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One Last Chance
I have been depressed as you all know, but that is over now. He took me back. I have been longing for one last chance to prove to him that I love him till the end of all times and he said he would give me one last one. :D This is the happiest day of my entire life and hearing him say I had one more chance made this day from hell rock. I love him. I always have and know I'm not running this time, I'm not keeping myself from telling him that I love him, and I feel lighter than air. I never should have left in the first place and this time is going to be like no other. I want him, I need him forever. ________________ I love you sooooo much and I will never be able to express how much you or this last chance means to me. I will never leave again sweetie, I sware it on my very life. I love you more than I could ever be able to tell you. If I told you that every second of everyday for the rest of my life it still wouldn't be enough times to express how I feel. You mean more than the world

Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI can?t destroy what isn?t thereDeliver me into my fateIf I?m alone I cannot hateI don?t deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn?t face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not careI think I made it very clearYou couldn?t hate enough to loveIs that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren?t my friendThen I could hurt you in the endI never claimed to be a saintOoh, my own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my soulYou never n

Queensryche - Hand On Heart
All eyes were staringyou floated through the room.Armed with your razor smilecutting to the bone.My voice fell uselessyou flashed a quick "Hello."Feeling the fool,could you tell it showed?But that was "Sometime Ago."A memory vague and fading slow,of somewhere I'd been.Hand On HeartA promise, a word and a voiceHand On HeartA rhythm of hope and choice, will keep us together.I don't know if I,can reach that high.It's a long way to fallHauntingly holdingmy fate with a gaze.Like a child, mesmerizedby the candle's flame.Oh what lies behind those eyesI could only guess.That certain way you stoodapart from the rest.Now where is "Sometime Ago?"When everything moved in slo-motion.Caught by my watering eyeHand On HeartA promise, a word and a voiceHand On HeartA rhythm of hope and a vision of choiceHand On HeartPromising, I'll never go.Hand On HeartFor reasons you'll never know.Together through thick and thinlose or win, I'll be there for you.Strange how the mind changestime and time again.Thin

For The First Time,
in ten years I ran.My family and I went out with ours friends to a nature walk.The wives and children walked and we RAN.I have not done anything like since I was young.I think the last time I ran was b/c I was being chased by the police.I ran about 2 kilometers.I have no fucking clue how long that is in miles,but I am sure it isnt even one.Still it was alot of running for a non-Forrest Gump motherfucker like me.I FEEL GREAT!This is my first step into living again.Did I mention I feel great?Yet suprisingly at the same time I hurt,bad... I am sure tomorrow at work I will be wishing I just stayed home and vegetated,but for now I feel like I can breathe again.We have made plans to do this atleast twice a week.Hopefully it will get easier as time goes by.Life is good and we had fun..... cheers

Nothing Else To Do On A Thursday Night.
I feel like blogging even though I don't really have anything to say but really, no one will read this anyway. Apparently if you take a long hiatus from the intarwebs, your return is not welcomed with open arms. Eh. What are you gonna do? I feel so drained right now. I only worked a four hour shift but I spent the four hours prior housekeeping for my lame ex. I figure, my kid is there and he's paying me so it's worth it. But anyone who says housekeeping is easy is a liar. Its way more lame than my actual job but also more lucritive. Mayhaps I should start doing that for a living. I'm a damn spiffy cleaner. And I get to do my laundry for free. Mama likes a bargain. I started smokng again pretty much the day I moved in here. It's just so enjoyable. I really want to have more drunken slutty times this weekend but I work til midnight three days in a row. Super ultra lame. That's pretty much all the random thoughts I have swimming around in my gray matter.

Royal Pain Family!!
Need to level and want to join a family but can't deside which one you want to join well let me help you deside..... We have started a new family we are known as the royal pain levelers which is a family to help one another get to the next level weither it be level 11 or level 40.... the founder will be known as queen's or king's owner's are prince or princess co-owner's the same the greeter's will be nobles promoter's will be known as jesters YOU MUCT ADD FAN RATE ALL MEMBERS OF THE COURT BEFOR JOINING when a member of the family has a bomb please keep in mind the family should be bombed as well when a member has auto's on i wish for the family to go rate -re rate them DRAMA WILL NOT BE PERMITTED If you have a problem with a member please come to either the founder's or owner's

Post
The chill of the morning air is stinging,it signals the slow progression,the slide down to winter will start now,the corner has been turned,and all will cease to grow soon,except hopefully the people,I think about winter in summer,and summer in winter,I find myself longing for what I do not haveI would take fall over spring,and now I sit and wait for the fall,for the leaves to change and spread themselves as a carpet to the ground,I have shed my own leaves early this year,but they will grow back,just as they always have,I have had so much change this year,and all for the better,and I am the benificiary of it all,I am finally able to pursue what will make me happy,more alive,and as the turn towards winter happens,it will not be a winter of my discontent.

The Offering
Words to some are a dime a dozen I tend to speak my mind long before the coppery offering is thrown my way. As of late I take pause with my verbal impulses. Rather than waste them I savor them. Roll them around on my tongue like a sip of amaretto. Warm, sweet, and sensual. I do not swallow them down greedily but lay them gently before you enticing you to take them up and taste them for yourself. Lost are those who feel that the tongue and lips are wasted on anything other than a kiss Rare are those who know the desire that comes from a lexiconical aphrodisiac. Blessed are those that have passion enough to join the two.

The Penis Wants A Rise - Lol
> > I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for > > the following reasons: > > > > 1-------- I do physical labor. > > 2.------- I work at great depths. > > 3.------- I plunge head first into everything I do. > > 4.------- I do not get weekends or public holidays off. > > 5.--------I work in a damp environment. > > 6. -------I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. > > 7.------- I work in high temperatures. > > 8. -------My work exposes me to diseases. > > > > > > Reply: Dear Penis, > > > > After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have >raised, > > the management denies your request for the following reasons: > > > > 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. > > 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH > > brief work period > > 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. > > 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen >visiting > > other locations. > > 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pres

Improve Gas Mileage Tips
Improve Gas Mileage Tips - If you are finding that you are constantly seeing less and less performance from your car and spending more for gas at the fuel pump then you’ll know that you need to take action so that you can start seeing a savings in your gas economy rather than a constant deficit. The easier and long term solution is to install a HHO generator to your car and help you to save the gas consumption by 50%.

Woman"s Dictionary
Women's DictionaryDICTIONARY FOR WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS40-ish - 49Adventurous - Slept with everyoneAthletic - No titsAverage looking - Ugly Beautiful - Pathological liarContagious Smile - Does a lot of pillsEmotionally secure - On medication Feminist - FatFree spirit - JunkieFriendship first - Former very *friendly* person Fun - AnnoyingNew Age - Body hair in the wrong placesOpen-minded - Desperate Outgoing - Loud and EmbarrassingPassionate - Sloppy drunkProfessional - Bitch Voluptuous - Very FatLarge frame - Hugely FatWants Soul mate - StalkerWOMEN'S ENGLISH1. Yes = No2. No = Yes3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want5. I am sorry = you'll be sorry6. We need to talk = you're in trouble 7. Sure, go ahead = you better not8. Do what you want = you will pay for this later9. I am not upset = of course I am upset, you moron! 10. You're very attentive tonight = is sex all you ever think about?MEN'S ENGLISH1. I am hungry = I am hungry 2. I am sleepy = I am sleepy3. I am tired = I am tired4. Nice dres

Could You....
Could you forgive your enemies if it was your last day? forgiveness is a tool we use to help us move on. it is not about making the other person or persons feel better. with that being said I am not the type of person to forgive. I see no point to it. I just move on..... that does not mean I do not believe in giving second chances. just really depends on the situation. however you have to earn my trust all over again. and hurt me again and I am just done with you. So could I forgive my enemies if it was my last day? I could, but I wouldn't. Then again I have no enemies that I know of either.

Tears Of Blood
“Tears of Blood”Deep breath...I feel the airHot,burning insideI silentlycryMy tears dropMy hopes are gone,An empty nightCrawling outside with angry angelsThe city never sleeps and all dreams are now lostsomewhere along the time…too late to wait for you,too late to still love you…I cry with silent tearsAnd all dark angels stare atmy tears of bloodHungrily they waitanother pain to feed from,another death to enjoyFlaming night over a concrete cityand its ghost souls dreamingin vain…I think of you,always haunting my mind,blood invisibly falling all overmy body,covering me,pain goes deep like the hot air,smoldering everything withinand all the deaths

If Your In Tn Ur Help Is Needed
Newsletter To The Child Protection Community from Joey Tillman Special Event, Jake Break 4 Kids Estimated attendance 2500 – 5000 Saturday August 29th, 9am - 2pm Alvin Bissell Park Oak Ridge, TN Event Information and Web Links 1. Jake Break 4 Kids website 2. DIRECTIONS - EXPO Map Where to find CPC? #5 Where to find The Child Protection Booth 3. Sponsors 4. EXPO Exhibitors 5. EXPO Schedule This event will be one worth attending if at all possible. For all Child Protection Community member groups, I will be there and you are invited to send by mail or to be picked up at a local print shop, any flyers or other information about your group and effort. We will gladly place selected material included but not limited too contact information, as well as any other literature you may have for display at our table, as always to help spread your message, please call for information on the printer to send your material too. See EXPO MAP link above to see where our booth will be. We realize eve

Fantasy Time...part 2
The first time to have her tit rings pulled as he reaches up and pulls them again eeeeeeeeeee kkkkkkkkkkk she screaming out in pain again. Then Master Hard reaches down and pulls the clit ring for the first time and her body withers and jumps in pain as she scream out eeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkk kkkkkkk and Master Hard says your first clit ring pull and your first oral fuck by her new Master.Master Hard tells her , it will also be the first time he fucks her pussy and then her asshole making sure to take all of her totally and that she will learn who her Master is, as Master Hard backs from her and removes his hood She see Master Hard’s face for the first time. She see the soft gentleness upon his face the short light hair and clean face and eyes full of excitement.Gasping slightly as she looks at him for the first time, seeing what a handsome man he is. Master Hard grinning and smiling at her telling her that from earlier, at the dinner table that he thinks, she will make a good sex

Fantasy Time...part 1
The Host and Hostess check everyone as they arrive. Making sure they are on the invited list. Making sure no has invited or brought with them anyone under 18.They meet at an old castle. At a party thrown by a fetish group. Where she is the Prize tonight to be auctioned off (unbeknownest to her)There first encounter that evening was of her offering him a drink as he looks at her, he sees her thick wavy long brownish-red hair cascading, over her shoulders, her head down slightly, her eyes he can not see, he continues his inspection of her, glancing down seeing, her dressed in a black leather garter belt that is attached to black fishnet stockings going down her legs to her feet, seeing the spiked high heeled black leather shoes. Then back up her body his eyes take in her shaved pussy. Then his look goes further up her body stopping at her ample bosom looking at the harness around them made of leather and chain. It has one 1/2 wide leather strap around the base of her tits and another 1/2

Dearest Asshole
Dearest Gyno I feel I should tell my guy friends to not read this.. it is a toned down version and censored the best I can lol.. Im sick ok, I find humor in everything morbid or gross.Dear Gyno It has become too much.. I have a few things I would like to share.I feel for the future of our relationship its necessary. I did make some graphs and pie charts to illustrate my point.. However after much thought I decided to just hit on a few key notes…..* Please stop making me undress only to sit there for an hour waiting for you.I know I love to sit in a paper bag and wait for you to grope me.* I cant stress this enough.. Don't smile when you are giving me a pelvic exam.. or maybe you should start serving tequila in the waiting room* I don't want to hear about your daughter's Basketball game while you feel up on my breasts k* If you tell me you understand how bad cramps can be one more time I will hurt you. No uterus, no idea* Stop trying to give me a mirror.. I know what my bod

Dark Blood Vampyres
Wir sind nicht tot Wir leben nicht. Sind weder Schatten Noch sind wir Licht. Wir sind kein Traum Noch Wirklichkeit Nicht Demut Und nicht Eitelkeit Wir sind nicht Schwarz Und auch nicht Weiß. Sind nicht aus Feuer Nicht aus Eis. Und doch sind wir Und allzeit nah. Für jede Seele Die Gefahr. ----------------------------------------------------- We are not deadly We do not live. If are neither shades Nor are we light. We are no dream Still reality Not humility And not vanity We are not black And also not white. Are not from fire Not from ice. And, nevertheless, we are And constantly near. For every soul the danger.

Caa #120
A dear friend of mines friend, nunyab, needs extra special prayers for her niece AVA. She is just an adorable baby girl who is having some serious health problems. She is in very grave danger, they may not be able to resucitate her again. Please all, send angel prayers of healing, love and comfort to her and her family. Love Doc

My Disturbing "train" Of Thought
I was outside an old house I had lived in long ago, it was late at night and it was snowing. Instead of having a sidewalk, there were train tracks. So there I was bundled up in my snowsuit, trying to clear the snow off the tracks. Someone was helping me but then stopped. I continued on. At the one end of the tracks was a tunnel. The tunnel had a garage door for some odd reason. As I neared the tunnel I started to get exhausted or possibly fed up with clearing the snow and decide to stop. As I stepped off of the tracks and made my way toward my front porch I hear the sound of a muffled rumbling thru the thick hood of my snowsuit. I walk up onto my porch and turn around to see a train roll through at a slow but unstoppable pace. Suddenly, some of the boxcars start to fishtail on the tracks and become unstable. As the seconds went by the cars started to derail and smash into the parked vehicles along the street. My father's truck, which was actually an ex employer's red dually, got plowed

Funny Gotta Read
REDNECK FARM KID in the Marine Corps Dear Ma and PaI am well. Hope you are. Tell Brother Walt and Brother Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for old man Minch by a mile. Tell them to join up quick before all of the places are filled.I was restless at first because you get to stay in bed till nearly 6 a.m. But I am getting so I like to sleep late. Tell Walt and Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot, and shine some things. No hogs to slop, feed to pitch, mash to mix, wood to split, fire to lay. Practically nothing.Men got to shave but it is not so bad, there's warm water. Breakfast is strong on trimmings like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, etc., but kind of weak on chops, potatoes, ham, steak, fried eggplant, pie and other regular food, but tell Walt and Elmer you can always sit by the two city boys that live on coffee. Their food, plus yours, holds you until noon when you get fed again. It's no wonder these city boys can't walk much.We go on 'route marches,' which t

Recording
Every once in a while when I sing I like my voice a lot to the point that I give myself chills and all that My thinking is that my fufriends can help me decide if I have a good voice or I should give up my dream of being a singer You pick a song for me to sing and tell me where I can find a recording program to post my voice

Pain
"57% of women cheat on their partner" How can things seem so right and then just fall out of place I felt like you were the one now tears are running down my face I gave you all i had to give I thought i could trust you but you abused what we had I thought what you said was true you hurt me more than you realize far more than i will let you see I would have given my life for you how could you lie to me? I hope you enjoyed your time with him I'm sure it was truely special I wonder if i even crossed your mind you have made my life a living hell you promised it would nnever happen because you had been through the same thing I guess you just forgot that part you forgot about the stinging pain it is hard not to hate you hard to just let go hard to think about the "love" we had I just wanted you to know it hurts everytime i see you out and when i hear those stupid songs it hurts when i find pitcures of us you'll never right these wrongs I felt so comfortable w

Windshield Bug
A man and a woman were driving down the road arguing about his deplorable infidelity when suddenly the woman reached over and sliced the man's penis off. Angrily, she tossed it out the car window. Driving behind the couple was a man and his 6-year-old daughter. The little girl was chatting away at her father when all of a sudden the penis smacked their car windshield, stuck for a moment, then flew off. Surprised, the daughter asked her father, 'Daddy, what the heck was that?' Shocked, but not wanting to expose his little girl to anything sexual at such a young age, the father replied, 'It was only a bug Honey.' The daughter sat with a confused look on her face, and after a moment said... Sure had a big dick, didn't it ?

Mars
The Red Planet is about to be spectacular!This month and next, Earth is catching up with Mars in an encounter thatwill culminate in the closest approach between the two planets inrecorded history. The next time Mars may come this close isin 2287. Due to the way Jupiter's gravity tugs onMars and perturbs its orbit, astronomers can only becertain that Mars has not come this close to Earthin the Last 5,000 years, but it may be as long as60,000 years before it happens again.The encounter will culminate on August 27th whenMars comes to within 34,649,589 miles of Earth andwill be (next to the moon) the brightest object inthe night sky. It will attain a magnitude of -2.9and will appear 25.11 arc seconds wide At a modest75-power magnificationMars will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye.Mars will be easy to spot. At thebeginning of August it will rise in the east at 10p.m.and reach its azimuth at about 3 a.m.By the end of August when the two planets areclosest

Drinking With A Texas Girl
A Mexican, an Arab, and aTexas Girl are in the same bar. When the Mexican finishes his beer, He throws his glass in the air, Pulls out his pistol, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Mexico, our glasses are so cheap, we don't need to drink with the same one twice." The Arab, obviously impressed by this, Drinks non-alcoholic beer (cuz he's a Muslim), throws his glass into the air, pulls out his AK-47, And shoot the glass all to pieces. He says, "In the Arab world, we have so much sand to make glasses, that we don't need to drink with the same one twice either. The Texas Girl, cool as a cucumber, Picks up her beer, downs it in one gulp, throws her glass into the air, whips out her 45 and shoots the Mexican and the Arab, catching her glass, setting it on the bar, and calling for a refill, she says, "We have so many illegal aliens that we don't have to drink with the same ones twice!" God Bless TEXAS!!!

Just A Little Ramble
Well Lets see first off i have the NET back considering i was awhile without it and well it apparently dont matter what happens in REAL LIFE to some PEOPLE and FAMILYS on this site like things use to matter. But This Place Has Gone to hell and is not worth my precious time like it use to be this is no longer a fun site to be on cause again last i knew thier was a DEFFERENCE BETWEEN REAL LIFE AND FUBAR LIFE. But I dont give a rats ass if this pisses people off and what not this site USE TO BE FUN. Also FEEL FREE TO COMMENT AND PASS THIS AROUND.

Things I Want To Do Or Experience Before I Die( Aka Az's Bucket List)
1- I want to be tased 2- would love to be slapped in the face with a live catfish no less then 4 years or older 3- to be angrily compared to pumkin bread by a preacher 4- sex with Abby from NCIS 5- to say to a group of cops... "arrest those men" 6- to wear spandex... (every fat kids dream) 7- to at long last hear snoopie say these words "hey you know what?... your right" 8- taste hot lava wearing a tu tu 9- make the worlds biggest chocolate cream pie 10- to finally get enough bling to sooth my addiction

Another Joke!
A U.S. Marine squad was marching north of Fallujah when they came upon an Iraqi terrorist, badly injured and unconscious. On the opposite side of the road was an American Marine in a similar but less serious state. The Marine was conscious and alert and as first aid was given to both men, the squad leader asked the injured Marine what had happened. The Marine reported, "I was heavily armed and moving north along the highway here, and coming south was a heavily armed insurgent. We saw each other and both took cover in the ditches along the road. I yelled to him that Saddam Hussein was a miserable, lowlife scum bag who got what he deserved, and he yelled back that Ted Kennedy is a fat, good- for-nothing, left wing liberal drunk who doesn't know how to drive. So I said that Osama Bin Laden dresses and acts like a frigid, mean- spirited lesbian! He retaliated by yelling, "Oh yeah, Well, so does Nancy Pelosi!" "And, there we were, in the middle of the road, shaking hands, when

Wtf
Ok I don’t know what’s going in this world as of late. No matter where i am, here on Fubar, Myspace, etc .. Seems like i read the same things from alot of people.. But really what is with people and bad relationships, don’t get me wrong I’ve had my fair share of them.. I don’t want anymore… But all I’ve been reading is, the guys bitch about their girl, the girls bitch about the guys and so on…. Let me brutally honest here … for the most part guys are at fault.. But I’m not saying woman are perfect either, it does work both ways and I’ve seen it all What I’m saying is when it comes to relationships in this day and age that around 50% of human beings are nasty weak treacherous creatures that are for the most part totally untrustworthy. Experience is my basis for this statement, both mine and others who I know or who have reliable histories. If you can find a mate/partner to be your companion who is NOT trea

Is This Guy Nuts?
A man and his wife were working in their garden one day when the man looks over at his wife and says: 'Your butt is getting really big, I mean really big. I bet your butt is bigger than the barbecue.' With that he proceeded to get a measuring tape and measures the grill and then went over to where his wife was working and measured his wife's bottom. 'Yes, I was right; your butt is two inches wider than the barbecue!!!' The woman chose to ignore her husband. Later that night in bed, the husband is feeling a little frisky. He makes some advances towards his wife who completely brushes him off. 'What's wrong?' he asks.. ............... She answers: 'Do you really think I'm going to fire up this big-ass grill for one little weenie?

Maybe Im Nutz Maybe Im Crazy.
I don't know what to do, I can't find the right thing to say, Every thing seemded to be fine, Yet in a blink of a eye, The world I knew came to a end, People tell me I'm crazy for the way I feel, They tell me I shouldn't love her for the things she's said and done, Even through all this B.S. I've figreut out I'm still in love, No matter how much I want to disbelieve I know it's true, For no matter what the mind say's the heart will never lie.

Life Is A Bitch..
A miserable, unfortunate incident ocurred in my life a couple of months ago..due to the crisys inRomania the factory where i was working was closed.Now i`m unemployed, making big efforts to mantain my house, my daughter`s studies and the whole bunch of this life`s sheet.Now i`m forced to leave the country for a job..i found one somewhere in Spain. I won`t be on fubar for a while..i don`t know how long, but i`ll do everything to keep in touch with my friends and to be back as soon as posible. Love you all and i`ll be thinking of you every day!

Its All Clear Now...
Have you ever stumbled across someone in r/l or online and thought to yourself this person is important and they are meant to be in my life? That is where im at now and its honestly a feeling like ive never known. To share so many things in common to laugh about the same things to have the same twisted humor its amazing. I think i finally found someone i can be my true self with. Its not often that you meet someone and after one converstaion know that they are amazing its truly rare to find people like that especially nowadays. I appreciate the people in my life everyone i have in it is here for a reason i dont keep parttime friends anymore. But meeting someone as wonderful as this particular person has been a huge highlight in my life. People from all walks of life from various backgrounds religions sexual orientations they are all just people some good some bad but we are all just people and we reserve the right not to subscribe to labels. Dont take your friends for granted and dont

Evil Mutant Attack Squirrel Of Death
I never dreamed slowly cruising on my motorcycle through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Little did I suspect. I was on Brice Street - a very nice neighborhood with perfect lawns and slow traffic. As I passed an oncoming car; a brown, furry missile shot out from under it and tumbled to a stop immediately in front of me. It was a squirrel and must have been trying to run across the road when it encountered the car. I really was not going very fast, but there was no time to brake or avoid it -- it was that close. I hate to run over animals and I really hate it on a motorcycle but a squirrel should pose no danger. I barely had time to brace for the impact. Animal lovers, never fear. Squirrels, I discovered, can take care of themselves! Inches before impact, the squirrel flipped to his feet. He was standing on his hind legs and facing my oncoming Harley with steadfast resolve in his beady little eyes. His mouth opened and at the last possible second, he screame

Another Chart....
The sun represents vitality, a sense of individuality and outward-shining creative energy.Sun in LeoShe is masterful, likes authority, aspires towards an ideal. A little too pretentious and always wanting things. She likes to give advice. She is honest, frank, loyal, open and sincere.Weaknesses: pride, vanity, arrogance, presumption and disdain of others.Leo ascendant ScorpioSun in IXProlonged scientific research. High ideals. She is gifted for languages and it is even more interesting for her to live abroad. Professionally successful abroad.1093 Conjunction Sun - MoonShe has lots of vitality. She likes public life, she is popular and her company is appreciated. She is balanced, at ease with herself and gets on very well with her parents. 62 Trine Sun - UranusShe is above all independent and original. She likes change, reforms, she is allergic to everything routine. She has a strong personality, and has many friends.The moon represents a reaction, unconscious pre-destination, and the

I Am Green
Values:Intellectual AchievementsLogicCompetencyJoys:Personal AchievementIdeasMeeting ChallengesStrengths:ConfidenceLogicalProblem-solverNeeds:AutonomyTruth & FactsAccuracyFrustrations:UnfairnessIncompentenceNonsense RulesAt work you are conceptual and an independent thinker. For you work is play. You are drawn to constant challenge in career, and like to develop models, explore ideas, or build systems to satisfy your need to deal wth the innovative. Once you have perfected an idea you prefer to move on leaving the project to be maintained and supported by othersIn love you prefer to let your head rule tour heart. You dislike repetition, so it is difficult for you to continuously express your feelings. You beleive that once feelings are stated, they are obvious to a partner. You are uneasy when your emotions control you. You want to establish a relationship, leave it to maintain itself, and turn your energies back to your career.In childhood you appeared to be older than your years and

Leo
Name: Danielle August 5 1986 12:00 PM Time Zone is CDT Sycamore, IL Rising Sign is in 23 Degrees Libra Very attractive and popular, your charm helps you to get your own way and prevents others from getting angry with you. "Peace and harmony at all costs" is your battle cry. You always try to ameliorate or to cosmetically hide any physical ugliness or any angry feelings between people. Flashy, but not gaudy, you prefer to dress elegantly. You generally have good taste in music, art and literature. Beware of the tendency to compromise yourself in your attempt to be agreeable at all times. A bit of a social butterfly, at times you can be vain and lazy. For the most part, however, you are gracious and affectionate, and your refined and aristocratic demeanor serves as a role model to others. Sun is in 12 Degrees Leo. More than a bit of a showoff, you love to be the center of attention! But others do not usually mind because they tend to enjoy your genuine warmth and affec

The Gift
Seether - The Gift Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go Untill I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Now

The Whole Story!!!!
I am only writing concerning the phone call I got from mom this morning...First, I didn't call Dorothy a "whore"! I said bitch....Howard's wife asked me if she should be worried about him working out there...would Dot try anything....she's had heard stuff previously! I have tried my damndness to leave this all alone...I seen her at WalMarts about 3 weeks ago! Why is it being twisted now? Secondly, I know I have been a bitch as well....I know this! I was hurt, and you didn't seem to understand! I felt like I was being dangled over the edge of a cliff....I said things I should not have in text to you! I hate that any of this happened, but, what is done is done! I was in the wrong as well... this I can admit... I am not out for blood, I have no vendetta against no one! I am not out to see you fail... I wish you all the best of luck! This is my side of the story first hand...not from any one else's mouth! I am not out running my mouth about you all....and when it co

Avenged Sevenfold- Dear God
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again

What The Hell!!!
This was the lastest letter I recieved from my "sister", I have written a previous blog as to the job I lost and to whom...What I want to know is....was it wrong for me to preply...Dead people can't send Emails....! P.S. I really am devasted! Any advice or love...would be greatly appreciated! CARLENE, WHAT'S DONE IS DONE, I HAVE LOST A SISTER- 1 NEPHEW- 2 NIECES. AND I'M DEALING WITH THAT! AS YOU HAVE LOST A SISTER- 1 NIECE & 1 NEPHEW SPEAKING FOR MYSELF ONLY............................! YOU HURT OK, THEN YOU WANT TO SAY YOU HAVE NO LONGER GOT 2 SISTERS. HOW DO YOU THINK WE SHOULD FEEL.? I TAKE THOUGHS WORDS VERY SERIOUSLEY.! I WAS TOLD YEARS AGO FROM SOMEONE THAT I AM DEAD TO THEM AND IT HURT SOOOOOOOOOO BAD, I TOLD MYSELF THEN NEVER AGAIN WILL I BE HURT LIKE THAT AGAIN. SO, YES, BE IT MONTHS FROM NOW OR YEARS DON'T COME TO ME AND TRY AND EXPLAIN YOURSELF, AND EXPECT ME TO EXCEPT IT CAUSE I WONT............! A SIMPLE STAYING AWAY TO ALL OF US COOL OFF WAS ENOUGH THEN YOU HAD TO

Theory Of A Deadman- Not Meant To Be
It's never enough to say I'm sorry It's never enough to say I care But I'm caught between what you Wanted from me, and knowing If I give that to ya I might just disappear. Nobody wins when everyone's losing Oh, it's like One step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I can't change your mind, Oh, it's like Trying to turn around on a one way street I can't give you what you want And it's killing me and I, I'm starting to see Maybe we're not meant to be It's never enough to say I love you No, it's never enough to say I try It's hard to believe that's there's No way out for you and me And it seems to be, The story of our life Nobody wins when everyone's losing It's like one step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I can't change your mind, oh It's like trying to turn around on a One way street. I can't give You what you want and it's killing me And I, I'm starting to see That maybe we're not meant to be There's st

The Script-breakeven
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing Just prayin 'to a god that I don't believe in Cos I got time while she got freedom Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even Her best days will be some of my worst She finally met a man that's gonna put her first While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven ... even ... no What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you, And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces They say bad things happen for a reason But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even ... no What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you, And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces (One still in love while the other ones leaving)

Pleasure And Pain
Precum starts to ooze from your cock hole as I pump and milk your cock with my hands. I can feel your cock and balls throbbing in my palm, I can feel the tension and I know your getting ready to cum. Suddenly, the wonderful fondling sensation is painfully replaced with a vicious slap across your cockhead followed by several harsh backhands to your balls…..Mistress Morgan Le FayMistressMorganlefay@yahoo.com

Original Poem By Fallenman76
As I walk alone in this life of pain and misery I hide the suffering I feel by faking a smile for all of the world to see No one can look inside of my heart None of you can see that I am falling apart Sometimes all you need is someone to care Longing for love you look only to find that no one is there You desperately look for a shimmer of hope You don't want to admit that you are at the end of you rope Just when you think that all of your choices are at an end You turn a corner and become embraced by your true friends

Is That True ?
Someone told me I was safe here. Is that true? They said I could confide in you, That you could keep these secrets safe. DO YOU HERAR THAT? No not the swing band in the forward part of my brain, look behind it it a little. No,Not next to the vision of Billie Holiday. It's definitely not coming from the rose petals on the bed. Let me help you..move left...a little more,a little more right there....CAN YOU HEAR HEAR IT NOW? BEATING? CAN YOU SEE IT? HATS MY HEART IN MY HEAD... Yeah I know its not supposed to be up here but it ran out of places to hide and the only it could find was my mind. It used to hide behind this wall of passion and sanity but that came crashing down. Hey watch your step, you almost ran over my conscience! I kinda need that, I'm sorry, Thats been happening alot lately. Anyway I know I can't stay long but they said we'd find answers here. SEE THIS HEART, LOOK REAL CLOSELY. IT'S BEEN STEPPED ON,RIPPED OPEN AND THEN DUCKETAPPED,BATTERED AND BRUISED,RECYCLED,REUSED AND S

Afterthought
Dear Girl (that sat next to me on the plane), Hi. How are you? This is just a quick note to let you know that you sat on my glasses. I know that you know that you sat on my glasses. You did, after all, hand them back to me crazy mangled. I trust that you know what shape glasses generally assume. I understand that there are two active parties in this tragedy. There’s the person that accidentally left her glasses in the middle seat next to her while she properly stowed her purse under the seat in from of her…. that’s me. There’s also the person that was in such a hurry to get into that second row middle seat, that didn’t let the girl with the glasses on the aisle properly acclimate before barging in… that’s you. So, you sat on my glasses. My favorite part about you sitting on my glasses, was how you showed exactly zero remorse for the damage you caused. That was awesome. Hey… remember that part when I was very obviousl

Booooooooooooo!
So the sister in law left Texas today to come back home to start working so she can make some real money for when my brother gets discharged from the Army in October...well....She got up to Gainesville and a tire blew off the car...She's stuck there til noon tomorrow when they can get the ball bearing in that was ruined during the blow out...So *sigh* dunno when I'm gonna get to see my Em-Dogg now :(

Les Paul
(CNN) -- Les Paul, whose innovations with the electric guitar and studio technology made him one of the most important figures in recorded music, has died, according to a statement from his publicists. Paul was 94. Paul died in White Plains, New York, from complications of severe pneumonia, according to the statement. Paul was a guitar and electronics mastermind whose creations -- such as multitrack recording, tape delay and the solid-body guitar that bears his name, the Gibson Les Paul -- helped give rise to modern popular music, including rock 'n' roll. No slouch on the guitar himself, he continued playing at clubs into his 90s despite being hampered by arthritis. "If you only have two fingers [to work with], you have to think, how will you play that chord?" he told CNN.com in a 2002 phone interview. "So you think of how to replace that chord with several notes, and it gives the illusion of sounding like a chord." Guitarists mourned the loss Thursday. "Les Paul was truly a 'one

8/13/09 Fluffy Starr Blog
My true feelings about Summer BBQ's. A shocking confessional. *NEW PHOTO* Yo!!!! How is you? I'm doing well. It's been an interesting Summer. And so many BBQ's!!!! I don't think I've eaten so much meat and booze in my life!!! I'm not a big meat eater at all, so it was different for me. But I enjoyed it! Hey, I'll tell you something... Are you listening? Ok, here goes my confession. I used to AVOID BBQ's like the PLAGUE. I mean, I thought it was soooo dull and boring. People standing around in back yards, and having to converse with weird random guys who won't leave you alone, while you are trying to eat from a paper plate, usually while standing. And inevitably, some food falls off the flimsy paper plate, and you have to sort of kick it aside, or better yet, kick it toward any greedy drooling untrained dogs that might be around. And they always seem to be around. Just watching. Waiting. But beware, such an act has to be executed very discreetly. Politely. And also worth mentioning a

Whats Wrong With Me?
Hello fubar its me Psyche, i have an issue..dillema..situation or whatever the hell ya wanna call it. Ya see i met this really hot guy a few yrs ago and we hit it off immediately..well in a sexual sense. I wasnt ready for a relationship and he had just gotten out of one so we became fwb's. It worked out great, id go see him whenever i wanted, get satisfaction and leave. We never really conversated or spent time doing anything except sex and to be honest that was just the way i liked it. Then out of nowhere he began wanting me to stay over, not liking when id just get up and leave but i couldnt handle that and so i ended it. Funny thing is we started randomly talking from time to time after that and it was kind of nice. Shortly after i lost my brother and i completely shut down and closed everyone out of my life for quite some time, just didnt have it in me to be anything to anyone anymore. Well a few months ago he contacted me and we've been talking ever since and yes having lots of t

Being Auctioned And The Ensuing Drama
hey guys, Glenn here...yes its true I'm in a fu auction but al-fucking-ready, I'm getting pms from people cat clawing...GET A FUCKING LIFE!!!!!! its an auction! I'll lay it to ya straight...its only for a month and it by no means implies that I would be in a relationship with anyone that wins me in that auction...for fucks sake...there would be only a few that would actually have a shot (and they are in my friends and family and they know who they are...Cozy *winks)

Been Sick
Hi my friends sorry I haven't been around but things happen. Spent 2 days in the hospital. I'm doing better but it was a very scary time. I think I scared milkyyyway out of her skin or at least her shoes. I'm not going to go into it here if you want to know just send me a message. I hope to be on here more in the coming weeks.

College; Not As Easy As It Looks
I've been flipping back and forth between obtaining an associates degree in criminal justice, or a diploma in automotive technology. In the meantime, I visited the technical college that I wish to attend, to ensure that all of my transcripts were received in time for the Fall quarter. Much to my dismay, I was informed that there is apparently a new rule/law that all transcripts must be received in order to be accepted. I previously attended ITT Tech (which was a mistake), and accrued a "campus fee" of nearly 2 grand which has to be paid in full before my transcripts can be released. Great. Even furthering my stress, is the fact that the student loans also accrued while at ITT Tech will have to be paid starting in December, because I will not have the campus fee paid off in time to begin the Fall quarter. On the bright side, there is enough time to weigh the options of which route to take as far as courses go. Still, with the stress factor rising, I bought a pack of smokes and began

Sorry
im sorry for the past few weeks, i been going through alot. i lost a friend of 15 years. shit here has been stressful too. with the album coming out and shows and drama at home. plus being a full time mom, it does wear a person down. I am way over due for a vacation. ALONE!! maybe one of these days, but for now, bare with me. I always bounce back. love you guys

Guitar Legend-inventor Les Paul Dies At Age 94
WHITE PLAINS, N.Y. — Les Paul, who invented the solid-body electric guitar later wielded by a legion of rock 'n' roll greats, died Thursday of complications from pneumonia. He was 94. According to Gibson Guitar, Paul died at White Plains Hospital. His family and friends were by his side. As an inventor, Paul also helped bring about the rise of rock 'n' roll with multitrack recording, which enables artists to record different instruments at different times, sing harmony with themselves, and then carefully balance the tracks in the finished recording. The use of electric guitar gained popularity in the mid-to-late 1940s, and then exploded with the advent of rock in the mid-'50s. "Suddenly, it was recognized that power was a very important part of music," Paul once said. "To have the dynamics, to have the way of expressing yourself beyond the normal limits of an unamplified instrument, was incredible. Today a guy wouldn't think of singing a song on a stage without a microp

Los Angeles Medical Cannabis Classes Available
http://www.prweb.com/releases/2009/08/prwe... One of the hottest topics throughout California and Los Angeles has been legalizing medical cannabis. Medical cannabis is, of course, already legalized; however, the state government's inability to regulate it, and the federal government's harsh stance against medical cannabis have hampered any growth in this industry. Los Angeles medical cannabis however has great potential...read more

The First Time I Saw You
The First Time I Saw YouThe first time I saw you,I already knew.You had my heart,I truly loved you.You make me whole,There is no debate.You're the one I love,You're my soul mate.You make me complete,There could be no other.The only one is you,My one and true loverI love you with all my heart, My soul and mindA love that together,We surely can bind.I loved you from the beginning,There will be no end.A love that forever,Will only ascend.

Nearing Midnight: America's Biggest Creditor
Todd Strandberg, the founder of the Rapture Ready website (www.raptureready.com), posts weekly articles under a section called Nearing Midnight (think of the Bulletin of the Atomic Scientists' Doomsday Clock, which is currently at five minutes to midnight = nuclear annihilation) regarding events in the world leading to what most Christians -- believers in Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior -- regard as signs of the "end times". Increased chaos and mass destruction usually presages, in this author's and many Christians' view, the sudden disappearance or "rapture" of those comprising the church or assembly of believers in Jesus as Lord and Savior. Normally I'd just stash an article from there I find particularly interesting, but I want a wider audience of the people I know who wouldn't visit a Christian website -- whatever that is -- to read this. It's a surprise and well worth it today. So let me turn it over to Todd, and have a blessed day, David P.S. Read the whole thing, it's w

My Specail Someone
My Special SomeoneI bet you didn't knowThat you just passed my mind.You do this so many times each daySince a guy like you is so hard to find.I saw a falling starJust the other dayFor I sat there and thoughtBut only had one thing to say.The wish I just gotI really do not need.Because the only wish I wantIs a wish I have already received?Some might even sayThat I'm in another placeEvery time I think of how you lookAnd that smile on your face.To conclude the way I feelAbout all the things you doYou are that special someone.You're like a dream come true.

Without You
When you are not by my side,I feel very lonely. Without you being in my arms, I feel like I am missing something. When you are not around, I do everything to make it seem like you are. I could not live without youRight here by my side. You are so very special. Too much for me to sayIf I did not have your love, I wouldn't know what to do...When I look into your eyes, I cannot imagine living without you. When I see your beautiful smile, I cannot help but think of all the good times we have had. Without your love, and support, I could not make it in this world. Without your smile, and always happy face, I would always be sad. Everyday I am with you, You bring a smile to my face. And I just can't resist the joy you bring to my world. What would I do without you?

My Fuhubby&rlbf And Family
I LOVE MY FUHUBBY&RLBF SLIM,LOVE U BABY I'M UR BABY GIRL NO OTHERS.NOW ALWAYS 4EVER ALSO LOVE MY BRO LAW SPIKE,VAMPIRE20008 AND MY SIS AMBER,TABBY,JAMMIE,BRAE,VIPER,ROXY,MISTY,HOLLY,MY BROLAW'S BRAD,RANDY SOON TO BE EDDIE. ALSO LOVE MY SHOCKWAVE FAMILY THATS NOT MY SISTERS OR BRO IN LAWS LOVE U ALL RAIN,XXOXOOXOX

Question???
Will you be there for me when I'm lost At any and every cost? Will you be there for me through snow and rain ,when I'm in pain? Will you be there to heal my cut no matter what? Will you be there like an angel from above. And will you be there to watch over me and teach me how to LOVE/???

Witty Told Me Too
So I am gonna try for spotlight again tonight...I have 19 mil and I was 2 mil shy the last time...witty suggested I write a blog asking for help again...I would really like to level. I'd like to be a godmother before my birthday (september 26th-make a note of it...I will expecting cards LOL) Any and all help is appreciated. Thank you to those who have already donated and helped...you guys rock...all of you. Keep your fingers crossed. *this desperated attempt of point whoring (shudders) was brought to you by gbt via witty*

Why Not Ask
There is a very good place to eat in Glassboro and it is P&B Diner. Someone asked me to go with her to a Laboratory and I agreed and we stopped at P&B Diner. These was a couple and the man was talking about someone in Clayton who was depressed and angry that he was dying and was making it misereable for every one. Why not ask tihs man what really happened and those involved? Infact let everything be public. From A to Z and everything else and see if this patron of P&B is justified or am I the one in the right. I am the one that agreed to this surgery almost two moths ago. It is the physicians that has stopped it or is there an investigagtion over a possibly defunct police officer who has breeched the patient confidentiality laws along with some of these physicians. Norio

Les Paul Dies At Age 94
WHITE PLAINS, N.Y. - Les Paul, the guitarist and inventor who changed the course of music with the electric guitar and multitrack recording and had a string of hits, many with wife Mary Ford, died on Thursday. He was 94. According to Gibson Guitar, Paul died of complications from pneumonia at White Plains Hospital. His family and friends were by his side. He had been hospitalized in February 2006 when he learned he won two Grammys for an album he released after his 90th birthday, "Les Paul & Friends: American Made, World Played." "I feel like a condemned building with a new flagpole on it," he joked. As an inventor, Paul helped bring about the rise of rock 'n' roll and multitrack recording, which enables artists to record different instruments at different times, sing harmony with themselves, and then carefully balance the "tracks" in the finished recording. With Ford, his wife from 1949 to 1962, he earned 36 gold records and 11 No. 1 pop hits, including "Vaya Con Dios," "How High

Fufuk #1
Ok people, this freakin FuFuk has sent this same message to me TWICE!! I just ignored it the first time. However, this guy is not even on my friend or fan list. I do not care what kind of sex life you prefer…but don't solicit me to get your rocks off!! I am my own person and I am not your damn "slave"…I speak what I want when I want. I have my OWN feelings and YOU will not tame me. Fukn FuTARD!!!!!!!!! This dude is now on my block list… $safe_uid_dname@ fubar hi...is your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? i message you, because i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles...i am looking for an online-sub. when you are interested in bdsm related chats, cam-to-cam chats, tasks, exercises and when you would like to know more, just send me a message. it would be really nice to talk with you about this...have you ever thought about serving someone? to serve someone mentally or sexually... to take care about somebodys needsto

Getting To Know Eachother
Getting to Know Each Other If you've been tagged or you are reading this, you have the honor of copying all these goofy questions, writing your own response, and tagging 25 other victims. You have to tag me so really you just need 24 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way. To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your title as "Getting to know each other!", tag 25 people including me (tagging is done in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish. 1. What time did you get up this morning? 8:26am 2. How do you like your steak? Well Done 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Angels and Demons 4. What is your favorite TV show? CSI, Smallville, alot of others 5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? ATL but I always wanted to travel so im not sure 6. What did you have for breakfast? A cok

Block And Ignore And Listen To This Song!
Many of you complain about getting harassed, stalked, etc. Trust me when I say this! I get it a lot worse than all of you combined. Words of wisdom! 1. Ignoring and going completely silent to the person who is comeing at you works everytime. They will bait you and bait you! Most of you fall for their nonsense. Take the logs out of their fire and just IGNORE. 2. Block works very well too. I do not even give the idiots the satisfaction unless they just annoy me. 3. Read our TOS term 7. We do not get involved in users disputes! 4. Listen to this song when you are under fire and sing "I am blind to you" as loud as you can! COLLIE BUDDZ - Blind To You lyrics you knowa ah..yeah you know oohwha me say... fuckin haterz you know [Chorus:] I'm blind to you haterz, Cant touch me war instigators, Me said where is the love lately, Ask you how the world ah run so. Said I'm blind to you haterz, Cant touch me rumor creators, Me said where is the love lately, Ask you how the world ah run s

Vamp
as i walk in this cold dark word i sem to fall in love with a vampire.. his eyes get me lost in them. his kiss drives me wild. when he bites my neck i loss all fram of time and space.. when he talks to me i loss were i am at and get lost in him.. he body drives me so wild that i shiver at the site of it... know that he loves me is the best part of loveing this vampire... i bet all wonder how this vamp how stole my heart is.... his name is spike he has stole this dur's heart in more ways then one.... yes i have fallen for a vampire .. but how cares he has me for ever... spike i love so much that i be lost with out you

The Other Side Of The Coin
Recently, I started a new path for making money (also known as a job) and I cannot believe how hard it has been on me. For those that know me well, you know that I have been working in the security industry for over 10 years. My new career path is in the home health aide field, talk about a change huh, lol. IF this blog does actually get read by one of my friends I wold like to point out that I have been out of work for over a month and off of Fubar too. While things are looking up, barely, I am still scared shitless about doing this job. The worst part is that I dont know why I am so freaked out. The job is not "hard" or physically demanding in any shape or form and I have worked in some very high stress situations doing security work. Yet here I am shaken and unsure about myself about working in a house with a few people that just need some help doing the things that we all do everyday. Washing dishes, mopping floors, washing clothes and paying bills. Not a single harmfull thing on

What Is Too Old?
Haha...I was just told by a 30 year old that I was old enough to be his mother...WTF??? I would have been 12 when he was born! Am I old? Do I look old? Do I act old? To me, age is only a number. It's all in how you see yourself and how you act. If your mind and heart are still young...it reflex outword. Tell me what you think about age. Tell me what you think of me being 42....old or not?

Road To Recovery
The pain is starting to ease.It's still so hard to look at you.All I can think of when I look in your face,Is how badly I want to kiss you.We were so good at it.I suppose I will never have the answers I've searched for.I know I deserve so much better than this.I just want to be happy again.Like before.Everything was new and fresh.Now it's dark, cold and empty.I've developed a new emotion out of all this.One I'm not too happy about acquiring.It has been hidden all this time.But now it has become my friend.And not a good friend at that.No wonder I kept you locked up for so long.Am I capable of unleashing my new friend on the world?I don't know.But now that I know it is riding my coat tails,I have a new found wall put up.This will be a tough one to penetrate.Will anyone try?I doubt it.

One Last Note For The Day
Reason #457 why I love this warm weather, sunny summertime: the ponytail. It’s bouncy, it’s festive, it helps me look like I’m having a good time even when I’m just standing in line at the grocery store, and it makes me feel like a cheerleader… which is strangely satisfying. The ponytail is simple and uncomplicated. I think I’m going to make the ponytail, and the fun simplicity it represents, the theme for the lovely summer. So go forth and please, sport a ponytail this summer. It's rad.

To My Greatest Fans
to my greatest fans..you know..who rip pics..make fake profiles to fuck with me....are sweet as pie in the mumms but talk shit behind my back...and all others I may have left out... It has been brought to my attention that there are a few of these on my list..Please remove yourself from my list..you know who you are...I have no use for liars in my life...I kinda have a zero tolerance policy. So this is your chance to delete me...before I begn to air who you are and WHY I am callingyou out. If you remove yourselves I will not do it..atleast to you. So please take this chance to gtfo..

Sad Sad Girl
Dear My Bank, We’ve known each other for a long time. You know how I deposit my humble paychecks every so often, how I rarely use the ATM, and how I hate to use my debit card at the gas station. I know that you like to decorate with bullet-proof glass… guns, I get it… have pens that don’t always work, and always want me to sign up for your credit card. As much as I hate to admit it, we sort of have a thing going. Let’s be honest Bank. We’re not friends. We don’t even really like each other very much. I know that you have rules. You know… if you’re being honest with yourself, that I do my very best to follow your rules. And I do… Bank…..! Unless, I suppose, I just forget to add one payment to my balance books, leading me to believe I have several hundred dollars in you, Bank… instead of less than zero. Here’s my beef with you… Bank! Jerky bank. When you penalize me several tim

To Myhaters...
FOR MENTIONING MY NAME TO OTHERS THAT DONT EVEN KNOW ME...HENCE MAKING ME FAMOUS...FOR ALLOWING ME TO HAVE POWER OVER YOUR THOUGHTS.....EMOTIONS...N MAKING ME THE CENTER PIECE OF EVERY CONVERSATION U HAVE WITH UR DRINKING BUDDIES...FUCK..I EVEN CONTROL UR HEALTH...I MAKE UR STOMACH TURN..N I EVEN GIVE U A HEADACHE AT THE MERE THOUGHT OF "ME"...LMAOEVERYTIME U SAY MY NAME OUT LOUD..I SMILE..FOR ITS A CLEAR INDICATION OF MY POWER N CONTROL OVER UR LIFE.....(WHATEVER THAT IS)....U ME STRONGER.. IM PROUD TO BE DIFFERENT..TO BE A LEADER...OH HOW IT SUCKS TO BE U!!!.... to my haters:...I REALIZE U HAVE 1 ADVANTAGE OVER ME...U CAN KISS MY FVCKIN ASS...N I CANT!!!

Family- Does It Matter?
Ok- so as I go along and try to figure this all out- I keep getting brought back to the subject of John's family. On top of all of our personal stuff, there is a problem with his family------for some reason, they don't like me. This is weird for me because families LOVE me! I can't help it- I am funny and lovable and fun. But I am also opinionated and outspoken and I don't take crap. I come from a family of very strong women. When my cousin was here the other day we talked a lot about our family and that is one thing I realized. Very Very strong women in our family- and we tend to outlive the men. LOL- But my cousin and I also decided that we are strong like the other women- but we also have more tact. We don't walk into a room dropping f-bombs and thinking we are the only ones who are right and not listening to others. We have more balance. So I am strong- but not offensive. Anyways- J comes from a family that does not talk about problems or anything. They talk behind everyone's back

How The Darkness Took Over
Once there was light inside and it showed out the angery and rage began to shout Then the light began to fade and the dark take hold started heading into the shade and the light felt old as the light left i felt alone and cold then the dark to me in and showed me i am not alone i felt warm and alive again and in the dark i will always be

Repost Im Not Holding The Contest Just Promoting
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Another Leveling Group
Another Fubar Leveling Group My new Fubar family is going to be called the Fu-Rockers. I'm looking not only for people who want help leveling, but people who want to develop genuine friendships on the fu. The Fu-Rockers family will be unique in that we dont only help our family. We help ANYONE who wants to level up. Here are the rules of the "Fu-Rockers." 1) You must add "Fu-Rockers" somewhere in your nickname. Does not matter where. 2) The Fu-Rockers will tolerate no drama of any kind, and discriminating against Anyone of a different race or sexual orientation than you is strictly forbidden. 3) In order to join, you must be willing to rate/fan/add every person whom has joined before you, as well as newbies entering the family after you have joined. 4) You must have a salute photo, or I must know you personally. No exceptions! 5) You must realize, that while this is a family, that DOES NOT mean that anyone in the family has to Cherry Bomb/Bling you just because you are in o

Friends
Not that i ever had a whole lot of friends i finely finished cutting the list down from 352 to 277, which still seems like too many... I'd like to whittle it down more but need some criterea... so i'm asking for ideas... meanwhile family grew to 11, an all time high... Thanx for any input... DP

My Journey
Over the past week I have been on a new journey. It is one that I never thought in my lifetime I would take. What I have learned from my Daddy so far has been intense. It is a lifestyle that I freely and totally want for myself. My Daddy has been very patient with me, teaching me and guiding me into this new wonderful life. He is a kind, understanding, gentle but very strict Master. Over time he will be transforming me into what he wants me to be and I cant wait for the end result.

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Ponderings
Ponderings I woke up last night, screaming in painNightmares again, hope lost, nothing to gainNever seeing, never trying, never wanting to careSeeing things, seeing people, that aren't really thereHave I gone crazy? or is it simply those things I wish to beHoping against everything, that one day my soul will be freeFree to be a father, to love my children, to find hopeOr will I just end up hanging on a gibbet from the end of a ropeMy children scream in the darkness, begging, calling my nameIgniting that flickering candle, turning it into raging flamesThe darkness beckons, calling me forward, as my loved ones fight to keep me hereLooking into that blackness, knowing the face of fearI look behind me, searching, longing, where is that tiny light?The one bright thing in the darkness, giving me the strength to fightI see their faces, their smiles, their tears as they watch me die insideI see everyone accusing me, why, "We thought you were happy", why have you lied?Smiling through the tears

Poem 3
Hope lost, and nothing left to gainThis anguish and hatred inside, is driving me insaneI want to die, more than anything else in this worldBlack sails on the ship of death unfurledSailing these bloody seas, Satan at my sideLaughing painfully, as I realize that everyone has liedLove is bullshit, no one wants it or even caresAs once again, my heart, begins to tearBloody and broken, it no longer wants to beatPain in my chest, hurts so bad, as it knocks me off my feetWhat has happened to this world, why is it so cold and darkIt must be me, my soul, Satan left his markI am his, have always been, and always will beNever again, will I be free

Poem 2
Remember these words, for they are the one thing that will never fadeA future, no matter how dark or bleak, can always be remadeRemember my smile, for when I showed it, it was trueWhen hope shined in my eyes, before the blackness broke throughI did smile once, so long agoWhen I was innocent, and just didn't knowWhen the future was bright, alive with hopes and dreamsNow it's all I can do, as I feel the knife slip through my ribs, not to screamAlways for the heart it goes, seeking that mortal fleshPain, pleasure, hope, loss...all enmeshedWhen that dies, all hope is lost...or is it?

Natural Phenonema
The classical natural wonders are huge and hard to miss - vast canyons, giant mountains and the like.. Many of the most fantastic natural phenomena, however, are also least easy to spot. Some are incredibly rare while others are located in hard-to-reach parts of the planet. From moving rocks to mammatus clouds and red tides to fire rainbows, here are seven of the most spectacular phenomenal wonders of the natural world. 1) Sailing Stones The mysterious moving stones of the packed-mud desert of Death Valley have been a center of scientific controversy for decades. Rocks weighing up to hundreds of pounds have been known to move up to hundreds of yards at a time. Some scientists have proposed that a combination of strong winds and surface ice account for these movements. However, this theory does not explain evidence of different rocks starting side by side and moving at different rates and in disparate directions. Moreover, the physics calculations do not fully support this theory as win

Poem 1
Hope lost, and nothing left to gainThis anguish and hatred inside, is driving me insaneI want to die, more than anything else in this worldBlack sails on the ship of death unfurledSailing these bloody seas, Satan at my sideLaughing painfully, as I realize that everyone has liedLove is bullshit, no one wants it or even caresAs once again, my heart, begins to tearBloody and broken, it no longer wants to beatPain in my chest, hurts so bad, as it knocks me off my feetWhat has happened to this world, why is it so cold and darkIt must be me, my soul, Satan left his markI am his, have always been, and always will beNever again, will I be free

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You Know How Late I Am Don’t You?
When an audience member asks why I haven’t written a blog in days, you know you are a bad blogger. Things are going great, husband is back in Glasgow and life in Edinburgh ticks on and on. Audience numbers are up on last year and as I am in a 175 seater THAT’S a lot of seats to fill! Everyone had a great first weekend, numbers were great and now we are onto the dip in the midweek section and you can see some comedians walking about looking glum. But it is just the midweek slump, especially if you are in a BIG room that gets filled up at weekends, it can leave you feeling odd. Chins up though! I still haven’t had a review printed yet, though I have had reviewers in. Watched some comedians who got slated by reviewers actually being dragged away from said reviewer in Pleasance Courtyard, now that was a frisson of gossip for you. Nothing happened, they just looked angry and shouty, but reviewer just sat there laughing his head off at them. I had a wom

Men That I Have Knowen And Know
Over the years being married, and knowing a few male friends. There is one thing they all do, weather or not they are consuious or aware they do this , I do not know. All I know it gets under my skin, like a bad rash. Have you ever noticed, if something in your man's day goes wrong he tends to bring it home with him or even if hes home and something goes wrong, and is totally pissed off he will make dam sure, every one else in the house is feeling just as lousey and possibly as upset as he is. Just a thing happen to me lastnight. I am visiting a friend in pa. And his nurse told him that if he missed another doctors appointment and didnt get a hold of his sugar blood count he would lose her care of his medical problem and his doc. OMG he went blastic after she left getting all pissy and shit. And in this fit of rage decided to pull me into it. He wanted to know who was making all the noise in the hall. I said looks like a chinese family is moving out. He lost his mind.

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Customize A Dress For Yourself
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Snoring Remedies
When ever a person snores, we laugh at him/her or scold them for disturbing the others sleep. Snoring has also led to divorce in many couples. It may look as a joke, but the truth is snoring is not only a hindrance to your sleeping partner but a sign of some hidden disease on your own health. So if you are affected there are some quick snoring remedies to get rid of it. snoring remedies

War On Love ( Orignal By Kitty)
I feel this blood trailing down my chesthoping my soul will be laid to restfighting to the end to win this wartrying to remember what this life is forthe hole in my chest just wont closeno apologies needed, no sympathy rosei will beat down these demons that stand in my waymy mind is doing backflips..not sure what to sayyou're so far out of sightit gets so hard to fighti know that i'll keep goingif im sure i'll continue knowingThat you love me, you'll bleedNot for battle or for greedbut for me, no matter the painno matter your gainjust to know your by my sideFighting through the rain and the firethat im your one desireI know i ask a lot but my heart is all i've gotand its right here for you nowcome take it if you know howthis is my only tokenits damaged and its broken but its all i have to givei will die and i will livebut now its up to youmy heart forever true..just take this pain awaycuz now i have come to sayI love you

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Live Vs. Living
Veronica and I used to travel quite a bit. After her recent death I think it is time to start traveling a bit, getting out again and stop being as much of a shut in as I had allowed Myself to become these past few years. Before some of you friends and clients who have been asking Me to travel, don't get too excited just yet. I'm taking baby steps.Isis, My exroommate from when I was 17 is coming to town. When I was 18 I met and hung out with Shaun Kama, who used to be the lead singer of the Living End and they are now dating. I had asked her to replace My old Living End tape that I loved so much and she hadn't gotten around to doing it and we hadn't talked in weeks so I decided to write him and get reaquainted . I reminded him of the time he and I once hung out in 1993. I told him that Isis and I were very old friends and exroommates and that we recently had spoken about him and that she said she would dub her copy of the tape for Me.Isis had mentioned the upcoming shows in Sant

Yay!!! Bunker!!!
So I have to go to a wedding at the weekend. It's on Sunday, and we have to travel, so we've taken Monday off work to get home. My girl has said that if I am a good boy at the wedding, then on the way home we can visit The Kelvedon Hatch, a decomissioned nuclear bunker. I am well excited.

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Papaya
It is a large tree-like plant, the single stem growing from 5 to 10 meters tall, with spirally arranged leaves confined to the top of the trunk; the lower trunk is conspicuously scarred where leaves and fruit were borne. The leaves are large, 50-70 cm diameter, deeply palmately lobed with 7 lobes. The tree is usually unbranched if unlopped. The flowers are similar in shape to the flowers of the Plumeria but are much smaller and wax like. They appear on the axils of the leaves, maturing into the large 15-45 cm long, 10-30 cm diameter fruit. The fruit is ripe when it feels soft (like a ripe avocado or a bit softer) and its skin has attained an amber to orange hue. The fruit's taste is vaguely similar to pineapple and peach, although much milder without the tartness.seo malaysia seo services malaysia seo company malaysia seo consultant malaysia seo expert seo services seo company seo consultant seo expert search engine optimization search engine marketing malaysia web design

Apple
The apple is the pomaceous fruit of the apple tree, species Malus domestica in the rose family Rosaceae. It is one of the most widely cultivated tree fruits. The tree is small and deciduous, reaching 3 to 12 metres (9.8 to 39 ft) tall, with a broad, often densely twiggy crown. The leaves are alternately arranged simple ovals 5 to 12 cm long and 3? centimetres (1.2?.4 in) broad on a 2 to 5 centimetres (0.79 to 2.0 in) petiole with an acute tip, serrated margin and a slightly downy underside. Blossoms are produced in spring simultaneously with the budding of the leaves. The flowers are white with a pink tinge that gradually fades, five petaled, and 2.5 to 3.5 centimetres (0.98 to 1.4 in) in diameter. The fruit matures in autumn, and is typically 5 to 9 centimetres (2.0 to 3.5 in) diameter. The center of the fruit contains five carpels arranged in a five-point star, each carpel containing one to three seeds. seo malaysia seo services malaysia seo company malaysia seo consultant malaysia

Ranting
This is written by a young soldier serving his third tour of dutyin Iraq. Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news interesting and he's right. ******** Okay, I need to rant. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson . As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant. Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTA I N people, the Amercian people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I

Me
I TRUST VERY FEW, I DONT LET PEOPLE IN MY HEART OR MY WORLD....I DONT LIKE PEOPLE TO SEE THINGS I DO. I WORK HARD AND PLAY HARDER.....I AM A FORCE TO RECON WITH!!!! I DONT PLAY GAMES AND I TELL THINGS LIKE THEY ARE. I CANT STAND A LIAR OR A CHEATER......WHY LIE AND WHY CHEAT.......I LIVE TO HAVE FUN AND HAVE A GOOD TIME THAT IS WHAT LIFE IS FOR.....MY LIFE IS HARD AND ROUGH BUT IT HAS MADE ME WHO I AM......I AM A MOTHER A SISTER, A WIFE A EX A KIND GIVING PERSON WHO WILL DO ANYTHING FOR THE ONES CLOSE TO ME.....I HAVE TWO BEST FRIENDS WHO MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AND WHO I KNOW HAS MY BACK NO MATTER WHAT THE COST.....I HAVE TWO KIDS WHO ARE MY LIFE AND WHO WILL BE BACK WITH ME BEFORE I KNOW IT.....I AM STRONGER THAN MOST KNOW AND YOU CANT KEEP ME DOWN......I GIVE AS GOOD AS I TAKE AND IF NOT BETTER. I AM SWEET, KIND CARING AND LOVING WHEN I NEED TO BE.....I AM 20% ANGEL AND 80% DEVIL....I LOVE LIKE NO OTHER......AND I AM ALWAYS THERE IF YOU NEED ME..........I HATE DRAMA EVEN THOUGH MY EX H

Breaking
My heart is breaking and all I can do is sit and watch my heart break. I know that I love him more than life itself and that I would give my own if it meant it would save his life. I know that he is the only one for me. I know that I would never leave again and yet I can't seem to show him that. I love him so much that it literately burns down to my soul. Every waking thought is of him, every dream the same. I call out to him in my sleep I have been told every night. He is literately my life and there is no other. Now my problem is that he is confused, not in his heart and soul, but in his mind. He fears that I will run again and leave him as broken as I have feared so long that he would leave me. I have hurt him so many times and I can't change that, but I want so badly to prove that I would never do it again. My problem now is that I think he is so afraid that I that I would run again that I may not get a chance to prove to him that I won't run, I can't run again. Baby, I know tha

Hmm
If I had a more vivid imagination, My words would have no limitations, My muse she lies in misery, This happiness it stifles me I search for words but they evade I sit smiling and unafraid Still after the words I chase If only a tear would run down my face The words would flow, this I know don’t question it I’ve seen it before Reams of papers on the unknown, peace, love, and joy, the search for home. All the things I’ve found in you, Two hearts melded beating true In reading this, one might think I’m venting an anger, or trying to complain, But away with the words, also left the pain

Floors
floors are hard sleeping on one sucks falling down hurts being kept kicked down to the floor is painful but you really miss the floor when its pulled out from under you you really miss it when you feel your on shaky ground but he steadies me on my feet a hug can make my whole day complete

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Not Worth It
It wasn..t suppose to happenYou were only suppose to bring me my stuff.I let you back in, i trusted you.I told you not to hurt me,I told you not to break my heart.I should have never let you back in,I should have never trusted you again,You hurt me You broke my heart.You are not worth the tears,You are not worth my time.You lied, you cheatedI deserve betterI will have betterYou will realize what you have lost,and it will be to late. So my final words are Goodbye

Where Are The Mothers
I have to say something to all the mothers out there. I have had two separate things come up with women that I dont understand. I have an ex wife that chose a man over her daughteafter the guy hit on my daughter, why? The other was my ex girlfriend who didn't show up for her own daughters graduation and then was suppose to come up this week to see her but chose to go to see a sister that she doesn't get along with instead. How is it that a mother can turn their back on their own children? What the hell are they thinking? My daughter lives in another state. She wanted to live with her mom the last few years of school so I agreed. On her graduation I was there. I call her at least twice a week just to say hi and see how she is doing. What is it with the mothers out there always bashing on the deadbeat dads and never looking to see that it goes both ways. My ex gf's daughter wont say that she is hurting because she tries to blow it off but I know that it hurts her, and to tell the truth I

~the Dead End~
I have wandered down misguided paths just to see them end in both directions. I ran through an open field destitute of visual restraints. I could not reach the place I wanted. What I found was an equation of life that holds emptiness and sorrow. Confusion in mind and a struggle to know what you can’t. Inside a prison we call freedom, is an illusion that is embraced as truth or realized as a fallacy. You can love the restraints you’re in, or you can escape simply to find no answers.

Stuck
Why is it, I only seem to find the guys who are either big fat egotistical assholes or big fat immature assholes... ? I'm not too happy with where i'm at in my life I AM happy that I have my kids though. I just wish the 'whatever you wanna call him' mans up and decides to finally be a dad and a fiancee. And help me... I feel like a flippin single mom. I do everything on my own. Except spend money. He's got that well taken care of. GRRR, I know I can do better for myself, even if it means being single the rest of my life, but I don't want to take the kids away from their dad. Oh, I dont know what to do... well I DO know what I should do, but getting there is the problem. Deep down, I hope he will just wake up one morning and POOF magically be a resposible adult.

There And Back Again - My Trip To Iowa, Part Five
This is a multi-part blog entry, so it'll be easier to read... Tuesday was it - We were heading home. Julie led us to COFFEE! and went on to work. Michael and I had a lil breakfast then took off for home. He was awfully quiet all the way home. Until we left Iowa, the interstate had little else than the same "scenery" - corn and soybeans. I decided I wanted to take a slightly different route - I remembered US 75, which runs much closer to my house, went all the way to I-35 South. So, as we drove I looked for it. Sure enough, I found it and exited to take it south. Did you know that on US 75 and several other highways, Iowa and Missouri use a pinkish material to pave their roads? Until I got to Oklahoma, 75 was pink. Made me wonder... Taking this route turned out to not be such a bright idea. It changed directions and I had to turn right, left, right, and I missed a left... And the left I missed cost me time and gas, which caused me to worry about whether I'd find a gas station before

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There And Back Again - My Trip To Iowa, Part Three
This is a mutli-part blog entry, so it'll be easier to read... Sunday, Julie offered to drive, since I was still rather fatigued and she knew where she was taking us. I wasn't about to argue! In retrospect, I might have given her the keys to MY car and been a passenger, but I didn't think of that at the time... Anyway, we decided to go to Dubuque, Iowa - right on the Iowa border. There's the Mississippi River Museum and Aquarium - which was cool, and stuff - and this tram that goes up a hill to about midway to the top. The aquarium part was okay - it was mostly fish you can find in the Mississippi, as well as gators and other fauna. They also had otters! They were cool! I took about 15 pictures trying to get a decent one of the otters playing! I otter have tried to get some pics of the critters from the top of the tank, but I found the museum part, which was all outdoors.The museum had buildings and boats used on Ol' Man River from up north of Dubuque all the way to New Orleans. The

There And Back Again - My Trip To Iowa, Part Four
This is a multi part blog, to make it easier to read... Monday, we headed to Clear Lake, Iowa, to visit the Surf Ballroom - the last place Buddy Holly and the Crickets, J. P. "The Big Bopper" Richardson and Ritchie Valenz ever played. The Surf was kinda cool - the dressing room had the signatures of bands that played there - the sigs were on the walls, the sink, the doors, the ceiling... We danced on the floor to the music they were playing - retro vinyl stuff from the late 70's early 80's, mostly. There were pictures of performers on the walls from Guy Lombardo to Lynyrd Skynrd's Ronnie Van Zandt to Buddy Holly to Waylon Jennings... almost anyone famous who played the Surf Ballroom. It seemed to have a lot of history besides the "Day the Music Died" - it was cool! And the seats and dance floor and everything - it is pretty much the same as from the 50's and 60's. Also in Clear Lake is the Buddy Holly Memorial - it is a HUGE pair of glasses like Holly's at one end of the dirt road th

My Own Fubar Lounge
I had created and attempting to improve my own lounge named Phoenix Rising so many time and failed... that mean my attempt at adding Skins to my lounge, since I not great with codes... Yet, I wonder, would anyone here willing to work for me as lounge promoter/web master/security?

Too Smart To B Ma Friend
she calls me her starbut she is the shinethat makes me twinkleto tell her i miss her so muchbe like missing air itselfthings i cannot speak ofto miss her beautiful facelike the food to keep me goingkeep me alive to worship her eyesi know Mariah lost her mind am not wasting my timenot delusional to be obsessed with youto be sexing you is the farthest from my mindmay only desire is be next to youi never want to be upseting youmay be losing my mindi know i cannot impress youi see wise in the eyes

Suicide A Helpin Hand Of Da Reaper
rank of a poet is well knowndeath is ma friend not a fiend do long for my friend if not for the painmany embrace their pain to find friend of deathonly to call him fiendthey just dont know the friend he can bebeyond the pain the life is goneno more pain no more hurt just no morei embrace death for he is my frienddeath knows i am a friendcause i have greeted him a few times

Eternal Night
not a place for me to benot a person to care for mealone now no friends or familyliving in the past with no strengthor will to return no return to beno place to turn to wander forevernot a kindness or compassion to be seennot wanted or needed forever alonedarkest before dawn alas night be eternalnot to see an end in sightto end it all maybe only choiceto think is frightening, so not to thinkhope that somday shall find my placea place where I trully belongalone and frightened in the eternal night

Loneliness
is it the loneliness and depression, which darkness leaves inside the heart when love has failed and gone astraywhere the darkness has blinded the will to live becomes that moment of desireor is it that moment of truthwhen you're told that you are no more in favor

Fire Burning On The Dance Floor -- Sean Kingston
Kingston Let’s Go Hey, hey, hey Red One Hey Hey Shawty got that super thing Hotter than the sun of south in spain Got me soon as I walked through the door My pocket started tickle-ing The way she dropped it low that thang Got me wanna spend my money on her, her She get it pop it lock it drop it, That birthday cake, Got a candle, need to blow that crazy flame away Now take my red, black card and my jewellery Shawty is cool like the fire, Cool like fire Somebody call 911 Shawty fire burning on the dance floor Whoa I gotta cool her down She won't bring the roof to ground on the dance floor Whoa She’s fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor Shes fire burning fire burning on the dance floor That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor Fire burning fire burning That body is a masterpiece The order is one in every hundred years But ain’t no doubt i’m taking i

Intense Pain
the intensity of the painits so high i dont think dont think i can standthe pain stabs deepWhy does the one we love so much doesnt know suchhow much we love themmaybe its they have in mindno matter what ever they dothey know we cannot let them golike air itself i cannot breath

Six Month Real Wedding Anniversary!
Icarus and I celebrated our six months of marriage today (a day early, but we celebrated nonetheless!) Only a month ago, we were contemplating separation and divorce due to our financial and psychiatric problems (including Icarus' horrific psychotic break) Here we are, a month later... basking in the glow of each other's happiness. Our problems are not completely resolved, and the battles to stay afloat in our happiness are frequent, but we trudge on - together - as a husband and wife should. He is my husband. He is my best friend. He is my lover. He is my rock. He is my confidant. He is my critic. He is my soul. He is my heart. He is my fantasy. He is my superman. Best of all? He is Mine!! On February 13th 2009, we took our vows and made promises to each other. "Do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband? In good times and bad? In sickness and in health? From this day forward, as long as you both shall live?" We both said "I do." We may be young.

Idk2
I long to feel your touch, your strong arms and hands wrapped around me. I long to be with you, to look into your eyes, so addicting. I long for the day that your here with me. I long for the day that you lay beside me once again. I wish that day was already here. . .I can't wait. . .I can't wait to be with you, touch you, feel you. . . I can't wait to have your arms around me, caressing my skin.

Heart Ache
Looking back i realized how much have change...as my heart continue to ache i cnt do nothing but just to move on..but for some reason i cant help but to miss everything that i had..how it felt when sum1 holds you close wit the same passion that your feeling..how u can only think about that person and knowing the fact that his doing the exact same..but now as i question myself how can something perfect end to completely nothing..how i wish that im still feeling wat im feeling then..how can it end so soon..I just hate the fact that i miss you and what we have..its killing me that i cnt still 4get about you and that I still love you..i tried to move on but in the end my heart always crave for only you..How i hate that i love u so much that im suffering at this moment because i believed on us so much..how i fought for it and gave my all and nothing turned out..why even now tears are still fallin..and wat hurts more is that how can you act dat nothing did ever happened and how u can 4get ab

Idk
Do you think of me when I'm not around? Do you wonder what I'm doing? Do you long to talk to me like I do you? Do you really want to be with me and a part of my life? Is any of this really real or is it just make-believe?

Meeting On Line
My husband and I have 2 children we adopted that are 9 and 10. have been together for 14 yrs.. married 10and 1/2 yrs. My husband met a girl on line.. She is married and has 2 older children. He has been talking to her for 5 months now... He has never met her in person just talked on phone and on line to her.. They are ready to leave perspective partners and move in together... He has her as his wife and me by my name.. They are already "Engaged".. even before either have a Divorce.. lol So my ? is this do you think he is going thru mid life chrises or just being a Idiot?

Right Of Passage
SEE AS ONLY GOD WILL BARE WITNESS ONLY HIS LOVE AND FORGIVENESS IS GIVEN AND GIVEN UNLIMITED BUT AS HIS CREATION IN HIS IMAGE SO SHOULDNT OUR LOVE AND FORGIVENESS BE GIVEN AS HE SEE HE HAS BLESSED ME AND MANY OTHERS HE WALKED OVER TROUBLED WATERS HE GIVES US SOLUTIONS TO OUR PROBLEMS AND STILL WE DOUBT IN HIS BELIEF BUT THROUGH GODS GIFTS ON THIS EARTH EVERYONE OF US THROUGH CHRIST BIRTH HAS JESUS BLOOD TO FUEL THERE VEINS AND STILL SOMEHOW WE FORGET THE MILES CHRIST WALKED TO SPREAD GODS GOSPEL ONLY AT THE END OF TIME WILL WE AS A PEOPLE FINALLY REALIZE WE WERE ALL COMBINED ONLY SEPERATED BY THE GREAT RAIN THAT DIVIDED US ON EARTH BUT BY THEN IT WILL BE TOO LATE FOR WE ALL FAILED HIM IN OUR FAITH WHICH GOD SO KNEW WE WOULD IN THE FIRST PLACE,SO THIS I WROTE BY GODS BLESSINGS CAUSE I KNOW SEE THROUGH HIS EYESIGHTS MISINTERPERTED LESSONS FOR ON JUDGEMENT DAY IT WILL TRULY BE TRAGIC IT WE AS HIS PEOPLE ARE DENIED HIS RIGHT OF PASSAGE;ENAMORED

Shits N Giggles
So apparently I did something extra special to warrant having a new stalker. Now I am completely floored by this. And this isn't just your everyday fu-stalker, this one is special. He's really butt-hurt about something (not quite sure what) and when I tried to talk to him and find out wtf was his issue, I found I was blocked. Anyway, I know he knows I know he's watching me like a fuckin hawk. I really don't give a crap about that because I'm not doing anything wrong. I just really want to know what bug crawled up his ass and parked there (although I have a fairly good idea). I'm about sick of the lies and bullshit being spread around about me by this little "clique" they have, and I hope they realize that Karma is not only a bitch, but the cards I hold are much more damning than anything they can do to me. So Mr Stalker (and I know you'll read this), How about you knock off the fucktarded highschool bullshit and come talk to me. You want to settle it away from here, my yahoo i

No Kill Shelters
I AM HELPING IN BEING A SPONSOR FOR THE SPCA AND OPERATION KINDNESS TO GET THEM MUCH NEEDED THINGS IN HELPING CARE FOR THE ANIMALS THAT LIVE THERE, FIRST OFF IF YOUR LOOKING FOR A FAMILY PET PLEASE LOOK INTO ADOPTING A PET FROM THE NO KILL SHELTERS AND GIVE THEM A SECOND CHANCE AT LOVE AND LIFE IN A NEW HOME, GIVE THEM A CHANCE, THEY NEED LOVE TOO, SECONDLY THIS IS A LIST OF MUCH NEEDED ITEMS THAT THESE SHELTERS NEED FOR THE CARE OF THESE ANIMALS..............CAT AND DOG BEDSCAT LITTER PANS AND CAT LITTERDOG AND CAT TOYS.....PLUSH OR DURABLE(CAT, DOG, KITTEN, AND PUPPY FOOD( FRISKIES, SCIENCE DIET, PURINA, CANNED OR DRY)CAT NIPRAWHIDES FOR DOGS OR CHEWSDOG BISCUITSTOWELSBLANKETSSHEETSBABY WIPESBLEACHPAPER TOWELSNEWSPAPERSPREMIE BABY BOTTLESLIQUID LAUNDRY SOAPRUBBING ALCOHOLNEOSPORINLATEX GLOVES ALL SIZESBROOMS AND DUST PANSAIR FRESHNERSCOLLARS AND LEASHES ALL SIZESSTAINLESS STEEL CAT AND DOG BOWLSCOTTON BALLSGIFT CARDS TO PETSMART OR PETCO OR WALMART (ANY AMOUNT WILL HELP)OLD CD MUSIC

Pics Being Marked
so my friend has a pic that is totally not nsfw to me marked because it involves two men about to kiss...but other people can float in the ticker with shifting pics that have them holding a penis in their hand and it isnt marked and this is a person who has been harrassing another friend to the point she had to lock her profile down to only friends ....what is this bullshit can us bi people and the gay and lesbian community not show our side of the spectrum just because we arent "straight"? its such crap that you can have a chick about to obviously suck on a penis but not two men kissing ..GAH!

Today Is Wednesday, Right?
Babyfrog came over today and we headed up the mall to get her computer fixed. While Gingerballs, the snarky mac genius, worked on her computer we headed over to sephora to play with makeup. I need a new foundation now that I'm not paper white anymore. There were a lot of lovely thing that I wanted. A purple cream eyeliner from Smash box. A perfect red lip pencil and lipstick from Nars. gold and black eyeshodows from that tattoo chick. A lemon and sugar fragranced body spray. All of it will have to wait though. I tried the bare minerals make up. I don't think it's any better than some other brands I've tried. And when I started to sweat it actuall stung a little bit. We also stopped at a thriftstore where gold tops are making a comeback. Babyfrog dared me to try on a snakeskin moomoo. It was hot very hot and a steal at $7. I wasn't gonna let it touch my skin though. We came back to my place and had trukey tacos and a bottle of red she brought over which was very nice and went well w

Betrayal Of Life Lessons.
Been a while since I wrote poetry but, the mood has hit. With twists and turns I feel the burn, as I move along the road of life. I fall and cry and wish oh wish to sometimes die. I feel as though I have hit a wall way to tall. I need to find my way with so much to say. Do you hear me cry? Do you hear my sorrow? Do you hear me at all? I fall, I fall, I fall. So many things in life I want. Things to see and my will to be free. Do I dare take a leap of faith? Do I dare? Do I completely share my heart? Not knowing where to start? As I stand at the fork in the road do I turn around? Look around with nothing to be found? Do I go right? Do I go left? Or do I just jump and go into flight. Time to choose, so much to lose. To be free and live or sit back down and just be? This is my journey, my life my strife. Only I know where my heart needs and thats to let go and let be. By: DJG

Empty Thoughts
In times state we are relentless to change. We tell ourselves, but are fixed in our shameless ways. Enjoying this life to the fullest of what is expected. We draw our own lines and forget to move on. With this life not one of us was in control of our existence, but our destiny is what we decide. Enjoy the moments that you can and jump at each opportunity that presents itself. Be a lover and saint and do your best to be honest with all you meet. Withhold the information that might hurt someone else, unless you're ready to deal with the pain yourself. Forget the hurt deep within, but never let go of that experience. Remember friends and family that are no longer with us, and help those in need that want help. At the very least, smile at once a day, and remember that even if you think you're alone, you're not.

Couple Brings Pot Plant To Capitol
http://www.timesunion.com/AspStories/story... Most lobbyists come to the Capitol with a briefcase, a position paper and a cellphone. At least one arrived with a pot plant, and for this she must answer. Abigail Storm-Eggink, 58, doesn't deny she's the owner of the two 18-inch plants cops took from her in separate incidents recently. One was confiscated by the Albany Police Department on June 30 as she carried it down Pearl Street on her way to the Capitol, where the Kingston woman and her 71-year-old husband, Dan Eggink, have been coming regularly for 14 months -- including the past 10 weeks straight, five days a week -- to protest pot laws. "The police (officer) told me not to walk the street with it, to put it in a plastic bag," she said. A couple of days later, she brought a second plant covered by a bag, and got it past the Capitol's security screeners. It was on the same afternoon as a plant sale outside Empire State Plaza.

Consumer Mailing List
It's Ted Coleman here from Canada. I am a professional business consultant by day and a full time father and husband by night. I am easy going and love to relax during my free time. I also collect consumer mailing list to build up my customer base for my business. If you are a business person like myself, feel free to drop me a message and we can talk.

My First Car Accident
(This is a true story and I thought I would share something about myself.. which I am going to do more and more..was telling my friend.. and thought i would tell you as well..) Well i was 16 and my then boyfriend was teaching me how to drive at the time.. one day he takes me out to dinner.. he didnt feel at all well.. we were going to McD's drive thru for dinner.. and he got out and told me to drive around .. get dinner and pick him up at the other side.. he was sick and had to use the bathroom.. and as I pulled around to the speaker to order.. I took out the speaker and the menu board... OMG they were totalled. Thank God.. it was his dad's car and the insurance paid for it..And my boyfriend was STILL in the bathroom as the cops came.. and he comes out of the bathroom.. looks at me.. and says.."UGH, BABY, I'm sick" and then he looks at the car saying.. "Well did you at least get our dinner?" I stood there shaking my head..

Really......
I doubt I'm going to be online much tonight. I want to read some of a new book, I need to shower, and I have to get some sleep for a funeral in the morning. I just have to vent. I "love" how some people, people that I thought really cared for me, could lie to me. I'm an adult, I can handle the truth. But to sit there and flat out lie to my face, and then ignore me when I try to talk to them about it...Ugh. Seriously, what the hell? And one more thing, completely unrelated...what happened to Porch?

Took The Best Part Of Me ....left Alone
I'm still open but I guess you were hoping we'd fail So you could sail away from me And return to your open sea where I guess thats you need to be . But I know you were always free Free to be the best part of me I'd have loved you endlessly with my heart and soul eternally A love the way a love should be ain't that the way a love should be? You are free, free to give back the heart ...of me and replace all the misery Since you took the best part of me And left a hole where my heart should be Where my heart should be So you could sail away from me..

Burr Oaks Cemetery...
I dont know how many people outside of Chicago and the surrounding suburbs know about whats happened there, but Im getting sick of hearing about it. A lil more than a month ago I think is when the story came out. Cemetery workers digging up the bodies of people and re-selling the plots of the dead. They only targeted the graves of people that no one had visited, and its been going on for at least 4yrs. Skull fragments and other bones were strewn all throughout the graveyard, their were "mass graves" of the bodies that couldnt be broken done fast enought. (One was 15ft high, and about 20ft in diameter) headstones from the dug up bodies were thrown in a back lot tapped off by "Do not enter" or "Employees only" tape. Emmit Tills orginial casket was found in a shed with possums living in it. Well, what Im sick of seeing, is the same family that forgot about their dearly beloved for the past 4plus yrs are now the same ones down there EVERYDAY demanding to be allowed into the graveyard (a

Poem For My Love
Your eyes like melted gold warm me inside straight to the core if you see me staring, if you sense my eyes lingering on your face, its cause looking up into your eyes i feel so amazingly safe with your hands in my hair you give me the strength to stand up with your gentle caresses you overfill my heart with a powerful love ive never felt so in love before im so vulnerable to you even with all the walls they just come crumbling down words come from deep inside me oh the thoughts you give me im completely in love with you, Aaron.

Another Poem
sunrise in your eyes i watched the sunrise in your eyes today all the reds ans blues shimmering off water the light clouds streaking across the sky just added to the beautie of it all i could only imagine what you feel like in my arms at this moment feeling you close to me see the sun rise with you only takes my breath away when you turn to face me and the sun rises behind you you seem to blend in to the background fade into the rise of the sun i reach out to you and you disapear as the sun rises higher your gone and i am all alone wit just the thought of you by my side and i remember the sunrise in your eyes

Poison
Your cruel deviceYour blood, like iceOne look could killMy pain, your thrillI want to love you but I better notTouch (dont touch)I want to hold you but my sensesTell me to stopI want to kiss you but I want it tooMuch (too much)I want to taste you but your lipsAre venomous poisonYoure poison running through myVeinsYoure poison, I dont want toBreak these chainsYour mouth, so hotYour web, Im caughtYour skin, so wetBlack lace on sweatI hear you calling and its needlesAnd pins (and pins)I want to hurt you just to hear youScreaming my nameDont want to touch you butYoure under my skin (deep in)I want to kiss you but your lipsAre venomous poisonYoure poison running through my veinsYoure poison, I dont wannaBreak these chainsPoisonOne look could killMy pain, your thrillI want to love you but I better notTouch (dont touch)I want to hold you but my sensesTell me to stopI want to kiss you but I want it tooMuch (too much)I want to taste you but your lipsAre venomous poisonYoure poison running throu

What I Have Learned...
Well here it goes after four years of adultry, jackass's, lawyers, cops, and a divorce I have learned this. God does fail; Evil does win; Happly ever after is for fairy tales; Women are just as big of cheaters and liars as men can be; Love is overrated; Never Ever trust the ball coach;

Hillbilly Thangs
Well I was wearing a shirt without sleeves that said, "This is My Fishin Shirt." Today alone, I bet there were four people coming up to me sayin it was either way too redneck, or hillbilly. I can't understand why people think I really care what they have to say lol I think if I did, I probably wouldn't wear the damn thing. Besides, I got the thing from Penney's lol I love me some fishin, that's fer sure. But if you're gonna come up to me and call me a redneck, check yourself out first. Promise you, you might not be too far from that proverbial tree ;)

Registered Trademarks Of Blizzard Suspected The New Information
Content Summary: The next World of Warcraft expansion pack will be named "World of Warcraft: The great disaster" (tentative translation, World of Warcraft: The Cataclysm)! And this new piece of information will be in mid-August this year, Blizzard officially announced on the Carnival. Information on the content of films including the whirlpool, the upper Wizard Queen, Sargeras, and death may be out of wings! Carefully in the latest foreign players registered trademark in the United States to find an interesting thing, "a major disaster (Cataclysm)", by Blizzard Entertainment in the June 26 this year to apply for and approval of June 30 the role of the new trademark cover "comic books, online entertainment services, World of Warcraft cd key, online games, computer games, set for cards, games, etc. around." There is no doubt that this will be a heavy snow will soon be published, new things, but what is it? New game? Set for the new-style? Or a sumptuous special game will around

Beautiful And Magnificent Moving
It starts the public test officially since in China, had passed unconscious already for four years. In this more than 1500 day and night, the ninth city WoW Power Leveling the operation team with more than 500 ten thousand soulful plays the family together, the creation and the testimony this section of epic poem's game has air planted in China, to grow healthy and strong, obtains impressive successful and the magnificence. we with all play the family together, is sharing WoW Power Leveling each precious recollection: When first time steps into Zen the Russ world for it beautiful and magnificent move, when fights side-by-side with the friends, accompanies the risk is enjoying the inexhaustible pleasure, in first saw king of the flame from the rock magma which soars to the heavens when this present existence feels incomparable shocking, when gate of An Lila the opens loudly excited extremely, after defeating Ely Dan is excited all night sleeps World of Warcraft Power Leveling we to be a

I Am An Extremist
I am a Christian and meet regularly with other Christians to study God's word. i am a veteran with skills and knowledge derived from military training and combat. I own several firearms, frequently shoot them, buy ammunition and consider efforts to infringe on my Second Amendment rights to be wrong and unconstitutional I fervently support the sovereignty of the United States, am deeply concerned about our economy, increasingly higher taxes, illegal immigration, soaring unemployment and actions by our government that will bury my children beneath a mountain of debt. Apparently, all this makes me a "right-wing extremist." At least that's what it says in the April 7, 2009 "assessment" issued by the Office of Intelligence and Analysis at the Department of Homeland Security (DHS). The nine-page report, titled, "Right-wing Extremism: Current Economic and Political Climate Fueling Resurgence in Radicalization and Recruitment," is full of warnings about American citizens who share any of my

We All Need Money!!!
I have just startedtrying this out, and I'm already getting money, so I thought I'd share it with my fubar friends. 300 MILLION + HAVE AN EMAIL ADDRESS WORLD WIDE!96 MILLION + HAVE PAY PAL (Do the Math)!I am going to tell you a magic method for Earning thousands ofdollars.Believe me. Initially I was also skeptical but I decided to takethe offer.I did Exactly what was written in the message for around 20 days.Then I checked the account. Oh my God! My Account had received 3700USD.Again I started posting the message and in next 20 days my PaypalAccounthas ballooned to 12526 USDIt would take 15-30 minutes only and costs just $6.00. But it is100% worth it to make thousands so quickly. This is not another scamthat takes lots of your hard earned money;This is a no risk investment that will make you thousands of dollarsvery easily and quickly.Turn $6.00 into Thousands in just a few weeks. Just follow theinstructions exactly as set out below and then prepare yourself forahuge influx of cash ov

College
they say after high school you should try college well i didnt go to college i waited awhile before i did that now that i am in college im expericing things i never seen or herd beforeif you want to try college be my guest but they also say college isnt for every one theyre other thing besides college after all there is a song called i love college listen to it see what you think college is a great start to the real world thats reality calling you and me

Being Focused
its time to talk about being focused that means doing what you have to do and staying on point no matter what youdo this is just my opinon so dont take it seriously i stay focused whether its school or work even when im not doing those im focused it isthe fact you know what being focused is stay safe and read this

Old Skin Code
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Embracing Imperfections
When I was a little girl, my Mom liked to make breakfast food for dinner every now and then. And I remember one night in particular, when she had made breakfast after a long, hard day at work. On that evening so long ago, my Mom placed a plate of eggs, sausage and extremely burned toast in front of my Dad. I remember waiting to see if anyone noticed! Yet all my Dad did was reach for his toast, smile at my Mom, and ask me how my day was at school. I don't remember what I told him that night, but I do remember watching him smear butter and jelly on that toast and eat every bite! When I got up from the table that evening, I remember hearing my Mom apologize to my Dad for burning the toast. And I'll never forget what he said: Baby, I love burned toast. Later that night, I went to kiss Daddy good night and I asked him if he really liked his toast burned. He wrapped me in his arms and said, Your Momma put in a hard day at work today, and she's real tired. And besides - a little burnt toa

My Sister Patti Is Almost To Disciple!!!
THANKS TO ALL OF YOU FOR YOUR HELP IN LEVELLING MY SISTER PATTI TO DISCIPLE. SHE IS NOW ONLY 461,755 PTS. AWAY.....LET'S ROCK IT LIKE A HURRICANE!! PLEASE REMEMBER TO HAVE FUN WHILE DOING SO...LOL $safe_uid_dname@ fubar

A Great Poem
I was shocked, confused, and bewilderedAs I entered Heaven's door;Not by the beauty of it all,Nor the lights or its decor.But it was the folks in HeavenWho made me sputter and gasp -The thieves, the liars, the sinners,The alcoholics and the trash.There stood the kid from seventh gradeWho swiped my lunch money twice.Next to him was my old neighborWho never said anything nice.Herb, who I always thoughtWas rotting away in hell,Was sitting pretty on cloud nine,Looking incredibly well.I nudged Jesus, "What's the deal?I would love to hear Your take.How'd all these sinners get up here?"God must've made a mistake."And why is everyone so quiet,So somber? Give me a clue.""Hush child, " He said, "they're all in shock.No one thought they'd see you!"JUDGE NOT!

Protect Our Children
I am three,My eyes are swollenI cannot see,I must be stupidI must be bad,What else could have madeMy daddy so mad?I wish I were betterI wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommyWould still want to hug me.I cant do a wrongI cant speak at allOr else im locked upAll the day long.When im awake im all aloneThe house is darkMy folks arent homeWhen my mommy does comesI'll try and be nice,So maybe ill just getJust one whipping tonight.I just heard a carMy daddy is backFrom Chariles bar.I hear him curseMy name he callsI press myselfAgainst the wallI try to hideFrom his evil eyesIm so afraid nowI'm starting to cryHe finds me weepingCalls me ugly words,He says its my faultHe suffers at work.He slaps and hits meAnd yells at me more,I finally get freeAnd run to the doorHes already locked itAnd i start to bawl,He takes me and throws meAgainst the hard wallI fall to the floorWith my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continuesWith more bad words spoken,"Im sorry!", I screamBut its now much to lateHis fa

This Is Me. True Story.
I hate drama any kind of drama...life drama or imaginary drama! If you like drama...GTFO! I'm here for FRIENDS. I'm a flirt. Can't be helped. It's the Gemini in me. I like to believe people are good. Sometimes I have poor judgement or invest my time, feelings, & emotions into the wrong people. Whatever. I'm human. I'm extremely shy on first meeting. People who know me do not remember this lil fact! Wonder why?? Hmmm... ANYway, I'm messy, funny, goofy, friendly, flirty, I am nosy, noisy, sometimes lazy. I'm definately messy. I have a weakness for ice cream...vanilla with caramel on top is my fav....MMMMMM! I love Italian food. I am probably the whitest Mexican you're ever gonna meet. I don't know Spanish but I can understand most of it. Like my page says, I should haved been a southern girl. I love my country but Metal/Rock is my roots. I may be a country girl one day and have my boots and cowboy hat on the next listening to Metallica, Bon Jovi, Mellencamp, or Chevelle. You just neve

What Up
Well to let eveybody know that im about to move up to Great Lakes Il. I will be up there for about 3 years. It will be the closest i have been to my family in about 10 years. I have 2 wonderful kids a timmy jr and monike diane. I also have a loving wife that is my soul mate for life. I have 9years left in the navy. I cant wait to be done so that way i can be with my family full time.. To all live life to the fullest everyday that goes by.

Has Been What
It has been what, two months since I agreed to this surgery? Someone tells me where you are seems the police is there. I was going to fight but had to agree, that is the perception. If it is not the police, it is the FBI or some other Law Enforcement. Wouldn't you protect your own no matter what the crime is? Still looking for a Goddess and a Sorceress or The Daughter of The Devil. Norio

Do You Have Sleep Apnea?
The definition states that Sleep Apnea is a disorder of interrupted breathing during sleep and it usually occurs in association with fat buildup or loss of muscle tone with aging. This is follow by symptoms of depression, loud snoring once asleep, memory lasp, and sometimes high blood pressure. Problems sleeping can be address with the right amount of procedures, it is best to seek advise from medical doctor if any on these signs match your case. Sleep Apnea

Mumm Like Blog
Well I am doing this here..because I kinda got a story/question thingy going on..and I know how people don't have the time to read stories in mumms. LOL. Anyways..I was at the waterpark today with my boys..and was laying out in a chair..when I heard a woman behind my chair talking to her kid. She was saying how her daughter just disgusted her..and how they would be leaving soon. Her daughter says..mommy , what did she do. The mom said.. "your sister just picked up a bandaid in the swimming pool and stuck it in her mouth". Although the thought is gross..I had to laugh also. I was thinking to myself.. its better than a dog turd.. which my oldest put in his mouth when he was 1 1/2. I remember that day oh so well..us walking across the yard..him stooping down to pick something up..and before I could see what it was.it went into his mouth. I opened it up real quick..and about puked. Anyways.. Kinda curious to know..what is the grossest thing you ever put in your mouth? I do not really

I Need Attention
i have a low tolerance for boredom and a compulsive personality, so that combination usually leads to risk taking behaviors. I'm going out on a limb this evening and giving out my net10 phone number so you can leave a voicemail. Be sure to say your fubar name so i know who you are! Will call back tomorrow morning. 603-3698748

Guy's Who Disespect Chicks Online Get Called Out On It Then Bitch Lmao
peaking of: http://www.fubar.com/user/3172697 He is about the biggest tool ever calling a girl fat and a pig and all kinda rude names after being rejected LMAO. Well little Tough guy any time you wish to man up get at me till then fag keep on sucking cock, cause from what I seen your def GAY !

Big Ol' Funny For The Day
So, if you didn't see my previous blog, hello sub....LOL. You might want to check first so this makes a bit more sense. Anyway, the funny (well at least to me): I'm a bit hungry since I haven't really eaten today thanks to my orthodontist. So I figured my yogurt should be a safe choice. Pull it from the fridge and what flavor should it be?!?!?! VANILLA!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Royal Pain Family
Need to level and want to join a family but can't deside which one you want to join well let me help you deside..... I have started a new family we are known as the royal pain levelers which is a family to help one another get to the next level weither it be level 11 or level 40.... the founder will be known as queen's or king's owner's are prince or princess co-owner's the same the greeter's will be nobles promoter's will be known as jesters YOU MUCT ADD FAN RATE ALL MEMBERS OF THE COURT BEFOR JOINING when a member of the family has a bomb please keep in mind the family should be bombed as well when a member has auto's on i wish for the family to go rate -re rate them DRAMA WILL NOT BE PERMITTED If you have a problem with a member please come to either the founder's or owner's founder's/co-founder's our job is to make sure all family is rated and happy Owner's your job's are to make sure all member's have been rated faned and added if not come

Spike And Dru
Spike and Druisms... Dru:I'll give you a seed if you sing... Spike:The birds dead, Dru. You left it in the cage, and you didn't feed it, and now it's all dead, just like the last one. (Dru pouts) Oh, I'm sorry, baby. I'm a bad rude man. I just don't like you going out and all. You are weak. Would you like a new bird? One that's not dead. --Lie to Me Dru:Miss Edith speaks out of turn. She's a bad example, and will have no cakes tonight. --School Hard Spike:I was actually at Woodstock. That was a weird gig. I fed off a flower person, and spent the next six hours watching my hand move. --School Hard Dru:Do you like Daisies? I plant them but they always die. Everything I put in the ground withers and dies... --School Hard Dru:I'm a princess --School Hard Buffy: Who are you? Spike: You'll find out on Saturday Buffy: What happens on Saturday? Spike: I kill you. --School Hard Spike:got to do me one favor. (Gives Sheila to Dru.) Eat something. Dru: (turns Sheila to the dolls.)

Fuckin Bitches In Mysb
To: klively75@yahoo.com ->Mistress o...: btw I am marriedyou stupid fuck ->Mistress o...: lmao hiya how are ya...keep talkin shit ya knw notin about..keep goin Mistress o...: TALK ALL THE SHIT YOU WANT YOU WHITE TRASH CRACK WHORE. HOW THE HELL CAN YOU BE A MOTHER TO YOUR CHILD WHEN YOU FUCKING NEVER GET YOUR NIG UGLY NOSE OFF THE COMPUTER? FUBAR MUST MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF RIGHT BECAUSE YOU ARE SO FUCKING OBVIOUSLY TRASHY NO REAL MAN WOULD WANT YOU. ->Mistress o...: so fuck you ...fuck your fake account...and fuck your silly games ->Mistress o...: so you do that..I already have people tracking your IP...so keep thinkin what ya want...but ya may wanna read a fucking law book first. BTW it takes REALL bals to make a FAKE acct to fuck with someone ->Mistress o...: actually...misuse is illegal and that is a federal law you fucking idiot ->Mistress o...

There And Back Again - My Trip To Iowa, Part Two
This is a multi-part blog entry, so it'll be easier to read... Saturday we got up, got breakfast at a greasy spoon familiar to Julie, and went to see the Field of Dreams. Yes, they really made a baseball diamond near the farmhouse next to the cornfield af someone's farm - that of the Lansing family, who really are corn farmers. If you're in the Dyersville area area and just want to see some silly things, you should add this one. There isn't a lot to it - it looks pretty much like in the movie. There are no organized games there, but when we got to the site there were about 30 people who brought baseball paraphernalia and had a spontaneous practice and scrimmage. If anything I had ever seen drives home the message Terrence Mann (he was James Earl Jones' character in the movie) stated at the end of the movie, it was watching those 30 or so dads and kids play catch and hitting and running into the cornfield. Also, a twist on the first message Ray Kinsella (Kevin Caostner's character) got

Hello Sub....lol
Okay, so I got this message earlier today... Does anyone get the same impression about dear Alex as I do? Show of hands? Mmm, yeah. So, if you feel like saying HI to "sir" *snorts*, feel free... "sir"

Books And The Dreams That Make Them
So I left for work this morning after another first for our kids; at about twenty to eight, Sarah and Jeffrey were both rushing down the stairs past me, who’d just driven their aunt Mary to work to pick up a ride to the Dickinson Kmart store and eaten breakfast, to the bathroom. This is significant because Jeffrey had finally been given a toddler bed to sleep in as opposed to his crib that he’s had since birth. My in-laws bought the toddler bed as well as five oversize chairs from our dining room table (I say oversize because the chairs are a set, but they crowd into the table when you push them under) this Saturday and placed them in the house while I was out with Sarah and Jeffrey at Oak Park’s annual “Rock the Leaves” music, game, and food festival conducted this year to raise money for a local child through the Make-A-Wish Foundation. My kids and I even got a caricature of us done there by Joe Davis, a Minot State University student who’s alwa

To Those That Matter
that time again...i am off to grafenworh germany...i leave tommorow morning. and i should be back by next wed....will miss you stay safe and will see you when i get back will not have internet at this base

Twelve Questions
Today I had the opportunity to teach, and I wanted to learn. The teaching came from my innocent daughter being exposed to the reality of what an abortion does. Especially later term abortions. It rips little limbs apart. The pictures were promenently displayed on a vehicle, and I do not deny the passion that inspires a person to give the reality to the world they touch as they go along their way. I would be opposed to a van with pictures of the sexual intercourse that must have taken place to beget the fetus being displayed on a van for my child to see. I do not know what effect the ripped baby would have upon the psyche of any young children that could not read and just saw a van being driven around like the ice cream truck. I do not know if they would have nightmares of the person driving the van - thinking perhaps this person was advertising a service that they would be willing to perform. It is difficult to know what impact reality that is usually hidden from all but the eyes

Family
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Spike And Dru
Drusilla (c. 1860?)Drusilla was a good Cockney Englishwoman who wanted to devote her life to the Church and Good. However, she was cursed with the ability to see beyond the norm and her powers branded her as an evil thing -- the spawn of Satan. However, she had the unfortunate luck of attracting, by virtue of her virtue, the attention of Angelus, an evil vampire. He became obsessed with her and her purity. He convinced her that she was a demon's spawn and killed her family, including her beloved uncle. She fled to a convent where she studied to become a nun and gain some peace. However, Angelus completed his torture of her by turning her into a vampire -- on the very night she took her vows as a bride of Christ. Finally tumbling into insanity, Drusilla became a psychotic vampire and -- when Angelus had his soul restored -- wholly dependent on Spike. She began to rely on him for everything -- even food -- when she was almost killed by a mob in Prague. She regained her strength during t

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Signed Up!!!!!
I did it! I just got back from signing up for Networking Technician (Net+) classes. I will not know my start date until I talk to the lady at DWS, but I know the days of the week and the times my classes will be held on.Tuesday: 6 PM – 8 PMWednesday: 8 AM – 12 PMThursday: 11 AM – 3 PM (with a lunch break in there somewhere)Friday: 8 AM – 12 PMI already have two different books that I have been reading through, so we will see how things go. What is really nice about this is that I go at my rate, at the longest I will be in school for 10 months shortest 2 months.Well I'm off to finish reading my E-Mail and then lunch. Have a great day!

Read This B4 Messeging Me
I am man enough to know when I screwed up and I did...ONCE. It almost cost me my marriage. So before you message me read this: I AM NOT HERE LOOKING FOR AN ONLINE OR REAL LIFE HOOKUP. DONT ASK ME IF I WANT TO SEE YOUR GOODS. JUST ASSUME ONE DAY I (WITH MY WIFE RIGHT BESIDE ME) MAY GET A WILD HAIR UP MY @$$ AND LOOK, SO IF YOU WANT ME TO LOOK JUST MAKE SURE I HAVE ACCESS. PLEASE DONT TAKE OFFENSE TO THE ABOVE STATEMENT, ITS JUST THE FACT IS I DONT NEED TO LOOK AT NUDES, I HAVE A REAL LIFE GODDESS HERE AT HOME. I DO NOT WANT TO CAM, CYBER, TEXT, PHONE OR ANY OTHER KIND OF SEX WITH YOU SO DON'T ASK. YOU ARE NOT WORTH IT TRUST ME. BESIDES I HAVE THE MOST GORGEOUS WOMAN IN THE WORLD HERE AT HOME, YOU WOULDN'T DO ANYTHING FOR ME. I TRIED IT ONCE JUST YESTERDAY MORNING LIKE A DUMBASS (HENCE THE STATEMENT AT THE BEGINNING OF THIS BLOG) AND SHE DIDNT DO CRAP FOR ME, I HAD TO END UP LOOKING AT MY WIFE'S PICS TO GET OFF. SO DONT THINK YOU WILL BE ANY DIFFERENT. YES I DO HAVE NSFW PICS AND ONLY

Maury
So I'm just watching some daytime drama while I'm getting ready to leave for my interview and there was a young girl on Maury who's baby's father denied that he was. She is now 19 but was 17 when she got pregnant and the entire time she was yelling she was throwing accusations around saying "he got me pregnant" "its his fault i'm a mom" People really have a hard time accepting any responsibility for anything anymore. Like he raped her! Whatever...She made her bed and its her fault too.

Great Song Lyrics.
Cold - Gone Away Do you pray in the night? Can you appreciate the winds? And I won't care, or fight.I need you close to sing, it's the same beginning Gone away, It's the same old, same old song Gone away, It's my whole life in wordsAnd I can't breathe when you cry But I'll be there to hold you tight And I would kill, I would fight To keep you close, I keep singing the same way I won't live if you died If I could feel you in the wind And this is me, it's my life I need you close to sing, it's the same beginning Gone away, It's the same old, same old song Gone away, It's my whole life in wordsGone away, It's the same old, same old song Gone away, It's my whole life And I can't sing, And I don't know ,I'll fall,I'm gone,And I can't sing, And I don't know. I'll fall,I'm gone,Gone away, It's the same old, same old song Gone away, It's my whole life in wordsGone away, It's the same old, same old song Gone away, It's my whole life

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Rant
Ok so this is a rant. Why is it virtually Impossible to find real friends on this site? Maybe the answer is already in that question. Virtual, this is all a virtual world I know, none of it is really real, and that is sad that SO many people are only playing the "fubar game" to get ahead. Is it REALLY that important? Everyones always asking for Bombs and Autos, and yes I am guilty of that, but Im not going to go around whining about it if I dont get one. Ive been on this site for just over 2 and a half years and have gotten to 25 million points, Id love to get at least to Oracle, but its taken me this long just to get 25 mil points, it will probably take me just as long to get the 22 million points I have to go! If someone is offering a bomb or auto its only for fubucks or nsfw pics. Im sorry, I have never and will NEVER take those. So get off of it. No I wont webcam with anyone, or phone bone someone just to get crap like that. No one does anything around here out of just being ni

I Cross My Heart- By George Strait
I sang this song to my best of my ablity... I know its not really perfect but, hey I tried my best... Enjoy! Our love is unconditionalWe knew it from the startI can see it in your eyesYou can feel it from my heart>from here on afterLets stay the way we are right nowAnd share all the love and laughterThat a lifetime will allowI cross my heartAnd promise toGive all Ive got to giveTo make all your dreams come trueIn all the worldYoull never findA love as true as mineYou will always be the miracleThat makes my life completeAnd as long as theres still breath in meIll make yours just as sweetAs we look into the futureIts as far as we can seeSo lets make each tomorrowBe the best that it can beAnd if along the way we find a dayIt starts to stormYouve got the promise of my loveTo keep you warm

Chased By Animals
Chased by Animals This kind of dream is common among children. Often, it reflects a deeply held fear of the animal doing the chasing. However, it may reveal an anxiety about something completely separated from the animal kingdom. In cases like this, it is important to think about what is chasing you and what your experiences have been with that particular animal. For example, if a relative whom you did not particularly like had a German shepherd dog, you may dream about being chased by the dog. This may reveal either the desire of the relative to obtain your attention and affection, or it may validate your fears and anxieties about that person. If you often use animal characterizations of people's personalities, this may be particularly telling. (He's a bear, she's a momma bear, he works like a horse, etc.) Depending on who the others are, it may be useful to determine what common relationship exists among your persecutors. You may feel indebted to them or simply hated by them.

Wolf
Wolf The wolf is often a symbol of loneliness or predator behavior in dreams. If you dream of a wolf, you are probably in a situation where you lack friendship or companionship. Another scenario may be that you feel others are preying on you, or you are preying upon others for personal gain. Does the wolf appear close up and snarling, or do you notice it far off at bay?

Pearls
Pearls The pearl has become an archetypal semi-precious stone. Individual pearls in dreams usually have to do with moments of personal discovery. Most people who dream of pearls understand where they come from and view the pearl as a treasure to be discovered. However, in dreams the pearl is rarely discovered in an oyster but simply found and conveyed to the dreamer or from the dreamer to others. Usually, this is done as a metaphor for some other kind of conveyance of intimate personal knowledge between the dreamer and other characters in the dream. Pearl jewelry is often a gift of wealth and is something associated as classical, rather than contemporary. Metaphorically, this could be contrasting old versus new money. How did you come to possess the pearl or jewelry in your dream? Was the pearl a material possession or did it seem to have heirloom-quality emotional features to it as well? Did you experience the pearl as a gift from the world, a gift from another, or a gift you

Losing A Valuable Object Or Person
Losing a Valuable Object or Person The things we value most often serve as an extension of our self-awareness. A favorite hat, car, or relationship reflects a part of how we feel about ourselves. Therefore, the loss of such an object in a dream is significant. It is equally significant whether you actually own the object in waking or not. If the thing lost is an inanimate object, what does it symbolize for you? Examples would be jewelry, favored clothes, or pictures and family heirlooms. In losses of this kind, the indication may be that you are nervous about losing an expensive or important new object in your life. If a person is lost, the first question to ask is, Who? It may be that you have questions about your commitment to another or their commitment to you. However, it is not to unusual to be looking for a stranger. Why are you searching for this person? Do you find this person? Where

About Me
Avery Parker is working with several online projects including a list of voice blast services, Antivirus removal tool list and How to start eliminating your credit card debt today as well as Meniere's Disease

Horned Animals
Horned Animals The horned animal may represent a male power figure in your life, or, if the horn is nonsensical, it may be a displacement of another person's power (or your perception of unearned power that is being wielded by another). The goal is to discern your feelings about the animal and whether you see any relationship between the animal and individuals in your waking life. If the horned animal is a nonsense creation, such as a horned dog, it may indicate sexual tension in a relationship. Do you feel as though someone close to you has mixed motives for being in a relationship with you? Another scenario is feeling threatened by another's power to impale you. You may sense this as being a sort of sexual-penetration anxiety, but the general indication of power and intimidation is more satisfactory

Team Sports
Team Sports Team sports are prevalent in our world and seem to be increasing in popularity and diversity. Dreams of team sports include the dreamer as observer, player, or coach. Many times, it's a dream of wish-fulfillment -- just wanting to be a sports legend. However, it the coaches and other players seem very familiar to you, or are actually people from facets of your waking life, the dream has more to say. Most times, the dream is about participation and connectedness to the common goals held by others in your life. Being a team player and getting with the program are emphasized often in work and family these days. Whichever of the three roles you most identify with determines your self-awareness within the team sport. Observing from the audience may indicate that you are feeling off the team or outside the action. Observing as a player who does not enter the game indicates that you feel others are ambivalent about your skills, or you yourself may be so. Being a player sho

Treasure
Treasure Searching for treasure is often about adventure and life wisdom as much as it is about a desire for money. You may have very real financial needs that inspire this dream. However, the treasure may bea symbol for wisdom and experience that you seek to acquire in waking life. To gain insight from this dream, consider the nature of the treasure being sought. Sometimes, the object of the quest is an artifact of historical or cultural significance as opposed to monetary. If you are able to conclude this search by finding the object of your quest, you are probably about to acquire new insights into your life and whatever relationships are symbolized by the treasure hunt. However, if you spontaneously discover treasure in the midst of a dream story where it would not be expected, another scenario is possible. You may not be fully aware of your opportunities in waking life. Your subconscious may be saying, Look, dummy, right at your feet! The answer. Dreams of this nature are no

Building
Building A building can represent dwelling, business and commerce, sexuality, or your own body awareness. These dreams often are interpreted by who is in the building or what happens to the building. For example, a destroyed-building dream may accompany the loss of family and friends or a time of ill health. A full building may mean business is good, or fertility is imminent. A building that is affected by a Freudian phallic symbol-any symbol reminiscent of the male sexual organ-may be an image of womanhood or sexual liaison.

Camping
Camping Who are you camping with, how do you feel about them, and what are the physical surroundings like? Another real question is how are your accommodations and did you plan to camp or just end up in the middle of nowhere without provisions? Most archetypal hero-quest journeys include a time of testing in a man-against-nature conflict. As such, it can often symbolize a time of purification to get back in touch with the earth.

Holidays
Holidays Holidays are interesting dream settings because they have so much meaning in our waking lives. They can be positive, as in instances of favored memories of family and traditions. They can also be traumatic, in terms of unmet expectations, loss, or absence of loved ones. How the holiday comes into the dream story is important. If the dreamer knows of the holiday all along, then others' perceptions and participation in the holiday are important to consider. However, sometimes everyone knows about the holiday except the dreamer. The dreamer may not be able to adequately prepare for or be able to participate in the holiday. This may reflect anxiety about the expectations of others and the willingness to fulfill those expectations. Sometimes we fall short because the expectations are inappropriate; not because we are incompetent. Either feeling or interpretation is an option. Do others seem prepared for, appropriately excited about, and connected to your understanding of the

Blasts Denied
ok so after three atempts my blast has been denied so any dam suggestions ?? first one denied was this one I miss sucking, licking the juice, and nibbling on the tip, dam i wish i didnt drop my popsicle second one denied i thought ok il take the word dam out lmao nope deniedddd Third one says wanna bite, suck, lick my popsicle...yep denied ok shittttt thats about as mellow as i can be if you got suggestions for my blast let me know i try so hard to behave on here it just doesnt work lmao wahoooo im trying this for my new blast lets see if it passes it should its all about the gifts wahooooooooo mmm suck n blow i love spicy gifts or drinks called blowjobs and orgasms kinda sounds like fun dont it...do ya think it will get rejected huh huh lmao let me know what u think

Escape
Escape To escape from someone or somewhere is often indicative of needing to uncover new potential in the self, or to drop bad habits of the past. This new potential comes from incorporating the next order of archetype into the conscious. Escape can also reveal either a birth experience metaphor, or that one is discovering self-imposed limitations and is seeking to overcome them. Whom you escape from, how much violence or argument it requires, and the reaction to your escape all contribute to determining the meaning of this type of dream.

Ghosts
Ghosts A ghost may represent something that is gone but not forgotten-or something that is almost forgotten but that you simply cannot release. The appearance of deceased relatives usually tells of unresolved issues. In these cases, you should pay particular attention to the surroundings, the other characters present, and any unique aspects of the apparition.

Music
Music If everyone had their own personal background music, interpersonal relationships would be a lot easier. If you didn't like someone's music, you would know to avoid them. If a love song was playing, you would know what to do; heavy metal likewise. It is not unusual to have background music in dreams. We are used to having music on television or in a movie set the tone of a particular scene or character. An interesting phenomenon is when you compose music in your dreams. It may be very telling regarding the emotions present in your dreams which, in turn, can help you decipher the meanings of the images.

Throwing Things
Throwing Things Throwing things is a dream of either removing influences from your life or seeking to reduce the clutter in your life. If you throw things directly at someone, this could also be a dream of anger, beating, or power against another.

Hair Herbal Rinse – Natural Hair Care Product
Hair Herbal Rinse – Natural Hair Care ProductBy infusing various herbs into the vinegar rinse, you can enhance different hair colors and condition hair at the same time.Here are some recommended herbs to use with apple cider vinegar: * For dark hair:......Parsley, Rosemary, Sage * For light hair:.....Chamomile, Flannel Mullein, Marigold * For red hair:.......Henna * For oily hair:......Lavender, Thyme, Witch Hazel, Yarrow * For dry hair:.......Marigold * For brittle hair:...HorsetailTo make your own herbal hair rinse natural hair care product: 1. Place 2 tablespoons of the dried herb (or herb mixture) into a muslin bag or tea ball and put in a warmed tea pot. 2. Pour 1 pint (500 ml) of boiling water over the herbs and infuse for 2 hours. 3. Allow the liquid to cool then pour it into a quart (1 liter) jar. 4. Add 1 pint (500 ml) of apple cider vinegar and mix well.To add extra fragrance to the herbal rinse, try adding a few drops of lavender or lemon or r

There And Back Again - My Trip To Iowa, Part One
This is going to be a multi-entry blog post. It'll be easier to read that way... Since I was gone this weekend, taking a 29-hour round trip with 3 days of fun in between, I figured I would blog about it. Since some of my friends blog about less important things, I figured this would be considered blogworthy... Probably not, though... First, I took my nephew with me. I have ADD, and hehas ADHD. Sinnce I am out of work at the moment, my mom and sister thought, "We need to send the boys on a weekender, since it will be the last time they will be able to before school starts..." I think they just wanted us gone so they could do stuff around the house without us there. So I decided that we were gonna be us and not worry about "behaving" - after all, Mom and Bibi (my sister and my mother) weren't around... So all day Friday we belched and farted and drove to Marion, Iowa, where my friend Julie, aka Jone lives. (one quick aside - if you have never driven through Kansas using I-35, have betw

Love Defined
We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love. When we're incomplete, we're always searching for somebody to complete us. When, after a few years or a few months of a relationship, we find that we're still unfulfilled, we blame our partners and take up with somebody more promising. This can go on and on--series polygamy--until we admit that while a partner can add sweet dimensions to our lives, we, each of us, are responsible for our own fulfillment. Nobody else can provide it for us, and to believe otherwise is to delude ourselves dangerously and to program for eventual failure every relationship we enter.” Our Similarities bring us to a common ground; Our Differences allow us to be fascinated by each other. We're our own dragons as well as our own heroes, and we have to rescue ourselves from ourselves.” Love is the ultimate outlaw. It just won't adhere to any rules. The most any of us can do is to sign on as its acc

Swear I Am Not Antisocial
Dear Everyone: I know I seem to have blipped off the planet again -- and in some ways I have -- but rest assured I am still around. I just have not been physically up to par lately. I seem to have a new problem under my 'better' shoulder that has decided the best way to make me aware of it would be to cause severe pain by cramping at random moments. Tiger balm has become my best friend and I am lucky to date someone who thinks it smells sexy. I am also incrediably busy trying to get my older child into college. This would be so much easier if she would just let me do it all for her -- IF I WOULD AGREE TO THAT. I am trying to get her to do it for herself; just like I did. We went to the campus on Monday. It's the same school I went to, even if it was a decade ago. I got to see some of my former profs and left notes for the ones who still worked there but weren't around. One of my favorites was the first one I ran into. He told me they often get calls for muralists. I gave him my co

Just Because...
It isnt returned doesnt mean it isnt love. And just because you love someone doesnt mean they wont hurt you. Just because they hurt you doesnt mean they dont care. The people you trust the most will hurt you the worst. That doesnt mean you shouldnt trust them.

Correction
Frustrated at always being corrected by my hubby, I decided the next time it happened I would have a comeback. That moment finally arrived, and I was ready. "You know," I challenged, "even a broken clock is right once a day." He looked at me and replied, "Twice."

Rush Who?
He was a man who has worked at the radio station for many years.Today he was filthy rich.The man stood in front of the radio station inhaling one last drag from his expensive cuban cigar.So what if it was illegal.He was a radio god.The laws did not apply to him.He threw his cigar on the ground and a young woman in her twenties catches his eye.He waves at her and she smiles at him.A mail man stops by next to the woman and starts laughing at the man and the woman joins him.The man feels something eating through his shoe.His shoe is on fire.When he tries to look down at his feet his belly blocks his view.He remembered what one alway's did when they were on fire.The ground trembled as he dropped to the ground and rolled around.It took a janitor with a fire extinguisher to put out all the flames.An hour later a crew of medics tried to bandage the man's feet but he fought like a wild boar out of the ambulance when he found out that they supported the current president and that they were Demo

Blech
I woke up and can't breathe through my nose. Ugh! I hate this crap! I have this job interview thingy later today and don't even want to go because I feel miserable. Anywhoozle...How's everyone else doing today?

Now What Have I Gotten My Self In To....
So i roleplay on line in a few diffrent places. well i happend to meet this guy who i found funny as hell and redicules but i always keep my self to myself when it comes to this whole rp thing. i find to many girls get causght up in the RP and fall in love with fake peopel. so any who i find out this guy is a kid, and one who is crying for help big time. he stays up playing rp's till 7 in the morning then trys to go to school and stuff but no one stops him form doing it. i find out thia kind of stuff anf through Rp friends have to get him to call 911 cause he trys to kill himself whil in game.... most tell em let the kid kill himself rid the world of a nother emo kid. well i cant be like that i care a littel to much co i have been talking to the kid for a year and a half now. and he wants to come live out where i am, weird thing is hei folks are all for it ...i find that odd. my folks woudl never have giving me up to so randoem person that hardly know. well anyway befor school starts

1st Love
Reflecting back on my past and past relationships this song fits a certin situation that I was in some years back. Please comment if you like it. I grew up a wonder yearShe was saved by the bellI was boys in the hood, She was ATLUsed to sell weed to her rommate, that`s how we metOl` girl didn`t smoke, but she had jokes on deckNo disrespects, it`s just the way it wasShe claim cuz` I was broke and always say cuz`I was kind of always saying shawty and y`allShe smile everytime I did my little Southern drawCalls became frequent, we hang out on the weekendStart to feelin` like, she`s the one I`ve been seekin`Didn`t take it far, third base, at mostNever seal the deal, but always came closeI knew that if I hit it, I would have to stay commitedI was young, 21, man I just wasn`t with itKnew what was comin` and you can`t run from itAin`t no feelings that strong between man and a woman. She said she wanted more than a friendshipBut I wasn`t willing to bendI said I wanted friends with benefits

Anger
I've been thinking and thinking and thinking.. yes, probably over thinking this.. but.. i am so fucking mad.. All these people that are mad at me for what I did.. with the fake pictures.. I am mad at them.. knowing not one of them would have befriended me if they had known what I looked like.. no one did 2 years ago when I had my real ones up..but Gods knows I had tons when they thought I was someone I;m not.. it makes me sooooo damned angry So.. no one here as any right condeming me for what I had done.. when you are guilty as well..

Politics As Usual?
I really need to start following Canadian politics soon. It’s currently just some background noise for me. I listen to CBC (equivalent to NPR) on my drive into work frequently, but that’s about the extent of my following of what’s going on in the Great White North. I pay closer attention to what’s going on in my home country. What I’ve seen the last year has been truly pathetic. We come off eight years of leadership our government admittedly spied on its own citizens, imprisoned people without due process, politicized the Department of Justice (justice is supposedly blind people), invaded a sovereign nation without provocation and sold that invasion to its people and congress with lies, and encouraged policies that help drive the global economy into one of the worst recessions since the 1930s. So after years of failed policy and fear tactics, now the right wingnuts are just making shit up. Death panels!!! AHHHHHH! Obama wants to kill Palin&rsq

Fuckin Bitch
So I log on this morning to find some bullshit message from some fake troll cunt on here about she ripped a couple of my pics to post a blog about me in my hometown on topix.com she Told Cerri she took hers for an old lady escort service..and of course....support will do nothing....so I am calling out to my wonderful friends to go take a look at his fucking cuntrag and see how SHE likes harrassment

Frog
This guy is 72 years old and loves to fish. He was sitting in his boat the other day when he heard a voice say, "Pick me up." He looked around and couldn't see any one.. He thought he was dreaming when he heard the voice say again, "Pick me up." He looked in the water and there, floating on the top, was a frog. The man said, "Are you talking to me?" The frog said, "Yes, I'm talking to you. Pick me up then, kiss me and I' ll turn into the most beauti ful woman you have ever seen. I'll make sure that all your friends are envious and jealous because I will be your bride!" The man looked at the frog for a short time, reached over, picked it up carefully, and placed it in his front breast pocket. Then the frog said, "What, are you nuts? Didn't you hear what I said? I said kiss me and I will be your beautiful bride." He opened his pocket, looked at the frog and said, "Nah, at my age I'd rather have a talking frog."

Animals
BUZZARD: If you put a buzzard in a pen that is 6 feet by 8 feet and is entirely open at the top, the bird, in spite of its ability to fly, will be an absolute prisoner. The reason is that a buzzard always begins a flight from the ground with a run of 10 to 12 feet. Without space to run, as is its habit, it will not even attempt to fly, but will remain a prisoner for life in a small jail with no top. THE BAT: The ordinary bat that flies around at night, a remarkable nimble creature in the air, cannot take off from a level place. If it is placed on the floor or flat ground, all it can do is shuffle about helplessly and, no doubt, painfully, until it reaches some slight elevation from which it can throw itself into the air. Then, at once, it takes off like a flash. THE BUMBLEBEE: A bumblebee, if dropped into an open tumbler, will be there until it dies, unless it is taken out. It never sees the means of escape at the top, but persists in trying to find some way out through the s

Who Sees Swine Flu Vaccination From Next Month
GENEVA (Reuters) - The first vaccines to combat H1N1 swine flu should be approved and ready for use in some countries from September, the World Health Organization said on Thursday. Marie-Paule Kieny, WHO director of the Initiative for Vaccine Research, said manufacturers had initially reported poor yields in making vaccine, leading to worries about supplies, but this was now improving. "We are on track in development," Kieny told reporters. First results from clinical trials are expected early next month and these tests will show whether one or two doses are needed to provide immunity -- another big swing factor in determining how many people can be vaccinated. Once initial clinical trial results are in, regulators will be able to approve the vaccines from next month, Kieny added. The H1N1 flu outbreak, declared a pandemic on June 11, has spread around the world and could eventually affect 2 billion people, according to WHO estimates. Fears the strain could bec

Another One Bites The Dust
I'm hopin to have this jager party on Sat., right? Well, here lately, there've been a couple of people, boyfriend and girlfriend, making it really hard to have a kick-ass time. Arguing, whining...the whole bunch of it. This guy hasn't spoken up or stood up for himself yet. It's been two months since they've started going out. This Sat., I don't even think he's coming. He was one of the guys we started the jager nights with! Bummer dude...It's always a little more depressing when another drinkin buddy goes away :( Cheers for beer..

Why I Had To Change Hotels
Last week I checked into my hotel in Atlanta and was a bit lonely. I thought, I'll call one of those girls you see advertised in phone books like escorts and such. I picked up the phone book and found an ad for a girl calling herself Erogonique, a lovely girl, bending over in the photo. She had all the right curves in all the right places, beautiful long wavy hair, long graceful legs..... well, you get the picture! I figured, what the heck, give her a call. 'Hello,' the woman says.......... God, she sounded sexy. Afraid I would los

Boobs And Kok
Sorry...you sheep would have never entered if it said Politics. Last night I watched the entire 1 1/2 hour replay of Arlen Specters town hall meeting in Lebanon, PA and didn't go to bed till 1am. I just couldn't break away from it. Now I'm not going to get in to the whole health care debate (not knowing how you people stand and don't care), but the one GLARING thing that blew my mind was.... WHERE IN THE FUCK DO WE GET THESE IDIOTS FROM!!!! I'm telling you people, our problem is not health care. It's that we have total retards driving the bus!! And this current bus ride is EXPENSIVE and racing down hill with no brakes!!! Mumm within a blog: Should I eat the lemonade box of Nerds next or the wild cherry? I can't decide because Specter says we aren't smart enough to make our own decisions.

Who: 1,154 Dead From H1n1 Flu Worldwide
GENEVA, Switzerland, Aug. 5 (UPI) -- More than 1,000 people have died worldwide from H1N1 flu since it first emerged last April in Mexico, World Health Organization officials said. The WHO officials in Switzerland reported 338 new deaths pushing the total H1N1 flu, or swine flu, deaths to 1,154 worldwide, CNN reported.. By the end of July, 168 countries and territories had reported at least one confirmed case of the H1N1 virus, in every continent. Recently the H1N1 flu has spread to Azerbaijan, Gabon, Grenada, Kazakhstan, Moldova, Monaco, Nauru, Swaziland and Suriname, WHO officials said. WHO officials had said that the H1N1 flu has spread worldwide in unprecedented speed -- moving worldwide in six weeks what took previous influenza viruses six months.

Got This In My E-mail Today. Found It Hilarious And Accurate.
This morning I was awoken by my alarm clock powered by electricity generated by the public power monopoly regulated by the U.S. Department of Energy. I then took a shower in the clean water provided by a municipal water utility. After that, I turned on the TV to one of the FCC-regulated channels to see what the National Weather Service of the National Oceanographic and Atmospheric Administration determined the weather was going to be like, using satellites designed, built, and launched by the National Aeronautics and Space Administration. I watched this while eating my breakfast of U.S. Department of Agriculture-inspected food and taking the drugs which have been determined as safe by the U.S. Food and Drug Administration. At the appropriate time, as regulated by the U.S. Congress and kept accurate by the National Institute of Standards and Technology and the U.S. Naval Observatory, I get into my National Highway Traffic Safety Administration-approved automobile and set out to work

Steamy Summer Romance Game - (closed)
This game is now closed. Thank you all for playing :) Congrats to Jendoll, Witchesbrew, and ImHerAngel! Game F.A.Q.Who can I order for?You may order for ANYONE on Fubar, with the exception of yellow staff, and anyone that refuses play. Anyone who wishes to be removed from the game may do so by requesting such through private message at any time. Not all people play for the win - most play simply to give the tokens as gifts to those they care for :) Please request removal ONLY if you do not desire to receive more tokens. Can I order more than one at a time?Yes, you can order as many as you want, for as many people that you want. To keep it organized, please send the appropriate amount of fubucks with a list of how many tokens are meant for each person. For example, if you send 5000 fubucks (enough for 10 tokens) you would say "5 to Dawn, User # 975528 and 5 to Cali4nialovin01, User # 884702." If you have traded rates for tokens, you can say something like "Rated Love Box

Why Things Happened
Alright so i kinda suck at writting blogs or anything .. im going to try to get this done as quickly and painlessly, :) . Bare with my random thought or if they dont make sence i tend to ramble. Some of you know that i was in a relationship with Chris or (syber) i was with him for over a year and a half. I just reciently broke up with him and i want to get my story out so people under stand why i did what i did. Alot of things went wrong. between the both of us. was it both of our fault. yes , we should have talked more and whatnot . i tried in my own lil way that he didnt understand. The big reason that i did what i did was he was super strict to my son ( say i baby my son go for it.. HES MY SON. HE IS ONLY 5 YEARS OLD!!!!) When he got here my son was having accidents in pants.. When i was at work to find out that he stuck my son in a cold shower. Did it help. yes.. but i think that doing that is cruel! There would be times that my son would do something either cry or

She Ready To Be Ripped
drizzle and she drenched in it a lot to see and lot to find she tippling over falling water here one looked at her with awe to pluck the sexiness she got the night and the thunder she and the wonder in a whole some called her whore she the night of queen seen in every pure place ready to be sold and ripped just!

100 Questions Survey
Cause I'm bored... 1. Last beverage→ Diet Dr Pepper 2. Last phone call→ Nick 3. Last text message→Nick 4. Last song you listened to→Not sure 5. Last time you cried→Not sure HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice →I don't know? 7. Been cheated on? →Yes 8. Kissed someone & regretted it?→ Yes 9. Lost someone special?→Yes 10. Been depressed?→ Yep 11. Been drunk? → Been a very long time LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12.Black 13.Red 14.Blue In this last year: (note the changed category title) 15. Made new friends → yes 16. Fallen out of love → yes 17. Laughed until you cried → I dunno 18. Met someone who changed you→ Yes 19. Found out who your true friends were→ I dunno 20. Found out someone was talking about you→ Probably? 21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list→yes 23. How many kids do you want to have→2 24. Do you have any pets →2 furry children 25. Do you want to change your name→ Eh

You're Unbelievable
You blow me away with the loving things you say I feel like a breeze on a warm summer day. You fill my heart with so much love how can I not thank the heavens above. I can't believe I finally found you I can't believe it's a dream come true I can't believe that you love me too.

Why Men Are Never Depressed?
(omg, this was too funny and I had to share it.) MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED?:> > > Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures. Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. > One mood all the time.> > Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can op

'alien Scene' Of Tadpoles' Feast
""Alien-like" scenes of tadpoles feasting on eggs emerging from their mother have been caught on camera. The footage marks the success of a captive breeding programme for the critically endangered mountain chicken frog, one of the world's largest frogs." This is some messed-up shit right here from BBC Online.

Police Your Mumms
Today I posted a Mumm that was completly SFW in its content. This Mumm upset the Mummers so badly they posted NSFW comments on it. I didn't think this would be an issue since I'm not the one that posted them, so I let them stay. About 3 hours after I posted this Mumm I got a message from Fubar Support saying that my Mumm had been deleted because it was NSFW and my Fubar account was in jepordy of being deleted as well. After going to the Fubar Help Lounge, I became aware that I, not the Mummers, am responsable for the comments the Mummers post on my Mumm. So, the bottom line here is POLICE YOUR MUMMS! You, not the Mummers, are responsible for the comments posted in them. If NSFW comments are posted your Mumm can be deleted and possibly your Fubar account as well! P.S. From this day forward ALL comments on ALL pages concerning George Feelsgood must be approved before they will be posted.

August 12th - Rope
Another amazing session tonight. My legs are still shaking.Master was kind to me tonight. He let me feel the silky slide of rope against my skin. A tongue of another kind. Not one of flame or ice but of restriction. He wrapped my breasts in a pentacle harness restricting my breathing just enough that I could not forget its presence.He commanded me to kneel and I licked the length of his cock. After a moment he began to fuck my mouth, deep enough to press against the back of my throat. He commanded me to my back and straddled me as I licked his stiff member from base to tip.Then, commanding me back to my feet, he tied my wrists and ankles and secured them to chains and hooks. I could barely move with my arms stretched over my head and my legs spread. I couldn't close my legs and still stand. It's one of my few experiences where I have been completely vulnerable.He began by whipping me. The kiss of the whip is a feeling I can hardly describe as it's lashes curl around my body turning the

Crabby Old Man
CRABBY OLD MAN When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a nursing home in North Platte, Nebraska , it was believed that he had nothing left of any value Later, when the nurses were going through his meager possessions, They found this poem . Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital . One nurse took her copy to Missouri . The old man's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the St. Louis Association for Mental Health. A slide presentation has also been made based on his simple, but eloquent, poem. And this little old man, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the author of this 'anonymous' poem winging across the Internet ... Crabby Old Man What do you see nurses? . . What do you see? What are you thinking . . . ... When you're looking at me? A crabby old man, . . . ... . . . Not very wise, Uncertain of habit .. . . . . . . .. With faraway

Agree Or Disagree
> >> Andy Rooney> >>> >> DID YOU KNOW?> >>> >> As you walk up the steps to the> >>> >> building which houses the U.S Supreme Court> >>> >> you can see near the top of the building a row> >>> >> of the world's law givers and each one is> >>> >> facing one in the middle who is facing forward> >>> >> with a full frontal view ... it is Moses and he> >>> >> is holding the Ten Commandments!> >>> >>> >>> >> DID YOU KNOW?> >>> >>> >>> >> As you enter the Supreme Court courtroom, the> >>> >> Two huge oak doors have the Ten Commandments> >>> >> Engraved on each lower portion of each door.> >>> >> DID YOU KNOW?> >>> >>> >>> >> As you sit inside the courtroom, you can see> >>> >> The wall, right above where the Supreme Court> >>> >> judges sit, a display of the Ten Commandments!> >>> >>> >>> >>> >> DID YOU KNOW?> >>> >>> >>> >>> >> There are Bible verses etched in stone all> >>> >> over the Federal Buildings and Monuments in> >>> >> Washington , D.C.> >>> >>> >>> >> DID YOU KNOW?> >>> >>> >>> >>>

Midsummer Nights Dream
Tonight, I journyed to one of my favorite sanctuaries, the Halcomb Gardens. The moon was bright, for a half moon, illuminateing the sweet rows of fragrent flowers in a blue hue, their perfume caressing my skin alight the gentle breeze. I walked the length of the garden breathing in the cool damp air of after rain. I could hear the canal rolling lazily by to my left and the wind dance in the trees to my right. And as I approached the statue of Persephone, I noticed that she was gone, the pool of water around her was drained. I figured that she was just off being cleaned. I reached the steps leading to her pedistle and lay on the cool stones looking up at the stars. The rain clouds had cleared and I could see infinity above me, when I saw a shooting star. Smiling I thought back as a child when magic was around every corner and shone through the simplest things and made a silent wish. I wished that I knew how your lips tasted, whether they were sweet as candied strawberries or juicy as ri

Movie Posters
movie posters were produced for the exclusive use by the theatres exhibiting the film the poster was created for, and the copies of the posters were required to be returned to the distributor after the film left the theatre.

Sex, Death & Michael Jackson
Like millions around the world, I was shocked when the news of Michael Jackson’s death hit me harder than I’d ever imagined it would. True, I grew up on MJ, enjoyed my first make-out session to the guiding notes of “ABC,” slow-danced to “I’ll Be There,” moonwalked to “Billie Jean,” jilled-off to “Beat It” and opened my heart to “We Are The World.” But throughout our lives, I had no problem taking Jackson’s music, his moves, his scandals and paraphilias in moderation. I always liked to dance – and make out – to his tunes (who doesn’t?), but I was never a huge fan, never even went to a live concert. He seemed so, well…commercial. And then there was his tacky taste in art, not to mention those bizarre pajama parties with boys the age that he was when he taught me my ABCs. That all changed on the afternoon of June 25, 2009. As soon as I got the news, I caught the wave. Where were y

Usa Trip 2010
(June 24th to July 12th) Oslo to Newark These are places I'm going to be at next summer June 24th - July 28th St. Paul, Minnesota June 28th - July 1st Los Angeles, California July 1st - July 6th Las Vegas, Nevada July 6th - 12th July New York, New York Looking forward to hear from you girls...

Where Has The Innocence Gone To?
I love Whoppers like the next guy but I remember when Burger King was kid friendly "With a twist of my ring...like magic we're at Burger King"...now the Burger King is for the most part a lecherous old man. Have we really fallen far from what made us innocents in the first place?

My Mom's Surgery
My mom is having surgery for breast cancer on Friday and Im scared. She means more to me that I could possible express with words. I cant help but think of all the years I caused her and my whole family so much grief wth my drug abuse in the 90s and how she and my dad were the parents to my daughter that I should've been. She is the best possible mother anyone could hope for but Im not the son she deserves. I really hoped to be able to provide for my parents before my daughter ever turned 18 but Im still depending on them and it shames me. If I spend the rest of my life trying to be as good to them as they have been to me and my daughter it would be a life well spent because they deserve so much than I can give. I just had to try to put this to words

Straight Shoot About My Aunt's Suicide 2 Yrs Ago
Alright folks, it's time for the feelings to be put out there and my issues need to be addressed tonight. For those who knew me, or who I told about this, my aunt Kathy took her own life via overdose on August 14, 2007. This Friday marks 2 years. Since August 21, 2007, I've held a bit of a grudge against my aunt Mary over Kathy's suicide. Why? The fact is that my aunt Kathy maybe wouldn't have killed herself, in my opinion, if my aunt Mary hadn't been stealing from Kathy. Sure, there were other factors...but it's been my belief that Mary was the main factor. As such, I've basically for two years labeled Mary a murderer. Her involvement may not have actually BEEN direct, but to me it may as well have been. I don't know what the final straw was. Maybe it was the man she liked, rejecting her yet again. Maybe it WAS aunt Mary. Regardless, all I know is that for two years I've held on to these feelings of hurt and betrayal...of disgust...and of hate. But no more. That ends here a

Check This Out!
I have just completed my first website and I wanted to celebrate with you all by having a Grand "viewing" and invite you all to my page! Come check it out at http://www.nomoneyontrees.org PLEASE leave me a comment!

About Nicolas
Nicolas Prudhon, PhD is a professional Google SEO Help strategist, as well as published author.He's dedicated to help people by providing the most current and up to date information as possible through his site. He's also the creator of the popular free SEO training course 21 Days SEO Mastery.

Members Tags
Please stop by and grab you members tag!! Make sure you rate and comment to.. we are going to be looking for recruiters and help if you are interested pm SexyBadbicthcca ot Lips Of an Angel please.. Try to stop by and say hi to our memebrs this group is about making friends and getting to know one another so feel free to say hi

Never Loved At All.
It's not to anyone.It's not for anyone.It's not about anyone.Strange is this the opposite?I put brush to paper with the faint bubbling wetness of the ink.Thom's in background, his still creepy eye wobbling and weaving as the lines dance and dry, curling the paper in puckered places.I'd like to think sketch mimicks rhythm- but its just a crazy whim flitting at the points of my fingers.If you could do something like love out of habbit... this might be the same.There's nothing here. No image, no symbol, no grief.So it fell in a crumpled aborted heapnext to a genocide confetti armadaI remember the serene drop I felt in my stomach, the last time I felt ...anything really.Everything since has been a counterfeit of that counterfeit.Scan of a scan.Dream in a mirage.A shade can smile, but he can't feel.Perhaps losing the ability to fool myself was my punishment for reaching.But in the process, I learned every mask and misdirect I needed.When you wish for power, you don't wish for the sanity to

New Us Study Affirms Smoked Marijuana Protects Against Cancer.
http://my.nowpublic.com/health/new-us-stud... Despite the recent claim by US Drug Czar Gil Kerlikowske, that smoked marijuana has no medical benefits, new research by scientists at several universities, revealed the exact opposite. The population-based case-controlled study of marijuana users, published in the July issue of Cancer Prevention Research Journal, found that "10 to 20 years of marijuana use was associated with a significantly reduced risk of HNSCC" [head and neck squamous cell carcinoma]. That's reduced risk, Mr Kerlikowske.

Agent Orange And Dioxins: The Most Destructive, Poisonous Substances Ever Found
http://salem-news.com/articles/july302009/... About 1970, the U.S. was spraying Agent Orange, Agent White and Agent Blue all over Vietnam and American Infantry Soldiers were getting poisoned in large numbers. The Army and VA doctors were told that the soldiers’ illnesses were caused by SMOKING BAD MARIJUANA and they would get over it when they got home and quit smoking pot. It didn’t turnout that way. DIOXINS are the extreme poisons in many chlorinated pesticides. The Dioxins combine with DNA/RNA which are the building blocks for most functions in metabolism. One of our reader/correspondents, Chuck Palazzo, just brought to our attention that Agent Orange, actually DIOXINS, have been re-discovered to cause all sorts of damage to humans. These include Heart Disease, Parkinsonism, Diabetes etcetera. Dioxins are already known to produce serious birth defects and a variety of cancers. Because of the extremely high reactivity of the DIOXINS, which are poisonou

Cynosure
cynosure\SY-nuh-shoor; SIN-uh-shoor\ , noun:1.An object that serves as a focal point of attention and admiration.2.That which serves to guide or direct.3.[Capitalized]. The northern constellation Ursa Minor, which contains the North Star; also, the North Star itself.

Guaranteed The Best Cellulite Treatment
Finding a treatment for cellulite can be hard. You want to find one fast, as the quicker you start treating this condition the faster and better the results will be. The damages it does to your confidence and self esteem, is something that nobody should have to endure. Luckily this article has probably the best cellulite treatment available. Guaranteed the Best Cellulite Treatment

Language
He speaks flames. An inferno blazes from his mind. The heat so intense it consumes spectators from head to toe. The heat can be felt throughout time. The sea of flames drowns its victims, searing their hearts and minds. This he does without a single word. Only a look. And then, smoke...

Since No One Wants To See It
Well since no one want to see it in my Status. I'll just put it here. Where my real friends look. A lot has been on my mind lately because of my Grandma being in the hospital. She means the world to me. She has always been there since I was born. Unlike my other grandmother who can't even get our names straight half the time. I get my strength from my Grandma also her worrying and how I get insomnia.... we both are night owls and stay up half the night, unable to sleep cuz we always feel like we should of done more in our day. She just hasn't been doing well the past few weeks and I'm praying and hoping that she will be okay cuz I think I will become lost if she goes. She is a very strong woman I look up to her. I always have. I am more like her than my own mother. Just now I come to realize that we are getting older and its the circle of life... but ... still never ready for it. I just pray that she will be okay ... I would love it for her to live to see my wedding day. If that e

Lol!!!! Wow Just Wow!
After a good friend of mine mentioned a beggar on this site, ya'll know I had to give the dunce a reality check. Here is what went down. Of course, read bottom to top... ->babygirl: Nope sorry. Because honestly you are full of shit. I am not the only person you have begged on here, quite frankly....you need to get your shit straight and stop asking perfect strangers for money. That is low AND lame. IF you truly have a baby like you claim, you wouldn't be laying this poor "pitty me" story on people, including my friends, and you'd honestly be taking care of your shit. You don't know me. I have two kids of my own that I have custody of that I SUPPORT because I am a good father. What the fuck are you doing online right now begging people for money instead of out breaking your back to find a job? Get your shit straight and fuck off. Your begging will be and IS your downfall.babygirl: if u could->babygirl: Didn't you just get through saying you aren't begging or wanting me to help

Donate Bling Credits Plz!
hey guys i am trying to level to oracle... but getting just bombed is helping but its going to take quite a while. I want you guys to help... donate any amount of credits. I will be putting you on my bomb list and bomb you when i get all 35 credits for bomb. I Appreciate everyone thats helped me.

Preliminary Injunction To Halt Mandatory Flu Vaccination In The U.s. Has Been Issued
NaturalNews) A Preliminary Injunction to stop mandatory vaccinations has been issued in the United States District Court of New Jersey. This comes after a federal lawsuit opposing forced vaccines was filed in that court by Tim Vawter, pro se attorney, on July 31st with the federal government as defendant. When the judge signs the Preliminary Injunction, it will stop the federal government from forcing anyone in any state to take flu vaccine against their will. It will also prevent a state or local government from forcibly vaccinating anyone, and forbid any person who is not vaccinated from being denied any services or constitutional rights. Vawter's filings included a Complaint, and several pages of evidentiary Exhibits. Vawter's legal papers have been written not only for filing in federal court, but additionally so they can be looked at by activists around the world for ideas on filing lawsuits in their own countries to help stop forced vaccinations. Vawter believes that as the tr

Fake Sponsor Spanker @ It Again...16+ Million Fubucks! ..
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Fake Sponsor Spanker @ It Again...16+ Million Fubucks! ..
..before I get going on what I really want to blog about , I’ll get warmed up with this one, from our last busted Fake Sponsor of last week….this profile…straight out of the right-click-save and upload anals of amateur porn… Sasha@ fubar ..is worth over 16 MILLION FUBUCKS!! Thanks to our favorite new high profile Fake Sponsor Spanker ….. Could someone please tell this dude to get a grip? Speaking of dudes that need to get a grip..all well, we’ll save that for next time….peace.

Don't Mind Me
Emptiness consumes me Loneliness takes hold I can't fight this feeling My body grows so cold Agony engulfs me In never ending streams All that's left within me Are swiftly shattered dreams Sadness overwhelms me Eyes, pour out my soul All the broken promises Make me lose control Where were you when I needed you? You left me here for dead Paint yourself a pretty picture Of what you need instead. You don't care that I'm hurting Cuz you ain't got the time Don't mind me, if I'm cryin' I'll Be Just Fine.

Slime
You ooze confidence Seeping through that sleazy smile But I know just what you are Can't fool me anymore. You are slime Slick with deception Dripping with false kindness Spouting lies from every orifice Won't fool me anymore. You sweat honey So the flies gather To feast on your every word But when the swarm dissipates It turns to bitter filth I won't let it fool me anymore.

The Booty Call
Bathed in liquor Nothing's quicker Fuckin' right! It's on tonight! Tie me up Hold me down Use me Abuse me Spin me around. Lookin' for love? You're outta luck Right now all I want Is a good hard fuck. Get in bed No talk, just head. All my trust Replaced by lust. Build me up Knock me down Seize me Please me Then leave town.

Ignited
Blood in my mouth - I bit my tongue Before I could speak For so long I've wanted To make you see Inside my mind, Into my soul, Set aflame. I am nothing. I am made of kindling So frail - I snap easily. I am hollow. I burn effortlessly. Blazing eyes of hot coal, Sparks fly from my words, Heat rises from my passion. I am nothing. I hover over the valley of madness, Teetering at the brink. I wish I could spread my wings and fly - But they are broken and worn. Psychosis is an everyday disaster - I am weak - I still fight. And so I will till the end of my days When I will lie in a pool of crimson Every drop drained from within. I am nothing. I am everything.

Fist Full Of Pills
The air seems so heavy Breathing in and out A cloud escaping From my lungs Each breath is labored A task unto itself My pulse quickens And my heart jumps to my throat. A fist full of pills To start the day And another to end it Drugs can only do so much. I cant remember what its like what is rest? My life deteriorates Before it even starts I’ve still so far to go But I am so weary.

Dear Pets
Dear Dog and/or Cat or both or two Dogs or two Cats: When I say to move, it means go someplace else, not switch positions with each other so there are still two of you in the way. Nor does it mean to simply turn around to be facing a different direction. _The dishes with the paw prints are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food.. (Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate & food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food &dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest.) The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. _Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king size bed. _I am very sorry about this. Do not think that I will continue to sleep on the couch to ensure your comfort. Look at videos of dogs and cats sleeping. They can actually curl up in a ball. It is not necessary to sleep perpen

Wow....
I have to say I love being me. It's not always fun, but for the most part, I have the most incredible friends, and they are so incredibly supportive when I need it most. Some of you know recently I was diagnosed with systemic lupus. Well, I have the first of 5 biopsies next Friday. Not really looking forward to all this shit, but it has to be done. I'll keep you informed as to how it's all going. First is the uterine/cervical biopsy. Then the lung, kidney, liver, and thyroid (because I have a "nodule" that has grown a lot over the years). They aren't sure whether they want to do a bone biopsy, but that one I think I'll pass on because I have retardedly strong bones. I just wanted to tell y'all thanks for being there for me. (h)s you all.

Dear Diary
Excerpts from a dog's daily diary:(Best if read before the cats) 8:00 am “ Oh, boy! Dog food! My Favorite! 9:30 am - Oh, boy! A car ride! My Favorite! 9:40 am - Oh, boy! A walk! My Favorite! 10:30 am - Oh, boy! Getting rubbed and petted! My Favorite! 11:30 am - Oh, boy! Dog food! My Favorite! Noon - Oh, boy! The kids! My Favorite! 1:00 pm Oh, boy! The yard! My Favorite! 4:00 pm - Oh, boy! To the park! My Favorite! 5:00 pm - Oh, boy! Dog food! My Favorite! 5:30 pm - Oh, boy! Pretty mums! My Favorite! 6:00 pm - Oh, boy! Playing ball ! My Favorite! 6:30 pm - Oh, boy! Watching TV with my master! My Favorite! 8:30 Oh, boy! Sleeping in my masters bed! My Favorite! Excerpts from a cat's daily diary: Day 183 of My Captivity: My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while I am forced to eat dry cereal. The only thing that keeps me going is the hope of escape, and the mild satisfaction I get in ruining the occasional piece of f

How I'm Feeling Right Now !
Go check out the lyrics to Five Finger Death Punch's song The Bleeding (I have them posted in another blog) & Check out my stash Lamb Of God's OMERTA live ! These two songs represent the mood I'm in right now !

Hecate And Natural Darkness (left-hand Path)
"Hecate is the goddess that removes the impressions that prevent us from merging into the divine. Hecate is the mother of the night and we could not spiritually progress without her... Hecate is the embodiment of sorrow, she is the wisdom of death, she is the bliss of annihilation. ...why the force of darkness is of such grave importance: Darkness means what you cannot see. If you neglect to look at or resist darkness, you have already fallen to it. Fear is the reason a person cannot look at themselves. Fear is the real darkness! Every aspect of the subconscious has to become conscious for the soul's realization." (from jade sol luna's seminars) this quote is essentially about achieving enlightenment through a focus on darkness, which is the total opposite of what most "spiritual" people or seekers would expect. i also like that freud and other writers has this basic message when describing how psychoanalysis functions. darkness is... well, dark. according to this, it