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My Lyric Poetry Take Songs You Like And Put Them Together
You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"?You said you would love me until you die??And as far as I know you're still alive, baby?You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heartWe built it up,To watch it fall.Like we meant nothing at all.I gave and gave the best of me,But couldn't give you what you need.You walked away,You stole my life,Just to find what you're looking for.But no matter how I try,I can't hate you anymore.Cause I want you,And I feel you,Crawling underneath my skinLike a hunger,Like a burning,To find a place I've never beenNow I'm broken,And I'm faded,But you can have whats left of me.I tried so hard to be attentiveDo all you wantedAlways supportive, always patientWhat did I do wrong?I'm wondering for days and hoursIt's here, it isn't here where you belongI got your ring around my neck And a couple of nights I don't regret You got a dream of a degree And a shirt that smells lik

1987_ Random Facts Of The Year I Was Born
Ronald Reagan is president of the USWall Street crashes sending the Dow Jones Industrial average down 22.6%President Reagan and Soviet Leader Gorbachev sign an unprecedented missile reduction agreementTelevangelist Jim Bakker resigns amid accusations of sexual infidelity and financial improprietyWall Street financier Ivan Boesky is sentenced to three years in prison in an insider trading scandalGary Hart withdraws from the 1988 presidential campaign under accusations of infidelityThe Food and Drug Administration approves anti-AIDS drug AZTProzac makes its debut in the USBow Wow, Joss Stone, and Hilary Duff are bornMinnesota Twins win the World SeriesNew York Giants win Superbowl XXIEdmonton Oilers win the Stanley CupThree Men and a Baby is the top grossing film"Walk Like An Egyptian" by The Bangles spends the most time at the top of the US chartsFull House, Married with Children, and Star Trek: The Next Generation premiere

Pure Pleasure
Let's cut to the chase, the thought of you bring a smile to my face I think of countless ways, to share our desires, release the lust that sets our souls on fire. When our eyes connect my insides burst I yearn for the moment that you quench my thirst I want to Pleasure You far beyond your imagination Take away your doubts and fears Fill you with Passion I want to go deep inside of you like none other Let the lust smother one another You have the key to set my body free Unlock these chains that bind me Make my dreams become reality With your PLEASUREEEEEEE

If Only I Could
In the recesses of my darkened mind I contemplate if I shall find release From this passion that engulfs me. So intense is my growing hunger (insatiable at times), I can only wonder, wanting to know its unknown limits. I think of you and fantasize desiring only to realize satisfaction -- escape from this tormenting need. I can almost feel your warmth and fire, My body aches with such fierce desire, craving your wettness,ur smell, ur taste, an ur exquisite touch.

The Nights Little Angel
something bad happen on the weekend, i wrote a poem. the nights little angel It was a warm summer night, the moon was bright, the moon had a smaile, in a instant the moon had changed, then it had a frown, as soon as you got hit, tears were rolling down, god had taken you from the ones you loved, we watched you take your last breath, it started to rain that night, for 3 days and 3 nights we kept on asking ourselves why, we shed our tears, we said our goodbyes, we will see you again soon, the nights little angel, r.i.p baby dylan, your life was to short. bedrock

Lol I Love Talking With This Kid....ryan And Tatiana's Yahoo Convo.
ryan: we have a hawk that hangs around our neighborhood, keep thinking its going to attack meme: yeah it's just waiting for you to be aloneryan: its not funny, the other week i was out on the deck smoking and it flew onto a branch like 20 ft from meryan: i had my hand on the door handle ready to run looooolme: hahahahame: it wants a smokeryan: never thought of that, got the bird addicted to nicotine me: I want to be a penguin.. just lay on my belly and slide all overryan: go for it, people will think youre weird for awhile, but theyll get used to it

Havin' Some Fun
" we like to get fucked up and do some fucked up shit" Rob Zombie is one lucky bastard to have such a fuck. Lets hear some of the fucked up shit you've done while fucked up. My favorite use to be coke and fucking. Then i started having heart pains. What a way that would have been to die. not that i want to die. but, could you imagine the partner having to explain the situation.

The Devils Diner
I just want a peace I said.While bombs went offIn the distant background.And the spoon on my tableAnd the cup of teaPut on this little symphonyMusic not heard around here for a whileI looked out the diners windowAnd was saddened at the factThat art came in the form of a tormented horizonThat was painted with the anguish of widowsWithout the solace of sonsAnd the citizens were crestened with grim smilesWhat a finishing touch I thought to myselfPiccaso's little Hades...As the waitress came to my attentionSorry sir,No peace here.

Horny Days
Don't you always hate those days that your just extremely horny and there isnt anything you can do about? It seems even if you fuck or masterbate, that 5 min later you want more and it seems to go on all day long and you think to yourself wtf is wrong with me lol. I may be the only who gets this horny on somedays lol idk.

No Mercy
I don't care if the woman is dying, she doesn't deserve an ounce of sympathy. No amount of time changes the fact that she's a cold blooded murderer. Karma's a bitch. A former "Manson family" member who stabbed actress Sharon Tate to death more than 40 years ago and is now terminally ill faces her 13th parole hearing on Wednesday. Susan Atkins, 61, has terminal brain cancer. As of earlier this year, she was paralyzed over 85 percent of her body and could not sit up in bed or be moved into a wheelchair, according to a Web site maintained by her husband and attorney, James Whitehouse. However, despite her declining health and an impressive prison record, Whitehouse wrote, "there is still a very real chance the Parole Board will nonetheless insist her release would be a danger to society." The hearing will be held at the Central California Women's Facility at Chowchilla, California, said Terry Thornton, spokeswoman for the California Department of Corrections and Rehabilitation. Atkins

Blah
Yup, that about sums it up, a big ole blah! Haven't been on much lately, I've been crazy busy this summer, a lot going on, some good, some bad, but it's definitely all kinds of busy. I'm in desperate need of some down time. Maybe I'll take a hookey day - but one with no kids! Roll around in bed all day, accomplish nothing, play on the computer and watch TV. Somehow I doubt it would make me feel better, but it's nice thought. I've always had reactive hypoglycemia, but for some reason it's going completely nuts lately, the things I've always done to manage it don't seem to be working anymore. Doc is checking it out, they took like a gallon of blood from me saturday to run tests - we'll see what they say, probably nothing definitive, just because, well, just because it's me. Still unpacking boxes from the move in July, I swear sometimes I feel like I"ll never get everything done, I just dont' have the energy lately, and when I do, working on the house is kinda the last thing on

Watch And Win From 9-2 Thru 9-5
Ok here we go...... From now thru 9-5 which is my Birthday, I'm holding a contest for pic rates. It's easy and free and everyone wins!! Please note, I'm doing this to try and level for my birthday and nothing more. Its not a flashy contest for bling or cash offers or anything else. Just for fun, love and fubucks! Several times throughout each day, I will hold a small timed contest (10 MINUTES), it's easy all you have to do it RATE!! Rate as many pics you can in 10 minutes and win. THERE IS ONE BIG LUCKY WINNER EACH CONTEST THAT WILL WIN $50,000 FOR THE MOST PICS RATED DURING THE CONTEST. GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL!! WHAT DO YOU WIN? Well its easy, for every pic rate you give me, i give you 2 rates. ex: you rate me 10 x = I rate you 20 x WHAT IF YOU HAVE ALREADY

Character Synopsis
Not really a story, no title as yet. just a brief description of a character i'm developing. William Porrige. william grew up in an odd family the 3rd son and 4th child in a family of 7 children william was always the odd one out because he could not whistle. The remainder of his siblings and father could whistle so well that they could blow symphonic and jazz pieces together in perfect harmony and tempo. during his youth they traveled for hours by car no radio playing just whistling, which william could not take part in. william always sees himself as odd, never his family, which most people see as very eccentric. may have willim go to college to study music and have this put him at odds with his family. i need an analogy for the whistling, need a way to see his 'life lesson' whatever that may be. Openig line: William Porrige was odd and not only because of his last name.

Now In The Crockpot....
dark red kidney beans, 2 diced tomatoes, black beans, diced onion, ground beef, diced green pepper, cumin, chili pepper, ground red pepper, a bay leaf, minced garlic, cheddar, And chorizo sausage & french fried onions - the last two - just to try something different. I'm excited - first chili in over 6 months. Something about the cold night air made me crave chili. Nom Nom Nom

Guys N Their Delay....
Mayb u GUYS can offer SUM insight.....I just checkd my "other familiar" site...an NO it was NOT myspace lol...so anyways, there's this message from a guy i QUIT talkn 2 back n May...His message simply read..."If I promise 2 take u seriously an NOT act like a jerk...can we start talkn' AGAIN?!"....I mean SERIOUSLY...NOT MUCH has changed w/ me since May, when we stoppd talkn...so Y NOW?! He was JUST like ALMOST every other guy...yep good enough 2 hang w/ DEFINITELY good enough 2 SUM~WHAT fuck around w/....but ANYTHIN' ELSE.....OH HELL FUCKN NO!!! EVERY guy that does this @ 1 pt n x...he ALWAYS ends up re~surfacing...Now...mind u i added my most recent pics...an he has NO CLUE that i have my eyes on sum1 else...if he knew bout this other guy...i'd chalk it up 2 competetion or OH I WANT her NOW ONLY b/c she wants SUM1 else.... Is it like NON~FUCKERS remorse? or what?! Seriously...all comments will be greatly appreciated...Far as I'm concerned...he HAD his chance an he threw it away!!! CO

Randomness V2
1. I sing all the time. Truth is though, very few of you will actually hear me. Why? I sing horrible. 2. The only way I'll eat a bologna sandwich is with mustard only. Maybe I'm weird, I dunno. 3. Speaking of bologna, everytime I type it..I sing the Oscar Mayer song in my head. And yes, I really do know how to spell it without the help of the song. 4. I really should charge my phone every night. I let the thing get so low I end up having people think I ignore them. 5. Every time I go to Subway I get the same thing. I never change. I'm way too predictable. 6. There is a team on my bowling league that I really can't stand. The women are so loud it's crazy. I want to ram a bowling pin down their throat. 7. I swear, I'm really not evil.

One Last Word For Today
Wow, what a world of hurting that last blog turned out to be. Before any rumors or interpretations of my sudden abscense allow me to explain. My son, 24, messed his whole life up after HS and though it took 4 yrs. he's sober and has been working hard. He was accepted to nursing school. On his first day of classes his car died. I am playing dad's taxi getting him not only to and from school but also his job... this leaves me little time for my work. So today, getting caught up in the arguement i got off schedule and had to run. The point of the blog was to explain that you may not see me actively around as much. I am obviously low in social skills and am sick of making an ass of myself. I posted the blog not for attention but to kind of premptivly explain if you don't hear from me as much. DP

A Biker's Wish
A man was riding his Harley along a California beach whensuddenly the sky clouded above his head... In a boomingvoice, the Lord said, "Because you have tried to befaithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish."The biker pulled over and said,"Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want."The Lord said, "Your request ismaterialistic. Think of the enormous challenges for thatkind of undertaking; the supports required to reach thebottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it wouldtake! I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify yourdesire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think ofsomething that could possibly help mankind."The biker thought about it for a long time... Finally, he said,"Lord,I wish that I, and all men, could understand our wives; Iwant to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking,why she cries, what she means when she says nothing'swrong, and how I can make a woman truly happy."The Lord replied, "You want two lanes or four

[the Red Who Loved Me]
I'm kinda sad that no one's here to watch me catch flies with my barehand.I do at least 20 awesome things in a day.And I usually just smile knowingly to myself because no one realizes I'm a ninja.But lately that quaint self satisfaction isn't enough.Been feeling a bit like the good china.Nice to look atbut rarely eaten off of.I'm just worried that my good looks are going to fade at their brief peak, and no one will have particularly taken a notice to me.Granted as I approach 25 my lines are coming in a little bitthey don't look all that bad, I guess that optimism is coming from someone who has always had a deceptively young face.Here I am employed, not living with my parents, educated, talented? whimsical and one handsome motherfucker to bootI cook, I wrestle giant dogs, and I write poetry regularly, sometimes about you.I give long loving massages, I go on errands at 5 in the morning, I can do long division in my head.*sigh*Damn, just love me already.In the meantime, I think my gay ind

Getting On Track
I mean if all that has happened within the last year isn't enough to motivate me I don't know what is. I can't really even say it's been a roller coaster because even those have peaks and valleys ..I've been free falling. I've taken responsibility for my actions and know they've played a large role in everything that's happened ..everything can't always be pinned on me but nonetheless I've had ample opportunity to mend things. I've been knocked down plenty of times I've had to work my way from the bottom ..but now ...now I just can't seem to find the right motivation ..I know I can't things rolling because of someone else I need to do it for me but my heart is just not in it. A typical day for me is fruitless and I'm truly sick and tired of it. It bothers me I guess you can say because I've seen my potential or glimpses of it anyway and know I can be doing a lot better. I'm 22 I'm young I know ..but that's no excuse . I know better . I have this tendencey however to overw

Memory Loss
An elderly gentleman and his wife were invited to their friends home for dinner one evening. He was impressed by the way the host preceded every request to his wife with endearing terms such as: Honey, My Love, Darling, Sweetheart, Pumpkin, etc. The host couple had been married almost 70 years and, clearly, they were still very much in love.While the wives were in the kitchen, the old man leaned over to his host, 'I think it's wonderful that, after all these years, you still call your wife all those loving pet names'.The host hung his head. 'I have to tell you the truth,' he said, 'Her name slipped my mind about 10 years ago and I'm scared to death to ask the cranky bitch what it is.'

2 Things
Alright check it out I've been busy trying to get this film thing going so I do say I'm sorry for all of you guys whose ben wondering what the hell I've been doing! Okay secondly I just wanted to know does anyone know how ot make a video and put it up on this damn thign! let me know nuff said!

Element.
I was hoping you'd find me here.Skipping rocks against a lake the color of crude oiland the smell of smooth wet limestone.They say everyone has their place of power.A moment of triumph.A previous sexual encounter.A clever remark.This is mine.There are no adoring fans hefting me on their shoulders.No parades, bandstands or roulette wheels.Just unnatural light and an infinite echoing empty.Someone once explained hell as such a place to me.I think that was the moment I realized I was the exact opposite of this person.To a white man, darkness is evil, to a dark man, an albino is to be clubbed to death.There was a ripple this time, a mirage of sound and arousal in the darkness.Cooing and gasping, with the faint smell of warm sweat.Only a trinket, a bauble, a kind gesture.She had her back braced against a bathroom stall, her power-slacks wrinkled against her hips as she stirred her not-entirely-pink privates, clutching my impotent offering in her free hand.It was becoming all the more freque

The Best Headache Joke Ever!
A husband emerged from the bathroom naked and was climbing into bed when his wife complained, as usual, 'Sorry, I have a headache, dear.' 'Perfect,' her husband said. 'I was just in the bathroom powdering my penis with crushed aspirin. You can take it orally, or as a suppository, it's up to you'

Two Nuns And A Blind Man
Two nuns are ordered to paint a room in the convent, and the last instruction of the Mother Superior is that they must not get even a drop of paint on their habits. After conferring about this for a while, the two nuns decide to lock the door of the room, strip off their habits, and paint in the nude. In the middle of the project, there comes a knock at the door."Who is it?" calls one of the nuns. "Blind man," replies a voice from the other side of the door. The two nuns look at each other and shrug, and, deciding that no harm can come from letting a blind man into the room, they open the door. "Nice gazongas," says the man, "where do you want these blinds?"

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What The Fuck Is Wrong With You?! (repost)
intolerance, self glorified ignorance has got you down with your face pushed against the fence why dont you finish yourself, since you dont really care let these screams in your head be the last thing you hear just go hey you what the fuck is wrong with you hey you what the fuck is wrong with you hey you what the fuck is wrong with you hey you with the fuck is wrong with you Mal-speak(mal-speak), suffocates (suffocates) tolerate, no one is innocent experience (experience) intolerance (Intolerance!) familiar (familiar) Screaming faces! NO ONE IS INNOCENT!!!!!! Hey you what the fuck is wrong with you hey you what the fuck is wrong with you hey you what the fuck is wrong with you hey you what the fuck is wrong with you why dont you finish yourself, since you dont really care? let these screams in your head be the last thing you hear

The Truth
The Truth @ The truth dare to speak For he who lies Is nothing but weak The truth dare to tell For all of your days You will live to feel well The truth dare to hide For those from whom it’s kept Will soon know what was lied The truth dare to learn For if it’s trust he wants Then it’s trust he must earn

No One Knows
No one knows @ You’re walking on broken glass Tiptoeing to ease the pain Hoping the game you’re in will pass Nothing seems to fit the way it should Like a wanderer in an ignorant world Alone and often misunderstood They say you’re doing fine Making believe you’re full of life But no one knows you’re lying They say you’re doing fine But when you’re left alone You’re doing nothing but crying You feel there’s nothing you can do A cruel and senseless joke Life is playing a trick on you All you have is time to heal Then once again prepare to play The next card that life may deal They say you’re doing fine Making believe you’re full of life But no one knows you’re lying They say you’re doing fine But when you’re left alone You’re doing nothing but crying

Scared :(
So , the thing that happened at work this morning made me uneasy afterwards, but now I'm really terrified to go back...I have never witnessed anything like that at my workplace, and I am thinking to just invite someone to my work to keep me company. I hate being there all alone, just fuckin hate it :( Esp with that whatever it is lurking around.

Do You Have A Hard To Handle??!!??
As the term goes "hard to handle"...What is the first thing that comes to your mind when you here this phrase???? So many meanings in such a simple term (as is life) hard to handle!!!!! so many questions in this fraise....Is this hard to handle.....my load is had to handle.....Ah but wich load do i speak of....work/dick size/thoughts on this blog/this weight/time/lesbian trio/winning the lotto.....who knows....All i know that in my own life the only thing that is hard to handle is thoughts unanswered.....!!!!

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The End
Fleeting moments Of lovepassion,heartachePainFlash before me Blinding me With memoriesWasted awaySo desperateFor closureClarityQuietPeaceIts unbearableThis woundBleeding outMy sorrowsI'm finishedWith sufferingstrugglingHopingLivingI'm moving onBreathing inOne last timeThe End.(For Troy, a friend who I lost to suicide today. I have known this kind of desperation, and I am sorry he had to give in to it. RIP Troy, you will be missed)

Lounges
LOUNGES ARE OKAY AND ENTERTAINING BUT THEY SEEM TO CATER TO THOSE ON THE LOUNGE THEMSELVES ITS LIKE A SMALL COMMUNITY OF A CHOSEN FEW WHO ALREADY ARE OWNERS AND THE NEWBIE IS EITHER SHUNNED OR IGNORED AS iVE SAT BACK AND WATCHED ALSO THE POWER STUGGLES ARE REDICULOUS BECAUSE...LETS FACE IT....IF THIS WERE A REAL STRUGGLE OR A FORIEGN CONFLICT THE UNTRAINED AND INEXPERIENCED SOLDIER WOULD BE SCRAP IN MERE MINUTES.THIS IS A WEBSITE...............NOT AN LZ.............PEOPLE WHO WIELD POWER OVER A CAM OR A BUTTON THINK THEMSELVES INVINCIBLE......AND ITS FUNNY SOMETIMES TO WATCH THEM ATTACK A NEW UNSUSPECTING VICTIM......ASK THEM TO GET A PROFILE PIC......THEN LAUGH AS THEY ARE EXTINGUISHED AND BANNED FROM A FANTASY ENVIORNMENT. PEOPLE....................................FOR GOD'S SAKES THIS ISNT REALITY...........ITS A FEW BILLION ELECTRONIC IMAGES ON A SCREEN...SAVE THE CRUELTY FOR THE LINES AT WALMART. IF YOU ARE SO INSECURE THAT YOU HAVE TO SPEND ALL YOUR TIME DEVOTED TO A WEBSITE T

Bored
You Can Only Type ONE Word.Not as easy as you might think.Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.It's really hard to only use one-word answers!1. Where is your cell phone? nightstand2. Your significant other?huh3. Your hair? Brown4. Your mother?alive5. Your father? dead6. Your favorite thing? driving 7. Your dream last night? vivid8. Your favorite drink? coke9. Your dream/goal? family10. The room you're in? Bedroom11. Music? metal12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? carolinas14. Where were you last night? downstairs15. What you're not? Happy16. Muffins? boobs?17. One of your wish list items? sex18. Where you grew up? hell19. The last thing you did? smoked20. What are you wearing? nothing21. TV? ncis22. Your pets? fish23. Your computer? laptop24. Your life? Sucks25. Your mood? depressed26. Missing someone? no27. Favorite Store? sears30. Your summer

I Trusted You
I Trusted you , To always cherish and hold me dear, Keep me safe from harm or fear, Hold me close, hold me near. I Trusted you, Never to cheat or betray, Be eve faith ful and stay, True in every way. I Trusted you, Never to lie to me, Or no anguish to see, Always steadfast be, I Trusted you, To treat me as you're wife, To always treasure my life, Cause no sorrow or strife, I Trusted you, I made a mistake, You made it all fake, Tell me why, For god sake

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Debbullan's Rubber Ducky Race 2009
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Up Frount
Im Here To Just Try Something New I Like To Meet New People And Make New Friends Im Just Me Old Fashion In A Lot Of Ways, Dont Like Come On Lines,An Dont Like Nasty Talk,Im Just Me Plan An Down To Earth,,,,

Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice! 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that.

Cradle Of Filth- Nymphetamine -lyrics
Lead to the river Midsummer, I waved A "V" of black swans On with hope to the grave And though Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when you left me A rose in the rain... So I swore to the razor That never, enchained Would your dark nails of faith Be pushed through my veins again Bared on your tomb I'm a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above onto me? For once upon a time From the binds of your lowliness I could always find the right slot for your sacred key Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discoulours all with tunnel visionSunsetter... Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, this vampyric addiction To Her alone in full submissionNone better... NymphetamineNymphetamine, Nymphetamine... Nymphetamine girl.Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine... My Nymphetamine girl. Wicked with your charm I'm circled like prey Back in the forest Were

Over Soon
The moon throws shadows In my room Sitting in the dark It shall all be over soon. A beautiful mistake Yet I hold no regret Your smile fades in the distance But I will never forget. My bleeding heart holds the pain Of a thousand fatal wounds Bless my weary soul It shall all be over soon. 8-1-09 (this one may not be done yet....havent decided)

I Feel So Empty...
Brad left me today.I hate everything right now. George and phil are asleep so I have no one to talk to. So all i can think about is how much i miss him already, how much i just want to disappear forever.I'm PREGNANT. One fight too many, he says. He seemed fine about the whole thing. while i was sitting there sobbing my heart out. Great, I'm crying again.Why do I ruin everything I love? why does everything around me crubmle into dust? am I just that fucked up?I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him... waking up every morning in his arms, seeing his beautiful smile, the way his eyes crinkle up at the edges.... my face buried in his chest, listening to his steady heartbeat... hearing him whisper he loved me...Oh god. I'm falling apart.

Mfkn Zombie Ants...this Is No Joke
In a bizarre parasitic death sentence, a fungus turns carpenter ants into the walking dead and gets them to die in a spot that's perfect for the fungus to grow and reproduce. Scientists have no clue how the fungus takes control of the brains of ants so effectively. But a new study in the September issue of the American Naturalist reveals an incredible set of strategies that ensue. The carpenter ants nest high in the canopy of a forest in Thailand, and they trek to the forest floor to forage. The fungus, Ophiocordyceps unilateralis, prefers to end up on the undersides leaves sprouting from the northwest side of plants that grow on the forest floor, the new study showed. That's where temperature, humidity and sunlight are ideal for the fungus to grow and reproduce and infect more ants. Once infected by the fungus, an ant is compelled to climb down from the canopy to the low leaves, where it clamps down with its mandibles just before it dies. "The fungus accurately manipulates the inf

13 Ways To Increase Your Metabolism
http://www.stayfitbug.com/the-fitness-bug/... As i mentioned in the last post. For all you low metabolism types out there, i really do have your best interests at heart. So…how can you become more like us high metabolism types? Well before you do anything change your mind set from ‘i need to lose weight’ to...

Reached My Breaking Point
I continue to walk down this lonely road.One that only few people know.All my emotions locked inside.No where to go, and tears in my eyes.One step forward, and ten steps back.I'm running in someone else's race.Once upon a time I followed my dreams.My dreams are gone, and I'm left with these...These empty rooms, with dirty walls.I scream at the top of my lungs.Trying to find a way out is useless. Because every door I find does nothing.They just lead me to another empty room.Where no matter how loud I scream,No one can hear me.

Contagion
I've been trying to avoid all the mass panic, which hasn't been too hard since I'm not easily encited to follow any stampeding herd. And yes, I know it's real and that it can be deadly, but... I still can't help thinking of H1N1 some sort of fad. A nasty, potentially lethal, very contagious fad that nobody wants to follow but still is obsessed with. But... My husband tells me that our realtor whom we met with on Friday called to say she just found out she was with H1N1-infected people on Thursday, and that we should look for signs just in case it was pased along. (confession: I semi-tweaked out because I still have a residual cough from a chest cold thing I fought off over a week ago, and this swine flu is a respiratory deal.) The possible contagion was four days ago, so far no one in my house has starting coughing (anew) or gotten a runny nose... should I still run out and get one of those germ-blocker masks like this?

9/1/09 Fluffy Starr Blog
Do you know the astounding answer to this question? Hi. I know I have not posted a vlog for a while now. But I will. Soon! I have not felt like saying anything on camera. Don't know why. My head has been in a headspace of music, and how I will execute the next CD. But speaking of videos, have you all seen my two videos which I keep here (on my myspace), in the "View my: videos" area? It's right under my profile pic. Not easy to see. And I am not sure most people even know it's there. Direct link. Anyways, please check it out and make a comment on what you think! (I've enabled friends only comments now. Hopefully no spam. "Check out my band Fruit Loops. We rule!")Videos: There is a live clip of "Candyass." The sound is not great, as it's from a regular video camera. But, you can see what I'm like on stage. And also the video for "Perfect" is there. Please comment on it, because it is a great video. Guess who the director is? The guy who did all the CG animation (because the ONLY thin

One-third Of The Year To Go
Before I left for work this morning, I took Sarah and Jeffrey for a walk around the block. Since school’s started up again in our area (our nephew Mathew started sixth grade in the school our house is behind) I can’t bring them to the park there during the day and when I get home on a weekday it’s usually late enough that even after we eat I don’t have time to take them outside before they need to get ready for bed. (If we don’t get the kids used to a regular bedtime now, when they start school in a few years they will be disasters to deal with!) Sometimes it is really not fun to be the parent … Sunday night we were all home with the kids and they wouldn’t touch dinner for no health-related reason, so no snacks or dessert and an early bedtime was theirs; it was also Jeffrey’s last night after dinner when he threw his empty water bottle at Sarah. I’m the one having to do more of the tough stuff, in my view, and I pray that is no

Almost Homeless
not much is for sure -except that the sun might shine again tommow. It is now around 100 degress in the shade. All the money this month goes to pay the rent and we are still short of making full payment - thats ok but hole just gets deeper. The breaks on our car went out so my son and wife cannot get work, as we have no money to get it fixed. The reality of that means that next month we might become homelesss people. And stupid us spent money so we can be on fubar and have a cell phone and TV. At least last month we did . life is a bitch right now but at least my cancer might be an excape door. .

Family/friends/#s/and Pffffffft On It All
Interesting thing, I have been blocked by someone who was once high on my friends list and #2 on my family list. Life goes on... So as i was going around rating family and friends i noticed by startling comparison, i'm not # anything to my family or friends!!!!! And then it occurred to me, i joined fubar to blog about politics and write some of my micro-fiction just to see how people would respond to it. Not for any of the other BS, in fact i don't even know how i got beyond the MuMMs... Then i remembered... nobody really reads my blogs... and even fewer leave feedback... Then i realized I have actually blocked people which i uesed to find funny and commented how overly serious blockers were. So, i am unblocking the people who are blocked, deleting #s from family and friends, removing family and friends... you'll see me much less & hear from me even less often. I think everyone involved will be happier... I love and hate you all equally... DP

What's The Word Again?
September 08Your bright eyes draw me in, make me selfishly weak. At times I wonder where I left my heart because it’s so gone…let me look between the sheets. I don’t want to scare you, but if I can I most definitely will. Hold your tongue, be spent. I can’t pretend this right I feel is wrong. We should skip the games and steer clear of tears…I only want to stare into your bright eyes. Not recessive I might add if you care. I know you do. Actually, I hope…A time of confusion, of lust, and not fate? I sense that you are drifting…snow blown in September? Have you lost the push?A lump of trust has looped my ribs. It hurts because it’s been jabbed, pinched and torn. Now, left responsible for this invasive abrasion. I was only playing jlee. Not a registered game I guess.Just turn around…I want to stare into your bright eyes

New Clip: Bondage, Cbt & Nt
Check out My CLIPS4SALE store at Clips4sale.com/store/4083 to download My latest clip!!!DESCRIPTION:Inescapably bound slave's balls & nipples trained to suffer for sadistic Mistress's pleasure (14 min)‏Mistress Genevieve has no mercy when her slave pleads after only 9 miniature clothes pins had bitten in to the tender flesh of his scrotal sack. Why would she when she had seen him take 36 of them for her only 2 days before? She is confident that he can and insistent that he will not only take 36 plus another 3 this time... She expects he submit to EVEN MORE pain for Her pleasure! Mistress already has the upper hand; as his nipples and balls were both tautly tethered to the suspension above. These 2 tender tie-down points put him in an even more painful predicament if her struggled an inch at all. With Mistress coaching him through the pain to meet her expectations he eventually finds himself able to take more ball torture than he had been tried before. GET THIS CLIP AND TONS OF

Jet Black Stare
Jet Black Stare has agreed to do an interview on JFL Radio, the only place you will be able to hear this on fubar will be in the JFL radio lounge, so join today, date and time will be available soon, thank you! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/jflradio

Entwined In The Echoes
Bodies entwined, what treasures they findas hands explore every peak and valley..soft sighs..impassioned moans..the symphony of two souls embraced.To see...To touch...To taste......all the visions......all the sensations......all the flavours...of two bodies blended inpassionate bliss........entwined in eternal echoes of love and lust...

Bling Ideas And Site Feature Suggestions
Hello all my friends and hopefully soon to be friends, I am posting this blog to get your feedback on some new bling ideas and or feaure requests for the site. If you have an idea please drop it here...I would love to hear from ya'll. Happy Fubaring my friends!!! Storm_______~Fubar Bouncer~

Good Quote
Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return. - Sec of State Colin Powell

Two Souls..
(this is for those that have lost someone they really love) Where are you now my dearest friendThis cant be how it's going to endRight by your side, I watch you fadeI think of all the memories madeThe times we laughed, the times we criedI said I'ld be right by your sideThrough all the shit this life has leftWe've lived it full with no regretsbut now I see tears in your eyeswe silently say our sad goodbyesI feel your skin its getting coldyoure much too young to feel this fucking oldTo the sky with labored breathI make this last request...Keep us close, two souls uniteKeeps us close through day and nightBlack of night, Red of DawnLead us on, lead us on. we'll meet again someday..my friend...our love knows...no...end

What Exactly Is A Friend?
One of my peeps just did a lil question thing, and it made me wonder, "What exactly is a friend?" Well, here's my answer..... A friend is a person who is there for you no matter what the circumstances are. They stick by your side through thick and thin, even after you've fucked up beyond repair it seems. U may lose touch with them but they forgive you and still take ya back no matter what. They love you for being you, even if that means being an idiot at times to being the biggest goofiest dork. No matter your choice of music, movies, books, and boyfriend or girlfriend, they still love you for who you are. They help u up when you fall down, they catch you if your falling, or they help you to break your fall. They let you cry on their shoulder when everything goes wrong, even as they laugh and tell you they told you so....But they never rub it in....They wanna hurt those who hurt you, they laugh for you when you cant laugh and they cry when you run out of tears.... No matter what

Life Is A Bitch !!!
@ Life is a bitch Sometimes you awake with an itch Especially when the one you need Reveals that there’s another in her life Sometimes you wonder… why does life have to be a bitch @ There’s no real answers, none that you’ll find You might as well have a cane and be covering your eyes For no matter how hard you look…really you won’t see You’re just like the man down the street…blind @ The others might snicker and laugh behind you back What’s more important though ,them or you in the sack Neither you think to yourself…none of that counts at all Who the hell are you kidding…yourself…you fucking fool @ It’s been ages since you got laid and you can’t figure out why You brush your teeth ,clean under your arms…your feet don’t stink Your ass is clean, at least you hope so…never seen it yet… But you try everyday as soon as you get up to s

News Told Me On Aug.21,2009 By New Specialist Doctor
I have what is called Chiari Malformtion where lower part of my brian is falling down into my neck canal and putting pressure on my spinal cord. Here is informtion on the different types of Cm there only 4 types.Believe it's very scary and painful.The worse part of it all is sitting there can't doing nothing when a tremor starts so bad ur in unbelieve pain.Lats night I had 2 tremors that went to a mild serizure my dad and my finace wasn't able really do but watch make it didn't get any stronger.I refused go er cause most of last 5 to 10 mins that all.I still know what going on when it's happen and I just cry cause there nothing the can do for but just watch and make sure i don't hit any when they start.I like I said it very scary and painful that is no joke.Soon as I get my new laptop Im do video blog of the tremors so u can see what really going on believe it a scary thing seen when someone able look around and still about talk but shaking so bad it not funny.I hope the information w

Work From Home
Has anyone out there found a genuine work form home program? I have been searching for months. To cut any assholes off i got a bum knee and am unable to find a "normal" job believe me nothing would make me happier that being able to play foot ball with my kids of run or work a 9-5 in a factory setting sadly i cant. Back to point I have been searching for months for a legit work form home program that dont cost hundreds of dollars. Now i understand that u have to spend money to make money but seriously most of these programs only work by selling shit on e~bay... no matter how cheap i sell it for there is always someone with a larger buying ability who can sell it cheaper not please tell me how i gonna make money doing that? The others are all add based for that i have to have a website already... problems with that are i have no content to put on a website and even if i did have have no money to buy the key words needed to drive traffic to my website using the search engines "its called

Come Check Out The Auction
So here is it girls am running an auction for 9 goodlooking guys come stop by and make a bid there are plenty of rewards if you are highest bidder i ask that you remember that everyone is good looking in their own way this is purely for fun purposes so drop by could be lots of fun to make a bid go to my auction folder and leave a comment it will be approved

9 Good Looking Guy Auction
So here it is girls im running an auction for 9 goodlooking guys it is up and running now and goes until sunday sunday6th of september at 7pm fu time so feel free to stop by and make a bid there is lots of rewards if you are the highest bidder and please just remember everyone is goodlooking in their own way this is purely for fun purposes not to be judgemental well take care everyone hope to hear from you all soon

In A Contest
Okay if you know me then u know I help anyone who askes so it's my turn to ask.....plz do me a HUGE favor and go vote/comment this pic for me i'm in a contest and could win anything from bling to a HH!!!! help me out let me know u did and i'll return the love thanks guys http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2938541&albumid=1822350&i=426916985&idx=9

Parents Visit
Just spent the last two days with my Parents here... hadn't seen them in almost 4 years. It went well, we had a good time, my Mom even brought a bunch of pictures and old stuff for me, but I made her bring them with her - I lose shit all the time, and lost most of my things from my past with that cvnt in Ohio, so I'd rather her hold onto that stuff. I uploaded a few pics of me and my childhood to FB, for those of you that are on there too... *sigh* I miss them already. You'd think by almost 40 I'd be less sentimental about stuff like this, but in the past 15 or so years, I've only seen them a handful of times, and my Dad's health is getting worse. He had a small stroke a few years back, messed with his memory only though, thank God... but now he's 100x more likely to get Alzheimer's *sighs* They're in their 70's now. I know that one of these times might be the last time, so I think that's what's getting to me the most. I have no grandparents left, my sister died in 96, my other sis

Seriously?
Here I think I am going to have a quiet day at home. What the hell was I thinking?! Max wakes up sick and has a fever. He gets to stay home. okay,thats' cool. He is easy to take care of and still lovable when sick. Now,it's not like my night was quiet. My mother spilt this huge glass of ice and sprite that she has 4x! I love her,but why does she has to be up all night long? No,the elderly do not need as much sleep as we do. Proven fact,but come on!!! Okay,get that all cleaned up and she finally passes out. Thank you lord! Mom is getting sick,this isn't good for Shelby. Shelby's 14th birthday is in 5 days. My mother is starting to sound like she has pnemonia. Thank god she goes to the Dr. tomorrow. Moving on.....I go to mop the kitchen floor. We are outta bleach and my ass thinks "hey,why not use the ammonia it works?" It was all good til i sucked that shit up my nose! I am a walking clusterfuck! Seriously! Do what??..Max suddenly decieds that he should go to school. Ummm,no!You just

Super Neon
Since I promised the bit about Florida Being flat. George and I rented a Neon. I did not yet know it but it was a super Neon. Our first stop on our interim road trip was in Las Angeles. We visited friends who were moving back to LA from Miami. In the two days we spent with them their cars and furniture showed up from the move. Because there was no furniture at our friend's house we spent almost no time at the house. We arrived went out to dinner came back crashed on patio furniture cushions borrowed from the neighbor. The next morning we woke up and the neighbor came over. My friends had lived in LA previously in this same house. They never sold it instead renting it out for the few years they were gone. When they moved back they already knew most of the neighbors who were the same. Including the neighbor who used to babysit for their oldest child. She came over to visit first thing in the morning. She looked exactly like what all babysitters would look lik

Only In My Mind
Not a day goes by where I don't think about you. I even sometimes let my imagination run free to where I could almost see your face, feel your touch, and smell your scent. I've kissed you a thousand times in my mind and have made love to you in the sweetest of my dreams. And there are times when I can feel your arms around me and the warmth, the love. Oh, what the imagination can do if you want it to. We go way back, you and me. I bet you didn't know that but it's true. When I was a little girl I used to dream about you. There have been at least a few dozen different scenarios on how we'd meet; the way you would smile, your soft an gentle touch, what you would say. And when you kissed me for the first time, I can still feel that child-like innocence, which turned into passion as I grew into a woman. And our intimate moments shared are plenty. I close my eyes and once again let my imagination run free. We're also very old friends. You know all about me. I've shed my skin and show

Traffic Light Cameras
As a traffic cop, I’ve seen quite a few automobile accidents involving cars speeding through red lights. So when our police department was charged with the task to study the feasibility of using traffic cameras, I was all for it. Studies have shown that the red-light cameras act as a deterrent and the rate of accident due to people running red lights were reduced by as much as 30%. That is a significant improvement. Imagine the number of lives that these cameras have saved. Red-light cameras could soon be coming to an intersection near you, as well. Numerous cities and metropolitan areas have considered using cameras to catch motorists who drive through red lights at major intersections. Use of cameras would not only help deter drivers from committing a dangerous driving action, but also raise much needed revenue for the city. Faced with a reduction in revenue from diminishing property taxes and other traditional funding sources, man

Training In The Oc
There will be workshops on Using WRAP in the Workplace; Basic Life Coaching Skills; Dialectical Behavior Therapy; Working with an Integrated (Consumer/Non-Consumer) Staff; Documentation Skills; Workplace Boundaries and Survival Skills for Consumer-Professionals; How the Americans with Disabilities Act Applies in the Workplace; Working with Co-Occuring Disorders; Plus, a Panel Presentation on Serving Diverse Communities.

First Man On The Moon!
On November 14, 1969, Apollo 12 launched with Pete Conrad as commander, Dick Gordon as Command Module Pilot and Alan Bean as Lunar Module Pilot. The launch was the most harrowing of the Apollo program, as a series of lightning strikes just after liftoff temporarily knocked out power and guidance in the command module. Five days later, after stepping onto the lunar surface, Conrad joked about his own small stature by remarking: “ Whoopee! Man, that may have been a small one for Neil, but that's a long one for me. ” He later revealed that he said this in order to win a bet he had made with the Italian journalist Oriana Fallaci for $500 to prove that NASA did not script astronaut comments. If Apollo 11 had not 'landed' on the moon, as some have blogged, then my nextdoor neighbor Pete Conrad would have gone down in history as the 'First Man On The Moon!' May he rest in peace.

Tuesday's Pakistan Vocabulary Word Of The Day
Today's word is "obsequious." No, let's make that the word of the year. Its cultural, I know. It shouldn't bother me. It does. Typical conversation with one of my employees. "Yes, yes boss. Yes sir, please kindly necessarily as you wish sir. Thank you, thank you. Of course, of course. Please." I thought I asked a yes or no question?

Acwuired Nemesis
I have these things, That trouble me. They won't go away, No matter how much I plea. A list of disorders, I consume in my life. Some give me pain, Others give me strife. Schizophrenia and Bipolar, Manic and Psychotic Depression. My Isolectic disease, Kills my expression. Social Phobia, OCD, Both disorders of anxiety. Some I was born with, Some acquired from society. Oppisitional Defiant Disorder, And Cannabis Dependence. With all these meds I'm taking, I still have no independence. I take Seroquel and Risperdal, Both antipsychotic medication. All these chemicals in my head. Such a large combination. Amitryiptyline, Wellbiutrin XL. Two antidepressants I take, That puts me in a spell. Trileptal is for Bipolar, 900 milligrams of it a day. I took three other meds, But they took all those away. I've been in three institutes, I spent in all of them in total of three years. Ever since I left Ridgview, I couldn't shed a tear. I've done jail time for my crimes, I've laughed at every one. I've b

A Couple Wordz
I sit here today, Thinking about my past. On all the things I hate, And how long my life will last. Why do you people hate me? Why must you be so mean? Is this how you should treat me? If not, that's what it seems. I will not justify my feelings, But I know I can. You people keep provoking me, This is why I ran. You people disrespect me, But you still don't realize. What you say about me, Stays in my inside. I don't forget your face, Or even your evil voice. I could be mean when I see you, But I don't choose that choice. I still try to be nice to you, But look at what you've done. No longer will I be nice, No longer will you have fun. I hold this pills in my hand, Thinking of all the things you've said. Through all those moments you laughed at me, My emotions bled. I've suffered way to long, Today it is the end. you have no more chances to say sorroy, I will never be your friend. I've taken all the pills, I've taken away m

The Haunting
This morning, a REALLY fucked up thing happened. I was finishing the last 2 hrs of my shift, and delivering receipts at around 5am. All of a sudden, I walk by rm 106, and hear an older man yelling at a female. He is calling her names, while she was crying. Man: "How come you didnt call?! You know you are supposed to call!" Woman: "No, I'm sorry, I didnt know, I swear" M: "You always yap on your phone; I dont know why I am with you; with such an asshole. You are stupid" then there is a sound like he is slapping her. Screaming continues. M: "Let me see your hands! You know you were supposed to call!" Then, I hear a sound like he is taking something out of the kitchen drawers; something metal. I completely freaked out, thinking he is trying to get a knife, and cut her hands or something. Then it stopped. The whole time I was standing with my ear to the wall, listening. I ran to the front desk, and checked the system to see who is in that room. ANd...nothing. The room showe

6 Ft Under Pt 2
I know how to love. I know how to hate. I know all that I consume, And what I create. I've created a monster. That monster is me. It's all of my fault, At least that I can see. Don't try to help me, When I can't even try. Don't even look at me, My whole life is a lie. I don't fear myself, I fear for all of you. I didn't want to be violent, But my fears have come true. I just had to be evil, I just had to kill. Now you'll be buried, 6 feet under a hill.

6 Ft Under
The Shadow of death, Didn't come for me. So now I must wait, 6 feet under this tree. I don't have a life, But not filled with death. My body is empty, So here I shall rest. Souless like my heart, In shame of my sorrow. I was to evil, For hell to borrow. Restless I lay here, Never to tell. If I'll end up, In heaven or hell.

Never Forget
It was a cold september morning, Waiting to be ruined by mankind. 8:46 AM it happened, To us death was to remind. Flight 11 holding 92, That were now to be dead. It crashed into the North Tower, Then filled America with dread. Flight 175, A flight holding 65 human beings. The South Tower was hit, Not close to a sightseeing. 2,823 lives, That were to be no more. Hundreds jumped thousands of feet to end their lives, What a moment of gore. Flight 93, Ended the lives of 44. This moment will go down in history, Not a moment to ignore. 10:45 AM, All federal office buildings in Washington, D.C. are evacuated. But it was too late, This will not be sedated. The firefighters flee. The medics tried to cure. Then the towers fell, America won't endure. The blood on the streets, The smell of the decayed. Now look how god has helped you, After all the times you prayed. A man in the street, Was killed by the debris. 4 tons of solid steel, Now life he'll lack to see. Though his body won't be found, Jus

Night Dreams
Night Dreams As I lay here in bed tonight. Thoughts run ramped through my head. As I drift off into sleep. I turn and look, You are next to me. We are together under the midnight skies, Full of stars and the moonlight above. A warm tropical breeze, Blowing through the air. You hold me in your arms, Telling me you care. How your love for me will never die. The way you are always going to try. Wanting me with you til the end of time. Then taking my hand into eternity. You kiss me deeply, Then look in my eyes. As you softly whisper I Love You. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Our Fallen Brothers And Sisters! By ♆mfkn☠~ Foreplay* Md
I am accepting Donations for spotlite to honor all of our fubar members who have lost a friend and or a family member.I can only list a few fallen by name. unfortunantly I must say the higher Donantors will have thier fallen friends and or fallen family member listed. once I have enough to bid a get the spot I will contact the larger Donantors and get the info needed.I may be futher reached by pm with any suggestions to help me out with this undertaking! I was in Freedom,shield and storm. please any amount would be appreciated!If You can make this sticky I would GREATly appreciate it. Lt. Rick Aka: foreplay MD 1o1st Airborne Ft.Cammpell,Ky.

Acai Berry
Crane Åçåí can be done to excess waste and other hazardous substances in the body. Washing machines can reduce the harmful residues in the body weight of 5-20 pounds, and I flatter stomach and abdomen. Acai Berry Colon Cleanse

If It Was Today
If you are thinking it is today do you want it to be today? If you think it is today, would you change what you do today? If it was to be today would it make a difference? If you knew you had today ~ what would it mean to you?

Heroine For Morphine
Heroine for Morphine I feel you in my veins, running wild with fire. Extasy and agony mixing into a pleasure unlike any. Your scent, intoxicating as you numb me to the core. Forbidden and tempting like a moth to a flame. A shift in the pit of my stomach. Pleasure leaves, alone in the dark again. Sweat drenches me like an ocean. Fingers like ice as the emptiness sets in. I seek your lips to chase off the pain. The heroine for my morphine.

Why
why do people hear about a situation and take sides?? It's a chick up here that feels that i'm a whore cuz i allow some men in my fam if they got some good shit to offer and yes i show them the goodies but i'm grown! Don't judge a chick because she dresses sexy that is soo wrong in so many ways and just because she dresses sexy don't mean she's a whore!

Is This A Bitch Parade Or What?
So, what's the deal with you girls here?Are you all professionals or are any of you here for just here and not worken it?It's bad enough that fubar copied almost all of its concepts and features from BDBP - http://rawhonestforum.com - originator of great inventions -but to make it more of a kick in the ass - every time I log on here, it is more difficult to interact with anyone. It started by you girls locking your galleries - which is fine; however, it's rude and annoying when you friend up with someone and still keep your photos locked - - making your friends have to kiss your ass and come grovel for additional permissions. Now days, every time I effort to interact with most here, I get this damn message saying "user doesn't allow you permission to do this - or something like that? What the fuck? You girls block people from messaging, commenting, shouting, viewing - - ridiculous. I'm the famous drunken editor and can see all the pics and talk to all the girls I wish - so don't think

Data Entry
Data is the backbone of any organization. Whether you are planning, analyzing, every stage and every level of person in the organization requires data. Data as such is not of any use, even if the best of the data is available. The data is required to be transformed into Information to get the best out of it. Today for the industries like IT that creates huge data processing everyday, it is very difficult and requires huge investments as well as lots of time to keep the records up to date. It is now very important to outsource data entry jobs. Data entry

Kitchen Remodeling St. Louis
HomeSource Design Center offers an extensive selection of high quality home furnishings from the industry's leading manufacturers that includes more than 100,000 different items. Whether your taste is traditional or contemporary, or somewhere in between we have a solution for every room in your home. Kitchen Remodeling St. Louis St. Louis Furniture Stores

The Greatest Thing In Life....
wow is all i can say this week has been the most amazing week of my life. i have found someone that matches me to prefection, her name is tara. and she is the sweetest most caring lovable person on earth. Her eyes make me melt her skin is almost addictive to touch, her personality shines through all darkness. She is infact my soul mate, the person i will end up marrying, the person i will spend the rest of my life with, and i could'nt be happier, she is beautiful, and kind, and smart, and so talented in art and music! she makes my heart sing with absolute joy.. we have a truely utopian love and life style, she makes me complete her love for me is unlimited, life and death are no limits to our love and passion for each other. she is the best thing to ever enter my life. my god im so happy it almost brings me to tears, and for so long i have waited and searched for someone just like her. she is my muse, my heart, the completion to my soul to my life. i see a wonderful family in the futu

Haters
Ok, let me start out by saying that this blog is more for my own benefit, and not directed in any way at any one individual.It has been brought to my attention that I am FAT! All I can say is "THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR POINTING THAT OUT TO ME!" When I woke up this morning, I really thought I was skinny, I truly did. Someone on the fu, felt the need to let me know this fact, and I appreciate it very much.Ok, seriously, did this ass, truly believe I did not know this already? FFS, how stupid are some people these days?I have also recently been informed that I am some sort of poser, since I am trying to portray myself as someone else through my default picture. I have never tried to be someone other than myself. I have pics of my true self in my photos, and any time someone asked if that was me in my default, I always answered truthfully with a no. That pic was one that I found, that in all honesty, depicts how I feel on the inside. The despair, the remorse, the pain, yep, I suppose

Why Do I Bother!
I have been doing alot of thinking lately, and realize why in fffffffffffff should I even try any more. I am terrible for wearring my heart on my sleave (or how ever you spell it lol). Only to get used and kicked to the curb. Or when I need a ear to bend its not there. I try and help any one out if I can even if its just to listen. Or when one of my family members are ill, I will take care of them till they are better. Wish they would do the same for me. I guess I am saying it doesnt pay to be kind and carring any more. Maybe I should be cold and un-carring as I see most the people I come in contact with are. Some are just out to get what they can from you and then disappear or have some lame excuse why they cant help you. The other day, I was upset cause one thing that bothers me the most is when we start to run out of food before the next cheque comes in. So I said to the boys, one of you are gonna have to chip in and get something to hold us over till Wednesday. Oldest

Update On Co-founder
Dear Members, As we know Joanna went in for surgery on Tuesday August 25, she was released on friday. Due to complications she went to the Emergency Room and was there for 7 hours on Saturday. She is resting comfortably as the writting of this at her moms home and will update me as things go on. She misses everyone and thanks all for your kind prayers. Thanks, Dave Founder

Wine Of The Month Club
This is the right place for wine clubs and tasting abroad. A source of information about wines. It has a list of the top wine on the net and divided them into categories based on your criteria. wine of the month club

Rantings
There is something about my job that is starting to break part of me down I think. I find myself being less tolerable of people who say and do what I think is stupid shit. I have heard it all and the excuses for it all. At least until the next day when I take more calls. The people I talk to during my work day on the whole are pretty decent people and easy ones with which to converse. They make my day go by swiftly and they don't bore me. Then there are the bad ones. It seems that, for the most part, if I see a birthday anywhere from the early 80s and up or the 50s and back, my heart sinks because I know it's going to be a difficult call. I think that if you're under 25 there is no fucking way you need a Blackberry. You also tend to be too dumb to operate one, and too ignorant to act respectfully to the person on the other end of the phone trying to help you. It seems that the less you pay for your phone and your plan personally, the ruder and more obnoxious you get, and more

A Daughters Letter
It seems like it were only yesterday When you held me in your arms, Free from any pain, safe from any Harm. When I was young you were hard on me, and at times a little rough, But now I realize you did it to make me stronger for the times when things get tough.. You took my hand and walked me down the aisle, though you were giving me away, you did it with a smile. The lessons you taught me , made me what I am today, filled with pride,and feeling strong, you showed me how to have confidence when I'm right, and the courage to admit when I am wrong. So I come here to say thank you for all your lessons, and all your love, and I know whenever I need your guidance, I need only to look to Heaven above.

Verify My Email Address
how can i verity my email address? i try and do the resend thing.. but it wont send it to my email... and i cant email anyone on here or anything without verifying it... please help me someone!!! thank you

Famous Last Words
1. I'll get a world record for this. 2. Let me reach in and get your watch out of the printing press. 3. Hey there's no handles inside these car doors! 4. Gee, that's a cute tattoo. 5. Here's my Kent State student ID. 6. It's fireproof. 7. He's probably just hibernating. 8. What does this button do? 9. I'm making a citizen's arrest. 10. Can we get a vision plan? 11. So, you're a cannibal. 12. It's probably just a rash. 13. Why am I standing on a plastic sheet? 14. Are you sure the power is off? 15. Yeah, I made the deciding vote on the jury, so what of it? 16. No, my shoes aren't untied. 17. The odds of that happening have to be a million to one! 18. What do you mean, "I'll be back"? 19. Why is the rest of the Star Trek landing party wearing a different color? 20. Pull the pin and count to what? 21. Which wire was I supposed to cut? 22. I wonder where the mother bear is. 23. I've seen this done on TV. 24. These are the good kind of mushrooms. 25. I'll hold it an

The Why
So this is to let my FRIENDS know why I'm no longer working in the Velvet Lounge and why I won't be going there as much. Today, as many of you already know, I took one of my 10 month old puppies to the vet. I left myself parked in the lounge while I was gone. It took much longer than I had thought it would... about 3 hours. When I got home I made my pup comfortable and I did get back on and speak in the lounge. There was TWO people talking when I came back. I said hi and did the nammmmmmmmeeeeeeeee thing to them and then to about 8 other people as they either entered the room or started to talk. During this time I was in about 6 IM's and explaining to a person in the lounge what the vet had said about my dog. I had spent 3 hours finding out my dog has a very serious infection. He had some how managed to shove a stick or something down his throat and into his voice box. Not knowing he had hurt himself it had abcessed and he is a VERY sick doggie (see the new pics in my "More Ran

My Pet Peeves
1. Gold Teeth 2. People that drive side by side on the highway going slow as hell 3. People that like to talk just to hear themselves 4. Barack Obama 5. Hippies 6. Liberals 7. People that don’t use common sense (common sense ain’t common anymore) 8. Anyone that is against eating meat or wearing fur 9. Gays except women that’s hot 10. Women that put holes in their face n metal things in them holes 11. People touching my neck or face 12. If singing ain't your job don't do it

Resveratrol Ultra
Hi. I am Prabhakar. I have few friends. One of my friends came up with a question regarding the wrinkles produced on the skin; resveratrol ultra is used to reduce it. I said, I have my own experience of using resveratrol ultra. I came to know about the resveratrol ultra and its features through internet. I explained my friends that more information about the resveratrol ultra is available on the internet.

Forrest Gump
The day finally arrived. Forrest Gump dies and goes to Heaven. He is at the Pearly Gates, met by St. Peter himself. However, the gates are closed, and Forrest approaches the gatekeeper. St. Peter said, 'Well, Forrest, it is certainly good to see you. We have heard a lot about you I must tell you, though, that the place is filling up fast, and we have been administering an entrance examination for everyone. The test is short, but you have to pass it before you can get into Heaven.' Forrest responds, 'It sure is good to be here, St Peter, sir.

Hmm, Brain Storm
If I sold something what would people buy? What would you all...or just people generally, buy? i really dont want to go the perverted route and sell my used panties, haha But hmm...what can i do, that i cant make money off of? Any ideas? (and no hooking, sex is to be enjoyed not to be sold, although Dan calls me a prude for that)

Till We Meet In The Hell
Walk with me Walk with me and wipe away my tears. Talk to me and insure me I’m Not alone. Hug me it let’s me know I was loved. Walk with me into the shadow of death And take away my fears. Jose Hermosillo jr

The Man I Didn't Want To Be
Born with despair I was meant to suffer, born with despair. Emptiness fills the hole in my heart, Born with depression. Angels with sad wings are now apart of me, They understand my sorrow. Jose Hermosillo jr

Yes, I'm A Bad American
YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN I Am the Liberal-Progressives Worst Nightmare. I am an American. I am a Master Mason and believe in God. I ride Harley Davidson Motorcycles and believe in American products. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some Liberal governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. Get over it! I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and Willie G. Davidson that makes the Awesome Harley Davidson Motorcycles. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake, and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a s

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The Pursuit Of Happyness
8-31-2009 Tonight I am an emotional wreck... Lately I have been just pushing myself through my life with no real meaning in it other then to be a great father for my son. Everything I do in my REAL LIFE revoles around him and only him. I work a shitty job with crap pay because it gives me free rent and a roof over my head so that I have a place to spend time with my son alone. I have given up on a socail life so that I can focus on being responsable and keeping myself out of trouble cause what good is a father that is in jail all the time or worse. I eat at my mother's house all the time cause I can only afford to buy my son food for when he is here on the weekends and I spend virtually every last penny I have on getting him something from me every weekend and paying off his bedroom furniture so that he always has something other then just me to look forward to when he comes to me each weekend even though i know deep in his heart all he really wants is to spend time wit

Fubay Auction 4
Want to own Lizzie? Now's your chance to bid on me!!!! It's easy peazy =) Bids under 1mill:rate pics, stash, buy gifts of choice 2-3x or more per week Bids OVER 1mill:same as above, but will add to top friends, give yahoo messenger, SFW salute, owned by in my name CASH BIDS:(incl. fubucks, and VIP, bling packs, etc)rate pics, stash, comments, bling owner, top friends, yahoo messenger, top family, owned by in my name, 1 SFW salute, 1 NSFW salute, possibly negotiate phone number IF I get a VIP I’ll rate you 11s!!! Also the person with the highest bid, will get to fu-own me! How easy is that??? click below :) Brought to you by: ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™ FuBay Auction 4 (running from Sunday, August 30th - Sunday, Sept 6 at 11:00pm EST" !!!! bully posted by: Boobalicious PaPeR DoLL!@ fubar

So.....
So i'm sitting here, alone of course, Dylan is in bed, watching this show on divorce. It's got me fuckin cryin. Shit! It's also got me pissed off, i'm sitting here watching two couples who are obviously still in love with each other, just completly throw it away over stupid ass shit! They are CHOOSING to walk away from their marriage. I didn't get that choice. It was made for me. Yeah I know, I wasn't legally married. But we were together for so long, we refered to eachother as husband and wife. It was just easier. But I want my fucking family back! I miss him, and watching this show has really made me realize that. If i'm really sitting here crying, then I am really not ready to move on. My god, it's been almost 3 years and I still can't get the fuck over it. Fuckin hell! Seriously, how the hell do you get over something like that?Maybe if we both agreed upon it, it would have been easier. But I didn't want this. I didn't want to be left alone, I didn't want to tear my family apart.

Eclipsed
"Eclipsed" We love our tragedies. We're both broken in our own little ways We're broken, but we fit together just right You know I saw the black inside your eyes I saw they were eclipsed by mine and they looked just right. [Chorus:] When our lights meet, will you know me then And will you want to know it? It feels like I've known you for so long. When our lights meet, will you love me then and will you ever know it? It seems like you've known me for so long. I love your analogies. We're both crazy in our own little ways We talk about the future and our past lives. I know I loved you then. I know I'd love you now. I know I'll love you then. I know I love you now. [Chorus] But you can't have everything you want when you want it. I will be everything you want, when you want it. Wait for me. Trust for me. Fall for me. Even when you don't know you're falling for me. Will you fall for it? If it should, it'll come around again. But don't wait for me. And don't trust in me. Don't fall me

Craig
I ripped myself apart again, tore it down to try and build it back up. I never quite get that far. Tie it up in a tourniquette but keep it broken so it stays numb. I never thought it would take this much work to forget what already forgot you. To fix the mess that got left behind. Constant questions from a little mind that doesn't understand the reasoning just the outcome of what you created. You can't hate whats already dead.

Mani-fu-destiny.........
Sitting back each night and watching the endless stream of faces streak by my monitor, I am both mystified and awestruck that so many people are a part of this endeavor. So many different names, faces......each with a story to share. Take a few moments and sit...watch as the faces scroll ever moving, from right to left. Take the time to look and really read the stories, the blog postings and information posted by each nad every one who slides so easily along the top of your monitor. You might even learn a little about your fellow Fu patrons..........It never hurts to learn!

The Real Me.
I know i haven't been the best i can be. now is a new day. and i will show you all who the real me is To the most awsome Lounge out there (THE RED DRAGON'S REALM) thank you for being honest. I love you all. I promise no more negitive nancy!!. Ive walked through darkness, I hid in shadows, Ive lost but won, ive ran and fell. but now i rise and meet the light. the dark is my home and the shadows my security. The light will guid me to my new place and show me how to love once more..

"how Would You Fix The Economy?"
The Business Section asked readers for ideas on "How Would You Fix the Economy?" I think this guy nailed it! Dear Mr. President: Please find below my suggestion for fixing America 's economy. Instead of giving billions of dollars to companies that will squander the money on lavish parties and unearned bonuses, use the following plan. You can call it the Patriotic Retirement Plan: There are about 40 million people over 50 in the work force. Pay them $1 million apiece severance for early retirement with the following stipulations: 1) They MUST retire. Forty million job openings - Unemployment fixed. 2) They MUST buy a new American CAR. Forty million cars ordered- Auto Industry fixed. 3) They MUST either buy a house or pay off their mortgage- Housing Crisis fixed. It can't get any easier than that! If more money is needed, have all members of Congress and their constituents pay their taxes... If you think this would work, please forward to everyone you know. If not, please disregard. Then

Fubar
So I got An invite to this whole fubar thing and at first I thought that I wasn't going to like it much but now as I have been on here and am starting to figure things out with the help of my sis I think I do like it after all. So what to do with my profile is the next question and who will I become friends with.

Promises
Promises You keep giving me dates and telling me lies trying to tell me change doesn't come easy, it isn't instant. Well, I guess its me that is the problem and I can't wait because my impatience is persistent; but how much longer do you want me to sit here repeatedly and take this shit so conveniently with stride? Should I lay back while you slowly kill yourself inside, because killing yourself is like killing a part of me and I can't sit back as I wither away, so why shall I do the same when it comes to you. I ask myself over and over the same questions as I ask you, but in the end its all a conundrum, an enigma ,which answer escapes so freely like as if it was never shackled at all. What is there to do? This analytical mind is a killer, however, I don't blame it because it is my heart which fuels its passion to search for a solution and mend its broken ways. This is like an infinite torture, even though, its been so few of years. I been through hell, I've spewed some tears and m

My Fubar Rant
From The Desk Of StewieGriffin So I have been around Fubar for a few years now and have endured all of the so called upgrades and name changes. I have rolled with the punches, for the most part never complained.. Well tis about time I aired my opinions on the direction that Fubar has taken. Remember the days when reaching GodFather was an accomplishment ? I do.. Where the people that you thought were your friends helped you get there. Those days have pretty much gone. All thease so called new features are nothing more than the owners of Fubar turning it into a cash cow.. If you stand back and look at it, ya kinda knew that it would happen. Seriously how long did anyone think that Fubar would be totally free. Now instead of the fun days we have graduated to the days where depending on how much money you are willing to spend will determine what level you get too and how fast. It was FUN when people actually had to work (and work hard) to get to the glorious level 25 and didn't have

The Day After Yesterday
Today is the day after yesterday And yesterday didn't go so well My love came down and assured me Sit down I have something to tell When I met you my eyes hurt That is how beautiful you are I don't suppose I could feel this way If I'd still have you by my side By my side I did not anticipate your candour Even though I didn't know you too well They say one door closed is another door open But this door is leading me to Hell When I met you my eyes hurt That is how beautiful you are I don't suppose I could feel this way If I'd still have you by my side By my side I'm just broken up I'm caving in That is how tired I am I don't suppose I could feel this way

42147
I am throes of my denial, logic in me crumbles I take this fateful ride through my mind Daydream fluid thoughts washing shores of warm confusion I'm one with this beautiful disorder Another world, was this the transition? Slowly I returned to the familiar,spiralling in costant flux What have I created? The experiment is over

End Title
If this life is like a movie,Then you're right,I know everything.So hold out for the end title.But I won't wait.I won't wait for you.You want me to believe in nothing.You're hearing me out again.Again I say it's time to move on.Save yourself the hurt and shame of saying goodbye and hearing no reply.I do what you say; you ask of me.But no one has to see us.You want me to believe in nothing.

Lmmfao Daddy F00kin Rawks Rofl
this is DADDY ROCKS HARD most recent blog It Just hit me like a bolt of lightening created @ 2009-08-12 16:47:31 NOTE: READ THE WHOLE BLOG DON'T ASSUME YOU KNOW WHAT THIS IS ABOUT BEFORE YOU HAVE Well I want to start a club and I will call it "Daddy's Bratty Bitches"...but I had to find out what other clubs were doing so I picked the 2nd Alarm Hotties and chose to use their COC, Code Of Conduct as a guideline...I however wish to be totally different than any other club on fubar...I want to be unique...so I figured the only way to do that is to do the "total" opposite of what a club like the 2nd Alarm Hotties does. Daddy has only ONE(1) requirement & it will be outlined below. Here's the 2nd Alarm Hotties COC: C.O.C.1. All Hottie members/prospects must have a verified salute and a minimum of 15 "current" pics which include S.F.W body shots.2. All hotties must be female.3. Shout box and Fu-mail must be open to officers for communica

Quick & Easy Penne Pasta
1 package Italian sausage (1-1/4lbs - Remove the casings) 1 can or jar (approx 26oz) spaghetti sauce with meat. 1 can (6oz) tomato paste 1/2 cup hot water 8oz dry penne pasta, cooked Shredded Parmesan cheese Cook sausage in large skillet over medium heat until browned and crumbled. Drain. Stir in spaghetti sauce, tomato paste and water. Add penne pasta and stir until well-coated. Bring to a boil. Reduce heat and simmer about 10 minutes. Sprinkle with Parmesan cheese.

The Latest Fashion Of Dresses
If you want to look good on your daughter’s wedding, it is essential to choose a right mother of the bride dress for yourself. Therefore knowing something about the fashion in this year is necessary. This passage may probably offer you some help. Color is an important factor. It used to be that mother of the bride dresses only came in pastels and navy blue. But they are not the major colors nowadays! The industry is starting to show a spectrum of various colors, from dark brown to chocolate, from bright blue to red, from grape to burgundy. No matter what kind of color you prefer, you are able to find one fit you. With the day is getting colder and colder, jackets and shawls are becoming more and more popular among mothers. These also can make you look more serious in a church. In some sales website, the number of orders If you want to make good use of the shipping fee, you can order two or more dress, not only for yourself, but also for your daughter. It would be a good deal i

Twitter(from Help Page)
For those of you who are new to twitter, do not be scared. It is super easy to use and will compliment everything you do here. There are already hundreds of fubarbarians on twitter. Twitter will give you the ability to not only reach out to your friends on fubar but to the rest of the world.1. Think of twitter as setting your status. If you notice, you can now twitter your status.2. Following people on twitter is just like adding them as a friend. You will then be able to follow their updates.3. The @ sign when used @fubartweets serves as a link to your twitter page when you tweet (post a message)4. The # is a hashtag and will helps people find you when they do a keyword search.Your twitter page is a great place for you to drive more rate, meet new people or ask for whatever it is you need. I look at it is a bulletin board on steroids. DO NOT think of twitter as an alternative or another site to learn. Twitter is your new weapon to increase your visibility on fubar! Don't be skeeeee

Free Chocolates
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=772795&albumid=1829864&i=872947092&idx=5 IM IN AN AUCTION, MY 1ST N LAST IM SURE LOL . PLZ STOP BY N COMMENT ME A ZILLION TIMES. IM HOPING MY FRIENDS WIN ME SO IF YUR MY FRIEND YOU NEEDA CLICK THAT LINKAGE N do IT RIGHT NOW DEMET

Mind, Body, Or Spirit...
You Are Spirit You are resilient, hopeful, and inspiring. You have a lot of emotional, physical, and mental energy. You nurture and nourish yourself. You know that you need fulfillment and downtime if you want to be your best. You stay present in every moment. You don't allow yourself to be distracted or flustered. You appreciate the life you have been given. You embrace all that is beautiful in the world.

The House Of Four Rooms
There is an Indian proverb that says everyone is a house with four rooms - a physical, an emotional, a mental and a spiritual. Most of us tend to live in one room most of the time, but unless we go into every room every day, even if only to keep it aired, we are not a complete person.

My Love Sign?? Ha.
Only some of this is true.... Your Love Sign is Libra You've never had a problem getting dates. You're very charming and outgoing. People are drawn to your easy going and friendly ways. You're fun to flirt with. You're a great date, but it's hard for you to transition into a serious relationship. You have doubts about settling down, and you can never decide if someone is truly meant for you.

Acai Juice
Potassium is the mineral most plentiful in the Acai. The Acai Juice is also rich in copper, and uncommonly high in manganese. Only a small portion provides far more than the body requires of this ultra-trace mineral.

Here's The Dealio....*plz Read*
I'm tired of being hounded about this subject, especially by so many men on fubar and it's just getting downright pathetic, so I felt the need to address this ONCE and ONLY ONCE. Take it how you want. Get mad, run away with your bruised ego, stop talking to me. I really couldn't possibly care less at this point. I am single. 100% single. I have been for 8 months. There's been two people in particular I've attempted to make a relationship with. One turned out to be a complete, and total douchebag, and the other recently slapped me in the face, stabbed me in the back, broke my heart, and worst of all in my eyes, lied to me. I dont take kindly to people who lie to me. But great guys right? HA....be careful who you trust my fu-friends....some people are better actors than they let you know. Anyways, back to my point. I have no problem maybe attempting something with somebody I've met on here, but after my fiance and I broke up the day after Christmas 08, I'm *VERY* picky about who I eve

Name Changes
So I was toying with the notion of changing my name. Many fun things come to mind, but not many are sticking. Since I am a nut it has to be nutty! I will share some of them and you can tell me if you have any other suggestions. :) Princess Road Head Icum2u OPhaquable1 Tease Yes I am easy Fluffer for Hire Loves to Ride obviously my mind is in a very knotty place..so help me if you can :P

Twitter 101 - Make Twitter Your Lethal Weapon On Fubar!
Twitter 101 - Everything you need to know about using twitter as your secret ninja weapon on fubar. We know you wise fubarians are always looking for a way to maximize your fubar experience. With that in mind, we have brought in twitter to compliment your account. Next to your status, you will see a link to your twitter account. Using this you can quickly update twitter along with your status; helping to bring people back to your fubar page and giving you a broader reach to communicate your message! The opportunities are endless! Bring in your peeps, advertise your new photos, ask for leveling help, etc……it has all just gotten easier and faster. On top of that, we will also be running promos on the fubar twitter account that you can access only from there. There are so many ways that twitter can compliment your fubar account, and I am certain you will be teaching us a few thing as soon as you get it wired! Commonly asked Questions or Bitching!Why do I need a another sti

Stuck Again.
well i have no idea what i'm going to put in here. i normally get all my shit out on my myspace blog but i'll give this a shot. well i'm in hell at the moment. since this is a new site and this is a new blog for this site i will try to explain. you see back in late january my fiancee broke up with me after being together for a year and a half. so i had to move in with my sis and my dad because i had nowhere else to go at that moment. it was good in the beginning everything was going good. well that was pretty much because my sisters boyfriend was in jail. well he is out now and all he has been doing is causing trouble. you see heres the thing. when i moved here there was no room for me to move into. so i pretty much took over the living room. i made a half ass wall in the corner and put a bed in it. so i have a shitty ass half ass fucking room. i have no privacy. things are getting worse too. my sister works everyday, he doen't ,pretty much refuses to work because that would mean a dr

Follow Along
Follow along? Methane gas are leaking more than it did way up North? South the Ice Caps are breaking in huge pieces? Pacific the islands are disappearing? Who is getting the blunt of the Bailout money? I hope we follow along with what is truly needed in our war effort around the globe. The best are being taken down? Surgery that is in it self a perfecton I could of never imagined? Success or failure doen't matter much, due to timing? Lie is worth repeating? How many wish me well and how many ill? God is in charge and all is with God. Norio

Just Thinking
hey guys, its me again.. its exactly 4:20 here on the west coast and I'm just trying to make sense of what happened over the weekend and it all came up so damn fast..and it hurts. I wonder what the fuck is wrong with me..

Nfl Skins!!!
ARE YOU READY FOR SOME FOOTBALL?!?!?!?!? YEAH FUBARIANS ITS THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN!!!! GET OUT YA TEAM JERSEYS AND PUT ON YA CRAZY FACE PAINT FOR YA FAVORITE TEAM!!!!! IM GOING TO BE TAKING ORDERS FOR CUSTOM MADE NFL SKINS FOR YOU PROFILES!! THEY HAVE YOUR NAME ACROSS THE TOP IN EITHER ANIMATED 3D OR NON ANIMATED BUT EDITED WITH THE COLORS OF THE TEAM YOU CHOOSE!!!!

Down From The Mount
“And when the people saw that Moses delayed to come down out of the mount, the people gathered themselves together unto Aaron, and said unto him, Up, make us gods, which shall go before us; for as for this Moses, the man that brought us up out of the land of Egypt, we wot not what is become of him.” I will give the children of Israel credit for one thing as we open the thirty-second chapter of the book of Exodus; they did at least remember Moses by name and SOMETHING he did. It’s been forty days (per chapter twenty-four verse eighteen) since Moses went up through the cloud cover on mount Sinai to receive the LORD’s words (encompassing chapters twenty-five through thirty-one) for the people and appointed Aaron and Hur (who’d held his arms up so the LORD could miraculously provide Israel’s victory over Amalek in chapter seventeen) to be the people’s human leaders in his absence) to handle any matters they needed to bring to Moses. He would be

Health Care
Options other than Government Health care?For those against a government program for health care I'd like to know what options do you have for those that don't have health care, or can't afford health care, or can't get health care because of pre-existing conditions?But lets make sure we are being accurate here. Because the plans being talked about here aren't a government take over of all health care That is just a smokescreen for those against it. Its a plan that lets people keep their existing non-government plans, or if they don't' have one choose from a pool of health care options. So again I ask for those against it, what other options do you propose to fill in the gaps the current system has. What options do you have for those going bankrupt because of their health needs? What options do you have for those that can't afford health care and are sick? What options do you have for those that have to make a choice between their next meal and health care?To me there is only o

Want To Win The Spotlight For A Day?
Welcome to the fubar Yellow Brick Road Adventure! You must pay VERY close attention to the rules or you will be disqualified. There will be 5 stops on this tour. Every day there will be a new clue released that will lead you to the information you need to complete the next step. The person who completes all five steps first with the most amount of retweets by people other than themselves will win. The list of prizes and everything you need to know will be at the first stop!To all of you who say you do not twitter! Now is the time to start! Win FREE stuff! Your first clue is @ www.twitter.com/fubartweetsFor those of you who are new to twitter, do not be scared. It is super easy to use and will compliment everything you do here. There are already hundreds of fubarbarians on twitter. Twitter will give you the ability to not only reach out to your friends on fubar but to the rest of th world. 1. Think of twitter as setting your status. If you notice, you can now twitter your status.

One Month Anniversary
I've been on FUBAR for one month now; made it to Level 16 (Fu-gee) and I'll probably level up again tomorrow. After that, I'm figuring it'll take longer. I guess I'm doing OK... the people I asked were non-comittal. How fast DO the early rankings go by for most people?

Stupid People On Here
You know what I cant seem to fuckin figure out??Has anyone seen,usually its women,people's pages where they want you to go through so much bullshit just to simply get them to accept your friend request?What the fuck is that about??I mean,gimme afuckin break!!You gotta be kidding me??!What makes 'em even think they're worth doin all that shit for,just to be friends?It's almost like they're God's gift to mankind,yknow?And the other thing is,most of 'em that do it are fat women,and the others are over 40.Hahahaha,it's so fuckin pathetic.Cuz once you do all that shit they ask for,if you decide to do it,then its like they never even talk to you on a regular basis.Hell,I even saw a woman who wanted straight up cash to be added to her family!Man,how pathetic can people be?But I guess thats a stupid question,when asking about the people on here.Anyway,its really fucked up asking for so much shit just to be a friend...and ifyou're asking people to do shit before you add them as a friend,wel...y

Giant Posse
who woulda thunk that Shepard Fairey would come BACK to Riverside for his benefit show and foundation Sea No Evil?! but he did with the Captain from Whale Wars as guest speaker and over 40 artists donating art to support the cause. DJ Diabetic aka Shepard Fairey was playing music and taking pictures and signing stuff for fans the whole time. i was one of the last people in line waiting to meet one of my idols and have him sign his book Post No Bills that ive had of his for years. me and my friend Will were about 6-7 deep in line waiting and Mr.Fairey looked past the crowd and pushed passed em and walked up to me. i was wearing my bad brains shirt and he asked..."what to you want to hear?" i was dumbfounded for a second then he reminded me about my shirt haha. and told me he's been wanting to play some bad brains. so i asked him to play "how low can a punk get"...he said he didnt have that one. so i picked Attitude and he said "fcuk yeah i got that one!" i almost forgot to ask

Good Girls Vs. Redheads
Okay, so maybe I am a traitor to my own cause here, but I have never seen anything so true when it comes to this topic! Had myself a good chuckle over this one. And let's be honest here, for all you gals with the bottled red hair, ya look great but this doesn't apply. We're talking the genuine article here! ;) Get pissed if ya want. It is... what it is! Differences between Good Girls and Redheads *Good girls loosen a few buttons when it's hot. *Redheads make it hot by loosening a few buttons. *Good girls wax their floors.*Redheads wax their bikini lines. *Good girls blush during sex scenes in a movie.*Redheads know they could do it better. *Good girls wear white cotton panties. *Redheads don't wear any. *Good girls think they are not fully dressed without a strand of pearls.*Redheads think they're fully dressed with just a strand of pearls. *Good girls only own one credit card and rarely use it. *Redheads only own one bra and rarely use it. *Good girls pack their toothbrush.

Wounded Troops Will Not Have A Choice To Live Or Die!!!
END OF LIFE CARE" GUIDE IS BOOKLET FOR OUR WOUNDED VETERANS...LIKE SENIORS THEY ARE NO LONGER WANTED NOR NEEDED IN OBAMALANDAugust 23, 2009It just keeps on getting more $hitty under the Obama "leadership" as wounded Veterans are to be included in End Of Life Care options like seniors are.This should really make anyone that feels like they want to fight for this country stop and reconsider.If you come home missing arms or legs or have brain trauma that makes you unable to work and pay taxes to the ingrates in this government then you like the seniors that have reached the point they can no longer work and pay taxes are a burden that needs to decide if your life is worth living any longer and if you would be better off dead.Tammy Duckworth who is an assistant secretary to Veterans Affairs says"This booklet or guide is simply a tool and that its ultimately about healthcare for veterans." Every veteran thats came back from useless wars like20Iraq and Afghanistan or any other of the politic

Try This Sometime, If You Can
1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Dick/Boob Size:4. Favorite position (s) ?5. Do you think i'm hot?6. Would you have sex with me?7. lights on or off?8. Would you have to be drunk?9. Would you take a shower with me?10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?11. Would you leave after or stay the night?12. Do you like cuddling afterwards?13. Condom or skin?14. Do you give Oral pleasures?15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?16. Have sex on the first date?17. Would you kiss me during sex?18. Do you think I would be good in bed?19. Would u have a 3-some with me?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?22. Do you like fore play?23. What is fore play to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave you my email?26. Who would be in control?27. Would you pull my hair?28. Would you let me pull yours?29. Would you whisper in my ear?30. Would you talk dirty to me?31. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?

A Taste Of Pussy
Waves of pleasurewash over us.You grind your wet pussy against my mouth.I lap up your juices, as you grab at your tits,pinching and pulling on your hard, erect nipples.You pull me up to youand we kiss,You love the taste of your pussyon my mouth.You spread your legs widerbeneath me.My cock rests against your throbbing wetness.You move your hips, rubbing my cock in your slit.your hand around my cock,guiding into your pussy.Slowly sliding it in,you raise up against me.Pussy muscles grabbing my cock,seemingly pulling my hardness inside.My cock makes wet sucking noises,as I thrust harder.Our bodies slap together, as you grind your clit against me.You reach down and push my balls into your wetness.I take your nipple into my mouth,pulling on it with my lips.My hips are jerking and my cum floods you.Your pussy convulses around my cock,milking it.I collapse on top of you, burying my face in your tits.My cock soaking in your pussysqueezing and releasing.

Baby Has Her Pussy Turned On
Her bottom bucked and writhedAs I slid my hot tongue insideHer pussy that tasted just so fine;A pussy I knew was totally mine.How she moaned, and how she screamed;And begged me for my special cream.But I licked; and sucked; and bit;And pinched her two gorgeous tits.As her body screamed and beggedFor me to enter with my special leg;I lubed her tiny, pretty ass,And with my finger fucked the lass.My finger went in so darn deep;I thought that lass was sure to weep,But she wiggled and she screamedStill begging for my special cream.So I sucked and licked her precious clit,And squeezed the nipples on her tits;Felt her body buck and writhe,And to me it was no surprise...When to cum she begged and begged;Begged and pleaded for my special leg.I employed my tongue to fuck her hole;Thought she'd pass out as I poked and probed. When no more the lass could stand,I took my cock in my hand;As her eyes grew wide and large,I made her watch as I massaged.And when my cock had swelled to size,I placed i

I Know What You Did Jan
A few months ago I had done a mumm and a few of the bad mummers decided to start calling me a man. I ignored it as thier is no truth to it. However the next day on my facebooks a so called friend had posted a pic of a man and tagged me as the old dude. She of all people know that I am not and have never been. We did go to the same schools growing up. So I know your on here and your not being a friend and have not been for awhile. So if your wondering why I am no longer a facebook friend you can now figure it out. Enjoy your popularity, you earned it by being a bitch to others and that is no one I want to be friends with.

Military
Heaven's army is filled with brave troops. And each day that number swells. For when a soilder dies they go straight to heaven,because they served their time in hell. So before i lay my head down to sleep i pray. "Dear god please welcome those who fell on the battle field today" THIS POEM GO'S OUT TO ALL OUR TROOPS WHO HAVE FOUGHT FOR US AND HAVE PAID THE ULTIMATE PRICE.SO LET US NOT FORGET WHAT OUR TROOPS DO FOR US EACH DAY.AND LET THEM KNOW WE HAVE THEIR BACKS WHILE THEY ARE FARAWAY.

Touching
"This was sent to me and it touched me so much I wanted to share it with you Woman and a Fork There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live.. So as she was getting her things 'in order,' she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes.She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. 'There's one more thing,' she said excitedly. 'What's that?' came the Pastor's reply. 'This is very important,' the young woman continued. 'I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand.' The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. That surprises you, doesn't it?' the young woman asked. 'Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request,'

I Like Free Stuff
Do you like free stuff? I do. I like it lots. Here is a few sites I use to get free stuff. I thought I might share. MyPoints.Com. I have been a member of this site for over 8 years. This is a point based site. You earn points by reading junk mail (just click on it, you don't HAVE to actually read it) shopping on line, or answering surveys. You get 5 points for reading the mail and more for surveys or doing trial offers like netflix. If you use it as a search engine for shopping you get points for every dollar you spend. The points get be redeemed for giftcards. Think target, walmart, starbucks, BK, and other chains. If you really want to be awesome you'll give me your email and name in my shoutbox so I can get the referal points. But it's ok if you don't. Thunderfapp.com Free samples and coupons galore. If you can get past the name you will find this site is very simple to use and very well organized. it's mainly just a free sample database. Some are worth it, some are not. I find

Single Independent Woman Quiz
Okay based on a comment on my blog about independent women, I've been asked to write a blog about how to date an independent woman. What I get my self into...lol, if you have a chance, PLEASE answer these questions so I can put this all together and not base the whole blog on just how I feel. 1. Do you expect your date/partner to open doors for you? 2. Do you expect your date/partner to pull out your chair for you 3. Do you expect your date/partner to place your order with the waiter/waitress for you? 4. Do you expect your date/partner to pay if HE asks YOU out on the first date? 5. Do you expect your date/partner to pay if YOU ask HIM out on the first date? 6. Who pays if it's just a "meeting" and we're hanging out? 7. Do you expect your date/partner to hold your purse in the store as you shop? 8. Do you expect your date/partner to carry your packages as you shop? Under what condition if it's not all the time? Now the long term relationship stuff 1. Do you expect your partn

Meat
I was at a local water theme park this weekend. I had on normal swimming trunks (shorts). the waist is tighter and the bottoms baggy. I noticed several women walking past me as I walked past them on a side walk. They staired and my wet suit gripping my package. Staired at me like meat. Not until they were within two feet of me did they look up to look at my face and smile when I caught them looking. Usually I'm the one looking and stairing.

P & Ty
l Every passing day the rude and ignorant are increasing in numbers. No one seems to know how to use the words please and thank you. People speak but do not want to listen. People want you to wait, but unwilling to wait themselves. It does not matter if your busy chatting with someone else or not, they rudly interupt as if they are more important. I do believe we now need a manual for dummies living in society. I have a crappy job and see all sorts of people on a daily business, and I must say ~ I love the people I work with, but the customers are idiots and that alone is enough to hate the job ~ I always use my manners and is polite to each and everyone that comes in. I only wish I could recieve the same type of servise. I wonder if the schools are the ones teaching society to ask for things with "Give/Get me" I realize most are in this life for themselves and hardly care about others and what harm they do to others. But I for one will not follow into this crap. I wil

"a Woman And A Fork"
A Woman and a Fork There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live.. So as she was getting her things 'in order,' she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes.She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. 'There's one more thing,' she said excitedly. 'What's that?' came the Pastor's reply. 'This is very important,' the young woman continued. 'I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand.' The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. That surprises you, doesn't it?' the young woman asked. 'Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request,' said the Pastor. The young woman explained. 'My grandmother once told me t

Dont Sleep With Your Husband
The phone rings and the lady of the house answers."Hello?""Mrs. Sanders, please.""Speaking.""Mrs. Sanders, this is Dr. Jones at St. Agnes Laboratory. When yourhusband's doctor sent his biopsy to the lab last week, a biopsy from anotherMr. Sanders arrived at about the same time. We are now uncertain which onebelongs to your husband. Frankly, either way the results are not too good.""What do you mean?" Mrs. Sanders asks nervously."Well, one of the specimens tested positive for Alzheimer's and theother one tested positive for HIV. We can't tell which is which.""That's dreadful! Can you do the test again?"questioned Mrs. Sanders."Normally we can, but the new health care system will only pay for theseexpensive tests just one time."''Well, what am I supposed to do now? ""The folks at Obama health care recommend that you drop your husband offsomewhere in the middle of town. If he finds his way home, don't sleep withhim."

Drum Problem
There was once a small boy who banged a drum all day and loved every moment of it. He would not be quiet, no matter what anyone else said or did. Various attempts were made to do something about the child. One person told the boy that he would, if he continued to make so much noise, perforate his eardrums. This reasoning was too advanced for the child, who was neither a scientist nor a scholar. A second person told him that drum beating was a sacred activity and should be carried out only on special occasions. The third person offered the neighbors plugs for their ears; a fourth gave the boy a book; a fifth gave the neighbors books that described a method of controlling anger through biofeedback; a sixth person gave the boy meditation exercises to make him placid and docile. None of these attempts worked. Eventually, a wise person came along with an effective motivation. He looked at the situation, handed the child a hammer and chisel, and asked, "I wonder what's inside the drum?"

The Abc's Of Friendship
I normallly WOULDN'T be doin' this but a VERY dear friend of mine and several of others in tha'225 family and friends have been hurt by people(a term i use VERY,VERY loosely)who for some reason don't care how they treat other folk who make the mistake of caring for them SO......, A FRIEND....., (A)CCEPTS you as you are (B)ELIEVES in you (C)ALLS you to say"hi" (D)OESN'T give up on you (E)NVISIONS the whole of you(E-V-E-N the unfinished parts) (F)ORGIVES your mistakes (G)IVES UNCONDITIONALLY (H)ELPSyou (I)NVITES you over (J)UST be with you (k)EEPS you close at heart (L)OVES YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE (M)AKES a difference in you life (N)E-V-E-R JUDGES (O)FFERS SUPPORT (P)ICKS you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)AISES your spirits (S)AYS nice things to you (T)ELLS YOU THE T-R-U-T-H WHEN YOU NEED TO HEAR IT (U)NDERSTANDS YOU (V)ALUES you (W)ALKS BESIDE YOU (X)PLAINS things you don't understand (Y)ELLS at you when you don't listen....and (Z)APS YOU BACK TO REALITY!!!!! I s

Home Alone Culkin ‘is Dad Of Blanket’
By DAVID WILLETTSin Los Angeles Published: Today ACTOR Macaulay Culkin is the mystery dad of Michael Jackson's son Blanket, it was claimed last night. The Home Alone film star is said to have donated sperm to help Jacko create his seven-year-old offspring - real name Prince Michael II - with an unknown surrogate mum. The two celebrities became firm friends after Culkin, now 29, shot to fame as a child in the 1990 box office smash. Mystery ... rumours surround identity of Blanket's biological dad Rex Features He went on to star alongside Jackson in the video for his h

Live Life Fully
“Time is life. It is irreversible and irreplaceable. To waste your time is to waste your life, but to master your time is to master your life and make the most of it.” -- Alan Lakein Refuse to feel USED by life! Make full use of it instead. To do this, we initially need to take control of the time of our lives. Time management is life management, from the inside out. It’s an INSIDE job. You already have everything you need. You have the power to create a life of meaning, fulfillment and joy. Your challenge is to find what works for you! Review the literature but make your own decisions. To do this, you’ll need to: Get to know yourself -- your desires and passions, rhythms, styles, challenges, needs and habits. Be aware that you always have choice. Claim your independence and power to choose what is right for your life, moment by moment. “Until you value yourself, you will not value your time. Until you value your time, you will no

It's Not Over
My tears run down like razorblades and no, I'm not the one to blame: it's you or is it me? And all the words we never say come out and now we are all ashamed. And there is no sense In playing games, when you done all you can do. But now it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over, It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back, but it's over. I lose myself in all these fights; I lose my sense of wrong and right. I cry, I cry. I'm Shaking from the pain that's in my head. I just want to crawl into my bed and throw away The life I led. But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die. But it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over, It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back. I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever. You're breaking My heart, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be over And over, we could be

Side By Side
A woman's husband had been slipping in and out of a coma for several months, yet she had stayed by his bedside every single day. One day, when he came to, he motioned for her to come nearer. As she sat by him, he whispered, eyes full of tears, 'You know what? 'You have been with me all through the bad times. When I got fired, you were there to support me. When my business failed, you were there.

Please Read, Its A Warning To All
Just last weekend on Friday night we parked in a publicParking area. As we drove away I noticed a sticker on theRear window of the car. When I took it off after I got home,It was a receipt for gas. Luckily my friend told me not to Stop as it could be someone waiting for me to get out of theCar. Then we received this email yesterday:WARNING FROM POLICE THIS APPLIES TO BOTH WOMEN AND MENBEWARE OF PAPER ON THE BACK WINDOW OF YOUR VEHICLE-- NEW WAY TO DO CAR-JACKINGS (NOT A JOKE)'Heads up everyone! Please, keep this circulating.... You walkAcross the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. YouStart the engine and shift into Reverse.When you look into the rearview mirror to back out of yourParking

The Naked Cowboy..blonde Moment...lmao
A Sheriff in a small town> in Texas walks> out in the street> > and> sees a blond haired cowboy coming> toward him with> >> nothing on but his cowboy hat, his gun> > and> his boots. He arrests him> > for indecent> exposure.> > > > > > > >> As he is locking him up,> he> >> asks 'Why in the world are you walking around> like> >> this?'> > > > > > > > > The cowboy says, 'Well> > it's like this Sheriff> ....> > > > > > > > I> was in this bar down the road> > and this pretty little red head> asks me to> go out to her> >> motor home with her. So I did.> > > > > > > > We> go inside and she pulls off> > her top and asks me to pull off> my shirt... So I did.> > > > > > > > > > > Then she pulls off her> skirt and asks me to pull off my> > pants... So I did.> > > > > > > > > Then she pulls off her panties> > and asks me to pull off my> shorts...so I did.> > > > > > > > > Then she gets on the bed and> > looks at me kind of sexy and> sa

Mindless Roborts
mindless robots, we get up in the morning, do the same thing, we like the people were told to like, we chat with people were suppose to chat with, were suppose to beleave in our governments, were to beleave that everything is all right, what mindless robots we are, the truth can set you free, the truth is never known, were all mindless robots. bedrock

Men Of Fu Auction
OK now its the guys turn to be auctioned off like the sexy men that they are-- Come submit to me a pic, what your offering and 20k for the fee please. Deadline to enter pics is gonna be this friday Sept 4th at Midnight Auction will open on Sept 5th Make your offereings good the better you will treat your owner the better you will get treated hehe Any questions? SB me anytime!! PLEASE INCLUDE THE LINK AND YOUR OFFERINGS IN ONE PM, AND YOUR PAYMENT SEPERATE-- THANK YOU. IF YOU CANT PAY TALK TO ME I CAN WORK WITH YOU!! THANKS MC

Men!!!!
http://www.fubar.com/user/3427797 this dude is trying to see how many will block him and he is rude very innappropriate he is lucky I didn't have to get my boyfriend on here but do NOT trust him ladies he'll offer a plane ticket to see him an do something sexually it is rude in my eyes since I have a man and am in a relationship.

Object Of Desire, Or Subject Of Life
What is wrong with men these days? Now I know I am a man and the woman are saying WTF Chris, but seriously here is my question to everyone: I'm not the worlds most amazing guy, nor am I the best looking Hollywood type. I think of myself as an ordinary guy with ordinary virtue and sensibilities. I was raised to treat women with dignity and respect but I often wonder what is wrong with other men? Why is it instead of someone saying hello to a woman on here and just trying to get to know them as a person, they instantly whip out dick pictures and nasty talk. Why can't a woman put a simple status message without getting bombarded by the most retarded, unoriginal, unthoughtful banter guys can think of. Sure there are some beautiful women out there on FUBAR, but WTF guys why you have to treat them like objects. The Rub: If you treat something as an object you do not respect it as if it is something of value. Put simply if you own something you may treat it good for awhile and resp

Very Important:please Read
Police Warning to Online Members State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do not reply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requests for private chat in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious. Jennifer S. Faulkner Education/Information Specialist Roanoke Fire-EMS 541 Luck Avenue, Suite 120 Roanoke, VA 24016 540) 853-2257 (phone) 540) 853-117

Figure You Out
Ok.. so I was doing some random searching on the net and ran across a Femme site that was ranting about the Nickelback song "Figure you out" and here is what was posted... I can’t quite “Figure You Out” OK, so I was driving home and I had the radio on to some random rock music, which is pretty normal for me. (I’m about 50/50 classic rock/NPR.) A song I’d never heard before comes on. Here are the lyrics, along with my running commentary. I like your pants around your feet Woah! Not exactly an auspicious start to the generally-problematic-to-begin-with Love Song! I like the dirt that’s on your knees And I like the way you still say please While you’re looking up at me Is this a song about pedophilia…? You’re like my favourite damn disease And I love the places that we go And I love the people that you know And I love the way you can’t say no OUCH! Maybe it is a song about pedophilia, and it’s su

Shallow Means..deep Endings
"I aint a hippy but im covered in dirt Sippin lots of mushroom tea in a tye-dye shirt Chasin' the Grateful Dead, no shoes on my feet Beggin' in the parking lot for somethin to eat, see... Im not a gangster but im down for my shit Ill tell ya now son, Im fully equipped Got a glock nine milli if u wanna get silly But Id rather kick back and get ripped"

Randomness
1. i dunno why but i have a thing with 4's and 16's everything has to be in sets of them 2. facial piercings tend to annoy me...at no time have i ever thought a 10 penny nail would look good shoved in my face...usually people go to the hospital for that stuff 3. some smells no matter how disgusting they are sometimes smell good to me 4. my ultimate goal is to see the boobs of everyone on my friends list but i know that wont ever happen 5. when i was a volunteer FF i never got queasy no matter how horrendous the call 6. i have commited insurance fraud 7. you should give me fubux for my spotlight 8. very few people if any knows who the real me is 9. i hate cats but i adore kittens 10. most of you motherfuckers annoy me but i still like you

People Who Love To Start Dramma
There are so people out there who love to start dramma,I don't need to name them they know who they are.I just wish they would stop please!It was stated that a certain someone was my second choice or my ugly replacement....lol,what a joke.First how can she be a second choice if we share a bond one that is beautiful and wonderful,a bond that only someone who has kids and loves them and takes care of them could share,and second if she is so ugly how come everybody is so jelious of her and why are her kids so beautiful.I just wish the B.S. would stop....

My Closing Chapter To My Nightmare
So as a closing to everything that had happen to me in the last few months especially the last three weeks. Starting with my car accident that I think changed my world around and made feel like I was a different person in total to my wife and i'm not just talking about my personality i'm talking about the fact that I thought I was no longer good to be around since something had changed with me. Also on that note I didn't like the fact that I was changed and wanted to be happy. Now with what happen in the last three weeks I would say wasnt true happiness but I could tell since not only letting my guard down from being mad and unhappy and the fact that I also let down myself from wanting the true person to know what was going on with me since I was feeling like a failer. So other then being unhappy with what happen I also saw things as a different point with what had happen since I have learned alot from that experience and needed that experience to guide me back where I needed to be. As

Colorado Doctors Advise On Pot Laws
http://www.denverpost.com/commented/ci_132... Two doctors account for more than a third of the patients on Colorado's medical-marijuana registry, and five doctors account for more than 50 percent of the patients, according to statistics from the state health department. In all, of the 10,000 medical-marijuana patients on the state's registry, 75 percent of those received their recommendations from one of only 15 doctors. The clustering of so many patients on the registry from so few doctors has raised the suspicions of state officials. "It's a cause for concern," said Jim Martin, executive director of the state Department of Public Health and Environment. "At least in any other area like this, we would want to be sure that the physicians are meeting the standards of care." State Attorney General John Suthers went a step further, suggesting the state Board of Medical Examiners investigate the top pot-recommending docs. "The Health Department can question whether it's

Eating Some Crow
In light of some recent events...I wanna get something off of my chest I called BA out a while back..I was hurt and felt betrayed by what she did HOWEVER now I realize that the only people who have the right to stay angry at her..are the men who may havve issue with her actions. I cared and still care for her...and I want to apologize to her in the same public forum that I called her out in. She didnt lie to hurt me...she didnt makes shit up so I would empathize with her...and after seeing now how truly twisted people are..I wanna say I am sorry Colleen. I really am..I do hatethat you lied and I do not agree with playing people. But that is their issue with you and I am sure there is more to it than I know. I just wanted to say this and felt that I owed it to her in the same public forum I used for her shredding.

Painful Consequences...
Okay am bored and when I told a friend about this this morning she couldn't stop laughing at the same thing saying OUCH...... Okay every one knows I go commando I hate wearing boxers and my little half inch penis [whistles] hates to feel restrained...So early this morning when I got home I was in a rush to hurry to the store before the sun started coming up... so i took a quick piss...and...and...part of my penis skin got caught in the ZIPPER..fuck I think that hurt more then a fucking paper cut took me a few to get it out, any guy know if that ever happen to ya the last thing ya wanna do is just quickly zip it down..okay and that is the VERY PAINFUL CONSEQUENCES ... of going commando..yea I have issues but whatever that shit hurt lmao

Lajes Air Force Base Azores
well...once again im off..but at least to a much better location.should have internet while im there so should be online in the evening..will try and take some more pics of this beautiful island...when i get back have to leave right away to rhota spain...yup poor me...lol be safe while im gone..and hopefully see you soon andy

Having A Baby
Making a baby.. This is hilarious! There is not one dirty word in it, and it is funny!-- The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, 'Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon.' Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. 'Good morning, Ma'am', he said, 'I've come to...' 'Oh, no need to explain,' Mrs.. Smith cut in, embarrassed, 'I've been expecting you.' 'Have you really?' said the photographer. 'Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?' 'Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat !. After a moment she asked, blushing, 'Well, where do we start?' 'Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can rea

Last Request
Subject: Last request Katie Couric, Charlie Gibson, Brian Williams and a tough old U.S. Marine Sergeant were captured by terrorists in Iraq. The leader of the terrorists told them he'd grant each of them one last request before they were beheaded and dragged naked through the streets. Katie Couric said, 'Well, I'm a Southerner, so I'd like one last plate of fried chicken.' The leader nodded to an underling who left and returned with the chicken. Couric ate it all and said, 'Now I can die content.' Charlie Gibson said, 'I'm living in ' New York , so I'd like to hear the song,

Retirement Is Different For Everyone
> > > > > One day, while going to the store, I> passed by a nursing home. On the > front lawn were six old> ladies lying naked on the grass. > > > I thought this was a bit unusual, but> continued on my way to the store.> > > > On my return trip, I passed the same> nursing home with the same six old> ladies > lying naked on the> lawn. > > > This time my curiosity got the best of> me and I went inside to talk to> the > Nursing Home Administrator. 'Do> you know there are six ladies> lying > naked on your Front> lawn?' > > > 'Yes,' she said.> 'They're retired> prostitutes, > - they're having a> yard sale.' > - > > - RETIREMENT IS DIFFERENT> FOR EVERYONE - >

Bouncer Grudge?
I have tested these mumm waters thoroughly now since may this year... before I go offshore, I make a sfw mumm or two and precisely follow fubars guidlines on mumms...so, remember my obnoxious mumm last night about Big Brother Girls? yes indeed if not at 4am this morning, I lost that mumm, and my comment previes in mumms! I have been informed, that it is the same person who yanks my mumms everytime! who? i cant find out, but I might have an Idea...so now its time to do something about this bs! give me some brainstorming, for real stuff...not just the rate em a 1 and blick em...if I knew who it was I would lol...anyways I also know I am NOT doing anything to get banned from fubar so this is the way this person does me.. sorry, end rant as you were

Poem... For A Broken Heart
Broken in silence my heart stops to beat.. once was full of the grandest illusion of someone for it to keep.. Bringing tears of sadness to once eyes full of luster... Dulled by the cruelity of a sinister devine.. crushed by the cruel hand of fate.. and the angry thoughts that dwell... giving me no life to live inside my secret hell.. boiling on the point of sanity uncertain which path to fall.. silence in the dead of night as tears on the pillow fall... giving unanswered questions but one is who's the biggest fool of all...

Love
LoveLove to me is like the morning dew clinging to the leaves of the liningtrees of a mossy brook. A beautiful, heavenly feeling, that lingers insilence, only to disappear at the warmth of the sun. It causes you to wantto experience it more and more, morning after morning, until it becomespart of you.

Alone Again
Alone AgainYou said you would always love meYou were angered when I did not say itYou bought me flowers to show me you caredHeld me, kissed meAll during the time you "fell out of love" with meI loved you more than anythingI feel the fool for feeling soI thought you were true to meThat your love was eternalYou made me believe that it wasLove is blind, this is trueFor 14 years I believed in youI stood beside yousupported you in your lifeYou were my best friendThe one I felt connected toIn November and again in JuneI said I would wait for youYou asked me to do thisYet with no intentionsto give us a second chanceWhy did you do this to me?Why do you now act like you care?My heart has been broken, twisted, thrown awayLike it was not of any substanceor worthThrough the yearsYou made me feel your inner painsShared your deepest secretsShowed me your weaknessesI loved your laugh, your smileYour funny waysAnd then you took this all awayI miss your presence,Your kisses and touchAll I have now are

Poetry
The Great MarriageThe patterns of life pulse through us allas the crimson fires burn bright.The ancient moon glows over the land,as we celebrate our ancestors this night.An ancient voice whispers on the wind,telling a tale of their plight.Heroic legends and profound love,the triumphant sagas of their life.The drums pulse in the ancient rhythms,as we dance around the circle.Weaving in the oldest patterns,as did this night our ancestors.Soon the euphoria will manifest,and all will be as one.The spirits of the ancestors,The Goddess and man as one.

Pest Vs Pets
It is that time a year, seasons are changes. As this occurs we as pet owners well see more pest, like ants, that decide to enjoy the buffet, we set for our beloved furry friends. One way we can cohabitate with these 6 legged pest WITH OUT using pesticides which are toxic to our pets and family members, is with the use of baby powder. YES, I said baby powder. Take an old plastic place mate dust it really well with baby powder and set your pets’ food bowls on it. Ants do not cross baby powder, keeping your pets’ food safe from unwanted guest. Baby powder can also be used around the base boards in the kitchen, just remember to clean up the excess, so no one slips, because baby powder and slick surfaces can be fun and slippery, it can cause one to fall. Working in Veterinary medicine for over 10 years as an Animal Nurse I have pets come in from toxins that we as owners use to keep our homes and yard pest free, and there are other products that are not deadly that can be used to

Hooooaaaahhhhhhh Shown The Military Some Love
*Dear Civilians, 'We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance:* 1. The next time you see any adults talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem - kick their rear. 2. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest - kick their rear. 3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great.. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their rear! 4. (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. Wearing b

Calling All Friends
I don't pimp people out very often but then again, I have a vested interest in this one. He's been on fubar for almost 3 years and he's only a level 13. He's a real great guy (trust me on this...I am marrying him after all). I just think it's time to show him so Fu love. Any and all rates would be appreciated and I will do what I can to reciprocate them. Bling him, rate him, fan him, friend him, and whatever else you can think of. He is my number 1 in my family, Sandman98207. Thanks my lovelies....GBT PS Good morning Who brought the coffee? lol

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Night Terror
August 31st, 2009 I can't remember the whole beginning of the dream, but some of it i can. It starts out that i am visiting a friend of mine who i met online a few years ago. We were having a party in his new apartment. I was standing around outside in the hallway waiting to use the restroom, and this girl came out of one of the two restrooms and was hysterical and said that the girl in the bathroom was nasty. I was like huhmm and just went into the other one. I came back out and partied. Then when the party was over i was walking out the front door and realized i had to pee. So i went to use the restroom, well i was so drunk i had forgotten which restroom had the nasty girl lol. So i went into the wrong one. I closed the door and looked around, the bathroom was really fancy and had candlelights around the bathtub. There is this really hot chick in the tub (Well, at least her body was. I didnt see her face) I ended up making out with her (I'm by no means lesbian, she seduced me by a

Im So Tired And So Beaten
the pain is constant my nerves wear thin, cant even muster the frame of mind to let myself grin, No happy momments its all gotten so lost, feeling colder each day like the winter frost, I want to be ok i want to work this out, but everytime i speak these words come steadily out your mouth, neglecting all responsibility for actions taken present and past, mixing up priorities making what should be first last, it isnt fair to those around you no matter what you say, I live my life looking out for you day after fuckin day, I cant understand whats going through your head, waisting time destroying things spendin up the bread, I just wonder to myself if you really wanna be here, if its even me myself that you wanna really keep near, Ive been trying so hard to do right and not faulter, but the problems keep mounting as this wall keeps gettin taller, its so high now that it touches each and every cloud, and the voice in my head is screaming so loud, just give up and let it

The Blonde Mortician
A man who just died is delivered to a local mortuary wearing an expensive, expertly tailored black suit.The female blonde mortician asks the deceased's wife how she would like the body dressed. She points out that the man does look good in the black suit he is already wearing.The widow, however, says that she always thought her husband looked his best in blue, and that she wants him in a blue suit. She gives the Blonde mortician a blank check and she says, 'I don't care what it costs, but please have my husband in a blue suit for the viewing.'The woman returns the next day for the wake. To her delight, she finds her husband dressed in a gorgeous blue suit with a subtle chalk stripe; the suit fits him perfectly.She says to the mortician, 'Whatever this cost, I'm very satisfied. You did an excellent job and I' m very grateful. How much did you spend?' To her astonishment, the blonde mortician presents her with the blank check.'There's no charge,' she says.'No, really, I must compensate

All My Pain
i wish u were here with me walking me thru these rough patch in my life i'm sorry i took you for granted i'm sorry that i was barely there when u needed me the most i'm sorry that we couldnt make it i'm sorry I couldnt make it i never knew how to treasure the diamond in my life and now its all too late. how can the love so beautiful ever slip ever oh god i'm missing you its driving me so insane standing all alone in the pouring rain cant explain all my pain

In My Memory, Always.
In my memories, always. Jordan Tay 26/4/83 - 4/5/08 You disturbed me when we were young and ignorant we fell in love unknowingly short but sweet it was memories for me i couldnt find a reason why i got mad because nothing u did ever made me mad all these years we lost contact, and we gained it back We've drifted apart so many times but each other the friendship becomes stronger you've grown so much thru the years no longer the boy who goes around disturbing others or playing prank now a responsible man who's standing with the Lord Do not stand at my grave and weep;I am not there. I do not sleep.I am a thousand winds that blow.I am the diamond glints on snow.I am the sunlight on ripened grain.I am the gentle autumn rain.When you awaken in the morning's hushI am the swift uplifting rushOf quiet birds in circled flight.I am the soft stars that shine at night.Do not stand at my grave and cry;I am not there. I did not die.- Mary Elizabeth Frye As i press the rewind bu

Never Forgotten
as i try to sleep, tossing and turning in bed i realise this 2nd year, you were no longer be with me, with us. u're the only one i could trust for the longest time i dreamt of you this morning and told you everything that's been happening and i swear to God that i heard you saying 'you'll be fine' i dunno if it was you or my hallucination or maybe i'm just going a little crazy but i'm glad i heard that. misery indeed loves company even though each year i give u 10 mins secretly on my birthday but it nvr fails to happen every year cept 4th May 08 and from now on. missing you really cant be help could you blame me? could you blame any of us, for missing you terribly? I'm gonna start blogging again, even though no one will read it. cos u were the only one who goes to the page every day to see if i had updated something encrypted, something only you and i will understand. 2 months after your passing, i had to stop writting, because writing reminds me of you. of you leavin

What To Expect
The information that follows is a synopsis of my thoughts and research gathered. I am certain as you read it you will be able to identify with much of the information presented. Nothing written here is new; I have provided it in an effort to allow you to begin thinking about the importance of training. Training may be appropriate for you and then it may not. In my experience I have encountered those who say they are submissive but in actuality they have submissive longing. Those longings can be very difficult to manifest once a submissive/slave relationship begins. It would behoove the submissive to make sure this is what she truly desires and search one’s heart before embarking upon a training regime that could be fruitless for both the submissive and the dominant. Training involves education and re-education, in essence the delving deeply into what the submissive/slave knows and then reformatting and instilling new thoughts, acceptance and understanding of her role.

End Of Life Care
END OF LIFE CARE" GUIDE IS BOOKLET FOR OUR WOUNDED VETERANS...LIKE SENIORS THEY ARE NO LONGER WANTED NOR NEEDED IN OBAMALAND> > > > > > August 23, 2009> > > > It just keeps on getting more $hitty under the Obama "leadership" as wounded Veterans are to be included in End Of Life Care options like seniors are.This should really make anyone that feels like they want to fight for this country stop and reconsider.If you come home missing arms or legs or have brain trauma that makes you unable to work and pay taxes to the ingrates in this government then you like the seniors that have reached the point they can no longer work and pay taxes are a burden that needs to decide if your life is worth living any longer and if you would be better off dead.Tammy Duckworth who is an assistant secretary to Veterans Affairs says"This booklet or guide is simply a tool and that its ultimately about healthcare for veterans." Every veteran thats came back from useless wars like20Iraq and Afghanistan or any

Man Finds 35 Pounds Of Marijuana In Car's Gas Tank
http://www.sltrib.com/ci_11729814 A man who brought his newly bought car in to see why the gas gauge always read half full got quite a surprise: a stash of marijuana hidden inside. A mechanic in Sandy who took a look at the gas tank discovered about 35 pounds of pot, which Sandy police say is worth about $35,000. The packages of drugs were wrapped in plastic and could have been in the tank for several months. The Nissan Armada had several different owners and was once a rental car. Police are trying to figure out who stashed the drugs in the tank. Police say the current owner is not a suspect.

2,700-year-old Marijuana Stash Found
http://www.torontosun.com/news/weird/2008/... Researchers say they have located the world's oldest stash of marijuana, in a tomb in a remote part of China. The cache of cannabis is about 2,700 years old and was clearly "cultivated for psychoactive purposes," rather than as fibre for clothing or as food, says a research paper in the Journal of Experimental Botany.

It Support
Growing trend of remote IT support seems to be here to stay, during a time of intense cost cutting the remote IT department has the edge, with complex software applications smart IT support companies are able to support higher numbers of clients then ever before. Slowly but surely CEO's are seeing the light and support desk outsourcing is on the rise even at enterprise level. So have we seen the end of the geek room in the office? IT support needs cost managing just like the sales team and a well qualified outsource program can mean the answer, a huge pool of skills is available to the business at a fraction of the cost of full time employment. IT support managers and directors are concerned about their network data security than any other business issues. Among 934 IT support professionals who responded the web poll, only 20% consider human error as a major worry on most businesses followed by data storage with only 12 percent. There are still some firms who never consider outs

Happy Birthday Theo
Happy Birthday Theo, This is late, But Better than never sending it to you. How my trembling lips wish to be upon yours? The world is lost without you in it, so are my arms and bed. I weep the tears of lostness upon my pillows because I am so far away from you. I pray with all my heart and soul, you know I will never forget you or turn my back on you. Hey its your birthday, so put your lips together and wait…. My kiss is upon the wind. Muahhhhhhhhhh Theo. Opps so sorry for a little bit of tongue. Winks. You are the guiding star within the darken horizon that guides me home safely. Upon this day and everyone that will come, you are always dancing naked in my wicked dreams. Okay…I know the birthday man should get all the spanking, but I am being bad, so I bend over your lap, so you can spank me, opps, don’t peek up my skirt please, I seem to los

Theo's Sinful Drinks
Theo’s Sinful Drinks His looks upon you are like Liquid Marijuana that will consume you like wild fire. His smile and haunting green eyes are like Liquid Cocaine flashing wicked desire at you. His kisses are like Patron wooing you into submission. Kiss in the Dark room is like shock therapy on a sex ward where he is the playing your personal and private doctor. His touches and words of sinful desire leave you breathless like a After 8 Shooter that you drank too much of. Flaming Lemon Drop are your kisses trembling down his body of endless sin. Slow Comfortable Screw is what he is about to share with you. He will always give you plenty Screaming Orgasm for all to hear like a haunting wind echoing a wicked sinful porn movie being played too loud. Your soul is Tickled Pink finally he is making love to you. Your soul is Red Hot for his wicked acts that have yet been place upon your heavenly body. Theo’s sinful drinks are always sweet as a Orange Blossom just being freshly made

Rant Anyone? Haha Okay :)
Lets see. Where to begin. Let's start with how shitty everyone is to each other. Since when is it just accepted behavior to not give a flying fuck what happens to others as long as your ass is fine and comfy. I guess thats the way the world has always worked though. Look at any ruler in the last I dunno, thousands of years. Xerxes. A big fuckin asshole who also enjoyed it in the bum, not kidding. Ghangis Kahn. Even worse of an asshole. Alexander. Crappy movie. Okay jk. Well. Not really. Also an ass and also gay. Not that, that is a bad thing but im beginning to see a pattern. Hey was hitler gay? And I really mean no offense by the gay comments. If you're gay you're gay. Im just being random. Oh! Lets talk about the sluts of fubar. Hey here's a good idea, I'll take photos of my goodies and say "Bling me for it" Do you know what you are? You've just turned yourself into a prostitute. "Oh but im not giving sexual favors!" No you're letting a dude whack off to you over a tiny a

Constipation Home Remedies
There are millions upon millions of people across the world suffering from constipation. They are having to deal the frustration and the pain that constipation bring. But thankfully this article has one of the best ways to relive you from constipation. Constipation Home Remedies

Im Finally Back
So i know its been a long time...but ive finally come back to fubar. I went trough some rough times...but they seem to be finally passing. Me and my wife have decided that after 14 years of being together that we are finally comfortable enough to have an open relationship. She has a close friend of ours that she is seeing....i had a close friend of mine that i was seeing until she got a bf. So im hoping to find a new local friend on here that would like to become friends...and hopefully if things go well we can take it further. I work nights....m-t 3pm till 2am so im usually free during the day. Im not looking for any specific "type"....just someone who is fun to hang with and likes to enjoy life. Hopefully this will work.

The Burdens Of A Worriers Heart
My heart is burden so to the point of no tears. Past blends with the present The future is in the mist Yet my heart is still unclear Try as I might to look past this crazy haze To see what burdens are draining my soul of the happiness that it craves. Walking lightly as to not to disturb the mist So that some parts can become clear through this crazy haze that blinds my heart. Going from path to path Seeing the obstacles in front of me Jumping every time I need to leap Just to get passed one more hurdle that seems to block the happiness that my soul craves Stopping by a tree Just to rest in peace Finding nothing but darkness downing my heart in more haze. Crying out inside with no place to hide. My heart is still yet burden to the point of no tears Wondering if it will ever be clear

The Last Person...
Name two facts about the last person who texted you?1. I want him... like now...2. I love him more everydayWhat did you wear today?capri's & tank topHave you ever told anyone you love them?Just about every dayIs it awkward when you run into your ex?YepIf your best friend was kicked out, would your parents let him/her live with you?My best friend is my momma, so yeah...Are you afraid of falling in love?NopeIf you were really upset, who is the first guy you'd go to?ChristopherWhere is your bf/gf right now?Hmmm... that's a good questionDo you act differently around the person you like?Nope.How are you and your ex?I'm fine, and I assume they are too...Have you ever been in a difficult relationship?Yep.Are there any relationships you wish could have lasted longer?At first, but hindsight is 20/20Will you get kissed tonight?Only once my beautiful dreams beginHas anyone told you they would never leave and left?YesHow many times a week do you go on facebook?Never... I don't use facebookWhat is

Life
As I sit and reflect on yet another death of a friend, I can't help but realize even more that you are not promised tomorrow. We are not even promised the next second. She left behind family and friends that have to continue on without her. I sit and think of the past events of the last few days in my life and how pale they seem in comparison. The real lesson to be learned, live life to the fullest. Never forget to tell the people in your life how much you love them, because one day they will not be here for you to do so. RIP my dear friend you will be greatly missed. 8/09

A Map For The Blind?
You left me once and did me wrong a m illion times, but still I want you to be mine. Proof that love is blind. In my heart you will never find another that will consume my heart and mind. I need you by my side. My tears could drown me. My fears surround me. No matter what I do, I can't put my past behind me. You've shown me heaven only to take it away without warning. Take this pain away. I never meant to betray, the one thing that you've trusted me with. Your love is a gift. I admit I was too childish to to recognize it when you were mine. A love that can not be defined. It was the sweetest surrender. Our last kiss I remember. Reminise, I can't. The wounds are too fresh. I was blessed. A beautiful mess. Twisted by the hand of time. Just one more time? No one gets it right the first time. The last time, plays over and over like a movie on repeat in my mind. I can't pause and rewind. You can't give a map to a blind man, then condemn him for not getting to your heart on time.

Chris Ayala's P.o.v. On Women And Their Issues Part 3: Body Care And Hygiene
INTRODUCTION:Hello friends, this is the first time i have ever spoken my mind on this site, but have to address an issue that has been annoying me for some time. In various jobs I have had weather corporate, bartending, personal training, or others I have had to hear the mouth of women and their issues. The issues tend to vary based on situations such as weight, appearance, relationships, personal self worth, etc . I am taking this opportunity to express my opinion and feelings about these situations. I am in NO WAY degregating or criticizing ANY WOMAN that this may apply to, so please do not be offended. It is not my intent to insult anyone, but just to give my point of view, and anyone who reads this can respond to it and give me there feedback. I welcome everyone to read and respond to this and give their opinion as well. Once again I am basing this solely on my life experiences, and IS JUST MY POINT OF VIEW. This week I am going to address the issue with women who believe complain

What I Want In A Woman
Love. The only thing in life worth living for i believe. Love of family or friends or that special someone. But as far as that special someone-that is what this blog is about. I would love to find a girl who thinks like this or better yet acts like this. I want a girl who will love me for me and accept me for who i am and not what i provide but at the same time challenges me to be a better man. A girl who has a great sense of humor and loves herself and is confident in who she is and doesnt draw her approval from what others think or even what i think of her but knows deep down who she is. A lover who i can trust completely and never have to question bc she never gives me reason 2. I want a woman who completes me and not one that compete's with me. I dont want a relationship to be a contest of who does what and records of wrongs or rights but of agape love that covers all wrongs and picks you up when you are down. I want a woman who would be with me even if we were bum's and had

Life Lesson's
Do you ever look at your life and wonder how and the heck you got where you are and how life seems to sometimes be in slow motion and other times its like 5 years went by and you didn't even blink. i have to say that although i mite not always make the responible or best decision when it comes to my life i would not change a thing besides my mother dying of course but other than that i have meet so many cool people and experienced so much and really found out just who i am. Life is easy when things are goin smooth and it all just flows but who are you and what do you do when life throws punches at you and in times of trials. Martin Luther King once said "the ultimate measure of a man isnt where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." Sometimes things get out of wack and stuff happens out of your control and you are forced to endure the pain and push on. But i do believe everything happens for a reason and eve

Halftime
Coach is in the front yelling but you cant hear him...You are to busy sittn there with your head between your knees. Thinking of all the mistakes you have made and of all the shots you should have took but didn't, plays you could have made but let pass you by. How you should have listen to your coaches instruction more in practice. Now maybe you have never played any sports or ever experienced a locker room. But im talking about life which is just like a sport in which we have all did things we wish we hadnt , there were shots in life we wanted to take but were to fearful to try. We have played our first half so badly but know we have so much more inside of us.So here we sit at halftime no matter your age young or old. With the chance to go out and play the best 2nd half we ever have.You might think oh but ive made so many mistakes or went down one to many wrong roads i just dont see a way out or a chance for a better life..Well im here to tell ya there is one who can turn it

Be Yourself
Do you sometimes find yourself feeling like you are not being your true self.? Do u lack fulfillment and joy sometimes bc you feel something is missing?...Well there is.... its you! I think we all get so caught up in trying to become something or someone we are not that eventually we lose site of who we really are..Although at first this might seem selfish or uncaring. i believe its the exact opposite and bc we spend so much of our time trying to please all those that are in are lives we end up not making the impact God intended for us to have .For some you feel called to try and fix or help everyone close to you, but last time i checked that isn't your job its God and only God can truly change people and lives. Although it is noble and of good heart i think it throws you out of balance. Its not healthy and instead of becoming the best you "you" can be you try and make someone else the best them you think they should be. You lose focus on what really matters and you become u

Words Are Powerful
You are so stupid!......you are so beautiful!.....just in those two sentences you see the difference words can do and how they can make u feel...Words are containers for power..They can have the power to help an heal or they can hurt an destory people an relationships..Think of any argument or fight you been in words are always used in negative ways to hurt people...Even though they are only words they have the power to scar an change lives..Good or bad! .So are u watching what comes out of your mouth an the impact your words are having on those you come in contact with...This is just a reminder that your words can either be used to build others up or tear them down..Also most successful people from Bill Gates to Donald Trump have talked about the power of positive words an thinking. So are you goin around all the time confessing how much bad luck you have an wonder why? Or do you constantly make fun of others an tear them down just for laughs? But then find you have no real frie

Things That Make Me Wonder
As i sit an think as life an time is passin me bye i think back into my life an find an wonder wat i have been throw my life i have had bad things come to good an good in to bad ......i waz alone walkin down this street i dont hear or see no one i dont know wat happined all i remember waz me closing my eyes for a sec then i start to run hopin some one would come or show themselfs all i know im then im on the floor wonderin wat is goin on as i sit an think i wake up from my dream

Poem: I Stand At The Threshold Of The Devil's Doorway
I stand at the thresholdof the Devil's doorway.The windfrom a pair of tinyflapping wingscould push mein eitherdirection.I stand in aweof God's creation.His light illuminatesa pathHis stars shine downupon usHis wrathis coming.ComingForMe.I am an outcastof loveit has alienated mein all its gloryand good intentions.It has taken advantageof mymindand soul.The Devil is inthe details.Love lingersin the detailsthe forgotten cracksand crevicesthe unexplored regionsof hate.Opposite sides of the sameBlade.Do alleged murdererslocked up in their iron cagesfeel the tugging in theirgutwhen they think aboutthe onewho gotaway?In a world of domeswhere isa cube supposedto find acceptance?follow the tinklingof glass on glassmusic on the heartscreams against metal wallsof whats trappedinside of you.There you findthe only onewho trulyaccepts.For all the acceptancegainedyou must live withall the foul playand all the liesThe crueltythe hatethe love lostand paradisenever found.

[good News! I Found My Belt.]
This is not a mumm... because its a blogbut its getting late, and I really don't know what I want to take care of before the morning rush.I could totally fire off another round of knuckle children too... :/So there's my dillemma- wash off my funk, shave, clip my grody nails, fire a pocket rocket, or save it for the morning- if I really get my ass rolling and hitting the ground early I can take care of it first thingbut knowing me, I won't want to.Now that I cut my hair again (was reaching record lengths) I can take those 3 minute showers where I shave and brush my teeth and piss all at once.Dude, what can I say- I've got mad skillsand don't tell me you don't pee in the showerfuckin liars.It's porcelain with constantly running scalding hot water and soap.Not a logic problem.so here's the plan... wanking would really just be an exercise in stamina and callous buildingso that's 86'dThe more I think about it- the more giddy I am about doing 12 things at once in the showergrab a hunk of bag

What Kind Of Thinker Are You?
Your Thinking is Concrete and Sequential You are precise, orderly, and realistic. You tend to get to the point and get things done. Difficult, detailed work is easy for you. You take things step by step. Time limits aren't a problem for you either. You work well with deadlines. What does drive you crazy is any sort of task that isn't precisely laid out. You don't like anything to be ambiguous. You prefer to deal with the facts at hand. What Kind of Thinker Are You?

What Keyboard Key Are You?
You Are "enter" Some people might try to say you're impulsive and rash. You like to consider yourself decisive and committed instead. You don't have a lot of trouble making very final decisions. You trust your instincts, and you don't waver. You just go for it! What Keyboard Key Are You?

Very Hart Warming
First Place Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News When 2nd Lt. James Cathey's body arrived at the Reno Airport , Marines climbed into the cargo hold of the plane and draped the flag over his casket as passengers watched the family gather on the tarmac. During the arrival of another Marine's casket last year at Denver International Airport , Major Steve Beck described the scene as so powerful: 'See the people in the windows? They sat right there in the plane, watching those Marines. You gotta wonder what's going through their minds, knowing that they're on the plane that brought him home,' he said 'They will remember being on that plane for the rest of their lives. They're going to remember bringing that Marine home. And they should.' 2nd Place Second Place Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News The night before the burial of her husband's body, Katherine Cathey refused to leave the casket, asking to sleep next to his body f

Mother`s Glue
Mother's Glue I wonder how she does it, holding it together the way she does.It seems no matter how life gets out of place she puts it back the way it was.It's always been a mystery, but I guess it must be true.That there is nothing stronger than a mother's love when she uses Mother's Glue.Now Mother's Glue is not a recipe, or that sticky stuff used in art.But it's that special love that mothers use to keep your life from falling apart.It's the way she is always there to listen so you know that everything will be okay.It's that special bonding hug she gives you to help you make it through the day.It's the way she is able to touch your face and hold the tears away.It's the way she stays up all night with you to hold the fears away.It's the way she makes the sacrifice because she'll do anything for you.Because she knows you just wouldn't make it if she didn't use Mother's GlueBut, if you're still not sure then ask her, and I'll bet she'll just smile at you.Because a mother

What Kind Of Communicator Are You?
You Communicate Honestly You don't mince words. You are to the point and all about the facts. However, you are charming enough to tell people the truth yet still not offend them. It's likely that you have a hilarious, no holds barred sense of humor. And you sure tell an entertaining story! You're also quite open. People can ask you anything, and you don't shy away from controversial conversation topics. What Kind of Communicator Are You?

Are You High Maintenance?
You Are Medium Maintenance Like everyone else, you have some things you are particular about. You're not too annoying about it, and you're able to go with the flow most of the time. You've learned to stand your ground on what matters but also make compromises from time to time. You have good taste. Too bad not everyone shares it. Are You High Maintenance?

What Kind Of Kid Were You?
You Were an Achieving Kid When you were a kid, people often remarked on how mature you seemed. You acted quite adult. You excelled at school, and you actually enjoyed it to a large extent. No one had to ask you to do your homework. As a kid, you were probably a bit picky. You liked structure, schedules, and organization. You had trouble being friends with regular kids. You probably were only friends with other serious children. What Kind of Kid Were You?

Im Back...sort Of
ill start checkin in again, might even get active, who knows... i left because i was having a very tough time of things, i had lost someone very dear to me, my health was acting up, and things were in general crappy. things got worse from there, in about 4 months i lost both of my grabd parents on my dads side, and another family member. things are a little better now, my health is better, i got a new ride, and im doing good.

What Kind Of Salad Are You?
You Are Taco Salad You are brutally honest and totally real. You can't be bothered to be fake for a second. You are a total riot. You have a wicked sense of humor, and you crack people up. You often shock people with your antics. You have a very spicy personality. You are energetic and intense. You live every moment to its fullest. What Kind of Salad Are You?

This Speaks To Me Right Now
I didn't write this, it the lyrics to Deacan Blue by Steely Dan. I'm not that creative This is the day Of the expanding man That shape is my shade There where I used to stand It seems like only yesterday I gazed through the glass At ramblers Wild gamblers That's all in the past You call me a fool You say it's a crazy scheme This one's for real I already bought the dream So useless to ask me why Throw a kiss and say goodbye I'll make it this time I'm ready to cross that fine line I'll learn to work the saxophone I'll play just what I feel Drink Scotch whisky all night long And die behind the wheel They got a name for the winners in the world I want a name when I lose They call Alabama the Crimson Tide Call me Deacon Blues (Deacon Blues) My back to the wall A victim of laughing chance This is for me The essence of true romance Sharing the things we know and love With those of my kind Libations Sensations That

What Chakra Are You?
You Are the Navel Chakra You are confident and assertive. You have the self esteem to stand up for yourself and what you believe in. You are persuasive and intuitive. You are good at leading a group, even if its members don't get along. You are inspiring. You understand when people need encouragement or nurturing, and you're able to give it to them. You have a lot of will and are very determined. You are able to see tasks through, and you have the courage to aim high. What Chakra Are You?

Fubling And Gifts
Why in the !@#* I ever listened to the persons who stated I could not buy my own FUBLING I will never know lol must have been something in the water lol. I missed out on a lot of cool bling because I was supposed to wait for someone to buy it for me. In truth since I do not and never will beg, sell or promise some other token such as NSFW the likely hood of bling galore coming my way is near to none, but if others can buy their own "Bombs" and "Auto 11s" I think if I have the funds to do so I can buy myself some bling! It would be just like going to the mall! WOOHOO!.....Plus the reality of this place is that no matter how much you spend no matter how cool the bling bought no matter if you bought the bling first before another did the odds of what you have given being favorited or returned is zero to nil. As always, my "family" is always first when I can give bling, then my "friends"....Oh and one of the reasons I never picked a favorite in those that I have received is that all o

Some World Of Warcraft Users Unable To Log In
For over 24 hours, some World of Warcraft users have been unable to log in.The forums are blowing up with complaints, with hundreds of people reporting that they can’t get past the authentication screen. Some people have puzzle with the World of Warcraft CD Key.Blizzard had an update on their forums saying: “We’re still working on alleviating the Account Management issues, folks. You have my apologies for any delays in getting this issue resolved. But it has no relation with the WoW CD Key ”It would seem the fix is still in progress as some of these affected users are now able to log in, but their characters have disappeared. I’ve actually run into both of these problems and just figured it was my connection. Glad to hear help is on the way.

Is Wow Being Run By Its B-team? Is That Bad?
This post by Eric Heimburg on the excellent MMO design blog Elder Game, alleging that WoW is currently run by Blizzard's B-team, has ignited a fair amount of controversy around the blogosphere. The general argument appears to be that the people previously in charge of WoW, like Jeff Kaplan, have moved on to other projects. As a consequence knee-jerk changes are being pushed through very fast, without being sufficiently tested first. "Back in the day," claims the article, "QA held the game to a higher standard."My reaction to these claims are mixed. Kaplan may not be in charge of WoW anymore, but I don't think that "the steady hand has left the rudder," or if it has, maybe a less straight-ahead course is a good thing. Changes may be getting pushed through very quickly - Ghostcrawler routinely refers to players getting whiplash from the frequency of balance changes - but in many cases, I think this is for the best. As players, they don’t care about the team of the company, their fo

Fun & Games,secret Admirer Indeed...
When you get a secret admirer,you dont get giddy.you cant be giddy. Its allways fear.The only thing good is that sigh of relief when its not a hideous beast... BUT THere will always be that Beast... Staring Staring... STARING!!! Christ it makes me wanna fucking puke out my ass and shit out my mouth...Makes ya wanna Take a 2nd bullet in the head after the first... fuck you god!why do you sicken us like this. This is the shit that makes satan himself cry...

First We Are Terrorists Now We Are A Burden
END OF LIFE CARE" GUIDE IS BOOKLET FOR OUR WOUNDED VETERANS...LIKE SENIORS THEY ARE NO LONGER WANTED NOR NEEDED IN OBAMALANDAugust 23, 2009It just keeps on getting more $hitty under the Obama "leadership" as wounded Veterans are to be included in End Of Life Care options like seniors are.This should really make anyone that feels like they want to fight for this country stop and reconsider.If you come home missing arms or legs or have brain trauma that makes you unable to work and pay taxes to the ingrates in this government then you like the seniors that have reached the point they can no longer work and pay taxes are a burden that needs to decide if your life is worth living any longer and if you would be better off dead.Tammy Duckworth who is an assistant secretary to Veterans Affairs says"This booklet or guide is simply a tool and that its ultimately about healthcare for veterans." Every veteran thats came back from useless wars like20Iraq and Afghanistan or any other of the politic

My Space Is The Place
hi all my space.com is the place and facebook.com is the place to met good friends i have yahoo acunt any one whants to chat with me its fmingora@yahoo.com and frkm51@aol.com any one has fancey for me i like new friends am in facebook and myspace frank of pa bethlehem

Interlocutor
interlocutor\in-ter-LOK-yuh-ter\ , noun:1.Someone who takes part in a conversation, often formally or officially.2.The performer in a minstrel show who is placed midway between the end men and engages in banter with them.

Comments
*&#@! Have you ever noticed that those who leave comments on everyone else's profiles and photos who never even once have left a profile comment or photo comment on your photos or profile are the first to throw a fit the one time you don't leave them one? .....Geeez! PICTURE COMMENTS: I am more likely to leave a photo comment then a profile comment these days. Since I hate to be generic in the comments I leave, photo comments allow me to expand the mind a little and be more intimate so to speak. So needless to say should I leave a photo comment it will have a little more to it then, "your so hot", or "nice boob job". PROFILE COMMENTS: I don't do these as much anymore if at all. Since I hate to be generic in the comments, and I don't like to duplicate them, I like to search out a comment that "fits" to that individual. Even with just trying to do my "Family" often times I could not make it through them as the search was intense and I tend to be very picky. .....As always "Fami

To Throw Away Or Not
Imma sitting here going through stuff to either sell on Ebay/Craigs List, give away, or trash.... & Imma having a hard time letting go of stuff.... Since imma alittle buzzed.. it's all going in to the keep pile! What is one item you own that you really should throw away.... but probably never will!?!?!?!?! hope ya'll had a good weekend and peace baby

The Spoon
Last week, we took some friends to a new restaurant, 'Steve's Place,' and noticed that the waiter who took our order carried a spoon in his shirt pocket.. It seemed a little strange. When the busboy brought our water and utensils, I observed that he also had a spoon in his shirt pocket. Then I looked around and saw that all the staff had spoons in their pockets. When the waiter came back to serve our soup I inquired, 'Why the spoon?' 'Well, 'he explained, 'the restaurant's owner hired Andersen Consulting to revamp all of our processes. After several months of analysis, they concluded that the spoon was the most frequently dropped utensil. It represents a drop frequency

Divorce......look A The Numbers
I recently attended a High School reunion here in Texas. While I overjoyed to rekindle friendships from my past.....I, after talking to a great many of the alumni realized a startling fact. The vast majority of the people attending that function were, are now or have been divorced. Several more than once. Out of 100 or so couples........not but only 5 had been married for any real time at all. What does this say about the state of marriage in this country? I myself are recently divorced after 24 years of marriage. Statistics be damned.......there is a real problem in this country. Marriage just is not what it used to be......not at all! A frightening thought when looking over our history and society in general. It only proves what many have said.......the decay of society is even more profound that I had ever imagined. I guess I long for the good old days.........there is no longer any room for an old-fashioned man in todays society and that is a crying shame!

The Life You Wish You Had...
For starters... Mine. Im better than you at everything, I have everything you wish you had and to boot. I dont even care for the shit.All to often have people approached me with enticemnet... Only for me to shoot them down. Why? because there is nothing more fake then you. If you have a problem with me. Tell me. Not someone else. Cause that other person who you think is your friend, is gunna stab you in the back just as you have me. If after the fact you greet me with hearty hello, then you can die in a fire. theres a fine line between the real world and your world. That line is me. Because as I stated previously, Im better than you at everything. Oh and I look better then anyone reading this as well. You know what I hate more then you? the false identities I sourand myself with. be your fucking self people. If you're gunna portrait something you're not, the last place to do it is the fucking internet. All those chicks you think want you dont dude.... So get a life. They know who you

Hurricane Names
A black congresswoman (this would be Sheila Jackson Lee, of Houston), reportedly complained that the names of hurricanes are all Caucasian sounding names.She would prefer some names that reflect African-American culture such as Chamiqua, Tanisha, Woeisha, Shaqueal, and Jamal. I am NOT making this up!She would also like the weather reports to be broadcast in 'language' that street people can understand because one of the problems that happened in New Orleans was, that black people couldn't understand the seriousness of the situation, due to the racially biased language of the weather report.

Eve....
I have had this recurring dream...for the past three nights.... This girl walks up to me...kisses me, and says that everything is going to be ok. She has long black hair, and white skin. I look at her, in my dream, and feel completely at rest..... I kiss her back and ask her name.... She says....Eve....... *good night*... And she's gone..... /Strummer is a dork... //I'm not lying....for reals.....

I Am Getting A New Kitty
Yes beings I have lost one of my cats to feline Lukemia"spell check"I went online and got another one coming today. I am thrilled, I know he cannot take the place of the one I lost but he can help ease the hurt and heartache, I have got a heart that is soft when it comes to caring for misplaced animals. I love them all big and small. I was so happy I had to blog about it. Keep your fingers crossed for me that he will get here safe and sound, His name is Hamilton

Eradication
I'm lovin this delete button!.....I think I need to click on it a few more times! If only real life could be as easy!....Just click on the shit that you want to go away and "POOF", gone, eradicated, erased, like a chapter ripped out of a book....to disappear as though it never fuckin existed....what a concept! If you've been deleted, don't take it personally. You think WAY too highly of yourself anyway....If you have NOT been deleted, don't take that personally either. It's just because I'm not done with you yet, or you just got lucky...or maybe it's just because I haven't ripped all of your tracks yet. Whatever the case may be, just don't fuckin take it personally. We're all here to have a good time, just relax and go with it. I've tried being nice, I've tried being normal, and it was the worst 5 minutes of my life, so I'm back to being ME.....Like it or leave it. C ya.

A Soliders Christmas
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,Transforming the yard to a winter delight.The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,And I crept to the door just to see who was near.Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old,Perhaps a Marine, huddled here in the cold.Alone in the

My Heart!
Sometime I sit and wonder whyWhy it is I sit and cryI wonder why I am so sadWhen I think of what we could have hadWhen I think of things the way I dreamedI guess some things arent as they seemedWhat can I do to make you seeAll I want is you with meSometimes I wish I had just one more nightJust one time to hold you tightI fear that day will never comeBut always know you have my love

Once Upon A Broken Heart
Life is so unfair. Your heart goes here and your mind goes there.Why can't things just go right?Instead we always just fuss and fight.How can you just turn your feelings off and onWhile I sit here crying because your gone?My chest is aching, you broke my heart.You ripped it out and tore it apart.I so wanted to believe you had changed.So my life I rearanged.Now I'm not sure what to believe.If you ment what you saidthen why did you leave?So here we go again.I sit here wonderingwhat might have been.Would the two of ushave been happy together?Would we have made it to forever?I guess now we will never know.Just how far ourlove would go.

Letter From Marine
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom.It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops.THE MARINEWe all came together,Both young and oldTo fight for our freedom,To stand and be bold.In the midst of all evil,We stand our ground,And we protect our countryFrom all terror around.Peace and not war,Is what some people say.But I'll give my life,So you can live the American way.I give you the rightTo talk of your peace.To stand in your groups,and protest in our streets.But still I fight on,I don'tgripe, I don't whine.I'm just one of the peopleWho is doing your time.I'm harder than nails,Stronger than any machine.I'm the immortal soldier,I'm a U.S. MARINE!< /FONT& gt;So stand in my shoes,And leave from your home.Fight for the people who hate you,With the protests they've shown.Fight for the stranger,Fight for the young.So they all may have,The greatest freedom y

My Wild Rose
My Wild Rose You 're the full moon of my nights And the sunshine of my day. Like a queen upon her throne, You rule what I do and say.It's God who makes us beautiful And the Devil who makes us mean. It all depends on whom we follow Which way our lives shall lean.With one foot in the future And one foot in the past, Let us try to live our daysAs though each was our last.You're the wild rose of my life, My flower of desire.Made by God for me alone Out of earth, stars and fire.

Whatever....
she lays on the wet grass...she lays there as the steady rain falls all around her...she's waiting for that moment to breath. that moment to move and to be seen. she laid there in her restless sleep...the rain is steady and soft. the rain was warm and comforting...the rain to her was a comfort in her lonely days, it rained when she needed it the most...it rained when she needed to cry...it was like the rain was crying for her...so there she lays in the grass...in the rain...she waits...waits for the moment to breath...to move and to be seen... the rain is soft and warm as it hits her skin...its a comfort as it sets around her. the rain is steady...the rain is soft...as she lays there in the grass.

My Love And Life
MY LOVE AND LIFE My life my love, Ill treasure you for everOur heart and souls, will keep us togetherYour glowing eyes, those luscious lipsThe heaven I'm in, when I feel your finger tipsA shiver gradually runs down my spineI new from the beginning you would be mineIntimacy is what keeps us strongThis is Real love, you cant go wrongA gentle breeze running through my heartNothing will ever tear us apartPassion and desire we both beholdForever and always our love will stay bold.

My Heart, Love And Soul
MY HEART, LOVE AND SOUL Sitting here with thoughts of yourunning through my mind.Never in my deepest thoughts thata love so strong I'd find.Each new day brings something newand makes my love expand.Now I'm always on cloud nineand living in a dreamland.I didn't think that in one monthmy feelings would be so strong.But, to be completely honestI'm so glad that I was wrong.I give to you the three thingsthat make me complete and whole,I give to you a faithful heart,an honest love and then my soul.Please hold my heart as if your own,and cherish that love it has for you.And know that nowhere on this earth willyou ever find a love so true

Mirror Of Love
MIRROR OF LOVE His eyes beheld my ownthat night in JuneWhile ambling 'neath astarry midnight skyAnd, there below an oval,platinum moonWe viewed a crimson cometpassing byThe warm night airbore clothing for our skinYet, in our nakednesswe failed to seeHow some could view such art form as a sinThe finely sculpted linesof ecstasyAnd though some speak of art,I fear them blindWhen they choose not to seeand thus, denyWhile gazing on us unclothedthey may findNo beauty more toe'er enchant the eyeThan you, my love, thy heartas pure as goldAnd me, whose love ismirrored in your soul.

Love's Old Sweet Song
Love's Old Sweet Song Come sit with me, alter my mood,take away gloom and despair.I need a welcoming interlude,a rest from all worry and care.Come to me, make me feel 'good'with your humour beyond all compare.Gaze at me ~ laugh with me,yes! Even cry with me..."Love's old sweet song" is for two to share.

Sand And Stone
Sand and Stone TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKINGTHROUGH THE DESERT.DURING SOME POINT OF THEJOURNEY, THEY HAD ANARGUMENT; A ND ONE FRIENDSLAPPED THE OTHER ONEIN THE FACE.THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPEDWAS HURT, BUT WITHOUTSAYING ANYTHING,WROTE IN THE SAND:TODAY MY BEST FRIENDSLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.THEY KEPT ON WALKING,UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS,WHERE THEY DECIDEDTO TAKE A BATHTHE ONE WHO HAD BEENSLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THEMIRE ! AND STARTED DROWNING,BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.AFTER HE RECOVERED FROMTHE NEAR DROWNING,HE WROTE ON A STONE:'TODAY MY BEST FRIENDSAVED MY LIFE '.THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPEDAND SAVED HIS BEST FRIENDASKED HIM, 'AFTER I HURT YOU,YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?'THE FRIEND REPLIED'WHEN SOMEONE HURTS USWE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWNIN SAND, WHERE WINDS OFFORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY.BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOESSOMETHING GOOD FOR US,WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONEWHERE NO WINDCAN EVER ERASE IT.'LEARN TO WRITEYOUR HURTS INT HE SAND AND TOCA RVE YOURBENEFITS IN STONE.THEY SAY IT T

Loving You Is Easy
LOVING YOU IS EASY There is so much I want to share with you,But my words are lost within meI have so many emotionsHow do I make you seeLife is not that simpleHear this from my heartOur love will concur allAs we stand here at the start.Not speaking to you is killing meYou there and me hereBut one day soon that will changeAnd I will finally have you near.The Angels they did send youThe day that we metOur love will last foreverAs in concrete it is setCome fly, fly with me babyOh come fly with meWe can explore our love togetherAnd set our emotions freeFor the skies are without limitsAnd the tree tops we sour tooPerched upon a branchOur love is forever trueI never meant for this to happenBut I am sure glad it didHearing your love and laughterMakes me feel like a kidPlease never doubt my loveWhat is shared between you and meCause I am here to hold youYou just wait and seeBut for now, I have to be patientAnd except our destinyBut I promise you this my darlingYou are forever within me.

Love's Heavenly Bliss.
LOVE'S HEAVENLY BLISS I want to remember when our soulswere entwined into one spirit.I remember the soft touch of your breastand the heavenly bliss into which I soared.I think of you as we explore passions of loveso hot that fires rage within our souls.I remember as we touched each otherin ways that only lovers can.The passions that lift our souls into the heavenswill live forever in our hearts.Our hearts will soar higherthan the highest mountain,yes and even higher than the eagle.Our quest for love has given peacewithin our hearts and tranquility never dreamed.Our love will satisfy our deepest desiresand our hearts will melt into one.Let us remember the lust of our fleshis the lust of our heart and soul,for when we are as onethen our spirits shall soar withinthe heavens and only peace can dwell within our souls.

Song
There is music to this and for those who don't know it...well, let just say it doesn't really seem to flow all that well ;) My band wanted me to take some of my old poems and make a song and I did. This is a song based on the guys i've had in my life over the years and it is bitter, but I don't really care. Lol! It's short for now, but we're working on gaving it more body. This is just the skeleton of the song.V.II loved you open heartedlyLet'n you see my deepest secrecy But your just a boycan't deal emotionally your no good for me(no good for me)I should have told you long agoI wanted to leave, but I let it goPush away all my fear 'n doubtBut I'm gonna scream it outPre C.I thought I lost myself Never realizing What I feltNow I'm numb to you(numb to you)Don't care what you doF!#@ any girl that you choose(yeah)I'm numb to youC.II'm forgetting you forgetting meI'm done missing you not missing menothing is gonna keep my memoriesYou nothing to menothing to meV.III walked with you so blindl

Poem
I try to picture a world without madnessimages of lives live on passed thisI'm caught in a lie filled of colorstrapped an' buried lost an' savageyou don't know what it like to lose it allyou don't see pass your eye, can't see the liesyou don't wanna know what i see when I dreamyou don't even know meyou don't knowthe coldness is rising, the fear is eat away at the skinthe pain is unbarewhat the point of livingif all we do is diemy heart is scream for some peace mindleave it to me to find a wayi'll give my all and you live another dayyou'll never have to know what it likejust go to sleep and close eye...you don't know what it like to lose it allyou don't see pass your eye, can't see the liesyou don't wanna know what i see when I dreamyou don't even know meyou don't know....

"soaring Free"-john Mcintosh
I have releasedthe Dragon of discontent,coiled for eonsin its fiery prison.Soaring free,in sacred marriageit melted into the sleeping Angel of my nature.Love now guidesmy Heart,unfettered by dreamsof limitation.John McIntoshhttp://om-iam.com

My First Mistake
My First Mistake I thought I would never be like most dirty men, but I am. This is my story. I came home, it was bad dealing with issues at work and my ex-wife calling me crying and worrying about our daughter, she had just turn eighteen and once again having issue at school, so I was going to go get her and bring her home with me, so she could at least finish high school, at this moment I no longer give a hoot if she went to college. It was no big deal to me any more, I just wanted peace with my ex-wife. So I came home to shower and change clothing to go fetch my step-daughter, who didn’t know I wasn’t her biological father. I could never bring into my reality or her the hidden lies about her mother that destroyed our marriage. I hated the fact, I had to drive six hours to my ex-wife house, but I was going to do what was best for my Ami. She was everything to me that her mother wasn’t. I have loved her like she was my own child, so I g

Poems
This first poem was just an an attempt to mix some imagry from watching a fall night sky (I do a lot of), and the feelings of breaking up. I've always wanted to expand on this one but haven't yet. Everyone askes if this second one is from personal experience. No its not. I wrote this one after watching one of those commercials about reporting any abuse you might know of. Was thinking how it must have felt for the child. And this poem came to mind.PO'd at the publisher though. I explicitly told them that all the lines of the poem should be centered, it was an attempt to shape the poem not just write the imagry. But they still messed it up. I'll have to post up a corrected version sometime.

Join The Futrain! {update #6}
"People All Over the 'fu'World...Join Hands...Start A Love Train..."fuTrainThis one is just for fun! Please, keep this nice and clean, drama free for everyone!Here are the rules...Add, Rate, Fan and Comment everyone on the train. If you're already friends and fans, then please leave them a fuFriendly comment...Joining the fuTrainKnow someone that might be interested? Then Rate them, comment or send them a PM...Join me on the fuTrain Just keep it simple and keep it going...Comment my blog if you agree to the terms or if you want to ride along the fuWorld. Meet some new friends, or say hello to some old ones! And Please repost the latest bulletin if and when you can!You'll also get a train tag, which can be picked up in this folder. Please rate the pic before you save or rip it! Thanks!!!!The Hostess... 1. JadedBeauty

Emotions
Too many times in my life, I have reacted from my emotions rather than wisdom. I don't think it's a mistake that silence is listed before speaking. Usually if I wait, I'm more likely to handle myself and my words with greater dignity.

Special Messangers
May 19, 2009Special MessengersReconnecting with Friends Every person that passes through our lives makes a contribution to our life stories. There are those who play large roles and make deep impressions, but sometimes a brief special appearance before life takes them in another direction creates a meaningful connection. It is a rare gift when they suddenly reappear in our lives after a long absence. Though the world may seem full of more people than we could ever know, we are often drawn to people with similar energy, which brings us together time and time again. On first meeting, the characters in our life stories may seem familiar. We may know each other from past lives or perhaps we merely recognize the energy of a kindred spirit. But when fate brings old friends back into our lives, there is always a reason. They may act as messengers, reminding us of a part of ourselves we have forgotten to nurture. They might appear to give us a chance to react in a new way to an old situation.

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My friend and I were having a conversation about the current state of the economy and finances in general. It struck me that money is an alien concept probably planted in the brains of early humans by UFO people to wreak havoc or laugh at us. So consider this... Primitive Man: " I just slew this Wooly Mammouth, fought off a sabre tooth tiger while i was gutting it with a sharp rock, i've deboned the meat, remaoved it's tusks, and now I will carry it back home to my wife and viilage." Carries Mammouth home. Primitive man: "Wife! I have brought home enough meat to feed the village for a week. I am a hero and i brought you this Mammouth hide so that you may make yourself a new winter coat. Now I get sex!" Wife: "Make a coat?!? I don't want to make a coat! Mammouth hide is so last millenia! I want to go to Macys and buy a coat!" Primitive Man: "Buy? What's buy?" Wife: "Purchase with money. You know good old greenbacks you big oaf. Paper Money." Primitive Man: "Paper Money?