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Daddy's Girl
I wrote this over 10 years ago Daddy's Girl In the darkness of a room A little girl hides in the corner As the tears roll down her face The pain and fear is upon her The pain of her daddy's hand And the fear of another day Because she knows come tomorrow Everything will be the same Where does a little girl run to Where does she hide When the man that says "I love you" Is the devil in her eyes And who does she turn to In the darkness of the night Where does a little girl run to Where does she hide And now her eyes are dry She has cried all she can But the pain still remains And the fear of a man A man that says "I love you" And that she is daddy's girl And one that has destroyed Everything in her world And when the yelling stops She puts her hands on her face And drifts off to sleep To dream of a safer place

Why???
Why am I more comfortable with the "unreal"? Why does it make me happy to know the "dead" surround me? Why does it please me when my loved ones see "them" too? Why? To know the sane see what the "insane" see as well? I am happy, tonight! Perhaps, I am not quite so insane..... *smiles* PEACE and LOVE be with you all!!!!

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♥my Love♥my Life♥my Heart♥my Soul
As most of you know, a week ago today I got a message that turned my life upside down,and not only broke my heart but crushed it as well. That message was from Patricq, the god son of my fuhusband Don1897 aka Drinkbox Bomber. The message was entitled "I'm sorry Gary" and after reading just that, my heart sank. Upon opening the message, I immediately began to read and be overcome with emotion. I quickly ran to the bathroom to try and get away from my younger sibblings so they didn't see what was about to become of me. My adoptive mom with whom I live with was in the room with me she was playing Halo Reach with my sister..I ran by her, tapped her on the shoulder and continued up the stairs. I got into the bathroom, she quickly came in right behind me with my puppy right behind her, and I collapsed. I couldn't get it out. My 2012 happened that day. I curled up into the fetal position on the bathroom floor and cried..I came back down to my laptop, and went to his profile, tried calling him

Didn't Know What To Name This One!
You play the game so well You had me fooled Everything you said was just a lie You played it all so cool Why couldn't I see through it? I guess it is the swag you have It's all in the way you said it You didn't have to lie If you don't feel it Then I am not going to die I asked you not to say them They only hurt in the end I know now that we aren't even friends So this is goodbye Even though there was nothing really there!

Trying To Catch Up
At times I get that feeling that I'm years behind in life. Like some of this i'm dealing with personally should've been dealt with by age 19 or 20. I ask myself that, just part of the long thought process on how much i've sabotage myself. I lived life as a teen with no care for anything. Everything was a whatever. All because I truly believe I'll end up killing myself eventually. So why go through this or that? Why spend time worrying or just thinking about things that my peers were spending hours trying to perfect. Who cares about college? Fuck the prom. What homework? What I need a license for? Just take the bus. Blah blah blah is all i heard but ok. Ok mom, you'll get the A's & B's. Ok teachers, I'll take the SAT and fill out scholarships. Just leave me alone, ok?!? So now years go by and i'm still alive. Damn! Guess I didnt have the balls to end it all so now i'm behind the times trying to catch up. Now that pisses me off as I look in the mirror. Pisses me

A Vision
What mine eyes has seen is thus, A smile so fine and truly beautiful tis truly glorious. The beating of my heart it overwhelms, I can chance think of another, Then you turn and walk away, Sadly, never to discover my heart.

Preachin To The Choir
Dear Miss Ninja,I am in trouble deep! I know you're going to be upset because I was always your little girlBut you should know by now I'm not a baby. You always taught me right from wrong. I need your help, please be strong. I may be young at heart But I know what I'm saying. The one you warned me all about, The one you said I could do without, We're in an awful mess, and I don't mean maybe. Please don't preach, I'm in trouble deep, I've been losing sleep, But I made up my mind. You've guessed it, I'm keeping my baby. Signed,miss ciccone Miss ciccone, I'm not your papa, so I won't preach. I don't care if you want to keep your kid, I just don't want to be the one paying for it. So as long as you aren't living off my tax-dollars, I'm going to tell you to do what the hell you want. The day I start supplementing your little drunken night spawn is the day I'll start demanding you get off your ass and get a job.

Beer, How Do I Love Thee.....
Why are you so cute? I mean serial. Sooo adorable. Gessh! Now on to other serious matters... is it wrong (or want) to have sex with beer? It tastes sooooo good most of the time that if it were socially acceptable, I would consider such. Now I haven't put much thought behind this as to what type of sex I would have or with what. A can might hurt and a bottle is too small. Perhaps one of those mini kegs for the fridge? I think that's a Heineken product, but I dunno about pot breath during this. Your thoughts? Yeah... uh. So... go team?- A Currently Drunkish, Bob Saget Dear Drunkish Bob, There is nothing wrong with loving beer, or fantasizing about it. Although, sex with it would prove difficult unless you filled one of those latex pocket vaginas with your favorite brew. Now, if you were a chick, the beer bottle would work just fine. Use plastic though, those glass ones are a little dangerous to be inserting in your vag. My suggestion is to just shotgun a beer while some ch

Stubbed?
Dear Miss Ninja,I don't mean to sound superficial, and please don't make fun of me because this is a serious problem. I met a guy online and I was very very cautious about getting serious with him. I let the relationship grow slowly, I spoke with him first in chat, then eventually by phone. I saw him on cam and he shared photos with me. After a year of chatting almost every day we met finally three days ago. He walked down from the gate at the airport and I was so relieved to see he really was the tall dark and handsome man I expected him to be. The attraction was immediate, and we both felt instantly comfortable with each other. On the way home we stopped at a cafe for a glass of wine and a light dinner. That is when things went bad. He raised his glass for a toast, and wrapped around the stem of the glass was the tiniest, fattest little pinkie finger I have ever seen. It's been three days he has been here with me and I can't stop thinking about it and glancing d

Venting About Work
So we have a customer who had an issue with their safety light-curtains going bad on them. Safety light-curtains are long, skinny, rectangular assemblies of lights on one end, and light receivers placed somewhere opposite. When a machine operator breaks the light beam, the machine won't operate. Anyway, for whatever reason, all four of them on their machine had gone bad at the same time. This isn't normal, and we really couldn't attribute it to anything other than the manufacturer indicated they may have been part of a batch that had some bad components in them. We send them four warranty replacements. Everything is fine for a week. Then two of the replacements go. We send two more. One more goes bad two weeks after that, so I flew to Texas to inspect everything and replace their newly-non-working unit. I found some cables that should have been routed differently (their fault). Found they never ran an electrical ground to their control cabinet (their fault). They also had loose wi

Walls Up!
Walls up so back away I just don't care about what you say I am tired of all the games you play I feel lost and sometimes alone It is time to go back to what I have always known The wall is up So back away What you say hurts Please go away. I know the lies I know the pain I know the torture and distain I ask for your safety and to heal a broken heart I will be okay Just need some time to pick up the pieces and get a fresh new start.

Obama...osama...what? [a Repost From My Imvu Group]
I'm really not a bitch. Ok...so maybe I am. But I want to say this...I've been paying some attention to the political goings on in this country as of late and I am much disturbed. #1. Donald Trump's attack on Obama. You know, even though it ends up getting me in all sorts of trouble, I read the pulse thing on here...and certain people are calling Trump a racist because of his opposition of the president. In fact, I've noticed that they call ANYONE who opposes even the smallest thing that Obama does a racist. I'm left to wonder...what does any of this have to do with race? The Donald speaks out against Obama because he himself is looking to become president and is willing to go to just about any lengths to achieve that end. While this doesn't necessarily inspire my respect, I don't look at that and think it is racist. It's opportunism. There have long been questions about the president's birth, among other things, and Trump is merely ta

You Got Bin Laden, Now Get Out Of The Region, Islamists Tell U.s.
You Got Bin Laden, Now Get Out of the Region, Islamists Tell U.S. Tuesday, May 03, 2011 By Patrick Goodenough Jamaat-e-Islami leader Munawar Hasan, center, addresses a press conference in Lahore, Pakistan, to react to the news of Osama bin Laden’s death. (Photo: Jamaat-e-Islami) (CNSNews.com) – Now that it has achieved its goal of killing Osama bin Laden, the United States should withdraw its armed forces from Afghanistan and the broader region. That’s the message being sent by Islamists from Pakistan, Egypt, and the Iranian government. “If according to U.S. President Obama, America has achieved its target and killed its enemy number one, the U.S. has no justification to stay here any more,” Munawar Hasan, leader of the Pakistani Islamist party Jamaat-e-Islami, told a press conference called in Lahore on Monday to respond to the news that the al-Qaeda terrorist leader was dead. Hasan expressed doubt that the U.S. would withdraw from

Karma -
Force them to see Im told with a reputition from years before Why cant they know?ill fight this with nailIs this not our nature?My choice is seen and I have lost with no chance for venganceWhy have we chosen to close this space once again Ill show you my cell with its rotting decor Or will I?the walls are still grandI know where my fate liesIts always with me screaming though Ive chosen to not hearFor that ill pay more than was worth,Why wasnt I taught of this?Why must I learn through painHumilityWas I lost when this knowledge was passed ?To learn this way is a true mark of a being of which was layed in my lap ofIgnoranceFor hell you haveto take with you and seethe only thing removed no more matter to hold it insideNo more Fill the glass and then the room It will never be held back Tho whos accountable?you always werethat voice is that of pure balanceI know when its here It speaks so loudTo let me know of unjust and forsaken triumphI know what ill take with me as I know to not enjoyAs

Blaze
Wind and light from below me stray ,I look down at the starsWho are you to judge this space My home My faceMy pillsMy raceI challenge you to above laws taste ,who's to succomb?You have seen what I have but havent felt what I hold Your eyes have changed to me for I have stolen your glow Did you realize?I open this door with a grand fury that no one else can hold , For its been here so long Born for you On this day I will expandYour touch will fade as I already know you are to be forgotten But I will remember Just for you To have you banashed from this world to collide with my eyes againYour steep fall I will remember and you will knowI look down at the stars And you dont compare.

News That You Can Use.....
So a day ago I put on the news and read that Osama Bin Laden was killed in a firefight with the Navy Seals and CIA Operatives. Outstanding! Of course, the usual peanut gallery of people (on FaceBook) posted the typical tripe of: Martin Luther King Jr. – we should all love each other Not all Muslims are like this We need to love each more In a perfect world that would be all nice and good….but my delusional friends, there has and will never be a “perfect world”, unless you count the Clint Eastwood movie of the same name. Man has always engaged in war, of looting, of conquest. Some for profit ,others for protection of homeland and others for religious reasons (like our dearly departed terrorist OBL – piss be upon him). But “religious reasons” you may ask? How? Radical Islam wants Sharia law implemented, The Caliphate (ie…Islamic domination over the world, etc). Recently Pastor Terry Jones burnt a Koran. As a

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Osama Bin Laden
Let's be clear on this: OBAMA did NOT kill Bin Laden. An American soldier, who Obama just a few weeks ago was debating on whether or not to PAY, did. Obama just happened to be the one in office when our soldiers finally found OBL & took him out. This is NOT an Obama victory, but an AMERICAN victory!!

350 Challenges! Help Fight Climate Change!
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New Options
With the elimination of osama bin laden, there is an opening of a myriad options to consider and eventually pursue. It will be weeks before the euphoria and back slapping, and a return to status quo. And with good Statesmanship, President Barrack Obama stands on the precipiece of historical figure. The islamic world is in revolt, is at a crossroads, with the right diplomacy, an opening for Arab democracy is at hand to take the world forward. The Arab world is throwing out it's strongmen. Where they end up can be determined by how this administration deals with the aftermath of Osama's death. Barrack Obama is uniquely qualified to play a positive, constructionist role in how or if a rapproachment is made to the islamic world.

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Fighter
Winds blowing the colors of my favour, tied around your arm so tight, I watch you with much pride and passion, as your armor shines against the bright sunlight.. Upon the lush green hills, I watch as you take your flight, Ready to run and charge swiftly, all of your foes in your sight.. What sounds like shouts and thunder, rolls across the wide battlefield, Your sword held high to the blue sky, other hand holding your strongest shield..Hundreds of men cry their battle shouts, as they charge clashing hard against one another, I feel the battlefield ground begin to shake with much sound, as allies and foes meet up with each other..Tho I cannot see you now, for many men fight under the sun, I know you'll soon come back to me, when this battle is finally done..And when I see you walking over to me, weary across the land, My heart is full of passion as I look in your eyes, slowly I reach out for your hand..As the sun starts to set, burning fires being started against the coming night, We jo

[samson]
I used to know I was a peaceful man,these days its more of a thoughtmore of a doubtmore of a certainty of doubt. This isn't specific to current eventsand I'm sure you all think I have something specific to say on the subject. What is justice? The DL retires, a bad man, who was hero to thousands, villain to millions was shot, alongside his son.That... I'd rather not dwell on that.On so many levels. But its strange what a visit with your goddaughtera hopeless job huntand a haircut can do to a manand to the surrounding world. Anyway, been shadowboxing, been doing bicep pushups, and visualizing innevitable violence to overcome. My back still hurts like hell.And my mom taught me a G chord on the geetar. Workin on that >>workin on my grip, I've got big monkey fingers, and this isn't easy for me, especially since I'm modifying it in anticipation of using a slide at some point. What else?Built a Gelgoog 2.0 Zaku II 2.0and I'm about 1/6th done with my Full Armor Gundam. T

Storm
I'm thinking many thoughts of you, my love tonyte, Imagining my body wrapped around yours so tight.. Rain pouring down as lightning flashes across the sky, It's a passionate night love, for you and I.. Candles all aglow setting a mood just right, Come into my warm embrace, let me love you throughout this night..Let us undress each other slowly, never taking eyes off one another, Give into our sweet desires, as the rain pours down pure passion between each other..Sound of thunder rumbles outside as my heart begins to race, Lightning and candles illuminate our bodies, as we hungrily kiss and embrace..Laying down together upon the soft bed, so much desire in my heart, I look deep in your eyes and tell you my love, how much i miss you when we're apart..While the wind and rain blow all around, against the windows ever so strong, I wrap myself around you tightly my love, for to you I want to belong..As the storm rages on your body covers mine, and we caress each others hot skin, I nibble on

His Whiterose
My celtic love calls me his Lady Whiterose, Stronger each day my love for him grows. His smile is like the sun to this rose always warming my heart, His smile brightens any dark day, even when we are apart. His touch nurtures this rose all the while encouraging me to grow, He brings out the beauty deep within me to all the world I show. His hands are like soil around me protecting me with his care, He never wanders far from this rose, his presence is always there. His kisses are like the rain upon me, I revel in their touch, Feel their sweet wetness rain down on me, I always crave them so much. When he holds me, his hands upon me show me his love warm and true, He brings me to life, he makes me bloom, All this and so much more too. I'll always be his Lady Whiterose with him I'm always there, For our love is as old as the stars, Such a beautiful love we share...

Celtic Knight
Everytime I close my eyes visions of us come to me so clear, Even when we are apart m'love, I always feel you near. Upon your horse I have seen you sit, his breath blowing in the crisp morning air, In your eyes I've seen your love, evident in your intense stare. I've seen you on a battlefield, I've seen the celtic knight deep inside you, I've also felt and touched the gentle side, that no one has ever knew. I've inhaled the scent of your armor, fresh with the outside air, I've kissed your lips by candlelight, Ran my hands through your long braided hair. I've held my body against yours so tight, while the sea crashed against the shore, I've whispered into your ear of my love, pledging all of me forevermore. I've held your hand against my heart and have brought it to my lips, I've looked deep within your intense eyes, while I've kissed your fingertips. Hold me tight, My Celtic knight, and never let me go, For my love will always be for you, This I want you to know...

Dreams
Wind blowing across the hills so green, In my dreams, I am with my love, a soft wind blows across me as I stand upon the hills.. I walk thru the gardens of many flowers, stopping to admire the rich colors that are ablaze with the setting sun. Walking up into the castle, I feel the coolness of the stone floor beneath my bare feet as I walk through the home that I so love. Seeing my love at the top of the stairs, he takes my hand as he leads me to our large bed, while many candles light up the evening dusk that falls down upon us.. Much passion envelops us as we wrap ourselves tightly against each other, and i feel the warmth of his chest as i lay my head down upon it. My heart and soul is filled with much desire as I breathe in the scent of him..Always will I long for him, Always will I dream of the highlands, Always will I love him...

Wicked Tongue
Lick me on down baby, suck on my hardened nips..Roll your tongue all around them, flick it out across their tips..Move your tongue on down lower, work your way to the fire below..Taste the sweet sweat upon my body, slide it on down nice and slow..Roll it across my stomach real soft, you make me shiver in delight..Work it baby in your magical way, make me cry your name into the night..Roll it on down even lower, feel it on inside my thighs.. Bring it on up to my hot sweet muff, watch my passion really rise..Flick it on over to my magic button, feel your hands upon my hips.. Lick me all around oh so slow, while I writhe against your lips..Taste my sweet nectar as I arch my back, call your name as I start to come.. How I love when you bathe my body, with your oh so wicked tongue...

M'lord And I
Rolling hills, fields of green, battles going on, much to be seen.. Watching m'lord swing his sword in the sun, can't wait to embrace him, can't wait to be one.. I'm always entranced, watching him fight, wicked smile to myself, can't wait for tonight.. As the sun sets, battles all done, m'lord walks on over, from a victory hard won.. I wait by his tent, begin to pull him inside, for he knows that I want him, much passion inside.. No words are spoken, as he sits in his chair, I take off his helm, running fingers thru his hair.. M'lord reaches out, wraps his arms round my hips, I slowly kneel down, beginning to kiss his warm lips.. Tongues dancing slow, our breath coming quick, I slowly pull back, on his neck I begin to lick.. Moving up slow, I nibble on his ear, I whisper to him softly, what he wants to hear..As the tent is lit up, from outside the glowing fire, I tell him I want him, with a burning desire.. With one gauntlet tangled, in my long flowing hair, I continue to whisper, tell

Hot X Love
Walk on over to me baby come and hold me tight, Push me up against the wall make me shiver in delight..Feel your breath hot on my neck as your hand runs up my thigh, Your rock hard cock pushes against me as I say your name with a sigh..Feel my nipples getting oh so hard as you whisper in my ear, Feel my pussy getting oh so wet as you tell me what I like to hear..Rip our clothes off body to body, against each other so tight..Pick me up throw me on the bed rock me all thru the night..Kiss you deep run my tongue all across your lips..Feel the heat from my pussy as I grind against you with my hips..Run your tongue across my nipples begin to suck and bite.. Hear me moan your name out loud baby take me thru the night..Move on down with your tongue as I place my legs over your back..Grab my hips taste my sweetness running from my pussy to my crack..Drive me crazy let me come all over your tongue and lips..Grab your head with both my hands begin to roll my hips.. Arch my back as you pull me cl

Xxx Balcony
A full moon bathes us in her light, A warm wind blows across the sky, Tonight my love on our balcony, Desire rages through you and I. Feeling you behind me, Holding me ever so near, I feel your hands caress me, Your breath hot against my ear. Hands upon the railing, I lean back into you, I'm breathless my love at your touch, And of the passioniate things we do. Running your hands across my breasts, A soft moan escapes my lips, I feel your hardness against my ass, As you slowly move your hips. Reaching underneath my top, My hard nips your hands do seek, I part my legs ever so slow, Hot desire making them weak. Working your magic upon my breasts, You slide one hand up my warm thigh, Feeling your fingers against my lace panties, My moans are carried across the sky. Hiking one boot up against the rail, I feel your fingers rub my pussy so right, My wetness drips down upon your fingers, I want to feel your hard cock in me tonight. Begging you to fuck me, You lift my skirt real high, My pu

Through The Ages
Tonyte as the moon shines across the sky, lighting up the black velvet night, I long to be with my soulmate and lover, I long to hold him so tight.. Long ago, ages past, I remember the battles side by side, always protecting one another, on our horses we would swiftly ride.. I can still smell the outdoors on every piece of his armor, when he'd reach out to me with his arm, I can still hear his words as he pulled me against him, vowing to keep me from harm..As the wind blows across my body, It reminds me of his hands, always they would caress me ever so passionately, as we lived our life throughout the lands..I can still feel his lips over my body as he rained his kisses upon me, I can still remember the look in his eyes, so passionate like the stormy sea..I can still feel all of his strength and hear his amorous words that he always said, I can remember all the fierce desire, as he'd take me upon our bed..A bond thru the ages we've always had, our eternal love has lasted this long, For

Celtic Stream
Watching you after battle, Down by a sparkling stream, I once again felt our souls connect, Even tho this was a dream. I remember looking up at you, With your eyes so full of fire, You fought the battle so strong and proud, Protecting our clans with a fierce desire. Leaning over the running stream, We washed the crimson off our hands, It was then I fell for you, The celtic warrior protecting our lands. Washing my hair down over that stream, I wonder if you thought of me too, I wet a cloth with the cool moving water, And slowly moved over to you. Bringing the cloth upon your face, All the crimson I began to clean, As I washed you softly, I looked in your eyes, Knowing my love for you, You had seen. Running my hand through your long wet hair, I dared to kiss your lips, I knew then and there, You felt the same, When your hands enclosed my hips. Leaning up against a tree, My breath had quickened, and my heart began to race, I knew then I would always love you my warrior, For I first fel

Field Of Flowers
Fields full of wildflowers, shades of red, yellow and blue, We sit amongst their beauty, as I lean back into you..The sky is set ablaze in amber, as the sun goes slowly down, I feel your warm breath against my neck, in this beauty all around..As I whisper to you, how much I adore m'lord's embrace, You reach up with one hand, pulling the braids away from my face..I feel you leaning over, reaching out, picking a flower of blue, You then place it in my hair, whispering, m'lady how I love you..Feeling your arms tight around me, being in your warm embrace, My love flows for you, through my heart and soul, within the beauty of this place..Feeling your hand gently caress my face, I slowly turn my love, to you, I lift my eyes to gaze into your own, and tell you m'lord, how I love you too..Others see upon the fields, how fierce you protect the land, Yet only I have seen, within this place, the gentleness of m'lord's hand..On my knees facing you, your hands fall to my hips, you draw me in so clo

Full Circle
To me our love is magical, one I've seeked for very long, My love has finally come full circle, Everlasting and so strong. In past lives I've known your love, The bond was always there, In this life, It's even stronger, Such a sacred love we share...All my life I dreamt of you, wondering if we'd meet again, I knew the gods finally seen to it, When you asked me to be your friend. As soon as I looked in your eyes, I knew you were the one, Your smile your words, your energy, Warmed me like the sun...People may not believe in past love, But together it's something we share, All I had to do was dream, and you were always there. My friend, my lover, you mean so much to me, that words cannot describe, I was lucky to have you then and now, You finally complete this life... All our dreams are waiting for us, My lover and my friend, Our love has finally come full circle, I'm ready to begin it again...

What Assholes..
The Gothic...: but you never do when is the last time you bothered to shout me or anything along them lines Jaze MrsWil...: when i'm on here i've told u i'm usually workin... it's impossible for me to be able to talk to everyone... wish i could but it aint gonna happen Jaze MrsWil...: i am only 1 person Jaze MrsWil...: y should i Jaze MrsWil...: u already said u sb me The Gothic...: I can understand not talking to much if you're busy or what not but you never talk to me unless I get pissed Jaze MrsWil...: i dont sb ne one else Jaze MrsWil...: well unfriend and have a nice life bye The Gothic...: see The Gothic...: I'm talking to you trying to sort stuff out and you bounce Jaze MrsWil...: no u talked down to me should i copy n paste it for u? Jaze MrsWil...: i dont have time for drama like this bs with someone that claims to want to know me Jaze MrsWil...: i'm entirely too fkn

They're Gonna Program Us!
So after Sunday school yesterday, Jeffrey rushed out of his class with the brochure passed out to all the classes that the preschoolers will be singing at second service for Mother’s Day. He must have heard the word program and rejoiced with the phrase I used for today’s title, what sounded right to his three-going-on-four-going-on-twelve little mind, because he loves singing! Martha and I still got a chuckle out of that this morning after he’d awakened from thirteen hours of sleep – he crashed on our couch at six thirty last night and I took him up to bed without him fighting me! Sarah followed a few hours later, and I’d already taken about a two- hour nap myself over at Margaret’s house after we enjoyed burgers and hot dogs cooked on the grill for Breanna’s post-confirmation family party! “To me faith knows that God is always there to listen to me and watch over me. I know that he will always forgive me when I make mistakes

A Prayer
Now I lay me down to sleep, one less terrorist this world does keep. With all my heart I give my thanks, to those in uniform regardless of ranks. You serve our country and serve it well, with humble hearts your stories tell. So as I rest my weary eyes, while freedom rings our flag still flies. You… give your all, do what you must...with God we live and God we trust !

America Been Under Martial Law Since 1861
The Admiralty Court Exists Becausethe U.S. is Under Martial lawThis Awareness* wishes briefly to remind entities that the admiralty court is the court in which the gold braid goes around the American Flag which indicates the court is under martial law, or under admiralty law, from the martial law since Abraham's Lincoln's executive order putting it under martial law, and in order to continue staying under martial law, the country has to have some kind of war every two years. Thus, the war on drugs, the war on poverty, et cetera, and the admiralty laws are used in the courts in such a way that they are not necessarily tied to the Constitution, although the Constitution is said to be the law of the land.Did you know the U.S. has a Military and a Civil Flag?This Awareness indicates that when Lincoln was assassinated, no one thought to put an end to this declaration of martial law because of the Civil War and because the martial law has continued up to this time, from the time of the Civil

Immaturity And Bullshit At Its Best...wonderful...
so ill break it down real simple: girl likes boy, boy likes girl -- agree that they have way too much incommon and are too mutually attracted to not see where it goes -- guy asks girl if she has facebook, girl says no -- guy searches on facebook, finds out girl has a facebook -- guy calls her out for lying about it but doesnt get mad, laughs it off and says it doesnt matter and no worries -- girl then completely severs all ties with guy for "Reasons unknown" verdict: AWESOME

Yeah.
I think that bling is made in poor taste. You know the one. I'm glad that we don't have to wonder or worry about that particular monster's intentions anymore, but I will not celebrate anyone's death. Ever. It's not like someone else isn't going to step up to the plate and take his place at some point, if that hasn't happened already. There will always be people with vendettas. It's unfortunate and tragic, but it's true. Don't think you're being cute or clever by sending it to me either. I will just delete it. kthxbai!

My Only Love
Deep in my soul Love so strong It takes control Now we both know The secrets bared The feelings show Driven far apart I'll make a wish On a shooting star There will come a day Some where far away In your arms I'll stay My only love Even though you're gone Love will still live on The feeling is so strong My only love My only love You've reached the deepest part of the secert in my heart I've known it from the start My only love My only love

Only A Memory Away
Will you miss me when I'm gone? Will you remember all the good times we've had? The hardest thing about leaving is saying goodbye We'll always be the greatest of friends I'll miss you more then i can say When i dream, I'll just dream about you I'll only be a memory away You're something special to me Friendship is something money can't buy And if you need me you'll know that I'll be there for you We'll always be the greatest of friends I'll miss you more then I can say And when you need me, I'll be there for you I'll only be a memory away

Sorrow Underneath
I think of all my problems I think of all my pains I think of all my sorrows Until tears come to my eyes. I think of all the smiles I've Worn Which hide sorrows underneath No one seems to notice That I go through so much grief My tears seem to keep flowing Inside my tired eyes Each time i want to tell you My feelings my words come out as lies

Death Of 1 Vs Death Of Many
I'm a type of person who waits before giving my opinion on things. A full day hasn't passed since the death of Bin Laden and honestly I would prefer another 24 hours to think on it. So listening to different reactions and opinions with most being joy, its interesting as always to watch humans and their behaviors. One view given really made me think on something and this person always gives a different thought to everything, which is why i'm a fan of him. He's Colin Cowherd, a radio host on ESPNradio. He's co-host of the show SportsNation which airs mostly on ESPN2 from time to time. He always gives interesting thoughts and the one he gave was about the celebration of a death. We as a country would see other countries, mostly smaller nations in war and when a leader is killed we broadcast them celebrating in the streets and we would say that's crazy. Now we have became that. I've never seen so much celebration from the death of someone. My first reaction was so what, who c

I Know You're All Probably Sick To Death About Hearing About It...
But IF Osama was killed...what was the end achievement? Someone else will replace him, and how better to prove yourself than by blowing up a load more stuff right? :\ Anyway, you kill Osama but you haven't killed terrorism, probs just agitated it even more. And is it REALLY a cause for celebration? I dunno about you but the idea of celebration at a time like this doesn't seem appropriate to me. And aren't people only happy because they feel like it's 'justice'? In all honesty it seems more like being about 'vengeance' to me which is not how all those people that died (both in 9/11 and fight against terrorism) should be respected/remembered with. (IMO)

Osama Bin Laden Shot In The Head
Dear Fellow Armed Citizen,The first thing I found out when I woke up this morning is that US Navy SEALs shot Osama Bin Laden in the head when he resisted arrest...But it didn’t make me want to join other US Citizens outside the White House chanting, “USA, USA!”In fact, I immediately said to myself, “Ok, now what?”What are some of the likely consequences of the death of Osama Bin Laden at US hands?Well, I’m predicting a backlash of some sort. His followers might be brainwashed monsters, but these people loved their leader, and take pride in what they stand for. Remember, these are the same people that were prideful enough to end as many American lives as possible, at their own peril, for their “cause.”My point is simple.There are consequences to every action we take.

Osama Bin Laden's Death
Now I lay me down to sleep...one less terrorist this world does keep...with all my heart I give my thanks...to those in uniform regardless of ranks...you serve our country and serve it well...with humble hearts your stories tell...so as I rest my weary eyes...while freedom rings our flag still flies...you give your all, do what you must...with God we live and God we trust....Amen ~

Can You?
Can you hear it? The sound my heart makes as it falls to pieces Can you feel it? The pain as each piece falls to the ground and shatters Can you see it? The look on my face when you broke my heart Can you taste it? The tears as they fall from my eyes in disbelief Broken and shattered I can only watch you walk away. You will never know what you have done to me.

Azria
Her smile means more than the world.Her eyes constanly cape my heart.Her beauty so amazes me.But shes thousands of miles apart.Will she listen to me today.Or look at anothers smile.I long to see her.Maybe even hold her for a while.You say I forget.But beautiful my heart is true.There will never be a day.When I can forget you.

New Drug Boosts Hepatitis C Treatments
New drug boosts hepatitis C treatments Experimental medication passes key test on road to FDA approval for treating virus By Nathan Seppa Web edition : Thursday, March 31st, 2011 Text Size Adding an experimental drug to standard treatment more than doubles the likelihood of knocking out hepatitis C in patients with the chronic liver infection, two studies in the March 31 New England Journal of Medicine show. The new drug, boceprevir, and a similar drug called telaprevir (SN: 5/23/09, p. 12) have now shown the ability to wipe out the virus in many patients. Both drugs are currently under review by the Food and Drug Administration, and scientists feel that both are destined for approval. “This is the first time I can remember being so optimistic about this really difficult virus,” says Donald Jensen, a hepatologist at the University of Chicago School of Medicine who wasn’t involved in the new studies. Hepatitis C can lead to liver cirrhosis

America
"AMERICA!" I don't know who put this together but, they deserve a lot of credit. Osama Bin Laden, your time is short; We'd rather you die, than come to court. Why are you hiding if it was in God's name? You're just a punk with a turban; a pathetic shame. I have a question, about your theory and laws; "How come you never die for the cause?" Is it because you're a coward who counts on others? Well, here in America, we stand by our brothers. As is usual, you failed in your mission; If you expected pure chaos, you can keep on wishing.Americans are now focused and stronger than ever; Your death has become our next endeavor. What you tried to kill, doesn't live in our walls; It's not in buildings or shopping malls.

For My Baby
FOR MY BABY IM SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT YOUWONDERING IF YOUR DOING THE SAMEI SEE YOU EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYESI SEE YOU WHEN IM AWAKEI CANT GET YOU OFF MY MIND I LOVE YOU SO MUCHYOUR MY EVERYTHINGI HAVE ONE THING I NEED TO KNOWDO I MAKE YOU HAPPYLIKE THE WAY YOU MAKE ME HAPPY GOD I HAVE BEEN FLOATING ON CLOUD 9KNOWING THAT YOUR MY WIFE

A Poem To Me From Tarard, Lord Of The Shirt Ripping
The button on my pants go down, And to the floor they drop, You slowly start to lick, Bitch, I didn't say stop! On top of your body, It may not be too rough, So I grab some hair and pull, Bitch, you aren't loud enough! I feel your warm gushes, Flowing down my leg, And I grab your throat and squeeze, Bitch, I want you to beg! I am finally there, My spray gets your face all wet, As you rub it down your chest, Bitch, we aren't done yet! And it starts again...

Undisclosed.
To whom it may concern: In regards to last night When you ripped my shirt, and entered me I want you to know, it just wasn't right And when I say right I don't mean it was wrong I just mean that the shirt you tore Cost me $5.99 When you were done, and we were both spent My poor shirt dangled uselessly So next time you're here, and you want to claim me Just remember the shirt you destroyed so nonchalantly And when my hands travel up your chest, and to your collar The ripping you hear, it's just a charge For the $5.99 and the shirt you owe me.

My Day On Fu So Far
9:01am buster: hello 10:34am buster: hello 10:35am Reeka: hi 10:36am buster: how r u doing 10:37am Reeka: ok, you? 10:37am buster: im good here on my own 10:41am buster: who is there with u hun 10:42am Reeka: nobody 10:42am buster: nice 10:43am buster: i love being alone sometimes 10:46am buster: i love ur nsfw pics hun 10:59am buster: do u like bondage hun 11:02am buster: do u hun 11:04am Reeka: yes 11:04am buster: lovly 11:04am

I Thought This Was So Cute
Now I lay me down to sleep...one less terrorist this world does keep...with all my heart I give my thanks...to those in uniform regardless of ranks...you serve our country and serve it well...with humble hearts your stories tell...so as I rest my weary eyes...while freedom rings our flag still flies...you give your all, do what you must...with God we live and God we trust....Amen. to anyone that reads this and doesn't like it, don't complain or bitch about it, cuz im NOT taking it down. So u can sit down shut up and learn your fucking roll, this is my blog i will say what i want, if u don't like it, then get off my fucking page.

Ain't So Simple Rules I Live By
Personal Life: I have struggled with depression for 37 years. Finally, when I reached 32, I humbled myself and chose the wise path of seeing a medical doctor. For years, I thought I could handle it all on my own. I will use herbal medicine and self-help books. After 32 years of wandering in my own desert, I finally accepted the fact that my depression is a chemical imbalance. I was diagnosed with clinical depression that is low grade but constantly present known as chronic Dysthmia. In retrospect, I graduated high school (with not so good grades) and I graduated college (with so-so grades). But I could not keep a job for more than a year once I graduated college. I went from one job to another to another to another. Also, I lived life not having many friends. I recall very few times when I would eat at the lunch room with anyone when I was in school. I certainly didn't go to parties or hang our with anyone. I was a loner most of my life until high school. It wasn't until

Caring For The One You Love
A lot is written and discussed about love. What is love? What are the different types of love? What phases does love go through? And so on. You presume that when someone says that 'I love you', he/she cares for you. He/she cares for your likes and dislikes, cares for your comfort, cares to keep you happy and takes care not to hurt you. And you do the same for him/her. Unless one cares, how can love be complete? Many relationships suffer immeasurably, because partners claim that they love each other, but show no care. It is like saying - 'I love him/her so much, but I fail to understand how to keep him/her happy? I don't understand what to do? I feel so helpless.' What use is love if this is the situation? If you love someone so much, try to find out. Rather you should know. Either you don't love, or the other person has changed beyond recognition for you and you really feel helpless. It is the memory of the old love that makes you say- 'I love him/her so much. The present reality is di

Lifting My Head High
Where there is great difficulty, there are also great opportunities. Where there is sorrow, there is also much possibility for real joy.In places of darkness, even a small light can make an enormous positive difference. When the situation seems hopeless, that's precisely when acting on hope can turn things around.The greatest achievements often have their origins in the most complicated and perplexing problems. By accepting the possibility of dreadful failure, people are able to create magnificent success.When it seems that no options remain, that's when a breakthrough is about to happen. Each setback along the way makes the eventual success that much more precious and valuable. No matter how good or how difficult life may be now, there is always a realistic and accessible way to make it better. For you can learn, you can adapt, you can grow stronger, and you can take effective action to move forward. Whatever may be, whatever may happen, lift your head high with thankfulness and enthu

One More Attempt
If you are always willing to make one more attempt, you can reach whatever goal you choose. No matter what results you get, the only real failure is when you stop making the effort. When you are mistaken, you can learn. When you are knocked down, you can get back up. When you find that you've veered off track, you can correct your direction. When you discover that circumstances have changed, you can make adjustments accordingly. Eventually, you'll reach the point at which the next attempt you make is the one that will complete the desired accomplishment. What a shame it would be to stop just one effort short of success. For that next effort will make all the others pay off. Commit yourself to making one more effort, one more attempt, as often as necessary, and anything is within your reach. Keep making that one more attempt, keep getting back up, and keep moving forward in the direction of your goal, one step after another. And you will surely get there

Thoughts On Osama Bin Laden
I had a friend comment on facebook that the killing of Bin Laden was just another mess of Bush's that Obama had to clean up. So when I stated that in fact if she knew her history of al-Qaeda and Osama bin Laden she would know that this mess she claims Obama cleaned up was a mess of President Clinton's. That bin Laden was responsible for the first attack on the Trade Centre and if he had done his job and taken care of this piece of shit the attack on 9/11 would never had happened. Her response to me was "Ain't even touching it Not worth it" Am I wrong in my thinking? Bill Clinton was President from 1993-2001; al-Qaeda began in 1991, 1993 the first attacks on the World Trade Centre took place. Below I've listed the history of the rest of the al-Qaeda/bin Laden activities during the Clinton administration. So it's my opinion that if Clinton had taken care of Osama bin Laden the chances that 9/11 could have been prevented. Bin Laden History: 1991: Osama bin Laden moves to Sudan

Thinking
I found a website that has old pictures from my capital city. It's so weird seeing how much that place had going on. I really wish I could go back and see what it was like then. Why is it that a city that could have so much going for it...fails? I love my capital city, but it's fading. They are destroying beautiful buildings to make parking lots. There is so much vacancy...................I don't know. I'm sure this isn't making sense..but oh well. If anyone is interested in seeing what my capital city USE to look like, here is the link. http://mywvhome.com/

Work
Lets see Just graduated a leadership course. It was my second course as I did one in the Air force aswell. I finished with a 96.82% avg during the 10 test three week course. Not the best but above average. Other then that unless i extend a year, I'll be moving out again in about 9 months to another lcoation. As far as work work goes, I enjoy most of the people I work with and the job is great

Mission Accomplished
Mission Accomplished Somewhere off in a far away land, A soldier stands vigilant in the hot desert sand. Hot & tired he's ever alert, making sure not one more soldier will ever get hurt. He's been gone for quite a while, then he looks at a treasured picture, and flashes a smile. He often thinks of the buddy's he's lost, but this is a war, he knows there's gonna be a cost. Because of quick thinking, and a keen eye, he know's he's lucky to still be alive. The mission is now complete, and you can come home from that far away land, the subject of your mission is now buried next to a tyrant in that Hot Desert Sand. WELCOME HOME!

Why Women Love Jerks & Men Fall For Bitches! ( The Storys Are Examples, Not About Me)
WHY WOMEN LOVE JERKS & MEN FALL FOR BITCHES! (All of the examples below are true stories. However, names have been changed in order to protect the identities of the subjects) Considering the fact that the US divorce rate is currently ranking at over 50%, it is evident that both men and women are quite frustrated with the opposite sex. More than ever, people are choosing to stay single and delaying marriage to pursue their career using the reason that they’d rather be single than sorry. While men complain that women love jerks, women just cannot understand why there aren’t enough nice guys to pass around. Having my fair share of both gentlemen and jerks I have to say I’ve never been a fan of the bad boys. Even though I must admit that there are many women out there who actually enjoy playing with fire, men are just as equally guilty of their preference for bitches. This is why some guys can have a sweet, cute, caring girlfriend and still cheat and or tre

How I Feelright Now. A Poem.
May 1st, 2011, today im feeling...heartbroken(not cuz youre leaving but because you gave up on us) unworthy(you chose an xbox over me and that hurt), exhausted(from a year of trying), lost(dont know how to feel...happy but sad and scared all at the same time.) a poem: Broken Promises. You told me you loved me I told you I loved you too You said together we'd always be I said I would be true You promised you would hold me You promised you'd be there I promised I'd cross the stormy sea To give you my loving care But you never kept your promise You aren't the way you used to be You just gave up on us And you just gave up on me You said let's take a break You said let's just be friends But please for my sake Just say the truth, cause it's the end You promised every day That you would be there You molded my heart like clay Into the shape of a broken chair You promised to me That we'd always have our love You said to me I was all you could think

Osama Is Dead!! 5-1-2011
Now I lay me down to sleep...one less terrorist this world does keep...with all my heart I give my thanks...to those in uniform regardless of ranks...you serve our country and serve it well...with humble hearts your stories tell...so as I rest my weary eyes...while freedom rings our flag still flies...you give your all, do what you must...with God we live and God we trust....Amen

Dimention 27 Chapter 6
chapter siz a carton of mystery and a potatoe cannon punching his gps yjeffery cursed again as once again the computer told him the planet was not there. concluding "mr assteroid lover" had either exagerated profoundly or selfishly wished to keep his found planet to his perverse pleasures and noone elses. no sooner had he begun programing the ship to leave when a computerised signal came in from an "escape pod" closing on his location. requesting releif and physical aid. an hour later yjeffery had positioned the ship thus allowing the escape pod to drift directly into the only working airlock. the upper hatch shuddered as its locking wheel and gears turned, tinny unoiled motors and aircraft cables puled and wound tighter and tighter pulling open the round entry hatch. the foren container registered as an escape pod was safely inside, the hatch closed and scealed recompression began and the air lock opened with a mechanical whirling and groaning. several clicks echoed along the

Chapter 4
chapter 4 cracking some eggs and 'shh' dont say a word. accross the panitary abis close to the virgin shores of the water planet quite almost at the farthest folds of dimention 27, just off Needy Cove of the endless Virgin Isles the EFR shincter passes a derilict space vesil. a obsoleete russian war ship from the DeepSpaceColdWar. The sphincter ship pauses to inspect the craft, detirmening no inteligent life on board no weapons capable of penetrating the space sphincters orafas and no living crew members in the life capsule they categorise its serial number as space junk and move on. decending through orbit and forming a cannon ball and a big splash in the warm sumers ocean of the water planet. on the beaches of the water planet just below the natural shelter of the forementioned virgin cove. soldiers rise up from out of the water, dissapearing mentarilly below water in waves as the march up and down over submerged sanddunes created by the gentle waves. trunks twinging and floatin

May 1st Prayer
May 1st Prayer.Now I lay me down to sleep.One less terrorist this world does keep.With all my heart I give my thanks.To those in uniform regardless of ranks.you serve our country and serve it well.With humble hearts your stories tell. So as I rest my weary eyes. While freedom rings our flag still flies.You give your all, do what you must.With God we live and God we trust.Amen

A Special Thanks!
Now I lay me down to sleep,One less terrorist this world does keep.With all my heart I give my thanksTo those in uniform regardless of rank.You serve our country and serve it wellWith humble hearts your stories tell.So as I rest my weary eyes,While freedom rings, our flag still flies.You give your all, do what you must.With God we live, in God we trust .... Amen

Another Year
Time is to heal all the pain. Even this year it is hard. I smell her very scent and remember the day they took her away. Her eyes were as blue as the summer sky. Her skin as soft as silk. It's hard to know that this emptiness inside was caused by someone who said they loved me and yet all they did is destroy the happiness I felt. It sickens me to know that still today after 12 years I still can't let go. She was everything to me and the loss tears me apart. My love grows each passing moment for her. Nothing I do makes it easier. I know that she isn't mine any more physically but she is still apart of me and that I can not nor will not let go. I think of her often. I still see that smile and hear that laugh. I remember everything about her. There was no imperfections upon her. She was and is still perfect to me. She helped me keep my sanity. Now each day I know that my sanity is gone. Tears flood my eyes and most days I wish that I could die. My life is still here and

Now Dry Your Tears
“And there was a great cry of the people and of their wives against their brethren the Jews.” The setting: Jerusalem, as Nehemiah led in the efforts to rebuild the city walls as that area’s provincial governor in 445 B.C. The success: external security established by setting guards on the wall as it was being rebuilt. The problem: people were poor. Um, the problem here is nothing new – after all, Jesus will say nearly five hundred years later that we’ll always have the poor among us, but we won’t always have Him. I’m paraphrasing Matthew 26:11, Mark 14:7, and John 12:8 there, but we see through much of the Old and New Testaments that, if you read it out of context, it’s easy to believe that if you have wealth you’re committing some kind of sin and actively separating yourself actively from God. You’re free to think that – it’s a difference of opinion that won’t affect your heavenly reward – but

The Battle That Rage's In My Head Part 2
today is 2001/5/01 @ 2315 cont. from yesterday........ so i had today off and as normal i thought to much but just let the day go with out saying anything but i find most times that not an easy thing to do there are way to many how should i put it......well just to many fucking mouth breathers around for u not to just want to walk up and punch them in the fucking mouth and i am one who is not afraid to do it.....hell whats the worse that can happen to i get my ass kiccked or i kick some one else's ass or well it just looks like we both kicked our own ass but hey thats the fun of right u never know whats comeing ur way but back to that later i got to talk to her alot more today still seems a bit off but i know she has alot going on and im an insecure kinda go may not see it but i hide it well very few ppl know this till now but fuck it i need to fix it some or i will never have some one like her to stick around i dont wany to be one of those grummpy old men that hayes the world besi

Thats How You Do It
Ding Dong! Osama's dead. a bullet to his fucken head? The Bastards FUcken DEAD! Ding Dong! Bin Ladens Finally dead.Wake up - sleepy head, rub your eyes, get out of bed.Wake up, the Bastards dead. He's gone where the goblins go,Below - below - below. Yo-ho, let's open up and sing and ring the bells out.Ding Dong' the merry-oh, sing it high, sing it low.Let them know The FUCKTARD is dead!As Mayor of Notta damn thing, In the Country of the USA, I welcome this day most regally. But we've got to verify it legally, to seeTo see?If HEIf HEIs morally, ethic'llySpiritually, physicallyPositively, absolutelyUndeniably and reliably DeadAs Coroner I must aver, I thoroughly examined the turd. And he's not only merely dead, he's really most sincerely dead.Then this is a day of Independence For all the World and their descendantsIf any.Yes, let the joyous news be spread The wicked Bastard Terrorist at last is dead

Genesis, Washington State
God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him, resting on the seventh day.He inquired of God. "Where have you been?"God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction, and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made."Archangel Michael looked puzzled, and said, "What is it?""It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance.""Balance?" inquired Michael, still confused.God explained, pointing to different parts of earth. "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while southern Europe is going to be poor. Over there I've placed a continent of white people, and over there is a continent of black people. Balance in all things,"God continued pointing to different countries. "This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice."The Archangel, impressed by God's work, then pointed to a land are

Wow!!!
I suppose I will do this every year I am on the Fu... I miss you Daddio! Been 4 years and I find it funny that it seems more like forever and yet feels like it was yesterday when I heard the news. *sighs* Not quite as sad as I was before....I still cry! But I do laugh more thinking of funny things. Forever Daddio's baby girl!

Can We Really Be "just Friends"...
Dear Ninja, When I first joined cherrytap, all I did was surf profiles, rating pictures in search of NSFW of women. I'm a single male. I do that. Occasionally, I see a profile of someone I could like IRL. So, photo comment here and there. send drink. Open up lines of communications. I've got a few women friends that way.I have a system, friendship in fubar and if you pass my test, you actually get my YIM. She actually made my YIM list. Then I found the MUMMs and that is where most of my friendships come from.Personally, I think the majority of men make it harder for the rest of us who AREN'T much of an asshole. (For all men are assholes - all women are crazy)Anyways, I've lost contact with her for couple of years and just recently found her on YIM. if I haven't categorized it so, I might have forgotten who she was. In our conversation she brought up the amount of female friends and I was compelled to explain myself. I'm not a male slut....well I'm reformed. The point is: I

I Love Hearing Women Complain About "minute Men"
I love hearing women complain about "minute men" or how the last guy they were with sucked in bed. Blah Blah Blah... Any sane person would think about it differently... Like me.If a guy sucks in bed.. you should be greatfull that you were only disappointed for 30 seconds rather than being disappointed for 30 minutes... I mean it's only logical that you'd want such a negative feeling for the shortest amount of time. It's like dying from cancer... do you want a long suffering losing battle? or do you want it over and done with as quickly as possible?When a woman sucks in bed.. or just lays there like a dead fish... do you think we try and make it last as long as possible? No sir. We're finishing up business while thinking of excuses of why you have to leave right away.. and how to tell you without getting slapped.So stop complaining.. be greatfull that the bad experience is over quickly and you didn't have to endure hours of bad sex. It's almost as bad as us

Please Watch & Share This Video!
Please watch & share this! My friend Robin made this wonderful video, to help spread awareness about Cystic Fibrosis. I have never met anyone who fights so hard for their child! She is an amazing mother! http://youtu.be/kgu5PhhUu18

In The End, This Was All I Had.
Crazy I was just struggling on what I wanted to say. So I got up out of this chair and went in the bedroom to grab something. Something that was laying underneath my pants which was thrown on top after taking them off. I brought it back to the computer with me and plug it in. Crazy that its hard for me to say a word on how i'm feeling if music isnt playing in my ear. Funny i tell people i'm here for them if they need it but never go to them when I'm the person in need. I've hoped may times not to be human. If so then I wouldnt have found myself here at this moment. Unsure of the relationship I'm in or barely hanging on to. It feels dead. I wish i was. Everyday is just another day for us to fight. If not then we're not speaking at all. Which is why my phone is in the room while i'm up front online. No reason for me to carry it around. No reason for me having one now. No reason for it to be on wasting battery power, might as well get it cut off. At this moment sittin

Finally....
Our event is over!! I am so damn tired and sore that I should have stayed in bed today. I didn't even drink last night and I have a headache from hell. ~LOL~ Oh well, it was a damn blast. The bands were excellent, the vendors all seemed to do a decent job, the crowd wasn't as huge as I would have liked but I always think huge, but they were wild and rowdy. We made enough money to easily help (at least partially) with the pet that we were trying to help. And I think we even have enough left to do the little odds and ends for the charity still that we needed/wanted afterwards. I'm fairly positive no one on here showed up but regardless, thanks for the support to all that did. ~LOL~ I don't know if anyone is going to consider any of this NSFW so I'll leave it un-marked but if you do, let Me know and I'll mark it.

In A Relationship, Married Or Not... You Should Read This!
In a relationship, married or not... YOU SHOULD READ THIS! I got this off a friends facebook page, an wanted to share it MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our h

Into Anal?
Kuss: Are U into anal? if yes...whats the biggest size u took in ur anus? 1:15pm Suga Lips: If you're into anal so much, why don't you get fucked by a horse and get out of my shout. 1:15pm Kuss: lol 1:15pm Kuss: just asking goddess 1:16pm Suga Lips: Goddess? Really? That's how you would talk to a goddess? You're pathetic. 1:16pm Kuss: and u sont compare ur ass to a horse ass 1:16pm Kuss: dont 1:17pm Kuss: whats wrong with u? why do u consider sex a degrading topic? 1:17pm Suga Lips: I wasn't comparing my ass to anything. I was telling YOU to get it shoved up YOUR ass. 1:18pm Suga Lips: ROFL!!! I don't consider sex a degrading topic. I don't even fucking know you, fucktard. You didn't even say hi. Learn some fucking manners. 1:18pm Kuss: lol...still u r goofy....i am not a goddess like u 1:19pm Suga Lips: Yeah, you're a fucking tool. Go bother someone else. 1:20pm Kuss

His Bite
Helpless, captivated, entranced, lustful and a little scared....all things she was feeling right now as she laid there under his spell. His eyes were mesmerizing. They shone the lightest blue she'd ever seen, almost to the point of being clear. Her mind told her to turn and run but she literally couldn't take her eyes off of him. He was so close now that she could feel his long, midnight black hair caressing the bare parts of her skin. The feeling was delightful. He was saying something to her but what was it? The words were inaudible. She couldn't understand anything coming out of his mouth, but the melody of it gave her comfort....removing all thoughts to flee from her mind. Even if she wanted to run, he was too close now and he was smiling at her. Look at his teeth! Are those fangs? He held out his hand to her and muttered one distinguishable word... "Come". Without even hesitating or thinking, she obeyed. The next moment she was in his grasp, those magnificent, pow

How I Feel
I SIT HERE LOOKING AT THE PROMIESES YOU MADE TO ME. YOU PROMISED ME THAT NOT MATTER THE SITUATION YOU WOULD SIT AND TALK IT OUT WITH ME. YOU PROMISED ME THAT YOU WOULD NOT RUN IF WE STARTED HAVING PROBLEMS.YOU ALSO PROMISED ME YOU LOVED ME AND IN LOVE WITH ME WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND SOUL. BUT CAUSE I FUCKED UP YOU WOULDNT TALK TO ME ABOUT IT AND YOU WALKED AWAY. THEN YOU STARTED TELLING PEOPLE THAT YOU DONT LOVE ME WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND SOUL NOW. I STILL TELL EVERYONE TO THIS DAY THAT IM TODALY IN LOVE WITH YOU AND THERE IS ALMOST NOTHING IN THIS WORLD I WOULDNT DO FOR YOU. THERE ARE TWO THINGS I WONT EVER DO . I WILL NOT STOP LOVEING YOU OR BEING IN LOVE WITH YOU. NOR WILL I EVER GIVE UP ON US WORKING THINGS OUT AND US BEING US AGAIN. I STILL REMEMBER YOU MADE ME LISTEN TO AND LOOK AT THE WORDS TO THE SONG " HALO" AND TOLD ME THAT THE SONG SAID IT ALL ON HOW YOU FELT ABOUT ME. THAT I TOOK THE WALLS DOWN AND YOU DIDNT EVEN PUT UP A FIGHT AND THAT I WAS YOUR SAVEING GRACE YOUR ANGEL.

What The Hell?
Ok so about 3 weeks ago I was finishing up at work and stopped by Arby's for some much needed lunch, Went in and got my food and went out to my car. Not as soon as I put it in reverse, this asshole drives up ina cargo van, drops off his "amigo" and tried to squeaze this van into the space next to me. Already starting to excalate, I say " Pardon me sir, but if you move I can get out and you can get parked easier" he starts yelling at me, by this time Im pissed off and starting to get racial because he is talking to me in Spanish. So by now Im like so ready to get out and beat the shit out of someone, he almost hit my car, so I say " Dude, I took to the time to learn your language, Just because Im white dont mean shit, So please move so I can leave, I was here first, and while your at it go back to mexico you asshole". Yes I do apologize for being racial but damn it, He was in the wrong and I had to say something. My point is how far must it go to be forces to be like that? Racial slurs

Eggs - Storing, Freshness-testing And Hard-boiling
How to Check Eggs for Freshness Old eggs have more air trapped inside their shell, so I use a simple method to determine whether or not my eggs are fresh. Gently place your eggs, one at a time, into a large bowl of cold water. Fresh eggs should immediately sink to the bottom and stay there. These eggs would be good to use in Hollandaise sauce, or prepared as poached, sunny side up or any other style in which the yolk may not be fully-cooked. Eggs which rise somewhat from the bottom of the bowl (but do not float to the surface) are okay to use in baking or any recipe in which the egg will be thoroughly cooked. Scrambled, hard-boiled, and the like. Eggs which either come almost to the surface or actually float should be discarded. These eggs are not fresh and are not safe to consume. Storing Eggs Refrigerate eggs immediately after purchase. I store them with the large end up to hold the yolks in the centers. Use your eggs within a week or so. Eggs can last much longer than this, so th

Ok...
So, here goes. I've never ever written a blog. I have so much on my mind right now I figured I'd give it a try. In the past 3 years I have lost 3 important pepople in my life. My twin sister, my uncle, and recently my mom. I just don't understand why God takes the ones you need the most when life is hard and you need them. I have 4 young kids who have noone now but me and my gramma. Our family is dying off. I hate this and it sucks! I don't know what to say or do to make it easier on any of us. All I wanna do is cry. I just don't know anymore.

Texas
ok, soon i will be heading back to Ft Worth...in a month or 2 so if anyone from Houston would like to hang out before i go or anyone from DFW wants to hang out when i get there, shoot me a message.it would be pretty cool because i have never met anyone from fubar

Headlights In The Mirror
Last year at 52 years of age I started riding a motorcycle. For the last 30 years the only two wheeler I had came with pedals. I was a little uncertain if this was a good idea, but I was at a time in life where I felt the need for something new and different. I got enough parts off of e-bay to piece together a 1981 Honda CB900 Custom and started my journey. I am so glad I took the leap! Rolling down these old county backroads has been a time of reflection I would not have had if I had remained on the couch. I think about everything and the ride usually gives me a fresh perspective. It is just a different way of seeing the world and you have to do it to understand. I was sharing this with my friend Bill, and he told me a story about him and his riding buddies trying to beat a storm headed their way as they were two states away from home. He said that they were fighting the wind hard trying to keep the bikes up and on the road for miles and keeping an eye on each other hoping no

Change.
In retrospect, I've seen a lot of them in the last five years of my life. The past is the past. There is no regret. There were no bad decisions. Mistakes have been born into lessons learned, and I'm a better person because of the battles I've encountered. I've got some adjustments I want to make on an emotional and physical scale but, as a whole, I'm pretty content. I know too many people who can't say that these days, and that's a very sad way to live. I ought to know. It's weird to look back on who I was a twentieth of a century ago, then glance in the mirror and practically see a stranger. So much has happened, yet I still feel like my mind was standing still for far too long. I've been feeling a breeze lately.. like there's wind in my sails. I have no idea where I'm going, but I'm ready for the journey. A little change in my pocket. A little change on my mind. Life is all right.

Master Cloud
He calims to be a humiliation Master...well im here to tell hes one alright. it wasnt bad enough that he brought another woman in our house and screwed her in my sons bed, or that she told me she was going to have his baby since i cant...oh no...it got better...he packed and moved out while i was asleeep, and didnt even have the balls to say goodbye, taking games that had been bought for my son along the wat...or even that a 24 year old man put my 16 year ols son in a chokehold....it got even better....he told people on a website that i abused him..nope, he still had to take it one step further and call child protective services on me and try to get my son taken away from me...and then had the nerve to look me in the eye and tell me he still loves me but couldnt trust me because i changed his status messages on a couple of his websites. at least i didnt follow his move and totally delete the pages like he did his ex wife's. All of this after i supported him finacnially with the help of

What Kind Of Fool Am I - Sammy Davis Version
What kind of fool am I, "your a shmuck" (Frank Sinatra) "he didnt say that" (Dean martin) who never fell in love? It seems that I'm the only one that I have been thinking of. What kind of man is this? That could not see. what could be seen, by almost everyone but me. What kind of lips are these that lied with every kiss? That whispered empty words of love that left me alone like this? Why can't I fall in love like any other man? And maybe then I'll know what kind of fool I am. What kind of clown am I? What do I know of life? Why can't I cast away this mask of play and live my life? Why can't I fall in love, till I don't give a damn? And maybe THEN I'll know what kind of fool I am.

Rbf - Average Man
I just became a member of a club known as the bumbling foolsBotching the game and the best things in life is the motto and the ruleSo if you can open up your heart and hear me out just for tonightBaby I got something to prove to youI've gotta show you I can do it rightGet outDon't want to see you againMaybe we can still be friendsI know that I'm gonna go and screw it up in the endBut that's okay cause I'm your average manSo I turned tail and ranAnd I know you're not my biggest fanBut whatever you want me toYou know that I'm gonna do it now or do the best that I canSo if you can open up your heart and hear me out just one more timeBaby I've got something to say to youI was wrong and the fault is mine Get outDon't want to see you againMaybe we can still be friendsI know that I'm gonna go and screw it up in the endBut that's okay cause I'm your average manBaby you could do a whole lot betterBut you could definitely do a whole lot worseHow can I even try to do betterIf you won't give me a

We.....
We used to talk for hours on end we talked more abount just being friends. we talked about dreamswe talked about plans but these things just meltedlike water on sand. we look at life in a different way we have words that we cant say we dont have what it takes we would be making a huge mistake.we dont talk anymore, we dont seek each other out. we avoid each other with each passing dayI listen to you ramble on. about how so and so is like a song trying to block out or decipher what it really means. can some one really be so self centered so much like a childwhere only comics and music is all that they

My Dark Moments
she stares at the bottle. wondering how many it will take to end it all. a hand full or the whole bottle. should she drink the bottle of rum to make them go down easier. she thinks to herself, " why did it have to be this, way?" Why wasnt her love enough for him? Was there anything she could have done differently? She gave him her heart. Her very soul. But he crushed her. when he walked away. taking everything with him. She forgets to think about her daughter. that is or was her life. before him. Its as if nothing matters anymore. that she doesnt want to feel anything anymore. shes tired of turning her emotions off when it comes to dealing with the pain. this is a pain she has never had to face before. because she had never truly been in love.. or loved. She opens the bottle of pills.. looking at them as they spill on the table in front of her. they are are a pretty chrimson and white. She reaches out to touch them..one here and another. she puts them one by one into her mouth.. she ta

Storytime-nsfw-
sliding my shirt over my head.. and no he cant see me.. my chair is blocking his view were he try..sliding it up my body.. over my head... savoring the feel of my breasts being bare... the cool air.. causing my nipples to harden...Damn it forgot something when i got out of the shower.. wonders.. what it wasgrabs her scented lotion.. mulberry..places a small bit in her hand.. rubs hands together to warm the lotion a bit..places her hands on her breasts..gentely caressing...rather enjoying.. the smooth feel of her skin.. so silky and soft.. her body quivers with delight.. as sheas her nail scraps across her hard nipple..she continues to apply the lotion and works it in to her breast... across her rib cage... and her stomach...she feels the heat of her skin as well as a heat between her thighs.. thinking how much she wants HIMhow she wants to feel his hard cock... stroking her hot wet pussy.. she can feel him... even through the phone line.. feel how hard he is...feel how much he wants he

What Is Your Happy Word?
Your Happy Word is "Bliss" You are happy because you don't need a lot to be content. You experience happiness in the best and worst of times. You see the divine in everything. You believe that every moment, person, and creature is unique and special. You are an oasis of calm in this chaotic world. You never lose your head. You can feel totally elated and exuberant from the smallest pleasures. You don't hold back when it comes to ecstasy. What's Your Happy Word? Work is Hard. Time for Blogthings!

The Socks Personality Test
Your Socks Say You're Elegant You are: - Quite glamorous - Somewhat reserved - A little bit greedy - Known as attractive The Socks Personality Test Blogthings: We Have a Quiz for Almost Everything

What Planet Should You Rule?
You Should Rule Jupiter Huge and hot, Jupiter is a quickly turning planet with short days and intense gravity. You are perfect to rule Jupiter, because you are both dominant and kind. You have great strength and confidence, but you never abuse your power. You are always right. Even if you make mistakes, you compensate for them... before anyone knows it. Headstrong and ambitious, you always have a goal in mind. You are optimistic and believe thing things will always work out. What Planet Should You Rule? The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

What Kind Of Bubbles Are You?
You Are Soap Bubbles You are free spirited and a heck of a lot of fun. You refuse to act your age. You can always find a chance to play a little. You bring whimsy to an otherwise boring day. It drives you crazy to be cooped up inside for too long. You need to be outdoors to be able to breathe. It's likely that you crave a nontraditional life. You have to do things your own way! What Kind of Bubbles Are You? Blogthings: Quizzes and Tests and Memes, Oh My!

Do You Communicate Like A Man Or A Woman?
You Communicate Like a Man When you communicate, you like to get to the point. You're not afraid to say what's on your mind - and leave it at that. Talking about your emotions drains you. You rather keep them to yourself. You prefer solving problems to wallowing in your sorrows. Do You Communicate Like a Man or a Woman? The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

The Heart Tattoo Test
Your Love is Unpredictable Your love is hard for others to understand or anticipate. There's no telling who or what you'll love next. You find love and friendship in the most unlikely places. For you, it's all about chemistry and connection. You don't pay attention to friends, family, or society when deciding who to love. You always go with your intuition. It's rarely led you astray when it comes to matters of the heart. The Heart Tattoo Test Blogthings: We'll Tell You The Truth... Someone Has To!

The Impossible Figure Test
You Are Intellectual You are always up for a challenge, just as long as it's a mental challenge. Normal things seem pretty amazing to you. It's all about how you look at the world. You turn ideas on their heads and come up with something totally new. You are big on concepts and theories. When it comes to discussing ideas, no topic is off the table. The Impossible Figure Test Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

Sometimes Its About You.
Some storms are quietNo caterwalling and bailful bansheesjust broken branches and fallen leaves the following morning.Was it sudden, was it violentor did the bough just give inwith no lingering goal or hanging hope? A thousand fracturesor a singular snap? You might never know.Not without a note,signed, dated, postmarkedloved ones in the most unexpected places. Where will I be when I hear the news?Was it something I didn't say?

The Ultimate Color Test
Your Colors Say You Are Caring When you are at peace, you are: Giving and unselfish When you are moved to act, you are: Giving and warm When you are inspired, you are: Spontaneous and adventurous When your life is perfectly balanced, you are: Connected to nature and the world Your life's purpose is: To reach enlightenment The Ultimate Color Test The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

How Do You Think?
You Think Concretely Your brain works best when you are able to see or visualize what you're thinking about. You have an both an eye for detail and for the big picture. You study things carefully. You are in tune with all of your senses, and you think better with a clean workspace. You are open to all sorts of input. You are a free thinker who lives in the now. How Do You Think? The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

A Fathers Word...
Guess our national leaders didn't expect this, hmm? On Thursday,Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton, Colorado, was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee. What he said to our national leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful. They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by Darrell Scott are powerful, penetrating, and deeply personal. There is no doubt that God sent this man as a voice crying in the wilderness.. The following is a portion of the transcript: " Since the dawn of creation there has been both good & evil in the hearts of men and women. We all contain the seeds of kindness or the seeds of violence. The death of my wonderful daughter, Rachel Joy Sc

Demon Family Adds Please!
Attention All Demons!!!BADBOY DRSTONE needs 33 more DEMON FAMILY ADDS to level up to 38. Please add him to your family! Help a FU out :) http://fubar.com/2586954 Above is his link. Thank you for helping!! ~AngL~

She
Seasons change, yet I still see her. She of the antithesis Love and hate and lust and loathing betwixt I see her lies and her eyes beckoning My mind still mired in illusions My one true confidant Refuses to free me Revels in the taunting I deign to pray If I had a god If faith would have me I seek no comfort I need no help Hearted and heartless I damned myself And yet I linger on the stink of failure Is still yet foreign to my nostrils Set me free from feeling And the rest is history Another page is written But the ink has not yet dried

His Hands
Pianist’s hands, surgeon’s hands, hands of a God.Long fingers stroke,Caressing, kneading, Taking me higher Until there’s no where else to go.Higher still, strong fingers Taking me where I’ve never been before.Taking me to the moon, Taking me to the stars,Taking me to heaven on earth.Gentle hands love me,Bringing sweet ecstasy in their wake,Entrapping my senses until nothing is left But the feel of his hands,On me.In me.Consuming me.

Dream Lover
I feel you near me when I close my eyes.Your touch upon me when I close my eyes.Who are you? Where are you?The way your hand brushes my cheek.And still I wonder and I seek.Who are you? Where are you?Your lips press to mine, so warm and sweet.But still to find you’s an amazing feat.Who are you? Where are you?Are you a dream I long to see?Or is it your voice saying “Wait for me.”Who are you? Where are you?Will this feeling fade with time?Or is this love real and divine.Who are you? Where are you?Are you imagined or are you real?Could I imagine this feeling I feel?Who are you? Where are you?So often have I dreamed of you.Could all those dreams just not come true?Who are you? Where are you?Would I get over you if I could?Would I want to? I know I should.Who are you? Where are you?I stand here thinking “Should I wait or should I go”And though I wonder I still don’t knowWho you are. Or if you’ll come

Not Breathing
She will not hold her breath, which is as well,For he'd not suffocate her with his need;Her eyes wide-open, as she sucks the seedFrom deep within him; she can almost tellWhen she will sense him coming: let him tenseAnd find his heart-beat surging, see she's wrappedHer tongue around the eagerness she's mappedWith her lips and her mind - a recompense;Is this the reward sought by both of them?The taste that washes round - an afterthought,An afterworld, beyond that little death,To which he will succumb, when she won't stemThe flow of his excitement, for he's taughtThat it's as well, she will not hold her breath.

Having That Shrinking Feeling?
DEAR NINJA, OK MY QUESTION IS THIS. WHEN I AM IN A GOOD MOOD ON FUBAR AND TRYING TO GET RATES AND SUCH. IS IT WRONG OF ME TO RUN AROUND FUBAR NAKED WITH NOTHING BUT A GOD MODE ON MY NECK AFTER JUST GETTING OUT OF THE SHOWER BECAUSE THIS CAUSES PEOPLE TO LAUGH AT ME BECAUSE OF SHRINKAGE. SHOULD I STOP TAKING A SHOWER FIRST OR WEAR A FAKE ONE. Dear incohenrent guy, First off, STOP E-YELLING! Might I suggest totally removing the caps lock button from your keyboard so you won't be tempted to abuse it so much. Caps are used in typing to STRESS A POINT. Whenever people talk to me in all caps, I want to pick up the phone, call them, and yell, WHY THE HELL ARE YOU YELLING AT ME?? It's pretty annoying, and bad eyes is no excuse. Adjust the webpage settings to zoom in so you can read (hold CTRL and scroll up on the mouse), or get to the doctor and get reading glasses. Either way, LAY OFF THE CAPS. As for your question, as long as you aren't broadcasting on cam, no on

Thoughts
As so Happens every once in a great while I find myself with time on my hands and nothing of any importance to think through and I begin thinking of decisions that I have made over the course of my life. Yeah I know, thats a lot to think about but it is like they say... Hind sight is 20/20. Most of the thoughts I have keep going over the wrong decisions, the if only I had done this or not did that sort of thing and I keep asking myself why? Why keep digging the past up and the only thing I come up with is.. I hate to lose. I have always taken pride in the fact that I have never let anyone beat me so bad at anything in life that I couldnt look them in the eyes and ask Is that all you got? My most current situation is the fact that my wife of 18 years and I have finally decided enough is enough. I should say she finally agreed with me that we have burned too many bridges between us that our paths lie in different directions. The main reason for this is she hates my new job where as I lov

The Mascot Test
You Are Stubborn When you're right, you're right - and it's hard for anyone to convince you otherwise. You tend to be good at everything you do, and as a result, you're quite independent. You aren't the easiest person to get to know, but close friends know there's more to you than your hard outer shell. Deep down you are colorful, funny, and spunky. You definitely have a lot of attitude. The Mascot Test Blogthings: Cheaper Than a Therapist

How Do You See The Outside World?
You See the Outside World as Fascinating You are simply brilliant. You are bright, intelligent, and creative. You can't describe your feelings easily - even to yourself. Your emotions are a mystery. You are a truth seeker. You are willing to accept the real truth, no matter how difficult it is. You are not prone to compromise. You're set in your ways and proudly so. How Do You View the Outside World? Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity

What Battle Rages In My Head Everyday
ok this will be an on going blog/note/whatever u want to call it started at 1359 on 2001/4/30: ok so they convo started of good this afternoon then seems like as always i said something and bang we r silent or short on answers. im not shure but seems like thing have changed not sure what they r but the feel is diff. i have so much going on in my head and not shure how speak my thoughts and every time i do speak seems like i am fucking some thing up now everybody now i am not no word smith most i use are 5 cents words and when i speak seems like what i want to come out is jumble or just confusse's ppl and yes i know i can't spell for jack. but what it is i am trying to say is i dont know what to say i am a guy who is willing to speak his mind to any one but is scared if he will do it to u that it will push u away becuse it seems the one time i did u have moved away from it's not like u did not know how i felt but seems when i said it out loud it scared u even tho the th

The Man Cave
7,489 Your daily fubar Rank has dropped by 4,904 spots today! 34,829 people online Oh, and not only is that a buncha bullshit, but I lost my ass at poker last night. Friendly game at a local man cave only cost me $80.00........*sigh* dig it?

Slavegirl K
i want to introduce Slavegirl K, it is the best to give her the possiblity to do that on her own. written by Slavegirl K: im slavegirl k i am in the u.s. i enjoy many things reading, cooking, camping, swimming ect... i am a country girl,..however i love the city i love to go clubbing,...hangout at a coffee shop,...i love to sing and go out to a karokee bar with my cousin. i can be a strong willed person sometimes and i tend stray from the path every now and then but i am happy that i my sir honors me by keeping me in line and helping me through things. i plan on starting college soon and i am glad that sir will be there with me to help, because i know that i will need help keeping to my studies. a lovely young Slavegirl. a natural servant and nice contact. i don't want to miss knowing her and it is always nice to talk with her. she is eager to learn and does know about her needs and interest a way better then most mature slavegirls do. isn't that a good

Tears Of A Clown
It has been a while since I have done one of these, and I almost forgot how amusing people can be... > camel: nice boobs> 1:11am> camel: there sexy like you> 1:14am> camel: jw sayin ur hot> 1:29am> Kloverlynn: do you really think that is evr gonna flatter a woman? Wait maybe a juggalette but not a real girl> 1:34am> camel: well r u a juggalette> 1:34am> camel: bc ur sexy ass hello> 1:35am> Kloverlynn: um...no I am not mentally handicapped> 1:36am> camel: that dont mean that lol we normale ppl to im just sayin ur really hot> 1:37am> Kloverlynn: ok if you say so...there was not a literate thing about your sentence there....I assumed they were puttin lead in the face paint yea?> 1:37am> camel: lol ok> 1:38am> camel: but ur so hot i would lick ur ass if i could ud like it i got a good toung lol> 1:38am> Kloverlynn: I am allergic to juggalos..and stupid...wait that was redundant> 1:39am> camel: im not stupied> 1:39am> Kloverlynn: ok...your grammar and taste in music states o

Man Hunt Pt 1
Man HuntBy Kimberly LooneyHe said that when the time came, he'd explain it all to me. What he didn't tell me, was that he simply meant to let me be. When the time came, he was already long gone, and I? Well I was already just as gone. He had already taken my heart, what reason had I to stay? I had come to realize something of a hint of agony is his voice as I walked away into the cold December night. He had hurt me more than I was EVER going to admit to him, so I simply put on my bravest face, and walked forwards towards the way of no where. Once, I had said to him "I could die happy knowing you love me." He simply replied "please don't go where I can't follow." It was then, at that very moment, that my heart broke at the thought of leaving him to ever face the world alone, and in that same moment, I loved him more than I ever had before. Now, as he stood there watching me, listening to my angry footfalls in the snow, I fought back tears and choked back the urge to scream. I wanted to

Slavegirl Amber & Deb
hello, at this time i would like to introduce Slavegirl Amber. I took care of Amber about 3-4 month ago for a period of a few months. she is a very pleasing and interesting contact and it was a pleasure to be in contact with her. she has a nice body aswell as you can see. she was very eager to learn and it was an amusement to watch her learning and to spend time with her. she is a natural servant. a clean and well usable girl. all holes are well usable and properly trained! next to that she did also know how to present herself as good as possible. at times i talk a bit with her and i hope she will never lost that sort of submissive magic she has. now lets come to Slavegirl Deb, due to technical problems she is just usable in a limited way. but wouldn't you agree with me that she is doing it perfect? she does know how to show a proper behavior and she did also greet to friends here on fubar with

Hell Explained
HELL EXPLAINED BY A CHEMISTRY STUDENT The following is an actual question given on a University of Arizona chemistry mid term, and an actual answer turned in by a student. The answer by one student was so 'profound' that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. &

Your The Reason
you're the reason for the sleepless nights, the reason i can't focus on anything, the reason i break down and cry at the most random times. you're the reason i find it hard to have any fun at all, the reason for the anger i take out on innocent people, the reason for my horrible attitude. you're the reason for my mood swings, and the reason my friends don't want to be around me as much as the used to. you're the reason everything seems so much harder than it should be. you're the reason i have no self confidence, the reason i don't think i'm good enough for anybody. you're the reason that i'm afraid to get close to anybody, afraid that they'll just turn their back on me and i'll be hurt once again. you're the reason i'm losing the ones who mean the most, the reason i can't trust anyone anymore. you're the reason that i'm completely broken on the inside.

Your Love Kept Me Strong
YOUR LOVE KEPT ME STRONG YOUR LOVE MAKE ME RISE I AM LIKE A MOUNTAIN PEAK I AM LIKE OCEAN WAVE I AM LIKE EAGLE SOUL FLY SO HIGHT IN THE EYE OF THE SKY YOUR LIFE MAKE ME FIGHT YOUR LIFE MAKE ME GROW I AM LIKE THE HEAT OF THE SUN I AM LIKE THE RAIN OF THE CLOUDS I AM LIKE THE RAINBOW IN THE WINTER SKY ALL FROM YOUR LOVE YOU MAKE ME THE MAN I SUPPOSED TO BE THE GENTEL IN THE SILK THE WARMTH IN YOUR TOUCH THE HEAT IN YOUR LIPS THE BEAUTY OF YOUR EYES THE STRENGTH OF YOUR MIND I AM NOW THE KING OF MY TIME COZ YOUR LOVE GIVE ME WINGS TO FLY SO HIGHT LIKE THE EAGLE IN THE SKY I AM NOW AND THEN DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU LIKE THE DESERT IN LOVE WITH THE SUMMER RAIN I AM LIKE A MOUNTAIN PEAK COLD FROM THE TOP BUT BOILING INSIDE I AM LIKE A MAREMAID FROM THE SEA WHO IS COVER WITH PEARLS I AM LIKE THE ROSE IN THE DESERT I AM LIKE THE SMILE IN THE CHILD I AM LIKE A MOUNTAIN PEAK COLD FROM THE TOP BUT BOILING INSIDE

You Kill
you kill the love what I loveyou kill the heart what I haveyou kill my soul When you leave you kill the feeling what I've madeyou kill my hope in my dreamyou kill The Smile In My Face you make my heart like stoneyou make my life Without soulyou make me hate What I Feel you make me feel empty insideyou make me see All My Fearsyou make My love Disappear you kill everything inside me and then you leave I wonder if you are humanI wonder if you are my nightmarethe nightmare that become real you kill the love what I Dear

Not Dream But True
I KNOW AM DIFFECULTI KNOW AM CONFUSING I KNOW THAT I LOST MY WAY BUT I AM ALSO A MAN WHO WAS HURT VERY BADLY I WONDER IF THIS PAIN WILL REMAIN WILL STAY LONG I AM TAIRED FROM MY DREAMS THAT SHOWING ME YOU I DONT BELIAVE THAT COZ IT JUST A DREAM THEN YOU CAME IN MY LIFE TRUE SO NICE AND SO SWEETI WAS HAPPY THAT I SEE YOU IN PERSON NOT DREAM BUT TRUE AND I TOUCH YOU AND IT WAS LIKE MAGICLIKE I TOUCH THE MOON IN MY FINGERTIPSLIKE I TOUCH AN ANGEL IT WAS YOU WHO BRING ME ALIFE AGAINWHO SEE THROU ME WHO UNDERSTAND THE MEANING IN LOVE AND WHAT IS TO ME SO NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU UNTILL THE LAST BEAT LAST BREATH .....

Thank You
THANK YOU FOR YOUR KINDNESSTHANK YOU FOR YOUR SWEETNESSTHANK YOU FOR YOUR LOVETHANK YOU FOR BEING BESIDE ME THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE YOU CAME IN TO MY LIFE YOU CHANGE IT IN MANY WAYSYOU ENTER MY HEART YOU CAPTURE MY MINDYOU TEACH ME HOW TO LOVE AGAIN TRUST AGAIN BELAIVE AGAIN THANK YOU FOR YOUR SMILESTHANK YOU FOR YOUR WORDSTHANK YOU FOR YOUR DREAM THANK YOU FOR BEING IN MY LIFE THANK YOU FOR YOUR BEATIFUL SOUL YOU ARE THE ONE FOR ME THE ONLY ONE WHO COMPLATE MEYOU ARE MY NOW AND AFTER YOU ARE ALL MY LIFE THANK YOU FOREVER AND THANK YOU FOR BEAING MY ALL

Once You Ruled My Mind
once you ruled my mindonce you ruled my move and always I thought that you will be here Time will tell if I'll see you again If I'll say I love you againIf I'll Be A Fool again Time will tell If I'll Do That again You've taken my heart You've stolen my soul Once you make A move You destroy my mind Once you touch me I lose control Time will tell If I'll Do That Again Once you was my star that guide me to you Now I dont Know If I want that Again Time will tell If I'll Do That Again

Now All The Tears Are Dry
NOW ALL THAT WHAT YOU HAVE IS GONE NOW ALL THE TEARS ARE DRY NOW ALL THE PAINS IS GONE NOW ALL THE WORDS IS SAID NOW ALL THE LIPS ARE SEALED NOW ALL THE HOT ARE COLD NOW ALL THE CLOUDS IS CLEARED NOW ALL THE AIR ARE BREATHED NOW ALL THE WALKS ARE TAKE NOW ALL THE RAINS HAS FALL NOW ALL THE SEAS ARE CROSSED NOW ALL WHAT INSIDE THE HEART ARE TALKED NOW AND THEN AND AFTER I STILL MISS YOU AROUND

No One
no one know what am going throughwhat feeling i have in my heart no one know what is like to be hurtto be destroy and desert no one know how this hurt is beating me downand that i cant get up if you are around no one know what you have inside untill they tried my side people will never understand coz they dont give a damn no one know how much you fightcoz it is in your sight how you should knowhow you should care if you dont share you know i was cool you know i was fool when i fall in love with you no one know what is deep in youuntil they go throught no one know what is regratthey only fell for the best i dont care about all of you coz you dont know what am going throught so leave me alone i ll go by my own see love what do to youif you care like a fool just dont breath my pain and i ll do the same so leave me aloneleave me alone

New Dream
am broken in to piecesam falling in to my sorrowes am trying to get upam trying to mend my pieces how chould this happenwhen someone is good am trying to change my point of viewwhen all I can see is you am trying to change my lifewhen everything is a lie how to see my painwhen you make it happen you put it here you put it here am broken coz you dont carebut life is shortI'll stand Up AgainEven If I know I'll Fall again I'll Fight My WayEven If You Choose Not To stay I 'll wake Up from My old dreamI'll make new Dream dream That WILLShow ME the right way The way that love how should be

My Love Break My Heart
My love break my heartI dont understand that my love change my heartmake me feel all that my love fade my soulshame on that my love beat me downhow can I get up now my love tear my smileSee in your eyes my love see me now in pain dont know how come love make me a live againpromise you'll not be A shame come change that painput my smile again I'll not say goodbye Coz I know You Will come again

Love You
love you dream of youlove you my only son love you even if you are farcoz you are my star love you even more than my soullove you in every heartbeat my son one day we will meet and I'll touch your face touch your smiletouch you heartthat is my goal in this life one day we will meet we will meetthen I ll come back ALiveAlive Alive yes you Always be in my dream YES YOU WILL SHINE ALWAYS IN MY MIND

Love Can Change Your Life
LOVE IS MY DREAM IF IT IS NEAR LOVE IS MY NIGHTMARE IF IT IS FEAR LOVE CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE PUT A SMILE IN OUR LIFE LOVE CAN MAKE ME HAPPY WHEN YOU ARE AROUND LOVE WHERE I CAN FIND YOU I HAVE SEARCH ALL MY LIFE FOR YOU I FIGHT ALL YOUR FEARS I DRY AL YOUR TEARS I SAVE YOU IN MY HEART PUT YOU IN MY EYES PLACE YOU IN MY MIND LOVE WHERE I CAN FIND YOU I CROSS ALL THE OCEANS FLY ALL THE LANDS CLIMB ALL THE MOUNTAINS CRAWLED ALL MY SPACES RUN THROUGH MY LIFE LOVE ARE YOU TRUE CAN YOU BE THERE CAN I FIND YOU SOMEDAY LOVE COME TAKE ME I'LL WAIT FOR YOU UNTILL THE END OF MY LAST BREATH LOVE COME LOVE MAKE ME THE ONE THAT ALWAYS BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE THERE FOR ME

Love
love is the greastestlove god make it love is the bestlove is the net love where did you leftlove can you come love am waiting for ulove I'll do my best love where did you leftlove can you come love make you smilelove make you try love can joy your lifelove can make you fine love can change your mindlove can make you kind love can make you dreamlove can take away your shame love Me lovelove me love Love please love take my pain away

Life I Never Understand You
Life Life I never understand you Sometimes you give Sometimes you take Sometimes you live Sometimes you Die Sometimes you Love Sometimes You hate Sometimes You help Sometimes you Don’t Life I Never get you Sometimes you Smile Sometimes You frown Sometimes You wait Sometimes You don’t Sometimes You Win Sometimes You lose But Why you should Chose For Us Why You Take From Us Why You Play With Us Life I love You Then I Hate You Then I love You Again Life We Will See Who Will Win You Or Me Life We Will Meet Again Somewhere Else And I Will Take What You Took From Me And I Will Live My Life Again……Life

If You Was A Rose -then The Honey Will Be Your Lips
IF YOU WAS A ROSE -THEN THE HONEY WILL BE YOUR LIPS IF YOU WAS A STONE-THEN THE DIAMOND IN THERE WILL BE YOUR EYES IF YOU WAS A MAGIC-THEN THE MAGIC WILL BE YOUR TOUCH IF YOU WAS A CHILD-THEN THE ONLY THING WILL SHINE IS YOUR SMILE IF THE LOVE FOR YOU IS A HEART-THEN IT WILL BEAT SO HARD IF THE LOVE FOR YOU IS A WALK-THEN I WILL WALK ALL MY LIFE IF THE LOVE FOR YOU IS TO FLY-THEN I WILL FLY ALL OVER THE WORLD NEVER LAND IF THE LOVE FOR YOU IS A WORD-THEN I WILL NOT STOP SPEAKING IF THE LOVE FOR YOU IS SECURITY-THEN I WILL SAFE YOU IN MY HEART IF THE LOVE FOR YOU IS A KISS-THEN MY LAST BREATH IN MY LIFE WILL BE YOUR KISS IF THE LOVE FOR YOU-IS CARE-THEN MY SOUL WILL BE YOUR HOME IF THE LOVE FOR YOU IS HOW FAR-THEN I WILL BLEED FOR YOU DRY IF THE LOVE FOR YOU IS LOVE-THEN MY LOVE WILL BE UNTILL THE END.

I Wish You Linger In My Eyes
I WISH YOU WILL BE MINE AND I'LL BE YOURS I WISH YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART I WISH YOU LINGER IN MY EYES I WISH I CAN TOUCH YOUR HAND I WISH I CAN FEEL YOUR LIPS I WISH YOU CAN TOUCH MY WORLD I WISH YOU CHANGE MY SOUL I WISH YOU WILL BE IN MY LIFE I WISH YOU WILL BE MY GOAL I WISH YOU WILL BE MY ALL AND I WISH AND I WISH AND I WISH I WISH YOU WILL BE MY ROSE I WISH YOU WILL BE MY BABY MY MIND AND BE MINE FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS I WISH YOU ARE HERE WITH ME TO TAKE CARE OF ME AND I OF YOU I WISH THAT I NEVER WISH FOR YOU AND YOU ONLY BE TRUE.........NOT JUST A WISH FOR ME

I Want To Be Loved By Some Angle From Us
I WANT TO BE LOVED BY SOME ANGLE FROM US I WANT TO TOUCH HER FACE TO TASTE THAT LIPS TO FEEL THAT WARMTH I WANT TO BE HER ONLY ONE TO SMELL HER HAIR TO HOLD HER HAND TO FEEL HER HEARTBEAT I WANT TO SEE HER EYES TO WATCH HER SMILE TO FEEL HER SOUL TO TOUCH HER WORLD I WANT TO BE THERE TO SAY HI TO SAY GOODBYE TO SAY I MISS YOU ALL THE TIME I WANT TO FEEL HER HUG TO HOLD HER TIGHT TO DRY HER TEAR TO TAKE CARE OF HER I WANT TO SMELL HER HAIR TO LISTEN WHEN SHE TALK TO SMILE WHEN SHE SMILE TO SHOW THAT AM ALWAYS THERE I WANT AN ANGLE FROM EARTH NOT FROM THE SKY I WANT TO FEEL HER AROUND I WANT AN ANGEL THAT I CAN SEE IN MY EYES NOT IN MY MIND I WANT TO DREAM ABOUT HER WHILE SHE IS SLEEPING IN MY ARMS I WANT ,BUT IT NOT EASY TO GET

I Think
I THINK I WILL LET GO THEN YOU COME I HOLD ON I THINK I FLY AWAY THEN YOU LAND ME IN YOU HEART I THINK I RUN AWAYTHEN YOU MAKE ME SLOW DOWN I THINK IT WAS TOO LATETHEN YOU SHOW ME IT WAS EARLY I THINK I WAS LOSTTHEN YOU FOUND ME I THINK I DIETHEN YOU GIVE ME LIFE I THINK I LOOSETHEN YOU MAKE ME WIN I THINK AM IN LOVE WITH YOUI KNOW AM IN LOVE

I See You
WHEN AM WITH YOU I CANT TALKI CANT SPEAK YOU TAKE THE BREATH FROM MY MOUTH I SEE YOU AND AM IN MAGIC WORLD I SEE YOU'R EYES AND IT SWIFT ME AWAY I SEE THE HAIR IT IS LIKE PEARLS FROM GOLD I TOUCH YOU AND I FEEL WARM INSIDE MEI FEEL LIKE YOU ARE A STAR THAT I NEVER SEE IN DAYLIGHT BUT HERE YOU ARE IN FRONT OF ME AND AM TOUCHED IN MY SPRITIN MY SOUL WHAT I CAN SAY WHEN THERE IS NO WORDS DESCRIBE YOU NOTHING CAN COMPARE TO YOU I WISH JUST I CAN SAY WHAT I FEEL WHEN AM WITH YOU YOU PUT A STROM IN MY HEART A TWISTER IN MY SOUL YOU ROCK MY LIFE MY SWEET MOONLIGHTI LOVE YOU....

I Miss You Everytime You Are In My Mind
1. I MISS YOU EVERYTIME YOU ARE IN MY MIND 2. I MISS YOU EVERY SECOND IN MY LIFE 3. I MISS YOU WHENEVER AM NOT WITH YOU 4. I MISS YOU WHENEVER YOU ARE NOT AROUND 5. I MISS YOU EVERYTIME I THINK OF YOU 6. I MISS YOU WHEN AM ALONE BY MY SELF 7. I MISS YOU A LOT I CANT BE WITHOUT YOU 8. I MISS YOU SO WHEN YOU WILL BE WITH ME 9. I MISS YOU I MISS THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND 10. I MISS YOU I MISS THE BREATH FROM YOUR MOUTH 11. I MISS YOU I MISS THE WAY YOU LIGHT MY LIFE WITH YOUR LAUGH 12. I MISS YOU WHEN I WILL SEE YOU’RE EYES 13. I MISS YOU AND I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU EVERY DEATAIL IN YOUR LIFE 14. I MISS YOU LIKE A CHILD MISS HIS DAD 15. I MISS YOU LIKE THE BEE MISS THE ROSE 16. I MISS YOU LIKE THE DEASERT MISS THE RAIN 17. I MISS YOU MORE THAN I CAN BARE 18. I MISS YOU ALWAYS YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY MIND

I Miss You
I MISS YOU WHERE YOU AREI MISS YOU WHERE EVER YOU ARE I MISS YOU WHEN I REMEMBER YOUR MEMORY IN MY HEADAND IN EVERY PLACE THAT WE SHAREYOU REPEAT YOUR SELF IN MY DREAMS THAT WILL NEVER WASH AWAY I MISS YOU MORE THAN THE AIR I BREATH MORE THAN THE HEART THAT NEEDS BEAT YOU ARE THE ONE WHO SWIFT ME OF MY FEETAS SWEET AS A BABY FEET I MISS YOU AND I'LL LOVE YOU FOR EVER STILL I REMEMBER YOUR FACE LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAYSTILL I HEAR YOUR VOICE IN MY BRAINSTILL I REMEMBER WHEN YOU TAKE MY HAND TO DANCEWHEN YOU MAKE ME SING FOR YOU TO SLEEP NOW TELL ME HOW I WILL LIVE WITHOUT YOUR FACE SMILE MOVE HUG I HOPE I CAN SEE YOU AGAIN TO SAY I LOVE YOU ONCE AGAIN

I Found Love Again
I FOUND LOVE AGAIN ONCE I SAID LOVE HURTS SO I WILL NEVER AGAINBUT WHEN TIME PASS BY YOU CAME IN MY LIFE AGAIN THAT SMILE IN YOUR FACE IT MAKE ME A LIVE AGAINTHAT FACE SO PRETTY THE SUNRISE IN MY LIFE SHIN AGAIN THAT BODY WHAT YOU GOT TAKE MY BREATH AGAIN THAT HAIR LIKE PEARLS COME OUT FROM THE SEA AGAIN I FOUND LOVE AGAIN I FOUND IT IN YOU AGAINI FOUND MY HEART WHAT I'VE LOST BEFORE I FOUND IT ONCE AGAIN I FOUND MY DREAM AGAINI FOUND MY SOUL AGAIN I 'LL CATCH THIS LOVE AGAIN I'LL HUG YOU FOR EVER I'LL GROW OLD WITH YOUI'LL ERASE YOUR FEARS I'LL DRY YOUR TEARSI'LL SHARE ALL MY DREAMS YOU WILL BE MY HEARTBEAT WE WILL BE TWO SOULS IN ONE BODY FOREVER I FOUND LOVE AGAIN I FOUND IT IN YOU AGAIN THANK YOU FOR COMMING IN MY LIFE AGAIN

I Feel
I FEEL ALIVE WITH YOU I FEEL GOOD WITH YOU I FEEL THE WORLD IS MOVING UNDER MY LEGSI FEEL THERE IS NOTHING LIKE YOU I FEEL YOU DO YOU FEEL MEI FEEL AM DEEP IN YOU I FEEL OHH WAHT THIS IS FEELING THAT I FEELI FEEL MY BLOOD BOILING SCREEMING YOUR NAME YOU FEEL I FEEL SCREMING YOUR NAMEI FEEL THAT I NEVER HAVE THIS FEELING BEFOR I FEEL YOU ARE MY QUEEN I FEEL YOU ARE MY CROWN I FEEL YOU ARE THE BEST THING HAPPEN TO MEI FEEL THAT YOU ARE IN ME I FEEL YOU TAKE MY BREATH AWAYI FEEL YOU TAKE MY AIR I FEEL THAT AM NOTHING WITHOUT YOUI FEEL YOU ARE EVERYWHERE I FEEL YOU ARE IN MY HEARTI FEEL AM SAFE WITH YOU I FEEL I FEEL YOU ARE MY SOULMATE I FEEL YOU MAKE ME WANT TO BE BETTER MAN BE BEST EVERYTIME THANK YOU THAT YOU MAKE ME FEEL

Goodbye My Sweet Heartbreak
HOW MUCH LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU HOW MANY TIMES THAT I TOLD YOU HOW I COULD LET MYSELF WITHOUT YOU HOW COULD I SMILE WITHOUT YOU YOU CAME IN TO MY LIFE YOU SWIFT ME OF MY FEET SO SWEET AS ABABY FEET YOU ENTER MY HEART YOU SHARE YOUR SMILE THEN...... WELL THEN YOU ARE NOT FOR ME YOU ARE NOT WHO WILL BELONG TO ME SO...... SO WHY ALL THE WASTE YOU TOOK MY HEART FROM THE EAST TO THE WEST YOU LET ME SO IN TO YOU YOU LET ME USE TO YOU AFTER.. AFTER I WAS ALL BY MY SLEF WITHOUT YOU TO SHARE IN THE END.... AM SORRY AM NOT GONNA COME BACK AGAIN EVEN IF YOU WILL BE MINE AGAIN LET THIS TIME WILL BE THE TRUE LESSON I WISH THAT I NEVER LEARN THE LIFE THAT I WILL NOT LIVE AGAIN AND THE LOVE THAT I WILL NOT GO THROUGH AGAIN SO.....SO GOODBYE MY SWEET HEARTBREAK

4 You
I see You here next to me I feel you in my dream You are the only OneYou are the Best One I 'll Always be hereWaiting 4 you 4 you I'll do anything4 you I'll beat The beast 4 you I'll sing 4 you I'll Dream I'll Change 4 you I'll Dry all your tearsI'll Kill All your fearsI'll be there always When ever You Need Come On Touch My soul My soul Is Asking 4 youAnd you only heal my Heart From painCoz you are the Cure 4 me 4 you I 'll try To BeThe Dream That You Want Me To Be

Wave In Your Ocean
I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE WAVE IN YOUR OCEAN I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE HEAT IN YOUR SUN I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE LIGHT OF YOUR MOON I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE RAINBOW IN YOUR SKY I WOULD LIVE TO BE THE MOUNTAIN IN YOUR LAND I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE RING IN YOUR HAND I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE WORD IN YOUR POEM I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE SMILE IN YOUR FACE I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE PERFUME IN YOUR NECK I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE ONLY ONE YOU WANT I WOULD LOVE TO BE AROUND YOU ALL THE TIME I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE TOUCH OF YOUR LIPS I WOULD LOVE TO BE YOUR HUSBAND,FRIEND,FATHER,MOTHER,BROTHER,SISTER AND THE LOVER I WOULD LOVE TO BE ALL ME JUST FOR YOU I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE SNOW IN YOUR WINTER I WOULD LOVE TO BE LEAVES IN YOUR AUTUMN I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE TREE IN YOUR JUNGLE I WOULD LOVE TO BE WITH YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE SUGER IN YOUR TEA I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE FATHER OF YOUR CHILD I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE SOUL O

U Oughta Know--alanis Morrisette
*heres my fave angry chick song** You Oughta Know lyricsI want you to know, that I'm happy for youI wish nothing but the best for you bothAn older version of meIs she perverted like meWould she go down on you in a theatreDoes she speak eloquentlyAnd would she have your babyI'm sure she'd make a really excellent motherCause the love that you gave that we made wasn't ableTo make it enough for you to be open wide, noAnd every time you speak her nameDoes she know how you told me you'd hold meUntil you died, till you diedBut you're still aliveAnd I'm here to remind youOf the mess you left when you went awayIt's not fair to deny meOf the cross I bear that you gave to

**not Lyrics** What Music Means To Me 4/30/2011
WHAT MUSIC MEANS TO ME I was reading a magazine (I totally forget which one) not to long ago and there was an article with the title of “What does music mean to you?” My thoughts raced. Music means a lot to me and I decided to blog about it. What does music mean to me?For some people, music is just something they listen to, something that is just there or something that helps pass the time. For me music goes far beyond that.I blame this mostly on my stepfather as he was in bands and got me hooked on the sound of live music. My mom has told me countless stories about me as a baby. There were countless nights where I wouldn’t sleep and would instead “wiggle” or “jig” my arms and legs around... and sometimes even hum and bop my head against my crib. The only way I would go to sleep is if my mother came in and sang me to sleep.All through my childhood my stepdad would try to teach me how to play his guitar and my little hands couldn’t

In This River--black Label Society
Zakk Wyld tribute to Darrell 'Dimebagg' Abbot. (2005 studio album) ~~NOTE~~ A common misconception is that Wylde wrote the song as a tribute to his close friend "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott(former guitarist for bands Pantera and Damageplan), who was killed in December 2004. In fact, he wrote the song many months prior to the incident, and subsequently began dedicating the song to him. On the topic of dedication, Wylde explains that he "was looking at the lyrics, and I just said 'Man, this has gotta be Dime's tune', so we just made it Dime's song and that's how the video came about. I think it's really emotional and it came out great. Everyone loves it – Vinnie Paul Abbott (Darrell's brother), Rita (Darrell's girlfriend). It's all about Dime's memory and there ain't a dry eye in the house every time you see it." Wylde also states that every time he plays a show,"it will never leave the Black Label set." During the "Pedal to the Metal" concert series, this song was not included

Easier To Run--linkinpark
It's easier to runReplacing this pain with something numbIt's so much easier to goThan face all this pain here all aloneSomething has been taken from deep inside of meThe secret I've kept locked away no one can ever seeWounds so deep they never show they never go awayLike moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)(I would take all my shame to the grave)[Chorus]It's easier to runReplacing this pain with something numb

Piece Of My Heart--j.joplin {circa 1967)
(Come on…)Didn't I make you feel like you were the only man, well yeah,An' didn't I give you nearly everything that a woman possibly can ?Honey, you know I did!And each time I tell myself that I, well I think I've had enough,But I'm gonna show you, baby, that a woman can be tough.I want you to come on, come on, come on, come on and take it,Take another little piece of my heart now, baby, (break a..)Break another little bit of my heart now, darling, yeah. (have a..)Hey! Have another little piece of my heart now, baby, yeah.You know you got it if it makes you feel good,Oh yes indeed.You're out on the streets looking good, and baby,Deep down in your heart I guess you know that it ain't right,Never never never never never never never hear me when I cry at night.Baby, I cry all the time!And each time I tell myself that I, well I can't stand the pain,But when you hold me in your arms, I'll sing it once again.I'll say come on, come on, come on, come on, yeah take it!

Since U Been Gone [k.clarkson]
Since U Been Gone lyrics {kelly clarkson}Songwriters: Sandberg, Martin; Gottwald, Lukasz; Here's the thing we started off friendsIt was cool but it was all pretendYeah yeahSince you've been goneYou dedicated you took the timeWasn't long till I called you mineYeah yeahSince you've been goneAnd all you'd ever hear me sayIs how I pictured me with youThat's all you'd ever hear me sayBut since you've been goneI can breathe for the first timeI'm so movin' on, yeah yeahThanks to you now I get what I wantSince you've been goneHow can I put it? You put me onI even fell for that stupid love songYeah yeahSince you've been goneHow come I'd never hear you say??I just wanna be with you?I guess you never felt that way

Without You...by Hinder
Without You lyricsSongwriters: Garvey, Lloyd; Hanson, Ross; Howes, Brian; King, Mark; Rodden, Michael; Winkler, Austin; I just wanna be alone tonightI just wanna take a little breather'Cause lately all we do is fightAnd every time it cuts me deeper'Cause something's changedYou've been acting so strangeAnd it's taking its toll on meIt's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leaveWithout you, I live it up a little more every dayWithout you, I'm seeing myself so differentlyI didn't wanna believe it then but it all worked out in the endWhen I watched you walk away, well, I never thought I'd sayI'm fine without youCalled you up 'cause it's been long enoughAnd you said that you were so much betterWe have done a lot of growing upWe were never meant to be together'Cause something changedYou were acting so strangeAnd it's taken its toll on meIt's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leaveWithout you, I live it up a little more every day

Heart Of Glass---blondie(1979)
Heart Of Glass lyrics (circa 1979)Songwriters: Stein, Chris; Harry, Deborah; Once I had a love and it was a gasSoon turned out had a heart of glassSeemed like the real thing, only to findMuch of mistrust, love's gone behindOnce I had a love and it was divineSoon found out I was losin' my mindIt seemed like the real thing but I was so blindMuch of mistrust, love's gone behindIn betweenWhat I find is pleasing and I'm feelin' fineLove is so confusing there's no peace of mindIf I fear I'm losin' you it's just no goodYou teasing like you doOnce I had a love and it was a gasSoon turned out had a heart of glassSeemed like the real thing, only to findMuch of mistrust, love's gone behindLost insideAdorable illusion and I cannot hideI'm the one you're using, please don't push me asideWe could-a made it cruising, yeah

Picture To Burn {t Swizzle Lol}
Picture To Burn lyrics{{T.Swift}}Songwriters: Rose, Liz; Swift, Taylor Alison; State the obviousI didn't get my perfect fantasyI realized you love yourselfMore that you could ever love meSo go and tell your friendsThat I'm obsessive and crazyThat's fine, I'll tell mineYou're GAY...and by the wayI hate that stupid old pickup truckYou never let me driveYou're a redneck, heartbreakWho's really bad at lyingSo watch me strike a matchOn all my wasted timeAs far as I'm concernedYou're just another picture to burnThere's no time for tearsI'm just sitting here planning my revengeThere's nothing stopping meFrom going out with all of your best friendsAnd if you come aroundSaying sorry to meMy daddy's going to show you

Dont Stay {l.p.}
Don't Stay lyrics--Linkin Park Sometimes I Need to remember just to breatheSometimes I Need you to stay away from meSometimes I’m In disbelief I didn’t knowSomehow I Need you to goDon’t stay...Forget our memoriesForget our possibilitiesWhat you were changing me into[Just give me myself back and]Don’t stay...Forget our memoriesForget our possibilitiesTake all your faithlessness with you[Just give me myself back and]Don’t staySometimes I

Numb---lp
Numb lyrics (Linkin Park)Songwriters: Bennington, Chester; Shinoda, Mike; Bourdon, Rob; Delson, Brad; Farrell, Darren; Hahn, Joseph; I'm tired of being what you want me to beFeeling so faithless, lost under the surfaceI don't know what you're expecting of mePut under the pressure of walking in your shoes(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)Every step that I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)I've become so numb I can't feel you thereBecome so tired so much more awareI'm becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like youCan't you see that you're smothering me?Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?Cause everything that you thought I would beHas fallen apart right in front of you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)Every step that I take is another mistake to you[| From: http://www.elyrics.net/re

Linkin Park: In The End 4/30/11
It starts withOne thing I don't know whyIt doesn't even matter how hard you tryKeep that in mind I designed this rhymeTo explain in due timeAll I knowTime is a valuable thingWatch it fly by as the pendulum swingsWatch it count down to the end of the dayThe clock ticks life awayIt's so unrealDidn't look out belowWatch the time go right out the windowTrying to hold on, but didn't even knowOr wasted it all just to watch you goI kept everything insideAnd even though I tried, it all fell apartWhat it meant to me will eventually beA memory of a time whenI tried so hard and got so farBut in the end it doesn't even matterI had to fall to lose it allBut in the end it doesn't even matterOne thing, I don't know whyIt doesn't even matter how hard you try

Blog Introduction.
Introduction: [to my LRYICS Blog] The lyrics I post in this entire blog: "LYRICS that have meaning to me" all mean something to me deep inside. They touch my heart, they touch my soul and if you seriously want to know more about everything Ms Kriss stands for, keep reading. Welcome to what I call the 'windows to my soul'...enjoy or dont, I dont care, this is here to make ME feel better, not you. A place for me to vent my feelings and for me to express my deepest emotions through song. I personally believe that songs and music and lyrics are the window to ones soul. Music is my life and I listen to music in ways most people dont. I listen with my heart, my soul and my mind. I hope you can too while checking out this blog. thank you for taking the time to check it out. all comments welcome, constructive critisism welcme but not rudeness.

The Hardest Part.
today i learned a lessonthat will always be truesaying goodbye to someoneis the hardest thing to doi've never felt a lossuntil i said goodbyei thought i was strongand i broke down and criednever will i forgetthe times we hadthough the reflections are happyit makes me rather sadthe most brutal of mencries at the pasti only wish the good times would lastso i humor myselfi'd smile if i couldwhy can't things work out?because life isn't supposed to be that good

Time To Give Up On The Big 'l'
will i ever love againa question on my mindwill i ever love anotherlike you in this lifeif it was meant to be it'll happenthis is what i am toldbut i fear i won't find anotherand will die alone will i ever love againi really miss you nowwill i ever love againthinking about it just brings me down i wake up at nightwith sweat in my eyesmy heart starts poundingand i begin to crywell it's better to have lovedand i still have my memoriesthey'll always make me happyand set my heart at ease

Disease Of Your Affection...
don't lie to make me happy i don't need a tainted charm your false feelings bring emotional harm i am afraid of loneliness our love no longer true but can i stand alone without leaning on you disease of your affection penetrating me your beauty like a virus attacking violently not to worry, ill be fine i'll make it through the day but when tomorrow comes i'll have the courage to walk away

Its The End...
A tear comes to mind, when I think of you And remember the time when our friendship was new. A gentle smile centered on your face, And I knew that then was the time and place, To kiss you, I did and felt a tick back in my heart. I thought we'd be forever and never part, But now we have come to a fork in the road, Where we must no longer carry each other's load, Let the burden off our shoulders and not leave a scar, For the paths we are taking are very far apart. I will remember always the places we went, And cherish forever the time we've spent. So now is the time where I say goodbye, Spend one last minute lost in your eyes. As much as I know that we can't stay, I hope our paths will cross again some other day....

Solutions For Bad Led Auto Light-dingju Led Car Light
Most of LED auto lights are made up of several LED lights, due to long working hours of testing will lead to bad light among the LED lights. The following is the solution for the bad lights: 1: Is the LED chip size greater than 12*13ML? Use chips greater than 12*13ML to ensure it not be burned 2: Is the operating temperature within 55℃? LED chip will accelerate the decay of aging beyond 55℃. Therefore, it should be noted in the design of the relationship between current and temperature. 3: Whether LED chips are branded or not? Select LED chips with good stability to ensure no leakage current with long working hours. 4: Is the package packed by formal automatic packaging factory? The phenomenon of bad light has a close relationship with LED package, every aspect of the package is very important. The procedure of solid crystal, dispensing, wire and baking is the most important measures of anti-static. 5: Is the current of LED chip beyond 20mA?

Oh No He Didn't!
Dear Ninja, SO- I was talking to this boy here on fubar. We met. We dated. We lived 6 hours away from each other. This was a year ago. We dated a few months and i found out he was not only playing me but several others.So, I was naive and tried to have faith in him a second and third-ish time. I've since been talking to another girl which he has played before as well. He happens to have quite the harem as he's QUITE charming....My question is....... Should We Get A Baseball Bat to Beat The Karma into him OR should we just wait for it to come around on its own? ~The Other Other Other Girl Dear Other Other Other Girl, Part of me will tell you to duct tape him to a tree, put honey on his genitals and down his leg, and lead an angry mound of fire ants to him. The fubar equivalent of that would be screen shots of his messages, gifts, bling to you, etc, that you can use to show the other girls what he is. Another part of me will smack you on the forehead and tell your dumb

L-u-r-a
NEVER MISTAKE MY KINDNESS FOR WEAKNESS. It takes a lot more heart and courage to forgive someone than to hold a grudge. I'm too nice, I'm too forgiving, I'm too generous with my heart. These are characteristics that 99% of you lack, so when I hear these things said about me instead of getting pissed that you think I'm weak, I feel proud. Because at the end of the day, when you have NO ONE to stand behind you. When you have NO ONE to vouch that you're a decent person. I will be the only one around trying to convince the mobs to put down their pitchforks and torches to give you another chance. So the next time you want to talk about how I'm too much of this or too much of that, just stop. I'm stronger than you because I know what it is to be a REAL friend, to be a REAL person.

Things I'm Unsure About
I know it's not nice to call people names but what about when someone really is an idiot? And another thing...I've never been against welfare but lately I've seen some SHOCKING misuse of it, from a childhood friend of mine. She's my age, has a 2-ish year old daughter (adorable) and holy lord is she milking the system. If I were her I'd never go back to work at all. She lives in a luxury flat...has enough money to take out phone contracts to get all the latest phones, and she spends more money on clothes than I do...and of course she doesn't have to pay for any healthcare or anything. Her flat costs 700 pounds a month in rent. The government gives her 690-ish a month for RENT. And then she gets ANOTHER 600 or so for everyday things, and she also gets 200 a month from the father (she definitely gets this as it's done by CSA) I mean, I don't wish hardship on her and her daughter buy holy hell I don't think she should be living in luxury. :\ Over here there are normally design

Mountain Of Sorrows
Mountain Of Sorrows By: PennRock Anxiously here I sit upon a mountain of sorrows barely made it through today don't know if I'll see tomorrow the resolution to my problems is nowhere within my reach I'm struggling to cross this bridge got several blisters on my feet that's the price that I pay in hopes of gaining a better life been in this tunnel for so long damn will I ever see the light? Lord if you're out there shine it bright don't leave me hanging on the rack guide me through my troubles help me get my life back on track along with all of the runners on the path to success we're all chasing the same thing why should my reason mean any less? ya see I'm on a quest with a package to deliver but life is working against me and I'm sinking below the river I keep swimming back to shore to catch my breath along the way giving up is not an option nor is procrastination or delays yet still here I am sitting stuck upon a mountain of sorrows I made it through today but will I live to see

Doodles
with a touch of my hand, you will see the darkness that consumes my soul, with a touch of your hand, I will see the light of where I once was, with a kiss to your lips, you will see a love like no other, with my arms around you while you sleep, you will not know fear! only peace and tranquility.

Endless Hate
Sparkling wineIntertwines These poisonous veinsDripping with sin My curves cut deeplyEtching love on old wounds Carving a path to your heartAnd ending sweeter than it's start Flames cast my shaddowAcross this cavernous roomDancing wild like firePain feeds my desire Open wounds Drip blood into wineI take you in deelplyThis hatered is divine You would never allowMy love to come downSo I pretend my heart is full of hateFeeling nothing, controlling fate Leaving you behindTo mend time and chanceI wanted the forever I saw in your eyesAlas, it was just a brilliant disguise

Mothers Of The Bride Dresses Can Be Worn To All Kinds Of Unique Occasions
At a wedding, all eyes ought to be on the bride. after all, it's her day. But just due to the fact the bride does not wish to be upstaged, Cheap Plus Size Wedding Dresses does not indicate the mother of the bride ought to be away from fashion. Today, mothers of the bride are no lengthier prepared to mix in using the wallpaper. They place in as a lot time since the bride to discover the most suitable look. Frump is out and design is in. They put on garments which are well-tailored and age appropriate. Their shoes, bags, jewelry, along with other components are expertly coordinated with their dresses. As they should, because wedding pics are forever. Cheap Wedding Party Dresses Today, mothers of the bride are far more than just mothers, they are design icons. They want garments that carry out in far more than one function. Today, mothers of the bride want garments they are able to truly put on soon after the wedding. Today, mothers of the bride can discover all this, and more. To obtain

Make It Real
Dear Ninja, Help! I am in love with a fake on fubar! I got lured in with the very sexy and seductive pics and fell in love with the way she obsesses over my penis size and always asks if I'm "playing with it right now". Also we can talk for hours about sports, UFC, cars and how much women suck. My question is should I ask for a profile pic and ruin my fantasy of a super sexy chick with a mans mentality? I'm not sure if I can handle what the implications of my sexuality such a full revelation will say about myself. Cleaning out my Closet Dear closet, That super hot chick, yeah, she's a super fat dude. And when you're sexting in your shoutbox, just remember, he's really getting hot too. If it makes you feel better, there's probably a few she-males that look like super hot chicks that can help ease you in to that new lifestyle. Just spare me the details of your sexcapades, I get enough of those in real life. Now, on the other side, there are plenty of really gorgeous wom

2x4 + Your Head = Her Fantasy?
Dear Ninja...I find my self asking the same question over and over...Why am I so nice to people who walk all over me? I feel I have people who are friends with me for only one reason. Basically, I have many kiss ass people on my list. People who think they can use me to get something in return. I have very few true friends who know I am not this way...I guess it just irks me a bit. How do I stop being so f'ing nice to everyone? I think people would go into shell shock if I suddenly stopped being nice...its just how I have always been...Is a mass blocking spree in order here? Sincerely...Too f'ing nice to c*nty people. Dear too Nice, You can actually be TOO nice. And when you bend to the whims of others, they will eventually walk all over you. Sometimes, people will even do it without realizing they are. For all those people who ask for things and don't bother a simple "thank you," grab your 2x4 and swing away. I don't see the point in blocking them, but deletions, hell ye

Wolf Pack Raters Levelers Family Rules
1.NO MEMBER OF THIS FAMILY IS TO BLOCK ANOTHER FAMILY MEMBER NO EXCEPTIONS. 2.IF THERE IS A PROBLEM AMONGST MEMBERS,IT IS TO BE TAKEN TO A STAFF MEMBER. 3.MUST ADD ALL MEMBERS IN STASH. 4.DAILY RATES ARE TO BE DONE EVERY WEEK. 5.IF FOR SOMEONE CANNOT DO THE RATES OR BE ON FOR AWHILE,PLZ INFORM A STAFF MEMBER. 6.ALL RULES MUST BE FOLLOWED NO EXCEPTIONS.............

What A Sad Day In The State Of Alabama...
First of all, I would like to let everyone know that myself, my family, and my friends are all ok. Luckily the tornadoes didnt reach down this far south (closest one was about 10 miles north of us).I went to work yesterday morning expecting it to rain, and to rain hard. I even tried to beat it, unsuccessfully, and tried to unload all my beer before it arrived. Little did I know that north of me the Tornadoes had started already. A friend's relative was killed near Anniston early that morning. The NW corner of Alabama and Huntsville were already getting rocked. The first of the Cullman Tornadoes had already touched down just before noon.All those red 'dots' were either already tornadoes on the ground, or the storms were about to form them, especially the storms out by themselves that were just lil circles. That is how it looked all day. I get home, and I see some stuff on facebook about the Cullman tornado (north of Birmingham) that was live on the news. They had caught it on the weathe

Making Lemonade
Well my sweet 16 year old daughter decided that the 3 mile drive that I had agreed she could make to her boyfriend's house wasn't enough. They instead went to a town 25 miles away, without calling me, to eat. On the way home my car, that she was driving, was struck by some guy who A) had a suspended license and B) after picking up the police report, and attempting to file a claim on the insurance they supplied to the officers at the scene, found out, due to nonpayment, that their insurance lapsed april 11th (11 days before the accident). To add insult to injury, which thankfully my daughter was completely ok, he supplied a phone number that is no longer in service, AND his girlfriend (who owned the truck and the lapsed insurance policy) was a police officer who was just fired. This shit heada even went to the emergency room in the hopes that he could get money out of MY insurance.......gah! Soooooooooo now I have to suck it up, shell out 1000 dollars of my own (my deductible) and f

The Fubar Bunnies:agreement
The Fubar Bunnies: Agreement We are a family who tries and help each other and there for each other to lean on when needed. Also we are a Females and Male family...As much as anyone we like to have fun like with Auctions--Contests--but most of all we all like to get along and just have a good time. Below are the requirments needed to join 1. Must have Atleast 10 Pics and a Salute 2.Must Add us to ur name Females:The Fubar Bunnies Males:The Fubar Bunnies BodyGuard 3.Add the HomePage (this page) To Atleast a TOP FRIEND...No family Adds needed UNLESS YOU WANT TO!! 4. Show Love to all Our Family However We don't Ask for it on a Daily bases...Real Life COMES FIRST!!! 5.If You Would Like To Join Very Easy....COMMENT ON THIS BLOG: I AGREE After You have AGREED and ADD IT TO YOUR NAME..You will then be placed in a Team Your TeamDirector Is very Imporant They will keep in Contact with you About N

The Corridor
"The Corridor" By:PennRockStairs, black like granite Over run, dirty,unwashed Like highway roads Forever stained with rubber Lead to the future Unsure and unanswered You yell “Is anybody there?” Eternity echoes back at you So long, it has no sense of time No smell, and nothing to hide Its pitch black, you can't see a thing You search your pockets You find box of matches You light a match and keep going You light one after another You walk the corridor You see no end As you walk you pass many doors Over and over You hear distorted whispers Passing like thoughts, like moments Twisted tongues are on the other side You make another step You walk for hours For weeks, months, years, and decades You reach the end

Video Chat Support
Fubar allows you to video chat one on one with users or play Fulette which randomly pairs you with other Fulette players. You can opt in or out of the game by clicking on the Fulette button on the video chat window. Video Chat Set up: 1. Connect your webcam to your computer. 2. Make sure your webcam privacy settings are turned on. Go to: Privacy Settings to do this. 3. Go to your homepage and click on the Launch Web Control link and the video chat window should pop up with your webcam controls. You will be prompted to approve your webcam connection. Once you approve, you should see your webcam activate. 4. If you wish to video chat one on one with a user, make sure they have their webcam connected and privacy settings correct. Also, make sure you both have opted out of Fulette. Go to their fubar page and look for the Video Chat link below their profile photo. Clicking this link will initiate your video chat session. 5. If you want to play Fulette, click on the fulette bu

The Cowards Addition
THE COWARDS ADDITION By : PennRock You are cocaine and heroine that tore my insides But I loved the addiction so I let you reside I lost all of me in your delicious drug and drank you down pretentious love Traced invisible lines accross your lips and accepted your lies and your sinful abyss You sunk your teeth into my welcoming flesh and fed on my lust until no longer fresh You pulled me inside of you again and again screaming in rapture and loving the sin Our bodies combined indulgence delivered feeling the passion as you shook and shivered Hours of carnage the pleasure and pain ignoring your sorrow as you came and came again This tryst of lovers too many times endured staining your covers with lies assured A kiss of poison and a smile so sharp as we seperate into the dark No go

Left Wing Loons Blaming The People That Live In The South For The Tornado Outbreak...
This is so outrageous I feel I had to share. Left wing lunatics and progressives, like Obama , with this global warming thing are now officially out of control. Now, according to several sources in the left wing press, they are actually blaming the southern states themselves for their own policies regarding climate change for the tornadoes that ravaged them in the past few days. So what they are saying in layman's terms is: You did it to yourself. I can't make this up, check it out here: http://thinkprogress.org/2011/04/28/tornado-global-warming/ I felt it so ridiculous I had to share. Remember this when you hit the ballot box in 2012 if you are in the areas effected by the severe weather. This is a new low for the left wing extreme progressive democrats dontcha think? ...god. Peace.

My Pain
1. Pain from the Tooth Itself A. Mild Pain A mild pain is often described as a small twinge of pain, or a sudden sensitivity to heat or cold that the patient had not previously suffered from. These mild irritants can be caused by a small cavity, an old leaking filling, or exposure of the root to oral cavity fluids due to recession of the gum that surrounds and protects the tooth [8]. Additionally, clenching or grinding of the teeth can lead to mild pain and sensitivity in the teeth [9]. If touching the tooth in the area of recession with a fingernail or a metal utensil causes pain, the first step is to switch to a desensitizing mouthwash or toothpaste. These can be found in any local drug store. If the sensitivity is uncomfortable, use an over-the-counter pain medicine, as directed.

Last Night
Last night, I went out with a friend, an old friend; we used to be really close, but i guess we have different life styles, so, we eventually stopped talking.Tony is gay, and he enjoys using drugs.I, Myself, am Drug-free and I'm trying to get my life in order.(ex. Going to school)Well he called me and asked if i wanted to go out, since we didn't talk for a few months, I was hesitant; so, I decided sure, why the hell not. I called a cab, and he picked me up, and we went to the first bar, nothing was happening there, within an hour we ended up doing 2 shots each of Jose; and drank a few beers here, Then he decided that we would hit up Oswego, If you've ever been to Oswego, there are bars on every block, pretty much, so We take a cab to Oswego; and we go to Old city, That bar is fucking packed to a T, Did i mention its a College town?It took us 20 mins to get to the bar, so we do 2 more shots; I know that we finished a whole bottle at the other bar;we danced the night away and ended up g

4 Facts According To Me...
4 FACTS according to me...1. Ladies, be very careful who you talk to. Chances are your talking to a guy who you would never even speak to in real life. Or would never speak to you rather. You don't know them.Just because you spent time chatting with them, even on the phone or yahoo messenger, web cam, doesn't constitute a relationship. In the right psycho's mind, you paid attention to him, so there for he becomes obsessed! Regardless of how you perceive it.The same go's for the men. There are just as many women psycho's.2. There is a very good chance who your talking to is married, in a relationship or just a lonely person taken or not who is not satisfied in there life. Someone who waits till there wife is asleep or at work or husband as it might be to get online and chat. Its easy to connect with a stranger, where you have no history, and it feels good, but your living a fantasy more times than not. Is it worth the risk? I think not!!!3. Especially on a site like this

Winner #2
MIKEDD691 hrOH MY GOD YOU VERY BEAUTIFUL YOU SHOULD A MODEL OR A GODESS.TO MY EYES YOU ARE BOTH.WHEN MY EYES SAW YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE AND YOUR GLORIOUS,SUBLIME, DELIGHTFUL BODY OF YOURS AND YOUR PULCHRITUDINOUS,COMELY,BEAUTIFUL LONG LEGS.I THOUGHT OF PERFECTION.YOU ARE A GODESS.I AM SURE YOU HEAR THAT EVERY DAY OR ALOT.AND IF YOU DONT YOU SHOULD HEAR THAT EACH TIME YOU TAKE A BREATH.I WISH I WAS THERE WHEN YOU READ THIS TO SEE YOUR BEAUTIFUL LIPS MOVE.I AM JUST WRITING WHAT IS IN MY HEART WHEN I SAW YOUR PICTURE

Your Life!
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly, and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant: they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggresive persons, they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself to others you may become vain and bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.Enjoy achievements as well as yor plans. Keep interested in your career however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself, especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennnial as the

One Girl Band
She pleaded as they questioned. What can I say. Other than , "The time has come that I know why. Why. I cry."He'd left that night as her mother cried. Away, into a faraway land.So why do you hold me now? I'm just a girl in this rock and roll band.My Daddy still lives and I will never give in. Why he left me by your side.It's just one of those moments lived in time.When I'm a one girl band standing by.The country music still plays downstairs But gospel music will always be heard speaking softly in my headThe light continues to shout as I fall on my kneesand say, "God he is this angel in a one girl band."Help me get past this moment somehow.I'm just this girl in a lonely band. Searching for the one that loves him still.A lonely girl in a one girl band. ©Sharon Smithey Whiteside

Present Moments Embraced
© Present Moments Embraced. Getting by is a time we have, are or will experience.My usual morning lately has been that first bottled water at room temperature; followed by moments of tantra which had become the letting go of all left over from yesterdays. A scented candle of pumpkin and cinnamon took me to a peace needed. A place that somewhere in time found me complete. The Golden Girls would be my next glitter of early morning as the first cup of decaf coffee enticed the warmth my body was already experiencing from yoga. This particular morning distracted my routine. A chill embraced me. The sounds of Betty White and Estelle Getty became distant as images of the men in my life became as a jaded jig saw ( when I walked the streets they'd become a jaded jig saw! Dodging shoulders and piercing eyes. And I wonder, where did all the love go? There's a war going on People are fighting for the pain to let go.) and I remembered how she awoke me in the night. Whisperings letting go in

We Love
We Love We love and we loose. We love and we choose. We love to regret and we love inside our heads. We love to remember all those moments in September. We love to know it wasn't all in our head. I saw you sitting there as you spoke his nameAnd I saw you laugh as searching straight ahead. We love to alter the things we wish to be. We love the definite of how the day shall be. You love the way my hair feels as you hold on tightI love your breath against my cheek when you begin to speak.I saw you sitting there as you spoke his nameAnd I saw your tears falling as you held me near.They love the way we turn away when nothings left to fearThey love the way we hold on tight with moments at our feet. I saw you sitting there and still you call his nameAnd I feel all the yesterdays that I kneel to him and pray. We love to remember how sweet is his peace.

Cherry Bomb Time
I have a cherry bomb, thank you muffin (CajunLace) and will run it the next few hours..cuz double points and all.. SO I need your help..Please link me to your bomb folders and such, and anyone with 11's and special ability blingds running today that you would like me to bomb... And anyone who calls me a point hoar will surely get bombed!!! let the stupidity begin!!! as you were

Women
5 DEADLY TERMS USED BY A WOMAN. (1) FINE - this is the word women use to end an argument when they know they are RIGHT & YOU need to SHUT UP. (2) NOTHING - means SOMETHING & you need to be WORRIED. (3) GO AHEAD - this is a dare, not permission, DO NOT DO IT. (4) WHATEVER - is a woman's way of saying SCREW YOU. (5) THAT'S OK - she is thinking long & hard on HOW & WHEN you will pay for your mistake.

Slavegirl Deb
at this time i would like to introduce a Slavegirl i am still in contact with. She is a pleasing contact and she has the priviledge and honor to spend some time with me. It is always a big pleasure to meet, to talk and to have the amusement and pleasure of her service. but she is also in need of a strict and guiding hand at times. but i don't want to miss her. Slavegirl Deb but after a short time Deb did know how to present herself in an acceptable way that does fit to her true nature.but also a Slavegirl like Deb does need correction and a guiding and helping hand at times. she does need to be shown that an upfront and fiesty behaviour can have consequencesbut she wouldn't be Slavegirl Deb when she would not be thankfull for every help and correction she does get from me.and doesn't she look nice when she is in waiting position?but such a nice ass should get the needed treatment!!!but Sla

Slavegirl Nora
now i would like to present a nice us/cuban slavegirl i have been in contact with. a born submissive and pleasure toy. a perfect female. Slavegirl Nora as you can see... a hot slavegirl. just a bit hairy, and that had to change! so after a proper treatment, Nora was sure about presenting a clean pussy. with a clean smooth cunt i liked her even more... and she had a better appearance in her greeting position and she has a lovely ass!!!!!!! and she allways did her best!!! soon there will be more updates!!!

Interesting Slavegirls Next Sequel
this for example is a slavegirl i met some time ago... and it was a pleasure. not that thin but she did know her place. sucks properly nice round ass and at times a true painslut. this slavegirls from the us had been new to the theme, but they had a big interest to serve and to please This mature rican girl was also an interesting subject. well educated and she offered her body and a good conversation as well. you could say... a bunch of perfect females ;)

Interesting Slavegirls Sequel
and again... some nice slavegirls this for example was a true painslut it was very interesting to be in contact with her and as you see... she liked pain a lot... even harder. this nice mature girl was more sort of a pleasure slavegirl. she was a really enjoyment!! per behaviour was perfect and i can't say anthing bad about her! just amazing!! this slavegirl here was more sort of a humiliation lover. she enjoyed it and it was a nice experience with her. a nice place for a text marker... isn't it? :)

Interesting Slavegirls
here you can see some of the females i have been in contact with. i am happy that i got known them and it was allways a great pleasure to be in contact with them. there was this young female from belgium: a girl that knows her place a nice ass and sweet little tits. this was a slavegirl from the us... also a girl that saw her goal in pleasing her master isn't that a nice ass? yes it is!! good tits and a nice body! this was also a girl from the us... not that thin, but super sexy!! i think she is hot, i like her appearance. a nice clean pussy! and a big round ass all that girls have been a pleasure to be in contact with. more can be seen in the next entry

New Blog
the old blog has gone. so it is the best to start over again. at first i will introduce some older material that could still be seen here. i am sure it is interesting for the most people. when you don't like it... just don't watch. the blog is marked as nsfw. i would like to show you what a former slavegirl from me wrote about her training. Ex-Slavegirl S I will never forget the day "Misterak" known to me now as Sir... my Master, my Owner came into my life. He changed my life for the greater. I had always fantasized about being a slavegirl, being owned. However I had never been in touch or talked with a dom that had an effect on me to completely surrender myself to him. Until Sir sent me an email simply asking me if I make a good slavegirl. I was fascinated by him form the start. His authority is ever present when he is near. Sir is not onlydom but he is charming, witty and extremely intelligent and well educated. Beeing in his presence is a very moving

Like A Phoenix
Like the phoenix could i be from fire's flames be set free? burning walls firey halls the roof will soon collapse in the middle of the flame did you hear that someone is calling my name i want to run, to turn and flee but my knees are locked steadfastedly who is calling out my name who is hiding there inside the flame if i stay i will surely die but why not stay here i cry perhaps it is better to stay see if life or death finds it's way let us see what happens after life is returned to the ashes

Teets 'n Knees (boats 'n Hoes Parody"
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My Lounge (mickey Avalon "my Dick" Parody)
My lounge got SLDCYour lounge got STDsMy lounge, hot chicks who can hangYour lounge got more sausage than a gangbang My lounge got Jasan Stepp from P-DotDon't be frontin' like your lounge got half what we gotMy lounge got a DJ with a chainsawYour lounge got a half-nekkid grandma My lounge, laugh at Walrus KneesYour lounge, look at pussy cheeseMy lounge, see some big ol' tisYour lounge smells like taco shits My lounge got a code that's sickYour lounge looks like Bigfoot's dickMy lounge got Level 45'sYour lounge is skeevy and it gave me hives My lounge got some pretty hot chattersYour lounge, bitches couldn't be fatterMy lounge plays Slayer and ToolYour lounge plays Hanson, fool My lounge, full of red-beaverYour lounge, fuckin' Justin BeiberMy lounge, #1 rankYour lounge is just like your cunt is: STANK CHORUS:It's time that we let Fu knowHow much every OTHER fuckin' lounge blowsP.D.P. is the best in the businessP.S. Cam 3 is Zod, not JesusIt's time that we let Fu know How much ever

Ensign: You Are Cordially Invited
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 29 April 2011 A few weeks ago my family and I attended a wedding of some friends Martha had worked with. My wife got to sing at the ceremony, and as she had a place of importance there we were all – Martha, me, Sarah, and Jeffrey – invited to go. We had a great time, even though we were hardly the center of attention! (You go Mike and Michelle!) And that’s as it should be … today you’ve probably heard about wedding going on or that has happened as you read this. I’m just sorry our invite to that one got lost in the mail, darn it! (You go Will and Kate!) If it’s not the most important thing in a person’s life – and it should not be – then getting married ranks pre

One Last Prayer
moonlight reflects from the blade as she pulls it out of its case touching the glistening tip with her finger she finds it sharp and she allows a smile to cross her face the time is right, no longer will she fight it is time to surrender to the everlasting night holding the knife up to the sky a small tear of excitement and release enters her eye she whispers one last prayer as she punctures her heart

"mistress Saphire" (episode-1)
She is the one in control... She is the one I serve unto... My Loyalties lye with her... Mistress Saphire... On my knees... I beg of thee... Drown me in wax... Roses across my back... Mistress Saphire... Mistress Saphire, I am your slave... I await your command... Punish me harder... I can't wait to bleed...

"army Of The Saphire" (episode-2)
Many have given themselves unto her... Many have surrenderd unto her... We are her's to command... When she enters... All must kneel down & obey... They have been chosen with purpose... When confronted by enemies... I am always & forever... Ready to sacrifice myself for her... As will I... The Loyal ones will serve & protect her... They are now slave to her... They are now loyal to her... They are now controled by her... They are... Army of the Saphire...

"end Of An Era" (or Is It) (episode-3)
The war is over... Praise Mistress... For we are victorious... However... The Hunters have taken me in battle... Your new found Army... Will serve & obey you as I did... With my final plea... I beg of thee... Don't be sadden by my demise... Dying for you has always been my desire... With my last breath... I say to thee... Punish them... As you did me... Your Army always & ever will be loyal to you... They are the deadliest of enemies... Loyal slaves under your power... As I was... Thease are my final words... It has been the greatest honor of my life... To serve & obey you... This is the end... Good-Bye Mistress Saphire...

"the Prologue To The Rise" (episode-4a)
CHAPTER 1 The Past Centuries have past since his death... The Saphire Queen had finally excepted the loss of her one true love slave... Til such later time... The Army had become greedy with power & blood... Betrayed by her own Army... She is left with no one to serve & protect her... She casts a spell... In hopes of the chosen one... To stand by her side... A visit to a grave... She cries out in the night... CHAPTER 2 The Cry "Where are you" "I need you" "No one to protect me" "I wish you can hear my voice" "I wish you can fight for me" "I wish we could be together again like before" "I miss you so much" "Good-Bye my faithful Love" CHAPTER 3 All He Was He was her protector... He was her warrior... He was her slave... He was Loyal...

"the Rise" (episode-4b)
CHAPTER 1 The Trial Surounded by those who once served her... They seek to dismember her... Not a soul in sight to defend her... They hold her prisoner... CHAPTER 2 Days Later Mistress Saphire... I hear your cries... The time is now to rise from my earthly grave... The Hounds of Hell... Shall feast on there rotting souls... Death to those who betrayed you... Thier souls... I shall kill...

A New Bond! Episode 5
EPISODE 5 Chapter # 1 Beginning The Night! She sees I have returned... She rewards me with pain... She punishes me with pleasure... When she blows in my ear... When she really wants me to get nasty... Her fingers run through my hair... Chapter # 2 &nb

"my Eternal Bride!" Episode 6
Years & year we've been together... Always bonding & pleasuring eachother... My thoughts are clear to me... My feelings are strong for you... How I wonder if you feel the same... Tell me how you feel... I need to know tonight... Is ther something between us... All thse times together... Life & soul... Dedicated to you... Will you be my bride?.. So long I craved this moment... I will devote my loyalty unto thee... Never to be denied... Always & forever honor thee... I'm yours to do as you wish for all times... Mistress Saphire I Love You... Light a candle this night! &n

Sex Is For Losers
when you stop and think about it sex is really for losers i mean women lose their virginity, self respect, dignity, morals, honor and pride. men lose their will their freedom their money and self respect. then you spend a lifetime using sex to get them back. is it worth it hell yes it is bring on the sexual dynamo's i am up for a challenge.

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What Is All This Mess?
Being my first blog on here I considered introducing myself, but then I decided that's kinda what the whole profile thing is about. Anyway, as I'm trying to take in all that is involved in this website I was thinking about all the social networking sites in this world. Between Facebook, Myspace, and twitter, people pretty much know what you're doing, where you're doing it, and who you're doing it with at all times. Now, for some of us, that's pretty fucking fantastic. Those of us that have always loved being the center of attention now have people watching your every move from across the country, even from the other side of the world in some cases. I seem to have forgotten my point... oh yea, basically what I'm trying to say is everyone should pay attention to me at all times. I promise I'll "wow" you at some point or another.

Sleeping Beauty
Delusional, I believed I could cure it all For you dear Coax or trick or drive or Drag the demons from you Make it right for you, Sleeping Beauty Truly thought I could magically heal you Far beyond a visible Sign of your awakening Failing miserably to rescue Sleeping Beauty Drunk on ego Truly thought I could make it right If I, kissed you one more time to Help you face the nightmare, But you're far too poisoned for me Such a fool to think that I could Wake you from your slumber That I could actually heal you Sleeping Beauty Poisoned and hopeless Far beyond a visible Sign of your awakening Failing miserably to Find a way to comfort you Far beyond a visible Sign of your awakening, Hiding from some poisoned memory Poisoned and hopeless Sleeping Beauty A Perfect Circle

One Of My Poems
NATIONAL TREASURE You are a romantic being quite the fanatic about what touches your emotions deeply. Enchanting eyes that are always to wise with facts that need to be taken seriously. You are so priceless and extremely precious above all in which I regard so very dear. All to captivating with a glow so radiating and a smile my mind can truly hear. From all my explaining I’m through restraining my intense adoration and offer total dedication. A love has developed from this perpetual insight with a heart filled spirit taken off in flight. And upon your permission I give you submission of my life and total love from my deep emotion. Reaching depths of uncharted pleasure with who I perceive as a National treasure. EWP

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Working with the general public is killing me inside. Day in and day out I'm being yelled at for shit beyond my control and it's literally making me hate myself. It's ruining me. I've never been the easy going, happy go lucky type...but fuck! I'm sick of being so bitter and hateful. I've had it with people thinking the world revolves around them and that they will get there way if they yell the loudest. It's tiring. If something goes wrong and it's my fault I have no problem taking the blame, apologizing profusely and doing whatever I can to make the customer happy, but when it's something like a manufacturer pushing a purchase order for something out to a later date I can't change that. I can't call up Rowe or Lane and say "Hey! Hurry the fuck up! This idiot needs his recliner yesterday!" Honestly, if an ottoman or an end table is going to ruin your day you should look deeper into yourself and realize that it isn't the end of the world if you have no place to set your glass for an ext

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First Flight
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Thank You
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She's Back...
So maybe you have missed me...maybe you have KNOT. ;) I am back and when I have time I will come visit more. I see a couple of my old pals are back on the site again. I love this!! I hope everyone is enjoying spring!!

My Rant
Just sitting here thinking about the past and such. Made some good and bad choices. Been around the states and a few countries. Thinking how certain people screwed me over. Talk with all the sugar coating talk only to be lied to. Some days i wanna give up and some i dont. I can be a fool sometimes. Like someone you pick up. Use it til you had your fun and toss me away. Due to this one person they made me think who to trust and who not to trust. I was once married for 13 years and thought life was grand til something happened and lost it all. Then one time i traveled acrossed the united states to be with this one person and had a good thing only to be let down.

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Nlrb Fighting Losing Battle
One of the defining characteristics of the Obama administration thus far has been an unbending loyalty to the labor unions who served the Democrats so well during past election cycles. Americans, however, may be continuing a pattern of cooling in their attitudes toward unions as this recent Washington Examiner editorial explains, and it all comes down to the numbers. A New York Times headline in January told the story: “Union membership in U.S. fell to 70-year low last year.” The actual numbers from the Bureau of Labor Statistics were even more dismal than suggested by the headline: Whereas at its peak in the mid-1950s, nearly 40 percent of all employed Americans were union members, by 2010, it had fallen to a mere 11.9 percent, counting both public- and private-sector employment. In the private sector alone, a mere 6.9 percent of all workers were unionized, the lowest in more than a century. Also notable here is that in 2009, for the first time ever, more than half of al

All Of The Containers Go Back To China Empty
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Family Dog
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The Only Thing I'm Guilty Of Is Bad Taste
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Did You Know That If You Sell Your House After 2012 You Will Pay A 3.8% Sales Tax On It?
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Push Comes To Shove
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"panty Dropper"
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Part Hero/part Villain
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This should be interesting...I am just going to post chicks status updates... - Status: UGH!! The Vagina is getting tired; I need some help in keeping it awake - Status: OMG NEW PICS!!WANT NAUGHTY FAM ACCESS? SEND ME 25 CREDITS HE HE..CAN I PLZZ BE UR CRUSH HE HE - Status: My friend seriously needs to get laid. Any locals willing to help out? - Status: So, who's with me on this? Is anyone else tired of all this "LIKE CRAP? Seriously, can we please get a "Spank Me Daddy" button? ;) - Status: Rape my page, Do me HARD & Lick my LIKE!!! Xo - Status: OMG NEW PICS!!WANT NAUGHTY FAM ACCESS? SEND ME 25 CREDITS HE HE..CAN I PLZZ BE UR CRUSH HE HE - Status: I need to get away theres a tornado been spotted 16 miles away 65 miles per hour show me love im NOT logging off bbs love u guys xxxx - Status: WooT! My button LOVES being LicKed :)

Online Bs!
Why do men?women feel the need to lie over the internet more so than in person? Is it to much to ask for a bit of honesty? I am so tired of guys thinking I am looking for a relationship on here or when I do like someone and THINK they feel the same because THEY tell me they do only to find out they are nothing more than liars. I don't ask for anything from anybody on this site or any other site, just HONESTY. I am a very straight forward, honest, trustworthy and sincere person and yet I seem to get poked and a few times stabbed in the back. I am tired of trusting in men in general because it seems when it comes to any online they are either hiding things or just straight out telling lies, then they have the nerve to act as though I done something wrong when all i did was give my friendship, love and sincerety to them. I do have private pics on here because I am proud of my assets if you will... at my age I should be. This does not mean I want just anyone viewing them. It does no

**faded Wasted Hearts**
Red Bulls & yegger mixedShe wasn't made for thisFuck your melancholy kissI know you don't give a shitYou've wasted my heart& now I'm going to fade like a rock starTearing the pictures off the wall, into shredsWhat exactly were those pills I was fed?It doesn't matter, I only remember you sucked in bedSo steal the chill from my breath& you can keep excusesBecause they are fucking usless♥This is my bottle, my little lullaby tonightI'm going to drink to your demiseDid you forget-dating me will be suicide& baby, I don't lieTable top dancesSearching for new romances

~cannot Stay~
Why is it that I am feeling this way...Your sorrow makes me feel like i should stay...But I cant continue to pretend I'm into this...The only thing you had on me was your kiss...I would give anything to take your pain away...But it was time for me to get out I just couldnt stay...It was almost as if we were pushed into this...And I hate to think of the friendship we may miss...Because if we cant come to terms on how things came to be...You may feel that you just dont need me...I couldnt act like the feelings were there...As much as I tried I just cant share...But I wanted to act like they would soon come along...Mean while you sang that same ole song...It was nothing you did or didnt do...I just cant help it that I'm not that into you...But I had a blast when we were messing around...And I enjoy being around you when you act a clown...

My Pen Is Not So Mighty...
Anonymous #5 Dear Ninja, I'm inspired by a modern-day poet, inspired to the point where I've decided to actually sit down and write her something special. The problem is, my writing doesn't even come close to that of hers, so I'm stuck in this dilemma. I know that she's going to love whatever I write simply because it was written by one of her fans and this woman is all about her fans, but I want to do more than that. I want to wow her just as she has wowed me. It wasn't until yesterday that I decided to do this, so my question to you is-Should I just throw something together real quick, something worthy of a smile, or should I take a week or two to think things over in hopes that I can come up with something impressive enough to wow her?I would hate to waste a week or two contemplating this, only to find myself still coming up short of something decent. You get me? My answer: Well, if you were close to talented like her, you'd probably be published as well. The f

**so Glad**
First off why would you think that I would be ok with this...You walk all over our friendship like it won't be missed....But honestly I dont even care anymore...I cant wait to kick his stupid ass out the door... And you...coming over all the time...I'm tired of that shit, this house is mine...The two of you really deserve eachother...Even taking the time to write this, I dont even know why I bother...Because whatever ever friendship we use to have...Is certainly no more and for that I'm glad...Because your just as ignorant as he...And the way your going about all this, now thats a real pity...But you send this little word of advice his way...If he ever tries cursing at me agian will be his last day...I cant even stand to be around the two of you...Fucking in the next room while I'm in the bathroom, come on now are we two...Now that shit really made me mad...And when his ass moves out I will be so fucking glad...But I wont let him leave just like that...After these next two weeks, he'll

Untitled
Awww thats cute you actually have a comeback...Too bad it took a month and still you havent got jack...Pehaps it took you that long to come up with some rhymes...Seems like I'm not the only one who found the time...As far as no one in the nation wanting to date me...That was a low blow, is it cause I'm not that skanky...No I think it's cause I dont settle for less...And I have my eyes opened looking for the best...Dont worry about what I do behind closed doors...Your always screwing around, I think theres a word for that called whore...As far as me being a real quack...You still happened to find the time to write back...You want to talk about who's acting two...At least I didnt delete all my friends cause they liked you...I am far from being pitiful or sad...Your acting like this and your 30, does that make you glad...Your pointing your fingers at everyone but you...Soon he'll see your true colors, and then what are you to do...

I Told You, Now I'm All Alone...
I told you there's no more adventures for usThe path we both shared are no longer hereIts finally time to say goodbye becauseWe must now learn to go our separate waysNow I stand here alone in the middle of the roadDon't know which way to go or where to lookI stay silent as I breathe in the toxic airThe poison that surrounds me makes it harder to breatheI close my eyes because I always rememberWhat my mother used to tell meShe always said "Don't ever give up, even if you only have little hope"I always smile when I remind myself butThere's always something about me thatAlways keep me puzzled, dazed and even confusedI never truly understood why my father left butThe thing that bothers me the most is howHe his words remain within my presences, within my mindI wish I knew how to let this go, I wish I knew how to say "your wrong.."I always been afraid to lose what meant the most to me since thenEvery year that passes my heart grows a little fond of this sorrow butMy strength within my heart

By Linda Johnson - Apr 20th, 2011
There are so many aspects of the Department of Justice’s (DOJ) recent actions against online poker that I don’t understand. I don’t understand why the very government that was built to champion personal liberty would take away our rights to play online poker, a game that citizens of almost every other country in the world are allowed to play. Why don’t we have the same rights as those who reside in other countries? I don’t understand why the DOJ has spent so much time and money trying to shut down a game. Wouldn’t their time be better spent trying to crack down on some of the truly destructive crises in our nation like terrorism, drug dealing, and crime? I don’t understand why our government chose to make the jobs of tens of thousands of Americans vanish overnight. And it’s not just the players who have lost their income source. What about the poker media, customer service agents, event planners, and developers in the online

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Dem Bones
Just an update for all who knew, and a thank you for the well wishes. My grammy took a fall earlier in the week, and broke her hip. She's 82. The fracture was somewhat below the ball joint, in what they call the neck of the femur. She had bypass few years back, so has been on coumadin since, and after tests at the time of her admission the surgeons met and decided her blood was too thin for surgery, and they had to wait for the medication to dwindle out of her sytem, and estimated a couple of days fopr that. Theyve had her sedated heavily so she would be comfortable, as possible anyway. Today they said her bloodwork was suitable for the procedure, and they scheduled her for 1pm. An emergency case came in and backed her up to 430. They were able to put a rod in successfully despite its location, and she was out about 7pm. They said everything went quite well, and that she didnt need any blood to supplement her loss during. She's still not really coherent tonight, but should be c

Yeah, He Asked!
Dear Dr. NinjaI have a three part question where each part is a segway to the next...I hope you can help.#1. How much wood could a woodchuck chuck..IF a woodchuck COULD chuck wood?.....this naturally leads to the next part which is just the avian version..#2. How much wood could a woodpecker peck..IF a woodpecker COULD peck wood?.....and the last segway question which I feel is only obvious..#3. What is the airspeed velocity of an unladen swallow?I hope you can shed some insight... ~ xX TOXIC MARINE Xx Toxic, #1 An animal won't chuck as much as the mighty Woodchuck Chipper, that's for damn sure. With it's 40" diameter 2" thick steel cutting disc, it's raw power is some serious business! Not only for loggers, but for the occasional need to dispose of evidence. Little forrest creature, eat your tree chompin heart out! #2 Depending on the variety, those little peckers can beat that wood at 100-150 pecks every minute! At that rate, no wonder they have to take so many breaks! M

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“Ride to the highest height,” Sorry, I’m thinking of the closing song from Disney’s adaptation of Mary Poppins, aren’t I? Which reminds me that I will likely not be online tomorrow because I’ll have my daughter Sarah at work with me and probably won’t spare the time. But regarding a bike, my son Jeffrey DID win one last night for his entry in Marketplace’s Easter coloring contest at Arrowhead Shopping Mall. Martha was at home with the kids when someone from Marketplace called, then Jeffrey called me at work and told me “I won a bike!” After I got home from work – Mary had our other car at Kmart – my family and I picked up a red Lightning McQueen (Jeffrey loves Cars so this hardly fazed him) bicycle with detachable training wheels. He got onto it to pose for a picture that will be in a later Marketplace ad and he rode it out the door! We brought it first to show Martha’s parents Robert and Sharon and

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Think About It, Ladies...payback Can Be A Bitch
One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to Hold me.' I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!' So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... 'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.' She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am And not what I do for you in the bedroom?' Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.. The very next day I opted to take the day off work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfit s. She couldn't decide which one to take, so I told her we'd just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment her new

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The last one I saw of these a couple of years ago was a lot of fun so I thought I would have a crack at it. For the next four weeks I will be running a Scavenger Hunt Salute contest. You must have me listed as a friend to enter. Just send a request if you aren't already listed. How it works: Each week for the next 4 weeks I will post clues to the 3 items of the week with the clues getting progressively harder each week(and more point value). One on Fridays and a second one on Mondays. When you figure out the item make a salute with that item in the shot and "SilverOak" handwritten somewhere in the shot. Be creative and have fun with it. Email the salute to silveroak23@gmail.com with your screen name and the item name and number in the subject. (eg If the 1st item in week 1 was a pickle you would put "Your SN week 1 item 1 Pickle" You have until the following week's clues are given to submit your response. No penalty for wrong guesses so when in doubt feel free to send multiple guess

Update- Good/bad, Amended
Some of you know life has been somewhat of a roller coaster for me this past 6 months-year - from getting divorced and the circumstances surrounding that, to moving to another state, family stuff, being hurt at work back in Dec and the most recent below. First the good update, the bad then the thank you. My shoulder(s) are slowly getting better after 4 months, many Drs visits, pain meds, a month and a half off of work, physical therapy and a huge injection in my right shoulder , hooray! Progress is still very slow. Still have good days and bad days but the pain is decreased, although not by too much. I should have better range of motion and less pain. Still taking meds to sleep and never seem to sleep well enough. I haven’t had as much shooting pain down my arms though, which seems to be a good sign. Physical therapy is going okay, it seems. Makes me tired and sore but my strength has shown some improvement. Just still a little afraid they’re going to take me off restri

Pictures And Me (about Me)
hi fubar.. i will not be doing NSFW pics..so please don't ask!!!! i can do clothed to bikini i am ok with that...yes i have been here before well its been a few yrs..i decided to come back and i see alot of changes here..wow. i like it so far and i like the people here so far=) very nice and understanding..i don't take drama or well u get the point!!! enough said...i am playin fu-mafia so add me if u like...and i am trying to reach my achievement's if u help me i will rate and fan and like admire and rate all photos of course if u have a lot it goin to take me time to=)and make a pg salute and a family add if i have room...Please help and thank u..and i do watch out for my friends...be safe and have a good day and good eve and a good night... lady ice hawk thanks for reading

The Signal
I get a phone call in the night From my neighbor because he's seen my lamp Flickering in the Window. And thinks it's Morse Code... He has called to frantically inform me he doesn't know the code, and I sigh, and he is Frenzied, And I am too lazy to change the bulb.

More Travels
So the week of May 9th I'm in Rexburg, Idaho... learning how to take apart and reassemble large welding cranes that are used for building wind towers. Then I spend a few weeks in Michigan telling people how to put them back together. I fly in to SLC on the 8th and have to drive four hours North to Twin Falls, where my hotel is. I need to see what kind of scenic detours are along the way. I won't likely have much time on Friday driving back for my flight home Saturday morning. Boring blog. I know. Just felt like posting something for a change.

Janey Godley’s Podcast Episode 42
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Butthurt?!
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Mumm's The Word...
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In The Still Of The Night
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Sad Days
Well, in less than 2 weeks my Son will be doing his annual 3 week training from the 9th till the 31st, which is usually no big deal, but on the 4th of June he leaves for Iraq. His original orders were for 240 days, 8mos. But as luck would have it, the orders got changed to 400 days.. about 14mos. I've been in much of a funk lately because I haven't seen much of him. He really hasn't been home since we took a vacation to go see my brother. I've seen him less than one day total in over a week. I am not sure if this is his way of beginning the seperation processes or what, but it's killing me. I miss my son. We don't do a whole lot together as it was but it just gave me comfort to know he was ok when he would at least come home. He has pretty much quit his job too. I guess he doesn't plan to go back to it when he returns. Hsi going away to Basic and AIT is nothing compared to what I am going to have to deal with this time. Lord give me strength.

They Didn't Have The Green Thing Back Then
In the line at the store, the cashier told the older womanthat she should bring her own grocery bag because plastic bags weren'tgood for the environment.. The woman apologized to him and explained,"We didn't have the green thing back in my day."The clerk responded, "That's our problem today. The former generationdid not care enough to save our environment."He was right, that generation didn't have the green thing in its day.Back then, they returned their milk bottles, soda bottles and beerbottles to the store. The store sent them back to the plant to bewashed and sterilized and refilled, so it could use the same bottlesover and over. So they really wererecycled.But they didn't have the green thing back in that customer's day.In her day, they walked up stairs, because they didn't have an escalatorin every store and office building. They walked to the grocery store anddidn't climb into a 300-horsepower machine every time they had to go twoblocks.But she was right. They didn't have th

What Becomes Of The Broken Hearted...
Dear Ninja, How do you fix a broken heart after you are fuwidowed? ~KaWk BlOcK kEn Dear Ken, My thoughts are prayers go out to DON1897, may he rest in peace. And to all those who loved him, and called him family and friend as well. Losing someone you were so close to can be hard. Take comfort in knowing that whatever pain and suffering he had is gone, and he is at peace. Take comfort on the shoulder of a friend. Take comfort in a pint of Ben & Jerry's (just one though, don't over-do it). Grief is a process, and you can't leap-frog past any part of it. Although, you can help ease the pain by sitting down and writing him a letter goodbye. It will help you get some closure, and you can say everything you wanted to say when he was here. As you're writing it, think about the things he did that made you laugh and smile. It's alright to laugh and smile again. When our loved ones pass, they don't want us to sit around crying. They want us to celebrate the wonderful people that

I Am Woman
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It's the caffeine, the nicotine, the milligrams of tar It's my habitat, it needs to be cleaned, it's my car It's the fast talk they use to abuse and feed my brain It's the cat box it needs to be changed, it's the pain It's women, it's the plight for power it's government It's the way your given knowledge slow with thought control and subtle hints It's rubbing it, itching it, It's applying cream It's the foreigners sight seeing with high beams, It's in my dreams It's the monsters that I conjure, It's the marijuana It's the embarassment, displacement, It's where I wander It's my genre, It's Madonna's videos It's game shows, its cheap liquor,blunts, its bumper stickers with rainbows It's angels, demons, gods, it's the white devils It's the monitor, the soundman, it's the motherfucking mic levels It's gas fumes, fast food, Tommy Hil, mommy's pill Columbia House music club, designer drugs and rhyming thugs It's bloods, cripts, fives, six, It's stick up kids, It's christia

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Well as of yesterday Kyle is back in the ICU, to add to his injuries he now has pneumonia, sepsis, his brain swelling is increasing, and renal production is slowing down. They aren't giving us much hope at this point. He's not responding to stimuli at all now. I'm just asking for prayers, this has consumed my mom, I had to take her to the doctors today and have her medicated, I honestly don't know how much more I can take before I crack. But thank you to the few that have been checking on me, you have no idea how much it's appreciated.

Drama Llama
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Everyone be warned there is a pro stalker and fake on fubar she is the owner of naughty playground and is posing as a 26 year old blonde but she is really 65 she says she is a teacher but in fact she is a lunch lady she says her name is Ashley but in fact her name is Debora she steals pics from other members on fu posing as herself which it is not she has taking girls at her school to take pics to pose as herself and has been investigated by the law her in the United States and in England Be WARNED she is a pro con and has to be stopped don't be fooled her and the naughty play ground lounge is full of her cons she has several accounts as cutie and as love ....YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!

Still Alive & Kicking!!!
I'm getting over it, pushing past all the bullshit,and getting right to the root of what the problem really is.The reasons for the misunderstandings, the emergency landings on a plane headed for home.It's where the heart was living 'til it was without feeling, and started revealing itself to everyone else. By just packing up, moving out,Saying it could do without a barely able, unstable, running off at the mouth.So I'm tearing this and everything else between me and what I want to do to pieces.I'm tearing you and everything else between me and youto memory. I'm stronger now, even after everything that you did.Still alive and kicking. I'm better now.I'm awake. Now I can see everything in front of me, now.Now if you would've waited one second, you wouldn't feel so second. The second I put you first, it made the situation worse.Cause you wanna take advantage and control,of the things that I manage to keep under control.Like my happiness, my family, and all of my music.You had it all.

Clinging Like A Fabric Sheet
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The End
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A Shocking Video And A Greenie How To!....
Before we get to that I want to share this video below with you and let me know what you think. It shows a white transgender woman being beaten by two black women in a McDonald's in Baltimore, MD. Why the race reference? Because according to the authorities they are looking at this as a "hate" crime because the person was transgender. It's funny, because the people that beat the person did not even know that the person was transgender. This looks like something else to me, and a situation I know more than a few of you have encountered..gotta love life in Obama's 2011... Anyways, back to the Green Team...Info and expsose...hah click the link below for details.. Click here & then click stash link for info... Great way to start the week huh?...don't forget to add me on twitter to get updates before everyone else and leave your thoughts below....peace.

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I STEPPED OUT ON YOU AFRAID OF GETTING TO CLOSE TO YOU ... AND NOW I WANT TO STEP BACK IN . YOU JUST HAVE THAT SOMETHING ABOUT YOU I CANT STEP AWAY FROM .. FEELING MAY CHANGE OVER TIME BUT WE BOTH KNOW THAT THERE IS STILL SOMETHING THERE . EVEN IF WE BOTH TRY AND HOLD BACK WE CANT HOLD BACK OUR FEELINGS .. YOU KNOW THAT YOU STILL WANT ME . AND I STILL WANT YOU .... SO EITHER YOU TAKE THE FIRST STEP OR I WILL .... IM NOT GIVING UP THAT EASY ANYMORE !!!!

Saddest Poem Pablo Neruda
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. Write, for instance: "The night is full of stars,and the stars, blue, shiver in the distance." The night wind whirls in the sky and sings. I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too. On nights like this, I held her in my arms.I kissed her so many times under the infinite sky. She loved me, sometimes I loved her.How could I not have loved her large, still eyes? I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.To think I don't have her. To feel that I've lost her. To hear the immense night, more immense without her.And the poem falls to the soul as dew to grass. What does it matter that my love couldn't keep her.The night is full of stars and she is not with me. That's all. Far away, someone sings. Far away.My soul is lost without her. As if to bring her near, my eyes search for her.My heart searches for her and she is not with me. The same night that whitens the same trees.We, we who were, we are the sa

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News o' grief had overteakenDark-eyed Fanny, now vorseaken;There she zot, wi' breast a-heaven,While vrom zide to zide, wi' grieven,Vell her head, wi' tears a-creepenDown her cheaks, in bitter weepen.There wer still the ribbon-bowShe tied avore her hour ov woe,An' there wer still the hans that tied itHangen white,Or wringen tight,In ceare that drowned all ceare bezide it.When a man, wi' heartless slighten,Mid become a maiden's blighten,He mid cearelessly vorseake her,But must answer to her Meaker;He mid slight, wi' selfish blindness,All her deeds o' loven-kindness,God wull waigh 'em wi' the slightenThat mid be her love's requiten;He do look on each deceiver,He do knowWhat weight o' woeDo break the heart ov ev'ry griever.

Still I Rise Maya Angelou
You may write me down in historyWith your bitter, twisted lies,You may trod me in the very dirtBut still, like dust, I'll rise.Does my sassiness upset you?Why are you beset with gloom?'Cause I walk like I've got oil wellsPumping in my living room.Just like moons and like suns,With the certainty of tides,Just like hopes springing high,Still I'll rise.Did you want to see me broken?Bowed head and lowered eyes?Shoulders falling down like teardrops.Weakened by my soulful cries.Does my haughtiness offend you?Don't you take it awful hard'Cause I laugh like I've got gold minesDiggin' in my own back yard.You may shoot me with your words,You may cut me with your eyes,You may kill me with your hatefulness,But still, like air, I'll rise.Does my sexiness upset you?Does it come as a surpriseThat I dance like I've got diamondsAt the meeting of my thighs?Out of the huts of history's shameI riseUp from a past that's rooted in painI riseI'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,Welling and swelling I bear in

If You Forget Me Pablo Neruda
I want you to knowone thing.You know how this is:if I lookat the crystal moon, at the red branchof the slow autumn at my window,if I touchnear the firethe impalpable ashor the wrinkled body of the log,everything carries me to you,as if everything that exists,aromas, light, metals,were little boatsthat sailtoward those isles of yours that wait for me.Well, now,if little by little you stop loving meI shall stop loving you little by little.If suddenlyyou forget medo not look for me,for I shall already have forgotten you.If you think it long and mad,the wind of bannersthat passes through my life,and you decideto leave me at the shoreof the heart where I have roots,rememberthat on that day,at that hour,I shall lift my armsand my roots will set offto seek another land.Butif each day,each hour,you feel that you are destined for mewith implacable sweetness,if each day a flowerclimbs up to your lips to seek me,ah my love, ah my own,in me all that fire is repeated,in me nothing is extinguished o

Alone Edgar Allen Poe
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue)

Phenomenal Woman Maya Angelou
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's sizeBut when I start to tell them,They think I'm telling lies.I say,It's in the reach of my armsThe span of my hips,The stride of my step,The curl of my lips.I'm a womanPhenomenally.Phenomenal woman,That's me.I walk into a roomJust as cool as you please,And to a man,The fellows stand orFall down on their knees.Then they swarm around me,A hive of honey bees.I say,It's the fire in my eyes,And the flash of my teeth,The swing in my waist,And the joy in my feet.I'm a womanPhenomenally.Phenomenal woman,That's me.Men themselves have wonderedWhat they see in me.They try so muchBut they can't touchMy inner mystery.When I try to show themThey say they still can't see.I say,It's in the arch of my back,The sun of my smile,The ride of my breasts,The grace of my style.I'm a womanPhenomenally.Phenomenal woman,That's me.Now you understandJust why my head's not bowed.I don't shout or jump aboutOr have to talk real

Some Where In His Mind.
Standing there, in the mist, of fading shadows. some silent, some not, the prince, has found himself in a place, that even he did not know. Yet be that as it may, fear is not in him. for, up to now, He has been, the only fear, any have ever known. Gazing back and forth, bits of red glistened, from the corners, of his, eyes. Through the nite, slowly he makes his way along the blackened, place, she had led him, The only one, he had ever, dared let into his, Souless heart. Find her he must! for he knew after all, there would, surely never be such a love, like hers , again in his time . Where had they taken her ? and why? what blackness has he, found himself in? Though it matters not! for in his mind, someone, or thing would soon , feel his wrath ! For he is the prince, of pure evil! And she owns, his souless, heart.

Just Cuz I'm Feeling Very Grrrr Today
I'm a nice person. I always sit back and just watch all the shit hit the fan. Most would say I'm passive, weak, too nice, squishy...blah blah blah whatever. But I don't like to engage in the petty bullshit that keeps the parasites of this website running. I adore the people I've let into my life through this website. I try to see every side to every story. I try to give everyone a chance even when the world tells me they don't deserve it, because if it were me I would hope people would give me a chance to prove myself. I've been on this site for a while, not as long as MOST of you but long enough to know how things work. The constant swapping of fu-spouses, the lying, the cheating, the using, the abusing, the hurting, the fighting, the backstabbing, the twofacing, the asskissing, the ebullying...all of it. Its getting old. If you aren't happy with somebody...handle your shit one on one. Stop dragging tons of people into your problems. Stop dragging your friends down with your batte

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The Doctor Is In...
So after extensive poking with a stick by someone, I decided, why the hell not. This is a new blog where you can send me your crappy problem, and I will give you the best damn advice you can find on the interwebs! Ok fine, probably not the best on the whole interwebs, but there's a high probability that it is the best you will get on here. So here's the deal Sparky: Send me your issue via personal message. NOT a drink message or shout. I don't pay attention to gift messages most of the time. In the subject line, use "Ask the Ninja" If you'd like to keep it anonymous, PLEASE state that. I'll be happy to put you in the Ninja Protection Program. Nothing is off limits. You need advice on anything from fu-life to real life, send your questions. I'm pretty sure I have some kind of smart ass response to everything! *Disclaimer: I am NOT a real doctor, and will not operate on your kidneys. Although I may try to sell you on the black market for parts. What? It's good money! lol

Need A Lounge Coder?
Alright many of you have come to me with I need a lounge coder... I get about 20 a day... and although I love to code lounges, because I'm a web designer/deveoper... 20 a day is pretty rough. So here's what I decided to do. First of all message me. Don't SB Me cause trust me I'll loose you in the middle of everything else. Second of all I need to state how I opperate this lounge coding... Now in this catagory of blogging I have placed a basic Skin with examples of where stuff goes in the code. I know for most of you this is hard to understand and I have tried my best to write it out in english to best describe where things go in the skin. I will say this... I have a limit. You have to understand this is a process. Its not something that will take an hour to code and your lounge is fully up and running. So here's a break down. I will do basic lounge coding for 10 Million... that is a basic background a easy skin code and some buttons and a banner. I will also place your Player as w

Wow Its Been A While
So....I havent been on this site in a cpl years. Its great to be back but I see that the drama has gone nowhere lol. Since I last wrote, I have continued to grow and evolve and couldnt be happier. I am finding out things about myself that I couldnt put a finger on or find a name for. I am finding that I am many things and am no longer afraid or ashamed to admit it. I wont deny myself or turn on myself any longer. I am polyamorous and there is no getting around that no matter how inconvenient it might be at times. This means I had to admit that monogamy just isnt for me. I have tried that way it its not working. I am also bicurious and there is no getting around it because I love the look and smell of some women. How do I deny that? I cant. This next one is a bit newer but fits like a glove for me. I am a PAGAN...! I have long thought that christianity didnt work for me but I didnt know what I had for options so I just chose NOTHING. I have now figured out that I DO ha