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Well since no one want to see it in my Status. I'll just put it here. Where my real friends look. A lot has been on my mind lately because of my Grandma being in the hospital. She means the world to me. She has always been there since I was born. Unlike my other grandmother who can't even get our names straight half the time. I get my strength from my Grandma also her worrying and how I get insomnia.... we both are night owls and stay up half the night, unable to sleep cuz we always feel like we should of done more in our day. She just hasn't been doing well the past few weeks and I'm praying and hoping that she will be okay cuz I think I will become lost if she goes. She is a very strong woman I look up to her. I always have. I am more like her than my own mother. Just now I come to realize that we are getting older and its the circle of life... but ... still never ready for it. I just pray that she will be okay ... I would love it for her to live to see my wedding day. If that ever comes. I just need my friends on here to have patience. Going through a rough time right now. All I need is someone to talk to.... Not people to give me a hard time. Please keep my Grandma in your Prayers. Thank you. ~Jolene Barber
