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Betrayal
With twists and turns I feel the burn, as I move along the road of life. I fall and cry and wish oh wish to sometimes die. I feel as though I have hit a wall way to tall. I need to find my way with so much to say. Do you hear me cry? Do you hear my sorrow? Do you hear me at all? I fall, I fall, I fall. So many things in life I want. Things to see and my will to be free. Do I dare take a leap of faith? Do I dare? Do I completely share my heart? Not knowing where to start? As I stand at the fork in the road do I turn around? Look around with nothing to be found? Do I go right? Do I go left? Or do I just jump and go into flight. Time to choose, so much to lose. To be free and live or sit back down and just be? This is my journey, my life my strife. Only I know where my heart needs and that's to let go and let be.

Rain
It rained here all day today. I took my son out and walked in it. We jumped in puddles and kicked water at one another. My son never seen the tears that fell freely from me. The rained cried with me today. Allowed me to weep in public for all to see, yet no one knew. It was if the sky's opened up for me today to allow me to cry unnoticed. To let me be myself without fear of sympathy or ignorance. I am not afraid to cry yet at times I hold it in and try and be brave. I do this for my son, my family. I act as if all is well. In reality I feel completely alone and withdrawn. Feel as if I am screaming yet no sound come out. I scream someone hear me! Someone love me! Someone save me! Yet there is no sound! Today I cried and the rain cried with me. When no one else listens God is always there. Today I was carried in the rain and the heaven cried with me and allowed me to be silently heard.

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People
I am tired of people playing games i am tired of being taken advantage of tired of being used like a kleenex then being thrown away...wish that there was a decent guy who would not do stuff like that to me and not be a creeper or use me for anything..i wish that every girl had a decent guy even my worst enemies!!!!

Why Don't My Youtube Video Html Embed Codes Work Anymore?
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On The Sad Side Of Thing
I would like to start by apologizing to my friends and family on my absence within the community and even via internt for once again I have been going through the process of the constant hospital visits, in the past two days i have been to the ER twice now. Neither one of them giving me the help in which is needed. The current proplem being had is that of something that started over 3 months ago around the time of my gallbladder removal. When I originially went in to the ER for even that problem it was for lower abdominal pain which was discovered to be Ovarian Cyst. The cyst have stayed constant and i have been constantly rupturing them on a normal basis. It has been brough to my attention that if I do NOT get surgery to fix it I will be the end of my bubbliness,meeping as well as my life. My body is in the process of killing itself off slowly. However, at the moment it is somewhat under control as we are keeping a very close eye on it to make sure that I do not end up bleeding out or

Let Them Go! By Bishop T.d. Jakes....
LET THEM GO! BY BISHOP T.D. JAKES.... There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The Bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to r

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Choices.
Blah. Okay. Here goes... Hope everyone is happy the weekend is here. I know I am, that's for sure. Lotta drama and crazy goin on? Then again, what would Fu be without some kind of rukus huh?..Sorry I've been away and busy and all that, just how life goes sometimes...unlike -some- people here I actually have a job, cars, a house, and other things to address. So sadly, as much fun as it can be sometimes, Fubar takes a back seat to those things....I know there's people here that login here and are sooo into things that they have it on their phones, they have it rollin on their laptops, minimized at work, etc....some people just stay logged in all the time just, well, idk why they do that but it's their choices I guess....which kind of brings me to the point of this little ol posting...choices. You know that last blog I posted with the story of the Scorpion & the Turtle? If you didn't get it, let me try and explain it to you in some sort of way it's understandable and applies to lif

What's Really Better?
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Friendship On The Fu
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My Ramblings On
sometimes love is illogical, irrational, and uncontrollablemost often times love is a surprise attack you never see coming in a form you'd most certainly wouldn't expect.there's no reason for no answers for whyit just iseither you take it in stride and be happy with it as it comesor you reject it spending your life always wondering what ifwhat if i ignore everything everyone sayswhat if i thought for myself just that one timewould life with person have been better would we still be togetherwould i have never lost my best friendquestions that will never be answeredso why is it then love is unmanageable why does love have to be random why is it when it's real love you never have a fucking clue. it;s like a having a duh moment when it hits you and your whole world changesyou become scared your behavior around them changes despite how hard we try and hide itinternal debate on whether or not they feel the same wayand the what ifs beginwhat if they don't feel the samewill you loose a friend

Real Woman
A real woman is a man's best friend. She will never stand him up and never let him down. She will reassure him when he feels insecure and comfort him after a bad day. She will inspire him to do things he never thought he could do; to live without fear and forget regret. She will enable him to express his deepest emotions and give in to his most intimate desires. She will make sure he always feels as though he's the most handsome man in the room and will enable him to be the most confident, sexy, seductive and invincible... No wait...Sorry. I'm thinking of whiskey. It's whiskey that does all that shit. Never mind.

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Help A Girl Out!?!
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Something I Noticed On Fubar
Ok 1st off I have a few friends are here that are great. However, this is supposed to be an online bar. How is when I go to a real bar I see real people that will talk to others. It seems like that you have to act like whore or be a gangster to make new friends on here. Hell there is lounge on here that I have real life friends that DJ and Greet for them. I go into the lounge and get fucking ignored. I ask for a song that is METAL, and I get shot down. I guess I'm not in the click. Hell they need DJ's, I am an experianced DJ and I was going to try out for the job. After tonight fuck that. This place is like pissing contest most the time. I'm staying cause of my real friends. Maybe cause I'm not on here to pick up a chick or something is why I don't get talked to. Might just be me.

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At The Bottom
Yesterday I made a bargain with a friend that if I did not go to the gym this morning, I would write a blog... so here it is, Pete. (I hate you :P ) So I've been sitting here staring at this blank blog for what seems like hours. I have so much running through my mind that it feels impossible to separate one thought from another in order to get it out of my head and onto the page. It is extremely frustrating because this isn't like me at all. I've always been a good writer, I've always been very good at conveying exactly what I am thinking and feeling. I haven't even been able to write any new poetry lately, and that was always such a good way for me to express myself and to vent. It feels like I have come to a screeching halt at a point in my life where I'm at the bottom and all I want is to start moving in a positive direction. I tell myself that it's because I'm so physically and emtionally exhausted, but deep down I wonder if I am just lazy... too lazy to do what it takes to make t

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[exploding Kitchen- Again Because Fubar Eats Blogs]
[Exploding kitchen] (edit | delete) http://fubar.com/-/b332752-1145639 (proof that it was there but that Fubar regularly fucks up blog posts) Thar be donuts.Nuts of dough.Oliebollen. What most americans would call "fritters".So, I thought to myself one day "man, I sure could go for some cake donuts" but there's always that chancethat awful chance that they're day old, factory SHITor some promo cake donut for some season >>and I wanted-plain- as in vanilla.So I get online, knowing I had all the ingredients but not the knowledge of proportionshere's how I work1.5 cups water (some people say milk... meh)1.5 sugar (white granulated)2 flour (all purpose is fine, though I'm curious about using low protein and cake)1 tablespoon of baking powdersalt (like... a teaspoon)1 egg.Flavorant!!! (I just used a tablespoon of vanilla coffee creamer... srsly)Now, online the general cake donut recipe has nutmegcinnamonpowdered sugar... FAH! *flips over table*Vanilla!Stop fucking that up! That is

[exploding Kitchen]
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Coming Home...
Cuchi was born in January 1962 San Juan, Puerto Rico. Ironically she died 49 yrs and one month later in North San Juan, California. I felt like a hero when she first arrived in this world! She was always a happy little person and loved by those around her. Her many friends called her “giggles” or Cuchi. Her last words to me 1 day before her death were “Pop, I just love you and mommy so much and little Rebecca. I want to see you all and my grandbaby soon, maybe in March”. Sadly she is coming home after being killed by a hit and run driver, all her laughter, tears, fears, joy and hope reduced to a handful of ashes. Cuchi came home today for the final time. God bless her. Her loving father, Frank Blankenship

Trying To Move On...
So here we are, again. It's just another bind I find myself in, unable to look around and say that I'm worth having someone around. Again and again do I see what were my faults. Though it's not who I am now it's what I was that remains. To look and see change after change, it just show how little I cared. Even though that I've been able to become a better person that shadow still follows me. What do you want me to say? After all that has gone wrong and after all the time that has passed, there is this feeling that no form of apology will do. What's worse is that our paths have to cross. Not because we want to, but because we have to. Even if there were a certain level of comfort something tells me that it just wouldn't be enough for either of us. Other than the hi's and bye's that we pass I still choke unable to speak. How will you respond? Do you even care? Is this something that just continues to go unsaid? Or is it that you've gone on with your life? Why do I feel this n

Fubard - Poem By Me
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Closing My Eyes
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Not Good Enough
The pain courses thru my veins as surly as my blood flows if someone could only read my thoughts yet i cant let anyone know I once stepped out of the shadows thought i could see the light feeling that perhaps the sun would shine yet i am cast back into the night am i not good enough please tell me what is wrong why cant i find a place to be somewhere that i belong so i am searching for answers perhaps i will one day see why i am not good enough what is wrong with me................... Outlaw Angel

Water Running Red.....
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Hotties Hotties Hotties
Hotties,and fellow friends lol idk any othre wayt to put it. Here is the deal,I need everyones participation especially from all my hotties and officers. I have seen numerous changes,but just because i give you a good nod that your doing good,doesnt mean for you to stop. In order for us to keep the hotties going i need everyones help, So first off i would love to hear everyone out what is something you wish the hotties had? Something we should change? and any others ideas you may have,you can place them here,but most likely they will be read faster if you come to me directly on my homepage. my officers know what they should be doing,and i do hope to see messages from you guys on Sunday in regards to your teams. Another thing is im looking for 2 new hottie officers Some of the things officers would need to do is 1.show love to the homepage/chief 2. You will be assigned a team,you need to show your team love,make sure they show it back,keep track of your team m

I Want To Make These
but I don't know where I would put them. That's the problem with stuff like this. It's cute and I like it and I think it would be fun to make...but it doesn't go with any decor I'd have in my house. I need to have kids and force Harry Potter upon them.

Drown
Drown Split second Light extinguished Enveloped in darkness Frigid and foreboding Suddenly alone Arms reach out Hoping to find you Discovering nothing But four walls closing in Racing heart echoing Solitary sound Pressure amplifying Air violently depleted Waves come crashing in Swirling waters from bottom to top Cries for help unheard Icy cold filling my lungs Suffocating screams Vanquishing thrashing limbs Until stillness overcomes Leaving only desolation SMF

Want A Skin?
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Family
For All The Cry-Babies Out There, This One's For YOU, So Listen Up: If I run a famp and u r not in my family, it's b/c either a: you haven't done shit for me; b: u lost ur spot to someone who traded/paid for a spot; c: u don't care about pts/are already lvl 45 n have been in my famps b4 or have me in ya'lls, but i'll add ya back when certain famps r done; d: i simply forgot ya, obviously, if we haven't interacted lately. e: jus b/c i friggin feel like it, i help out a lot of low levels and if u don't like it, then u know where the unfriend button is. Sooooo....BEFORE u go and get all butt hurt n shit, get a grip, it's not the end of the fuk'n world b/c ur not getting pts off of me. That being said, if u r in my family and think ur safe and still haven't done anything for me, ur time is coming. I downsize all the time. This is a Social Networking GAME. If u don't b social, or network with me, then u do not get benefits.

Dorks Nations
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Tell Him - Song Lyrics I Wrote
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Breaking: Wisconsin Voters Launch Recall Campaign Against Eight Gop State Senators (repost)
Last month, ThinkProgress reported that Wisconsin law allows any elected official who has served at least one year of their current term to be recalled from office. Today, a group of Wisconsin voters took the first step towards invoking this recall process. According to a Wisconsin Democratic Party e-mail that was obtained by ThinkProgress: This morning citizens from around the state took the first steps by filing recall papers against key Republican Senators who have stood with Scott Walker and pushed his partisan power grab that will strip thousands of middle class teachers, nurses, librarians and other workers of their right to collective bargaining. And we learned just last night that their disastrous budget that will cut millions from our schools and universities. . . . Make no mistake, these Republican Senators are vulnerable to recall for their radical partisan overreach. Senator Randy Hopper won his last election by just 184 votes. And Alberta Darling wo

Have We Forgotten?
It's been awhile since I took the time to actually sit here and type something out. So bear with me, because I'm sure the backspace button shall be pressed reapeateldy. As children we're taught to share, to treat others the way we wish to be treated, among other key values that most of us were raised to have. Somehwere along the way we (yes I'm including myself in this, no need to say I'm guilty, I fully admit it mmk?) diverted from our ways. Often quick to jump on someone collectively because of a rumor, or where we used to share with others freely, we now choose to hoard things and let the less fortunate go without. I've said this before, and I shall say it yet again, we aren't born into this world hateful, judgemental, superficial, or even selfish. Yet it's evident on fubar that our core values have become blurred or even forgotten as long as this ME generation gets what we believe we're entitled to. We wonder why the world we live in is so cold, chaotic or even hat

Work In Progress
You center your anger and point it at me You load your hatred and pull the trigger It'll destroy you in the end you'll see Empty your rage and drop it in your holster You went for the throat to leave me bleed out Can you see the harm you caused yourself All you gave me was your doubt I'll be stronger on my own by myself.

Thinking About This For A Good While Now And Really Not That Specific To Fubar After All - But
because the "incentive structure" of this site encourages helping people, because helping people helps you, maybe it is "FUBar-specific" enough to belong here anyway. (again, the preface is longer than the main body.) You're not guaranteed to get the help you want from people if you go out there and help them, too. You are pretty much guaranteed not to, if you don't. (This is directed at no one and everyone, very definitely including me.)

How Obama Is Making Gas Prices Higher
Yesterday, for the first time since September 2008, the price of a barrel of crude oil topped $100 on the New York Mercantile Exchange. But while the recent unrest in the Middle East has had some marginal effect on rising prices, the most significant factor has been increased oil demand worldwide. That is why, long before the recent protests even began, analysts were predicting $4 a gallon by this summer and $5 a gallon by 2012. Anyone could have predicted that the recovering world economy, coupled with the continued growth of India and China, was going to push oil prices higher. So if an Administration wanted to keep gas prices down, they could have mitigated increased oil demand by increasing domestic oil production. But that is not what the Obama Administration has done. Instead of increasing domestic oil supplies, the Obama Administration has cut them at every opportunity, and Americans are now suffering because of those choices.Back in February, when the protests in Egypt were fir

The Battle Must Be Won!
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A Blog About Ex's......because Its Late & Im Feeling Rather Restless......
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Funny Shit
This is for those that think they can start shit .go ahead and be a hater because with out you haters,life wouldnt be interesting.So please do continue trying your best because me and my hubby are just gonna set back and relax.so please do injoy looking at my profile and try to do what ye will . but lifes a bitch and eventually karma will come for you.

Change: How Do You Deal With It?
I am sitting tonight watching a movies on hulu, and I began to think about the things gonig on in my life the people I've had the liberty to meet and the people I've seen leave out of my life. What comes to my mind is change and it some way we've all experienced it whether it be good or bad someone passing away or someone coming into our lives, but the fact is that change is everywhere and there is no wat for us to stop it from happening. My Question to all of you as I write this blog is this how do you cope with change what are some of the things you do to make it better or make it easier to deal with?

Modern Philosopher
It was just another morning and I woke up feeling rightThough this particular day, I had an epiphanyPerhaps this life is not as golden as it seemsEventually the polish will wear and I will see things clearly. I grew up with a well-adjusted familyI was loved by all I made contact withSo the idea of an underlying dread is ludicrousThough I’ve never been sure of anything more than I do now.I realize now I’m on an islandDisconnected from the real worldI’d like to cross these waters to what I’ve missedBut it’s so much easier to stay planted where I am It’s just another sunny dayWith my epiphany I’ve had this morningI decided to open my diaryAnd sing to it all my thoughts This is not my usual way of speaking my mindI’m accustomed to being an open bookNow I don’t want to be given a single lookSo my feelings for the most part will remain with myself I realize now I’ve lived a lieDisconnected from realityI’d like to open my m

I Guarantee You Will Be Changed By Doing This Show
So Nina Machlin Dayton, the director of the archives for the musical HAIR, tells each cast before rehearsals begin. I can’t say how much I agree with that from reading the account given in Eric Grode’s “HAIR: The Story of The Show That Defined A Generation” (ISBN 9780762441280). Besides my not being a musical-enjoying person – call it a flaw if you want, but it won’t keep me out of heaven – a show touting itself as “The American Tribal Love-Rock Musical” seems, and evidently it’s admitted in the book by the performers and creators of the show (it debuted in 1967) that there is no cohesive, final version of HAIR. Different performances add different songs or take others out, lines get changed – apparently a formalized written script didn’t exist until 1970 – and the meaning of the “radical hippie counterculture that was synonymous with New York’s East Village” (from the back cover) is some

Conservative Rebirth ▬●ΑΘΕΟΣ--☭--☆
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Love...
love isnt just a word thrown out when u fuck ur lover, its word used so she will know u dont ever want to live with out her... love is patience and attention... not hey lets sit in silence 5 feet apart, babe shh my shows on... love isnt what u felt for me is it?? love is what u used to get me... and kept using to keep me...

Wish
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These People Are Crackpots!!!
The father of Matthew Snyder, who was killed in Iraq in 2006 and whose funeral was protested by Westboro Baptist Church, sued the group in 2006 and won $11 million in damages. (The figure was later reduced to $5 million by a judge.) But in the 8-1 ruling on Wednesday, the Court said the church could not be held liable for inflicting emotional distress on the families of deceased soldiers. The church is best known for protesting the funerals of military servicemen, and famously carries signs with such sayings as "Thank God for Dead Soldiers" and "Fags Doom Nations." (It has also, however, picketed such events as theater productions and high school graduations.) I Fucking dare these crackpots to show up to a funeral if, God forbid one of my friends were killed serving there country......So Help Me God!!!

Yeah I Know....and Some...other Stuff...
Hey kids nothing crazy just want to drop a line before people go bonkers or something... Yes I know about the video and yes I will be dealing with all of -that- at some point. I've been very busy with real life, work and sorting things out around here..and just really haven't had the time to put the required effort into it at the moment, but of course you know I will...just let 'em keep talking, usually the ship sinks itself...which clearly is happening here... And on a personal note, I'd like to thank Rachel, April, Amanda C, Ellie, Jerry, Pumpkin Jen, Rainbow Jen, IIP, Sproet, Kindy, Ninja, Michelle, the other Amanda, Melly, Jager, Angel, Marcie, Dani, Trixy, Ranger, Toni, JA, Katie and whoever else has been just amazing of late each in their own way. I know my convos haven't exactly been the most complete or in depth due mostly to reasons above. I just want those above and everyone else to know that it is appreciated and not taken for granted.. Until the next episode....whi

In The Land Of Milk & Honey
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Pondering Collectivism...
Remember the Roman Emperor who said he wished humanity had a single neck so he could cut it? People have laughed at him for centuries but we'll have the last laugh. We've accomplished what he couldn't accomplish. We've taught men to unite. This makes one neck ready for one leash. We found the magic word. Collectivism. Look at Europe, you fool. Can't you see past the guff and recognize the essence? One country is dedicated to the proposition that man has no rights, that the collective is all. The individual held as evil, the mass--as God. No motive and no virtue permitted--except that of service to the proletariot. That's one version. Here's another. A country dedicated to the proposition that man has no rights, that the State is all. The individual held as evil, the race--as God. No motive and no virtue is permitted--except that of service to the race. Am I raving or is this the cold reality of two continents already? Watch the pincer movement. If you're sick of on

Liars
I have been seeing a woman off and on for a few years now. things were good for awhile but she was married so that put a dampener on things. When she divorced her husband things got better, for awhile. My ex-best friend for over 25 years comes into the picture and she loses her damn mind. Friends of hers and mine start telling me all kinds of stupid stuff she and him are doing, alot of the stuff comming strait from him to my friends. Nice right? I have never told her who she cant and cant be friends with but have told her just exactly what I think of him and why our friendship ended. It wasnt pretty either. I have been hearing for months now she and him are sleeping together, she denies this of course. BUT, from her own mouth to a friend of our she says she has. she doesnt even care to fight for what we once had and that hurts the most. I guess I know where I stand now, ALONE.

More Medical, Surgery And Brush With Death
so, my brain surgery was 2/1, still recovering. On the 13th I ended up aspirating, for those who don't know what that means I vomited and acid washed back into my lungs. I'd gotten food poisoning and aspirated when my body rejected the bad Mc' Donalds. You can bet I wont eat there again. Well my lungs filled up with so much acid my back and chest were on fire. I felt like I was dying. Turns out, I was. I went to my local ER, they told me I was faking it with out checking my O2 sats, the amount of oxygen saturation in your blood. They pumped me full of duladid, a pain killer, and sent me home. Also told me they didn't want to see me back that day. I ended up back in there coughing up enough blood to fill paper towels. They took me serious then, check my O2 which was at 89 and plummeted every time I moved or got up to use the bathroom. It got so bad I couldn't breath on my own and I was still hacking up blood. The Doctors told the people I lived with that I wasn't going to live and wante

Sex Games From A To Z {q R S And T}
Q & A. One of my favorites, 'cause no one likes a dumb-ass person in bed. It is a trivia game. In fact, you can play an actual game if you like, such as Trivial Pursuit. Your mate has to get a certain amount of answer right or he or she can't get none that night. You can even watch Jeopardy! or Wheel of Fortune and play this, or, if you have been with your mate a considerable amount of time, ask questions about you that he or she should know the answer to. This game can be fun, especially when your mate is feenin for some sex and you make him or her earn it. Recycled Virgin. Both you and your partner take turns pretending you are virgins. You take one night of the week and he or she can take the next one. Have your partner walk you through it and calm your "imaginary" fears by giving you step-by-step instructions. You can act shy and timid and keep pushing your partner away when he or she gets to certain "bases," and it can be interesting to see how long you can pretend not to know a d

Janey Godley’s Podcast “episode 34”
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Checking Back In ....ltns
It's been a long time since I logged in here. So I figured I'd post an update for those that care. I'm still going to school but changed my major to small business, I also have started my own business which can be found at http://carouselcreationssoaps.yolasite.com so come visit with me there anytime :) School is going well, I just have to make sure I can keep up with my course work and with all the things you have to keep up with when you start a business. And I am the only person producing the items for sale so that's makes things a little more hectic :) But it will all work out in the end I'm sure... My kids are growing the youngest just turned 17... it's crazy that's for sure. Well take care and leave me a message if you like :)

Purple Rain... Hehe Yep
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Hospital
Update.......They have removed some of the wires and hoses from him they are now running tests to make sure he is able to function with no assistance, and to make sure that he does not have any swelling or clots in the brain. They are also checking his memory long and short term. He remembers things with a reminder otherwise he does not remember anything right now, they are trying to find out why he is still expected to be out by weekend. Phil is recovering fast they just want to make sure he is working to full mental capacity.

Attention Recruits Must Read
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The Red Army -written By Me-
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Angel Or Demon? This Could Be One Of The Most Important Decisions You Ever Make On Fubar.
I am looking for some input on this but I just realized I am probably posting it on the wrong thing. it not like I have the 10 mil to pick anyways.... would it be wrong to ask for a donation :-) thanks for stopping by to take a loon anyways.

"when Having More Leaves You Empty, You Discover True Happiness Lies In Enough!"
"I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish enough "Hello's" to get you through the final "Goodbye."

Does It Ever End?
ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I WROTE ONE OF THESE BUT THERE ARE SOME THINGS ON MY MIND. FIRST AND FOREMOST I HAVE ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT ONCE SOMEONE GOT TO KNOW ME THEY WOULD KNOW WHAT TYPE OF A PERSON I AM. I'M PRETTY QUIET FOR THE MOST PART UNTIL IT STARTS CAUSING ME GRIEF. I'VE LEARNED SINCE MY DIVORCE TO FINALLY SPEAK MY MIND... WHICH I HAVE BEEN DOING FOR THE MOST PART, BUT WHEN YOU COME OUT OF A MENTALLY ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP IT TAKES MANY YEARS TO GET OVER. I STILL STRUGGLE WITH THE FACT OF WHAT HE USE TO SAY AND IT TAKES A TOLL ON YOUR EVERYDAY LIFE WHEN YOU HEAR STUFF FROM YOUR SO CALLED FRIENDS THAT ARE SIMILAR TO WHAT YOU HAD HEARD IN THE PAST. I HAVE HAD A COUPLE RELATIONSHIPS ON HERE WHICH OK, FOR I AM A SINGLE PARENT RAISING TWO CHILDREN, I WORK FULL TIME, AND THIS HAS BEEN MY GET AWAY AND WHEN YOU FINALLY CONNECT WITH SOMEONE YOU FINALLY FEEL AT PEACE WITH YOUR FEELINGS OF SELFCONSIOUSNESS WHEN THEY ARE TELLING YOU THINGS TO BOOST YOU UP WHERE EVERYONE DESERVES TO BE. BUT IN RECE

Just One Question...
ok so why, when i'm at a stop light, do ALL other drivers think they the ONLY ones at the intersection too?? i mean they REALLY think they by themselves!!! do you have any idea how many people i catch diggin in their nose, like, not just a little 'ooh, scratch a little itch'; no, i'm talkin DIGGIN for PLATINUM!! only thing they missin is a damn mining pick!! LMMFAO swear!!! they got they fingers all spread, u know the face u make when u pickin boogers??? they makin the same face!!! OMG people save the snot hunt for when u actually are by yourself!!! This has been a Public Service Announcement by xXDatOneMomentXx FuOwned by Luscious

Dare To Dream
Dare to dream...I posted a blog today on facebook about stepping out of reality...just to get away from the stresses of the every day world. I said dont you wish sometimes you could just have the life of a rich person with out being a snobb and be able to get what ever you needed with out worrying about your bills. Or wish you could be imortal...with special abiltys...to help others in need ...to never die...be in perfect health..and look fantastic...but I said the problem with being imortal...how would you explain that to your family...when they are growing older and you are not. I think it would be best to step out of your former life, and being a new...take away all past memorys of your fomer life cause I know myself...it would hurt like a bitch not being able to see your family any more....that would be the only way I could handle being imortal. My neice said to dream ...brings on jealousy and envy...and you wake up depressed because that life style you so want you will never

Daytime Running Light
Daytime running light is short for drl which is a new type of signal light, mainly used under the conditions of bad weather, such as foggy, heavily rain day, etc. Daytime running light has lot of advantages over the traditional lights. It is more energy-saving, environment protecting, no radiate, no light pollution. Moreover, life of daytime running light is up to 8000hours, nearly equals to the life of vehicle! Generally, color temperature is 6000K. Here I introduce one kind of drl: This led daytime running light is with 5pcs high power and good glow. on the shell-line impact-resistant, corrosion resistance, high temperature resistant material made of PC,placed on line two car grille below the headlights, suitable for snow, fog use 1:Type: 19cm 2:LED quantity: 5 LEDs 3:LED Specification: 5 mm(high power) 4:Color: red,yellow,green,bule,white,amber ect,all colours are available. 5:Voltage working range: 12VDC Many customs think daytime running light is mainly used to d

Don't Know What To Do....
Breaking it down barney style; Bf lands in USA two Saturdays ago for emergency leave for a family death...doesn't contact me or his dad's family here in Cali until last Friday...and he leaves to go back for Iraq the next day....haven't heard from him since and I gave him both my email and skype addy. I'm pissed, I'm hurt, I'm upset....I don't deserve this treatment. Looks like I got another Wolf on my shit list.

My True Love
WITH ALL THE LOVE I HAVE, I NEVER KNEW THAT I COULD GIVE IT TO ONE SPECIAL PERSON. WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER. WE HAVE MADE MISTAKES AND HAVE KEPT LITTLE WHITE LIES FROM ONE ANOTHER BUT IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN FOR FEAR OF ONE OF US GETTING HURT. I NEVER IMAGINE THAT LOVING YOU WOULD COMPLETE MY LIFE. WE HAVE HAD SO MUCH HAPPEN TO US IN OUR LIVES THAT WHAT MAKES ME GET THROUGH IT IS KNOWING THAT WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING I SEE YOU LAYING NEXT TO ME. BABY WE HAVE OUR FIGHTS BUT YET WE CAN FORGIVE EACH OTHER FOR THE STUPID THINGS THAT WE DO. THERE ARE TIMES IN OUR LIVES THAT WE MAKE THAT ONE WRONG CHOICE. AND ITS SO HARD TO COME OUT AND TELL THE ONE YOU LOVE THAT YOU MESSED UP. WELL, BABY THAT IS WHAT IM HERE FOR. I AM HERE TO SHOW YOU THAT I WILL NEVER EVER LEAVE YOU. THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. AND WE CAN REPAIR THE ISSUES AT HAND. I WILL ALWAYS FIGHT FOR THE MAN I LOVE WITH THE VERY LAST BREATH I WILL TAKE. YOU KNOW THAT I AM TELLING YOU THE TRUTH AND YOU KNOW

The Boots To Keep Your Feet Warm
Winter is coming and temperature is getting down day by day, have you already well prepared for the winter cold climate? To keep your body warm, besides clothes, you also need a pair of boots, warm winter boots and snow ugg boots, for foot care is very important in cold winter, especially when you have to stay a long time in snow filed. Snow boots, lace up and zipper for closing, possess enough strong points for you to choose. Snow uggs was called Ugly boots in Australia, and become popular in recent years. It is loved by fusionist, young girls and office ladies as a hot fashion item in winter. There are various outdoor gear brands produce snow ugg boots available in the market, from Sorel, famous brand of outdoor snow boots from Canada owns a history of more than one hundred years, to the American brand Keen and The North face, to UGG from Australia. And snow boots owns its merits in freezing weather; it can be worn to walk directly on snow keeping your feet warm even under minus 34

Corum Golden Bridge Automatic
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Zenith Chronomaster Open – Venice Edition
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Salutes & Skins
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Being Lied To And Played For A Big Fool
I am not aure what gives people so much pleasure in playing games with someones emotions and their trust . I tried to figure out why this person felt it was right to for the past year lie and lie and lie thinking I wouldnt soon figure it all out , sad part is I had to find out due to her partner "friend" joined her in this game and then used me as the big joke . You will know her when you come across her she is arrogant bossy and very very untrustworthy . aim My god I was raised so much better then to toy with someone like this , I mean am i the only one who believes in honesty , truth , and all round being decent to someone you claim to care about ? . I am now burned for the last time am very very careful now who gets my trust.

Pansexuality Chat: A Gathering Of All Sexuality
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Keeping The Light (extinguishing The Light, Part 3)
"What was this feeling?Sharp... and coldwarm around cold..."The priest gently traced a pair of fingers over the steel protrusion growing from his chest, pulling back red tingling warmth.He had just enough time... but not the strength, to praise his god once more before sleep.He slid from the blade like a thin branch bending with the wind.Leaves strewn about, severed from the branch, hacked from the limb, as Kei went through the God king's church chopping away, stripping the bark- until all that was left was the root.Dyroneus had not even stirred from bed. Making prism and light dance overhead as he felt each of his faithful fall.When he was certain all was still, he emerged from his chambers, and parted the great iron doors to the balcony overlooking his chapel. His crimson gilded robes flickering against the moonlight streaming from the hall's many windows and overhead. All temples to Dyroneus were built as solariums. However what was brilliant and dazzling in the light of day had a q

In The Darkness
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Florida Sucks Dog Balls
NHL Hockey is a big deal in WNY. Not so much in Florida Do you know what gets better TV ratings than the Florida Panthers' games? A) A Sunday Morning,7 AM kids show, called 'The Doodlebops' B) The infomercial on 'professional blenders' C) C-span D) All of the above If you are in Florida and reading this - YOU DON'T DESERVE THE GAME OF HOCKEY! Fuckers I was driving to an early appt this AM & listening to sports radio.

To Make Her Love Me....such A Beautiful Song!
You waved your hand and it was doneSaid let it be and there it wasA mountain, so high, it broke through, the skyA canyon, so deep, it'll bring a man to his knees[Chorus]I've seen what you can doI've seen you make miracles and hopeless dreams come trueYou've made the heavens and the starsEverything, come on how hardCould it be, To make her love me?I've said some things I shouldn't haveTried everything to win her backI'm human, I messed up, Is she gone?, Are we done?Forgiveness, another chance, that's all I want, it's in your hands[chorus]I've seen what you can doI've seen you make miracles and hopeless dreams come trueYou've made the heavens and the starsEverything, come on how hardCould it be, To make her love me?[Chorus]To make her love meTo make her love me (oooo)

Todays Thoughts And Feelings
So today was a really good day. Met a really cool guy and had a lot of fun with him...without falling into bed with him. Something very new for me. I really didnt want to leave when it was time to go and so we're suppose to get together again tomorrow only I'm thinking he doesnt really want too. I feel like I could just be a new toy and honestly I'm to a point in my life Im done being the toy and really honestly ready to settle down and find someone that I can devote my life too. Even if we never marry just to have that person by my side day and night. Im done being alone. Not saying I wanna move in with this guy or have him promise me things neither one of are even remotely ready for but I most definately want to see where this could go and really give it a shot. I guess I'm just beyond terrified to be hurt again and thus starting to protect myself because I had just a great time and truly got to be me with someone. Something I havent been able to do in a long time. What to do?! UGH!!

When I Think About You
When I think about you I think about Happiness. I think about joy, laughter, smiles. Walks in the park holding hands. picnics in a meadow. Looking into your eyes and seeing the Love you have to give.. It warms my Heart to think about you. nothing in this world can ever take your place. no amount of gold or riches can equal the feelings you give me.. I LOVE YOU......

Her Response
She falls limp in his arms, as though through that kiss she lost a part of her, yet gained a part of his. She looks deeply into his eyes and remembers a past so long ago, of two lovers dancing first,then of passionate love makin', a love makin' so fierce and gentle that she is consumed in him and this moment, nothing and no one else exists. How could this be she wonders? We've only seein' each other for a few months. She looks deeper into his eyes, and sees a fire burning. So intense is this flame. It terrifies her, yet it draws them nearer, this passionate flame of love. She leans up to kiss him yet again, afraid that if she lets go, that she will wake up, only to findthat it's really just a dream.

Invoking Call Of My Immortality
In this haunting stage I creep, Searching for something worthy to keep. In the breaking light of dawn I stare with eyes so red. Glancing at the devoid emptyness beside me at my bed. And with a whisper unheard but true, I call for one being: the memory of being by you. So take my hand and show me to the light. Take my heart and keep it in your sight. I give to you all that's left of me, with the only wish that you set me free. Let me whisper sweet truths in your ear. Let me wash away your fear. I'll hold you close in nights so cold. I'll sing to you the songs untold. Trust not that I am truely there.

Doing Porn
sorry for the miss leading but i know for a fact some people only care about one thing and thats pussy and dick dont say you dont becuse about 98% of people on here do i should know i seen some of peoples names in folders that they view so by sitting there telling me you dont is making you a fucking lier thank you very much now why iam i writeing this oh its simple iam tired of the drama but more then anything else iam tired of having my mind fucked and played with you want to know why i honestly have a complx when it comes to my looks and my self esteem will its purely simple and ill tell you and no its not just the people on fubar its everyone around the world even in my area iam tired of people just looking to get off either to my pics or what i can do for them i notice i get check out alot more for my nsfw then i do for my own photos that tells you something there also i get told there are some people who seem to be attacted to me and how much they seem to want me will here th

Nothing
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH FUCK GAH DAMNIT SON OF A BITCH IDK HOW THE FUCK TO SAY HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU THE CONSTANT BACK AND FORTH MY HEAD SPINNING FROM IT ALL... AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! IT WONT FUCKING COME OUT AND IT IS EATING ME ALIVE.....

The Church Of The Flying Spaghetti Monster
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Trigger Time
I just recieved my monthy email from the powers that be at Xbox, although I admit I almost liked it better when Microsoft did not send out these "freindly" emails. It reads as follows: R4Bulletz, here's your personalized Xbox News and Info: Gamer Score 12055 Total time on Xbox Live last Month: 94 Hours 58 Min Your Most Frequent Activity Last Month: Call of Duty Black Ops 48 hours 22 Min. Other Activities You Enjoyed: Assassins Creed Brotherhood 21 hours 32 Min. Netflix 15 Hours 30 Min. Its almost depressing. Add me if you want to play: Gamer tag r4Bulletz

Hide And Seek
If you have to try to erase the record, then you didn't have the nerve to say it in the first place. Being able to vocalize your opinion is not a bad thing. Standing up for yourself is not either. Openly bashing good people because you think you can profit in some way by doing so, THAT is where you are going to regret some things. If you want attention, there are other ways to go about getting it. If the attention you receive forces you to change your message, that should tell you that there is something wrong with how you decided to convey your message, or that it was just plain spiteful. Most of us here have a firm grasp on reality. We know that relationships on and off fubar differ greatly, and that while some people are here for the social interaction and to play the game on occasion, others make this their careers. They blur the line between online life and real life to the point that they no longer realize that real life exists away from the computer screen, away from the web

I Now Know What I Must Do
WHY DO I EVEN TRY WHEN I TELL YOU HOW I FEEL IT MAKES YOU SMILE BUT YOU STILL WALK AWAY AND TELL OTHERS THAT YOU WANT SOMEONE THAT LOVES YOU FOR YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE AND IM STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU . I KNOW IM JUST A GHOST AND NOTHING I SAY CAN BE HEARD... BUT THE TRUTH BE TOLD IM NOT A GHOST I AM REAL I BLEED WHEN CUT AND HAVE PROVED IT ... I DO SHED TEARS WHEN DOWN. I WILL ALWAYS BE AROUND WAITING WITH OPEN ARMS BUT IT MIGHT BE TO LATE WHEN THAT DAY COMES. CUASE I MAY ALREADY BE GONE AND I NKOW I WONT BE MISSED AT ALL NO TEARS WILL BE SHED FOR THE LOST OF THIS BLACK WOLF.. I AM TO EVIL TO BE MISSED. I AM ALWAYS IN TEARS AND HEART IS BREAKING APART FROM BEING SHATTERED. I AM SO READY FOR THE PAIN TO GO AWAY AND THE HEART TO STOP BEATING.. I CANT KEEP GOING KNOWING THE ONE THAT I LOVE MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THIS UNIVERISE THINKS IM THE WROST AND MOST EVILIST ALIVE.. I HAVE BEEN THERE WHEN NO ONE ELSE WAS AND TRYED TO SHOW THE LOVE YOU DESERVE BUT I SCREWED THAT ALL UP SO I

Stop Paternity Fraud!
I wish they had a law like this in New Jersey twenty years ago! http://www.hutchnews.com/Todaystop/paternity-bill--1 State rep backs paternity bill Genetic tests would be mandatory for Kan. births - married couples' kids, too. By Mary Clarkin - The Hutchinson News - mclarkin@hutchnews.com A bill introduced Wednesday in the Kansas House of Representatives would require every child born in Kansas to submit to genetic tests to determine paternity for the child. Prior to leaving the hospital, the child, mother and alleged father shall submit to genetic tests, the bill states. When asked for clarification, bill sponsor State Rep. Melody McCray-Miller, D-Wichita, said the mother would not have to undergo DNA testing. ----------advertisement----------- The intent of the proposed bill would apply to married couples, too, even those having their second or third baby. The one-page bill states that tests shall be done by experts qualified as genetic examiners. If the birth occu

The Wonderlic Test
Look at the row of numbers below. What number should come next? Assume the first 2 statements are true. Is the final one: The boy plays for the Tigers. All the players on the Tigers wear white sneakers. The boy wears white sneakers. Paper sells for 21 cents per pad. What will 5 pads cost? How many of the six pairs of items listed below are exact duplicates? PRESENT, RESENT - Do these words A train travels 20 feet in 1/5 seconds At this exact speed, how many feet will it travel in three seconds? When rope is selling at $.10 a foot, how many feet can you buy for sixty cents? The eighth month of the year is: Which number in the following group of numbers represents the smallest amount? In printing an article of 48,000 words, a printer decides to use two sizes of type. Using the larger type, a printed page contains 1,800 words. Using smaller type, a page contains 2,400 words. The article is allotted 21 full pages in a magazine. How many pages must be in smaller

To All My Friends On Fubar
Don't make me leave the site over stupid shit like this.....I am pretty much sadden by folks coming to me n telling me I talk about them to others ...Please Let me tell u one thing before I start ...I come on here to have fun It makes time go by when I have nothing to do when I am working ...ok here I go ...I thought I had good friends on here but WTF....I joke n kid alot in my status N I put my stalkers but I mean nothing towards it ...Some R Being Two Face...N I sure dont like it...Y in the world would I be Jealous of anyone on here...F--k ...I am a bikerchick N I mind my own f--kin business...N If u r a Friend...be a true friend damn it...My Heart is huge N I like n love everyone of u on here..I share my inside feelings with everyone of u ...So what have I done for this to happen ....Would u please take some time out n think N if u dont want me to be a friend ...Please remove my Ass....I want nothing more than for u to enjoy the site just like I do...I dont want no sorrys just be h

Wrong?
How is this for hypocritical, I get a pic flagged by fubar, and its an old work of art that is very well known, but Babyjesus can post a video of protestors getting shot on the street and dying. All the colorful blood showing. I get flagged for a black and white work of art, with no blood showing. For those of you that would like to know what it was that I posted. Just look up Dantes Inferno Canto 28. The pic with an elderly man holding his own head is the one in question. Now, go to Babyjesus page and look for the video, if its still there and tell me where the logic lies on this one. He may be the creator or site owner or whatever he is, but that doesn't mean he should be above his own rules. Feel free to leave comments and share this with others if you don't think this is right. Hate me if it makes you feel better for ragging on Fubar or its owner, I really don't care.

[big Boy Toys]
This isn't entirely about Gundam.Not yet anyway- alright, I realised there was some ambiguity as to why I wasn't that excited about the interview call I missed yesterday- so I'm going to ellaborate.Here's the job I actually want. The Case Manager position is open: Case Manager Responsibilities Duties include community networking, resources acquisition, crisis intervention and outreach case management. The essential function of the case manager is to work in partnership with consumers towards individual goal attainment based upon specific objectives identified in the treatment plan. The approach is strengths based and the majority of service is provided in the community setting. Choice Team Case Manager is responsible to work as a team to serve the consumers assigned to the Choice Team, and to arrange back-up coverage for the Team Caseload. Requirements This position requires: 1) a person with a Bachelor's degree in social/human service field, 2) a person with an Associ

Sex Games From A-z {m N O And P}
Mother, May I? Enough Said. Play Mother, May I? in the bedroom, and you can't do a damn thing without getting permission first. Okay, so I still have a little girl lurking inside in me. Naked Twister. It doesn't get any easier to explain than this. Hit up a toy store and buy the old-time favorite kids' game Twister. Take it home, get butt-naked with your mate pop in Cooley High or Shaft, make a pitcher of Kool-Aid and play the game. Of course, being naked gives it an interesting 'twist' (no pun intended).Open House.This can be done in two ways. If you live in an area where kids go to bed as a decent hour, open up all your curtains, shades and blinds one night, turn on all the lights and freak the hell out of each other. I know it sounds silly, but the mere thought that someone might be watching can be a fantastic turn-on. The other way it can be done is to fuck each other in the house full of people while taking the risk that someone might walk in on you. This can be very exhilarating

Mr.charlie
(sung to the tune of "Mr.Crowley" - by Ozzy Osbourne) Mr.Charlie, what went on in your head? Oh, Mr.Charlie, don't you know you look dead? Your lifestyle to me seems so classic with the ho's and the blow You talk with your hands always spastic Yeah, you said what we already know Mr.Charming, did you say you were pure Mr.C.Harper, piss in this and we can be sure When babbling things incongruent your DNA is not of this Earth believed that your brain is so special ...yet smoking up thousands worth... Mr.Charlie, Please get off your high horse! Mr.Charlie, You've got talent, of course! Your ranting this time is so drastic I hear that 911 call Approaching a time that is tragic CBS has their backs to the wall Are you polemically bent? We want to know what you meant We want to know... We want to know what you meant, yeah *originally written 4:09am - 4:28am 3/1/2011 - by Bare77

Psalm 37:4
"Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart."(Psalm 37:4) …He has our best interest at heart…He is always with us…He never fails us…Delight yourself in the Lord…He will lead you…He will guide you…He will direct you…He will enlightened you…"In all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths."(Prov.3:6)…If you are looking for direction in your life…acknowledge Him…He gives good counsel…God is our delight…He loves us…He protects us…If you are going through a rough place…call on Him…don't aimlessly seek direction…call on Him…don't dwell on hurts…dwell on the all encompassing power of God…choose to be happy…make it a definite choice…dwell on His provision…dwell on His help…dwell on His promises…delight yourself in Him…Let these thoughts sink into your

A Nice Saying
While you scream at your woman, there's a man wishing he could whisper In her ear. While you humiliate, offend, and insult her, there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how beautiful she is. While you hurt her, there's a man wishing he could take her pain away. While you make her cry, there's a man stealing smiles from her. **this was not meant to comment on only meant for a reminder. (h) Maia

Did You See
Did you see the White Horse Ghost rider that appeared on a video taken during the time of the Egyptian riots? The 19th chapter of Revelation talks about the appearance of the White Horse and white ships. Did you see the video of the white ship that hovered over the Dome of the Rock for all to see? dome of the rockhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQ-bNOy_CKQ White Horse Ghost rider http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWQKOj9Sxkg&NR=1

These Lyrics Make Me Think......memories Are Silly Sometimes....sigh =(
Mean by P!nk You used to hold the door for meNow you can't wait to leaveYou used to send me flowersIf you fucked up in my dreamsI used to make you laughWith all the silly shit I didBut now you roll your eyesAnd walk away and shake your headWhen the spark has gone and the candles are outAnd the song is done and there's no more soundWhispers turn to yelling and I'm thinkingHow did we get so mean?How do we just move on?How do you feel in the morningWhen it comes and everything's undone?Is it 'cause we wanna be free?Well that's not meNormally I'm so strongI just can't wake up on the floorLike a thousand times beforeKnowing that forever won't beAlways sentimental whenI think of how it wasWhen love was sweet and newAnd we just couldn't get enoughThe shower it reminds meYou'd undress me with your eyesAnd now you never touch meAnd you tell me that you're tiredYou know I get so sad when it all goes badAnd all you think about is all the fun you hadAnd all those sorries ain't never gonna mean a

Life Its Self
Life is a funny thing don't ya think.when your young you wanna grow up. and when your grown up you wanna be young.but the great thing about growing up is you can see how you evolved as a person.Hello everyone whom is reading this and if your not ow well its my blog and for me to come here and vent right?right now i'm just chilling at my house enjoying time with the hubby . so if you want to friend me then send an invite and if i don't accept your not the person i really wanna talk to . i am blunt , and i am more of a fact type of person. i try to never make assumptions until i have the facts to back them up.Me im really laid back currently work at a fast food joint. but working towards college this fall for pharmacy tec.Right now on the side i made chainmail necklaces and such eventually moving onto clothing but not just yet.I love nature and camping .but Ohio weather is some what unpredictable at times.I am 21 and a Scorpio. i am happily married to Jason .we have been together almost

Wtf
I cant manage to figure out much of what is going on in certain points of my life, I thought things were going good and now Im sitting here wondering wtf. I understand life manages to takes it toll on all of us, but fuck, to feel like I am being left out in the cold how the fuck do I deal with this?? I mean do I move on, or do I sit here and just wait. I hate waiting, it's not something Im to good at especially when I feel like I dont matter. I know that I am going through a lotta shit of my own right now, and to know that there is someone standing there beside me is what I need, I mean honestly. I just don't understand any of it anymore. Do I just wipe the slate clean and start over with everything that I am starting?? I think that is my best option. I need the ones standing beside me through this journey. I hate feeling so damn lost, especially when I am so lost and alone at least feeling alone with what Im about to go through. FUKK why cant it just make sense for once. Damnit I know

Wings
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Hospital
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Hospital
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Maji Sayz... Do This!
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The Beating
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Love To The One I Love
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Lol
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[the Hell Do I Need To Do Today?]
*sighs*alright, let me think for a minute- this is a bit of a grocery list.1. Apply for the admin assist job (its actually an archivist job for the Kansas historical society- I kinda hate the job title, makes me sound like a fahking secretary).2. Pay my bills.3. Locate the GI Doc's office.4. Get coffee while I'm out (why not?)5. Fill out patient questionairre. 6. Charge PSP for inevitable hour wait in the doc's office.7. Call another temp agency as mine has obviously given up on me after I declined ONE shitty job. And it was outbound calls :|Homan.... I'm almost sure there's more to this than I'm remembering right now... it seemed insurmountable yesterday.

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Moving
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but I took a look anyway. At myself. Yeah. When I was in Vegas (yeah, that blog never happened, but I assure you that you are not missing anything), I had a bad cough. Congestion was congregating right on my voicebox and making me sound like I was sucking twenty too many helium balloons, but thankfully, a medical assistant at the account that I was starting up scored me some sample of Avelox (basic antibiotic thinger) and, in addition to dosing up on Emergen-C, I kicked whatever was ailing me... ...only to come back home to be surrounded by even sicker people. I've been a good girl, drinking water and taking my vitamins, but my job let yet another cough catch up to me. Lots of OT this week and presumably not enough rest, and this afternoon I began to get that weird lung pain, like when you want to cough, but can't. I tried Mucinex earlier in the day, but without any real phlegmage built up, it did zero good. A couple hours later, I felt like I was inhaling inside out pin cushions. No

On The Prowl
ON THE PROWL She is on the prowl Looking to dominate her prey She stalks him out With a fierce intensity in her eyes She is on the prowl Her prey freezes in his tracks He knows he can’t out run her He chooses to stand his ground She is on the prowl She pounces on him Her claws tears him asunder She bears her teeth in triumph She is on the prowl He wrestles with her They roll around and around Until he pins her down She is on the prowl The hunter is now the prey She starts to purr As he starts to devour her She is on the prowl He has fallen into her trap She stalked him out Now he lays in her lap

[original Didn't Post. Courage Wolf And Update]
"God is deadreplace him""If life is getting toughit means god is afraid of your progress""They want you to fail, because they don't want to be alone"I got a call from my brother he's read "Another Hero?" and "Thousand Year Snake".He like Alorid > can't say I blame him, he's technically better written.He was surprised when I mentioned that it was a plan for an ensemble low-fantasy group.In high fantasy that meansYou've got the:Meathead: GimliScout/woodsman: Aragorn/LegolassThief/screwup: Pippin/MaryBadass: Everyone over 3 feet tallWizard: GandalfBetrayer: That one guy...Sacrificial Christ figure: Gandalfplagued/cursed "chosen one": Frodo.The band/quest is a formula I'm not going to abandon in fantasy writing.Its just too fucking fun.Quests.Adventure...etc!So yeahthe original intent of that evilish possessed "mercenary" characterwasn't actually a lead-role.He's... having his humanity and persona eaten by Enkechel, and -spoiler alert-Enkechel wants to use him as a vessel to manifest full

[courage Wolf Quotes I Didn't Want To Forget- And Update]
"God is deadreplace him""If life is getting toughit means god is afraid of your progress""They want you to fail, because they don't want to be alone"I got a call from my brother he's read "Another Hero?" and "Thousand Year Snake".He like Alorid > can't say I blame him, he's technically better written.He was surprised when I mentioned that it was a plan for an ensemble low-fantasy group.In high fantasy that meansYou've got the:Meathead: GimliScout/woodsman: Aragorn/LegolassThief/screwup: Pippin/MaryBadass: Everyone over 3 feet tallWizard: GandalfBetrayer: That one guy...Sacrificial Christ figure: Gandalfplagued/cursed "chosen one": Frodo.The band/quest is a formula I'm not going to abandon in fantasy writing.Its just too fucking fun.Quests.Adventure...etc!So yeahthe original intent of that evilish possessed "mercenary" characterwasn't actually a lead-role.He's... having his humanity and persona eaten by Enkechel, and -spoiler alert-Enkechel wants to use him as a vessel to manifest fully

Lovin The Fam
Since my family is so awsum i think u guys deserve a family week from urs truley:P So heres what im doing....I will be alturizing 3-7 people from my family thru out this week starting Monday. I will try and do it on bonus days so theres an extra benefit. If I choose you and u would like sumthing run just send it on over. I will polish bomb whatever...I will also be dedicating 2 or my 3 pimpouts to my family memebers everyday this week as well. I will try and look at leveling requirements and see if sumone needs a ton of ablilty points so i can help them as well. If you are close to leveling leave a message here or my pm and i will make sure i get ya:P I HEART YOU GUYS ssssooo much u are the absolute best and are always here for me when i need u! love always ur crazy rabbit friend:P

Time With Friends
Friends are those when your in need just show up at your door or call without being asked they just know when they are needed. They will tell you that they may not know what to tell you but will let you yell, scream, holler, and cry at them if need be. Then they will give you a hug and ask if you feel better. That is just what a friend is for.

The Blind Side
Courage is a hard thing to figure you can have courage based on a dumb idea or a mistake but your not suppose to questionadults or your coach or your teacher because they make the rules maybe they know best but maybe they dont it all depends on who you are where you come from didnt at least one of the 600 guys think about giving up and joining with the other side i mean valley of death thats pretty salty stuff thats why courage is tricky should you always do what others tell you to do sometimes you might not even know why your doing something i mean any fool can have courage but honor thats the real reason you either do something or you dont its who you are and maybe who you want to be if you die try for something important then you have both honor and courage and thats pretty good i think thats what the writter was saying that you should hope for courage and try for honor and maybe even pray that the people telling you what to do have some too. This essay that Michael Oher had to

My Downloading Dilemma
so this album I've been playing the shit out of the past few days... Deep Politics, by Grails.... it isn't released until March 8th when I buy it from iTunes... I have to delete the illegal files first and totally fuck up my play counts. I'm soooooooo ashamed. I just couldn't wait. *hangs head low and kicks rocks on the ground*

Really?
You need something on Fubar? Like... your life hangs in the balance?! Maybe you want something, but I seriously doubt that you need anything on Fubar. Your life will go on if Fubar ends tomorrow. If you really believe you need something on Fubar, maybe you should reexamine your life and priorities. Too many people confuse needs with wants. I need to eat. Later.

Sometimes
PeaceHow y'all feel out thereThat's coolAlrightYou know, sometimes I wanna rapSometimes I wanna sing, you know what I meanSometimes all it calls for is a nice mellow grooveHit of rimshot, you knowJust get, you know, get you openBut I wanna do a piece for y'all tonight, it's called sometimesAlright, so check it outSometimes a stranger can be your best friendSometimes being angry is the best moodSometimes seeing you feel good makes me feel even betterSometimes hunger is the best foodSometimes good just ain't good enoughAnd other times evil will get you evenSometimes faith is not knowing any betterSometimes nothing is what you believe inWoahSometimes I don't even want a hitSometimes you fail tryingAnd sometimes happiness hurts worseSometimes people live dyingSometimes it's the last person that makes you firstSometimes you'll keep what you don't wantAnd other times you'll give away what you really needSometimes a rich man won't have a dollarAnd all a poor man has is greedWoahSometimesSomet

Act Real Sick (demo Lyrics)
i dont mind if ur lazy,i dont mind if ur crazy take some pills to escape this world,tonight one last time without feeling,i dont know if god see,s us u and i werent made for these goodbye,tonight i think you are part of the problem i doubt that ur worlds as cold as mine dont u ever wonder why u never ever see me cry the madness has taken over me one by one we,re outta time i dont think that what here,s mine would u care if we lost our minds hell bound boy dont u see the world is not what it seems death comes quick so act real sick tonight goodbye i think you are part of the problem i doubt that ur worlds as cold as mine dont u ever wonder why u never ever see me cry the madness has taken over me death comes quick so act real sick death comes quick so act real sick death comes quick so act real sick words and music by me ..more to follow

The Breakup (old)
I'm sorry I let my guard down You're sorry you got caught Reach for me now and just try to touch me Your tears insult me and the theatrics just disgust me You miss me - huh? You miss my lifestyle The streets are cold but, baby I'm colder Yeah I bet you wish you could hold her Betrayal in a four letter word sealed your fate I don't even have the desire to hate Desperately diving seeking emotions where there are none Boo boo kitty fuckface bullshit Be gone Forced emotions end up in wrath Crimes of passion the aftermath I win! :)

Not A Thing
Your inner soul searching deludes me The shallowness of your deepest thoughts mocking my hollow emptiness I roll my eyes in disgust oh baby your ego's sooo robust Cleaver endeavors to the hopeless dreams all tangled up in your schemes There you go running haphazard with scissors in the dark Heart stark naked and your mind adrift on some senseless trip So I shrug and do drugs What's it all mean? And she answers "not a thing, not a thing"

A Love Ending In Flames
Rain poured Lightening flashed thunder roared wipers splashed what a horrible night sparking their fight she was driving too fast car after car she passed speeding down that curvy road when a deer ran into her path causing her to swerve and lose control her hands flew off the wheel she made the brakes squeal but nothing she did seemed to matter the road seemed to come alive picking the car up and throwing it into a dive right of

Really Pisses Me Off
I have used fu blog area to post my poems for years. I wanted people to be able to read them and comment. Well recently. I had posted a poem i wrote. An ex friend copyed and pasted the poem in her blog. Now she is claiming that someone different wrote the poem. Its my work. So sadly i won't be writing any more poems to be posted here. I am sorry to those that enjoyed reading my poems. But that mad me vey mad. So i have removed all my poems from here. Thank you to those that read them.

Real Id Act (repost)
The REAL ID Act of 2005, Pub.L. 109-13, 119 Stat. 302, enacted May 11, 2005, was an Act of Congress that modified U.S. federal law pertaining to security, authentication, and issuance procedures standards for the state driver's licenses and identification (ID) cards, as well as various immigration issues pertaining to terrorism. The law set forth certain requirements for state driver's licenses and ID cards to be accepted by the federal government for "official purposes", as defined by the Secretary of Homeland Security. The Secretary of Homeland Security has defined "official purposes" as presenting state driver's licenses and identification cards for boarding commercially operated airline flights and entering federal buildings and nuclear power plants. The REAL ID Act implements the following: Changing visa limits for temporary workers, nurses, and Australian citizens. Establishing new national standards for state-issued driver licenses and non-driver identification cards.

The Glow Radio Saturday
Saturday Rock Block on The Glow Radio: The Reverend DJ Furg & his "Church of Rock" he will be spinning his mix of Punk, Grunge, Hard Rock & Metal Music starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt next up is The Mistress of Hard Rock & Metal; "Thee Witch" starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt next is The Freak Show with Tony the Misfit featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt Sunday Morning The DJ Joe D Show Live from Toronto, Canada at 7am PT/8am MT/9am CT/10am ET/3pm GMT Every Sunday Morning DJ Joe D will be Live from Toronto, Canada The show will include DJ Whitney and her Springsteen Minute.The ever-popular DJ Joe D Blog Review returns as does both the Canadian Content & Novelty Songs of the Week.Tune in for this great new show

So, Here's An Idea
Okay, I'd like to keep this brief. Like movies? I certainly do! I used to write reviews for them all the time but that sort of fizzled out. I'd like to try to get back into it though...with your help! Suggest some movies for me to watch and I'll try to get to them asap and review them. Could be anything. Want me to watch a terrible movie then tear it apart? Fine!

Good Saturday All
Moving On When I close my eyes and I discover that I am not who I thought I was Who am I When i wake up and find out that all that I ever was Was a lie When I thought things were good To find out now I was fooling myself Who did I fool then? What do I do now? Move on I open my eye's and look into the mirror To see who is staring back I like who I see I now know Where I am going I now know Who I am I now like my life I am not fooling anyone Not even Myself I have A destination I have A purpose I have A sense of fulfillment I encourage Each day's arrival With eager Anticipation I have Grown as a person I am Embracing life I am Satisfied I am

Unfinished. Perhaps Will Always Remain So.
PROLOGUE The latch to the window popped open and a dark figure let himself slip inside. His silhouette was framed by the moonlit sky seen through the widow. Slowly he shuffled across the bedrooms floor, avoiding the toys scattered. His movements so quiet, not stirring the child in the car-bed at all. For a moment, perhaps more the figure loomed over the child scrutinizing with his steady eyes... Into the hallway the dark figure went, finding a larger bedroom. The large room was just that. It felt barren compared to the other rooms the dark figure had visited on his travels. There was a lot of vast open space, a bed pressed against the wall in the center of the room. To the right of it was a nightstand with a small desk lamp. All these features just silhouettes but the dark figure knew. After-all, this wasn't his first break-in. If he was to let himself be known that he had visited, it would be deliberate, not some slip up. The dark figure would make no mistakes, rest easy, he ma

Love Lost
Ring…ring…click. Hello? This is your wakeup call Mr.Dramun, what are you doing with your life? What...what was that? Click. Adrian Dramun roused himself in an upright position, his legs hanging over the edge of the bed. He stared dumbly at the telephone he held in his hand. Cheap motel pieces really, hardly able to call them telephones in this society of cell-phones (Four in every household, we swear). It was tainted a dull yellow, the mouth piece barely hanging on. With disgust of the device Adrian slammed the phone down, finally releasing the mouth piece from its purgatory of the hundreds of hot breathed creatures that spoke to it. Adrian hunched his shoulders and rested his elbows on his knees. He buried his face into his hands. This was a morning ritual to him. Wake, clean off the sleep from his face. He would do this for about a minute, rubbing his eyes with the palms of his hands as if that

God Mode Bombing Rules
Wanna Get Bombed??? No Special 11's or God Mode Running??? Here's How.... Either.... 1) Rate 50 of my photos (there is a special folder set aside for that but feel free to rate any 50)2) Pimp me out3) Bling me4) Get in my fam!!!I try to bomb family once every hour to 2 hours. Buy in for God Mode fam is 3 credits per slot. SB me for details.

Will You Ever?
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.

In A Moment
Yes, it's early on Saturday (caturday) and I am having a flippin moment. Blogger, just deal and get through it :-P. I don't like have to get things done on a day that is to be a day of rest ... GRR, but it's the only day I have to find a place to live. So, guess what I am going to be doing for the majority of my day. But, I am taking my camera and going to take pics around and see how they turn out. not sure if I will be in any of them (doubtful) but I am going to take some pics. I am now going to an stage of withdrawals ... flipping sugar .... I have had none in 3-4 days now. and yes i am kinda cranky. I am not ebil just cranky and somewhat riding the emocoaster (ffs someone pull me off this damn thing). **Revelation** I have noticed, that 1. i am not a bad person, i am certainly not even close to being perfect ... but i am a good person. 2. though called beautiful (yeah NOT seeing it) I can live on pretty. 3. I do have a certain way about me that seems to draw tho

Healing Herbs
The humble herb and spice rack in your kitchen today need not be just a decorative feature, although they look quite pleasing to the eye hanging on the wall, in both modern and old fashioned styled homes. They can in fact hold a plethora of natural healing ingredients that can also add great taste to the foods you eat every day.Of all the herbs and spices you can choose from for flavor, there are 15 that are more powerful than the rest. Below is the list and you may well be surprised to learn of the many diverse conditions for which they've proven so very useful.1. BASIL - Basil is an herbal carminative, that is, it can relieve gas and soothe stomach upsets. One possible explanation for its calming effect is a compound called eugenol, which has been shown to help ease muscle spasms. Research is still preliminary, but laboratory studies also suggest that compounds found in basil may help disrupt the dangerous chain of events that can lead to the development of cancer.2. CAYENNE - Cayenn

Vallachie
so this dude shows up in my shoutbox and the conversation goes like this: 12:47am vallachie: you look great mmmmm 12:50am To vallachie: thanks. 12:51am vallachie: your beautiful and its so nice seeing you 12:52am vallachie: i love your sexy eyes and dark hair 12:57am vallachie: what you up to 1:06am To vallachie: fixin to go to bed 1:06am vallachie: oh ok 1:07am vallachie: would you be offended if i said i was aroused by you 1:09am To vallachie: yep. 1:09am vallachie: ok forget i said that then lol 1:09am To vallachie: too late. 1:10am vallachie: well how bout im sorry 1:10am To vallachie: how about respect? ok. first of all the dude is 48. older than my dad. no offense but that's gross. i could expect this kind of crap from a teenage kid, but this blows my mind. and to top it off..this is the 1st time he's spoken to me. where do guys get the idea that its ok to speak to women li

The Word "shit"
"Shit" may just be the most functional word in the english language! You can get shit faced, be shit out of luck, or even have shit for brains. With a little effort you can get your shit together or find a place for your shit or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit and tell others to eat shit. There are lucky shits, dumb shits and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. When you stop to consider all the facts, it's the basic building block of the english language. And remember, once you know your shit, you don't need to know anything else

Love And Hate
So what is the real difference between love and hate they r both feelings they both get u hurt no matter what. So what i have found out is that th eonly real way to separate them is to find out the meaning of them. You know i wrote a poem about hatred and greed and u kn i honestly believe that they are the same because they cause the same shit and everything else. Both love and hate cause the same problem ii n life no matter what

My Winning Blog That Im Talking About :)
Do you know the saying it's not easy being green? Well in my case in December 2009 it wasn't easy being bright fluorescent yellow. I went to the doctor on a Wednesday and had a blood test and a urine test. I got a phone call on that Friday telling me that I have to go and get another blood test the next morning. So the next morning I go and get another blood test and the doctor explained to me that my Bilirubin was high. Now bilirubin is a product that results from the breakdown of hemoglobin. The total and direct bilirubin are usually measured to screen for or to monitor liver or gallbladder problems. So on Monday morning I was getting dressed to go and visit my grandmother at the hospital she had fallen and hit her head on that Friday and then my mom got another phone call from the doctor and the doctor said the bilirubin was still high to go the hospital and go to the emergency room so I did. Well after seeing one doctor in the emergency room they wanted to give me an

This Is A New One...
We've all gotten scam e-mails from that Nigerian Prince, but I was cleaning out my spam folder in gmail when I saw this little gem: from: MINISTRY OF FINANCE subject: SCAM VICTIMS COMPENSATIONS PAYMENTS 2011 reply-to: petersonmoore@secretarias.com MINISTRY OF FINANCE SCAM VICTIMS COMPENSATIONS PAYMENTS 2011. SIR/MADAM, SCAMMED VICTIM/ $500,000 BENEFICIARIES. REF/PAYMENTS CODE: CF&SC/02354 $500,000 USD. This is to bring to your notice that we are delegated from the UNITED NATIONS in Central Bank in conjunction with the WORLD BANK GROUP OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA to pay you victims of scam $500,000 USD (Five Hundred Thousand Dollars).You are listed and approved for this payment as one of thescammed victims to be paid this amount, get back to this office as soon as possible for the immediate payments of your $500,000 USD compensations funds. 1. Full Name:............2. Residential Address:..3. Phone Number:.........4. Sex: .................5. Age ..................6. O

The Drunk Eskimo Makes The Headlines Again
The Drunk Eskimo Shatters Masturbation World Record! Share It's official, The Drunk Eskimo is the new king of masturbation. In a stunning feat of endurance and determination, The Drunk Eskimo achieved 36 orgasms in a 24 hour period! Sleeping intermittently during the 24 hour marathon, The Drunk Eskimo remained focused and aroused by his impressive library of pornographic films. With over 400 films in his library and 3 televisions playing movies at all times, he had a continuous stream of footage to aid him in his quest. It is apparent by the massive development of the muscles in his forearm that The Drunk Eskimo is not your average masturbator. In an interview with UJ reporters after the record setting event, The Drunk Eskimo was quoted as saying, "masturbation for me is a way of life. I've been training for this day since I was 13 years old and I'm happy with my performance today". This record was formerly held by German Student, Hans Blickstein who achieved 27 orgasms in a 24 hour pe

Trudging
I awoke this morning to the sound of thunder... something which doesn't normally accompany snowstorms, so I knew I was in for a fun drive to the job site. I had the company van and had to drive about 56 miles south to do a robot calibration. I wasn't even to the end of my street before I was feeling like the van wasn't the best vehicle to be in. Nothing had been plowed, and at 6:30am, it's not like many people had driven over it, either. I made the left turn on to the main street and had to stop at the light. The intersection went slightly uphill, and when I started moving I could feel the van moving sideways more than it was going forward. I was stuck. Put it on low gear, reverse forward reverse forward... I was finally able to get down a side street where I thankfully had some traction. I blew through stop signs, knowing if I stopped, I wasn't going to get moving again very easily. I finally made it to the freeway. The cars were backed up onto the street, waiting to get onto a dead

Sing This Loud And Proud Ladies (lol A Tex Sent To Me )
First I was afraid, I was petrified.When you said you had 10 inches, Lord, I almost died. But i'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long. But I grew strong and I knew that I could take you on.. But there you are, another lie, i was ready for a Big Mac and you brought me a French Fry! I should have known that it was bullshit, just a sad pathetic dream. Shoulda known there was no Anaconda, lurking in them jeans! Go on now go, walk out the door, don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4. Weren't you a prat to think i wouldn't find you out? Don't you know we're joking when we say size don't count? I will survive, I will survive. As long as i have batteries my sex life's going to thrive! I will always have good sex, with a handful of latex. I will survive, I will survive. Hey Hey! HEY LADIES, SEND THIS TO ALL THE MEN THAT DID YOU WROHG!

Related To The Penis... (a Poem...or Perhaps Just A Really Odd Limerick)
The male penis...When dealing with sexual frustration...Is often used for frequent masturbation...Which when uptight, is a source of humiliation...When boisterous, a source of proud proclamation...But caught in public...incarceration...Unless lucky and getting probation...Or at a sperm bank, making a donation.With a partner, once past initial flirtation...Can then be a source object of temptation...And can then be used for titillation...Unless suffering from unexpected deflation...Due to unexpected loss of sensation...Because of drinks, which caused intoxication...In which case, abject humiliation.If the condom went past expiration...Or sex completed bareback, procreation...Could ensue, leading to altercation...Which could then lead to a demonstration...An object lesson in at-home castration...If a baby was not an expectation...And she's hormonal, due to gestation. *********

Marne Prayer
Every Marine Should Know this by heart But i want to post it in honor Of my Fallen Family Members Marine's Prayer Almighty Father ,Whose command is over all and whose love never fails , make me aware of thy presence and obediend to Thy will. Keep me true to my best self so that I can face my fellow Marines and to accpet my share of responsibilties with viger and enthusiasm Grant me the courage to be proficient in my daily performance. Keep me loyal and faithful to the duties the Marine Corps and My Country have entrusted to me .Help me wear my uniform with dignity and let it Remind me daily of traditons which I Must Uphold For all My Fallen Family I say these words to Honor your Memory !

Sex Games From A To Z {i J K And L}
Indecent Proposal. This is a variation of truth or dare, but truth's ass is out of town, Dare your mate to do something outrageous sexually. Something you know your partner thinks he or she is too prim and proper to do. This game works only if both partners are willing to let go of all sexual inhibitions. Just Do It. Meet your mate at the door one day and cut the bullshit. Like Nike says, "Just do it!" Oftentimes, people dream about fucking all day and then tense up when the times comes to put up or shut up. They wait for their partner to make the first move. Fuck all that!! Go for yours and break the world record for getting naked in the least amount of seconds. Better yet, answer the door butt-naked. Kinky Game. Sit down together and compile a list of kinky things you both want to try, such as S & M, using Ben Wa balls, butt plugs, anal beads, dildos, whatever and make out a schedule for the week. If you are not quite there yet. make out a list of unusual positions you want to try. N

Stunning Methods To Flatter You And Your Prom Garments
Prom night only takes place when inside of a lifetime and you desire it to become really special. Cheap Plus Size Wedding Dresses You have discovered your favored prom gown and now you are buying for your add-ons which will flatter you and your dress. Here are five Stunning Methods to Accessorize Prom Garments 2011 1. Accent Your Prom Gown With Stunning Jewelry Your jewellery plays a huge part in accenting your gown and adding for your stunning look. normally retain the jewellery simple, but elegant. Cheap Homecoming Dresses When selecting jewellery for the prom dress, normally take into account the coloring carefully. With a strapless design gown, a choker necklace will be the best choice. For just a little added charm, include earrings or even a bracelet. for your spaghetti strap gown, you can pick a pair of stud earrings. Cheap Wedding Party Dresses Along using the earrings, you can put on a bracelet, but be certain your day will not be bringing a wrist corsage. You may be stunn

Why Ugg Boots So Popular
UGG boots are the boots of a legendary brand, first saw her in person will be the ugly bulky appearance but not understood, but is such a popular boots, the Eurasian land, and is now in the world have whipped up a pop style, this is a gust of mainstream stars in Europe and America brought. UGG boots are the rise in Australia during the First World War, the name of reason is originally called ugly boot, it was a nickname for the Australian uggs, are one of the round fur boots straight until 1994 by an American registered trademark of ugg. So is the U.S. brand UGG boots. And manufacturers slowly enter into China from Australia. Australian UGG boots and then learned of old and registered by the United States after the gas halo, and also began its own production of the ugg boot. However, it does not mark UGG. But JUMBO UGG and UGG another high-end brands CGM. What are single, that is, directly over the authorized UGG production orders, also called the original single. In recent years, wi

Fridays Are Alwas Good
Life's Journey Every road in life has curves, bends, bumps, and hills. Although we choose our path, We might not acquire insight or knowledge From the paths we have chosen. When we travel, we want our roads to be straight, With little or no bumps to disturb our smooth ride. But, life offers little in the way of guarantee's. With each bump we learn more about how strong we can become. How weak we really are. Each turn uncovers a beauty and the ugly realization that, We are not in control of the roads which lay ahead. Measure how far you have gone not by age, But by the knowledge you have achieved during your travels. Look back upon the roads on which you have traveled, Not to find fault but in search for what went right on your road. Embrace your triumph's. Accept your defeats. Shed your doubt and despair Replace them with realistic goals that are attainable. Stop reaching for the stars, When beauty surrounds you on the road which you have chosen to travel.

Pain In Sorrow
my ex just show up with her new bf hinding behind the door a 33 year old woman needs to bring her new bf to see her old one reason how i new there was someone was there was by the shadow of the guy i seen it hurts to know that she had to take it that far she came to take her name off the lease told me to put on some cloths since all i had on was my boxers i told her no and i noticefy the office that tommrow or later on today i wll be over there to take care of it and it makes me think if she ever really did love me maybe it was just a phase either way you would think iam use to pain but it never gets any easier anyways thats what happen today can you belive it and and yet iam still here but with alot of doubts in my head after all i been with this woman off and on for 3 years this is the womani ended up pulling a knife on my ex roommate to protect her this is the woman who i sat in jail for 2 months and was facing prison for this is the woman who i would have bleed and sell my

*sigh*
Sometimes I wish my friends and family weren't so shallow. E.g. Most of them are just so DURRRRRRRRRRN. One of my cousin is just a frequent liar...she just lies about EVERYTHING, even stupid stuff like...how she doeesn't want anyone to know she went on a sunbed...WHO CARES!? Another one is such a gossip, she's always telling me stuff about the first one (the frequent liar) and it's always 'omg we shouldn't know this but...blah blah blah'...and most of the time I already know because I was actually told by the person who it's about anyway. But I just have to pretend I don't know so as not to confirm anything. Geeez I don't see how it's so difficult to NOT to gossip, it's like she physically can't contain herself...and it's not even to vent it's just to bitch about something that has nothing to do with her!!! I got so many of everyone's secret in my head it's ridiculous. And then I have ANOTHER cousin who insists she's over her ex bf but she gets so angry at him, last time she

More About Me
Thanks for checking out my blog! As you might have gathered already, I am new to fubar and realized that there is a lot of fake people on here. Therefore, for those who care I decided to write a little more about myself here. I am a full time student graduating this May 2011. I am really excited to finally be done with school. I started my college career after high school going to school to be an auto mechanic and within a couple weeks realized I cant work on cars the rest of my life... so i switched to horticulture and took that serious for a while until I had to memorize scientific names of all plants, herbs and shrubs.. So I got discouraged and dropped out. I ended up taking some time off and pretty much spent it partying all the time, and then one day it hit me that I need to do something with my life. So I wondered what I could possibly do with the skills in life I had already acquired. And ever since high school I started doing odd jobs for people such as painting, landscaping, c

So I Have A Request
I have a birthday coming up here soon... Several people have asked what I want... It is lame as hell, but I wanna level for my birthday...I need just over 7.8 million to level So I figured I'd toss that out there Thanks for any help Love you all

List Of Ps2 Games I Own
1. Grand Theft Auto III 2. Grand Theft Auto: Vice city 3. Grand Theft auto: San Andreas 4. Twisted Metal: Black 5. Manhunt 6. God of War 7. Resident Evil Code: Veronica 8. Resident Evil 4 9. Final Fantasy X 10. Final Fantasy X-2 11. Reel Fishing III 12. Rocky 13. Devil May Cry 14. Spider-Man 15. Hitman 2 16. Evil Dead: A fistful of boomstick 17. Celebrity Death Match 18. True Crime: Streets of LA 19. The Terminator: Dawn of fate 20. Dino Stalker 21. Transformers 22. Wreckless: The Yakuza Missions 23. Giants Citizen Kabuto 24. Eighteen Wheeler ***American Pro Trucker*** 25. Destruction Derby Arenas 26. Spyro: Enter the Dragon 27. Need For Speed 2 undeground 28. Def Jam Vendetta 29. Mister Mosq

List Of Ps3 Games I Own
1. Grand Theft auto IV 2. God Of War III 3. Red Dead Redemption 4. Prototype 5. Icon 6. Resistance: fall of man 7. Fallout 3 8. The Incredible Hulk 9. Transformers the game 10. Bionic Commando 11. Army of TWO 12. Motor Storm Pacific Rift 13. Clive Barker's Jericho To be updated and edited to keep track of my games in my collection.

The Glow Radio Friday's
Friday on The Glow Radio: The Rev DJ Furg and he will be spinning his mix of Punk, Grunge, Hard Rock. and Metal Music on his Church of Rock starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt next up is The Mistress of Hard Rock & Metal; "Thee Witch" starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt next is Tony the Misfit with his Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory & you can also find us on Microsoft's Media Player; click on the Media Guide Link & click on the Internet Radio Link & find us in the Classic Rock area or you can go to our website at:

This Place Is Wild
So, I have been in Adelaide for a week now, I have learned a few things about this city. Firstly there are random signs written on buildings all over town that say POLITES I didn’t know what it meant turns out its a Greek bloke who owns half the town and likes marking out his property portfolio and if rumour is to be believed he buys drinks for young sexy girls. That’s me out of the picture then. Each night after my show Ashley and I head down to the fringe club which is basically a garden with a make shift bar and tree lights which annoy the bugs. The lights in the tree annoy the bugs so much the hurl themselves at my hair and face every fifteen seconds, that’s in between angrily battering themselves off the lights until they get angry enough to hurl themselves at my face. There are so many performers here and cabaret/Burlesque is huge in Australia, basically any ‘resting’ actress/actor who is thin enough to fit into a leotard or belt and braces, has

Hotd Feb 25
Dolphins Save Dog From Watery Death from msnbc.com http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/41783539 A cool and happy headline for today...if you like dogs and dolphins. from the story - Turbo might be a bullet on land, but the 11-year-old Doberman was a lame duck in the water until he was saved by two unlikely heros - curious dolphins. The flippery rescue rangers were drawn to their usually land-dwelling mammal relative after the dog somehow became stranded in the waters off Marco Island, NBC 2 reported. Cindy Burnett, Turbo's owner, said the dog got out of the yard Sunday night but she couldn't find it. He was found Monday afternoon in a canal by a neighbor drawn to the struggling dog by the splashing of two dolphins around it.

I Fucking Have Cancer
I was just sending this to a few people but I am adding it here so you all know what is going on with me. I hope you will read it and understand why I've been distant while becoming sick over this past year...Overview of my life starting Thanksgiving week/end of November:A. Found out had to move out of Darling house but would get $1500 if could be out by the first. Went house hunting that day and found 2 possiblitiesB. Go to GoodNeighborClinic and begin treatment for PID - a shot, a set of 2 orange horsepills plus a week's worth of blue pills. All make my stomach cramp and my ass explode uncontrollably.C. Get moved in time bc the 2nd place is kick ass and the owner rocks -- Thanksgiving weekend. Get the cash for keys on the first. I paint the bathroom, kitchen AND start a mural on the ceiling of my studio.D. December go in for follow-up. To be sure I still don't have it I get a shot. PAP smear came back ugly so they referred me to Methodist Dysplasia Clinic.E. Jan 12th Go to MDC and ge

Changes To Be Made In My Life
Hello friends, Recently I realized I need to make some changes in my life to better myself, FU is 1 of those changes. In a couple weeks I will be leaving FU, and I wanted you all to know instead of just vanishing.. I also want you all to know there is nobody to blame nor am I mad or upset with anyone!! If anything I am happy for all the Love you all have shown me over the few years I have been here, there are a few very special people on here that I have grown very fond of, and of course I will not miss the drama LOL, I have made many friends on here, some real and true, I have also lost a few, but things happen for a reason... There is 1 lady I will always hold close to my heart because without her I would have never learned some things about myself I never knew LOL Thank you!!! (You know who you are) Walking away is not that easy because of all of you!!! But I must do this to go find me again, If anyone wants to keep in touch I do have Facebook and Myspac

Lil Peeved
Multiple system restores at 6am will do that to a person. And caution, probably going to offend some people with this, but what's new. I've had cause to be very, very proud to be Kiwi this past week; I've also had cause to hate some of them...and to want to rip my screen apart at some of the despicable ignorance displayed by foreigners. For the record, and for the sake of my tongue with its bite marks... - no, our Prime Minister isn't a great orator, but he IS a half decent person...he doesn't stand on ceremony (there is no Mr Prime Minister, it's John) and he doesn't take hours and days to get his spin doctors to tell him what he can/should say in just the right way. The politicians here I respect most are the ones that DO look embarrassed to be trying rhetoric and pathos to impress. They SHOULD be embarrassed. And, by the way, that's his home-town, he has friends missing there himself...he and half the government, and opposition, were there within hours (on the ground too, n

Stuffed Chicken Breasts
If you're tired of plain old chicken, this little trick makes a world of delicious! You will need the following: Chicken Breasts Rice Chopped seasoning tooth picks meat tenderizer Preheat your oven to 400 degrees. Start out with 3 to 4 large chicken breasts. For a jucier outcome, marinate them in fat free tialian dressing for at least 3 hours. Next, get a bag or box of seasoned rice. Suggestions: Uncle Ben's Wild Rice Rice-A-Roni (pick a flavor) Spanish rice Jambalaya Dirty Rice Follow the directions on the box for cooking the rice. Once your rice is done cooking put it aside.

Me
so the last few months have been some rough times, and not only with deaths but with health issues for myself. Ill be taking a break for a while not sure when but when i dont show up for a while you'll realize it was time. Not sure when ill be back either. Just wanted to thank my fu family and friends for all there support and hope that you all take care. And if for some reason you leave fu i hope that you know that i was grateful that we were friends and that i wish you all the best!!! (h) and ((cookie hugs))

Changes Coming For Dutch - Changes To Fu
I am going into a curious period in my life. I am relocating it appears over the next few weeks to the North Texas (well I consider it North) area in or around Dallas. This is an economic mood, precipitated by the economy or lack of it. As such there is a need to make a few changed in Fu, a couple for the short term. Some may have noticed a couple of changed, people always seem to notice more than I would have suspected. First change is more a Fu requirement. I am dropping my ViP at least until I get settled in my new digs. Here are a couple of changes, most won't care...most haven't noticed. 1) Family Members - I expanded my family to 45. I added 3 yesterday. I removed all family members from Top Friends, this gives me 70 people that I can and will rate with 11's everyday. I will only have 100 for now to work with, so I won't have a lot left to do too much more. Having fewer 11's is a bit of a motivator to make sure that I do not waste time NOT being rated or even noticed by F

[for One Glorius Moment I Was Thinking "mmm Coffee"]
But then I remembered we got half a foot of snow last night.*sigh*My dad wants me to see the GI specialists for a consult.I don't think its necessary since I'm responding to medication"oh we'll pay for it don't worry"... I've told him before but I really don't think its registering for him how much I resent that.Its also... really dull. Doctors are always 40 minutes late to everything.You expect ME to be on t-y'know what?I'm not even doing the doctor or healthcare rant today.I'm that fucking tired of it.I'm gonna... make mediocre coffeeI'm gonna drink mediocre coffeeI'm gonna watch initial Dand I'm gonna play more deadspace.Alright?Alright.Cuz yesterday after I dropped off my tests for the lab, I got a brevemy first breveI asked what a breve is.Because typically when something sounds good or different to me I just get it"oh that's like a latte but made with half and half"...There's a noise in Legend of Mana I've trained myself to hear when something piques my interest.It's a little exc

We Are Here
What is the Illuminati?What is Zon? The Illuminati has its origins in the biblical Abraham who smashed the idols four millennia ago in establishing the existence of only one reality. Ever hear of the Illuminati? For the past two centuries, they have been condemned by nationalistic governments and mystical religions. How about the Bilderbergers, the Club of Rome, the Council on Foreign Relations, the Trilateral Commission? They are semi-secret organizations that for the past several decades have been linked to one-world conspiracy theories. Consider the controlling influences behind those worldwide organizations -- businessmen, such as today's quiet businessman David Rockefeller. He, for example, is seldom seen or mentioned in the mainstream media. But, he is hysterically attacked as the epitome of evil by the ultra- conservative media, the nationalistic-populist media, and the religious-right media. Yet, David Rockefeller is among the world's most moral, clear-thinking, respo

The "l" Word
s-you-apart Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

I Need You!
You're on my mind everyday And in my mind I see your face A melody plays as you walk by My heart beats fast as I look into your eyes What we have is a mystery An adventure that becomes history Amazing feelings flow through my soul Penetrating my glands giving me a glow A bond that remains so strong A love that keeps shining on Keepsake that never loses its value A nightmare to be without you A journey in which we walk miles upon miles No thunderstorms no need for snow plows Just another memory for us to share I need you here... now... everywhere.

The World Today
You would be hard pressed to turn on the news and not hear the words record breaker or never seen before from the reporters. Whether it be the largest typhoon ever to hit Australia, the worst winter on record, the largest flood, drought, earthquake, tornado or volcano. Then there is the collapsing economies all around the world, protests and riots, wars and rumors of wars and corrupt governments all around us....Who is to blame for all this chaos? Not one person but all of us are to blame. We have experienced these things in our life before, if we are old enough to remember, but never before have they all happened at once and the intesnity and frequency of these events that are growing at a geometric ratio and the world is in extreme danger while most of us ignore what is going on around us for we don't want to disturb our life in a bubble, outside our comfort zone. What is truly amazing is that the prophets predicted this time thousands of years ago and now we see it

Random Act
I've decided that I am going to try and fill my blog with random nonsense when I can. It's been way too long. Surveys are always a great way to start. -Stolen from Ick R Us- 1. First thing you wash in the shower? Face. 2. What color is your favorite hoodie? Black. I always wear black. :S 3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Probably. 4.Do you plan outfits? No. Then again. It always helps when your wardrobe consists of Jeans, black slacks, shirts with the variety of color....meaning black, gray, blue, red, and boots or chucks. Hah... 5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?Sore... 6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red? My shirt. 7. Do you say aim or a-i-m? Aim. But I do say "Lawl" Sorry, Ick...I say Wow. :( 8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? ...I don't remember my dreams very often. If I do...I forget them after a day or so. 9. Did you meet anybody new today? Nope. 10. What are you craving right now? A Mello Yello. 11. Do you floss? Wh

Class Warfare In Wisconsin: 10 Things You Should Know (repost)
By Josh Healey, February 18, 2011 For most of the last decade, I lived in the crazy, cold, contradictory state that is Wisconsin. I wrote research papers in Madison, performed poems in Milwaukee, walked picket lines in Jefferson, organized student conferences in Eau Claire, led artistic workshops in Green Bay, spoke at my roommate’s wedding in Merrill, and went camping with my future wife at Black River Falls. A big-city kid from the East Coast, I never fully got used to the overwhelming whiteness of Wisconsin — the winter, and yes, the people. But I eventually learned how to wear five layers in February, and that amidst the farms and abandoned factories, there was a working-class people with a strong populist ethic. As my freshman roommate from Wausau once told me, “Josh, I don’t follow politics. I just hate corporations.” <a href='http://www.progressive.org/adserver/www/delivery/ck.php?n=aca0f3e5&cb=INSERT_RANDOM_NUMBER_HER

Hundreds Protest Outside Koch Bros Lobby Office (repost)
By Ruth Conniff, February 24, 2011 On Thursday afternoon, from 4:00 to 4:45, about 300 protesters gathered in a chanting, drumming, sign-carrying crowd outside the lobbying offices recently opened by the billionaire Koch Brothers in Madison, Wisconsin. Among the onlookers was Judith Davidoff, the reporter who first broke the story about the newly opened lobby office in the Capital Times on February 23. The Koch brothers were major contributors to Governor Scott Walker of Wisconsin, donating $43,000 to his campaign and millions to attack ads against his opponent, and have long pursued a campaign to help break unions across the country through their rightwing political network. <a href='http://www.progressive.org/adserver/www/delivery/ck.php?n=aca0f3e5&cb=INSERT_RANDOM_NUMBER_HERE' target='_blank'><img src='http://www.progressive.org/adserver/www/delivery/avw.php?zoneid=1&cb=INSERT_RANDOM_NUMBER_HERE&n=aca0f3e5' border='0' alt='' />&

My Heart Aches So Much
SOME OF YOU HAVE READ MY BLOG ABOUT MY GRANDMA AND WELL HERE IS AN UPDATE My grandma has been in the hospital since christmas eve 2010, and on christmas morning she suffered a massive stroke leaving her paralyzed on the whole right side if her body and her cancer started spreading more..She forgot who everyone was and couldnt even talk much but she tried and tried to remember my family.. she sat in a hospital dazing and not knowin what day it was or for that matter not knowin that it was a new year... she was fighting for her life when they had stopped feeding my grandma and had given up on her.. my mom had fought with the doctors and finally my grandma was transfered to another hospital.. In the new hospital they gave her food and treated her like any other human that is in there.. my grandma changed and she was talkin and she started remembering who we were with some help, she still didnt know what day it was or the year but she was remembering her past and the people in it an

Moss..or Burnt Images From A Dream.
I tried to paint you once In shades of summer, bright blues, and frosted orange. But it always turned to shadow ridden decay. I tried to paint you in sun shades of yellow, illuminated whites, bright pure splashes. but the color would run from the brush, and putrefy. Not wanting to admit defeat, I painted you in the ridiculous. green, pink, purple haze, mocking myself with color. But even in these, the humor of it failed. I tried to paint you once, and it made me SEE you. In shadows of black and blue, In colors of decomposition, sweet rotten fruit. I will paint you no more.

15 Staments Of The Inner Circle
-1. Never deny Lust. -2. Respect And Follow Desire. -3. Live without regret. -4. Relinquish given morality. -5. Use fear as a guide to pursued action. -6. Strive for continued advancement of mind and body. -7. Die rather than fail or submit. -8. Reject illusions created by words. -9. Live life through action. -10. Develop conscious discipline. -11. Take full responsibility for your actions. -12. Always be aware from signs of the Satanic-aspect. -13. Seek all forms of power. -14. Renounce all rigid existence. -15. Complete all that you begin.

8 Hair Care Treatments You Can Make Yourself (repost)
Photo: iStockphoto Eggs, yogurt and honey are, at first glance, all components of a tasty breakfast — but they also happen to be hair treatment ingredients, and affordable, all-natural ones at that. And they're not the only ones. Did you know, for instance, that the oils in avocados more closely resemble our own skin's oils than any product in the beauty aisle does? Or that the mild acidity in lemon is an effective — and gentler — alternative to chemical-laden products? Next time your locks need a lift, save money by using one of these kitchen fixes. For all hair types "The [raw] egg is really the best of all worlds," says Janice Cox, author of "Natural Beauty at Home". The yolk, rich in fats and proteins, is naturally moisturizing, while the white, which contains bacteria-eating enzymes, removes unwanted oils, she explains. To use: For normal hair, use the entire egg to condition hair; use egg whites only to treat oily hair; use

I Am Bi-polar......
It amazes me that they just love to hate me, but they can't leave me alone. One peeps says because I ask him about corn and maize...he thinks I am a racist! I wonder how he would have handled it if he had been seated at the dinner table and Captain Ahab would have asked him to pass the corn! He probably would have stood up and called the Captain a racist! What fun! Listed below is what prompted me to post this piece....I happen to look in at the ladies and how they were talking about me and how they wanted to screen shot my comments to tattel tale on poor little bi-polar joseph, oh for the shame of it all! Anyway, read below a portion of what i cut and pasted: Josefs mumm is down there Dr Black said: i'm blocked.. Peacey fu owned by fu wifey said: I'm shocked. SHOCKED I say Dr Black said: i know.. what person in their right mind would block sweet little ole' me? Peacey fu owned by fu wifey said: he blocked me, unblocked me, blocked me again. he made some serio

Blog #2... Not For People That Dont Like To Read. Lol.
I'm not PERFECT. I'm actually so far from it but truth is I don't wish to be perfect. I'd rather have someone like me for me. For the person I am. So for those of you who think they really want to know the real me then read on and if not stop now. My name is Jennifer. Born and raised in the middle of the Pacific Ocean on the islands of Hawaii. I've spent all my life here and for some people it's a little hard to imagine. I'm 27 years old and like everyone else have had my share of lifes problems. I will however not get into it all in a blog on a website. However I am here to get things off my mind so I will speak some of my past experiences. At the age of 13 my only brother past away of a heart condition. He was only 11 years old. My best friend and the one person that I could always depend on even at such a young age. It's the bond of unconditional love. And yet life goes on. I met my second boyfriend and the guy that would end up being my husband 2 years later. I will admit it wa

Random Info Questionaire
Welcome to the 2011 edition of getting to know your friends. Change allthe answers so they apply to you, and then send this to your friendsincluding the person who sent it to you. The theory is that you willlearn a lot of little things about your friends that you might not haveknown!Just press the 'forward' button then you can erase my answers and addyours.1. What time did you get up this morning? 10 2. Watches or Rings: Rings 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema: Resident Evil Afterlife 4. What is your favorite TV show? Glenn Beck 5. What do you usually have for breakfast: Egg Sandwich 6. What is your nick name? Zach, Snake Charmer, Jorge, Kal 7. What food do you dislike? Asparagus 8. What is your favorite CD at the moment? Infant Sorrow 9. Favorite Pastime: Reading 10. Favorite sandwich? Roast Beef 11. Favorite item of clothing? Comfy Pants 12. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go? Anywhere thats not MN 13

Automotive Fog Lights: Novice Must Know Notes
It’s a big challenge for novice driving in the bad weather which is dry and full of dust. In this case, drivers must light the fog light. It’s no doubt that almost drivers know to use the fog light, including novice. However, most of novice can’t understand that why to turn on fog light rather than headlight, for the headlight is brighter than the fog light. First, let’s have a look at the function of the fog light: Fog light is used to attract others’ attention when it is foggy and heavily rain in order to avoid the traffic accidents. It is not bright enough, nor does it illuminate much. But its lighting effect is more attractive to the front or rear cars than beam light and high beam light. Why does the fog light own such function? It owes to the yellow light it applies. The wavelength of yellow is close to the droplet particles. Popular to say, the ability of yellow going through droplet particles is stronger than others. Therefore, yellow becomes th

To Mardi Gras Or Not To Mardi Gras...
....that is the question. It is that time of year for the three Bs: Beads, Booze and Boobs. I suppose, depending on which part of your body with which you think, the importance of the order of aforementioned three Bs may vary. Beads, people. These are the holy grail, the most coveted of all trinkets during the season (and any night of the week on Bourbon St. if you happen to be that way). People will do just about anything for these beautifully crafted and colorfully painted plastic treasures straight for a Taiwanese sweatshop near you. I'm no different from the rest. Admittedly, I've shoved others to the side a time or two to bully my way to the front to yell, "Throw me something, Mister!" Granted, I was 7 or 8 years old, but I did it. Three parades in the next two weeks here. Krewe of Centaur, Krewe of Gemini and then whatever the parade is called near my house...that one doesn't matter so much as it is the "family oriented" parade. So, totally no fun. Last year at G

Learning Day By Day
I'm learning day by day When in doubt I bow my head and pray I find a quiet corner to relax and sit I may not have perfect delivery but i still attempt it I always wonder if anyone is really listening As my tears leave my cheeks glistening I wonder why does everything seem at times so hard to bear I then realize it's because I'm in Satans snare I pray and lift up my thoughts for guidance As my tears drift into subsidence I feel at peace with God in my life With him in attendance my hearts love is always rife Learning Day by Day He will always be a dear friend to me With him by my side Satan will have to flee With him Satans influence will become no more I will be free to see what my life has in store I give all my problems to something unseen So I will continue to not feel unclean At times I feel I don't know where to turn Until I realize that his answers to my questions is what i yearn ©Tiffany Fluharty

Travels Of The Invisible
Every single day I travel the public roads. I sit alone on crowded streets at bus stops. Its kind of funny; with all the locals that I have on my friend list, not one person seems to ever see me. I must truely have mastered the art of becoming invisible or perhaps maybe people honestly think i am just that scary. Either way makes me wonder whether to cry or laugh for the poor people who are losing out on what could be a chance for friendship yet they daily whine about being lonely.

Characteristics You Need To Glimpse In Modern Prom Dresses
Prom season. You've been searching forward to it all yr long. It's the climax towards college year's interpersonal scene. Cheap Special Occasion DressesNaturally, you desire to glimpse your best. In fact, you desire to do more than that. You desire to be the head-turner. The belle from the ball. The lady who helps make other girls jealous for the reason that she's obtaining the stares from their dates. So you certainly require the wonderful prom dress. Junior Bridesmaid Dresses The a single that's ultra-cool and super-hot! Not some thing that the mom wore to her prom back again inside the dim ages. Good news! Today's slicing borders trends in prom garments provide you with a multitude of alternatives which weren't readily available even a amount of brief many years ago. So in the occasion you desire to be the forward-thinking fashionista at this year's primary event, Discount wedding dresses you require a crash program in what's warm this prom season. Here are five characteristics

Enter At Your Own Risk...
As I sit here and think about the last 2 months I find I am disappointed in a lot of things, but mainly in myself. I've stepped so far away from the person I am. From the person I was raised to be. I have done things that have hurt some people. It's true that it was never intentionally but nonetheless I have done it. For that I am so sorry. People come into your life when you least expect it and leave lasting impressions that will stay with you forever. Whether you meet them in person or just spend constant hours in conversations over the phone, You can’t help but get to know them and love them. It’s a crime we are all guilty of. How do you get so close to someone you’ve never really met? That’s a question I find myself constantly asking myself. It’s simple. It’s so much easier to open up to a stranger. To someone that you feel won’t judge you. However that can also backfire on you as well. For instance I’ve poured my heart out to a few p

Playground Asylum Opening N Hiring Realible Staff N Dj. No Drama Of Any Kind Welcome Tht Will Result In A Ban.
(d) Hey there all.Playground Asylum are recruiting staff n djs atm so if you want any spot sb me for info. Are you interested in games n music or just wanna hang out n talk or listening to tunes or having a laugh thn come & join The PGA Asylum. (sa)"http://www.fubar.com/lounge/77347" & join the fun!! We will be waiting for you to come n have fun n make friends with us!!! :@This longue is new and were trying to build up a fun and sweet longue for gamers, music and movie lovers. DRAMA of any kind will result in a ban without ANY warning we dont tolerate incompetent people making drama were sick of all drama on fu theres enough off tht crap allready. we are here for likeminded people for music, games n movies, any sexy attcks etc will result in a warning and not following warning will result in ban.We created longue to have fun not another damn hit n fck me or hit and marrie me longue, if thts what yourlooking for thn go any other longue we dont want tht crap in here. We want mature n nor

Want To E-mail Me???
Hello fans! Welcome to my very first fubar blog! To everyone who has sent me friend requests and gifts and messages I just want to say thank you for making my first night on fubar such a special and memorable one. I may not be able to talk to all of you individually as I would like to but I want you all to know how much I love you. And as sort of a special way to show my love i've decided to put together a little contest. My contest is simple. The prize if you win is my personal and private e-mail address. That's right you'll be able to e-mail me anytime and as often as you'd like to. I guarantee to answer every single e-mail you send me. This contest will only have one winner. To enter simply send me fubucks in any amount you wish. The one who sends me the most fubucks will win the contest and the prize (my e-mail). I will announce the winner right here in Missy's Manor. Oh by the way, did I also tell you i'll propose fu-marriage to the winner as well. The contest deadline is Friday M

Playlist Help For A Friend
fu-friend SexyKitten (5702018) needs help with her playlist and can't get it to work; I have no clue about this. Anyone want to send information to her (or to me and I'll pass it along to her) on how these things work? (Better to send to her directly so as to start a communication as to what the problem is, etc.) (reposted from a bulletin :)) Edit: problem solved Eric

Today's Story
Insane All alone she stands in the rain Hidden tears and hidden pain She's got everything to loss and nothing to gain Secretly she goes insane She keeps her secrets from her friends Their meek support they try and lend She has no defenses so she can fend And closer still there comes the end All that you know is she is feeling blue Guess there is nothing you can do She's been hurt by many and loved by few She's going mad you know it's true And when the lights go out You think you hear a shout You'll know what it's about She's gone mad you have no doubt It's time now she's set free

Robert Chrisley | The Cry
Immortal Beloved of mine; Thou Gift of God of Almond Gold who is the Jewel crafted by a Cunning Craftsman in which Thy Beauty enthrones all I find entrancing from the day Thou was created; How can I Truly ever capture the comprehension of Thy full knowledge I attempt to embark from the taste of Thy Wine? Beauty such as Yours, My Love, can never be celebrated with a single day; for, God made Our Paradise to last Forever to Cherish His Daughter with Agape Love because that is how long it will take. .... .......ROBERT CHRISLEY "The Cry" Perils of Proximity Starving Artisan 2011 Look out, look outFrom atop the WatchtowerBejeweled not betwitched by the Eve of my SoulAsian eyes mezmorizing meCome now, and you will seeThe 1 Golden Temple from my sideCalling out, as my Spirit is calling outWith a whisper You answered the cryNever say die to the Life that is Love, and IForever carry the cryForever carry the cryPlease beseech as the chaft from the wheat4 this Golden-stemmed Red RoseAs th

Robert Chrisley | Speech Impedimate
ROBERT CHRISLEY"SPEECH IMPEDIMATE: (ANTIBUSH PROTOCOL PART I)"ChannelDeffinishon Recordings 2003Down home proclaimed with accentDidn't mean to cause your accidentPolygamist shoulder brush to ventHold a candle high for "the people" while wax runs down to burn your finger tipsFreedom and ammendments we'll renegotiateLegitimate news becomes the claim to fateDown home with American dreams With apple pie how sweet does it all seemWe'll strip your intelect with ignoranceAnd call this "home", yeah, we'll make it homeDown by the riversideThe current drags you in with just your sightMute all logic and displayJust to watch countrymen suffer from decay and corporate foreplayWas this the politically incorrect I sense?Maybe just a day when it was all still innocentLies police what we've dispursedNow you realize the P.A.T.R.I.O.T.ic cure has become the curseDown home with American LifeStrain and struggle but still we thriveWe'll take your will to build our ownA nice big porch where we sit to wag the

My Very First Song At Age Six.....my Own Words Come Back To Haunt Me
Joel 2:1 Blow ye the trumpet in Zion, and sound an alarm in my holy mountain: let all the inhabitants of the land tremble: for the day of the LORD cometh, for it is nigh at hand; ROBERT CHRISLEY "Set The Trumpet" Under The Watchtower Empire | Starving Artisan 1987 Dropping out of school Smokin up a joint No respect for authority Tryin to make a point Gettin high with friends Party with the world Aftermath hangovers Got you in a whirl Guys and gals sending out charms Next thing you know, there's a baby in their arms Or committing crimes with the abortion machine The picture coulda been a different scene Jesus needed to be in the situation Eyes on the Creator and not His creation Set the trumpet to thy mouth All harken to the sound Like an Eagle souring over storms When the trumpet sounds be ready for war! Trusting in crystals for your salvation Avoiding the Lord's humble invitation Sacrifice for blood here and there Conjuring up demon forces e

Robert Chrisley: "the Golden Stairway"
ROBERT CHRISLEY "The Golden Stairway" Under The Watchtower Empire | Starving Artisan 1987 .....drifting thoughts still drifting to a place where I Dream again Of the Man on Patmos who shows me the times of another world manifests He speaks in rythms and songs that bring the sky to the Earth Where unto the Inner Man does this testament give Birth Shadows that haunt fleshly walls call back the assemble of The Gathering And their reflections burn within their Souls unmasking their Earth shattering And the nightman rides again As the wind blows upon the heirs of the beast The son of the morning spreads her golden stairway To make ready the wedding feast As the dark unveils the night, the last light shimmers away And the battle of Evermore settles beneath this earthen clay As angels and faeries fight for the whisping; for the Soul of Man comes to the Final Hour I lay (hear) dreaming of that place again Ever ruling under the watchtower....... ©1983 Chrisley Mus

Robert Chrisley: "the Reason"
ROBERT CHRISLEY "The Reason" The Season Empire 1994 Twas the night before Christmas when all through the shed Not a creature was stirring except the Babe in the straw bed An Angel appeared to shepherds afar The King of Kings was Born under the Eastern Star And all of Heaven's Angels begin to sing He is the One; The Newborn King Joy to the world The Savior is Born Soon He'll wear a crown of thorns But on the third day The stone will roll away He has Won; He has Won He has Won; God's only begotten Son You are the reason I'm Born again You are the reason I'm free from sin You are the reason for the season You are the reason............ e s t a r r | f o u r | r i n g | f i v e ©MCMXCIV 1994 Chrisley Music® (ASCAP) 1994 Imperial Alliance Corporation® ARC® Original additional music and lyrics by Chrisley Referenced "Twas The Night Before Christmas" and "Joy To The World" used with permission. Unauthorized use prohibited.

Robert Chrisley "saigon Shangri~la"
ROBERT CHRISLEY|ÄRÇ ÄÑGΣL ÇRØWΣ "Saigon Shangri-la" Raven's Lament Starving Artisan 2009 Oh, how I am overcome Skin as gold as the sun Oh, how I am overwhelmed Your Jade Garden blossoms Eden's river run Worlds forgotten beneath your Far East Star Comparison obsolete to the Goddess on thy knees you are Sands of time flee when I'm within your angel wings Entwined F.or U.nlawful C.arnal K. nowledge of your Vine ANH YEU EM; ANH YEU EM One taste; one kiss of you, my Shanghai Valentine I am mortal under my Asian Sky Madonna One touch; reason flees as my soul renders itself sold For you, my Saigon Shangri-la Oh, Desire courses through my veins To strike my bow across your sweet Violin And as you sing erotic suggestion upon unworldy chords Your Siren Song is the Saphiric Mantra that births your Holy Temple within ANH MUON EM; ANH MUON EM S

Robert Chrisley | The Keeper
Robert Chrisley | ÄRÇ ÄÑGΣL ÇRØWΣ "The Keeper" The Third Ai Starving Artisan | World Crafter 2010 Consequence Fumbling towards what I Believe is Evidence A crumbling society and Preconceived By the evils of no consciousness Allowed to be All because they Tube stun-gun us Take away this pain and misery Not mine or yours but theirs to keep Choking zombies of conformity Killing the Illuminati demon seed This how; this is how we Pray Our Souls to keep Bullet magazine Loaded into cold, black metal, but Fast asleep Flower children picking pedals Like slaves without chains Fucked Eloi prepped for Morlock eugenics Take away these broken pleas from me Bullet the Rothschild masonic spree Revolution to crush their anarchy Don't you fucking dare tread on me This is how; this is how we Pray His cup of wrath down on thee I don't need, no, I don't need your Sandman I'm awake, yeah, I'm awake And part of The Master's plan To blind the cap sto

Robert Chrisley | The Joshua Tree
Robert Chrisley | Arc Angel Crowe "The Joshua Tree" The Third Ai Starving Artisan 2010 estarr thirty three 1/2 | ring twelve Baby, I gotta message for someone And that message is only for you Flash your eye like you try to hypnotise Don't you know I'm not your fool Foolin masses with your ecto plasmic Fantastic Plastic celebrity pose But, I'm the one who knows your unknown devices and I Come to unplug the Metropolis hoax With wide open two I blind your third eye Your final act is your third reich And it's a third of the hour till midnight I am the Joshua tree of the Third Ai Honey, try and sell me your dracon honey Dripping down from your tree of knowledge But your stinch doesn't smell like roses anyway and I already killed your illuminated foliage Peddle your masters through enchanted gifts That are turning to salt with the cities that you've built The Arch Angel stands one foot on the earth and the other on the sea With feet and the Sword upon the

Pass The Butter Please
This was sent by a friend of mine!!! Pass The Butter ... Please. This is interesting . .. . Margarine was originally manufactured to fatten turkeys. When it killed the turkeys, the people who had put all the money into the research wanted a payback so they put their heads together to figure out what to do with this product to get their money back.

Have To Start All Over...
i was so upset to find out my level 34 account was somehow deleted. I was online on my old account via my blackberry at 11am, I was always logged in. Wanted to go on again around 1 and 2pm. I was logged out, tried to get back in but couldn't! So I waited till I got home to figure it out, that my profile was deleted.. I kind of cried it took me years to get to the level I was at. I have to start ALL over again! Can you folks help me? Rating, pimpin me, etc? To those who already helped me thank you so much! My account didn't deserve to be deleted. But it somehow was. The reason? I don't know. But please help out if you can. Ill fan and rate you and add as a friend back. Thanks! Claudia xoxo

How To Get Family Pic Access
if you really really want in my nsfw folder, it will cost you a 135 credit bling pack. you get to see more of my body. yes im naked in a few pic but im covering myself with my hands. so if you still want in there, semd me a message

It's Been Forever Since I've Done This....
Woooow so it's been a loooooong time since I've been on here. Been engaged, been cheated on, and walked out on by my kiddo's father. Life has been very interesting over the last 2 years since I've posted on here. It's so different and I feel like I know nobody on here anyone...weird... so yeah.

In Times Of Stress
In times of stress is when you find who really has your back. My favorite saying to cheer up my friends is: " When life gives you lemons through them at someone else who deserves them." This is so that you remember that life is hard but you can always turn it in your favor a little bit. So if you feel down do something to cheer yourself up. We can not always find someone who has the answer we need but we know what we get a good laugh from.

Passion
I sometimes find my heart lurching in several directions, searching for that one thing that will create a feeling inside me unlike any other. What will it be today? A song, perhaps? Maybe a piece of writing, or the soft, sensual touch of a lover. I yearn for the sensation to well up inside my soul until it floods my entire form, filling me with the life I so desire to attain. What does it mean to truly live? That life found me today in a song by one of my favorite bands, 30 Seconds to Mars. It reminded me to live my life on the edge, to take risks without giving thought to the consequences that would follow. I have been stuck in a rut for what seems like decades in a state of despondency that has eaten away at my soul like a cancer, slowly feeding off my emotion until eventually I succumb to its relentless harassment. I tried to suppress it, and have been for 3 years now, and told myself that it would just go away with time, yet here it remains in the forefront of my mind. My comica

[it Has Been Brought To My Attention-]
That I am wordy and Craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy!!!Really? This is the first I'm hearing of this*flashes back to when Peter Griffon is informed he's fat- and in fact has a personal oribt*Anyway- I posted a LOooooOOOoooooOOOooooOOOOngseries of posts on the mech forum I frequent about design theory (aesthetic and functional) and story themes.Basic gyst- the "bad guys" from original Gundam are themed around Nazis.One of their greater downfalls and failings was that they overdeveloped "super weapons" like the germans did during WWII and split their resources and misappropriated their funds and steel.6 Shermans versus 1 panzer- sure you might lose a couple shermans but that panzer is GONE!This is an actual theme in Gundam.Next up one of the bastard offsprings of Gundamverse- Gundam wing.Gundam wing gets into what I call "Super robotism" where your titular suits are rarely if ever damaged, and the overall design emphasizes a theme more than actual functionality.Submitted for your approval-here a

In Regards To Fumafia Scrub Changes
Hey Thanatos and all concerned players,I'm going to address your blog because I respect that you took the time to make a place for this and that you care about your point of view and that a lot of people are passionate on this subject.First of all I have to say, there's a very common misconception regarding fuMafia and it's that people complain and that, in turn, causes unfavorable changes. I actually monitor about a zillion statistics on the game (more than one person alone really should be although I think we'll be getting more in-house resources soon) and first and foremost I'll say that I have had a growing problem with the way in which scrubs were used and have weighed this decision carefully for a while before making the call.They were making plenty of revenue even in spite of the free ones from platinum mastery because even those players bought extra slots. Also scrubs gave the game another dimension of trading and bartering.But hands down, they were not intended for this use.

Will Harry Reid Also Hide In Illinois?
Over the past week the nation witnessed the spectacle of Wisconsin and Indiana Democrat lawmakers fleeing across state-lines into Illinois, Bonnie and Clyde-style, though in this case in hopes that their absence would stave off having to make tough decisions. Back home, their votes were needed to rescue their states from dire fiscal problems, and that is the case in states across the rest of the Midwest and the rest of the nation. Budget deficits are bulging and competition for scarce financial resources is growing more alarming.This Prohibition-era retro replay may indeed spread to the federal government and Washington, as a new Congress grapples with its first tough budget debate. Will liberals duck responsibility again?The federal government has been operating under a Continuing Resolution that will expire on March 4th. The House, led by Republican Speaker John Boehner (R-IL) has already passed a new Continuing Resolution (CR) that cuts approximately $61 billion (too little in my o

I Give Up
I give up my agressive life sustaining tactics I give up the war of 2 people in my body I trust that all of me will come out in tact A peace treaty between body soul I will live I take action Because I still have a body

Corvette Owner Etiquette
Yes almost everyone would love to own one of America's most famous sports cars the Chevrolet Corvette . However like clothes some are just not made for each individual to wear or look good in . After intensive study and research here are the results for those who and who shouldn't think of purchasing a Corvette . 1st Generation 1953 to 1962 These beautiful Vettes are for the true Auto Enthusiast who respects the history of this vehicle who is in their late 50's and up . 2nd Generation 1963 to 1967 These babies were sweet and by 1965 Big Blocks were being dropped into them , these models are for those in their mid 30's and up . 3rd Generation 1968 to 1982 These sexy fast rides are for guys and girls in their late 30's to early 50's . 4th Generation 1984 to 1996 5th Generation 1997 to 2004 6th Generation 2005 to present These last 3 generations are nice but these are for the the 20 somethings and for most part are disposable cars . ' If your in your mid 40's and up " No

Sex Games From A To Z {e F G & H}
Erotic Endeavors. Both you and your partner make a list of your sexual fantasies you want to play out. Trade lists and then set a deadline to make all of each other's fantasies come true. Feast. Sassi's variation of cleaning out the fridge. Instead of throwing away all the half-empty bottles of this or that lurking around in your fridge, place a blanket of the floor {so your asses won't get cold} by the open fridge door and get down on the blanket butt-naked. One at a time, take turns selecting items from the fridge to eat off each other. If you are one of those people who eat out every night because of a busy schedule and have a half empty fridge, pick up a couple of items such as whipped cream, chocolate syrup, and cake frosting {yes, I said cake frosting} on your way home and satisfy your "sweet" tooth. The Game. Break out all the old favorites like Monopoly, Scrabble, checkers, Chutes and Ladders if you are a bit slow, or chess if you got it like that. You can even play charades. W

Whats It Like Dealing With A Person With A Tramatic Brain Injury
My dad...the reason i left NYC and a prominent job making more money then i could spend. He turns 60 soon and having a bday party for him. i have no clue what to get him, since his brain is like a fucking 3yr olds now...why am i frustrated...mom just called..apparently dad opted to give birth out his asshole and clog the upstairs toilet...not a big deal normally...but it happened at 2am..with his incredible intellect now...he decided to just let it go and would deal with it when mom woke up or i got home from work today...the problem is...it just fucking flooded the 45K renovation i just got done with 2 weeks ago in their downstairs family room...shit everywhere..and about a foot of fucking water too...so im leaving work early to go deal with that shit...so what do i get a fucking soon to be 60yr old for his bday..how about a fucking screwdriver so he can tighten up the loose goddamn bolts in his head and fucking think for once....god motherr fucking damnit to all helll..fuck fuck shit

If More Likes Are Really Important To You
go to settings and change to the new profile style (not the new viewing style- not "fsb"- the new profile style, which is in a different place on the settings page), then people can like you when they visit your page. (and if they aren't important to you, they aren't- this is not a poll, this is a tip on how, since I see complaints from time to time. I changed to the new profile style because it looks neat. and I enjoy having more likes, I admit, but I'll at least pretend that wasn't the primary reason ;) Still, it does allow me to 'like' everyone who _comments_ on my page too, at least for so long as I can see their comments. Some of the changes take some getting used to.) Off to work and pre-work preparation and such now, but...

Lullaby Of A Dead Man
Life is still spinning Your end, my beginning And everything I hope for has been strangely set aside Breathing for living My mind is forgiving And destiny is proving to be absent from my life I know it, I feel it I know when you're sleeping I know the things you're dreaming And I know you will never give up and die Conscious fulfilling, the darkness revealing All faults and insecurities are shining like the sun Eyes are decieving Your mind will stop breathing and All that you are made of will now rightly become mine Father, why have you forsaken me? My life is gone Father, know how long it's taken me? I live again I know when you're sleeping I know the things you're dreaming I know when you're sleeping I know the things you're dreaming I love when you're weeping Even death can't stop this feeling

Little Red Cap
My name, my…real name is of little importance. Folks around here often call me ‘Wolf,’ although they wouldn’t know me if they saw me. Always on the careful side of things, I lurk in the shadows away from the public’s eye. Oh, how they watch…Oh, how I watch them. I wait so patiently, so still, waiting for the right prey. For I am the horrors this lonely village made me out to be, I am a hunter of kinds. The day’s air was cool on my skin. My hand moved to my side on its own accord, pulling out a meat clever. I ran my fingertips across the blade…sharp, beautifully sharp. I placed the clever back, smiling to myself. I was self confident, so sure that I could have anybody I wanted, love anybody I wanted…do anything I wanted. I’ve been to this village many times before. The folk often chat amongst themselves. I hear word of a girl, Little Red Cap so very often. I’ve seen her from distances, never close enough. But even

Teams
Due to how fast we've grown as a group, I have had to assign teams. Please check the team folders to see which one you are in. I don't have enough room to keep everyone in fam, so I have management, team leaders, girls who have contributed to the NSFW folder and those who have bought their way on in the fam. Eventually I may have to creat team pages if we continue to grow at this rate. I hope everyone understands. The people that I have made team leaders are ones who have helped me on a daily basis in one way, shape or form. As we grow more, I will also be making new teams. If you are interested in becoming a team leader as this happens, let me know and we will get you in as one. Thanks.

Json Vs. Xml
So, this is something that I've seen debated back and forth, and I've not really concluded which side of the fence I want to sit on. JSON vs. XML in a web service. What are your thoughts? Pros? Cons? Leave comments with your side of the story.

Sun Moon Stars
I fly above my self So cold and beautiful dead I've crossed the point of no return And now you understand A life in misery So full of sorrow and pain I couldn't face it no more I hope you'll always remember me [CHORUS] No pain, I'm free at last In paradise, sun moon stars Regret you were mean to me And regret that you sat me free Life depends on love And I depend on you [CHORUS] I lived for you There's nothing to say or to do I cared for you Then please realize that we're thru' I love you I no longer feel as you do I can't live without you But I can live without you [CHORUS] And now when I am gone I live forever inside of you And now when I am gone I live forever inside of you

Everyone Looks Good In A Peacoat.
christmas music is playing right now. you have to love itunes shuffle. and the jackson five singing "i saw mommy kissing santa claus." is it claus or clause? my brain cant even decide that. between some weird 18th century transitioning into present day and my freakish research paper about it, I am very unsure of spelling. a 15 page research paper on women now and then. then being when the declaration was written. thats crazy right? i cant even imagine that shit. i would be slapping motherfuckers. and then killing them for disrespecting me! hah.so sometimes i look up people from my online classes on fb. just to see what they look like. why? because i need to put a face to words. its important to me i guess, if they say something important or good or that i like.sometimes i think about what my life story would be. like, if i died tomorrow and then someone had to explain me to someone else. it would be kind of like "once upon a time some really crazy motherfucker lived and she argued with

Life As We Know It.
This is my first blog and I didn't really have a particular topic in mind before I started. I merely had the urge to write(type). I was bored. I am sure that never happens to any of you. :) So in case you may not have been aware, I am Shandy and it's a pleasure to meet you. I am a 30 year old Woman. I am not a child and this is not high school. I am not entirely sure what my reputation is but I am sure that it precedes me. When i decided I wanted to take the time to do this I had the urge to surround its basis on that of judgements and how we as a whole tend to harm one another. I am guilty of such things. Im human and completely fallible. However it is not how I choose to live my life. I sometimes sit here and wonder...who are you? What has happened in your life, which contributed to the person you are today. Were there struggles along the way, was there pain, joy? We all have our journeys which play a part in who we are and how we react and interact with other people. We all ha

Grammar, Punctuation And Spelling (american)
I don't mind if you correct my spelling, puctuation and grammar. However with the spelling, I will continue to spell how I learned, not learnt, in the good old US of A. If someone has a problem with that, too bad, perhaps I am a bad neighbor, with no sense of humor, and maybe my labor is in vain, with the colors all around me.

A Proof Lesson, A Thank You & Some Points To Ponder...
ahh..may as well get this overwith so we can move on..because you know, we still have so much work to do... Hello kids, how are we?...First and foremost, I'd like to thank every single person that spread the word, submitted screenshots, contributed and offered general support in what looks like the busting of the goon in the previously mentioned Valentine's Day Massacre blog.. That was beyond the scope of anything I thought it was when the idea was first presented to me, as is usually the case when dealing with high profile scam jobs and con artists...would you believe I'm still getting more info from more people about it?...amazing...just amazing... So thank you... Secondly, wow I don't even know where to start with this one. Fubar is a place where alot of money, feelings, and personal interaction takes place. Inevitably, it will lead to lead to people fighting. And people have every right under creation to cut, remove, jilt, distance themselves, push away (my god I hate t

The Innocent Smile
Innocent smile The innocent smile, so bright and calm. It lasts forever through out the time. one dark hour for the brightest eternity. Time will mend all wounds, but the oh so bright innocent smile with heal the scars. Day after day, night after night, nightmares will come. Just lay there in rememberence of that bright beautiful smile. So calming and soothing. So happy and joyful. What might of been a lost for now is an eternal gain. Because after all, the life you once lost will once be resumed. By: Brian Hundertmark aka Saint 2/24/2011 12:09 a.m

To My Granpa
its been almost 2 years since my granpa died. He was my rock, he was the one that kept me going, he was by my side no matter wut i did. And when he died it crushed me, he was the one that protected me. He loved me so much that just seeing me made him soo happy that somtimes ppl wondered if he was on drugs. and him feeling like that made me like myself alot better, cus if he could love me like that, then he must see somthing good in me. Im stil mad, im stil pissed, im stil crushed that he s gone, and the reason why it keeps bringin me down is, i cant move on becaus i never got a chance to say goodbye.So i got an advice from someone to write down a letter to him, with all i want to tell him so here it goes: Dear granpa: u have always been my rock, my guid in life, the one that loved me uncoditinaly. i remember the summers u came n got me, n toke me to ur farm, just me, so i could get away from my crazy family. u n granma always treated me like a princess and that i could never

Boy Girl Part 4
BOY: i saw her again GIRLl: i saw him again BOY: She looks better then ever GIRL: He looks better then ever BOY: I walked towards her, not sure what to say GIRL: He s walking towards me, i dont know what to say BOY: Hi GIRL: Hi BOY: I cant stop looking at her GIRL: I cant stop looking at him BOY: She so quiet, maybe she stil mad GIRL: He so quiet, hope he dont think im still mad BOY: I told her i still miss her GIRL: He told me he still miss me BOY: she dont belive me GIRL: he dont mean it BOY: I mean it GIRL: He dont mean it BOY: i asked if she missed me GIRL: i told him everyday BOY: she dident mean it GIRL: he dont belive me BOY: She asked why i left GIRL: He said i pushed him away BOY: I should have fought for her GIRL: i wanted him to fight for me BOY: I told her i was sorry GIRL: i told him i was sorry BOY: I want her to forgive me GIRL: I want him to forgive me BOY: I stil love her GIRL: I stil love h

Nimbus
nimbus \ NIM-buhs \noun; 1. (Fine Arts) A circle, or disk, or any indication of radiant light around the heads of divinities, saints, and sovereigns, upon medals, pictures, etc.; a halo. 2. A cloud or atmosphere (as of romance or glamour) that surrounds a person or thing. 3. (Meteorology) A rain cloud.

To Discover The Most Suitable Gown For The Unique Night From Jasz Couture
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Janey Godley’s Podcast “episode 33”
(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language) In episode 33 of Janey Godley’s Podcast the mother and daughter broadcast again from Adelaide, they talk about the scary Cat Monkey’s that live in the trees, the insane bugs that swarm the skies and the odd dressing folk who are working at the festival. Ashley has a slightly tipsy rant about people who theme dress and they talk about the rife teen alcohol problem in Adelaide. The mayor and queen Adelaide get a slightly angry dressing down from the home sick ladies as do the wildlife and men with handlebar moustaches. The sexy singing shanty sea men finally get to meet Ashley and the outcome is surprising. All this plus a lot more angry chit chat from the comedy duo who are far from home and too warm. Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down t

Frozen Tears
After I realized what I’ve done can’t be reversed I cursed. Ashamed of my choices and pain I changed, the noise in my ears confirmed my darkest fears. Then I felt the burning sensation mixed with aggravation what a difference a year in my life can be from deep love to “I don’t know and is this just large figment of my imagination”? Now he’s gone and I’m all alone wishing he could rescue me from my self inflicted misery. Handicapped by my fears refusing to show emotion mentally numbed I can hear it but I ignore my ears, I get in the shower and cry, just like frozen tear drops in the snow so easy to hide.. I don’t know why I keep running from the demons inside, yet I can never really hide. I slowly act as if I don’t remember so lost in my December. Looking back over the years I was molded by my childish fears and I refuse to let them know how weak I really was. I smile and in no one will I confide like those frozen teardrops in the s

I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings!
I know why the caged bird sings A free bird leaps on the backOf the wind and floats downstream Till the current ends and dips his wing In the orange suns raysAnd dares to claim the sky.But a bird that stalks down his narrow cageCan seldom see through his bars of rageHis wings are clipped and his feet are tiedSo he opens his throat to sing.The caged bird sings with a fearful trillOf things unknown but longed for stillAnd his tune is heard on the distant hill forThe caged bird sings of freedom.The free bird thinks of another breezeAnd the trade winds soft throughThe sighing treesAnd the fat worms waiting on a dawn-brightLawn and he names the sky his own.But a caged bird stands on the grave of dreamsHis shadow shouts on a nightmare screamHis wings are clipped and his feet are tiedSo he opens his throat to sing.The caged bird sings withA fearful trill of things unknownBut longed for still and hisTune is heard on the distant hillFor the caged bird sings of freedom By Maya Angelou

This Sux
as far as I am concerned Hypoglycemia SUX!!! after days of being ill and thinking i was coming down with a virus that is going around the office. I find out it's my Sugar Levels ... and have been sat down ... and TOLD what I am to eat, and how much.. the only upside is that I am a Vegan. But I now have to really watch my full intake and start a complete diet ASAP ... blogger pfft Maia

[fwah! That Was Good]
Hang on I gotta chug at least a liter of water after I take these pills...makes me real full since I gotta take em on full stomach.Blachk!There were two things I'd never do as a childthree things.1. Take naps/go to bed on time.2. Eat cooked vegetables except starches and peppers.3. Drink water.Juice was better tasting and always had vitamins in it >>it only made sensebut since I can't exceed a certain amount of vitamin C in a day, I can't drink cranberry juice and orange juice in excess ...wait I can now!Sweet.Stupid regimens.AnywayTonight I made stir fry beef liver.Oh my god it was good.I'm gonna play around with it a bit but I got the recipe from an online sourceIts filipino apparently, but where they used tomato- I omitted it completely in favor of a slight squeeze of chinese ketchup (hot sauce)where they said garlic- I put in more onion (because I've been out of garlic for over 2 months)You basically saute the liver for about 2 minutesthen you braise it in soy sauce (4 tblspoons so

Screw Politicians, Politics, Religion, Etc.. Yada Yada, The Thing, The Thing
A few months ago I decided to turn over a new leaf, but I didn't really do anything other than what I was doing before. There were no new roads to travel in the virtual world, and all things I saw were variations of the same nonetin garbage that has been flowing out of the foetid sewer of the collective consciousness since the dark ages. Only one thing stood out in my conception, the word "Free", and how believing in the idea of freedom was more like captivity than some forms of actual imprisonment. We're all told from childhood that we have "roles" and "expectations" that we must fulfill in order to become "productive". Whatever that means these days. We kill the Earth to save it, we are actual parasites feeding on this planet, and what humanity needs to do is engineer a real plan to fly into space, and teraform a celestial body, such as the moon. We could start by teraforming the nastiest parts of Earth, until we have refined the process. After having refined the process we

What.....
What Difference What difference does it make If the sun won't shine tomorrow If all you feel is sorrow What difference does it make? What differance does it make If you give love and it's not returned A ray of hope is what you yearn What difference does it make? What differance does it make If inside you really hurt If you feel like is dirt What difference does it make? What differance does it make If all you do is one big mistake If all just want to take What difference does it make? All the differance if tomorrow Is the day that rids the sorrow All the love you gave is returned You get more then all you've earned Love gets rid of all the hurt Washes away all the dirt You learn from your mistakes Find out just what it takes Find out A day Makes All the difference in the world.

Sex Games From A To Z {a B C And D}
Wanna spice up your sex life? Wanna turn your mate the hell out? Then stop doing the same shit in the bed all the time and get creative. So here is my rendition of the ABC's. Assume the Position. This is fairly simple and has different variations. You handcuff or tie your partner's hands to the headboard or, if you prefer, you can tie them behind his or her back. Your partner is at your mercy and you can have your way with them all night long. If you live in a basement apartment with pipes on the ceiling of have something else you can use, you can tie him or her up to the ceiling while standing. This is great with the woman tied up because you can fuck her while she is standing or you can lift her up on your shoulders and eat her pussy. Belly Button Shots. Pour tequila into your mate's belly button and lick the right side of his or her chest and shake some salt on it. Squeeze some lemon or lime juice on the left side of his or her chest and then lick the salt and make your way down to

The Glow Radio Wednesday
Wednesday Night on The Glow Radio: First up is filling in for DJ Siren is DJ Thomas live from Bristol,England & spinning Top 40/Dance Music starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt next up is DJ Sass N Jazz & "The Jazzy Side of Glow" spinning the FEEL GOOD Jazz Music & other genres too starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt Closing Tonight is Tony the Misfit & his Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory & on Microsoft's Media Player's Internet Radio Classic Rock Section or you can go to our website at: ___________________ www.TheGlowRadio.com We now have a second Chat Room for listeners who do not use Am

Pleasure & Pain
In anticipation of our next meeting, I get a shiver down my spine. To be in the control of your able hands Is an addictive passion of mine The day is here; I am wonderfully frightened. You lead me to the cold and sterile chair; The melodious buzzing, I am intoxicated The smells of antiseptic and latex in the air. A cool wetness, and then the graze of the blade You firmly press the sheet against my skin I inspect the mark and smile in approval; You say it is time to begin. My heart begins to race as you approach And I feel a hot surge in my veins. My breath departs me for a moment; You grin and mock my pain. I begin to relax and bask in my bliss Watching with masochistic delight. Pain becomes pleasure; torture is hedonic - I move and you hold me down tight With one last thrust, your task is complete - I am bloody, injured and content. You dress my wound and send me off; I can't wait to do it again.

Just Had A Thought That Made Me Giggle To Myself.....
I saw the status "If you cant handle me at my worst, you don't deserve my best" now what made me giggle is ive seen that status countless times from fu whores throughout fubar over the years and to those fu whores i say....... if your worst is showin ur stuff to anyone who wants to look at it.... what's your best? keeping your clothes on? laying off the crack? the word to the wise being, your worst better not outweigh your best or you will ultimately end up lonely!

Your Master
Your Master: call me lets have some fun Status: I need you to call me and help me beat off!!!!! come on? seriously? this guy won't take no for an answer. day after day of being shot down and yet he still has the nerve to show up in my shoutbox. My Reply: www.MyPhoneSexFetish.com people get paid for this shit..what makes you special enough to get it for free??? knock yourself out..perv http://www.fubar.com/2058506

Fun Facts About A M0ni. Error: This Is A Waste Of Your Time, Please Leave In A Soundly Fashion.
SO I suppose its time for MOAR m0ni facts Numero dos Es no bueno, but whatever G. #372- I write so I can remember all the things in my life that I have blocked out. #373- Everything I have ever written has had some piece of truth, some factual event I've been through, locked away in it. Secretly. #8911- If you ever hear me mutter the words "Hopelessly yours, Alabama" know, until further notice that I am utterly and completely shattered. #406- I'd steal my son's coloring books. #917- Current playing song on my itunes is Jim Sturgess- Across the Universe. #285- I act alot tougher than I actually am. Defense mechanism. #110.3- I'm a simple girl, with simple thoughts, and a simple heart. #296- I haven't rode a bike in a year or so. It's sad. #727- I like attention, no matter how pathetic that sounds. I admit it. #201- I probably dislike myself far more than you do, so calm the fuck down. #456- I try to be optimitic with I give advice. Knowing, secretly deep inside that