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I Will Always Be There For You
I will always be there for you,I am your little friend..I will always be in love with you,all the way till the end..I will always care for you, I will never leave...you are one person,I can never deceiveI shall go off to sleep,much before you think,Maybe I’m not with you,The next second you blinkThe day, when I'm not with you ,Just close your eyesand take my name,I promise you dear.Your life will be the same.I will love you more & more, with each rising day ,I will always be there for youeven if we are far away

New Moon Review Lol
The characters in this movie should be arrested for loitering with intent to moan. Never have teenagers been in greater need of a jump-start. Granted some of them are more than 100 years old, but still: their charisma is by Madame Tussaud. "The Twilight Saga: New Moon" takes the tepid achievement of "Twilight" (2008), guts it, and leaves it for undead. You know you're in trouble with a sequel when the word of mouth advises you to see the first movie twice instead. Obviously the characters all have. Long opening stretches of this film make utterly no sense unless you walk in knowing the first film, and hopefully both Stephanie Meyer novels, by heart. Edward and Bella spend murky moments glowering at each other and thinking, So, here we are again. Bella (Kristen Stewart) is still living at home with her divorced dad (Billy Burke), a cop whose disciplinary policy involves declaring her grounded for the rest of her life and then disappearing so she can jump from cliffs, haunt menacin

Join Us! Title Is Designed To Get You To Read It...did It Work???
If the red shirt thing is new to you, read below how it went for a man....Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together.. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home.No, he responded.Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home.Going to pick him up?No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Up

Fubar Is Suppose To Be Fun.
I love this place. I have friends here.This place is for fun. FUN. I have fun many ways. I like to tease and be teased. I like to be perverted. I like to just Bullshit with people. Yet as I found out lastnight there are to many who seem incapable of having fun. They are to busy acting big and inportant.........Hey sweetheart this is the internet you are about as important as the rest of us which is not at all................I am done with it. I see many who get sick of the childish actions of some leave here and I think thats not the way to go. Why let the stupid bitches win? Fuck them. I say dont leave. I say stay. Stay and have fun. It will eat them up knowing they truly dont mater.

Today
Today ah it is a lazy lazy day! i got up to send the kids off to school and didnt pick them up the boys are spending the evening with granma i cleaned up a little and slept till 3pm i didnt expect to sleep that long i need to shower soon, can ya smell me? it soo quiet i can actually hear my music the way the artist intended it this font size is for the blind my phone didnt ring while i slept! :) ants found my sons lazy hiding spot for when they "throw things away" like chip bags and chips theyve dropped i am a murderer! i killed em all why are you reading this babble? pepsi tastes like shit, but im drinking it anyway idk what im gonna eat for dinner i need quarters to finish washing my cloths will you do them for me

Can Anyone Answer Me Something..
I texted my boyfriend, asking if he was working. He said no. I then ask him if he's doing anything before his class this afternoon. He says just running some errands. I then say ok, got some time to be "alone" before that? I will drive to your place. He replies he's not in the mood. Now, is it just me, or is there something wrong with this picture?!

Geithner Savaged On Unemployment During Fiery Hearing
Geithner Savaged On Unemployment During Fiery Capitol Hill Hearing Congressman Michael Burgess scalded Treasury Secretary Tim Geithner during a fiery hearing on Capitol Hill this morning, telling the former New York Fed chief that he should never have been hired and demanding that the TARP program come to an abrupt end, shortly after GOP Rep. Kevin Brady had called on Geithner to resign.http://www.prisonplanet.com/geithner-savaged-on-unemployment-during-fiery-capitol-hill-hearing.html

Msnbc's Matthews Injects Phony Race Talking Point Again
MSNBC's Matthews Injects Phony Race Talking Point Into His Program AGAINIn what is fast becoming a regular feature on MSNBC programming, Hardball anchor Chris Matthews once again injected the issue of race into a segment last night with no context whatsoever. http://www.infowars.net/articles/november2009/191109Matthews.htm

Never Settling
never settling who am I ? where did I go? how did I come to be a stranger in a mirror looking back at me? I remember a younger face that once looked back. this other person has enjoyed life though, seen many wonderful things, and have a happiness inside that shines through the wrinkled face looking back at me.. yet I search for that which seems missing my head hurts because, but still I sample the chocolates taking a bite and if it is offensive leave half behind poet

I Love Jokes!
Husband asks his wife "What would you do if I won the lottery" The wife said "I'd take half and leave you" He said "Excellent! I won 12 bucks, here's 6 now get the fuck out" ********************* Why can't lesbians diet and wear make-up at the same time?Because they can't eat Jenny Craig with Mary Kay on their face ********************** Sally from the reservation asks Dad for $100 for a new grad dress.-Sorry dear. I don't have dat kinda money.But Dad, I'm the only one of your eleven kids to graduate high school. I can't go to graduation in old clothes. I need $100 for a dress!-But hunney I only got a couple hundred until welfare day.Daddy! C'mon I'll do anything, but I REALLY NEED a new dress.-OK den, blow me!So Sally gets down on her knees and takes Dad's cock in her mouth. BLEAGHH! Daddy your cock is gross, it tastes like shit!-I know hunney, your brudder REALLY NEEDED the car tonight. ********************** what do you call a black women who has an abortion.....a crime stop

The Red Shirt.
If the red shirt thing is new to you, read below how it went for a man....Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together.. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home.No, he responded.Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home.Going to pick him up?No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Up

Important!!
If the red shirt thing is new to you, read below how it went for a man....Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together.. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home.No, he responded.Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home.Going to pick him up?No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Up

Toujours Frais!
For the record, I learned the difference between a ratchet and a wrench today. Ooo nov 19th,why are you so cruel to me? I have a headache the size of a sumo wrestler doing cartwheels...this picture that I just presented I know is not pleasing,nore is the headache I am sporting. If I suffer,you are coming along for the ride with me!! Good news is Timmy's didn't mess up my iced cap this mornin,which is always a grand way to start off my day. On most occasions they tend to squirt a tad too much butter caramel in it,thus disproves the saying" you cant have too much of a good thing". It was a whole 10 degrees outside today also,which is weird for Nov in NS,mind you im not complaining at all. IF I hear one more child say"but so and so has this/so and so did that" im gonna take a long walk off a short pier into our harbour. Supper is still yet to be determined, I have no clue on what to make that would please everyone at the dinner table..or atleast even one. All I want for christmas

Issues
People have some serious issues here ! I can't believe how there are so many people caught up on being re assured on just how they appear to others seeking approval by taking on so many friends just for points rates bling how sad ! Theres people with friends in the thousands ,friends? I don't think these people know the meaning of the word Friends a friend is someone you share a part of your life with simple things like wow i'm feelin bad or great today or I sure could use someone to talk to rite now! I'd like to challenge those with so many friends to try and visit each one and say hello to each one ! I don't think you can do it and I also think your just using people to gain only for yourself. How much more insecure do you need to be before you realize that your not a friend your a sad example of the word! Don't include me in your game because I'm not here to make you feel better about yourself by rating you everydayhelping your self esteem. And for those with whom I chat with or

Hates Hoilday Time
As far back as I can remember, every year like clock work right around October. Hubby gets the Scrooge symdrome. He's misserable and doesnt want to go shopping for pressy, or for the booze or the food you name it. He's just a big grump and makes the rest of us pissy and down to. My son wanted to purchase him a air compressor for his car , spray painting and odd jobs around the home. He saw one for a bit over 200 dollars and wanted his dad to go and take him to get it. OMG it was war , he didnt want my son to spend so much money. My son argued its his money and he will spend it how he pleases. Thus making grocery shopping a living hell for me . Having to deal with to men pissin and moaning over the cost of a machine. Second thing I dislike about the hoildays its not a hoilday for me , its just extra work piled on what I have already to do. No help in the cooking of the food, cleaning of the christmas wrapping or the dishes. Third thing I hate the most is, Christmas any mor

Ultimate Naughty Quiz
the ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for u! 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Dick/Boob Size: 4.Shaved,Trimmed or Natural? 5.Favorite position (s) ? 6.Do u think i'm hot? 7.Do u like cuddling afterwards? 8.Condom or skin? 9.Pull It Out or Leave It In? 10.Do u like to give & recieve Oral Pleasures? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.How many times would u like to cum? 13.Would u use me as a booty call? 14.What is fore play to u? 15.Would u kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 16.Would u do it today?Would u do it tomorrow?

Life Issues
It's back! My internet troubles have returned. *sigh* It couldn't have come at a worse time, too. I'm crunching to get the work done on an online only class. Which means I have to steal my mother's computer when she's not home to do this stuff. I'm also crunching in other classes since finals are coming up. So I'm kind of stressing out, a lot. Work is also a pain. They cut my only shift that I was supposed to work again this week. The holiday sales are coming up, and I'm SO not looking forward to it. I think I'm gonna quit this job after the holiday season. It's not worth keeping. I'm gonna start putting applications in again after Christmas. The only thing about workign at the store I am working at, it's closed on Thanksgiving and Christmas. *phew* But, all in all, it's not worth keeping. I can't do another stretch of 8 months of not working. You know, I act like nothing bugs me, like I have life together. I really don't. I don't think I ever will. But right now, I don't have it t

Beauty Or Beast
I came up with this survey in my own sick little mind.Its the biggest survey ever conceived. Since I only have girls on my friends list this is pretty much for the girls, so have fun and tell the truth. Copy and paste this so you can answer the questions.Get to know youName:Age:Location:Hair Color:Eye Color:Height:Weight:Heritage:Birthday:Piercing (what and where):Tattoos(what and where):Best feature:Do you like to cuddle:Are you controlling:Do you like to be controlled:Would you like to have sex all the time:Would you like to have sex every now and then:Bra size if you wear one:Panty type if you wear them:Ever had sex:How many people:Ever had sex with someone you didnt love:Ever had sex with someone just to get off:Ever masturbated:How often do you masturbated:Have you ever used toys:What toys:Have you ever used something that wasn’t a toy:What:How do you feel about anal:Oral giving or getting:Kinkiest thing you ever did:Kinkiest place you ever done anything:Are you wet right no

Had To Giggle...
on my way in to work today. There was this dude standing on the corner downtown, holding a sign. I'm usually early in the morning so I take my time and I was able to read his little sign. Bold yellow and black letters...him waving at each car...giving out big smiles. Which was nice if you think about it...someone smiling these days. But when I read the sign I had to giggle. It read "Turn in Your Gold for Cash!" Now, I don't know about you, but generally I don't carry my unwanted gold in my car, or purse for that matter. And not sure that if I did I would make that EUREKA squeal, make a u-turn at the intersection, and be SOOOO thankful that he was there to unload all my gold from my car. "I've been carrying it around for MONTHS!", I'd say. "Thank you for reminding me!" I'm glad he's got a job in these tough times, just not sure how much good it will do, but he did wave and smile....I think that was worth his weight in gold.

Seduction
Beauty ... skin deep ... eye of the beholder ... fleeting ... comes from within. Why do we judge ourselves so harshly? Hairlines, bellies, stature ... who we are is so much more than this. We are beautiful creatures .... capable of love and of thought and of passion. We need to embrace this. Do not judge yourself ... let yourself be ... for who you are is certainly beautiful to someone close to you .. someone who longs to be close to that beauty. In denying yourself, you deny them and all the wonders that two people can experience when they accept that their beauty is not just within ... some inner light that shines despite their outward appearance ... but without ... in every crease, every white hair, every body ... everybody. Stand up today and be the beautiful one you are. Don't let your wonder be stifled by the tastes of another ... enjoy you ... be you. And open your eyes to others. See their eyes sparkle ... the way their mouth seduces you with every word. See them blush and wat

We're Not In Kansas Anymore
An eerie sky - I see you on the horizon. The clouds gathering in the distance ... the winds have been howling for hours and yet now it is deathly still. I know what comes next and yet I stand firmly on the grounds that the storm may indeed blow over leaving my heart and home unscathed. But that's never how it works right? I feel the foundation shake - the wood frame desperately clinging to its roots as if everything was dependent on holding fast ... and it is. It's too late - I see my walls torn and thrown asunder. As soon as the tornado is through, I survey the damage and feel foolish for staring blankly at the sky while it all happened. I know I will rebuild ... not in another city ... not even down the road but on the same foundation that sits here so strongly. My foundation cannot be rocked by such a breeze. I will lay plank by plank until my house is rebuilt ... a new coat of paint in a shade that makes you wish your breezes had carressed my siding rather than shatter my windows.

Johnny And June - Jackson (a Man Who Knew How To Love His Woman And Knew Enuf To Take Care Of Her)
We got married in a fever, hotter than a pepper sprout, We've been talkin' 'bout Jackson, ever since the fire went out. I'm goin' to Jackson, I'm gonna mess around, Yeah, I'm goin' to Jackson, Look out Jackson town. Well, go on down to Jackson; go ahead and wreck your health. Go play your hand you big-talkin' man, make a big fool of yourself, You're goin' to Jackson; go comb your hair! Honey, I'm gonna snowball Jackson. See if I care. When I breeze into that city, people gonna stoop and bow. (Hah!) All them women gonna make me, teach 'em what they don't know how, I'm goin' to Jackson, you turn-a loose-a my coat. 'Cos I'm goin' to Jackson. "Goodbye," that's all she wrote. But they'll laugh at you in Jackson, and I'll be dancin' on a Pony Keg. They'll lead you 'round town like a scalded hound, With your tail tucked between your legs, You're goin' to Jackson, you big-talkin' man. And I'll be waitin' in Jackson, behind my Jaypan Fan, Well now, we got married in a fever, hotter than a p

Take A Moment For Others....
while randomly searching the internet for ideas for the holidays, cause im mean and make my kids do things for other people, i ran accrossed this old letter from the sun paper, my mom used to have this in a frame that she would hang by the tree at christmas time. enjoy!!! and remember people, no matter how bad things seem to be, you can always do something to give to others even if its just TIME!! so here is the yes virginia there is a santa clause letter in full. Eight-year-old Virginia O'Hanlon wrote a letter to the editor of New York's Sun, and the quick response was printed as an unsigned editorial Sept. 21, 1897. The work of veteran newsman Francis Pharcellus Church has since become history's most reprinted newspaper editorial, appearing in part or whole

Death Is Never Easy......
I received a call yesturday from the nursing home my mom has been in for the last several years. She was diagnosed with Lewybody's disease. This is a disease that is closely related to both Parkinsons and Altzheimers as it tends to mimic both diseases symptoms. She does not know who I am anymore. She hasn't for about 2 years now. She is lost in her own world. The nursing home informed me that my mom is declining. She has withdrawn farther into her world and has stopped eating. The hospice nurse says that they don't expect her to last much longer. She's dying. Probably within the next couple months, if not sooner. I have had my older brother and my step-mom both die in December. My step-mom ON Christmas day. Now my mom is not expected to make it to 2010. I'm beginning to wonder if there is some weird Christmas curse on my family. I'm wondering if knowing that someone is going to die is better than a sudden death? Both my brother and step-mom were sudden. Which was devastating t

Bdsm
On 11/11/08 I received an e-mail from a couple friends of mine. Angi and Jenny asked me, if I wanted to go in with them and rent a cabin at Government Camp for the weekend. For my friends who don't know where Government Camp is located, it's a small high mountain community East of Portland, Oregon at the base of Mt. Hood. It gets lots of snow there over 6 feet during the Winter. We lucked out, it hasn't started to snow yet while we was there. Anyways, the Ladies asked me to meet them there about 5:00 pm Friday at the cabin they reserved for us. When I arrived at the cabin they was already there waiting for me with ropes in their hands. As soon as I walked in to the cabin with one of my bags, they told me to take my clothes off and put on my black nylon g-string. So, I went in the bedroom and took off my clothes and put on my g-string as told. When I came back in to the living room they immediately grabbed my arms and Angi tied my hands behind my back. Then Jenny stuffed a big 2 1/2"

Ensign: Why Judges Doesn't End At Chapter 16
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 19 November 2009 [I was strolling through my archives of Ensign and found this study set in the book of Judges. Since I'm currently reading in it on my second run through of the Bible, I found and hope you will as well something to learn from as well as neat to read. Since I'd originally written this on 5/5/05, my style has changed, but I pray to God not the message. And now back to my novel "The Book of Numbers" at 33,248 words (66 typed pages) as of last night -- have an awesome and blessed weekend! David] After the death of Samson, no more judges come forth in the book. Taken all together, the administration of the judges and the years of rest Israel had between them covers nearly 400 years. (The final judge of Israel, t

Looking For "a" Woman
Let me start by saying, "God Bless the big girls and their willingness to show their beautiful breasts" But why don't the smaller girls ever seem to do so? I think small is equally sexy and beautiful. Sometimes even more so. Are they out there? Is it just me and my lack of game? LOL Just some food for thought.

Its Good To Be Alive
its good to be alive today knowing that you care, its good to be alive today knowing that you are hear, its good to be alive today knowing that were friends, its good to be alive today as there is alot of sadness in this world, its good to be alive today because you make me happy, its good to be alive today because i can return the favor, its just good to be alive today. Pass this along to anyone that is having a bad day. Love bedrock

Lost Who Will Find Me
Shit man you think that you have real rough look at me very closely and that you will see that I not shit to do or what the fuck that I really want to do. I am a man that lost and that have very few friends and that really give a damn what people say. I am a person with a compassion heart but don't get that screw up I will fuck you up if I think that you are fucking me over. I am a person damn it and I do have feelings too although I don't show it. I spend mostly of mine life wishing that I was dead I and praying that I was dead and everyday I wake up and the first words that come out of mine mouth is damn why I am still alive. Is there really a God if so he will know that I don't want to be here. God answer all prays then why he is not answer mine. All I want to do is to be dead or alone and alone is almost near dead anyway. I just that I know and that I am so lost and I need help to find mine way but there is no one to help this person I just me against the world and guess

Ken Ober
LOS ANGELES (AP) — Ken Ober, who hosted the 1980s MTV game show Remote Control and helped produce the shows Mind of Mencia and The New Adventures of Old Christine, has died. He was 52. His agent, Lee Kernis, says Ober was found dead Sunday in his Santa Monica home. Kernis says Ober complained of headaches and flu-like symptoms on Saturday night but the cause of his death wasn't clear. Ober hosted five seasons of Remote Control beginning in 1987. Contestants in lounge chairs were asked pop-culture questions from categories such as Dead or Canadian? The show featured early appearances by comedians Adam Sandler, Denis Leary and Colin Quinn. Ober, who was born Ken Oberding in Massachusetts, is survived by his parents and a brother. RIP

Todays Ebonic Lesson
Leroy is a 20 year old 10th grader.This is Leroy's homework assignment. He must use each vocabulary word in a sentence.1.Hotel -I gave my girlfriend crabs, and the ho tel everybody.1.Dictate -My girlfriend say my dictate good.3.Rectum -I had two Cadillac's but my bitch rectum bofe.4. Disappointment -My parole officer tol' me i miss disappointment they gonna send me back to the joint.5. Penis -I went to the doctor and he handed me a cup and said 'penis'6. Israel -Tito try to sell me a Rolex. I say 'Man it looks fake.' He say, 'Bullcrap, that watch israel.'7. Undermine -There's a fine lookin' ho living in the apartment undermine.8. Fortify -I axed this ho on da street, 'How much?' She say 'Fortify.'Furthering you education with Today's Ebonic word...Today's word is: OMELETTELets use it in a sentence. -'I should pop ya ass fo what you jus did, but omelette that shit go dis time!

To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity...
1. Sit in your car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercome. Don't disguise your voice! 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 4. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffine addictions, swith to Espresso. 5. In the Memo field of all your checks, write 'For Marijuana'. 6. With a serious face order a Diet water whenever you go out to eat. 7. Specify that your Drive-trough order is 'To go'. 8. When the money comes out at the ATM, Scream 'I won! I won!' 9. When leaving the zoo, start running towards the parking lot. yelling 'Run for your lives! They're loose!' 10. Tell your children over dinner, 'Due to the economy, we are going to have to let one of you go.'

Letter Of Recommendation
LETTER OF RECOMMENDATION1 Trevor ***** my assistant programmer, can always be found2 hard at work in his cubicle. Trevor works independently, without3 wasting company time talking to colleagues. Trevor never... Read More4 thinks twice about assisting fellow employees, and he always5 finishes given assignments on time. Often he takes extended6 measures to complete his work, sometimes skipping coffee7 breaks. Trevor is a dedicated individual who has absolutely no8 vanity in spite of his high accomplishments and profound9 knowledge in his field. I firmly believe that Trevor can be10 classed as a high-calibre employee, the type that cannot be11 dispensed with. Consequently, I truly recommend that Trevor be12 promoted to executive management, and a proposal will be13 executed as soon as possible.AddendumThe idiot was standing over my shoulder while I wrote this report.Kindly re-read only the odd numbered lines.

Womminz = Pervs
30 to 40% of x rated dvds purchased are going home with women 1 of 3 pornographic downloads are done so by women yeah, this was the convo on the morning show this morning oh and btw theres an online church...whats next

A Day Ill Never Forget!!!
Nov.23,2008 Thats a date that will never be forgotten. On that date my mother which was my best friend also passed away. She was meeting me to drop my son back off to me. We was meeting in a town close to her and my job. While i was waiting a cop flew through town (its a small town) I knew something wasnt right so i went in the direction of the cop. I came upon a car accident scene which yeah it was my mom and my youngest son. My mom had a heart attack and wrecked. She didnt make it. I miss her alot and deal with the flash backs to that day. MISS AND LOVE YOU MOM!!!

Were Love Is Present
Were love is present soon it fails the heartbreak insuses and the heartache lingers. love can take you into a thousand places and then simply break you in two. love is a grand design over simplified by words. like lust and want mistaken for love leaves one beaten down hurt and abused. choice your words wisely better yet let your emotions shine thru never say i love you if you know its not true.

Leveling
I was just looking at the requirements to level for the higher levels and I've come to the conclusion that I am never going to get that high. "Run backwards and jump over an elephant while patting your head and rubbing your tummy, while chewing gum and fingering a Russian prostitute,drinking an iced mocha and braiding the back hair of someone's Uncle Larry." Impossible.

Prays Needed
This past Tuesday, Nov. 17, there was a terrible accident here in my home town of Houma, LA. A crane at EBI ship yardbroke loose of its pedestal and crashed into a building. Inside that building were my brother Adam LeBouef and my brother-in-law Heath Perkins. By some miracle when the crane crased something fell and hit my brother and through him back, This saved his life. Unfortunately my brother in law was killed. A beam feel across his body causing major internal injuries. He left the shipyard alive and died about an hour and a half later. He and my sister have a 1 year daughter and she is 12 weeks prejeant with their second. When things like this happen you realize just how important life is and the people in your life are. I am most grateful for my husband and my children. They are my life.

Nice Guys Finish Last- A Lament
I don't know what I'm more afraid of, Getting my heart broken again ,or the fact that I'm getting used to it. I just want to find a good woman who can keep it real.What the fuck??? I'm always a gentleman who treats women with respect. Why do I always lose out to the assholes? You know the ones who only care about themselves and treat women like pieces of meat. Why do nice guys finish last?If there are any women who like nice guys hit me up? Just please don't toy with me I'm getting real tired of being hurt.To all the girls who look past the nice guysI'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk. I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" you. I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised. I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to impress your friends. I'm sorry That I am actually nice,not an asshole. I'm sorry I like to buy you flowers for no apparent reason.Just because it's tuesday.I'm sorry I don't have a

Magnetic Generator For Home Use
Many around the world are aware of the benefits of alternate energy sources and have begin using them as energy sources for their homes and offices. If you have seen it, you probably have realized that there are truly many proven facts on alternate energy sources. Now, you are about to witness a continuous energy supplying device known as the magnetic generator. You must have heard of how magnets work because they have this strong attractive capability that brings two magnets together like magic. When you carefully study this entire field you will realize that magnets have poles where the energy is concentrated. And this entire process can now help you to generate electricity for powering your home appliances, thus saving you a whole lot of money on your electrical expenses. A magnetic generator is very interesting as it uses the foundation pillars of science which says that energy can never be created or destroyed but can only be transformed from one form to another. This is exactly

From Dancing Bear?...wtf?
Dancing Bear Spokane, WA subject: I don't wish to hurt your feelings publicly...truly. received: 11/18/2009 06:44 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam This is the ONLY reply you shall receive, so rage away irresponsibly, as publicly as you wish. You look silly. Facts are facts. fu is about popular opinion, and no more. Attack as you wish, in all obvious ignorance. You waste time here, as a child. Your mumm yesterday was just a stupid. Get a library card; they're free. In point of fact, we went to the moon in 1969. What kind of fuBoy equates Hitler, with the things you so freely associate, while inappropriately attributing them to me? You're illogical and irrational. Those are two requisites qualities found in most fascists. That too is true. Did you see a TV show on abnormal psychology and logic too? The tunnels and bunkers are indeed there, as are many such systems, throughout the entire inhab

Not A Clue
I don't really know what to name this, But in the last week, several people I thought were close to me have ignored me and made me feel like I'm of zero importance in their life. I always tried to make those who make me feel special, feel the same. Though, the gender roles of the world are changing. It's so sad to see this happening. I guess its easy to tell,Just by the way I feelThat I picked my poison wellEmotions never really healYou were my eyesYou were my earsYou make a matter of moments;Seem like yearsAll I want,Is the end of this bleeding..This heartache.Yet, Still I'm waiting,With everything at stake.Is it corruption I'm seeking?Or maybe testing these bonds,To see if they break..I could never get byThis system of equasionsRacking my brainA better off innovationWhat's with my loyalty?Even so my trust and shame?In over my head,I've been drowned by this game.I'm not sure where to go,Or what's even left to do..Despite everything saidOr anything ever doneEven to this dayI'd stil

Lol For My Frend Emmie
dont be mad at father time. i no true love will come to you. mabe not this month and not this year you shuldent have to be with some one you fear so dont be sad and dont be blue i no true love will come to you.

The Toll
Though you never can forget,It's so simple to pretend:Claim that you are not a threat,Promise them that you're their friend,Never showing them your face,Never touch them with your soul.Keep it hidden, every trace;Only you will pay the toll.Gazing through the looking glass, it's there until you die:The darker part of you is standing, covered by your lies.Can you fight it?Can you free it?Are you in control?Or is it you inside of it, your core as dark as coal?Is the shell you hide inside the image that you show?Are you good or are you bad, or can you even know?Don't you wish you could forget?Too bad, 'cause that's your toll.

Crucial Aspect Of Penny Stocks Investment
Penny stock investment may be highly risky if you invest on any random stocks. So a beginner should make a list of penny stocks. This list is the first thing you should reflect on before going for investment in stocks. There are a lot of penny stocks on the market. So it is not easy to find stocks that are good. Also, there are many cheat sellers. So it is wise to be vigilant and investigation before you blow your hard earned money on stocks. So to build your list, think that stocks offered at low prices. This may be the perfect to be invested by a beginner stock trader. The veteran traders invest in penny stocks at times when they find a good deal. These stocks are good picks for those who are looking to invest in a low price stock with best returns. On the other hand, before you plan to make investment into penny stocks, you should collect adequate background information such as the market history of the stock you are planning to buy. You should also collect information related

Something I Have Written....
The sky is dark, yet so bright. The trees and earthly bodies are taken over by the darkness that the stars command. You stand there looking into the dark velvet sky. You’re empty as you stare. You’re so fucking empty tonight.Lights streak across that sky. Shooting stars. Make a wish as those glorious meteors collide into your world. They crash with no sound. Yet everything around you is so loud. Nothing is quiet. The creatures of the night stalk you loudly in hopes of terrorizing you. They smell you. They smell you bleed as the blood slowly rolls down your arms and drips onto the ground beneath. As the cold liquid pours you stand there in the middle of the empty field. You’ve lost all amounts of care as your soul flees your body to lay amongst the stars. Even for only a moment. Or until the sun rises again, whichever is first. But once again you pull away from the peace the blackness has given you. You are once again lost in the dark beauty that so few indulge in; th

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We can see that ugg boots will be one of the most popular boots again in the following year. Most people like its simplicity, fashion and comfort. They are the affinity of many celebs and maybe that’s an important reason why ugg boots are popularized so quickly. Today we will have a look at some of the most popular uggs styles. 1. EMU Boots Though EMU boots have been around for 11 years, they are still favor of countless young women in this year. If you want to own a timeless fashionable boots, EMU is the right style for you. They are beautiful, durability and comfortable. 2. Frye Boots Frye Boots is the most common style which is fond by celebs, such as Ann Hathaway. When selecting a pair of Frye Boots, you have a lot of styles and colors to choose from. T

Fine Mist - 5/27/09
FINE MIST Sarah Q. Morgan’s Poetry Workshop Too light it comes down Not hard enough to cleanse you bringing you down even further each tiny drop of water hammering on your Rock of Gibraltar until you are nothing withered to but a pebble holding back on throwing the first stone for you know this will pass evaporate into nothing until the sun can shine again like the rainbow born from storms so too you will smile again

Sometimes I Hate My Life
Ok check this out im going to be alone this thanksgiving and x-mas again i mean 4 real i had a girl that i though loved me as much as i still love her and i cant beleve that im such a fukin goob i just dont know what to do im so lonly and iv been so lonly 4 so long i ust cant seem to let her go i know that she has let me go and she tells me that she still wants us to talk but yet she makes no efort some 1 tell me what i should do and where im living is complet hell and my hole life is fuked up and i was so looking forward to starting a life with her she knows how much i care about her i was gonna give up every thing 4 her EVERY THING im just about to loose my mind so hoo ever reads this plzz help me with a comment

Moonlit Iris
Goddess touch of erotic delightupon wavering shiversthy gentle palet of aromasfrom within dim twilightsensual colors, evervescentupon silk pedals of extacyblown about by gentle windssilently awaiting, pationate dew dropamid every penetrating breezemindless, pristine to all it surroundssolitarily abed with open moansfor soon thy dampened rain shall call John V. Kiger

Friendship
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Moving Bye Bye!
I start moving in less than 12 hours. Just finishing a few things up then heading to sleep. It's suppose to rain also...bah! Maybe will get lucky and the rain clouds will go somewhere else.. Until then...I'll be back whenever! Bye bye!

11-19-09
So I'm sitting here late at nite and start thinking about why do I bother some times with dealing with the way things are always going to be. This world has created an image of what your suppose to look like, act like, be like and all around present yourself. Fit into a "norm" of society. But those who dont fit into the mold are looked at as weird, unusual, outcasts that dont belong. Just because our views on the world are different doesnt make them wrong. People take for granted the inner beauty of this world, and its people. I take in the good and bad of people and judge based on how they approach the world not by the way the deal with what the world has given them. Maybe Im wrong in somes eyes but i dont change my opinions for no one. The truth hurts but its better then living lies that make everything harder in the end. Well I guess I just needed a breather, some space to think and a good blog to vent. To those who are different, be what makes you happy and dont fall into the cooki

Explanation To All My Friend, Family And Fans
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I miss you I miss being overwhelmed by you And I need rescue I think I’m fading away But I keep thinking that you’ll wake me up with a whisper in my ear I keep hoping That you’ll sneak in my room So I wait and I wait And I run old scenes through my tired head Of the day we laid by the school and said Forever, was that the best I’ll ever be? I miss you I miss talking all night long with you And I need this to find a way to your home oh, my love, can you hear me Have I been hoping loud enough wishing hard enough Can you see me when I’m asleep all alone, alone So I wait and I wait And I run old scenes through my tired head Of the days that we laid by the school and said Forever, was that the best I’ll ever be? Can’t keep my hands from shaking stumbling through the wreckage again but your gone So I wait and I wait And I run myself through the same old circles

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May every star you wish apon and every hope your hangin' on come true out of everybody in this world there is no one who deserves them more than you I hope you find everything you've been dreaming of only good things no inbetweens just, Peace and Love These words did not come easily Still you know I had to write them down You must know what you mean to me I wish that you could always be around I hope you find everything you are worthy of I'm gonna miss you I only wish you, Peace and Love Peace and love tears of joy kindness of strangers All of your roads paved with gold by gaurdian angels whereever you may bein this world my salutation says it all May you always have enough Peace and Love I let you go unselfishly Cause eveyone needs time to be alone well maybe time will bring you back andif it does, you'll always have a home I sign my name no one to blame it on be

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As I lay me down to sleep reality fades into a distant dream I close my eyes in hope i will be granted peace The love and desire I have for another thats among the clouds in my dreams Unwillingly I see his face I see his smile and weaken due to his charm His kisses seem so real,His touch so sensual I forget I am dreaming I dream of a man I cannot have and love a man that does not exist The torture of love destroys me but the reality of what i have brings me joy As I lay me down to sleep I am able to give this heavy heart some peace

New Video Only For 21 Days!
Ok here is a video of me in the shower. Toying around with a new Flip Cam a little bit on the shaky side cause he kept getting wet . Its only going to be on this site for 21 days. If anyone knows a free hosting site let me know so i can upload it there. Enjoy! http://www.megaporn.com/?d=T0E0SUIZ

Coloring The Sky
COLORING THE SKY Like a bird to the wind Your feet have left the ground Let your journey now begin. You never really left here Merely taking a different view Below, many hold you dear. Spread your wings and fly Soaring through the heavens You're coloring the Sky. The Eagle, mighty and so true The sleek and stealthy Hawk They both look up to you. Beyond the Sun a shadow Cast by a giving soul It is far from over, so much more to go. Dwelling deep, within the Heart No where near and end Simply making a brand new start. Orange sunsets or visions of Blue The colors of the Sky They're all because of you.

Alone
Im not the most social person usually unless im with my very few close friends or my other family ("NO REGRETS") and getting to the subject which has to do with Thanksgiving....This year my family planned on going out of town and i was welcomed with open arms by my aunt whose house its being held at and come to find out my dad has told my mom he doesnt want me to go and it seems he doesnt want me around any family when they do things...its like hes holding my injury and lack of work against me and makes me think hes emabarrassed of me which deep down really hurts knowing i already spend 95% of my time alone because of where i live the drama is so high and everyone has to talk shit about everyone including me and the only way i found to deal with it is to not go anywhere and stay home...Im just really confused as why he feels that way and if i were to say anything to him he will fly off the handle and let everyone else have to see it...Im just not sure what to do

Got A Auction Going On
Im making this for a few beautiful women and cool men, but mostly for my sis LILL BRATT and Devilish and dont forget to love on them all even if its just a rite. Entries can be done by talking to Devilish Temptation http://fubar.com/user/3439862 ONLY 1 or 2 days left to enter.... Devilish Temptation Auction come bid on a hottie today... 11/13 til 11/27

Justina Claire - When I Think About Angels
Why does the color of my coffee match your eyesWhy do I see you when I stranger passes byI swear I hear you in the whisper of the windI feel you when the sun is dancin' on my skinAnd when it's rainingYou won't find me complainin' causeWhen I think about rainI think about singingWhen I think about singingits a heavenly tuneWhen I think about Heaven thenI think about angelsWhen I think about AngelsI think about youThe taste of sugar sure reminds me of your kissI like the way that theyboth linger on my lipsKisses remind me of a field of butterfliesMust be the way my heart is fluttering insideBeautiful distractionYou make every thought a chain reactionWhen I think about rainI think about singingWhen I think about singingits a heavenly tuneWhen I think about Heaven thenI think about angelsWhen I think about AngelsI think about youAnywhere I goAnything I doEverything around me babyMakes me think of youWhen I think about rainI think about singingWhen I think about singingits a heavenly tuneWh

Lovin You
loving you is like watching the tides the first time. so easy so simple so beautiful. you make my rainy skies blue again. your my good feeling my reason for breathing. your the first and last person i look at everyday. the first and last person i think of. day dreams come so easy yet the wait for you seems so hard. miles away is my love the yearning for you grows with everyday. the wait seems imposable even unbearable some days. yet i wait for you. a pure untainted honest love. and just when i thought life and love and finally became one in my life......... you left. my scars are all i have left to show. my body may heal and scars may fade but the scars on my heart or forever. alone i cry and whisper how could you do this to me. YOUR A LIAR....................i miss you..............................YOUR HEARTLESS....................your all i can think of.................................I HATE YOU........................................................................

I Want....
Closed off from love, I didn't need the pain. Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain. Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen. But something happened for the very first time with you. My heart melted to the ground, found something trueAnd everyone's looking 'round, thinking I'm going crazy. But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you. They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth. My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing. You cut me open. And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love. I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love. Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love. You cut me open. ~"Bleeding Love" Leona Lewis I like this song. Not that anybody's really trying to keep Matt and I apart by any means, but that first part is so true. I closed myself off after Donnie. I didn't want anymore. I didn't want anything. I was content on focusing on myself, finding myself, my likes and dislikes, and being single. But something happened wi

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It seems as if we all stand at the precipice of a world changing life altering shift. The world seems to spin much faster and we seem to live much more of just an exsitence than ever before. At times I ask myself this and wonder deep beyond what a mind should. I find that my life seems a blur. I remember wakeing up as a child on Christmas eve and it seemed to take forever for the day of all days to aproach closer. I remember days dragging into months and years into decades it seemed. Now my life is moving at a break neck pace along with every other body on this planet. The only time I remember time seeming slow and seeming like an eternity in my adult life was at war. Rolling like thunder on Route Irish or Tampa leading into the small villages and towns it seemed that it took forever before we reached our mission spacific target. In battle was worse, on average our engagements only lasted for a brief two and half minutes but seemed to last a lifetime... For some that was theyre life sp

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You Are Brutally Honest Hey, the truth hurts, but that's not exactly your fault. You call things as you see them and pull no punches. You believe that you shouldn't be punished for speaking your mind. It's a lot better than being a liar. In fact, you have no tolerance for dishonesty of any kind. In your mind, a white lie is still a lie. You rather that people give it to you straight. You pride yourself on being tough enough to handle the unvarnished truth. How Do You Tell the Truth? The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

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You Are Cinnamon Flavored Toothpaste You are passionate about most things in life, and you really put your all into anything you undertake. You believe life should be lived fully and well. You probably even get really into brushing your teeth. You have strong preferences. You tend to either deeply love something or hate it fully. And when you do love something, you tend to overdo it a bit. Moderation is not really a word in your vocabulary. What Flavor Toothpaste Are You? Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet

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People Love That You Are Responsible and Dependable You're the type of person who can make decisions easily, and you don't mind leading or directing people. It's likely that you're friends look to you to figure out what to do when you get together. It may feel like a burden, but take it as a complement. Your friends also know that they can turn to in times of crisis or deep trouble. You can help out in an effective manor. Your pals may complain every now and then that you're a little too responsible, especially when you want to call it a night early. In the end, though, they appreciate that they can count on you. What Do People Love About You? Work is Hard. Time for Blogthings!

Fubar In Like, Real Life? Hrmm..
..so taking a break from what I usually do, whatever that is, I have a new thought or two and maybe we can make something of it. Fubar’s been around while now. There has been of course the usual bad things that happen anywhere but somewhere , believe it or not for some of you, there is good and real life better. Speaking from experience, I know first hand that no matter where you live, what you look like or how much money you don’t make, you can find someone on here to be with in real life whether it be a party, a relationship or even what the hell a one night stand. This is not emo-kid , jailbait & spam city myspace, it’s not a Fubar-knockoff site that spews and gets off on hate, while at the same time doing exactly the same thing they “left “ for ( I still don’t get that but whatever) , and face book where people and ex’s who’s names you have forgotten can stalk you incessantly. I had a face book for 10 minutes. Really. So for a change, I kno

Involuntary Holds
FridayNovember 20, 2009 7:30 PM SPEAKER: Dr. Nathan E. Lavid, M.D., Clinical and Forensic Psychiatry www.nathanlavidmd.com TOPIC: "Legal Aspects of Psychiatric Treatment: Involuntary Hospitalizations and Medications" LOCATION: Huntington Beach Hospital, 17772 Beach Blvd., Basement Rm (between Slater & Talbert) Basement Room Conference Room 3 Huntington Beach, CA

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James 5:9 Do not complain about each other, brothers, or you will be condemned. Look! The Judge is standing at the door! James 5:10 As an example of suffering and patience, brothers, take the prophets, who spoke in the name of the Lord. James 5:11 We consider those who endured to be blessed. You have heard about Job's endurance and have seen the purpose of the Lord-that the Lord is compassionate and merciful. James 5:12 Above all, brothers, do not swear oaths by heaven, by earth, or by any other object. Instead, let your "Yes" mean yes and your "No" mean no, lest you fall under condemnation. James 5:13 Is anyone of you suffering? He should keep on praying. Is anyone cheerful? He should keep reciting psalms. James 5:14 Is anyone of you sick? He should call for the elders of the church, and they should pray for him and anoint him with oil in the name of the Lord. James 5:15 And the prayer offered in faith will save the person who is sick. The Lord will raise him up, and if h

Palin And Abortion
This was written by a a friend of mine: I've been catching bits and pieces of Mrs. Palin's various "exclusive" interviews - which one was the 'exclusive' - the one the other day with Oprah or the one coming up with Barbara Walters? - with a mixture of fascination, curiosity and disgust. One thing is certain, she is the current Rock Star of the Republican Party. No one can generate a 'buzz' like Mrs. Palin. And, of course, in politics, it's all about the 'buzz'. Something she said caught my ear, however. It was just a snippet of a conversation she was having with Oprah. She was talking about learning that she was pregnant for her son Trigg, and then learning that he had Trisome-21 (formerly known as Down's Syndrome). She said something like, "I can understand why some women would consider abortion. I did. But, thank God, I chose to go ahead with the pregnancy."My jawed dropped. She "understood" a woman's consideration of abortion.And - did you hear it? - she CHOSE to continue with t

11/18/09
Well, here is what is going on in my life. I am currently without a running vehicle. I am have to pack up and try to find someplace to live by this weekend. I will probably not be back on here for a while after tonight. I have found some really good people here I can consider to be my friend. Thanks for helping me understand some of life. Talk to you all hopefully soon.

French Woman Gets Crippling Illness After H1n1 Vaccine
French Woman Gets Crippling Illness After H1N1 Vaccine A young woman in France has been diagnosed with the crippling illness Guillain-Barre Syndrome (GBS) after a swine flu shot, following reports yesterday about a Virginia teen who was similarly struck down by the disease hours after receiving the H1N1 vaccine.http://www.prisonplanet.com/french-woman-gets-crippling-illness-after-h1n1-vaccine.html

Dobbs Was Forced Out Say Sources, Cnn Insiders
Dobbs Was Forced Out Say Sources, CNN InsidersSources close to Lou Dobbs and Insiders at CNN have indicated that the legendary anchorman was forced to resign from the network because his coverage was not "middle of the road" or "opinion-free" enough for the network. http://www.infowars.net/articles/november2009/161109Dobbs.htm

Man Faces 5 Years In Jail For Reporting Firearm To Police
Man Arrested, Faces 5 Years In Jail For Reporting Firearm To Police A former soldier has become the latest victim of the predatory UK police state after he was arrested and convicted by a jury for handing in a shotgun to his local police station after discovering it in his garden. The man faces 5 years in jail due to draconian gun control laws that dictate members of the public cannot even touch a gun without being charged with "possession of a firearm".http://www.prisonplanet.com/man-arrested-faces-5-years-in-jail-for-reporting-firearm-to-police.html

U.s. Military Employs “counterinsurgency” Strategy In Cali.
U.S. Military Employs "Counterinsurgency" Strategy In Californian City The U.S. military is aiding police in a California conduct "counterinsurgency" operations as part of a crack down on gang related violence in the city of Salinas, a relationship officials admit pushes the boundaries of the constitutional bar on the military operating within U.S. borders but one that should be expanded nationwide.http://www.prisonplanet.com/u-s-military-employs-counterinsurgency-strategy-in-californian-city.html

Current And Former Imf Heads Call For New Global Currency
Current And Former IMF Heads Call For New Global CurrencyThe head of the International Monetary Fund has once again called for a new global currency to replace the Dollar, adding that the momentum to instigate such a system is fading. http://www.infowars.net/articles/november2009/171109IMF.htm

Adl Attempts To Pin A Yellow Star On Grass Roots America
Purging The Undesirables: ADL Attempts To Pin A Yellow Star On Grass Roots America The ADL has launched a new purge against its political enemies in the form of a major report that equates skepticism and distrust of government with "a toxic atmosphere of rage," which is threatening to boil over in the form of violence, specifically targeting Alex Jones as "The Conspiracy King" and inferring that people upset with Barack Obama's policies are potential mass murderers.http://www.prisonplanet.com/adl-attempts-to-pin-a-yellow-star-on-grass-roots-

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The ADL's Three "Extremist Conspiracy Theories" In Context And With Evidence The Anti-Defamation League has published a fresh report directly targeting Alex Jones as an "extremist" and "The King of conspiracy", lumping in the information contained on this website with the actions of racists and white supremacists.http://www.prisonplanet.com/the-adls-three-extremist-conspiracy-theories-in-context-and-with-evidence.html

Random Thought Again
I finally stopped putting off my laundry. I have washed lads of underwear and shirts or whatever i needed for a few days, but i decided to wash everything today. like you are supposed to..right?l ol so any ways im trying to figure why i have so many pairs of boxers and socks. I used to just pick up packs at walmart here and there, and ive discovered i must have 40 or 50 pairs of socks and the same for my boxers. any ways ive got 4 loads of wash total or so, and no i am not out of cloths to wear... i am bored anywho, i think im getting sick, hope its not the swine flu. my kids brought home a flyer that they are giving the H1N1 shot at their school on friday. I havent signed the permission slip, because im still not wanting them to get it. ive been watching my ex wifes daughter, and shes 3...i had enough of the mouth yesterday when i told her to get in the house, and she barely finished the "i dont have to" before i swatted her on the behind! she listens much better t

Fall Out Boy Falls Out
The band Fall Out Boy has suspended performing and recording. Band member Pete Wentz told British mag Kerrang! that he left the band sighting his name becoming a distraction because of his relationship with wife Ashlee Simpson. Wentz said frontman Patrick Stump is a “musical genius” who was ignored because people were more interested in (Wentz) personal life or how his hair looked. Looks like there is a new Yoko Ono on the block. Remember Yoko was credited with breaking up The Beatles. What ever. I do hope Ashlee comes out as good as Yoko did. Yoko inherited John Lennon’s wealth. Read more at http://music.msn.com/music/article.aspx?news=442465>1=28102 BlastFM does not suspended broadcasting for any reason. We rock 24/7 Baby! Tune us in now and listen. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Burnng Embers
Burning embers of desire, the way you love me sets my soul on fire. My body trembles with each kiss, more and more is what I wish. I long to feel your gentle touch, I never knew I could love so much. With each new day that comes and goes, my love for you grows and grows. How you say you love me is such a gentle sound, it makes my heart flutter for true love I have found.

How To Handle A Husband **** You Have To Read This ****
How to Handle a Husband A couple was celebrating their golden wedding anniversary on the beaches in Montego Bay , Jamaica Their domestic tranquility had long been the talk of the town. People would say, "What a peaceful & loving couple" The local newspaper reporter was inquiring as to the secret of their long and happy marriage. The Husband replied: "Well, it dates back to our honeymoon in America explained the man. We visited the Grand Canyon, in Arizona , and took a trip down to the bottom of the canyon, by horse. We hadn't gone too far when my wife's horse stumbled and she almost fell off. My wife looked down at the horse and quietly said, "That's once." "We proceeded a little further and her horse stumbled again.Again my wife quietly said, "That's twice." We hadn't gone a half-mile when the h orse s tumbled for the third time my wife quietly removed arevolver from her purse and shot the horse dead. I SHOUTED at her, "What's wrong with you, Woman! Why did you sho

Did I Forget To Mention...
Back to the theme of the ennui of men of fame and fortune regarding the flesh pots boiling for just a flicker of their flaming star eyes... ennui noun (Literary) boredom, dissatisfaction, tiredness, the doldrums, lethargy, tedium, lassitude, listlessness "He suffered from ennui whenever he was alone." Collins Thesaurus of the English Language – Complete and Unabridged 2nd Edition. 2002 © HarperCollins Publishers 1995, 2002 ...and yet how much more appalling is it to be surrounded by people and yet still feel the lethargy, the lassitude, the listlessness, the boredom - the ennui? My Dear Mistress Has a Heart - by John Wilmot, Earl of Rochester (played by Johnny Depp in The Libertine) My dear mistress has a heart Soft as those kind looks she gave me, When with love's resistless art, And her eyes, she did enslave me; But her constancy's so weak, She's so wild and apt to wander, That my jealous heart would break Should we live one day asunder. Melting joys abo

Greatest Speech To A Woman In A Movie
Without you, I'm as lonely as an abandoned dog on the side of a highway. I have gift anxiety, even through I don't know when your birthday is. We can spend perfect days shopping and cooking together. I swear, I'll never make wisecracks when you scrape your tires against the curb while parallel parking. If you consent to live with me, I'll clean the toilet every week. I'll do it with my tongue if you ask. I will strike the words "hooters" and "love rockets" from my vocabulary. I'll love you. Even if your name is Mimi and you want me to pronounce it "May May". I will only pass gas underneath the covers and only under the direst of circumstances. Hell, I'll go on a low cholesterol diet. And I won't buy one of those red sports cars when I hit my mid-life crisis. Your parents can come visit us every week, even if your mom is a big witch with a capital B. And your folks don't have to go to a retirement home because they can come live with us. I declare, I'll separate the whites from the colo

More Ha-has...
The economy is so bad that I got a pre-declined credit card in themail. The economy is so bad I ordered a burger at McDonalds and the kid behind the counter asked, "Can you afford fries with that?" The economy is so bad that CEO's are now playing miniature golf. The economy is so bad if the bank returns your check marked "InsufficientFunds," you call them and ask if they meant you or them. The economy is so bad Hot Wheels and Matchbox stocks are trading higher than GM. The economy is so bad McDonalds is selling the 1/4 ouncer. The economy is so bad parents in Beverly Hills fired their nannies andlearned their children's names. The economy is so bad a truckload of Americans was caught sneaking into Mexico. The economy is so bad Motel Six won't leave the light on anymore. The economy is so bad Exxon-Mobil laid off 25 Congressmen....

Slipped Away
I miss you Miss you so bad I don't forget you Oh it's so sad. I hope you can hear me I remember it clearly. The day you slipped away..... Was the day i found It, won't be the same I didn't get around to kiss you Goodbye on the hand I wish that I could see you again I know that I can't I hope you can hear me Cause I remember it clearly The day you slipped away... Was the day i found It, won't be the same I've had my wake up Won't you wake up I keep asking why. And I can't take it It wasn't fake it It happened you passed by Now you're gone There you go Somewhere I can't bring you back Now you're gone There you go Somewhere you're not coming back The day you slipped away Was the day i found It, won't be the same I miss you.

The Search For 14 - Prologue
PROLOGUE .. .. I was born Joshua Steven Hanson. In my family we have a tradition that the first born son inherits the father’s middle name. My Father of course is Steve and my Mother, Loni. It was June 28th 1981, and just like most people I don’t recall much of it. However, I was once asked in my English Literature class what the first memory I ever recall is, and the answer is kind of interesting. It’s interesting because even on that day I remember waking up to the world without any memory of what occurred the days before. I did still know where everybody and everything was. I knew that if I walked out into the garage I would find my mom smoking a cigarette, I also know I had a younger brother named Matt. That morning I awoke on a pull out bed somewhere out in Hallie. When I think back to those years I remember the color orange. It might’ve been the carpet, or the walls. It was the early eighties, the time where the 70’s was still phasing itself out.

Untitled ?
Master Perverte...6 hrs agoI raised my head and saw you thereAcross the room from me.A smile had started in your eyesAnd it was good to see.One moment, then it reached your lipsAnd lingered for awhile,I wonder Do you know the joyThat traveled with your smile?A smile is such a little thing,And used so sparingly.Sometimes it's awfully hard to do,But Oh it's good to see.When I feel tired, or low withinAs I often do,It's good to look across the roomAnd have a smile from you.

Just A Lil Note
Come by and see if ur in my family cause each time i get a bomb i will bomb my family 1st then My Top Friends... then if u bomb me now or any time.. then i will keep ur message in my box until i bomb u back i have always done that i pay back to the ones that helps me.. like that old saying goes ...Fair Is Fair .. U Help Me i'll Help U I Like to Be Treated as I Do U ... Its Not Much 2 Ask 4 ... Showing Luv 2 Me Is The Best Way 2 Get In Fam ... Like Comments , Few Rates Here n There ,Bling Me Time 2 Time ... Yes i Have Seen Couple People I Bombed And They Haven't Bomb Me Back So If They Ask Me This Time I WONT...And If Ur In My Family U Will Always Recive A Daily Comment And Profile Rate ....And The More I See U Helping Me Out U Will Be Added 2 My Family....I Luv Helping Out As Much As Getting Help ... So Plz If I Do Stuff Just Dont Take Avantage Of Me Or I Will Block Ya .....Oh Want 2 Say I Dont Get Bombs Much But I Do Something If U Bomb Me ..Like.... Rate Ya :):) MuahXOXO

Desertoutlaws 1st Happy Hour Thursday 19. November 2009 @ 6pm
THE AWESOME DesertOutlaw WiLL HAVE HiS 1ST Happy Hour Thursday @ 6PM make him do the DesertOutlaw HappyDance and Fan/Rate/Add Bling&Bomb the hell outta his profile before he throws me to the crocodile NOW GO & CHECK HiM OUT SHOW HiM LOVE Desert Outlaw owned by the Scrumptious ~ ☥ RisingPhoenix ☥ ~@ fubar & DONT FORGET ON Thursday @ 6PM is his 1st HappyHour This was brought to you by the One & Only Rმinხ☻wBritεKillმ©@ fubar

Baton Rouge Counseling And Therapy
I am a licensed clinical social worker with six years experience practicing social work in Baton Rouge. I earned a master of social work degree from LSU in 1996. In addition to experience, I have two years of post masters education and taught social work at LSU for three years. I offer private therapy at Baton Rouge Counseling for a number of issues including relationship problems and substance abuse. If you need a Baton Rouge Therapist, give me a call.

Two Kinds Of Zombies Today
Fast-Dumb ZombieType UndeadVery high speed (Sprinting)Extremely low intelligenceWeapon of Choice Biting to turn others into Zombies, Eating Your brains, outrunning youThese are somewhat trickier. While they still just go in a straight line towards you, they are able to run like fucking tri-athletes. These zombies are caused by, what scientists call, "Mysterious Forces" that randomly beset people and cause them to desire eating human flesh (especially Brains.) But they are as dumb as the Slow-Dumb zombie, and doing something like shutting a door in front of them will baffle them.Trying to outrun Fast-Dumb Zombies is almost a sure fire way of being killed, as not only are these Zombies able to run at superhuman speeds, but they have unlimited stamina. So even if you managed to run fast enough not to get caught, the moment you run out of puff, you are a goner. Fast-Dumb Zombies tend to gather in ever-growing swarms around whomever they are attacking, so don't ever be lulled into a

David Cook - Come Back To Me (omg! You Knew What This Would Do To Me Didn't You?)
You say you gotta go and find yourselfYou say that you're becoming someone elseDon't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at youYou say you're leaving as you look awayI know there's really nothing left to sayJust know I'm here whenever you need me I'll wait for youSo I'll let you go, I'll set you freeAnd when you've seen what you need to seeWhen you find you, come back to meTake your time, I won't go anywherePicture you with the wind in your hairI'll keep your things right where you left themI'll be here for youOh and I'll let you go, I'll set your freeAnd when you've seen what you need to seeWhen you find you, come back to meAnd I hope you find everything that you needI'll be right here waiting to seeYou find you, come back to meI can't get close if you're not thereI can't get inside if there's no soul thereI can't face you, I can't save youIt's something you'll have to doSo I'll let you go, I'll set you freeAnd when you've seen what you need to seeWhen you find you, come bac

Stolen From Gallo Hehe
Let's start off blunt, have you done anything sexual in the last 48 hours?Yep sure have i usually cant go 24 hours lmao! Your phone rings, it's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?Hi baby gotta go working:P Where is the person you have feelings for?At work i persume What color are your eyes?Hazel, they turn blue, green, gray, yellow, orange, gold and red if im that pissed off Do you like the snow?LOVE IT!!!Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?well yes i have, not comfy if the couch isnt big enough though Which did you discover first, myspace or face book?myspace.What/who woke you up this morning?My stomach from drinking entirely too much strawberry bacardi last nightWhere did you sleep three nights ago?My bed What color is the shirt your wearing?Black and white stripes The past 72 hours have you been under the influence?Fuck yeah i got drunk as hell last nightWhat are you doing at this very second?Typing this Blog and working Ar

What Does A Mom Do?
Guess I am kinda down in the dumps today, more so then normal. I have 3 son's who are in their 20's , one is just turning 18. I have a son name Christian who is a smart ass but very social able most of the time level headed. He moved out of our home when he was 16, reasons I can only guess at a few. One we lived in a housing complex well lets just say for the lack of a better word.. a shit hole. We tried so hard for so long to get out of that place, it was dangerous couldnt go out side to many bullys you felt like a prisoner in your own home. We didn't have the best of things, yanno furniture, clothes etc but hell we tried our dammest to give our kids the best of things we could get. Any how he moved out, broke my heart but I felt he needed to fly and I would be there when he fell. He wanted the life his friends had, a nice home , good furniture, yanno the rich kinda life. And was ashamed of his back ground and well I can only assume his family. We were finally able to

I Got Bored
Let's start off blunt, have you done anything sexual in the last 48 hours?only alone Your phone rings, it's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?hold on im fappin to fubar chicks Where is the person you have feelings for?in my left pocket What color are your eyes?black..yes they really are Do you like the snow?yes i doHave you ever slept on a couch with someone else?no but i slept on a woman whom was bigger than a couch Which did you discover first, myspace or face book?myspace.What/who woke you up this morning?morning wood had to peeWhere did you sleep three nights ago?bed as usual What color is the shirt your wearing?black The past 72 hours have you been under the influence?your damn right i haveWhat are you doing at this very second?pinch and rollin on my left testicle it itches Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?dont borrow shitWhat are you listening to?my secretary bitchIf the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?AutumnDo yo

Doctor Visit
Me and the baby are doing ok. Went for my 2nd check up today and very happy that the baby is so far developing wonderfully. Below are the ultra sounds and hopefully you can desiver them. We're hoping the next check up we'll be able to tell if it's a boy or girl. These are the first ultra sounds. These are the second ultra sounds.

Dj Shadow Remix Contest & Some Of The Entries
This week, we have not one but TWO runners-up for the DJ Shadow Remix Project. -"Missing On The Motorway (Shadow Vs. Everything But The Girl)," Remix by Tiger Mendoza (AKA Ian De Quadros) from the UK. This is a brilliant Mash-up that includes Shadow's "Blood on the Motorway" (from "The Private Press" album). DJ Shadow: "The rare mash-up that creates an entirely new take on both source tracks, awesome job." Take a listen: -"This Time (Now Is the Time Mix)" by Suonho (AKA Tommaso Berardocco) from Italy. Shadow says this remix of his track "This Time," (from "The Outsider" album) is "A very tasteful and well-arranged interpretation that amps up the funk quotient." Check it out: DJ Shadow and the DJShadow.com team continue to go through all of the remix entries day by day. Even if you posted a mix at the beginning and haven't been selected yet, don't assume that you didn't win; Shadow is listening to the mixes out of order, so keep checking back! Here are the Rem

The Great Equilizer
The ARTS: "O Brother, Where Art Thou" - (A 2000 adventure film directed by Joel and Ethan Coen and starring George Clooney, John Turturro, Tim Blake Nelson, John Goodman, Holly Hunter, and Charles Durning. Set in 1937 Mississippi during the Great Depression, the film's story is loosely based on Homer’s Odyssey.) Pete: Well hell, it ain't square one! Ain't nobody gonna pick up three filthy, unshaved hitch-hikers, and one of them a know-it-all that can't keep his trap shut. Everett: Pete, the personal rancor reflected in that remark I don't intend to dignify with comment. However, I would like to address your attitude of hopeless negativism--consider the lilies of the goddamn field...or hell, look at Delmar here as your paradigm of hope! [Pause] Delmar: Yeah, look at me. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Goethe (German writer, philosopher, humanitarian, poet, artist, theologian, science seeker - a man who was a fan of taking in the ideologies of the whol

We Are Complete
We are born into this world incompleteHalf a person growing up in search of the half that completes us Each life gets but one chance at eternal happinessOne chance to join with that person who completes our lives Once a long time ago our lives did touchOur hearts did sing in harmony and our love grew instantly But we were so young and so impulsiveWhat our hearts knew our minds did not We chose different paths, ignoring our crying heartsHearts that knew they had found what few ever find; their other half I grieved; my heart in torment, my mind depressed and my pillow soaked in tears for youSo dark, so deep the hole in my heart that I couldn’t know it would never heal We moved on; neither knowing where the other had goneWe moved on; both to suffer at the hands of others who could never complete us Then a miracleA miracle by the divine grace of God would occur We found each other again in our darkest of hoursAs if our hearts followed our trail of tears backwards, a second ch

"time To Stop Tha' Madness!!!!!"
i perface the by saying,"love covers a mulititude of sins,but loving folks without demanding change is sin itself." first i'd like to say i'm going to lose alot of folks with this but i can't go on without expressing what is truth in GOD,LOVE AND LIFE.it's truly disheartening to see supposed grown folks get down like this in the 21st century.30.40 and 50 year old people treating each other lke garbage for things that don't even exist anywhere in tha'free world but fubar is absolutely amazing to me.all of these sad and hurting people doing anything to get noticed by anyone is immoral and sinful,not to mention sad and pitiful.most of you are her claiming to be looking for love when you don't even know what love is,cuz if you did,you wouldn't be conducting yourselves like you do.love doesn't require you to take half-naked pictures of yourself for tha'world to see.nor does it require everyone giving you things every minute,second and hour of the day.pissing on de

Chinese Calendar & Flu's Hehe
3 years ago, Chinese calendar year of the COW . . . Mad Cow disease. 2 years ago, Chinese calendar year of the BIRD. . . Avian flu. This year, Chinese calendar year of the PIG . . . Swine flu. Next year is the year of COCK ... Anyone else worried?

Fubar Wishlist - Post Your Suggestions Here!
Please post your suggestions and feedback here. This is not a support blog. Please be constructive or your comment will be deleted. Thanks -feature requests-gift ideas-feature enhancements-crazy ideas you think are cool

Nutella Is Your Friend
Let's start off blunt, have you done anything sexual in the last 48 hours?Depends on what YOU classify as being "sexual".... Your phone rings, it's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?SHouldn't you be workin??errrr,I mean I love you :) Where is the person you have feelings for?Probably under a car. What color are your eyes?Take a look and find out for yourself. Do you like the snow?bah, I do like it..I just hate cleaning the crap off my car when I need to be somewheres in a hurry, or I cant pull up my driveway(starts on a nice little hill) due to the SNOW..and being called snow blower thru high school didn't help either. Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?Yuppers. Which did you discover first, myspace or face book?myspace. What/who woke you up this morning?My grizzly Bear,gotta get my mornin smooches before he leaves or im cranky all day.Swear. Where did you sleep three nights ago?In my bed

Stole It From Deacon
Let's start off blunt, have you done anything sexual in the last 48 hours?newpYour phone rings, it's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?hello. Where is the person you have feelings for?aroundWhat color are your eyes?blue and greenDo you like the snow?hell yeah!Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?many timesWhich did you discover first, myspace or face book?myspace.What/who woke you up this morning?five finger death punchWhere did you sleep three nights ago?In my bedWhat color is the shirt your wearing?BlackThe past 72 hours have you been under the influence?nopeWhat are you doing at this very second?taking this retarded survey (Deacon, you suck btw)Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?nopeWhat are you listening to?classicalIf the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?fall Do you think your past mistakes made you into a better person?Yes, most definitely What are you planning on doing after this?back to workDo you have any pet

Putting One-fifth Of America On Welfare
The Left's health care "reform" plan will dramatically expand eligibility for Medicaid, a poorly-functioning program created in the 1960s to help low-income families. The Health care "reform" bills advancing in the House and Senate would expand Medicaid by making this government-run health plan available to all adults with incomes at orbelow 150% of the poverty line. The change would dramatically multiply eligiblerecipients, with 46 states seeing increases of at least 20%, including 16posting jumps of 50% or more. Almost 21% of the entire U.S. populationwould be eligible for Medicaid and seven states and the District of Columbiawould have eligibility rates of at least 25%.Medicaid MapMeanwhile, Heritage Vice President Stuart Butler debunks liberalmyths about the proposed "trigger," which would create agovernment-run health care "public option" if other reforms fail towork. This mechanism, he explains, provides few incentives toexperiment with new approaches and its criteria would be h

Slumberous Emissions - 5/21/09
SLUMBEROUS EMISSIONS David Allyon Poetry Workshop Did you ever wonder what might be said if only you could get a pass? That backstage pass for VIPs only. Another type of detector, a bullshit-o-meter, if you will. He is running to meet her running to cover all the bases that he barely slides into Be careful ‘cause wishes come true and he didn’t know that his cue ignited a recording of slumberous emissions Unveiling my supposed clairvoyance, my mascara adding a mischievous layer to my winking.

I Have The Ten Of Spades!
Last night after I’d eaten dinner Sarah, Jeffrey, Mary, and I played a game of Po-ke-no, a hybrid of poker and bingo my wife and her sisters grew up with that Mary bought when we were in Kmart Sunday. Today’s title was Sarah’s exclamation when the last card was drawn that she needed, and since I didn’t remember the name of the game myself I expected my daughter to say, “BINGO!” Both the kids are good at covering just the right cards on their big card themselves, even if their tastes in food are a little weird; Sarah and Jeffrey actually ate unbaked pieces of garlic bread last night before I got home! Sounds weird to me, but consider their parents and not expect any less than weird … [Theophane the Monk. “The Problem is Heaviness.” Tales of a Magic Monastery. Illustrated by John O’Brien. New York: Crossroad, 1981, p. 79. ISBN 0824500857] Let me tell you something that happened on the last day of my retreat. I told t

Http://www.fubar.com/2312476
Just a hater He lives in my city hes fat and atrociously hideous to look at, almost to the point of making me gag But he comes on MY page (as everyone is welcome to do) posts nasty comments about how Im so ugly, so digustingly gross, how i look like a 20 dollar vegas hooker, and then blocks me. I didnt even have a chance to send the LMAO I was typing in SB before he rated me several ones and BAM - BLOCKED!! Chickensh*t

Bleed
I'm feeling crossed I take it inside Burn up the pain My thoughts are strange Just like the things I used to love Just like the tree that fell I heard it If art is still inside I feel it I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Take all these strings They call my veins Wrap them around Every fucking thing Presence of people Not for me Well I must remain in tune Forever My love is music I will marry melody I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Won't you let me take you For a ride You can stop the world Try to change my mind Won't you let me show you How it feels You can stop the world But you won't change me I need music I need music I need music to set me free To let me bleed

Mental Heath Hot Line: Dial 55-imsad...
"Hello, and welcome to the mental health hotline.If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly.If you are codependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you.If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5, and 6.If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want. Stay on the line so we can trace your call.If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be transferred to the mother ship.If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a small voice will tell you which number to press.If you are a manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, no one will answer.If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696.If you have a nervous disorder, please fidget with the pound key until a representative comes on the line.If you have amnesia, press 8 and state your name, address, telephone number, date of birth, social security number, and your mother's maiden name.If you have post-traumatic stress disorder, s-l-o-w-l-y & c-a-r-e-f-u-l-l-y press 0 0 0.If you have bi-pola

Late Night Sex In The Office
As usual I was working late and you knew that the only way to get me out of the office was to literally come and fetch me. The last of my coworkers were leaving as you got to my building and they let you in. The only other people in the building were the cleaners, but they were nowhere to be seen. You walked quietly into my office, hoping to surprise me, but to your own surprise I wasn’t there. Then you heard the photocopy machine running down the hall and you guessed that I was down there finishing my paperwork. You walked to the photocopy room, and there I was standing with my back to you, but with the copier running, I had no idea you were there. You watched me for a minute, and then quietly you slipped behind me and wrapped your arms around my waist, immediately pressing your body against me so I couldn't see who it was. My body stiffened and I jumped a little, but I knew the feel of your arms too well and you felt me relax into you. "You can't work forever,”

Sex With My Internet Friend
As the plane landed I could feel my heart racing. After all these years I was finally going to meet the man that would make me tremble just by typing back and forth over the internet, I was a little nervous as anyone would be, but I knew what I was doing was right. I had told my husband that I was going to visit some friends who had been having some hard times recently and he understood and sent me on my way. Which wasn’t really a lie… you had been having some hard times from our conversations in the past………… granted I caused them, but you didn’t seem to mind. As I walked down the terminal I saw you standing there. You looked just as nervous as I was. You walked up to me and took my bags and led me to your car. We had the normal friend talk how was your flight and so forth, but our eyes were saying so much more. We stopped by taco bell to grab a bite to eat and headed for my hotel. You had some stuff you needed to take care of so you

Sex With My Internet Lover
I met you on the Internet. Isn’t that where everyone meets these days? One night we IM’d, and the chemistry between us was immediately obvious. I knew I had connected with someone who was deeply sexual, intelligent and Masterful! All the qualities I most admire in a man. It wasn’t long before we started talking on the phone. I like phone sex and have enjoyed several pleasant encounters this way. Until I started talking to you, that is. You would whisper to me, with your incredibly sexy voice, tease me, build me up, concentrate totally on my pleasure and then order me to cum, not just once or even twice, but over and over again, until I was completely sated, only then would you finally see to your own satisfaction. No one else I’d had phone sex with could match that, and I began to wonder what you would be like in real life! Six months later and here I was pulling up outside your house in a cab. My hands trembled as I knocked on the door. Last minut

And Another One For The Wall Of Shame Convos Blog!
This is another prime example of that this morning. My EX room mate whom I havent talked to in months came in my Yahoo today and this is where that ended... James Andersso n: backFREYA: wgFREYA: have the stoer next door?James Andersson: r u doingJames Andersson: nope smal town lolFREYA: eatingJames Andersson: kFREYA: lolFREYA: so what you been up to latelyJames Andersson: mostly dancing.. and workingJames Andersson: u?FREYA: mostly workingJames Andersson: kJames Andersson: so how r the kids doing?FREYA: doing wellFREYA: nessa is home sick but tother then that, they are fineJames Andersson: kJames Andersson: played any new game?FREYA: new COD is pretty cool, and wolfensteinFREYA: played Fallout 3 for a while tooJames Andersson: modernwarfare 2?FREYA: of courseJames Andersson: idiots that made that game..James Andersson: but it funsJames Andersson: itsJames Andersson: talk about old coldwar action lolFREYA: why idiots? cant handle it or what? lolJames Andersson: no bu

Cause Witty Made Me
Ok for those that didn't read blog yesterday im pregnant... so should i allow witty to be the birthing mom should i give birth in a mr turtle pool and really is Seamus the father Will Witchie be a good fu momma... Will Mr. Dr. Prof. Esq. be a good boob rubber for the entire pregnancy and since hes a dr will he be my ob gyn? PS Witty will be taking over blog when vomiting starts... Thank you Wicked PSS just imagine a little girl just like me... (evil laugh)

Bit Of An Update If Anyone Is Interested
sooooo i was in new orlean/baton rouge area for about a week and had a blast!! i havent been able to be on here much because my tethered internet hates fubar so it takes me forever to load it. I tried uploading pics of the trip and it took almost 15 mins per pic, soooo i just uploaded a few of me and candi and thats about all i could tolerate. DISCLAMIER: CANDIS BOOBS MAY BE LARGER THAN THEY APPEAR ON THE INTERNET! and she has an adorable little boy that stole my money and told me he loved me hahahahhaha. i dont know what else to say, foots still broke but i got pissed at the cast and took it off in my kitchen lol. Thanksgiving and christmas will be here soon and my old mans son is moving in with us (i love kids, but hes a teenager and an ass 90% of the time, and his father has no control over him) ack!! so needless to say as far as home life goes i dont know what the hell is going on and im to busy to bother with online stuff much anymore. ummmm i have nothing else to say

To All My Sdmf Brotherz And Sisterz! And Fubar Friendz. A Must Read!!!
To all my SDMF family, SDMF.....Live by them wordz and proudly. Never let anyone tell u different.. Ware your colorz proudly as i do. Hold your head up high! and walk. Never let anyone control u and what u believe in. nothing good will ever come out of it. Trust me.. Im a sister, and i share the love and trust as all of u do. Letz stick together and help each other out when we need it... GOD only knowz i need it rite about now... Im on myspace.... Rachel SDMF , sick_dirty_bitch_1669@yahoo.com. could use advice!! u know where to find me!! BLEED BLACK Love you all and Fubar family and friendz!!!