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Heaven's Tears
rain falling down down my face heaven's tears i stand there getting drenched they mask my own tears not fleeing like everyone else choosing not to escape welcoming the release i stand there soaked and not caring arms raised to storm clouds like a madman,..... smiling

First Time
I was a Flower of the mountain yes when I put the rose in my hair like the Andalusian girls used or shall I wear a red yes and how he kissed me under the Moorish wall and I thought well as well him as another and then I asked him with my eyes to ask again yes and then he asked me would I yes to say yes my mountain flower and first I put my arms around him yes and drew him down to me so he could feel my breasts all perfume yes and his heart was going like mad and yes I said yes I will Yes. "

Mined.
Inspiration. Tis a game. Not all can play. Deafening. Haunts those who wish it banished. Seek it. Return with empty glass. Drink as I do? Follow my thoughts as shadow follows sun? No. Lay ear to ground and follow your own path my darling. For I need no comfort. Willed alone in quietude, I suffer no longer. Opened.

Kinderbar, Funbar
Should there be two sections on fubar, kinderbar for those twenty-five years and younger,or for those who shave a decade or more off their age, or add the same amount ? And funbar for those twenty-six years or older who can prove it?

Why Is It??
Minnesota sucks so bad in the guy department, i need to find me a good southern boy that was brought up with good manners and knows how to treat a lady.... really thinking that the men in minnesota only has a few hopefully maybe ill find one of those hidden few on here from my state...lol are you really out there?

Rock-o-brunchito
.I just finished having brunch on the roof. Whilst Im eating churros & flan topped with mango purre, a mexican duet seranades me with a spanish version of CheapTrick's "I want You To want Me".....played on a gigantic wooden harp....a fucking harp!!! hahahahaha I can honestly say, there is not much left to accomplish, today. (waits for juggling midgets to show up at the door)

Dumbest Thing Ever.
The doctor was looking at me, waiting for me to talk. His gaze was unnerving but I was able to resist it. I've been unwaivering in my life so I won't break this awkward silence. I'm not paying for this shit. Ever since my mind split in two like a cantalope and they locked me in a cell things just wern't quite the same. "Jacob," the doctor broke the cold silence, "when have you started to feel like this?" I smiled my crooked smile, a reddening line lashed across my cheek. The doctor shifted his hefty weight, the seat straining against him in protest. I knew where this was going. What made you start to have suicidal thoughts, Jacob? What made you feel as if the weight was becoming unbearable? Do you feel the guilt now crushing you, you insignifcant fuck? The doctor would smile when they injected me with chemicals to end me. "Jacob-" "Doc, shut up. I heard you, just let me think," I rested my elbows on my knees and rubbed my eyes with my fingertips, "I just think I've done my

Friday Rush Hour Trip To Birmingham
Snappy title, eh? In October 2005 I was fortunate enough to get to see Ronnie James Dio perform in what I believe turned out to be his final full UK tour. He was, as you'd expect, excellent. To get there, I had to drive across central England during the peak of the afternoon/early evening rush hour traffic on a Friday, into England's "second city", not knowing exactly where the venue was or what parking may or may not be available. This is the result of that journey. BUT. I wrote this to the tune of Alice Cooper's "I'm So Angry", which can be found on the CD "The Eyes Of Alice Cooper". (it's getting on a bit now, so you might be able to find a free download). The success of this directly led to me starting to write songs aswell. Sadly, I'm still not a fast enough guitarist to be able to share the fruits of that particular development with you; but, all considered, that is probably a bit of a relief for you! If you possibly can, play the song and read along to the timing of

Toonacy Prequel
Came up with this in a random moment's silliness, and that led to my ongoing Toonacy series. (Sylvester says) I lay so still upon the box When really I was stalking Playing it crafty as a fox To stop that damned bird squawking (Tweety Pie says) I tawt I taw a putty tat Asleep atop the telly I moved in for a closer look And wound up in his belly!

England Ashes Victory 2005
In 2005, Australia had the best cricket team in the world. Arguably, the greatest of all time. England's sensational series victory had a largely disinterested nation suddenly gripped by Ashes fever. Kids who "hated" the sport were suddenly playing it in their back gardens. People who didn't care the first thing about it were wanting to talk to me about it all the time. I responded in the manner I know best. It's true! England won The Ashes There can be no Ifs or Buts With cuts, and pulls, and brutal smashes Our KP drove them nuts The Aussies thought that they were ready With a brash 5-0 forecast They failed to take account of Freddie Now their dominance has passed For years our batsmen took great fright In the face of Glenn McGrath But this England know how to fight And were the better team by far Ol' Glenn is still a fearsome sight And Warney, Brett Lee too But none of them could change their plight As we had something new The king of

My Hijab
HIJAB What do you see when you look at me Do you see someone limited , or someone free All some people can do is just look and stare Simply because they can ' t see my hair Others think I am controlled and uneducated They think that I am limited and un-liberated They are so thankful that they are not me Because they would like to remain ' free ' Well free isn ' t exactly the word I would' ve used Describing women who are cheated on and abused They think that I do not have opinions or voice They think that being hooded isn ' t my choice They think that the hood makes me look caged That my husband or dad are totally outraged All they can do is look at me in fear And in my eye there is a tear Not because I have been stared at or made fun of But because people are ignoring the one up above On the day of judgment they will be the fools Because they were too ashamed to play by their own rules Maybe the guys won' t think I am a cutie But at least I am filled with more i

I Am Asphyxia Monroe.
No I'm not a complete bondage freak. And being choked out isn't a preference or favorite past time. In fact I like making love, real love. Not the freak kind of love. But I am not going into specifics about my sex life. This is more of an explanation of why I go by Asphyxia. Here is the definition. as·phyx·i·a /æsˈfɪksiə/ Show Spelled[as-fik-see-uh] Show IPA –noun Pathology . the extreme condition caused by lack of oxygen and excess of carbon dioxide in

Glass Skin - Dir En Grey
It comes and slowly stains my heart That's been cold, all alone and so tightly closed The sins are scattered everywhere They're around me I can't see it It vainly comes just crashing down In this sad and forgotten little town The truth we tend to look the other way from lies down deep I open out my wings of glass Up and towards the wind melted future So just please don't go Please don't go Be close to you I lay my hand on top of the heavy and closed-out door and I pray The lonely future left for me is one meaning of just living It comes and slowly stains my heart That's been cold, all alone and so tightly closed The sins are scattered everywhere They're around me I can't see it It vainly comes just crashing down In this sad and forgotten little town The truth we tend to look the other way from lies down deep I open out my wings of glass Up and towards the wind melted future So just please don't go Please don't go Wanna be close to you I'm now forgetting even the colors of your tears an

Kodoku Ni Shisu, Yueni Kodoku - Dir En Grey
I have lived in restrict I want to disappear more then to forgetI laugh back at people like you, who act like you understandYou people just live on laughing, saying something good will happen tomorrowThere was always something different about youand me andthe way you talk from the beginningIt's not unusual anymore to get hurt by youJust wishing it wasn't real is my only negative way to escape...ash to ashI am just garbage with an umbrella So give me my dreamI am used to hiding underneath the umbrella So I want you for meCan you hear me?

Merciless Cult - Dir En Grey
The pessimistic you The merciless youAnd the self loving you, What are you looking at?With comparing and getting things in proportionsyou scream out madYou wanted this ending to happenYou must be a romanticistBut I just remembered that there is no love hereOver and over somewhere begins to breakPlease love me, this blood and the meaningPlease love me, this day and this value.

Clever Sleazoid - Dir En Grey
Wake up you're deadDoing meaningless shit over and overI'm just a third-rated star covered in bloodSee the prince on the rocking horse, his polishied face looks coolI'm just gonna spill my guts on you*Under the name of JusticeYou can't break my soulUnder the name of JusticeKill yourselfThink, you moranFall out of line you cockroachRight, left, front, and back, it overflows with despair and painThey say this anger, this emotion, and this passion is all a lieWither...I'm not even trying to justify myself The dark dark Sunday, the blood stainsYou can't save yourselfThe dark dark Sunday, the blood stainsOne day I will fuck your parentsThis is the last timeWelcome to the garden of destruction........(koe mo denai kurai ni... sonna ima ni hitori to kidzuku)The night is cold and longThe night sky is deep and wideThe Dark Dark Sunday, the blood stainsYou can't save yourselfThe dark dark Sunday, the blood stainsOne day I will fuck your parents

The Deeper Vileness - Dir En Grey
I have fun listening to your lies...I shout out joy and you shout for helpFuck! I hate you!Dear God, You're a MOTHERFUCKERDeath for All - Death for AllI'm your worst nightmare,Fuck off!I wanna die!I don't even think of you as my friendI don't even think of you as my friendYou deceived me and sold me outTake off that mask of rectitude!Pretender that hurts one's eyes, voice that jars on one's earFuck 'em all without a careFake rock wannables...just dieI don't even think of you as my friendI don't even think of you as my friendThe maze, it's so coldI'll die in a world of lies and deceitsBy tomorrow I'll be in despairIt was destinedI have fun listening to your lies...I shout out joy and you shout for helpFuck!I hate you!Dear God, You're a MOTHERFUCKERDeath for All - Death for AllI'm your worst nightmare,Fuck off!I wanna die!I don't even think of you as my friendI don't even think of you as my friendThe maze, it's so coldI'll die in a world of lies and deceitsI'll die in a world of lies and

Unrequited Love
In the passing days when we would talk I would think of you as more then a friend The more we had talked The more I began to like you But in my eyes I know you’d never like me in return Everyone can say what they want you don’t have to listen Because this is unrequited love So this will be my lesson The days pass on and we still talk together I have come to love you But still I know you would still never like me in return You have someone and you don’t need me So hear this and listen well Even though there’s no space left for me in your heart Just think that there’s someone out there that really cares for you And will be there to help whenever you fall apart This is my unrequited love.

***own Your Very Own Irish Nurse For St. Patty's Day!!!***
So it's about that time again kids! I haven't auctioned myself in a while! I'm 70lbs lighter and ready to do this damn thing!!! So ready? ***DUE TO THE FACT THAT NOBODY HAS BID YET (THAT'S SO DEPRESSING), THE AUCTION HAS BEEN EXTENDED UNTIL SUNDAY AT 8PM!!!*** Fubux bids: 1 pimp out Spot in top friends Shoutout on my profile 1 SFW salute

[symbolism]
Well, I got 4/4 calf thrusters "done". Set, assembled, partially filed.There's also some parts I could add to them so, Gouf is still a work in progress. No big surprise there right?In the meantime... I've been thinking about symbolism.My father's father's coat of arms has... bees on it.I've already mentioned to Supe what some of that imagery can mean, and he also pointed out death for the hive "die for a cause".Bees are workers, team members, and willing to die just to injure you.Its kinda cool >>But... not really me.I'm a loner. I prefer idealism to pragmatism, aesthetics to 100% practicality, It's something I've been working on with color theory, color symbolism and now I'm working out some imagery that's unique to me.It doesn't -have- to have anything to do with mobile suits, but it probably will eventually.Symbols... and it can't just be something I like. Hell, if I was even to combine symbols and colors I like- I don't think I could actually come up with anything. Maybe I'm goin a

Negativity
So I'm thinking about deleting this account. I know, all the lil drama whores threaten that constantly for attention. I'm not doing that. I'm just writing this as a way of trying to get my thoughts together. See, fubar used to be fun. I had a bunch of friends on here. We talked, we had fun, times were good. But now every time I log in, I'm left with nothing but negative feelings about it. Half the people I used to talk to aren't on here anymore. A bunch of the ones who are left are all caught up causing drama crap that's completely unnecessary. And the handful that don't fall into either of those categories... things on this site with them leave me feeling very.. underwhelmed. I'm not sure its still worth having an account here anymore.

Really People?!
I am so tired of walking down the street and seeing nothing but faceless people. It’s like walking through a synthetic masquerade, in a illusory world, where everyone has a imitated benign look them. Is there really anyone out there who isn’t part of the plastic pandemic? Since when did everything have to be textbook, picture-perfect, seamless, unspoiled, unadulterated, impeccable, and unflawed. Yes, I’m using multiple words to describe perfection for those of you that just don’t get it. Let me just break this down for you a little bit more. Ladies and gentlemen life isn’t perfect and neither are you so stop trying to make it such, the phony charade isn’t necessary or warranted. Your imperfections, limitations and your flaws make you unique individuals and worth knowing.

Hidden
Have you found it yet? It’s hidden beneath the dark stormy clouds in my mind, in the center of that labyrinth of scars, Can you see through the warm tears that fall like rain? I bet you can, if you look hard enough you can see where it’s tucked away within shadows, it’s always closely guarded by ghosts and phantoms, of the long since forgotten. It’s trapped by the past, has been buried by the present and thoughts of the future. Do you know the way in? I have only found false entrances and dead ends. It can see through masks of love and compassion, It fears kindness and joy, and it will not let you in willingly. But be warned if you do find way, a monster lurks within, and it will tell you lies and pretend to be your friend. It will lead you astray and you will soon find a part of yourself locked away, surrounded by shadows within your very own labyrinth of scars, beneath dark tear filled clouds, being guarded by the ghosts and th

Stuff
I don't know what to say I guess that is why the blog is called "Stuff". I am going through a tough time and I am so grateful for my friends, especially the ones that live close to me. To be totally honest I am scared. After 14 years, I will be on my own. I thought about going back home to Idaho but I would miss my kids and the man that has been by my side through it all. So much to do still and I am doing my best not to give up! No matter how many times I want to, I don't for three reasons: the first two are my kids and the third is Him. I know I should have a fourth reason: ME! I just need to realize that I am stronger than I think I am and that I will get through it all.

Being Alonn
I HAVE BEEN SINGLE FOR A WHILE! A CHOICE I MAD! THERE ARE A LOT OF THING I MISS BEING IN A RELATINOSHIP! LIKE WAKING UP AND HAVING ARMS AROUND ME! GETTING BREAKFAST IN BED ON SUNDAY! HAVING SOME ONE WATCH OVER ME WHEN I HAVE HAD TO MUCH TO DRINK! I STILL TALK AND SEE MY X AND X IS WHAT HE WILL BE TO ME! WE REMAIN FRIENDS AND I HELP HIM WHE I CAN! NOW ALL I NEED TO DO IS MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE AND SEE IF I CAN FIND MY SOLE MATE! THERE IS SOME BODY FOR EVERY BODY! BELEAVE THAT! SO HERE IS SIT ON A WEEKEND AND NO WHERE TO GO AND NOTHING TO DO! NOT THAT I LIKE IT LIKE THIS! SOME DAY MY PRIENCE WILL FIND ME AND TAKE ME AWAY FROM THIS LIFE I HAVE!

In A Bottle
I am bottled anger.Violence burns within me; A potent drug, rage.With it, I could toppleThe mountain's height: How much more could I destroy you, Pitiful worm.I am danger incarnate: Death personified.Be thankful I am sane, And controlled; -Bottled anger-If I were not, You would cease to be. Anger is a virusThat needs not even airTo propagate contagionWhenever it is shared. Anger can't be placed in quarantineTo contain its vicious spreadFor anger feeds upon itselfAnd burns a flaming red. Anger is all consumingAnger does not desistFrom destroying sensibilitesIn that haze of its red mist.

Just So Words From Me Lol Hope No One Get Offended
FUCK YOU I'M THROUGHI WANT NOTHING MORE FROM YOUMY SANITY IS WEARING THINI RATE, I HATEYOU DETERMINED YOUR OWN FATENOW EVERYTHING IS CAVING IN FUCK YOUR POWER TRIP ANDFUCK YOUR ATTITUDE ANDFUCK YOUR BLOATED EGO TOOFUCK YOUR HISTORY, YOUR TRAGEDY, YOUR MISERYBUT MOST OF ALL.......FUCK YOU! FUCK THIS, ALL OF THISBITCH AND MOAN AND BLEED AND PISSSECONDS AWAY FROM GOIN' DOWNGO AHEAD AND PUSH MEYOUR FAKERY, YOUR BUTCHERYIS NOTHING COMPARED TO MY HATE FOR YOU FUCK YOUR APATHY ANDFUCK YOUR EMPATHY ANDFUCK YOUR NIHILISM, TOOFUCK YOUR BITTER PILLS, TAKE EM ALL, YOUNEVER WILLBUT MOST OF ALL.......FUCK YOU! NOTHING CHANGES, NOTHING FAZES, NOTHING STAYS THE SAME FUCK YOUR POWER TRIP ANDFUCK YOUR ATTITUDE ANDFUCK YOUR BLOATED EGO TOOFUCK YOUR HISTORY, YOUR TRAGEDY, YOUR MISERYBUT MOST OF ALL....... MOTHERFUCKER FUCK YOU!

No Place Else To Say It
I was supposed to be going to South Dakota next week, but the customer canceled for the time being. They are having "repeatablility" issues, where they say their robot isn't going back to the same place all the time. I'm sure that deep-down they know the problem is their own fault and they'll end up paying for the service visit. So I called the travel department and canceled. I then was open to go to Tulsa, Oklahoma to do some preventative maintenance for another customer. They have a robot that's mounted upside down, up about 18 feet in the air on an overhead rail that it travels back and forth over for 50 feet. I called travel, scheduled the flight for Tuesday... the customer called right before the end of the day Friday and rescheduled for the following Friday/Saturday... so now I'm leaving Thursday the 24th returning on Sunday. The travel dept. has to hate me by now. Been traveling a lot more than normal, this year. I don't mind it. In fact, I prefer it to sitting in the office,

Biker Joke
Joe wanted to buy a motorbike. He doesn't have much luck untilone day, he comes across a Harley with a 'for sale' sign on it.The bike seems even better than a new one, although it is 10 yearsold. It is shiny and in absolute mint condition.He immediately buys it, and asks the seller how he kept it in suchgreat condition for 10 years.'Well, it's quite simple, really,' says the seller, 'whenever thebike is outside and it's gonna rain, rub Vaseline on the chrome. It protects it from the rain.'And he hands Joe a jar of Vaseline.That night, his girlfriend, Sandra, invites him over to meet herparents. Naturally, they take the bike there.But just before they enter the house, Sandra stops him and says,'I have to tell you something about my family before we go in.''When we eat dinner, we don't talk. In fact, the first person whosays anything during dinner has to do the dishes.''No problem,' he says. And in they go.Joe is shocked. Right smack in the middle of the living room is a

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You Disgust Me, Clarence.
If your name is actually Clarence, I apologize. Unless, of course, you're actually disgusting. Speaking of disgusting, I'm kind of grossed out by the personalities that some people exhibit. I'm not claiming mine is superior because I know it's not, and I think the dumbass that keeps popping up in my shoutbox to get a "like" because he can't remember who he spammed 24 hours earlier could probably attest to what a bitch I can be... but some people that even I thought I knew better can really be disappointing in an ewww kind of way. As far as this site goes, just because I don't buy you as much bling as I used to when I wasted more money on here doesn't mean I started to like you less. I can't afford it and I won't pretend that I can, but it seems those are the only kind of acknowledgements some people seem to acknowledge in return. I was never looking for gratitude, or even a response to the gift itself, but the reason I ever got you something in the first place was because I admired a

Real Beauty
What is Real Beauty, and why can't we see, that we live in a World full of Beauty???? These days we are so busy, that we can't really see it. There're so many beautiful things that have been given to us by our Goddess and God, from our Mother Earth and all its creatures. Sometimes it's not just that we can't see it, but that we have forgotten what Real Beauty is. Sometimes it's staring us right in the face, but at times it is hidden and is not that easy to be seen. The matter of fact is that we all -and I'm including myself- have diferent points of view (which is good). As you can see beauty means something different to all of us. Beauty is NOT just looks and believe it or not there are a lot of people that really think "Beauty is JUST looks". More people than I will like to admit, and sadly enough there are beautiful girls and women dying because they believe the nonsense they see in magazines and TV, and dying without having known real beauty is sad. But real beauty is much more

Song Challenge - Day 02
Day 02 – Your least favorite song I'm not a rap or hip hop snob, but I don't think I'm alone in believing that most music released in those genres during the last 5-10 years really fucking sucks. Like this song. WTF?

Japan
The news of the earthquake in Japan and then the Tsunami following the event have sparked a world wide focus on doom and gloom. I encourage everyone to look at it in a different light. Let me explain.... Some of you know me, but most of you don't yet. For those that do know me, they know me as a Peaceful Warrior. I am a follower and huge proponent of 'The Law of Attraction'. The Law of Attraction was first introduced to me when watching the movie, 'The Secret'. This then led to the teachings of Abraham through Jerry and Esther Hicks. As I delve deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole these principles become more real to me. Thoughts are things. Everything that has been created on this planet was first a thought, then that thought manifested itself into reality. The car you drive was first a thought. The coffee mug you are picking up at the moment was first a thought. This webpage was at first a thought. There are negative thoughts and there are positive

Make Her Prepay Before You Dump!! Another Db Diary Entry!
"Men treat women like gas stations, they pump & dump Damnit ladies don't you think it's about time we make them prepay before they pump??" I read this status and had to laugh because any respectable woman would NEVER have this has their status...for several reasons. For one it tells the guys around you that you are a WHORE. You sleep with men before you know them and are pretty much nothing but a sperm dumpter. Two most women wait until they have known a man awhile to even think about getting in the sack with them. Prepay???? umm don't you mean marriage? Dating? Being engaged?? You wouldn't have to worry about being a sperm dumpster if you were following the code of being a human and knowing someones last name before you laid on your back. Your prepay would be dating or commited and after that it would no longer be considered prepaying right??? If you feel used then maybe you should close your legs because most respectable women don't feel used or "pumped and dumped" we keep a man aro

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I'm Back...
It was nice to be away for a minute but now I think my little fucation is over... Soooo with that being said I know I have alot of catch up on and all that... Thank you everyone for the support and well wishes & those who kept in contact... I have alot to catch up on I see apparently.. And of course, alot of stupid to address on alot of levels it looks like...rofl... See ya'll floatin around fu!..... Have a great weekend. Peace.

...not Trying To Be A Supa Fu-hero...
not trying or wanting to be a top dude, or a green, or most liked (facebook/fubar),or start an enormous bling collection..just trying to meet new people, stay in touch with the ones i've already know, have fun & keep it ma' fukkN real yo..leveling will eventually happen, but u will not see me post a pathetic status begging for help, or for bling, or bling packages, cause having fu-celebrity status, is definitely not in my interest..just keeping it one hundred, is all ;-)

Military- Can You Give This To My Daddy
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The One You Love
I know you need a friend, someone you can talk to Who will understand what you're going through When it comes to love, there's no easy answer Only you can say what you're gonna do I heard you on the phone, you took his number Said you weren't alone, but you'd call him soon Isn't he the guy, the guy who left you cryin'? Isn't he the one who made you blue? When you remember those nights in his arms You know you gotta make up your mind Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you Or are you goin' back to the one you love? Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you Someone's gonna thank the stars above What you gonna say when he comes over? There's no easy way to see this through All the broken dreams, all the disappointment Oh girl, what you gonna do? Your heart keeps sayin' it's just not fair But still you gotta make up your mind Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you Or are you goin' back to the one you love? Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you Someon

Kinda Important
Morning all you lovely, people. just to give you a clue as to what is happening ... and most i know it's personel drama and you don't need to be invloved. I am locking things down as of today. There will probably be someone coming around being all nice and cutey about it ... but trying to find out where I am and where I am living and who I am talking to and so on. I am not a very public person. but I am having to protect myself. This is from the same person that I got away from ... has informed me if I proceed with everything that I am doing ... "When I get out of jail, you better leave the country, because i will find you!!" yeah, not needed. So, I am protecting myself. I(h) all of my friends and there are those that know and understand more of what's going on. Please just know, I will not have pics available for anyone other than friends. And even though I need to have my profile kinda open, yeah ... sorry!!!! huggz n lubz n stuffz 3/14/11 I am hoping som

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Sooo my loverlies. I have a question about something I'm kind of stumped on. Me and my mom as i have mentioned before are opening a small buisiness online and part time in r/l. Now i have 40ish some barettes, headbands, ect...that need to be displayed in a fun creative way. I have thought of a few different things, but none really are feeling right? Any thoughts? This display in particular is for a sale we are doing on the 9th which will be our first day of business. so any fun, interesting, unique ideas, throw them my way!... If i choose one to use, that person will get a boomerang. these are the oversized...and super fucking cute, bobby pins i made...and part of what will have to go on the display IDEAS GIVEN: roK- fishnet idea, or possible lollipop tree max- chicken wire, cut to act as a tree

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Today, House Homeland Security Committee Chairman began his “personal quest” to scrutinize the patriotism of American Muslims through his hearings on the radicalization in the U.S. Muslim community. King insists that his pursuit is “the logical response” to the “threat level” posed by the community, adding “it makes no sense to talk about other types of extremism, when the main threat to the United States today is talking about al Qaida.” Not only are King’s assumptions incredibly inaccurate, a former Department of Defense official in the Bush Administration states that his crusade is helping homegrown terrorism. Jennifer Bryson, who spent a few years doing counter-terrorism work while working for the Defense Intelligence Agency from 2003 to 2008, pointed out that King’s fear-mongering is “dividing the world between Muslims and non-Muslims,” the “same tactic” used by Osama Bin Laden and Al-Qaeda

The Art Of Love Making
Set the mood- In order to make love the right way proper mood is very important. You simply can not satisfy your partner is he or she is in a negative or a bad mood. This is the major reason why some couples feel love making was absolutely awesome sometimes whereas other times it's just ordinary. Your and your partner's mood has a big role to play in love making. To keep the heavenly magic intact in love making always do it when you feel the situational moods are right. Romance- Love making is all about romance and emotional attachment towards each other. Romance is extremely important to add that extra spice before you start taking your clothes off. Romance normally leads to an exceptionally better love making and you get more satisfaction each time you make love. Use words- Words are a very important part of love making and should be used wisely. The pleasure from making love doubles when you tell your partners how much you love need or want him or her. Research has shown that coup

No One Said I Was Talking About Fubar
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Ideas? Boomerang Giveaway!
Sooo my loverlies. I have a question about something I'm kind of stumped on. Me and my mom as i have mentioned before are opening a small buisiness online and part time in r/l. Now i have 40ish some barettes, headbands, ect...that need to be displayed in a fun creative way. I have thought of a few different things, but none really are feeling right? Any thoughts? This display in particular is for a sale we are doing on the 9th which will be our first day of business. so any fun, interesting, unique ideas, throw them my way!... If i choose one to use, that person will get a boomerang.

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Do You Ever Really Know?
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Dear Pathetic Losers
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The Heart Attack Grill
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Love For The Ages
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I Love To.. Thats Why
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Poop.
If you've got an opinion based on a firsthand situation that you think I may also experience, by all means, feel free to share your thoughts with me. I'll listen objectively and appreciate your advice. If you've got a secondhand opinion based on facts that have never impacted you directly, keep it the fuck to yourself. Caring about another person that went through bullshit is one thing, but passing along their opinion as your own is a bunch of poop. That is all. Carry on.

One Day (a Poem )
One day you'll open your eyes and it'll be too late. One day you'll wake and feel the hate. One day when you need him to love you it wont be there. The way you weren't there when he needed you. One day when you wonder where things went wrong, you'll find yourself asking yourself why. Holding your head toward the sky,tears streaming down your eyes,"What did I do to deserve this." All you wanted was the love one could give. But where you went wrong you'll never get the answer. The answer is within. Search yourself and you will find, Why you werent there for him. Why you turned your back and walked away... One day you will wake,you will see that you were the one who couldnt love him, One day you will open your eyes and see the hate and know Its too fucking late.

[first Post Eaten. Goes With That Theme Of Defeat. Fix The Blogs...]
posted on 03/10/2011 @ 07:03 pm [I stepped out, not down.] (edit | delete) http://fubar.com/i-stepped-out-not-down/b340021-1146206 I'm going to put some balsalmic vinegar in this scotch.Okay... next chapter.You remember Return of the Jedi- where everything was pretty much fine after all the downturn of Empire and... there were Ewoks?We are NOTdoing that here.This is probably Empire Strikes Back... and keeps beating you over the head.Until his arms get tired. And then he tags his buddy in while he gets a cappucino and works out his charlie horse.All I fucking want is some walnut chicken and a job actually equivalent to my education and expertise.That'd be terrific.Careers. Income. Bodies of work.There will be /crazy here.Like I've already told you allI don't compartmentalize by content- I compartmentalize by the nonsense in my life.That means there will be surveys, there will be rants and all of my passions will have representation hereabouts.SoVideo gamesrobotsfantasyculturephi

[i Stepped Out, Not Down.]
I'm going to put some balsalmic vinegar in this scotch.Okay... next chapter.You remember Return of the Jedi- where everything was pretty much fine after all the downturn of Empire and... there were Ewoks?We are NOTdoing that here.This is probably Empire Strikes Back... and keeps beating you over the head.Until his arms get tired. And then he tags his buddy in while he gets a cappucino and works out his charlie horse.All I fucking want is some walnut chicken and a job actually equivalent to my education and expertise.That'd be terrific.Careers. Income. Bodies of work.There will be /crazy here.Like I've already told you allI don't compartmentalize by content- I compartmentalize by the nonsense in my life.That means there will be surveys, there will be rants and all of my passions will have representation hereabouts.SoVideo gamesrobotsfantasyculturephilosophyfoodrandomYou're welcome to wander about. At your leisure.

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[i've Given It Some Thought]
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Nice Guy
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One Day Soon
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Fortitude
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The First Flight Of The Phoenix
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Medicated, Sedated, Yet The Phoenix Is Born
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Lemme Take A Crack At This
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England Win The Ashes 2010/11 Woohoo
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The Winter Blues
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I'd just trawled round the city centre for what felt like forever, October 2005. This resulted. The festive time of Yuletide All the shops cry 'Come Inside' For everything that you might need Do we have it? Yes indeed! You visit every place in town Traipsing round and round (and round) To find that gift for your little one Who smiles sweetly and says 'I want' Tired and weary, feeling blitzed But barely touched that shopping list You agonize over what to get The kids would love that toy train set The buying spree just lasts for ages You wish for much more in your wages Oh why can't Christmas come in stages? Pause for breath and look around you Lots of people all worried too At least, you think, 'it's not just me'

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New News About The Ghost And What It Is ????
I am sooooooo sorry for being away from my friends on fu, the few of you who really care, but my life is up to it's azz in turmoil right now. I have been notified by my surgical transplant team that they will no longer see me since I have been declared officially in remission and transplant unnecessary. Also, I am permitted to return to most normal activities (I didn't mention fu to them) and only call if I start experiencing strange happenings. GOOD=-=I guess? My new way of thinking has me seeking a newer way of life and therefore am returning to my Art business and this will involve a major move on my part. Also involves major money, something I don't have. My absence is created by my searching for funding sources and ways to make this move by the end of May when my lease here in NY expires. I am one very busy person right now. I will try very hard to check in once a day from now on but won't be here long. If you want to get ahold of me go to your search box and key in Richard Shwe

Life In The Office
Written November 2009 - a contact at one of our work's suppliers asked me to write a poem about their crappy new system.. little did I know at the time we'd be in the same boat just a few months later! We've had a new system, be good if it worked But we've struggled and toiled while managers smirked They said there's no money - no chance of a raise We found that so funny: grrrr.... one of these days! They've gone to a meeting, dispensed with the seating They left in a flashy new car Are they sat on their asses? No, they're emptying glasses Propping up the neighbourhood bar!

Ok, Ok, So I'm A Scrawny G*t !!
Written June 2009, it's take the p*ss out of me time. Hope y'all get a good laugh at this one Do you know what I did when I was a kid? It was easy for me to play hide and seek I'd turn to the side and be lost for a week Now that I'm older, I'm still kinda lean Weigh much the same as I did at sixteen You claim I'm lucky but I think you are 'Cos I need a winch, to move just an inch Else I've no chance when pushing the car ** I go to concerts, but it's not good for me 'Cos when the crowds push and there is a crush I bear the brunt, being stood at the front And come out of it in 2-D People will say get some meat on your bones Why don't you eat and put on a few stones? After years of troughing I've thoroughly learned That the action of quoffing sees calories burned A portion of chips and a big piece of fish Won't sit on my hips, whatever I wish

Update. Not Drama, Just Facts. [updated With Picture]
I've had severe lung and stomach problems going on 4 years now. Doctors up here (PA) can't find anything wrong. I have an appointment with the First Responders Clinic in NYC in April. They want to rule out Mesothelioma, and a few other diseases that many of us who worked at Ground Zero are dying from, and have died from. I don't know for sure what the outcome will be, but I will update when I do. I don't want sympathy, nor do I want pity. I volunteered with the Red Cross to help my friends and fellow citizens, and that was a risk I was willing to take. At least I know that if I don't make it much longer, my children and family will be well taken care of, and never have to want for anything again. That's it. Nothing more to see here. Move along. :)

Telling It How It Really Is
Written May 2009 when the Parliamentary Expenses scandal finally broke. Came out more like a song than a poem, and might make more sense if you're British.. then again, might not? Personal fave, this one :) Who cares about the credit crunch When there's caviar for lunch A penny, a pound, I feel free To splash it around at liberty I'll swan about in my flash car It matters not if I go far Cos it's down to you I have the tools To make, or bend, or break those rules Our greed is total, our morals lax A swimming pool or doggie snacks Or possibly a brand new fax Paid by a hike in fuel tax We divert focus from our flaws By creating silly laws We thrive on promises and lies And then we vote ourselves a rise Life's like a pill When you can see no ill Oh how I love to be me Got my snout in the trough

Ahahahaha New Funny Status Lol
this is why i have these ppl on my friends list, just to make fun of them, honestly. pretty pretty's aka whatever the hell shes calling herself today lol status: STFU An leave me alone"An keep your bp..an HH..I Dont want them if my pretty face cant earn them..k Ty rate my page?...have a great day ok if ya havent looked at her heres the deal, shes married with kids and wont get naked for stuff on here. kudos to her on that btw....... but once again i gotta say it like it is......hun if ur relying on ur face to get you by on fubar, Im amazed u get anywhere. What you have goin for you is a smokin body and an average face. If people say you have a pretty face, honestly they havent looked up from your boobs or butt yet. I dont blame them either, its some prime meat ya got goin on there. BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ur still a freeloader trying to gain popularity without giving anything of value in return, and i dont mean naked pictures, I mean anything, youre just a taker and that gets no

Trials & Tribulations Of A Gardener
Written spring 2009 after fighting to create a net cage over our potted cherry tree, that wouldn't touch the ground for the ants to climb up! I took up gardening to relax But we're beseiged by snail attacks Yes we lost a juicy hosta Through gastropods having a snack (If I ate French, I'd eat them back!) I'm fooled no more by spring birdsong I know what they're plotting all along They watch as I secure the netting Laughing, planning how to get in And clear our tree of its ripened cherries In practice for those swelling blueberries They tell me that we need a cat To tell the truth I'd thought of that But next door's mog's our garden sitter She comes each dawn, pees on the lawn Mistakes it for a tray of litter Dandelions are killing our grass So I adjusted the mower Made it cut lower

Aged To Imperfection
Wrote this sometime in 2008, I think. Still, can't expect me to remember that any more ;) I've lost my hair, it isn't fair But there's a positive side Least I can say, I won't go grey Or comb over the great divide I used to wake as dawn would break Bright and fresh and early Now when it's time to rise, I can't open my eyes Roll out of bed grumpy and surly So deeply I spoke, when my voice first broke How proudly and loud I could shout Now it's broken off as I splutter and cough In trying to get the words out My teeth were once bright, set straight and white Behind smooth lips made for kissing Now they're crooked and angling, a couple are dangling And half of the buggers are missing No-one said a word that I hadn't heard

Meh....my Mind
I look, I see but i can't see what it is you see. Everyday staring at a reflection that I think who is that? Everyday looking at the pictures saying to myself, who is that, that can't be me. I don't see what it is you see, I am unable to invision that myself. What I see you can't even imagine. I don't see me, I see something else. Who is that, I ask myself? I will never be what others are like I will always just be me. Somedays I'm happy with that but then those days sneek up where I wish I was more like someone else. Many scars, deep inside, that hinder me to see what it is you see. So many things that you have yet to know of why I feel this way. Emotional scars run deep for things that have been kept secret. Somedays they slip and reach the surface but for the most they stay buried deep inside a wandering mind. I'm sorry I am unable to see me like you see me. I'm sorry it frustrates me to hear the words you speak. I just don't know how to take all this in, I wi

Leveling
well i keep leveling however i am at the level to become angel or demon i chose angel and i get to pimp out ppl and i don't even no how....lmao thank you to every one who has helped me along the way.. i would love to send bling but i have no credits and cant bring my self to buy credits...lol is it really worth the money they want for that stuff hell hubby wants to get fu married and they want 80.00 to do that really i didn't pay that much for our real licence... lol well I'm just babbling trying out this blog thing... stay sweet you all and keep the love coming... trish

So, Let Me Get This "straight"...
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30 Day Song Challenge
I saw this on Twitter and I'm going to try to do it here. Of course, I'll only do it on days when I'm at work since those are the days I have a computer. Here it goes. Feel free to join in. Day 01 – Your favorite song Much easier said than done. I mean, what do you base this on, right? Since there are so many opportunities in this list to share songs that I love, I went with the first one that came to mind here. Probably not my absolute favorite, but I don't think I have one of those... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cxbFLYa0_bw&tracker=False Day 02 – Your least favorite songDay 03 – A song that makes you happyDay 04 – A song that makes you sadDay 05 – A song that reminds you of someoneDay 06 – A song that reminds of you of somewhereDay 07 – A song that reminds you of a certain eventDay 08 – A song that you know all the words toDay 09 – A song that you can dance toDay 10 – A song that makes you fal

What's Going On And Why I'm Not On Here Much Anymore (for My Fam And Friends Who Care)
MARCH 10,2011 AT THIS MOMENT...MY OLDEST SON JUST HAD SURGERY 3 WEEKS AGO AND IS STILL RECOVERING AND NOW HE'S HAVING A 48-HOUR EEG DONE TO FIND OUT WHY AND EXACTLY HOW MANY SEIZURES HE'S HAVING ONLY WHEN HE SLEEPS. MY YOUNGEST SON HAS TO HAVE A HEAD CT DONE TOMORROW TO DETERMINE WHY HE VOMITS EVERY TIME HIS HEAD HURTS JUST THE LEAST LITTLE BIT. PRAYING EVERYTHING IS OK WITH HIS BRAIN AND THAT IT'S NOTHING SERIOUS! :( THIS IS JUST A LITTLE EXPLANATION OF WHY I'M SO STRESSED AND DON'T HAVE MUCH TIME FOR FUBAR! WHEN I FINALLY GET SOME TESTS RESULTS BACK ABOUT MY SONS THEN I'LL BE HERE MORE..MAYBE, DEPENDING THE OUTCOME OF THE TESTS. TILL THEN, PLEASE BE PATIENT. ALL LUV WILL BE RETURNED! XOXOXOX NIKKI B

Comatose By Jesse Mathe
I watch my thoughts spin out of here Caught up in distortioned drowsing fear Waking to drug my mind away Sulfur my brain to ashed decay I'm always drowned in the unclear Barbiturate my long lost years Set to take my breath away Longing to wake another day Sedate my time far and near As comatose as you are here Just as the pendulum swings both ways Time will speed up and delay My eyes seem so far away from here Curtained decisions insincere Keeping me from staying here I live to pasify my needs just as the garden grows it's weeds I'm only here for you to endure Barbiturate my long lost years Set to take my breath away Longing to wake another day Sedate my time far and near As comatose as you are here I watch my thoughts spin out of here Caught up in distortioned drowsing fear Waking to drug my mind away Sulfur my brain to ashed decay I'm always drowned in the unclear Just as the pendulum swings both ways Time will speed up and delay My eye

One Dream Away :
Last nite I woke and U was there,just like U used to be.I knew for just a short time but U were holding me.We smiled we laughed we shared the dream......time stopped for awhile or so it seemed.We spoke of days like we was there, we spoke oftimes that we had shared.It wasn't the past that filled our hearts. It was just last nite and we were never apart.The little things that warmed the nite was right before us in plain sight.U saw it too and held me closeU never once let me go.A sparkle of sun thenU had gone , another dreamanother song.One that plays so tenderly and always brings u back to me. And so we wait for the next sweet nightit's always there, you're right on time.It starts back up ur never farone dream away and there U are . ~ L.Wilson 3/10 ~

Fu Hores
I have been on FU for juss over a year now, and I've met some really, unscrupulous people. People who are mean, not that bright, and frankly some were juss a waste of space. whom do i find the most offencive? the Fu Hore! Right now all the people who show the goodies for bling, and credits r getting pissed. Calm down, ur off the hook, i mean the other hores. with the bling and credit hores, u know where u stand "here's muh bewbs, gimmy some bling/credits. I'm talking about the other ones, the ones that talk it to a whole diff level. From the chatter of the lounges and the prying eyes of the bouncers in sb, to yahoo where they can spin webs that will tie u up as tight as any rope, or cuffs. The ones, who insinuate themselves into ur very life. some r content to keep it juss casual, a lil naughty on the phone late at night, doesnt really hurt anyone right? Well some go much further, talking to peoples family members, involving children, paying visits, all in the name of love. Except

My Qoutes....
This will be updated every time I have something witty or funny to say and no they will not be ripped from other people. If it is not a genuine thought straight out of my mind It will not be posted....PERIOD! When in doubt GOOGLE! 1.Sometimes even when you hide behind smoke and mirrors your transparent.(RR) 2.Never have I seen at a cellular level so many atoms coexist to create such a beautiful being.(RR) 3.They say some friendships happen on accident....Well then "CRASH".(RR) 4.I really believe that people fall in love with moments not other people...I'd give a lifetime of mediocrity away for a single perfect day of love.(RR) 5.They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder.That is until I come by and poke your freaking eye.(RR) 6.Of course I know your the Devil.You lead me into Temptation all the fucking time.(RR)

Every Hero. (part 2.1)
Every seed planted, doesn't sprout.Every sprout doesn't grow.Every tree doesn't bear fruit...Some just wither to dust, he wondered what name they were calling him now...Some far off, distant thing. Started with a D?"Captain?"Davretor...the name was Davretor this time."Hmm?" He had trimmed his beard and knixed the waggling pony tail of his faux-lordship. Trading white cloth gloves for studded leather and iron once again.This new suit though... it creaked and whined with every move, no damn good.He began to contemplate protection over sound... it'd have to depend on the day, the mission, and the weather.So much depended on the weather.He had a faint suspicion that while he fussed over his armor, the junior officer addressing him wouldn't actually keep talking. "This isn't regular army, get that stick out of your ass before someone helps you breathe through your neck- speak! I can do two things at once"The man he bought the armor from absolutely refused to distress wear, or break in the

Magickal Intent
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Can You See The Truth?
" Can You See The Truth ? " Can you see the truth that lies right before your eyes ?Just below the surfaceHidden within plain viewAll you have to do is open your mind Just scratch the surface and the truth is thereA small effort to reveal allToo many times we miss so many thingsBecause we fail to put forth the effort We close our minds to those things not openly revealedSo much is lostOpen your minds to the things not readily revealedExplore the darkness and all that lies withinExplore the forbiddenStep away from the normEscape the limitations Of modern sanityAnd embrace a realm Of ever changing possibilitiesAnd realize that there are no limitations.=====================================Copyright 2011

Look Into My Eyes
" Look Into My Eyes "Look into my eyesSo you may begin to realizeI am not who you think I amCan you see how deep I really am Can you even see that deepLet your soul begin to seepInto the whole of who I amSeep beyond the superficial dam Become a part of me so you can seeBeyond the superficial realityFeel the venom coursing through my veinsLet yourself experience all my pains Feel the evil deep insideAnd catch a glimpse of the other sideAnd then look again because I have evolvedThe circle of life has just revolved.--------------------------------------------------------------------------------Copyright © 2011

As The Teardrop Glistens
"As The Teardrop Glistens " As the teardrop glistens in my shaded eyesI hide my pain before you realizeClose my eyes and hold it inBury the pain deep within Look at you and crack a smileCrying inside all the while...The teardrop glistens ... If you were to look you just might seeHow much pain is hiding inside of meHow much longer can I hold onHow much longer can I put this show on ...You cut me deeper than a ten inch knifeAnd brought to me infinite strife... Strike up a Marlboro and breathe in deepWatch the smoke as it begins to seepSeeping slowly from between my lipsWatch the smoke just hang in the air ...I feel the teardrop begin to glistenMy pain screaming loud, forcing me to listen... I feel a trickle on my cheekWipe it away as I begin to seekBegin to seek... Seek a way to get awayWhere I don't have to feel this wayNo more pain, No more liesNo more teardrops to glisten my eyes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

5 Lessons On How To Treat People
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Which Watch Should I Wear To Tonight’s Ball?
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Facination By Jesse Mathe
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Dva Bounty Hunter Hall Of Fame 8
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Hey Sf East Bay Area Fu's!
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Recent Events...
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Wow Ppl On Here Need To Grow The Fuk Up
Well I haven't been around and I heard from a friend of mine that a rumor was going around about why I haven't been online. 1st off I have no fkn clue who this chick ninja is and why she's sitting there telling ppl that I said that smoke was stalking me, SHUT THE FUK UP AND GET A GOD DAMN LIFE. 2nd my reason for not being on is none of anyones god damn business. I have stuff going on in real life and I don't need to explain a damn thing to no one. I think it's pathetic that ppl feel the need to talk about ppl they don't even know and claim they have proof that I said this. OK BIOTCH where's ur proof cuz I haven't been on fubar in like a month and a half and I haven't even been on yahoo. So stick that in ur fkn pipe and smoke it biotch. Now feel free to try and start shit because I could give a rats ass what u or anyone else says. MIND UR GOD DAMN BUSINESS AND GET A FKN LIFE!!!! I have better things to do then fkn argue with someone online. Rant done fuk u and have a ni

Life Is.........
I quote from memory: "One day I was walking through a field in Selonika. There I saw an old man planting an almond tree. Now boss, this man looked as if he had a day or two at the most left to live. But there he was planting this almond tree. So I said, 'Old man why are you planting this almind tree?". He looked at me and said, "Sonny, I live as though I would never die". How about that boss. He lives as though he would never die. Me? I live as though I would die any minute. For that reason and only that reason I am free." (Zorba The GreeK)

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Well this will be my first blog ever ! and the way i feel it's going to be a wild ride of maddness ! I'm not to sure what i'm supposed to write about so i guess i'll right about my life sort of like a bio or something ! my last 5 years in life has had more ups and downs than most people have had to deal with in their wole lives !I have been in 2 relationships in the last 5 years both to wemon named angela and both of their dads had the same name which was chuck !long story short both of them decided that they wanted to be with some body else !I am still really good friends with the first one !we decided that we make better friends than a couple ! the second one is a man eater ! I met her 2 days after me and the last angie broke up and my life has been turned upside down ever since then ! I went from haveing everything i wanted to losing everything i had ! and the worst part is that i'm stuck being involved with her family every day because soon after we met i ended up getting a place w

Just Sayin
Breaking News: The Pity Train has just derailed at the intersection of Suck It Up & Move On and crashed into We All Have Problems before coming to a complete stop at Get the Hell Over It. Self proclaimed victims of the crash made their way to Whiner Memorial and received medical treatment from Dr. Snivel. Reporting LIVE from the town of Self Pity, this is Quitchur Bitchin'. Now back to you, Jerry Springer.

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We are all taught lessons throughout life.....some by choice and others by fate, it takes a wise individual to not only survive these encounters but to learn and give back what was given to them You go throughout life learning and experiencing knowledge (good as well as bad) and depending on what you take from it, shapes you into the person you'll ultimately become. There are some who have these experiences upon them only to not truly learn from it, instead they see it as some form of payback for all years they were without it and now seek out to claim the rest of it as their own not caring about who they hurt in the process.....now some will say I'm doing this for my kids sake and to show them that only the "weak" give up the chance to strike when the opportunity comes around.........funny thing about knowledge,the moment you take it for granted is when you miss out on the chance of a lifetime and once it passes you by, the odds of it coming your way again are almost always 0

Character
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This has been a long time coming so if anyone thinks that it's about them........then maybe you should look at yourself and think about who it is you done this to......in other words if you take this personally then maybe your not as innocent as you think......... My state of mind lately has been.....one can say filled with thoughts of rage and vengeance....maybe because of my 24 hour work days.....hmm but even that is not an excuse but I'll tell you that these thoughts have always been there just that my subconscious has blocked them but with me being up for more than 48 hours with little sleep, where there were sunny skies......is now a raging storm that has grown over the past couple days and focused on this particular subject....and that is betrayal it's a feeling of the worse kind cause it's almost always done by ones you let into every fabric of your life only to have them be the one who stab you with your own sword right through your soul.........when this happens your at y

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Been a while since last I was here and there's lots to get off my mind....... Throughout our lives we go through life with tons of questions and little answers....some questions have easy answers while others may take months, years to learn their answers. And until those answers arrive we go about our lives wondering if the day will come when we'll learn the reason why we went through all the years of heartache. My story is a bit different I have always been told I am an amazing guy and that any girl would be foolish to let someone like me slip away but here it is....once again approaching yet another Valentine's Day and the guy who is "amazing to almost everyone" is alone once again asking if I'll ever be able to give my love to a special woman who has been crying out for someone good to come in their life....bringing back the sunshine that was once there..... But to my friends the reason why I'm alone is to then it seems like I "look too hard" that I jump into things way

The Other Side
I’ve always been curious about the world around me, which can explain my love for travel.....seeing different places, meeting new and exciting people and cultures, doing something different. I guess that’s what separates us from those who are never curious about their surroundings, always staying in one place...you know that ones who never wonder what’s on the other side the bridge.............. As far back as I can remember I always loved crossing bridges, seeing the "other side" to me it meant that I was going somewhere new , leaving the old life behind (even if it was for a lil while). I’ll always welcome change (hmph my resume can explain that better for me...lol). Case in point I recently ran into "the left turn when I should’ve made the right turn" and while she looked good (hell she’ll never stop looking good) but after talking for a minute something dawned on me...it was that she likes where she is, meaning that no matter what she’

I Wrote This When I Realised How Easy It Would Be To Become Homeless
On The Streets People stop and ask you why But they don't care if you live or die When your on the streets your on your own You can't get no place if you got no home Don't know where your going to sleep Don't know when your going to eat You'll sell yourself so you survive When winter come will you be alive Don't know whats around the bend You ask yourself will it ever end When life gets to much for you to take Wondering where you've made mistakes Street are cold and dangerous You have to do what you must Cause when your on the streets your on your own You can't get no place when you got no home

Stupidity
**3.15.12** If u don't interact with me often, DON'T come asking for a damn thing. u'll just get slapped or blocked for your stupidity. Y ask me the same questions over and over just wording them differently EACH and EVERY time? i do not have the time to b explainin all 28 years of my life, or get on cam and tell u what color i feel like wearing tomorrow when clearly my status is "i'm at work/away/etc." k. if u don't like what i have to say, or don't say for that matter, then u know where the UNFRIEND button is.

Ordinary ?
Wondering, where all the ordinary people went. I maneuver myself through this virtual world, Full of faces of people like ghost in the machine. So where did, all the ordinary people go? Maybe we have come to a point in the time line when its cool to not be. (Ordinary) that is. No longer wondering. Personally I've never been to interested in anything very Ordinary. It just wasn't me.....But in the end, if all else fails and falls by the wayside, we can all just be fucking Ordinary together!!!

Something I Wrote For My Ex's 4yr Old Grand Daughter
a little girl runs to her gramma and tells her " grampa burned his hand in the kitchen" so naunie and her grand daughter rush tothe kitchen to see if grampa is ok. they see grampa cooking with a cold towel wrapped around his arm like it is the most natual thing to do. later the lil girl asked her grampa " grampa why didnt you cry or anyting when you burned yourself?" he hugged his grand daughter and softly told her " i am a cook, i am differant than normal people. when i cook i dont think about anyting but making good food for you and your naunie.' some people say that a cook has oil for blood and that they use eggs to comb their hair. we clean our fingers with french fries and we shave with our kitchen knives. we work hard to take care of our family and we love our families forever no matter what. so if you ever marry a cook remember he sometimes burns himself but he will always do his best to ake everyone happy no matter what the cost to himself.

[wots4 Update- Also... Fix The Damn Blogs.]
[WOTS4 Not as crazy this time] (edit | delete) http://fubar.com/wots4-not-as-crazy-this-time/b332752-1146040 Oh man...SoI was right about the stance thing.Its variations to your existing stances (IE 5 varations of mid side etc)but the awesome thingthe awesome fucking thing isthese new stances unlock boni....*rolls eyes* bonuses. (it should be boni).Apparently while you're in certain stances you can get modifiers to your stamina. I'm sure there's other ones like stamina recovery, health recovery (this would be "so ninja"). And sheathe/draw animations are different.Minor changes, but... essentially confirming my suspicions. I still think I prefer this system >>In Wots1 I ran around with a generic green sword with a high damage throw.In Wots2 I used the zankimaru since it was the longest blade on a draw stance weapon. Quick- and hit 7 people at once (which sometimes snapped the blade)I would've much rather used a slightly longer red lacquer blade or the daikuronoma 100% of the

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so i said i was going to write a blog about my recent encounter with mr asshole A.kA XxcomebackkidxX he sb me one day and says hey and starts a convo with me.I though he was nice we talked for a few days as friends and helped eachother out on fu.I gave him my points to help him level because thats what do on fubar..help people.I also gave him a auto 11 to help with his points.So days go by were still friends joking around talking about fubar.I need to back up a little and tell you about how people warned me about him.I heard he called a bunch of fu girls whores and started a bunch of drama.I thought yea but you know i like to call a few fu girls whores too so no biggy! Then the day came when i was green....that sad sad day when the " peanut butter and jelly" sandwich fell apart. everything was fine him-whats up me- nothing much im green today him- THATS NOT FAIR him-your a spoiled brat him- i should be green not you!! him-you should go die him-get off fubar..i hope your lup

[wots4 Not As Crazy This Time]
Oh man...SoI was right about the stance thing.Its variations to your existing stances (IE 5 varations of mid side etc)but the awesome thingthe awesome fucking thing isthese new stances unlock boni....*rolls eyes* bonuses. (it should be boni).Apparently while you're in certain stances you can get modifiers to your stamina. I'm sure there's other ones like stamina recovery, health recovery (this would be "so ninja"). And sheathe/draw animations are different.Minor changes, but... essentially confirming my suspicions. I still think I prefer this system >>In Wots1 I ran around with a generic green sword with a high damage throw.In Wots2 I used the zankimaru since it was the longest blade on a draw stance weapon. Quick- and hit 7 people at once (which sometimes snapped the blade)I would've much rather used a slightly longer red lacquer blade or the daikuronoma 100% of the time.*sigh*I can't wait to pick a sword.And pick a fighting style for it.Without it statistically sucking.Some more fact

It's Fucation Time!
Yeah it's been long overdue for me. Usually, I'm not here or around as I have been for I don't know now, months. The reasons why I really don't care to get into, it's really not -one- thing, it's alot of things and well I just need a break. Honestly I've been thinking about it for quite some time, especially lately now and that's where it's at. No I'm not deleting, no this isn't some emo bitchfit like people do. It's just a break. How long I don't know, but we shall see.. But anyways...well...peace.

"my Heart"
My heart is bound to you,I gander at wat I see,If the wish is true,Then we were meant to be.I ponder upon this comfort,Wonder in my thoughts,Are your feelings covert,Could they be tied into knots.My heart searches to bring,In this moment of time,Such emmotions I shall sing,When you're more than a friend of mine.A glimpse of success,Better days from being blue,Graceful ideas are to adress,When it comes from me to you.My heart feels no regret,From the things I say,I hope you dont forget,WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME TODAY...Copy written date... March 2001Writen by Nevaeh Jynsen

"no Other Like You"
As the days pass on,I watch each step you take, As you go through life's passages,You learn to accept each mistake. Your eyes glisten like the morning sun,As tear run down you face,I comfort you with a smile, And wish my hand were in your tears place.I search in your foosteps,And wonder as you pass by,How could a sweet girl like,Behold such promises and lies. I cant see your future,Here to show my best,when your down and in need,come lay your head to rest.As you lay your head, pondering the comfort,You start to realize, THERE'S NO OTHER LIKE YOU!!! Copy write date... March 2001 Written by Nevaeh Jynsen

Life
Day by day, happiness or sadness,Which our lives lie in between,So much strife, not enough dignity,Words and actions lie within us.Cool, calm, collective,How we gain to prosper,Excluding weary days,We strive to regain our composer.We realize in the passing days,Whats instore to better our future,love & support are amongst us,Nevertheless, splendid times to share.Better state of compromising,To walk away from pain and suffering,In due time, will mend our hearts,To explore what life has in store for us....Copy write date... March 2001Written by Nevaeh Jynsen

A Few Things That Piss Me Off About Some Of You "greenie" Newbies.
I've decided to write a blog to easily reference and drop a link when I need to. You see....I'm actually not a cunt, and don't want to appear that way on my profile :) #1. When you horny little "dark-green" demons are picture hunting around, and rudely enter into an unsuspecting persons shoutbox with a name that implies that you are packin' a boner and are looking to use it: Stand the fuck down, you little profile rapist. I'm surprised that Fubar hasn't put up "Roofie" as a potential gift haha. I am not going to lie: When I see "Pussy hunter" or "My coc Ur mouth" as your name, I wish to do great bodily injury to you. Plus it automatically makes me think you are easy, which automatically makes me think that you have had your share (and the share of your neighborhoods) STD's. I guess you don't mind the clap as much as the rest of us huh? #2. What part of "I'm just here to get my mafia on", or "Married" do you not understand? And of course you think you are a super genius for tryi

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Not Prefect,
I am not a perfect person,And I don't try to be.I am just another imprisoned soul,That is longing to be set free.I don't want to be in this place anymore,I don't want to shed anymore tears.I'm sick of always hiding inside of myself,This has gone on for too many years.I don't want to show my emotions,Or to tell you how I feel.I just want to know the difference,Between what is fake and what is real.I'm just another lost soul,That is waiting to be found.I'm just another liability,That you don't want around.I'm just falling through the air,And I'm about to hit the ground.But I don't expect anyone to catch me,Because no one wants me around.No one really cares about me,They just ignore me everyday.No one really cares enough,To even ask me if I'm okay.

Five. Four. One. Two. Three. Four. Three. Four. Three.
I could probably use a cigarette.No cash in the skin. No fuzz in the shoes.No rattle in the sofa.Damn.Just another jones-a-day blues.On the right days, in the right moodan old skewer can take you places.Keeps your mind off the fact that you haven't lit upand banished your demons for several days.Gotta get em out somehow.Phone's ringing. Phone's still.Stop expecting me to have something to say.Some days my lips are cracked, and I'm afraid to smile.I bet you were expecting some math.Some rhythm, some flow.Did I tell you the one about the whistling dervish?Damn its hard to whistle with a mouth so dry.Like rolling your face in glass just to ask for directions.Its a lot like purgatory.Just keep walking by the same rock...when all you wanted to see was a bluesmanhead to toe in red.Not for any particularly mischevious metaphor.Its just that in a sea of gray you miss the bright.In a song of cold, you want the burn.In the forced march of lifeyou justwant to

The Heart Of A Woman
In the heart of a woman, There's secrets and doubts, There's fears and there's pain, But she tries not to show it. In the heart of a woman, There's love in all it's forms, There's kindness and good will. The heart of a woman is complicated to understand, One minute she could be sad the next she could be happy, The heart of a woman is beautiful and precious to have, She tries to make you happy, To feel you are the only one she ever wants. But in the heart of a woman can also be sadness and pain, She feels the sun will never shine, all it does is rain, When she doesn't get the proper love and treatment, The heart of a woman dies, It's like a flower, It needs the sun, the happiness that fills it, That puts the sparkle in her eyes. When the heart of a woman get's the attention it needs, She will hold nothing back and she does succeed, She's always happy and her eyes always sparkle, She does everything she can to help the one she loves, Because she knows he's the one she will

Rambling..
Just feel like writing a blog.. no one reads this shit anyhow.. Pretty disgusted with the amount of people who have no shame and post thier naked sex pics on fubar.. I just don't get it.. probably never will.. I've managed to keep track of nearly all the people who have me blocked and the number is mind boggling.. I am truly hated.. Really sick of the racism going around the mumms and fubar in general.. The bullshit with Joe, Bob, and bill is really old and I wish those pukes would just die.. fubar would be alot more fun without them.. I'm sick of being underpaid and this whole gas bullshit has me worried that the economy will suffer and my company won't survive it.. I miss kissing Jen.. Blazers beat the Heat tonight.. God does love me.. Seems like everyone has drugs but me..

Peeves.
Peeves, not pervs. Although, there are plenty of pervs going around. Present company *waves at otherwise empty room* not excluded. Pet peeves, to be exact. Wikipedia defines them as a minor annoyance that an individual identifies as particularly annoying to him or her, to a greater degree than others may find it. I don't know what my deal is lately, but my formerly limited list of shortsighted chagrins has expanded enough for me to.. well, enough for me to start writing about them. I can be almost as assuredly annoyed as I can be easily amused. In one breath, I'll laugh at a dog hanging out a car window with its ears flapping in the wind, and, in the next, you might hear me scream obscenities at the driver in front of me that probably couldn't use a turn signal if his life depended on it. On a freeway full of multi-ton combinations of steel and flammable liquids operating at high velocities, you'd think it would depend on it, right? Things that I used to find bothersome, like someon

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Well I have been thinking again. And this time I think that I have more on my mind that what I had before. I am not sure....but any more it seems to be all jumbled up in my brain into one. I makes my head hurt sometimes. Well Tomorrow marks the anniversary that we put my grandma (Dad's mom) in the grave. It don't really bother me any more, but it still kind of hurts, even though it's been 6 years. And that took me a good while to get over death. I was doing good, until my Dad passed away, 2 years, next month on the 23rd... I mean the pain isn't as bad as what it used to be, but it's still there... Growing up I was a big daddy's girl....and I guess that I always will be even though my Dad isn't here any more. 2 years.....some times it don't seem like it.... Ever get the feeling that you're needed somewhere, but you don't know exactly where and with whom? I get that feeling every day. But I know that my one and only is somewhere out there....but where, it's a big world....but I got a fee

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Men!!
Quote from a friend of mine: Who needs a man when I have my shower head and vibrator, they get the job done quickly or slowly, depending on my mood, and after I have had my orgasm, I can go read a book or watch television without a whiny voice asking for more. lol.......so fucking true...

Where I Come From
Escalating mob wars turned Greater Cleveland into the bombing capital of America in 1976. The 37 bombings in Cuyahoga County, including 21 in Cleveland, ranked No. 1 in the United States, according to the Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco and Firearms. "There's nothing to compare it with now in this country," said Rick Porrello, Lyndhurst police chief and author of "To Kill the Irishman," the basis of the new movie about gangster Danny Greene. "These days, the bombings are done by terrorists in Iraq, Afghanistan or the Middle East." Car bombs were a preferred weapon of mobsters in the 1970s. You could kill someone fairly cheaply, from a distance (using a remote detonator), and bombs tended to obliterate much of the evidence. Bombs were also set off at homes and businesses. "A bombing sends a real message. It commands a lot of attention," said Porrello. "Danny Greene was said to have paid Art Sneperger, his main explosives guy, extra if the bombing generated news coverage.

Angelo Lonardo's Testimony
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Wow A Lot Has Changed...
So I went and looked at my past entries in here although it was only two it was amazing how much I've changed. I am now enegaged to a wonderful man and amazingly happy. He is everything I've ever needed and so much more. My heart is overjoyed to have him in my life. I am more mature now. With all that has happened and all I've learned from I am a better person today than I ever was. I just had surgery this past wednesday. So I'm not really gonna write much more cause i'm feeling my pain meds. Sooo with that I'll write more at a later time probably...if not oh well ^_^

Poem-"always"
Always, I'll love you I'll always be right here Forever, I will cherish you For eternity I will hold you near Loving you is an easy pleasure Time with you a priceless treasure WHOA! Hold up! This is gettin kinda sappy You sure you love that guy? Does he really make you happy? He comes and he goes He does what he wants Doesn't care about You and this he flaunts Girl, what are you doin? Have you lost your mind? Let the fool go now Leave his ass behind -Jennifer G. 11/15/10

Passion...
I stepped into the hot steamy shower where he stood already waiting for me. The water glistened on his bright red hair and rolled down his face. He was just so gorgeous, my god, how did i get this lucky. He pulled me in closer where i could see him better. This was him 100% , no fancy clothes , no expensive cologne, no gel in his hair, just him in his entirety. He grabbed me and kissed me pushing me up against the wall. He began by pushing my hair back behind my ears and taking a second to breathe me in. He'd never wanted me like this, he kissed me with such eagerness if felt as is he'd waited forever to kiss someone like that, for that exact moment. His lips made tiny trails across my neck til they found their way to my ears, where he whispered how much he loved me and how beautiful i was. This man was incredible, even with my mascara running, my hair curling, and all my naked imperfections he seen the beauty in me, and that alone took my breath away. Down to the floor he laid me, pla

I Thought This Would Make An Awesome Song
I am Hurting I reach for you But your not there I cry for you But you cant hear I long for you But your not here I go to you But you just disappear. I wonder if I am ever going to get over you I'm still searching for some light some hope to hold I get thought each day I just don't live in it When I lay down my head your always there Because your inside it Your not next to me to hold on to me And you just don't get it You dont need my love like I need yours You cant share you heart your mind your life your soul You can't give give what I need to feel whole again Cause you never really knew me like I thought you did I cry out you name But you don't listen Cause your never here When I need most You live like a man Who wants his freedom You only love me when You need me you just use me I hate what your doing to me And I wont live with it Cause I am not going to sit by Waiting for you to realize That I am The best thing

Serching For My Dark Queen
FOR FAR TO LONG DO I SPEND TIME SERCHING FOR YOU, THE ONE THAT WOULD BRING REAL LOVE INTO MY HEART, THAT WANTS TO SEE WHAT LURKS IN MY SOUL AND WANTS TO BE A PART OF. ARE YOU THE ONE THAT WOULD APPRECIATE THE LOVE I HAVE TO OFFER, TO TREAT YOU LIKE A QUEEN IS ALL I WANT TO DO, TO BE YOUR KING IS ALL I WANT TO BE. IF YOU REALLY THINK YOU ARE THE ONE IVE BEEN SERCHING FOR IN THIS GOD FORSAKKEN WORLD THEN LET ME KNOW, TELL ME THAT IM AM YOUR DARK ANGEL, HELP ME LOVE AGAIN.

I'm Gonna Make Him An Offer He Can't Refuse
So my boss (drill) informed me yesterday that I was KILLED! I still had no clue what he was talking about until now. With a lil bit of direction, I have discovered that some guy named 'Fat G' stabbed my ass in the hospital.....or something like that. My concern is....I have joined Boss Man drill's "gang" and he isn't protecting me properly!!! I need some guidence with regards to this formidable issue. Should I admit to MEL that I am male and unblock her so she can protect me? Or should I stand my ground and insist that she unblock me first? Is anyone going to kill Fat G for me? ...and....THIS seriously gives me the creaps: "Nipple Monster rated you an 11 by way of Kerri's famplifier" That is all I got for today

Relationship Gone Wrong
ya my life people all i wanted was a man to love me that aint happening yet my baby father beat me alot ive been awayfrom him for a year and dude im wit now dont let me go out wit the girls or go have fun he wants me to b up his ass 24 seven but he only loves me when it benifits him like i tryed to give him a kiss last week he pushed me off who does that who? anywho im lost now cause i keep getting hurt and i hate it..................... were do i go from here???????????? im stumped if anyone one has feed back leave a comment

How To Make Moonshine!!!!
How To: Make Moonshine The more civilized among us have never had the opportunity to taste moonshine, choosing instead to take advantage of the convenience, safety and legality of their local liquor store. However, like bungee jumping and replacing a shower curtain, it’s something every guy should try at least once in his life. If it doesn’t kill you, strike you instantly blind or get you arrested, indulging in this hardcore hooch will certainly put hair on your chest and give you a great story to tell the boys. However, unless you have a relative down in Hazard County, you probably don’t have the number of a moonshine supplier programmed into your cell phone. If you want to make moonshine, you’ll have to take this into your own hands. If you can keep a secret, we’ll give up our ol’ Uncle Vern’s Magical Moonshine Recipe. Keep in mind that he was a little slow. And illiterate. And this recipe was scrawled on the back of a bloods

New Rant On Fu Whores!
so Im seeing more statuses from various whores selling vids of them doing naughty shit for bling packs......... FOR BLING PACKS! O M G ................ first off, yes, you are a whore, you are selling your dignity and your body for money, by definition that DOES make you a whore.Just cuz you dont do it on a sex site, doesnt mean you are any less of a whore. secondly, you are a STUPID whore......... even if you are cool with being a whore, you are so fucking stupid its rediculous........ selling your body for icons on a website...... you could be supporting yourself or your family, or hell just get rich in general. You could make REAL MONEY for what you do and you waste your time on here! What's that? you dont think you can compete with professional whores? well, you're probably right there, 99% of you cant. there are various reasons for that. 1. you are probably too ugly to compete and make real money. 2. you are too stupid to demand top dollar for showing your shit. I'm guessing it

Best News Ever!!!
I'm not sure how many of you know (or actually care) but for the past 2 1/2 years I have lived with my husband's parents and his brother and his demon seed daughter. Well this weekend we will be moving into our own place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am sooooooo excited words cannot express it. I plan on drinking and smoking and doing it all while naked in my living room. YAY ME

I Have To Get It Off My Chest.
Have you ever felt like you are standing at a fork in the road of life? Standing there in the middle of the road looking at both paths that lay in front of you. All you know that the road behind you. is definetely not the way you want to go.The road that has lead up to this point has been full of ups and downs. I don't ever want to look back on that road again. I have experienced some of the greatest joys and some of the worst pain and sorrow that a human can experience. You will not ever hear me complain or whine about it because I firmly believe that I created most of the situations directly or indirectly. Besides, nothing can change the events that have already happened. All I can do is learn from them and make sure I do not repeat them. The one thing I have been struggling with, is not allowing my heart to grow cold from the things that have happened. It is hard when every male figure in my life has let me down or hurt me in some way. After the murder of my fiance, I decided to

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So it's come to my attention on more than one occasion that someone thinks they know me better than I know myself. There's people on here that know A LOT about me, but NO ONE know's me better than I know myself. Except for maybe Supreme or Pezzy..or my MOM, Pirate Molly...or perhaps Stummy... You got REALLY mad when you saw the screen shots of YOU making a fool of yourself and when I found out you were telling people my fu-hubby (don1897) is your sugar daddy. Then you got really mad, blocked us both and yada yada..if you'll knotice, you're not blocked. Nor will you ever be. I don't run from anything..espically when I know I've done nothing wrong. Further more, I'm really amused that you twist the words people were saying to make me look like a liar..but it's cool because when your fuwifey came to me and told me what was said and how you twisted it. I'm really amused you approached Tami and said you were gonna be her new gay best friend! HA! That amused me..What amused me even more was

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Maybe it's just me, but when a damn good song comes on I can't help but feel the energy flow through my body. The guitar kicks in heavy and powerful and sure, when I'm by myself I think, I want to do that. Do I have enough musical talent to play the majority of songs I listen to (Or any of them for that matter?), hell no! With my beautiful clear air guitar (see what I did there? ;) Clever!) I can play anything. I'm not missing a single note... This is where Air Guitar Nation comes into play. Everyone know's about air guitar, but how big and serious can it get when you're playing an imaginary insturment? Pretty serious. The film follows Dan Crane (Björn Türoque) and David S. Jung (C. Diddy) and as they try to become the best air guitarists in the world. America has been behind when it comes to taking air guitar as a skill and a talent to be judged to find out who is the best. The movie captures the beginings of air guitar in the United States and the first ever US Air Guitar Championsh

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Familiar Strangers First meetingFamiliar strangersNever met, but always knownTeary gazes lockedSky blue eyes enlightenedOnce separate livesArduous paths journiedLed to this very momentSingular soul withinAt long last reunitedEternally etched in time*********************** Two as One Two hearts beat as oneYour breath fills my lungsI see the world through your eyesMy lips release your weary sighsOn my shoulders I bare your burdenYour pain flows through my veins like poisonYour tears stream down my cheeksYou are cut... and I bleed...SMF

Why?
So I tried to post a mumm earlier and was either hit by bitches begging for bling, people making retarded comments, or being told I was begging for a VIP when I was actually trying to buy one with fubucks. So here is what I want to know. Why is it seen as acceptable for women on here to beg for shit, but if a guy asks for something then we are given attitude for it. I see tons of women wanting to be given a VIP, Happy Hour, blasts, or bling. So why is this ok? I was not asking to be given a VIP. My status said "What do I have to do to get a 3 month VIP??? Make me an offer!!!" That is not begging. That is offering to buy one or trade beng owned for one. So why is that wrong? Oh, and to the morons I was given a VIP by a good friend and thank you Military Poppy. You are a good friend man!!! Wish more people knew what it meant to be a friend. I mean I had some bitch begging for a fupony on my mumm and this is seen as acceptible? I may be an asshole about this, but I wa

Chained Passion
As you enter the darkened room, you see me chainedarms and legs spread, pussy glistening, nipples hardyou see me swinging myself back and forth wishingsomeone would come to me,fuck me,eat me, make me screamwith pleasure. i see you move in the darkness. i beg youto come closer, to touch me. i want so badly to feel your hands on my skinto feel your lips on mine, your hardness press against me. to enter me.you move closer, but you dont touch me. you just stand there listeningto me beg for your touch. my pussy starting to drip with the mear thought of your touchi need you so badly, please.as you reach out a single finger and slowly trace my lipsi bite softly. then you move closer and your lips are upon mine.kissing deeply, i feel your hand slowly moving across my belly down to the wetness waiting for you. you slowly run your finger up my pussy. then you slowly lick your finger and moan as your eyes close.when they open again, they are full of fire. you grab me and i feel your nails dig int

The Library
We have to go to the library for books and before we go.you ask me to wear a skirt with no panties. when we get to the library we walk to the back of the building.as im looking for books you slowly rub my ass and tits over my clothes. i moan but keep looking threw the books. you keep rubbing my tits. you start to kiss and bite on my neck. you wrap a hand around my throat.and i start to bite and suck on your fingers.slowly you lower yourself to the ground and slide your hand up my skirt and rub the insides of my thighs. you can feel my pussy dripping. as i look down at you i see youlicking your fingers. and with the smile on your face, i can tell you are enjoying the flavor. with slow flicks you tease my clit until you can feel me shaking. i continue to look for books. then you shove 2 fingers inside me.i reach down with one hand and start pulling your hair. with hard thrusts you finger my pussy. i bite my lip trying not to moan. just as i start to cum someone walks around the corner.

A Masters Love
I slowly push open the door and step into the dim candle lit room. Before my eyes had time to adjust to the darkness, I felt hands and a silk scarf closing around my head blindfolding me. I know he is in the room. I can feel his eyes upon me, staring through me. But there is nothing but a thunderous silence lingering in the air. Not a sound of a foot step or even a heavy sigh. Not knowing for sure where he is, I shiver with anticipation. My senses are all heightened. And I swear I could feel his breath enveloping me. I've longed for his touch since I first set foot in the room. All I can think is... where is he? What does he want from me? And what will he do with me? As I stand there in the darkness waiting and wanting.Suddenly I hear his voice, as he commands me Stand There!I obey, with my deep longing of him touching me growing stronger every moment, but I dare not move. I stand in my appointed place for what seems an endless amount of time. From the corner behind me I hear rustling

Poetry
So many words go unspoken, As we linger here in the dark. There is a thing or two I wish you to know, But all the words seem to slip away, As you tenderly wrap me in your embrace. Still I wish I could find a way to say, I never thought dreams could come true Yet you showed me that they do, When you came into my life. You set my soul free, With every kiss we share. That from the moment I saw your face, These feelings washed over me Like a tidal wave agaist the jagged shore. Tell me you feel the same. Tell me there is nowhere else you would rather be. Then here at this momemnt in each others arms. So many words go unspoken As we linger here in the dark. Trying to find a way to let the other know How wonderful life is here together silent in the dark.

Sorry I Havent Been Around So Much
hey all thanks for admiring me from afar...lol. sorry i have not been putting my usual attention and updates into fubar and you guys have noticed and missed them, as i am sorry but i have been trying to get my new cams.com web cam site running and off the ground cus hunny i gotta pay the bills !!but fear not i have not for got about you i do have some new pics to go up soon and i will be adding the pic a day back very soon! ttfn much luv heather love /miss milf if intrested its cams.com heather love and amazon wish list: heather love !!!

Physical Appearances
A comment I recieved this evening has inspired me. It's not the first time I have heard this and it bothers me. I shall start it like this: I am who I am. I am beautiful. My skin is as Black as Midnight and my lips are as full and lucious as ripe fruit. My hair is as Curly and kinky as if I were fresh off the boat. This is who I am. This is what makes me beautiful. My body is full and oh so earthy that men can help but to wish for a chance even when they know not why. My fertile curves can attract men on an istictual level, and i say men not boys for only real men can feel it's call. From the darkness of my skin to the light that is in my eyes. I shine! So for those that do not know, I say this. Don't ever tell me "I have never really liked black women but you are attractive" Or "your attractive for a black girl". It is insulting. Women fight hard to find the beauty within themselves. Black women especially. I am the epitome of what a brown skinned woman is. In my eyes. And

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If our founding fathers could see us today, what would they think? Unfortunately, they would probably come to the exact same conclusion that so many of us have come to - the U.S. government is absolutely brimming with idiots, incompetents and incredibly corrupt politicians. Today it is very rare to come across a politician that still has any integrity left. Washington D.C. has become such a cesspool that it seems to corrupt even most of the politicians that originally go there with good intentions. We have created the most complicated government in the history of the world and we have hundreds of thousands of pages of laws, and yet nothing seems to work right. Our economy is dying, our relationships with the rest of the world are a mess and we have accumulated the largest debt in the history of mankind. Meanwhile, our politicians openly hand out our money to their friends and to those that have donated money to their campaigns and they waste our money on some of th

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Sorry It's Been So Long
I spent the last week in a half using all my free time helping my Mother move to a new place, so that is why I haven’t been around here or posting new things lately. Last week really kicked my ass though with moving heavy furniture and boxes I’m still feeling sore. Okay enough of my own personal pity party over here, I did learn one interesting thing, well more like two. One five hour energy drinks (no matter what flavor) taste disgusting, and don’t really work and after drinking a few last week during the move it got me better prepared to take a load in my mouth lol. Well two weeks of no sex also helped, I love masturbation and all and when single I am awesome at taking the helm of my own boat but if I am getting steady sex and know I am going to keep getting steady sex masturbation just becomes a way to take off a bit of the edge until I am back in the saddle so to speak.

My Love
this girl sits and wonders can she do it? can she really please Him, He has others that call Him Master and this girl trys hard to stand her place.. but the other feelings she has for Him scream for the pain to stop that she wants Him all to her self, she knows she can never have him she knows this in her mind but her heart will never listen instead it just goes on and breaks everytime she realizes that He will never be hers and hers only. she loves Him more then she thinks He knows.. yea there has been some come and go but none have ever compared to a Man she has never touched nore ever kissed.. Why does she subject herself to this type of love why does she let her heart feel this pain daily, ill tell you why because she is a slave to His love and to Him she will always belong even when she is weak and He has to remind her to be strong...

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Today is my birthday. Just twenty years ago, I was blessed to be born in the hospital. With mom's hard try and my first cry, a little baby crawled to the world—a best place to live in, for the presence of love. After the entrance to university, I began an independent life apart from parents. That means, every birthday since then was spent with my dearest relatives absent. But, it just couldn't steal anything from me, since I have roommates, those lovely and affectionate peers sharing the same room with me. I hold so much gratitude towards them. Even though we major in different things, set different agendas and enjoy spare time respectively, whenever it comes to a birth date of one of us, we will spend a whole day together, regardless of the ugg boots we have to deal with. Today is no exception. The fact is, since last weekend, we haven't talked too much together, for we are all preparing for the coming examination. However, beyond my expectation, the silence is broken by the w

Crazy Babblings Number One...
oh how i would love to live among my true sisters, to be at one with the salt water, the fish....the life of the ocean!! Oh how i long to life in what i wish had been my true form... To go out and be who i am inside! To not be looked at as strange silly girl, who wants nothen more then the atention of others!! How can one get granted the wish to be eternal! At one with mother earth, at one with the water....At one with the deep black see... How can one choose to be something so strange and even make beleave!! Dose one wake up one day and decide to change? Or does one merly get born in to a huge life of knowing that you do not belong in this form??? I think this is the way i was made!! Like the man who wishes to be a tiger, Or men who become women, or women who decide to become men... I am yet just another product of that blurred line between men and women, where more then a few humans fall...I am so dieing to have what i desire! And wish to one day scream it from the ocean de

I Am A Perv?
Someone, whose name will be not revealed, complained I am old enough to be someone's grandfather with some of the pics I collect. Does any one really believe that I stared having sex when I was about thirteen and I had child that did the same thing at the same age?

Undying Love (poem I Wrote About My Mom Rip 3/4/11
Undying Love by Carla K What they had was magical, a love so everlasting Through good times and bad so many people wish for a chance at the love they had. Seperated by devastation when God chose to bring him Home. It was hard for us to imagine how we would make it through Days, months, years passed by None of us forgetting She never stopped loving the man she had married a lifetime ago Living in constant pain,day after day Til one day her heart stopped beating. Waiting for her at heavans gate. my dad stood there waiting. While we cry about our loss we can take comfort in knowing, they are together in heaven holding each other tight. RIP Mom & Dad Love U!!

Todays Gift To You
Hands My voice is silent Though my mind shouts My hands always write What my heart's all about When depression Over-shadows my joy My hands keep on writing To help fill the void When deep within me My soul crys in pain My hands keep on writing To help me keep sane I write about things I can't seem to say My hands keep me writing To show me the way So when my voice goes silent And my minds shouting out It's my hands that are sharing Shedding no doubt

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So, I went to the job interview today...and I gotta say, I've never been so apprehensive about acing an interview before in my life.It seems like everything that came out of my mouth was gold."what do you consider consumer empowerment in this setting to be?"I mean, the guy... he was passionate, exciteable attentive and (most of the time) professional.I could tell his employees and his consumers were his priority- not kissing ass or preserving his position.When I talked about my last supe, I said we butted heads because I was vocally outspoken against people and policies that I felt were impeding serving our clientel. He assured me about the job, but at the same time gave me plenty to think about...This job could be the exact testing bed for me professionally and personally to see if I want to be in this field.One giant hurdleone long gauntlet...I told him I could probably do it.I really do think I can drive to someone's house that's persistantly mentally ill, and on the cusp of institu

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Taking A Little Trip
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Six Truths In Life
You cannot stick your tongue out and look up at the ceiling at the same time, a physical impossibility due to the tendons wthing your neck. All idiots, after reading #1 will try it. And discover #1 is a lie. You are smiling now because you are an idiot. You soon wil tell this to another idiot There is still a stupid smile on your face. I sincerely apologize about this but I'm an idiot and I needed company. :P

Friends
This blog is not a shit starting blog, this is an informative blog. I know not everyone likes everyone-I'm not by liked by a lot and that's fine. I definitely don't like everyone. I don't expect everyone on my friends list to get along. What I do expect from the people on my list is to be respectful to me and my page. If I post a status/pic/blog etc. about someone you don't like-you don't need to comment. I really don't care if you don't like them-I like them for a reason. You can check my top friends/family to see who I am friends with, so it's not that hard to figure out I like them. I don't need snide remarks made about people so you can feel like a big shot or whatever it is you're trying to prove. I try to be respectful to your page and I would appreciate it if you showed me the same courtesy. Remember: someone on my list might not like YOU and I would tell them the same thing.

Frustration.
BAH!! i want a fucking magic wand to fix everything. :( a little bit of New infomation about Grants dissapearance (see last blog please) has narrowed the search area. BUt. still nothing. A fresh search team went out to day and for his familys sake i just hope this is brought to a close asap. I can't imagine what his wife and daughter must be going through. Be kind to people, especially your loved ones...you seriously never know when they may be taken from you.

Welcome Back
So I've had my shout set to friends only for awhile now and last night I thought "why not? I'll open it to everyone." Enjoy. :) matt0330: hey sexy we should hook up how about you me some whipcream and handcuffs? 5:23am Suga Lips: How about I show you my foot up your ass? 5:23am matt0330: do i get to fuck you afterwards 5:24am Suga Lips: Definitely not. 5:24am matt0330: you are missin out 5:24am Suga Lips: Oh of course I am. 5:25am matt0330: i could make you cum like you never have before 5:25am Suga Lips: LMFAO you are a funny guy. 5:25am matt0330: i speak the truth 5:26am Suga Lips: Your truth is fucked up. 5:26am matt0330: how so 5:28am Suga Lips: Well if you took time to read someone's profile, you would see that I'm married. I don't need your internet cock-I have a real one at home. 5:28am matt0330: i could be your guy on the side

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Boyfriend Bs
u know whats fucking bad? is when the guy wont change shit for you but expects you to change for him fuck that im not the alcoholic im not the one that says he wishes his ex gf was still here im not the one that makes fun of us big chicks when he aint skinny himself fuck you fuck ur stupidity and as for the car u have in my name you can shove that puppy so far up ur ass it fucking makes u sick. i left you once you called me almost every fucking day begging me to come back and that u would change how foolish was i that i believed a fucking lie all i ever do is run ur stupid ass around feed you and do everything you want me to do even when i say i wanna go see my kids you say well take me here ill be a couple minutes and it takes you forever then its too late for me to go see my kids i fucking hate you for ur stupidity i fucking hate that you have a hissy fit when i dont do what you want me to do well ya know what fuck off i hardly get to ever do what i want coz im allways fucking busy t

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Nanny
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Sex Games From A To Z {y And Z}
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Fubar Games
games of love, stories of woe but the drama here in fuland is a never ending flow this place can be fun with fantasies to play so long as you realize it isn't reality, at the end of the day so many seem to forget though that the people behind the screen are real some with broken hearts that are not so easy to heal with feelings and hopes and dreams some don't care it seems some play this game not caring if others are hurt or misled some get lost in this fantasy world they have trapped inside their head i like to play the game to some extent there are times (like this) when i even like to vent i like to meet new people and make a new friend or two but there isn't any reason to purposely make someone blue even in fu-land there is such a thing as courtesy, manners and love respect and honesty and a higher force above! Life happens.... let's help our friends survive it. (giggles)

Dark Clouds
Dark clouds swirl overhead Just like the night she discovered him dead Ominous winds whistle through the trees Morbid thoughts sound in her head like buzzing bees Enough time has passed for her to not be haunted And yet thoughts of him continue to come.... undaunted She wants to be free, to finally let go Will she ever be able to do that? She just doesn't know.

Your Private Photos ..... Arent!
Greetings, fellow Fubarians! This is the first in a series of blogs that I think may be of interest to all. In surfing the internet I've discovered all sorts of fascinating reasons to believe that it's NOT paranoia because they ARE out to get you. Ok, well maybe not. All joking aside, it IS important to know that your 'private' photos on fubar are NOT as private as you might believe. Ok so you're one of those people who has your private photos in an album that you don't really care who sees them as long as they at least go to the trouble of friending you. So you make the folder NSFW, which in the past would only be visible to friends. Guess what? That changed not too long ago! If your folder is set to 'everyone', that means, well, 'everyone' can see it. INCLUDING NON FRIENDS...and, get this...INCLUDING NON MEMBERS! That's right, fu-friends. "No problem", you say..."I'll just make my profile visible to 'Friends Only', that way no one can see anything." HOW WRONG YOU ARE. ANY of the p

Hi
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At what point did this become a society distinction? I never thought on it much because well.....life is life. I even catch myself saying "In my real life...." But what does that mean? I mean when I talk to people here on fubar I talk to them about real life things. I speak to real life people. And some of them I even care about outside of fubar in my real everyday life. People talk about online life like it's not a real world. It's just fantasy. But let's be honest, how much more real could it get? On Eharmony commercials it says one in five relationships start online. (I realize it's a commercial but I bet there's statistical facts out there to back it up) I've gotten my feelings hurt on this site. Isn't that real life? And for some who are workaholics, lazy, busy, whatever the situation may be, this is their life. Real or otherwise. Now I do get that some people can't distinguish fact from reality. If you're a 30 or 40 something year old guy, with no life, living in mom's ba

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Porky's Lol
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Not Always Right | One Sells Cats, The Other Sells Cat-suits
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The Brain Glial Cells
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Lame And Total Fail
So it's come down to creating a profile for "Fluffy" and rating ppl a 1 when they don't send friend requests out, total FAIL!!! First, what if a person's already sent out friend requests to ALL of their friends? Oh, you get a 1. Second, blackmailing a person with a 1 is about as adolescent as you can get. Third, there's already a few million fake accounts on this site now, I can create email addresses all day long and send requests, so that makes this an epic FAIL. If BabyJ and Scrapper want more members, maybe they should make a few more things free instead of robbing every possible penny out of our pockets. Or start treating people equal. Better yet, dump the bouncers because they're biased, self-absorbed nitwits that couldn't boil water. So Fluffy do your best with your lame-ass 1. I know, let's all block Fluffy, and then give Scrapper and BabyJ 1's every day. Oh, yeah, they'd just erase them because they own the site. Epic FAIL BabyJ. Grow up, you're not in the 4th gr

To All Her Friends
This past Saturday, at about 4:00 in the morning. Cassie Johnson passed away after being involved in a motor vehicle accident. She was heading to Wal-Mart to pick up some supples among some other personal items, when a car driven by a 2-time convicted drunk driver swerved into her lane and smaked head on into her car. The man was again drunk and is in critical condition. According to the paramedics I talked to, our Cassie probably died immediately upon impact. I hope and pray that was the case as she had seen too much pain in her young life. Even with that pain, she had this infectious way about her, you couldn't but not help liking her and in some cases loving her. She will be missed by many and for some that pain will be hard to overcome. Cassie would not want her to mourn her passing but to rather celebrate her life, abliet short as it was. Being her closest friend, It is my honor and pain to pass along these words to you. I hope you find it in your hearts to pray to your

Motionless
If time could stand still, i'd Freeze it here, So you'd always hold me, close And near. In your arms, where im meant To be, Filled with the perfect love You' ve give me. A bond sotrong, a hold so tight To know you're the one: ms.right Ablessing sent from up above, In you i've found my one true love. Our lives entwined to be as one. Upon this journey we've just begun. Where you and i will find no less. Than eternal love and happiness.

Love Is....
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Cruel World
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This Is For The Ppl Who Helped Me With My Ability Points If I Missed U Plz Inform Me K Thanks
BURG@ fubar Thank you guys so much for everything i love you Hubby: Xx TRU xX@ fubar Bff Bronze BRONZE xx fe to my BANDIT@ fubar Badgirl xoBADGIRLxo@ fubar Wicked xWicked ZombiexORGYxECS@ fubar Scoop Scoops BabeZNBrewZ Fumarried to Tweety@ fubar RY RY DANGER RYAN@ fubar Dessert DesertOutlaw GFR RL BF to LaceyBunnyTuFFy@ fubar LUcky Lucky Stripe xOrgyx FM2 RL Wife Blue@ fubar Rich RKMrBig

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Contest
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I recently read something that was so simple but so brilliant. It's about Buddhism but can be applied to any religion or any way of life. It's by a man named Yongey Mingyur Rinpoche who is known as the happiest man on earth (and it's even been scientifically proven! LOL Sounds funny but it's true and I'll tell you why in a minute.) He says that Buddhists don't think of Buddhism as a religion but rather a scientific method of exploring your own experience through techniques that enable you to examine your actions and reactions in such a nonjudgmental way that recognizes, "Oh, this is how my mind works and this is what I need to do to experience happiness; this is what I should avoid to avoid unhappiness." Yongey Mingyur states that "at its heart, Buddhism is very practical. It's about doing things that foster serenity, happiness, and confidence, and avoiding things that provoke anxiety, hopelessness, and fear." He says that the essence of Buddhist practice is not s

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Please Read This!!!!!!!!!!
A friend of my parents who lives in Rexburg, Idaho went missing on his way to Boise for a business meeting, his whole family is very worried and if you live anywhere in the north west i would appreciate a repost. Keep him in your thoughts and prayer at the very least. This is the Article ELMORE COUNTY -- Police around the state are searching for 57-year-old Grant Moedl of Rexburg. He's been missing since Wednesday afternoon. Moedl's wife says he was travelling to Boise for a business trip, but he never made it to his appointments and hasn't been heard from since he left. Police pinged Moedl's cell phone and found the last time it sent out a signal was Wednesday evening near Mountain Home. Moedl was driving to Boise via Highway 20 (Arco, Fairfield). Moedl is 5'6" tall, 150 pounds. He has gray hair and a mustache. He has blue eyes and wears glasses. He was driving a silver 2008 Subaru Outback with the license plate 1T 194. Anyone with information should call police, or the Madison

[plagiarisimo Di Plagiarisimo]
Alright its not often that I'm too busy enjoying a game to say "wait a fucking minute... this totally ripped off (insert game X)".... this is a lie.I do this with almost every game I own, demo, test, or play at a friend's house.I could probably sit down and get you 1001 examples of this hackjob shit, but .. instead I'm going to cite the most specific and most irritating one I can come up with.Deadspace 2 (no... deadspace 2 isn't actually the game I'm ripping it retains enough uniqueness and charm to warrant a playthrough)Is a copy of -several- games conglomerated into one weird, schizo offspring.Let's cite the major MAJOR influences first:I'd say at the top of the list is System Shock (1 and 2): You run around on an "infected" ship blasting hybrids and mutilated humanoids and advanced types with crude, begged or improvised (and sometimes super tech if you invest in it) weaponry. You have a spritely malcontent leading you about by the balls who HAPPENS TO BE THE MAIN BAD GUY IN THE GAME

Ok ... It's Early And I'm Bored Ppl
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Family Spots
Hello Fus...If you happen to find that you have been removed from my family, please dont wig out. One of two things has happened. Either you have removed me without notice, or I am just making room for a god mode run. If it is the latter, rest assured I will readd you. Sometimes moving things around is necessary in order to sell the spots for what I need for my page. So please dont be offended. I will try to get with those that I move around, but sometimes this is not always possible. For those family members that have consistantly helped me along the way, your spots are permanent unless you remove me without notice for some reason. My family rocks!! that is all

Ignorance
So I logged on to my account today and was checking my pending requests.. When I recieve a friend request from a member who is "anti-Juggalo" which seemed quite odd to me since I'm a Juggalette.. Now I know there are people out there that like them, Love them, hate them and or despise them, which is all dandy, what ever, that's your choice which ever it is.. But what makes me laugh the most is when someone is soooo ignorant as to actually dedicate a folder to hating on Juggalo's or the whole Psychopathic Genre considering that's just giving us more attention.. That would be like me posting how much I hate sports and posting a bunch of photos of let's say New York Yankee's team members and putting the circle with the cross through it to show just how much I hate sports.. It's rediculous and quite frankly childish.. NOW, I am not your typical Juggalette, I do not think the world revolves around "FAMILY" aka "Juggalo's/lette's." Or even ICP for that matter.. I do not bitch about missing

This Is Awesome.
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I Pray For You
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If I Knew
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Feelings
feelings As I wake by your side,My feelings for you I can not hide,I touch your face in the morning light,Being with you just feels so rightYou make me feel like I'm a king,Like being inside an awesome dream,Although this is real, that I know,As the love that surrounds us continues to growI think of what the future holds...Marriage, children, us growing old,And as I lay, with you dear,I'm just so glad you're mine, you're here

Leo And Angry Eyes Part One
"Look kid, I know you're hurt, and I know you've lived most of your life lonely. I get that. You're upset and you're mad, I know, because you've got angry eyes like mine..." Thats the last I ever heard from the old man outside my building. He never smiled, but every day, I passed him as I left for work. And he just looked down, like a man condemned to die. Maybe he was, who knows? He told me once his name was Leo and i just smiled. I never had to say a word, somehow, he already knew my name. Leo never said much, but when he did speak, his eyes twinkled like glistening water, and i almost suspected he was father time. He'd look at me sometimes and id hear "Hey kid, why so down?" He always gave me hope. Even when his clothes were wore down to rags and some people called Leo a bum, he never asked for anything. He wasnt a hard man, just proud. Too proud to ask for ANYTHING. He'd survived two wars and came home to nothing, being proud wasnt too much to ask for. Leo simply gave. First

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Seizure Inducing Default Photos, And A Decrepit Old Man?
Does anyone really like the seizure inducing default photos? Does anyone really look at me as a decrepit old man that likes to collect and post photos of women young enough to be my granddaughter?

Real Pain (moving On)
How Can You Have Moved On Already?? I have tried to move on but I can't I am not ready to right now But I see you are HOW?? That is all I want to know It hasn't been that long But yet I see things that prove me wrong We talk and you say that you haven't I of course believe you why I dont know But I see proof that I am wrong So no matter what you say I know that you have So stop lying and just be honest. So I tell myself go ahead move on And no matter how hard I try I can't You may think I have and that I dont love you But you couldnt be anymore wrong My love for you will never end. You tell me you wish you had kissed me more But yet your already giving more than that away I can't even look at another like that yet So when you think about me picture me crying myself to sleep Crying when i hear OUR songs My heart in a milion pieces WHY??? Well because you promised me forever and its not eve

Woods
Its the dead of night. The darkest before dawn. And Im wandering the woods in search of the unknown. The soft breeze in my hair, and the only light is that of the stars. The only sound is of my feet on the ground. The sound of a twig snap catches my attention. I stop, my breath caught in my chest. A pair of glowing eyes are looking at me through the brush. I'm frozen with terror. Then a lone howl pierces the night. I start to run, where I don't know. I trip over something in the dark and look up to see those eyes again. Then the unthinkable happens. In the voice Ive heard a million times speaks. "I love you", he says. As I get up, hes gone. All is quite again, out here in the woods.

Every Fool Has Their Day
Florida Court Sets Atheist Holy Day! Gotta love this Judge! You must read this....a proper decision by the courts...for a change. FLORIDA COURT SETS ATHEIST HOLY DAY In Florida , an atheist created a case against the upcoming Easter and Passover Holy days. He hired an attorney to bring a discrimination case against Christians and Jews and observances of their holy days. The argument was that it was unfair that atheists had no such recognized days. The case was brought before a judge. After listening to the passionate presentation by the lawyer, the judge banged his gavel declaring, "Case dismissed!" The lawyer immediately stood objecting to the ruling saying, "Your honor, How can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and others. The Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and Hanukkah, yet my client and all other atheists have no such holidays.." The judge leaned forward in his chair saying, "But you do. Your client, counsel, is woefully ignorant." The lawyer sai

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When it comes to my birth, all I really know is the day it occurred. As to where it happened I don't know if it was Delaware or Pennsylvania. I do however know that when I was young, before the age of five, I attempted to pop a wheelie on my bike and managed to end the scenario with a scar that lay upon my head to this very day. I know this occurred before I was five because that was the year that my father went on a hunting trip and the same man never returned. He was shot three times with bird-shot and the pellets would have killed him if not for a single random occurrence that saved his life. He was Smoking. Yes, the cigarette saved my fathers life. His hand was holding the coffin nail up to his lips and shielded his throat from the pellets. Unfortunately, the gunshots and the resulting surgery combined with the later aneurysm resulted in the man who returned from the incident being a completely different person than the one that left. A man who had trouble com

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[Louis C.K.answers CNN preemptively. Warning: NSFW.] This was the headline yesterday at CNN: Are whites racially oppressed? "We went from being a privileged group to all of a sudden becoming whites, the new victims,'' says Charles Gallagher, a sociologist at La Salle University in Pennsylvania who researches white racial attitudes and was baffled to find that whites see themselves as a minority. "You have this perception out there that whites are no longer in control or the majority. Whites are the new minority group." Call it racial jujitsu: A growing number of white Americans are acting like a racially oppressed majority. They are adopting the language and protest tactics of an embattled minority group, scholars and commentators say. Considering the racial angst that underlies so much of the Tea Party movement, this actually might have been an interesting and worthwhile subject to tackle. And it starts out promisingly, with quotes from smart people like Tim Wise, d

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I dedicated a lot of my time to photography punk bands in the early days of the movement. I'm probably best known for my punk photography, but I have done many types of photographs over the years from portraits, street photography and assemblage art to architectural photography.

Festivals And Me
I had a weird moment at the Town Hall Adelaide this week. They had a photographic exhibition up and one of the main images was a huge colourful picture of Edinburgh during the festival in August. I realised how much people here in Australia love to go, and are eager to talk to me about it. I am pretty over the festival in Edinburgh and don’t praise it much now. Performers and people alike gasp at my nonchalant attitude to the biggest arts festival in the world. I recently did a Skype interview with a Scottish journalist and basically slated the Edinburgh fringe festival as I have become jaded by the big companies that manage to make so much cash from wee people who put up their hard earned money to make their hopes and dreams come true. I am not taking back any of my well documented comments and everyone else thinks much the same anyway. My point is, I hate that no longer want to go, I hate that I no longer dream of the excitement of that first night. I recall my first Edinbu

Been Awhile Thought I Would Write
Changes The more things change The more they stay the same Different faces, different places All come back to the same rat race. Hang ups and attitudes Different station same old tunes Step on feeling step on toes Where it stops no one knows. Do old stories ever end Do broken fences ever mend Can you get up when your so low When theres no light you can not grow. I need a light so I can see ahead See my future so I dont dread Better odds to even the score All I need is a little more. Then again what difference would it make If everything I see is fake Who'll be here to hear my cries Who'll be here to dry my eye's? Helpless, hopeless, depression My attitude is my salvation It's my strength that will leads me on Reaching new heights and well beyond. This is where the change begins You have to start deep with in Like yourself and start a new Contentment comes to very few

The True Meaning Behind The Black Rose
No one ever really listens to what the black rose is trying to say,Many people think that to get black roses it means they are unwanted and unloved.For those that cannot see it`s real meaningthis is what I wish to say...The Black Rose is immortalized, It can neverdie.While you look upon it`s bloody red sisterremember that it will only last but a day.If you wish to give me red roses,Remember I will turn them away.While I look upon the roses, I shall smileand say..A red rose is forever, but a black rose is for an eternity.

Fear, Pessimism To Optimism
Fear, the essence that will destroy, piercing the heart destroying the feelings. Fear, wiles to strip us apart from ones' desire, overtaking your will, making it degenerate. Fear, can't be suppressed, clustering ones' mind, diluting it with poison. Fear, assails our heart's desire, nervously making one back down. Fear, devouring dreams, destroying the optimism into pessimism. Fear, to overcome, break the bearing held down on you. Fear, determine retribution, forth which one will vanquish the essence of darkness. Fear, masterminding the solution, to which dreams will undermined the pessimism to optimism. Fear, with haste don't hesitate, forth break free from the darkness. Fear, internally penetrate, to decimate, leave without trace. Fear, RIGHTFULLY TAKE PLACE, TO RECLAIM THAT OF WHICH IS YOU, DON'T LET IT RECLAIM YOU! FEAR.

Life, Mystery That Flows Around Us
Life, mystery that flows around us, often confusing upon the story it brings us. Why go through this daily struggle brought to us; feelings, confusions, unexplainable thoughts through us. We can't feel it around us, you try to seek what the purpose is for us. You were brought here for a reason to us. Life, mystery that flows around us, You grow and the search continues for us, the questions brought to us. Thinking you know the answer about us, Realizing it's not the answer you seek for us. Questing to find the reason about us, Life, mystery that fows around us. It becomes harder for us, When you become older and find the reason for us. Not accepting what you think is for us, Is this what we have to look forward to for us? The curve balls keep coming at us. Life, mystery that flows around us, feelings of being hit destroying us. You can't stop them coming at us, they happen everyday to us. Curve ball after curve ball keeps coming straight at us. Some weakening, some strengthing us.

Death, Fear, Destruction, Carpe Diem!
Death, thi shadow that lurks on us, swiftly breaching in on our demise. Doomsday, 12/21/2012, the end of days, the count down has begun. Live, as though it shall not come forth, break the fear of death. Death, poisoned is the mind, for the end of days is near. Today forgotten thoughts, visions hence forth about this doomsday. Blurred questions come forth, what are we to do?.......???? Question not, live, live as though the day doesn't come. Ancient calendars predicated this, a misfortune to man, Doomsday. An alignment shall happen, the milky way shall meet the sun, the sun shall meet the earth, the alignment shifting the planet. Catastrophic occurrences predicted, does one believe what one is told. I question the professionals, the ancients, the prediction, is this catastrophe going to occur? Did a supreme being plan it to be this way? One does not fear death, but fears, fear itself. So, live not in seclusion, live in denial of the event predicted by many. Carpe Diem!, told to me, live

Love
Love How do you know when it hits you, Emotions bleeding through you, Emotions shine around you, How do you feel what one cannot see, Emotions perceive to show ones heart's desires, Emotions overcome you, that can't be condoned, How do one's emotions grow so promptly, Emotions falter your barrier, Emotions deceive our perceptions, How lingering and persistent it is, Emotions surreal as dreams, Emotions surreal as lines in a song, How to express affection the soul feels, Emotions felt when eyes meet, Emotions feel like eternity in the heart, How do I show you I am the one, Emotions shown through thoughtful ways, Emotions endure testing of one's true affection, How does one know true Love, Emotions for you will never wane from my heart, Emotions for you are my reason to be, How affectionate feelings are when with you, around you, thinking about you, Love.

One Term Windfall
No one has been able to explain to me why young men and women serve in the U.S. Military for 20 years, risking their lives protecting freedom, and only get 50% of their pay. While politicians hold their political positions in the safe confines of the capital, protected by these same men and women, and receive full pay retirement after serving one term. It just does not make any sense. Monday on Fox news they learned that the staffers of Congress family members are exempt from having to pay back student loans. This will get national attention if other news networks will broadcast it. When you add this to the below, just where will all of it stop? 35 States file lawsuit against the Federal Government Governors of 35 states have filed suit against the Federal Government for imposing unlawful burdens upon them. It only takes 38 (of the 50) States to convene a Constitutional Convention.

The Parallell To My Life As It Is Nowi Sit In A Lonely Room. No One Around. Looking To The Left, I See A Guy Wrestling With A Dark Figure. Not Knowing
I sit in a lonely room. no one around. looking to the left, I see a guy wrestling with a dark figure.not knowing what it is, i go to look furthur. I see it's a shadow. In my mind, the face looks very familiar, I then, realize it's me. I look to the right. I see a mirror on a lonely wall. I walk to the mirror.As i gaze into the mirror, I see that i have no relection. Stunned, I look back at the guy wrestling the shadow.the guy now looks old, withered, and beaten down. I look back into the mirror, I see my face half beaten. Hoping for an escape, I go to the door, but the door is locked. I look through the keyhole and see an angel. The angel looks fimilar as well. finally it dawns, its my best friend and my lover. The one that always makes everything right when the skies are dark and gray. I start to feel better about the situation, but yet, I amstuck in this room with no key, no windows, and no way out. Feeling lost, I look back to the guy wrestling again,its me again. What can i do to g

Not Always Right | You’ll Wanna Sit Down For This One
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Not Always Right | Free Derange
Grocery Store | Venice Beach, CA, USA Me: “Hello, how can I help you?” Customer: “Yes, what does free range chicken mean?” Me: “That means our chickens are not raised in cages. They get to walk around outside, which is important to the quality of life for the animals.” Customer: *with a horrified expression* “How do you make sure they don’t eat bugs and stuff while they’re outside?” Me: “We make sure the farmers put up a sign ‘don’t eat bugs’ in chicken scratch so they can read it.” Customer: “Oh, okay. I’ll take two breasts.”

Not Always Right | Separates The Men From The Boys
Grocery Store | Queensland, Australia (Two customers come into the store wearing a uniform from the same company. Often when this happens, people generally get separate items, then pay for them together, so I always ask to make sure before ringing the items up. They are both male.) Me: “Hello, are you two paying together?” Customer #1: “No! We are definitely not together! I’m not gay! We work together. That’s all OK! We aren’t gay together! He’s not my boyfriend and we are not a couple! Not that I’m against… You know… I’m not prejudiced! BUT WE AREN’T TOGETHER!” Me: “Sir, I asked if you are paying together.” Customer #1: “Oh…No. Separately. Which is what we are. Separate. Not a couple.” Customer #2: *trying not to laugh* “Sorry about him.” Me: “Don’t apologise! You guys just made my day. But you know…separately.”

Not Always Right | Bad Data, Good Outcome
Tech Support | Seattle, WA, USA Client: “My printer keeps printing junk.” Me: “You have to turn off the computer and the printer, then turn on the computer first.” Client: “Okay.” *pause* Client: “It’s still wrong.” Me: “Did you restart the computer first?” Client: “No.” Me: “Why not?” Client: “The computer is too far away. It saves time if I just turn the printer off and on.” Me: “That won’t fix the problem.” Client: “I don’t see why not. I don’t have time to go back and forth.” (We go through the procedure several times, with the client short cutting the directions each time.) Me: “Okay, I think I know what to do. There is bad data in your cable.” Client: “Oh. How do I get it out?” Me: “First, turn everything off. Then disconnect the cable.” Client: “Okay.” Me: “Lay the

Not Always Right | Never Out Of Laughing Stock
Bike shop | UK Customer: “How much for [item]?” Me: “£15.” Customer: “The guy round the corner does them for thirteen.” Me: “Well, why didn’t you buy one from him, then?” Customer: “He’s out of stock.” Me: “Well, when we’re out of stock, we only charge ten.” Customer: “Oh, okay. I’ll come back when you’re out of stock, then.”

"plus Size Nightclub" Right Or Wrong?
am i a fool to have a dream to one day open a bar/nightclub??? not just any nightclub but a plus size night club... is there a place in this world for a place that is themed for plus size people and the others who love them? could it be a real idea? is it wrong to make a club such as this? i mean it wouldnt only allow plus size people but dont you think that it could be nice for the people who who are of a larger size to have a place they can feel comfortable with going no matter there size... i believe there are to many people of a plus size that are afraid to go out have fun and dance just from fear of being looked at in disgust or being judged for there size or shape... im not sure if anyone shares my views but i just wanted a place to vent and let my voice be heard... please let me know if you agree or disagree no judgement here i only want to know how people feel on this topic.... thank you for reading :)

The Abduction
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Watch: Christian Mob Surrounds Muslim Man Outside The White House (repost)
Posted on 03.4.11 By Stephen C. Webster Categories: Activism Conservative media and particularly Fox News has been keen in months past to gin up stories about Islamic tribal laws being implemented across the United States. While this is in fact not happening anywhere in the US, it has become a point of intense concern to some religious fundamentalist Christians, who take the media spin seriously. In this video, a group of anti-Muslim protesters take their concerns about Sharia law to the White House, only to find a Muslim man in prayer. They begin shouting, insulting him and cursing Islam, and one man even threatens his life. Later, as the Muslim man bowed again in prayer, the protesters begin praying back at him, uttering Christian chants in response. At the end, a woman who claimed to have spent years in the Middle East informed the protesters that while they mocked him, the man had prayed in Arabic that each of their families be blessed. This video was published to Y

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[disregard This Rant]
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Share A Youtube Video? Go To Jail (repost)
Ever sent someone a link to a copyrighted YouTube video? Of course: Everybody has. And now the US Government seems to think that means it can put us in prison. Bryan McCarthy ran a website, channelsurfing.net, that linked to various websites where you could watch online streams of TV shows and sports networks. A couple months ago, the government seized his domain name and just today they arrested him for criminal copyright infringement. But the government doesn't even allege he made a copy of anything! Just that his site linked to various sites with copyrighted material. Under that sort of thinking, everyone who's sent around a link to a copyrighted YouTube video is a criminal. This is another shocking overreach by the department of Immigrations and Customs Enforcement (ICE) -- a steamship-era department that's proving once again it doesn't understand the Internet. We need to push back -- and fast -- before they try to lock up all Americans. TEXT OF PETITION TO JOHN MORTON,

A Freind
I often wonder what is the defintion of a friend? So many times in our lives people refer to us as friends! The problem is friends is a conditional term. They say you truely find out who your friends are when shit is really going wrong. I don't know if they do it out of true deep concern or obligation? What is my defintion of a friend? Fuck spelling today! 1) They never hurt you or make you feel so sick inside you can't function. 2) They have time for you and put you first when there truely is a need. 3) They truely want to know you. The whole you! Good and bad! 4) They do not put conditions on a friendship!! 5) They respect the fact when your feelings are deeper than theres and don't make you choose! 6) They lift you up and make you smile even though its hard sometimes to smile themselves. 7) They want to see you anytime and anywhere no matter who is there. 8) They do not leave you alone when you really need them and are scared. 9) They are the ones who are there when you are

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for being a piece of shit, for treating me like i wasnt good enough for you. thank you for every slight you have made about my life and the choices i make. Thank you for taking advantage of the fact that i am a trusting person and truly care about the people i am with. Thank you for making me feel like i wasnt good enough. Thank you for taking what you could get from me, all while not really caring about me. Thank you for still NOT GETTING THE FUCKING POINT ABOUT THE SHIT YOU FUCKING DO! I will not wish anything bad on you, becuase really i do not want it coming back on me, karma is a bitch, isnt it? Heh. You are an empty sad person who is nothing but a wanna be "intellectual badass", who dosent have one fucking drop of anything original inside of you. And really, if i wanted to mess with you i would do it right out in the open. Fuck you and if you have something to say to me fucking say it, dont be passive. you are nothing to me except a poster child of what NOT to do. And yes i a

Away
When you go away,On your trip around the world,Don't forget to pack my heart with you.It won't take much room,Folded up and slipped between the pages of your guidebook,Like some tattered piece of laceOr dried out rose petal, saved for remembrance…Be careful not to let it flutter to the groundLost in some distant, ancient erg…Or be swept away by the windOn some far off and grassy plain…Instead, save it for a dark, and cold and lonely nightWhen your soul is wearyAnd you need to knowThat somewhere, someone waits for you with longing..… This is how I feel today. I continue to wait.

The Fantasy Verses Reality
The fantasy: Love's a river ofbliss. The reality: Love is missteps, silences, and how-could-yous!Contrary to popular opinion, this is okay....... I think we need to relize that its not easy at all. People will give you all kinds of advice but, the reality is that its your decision. You need to think it through in your own mind. There is no right or wrong. I believe my heart will lead me to the right person

Strength
The strength to rise from the pain, to continue at all cost, The strength to prolong all the shame, Knowing that you've lost, The strength to smile, when all you feel is anger, to substitute bad days, for the best ones you can remember, The strength to say 'I'm lost' when your pride has blocked your sight, to say 'please love me', though I've never done it right, The strength to say you love them, knowing there may be no reply, to stay by their sides at times, when all they do is cry, the strength to try again after many times of failing, to finally open up after many years of waiting, The strength to fall in love, though sacrificing your heart, to keep a loved one close while knowing you've grown apart, The strength to say ' I love you' when all else has gone wrong, to keep on waiting for you..... regardless of how long,

Just Be
You can travel the worldBut you can't run awayFrom the person you are in your heartYou can be who you want to beMake us believe in youKeep all your light in the darkIf you're searchin for truthYou must look in the mirrorAnd make sense of what you can seeJust beJust beThey say learning to love yourselfIs the first stepThat you take when you want to be realFlying on planes to exotic locationsWon't teach youHow you really feelFace up to the factThat you are who you areNothing can change that beliefJust beJust be'cause now I knowIt's not so farTo where I goThe hardest partIs inside meI needTo just beJust beJust beJust beJust beI was lostAnd I'm still lostBut I feel so much better'cause now I knowIt's not so farTo were I goThe hardest partIs inside meI needTo just be Just be Lyrics Just Be Dj tiesto