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I Went All Ghosty
Well, if all goes well, I will be on TV towards the end of December. Met with the people from Ghost Labs (which is on the Discovery Channel) while in SF. They had me talk about experiences I've had on Alcatraz and loved my ghost pic. Personally, I felt like I was a babbling idiot! LOL A friend of mine who's done this before and heads up the SF Ghost Society said that was a good thing so they can edit it and make me look less like a dork! LOL So, we'll see.

Cajun
CajunFrom Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia This article is about an ethnic culture. For other uses,, see Cajun (disambiguation).CajunsTotal population2-5 millionRegions with significant populations United States Louisiana 432,549 Texas 56,000 Florida N/A Other U.S. states N/A LanguagesCajun FrenchCajun English, American English, Standard FrenchReligionPredominantly Roman CatholicRelated ethnic groupsFrench, Québécois, Métis, AcadiansCajuns (pronounced /ˈkeɪdʒən/; French: les Cadiens or les Acadiens) are an ethnic group mainly living in Louisiana, consisting of the descendants of Acadian exiles (French-speaking settlers from the maritime provinces of what is now Canada). Today, the Cajuns make up a significant portion of south Louisiana's population, and have exerted an enormous impact on the state's culture.

Black Irish
THE BLACK IRISHWHO WERE THE BLACK IRISH?========================= The term 'Black Irish' has commonly been in circulation among Irish emigrants and their descendants for centuries. As a subject of historical discussion the subject is almost never referred to in Ireland. There are a number of different claims as to the origin of the term, none of which are possible to prove or disprove. 'Black Irish' is often a description of people of Irish origin who had dark features, black hair, dark complexion and eyes. A quick review of Irish history reveals that the island was subject to a number of influxes of foreign people. The Celts arrived on the island about the year 500 B.C. Whether or not this was an actual invasion or rather a more gradual migration and assimilation of their culture by the natives is open to conjecture, but there is sufficient evidence to suggest that this later explanation is more likely. The next great influx came from Northern Europe with Viking raids occurring as ear

The Dance Of Life
we dance upon a stage of life love and dreams , we dance to the good times and the bad times with each step hoping for a better day but the song of lifekeeps playing over and over till one day the song will end then life is no more

Close My Eyes
i close my eyes to stop thinking of you. but its not the same. i drive myself crazy and i wish i knew what to do. the ones i thought were my friends lie and diecieve me. destroying me. i didnt want to be so bitchy, but ive not known anything different. how do i trust, how do i judge. its not easy when you have faith in the goodness in others. it hurts to be left out of things. being a mom doesnt mean i should have to have my son 24/7 and not have support from a partner. i wish i had a magic wand to chase away these blues, it breaks my heart i cant think of you. it stabs at my soul to know i cannot change, silver poisoned coffee kisses- thats me to a t. kaz x

Unwanted
A divorce unwanted by my then wife and myself. I wanted to remain married to her and keep the Restraining Order while she received all my benefits and other things she would need. This Bed & Board Divorce was given to me by my then attorney but upon checking with The US ARMY Retirement Service Officer at Ft. Dix I was told she did not qualify for it. I was forced into retirement by The US ARMY. I contacted The President of The USA and it did not matter if he recived the information because only way this Bed & Board Divorce could of went through was that beyond The US ARMY it was all handled by private civilian contractors. Even the Investigative part of it was private civilian contractor with no over sight from the DoD. So, contrary to the misinformation that is out here I fought for Shirley as if it was a War. Tell me, all your Gentlemen out there, if all of you would of done the same even after her falling apart completely over the years and attacking me in front of a witness? Would

For Anyone Confuzzled About The Contest, Lol
It's an image contest. You take, draw, create a picture and PM me the link (preferably on Fu, so I can rip it to the Contest Folder). The image can be: funny, sexy, WTF?!?!? factor (weird), or Whatever YOU WANT!!! The point is to get my attention YES it must be an image YES you can submit up to 3 (they must all be different, though) YES I really am giving out the prizes on the 15th YES I am the judge, so get MY attention, but it does NOT have to be a salute, have anything to do with me/about me, or anything really YES, IT IS A FRIENDS/FAM ONLY CONTEST!!! SB me if you aren't sure if you can enter, I'll happily inform you YES, ANY TYPE of image is okay (regular pic, animated GIF, Photoshopped wonder pic, whatever, just get my attention) I was going to give out these prizes anyway, but there's too many of you, and it was too hard to pick who was gonna get what GOOD LUCK!!! **************NOTE ON EXTENSION************** Extending time due to issue brought to my attention. If you

Shopping For Baby Shoes
Baby shoes are cute and adorable and such factors are lead to many parents buying the wrong footwear for their kids. It goes without saying that tiny shoes are the most charming things in a kid’s department store. Have you ever asked yourself how much effort is required to find footwear that fits the kids? Those with kids know how stressing finding the right pair of footwear can be. There are two reasons why most parents buy footwear for their kids’ one is for the looks and the other is for the basic requirements. Not all infants need footwear; most kids will require shoes when they are a few months old, when the bones of the feet are still developing. The main thing about baby shoes is that they need to be very comfortable; secondly the material needs to be of quality and one that cannot cause the kids feet problems. The feet of the infant should always be cozy and warm at all times so you need the right size. For a child who is starting out wearing shoes he or she need

Try This On Your Blog
You Can Only Type ONE Word.Not as easy as you might think.Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same.Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.It's really hard to only use one-word answers!1. Where is your cell phone? ----- kitchen2. Your significant other? ----- none3. Your hair? ----- brown4. Your mother?----- RIP5. Your father?----- better6. Your favorite thing?----- kids7. Your dream last night?----- shudders8. Your favorite drink?----- JD9. Your dream/goal?----- freedom10. The room you're in?----- office11. Music?----- blues12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?-----love14. Where were you last night?----- party15. What you're not?-----sad16. Muffins?----- chocolate17. One of your wish list items?-----yacht18. Where you grew up?-----alabama19. The last thing you did?-----clothes20. What are you wearing?-----boxers21. TV?-----no22. Your pets?-----no23. Your computer?----- love24. Your life?--

Something I Wish To Accomplish
I wonder how I am going to be a husband, a soldier, a father and love my wife all while working a full time job and still make her happy. To me this has never really crossed my mind much. Looking around at some of the people I know I have no clue how they do it. Cause I know an Army Girlfriend is hard to find but an Army Wife is a very rare breed of woman. To me she has to be as strong as the soldier, independent and love her man just as much as he loves her cause he can be called away at any time to defend the country and beliefs of those that they disagree with. So far I have come close to accomplishing this but failed. Guess with some of this being took from me it was to much and then I couldn't handle the little things I messed up to much and cheated on the girl of my dreams and now have lost her. Nothing I touch or seem to come in contact with ever comes out good it always goes bad. How is it that when someone you love wants and meets the real you instead of the pretend you for

New At This
There's not really much ta tell except that this is all new to me. I'm no springclucker, but i still get out there and stir up the dust round the chicken house. My wife and i are both 58 and have been together for almost 37 years. So, we're not on here ta find playmates, etc. etc. etc. Dc....good ta see yer still kicking round man!!!!

I Guess I Need A Babysitter
What a night! I finally got to sleeping. More than 3 hours! A victory! And I feel refreshed and ready. Well - Ive been up for hours already drinking my coffee and listening to music. Sun is glowing outside , bringing beams of hope for the days to come. Yesterday was not my best day as you who read already know. I have to send a special thank you to Vera! What a friend YOU are! Thank you for your kind words and the teddy. He is soaked! For those I talk to on *the other side* - thank you as well. Support on good and bad days are welcome. I hold you close to my heart and hope I can and do support you. I sure try my best. As I fell asleep I had a babysitter - and I might need another...or I know I do. Make sure I relax and *fade* away into the land of dreams. I dreamt of summer - mountains and the sea. I was standing on top of *my* mountain - looking down to the green and deep forrest. Smiling - enjoying - feeling SO damn free. No pain no gain :) Today is a

Hiring Bulletin Revamped
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Time Passages
I wish you cared about me, The way I care for you. I wish I knew what to do, To get over you. I thought when this stage of life came, People where suppose to know what it is they really want. I have learned so much about myself. I have grown and evolved as a person. You have always been so private. Never revealing much of anything. I don't know what happened, I can't even ask you. I think she broke your heart, The same way you broke mine years ago. Isn't it funny how karma works. You do it to me, And someone does it to you. Are you rethinking, All that transpired between us. The way you used me to get her back. How you allowed her to attack me. After three long years, I am still standing back. I am watching you, As you go through the same pain. Understanding it all, Without saying a word. The difference is what I have learned. I have learned to get up everyday, To move on with

Ignorance Isnt Bliss, Its Down Right Harmful!
Won’t this result in rationing and waiting list like in Canada? The U.S. already rations care. Rationing in U.S. health care is based on income: if you can afford care, you get it; if you can’t, you don’t. A recent study by the prestigious Institute of Medicine found that 18,000 Americans die every year because they don’t have health insurance. Many more skip treatments that their insurance company refuses to cover. Many of those families end up at home "waiting for reasonable, affordable healthcare prices and options, otherwise waiting on a miracle." That’s rationing. Do the research for yourself. Take it upon yourself to actually read the health care bill. For those who arent up to the robust reading go to factcheck.org Support the Bill!

Colon Cleanse 3000
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9/11
Well its been 8 years ago that america was changed forever, so many lives cut short. My heart still hurts and I still cry sometimes when I hear Alan Jackson sing "Where Were You When The World Stopped Turning", I sit there think "Why God Why" would you let this happen? But I know that he had a reason for everything and in time his reasons will be revealed. But I still wonder and I still pray that we as americans will never have to see something like this again. I sure dont want my children to ever have to see it. But I know that where is a purpose and he will show us in his time. As americans we must stick together and work as one to keep this nation strong! I am writing this blog just as a opening for me this is my 1st one, So please feel free to watch this small clip of how our world was changed forever 8 years ago. All I ask is you please feel free to leave comments, If you have a memory please share. Thanks in advance to all those who take the time to read! May Go

He Said..
This Song Hits Close to Home "She Said, I Said (Time We Let Go)"[Verse 1 - Travis] Don't know where to start 'cuz something ain't going right Feel it in my soul 'cuz I've tried, oh baby Tried to keep you satisfied, please don't cry I just think we both need time I just feel that we are in the same room But living two worlds apart And it's causing too much pain[Chorus] She said, "Baby can you please just stay It ain't too late to work this thing out," I said, "Girl this ain't easy for me, At least the truth is coming out" She said, "Why can't we make up like the last time, I'm just afraid to hear you say go." I said, "Baby I'm sorry, I think it's time we let go." "Baby don't leave, don't leave, don't leave, Tell me you'll stay, you'll stay, you'll stay" "Gotta leave, gotta leave, gotta leave 'cuz I think it's time we let go"[Verse 2 - Kevin] See these teardrops falling from your eyes (from your eyes) That don't change my mind (oh baby) Please don't make things more difficult then the

How To Make Her Come Back
If you and the woman you love aren't together anymore you are either feeling one of two things. You may be feeling as though the weight of the world has been lifted off your shoulders because the relationship was incredibly difficult and tense. On the other hand you may be saying to yourself I think I'm still in love with my ex girlfriend. If the latter is the case it may not be time for you to move on just yet. If you want to get her back you need to start considering what you need to be doing and what you have to avoid. One common mistake that many men make when they are trying to get their girlfriend back is they badger her non-stop until she finally breaks down and agrees to reconcile. If you are persistent and have no problem getting on your knees and begging the woman you love for a second chance this may seem like a great idea to you. It's not. If you two get back together because you pressured her into it, your relationship is destined to fail. If you really do sit and think t

What I Am
I'm just a regular joe, with a regular job, I'm your average white suburbanite slob, I like football, and Porno and books about WAR, I got an average house, with a nice Hard Wood floor! My Wife and my job, my kids and my car, my feet on my table, and a Cuban cigar,.... but sometimes that just aint to keep a man like me interested,oh no no way, uh uh, no i gotta go out and have fun at other peoples expense oh ya, ya , ya, ya,ya,ya,ya!!! I drive really slow, in the ultra fast lane, while behind me are going INSANE!!! IM an aasssshoollee, the worlds biggest asshole, I USE PUBLIC TOILETS, AND I PISS ON THE SEATS, I WALK AROUND IN THE SUMMERTIME SAYING HOW ABOUT THIS HEAT??? im AN ASSHOLE...SOMETIMES I PARK IN HANDICAP SPACES WHILE HANDYCAP PEOPLE MAKE HANDY C A P FACES, YEAH, I AM AN ASSHOLE D

Show Her Love
just wanted to say happy birthday to you hun, your always showing love to everyone and i hope you have a great day loves always Bearhugs xo Lets show this sexy Cherry some birthday lovin EVERYONE Bomb bling rate :P FAN

Vapor Is The New Smoke
Some of you know I smoke and some of you don’t. Some of you wish I wouldn’t and some wish I would share. My cigarette of choice has been Newport 100’s since 1997. According to the FTC (Federal Trade Commission), Newport has one of the highest concentrations of nicotine of any cigarette. In fact, only 5 brands have over 3 mg of nicotine per cigarette and Newport is one of them. Combine that with the fact that menthol is addictive by itself and you have a very hard habit to break. Well over the years I have noticed my lung capacity diminish and the occurrences of sinus infections, respiratory infections, and bronchitis increase. This has led me to seek out alternatives. The price happened to help as extra encouragement when they are well over $6 USD per pack and only 6 years ago I was paying $3 USD for them. Well on to the point… A few months ago a friend of mine from Britain sent me this url to a most interesting website. Its for an electronic cigarette. No toba

Stupid Encounter #20(read Bottom To Top Its A Sb) Op Another Low Self Esteem Whore On The Fu
blackwolf: you can say it to me - I will say it to you blackwolf: and you are a bullshit artist blackwolf: you know what was the first thing to go through her mond? her asshole blackwolf: wanna continue or will you end your pain now before I really decide to trash your to the point you will cry? better yet - get blocked so you can hang with your ghetto wannabes ->blackwolf: Hey my mom was on that plane that smashed into tour 1 you fuck dont talk shit about my mom on this sacred day you old mutha fucker blackwolf: yea ok - tell your mom to stop putting her videos up then ->blackwolf: go back to jacking off to your transexuall porn to! blackwolf: go back to playing your video games since you want to be an asshole all your life. just do the world a favor & dont procreate ->blackwolf: a REAL WTC Responder woulden't be sitting on fubar on a friday night talking to 24 yr old girls either.... blackwolf: you are dealing with a REAL WTC Responder you fuckin fool blackwolf: yea alex

Winners Of The Giveaway In Purple Magic Lounge
HERE ARE OUR WINNERSall winners have been paidwinners are:1 mil - Colton - from BRATT1 mil - Just Me - from TERESA500k - Tima583 - fromTERESA500k - Colton - from BRATT500k - Traveling Shadow -from TERESA500k - BobbyBones - from BRATT250k - Tima583 - from BRATT 250k - Colton - from TERESA 250k - Lick - from BRATT 250k - Manboobies - from TERESA 4 Pimp outs:from BRATT - Colton & Just ME from TERESA - Tima583 & LicK Bling winners from BRATT 3 credit bling - Just ME1 credit bling - Tima5835 credit bling - Maverick 10 credit bling-Tima583- (for being the last one standing) THANK YOU ALL FOR JOINING US WE ENJOYED IT AND HOPE YOU COME AGAIN. I HAD FUN GIVING STUFF AWAY. LUVS YA ALL THAT WERE THERE.SEE YA NEXT TIME..... ~BRATT~ & TERESA

God
If you don't know GOD, don't make stupid remarks!!!!!!! A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked at the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. Yuou could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here i am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shacken, l

Protest
For all the free people that still protest, you're welcome, we protect you and you are protected by the best. You're voice is strong and loud, but who will fight for you? No one in your croud. We are your fathers, brothers, and sons, wearing the boots and carrying the guns. We are the that leave all we own, to make sure your future is carved in stone. We are the ones who fight and die. We might not be able to save the world, well at least we try. We walked the paths to where we are at and we want no choice other than that. So when you rally your group to complain, take a look in the back of your brain. In order for that flag you love to fly, wars must be fought and young men must die. We came here to fight for the ones we hold dear, If thats not respected, we would rather stay here. So please stop yelling and put down your signs, and pray for those behind enemy lines. When the conflict is over and all is well, be thankful that we chose to go through hell. SEMPER FIDELIS

What Hurts The Most.
I dunno what to think anymore. or how to feel. its like im slowly going numb. Im trying to be happy and bubbly but its not working. Generaly im happy I really am. I wish i could explain how i feel better.. ugh everyone bear with me please. i promise the ride will be worth it... " i will wait for as long as it takes"

Blings And Such
if you have a boyfriend or are married and you come to my page wanting something or hinting for something, just move on. i am no longer giving stuff to people just to be blown off. i have done more then enough for people on here. ask your hubby or boyfriend to buy it for you.

Another Day
Another day chance to make another chance A fragile place running on empty A smile so faint barely even breaks the space worlds own shoulders now Dont be afraid He who knows will make a way His word alone is what has kept me Born a son, King of eternal peace lay your burdens down If you catch me dreaming please dont wake me til I'm done Just leave me sleeping until the morning comes Just pass me over Make believe that I'm not there just leave me be until the savior comes Another night makes Her way to the morn Sleep in peace, joy come early A covered child, steps away victorious Salvation holds joy for all of us

Crap
I have not been this confused or shed so many tears it's been since I met you i forgot all my fears. alone and crying i wonder why i let you see the very deepest parts of me. i trusted way too much and didn't want to see. I still don't want to admit how i truly believed you loved me

Inside My Dark Cell Of A Life
Crimson Damnation Am the orphaned son that no one wants, The scars of this life run deep inside of me. Welcome to the show the ending of me, My nightmare became my suicide. For the bell tolls for me goodbye to all My friends and fans. Jose Hermosillo

Online Jobs Earn Money
I am genuine and down to earth person. I love going out and meeting people. I have a very outgoing personality. I am fun to be around. My hobbies are going to the gym, swimming and cycling and my favourite is socializing with my friends. I love to travel with my family Online Jobs Earn Money

No One To Love,and No One To Love To Me
Image of perfection Am never forsaken in her eyes, when she Hold’s me in her embrace my pain Never goes way. Am almost an image of perfection in her Heart of the one I love, My one and only solitude. Jose Hermosillo

Blah Blah Blah
Ever have one of those days where you just want human touch? Nothing sexual but just someone to cuddle with. I feel that way today. Which is rather odd for me. Maybe I have been single to long, I don't know.

Two Become One
The soft seduction of your lips Your venture down to my hips Squirming, shivering, pulling you near I invite you in, I have no fear Our bodies engage two as one Pure excitment, the play has just begun Breathing, sighing, calling your name I assure you for me, this is no game Two hearts beating, sounds just like one Far from over we have just begun Arching, sweating, screams of delight I surely could get use to this every night

Passion
Lips softly touch, hands caress, and ember heat inside Sending us desires, those ones we usually hide Then passion mute to language finds ways to be heard Making lovers join as one, their eyes will say its words Skin glides over skin like clouds through humid skies Slowly building static to make lighntning fly Dark clouds fill the air, as thunder starts to boom Echoing sounds of pleasure, heard thoughout the room A mighty storm now is spent and sunlight fills the air Revealing lovers glowing with dampened and tangles hair Their eyes send each other a rainbow, a gift we call love As passion sits in silence to wait for clouds above

Hcv National Summit 'tweets'
Debbullan Announcements Special announcements shared with supporters of Debbullan Inc. are shared here with you! To get real time announcements or to show your support email debbullan@cs.com Friday, September 11, 2009 'TWEETS' from the National Summit on Viral Hepatitis of September 11 in Washington, D.C. Find a copy of the itinerary at this url:http://www.debbullan.org/HepatitisSummitAgenda8_27_09.pdfDebbullan Director Dawn Webb attended today, Friday September 11, 2009Taking time to remember the victims of 9/11Welcome to Debbullan's live audit of the National Summit on Viral Hepatitis in Washington DC. For live updates...About 300 people are in attendance of National Summit on Viral Hepatitis in Washington DC.First Speaker John G. Bartlett, MD, a man of a passion for bringing positive awareness of Hep C to the mass publicWhat Have We Learned from HIV and how do we apply it to HCV? HCV must become general med

Sensual Thoughts
The sun rises on a cool crisp morning My body aches for want of yearning I want your caress your touch For I need your love oh so much You are my presence in my mind I am so lucky to find a man so kind To hold in awe at your passion and need Your want for me is not out of greed To languish for hours within your arms Your wit, your humor and your charm Enlightens within me a new desire each day One I hope is there forever to stay I love you lover, my friend, and desire My body aches for you as though on fire My breast hardens at your thought Nipples grow hard, sensitive and taut The door to my inner depths opens for you The passion, the fire, the need to endure Caressing you, touching you, kissing you My love has been waiting so long for you

"my Name Is Old Glory"
I am the flag of the United States of America.My name is Old Glory.I fly atop the world's tallest buildings.I stand watch in America's halls of justice.I fly majestically over institutions of learning.I stand guard with power in the world.Look up and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice.I stand for freedom.I am confident.I am arrogant.I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners,My head is a little higher,My colors a little truer.I bow to no one!I am recognized all over the world.I am worshipped - I am saluted.I am loved - I am revered.I am respected - and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more than 200 years.I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox.I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France,in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy.Guam, Okinawa, Korea and KheSan, Saigon, Vietnam know me. I am presently in the mountains of Afghanistanand the hot and dusty deserts of Iraq and whereve

Rain
Rain fell last night...quiet, gentle rain, That tapped against my window pane. And called me back from troubled sleep, To soothe a heart too numb to weep. My lonliness was too deep and real, And like a wound that would not heal, It throbbed within me, and I knew My arms were empty without you. But as I listened to the sound, Of soft rain falling on the ground, I heard your voice, tender and clear, Calling my name, and oh my dear, I threw my window open wide. To let the sweet rain rush inside, It kissed my lips, my eyes, my hair, And my love, I knew that you were there. Tears that my heart could not release, Fell down from heaven, bringing peace, Last night while gray clouds softly wept, I held you in my arms and slept.

Meet Me
Meet me in the shadows of your heart The place where only you and I exist Take me with you and hold me in your arms. Meet me in the stars above The place the highest goals live See the light of love shining in my eyes. Meet me at the oceans edge The place where the water cleanses Take me to a place of absolute purity. Meet me at the forest's clearing The place where the trees part Where we are sheltered and safe. Meet me at the billowy clouds The place where heaven and earth touch Dance with me in the sky and share our joy. Meet me on the mountain's peak The place where you can breathe deeply Inhale my essence and make it yours. Meet me, my love.... Anywhere, anytime, and anyplace Share my soul and be one with me

Freedom
I served this country and was damned proud to do so. I would have gladly given my life in the line of duty for each and every last one of you people on this site and there are not many that i have ever talked with for more than a few lines on here. You see though the thing is that there is already a government selected day for this day designated as a holiday...... Memorial Day. Today is the day to pause for a moment and remember the fallen men women and children of that day and move on. Too few of us realize though that we are not living in the country that so many have died for in the last 233 years. Can a smoker sit in a diner and smoke a cigar or cigarette after a meal? No. Can a parent not let a 4'6" 10 year old child not have a booster seat and seatbelt? No. Can you say anything about the shitty job the last 2 presidents of this country has done in public without ramifications? No. And just think about this. If the racist Obama gets his way, I will be fined for not being able t

After Dark Is Hiring!!!!
After Dark is Now Hiring DJ's, Promoters,Greeters, and Enforcers. If you would Like the opportunity to be apart of a Top 10 Lounge on Fubar. Please come in and see DaNGeR/Fallen or Shyy or PM them with what position you're interested in. Click the Image Below to contact Fallen Click the image below to contact Shyy Click the image below to contact DaNGeR

Could You? Would You?
MY FRIEND NEEDS JUST 1 RATE FROM YOU FOR A CONTEST IF YOU HAVE JUST A MINUTE TO CLICK THE PIC LINK AND RATE IT I WOULD SUPER APPRECIATE IT! LINK IS BELOW IN THE COMMENT AREA JUST CLICK AND RATE IT A 10 AND THAT WILL ROCK! THANKS SO MUCH!

Lbb Entry 27
Downrater: Viewed him to rate and fan him before accepting his friend request. In the time it took for me to rate the person ahead of him I recieved these shouts as well as being blocked and downrated by him: Profile Link: http://www.fubar.com/user/2847605 I have a 1 finger salute with your name on it :)

Remembering September 11,2001
TODAY IS THE 8TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF 9/11...PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT TO REMEMBER WHERE YOU WERE ON THIS DATE...I WAS WORKING AT THE POST OFFICE WHEN OUR MANAGER CAME INTO THE WAREHOUSE AND TOLD US ALL TO BE SILENT...THEN HE TURNED ON THE RADIO AND WE HEARD OF THE 1ST PLANE...YOU COULD HEAR A PIN DROP...THEN A FEW MINUTES LATER THE 2ND PLANE...THE ONLY THING I COULD DO OR WANTED TO DO WAS CALL MY FAMILY AND TO GET MY SON HOME FROM SCHOOL...THE LINES WERE TIED UP BECAUSE EVERYONE WAS ON THEIR PHONES...THEN THE NEXT THING THAT HAPPENED WAS FINDING OUT THAT THE PENTAGON WAS HIT...AND THEN UNITED 93 HAPPENED...ALL THIS IN JUST A LITTLE BIT OF TIME IT SHOCKED US ALL...I WORKED WITH PEOPLE THAT HAD FRINEDS AND FAMILY EITHER WORKING IN THE TRADE CENTERS OR IN THE PENTAGON...BUT, ALSO ONE PERSON I WORKED WITH HAD THEIR NEICE AND NEWPHEW THAT THEY RAISED ON THE SECOND PLANE...WE WERE NOT ALLOWED TO LEAVE WORK DUE TO A DIRECT COMMAND...BUT, I WILL NEVER FORGET HOW I FELT OR THE PEOPLE I WORKED WITH..

People Who Use You!!
There are so many fake people out there. You try to be a nice person by helping them. You let them in youe life and all they do is lie, steal and abuse your kindness. But there comes and line when they do evil things that involves going to jail for doing horrible things to innocent young people. And destroying trust of people. People like that should be in jail for the rest of their life. At least then they cant hurt anyone else with deception. We as a whole have enough problems in the world to deal with. We shouldnt have to worry about dangerous predators online.

I Just Moved Back
Yes! I just moved back, were you ask. great question Omaha Ne omg I never thought I would end up back here but out of all the places I have lived I cant help but call it a worm hole you try to leave and no matter what you end up right back here. I just didnt want to go to waco tx it was hot enough in russellvill ar I could only imagine what it would have been like in texas

Lost In You
Lost In You I see your face before me. An inch separates our lips. I feel the warmth of your breath as it flows from your mouth. Your eyes the window to your soul heed my captive, I feel your thirst, as you devour me. I am yours. As my moist palms rest mildly against the roughness of your cheeks the prickly sensation that generates my blood. I pull you close, our lips touch gently, I can smell your essence, and it compels me. I am yours; my heart pounds my breathing increases. Your hands are upon my waist, you force my body to unite with yours. My body feels unspeakable desire. Your hand palpates stroking my lower back. I urge myself to pull from you. I can’t I feel alive; I fear the destruction of my will as you lower your lips to my neck. Control is a forgotten word as I allow my will to devolve. You sense my deliberate motion; you ingest this as me mouthing the words “Yes”. You lift your head, you look into my eyes, you see th

Murder Soul
Murdered Soul Murder Soul The snow had fallen.. I walked among boxes. As I try to approach the window to watch the flakes fall I stumbled..What was this feeling I felt.. Had the cold entered the house or had I turned cold..I hear my heart beat..It pounded against my chest as if it was trying to hammer its way out.. Had I failed my heart or was I just imagining this.. I felt a tear drop on my cheek.. It slowly fell to my chin. I wiped it away with the back of my hand. Only to discover it was not only one tear but many.. I didn’t want this. I could hear the voice tell me.. Why was I doing it? I tried to make sense of my thoughts. I was killing someone. With my own self destruction. I was murdering a beautiful soul. I knew my heart was protesting yearning me to listen more closely. It was to late I was beyond reason. I needed to follow through. He approached me..”Are you sure” his head fell and he sighe

Vengeance
Vengeance Blood is flushing through me as your bastardly words hit my page. I try to thrust it to one side, as they keep flowing in. But they are soured with the intention to hurt me. My mind sending a currant of boiling lava to my finger tips. I retort your crossness with a heavy torch of fire burning with a violent shade red, the keys below my tips steam as I strike one at a time. The fluidness rising in my punctured heart caused by your deliberate poison. Now my only function is for you to feel the flow of its potency. The pain you give to me, the pain clouds my feelings. My love turning into a bitter distant memory. As each word I see before me tiers at my tissue leaving me scared. A Empty space beats within, as I watch you vaporizing into non existence. And my blood erupts as my words explode in your mind. You retreat for cover as you plot your return with vengeance. I torture my brain with confused and lustful emotions. I feel a surge of pity as I

Infantrymans Creed
The Infantryman's Creed I am the Infantry. I am my country's strength in war, her deterrent in peace. I am the heart of the fight- wherever, whenever. I carry America's faith and honor against her enemies. I am the Queen of Battle. I am what my country expects me to be- the best trained soldier in the world. In the race for victory, I am swift, determined, and courageous, armed with a fierce will to win. Never will I fail my country's trust. Always I fight on- through the foe, to the objective, to triumph over all. If necessary, I fight to my death. By my steadfast courage, I have won 200 years of freedom. I yield not- to weakness, to hunger, to cowardice, to fatigue, to superior odds, for I am mentally tough,physically strong, and morally straight. I forsake not- my country, my mission, my comrades, my sacred duty. I am relentless. I am always there, now and forever. I AM THE INFANTRY! FOLLOW ME!

Me
I joined only to shoot terrorists. I joined the day after the world trade center was destroyed. I felt it was my responsibility to get back at those who hurt us. I joined the infantry because I knew I would probably see combat. I went to Iraq twice. I have had dealings with more than my fair share of al-queda in Iraq operatives and their supporters. I have seen more than my fair share of hurt comrades, and innocent children who were in the wrong place at the wrong time. I have survived more than my share of IED's, mortar, RPG, and AK-47 fire. I still live with Iraq everyday. I used to ashamed that I had nightmares everynight, and that I couldn't be around ppl, or that was angry at the world. I have a severe brain injury, and i am lucky if i remember to pay the bills. My frontal lobe on teh right side was caved in. But would I do it again? You are damned right I would. I love my country, and I was proud to wear that uniform. I did my part to get back at those who got us. Now I am not go

Tattoo Me (erotic Story)
Tattoo Me The studio was small, really just one big room, with a barber chair and a metal table, separated from the front by a curtain. It was late in the day. I was her last appointment. Sitting in the lobby I had no idea what kind of tattoo I wanted but I had made up my mind to get one. I definitely wanted Phoenix to tattoo me. She had at least a dozen tattoos. She had given most of them to herself. She did work for people all over the city. She did work for my best friend. I had no idea what any of those tattoos looked like… all I knew was that Phoenix was the most stunning woman I had ever seen and I wanted a session with her. A session, it sounded naughty. I was going nuts. I couldn’t decide whether to get a Steelers logo tattooed on me, or a guitar, or some trendy Chinese saying or fucking Optimus Prime or pictures of naked women or what. God. I kept thinking about sex. I heard the buzz of her tattoo gun stop and I lifted my head. The girl before m

Hmm
I miss being me I kinda feel like I have MPD at the moment I think I know which bouncer has it out for me..and it isnot a good thing My husband deploys iin November...me and the kids will be alone for Xmas..shitty I had to go up on my meds...shitty again I am sick of being sick..really and truly..I just wanna feel fucking normal for a day I am getting depressed...something that I have not dealy with in some time it is seriously getting bad..and it scaresme..I dont wanna be that way again I really try not to bitch about being sick..but it is kicking my nervous system in the ass pretty badly right now..and it scares me..I dont like to feel that I amnot in control of my own body...seizures are getting worse... I will STFU now..just felt like sayin this

Demons
Alone again in my head Battling demons, nothing left unsaid. The fear of anxiety growing higher and higher All that this body is left with is no desire. Looking through the blinds of life Walls up, armed with strife. When I lay my head, you won't know all that I am feeling I won't allow it to show The tears that run down my face Once again are quiet, I show no trace.

Brass Knuckle Soldiers
I wrote this in honor of my Fams... I wanted to put a piece together, written from my whole Team's perspectives, or voices, individually... Much Love, Fella's... Each1 Teach1 (Drow1): All I need is one word - I'll flip it around, poison you with my pen, and tag you while you're down. Scar you with the scalpel: carve "Drow One" on your brow. The Town laughs at you, now - no more smiles, and it hurts to frown, crucial like thorns and crown; your master comes to mind, every time you furrow your brow. Crimson shines in my honor, and drips trickle to the ground. I’ll Teach Each One the power of the palindrome… phonetics and vowels, Learn you how to bow - how does that sound? You see me in the mirror - Make you catch your breath, like I covered your mouth. No more up-side, tha's how it's goin' down - the Admiral on the prow. All my chieftains together, gathered around – scimitars to the center of the Table, ready to row; You pale in com

9/11 Remember The Fallen
Today is the 8th anniversary of the 9/11 attacks and we need to remember those that have perished as a result. 3,017 - Twin towers attack (including 24 presumed dead and 19 hijackers) 1,297 - Coalition deaths in Afghanistan (746 are US) 4,544 - Afghan civilian deaths by insurgents 8,074 - Afghan civilian deaths by US 9.010 - Iraqi police and military deaths in Iraq 187 - Media personnel (civilian) deaths in Iraq 4,261 - US Military deaths in Iraq 1,315 - Contractor (civilian) deaths in Iraq 30,182 - US Military wounded in Iraq 100,971 - Iraq civilian deaths (We don't do body counts - Gen. Tommy Franks) Is there a right and wrong? It's not that easy. Good people do bad things, especially in the name of God and country. Lies, deceit, brainwashing, recruitment from the poorest neighborhoods, indoctrination of the hopeless looking for a way out. Which country and

Advice Needed Or Guidence Whatever You Call It
Ok heres the deal i know people are kinda shocked that im writing a blog but im really confused i dont know really what to do so if anybody has any advice or suggestions it would be greatly appreciated. anyway here we go I met this girl about a year and a half ago, through someone i worked with, well we kept in contact as friends online but we just reciently started dating in real life, she lives in this town but moved from a different area in the state, anyway we have been dating for a month and shes got ALOT of baggage, im talking past shit. well she apparently has this crazy ex bf who doesnt really know where she lives and she keeps fearing that hes going to find her and kill her. So she keeps trying to break up with me but her mom talks her out of it because im totally different then the type of guys she use too see. You can tell that something is always on her mind but when asked about it she wont share, yet she gets extremely upset when i have something on my mind and wont te

New Daddy
The fiance and I had a baby girl at 12:37 a.m. on 9-10-09. The baby was 19 inches 5 lbs 12 ounces. I was a struggle to get her out, but baby and mom are doing fine they should be able to come home on sat. I will post some pics when i'm able to.

Wow !!!! Check This Out
~~~MIKEY~~~ & Stop By This Awesome Friend Above & Show Him Love. He Gives All Love Back. So Go Tell Him Hello . Thank You So Much ~~~MIKEY~~~ WOW WHAT A GREAT FRIEND . MY NUMBER 1 FAMILY IS GIVIN ME All His Points For 12 Hrs 2 Help Me 2 Oracle ~Sinfully DelicIous~Blondie~Dangerous Curves ♥IßïC♥DSC♥RR♥ ♥

Rules For Life
Rules for Life By Anthony Robbins, entreprenueur 1. Give People more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. 3.Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you", Mean it. 5. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. 9.Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. 10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. 11.Don't judge people by their relatives. 12.Talk slowly but think quickly. 13. When someone asks a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, " Why do you want to know?" 14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

My Going Away Insanity :d
To CLARIFY, THIS IS AN IMAGE (photo, drawn, PS, don't care) CONTEST!!! YES Message means PM. YES link, means upload it to fu (if possible), I'm putting all the entries in a folder for the contest. And YES it is any image (preferably one you create, although I accept random brilliance you stumble Across! GOOD LUCK!!!

9/10, 9/11, 9/12...the Three Day Effect
NOTE: This is a reposting of a piece I oritginally wrote and posted on September 10th, 2005. It's unedited, definitely has a few typos, and isn't the cleanest piece of writing I've ever done - but I didn't feel it needed to be for what I wanted to say....I wasn't trying to impress anyone. I was just speaking from the heart. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - So tomorrow is 9/11. The day that four years ago, as Toby Keith puts it, America took a mighty sucker punch. There will be four seperate moments of silence in the city of New York tomorrow. One for each plane that struck, and then one for the time each tower collapsed. I'm sure ceremonies like this will go on for years in memory and out of respect of those who died that day. September 11, 2001 is, quite obviously, one of the most momentous days in civilized history. But has anyone ever stopped to think of just how important that the day before - 9/10, and the day after - 9/12, really are in the entire mix of thi

My New Divide( The Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 11)
Seconds, Hours, So Many Days, I Lie Awake Thinking Things Have To Change. In Darkness I Thrive. In Light I Hide. I Can't Eat, I Can't Sleep, Sometimes I Can't Even Breath. The Light Is My Enemy. I Hate It's Guts. I Just Want Wander In My Old Dark Divide. People Try To Understand Me But It's Always In Due Stride Because Usually They Never Stick Around. They Start Out My Friend But Some Don't. Some Get Too Close And I Start To Push Away. Why? It's A Question That Haunts Me Every Day. I've Met A Lot Of Great People Around And Others Started Out Great But Change In A Instant. Maybe my Life Will Change. Maybe Things Will Get Better. So Here I Go. From The Darkness Of My Abyss. To Cross In To My Version Of A New Divide. As It Is Written As So Shall It Come To Pass: Quote The MEMesis...NEVERMORE!!!!

Oh Bugger
My worst fears have come true, in regards to my course. I have to do my first assignment this weekend, but i am bouncing off the walls with the first steps of an episode of mania. i can't focus and keep my mind on the task. i have taken enough ativan to knock out an elephant and i am still going ninety million miles an hour. I gonna fail at the first hurdle, but who the hell was i kidding that i could do it in the first place ?

Who Am I
Well that's a very good question... Who Am I.. I'm a mother, wife, lover, friend, sister, enemy of sorts.. a good listener when needed.A shoulder to have when you need a good cry. I can make you think twice of your own actions..I will share my thoughts and concerns. I can sometimes make you want to either Kill Me or Love Me. I love hard but i never have regrets. I am a huge flirt and i'll keep y'all on your toes. Once you come into my life unless you do something to one of my family members, you're stuck with me for ever. Just how i am.. Friendship to me is like having another family member added to the pot. I've been told i give alot but never once ask for anything in return.This is true to a point. I ask for honesty and respect. Break these and that is when you'd wish you'd never met me. I may be sweet, but my words can hurt you more then you could ever know. I'm a very honest person and i call em how i see em. I love and i hurt just like anyone else.. under this Strong shell..

Memories Of 9-11-01
I was one of the lucky ones. I didn’t lose anyone in the attacks of 09-11-01. Has it really been 8 years since that day? Lots of people remember where they were when this happened, I mean how could they not?! It was strange for me because I was 3500 miles away from my home on business and did everything go into a tailspin. I live less then an hour’s train ride from NYC. At the time I was working for an international airline. A week or so before the event I flew to London for training that my job gives every year – 2 weeks. I had just spent a great weekend with my sister and her friend who came to London with her Mom to see me on my time off. There is nothing like treating a 15 year old and friend to a flight overseas to put you in the cool group. After getting all to London Heathrow Airport to fly home, I got back into a training mind set. Being 5 hours ahead of New York, the news came in at lunchtime in London. There were people standi

911
Another aniversarry of that tragic day as many of you know I am a Disabled Veteran wounded in acton and i spend this day remembering the victims and honor my fallen brothers and sisters in arms by giving thanks to them and those still fighting in the Gulf and Afghanistan. we all have a tremendous debt to pay and the best way to do that would be to help each other out in any way you can. Sometimes even just a smile can change and even save a life. Save someones world.

Great Speech And So True !!!!
I am honored by the invitation to address you on this august occasion. It's about time. Be warned, however, that I am not here to impress you; you'll have enough smoke blown your way today. And you can bet your tassels I'm not here to impress the faculty and administration. You may not like much of what I have to say, and that's fine. You will remember it though. Especially after about 10 years out there in the real world. This, it goes without saying, does not apply to those of you who will seek your careers and your fortunes as government employees. This gowned gaggle behind me is your faculty. You've heard the old saying that those who can - do. Those who can't - teach. That sounds deliciously insensitive. But there is often raw truth in insensitivity, just as you often find feel-good falsehoods and lies in compassion. Say good-bye to your faculty because now you are getting ready to go out there and do. These folks behind me are going to stay right here and teach. By the way, just

A Lil Girl Lost
This is one of the kindest things you may ever see... It is not known who replied, but there is a beautiful soul working in the dead letter office of the US postal service. Our 14 year old dog, Abbey, died last month. The day after she died, my 4 year old daughter Meredith was crying and talking about how much she missed Abbey.. She asked if we could write a letter to God so that when Abbey got to heaven, God would recognize her. I told her that I thought we could so she dictated these words: Dear God,Will you please take care of my dog? She died yesterday and is with you in heaven. I miss her very much. I am happy that you let me have her as my dog even though she got sick.I hope you will play with her. She likes to play with balls and to swim. I am sending a picture of her so when you see her You will know that she is my dog. I really miss her.Love, Meredith We put the letter in an envelope with a picture of Abbey and Meredith and addressed it to God/Heaven. We put our return ad

Making Love Vs. Fucking
Making love versus fuckinghow funny just to utter those wordswhen you're home aloneand down and outsex is just a simple wordbut involved with it our complex emotionsthere is always one person who feels deeper than anotherone who longs for more, while the other wants lessi've made love to some, and i've fucked othersbut none can compare to how i feel when i'm with youthe feelings that are just above the surfacethat need not be spoken to be understoodits so clichebut i am having the best time of my lifemy unhappiness has found another homeand i'm left to shiver in awei can't describe what it feels like to make love to youto feel vulnerable, yet unafraid to face the consequencesto wake up in the morningknowing with all my heart that the feelings will remainfucking is so cold, callous, and uncaringits rough and fastlike a race to the finishwith only one winneri've never wonnor will i ever run that marathon againfucking isn't always by choicesometimes what you feel is making love is another

Did You Love Her
The question asked was did you love her? Hell, if I didn't love her why would of I fought so hard for her and her better to even lie for an illegal divorce? Why for 25 years did I lie for her? Lot of dirt I can throw not only at her immediate family but the list of self righteous character starting with the letter A thought to and end with the letter Z. I can gather every documents and tape to seal the case. See she is My Wife. Still Is MY WIFE. Don't you get it? "Let No Man Put A Thunder What God Has Placed Togeather." Debbie from ProACT of Gloucester County, the very simple reason I had her back is that even Shirley deserves a last chance and Scott I asked you three different time "do you want me out of her life." Three times you gave me the status quo of we don't get involved in clients life. Third time we talked I said to you if you said get out of her life I would of got out and you said "why didn't you." I hung up. Remeber that Scottie? It is Martin Gievers who did the stalking o

One Notch Up
After posting the last blog I had some good news - before we were stranded with a car that needed a brake job and could not be ued. Then someone showed up and offered to buy small fishnig boat and as part of th deal he said he will fix our brakes on th car. At last we got transportation again and well over 100 bucks to buy some food - and we were truely at rock bottom. Yea - my metaphysical angels have returned. Until tomorrow - but tomorrow is just some other time. P'S - read my other current blogs - overlook the otherly-dimensional terminology in some of them.

Heavy Trip
I recently got back from San Francisco. While I was there, some friends of mine showed me around to some of the different neighborhoods. One of them we went to was the Castro. Mainly, I wanted to see where Harvey Milk's camera shop was. While we were there we went to the GLBT Historical Society where they were having an exhibit. I wasn't prepared for what I saw. They had on display the suit, shirt and shoes that Harvey Milk was wearing when he was shot and killed. Definitely put things into perspective.

Where Were You?
WHERE WERE YOU 10 years ago today? when the world seemed to be in such disarray. Innocence would be lost, Liberty would seem to fade. But In The Face Of Danger, Heroes would be made. We came together, That fatefull day, While some of us wept, some of us prayed. Were you angry? Were you sad? Do you remember the feelings that you had? We came together, in a time of great sorrow, To show the world We will be even stronger tomorrow. Hearts were shattered, live's were lost, America came together, But at what cost? 10 years later Have your feelings changed? or are you someone whoes priorities have been re arranged ? God Bless America, and everything for which she stands, God Bless Liberty and Freedom, God Bless This Great Land. Where were you 10 years ago today?

Shopping Bags…and Dead Men
M&S charge you for a plastic bag to carry your food home, yet they don’t charge you for a plastic bag to carry your clothes home after purchase. They also don’t charge you for all the plastic that they wrap around the food unnecessarily either, I wish they would make up their minds. I now have a ‘shopping bag’ which I take to the shops and put my food in to bring home. I recall years ago that my mum used to have a special shopping bag, like all Glasgow mammies had. It was brown, plastic, deep and smelled of potatoes and tobacco with an occasional Embassy fag coupon floating about the bottom of it. Your mammy made you carry it to the shops with a list of stuff to get and then you had to lug it back home again, feeling the handles strain against the weight. My daughter was aghast to hear that us kids -back in the 60s had to go to the shops and carry a wee bag of coal and some sticks on our shoulders all the way back to our home! I recall the day when

What Im Trying To Say
You really want to know how im feeling? Whats going on in my head? These 3 songs pretty much cover most of it. Read the lyrics then listen to the songs, and maybe, just maybe youll have a little idea of what ive been trying to say. Angry All The Time Tim McGraw here we are what is left of a husband and a wife with four good kids who have a way with getting on with their lives and im not old but im gettin a whole lot older everyday its too late to keep from goin crazy ive got to get away the reasons that i cant stay sont have a thing to do with being in love and i understand that lovin a man shouldnt have to be so rough and you aint the only one who feels like the worlds left you far behind i dont know why you gotta beangry all the time our boys are strong now the spitting image of you when you were young i hope someday they can see past what youve become and i remember everytime i said id never leave but i cant live with the memories of the way you used to be the reasons that

Dear Wicked
Hello I am Wicked the girl you all love to hate... Ive decided to do a blog where you the blog reader and responder may ask me any thing you want and I will be blunt and honest with all my answers.... By the way its Seamus' birthday on Sunday say happy birthday to him and tell him i sent you .... Thank you Wicked

The End Of A Day Is Near
And so this day are comming to a end. slowly but surely. I have to admit that this has not been a good one when it comes to the part about the head in this sick thing. My mind have been everywhere and nowhere. Am I worth it? Can I be loved for who I am at the present time? Is there anyone willing to sacrefice a good part of their life to be with someone like me? Is there any hope for some happiness? A lot of questions have been flying since I opend my eyes in the am. The other side of the *medal* given to me with this shit! Oh - yes - she used the SHIT word. Depression is a part of this as well as the neverending and evelsating pain. All over from inside to outside - Top to bottom. Even the hair hurts. a lot of tears have been shed today - secretly so not to worry and hurt those near. I dont want this!! I dont want ANYONE to have this. It is degrading in all ways possible and unpossible. It is a living hell and back over and over. One minute I smile a

Why????
Why is it always the good ones that are like Angels on Earth that are struggling so much or become sick and then some? Why not the murderers or hateful people that do bad things to people? Why is it that murderers, theifs and and others get richer while the poor struggle more and get poorer? Why can't someone help everyone and make them all better? Why with todays medical technology are we not able to heal and find cures to Cancer and other major medical issues? Why is it that I am not rich so I could break a few heads and get things going to make things better in this world? My prayers, thoughts and healing energy go out to my friends. family and those that I love through out the world!!

On Truth And Lie
If you want truth to go round the world you must hire an express train to pull it;but if you want a lie to go round the world,it will fly:its is as light as a feather,and a breath will carry it .its is well said in the old proverb,`A lie will go round the world while truth is pulling its boots on`

Ugh
i got a call for an interview with an insurance company on monday...of course its business attire interview so now i gotta go buy a friggin suit i may never wear again...last time i had to wear one was to dads funeral and i wore all but the jacket because i hate suits...blah

Jesus And Satan 3rd Try
Jesus and Satan were having an on-going argument about who was better on the computer. They had been going at it for days, and frankly God was tired of hearing all the bickering. Finally fed up, God said, 'THAT'S IT! I have had enough. I am going to set up a test that will run for two hours, and from those results, I will judge who does the better job.' So Satan and Jesus sat down at the keyboards and typed away. They moused. They faxed. They e-mailed. They e-mailed with attachments. They downloaded. They did spreadsheets!

Jesus And Satan Maybe Can See Better
Jesus and Satan were having an on-going argument about who was better on the computer. They had been going at it for days, and frankly God was tired of hearing all the bickering. Finally fed up, God said, 'THAT'S IT! I have had enough. I am going to set up a test that will run for two hours, and from those results, I will judge who does the better job.' So Satan and Jesus sat down at the keyboards and typed away. They moused. They faxed. They e-mailed. They e-mailed with attachments. They downloaded. They did spreadsheets!

Web Video Production For Business - A Simple Guide
It is now the beginning of 2009 and we, the ardent users of interactive technology are riding the crest of a Golden Wave of web video and corporate website video possibilities. I have no doubt that in a conceptually altered Chinese calendar this would be the 'Year of the WebVideo' in all its' various forms and methods of deployment. Anyhow, i've been reading up on the subject and this is the impression i'm getting from people in the know. Technology has again moved forward and new encoding procedures coupled with a general awareness of narrative have brought the great and fantastic possibilities of video, online and into the hands of the common man. His or her under £150,000 gross operation is obviously crying out for an effective means of one on one communication and somewhere along the line I read that potential customers are 4 times more likely to become actual customers if your web presence is graced with the luminance of video. People buy off people! CEO's everywhere have, for so

Website Video: The 3 C’s Of Scriptwriting
Your script is of course the heart of your website video. So what makes a good website video script? Firstly it has to adhere to the 3 C’s. • Clear • Concise • Conversational Scriptwriting for website video is the exact opposite from technical or academic writing. Those forms of writing are too complex and are usually very wordy and take time to understand. That is NOT what you want when writing a script for online video. Remember, you only have 30 seconds to a minute to put your point across. Keep in mind that your website video script is going to be read aloud by a professional presenter. So no tongue twisters please. It’s called writing for the ear instead of writing for the eye. Have someone listen to you if possible and see how well they understand what you are saying. Visitors to your website are going to have to listen aswell as look. It needs to be easy to digest with a simple, clear message. If you read your script out loud you will immediately b

Web Video Production Significantly Increase Your Chances Of Web Conversions.
Web Video Production Significantly Increase Your Chances Of Web Conversions. Online video productions are proven to significantly increase the stickiness and effectiveness of websites. Success stories show 100%, 200% and, in some cases, a 300% increase in enquiries - directly as a result of putting a corporate web video production in place on their website. Web Video production work because they are short, straightforward and get to the point. They grab the attention of customers with simple well-crafted messages that talk to the viewer about what they are interested in. We're not exaggerating when we say the possibilities are endless.Web videos have all manner of uses: Improve Sales Lead Conversion With An Interactive Online Video Production Deliver Your Business Proposition In An Exciting And Invigorating Manner Reduce Call Rates By Providing Self-Help Customer Service Videos Build Business Credentials With A Commercial Video Welcome Message Deliver Innovative And Interactive

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today is a day to remember those who lost their lives! this is my story, and how i feel about this day and this country sept 10, i had plans to go to NYcity, start but meet up with a friend who work in the twin towers, he was going to show my gf, buddy and i around, then it was to hit time square. ofcourse i never made the trip with my gf, my buddy brian went ahead. as u know what happened the next day, two planes it the towers, i was grabbing breakfast with my gf. the area i lived in, called TomsRiver,NJ was on alert, as there was a nuclear power plant 10 miles away, i remember most about that day is what if i had gone, i wouldnt be writing this now, what if stopped brian from going,he would be alive. so since that day, i every year, i will honor those lives. in total, i lost 3 friends that day, people around jersey lost someone, or knew someone who did. i ask any viewers to leave a comment, share ur story, what does this day mean to u, how did it change u? thank you for ur time.

One
In a day like this, eight years ago we had a reality check. A day where many lives were taken from this world. We became expectators of a tragedy. I, in desbelief as many people around the country and the world observed the spreading chaos happening in lower Manhattan. An array of feelings was bombarding me. Sadness, anger, despair. A father soon to be then, I thought what the future would be after that day. What kind of world my daughter would open her eyes? Did not have to wait long for the answer to be clear and obvious to me. In the middle of the chaos a beacon of light was shinning. As I walk the streets I saw into the horizon the thick smoke rising from the vanished towers. I look around people faces so easy to read. Strange silence was all over. Only the news coming from radios or t.v. sets was the only clearly thing audible. I took a better look. The remarkable differences in backgrounds. Nationalities, religion beliefs, cultures. The ever changing melting pot that has m

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A DREAM OF THE SWEETEST BLISS CONSTANTLY PLAYS IN MY HEADWRAPPED IN THE SOFTEST AND WARMEST EMBRACETHEN I OPEN MY EYESTO SEE A LONELY AND COLD ROOMHOLDING NOTHING BUT THE MEMORIESOF WHEN WE LAST METCONSECUTIVE 180 DEGREE TURNS OCCURED SINCE THENINFATUATION.....WORRY....ANGER....SADNESS.....THESE WORLDS ORBIT MY MIND DAY BY DAYTEARS FALL.....DEEP SIGHS.......THOUGHTS OF LETTING EVERYTHING GOA SHATTERED SOULTORN PRIDEHAPPINESS RIPPED FROM MY CLUTCHES....AGAIN...ONE WOULD THINK IT WOULD BE EASIER EACH TIMEBUT IT NEVER WILL BEAS THE SHARDS OF A SMILE BLOW FARTHER INTO THE WINDDRAWN CLOSER TO THE TORNADO OF EMOTIONS BUT THE BLIND WORLD WILL NEVER BE AWARE OF MY PSYCHOLOGICAL STRUGGLESSO I'LL FIGHT ALONE UNTIL MY MENTAL WAR IS FELT.....-LORD ZERO THE SHADOW DRAGON-

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This tuesday, I have my ultrasound. To find out how far along i am. I'm terrified. I'm not vomiting anymore, but now I'm always ravenous. I hate it. *sigh* I hope I'm not too far along... Because I know the father won't want anything to do with our son. The pain in my stomach's insane; it's hard for me to sit upright because of the pressure.' It's also affecting my bladder. grumble. Every night, I have dreams about Brad. Nightmares. I'm sick of them.

911 Conspiracy Theories
I am very middle of the road on this (in other words, The Jury is still out in my mind)I would like to see at least an explanation for these assertionsthis video is very compelling& I think at least deserves answers to the questions that arise from this I agree that it seems so unusual that not only was something allowed to be flown into the pentagonespecially after we knew by then we were likely under attackMuch less not have any footage of a jetliner flying into a very secure & guarded building...I mean for crying out loud !!!There woulda been camera footage had the jetliner flown into a home depotNo ????????

Blah..9/11 Thoughts...
This was made NSFW since I seen fu delete that 9-11 mumm, which I saw no real reason to delete it, no cursing, nothing downing any group of people, but what ever that is why I marked it so they would have no reason to be show any type of asinine behavior and mark it.Okay so since today is September 11th, I am expecting a shit load of mumm, blogs, pictures and statuses about the terrorist attack.Well in the first 9-11 mumm I saw I said … “to be honest I am all for never forgetting but after eight years it is time to move on, people died, peoples always die, as a people Americans are typically sentimental about such matters, the first year anniversary was understandable, after that it was a waste of time”For this I was called Un-American, Un-American why, because I feel after nearly a decade it is long over due to move on, yes I understand that bleeding hearts are very sentimental about death and when it happens, they believe that not celebrating it is the same as forg

Ensign: After 9/11, Now What?
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 11 September 2009 I feel like I’m supposed to say something about the September 11 attacks, today eight years from the event. Perhaps I’m the only one who notices you’re almost made out to be unpatriotic (at least in the United States, my home country) if you don’t – at least to my knowledge, Patriot Day cards don’t exactly fly off the shelves. Not that I don’t grieve, not that I have no respect for those who lost their lives and those who serve so prayerfully so another 9/11 won’t happen, but in the hoopla we can lose sight of what to live for. It’s not enough to be thankful for life, as emphasized in the Hebrew toast “L’chaim” – we need to be reminded of what to live life for. The book of Deuteronomy opens

Poem
MEDALS Don't envy a man his medalsAll those ribbons on his chestHe did not try to get themThey're not there at his request They were earned in stinking hell holesWhere no man would like to goOr in cold and wintry placesWhere there's only ice and snow He did not know he earned themTill they were awarded at paradeAnd they were bright when he first got themBut in time the colors fade He was told he had to wear themAnd to wear them all with prideBut when the memories come to haunt himThose same medals make him hide Cause those medals will not bring backAll those guys he left behindAnd he would trade them all foreverFor a little peace of mind So don't envy a man his medalsYou don't want to take his placeThinking back to long gone battlesAnd meeting dead friends face to face THE MEMORIAL We tried, we tried, Oh God we triedSo we could be here tooAnd walk around rememberingAnd look for names we knew Our lives were lost so far awayUpon a distant shoreBut we are here in memoryAs yo

Poem
WOUNDS OF WAR Some wounds of warAre never seenThey're buried deep within No open woundNo Purple HeartNo blemish on the skin But these are woundsThat leave a scarUpon our very soul They tear our heartsCause miseryAnd take a heavy toll Our bloodless woundsCause us to askOh, God, what was it for We go through lifeNot knowing whyWe have these Wounds of War

Poem That Hits Home
WEAPONS There are many types of weaponsBut the ones that hurt the mostAre the weapons made of memoriesAnd the deadly midnight ghost.Not all wounds are red and bloodyThere are wounds that touch the mindThese are wounds that always festerThey're the never healing kind.Why are we who've done our dutyPlagued by wounds that never healMade by weapons of our memoriesWhich are worse than lead and steel

Cherry Bombing On 9/11?!
No matter who you are or where you live 9/11/01 affected you and changed you. I remember 9/11/01 like it was yesterday. My brothers girlfriend kelly sent my an instant message telling me that there was some big fire in nyc and that her dad could see it from his boat. My boyfriend at the time (steve) turned on the news and we watched. I remember watching the towers collapse and how surreal it all felt. Our own airplanes were used as bombs against us. I remember the cops that used to come to the Ritas I managed telling me that they were all heading up to NYC to help out. I also remember telling them that I wanted to go and help out (they wouldn't let me). To me there is something seriously wrong with any of you that decide to "bomb" on fubar today. I don't care if its your birthday or your fubar anniversary. Its not absolutely necessary for you to bomb today. There are just as many HHs tomorrow. Out of 365 days in the year you find it appropriate to bomb today on 9/11. Bombing ANYTHING

09-11-01
09-11-01 was a dark day in american history. Our very freedom and sense of security and safety ruthlessly came under attack that day. Husbands were suddenly left without wives, wives left without husbands, children left without mothers or fathers, and some cases both. It was in my opinion a brutal heartless cowardly attack on innocent men, women and children. Some called it a Holy war, purposely killing unarmed civilans is murder not war. Hence we never forget or drop our gaurd any in the least. If I have offended anyone in any way with this then so be it, I am red, white, and true blue american through and through, and have a right to my opinion just as much as anyone else does.......... John

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Woke up to the sound of pouring rainThe wind would whisper and Id think of youAnd all the tears you cried, that called my nameAnd when you needed me I came throughI paint a picture of the days gone byWhen love went blind and you would make me seeId stare a lifetime into your eyesSo that I knew you were there for meTime after time you were there for meRemember yesterday - walking hand in handLove letters in the sand - I remember youThrough the sleepless nights and every endless dayId wanna hear you say - I remember youWe spend the summer with the top rolled downWished ever after would be like thisYou said I love you babe, without a soundI said Id give my life for just one kissId live for your smile and die for your kissRemember yesterday - walking hand in handLove letters in the sand - I remember youThrough the sleepless nights and every endless dayId wanna hear you say - I remember youWeve had our share of hard timesBut thats the price we paidAnd through it all we kept th

With This Sword.
Wishing upon a star or reaching for a last staw - it makes no difference who you are , magic might work if you are left with nothing at all, or perhaps if you have one more purpose to install. Positive thinking is bound to wear thin when reality overcomes the will to pretend, When you watch th signs that proclaim a dead end. How can we debate th powers and the glory of the universe or the will of destiny that must be done? The universe is like a utility company of energy - we hope th due date to extend - before they shut off the switch and pull the plug - but will the angels hear those who are poor with little left to give, and by some grace allow them to live? I await th fate, the wake, yet with humble yearnings the cup I will not of free will take. Yea, belief and faith is al they can take, and that sowrd I shall not forsake. Ha!

9-11...please Watch And Think
Not very current...i know...but still important...I personally thought it was very well done myself http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Yx9NRX37SM Please feel free to discuss any issues or comments about what you thought about the film in this blog

2997th Victim
The 2996 Project was made so that all the victims, 2,996, would be remembered on this day. In my heart it should 2,997..because one victim who had no voice is almost always forgotten. Most people have never heard of him...well here he is..and here's my remembrance of him. On this day eight years ago the world was changed forever. The victims of September 11 should never be forgotten. I'm taking this day to remember a victim who had four legs instead of two. A victim who I feel is forgotten because he wasn't a human. He was a Port Authority Police Canine. A four and a half year 90 pound yellow lab named Sirius. And the only canine officer killed in the collapse of the World Trade Center. On the morning of September 11, 2001 when the first plane hit Sirius was put in his kennel in the basement of tower 2 by his partner Officer David Lim. David told him, "Wait here boy, I'll be back for you." But sadly he never made it back for his partner. David Lim was trapped in a stairwell when the

9-11
What were you doing that fateful dayWhen part of our world was taken awayThey came one morning like thieves in the nightTheir hatred destroyed everything in sightSo many loved ones were lost that dayBoth towers, the Pentagon and lives had to payToo high a price for piece of mindGround Zero is all they left behindSo many tears have already been shedHearts broken as we buried our deadThey came to destroy but they made us strongThey thought we would crumble but they were wrongFlight Ninety-three gave the ultimate giftLives of the few for the many who livedJust remembering gives me chillsThat painful day the world stood still

Where Were U 9-11-01?
Today is the Anniversary of 9-11, although its been 8 years since that day i can still remember what i was doing and where i was when it happend. I would like everyone that reads this blog to leave a comment on where they were and what they were doing when the Towers fell. What were your feelings? I know that even 8 years later i still fell the sorrow and lost for those who gave there lives and the innocent that lost theres. Let us not forget the fallen.God Bless America.

Remembering On What Happened On 09/11/01
Remembering on what happened on 09/11/01. For those we lost and the brave ones who risked there life to save others, some have returned others have not. We shall never forget the ones we lost, they are with in our hearts and souls. When the bells ring from far and near they hear from the skys above to let them know that we are remembering them forever, and forever they shall live with in our hearts.

Go Ahead...
I can't understand why you don't like me Can't fathom why you deny me Do you fear what I am Thinking if you touch me you wil burn You go right ahead and hate me Love or hate me, atleast I know I'm on your mind When you look at me do you see what you'll never be? I can feel you trying to chew me away You wanna blame all thats wrong with you on me and my kind Touch too long and you'll be scarred for life I may be a monster, a devil, a freak I might be all that you fear and loathe Atleast I can smile and know it's real I can, I am, I do....

Spastic Nerd Girl
There is a girl I met a while back who makes me smile when my days are dark... I have tried fuciding a few times this month (like everyday) but shes determined to come with me, or keep me here. I love her very much so I dedicate this blog to her... I love my son very much, everyday he does something that makes me believe i can actually raise a smaller version of me.. Last night we went to meet your teachers, all the teachers know him already and love him. I keep asking them if they have the right child.. nope they adore him> My son has been know to be the class clown.. its been 3 weeks apparently he hasn't shown his true colours.. So last night when we get home, I know the hour has come for my darling son to pull our his bass clarinet.. For those of you who don't know exactly what this looks like please go google it. I like usual sneak off to go hide in the basement.. I can hear him upstairs playing along. Jeff is making dinner and I'm hiding playing on facebook.. Then i hear foots

9/11,eight Years After Tha'horror.
YOU WILL BE HATED FOR MY NAME'S SAKE,THAT'S WHAT JESUS SAID AND LEFT US WITH.I REMEMBER SITTING AND LOOKING AT THE PLANES AND THINKING,"THE HOLY WAR HAS FINALLY REACHED OUR HOME,THE UNITED STATES."I'M PROBABLY EVEN MORE DISTRESSED(IF YOU CAN BELIEVE THAT)DUE TO"OUR REACTION"TO THESE THREATS FROM THOSES WHO FEEL LIKE THIS ABOUT US"THERE'S ONLY ONE ACCEPTABLE OPTION IN WAR,AND THAT'S WINNING FOLKS AND WE'RE N-O-T WINNING CUZ THEY SHOULD HAVE BEEN TOTALLY DESTROYED.INSTEAD,WE TROT AROUND LIKE"EVERYTHING'S JUST FINE"AND IT'S NOT,OUR DEAD AND WOUNDED SOLDIERS ARE STILL COMING BACK TO A NATION AND A GOVERMENT WHO JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND,THEY MEAN TO KILL E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E OF US,EVEN IF IT MEANS DYING IN BATTLE THEMSELVES AND AFTER EIGHT MORE YEARS OF BOMBING E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G THEY CAN.WE STILL"DILLY-DALLY"WITH THESE PEOPLE CUZ"WE"THINK WE CAN MAKE PEACE WITH PEOPLE WHO LOVE MURDER AND DEATH.HOW CAN YOU CHANGE A PERSON WHO THINKS WHEN HE DIES IN BATTLE OR SACRIFICIAL MARTYR,HE GOING TO A PARADI

Dreams
I came home from work, and passed out for about an hour. I swear, most of my dreams involve hotels and Moscow. I was working at my hotel (altho it didnt look ANYTHING like it, but I knew it was my workplace. Some old douche complained about not gettin somethin delivered, and I went to check up on it. The next thing I know, I"m in my Moscow apartment. I was walking around, checking the drawers, and trying to take pics with my cell. After that, I walked out, and realized that I left the keys inside. I started walking past the store by my house, and saw a coupla black guys follow me, like FBI or somethin. Then my friend called and woke me up.

Once Upon A Time Chapter 2
There Once Was A Beautiful Maiden Our dear knight has spotted a maiden Her smile has become a safe haven Of her beauty she is unaware The sparkle in her eye and and long flowing hair It is hard for him to not notice As he tries to maintain pure motives It takes effort to not cross certain lines As his heart begs for freedom to fly But he knows she is worth the waiting So for now he will suffer these cravings All for this beautiful maiden

Obama's Healthcare Speech
Wednesday night, President Obama welcomed legislators back to Washington by addressing a joint session of Congress on his grand plan to remake American health care.The speech came in the wake of what was undoubtedly the most difficult month for proponents of the Left's health care plan, as the American people made their views on this "reform" clear at heated town hall meetings across the country.In his speech, the President acknowledged that "there remain somesignificant details to be ironed out" -- an understatement that drewchuckles from members of both parties. But while the speech washeralded by the Left, Heritage Vice President Mike Gonzalez points outthat the President only grazed the surface, skirting substantiveanswers to the tough questions about his plan. Absent, of course, was how exactly all the savings he confidentlypredicted would materialize, how exactly the government would prevent employers from dumping all their employees into a government plan and how czars and boar

"to Avoid Another September 11, U.s. Must Join The World" -q'orianka Kilcher Reads Rita Lasar,
Q'Orianka Kilcher reads Rita Lasar, "To Avoid Another September 11, U.S. Must Join the World" (September 5, 2002) from Voices of a People's History on Vimeo. Q'Orianka Kilcher reads Rita Lasar, "To Avoid Another September 11, U.S. Must Join the World" (September 5, 2002) by Voices of a People's History

True Blonde Moment..
Showered at MN...very tired...Noticed the pink polkadot thong would not go stright in back with the bow at the top...was to side. Noticed the next moring THEY WERE ON SIDEWAYS... That is a TRUE blonde moment... Rofl!

Advantages Of Being A Woman
Number 1 of alll and i didnt mean to forget but here it is WE HAVE BOOBS 1. We got off the Titanic first.2. We get to flirt with systems support men who always return our calls, and are nice to us when we blow up our computers.3. Our boyfriend's clothes make us look elfin & gorgeous. Guys look like complete idiots in ours.4. We can be groupies. Male groupies are stalkers.5. We can cry and get off speeding fines.6. We've never lusted after a cartoon character or the central female figure in a computer game.7. Taxis stop for us.8. Men die earlier, so we get to cash in on the life insurance.9. We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing.10. Free drinks, Free dinners, Free movies ... (you get the point).11. We can hug our friends without wondering if she thinks we're gay.12. We can hug our friends without wondering if WE'RE gay.13. New lipstick gives us a whole new lease on life.14. It's possible to live our whole lives without ever taking a group shower.15. We don't hav

My Son Christian
I have 3 sons, to whom I adore even thou they tweek my nerves sometimes. Any how, my middle son chris, has been in my thought alot lately and I think back to the day he told me he was moving out. He was 16 years old and one of his buddies talked him into moving in with his family. You see, he hated were we lived, hell so did we but we couldnt afford to live any were else at the time. We didnt have nice furniture etc. And come christmas time me and the hubby would do with out so the boys would have some nice stuff. I tried to always put good food on the table. But being were we lived, was the main reason I guess. It was like a little getto I guess. Drugs, guns, violence, horrible place. I was always comming to my son's rescue, due to neighbour hood bullies. As he got older, he wanted what his friends had, and I cant blame him, I wanted a better life for my family to. It broke my heart and I cried for days, I felt like a failure and I still do to this day. And he reminds

Where Were You?
I have been doing a lot of reflecting these days about the state of the world and more specifically the days post 9-11. It has been 8 years and where are we today? As a nation as a people, and of course personally? How has this changed me? Have done something better with my life? Have I improved the world in some small way? What did I learn from this? These are questions I think we all should ask ourselves, and answer them honestly. If we want the world to be a better place we need to ask some tough questions and be prepared for some tougher answers. Iwas in Singapore on 9-11 2001. I had been there a week. I was working on the construction of a new ship in the Keppel shipyard. It was a terrifying experience, being outside of your country during somethng like that, surrounded by people who beleieved that what happened was justly desreved. The shipyard employed a lot of people from pakistan, Afganastan, Indonesia, and Malaysia. a great portion of them were muslims. there were about

And God Said
"AND GOD SAID...."I said, "God, I hurt."And God said, I know."I said, "God, I cry a lot."And God said, "That is why I gave you tears."I said, "God, I am so depressed."And God said, "That is why I gave you Sunshine."I said, "God, life is so hard."And God said, "That is why I gave you loved ones."I said, "God, my loved one died."And God said, "So did mine."I said, "God, it is such a loss."And God said, I saw mine nailed to a cross."I said, "God, but your loved one lives."And God said, "So does yours."I said, "God, where are they now?"And God said, "Mine is on My right and yours is in the Light." I said, "God, it hurts."And God said, I know."

9-11
THIS IS A DAY THAT MANY MAY NEVER FOR GET WE CRIED WHEN WE SAW THOSE TWO PLANES HIT WE WATCHED IN DISBELIEFAS WE SAW PEOPLE FALL TO THE STREETWE CAME TOGETHER AS A NATION THE VERY NEXT DAY AND STARTED HUNTING DOWN THOSE WHO PRAYED ON INNOCENT PEOPLE THAT COULD NOT FIGHT BUT THEY FELT THE MIGHT AND POWER WE HAVE AND NOW THEY SEEM VERY MAD FOR WE BROUGHT THE FIGHT TO THEM AND IN THERE STREETS FOR THEY ARE NOT BRAVE AND THEY ARE NOT STRONG ALL THEY NO IS HOW TO DO HARM IT DOES NOT MATTER WHO THEY HURT JUST AS LONG AS THEY SEE BLOOD IN THE DIRT BUT MOST OF US HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN THOSE WHO DIED ON THIS DAY AND I WILL FIGHT AS LONG AS IT TAKE FOR THIS TO NEVER TAKE PLACE AGAIN ON THE SOIL OF MY GOOD FRIENDS....jro

09-11-01
It was devastating & regardless of whether you support the war or not, it was all set in motion because of 09/11/01. The same people who were crying out for justice & revenge are probably some of the same ones who are protesting the war now. They must have forgotten the pain of that day, or how scared it made people. They must have forgotten all of the innocent AMERICANS that died that day for just going about their daily lives. They must have forgotten about the firemen and policemen & brave AMERICANS who died trying to save others. They must have forgotten that the men & women overseas fighting this war are from OUR country. OUR sons, OUR daughters, OUR mothers OUR fathers, OUR friends, OUR brothers, & OUR sisters are over there fighting & serving so this doesn't happen again. When you speak out against the war we are in, you are desecrating the memory of those who died on 09/11/01 & against the memory of those who died fighting in a war for a cause that is very much wort

9/11 A National Day Of Service, Wtf
Well Obama has pissed me off again dear readers. Seems he wants to make today A national day of "SERVICE". For me and thousands of our Soldiers, sailors, Marines, Airmen, Guardsmen reservists, police, Firefighters, and Paramedics, EVERY DAY IS A NATIONAL DAY OF SERVICE.. Our nations finest,, No in my mind, today should be a day of remebering the Victims of that cowardly attack and How it brought Americans together . But old BO seems to think it was a government conspiracy along with his Homie VAN JONES,,, Id like 10 minutes alone in a room with MR jones... I think Toby Keith Summed up my feelings in his song "THE ANGRY AMERICAN-COURTSEY OF THE RED WHITE AND BLUE" Far bettter then i could myself express.. American Girls and American Guys We'll always stand up and salute We'll always recognize When we see Old Glory Flying There's a lot of men dead So we can sleep in peace at night When we lay down our head My daddy served in the army Where he lost his right eye But he flew a flag ou

9-11
you know what pisses me off more then anything. is ppl who say i dont care or its time to move on..people have moved on from what has happened in the past but they will never forget..im sick and tired of hearing everyone bitch and complain about shit that is taking place. 8 years ago over 3000 ppl lost their lives in the attack. as of today over 4000 soldiers have died fighting for our freedom and our safety but do people really care.. most seem not to and its annoying to me cause what if it was your mother, father, brother, sister, aunt or uncle or even just a friend who was killed in the attacks or at war.. would you care then or would you be just like you are today..and not give a shit..i mean seriously come on ppl..the only thing anyone ever asks for is a lil bit of peace for a moment of your day today cause its one of the worst days in history. If you dont care enough about those lost then why do you care enough to read this..ok im done ranting for now.. thank you

Texas
FUCK YALL I'M FROM TEXAS!!(MIDLAND TEXAS...BITCHES)This is too good not to repost!!!Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Texas came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. And whoever that was, GOD BLESS YOU!CALIFORNIA:- I can wear sandals all year long- I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore"-Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang.- I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often- I know what real cheese & avocados taste like-Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal-We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down.-I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's!-All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is- I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear- I know 65 mph really means 100- When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finge

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Tips And Tricks
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Single?
I get a lot of guys asking me about being single as if they feel sorry for me. I am single by choice. I do not believe in monogamy. Don't want to be tied down to one boring relationship. I don't see that ever happening. I enjoy being free and having lots and lots of close friends. All my married friends are miserable. I don't ever want to be like that.

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Heritage Open Days
Every year in the UK, for a few days in September, lots of properties that are usually closed to the public, or charge for admission, throw their doors open to the public, so people can engage with their local culture and history. This weekend, we have walking tours booked for the Norwich Playhouse, the local Mosque, and the Great Hospital. If you live in the UK, why not check out this link, and see if there's anywhere in your town you could go and look at. Heritage Open Days

Letter Of Appreciation
This is the letter our supervisor sent out.......... I just wanted to take a moment to say how proud I am of the actions taking by the Court Operations Deputies on September 10, 2009. This afternoon a woman sitting in the gallery in Court #18 fell unconscious. The deputies in the courtroom responded immediately and communicated to the supervisors what they had and what they needed. Several deputies responded to assist and also retrieved the AED on the floor. Upon the deputies arriving, the woman was on the floor, had stopped breathing and had no pulse. Deputies jumped in and started CPR, mouth to mouth resuscitation and also had to use the AED twice in attempt to revive the woman. With everyone’s efforts, the woman started breathing and responding. All of these things occurred prior to the medics arriving. These deputies brought this woman back to life. If not for all of your quick actions, this woman would not have regained consciousness. They are all heroes and deserve

Smog Presents Caspa // 09.19.09 @ House Of Blues
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Jason
Jason is a comic book creator from Norway, who does this cool thing with anthromoporphic animal characters, incorporating very clean artwork, almost Herge-esque, combined with minimal dialogue and no captions. The first book I read of his was 'I Killed Adolf Hitler' which is really cool. If you like comics, and your interest is wider than the usual capes & masks business, then you could do worse than check him out.

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Learn Spanish Online
I'm a professor at a state college, teaching people beginner through advanced Spanish. I also help people learn spanish online for free, through a website I created in my spare time. I enjoy teaching and learning all types of other subjects as well.

Life
In the past 2 months or so I've put serious thought into the meaning of life and why I am here. Haven't really found a clear cut answer yet. A bunch of almost and maybes. I will tell u something though. There is a reason why I am here. Its simple yet so profound, but i can't put my finger quite on it. I've been thinking, almost to the point of going to the hospital, crushing under some sort of mental terror. People, on average, don't think this much. I've also reasoned that I have gotten a huge amount of awareness of myself and my surroundings. Example : I went over a friends house to just enjoy the company and maybe get to have a nice conversation about serious issues that are going on in each others lives. Didn't happen, lol. Instead what happened was we smoked way to much pot and sat there mindless. Now don't get me wrong, pot rules. But I've found it much more enjoyable to focus those random thoughts into something a little more useful....let's say.....self-constructive reasonin

9/11..where Were You?
I think we never should forget 9/11. Even i'm not american my heart is since 9/11 every year on this day in NY!All the pll who left their life in the towers and all those who left their lifes trying to save lifes. I think we all should show Respect to those ppl. To the great Firefighters, Policeofficers and all those who didn't mind to risc their life for other ppl and as well to the families who the one who lost their life, left behind. So can you remember what you did on that day?I can! I was just comming home from the doc with a terrible cold i did catch, as i turn on the TV and watched like always N-TV first. As i switched it on i saw already the first tower with the smoke. At that time they were talking about if it was an accident. They did show a video someone took from the first plane crushing in, and as the speaker was talking about it i saw the secend plane behind coming. I first thought it is the video of the first plane as i realized that the first tower is stil

Jim James
So there was a picture of Jim James off of My Morning Jacket in a magazine I was flicking through yesterday, and the likeness was so striking that my girlfriend shrieked, and when I showed it to a friend, she thought it just WAS me. Now this photo isn't the one, cos I can't find the one I'm after online, but can you guess which one of these dudes it was?

A Reminder Of Obama's First Six Months' Accomplishments
(Some trival, some dangerous, all true) 1. Offended the Queen of England .2. Bowed to the King of Saudi Arabia .3. Praised the Marxist Daniel Ortega.4. Kissed Socialist Hugo Chavez on the cheek.5. Endorsed the Socialist Eva Morales of Bolivia .6. Sided with Hugo Chavez and Communist Fidel Castro against Honduras .7. Announced we would meet with Iranians with no pre-conditions while they're building their nuclear weapons.8. Gave away billions to AIG also without pre-conditions.9. Expanded the bailouts.10. Insulted everyone who has ever loved a Special Olympian.11. Doubled our national debt.12. Announced the termination of our new missile defense system the day after North Korea launched an ICBM.13. Released information on U.S. intelligence gathering despite urgings of his own CIA director and the prior four CIA directors.14. Accepted without comment that five of his cabinet members cheated on their taxes and two other nominees withdrew after they couldn't take the heat.15

Calling All Former Smokers!!!
I'm 30 years old, and I've been a daily smoker for 16 years. (Except for those teenage days when I couldn't afford them, find someone to buy them for me, or smart enough to find where my parents hid them) Recently, I've been talking more and more about wanting to quit. My boyfriend, Mike, seems to be very supportive. He's never smoked a day in his life, and he's ALWAYS saying that I should quit. Well, I tell him that when a smoker goes without a cigarette, they get crabby. They start having the "nic fit from HELL". He tells me he can handle it. But here's the thing...when he's sick of me being a bitch...HE RUNS OUT AND BUYS ME A DAMN PACK OF CIGARETTES!!! and then proceeds to tell me to chill out. How in the FUCK am I supposed to quit? It's the same thing with an obese person trying to diet. You dangle a piece of chocolate cake in their face when they've only been on 1200 calories a day...It's hard! It's disheartening to know that the person who is supposed to be my biggest champi

Written In The Stars
It seems to be written in the stars.That the two of us are meant to be. Thats why it scares me so.Not knowin the future yet getting through to your soul is easy for me. I see the real you through your eyes. I feel the real you in your voice.Its meant to be the two of us. Youre the one who melted my heart of ice. Youve made me realize what true happiness is. From the smile on my face to the way you make my heart skip a beat.When you said that one word i knew it was true. You are the one that makes me feel complete.

Too Funny!!
Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for theiranniversary submitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie.What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse- sized tazer. The effects of the tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....??WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button and pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs.AWESOME!!!Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that burn spot is on the face of

9/11/2001 Video Tribute. And Some Thoughts...
Eight years ago today the world as we knew it changed as did our country. I remember being in New Jersey, at work at the time of the attacks. People were stunned. They were playing the news over the intercom system at my job. Housewives are in great distress not knowing if their loved ones were involved, and had no way of communicating. Schools were closed down, offices and government buildings were evacuated. Later on in the evening, people were having rallies at street corners supporting the country and the thousands of people racing to the city to help any way they can. Later on that night, as the truth unfolded, it was very unsettling to see hospitals lined up outside with people waiting to help anyone that they could, only to realize that there was no one alive to rescue. Going to the shoreline we could see the smoke still rising into the night as the towers burned. Anger at those responsible in my area was actually taken out at 7-11's and gas stations, as boycotts of Arab-owned s

Bleh Bleh
I stayed at my friends house last night. I couldn't stay at home even though I knew he wouldn't be home. I just had too much rage being home. I had no idea what to do with those photos before but what i did to them last night...made me feel better. Just to show how much he's hurt me all these years, that everything was so fake....and those pics were fake...so it had to go. Although I didn't break the photos itself, just the frames. I have to work the next four days...sucks but I need the money and plus it will give me more time to think about some things and get away from home. I keep a wrap on my left wrist because it hurts to move it in certain directions. I didn't break anything..i just bruised it pretty bad I guess...I know people at work will be asking what the deal with that is.

A Soldier's View Of 9/11
9/11/01. We all know the date. We all know what it means. It's our generations version of Pearl Harbor. A day that will live in infamy. I remeber that day every day of my life. I was in freshman year of high school. I remember our superintendant telling the teachers to turn on CNN. When we all saw it, it was surreal to say the least. My godmother worked there. She was on the 67th floor in the first tower that collapsed. We tried to call all day. Nothing. Three weeks, nothing. Finally, her son told us she was found. That feeling made my heart literally collapse. She was my second mother, for lack of a better term. I have nightmares to this day of thst day. I would have had them even if she wasn't in there. But to this day, I still remember everything going in slow motion. This is with me being a state away, mind you. This was the reason I joined the Army. To give back to the country that's given me so much, and to make a woman who meant so much to me proud. I love you Titi Olga. Rest i

3days Left....
I have 3 whole days left of being a civilian. Then it's off to start the most exciting and gut wrenching job ever! I'm going to say I welcome this new challenge. I also look forward to meeting my fellow brothers/sisters in arms.

To Offer Healing To All The Realms, A Call To Action
September, 2001 Dear Friends, In deep sorrow we have searched for the magical answers to this horror. We recognize that we all hold creative and destructive force within us, this is our divine nature. Honoring our divine nature in all its complexity, how can we come into balance? What we know is: we have come together over many years, trained and built relationships with each other and the sacred earth. For the first time in history, we have built a network of witches that spans the continents. We have the training and power to focus our wills and spirit. We have the help of many, many spirit realms and we have the communication network to take effective action as has never been done before. All of the psychics and sensitives have known we would be called upon someday to use this network. Let us now each take a stand for love, peace, beauty, justice and freedom. Let us now each take our wisdom to make a spell like there has never b

Fit
Wanted to tell you a story.Wanted to tell you what it was all about.Wrote you a picture.Drew you a song.Forget the reason.Understood the work.Undersold the trivia.Marked the wrong box.Fell into a big pile of crackling bubble wrapcalled it safecalled it family til the last bubble popped.worked into a frothpoured over cyanidewrathed into a knottaught to be forgot.I never thought it was going to come down to this.Something like splitting a bill over a vaccuum tube to terminate.I'd tell you all about it.But I hope it isn't true.Strange menstrange dartsstrange smellslike a hair change, or an orange into jasmineyou just knowyou just knowand I could tell you all about it.but there's a deep portion that I fakelike smiling sycophants in bad suits shaking hands and fidgeting in an uncomfortable chairthey're behind oakyou're sitting on cardboardhardly makes a damnwe all make food.at the end.For one or another, or a god damn colony.Nothing out, nothing in.Self contained system of birth and death.S

Profiles And Proclamations
Take the time to read my page......and, if you don't mind maybe gaze at the various other Blog posts I have made. I would like to see that I am not simply wasting my time sharing feelings and ideas that are not appreciated. Thank you for your time!

Jay-z-the Blueprint 3 (added 5 More Songs And Rearranged The Song List)
I bought Jay-Z's Blueprint 3 today and I gotta admit, he stepped up on this album. I added 5 more songs and rearranged the song list. Let me know what you think: 1. Dead Presidents 3 [Intro] (added) 2. Jockin' Jay-Z (added) 3. What We Talkin' About (Feat. Luke Steele of Empire of the Sun) 4. Thank You 5. D.O.A. (Death of Auto-Tune) 6. Run This Town (Feat. Kanye West and Rihanna) 7. Brooklyn Go Hard (Feat. Santigold) (added) 8. Empire State of Mind (Feat. Alicia Keys) 9. Real As It Gets (Feat. Young Jeezy) 10. Swagga Like Us (Feat. Kanye West, Lil' Wayne, T.I. & M.I.A.) (added) 11. On To the Next One (Feat. Swizz Beatz) 12. Off That (Feat. Drake) 13. A Star is Born (Feat. J. Cole) 14. Venus VS. Mars 15. Already Home (Feat. Kid Cudi) 16. Hate (Feat. Kanye West) 17. Reminder 18. So Ambitious (Feat. Pharrell Williams) 19. History (Feat. Jay Williams) (added) 20. Young Forever (Feat. Mr Hudson)

[slipped Under The Radar]
I might be in a worse mood than I thought.Firstwe've got some seasonal antics in my city.There was a fire in an elevator shaftwe're talking pillar of flamesin my office buildingand a bomb threat in the same neighborhood.I spent about an hour standing in a big clump of people wondering what in the fuck was going on, and went back to work in a place that smelled a bit like burning paper and large men with axes and helmets.Secondsomebody called me fucking Andrew...this is not my namethis has 2 things in common with my namefirst hintboth names have two syllables.What am I more pissed off about, stressed about, and less than willing to go to work about tomorrow?The bomb threat/arson investigation where I spend 8 hours every five days.Might be making me a more-than-usual testy cunt.Or maybe people are being tardariffic. Could be a unique alchemya perfect storm situation.*cracks neck like a stepped on plastic bottle**sighs*I never hear her say "I love you" when she gets off the phone. Everyon

Only The Best Gear. Only The Best Prices
HI, I'm John Sanders at at ClassicFlyFishing.com. We only carry the best brands in the World. We're fly fishing addicts and love to talk about the gear that inspires us.I made this post to help you answer Why So Many Consider this to be the Finest Production Fly Reel Ever Made and What makes this reel different. Read more here>>>

Cancer
For those of you who dont know. I found out a few months ago that I have cancer. It started on my ovary and has spread to my stomach. I am having surgery on monday the 21st to remove the ovary and have already started radiation treatment on my tummy. Just please understand if I am moody or what not that I am just going through alot and please understand. I love all my friends dearly and hope you all know that. thank you for taking the time to read this

I Hate Exes
[20:53] ASSHAT: Yeh sorta sup?[20:53] *** Auto-response sent to ASSHAT: Self-truth is the essence of heroism. - Ralph Waldo Emerson[20:54] ME: About kids[20:54] ME: they are both grounded because they've been lying to me about their school stuff[20:54] ME: but, they really want to go to that thing with the church tomorrow[20:54] ME: I was thinking it'd be up to you (since you'll have them) whether or not they get to go[20:55] ASSHAT: What thing at the church?[20:55] ME: *blinks*[20:55] ME: Do you really not keep in communication with them or your grandmother that I know more about what they wanna do than you do?[20:56] ME: it's not AT the church[20:56] ASSHAT: Nobody is used to me yet. No one tells me shit.[20:56] ME: Hun...I'm not yelling[20:57] ME: I'm just curious why you don't ask?[20:57] ME: And if you're not there on the weekends, why am I still sending them over there?[20:58] ASSHAT: I do ask. But info is not usually forthcoming. I hang out there on the weekends.[20:58] ME: *s

Jesus Camp Documentary
After viewing the indie film "Jesus Camp" for the second time; I still have the same exact views on it an the people in it. I find it quite ironic that there's a radio listener calling in saying that atheists beam an "authoritative sense" to Christians. In my experience I have been confronted numerous times and handed enough miniature bibles the paper matter could make up for half a redwood forest. I work across the street from a Church and at least twice a week someone is coming in voicing their opinion that I didn't ask for; wether it be about my tattoos and asking why I did this to my body and if I know it's a sin, to asking if I know why Jesus died for our sins. It really irritates me that I am interpreted to be ignorant of religion. The entanglement of politics in religion is also another thing the movie mentions that is a pet peeve of mine. One too many a candidate has used god or their religious views to win votes or capture a certain demographics attention. It shouldn't matter

Strangers Scrolling By.....
Here I am again mezmorized by all the various people forever scrolling by on my monitor. So many different people.....so many different stories to tell. Watch as all the beautiul women pass by right before my eyes. The biggest shame is that most will never know that you exist. Most will never take the time to stop and get to know you. In this cyber-world....each and every person is on for the most part, a level playing field. You never really know who someone is......you never know just how honest a person is. It is more akin to gambling that any other sport....yet the effects of the possible contact with a total stranger makes the time here as intoxicating as any liquor or illegal drug! Take the time to stop and get to know someone....you never know if your missing the chance to make a lifelong friend, have a close relationship or even just find someone to talk to. Take a chance and see!!!

Sword Wind Legend Of War
The true warhammer starts in Europe to apply, was the 13th century's matter. Common war hammer actually on a big hammer; But Germany-like has little different, its sharp sickle shape hammer head was the strongest heavy weapon. The length different, has from half meter until two meters; Point's that can pass through the helmet and armor, but flat head may the, has looked at the human should not be able to be strange. Warhammer Power Leveling is the very strong weapon, but the shortcoming is really heavy may, can use the human are few. But fights hammer's another form - - hammer stick completely to be opposite, is quite graceful, makes one fall simply. all models are painted to play the family to collect voluntarily War Power Leveling, will play the family to manufacture own painting and the symbol generally, has existed with the use book. Plays the family also to be possible to use other tools to revise own model, or the use extant material makes the simple change. These revisions will

Rip Channing May
Channing May (Crisler) Channing S. May (Crisler), 25, Kansas City, Mo., passed away Sunday, September 6, 2009. Funeral services will be 2 p.m. Saturday, September 12, 2009, at White Chapel Funeral Home, 6600 N. Antioch Road, Gladstone, Mo. Burial in White Chapel Memorial Gardens. Visitation is 1-2 p.m. Saturday at the chapel. In lieu of flowers, memorials may be made to CTN-FBO Channing May, 5703 N. Flora, Gladstone, MO 64118. Father, Randy and Dawn Crisler; mother, Sheila and Mike Durham; brothers John Hadley and Jesse May; sister Taylor Crisler; daughter Ivee Grace May; son Aiden R. May, fiancee Nikki Lee, and a multitude of family members. (Arr.: Newcomer's White Chapel Funeral Home, 816- 452-8419.)

Carry Out The Plan Above The Game
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Movies And B-day
Well, i just got back to my own treat of 3 movies, Tim burtons 9, district 9, and gamer. I enjoyed all of em and now its time for me to have a large amount of drinks and have fun..hope you all do the same.. Have fun FUBAR!!!

My Cousins Unlce Speaking About Him
LIBERTY, Mo. -- Relatives of a man hit and killed in an alley said he was a young father trying to get his life back on track. Early Sunday morning, Channing May, 25, was near Northmoor when a driver hit several people with a car, killing May. Jack Martin was charged in the case. Steve May, Channing's uncle, said his nephew was about to be married. "On Sunday morning I told my sister, 'We're going to take this minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day," Steve May told KMBC's Jim Flink. He said the situation is even more difficult because Channing had recently lost his job. He had gone back to school, but all of his insurance policies had lapsed. "It's a downward slide," May said. Channing leaves behind two children, including an infant daughter he'd written a poem about. "My special someone is my daughter, someone I've wanted to meet for a long time," said May, reading his nephew's poem. Police are still trying to determine what happened in the alle

Tonite`
Crash - and maybe burned in my Daybed. Im soon down on my knees BEGGING for someone to hit me over the head with something so I can get som NEEDED sleep. At least some rest. I give almost anything for more than 3 hours! Im sitting here looking outside and up on the clear dark blue sky. It got flashies all over it!! :) Maybe THATS where Yoda and my auto is? IT is a beautiful night - or rater morning. The air outside is not warm - nor is it too cold. Just perfect for this time of the year. As every year at this time the heat comes back and stay for a few days - sometimes up to 2 weeks. Feels like summer is back - but not to be fooled - it get you back if you get caught up in the *summerfeeling*. Its the PERFECT time to get a cold that last all winter long. Smart as I am - yes , even I have learned this over the years - I dress varm and dont get tempted to *run* along in short pants and t-shirts. Oh no! I put sweats on ( have to get the mail right?) And sometimes eve

Answers
Date: Sep 10, 2009 Questions Current mood: depressed Do i want to leave him? No, but i dont have him anyway, so what would it matter? Ill never be more than a possession to him, a pretty little ornament that has no purpose and a warm body next to him at night. Ill never have his heart, he wont give it to me. There will always be an easy way out so why should I want to stay? There is no place for me in this world except in the heart of a 15 year old who shouldn't have to live like he does. I cant have what i want no matter what, so why should i even bother to try anymore. No matter what i do itll never be good enough and i still end up alone and lonely. The people that should care dont and the ones that do cant fix whats wrong. Im tired of hearing how hes not good enough. No one knows just what he puts up with on a daily basis, or the things he does to tke care of me. No one knows the abuse he puts up with, or the torment. Only i have the right to pu

Auction Update : Please Read!
UPDATE: Due to having no internet connection for the last two days, I was unable to answer pm's and sb questions regarding the auction and will now be extending the auction until Saturday (9/12/09) DA RULES: 1. All auction participants have the option to cancel any bid or to withdraw from the auction if they choose to do so. 2. To view the people up for auction, simply go to my auction folder, and choose the person you would like to bid on. 3. To bid, simply leave a comment with your offer, after checking what the latest high bid is ofcourse :PNOTE: You can bid fubucks, bling packs, vip, happy hours or cash, or a combination of those things.Remember: Cash /bling packs/vips and Happy Hours are worth more than fu-bucks !!! 4. A quick conversion chart example for you: $20 cash is equal to: -25 credit bling pack - a one month vip- -a 7 day blast -4 ticker messages (Each auction participant will choose what is worth the most

Poem Written By Me...
She walks in Beauty she walks in grace she hides the scars she hides the pain They will never know hell she has walked they will never know where she has been as She walks in beauty she walks in grace ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

To Be
when there seems to be nothing left and you feel like you are all alone ..there is always one person that comes along and makes you smile! rather it be from a comment or a simple act of kindness or just a hug ...and they make you feel better for that split second and you forget all your troubles. and when you go back to feeling bad.... who do you think of?? that one person that knew exactly what to say or do to make your day better. and to you that one person who may not have even realized that you made someones day better thank you and keep on being that great person that you are ...and i hope to one day be like you and say or do something to impact someones life ...to make a difference to be remembered ...to be important to someone to be loved ....to be

Kinda Giggled
My mother in law sent this to me..it made me lol The year is 1947...>> Some of you will recall that on July 8, 1947, a little over 60 years> ago, witnesses claim that an unidentified flying object (UFO) with five> aliens aboard crashed onto a sheep and mule ranch just outside Roswell ,> New Mexico . This is a well known incident that many say has long been> covered up by the U.S. Air Force and other federal agencies and> organizations.>> However, what you may NOT know is that in the month of April 1948, nine> months after that historic day, the following people were born:>> Albert A. Gore, Jr..> Hillary Rodham> John F. Kerry> William J. Clinton> Howard Dean> Nancy Pelosi> Dianne Feinstein> Charles E. Schumer> Barbara Boxer>> See what happens when aliens breed with sheep and jackasses?> I certainly hope this bit of information clears up a lot of things for>> you. It did for me.>> No wonder they support the bill to help illegal aliens!>> Now You

Holy
SHIT! That was nuts... I have no fucking clue what just happened,but I fubared for like an hour in 5 minutes.THANK YOU guys for all the love and friendship you give PK and I.It really does mean alot to us having you all for friends. :D

Diabetes Walk
Me and my family we will doing the Step Out Walk for Diabetes in Baton Rouge in October (17th) My oldest son Devin is a Type 1 diabetic. This means a lot to us to do the walk if you would like to help and sponsor is you can donate threw this link or threw check. Thank you so much for your help and support.http://main.diabetes.org/goto/Devindiabeteswalk

Think Outside The Box For Once
I just wanted to share a discussion board posting from my online class. The class is Alcohol and Drug Abuse Seminar. It has undergraduate and graduate students in it. But sometimes I feel like I'm discussing things with middle schoolers because their spelling, grammar, and intelligence are all lacking. I feel like maybe I worded my response wrong, but I'm so sick of close minded f*ckers. The discussion topic is: Should drugs be decriminalized or legalized? Cite examples of drugs that could be decriminalized and some that are now illegal that should be legal. Why did you choose the ones you chose? This was a student's response to another student: That is a very good point that those who do drugs often are the ones supporting their legalization. Any person I have ever known who supports legalizing for example marijuana, has been known to partake of it. Legalizing many drugs would flood the market with them and cause an avalanche of legal and health issues that would be impossible for u

Reciprocate Please
God determines who walks into your life....it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go. I need this back. If you'll do this for me, I'll do it for you.....When there is nothing left but God, that is when you find out that God is all you need.Take 60 seconds and give this a shot! All you do is simply say the following small prayer for the person who sent you this.Father, God bless all my friends in whatever it is that You know they may need this day! And may their life be full of your peace, prosperity, and power as

Could You Resist!?!?!?!
lust stands between usdo you want a tastecome here, take a sipspread it on you like a pastestanding before you unclothedbut you know where i standweak and vulnerable momentwould you understandwould you deny mea night of passion and blissif i step up to you gave your neck a kissaching,needing, wantinglooking you in your eyesseeing my image withinnot accepting any goodbyesput my hands down belowwould you swipe them awayor enter into my gardenbecause i wanted you to staypressing myself into your skinwhat if i held you closetelling you its been monthsi need a triple doseif i pushed you downon a bed of silky petalswould you light the fire could you steam this kettleon top of you grinding slowor would it get that farwould you be blinded by the glow of this shooting starears of Blood I have cried so all my great fears

9/10/09 Fluffy Starr Blog
New studio photo. New silly video blog. Current mood: animated You get both today. That's right! Lots more photos in my camera too, but for now I thought I'd share this one, since it's me back in the studio... Yes, recording the next CD is about to begin! I have some crazy song titles that may or may not make it onto this one. I shall tell that later. But for now, look at this. This is how I do it! And now for the wee little video blog which is from the same day. It is (strangely enuff) called The Hip Hop Dog?! (You can already see how silly and nonsensical it is, eh? Yep.) Hope you like! (Silliness keeps me sane.) Stay tuned for stuffs from the studio.....x Fluffy.

Twitter And Blogger Open For Business!
Hello Fubarians. I haven't typed a blog on here for quite some time, so I thought it was time for a new one and for some updates on me. As some of you have seen on my status, today is the day I have announced my retirement from MySpace after four years of being on that site. I decided that it was time to move on, considering that I barely ever go on it anymore other than post blogs. But, somehow my real name is still tied onto MySpace, even after taking it off of the website. I wanted to break the tie with my real name and my blogs to prevent any problems people may have with my subjects, which it did happen to me before in the past. Well, I don't really care what most people think about what I say in my blogs, but it was concerning people that had power over my job that had issues on my blogs. So, being that I am going into the Army, I don't need to get in trouble with the military for what I have to say. Which is where Twitter and Blogger come in, I made those accounts with a

Lies..by Victoria Jackson!
LIES by Victoria Jackson I’m lying in my Tiffany blue bedroom, in the dark, listening to the President tell lies. He’s so good at it, that he is smiling and lots of people are clapping. He says, “Public Option. No one will have to change, if they like their present situation.” LIE. He says, “My plan will not add one dime to the deficit.” LIE. (Congressional Budget Committee speak up!) He says that if we don’t act now, the country will fall apart. LIE. He says that quality of health care won’t suffer. LIE He says that there won’t be rationing and those that say there will be are liars. LIE. He says that the Republicans have no solutions to offer up. LIE (Several of them lift papers into the air.) He says that this is not socialism. LIE He says this is the “moral” thing to do! LIE (Take money from the middle class and give it to the non-taxpayers and illegals?!) He says this w

Cutt My Losses?
So I sit here and wonder if I should cut my losses now and just walk away. I'm sick of being put to the side left to wait for when one is ready to speak. They sit there and say the same shit that all the rest say. Your amazing, your intelligent, your funny, your perfect in every way...yet they put my to the side. Just like a game. Only to pull me out when they need or want something to play with. This sick twisted game that they play is annoying and turning me into a person i dont want to be. The funny thing is everyone knows I am all about being real. Telling it like it is regardless of how it may make one feel. I dont give a fuck if I hurt your feelings. Im sorry if what I say hurts or bothers you. I believe in being honest at all costs. I just dont understand why so many people are unable to be that way. So I sit here right now and wonder if I should be the stronger person and just walk away............

New Fubar T-shirts Available Now
To order a Shirt please follow these directions exactly how they are written. US Orders = $24.00 1. Go to PayPal 2. Send to tshirts@fubar.com $24.00 3. Make sure to include the following information: -Specify if it is Mens or Womens -Specify the Size S,M,L,XL,2XL,3XL -Specify the shipping address -Specify your fubar user ID or URL Outside US Orders = $24.00 1. Go to PayPal 2. Send to tshirts@fubar.com $30.00 3. Make sure to include the following information: -Specify if it is Mens or Womens -Specify the Size S,M,L,XL,2XL,3XL -Specify the shipping address -Specify your fubar user ID or URL

You Have Redeemed My Soul Lyrics
You have redeemt my soul From the pit ot emptiness You have redeemt my soul from death I was a hungry child a dried up river I was a burned out forest And no one could do anything for me But You put food in my boddy Fill water in my dryed bed And to my blackened branches You brought the springtime Green of new life And nothing is impossibleFor You

Our Hh Tonight
So our happy hour is next PK and I will be on even if we share my account.I have a cherry bomb,I dont know how to use it,but PK says I can rate a bunch of shit @ once.If you want me to rate your shit let me know.I will be doing random fam members anyway.LET ME KNOW SOON.

Word Has It, Part Douche
As a continuation of the previous blog... I had my daughter call her mom's boyfriend's phone.. He answered, they both are in PA, working at the carnival.. So, the dumb bitch isn't in jail right now.. Probably soon will be tho, if what I've been told, is to be believed. I just don't know.. I'm not into drama...

Induction And First Assignment
I am still undergoing the induction process for my diploma course in photography as a very mature student lol. We did a little show of our work that we have done so far and this image below was chosen by one of my tutors to be put on the colleges system. This is so it can be shown to other students to encourage them to take the same course in future, i was so chuffed.

Quotes About September 11, 2001
Quotes of the Times I need to start with a 60 year old quote that is so relevant today that it is almost eerie."I fear that all I have done is awakened a sleeping giant and filled him with a terrible resolve." --Admiral Yamamoto after the Pearl Harbor attack, December 7, 1941American Reaction ___________________________________"Thousands of lives were suddenly ended by evil, despicable acts of terror. The pictures of airplanes flying into buildings, fires burning, huge structures collapsing, have filled us with disbelief, terrible sadness and a quiet, unyielding anger. --George W. Bush *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*What's the sense of sending $2 million missiles to hit a $10 tent that's empty? --George W. Bush, private Oval Office meeting, September 13, 2001 *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*War has been waged against us by stealth and deceit and murder. This nation is peaceful, but fierce when stirred to anger. This conflict was begun on the timing and terms of others. It will end in a way, and at an hou

Big Bag
I should've known that something wasn't right the second you walked into my life carrying that big bag of crazy. 'Cause any woman with a purse that big is bound to have something in it I don't wanna know about. --Ryan Kwanten as Jason Stackhouse

Funny Quotes From True Blood
Lafayette: Excuse me. Who ordered the hamburger, with AIDS?Redneck: I ordered the hamburger deluxe.Lafayette: In this restaurant, the hamburger deluxe comes with french fries, lettuce, tomato, mayo, and AIDS. Do anybody have a problem with that?Redneck: Yeah, I'm an American and I got say in who makes my food.Lafayette: Well baby, it's too late for that. Faggots been breeding your cows, raising your chickens, even brewing your beer alone even before I walked my sexy ass up in this mother fucker. Everything on your god damned table got AIDS.Redneck: You still ain't making me eat no AIDS burger.Lafayette: Well all you gotta do is say hold the AIDS. Here...*Lafayette picks up one of the hamburger buns and licks it.*Lafayette: Eat it.*Lafayette pushes the bun onto the redneck’s face and punches him.*Lafayette: Bitch, you come in my house you’re gonna eat my food the way I fucking make it! Do you understand me?*Lafayette takes the redneck’s plate and dumps the food into hi

Surgery
I get to go in for surgery tomorrow morning. yay... Im so tired of my hand hurting that it makes me happy but at the same time I wish I had someone home to take care of me... haha selfish I know. But oh well. :) It's how it is. So if I disappear for a while I'll be back when the drugs wear off fully.

Sometimes
Have some of you missed me? I just don't feel the same here anymore at all. I am not leaving,will be dropping in and out.Plan on helping a friend get the spotlight next week. I go to court about getting new doctors etc on 9/29.I fell again today,so lots of pain and frustration.Kittens make me happy though!!! Momma cat and kittens are wonderful.I am still kunty kit. I love pet society and mafia wars!!!!! ok that is all......

Things That Are Going On.
First off, I would like to thank allllllllllll my friends here. I love all of you. Some of you have kept me here over the past couple months and I thank you. Let me cut to it. I have got so much stuff going on right now. I'm not gonna bore you with details. I just think it will be in my best intesest if I leave the Fu. I don't want to. I've met so many colorful people here. I have enjoyed all of this insanity here to the fullest. But, I gotta take care of me. I need to get back to what is truly important...my family. I need to get back to being who I was about a year or so ago. I was in church and was heavily involved. I just slid way away from that. I got to get me right. I hope all of you understand. I'll keep my profile up untill the end of next week. Message me if you want. All I ask is for your support. Thanks, Tim(smoke14)

Boobies!
What? They're boobies!. Now you should repost this too. Rules: IT'S HARDER THAN IT LOOKS! REPOST, ERASE MY ANSWERS, ENTER YOURS. USE THE 1ST LETTER OF YOUR LAST NAME TO ANSWER EACH OF THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS. THEY HAVE TO BE REAL PLACES, NAMES, THINGS. NOTHING MADE UP! TRY TO USE DIFFERENT ANSWERS IF THE PERSON IN FRONT OF YOU HAD THE SAME 1ST INITIAL. YOU CAN'T USE YOUR NAME FOR THE BOY/GIRL NAME. 1. What is your last name: Starts with S 2. A four letter word: Shot (It's an SFW post!) 3. A Boys Name: Steve 4. A Girls name: Stephanie 5. An Occupation: Sales Rep 6. A Colour:

Fawking Men.
A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed: "Dear Lord, I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through. So, please allow her body to switch with mine for a day."God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the mans wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman.........He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids, set out their school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, came home and picked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners and stopped at the bank to make a deposit. Went grocery shopping, then drove home to put the groceries away. Paid the bills and balanced the check book. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog.........then it was already 1 p.m. He hurried to make the beds, do the laundry, vacuum, dust and sweep and mop the kitchen floo

Love
i found someone who loves me for me and will never jugde me and will be my sholder to cry on and wipe away my tears if need be and u make me so happy in my life and u love to see a smile on my face and u love to sit and watch me and just be me and if need u will try to help me the best way u can u can never see me sad or crying it hurts u to see me unhappy in life.my life would never be the same without you i hope u never leave me and i know that u will never leave me my life starts and ends with you i dont it to be any other way u are my life and i want to stay that way in my words I LOVE U

Irresponsible
Jo-Ann said irresponsible for a psychiatrist a Major to prescribe 30 capsules of Tofranil PM 150mg. a Tricyclic Antideppresant and take a vacation of 30 days the very next day. I said it is impossible and never took place. Military protocol will not allow it. My rank was SP4/E-4 and at that rank it is not allowed. I would of have to been a Commissioned Officer to be able to that. Norio

Health Care Reform
How I feel about health care reform... I am a Republican and I support everything our President has proposed regarding health care reform. I am also embarrassed and appalled by the behavior of most of my fellow Republicans that were present. I do not agree with their stand and wants about health care reform. Feel free to share this letter with anyone you desire to share it. I know where what your stand is on health care reform and what follows is only an accusation to those that do not want substantial reform and strive to maintain the status quo. I also support the “Public Option” as presented by President Obama. I also believe that the source of the false accusations are from my own party and the insurance companies and I think our President should be making those accusations and why they are being made however, that probably would not be “good politics”. Some of the current laws for the health care system is in place came to exist for one and only r

In Case Someone Is Listening
in case anyone is listening Current mood: depressed My life is hell. Between the mentall problems, the physical problems and the family who doesnt give a damn, i feel totally worthless, useless, left out, forgotten and pretty much like a piece of meat thats been left out too long. Yeah, i made the choice to try and be on myown, but too many people think its all one sided and that i am the only one who has any blame in my life being the way it is. The family who cant stand the truth, the family who takes it out on kids cuz theyre mad at the parent, and the ones who dont want to hear the facts all helped me to be where i am right now.My one rock, who keeps me going gets left out, ignored and generally just shit on, tried so hard to make up for what others have done. And when help was needed for him, no one was there. Poor baby was stuck at home for 2 weeks and no one in the family even bothered to call and check on him, see if he needed anything or even called to say i love you. But

For Anyone Who Might Be Listening
in case anyone is listening Current mood: depressed My life is hell. Between the mentall problems, the physical problems and the family who doesnt give a damn, i feel totally worthless, useless, left out, forgotten and pretty much like a piece of meat thats been left out too long. Yeah, i made the choice to try and be on myown, but too many people think its all one sided and that i am the only one who has any blame in my life being the way it is. The family who cant stand the truth, the family who takes it out on kids cuz theyre mad at the parent, and the ones who dont want to hear the facts all helped me to be where i am right now.My one rock, who keeps me going gets left out, ignored and generally just shit on, tried so hard to make up for what others have done. And when help was needed for him, no one was there. Poor baby was stuck at home for 2 weeks and no one in the family even bothered to call and check on him, see if he needed anything or even called to say i love you. But

Can Some Please Send Me The Link
im seriously gettin annoyied someone on fubar has the old pictures of slipknot the very old ones of them were they are black and white can someone send me the link on were to get them from please help me ive tried everything google photobucket there fan sites every were i cant find them please help me

Political Rant
This is a response to a MuMM I read. It's poster claims that the reason for the economic mess we're in is due to us as citizens buying goods from non-American companies - things made in Japan or Mexico or China, for example. In my honest and humble opinion, the poster is badly off target. I BUY American where possible. My family buys American where possible. The main reason we as a country are in this mess (and I KNOW I'm gonna get attacked and just don't care anymore if I do) is because we as citizens of this country elected people who don't hold major corporations accountable for their bad practices. And THAT is what the major corporations want - blanket permission to rape its customers and provide little, if anything, in return! And it does NOT matter WHO you DID vote for, for many years the majority chose those people. And for many years the government didn't do it's job. And now we have to bail out major corporations and reregulate corporations who SHOULD have been watched in the

Zombie Take-out Episode 15: Welcome To Tromaville
Zombie Take-Out Episode 15: Welcome to Tromaville is now online. Scotto and Uncle John take on their first Troma film. A film about a character who Lloyd Kaufman has referred to as Troma’s Mickey Mouse. This week it’s the one, the only, the original … from 1984 it’s The Toxic Avenger. Will it live up to the hype? Does it still … wait, what was I saying? http://zombietakeout.com

Dissertation
To this point, being a graduate student has been, more or less, an extension of your earlier life as a student. Many people, in fact, go to graduate school because they have always been "good at school," and want to continue with something that brings them success and self-confidence. The reading assignments, labs, papers, and tests you have been assigned as a graduate student may not have been so different from your undergraduate course work. The dissertation, on the other hand, is a new kind of academic project, unlike anything else you've done. It is the academic project that marks your transition from student to scholar. Writing a dissertation is a lot like writing a book. It is, by definition, a self-directed process. There are usually no weekly deadlines from professors, no regular discussions with classmates, no reading assignments, no one telling you what to do—you are on y

Bucket List'n It.
reading all my ol compositions, made me want to write one now. things i want to do before i die: paint a self portrait. write an autobiography. see the pyramids. make amends with those that i wronged. tell that guy that i really wasn't a virgin. build a treehouse. build a model airplane/car. take a road trip with no destination. produce a short film. swim in the ocean. speak 3 languages, fluently. read the Kuran. pose for playboy. see the maple leafs play, IN canada. go shark diving. own a tank full of exotic fish. my family's genealogy. learn how to love without reservations. memorize the list of phobias, and this time, remember it. move to montreal. go cliff diving. have sex on a freight train. backpack across europe. find my penpal and start writing her again. live in greece for a summer. take a picture of myself that isn't perfect, and still like it. accept the fact that just because i have small hips, i still have a nice body. learn to be modest, but confident. complet

Shit.
her crippled fingers withered against the kitchen tables edge, as she tapped a cigarette butt into the tray below. She spoke with the gentle southern drawl, "his scent was almost the bitter-sweet end to the last piece of pie left in her granny's pie-shell tin. he'd treat her like a queen, n' bag her like trash, n' she sure would take the beating. his word kept her spirits up, like old bitty she'd grow to be, alone and depressed, like he said he always was. the thoughts kept coming while she tried to win his heart. but see, she wont't the type of girl to capture his heart in a paragraph or so. she was the exact opposite of him in highschool, now, he was the good, smart, writin' type... she was the popular, crazy, partin' type. she's not the five foot five girly girl he's searchin', she's the almost six foot, long legged, "take her on a ride, but bring her home to mama" type girl. she wore pearls, but drank malt liquor and beer. he talked about drinkin' but never did, and wore these tig

The Hunted.
Seated quietly in the corner, the dreaming blonde sat with her legs tightly crossed. She watched him, his hair curling down against his face, and flipping through the newest addition to the photography section. She ran her eyes over his arches, tugging at her pearls and passing them over her lips. His jeans, tight around his hips and thighs, flared at the tips of his green shoes, somewhat worn out with writings of dashboard lyrics. The white stripes on his jacket, depicted the green, covering a black shirt, loosely covering his chest. They’d been talking for quite some time now, and she wasn’t sure how to approach him. They had so many late night conversations together, filled with talks of depression and love, along with a slight sexual agreement. Looking down, she flips the page of her book, in which she had been staring out for almost an hour now. He looked over his shoulder, and noticed, she had finally returned to her reading. He couldn’t believe it was her, the

My Nutball Stalker 9-10-2009
Please be wary with this chick. She goes after anyone that blings me and either tries to get blings or tries to make deals for Fubucks in exchange for bling credits saying its for PieDaDDY. The best thing is just to block her. if you read the other blogs under Insanity heading you will see how she has harrassed and threatened family/friends here and anyone that has blinged me. She is an unstable person. The moron tries to tell my friend who I have known for over 7yrs now that Im not a nice person but in the meantime offers bling in exchange for fubucks for my benefit. She has been stalking me since December 2008 ->~LIVING (t...: alright i sure will keep lovin on him he is a wonderful person ~LIVING (t...: Leave it please.......You just keep on liking him. Won't spoil it for u. Sure he has "his reasons"...... ->~LIVING (t...: not sure why he doesn't care for you but he's gotta have a reason he just doesn't hate on people like that ~LIVING (t...: Uhhhuu, shure he's. ->~LIVING (t...

~feelings Of Destiny~
Feelings of destiny, point toward chaotic skies. Violent storms consume you. The winds push at your back and leave you with no control. You embrace the torture. The emptiness inside, now filled with a lust for fear. And a desire to touch the face of death.

Poets.
my southern belle "leave me the fuck alone!"i scream"i'm writing, here. i'm writing."and my southern belle says"okay, darlin'okay. i'mma jes leave you alone.i'mma jes leave quietly."and then i realize,i don't want her to leave quietly.i want her to leavewith the sound of trumpets and horns,or maybea bugle blast of announcements saying"make way, make way,the southern belle, queen of poets hearts,is exiting and entering."like the noise my ears makewhen she kisses meand like the sound my heart makeswhen she looks into my eyesand says"this southern belle, darlin'?wants you like no otha'." how i adore old flames.

Where Were You?! 9-11 Memory.....
Its been 8 years since we lost so many loved ones in that tragic day.... As I sit here typing this out... I still get chills.... I remember where i was, even down to every step I had taken when I saw the news.... I was locked up.... Which was the worst feeling I ever had.... Because I wanted to be there helping and I couldnt..... I would have givin up everythign to be there..... No I didnt know anyone who was lost that tragic day.... But they were fellow americans.... What saddens me the most is the fact that it took that tragedy for americans to come together.... I dont have much to say in this blog.... But, to the people who lost a friend or a family member that day, my heart goes out to you... To the ones we lost that day, i may not know any of you, but you will FOREVER be in my heart!!! Most of all... To the men and women who have lost their lives fighting for our freedom, I thank you!! To the men and women STILL fighting for our freedom because of that day, You will always be my

We're Hopping For Clues! We're Hopping For Clues!
Sarah, Jeffrey, and I went for a walk this morning before I left for work – and before I got there, I dropped off another pair of Sarah’s outgrown shoes for the Afghanistan Shoe Drop and brought in my completed lesson plan and performance play for Sunday school, our subject this first six weeks is “Joseph’s Lesson of Forgiveness” – and after walking past the school in front of our house our daughter tromped off while keeping in sight of the boys and saying she was “hopping for clues”. Singing it, actually, and telling us “if you see a clue, tell me.” On the sidewalk back to our house where now their aunt Mary is watching them – don’t worry, they’re safe – I come up to Sarah as she’s carrying a big stick I pointed out as a “clue” and say after she does, “we’re hopping for clues”. She tells me I can’t say that, only SHE can now and Jeffrey will be able to when

Me.
see... theres these different parts of me, that wanna do things to your body. theres that one part, that makes me wanna cuddle, and watch movies. then theres another that wants to slide my tongue along your hips. another that wants to make you stare into the reflection of my mind, and shown you what you`ve done. thousand million parts of my broken heart want you to look down deep, and understand, that i truly hate you. then slowly rip your face to shreds. then slice your throat as i make love to you. then i`ll lick the knife clean, and pray that you`ll forgive me.

My Book
Chapter 3: Missing Memories You resume your cries for help, from the pit of your soul you scream. No response. Not so much as a smile from this creature in the doorway. Your fears continue to cry. Losing breath and energy you start to beg. Your eyes close tears streams down your face as loved ones flash before your eyes. Memories of happiness dissolve like smoke in a clouded room. In reality none are here to offer any kind of comfort, some have been dead a long time. Memories of a distant path bring forth a smile to your face. Interruption occurs when you realize the coming reality is fear, torture, and pain. You twitch for the lack of heat is overwhelming. Hoping your loved are safe, dreaming of the day when you will see them again. Deep in what is left of your mind; memory forces you to believe the worst is yet to come. You woke up this morning, happy at least you think, which can possibly be an alien memory. Soon you just might wish you were never born at all. Your vision

My Book
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 Chapter 2: What the HELL Tortured souls squirm like a worm on a hook. Currently in hell your soul burns with a hatred you had when you were alive. Curious as to how you ended up with this twisted existence. Burning pain as the touch of a cold ghost touches your spine. The new smell of sulfur burns your nose and brings you back to reality. A dim light consumes a portion of a room revealing a little girl no older than ten. With lazy eyes you try and focus on the body. What could she have done to have gotten here, you ask yourself. She hangs from a noose around her neck. Her left leg looks like was torn off as evidence of the ripped flesh. Sodomized by what looks like a metal shaft with spikes randomly placed and caked with dry blood. Digging into her virgin flesh every as she moves. With twitches of her eyelid, you realize that she my just still be alive. How did she manage to earn this type of punishment? At such a young age, whoev

My Book
PAIN OF ITCH By: Aaron M. Klug .. .. Introduction.... The Devil plays it fair; he just never tells you everything. Rules, always invite trouble to the party, even if you follow them. Walking into a dream, you end up in a mask of your own reality .. .. Chapter 1: Where am I? Dreaming in a cold state, the demons of your nightmares twist your visions into what god holds hidden. Sending images of blood to your brain as you attempt to run for your life. Circles you continue to move searching for something, anything. The hunter is still out there, with the advantage of sight. Waking up in darkness you start to breathe. Laying still your pulse consumes you. Your thoughts race towards a cliff at high speeds and no brakes. Your senses reveal horrors unknown to the natural world as your worst fears come to the surface. Chained to what feels like a cold brink wall, you attempt to see through the darkness. You do not sense another being. Speaking softly, hello emits from

What To Do
Well here goes another year w/o my hubby beside me.. It sux royally lemme telll ya!!!!!!!!! I miss him so much!!!!!!!! But here lately things seemed to have changed and I dont think they are for the better.. Im a lil scared to try and pry to find out what's going on... I need sum help... SHould I ask him where things are between us???? Please give me ur advice......

Time Of Reflection
More and more days go by and we seem to fall more and more apart We seem to be so connected but yet so broken Feeling of togetherness now only the feeling of distance Confusion, turmoil, and sadness now clouds things Fear is a main thing that lingers None of these are fully accepted Yet lingering of them all seems apparent Now comes time to stop and reflect Time possibly apart but for hope of reflection So in time hopefully togetherness truly Always and forever once was said Still meant as said but time of relection is upon us Will it be taken by all to change for the future?

I Totally Ran Across The Old Xanga.
Monday, September 12, 2005 I’m sitting here, in a closed white room, thinking of you. Imagining you. My heart beat quickens. I bite my lower lip and think about your taste. I lick my lips and want them to be yours. My pussy… wanting, pulsating. My breathing noticeable. My eyes wide and my mouth dry. I think about your body on mine. The skin to skin contact I beg for. Your mouth on my mouth. My legs spread for you. Quivering, shaking, moaning… wanting. My hands want you. As do my mouth, my tongue, my pussy. I think about the moans, the gasps, the way you’ll look at me when you find that spot that makes me cum incredibly hard. My mascara running, hair in tangles. I sit here. Moist and completely vulnerable. Wanting your touch, your warmth, your breath and your passion. Wanting you to make me feel dirty and sexy at the same time. My cum on you. Your face, your mouth, your tongue. I want to be in your head. I need to drag my nails down your

9/11
everybody knows that 9/11 is a day that we all will never forget and i watch the news and sit back and think about all who we lost on that day even though it's my birthday i take the time to remember.So, just remember it was and will always be a day of tragedy but alot of virgo's celebrate their bday on that day included me.So, i take time out to remember those who we lost on that day and be thankful to see another year.

Man Up!
An excerpt from http://youhavetowantit.blogspot.com/ Man Up! Here's an interesting passage from one of the sites I been reading:"Yet, most serious runners will say their addiction goes beyond the physical benefits they achieve from running. Runners say the intense exhilaration and euphoria that comes after a run is what motivates them most. In fact, this euphoria comes from a betaendorphin release triggered by the neurons in the nervous system. Intended to alleviate the pain after a run, it creates a feeling of extreme happiness and exhilaration. Runners become addicted to this intense high, and it can often replace other addictions to drugs, alcohol, and even food. While runners claim to achieve more energy in daily life from running, it also helps bring appetite, exercise and food into balance. Furthermore, as running makes the body function better, it improves sleep, eating, and relaxation."I'm still at the point where running is a chore and I don't look forward to it at all. Fini

Pink Humvees
Our division had to repaint our Humvees to a sand color for Desert Storm.The result was a pinkish hue, and the jokes began. One renamed us the Pink Panzer Division, but the best was the Humvee bumper sticker: "Ask me about Mary Kay."

Justifying
Life is to be lived, is to be lived to the full, and more importantly is to be lived passionately. I'd rather live with passion than repeat the same dull experience every day. All these cliches, are just that, cliches - unless you decide to apply passion into your life. Life and its reality is bound to Love. To live and not to love, is not to live. To live and love is what it is all about. Otherwise boredom will overcome and you just go on and on and on - without any meaning. Life needs its oxygen - Portable Oxygen Concentrators Portable Oxygen Systems Portable Oxygen Tank Guide

Give Me
Give me your ideas! NOW! As most of you know I am involved in bully breed rescue focusing on my favorite, Rotties. I have posted on Craiglist and put up flyers everywhere and am having no luck. In order to keep going our rescue needs not only donations but more volunteers! Fosters! and adoptions.... if you have any ideas....give me! xo

Bejeweled
Hi all, I just love this website. I'm 25 years old and have a few gaming website of my own like bejeweled and tetris and the famous bubble game. I also love riding the bike and skateboard and hope to work on that industry one day.

I Just Don't Get It At All....
Why is it that men always gravitate towards the women that make them miserable? They SAY they don't want a woman who is minipulative or controlling. Or one that is jealous. They SAY they want a woman to be independant and strong. They complain that they hate the bitching and nagging. But they also want her to be a Ho in bed. Willing to get on her knees anytime. Yet When they HAVE that woman, they throw her away for the EXACT opposite. I just don't get it. Men...pfffft =/ can't live with 'em, can't get shit for 'em on a street corner.

Wicked A Narcotic Or Neurotic?
I have been trying to adjust to this site and I'm failing miserably at it.. I know a few of you have been worried about me but I'm ok don't worry I'm a big girl with flesh coloured granny panties... I realize that at times i seem a little Neurotic and after reading its terminology i would have to agree.. Neurotic: behavior is not ousted socially acceptable norms... what i want to know is who determines whats socially acceptable.. I also believe im all of your crack..... hence narcotic... I also decided i dont mind being your crack... (laugh as you need to) so after careful examination i have deemed myself completely unstable ENJOY!

The Hurt Is Here To Stay
Today I broke down and cried For all the hurt and all the lies The years that have past I can't get back The runaway train rolling off the track Looking back upon the road at what I have done You took it all away and left me no where to run All these years I have hidden my shame Blaimed myself for all my pain All I want now is peace within myself Please don't dust me off and place me back on the shelf The chapter is not over don't write me off yet One final scene is all I have left The last scenario in which I may stand To prove myself worthy as any other man You took it all from me left me no where to hide Stripped me of my sanity robbed me of my pride So how will this final chapter unfold I guess that

More Thoughts On Life
Why is it that special people who come into our lives and touch our hearts have to leave? It doesn't matter if that person is a family member, a lover, or even just a special friend, it seems like fate too often has a nasty way of reaching out and taking that person away from us. So far in my life I've known the pain of losing both of my parents, the soul crushing feeling of being betrayed by a lover, and the sorrow of having countless friends die or just fade away. It doesn't seem to matter how long that persons been a part of my life, the hurt is always there, and losing someone I care about never seems to get any easier. I realize you always take a chance everytime you open up your heart to someone,.... but most of the time you just can't help it,...Sometimes when you first meet someone, you get this feeling like you've known that person your whole life and your souls connect.... They have a certain "spark" inside them that makes you feel alive, and instantly you

Once Upon A Time Chapter 1
Once Upon A Time Once upon a time there was a man Who lived his life taking a stand Went about his day being a knight in shining armor Saving damsels in distress from uncertain horrors Never asking for anything return Not even a thank you or an encouraging word Always hearing about men and their evil ways Refused to be like them until his dying day At the risk of sounding selfish, he began to wonder Why do all the damsels always run to another Still he carried on his self-imposed duties And continued to rescue damsels and wonder at their beauty But every now and then his mind would run astray

Word Has It...
I went to file for sole custody of my children today. Has been no cotact from their mother in 4 weeks. Of course, I couldn't file the whole thing due to information purposes, but still, I went... The ex's mother sent me a ton of information. My ex's parole officer, welfare fraud investigation, the works.. I took that to the support unit here in town. They will call around and try to find my ex, possible charges brought up. In the waiting room, there was an old friend there from way back when. When I was with the ex, anyway. My ex's eldest is friends with hers. The kid had told her that the mom (my ex) was back in jail. If that's the case, it was a violation of parole as well as the new charges. New charges are possibly ( I don't know for a fact yet) are Welfare fraud, for reporting that her eldest was living with her, when she wasn't and getting services for that claimed child. Another possible charge is filing a false report to CPS. The ex turned her own mother in saying s

Guns Do Not Kill People, People Kill People
Guns do not kill people, PEOPLE kill people.... HR 45 Firearm Licensing Act--- WELL, HERE IT COMES!!! YOU THOUGHT IT WOULD NEVER HAPPEN HERE!HR 45 Blair Holt Firearm Licensing & Record of Sales Act of 2009 Even gun shop owners didn't know about this because it is flying under the radar.. Basically this "little" piece of legislation would make it illegal to own a firearm - any rifle with a clip or ANY pistol unless: .It is registered .You are fingerprinted .You supply a current Driver's License .You supply your Social Security&nbs

The Bee Gees Asked It Best...
And how can you mend a broken heart?How can you stop the rain from falling down?How can you stop the sun from shining?What makes the world go round?How can you mend this broken man?How can a loser ever win?Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again.

Lets Recap
I got this From a Fellow Fubarian with some sense, Guitars007. Thank you for sending me this gem,, And for giving me permission to repost,> So, Let's Recap - > > > > > > > > 1. The American people elect a black president with a total of 142 days experience as a U.S. Senator from the most politically corrupt state in America whose governor is ousted from office. The President's first official act is to order the close of Gitmo and make sure terrorists civil rights are not violated. (He screwed up!!)> > > > 2. The U.S. Congress rushes to confirm a black Attorney General, Eric Holder, whose law firm we later find out represents seventeen Gitmo Terrorists. (An honest mistake?)> > > > 3. The CIA Boss appointee, Leon Panetta, has absolutely no experience, has a daughter Linda, we find out, who is a true radical anti-American activist and a supporter of all the Anti-American regimes in the western hemisphere. (There > > were socio-economic factors involved!)> > > > 4. We got the second most c

If You Ever Need Help Or Want To Join
If you ever need help with anything or want to join a group to help out others beside them helping you out then this is the group to join. They are called Zombie Squad. Please click below and read more about them. http://fubar.com/blog/307578/1058537

I Should Have Known...
The reasoning was not right and besides I had resolved myself sooo many years ago, I don't know what/why I was hopeful. I never needed the the status before, I certainly don't need it now! If it is meant to be it will still last a lifetime, just without the same benefits It is what it is...

Free Stuff For Anyone That Want To Sign Up
I recently joined a site that my co-worker put me on to. Its called Lockerz. Basically all you do is answer questions called dallies and earn points each time that you do. You then accumulate those point over time to use on items that they offer for free on the site. no catches, just free stuff. if anyone wants in on this, then hit me up with your email and I'll send you the request for it. The site is by invite only, so guess what's got 2 thumbs and is your ticket in...thats right, this guy :D

Fit Flops Are Ace
Ok, so this is a weird post t kick my blog off with, but as you may or may not know, fit flops are THE must have fashion / fitness accessory this season. Now if I had reas that, I would have been like - whatever, i'll stick to my Adidas trainers - but you know something, yeah they actually work and I love them. Have they toned my ass as they promised - a little?

9-10-09
In case you haven't read my Labor Day 2009 blog here is the just of the situation. My uncle was involved in a motorcycle accident Monday while doing a poker run. He received serious head trauma, a collapsed left lung, broken ribs, scraps, bruises, a broken nose, two black eyes, a ventilator to help him breathe and a severe brain bleed. As of last night, the doctors have informed us there is nothing else they can physically do to help him. The swelling and bleeding in his brain is getting worse. Even if by some miracle the swelling were to go down, he would have permenant and severe brain damage that would require 24/7 nursing care. The ventilator is keeping him breathing, without it he wouldn't be able to do it himself. His left pupil is dilated and fixed which indicates the severity of the brain damage. The doctors are planning to re-examine him this morning and discuss options with his daughter and son who are 24 and 21. They have decided they will take him off the vent if no prog

Prevalence On Mother Of The Bride Dress
It’s one of the best moments of any wedding, when you first see the bride walk down the aisle in her gorgeous wedding dress. Custom wedding gowns are collections of online shop, where sell the beautiful wedding dresses from popular wedding dress designers, by made by there own factory. Also include the Custom flower girl dress. Custom-made dress is fashion in these years. It also has some styles in the new collections of mother dresses. Cause we all know mother of the bride is a very import role in wedding. Dressing for your daughter’s wedding is not like dressing on a daily basis. It would need a lot of contemplation and planning also for comfort and uniqueness. Many outstanding designers emphasize on the style of these dress. Mothers of the brides would be a little worry about their dress in the wedding.For they all wanna a perfect dress for their daughter’s special days. No matter the color or the pattern of the dress, they would mind carefully. Most of them wou

What Does It Mean To Make Love?
1. have much love and respect for that person 2.you look at them as a person, not what is on the outside 3.you become as ONE when make passionate love 4.not a one night stand 5.feel what that person is feeling keep in the heart and soul and spirit 6.showing deep emotions that words can't explain Most of all, don't use this person, take for granted, be for REAL, share feeling like know else has, let this beautiful experience an unforgetable one, for one to remember for Eternity!:) Is it You or not, and please be totally honest!

Good Morning!
My List of Things To Do Today: 1. Mind my manners. 2. Keep my sarcastic comments to a minimum. 3. Try really, really hard not to say "Fu*k off" to anyone. 4. Try to be the best friend I can be. 5. Do not let men walk on me or take advantage of me. 6. If they do, disregard #3 and follow up with a roundhouse right. 7. Walk away, brush it off, and refer back to #1.

Don't Laugh Or Judge, Just Help If You Can Please...
First off, I know there are a lot of people out there who don't believe in the super natural, that is ok, I don't blame you or judge you for that. If you don't believe, then move on, because that's what this blog is about, and I am seriously seeking some help here, I don't need criticism or to be judged or heckled, thanks!! As most of my friends know, I am Wiccan, or something close to it, I don't follow the rules exactly I guess...I'm spiritual, not religious. Since my son was born, there has been something present in my house. My husband and I both have always had the ability to sense energy, wether you want to call it spirits, demons, ghosts, whatever...Some things have specific names. Whatever this entity is, it was not here prior to the birth of my son. When it first showed up, (and I'm not sure that what was here at first is the same thing that is here now). I sensed a feeling of peace and calm. One night when my son woke up crying, I jumped out

Joke Of The Day
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Chucky's Chant Version 2
Ade due damballa. Valinchella santeria. Oya shungo yenya macumba.Give me the power, I beg of you.Leveau mercier du bois chio.Secoise entienne mais pois de morte.Morteisme lieu de vocuier de mieu vochette.Endelieu pour de boisette damballa! (x3)

Chucky's Chant Version1
Ade due damballa. Give me the power I beg of you.Secoise entienne mais pois de morte.Morteisma lieu de vocuier de mieu vochette.Endonline pour de boisette damballa!Secoise entienne mais pois de morte.Endelieu pour de boisette damballa! (x4)

Chucky's Chant
Ade due damballa. Give me the power, I beg of you. Leveau mercier du bois chaloitte. Secoise entienne mais pois de morte. Morteisma lieu de vocuier de mieu vochette. Endenlieu pour du boisette damballa! Endenlieu pour du boisette damballa! Endenlieu pour du boisette damballa!

My New Found Family And Friends
Ok well i found an incredible group and they all work together to help those who need it to level and make friends. I have only been a member for 2 days and already i have met some incredible people. If you do get a chance please check out the group and maybe give it a try. I know my friends would love it. Thanks for reading this and hope everyone has a great week. Im off to bed xoxo this is the page so check it out :) thanks everyone http://fubar.com/blog/307578/1058537

The Glass Heart
I offered you friendship But you wouldn't take it I tried to show you love But you couldn't fake it I offered you my body But you wouldn't break it So I cut my heart out And placed it in your hands With my dying words I told you Only you were able to break it I fell to the ground dead As my heart turned to glass in your hands My dying words echoing in your head © 2009 by G.R.Kuder

This Is Me
I'm 33 and divorced my exhusband was married to me and some other gal at the same time So I divorced him after being married for 3 years.The dating thing is all new to me again so I'm kinda shy.I have no kids I am taking care of my neice's little oy because she is a drug addict and on probation.I'm on Furbar but not that much unless I forget to logg off lol.The website that I'm in all the is myyearbook as I'm a battle officer for 4 groups and a head battle officer for one so I stay busy.

First Day
omgg today was a crazy day. i finally got my fubar acct setup yay! tomorrow i gotta go to the beach with my gurlies, i should be back online to go on webcam for a little chris, so i'll call you, anyone else feel free to watch. We'll im off to bed gnight.

Ok Wtf
I have start out by saying I am no saint by any means but I do attempt to be a good person. I don't like to see people hurt or go without the things they need to have a good comfortable life. And no I am not a sociologist person I believe we should be able to make good on our own, i.e start a business make some money, be a lawyer, doctor or what ever floats your boat... make good money or just get buy what ever makes you happy. But everyone needs a fair shake. There is no reason to take stuff away from people that are good people and have families to support. They make it so hard for some to get by anymore its sad at times. I can't say weather the president is doing good or not since we hit this subject, but thus so far all the money giving to companies that was controlled by a bunch greedy people and lost it; even if necessary to get the economy fixed I guess it needed to be done, but some of that could have been giving to the general public. Even a messily 800 bucks as most rumored a

Race Card R.i.p.
Came across this wonderful piece By Larry Eldred today, Who has more wisdom then Obama and all of his cronies combined. Please read and comment, Rates are nice but comments are better, I like a nice discourse, provided its respectful. The scenario usually plays out this way. A white person says something about a nonwhite person -- a statement perceived as racially insensitive, purportedly reinforcing a stereotype, or otherwise considered racist. "Black leaders" or members of the "civil rights community" pitch a fit and make demands. Off with his head! The offender apologizes, denies that the comment reflects how he "truly feels," agrees to take racial sensitivity courses, grovels and then often ends up losing his job anyway. Recognizing and accepting that sometimes people say silly, stupid, illogical or disagreeable things won't do. Writing someone off as wrongheaded isn't enough. He or she must pay. Golfer and widely known jokester Fuzzy Zoeller lost millions in endorseme

Beadtime
As I lay me down to sleep, Seeking no more to whine or weep, I pray this gun against my head Will make me more deader than dead. In my infinite arrogance, I woudl not hear In my infinitie ignorance, I squandered my career. No grand, beneficent work di I complete. No art, no science, no wonderous feet. A waste of life, a waste of time; Existing is my unforgivable crime. I tried and tried all I could But nothing I did was any good. A fouled soul spreading flawed love Is my lot assigned from above. With love thrice, I did try. With love thrice, I did cry. All I am is this broken heart, And from here I must depart. So when you recall the recently late Turn painful tear to tears of hate. For this is the most selfish thing I do, But this will cure me and free all of you. Now I lay me down to sleep. No memories of me should you keep. This I do for my heart's sake. I'll be gone when you awake. Amen.

Why Not
I ask my myself nightly, Why Not? Why not just not come tomorrow? Why not just not pay my loans? Why not just kill myself? Is there something I am keeping myself here for? Is there a reason for any of this? Becursed with a foolish heart that still believes in Love. Love. Love. The word upon which our life hinged. Finally unhinged. Finally undone. Final stop. All passengers must disembark. Wakey wakey… Time to die. Hey all. I have to leave now. You have all been so nice. You all treated me far better than I ever deserved. As it seems though, I have not reciprocated anything back. In fact, it seems I took advantage of all. I am not a good friend. I am not even a good human. Perhaps if I give my energy and chemicals back to the universe they can recycle me into something useful. Maybe a nice plant of some sort. I tried my best, but as usual this was not even CLOSE to good enough. Remember, sympathy comes between Shit and Syphilis. That is where I now belo

Solstice
Hear me Father Moon, Brother Night! Under my power put my Sister and Mother. Hear me Uncle Lightning, Grandfather Thunder! Sight of mine freed from the horrid hues of day. Come to me my children, for they shall call us legion. Come to me my children, expand our nocturnal region. Mother Sun, Sister Day, Aunt Wind, Grandma Rain. These four shall know why all fear the dark and cold. Unto our enemies let loose darkened terror, bloodied pain In a heaven-shattering, heaven-shaking assault most bold. All shall cry: “Who attacks us? Who dares this?” I have no name. They shall call unto me as – Solstice.

Snowblight
Mirror, Mirror on the wall What in your glass do you see? I see a kind, caring, dependable Man full of life, love, and frivolity. Mirror, Mirror on the wall What in your glass do I see? I see a self-centered, deplorable Thing full of gloom, doom, and immaturity. Is it possible for such a division to exist That such a polar dichotomy can be a person? Is he the hopeful, loving, dreamer-idealist? Is it the envious, childish, thoughtless demon? Mirror, Mirror on the wall... Which of these is really me?

New Love
Oh what prodigious mowing they did make. He with his scythe -- she with her rake. A prayer for his very shy soul’s sake That he can escape sensibility’s cruel mistake. Bound to her sensual charms quaint. A whore we but say as he retorts “She ain’t!” How dare we criticize his sweet, loving saint? Clad in her shimmering gold spray paint. He cannot understand why they bid her ill For it is she that gives his heart a thrill So strong not even Death can ever still! Yet, we see his heart that her love will kill. I wish I could save thee, Oh my brother, For that whore’s heart always seeks another.

Ohm On The Range
Oh give me a ohm where the Buffalohm roam Where the Volts and Amperlope play Where Resistance is low and the electrons do flow And the Capacitors store you away. Ohm, ohm on the range! Where the Volts and the Amperlope play! Where Resistance is low and the electrons do flow And the Capacitors store you away.

Homeland Defence
The Fifth was the first, but not the last one to go. They said, "We're still the best. We're so grand." The Eighth was next in line, just so you know. They said, "Hey, lighten up! We're not Afghanistan." Defense is crucial for peace, so the Second was next. They said, "We cannot let them hide their arms!" In keeping this new peace, the Seventh left the text. They said, "We're saving you money, silence the alarms." The Fourth, like a rabid beast, was next put down They said, "We need this to protect all of you!" The First was the last driven into the ground. They cried, "It is just on the Arab, not on the Jew!" "Alarmist," they label, "we are not like Nazi Germany!" I sit in fear and wonder, "But how close are we?"

A Slice Of Feeling With Extra Cheese...
Death always stalking comes in sets of three. It found Grandma, then Nan, and now it comes for me To steal away all that I was, am, and ever will be, And finally render me cold, but free. Death’s chain is thus broken. From the loving school Was taught this humble fool Forged from the darkest, richest coal And imbued with a fragile soul That I now give, the worthless token. For all those things I left unsaid During the life I leave unled I now can leave without dread For all born will become dead And Life’s chain is unbroken.

My Nan
A young mind empowered and encased by logical thought For the future as an engineer or scientist it was taught. Through scientific equation and formula he fought Until only science mattered and arts are taken for naught. Art wept as a Dreamer was lost under Reality’s cruel sneer. Eventually culled from Science’s harsh, cruel fold. Into an even scarier world all chaotic and cruelly cold. The young mind worn, tattered and beaten until it felt old And into it nothing radical could ever hope to take hold. The master wades deep into this bitter realm without a single tear. Agonizing through manic, frantic, panicked paper prose The elder mind tills, weeds, prunes and hoes For the single seed from which she knows The new English student-scholar grows. But, the student forgets that the master will not always be here. The torch is passed from elder master to the pupil In the ceremony older than any force of will. The master’s body has succumbed to an ancient ill And now

Forgettable Friends
Alone again in the crowded line awaiting Their arrival, he dreams they race and pretends A car races through traffic –rocketing Around cars and corners to be on time. Ostracized from all, she does not even know Her grave transgression nor how to make amends In order to prove her love and faithfully show That she is punished for an imagined crime. For their friendship, for their love, any nod at all, He gives all he has, on them his life money he spends Hand over hand, until the bill comes and the call Takes his final breath and blood, his last nickel and dime. Everyone has one – the means to any ends. Everyone profits from our forgettable friends.

Wow
I just found out that one of my closest friends in high school was just diagnosed with breast cancer ..... she is 6 months pregnant.. they are going to have her baby at 34 weeks and 3 weeks later she is having a DOUBLE mastecomy. I am in a bit of a shock right now... her salon and some others in my city are doing a fundraising event in October, cutting hair with all proceeds going towards helping her... plus there is a bank that is accepting donations for her. I am going to hold off on getting mine cut until then. I am in so much of a shock right now

!!! Mandatory For All Zombie Squad Members !!!
I know I said that I was posting only one blog this week but some unfortunate and sad events have transpired and has changed all of that. Yesterday on 09/09/09 one of our members father passed away,its up to US to show her as much love and support as we can in her time of grieving. We are MORE than just levelers here,here we are FAMILY so for the next 2 days ONLY,ONLY rate her she only has 445 pics so most of you higher ranked members can blow through her profile in 20,30 minutes,40 minutes tops,some of you newbies it may take you 2 full days to get through all of her pics. So lets get out there and show our family member some love and support in rates,in gifts,a private message showing our concern for her. This one is absolutely MANDATORY so lets show her all the love in the world guys we can DO THIS!! :D Copy and past this link to her page in your browser and it will take you to her page if the link does not take you to her page http://www.fubar.com/user/2717849

Update
I thought I'd been through a lot of shit with my friends, but nothing the likes of this. Those of you who read this should know that my bff Zoey is writing this blog on my behalf. I asked her to. There are two pics in my pictures of my exroommate Ben, who our family invited into our home and our trusted family circle. I will never know why but one night he just decided to take our lives and rip us apart with ONE phone call..... .. .. You see, Ben wasn't man enough to fight his own fight maturely. Zoey was talking to Ben calmly about a matter and Ben lunged at Zoey. I thought he might try to hurt her, so I defended her. She broke it up before any kind of a fight broke out, but Ben decided he would do everything he could to hurt us. He called the cops on me and had me arrested, and I have been in jail for almost 5 weeks now. .... .. .. People....be careful about who you allow into your haven from the world....your home. You can think you know someone, but they can turn on you

In My Dreams
I have never looked into your eyes, But I have in my dreams. I have never felt your soft touch on my skin, But I have in my dreams. I have never felt our hearts beat together, But I have in my dreams. I have never seen the wanting in your eyes as you look into mine, But I have in my dreams. How can a love be this strong, If it's only in my dreams.

My Response To Tettibear
UPDATE: I probably should have given some context to this. A few nights ago I commented in a blog posted by Tettibear (http://www.fubar.com/user/1374888) about Obama's health care plan. She seemed fairly reasonable so I shouted to her and we chatted for a bit. When I expressed my disgust about people calling Obama a communist fascist socialist nazi, she retorted that Obama is a socialist. I challenged her to find evidence of this, not conjecture. She responded with an article from Accuracy in Media (here: http://www.aim.org/aim-column/obamas-international-socialist-connections/). A poorly written op-ed piece by a conservative think tank penned back in February of 2008. Again, I challenged her to find evidence, not conjecture or talk of loose associations as the AIM article does. Her response is below (you can also find the article she pasted here: http://www.wnd.com/index.php?pageId=78330) My responses are in bold. ŦĕĮĮıßéâŗ: Students and young

Lost Foot Ball Games And Money And Bets
on night after3and a 1/2days of being up my coolaid mixer told me he was cooler than me?i told it u can argue with me when ur hot and steamy but in the tolite...jking but irealy dont wanna talk about the gator aid cus my freind lost 120 bucks and i had to shave my chest hair ...sad but true flordia gators lost that game..

Insomnia
I've counted sheep with no sucess, Tossed and turned, but had no rest. Fling side to side, front to back, The dance of the INSOMNIAC. Sleeping pills make me feel lousy, and warm milk doesn't make me drowsy. Late night strolls just aren't for me, and nothing good is in T.V. So I'll concede the useless fight, and once again stay up all night. My plight though, won't drive me berserk, tomorrow, I'll just sleep at work.

Moving Companies Of Delhi Ncr Offering Hassle Free Shifting Services
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Death Of My Sister
Well, if you are reading this then I suppose you are either too nosey or I got caught... Either way it doesn't matter anymore because I will soon be dead. But before that happens let me tell you my story. It all happened on a nice summer day. There had been a thunderstorm the night before and when the day broke the sky was clear and blue. Then the monster got loose. The woman I was dating had been feeling left out and shunned by my sister, who is a control freak that has to involve herself in everything that doesn't concern her. On this particular day my sister arrived and not wanting to deal with her my girlfriend took her kids for a walk telling me that she loved me but didn't feel that she was part of the family and that she understood that I had things here I had to do or she would have asked me to go for a walk with them. A few days before this my sister had hit all the wrong buttons on my girlfriend and had her so upset that she was crying for the better part of the day and night

Why Me
I cant understand why i try as hard as i do yet cant find a local girl that likes me for me and not judge on looks i just want to be happy im a great person i think of others first im always polite to women yet still nothing sometimes i wonder why i even try.

Your Ask Who Is The Black Dahlia? ( Care To Take Time To Read About Her?)
On January 15, 1947 a housewife named Betty Bersinger left her home on Norton Avenue in the Leimert Park section of Los Angeles, bound for a shoe repair shop. She took her three-year-old daughter with her and as they walked along the street, coming up on the corner of Norton and 39th, they passed by several vacant lots that were overgrown with weeds. She couldn’t help but feel a little depressed as she looked out over the deserted area. Development had been halted here, thanks to the war, and the open lots had been left looking abandoned and eerie. Betty felt slightly disconcerted and then shrugged it off, blaming her emotional state on the gray skies and the cold, dreary morning. As she walked a little further along, she caught a glimpse of something white over in the weeds. She was not surprised. It wasn’t uncommon for people to toss their garbage out into the vacant lot and this time, it looked as though someone had left a broken department store mannequin