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A Lovers Dance!
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles them in a lover's knot that every answer reveals. Sated, they l

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Thought I'd Share This With All Of You.
HOW TO KNOW IF YOU HAVE A FRIENEMY.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ #1 They are jealousy of you. #2 They weren't there for you during an important event. #3 They are draining you emotionally. #4 They are nice to you, but mean to others. #5 They burden you with their secrets. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I know a few people here who have been struggling with this issue and i thought it might be usefull to them. You know me, I always try to find words of wisdom to get me through things. To know me is to know that I'm always trying to be there for my friends!!! I hope that it helps you find your way my friend. ;) ~Much love, respect & peace~ ~Loves~

The Top Ten Reasons Men Prefer Guns Over Women
#10. You can trade an old 44 for a new 22.#9. You can keep one gun at home and have another for when you're on the road.#8. If you admire a friend's gun and tell him so, he will probably let you try it out a few times. #7. Your primary gun doesn't mind if you keep another gun for a backup.#6. Your gun will stay with you even if you run out of ammo.#5. A gun doesn't take up a lot of closet space. #4. Guns function normally every day of the month. #3. A gun doesn't ask , "Do these new grips make me look fat?"#2. A gun doesn't mind if you go to sleep after you use it.And the number one reason a gun is favored over a woman....#1. YOU CAN BUY A SILENCER FOR A GUN

Help The Cause!!!!
Those who care about others enough to step outside their comfortable lives to help those that don't have comfort or protection or love or safety. Those who notice that there is a huge problem in our society and a flaw in the system that is supposed to help children. It's time for change...it's time for a better trained group of child protectors that can actually protect the children that are abused. It's time to hold accountable those protectors that do not do their job and cover up their wrong doings or refusal to do their job. When will the children stop dying at the hands of those that are called on by God to love and protect them...When will this issue be a more important one to our country. It's time to get this situation the attention it deserves, it's time to call on our law makers to do something! Well Thanks you for stopping by and taking the time to read this. See now ya know me a little more. BLESS YA (HUGES). There's no reason or excuse why someone should or has abused or

The Weave Of My Heart
can i trust the things you say the weave you spin looming beneath my skin leaves me in utter dismay I want to question to quiz to inquire all that you conspire and have irrefutable proof your intentions are true I haven't the clue or the missing pieces your words seem facetious flighty and phony only at moments they break and then own me My mind starts to whirl to wind and to twirl to ponder perpetual petals of peril i yearn to push and to peak and to lurk in the shadows to spy and to seek the calm for my worry to answer and see with my own eyes no fury to regain and replenish the trust I once knew and believe in my heart in all that is you I want to be fierce, unforgiving and cold but that's no way to nurture the love that I hold could it be better to play blind to the folly fleeting and floating on all melancholy drifting and dragging the rivers of our hearts placing together all the hope with a knot it's not as simple as it may seem to mend the thread broken inside of this weave I

- A Dance In The Rain -
- A Dance in the Rain - A light gray day Soft green grass The sky lightly opens And I watch her dance Soft droplets upon her cascade As she twirls and writhers The smile in my heart no mere façade As I watch the soft droplets play Upon Her naked flesh Outstretched arms...Upturned face She writhers and twirls A sensual vision of, stark naked, grace As my heart a’lights to the sight Of her eyes beaconing a come hither Request.

Daily Blessings
DAILY BLESSINGS Memories are heartbeats Sounding through the years Echoes never fading Of our smiles and our tears. Moments that are captured Sometimes unaware Pictured in an album Or a lock of hair. Images that linger Deep within the mind Bit of verse we cherished Once upon a time Through the musty hallways Of the days we knew Ever comes the vision Beautiful and true. Memories are the roses Blooming evermore Full of fragrant sweetness Never known before. Life must have a meaning Goals for which to strive Memories are lights that burn To keep the heart alive As I travel on life's pathway Know not what the years may hold As I ponder, hope grows fonder Precious memories flood my soul. Precious memories, how they linger How they ever flood my soul In the stillness of the midnight Precious, sacred scenes unfold.

Not On Here Much
Sorry I am not on FUBAR much. I have been very busy trying to get a new job. Also my netbook connects me to the internet via a wireless connection. It is not very reliable. I hope to get Cricket unlimited wireless as soon as I can afford the $40/month plan. I will try to check in more often.

Concerts World Wide
11 CONCERT MATCHES IN North Carolina, USA Sep 23 in Chapel Hill Asobi Seksu Sep 29 in Chapel Hill The Pains of Being Pure at H… Sep 30 in Carrboro Princeton Sep 30 in Carrboro Ra Ra Riot Oct 1 in Chapel Hill The Twilight Sad Oct 3 in Charlotte Happy Mondays Oct 4 in Asheville The Charlatans Oct 10 in Durham Princeton Oct 15 in Raleigh Monotonix Oct 22 in Chapel Hill Jer Coons Oct 24 in Charlotte Birds of Avalon WORLDWIDE Sep 21 in Lawrence, US Ra Ra Riot Sep 22 in Las Vegas, US Happy Mondays Sep 23 in Chicago, US Phoenix

Life Explained
On the first day, God created the dog and said:'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.'The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?'So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said:'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.'The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?'And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said:'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.'The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years.. How about twenty and I'll give back the oth

Cleaning Poem
Cleaning Poem I asked the Lord to tell meWhy my house is such a messHe asked if I'd been 'computering',And I had to answer 'yes.' He told me to get off my butt,And tidy up the house.And so I started cleaning up...The smudges off my mouse. I wiped and shined the topside.That really did the trick...I was just admiring my good work. I didn't mean to 'click.' But click, I did, and oops - I foundA real absorbing siteThat I got SO way into it - I was into it all night.So nothing's changed except my mouse.It's as shiny as the sun.I guess my house will stay a mess.....While I sit here on my bum.

How To Know If You Have A 'frienemy'....
How to know if you have a frienemy.....> > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~> > #1 They are jealousy of you.*> > > > #2 They weren't there for you during an important event.*> > > > #3 They are draining you emotionally.*> > > > #4 They are nice to you, but mean to others.*> > > > #5 They burden you with their secrets.> > > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~> > Peace.......

Lessons
A small story my boss told me....... During a very cold winter day, a bird was flying across the sky. As it got colder and colder, the bird froze and fell to the ground. A cow walked up to it and crapped on it. The heat thawed the bird out and it began singing. The noise attracted a fox which then ate the bird. Moral of the story-not everyone who shits on you means you harm and when you are in deep shit, you should keep quiet.

Walk Around In Circles
*That* is where corn chips come from. Hmm... Maybe ol' Professor Hardwood is onto something. He probably really loves corn. And all corn-related products. I mean, isn't that what you're supposed to put in a frame? Things you love? I'm gonna do that. When I'm get home, I'm gonna frame a bunch of stuff I love. Like lasagna. I *love* lasagna. It's SO good. And cheesy. You know who else loves lasagna? Garfield. Man, that cat really loves lasagna. Maybe I should put a picture of Garfield in a frame. You know, as a kind of shorthand way of saying 'I love lasagna.' That would be so f*cking inside. Or how 'bout a photo of *President* Garfield? Oh shit, that would be totally meta! People would be all like: Jane, why do you have a photo of President Garfield on your mantle? And I'd be like: Because I like lasagna, of course.

Turn Off My Brain Please.
I seriously wish there was an off switch for the portion of my brain controlling my thoughts today. I am going to sit here and drive myself crazy because of all the thoughts just rushing into my head. It's been going on like this for two weeks and I don't know if I can take much more. Work isn't even providing me with an adequate distraction today. Maybe things will get better after lunch.

Thank You, Im Here All Week...
Yesterday I went to the doctors. And I tell him "Doc, I think something is wrong with me" he asks whats going on, and I tell him "All weekend long Ive been singing "Whats new pussycat?" he nods his head and asks if that was all. I say "No, Ive also been singing "She's a lady, and Ill never fall in love again" Ive been singing them ALL weekend long, its driving me nuts. The doc looks at me and says "It sounds like you have a slight case of TJS. And of course I dont know medical talk, so I asked what that was, he says its "Tom Jones Syndrome" I asked if it was common. The doc said "Its not unusual"

Rip? Apparently Not.
CHICAGO - Civil cases involving a historic black cemetery where former employees are accused of digging up graves to resell plots are due back in court. A judge had been expected to rule Tuesday on whether to give a court-appointed receiver the money he said was needed to reopen the shuttered cemetery. But a bankruptcy filing last week by the graveyard's owner has complicated matters. The filing means that the receiver no longer runs Burr Oak, and operations have reverted back to the owner, Perpetua Burr-Oak Holdings of Illinois LLC. That move has angered many who have relatives buried there. Illinois Attorney General Lisa Madigan has asked a bankruptcy judge to appoint a trustee to oversee the cemetery. Burr Oak has been closed since July.

Bs Update Of Burr Oak
Yeah, they wanna get the cemetery back so they don't find out what else was going on there! They're back? Sneed hears the company that owns Burr Oak cemetery is poised to take back control of the beleaguered graveyard today because of bankruptcy rules. That means Roman Szabelski, the Catholic Cemeteries executive director put in charge of Burr Oak by a judge in the wake of the body-dumping and grave-selling scandal, will have to turn over the keys. And he'll have to hand them to the cemetery's original owners -- Perpetua. "It's disappointing, but I'm not totally shocked," said Szabelski's attorney, James Geoly. That's because after Perpetua filed for bankruptcy protection on Monday, it was allowed to resume control, under bankruptcy law. There could be a reprieve for Szabelski, though. The same Cook County officials who pushed for someone other than Perpetua to clean up the Burr Oak mess could ask a judge to keep him aboard. Stay tuned. The bottom line: It's a sa

Burr Oak Update #2
A governor's task force is blaming, in part, a "hodgepodge" of regulations and a lack of enforcement of existing state laws for the body-moving scandal at Burr Oak Cemetery in Alsip, according to a report released Monday. "Part of the reason the Burr Oak situation occurred is that there was nobody watching," said Chicago lawyer Patricia Holmes as she and fellow task force members presented their final report to Gov. Quinn on Monday in the Thompson Center. The nine-member task force, which Quinn named in mid-July, recommends shifting cemetery regulation from state Comptroller Dan Hynes' office to the state Department of Financial and Professional Regulation, which already oversees funeral directors and embalmers. Oversight of the "death care industry" is currently divided between the two state offices. Quinn referred to current cemetery oversight as a "haphazard crazy-quilt system of regulations that doesn't get the job done." "That failure to have that regulatory authority

Burr Oak Update
A gaggle of attorneys filed into U.S. Bankruptcy Court here Thursday to battle over whether the company that owns Burr Oak Cemetery should get control back. Nothing was resolved after U.S. Judge Pamela Hollis granted attorneys from the company, Perpetua Holdings of Illinois, and the Illinois attorney general's office an hour to try to reach agreement on future management of the graveyard. The case was continued to Tuesday. "Burr Oak families have suffered enough. We're here today to protect their interest and their rights," said Paul Gaynor, chief of the attorney general's Public Interest Division. "We're in active discussions with the owner entities and will not compromise until we reach that goal." The attorney general's office -- supported by attorneys representing Cook County Sheriff Tom Dart, Burr Oak's temporary receiver Roman Szabelski, and thousands of plaintiffs in resulting lawsuits -- had filed a motion Wednesday seeking to have a trustee appointed. The move came after

Remembering Whitney Jo
Some of you knew her as Kept In Corsets, Shini, Whinnie... She was my Italia and my Weewa.... my Whitney Jo. Tomorrow is September 23rd 2009, marking the one year that our dear friend left us behind and joined the angels. Do not mourn, she would not want that. Celebrate her memories, the good times, the positives. True, she was taken much too young but as they say - the good die young, and she was truly the epitome of good...no... great. She was a WONDERFUL mother to her son and a FANTASTIC friend to all she met. So tomorrow, say a prayer. She'll be closer than you could ever think. My heart aches because I cannot believe I have survived one year without my best friend, the one who knew all my secrets, the one who loved me no matter how much I completely fucked up, the one who trusted in me to take care of her son and love him as her own. To my sister, best friend, lover, confidant, and angel, I miss you each and everyday. But you know that. Please lettin

Good Intentions......
Well over the years, Ive learned I have this knack for always wanting to help people. I befriend quickly because when you have to move around, you want to gain friendship fast to comfort those pieces lost. Skip to last nite, A lady on here was leaving some depressing statuses. If you are on my friends lists and I see depressing things, I tend to try to encourage to be happy, to fight thru it. Welp, upon further review and advice from another friend I shouldve just deleted her. Because thats what she did to me. Delete me for saying you can do it. That its not always bad that you should look to brighter days. Then I wake up, get online and well we'll just save that for another day. Im still lost on that one. But I dont ever get online with the intention to fight or be a jerk. I truly do like meeting new people, learning new life stories and hopefully becoming good friends with someone. But not ever plot is perfect and the road to Hell is paved with Good Intentions. So I guess Im making m

Add More Speed To Fire Fox
Here is a step by step guide on adding more speed to your firefox web browser In your location bar, type about:config Once it Opens You should see similar to the following screen Tip1 In the filter bar type network.http.pipelining You should see the following screen Normally it says ” false ” under value field , Double click it so it becomes ” true “. Once you finished this you should see the following screen. Tip2 In the filter bar again and type network.http.pipelining.maxrequests Once it Opens You should see the following scr

It's Not You...it's Me
So you ever have someone tell you this? Of course you have! Don't lie, it happens to everyone. Can you imagine a world where you are meant for everyone you come into contact with? Yea it wouldn't be so much fun to juggle them all ;) I don't mind hearing that someone isn't interested in me. It definitely isn't the end of the world. I do however dislike the pussy ass way some people have gone about saying it without saying it. And yes, I myself have done just this. I am just as much an asshole as the next person. It's also true that I am very nice and that I can be extremely forgiving. But not in every instance. Sometimes I am blunt and rude, maybe even harsh. Overall however I don't sugar coat much. I have made a new rule for myself. I am the worst at following rules, but this one is a good one. I won't be polite if someone offends me. I will say it like it is. I will not mince words and make it easier for someone just because I am nice. I will say what I am thinking and if it's not

Firefox Must Have Add Ons
Here is a list i compiled of the must have and most popular add ons for firefox Fire.FM Download Here: Fire.fm gives you access to the extensive music library on Last.fm. Last.fm gives free radio to the US, UK, and Germany, plus subscriber-based service to the rest of the world. Listen to your favorite music and discover new artists in the process. FoxyProxy Download Here: FoxyProxy is an advanced proxy management tool that completely replaces Firefox's limited proxying capabilities. It offers more features than SwitchProxy, ProxyButton, QuickProxy, xyzproxy, ProxyTex, TorButton, etc. FoxTab Download Here: 3D in your browser! FoxTab brings innovative 3D functionality to your Firefox. WOT Download Here: WOT, Web of Trust, warns you about risky websites that try to scam visitors, deliver malware or send spam. Protect your computer against online threats by using WOT as your front-line layer of protection when browsing or searching in unfamiliar territory. WOT's color-co

:(
damn boy!!!! can't behave himself in class...so, he can't go on the field trip. THIS SUCKS! I took the day off so I could go with them, I havn't EVER been able to do that..and he pulls this shit? I'm crushed, not even mad..just...really really sad. *sulks back to the school to go on fieldtrip w/o her son*

Wedding Table Centerpiece
With the economy suffering brides are looking more and more to cheaper wedding table centerpiece alternatives. However, even cutting cost, couples still want centerpieces that will get the attention and talk of all their guest. Well, when you start deciding on your centerpiece remember this, at the end of the night you get to take home 15+ centerpieces from your wedding that you won't have any use for, except the good memories. But at the end of night you will often find many guests wanting and asking if they could take them home, so why not create centerpieces that your guest can take home. If you do this then you can choose or make centerpieces with pieces and then offer them as your favors at the end of the night. Can we say "killing two birds with one stone," or at least two large expenses of your wedding.If this sounds like something you will want to do to cut cost on your wedding table centerpiece and favors, then lets go over some options that you have for these centerpiece

Once Upon A Time Chapter 9
WHAT IT'S LIKE WITH OUT HIM What it's like without him Like having legs and she can't walk What it's like without him Like having a mouth yet she can't talk What it's like without him Like having arms yet she has no one to hold What it's like without him Like having skin but she can't feel heat or cold What it's like without him Like having lungs and she can't breathe What it's like without him Like having eyes and she can't see Day and day again This is what it's like without him

Firefox Plugins A Must Have
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Eid Mubarak
Well, Eid (Muslim xmas as Ali explained to his stupid American boss) is over. Interesting experience. Nothing like somone unloadng a mag from an AK-47 into the air to kick off a holiday. That was a block away, and apparently tame compared to the surrounding neighborhoods. Much like xmas, they give gifts to children. These gifts seemed to mostly consist of plastic AK-47s. Nothing like starting them off early! Actually, I can't say anything. I once got a plastic Rambo M-16 for xmas. And look how I ended up, still carrying a gun for a living. Anyway, at least the month of fasting and bitching is over. On a lighter note, she got me to smile :)

Blarrrrr
I'm a basket case today. I'm sniping at people that don't deserve it (ok, maybe they do somewhat) and on the verge of tears... I guess I'm more nervous about surgery than I thought. So.... please don't take anything I say today seriously. *tries to crawl under a rock and not alienate anyone else*

Modern Massacre
I stand up, wondering what has happened, wondering what I have done, looking down on the bodies below.Staring into the eyes of a body, staring deeper, into those empty eyes.Slain by my own sword, wielded by my two hands. Unable to take the accusing stare... I grab once again the sword, raising it high, stabbing down into the skull of the man, a loud crack is heard.Each body, rising in my mind, accusing me, my delerium grows stronger, as I swing wildly about me, hitting nothing but air. Thinking in my madness that the guilt must come from the bodies,I slash down wildly, in a frenzy, slashing until my arms cannot handle the weight of the sword. Bodyparts lying everywhere in sight. The spirits are still accusing me, I had forgotten about them in the frenzy of mine, the madness of mine... Believing them gone.I raise my sword, focusing on one of them, slashing with all my might. Into a street lamp, Almost cutting through... Almost. As electricity flows into my body, shocking me. Making me f

Life With Civilians In The Army
This morning I was cursed out by a civilian who works for the Army. Apparently, I didn't jump when he wanted me to. Let me explain... I arrive for PT at around 0545 each morning. I park my truck in an open, designated parking spot, and then I go to formation and begin physical training. If it's a relatively normal morning, I get back to the formation area at around 0640 and begin cooling down, especially since my heart is thumping out of my chest. I've done a routine similar to this for the last 17 years and 4 months. I'm used to it. This morning I got back to my truck after working out to grab a bottle of water while I cool down. Nothing odd about that, except a big, fat waste of space comes out and asks me to move my truck. Now, being parked legally, I didn't think too much about him, so I told him I'd get to it. Apparently, that's not the answer he wanted to hear. I continue cooling down, and I return to my truck to move it since I was pretty much done with PT. At t

Our Soldiers...
You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes weeks without running water.You complain of a 'headache' and call in sick.He gets shot at as other are hit,and keeps moving forward.You talk trash about your buddies that aren't with you.He knows he may never see any of his ever again.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear,not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his forehead.You get mad at the waiter for getting your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your mad that your class got held 5 minutes over.He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months.You roll your eyes when your baby cries.He gets a letter with pictures of his new baby,and wonders if they'll ever meet.If you dont forward this we will just see how conceited you really are. Just fwd if your supporting the troops.

R.i.p.
A year ago today my beloved brother-in-law lost his battle with pancreatic and liver cancer.It was a long battle for him and I guess us too.And though in the end his body could take no more,I still feel like he didn't lose.He remained the strong man he had been all of his life.My sister today is still grieving very much and probably will for a long time.They had been together all of her adult life.I used to envy her for their lifelong relationship,I don't know now how I could stand to lose someone that you loved that much.I still can't believe sometimes that he is really gone.He was one of the finest men I have ever met,and believe me when I tell you that is a fairly short list.He was a lifelong watermen,a father,a husband,an uncle to my children and a true friend to many,many people.The whole community where they live is still reeling even now.My sister today is of course upset and it will be a hard day for her.Its a hard day for a lot of us.He was my brother-in-law,an uncle to my ki

My New Owner.
I want to thank my newest owner Master_Unicorn for buying me, I'm unable to thank him enough for what he has done & don't have the right words to say however I am grateful for him.. So if you'll get around to it show this wonderful man some luvins please just for me...Thank you!!!

Trying To Read A Book....
A widowed Jewish lady was sunbathing on a beach in Fort Myers , Florida . She looked up and noticed that a man her age had walked up, placed his blanket on the sand next to hers and began reading a book. Smiling, she attempted to strike up a conversation with him. "Hello sir, how are you today?" "Fine, thank you," he responded, and turned back to his book. "I love the beach. Do you come here often?" she asked. "First time since my wife passed away 2 years ago," he replied and turned back to his book. "I'm sorry to hear that. My husband passed away 3 years ago and it is very lonely," she countered. "Do you live around here?" she asked. "Yes, I live over in Cape Coral ," he answered and again resumed reading. Trying to find a topic of common interest, she persisted, "Do you like pussy cats?" With that, the man dropped his book, jumped off his blanket and on to her, tore off her swimsuit and gave her the most passionate ride of her life! When the cloud of sand began to settle, she g

The Changing Face Of It Support And The Fresh Approach From Little Fish
The sole focus of every business in today’s economic situation is perceived as survival. The need to “at least be able to continue” in the face of the downturn is a common theme across many business conversations. As more and more companies face tight times, the need to minimise costs becomes a higher priority. Historically, internal employees would fulfil specific roles with external consultants brought in when expertise in particular areas was required. A good example is that of IT Support was historically delivered through internal dedicated personnel or a willing volunteer, with some external consultancy brought on board to provide selective guidance to deliver the service needed. In more recent times, such staff members have been seen somewhat as a luxury and more and more companies are asking their kindly volunteers to concentrate on their core tasks in order to be more productive for the greater business. The need to outsource then becomes a priority and rec

Too Funny
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Are You "norml"
Todays laws are changing in many states on marijuana and for the better, This organization has been around for many years and has grown in size substantially. Its members range from the average everyday citizen like you or I, to politicians in our government believe it or not! If you have ever been charged, convicted or hasseled in any way shape or form because you happen to like to use marijuana or even if you dont use but see no harm in it being used by your fellow citizen, maybe if you support it for its medical purposes or simply like the taste, Please take the time to stop by thier site and see what they are about! You might very well find yourself a little or a lot smarter on this subject and even change your previous opinion about marijuana.www.myspace.com/natlnorml or http://blog.norml.org/

Chapter 6 Trip To Port Angeles
Trip to Port Angeles It was sunny this morning, so I wouldn’t be attending school. I did however linger in the shadows nearby watching Bella. Bella and Jessica were talking about a trip to Port Angeles to go dress shopping for the prom, But Bella wasn’t going to the prom, and she had rejected Mike already saying she was going out of town. My guess was that she was just going along to help Jessica and Angela pick out their dresses. My urge to protect her suddenly found me heading to Port Angeles after school. I followed them at a distance to keep an eye on Bella. They were in a dress shop; Jessica and Angela were trying on dresses. I liked reading Angela’s thoughts they were always sweet, on the other hand I couldn’t stand reading Jessica’s they were so vindictive and hateful. They finally decided on the dresses they wanted and Bella left the store. She walked down the street alone and walked into a book store called thunderbird & Whales books.

Troops
These are my thoughts on what I heard on the troop portion of what David Lettermen and Pres. Obama covered. Feel free to correct me or leave comments. So I was watching the David Letterman show with President Obama. From what I hear is that plans are to have troops out of Iraq by the end of 2011. While thats all good, whats not to say they are going to extend that time again? First I had heard they wanted to bring these guys home sometime in 2010 and then "oh no not til 2011". Now ok sure we got rid of Saddam and things are still a little shaky there in Iraq. But as they have already had their own 1st election isnt that a good sign that they are finally coming together to create a different government away from dictatorship? Haven't our troops helped the Iraqi police train enough or even helped out with methods of subduing violent acts of terror?(Feel free to correct me if I have something wrong.) As far as Afghanistan Obama states that his goal is to take out the goup of extremists

How Men Can Amuse Themselves When Taken Shopping!!!!!!!
How men can amuse themselves when taken shopping!!!!!!! HOW MEN AMUSE THEMSELVES IN TESCO'S Proof of what can happen if a wife or girlfriend drags her Husband or boyfriend along shopping This letter was actually sent by Tesco's Head Office to a Customer in Oxford : Dear Mrs. Murray , Whilst we would like to thank you for your valued custom and use of the Tesco Loyalty Card, the Manager of our store in Banbury is considering banning you and your family from shopping with us, unless your Husband stops his antics. Below is a list of his actions over the past few months all Verified by our surveillance cameras: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's Trolleys when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute Intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to Feminine Products aisle. 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official

10 Ways To Treat Mr. Penis
1. You've gotta 'introduce' yourself to Mr. Penis, i.e., 'Hi! I'm Shirley! Nice to meet ya, big guy!'. Don't dive on him like he's a raw piece of meat and you're a starving pitbull! Be gentle. Stroke him nice and easy. Make friends first. 2. When (Not 'IF') giving oral sex, don't suck so hard that you make an industrial vacuum cleaner appear as a dust buster and suck the man's eyeballs out of his sockets. Mr. Penis is a sensitive 'guy'. Be gentle. Contrary to your practicing techniques in high school, the one who 'Melts' the popsicle first is not the winner. 3. When sitting on top of a man, don't move too far forward or back. Up and down is fine. What you're gonna do if you do move too far forward and back is rip Mr. Penis right off Mr. Man's crotch. Mr. Penis is not made for that action. And, VERY Important. When going up and down, if you should go up a little too high and Mr. Penis pops out, remember you are not a basketball net, and Mr. Penis is not the ball... your aim is not that

Lost. . .
again i loved, and again I lost. . . again I believed, and I'm paying the cost. . . Yesterday I was so happy in love, today I'm falling apart. . . all because I took a chance, and opened up my heart. . . now all my hopes and dreams are gone with the wind. . . So I crawl back into my shell, where lonliness is my only true friend. . . back to the only friend I've ever really known. . . just a empty shell of skin and bone. . . no love, no heart, no spirit, no soul. . . nothing, but a great big black hole. . . no hope, no future in sight. . . Lost in a void, a world with no light. . . a place where my cries are the only sound. . . a place so cold and distant, I may as well be six feet under ground. . .

4:23am Tuesday, September 22
The only one 100% undeniable truth in Life is that it is going to end. In all of time, no one has ever established proof that we get a second chance, NO proof in an after-life, NO opportunity to make an ammendment to the life we leave behind. As the old saying goes, "make hay while the sun shines." So that when the sun does finally set on your life, the one opportunity you get, you can die having actually lived. If you spend your life clammed up in your room, get outside and see the world you have the privilege to live in. If you are an "outdoorsy" type. Go home and open a book once in a while and learn about the joys of just doing nothing. What I'm saying is don't do something, do everything. Live. If you are the type of person that gets their feelings hurt everytime someone doesn't like you... Well, grow up. You are the only one who has a say in what YOU think about YOURSELF. If you are the type of person that feels you're better than anyone else, well Fuck You. Nothing in this wor

Ross Campbell
Honestly, this man's artworks kills me. His 'Wet Moon' is possibly one of my favourite comic books out at the moment - vol 5 in shops now. I've stashed some of his artwork, but there's plenty more on his website Green Oblivion if you want to see more.

Wiccan, The Religion
"We are not evil. We don't harm or seduce people. We are not dangerous. We are ordinary people like you. We have families, jobs, hopes, and dreams. We are not a cult. This religion is not a joke. We are not what you think we are from looking at T.V. We are real. We laugh, we cry. We are serious. We have a sense of humor. You don't have to be afraid of us. We don't want to convert you. And please don't try to convert us. Just give us the same right we give you--to live in peace. We are much more similar to you than you think." Margot Adler 4 "If you take [a copy of] the Christian Bible and put it out in the wind and the rain, soon the paper on which the words are printed will disintegrate and the words will be gone. Our bible IS the wind and the rain." Herbalist Carol McGrath as told to her by a Native-American woman. 5 "I don't think witchcraft is a religion. I would hope the military officials would take a second look at the decision they made." G.W. Bush (R), as Gov

Wanna Make Friends With Fat Guys
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Crushed In A Crash
june 21st 2004 two ten pm don't know how i got out the door 17 years old, life scattered and shattered didn't even see it coming, death hit like nothing mattered put in an ambulance, my clothes cut off if i had been sittin' up i'd had my nose cut off i only reached to the floor cuz i was hungry i heard nothing but crash, then my memory went black with no sound i regained my memory outside the car sittin' on the ground i had blood on my face, gettin' put in a neck brace didn't hurt at all until they had me lean back on a back board i thought i snapped my spinal chord i could move my toes, i asked why they gotta cut off my clothes they said in case i have compound fractured bones a $600 ambulance ride to regional and they couldn't tell me where he'd gone, he got a separate ride. in the e.r. a detective came to talk to me asking the same shit over just worded differently they put me in a m.r.i. checked for internal damage i said that drink was delicious but i think i'll

Dream From The Heart
OUR FOORPRINTS IN SAND SHARING THOSE FOOTPRINTS WITH ONE YOU LOVE Dream from the Heart. Visualizing new outcomes is the ability to “see ourselves as we want to be, not as we currently are.”or how other people wish you to be in this World ,which happens so much ,it seems we live our lives as other people see you living a life or think you should be in this world ,leaving such emptiness within yourself that becomes complete sadness ,that only others start to see in your eyes and actions that is only trying live a life through another means or eyes and not your own . This involves going inside, sorting through some ideas and deciding which dreams, which desires, which outcomes feel exciting.YOU yes you know yourself and know what your spirit needs and desires down to very core of your very own soul and when you share a life with another and they do not wish to heal those needs or desires or wish to even consider what your body and mind needs in life ,then you will c

Don't Rob Each Other Of Time In Life
TIME -THIS LIFETIME -IS BASED ON HUMAN TIME FRAMES OF ONE LIFE Knowing Time Frames ,how many Laugh at hearing those Spoken Words . At same Time ,those Spoken Words ,those that live a life ,as there is all the Time in the World and waking up one day to find out ,just how much Time they have wasted in one life time ,that could have been lived much well rounded Life for themselves and others in this World . How many Time you heard those spoken Words only if I knew ,Time would been different and lived and shared with more intense meaning or next Words is I really hold no regrets in how I lived my life when something hidden or secretly unspoken has stated a feeling I wish I held just a little more Time . Or really I lived a life just the way I wanted for self although we never seem to notice that life we connected and shared and held onto in one life time we actually shared ourselves with not thinking of that life being lived ,as life is really not limited to ones own self no m

Give The World The Best You Got Inside Own Self ,live Life Being You
have always understood of how important it is to 'love oneselfunconditionally at same time have I've lived my Life that way each day answer would be nope I have not ,I seem always preach these words out loud although find it very difficulty in actually living those words as strong part of my very own soul ,it seems I allow myself to be easily distracted and mislead in listening to those I allow to surround my own life in hearing spoken words ,you have live a certain way or manner ,you are stupid or many other directions that after certain length of Time you find your own spirit soaring with bruised Wings throughout each day in clouds that no one can actually see You only the creation I allowed myself to become by listening to spoken words and directions that really in Truth was never How I knew was inside me ,Who I was born to be in this World ,although shall not blame others ,even though in honest I've really tried hard using that excuse in blaming others for what I already knew Tr

Can Not Allow Hurts Go Unhealed
HURTS UPON HURTS IN FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND THAT NEEDS TO HEAL You love each other but can’t manage to communicate without arguing, fighting and ending up exhausted, each one in his corner, trying to lick your wounds and thinking of how to protect one self against a new attack. And in spite of that…you love each other? How is this possible? Why do people hurt most those they love? How come we can’t express our love? How come we are full of good intentions but when it comes to reality we find ourselves again shouting and blaming the other one. And then that monster of guilt jumps out of nowhere to our throat to strangle us once again. We all need energy. We need energy to live and to survive. Energy comes in many forms : love, attention, interest, food, friendship, money, approval, recognition… We all need this to feel good, to build our personality and to find our place in society. Hurts creates Hurts Drains E

Whirl Wind..
Have you ever felt that you was in a whirl wind of emotions? Feelings? Thoughts? You're happy. You're sad. You don't know what to do, don't know where to turn. There comes a point to where you just want it all to go away, but you don't want the aftermath of the effect of it going away. You think to yourself "How much more.... How many more times..." It's just so heart wrenching, watching everything fall apart, right in front of your eyes, and not being able to pick up the pieces, grab some super glue, and place them all together again. Your first "true love" deserts you... Your family is ripping apart at the seams... It's like "WTF did it all go so wrong?" ... Then to add current individual situations... and it still leaves you wondering... Is this the right thing to do? The right steps to take? You sit with super glue in hand, ready to pick up any pieces.. and just glue them together, even if they don't fit. Everything has become a whirl wind... And I'm stuck right in the middle of

Without Knowin G Yourself ,you Never Find Magick
Without energy, there is no life. Without energy, there is only death. We all understand that in Every romantic relationship contains the risk that you start depending on the energy provided by your other half, rather than creating and generating a sourcing through your own energy yourself. Relax and sit back to Reflect for a moment on this term: “your other half.” You need not depend on someone else to become a whole person. You can not Live through another person's creation or life's experiences ,most important thought should be -You can be complete by yourself. You don’t need an “other half” before you can be happy and productive. First learn to be a complete person by yourself. If you’re a woman, learn how to activate your masculine energy, and if you’re a man, activate your feminine energy. Only by balancing yourself and sharing your own completeness can you aspire to make love last forever. We all seem to be searching for that Lif

Always Time To Learn To Live
CONFUSED AND DRAINED ENERGY Do you know feeling of holding a Energy Deeply inside you . You were born with ,the deepest extremes ,to find that you will live your life out ,not being able set a part of self free and able that energy to flow excessive through out your entire body . A energy that reflects a big part of peace and balance through out spirit that reflects all points of energy . To Limit that growth that flow of energy is completely wrong for anyone to ask or limit or for themselves to lock away for another way of thinking ,to live a life without expressing yourself is wrong in ,producing energy an releasing energy . To be told daily to just be yourself how can you just be yourself when your unable to allow all energy to be set free within own body . Living in a relationship that is confining and limited in areas of energy that a person knows not just believes although knows ,they were born certain manner ,then depressing that energy as locking

Weeds
We spend so much our Time ,with Confusion in our Lives ,at Least some days I can admit I do . Sometimes we also live our Lives not How we really wish our Lives to turn out to be ,some days it could hold expectations of What we allow our selves to be living a life that at times could scream out to you ,this is not your life although your living a life the way someones wishes you to be living . Someday you find your self living with a world filled with past experiences that no matter how you try escape those experiences of the past they seem to be filling up your life existence with the pain that someone shall not let go inside themselves . You look across the net and see ,ebbing of pain even if it is small tiny ventures ,it is there for you to see though filling your growth in no stop You know ,you changed although your finding yourself unable to see those changes and you wonder why ,what is covering this new change in you that was as living a fresh of breath air . Hearing

Family Is So Very Important To Me And Life As Families Are Not Just Your Own Blood Its We Are All Family Together In This World
Thoughts of Mother visions ,walking through Mist of Child's World When a mother ,first gives Birth to a child ,we hold so many fears our selves and at same time filled with complete Happiness that out shines with Pride . Our child creation of Part of me As a Mother I shine through out all this Tiny Person's Life Feeling Life is completely Perfect Nothing could ever go wrong All I have to do is offer complete Love to this Tiny Person ,laying in my arms . As this child ,Grew up over years I could hear the mockery ,spoken back to Their own Mother . Yes ,your so proud of Me ,mom in all things I created in My own Footprints in sand . Your still there when you should not be there . You still speak words of being Proud of me when you should not . Words spoken to me as Mother Mom you hold no reason to be

Simple Release
Creation of Me Category: Life It is alright to Speak thoughts of Life awaiting for YOU .To awaken the right journey that ,you seemed always misguide your own self from enjoying and living that is designed and meant for you to journey through ,actually living without only spoken words to entertain anyone .I am filled with so much Love that want to allow this Love to explode out of me outwards to Life .To live a life that keeps this Love on some limits inside you ,makes anyone most unhappiest soul that walks this earth .I desire in my own self to be complete I walk through this Journey with no more Doubts and softly speak these Words upon you ,holding doubts throughout own self please do both of us a favour and quickly walk away ,leaving only your foot prints in the sand behind you ,as I shall not lve remainer of my life in shadows of doubt as I speak those kind strong words not for you or anyone in this world except for me .I am no ones Shadow in this Life Time nor shall

Foot Prints In Our Journeys
~~Foot Prints in The Sand ~~ Category: Life Life Lived in experiences that some what takes Lasting Affect upon means of your Life ,you find a Journey of Energy that becomes after awhile “Mean” to ones own existing Energy that no matter What you do or change or place that silly smile on your face ,it does not matter soon or Later ,you find yourself in confusion and misunderstood ,in the eyes of the one before “you” and it starts to chip away upon your own very spirit that becomes excessive Hurt that slides deeply within your own Soul and you try each day to escape that Feeling and Bring yourself back to Level you know your actually meant to be Living each day as “YOU” Excessive criticism, put downs (veiled or otherwise) and passive-aggressive behavior (where you feel that someone is getting back at you indirectly, without telling you why) can put a damper and start to piece by piece crumble on your positive cheerful, optimistic,

For A Dear Close Friend In My Heart
TAMMMY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~LIFE IS MAGICAL AND SHOULD NEVER BE LIVED IN JUDGING ,SHOULD BE LIVED WITH LOVE AND MAGICK IS CREATED EACH DAY BECAUSE YOU WISH BE THIS WAY AND BORN THIS WAY ....Soooooooooooooo Tammy life cycles brought us back together in Life as there is a meaning to all in Life as it grows with in magical belief and living through eyes of all and unknown .As I ramble on in being long winded here there is so much even I have been understanding and learning about my own Life and own self and realize just how much I love my self as I truly believe there such strong magical energy within myself that attracts unknown of all in Life ,Life has been journey of Hell although I am not giving up on Life or myself but truth is Gaining back EVERYTHING I was born to be and not be hidden away no more in silience or isolation in life .I am learning to release what’s inside me to be loved and felt in life been hard knocks and lesson that taken me to get he

Healing
The opportunity afforded us in this incarnation is quite remarkable. It is here where we can experience directly the bump and grind, the hard knocks of conflict, contrasting perspectives, the ups and downs of feelings, sensations, stimulations, pains and pleasures, the creating and stirrings of life. This interplay of consciousness and energies epitomizes the dualistic nature of all existence - it is drama, it is life, and it is in constant motion and change, swinging like a pendulum from one extreme to another. It may feel at times like a fast and furious ride on a roller coaster, a slow and arduous climb up a high mountain, or a leisurely drive down the highway... no matter. If one is fully living and flowing in the NOW, letting go of all the experiences of before... each moment of life is a step forward... and life is never dull and always new and full of discovery. Going with this flow, we delve deeper and deeper into life and into the essence and experience of our huma

A Promise Of A New Day
In life it seems everything is judged ,especially in small towns ,sometimes ,judging happens and people are not aware of even doing it to another ,I know I fell prey to doing same thing from time to time .Although when a person struggles in there own spirit to keep on changing there self or improving or saying there sorry for things that was two peoples fault or no fault at all in there life ,struggling in your spirit ,trying please another and nothing you ever do ever gets praised or noticed out loud that it was appreciated or done out of pure love ,when you find your day filled with trying carry that whole world upon your shoulder to please another or show others you can do it and maybe find them approving to only find there not very happy even then .or to find there is this hidden lack of trust that go to areas of finding anything ,I mean anything or anyone just to prove that person your trying and struggling so hard each day show your love and have there smile ,only fin

Toast
Life comes at us in uncerntain ways, friends and lovers judge by all our mistakes,weather were wrong or judge incorectley,Life gos on with no jelousey, were not all as perfect as our judges seem to be, they must be inhuman thats all I can see .but when your judged wrong as I always am you learn to except what your judge wants you to be.....missunderstood,I think not! from me to you, I,m a strong person that refuses to be missunderstood. I,m a woman that just wants to be judged for who she ,is honest and proud and unloved by the one who judged her wrong...no turnning back, sooo to the future I toast all who have been missed judge and have been hurt by someone you love...there is life out there and may you be blessed to find it and never let it judge you..........

Furry Spirit
footprints behind you A Tear thinking of MY FRIEND Current mood: blessedCategory: Life I had a Friend That stuck by me through so many experiences that came a Time ,he could not stand strong any longer .This Friend oh he felt every thing about me absorbed it through his own furry body my every mood .both of us searched ,many areas ~just to be Loved ~~ without changing or being the first to prove ourselves although struggling each day ,to improve it seemed only found such disappointment and saddness that laid awaiting for our returns .Looking back over the Years ,things was not easy and we both gave up many things that we actually loved and made us happy in life .To always keeping our selves on gaurd to struggling upon day to day hoping that love we strongly believed in would not be so afraid to really Love both of us no matter what happen or what we did ,we wouldn't hear constant critiazing or constant disapointment as it became a our own blood flowing through our vein

Should Quit Job
I am genuine and down to earth person. I love going out and meeting people. I have a very outgoing personality. I am fun to be around. My hobbies are going to the gym, swimming and cycling and my favourite is socializing with my friends. I love to travel with my family Should Quit Job

Love Is Very Powerfull Energy
Love is very strong powerful energy between extreme particles is a center point of light.As we each walk through the Light upon a life time ,the energy holds a connection towards the one your meant to be ,although connecting is not as quickly or easy performed as our fairy tale childhood beliefs seem to make them all about in good ole days of eyes of a child , Between extreme emotions is the portal point of love. The portal point is what every human being already is, yet elusively still seeks. True love is our ultimate objective toward being complete in one Life Time , whether we're aware of it or not as to some people they seem always searching for what they hold image in their own mind ,thoughts they may or may not be completly aware of it at the time or maybe in life they will never settle down and will always in many ways leave hurting damaging results toward the one they are in love with ,as they find no contenment rather send hours always filtering through one life t

Is It Wrong
is it wrong Why? Is it so wrong to want the things inside you noticed to come alive Why does anyone have to keep your wants hidden away and never allow them to be felt or seen or fill with such a strong need ,that when if ever was mentioned ,what truly would allow me grow and become so happy in life ,be so wrong when I ever allow it to be known and not stay hidden I secretly cry inside To have feel Its shame and wrong that whats inside me has to stay hidden away and not be known as to allow it to be known will only hurt or guilt that is not me at all deeply inside me to not live a life with allowing whats inside you be known and breath as PART of who you are is such sadness inside ones self To be told be myself although is that not part of who I AM what lays deeply inside me my own soul to be released and allowed to bloom and be noticed and LOVED in was I need to be complete is it wrong? Kiss my tears away and notice whats inside me too to

Arlington
http://www.arlingtoncemetery.org/ Not the best place to talk about this but I know this will reach a lot of people. I used to be engaged to a Marine...Daniel. Daniel died fighting the war during First Gulf. But I know that he did not die in vain. Tomorrow is his b-day. Thats why I wish I could go to Arlington. Please support the troops. Fighting for freedom is not free...many have paid the ultimate price...give something in return. Thank you. Z.

What Life Truly Gives?
What Life Truly Gives? “When life gives you lemons, you make lemonade”, ….at least that’s what they keep telling us, right? What I want to know is how are we supposed to make this lemonade when there is no sugar to make it sweet and there is no water to dilute thereby stretch the supposed thirst quencher? The fact of the matter is that despite what many believe and in many cases, make themselves believe is that you can make these kinds of things appear out of nowhere. Silly optimists never can win when the realist joins the discussion. Its an idealist fashion of course to believe in such things but although in many cases it can be damaging, in the same way it can be helpful. Funny how just the thought of “I think I can” can move the masses. In exurbs alone on the news, I have seen such miracles happen and just the same I have seen great tragedies befall someone who needed no repeat lessons. The human heart is a funny

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Pranks
my boyfriend is planning on pranking me one day soon. i figured it would come to that and i can't really think of any good pranks to pull and he has one hell of a good one. so.. i was wondering, do anyone have a really good prank i can pull without causing any harm.

The Road Less Traveled
How often we must bear the challenges of life;The endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow;The constant ups and downs of daily strife.And always the question remains .... why?Life is not an easy road for most;It twists and turns with many forks in the road,Although always, and inevitably, we are given a choice ...Do we turn to the right ... or the left?Do we take the high road ... or the low road?Do we take the easy path ... or the difficult one?Decisions are not easy for those struggling for direction ...And sometimes the many choices and signs become overwhelming.While standing at a crossroads in life,The urge is to take the most comfortable path;The road with least resistance ...The shortest or most traveled route.And yet, if we've been down that comfortable road before;Have gleaned its lessons in life, and learned from our experiences;Do we yet again follow the known?Or does our destiny lie in another direction?The fear of the road less traveled is tangible and all too r

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Feezy Cam Dance Contest
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Dance Off In Royal Highness Lounge
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Dealing With Assholes.
Dealing with Assholes This is for all of you who occasionally have a really bad day when you just need to take it out on someone!!! Don't take that bad day out on someone you know, take it out on someone you DON'T know!!! Now get this. I was sitting at my desk, when I remembered a phone call I had to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered nicely saying, "Hello?" I politely said, "This is Patrick Hanifin and could I please speak to Robin Carter?" Suddenly the phone was slammed down on me! I couldn't believe that anyone could be that rude. I tracked down Robin's correct number and called her. She had transposed the last two digits incorrectly. After I hung up with Robin, I spotted the wrong number still lying there on my desk. I decided to call it again. When the same person once more answered, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. Next to his phone number I wrote the word "asshole," and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills,

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I Feel Like Shit
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So Long, And Thanks For All The Fish...
I'm getting more used to the idea of being engaged. It seems less foreign after three months. I waited nine years for it, so one might have assumed that I would be ready for it, but oddly enough, I had no idea what was really on the train I was about to board. I just recently finished reading "The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy" and wish there was a Bridal Galaxy Version of the book, with the words "Don't Panic" printed on its cover in large, friendly letters. It's expensive to get married, no matter how you slice the wedding cake, which, incidentaly, if you have your reception at a fancy venue, will cost you even more, as you have to pay for cake cutting service... There are so MANY things to factor into actually walking down the aisle. My fiance and I had originally thought a New Year's Wedding would be neat, except we have a pile of bills still, plus he's still working over the road and I am firmly opposed to starting out a marriage living alone. So, I decided perhaps we shoul

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Another New Poem Writen By Me..
If you only knew.. if you only knew how i felt if you only knew if you only could see how i look at you if you could only see if you could only feel what i feel if you could only feel but you can't becasue you don't know..

Seven Degrees Of Coonass
FIRST DEGREE Boudreaux and his wife were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning.Boudreaux picked up the phone, listened a moment and said "How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!" and hung up.The wife said, "Who was that?"Boudreaux answered, "I don't know, some man wanting to know if the coast is clear." SECOND DEGREETwo Cajuns are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. He opens it, looks in the mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second Cajun says, "Here, let me see!!" So the first Cajun hands him the compact. The second one looks in the mirror and says, "You dummy, it's me!" THIRD DEGREEBoudreaux suspects his wife of cheating on him, so he goes out and buys a gun. He goes to his house unexpectedly and when he opens the door he finds her in the arms of another man. Well, Boudreaux is really angry. He pulls out the gun, and as he does so, he is overcome with grief. He takes the gun

What In The Blue Fuck?
Today's moment-of-pause has been brought to you by Wal-Mart and the city of Peoria, Az. Apparently, some photo-clerk vigilante, diligently on the lookout for child pornography, saw photos of kids during bath time and decided to call the cops, according to a story on Good Morning America.Next thing the parents of these kids knew, the children were removed from their home. For an entire month. Mom got suspended from her job for a year and both -- Anthony and Lisa Demaree -- were added to a list of sex offenders. The judge in the case said the pix were harmless."I don't understand it at all," Anthony Demaree told GMA, with his wife by his side. "Ninety, 95 percent of the families out there in America have these exact same photos."Now they've got another shot to take. This time it's directed at Wal-Mart and their hometown. Here we see another failing of the American educational system. This family has FOREVER been scarred by the actions of some jack off working at Wal-Mart for 8 bucks

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Release
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You Have To Kill At Least 31 Bosses In Icecrown
You have to kill at least 31 bosses in Icecrown while WoW power leveling.Ghostcrawler has posted an interesting little hint at the next patch (we know of) headed to the game. In response to a discussion about "tanking niches," he talks about Icecrown Citadel over on the forums, and just happens to mention that people might think of tanks as waiting outside until "boss 4, 17 and 31 (yes, IC is that big)." 31 bosses? More like Icecrowded, am I right?Blackrock Depths is the largest 5-man in the game, if not the largest instance, and it boasts over 40 bosses (that's mostly counting encounters, though -- you wouldn't count The Seven, for example, as seven different bosses), including lots and lots of optional bosses and even a holiday boss. Ulduar, by comparison, has about 14, and Karazhan is about that same size (though that depends on how you count random bosses, like the Opera Event). No matter how you slice it, 31 raid bosses is a ton of bosses to go through -- Icecrown could be a retur

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Will give without expecting, accept with out question, tell the truth when asked and will love without condition. "If, on the day you die, you can count a handful of true friends, you have died a lucky person" (Unknown) Make some one lucky

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It really sucks reflecting on your past and where you are today. I keep sitting here thinking that I will be turning 39 next week and where I am in my life. I don't like it. I used to be the one that could go out and generally get anything that I wanted done. Now I have severe anxiety just going to the fucking store. Hell at this age I should be saving for retirement, not trying to get counseling help. I have never been on the edge like this before. I seriously think its the aftermath of my dope days and the reason it is hitting me now is because before when I went clean all I did is work and come home. I didn't associate with anyone in real life. I mean sure I had my online friends and support, but it is just different from having to deal with it in real life. But hell, I dont know if that is the case or not, hell I certainly aint a doctor. I guess I am really hating that once again on a birthday I feel like a huge zero.

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Name something you dislike about the day you're having?Just one? When will your next kiss be? Is this a timed event? Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?Myself and my hubby Are you dating the last person you talked to? Is it ok to date just anyone while you're married? Gosh, I hope so! Who was the last person you talked to in person? Kinda nosy huh? My hubby. Are you happy right now?As opposed to me going nuts and killing someone, sure! What are you sitting on right now?On my assIs there someone who you instantly smile when you receive a message from?Yes.Have you ever wanted someone you can't have?Not if it means giving birth to them, otherwise, yes. A random person yells to you "aybaybay." You say.. A baby? No, I'm not. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?I didn't go to bed last night.What were you doing last night at midnight?Hell if I know. I think I was in the tub cybering a whole bunch of you pervs.

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Stolen From Serenity
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I Stole This From Evyl
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?my sink is still broken. When will your next kiss be?when I tuck Ian in bed Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?JarrodAre you dating the last person you talked to?noWho was the last person you talked to in person?sonAre you happy right now?sure What are you sitting on right now?My reclinerIs there someone who you instantly smile when you receive a message from?Oh yeah!!! Have you ever wanted someone you can't have?NoA random person yells to you "aybaybay." You say..what?Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?my familyWhat were you doing last night at midnight?watching TVWhere is the shirt you are wearing from?north carolinaAre you a mean person?yesDoes anyone hate you?lol, probably Do you think relationships are even worth it?SomeCould you go out in public looking like you do now?No. Do you usually tell people when you're mad at them?Yes, it's easier t

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I Do Not Want!!!
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EFF Supports JUSTICE Bill to Reform the USA PATRIOT Act and RepealTelecom ImmunityOn December 31, three provisions of the USA PATRIOT Act that broadlyexpanded government surveillance authority in the wake of 9/11 are setto expire. The Obama Administration made clear in a letter this weekto Senate Judiciary Committee Chairman Patrick Leahy that although theJustice Department supports reauthorization of those provisions, it isalso open to discussing modifications to the law "to provideadditional protection for the privacy of law abidingAmericans."Last week, Senators Russ Feingold and Dick Durbin -- along witheight other Senators -- took the Administration up on its offerby introducing the JUSTICE Act, which would rein in the worst excessesof PATRIOT and last year's FISA Amendments Act (FAA).For the full deeplink:https://www.eff.org/deeplinks/2009/09/eff-supports-justice

Drowning
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I Just Don't Get It.
No matter who says it, no matter how many times i hear it, I just can't see myself as beign attractive. Especially not with half-naked perfect skinny model-looking girls plastering the scrolling parts of the pages. Girls with no stretch marks, no scars, perfect skin that's all the same color, perfect hair and beautiful eyes, getting fawned over. Not a touch of acne, no fat on their body except for their perfect, perky, round tits (tits aren't perfectly round, fyi). I mean, i feel cute until I see another woman, and then whatever scraps of self-esteem i've mustered up go Kaplut. I know, most of my weight right now is from being pregnant. and once I have the baby, george offered to bring me to the gym with him when he gets his membership. which will help. and since it'll be after he gets off work, there won't be any perfect-looking dolls there to make me feel bad (24 hour gyms ftw). And the 40d super-tits i'm packing right now don't make me feel as good as I had expected. Sadly. *s

Helpless
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Somtimes I am thinking; ok, ALL the times. And the recent mind wretching cognitive spasm was targeted towards "being good" I feel like I get too many good things in life that I totally dont deserve. Without gettin into further details (and curious cats will get their claws dulled), I have a most wonderful hubby that I find to be too good for me. I have friends that I find to be too good to me. My health is not too fucked up yet, as opposed to some people that actually deserve to be in good health but aren't. It strikes me as shit when I see people who REALLY deserve all the good stuff get fucked over...and OVER... I'm not sure what it is...I find the whole Karma premise to be a load of crap, since I see worthy people get shat on all the time, manipulated, played with , etc. While people like me have a ball in their ballpark. I dont get it. I guess my bigest punishment for being me is ...being me, which is a hard thing to pull off. I dunno, I'm just bored and rambling...

The Classroom
The Classroom A lesson that should be taught in all schools. . and colleges! Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock , did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with the permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom. When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were no desks. 'Ms. Cothren, where are our desks?' She replied, 'You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn the right to sit at a desk.' They thought, 'Well, maybe it's our grades.' 'No,' she said. 'Maybe it's our behavior.' She told them, 'No, it's not even your behavior..' And so, they came and went, the first period, second period, third period. Still no desks in the classroom. By early afternoon television news crews had started gathering in Ms. Cothren's cl

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Pink....... Is The Word
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Sexy Test
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Scratches N Scribbles.. Is Just Jibberish
Maybe if I close my eyes... I wouldn't picture you there anymore.. Maybe if I covered my ears... I wouldn't hear your voice anymore.. If I covered my mouth... maybe I'd never speak your name again. But in the end, my heart speaks louder then any words. It's eyes are constantly on you.. Your voice.. is all it knows. It has a brain.. all it's own. So when my ♥ [heart] sees the world for all that it is... It's consumed with you all around. I look and I see you for what you are.. Couldn't you just understand? I can't make you see... what I see.. Your like the first flower that blooms in Spring. Your like the first snow fall in the winter.. The ocean roaring during the summer months.. The color changing leaves beautiful for the world to see. But.. in the end.. I can't make you see.. what I see.

Reincarnation
I've been thinking. If the idea of reincarnation is true, what kind of asshole would you have to be in this life to come back as a woodpecker? Can you imagine an existance in which your sole means of obtaining sustinance is BANGING YOUR FACE AGAINST A TREE?!?

Change Your Thinking
Change Your Thinking It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his

When Darkness Falls
When darkness falls, I want you near. When darkness falls, Hold me close, Wash away my fears. When darkness falls, I get scared. When darkness falls, I am all alone, No one is near. If only you where here. Then when darkness fell, The sky would shine with stars. The moon would shine bright. My heart would feel the tenderness of your touch. When darkness fell, My heart wouldn't be heavy, It would know it was loved. The darkness fell when you walked away. The sun is starting to shine, but are you staying this time?

Insurance Questions
My daughter has just gotten married and now has three young children and a teenage step-child. I have just recieved the happy news that she is expecting again! While I am thrilled to be a grandmother once again, I am also worried about the futur. I want to get them all insurance policies, but I don't have a lot of money. I have heard good things about this health insurance site, but I would like to know if anyone is currently using it This is the link, please let me know what you think if you have the time. http://www.startglobelifeinsurance.com?gmad_id=aud-764474 thanks again for any help you could give me.

I Haft To Get This Off My Chest.
I was told we will just be friends. I said I was ok that's not a problem. But every day that goes by I think of you. I try not 2 but I can't help myself. I wonder how things are going. Wondering if you doing ok. We don't talk any more. It's driving me nutz. I miss your voice. I miss your smile, I have a few pic's It's just not the same. I told you I loved you the momment I seen you. I didn't lie I ain't saying it just to say it I do I love you more than anything. My ex's say's she wishes she was you. But she's not she's a great person and has a great heart. But in the end she isn't you we may have a great child. Yet she isn't you I don't know if I can handle this any more. Every time you say you love me and things are going good. Poof your gone saying Im being 2 pushy or ur not ready. Then you come back around. I'm on a coaster ride from hell. And aslong as it's you I will be on it for life. For I love you dearly and no matter what I'll be here by your side. I

First Annual Web Freedom Day!
I hereby dub September 21st 2009 the first annual Web Freedom Day! Wooohooo! Take that, Comcast, you deep packet inspecting bandwidth nazis! :D http://www.wired.com/epicenter/2009/09/net-neutrality-announcement/ FCC chairman Julius Genachowski delivered Monday on President Obama’s promise to back “net neutrality.” But he went much further than merely seeking to expand rules that prohibit ISPs from filtering or blocking net traffic — he proposed that they cover all broadband connections, including data connections for smartphones. Genachowski, Obama’s law school classmate, announced in a speech Monday at the Brookings Institution his intent to codify andexpand the four current broadband principles (.pdf) known as the Four Freedoms and extend them to all broadband connections. He said that an open internet is necessary for economic growth and democratic participation. The rules were originally applied only to wireline broadband services, and the FCC

Captured By The Moment- 100 Words Or Less....
I continue this game to see if I can write thoughts and dreams in 100 words or less and still ignite your imaginations........another offering, hope you like it... The blindfold’s darkness is total. The handcuff's chain scrapes against the bed’s iron frame, the bracelets cold against her slender wrists. The bed creaks as he kneels down between her trembling thighs. His steady palms glide up her legs, past her stocking tops. The touch of his flesh against hers electrifies her. She smells his maleness, hears his excitement, senses his ravenous eyes devouring her near-nakedness. His powerful hand settles over the front of her see-thru panties. He grips the waistband and pulls, the fabric tearing like tissue paper. “You’re mine now,” he says roughly. It’s true. She shivers deliciously...... Peace

Healthy Level Of Insanity
To Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity1. Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down.2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice!3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso.5. In the Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write 'For Marijuana'6. With a serious face Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat.7. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is 'To Go'. 8. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream 'I Won! I Won!' 9. When Leaving the Zoo, Start Running towards the Parking lot, Yelling 'Run For Your Lives! They're Loose!' 10. Tell Your Children Over Dinner, 'Due To The Economy, We Are Going To Have To Let One Of You Go.

Holy Wall Of Words!
->DrFG420: and how is being in a bra any different than wearing a bikini top?? mmmmk->DrFG420: I'm married so no, I'm not looking to "hook up" or whatever. I take pics cuz I'm bored. I've sent this pic to my friends in real life..what's your point?DrFG420: Not in the slightest. Admit your on an adult site and get over yourself, we want to have fun, it is an alternative to those who are very lonely and cannot get action, that is why your on here. Feel good about yourself instead of wehoring yourself out to some asshole who doesnt care about you, I am aboout making friends and relationships, if youhonestly can tekll me that you are on here for nothing more than friends with even your main pic is of you in a bra?? Hop do you justify yourself?->DrFG420: full of class? that's why women are prostituting themselves to get shiny objects on a website. mmkDrFG420: Well thank you for your time and I hope you change your mind. My contests are full of class, just a lil something to spice up Fu and

Kids Are Quick
K ids Are Quick TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America. > MARIA: Here it is. > TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ? > CLASS: Maria. > ____________________________________ > > TEACHER: John , why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor? > JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables. > __________________________________________ > > TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?' > GLENN: K-R-O-K-

How Not To Be A Whore At The Usmc Ball
Remember that while your Marine is happy to have you on his arm, this function is about the Marines. It's their birthday. Happy birthday to THEM. Try to keep your pre-flight to a minimum, if any, so that at best you will arrive smelling like perfume and at worst you won't smell like Jager bombs. Try to follow the intended dress code. Google it if necessary. Remember that the laws about indecent exposure apply, even within the closed doors of your ball's venue. Attempt to wear shoes you can walk in. There are any number of things which can require you to need them. No corsages. Refer to number 1 above. Try not to be too judgmental of other ladies. Some of us don't spend hundreds of dollars on our hair and nails. We just may not care as much about the packaging. But we're people, too. Smile from time to time and say Hi to people. They won't bite and they usually like it. Do not attempt to teach your Marine (or his friends) the correct way to do the Electric Slide. Tha

Just Something To Write
A mind that can float about in a world ground up in twisted sets of plays being played daily; only close the air that lifts us down and away. How can you or I see blindly what's not there making it reality when all we do is open are eyes into the dark hoping the switch will happen too drop at our fingertips. We see what we want to see and campain what we don't see. We lay under the covers hoping the frozen blanket will warm us. I read my thoughts inside out, Cherish any moments spent with you as little ways it might be. We all hope the moment does not pass us by waking us up in a dream. Even the next morning- all of us wake up feeling whats next.... Only white knuckled towards everyone else when we live on the same stone.

Good Friends And Fu Family
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Week 4
My week 4 Top 25 predictions #1. Florida over Kentucky#2. Texas over UTEP#3. Alabama over Arkansas#4. Ole Miss over South Carolina#5. Penn State over Iowa #6. California over Oregon#7. LSU over Mississippi State#8. Boise State over Colorado State #9. Miami Florida over # 11 Virginia Tech#12. USC over Washington State#13. Ohio State over Illinois#14. Cincinnati over Fresno State#15. TCU over Clemson #16. Oklahoma State over Grambling StateTexas Tech over #17. Houston #18. Florida State over South Florida#19. BYU over Colorado State Southern Miss over #20. Kansas #21. Georgia over Arizona State#22. North Carolina over Georgia Tech#23. Michigan over Indiana#24. Washington over Stanford #25. Nebraska over Louisiana-lafayette

Absolute Evil
I live in my world and I'm my own King in my world,Whether it be a garbage dump or in the desert,Or wherever it may be, I'm my own human being,You can restrain my body and you can tear my guts out,Do anything you wish, but I'm still me and you can't take that away,You can kill the ego, you can kill the pride,You can kill the want, the desire of a human being,You can lock him in a cell and you can knock his teeth out,Smash his brain in but you cannot kill the soul,You expect to break me?,Impossible... you broke me years ago, you killed me years ago,If people knew they couldn't die,If they couldn't be punished for anything they ever did,What do you think would happen? Absolute evil,Strip away the concept of retribution, bring down the walls of fear,And the true evil nature inside humans would gush forth,To keep control, we are schooled, taught and programmed,Against our own natures by the fear instilled in us by grown ups and authority figures,And it's all a lie... and we're warned not t

Who I Am
Hi All, I am Master Bruce, an online Master who is looking for female subs for online fun. Qualiifications are that you are a female, age group of 20 to 55 and willing to play onine. I am very explicit in what I say and have been known to be on the sadistic side. Once again, I AM ONLY ONLINE>

Scribbles [part2]
What your staring at... is me. Contaminating everything.. Before you tell yourself... it's just a different scene.. Remember, what your staring at... is me. I am not perfect, never claimed to be. I am what you make of me.. I often watch to see your expression.. I wait to see.. if you'll smile.. Just that once.. to make my ♥ [heart] go.. *pitter patter pitter patter... thud* While your outside looking in.. Just remember... What your staring at.... is me. Sitting all alone... inside your head.

These Are The Words, Take Two
“And Moses gathered all the congregation of the children of Israel together, and said unto them, These are the words which the LORD hath commanded, that ye should do them.” At the beginning of chapter thirty-five, Moses wears the veil over his face that he’ll sport the rest of his life except when he speaks directly with the LORD has already received the second set of tablets on mount Sinai. In case they didn’t get the message before (highly likely since the first time Moses came down he found the children of Israel worshiping a molten – by our memory of the story, golden – calf and in a pique destroyed the original tablets), Moses reiterates the LORD’s instructions for keeping themselves holy as well as building what’s to be considered holy, namely the tabernacle and the clothes the priests will wear, the priestly vestments. First and foremost, the people themselves must be able to consecrate themselves. And at this point, it’s

About Me
HI. My name is Thomas and I love all things cars if you haven't noticed. I have a couple of car related websites. But I also like anything new and interesting like Astronomy. I have a great sense of humor so I dig comedy related stuff too! Brookfield Homes | Infiniti of Montclair | West Houston Infiniti | I-10 Automall

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What It Is...
Sometimes life throws you a curve ball.. But, I often wish that life would just strike me out and be done with the game. I always say that I don't need you, I wonder my distance and am somehow driven back to you. I can't take this pain, This life full of holes. I wish you would see what I see... Maybe someday soon you'll be free. Take this life.. and call it yours. For I am.. in a world you'll never be. Just randomness in itself.. figured I'd scribble something and call it writing... xoxo ♥

The End Of Pain
Why do I feel this way that I feel? Everyday is a struggle and that shits for real. The cold steel from a blade is my only release. A fountain of blood will bring me my peace. Life is pain, so pain is my life. Ironic how I escape pain with the slice of a knife. You cant understand, no way you can feel, The plight of my life, and the ways that I deal. The blade is sharp, but this pain cuts much deeper. "God send me an angel, I swear to YOU that I'll keep her." No answer, just silence. It fills up the room. So I sit and ponder what will read on my tomb. "Here lies Jason, He wished for his death- And when the time came- He just smiled and left"

The Rain
The Rain The rain outside cant match the tears that I've shed. Its began to pour, cant get it out of my head. The lightning, the thunder, no shelter just yet. No matter how fast I run, I cant escape getting wet. Dark skies and gray clouds for miles around. I close my eyes, but theres no escape from the sound. The mud on my feet, the wind in my face, Please take me away from this God awful place. Its been raining so long, I've forgot what its like to see the sun shine.

Mutilation Is My Medication
..> I'm sick again today. Same as yesterday, and the day before, and probably tomorrow too. I need my relief, so I pull out my knife. You see, mutilation is my medication. Self-Prescribed. I roll up my pants, and pull down my sock. SLICE!!! AAAAHHH!!! It hurts but in a good way. I feel the rush. My face gets red. The searing feeling. But in a minute, I'll feel better than I did before. I watch the blood pour out, and my ailments along with it. I've ruined alot of socks this way, But thats the price you pay, With this medicine. Relief is achieved. And it lasts awhile. Sometimes for days, sometimes just one. The cut? It heals, but slowly, Because I cant help but pick at the scab. Sometimes that helps me to cut back on my "medicine". It eventually scars up, but thats ok. No one sees them anyways. Another day passes, And I'm still sick. This medicine doesnt cure, It only relieves the symptoms. For awhile. So once again, its time to take my me

Worthless
..> I keep getting nightmares when I'm under sedation. So even when I sleep I cant get a vacation, From the stress, the worries, the severe agitation, I'm just waiting to die, and I'm not very patient. I need to climb out of this hole, and do it immediatley. Before I take this knife and stab myself repeatedly. God, if you're out there, you're neglecting your child. You're suppose to love me whether I'm perfect or wild. You keep sending me rain and I aint got an umbrella, So I stand here an angry, cold, dripping wet type of fella. But if the sun were to shine, would my life be much better? No, I would just be one hot, sad sucker with my taste stuck on bitter. So I trudge through the rain, with nowhere to go. Why even stay to do the same thing tomorrow? I am living my life with absolutley no purpose. What else do you do when you know you are worthless?

My Individual Purpose
It takes the tearing of flesh, just to silence my mind, And the scars on my skin, those are the ties that bind. They serve as a reminder, of quieter times Of the pain on the out, but serenity inside. You'd have to stand on your head to see a smile on me. If you had to hear these screams, you would beg and you'd plea, For a moment of silence, You'd understand the violence I'm committing on myself cause my anger is timeless. Its like this everyday, from January to December, I've live 32 long years, but your feet in my shoes I don't remember. Feelin like my back might break from trying to shoulder this load, Been carrying it so long, but when I look up all I see is more road. I was told, to truly know someone, you must dig deeper than the surface. So in order to know myself, I just cut deeper than the surface. Now I've had so much practice, I no longer get nervous. I slice with precision, and the cuts, they are perfect. When its all said and done, I DO reali

Alone
Push back the pain and smile. Push back the hurt and smile Be there for your friends to help them through their hurts, their pain and their struggles, and then smile. Don’t stop to think about you. Don’t stop to see you. If you do, then the wave that you’ve been pushing back comes roaring in. Then you are crushed, drowning, and no one can help you because you are alone. For when it’s all said and done, you are alone.

Tangled
I have no more tears, so its blood that I shed.Everyday I'm alive - I just envy the dead.I'm losing this race and I'm so tired of running.How can I ever be anything when all I've ever been is nothing?I dont wanna let you down, so I push you away.With this monster inside, you'd be foolish to stay.Why would you want to spend days, let alone years,In a life full of butterfly bandaids and scarlet tears?I'm nothing inside, death has taken my soul.And if it's alive, its sleeping somewhere in the cold.So inside of me I have nothing, and with that being said,The only thing I can provide you with is that thing that I have.I'mma say that again, I want you to listen this time.Its really the truth in the form of a rhyme.So inside of me I HAVE NOTHING, and with that being said,The only thing I can PROVIDE YOU WITH is THAT THING THAT I HAVE.I really do love you, so I hope you can see,That its because that I love you, that I want you to leave.

Grrr... Argh
So Ive been saving up for a new camera, since my last one mysteriously vanished. I went looking at some the other day, (Why is there a touchscreen camera? most people HATE seeing finger prints on their screen...) found one I liked and figured Id go back and get it Sunday. Thursday comes, and the side of my jaw is hurting, I figured it was a toothache since bad teeth run in my family (yaaaay genetics!) Well Friday, I wake up and my jaw feels 30lbs heavier. I look in the mirror and my face is swollen, I cant figure out why... I didnt eat anything unusual, or get stung by anything... nothing is coming to mind. Saturday its starting to hurt... BAD. Throbbing, sensitive to the air, I couldnt keep my mouth closed all the way because it hurt that bad... My friend's dad looked at it (hes a nurse) and told me I had an absest. SCORE! They couldnt drain it because it was so infected... Im on meds for it, my face is still HUGE (no I wont show you :P) but its slowly going down now. Im pissed b

A True Craigs List Rant And Rave Posting Lmao
This Ad Was Posted to Craig's List Personals: To the Guy Who Tried to Mug Me in Downtown Savannah night before last. Date: 05-27-09, 1:43 A M EST. I was the guy wearing the black Burberry jacket that you demanded that I hand over, shortly after you pulled the knife on my girlfriend and me, threatening our lives. You also asked for my girlfriend's purse and earrings. I can only hope that you somehow come across this rather important message. First, I'd like to apologize for your embarrassment when I drew my pistol after you took my Jacket. The evening was not that cold, and I was wearing the jacket for a reason. My girlfriend had just bought me that Kimber Model 1911 .45 ACP pistol for my birthday, and we had picked up a shoulder holster for it that very evening. Obviously you agree that it is a very Intimidating weapon when pointed at your head, wasn't it? I know it probably wasn't fun walking back to wherever you'd come from bare footed since I made you leave your shoes, cell

This How The Fucking Fight Started
How Fights Start My wife sat down on the seat next to me as I was flipping channels. She asked, 'What's on TV?' I said, 'Dust.' And then the fight started... ****************************************** My wife and I were watching "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire" while we were in bed. I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have sex?" "No," she answered. I then said, "Is that your final answer?" She didn't even look at me this time, simply saying, "Yes."

My Friends
G-damn, I was just looking thru my friends and wow, what Hot bunch of women they are, so to them I say ladies you are the finest of the finest on Fubar or any other network, you girls ROCK FOR REAL!!! much love to ya all....

Just One Of Those Days...
Ever just have one of those days where you want to yell and scream and cry and hit something?!? Yea...welcome to my day. I'm angry and sad and mad and lonely and everything else you can think of. There is no justifiable ( i dont care if that isnt a word or if it's spelled correctly) reason I can think of as to why I feel this way today. I just do! I love my job and what I do, but today I just wanna go home :(

Livin' A Treme' Life
Once in awhile, the pain in the ass travel schedule I work with has its perks. As luck would have it, my job requires me to be in New Orleans later this week. If you've read this -http://fubar.com/blog/288396/1058011 - then you'll understand my affinity for the place.So I'll be arriving late Wednesday night and will probably stop off at Frenchmen Street for some jazz. Then Thursday night, off to Vaughn's to listen to Kermit Ruffins.Thursday is my birthday - my real birthday not my internet birthday - so I can't wait to celebrate by listening to one of my favorite performers!Who wants to dance? All aboard!

Random Thoughts...
I painted the entire 300 sf room with vaulted ceilings by myself yesterday because J is a lazy asshole I am a hurtin bitch today I want to blow up the comcast bulding...one of their assholes rang my doorbell at 7:15 am this moring wanting to get in my back yard wtf I made over 700 in tips for working Oktoberfest that goes to the squadron xmas party...it better be fucking nice is all I have to say I wanna go back to bed but the kids are outta school today it is sleeting and cold and yucky here

Why Do I Lack Conviction
I sat here today with a mind blank of all things human nature. And yet overwhelmed with too much to say . A firmly held belief or opinion. That use to be me. Not so much now. Passers by , their tongues race. Smile's plastered upon their face. They hold on to their beliefs, Stand true to their convictions. They have reasons to state. Opinions to mention. They speak of connection, Of all they have been given. I stand in the dark , A life not worth living. Most days I would ignore, Or pay very little attention, But today I just realized, I lack conviction. I am reminded of a girl child. With her strong opinionated behavior. She spoke of dreams , and reasons. I related to her. But I can't seem to find her now. And I know not where shes gone, I know that if she could , She would make it here back home. I see people married to their jobs, and their lives, Yet I could walk away from anything in mine. So although I rarely listen, Today I actually heard, and it is

Not All Vampires Suck Blood
Many people who walk the earth practice the fine art of making others feel responsible and even indebted to them, without cause. "Psychic Vampires" are individuals who drain others of their vital energy. This type of person can be found in all avenues of society. They fill no useful purpose in our lives, and are neither love objects nor true friends. Yet we feel responsible to the psychic vampire without knowing why. If you think you may be the victim of such a person, there are a few simple rules which will help you form a decision. Is there a person you often call or visit, even though you really don't want to, because you know you will feel guilty if you don't? Or, do you find yourself constantly doing favors for one who doesn't come forward and ask, but hints? Often the psychic vampire will use reverse psychology, saying: "Oh, I couldn't ask you to do that"---and you, in turn, insist upon doing it. The psychic vampire never demands anything of you. That would be known in subtle wa

The Unknown World
I have been away from THE WORLD - as it is depicted in various forms of media - for months. I do not miss it. I never could choose THE TRUTH - because it truly depends on where you begin the story. Since I cannot decipher THE TRUTH, I am left with what is all any of us can embrace as individuals - my truth. I love my husband. I love my family. I am a Godly woman. I like to play in the dirt. I love the Sun. And yet - I love the moon too. On hands and knees in the moonlit shadows of the Enchanted Forest I cleared a path for my granddaughter and her delight. For my own delight. For the delight of anybody that would choose to walk within a world of possibility. The only thing I could see was the gleam of the moonlight shining off the mother of pearl cross I wear around my neck. GOD MADE THE MOONLIGHT TOO, I told myself. What are any of us but werehumans anyway. So close to transforming into something driven by bestial cues. I shall not walk, nor crawl, in fear. So Faith is my tru

It Was A Dark Time For All
Ashley has been really ill; we didn't know what to do other than kill her quickly with a firm pillow pressed against her sick face, but husband offered another option, how about we take her to hospital? I am the kind of person who if I cant fix it- I will kill it. I am sorry I sound cruel but I am crap with sick kids and sick people/things in general. If you don't believe me I used to have a hamster that had eczema and a goldfish that swam sideways. They are no longer here.It turns out Ashley may or may not have Swine flu...I think she has a viral infection but then am the woman who drowns fish so what the hell do I know? She has been told to drink plenty fluids and get bed rest and this she is really good at doing, so that's a relief, though she is really sick, I am being sarcastic and I do worry.She gets really hot then shivery and cold then I get bored listening to it and hide in my room. When she was a tiny baby and used to vomit all down my back when I picked her up I felt like sq

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To Let Go Of The Light
What do you do when you have to let go of what makes you happy when it also makes you cry? It is possible that one thing can bring you to the heights of pleasure can be the same thing that plunges you into the depths of despair. I should be used to this, it seems to happen every few months. I find someone who is everything that I could dream of, everything I could ever want. But. There is always a but. But the distance is too great, But I am not really ready, But I am only looking for a good time. But, But But. So I will let another go, because he isn’t really mine to begin with, let him go to those that make him happy and sit back and ask again: “Why am I never enough?”

Once Upon A Time Chapter 8
HOME SWEET HOME The knight has done his duties, he has brought her safely home He bids her fairwell, and he turns to leave alone Fighting back tears, as to not look like less a man But before he can take a step, she takes him by the hand "Please don't leave my knight , stay if would" "But I dont know I can, or even if I should" "But there is something you should know, knight, something you should hear" "In you I have found my strength to fight and chase away my fears" "But, my fair maiden, you had the strength all along" "It's there every time you smile, or dance to a birds song" "Dear knight, just honor this one last request" "Promise you will return for me, before your dying breathe" He takes her in his arms, for an eternity it seems A weight has lifted from his soul, his heart is finally free "I shall return for you, I just dont know when" "There are many miles between us and they seem to never end" "I must return home to tend to matters there" The maiden starts

Reaper Part 1......3/3
????????? Hey Reaper are you awake, my spell should be wearing off by now. “Hey are you sure you didn’t kill him Tsunami. Especially considering what we had to do to get the convulsions of lighting to stop. How fast do you say it hit him?” “Ten minutes.” “You should die for doing this; you’ve condemned another soul to the executioner’s block.” Reaper a wakened and pinned the guy against the wall, “Do and I’ll kill you okay.” “Reaper that’s enough. I’m just glad you’re alright.” Reaper looked back at Tsunami she was all smiles, “Please just let him down.” Very well. Reaper let go of the man, “Just fair to warn you say that again, you’ll die faster then you can blink got it?” “Yes sir.” They walked out of the little room they were in. Reaper felt around his body, “Why was my body in so much pain. And I feel like I have yet anoth

Reaper Part 1...2/3
Antarctica (rebel hideout) Where am I? I am dead? “Hey are you awake?” “Huh?” Tsunami struggled to open hers eyes. “Sir, she’s awaking up!” “Well hurry up, get that equipment off her!!” She could at last open her eyes. She was starring at the ceiling of an infirmary, she tried to sit up but only found pain. “Easy ma’am, if you push to far you’ll die.” Tsunami looked to where the voice was coming from, she saw the rebel leader. Tsunami’s voice turned to anger, “So what do you want with me?” “Now, now ma’am that not our intention at all, we don’t want anything from you, its just we couldn’t leave you to die.” “I know you wanted more than just to help me, so tell me what do want.” “We wish to employ your services.” Tsunami’s face

Soldier In A Modern War
being a soldier is tough going to other countries for a year or more.Missing your family one thing that people say to me that really gets me is wow man u went to iraq your a hero,i am just doin my job anybody else would do.I read somethin on the news the other day that really got to me someone from ny which is where i am from said soldiers are spoiled and that we crave attention for a war that was a joke in the first place. I would like to hear more comments on this subject to see if u feel the same way.Two tours over here and some of the stuff i have seen i would not wish that on my worst enemy,i am ranting of course but i would love some feed back thank you so much for reading my blog.

Stalkers
Attention, friends, fam and fans: I want some more stalkers. Application form is in my Stalker Apps form. If you submit the completed form to me, upon approval, I will notify you and save a copy in the same folder. Thank You. The Management. Rock on!Shawn, AKA DurhamNtx

May Angels....
May angels rest beside your door,May you hear their voices sing.May you feel their loving care for you,May you hear their peace bells ring.May angels always care for you,And not let you trip and fall,May they bear you up on angel’s wings,May they keep you standing tall.May they whisper wisdom in your ear,May they touch you when you need,May they remove from you each trace of fear,May they keep you from feeling greed.May they fill you with their presence,May they show you love untold,May they always stand beside youAnd make you ever bold.May they teach you what you need to knowAbout life here and hereafter.May they fill you always with their loveAnd give you the gift of laughter"

An Angel Kissed My Tears Away Today
An Angel kissed my tears away todaywhen I was sad.I wasn't feeling quite myselfmy day had been so bad.I felt a warmth brush by methat quickly dried my tears.A gentle, kind, and loving touchthat seemed to hold me near.Immediately, I felt so much betterand the day seemed brighter too.I guess that's just the way you feelwhen an Angel comforts you

Wishing For A Dream Lover
Reach out your handAnd place it gently in mineLet us become oneAs ours souls intertwineThe night surrounds usFilled with the starsAs we danced under the moonAnd make love in the darkYour kisses like velvetYour touch like silkAs we envelope each other And create a love stiltLet our bond be unbroken And lasts many nightsFrom the beginning to the endNever losing its sightSo if by chance we let goAnd drift slowly apartLet the love we endeavoredContinue silently in our hearts

Continuities - Walt Whitman
Nothing is ever really lost, or can be lost, No birth, identity, form--no object of the world. Nor life, nor force, nor any visible thing; Appearance must not foil, nor shifted sphere confuse thy brain. Ample are time and space--ample the fields of Nature. The body, sluggish, aged, cold--the embers left from earlier fires, The light in the eye grown dim, shall duly flame again; The sun now low in the west rises for mornings and for noons continual; To frozen clods ever the spring's invisible law returns, With grass and flowers and summer fruits and corn.

What Is Love?
Love is free, love is kindlove is yours, love is mineLove is here, love is there love is simply everywhereLove is ours, love is yourslove is stiches, love is scarsWhat is love we might say, Can love lead us far astray? Can love take us there or here, Can love bring us anymore near? I love you and you love me, why can't we just agree? Our love is for everyone to seeI love you and you love me.Life goes on and we must leave, and remember and always believe me

In My Dreams
In my dreams, you always seem to be there with me by my side. You stay with me through the nightIn this secret place of mine.We go beyond the limits and reach into the sky,we do whatever we want In my dreams the rules do not apply. I wait for you to arrivethen on our way we go,Into another dimension where my love can surely show.Where anything can happen if we only make it real,dive into my watersif you're not afraid to feel.I want to live my dreaminstead of dreaming my life.I want you in reality,but I can't seem to get the words out of me. Sometimes I just break down;I can't stand holding my true feelings in, but I don't know what to say or where I should begin.It's been so long and these feelings are getting strong, much more stronger than I ever thought they be. I want you and my only wish is for you to want me.I hope one day my dreams come true, but until thenIn my dreams i'll be with you

An Angel Walks Beside Me
An angel walks beside me,I feel him everyday,he helps me through lives ups and downs,and whatever comes my way.He guides me down the road of life,and lights the darkest roads,he picks me up and carries me,when I can not bear the load.He helps to ease the pain I feel,he mends my spirit, too,he holds my hand, and shelters me,and gives me courage and strength, too.He speaks to me with words of love,and he listens to my pleas,he was sent here from the lord above,to guide and comfort me.I know he's always watching,though his form I can not see,its a peace I feel deep in my heart,that leads me to believe.An angel walks beside me,I feel blessed everyday,that the presence of this angel,will never go away

A Dream Within A Dream - Edgar Allen Poe
Take this kiss upon the brow!And, in parting from you now,Thus much let me avow-You are not wrong, who deemThat my days have been a dream;Yet, if Hope has flown awayIn a night, or in a day,In a vision, or in none,Is it, therefore, the less gone?All that we see or seemIs but a dream within a dream.I stand amid the roarOf a surf-tormented shore,And I hold within my handGrains of golden sand-How few! yet how they creepThrough my fingers to the deep,While I weep- while I weep!O God! can I not graspThem with a tighter clasp?O God! can I not saveOne from the pitiless wave?Is all that we see or seemBut a dream within a dream?

The World’s Most Beautiful
I’d give anything to see the sun set on the horizon,I’d do anything to gaze at a full moon in the night sky;Even a rainbow would make me smile,And I’d love to swim in crystal clear watersOf an untouched sea;Sometimes I’ll see a shooting star,And try to gaze from afar,All the diamonds in the night sky;The mist on the mountains is breathtaking,As is walking in rainforest;To see cascading waterfalls I’d do anything for,As to stand on the highest peak in the world,And look at the sights below;I’d love to soar on wings above the clouds,Across the bluest skies;I’d do anything to seeAll the beautiful things in the world,Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara,Like a river twisting through a dusty land,All the beautiful things in the world;But I also know I am looking atThe world’s most beautiful creation,Every time you smile,And every time I look into your eyes

Unsuspecting Love.
Words, phrases and sentences of greeting,'How are you?' and 'Having a good day?','Wonderful to see you',And 'Oh. by the way'...Two of us among our friends,Enjoying each others company,Never knowing the bond being created,Aloof to the thoughts of many...Time passes on as days go by,Oblivious and anxious at the same time,Feelings whirling and tumbling,Watching my heart soar so high...You came upon my life,Unsuspecting, open and true,Smiles brightened as names appeared,Drawing colors of a perfect hue...Love rises from deep within,Showering us with emotions,Shivers, breathlessness, warmth and kindness,Hearts quickening in rapid motion...A hug, a smile, a touch, a kiss,Minds and bodies united in sync,Blessed with this newfound love,Wonders what to think...A joy has immersed my soul,Shedding new light,A voice, a mind, a soul, a hand,Creating happiness and deligh

True Love
True love is a sacred flameThat burns eternally,And none can dim its special glowOr change its destiny.True love speaks in tender tonesAnd hears with gentle ear,True love gives with open heartAnd true love conquers fear.True love makes no harsh demandsIt neither rules nor binds,And true love holds with gentle handsThe hearts that it entwines

The Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a womanIs not in the clothes she wears,The figure that she carries,Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a womanMust be seen from her eyes,Because that is the doorway to her heart,The place where love resides.The beauty of a womanIs not a facial mole,But true beauty in a womanIs reflected in her soul.It is the caring she lovingly gives,The Passion that she shows.The beauty of a woman with passing yearsonly grows and grows.

Silent Love
Have you ever been silently in loveWith someone you can never have?So close you can touch her handYet, so far to feel her heart?Have you ever lived in pretenseQuietly loving without any condition?A feeling of love that's unknownHiding it, not knowing for how long.Have you ever fallen deeplyLoving the person unconditionally?So afraid to say what you feelActing normal, keeping things still.Have you ever been hurt unintentionallyBut put on a smile, pretended to be happy?Deep inside you're in pain and sufferingBut outside you're jolly and laughing.Why does holding her hand feel so right?Your heart smiles everytime she's at sightHearing her sweet voice makes your dayHope you can hug her in a special way.

Because She Would Ask Me Why I Loved Her - Christopher Brennan
If questioning would make us wiseNo eyes would ever gaze in eyes;If all our tale were told in speechNo mouths would wander each to each.Were spirits free from mortal meshAnd love not bound in hearts of fleshNo aching breasts would yearn to meetAnd find their ecstasy complete.For who is there that lives and knowsThe secret powers by which he grows?Were knowledge all, what were our needTo thrill and faint and sweetly bleed?Then seek not, sweet, the "If" and "Why"I love you now until I die.For I must love because I liveAnd life in me is what you give.

Sent From Above
When I look at youThe outside you're strong and toughOn the inside, you're filled with sweet and tender loveYou remind me of an angel, sent from up above.You're always thereWhen Im filled with pain and fearShowing me how much you careYou remind me of an angel, sent from up above.When I met you I was scaredbecause it seemed right away you caredNow I know you, I hope you never goYou remind me of an angel, sent from up above.I wish I were brave like youI know Im not even closeBut when youre there, Im not scaredYou remind me of an angel, sent from up above.You always seem to know, exactly what to sayTalking to you just brightens my dayLike pretty flowers, blooming in mayYou remind me of an angel, sent from up above.I wish that everyone saw you, like meIf they didYou'd be overflowing with gleeCuz you remind me of an angel, sent from up above.You probaly dont realize thisBut around you,It seems like Im in a heavenly BlissI thought you should know, the feelings for you I can't showThat you re

Seasons Of Love
When tender leaves are budding greenand all is new...remember me.I'll think of you with heavy heart...emotion, yet unseenAnd come the summer's starry nightwhen roses bloomand life is sweet in Nature's womb,I'll wish for you 'till darkness fades to light.And when the green has turned to gold,the leaves will fall as tinted tears,my soul will call across the miles, its secret love, untold.For when the earth is cold and bareand all is white with winter's snow,the fire's light will blaze in eyesthat whisper still... "I care"

Passion's Flames
A touch, soft and tender.A whisper, full of desireA gasp of sweet surrenderAs passion fuels the fireNo words spoken between themNo promises to be keptNo lies being told tonightNo looking back - no regretsLonging to hold each otherSuch precious little timeBoth vowed to anotherBeing lonely their only crimeTomorrow bringing sorrowA brief moment of shameWith the memory of this one nightA release from passion's flames

Love's Trinity - Alfred Austin
Soul, heart, and body, we thus singly name,Are not in love divisible and distinct,But each with each inseparably link'd.One is not honour, and the other shame,But burn as closely fused as fuel, heat, and flame.They do not love who give the body and keepThe heart ungiven; nor they who yield the soul,And guard the body. Love doth give the whole;Its range being high as heaven, as ocean deep,Wide as the realms of air or planet's curving sweep

Once Upon A Star.
I gaze up at the sky each night and find the brightest star. It's always waiting there for me so close, but yet so far. The star winks in the evening sky and reaches out to me. It magically appears each night for all the world to see. I've wished upon this special star my whole life through, it seems. I've closed my eyes and made my wish of hopes, and plans, and dreams. And then, one day I got my wish for I finally met you. You are that someone special who's made all my dreams come true. So now whenever we're apart I find that same bright star. It makes me feel so close to you no matter where you are.

One Kiss
To kiss your lips but once,Would be to rediscover Eden.Quiet,Untouched by human hand,Yet fashioned by God Himself...For youAnd I,In this moment of time.Vibrant, virgin blossomsOf luscious ripened fruitsCascading 'round limb and vine,Each lending their fragrance To this, - Our forbidden enchantment.'Twould be unthinkableTo taste but one kiss,WithoutI long to devourEach and every magnificent bloom.Such sweet raptureWould In itself demandThat heaven and earth Stand still.Alas, it cannot be.No, my love.I would not,Could not...Kiss you but once.

Fucrap
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I Carry Your Heart - E.e. Cummings
I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart) I am never without it (anywhere I go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) I fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet) I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you Here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)

Help A Girl Out? Please.....
Would you wonderful fu friends and family be a sweet and help a girl out? Follow the link and rate/ comment for me? http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1196184&albumid=1833418&i=415625369#1694819992 Much love to all!

Care.
Sick with a great many things.Fever, nervous corkscrew guts. Hacking, wheezing, sniffling sneezing.Mostly sick with fear.Mostly afraid to see you again.Mostly afraid to leave things how they are.Unspoken, assumed, and oft unreciprocated.I need someone. I think we've established that.The problem is, I only want one someone.Now maybe the problem isn't so much that I'm broken.UnableUnwillingUnmotivated.I can feel, I have a name.But for some reason this candle only lights for you.A mere pinlight when you deserve a wildfire.It's the best I can offer, fearing as I doknowing what I knowsheltering what little I havein such a vast darkness.I fear that you already know...and that smile is just a bandage on a missing limb.Salve on cancer, ointment on a burn ward.Would I be right in assuming that I can love you better than him?

The Inkblot Test
You are Energetic and Bright You view people with optimism. You have many meaningful relationships in your life. You had more conflict with your mother than your father. Your relationship with her was difficult and possibly unhealthy. You deal with stress in a fairly normal way. Stress presents a struggle for you, but you're usually able to neutralize your emotions. You are a natural multitasker. You enjoy being busy, even if the amount of things you need to do is overwhelming. The Inkblot Test Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones

20 Interesting Facts About Skin
1. It's your body's largest organ, despite what the readers of Maxim think. 2. An average adult's skin spans 21 square feet, weighs 9 pounds and contains more than 11 miles of blood vessels. 3. The skin releases as much as 3 gallons of sweat a day in hot weather. The areas that don't sweat are the nail bed, the margins of the lips, the tip of the penis and the eardrums. 4. Ooh, that smell: Body odor comes from a second kind of sweat -- a fatty secretion produced by the apocrine sweat glands, found mostly around the armpits, genitals and anus. 5. Yum! The odor is caused by bacteria on the skin eating and digesting those fatty compounds. 6. Breasts are a modified form of the apocrine sweat gland. 7. Fetuses don't develop fingerprints until three months of gestation. 8. Without a trace: Some people never develop fingerprints at all. Two rare genetic defects, known as Naegeli syndrome and dermatopathia pigmentosa reticularis, can leave carriers without any identifying ridges on thei

How Every Woman Should Be Treated
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My Mind
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What's Your Celtic Animal?
Your Animal is the Crane Deep down, you are a very secretive person. You keep a lot to yourself. You may seem friendly and outgoing, but it's not the full picture. You prefer your own quiet company. You are a smart and talented person. You have an amazing set of skills. You are also quite reflective and thoughtful. You have a unique spirituality that is always growing. What's Your Celtic Animal? Work is Hard. Time for Blogthings!

What Color Is Your Name?
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Best Mumm Conversation Ever
dyssnow I.L.L.u.S.i.o.N ™~ said: S T F U Bitch OzspamPrt4 said: Be nice..it's my birthday! Wait!..you are! I.L.L.u.S.i.o.N ™~ said: You made it another year? Better luck next time. dyss said: you still haven't learned how to properly wish death on a person.... fail... I.L.L.u.S.i.o.N ™~ said: the thought pleases me thats all that matters. dyss said: so your a dreamer not a do'er huh.... that another way of saying your lazy? dyss said: to lazy to fix spelling... *tears own asshole* I.L.L.u.S.i.o.N ™~ said: God, you know me so well. I'm so flattered [image] dyss said: yeah totally but no worries i won't tell anyone about the fisting you received in the "early years" I.L.L.u.S.i.o.N ™~ said: why not, i love talking about the good times. dyss said: but i thought you're father was a sore subject? guess i don't know you that well after all [image] I.L.L.u.S.i.o.N ™~ said: No you dont, pity really [image] dyss said: damn now i'll never see your tits hu

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Mabon is known as are second harvest. Earth begins to pull her fertility from the land. Wild animals and humans alike scramble to gather as much food as possible before the hard winter that lies ahead. Grains and corn are appropriate for Mabon. Corn has played a major role in North and Central America for hundreds of years. American Indians ate corn and use it in their religious beliefs and rituals. The Corn Mother was used as a symbol of life, eternity, fertility and resurrection. Corn was a scared gift of the Mother Goddess for magical uses. Corn Planet –Sun Element –Fire Energies –Protection and Spirituality Yellow Corn is used for the North

Breaking Benjamin : I Will Not Bow Lyrics
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Buggin' 2.0 (8mm Flicker)
*the following was inspired from this single image I made for my profile to look like a bad shutter effect of an 8mm projector. S-A-double-V - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: Certified Sicktastic - cock the shotty, Ant... yeah, click-clack it. Nightmare on a Silent Hill, all the Residents beyond drastic; Pure Evil, hellish buggin', watch out it's the sequel. Sharpen your meat cleaver - divide the fog, and leave limbs unequal...Ant the Rant of Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: I put it on 8mm, but I'm hold'n 9. Late feature, documents the history of an old crime, the mystery to unfold, told in rhyme, calm, collected, cold and refined, smiling safely, as CSI retrace the, body with a bold line, the killer sits right here and waits, online, hold'n up his call sign.S-A-double-V - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: Berserker rage, it's time - shot released, open-says-a-heem, through the spine. Shells expended, cackle on the pine. Floors, as he Rants through the House of a Thousand. M

Chapter 5 Skipping Biology
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You Belong With Me
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Rippin' Shurikens
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Reckless
Ant the Rant of Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: I sit and watch you front reckless, like third-person perspectives. S-A-double-V - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: I stunt like X-Games, and X you off my checklist... eat a formidable brain for breakfast. My curricular is extra, so check this... my flow is terrorist, hit you where it's least expected. The stratagem, like a nail-bomb... but way more reckless, exploding in every direction. I wear a wrecking ball, as pendant and necklace. Try to snatch my pride and get embarrassed and disrespected... aggression - fuel for my erection. Demolish the facade and resurrect it, lace up game and teach lessons. How do you stop it, if you can't defend it? I rig examples, like presidential elections. I'm a tattoo surrounded by millions of freckles... a grand master who's never been bested. Your antics lack direction, like a chicken runnin' headless. How can you reap success, if the expense has never been accepted? My crew's amused by you - you

9/20/2009
BREAKFAST: Flatout - Light Italian Herb, 1 servingBanana, fresh, 0.5 large CARL BUDDIG, Smoked Sliced Turkey, light and dark meat, 1 packageFrench's Spicy Brown Mustard, 1 tspIceberg Lettuce (salad), 1 cup, shredded or choppedBanana Oatmeal Cookies RECIPE, 1 serving LUNCH: Cucumber (with peel), 3 cup slicesAthenos Greek Style Hummus, 0.5 tbspBaby Carrots, raw, 2 medium DINNER: Egg, fresh, 1 jumbo Apple juice, unsweetened, 7 fl oz Eggo Pancakes (3stack), 1 serving Sugar Free Syrup, 0.25 cup Blueberries, fresh, 0.5 cup Cheddar or Colby Cheese, Low Fat, 1 oz egg white, fresh, 1 large SNACKS: Cookie, Oatmeal Raisin, Home Recipe, 0.52 ozTums, 1 servingTortilla Chips, 1Salsa, 0.5 cupChewing gum, 2 stickApples, fresh, 1 small TOTALS: Calories:1,362 Carbs:206 Fat:41 Protein:51 THREE CUPS OF WATER -------------------------------------------------------- yeah so.. i had to do the tums for the calcium.. was way below.. sodium levels were high AGAIN.. i haven't had a good day with t

The Path, Right Left Or Straight
"whats it worth to leave, to move on with our lives, to make a change. Can we travel the road less traveled cuz others said not too, can an offer be too good not to take it, can it be the very thing we need, to help others while helping ourselfs, so the questions is what is ur life worth to ur? turn left to safe places, turn right to family, straight to the unknown, cant turn back the way we came." i offer this to fuland, what choice would u take, why and at what cost? can u aswer my question i that seek an answer for, leave a comment, leave it in my SB or private message. have a nice life fuland!

Why
Why does the rain fall from the sky? How can a sugar pill take this pain away? I should have known that you would break my heart. You've ended something that didn't have a chance to start. Put out the stars. Rub out the sky. Look to the future. Wipe the teardrops from my eyes. Shut out the sun. Put out the light. Want you to tell me how you're gonna make it right. Why am I crying over you? Why? 'Causes there's nothing else that I can do. Why do you make me look like a fool? Wish I'd read the signs and left you well alone. God, I wanna call you but I can't pick up the phone. Put out the stars. Rub out the sky. Look to the future. Wipe the teardrop from my eye. Shut out the sun. Bring on the night. Want you to show me how you're gonna make it right. Why am I crying over you? Why? 'Causes there's nothing else I can do. Why do you make me look like a fool?

Better Off Alone
I understand your point of view letting me go But I thought you had more faith Everything I've done for you You made the mistakes and now you throw this in my face And I have worked so hard for you all of this time and you cast me aside I understand your point of view But I can't seem to get my head around All the things that I feel good about always seem to disappear And every time I think I've got this all worked out Something chews me up and spits me out But there's nothing left to fear I'm better alone my dear You couldn't pick a better time to give me the news Why don't you kick me when I'm down? I'd always believed in you Defended your name but you have not been true I gave you so much of my life I've compromised and you tell me goodbye You couldn't pick a better time And I can't seem to get my head around All the things that I feel good about always seem to disappear And every time I think I've got this all worked out Something chews me up and spits me out But there's nothin

Karma
Should have trusted my own feelings But I silenced intuition When you sacrificed your honesty I believed that you would be there To protect me and help me with all I'm going through There's a joy to being free That you could have taken from me But I found the strength to walk away If you turn the pages and you look inside There is nothing of me I feel that I have to hide If you turn the tables and look at yourself Is there something you fear that you would have to confess? Many things will come to pass I can live with that I can't help but wonder when you'll get yours I'm so happy I have moved on I heard you are regretful But you sacrificed your dignity With the power you have abused You disgust me and trust me I'm not the only one Haven't I already proved That I'm better off without you I'm so glad I walked away For all the lies and my wasted tears For all the times I never felt good enough You pushed me round And put me down To satisfy your childish ego For all the times you made

You're Already Gone
I can't forget your face,the day, the time, the place,your eyes so full of mistery.Only a fool thinks twice.I lost my paradise.You saw the good in me but I, I looked away.I let you drive right byI didn't realize I wanted you 'til you were gone.I wasted too much timeI learnt that love keeps moving on.But you're already gone.The one that got awayThe one that makes you pay.My karma's catching up with me.I feel you in my veins.I won't see you again.So scared to lose it all, I lost it anyway.

Less Clones, And More Real. Can We See Some Of That Happen?
S-A-double-V - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: If we had less clones, I'd have less zones; I wouldn't get this high, or hit as many area codes. Less clones equals fewer molds to break, and less bones. And, speakin' of bones, less clones means fewer domes to wreck, and even less homes... -Each1 Teach1- of Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: brassknucks to the dome, wreck homes like cyclones, fresh coast to midwest, stay fresh my biddness, leave'm floppin on the shore like fish'ez wif no breathes, the freshest no contest, big buds, no compress'd, come catch a caved chest when steppin to these gents..get left on impressed, yer souls we digest, dem bones and dem flows, no contest, so whos next? ANT the RANT of Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: Less is more, unless it's to dress for war, then we just have a mess in store, when red flesh carpet the floor, shirts off fellas let's impress the whores! pushups til my pecks are sore, I'd rather flex a test score, where's all tho

That Comfrting Voice [for A Dear Friend]
my life couldnt get any worse, everythings such a blur I'm laying here on this cold floor, crying out for a friend suddenly I feel a soft touch brush my hand *wake up* I hear * come on sugar, please get up* a friendly voice, I've been longing to hear I get the energy to rise to my feet, that same voice calls to me *come here hun* and I feel your arms wrap around me what is this feeling that is coming over me? could it be? could I have finaly found the comfort I've been needing? yes, yes I think I have*hold me tight and dont let go* I say back that friendly, oh so comforting voice says * ill never let you fall*

Question For The Ladies. Or Guys If You Have Been In My Shoes!!
Ok so i have met this girl that i think is absolutely wonderful have known her for a bit now. we have been texting and talking to each other like crazy. i would say 90% of the time she contacts me. Well we are supposed to have a little get together/date tonight and hang out at the house. She told me she hopes she doesn't have to work and she cant wait to meet up with me its been long over due. This was our last conversation on the 19th of september. well we sent texts back and forth a little thursday but nothing serious. Friday saturday and sunday she has been absolutely quiet i sent her a text saturday night just trying to talk about the UGA game with no response. Come sunday i shot her a text around 1:45 pm and again no response. My questions is... why has she gone stone cold quiet on me? I don't get it. We have a great time on the phone laughing it up joking around and talking about each other. there was a lot of flirting going both ways also. It just makes no sense to me why sh

Slow Tears- By Martini
this one touches my heart it actually means something to me I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those blue eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek

Written By A Friend
Frustration comes, rage builds Through the fire and brimstoneI walk to the end Sleepless nightsI wonder if i should stayOr if I should go.Feelings are just an expression As they say fear is only a four letter wordBut only thing to fear is fear itselfAs I watch my life slip before meTime slowing down, I wear this frown.Tears in my eyes can tell no liesFor never ending dreams that comeCease to exist I curl up my fistClose my eyes and picture the endAs blood flows to the floor.The exsistance of me is no moreNo one can see me no one can hear meBut the feeling is still there Cold chills down your spine hair raising I no longer feel pain just numb

Home
you never said *I'm Leaving* you never said goodbye you were gone before I knew it and only god knew why. a million times I've needed you a million times I've cried if love alone could've saved you you never would've died. In life I loved you in death I love you still in my heart you hold a place that no one could ever fill It broke my heart to lose you but you didn't go alone for part of me went with you the day god took you home. R.I.P GRANDMA ILL NEVER GET OVER LOSEING YOU, BUT MY LIFE WILL GO ON EVENTLY RUBY P WALKER 1925-2009

Entrapment- By Christopher
Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more?

Saying Goodbye-by Anthony West
So soft the brief touch of your lips on my cheek. Was I almost intruding? "Look after yourself " should have been "I love you!" Then the Jumbo flew over my head and I shouted my love above the roar and thundering thrust . . . as if you'd hear. Through the clouds in my eyes I watched you fly away and wished I'd been born with wings.

Poor Dysskrasia
ok so lets make up some lame blog thingy and convince you i am telling you some deep dark secret cause that is what you do to strangers online isn't it? okay so i just saw a movie "management" it was labeled comedy... but turned out too be a bit of a chick flick.... god damn naive lil' ole me who always believes everything that stands before me as the absolute truth... anyway i have a secret i want to share with you good folks here... cause you are all so near and dear to my heart... i have a weakness for chick flicks... 8-P no really!! i mean i like seriously combust into hellfire and leave nothing but ash every time one comes on... and this is quite a problem i mean all my dates wanna go to the movies and watch some tear jerker drama and being the nice guy i am i have to ablige them.... and well after my horrid display most of them never want a second date i mean hell only 2 have even kissed me goodnight... it's painful i feel worthless and i cry myself to sleep everynight.... so

The Strange Phenomenon In Wedding Dress
Custom wedding gown is no longer strange any more for people who are willing to enjoy fashion and life when they mean to marry. But when they prepared for their wedding, there have some strange phenomenon arise.Custom flower girl dress obviously increased, according to some custom wedding dress website statistics. Would this show some problems? I see, maybe people they rarely notice wedding style begin to change their mind and enjoy fashion. More and more people choose black color when they custom bridesmaid dress, that also seems strange. Perhaps that is not caused the effect “this sauce is better than the fish” is the best answer.According to website staff said, custom mother of the bride dresses people often request rush service for their dresses shipment. If you can think it over you will find that is understood very simple, they usually very busy to make things for their sons or daughters, but at the last they just find their dresses not choose yet. Compared with this,

Awful Trend One: Ugg Boots
OK people. I told you last year that UGGs were awful and ugly and not to be worn with shorts and/or skirts. But did you listen? NO. For some reason, people are still wearing Ugg boots and strutting around like they're wearing Christian Louboutins. May I remind you that you aren't and you probably bought your Uggs not because they are comfy and easy to wear, but because everyone and their sorority sister has them. Let's try to be a little unique people.

Hustler's Prayer
Our father who art in heavenShallow be this gameYet and still I remainIn it to win itSuccess or fameIts all the sameA TRAPI know that I've done wrongSo I pray for forgivenessHopin heaven has a place for meGrandma use to sayBelieve in him and he will set you freeSo I pray everydayMake me a better womanCome up with a better planTo make It out this gameBut until thenI pray on my enemies so I pray for my enemies

Originally Parted
(this was something I think I wrote like 4/5 years ago...found it yesterday) I want to I want to Scream Yell, cry, punch I want to I can't I try to I try to, I try to say The words ...my feelings...my fears I try to I can't I should..Oh I should.. I really should... make him, Understand..listen HEAR ME I should.. I can't...or Maybe I won't... yes, I love I love, I so love I try I should I want to be loved I think... there is a place waiting in there somewhere...waiting wanting to try... loving, wanting, needing I can't... self hardening fear... that this isnt going to stop until I whisper all the tiny pains of my heart to another soul to be heard to be held to be wanted to be lusted to be understood... I want

Lyrics - Staind - Tangled Up In You
Tangled Up In You You're my world The shelter from the rain You're the pills That take away my pain You’re the light That helps me find my way You’re the words When I have nothing to say And in this world Where nothing else is true Here I am Still tangled up in you I’m still tangled up in you Still tangled up in you You're the fire That warms me when I'm cold You're the hand I have to hold As I grow old You're the shore When I am lost at sea You're the only thing That I like about me And in this world Where nothing else is true Here I am Still tangled up in you I’m still tangled up in you How long has it been Since this storyline began And I hope it never ends And goes like this forever In this world Where nothing else is true Here I am Still tangled up in you Tangled up in you I’m still tangled up in you Still tangled up in you

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Tattered
Out of rhythm and out of rhyme Out of sync and out of time I'm not asking for perfection I'm not looking for lies I'm on the brink of a breakdown And no one hears my cries There's no one I know, no one to hold The darkness becomes me my core is the cold No flames from a fire I'm searching for heat No one can help get me back on my feet There's screaming in my soul, pounding in my head Trying desperately to learn to cope Flooded words come in and then go Trying to make it, move on, and push through Searching through Hell in need of just you I'm tired, unbalanced and confused as Hell No one can help me break through this spell Nowhere I call home, no way to break free I'm crushing under here; for all eternity.

Just A Saying
When you are feeling alone like no one cares, read this cuz its absolutely true: Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least fifteen people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least two people in this world that would die for you. You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look. Always remember the compliments you've received. Forget the rude remarks.

Untitled
With all the pain that I've gone through I haven't let this destroy my soul I still know, inside, what rings true I still know to handle the cold I know who I am and what I need And I know in my soul what I deserve My pleas I replace with prayer And my heart I now preserve I push through and hang on tight Even given the lonesome nights I know what I need and I know to wait I know that you'll find me when the timing is right. I'm dreaming of that day That you come into my life Finally ready for a love this way Finally open to share this life of mine I want to walk and hold your hand And talk until we understand How right we are for each other's lives And fight together all of life's strife's I'm finally ready to open this heart I'm finally open for love to start...

Just One
Just one more kiss Another, gently, please It's never been like this I'm falling to my knees… Just one more touch Sending chills into my soul I've never desired so much Slowly I lose control… Just one more line To hear that tenderness Locked inside my mind Simple, sweet bliss… Just one more glance So I can see your eyes Give me that last chance Before you say goodbye…

Lyrics - Brian Mcknight - Show Me The Way Back To Your Heart
I remember days and nights were never coldHad you in my life, I had you there to holdAnd I remember love warm as a summer dayBut I lost youAnd I lost my wayNow I'm in the rainBegging you please, pleaseChorus:Baby, won't you show me the way back to your heartLet me see a sign to know if I'm close or farLead me back to the roadThat leads back to your armsBack to your armsEvery night another lonely streetI walk down aloneSearching for the lightYour light to lead me homeLeave a candle in the windowAnd let it shine for meTake my hand and take these tears awayI can't take the painI'm on my knees, begging you pleaseChorusTake my handTake me in your armsI'm out in the darkDown on my knees, begging you pleaseChorus:Show me the way back your to heartLet me see a sign to know if I'm close or farLead me back to the roadThat leads back to your armsBack to your armsBack to your arms

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Society And Emotions
Today i was having a discussion with someone about emotions and how they are viewed, and how everyone has more then 1 side to them. life isnt always rainbows unicorns and sunshine. There is a deeper side to everyone thmoat most people dont let out because society has taught us thatwe should leave this to ourselfs.. swept under the carpet, then we go get depression meds that make us quacks.... when in reality most people just need someone to talk to. Quite frankly i find that my thoughts are much deeper and darker at night when the rest of the world is asleep. I feel that thats the time i let my emotions out.. I feel like life makes us who we are and our experinces do as well, but i do feel that alot of the times it is a negative impact in our lfes and so many people hold things in because, they have no one to talk to and when they do.. a secret private life is no longer secret... sigh..

On Line
It felt so nice and seemed so right,The words she read seemed to ignitea passion, a zest for life, felt once long ago, or was it a dream, am I dreaming now. Why is this so inviting and warm? It's mere words I see....yet the passion they do stir inside of me...I want to throw my head back in lustful bliss and feel the warmth of a lovers kiss. O a strong embrace, a look so pure and inviting, I give myself completely in to this.Give me the want that only you can,make dreams come true with the touch of your hand,caress me, fondle me, feel my desire,hold me, thrill me, till my flesh is on fire,love me so tender, then hard as you can,fill me with passion, take me just as I am....Let the hours fill with warmth and the hot sweet perfumeof lovers at play in a candle lit room.This never-ending lust is too much to take,but don't let it end, don't let me wake. Hold me through the night until the dawn breaks, then go quickly from me, Love, lest my heart breaks.

Fate And Circumstances
As words flow across the screen,Relationships are discussedPositions dreamed,Frustration intensifies.You say fate has brought us togetherBut circumstances are keeping us apartWill fate and circumstances ever let us be as one?

Full Heart, Empty Arms
Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit;Never a flicker of flame, but withArching bolts which strike with a forceThat disturbs my equilibrium.My mind races as waves of passion flush overMy pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visionsOf impossible romantic possibilities.Pathetic is this woman who anticipates theTrue rhythm of love, with a man she may never hold.My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering,As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speakto his: "I have wanted you more than anybody in this world."

Black Netting- 100 Words Or Less
Hi, while spending time on here and reading blogs, I came up with the idea of putting my thoughts or dreams in a blog of 100 words or less. It's a bit of a challenge but also fun.....hope you like my first attempt, It's a dream I had recently.........peace Black netting clings to her, holding her within its fragile web. It sheathes her in vulnerability. I’m transfixed by the lattice that criss-crosses her nakedness, envious of every line running across her skin. I want to trace each one with my fingertips and my tongue, hesitating at every intersection, savoring how her flesh yields beneath the delicate cords. I ache to capture those proud nipples while they protrude so provocatively before me, then to fashion myself an opening in the net shielding her moistness, so I can enter her, join with her, be one with her inside her sensual snare. Peace..........

Heart Strings Are Played Upon
It's becoming more evidentMuch more obvious to meI thought much more of youThan you ever thought of meWas this my biggest mistakeLetting myself think you caredWas I just your marionetteWith heartstrings open and baredWith me left here still thinkingWhat was false, what was trueSo puzzling and so complexI’m left to await another clueOn my heartstings you playedEach left with a loving memoryYet I still have those questionsDo you ever think about meI’m wondering why all the intrigueNow why all of this mysteryWhy am I left here hangingYour the one that holds the key.

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Gypsy Lady
Under the silent moon she baths, her long black curls illuminate,The eyes in the night reflecting thender light,The gyspy lady gives the come hither smile, and all that is beautiful in sight,Bows with great serentity to the gypsy lady of the night.I thought I saw her whisper gently, and oh, how this held me so contently,To hear the tender words expose, all the beauty of a rose,Nothing in this earth can compare, to the beauty of the gypsy lady so fair.This is the lady I speak of, her kindness like no other,The one who calms the oceans with a touch of her words,Her beauty nothing can smother, for it is the gypsy lady whose name remains,Triumphant and Victorious.

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I Will Survive
SING IT GIRLS!!! OUT LOUD At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry! I should have known that it was bulls***t, Just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Ana conda lurking in those Jeans! G o on n ow-go! , Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex,With a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to la ugh ou t loud, When I saw your little weiner standing tall and proud! But

A Little More About Me....... I Guess
so I have this fu friend (not a close one, i don't actually talk to her) who is posting pics that "describe her" things about the causes she supports. So i thought maybe i would blog a little about me. well first off I am a TOTAL DORK ...... and I love it. anything funny with a little wit is awesome to me. If it is popular i MIGHT like it, but not because it is popular, but because i actually took it on its own merit. There are very little causes i believe in. I don't go green with everything but i do believe in the balance of things that can be proven. I don't buy the carbon argument dur to a lack of evidence. nor do I believe in global warming. Music is not my life in fact i rarely listen to it. It saddens me to see so many support and help groups out there. my belief is that although there are a few people who truly cannot help themselves, the overwhelming of majority can help themselves but refuse to do so and make excuses as to why they cannot. In fact almost an

Fubar School 101 : Friends List Manager Trick
People always ask me random questions that they can’t get answers to around here so with that in mind I bring you this….So lately I see that people have gotten emo over their friends list, who‘s on who‘s not why are there a bazillion dead / fake / drone / spy accounts on it and what to do and how to manage your list. With this in mind I bring you this novel fact about Fubar you may or may not have known. I actually found out thanks to Bright Eyed Artist. Want to clean out the dead weight in your account and get a much more accurate number of actual friends you have? Go to my friends, see all, then click the last number on the amount of pages you have ( for example it says on the left 1, you start at the number on the right, for example 1100.) Click on that number and start hitting “previous” until you get down to the last page. You will notice your friend count drop drastically since the dead pages are being eliminated from the count. It works I did it for awhile today myself… .

Neck
It seems my neck seems to be getting worse instead of getting better. But when I have a roommate that is lazier than all get out I have no choice but to keep going. They have found more damage in my neck than wht they had originaly thought I am in the middle of taking physical therapy to correct the problem. But the more I keep lifting on her electric scooter the more damage I keep doing

Drunken Principal In A Hit And Run?
Yep - the 39 year old principal in the local high school was charged with hitting a pedestrian, leaving the scene, and - then being charged with DWI last weekend. The newspaper did not say that he was quitting/being fired, only that he remains commited to providing a good learning environment for the kids. What a train wreck.

New Poem Writen By Me..
I hate they way i fall so easy I hate the way I care I hate the way you make me feel I hate the way I can get you out of my head I hate this Jelously i feel I hate that i can't tell you how i feel I hate that you don't even know i exist I hate that im not what you want but most of all I don't hate you i just hate that i can't get you out my mind or heart...

Apology
APOLOGY by ADAM JOHNSONthrough the mountainsacross the seaeven the boundless forestswouldnt keep you from mebut i must departso i leave this for youan apology from my heartso that you might remember methe things ive doneand places ive seenmy attentionwas givenso few and far betweennow i realize my faultsa little latei can only hopeneglect doesnt lead to hatei dont know when i'll see you againtheres only one thing left to doplease forgive mei still love you

Wait For Me
WAIT FOR ME by ADAM JOHNSONwhere is my one true love?is she out there as lost and lonely as i?could she be with another... leaving me to be alone for eternity!?if you are truly out there and searching for me as i am for you....hear me now, feel me in your heart, see me in your dreams...as i convey this simple message"wait for me"no matter the distance to travel, no matter how long it takes, one day we will find each other....so i say once again, "wait for me"if you just have the patience... we will be together one day.dont ignore the tugg on your heart, it is our hearts bond pulling us together.once more... "wait for me"for untill you and i are together, i am but half a man, an empty vessel who seeks to be whole once again we were meant to be a single unit, and i will wait for my other half to make me whole....no matter how long, i will remain ever vigilant."wait for me"

Love And Death
LOVE AND DEATH by ADAM JOHNSONlove and deathlife and hateeach goes hand in handlove is sought after since birthdeath is began from the our first breathlike yin and yang they intertwinelight in darkness and darkness in lighteveryone searches for love... love so crueldeath happens for us all but none search for itshould one embrace the touch of deathno.. but it is not to be feared eithershould one fear love for its cruel ironyno.. a little love is better than none at allwhat of the love of a motherunconditional lovemaking up for the curse of death passed on upon leaving her loinsthe gift of lifethe curse of deathlove thy familyhate thy enemythe cycle repeats through the agesman is bornman loves so he createsman hates so he breeds destructionman dieswe live in a world of peaceyet men wage thier warslove and deathlife and hatethe cycle repeats itself

Friendship Good Or Bad
friendship w really knows the meaning of the word? i thought i did till to of my friends i grew up with treated me like shit and acted 2 faced towards me. i loved these 2 and treated them like family and the go behind my back and say and start shit. i can only take so much like any one person can but stuff like that i cant take.people like that make me sick and make me want to disappear so they will feel bad and feel lower than dirt.why is it so hard for a good guy like me to get good trustworthy friends any more what is this world coming to? will i hope you you have a good read this is my first blog i hope i did good :)

$15,000 And 15 Miles Don't Make You A Biker
Remember when you could afford another Hog, a new pick up truck, or Carhart work clothes. Cause some dudes will pay what ever it takes we all gotta...pay! Remember when you could count on the other biker in the bar to back you up, and not be some lawyer (to want to sue fer ya), or some dentist (to want to fix yer knocked out teeth), or some gutless weezel who runs for the door when the first glass breaks. MAN....I see all these shiney new scoots with riders in t-shirts from places they never been, brand new engineer boots, chain drive wallets, black carhart jeans, and not a fuggin beard, tatto, or long hair among em. Is dis that yuppie scum shit I been hearin about? How did they get on my mountain? How do I get rid of them....? And now you yuppie says to me you got a computer and a web page....an I says, I never walked around in high waters with a pocket protecter and slide rule. I admit I'm a computer geek wanna be......why you actin like a Biker! Ya....I know

I Really Want To Know What You Think Of Me...
POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU: 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you mine I would really like to know, please comment with your response. Ms. K

She
She is on my mind constantly. I look at her pic on my puter everyday. Love those eyes and her smile warms my heart. When is anything perfect? guess she wanted it to be. Relationships are hard and take both parties wanting to fix the problems that arise. Can't be done when only one side wants to.

From Da Desk Of Locn3$$
From tha desk uv... Current mood: crazyCategory: Life Im a lunatic in mind; a callous 6rain wit tur6alance on tha in side; darknezz within not a speck uv that which we call moonlite; so; light in my eyez no vision like a crowd on my side; my heart, tho internalized, iz healed, yet on the outside stabbed wit a thousand knives. These people r my new friendz tho strangerz as well; so um stuck in a bond with no love 6ut my own. here i am, quietly walkin in the 6lanknezz uv my so-called room... seein the world from a new level with my 4 eyez. it'z juz a phase,a haphazard that occurred many yearz ago. 6efore i could only think amorous thoughtz; not juz my first time 6ut my laz az well; {huh(shruggin my shoulde

4 Da 1'z Dat Luv 2 Hate...
So u think u tough n dont kno who u fool WIT, U kno da dil so u mite az well prepare 4 a TRIP. U gon stand a6ove da water so u 6etta not SLIP, I got a few thingz 4 u 6efore u slip like a WIMP. So many ppl azk da ? why i walk like a PIMP, No cane or top hat juz war woundz n a LIMP. Ril understandz ril n a game like DIZ, Since almighty cam wit pistles datz y I got SIX, Um to ril 4 tha fakez they pull their coverz n DIP, Stealin from home cuz a JUNKIE claimed your spot in life SHIT, Itz juz a taste uv yo future 6efore your future gitz RIPPED, So um da reeper put yo life in a cup n juz SIP, I kno it soundz rediculas 6ut its useful for a hataz EARZ

Um Dangerious( Call Em Cocaine)
A $on go ah3ad turn it up a knotC^h, C^atC^h a C^hild on tha map $t3ady trina B k low tha C^hart... um C^oC^ain3 R3ady to bkan6 at aim, F3arl3$$ wit tha $hit, Kid i bkan6 ya bkrain u wont 4-6it da nam3... 70C^_$C^00bki C^atC^h a 6uard C^uz um dat ril... Pi$tl3 to h3art or, Juz $it 4 a minut3 whil3 i pull yo C^ard... N um juz C^n hon3$t Diz i$ loz3 loz3 win, U only $C^or3 wen U 8 f33t in...

Don Be Scared
hold on i fil u kid n i 6it wut u $ayin; i aint to bklam3; this iz ril on ril bka$i$ um not 6oin in$an3; not tryin ta rattl3 wit ya mind C^uz um involv3d wit a 6an6; um tryin to prot3C^t tha futur3 m3 u kno tha part thatz a man; i cant 4-6it abkout u C^uz i liv3 in my nam3; R3ady Or Not (R.O.N.) it'z tha numbka 1 $ayin; aC^C^u$3 m3 dont bklam3 C^uz my nam3 wont C^han63; i 6ot lov3 n hav3 lov3 thatz not tha prinC^ipl3 thin6; onC^3 r3arrang3d my story juz to do it a6ain; mad3 lov3, f3lt lov3, it fl3w away lik3 tha wind; n i wa$$n't afraid to $ay "I @INT @ 10 minut3 man"; i laz 4 hourz mor3 than which u C^an C^ount wit tha handz; $o on $um ril thu6 $hit umma t3ll ya my plan;

[what Happens When You Cross The Streams?]
I get pretty fucking loopy, pretty fucking easily as it isdrinking on top of anti-hystamines may not have been the best plan, but there's no NCIS on right now, and there's a stupid "protection mission" on AC4FA.I'm in no mood to protect anyone.It's past time to start another chapter, a new story, the person I even christened this blog for is ... gone... but I guess I was dragging my feet hoping to get a few thousand more views seeing as how my original blog has the fewest posts, and still the most views... weird.The theme and sentiment died a long time ago...I'm reluctant to christen the next page in her name, as ... I have less of a shot with her than any others in the past.Sure people have affairs, sure I've lured women from their boyfriends before, this one seems... bigger, but it could all be in my head, and for the life of me I couldn't tell you what I'm feeling.Still a big broad nothing reallysensations experienced without her are getting less intense by the day... I'm being drag

Tha Mind
Tha mind... Motivat3d with mon3y and thought$ of a C^ool, C^alm, C^oll3C^t3d y3t bk3autiful lov3; Um $p3akin on min3$ not tha 6url bkut tha mind i C^all min3$; i fil u 6url C^uz i think l3$$ on tha mon3y and mor3 of how u plaC^3 m3 in a bkind; C^han63d lik3 a t3l3vi$ion wit unlimit3d C^hann3l$; Um your robkot in h3art i bk3at for u fir$t n la$t; i bkr3ath your bkr3ath um in your $p3ll; what mor3 C^an i $ay "You C^r3at3d thi$ tal3"; no fairy, ril lif3, um tryin ta maintain my $h3ll; tha sa6a to op3ration non-6am3 iz way pazt d3rail3d; $o now C^an u t3ll? i lon6 4 C^onvo in not juz a $ampl3. U follow my trail? $o tak3 m3 bky tha hand n let thiz adv3rti$3m3nt s3ll.

A Past That Hunts (still Missin My Snobunny)
this is sum i never thought to expectas i flew bacc in depression granny was in da medi am so confused i rilly dont understandonce apon a time i had a bunny n u had a manmysteriously i pondered sumething was wrong not ordinarily strange but clearly at the tip of the tonganother being learking from the shadows if i hadent seen it commin i wouldn't hav felt my hearts hollows i wonder why bad comes to good people n come to think of it as a signal where we ment or ment to be single now um lost no confort no mingle....now i need a drink

The Need Of A Stronger Aid
what is a man to do i'd try sittin but i can't help but move what is a man to say my mind draws a blank when i attempt to pray what is a man only one who shows his emotion without thinkin on baccup plans where do i stand alone in this world i got their baccs many sounds but 1 band how is it that i continue the lord is my sheperd i follow he grooves

Thinkin Of A Dream
With you in thought i think on future and how it makes me fil.um ril u make my life a thrill n that makes u my skill. i dream uv you and write to u cause u are my appeal. the one dat drives a normal man wild but strenghens our love like steal. i thrive to be the one you call on and the one that makes you smile. and u got my bacc 100% hand and hand we walk the mile. i know this relationship is at it's start but we rilly will soon walk the isle. we grown n in love so we both got sense and had crushes the day we met eyes. not to mention our soals touch the day we met mind on mind. so dont get the erge to call us off if we go through downs. and juz instead think on the ups uv how we are...forever um yours and u r mines!

My
So Hi all, how are you? I just wanted to share my nice website with you so you don't miss out on them. My website is about Pc Gaming and Programing, so I think that you will like it. I alos have a great review on the ASUS Eee PC 1005HA its a fantastic pc. so if you think that this is for you check my site out New Pc Games NewPcGames.biz See you! Little Tykes Kitchen, Little Tikes Play Smarter Cook n Learn KitchenASUS Eee PC 1005HA-PU1X-BK Review

What Is Locn3$$
i speak cuz um tru not juz cuz um unique; all wordz said are ril no mo hide n seak; peak into tha mind uv tru rilness n fil all else ril cuz i make a seat for people with heat; to fil my wordz u must open a gap for your soal to leak, wit tears and bklxxd and peace. Stanley"Tookie"Williams is my motivator not for tha violence but for redemption repent and sayin no more. i am as i came... man not the man but man. i am a man that speaks on heart from tha heart cuz body says nothin to a soal. (it juz does unto) i write to fil my own words not juz to touch others though it iz for all (i guess thatz why i love to express. LoCn3$$ I$ r3al...

Mushroom House Bound!
So..... Thought I would throw up an update blog of where Smurfette has been etc. Sorry I have not been around hardly at all lately. But I have been working on myself and my life w/my kids.. Which are enjoying their new life in Germany and my new life with Skott. We are doing great... He is working with an awesome Construction company now... He got me into wood carving so I have been spending a lot of time doing that and starting to take orders etc. I have also been getting into Cooking and Baking a LOT more than what I was used to, learning new recipes etc. I also finally began my journey on finding my dad's birth family.. since he was adopted at the age of 9yrs... Recently I found everyone again.. Unfortunately it was only just a few months after my natural grandmother Betty passed away. Come to find out I have 2 Uncles & 5 Aunts and a Million cousins... They are mainly all in the Indianapolis area, come to find out over the last few years.. I have also lived a block from a co

Auction, Auction, Auction!!!
YOU CHOOSE AUCTION IM STARTING THE AUCTION ON WEDNESDAY SEP 23RD AND IT WILL END ON SATURDAY SEP 26TH THIS AUCTION WILL GO TILL EACH PERSON THAT ENTERS ACCEPTS A BID AUCTION ENTRY WILL COST YOU 75K FU BUCKS MINIMUM BID IS 250K HOST IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR THE BIDDER MISTAKES EXP( IF THE BIDDER SEND HIS BID TO THE HOST INSTEAD OF THE AUCTIONEE) AUCTIONEE HAVE THE RIGHT TO DECLINE A BIDDER **FOR BIDDERS** IF YOU LIKE TO BID ON SOMEONE PRIVATLY PLZ PM ME (private message me)AND I WILL NOTIFY THAT PERSON WITH YOUR BID ** FOR AUCTIONEE** IT IS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY TO CONTACT YOUR HIGHEST BIDDER TO COLLECT .

Stranded By Plumb
You know it only breaks my heartTo see you standing in the dark aloneWaiting there for me to come backI'm too afraid to showIf it's coming over youLike it's coming over meI'm crashing like a tidal waveThat drags me out to the seaAnd I wanna be with youAnd you wanna be with meI'm crashing like a tidal waveAnd I don't wanna beStranded,(stranded) stranded(stranded), stranded(stranded), stranded(stranded)I can only take so muchThese tears are turning me to rustI know you're waiting there for me tocome backI'm to afraid too showIf it's coming over youLike it's coming over meI'm crashing like a tidal waveThat drags me out to the seaAnd I wanna be with youAnd you wanna be with meI'm crashing like a tidal waveAnd I don't wanna beStranded,(stranded) stranded(stranded), stranded(stranded), stranded(stranded)(stranded)I miss you, (stranded)I need you(stranded)Without you, I'm stranded(stranded)I love you (stranded)so come backI'm not afraid to showIf it's coming over youLike it's coming over meI'

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Have you ever felt like your family has thrown you away and nothing you can say or do can ever correct that? Have you ever had someone tell you that you can do this or that without even knowing you or the things you go struggle with each and every day? What do you do when all you want is acceptance from family? I know I would be better off just letting it go, but it is so hard because it is family. Why is family so blinded they won't take the time to get to know you. Why must I constantly feel like I must keep trying to earn their acceptance? I always thought it was an unconditional love that was suppose to take place. I don't believe I have ever felt real unconditional love. Isn't that bad? Almost 39 and not really believing I know what it feels like. I keep thinking to myself to let go and let God, but how do you let go to something you feel is incredibly important?

This Made Me Shake My Head And Laugh
this is the original link if you want to read the comments.. some of them are great.... http://www.drudge.com/news/125325/loconte-obama-hasnt-lowered Throughout the Bush presidency, opinion polling from the Pew Research Center trumpeted America's "abysmal" approval ratings across the globe. The problem, pollsters suggested with numbing regularity, was that a "cowboy president" had inflamed the Muslim worldand America's European allieswith his "unilateral" war on terrorism. The remedy, of course, was a new administration with a fresh approach: a president committed to multilateralism, smart a president committed to multilateralism, smart diplomacy, and American soft power. Right on cue, a Pew report hailed Barack Obama's election for inspiring "global confidence" in U.S. leadership and rescuing America's reputation from eternal perdition. This hagiographic storyline, however, is evaporating like a morning mist. A newer Pew survey suggests that most Islamic countries distrust the Unit

My Bday Party Oct 2nd
Hey fubarians,lol my birthday is oct 2nd, and we are having a huge party at Time Out sports cafe in groton,ct on oct 2nd 9pm, whoever wants to come is cordually invited!!! sned me a message if you want to come, so i can give an adress to mapquest!! have a nice day!!!

Feed
Feed....verse1I never knew my fatherI guess I should feel badMy mother never mentioned himI guess I shlould feel madI was known as the poor kidWho lived down the streetYou'd look at me and spitand laugh at my defeatchoursyou've made me this way Constantly feeding on hate Maybe i can break you Just another day verse2I dont need your sympathyCause I feed off your hateIt turns into my energyand throws it back in your faceNow you need my sympathyand I dont need your hateThis is saying thant you but the thanks came to latechoursx2verse3This is how you made meYou made me feel this way This time I wont thank you but maybe i can break youYou will cease the laughingand i will cease the shameYour at the end of the line and I'm through this gamechours once then fade out of music

Life Is A Game
Life is a game.....verse1my visions black my bodies blood red sometimes I wish I were dead I finger these scares lineing my armsand sink into thoughts of self past harmchoursLife is a game you shouldnt playWhen you lose it'll all fall awayI am the stagnat pool where you start to drownlocked away for ever until you rot in the groundx1verse2Im reaping now which what i have sownThe voices inside wont leave me aloneThe moment were born we start to die Ending it all just to say goodbyechoursfade to bridgebridgeIn my head im lost and deadPlease tell me can you feel me PAIN!!x1verse3Bones and blood lay unpon the groundRotten limbs dead bodies foundSlit my wrist and let my blood run redWatch me now as my blood is shedchours x1verse4I just want to be crucifed Lost in space does it matter why The seconds on this clock slowly fadeEach must feel longer than a daychoursfade to bridge

Not Tha Same
Now im just speakin whtz on my mind & mayb only i think like like this, mayb I have been gone frm here so long im not used 2 how thingz run now all ppl care about now iz pointz & 11z & bombed no body just chatz anymore i member a time when good convo waz cool & i didnt have 2 give u anything just 2 talk 2 u!! itz crazy ppl r alwayz askin 4 stuff or wht can u do 4 me...i miss my peeps sitin & bullshitin all day havein a good time wit each othaz company cuz i can say 4 a fact that witout Fubar I wudnt have ever met any of tha Fam Frndz or Fanz that i have on here & i am thankful 4 that cuz they r all great ppl, tha way it seemz now iz just so not chill anymore or mayb itz just me & i waz out grown...wht eva tha reason I still Love u all wit all my heart!! $eva yr frnd Joe!!

Someone
This blog was to be silent but by the fact of a critic it is still alive. Someone knocked on my door last night as I told someone "all you got to do is let go." This someone I knew for awhile has passed away this morning. My attempt to tell this someone some thing very important either got through or it was stopped. I never did answer the door, however, I did call another to make sure it was not them. I knew when I saw this someone this past Tuesday it was the last I'll see them here. What do you think this, the cup and red and white is? I mention friends, are they wanted or not? I also said clear passage, for who? A friend called me and we talked. Friend needs another surgery but the agreement was the following. Each one of us has to leave this world sometime but the way each leaves is all the same and it is death. However long or short or painful, it is all the same way each of us leave. Lot of non sense information to which I had no intention to reveal was done so to answer a cri

Starting A Lounge?
Starting a lounge? Need a server, contact Revrend DJ Raven of the Krypt Lounge...he is a reseller of servers. Send him a private message or shoutbox ... Revrend DJ Raven R/L BF of DJ City GirlOwner of KRYPT Lounge Owner of KRYPT Radio@ fubar

Live Music Cafe - Live Musicians Playing 24/7 On Ustream! Check Em Out!!!
The audio quality isn't as great on USTREAM as it is on camfrog but here is a teaser just for FuLand of everyone performing live.. come on in and play or check us out! If you'd like us to start a Lounge Up in FuLand, let me know by rating this blog! Check out my profile for a life feed!

New Targets
Hey guys here's 2 new targets for us to help out until Honorary Member Week starts next week these 2 are really simple first is Smootchie Sm00tchie Co-Owner @ SINS OF EVIL@ fubar and the second is WowThatsHot. A friend and supporter of the group and of her named Asus is also offering 20k per 100 rates of her pics so when you get done rating her folder just comment on the last pic "folder rated" and when you are done hit Asus up with the grand total of pics you rated and he will pay you here's the link to her page *WOWTHATSHOT*@ fubar Here's Asus's link to his page to hit him up for payment,he's also offering 20k for per 100 pic rates of him as well so here's an opportunity for some of you fubuck strapped members to make some really nice dough while rating as well. http://www.fubar.com/user/1597809 Till Tuesday I hope all of you are having a great,great weekend!

Song I Love..
Lyrics to Broken : Wake up to a sunny day not a cloud up in the sky, then it starts to rain My defenses hit the ground, And they shatter all around. So open and exposed. I found strength in the struggle. Face to face with my trouble. When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in your self. When you're broken. Little girl don't be so blue, I know what you're goin through. Don't let it beat you up. Heaven knows that getting scars only makes you who you are... only makes you who you are. No matter how much your heart is aching, there is beauty in the breaking....yeeeaaaahhh When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in yourself. When you're broken. Better days are gonna find you once again every piece will find its place! When you're brok

Our Announcement
Mills, Unger wed Aug. 28 Local Source: Culpeper Times TUESDAY, SEPTEMBER 15 2009 Kristie Lee Mills of Ranson, W.Va., and Ronald John Unger of Reva, Va., were married in a 5 p.m. ceremony on Aug. 28, 2009, in the Culpeper County Circuit Court. Frank Reeves Jr. officiated. Dale and Sharen Mills of Ranson are the parents of the bride. She graduated from Jefferson High School and is self-employed. The groom's parents are Thomas and Louisa Unger of Reva. He graduated from high school and attended three years of college. He, too, is self-employed. Jefferson County, W.Va., is where the couple will live.

New
So I run around on here looking for new friends, someone to hang with on here. I go check out profiles, send friend request, Try to show intrest, Get as far as receiveing friend request approved, But hear nothing morefrom them,lol And they say, THATS MY FAULT.

My Blog To My Most Beautiful And Wonderful Wife
I am longing for the day, longing for the time, that I can finally get with my beautiful, talented, most gorgeous wife for all of my life Tamara Taggart. When we finally do live together, full time and all of the time, I will finally have my live get real instead of how it sucks with all the bullshit that I have wrought upon myself by pushing her away for so long a time now. What I wouldn't do to make this so true that we live together once and for all without anyone in the way throughout the night and the day.

(repost )step-out Walk For Diabetes
Me and my family we will doing the Step Out Walk for Diabetes in Baton Rouge in October (17th) My oldest son Devin is a Type 1 diabetic. This means a lot to us to do the walk if you would like to help and sponsor is you can donate threw this link below or threw check (they can be writted to the American Diabetes Asssociation) . Any amont is a help and appreciated. Please help us reach our goal :)!!!! This is near and dear to our hearts.Thank you so much for your help and support.http://main.diabetes.org/goto/Devindiabeteswalk If you need my address ask me ..plese help my son reach his goal xoxoxoxo

Public Prayer
This is a statement that was read over the PA system at the football game at Roane County High School , Kingston , Tennessee , by school Principal, Jody McLeod "It has always been the custom at Roane County High School football games, to say a prayer and play the National Anthem, to honor God and Country." "Due to a recent ruling by the Supreme Court, I am told that saying a Prayer is a violation of Federal Case Law. As I understand the law at this time, I can use this public facility to approve of sexual perversion and call it "an alternate life style," and if someone is offended, that's OK." "I can use it to condone sexual promiscuity, by dispensing condoms and calling it, "safe sex.." If someone is offended, that's OK." "I can even use this public facility to present the merits of killing an unborn baby as a "viable! means of birth control." If someone is offended, no problem..." "I can designate a school day as "Earth Day" and involve students in activities to worship religiou

Broken
I moan and groan with joy, as I sink into your derriere. Pushing in a toy into your pussy roughly with not an inch to spare.Taking your cries of pain in stride, a camera by our side. As I plow in and out until you're torn, your rectum bloody and broken. Cutting off a lock of your hair, saving it as a token. I smile with glee, but there is no more joy, as I've broken your ass daily for six months by now, daily thrusting in and out, tearing you, making you mine, my precious new fucktoy.

Call Me Sexist
I have a wish to conquer, a wish to enslave, more women to my feet! I wish that laws had not been made, to deter me from my treats. I wish it was more simple than it is right now. I wish women were at my feet, kneeling in front of me or on my prow.I wish these were simpler times and you may call me a sexist pig. But I see women for their true value, which is more vast than the universe itself.Yet I wish women were at my feet, at my beck and call. I would make them do my bidding harshly, yet make them my all.

Walking The Talk
IN HONOR OF A GREAT MAN, MY FUHUBBY, DTALLON!! This blog was inspired by my fu-hubby, who just this morning walked for a fallen soldiers family to give them the American Flag .. an honorable duty to his comrad, but a heart wrenching one as well. Baby, you are TRULY a great man, one who has much honor, grace, compassion, caring, love and the purest heart of anyone I know ... walk in beauty today, as you touched the heart of a grieving mother & family I know. ourfallensoldier.comFallen Never ForgottenA 501 (C)

Apology To Baby Jesus
Hi Mike how u been? you an I have had our differences threw the yrs.But I leave fubar on occassions.But this time I brought back new members.Some work out some don't,I been recruiting for fubar from pogo.Last time it was MyYearBook. My Problem I was accused of being a Hacker that I hacked an Deleeted Sin City Lounge an Kanan's account by a StellaRossi.So I sought repubution from this Drama Queen Bitch I desirerd an Apology from her. The Mumm I posted sought that.I ran it as NSFW on purpose so it would not get Flagged.But acourse it did.So then I sought an Apology in the Status Box perhaps I missed used the status box.But to loose both status boxes has really crippled me. I can create tags on my whereabouts which might be elegal as well .To Compensate my status being gone.An Yesterday I found my Bulletin + Blog privelge has been put on punishment as well. That is no biggie because I can have others that are Loyal to me Post Blogs + Bullys. I have just finished reading your new TOS.

This Guy Might Have A Pic Of You
it has come to my attention that there is a guy going around to womens & possibly mens page and copying any ole pic of the person and upload it in his pics. here is the link to his default pic where the pics are http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=2245413 plz pass this blog around to everyone you know and help stop this guy

Lmmfao Pathetic Ass Men
Guys are so pathetic "oh you hurt me really bad" and then not to long after they got a new bitch haha rebounding motherfuckers!...this is some funny ass shit... but its ok thats why i dont date men anymore

The Only Blog You Need To Read
I AM LEAVING FUBAR AS OF SEPTEMBER 25, 2009. PLEASE PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH YOUR CONTACT INFO IF YOU WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH. I HAVE MOST OF THE PEOPLE I WANT TO KEEP, IF YOU WANT TO BE DOUBLE SURE, MAKE SURE I HAVE YOUR INFO :) PEOPLE I NEVER TALK TO OR HAVEN'T TALKED TO, NEED NOT BOTHER TO LEAVE YOUR INFO, I DON'T WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW!

And Another?
I shall dedicate this poem to Jasmine. No more needs to be said."If only you could see what I see."These eyes are both nothing and everything to me.Showing me magnificent sights and unholy illusions.To be able to see another person's eyes to their soul;If only you could see what I see.Infinite defined, its proximity determined;I can grasp its integrity, its dimensions.Seeing the front and back of each number,If only you could see what I see.Each atom, each quark, detailed as a painting;Showing me its individual power and combination of strength.And what beholds inside of it,If only you could see what I see.Each note, each beat, music in simplicity;Combined together in a thousand chords of beauty.Graced by a simple swing of an arm,If only you could see what I see.The sudden silence as a second of determination appears;Where your true reflection is shown in the water.Jumping gently into the pool to grasp its touch,If only you could see what I see.A billion stars all within your grasp;Eac

What's My Gimmick?
An aura that steals the heart of men,A grin that pleasures the eye;The unique thinking within your mind,Making us smile as each day goes by. Eyes of diamonds, far beyond treasured,A soul of silver, and a heart of gold.The El Dorado is within this divine, sweet girl,A legend to be passed down, to the days of old. Hair of fine silk, smooth to the touch,Glowing so gently, against the wind...It beholds a scent, like none other,A hint of it could return love, once again. So you ask for your gimmick, that guarantees success,Why you just may never fail.It is you, everything, perfection emanated,How your beautiful mind will be a legendary tale. -Absolute Boyfriend- Isn't he nice and flattering. :P

Mourning Would.
How unremarkable this feeling has become.Like slipped on fingers, like grey pancake batter.There's nothing to see here.There's nothing to save here.I'm just a twisted razorwaiting for you to put me in your mouth.

Help Me!!
I wrote this today and I cant think of a title for it, any suggestions?? Untilted Walking along the water front you feel alone,Waves crashing, as the breeze brushes again your face.Lifes problems weighing you down, you feel lost,Head hung low, as sadness creeps around you.A shinning light apears in front of you,You feel the warmth, and it pleases you.A single star above you, you feel at ease,even on this cold nite, your heart is warmed beyond belief.Your not alone, Im hear with you,Your not lost, I'll show you the way.Friendship pays to those who need it,Brings happiness, and joy to those who cherish it.Let me in for I can help,Let me walk with you, so your not alone.Raise your head so I can see you,Happy days push away the sadness,Cause with friendship's love there is no darkness,With friendship's trust you wont be lost.With friendship's understanding you can be who you are.I give all this to you, from heart, mind, body and soul.I'll be your shinning light forever more..... a

Chapter 4 The Accident
The accident I pulled in to the school parking lot earlier than normal and stood at my car chatting with my family. Bella pulled in to her usual spot and got out. She briefly looked in my direction, and then directed her attention to a book in her hand. At that very moment that look that Alice got when she saw the future came across her face. I pulled Alice away from the rest of the family. “What did you see Alice?” I asked curiously. “A Van out of control and heading straight for Bella” At that moment I seen Tyler coming into the parking lot, skidding across some black ice. I raced to Bella faster then I should have, I held out my hand and stopped the truck before it hit Bella. I accidently knocked her to the ground and she hit her head on the ash vault. I bent down to her to make sure she was alright; she looked up at me with wonder in her eyes. Crap I hope she didn’t notice how far away from her I actually was. Everyone ran to see if Bell

The Weary Traveler
I'm barreling down I-90, twelve hours out of Austin. I've somehow made a U-turn in the middle of America. I meant to be well on my way to sipping Canadian whiskey, but instead took a left when I saw mountains. It doesn't seem to matter how many cigarettes I smoke, I can't seem to shake the smell of her off my clothes. And believe me, I've tried. I've made six gas station stops and scrubbed my hands at every one. I've tried every cheap cologne I can find. Nothing works. I can't shake her smell any more than I can the thoughts of her. It sucks. Maybe that's why I'm on the road again. It's amazing to me. In just twelve hours, I could've been in an entirely different world if I'd continued north. In only a day, you can change the world you live in, like some sort of strange transporter. You can drive for a day and go from America's asshole to armpit. In just twelve hours, you can run away from all your problems. Instead, I took that damn turn. I swore to myself I w

No True Love
No true love for me,just not meant to be,no ones heart is burning bright,no prince charming not tonight.Its not in the cards, not for me,love, something the tarot cant even see.Its not in the stars alignment,not even flowing in the words I write.There is no knight on a white horse,that is REALLY just a fairytale of course.Thank God that I am not longer disillusioned,no longer open to love, its just an intrusion.Not thinking anymore,that MY man is going to walk through the door,the man to make my house a home,and to cure me of being all alone.For love is just a lie,and I can say that, cause I gave it a fair try.Love will set your soul a flame,when you seek love, it is YOU, another causality it claims.(c)MadCurves

Storytime
Once upon a time a young goat suckled at the bursting teet of its mother and listened to a wondrous tale of creatures helping each other, no matter their different hide or feathers. "...And then the donkey - who was too tired to be of further use to its master in carrying heavy loads of chopped wood - decided to seek the open road and a greener pasture and escape the fate of becoming a footstool cover. Soon it found a hound dog lying in the heat of the noon day sun." === "Where is your huntsman, hound?" the donkey asked. "Oh, my nose is not what it used to be." the hound howled in a sad and quiet way, "Instead of a squirrel, I treed the huntsman's cat and he almost stuck an arrow through its heart. He threw sticks and stones at me and drove me from his hunting grounds. I am no longer needed, or wanted." The tips of his long ears made question marks in the dust and tears spilled from his drooping bloodshot eyes. The donkey stomped his right hoof and brayed through the clo

What If
What if your boyfriend for two or three days was hanging with his X and nothing and i qoute nothing was going on. yet somehow you are treated like crap and ignored and made out to be the bad guy. he wont even treat ya like a human or tell ya where he is. goes places he would normally bring ya but now he is not, and the x just got back from a trip with the one she supposidly loves.. so you gotta be makin it up in your head, cuz no way would she degrade something so sacred. What if it were you. what would you do?

Passion Or Love?
Rising from the shadows, a beautiful emododiment formed from the perfection of the Creator's hand. Setting my eyes on it i have become entranced with a passion burning from within that must rest as a deep dark secrete never to be spoken of again.with every passing day my mind ,body and spirit are held hostage among my own deepest desires to endulge in a temptation of furious passion.In his voice I feel a sense of strength and power that motivates submission of my being to the deepest part of my soul. a breeze trickles Gentely over my peachy skin giving me a longing to caress every curvature of his seemingly fawless stature.In a glance of his eyes i have seen my own reflection like a canvas of human desires painted upon a wall for display.a consuming fire of lust burns in me as i wait for the quenching of this sickining eternal desire to be put to rest. seeking desperately for one wish, that the barrier would fall away from us. I have discovered my attraction to him is more than infa

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This Is Me!
Ok people this is me don't tell me I don't scare you when I know I do since I am real I can prove it and I will go the mile to prove you I am real, and not fake I move fast, or slow but I go by what you tell me as I feel you are real to but don't mess with me I bite and I am kinky, but I can be the boogie man in ur worst nightmare I am the most evil person you have ever met you piss me off I can devour your soul and spit your astral dust out after. Be real with me and I will be real with you, but you tell me one thing then do another and I will snap instantly! I have an attitude that will put somone in the hospital, but I am nice guy as long as you respect me with the same respect.

Restaurant City
I'm Jacob and I love to play online games. I have played them since I was a kid and lately I have been playing a new one, Restaurant City online. Usually I play it with my facebook friends and we compare menus. I am completely addicted to it! Add me on facebook and we can play together.

Broken (shattered)
This is a poem I wrote and had published back in 2004. It was written on 1/22/04. I have others as well but I would have to look hard to find them. Its title: Broken (Shattered) Battered Bruised Used Abused Shattered Can you feel this? I can. Battered, Cruised, Used, Abused and Shattered. MEntally and Emotionally I'm not the same anymore. Mentally and Emotionally ripped, torn and worn. I look at you with scorn. In me I hold a precious gift in which you helped create. You want to come and hold this gift. I move away as you draw near. I am shattered and broken. I fear becoming more shattered and broken. No matter my fear, you still draw near.

Tell Me All Your Thoughts On God
There can never be a definitive version of a myth, because it refers to the more imponderable aspects of life. To remain effective, it must respond to contemporary circumstance. In the 16th century, when Jews were being expelled from one region of Europe after another, the mystic Isaac Luria constructed an entirely new creation myth that bore no resemblance to the Genesis story. But instead of being reviled for contradicting the Bible, it inspired a mass-movement among Jews, because it was such a telling description of the arbitrary world they now lived in; backed up with special rituals, it also helped them face up to their pain and discover a source of strength. Religion was not supposed to provide explanations that lay within the competence of reason but to help us live creatively with realities for which there are no easy solutions and find an interior haven of peace; today, however, many have opted for unsustainable certainty instead. But can we respond religiously to evolutionar