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There Is No God.
Today, after what I just saw, I have lost any faith I had left there was a God. I saw things that I can't quite articulate. What I can describe is, a kid got shot because a marine thought the kid had a gun. We all thought the weapon was real when the order to engage was issued. The ROE have been lowered to the point that, if anyone looks hostile, engage. The marine obviously felt this kid was hostile, so he fired. Most of Iraq is now a free-fire zone. We've turned the population from people into moving targets. I need to have a talk with command, and see about re-instating a useful set of ROE. I love you. - Captain Jason Vine

Sexy Signs.. (look For Yours)
SEXY SIGNS For all you skeptics who don’t believe in astrology, here’s a short lesson on how you can get more that your share of orgasms just by knowing what the sun signs are of people who swing from the rafters, try innovative techniques and like to please their partners. CAPRICORN, THE GOAT December 22 to January 19 Capricorns are self-abosrbed and are more interested in the sexual act itself than in the sexual partner. They want to dominate in bed because control is important to them. Outwardly, they seem quite old, but that’s only a defense mechanism; once aroused, they are tough and sadistic – eager to use paddles, whips, or vibrators for their sexual pleasure. A Capricorn woman doesn’t like to be surprised in bed, she wants to know what to expect. And don’t worry about a lot of preliminaries, because getting her aroused requires just a few nibbles of the ears and navel. A traditionalist who prefers the missionary positio

Jeff Is The Bestest!!!
Muy husband Jeff is the BESTEST!!! Today he brought me home some Lillies, muy favorite flower. He is muy world, muy everything. I love him so..... much and always will. He is muy rock and muy safe place. Jeff I love you baby!!! With ALL muy heart and soul. You are the best thing that has happened to me and our family. I hope you know just how special you really are. Thanks for busting your ass and workning 2 jobs to support our wonderful family. Your hard work does not go unnoticed!! Muahz baby......you rawk and are the BESTEST!!! ~ Shelly (Wifey)

Lost
God help me...But I went into my dad's house tonite looking to be sure that things were still there and finding nothing to settle these questions...And slowly but surely things are disappearing...I don't know what to do...The step monster is in contact with a lawyer...the number was there right on the caller i.d....A phone call from the VA in Phlladelphia has disappeared from the caller i.d. and she swears no one has contacted her...Money is being switched from one bank account to another within minutes of each other...And tonite when my dad became clear enuf to talk...He refused meds...Demanded to go home...And we couldn't take him...And she turned and pointed at me and told me that "it's your decision"....I'm in a situation where the only one I trust is my dad and he's not capable of controling anything....or telling me anything....With two women battling from both sides...And one who's doing everything in her power to keep him from coming home with hospice care...Another doing every

Money-saving Tips For All Brides
Does a bride must wear a designer gown to look pretty on her wedding day? The answer is absolutely: No. if you have decided to walk down the aisle in certain style or design, consulting a local tailor is a good way. Most likely, they are able to find a comparable pattern for you at a fabric store and make the dress you desired at an extremely lower price than what you’d pay if you purchased the same dress at the retail shop. If you don’t want to go outside and you’re just surfing online, you can order a great dress from wedding dress sales website. You can just do a few clicks and one or two weeks later, a excellent dress will be sent in front of your door. It is a wonderful experience, isn’t it? When order a wedding dress for yourself, don’t forget to check the Custom flower girl dress, Custom bridesmaid dresses, Custom mother’s dress and so on. Especially the mother of the bride dresses, they have become a hot market for dress makers. Theref

For My Love
For My Love I can't stop thinking about you. My heart wonders if you’re for real or just some trick waiting to break my heart again. I feel this tugging at my heart when I see you log on. I get all excited feeling you’re the one. The one I have waited for all this time. The one I can truly finally call mine. I feel this closeness to you I just can't explain. Like I have known you forever. My body aches for your touch in the middle of the night. The warmth of your skin up close to mine. Our hearts beat as one as our souls intertwine. I get this surge of love when I hear your voice. The want to be near you, to feel your breathe on my skin. Our lips touching and tasting each other for real. The thought of our love making blows my mind away. I need you my darling in more ways then one. I want to be loved and give love in return, to make each other happy like we never were. I want all of this because I know its true the love I feel deep inside for you.

21 Guns
Do you know what's worth fighting for,When it's not worth dying for?Does it take your breath awayAnd you feel yourself suffocating?Does the pain weigh out the pride?And you look for a place to hide?Did someone break your heart inside?You're in ruins.One, 21 gunsLay down your armsGive up the fightOne, 21 gunsThrow up your arms into the sky,You and IWhen you're at the end of the roadAnd you lost all sense of controlAnd your thoughts have taken their tollWhen your mind breaks the spirit of your soulYour faith walks on broken glassAnd the hangover doesn't passNothing's ever built to lastYou're in ruins.One, 21 gunsLay down your armsGive up the fightOne, 21 gunsThrow up your arms into the sky,You and IDid you try to live on your ownWhen you burned down the house and home?Did you stand too close to the fire?Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stoneWhen it's time to live and let dieAnd you can't get another trySomething inside this heart has diedYou're in ruins.One, 21 gunsLay down you

Soulful Love
Soulful Love My emotions go wild to the feel of your touch. My senses grow deeper My pulse starts to jump My temperature starts rising with wanting so much. The want of your skin so close to mine Sends shivers of excitement all down my spine With each touch of your hand On my skin so soft Gives me desires I crave only from you Your lips touching mine in a passionate kiss Oh this is what I truly wish Our bodies together feeling as one Our hearts pounding loudly we finally won To be together forever is what I want In each others arms filled with desires so strong This love that we share couldn’t be wrong.

Wounded Soul
Wounded Soul Listening to the sound of the wind As it carries the sound of what life has to bring I sit here and wonder What’s in it for me? For my life has come to a bitter end No one to love me the pain never ends It just keeps on getting deeper within This pain is unbarring unable to breathe Wishing my life could be better then this. No one to talk to no soul that listens For whom I loved have all been taken Taken away leaving me here all alone This somber life that I call home. I wait in this place all alone I wish and I pray for that day to come soon Just waiting for the day that he takes me home But I fret he is not there to hear me cry out. So I sit here and listen to the sound of the wind Just listening trying to understand.

Linkin Park - New Divide
I remembered black skiesThe lightning all around meI remembered each flashAs time began to blurLike a startling signThat fate had finally found meAnd your voice was all I heardDid I get what I deserveSo give me reasonTo prove me wrongTo wash this memory cleanLet the floods crossThe distance in your eyesGive me reasonTo fill this holeConnect this space betweenLet it be enough to reach the truth that liesAcross this new divideThere was nothing insideThe memories left abandonedThere was nowhere to hideThe ashes fell like snowAnd the ground caved inBetween where we were standingAnd your voice was all I heardDid I get what I deserveSo give me reasonTo prove me wrongTo wash this memory cleanLet the floods crossThe distance in your eyesAcross this new divideIn every loss in every lieIn every truth that you denyAnd each regret and each goodbyeWas a mistake too great to hideAnd your voice was all I heardDid I get what I deserveSo give me reasonTo prove me wrongTo wash this memory cleanLet the f

When Things Become To Much To Handle
I decided to open up my myspace page just to see if any one sent me a message. Well (sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh) some dum cow decided to hand me my ass because of a blog I wrote on hubby.She has no idea who I am or what I am all about. I tend to write blogs of things that upset me and that helps me release the frustration and keeps it from buildiing up and becomming more then it is leading to a fight.Any how soooooooooooooo I got to thinking of the blogs I write on here. Of which most are the same blog.So for any of you wishing to hand me my ass...let me explain this.!!!I suffer from depression and at times things get to me more then they should and I become over whelmed, and tend to take my mood out in a blog rather then the family or friends.I am not saying it works all the time, but it helps.I am not mean or spite ful and I love my hubby even thou he ticks me off from time to time. And yes we go threw crap like any married couple.Any how she went on and on and said when is the last

Just A Joke
One of my navy friends told me this joke to make me laug(i was a bit down at that time he told me it). Its probably old..but very funny : Response from a junior (very junior) sonar watchstander "Sonar - Conn, Report all contacts in preparation in coming to periscope depth" "Conn - Sonar, I hold no contacts - how 'bout you..?" "Sonar - Conn, Supervisor to the Conn" And this one : Submarines are safer than airplanes. Proof in the fact is there are more airplanes in the water than submarines in the air!

The Voices In My Head
You're Own Head Is The Worse Place To Be Caught Lonely In All It Is Nothing But Darkness Emptiness And Just Full On Negative Voices Telling You Are Nothing But A Worthless Scum That Will Never Be Happy Again And That Real Love Is Not You're Future And That Other Peoples Happiness And They're Love Is Like A Window That You're Stuck Outside Of And That You Are Banging On And Hitting With Every Strength You Have And With Everything You Can Possibility Bust It With But No Luck What So Ever And It Starts To Kill You Inside And All You Do Is Start Crying Wishing You Can Just Break The Window And Just Get A Taste And Wonderful Feeling That Is On The Other Side Of The Window That You Get So Sick From Crying Inside And Out That Pain From The Inside Starts To Make You're Heart Slowly Turn To Black And Becomes Cold As Ice That You Stop Caring And Not Wanting What Other People Have And Just Turn Into This Dark Soul Kind Of Emo That Looks At Everyone As His Enemy And All

My Personal View Of Wow
WOW is just a game, should not replace all your life, if you understand that these, in a game that you will not care about much, nor would a person in the Games because of a matter affecting the mood, after all, there will always be one day you want to leave the game wow power leveling, and I hope you are left with a pleasant memory. Now talk about the attitude, now that you want to play games, please treat it seriously, the next time a copy of the study requested in advance a copy of BOSS and the corresponding skills manner, and can do to eliminate them after the first look for reasons, learn how to feedback information and step-by-step treatment of the master copy of the rhythm.A second, natural question Pastor Treatment has precepts and sacred gift of points, we all know this. Individuals at this stage consider the precepts of suitable brush MT, sacred mission fit both brush up world of warcraft power leveling. Apart from the precepts of natural ago Nix Medium used at outside, no

Still The Ghost In Me Wont Rest.
Hunting the pages..one letter at a time..simple at first..but complex to a point of confussion..the soul of a long gone entity..sitting on the edge of your page..a hint of rage and sharrows..endless now..and just the start..of a long after life..each word..being written in the blood..of memories..long past..and never forgotten..holding him bound..to the world of the living..just a loop..that wont end..falling down the shaft of your brain..taking aim at whatever i come into contact with..weather wit..or shear fun..i will taunt the minds..of readers..till life is long gone..murdering lines..one step at a time..a gloomy figure half here..half gone..just reaching out..at the future and the past..cant get rid of the everlast..steady writting down words..that bind together networks of lives..that have long been gone..yet are still here in me..a mix of epic..with a little bit of gloom..and what bloomed..a hunted man..cant even sleep..still the ghost in me wont rest..way past my last breath..a

Hello World
Hello Everyone! Welcome to my new blog. I am so excited to finally be writing here for everyone to read about my ab/dl desires, and my experience with adult babies and diaper lovers from around the world. Mommy Lexus is more strict than sweet. All my ABDL friends call me The Enforcer and for very good reason. Some Abies just need discipline and luckily, many realize that wanting to set you straight is how I express my love. Lexus PhoneMommyLexus@yahoo.com

Custom Pics. =]
FOR CUSTOM PICS: SEND ME A MESSAGE WITH A LINK TO THE IMAGE YOU WANT USED. A THEME FOR THE BACKGROUND. ANYTHING INPARTICULAR YOU WANT IT TO SAY OTHER THAN YOUR NAME. PLEASE BE PATIENT AS SOME MAY TAKE SLIGHTLY LONGER THAN OTHERS. THANKYOU FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING. =]

Growing Through The Stress And Pain.
Been out all night..hanging around the shady alleys..creeping alone life..like that of a thief in the night..isnt right..to have to watch over my back 24/7..ducking and dodging all around..never knowing when today may be your last..counting down the time..passing away from reality..open book..words being written down..due to the fact..i cant seem to watch my own back..i cant sleep..got the sorry basterds wanting to kill me in my sleep..and no mercy is shown..in land of the fallen..im viewing tomestones..at an early age..slave to the world im living in..cant see past today..with the constant stress..and strain..of young gun..unloading words on the masses..not alot love me..and even more hate me..yet its the hate and envy..that has allowed me to be seen..i want to scream..but never will they hear the howls of the living dead..whats the point of money..if every single day..it goes as fast as it came..im on the edge..of the world..and not alot care..is life fair..give a fuxk if it is..just

Keeping It Together: Waiting On The End.
Windows of the soul..tell me your life..and with that said..all i see is but a reflection of mine..in a blue tint of sharrows..so sad you seem inside..weeks think on suicide..a moonlit sky..somber the mood..yet joy creeps in the eyes of the tired..and pained..setting up late..dreams of the past..swarming around in ones head..is enough to never want to see daylight again..back and forwards..thats the life ive seen..cant move forwards..it seems..without taking a step back..falling all over love songs..to come up with a sad tune..one that binds my mind..to the thought of living on another day..it is all for none..clocks with tic..and even toc..but for me..the days seem long..sitting on the edge of reality..hoping to make it another day..all the long..waiting on the end..falling apart again..life lived in sin..sounds of a tin can in the rain..bits of me..bits of you..all sand in an hour glass..counting down the days..holding it together..so my words can fly like a feather..or crash like th

Survey 3
1. What is your occupation? delivery driver(temp) 2. What color is your underwear? blue boxer briefs3. What are you listening to right now? country music 4. What was the last thing you ate? Hamburger 5. Do you wish on stars? yes 6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? purple or green 7. How is the weather right now? Clear and about 71 degrees 8. Last person you spoke to on the phone? dispatcher at work9. Do you like the person who sent this to you? Yes she's a sweetie 10. How old are you today? 42 11. Favorite beverage? iced tea..unsweetened with lemon 12. Favorite sport to watch? baseball hockey depends on time of year13. Have you ever dyed your hair? nope 14. Do you wear contacts or glasses? nope 15. Pets? none but want a dog 16. Favorite month? may 17. Favorite food? steak 18. What was the last movie you watched? Wild Hogs 19. Fav

3yrs On Fubar,cherry Tap,lost Cherry
BrucethecoolsexycatRomanis OFFICIAL STAFF GREETER@RUTHLESS SOULS@ fubar I have officially been Lost Cherry,Cherry Tap,Fubar for 3 YEARS NOW so please show me some fubar loving people and i also just had my birthday from Bruce

Express Consent,facebook,external Applications
This seems to have affected FU For the tens of thousands of third-party applications built for the Facebook platform, Facebook will begin to require that they comply with a new set of permissions, specifying the types of information they want to access. "Express consent" from end users will also be required before their data and their friends' data is made available to external applications. READ MORE here : http://www.pcworld.com/businesscenter/article/170947/facebook_to_tighten_privacy_after_canadian_investigation.html

Denver Marijuana Panel Backs $1 Penalty On Small Amounts
Denver's marijuana policy review panel agreed Wednesday to send a letter to the presiding judge of Denver County Court urging a $1 fine as penalty for possession of marijuana of less than an ounce.The current fine schedule indicates a $50 fine for such offenses, plus a $100 drug surcharge required by the state of Colorado and a $10 "bureau fee."Mason Tvert, a member of the panel and the executive director of Safer Alternative for Enjoyable Recreation, which has pushed decriminalizing possession of small amounts of marijuana, said state law requires the surcharge and the $10 bureau fee.He said that if Presiding Judge Marcy Celeste accepts the recommendations, the penalty would still stand at $111.Tvert said lowering the fine would send a message to police "that it is not worth their time or the court's to issue any more citations."The panel agreed to send the letter to the judge on a 6-2 vote.Christopher Osher, The Denver Post

Government Run
> Dear All 535 voting members of the Legislator.> > > The U.S. Postal Service was established in 1775 - you have> had 234 years to get it right; it is broke.> > Social Security was established in 1935 - you have had 74> years to get it right; it is broke.> > Fannie Mae was established in 1938 - you have had 71 years> to get it right; it is broke..> > War on Poverty started in 1964 - you have had 45 years to> get it right; $1 trillion of our money is confiscated each> year and transferred to "the poor"; it hasn't> worked.> > Medicare and Medicaid were established in 1965 - you've> had 44 years to get it right; they're broke> > Freddie Mac was established in 1970 - you have had 39 years> to get it right; it is broke> > Trillions of dollars in the massive political payoff called> the TARP bill of 2009 shows NO sign of working.> > And finally to set a new record:> > "Cash for Clunkers" was established in 2009 and> went broke in 2009! It took good dependable cars (> that were the best some

The Hardest Part
well folks. here we are again. still havent left the states. still here waiting to go over. its been a long journey to get to this point tho. ups, downs, fights , laughs, even tears. but its just another day in the army. there is one thing tho. isnt it funny how the toughest guy can turn into a blubbering mess jsut by hearing those 4 little words," Daddy, I miss you". yeah it happened tonight. and all that i could tell him was im sorry. ill be home soon. but i just think to myself everynight before i go to sleep. that one more day that im dont have to spend away from home. its THE toughest part of all this. its not the 80 pound vest or the 120 degree heat. the can all be fought thru. its knowing that there is a little one out there who misses you and you cant be there to comfort them and make it better. so, untill next time. hasta la waygo

I Dont Understand
i dont get why ppl has to hate on some one cuz of what they belive in and what kinda tunes they listen to. in my eye icp is the shit and they will always live on in my eye that the way i feel dont mean others has to feel like that. dont get plz let the world just rest

I Lost My Globals
Well I really did it this time, gone and lost my globals on mumms, so If anyone wishes to I would make my own mumms here an you can at least comment , spread the word around, I know there are tons of people that are going to miss me , mwuahahahahah

Please Read Before Asking Me Anything!!
Ok i am going to put this here since some people do not understand it clearly when i tell them.I am not here for your pleasure or to be naked.If i wanted to be naked then i would be.I dont and will not trade you nudes for anything.I am here to make new friends and things of that sort.So if you get pissy and down rate me or complain..i really dont care anymore.Just because i r/f/a you dont mean ask me a thousand times to get naked,get on cam,give you my yim,or my phone number.Just move the hell on and leave me alone.I would rather go through life alone with no friends or anything than to be bothered with dumb shit!!I do however have to thank those of you who are courtious to me and are actually here for me not anything else!!If you want to a/f/r me or whatever please do i love new friends but please dont ask me anything else but to be your friend because thats all i can be.I do always return all the love given to me.Now that i got things out i feel somewhat better.Have an awesome day

Why?
It seems more often and more often I sit wondering why do I even keep trying. My life just pretty much sucks. I just can't seem to get things together. Lately it seems I think about death alot. Don't know why, just have been. Sometimes it just gets so hard to stay positive and not let things or people bother you. I've gotten really good at hiding my pain from others but it's really getting to be too much to bear. The only thing that has been keeping me going is my faith in God. That has been my only reason for living. I have nothing else. I have no home, barely holding onto a car, have no money and have no one in my life. I've always been able to pick myself up but lately it's like what's the point. Just soooo tired........

Reasons.. Responses... Explanations... Soon 2 Be Null Points..
To the few of you will read this. To those I call my friends. To you I answer a question that you have asked. For some time now my presence has been scarce at best. Non existent for some. I am not fool enough to assume that my being here or there would have any bearing on you or your life, but I do know that if you did feel a desire to ask where I was... then this should answer that question. If this question has never crossed your mind... move along.. this is not for you. And there are some who I will be honestly surprised should they comment upon this. I had a moment in time. A moment that lapsed my sanity once again. I was depressed beyond the point that I had control over my own thoughts. Suicide was a constant mental companion to me. I wanted death. I wanted to put it all to an end. I had grown to hate my life. My solitude which was made by choice and not by circumstance. I didn't like people. I wanted to find a hallow place that echoed on the exterior what I

$500 For What?
Ahh I just spent $500 on books for school. It's a bunch of bullshit. As if college isn't unaffordable enough, they have to take advantage of the fact that you have no choice but to buy these books for a ridiculous amount of money. As if anyone really has an extra $500 or more laying around...

"let Me Be Myself" 3 Doors Down
"Let Me Be Myself" I guess i just got lost Bein' someone else I tried to kill the pain Nothin ever helped I left myself behind Somewhere along the way Hopin to come back around To find myself someday Lately i'm so tired of waiting for you To say that it's ok, but tell me Please, would you one time Just let me be myself So i can shine with my own light Let me be myself Would you let me be myself I'll never find my heart Behind someone else I'll never see the light of day Living in this cell It's time to make my way Into the world i knew Take back all of these times That i gave in to you Lately i'm so tired of waiting for you To say that it's ok, but tell me Please, would you one time Let me be myself So i can shine with my own light And let me be myself For a while, if you don't mind Let me be myself So i can shine with my own light Let me be myself That's all i've ever wanted from this world Is to let me be me Please would you one time Let me be myself So i can shine with my own

Feelin' Froggie, Just Jump!!!! Auction
FEELIN' FROGGIE,JUST JUMP!!!!100k to enter min. bid 500kopens sept 5th 5:00 pm fu timecloses sept 15th 5:00 pm fu timelast chance to enter sept 5th at 4:00 pmRules are simple:You must Rate, Fan and Add me,If we aren’t already friendsRe-rate, if we are You must rate this blog and leave a commentThat you would like to enterSend me a Private Messagein the message include:The link to the photo you would like to useA list of what you are offeringIf I don’t receive a Private MessageYou will NOT be entered! No DRAMA!I will not think twice about deleting or blocking anyone that causes it!You are responsible for getting people bid on you!All bids will be converted to fubucks Cash bids outweigh fubucks only bids,but must equal or be higher in value then the fubucks bidsYou have the right to acceptOr reject any bid andto close Your auction at any time! I am not responsible for payment of bids or completion of offers!

Searching For The Truth
Searching for the truth. What do you think of me? What do you think of me, when I smile at you? What do you think of me, when I look into your eyes and hold the gaze for only a second? What do you think of me, when I hug you tightly? What do you think of me, when I kiss you softly? What do you think of me, when I caress you? What do you think of me, when we make love? What do you think of me, when I tell you that I love you? What do you think of me, when we hold hands? What do you think of me, when I cry in front of you? Tell me, my dear, what do you think of me?

Loose Change Mortgage.
Yeah, last night was pretty rough.This morning was too. Shaved my head, spit out more bloodThe consistency of warm buttertaste of copper and snort. I made a wish of the lowly lonely as I watched the clotted lung cream spin down the tube.Quick merciless maurading love. Something unfamiliar, episodic rather than constant.Someone I could afford to miss.Someone I would want to forget.Someone I could get drunk overand not have her find out. Someone with the fortitude for forgivenessa pentient for penitence and a pension bigger than a dime purse. Someone six stories lowwith no history of violence, no disasters or tragediesstill being an ace, still a beautiful unique fucking butterfly like the rest of us. Someone trying their fucking hardest at not tryingjust reflected in a shattered mirror. It's not such a crazy idea really...a shard of glassa silver lining must have a thousand and one uses

Illusive Genius
"Click" Goes the shutter as he captures my soul, Opening my eyes, to the world as a whole. The picture speak to me with a softened Timber, “The world is glorious, now surely you remember.” “Click” Once more, Pull the wool from my eyes. Pictures that capture such a lovely surprise. The beauty, the color, all hail our sweet mother, Nature once more showing all of her grace. The artist inspires all my love and desires, Like the masterpiece he hangs, He is always out of range, As guarded as his treasures, no chances for forever, Alone I shall stand, the ever loving fan. Always stretching, never reaching, For the love who still is teaching, Oh sweet stranger who has seen just who I am. “ping” Sounds the keys as the song fills my heart, Suddenly mending what was torn apart, The melody weaving each note deeply sinking As softly he plays the sweet song from my core. “Ping” as the melody resounds once more, Lulling, softly swe

Why Is 666 Considered To Be The Devil's Number?
Answer Because people are superstitious Answer The Number of the Beast is described in the Book of Revelation In the Greek manuscripts, the Number is rendered in Greek numerical form or sometimes literally as "six hundred and sixty-six. Scholars such as Dr. Ellen Aitken have speculated that the reference to this passage was a way of speaking in code about then contemporary figures about whom it would have been politically dangerous to criticize openly. Many scholars believe that 666 refers to a Roman Emperor such as Nero (whose name, written in Aramaic, was valued at 666, using the Hebrew numerology of gematria, a manner of speaking against the emperor without the Roman authorities knowing). Answer Certainly, the number is believed to refer in code to a Roman emperor or some other enemy. Thus, it is politically and not divinely inspired. However, some early manuscripts give the number of the beast as 616. Either way, it can't really be called the "devil's nu

Ha!!
* I wish Google Maps had an "Avoid Ghetto" routing option. * More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all I can think about is that I can't wait for them to finish so that I can tell my own story that's not only better, but also more directly involves me. * Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. * I don't understand the purpose of the line, "I=2 0don't need to drink to have fun." Great, no one does. But why start a fire with flint and sticks when they've invented the lighter? * Have you ever been walking down the street and realized that you're going in the complete opposite direction of where you are supposed to be going? But instead of just turning a 180 and walking back in the direction from which you came, you have to first do something like check your watch or phone or make a grand arm gesture and mutter to yourself to ensure that no one in the surrounding area thinks you're crazy by randomly switching directions on

Thank You, Sir. May I Have Another?
She sniffs the glass and wrinkles her nose, shakes her head a little, then looks toward her brother frowning--doing that weird nose face she makes. “I dunno, man… I.. I just don’t think I’m that sort of girl anymore.” She loves her little brother to death. He knows her better than most people especially over the course of the last year or close to it. He’s the person she asks for guy advice and the person she runs to when it’s been a long week and she needs to laugh and relax and unwind. He’s definitely the coolest dork she knows. And, so… she’s chosen to spend her evening at his place. No one else would do especially when you add in one of his best friends and another person she’s comfortable around…his brother from another mother as they joke. Earlier in the week, she’d bought a bottle of sugar free margarita mix. Not really her thing, but it was on sale. fuck it, she thought….why not? A

The Hangman Comes
(written by Glenn Barr (me)) Been reading the pages of my magazine todaydamned drama around me, I cant get awayBeen losing my reason, sense of insanityI've got blood on my boots and a bad attitudeSo I think you better STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!YOU TAINT THE AIR WITH YOUR DEVIL MY CARE AND I'VE JUST ABOUT HAD ENOUGHYOURE A DAMNED DISEASE, I WANNA PUT MYSELF AT EASEI'mma GONNA FUCK YOU UP!Youre crooked reason, makes me go insaneSlightly demented, broken, bent, it makes me think you havent got a brainTake one step, and you'll regret you ever STEPPED RIGHT IN MY WAY(I) CURSE THE GROUND, I CURSE THE DAY WHEN YOU GAVE ME MY FUCKING NAMETHE HANGMAN COMES, MOTHER FUCKER...TO TAKE YOUR SOUL AWAY

Alone
I've been doing some thinking, I mean some real thinking. Not some random crap that I usually come up with. It's kind of making me depressed, but it's nothing that I'm not use to. I was thinking about my age, my lack of a man in my life and how that's probably never going to change. It's not like I have to have one, but the idea of having someone around is pretty wonderful. To know there is someone in my life that accepts me for what I am. I always seem to fall for the wrong guy. I even tried to change it up and well, I was cheated on and lied to. So yeah, guess it wasn't all that different. I'm thinking that I must have "fool" written all over my face. I'm really not. I think now I'm even more guarded than I was before. Ugh, I'm getting off what I was thinking about. I don't see how things are going to change for me. I don't ever have a chance to get out. I'm 30 with 2 young children. Men probably see me as "tainted" or something. Seriously, I don't ever get hit on. When I

A Bunch New Poems
Until You I never knew Love could feel this wayThe kind of Love that makes you always want to stayI never knew what a wonderful feeling I could getJust by Loving you and having you Love me backTo have you do things for meAnd me to youAnd it be such a simple thing to doI never knew what it was like to have anyoneLay down beside meJust to hold me, feel me, Love meUntil I met youHow it felt to be wanted just for meI grew used to being whatever other people wantedEven though it wasn't trueI never knew the feeling of having someonelove me for meUntil I met you My Heart Cries My heart cries, but you don’t hear it. My heart breaks, but you don’t feel it. My body longs to feel your arms around me. My lips long to feel your kisses. My ears long to hear you say I love you. My eyes long to see your smile and eyes twinkle. My life longs to have you in it. My world longs to have you make it complete. My body longs to feel you lie next to it. My love longs to h

Internet Hugs
Through dark and light, I hold your sight. Even if it is day or night. I am here and always will be, but for now only by internet you know me. And if one day we do meet up, I will help to cheer you up. Written by, Chris W Named by Trina B

Disheartening Story, Proceed With Caution!
He died in poverty and torment, a little boy buried in a new suit donated by a department store. Adrian Conway's grave lies in the "Garden of Hope" at Mount Vernon Memorial Park in Fair Oaks, where a small orange Garfield doll sits on the simple marker: "Playing in God's garden." A dozen years later, the 3-year-old child is still remembered by many in Sacramento and beyond. His 1996 death became a rallying cry in the community and a benchmark for Sacramento County's Child Protective Services, forc

Braindead
~Braindead~ My intellect, Struck like a lightning bolt, Slicing though my veins. Cluttering illusions, Is the world going insane? An empty glass sits, Waiting to be filled. My mind wants more knowledge instead it sits still. Despisable world of wickedness, From birth to eternity, The frigid fear of aloneness, Paranoid with no gleam.

You Are All Too Awesome For Words
Thank - you for all the love it been a great first week back !!!! i will return the love over the next coming weeks =] if i have missed you - i will get to you just got a few family things going on right now (grandma broke her hip/dad got prostate canacer) so i may be distant for the next few weeks but i will be stopping by here and there AGAIN THANKS FOR EVERYTHING YOU ALL ROCK

Harvesting Hemp At Hartacre Farms For Biofuel
http://www.napaneeguide.com/ArticleDisplay... Because it’s a test plot, the seed was provided to Hart, but he said the input costs for the entire season were much lower compared to corn, but similar to other crops. Based on soil tests at the beginning of the season, he added 100 pounds of potash, 25 pounds of 11-52-0 and 20 gallons of UAN. The test plot Hart used is a randomly-tiled field and he said “you can see the patterns of the tiles in the height of the plants.” “I added no chemicals after planting and that’s one of the biggest savings right there,” he added. One other positive impact of hemp is that it breaks the disease cycle of other crops, as it is added into a crop rotation, according to Gellatly.

E
E, so says the gas gauge. Some truly don't understand what is right and wrong or what is lawful and what is unlawful. Anyone with any questions as to what I've just stated or asked, please, let me know. I'll immurse you into the holy, unrighteous, untouchable. you know the bunch that the law does not apply to them crowds. They sit proudly in their safe homes or mansions with the protection of both Fedral and State Law Enforcements. Can't forget private body guards. They have the Best of Health Care and Retirement Package around and guess what? Heads up of all the activities of just mentioned agencies. Thank God for This Stranger I met at Joe's in Mantua, NJ on May 13, 2009 ar 10:38 Hrs. Norio

The Charge Of Eris
"I have come to tell you that you are free. Many ages ago, My consciousness left humanity, that they might develop themselves. I return to find this development approaching completion, but hindered by fear and by misunderstanding. You have built for yourselves psychic suits of armor, and clad in them, your vision is restricted, your movements are clumsy and painful, your skin is bruised, and your spirit is broiled in the sun. I am chaos. I am the substance from which your artists and scientists build rhythms. I am the spirit with which your children and clowns laugh in happy anarchy. I am chaos. I am alive, and I tell you that you are free. "

Caa #121
The College roomate of a dear friend and angel, passed away yesterday after a battle with cancer. She was a good person that I got to know here on fubar. Our fellow fubariean, Like Fine Wine has gone to the big fu in the sky. Plenty of prayers for her family and friends, she will be missed. Doc

Parent - Job Description‏
PARENT - Job Description This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!!POSITION : Mom , Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop JOB DESCRIPTION : Long term, team players needed, for challenging, Permanent work in an Often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication And organizational skills and be willing to work Variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends And frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to Primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities!Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES : The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, Until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a Pack mule An

Resume 101
So as some of you know, I've been working with a career building consultant company, and have been attending seminars to aid me in my search for a new job, career, exc... This morning I went to a resume based course, which we were asked to run through an online module first and come up with a rough draft of our resume to bring in today. So, yesterday, I wrote up and updated my resume, and included the ideals they considered important. Well, today comes, and we start going through our resumes, and some exercises for them. I was very encouraged to find out that my resume was all but complete, barring a few minor changes. I was able to use my performance report experience from the military to write some great bullets statements, and tailor my resume for a good marketing capability. So, I will be able to start spreading my resume around starting tomorrow, and hopefully lead to some possible opportunities. Just wanted to share this good news with you. :)

The Mind Of The Unknown.
People often wonder why so many people have changed. They say that what we have done in our past defines our now, and changes our future. In reality the only thing that changes who you are is you. You have control of your life. A lot of people out there will fill others heads with lies if it gets them what they want, why people do this is still a mystery. Whether it be something they enjoy doing, or if they do it for the "sport". I find people that will say whatever they have to, to get what they want very sad. It's unfortunate that they don't realize that they are being loved for something they aren't. I'd rather be hated for something that I am, rather then be loved for something I'm not. I'm a very frank person, and I'll tell someone exactly what is on my mind. Some people can't handle this, and it's unfortunate. I have given a lot of people really good advice and they never take it, ending up paying the price in the end. Society has trained people to follow "clicks". I rather le

Black Cat Destiny
Dreams are a fatality stabbing the air no where to go no one to share with going down the rabbit hole again not quite touching sliding reacing streching forget the dreams they dont exist forget the friendship that wasn't there phantoms like air float through the mind winding around and around and around choking off all hope but wait whats this a bit of earth grasping gripping no more slipping finding the light and the way out

Bored & Wondering
Okies so I have discovered that even after leaving the fu for awhile I returned to find some of the same drama. Oh and even some new stuff. It seems that most people aren't here to make friends anymore they simply want to see how many points they can get. How many blings they can receive and even how high they can rank daily or weekly. With that said why do so many people expect that if they scam people to get them, or play on people's feelings they wont get caught up? Now this isn't directed at anyone I know I have just noticed from the status updates of some of my friends. So I will keep doing what I'm doing. Nothing more nothing less and hopefully I don't find myself hurt by anyone lying to me. I love my Family on fu they are the best thanks guys for being there for me :)

A Lil 'thanks'
I Love EVERYTHING about the American Soldier!! You all risk ur lives everyday to save millions of lives. Some that could care less, some that wish they could give everything they can back to repay you for your serivce but have nothing but the love in their heart to give. I wish you all a safe ride home and God Bess you all. May God be with you in heart and soul. When you feel theres nothing in you to keep going remember your loved ones, sons and daughters, wifes and mothers, husbands and fathers, keep your head held high and remember we all care and love you guys and wish you all the best, no matter if we say it once a day or never in our lives. We do love you all. Our freedom, Our praise, Our Soldiers!!

I'm In A Contest! Please Help!!!
Hi All! I've entered myself in DJ Wild's "Sexiest Men in Fu" contest, and I could really use everybody's help! Let me know if you stop by and vote for me, and I'll be sure to drop by and give you some thank you rates! :)

Only Great Minds Can Read This This Is Weird, But Interesting!
fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it

The Candle
Destroyer of my soul Binder of my heart I will take it allpain.. misery.. darkness..light.. hope.. love..Everything sent my wayDemolish me I will still standI will hold your shadows when they wear me downI will still standAlways here Never letting goBound are weDrift slowly awayBut you will seeForever the light Showing you the way Back to that placeYou hold it allI will not break When all seems shatteredLook again Still here the sparkFor you ...

Signing Up For The Squad
This blog is for signing up for the Zombie Squad,if you haven't read what we are about read the blog titled "The Zombie Squad - Wnat 2 join? What we are about" if you've read that and want to join just leave a comment in this blog saying that you want to join up and I will begin the process of making your card after figuring out what rank and division it is that you wish to join up to.

Mudvayne Lyrics
In this holeThat is meThe dead are rolling overIn this holeThickeningDirt shoveled over shouldersI feel it in meSo overwhelmedOh, this pressured center risingMy life overturnedUnfair the despairAll these scars keep ripping openPeel me from the skinTear me from the rindDoes it make you happy now?Tear meat from the boneTear me from myselfAre you feeling happy now?In this holeThat is meA life that's growing feebleIn this holeSo limitingThe sun has set; all darkensBuried underneathHands slip off the wheelInternal path-way to contentionPeel me from the skinTear me from the rindDoes it make you happy now?Tear meat from the boneTear me from myselfAre you feeling happy now?Are youHAPPY?Are youHAPPY?Are you feeling happy?In this holeThat is meLeft with a heart exhaustedWhat's my release??What sets me free?Do you pull me up just to push me down again?Peel me from the skinTear me from the rindDoes it make you happy now?Tear meat from the boneTear me from myselfAre you feeling happy?Peel me from t

Before The Light Turns Green....
I seriously dont want to go out again with this company.....although i know i have to to get the experience i need..i cant waitto be able to find a local job or simply a better job with more home time...im suspose to be headed back out again tommorrow some over the weekend if latest.. and all week ive been procrastanting ugh.......i have certainly gotten myself in to something that has turned out to be something stressful instead of enjoyable and im not happy with it.. but im going to keep on trying and pushing untill more oppurtinities open up.... so keep your fingers crossed and think good things for me i really need it right about now lol...... i guess thats it i dont know when the next time you will hear anything from me will be but i hope the time goes by fast untill we meet again ♥

Battle Of The Sexes ~ Round Vi & Vii
This will be a Fu-Bucks AND Cash Auction *There is a 25,000 fubuck entry fee for joining. *Top 5 Males & Top 5 Females will move on to Round VII * The entry with the most picture rates will receive a Bling Pack

Finally Taking Control Of My Life. Time To Work On My Horrible Social Skills And Be An Adult. It's About Time!!!!
I'm finally taking control of my life. I finally talked to my parents about them holding me back and not letting me grow up and making my own decisions. That's why I don't know how to talk to or deal with people or women my age in general. I think that's why not many women on here wanna talk to me. Either I have nothing in common with them or not socially knowledgable (or socially bad overall). So I just basically talked to my parents to let them know that I'm not a kid anymore and let me do my own thing, and let them know that I felt that they're holding me back. I felt better talking to them about it Today's my first day of going to my business communication class at South Suburban College. Hopefully it'll help me fix up my bad social & communication skills and strengthen it. It'll take me a while to make some progress so wish me luck!

Red Lipstick Kisses And A Black Eye
My first wife used to cover me with red lipstick kisses before we made love. I must admit, it really turned me on. I would watch her applying it while standing in front of a mirror. After finishing, she would turn to me and begin kissing me all over my face and neck.One night we had a terrible argument after having too much to drink at a party. I'm embarrassed to admit it, but she had bruised my male ego. The party we had been at was both indoors and out. There was a bad mitten net in the backyard and we started playing. At first, we just volleyed back and forth, but then started a game. Some women started watching us and keeping score. The first game was close, but she pulled ahead toward the end and won 15 - 12, receiving a loud applause from the women spectators. During the second game, the women started really getting into the game, calling it a battle of sexes. When she won decisively (15 - 7), they cheered all the louder. I started to walk off the playing field, thinking we had p

A Wish, Read It
Make a wish... place it in your heart... Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it?..good. Now believe it could come true. You never know were the next mircule is going to come from. The next smile... the next wish comes true. If you believe its right around the corner and you open your heart... your mind to the possiblties.. to the certaintlies of it, you might just get the thing your wishing for. The world is full of magic,.. you just have to believe in it. So make your wish... do you have have it? Good, now believe in it.. with all your heart.

My Broken Heart
"Your so sweet, your so cute, know will you please pick up the phone" my phone started ringing loudly." hello" i answered"hi, you sleeping? did i disturb you!" Luke said he was in the other end."n.....ope, i..was just....... anyways what happen you called?" i replied" remember you have to meet me today at six, we have to finish that project and your my partner?" he said " yeah! i will be there on time..... bye... take care" i hurriedly ran to bathroom. it was already five fifteen by then.Luke and i are friends from our CST101 class. i ran the bell of Luke's door at sharp six. Luke live with his parents. he had two brothers only. most of the time they were always out. i see them very rarely in the house.Luke opened the door and let me in. as i set on the sofa i saw someone coming from Luke's bedroom.he was tall, had dark hair, brown eyes and was wearing a shirt and jeans. actually he was handsome.he was calling to Luke. then Luke went to him and they had a small chat and again he went i

September 11 ( 9/11 ) Story
"You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say "Good-Bye." I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, "Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK...I am ready to go." I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. "I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 years!" I said. "Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now." I was at the base of the building with the Priest ministering to the injured and devastated souls. I took him home to tend to his Flock in Heaven. He heard my voice and answered. I was on all four of those planes, in every seat, with every prayer. I was wit

More Haters
i'm just up here killing time and decided to post a mumm and i noticed there are alot of ignorant people on fubar! I say that because my blog is about christmas and people have mean things to say regaurdless of the subject!! I guess some people will never grow up!!

Movie Quotes 2
I won't let myself fall in love with a man who won't trust me, no matter what I do. If can't get into his pockets between the two of us, we're not worthy of the name woman. Isolde: how many have you loved before me? Tristan: None. Isolde: And after me? Tristan: None Fifty years from now, when you're looking back at your life, don't you want to be able to say you had the guts to get in the car? You're supposed to be the leading lady in your own life, for God's sake! Poor old Cat. Poor slob. Poor slob without a name. I don't have the right to give him one. We don't belong to each other. We just took up one day. I don't want to own anything until I find a place where me and things go together. I'm not sure where that is, but I know what it's like. It's like Tiffany's. Im crazy about Tiffany's. You know what's wrong with you, Miss Whoever-You-Are? You're chicken. You're afraid to stick out your chin and say, 'Okay, life's a fact.' People DO fall in love. People do belong to

Funny, And Oh So True Thoughts
I wish Google Maps had an "Avoid Ghetto" routing option. More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all I can think about is that I can't wait for them to finish so that I can tell my own story that's not only better, but also more directly involves me. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. I don't understand the purpose of the line, "I don't need to drink to have fun." Great, no one does. But why start a fire with flint and sticks when they've invented the lighter? Have you ever been walking down the street and realized that you're going in the complete opposite direction of where you are supposed to be going? But instead of just turning a 180 and walking back in the direction from which you came, you have to first do something like check your watch or phone or make a grand arm gesture and mutter to yourself to ensure that no one in the surrounding area thinks you're crazy by randomly switchin

What's New My Fufriends?
So it's been a while since I've really had a chance to get online and see how the hell my online world was doing.... so far so good.. For those who care, I'm back in Michigan working my ass off for a better living and thats working out well for the moment. Life sucks for the most part but better than it once was. But this blog is for all of you to tell me what's new in your world and to get back into the swing of things.. So hit me up and let me know how things are!!!!

Just One Rate!
Not only is he Fubar's Sexiest Guy... He's a SEXY SOLDIER! Click his picture and drop a rate on it! Rate him a 10, or an 11 if you've got them and leave a comment saying how incredibly sexy he is...or that you voted! (for the guys) It will only take a couple of seconds and I'd be most thankful if you did! With much luv from his Fu Wifey... PebblesinAZ ... Owned by Dark Defender@ fubar

Great Game
I am sure that alot of you out there have probably never heard of a fantastic and free online game called EVONY. This game is similar to Civilization, C&C, and other strategy based games. You will start of with very little, but as you build your fields and upgrade them along with the buildings in your town you will start getting prestige. Along with prestige you can get ranks, titles, honor, alliances, and even has a ranking system to show you how you are developing. Anyone can come sign up, and become a dominant person. This game is so amazing that I have put in countless hours since starting my account, because I want to get my next city built. That's right you can build more than one city depending on your rank/title. There are so many things that you can do within your cities. The things you can do is manage the loyalty and public grievance. To do this you simply do what is called comforting. There are different types of comforting. The first is what we call disaster rel

Just Some Sound Advice
We learn to except the hardships,to face adversity,we learn to move forward,and to push on.We suffer heart ache,we suffer loss,but yet we still move forward.We as a people,have so much to share with one another,yet we hide inside,and suffer our own pettiness.Life is not about competing against each other,it is about understanding each other,helping those who are in need of a hand up.We have all fallen down,but it only matters how fast we get back up.As we move forward,into this future,we have to be there for our family,our friends,and hope that one day,if and when we fall,that some one will stand beside us,help us back to our feet,and perhaps even fight for us,just so we can continue to move forward.Love one another,be strong for someone today,and maybe even tomorrow.

F*uck Love I Need A Trophy Wife
ok heres the deal i wrote a blog about a mth ago about if money can buy love referring to a conversation i had with someone. well scratch that! im sick of trying to prove to someone how i feel or going through a bunch of hoops to only find out things arent going to work out. there were quite a few ppl who responded to my other blog and wanted to participate in it but at that point i could tell they just wanted to be taken care of n at that time i didnt want someone out for just money. although im not rich yet but within the next 2 yrs i have millions comming to me n much more to come throughout my life. well im tired of trying to wonder how a woman truely feels about me, im tired of trying to figure women out, im tired of not knowing whats going through their head from one day to the next so to make it simple id rather just be with someone who does want me for my money so that theres no confusion. but heres the catch, its not going to be a free ride..... if ur going to get something th

Symbols Of Love Around The World
Love is a powerful emotion, celebrated and immortalized in symbols of love by cultures throughout history and around the world. Many images immediately convey the message of love, and they are generally taken from ancient associations and superstitions with nature, fertility and passion. Red Heart: Centuries of use have made the heart a global symbol of love. Early beliefs that the heart was the center of the mind as well as the emotions helped the stylized heart evolve to the iconic symbol of love and passion that it is today. The heart shape could be seen in natural objects then associated with love, such as the heart-shaped seed of the silphium plant (an herbal contraceptive), the back and wings of a dove (associated with Aphrodite, the Greek goddess of love) and the necks of two mating swans (created in negative space). Apple: This delicious fruit has been a love symbol since ancient Greece, where it represented ecstasy and fertility. Apples were popular gifts given at weddings,

I Hate This Fucking Day Every Single Year
After twenty years, I still haven't forgotten. Promise I never will has been kept and carried. Wish I had put a clause in the promise to remember without it hurting so damn much. Please don't be worried if this doesn't make sense. It's not about you. It's not even really about me. It's about a loved one lost. RIP Robert "Robi" Rudolph Groce III

The Ancient Ankh Symbol Of Life
The Ankh was, for the ancient Egyptians, the symbol (the actual Hieroglyphic sign) of life but it is an enduring icon that remains with us even today as a Christian cross. It is one of the most potent symbols represented in Egyptian art, often forming a part of decorative motifs. The ankh seems at least to be an evolved form of, or associated with the Egyptian glyph for magical protection, sa. However, what the sign itself represents is often disputed. For example, Sir Alan Gardiner thought that it showed a sandal strap with the loop at the top forming the strap, but if so, the symbolism is obscure and so his theory has found little real favor early on. However, this interpretation seems to have received some acceptance among modern writers. It would seem that the ancient

Symbol In Hinduism
The swastika (Sanskrit svastika, "all is well") is a cross with four arms of equal length, with the ends of each arm bent at a right angle. Sometimes dots are added between each arm.Swastika banner for Indian weddingSwastika banner being hung for an Indian wedding, Mumbai. Photo: BigAppleOfMyEye.Swastika on a house in IndiaSwastika on an Indian home. Photo: Premasagar.Swastika ringIndian man's swastika ring. Photo: Premasagar.Swastika rangoliSwastika rangoli (decoration welcoming visitors to a home). Photo: Azuric.Swastika brickBricks carved with a swastika and script, India. Photo: Premasagar.Swastika graffiti in IndiaGraffiti in Jamalpur, India. The Hindi writing is the mantra Baba Nam Kevalam. Photo: Premasagar.The swastika is an ancient symbol that has been found worldwide, but it is especially common in India. Its name comes the Sanskrit word svasti (sv = well; asti = is), meaning good fortune, luck and well-being.The swastika is most commonly used as a charm to bring good fortune

School And Carousel Begins
After everybody was up and had breakfast this morning (in a few years, I’m sure this will be a blessing since Sarah and Jeffrey will be going to school in the next two and three years, as their older cousins began today), Sarah came to the table with me and got hold of some receipts we were due to shred anyway and said she would help us “pay our paybills”. Inside I’m laughing like a bowl full of jelly; I’m sure she’s seen Mommy and (occasionally) Daddy writing out checks to pay bills and she wants to help “us guys”. OK, Sarah, we’ll just take it our of your trust fund … earlier that morning before Martha headed to work out a little before coming home for her day off with the kids (and Mary, who called in sick today) I was looking for matched pairs of shoes the kids had outgrown. There’s a church here in Minot today with a Mayflower truck parked in front marked “Afghanistan Shoe Drop”. I explained this a

Poetry ~ An Ascendant Diagnosis
Response to one of Drow's status's: 'I live my life, full speed, full throttle, wrap my hand around the mic like a bum around a bottle, my philosophy is take a risk, cause its got to be..my way, or the highway, aint no man stoppin me...' I expounded on afterwards cuz I was feeling it. Imma dub it... An Ascendant Diagnosis Word, care free?... Ya gotta be, Stop me?... impossibly! Life's too short to live a dichotomy I control, I Lead, ma'fuck a destiny... I'm not a slave or puppet to the powers that be. I decide, & I ll thrive, ... carvin my path to liberty Of self & mind,.. I'm jus MarQ intrinsically Sheep follow feebly, indoctrinated …merely, Blind to these facts, an oblivious to see... They're lacking that ability to peer through clearly The facades and ruses that abound, disingenuously Or even the core of their own weaknesses, emotionally Decipher what dwells deep down subconsciously With no knowledge of self, it’s just a cycle of misery Isn't it a damn shame…

Don'ts For Parents
Don'ts for parents: 1. Don't throw your 3yr olds b-day party with strippers and kegs. 2. use your kid to pick up chicks no matter how cute he/she is. 3. bet with kids and collect when they lose the bet. 4. help with homework when drunk because your kid will be put in special classes for thinking 2+2=chair. 5. teach your kid or anyone elses kid to fetch beer even if you are to drunk to make it to the fridge/cooler. 6. let your kid give the family pet a hair cut (fiddo will not be happy) 7. let you kid have coffee even if they say the other parent said they could it is a trick don't fall for it. 8. let your kid use aluminum foil instead of a bicycle helmet it is not the same. Know matter how much you put on. 9. let your kid stand on top of the tv in place of the antenna even if you throw cheez it crackers at them for food, if they have a sippy cup and you get better reception with the kid. 10. give the kid something to drink by opening the bathroom door and flushin

Men’s Mentality And Why Women Don’t Or Will Never Understand
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Do I??
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Sides
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I heard this story on the radio this morning on the way to work.. Two brothers inherited some farm land from their father, and as both the younger and the elder brother had both grown up there and had taken over the family business and had families of their own, they had lived and worked together all their lives and had managed to get along very well. Untill one day when they had a disagreement that became a argument that became a deadly silence between the two of them. That lead to bitterness and spiteful acts from the younger brother who had decided to fill in the pond with sand on his side leaving behind a creek instead of a pond. So the older brother decided to return the love with another act of bitterness. One day a man with a tool box knocked on his door and asked him if he by chance had any carpentry work that he could do to earn so money. The older brother told him that yes in fact he did, he said " See that lumber over yonder I want you to build me a 8ft high wall between

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Not That Anyone Will Read It..
The wife came home early and found her husband in their bedroom making love to a very attractive young woman. And she was somewhat upset. 'You are a disrespectful pig!' she cried. 'How dare you do this to me - a faithful wife, the mother of your children! I'm leaving you. I want a divorce right away!' And the husband replied, 'Hang on just a minute love, so at least I can tell you what happened.' 'Fine, go ahead,' she sobbed,' but they'll be the last words you'll say to me!' And the husband began - 'Well, I was getting into the car to drive home, and this young lady here asked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenseless that I took pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty. She told me that she hadn't eaten for three days. So, in my compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night, the ones you wouldn't eat because you're afraid you'll put on weight. The poor thing devoured

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August 27, 2009
Thank you to everyone for your thoughts, prayers and words of support. As I sat here reading this, I thanked God for each and everyone of you. As of last nite when we left, my dad was still strong and holding his own. The doctor said that they are doing they're best to keep him comfortable. During the time we were up there, he was clear for only about a half hour. Last nite was a revelation for me in a lot of ways. And the most shocking one was, that I am unable to trust the woman who has married him only recently. I'm alone in a sea of confusion. In the middle of two women warring over a man who will soon be gone. And all my kids and I are wanting is to spend time with him before he is gone. Peaceful time to talk, let him know how much we love him, trying to encourage him. And I am sitting here right now, not knowing what to do. Only wanting to see his wishes followed thru. And finding out in a three hour conversation that he has divulged those wishes to only one person who won't

I'm An Asshole
Working overnight this week has been just splendid! I missed this upside down world. But I am afraid my coworkers now believe I am one of the most insane souls on this earth. I may be. Who really knows? I'm locked in a building and not smoking for the entire shift. I really ought to just give them up, but I wont. Regardless this woman that works with us really gets on everyone's nerves. Not just mine, although mine are the most important to me. (yes I am selfish too!) She makes this noise while she works. It's like listening to something deflate. I am laughing as I type, it's dreadful. All I can do is not ask her is she would like a can of fix-a-flat to get through to the next break. We have been known to take break without informing her so we have a few minutes without her. Terrible we are all going to hell for this, among other things ;). So I mimmick her deflating sound right infront of her and she is absolutely oblivious to my assholish ways. The rest of the crew stifle their laug

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Waken To Nothing
Ok... I wrote this just a moment ago i dont know where it came from.. but all i know is it hurt me to write it and i have only just stopped crying.. yes.. i cried ... this story hurt me far deeper then anything i have writen todate... Stretching gently I rise to my legs looking around I sniff the air and right away know something is missing, where could she be? Why did she leave me? I walk to the kitchen and my bowl is empty, why is it empty? Doesn’t she love me anymore? Where is my mistress??? Walking through to the lounge room I see a note walking slowly to it I peer at it curiously but I can’t read human words, what does it say? Why is it here? What’s going on!!! Getting worried, I walk through the hall to the stairs peering up I see the gate is open, she never leaves the gate open, I’m not allowed up there... but I am frightened... Did I do something wrong? I slowly walk up the stairs frightened that I will hear her yell but hoping I do hear it.

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Get A Grip Godley!
After the fiasco of having food poisoning and still managing to do my show's am excited it's all nearly over...not my life, the fringe! We are on the home run now people! Had some lovely people come to see my show, some Glasgow Celtic players (who I don't know), Dean Freidman, Jimmy Carr and Roland Gift, his wife Louise and the actress Diane Quick, all lovely! Though Jimmy Carr's distinctive laugh had me giggling throughout my own show, it really is infectious! The crew from BBC Scotland's comedy department came in as well and we all went off for drinks. They are awesome now that they are under the helm of a new head of comedy and it seems they like me...how unusual! Took an English woman to introduce them to me! Maybe one day I will make it onto the Fred McCauley show (he did keep promising, but it never materialised) never mind I was on BBC radio 4 this week with my Comic Fringes Short Story and I did a Just a Minute on BBC radio 4 as well! I spoke to the previous producer o

What Is Up With American News Network
Is there really a place called Knob Lick Kentucky? I mean dude.... How are you all today. I'm working and pushing myself to get out in the heat. I had a video crew here today to shoot some footage of the operation. They atually put makeup on me. Ha!! It's 120 degrees out in the middle of nowhere and they wanted me to look good. Surreal man. So I hope all is well in the states. I'm actually trying to learn how to care for my bamboo shoots. I got a little cup and about a dozen bamboo about four inches tall. I want to make them curl around like the funky ones I've seen in the store so I need to learn how to trim them. They will grow in anything wet. K, that's all for now. Hope you are all well and finding the little things in life that can make you smile. They do exist. :-)

Haunting Love
Haunting Love Desire within a single tear drop Escape from my lost passion. Here I am, But Forever lost to desire for love. How my heart and soul is cold like the distant star soaring about the endless heaven? My body is a temple from heavenly divine for any man to worship like his personal Goddess, But I can’t belong to his wicked and sinful desire. I don’t belong to Hell or Heaven, Yet I am just drifting by life like a haunting wind of what can never be within his reach or mine. My lips lingering sweetly upon his lips, But I can’t taste his desire, because I am not part of life realities. I once welcome life, But Only found death welcoming me forever as its, life mate. How his haunting eyes calls out to me, But I can’t ever be with him. Time is ticking away, Here I am a haunting illusion within a endless enigma upon love that can’t savor his taste or touch as something I once held within my trembling arms. Here within love’s darkness of death, I will alway

Too Much Food, Too Little Thought
hypothetical situation.someone is overweight. they are convinced they're beautiful and there is nothing wrong with their body. do you agree with them ?the correct answer is no.let us define sadism. sadism is the act of causing pain to others and enjoying it. let us define masochism.masochism is the act of receiving pain and enjoying it.let us define pain and harm as it applies to this scenario.being overweight causes damage to the body. particularly the vital organs.the circulatory system is singled out for a high amount of damage.arterial walls cake with cholesterol and the heart strains to pump blood.psycho-emotional damage is common but not always associated.so we can conclude that being overweight is being in a state of damage and pain. being overweight is visible to the human eye, so ignorance cannot be documented.except in special cases of overweight blindness. but even the blind can feel their own bodies. again, such special cases are highly uncommon to this evaluation.we now mo

Property
I am really pleased I recently purchased my first property investment and think that I have a plan that will work from the help of a recent property course. I really enjoy the thought of becoming a landlord and think that I could be really good at it.

My Past!!!
THIS IS MY PAST I DID DRUGS AND NEVER GOT CAUGHT FOR IT (LAUGH OUT LOUD) BUT I GOT BUSTED FOR LIKE FIGHTING WITH MY STEP DAD AT THE TIME I TOTAL OF THREE MONTHS AND THREE WEEKS IN JUVENAL HALL IN TWO PART FIRST I DID THREE WEEKS IN EAST LAKE JUVENAL HALL IN EAST LOS DOWN THE STREET FROM GENERAL HOSPITAL THEN GOT OUT ON PROBATION THEN GOT BUSTED FOR HANGING OUT WITH A GANG MEMBER AND DRINKING THEN DID A MOUTH IN SYLMAR JUVENAL HALL IN SYLMAR, CA. SHIT I GOT BUSTED CAUSE I HAD A SUBSTITUTE PROBATION OFFICER THAT JUST DIDN'T LIKE ME FROM THE START AND WAS LOOKING FOR A LAME ASS REASON TO PUT ME BACK IN THE HALLS LIKE PUNK BITCH THAT HE WAS, I HAD A COOL PROBATION OFFICER WHEN I FIRST GOT ON PROBATION THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED TO HER I THINK IT WAS SHE GOT PROMOTED TO ANOTHER CITY OR SOME SHIT I CAN'T REMEMBER BUT THEN I FINALLY GOT OUT AND BACK IN THE STREETS OF ALHAMBRA, CA AND THEN I STARTED TO HANG OUT WITH A GUY I WENT TO HIGH SCHOOL WITH AND HE

What I Did On My Mri Day ...that I Didnt Know About Till Later
Okay so i just felt like sharing if anyone else want to also..thats fine... Well on Monday I had My MRI, which is why i wasnt here all day. I hate tiny enclosed spaces so they gave me a part of a XANAX and told me to lay down and go to sleep. And well a few minutes later i was still laying there and they come into give me an iv for a contrast dye that they had to use for some pics. And as soon as i got done....i guess they released me ....i don't remember much about it, but i guess i had insisted on going to IHOP. I found this out later and just had to laugh at myself for it... i guess my grandmother had sat there watching me eat..and i kept missing my mouth. So anyways i then we got back into the car some how. Well I found out later on that that happened. Thinking back on to what happened that day its tooooo funny....i find humor in the oddest things sometimes..so i hope that this makes others laugh as it did me.

Like A Tree In The Woods
The grassFlat with fallen fruitBruised -Folded and mattedIn your shadow.Behind your headWith your wild eyeStaring upwardAt the mottled lightOf clouds and sunThrough leavesAnd branchesYou are hungry.But the fruit is fallenAnd you will neverStarve.So you leave the fruitWhere it will surely rot.Browning the grassFor another season.I stand behind another treeAnd watch you.I touch the rough barkWith my cheek.I am hungry tooBut I have eaten that fruit.Soft and wet in the grass.Tasting of moss-greenForest fungus.I hallucinate from theWild forest floorAs I reach for youMy arms extend - retract -I cannot touch you.Starved as I amMy body fallsAnd I sound like a treeIn the woods.That no one hearsCrash down. Poem By Tammy C.

Favorite Movie Quotes Pt 1
Isolde: Why? Tristan: There are other things to live for: duty, honor. Isolde: But they are not life Tristan. They are the shells of life, and empty ones if in the end all they hold are days and days without love. Love is made by God. Ignore it and you suffer as you cannot imagine. Tristan: Then I will no longer live without it. Vicki Vale: A lot of people think you're as dangerous as the Joker. Batman: He's psychotic. Vicki Vale: Some people say the same thing about you. Batman: What people? Vicki Vale: Well, I mean, let's face it. You're not exactly normal, are you? Batman: It's not exactly a normal world, is it? Jeff Spicoli: This is U.S. History, I see the globe right there. Jefferson's Brother: My brother's gonna kill us! He's gonna kill us! He's gonna kill you and he's gonna kill me, he's gonna kill us! Jeff Spicoli: Hey man, just be glad I had fast reflexes! Jefferson's Brother: My brother's gonna shit! Jeff Spicoli: Make up your mind, dude, is he gonna shit or is he

Going Pro!!!
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The Zombie Squad
The Zombie Squad If you are reading this then you are either a member of The Zombie Squad...OR...you are intrigued about us or possibly interested in becoming a member in which case I'd like to thank you for taking the time to read this. So what is "The Zombie Squad" and how did it begin you may be asking yourself,so here is our history. The Zombie Squad was founded by myself,I've been a member of Fubar for a few years and while a lot of the new changes made to Fubar is fun and exciting a lot of what is happening "I feel" isn't so fun and exciting and I feel that because of some of these new things a LOT of people aren't getting the luv that they deserve. I also feel the MAJORITY of Fubar are ordinary everyday people,people who may not be blessed with overwhelming sex appeal,blessed with a body chiseled out of granite,people who don't have the capabilities of making really cool graphic pictures for people to generate intrest in their page and last but

Pieces Of Me
Looking up from below it's sketchy, but I can seepieces of a person that once belonged to me.When I try to grab them,they seem to fade away, memories from a past I knew but no longer have today, Push yourself, so I've been told ,be a mother and a wife.You owe it to the ones you love to sacrifice your life.But what do you do when you're weary,When you're tired and can't go onTo the hollow in the tunnel your existence now belongs.I long to do the things I see,so each day I look above, and try to reach the pieces of the things I used to love. Poem By Tammy C.

Intersting
Let's play a game...Here's how it goes: Type your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you...1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (if possible. If not I'll say something that only makes sense to me).5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.If you play, you MUST post this on your blog...

Choosing A Song
Rain Softly falling down, each drop a symphony of soundas it hits the tin roof.tap . . . tap . . . tap.It may sound just like a sad song with a slow beat. the kind that makes you daydream,feel sad and sigh . . .as you think of what might of been or could be in your life.Maybe it is a happy song that brings back sweet memories, tender thoughts and special smiles,thinking of someone who makes your heart beat faster,and your laughter ring with happiness and joy.Maybe it is a love song,with sweet, soft lyrics,tender, romantic, sensual andmakes you think of dancing in the rain.Only you can decide which songis the one you are hearing,which music soothes your soul,and which song you want to sing along with.Sometimes, you have to choose a song. Poem By Tammy C.

The Beauty Within
There is so much beauty inThis wondrous, blue roseIf only we could capture itWithin our very soulsIf we could take its beautyAnd apply the glow withinSearch a little deeperIn the soul beneath our skinYou know you can't touch beautyWithout it rubbing off on youAnd spreading it to othersIn the kindness that you doThere lies within each one of usThe beauty like this roseWhen it's used in touching othersThen its beauty overflows. Poem By Tammy C.

One
Night is fallingMoon gently moving across velvet skyAs it casts shadows and soft light upon us It's just you and I The earth rises up to meet usWind swirling over usThe blood pulses through me like liquid fireAdrenaline rushing through my veins My body one with yoursMoon shining full upon usThe only sounds are you and I, and the crisp autumn leaves Together as oneYou and IFor those brief momentsWhen we become one I breathe youI feel youI am you We are one. Poem By Tammy C.

My Love
Rivers of my love run deep,Into the valleys of your heart,Neither height, nor depth,Nor mountains too wide,Could show you,The depths of my Love,Way beyond the seas,Throughout all eternity,Could never show you,The depths of my love,Into the sun,Far beyond the sky,A thousand tears,That I have cried,Could never show you,The depths of my love,Forgiveness beyond measure,Memories to treasure,Love written as a lullaby,Enchanted dreams of you and I,Could never show you,The depths of my love,Miles and time,Song and rhyme,Money or gain,life or pain,Could never show you,The depths of my love,Loving me, embracing me,Eternally,Will show you the depths of my love. Poem By Tammy C.

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I've Had It!!!!!
Ever since January 2009, when my dad was forced into retirement, his ability to remember anything from two hours ago to two months ago has been getting worst and worst as time goes on, also he has been getting very angry, yelling at everyone over everything. (Kind of reminds you of rabbit dogs you see in movies, but you can shoot the dog.) He never does anything wrong, everyone else has did something wrong. The worst part is if you bring up his memory lost he get even angrier and starts yelling more, and on top of that when you tell the family doctor he just thinks you are being mean, but that is a whole other story.It has been 8 months now and the anger that my dad takes out on everyone, mostly me, is getting to be way too hurtful, to the point that I spend half of my time shut up in my bedroom without leaving until my mom gets home from work, or I leave the house when my mom goes to work and go to my sister's or grandma's. Does anyone care, no, they just keep saying that he is si

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Whoever appeals to the law against his fellow man is either a fool or a coward. Whoever cannot take care of himself without that law is both. For a wounded man shall say to his assailant, "If I Live, I will kill you. If I Die, You are forgiven." Such is the Rule of Honor. Thats an awesome quote from one of my favorite bands Lamb of god. Now that we have the metal portion of todays show out of the way... .... got ya.. Really though this is pretty fucking random there is no purpose to this im just bored as hell and had to do something right fucking now. SO a quickie about me im 24 im single and i live in bridge city texas and work at tattoo dreams. later Kris

Ain't No Sunshine - Al Green
Ain't no sunshine when she's goneIt's not warm when she's awayAin't no sunshine when she's goneAnd she's always gone too long Anytime she goes away Wonder this time where she's goneWonder if she's gonna stayAin't no sunshine when she's goneAnd this house just ain't no homeAnytime she goes away And I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know Yeah I'm gonna leave young thing alone but ain't no sunshine when she's gone Ain't no sunshine when she's goneOnly darkness everydayAin't no sunshine when she's goneAnd this house just ain't no homeAnytime she goes awayAnytime she goes awayAnytime she goes awayAnytime she goes away

Life Can Be
"The world is a cold, nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there if you let it. If you know what you're worth, then go get what you're worth. It's not about hard you can hit. It's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward

Help. Please
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I Fixed My Computer!þ
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[rule 6]
Rule six is simpledon't drink when you need to.I remember a time when I was prescribed pocketfuls of diazepam and other slow releases of BenzSomedays I really miss itthen I discovered the wonderful lowfive of alchohol.And of course years of self awareness and well practiced relaxation techniquestoday was a minor meltdownfor 8 hours.My mom wants me back in therapy because I can't force myself to like boring women.I kinda laughed.... and made a secret list to myself of what I should really be back in for.Maybe if they gave me a piece of cheesecake every time I talked to a nervous neurotic unremarkable woman, I'd learn to hate cheesecake :/But back to the meltdownI think the best (worst) part of my condition is that the symptoms are so vague but intense, you can confuse it for food poisoning, having a gun held to your head, an adrenaline dose, low oxygen levels, liver failure and toxicity all to what you're experiencing; but lets not also forget that you get to go to reallyreallydark plac

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Daydreams
Daydreams Should you cross my mind a single time in passing through the day I could call it happenstance a fleeting moment and continue on my way But for all the times I turn around and find you standing there I can not shrug it off simply continue on without the slightest care It is not only at nighttime you come through into my dreams If that were true I’d be sleeping now as I look at you standing before me If I must continue alone through these mundane days of mine I could not ask a better fantasy having you with me as they go by

They Twinkle For You
They Twinkle For You Have you ever looked at the stars Wondered why they twinkle so Well I have the answer It's time that you know They've heard all about you I talk to them the whole night through I bet you didn't realize All the stars, they twinkle for you CHORUS When they shimmer They're trying to get your attention When they shine They're letting you know That I'm telling them right now And they know my heart is true How much in love I am All the stars, they twinkle for you They know how beautiful I think you are How I've given you my heart How much it hurts me Now that we're apart Each night they put on a show Trying to get through So when you look up just know All the stars, they twinkle for you BRIDGE If they seem a little blurry It's from the tears in their eyes When I tell them how much I love you It always makes them cry CHORUS When they shimmer They're trying to get your attention When they shine They're letting you know That I

Without You
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In My Eyess
In My Eyes I can pretend with our friends That there’s nothing wrong I can write you love letters Like I’ve done all along I can put on an act They’ll believe all the lies But I don’t think we Can do this anymore Cause you’ll see it in my eyes CHORUS In the eyes that held you Closer than my arms ever could The window to my heart That’s now torn in two I can fool everyone else I don’t even have to try But I know you’ll see it In my eyes The dream of you and I Came crashing down tonight In my imagination There was nowhere we couldn’t fly So now I’ll just imagine That everything’s fine But I know For all that’s worth You’ll see it in my eyes CHORUS In the eyes that held you Closer than my arms ever could The window to my heart That’s now torn in two I can fool everyone else I don’t even have to try But I know you’ll see it In my eyes My heart can fool everyone else It ain’t the first time he’s lived a lie But you’ll never believe it

Inner Stength Comes From Within
Faith can move mountains and heal wounded hearts;Beauty will linger where’er hope imparts;Love can bring comfort when life seems too tough;But, when day is finished, strength shall be enough. Inner strength is a fortress where sanity reigns,A pillar of peace, far from grief and pain,A place where the sunlight so effortlessly shines,Enshrouding the spirit in warmth, undefined. In each moral fabric, one thing remains clear,Through times of much hardship, strength falls with each tear;Thus, with every teardrop, the soul shall be cleansed,Thanks to inner strength and support from true friends.

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Auburn Creed
THE AUBURN CREED I believe that this is a practical world and that I can count only on what I earn. Therefore, I believe in work, hard work. I believe in education, which gives me the knowledge to work wisely and trains my mind and my hands to work skillfully. I believe in honesty and truthfulness, without which I cannot win the respect and confidence of my fellow men. I believe in a sound mind, in a sound body and a spirit that is not afraid, and in clean sports that develop these qualities. I believe in obedience to law because it protects the rights of all. I believe in the human touch, which cultivates sympathy with my fellow men and mutual helpfulness and brings happiness for all. I believe in my Country, because it is a land of freedom and because it is my own home, and that I can best serve that country by "doing justly, loving mercy, and walking humbly with my God." And because Auburn men and women believe in these things, I believe in Auburn and love it. -George

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Bad Puns
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Tag a bunch of people, answer each with one word. Cept the three word ones. Erm...yeah. Where is your cell phone....................Desk Your hair.......................................Messy' Your father....................................Dunno Your favorite thing............................Music Your dream last night.........................Vivid Your favorite drink............................Coke Your dream/goal...............................Happiness The room you are in...........................Kitchen Your fear........................................Unloved Where do you want to be in 6 years........Happy Muffins..........................................7-11 One of your wish list items...................Stuff Where you grew up............................Brooklyn The last thing you did...........................Burped What are you wearing..........................Smile Your TV...........................................Inside Your pets..............................

Fubar Reality Check Time...
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Fubar Reality Check Time...
So since I’ve came back for the most part I’ve been pretty mellow, some would even say “soft” even to a point. I tell stories of days and years gone by on here and people are like “yeah,” “wow” and “awesome.” But the reality is that…..most people don’t really know me in this “new” Fu Generation… So with that being said… Some of the things I’m about to say will probably offend and shock some of you. They will probably make you cut me or stop reading if you are that offended. Especially if it pertains to you. So let see where to start where to start…. ..so let’s kick off with something semi positive. That faker spanker dude spent a small fortune in an auction recently, even on real people. Wow. Amazing. I guess that being called out is good rehab for people. What is so vehemently irritating since I’ve come

For Lee
take your sorry, shove it up your ass, twist, forget my name, forget my face, lose my number and die! and where the hell do you get that hurting me was harder than letting me go? ha you chose to leave me! it's been said that if you truely love/care for someone that you just want them to be happy, well fvck i must not have loved/cared for you at all, cause i really do wish you the worst in life! and like i said, don't even think about calling me when the fat bitch leaves you for another woman! hope you're happy you bag of douche, you did more than just hurt me, you completly destroyed me!

Just Wanna Whine A Bit..
Mumm : As everyone may know, I recently became the Adopted Mom to my Great Niece Daniyah. Her Bio-Mom(my niece) whose 16yrs old didnt want her. CPS, and the Childrens court tried to contact the baby's father who by the way is a 32yr old Man. He was to chicken shit to come forth, so they stripped him of his parental rights. Now he calls and says he wants his baby. I dont think so. I Love my daughter and I refuse to let anyone especially a child molester come an inch near my girl. He threaten to get an attorney. So me being me, I told him to bring it on. So my mind needs making up with; Should I let him be apart of her life, Or Not? Reply : she's not your daughter, she's your grand-niece, don't fuck up her head any more than he momma and daddy are gonna do.. and turn the damn comment approval off and I started a second reply... and got this... Error: this users permissions don't allow you to comment on their photos. How the hell does this deserve .. thi

A Slight Detour Thru Japan Part 1
A Slight Detour Thru Japan Or How To Make Caligula Look Like a Schoolboy "Ok, you own bitch, 24 hour. You have fun, she make good sexy... but you no leave permanent mark. OK?" -Mr. Kim, to one of my buddies on his birthday Japan was the best travel I ever made. It's true. For those of you who have read my "slight detours", and know of some of the shit I endured during my adventures (and for those of you who haven't read them, yet, give 'em a try, they are kind funny, and filled with, "...music, adventure, and fun and you might learn something before it's done ...HEY ...HEY ...HEY" Cosby Kids RULE, Mutha Fuckers! Japan was great. I was in my early twenties, single (sorta), and was making way too much money. I was an "executive without portfolio", working for the American Tobacco Growers (ATG); a company that my roommate from boarding school's father owned, and for which he was the sole son and heir. I had just received my advanced degree in Psychology, and to be

Unknown Love Quote
882. "Time passes quickly when you are in love and you can never get enough of the other person."Source UnknownSubmitted by Jasmine ParkerThis really strikes a chord with me... in fact I have maybe said some sort of generalized version of this many times in my life. If I believe that without exception... does that mean that if you can get enough that your love is fading?I am continually saying that TIME & SPACE are the enemies in a relationship... I am not a supporter of the "distance makes the heart grow fonder" theory.. rather much the opposite...I am feel like when something is good you wanna just get as much as you possibly can of it... why let it fade or forget or become the obsession of another? I hear ya I hear ya.... (if it goes away it was never really mine to begin with)... hrmm i guess you could say that... but I mean if you neglect it and don't nourish it... how can you expect it to grow?I have never really been one that likes to let the fire smolder... a low flame at best

Snuff
Snuff - Slipknot Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence and leave me with my sin The air around me still feels like a cage. And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again. So if you love me let me go And run away before i know My heart is just too dark to care I can't destroy what isn't there Deliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you OOh, my smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your lights But all of that was ripped apart, when you refused to fight So save your breath I will not care I think I made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a saint OOh, my own was banished long ago It took the death of hop

You
you - evanescence The words have been drained from this pencil. Sweet words that I want to give you. And I can't sleep I need to tell you, goodnight. When we're together I feel perfect When I'm pulled away from you, I fall apart. All you say is sacred to me your eyes are so blue, I can't walk away As we lay in the stillness, you whisper to me "Amy, marry me promise you'll stay with me" Oh you don't have to ask me. You know you're all that I live for You know I'd die just to hold you Stay with you Somehow I'll show you That you are my night sky I've always been right behind you. Now I'll always be right beside you. So many nights I cried myself to sleep. Now that you love me, I love myself I never thought I would say this I never thought there'd be YOU

A Holiday Love Story
Two years ago as I hung the ornaments on my tree and put my ceramic Baby Jesus in the manger, I had more than the holidays on my mind. A diamond ring sparkled on my left hand. After years of teaching me contentment and comfortable singleness, God had led me to say yes to Bill Page – a godly man who was an old friend, a widower, and a pastor. On December 30, 2001, Bill and I married. So this month I want to share with you a love story – but not the one you think.When my first husband died 16 years ago, many people quoted Psalm 68:5 and Isaiah 54:5 and tried to comfort me by saying, “God will be your husband.” It didn’t work.I repeatedly told the Lord, “I want You to be my God. I don’t want you to be my spouse. I want a flesh-and-blood husband.” God did not get mad or withdraw. He stayed close and waited.As my grief lessened and my single parenting intensified, I turned to the Lord as never before – as I had turned to my husband befor

My Love My Soul
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over....I remember the first day when i saw him in class. He was wearing white shirt and black pant. I just looked at him and was impressed by his personality....... days passed........... and just a hello hi sort of conversation continued. In November he sent me an SMS. I messaged him and asked " who are you". He called me and informed. Then we used to send forwarded messages to each other. Sometimes he used to comment on those messages and i felt very nice. One day he added me on orkut. Daily i used to look at his pics for hours. I dont know why i used to look but i felt something for him. Then we started chatting and there was a sort of excitement. We even started talking on phones. The whole day i used to wait for the night so that we can chat. we became friends but my feelings for him grew more and more as the time passed. Then one evening he called and asked "can we meet?" . It w

Struggle
This is a song I wrote with a very close friend of mine. She was a wonderful person and she will always hold a special place in my heart…. It is unfinished. Struggle (Verse) It’s hard to express sometimes the words I want to say When you come close to me I always run away You’re always there for me through my trouble times But I can’t erase the pain I feel inside (Bridge) I want you here with me I want you close to me now Divine hearts meant to be I’ll break these chains some how (Chorus) You open your arms to me but I don’t know If can reach them You look in to my eye and then all my fears are forsaken In my world I’m lost without you It’s so hard for me to tell you That I love ……..

Sparkly Cleopatra Gold
Since you've claimed me, I've found that I no longer wear makeup when I leave the house every morning, and it's not such a big deal if I wear shorts without shaving my legs. I walk with a swagger and toss back my long blonde hair like the girls I see in the Garnier Fructis commercials. I greet complete strangers I pass on the street. I smile a lot. I laugh loudly. My fingernails, which are almost never painted because I bite them down so far they bleed sometimes, are presently a sparkly Cleopatra gold. It doesn't even really bother me that they've started to chip off. I worry less. I am more forgiving. I quietly hum to myself in public. My dreams are pleasant. I've ceased to obsess over the fact that my BMI regularly fluctuates between "normal" and "overweight". I make a sincere effort not to gossip. I tell my family I love them more often. YOU love ME for who I am and it makes me feel WONDERFUL! (Inside and outside) Even better than this is the knowledge that I make you feel wonderful

Growing Old With You
No poems, no fancy cards, no flowers, no jewelry, no expensive dinners. Just a very simple thank you. I know you don't hear that enough from anyone, but hear it from me now. Thank you. Thank you for saving my life all those years ago. Thank you for loving me no matter how crazy I become. Thank you for supporting me when you had really rather not. Thank you for agreeing to disagree with me most of the time. Thank you for allowing me to be me....sometimes. Thank you for never going to bed angry. Thank you for dealing with my loved ones and teaching me how to deal with yours. Thank you for getting mad at me but always letting me make you smile so that I know that it will be okay. Thank you for being broke with me and worrying with me even though we both know we will be just fine. Thank you for being too busy with everything in the world but still taking time to sit on the porch with me and talk. Thank you for always telling me that you love me just before you fall asleep. Thank you for be

My Little Charade
A letter to a Friend.I know I have not been entirely honest about myself to you. But I did what I did because I do not want you to think of me as ordinary. I tried so hard to do everything you liked so that you would notice me, notice even the littlest thing I do. However, I know that one day the lying has got to stop because you would find out about this sooner or later. Sooner or later you will know that I am not the girl you made me out to be.But the lying was like a disease. I could not stop because I wanted to impress you more and more. And then one day, I realize I couldn't keep up with all the lies. You have gotten to know about my little charade and became an entirely different person. What hurts me even more is that you fell in love with another girl. You fell in love with my best friend. I know I maybe living a lie my whole life but I guess I deserve this. As clichéd as it sounds I really hope you're happy. I am so sorry.

...relationships...
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then hell no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot chang

Grin
Now and again(Though it seems to be often as of late!)People will look at meWith inquiring eyesSuspicious eyes, sometimes"Why do you grin like that?" (It's all because of You, Dearest!) Shoulders shrug pleasantly.As if there need not be a reason at all. (I'd share my thoughts about you, but they're just so sweet and I'm a little selfish... ....plus some of them are naughty.)

Feel Free To Feel
Dearest You,Thursday you mentioned expressing feelings. I spent most of Friday soul searching. And what I have found sort of scares me. When my dad died, I vowed to never give my heart so willingly to another living person. (Even if it was in a totally different manner of loving.) It was too much for me to take as I watched them lower his casket. It broke my heart so fully, that I shut down towards every other person that existed. And then I met you. I felt something when I first looked into your eyes. An uneasy stirring feeling in my stomach. Like some sort of animal rattling it's cage, in a feeble attempt to escape. Then the night you kissed me, the bars of the cage seemed to explode with an energy that I can't describe. And whatever was locked away within it's bars has escaped. I feel like I'm out of control, and I love it. I love feeling like I can walk on clouds with you. I love feeling so free to feel. To allow myself to let every emotion that passes through me play out on my fac

A Little Caught Up
To Him,We met our freshman year of college. I was already in a relationship with my high school sweetheart and I would have sworn that me and him would never break up so I told you that you didn't have a chance.However I thought you were cool so we became friends. I'd bump into you on an occasional basis and our conversations would be memorable to me. Then all of sudden I realized I liked you...Wait a minute...I like you? How could this happen? I have a man already.But then I didn't like you. But then before I knew it I liked you again. You were the type to get your way with all the girls so I never thought you'd consider me after I shut you down only a year ago. But now you are telling me you want me?! I didn't expect that. Now you are telling me that you want to be my man...that you will take care of me and want to be there for me even if I do have a man? O my God...I don't like to say his name in vain...but what am I going to do now. I was so sure that the love of my life was the gu

Your Body Is My Map
Don't get me wrong, it's not that I can't live without you. An unfamiliar sun will still rise and set, etcetera. I will make a living, I'll laugh and make jokes, I'll make love, I'll have children who have something of me in their features and something foreign too. The sky will often be blue, though it won't be my sky, and the trees will somehow remind me of other trees, not these trees. I can live my whole life without you and very likely will; it's just that you are my home. It's not that I think you are faultless; it's not that you are the most beautiful, the wisest or the best; that is, I wouldn't know. I can't judge. It's just that everything else is exile. New landscapes surprise and delight me, maybe even more than yours; but it's your body that is my map; is, was, will be.

Heading To The Coast
As of now, we're planning on a trip to the coast this weekend. We had originally planned for last weekend but changed it so we could have 3 days of fun and sun instead. So please keep your fingers crossed that Mother Nature cooperates and we get to go this time. Thanks so much, love you my friends... ROCK ON!!

Hi
hey guys, im glad to have found this site, let me tell you abit about myself, my name is Ruchi, i'm 21 years old living in the UK, i'm studying full time and also like to run my own funny t-shirt company on the side, i enjoy creative activities such as poetry, art and craftswould love to get to know you all, if there is anything you'd like to know about me, please drop me a lineRuchi

Those Born 1930-1979!
Those Born 1930-1979!TO ALL THE KIDSWHO SURVIVED the1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !!First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant.They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes.Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints.We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when werode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking.As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags.Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat.We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle.We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle andNO ONE actually died from this.We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because .WE WERE

Broken Promises
I only have myself to blameFor these tears and the pain.I was the one who let you inAfter I promised myself never again.But I didn’t knowThat one day, you would go.You said I could trust youAnd that you would always be there to help me through.You promised you’d never goBut I guess now I know.Promises don’t mean anythingBecause promises can be broken and hope can sink.Proving that all good things do come to an endAnd life-long journeys of friendship can turn into dead ends. Nangula Nafuka

Memories Of A Vampire
You think I'm a monster?I'm not.I never was.What made me a vampirethat was a monster.Cruelty was its fun.Killing its sense of life.But I'm different.I didn't wantto become what I am.I never wantedto live forever.But this way of lifeis no real life.It's only existing.And I'm too weak...too weak to stop existing...I was young.I was full of dreams,of hopes...And then there wasdeath...I fell...into a dark whole...Complete silence...No one around...No feeling left...but sadness.I long for my past...So much time ago...I long for the sun...Maybe, one day...I have the strength to see it again!Now!The last thing I seebefore I stop existing!

Awaking A Vampire
The sun sets.The creatures of the nightcoming to play...to play with humans...naive humans...No one knows what will happen.You don’t know, either.Although it’s your lifethat’s going to end...tonight. The darkness is falling.And you’re still happy.You still don’t know what will happen.Still don’t know anything.Soon you’ll learn...You’ll learn to love eternal life.You’ll learn to love the night.You’ll learn to hate the day.Same as I did.And you’ll learn to love me.And maybe, someday, I´ll tell you...tell you why you had to die...tonight. The moon is rising.And I found you.I took all my hate...and made you one of us...Now you’re lying on the ground.The pain is for the moment...but it’ll let you go.And only the sadness will stay.The sadness of having lost your life.And maybe, one day,of having lost your love.But for the now it’s the sadnessof having lost your life...tonight.

Eternal Life
And again.The light fought back the darkness.Silent darkness...It fought back the fog.Merciful fog covering earth.Protecting from the light.Glaring light.Too glaring.Pains.Heat.Fire.Sun lighting the vampire.Sun lighting meas it once burned my soul.Hiding.Where to go?Merciful darkness.Hiding shadows.Protecting me from light.From sunlight.Sunrays touching me.And again pains...Escaping.Hiding.Shadow.A place to pass the day.Keeping my death away.Sleep.Passing time.Finally the sun sets.The night’s coming.Beautiful night.Merciful night.Poor little vampire.Had to say goodbye to the day.Only the night for living.But uncountable nights...

A Vampire Is Born
And again there´s the night.The merciful night.I wanna stay here forever.Keep the light away.Forever night.Forever safety.No fears.No sorrows.Beauty.I wanna live forever.I don’t wanna die.Redeem me.Take me with you.Make me one of yours.Make me a creature of the night.The beautiful night...I´ll miss the day...but the night caught me.Nothing will ever be as beautifulas the night.When will they realize?The day is the time of hiding.The night’s the time to live.The beauty of the night...I can’t live without it.I will leave the dayif I can have the night,if I can live forever.Melancholic night...Sadness...When will I get it?Will I?Only one minute...A short pain redeeming from an everlasting.Goodbye day!Hello everlasting night!Bite me!A vampire is born...

Memories Of The Day
The sun rises.It’s beautiful.But it brings the light.The merciless light.Showing everything.Fighting back the nightuntil there are only some shadowstelling about the beauty of the night.Of the merciful darkness.Too glaring.So cruel.It’s warm but...It could never be as warmas the night is beautiful.It’s hot and it’s light.I’m thinking of the night.Its coolness and its darkness.And again it’s killing my soul.The hectic of the daymakes me crazy.I’m longing for the peace,the peace the night will bring.Hectic and noisy,that’s the day.Too many peoplerunning around,busy with nothing,unimportant stuff.Memories of the night...It’ll come again...It’ll bring peace and rest.It’ll make you forgetting...about sorrows and fear and problems.But it’s far away...The day...Too glaring...Pains...

Memories Of The Night
The night.It’s beautiful.There’s nothing that could only be half as beautiful as the night.The stars are shining.The full moon above me.Why does the night pass by?Why couldn’t it last forever?The night is the time of the memories.It’s the time of the loversand the time of the lonesome.It could be the time of rest,the time of sleep.But isn’t it too beautiful to stay at home and sleep?The night is magic.I can’t stay at homewhen it’s dark outside.The night is the time of mysteries,the time of demons,of vampires.But the darkness of the night isn’t dangerous.It’s peace in it, safety.It covers the guilty and the haunted.It’s merciful.The time when I forget about day.About all its problems,its sorrows.The time when I’m happy.The time when I’m sad.The night is everything for me.It’s all that counts.Nothing is as beautiful as the night.I wish it would never end.Just everlasting,lasting for eternity...

My Man
i dont understand why my mom, sister and my uncle cant accept who i am dating. the only things that matters to them is that thier happy. i guess my parents dont want me to be happy. they dont want me dating phil again but guess what if they dont like it then they dont have to talk to me anymore. i love phil and me and him are engaged to be married and if my mom, sister and my uncle cant accept it then they will not be going to my wedding. i want to be happy and phil makes me happy so i dont give a shit what anyone has to say.

School Part 2!
I got a call from the principal this morning! She wants a pic of the ex to put in the office & he isn't allowed past the lobby now. I love when a moron cuts his own throat by being stupid & bully-ish!

Momma Dukes
So.... I've been in Philly since the 10th, havent even made it back to NY yet and the way things are looking, I won't be back anytime soon.Mom's cancer spread to her spine and femur so she can no longer walk... The tumor on her c2 vertebrae has basically eroded the bone which the body perceives as a broken neck. The Neurosurgeon was amazed that she is even able to still move her head.We are on an agressive radiation schedule and will probably introduce chemo sometime within the next few following weeks. It's been rough but hopefully the road will be worth traveling and mom will be in one piece again.Thank you so much to those of you who have been following the story and asking, wishing, and praying for my mother's recovery. Though it won't be a speedy one, I truly appreciate everyone's support.Mom's still awake so I have to go back to her hospital room now. x0x0(h) Lilo

For A Special Guy
I sit here pondering how someone could love me as much as you do There are times when I think I don't deserve you You make me happy and you make me smile You make my life joyful and worthwhile You make me want to shout and you make me want to sing You make me more excited about life than the birds that sing I get up in the morning with a big smile on my face I have so much energy I could run a race Just know that I love you and I'm glad you feel the same way I pray for you more than I pray for myself every single day.

No Money
The cry is no money! I have to agree. Half a gallon of Ice Cream is now 1.5 quarts. Coffee that went to 13.7 oz from 16 oz is now 11.7 and lower. Yet the price is outrageous. I cried about the smokes. I did notice something though. That is the entire medicine. They are not only building but adding on. Psoitions are open and always for the physicians and certainly for the nurses who are short changed dut to the work load and the stress that goes with these position. Nurses female and male you have my vote of confidence. Also for the teachers. Positions increase and so does the schools. You tell me how bad your hurtin and go see for yourself what is going on. Look on the net at these mega job sites and what position are open. Look for a job as Nano Tech or whatever scifi and also for substance abuse and the medical field. Something aint right here. I see the ladies of the night have reduced their whatever way too much. Lot of the stores have nothing but sales and a lot of them are under

Thank You
There is an email going around about a man in WA state that has started a new way of thanking our troops with sign language. The following video will explain the rest. :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MSfFYxSdKdo

Idiots At The Unemployment Dept.
I'm on unemployment....which I call unenjoyment. I have applied to have my checks automatically deposited into my bank account FOUR fucking times!! Twice by mail and twice online. So I go out to my mailbox to get my mail and what do I find?? Another fucking check!! GodDAMMIT what do I have to do?? How fucking hard is it to push a few fucking buttons and have my check direct deposited?? Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr k, rant over, resume lives.

I Came Upon A Fair Maiden In A Medieval Wood
I came upon a fair maiden in a medieval wood. Rays of sunshine beamed down through the dense thickets of the forest as my trusty steed followed the path. I knew this could be dangerous ground, with thieves and poachers rabbling about, but today I was not worried. My ride from the outland had been uneventful. As I came upon a mossy knoll, I noticed a fair maiden in need of assistance. She lay outstretched on fallen log, holding her ankle as her silken gown draped to the ground. “Fair Maiden, what seems to be the trouble?”, I asked. “Oh thank goodness, I am saved!”, she replied. She went on to tell of how she had been promised to the evil Baron Von Whispystash, but that she did not want to marry him. As a result, she fled the kingdom of Straponshire and planned to hide in her dead father’s manor – far, far, away in Cocklerings. But she had fallen from her horse, sprained her ankle, and could no longer walk.

Clearing The Fog Off My Glasses......
You don't have a face, you are nary an idea, I know what you will be like, magic, gorgeous to me, you will have a wonderful smile, the kind that lights up a room, you will be light and graceful, we will enjoy one another, want to talk to each other, we'll hold hands and embrace warmly, you will fit perfectly in my arms, when we cuddle you will make me tingle, I will stroke your hair as I pull you close, yer kiss will make my heart scream, and each goodbye will be agony, I know you exist, I may or may not know you, I dream of you, you are in store windows, reflected in creeks and lakes, I saw you yesterday in the rain, you were dancing and so alive, moving, turning, all I could do is smile at a phantom image, I have a longing deep inside to find you, but I never look, I will know, the day I meet you, the day you reveal who you are, I will know it is you, and I will secretly, and softly, in my soul, introduce myself to you, and I will know where foreve

Air Pollutant Removal By House Plants
Many plants can help our indoor air, including Rubber Plants, Eureka Palms, and Peace Palms. Putting plants in your house or office can help your health. Below is a table indicating the pollutants removed by certain plants. Air Pollutant Removal By House Plants Over 24 Hours House Plant Chemical Pollutant Initial ppm % Removed English Ivy Benzene 0.235 90 % Trichlorethylene 0.174 11 % Peace Lily Benzene 0.166 80 % Formaldehyde 10.0 50 % Trichlorethylene 20.0 50 % Spider Plant Formaldehyde 14.0 86 % Carbon Monoxide 128.0 96 % Chrysanthemum Benzene 58.0 54 % Formaldehyde 18.0 61 % Trichlorethylene 17.0 41 % Mother-in-law tongue Benzene 0.156 53 % Trichlorethylene 0.269 13 % Golden Pathos Benzene 0.156 53 % Formaldehyde 18.0 67 % Carbon Monoxide 113.0 75 % Madag Dragon Tree Benzene 0.176 79 % Formaldehyde 15.0

To My Squad Of Beautiful Ladies
well ladies you have made this old man happy that you have become a part of the most beautiful ladies on this site now im not worried about all the haters out there a just would like for you all to come and leave a idea here for me to look at so we can start a contest of some kind let me know? i have 1 for you all now i have asked you all to be a part of my squad of beautiful ladies, correct and you all said yes this is how it has grown. 1. nowi would like to see which of my beautiful ladies can tell me why did you say yes when i asked you to become a part of this squad of beautiful ladies? 2.what would you like to see on my profile that would make it better? 3. to become a top friend please tell me why you should hold a ranking from the top 10 i will read all that you write i will judge from what you tell me on what number you will be. i like a chanlange

So Cold It Would Freeze The Balls Off A Brass Monkey
I can't take credit for the following. It was passed to me by a fellow historical re-enactor of the Greater St. Louis Renassaince Faire Organization. It's a good read, so take a few minutes to enjoy it. It was necessary to keep a good supply of cannon balls near the cannon on old war ships. But how to prevent them from rolling about the deck was a major problem. The best storage method devised was to stack themas a square based pyramid, with one ball on top, resting on four,resting on nine, which rested on sixteen. Thus, a supply of 30 cannonballs could be stacked in a small area right next to the cannon. Therewas only one problem -- how to prevent the bottom layer fromsliding/rolling from under the others. The solution was a metal plate with 16 round dimples, called, for reasons unknown, a Monkey. But if this plate were made of iron, the ironballs quickly rusted to it. The solution to the rusting problem was tomake the plates of brass - hence, Brass Monkeys. Few land lubbers

Listening To The Midnight Radio
It was just after midnight as I was driving through the foothills of the Smoky Mountains in southeastern Kentucky when I tuned in the radio to an outstanding live track of the Allman Brothers " Midnight Rider". Next to my surprise was a cover of Dylan's "Baby Blue" followed by a bluegrass spiritual from Allison Kraus and then Van Morrison "Stoned Me". The station continued to play an eclectic mix of blues, folk, bluegrass, country and rock. I heard music by performers I knew and some I had never heard before. I had been considering stopping for the night but the music refreshed me and so I drove on into the night until I lost the station coming out of the Cumberland Gap just outside of Knoxville I remember when there lots of stations like that where you might here music as diverse as Johnny Cash and Pink Floyd on the same station on the way to work. And long songs too. In the 70s 'Stairway to Heaven' was the most requested song on Chicago's WLS. When was the last time anyone pl

Commies, Sale Garages, And The First Appearance Of Josceline In Kindergarten!
Saturday morning Martha went to Anytime Fitness before I woke up, and after I wrote out my morning devotion and had breakfast, Sarah came downstairs and I got her changed and fed. It seems Jeffrey will sleep in whenever he can, that and he likes the door closed when he’s sleeping while Sarah insists I leave it open. Martha came in while we ate and told us about a small rocking chair she saw at one of the dozen or so rummage sales on our side of town that she wanted a second opinion on. Before Mary could offer to go with her (and freak me out when they spend two hours doing whatever it is they do – be thankful I’m not that suspicious – after getting off work and not letting me know) I volunteered Sarah and I to go with her. It’s a good excuse for should-be-closest family to spend unrushed time together … and if the rocking chair’s going in MY living room, I want to have a say in it. I saw it, and it was good; it’s sitting in our livi

With One Decision My Life Was In Ruins
You've probably heard some version of what all has gone on with me. To be honest, the majority was lies, thought up by my family as a ploy. Because of the lies they have spread I've lost people in my life I always thought would be there. My life, most recently, has begun to crash down. I'll admit I made a bad choice, but no one gave me the time to explain them the actual situation they just continued on with their own assumptions and this is why I am in the current situation. I no longer have people to call friends, no one will even give me the time of day, and in search of people once in my life I've had more than one door slammed on my face from people closest to me. If this wasn't bad enough, I find out three weeks ago I have cervical cancer. So at this point I am left without support in my life, without connections, without my health, and I am left stunned, shocked and exhausted.

Our First Kiss
I stare into your beautiful brown eyes,I can feel the blood rushing throughout my body. And as I brush the hair out of your face,I slide my hand down your soft slender cheek,as my skin touches yours, our hearts beat faster. As you run your hands through my hair I lean towards you,I breathe you in. And when our eyes close, our lips meet. Our kiss is soft and wet, smooth and warm,sensuous and passionate. The kiss hits our whole bodies like a tidal wave. We both feel all of our emotion at once, it's a feeling words can't describe. As we pull away, you look into my eyes and I look into yours,we smile realizing that was our first kiss,

And Update On My Dad
I'm taking the time while waiting for my dad's wife to get here to let anyone who may wonder what is happening. My dad's doctor called this morning. It has come to the point that it is just a matter of time. My dad has lung cancer and COPD as well as pneumonia that just won't go away. He did two rounds of chemo and radiation and in essence took his chances that he might beat the cancer. Unfortunately, it wasn't meant to be. The radiation was the cause of radiation pnuemonia. At this time he only has one lung left that is actually working. The other one is gone. He has refused to have anymore needles in any form. He is dangerously anemic and getting more so as the pneumonia gets worse. A blood transfusion might help but since he has refused the needles that is out of the question. Because of the anemia, his body is not getting the oxygen it needs and his body is starting to shut down. He was able to let the doctor know Monday in one of his clearer moments, that he is in severe pain.

Disturbed - Avarice
Politics and evilall one of the samesatan hides behind a different nametake these chains awayfree my hands from bondagecan't explain awayavarice will kill you in timeeeviolent upheavalcities drenched in flameswickedness we know we can't containtake these chains awayfree my hands from bondagecan't explain awayavarice will kill you in timeeewho will we murder nowsee what we are becomingan onyx veil that filters out the lightI'll savor, this angermakes me strongerfree my hand from bondagetake these chains awayrunning from destructionavarice will kill you in timeeeeeekill you in timeeeeeee

Disturbed - Pain Redefined
Fading falling, lost in foreverwill I find a way to keep it togetheram I strong enough to last through the weatherof the hurricane of my lifecan it be a conscious decisionthat i look for ways to alter my visionam I speeding towards another collisionin the alleyways of my lifememories don't lieyou know better thanmemories don't lieyou know better thanmemories don't lieyou know better than those who have fallen inmemories don't lieyou know better thanmemories don't lieyou know better thanmemories don't lieyou know better than those who have fallen inplease believe methat my eyes deceive medon't stand me up just leave meI have fallen again, this is the endpain redefinedshaking, burning up with the feverin the realm of pain I am the deceivernow I lie to myself, so I can believe heras she disassembles my lifeI cannot dispel the illusionall my hopes and dreams are drowned my confusioncan I find a way to make a solutionthat will reconfigure my lifememories don't lieyou know better thanmemorie

Disturbed - Sacred Lie
My conviction is stronger todayas I fight to uncover your sacred lieand the fear isn't going awayas the soldiers still dielet your followers knowthat their lives have been soldfor the good of your scared liefor the truth to be toldand the plan to unfoldwe must start asking why don't you know the war is far from over nowwhat a stumbling block we've fallen over nowas our brothers die defending no onethe war is far from over now liberation, a moral charadefor the cause is a part of your sacred liedamnation a moment away, in all the world's eyesit's the doom of us allwe give in to controlfor the sake of your sacred liecomplications aboundyou'll get used to the soundof alarms in your life don't you know the war is far from over nowwhat a stumbling block we've fallen over nowas our brothers die defending no onethe war is far from over nowwww give us a moment of peace in our lifetimea moment of peace in our lifetimegive us a moment of peace in our lifetimea moment of peace in our lifetime

Disturbed - Land Of Confusion
I've must've dreamed a thousand dreamsbeen haunted by a million screamsbut I can hear the marching feetthey're moving into the streetnow did you read the news todaythey say the danger's gone awaybut I can see the fire's still alightthere burning into the nightthere's too many mentoo many peoplemaking to many problemsand not much love to go 'roundcan I seethis is a land of confusionthis is the world we live whoaand these are the hands we're given whoause them and let's strat trying whoato make it a place worth living inooh superman where are you nowwhen everything's gone wrong somehowthe men of steel, the men of powerare losing control by the hourthis is the timethis is the placeso we look for futurebut there's not much love to go 'roundtell me why this is a land of confusionthis is the world we live whoaand these are the hands we're given whoause them and let's strat trying whoato make it a place worth living ini remember long agoohh when the sun was shiningyes and the stars were bri

Disturbed - Forgiven
forgiven to meyou're forgiven to meyou're just another nightmare living to meforgiven to meyou're forgiven to mehow can you let a dead man liveforgiven to meyou're forgiven to meyou're just another nightmare living to meforgiven to meyou're forgiven to mehow can you let a dead man liveforgiven to meyou're forgiven to meyou're just another nightmare walking to meyou were driven to menow you're given to mehow can I let the nightmare liveto be purified in fireanesthetic for the painas the final words erupt from your mouthwho will remember your name forgiven to meyou're forgiven to meyou're just another dead man living to meforgiven to meyou're forgiven to mehow can you let a dead man liveforgiven to meyou're forgiven to meyou're just another nightmare walking to meyou were driven to menow you're given to meno longer will the nightmare liveto be purified in fireanesthetic for the painas the final words erupt from your mouthwho will remember your name walking the line that the world has dra

Disturbed - Decadence
yes, they know, that you've hurt yourself another timedon't they know that you'll full of pain already?yes, they know, that you've hurt yourself another timedecadence isn't easyis it?yes, they know, that you've hurt yourself another timedon't they know that you'll full of pain already?yes, they know, that you've hurt yourself another timedecadence isn't easythen you slowly recall all your mindwhy your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry dead inside, never enough to forget, that you're one of the lonelyslowly recall all your mindSay yes, they know, that you've hurt yourself another timedon't they know that you'll full of pain already?yes, they know, that you've hurt yourself another timedecadence isn't easyis it?yes, they know, that you've hurt yourself another timedon't they know that you'll full of pain already?yes, they know, that you've hurt yourself another timedecadence isn't easythen you slowly recall all your mindwhy your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry dead in

Disturbed - Overburdened
Hell is still overburdenedi must stand and wait in linei may never know for certainwhen will be my timehow was I considered evil?pleasures taken in this life?someone granted me reprievaldecades spent in strifeled to nothingrepeated in my mindled to nothingIf only I was born another time hell is still overburdenedI must stand and wait in linehell is still overburdenedhow have I been so determined malign? It's the closing of the curtainin the play that was my lifecountless chapters left unopenedtragedies insideI was fighting for a reasonholy blessed homicideseems I have committed treasonall I've sacrificedled to nothingrepeated in my mindled to nothingif only I was born another time hell is still overburdened I must stand and wait in linehell is still overburdenedhow have I been so determined malign?hell is still overburdenedI must stand and wait in linehell is still overburdenedhow have I been so determined malign? Fate is so unkindnow I should of knowblind leading the blindreaping

Disturbed - Sons Of Plunder
Tell me you like it tell me you like it you say you've found yourself a new sound the shit's loaded and ready to go a bit to much just like the old sound already heard it for the hundredth time one hundred more, all have the same sound running around with all the sheep that you know "it's so sublime, they're new ground" " they're sure to have another hit this time" come on, can't you just leave it alone it doesn't have any soul just find a thing of your own and stop pretending to know as the countless numbers hunger for worldwide renown all the pimping sons of plunder will roll up their sleeves all searching for the answers they don't even care to know give it to me, give it to me you like it? I'm still surrounded by the "new sound" I've had enough and I'm ready to go a stranglehold throughout the world now the new obsession will fade in time a thin reminder of the past now all convoluted, hardly ready to go their whines and moans will never last no

Disturbed - I'm Alive
Never again, will I be dishonored and never again, will I be reminded of living within the world of the jaded they kill inspiration, it's my obligation to never again, allow this to happen where do I begin the choices are endless denying the sin my art, my redemption I carry the torch of my fathers before me the thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away there will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice to change myself, I'd rather die though they will not understand I won't make the greatest sacrifice you can't predict where the outcome lies you'll never take me alive I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive change again, cannot be considered I rage again, dispelling my anger where do I begin, the choices are endless my art, my redemption my only salvation I carry the gift, that I have been blessed with my soul is adrift, in oceans of madness repairing the rift, that you created I am not alone brothers give me your arms now the thin

Disturbed - Stricken
you walk on like a woman in suffering won't ever bother now, to tell me why you come alone,letting all of us savor the moment leaving me broken, another time you come on like a blood stained hurricane leave me alone, let me be this time you carry on like a holy man pushing redemption i don't want to mention, the reason i know that i am stricken, and can't let you go when the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know that i am crippled by all that you've done into the abyss, will i run You don't know what your power has done to me i want to know if i'll heal inside i can't go on, with a holocatist about to happen seeing you laughing another time you'll never know, how your face has haunted me my very soul has to bleed this time another hole in the wall of my inner defenses leaving me breathless, the reason i know that i am stricken, and can't let you go when the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know that i am crippled by all that you've done into

Disturbed - Deify
All my devotion betrayed I am no longer afraid I was to blinded to see how much you've stolen from meeeeeeeeeee you want to know why i feel so horrifed i've let my innocence die you want to know why i can't be pacified you made me bury something i won't be sleeping tonight i only wanted a blessing made now i've been labeled a renegade it seems so clear now what i must do you're no immortal, i won't let them deify you they view you as the new messiah deify you renew belief in some demented man You want to know why it seems the passion's died we've all been living this lie you want to know why my will's been fortifed you made me hunger again good luck sleeping tonight I only wanted a blessing made now i've been labeled a renegade it seems so clear now what i must do you're now immortal i won't let them deify you they view you as the new messiah deify you renew belief in some demented man all my devotion betrayed i am no longer afrai

Disturbed - Guarded
Guarding yourself from the love of anotherLeft you with nothing tonightWhy does it sound like the devil is laughingLeaving me haunted tonightYou did decideNow I want you, when you're gone, and now it's likeYou're holding something just in front of meWell then, I can't allow this to become anotherOne of those times that I'm left in the cold, deadThere's no compromiseJust another tieI know I need to severGuarding yourself from the love of anotherLeft you with nothing tonightWhy does it sound like the devil is laughingLeaving me haunted tonightYou did decideEver haunted, by the trappings of this lifeSweet redemption, just in front of meWell now, it seems once again that I've lost anotherOne of the one's that have broke through the wallDamnedFate won't compromiseI have sold my soul,And now the devil's laughingYou did decideYou were bold and strong, and ready to begin your lifeAll for nothing, you were sacrificedYou began alone, and so it will be when you dieAll for nothing, will you be rem

Disturbed - Just Stop
Just stop enough of the limitless comments on my life just drop the judgement and all of your pseudo-involvement in my life step back a moment, and look at the miracle started in our life don't stop the moment and let the incredible happen knowing that All that you want is to criticize something for nothing and all that I want is forgiveness one more time to be the best in the world. Just stop with all of the deliberate problems with my life enough of all the crippling terrible pain we feel inside step back a moment, remember how the miracle started in our life take back the torment, I won't be enjoying this moment knowing that. All that you want is to criticize something for nothing & all that I want is forgiveness one more time, I know that all that we want is to feel inside some kind of comfort and all that we've done we can't hide we'll be the best in the world. All I ever wanted was to be a real source of compassion for the moment, that we find ourselves drowning in, All I eve

Trinity
day after day,month after month,year after year i feel the tear the tear that comes down when i think of you....i wonder how ur doing i wonder how you look i wonder if someday i will get to see how you look....the years have gone by and yet when i th...ink of you i cry...i miss you so much but i did what i had to do and that was the best thing i could have done...nowi regret it but ur in my heart forever....

Southern Women-understand Us
To all my “Southern lady” friends…enjoy! Southern women know their summer weather report: HumidityHumidityHumiditySouthern women know their vacation spots: The beachThe rivuhThe crickSouthern women know everybody's first name:HoneyDarlin'ShugahSouthern women know the movies that speak to their hearts:Fried Green TomatoesDriving Miss DaisySteel MagnoliasGone With The WindSouthern women know their religions: BaptistMethodistFootball Southern women know their cities dripping with Southern charm:Chawl'stn S'vanahFoat WuthN'awlinsAddlannaSouthern women know their elegant gentlemen: Men in uniformMen in tuxedosRhett ButlerSouthern girls know their prime real estate:

Oh Shit.
There's a chance i might ALREADY be thirteen weeks along, since my last "period", in july, was just some minor spotting. which means I won't be able to get an abortion. My aunt's trying to help, but there is no way i can come up with 500 bucks in the next two days. If i AM already past the time i can get one, we're in trouble >.>

Exposed: The Swine Flu Hoax Part 2 The Propaganda Campaign
Across the mainstream media, reports announce one swine flu death after another (even though ordinary flu kills about 35,000 Americans each year). Upon closer scrutiny of what passes for journalism, the victims have “underlying health problems,” or “a common underlying health condition,” or “significant medical conditions.” One news headline even blared: “Swine flu mother dies after giving birth, leaving her premature baby fighting for life,” and only later, buried deep in the story underneath, did it explain that she had “other medical problems” which included being confined to a wheelchair because of a serious car accident. Citizens the world over are increasingly skeptical of hyped headlines followed by smaller-print caveats. They are uneasy with the effort to create “doublethink” – a term coined by George Orwell in 1984 and a reference to holding two contradictory ideas in one’s mind simult

Exposed: The Swine Flu Hoax Part 1
The alarm has been sounded. Politicians, pharmaceutical executives and media conglomerates would have us believe that a 1918-style pandemic is a real threat. The 1918 pandemic, however, evolved out of conditions unique to World War I, for four specific reasons. Why 2009 is Not 1918 First, World War I was characterized by millions of troops living in waterlogged trenches along the Western Front. This war zone became fertile ground for an opportunistic virus, as medical literature reveals: “…a landscape that was contaminated with respiratory irritants such as chlorine and phosgene, and characterized by stress and overcrowding, the partial starvation in civilians, and the opportunity for rapid ‘passage’ of influenza in young soldiers would have provided the opportunity for multiple but small mutational charges throughout the viral genome.” (1) Second, the war witnessed the growth of industrial-scale military camps and embarkation ports, such as Et

Assasin
The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done, there were 3 finalists; two men and a woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal doorand handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair . . . Kill her!!" The man said, "You can't be serious. I could never shoot my wife." The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job.Take your wife and go home." The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out withtears in his eyes, "I tried, but I can't kill my wife." The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife home.." Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instructions, to kill her husband. She took the gun and went into the room. Shots were heard, one a

Msnbc Pimp: Trust The Government And “get Your Damn Vaccine”
Dr. Nancy Snyderman, billed as chief medical editor at NBC News, says when the HHS bureaucrat Kathleen Sebelius speaks, we have to listen. Snyderman tells the talking heads on MSNBC that we should all line up and take our eugenics soft kill H1N1 vaccine. Sebelius is a member of the globalist Bilderberg Group. Bilderberg advocates modern eugenics and plans to eventually reduce the world’s population by 80%, as called for by the 1974 UN Assessment on Biodiversity. The H1N1 virus is a big deal, Snyderman pontificates, and it will “cut a swath” through the population. Distrust of the government and big pharma, she warns, may be fatal. “I can’t tell you what to do,” she adds, “but I can tell you what you should do, and what you should do is get this vaccination.” There is the small matter that this virus outbreak is far less deadly than the normal seasonal flu, but that does not stop the editor from claiming that if you don’t get the

Missing My Friends!!!
Well hello my friends I miss you all so much!!! Life has been wonderful and I have never been happier, I am not on as much anymore don't have internet and my Aunt took my PC so that is the story about that I have a wonderful man in my life and I have never been happier he treats me so good!!!! Any ways hope all is well with all of you and I will try to get on when I can love and miss you all!!!!

Should Religion Make Or Break A Relationship?
Just curious~~ If two people care about one another and one is an Atheist and the other believes in G-D~~ do you think you both should just have youre own thoughts on religion and respect that and continue enjoying eachother or do you think religion takes a big part in a relationship and you should both go seperate ways?........Remember its not just two different religions its one doesnt believe in G-D at all........

Wanna B Fu-rich & Be On The Fu-map Within 12 Hrs??
WANT someone to make you fu-rich and put you on the FU-MAP in only 12 hours?? Then here is a deal for you. Go by my bud Coz's page and he'll tell you how. TELL HIM Islandgirl Sent you!! HE'S MY #4 FRIEND ON MY PAGE --- (i need to learn how to post a link in a blog) -- this below is his picture -- the link doesn't work -- sorry! $safe_uid_dname@ fubar

Hemp: A Replacement For Common Food Allergens?
http://www.examiner.com/x-20151-Manchester... Hemp is an easily digestible, gluten-free protein. It has an overall protein content of 34.6 g/100 g, with a low carbohydrate content. Of the shelled hemp seed carbohydrate, 6% is in the form of fiber. The fiber content of hemp seed flour is 40%, which is the highest of all commercial flour grains. In addition to containing the basic human nutrient groups, hemp foods have a high content of antioxidants (92.1 mg/100g). The high content of omega-6 and omega-3 fatty acids make hemp foods beneficial to cardiovascular health (the chart compares hemp milk to soy, rice, and almond alternatives - click on it to see a clearer image). Additionally, hemp seed contains a wide variety of other vitamins and minerals. The most basic hemp seed product is the shelled seed. The other major hemp food products are hemp seed butter, which resembles peanut and other nut butters, cold-pressed hemp seed oil, hemp seed flour, and hemp protein powder

Please Don’t Smoke The Walls
http://www.inquisitr.com/34563/please-dont... It is absolutely amazing the diversity of materials we are using these days as building materials for our homes and business. As we move further into a world looking for sustainability and ways not to damage the environment around us the ideas are coming hot and heavy about even newer materials. Considering that in the US buildings account for thirty-eight percent of the CO2 emissions the demand for carbon neutral and/or zero footprint building the demand for building materials to meet these needs will only increase. One new (to the United States) material that is getting a lot of attention is from a UK-based business, Lhoist Group, and their Tradical® Hemcrete® concrete substitute. This a product made from mixing hemp, lime and water and is 7x as strong as normal concrete as well as being carbon negative.

Mom - Hangin' With The Stars. Lol
So, my mom just called me. She said I was going to be sooooooooo impressed. She just met, are you ready? Jennifer Hudson's Cousin! LMAO Of course, she was joking about the impressed part. I asked if I could touch her arm cause she was so cool now!

Words That Should Be Used More Often!
Prostiboots-When a female wears boots that are so high, they look like those worn on a prostitute.Douchbagette-A female douchbag.Ex-hole-An ex (boyfriend, husband etc) who was an asshole.Textually Frustrated-When texting someone, and their replies come so infrequently the other party becomes "textually frustrated"Sexting-The act of texting someone with hopes of having a sexual encounter later.Holla for a DollaWhat a cheap hooker does.Slow burn-When an insult takes awhile to be realized by the person insulted.MIRFMother I'd Run FromA mother you would never want to do.Flavorgasm-When something tastes so good, it brings on the euphoria of an "o" moment.Letting out a slight moan after taking a first bite.Bedgasm-when dropping into bed you experience the euphoria said aboveSargasm-When someone gets an intense high off of being overly sarcastic to another person.Pornochio-When someone over exagerates their sexcapades to make themselves look better.Dick inches-What men measure in. They are us

Patriotism
THE PROGRAM: On Friday, September 11th, 2009, an American flag should be displayed outside every home, apartment, office, and store in the United States. Every individual should make it their duty to display an American flag on the eighth anniversary of one of our country's worst tragedies. We do this to honor those who lost their lives on 9/11, their families, friends and loved ones who continue to endure the pain, and those who today are fighting at home and abroad to preserve our cherished freedoms. In the days, weeks and months following 9/11, our country was bathed in American flags as citizens mourned the incredible losses and stood shoulder-to-shoulder against terrorism. Sadly, those flags have all but disappeared. Our patriotism pulled us through some tough times and it shouldn't take another attack to galvanize us in solidarity. Our American flag is the fabric of our country and together we can prevail over terrorism of all kinds Action Plan: So, here's what we need

Stress
why do i have to be a nice person to some people...most people i just tell to fuck off an go away but i cant do it to everyone...im like the baby sitter for all my husbands friends an i get paid shit money to watch kids who wont listen to a damn word i say and beat on my kids an take there toys an trsh my house... there parents are not paying for food or damages... im going fucking nuts with kids 24/7 an no one gives a shit as long as they get there time away...well where the fuck is my break...i have my boys every day all day... an i have the other guys kids from 5 am till 7 pm... i have no time for ME!! i just want to run away

Just A Rant
SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE WRITING CHECKS THIER ASSES CAN'T CASH! IF ITYOU SAY IT I AM GANNA HOLD YOU TO IT. SO IF YOU DONT WANT ME HOLDING YOU TO IT THEN DONT DONT SAY IT1! PRETTY SIMPLE CONCEPT IF YOU ASK ME

**hurt & Disgusted**
Diguested I will sit here and write, To get it all out!!I should not have to fell this way, betrayed, lost confused by other people and the life choices the chose!!Can you make your way outta a dark hole? Can you pick yourself up and make your life right!!Seams like no matter how hard I Try to make new woman friends it never works out!! They are devious and sneaky** not saying that men do not do this to!!** But when i See deception in front of me should i say Nothing or should i spill what is in my heart!I spill!! NOT only do i spill i get angry when someone else treats someone bad!! Why cause they did not give you the action you thought you deserved maybe if you where a better person!! Outside and in, You would have what you need! Or deserve!!!YOU DON'T CHEAT!! HATE CHEATERS HATE THEM SO MUCH MAKES ME PISSED OFF!! THERE ARE NO REASON FOR CHEATERS!! AND THERE IS NO REASON TO DO THAT TO ANYONE!!!! I MEAN HOW HARD IS IT TO JUST TELL THE TRUTH!!!I was waiting for the truth it never came!!

Self Esteem.
it's taken the words of a few friends to make me feel better about the situation. Yes, the word of my Liebe helped too, but I'm paranoid when he says it because I'm scared. But, they're all correct. I'm sexy as hell, I'm an amazing tank, I'm fun, I'm imaginative, and, if he's staying with me, then I'm doing somethign right. if he wants to talk to her for 6+ hours a day and call her sexy and hot and tell her how happy he is when SHE calls him sttractive, and if she wants to talk about how much she wants him, fine, whatever. I trust him. words are words, actions are actions. He's here with me except for when he's at work or the night he goes to karaoke, so I know he's faithful. And i have to be doing something right if it's me he holds every night and not her.

5 Lessons About How We Treat People
EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE, I AM REMINDED OF HOPE Five (5) lessons about the way we treat people 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor Gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student And had breezed through the questions until I readThe last one:"What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?"Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the Cleaning woman several times. She was tall,Dark-haired and in her 50's, but how would I know her name?I handed in my paper, leaving the last questionBlank. Just before class ended, one student asked if The last question would count toward our quiz grade."Absolutely, " said the professor. "In your careers,You will meet many people. All are significant. TheyDeserve your attention and care, even if all you do Is smile and say "hello."I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned herName was Dorothy. 2. - S

Work..work....work....work....work..
My job is so fucking unbelievable. I'll try to sum it up by first telling you about the folks I work with:First, there is this supermodel wanna-be chick. Yeah, okay, she is pretty hot, but damn is she completely useless. The girl is constantly fixing her hair or putting on makeup. She is extremely self-centered and has never once considered the needs or wants of anyone but herself. She is as dumb as a box of rocks, and I still find it surprising that she has enough brain power to continue to breathe.The next chick is completely the opposite. She might even be one of the smartest people on the planet. Her career opportunities are endless, and yet she is here with us. She is a zero on a scale of 1 to 10. I'm not sure she even showers, much less shaves her "womanly" parts. I think she might be a lesbian, because every time we drive by the hardware store, she moans like a cat in heat.But the jewel of the crowd has got to be the fucking stoner. And this guy is more than just your average po

Obama's 5 Big Lies On Healthcare
Are Obama and his friends taking you as a fool? You have to wonder what they really think about the intelligence of the American people. Obama repeatedly has out-and-out lied about his healthcare plan. Here are just 5 of the big whoppers. Lie #1: 'You Keep Your Doctor, You Keep Your Insurer' This is a complete fabrication. Under plans Obama has backed in the House and the Senate, almost any business can opt their employees into the "public option" — the government health plan. That means you could lose your insurer. And if your doctor is worth his salt, you'll lose him or her as well. Why? Because great doctors probably will not want to get the very low rates the government will pay private doctors who are part of the new government system. So, without your consent, you very easily could lose your insurer and your doctor. Lie #2: The Elderly Will Not Face Rationing or Medicare Cuts More baloney. In fact, just last week, The New York Times, a very liberal and very pro-

What I Mean
I am an object of desire an illusion created by longing open to Suggestion submissive but in demand. You use me to fullfill fantasy filling a void unable to satisfy ashamed to admit what you need. I can tease you, I can please you knowing I have what you want, what you need you use that against me ignorant of the cost to me. She doesn’t give what you need she doesn’t care to satisfy so you seek relief elsewhere turning to me. Offering nothing of yourself expecting all I have to give stealing my love leaving me empty and hollow.

Damn Fubar Drama
I hate fubar drama, especially the kind that makes people who use to be friends turn on each other because of jealousy or anything like that. Just like last night it happend again...the man who I claimed to be my fu-dad came against me and was telling me how I was wrong in a choice that I made and basically called me stupid. That was the last straw for me. I had to do something so I put him on block and delted his ass. It killed me tho but I know in the end I will be stronger because of it.

Oh Noes!
I think we should all be scared that a Kennedy died of something other than a terrible accident. What is this world coming to when we can't depend on a Kennedy to get assasinated or die in a plane crash?!?!

Shaun's Advice
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Drunk On His Dick....
The darkened room left me feeling a bit apprehensive....why would I want to meet him on his terms? Silly me....you know the answer why....you're addicted to him....his words have become a drug.Out of the darkness, his hand snakes easily around my wrist, catching me by surprise. A scream escapes before I can stop it. His laughter immediately puts me at ease as he wraps his arms around me as he nibbles gently on my neck. Instantly, I get wet.Struggling to free myself from his arms, the need to touch him increases tenfold. Ripping his shirt up and over his head, My lips stop long enough to graze each nipple. Reaching out and dropping his pants to the floor, my fingers teasing his hardened dick....sliding up the entire length before letting it go.His hands tear at the buttons of my shirt, Pop...pop...two go missing on the floor LOL. His hands reach out and struggle with my pants. He managed to finally pull them down past my hips, lifting me up and onto his swollen dick at the same time.Gri

The Rest Of The Year
Well this is whats going on in my life today.. My man of 8 years is working offshore which is nice but damn I miss him. We are getting along better. My son misses him deeply and that hurts me but its what needs to be done now. Trying to buy a house. Yesterday my mom went to the Dr. Because she has an abnormal growth on her overies. Those of you that know and talk with me know what Im talking about. My mom has terminal cancer. She is on chemo. They wont cut her any mor eshe already had her stomach open to get 17 pounds of cancer out. Shes doing good lost alot of weight. And I wont lie the only thing keeping her eating is her having her "medication" My mom smokes weed, has all her life. so what. Well yesterday at the dr they wont do surgery and the MF read her her last right! WTF! My mom is already screwed up in the head over all this. She is walking and talking and cooking and cleaning I mean she has her days when she stays in bed all day. throws up alot. But she is

Senator Edward Kennedy
BOSTON (Reuters) – U.S. Senator Edward Kennedy, a towering figure in the Democratic Party who took the helm of one of America's most fabled political families after two older brothers were assassinated, died at age 77, his family said. "Edward M. Kennedy, the husband, father, grandfather, brother and uncle we loved so deeply, died late Tuesday night at home in Hyannis Port (Massachusetts)," the Kennedy family said in a statement early on Wednesday. One of the most influential and longest-serving senators in U.S. history -- a liberal standard-bearer who was also known as a consummate congressional dealmaker -- Kennedy had been battling brain cancer, which was diagnosed in May 2008. His death marked the twilight of a political dynasty and dealt a blow to Democrats as they seek to answer President Barack Obama's call for an overhaul of the healthcare system. Kennedy was a longtime advocate of healthcare reform, a signature issue of Obama's presidency. Obama said on Wednesday he

Packing And Moving With Chennai Packers Movers
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Moving Company Of Chandigarh Making Relocation Easier And Cost Effective
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My First Motorcycle Tire Change
Lmao. So, after all these years, I finally had to do my first motorcycle tire change. It may not sound like much to have to do, but I actually had to go all the way through it, as in even removing the tire from the rim, but we'll get there later. So, as I had mentioned in my last writing (A Little Downtime), my rear tire on my motorcycle was not holding air. I took a little time, got my tools, sat down, and had at it. I got the tire off the motorcycle no problems, and had planned on calling around to have someone change the tire. After about seven calls, including calls to the local Honda dealer, I found no one who was willing to change the tire, though many of them had new motorcycles or at least new rims and tires they wanted to sell me, which they couldn't put on..... I hate small towns sometimes, but I hate salespeople more. So I said screw it, and took a look on YouTube. There were alot of different videos available, and alot of them were just going way too hard. It does

Racist Cunt, Anyone?
This morning there was a mumm posted calling fubar a white racist. This mumm was reported not because the mummer had an issue with fubar, or with white people as a whole, but because the way the person went about spewing his vile racist hate in general. This twat waffle made Dana look like a cross between Santa and a cuddly teddy bear.As always, read from the bottom up... and as Raist says, comments are our friends.->879999: You have no clue what my political leanings are. You have no clue what I think of Obama as a president OR as a person. You just assume you know me, my thought process or my political leanings. Now, begone little boy.879999: because i'm not yours; i biracial too; but i care; u don't->879999: You are a disgrace to your race, and to the HUMAN race as well. Be gone.->879999: I never said I was mad we had a biracial president, ya twat waffle. And you have no mumm, genius. You lost it. I wasn't the only one that reported you, by the way.879999: rasicist; your the one w

Hmm
It's amazing....I haven't had any bad dreams in months. I can't really recall when I had a bad dream. I would have a lot of bad dreams about Rich..dreams of harming myself weird dreams of worms, snake and spiders. A lot of the dreams were reacurring dreams...same type...different places...Maybe when I finally seperated from him...those dreams had stopped. Went out with Kari and Myke today. I got Kari started on liking the lotions from Victoria Secrets. So we went there and she bought a bunch of Love Spell stuff. After I got off work yesterday, I hung out with them and we went to Hot Topic...I bought myself a skirt..It's pretty cute actually...I don't really wear skirts..but some people have told me I should try wearing them...I Don't think I got the legs for them though..but I'm giving it a try...It took me forever to wear tank tops out in public. I have no plans for tomorrow..probably do some cleaning... Rich is barely home anymore...which doesn't bother me much. But he really needs

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Are Free To Play Games Better Than Pay To Play Ones?
For a long time, pay to play games like World of Warcraft and Warhammer Online were considered untouchable, but as it stands the MMORPG market is evolving. More and more free MMORPG games are being released every week while only one or two major pay to play MMORPGs are being released every year. Just because there are a lot of free to play games though doesn’t mean any of them are really ‘great’, but I can safely say that the ‘latest generation’ of free to play titles are downright amazing. New free to play titles like Atlantica Online, Runes of Magic and Dragonica Online can actually stand toe-to-toe against pay to play MMO juggernauts like World of Warcraft and Eve Online. These game’s aren’t ‘cheap’, as they have great production values. Heck, Runes of Magic looks just as good as World of Warcraft graphic wise. Those who have played Dragonica Online will vouch for me when I say that game is downright amazing for a free to play

Third Person Vs First Person Mmo Shooters
There are quite a bit of MMO shooters on the market, most of them first person, some of them third person. Everyone has their preference, but I feel that third person shooters require more skill, mainly because players have a lot more to focus on than just a cross hair. Using the camera effectively in a third person shooter is extremely important and can be the difference between a kill and a death. This is especially true in games like Battlefield Heroes and GunZ where players are given such flexible control of the camera. The ability to control and use the camera effectively adds another layer of gameplay to an otherwise simple genre. Even though I feel that third person shooters demand more skill from players, there’s no doubt that first person MMO shooters also require some skill. This is especially true in tactical MMOFPS games like Sudden Attack and Soldier Front where players literally die in a single shot or two. Normally in these types of games, players with the fastest

Denile
Well for the past two days, I have been putting down my thoughts of a problem I am having with hubby. And whats so gawd dam frustrating is showing him the difference between...venting about peeps that upset you and obsessing over someone. I was up at 3am again, due to relfux pain and he got up to go potty. He sat down and I tried once more to explain the difference. He said I just want to vent cause they piss me off. So my question was ..so they are the only two that bother you? Common do you honestly want me to believe that..wasnt born yesterday. I said I cant take it any more and if you continue , I am so gone. I cant stand being in a house were my hubby has a nother woman on his mind 24/7. And the lame excuse you hand me doesnt fly. If I couldnt stand someone, I sure as hell wouldnt be talking about them 24/7. Yes I am sure I would vent but that would be the end of it. And if I knew it upset you, I would stop. To bad you cant repect me in the same way. He claims he

Make Money From Home
I have had a tough year but believe I have got my life back on track and now do easy work from home. I really enjoy how my life has changed and the fact that I have a lot of opportunities open to me. I have always wanted to make money from home and now it is how I make a living

A Night In Time
A Night In Time sliding down slowly into empty spacegoing days on end with very little sleepclosed eyes peacefully knowing my placein this world could only take me soo deep Black and white fur is all I want to feellooking into my past through anothers eyesmy past, present, future thoughts I peeluncontrollably brining out a few more cries you are watched with trusting eyes upon youmotionless tonight is not a morbid place to beknowing that rest is possible even for a fewthe stillness under the blackness one will see lights dimmed borrowed time to stand stillinterupted by thoughts in the middle of a dreamalone not tonight is what you peacefully feelmiles apart, closeness like a stitched seam A night in time yourself with burning skin comforting touch can be felt by no one aroundbed rest ordered brings torture from withinLaughter, positiveness, and strenth are abound

Dear God
Dear God, I have one word for you, dude: Vision. Having been in the ad game since the days when the right length pony tail got you an executives position, I can tell you a thing or two about your brand. Firstly, your PR guys are bad for your image. No one wants to do business with hypocrites so until your boys in the robes can start behaving themselves, your organization is going to suffer image problems.Secondly, cut the hair and lose the beard. I’m seeing a short back and side and at the very least a goatee for you. Thirdly, the crucifix thing died when Madonna set them on fire for Pepsi. I’m thinking we go for a octagon in a nice shade of fushia.Finally we need to condense the Old and New Testament into an online blog and YouTube a few miracles if you want to reach those selfish little Gen Y assholes. Those pricks live online and have plenty to go to confession for, but its gotta come to them so confesstube, may be something to think about.I do consultancy w

Technical History Of Silhouette 81 Chevalier
Before there was several Silhouettes, there was one - and it existed strictly on paper. It was A.U. 0027, 5 years before the Silhouette Project was green lit for full research and development and 8 years before the Holy Crimson Uprising could begin - and Rinoa Harrison had just finished designing her newest project, the ATMF-5700 Beowulf III. Seeing her work being put to use by totally inept pilots who couldn't hit the broadside of a barn without a tactical aiming guide - and without her input by the organization using them - Harrison decided to design a Battle Suit that would be fitting for only the very best of pilots. This Battle Suit was the S81 Chevalier, and it was a design to truly be feared. In addition to being maneuverable beyond belief, it's raw speed matched it's agility. Sporting gatling-style machine cannons, head-mounted CIWS, and beam blades, it's firepower was topped by incredibly powerful Hyper Beam Rifles, capable of wiping out entire swarms of Battle Suits in a sing

A Kisses Meaning
a kiss should be everything you are and feel deep in your soul looking into that persons eyes and seeing the passion in their eyes seeing the way they are looking back at you the passion flows from what seem your feet up to your head traviling through every part of your body till when your lips touch its like fire burning and it takes your breath away the passion flowing through both of you while you kiss and it longer and longer you dont want it to stop but when the kiss is over you lok into her eyes and kiss once more foreheads against each others and then you kiss again always be who you are kiss like theres no tomarrow kiss with all your passion cause you will know when your next kiss is comming from

The Happening
The Happening, A shitty horrible movie by M Night SoImadeTheSixthSenseAndUnbreakableAndMadeYouWatchGarbageAfterThat. Starring "Man hunk" Mark Wahlberg, This movie if you have not already taken the plunge is about the worlds plants fighting back against the human race with spores which cause people to kill themselves.. Thats right.. the air was chasing them.. With the recent events in my life I was starting to think this POS movie might actually be plasuable... There has been something in the air.. Granted people die every single day.. I have buried far more then my share and it has been far more then need be for ones life time. Within the past two weeks there have been an unexceptable numbers of death within my proximity.. It is just unfathomable the accesive amount of people dropping off.. it blows my mind... Other then that.. I think I am okay. On a brighter note, Quinten T. Still has it (Y) Infact, I think Inglourious bastards might be his master piece. peace! ~Brodie AKA -Angel

Poem About My Ex Brad
You walked into my life like a Prince out of a dream You became my heart and soul, you were my everything I guess I was stupid for letting you in my heart I never thought you would hurt me so much this literally tore me apart My heart was fragile I didn’t want it to break But I guess loving you was my biggest mistake I had plans for us and I saw us happy I saw us growing old together and being a Grandma and Pappy I wanted to show u all that love I had to offer But now we will never even make it to an alter I am sorry if I wasted your time and energy I guess you couldn’t handle being with me Now I am trying to move on It’s hard because every time I turn on the radio I hear a love song I need to forget about you and put you in my past But every memory of you still wants to last I beg and plead every single day For God to take your memory away You haunt my heart and my mind I hope one day I will forget you for all time.

Poem I Wrote For A Ex
I never thought that I could find A person so sweet and so kind Who has an interest in me and what I say And thinks I’m pretty no matter how I look that day My heart is so full of joy and growing with love For this person God has brought down from above And I hope that he will always know That I support him no matter where he will go Even though we are far apart He still has every piece of my heart And I know that he feels the same way Just by how he talks to me each day

My Remix To The Song "jesus Loves Me"
(the challenge in my youth group was to write a rap to a well known song in the church and this is what I wrote...I did a little remix to the Jesus loves me song enjoy!) Jesus loves me this I know For the Bible tells me so Little ones to Him belong They are weak but he is strong Yes Jesus Loves me Yes Jesus loves me Yes Jesus loves me For the Bible tells me so After the fall of man God had a plan To save the whole world from its sin So everyone could speak to him He sent this angel named Gabriel to tell Mary That she should trust God and not be weary Because she was going to have a virgin birth So that Jesus could become like us on earth So God sent His only Son so that he may die On a cruel cross to be crucified Now while he was just thirty years old He got twelve disciples but only eleven were bold They watched him perform miracles in wonder and awe And the ones that hated him were under the law You see the Pharisees thought he was too popular to contai

Prayers Needed For Co-founder
Dear Members, As some of you are aware Joanna our Co-Founder has had surgery Tuesday morning as of the posting of this I have no updates on her condition. It is asked with sincerity that we take a moment of personal time to pray in your own manner for a speedy recovery for her. We dearly miss her Llama grace and hope for a safe return to us as quickly as possible. Warm Regards, Dave and Michelle

The Abortion Poem That I Wrote.
I would have… By: Susan Horne I would have been a doctor, a lawyer, or a teacher I could have been a mother, a lover, or a preacher I would have graduated high school in the top of my class I could have made figurines out of the finest glass I would have been a good friend to you I could have said the three most important words: I love you. I would have been the stranger you pass by on the street I could have been that person you would love to meet I would have been that novelist that writes intriguing stories I could have been the person in a garage band making noise I would have been your best friend if I could have been given the chance I could have been that person you would give a second glance I would have been the one that you saw in the coffee shop I could have been that policeman or that mall cop I would have been your next president if my life wasn’t cut short I could have been the judge sitting in court But I will never be those things that I have just said

This Road We Call Life
walking alone in this world can be a lonely road but along the path we always come acros someone to talk to someone to holdour hand while on this lonely road we call life we stay with that person for as long we can till wepart ways or the person is just gone i look at my life and see the people i have been walking down the road with and they have been people i have enjoyed spending time with meeting new people along the way and the numbers keep growing no matter how many people i meet along the way if i can make just a little difference in there life or make them smile forj ust a little while makes it all worth while and my travel a little less lonely when i am by myself walking down this road we call life so if we should meet or our paths cross i will always have a smile and a kind word to say to you who ever you may be just remember a smile goes a long way and is always remembered

Ownership Has Its Privledges
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2399270&albumid=1822073&i=1890336415&idx=1 PLEASE COME BID ON ME THERE IN THAT AUCTION... IT ENDS ON SEPT 15TH SO LOTS OF TIME TO COME OWN ME!! ALSO ITS A CONTEST PERSON WITH MOST RATES GETS A AUTO SO EVEN IF YOU CANT BID PLEASE AT LEAST COME RATE IT FOR ME!! HUGZ N THANKS FOR BEING THE BEST FRIENDS ON THE FU!!!

Aug 26
On Aug 26, 2008 My great grandmother passed away. I just cant believe that it's been a year with out her. She was an amazing women she was the only one in my family that I could talk to with out getting bitched at for something. She was the only one in my family that I could trust. I do know one thing I will never forget how good of a cook she was. She was a cook for 59 years of her life. I will miss her and I know one day I will see her again!

Why Do People Act So Stupid And Childish
the bottom came first, then got this on yahoo messenger Wow... You complain no one comes to your page and then you block one of the people who always stopped by regularly?? Real fucking cool.Rob Robshags: No wonder you can't get any womenRob Robshags: All you do is talk shitRob Robshags: It'd be a shame for all your naked pics to end up on a bunch of other websites. N.M.E.: Whatever... I don't wanna argue. Be a fucking lame-ass bitch. I don't care anymore. ->N.M.E.: fair is fair right? ->N.M.E.: lol now i am an idiot? ok well ill have Don go on and have him not force me to go on N.M.E.: You don't wanna see me and I can't fucking FORCE Kim to go on..... idiot ->N.M.E.: cant show me then complain i wont show you ->N.M.E.: ok then , but yet i am CORNY and you never wanting to show me isnt correct? N.M.E.: I never saw you and I guess I never will. ->

In The End.
So much is going on in my life this fall. So much change and so much that I am going to need the strength to face. I lost my mother last December and 5 months later lost my best friends’ mother. Every month has been a struggle to keep going and finding a reason to live and smile. I’ve relied on my faith, love for my job and school, family and lastly friends. This fall I have to come to reliving what happened this time last year. I have to deal with my mothers’ birthday and all the holidays. I have so much good news that I’ would have shared with the women that mattered the most in my life, but I can’t. I’m just hoping that the few people that have befriended me here will actually be supporters to me in everything that I do whether it is having a new person in my life or what I have for dinner. I don’t need drama in my life and that isn’t why I made an account here, but seems like that’s what I keep getting and that’s how pe

Mr. Horny's Contest
http://fubar.com/blog/307451/1058209 My good friend Mr. Horny is having a contest for being Cherry Bombed!!! He will bomb the 2 highest bidder 6 times when he runs his six bombs...check his blog for details!!!!! http://fubar.com/blog/307451/1058209

Feel Like A Failure
well here i am back in florida for almost a month after movin away to nc for a few months thinking it was the right thing to do to move away to be with someone,and yet it was like i never really knew the person..i think to myself did i move to fast or just needed to get away from here i dont really know..again i opened myself up to be with someone like i allways do and things never seem to be right about the other person or whatnot..my hearts been broken so many times i dont even have one anymore. maybe its not ment to be for me to have a succesfull relationship with anyone cause im allways getting burnt in one way or another. either through playing games,cheating,lying,mistrust,not being open,hiding things behind your back and whatnot. i guess im too nice i have a heart of gold and dont mistreat anyone bad and has respect for others but have i got that in return not really if ya think about it cause im allways alone in the long run. they say they love you and this and that show y

My Confessional
By the time I was 14, I played football for 4 years in organized sports and was hopefull of getting a scholorship for college playing football. By the time I was to start highschool I was set to go! But my mother got married and swiched schools because we moved. No problem I was good, I got a spot on the team at the new school. According to my step father, football players wear girly pants and hump each other when they tackle...anyways, I recieved a 2.9 gpa and my stepfather said I was smarter than that, and should have recieved a 4.0, so I was punished for 6 weeks and beaten with a telephone chord. The marks spanned from the back of my neck to my knees and I refused to take showers at school and it got the attention from my gym teacher and coach. when they investigated, I had to humiliate my self by showing my ass to the principal at school. when the school called the police, they called and talke to my mom, being the guardian, and she was in complete denial of the beating I recieved

The Most Boring Female On Fu
after much observation for a very long time now ive come to the conclusion that i am the least exciting,perhaps most boring person on fubar.. -chuckles- i have never belonged to any families,never entered any contests..well i might have back in the old lost cherry days,im not certain...i dont do lounges,have never been fu married,separated or fu divorced... i dont have a long ass screen name that takes up 4 lines at the top of my screen...i am fucking broke as hell so i dont host happy hours everyday or have tons of tickers and shit all over... i think i would run out of quirky quotes and jokes so guess its better this way maybe,yes? i dont cam,phone bone or cyber,i dont offer these things in exchange for bling packs or vips..i dont post nudes nor do i want to see others naughty bits... ive met several members..some ive dated,some have broke my heart,some were straight out psycho and im thankful i met in a public place...ive been played yet i dont start bashing them publicly on her

Love
The most spectacular,indescribable, deep euphoric feeling for someone. Love is an incredibly powerful word. When you're in love, you always want to be together, and when you're not, you're thinking about being together because you need that person and without them your life is incomplete. This love is unconditional affection with no limits or conditions: completely loving someone. It's when you trust the other with your life and when you would do anything for each other. When you love someone you want nothing more than for them to be truly happy no matter what it takes because that's how much you care about them and because their needs come before your own. You hide nothing of yourself and can tell the other anything because you know they accept you just the way you are and vice versa. It's when they're the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and when they're the first thing you think of when you wake up, the feeling that warms your heart and leaves you overcome by a feel

P1553d 0ff!!
So I get home from work to find 6 pics flagged. Most I can understand but 1 follows the "guidelines" my face is visible, I have clothes on, and i'm not being suggestive but I'm now told its a "butt" shot!!! WTF I thought I joined an adult site.... the same pics are on myspace for heavens sake! Surely if they are ok for Myspace they should be ok here! Now granted I don't sign in on myspace much any more thats because I'm on here. After almost 3 years i'm truely ready to leave. 10 pics ended up being flagged the rest by the bouncer I asked for help!! FFS!!! Needless to say the pics of myself are Friends only now!!! Grrrrrrr

The Urban Decoy
My mom called me Grizzly Adams yesterday, probably because I haven’t shaved in a full two weeks. This is easily the longest I’ve ever cultivated facial hair. It makes me look older, and softens my manlier features. But the piercing eyes are still there….. ladies *wink*. Sorry, I’m such a dork…. Hunting season is upon us, and I'm a little behind in prep work. So I headed out to Young Conservation Area in Eureka, Missouri, on Saturday afternoon to hang a tree stand. As I expected, there were several other hunters already there, only three of which I ever saw, plus an older couple running their dogs. But I did get to appreciate a few minutes of the camaraderie that comes with hunting. There’s almost an immediate opening of the gates to welcome other hunters as if they’re old friends. It’s really pretty cool, if you ever get the chance to experience it! It was a cool day, 70 degrees by the last Bank I passed, something for which I was ver