THE BIGGEST LEADER OF AN WOMENS EMPOWERMENT GROUP. THE GROUP SHE SAYS IT IS MEARLY A CLOTHING LINE BASED OUT OF LA.. AND THE NAME COMES FROM THE MILITARY LMFAO..SO MAKE SURE AND DO YA RESEARCH LMFAO ROTFF.. I DONT BELIEVE SHIT THAT SOMEONE SAYS ON HERE. THIS PARTICULAR CHICK HAS BIG NERVE CALLING ONE OF MY FRIENDS A FAKE BLS FAN I WAS LIKE WTF.. SHE STARTS SHIT BUT THEN CANT HACK IT WHEN SOMEONE EXPOSES HER SO SHE LEAVES FU FOR A BIT THEN COMES BACK AND STARTS SHIT AGAIN..SHE EXPESSIALLY SEEMS TO LIKE TO START STUPID SHIT BETWEEN THE ONLINE SDMF HERE ON FU.. SO T

Im Making Salutes For Anyone Who Gives Me Lots Of Fubux For Spotlight Or Anything Off My Xmas List...
Im making salutes for anyone Who Gives me Lots of Fubux for spotlight or Anything off my Xmas list... Fubar My Xmas List _ Happy hour _ Bling Pack _ 11's Bling _ Bomb Bling _ couple of Tickers _ Alot of fubux for spot light so i can level _ A Blast _ A Fu pony haha jk no one will eva get me that rofl Merry xmas all .. i luv u all reguardless p.s- leave me a inbox that u sent something cause i can have a list of who to make signs for thnx

This Is Funny As Hell
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! (don't be offended, keep reading until the end)Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot!RULES:1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course.2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!*3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy!4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty!5- Random sex is perfectly okay!6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT.7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away!This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT TO FUCK! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!F.U.C.K. Stands For:Friends U Can Keep.So promise me we'll F.U.C.K. forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know who your true F. U.

Music Monday 11
I think this is the most mixed list so far 1. Baby it's Cold Outside - Ray Charles and Betty Carter2. VCR - The Xx3. Grand Theft Autumn/Where is Your Boy Tonight - Fall Out Boy4. Dracula's Wedding - Outkast5. Tive Razao - Seu Jorge6. Killer Queen - Queen7. Empire State of Mind - Jay Z Feat. Alicia Keyes8. The Camper Velourium III: Al the Killer - Coheed and Cambria

A Blissful Romance
Why Are You Crying,Your Tears Are Not For The World to See. I Never Met To Make you cry,And I Know your tears Are Because Of Me. Why Do I have This effect On You, I'm Just doin My Thang And Being Me. One Day You'll forget This Insecure Love The Day Is Coming You Just Wait And See You'll Laugh Again...and Smile Because the Sun Is Shining Directly On Your Skin. I Do Thank You For Opening your heart Adn Willingly Inviting Me In. One Day I May Fall On Love And The Situation May be Exactly the Same. Or Maybe It's True That Love Is Nothing But An Emotional Mind Game. I Know Theres SomeOne In The World That Honestly Loves Me. I Dont Mean To turn You Away but It's Better If We Do It This Way. I Do Love You And thats All I that I Can Say. ~The End~

Self Serve Christmas
A kindly 90-year-old grandmother found buying presents for family and friends a bit much oneChristmas, so she wrote out checks for all of them to put in their Christmas cards. In each card she wrote, "Buy your own present" and then sent them off. After the Christmas festivities were over, she found the checks in her desk! Everyone had gotten a Christmas card from her with "Buy your own present" written inside, but without the checks!

Just Another One
i lay here night after night. with the thoughts of you in my head. i swear there are times i feel you are still laying there with me. i still can feel your soft loving touch and smell your sweet perphume. i look around and relize your not there with me and i relize it was just my hopes. i look around and the mememories of our life together comes rushing back. i start to cry cause i relize that im still in love with you and why i was in love with you

Friends Come And Go...
but a TRUE friend stays by your side. Any TRUE friends out there? ...still looking. I feel I have to reiterate. I am a real person with real feelings not a FU inside the computer...sheesh! OK, I'm a FOOL, but not a FU...lol

Pancakes!
While talking to one of my fubar friends we came to the subject of pankackes lol.. Which got me to remembering makin them from scratch.. (yes i'm awsome i can do that) I can remember growing up in Eden Az (where i learned how to make from scratch) and i remember my dad making pankakes so big and heavy... the man used weat flour and some other type of grains that even the heartiest eater could only eat one maybe one and a half!! But What i remember most when growing up is my siblings horror storries about these pancakes.. he used to put different things in them... not just bananna or chocholate chips like normal parents noooo he put stuff like corn and green beans lol let me just say THANK GOD HE LEARNED BETTER BY THE TIME I CAME AROUND LMAO

Stuff
So many things have changed for me since I last logged on here! I have finally found peace within myself! I am Happy; truly happy for the first time in sooo long! My marriage is back on track and I am so in love with my husband again! I feel wonderful and life is amazing!

It Has Been A Rough Year
It has been a rough year, And through all the tears, We have faced all our fears. There has been so much pain, But yet there is so much to gain We will walk in the rain. For those who have gone on before us, There memories will live on. The golden gates will open, And another angel will go home. We will sing a song, And stay strong. I will never turn away,

Soldiers On Fubar
This is something else that has plagued me since I first joined the site. Yes, I know we have troops over in Iraq and all and I am all for supporting the troops, but some of the behavior in relation to this site is kinda annoying. I find it kinda pathetic that when guys have "USMCSNIPER" in their display name and all, just to make it known. Yes you are mlitary, yes I am very thankful for the fact that you are defending my freedoms I take for granted every day,such as writing this blog (Freedom of speech for all you knowledge impaired), but no I do not appreciate using your status and title to gain attention on a website like this. The women on here are just as bad with this too, throwing themselves on a website just because of what they are doing for us. Strip this from them, and they will be a citizen just like you and me... I think I am done with this one for now..

Stupid Encounter #33(please Read Botto To Top Its A Sb) Long And Hilarious!
To ems1160: ok well ty for screwing me over and lying to me! Have a nice day and ty for your ip! To ems1160: are you there To ems1160: next To ems1160: umm their eyes ems1160: where would you bite To ems1160: yeah id rip their eyes out... ems1160: would you bite in a self defense situation To ems1160: id say im married and walk away... next ems1160: question 1 you see a totally naked guy tied over a wooden horse with a sign saying "paddle his bare ass 10 times" what would you do To ems1160: i dont know can you even define bling pack? ems1160: 5 then bling then 5 more ok? ems1160: questions start now ok? ems1160: 5 questions then ill send deal To ems1160: I wopnt screw you Im the founder of ARK ems1160: to make it fare you answer 5 then ill send then you answer the next 5 this way no one gets screwed To ems1160: send me a 25 crt bling pack and you got a deal ems1160: do we have a deal? ems1160: no more than 10 To ems1160: How many questions are there? ems1160: promise