I May Have Lost My Mind
I voluntarily dragged my fat ass all the way through a 5k..walking...pretty slow, but still And NOW the ache in my legs is making me smile, I feel great I accomplished something I really didn't think I could GO ME!!

[the Sky Is Falling]
Try saying that sardonically after the end of the world thing to the people of Joplin. I don't think they're gonna see the humor in it. 1/3 of that town is g o n e. And My best friend lives works and owns a house there. I haven't been able to contact him but I'm basically seeing a 1/3 chance that his house is gone, and he may be hurt, at least 24 people are dead, reports indicate where he works was destroyed too. This is NOT a "Zomg my mom has cancer" mumm. I don't want your pity attention or sympathy, and I'm not going to pass the plate around so you can raise money to rebuild the midwest- I'm just giving you an update, I'll be waiting for information and I may be unavailable to comment or respond for a bit depending on the situation.

On Dreams Of Perfect Love
A misty sunrise fills the east With yellow, gold and red. The bowl of space a palest blue, Sheds light upon our bed. The warmth beside my soul, a feast Of love for only you. So let the birds, with song, remain Within the morning hours, To pour upon the crisp, new day A hope, like cleansing showers. For you I send refreshing rain To wash the past away. A quiet breeze so warm and slow, Has drifted ‘cross my face. It brings the scents from flower climbs, And leaves without a trace. It stirred this battered heart, you know, To love this perfect time. Like whispers lost at sea, we soar Beyond the sky of fire. Together. Lost together, free To claim our each desire. Like leaves we float to earth, once more To close our eyes and be.

No One Can Take Your Dreams
There will always be a heartache, and often a silent tear, but always a million wishes, wishing you were here. There will always be your reflection, in my lonely saddened stream, and there will always be a 'you and me', as long as I can dream.

My Love For You I Can't Ignore
My love for you I can't ignore; My heart I need not let explore. For one day my darling in time you will see. Your love for me, it was meant to be. Until that day I vow unto you; To love you, be faithful and always be true. Please my Love, I'll do the right thing. Never let go, hold me under you're wing. For I have no desire to venture away; I'll never let go, I'm here to stay. So as long as you love me, one day you'll well know. Our love for each other, in time it will grow.

Melt Away
Can I fade in your arms? Can I get lost in your eyes? 'Cause when I'm with you I just melt away Can I render you still? Freeze this moment in time? 'Cause when I see you I just melt away Can I stay close to you Until the river runs dry? 'Cause when you're heart is by mine I just melt away

Missing You
I'm missing you like crazy I think I'm going mad I simply can't stop thinking of the special times we had. Each moment lasts an hour Each hour lasts a day The clock is ticking slowly Just because you went away. I need you here beside me I just want to see your face To feel your precious heartbeat And be lost in your embrace. I gaze out of the window And look up at the moon I play the waiting Game And pray you'll be here soon. They say hope springs eternal Well I only hope it's true For I can't bare the emptiness That comes from missing you.

Back After A Long While
Hello,  at one time I was a regular here. Back then, I was up for a whole different version of Sherlock Holmes. I have immersed myself in writing and have a publisher for my first self help book-FREE SPIRIT FITNESS.   I have also fleew to LA with my agent and sold my first screenplay called THE MEEK.I will write more as the notion hits me...right now, i forget how all of this works

Lie Still My Love
Lie still my love, sleep on til the morn, As I lie here, let me watch you sleeping, So quiet and so warm, I cradle you in my loving arms, just like an innocent child, A handsome man, so nice, so kind and with a manner so mild, Beside me you lie as you dream, Your loving heart beating slowly, I whisper to you softly those three most precious words "I LOVE YOU", Your endless dreams are yours to hold, In the shadows of sleep, they continue to unfold, But dream on my darling, until the morn, As I lie beside you so quiet and so warm.

Just In Case Tomorrow Never Comes
My heart forever lies with you And I know that you love me too I want you to know just how I feel And that this feeling is real. Tonight I wanna let go of all my fears Cry all of my uncried tears Hear all of the things I wanna hear, Know that you'll always be near. Because love can be so beautiful Especially when I'm with you Kiss me like there's no tomorrow Just in case tomorrow never comes. Warmth spreads throughout me at your touch Love spreads throughout me from your kiss All I can think is, 'I love him so much And I want him to know I'm glad I'm his. Because love can be so beautiful But mostly when I'm with you Kiss me like there's no tomorrow Just in case tomorrow never comes. We've reached a level of understanding Far beyond what I ever imagined I don't know what I'd do without you, Your sweet love and lingering kiss. Because love can be so beautiful But only when I'm with you Kiss me like there's no tomorrow Just in case tomorrow never

Steparents
OK, not the easiest job in the world, but a necessary one, no? Now, my parents divorced when I was 6. Mom brought us back to Jersey so she'd have family to help support us kids. (my brother was 3) My dad very quickly remarried, & without meeting us, my "stepmom" wanted us little kids to call her "Mom". Fortunately, my Mom said no, we were too young & it would be confusing. However, if, as we got older & developed a relationship with her, we decided to call her mom, that would be ok, but at 3 & 6 it was too confusing for us to call some strange woman "Mom". Needless to say, she never created a relationship with us, & instead interfeared in our relationship with our dad. So, I always said if I were in a position of being a stepmom, I would not do what that bitch did. Now I have never interfeared in my stepchildrens relationship with their dad. As a matter of fact, his son (who does NOT live with us) only comes over every other weekend, & I encourage them to spend time together to bond. I

Fake Of The Day...
Really?... Hope you all have a great weekend!!

Let Me Love You
Oh, what can I do to let you know my heart is for real, Sitting at the beach only the stars could tell you, Let me love you for no reason, for no return, Swinging with the waves of ocean, who am I speaking to; Oh, what can I do to let you know how much I feel for you, Wishing to the clouds let me see the moon, Let me love you for no reason, for no return, Shivering in the wind, oh, where are you; Let me love you, oh, let me love you, Not for my loneliness but for you, Let me love you, oh, let me love you, I whispering in my heart, oh god, let me love you...

Forever And Always
It started out simple like somthing new I knew from the beginning there was just somthing about you. I loved the way you smiled and the way you laughed We were on different roads until the roads came to one path. When you asked me out the butterflies came they came in my heart and I was never the same. We became one at the same time we were best friends You said "Forever and always" and I thought it would never end. It was like that for a while and I lived for your kiss you told me I was beautiful and I felt such total bliss. But one night, your mind changed and you turned it all around You brought me up so high just to tear me back down. After that it was never the same and I cried for all those days now I think I finally realize forever doesn't mean for always.

Slaver
slaver \SLAV-uhr; SLAY-vuhr\intransitive verb;    1.  To slobber; to drool.noun:    1.  Saliva drooling from the mouth.

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The pen is the tongue of the mind.  -  Horace

Eternal Love
I wonder if I dreamed of you- if you would appear? To make my nights full of love, and always hold me near. I wonder if I thought of you- if you would feel it in your soul? Like two spirits in the universe, who always seem to know. Even if the stars went black and the sun were to shine no more. They could find their way to each other, no matter how far the shore. Safely in each other's arms, to bid the rest of time. Finding Eternal Love so many seek to find. Caring for each other through the worst of storms. Leaning on the arms of love and never need anymore. This is how I feel for you, I've known it all along. You are my one true love My world.. My heart.. My soul!

Dreaming Of You
When I close my eyes I dream of you. Can't sleep at night 'cause I wanna be with you. Don't want to live, don't want to cry Without you by my side. When I go to sleep at night I ask God to make my days bright. I know he will do it - I know it is true. Because he knows I only want to be with you. I hear your voice inside my head. I can imagine us together again. I know it will happen - I know it is true; Because I asked God if I can be with you. I see you and I together again; Holding hands and feeling the pain. What a beautiful feeling - I wish it were true. But I am only dreaming - dreaming of you.

Deepest Desire
As the sun rises in the East So the breaking dawn of my love begins As the sun sets in the West I am overwhelmed with a burning desire A desire locked down deep inside One that cannot be concealed anymore I long for one sweet kiss to quench my thirst I long for one tender touch that will last a lifetime At the end of it all you are my deepest desire! I love you not today nor tomorrow but forever!

Because Of You
I’ve been in darkness for so long just waiting for the light,And now that you have come my way, my days don’t seem like nights.I’m glad I’m finally overcome my fear of the other side,Thank you for showing me the way, by taking me on this ride.I’ve never really felt this way about a guy before,You’ve truly touched me deep inside, you’ve opened, unlocked, the door.I know it’s nothing serious, but surely it’s a start,You’ve treated me so equally, I feel it in my heart.And even if this does not work, I’m glad I’ve had this chance,To see how great you truly are, even just for a glance.We never know what’ll come of this, it really just depends,I’m glad we’re taking the first step, we’re becoming better friends.With you I never have to guess just how you really feel,You talk to me about the facts and tell me what’s the deal.With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong,I get this

A Wish
I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space.

A Tear On My Pillow
When I lay and think, in my bed at night, the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight. I toss and I turn, dreaming of you, opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true. It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll, weeping quietly... my pillow I hold. Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love. God touched my soul from heaven above He's answered my prayers for my love to be. I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me. That's a question I asked each and every night. He must think your special, to send you to me, No other has made me feel so complete, my whole life was lived, just so we could meet. All these thoughts and more going through my head. I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead

A Gentle Touch
A gentle brush of his fingers, Sending shivers down my spine. In the love I see in his eyes, Is a love that equals mine. He greets me with a smile, And leaves me with a kiss. If he were to ever leave me, I couldn't imagine what I'd miss. Maybe it's his touch, Or the way he makes me feel. But whatever it is, I'm head over heels.

A Dreamer Of Dreams
You have come to me from a distant land, Dreamer of dreams, to fill my hearts desire, Sweet music flowing from your nimble hand That plays within... to light my passion's fire. A symphony of word and thought you bring. Excitement builds upon crescendo's sound, Brought forth in tones to make my light heart sing For all the beauty that, with you, I've found. A life is changed in just an instant's time, All darkness fled before that brillaint sun That shines from spoken words of softest rhyme And speaks of treasures, only just begun. This mystic meeting gives my heart a glow That few have seen and only you will know.

My Love... Everlasting
You were a dream...A dream that filled my thoughtsand my loneliest nights.You were the dream I held on to,the dream my heart longed to one day have.You were the dream that made me smile...an escape from my reality,a fantasy I longed to one day come true.Once only my dream, my escape, my fantasy,came true the day when I first saw you.My dream that used to beis now my reality.A fantasy waiting for its happy endingis now a fairytale come true.Once my only escape...is now the comfort that I live for.Together we have been through the heartaches...the pain of walking away or being left behind.Every new road we had to takebecause of the choices we had to make,only paved the roadthat brought us closer to one another.Life may not be easy,with all the burdens and dramathat life hands to us,but when you find someoneto share your life with,no drama is hard to handle...no burden is hard to bare.When you have someone...the one that you've dreamed of...then your life becomes the escape you both taket

Letters From My Stalker
Some of you guys know that my fiancee & I have been gettin' harrassed by this psychotic cunt name Jessica Farrell from Canada. She's pissed off at me because I have him and she will never be able to have him. So she decided to have hack into my fiancee's FB and send me mssgs, here they are: hacked by jess boy your friends can get me so close to hving you ace to face thank you for being so mean to him your pushing him from both of us and to another girl bitch i lose him cause of your game you think i give you hell now watch if we lose him you treat him like fuck and you say you love him what a fucking joke engaged to a man you dont care for dump him quit hurting him so i can help him get back to what he was since your not doing so you either show him love today or illl be back im not losing him to that girl cause you are a cunt bitch i will have him and ill rub it in your face but you keep pushing him to her ill kill you myself not from craig lol your so stupid he spent the

Erotic Dream's 2
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Unedited Me :)
Pretty much anything anyone of my so called "Fubar" friends knows about me is information I have allowed myself to share. This might not be a big deal to some people but I do have trust issues and only allow certain people to know any "good dirt" on me, something that can later be used against me! This is the unedited version of me: ~ I swear and take the Lord's name in vain often ~ I drink to pass out ~ I take drugs to escape my reality ~ I love a tall brunette, 36 C's, nice firm ass, a few tattoos and a few piercings. ~ I love tall men with dark eyes and hair. ~ A sexy guitar player could cause me to sin 7 ways from Sunday ~ I'll end up back in a mental hospital before next year. ~ I could very easily close my eyes and sleep forever ~ The smile on my lips doesn't mean I'm happy.....my eyes hold all my pain inside them.

My Writings
As i lay beneath the mighty walnut tree my skin warmed by the sun and kissed by the wind,i think to myself my dark lord how i wish it were ur kiss apon my warm and wanton skin.   As the light of the predawn shines through the window i look to u but can only smile like a fool over the night we have spent together with much pleasure and pain tortures and raptures and exstacy i look to u and think ohhhhh my sweet dark lord the many ways that i love u. As i lay here cryin drifting in and out of my slumber i hear the words to a familar song repeating in my head and cant help but sing them quietly, I TEAR MYSELF OPEN I SEW MYSELF SHUT MY WEAKNESS IS THAT I CARE TOO MUCH THE SCARS REMIND US THAT THE PAST IS REAL I TEAR MY HEART OPEN JUST TO FEEL and i wonder where are u my lord my darkangel in the night???? laying in the darkness i wake to look for u and find u gone i rise from my bed to look for u as i search i find u know where , i think to myself my love where are u??? why have u gone

I Remember That Day
I remember that day when all with the world was rightEverything seemed so very, very brightAs we travelled for hours along that winding roadStopping here and there for photos to uploadThe autumn colours as beautiful as a sunsetIt was that very day our spirits finally metIn a place finally free from dark subdued lightSuddenly, we were finally shining so brightA little overwhelming, I had said it could beYou needed to breath, take a break from meAnd now you understand those dizzy thoughtsThe ones you created with the love you broughtThe love I hold finally to be sharedWith my friend for whom my love has been baredThis love not to be hidden, but now open for all to seeMy heart freely given, please take all of meYour heart too my love you gave for me to holdand it's safe, deep within my hearts strongholdForever to be cherished and nourishedFor what a day it will be to see that heart flourishKeep that smile upon your face my loveand those sparkling eyes keep them looking aboveFor those shoo

Love Does Separate Us
Through all time, love has strung beautiful art,Does love now weave this vision in my heart?Have two stars been taken straight from the sky,Do they look back at me as I look into your eyes?Love does separate us in lands so far,Love does make this a trial so hard.May I ask for one night to shrink this land,May I have you just one night, just to reach your hand?If my wish I may have not, let us kiss with our minds,Let our words carry us together on winds of divine.Love does separate us in lands far away,But if love does ring true, I'll get to you some way.

Our Love
You hold my hand, I caress your lips,You look into my eyes and my heart beat skips.I stroke your back skin so soft and smooth,I admire your face, every line, every groove.We move in a little closer, our bodies entwine,you touch my neck, it sends shivers down my spine.You whisper that you love me and I know it's truebecause I feel it in my heart and I love you too.

Near You
'Neath velvet cloth of night and shadows,my heart confessed its thoughts to the wind.I could feel your smile from a distancewith the touch of your closeness profound.The sun reached behind a fading sky,so the moon could take its proper place.Day to darkness, brightened by the stars,leaving upon the blue watersa shimmering portrait of your face.You, with all your savoring sweetness,tenderly pierced the walls of my soulas you wove a new tapestry withthe golden threads of your hope and love.Yesterday you offered me courage,today you endowed me with your strength.Every moment together, a gift.Every day a celebration of life.How lovely the music of your heart.You are the air I breathe, sound I hearand the spirit that gently moves me.I don't wish for the moon, I have the stars.

Thank You
The sun setsUpon the golden sandWe sit togetherHand in handWe gently embraceAnd look into each other's eyesI wonder if you areAn angel in disguiseYou hold meLike there's no tomorrowI suddenly forgetThe past sorrowI kiss your soft lipsAnd you kiss mineI never knewLoving someone could be this fineYou pick me upAnd carry me to our roomOh how a love can blossomAnd a heart can bloom.Your touch is so gentleBut your hands so strongHow could a love like thisEver go wrong?My heart is beating200 times a minuteBecause my loveYou are in itThe sound of your heartbeatAll through the nightWe fall asleep in each other's armsAnd wake to the morning light.I look into your eyesAnd this is whenI say "Thank You"For teaching me to love again.

Missing Treasure
The missing treasure of this sinking vesselOn the seafloor, where it would nestleAgainst the base for years it'd layPatiently waiting for that special dayWhen I would come to claim my prizeHoping the chest to my surpriseWould hold the heart that I've been missingThe talks, the laughs, the hugs, the kissingThat day has come and now I'll findWhat lies ahead, no longer behindI've searched through darkness, to the deepest seaAnd found that chest staring back at meWhat lies inside, I do not knowUnlock the latch and open slowI peek within, with nerves I'm shakingThe prize inside could stop the achingCause within the chest that I've searched forI found the heart and even moreThe talks, the laughs, they all were thereThe hugs, the kisses, for me to shareThe most beautiful treasure I've finally seizedDid not imagine I could be so pleasedI searched so long through the deep sea blueI love you hun, my prize is you

Love Letter
A fire that is carefully stoked and tended will not burn out.It will blaze so brightly that its warmth lingers in your heart.It will beckon your tired soul and embrace you in its radiance.The familiar smell of its smoke can bring a wistful smile,and the occasional blast of fireworks can take your breath away.Its sizzle can enthrall you; its flickering flames entrance you.The glowing embers provide comforting heat,and the knowledge that a subtle movement or gentle breezecan rekindle a bonfire.My love, the spark that ignited the day we metremains an eternal flame.

Awakening
That morning whisperA gentle kissA suspended momentOf perfect blissThat precious feelingAs eyes first meetBodies entwinedIn sleepy heatFingers touchingBreath as oneHearts in rhythmWe greet the sunContent, in truthJust to beSimply enjoyingYou and me

A Perfect Moment
Beautiful eyes open across a pillow top,It seems for this moment time will stop,The earth slows and sounds wane,A frozen moment without stain.Your body close to mine,Our hearts beat in time,With a smile of simple pleasure,This moment should last forever.Some say perfection is unattainableFor most things that's explainable,But in your arms and with your heart's affectionI have found a brief moment of perfection.

Whispers In The Wind
Your whispers are gentle echoesthat sway ardent winds of harmonyand in the symphony of lifeeach word is wrapped in rhapsody.We travel separate roads of lifegather flowers along the way andshare the music of their fragrance.We exist between two winds,I here under a pale moonyou, the other end of somewhere.Sometimes when wind blows through treesI pause to listen and in its passingI hear the tenderness of your voicethat fills the spectrum of my soul.You are the chime of warm rain,the moon that glows through the treesand within the luster of eveningyour aura fills the scene.I hear the whispers of the windsee the stars shine in the sky,but I hold the sunrise in my pocket.Dance with me within the wind,then just let me love you.

Misfits
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Inside Of Me
If you could see inside my headif thoughts were things to seeyou would know how I cherish youhow much you mean to meIn all the ways you comfort methe way you hold me nearthe way you know just what to doto chase away my fearThe sparkle in your beautiful eyesyour smile, laugh, your touchare just a few of many reasonsI love you oh so muchKnowing I can talk to youabout any and everythingand knowing together we will getthrough whatever life may bringI could search the whole world overand this I know is trueI would never find another lovelike the love I found with youThough with each new day, each sunrisewe can't know what's in storethere is one thing I know for sureeach day I love you moreSo if you could see inside my headif thoughts were things to seeyou would know I blessed I feelto have you here with me

Sometimes Saying Nothing Is Saying Everything
Words twist and tumbleThrough my mindBut I can't grab the right wordOr the right lineSo we sitIn silenceBut it’s not uncomfortableIn fact I love itYou rest your head on my chestAs we lay hereLovers entwinedHearts tangledYou raise your headAnd look into my eyesAnd I see our loveAlmost as if it’s a real forceI don’t ever want to lose this momentYou lay your head on my chest once againAnd now I can feel your heartbeatAnd my hearts skipsAnd I finally find the words I’m looking forI love you

Sun Rise
The grey began to fade,As the colours filled the sky,The chill began to warm,As the sun began to rise.A lost girl found direction,As the eastern orb rose high,The dark sky turned to blue,Like the colour of his eyes.Dark turned to light,Grey turned to blue,Lost became found,That's when I met you.

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Dreaming
I used to dream of eyes so blueAnd loving arms to hold me.I used to dream of heroic knightsAnd how gracious they would be.I used to dream of how I wouldn’t settleFor anything less than best.I used to dream of how he would majesticallyLay all fears to rest.I used to dream of fairy tales,How wondrous would they beI used to dream of story booksAll patterned after me.I used to dream of a lot of things,But the moment I met you,I immediately stopped dreaming,Because all of my dreams came true.

Everytime I Look At The Stars
I gazed in your eyes,Such a beautiful blue;My heart whispered to me,And that’s right when I knew;The waves had ceased crashing,On the sand at our feet;Time had stopped passing,My search was complete;I finally discovered,What I'd known all along;A mystery uncovered,That just couldn't be wrong;It wasn't our first kiss,Nor' the day that we met;But I realized something,I will never forget;With the stars shining brightly,From high up above;I'd one word to describe it,That word, is love.I knew then these feelings,For my sweetheart were true;The man of my dreams,And my soulmate, is you.I think of it every time,That I look at the stars;This memory is mine,But that moment wasOURS.

When I First Looked Into Your Eyes
When first I looked into your eyeseach breath became a thousand sighs.My heart drummed out a thunder beatI glowed with joy from head to feet.The hand of love had touched my soul,as the bell of destiny began to toll.The tide of love began to rise,the world was filled with summer skies.My sodden clouds of cold and greyglowed with gold, then wisped away.A brilliant rainbow arched across,as waves of love began to toss.The air was filled with lovebird cries,when I first looked into your eyes.When I first looked into your eyes,all time and space were paralyzedAnd in that instant, I was showna universe I had never known.I dwell there still, in Paradise,when I look into your eyes.

One Special Night
As I sit here gazing out the window,Instead of working, I’m daydreaming of you...And wondering if while you’re in your own world,You’re thinking of me too.I reminisce about the day we met and how you made me feel,Looking at the glowing smile on your face,Staring into your dreamy blue eyes,Your smell, your touch, your warm embraceWhat a special night that was...And now, I’m starting to feel that warmth inside,Like nothing or no one else can make me feel...Butterflies, a constant smile, happy thoughts,Looking forward to the next time we meet.What lies ahead, down the road to love?Can it possibly be what I’ve been hoping for?All my goals, dreams, passions, hopes...Glaring now before me with great anticipation.No one knows what tomorrow brings...One can only wish and believe...I have abounding faith that God will take care of me,And bring the right person into my life.Could it be you?Time will tell...I feel a special bond starting between us,And so I’m t

The Tomato Garden.....
Got this in an email from my local Italian restaurant.....Good thing I wasn't drinking anything at the time or else I would have spewed from my nose. :P   An old Italian man lived alone in Brooklyn.  He wanted to plant his annual tomato garden, but it was very difficult work, as the ground was hard.   His only son, Vincent, who used to help him, was in prison. The old man wrote a letter to his son and described his predicament:   Dear Vincent,  I am feeling pretty sad, because it looks like I won't be able to plant my tomato garden this year. I'm just getting too old to be digging up a garden plot. I know if you were here my troubles would be over... I know you would be happy to dig the plot for me, like in the old days. Love, Papa   A few days later he received a letter from his son Vincent.   Dear Pop, Don't dig up that garden. That's where the bodies are buried.

To Continue On
You go through life and have relationships, husbands, partner and or boyfriend. I used to go into a relationship with an open mind and open heart. I used to take men at face value and believed in what they would tell me. Now you may be thinking I have been in a lot but no. I have been married twice and had one boyfriend. However I do not base my past experience on men in general. There are real, honest, and good hearted men out there. The 3 men I have been seriously involved in would have tainted any woman's eye's to the point where it would be hard to trust another man. I was 18 years old when I married my first husband. He was different, kind, and gentle, romantic but of different orgins. I had two wonderful boys by him. The first few years were great and I was madly in love. I gave him my heart, and enjoyed pleasing him, until he started making me feel like I could never do anything right, and wasn't pretty enough. I lost my identity, my self esteem basicly who I was as a person, a

Warning...huh??????
So...My daughter and her fiance went to Dave and Buster's recently. They traded their tickets in for a remote controlled helicopter. There was a warning that came with it.....  "Warning - If blade damage, don't be fly, otherwise it will create the human body or airframe damage."     um......Yeah.

The Web
CreativelyYou worked your artYou spun a webAround my heartHow beautifullyYour deeds have spreadEach intricatelyWoven threadWith strands of careYou dried my tearsYour gentlenessDispelled my fearsYour wisdomHelped me understandAnd patientlyYou held my handTo give me courageTo brave the stormWith kindnessYou have kept me warmYour passionLit a glowing fireThat filled my soulWith sweet desireYou're allThat I was dreaming ofFor the web you spunWas made of love

Here Comes The Bride....or Not
Dear Ninja So my boyfriend and I have been together 9 months. Everything is wonderful, and we have been talking about getting married. I dont want to rush him, but he is a little bit financially unstable at the moment and Im worried hes not proposing because he doesnt have the money for a ring. I know he wants to ask me the traditional way. So to get to the point, should I buy the rings? Or should I wait and let him do it his way? -Impatient Dear Impatient, Slow ya roll tadpole. If he is waiting until he is stable and able to provide what he thinks you deserve, he's actually doing it the right way, and he's a good guy for it. Should you pay for your engagement ring? No. Should you push him into asking when he's not ready? No. All you will do is cause resentment later because he didn't get to do it the way he wanted to. Stop trying to be in control of everything and let him be the man. He may have a big extravagant thing planned for how he thinks he can sweep you off your fe

The Way You Make Me Feel
You make me feel special,You make me feel new,You make me feel loved,With everything you do.You hold me close when I am sad.You wipe the tears from my face.Every time we are together,It seems like the perfect place.My eyes light up when you enter a room.I smile when we are together.No matter how bad things are,You always make them better.I love the way you kiss me,The way you hold me tight.I love the way you touch me,I could be with you all night.I love the way you can make me laughFor absolutely no reason at all.I love how no matter what I do,You will be there to catch me when I fall.I just want you to know,That even though we are apart,I will always love you!No matter what, day or night.

You And I
You and I are connectedin a way that goes beyond romance,beyond friendship,beyond what we've ever had before.It has defied time, distance,and changes in ourselvesand in our lives.It has defied every explanation.Except one:Pure and simply, we're soul mates.I can't explain, I just feel it.It's there in the way my spirits liftwhenever we talk.The sound of your voice brings me home,in a way I can't explain.It's in the delight I feel, when we laughat exactly the same things.When I'm with you,it's like a tiny piece of the universeshifts into place.A place it's supposed to be,and all is right with the world.These things and so many more,have made me understandthat this is a once in a lifetime,forever connection.A connection that could only existbetween you and me.And deep in my soul,I know that our relationshipis a rare gift.One that brings usextraordinary happinessall through our lives.

You're The Thought That Starts Each Morning,
You're the thought that starts each morning,The conclusion to each day.You are in all that I do,And everything I say.You're the smile on my face,The twinkle in my eye.The warmth inside my heart,The fullness in my life.You're the hand that's laced in mine,And the coat upon my back.My friend, my love,My shoulder to lean on.You're my silly, mature, caring,Thoughtful, bright, and honest guy.The one who holds me tightly,When I need to cry.You're the dimple in my cheek,The ever-constant tingle in my soul.The voice that makes me weak,The happiness of my life.You are all I've wanted,You are all I need.You are all I've dreamed of,You are all of this to me.

The Unicorn's Ride
Over your rainbowA unicorn flew,He was sent to find me...He said by you."Climb aboard", he whispered,"We must go for a ride..."And into a portal of lightWe rode inside.The sky was so blue,The fields so green,With each explosion of lightWas a wonderful scene.So happy we seemAnd always together,There was no end to your dream,It just went on forever.Then the unicorn said"I have one more surprise..."So we took off quicklyAnd pierced the sky.Then I saw you sleepingAnd dreaming in your bed...I caressed your hair gentlyAnd kissed you on your head.The unicorn interrupted..."I must now get you home,But now that you've seen him dream,May you never feel alone."My heart is feeling heavy,A fire burns inside.Thank you so much my darlingFor the unicorn's ride.

A Love Like No Other
I never felt a loveLike this beforeIt's a love like no otherSomething I have always hoped forA love with friendship Humour and heartA bond so strongIt would never partA love that makes you smileFrom ear to earA love that is joyfulWithout any fearA love that is beautifulFrom the inside outA love with no tears,Pain, or doubtA love with soulSo tender and trueA love that I have foundOnly in you...

You Came Into My Life Unexpectedly
You came into my life unexpectedly,and everything took a turn for the better.Your warm eyes, your laugh,the sincere way you speak,and the kindness you showed me,all became a part of my life.As you unfolded yourself to me,I discovered more and more beauty.I have never seen so muchgentleness in one person.Without even knowing it,you were slowly making a placefor yourself in my heart.It used to seem so hard at timesto feel so close in a relationship.But it’s so easy to feel close to you.I can’t tell you how nice that feels.I realize now that I had never knownwhat it meant to be loveduntil I was loved by you.

At Your Feet
Where are you tonight my love?What is it that you do?It's true my heart is torn apartWhen I'm not with youWhat enchanted thoughts swim through your head?Are any of them of me?When, my dear, you go to bedIs it my face you see?Who is honoured with your presence now?And do they even care?The thought of you not being admired Fills me with despairDo they appreciate your loveliness?Do they marvel at your splendor?Do they love to hear your velvet voice?Do they adore your smile so tender?If they do notThen they all are foolsand had you been with meEvery day, my love, you'd be a kingbecause that's what you are to meI'm at your feetand I come with giftsmy body, heart, and soulThey're yours to do with as you pleaseto command and to controlI give myself with all my heartI'm yours for all of timeYour slave, your queen, your anythingonly say that you are mine

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Coming Home...
How simple my life is now you are here,How I cherish each breath,How I crave the light and laughter you have brought me.I have fallen in love without taking a step,Fallen into the sweetest of dreams,How I hope no one wakes me.The simplest gesture wraps itself around my heart,Where I will hold it forever.Each time we say goodbye a part of me weeps,Though I know it is not foreverTo my aching soul it is an eternity.I see my happiness shine in your eyes,Every time you hold my hand my heart skips a beat.How sweet life is to be yours;How meaningless life is without you.They know nothing of the loneliness before youNothing of the empty tears I cried day after day,How did you do it, I ask myself,How did you banish the fear, the darkness?You have made me see that nothing is that bad,That I am strong and worthy of happiness,You have saved me from myself.Everyday I wake up and smile to myselfKnowing you are waiting for me,Knowing you can't wait to see me.How would I go on if you were not there to

A Rose That Once Stood Alone
A solitary rose grew in the darkest corner of the gardenSurrounded by many othersYet remained aloneTime passed and trials came and wentOne dealt a severe blowAnd the rose began to wilt and witherForgotten...Then... as if by a miracle...There came a soft and gentle breezeFollowed by a ray of lightAs all the other roses fell into darknessThe solitary rose began to shineShining with a special light...And watered by a gentle cascade...A cascade of loveA cascade of selfless affection"I do... not now but forever..."Said the rose to the sunlightAnd there they remainA rose in full bloomWith her sunshine smiling down on her...You are my sunshine, my life, my very soulAnd I your rose blooming in the light of your love.

Day 2~ At The End Of The World Third Entry
May 22nd, 2011~ Day 2~ Third Entry : Cooper and I had a close call today. As we were walking along we were supprised by a group of what seemed to be survivors, but we were dead wrong. They were the living dead, ZOMBIES.  I knew immediately that we were in big trouble. I had to do something . Thinking fast, I knew that I needed to try to save what amunition I had so I grabbed a spade shovel and began whacking the heads off of the zombies.  They were all around me. I had to keep my dog Cooper from attacking them as I knew what would happen if he were bit by one.  This task proved to be difficult in deed, but somehow, through sheer might and will, I managed. I beheaded the zombies one by one. Exhausted by the days events, I have found shelter in a drainage ditch. I fashioned an  emergency escape route by cutting through the top side of the metal culvert that I was hiding in. Lucky for me there was only one way in as the other end was blocked by debris, and entry was not accessable. I thi

Reflection Of A Soul
How does one sum into words the infinite depth of a cursed soul, and etch into parchment the crimson ink beating inside a tainted heart? I am foremost, a beast, a poet, and a scribe by sheer existence. My words I can twist into lovely shining ribbons to adorn my muse's tresses or shimmering chains forged of my will to bind her delicate limbs, so she may lie in wait for my dark amusement. My dear cherished muse, look beyond the gentleness that can fool so easily and you will find that which only time and understanding can teach. All along you will vow you knew me, and then you turned the page. To know my masquerading soul is to test the deepest cruel waters of fate and provoke the scathing winds of destiny. To trust my hand is to challenge courage and conquer fear. To hear and feel my heartbeat is to rest within the bosom of an immortal born not of earth, but the very cosmos itself. To carelessly wander past the gates of my inspiration is to find yourself ent

You Walked Lightly
You walked lightly into my lifeCaptivating and lovely to my mind,At first, I never cared who you wereNow I don’t know who I am without you,You kissed meI felt my world change,You held meI heard my heart awaken,You loved meAnd my soul was born anewYou walked lightly into my lifeNow my heart knows who you areAnd with every breathAnd every stepI take down lonely roads,Your hand is my staffYour voice is my guideYour strength my shelterYou’re passion my awakening.You walked lightly into my life,And all my painYou took as your own,And all my fearsYou cast into the sea,All my doubtLost in your eyes,You walked lightly into my lifeAnd no matter if you choose to stay or go,My life is forever changed,Just because you loved meFor a moment in time.And because I chooseTo love youFor the rest of mine.

A Thousand Fair Suitors
A thousand fair suitors all stab at your heartThose poets of movement and jockeys of artThe high-volume vendors who hustle romanceSplashing their canvas with color and danceThe blasters of trumpets, gold banners unfurledThey offer lush gardens in glistening worldsYes, bearers of torches and carvers of stoneWho whisper their sonnets and surrender their thronesAnd there in your doorway, no shadow is castNo lingering voices, no ghosts from the pastJust a cluster of walls, and a window of painCollecting the heartache like droplets of rainStill I stand before you, with palms to the skyNo gold in my pocket, no thorn in my sideAnd all I can offer, where words have no placeIs a body that trembles, and this love that awaits

Serenely Anesthetised
I have drank for so many years to forget, I have only overlooked what I am supposed to be forgetting, And forgotten to disremember, You still nag behind this hyperactive mind, All the while my new friends have me serenely anesthetised, This carefree world rushes by me, As in suspended animation I survive, Outside my cobwebbed window on to this life, Seasons change and move inexplicably on, Gazing through these translucent eyes as it passes me by, I remain in the company of Mr Jim Beam and Sir Arthur Guinness, Ernest and Julio pop round for a swift one here and there, But in the familiarity of a lifelong friend, Mr J Daniels, I will always stay, Comfortably numb.

A Dream Come True
Feelings that once were hiddenAre now expressed to you.Days that once were stormyAre now the brightest blue.Times that once were lonelyAre now filled with pleasure.All that once was mine aloneAre now things we both treasure.Nights that once were coldAre now comforting and warm.Fears that once were very realAre now gone with the storm.A heart that once was brokenCan now finally mend.A person once alone in lifeCan now call you a friend.Dreams that once were longed forAre now all coming true.The love I once thought was goneI have now and forever in you.

Fading Summers Sunday
The once white hot summer sun now mellows to autumn’s deep gold, Trees shimmer in reds and browns as shadows lengthen in Septembers fading light, The air moist as morning dew hangs heavy in to late mid morning, Waiting to become winters morning frost, Air freshens to the chill on October’s distant breath, First seasons leaves hanging ready for falling in end of season anticipation, And I stand and watch you turn, As early fall’s sun glints from the waves of your hair like crests falling on white sands, I stand motionless in the hyperactivity off the mute, With only the will to pull you back, As courage deserts my ability to react, Each one of your footsteps pulls mono tone back across fading brown eyes, With bloodshot shinning back through once again, To wake upon a damp pillow beacons if I should wake tomorrow, As I weep to convulsive contortions through the never ending dark of night, Forgive me for ever loving you in my silence of protection, Never

Daydream
Whenever I day dream,and day dream I do,in my secret garden,I day dream of you.I day dream of you,in a faraway land;embracing me tightand holding my hand.Holding my hand,and touching my face.Just you and me,in this peaceful place.In this peaceful placea pristine river flows.Where the unicorns run,a breeze always blows.A breeze always blowsand sings of a song;our love in a placewhere you're never gone.Where you're never goneis as it would seem,from dusk until dawn,whenever I day dream.And whenever I day dream,and day dream I do,in my secret garden,I day dream of you.

It Is You I Dream Of
A flower grows from beneath a blanketOf fine and purest whiteIt reaches toward the sun for warmth,For heat and for the lightMy love for you grows stronger still,Despite the surrounding coldMy heart is yours, bartered goneFor yours has it been soldIts petals shine from morning dewIts stem grows stiff and strongIt stands strong through the freezing coldIt stands the winter longI long for you, for your soft touchI miss the way you smileThe longer that we stay apartThe longer every mileThe flower stretches through the snowIt reaches toward the sunAnd now without you the color is goneThe flower's petals, dunBut as we talk, and as we learnThe flower comes back to lifeThe snow now melts and goes awayAs you take away my strifeSpring is here and growth aboundsAs you and I are oneWe are together, we are in loveThe snow for now is doneI see the future, in dreams I haveOf our life, long and trueI see the times where all I needAre comforting words from youI see the times when winter comesAs winter

Motionless
If time could stand still, I’d freeze it here,So you’d always hold me, close and near.In your arms, where I’m meant to be,Filled with the perfect love you’ve given me.A bond so strong, a hold so tight,To know you’re the one; my ‘Mr. Right’.A blessing sent from up above,In you I’ve found my one true love.Our lives entwined to be as one,Upon this journey we’ve just begun.Where you and I will find no less,Than eternal love and happiness.

Keeper Of My Dreams
When you're not here to share my days and nightsMy life is so incompleteFor you are my heart, my soulThe ‘oneness’ I had known to seekWithout you I merely exist from day to dayWith you I know that I will findAll that I have been searching forMy completeness, my eternal peace of mindYou are the keeper of my dreamsThe man who holds my heart in his handsThe one I want to spend my life withThe one with whom I will always standStand beside through thick and thinThrough all that life will throw our wayKnowing that this special love we shareWill guide us, each and every dayThis journey was started long agoBefore this time and placeThe journey of completenessAs two hearts and souls embraceForever is what I want with youFor the search is at an endOur hearts have found each otherAs lovers, as soul-mates, as friends.

What I Love About You...
The sparkle in your eye,The warmth of your skin.Your breath on my neck,That quivers within.The touch of your hand,The smell of your hair.The kindness in your smile,That strength in your stare.Your kiss on my lips,Your body near mine.The stroke of your touch,That feeling inside.The sound of your voice,Compassion in your embrace.The serenity in your stride,The power in your face.The calming of your presence,The beating of your heart.The promise of tomorrow,That we may never part.The beauty of your kiss,and that magic in your touch.It is for all these reasons and more,Why I love you so much.

Some People
Some people are trying so hard, but stupidity is an incurable disease.

Last Farewell
The note is laid, To whom it may concern, No blame is taken or passed out, The final goodbye from this broken soul, No cryptic clue lost in its text, No hesitation in self extinction, No discussion to avoidance, One iron act of will spelt out on scarlet flecked paper your first clue, But all too late to help my in animation, cold and still, It tells not of the razors bite on tender flesh, Or how its furrow reminds me of autumn fields, Or how it glides through sinew and fibre, Like a knife through summers butter, Claret jets with the grace of fountains through spring air, But with my lifeblood unending in this lifetime, Euphoria hits like cannabises first hit on a teenage mind, Driven on and through by pressure beyond these protective walls, Whose comfort I stepped beyond in cat like curiosity, To a world too uncompromising to be mindful of me, In childlike innocence I welcomed it with open arms, But trampled by its aggression and impatience, My dreams shattered at

The Fearless Four And Me
I sit dealing stud, In this broken bar, With a dusty floor, Drinking whiskey from a dirty glass, I chew on this spent fat Cuban, Of whom a humbling taste it did impart, Now nothing but wisps of mist on this stale and lifeless air, I play my dead hand with a bluff as with my life before this demise, I see my sins played across their blank stares, But with a flicker of a smile played across my greying lips, As war, famine, conquest and death twitch ye not, Unfazed by my misdirection, As one more Cohiba lights my world, I play on as this house holds all the cards, My hand of four ace of spades tells of my fate, The ethereal nothingness beyond the swing doors in lifelessness, Is known beyond these squeekless hinges, And the breathless air, As I sit killing time in the waiting room of my own weaknesses, Indulgencies I wrap myself within, I have lived in disregarded of others, And seen my own gratifications satisfied, Within this dream of being humble beyond my weakened

Christmas Cheer
Emerging from the shelter of this urine sodden doorway, He ventures beyond in to the raging precipitation of a cold wet December day, Each shard of silvered raindrop cut him to the bone, And leaves him bloodied and bruised, Turning his blinking vision to filters of scarlet, Passers by stopping to watch him stumbling past, As his legs struggle to co-ordinate, Both stepping together, then opposite, This vile all-consuming poison floods those tortured veins, And rages through that hazy mind, Her face in flashes splayed across that broken mind, Crawling through muddied puddles on hands and knees, To the darkened house with no festive cheer on display, The Christmas spirit in a brown paper bag, No glass needed, The destruction of vital organs silenced by the gurgling neck of shaped glass, Emblazoned with the logo of the peddlers own branding, Scotch, Russian, Polish or Mexican, If it’s on offer its in fashion, Or one with a chaser of the other, Kills all known germ

A Love For All Time
Breathless kissesBurning touchesSoft-spoken words of loveUrgently spoken words of passion.A man and a womanOne complete loveSince time beganPredestined to be as one.We've been together beforeIn other lifetimesWe've fought dragonsAnd have been torn from each others armsYet our love prevailed.We've walked on this earth many times togetherPerhaps for a momentPerhaps for yearsBut our heart is one heartAnd we were meant to be.So when our time on earthOnce again comes to a closeHave no worries my dearFor we will find each other againAnd againAnd again.For our love is agelessEternalA love for all time.

A Love So Incomprehensible
Day by dayNight by nightKiss by kissTouch by touchStep by stepI fall in loveA love so incomprehensibleSo vividSo uniqueSo wild, that not even the reign of God could controlA passion so deepA need so necessaryA want so strongThe universe would not handleI love you todayI’ll love you tomorrowI’ll love you forever

3's A Crowd
Dear Ninja, Is it really O.K. If it happens in a 3 way? I always thought a 3 way was 2 girls and 1 guy no matter what. I mean technically 1 girl and 2+ guys is a gang bang right? These modern sex practices have me so confused especially when I myself get do not get any practice! ~ Confused Dear Confused. A 3-some is just that. 3 people engaged in a sex act. 2 girls 1 guy is usually the preference of most men. It can indeed be 2 men, and it's not gay if there is no penetration man to man. Although, I do think 2 peens in the same hole would be in that gray area of just might be a little too awkward if anyone else heard about it. So just keep your swords separate. A gangbang is 3 or more guys and 1 girl, or 3 or more girls and 1 guy. Option #2 would be a lot more fun for the guy. Something seems a little strange to me about how a guy could just sit there holding his peen waiting for his turn to get a little of the sloppy seconds, or thirds, or fourths. I guess the people who are i

Will You Ever?
I don't think you willever fully understandhow you've touched my lifeand made me who I am.I don't think you could ever knowjust how truly special you arethat even on the darkest nightsyou are my brightest star.I don't think you will ever fully comprehendhow you've made my dreams come trueor how you've opened my heartto love and the wonders it can do.You've allowed me to experiencesomething very hard to findunconditional love that existsin my body, soul, and mind.I don't think you could ever feelall the love I have to giveand I'm sure you'll never realizeyou've been my will to live.You are an amazing personand without you I don't know where I'd be.Having you in my lifecompletes and fulfills every part of me.

The Live Evisceration Of Being
There I stood unaware and cold, You stood French polish poised, And under gaze of all, With no shame from me, They all witnessed my public shaming, As with one deft swing of pen, Ink is inlaid with hints of claret, My beating heart ripped from within and pulsing red in involition, For worth and value of monetary kinds But upon sinew and cartilage I stumble on, Heartless with no remorse for what lie’s behind, Other extremities pickled as the dealer deals, Once more a loosing hand, My blood runs cold as conception hits my dulling mind, Leaving this shell propelled on perpetual lines, With your voice echoed through my bloodied mind, Oblivions path weaves out before my step, A hint of neon leads my way, Excitement in every slab, Hell as two cans remain, This evisceration of my being continues with every second passed, Tingeing my worlds view in grey, As frost burgeons forth from my deadening glare, Seeping in to worlds surrounding my own, I walk on hollowed fr

Love Is.......
  What is love, love is everything, nothing, pain, pleasure, torment and ecstasy, Love is the tingle of excitement, The terror of rejection, Love is the sublime feelings of exquisite joy, The questioning of trust and honesty, Love is the warm glow of December log fires, The tangible fear of loneliness, Love is complete understanding, The pain from a bitter broken heart, Love is the anguish of separated moments, The destruction of bridges built, Love is the recollection of happier times past and those to come, The shattered memories at your feet of life lost, Love is the wonder of stolen moments, The emptiness of singleness, Love is the all consuming adoration of beauty, The pang of regret to see another in your place, Love is the pleasure in its most extreme, The extreme pain of love and love lost, We crave it like drugs, We are all burned by its furious light, Its intensity we love and are loved intensely, Will it last, Or burn out like an exploding

Perfection In My Eyes
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,And for us to be together, to never be apart.No one else in the world can even compare,You're perfect and so is this love that we share.We have so much more than I ever thought we would,I love you more than I ever thought I could.I promise to give you all I have to give,I'll do anything for you as long as I live.In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,By the way you look at me I know we will last.I hope that one day you'll come to realize,How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

For You Are The One
For you I would climbThe highest mountain peakSwim the deepest oceanYour love I do seek.For you I would crossThe rivers most wideWalk the hottest desert sandTo have you by my side.For you are the oneWho makes me wholeYou've captured my heartAnd touched my soul.For you are the oneThat stepped out of my dreamsGave me new hopeShowed me what love means.For you aloneAre my reason to liveFor the compassion you showAnd the care that you give.You came into my lifeAnd made me completeEach time I see youMy heart skips a beat.For you define beautyIn both body and mindYour soft, gentle faceMore beauty I'll ne'er find.For you are the oneGod sent from aboveThe angel I neededFor whom I do love.

The Meaning
To love is to share life togetherto build special plans just for twoto work side by sideand then smile with prideas one by one, dreams all come true.To love is to help and encouragewith smiles and sincere words of praiseto take time to shareto listen and carein tender, affectionate ways.To love is to have someone specialone who you can always dependto be there through the yearssharing laughter and tearsas a partner, a lover, a friend.To love is to make special memoriesof moments you love to recallof all the good thingsthat sharing life bringslove is the greatest of all.I've learned the full meaningof sharing and caringand having my dreams all come true;I've learned the full meaningof being in loveby being and loving with you.

Love Defined
What is love, but an emotion,So strong and so pure,That nurtured and shared with anotherAll tests it will endure?What is love, but a forceTo bring the mighty low,With the strength to shame the mountainsAnd halt time’s ceaseless flow?What is love, but a triumph,A glorious goal attained,The union of two souls, two heartsA bond the angels have ordained?What is love, but a champion,To cast the tyrant from his throne,And raise the flag of truth and peace,And fear of death o’erthrow?What is love, but a beacon,To guide the wayward heart,A blazing light upon the shoalsThat dash cherished dreams apart?And what is love, but forever,Eternal and sincere,A flame that through wax and waneWill outlive life’s brief years?So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops,In all places high and low,That love for you is my reason to be,And will never break or bow.

Love Me
Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new,Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue,Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown,Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down.Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad,Love me when I'm good, or when I'm oh so bad,Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain,Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain.Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun,Love me always darlin', after all is said and done,Love me always darlin', until all our life is through,Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you!

My Love
My love is like an oceanIt goes down so deepMy love is like a roseWhose beauty you want to keep.My love is like a riverThat will never endMy love is like a doveWith a beautiful message to send.My love is like a songThat goes on and on foreverMy love is like a prisonerIt's to you that I surrender.

A White Rose
The red rose whispers of passion,And the white rose breathes of love;O, the red rose is a falcon,And the white rose is a dove.But I send you a cream-white rosebudWith a flush on its petal tips;For the love that is purest and sweetestHas a kiss of desire on the lips.

I Will Love You Forever
I love you so deeply,I love you so much,I love the sound of your voiceAnd the way that we touch.I love your warm smileAnd your kind, thoughtful way,The joy that you bringTo my life every day.I love you todayAs I have from the start,And I'll love you foreverWith all of my heart.

Stdo Or Stdon't?
Dear Ninja, Is commitment a disease? And is looking for commitment rather than a quick bang a bad thing? ~Anonymous   Commitment is not a disease (although some of us do avoid it like the plague), and neither is being single.  I would like to take a minute to remind people that some of us choose to do bad all by our damn self, and there is nothing wrong with that. It is when you can honestly walk through and not need someone else's acceptance to validate your existence that you can actually find a healthy relationship. It's perfectly fine to settle down. It is never ok to settle. There are some mental issues that actually make people NEED commitment. Codependency can actually be a serious issue. There is nothing wrong with wanting to be in a healthy relationship with someone you care about. There is a LOT wrong with being in a relationship just because you can't be alone. Those relationships tend to get abusive or one-sided, and the fear of being left alone keeps th

S.t.do Or S.t.don't?
Dear Ninja, Is commitment a disease? And is looking for commitment rather than a quick bang a bad thing? ~Anonymous   Committment is not a disease (although some of us do avoid it like the plague), and neither is being single.  I would like to take a minute to remind people that some of us choose to do bad all by our damn self, and there is nothing wrong with that. It is when you can honestly walk through and not need someone else's acceptance to validate your existance that you can actually find a healthy relationship. It's perfectly fine to settle down. It is never ok to settle. There are some mental issues that actually make people NEED committment. Codependence can actually be a serious issue. There is nothing wrong with wanting to be in a healthy relationship with someone you care about. There is a LOT wrong with being in a relationship just because you can't be alone. Those relationships tend to get abusive or one-sided, and the fear of being left alone keeps the abused in

This Treasure Of Love,
When I'm with you,eternity is a step away,my love continues to grow,with each passing day.This treasure of love,I cherish within my soul,how much I love you...you'll never really know.You bring a joy to my heart,I've never felt before,with each touch of your hand,I love you more and more.Whenever we say goodbye,whenever we part,know I hold you dearly,deep inside my heart.So these seven words,I pray you hold true,"Forever And Always,I Will Love You."

Never Have I Fallen
Never Have I FallenYour lips speak soft sweetnessYour touch a cool caressI am lost in your magicMy heart beats within your chestI think of you each morningAnd dream of you each nightI think of your arms being around meAnd cannot express my delightNever have I fallenBut I am quickly on my wayYou hold a heart in your handsThat has never before been given away

A Stranger You Were Once.
A stranger you were once.Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.As our lives engaged,you lit my life and I held both your hands.Now that decades have passed,ours souls have indeed become one.How fortunate we are that we have found the love so truethat everyone dreams about.

A Special World
A Special WorldA special world for you and meA special bond one cannot seeIt wraps us up in its cocoonAnd holds us fiercely in its womb.Its fingers spread like fine spun goldGently nestling us to the foldLike silken thread it holds us fastBonds like this are meant to last.And though at times a thread may breakA new one forms in its wakeTo bind us closer and keep us strongIn a special world, where we belong.  

Cajun Angels
Gabriel came to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you. I have some Cajuns up here in Heaven who are causing some problems. They are swinging on The pearly gates,sliding down stairway to Heaven, and my horn is missing! They play their accordions and dance all night! Crawfish shells and beer cans are all over the streets of gold and they're making sausage, boudin, and cracklins on every corner. There is rice all over the clouds! They have eaten almost every animal up here! Some folks are walking around with one wing missing. There is barbecue sauce all over their robes and some of them aren't even wearing their halos, saying they won't wear it because it doesn't have an LSU logo on it. The Lord said, "I made them special, as I did you, my angel. Heaven is home to all my children. If you really want to know about problems, let's call the Devil and see how he is dealing with his Cajuns." The Devil answered the phone, "Hello? Dang it, hold on!" The Devil returned

Blood Spills....
We all think that when we live the life of a liar that we will never be affected. The one that starts a lie is the one that trys to Spill the Blood of the innocent. The innocent is the one that lives a life of grace, honesty, and devotion. What fun is it to live such a boring life. I live for the fun in making your life miserable. The one that has made me into the mass of destruction. The one that has made me into a Living Dead Doll. The dead only has one wish to see the wicked be punished for the crimes that they committed. Our lives are made by the actions we do to others. They will never end and they we never subside. So that is why to end this life you have made for your self pray for the forgiveness of the dead to have mercy on your soul. Once you leave here you will be tormented for eternity.  Living the lie of lies over and over again.  So i raise my glass to the ones that have always stood in the shadows. Because they are the ones that have never spilled the blood

Rapture
I was up early today preparing for the Rapture. I mowed the lawn, wash the sheets, went ot Cub and bought $400 in Rapture preparatory supplies including 100 gallons of bottle water and enough batteries to light up my neighborhood for 3 hours. Then as Rapture time approached, I took a shower, brushed my teeth, pulled my recliner in front of the patio window(facing East of course), took off my clothes and reclined and readied myself for the coming of Christ. I lit a bud and cracked open a Coors light, sat back and closed my eyes, and then..................... I heard the sirens go off and said to myself....."self, this is it." Rapture came and went ....it was just a fucking thunderstorm and the hail pounded the shit out of my truck. goddammit!! I hope I never run into the asshole who predicted the Rapture. If I ever do, he will for sure meet his maker then and there.

It Doesn't Have To Be This Way.
Stop being in love with pain. Love is pain, but pain is not love. Stop changing your mind. You wanna fix things, next day you wanna break up, next day you wanna fix things, next day you wanna break up. It really is alot to deal with. I'm willing to smash my pride to pieces and forget all of the hurtful things we've said, all of the fucked up things we've done and be done with it, clean slate. But your pride forces you to hold on to these things. You can't push someone away and then be mad that they are trying to connect to other people, and then when they do connect with someone, change your mind and try to make amends. That's mental chess with the objective to control. Which only pushes that person away farther. It really doesn't have to be like this. But you can't feel what you want to feel from me, so pain will just have to do. You can't control me, but you can do things to hurt me, which will have an effect on me, cause effect is as close as you can get to control. If you can't fee

Day 2~ At The End Of The World
May 22nd, 2011~ Day 2~ Second Entry : Ok, I managed to walk about 5 miles yesterday dragging all my supplies behind me on a little red wagon that I found abandoned at an empty house. The skies are still dark and ominous. Narey a sound. No sight of any other survivors yet. I spent the night hunkered down in and old GreyHound bus. Through out the bus there were empty clothing. It was as if all who were riding this bus were raptured right out of their clothes and the clothing was left behind right where each individual was sitting on the bus. Erie feeling. My dog Cooper is my only companion on this journy and I must take care that he is well provided for. I have rationed his food so it should last for quite some time before running out. I share my water with him as we both need to remain well hydrated. I hope we find some other survivors soon.    

Siralex
SirAlex: hello slavegirl, how are you doing? you seem to be an interesting personality. you can take a look at my blog to decide if you want to get known me. but i am sure you see it as pleasure and priviledge to show the needed respect by adressing me as sir! *so normally i do say sir..its a habit. i'm from alabama. that's how i was raised. but this...ain't gonna happen. *i'm not here to play along in your little fantasy. *go away.   http://www.fubar.com/siralexander

The Things That I Question In Life?
The questions that I always ask myself. Why are the women in life always looking for things that I am not?  I want to have a wife and kids. Is their any women left that want the same things that I want? If their is please get ahold of me. I am just so tired of being alone. I know that this site is not really a place for such things. But at this point their is no other place I can think of thank I can vent and get shit off my chest. I look at all these sites and see all these different women look at my profiles and not say a single word to me. What is so wrong with me that I do not even get a hello? Am I that ugly? What the fuck is it? Can I get something from someone  to atleast help explain to me what is so wrong with me?

Cry For Caring
ittycelt: less than a minute ago a suicide attempt isnt a cry for help its a big SHOUT!!! Hey, people, somethings wrong....waake up and pay attention...im not just blue...i want to die...somebody listen to me...somebody help me, someone please give a damn enough to oopen your ears and hear what im syying...its not going to just go away because you think it should..its part of me...accept it and be there for me....im tired of pretending to be the strong one....im tired of being the one everyone comes to to solve your problems...where are you when i need someone to be strong for me...my suicide attempt isnt a cry for attention....its a great big shout for help, for someone to listen. im tired of hearing shes just having a pity party, shes just feeling sorry for herself, she just wants attention, shes a drama queen...listen up folks, its a chemical imbalance in my brain...i cant fix it, i cant make it go away, im sorry if y moods disturb you, but if youl stop and listen for 5 minutes,

Rocco's Speech In Boondock Saints 2
Men build things, then we die. It's in our fucking DNA! THAT'S WHAT WE DO! And when it all falls down? We build it right back up again. But this time bigger. BETTER! Look! Look what we can do. Look how fuckin' beautiful we are. You think the men that built all this had it easy? Hard men! Doing hard shit! and that gives me a hard on... But not in a gay way or anything like that. I am so sick of all of this self help, twelve step, leftover hippie generation bullshit! Now they don't want you to do anything, right? Just sit there. Don't drink. Don't smoke. Don't drive fast. Kiss my ass! Fuck it! Do it all I say! Do you think Duke Wayne spent all of his time talking about his feelings with a fuckin' therapist? There's no fucking way he did! John Wayne died with five pounds of undigested red meat in his ass. Now that's a man! Real men hide their feelings. Why? Because it's none of your fuckin' business! Men do not cry. Men do not pout. Men jack you in the fuckin' jaw and say... Thanks for co

Ended Winner Was No Games
The easiest contest ever!   From now until i level ALL fubucks are being GIVING AWAY to who ever HELPS the MOST!!     Meaning who ever sends the most people to rate profile & photos rate blog & stash fan me friend me like me will get ALL fubucks made when leveled!!!!   to enter please comment here & change ur status so i can verify it!        

So
I remember the day you left. I remember the last breath you took in front of me. When you said you had to leave. I was too damn stubborn to stop you or even say anything. All I have left is the memories that play play in my head and haunt my dreams. So many words left unsaid, I was too scaried to say them, now I can say thoses words but you're no where to be found. I speech my words into the wind, hoping it will carry my words to where ever you are.

Physiognomy
physiognomy \fiz-ee-OG-nuh-mee; -ON-uh-mee\noun;    1.  The art of discovering temperament and other characteristic qualities of the mind from the outward appearance, especially by the features of the face.    2.  The face or facial features, especially when regarded as indicating character.    3.  The general appearance or aspect of a thing.

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Example is the best precept.  -  Aesop

My Story
Hi,My name is Colin and this is my very first blog. Where to begin...The beginning I suppose. I would like to relate to you a true story, it will sound unbelievable but every single word is true. It all started 21 years ago..I was just a normal guy,went to the pub five nights a week and clubbing all the weekend.Then I found myself deep in the brown stuff,I became an addicted gambler.I don`t know if you have ever been in this situation but it ain`t funny.I was putting all my wages in the one armed bandit in one day.It started off very well at first..I was winning,winning a lot.Then my luck ran out and I was putting in pound after pound in the machine.I didn`t realise I had spent all my wages until I was on my way home and just happened to look into my wallet and there was nothing there,no money for my keep and nothing for the rest of the week.I said to myself this would never happen again.How wrong I was every payday the same thing would occur until it got to the po

How To Save A Ton On Your Groceries! It Really Works!....
Well, this is a little different, but we like to diversify here... You know that TLC show Extreme Couponing where people save like 90% or more on their groceries? If you don't, feel free to Google it. Anyways, of late we decided that we were going to try it to see if it was for real or some trick or scam, or something with a "catch" to it you know?..Well....believe it or not, this stuff actually works!! This is perfect for a single mom, dad, or family that is either struggling to make ends meet, or are tired of paying the ever-escalating cost of food these days (anyone notice how much a loaf of bread has gone up in the past year?). The price of corn alone has gone up over 100% in just the past six months!! For example, last night I went to Wal Mart with a $1 off coupon off of Rayovac Batteries that was printed from the Rayovac facebook. They were marked at .97. Guess what? These battieres were free !!! Won't have to worry about the remote for awhile..lol... If you're curious about t

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Dentist Or Nay?
So I haven't been for a dental check-up since I came off the NHS and my old dentist charges £60+ just for a check-up. But I haven't had any problems with my teeth ever apart from a small filling when I was about 7. But I dunno...I mean there's a possibility that there might be something wrong with my teeth but it's not something that hurts so I wouldn't know? All dental problems hurt right?   I knooooooooow it's health and all that shiz...but 60 pounds could be spent on other things...like a dress. (I soo got my priorities right lolz). And I'm going to the opticians next week and I deffo need glasses and the only frames I like are Police ones so that will set me back about 150 odd for the frames and then there's the lenses which would be about 80-90 pounds on top.   Aaaaaaaaaaargh and my lil stash of moolah is getting smaller and smaller...   I should get a job really...     But I don't feel like it.

The Prisoner Of Chillon By Lord Bryon
Eternal Spirit of the chainless Mind! Brightest in dungeons, Liberty! thou art, For there thy habitation is the heart- The heart which love of thee alone can bind; And when thy sons to fetters are consigned- To fetters, and the damp vault's dayless gloom, Their country conquers with  martydom, And Freedom's fame finds wings on every wind. Chillon! thy prison is a holy place, And thy sad floor an altar - for 'twas trod, Until his very steps have left a trace Worn, as if thy cold pavement were a sod, By Bonnivard! May none those marks efface! For they appeal from tyranny to God.

Wrestlers Comment On Randy Savage’s Death
Several wrestlers have been commenting on the passing on Randy Savage, here are their thoughts… Jeff Jarrett: "Just got a call w the news. RIP Randy. I met him when I was 11yrs old. He would always teach, correct, encourage, and compliment as my... Career progressed. I have NEVER forgotten the intricacies and attention to detail he taught me over the years. Randy always had a method to His madness. Randy is gone, but will never be forgotten. Thoughts and prayers are w the entire Poffo family. And, he may be the greatest card player the business has ever seen... When he lost, he was only setting you up to take more money from you!" UFC Fighter Shane Carwin: "RIP Randy Macho Man Savage! We are going to SOOOOOOOOOO MISSSSS YOUUUUUUUU...... He was a great Entertainer!" The Rock: "RIP Randy 'Macho Man' Savage - you were one of my childhood inspirations and heros. Strength, love and prayers to the Savage/Poffo family." Kevin Nash: "I lost a close friend today. If anybody in heaven

‘macho Man’ Savage Dies In Car Crash
CLEARWATER, Fla. - The professional wrestler known as Randy "Macho Man" Savage has died in a car crash in Florida. The Florida Highway Patrol says in a crash report that the 58-year-old former wrestler - whose legal name is Randy Mario Poffo - was driving a Jeep Wrangler when he lost control in Pinellas County around 9:25 a.m. The Jeep veered over the raised concrete median divider, crossed over the eastbound lanes and collided head-on with a tree. Police say he may have suffered a "medical event" before the accident, but the report did not elaborate, and it said officials would need to perform an autopsy to know for sure. The report said a woman in the vehicle, identified as Barbara Poffo, suffered minor injuries. A statement from Stamford, Conn.-based World Wrestling Entertainment said the passenger was the wrestler's wife. Savage was a charismatic wrestler made famous for his "Macho Man" nickname and his "Oooh Yeah!" catchphrase.

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Erotic Dream's
How often do you have an erotic dream ? How often do you wake up wet ? How often do you wake up hard ? I want to hear your stroy's , experances, and in return i'll answer you questions on this subject. Ask me a really good question on this subject and I'll make an entire blog entry as a responce. ~ Woke up hard

Funny Story(stolen From Dee)
This is so funny... Have some tissue near by, you may need itThis is long, but worth the read.....too funny...Why do men have to be so macho!?ONLY A MAN  WOULD ATTEMPT THISJust try reading this without laughing till you cry!!!Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife.A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversarysubmitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparkedmy interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking fora little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer.The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no longterm adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time toretreat to safety...??WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought ithome... I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed thebutton. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if Ipushed the button and pressed

Funny Story(stolen From Dee)
This is so funny... Have some tissue near by, you may need it This is long, but worth the read.....too funny...Why do men have to be so macho!? ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THIS Just try reading this without laughing till you cry!!! Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer. The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety...?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home... I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I

Much To Audio Dismay
Much to everyone's dismay i am forming a new project Independently severing ties from the normal and focusing on the unusual . I am taking over Drums, Guitar ,Vocals,Programming,Composing,and some of the songwriting. While my Girlfriend is taking over Bass ,Vocals,and songwriting. If i can strap someone to the chair long enough to take care of the odds and ends there will be a third member but as it stands now i can't find the fucking rope   The new project is called Dead Rose Society . There will be more information coming when things get going if anyone cared to hear it .

Now I Want A Hubby Lol
This is so funny... Have some tissue near by, you may need it This is long, but worth the read.....too funny...Why do men have to be so macho!?ONLY A MAN  WOULD ATTEMPT THISJust try reading this without laughing till you cry!!!Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife.A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversarysubmitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparkedmy interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking fora little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer.The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no longterm adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time toretreat to safety...??WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought ithome... I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed thebutton. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if Ipushed th

Message From Brother Hiram
I gave a special ritual/vision ceremony. I believe I saved the planet. Just to make sure, for everyone, taking into account the various time zones, the ceremony was preformed early this morning. To receive the "anointments”, just touch your computer and feel the warmth and vibrations, that I sent through the internet. Sorry, but I ran out of special prayer clothes. To help me further my crusade for the Mayan prediction, send contributions to the usual place..Brother Hiram

Feeling You
I feel your voice as much as hear itWhispering hot promises In my ear, against my mouth, on my skin.I feel your mouth and tongueGentle, plundering,Wandering from lips to neck to breastsSucking, kissingSkimming down my bellyTeasing, lickingProbing, tasting.I feel your hands ExploringTender, roughCaressing, liftingDemanding, claiming.I feel you Strong and warm beneath my handsAll power and control between my thighsMuscles bunching, strainingRock hard and throbbingStretching me, filling meThrusting, urgent, demandingTaking, giving, cummingShuddering, relaxed and heavy against meI feel your voice as much as hear itRelaxed, murmuring words of loveIn my ear, against my mouth, on my skin

Sexy Sounds
Undulating softly against the riseFurther tempting your erotic sighsMounting passions begin to flareEyes locking in a heated starePulses racing under searing fleshTongues dancing as our lips meshErratic breathing as your fingers danceAcross my nipples and down my pantsCaressing eagerly as we start to petFingers penetrating; I'm soaking wet!

Awakening
A time comes in your life when you finally get it... when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH!   Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change... or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that neither of you is Prince Charming or Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you... and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyo

The 13 Principles Of Wiccan Belief (written And Compiled By George Knowles)
It has been said many times, and I myself can be quoted saying “Wicca has no high authority, no single leader, no prophet and no bible to dictate its laws and beliefs”.  Yet in America during 1973–74, an attempt was made to uniform and define the many differing beliefs across the many paths and traditions prevalent at that time.  A short-lived alliance of contemporary witches was formed under the aegis of the ‘Council of American Witches’ spearheaded by Carl Llewellyn Weschcke.   Weschcke believed that a common set of principles and definitions encompassing the many paths and traditions in America, would ultimately help to dispel many of the myths about Witchcraft, and distinguish it from Satanism and other misconceptions in the eyes of the general public, and such as proliferated though the general press media.   As happened, some 73 or so representatives from the many paths and traditions convened in Minneapolis during the autumn of 1973.  They forme

Are You There Babe By Max
are you there babe kiss my long lost puzzled piece I'm the asshole make no sense with stupity and silliness just like the big bang turn out a fuckin universe look at me once one more times turn off my pants,grab it to dance my worthless soul is all yours how can I send you my brainwaves to the streets where you walk always did you call my names while fuking the dumbass douchheads cross your lips,the lines on your face I lay down there like the rats escaping from the fuckin cats look at me babe,look at me like this world never exist ever since like we came out of the devil planets I'm writing a letter anyways you don't get to look around or talk back like every orthers not before I bite your ears,poke your eyes I turn around realize there are two rats digging hands to hands with two ufo on their tails sometimes they crash sometimes they fall aparts cross the earth they are gonna find out what they miss only the holes left behind knowing the stories between us why tw

Good Friends
 People come to fubar for many reasons. To play it like a game. To make friends. Whatever reason, I have made some really great friends. Some I have been friends with for 5-6 years now. One friend in particular has been a great friend, The Dark Knight 4u. I hear that some ppl are talking shit about him but, from talks with him he has been really cool. He works hard, he's a great father and a great friend. He doesn't sugar coat anthing. He doesn't play people. For those talking shit about him.. why? Drop it already. Much much love to my other great friends on here. Ya'll are awesome. Very greatful for those friendships. Ya'll crack me the fuck up. I know ya'll have my back and you're there for me and it goes vice versa.  

Auction Tonight Come Join In The Fun
THE RULES FOR THIS AUCTION ARE AS FOLLOWED.     1: THE OWNER/CO OWNER IN NO WAY IS RESPONSIBLE FOR FUBUCKS THAT ARE NOT PAYED OUT TO THOSE PERTICIPATEING IN THE AUCTION,IT IS THE PURCHASER'S SOLE RESPONSIBILITY TO MAKE SURE THE MONEY THEY OWE IS PAYED.       2: 10% OF PURCHASED AMOUNT MUST BE DEDUCTED AND IMMEDIATELY SENT TO THE OWNER(MOMMA SEXYLEGS) UPON PURCHASE.    3: ONCE THE AUCTION BEGINS THERE WILL NOT BE ANY IDLE CHAT ALLOWED IN THE LOUNGE NOR WILL THE USE OF EMOTES BE ALLOWED. 1 WARNING 2 SILENCED 3 EJECTED WITH NO QUESTIONED ASKED. IF U WISH TO TALK AMONG YOURSELVES PLZ BE CURTIOUS AND TAKE IT TO SB AND OR MESSENGER CHAT.     4: GREETING NEW VISITORS TO THE LOUNGE IS OK, BUT IF THEY HAVE A QUESTION ABOUT THE AUCTION PLZ ASK THEM TO GO TO SB THE LESS CHAT WE HAVE IN THE LOUNGE THE EASIER IT WILL BE TO KEEP UP WITH WHATS GOING ON WITH THE AUCTION AND MAKE THINGS LESS CONFUSEING FOR US ALL.  

Found This When Researching This Fake Rapture Crap.. Good Read
OK now DO remember i didnt write this people im just posting it becuase it was a good read and also becuase today WAS the day lol... Enjoy. Borrowed from http://www.abalook.com/journal/2011/1/14/rapture-forecast-to-happen-on-2152011.html also A really good read.   The Rapture is a fairy tail This is a warning and a call that the secret rapture is a fairy tail and has deluded millions of Christians into a false notion of escapism. First of all you have to understand that the WORD was given to Hebrew people, not a Jew or a Christian. So in the world today there are three thoughts / mindsets: the Hebraic Thought, the Judaic Thought and the Christian Thought. In western thought, the 'heart' is the seat of the emotions, and especially that of love. It is important to realize that in the Hebraic thought, the heart is the seat of the MIND, INTELLECT and WILL. So western thinking is often misunderstand, so for example scriptural love is not an EMOTION, but an action of obedience. So w

How Do You Do It?!
I admit I should have cut my nails on about Monday, because the TSA wouldn't let me bring my clippers with me the prior week. So they're a little longer than normal. How the hell do you ladies with nails use touchscreens?!!! I'm trying to pinch and zoom, but end up having nothing happen. It's frustrating! *goes to find my clippers* I have a six hour drive to the Louisville, Ky. area tomorrow so I can be in New Albany, In. to reload software in a robot Monday morning. When that's done I go five hours North to Niles, Mi. to replace a switch in another for Tuesday. I hope the freeways aren't clogged with abandoned vehicles after today.

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20 Years Part 3
    As i look back now, 7 years later, I realize that day was a pivotal point in my mental status. thats when i started going downhil into the slide to where im at now. That was the day i started withdrawing and becoming more and more agorophobic, not leaving the house unless i had to. Even though i pushed for my advancement, if the doctors had been paying attention, then i might not be where i am now. i was an assistant manger for a gas station and slowly became unable to deal with cutomers. i started calling in sick, leaving early and coming in late. Stan was gone for the better part of a year, and i spent 5 months on bedrest becuase i disloacted my knee. I went through 3 managers at one store, the last one passing away, leaving me to run the store by myself for 4 months, but instead of making me manager of that store, they moved me to a biggger store, where i wasnt very welcome by the staff already there. just over a year after moving to taht store, things were bad at home. in april

20 Years Part 2
If I had known 15 years ago what I know now, I never would have taken her up onn that offer. I never would left the only place i call home, the desert and the mountainsi love so much, heat and all.     Well come the first of July we pack everything we own into a ryder truck and the van, say our goodbyes and hit the road for california. Boy if i had know what i was getting tinto it never would have happened. We got here july 3rd. July 5th Stan goes back to work for dominoes, and 3 days later the brakes go out on the van, stan has no way to work....so now waht do we do. were leaving in a trailer in his sisters backyard, in a house that even hoarders would be afraid to touch. low and behold the tow compnay his brother-in-law works for quits on them....so instant job Stan becomes a tow truck driver. Now I've been listening in horror to his sister tell tales about tow truck drivers and the groupies. I already caught him cheating once, i dont trust him at all and I'm hearing all these storie

20 Years Part 1
i sit here thinking about time passing and i know why im having such a haard time right now. its been 20 years since i last told my Da i loved him, and almost 20 years since i put him in the hot desert soil. i can remember the events of that awful day so clearly, every anguishign moment, up until mich got me drunk and i passed out at her house. i was with the kids at the pol in the hot florida sun on the 10th of june 1991, when i told the kids we have to go back to the house right now. i walked in, picked up the pjhone and checked my voice mail. one message from a number i didnt recognize. but the voice i did. My aunt kris, and i knew without even completely hearing the message that i needed to call home immediately why she had called. so i called her back, and when she answered it wasnt what happened, it was what time did he die. and at the time she told me, i had been drinking a toast to him with my friends. she told me a plane ticket was already paid for and what time i had to be at

May 21, 2011 The End
First entry :  I woke this morning to the sound of silence. No cars..No birds singing..no dogs barking. There are no people walking on the sidewalks. Buildings all around me reduced to rubble...the sky ~ dark and lifeless. Not a soul around, only my dog Cooper and me.Where did everyone go? Could it be??? Did it really happen as the all knowing predicted? Did the world end ? If it did, it must of left me behind. In preparation for this day,I stored away non perishable foods, bottled water, medical supplies and weapons. I must seek a safe place to dwell. A place where I can survive, and stow away from any mis fortunates that may have lived through it as I did, for they will hunt me down and kill me for my stash of food items, as there are no extra rations to be found. I fear they may be hostile. I must find a group of friendlies...those that will help me to start life anew on this now  barren planet that came to an end so abruptly on this, the 21st day of May, 2011.  

Her Lost Soul
To feel to deeply is to open her soul to self destruction is to expose her heart to more pain, to risk shattering there is one from whom she hides no longer and from those who she once shared her everything with she once again hides, defends and guards against them whereas this one soul is linked, intertwined with hers to once again be cherished and protected to once again feel the care from another it is in his shadow she now resides until the time comes for her to cast all shadows aside (BY xox wickedghost)

The Song Winter By Tori Amos
Snow can waitI forgot my mittensWipe my noseGet my new boots onI get a little warm in my heartWhen I think of winterI put my hand in my father's gloveI run offWhere the drifts get deeperSleeping beauty trips me with a frownI hear a voice"Your must learn to stand up for yourselfCause I can't always be around"He saysWhen you gonna make up your mindWhen you gonna love you as much as I doWhen you gonna make up your mindCause things are gonna change so fastAll the white horses are still in bedI tell you that I'll always want you nearYou say that things change my dearBoys get discovered as winter meltsFlowers competing for the sunYears go by and I'm here still waiting Withering where some snowman wasMirror mirror where's the crystal palaceBut I only can see the myselfSkating around the truth who I amBut I know dad the ice is getting thinWhen you gonna make up your mindWhen you gonna love you as much as I doWhen you gonna make up your mindCause things are gonna change so fastAll the white hor

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The Tanner's Remorse.
Alorid wasn't entirely sure why he wasn't a merchant. He was an age and a half past his prime, married, and one level down from wealthy. He even had a partner to run the store, and pay the taxes when he was away. His skinning knife glided against sinew, with each artful flick a minescule shred of skin fell into a scrap bin at his feet. Fox fur. He could've raised them, trapped them, married off a pretty daughter or two, and left the skills and store to a handsome son or two. They had stopped at one. That wasn't the plan when they were courting, and after they had wed, but one was unexpected enough. They had tried for so many years, so overjoyed at his arrival, his departure had nearly brought ruin to their house. The blade jumped and stopped hard in the side of Alorid's palm leaving a deep gash and a trickle of crimson. Cursing and moving carefully, Alorid left the blade in the side of his hand and placed the skin he had been working on aside before it was stained. He had sworn to

A Fu Break
Ok,Fu family & friend's,I am taking a fu break for a couple of weeks,Will be back when I get some personal stuff situated...I will miss all of you,Take care .

Wtf
and the beat goes on again and again and again. once again i get told you can't be in the baby's life. wow i can't believe it. what a person to try telling me that i can't be in my own childs life. WHY THE HELL DO I FUCKING TRY TO BE A GOOD PERSON WHEN ALL I DO IS GET SHIT ON. WHAT THE HELL I'M TIRED OF BEING HURT BY PEOPLE THAT DON'T REALIZE WHEN I SAY SOMETHING THAT MEANS ALOT OF TIMES THAT I'M TELLING YOU THIS WOULD BE GOOD AND A BEAUTIFUL THING/

Well Now...
I landscaped around my porch...looks pretty effin god I am worn out Had a good weight loss this week..3.8 pounds... I will be worth lookin at in no time   walking a 5k for charity sunday...wish me luck

Rhyme Intervention
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So If There's Going To Be A "rapture" Why Isn't It On Sunday?
God might be omnipotent and all-powerful, but the way He's been so hands-off with this planet for so long, I would think the most efficient way of rounding up His followers would be to wait until Sunday, when they're all in church.   Unless! Unless He's not interested in any of those people.   (don't mind me, I'm a blasphemous agnostic with a juvenille tendency to mock things)

Tomorrow Is Not The End!!
The end of the world is NOT this Saturday. by Greg Laurie on Friday, May 20, 2011 at 7:43am By now you have heard of the ‘predictions’ of a man named Harold Camping. He has gotten quite a bit of press over his prediction that the world will come to an end on May 21, 2011. I’m not going to even go into how he says he arrived at that conclusion,but instead I will just cut to the chase.   He is wrong.   By the way, this is not the first time he has made this prediction. The last time was on September 6, 1994. Needless to say, that did not pan out. You might say “But how do you know that he is wrong?” That is a valid question. My answer is because the next event on the prophetic calendar is the rapture of the church, not “the end of the world.”   The rapture is that event when all true believers are called to meet the Lord in the air (see 1 Thessalonians 4:17). Then the tribulation period, which will last for seven

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‘macho Man’ Randy Savage Killed In Car Accident
‘Macho Man’ Randy Savage Killed in Car Accident By DavidOndaFri, 20 May 2011 19:10:27 GMT Legendary professional wrestler “Macho Man” Randy Savage died today due to injuries sustained in a car accident in Tampa, Florida. Often regarded as one of the greatest pro-wrestlers ever, the 58-year-old Savage (real name: Randall Poffo) was reportedly driving his 2009 Jeep Wrangler at around 10 a.m. when he lost control of the vehicle, crossed a concrete median, careened through oncoming traffic and hit a tree head-on. Randy was transported to a nearby hospital where he died from his injuries. His wife, Lynn – who Savage married just one year ago – was a passenger in the car, but sustained only minor injuries. Both were wearing seatbelts. Randy’s brother, former pro-wrestler Lanny Poffo, told TMZ that his brother suffered a heart attack behind the wheel, causing the deadly crash. No official cause has been given and an investigation is un

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This is what a 10 looks like people: http://fubar.com/before-marking-this-pic-nsfw-go-to-babyj-he-approved/photo-5528074-0-3534702061 Now get real! LOL 

Rip Macho Man" Randy Savage
  "Macho Man" Randy Savage, a professional wrestler who became a fan favorite thanks to his outlandish outfits and trademark catchphrase, died Friday in a car wreck, as first reported by TMZ. The 58-year-old Savage -- whose legal name was Randy Mario Poffo -- reportedly suffered a heart attack while driving his 2009 Jeep Wrangler in Tampa, Fla., and careened across lanes of oncoming traffic before colliding head-on with a tree. He died later at a local hospital. Savage's wife Lynn, who was riding in the passenger seat, escaped with only minor injuries. Both passengers were wearing seatbelts and the police do not believe alcohol was a factor. The World Wrestling Federation favorite from Ohio burst onto the scene in 1985 and quickly drew attention with his flamboyant outfits and "ooh yeah!" catchphrase. His marriage to Elizabeth Hulette, Ms. Elizabeth to fans, was one of the first high-profile wrestler/valet relationships. They divorced in 1992. Savage remarried last year. He won

Rip Macho Man
‘Macho Man’ Randy Savage dies in a car crash By Chris Chase   "Macho Man" Randy Savage, a professional wrestler who became a fan favorite thanks to his outlandish outfits and trademark catchphrase, died Friday in a car wreck, as first reported by TMZ. The 58-year-old Savage -- whose legal name was Randy Mario Poffo -- reportedly suffered a heart attack while driving his 2009 Jeep Wrangler in Tampa, Fla., and careened across lanes of oncoming traffic before colliding head-on with a tree. He died later at a local hospital. Savage's wife Lynn, who was riding in the passenger seat, escaped with only minor injuries. Both passengers were wearing seatbelts and the police do not believe alcohol was a factor. The World Wrestling Federation favorite from Ohio burst onto the scene in 1985 and quickly drew attention with his flamboyant outfits and "ooh yeah!" catchphrase. His marriage to Elizabeth Hulette, Ms. Elizabeth to fans, was one of the first high-

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Mr. President, You Do Not Speak For Me!
Since 20 January, 2008, I have watched as our President, supposedly the leader of our great country and a representative of Americans everywhere, bow and scrape before the leaders of other countries as he apologized for one transgression after another. I found the pictures (photo ops?) of the president bowing to the Saudis and others offensive. True, they should be treated with respect, but gravel? Never! Surely, he has someone on his staff who knows something of ettiquette, someone who knows the proper way and the meanings of the ways to bow to the Japanese Emperor, for instance. So, either he did the bowing and apologizing by mistake, or he did it intentionally, believing America has a lot for which to apologize. Mr. President, you do not speak for ME! I am an American! I will not apologize for being an American! Yesterday, he made a speech laying out his vision of the Middle East, calling for Israel to go back to the pre-1967 borders which would provide little or no security for th

Rapture Anyone?
Dear Ninja Can I use the fact that the world is going to end tomorrow as a way to score alot of meaningless sex with the down and out depressed women of fubar? (and stupid enough to fall for it) Lookin for a last hoorah   Dear Desperate Guy, While the list of women with daddy issues that are willing to let you poke them for no other reason than you have a penis are a-plenty on here, I don't think the rapture is going to help you score. If they are that down and desperate, they probably aren't something you want to remember having sex with, even if it's in the after-life. And if the world doesn't end, then you will also be carrying around the stench of that nasty night, along with the STDs you might pick up (cause let's face it, she ain't picky) and new the new stalker, because you know you will tell her that you love her. My advice, grab a porn and rub one out. Tomorrow's just another day.

Fuck!!!!
what the fuck is going on with people today?? why is it that no matter how hard a person tries to do something for another person its never fucking enough? do i have to learn how to stand on my fucking head and do the motherfucking jumping jack too? fuck it all i am stopping caring guess i just needed for rant .....

Tale Of The Broken Heart
I stand outside the door of the room where I have kept my heart since the devastation.  Key in my hand a stare at the door,  dare I open it?  Risk devastation again?  I lower myself to look thru the keyhole and peek thru it, I can see the scars.  Remnants of the pain.  Permanant damage I wonder?  I straighten and look at the door, the bolt, the lock.  I turn and lean my back against the door and close my eyes.  Thinking of the defenses I have spent years building.  Hiding behind physicality and dispensing with emotion.  At war within myself, desire and rationality at odds.  Should I do it, try to love again?  I turn put my hand on the bolt, the key in the lock and pause.

Me
who am i ? am  i who i think i am am i who you think i am ? or am i just nothing just taking the space with a lost soul  wondering  aimlessly  thru this thing we call life what is the purpose i will be gone soon am i happy or i am sad is there really happiness or really sadness i don't know i am just a loss soul  

Love Hurts
LOVE HURTS love hurts, love scars, love wounds, and mars, any heart, not tough, or strong, enough to take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain love is like a cloud Holds a lot of rain love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts I'm young, I know, but even so I know a thing, or two I learned, from you I really learned a lot, really learned a lot love is like a flame it burns you when it's hot Love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts some fools think of happiness blissfulness, togetherness some fools fool themselves I guess they're not foolin' me I know it isn't true, I know it isn't true love is just a lie, made to make you blue love hurts, ooh,ooh love hurts ooh,ooh love hurts [Guitar solo] I know it isn't true, I know it isn't true love is just a lie, made to make you blue love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts ooh ooh love hurts ooh ooh...

Hurt
HURT I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Save Me
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The Rock
Okay, everyone knows “The Rock” the professional wrestler, right? Well, now everyone is getting to know Dwayne Johnson, the actor. Though it wasn’t the goal, it was probably inevitable that Dwayne Douglas Johnson (born May 2, 1972) would become a professional wrestler as he comes from a long line of them. His father was “Soulman” Rocky Johnson, a Canadian professional wrestler and his maternal grandfather was “High Chief” Peter Maiva, a Samoan professional wrestler. Also, his uncles, the Wild Samoans (Afa Anoai and Sika Anoai) and three of his cousins (Rikishi, Rosy, and Umaga) were all professional wrestlers. Pre-Wrestling Days When he was in high school, Dwayne played football, ran track, and wrestled, but he receive scholarship offers in football. He decided to go to the University of Miami where he played football (defensive tackle) for the Miami hurricanes. After college, he was turned down by the NFL, but was accepted into

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To my fufriends & family,I'd like to thank JohnnyDevil for posting this blog, I feel like we should all know about this, if you haven't read the blog, go to http://jdnewbeginning.blogspot.com. We can  have fun on the site, however we should be careful of  these situations. Also, if you would like to read a really good book, I would recommend a novel called The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold.   Thanks for taking the time to read this,   -Dorothy

Why?
Why does everyone think it's the "cool" thing to thank soldiers in blasts? Now don't get me wrong...thanking them is wonderful and they, for the most part, deserve every ounce of respect. But I will say this...there are 2 members who have been thanking them for as long as I can remember. Awesome. But why does every other girl think they need to do it too? Are they trying to be like the red names in hopes that they too will be red or do they really thank them? For real...I saw 3 blasts in a row that had to do with soldiers. Two were thanking them and one was saying they were going to make "Soldier Salutes". WTF? Anyway, people should really do their own thing and not copy someone else in hopes of becoming popular.  

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Ugh... I am so damn bored. I am sittin here in this house all by my lonesome. Still I'm bored as hell. Hoping to be moving from Valdosta up by Macon soon. I stumbled across this site by accident. I'm just looking for friends maybe more. Anyways, I'll add more later... 

I Can Feel My Face By Max
sometimes I can feel my face I can feel how funny my face is imagining I'm the stranger sitting in front of me face to face in the silence look at him,this man,this anti-sane max,came from earth hes got a confused eyes with a over-used glasses hes got nothing to believe,wait,hold a second he believes breath which is not much sense but that make him alive like every orthers so he believes breath and no sense too I guess he must be a alchoholic or networkholic but he probably was never a part of the world out there you can tell that from the unshaved face bunch of people must think he is pathetic or useless but he still thinks hes got a somekinda brave heart like believe breath and being himself never changes he made his choice,he deserve this,he never tried enough for anyone anyways look at him,this man listen to one same song all night long times and times cycleplay his boring day over and over again like a endless his room is just a mess,the way he lives is disgusti

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Oh,god,woke Up I Had A Bad Dream By Max
woke up had a bad dream walking in a strange city living in a small empty room there people got no face like the story from yesterday I wish i can be a mushroom into the wild,grow with wind,root in dirt for once I can sleep with out a dream won't wake up found myself yelling in the dark night like a dog hunted by the shotgun of memories by the streets already faded away by the stories I never told by the strangers came from another world   woke up had a bad dream my bed doesn't make sense anymore it turns out a door once I close my eyes,it opens,I just fall downward I sink in spin like a bubble   woke up had a bad dream open my eyes I back to another bubble    

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I Never Do Anything, So Please Kill Me If I Don't Go To This
http://grogshop.gs/2011/03/13/earth-o-paon-2/   I've been wanting to see Earth since I first stole all of their albums via bittorrent @ OiNK's Pink Palace, way back in my early days of uninhibited music piracy. I can't pass up a concert on a Sunday that's only $12 bucks presale. That leaves enough money for a t-shirt and a beer.

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  It's a beautiful day, he's a regular guy, about 5'7, brown hair, neatly dressed and clean shaven.  He enters the coffee shop, grabs a quick black coffee, and finds a place to sit.  She enters, nicely dressed, long legs, nice shape, very pretty.  she orders, and looks for a place to sit.  The place is kinda full, and the only place to sit is at his table.  she approaches, and politely asks if he's expecting company.  He responds no. and invites her to sit.  They chat a bit drinking their coffee's and laughing.  As she finishes her cup, she rises to leave, and coyly passes him a slip of paper with her number.  She smiles as she walks away thinking, "Possibilities, definite possibilities"!   ~~~~~~~~~~~~------------------------------~~~~~~~~~~~~~   Rummaging through his pocket, he finds the slip of paper.  He looks it over, and remembers the lovely lady that gave it to him.  He considers for a moment or two what to do, then on impulse picks yo his phone and dials.  it rings once, t

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Trumpet / Mermaid Curvaceous and Very form fitting, this wedding dress style is normally for your extremely self-confident bride. Cheap Special Occasion Dresses Mermaid gowns hug the entire body instead tightly all of the way along for your knees, exactly where the dress flares out. This is identified as a seriously alluring style that exhibits away ALL of your curves. It screams sophistication and elegance, however might be selected for any barefoot beachfront wedding or formal ball space affair. An stylish selection for anybody with broad shoulders, and for individuals who possess a slender or athletic build, this style can be especially striking. If you're petite it will elongate your figure, Cheap Little Black Dresses and if you're keen to flaunt your curves, However, if there are specific locations you'd instead not accentuate, its clingy pattern may not be the style for you. Column / Shealth Simple, sleek and elegant,Column style wedding dresses can fall almost directly along

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   So last night I revealed on twitter that I have never been to a strip club in my life. Of course like some of you a lot of people were shocked. It’s not the fact that I lived in Atlanta which is the Strip club capital of the world. I think it’s the fact that I blog about sex and dingle berries and have yet to step into the place that exudes “sex”. I’m sorry, but I just never thought “Oh shit I’m gonna hit that tittay bar tonight.” That has never ever entered my mind. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t have a problem with strippers…well I don’t like and can’t stand male strippers. They all buff with their fake d*cks and they smell like musty cum…but besides that I don’t dislike female strippers. I don’t think I can dislike female strippers because a stripper saved my life once. #TrueStory  I just don’t have anything to learn from them.       So with this whole stripper talk last night,

I Need To Be Fed
A young lady wrote to my email saying that  wondering how she could teach her man to touch her in such a way that brings out chemistry between them without acting or showing that it’s being taught? The usual answer would be “a closed mouth doesn’t get fed” but usually when someone tries to communicate with this issue with their mate there may be hurt feelings if it is communicated wrong. One of the things one can try is to show him what you like, he’ll enjoy watching you please yourself. Guide his hands as he touches you…having your hand on his as he graces our body will be stimulating for both of you. Tell him how good it feels when he does it right. You what they say…reward the positive and ignore the negative unless the negative is so bad that you have to deal with it. Usually in that situation, one rarely deals with the negative. You can’t expect the man in your life to be a mind reader. If there are things he can do or say to, f

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This is such a romantic place. I can see many bright futures formed from it.  "How did you and mommy meet, Daddy?" asked Bobbie Gene. "Well, I sexually harassed her on Live Cam Chat, and then I was like 'Do you have Skype?' and she was all cool with it. Then we both masturbated on cam and eventually met in real life after a lengthy six-month courting period, which in itself had more Downs than Ups", replied Daddy.  "See daddy was out of work, and what they call an 'alcoholic' and a 'sex addict', but that didn't really concern mommy because she had very low self image, and regrettable at best neck tattoos of her area code as well as redone tramp stamps from many a suitor's name prior to daddy.  Eventually, we pooled enough money from my job as Unemployed, and her job at Arby's, to buy an efficiency. Then one night, in a great drunken stupor, after meeting up with another swinger couple, I forgot to pull out, and that is how you got here. As for the divorce...", shrugged Daddy as he

Im New
Well Im new to Fubar .. I was wondering if you all would help me with this.. Teach me the ropes   I would greatly appreaciate it.   Thanks much     Mina.

O Hell Obama
May 19-2011 will be marked as the day President Obama threw Israel under the bus and sealed America's doom

2011 Chinese Feng Shui Legend!
According to Chinese Feng Shui Legends 2011 is the year of the Money Bags...   There are several distinct occurences this year that we should take notice of!!   4 distinct dates (1/1/11; 1/11/11; 11/1/11; 11/11/11) The month of July has exactly 5 Fridays, 5 Saturdays, & 5 Sundays... This ONLY happens once every 823 yrs!! And last but not least, If you take the last 2 digits of the year you were born and the age you will be this year and EVERYONE in the ENTIRE World will come up with the number 111 (with the exception of those born in 2000 or 1900)   For Example: My Age this year is 28 and I was born in 1983.              28                                                                                               +   83                                                                                                   111   I thought this was kind of Odd bit of information, some may call it a coincidence... But I think it's possibly something more. So, accordin

Cold World
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. And every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the outside world.The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake, the man said. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Lovers walked arm in arm amid flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand o

Because Of You
Because of youmy world is now whole,Because of you love lives in my soul.Because of youI have laughter in my eyes,Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes.You are my pillarmy stone of strength,With me through all seasonsand great times of length.My love for you is pureboundless through space and time,it grows stronger everydaywith the knowledge that you'll always be mine.At the altarI will joyously say 'I do',for I have it all nowand it's all because of you.

A Heart Of Stone
Once I had a heart of stoneFor it had surley lost its homeIt could not love or wanted tooBut in my life, then came you. The stones began to fall awayAs happiness began to fill my dayA feeling so sweet and special tooCould this be love, I pray is true.My heart now sings a song of loveFor I know that it was sent from aboveMy heart is warm, there is no coldHard no more, but with wings of gold.It soars above the sky so highSometimes I think of why and cryMy heart now sings a loving songFor the part of me I thought was gone.The gift that you have given meIs so important, can't you seeNo more sadness or being aloneFor now my heart returns to home.

A Breathtaking Fantasy
My dearest, here I am planninga trip down the lane to the sea,in August as the sun is shiningand you're there to comfort me.A breathtaking fantasy.Over the fields we will ramblepicking fruit from God's bramblesoft fruit for jelly & blackberry pie,oh happy day ~ sing I, sing I,as my eyes point up to the sky.We should be well-nourishedwith His gift of the purest,edible berries, and vitamin "C"giving us strength and vitality,ever to be in love you see.My dearest, here I am planninga breathtaking trip to the sea,down lover's lane so beguiling,berries will grow wild and free.A breathtaking fantasy.

A Gentle Touch
A gentle brush of his fingers,Sending shivers down my spine.In the love I see in his eyes,Is a love that equals mine.He greets me with a smile,And leaves me with a kiss.If he were to ever leave me,I couldn't imagine what I'd miss.Maybe it's his touch,Or the way he makes me feel.But whatever it is,I'm head over heels.

A Better Tomorrow
I never knew there would be a better tomorrow But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow My days of sadness are a thing of the past Because I have found true love at last My days of emptiness are gone for good Because you fill a void in my heart that you should You've opened a window You've shown me the light And my love for you will continue to burn bright.

Sweet Dreams Of Love
I keep thinking of you and I wish on a star that, somewhere, you are thinking of me, too! Sweet dreams of love, of us holding each other tight and whispering the essence of our loving beings... And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be than here in my room, dreaming about you and me!

Power Of Love
Drown deeply in starry sparkling eyes Bathe soothingly in the sea of romance Float smoothly on curving water waves Disappear the blues in aquamarine ocean. Fly high across unlimited moonlit sky Stray among stars in a faraway milky way Glide towards galaxies of celestial lights Let the troubles disappear in afar darkness. Blissful whispers flow all over in the air Moments of joy adorn the serenity of lives Wondrous times harmonize every heart and mind Existence of true love lasts forever-timeless. Swiftly lead into raptures over divine true romance Adorable smiles blooming like blossoms of red roses Trail bewitching paths cherishing every amorous moment United hearts surrender to the supreme power of love.

Precious Love
  Love is a precious thing It is a feeling that makes your heart sing. Whether you are far or near it is like whispering in my ear. When you find true love it is something you keep within your heart.

General Thoughts
I hope all of you that read this are doing well today. I am back from Washington DC were I had to attend some summits. It is always seeing  business friends that I have not talked to in a long time. Gas prices are finally coming down and bit and I hope people are not still not happy though. gas is still way to high and should be under $3 a gallon. it is amazing that people I talk to are happy with gas below at $4 a gallon. if they keep thinking like that we will contunie to pay morefor gas than we should. for some reason a lot of my tv shows I watch are being cancelled. That suks! chick at least is going to come back for a half a season before they cancel it. I bet they want to see how the new story line goes before they decide if they renew it for longer or not. finally please let me know if you like the general thought or if you want me to stay on just one subect for the blog. Peace and love to all and remember it takes less mucles in ur face to smile, so smile :-)    

The Best Damn Auction Ever!! I Mean Ever!!
THIS HAS TO BE THE BEST AUCTION I HAVE EVER SEEN ON FUBAR!!  I MEAN EVER!!! IT IS FOR A GODMODE   BUT IT HAS A WONDERFUL TWIST TO IT!! FOR EVERY 100 MILLION FUBUCKS BID ON IT, THE AUCTIONEER WILL DONATE $20 TO THE LUPUS FOUNDATION OF AMERICA. WHY? WELL YOU MAY WANT TO READ HIS BLOG TO FIND OUT MORE ABOUT THAT. AUCTION ENDS 6 PM FU TIME ON SATURDAY MAY 21st. (THAT IS THIS SATURDAY) SO GO CHECK IT OUT! THATS $20 usd DONATED PER 100 MILLION FUBUCKS! CLICK HERE AND GO!!     WHILE YOU'RE HERE, WOULD YOU PLEASE RATE THIS BLOG? ITS LOCATED TO THE LEFT UNDER MY DEFAULT PIC. THANKS!

Group....er....therapy, Yeah, That's It, Therapy
Dear Ninja, Some people consider group therapy to be "second rate treatment." However research data suggests that group therapy is equally as effective as individual therapy and, in some cases, more effective than individual therapy. According to your lecturer, what factors may make group therapy more effective than individual therapy. (Please use the internet in place of a lecturer and your own common knowledge. I'd appreciate your response to be 3 pages double spaced with 1 inch margins all around) This question is worth 10 million fubucks!   Dear crazy person, I'm not going to take that much time in explaining why it works. It works well because there is a free exchange of ideas that have been successful for others in their problem solving. Also, it helps people unburden themselves to multiple people so that they no longer feel the weight of the problem. It's why AA, NA, etc, are successful programs if you actually follow them. Say, for example, you and your crazy gro

Gone But Never Forgotton
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How Time Travel Will Work
How Time Travel Will Work by Kevin Bonsor Browse the article How Time Travel Will Work Introduction to How Time Travel Will Work © Photographer: Nicemonkey | Agency:Dreamstime.comThe dream to travel through time has existed for centuries. There may be no other concept that captures the imagination more than the idea of time travel -- the ability to travel to any point in the past or future. What could be cooler? You could jump into your time machine to go back and see major events in history and talk to the people who were there! Who would you travel back to see? Julius Caesar? Leonardo da Vinci? Elvis? You could go back and meet yourself at an earlier age, go forward and see how you look in the future... It's these possibilities that have made time travel the subject of so many science fiction books and movies. It turns out that, in some sense, we are all time travelers. As you sit at your desk, doing nothing more than clicking yourmouse, time is traveling arou

Time Travel Institute-theories And Concepts
Theories and ConceptsThe question everyone wants answered is this: How do you travel in time? It is a simple question, but the answer is not quite as simple.Where to begin? There are so many aspects. Let's begin with how time is calculated.Relative Time (the Universal Time Factor)To travel in time you will require computer hardware and software that is probably beyond the technology presently available to us. But all the silicon in the world won't help you overcome the biggest hurdle for the hardware. Dr. VonSchnelling puts it best: As I told my friend Albert, time is relative. A zecond is a zecond because vee zay it is a zecond. A day is a day because zat is the time it takes for our vorld to rotate once on its axis. On another vorld, it would be different. A machine has no concept of time. Certainly you can make a machine count forvard with quartz and crystal and mechanisms zat zimulate time, but zat is all it does... zimulate. How do you make a machine count... backwards? How am I

Time Travel
Time travel is the concept of traveling forward and backward to different points in time, much as we do through space.Unsolved problems in physics: Is time travel theoretically possible? Is it practically possible? If so, what are we to make of the time travel paradoxes, such as going back in time and killing one's own grandfather, etc.?Humans are in fact always traveling in time - in a linear fashion, from the present to the immediate future, inexorably, until death.Some theories are predicated on the fact that we move forward in time, and both forward and backward in space. Since time and space have been shown to be intrinsically linked, travelling forwards and backwards through time is not a theoretical impossibility.Currently, traveling at speeds approaching the speed of light can cause time dilation, the effects of which cause the individual traveling to pass through time more slowly. From the perspective of the traveler, external time would be going much faster, causing the trave

Try It
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Take A Look
Hey you .. c'mere ya gotta look at something. no really you have to take a look. what are you looking at.. thats right just me. the only thing your looking at. now what do you see. anything???  The most that you will see is just me, but what do you really see. have you looked inside me to see what makes me tick or what holds me together. Not Many people do see what holds me together till they see all the love or all the hurt, from my life of my kids my family and why i am just one person that could be soo easily passed by but never forgotten. I can give soo much of myself till i end up getting fucked with or fucked over. don't worry i know i'm not the only one but i do hurt but i keep it bottled in more than most because it wouldn't be me to show who i am as a person. oh you think you already know what type of a person i am already.. no you have only begun to see, if you stick around you'll see me in full action how i love how i help how i lend out my heart for you to hold how i keep

Wicca
Wicca is the largest of the Neopagan religions. Wiccans have great reverence for the Earth and for their Goddess and her consort, the horned God. Their main rule of behavior is the Wiccan Rede which forbids them from harming people, including themselves, except in some cases of self-defense. Many, perhaps most, are solitary practitioners. Others form small groups of believers, called covens, groves, etc. Because of centuries of religious propaganda and misinformation, many conservative Christians, and others, associate Wiccans with Satanists even though the two belief systems are as different as Christianity and Atheism. Our essays on Wicca are very different from those on Christianity. Wicca is a very decentralized religion; many Wiccans develop their own beliefs, rituals, and other practices. The latter are often not known outside the solitary practitioner or Wiccan coven. So we describe the beliefs and practices that most Wiccans hold in common. Most of Christianity is

I Can't Believe It, You Came Already.
Now ladies if you have a boyfriend, fiance or just your f*ck buddy, im pretty sure you have heard this quote maaaaaaaany times in your life. It happens to the best of us. Guys  Im sure women may not understood why it may have happened and im sure ladies you may have judged him because of this mistake. When in actuality its very simple and you shouldnt penalize him without knowing why this may have occured. In this post i will discuss a few  reason he may have came quick so a grab a pen and maybe next time you would know the reason: Its may have been a while since he had good p***y that he wants. Now with this could be usually with random sex. He could of wanted you for a while now, and mentally once he gets inside you, hes thinking about all those times that he wanted it, seeing you in the club and you was playing or all the teasing because you would flirt knowing you had a boyfriend but now you single, so yeah now you ready and mentally he's been holding back(not sexually) but mental

Paradise Or Prison?
I'm moving. Yes that's right. A lot of the people I talk to and are friends with tell me I'm crazy. Hawaii to most is paradise. A place with beautiful beaches, spectacular sunsets, friendly people, and so much more. Truth is it is all that. Then you take account that it's also an island. One of seven beautiful islands. Visions of laying on the beach soaking up the sun or going up to the mountain at 3 am to watch the sunrise over the mountains as you hold that special person in your arms and make a wish. Who would ever want to move away from that? I do. It's seeing and doing the same thing everyday all day. It's being able to drive from one side of the island to the other in 2 hours and then running out of road and having nowhere else to go. It all gets boring. There comes a time in everyones life when they feel trapped in one way or another. When the pressures and demands of life catch up to them and they need a step back to look at their lives and how things are going. When my time ca

Things Could Be Looking Up!
So you would think that I was wanting to go to bed since I have to be up in a few hours to start getting ready. Something I have been looking forward to for awhile, and now it's finally happening!! I am soooo damn excited and happy I cant wait!! It's going to be interesting to see if something can come between Jeremy and I. Do I have my hopes a little high?? I'm sure that I do, but hell they could be high for a good reason!! I keep telling myself though that I should be in bed, I should be getting myself SOME sleep. I have to be ready before noon, and I am worried that I am not going to be bright eyed and bushy tailed LoL. I am sitting here and I just keep watching as the clock is ticking away!! It's like UGH! That little part of my brain is telling me, go to sleep! You need to get at least a little bit of sleep!! But NOPE WIDE awake!! I guess as long as I get a few hours of sleep I will be good. As well it's going to be a morning for coffee!!! I am so relaxed right now, I am really st

Wish Id Known
wish id known 0 Comments Journal Entry by kittycelt about 2 hours ago wish id known how your leaving would change me wish id known your leaving would make me see wish id known your leaving would make me strong then id have known your leaving wasnt wrong. if i had known how strong i was if i had known it was all because if i had known that all my love would never have been enough, i would have never tried to fight i would have let leave my sight i would never have let you break my heart and i never would have caused these scars. i am stronger now than i thought i could be i am stronger now than you could ever see i am stronger now than ever at your knee and i found out that someone could love me. so im setting you free from me so im letting you release me cloudscelt is no gone forever more because you walked out the door. im better now without you im better now i dont need you so im better now thou i love you still even though im moving on i always will. thank you for loving me long

September 11, 2001—timeline For The Day Of The Attacks - 4 (repost)
Feb 21, 2002: A ban on poppy growing by the Taliban in July 2000 along with severe droughts reduced Afghanistan's opium yield by 91% in 2001. Yet the UN expects its 2002 opium crop to be equivalent to the bumper one of three years ago. Afghanistan is the source of 75% of the world's heroin. [Guardian, 2/21/02] Why is the US unable to control opium production which had almost stopped? Mar 2, 2002: The 9/11 collapse of the 47-story WTC building 7 was the first time a modern, steel-reinforced high-rise in the US has ever collapsed in a fire. [New York Times, 3/2/02] Building 7 was where the SEC was storing files related to numerous Wall Street investigations. The files for approximately 3,000 to 4,000 cases were destroyed. [National Law Journal, 9/17/01] Lost files include documents that could show the relationship between Citigroup and the WorldCom bankruptcy. [The Street, 8/9/02, more] Mar 13, 2002: Bush says of

September 11, 2001—timeline For The Day Of The Attacks - 3 (repost)
Sept 12, 2001: Senator Orrin Hatch says the US was monitoring bin Laden supporters and overheard them discussing the attack. [AP, 9/12/01] Why has the media not explored the fact that the US could monitor private communications of al-Qaeda on 9/11? Sept 13-19, 2001: Members of bin Laden's family are driven or flown under FBI supervision to a secret assembly point in Texas and then to Washington, where they leave the country on a private plane when most flights were still grounded. Top White House officials personally approve these evacuations. [New York Times, 9/4/03, Boston Globe, 9/20/01, New York Times, 9/30/01, more] Sept 14, 2001: The two black boxes for Flight 77 are found. [PBS, 9/14/01] FBI Director Robert Mueller later says Flight 77's data recorder provides altitude, speed, headings and other information, but the voice recorder contains “nothing useful.” [CBS, 2/23/02] Yet they refuse to release the recording

September 11, 2001—timeline For The Day Of The Attacks - 2 (repost)
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Verifiable Media Timeline Of 9/11 - 1 (repost)
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Chapter 1
                                                                       Fighting                                                                 Champions                                          The Legecy Of Cisco Chapter 1 This story starts off with a boy named Cisco and ends with a journey and extreame adventure that cisco will never forget for the rest of his life   "Ahhh". Cisco yawn's as he gets out of bed, he goes and takes a shower,masterbates, Etc. after doing all that he needs to do he goes and eats breakfeast, he sits alone as usual until his friend Lyrch sits next to him "Hey cisco whats up". Cisco:"Oh nothing much just still trying to keep awake lol im still tried lol". Lyrch:" Why beacause you spend too much time jerking your monkey around? haha". Cisco:"Very funny lyrch! i dont do that sort of thing its immature and agenst my Code Of Honor! which i never disobey". Lyrch:"Your weird Cisco you need to get laid haha". Cisco:"It's gonna be one of those days....". Ci

[listen To The Blues Until You Punch Out A Window You Own]
That's the only advice I have for you. My stomach hurts, I probably have a secondary infection aaaaand Fuck, I'm fresh out of shows I want to watch.   Fuck! This has nothing to do with the Blues.   Just keep driving til it does. I dunno, working on the character writing, from a very distant "I don't want to touch this, it may burn me" kind of way. Alorid ("Thousand Year Snake") is probably the best character that came out of those exercises, and everyone I know keeps saying they want him as a lead. I'm reluctant because it changes the focus of the story, but as it turns out there is no focus of the story.   So I'm working on that somewhere, and its 4 days in the cooler.   I've only got 2 characters and 2 half characters, and I only like 1 and a half   if THAT made any fucking sense.   going from crazy expression to consumeable product is hard ladies and germs.   I guess this is the difference between jamming and music though. And there is a difference.

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This Comes From The Heart
IF YO'VE EVER BEEN IN LOVE THEN YOU KNOW JUST WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT ITS LIKE WHEN YOU REAALY KNOW U'VE FINALY FOUND THE PERSON U WANT TO SPEND YOUR LIFE WITH I THOUT ID BEEN THAIR BEFOR BUT NOW THAT IM SURE IV FINNALY FOUND SOMMBODY THAT CARES ILL GIVE MY HEART AN SOUL TO HER AN I JUST WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW   YOUR THE REASION THAT I BREATH I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT 

Sweet Surrender -- 189
They do say in town, how much you get around. You always have good night, and one girl just wouldn't be right. If I leave here today, you would here me say.... There was music last night, the rhythm felt did feel so right. One day we went all the way, goodbye is all you could say. In this love there is pain, my loss is always your gain. I thought you had forgot her, I gave it all sweet surrender. 

Little Kitten -- 188
I'll always dream of you, thats why I do what I do. I will cuddle with you, when you do what you do. I do yearn to thrill, I would try still. Don't you try an keep, me from purring while I sleep. Let me warm your night, I could make it all right. The claws are deep inside, if I hurt you I would hide. A little kitten will brighten your day, I'll show you the feline way.

So Much Heaven Yet So Much Hell -- 172
This place that I dwell, it feels so much like hell. You even play with my head, and I hear voices of the dead. I can't hide my fear, will you want me near. Your love is so mild, bottled up inside wild. I'm inside fate, the emotion is hate. You have a chance, for the last dance. So much heaven yet so much hell, one day soon time will tell.

Switch Lick -- 50
At The Seventh Veil, you were raising hell. While dancing for you, made my move on cue. My heart beats for metal, with my rhythm you could tell. Every electric guitar cried, and my flame never died.  I'm watching it drip, a lick could make you trip. I'll hold you really tight, as long as there is no rough fight. You need a lusty kick? You'll get a switch lick.

Radiofreeboson
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I Fantasize -- 167
Will you please, never tease? will you ever say, I can't come your way. The good way you talk, the nice way you walk. The casual way you smile, fooling me all the while. Feel me watching you, I'll always remain true. Do you wanna slam, believe me I give a damn. Maybe someday you'll realize, when I see you I fantasize.

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Up The Wall -- 90
Steering me crazy, got a prize for me. Your turned on, my jobs almost done. A hand full of fun, I have got your gun. Slide in your key, snatch you got me. Tight pants I want more, let the juice hit the floor. Some storms have thunder, hey take off whats under. Hear my call, I'm up the wall.

Remember Me -- 224
Wishing we were together still, out in town dressed to kill. Must of been a total fool, the embers of love will cool. I no longer care to live, I've nothing more to give. When I'm still on my death bed, I say remember me when I'm dead. You never were that fair, everyday passed without a care. We use to be in love together, I will love you forever. Remember me with smiles and laughter for that how I will remember you. if you can only remember me with tears then find something better to do.

Word And Acornym Of The Day
Word of the Day:: Leaker A guy who constantly leaks cum when he is horny "David is such a leaker."   Acronym of the Day:: JYFIHPJam Your Fingers In Her Pussy. Q: "I just met this girl who I think really likes me and I like her and we're going out on a date tonight. I don't want to ruin this, what should I do?" A:"JYFIHP"   Don't forget to use these today!! And Guys remember....When you JYFIHP, don't be a leaker   Love you all!!!

Lovers And Other Strangers -- 119
Making happy her crushed soul, would be his only goal. she heard it before, only words she wanted more. She don't want that much, just a comforting touch. Actually he knew why, as she gave in she would cry. Every guy was the same, she had to win the game. Every time a heart of ice, a gentle guy would be nice. With lovers and other strangers, she met only dangers.

Satisfaction Guaranteed --118
Special matters have been at rest, don't overlook the fact that your the best. Were on the floor one day, with some kinky foreplay. Straight up in the air, a smile thats full of hair. Its a sticky meal you serve, touching every last curve. Too young to jump in, it might be a sin. Sin is evil, evil is sin, all sins are forgiven so lets begin. There is satisfaction guaranteed, every temptation is keyed.

Enter At Your Own Risk --19
The guys full of lust, keep on entering us. Moving into the groove never letting up to prove. Jamming feelings go so deep, I want your warmth to keep. Half knowing your here, I need you very, very near. Ooh up you cum, say you want some. Willingly I give in, ready to commit sin. Enter at your own risk, enter boy, totally fill me with your joy.

Iota
iota \eye-OH-tuh\noun;    1.  The ninth letter of the Greek alphabet, corresponding to the English i.    2.  A very small quantity or degree; a jot; a bit.

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My songs are just little letters to me.  -  Ani Difranco

Party In My Sheets -- 18
Your out on your own, I don't like being alone. Do not worry tonight, my party will make everything alright. With all this and more, tonight you'll score. I am getting so close to you, I feel ya growing thru and thru. You say trick or treat, I'm hungry so let me eat. Drive me down to my knees, please baby please. With a party in my sheets, it sure as hell heats..

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Temporary Insanity
Dear Ninja, Are all online people completely insane..or is it just the people of fubar?SignedInsane in the Membrane   Dear Insane, Most people on the interwebs aren't completely insane. The internet just gave crazy people a place to congregate. There aren't more on here than there are on say, facebook, you just get more pervs here because you can see a lot more nasty for free. And on the net, they seek out each other to validate their psychotic behavior.  For the 1000 people who will tell them they are stuck on stupid, there's always a few who will reassure them that their idiocy is completely warranted. The internet also gives people the security of anonymity. Those keyboard gangsters will throw out all kinds of crazy thinking they won't ever have to meet the person on the other end. Just remember, threats of violence or cyberstalking is actually a federal crime these days, and can be reported and prosecuted. If you happen to run across one of the nests of psycho, it's best

Janey Godley’s Podcast Episode 45
(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language)   In episode 45 of Janey Godley’s Podcast the mother and daughter duo discuss the fortunes of Blackpool FC and her Ashley’s latest Ian Holloway quote. The ladies pour over the latest news issues regarding Ken Clarke and his ‘rape’ comments (due to unforeseen circumstances our segment on Ken Clarke has been removed) and Nadine Dorries who made horrific comments regarding child sex abuse.   The story of the Dennistoun shootings at the Glasgow fair of 1990 with Wild Bill Hickok from Susie Sioux/Yvonne get an airing and Ashley does a Wayne Rooney! The couple talk about Janey’s funeral and what music will be played and Janey talks of her night in the emergency room.   Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down the roads less taken in thei

Him
When he says my name Cassandra tis as if he is singing a song one that not many can follow along  when he whispers in my ear I can almost feel a chill,His hot breath brushes my neck i feel my pulse quicken..  I can feel what he wants to do next .. I anticipate..I crave..Oh gods.. I want it as much as he does... I feel the slight pinch as he's teeth pierce my skin.. i moan deeply..I know that we are

Never Giving Up
I sit here day after day tring to remember a time I didnt love you . I think back to all the smiles n all the love . I remeber the tears I cryed when u first told me u loved me. That i was the only one for you. How I completed you.I remeber how u would just hold me close n all was ok and perfect. I remember the light in your eyes when u would see my name or hear my voice . To this day i still feel the deep never ending love u have for me. I close my eyes and its your face i see . In the dead of nite its your voice i hear.When I wake up in the middle of the nite from a nightmare its you i look for.No matter how far apart we are or how closed off you may be I will always love you I remember the hurt n the pain in your eyes n in your voice when u said it was over.I remember the hurt in ur words. That day i watched my best friend n the only one who  will ever complete me walk away. I watched as my heart n soul walked away n how it tore me apart.I sit here trying to pick up the pieces but i

Separation Of Church & State (repost)
Separation of Church & State USA is NOT a Christian nation and never was. It is a nation of diversity founded by those fleeing religious tyranny and the only country with a constitution against the combination of church and state. It was founded as a secular nation and its Founding Fathers intended to keep it that way. The United States of America is based on the notion that all men are created equal and stands for "freedom for all" despite one's race, wealth, or religious views. Pledge of Allegiance "I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America and to the republic for which it stands, one nation indivisible, with liberty and justice for all." That's the way it was originally written in 1892 and the way school children recited it for more than 60 years. The words "under God" were not added until 1954 during the McCarthy era when Senator Joseph R. McCarthy took advantage of the Red Scare to force his personal religious views on the USA. He convinc

Using Multiple Credit Cards On An Account
Accounts that use multiple credit cards under the same card holders name and address will usually not be flagged if a CCA is approved. If you are flagged and your purchasing is suspended, fill out a cca and explain that you use different cards but they will be under the same card holder name and address. This is standard for any online purchasing. If the information on the card does not match what is registered with the card, the card will be declined. If you use multiple gift cards, the best way to avoid purchasing suspension is to send www.fubar.com/support a quick PM that you updated your card with a new gift card and the personal info is the same and the last four digits are XXXX. We will note this in the account and you will avoid any hassels. If you are using multiple cards with different names, you will be shut down and asked to submit a CCA from the card holder authorizing your charges. We do not allow this activity unless you are married and we have a CCA approved. This is t

Life
Life is short it takes a minute to fine a special person.an hour to appreciate them a day to love them but then an entire Life to forget them.

Me
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What Is Your Fine?
This is fun to do. Just read the 'offence' and if you've done it, you owe that fine. You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. NOTE fines to be added once, not for how ever many times you have done it.   Smoked weed -- $10 Did acid or pills -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on Fubar/MySpace/Facebook/Bebo etc -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Cross dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive and drank -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out and don't remember

I Was Just Interviewed By Conch Republic Bikinis--check It Out!
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I'm Going Back
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A Ride On The El Train
Walking through the streets of this burned out burg, debris and bones, and the skeletal hulks of the buildings and cars are all that remain in some places. Here and there, the walking dead go on slow and methodical search of the living. Down alleys, women and men cry out as the Vampires close in playing their own dark games. Overhead, choppers fly as soldiers shoot at anything that moves. Like hunters in the jungle the spotlights chase werewolves and rockets fire off and level brownstones buildings, chasing out the creatures of the night like rats from a sinking ship. Amidst all the chaos, and turmoil, one man wearing a trench coat calmly walks. Completely oblivious to the destruction and the wails of the dying, and undead alike. Quietly stepping over the dead, he keeps his head down as he walks. Reaching the stairs to the train station, I notice there is a blood streak going up the stairs, matted with bits of flesh and hair. Aah, I see someone has rolled out the red carpet for me....

What Went On Over The Last 3 Months..
Hubby wanted me to let him have the house and boys and I should have gone wherever.. so that his GF could move in..So we went to a lawyer and prepared for the divorce.. Fred got a job in Thailand, starting mid April.. Our plan was that I should follow asap.. around June/July, but bring my stuff 6 weeks in advance for the container The day I took my 5 boxes, a table and my sewing machine to be put into the container for Thailand, hubby killed himself (I was 500 km away) His GF (27) refused to join him here in Germnay.. So now am stuck here in Germany.. with a boy at school, the other soon to start studying and not yet know how to juggle things to be able to stay with Fred and keeping an eye on the boys..

The Fleeting, Fickle Heart
To most people the heart is a reassurance that there is life,Each heartbeat meaning that perhaps you are safe, Safe from the rigid, sharp blades of the world. Who is to say that this beating heart may have it's pace quicken,Merely by the chance at seeing someone. Is this that fiddle player love? The one who plays gentle soothing melodies with the strings of your heart,Or even almost painful torrents of notes all together. Ah, but isn't the heart a resemblance of this fiddle player?Isn't the heart the mere foundations where love resides?Or is love merely something to preoccupy the heart? Is it not the beating heart of a lover that reassures you as you are drawn near,Led to believe that all is well and will continue to be so? Is that the meaning of the heart? What happens when that lover becomes a source of pain,One of which makes this lover almost unable to bared any longer? Is that when the fiddle player has finally drawn the last few, sorrowful notes?The ones that signify the

Calm
There are times where the world is spinning, Relentlessly and out of control. Taking you into a whirlwind of emotions, Love, Hate, Happiness, Despair.. Inevitably one is lost in darkness, The calm before the next storm, Be it a storm of good or bad, If you could call a storm either. The calm is a time to stop and reflect, And that is when lessons are to be learned, Mistakes forgiven, And for you to collect the shattered remnants of yourself, To place then back together, To find out where you actually want this or that piece, Or where each piece belongs. Just like every calm, It is before yet another storm, One that can make or break you, Or both.  

Mic Vader
I rep sets from east to west So you best wear a vest I verbally molest Any garbage ass MC In front of me Bitch please You ain't bringin' shit But a rotten dick And STD's Stay fuckin' them hoodrats Stay doin' what your good at Like havin' wack ass style Got more talent in my backyard In that dogshit over there in that  pile Straight out of Ohio But still screamin' MOTHERFUCK JOE ARPAIO   Mic Vader, I am your father hater This is the Raptor side of the force I'll see you later When I come back with my death star and call you out by name You're in a world of sith, I sense a disturbance in the game   I'm in the 480 Gettin' fellatio In a laredo With more guns than that movie With Danny Trejo Your style is gay yo Out battle me? Shit, You prayin' and wishin' My style is a motherfuckin' fatality Mortal Kombat FINISH HIM You need to put the mic down dogg I think you have an addiction Call up Dr. Drew so we can have an intervention Wack ass MC rehab, and I'll

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[the Hook Is A Lie]
As long as I sing with inflection...   Ah crap, this thing still does the f*cking double space thing. uuh anyway- this laptop went down hard and fast moreso than a thai hooker on payday. Look- what it boils down to is this. The Blues. Its good music. Fuck you.   My Full Armor Gundam is almost built, and I need to seriously consider disconnecting my utilities, and grabbing what few valuables I have- and setting up a slightly more complete base here with the folks. Sucks. But whatever, two paychecks in and I've probably got enough to shack up somewhere else. The issue of course being getting those two paychecks.   Yeap.   I also got some horrible superflu for about 26 hours. I was in a lot of pain. Like... top 5 worsts. And I've seen some crazy shit in my day. Do I want to live with my parents? Fuck no. Do I want to live ANYWHERE but Topeka? Yes. Lesser of two evils.   I dunno, the issue of masters degrees and other crazy shit keeps popping up. I need somewhere

Changes
Well I am thinking that it's time for a change! I am trying to get myself back into school thinking that it will help to pass the time, it will help for me to realize that I can finish something that I started years ago. I want to finish this degree more than anything, and for some reason right now seems like it's the right time, so I think that I just need to take advantage of it now! I know otherwise I wont and than I wont ever manage to finish anything that I put my mind to. I think as well that it will help me to help deal with me not having the kids as much as I would like them. And it wont allow my ex to get on me about me not being productive and being a real piece of shit. I am coming to this when I am hitting 90 days clean! I guess it means that things are slowly coming together. I just hope that I can get back into school and that I can finally finish this, and than make the best out of my life! Especially to be doing something that I love! 

To "realbigtits"
THIS IS IN RESPONSE TO A HATE STAT DIRECTED TOWARDS A GOOD FRIEND...people should look at their own actions before passing judgement on others who they do not know.  SENT IN PM: WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE ANYONE? DO YOU KNOW THE PEOPLE INVOLVED? DO YOU KNOW THEIR STORY? NO. AXIS HAS NEVER EVEN HEARD OF YOU. DO YOU KNOW WHO DON WAS? DO YOU KNOW WHAT HE DID FOR THIS SITE? DO YOU KNOW WHAT HE DID FOR THE PEOPLE THAT LOVE THIS SITE? OBVIOUSLY NOT. LISTEN HERE..."REALBIGTITS"...What you choose to do with this site and what others choose to do with this site are personal choices. YOU have no fucking right to judge anyone. ARE YOU PERFECT? So you think that asking for help to host a HH is bad? WHAT ABOUT FUCKING DONATIONS THAT FAMILIES ASK FOR IN MEMORY OF THEIR LOST ONES???? DON LOVED Fubar. He would want his memory to go on HERE. His personal, real life was fucking HELL. So what if he used Fu as his escape? WHY THE HELL ARE YOU ON HERE? As for Axis..he LOVED Don. They formed a close relationshi

Spotting An Attn Who-re
I first started chatting online nearly 15 years ago, and trust me when I say that there is little -to no- chance that you can do or say anything to me that I haven't heard or seen, before. I've learned a lot about the behaviors of people in certain situations, and I've gotten pretty good at predicting their actions and reactions. One of the problems with having such sensitive perception is that I may sometimes come across as paranoid, or extremely mistrusting. But in the end, others eventually show their true colors and people see that yes, I -do- know what I'm talking about.That being said, I thought I'd share a list of some of the most common attention-seeking behaviors. Get your mental notebook ready, you're going to be taking some mental notes....and you'll recognize these behaviors in SO many people on Fubar. Ready? Let's Go!Attention seekers may exploit the suffering of others to gain attention for themselves. (This has been seen on Fu when fellow fu-ers pass away, and others th

Connubial
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Reasons Why I Hate Urinals...
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Run For Your Lives.....
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Sometimes I Feel As If I'm Insane...
Do any of you know what its like to suffer from a mental illness? Because of the traumatic things in my past its left me with some very deep emotional scars in the form of illnesses I can't get over. I have been diagnosed with bipolar 2. Which I heard is pretty common. I also have PTSD. Which untill recently I thought was something only soldiers get but evidently anyone with severe trauma can have it too. And the worst one I believe is anti dissasociative personality disorder. Which comes in the form of multiple personalities. Why am I blogging about all this...I dont know maybe somehow I really dont want to feel alone in this. Maybe me reaching out is kind of a cry for help maybe seeing if anyone else sufferes with the nightmares the torture the pain I endure every day. Not to mention the people I've hurt and all my shattered dreams I just would like to know is there anyone out there that can see this...that knows this pain that can identify with it like I do...please if your out ther

3 Stages Of Pain (in Poem Form)
Polestar EclipseStage One "White Noise"Sudden intense betrayal constitutes unfortunateInability to see the flame come apartBurning on the other side of the heartIt is so bleak & so terribly darkStirring life inside a deciduous parkSelect emotions try to cease flowingDangerous feelings if no light is showingThey battle in static, stubborn & slowingFaith is unhinging, experienced & knowingLeaving behind a shock, rippling & numbingBarriers shift as new things are comingNumb is peaceful, although away peace is runningMolten rock pain rising from depths, quite stunningStage Two "Unhinged"What a site to see; monkeys going crazyConfusingly lying to themselves & can't seeFrightening creatures lacking consistancyKnow what they want, then change their mindsAllowing assumptions in between linesContributing idiocy unto their peersBuilding useless walls around all their fearsDisgraceful these morons w/ their hateful tearsSuch disappointment to be in the gene poolAdding pain to more pain right along

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Public Service Announcement
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Gravity
Something always brings me back to you.It never takes too long.No matter what I say or do, I still feel you here 'till the moment I'm gone.You hold me without touch.You keep me without chains.I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.CHORUSSet me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.But you're on to me and all over me.You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.When I thought that I was strong.But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.CHORUSSet me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.But you're on to me and all over me.

Invictus.....
Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever Gods may be, For my unconquerable soul.   In the fell clutch of Circumstance, I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeoning’s of Chance, My head is bloody, but unbowed.   Beyond this place of wrath and tears, Looms but the Horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years, Finds, and shall find me, unafraid.   It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul.   William Ernest Henley 1875

Presidential Decree
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Thoughts Of Me
Last week I was laughing as my daughter Ashley paused a TV show we were watching to check IMDB (internet movie data base) to find out what previous movie the actor had been in. Ashley does this a lot, personally I don’t care, she cares and must check and chat about these entire movie related facts and trivia. It’s her thing.   My mammy used to do that back in the 70s - back then we couldn’t stop a programme or pause anything, and we had to have huge interruptions whilst my mum nattered on about “what was she in before she was in Crossroads? What was that guy called who was in Poldark who was married to that woman from Onedin Line?”   If my mammy had lived long enough to see 150 channels on her TV and had seen how you could pause a TV show and check the internet IMDB at the same time, it would have blown her mind. Of all the things I am sad my mammy missed, this is one of the biggest! Besides meeting Ashley that is, my mum would have LOVED her. Both of

Just A Few Lines
Broken heart, Broken soul, Oh my gosh! I am shattered on the floor!

Happy Happy
I've scheduled my birthday happy hour. 6pm fu-time, Monday May 23rd. Be there, or ..... not :P

I'm Done!!!
It only took five days but I FINALLY got all the pics from our Metal For Mutts 2011 charity show posted on our site and profiles on facebook for the charity My sister, brother in law and I co created and run. I can sit back and do nothing now finally. Yeah I know, this may sound stupid to post but damn it, I'm happy to be done. ~LOL~

Left Eye And Right Eye By Max
My right eye feel like so pain usually If one day it goes to blind It will blame the left eye probably They are like brothers,born togther Living in the thunder seeing the lights tender But never matched "Why you can see something more clear but I can't!" Said the right eye "You can call it unfair,but i do not care!" Said the left eye But there is one thing at very least they will do it togther When I cry They all got same tears In both eyes

Screams And Moans
Sticks and stones Screams and moans Chains and handcuffs too Something slick A two foot wip And me ontop of you

If You Think That Worth By Max
At very least I've learned this much: Life can be a somekinda fucking joke But you made Life can be a somekinda lonely poem But you wrote Life can be a somekinda anti-empty beer can But never dry out Life can be a somekinda boring job But you enjoyed Life can be a somekinda asteroid drifting in the dark cold outta space But waiting for a crash like that Life can be a somekinda stone But not rolling anymore just waiting for rot in the desert Life can be a somekinda owner But got refreshed Life can be a somekinda cigarette But we're all gonna burn Life can be a somekinda 9mm bullet under your pillow But like a clock tick tack,tick tack Life can be a cell phone But no one ever gonna call you or text you Life an be a  somekinda butterfly But fly in beauty,won't live long Life can be a somekinda trumpet But couldn't make any tone if no one blow it Life can be a somekinda black hole But spit everything out after sucking everything in Life can be a somekinda galaxy

A Reason Why You Never Echo Me By Max
How can I climb out of your throat To make you say something Like a spider looking for a ladder To get out of the corner To find a way To escape from a name as known as a lonely knitter From the three white page walls Like in the middle of billions cross roads Nowhere to belong But stay in the corner Like a time hunter You heard on me now But you would not say it Because im still living in your throat Living in a corner in the middle of nowhere Tryna get out  

Lost A Part Of Me
Lost A Part Of Me I lay next to you watching you laywhy couldn't I have done everything to make you stay.I look back at all our smiles and frowns.wondering how we made it through all the up's and down's.I gently brush your hair behind your ear.Loosing you was my one and only fear.why do all things great come to an end.you were my baby, my wife, even my friend.how could I not see you slowly fading away.I made myself believe everything was ok.but I was too blind to see.you were slowly slipping away from me.now your gone you went away.I am sorry for leading you astray.but I must move forward and learn from my mistake.I must learn to live with my heart ache.thank you for letting be a part of your life.I am glade to have had you for my wife.always and forever baby you'll always be mine.I'll always love you even past the end of time

Because Of You
Now I lay me down to sleep Tearless sobs my soul shall weep  Curled up tight within my bed Erasing the shadows within my head This darkness forever pure and true Bid the light a fair adieu  Sink into my minds keen eye Recalling the love within the lie Bleeding upon ones devotion Reminding always you were not chosen Regardless of this deemed fate The moment selecting a moment to late Learning as the truth spills over Only one could kill my calm composure Hearing doesn't make it true For I lost my mind because of you

Raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatings And Likes! And False Popularity
I think we need to clear something up people. I like to play the fu-game as much as anyone but I draw the line at asking random people I dont know, asking them on their page, to do stuff for me ,add/rate/like/ bling/ whatever!  If I am not light blue or green because I am not that popular, i can live with that (quite frankly I like the peace and quiet). Keep your begging crap and expectations off my page. While we're on that note, how popular are you really if you have to ask anyone for anything other than drinks on this site? The fact is if you beggars didnt beg, people like me who prefer to earn their fubucks might actually be genuinely popular. It feels a lot better to earn everything i get than to sell myself whether it be my body , or my dignity for popularity on a website. Yeah, that makes me better than you, get over it! So heres the deal, keep your begging crap off my page and keep your expectations off my page. I dont go to your page asking for crap i dont deserve I expect y

I Have A Question Forever By Max
Is this a dream within a dream? Is that right you can never be more dead than a dead? Is there a moment feel like such alive morethan anytime in the entire life? Is it the truth?out there,or deep down there no one ever knows? Is there ever possible for us,ever a tiny little moment,ever a time,can be really one? is it wrong just sit there like a stone feeling time passing by? is there a song describe all the human race and the universe? Is that a illution trip in the smoke? Is this what you really wanna be or just something born with it? Is this a question within a question?

Make Me Wonder Why By Max
A rainy day with falling flowers blowing in the wind I raise my head up to sky,I see two birds and make me wonder why Why the two wild geese flying wing to wing like that passing by But I'm standing here beneath the falling flowers alone with sign

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  It shouldn't take someone a long time to order at a fast food joint, you really dont have that much to choose from. You should know already what you getting. Take any burger joint, you have about 6 to 8 different versions of burgers.  Maybe 1 to 3 different versions of chicken sandwhiches.  A fish sandwich.  Chicken nuggets or tenders or strips and a salad.  That's basically it.  Just pick a number. Close your eyes and point at the menu.  Choose that one.  No matter how you do it, it shouldn't take that long to order from a fast food joint. Dont get me started on a chicken place. You're just choosing the part of the chicken, the side(s), and the drink. Get in, order, and move to the side.  What's worse is those who are waiting in line and still dont know what they are getting by time they get to the counter.  One of the most easiest things in the world to do is order from a fast food joint.  Then you have those who bring the whole family to the counter, and 2 of them have no idea te

What's With The All Of The "new" And "non Vip" Accounts Running Ability Bling?
I've been getting a crazy amount of questions about all of the "newbies" or "tshirt people" running ability bling from the Fubar office. They are not cheating. This was part of a promotion email that Fubar sent to people at the email you use to login. If you didn't get one, it's because of your spam inbox, unverified email or a problem with your settings. This was a copy of the email someone sent to me so i can explain it to everyone. I hope it makes sense now. Thank you. Have a great week.

Up Up And Aweigh
I sat down in front of the computer today with but a single, focused goal in mind: to write an ad that would inspire the man of my dreams to respond. I figure I only need one response if it comes from the right person. But my mind just didn't want to cooperate. The clock ticked mercilessly away for what seemed like an eternity, as I stared at the blank screen in front of me. I had horrifying flashbacks to writing book reports back in the eight grade. Then all of a sudden a brilliant idea spilled over from my shot glass of a brain. I should ask the people who know me best to describe me in such a way and with such clarity that you'll get an idea what I'm really like. And who better to ask than my ex-boyfriends, right? So I reached for my Rolodex and prepared to make some calls. First on my list wasBrian. He's a fellow Harvard Law graduate and avid rollerblader, and one of the most level-headed, even tempered people you'll ever met. You could never imagine him getting upset

Till Death Due They Part
He tells her that shes no good.She just nods, and she agrees.Hes got a thousand ways to hurt her.She got a thousand ways to please.She needs someone to hold on to.He just needs someone to hate.She thinks; all he needs is time.He knows its to late.He laughs.She cries.He lives.She dies.Committed to hell by a faded diamond ring.Another devil claims a soul,And the Angels....cease to sing.

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Look Who's Awake Doing Nothing Again
I'm sure at some point in my life I'm going to get used to the idea that I can't sleep when I want to. I have to spend the great majority of my time wearing myself out in hopes that exhaustion will put me to bed. Could I be more productive? Possibly but then I need a more structured regimen of sleep. Honestly can someone help me get organized because I'm obviously doing a horrible job of keeping myself busy and it actually amounting to anything. I need to make a list of things that I need to get done and make sure that I actually get them done. I think on my list I need to add finding some sort of drug or activity that will allow me to sleep comfortably. Drinking to the point of passing out may put me out for the night but the mornings are not very pleasant.

Wake Up
EVERY DAY WE WAKE UP AND WHT IS THE FRIST THING HTAT WE DO ,IS IT BRUSH OR TEETH N WASH OR FACE OR MAYBE EAT BREAKFAST.bUT I DONT THINK SO CUZ THE WORLD IS VERY DIFFERENT NOW AND ITS ALL ABOUT TXT THS TXT THT ARE E-MAIL THS AND THT 2 THE POINT THT WE STOP DOING THE THINGS THT MAKE R DAY MORE FULLFILLING LIKE COOKING 4 OR LOVE ONES OR JUS TAKEING THE TIME OUT OF OUR TXTN FILLED DAY 2 HELP SOME1 ARE 2 STOP AND JUST TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND ENJOY THE DAY.SO WHT IM SAYING IS THT lifeHAS BECOME SO SMALL THT US AS A WHOLE WILL NEVER EVER GET THOSE SECONDS AND HOURS THAT WE WASTED ON OUR PHONES AND ALL THT TIME SPENT TXTN BACC AND FORTH 2 THE SAME PERSON THAT WE JUST LEFT,WHEN WE DO LOOK UP AIR IT WILL BE 2 LATE CAUSE LIFE HAS PASS US BYE AND NOW WHERE LOST IN LIFE TRYING 2 GET BACK WHAT WE ALL READY HAD,tIME 2 ENJOY THA SIGHTS THE BIRDS AND EVEN A GOOD CONVERSATION FACE2FACE.SO JUST REMENBER THAT lIFE IS ABOUT LIVEING AND ENJOYING LIFE AND NOT WASTEING IT PUNCHING KEYS ON A COMPUTER R STAREING

I Look Up At Tha Moon
I Look Up At The Moon   I look up at the moon As stars twinkle with delight But the sun it won’t be shining In my heart tonight I’m so alone and so afraid I’m not sure what to do I feel my heart is sinking I can feel it falling through My head it feels so heavy And my eyes are wept with pain I don’t think I will ever Learn to smile again The pain is swirling in my chest No one will ever see And if I just keep quiet No one needs worry of me   I want to scream and bellow I try with all my might But no sound will be heard

♥ Its To Late To Apologize ♥
♥ Watching you walk out of my life hasnt made me bitter or cynical about love,but rather it has shown me that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it would be when the right one comes along ♥   What do you do when you think your happy, But all they wanna do is run away or be around other people....Never giving you the chance to express your feelings and allways yelling when you cry...Your mind is a flame almost to ash, Cant think or Breathe, All you wanna do is die, Seems the easiest way out. Each passing moment is another heartache..Where do u go from here??  

What Do U Think Of Me
AS THE TITLE SAYS, WHAT DO U THINK OF ME ?? WOULD U DATE ME ?

Time Machine
H. G. Wells wasn't too far off! This weekend, I was 'chatted" on fb by an old schoolmate, and by old, 32 years had gone by since last I laid eyes upon said friend. He and his friend asked to come over, I agreed. 15 minutes later, I was face to face with a very ancient time. A time when I passed from pubescent adolescent to a man. I was colliding againt a hermetically sealed time capsule. From an era where I had already turned 17, was very interested in sports, but was finally casting off ugly duck status, and becoming not a Swan, but a Peacock! I had been too far removed from any ties to the past, I figured, "IF THEY'RE STILL NOT FRIENDS IT WAS FOR A REASON OTHER THAN THE DISTANCE OF TIME. FB was in full swing, And a friend request came through, it was my 1st experience's friend, and she wanted to share news with me. My 1st love, Cindy, had been a long time drinking, and she fell into a siezure, her brIN DIDN'T RECIEVE oXYGEN FOR MORE THAN 3 HOURS, brain dead. may 5th, she finally

Jyf Family Skin
New family skin is up...you can pull it from the home page under the skins....I would like to see some if not all displaying the new skin on their page. It does not have to be displayed constantly, you can activate multiple skins at one time...I am asking that one of the skins you have active is the new family skin posted today, in support of JYF, show your pride in your family.   DevilDog JY Owner JYF FNDR JYF Family

Nonplus
nonplus \non-PLUHS\transitive verb;    1.  To cause to be at a loss as to what to think, say, or do; to confound; to perplex; to bewilder.

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To be is to do.  -  Immanuel Kant

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My Youngest Son
my 18 year old son leaves for Afganastan May 27th 2011.  He  will be gone for  a year Please keep my son and my family in your prayers  than he returns home safe.. and all the soldiers are renuite with there families soon

Searching Wedding Dresses In London For A Completely Pleasurable Experience
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Looking Out My Window
                                                                Looking out my Window             When I first saw you,        I knew you were the one,        you came past my window,        in the evening sun.           I looked out and saw you,        there was something I wanted to say,        but you were so Beautiful and confident,        you took my breath away.            I watched you everyday,         I felt like a stalker,         I wanted to say something to you,         but I was shy and not much of a talker.             I saw people look past you,          as though you weren't there,            I used to get angry,           'cause what I saw, was an Angel,            just in a wheelchair.              I finally got up enough nerve,           to ask my Angel out,            and when you said " Yes"            I was the luckiest man alive,            this I have no doubt.              You asked me why I asked you out,            even though y

Sex Isn't Love
Defy what comes inwards and break free of restraints Your fallen words lay upon stones at my feet Crave love unto a spear that draws near For it is lust in a world driven by illusions of conmitment Candlelit dinner bare only the demon sitting across from you Premeditating what comes to follow Torrents of emotions Bondage existing as outlets for past failed Foreplay of cat and mouse Role play for people you can't have Nympho being truely in love of the feeling of sex Sex isn't love You say you love me I ask what do you want from me The world is based on Friendships with benifits We lie to ourselves saying relationship to be taken care of so you don't have to measure up in a cold world by yourself Sex isn't love   Wrote be Me (code x17)

Injoy
There was a little boy who had just learned to count on his fingers. One day his uncle came to visit and the boy was anxious to show off his newly acquired skill. He told the uncle to ask him and addition question. So they uncle asked, "What is three plus four?" The little boy counts it out on his fingers and said, "Seven." The uncle said, "Listen kid, you cant count it out on your hands because someday when you are in school, a teacher will get mad at you for it. Now put your hands in your pockets." So the little boy put his hands in his pockets and his uncle asked, "What is five plus five?" The uncle saw movement in the boys pockets, then the boy said, "Eleven." A man went into a pharmacy and asked to talk to a male pharmacist. The woman he was talking to said that she was the pharmacist and that she and her sister

New Week 1
A new week is upon me and i find myself going thru the same old motions over and over and over and over and it sucks massive. Doing the same old thing day in and day out is prob one of the reasons we all get into so much trouble.  stagnation does not work for water or human beings. Here is a tip from me to you if you find yourself getting bored talk to someone. remember getting into a disscussion is an irish tradition. all i shall say for now so have a nice day.

Paradise By The Dashboard Lights ~ Meatloaf
Boy:I remember every little thingAs if it happened only yesterdayParking by the lakeAnd there was not another car in sightAnd I never had a girlLooking any better than you didAnd all the kids at schoolThey were wishing they were me that night And now our bodies are oh so close and tightIt never felt so good, it never felt so rightAnd we're glowing like the metal on the edge of a knifeC'mon! Hold on tight!C'mon! Hold on tight! Though it's cold and lonely in the deep dark nightI can see paradise by the dashboard light Girl:Ain't no doubt about itWe were doubly blessedCause we were barely seventeenAnd we were barely dressed Ain't no doubt about itBaby got to go and shout itAin't no doubt about itWe were doubly blessed Boy:Cause we were barely seventeenAnd we were barely dressed Baby doncha hear my heartYou got it drowning out the radioI've been waiting so longFor you to come along and have some fun And I gotta let ya knowNo you're never gonna regret itSo open up your eyes I got a b

Slavegirl K !!update!!
hello... it is time for an update about Slavegirl K i am still very happy about her development. she is doing well and it is a pleasure to be in contact with her. the nature of a slavegirl is no phrase to her. she is a living example for a proper slavegirl that is sure about her nature and what it entails. she is on a good way and it will be exciting to see what future will keep at hand.   next to that it is also a pleasure to watch her.     near to perfection...     it is her nature...     nothing to hide...   pure Slavegirl K      

Love's Journey
Some say love is like an addictive and habit forming drug that gives us a feeling described as superhuman and the power we can overcome any obstacle in our way. For most of us that is the case it’s a feeling that we would pay any price to continuously have. For others it’s a magical potion or spell something that were not sure really exists but will by any means necessary pursue  in hopes of capturing its alluring secrets .In either case we find ourselves in an unending struggle to obtain its unearthly treasures and the exhilarating feelings we get when we are in love. It’s a journey everyone’s willing to take regardless of our passed experiences in what appears to be for most a never ending campaign in search of eternal bliss. For those of us lucky enough to find such exhilaration we are ever eager to share how we came upon such a fortune of feelings and wealth perhaps thinking in some strange way that what has worked for us is surely the answer and path for e

Tumble
She hides behind walls not made of stone,Sometimes refuses to hear my plea's.All my heart want to do,Is set her mind at ease.Wall can fall tumble to the ground,Anything manmade can go away.But one gift for God god,And you have four that will aways stay.They have your heart beautiful,I'd like to share that to.Because a love like that,Is really Gods gift to you.

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Does Anyone....(a Work In Progress)
does anyone hear my heart as it beats, for the one i love? does anyone see me tremble,  when i feel his touch, on my skin? does anyone see the flair of passion  in my eyes when i look at my love? does anyone see my pulse leap, when he touches me? your my life, my love, you have my heart in your hands. treat it gentle, for a broken heart is hard to repair.   "Quelqu'un at-entendre mon coeurcomme 

Question Time With The Princess Lol
Summertime!! My favorite time of year with the sun shinning bright and the sand between my toes...its heaven to me!! So by saying that just wanna let everyone know, I will not be on much, gonna be outdoors lol plus with yard work and TRYING to finish remodeling my house, thou Im about to just say FUCK it and put my house up for sale, its one thing after another lol.....on to other things, meaning Fubar, lol  this place never changes, just faces....sometimes.     Most asked questions: 1) YES, im single and no, there isnt anything wrong with me lol Why does everyone think u have to be with someone in order to be happy, not me, Im very happy, I admit at times it gets lonely but u still get lonly when ur with someone so whats the difference... 2) I do work, Im a office manager, I really love what I do, it allows me to be on the comp during the day and my boss is ok with me being on Fu as long as it doesnt interfere with my work duties. 3)I live on the East side of Chicago, google it!!!

2 Move Or 2 Stay
so my aunt was here over the weekend n she asked me if i wanted 2 go 2 the phillipines. should i stay or should i go (no pun intended, or was it, lmfao). but yea, wat should i do, help me out, ev1

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Learning About Love... My Own Study..
  ============================================================================================== Author: Peter McNamaraTO hear your sweet voice in the early dawn,Gives to my heart a feeling thats warm,And starts my day with my thoughts in a swarm.To wake to the ring of the phone,And know that I will not be alone,For together we have joined our souls,So we may help each other to fulfill our goals.My love you is true and sure,And you make my life feel pure,Since we have started this wonderful tour[11:31:13 AM] Jamie L Davis: You'll love me yet!--and I can tarry Your love's protracted growing; June rear'd that bunch of flowers you carry From seeds of April's sowing.I plant a heartful now: some seed At least is sure to strike, And yield--what you'll not pluck indeed, Not love, but, may be, like.You'll look at least on love's remains, A grave's one violet: Your look?--that pays a thousand pains. What's death? You'll love me yet!   ========================================================

Music Monday
Posted this in the wrong blog last week   Song of the Day I'm not on here all day a lot. I might just do an occasional song of the day...or I might pick up with the Music Mondays again. I took a short break after the song challenge.   Anyhow. I love this song...and Joss Stone.

Weird
its kind of weird over here cos its my first time using this fubar but its superb social website wht can i say how about you

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Vocaloid Costume employs everything regarding Kurosaki Ichigo. Kurosaki Ichigo within bleach seems as with all normal Fifteen yr old teen having just one positive change; he is able to notice ghosts/spirits. Rukia Kuchiki, a new Shinigami (Heart Reaper) has gone out for a mission to locate a great evil heart referred to as a Hollowed out. The actual Hollow's target can be the one and only Ichigo. Rukia and Ichigo face one another the very first time. Ichigo's family becomes confronted through the Hollow and the best to prevent it was pertaining to Rukia, who had previously been hurt, for you to exchange the girl Shinigami forces to be able to Ichigo who seem to stood a sturdy non secular push. The actual concurrence involving Rukia as well as Ichigo triggers several journeys, with plenty of sense of humor en route. Ichigo facilitates Rukia protect against Hollows in addition to maintain community protected. The tale proceeds with a lot of creativities and also transforms using actions,

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A Dark Reunion
The lights of Manhattan look so promising to those on the shoreline. Just a short distance away lies safety on that pristine island. Beyond all else, it was hope, for a lost populace. Manhattan had undergone changes too. In the last ten years the hub for millions of souls, had been transformed. It was the Military complex that brought the inner circle from the beltway of Washington and of course the lobbyists. The Lobbyists brought money, that brought politicians. It was not long before Manhattan island had become a playground for the rich and famous. The poorer areas leveled and plush homes and casinos were put in their place. Such a stark contrast to the rest of the former city. Military vehicles patrolled the waters and sunk any flotillas of refugees that attempted the crossing. This did not thwart the attempts in the early days after the bridges went up, of the people to make the voyage. In the present Yauchts troll the waters, wining and dining diplomats and celebrities. At the t

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How?
How do u get over someone when u been with them for a long time? How do u watch movies that remind u of the old days with them? How do u sleep alone? How do u forget all the lil things? how do u forget the good and bad times u had with them? How? :'(  

It's Been 2 Years!
Hey peoples! so it's definitely been awhile.. as in 2 years.. so I decided to check back here both to see what's going on with the site, who's still here and to shake my head at all of the old photos and blogs i've posted.. Anyways.. 2009 was quite possibly the worst year of my life. My grandfather passed away in January, his funeral was the day before my birthday (which I didn't end up celebrating.) my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer and it was nothing short of horrible and heartbreaking to watch her go through it ( I shaved my head when she was going through chemo so she wouldn't be the only one without hair in the family) but i'm happy to say she is doing fantastic now and is 100% cancer free. A week after she was diagnosed someone broke into our house and robbed us, took a lot of my mom's jewelery ( a lot of it sentimental ) they were never caught, i got laid off from my job, and my girlfriend stopped talking to me out of the blue of and on for about 3 months because she c

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I'm 36 yrs old and I have been threw alot in my life and I have been in many relationships and I love the female body big and small but you got to have the cushion for the pushing with me,,lol,,I hear all the time that the reg woman wants a mans penis to be 9 inches or larger and thats fine and most of us men understand that and alot of us are gifted with it and prob 1/4 of them that don't know what to doing with it..lol.. The normal man is not so lucky the regular man size is Avg. 6 inches.. I know whats going threw your mind rt now.. your thinking hmm I bet he isn't going to say well...I'm better than avg but no porn star....lol... men like me had to understand if we was to be good in bed we had to learn to specialize in the female anatomy as in using our hands and oral and toys Toys are very important because we can make a woman cum ten times harder  if we just listen to her and be playful . I had a woman say I used a toy on her better than she ever could ..lol.. Also we had to lea

Human
How in God's name can the Hunam Race, quantify it's existence, when half of it's population is slated for retro-active abortion on the grounds for being a complete and utter bunch of DUMBASS's and should report to their nearest military installion for early termination has a human target !

What's New
So... 1. quit smoking almost 6 weeks ago...go me! 2. hit a lil plateau on the weight loss...but i am still working hard 3. started training for a 5 k (my first is sunday :D) 4. i still work too much 5. i grew a green thumb and am trying my hand at growing stuff

Why Am I Leaving Fubar
The Reason Why i am deciding to leave Fubar for forever is people treat me like shit and the site i remember it as 4 and a half years ago called Lost Cherry Has gone but back then people were fun to have around but fubar has now become unfun and treating me like noone gives a fuck about my feelings on here i admit i have got good friends on here but most of them aren't on here that much anymore and people who i thought were my friends have changed and now they treat me like a ex friend they wish would just die and leave them the fuck alone forever things i dislike on fubar are having 2 my bar tabs the so called video chat the stupid fubar lotto and this totally stupid idea of a daily fubar ranking noone gives a shit abouttheir ranking on here oh and the my stats thing noone cares about that either but on the other hand fubar has it's good points but right now so much of the ugly side of fubar is making my mind up  to leave forever so therefore i have decided to mark my 5 years on fubar

I Think I Dated This Girl When I Was 20
  Well, not really this girl, but someone who looked just like her (and heavy metal instead of steampunk)

New
Ama new here and need to check it out so add me and help me out to do background

Check Out These Fabulous Styles Prior To Determin Your Best Wedding Gown
Pull out all of the stops and go for any sharp and vivacious glimpse in your wedding day using a gown that just won't quit. Cheap Maternity Wedding Dresses With particulars like one-shoulder necklines, draped swags, floral appliques and asymmetrical hemlines, there are lots of alternatives to peruse for the best wedding day ensemble. Cheap Casual Wedding Dresses whether or not you would like a playful and casual design, or even a grand and intricate showstopper, be certain to choose out a little something divine that you simply are heading to be delighted with many years on straight down the road. Melissa Sweet Solange Style Make a jaw-dropping entrance your groom won't shortly neglect during the Solange wedding Gown. Hailing in the Melissa Sweet Collection, Cheap Couture Wedding Dresses this silk Garza ball gown features a chic one-shouldered design and style using a ruched waist and gorgeous detail. Beaded floral appliques cascade straight down the entrance and part from the bodice

Audience
Was the jagged cliff ever hard and unforgiving as my heart? It's jealous.                                                                                                                                                             Within reason.                                                                                       I make solitude my art.

No One.....
No One  I feel as though ivefallen through the cracksno one sees me for who i amwho i want to be, for who i was. No one to hold my hand,or look in my eyesor hold me in their armsin the pouring rain. No one is what i was bornno one is what i amand no one is what ill be when i die. No one to grieve my passingno one to even careno one will even remember me. No tears, no joy, no heartbreak. No Nothing.so nothing for nothing.. sounds about rightwhen those that stroll by see my tombstone in the

Let Me
will you let me love you will you let me be the one the one to hold you listen to you be there when your day has gone bad.  let me show you the love you deserve let me be the woman she was not let me be the one.

Check Out These Fabulous Styles Prior To Determin Your Best Wedding Gown
Pull out all of the stops and go for any sharp and vivacious glimpse in your wedding day using a gown that just won't quit. Cheap Maternity Wedding Dresses With particulars like one-shoulder necklines, draped swags, floral appliques and asymmetrical hemlines, there are lots of alternatives to peruse for the best wedding day ensemble. Cheap Casual Wedding Dresses whether or not you would like a playful and casual design, or even a grand and intricate showstopper, be certain to choose out a little something divine that you simply are heading to be delighted with many years on straight down the road. Melissa Sweet Solange Style Make a jaw-dropping entrance your groom won't shortly neglect during the Solange wedding Gown. Hailing in the Melissa Sweet Collection, Cheap Couture Wedding Dresses this silk Garza ball gown features a chic one-shouldered design and style using a ruched waist and gorgeous detail. Beaded floral appliques cascade straight down the entrance and part from the bodice

Camera Sim - An Online Slr Simulator
so you can learn how to use the complicated cameras before spendng money on one   http://camerasim.com/camera-simulator.html

Ugly Bitchy Skank
brskillet: i would love your help now lol 2:34pm Suga Lips: I'll pass. 2:35pm brskillet: awww why 2:36pm Suga Lips: Because I get real sex from a real person. Some dude jerking off on the other side of the computer, doesn't interest me. 2:37pm brskillet: i was talking bout for real damn no reason to be a bitch 2:37pm brskillet: you really aint good looking enough to have an atitude 3:08pm Suga Lips: ROFL..my profile says I'm a bitch, maybe you should read. Kind of funny how when I turn you down, all of a sudden I'm not good looking enough to have an attitude. But damn, when you wanted your dick played with I was good looking enough. Loser. 3:09pm brskillet: skank 3:10pm Suga Lips: Umm a skank is someone that sleeps with tons of guys. I sure as hell not fucking you. 3:10pm brskillet: no a skank is an overall ugly bitch, and yep thats you there honey 3:11pm Suga Lips: But you wanted to f

Edge Of Forever
Was organizing some ole band stuff, and ran across a recording of me playing at a wedding years ago. It all started with kind of a long running promise. My friends Kim n Dave, had prodded me early on " If we get married, youre gonna play our wedding right? I want a rocknroll ceremony!". I always kidded around, saying "ahh yea, sure, why not" thinking it would pass as just as kind of a joke. Well, theat time came, and Dave hit me up again. "Are you serious?" I asked. "I cant go blasting out all the grammas and aunts, not everyone is gonna have a taste for that." "Nah man, you promised! Just do it all Jimi Hendrix style, tear it up brutha!"   says Dave, not letting go of the issue, and making feedback sounds whilst playin air guitar.. I finally conceded "Well, tell ya what, lemme work on it. I will try to come up with something that will perhaps appeal to everyone, and still get your rock element that you want." So I broke out the 4 track and tried to put together an arrangement. I

Jadilah,,,,,,,
plz help me first when you are right there!!!

Bathtime
The beautiful bowl in my hand was an old one. I could tell a treasured one she had a long time, little playful puppies chased each other around it. One I could tell had seen many mornings with her. The warm water reached the rim and i pull it out of the stream and look at my darling girl sitting there with suds in her hair, all smiles and beaming.   "OK princess, time to rinse. close those eyes." and she squeezes close those lovely  brown eyes and i lift the bowl over her head and start to rinse her brown locks. The water runs through and pulls the small mountain we playfully made down close to her head. Soap and hair flows across her face. I smile at the exaggerated way she holds her breath until the flow stops. A small gasp as I fill the bowl. "Here it comes again" and another gasp and I pour. A few more and all of the soap is out of her hair and I am gently using my hand to wipe the last of the water out of her clenched tight eyes and off her cheeks.   "There you go Isabella. Y

My Thoughts On Nsfw Pic Folders....
Ok some thought on NSFW pics and folders....I have an NSFW pic folder, it's accessible to family only, no big deal, I am not going to badger anyone to look at the pics, it's entirely your choice.  I do not want 6 bizillion credits or a blast or happy hour in trade for access, plain and simple.  I posted those pics basically because someone told me I didn't have the guts to do so.  If I look at someone's profile, it means I find them interesting, and if there are NSFW pics that are accessible, yes I will look.  If I add you as a friend and I grant you access to look at mine, I will never come out and tell you, and it is no scam attempt to try to see your NSFW folder if it is private. If I have added you as family it is because I think you are interesting, and I have viewed your NSFW, so it's fair, I think....I see yours, you can see mine in return if you should choose.  Also, I will complement anyone who has tasteful pictures, none of the farm animals or stuffing veggies into crevices p

Marriage / Relationships * This Made Me Cry*
just wanted to share......   MARRIAGE   When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.   Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?   I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!   With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then

Pos
My soon to be ex is a PIECE OF SHIT......................   I feel better.....

I Do I Do I Do-to A Girl By Max
Even the devil wouldn't recognize You,I doEven the angel wouldn't touch You with their dirty wings,I doEven the fugliest ugliest weirdest alien wouldn't drive Your UFO,I doEven the all the faking fading dark cold trees wouldn't care You anymore,I doEven the shadowy bitch sky wouldn't light You anymore,I doEven nobody in this world dare to put that broken bottle neck up into ass for You,I doEven no one miss You or even look at You dancing with this lonely pole,I doEven all the fucking UFO in the universe wouldn't crash on your booty burn to ash,I doEven all the bitch angels with bitch-red-lips fall down to hell wouldn't raise you up.I doEven no fucking idiot would dig a hole on the stone and fuck with you there like we used to do,I doEven none of them would unleash the devil for you then fuck the devils outta here,I do I should just walk away I wouldn't care less,not much sense,but times and times those years,I doYou bring the deepest bestest shit out of me Over and over I came back mis

Poem About Child Abuse
      Tell me what I did to make you treat me so cheaply, What did I do to make you so angry and make you beat me, You could see I was broken up inside and you just threw me around, You left me lying dazed upon the ground. I did not dare to meet your eyes but prayed you would see what you had done, You picked me up and told me "we’d just have some fun". A lump lodged uneasily in my throat, my eyes glistening with tears, My tiny body exhausted, yet knowing the worst was near. I wanted to scream and fight you and run for the door. You broke me ..you wore me down.. but still wanted more, incapable of movement,frozen to the core. Bit by bit ripping my dignity, You left me on the bed shaking and broken. I prayed someone would come, please let someone waken, I would lay and go to a place where when I cried for help someone would come, And where people didn't hurt people who love them "just for fun". I’d talk to my friends who’d come and rescue me from the

I Wish Everything But Me Would Stop Moving.
Yeah, there are days I think that too.  But as I was working in the back corners of my mind on what to write about in my never ending story “As The Jungle Turns” (wait, that I hear on the radio during the week) a line from Rudy Rucker’s 1984 novel “Master of Space and Time” (ISBN 0671559974) occurred to me, which may or may not have meant something.  Two scientists put together a device that allows them to achieving ultimate power for a limited period of time, and they learn quickly that wishes – like actions – have consequences.  That reminds me too of a conversation my wife Martha and I had this morning that stemmed from a commercial I’d watched during a Saturday morning treadmill walk at Anytime Fitness.      “The trick for stopping the world is basically to turn your time axis at right angles to everyone else’s.  It’s nothing for the master of space and time.”   When I first came to North Dakota to visit Ma

Plumbing
We just got home from a 3 day leadership summit out of town.....to plumbing issues. I'm so thankful my husband knows how to; #1   Turn off the water to the house #2   Take apart our tub water flow thingy #3   Diagnose the issue #4   Go to Home Depot and buy replacement parts #5   Replace the broken plastic parts (does the plumbers' union pay manufacturers to make crappy parts that will fall apart in a year?) #6   Put it all back together #7   Turn the water to the house back on   Hip Hip Hurray for husbands who are good for more than just what they can do in bed!

Creating A Bomb Folder
I do things with a purpose...I want to create a Legs Bomb Folder featuring 250 of our Fu ladies...I do not like my other bomb folders that are just thrown together.  I am determined to create this folder and asking the ladies if they would help. It can be just your legs or a whole body shot as long as it shows legs...I have 5 now which I have communicated with these ladies for quite sometime and it was left to me to choose a photo...which I could do with your permission of course.  I ask that the folder be used as a bomb folder or take your time in rating and commenting...remember I will delete any and all crude comments...this is just to be a nice fun folder where the ladies are sharing one of their many great assets.  So ladies if u please help me create this folder made by all 250 of us :)

Poem I Wrote A Few Months Ago
i cant explain this feeling inside me everytime i hear your voice apart of me just dies i said id never fall easy yet here i stand   fucked over yeah, that covers it. you say you love me where the fuck is the proof ?   you say you want me to be your wife but all i see is a wall a wall that i feel like cant be  broken   missing how it used  to be then you whisper you still love me what the fuck is that supposed to mean to me ? does it mean anything anymore ? proof...where is my proof... ?   walking away is what i really want to do your making me fall in love your making me make a mistake   guess i was right all along it turned out exactly as you planned me heart broken you feeling like i was just someone to fuck. congrats, you won.   GAME OVER.

Jyf Family
I have to say I am blown back by how big our family group has grown in the past week, all I ask is that everyone holds true to the family rules and follow the bolg as well as daily rates, drinks and gifts, so far I have seen that ev1 has been following the family rules, keeep it up. As for now we are not looking for anymore members but, if you know someone that you think would be good for the family let me or Vixen know and we will discuss it further, with that person.     DevilDog JY Owner JYF FNDR JYF Family

Ever Wonder 2
Ever wonder why life is the way it is sometimed.  When you think you have found the right person to make you happy and come to find out that they werent the one at all.  Well i thought i had but again i was wrong, oh well lives a bitch isnt it. Ever wonder why your mind plays the tricks on you that it does,, hmmmmmmm damn my mind does all the time lol.. or was it my heart that makes the mind play the tricks Ever wonder why you get butterflires when that special someone falls in your lap without knowing he was the one for you from the get go. well i have to say mine did and i let him go not once but twice in my life and will never find him again or at least i dont think so. Ever wonder if life will ever slow down long enough to let us catch up with the things that is thrown at us on a daily basis. so that just maybe we can trun our lives around and see the future and avoid all the sad things that will bound to happen. EVER WONDER is concluded by saying Lifes just a big basket ful

Seriously
It is amazing to me the seriousness in which some members here on FU actually take it. I'm gonna say this..... If you are my fan, friend, or family member, it is because I found something interesting about you either on your profile, or in a chat conversation. That being said, "Let's keep it real",  Fu is a game, and we are all playing it. Yes it is a social site, but for anyone to believe that they are actually going to meet the LOVE of their life here is ridiculous. There are a few of you that I talk with regularly, and you know who you are. I consider you to be good people and I am really glad that I have met some awesome people here. Recently, one of my friends took it upon himself to get offended and actually jealous over ranking in my family and friends, this is insane. to come at me with an accusative tone and a fit of rage as if you literally have a say in my "real" life, is over the top.  I'm here to enjoy myself, I mean no harm and I don't lie or mislead anyone I come into co

A God Mode Auction ... For A Good Cause.
Hey kids, if you are interested in not only winning a God Mode today but helping out a great cause...check out this link below & click it...one of the nicest things I have seen in some time...

On Speed
Scab Maids On Speed by Maggie Estep(1962-present) My first job was when I was about 15. I had meta girl named Hope who became my best friend. Hope and I were flunking mathclass so we became speed freaks. This honed our algebra skills and we quicklybecame whiz kids. For about 5 minutes. Then, our brains started to fryand we were just teenage speed freaks.Then, we decided to to seek gainful employment.We got hired on as part time maids at the Holiday Inn while a maid strikewas happening. We were scab maids on speed and we were coming to cleanyour room.We were subsequently fired for pilfering a Holiday Inn guest's quaaludestash which we did only because we never thought someone would have thenerve to call the front desk and say; THE MAIDS STOLE MY LUUDES MAN. Butsomeone did - or so we surmised - because we were fired. I supppose maybe we were fired because we never actually CLEANED but ratherjust turned on the vacuum so it SOUNDED like we were cleaning as we pickedthe pubic hairs off the

Again. Finding rest in arresting unrest. I of the gloriously grotesque, acrid nerve that bleats unyielding. Finally home.  IT ALL BLEEDS JUST FOR ME.

Summer Auction
Well Fubar it is getting hot outside just like the ladies of fu, so I decided its time for another auction. Auction is going to start June 1st and will Run for 2 weeks. Starting bids will be 1mil there will be a 500K entry fee anyone wanting to enter needs to send me the link to pic they wish to use as an auction pic with a list of what they are giving for the auction winners  ie. rate 100 pics 11 during happy hour, make #1 friend, Family add, etc.  Do not send entry fee until comfirmation is recieved for your entry pic.  my last auction was very lucrative for all who entered several people recieved cash bids of 500 bling packs and more, I run a fair auction if a buyer does not pay up on his bid it automatically goes to the next highest bid, any auctionee can refuse any bid by sending me a message with the bid they wish to be removed and I will remove it as soon as I get back online. All ladies of fu are welcome.

The Freak Show
Saturday on The Glow Radio: Our Saturday's start out with Dr. Luv live from Toronto,Canada  he will be spinning The Golden Era of R & B and Soul starting at 9am pt/10am mt/11am ct/Noon et/5pm gmt Next is DJ Del Wilks from Toronto,Canada & his "Jam Town Reggae Vibes" Show starting at 1pm pt/2pm mt/3pm ct/ 4pm et/9pm gmt   "THE SATURDAY NIGHT ROCK BLOCK" starts off our evening with two amazing shows starting with "The Witch & The Reverend" Show featuring The Witch & The Reverend DJ Furg with 6 Hours of Music and Mayhem Live from Seaside,Florida and Chicago,Illinois  starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt "THE FREAK SHOW" with Tony the Misfit Live from The San Francisco Bay Area in California closes our "Saturday Night Rock Block" featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt  

Wow! I *never* Win Stuff!
from: fubar office Redwood City, CA subject: Lottery Winner for Daily Happy Hour received: 05/13/2011 09:00 pm replied: no   block this member Congratulations you are the lottery winner for Daily Happy Hour and were awarded a Happy Hour.   This fawking rocks!  Now I can haz a HH on my birfday *happy dance*

"on The Turning Away" By Pink Floyd
"ON THE TURNING AWAY" by Pink Floyd On the turning awayFrom the pale and downtroddenAnd the words they sayWhich we won't understand"Don't accept that what's happeningIs just a case of others' sufferingOr you'll find that you're joining inThe turning away" It's a sin that somehowLight is changing to shadowAnd casting it's shroudOver all we have knownUnaware how the ranks have grownDriven on by a heart of stoneWe could find that we're all aloneIn the dream of the proud On the wings of the nightAs the daytime is stirringWhere the speechless uniteIn a silent accordUsing words you will find are strangeAnd mesmerised as they light the flameFeel the new wind of changeOn the wings of the night No more turning awayFrom the weak and the wearyNo more turning awayFrom the coldness insideJust a world that we all must shareIt's not enough just to stand and stareIs it only a dream that there'll beNo more turning away?

Live In Vain
If I can stop one Heart from breaking by Emily Dickinson(1830-1886) If I can stop one Heart from breakingI shall not live in vainIf I can ease one Life the AchingOr cool one PainOr help one fainting RobinUnto his Nest againI shall not live in Vain.

This Little Rose
Nobody knows this little Rose by Emily Dickinson(1830-1886) Nobody knows this little Rose --It might a pilgrim beDid I not take it from the waysAnd lift it up to thee.Only a Bee will miss it --Only a Butterfly,Hastening from far journey --On its breast to lie --Only a Bird will wonder --Only a Breeze will sigh --Ah Little Rose -- how easyFor such as thee to die!

Another Sky
There is another sky by Emily Dickinson(1830-1886) There is another sky,Ever serene and fair,And there is another sunshine,Though it be darkness there;Never mind faded forests, Austin,Never mind silent fields -Here is a little forest,Whose leaf is ever green;Here is a brighter garden,Where not a frost has been;In its unfading flowersI hear the bright bee hum:Prithee, my brother,Into my garden come!

Pictures Of Home
Pictures of Home by Julie Hill Alger(1927-1994) In the red-roofed stucco houseof my childhood, the dining room was screened off by folding doors with small glass panes. Our neighborsthe Bertins, who barely escaped Hitler, often joined us at table. One night their daughter said, In Vienna our dining room had doors like these.For a moment, we all sat quite still. And when Nath Nong, who has to livein Massachusetts now, saw a picture of green Cambodian fields she said, My father have animal like this, name krebey English? I told her, Water buffalo. She said, Very verygood animal. She put her finger on the picture of the water buffalo and spoke its Khmer name once more. So today, when someone (my ex-husband) sends me a shiny picture of a church in Santa Cruz that lost its steeple in the recent earthquake there's no reason at all for my throat to ache at the sightof a Pacific-blue sky and an old churchthree thousand miles away, because if I can only save enough money I can go back there an

The Cost Of Being Poor
My Friend, Take a moment and really read this. Everyone has a purpose in life... a unique gift or special talent to give to others. When we blend this unique talent with service to others, we experience the ecstasy and exultation of our own spirit, which is the ultimate goal of all goals. "Namaste" Learning to listen to your heart and balance what you feel with what think will create balance for you as you plan your goals and focus on them. When you leave this life you will be happy for your adventures as well as your accomplishments. We are all interdependent--"Bear one another's burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ" (Galatians 6:2). Also, we all bear some responsibilities, depending on our situation--"For each person will have to bear his own load" (Galatians 6:5--three verses after the previous reference). When the truth of dependence and the truth of responsibility are not held together, something has gone wrong, don't you think? Can you become Homeless? Wendell Via: On

You Did This To Yourself.
I broke up with you because everything with you is a power play. You must always have that 1 up on somebody and if you don't you will create hostility that will reward you with that 1 up in your own self centred eyes. I broke up with you because you kept rehashing old, stale, mold growing. dead horse. SHIT. I left you at the very beginning of our relationship and I realized I'd made a mistake, and I came back. I heard about that mistake at least once a week for over a YEAR! YOU NEVER LET ME LIVE THAT DOWN. And every weekend, it was like "It's now time for your regularly scheduled break up and fight about Stephanie instigated by Aurelia." And all that negative energy that you put out dwelling about that situation, attracted another girl. LIKE A MAGNET. What was I supposed to do sit in my room and talk to myself all those weekends that you ignored my calls? So I talked to her, and so of course when you broke up with me (like you did almost every weekend). She was there to swoop in. I did

Personal Move
I've locked up most of my photos for friends only, thanks to some "members" that took a disliking to following the Fubar Terms of Service. I am still amazed, even at my old wrinkled bucktoothed age, that adults act in this manner.   Goddess help our children in the future world.   The human race is failing

Guys Night ....
some times it's just a needed thing that fraternity be a part of a guys life... I live in a world surrounded by girls and it's a difficult thing for me to admit but I need that guy bonding... it's a necissary evil that once in a while you go out and forget all the drama that is associated with the chase and capture of the heart in society... in favor of a gaining a better understanding of male solidarity and let's face it guys it's us against them in almost every aspect of life.. and we loose on most every front ... eccept guys night ... \ I have to say it... guys nights just plain rule

This Weekend's Featured Fake...
Ok enough of the drama and bs. Ready for some good old fashioned fun? Ok. Here we go... User: http://fubar.com/5881509 Profile pics with no salute & looking for credits. Shock shocker: Real person who's pictures they are using and pretending to be: Lacey Brooks. They can be located on : http://www.laceybrooks.com Never ends huh? I wonder how many people paid for this when they can see it for free? LoL. Have a great weekend.

I Once Knew How A Woman Wanted To Feel
Passion & seduction I want you to feel the air around you getting warmer as if threatens boundaries you keep so well sliding fingers up your neck through your hair and grabbing firmly pulling your head back and taking a bite from under your swells bared with moist impressions sinking down further as reaching the cliff that is swollen awaiting to burst from attention while dabbling teases of flicks of pressure making beads of sweat gathering down ravine palms on backsides of thighs overhead sensing flight it musters a scream of animal-ism creature imprisoned to be released and this moment still harbors the torture not allowing you to feel what you want inside while the hours have past and daylight shall not exist if you don't get your way.

What You Must Be Crazy
No I shaved my head No I took all my piercings out No I am a Single Father of two great boys No I will not be your "Fifth Babies Daddy" No I will not examine your herpies No I cannot send you money because you choose to be an Online Whore No I will not marry for your family money from another country If your FAKE No I will not talk to you No I hate clothes...LOL

Is That You???
IS THAT YOU? Is that you I see in the distanceIs that you I hear when needing adviceIs that you coming into my dreamsIs that you holding my aching heart I see shadows of places you've not beenI hear echos of your voice unspokenI visit memories of moments we've not hadI feel marks you've left on my untouched heart Is that you I see behind meIs that you I hear asking adviceIs that you I visit in my dreamsIs that you I touch of aching heart I cast shadows of places we will goI speak ehcos of words we will knowI share memories of times we'll haveI place marks on your untouched heart Is that you beside meIs that you that I hearIs that you in my armsIs that you in my heart MELANIE

Peanut / Ginger Chicken Served With Yam Chips And Apple Butter
1/2 large white onion Fresh Ginger 2/3 cup peanut butter 2/3 cup peach jelly Fresh cracked black pepper 1 egg 1 small can Mandarin Oranges 1 TBSP Fresh chopped Garlic 4 Boneless, skinless chicken breasts, frozen.   Using the chopper of your choice, chop the garlic, ginger, onions, and pepper together. Open the can of mandarin oranges and drain the juice into the onion mixture. Continue chopping until everything is small and moves smoothly. It should be a liquid consistency. Add the egg and jelly and blend well. Gradually add the peanut butter, blending as you go so you don't wind up with a mass of peanut butter coated in the sauce. Now you want to add about 1/2 the can of oranges. Reserve the rest for a garnish.   After blending thoroughly, lay a long sheet of aluminum foil in a baking dish. (Roasting bags work quite well for this as well.) Lay your frozen chicken breasts on the foil and carefully pour the sauce mixture over it, thoroughly saturating the chicken. (It's lik

An Odd Man
I met an Odd Man one day By pure accident & luck He spoke of vast pictures in his head Of precious things torn from his heart "So open is he with things that matter!" I said in amazement And with respect I listened Then more and more with Love Endlessly to this wonderfully Odd & Interesting Man My heart started melting Drop by tiny droplet upon the ground And when he felt the small but Noticeably growing puddle at his feet He did the strangest thing! He gathered up the liquid with care And offered it to me sweetly As if I had forgotten it in haste Saying "This is yours, you must drink it!" From his kind perspective It was not a mess to be wiped away Not a hazzard to avoid in careless step Nor a treasure to steal away in triumph But an essential nutrient, an elixir of mine That my body requires, never to be wasted again Such a stunningly, perfectly, Beautiful Man I will Love him through always and ever And Time  

Just A Bunch Of Retarded Crap
Today i woke up... thats alwayz a good sign. why is it that fat ugly dudes seem to think hot chicks r more likely to talk to them on the internet? i gotta say. just cause there are more sexy chicks these dayz doesnt mean we get to up our standards even furthe dudes for real if she looks good, and plays nice, cash in b4 u crap out man for real! ur not gods gift to women...... i am... THERE CAN BE ONLY ONE!!!haha yeah riiiight. there ladies, i said it for u.just so u know... obama sucks... just thought id clear that up.did u hear the one about the chicken nuggit and the tampon?... me neither. sounds like a real riot tho dont it? i ate a browny once that made me high. they said it had hash in it... to this day i wont touch hash browns, corn beef and hash, if it sayz hash! fuck it! i gained 10 pounds off those brownies! if u try to hard to pronounce marlboro it WILL drive u nuts!                                                                                                         you kno

Autodidact
autodidact \aw-toh-DY-dakt\noun;    1.  One who is self-taught.

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We fear the thing we want the most.  -  Robert Anthony

Just Sayin
just sayn chick freinds are way cooler than dude freinds cause they can hangout and hav fun just like a dude but THEY hav BOOBS!im just sayn if u dont do the dew i dont know how u can call urself an american! im just sayn if im datin a chick she dont want me to drink without her cause as long as i hav a penis im gonna flirt when im drunk! im just sayn women that where tight jeans that make their ass look like it was sculpted from marble hav no right getting mad when i stare... same thing for tight shirts. im just sayn thank u to all women cause yall rock! u put up with alot of shit and dont get enough recognition for it so thank you Im just sayin, there are two things i hate in this world and three of them are are related to me. im just sayin two plus two equals four... so its saficsive to say in the respect that object a plus object will inevidablely equal object c, that beer plus liquer simply have to equal a bitchin night! im just sayin, we fuckin SHOT osama in the FACE and dumpe

Porn Viewer
I copied this from NBC news.    The U.S. has found so much pornography in the possession of al-Qaida operatives during previous raids that it spurred investigations into whether porn photos were being used to send coded messages, a former U.S. counterterrorism official told NBC News. At one point, U.S. officials had pursued a probe into whether al-Qaida was using special software that would allow the email transmission of porn photos implanted with hidden messages that could be deciphered by recipients with the right code. "We thought this was the way that messages were being transmitted," said the official.At one point, U.S. officials had pursued a probe into whether al-Qaida was using special software that would allow the email transmission of porn photos implanted with hidden messages that could be deciphered by recipients with the right code. "We thought this was the way that messages were being transmitted," said the official.   My words-----someone had to "decipher" the porn

My New Website
i am building a new website is called http://www.websitesfrom.com/leonardjordan/ i been working on it for few months now   so please check it out and tell me what you think thank you  

Taking Issues Away From Finding Your Best And Exclusive Wedding Dress Online
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I Think I Shall Write A Fucking Blog On Fucking Fubar.
Ok, first to start off: If you have a fucking problem with what I'm going to say, fuck yourself. I don't wanna hear it, this is my life and since none of you assholes even know me, you can keep your meaningless opinions to yourselves. Unless, of course, it's something good that i WANT to hear.   Contuining on...   I apologize in advanced if any of you 32+ year old freaks read this and are somehow offended, but deal with it.   Have I really come to the point where I'm writing a fucking blog on Fubar? Guess so.   ANYWAY. My life has come to somewhat of a cross-roads. I've been doing a lot of thinking over the past couple of days and have completely turned my back on everything that I thought I should do to eventually become the successful person that I thought I'd always be. I've enrolled in Empire Beauty schools in Boston, which is a fucking far cry from being a clinical psychiatrist like I've always wanted. I'm desperately trying to come to terms with the fact that my father is

Taking Issues Away From Finding Your Best And Exclusive Wedding Dress Online
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Witchie Asks....
10 things you cant live without you read it...do it if you feel like it   I miss when you folks blog   my list: 1. Sunrise! 2.  water...not just to drink, I must see some body of moving water or I feel landlocked 3.  coffeh n a shmoke 4.  the unconditional love and acceptance of my daughter 5.  the self soothing of when my fingers touch the strings of a guitar 6.  launching fat wobbly ropes of majik mayonaisse 7.  a kind word for no particular reason (giving and recieving) 8.  laughter...the genuinely uncontainable kind 9.  hugs....deep, lose the world for minute, hugs 10.  the light that beams from someone that is genuinely happy to see you 11. the faint wet smack of a slow kiss 12. Walking around inside the postcard   Ok, so an even dozen!    

Sayin Goodbye
don't really want to say goodbye I don't really want to leave you But now I have to go away Stay away from you forever What we had was something special Deep down from our hearts But now I have to go away And leave you from my heart.

Love Or ?
How can you love someone you never met?? is it possible??   YES!!   it happens all the time, people fall in and out of love   so if u think u love someone make sure its not luv, if its luv then its just a friendship, ur going to get hurt, all men tend to do is play games, a lot of women do as well   but when u find the right person you know, how?? because it feels right duh!! women _ you get that giddy feeling, ur get butterflies all you want to do is make them happy! men_ they are your work, all you want to do is talk to them, you cant think of anything better to do then be with or talk to them   SO WEATHER ITS SOMEONE YOU NEVER MET OR SOMEONE YOU HAVE KNOWN UR WHOLE LIFE, KNOW THE SIGHNS OF SOMETHING REAL FAKES ARE ALWAYS AROUND SO LOOK OUT

Ajust Another Writing
I SIT IN THE SHADOWS WATCHING YOU FROM A DISTANCE. WHILE I WATCH YOU I SO WANT TO WALK UP AND TELL YOU THAT IM STILL YOURS WITH ALL MY BEING. BUT I CANT MOVE FOR FEAR OF GETTING BURNT BY THE LIGHT THAT SURROUNDS YOU. WHEN I DO START TO TAKE A STEP TOWARDS YOU I SEE ANTOHER WALK UP TO YOU AND YOU PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE. I ASK MYSELF IF IT IS A TRUE SMILE OR A FRONT. AS I LOOK AT YOU I WONDER IF YOU EVER THINK OF ME OR IF YOU EVEN MISS BEING IN MY ARMS. I BLEED DEEPLY FROM THE WOUNDS CAUSED BY THE BROKEN HEART BARELY BEATING IN MY CHEST. JUST CAUSE OF A MISTAKE I HAD DONE. THE GODDS BROUGHT YOU INTO MY LIFE ONCE AGAIN AND WAKE ME UP INSIDE AND THEN POOF YOUR GONE AGIN BEAVLING ME WITH MORE EMPTINES THEN BEFORE. WHEN I LAY DOWN FOR MY NIGHTLY SLUMBER I PRAY TO THE GODDS TO KEEP YOU SAFE AND TO WATCH OVER YOU. AS I ENTER THE DREAM WORL I HEAR YOUR VOICE SAYING " GOOD NIGHT MY LOVE. SLEEP WELL " MY EYE FILL WITH TEARS OF BLOOD CAUSE I KNOW IT IS MY MIND PLAYING TRICKS ON ME. THEN AS I AWA

Not Sure The Title!
There is a struggle within myself A war that rages everyday I fight to stay positive  Throughout the day I do not know why  I was born this way People tell me to get over it It is not that easy It is not a light switch Broken are the days when I  Feel like it is not worth it  to be here Why am I here you ask? Because my kids need me No matter what I feel

The Wise Woman's Stone
  The Wise Woman's Stone    The Wise Woman's Stone     A wise woman who was traveling in the mountains found a precious stone in a stream. The next day she met another traveler who was hungry, and the wise woman opened her bag to share her food. The hungry traveler saw the precious stone and asked the woman to give it to him. She did so without hesitation.    The traveler left rejoicing in his good fortune. He knew the stone was worth enough to give him security for a lifetime.     But, a few days later, he came back to return the stone to the wise woman. "I've been thinking", he said. "I know how valuable this stone is, but I give it back in the hope that you can give me something even more precious. Give me what you have within you that enabled you to give me this stone."     I thought of you when I read this for you are more precious than the stone in the way you touch peoples lives!! Smiles Ray   Sent to me by my friend Dancer...THANK YOU 

What Card Are You?
You are the WorldCompletion, Good Reward.The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Rates
I have been thing alot here lately and have decided that i am gonna rate 500 people a day.Who gets my rates and likes depends on who gives them to me.Im tired of rating people that dont return what is given.If you want to be one of those i rate and like everyday then make sure you give yours to me.

Friday The 13th
Well it is Friday the 13th and most people are afraid of it. me I love it, I think it is a good luck day. Life is general goes how you look at it. if you think negative thoughts then they will happen. Same is true if you are positive in life. Listen growing up a poor gay dude was not fun. I was in the closet for a long long time. I grew up in a very conversative working class town. Why do I mention this. becasue now I have agreat job and make very good money, I have the love of my life we been together for 14 years even though I have tried to screw it up a number of times by talking to people on line, but know he understands I am a people person. Even thouhg I have cybersex I would never cheat on him in real life. it was hard growing up positive but once I learn to do it things started to turn around for me. Thank God for that!! Well I am back on fubar to see how it goes. Hopefully I will make some nice friends online. Guys dont think we are ever going to do anything in real life thou