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Old Gf...
My old gf is 7 months pregnant and 40 years old. Back when I was pregnant with my oldest (12 years ago) she had a big issue being around me due to fact she was hurting and couldnt have kids. They tried vitro and all. Anyways..she wouldnt even come to my babyshower. After 15years of marriage..there marriage went to hell cuz her hubby had a affair on her and got a girl pregnant. We tried to be there for both of them.. but once she used us to help her move out of there house..we didnt hear from her again til she needed help moving again. Seemed like thats only time we heard from her. Anyways.. now shes having a baby shower and called up like best of friends. I didnt want to speak to her so she spoke to hubby..saying she was gonna send a babyshower invite. I guess I am spiteful..and all. Part of mes happy that she finally is pregnant..but part of me just pissed over how shes been over the years. She says this is gods miracle...and says her ex is pissed that shes finally pre

True Honesty (long)
I told myself I wouldn't say anything, about anything or anybody, but I suppose after 5 months of silence on my end (which is unheard of lol) I thought I'd set the record straight. And so if people still have questions, they can refer to this instead of annoying me by SB or PM. It'll just all be here. I've been on Fubar about 3 years now. 3 years in 2 months to be exact. I've done it all. I've worked in lounges, cammed, DJd, socialized. I've done the fun side of Fubar. And I've played the game. I've gotten competitive, I've gotten too far into it, too obsessed as I'm sure many people have at one point, if they're not in that point as is. I've made my mistakes, I've owned up to them. I've done things I'm not proud of. So what? It's called learning. It's called making mistakes. It's what humans do. It's amazing how we all, including myself, judge people and expect people not to make mistakes and brutilize them and harrass them to no end when we ourselves are guilty of the same things.

Behind The Broken Glass
i see you so clearly watching me as i fall ever drop of your blood smeared against my wall the tears running down your face as you begin to pace back and forth screaming and yelling feeling all alone the temptation to end this drone , meaningless existince who would care, you? me ? but why should i matter to you im just a mirror, i dont speak but what you see in me speaks to you see wh tyou like, or that you hate despise and realize everything about yourself so as i shatter and begin to clatter liek your mind unravels from its tight wound ball realize this im just a mirror i dont lie, i just show you what you refuse to accept and come to terms with

Prayers To The Winds
FOR MY CHILDREN: i pray that my children are safe throughout their day. that they never know the pains i have survived. i pray that happiness follows them everywhere they go because they deserve to know what happiness is. they deserve the chance to live life without the repercussions of mine. i pray that their hearts are ever filled with love and that they use it to do good things. FOR MY LOVE: i pray that i am always going to be exactly what you need AND what you want. i pray that you respect me the way i respect you, that we will always work together. i pray that the lies, harships and heartaches i journeyed through just to get to where you are lie behind me. i pray that the trust i've given to you is not misplaced. FOR MYSELF: i pray that i will always remember the life that defines me. that i will continue to forgive the hurts that have slowed me down and the people that inflicted them. i pray that each new day brings peace to my life and the lives of those around me. i pray t

Ugh
After a few weeks of levelling, I finally levelled yesterday. Now that THAT'S happened, I don't have the urgency to even remotely attempt to start to level. I'll still be on here, but not at the pace I was going at these last couple weeks. I'm sure though, I'll get a wild hair up my ass and really start getting points, but for now I'm mentally beat lol

You Might Be In Ems If…
You try to schedule days off around the phases of the moonYou have a bumber sticker that reads “Stat happens”You are the only one at the dinner table not allowed to talk about your day of workDiscussing dismemberment while eating a goumet meal is perfectly normalYour pajamas and work clothes all look alikeYour ringtone on your phone is a sirenYou’ve ever muttered “nice veins” to a complete strangerYou think it’s funny to tell a patient “I know how you feel. It’s my first IV too.” You have a pet named “comatose”You think the world is going to come to an end if someone utters “Wow, it‘s really quiet”You can drink 5 cups of caffeinated coffee before noonThe stop-in-food-store manager down the street from your crew hall knows you by nameIt’s a miracle if you ever get to sit down and eat a full meal without any interruptionsYou follow random ambulancesin your POVYou carry a pair of sheers with you ever

Bark Like A Dog
The Stupid Jerk I'm Obsessed With by Maggie Estep(1962-present) The stupid jerk I'm obsessed withstands so close to meI can feel his breathon my neckand smellthe way he would smellif we slept togetherbecause he is the stupid jerk I'm obsessed withand that is his primary function in lifeto be a stupid jerk I can obsess overand to talk to that dingy bimbette blonde as if he really wanted to hear about hermanicures andpedicures andNew Age ritualistic enema cures andtruth be known, he probably does wanna hear about itbecause he is the stupid jerk I'm obsessed withand he's obsessed with doing anything he canto lend fuel to my firehe makes a point of standinglooking over my shoulder when I'm talking to the guy who adores meand would bark like a dogand wave to strangersif I asked him to bark like a dogand wave to strangersbut I can't ask him to bark like a dogor impersonate any kind of animal at allcause I'm too busylooking at the way the stupid jerk I'm obsessed withhas pants on that perfec

The Sex Goddess Of The Western Hemisphere
Sex Goddess by Maggie Estep(1962-present) I am THE SEX GODDESS OF THE WESTERN HEMISPHERE so don't mess with me I've got a big bag full of SEX TOYS and you can't have any'cause they're all mine'cause I'mthe SEX GODDESS OF THE WESTERN HEMISPHERE."Hey," you may say to yourself, "who the hell's she tryin' to kid, she's no sex goddess," But trust me, I am if only for the fact that I have the unabashed gall to call myself a SEX GODDESS,I mean, after all,it's what so many of us have at some point thought,we've all had someonewho worshipped our filthy socksand barked like a dog when we were neargiving us causeto pause and think: You know, I may not look like muchbut deep inside, I am a SEX GODDESS. Onlywe'd never come out and admit it publiclywell, you wouldn't admit it publicly but I willbecause I amTHE SEX GODDESS OF THE WESTERN HEMISPHERE.I haven't always been a SEX GODDESSI used to be just a mere mortal womanbut I grew tired of sexuality being repressedthen manifestin late night 900 numbe

Annoying People.
Why do people feel the need to state every little bit of their fucking relationships on Facebook. Who gives a fuck seriously. The worst ones are the ones I knoooow see each other on a daily basis, and still feel the need to argue via Facebook status, or make up, or all that “I love you so much, I can’t live without you” shit, the personal stuff you would normally either tell them, via phone, in person or a letter. *Gasp* A real pen and paper letter! Since when did publicly announcing every private inch of your personal relationship become common thing? I already put up with people making statuses about every thing they do every minute of the day [I am at McDonalds, Now I’m at a gas station, Now I’m in the bathroom,etc-UGH] Now I have to read when you people are arguing, or about to make out. Seriously. No one wants to read that shit. & I’m not complaining because I am some relationship hater or unhappy with mine. I have been in the same relationship

You Are Fired
Bad Day At The Beauty Salon by Maggie Estep(1962-present) I was a 20 year old unemployed receptionist withdyed orange dreadlocks sprouting out of my skull. I needed a job, but first,I needed a haircut.So I head for this beauty salon on Avenue B.I'm gonna get a hairdo.I'm gonna look just like those hot Spanish haircut models, become brownand bodacious, grow some 7 inch fingernails painted bitch red and rakethem down the chalkboard of the job market's soul.So I go in the beauty salon.This beautiful Puerto Rican girl in tight white spandex and a push-up brasits me down and starts chopping my hair:"Girlfriend," she says, "what the hell you got growing outtayour head there, what is that, hair implants? Yuck, you want me to touchthat shit, whadya got in there, sandwiches?"I just go: "I'm sorry."She starts snipping my carefully cultivated Johnny Lydon post-Pistols hairdo.My foul little dreadlocks are flying around all over the place but I'mnot looking in the mirror cause I just don't want to

Sexorexia
Hello everyone. I want to share a bit of myself. I have Sexorexia. It is a real disorder that makes a person starve themselves of sex. I have been for five years. My ex used to call me ugly and fat all the time and other factors caused this.. And now I have developed Sexorexia, it is like anorexia (which I have as well.. I am a recovering anroexic) Anyways, the reason I have it is because I think my body is horrid, grotesque and nasty, I haven't been naked infront of a man in about 9 years. Sure I have had sex in the past, but its only been in the dark Or I have kept my shirt on. I hope you understand me a little more now. Below is some information on the disorder I have. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Do you avoid physical intimacy because you are a control freak or think you are too fat? Here's how to wipe out the demons in your love life. Sexorexia, as it's been dubbed, is on the rise among 20 something wom

Yo Babe Yo Don't Miss This
Hey Baby by Maggie Estep(1962-present) Liner Notes - (from No More Mister Nice Girl)I was having a foul day. Somegeezer harrassed me on the street and I got completely bent out of shape,but the guy was huge so I just stuffed my retort. Went home to drinkcoffee. No milk. I ripped through the cupboards and found Non Dairy Creamer.It tasted like shit. I got into one of those senseless rages where youthrow stuff. I hurled the Non Dairy Creamer and it fell into the tub whereI was running some bath water. The creamer erupted and made this bathinggel of Non Dairy Creamer. I was ready to kill myself. Instead I wrote HeyBaby.So I'm walking down the streetminding my own businesswhen this guy starts with mehe's suckin' his lips goin'Hey Baby Yo BabyHey BabyYoand I get a little tense and nervousbut I keep walking but the guy, he's dogging my every movehey Miss, he says,Don't miss this!And he grabs his crotch and sneers ear to earso finally, I turn aroundHey Buddy, I sayI'm feelin' kinda tense, Bu

Idiot
Emotional Idiot by Maggie Estep(1962-present) Liner Notes - (From Love Is A Dog From Hell)Emotional Idiocy is obviouslya theme close to my heart since I seem to use the phrase in novels andCDs alike. My friend and mentor of sorts, Andrew Vachss, upon hearing meread a rendition of this poem, stated that it ought to be the theme songfor borderline personality disorder. He's right.I'm an Emotional Idiotso get away from me.I mean, COME HERE. Wait, no,that's too close, give me some spaceit's a big country, there's plenty of room, don't sit so close to me.Hey, where are you? I haven't seen you in days.Whadya, having an affair?Who is she? Come on, aren't I enough for you?God,You're so cold.I never know what you're thinking.You're not very affectionate.I mean, you're clinging to me, DON'T TOUCH ME,what am I, your fucking cat?Don't rub me like that. Don't you have anything better to dothan sit there fawning over me?Don't you have any interests?Hobbies?Sailing Fly fishingArcheology?There's an a

I
I hate the fact that I cant get you out of my head, I hate the fact that for you these tears I shed. I hate the fact that you are always on my mind. I hate the fact that to you I am nothing but ashes in the wind to be left behind. I hate the fact that you dwell in my brain, these memories of you are driving me insane. I hate the fact that it is you that I love, but further away from me you shove. I hate the fact that I see you in everything, but to you I have been reduced to nothing. I hate the fact that you walked away with words left unsaid. I hate the fact that you wouldn't speak instead. I hate the fact that it hurts to see your picture. I hate the fact that you say I didn't try. I hate the fact that I made you cry. I hate the fact that to you I was a lie. But, I promise, my love for you will not die.

Can I Ever Get Some Sleep?
There is far too much crap going on in my life to let me sleep without worrying about it. I'm not even sure what to think about anymore. What makes it even worse is that I'm starting to have nightmares again. Not the kind of nightmares where something is chasing you down a dark alleyway or anything like that but the ones where friends die or I fall in love and the girl calls me a worthless piece of shit and I'm wasting my time (FYI: that's the most recent one) Regardless my brain is being racked by all this crap and it keeps me awake. I mean who would really want to sleep with all this going on. I guess I could hope that I get another random call about a job I've been wanting, only to find out they've called the wrong person. I hate that cliche that tomorrow will be a better day because it just seems to make me think that today must suck compared to a future I can't tell from the present due to a lack of sleep.

Me
im a single mom of 3 beautiful girls ,its been hard raising them by myself but i dont think i would have wanted it any other way ....my oldest girl is with who i hope will be the love of her life hergirlfriend ally they make such a cute couple pics are on my profile.....the middle one is headed to high school so she growing up....and my baby still needs me for now lol.....i have lots of great friends but only one best friend and she knows who she is loves ya sexy lady lol.....

Smoke Rings In The Dark
SMOKE RINGS IN THE DARK Well I won't make you tell me What I've come to understand You're a certain kind of woman I'm a different kind of man I've tried to make you love me You've tried to find a spark of the flame that burned But somehow turned to smoke rings in the dark The loneliness within me Takes a heavy toll 'Cause it burns as slow as whiskey through an empty aching soul And the night is like a dagger Long and cold and sharp As I sit here on the front steps Blowing smoke rings in the dark I know I must be going 'Cause love's already gone And all I'm taking with me are the pieces of my heart And all I'll leave are smoke rings in the dark The rain falls where it wants to The wind blows where it will Everything on earth goes somewhere But I swear we're standin' still So I'm not going to wake you I'll go easy on your heart I'll just touch your face and drift away Like smoke rings in the dark I know I must be going 'Cause love's already gone And all I'm taking with me are the pi

Changes??
I really know that I am needing a change and I hate to say it but I think that change is going to mean me leaving Colorado. It's going to kill me since my kids are here, and I don't want to lose them, I don't want to be away from them any sooner than I am really going to have to be. I mean once December rolls around they are going with their dad and leaving state anyways, and that really fuckin sux for me, but anymore I just dont know what to do. I am thinking that the change that I really need is going to be leaving here. I don't really want to go home, because that means moving in with my mom. UGH, that would end up being really fuckin diasterous really. I have no one else that I could move in with, I have no job. So it's either I stay where I am an continue to go through all the bullshit that I go through on a regular basis, or I decide to take that step and go crawling home. Why does divorce have to do this to a person?? I mean fuck, it really makes you feel like such a goddamn fai

Into The Woods
Oh happy dagger... this is thy sheath.... may your aim to my heart be true and brief.For the blade cannot slice more deeply, and the pain could only lessen my grief.The path should be easy to follow, for my heart has been shattered before,Pining youth found foolish target quite neatly, as labeled love tarnished soon as a whore. So pierce now deep and swiftly, his words shall guide the way,They echo in the empty chambers, a foolish sheep led far astray,She followed the loving whispers, blindly into the woods,to the arms of the big bad wolf, who knew love not, nor ever wouldand he devoured her heart and soul, this pretty lamb so pure and true,So dig deep my happy dagger, pierce the heart true love never knew. By: Foxy wife 5/12/11

My Niece
Nicole has been my niece since before she was born. We had a special bond because she's the same age as my youngest daughter. When I got an annulment from her uncle, most of her family stopped communicating with me. I understand it to a degree because his family is different from mine. They have an 'us and them' belief system. You're either in or you're out. Well, I'm OUT. So today and for the next few days I'll be in my niece's hometown. I just sent her a friend request on Facebook and I'm hoping she gets in touch with me. I haven't seen her in 8 years and I miss her. I didn't grow up in a family that casts people out who choose to break up or get a divorce. In fact, at any family function you come to, you're likely to meet as many ex's as you are currents. I don't know why I'm blogging this. I guess I just want to talk to someone about it and there's no one here to do that with.

Ensign: You Do Have Word Power
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 13 May 2011 Welcome home, Pastor Gerald and LuAnn! It pays to listen to your kids! They like we are so born without the filters of politeness and civility that sometimes keep us from being as honest as we should be sometimes. Last Wednesday morning my daughter Sarah was watching a PBS Kids show called “Super Why” involving vocabulary building and the characters exercising “word power” to build words and solve puzzles. I asked Sarah after something I’d heard from my wife whether I’m using too much word power myself. Sarah (to me): “You don’t have word power.” In one sense, she’s absolutely right. Those of you who know me outside what you read online here know I

Writhing A Blog - What A Typo
So a few blogs past, I was complaining about a part vendor who was being difficult and not supporting their products. The customer breaks down again. I coordinated a visit from the vendor with all new components. Everything was fine. Then they pull this crap we need to send someone to install their stuff. Day before I leave for this trip to Idaho. I arrange for another guy to go after informing my fill-in manager (who is really pissed at this vendor now, himself). The day of the install was today. The vendor didn't even send an engineer. They sent a safety expert, who was only there to make sure WE installed their stuff correctly. He's not capable of judging this, though, because he's not a fucking engineer. Strike one. They were supposed to send new everything. We were doing a fresh install of safety light curtains, cables, power supply, and control relays. What did they send? ONLY light curtain senders. The part that shoots light beams across the opening that's supposed to b

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You Never Knew Me At All
You Don't Know Me At All Hold me up,don't cause my fall...Help me walk ,don't make me crawl;enjoy the personI will become,forget the past, what's done is done!Tomorrow is mineto command,for myself I take a stand..be a true friend or walk away,I won't beg you to by me stayYou hurt me over.and over again...at what point,should I stop calling you friend?I'm all out of tears,nothing left to cry....my heart is still bleeding,as I say this goodbye!You've used me up,thrown me away....sad as it is,ask and I'll stay.But I can't hear you,through all your lies....nothing left,but to break the ties.Tomorrow is now,I take this stand...no more abuse from you....I'm free of your hand!You stole my soul,I prayed for my release....now I pray you goneCharles H Loganso-called'STRENGTH THRU PEACE!'**Robin 'ChinaSwan' Palmer***May 12, 2011*By ChinaSwan © 2011 ChinaSwan (All rights reserved) You Don't Know Me At All Hold me up,don't cause my fall...Help me walk ,don't make me c

If I Didn't Covet My Own Head Of Hair...
...I'd pull out every fucking strand right now. Yeah, do unto others blah blah blah, but don't EXPECT something to be okay just because you might be okay with it if shoes were on the other feet. I work really hard and, although what I have to show for it may not seem like a lot to some people, I've come a long way in the last few years after completely starting my life over. It's not acceptable for something of mine that might even seem minor in another's eyes to be taken for granted, whether it's things I've provided for myself or the friendship I offer to others. It's hard for me to open up my life to people because when I do, the privilege to be in it is too often abused. If you're in my life, I care a whole fucking lot about you and just want the same respect I show you, you know? Calm. Blue. Oceans. Please.

Devastated
DEVASTATED hatred entwines my soul,as i banish YOU from my heart....you gave me companionship,then robbed me of its comfort...you gave me love,then robbed me of its joy....you gave me a child,then robbed me of its life....i gave you my entire being,and robbed you of NOTHING...so,why have youtorn my life apart?i grew to love youmore than any person should....you encouraged me,only to leave mewithout a word....how could youhave been so cruel???didn't you realizei couldn't turn offthis sudden,foreign surge of emotionas abruptly as you did???why can't you seethat beyond thiswall of despair you've instilled,i just can't stopbeing in love with you???why did youdo this to me??didn't i care enough,or was i justanother toy inyour endless worldof games???i've fought so hardto free my heartof you,but the hatredi now desirejust won't hold....so,i struggle forwardforever on my ownwithout you.....yet more with youthan ever.................~~Robin Dawn 'ChinaSwan' Palmer~~~12-15-09~~rememberi

Rip Charles "fu's Strength Thru Peace" Logan
Charlie H Logan...R.I.P ...(fu's Strength Thru Peace) At one time,I thought you were perfect...that you could save the world,that all would be good again....but I'd NEVER met aperson that can ONLY lie before!At one time,I'd have given my life for you...I actually tried to,but God knew I shouldn't waste life on you....but I'd NEVER met aperson that can ONLY lie before!At one time,I would've sworn to the world...YOU couldn't have molestedthat young patient, that girl....but I'd NEVER met a person that can ONLY lie before!Time went by,facts found their way out....truths uncovered your fairy tales,old wounds began to bleed out...but I'd NEVER met a person that can ONLY lie before!Time began to consume my heart,battering my soul....I wanted to believe you had good,but you were to prove me sooo wrong...as I'd NEVER met a person that can ONLY lie before!You swore it never happened,that you gave up your life for HER lies....you walked away from money, power, friends,but there was no tru

The Second Mos Uncomfortable Moment Of My Life...
well okay... I had the most unexpected moment today... I didn't even know it was coming as i thought my soon to be ex had already been served... I allowed a realtor to visit as we are selling out house and have to agree on what Will be taking place as far as getting rid of the place... all that said and it was about half way through his presentation when he looked out the window and noticed a police man parked and walking toward the door... it was a then that I knew that that was the service of the papers for her... wow.. timing was way bad.. though I was glad that the realtor was there or it might have turned ugly... she excused herself and the poor guy was left from a smooth talking sun of a gun to a stammering idiot that didn't know what to say.... I felt bad for the guy... and I kind of didn't like how the timing worked out it would have been better for me if it would have happened when I wasn't there... oh well now I have a story to tell about it.. this one isn't as long as but

Save Thousands Of Dollars By Purchasing Your Wedding Dress From China
You've observed the wedding gowns on the internet that inform you that you just can save hundreds or thousands of dollars in your wedding dress by purchasing immediate from China.Cheap Special Occasion Dresses have you been prepared to gamble your cash about the most imperative dress of your existence by purchasing an unseen dress from an unidentified source? prior to you click the purchase button, please ensure you realize whatever you are buying. There are some incredible deals on wedding dresses. Some are from main bridal suppliers and therefore are bona fide bargains, Wholesale wedding dress some are inexpensive imported "knock offs" of designer gowns. Don't chance becoming disappointed when your desire gown arrives also it isn't whatever you are expecting and appears absolutely nothing such as the photo about the internet site. Buyer beware, when the offer is as well decent for being true, it possibly isn't a deal! You cannot purchase a wonderful wedding dress for $29.95. Cheap

I Do Miss Everybody So Much----(h)(h)(h)
I am so sorry for my disappearance, but it is an R/L thing going on. To explain here is just too involved. I am trying to revive my former Art business and I need to move at the same time. I am going 2 and 3 days with no sleep and my body is just drained. I don't know when I'll be back regularly and right now I am just trying to thank so many who have kept up to me. THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! My 11's are getting waisted because I can't be here to give them out and I am extremely cash poor, driving an unregistered/uninspected motorcycle----YIPPPEEEE! I live next door to the State Police baracks...hahahaha. I lost my business during a near death experience and 2 years in a nursing home where my ex-sister took the time to "clean" me out to somewhere around $400,000+. Get the picture where I am at now. I need some time to get this thing going and if fu doesn't delete or block them, I am posting two pics of what I am doing. I AM NOT SOLICITING BUSINESS HERE, JUST SHOWING YOU WHAT I

Desperate Measures
Dear ask Ninja.. My girlfriend insists on entering me in fulotto crap and buying me hoaring bling. I am have told her over and over that I do not wish for these things.. When I tell her this I am subjected to threats of MORE bling and fulottos.. (in fact, she is threatening as I write this).. I have MuMMed about this and the MuMMers are absolutely no help at all.. "Suck it up" is not a viable option.. I need a solution on how to get her to stop.. Thanks!!A Swarthy Physician.. Dear Swarthy Physician, Have you tried duct tape? Or maybe disabling or hiding her mouse and keyboard? She can't click it if she can't find it. Bribery sometimes works as well. Maybe try to bribe her with real pretty shiny stuff. Or cupcakes. They usually work too. And while she's distracted, grab the duct tape! If she does buy you stuffs, you know you don't have to run it, right? I can sit forever in the abyss of the unused blings! At some point, she will either give up trying to change you, or you

Save Thousands Of Dollars By Purchasing Your Wedding Dress From China
You've observed the wedding gowns on the internet that inform you that you just can save hundreds or thousands of dollars in your wedding dress by purchasing immediate from China. Cheap Special Occasion Dresses have you been prepared to gamble your cash about the most imperative dress of your existence by purchasing an unseen dress from an unidentified source? prior to you click the purchase button, please ensure you realize whatever you are buying. There are some incredible deals on wedding dresses. Some are from main bridal suppliers and therefore are bona fide bargains, Wholesale wedding dress some are inexpensive imported "knock offs" of designer gowns. Don't chance becoming disappointed when your desire gown arrives also it isn't whatever you are expecting and appears absolutely nothing such as the photo about the internet site. Buyer beware, when the offer is as well decent for being true, it possibly isn't a deal! You cannot purchase a wonderful wedding dress for $29.95. C

Summertime...r&r..deployments..friendships An Much More :)
The month of May has arrived...Boy where has the time gone?..I have to say i am amazed at how fast this deployment has gone :)..So with that said let me begin this blog...As many of you that have actualy gotton the chance to know me...Know that i am Married outside of fubar...An im a mommy of 4 :)...I came to fubar to help me get through these deployments an meet a few good people along the way.I have to say god has truly been good to me an i have met a handful of good people on here..I have also had my share of the haters.... In this blog i wanna thank most of for most...Erica one of the first girls on here that truly seen me for who i am :)...Shawn who is like the BEST guy friend i never had An will always remain in my real life.He was one of the first people that welcome me to fubar an seen me for who i really am,we spent i dont know how many nights just chatting an caming.an yes i said"CAMING".He will probaly be the last guy that will ever get the chance to see me on cam :)) j

Just Stalk Her
Stalk Me by Maggie Estep(1962-present) Liner Notes - (from Love Is A Dog From Hell)My friend Jenny is reallyworried that people are going to follow me around and send me dead animalparts and doll heads as a result of this song but please, if you feel inclinedto send me dead animal parts, think it through. Thanks.Stalk meI once wrote a poem called FUCK MESo stalk meI'm asking for it Don't take your medicationStalk MEWrite to me and say Dear Maggie I love what you doYou've got a really big mouthActually your mouth is a little too bigAnyone ever tell you what a big-mouthed bitch you areGod, you know I'm kinda sick of youI mean, what's so great about youHow come you got on TVI could do thatYou ain't shitYou suckI hate youbut I love youI love you because I hate youCan I have your children?Will you shack up with me?Oh sureI'll shack up with youI love stalkersEspecially when they hate meBut you knew that That's why you stalk meYou're not fooled by my clever ruseBitch goddess? I think notI'm

Just Fuck Her
Fuck Me by Maggie Estep(1962- present) FUCK MEI'm all screwed up soFUCK ME.FUCK MEand take out the garbagefeed the cat and FUCK MEyou can do it, I know you can.FUCK MEand theorize aboutSado Masochism's relationshipto classical philosophytell me how this stimulatesthe fabric of most human relationships,I love that kind of pointless intellectualismso do it again andFUCK ME.Stop being logicalstop contemplatingthe origins of eviland the beauty of deaththis is not a TV movie about Plato sex life,this is FUCK MEso FUCK MEIt's the pause that refreshesjust add water andFUCK ME.I wrote thisso I'd have a good excuse to say "FUCK ME"over and overand overso I could get a lot of attentionand look, it worked!So thank youthank youand fuck ME.

Jyf Family Rules
Current JYF Family please follow the family rules and make sure your rating drink/gifting at least one other family member a day....help out your fellow family and they will help you. This is set to help each other out with pts and drinks so that no one is left out. JYF is a loyal family and I would like for ev1 that is a part of it to be a loyal family member. JYF Family FNDR DevilDog JY Owner JYF FNDR

Life
Life by Charlotte Bronte(1816-1855) LIFE, believe, is not a dreamSo dark as sages say;Oft a little morning rainForetells a pleasant day. Sometimes there are clouds of gloom,But these are transient all;If the shower will make the roses bloom,O why lament its fall ? Rapidly, merrily,Life's sunny hours flit by,Gratefully, cheerily,Enjoy them as they fly ! What though Death at times steps inAnd calls our Best away ?What though sorrow seems to win,O'er hope, a heavy sway ?Yet hope again elastic springs,Unconquered, though she fell;Still buoyant are her golden wings,Still strong to bear us well.Manfully, fearlessly,The day of trial bear,For gloriously, victoriously,Can courage quell despair !

If Ever
To My Dear And Loving Husband by Anne Bradstreet(1612-1672) If ever two were one, then surely we.If ever man were lov'd by wife, then thee.If ever wife was happy in a man,Compare with me, ye women, if you can.I prize thy love more than whole Mines of goldOr all the riches that the East doth hold.My love is such that Rivers cannot quench,Nor ought but love from thee give recompetence.Thy love is such I can no way repay.The heavens reward thee manifold, I pray.Then while we live, in love let's so perseverThat when we live no more, we may live ever

Gallo And Dud???
The Flaming Gerbil Legend Posted in Yuck! on February, 07 2003 1:01 AM "In retrospect, lighting the match was my big mistake. But I was only trying to retrieve the Gerbil," Eric Tomaszewski told bemused doctors in the Severe Burns Unit of Salt Lake City Hospital. Tomaszewski and his homosexual partner Andrew (Kiki) Farnom, had been admitted for emergency treatment after a felching session had gone seriously wrong. "I pushed a cardboard tube up his rectum and slipped Raggot, our gerbil, in." he explained. "As usual, Kiki shouted out 'Armageddon,' my cue that he'd had enough. I tried to retrieve Raggot but he wouldn't come out again, so I peered into the tube and struck a match, thinking that the light might attract him." At a hushed press conference, a hospital spokesman described what happened next. "The match ignited a pocket of intestinal gas and a flame shot out of the tubing, igniting Mr. Tomaszewski's hair and severely burning his face. It also set fire to the

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I SIT HERE LOOKING BACK ON THE PAST AND THE PROMISES MADE TO ME AND I MADE MYSELF.... I SIT HERE THINKING OF YOU NIGHT AND DAY WISHING I COULD HEAR YOUR LOVELY VOICE AGAIN.... YOU SAY YOU WANT A MAN THAT WONT WALK AWAY BUT YET YOU CANT SEE THAT THERE IS A MAN STANDING HERE THAT HAS NOT WALKED AWAY AND NOT GIVEN UP..... TRUE LOVE AND TRUE BEING IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE NEVER GOES AWAY NOR CAN IT BE SHUT OFF LIKE A LIGHT SWITCH... I SIT HERE THINKING OF THE WORDS THAT HAD BEEN SAID ON BOTH ENDS AND THEY WERE PRETTY HURTFUL... BUT MY HEART WILL NEVER CHANGE HOW I FEEL FOR YOU... I SIT HERE THINKING AND ASKING MYSELF DOES SHE EVEN THINK OF ME ANYMORE DOES SHE EVEN MISS ME AN DBEING IN MY ARMS... I SIT HERE THINKING HOW MUCH I MISS YOU AND HOW MUCH I MISS HOLDING YOU IN MY ARMS AND FEELING YOUR TOUCH WHEN I GET DOWN AND DEPRESSED... JUST SITTING HERE THINKING TO MYSELF WILL SHE ACTLY READ THIS NOW THAT IM DONE WRITING THIS OR WILL SHE EVEN CALL ME ON THE PHONE... YOU DONT RELIZE THE TORMENT I P

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Ninja,I am a disabled mother of a wonderful 6 yr old little boy. I have fought hard to care for my son all on my own for the last year & 1/2 with no help from his father. We were in a 10 yr relationship and a year after our son was born we found out I had cancer. Then it spiraled into a number of other illnesses I have had to deal with. I lost my father & we (all 3 of us) moved in to care for my mother. My son's father left 5 months later because he said he couldn't handle my sickness any longer. 4 months later my mother was gone due to kidney failure. My son & I were alone, we lost everything and were forced to move in with a LONG time friend I consider my brother. Here comes my delima... My mother drilled it in my head that forgiveness is the ONLY way to find true peace in my life. Now my son's father has hit rock bottom. He became a meth addict and lost everything he had and all of a sudden he is "sorry" for everything he did to me and his son. I want to forgive him bu

Hoaroscope Lolz
Your Daily Horoscope (Gemini) You are likely to get even more unusual or interesting phone calls today, but people are a little less warm and fuzzy than yesterday. Someone is likely to call up to demand to know where you have been, what you are doing and why you aren't paying them more attention.

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The White House correspondents' dinner might have been two weeks ago, but President Barack Obama continued his comedy routine yesterday in El Paso, Texas, only this time Donald Trump wasn’t the butt of the jokes. Instead, during a speech on immigration, the president mocked Republicans at large, the rule of law, and any American who takes the defense of our nation seriously.Respectfully, Mr. President, illegal immigration and border security are no laughing matter.But to the president, they apparently are, especially when it provides fodder for a purely political speech, delivered amid a round of campaign fundraisers in the Lone Star State. After claiming that his administration has "gone above and beyond" Republicans' calls for immigration reform (which he hasn't), Obama launched into an all-out assault on the GOP: We have gone above and beyond what was requested by the very Republicans who said they supported broader reform as long as we got serious about enforcement. All the

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Dear Master Ninja, Why don't I ever win the FuLotto? Am I not showing my tits to the right people? I enter multiple times and never win! Does fubar hate me or am I just a loser? Sincerely Yours Forever, Suga L. Suga, Your odds of getting a freebie straight from babyj's facebook page are higer than your chances of winning the fu-lotto. It's all tabulated on the amount of your entries to the total amount of entries submitted. So if you enter once to the 957 other people who enter, your odds suck donkey balls. If you choose the lottos with fewer entries, your chances are higher of actually winning. Although, if you habitually hump his facebook leg too, you might just get a bone every now and then! Good Luck

The Truth
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last time i looked into your eyes I was like a silence of lambs By night when this world soundly slept Again I woke up face to my shadowy mirrors I heard an echo chasing me and i can't hide Last time I looked into my mirrors I told myself a truth It wasn't my eyes It's always yours In my mirrors

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Cigarette By Max
I'm staring at my cigarette Drag deeply,with no regret Before it burnout,i can tell you the stories It is belong to me tonight,for this moment But it will back to the air,to the sky,to the universe After you lighted it up,kissed this fire,then set it free It won't end up with ash in my ashtray Its delicate body would never fade away But flying flying flying,why can't I If ever i'm the cigarette burning in your hands I wish the smoker is you with out a lie Drag me deeply With no regret

The Incredible Hulk
The Incredible Hulk, a fictional superhero with powers that comes from pure anger and rage and gets even stronger the more anger it gets, is an extreme example of what happens to us when we cant control our anger. Is Anger Management necessary? You damn right it is. Even one fit of anger can cause a heart attack, an episode of angina, an episode of unbelieveable high blood pressure, stroke or paralysis, palpitation, restlessness, sleeplessness, hyperacidity, and break up in relationships. Every thought that you think, every word uttered with anger has tremendous and devastating negative influence on your system. There is an ancient saying " If you want to know what your thoughts or emotions of anger were in the past, look at your body today. If you want to know what your body will be in the future, look at your thoughts or emotions of anger today". The emotion of anger is an expression of our own perceptions, our own thoughts, our own interpretations, our own experiences, and our ow

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Have you ever laid on your bed at night, and just cried? Cried because you’re ugly. Because you’re not good enough. You counted all your flaws from head to toe, to punish and feel worse about yourself. Cried because the comments people blurt out, actually hurt your feelings. Cried because your family is dysfunctional, but you’re just a kid, who can’t do shit about it. They tell you to stop complaining, that you have it much better than the kids in Africa. You don’t want to be a burden, so you bottled it all up. Around people, you’re the happiest ray of sun shine. But nobody knows, that at night when you’re alone, you break down and just cry.

I Was Borned For Living
Life Is Fine by Langston Hughes(1902-1967) I went down to the river,I set down on the bank.I tried to think but couldn't,So I jumped in and sank.I came up once and hollered!I came up twice and cried!If that water hadn't a-been so coldI might've sunk and died.But it was Cold in that water! It was cold!I took the elevatorSixteen floors above the ground.I thought about my babyAnd thought I would jump down.I stood there and I hollered!I stood there and I cried!If it hadn't a-been so highI might've jumped and died.But it was High up there! It was high!So since I'm still here livin',I guess I will live on.I could've died for love--But for livin' I was bornThough you may hear me holler,And you may see me cry--I'll be dogged, sweet baby,If you gonna see me die.Life is fine! Fine as wine! Life is fine!

You Rise Forever
Still I Rise by Maya Angelou(1928-present) You may write me down in historyWith your bitter, twisted lies,You may trod me in the very dirtBut still, like dust, I'll rise.Does my sassiness upset you?Why are you beset with gloom?'Cause I walk like I've got oil wellsPumping in my living room.Just like moons and like suns,With the certainty of tides,Just like hopes springing high,Still I'll rise.Did you want to see me broken?Bowed head and lowered eyes?Shoulders falling down like teardrops.Weakened by my soulful cries.Does my haughtiness offend you?Don't you take it awful hard'Cause I laugh like I've got gold minesDiggin' in my own back yard.You may shoot me with your words,You may cut me with your eyes,You may kill me with your hatefulness,But still, like air, I'll rise.Does my sexiness upset you?Does it come as a surpriseThat I dance like I've got diamondsAt the meeting of my thighs?Out of the huts of history's shameI riseUp from a past that's rooted in painI riseI'm a black ocean, lea

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So I have had 6 fairly serious relationships in my 28 years on this planet, out of those 6 I have cheated on two of them. There is a common factor in these two relationships and that is both of these women were controlling, possessive, jealous, and vindictive. All of my four other girlfriends I'd never cheated on, and had plenty of opportunities to do so. I firmly believe that most, if not all humans are capable of being, and want, if not have a need to be loyal. I believe we are very much like penguins in that aspect. But what is deserving of loyalty? When someone treats you like an emotional punching bag, a mental rub-ix cube, a piece of their property... that certainly won't be rewarded with loyalty. Maybe it's that persons fault for not knowing when to walk away and find someone new. Maybe it's that persons fault for being a fighter and trying to swim through the twisted, murky depths that love is capable of becoming, but one thing is certain and I hear this all t

New Day, New Dusk
Well if your reading this for some screwed up reason im sure your so beyound bored you cant see correctly. Hi, I'm Brad and i will be guideing you thru my look at the world. for those of you who know me i have not been on in quiet some time, some of you may hate me, some may like me and some may not give a rats backside about me naymore or at all. I DO NOT CARE!!!!! Last few months have been......interesting to say the least. here is some background info about me. im 6'3 i weigh about 180 and i have a poor additude in genral. i love to talk usually. I am a us Marine. and i will listen to you and talk to you but unless i tell you i dont care about much, been too hurt, too lost, to really care too much about the masses. if i like you then i will care. it may take some time and alot of talking but hey nothings free in this world. you have to spend time and or money on everything. Carpe Noctum

50 Ways To Get Kicked From Pdp (paul Simon "50 Ways To Leave Your Lover" Parody)
The problem is all over my pageShe said to meThe answer is easy if youJust fucking readI'd like to help you come and join usTo chat with meThere must be fifty waysTo get the boot She said it's really not staff's habitTo intrudeAnd she'll repeat herselfCause you're being rather crudeFurthermore, your fucking default picJust looks like you're in the nudeThere must be fifty waysTo get the shaftFifty ways to get kicked from PDP CHORUS:You need a main pic, Rick!Don't direct the cams, Sam!Watch out for the door, Whore!Just listen to me!Don't give our your SN, Ken!Don't get so butthurt, Kurt!Quit askin' for boobs, noobs!Says SLDC She said it grieves me soTo put you in such painI wish there was something I could doTo not kick you againI said I would appreciate thatAnd would you please explainAbout the fifty rules... She said why don't IJust eject you tonightAnd I believe in five minutesYou'll begin to see the lightAnd then she kicked meAnd I realized I'm probably not that brightCause there

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"A WOMAN WAITS FOR ME" by Walt Whitman A WOMAN waits for me—she contains all, nothing is lacking, Yet all were lacking, if sex were lacking, or if the moisture of the right man were lacking. Sex contains all, Bodies, Souls, meanings, proofs, purities, delicacies, results, promulgations, Songs, commands, health, pride, the maternal mystery, the seminal milk; 5 All hopes, benefactions, bestowals, All the passions, loves, beauties, delights of the earth, All the governments, judges, gods, follow’d persons of the earth, These are contain’d in sex, as parts of itself, and justifications of itself. Without shame the man I like knows and avows the deliciousness of his sex, 10 Without shame the woman I like knows and avows hers. Now I will dismiss myself from impassive women, I will go stay with her who waits for me, and with those women that

Mayday Bling Contest!!!
Here it is, guys, the chance to win something badass and shiny! Rules:1. Only one entry per user2. Entries must be in the form of a comment on this blog to be considered3. Entries must be received by midnight Fu-time (PST...that's 3am EST) on Friday, May 13th to be considered4. Don't be gay, Sparky (y) Contest:All you have to do is post a comment with the word you think sounds hilariously dirty out of context, but isn't. Like "moist"...IDK about you, but that just plain sounds filthy and wrong. But that's an example; you get nothing if you use it cause I already did! SO NYAH, bitches!Three (3) 3rd Place winners will be given a 1 or 2 credit Bling of their choice; two (2) 2nd Place winners will be given a 3 or 4 credit Bling of their choice; and finally, one (1) Grand Prize winner will be given the Bling of their choice (under 15 credits) and a special salute! Payout happens sometime around 8am EST (5am Fu-time/PST), so get cracking bitches!

"i Sing The Body Electric" By Walt Whitman
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Im October 27th, Whats Yours????
.Im October 27th, Whats Yours????Scorpio is the eighth Sign of the Zodiac. After Libra's intellectual exploration of other people, Scorpio's interest is in discovering other people's emotions and how they respond to the world around them. Scorpio is the Sign of Sex and Death, the beginning and ending of things, and they explore these ideas from an emotional standpoint. People born under this Sign are investigative and probing, often strongly intuitive and penetrating. As the eighth Sign, Scorpio also rules the eighth House: the House of Sex. The Astrological Symbol of Scorpio is the Scorpion. Like the mythical Scorpion, people born under this Sign tend to be strong-willed and wary of being controlled by others. At times they can be self-destructive, like the Scorpion who kills itself rather than letting someone else kill it. They are very determined, and once they've made up their minds they are unlikely to change them. They tend to be stubborn, refusing to give up when o

What Have We Done?
What have we done? All the trees have fallen, there's not a cloud in the sky, all the birds and bees are gone, and all we can ask is why? Man keeps building machinery, pollution fills the air, our children can hardly breath, but do we really care. The world is full of hate, because of this thing we call war, what happend to peace on Earth? or does that exist anymore? People are dying everywhere 'cause there's not enough to eat, all the fish and grain is gone, and there's no more meat. The oceans are now polluted, they used to be so blue, now they're full of garbage and oil and there's nothing we can do. Look at what we've done, we've bled the whole world dry there's nothing we can do, all we can ask is why?. It's too late for us, Children it's all up to you, just learn from

Horoscopes
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The Ride
Sitting in the passenger seat, trying to get comfortable... dropped my shoes on the floor, and rest my feet on the dash....its still a lil chilly with the windows down, so i rub my legs a lil to keep them warm with the breeze from the open window... its warm out, but not really warm... my legs are smooth as silk ... and as i rub i can smell my sunflower scented lotion floating on the air...warm fingers join mine as i rub my legs, a big warm hand envelopes my theigh slowly glides up and down rotating around my knee and fingers dipping into that sensitive spot behind my knee... my left hand wanders to his theigh, being careful while he drives not to push too hard, i massage his theigh from his knee up to his hip ... rotating my hand to his inner theigh and traced his balls and hard cock with the tip of my pinky through his jean shorts.... i unbuckle my seatbelt and lay down so my head rests on his side, sliding a hand up his inner thiegh to find what ive been wanting so much... ;) he doe

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Compliments of THE GREAT PURSUIT: The Message for Those In Search of God, by Eugene H. Peterson and Randall Niles (NavPress 2007). Life of King David – The Philosopher Many remember David as the fair-haired shepherd boy who defeated a giant named Goliath. Others recall David as the wise Jewish ruler who brought the tribes of Israel together as a united nation. The ancient texts also present David as a powerful warrior, cunning diplomat, and talented musician. However, with all these tremendous accolades, the foundation of David’s fame and faith can be traced to a period of severe trial and doubting in his life. Indeed, David was a true philosopher. Early in his journey, David was chosen to succeed Saul as the king of Judah. Although Saul was initially impressed by David’s skills as a soldier, politician, and musician, Saul became wary of his successor, so he put out a contract on David’s life. David was forced to live on the run, often spending weeks hidi

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Check out this blog below, and feel free to share and post your comments and thoughts on it..I know alot of you have experienced something just like it... http://fubar.com/ain-t-that-what-y-all-been-calling-us-for-years/b332017-1150486 ...week's almost over!

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Now when someone calls my wife Martha on her new cell phone, she’ll hear this in Sarah’s loud squeaky voice! It’s so funny hearing it played back after Martha recorded it last night. After my day off yesterday with Sarah and Jeffrey (where the boys went out for haircuts), at least I feel five pounds lighter and, according to Martha, I don’t look like I’m wearing a wig! That’s a relief … this morning I had to stop back by my house before work, and the kids’ aunt Mary was home with them watching “The Price Is Right”. One of the contestants on stage was playing the pricing game “Cliffhanger” (which I called “Cliffjumper” before I could recall the name) and Mary GUESSED EVERY PRICE RIGHT! And she could so use the trip to Rome that the contestant won! It’s sweet of Martha to still be calling me at work because I have been short-tempered lately over what seems to be several days attacking

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Mom Died Alive Today The email came today.My mom of 36 years had run away.I tried to kill myself days before,did so well a machine brought me backand stayed in my throat for three days.Then the email came today.My mom of 36 years had run away.Seems I'm mentally ill.Moms had enough.She called me a lost little girlthat will never be found.That email came today.My mom of 36 years had run away.See, I died yet God sent me back.My girls need a mom to back them,even on my weak days and dark nights.Yet an email came today.My mom of 36 years had run away.I cut myself and tear my flesh.I starve a body made from my mother's pain.I'm bipolar and my kidneys like to back upfrom abuse!yet that email sat on my desk today.My mom of 36 years had run away.I was never perfect.I tried so she would care.B's weren't A's,the bruises from men not real....a baby dies from my poor body strength.yet there was that email.My mom of 36 years had run away.I was molested. She knew.I was beat. She kne

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Many brides in the United States believe of bright wedding dress as "traditional," however the bright wedding dress is truly a pretty current custom. Cheap Maternity Wedding DressesWhen Queen Victoria was married in 1840, she chose a bright wedding dress and right away started out a fashion. even though most working-class brides ongoing to obtain married inside a finest dress, regardless of color, Cheap Simple Wedding Dresses well-to-do brides in Britain and America implemented the Queen and obtained married in white. As other brides implemented suit, men and women started to believe in the bright coloring like a mark of purity, and inside a short century the bright wedding dress started to be a must. But as occasions have ongoing to change, more and more brides are commencing to buck Victoria's instance and let their genuine colours show. Some brides brighten up the conventional bright dress with deftly positioned colored accents. These can serve to draw the eyesight towards the br

Trigger On My Heart
Trigger on My Heart Trigger on my heart,my child holds the gun....the weapon is not metalbut the volition of her tongue.Child of pure anger,needing her mom to die...delivering her best death blowsbut her momma only cries.Handcuffs and policemenon the scene once blood is shed...horror in the daughterto see momma isn't dead.Jail time to followyears and years away....teenager burning her mother's heartyet begging mom's love to stay.Trigger on my heart,the child shoots her hate....mom made it clear she'd always be nearbut this time it was just too late.Teardrops on a child's heartas her mother is buried today....lost, alone, and sorryshe throws her weapons away.Trigger on my heart,gained a life that day....my child brings her child to my gravesite where they pray.Teardrops fall from Heaven,as another momma cries....she knows one more child was saved,before another one had to die.Trigger on a heart,teardrops on a grave....whatever the sin and horrorjust

Thinking Of You My Love
Thinking of You My Love 4-23-11 I lay here thinking of you my love. Thinking of the day we are in each others arms for always and forever. Knowing that when we smile we each feel it as though it was a hug around our hearts. Our hearts that some day soon will be one together never to be broken apart. Our love for each other is timeless and no price of gold or silver can buy it. The thought of laying in your arms for always and forever is like having a piece of heaven all for myself. A piece I won't have to share unless a little miracle has come along to make it all that much more special. Laying here thinking of you my love gives me such joy that I have never known. My only wish is to share that joy with you till my last breath leaves my body.

Mom's Tears For Amber
MomsTears4Amber Why have you left me,oh child of mine?When did I fail to be a mother of love and compassion?What skinned knees and paper cutsdid I not add a bandage and a kiss to make it better?Oh, the divorce...my fault of course.I keep forgetting thatI freed us from his harsh hands of painand words of contempt.Silly me,I thought we'd be better off without him.I put you in hiding while the paper work was done,no chance for him to take you away in revenge.I found us a better life,a safe and secure life,and even a new man that took you as his daughter.You saw us fight,but this man failed to hit me...and I lost you that day.You came at me with a knife,doing the man's job for him...and the first scars became visible.You saw your father by choice,and let him hurt you in exchangefor money and the good life.Everytime, I begged you to tell meif any of it started again...I can only belive your word 'no'.You never showed bruises,but you became so angry.You'd come home from v

Janey Godley’s Podcast Episode 44
(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language) In episode 44 of Janey Godley’s Podcast, the mother and daughter discuss The Kate McCann book and all the controversy that raises, Ashley tells a tale of having a loud pee in a strange toilet; she continues to horrify Janey by impersonating the noises of her parents having sex and reveals her favourite William Shatner story. The giggly duo talks about their favourite weatherman Tomaz Shafernaker and Janey reveals her super injunction story concerning her and George Clooney. There is a Bold Alec story and some improvised singing that goes horribly wrong and Little Rock Arkansas gets this week town shout out. Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down the roads less taken in their fantastic weekly podcast. Listen as mother and daughter banter, bait and

Today Was A Gd Day
TODAY I HAD A AWSOME DAY.. EVEN THOUGH IM TIRED AS HELL AND I GOT ALL THE HAIRI HAD LITRALY CHOPPED OFF LOL.. IT WAS DAMAGED.. SAD FACE.. BUT ILL LIVE.. GOT MY HAI DONE ON ONE OF THE HOTTEST FUCKIN DAYS LOL NINTY... OMG IM DRAINED. I DONT KNOW HOW I AM GOING TO MAINTAIN THIS STYLE BUT.. UMMMM IMMA LET THEM DO IT LOLOL.. SO YEA.. BUT N E WAYBLAH.. ZZZZZZZ

Growing The Family
All current family members, to help the family grow feel free to send invites to ppl you know that will be loyal and hold up the family rules....if you need the family bully code sb me or Vixen on our personal profiles and we will give it to you, just let us know that yoou are looking for the family bully code. JYF Family, DevilDog JY Owner JYF FNDR

Jyf Family
JYF is a family group started with people that have been loyal friends, we are open to new members all we ask is that you add the Family page to your family rate and gift at least one family member a day and the same will be done for you, keep up on the family news by reading the family blog and to let all of Fu know you are a family member add JYF behind your name...JYF Family would love to have new members. On behalf of the Family DevilDog JY Owner and FNDR of JYF

Inspirations Thru My Life
Search from Within People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within. Stop asking for advice when you already know the answer even though you wish you didn't. No more excuses. Just go out there and make your life happen now! Step out of your mind, enjoy the journey, take the risk... operate with heart... surrender !!! embrace !!! and enjoy !!! and remember trust is earned. Let your only expectation be TRUTH !! Your life is right now! It's not later! It's not in that time of retirement. It's not when the lover gets here. It's not when you've moved into the new house. It's not when you get the better job. Your life is right now. It will always be right now. You might as well decide to start enjoying your life right now, because it's not ever going to get better

Just Some Thank You's. And A Rant I Guess
There is really a lot I have to say about this site, but first I really have to thank baby j and Scrapper for keeping this place possible (even though at times i don't agree they do the best job, but i'll cover that in my rant later) & allowing me to meet the man that I fell in love with, my amazing fu-hubby and RL bf, Jacob. MANY of you who know me, know Jacob and i have been together for a while, but haven't gotten to meet in person yet. He is stationed in Japan and had to stay over there longer because of the (stupid) Tsunami. HE IS COMING HOME IN LESS THAN A MONTH! We are both super excited about this. A lot of you who are my friends on here have seen the SS or heard about our problems, and I thank you guys for standing by me (and us). I know I have not been the easiest person to deal with during this time. I have gotten super emo and whiney, sometimes not talking to people for hours or days at a time. && I think it's about time.. I want to thank some of those closest to me perso

The Human Centipede (first Sequence) (2009)
After seeing South Park's episode The Human CentIPad, I really felt reviewing the movie which inspired Trey Parker and Matt Stone to create their hilarious version. Good job! I laughed my ass off :D For those who haven't seen the movie, here's the plot: Two pretty but ditsy American girls are on a road trip through Europe. In Germany, they end up alone at night with a broken car in the woods. They search for help and find an isolated villa. The next day, they awaken to find themselves trapped in a terrifying makeshift basement hospital along with a Japanese man. An older German man identifies himself as a retired surgeon specialized in separating Siamese twins. However, his three "patients" are not about to be separated but joined together in a horrific operation. He plans to be the first person to connect people via their gastric systems. By doing so, he plans to bring to life his sick lifetime fantasy, the human centipede. (Source: IMDB.com)Director: Tom Six Sounds pretty sick, do

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The ex and I got into it shortly before we broke up. We were screaming and yelling at each other, and she said something that caught me off guard. She told me I was a lousy lay. So naturally I was all :0!!! about it. She stormed out of our place and about 30mins later, there was a knock. It was her sister, they had made plans to go out. She asked if she was there and I told her no. She asked what was wrong and I told her we were arguing. She asked if I was okay, I told her Id get over it. Her sister and I started talking, she was trying to cheer me up. Well, one thing lead to another and me and her sister ended up in the bedroom. We were fooling around and it went further. About 20mins into it, my ex came home and into the bedroom, and of course had to be a cockblock about the whole thing. She kicks open the door and has a fit and asks "What the fuck do you think youre doing?!?"To which I smiled and replied "Getting a second opinion"

A Moment With Heartache
Tired of being heartbroken,Of being hurt and used,Sick of dumbass men,Which my trust they abuse.Tired of opening my heart,To lie after lie,Of being pushed to the side,When someone new catches their eye.I always seem to make,the same mistakes again,I've had it up to here,i'm at my wits end.I gave up all my dreams,for promises you never kept,you hurt me when you fucked her,in the bed in which we slept.who was there for you,in your bed of death and life,I was there praying for you,on that cold winter night.You did me dirty joe,when you took tina to our bed,you turned me into something else,The heartless living dead!!!Ive been kicked and stabbed and beaten,and broken down some more,What hurt the most is when I left,cause by your side was a whore!!!You're in my head to this day,don't know what I did wrong,Think of I will always love you,as our final parting song.

Lies
I see through your lies,You think of me as a game,you sat and made a fool of me,tryin to make ya'self a name.A name is what you got,when you thought with your dick,here's the name you fought for,MOTHER FUCKING PRICK!!I gave away a piece of me,When I took you to my bed,and because of you hurting me,I live my life with dread.The fear you have instilled in me,brings the reigns tightly in,if things had turned out differently,who would I have been?The book says i'm bi-polar,which accounts for my mood swings,and the anger, hurt, and depression,which your presence in my life brings.So on this day of reckoning,I pass this advice to you,GOD judges at the gates of heaven,for you which fate will he choose?When you get this call to home,to see the holy man you hail,remember these words I say to you,ONLY THE GOOD PREVAIL

I'm Foolish
I'm Foolish to think you like me,Foolish to think you care,Foolish to think if i needed you,That you would be there.Foolish to think we could be together,Foolish to think it would last forever,Foolish to think you could love me,Foolish to think you could possibly see.Foolish to think about the cards I was delt,Foolish to think you knew how I felt,I loved you with all of my heart,And now we'll forever be apart.

Never Again The Same
Never again the same I am not the same person I was a year ago, nor a month ago.I am a different person today... is that O.K.?My hair has changed a hundred ways. My heart has broke many days.My eyes have grown dull and grey.My life has changed everyday.This girl is not the same.You look at me, yet can not see.You once knew a dame, everyday her story the same.She has gone away...Changing every day.

How I Feel
the way i feel that im alone if your bf or gf dont talk to u and u feel ignored what do you do i mean is hard that you and your partner is states away but u dont know whats going on when you are not around and when you talk to them they dont talk back what do you do i feel empty when the woman i love ignores me or dont talk to me have you ever had that feeling why is your partner is ignoring you or dont want to talk to you i feel like there is somethin goin on but i dont know but all i know is you got to have faith and hope to be in a relationship cause without that the relationship wont last long and i want people to know about her im on fire for her longing for her need her with me to be whole again im lost without her i need her by my side to give me strength to give me confidence the passion the drive without her i am worthless and nothin basically whithout my and the person you are with we r nothin but a lonely empty shell needing and wanting your soul mate and the one i miss is m

Whisper At Night By Max
I love every morning day Long stood there like frozen clouds With out any sound and why is that Really I could not say I love the way how birds sing Sometimes i'm like a bird dancing on the top of your fingers I have no reason to fly away But I can not stay I love every drop of the rain It's like bunch of brand new lifes Falling all over my face,wash me clean I should be ok I love the paper blowing in the wind Follow a track of unknown Off and on,up and down Whisper at night Would never obey

Nsfw
i dont understand people , this is an adult web site if people wont to post NSFW pics and want to charge some one to look at them then its know different then picking up a playboy or a porn from a store(you paid for it whats the deforests on here some charge some dont wtf ever) the only reason im stating how i fell its due to a very good friend of my is being told that shes a fu slut because she has a NFSW pics and order to view them u got pay. i thinks its the coolest ideal think about if you walk into some random titty bar u would have to pay before u would get a lap dance or putting ones down a stripers g string , for who doesnt like it go fuck ur self mmwcl

Missing The Roads Not Taken
The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost(1874-1963) Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,And sorry I could not travel bothAnd be one traveler, long I stoodAnd looked down one as far as I couldTo where it bent in the undergrowth;Then took the other, as just as fair,And having perhaps the better claim,Because it was grassy and wanted wear;Though as for that the passing thereHad worn them really about the same,And both that morning equally layIn leaves no step had trodden black.Oh, I kept the first for another day!Yet knowing how way leads on to way,I doubted if I should ever come back.I shall be telling this with a sighSomewhere ages and ages hence:Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-I took the one less traveled by,And that has made all the difference.

Are You Sure You're A Man?
Call me a Bitch if you like...but decide to mark my photo's (that were for 'friends only') NSFW, just because I won't talk to you the way you want me to, flirt with you because you're flirting with me, or show you any attention is fuckin ridiculous. I mean seriously, are you a man or what? You fuckin Drama Queen (yeah I said Drama Queen because a true man wouldn't act like a Bitch). Get the fuck over it. Then you decide to delete you profile... WTF. In the future, if you send ANY disrespecting messages to my SB or PM will be an instant block. I don't like blocking people, but apparently these men are as bad as some of these crazy ass women who get too caught up into the internet. GET A FUCKIN LIFE!!! It's getting nice outside go meet a real person who will give you the attrention you desire from the internet. Use your witty pick-up lines with them, uh wait your DUMB ASS WOULD BE IN JAIL OR FUCKED UP!! This is the interent, it's for entertainment...fun. Trust I'm not going to let yo

Lil Freak. Who Is My Daddy?
Freak!!! How??? Questions like this are thrown to me from time to time. Answer it or not, all depends on moods. Self—talker, movie geek, nerdy gamer, etc. Most important of all, I’m fucking easy pissed off. Surely, there is a big F word branded on my butt. What? Not Fuck, its Freak. Lots people curest and kicked me out of their life. Some of them suggest me to make an appointment with the anger institution. “Ur almost 21 ,but still act like a teenager , don’t know how to control urself and do everything u want at will” someone said so. And till now, I won’t deny it. U know what. I even have a Tee printed a word “Kidult”. I give no shit wiz the middle finger. Yeah, GO n Fuck urself!!! LOL. Chill. Chill. I’m trying not to bomb anyone. Still on my way to learning.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
A woman, who claims she was deceived in an online relationship spanning 18 months, is suing a Batavia woman for fraudulent misrepresentation, seeking $100,000 in punitive damages.Paula Bonhomme, of California, said she believed she fell in love with a man online in 2005, and she was befriended by a collection of 21 of his friends and family online, even being comforted by them when he “died” of liver cancer in 2006. But Bonhomme, 50, never met Jesse Jubilee James in person, though she talked to him on the phone, sent him gifts valued at $10,000, planned to move in with him and then mourned his “death.”Bonhomme was introduced to her online love – said to be a Colorado firefighter – and his online entourage, through Janna St. James-Priggie, 58, who lives on the 800 block of Washington Street in Batavia. Bonhomme’s suit claims that St. James posed as Jesse James and his extended family and friends in an elaborate online bamboozle that ultimately d

Description #2 Of My Blog
GOOGLE-MICROSOFT In the first year after I retired from FT work, July 1999 to July 2000, Google officially became the world's largest search engine. With its introduction of a billion-page index by June 2000 much of the internet's content became available in a searchable format at one search engine. In the next several years, 2000-2005, as I was retiring from PT work as well as casual and most volunteer activity that had occupied me for decades, Google entered into a series of partnerships and made a series of innovations that brought their vast internet enterprize billions of users in the international marketplace. Not only did Google have billions of users, but internet users like myself throughout the world gained access to billions of web documents in Google’s growing index/library. It was a finer and more useful library than any of those in the small towns where I would spend my retirement in the years ahead. It was also a library with a myriad locations in which I co

Description #1 Of My Blog
My literary activity on the world-wide-web is a personal and quite industrious enterprize. When I can find the time, I am engaged in creating across this global internet a tapestry or a jig-saw puzzle of poetry and prose. At this site, readers will find one of my many internet blogs. Site administrators and moderators have different ways in which they allow writers like myself to place their series of posts. Often, at least at some sites, a writer or author, an editor or publisher, a journalist or independent scholar---roles which I have taken on in the evening of my life---engages with others and the responses to his or her posts by others are included, responses that these site organizers have decided are worthy of being included among the threads of discourse. There is no mechanism for others to reply directly on my website, at least not yet, but should anyone want to do so, they can reply to what I have written on my website within the context of literally 1000s of internet si

Why Invite Yourself If You Can't Be Congenial
congeniality ... there's a word. so much of our lives we want just to be surrounded by people that fit into this category... those who do not fit the mold we mostl likely have them put into other categories that aren't pleasent to hear.... such as they are the small people holding us back/down and it's so easy to put people off by doing just that so I'll share with you like two people that will read this what I had happened last night and what it was that made it suck I'd been moving equipment for the better part of the day, and was already tired from a long drive when my phone rings and it's the woman I am getting a divorce from...I didn't answer.... the first three but she'd be calling until she got me... I answered the call and proceeded to have my head chewed off for even being out to work... I know it's silly but it's what I've lived with... I've been a personal little bitch but have grown a set of late and that's not sitting well with her...well I'll spare you the details becaus

Concerned About The Development Of Led Light For Car Industry
With the increasing pressure of energy saving, the government has initiated various support policies and measures on LED light for car industry before and after 2007. So far, there are more than thirty manufacturers who are with the scale of the upstream chip； enterprises who take package products as main are concentrated in the Pearl River Delta and Yangtze River Delta region, its production capacity has occupied 60% of that in the world; downstream end application product is more substantial, estimating that only in the Shenzhen have nearly 3,000 enterprises of LED car bulb packages and applications. 2011, with the further support of the government policies, LED car bulb companies are now shown a blustery, persistent and strong momentum. In recently two years, there are as many as 50 so-called establishments of national and global “best” of optoelectronics industry parks, even some third and fourth level of the counties and cities have claimed to create the wo

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God Send
I found the wrong path far to easily, When I was looking light I was so decieved LIke a moth I was drawn but it was only fire I play the game and I lost and in my darkest hour I sent out an sos when all hope seemed to be grim I sent out an sos and this is what it said Take me to a higher place Remind me what faith is Show me just one good reason To keep on livin I sent out a prayer not knowing if any one could hear me I sent out a prayer, a cry, a scream and god sent you to me I had gotten lost, helping other find them selves When I gave all I had I realized I had nothing else As hollow as I felt I needed some one to save me So I sent out an sos seeking to find some meaning Take me to a higher place Remind me what faith is Give me just one good reason To continue livin I sent out a prayer, not knowing if any one would hear me I sent out a prayer, a cry, a scream and god sent you to me You answered from no where and showed me how to care How to let love in agai

So...if He's Interested He Would Make An Effort Riiight?
So the guy I went out with has been kinda MIA recently. The last time we went out, we were just about to go dinner but then couldn't cos he had to rush back to work. He apologised after saying he'd make it up to me next time...butt this was like 2 weeks ago. I did text him the other say just to say hi and check in and he did apologise again for not having been around much and that he missed me (dunno whether he said that just for the sake of saying it though). I told him it was okay cos I understand that he would have been busy (cos I was too hence why I left it so late to just send a text) as he was working on his master's dissertation (or something). So I sent him a last text saying I hope it goes well for him and I figured that I'd just leave him to it and not be distracting/annoying. But we have a lot of mutual friends so I know that on his days off he's been going out and stuff which seems to be a sign that he's not as busy as he had been I think. I thought that nooow he would hav

New Family Page
The old family page has been deleted....This is the new one and it will have it linked in the lounge, so everyone all family members can access the page. Same rules apply as the old page daily rates to one family member a day along with one gift. Thank you, JYF Family DevilDog

Not Perfect
I'm not perfectI make mistakesI have regretsAnd I tend to forget dates I've lost my temperAnd I've let it showSome times I hold grudgesWhen I should let it goI'm very sarcasticAnd some days I don't careI've hurt many peopleAnd the punishment I bearSome days I can be meanBut some days I'm niceSome times I say thingsWithout thinking twiceI always hate morningsAnd some times I ramble onSome days I need my friendsAnd some days I'm withdrawnSome days I don't eatAnd some days I stuff my faceMost days I'm cool and collectedBut some days I'm all over the placeI can be indecisiveBut still need a planSome times I depend on others

I'm Rich!!
Attention: Beneficiary, Please hurry now and claim your fund from the Central Bank of Nigeria or your fund will be confiscated by the wicked officials of the CBN. My name is Mrs.Clairiebells I am a Computer Scientist newly working with Central Bank of Nigeria CBN i came across your file, i took time to study it and tried to find out why the funds were not released to you. Those evil officials can never tell you the truth that they won't release the fund to you, instead they will allow you spend your money unnecessarily. I do not intend to work here forever, I can help you claim your fund if you can certify me of my security and assure me that you would settle with me after you must have received your payment. I must do this because you need to know the status of your payment and cause for the delay. This is like a Mafia setting in Nigeria and you may not understand because you are not a Nigerian. The only thing needed to release this fund to you is the (Original Non

Careless Whisper
As I sit here and think back, it seems like it was yesterday. The hurt you caused me was nothing compared to the aftermath that has become "who I am." Why can't I just let myself forget about that day, forget out what you did and just move on with my life? Why do I continue to let it control my feelings and my subconsious? I want nothing more to be able to let someone in again, but how can I? How do you undo something that has shapped who you are in present time? Every morning I wake up thinking will today be the day, and each day I go to bed with the nothingness that was a careless whisper. I'll never forgive you, not for what you did, but what you continue to do each and every day.

How Do You Rate In Bed????
CAPRICORN-BY FAR THE BEST IN BED! Once you have opened this blog, there is no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist perdictions. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this u will have bad luck for as long as its says in the description! LEO- WILD IN BED! Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at alot. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Loyal. Addictive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Great when found! 7 years bad luck if u do not repost. TAURUS- THE FREAK IN BED! Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as... u...no...Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser, very funny. Awesome personality, St

Short Inspirational Quotes That Release Your Inner Soul
Short inspirational quotes could be the motivation that some desire. Being inspired to reach a goal that seems so far away is the base root of your dreams. Inspirational quotes can sometimes help lift us up when we are feeling let down. For we must never forget that there is always someone there to help us when these dark hours seem to cover us. We must learn to reach inside of our inner soul and search for that beacon of hope. It is there and it does exist, although at times it seems hard to believe and we feel all alone. Sometimes it may take a little short inspirational quote to realize that the beacon of hope is there. Deep within our inner soul it rest, waiting for you, watching over you, and keeping the light within you alive. The greatest human desire that could ever be reached is to know that you have touched the inner soul of another human. For when you achieve this then and only then will you realize that your own soul has been touched by the hand of

Dear Omar The Tard
Dear Omar Bin Laden, I understand that your complaints are obviously politically and religiously motivated for the simple reason that there is no justifiable argument for your position of consideration for "proper burials or justice". So let me make this perfectly understandable for someone who is apparently as stupid as he looks. Your letter in which the clear ignorant statements of ""We hold the American President (Barack) Obama legally responsible to clarify the fate of our father, Osama bin Laden, for it is unacceptable, humanely and religiously, to dispose of a person with such importance and status among his people, by throwing his body into the sea in that way, which demeans and humiliates his family and his supporters and which challenges religious provisions and feelings of hundreds of millions of Muslims."" should be addressed properly with a returned letter We held Osama Bin Laden legally responsible for the deaths of thousands of innocent lives lost during the attack on

Watch Over You
Did a few recordings with the phone Sunday night at the Alterbridge show. As phones go, they dont do so well with high decibel input sound as their wittle microphones are limited in bandwidth. But, they were selling audio of the show recorded straight out the board, and so I stuck around after to purchase one. The audio is clean, but however you cant really hear the crowd because its an internal recording. Soooo...I tried tonight syncing the audio recording with the video and its existing audio track, and after much nudging and cussing, I finally got it to line up perfect and adjusted the levels. So now with the 2 overlayed you can can hear the cleanliness of the "out the board" recording and can also hear the crowd from the phone recording. Thats me "woooooo" right at at 1:20 hahahaa. Anyway, awesome tune, I just wish i had zoomed in a lil more before I started recording (one of the few gripes Ive had with the EVO). Enjoy :)

Factors That You Should Have In Thoughts While Setting Your Budget
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Bar Joke
A dog, cat and mouse was sitting at a bar. Now, the poor mouse, notices the cat eyeing him, while he orders. Finally, looking at the cat, he asked "If I tell the dog to leaveyou alone will you promise not to eat me?" The cat shrugged and said, "Sure." The mouse jumped up onto the bar and ordered another shot. Afteer downing it, he swaggered and planted his paws onto his hips in front of the dog. "I want you to leave the cat alone." Now, this dog was a Great Dane. The dog looks at the mouse, looks at the cat, looks at the mouse and 'GULP' sallows the mouse. The moral of the story is: Don't mess with the big dog just because the pussy looking at you strange.

The Amendments
The Constitution of the United States The Amendments Note The following are the Amendments to the Constitution. The first ten Amendments collectively are commonly known as the Bill of Rights. History Amendment 1 - Freedom of Religion, Press, Expression. Ratified 12/15/1791. Note Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the Government for a redress of grievances. Amendment 2 - Right to Bear Arms. Ratified 12/15/1791. Note A well regulated Militia, being necessary to the security of a free State, the right of the people to keep and bear Arms, shall not be infringed. Amendment 3 - Quartering of Soldiers. Ratified 12/15/1791. Note No Soldier shall, in time of peace be quartered in any house, without the consent of the Owner, nor in time of war, but in a manner to be prescribed by law. Amend

Article Vii: Ratification
The Constitution of the United States ARTICLE VII: RatificationDocuments The Ratification of the Conventions of nine States, shall be sufficient for the Establishment of this Constitution between the States so ratifying the Same. Done in Convention by the Unanimous Consent of the States present the Seventeenth Day of September in the Year of our Lord one thousand seven hundred and Eighty seven and of the Independence of the United States of America the Twelfth. In Witness whereof We have hereunto subscribed our Names. Note Go Washington - President and deputy from Virginia New Hampshire - John Langdon, Nicholas Gilman Massachusetts - Nathaniel Gorham, Rufus King Connecticut - Wm Saml Johnson, Roger Sherman New York - Alexander Hamilton New Jersey - Wil Livingston, David Brearley, Wm Paterson, Jona. Dayton Pensylvania - B Franklin, Thomas Mifflin, Robt Morris, Geo. Clymer, Thos FitzSimons, Jared Ingersoll, James Wilson, Gouv Morris Delaware - Geo. Read, Gunning Bedford jun,

Article Vi: Debts, Supremacy & Oaths
The Constitution of the United States Article VI: Debts, Supremacy & Oaths All Debts contracted and Engagements entered into, before the Adoption of this Constitution, shall be as valid against the United States under this Constitution, as under the Confederation. This Constitution, and the Laws of the United States which shall be made in Pursuance thereof; and all Treaties made, or which shall be made, under the Authority of the United States, shall be the supreme Law of the Land; and the Judges in every State shall be bound thereby, any Thing in the Constitution or Laws of any State to the Contrary notwithstanding. The Senators and Representatives before mentioned, and the Members of the several State Legislatures, and all executive and judicial Officers, both of the United States and of the several States, shall be bound by Oath or Affirmation, to support this Constitution; but no religious Test shall ever be required as a Qualification to any Office or public Trust under the

Article V: Amendment Notes
The Constitution of the United States Article V - Amendment Note1 - Note2 - Note3 The Congress, whenever two thirds of both Houses shall deem it necessary, shall propose Amendments to this Constitution, or, on the Application of the Legislatures of two thirds of the several States, shall call a Convention for proposing Amendments, which, in either Case, shall be valid to all Intents and Purposes, as part of this Constitution, when ratified by the Legislatures of three fourths of the several States, or by Conventions in three fourths thereof, as the one or the other Mode of Ratification may be proposed by the Congress; Provided that no Amendment which may be made prior to the Year One thousand eight hundred and eight shall in any Manner affect the first and fourth Clauses in the Ninth Section of the first Article; and that no State, without its Consent, shall be deprived of its equal Suffrage in the Senate.

Article Iv: The States
The Constitution of the United States Article IV - The States Section 1 - Each State to Honor all others Full Faith and Credit shall be given in each State to the public Acts, Records, and judicial Proceedings of every other State. And the Congress may by general Laws prescribe the Manner in which such Acts, Records and Proceedings shall be proved, and the Effect thereof. Section 2 - State citizens, Extradition The Citizens of each State shall be entitled to all Privileges and Immunities of Citizens in the several States. A Person charged in any State with Treason, Felony, or other Crime, who shall flee from Justice, and be found in another State, shall on demand of the executive Authority of the State from which he fled, be delivered up, to be removed to the State having Jurisdiction of the Crime. (No Person held to Service or Labour in one State, under the Laws thereof, escaping into another, shall, in Consequence of any Law or Regulation therein, be discharged from such Servi

Soulrider The Bluelight
SoulRider The BlueLight Falling from grace reborn in to a world unknown somewhere between heaven and hell the blue light burns with in my heart pure my soul memories of a life once lost fade within me I walk the line between heaven and hell to find the light within the darkness to free the tortured souls from within. I'm the SoulRider. The darkness devours the light as the city comes to life with sweet stench dispersion in the air as city lights toxicants souls this is where my story begins. One night on my way home form work a last minute decision to a shortcut through the cities dark alleys leads me to three jackal like men attacking their prey a young women. My first thought was to get the hell out of there something compels me to move forward getting closer to them my chest began to burn from within as my body trembles a cold chill ran down my spine as my skin crawls with the sensation of electronics the lights around us begin to flicker and dim my eyes starts to shimmer and glow a

Article Iii: The Judicial Branch
The Constitution of the United States Article III - The Judicial Branch Note Section 1 - Judicial powers The judicial Power of the United States, shall be vested in one supreme Court, and in such inferior Courts as the Congress may from time to time ordain and establish. The Judges, both of the supreme and inferior Courts, shall hold their Offices during good Behavior, and shall, at stated Times, receive for their Services a Compensation which shall not be diminished during their Continuance in Office. Section 2 - Trial by Jury, Original Jurisdiction, Jury Trials (The judicial Power shall extend to all Cases, in Law and Equity, arising under this Constitution, the Laws of the United States, and Treaties made, or which shall be made, under their Authority; to all Cases affecting Ambassadors, other public Ministers and Consuls; to all Cases of admiralty and maritime Jurisdiction; to Controversies to which the United States shall be a Party; to Controversies between two or more St

Article Ii: The Executive Branch
The Constitution of the United States Article II - The Executive Branch Note Section 1 - The President Note1 Note2 The executive Power shall be vested in a President of the United States of America. He shall hold his Office during the Term of four Years, and, together with the Vice-President chosen for the same Term, be elected, as follows: Each State shall appoint, in such Manner as the Legislature thereof may direct, a Number of Electors, equal to the whole Number of Senators and Representatives to which the State may be entitled in the Congress: but no Senator or Representative, or Person holding an Office of Trust or Profit under the United States, shall be appointed an Elector. (The Electors shall meet in their respective States, and vote by Ballot for two persons, of whom one at least shall not lie an Inhabitant of the same State with themselves. And they shall make a List of all the Persons voted for, and of the Number of Votes for each; which List they shall sign and cer

Article I: The Legislative Branch
The Constitution of the United States Article I - The Legislative Branch Note Section 1 - The Legislature All legislative Powers herein granted shall be vested in a Congress of the United States, which shall consist of a Senate and House of Representatives. Section 2 - The House The House of Representatives shall be composed of Members chosen every second Year by the People of the several States, and the Electors in each State shall have the Qualifications requisite for Electors of the most numerous Branch of the State Legislature. No Person shall be a Representative who shall not have attained to the Age of twenty five Years, and been seven Years a Citizen of the United States, and who shall not, when elected, be an Inhabitant of that State in which he shall be chosen. (Representatives and direct Taxes shall be apportioned among the several States which may be included within this Union, according to their respective Numbers, which shall be determined by adding to the whole

The Preamble
The Constitution of the United States Preamble Note We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defence, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America.

Grrr
as i go outside to find my sons to come inside for the night, they are down the street playing ninjas or whatever down the street. This old ass fuck twit nieghbor hollars to his wife to call the law.. Im lookin around to see whats goin on, and the old fuck is lookin at my sons wrestling..he was gonna call the cops on 2 9 year olds ffs!!! who the fuck calls the police on 3rd graders wrestling??? grr fufckin grrr come on people, use common sense..you see two 9 year olds fighting, and you think its a real fight, break the fight up or something. Calling the police is gonna do what?? can you see the cops taking a 9 year old to jail?? wtf is wrong with people!? end rant as you were

Sheep (angel's Skin)
Be not afraid of the beast, nothing more than a pest at the very least. Crawling beneath the wolf skin, sheep Crawling beneath the wolf skin, sheep Crawling beneath the wolf skin, sheep. I say this to all, be not afraid of me. Theres is nothing worth fearing. I've long lost the man that I used to be. What I speak is not worth hearing. False prophecies of hopes and dreams can never be reality. Just wondering and thinking what if. Yeah if I wasn't jumping off of this cliff could I be what she wants to see. But I stand here left limp. My bizkits still dough so mold me through your fingers Van Gogh. Or paint that perfect picture. The one where are hands are interlocked every place that we go. See can I get with you. But baby baby there is something you gotta know. I'm something kinda worthless. A little kind of pathetic I admit it i'm a poor excuse of a man, hope you understand. Me, in the best possibilities where you see where I am and once again. Theres something benea

My World
ok idiots its like this, im like a pitbull when i start i go hard!! seriously you fat chicks need to stop hating on me its like ok im not thin yet you hate on me because im not obese like you....um try a diet like i did then you can look good too :D speaking of fat chicks two today started calling me a snobby bitch and ugly and just stupid childish stuff, while i was at work none the less, its like seriously i get it your just JEALOUS because im not obese like you!! fat people piss me off even the ones who come in with their tight clothes walking around thinking they are sexy, its like ummm MY EYESSSSS!!

I Think Every Day
Starting off a little guy, never really knowing my mom, always wanted to be with dad. That didn't go well, always ended up waiting, and sad. Well when i was older i got my chance, my mom said u wanted it, now take your chance, was it everything i thought it would be? Hell no, now i know why she kept him from me. Needles to say i never gave up on him, time after time, he would be in my life here and there. I should have turned my back on him, deep down inside I justed really cared. Growing up, becoming a man with out him, I did it with help from others, no thanks to him, they are all my brothers. It's something that never leaves my mind, shit i don't think it ever will, as everyday goes by, as fast as the time, all the wounds i ever had healed. I guess what I'm trying saying is Thanks dad, If it was not for you, I don't think I would be the man I am today, yeah it's true i don't talk to you any more, but really their is nothing to say.

The Ten Worst States To Be A Woman
I'm just copying and pasting this article, source link is at the bottom. BIG surprise for number one... In a time of war and record unemployment, the GOP is sending a message: fertile women are the country’s number one enemy, and their freedoms must be quashed at all costs. State Republican (and some Democratic) legislators have introduced nearly 1,000 laws restricting women’s reproductive health access on the state level, and this is on top of decades of reproductive health policies that have made women second-class citizens in many states.Here are 10 of the worst states to be a woman between puberty and menopause:1. Mississippi. Mississippi has been such a bad state for women for so long it rarely even gets noticed in the news anymore. Legal and cultural harassment has reduced the number of abortion providers in the state to two, making the abortion rate in the state four times lower than the rest of the country. This doesn’t mean that women in Mississippi don&

Science Saves My Soul - By Philhellenes
Three summers ago, I was staying in a caravan a long way from the nearest city. It was usually pitch black at night. I had given my word that I would not smoke inside, so at 1 a.m. I stepped outside for a cigarette. After a few minutes of standing in the darkness, I realized that I could see my hand quite clearly—something I’d noticed that I could not do on previous nights—so I looked up, expecting to see the glow of the full moon, but the moon was nowhere in sight. Instead, there was a long glowing cloud directly overhead. The Romans called it the Via Galactica (the Road of Milk); today we call it the Milky Way. For those who missed the lesson at school that day, the basic facts are these: Remembering that 1 light year is equivalent to 6 trillion miles, our galaxy has a total diameter of somewhere around 100 thousand light years. Our Sun is located towards the edge of one of the galaxy’s spiral arms—about 26 thousand light years out from the central

A Little More About Me
in the past year a lot has gone on for me and my family..Fubar is an escape for me. i come to fu to rate pics which i love to look at.. i am not big on the nsfw pics fact for me is YOU SEEN ONE YOU SEEN THEM ALL SOME ARE BIG SOME ARE SMALL... the size of your penis is not important to me...your kindness and respect are important to me.... as i said i have had a lot change in my life in the past year....my sister my father and my son in law have all been diagnosed with cancer..so far no one is dying but my money and my attention goes mostly to the fam. traveling for treatments and traveling to visit sister can be stressful.... i enjoy chatting just as much as anyone else... as far as hooking up with anyone i do not have time or patience any more to try to get to know anyone on a romantic level....i did try a few times to get to know a few people but after being yelled and over the computer and told what i should or should not be doing i said enough is enough. I AM A FREE SPIRI

You Need To Get Off Fubar.
I'm going to talk to you about Fubar. LOL. You need to get off Fubar. In doing so you will cease to say the following abbreviations: LOL, ROFL, FML, FTW, BRB, BBS, BS, FOCLOL, and FOCROFLOL. This behavior is turning you into a drippling turbospaz. You dirty window licker. "Pervy Texan likes you!" Nobody likes this. :( You don't have 852 friends. You have about 4. And that's good. :) 4 friends that you talk to is better than 852 friends that you don't want to see but are happy to look at. Why have so many friends if you cringe every time you hear the sound of your sb? One or more of these "friends" are looking at your photos right now... And judging you. I'm not. I don't think that my taste in music is more eclectic than yours. I don't think that your tits looked good in that photo so I should probably stop what I'm doing and masturbate to your image. I don't think you've gained weight. Some of you may t

Photo Shoot Opportunity
JUNE 10TH AND 11TH I WILL BE IN LOS ANGELES, CA FOR A BOUDOIR PHOTO SHOOT. THE PHOTOGRAPHER IS FLYING IN FROM OHIO FOR THIS OPPORTUNITY AND THERE ARE STILL SLOTS AVAILABLE. THERE WILL BE BOTH HOTEL SHOOT AND A BEACH/OUTDOORS SHOOT IN THOSE TWO DAYS! SHE WILL BE DOING SINGLES LOOKING TO DO SOME SEXY PICTURES FOR THEIR LOVED ONE OR JUST FOR THEMSELVES AS WELL AS COUPLES WANTING TO SPICE THINGS UP A BIT... SHE ALSO IS ACCEPTING SINGLES, COUPLES, AND FAMILIES FOR SOME MORE "NORMAL" PICS YOU DECIDE, WHATEVER YOR FANCY SHE WLL BE DOING IT THESE TWO DAYS SO IF YOU ARE IN OR NEAR L.A. OR KNOW ANYONE IN OR NEAR (OR WILLING TO GO TO) L.A. HIT ME UP TO RESERVE YOUR SPOT. IF YOU WANT TO SEE SOME OF HER WORK OR RESERVE YOUR SPOT DIRECTLY THRU HER VISIT HER LINK ON FACEBOOK http://www.facebook.com/#!/event.php?eid=134931289909655 THAT LINK SHOWS SOME PICTURES SHE HAS DONE AS WELL AS PRICING. AS IT STANDS RIGHT NOW THE PRICE IS AROX $150-250 PER SESSION THAT IS FOR SINGLES COUPLES OR FAMILY SHO

For Those Who Think They Know Me Read This Part 2
WELL I GUESS I NEED TO FINESH THE IF YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME SECTION OF MY BLOG.SO HERE I GO....WHEN I LAST BLOGED I WAS WITH SOMEONE AND I WAS HOPPING HE WAS THE RIGHT MAN FOR ME AND MY KIDS,WELL HE WASNT IN FACT HE HURT ME SO BAD IT WASNT FUNNY.BUT I SURVIVED AND HAVE MOVED ON SINCE THEN I MEET THE MAN I ENDED UP MARRYING AND WOW WAS THAT A MISTAKE.SEEMS HE WAS LIEING TO ME THE WHOLE TIME WE WAS MARRIED.HE TOLD ME I WAS THE ONLY ONE,WELL HE HAD A FEW FEMALES HE WASSTRINGING ALONG AND NO THE DIDNT KNOW HE WAS MARRIED.HE TOLD ME ON MY BIRTHDAY APRIL 22,2010 THAT HE HAD BEEN HAVING SEXUAL FANTASYS ABOUT MY 17 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER,WHAT A GIFT RIGHT.SO SHE MOVED OUTA THE HOME PREGNATE AND WENT BACK TO LIVE IN THE HOME OF HER REAL MOTHER WERE DRUGS AND ALCOHAL AND ABUSE ARE.HURT I TRYED TO MOVE ON,BUT THINGS GOT WORSE.HE WAS GETTING ONLINE AND DOING THINGS WITH WOMAN AND MY DAUGHTER CAUGHT HIM,HE WAS MEETING THEM OUT WHILE I WAS AT WORK.AND HE NEVER WOULD GET A JOB THE WHOLE TIME HE FINALY

Bone Up.
Water (H2O) is the most abundant compound on Earth's surface, covering about 70%. There's water in yer eyeballs. Water is a conductor for electricity. Ya know when you make eye contact with a person that, say, you like... and you feel this... energy? Windows to the soul? You're not crazy. It's happening. Electroshock. Boom. I work to have petroleum, cigarettes, and time. Gimme fuel gimme fire gimme that which I desire. Yeh... I just quoted a Metallica song. Fuck you. Shabang. There I made up for it by saying 'shabang'. I wanna organize a Big Wheel race. Gonna get that happening. I was mean to an old guy at work the other day. I still feel kinda bad about it. Feeling like I'm behaving like a typical human gets me into a rant about how I think I'm better than most humans. Fact is... I'm a robot from outer space and I'm plotting world domination. Cadillac's on 22's, chromed out endoskeleton, Jesus on the dashboard... oh yeh. Be prepared

A Moment's Pause
A moment’s pause. Eyes peering over nose-perched readers, Watching vacantly, but not vacant. Chaste white specks blow along confusion-paths, Persisting in thier groundward destiny. Dead-pale yellow ground abandons the eye To a growing quiet of vestal white. Scattered green clouts of longer turf exist Awkwardly yet, like over-stayed welcomes. Tracings, light-deep blue, seep relaxedly Into the gray of a cloudful sky. Early comers lightly skate along the ground - An ancient, bewitching, siren-song dance. Later ones press them into a still submission. First snow, untrodden-pure. Falling, rising. Conscience and subconscience, tug-of-warring With the shadow-chains of things long buried. The tri-color hound on the floor stirs, as If roused by the scent of far-gone childhood. He shakes off dusty sleep and I am drawn Back to my book.

I'm Not Fake!
So there have been some rumors floating around lately that I'm fake.. *cough cough*JohnnyDevil... I decided to write this blog and hopefully put those rumors to rest.. These pics are 100% real and not edited.. On this first pic.. my face is a bit blurry.. i need a new cam..I also hear Jessica Alba put her damn face on my body.. what a fake! For those of you boys that don't like the chest hair.. I'm open to the idea of shaving it.. yes yes I know..half of me has a sunburn. Scrapper edited his face on this one and claimed the shirt as his own.. "I forgive you scrapper the shirt is awesome" umm.. I plead the 5th on the last one.. so.. I hope this proved to all of you... but most of all to JohnnyDevil that I'm not a fake.. quit trying to catch me already!!!

Some More Writings
YOUR ALWAYS ON MY MIND ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND ALWAYS IN MY DREAMS.... I WALK IN THE DARKNESS LOOKING THREW THE TREE'S WATCHING YOU FROM A DISTANCE WONDERING IF YOU EVER THINK OF ME OR EVEN MISS ME. I LOOK BACK ON THE DAYS AND NIGHTS WE SPENT TOGETHER AND HOW HAPPY WE WAS AND HOW I FELT LIKE THE REST OF THE WORLD DIDNT MATTER TO ME CAUSE YOU ARE MY WORLD... AND EVEN NOW YOUR STILL MY WORLD AND ALWAYS WILL BE.... MY HEART IS EMPTY NOW THAT YOUR GONE BUT YOUR ALSO STILL IN MY HEART AND MY THOUGHTS.... I HOPE ONE DAY I CAN PROVE MY HEART IS YOURS AND THINGS WILL GO BACK TO US AGAIN

Aniversaries....
sometimes it is good to remember special people who now walk with the ancestors....the starpath grows and grows with loved ones but their spirits will always live on in her heart.... when she first came online she met a very special person who became her big brother...He looked after her and was always there to talk when she was lonely or scared.....she and He got off to a rocky start....but then after talking and talking He and she became friends and then family....she remembers the day she got the news that He died...His real life brother came into chat and let everyone know....she was sure it was a lie.....she sat up that whole night and immed Him.....waiting and watching.....but in her secret heart she knew it was true.....and she cried..... the very last thing He ever said to her was to believe in herself and to find her strength....because it is inside and no one can ever take that away....she is slowly learning this is true....people may sometimes be mean or hurt

Spring.....
lift up your head little imp....breathe in the air....can you smell it..... the scent of the world waking up around you......the new life ready to be born..... it is like the lull just before the storm when all the world stills in anticipation.... her little hand slipping into his bigger one....her head tilting up.....closing her eyes.... breathing deeply of the air.....listening to him whisper...... Spring.............

Updates In The Works For Fubar: Indie Bands, Referral System And Levels.
We've been working on some big changes for fubar! First up, we're going to be adding support for Band Profiles. We're focusing on small / local / indie bands and will allow them to upload their music and keep in touch with their fans. Part of this will also be a daily contest where we can all vote on our favorite new music, and we'll be sending cash to the Peoples Favorite band each day. We'll also be doing a monthly contest and sending the best band $10,000! We're hoping to have this live on the site in the next 2 weeks. Stay tuned! Next up is simplifying the referral process. I want to do better rewards for people who invite their friends and for those who's friends are actually online. To make this happen I'm going to simplify the referral process so (hopefully) there's less confusion. In the near future the only people who will show up in your referral list will be those who you've invited via email. We'll also update all the home pages to show you whenever your referrals are

4 Years On Fubar. Time Flies By Quick!
Wow, today's my 4 year Fu-Anniversary. It's been a fun and crazy 4 years on here and I'm not regretting being on here. Yeah I know that I've deleted my page a couple of times but I still remember when I started. I would like to thank the people who been there from me all of these years and stayed with me. I dealt with a lot of fake friends and made a lot of mistakes but the real people stuck by me and I'm greatful for them. I know I may not be the most popular person on here, or a bad boy and I may be a misfit, but I'm real. I think it was the best thing for me to be the person from the underground level. I would like to thank all of the people who showed me love when I decided to come back here back in July of 2010 after a year absence from here. I've been going through a lot of stuff mental and in my life. I know I don't have many friends outside of here but it's better than none. Thanks again for being there for me throughout my past 4 crazy years on here lol. Love and re

Dwelling Well
To you I trust a wishful thought.It all comes true, but if for not...Know I do and you do too...The tainted glass we see right through.They don't know, they never will.Not been burned or made the deal.You're like me a melancholy light.Your own sick sense of wrong and right.You know me you always did...We fell away somewhere off the grid.Though, I see you with some new sight..Until you're back it's a lonely night.You scratched me and I scratched you...We beat each other black and blue.Love stains red and hurts like hell,and on you i'll always dwell.

The Virtuous Woman: From Proverbs 31
The Virtuous Wife 10 Who[b] can find a virtuous[c] wife? For her worth is far above rubies. 11 The heart of her husband safely trusts her; So he will have no lack of gain. 12 She does him good and not evil All the days of her life. 13 She seeks wool and flax, And willingly works with her hands. 14 She is like the merchant ships, She brings her food from afar. 15 She also rises while it is yet night, And provides food for her household, And a portion for her maidservants. 16 She considers a field and buys it; From her profits she plants a vineyard. 17 She girds herself with strength, And strengthens her arms. 18 She perceives that her merchandise is good, And her lamp does not go out by night. 19 She stretches out her hands to the distaff, And her hand holds the spindle. 20 She extends her hand to the poor, Yes, she reaches out her hands t

Chapter ???
Jolted out of his light slumber, Jericho quickly pointed his gun around the abandoned room, searching for any fiend that might have found its way to their location, his heart racing like a sprint runner, until he finally remembered where he was at, easing back into his makeshift bed. He looked over to see if his love, Lydia, was still by his side. Poor thing, he thought to himself, she looked so peaceful in the wake of yesterday’s events. When Jericho got his heart to stop thundering and his core temperature to normal, he slowly eased out of bed, which was nothing but a couple of blankets on a cold cement floor, careful not to awake his sleeping beauty. Slightly peeking out of the black shirt that he hung over the window, he observed the threat quietly, careful not to make any sudden movements. The sun was already beating hard on this September day for there wasn't a single cloud in the sky. This old abandoned factory provided enough shelter for the time being, but with the thre

Does He?
Does he think of you as a person or a thing he can play with? Does he kiss you softly as a lover or with lips looking for someone else? Does he know you and respect you or just think of you as a capture, as something he can collect? Does he see you, the real you with your wondeful lips and tongue as you smile and playfully poke it out when you finally reveal the inner you? Does he accept your quiet, your thoughtfulness, your strong desire to be yourself forever? Does he dream of holding you and caring for you and taking your hand for no reason, kiss you for no reason, love you for no reason except for love itself?

Casualties
It was a quiet Sunday morning. The noise of the night and the suffering screams of the dying, had vanished with the rising sun. The city seemed peaceful. The sobs of the survivors and the occasional self inflicted gunshot wound are the only noises that permeate in the rising sun. Here and there people start to move about. Burning the dead, and running from the zombies that wander the streets. Alone in her third floor apartment, Amber Dawn, looks out through a crack in the blinds. Her hands bitten with arthritis slowly and dully stroke her closest friend and confidante Henry. Henry was the only person that always seemed to know when she was lonely or scared. Now proudly in his 11th year of life, Henry was fat and happy to let her dully pet him. It had been almost a year since the bridges were blown, and the world went to hell in a handbag. For Henry nothing in his world had changed. His Momma, who cared for him all these years still fed him. When she would forget, he would simply catch

My List Of Accomplishments
I don't normally feel the need to tell other people of my accomplishments...to me it's, well, bragging, and/or trying to impress somebody with something other than who you are at any given time...add the internet factor and I don't expect to be believed anyway. But apparently I need this list. So here goes. Passion's Fire's List of Accomplishments A) I make stupid old bastards bleat like raped sheep. I think that's sufficient.

Torture Me With All I've Wanted.
If I find my peace of mind, torture me. If I seem too serene, torture me. Note to self, You're an idiot. Don't even think about it. Serious. Love, your logical, sensible side. ps. I mean it this time.

The Phoenix
My daddy gave me the drive to do my best to winEvery time that I lost I wanna fight againTaste of blood in my mouth was just another lessonWhen we tripped to the ground could only take a secondHe taught me never to let my fear control meIf I did one day, that shit would own meTriple rail's became my own liberatorMade a mountain of pain into an elevatorGonna rise from the ashes, I was born to do or dieFrom the smoke and the fire, the Phoenix is gonna fly...Higher, higher, Every breath I take I flyHigher, higherSo I pull out the bullet caught up in my wingDust the dirt off my shoulder and get back up againI met the devil, I told 'em, baby keep it comin'I need the fire, the fuel to get my engines runningGonna rise from the ashes, I was born to do or dieFrom the smoke and the fire, the Phoenix is gonna flyHigher, higher, Every breath I take I fly Higher, higherYou can't, can't, ca-ca-ca-ca-can't tell me to sleepYou can't hold me back, there's no stopping meYou can't, can't, ca-ca-ca-ca-can

I Would Remind You There's Still A Minor Skirmish Here In The Pacific
Besides being Mother’s Day yesterday (and if you didn’t remember, shame on you), the eighth of May is also the anniversary of the generally acknowledged end of the Second World War in Europe, known in shorthand as Victory in Europe Day or V-E Day. True, the global conflict we call World War II didn’t end with the surrender of Germany or the death of Adolf Hitler (which occurred May 1, 1945, exactly a week before and on the anniversary of Osama bin Laden’s death sixty-six years later); there was still Japan fighting in the “minor skirmish” a character from the novel/play/movie “Mister Roberts” cites, the Chinese by and large fighting each other, and one history I’ve read makes the case that World War II did not end until Vietnam was reunified in 1975. Hm. Or as Watchmen’s Rorschach would say, “Hurm.” And you thought Winston Churchill’s characterization of World War One through World War Two (1914-1945) as

Laid Off
OK. I havent posted a thing in here for a little while. 2 yrs ago I was let go by a company. It was a bullshit deal and they found out they were wrong and that even though I had a case, I didnt sue them. They asked me to come back and fix the problems that the people who lied to them and got me fired created. I tried to save the company, but there was way too much embezzlement and fraud to fix. So, today, they laid me off. Its not so bad. The owners are going back to a company that we all worked at a while back. I was part of the package without knowing it. But, its hard to go from VP and GM to regular joe .... and its going to hurt .... maybe ... The other hard part is that I still have to interview .. for another company I quit twice .... Damn .. I can be an idiot sometimes ... OK .. time to drink

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My nephew Michael just got taken to the hospital... He's been sick - VIOLENTLY sick - since about 10 lost night, according to his mom. He's also complaining of a headache. He hit his head getting into the car last night. We all kinda blew it off until this morning, when I remembered that he said he saw stars. His mom took him to the doctor later this morning, who sent them to the ER. They gave him an antinausea med, which, of course, knocked him out and gave him 2 IVs for fluids. He woke up an hour ago and threw up again. They and my mother are on the way to the hospital... I'm really worried now. I WOULD follow, but it makes me worry worse if I'm at the hospital, than if I'm here. Plus, I have to go to Seguin, Texas (about 5 hours south of me) tomorrow morning for work. Really not in a good mood now... Durham, AKA Shawn UPDATE: 9:01 Futime - I just heard he's had a CT scan, and they've determined that he has a brain. Also, that it seems okay - they dignosed him with a

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I have always wondered why people do some of the things they do...my ex for instance kicks me out and then after kicking me out and making it where i cant help her pay the bills blames it on me saying that i LEFT.....i dont care anymore mind you i just dont understand why she feels the need to make herself look like the good one when its all been her fault from the begining...we got behind on our bills because she can never have enough STUFF not food not important things like toilet paper but stuff like make up and purses and shoes...i understand women need these things but when you have a family things like bills and food should always come first right? I dont know maybe i am wrong in my thinking but i dont think so after all my work for the last 4 years has been landscaping and fence building which only goes when the weather is good and with the job market so tight its impossible to find a job just for the winter so i trudged along and it was never good enough so i had to do things i

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IT IS SAD WE GET TOLD I LOVE YOU AND YOUR MY WORLD AND DONT WANT TO LOOSE YOU NO MATTER WHAT WE HAVE TO WORK THREW. AND THEN ONE DAY YOU COME HOME FROM WORK JUST TO BASICALY GET TOLD TO FUCK OFF NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY TO TALK THE PROBLEMS OUT WITH THE PERSON. THEN SHORTLY AFTER SHE WALKS OUT ON YA SHE IS SUPPOSELY IN LOVE WIHT SOMEONE ELSE BUT I AM TO BELIVE SHE WAS NOT TALKING TO HIM BEFORE SHE LEFT OR WHILE WE WAS TOGETHER.. IF IT WAS THE OTHER WAY AROUND I WOULD BE THE BAD PERSON IN ALL OF THIS FOR WALKING AWAY OVER SOME MESSAGE TO SOMEONE ELSE THAT HAPPENED BEFORE WE WAS BACK TOGETHER AND TWO SIMPLE WORDS THAT WAS NOT TYPED A CERTAIN WAY. BUT THEN AGAIN EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT AND IM THE CAUSE AND REASON THAT SHE IS THE WAY SHE IS... IT IS FUCKING FUNNY HOW SHE EVEN SAID SHE COULD NEVER BE WITH ANOTHER GUY AND BE TRUELY HAPPY LIKE SHE IS WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER.. AND SHE WOULD BITCH ABOUT THE LIL BITCHES THAT PLAY GAMES WITH MENS HEARTS AND EVEN BITCH ABOUT A GAL THAT PLAYES WIHT

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101 Reasons To Stay Single!
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Hansel
This door closes. They say another opens but I find myself hesitate because my life out of focus. Good intentions, bad actions. Your voice is still laughing. These voices still laughing. My laugh became maddening. Illusion artist with teasing tricks. Causing fits that fit the symptoms that begin erasing wits. What I miss most is the one I called my bitch, but i'm not missing that one that became this fucking bitch. Nothing is the same about a year and a half ago, an avalanche began to roll. Now beneath this heathens snow. Digging up and yet I'm still sinking low. Where i'm at I dont even know but I know where i'm going isnt a place I've ever been before. That's how the cookie crumbles as things fall apart and that's the inevitable itch from the start. So now scratching the surface of this annoyance, alone. Leaving crumbs behind hoping it will lead me home. At a point where I dont cares if the witch feeds my ego. I just want teeth to sink into my flesh of the mind that's feebl

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So I just finished my second month of school. The second wasn't necesarily harder, but it was definitely more time consuming. A lot more projects and presentations, but I managed to still keep my 4.0 with an A+. The school has kind of a hard grading scale.A+ is 95-100% and is a 4.0A is 90-95% and is a 3.5B+ is 85-90% and is a 3.0B is 80-85% and is a 2.5Etc . . . If school tneds to stay more on par with the second class, I might have to cut back to part time at work. Will have to wait and see though. I'm really enjoying school so far, but it's fairly taxing. I just hope I can continue to keep it up.

Why Is It
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This Topic Is Worn Out But Lol, Oh Well
LIARS. I don't understand your motivation. What does it do for you? Lying to people, being completely dishonest about yourself and your life. Didn't your mama ever tell you that when you lie...you always get caught? Always. There are NO exceptions, sure you think your slick now, but I guarantee, somebody if not everybody knows you're full of it. We're all just waiting for you to choke on your own lies. Furthermore, I am sick and tired of you telling them to me. You come to me, spitting whatever kinda game you think you have...silly boys. You're not smooth. I see, I hear and more than likely, I'm friends with the chicks you're talking too. Lets just stop all this mkay. I'm not interested anyway. Thanks though. Be careful who you lie to. Just sayin, there are some bitter bitches out there that will hang you from a tree by your nutsack. Just saaaaayin. HAGD. Kiss Kiss.

Where Did That Speedbar Go?...why??!
It's simple. Fubar removed it because people were cheating on it for various reasons. Like to get green, fubucks etc... like we have shown& proven here many, many times. It's also proof that silence is never golden. The only way to make change whether it be here or real life, is to speak out and make things happen. Sing this song to the cheating most liked of the day you all got sick of seeing in your alerts....they are lucky it's all they got taken away... Thank you everyone. Have a great week!

Goodbye
As I sit and think about what I want from this life....I realize that something or someone, no matter how far they are or how much you want it...are just not possible. Friendships come and go, some rarely last forever. I was not meant to be in your life forever but for just a brief moment. We will never meet, I will never see you and you will never see me. It hurts but all hurts heal in time. Life goes on and so must I! So goodbye, best wishes to you and I hope you will be happy and find success in what you choose to do in this life.

"thank You"..just Because
Everyone can admit we are super busy these days and often take things and people for granted. It's difficult to find time in the day to let everyone you care about know how much of an impact they make on your life day to day. Well I wanna take a minute to say "Thank You" to anyone who has made me smile, feel better when I'm down, listening when I bitch and moan, put up with me and love me. I don't have the funds to buy bling or anything like that to show my appreaction for your friendship so I hope this will do. THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU ALL (h)

Update
So... As you may have noticed, I am back after a couple months of fubreak. On the off chance that anyone's curious about my life while I was gone, here's the cliff's notes update. In January, I was in the hospital getting some large kidney stones removed via surgery. One of them popped out of the incision they made in my kidney, and is floating around in my body somewhere - they say it won't cause any problems there. We'll see. I still have one large enough not to pass on its own; they're keeping an eye on it and if it causes more issues it'll have to come out the same way. The biggest issue about the whole thing is that I lost my contract at GM - apparently my being in the hospital was inconvenient for them. I spend much of my time on Facebook playing Island Paradise and Zoo World. I've finally regained some of the energy that I've been missing the last couple of years and am attempting to clean the house while I'm home. My kids were tested for the gifted and talented p

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Perfect Love
Truth and honesty is what I seek, in order for our relationship to reach the peek, of pure exploding extacy that is share between just you and me and to build a love that will last for eternity.The bond of trust sould not ever be broke and can never be fixed without any words being spoken.Not Lettin go of the hurt and pain, whether past or present , can only make the falling of our love destint. So let God shine his amazing light and sit back and watch how high this love takes flight.

At A Time
im at a time in my life where i am begining to see what has gone wrong and what has been a blessing in my life i have 2 beautiful little girs and would do anything for them although my relationship with my ex wife is nonexzistant i am blessed to have had her in my life and see the best thing that came out of that marrige is my eldest daughter izzibella she is 3 then there is a breef relationship with the mother of my youngest daugher shianne and it was a learning experience to say the least now i feel i am ready to start seeing other people again but not going to rush into anything because it hasnt worked out in the past if i befriend a woman the first thing they think is i want in their pants witch is not the case i want a woman who isnt about games and bullshit one i can laugh with talk to and most important grow with i need someone who is willing to accept me for who i am todays socitey is messed up when it comes to how we are protrade as egotistical peopleyou know there are som

Soap And Water
A minister was asked to dinner by one of his church members. He knew she was a bad housekeeper but agreed. When he sat down at the table, he noticed that the dishes were the dirtiest that he had ever seen in his life. "Were these dishes ever washed?" he asked his hostess, running his fingers over the grit and grime. She replied,"They're as clean as soap and water could get them". He felt a bit uncomfortable, but blessed the food anyway and started eating. It was really delicious and he said so, despite the dirty dishes. When dinner was over, the hostess took the dishes outside and yelled, "Here Soap! Here Water!" (Can you say "Ewwwwwwwww")

A Little Bit Stronger
A Little Bit Stronger lyricsSongwriters: Barker Aaron Gayle; Harbin Ronald Steven;Woke up late today and I still feel the sting of the painBut I brushed my teeth anywayI got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my faceI got a little bit strongerRiding in the car to work and I'm trying to ignore the hurtSo I turned on the radio, stupid song made me think of youI listened to it for minute but I changed itI'm getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit strongerAnd I'm done hoping that we could work it outI'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheelsLetting you drag my heart aroundAnd, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever changeI know my heart will never be the sameBut I'm telling myself I'll be okayEven on my weakest daysI get a little bit strongerDoesn't happen overnight but you turn aroundAnd a month's gone by and you realize you haven't criedI'm not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longer

Signs
As they say hindsight is 20/20. With that in mind, what are some signs you should have paid more attention to in the beginning of a relationship? Why did you dismiss them at the time? Are there certain signs, positive or negative, that you consiously look for now? Why? Details please. As with all other questions.. please stay on subject and IF YOU CANT BE HONEST - DONT COMMENT. Please check out the other questions of the day. Please Rate This Blog & Follow It

Galway Girl
Well, I took a stroll on the old long walk Of a day -I-ay-I-ay I met a little girl and we stopped to talk Of a fine soft day -I-ay-I-ay And I ask you, friend, what's a fella to do 'Cause her hair was black and her eyes were blue And I knew right then I'd be takin' a whirl 'Round the Salthill Prom with a Galway girl We were halfway there when the rain came down Of a day -I-ay-I-ay And she asked me up to her flat downtown Of a fine soft day -I-ay-I-ay And I ask you, friend, what's a fella to do 'Cause her hair was black and her eyes were blue So I took her hand and I gave her a twirl And I lost my heart to a Galway girl When I woke up I was all alone With a broken heart and a ticket home And I ask you now, tell me what would you do If her hair was black and her eyes were blue I've traveled around I've been all over this world Boys I ain't never seen nothin' like a Galway girl

Pepsi Challenge And Conneaut Lake Park
If you have a moment.. please vote for this link for me. It will breathe new life into my small town which is dependent on the historic park for bringing in tourism. The two years it was closed due to previous poor management, the whole area suffered.. thank you in advance.http://pep.si/ggkqKP

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I was sitting in the railcar, listening to the rat tat tat of the car passing over the tracks. I was travelling in the dining car and was watching the beautiful California coastline running along highway 1 as it approached evening. That is until I heard a soft voice ask, “Is this seat taken?” I was sitting alone at white clothed table and was surprised to see this petite brunette woman, well-endowed, with deliciously crimson lips who had spoken. Somehow I murmured “sure”, but for the life of me I didn’t know what part of my brain that came from cuz my conscious one had no fuckin clue. As she seated herself, I realized I couldn’t decide between the beautiful ocean views or the vision of this goddess before me..wait my hardening member was speaking up for me. I wasn’t sure what held the intensity of my reaction, but I did note that there was a strong musk scent that I hadn’t noticed before. I mentioned I loved her perfume and she replied sh

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Just Be Friends?
I come on Fubar to chat with people.... kinda do the virutal pen pal thing. I hope that I am able to make connections with people aren't always just going to message me with some horndog comment. I mean come on people, wouldn't you rather the real deal then sitting on computer looking at an NSFW folder? I personally don't go in those folders often; not saying I never have I'm no angel by anymeans, but I don't come on fubar just for sexual oriented conversation. It gets old. Are there any other people who feel the same way as me? I me heck who knows, one of those pen pals could turn into something else. Stranger things happen. Feedback?

A Note...
Well, many of you know I took a fucation - and I'm back! For a while at least... Today is Mother's Day, and I want to wish all you mothers (not "muthas" or "mother-effers" but women who birthed children) Happy Mommy's Day! Some cute things happened in conjunction therewith. My nephew Michael made my sister boo-hoo Friday. His English (I think) class teacher had him and the rest write "prams" (nods to Monty Python) to their moms. Yesterday, Shelley, my sister, went and got snacks for our mom and me - my nephew was out with friends. For the first time in almost 2 years, I actually had eough money to take us all out to dinner. We went to a place called Mimi's - a café specializing in southern and French New Orleans cuisine, with posters and art and such from New Orleans from the past many years. I would recommend, if there's one nearby, you try it! We had dinner, ate WAY too much, as usual, and I felt a small surge of pride taking the check and putting MY OWN card inside! :) I a

Irritated
just a hair aggitated right now ... for an update to my friends and why i am FLIPPIN green ... well I am hearted so much. and have attempted to change my stuff n things on here. that I can NOT use fb to log in anymore .. soo i have had to now START all over. all my bling, my VIP and other manglings are now STUCK!!! ... lvl 28 is long past and I will now be needing to start it all over ... **goes to my corner and pouts** so now looks like I am going to be everything from here. which means I will be doing a lot soon. so while I am green you can take full advantage of it ... but once I get my family back .... i go back to shutting this thing down. lubbz n huggz n stuffz Maia

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Life, Cats And Great Scots
Being away from home and arriving expecting adoration does put a little strain on a relationship. When my daughter Ashley and I got back from Adelaide in March, I was shocked to see that husband had not only grown his hair sideways out and bushy up top with a huge greying beard, but he had another daughter in place. It was like whilst we were away he got a replacement, had he stolen a girl? No- it was of course Ashley’s close pal Bobbi, she is a lovely girl same age as Ashley who had moved in as she was in between homes and jobs and possibly blokes. Husband and I have known her since she was a teenager and Ashley had of course agreed to have Bobbi stay, it was just slightly unsettling to see husband looking like a tufty bushy father of another girl fussing and making dinner for her. Husband possibly had plans for a whole month of freedom from Ashley and I, where he could walk about in his pants or even naked, pee the floors round the pan and clean it later, live on chocolate bisc

Mothers
Today is a day of celebrating. But also a day of mourning. There are mothers who have lost there children from war, drugs,,addictions,,murder,drive bys. There are mothers who cant hold there children today due to the fact that the fathers will not let them see them. Living in diffrent states and mor. My heart goes out to you and and my live goes to you. I know what your going thu as I cant see my kids today. The bond of that love is undesribeable and I want to say..I honoror you for your courage and fight th get thru everyday. In life we all go thru challenges. Mothers and fathers both as parents face the hardest ones when it deals with our children. To provide shelter, chlothing, food etc for them also. When the kids are sick we are the ones who nurse them to health. We have to make certain choices in life~ some good~ some bad. When they include our children its even harder..hurts even more. Ans some mothers and fathers wake up without there kids there. Its not the best feeling at a

Happy Mothers Day
A baby asked God, "They tell me You are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?" God said, "Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you." The baby asked, "Who will protect me?" God said, "Your angel will defend you even if it means risking her life." The baby said, "God, please tell me my angel's name!" God said, "You will simply call her MOM. ♥ Just a shout out to say HEY MOM's ROCK & all that! Happy Mothers Day! xoxoxox peace baby

Selfish People Make Me Sick
Ok my fubar friends, here is something for you to chomp on, Here is it Mothers day, Everyone is celebrating their mothers today, and Me being a mother myself, am happy I get to spend time with my kids. However, this is where this passage gets interesting, I live 300 miles away from my children and dont get to see them much anymore, they prefer to be with their friends and go to school in a familar place, So this weekend, BEING MOTHERS DAY, I thought it would be nice to take a trip on the bus to see my kids, Not even before I hit town, people are calling me making plans for me to spend the whole day with them and I can spend time with my kids when we were done. So I called this morning and said I wasn't going riding with them because my kids are the reason I am in town. These people try to make me feel guilty for not dropping what I want to do for them. When I dont see them riding their happy harley riding asses to where I live? Sounds a little one sided to me..So I say, That if they

Old Mc Donald Grew Some Pot.... Doobie.. Doobie
When some one walks up to me and says "hi!" i say "like hell i am!" .... is that a bad thing? So osama got shot in the face... now what are we gonna do about the terrorist running our country? a wise man once said..."IIIiilll drinky beerrrr if n when how much i pleases!"......... no wait.... i said that.... sorry i fucked that one up when i hear some one say yieghermighster {i just know i spelled that wrong} i think of a cough drop, strapped to a small chunk of c4... I feel like thats a fairly accurate analligy When i bite into a york pepperment patty, i get the sensation.... that this is just a cold pepperment... man what do i have to do oo oo for a fuckin klondike bar! i think the spokes person for Slim Jims should be a woman... cause guys buy it the most and the spokes person says, and i quote, "Eat me!" not quite as appealing from a guy... i wish i could fly... so that i could go to the top of a really tall bui

Sand, Sea & Chivalry
Sand, Sea & Chivalry> > > > Lover, like the salty swirling sea, you are sensuous, sultry, ...seducive. > > Mingle with me, without you I am but loose grains, > > only with your moisture do I become darker, > > yet I shine, and harden as your waves crash against me. > > Surely the waves do wet my lips, as rhythmicly you roll onto me. > > You tremble from the tempest, yet open your harbor to me. > > Enter I and into your way, fluidly moving with graceful splendor. > > I explore your states of ice and steamy release. > > Currents of that release seeping to your very core. > > Sirens of the sea have their song, but you provide their breath. > > With me share it, with a gasp,...a whisper. > > Always taking it from you, as it is your soul, to return it in my time. > > Longing for that next surge, alas I can only possess you for a spell. > > When life and love are but a vapor.

Mother's Day Fake Parade...
Happy Mother's Day!...here's some entertainment if you are here killing a portion of your day today.... Fake, Fake Fakes... First one, http://fubar.com/amberlyjade22, is ridiculous. Check its' page out below and the theme: Right....lol...all this time, money and effort here but a mere 4 non saluted photos of what it claims to be "her", which I personally even doubt.. But sure can find the time to find hot model pics like this to use as a default and to click that like button... Which are sprawled out all over the internet below... This profile, and whoever or whatever is running it for whatever purpose, are a complete joke. And should be viewed as such. But hey, make your own call there....next thing you know it will be broadcasting to a houseplant or cheating on speedbar like the others up there.. But hey it's not always fake female profiles on here that try to run game and pull bs. Check this one out... http://fubar.com/6007522

Taxed To Death
This is a sound off story in my local newspaper Congratulations. Between Governor Quinn taking an additional $200 a month with his 66 percent tax hike and governments continually raising my property taxes as the value of my property has diminished by 25 percent, I give up. You have finally forced me to look to another state to live and away from my family and friends to try and make a living. I suppose I should be grateful to you for finally bringing down the taxable fair market value of my home for the first time since I’ve lived here (although you are still $34,000 over what my recently appraised house is worth. I guess it was foolish on my part to expect a decrease in my taxes, but lo and behold, you simply raised my tax multiplier so I am actually paying more than last year). Like many others, I was unemployed for 11 months. I am once again gainfully employed and trying to dig myself out of the hole caused by, among many other things beyond my control, bureaucrats who a

True
True is the theory that you cant please all and not all can be satisfied. True are the feelings that no matter what you do, it will be overshadowed by what you dont do or what is perceived to be done for others. True is the understanding that in this world some things isnt meant for all. Can it be true that maybe nothing in this world is meant for some of us? True there is an unsureness about everything one becomes involved in. True are these steps taken back, a hundred to be exact compared to the two that was taken forward. True seems to be love is a war, a war that will never end. True seems to show fighting is better than loving. True when Lupe said, "When the fighters are around, the lovers are underground". True may be cold and unwanted but all that is left is nothing but a cloudy doubt that sunshine will never ever be seen again. When will true become the end? True this is a cycle repeated. True I wrote this before. True to there are no victims in this world, only t

Your Mom
I used to think my mom was judgmental...and impossible to please no matter what i did...that she just didn't understand me. because i knew it all.. I realize now that..i knew nothing..im still learning every day....about life..about myself.. and how with years..comes clarity...my mom wasnt judgmental..or impossible to please... she just always knew the real me..and saw the person i really was inside .. and would accept nothing less..she stood by me when i was in the trenches...when noone else would....thats what amazes me about her..saying sorry isnt what she wanted from me.. she just wanted me to be happy..thats what love is.. mothers put themselves on the shelf.. to make sure their children are happy.. its that true selflessness that amazes me.. without that..i dont know where i would be right now.. im happy and i have peace in my heart and im content with life..thank you mom.. i see now..what i didnt even know existed before.. happy mothers day mom, i love you.

Big Pappa C
How is everyone? Im good, What's new in my World. Djing in what I "love to do!" I'm good at it. Everyone should come Check me out at http://jflmix.com. The best dj choice station. You can also find me here on furbar. http://fubar.com/lounge/jflmix We are the best mix of old school new school and every mix of music (Country, Rock, RnB, Jazz, Hip Hop, pop) Come check us out. We love what we do. You can catch me on Fridays 5pm To 9pm, Saturdays 3pm To 7pm and Sundays 10pm To 2am for out love show. Verious times during the week from Midnight to 4am. Come show me love. Have a drink with me. Let's have some fun together.

L'amore, Ahimè Non Più
Al momento la tua ossessionato luogo santoL'umanità perduta nella grazia perpetuaCosì le emozioni chiamato facciamo durareMentre la vita passa all'interno di una sfocaturaQueste parole sono detto, noi orateProdurre guerre costruito da odio Sassi e bastoni, lance affilateTrafitto lacrime solenneCosì io st

Letters For Mom
"Letters For Mom" @ Growing up he had no clue, What the future held, And what he would do. The only one to stand by his side, Even wiped his face when he cried. Mommie is what she went by, She watched him grow as time passed by. He grew from a boy to a man, Takin on a task that most wouldn't understand. She has to let go of her young boy, Because he wants to go play with his guns and toys. He leaves with his bags packed, She always has a home for him to come back. He's entering a stage in his life most unknown, But courage and honor he's willfully shown. A moment comes when he has to be strong, Mom at home praying nothing will go wrong. People screamin and shouting in the middle of this fuss, A friend finds him amidst the dust. Wounded he begings to think, "Is it my turn?" At home she thinks, "Is he ever to return?" Two hearts seperated by oceans, In the middle of all this comotion. A hero returning home escorted by cops, But never thought he, Would return

Sinners Pray
“Father, I know that I have broken your laws and my sins have separated me from you. I am truly sorry, and now I want to turn away from my past sinful life toward you. Please forgive me, and help me avoid sinning again. I believe that your son, Jesus Christ died for my sins, was resurrected from the dead, is alive, and hears my prayer. I invite Jesus to become the Lord of my life, to rule and reign in my heart from this day forward. Please send your Holy Spirit to help me obey You, and to do Your will for the rest of my life. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.”

May 8th, 2011
Another lost day has turned into a hopeless night of sleep. The Sun has been replaced with a thick darkened sky. The Moon has barely cut her way thru the the black blanket. The house has fallen silent. Only one person awake. Lost in her thoughts.. It's all been the same for the past 9 years. All I want is something I'm afraid I can never have. I look toward the sky for answers but all I ever find is silence. I've begged and pleaded and i get no where. I fight with everything I have til I'm about to break... and still.. nothing. No answers are ever found. Life will never work the way you want or hope for it to. All that is definite about life that I've finally come to realize is that There is only fate. You're destiny's already set out for you. You just have to find a way to make it liveable. You have to find Your way to make life bareable. My way is the people who are closest to me.

Famine
Ecstatic.That's one word for it.Only I flinched and held myself the first time.I hope I broke something. Scars are stronger.I don't know the rules on knitting. Another midnight.A long transition into there and not. More with each passing year.None so much as the first. With rolling gentility like wind over the foothillscolors of threshed wheat in sunshine, and quenched leavesAnd an insistent unwavering conviction to "no". Perhaps that's why I now prefer brunettes.I never once claimed to be a gentleman.

Just A Writing
I WALK AROUND AIMLESLY THINKING BACK ON THE PAST AND WONDERING WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED TO THE PROMISES AND ALL THE FEELINGS HAD WENT JUST OVER TWO SIMPLE LITTLE WORDS EVERYTHING THAT WAS SUPPOSELY GOING SO RIGHT TRUN IT INTO SOMETHING SO TREIABLE BUT IT DONT MATTER WHEN THE PERSON THAT GOT UPSET AND WALKED AWAY NEVER REALY WAS TRUELY IN LOVE WITH THE ONE THAT FUCKED UP. I NEVER WOULD TRUN AWAY FROM THE ONE THAT IM IN LOVE WITH OVER TWO LITTLE WORDS AND SHIT THAT HAD HAPPENED IN THE PAST

Random Ass Rhyme...prolly Put It In The Wrong Spot....but Fuckit :-??
these words are weapons and im like a sniper on this beat these words are weapons and im hotter than satan bringin da heat these words are weapons you prolly sick of hearin this line these words are weapons cuz im crazy out my mind these words are weapons to slaughter ur ego and vanity these words are weapons to shatter ur chances at sanity these words are weapons that can cut you to ur soul these words are weapons to leave ur mind shattered and ur body whole these words are weapons ......... (to be continued?????)

Just How I Feeling About Shit
ER IT IS FUNNY HOW I GET TOLD I AM SOMEONES WORLD AND THEIR LIFE AND THEY ARE DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH ME AND COULDNT STAND THE THOUGHT OF LOOSING ME.. AND THAT THE PAST WAS JUST THAT THE PAST AND THAT FROM THAT MOMMENT ON WE WOULD TALK OUR PROBLEMS OUT NO MATTER HOW BIG NOR SMALL THAT THEY WAS ... THAT THE PERSON WANTED IT TO WORK THIS TIME NO MATTER WHAT OTHERS SAID... BUT CAUSE OF SOMETINGS SENT TO A PERSON BEFORE WE GOT BACK TOGETHER AND THE FACT I TYPED LOVE YOU INSTEAD OF LUV YA AND MY SONS NAME TO THE GAL... I AM SUPPOSELY A PLAYER AND IM THE BAD PERSON.... BUT GUESS OTHERS WAS RIGHT THAT GAL NEVER TRUELY LOVED ME OR WAS IN LOVE WITH ME CAUSE I GETTOLD IM CONTROLING JUST CAUSE I TRIED TO TALK THE PROBLEM OUT AND WORK ON MAKING THINGS RIGHT... INSTEAD OF FALLING THREW WITH THE PROMISES OF THE PAST BEING JUST THAT THE PAST AND WE WOULD SIT AND TALK OUT THE PROBLEMS INSTEAD OF YELLING AND RUNNING AWAY ..... THE PERSON WANTS TO SAY IM A BAD PERSON WELL MAYBE SHE IS RIGHT... BUT THEN A

Tear Stained Memories
Tear Stained Memories With each tick of the clock I’m reminded more of you What should be distant memories Still tear my heart in two With each thought of you I fall a lil deeper in Life without you hurts too much I don’t know where to begin Everyone just says move on Leave the painful memories Just start all over again It’ll be better eventually But with each passing day I stay lost inside my mind My escape seems impossible No matter how hard I try These tear stained memories Just can’t be washed away No matter what I do The pain just doesn’t fade I tell myself to be strong But letting go isn’t easy Just can’t seem to forget These tear stained memories With each passing minute I hope the pain will fade Hoping somehow the sunrise Will make it all go away Maybe with each tear I wipe It will be one less memory And then all these thoughts Will be forgotten eventually Written 5/7/2011

Roads? Where We're Going We Don't Need Roads ...
Happy Mother’s Day tomorrow! I still haven’t seen any reports of developing a Mr. Fusion Home Fusion Reactor or heard about Mattel designing a hover board or seen or heard about a hover conversion process for your car. And 2015 is four years away! The date we see in “Back to the Future Part II” is actually Wednesday, October 21 of that year, so you could say four years, five months, and two weeks, but why quibble? I got home from the last Breakfast With The Boys until fall with fourteen other guys and Martha and the kids were watching the “Back to the Future” trilogy – the first film had just ended and the second one was starting. Now when I was growing up in the 1980s, I got to see the first and third films at the theatre but didn’t see the second until years later … since each sequel picks up right where the previous film left off, it can be hard to follow if you watch it in order. The closer at the end of the first film

Winner #6
My status: DUDE, I'M SICK OF ASININE COMMENTS IN MY SB. I don't care about your penis or what you think about my ass or breasts etc... KEEP IT TO YOURSELF! Apparently this guy can't take a hint http://www.fubar.com/862880 snoborda: u have amazing tits To snoborda: seriously? are you a complete prick? snoborda: i never said i'd ever show u my penis bitch so get over it 5:28pm reply snoborda: just cuz u have big floppy tits they dont make up for ur haggard face 5:53pm more To snoborda: now you're grasping at straws. enjoy being ugly

Stupid Encounter #71
iC51NerdGo...: thanks 5:17pm 6028312: u ever smoke regualr cigs? 5:22pm 6028312: hm? 5:23pm iC51NerdGo...: I smoke all cigs 5:24pm 6028312: thats soo hott 5:24pm 6028312: would u ever give someone a blowjob while u smoke? 5:24pm iC51NerdGo...: Why you ask? 5:25pm 6028312: just curious.. it would be amazing, though I cant get one from you, I can imagine lol 5:26pm iC51NerdGo...: ask my hubby 5:33pm iC51NerdGo...: lol I figured that would get you to stop saying fucked up perverted things to someone who's profile you didn't read before sbing me... beauty isen't everything... brains are which you obviously don't have. So happy by the way to hear a fireman say smoking's hott to btw... 6028312: yes it is hot, so what.. burning a house down isnt hot, now lol

Baby Pool Fun With Hellyeah And Marcus Rafferty
The fat bald dude who does the belly flop is one of my closest friends and is a guitar tech for HellYeah and has toured with Korn, Pantara, FlyLeaf, Silent Civilian and learned to play guitar from the great DimeBag Darrell. This is some of the wild shit they do when they have down time between shows. Headbangers Ball

I'll Keep It Short
OK SO YEAH I HAVE A FACEBOOK ACCOUNT...I KNOW, BIG SURPRISE THERE RIGHT? IF ANYBODY ON MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY LIST ON HERE WANTS TO ADD ME TO FACEBOOK, THEY ARE MORE THAN WELCOME TO DO SO IF THEY SEE FIT TO DO IT. CLICK ON OR COPY AND PASTE THIS LINK IN YOUR BROWSER THEN ONCE THE PROFILE LOADS UP JUST CLICK ADD AND I WILL ACCEPT ASAP. http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=515494590

Are You Listening?
Noone is going to read this anyway, since it's like pulling teeth to freaking get people to read my about me, but i figured i'd put it up just in case there are those people out there who like to read. I'm not a total bitch. I try not to be anyway. I don't put everyone in the same mold. But there is only so much I can look beyond the same behaviors before I finally just chalk most of the men on here up to being pretty much the same. All I ask for is that when you first talk to me, do NOT set in with the sex talk. ESPECIALLY if you're fugly, and you know if you're fugly, so don't deny it. Yep, my tits are huge. And Yes, I take some pretty damned awesome pictures. I wouldn't post them if I looks hideous in them. Who would? No, I'm not going to cam with you the first time I talk with you. You'll be hella lucky if I ever do. Cause guess what? I don't look like my pictures all the time, and I want you to keep the delusion that I'm HOT. That and the overwhelmingly vast number of you ma

Thoughts Of The Day 5/7/2011...
Thoughts of the Day.. 1. I wonder when I write things, people understand what I am saying. 2. I wonder if people understand the things around them. 3. I wonder why more people don't speak out when they are getting screwed over or see shady. 4. I wonder why people think it's ok to support known liars, players and cheaters on here, are they that ignorant or just that blinded by bling & attention? 5. I wonder if I am being clear enough for people to take action? 6. I wonder what the composite IQ of Fubar is. 7. I wonder if people on here know anything about the real life around them and things that effect it. 8. I wonder if I am too winded or should just keep things shorter to make quicker points, because alot of people aren't getting it based on what I am seeing. Maybe they just aren't aware it exists. 9. I wonder if people even care about anything above or just care about tomorrow's point bonus. 10. I wonder...if people can read or they just don't care ...o

Osama Bin Laden Staged Media Spectacle To Be Used To Ramp Up Full Scale Police State (video)
The staged media spectacle that is the supposed assassination of Osama Bin Laden is being used to push the fear of terror attacks to a whole new level. As I write this article, the corporate controlled media is continually pushing the possibility of retaliation from Al Qaeda over the death of their leader. Yesterday we reported the fact that DHS is claiming that terrorists planned to attack the U.S. rail system on the tenth anniversary of 9/11. At this point it seems likely that the major reason for the unveiling of a dead man was to condition the public into accepting TSA groping in train stations, malls, sporting venues, and any other major public event. That’s right, this whole staged event is being used to condition the American people into believing that terrorists are around every corner. This fear will be used to place TSA security in so called soft spots nationwide, effectively ending America as we know it. The establishment media has gone as far as to cla

New & Accepting Members
Hi everyone! This blog area is going to be for the Paranormal Society I run here in Baltimore, Maryland. I've been educating myself in the Paranormal for the last 10 years. And in 2008 founded The Divinus Lux Lucis Paranormal Society. In April of 2011 we were sanctioned as a student organization through The Community College of Baltimore County. I wanted to post this blog, just to put it out there in case anyone from Maryland here on FUBAR was interested in the paranormal. We are open to ALL people in the state of Maryland and anyone can become a member. We meet on the Dundalk Campus of CCBC every Thursday from 6-8pm, and hold investigations on the weekend. Not every week but 1 to 2 times per month. We have also have many on campus events each semester plus we have a CCBC Television Show in the works. If you are interested in joining please email us at DLLparanormalsocietyccbc@yahoo.com Let us know you would like to join, and just let us know that you heard about us via FUBAR!

Love This
So Bin Laden is standing before God waiting to hear his punishment, when God gets a tap on the shoulder. There behind him stand 343 firemen, 72 police officers, one k9 officer, 3,000 American citizens & over 5,000 soldiers. "Don't worry God, we got this one".

Just Another Dark Depressing Writing
I SIT HERE DAY IN AND DAY OUT THINKING OF YOU AND WISHING HOW I HAD YOU BACK IN MY ARMS. YOU LEFT JUST CAUSE I MADE A MISTAKE AND SAID SOMETHING THAT WAS TOOKEN THE WRONG WAY TO SOMEONE ELSE. INSTEAD OF BE UNDERSTANDING AND LET YOU COOL DOWN I KEEP TRYING AND TRYING TO GET YOU TO TALK TO ME SO WE COULD WORK IT OUT BUT NOW YOUR GONE AND MY LIFE IS SO EMPTY AND MEANINGLESS. I DO LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL AND NOR WILL I WALK AWAY OR GIVE UP ON ONE DAY US TALKING AND WORKING THINGS OUT. BUT UNTILL THE DAY COMES I WILL BE SITTING IN THE DARKNESS WIHT THE MEMOREIS OF HOW HAPPY WE WAS GOING THREW MY HEAD AND THE TEARS OF BLOOD RUNNING DOWN MY FACE. I STILL CAN FEEL YOUR SOFT LIPS WHEN I WOULD KISS YOU AND FEEL YOUR LIGHT TOUCH ACCROSS MY ARMS AND BACK TELLING ME IT WILL BE OK . I STILL HEAR THAT HEAVENLY VOICE IN MY EAR WHISPING I LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING AND I WOULD FALL APART IF I LOST YOU. BUT AS I LOOK AROUND YOUR NOT THERE SO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK ANYMORE ALL I KNOW I WI

Family Ties
OK, here is one for you, Dr. Ninja. When it comes to Fubar, I am old school. When I put someone in my family, it is because I think they are my friend unless it for a specified reason (like helping them level). Should I be upset when someone puts me in their family because I am a friend, then they remove me to add someone that pays them for a spot? Or, should I just recognize that this is the new Fubar where family can be bought and sold? Sincerely,Questioning friendships Dear Questioning friendships, Whether or not you are listed in someone's family, unless there was an argument precipitating the removal, you shouldn't really matter. Some of us rotate family members frequently so that people who don't usually get the benefits of famps and such finally do. Sometimes, money is tight and we want some credits. So we sell a spot for a run, then go back to the usual lot. If you think it diminishes your place in their life, you probably want to analyze the fact that you care m

Just Food For Thought
WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES THAT IS TRUE AFTER ALL WE ARE HUMAN AND IT IS IN OUR NATURE TO MAKE MISTAKES .. BUT SOME PEOPLE THEND TO THINK THAT IT IS OK FOR THEM TO MAKE MISTAKES AND BE FORGIVIN BUT WHEN THINGS GET ROUGH CUASE OF SOMETHING THE PERSON THEY ARE WITH DID THEY WALK AWAY.. THEN SAYS THE JUST WISH THEY COULD HAVE SOMEONE THAT WILL BE THERE FOR THEM AND STAND BESIDE THEM WHEN THE PERSON THEY JUST WALKED AWAY FROM WAS THAT PERSON THAT WOULD ALWAYS AND IS ALWAYS THERE FOR WHEN THEY NEED THEM AND NOT WALKING AWAY NEVER DID EVEN TRY WALKING AWAY. AND YES IM SURE THERE IS ALOT OF PEOPLE THAT KNOW WHO I AM TALKING ABOUT AND I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR THAT ANGEL FROM HEAVEN THE ONE THAT STOLE MY HEART SO MANY YEARS AGO NO MATTER THE ROUGH TIMES WE HAVE HAD AND THE BAD THINGS THAT HAVE BEEN DONE I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE WAITING WITH OPEN ARMS SHE IS MY WORLD MY LIFE MY EVERYTHING.. I SCREWED IT UP AND I AM PAYING THE PRICE OF TODAL DARKNESS AND EMPTYNESS CUASE WHEN I AM AROUND HER IM FULL OF L

Mom
Mom ♥ I said a Mother's Day prayer for you to thank the Lord above for blessing me with a lifetime of your tenderhearted love. I thanked God for the caring you've shown me through the years, for the closeness we've enjoyed in time of laughter and of tears. And so, I thank you from the heart for all you've done for me and I bless the Lord for giving me the best mother there could be!

Dj Skitzo May 2k11 (techno)
http://official.fm/tracks/247022 PLAYLIST ----------- Alan Fitzpatrick - Paranoize (Adam Beyer & Jesper Dahlback Remix) David Moleon vs. Faithless - No Way Sun To Me (ATSand Bootleg Of 00.db Remix) Hardwell vs. Manu Chao - Bongo Congo Man (Johan Wedel Toolbox Edit) Mateo Murphy - Love Express (Chris Liebing Remix) Paul Kalkbrenner - Mad World Lutzenkirchen - Don't Fear To Rock ( Original Mix ) Spektre & Subfractal - Turista (Erphun Remix) Carl Cox vs Yousef - I Want You Forever (Deadmau5 Remix) DJ Rush - Motherfucking Bass (Popof Remix 1) omega drive - mature games (omega drive remix) LUKY RDU - Go (Chris Chambers Remix) Marco V Vs. 4 Strings - Catch A Greed (G8 Remash) Midfield General - Coatnoise (Dave Clarke Mix) Spiros Kaloumenos - Blackout (Original Mix) thatsthebass - thatsthebass Majai - Strange (DJ Preach Remix) Spiros Kaloumenos - White noiz (original mix) Artento Divini pres. DTC - Lift Off (Original Mix) Phunk Investigation - Super Phunk (Origi

Novasure Not So Sure
In 2008 my doctor assured me that my long battle with anemia and painful heavy bleeding during my menstrual cycle would be over after a simple out patient procedure called Novasure. In medical terms it is a endometrial ablation. What was supposed to be a simple 90 second procedure that has turn into anything but simple. Two years later I am battling to find the reason why I am the exception to the rule. Bouncing from Doctor to Doctor having pain meds thrown at me and told they can’t find a reason for my pain. The only way to find out if I could have a severed nerve etc is to have a hysterectomy of which my insurance denied based on my age and that I only have one child. What is ironic is that this procedure causes you to just about become sterile with a less than 10 percent chance of conception and birth control to prevent this is more than just strongly recommend they almost insist on it. The reason for this well if you were to become pregnant if would cause life threatening c

Devilish!!!!!!!!
The Top 10 Health Benefits of Kissing... Have been documented in medical studies offering amazing advantages for a long and healthy life. Those who kiss their partner goodbye each morning live five years longer than those who donâ€™t. Kissing is great for self-esteem. It makes you feel appreciated and helps your state of mind. Kissing burns calories, 2-3 calories a minute and can double your metabolic rate. Research claims that three passionate kisses a day (at least lasting 20 seconds each) will cause you to loose an entire extra pound! It's time to start that kissing diet! Kissing is a known stress-reliever. Passionate kissing relieves tension, reduces negative energy and produces a sense of well being, lowering your cortisol â€˜stressâ€™ hormone. Kissing uses 30 facial muscles and it helps keep the facial muscles tight, preventing baggy cheeks! The tension in the muscles caused by a passionate kiss helps smooth the skin and increases the circulation.

The Naked Enchantress
Weaving her beauty on the wallShe stands before the lamp slim and tallShedding her clothes on the floorShe gets ready for the amorous tourThe protruding tips of her high breastsAdorn her body as if two unconquered crestsThe glistening bunch of pubic hairsIs guarded by untouched thighs, tight and fair The soft buttocks are perfectly roundSway with the flame with a swishing soundHung on each side of her pink templesStrands of hair swing like thin ripplesLove and lust drip down her dark eyesCupping her breasts she gives passionate sighsThe bunch of hennas dangles over her napeFor the wandering bees it sets the trapThe soft twist at the corners of the lipsCan send the royals into subliminal tripsThe thin lips flutter like petals of colour redAre enough to drive an emotional heart mad;The silky thighs, the ways they move and shine Have in them intoxication of a hundred bottles of wine.

A Hero At A Glance
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All the dreams and the fantasies, all the wishes that never come true, all the right all the wrong, and then there was you. In this life that we live day to day, we all have things that get in our way. something or someone that leads us astray. It doesn't matter how high you build the walls, safety is uncertain when, something or someone can make them fall.... Reality is replaced and you're no longer thinking straight, nagging in the back of your mind, is the battle between love and hate... I didn't want to love you, I wasn't ready to believe, I never intended to fall, as may heart was desperate to receive..... Now the heart is completely broken, I don't know what to do, I have fallen victim to the something or someone that is YOU

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She looks at herself in the mirrorNot really understanding what she see'sA tough outer shell&screaming insidesCan you see the tragedy unfolding in her eyes of-The story she's kept hidden from viewSome days she doesn't leave the comfort of her bedroom sheetsNeeding that secure feelingThe roller coaster of emotions, will it ever end?Seconds turn to minutes, minutes to hoursHours to days, days to weeks, weeks to monthsMonths..... to years-You go on because you can-But you never forgetThe tragedy becomes a part of youMolded&scarred into you foreverThat faint damaged glimmer in your tear ductsThat always promising lump in your throatThe story replays in your mind like a broken recordSuch an unforgiving anecdoteHands tremble & words stutterBut with time just remember to[Breath.In] It gets be

I Miss You
It has been a year now since you passed away and it feels like it was just yesterday that I last talked to you. It is your birthday and I cant help but sit here and think about how much I miss you. We were the closest any brother and sister could ever be and before you passed away we were the last of the kids in our family. Now it is only me left and I feel so lost without you. I miss being able to call and talk to you when I'm feeling down and out. I know the pain of losing a loved one never fully goes away and right now it feels like it will never let up. I wish you were here right now cuz i could really use your help sis. You were my best friend for 29 years. In my eyes you will always be my best friend and advisor sis cuz i know that you are with mom and the rest of the family watching over me and trying to take care of me. I just wish that I could see you again and hug you one more time but I know that will only make me want more of the same. I love you Diane. Please giv

No Name
All those things you said to meFeel like some fucked up dreamBut it shouldn't come as a surpriseThose words come at quite the priceSee these scars? They will never fade awayEven though I tryBlare the stereoIm taken back to those daysOld habits though temptingI refuse to let you be one more scarSome things can't be forgivenI will never be normalI will never have that type of relationship with youI used to die to be freeBut now freedom is knowing, I can surviveBut the damage has been done& I know you'll never apologizeBecause that shows weakness& we cannot be weak, even in our darkest hourWe lash back in an

A Mastepeice Well-spent
Verses in a mirror that haunt me,The glass that cracks won't seal back up.Memories, now faded, still lie there.Broken and mangled on a battlefield of love.What happened to our masterpeiceThat we painted so beautifully?What happened to our masterpeiceThat we painted so carelessly?We had a masterpeice well-spent,But as all things, we had to end.Destined to succeed, we murdered ourselves.Limits to the sky, the damage we dealt.Finally we fell.We fell down.Illness spread through my rotted veins,It reached your heart and opened fire.Together, as one, we lie there.Indulging in a sickness that soon became desire.What happened to our masterpeiceThat we painted so beautifully?What happened to our masterpeiceTha

Verdict
I'm supposed to set an example.Be strong for you, and for me.Smile and laugh and hold you.Press your lips against mine,Breathe into you...Make up for the breath you don't have.Fill you completely---with me.I'm supposed to be an example.The optimistic, exciting side of our love.The never-ending, never-tiring side..Of our love.Radiance, brilliance, a masterpiece.Fear, agony, a disaster.I've never had a hard time...Writing of you.Not until now.We weren't perfect, but lying--we were.It was easier that way. Until you let it slip.I let it slip, but you went there first.Screaming cries of agony.You couldn't hear a thing over the beating of my heart.I gave you so much of me, I let you take everything,You thought we'd be okay.That nothing you would do could...Could slip between us.

Here's To You
We've lost so many ligthers.More lighters than cigarettes.We've broken so many bottles.More bottles than alcohol.So, here we go again.Look over the past year--Feel accomplished yet?Friends, family, loves,Always and forever.Never again.Here's to never forgetting what makes us who we are.Here's to coping with pain and growing up.Here's to looking at each year and knowing what its taught us.We've lost so many lighters.More lighters than cigarettes.We've broken so many bottles.More bottles than alcohol.So, here we go again.Smile at yourself--Feel beautiful yet?Laughter, happiness, perfect,Always and forever.Never again.Here's to standing up straight instead of lying back down.Here's to facing the day where everything matters.Here's to und

You And I
I'll let you hold my hand when my life falls apart.I'll let you stand beside me as I mend a broken heart.You can hold me in your arms as long as you would like,You can wipe away my tears every single time.I would let you find my heart,Just as easily as I found yours.But I can't guarantee thatWe would ever be more...Than you and I.You found a way to make everything go away.And I found a way to make your life impossible.But I can't return the favor.No, I can't be everything you want me to be.I'll let you take me, step by step, into a new life.I'll let you walk me through my past, into the light.You can stay forever and never leave my side.You can lie right next to me, all through the night.I would let you find my heart,Just as easily as I found yours.But I can't guarantee thatWe would ever be more...

I'll Drop This Pen
There's nothing but my here and now,And words of the past.What a tragedy.Nothing is the same, I say that almost everytime.Everything is different, redundancy makes me smile.I've lost everything I had, and I tried to find it.But through smiles and laughter, I've let it slip away.What am I supposed to do?I can't retrace my steps.I can't walk backwards, count to ten,Or merely breathe like I ought to.Maybe I won't remember writing this,I might even erase it.But maybe you'll distract me,And we'll fall.Maybe we'll fall together,In each others arms, love.Maybe we'll stand and run and a laughAnd leave this town behind.And if that be our destiny,If that be what we wish to do.Then I'll give up my everything--My pen, my pencil, my paper, my life.Some may think its foolish to let love be such a demon.But if love be demonic, then I'd rather be sent to Hell.So I'll let go of this pen, I'll run to you instead.Then I'll write stories that I'll throw away.My words will come out verbally, and we'll forg

Up There
And she drove home high.High off the drugs,High off his touch, the wrong one.Not illegal, just unexpected.A hug. Simple.So high, that she wanted to jump.To feel the air cut her skin.To make him feel her pain,But apologize for his.High enough to get sent to jail,And to stay there.Maybe she'll never see him again.Maybe a year and somethin' from now,He'll need a ride home.Maybe what just happened never happened.She's high enough to write,To have an out of body experience.She's high enough to feel inspirationWhen it slits her throat.And with every breath, she's higher.Striving for tomorrow night,For last night,For right now.Higher.

Bit Of Poetry Or Lyrics Or Something
Keep your eyes wide open- look up and look down- Are your feet on the ground? cause you're gonna need to stand somewhere- Know the Earth and the land like the palm of your hand- didn't quite go as you planned but you're gonna have to stand somewhere- What I touch turns to gold, but I can't always carry it with me- can't believe you're laughing at me- just look at my future- but you'll do yourself much better- in a world of triple headers if you put your hip boots on cause you're gonna have to stand somewhere- yeah got to stand somewhere, got to stand somewhere Cause I've never seen you or me floating on thin air- Got to find yourself, as I have to find myself- and we work like dogs til sundown 'til we're too tired to stand anywhere- Keep your eyes wide open- look up and look down- Are your feet on the ground? cause you're gonna need to stand somewhere- Copyright is the same as the date posted on this site.

S.o.s
Inside me Im screaming,but nobody pays attention. I f I had arms,I could kill myslef. If I had legs,I could run away. If I had a voice,I could talk and be some kind of company for myself. I could yell for help,but nobody would help me. Normally I dont do Metallica,but this was too good not to put down.

The Dark Tormentor Awakes
A lone figure walks down the service tunnel in the subway. He is carrying a vial. His footfalls not disturbing the dust as he travels. Muttering to himself, as he walks. Reaching the spot that looks perfectly like and other spot along the long access corridor. Alderic bites his hand and in his own blood traces an arch in the wall of the tunnel. The arch becomes a large boulder. Taking the vial of blood, her blood. He puts it to his lips and kisses it. Standing there a moment in silence, he then pours the contents into a fissure in the rock. With that done he walks away into he darkness and is gone. I feel the warmth of her blood dripping to my heart of stone, softening it, My lady summons me. Waking from my slumber, My ancient wings wings creak and slowly life returns to my limbs. As the warm viscous fluid reached my extremities, my claws tighten and loosen. My talons stomp, cracking the concrete under me. I let out a cry of rebirth, that is older than the hills. It echoes in the tunn

Feeling A Little Out Of It
hello Fubar friends and family Hmmmm a little bit about me lets see... friends tell me i am a great and sexy friend. i try to be i guess i love my friends and family but sometimes i dont feel apprieciated. i guess thats why i am on my computer alot i live in a fantasy world so i dont get hurt or i try to not get hurrt but it dont always seem to work that way. I do know one thing if i could i quit my job and become a phone sex operator or maybe on the video cam we shall see. right now i just want to loose some weight and feel better about myself.

Bin Laden At The Pearly Gates
So, Osama bin Laden is standing before God waiting to hear his punishment, when God gets a tap on the shoulder. Behind him stands 343 firefighters, 72 police officers, one K9 officer, 3,000 American citizens & over 5,000 soldiers. "Don't worry, God, we got this!"

Random Sh*t
I would like to ask you a question...unfortunately i have forgotten that question... so instead i shall tell you a story... Once upon a time, there was this dude... i mean he was cool too... he was like "fuck wid it!" and he had this dog... and HE was like "sup bitchez!" ... im not really sure which way i was goin with this but i thought you should know... Man if i had a quarter for every time i heard a girl tell me i was awesome... idk i might have enough for a pack of gum by now! i smoke... someone once told me i should quit... it was my old boss... im not sure he really thought that through. for the ppl who dont think as fast as other ppl i"ll give you a sec. to get that last joke.... ok you get it... see its funny huh?... yeah i cant hear you though, i thought i should let you know that on account of the fact that your slow and would take forever to understand that on your own... anywa... huh? whats that? OH! un- der-stand... its a word... oh forget it, where was i?... blood

Native Indian Prayer
I give you this one thought to keepI am with you still--I do not sleep.I am a thousand winds that blow,I am the diamond glints on snow,I am the sunlight on ripened grain,I am the gentle autumn rain.When you awaken in the morning's hush,I am the swift, uplifting rushof quiet birds in circled flight.I am the soft stars that shine at night.Do not think of me as gone---I am with you still--in each new dawn.

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT MEWhen tomorrow starts without meAnd I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise & find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry,The way you did today; While thinking of the many things,, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me ,I know you'll miss me too.But when tomorrow starts without mePlease try to understand;That an Angel came & called my name And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, in Heaven far above; And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away A tear fell from my eye; For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for So much yet to do, It seemed almost impossible; that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays the good ones and the bad; I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had. If I would relive yesterday Just even for awhile; I'd

I Love Animals More Than Anything!
as you read of my subject as i love animals and wish if i can work for them for real i tried working with some assholes who always keep saying shit while you work your ass hard and get shit from.the problem is this as i live in Egypt and they consider animals like something we should never think about but hell i think more about and i got a degree in Translation( English) and the course i am having which is( web site design) seems like i am not getting good in as i mostly want to be around animals and make my life useful and help other animals.what should i do as in other foreign countries people give cash to the people who take care of animals and stuff like that? i want to do the job of helping animals and get paid as well as i am a diabetes and the medicine stuff need cash. give me hints what should i do and what do you think thanks all.

Dear Heavenly Father
Dear Heavenly Father It’s a half past midnight And I’m down on my knees Oh dear heavenly Father Won’t you take this storm from me You know what I can bear But sometimes I just don’t I feel like I’m about to drown Adrift out at sea all alone Each day feels like a lifetime Waiting for each minute to pass Why can’t I just stop the tears Falling like sands in an hour glass I know that you are there And that it isn’t you but me So why can’t I just reach out I’m so tired of feeling lonely Oh dear heavenly Father I am down on my knees Why must you feel so distant When it is you that I need God won’t you hear my cries Before I go any farther Reach down and pull me up Oh dear heavenly Father I know that after the storm A rainbow awaits me I just have to draw upon you Your grace, strength and mercy In your arms I long to be Away from all this in life From my knees I reach out Deliver me from m

I Surrender...
Yo hands, yo touch, yo kiss oh so tender. Yo love, yo body, yo heart & soul something I will not render! I surrender to yo love! I'm devoted because you are mine! For miscellaneous reasons I want to take my time. Wait for me & stay true to me. Show the love, that makes yo heart so true. The sky is the limit, but time don't last forever. If you was my girl I'll give you the world, only if you treat me right. Let yo feelings go try to submit to me. I surrender to yo love, here's my heart & only you hold the key unlock it & I'm urz! A good man is hard to find, but I ain't hard to keep! I'll cater to yo needs, massage you from yo head to yo feet. At night I'll serve you dinner under a candle light. Just relax, I'm romancing you tonight surrender to yo destiny. I did cause I think you are the one for me, I surrender! Invest in me, I'm yo destiny. I'm that man in yo fantasies, relax with me in a realm of ecstasy. Can you see me, can you feel me, can't you see there's no other quite like me!

Janey Godley’s Podcast Episode 43
(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language) In episode 43 of Janey Godley’s Podcast the mother and daughter Duo discuss the latest goings on in the world. This week they talk about Osama Bin Laden’s final days and how he gave rabbits to small children. The twosome also discuss the royal wedding in great detail focussing in on the Philip Treacy’s daring hat designs as they question his popularity and sanity. Janey talks about her recent Great Scots nomination and Ashley talks about her brush with disaster at a night club with a broken sign. All this plus Janey and Ashley discuss Janey’s recent run-ins on twitter with some extremist religious groups. Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down the roads less taken in their fantastic weekly podcast. Listen as mother and daughter

Pieces Of Me
Since tomorrow is my 3 yr anniversary on Fu I figured I should finally write up something about myself... I'm not the easiest girl to describe, best bet is to get to know me for yourself. Then again I don't often let people in so that may be quite a job. First and foremost I am a mom 24/7. I am disabled but MS is something I have not who I am. I stay pretty damn busy and love being with my family and friends. I try to keep things light, live with humor and I am a smart ass. I'm very private, insecure, shy, often lonely and moody. I rarely seek out others and if I do them must be pretty damn amazing. I'm spoiled but not a brat, come off as a bitch to those who don't take the time to see through it. I don't believe the compliments I get, not saying I don't enjoy getting them... I do like a laugh after all. I don't like being alone. Attention, affection, a kind word even a random txt goes a long way with me. I love with all that I am and have a heart that doesn't let go long

Mileage Tax? Really?
Below is the latest little effort to make up for the foreseen decline of the gas tax as cars get better on mileage and people drive less... The Rube Goldberg Gas Tax By RICK FERRI The Obama administration is floating a transportation authorization bill that would tax automobile drivers based on how many miles they drive. This new tax is being considered to make up for lost gas tax revenue as cars and drivers become more energy efficient. The proposed “Transportation Opportunities Act” would mandate a vehicle miles traveled (VMT) tax that’s calculated by installing electronic equipment on each car and at filling stations. VMT calculation and payment would take place electronically every time you buy gas at the pump. Buying and maintaining the equipment would undoubtedly be at a cost to service stations and vehicle owners, and non-compliance will likely result in hefty fines. The plan is a part of an administration’s draft proposal obtained by

May These Fubarians Rest In Peace...
Well hello kids. It's been awhile and I know some of you I've been promising all kinds of goodies, notes, help, links, however, this blog takes the lead in the things that need to be addressed at the moment, the rest can wait for now... Sometimes life isn't fair, and takes people from us, even on Fubar. On Thursday morning, May 5, 2011 I was made aware that a longtime Fubar friend of mine and so many others on here for such a long period of time had passed away. Alledgedly, due to her boyfriend taking a gun and shooting her in the chest. I'll leave the legalities alone at the moment. But here is her profile link, for those that remember Crystal: MiNaJ 0o New and Impr0ved o0@ fubar Crystal was a fun person, a free spirit southern & lounge girl as some would say, even had met many people from Fubar & CherryTap real life during her time with us. In her memory, the following as she would have wanted us to remember her.. If you wish to send something in her memory,

Please Take A Moment Of Silent For This Brave Young Man Ty
Navy SEAL Lt. Michael P. Murphy fought in a harrowing firefight on a mountaintop in Afghanistan where he and his team were outnumbered. In a last-ditch effort to save his team, Murphy pulled out his satellite phone, walked into a clearing to get reception and called for reinforcements as a barrage of bullets ricocheted around him. One of the bullets hit him, but he finished the call and even signed off, "Thank you." and continued to battle. He was killed in action and later awarded the Medal of Honor.As a further tribute, a warship bearing the name of the Medal of Honor recipient will be christened Saturday - on what would have been Murphy's 35th birthday - at Bath Iron Works, where the destroyer is being built http://www.allproudamericans.com/Fallen-SEAL-Honored-With-Warship-Bearing-His-Name-iii.html

Crazy
Watching you slip awayNothing I can doNothing I can sayIf ever I saw foreverand a dayIt would be with youToo many thingsAnd not enough timeGot their teeth in meCan't run anymoreMouth open with silent screamsNo solace to findNo heartbeat withinBreath gone from the breastWatching it all disintegrateWhy...why can't I stop it?

Throwback Thursdays
THROWBACK THURSDAY!!! 500 best classic rock tunes list. today will begin at 455 thru 410 play 3 hours of classic rock songs BOSTON BOC VAN MORRISON THE BEATLES ROLLING STONES VAN HALEN ELO ZEPPLIN BOB DYLAN AND MANY MORE Visit Snake Eyes Radio every thursday for Throwback Thursday 2 to 5 pm EST!

Give Them What They Want.
Give Them What They Want - Pitbull Fuck that club (shit) They want that thug (shit) But I ain't no thug, bitch And I ain't no gangsta, bitch I'm a hustler, ho And I got no problem If you want it you can get it, boy I bust you Anybody wanna test? Hi, who? Me P-I to the motherfuckin' T It's not my fault that your bitch chose me, now her and her girlfriend wanna do me This is for those boys in those Chevys sittin' on them King James, them 2-3s And if you got a problem with me, holla at my lawyer, bitch, sue me I'm tired of the fuck-boy rap, fuck-boy this, fuck-boy that Watch a couple movies and they put it in they rhyme, those wanna be fiddlers I'm straight, you get shot 9 times 10 years in the game, since 99, I was speakin' my mind (Yes sir) And then shit changed, if you got a problem, bitch cross that kinda line [Chorus:] I'ma give em what they ask for What they want, that street talk I'ma give em what they ask for What they want, that chopper talk I'ma give em what they ask for What t

Looking To Be A Houseboy
I want be your houseboy by that I mean clean your house, do household chores. Reward me whenever with whatever you desire. I enjoy the followingWhat I like..• Fantasies and role play• Chastity• Humiliation• Sensual teasing• Bondage• Spanking, whipping, caning• Foot and shoe fetish• Rubber, leather, burlesque,lingerie, tight office suits• Worship• Strap on training• Interrogation

Post Birthday
I just wanted to thank everyone for making my birthday fun. :) Thanks for the gifts, bling, ticker, blast, pimpouts, shitfaces, comments and well wishes. It made turning 30 bearable. :) I appreciate all of you and I'm glad we're fu-friends (awwww.) If you're Mexican or pretending to be ;) Feliz Cinco de Mayo!

Celebrate May 5 !
This was received by my sister, "from a friend", in May of 2011. I have edited it for effect. Tomorrow is May fifth. Most Americans, through news media, will think it is ONLY Cinco de Mayo. On five May 1961, LCDR Alan B Shepard was the first American to go into space. I know this as I was a crew member on the aircraft carrier USS Lake Champlain (CVS-39) which was the recovery ship. All I did was to stand on the flight deck and watch his descent by parachute to a landing about two miles from ship. I watched as Marine helos picked him and capsule and deliver them to ship. This was one of the greatest moments in my life. Alan B Shepard is also only one of twelve persons that have walked on the moon. Dad Jim JJ Red

Oblivious Reckoning
I spent my halcyon years imagining my death.Beatific in its timing.Deific in execution.Poetic in undertone. As I got older, and catastrophe continued to strike in prettyrandom patternsI realised there was no point in hurry or design. Just cross your fingers.Maybe it won't hurt as bad as that time you closed your fingers in the trunkmaybe you won't see it coming. Wouldn't that be nice?Like an unexpected gift from an uncle you never knewor that crumpled $20 that went through the wash three times.Its there.Its spent.Then you get a very dark, empty dream. You never lack, or want, or wish again. Some call it peaceothers think it terror. I'm going to live a darker shade of forever.

Hmm
So lately alls I have been able to do is take a step back and look at myself and wonder, is there honestly something wrong with me?? I know that I am not perfect for every man, hell I might not even be perfect for a lotta men, but why cant I find that one person who I am right for?? It honestly is not that I am even looking, I got so tired of looking, and I can say that I have my share of guys after me, but why is it that so many guys still just want to get that piece of ass and than be done?? Or because of the fact that I live with my best friend and her HUSBAND, they are around and try to hit on her. My best friend and I have an amazing friendship, we are really up front, and we wont really beat around the bush with anything. We talk about a lot of things in front of men that honestly most women would die to talk about in front of men. I understand that my life is quiet a bit of a mess I mean honestly I know it! But is there really someone out there who is willing to accept that?? To

Lay Me Down To Sleep
Lay Me Down to Sleep I never meant to hurt you Is all you that you could say Then you just turned around And just slowly walked away Hearing you say good-bye Brought pain beyond compare Thinking you’re not coming back Is a pain I just can’t bare The tears just keep falling No matter what I do With each lonely tear drop I can only think of you What could I have said or done To have kept you here with me This empty space you have left Is killing me slowly Now I lay me down to sleep A broken heart is what I keep On tear stained pillows Is where my lonely mind goes My tears fall without an end My broken heart just won’t mend The loss of you cuts so deep As I lay me down to sleep I lose a little more of you With every tear I cry As each tear drop falls down A small piece of my heart dies Without you here next to me The nights seem to never end I pray that with the sunrise You’ll be here when I awaken

Stupid Encounters #70 Omg The New Cs5.5 Is The Shit!
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[in The Short Of The Long Term]
A friend of mine suggested I set up a long term planI guess I thought graduating and all that WAS my long term plan. Course, this came from a guy that has clowned my degree (zomg ur dumb for hazings the libarts dergreeee) and thinks he will overcome with his plan to get a masters of psych. And the guy that thought I could be a Coke shelfer. I can't lift 50 lbs without screaming in pain any more. So I guess I can't take his advice with whole heartedness.He means well, but I'm at that point where I see the loop.The loop is hopeless.The loop is infinite.The loop isI don't get jobs. I don't know whyno one will tell me Is it my attitude, is it something I said, is there some sort of "tell" I have in interviews, am I too honest, am I too ugly, is it my criminal record? You fucking tell me Cuz I've abandoned all hope to be honest. And that's part of the problem itself.Loopsee loop. So he gave me the "live to win" speech."Just work at what you hate, til you die, til you move up, til

Bushwhack
bushwhack \ BOOSH-hwak \verb; 1. To defeat, especially by surprise or in an underhanded way. 2. To make one's way through woods by cutting at undergrowth, branches, etc. 3. To travel through woods. 4. To pull a boat upstream from on board by grasping bushes, rocks, etc., on the shore. 5. To fight as a bushwhacker or guerrilla in the bush.

Shine
Could be a season's best. Could be a perfect day of rest. Or could rot away in the midday sun. Make a joyous noise or the wail that sets the tale of the horrors just begun. Darkness shines too. Parent to the light. Storms. And mannered chaos. Fueled by nightmarish constants in a greenlit sky.

My Life.............
this is why i hate myself and i know its true no one will ever like me.. burnthe.priest: Have fun with that. ruthie !: i dont care about any stupid man off the internet burnthe.priest: Then why post your pics? ruthie !: BECAUSE I FUCKIN CAN ruthie !: trust me tons of desperate yahoo fuckers JUST LIKE U burnthe.priest: I'd rather jerk-off. ruthie !: jack off to them burnthe.priest: You are nasty. ruthie !: im nasty burnthe.priest: No ass. ruthie !: im not the one on here lookin for a women to jack off too burnthe.priest: Nor am I. ruthie !: uh huh ruthie !: im sure burnthe.priest: I'll jack off to porn... not your nasty ass. ruthie !: i have 1075 in my address book ruthie !: and im sure a lot of them jacked off to me burnthe.priest: So? ruthie !: so i dont care ruthie !: what u think ruthie !: or what u do in ur time burnthe.priest: Lies... ruthie !: im liein about home many are on my address book? ruthie !: u want proof ruthie !: because im sure 99% jacked off to me burnthe.priest:

Just Thinking Out Loud
Poor Alamut … at least that’s what I think our across-the-street neighbor said his Irish wolfhound’s name was. Martha may have seen the City Transit bus hit him at the edge of our driveway (thankfully before Sarah and Jeffrey woke up, so we didn’t have to explain it to them); the driver did get out and see him, but then got on with his job as others on our block called animal control and the dog’s owner picked him up. I admit my compassion for animals is not great and would NEVER outweigh my regard for a person, but I am sad that he was knocked down and out. Oh heck, maybe I am a callous person! I still think Sarah was very brave yesterday when she got her four vaccine shots required before starting kindergarten this fall (in 112 days as I write this) even when she screamed – partly because of the hour wait as well as them being painful – “please make it stop!” I can’t laugh at that, I shouldn’t laugh at that l

Death
My Death... Unfortunately it won't be anytime soon.. maybe years from now... No one will be there mourning for me.. I will be laying in that cheap $5.00 pine box alone... No flowers... No Tears.... Just me in my little pine box getting ready for the termites!

The Most Typical Options To Help You Decide Your Perfect Wedding Dress
You've performed the research. You're an specialist on ball gown silhouettes and sweetheart necklines. Cheap Maternity Wedding Dresses Now the time has as a last point arrived-it's wedding gown buying day! But such as the relaxation with the wedding preparing process, buying for any wedding gown is slightly additional intricate than buying for the fundamental pair of slacks. Know what to anticipate prior to you strike the stores! First, you should make a decision exactly where you are heading to shop; Discount wedding dresses right here are probably the most typical options: Independently owned and operated total assistance Bridal Shops These shops provide a total variety of solutions for your bride as nicely as the wedding party, with designers and costs ranging from moderate to high-end. Cheap Simple Wedding Dresses although off-the-rack is possible, these shops normally special-order wedding gowns for brides and attendants, which means you ought to be ready to wait around several

Blood Lust Part2
He wanted her, she could sense it. The heated passion that was in his eyes everytime he looked at her. Her jade smoldering beneath the smokey eyeshadow. She watched as he slowly made is way through the crowd, his golden eye fixed on her as she moved to the music coming from speaker. She felt his hands slide up her thigh as she grinded her hips against him, he felt his cock growing hard as she danced against him. He kissed her neck, his fangs nipping her flesh, his hands caressing her full round ivory breasts through the leather bikini top. As they danced, she reached behind her and started stroking his hard lucsious cock, as his hands dipped down beneath her micro mini skirt and started to tease and finger her sweet moistness. She moaned in pleasure as his fingers stroked her clit. She pressed her body against his opening her legs a little more for him, submitting to his touch she hissed in pleasure as he inserted two fingers into her pussy and started to finger fuck her pussy. She was

Ten Things I Hate
NUMBER ONE!... Fuckin carma... she never does anything for me but fuck my day up. number two... obama! what the fuck man for real? number three... Nacho flavor corn chips... its a corn chip... flavored to taste like... another corn chip! number four... tic tacs... sometimes i just want my breath to say "FUCK OFF!" you know number five... thumbs... i dont really know why but they piss me off. number six... the number six... its fuckin with my head man... if you flip it over its the number nine! i dont know what im fuckin lookin at man!!! number seven... movies with no piont... dude i swear to god i feel myself sinking into an unavoidable pit of stupidity every time i have to watch one. number ate... anyone better than me... soooo nobody really number nine... shit! six just rolled over quik! dont look at it! number ten... blogs

The Raise
The Raise==========Employee: Excuse me sir, may I talk to you?Boss: Sure, come on in. What can I do for you?Employee: Well sir, as you know, I have been an employee ofthis prestigious firm for over ten years.Boss: Yes. Employee: I won't beat around the bush.Sir, I would like a raise. I currently have four companies afterme and so I decided to talk to you first.Boss: A raise? I would love to give you a raise, but this isjust not the right time. Employee: I understand your position, and I know that thecurrent economic down turn has had a negative impact on sales,but you must also take into consideration my hard work,pro-activeness and loyalty to this company for over a decade.Boss: Taking into account these factors, and considering Idon't want to start a brain drain, I'm willing to offer you aten percent raise and an extra five days of vacation time.How does that sound? Employee: Great! It's a deal! Thank you, sir!Boss: Before you go, just out of curiosity,what companies were af

On The Precipiece Of Greatness
When the euphoria ebbs as the consequence of the killing of Osama Bin Laden,The president will find a very different political reality, an opportunity to affect the course of history, to become an historical figure. President Barrack Obama, is uniquely placed to repair the United States' image in the world. He can seek a rapproachment with the Islamic world, and affect what course those emerging leaders take. If he trully wants, the role he plays will be of the porportions of Woodrow wilson or a FDR, the world could be afforded a peaceful future. and in consequence, their could be a real peace settlement between the arabs and Israelis. I hope he has the impetus and the right advisors, then he can stake out his rightful place as statesman.

Graph: Income Inequality In U.s. Worse Than Ivory Coast, Pakistan, Ethiopia (repost)
GRAPH: Income Inequality In U.S. Worse Than Ivory Coast, Pakistan, Ethiopia As ThinkProgress has repeatedly noted, crucial services and public investments for Main Street America are being gutted as taxes on the richest Americans are the lowest they’ve been in a generation. Yet many Americans may not know exactly how unfair this is, as the country has grown increasingly unequal at the same time. Using data from the CIA Factbook based on the Gini coefficient — a measure of income inequality within a society — ThinkProgress has assembled the following graph, which demonstrates that the United States is now about as economically unequal as Uganda and more unequal than countries like Pakistan or the Ivory Coast: Income inequality in the United States is actually higher than at any other time in modern history since the Great Depression. There is also a tremendous amount of inequality even in life expectancy, with the American Human Development Index reporti

Blood Lust.
Beneath the moon light, she looked into his vampire eyes full of hunger and lust. His hands caressing her body bringing her more and more to a full power of lust. His fangs nipped and nibbled at her skin, drawing small amounts of blood, as his hands stroked her aching pussy. The soft moans of pleasure escaped her lips from his touch, bringing her to her knees before him. She sensually starts to take his cock into her mouth, licking and slowly savoiring the taste of his immortal flesh. Her eyes looking up at his as she indulged on his length. Dropping to his own knees, he captured her in a fierce hungry kiss, and started to tease her clit once again. He layed her back to the ground looking at her full nude body. Licking away the trails of blood on her chest, he dips his head between her thighs, licking and devouring her fully. She cried out in pure ecstasy as his tongue teased and her treasure, while slipping two fingers into her wetness. He stopped for a moment to gaze upon her face

A Short Compilation Of People Who Are Stupid
In no particular order... 1. Women who leave their fiance's for another, better guy. then cheat on him with a loser ex-boyfriend and people she works with. Then when he leaves her over it and she's left with only guys who want to use her and leave her and only remember she exists when they're horny, she ends up going back to the first loser who can't read or write. 2. The guy who gets cheated on by #2 and then takes her back...repeatedly. 3. Americans who believe we killed Osama bin Laden this week, considering it was less than a week before that the president made comments about how wayward the people of our nation have become, and that the government was going to work hard to dispel myths that seem to be tearing us apart. Not to mention the fact that Congress refuses to release photos of the raid or bin Laden himself because they haven't been fabricated yet. Yes, we're all true blue Americans now. W love America! Write some more country songs! But wake the fuck up and stop beli

Hal And The End Of The World
Everyday Hal would get up at precisely 7am. Take precisely 2 minutes to sit and contempate his life. Noting a pad any changes in his routine. Extra stops on the bus. whether some one was particularly loud at work. Anything that needed correcting. He would weigh in, then having corrected his timetables he would look at his watch. check the time against the 3 clocks in his simple bedroom. The wall clock, diigently set to the time clock at his job. The clock radio,with atomic time set to self correct. and then the simple alarm clock, that he brought from his childhood into adulthood. He would wind the alarm clock, place it caerefully on the night stand and two minute drill over, stand and go into his bathroom. Complete his morning constitutional and shower in 10minutes. Then at 7:15am enter the kitchen and make toast and coffee. At 7:32am on his watch. he always checked his watch, Hal would arrive at the bus stop. Hals entire life was organized and by the time on his watch.

Babygirl
I swear in many ways you were taken from me to soon. I tried to protect you from the world, and now you will never have to see it, yet alone live it. Carolina, you were to world of my hope and happiness, and I wanted was to give you a better life then what you had. I wanted you to have it all, the happiness and the joy that you deserved. I loved you when you were still alive, and now that your gone that love is still alive. you are and always be my baby girl.

Can't Stop Laughing
Now I have been on this site for some time now. I have gotten use to seeing "bling me" messages from people. But today I got one that just made me laugh. I got an email from a "lady" on here saying that she would like to be my friend. Ok no big deal but then she goes on to explain that in order for us to be "friends" I needed to send her 100 credits so she can get some bling. Now I had to laugh cause 1 I have not sent anyone bling in a long time since I am out of work.2 "She" is not a fubar friend so I definatly would not send "her" any and 3 "She" has not salute and only 1 friend who is a guy so that would make me suspisus. Now I have no problem when people ask for bling. Hey they have every right to. I fully support anyone that wants some and fully support anyone that gives some. But to ask for it in order to be a "friend" and having no salute... well that is just stupid.

Once Upon A December
Dancing bears, Painted wings, Things I almost remember, And a song, Someone sings, Once upon a December. Someone holds me safe and warm, Silver horses prance through a silver storm, Figures dancing gracefully, Across my memories. Far away, Long ago, Glowing dim as an ember, Things my heart used to know, Once upon a December. Someone holds me safe and warm, Horses prance through a silver storm, Figures dancing gracefully, Across my memories. Far away, Long ago, Glowing dim as an ember, Things my heart used to know, Things it urns to remember.

Family Pics
New Family pics are up check em out. Still open for new family members...pls be rating at least one family member a day along with sending them one gift a day. As you can see we have lost some Family members but I believe that we will gain those few back with extra to boot, so lets pull together and gain some more family members.

He Cried
He Cried From a distance he watched. A world created by his father.Such beauty he had bestowed there. Sensual fragrances speaking of truth. Images of green indicating much life. And the glistening of stars holding hope.Looking beyond the essence of all beings.There a young man striking his mom.An addiction for lustful things and theSorrow of drugs... created by hands of man.For he needed her money to support his love.Forgetting... from her womb she kept him safe. And there into the nights thunder an explosion sounds.Her son watches the spirit of his best friend end in flight.As the war against life continues to reap what it sows. Murder of thousands for the power and wealth to be.He cried, for he knows there still are othersWho will never accept and be set eternally free. Watching the rapes and sins of men and women. All for the moments whim, a life implanted by human seed.Yet now unfeeling as futures end before ever to begin.He cried indeed for so many of our countries are dyingIf

Shopping List
so, I am honestly thinking of going shopping this weekend. first I need a new phone, which is on the main list. but i am also thinking of clothes. so, shoes, new skirt, blouse, hose, garters ... but it's the length i am thinking of about calf or right below the knee. the shirt will be around the elbow and will be able to be worn with outfits .. everything must be and has to be interchangeable. so who wants to go shopping for me?? since i truly dispise shopping? ** i really need to hand in my woman card** LMAO and if you expects pics ... keep wishing fvkrs :P

Never Again.
Never again can I trust my heart Things all seem to fall apart You have no idea how much it hurts How much I cry. I guess I never should have said "I love you" It only hurts in the end I said it with all my heart I can never trust my heart again What is the point of giving love? When your heart gets broken again and again. *not finished*

Dude Looks Like A Lady
Ninja,ima stright dude. Tottally stright like in the army and ihas always collectedguns and hunter and played sports n stuff. I have a hot girlfriend who is justdone with school. i means 18 not jailbate. I meet at lot of girls where my place is and i dont tell them no either. i swear i am stright, not into dudes at all. but there is this one dude whois really fem who livves in the trailer in the next row. he wears this silk robes n i swear lipstick. he comes by after i come home fromt he bar and gives me blowjobs but it's like a girl cuz his face is smooth and he wears that lipstick. I dont think it's gay cuz i just dont even look while he is doing it. its more like just like i need to empty my sac not like sex. dont u agree?-mark Mark, You should probably stop lying to yourself. If you let another man chow down on your baby batter, you're not straight. Bi maybe, but straight, definitely not. You might just want to take a look in the mirror and really decide w

Rainbow's Not So Brite
Good Morning Miss Ninja,How about a little of relationship advice? I am a normal 35 year old woman. I go to church, I work a good corporate job, I am college educated. I have dinner with my family on Sundays. I shop at the mall. But I am terrified to date. I often meet guys through work and people at my church are always trying to set me up on dates. I always refuse. I suspect they think i am a lesbian or very stuck up, but that isn't the case. Remember when I told you I was a normal person? That is mostly true. I have a hobby some people might think is odd and the fear of ridicule keeps me from having meaningful relationships. When I was a young girl I used to play at my friends house with her Rainbow Brite dolls. My parents thought they were stupid or a waste of time (they very much pushed me toward academics). I loved those dolls so as an adult I began collecting them. I have one room of my apartment decorated like a little girls room, with rainbow brit

Wolfhound Metal Radio - Contest For All Bands!
Wolfhound Metal Radio is making a special compilation of bands of Rock&Metal. It will be 4 CDs in mp3 for free download online with 80 bands.All bands can participate in this contest. The voting will be by the official facebook of Wolfhound Metal Radio.If you're interested in participate, you have to read the conditions:1. You should send an email to Wolfhoundmetalradio@gmail.com with the next information:Band,Country,Genre,Links. Include in the email a photo band & logo.2. The bands should have Rock or Metal roots, we don't accept POP Music.3. The bands should have one Album or EP.4. We only accept bands and the single projects will be rejected.5. It can participate unsigned and signed bands but they need the confirmation of the label for including it in the email.6. All political bands will be rejected.All those bands that do not meet the requirements set out above will be rejected.The last date for participate in this contest is 15th May.Good Luck Bands!Wolfhound Metal Radio, www.

Where Is My Mind
With your feet in the air and your head on the groundTry this trick and spin it, yeahYour head will collapseBut there's nothing in itAnd you'll ask yourselfWhere is my mind?Where is my mind?Where is my mind? Sometimes, ppl can do nothing 2 stuff like time-flew, grown up and being thrown 2 the shity world. Find a job then keep the food on the table. Wanna catch somebody 2 talk but dnk dial who. Lying on the couch,keep changing tv channels wiz the warming beer. Sex r not superb. Pot r not hot. Feel like good life is taking a bow. Im the walking dead, lost in ur chaos head, where is my mind? http://pds2.egloos.com/pds/1/2...y%20Mind%20.mp3

A Slate Wiped Clean
A SLATE WIPED CLEAN The effect of the ripples through time an overload of pressure crushing the mind. Of all the dreams once held so very dear knowing there so far away yet are so near. Left to reflect on what to expect being alone now, surviving somehow. For when all came into view to realize long was I surrounded by the repeated lies. Lost in confusion past and present dead uncertain of the future that’s yet to be read’ Left to wonder if the rumble of thunder will cease to exist or painfully persist. Despite all that has transpired for I swore won’t lose sight to the depth of my inner core. And never is there to be acceptance of any defeat but a call to arms having hope of the one I seek. A challenge to address after sins confessed not causing a scene but treated as a queen. So it is of the essence to find and to approve upon my body quivering as mountains moved. For a quest now laid to rest a future now seen the heart has

Sleep Well My Angel
Watching you sleep for so long, Knowing I can't turn the rain into sun any moreI've given you all that I have,Now I stand here, too scared to hold your hand.Afraid you might wake to seeThe monster that had to leave'Cause you see the shelter as the stormHolding wind to keep you on,You are everything to me, this is why I have to leave,So sleep well my angel.Under the ash and the lies,Something beautiful once here now dies,And the tears burn my eyes,As you sit there, all alone.I just want to come home,But you see the shelter as the storm,Holding wind to keep you on,YOu are everything to me, this is why I have to leave,So sleep well my angel.Sleep well, my angel.I'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorryYou see the shelter as the storm,Holding wind to keep you on,You are everything to me, this is whyYou see the shelter as the storm,Holding wind to keep you on,YOu are everything to me, this is why I have to leaveSo sleep well, my angel.Sleep well, my angel.

Pets Poem..off Her Page..
There was an emptiness inside me that burnedNothing could quench it no matter where I turnedThere had to be something out there to fill this void When I finally found You I was overjoyed Curious and eager, Timid and scared I reached out to You and with me You shared A lifestyle of which I had never dreamed Something far beyond me, or so it seemed Seeing the fear and need deep inside me You taught me how good it really can be To trust someone with my body and soul To know what it's like to finally be wholeI knelt before You willingly submissive, naked and afraid The power, knowledge and patience of a Master were displayed You probed and touched and caressed and kissed Every inch of my body, not a spot You did miss You gave me a safeword and pushed me to use itYour teeth bit hard on my nipple but did not abuse itYou proved to me that in You I could trustAnd in me grew a deep devotion and lustBent over Your knees with my eyes shut tightYou caressed my butt cheeks soft and whiteSpanking th

Chapter 1 Final Rough Draft
My will is not my own. My soul is tied and bound. I have nothing. I am nothing. My lady owns my life. My lady owns my body. I hear her calling me. I hear her in my sleep. I am lost. I am damned. Eyes open now. I tell myself again, its late, again...rising. I look at the clock, 7:26pm. I overslept. Sunset was at 6:53pm. Time to go to work. What a concept work, thats me a drone, in a large hive, a small part of something bigger than myself, just another discarded toy................................. Drag myself out of bed. My body is so stiff. The meds must not be working, need some fresh materials again. I stagger to the fridge and open it. In the fridge there are vials and dry ice. The mist rolls out on the floor and chills me.... I pick up one of the vials and look at it in the light. The color should be crimson, instead a dull brown stares back at me. Shit.....lowering my head in disgust, I shut the door. I walk back into the bedroom and open the chest at the foot of the bed.

Led Car Brake Light
There are three kinds of LED car brake light by its location, LED car tail brake light, LED car dashboard brake light and LED car third brake light. Sockets of tail brake light: BAY15D LED car tail bulb light is also called P21/5W or 1157, the structure of this kind of socket has a double-wire. This kind of LED car bulb owns the function of warning and position-indicating. When in the brake function, power is 21W; when in position-indicating function, power is 5W. Generally, the position-indicating function is open. W21/5W(7443) has a double-wire, with warning function and position-indicating function. Power is 21W when in brake function and 5W when in position-indicating function. Position-indicating function is usually open. P27/5W(3157), double-wire, with warning function and position-indicating function. Power is 27W when in brake function and 5W when in position-indicating function. Position-indicating function is usually open.

Girls And The Internet
I have came to the conclusion that if it wasn't for the internet, i dont think young females would have an identity. If there wasn't an outlet for them to show their wares, they would be nowhere...claim to notoriety is showing their tits and ass. And of course , we as men and some women...perpetuate the idea that this is what difines them...it saddens me that what are probably really sweet young ladies, feel this is their worth... It will take a special kind of guy that doesn't mind that thier g/f or wife showed all the goodies all over the web...maybe it's just me... peace out...\ /,,,

Just One Of Those Days Wen You Are Mad At The Whole World, And Dont Really Know Why
Does anybody out there know what i am talking about? have you ever just had one of those days, where you were down in the dumps, and felt like it was you against the world? And when people ask you whats wrong you say nothing, because in all reality you dont know. its just one of those days......come one somebody knows dnt just leave me hanging.

Lately
Alright so lately things have been really crazy in my life honestly. I am not sure how I have managed to deal with some of the things lately. I am looking for a new place to live, or at least to be away from here a few nites a week. Anyways, I am not getting a long with my best friend's husband at all. He has started to turn into more of an asshole towards me and it's seeming to make things worse and worse. It has managed to put me in bad moods a lot more. They are getting ready to be gone for another month, which means i am here by myself again which is going to be nice. But I can say that I am not sure I will really be able to keep myself from knocking his teeth in until than. I have never been so disrespected ever in my goddamn life! I have never felt like this even in my marriage. I put up with a lot of hell in the last 6 1/2years of my life, but to be disrespected right to my face, to made to fee; like I am a maid to someone who I am not married to or even involved with is pure

A Mother's Undying Love
In honor of Mother's Day and my mother, I am posting this story I wrote about my mother some years ago. It was published in a book similar to "Chicken Soup for the Soul". Thank you Mom! A Mother’s Undying Love I can still remember the day my mother loaded me and my two sisters into the car. She was very excited and happy, and we were all wondering why. When one of us asked, she enthusiastically replied, “My hair is back” as she pulled off her wig. We were shocked when she did pull it off because it had been so long since we had seen her without one on. Due to her pride, she never allowed us to see her without it. Even though it was still what I would call “man” short, it was hers, and she was ecstatic. As we drove down the road, I watched my mother looking so proud and happy, and then noticed tears coming down her face. When one of us asked why she was crying, she replied, “I’m just so happy, baby, I’m just so happy!”

Purlieu
purlieu \ PUR-loo \noun; 1. A place where one may range at large; confines or bounds. 2. A person's haunt or resort. 3. An outlying district or region, as of a town or city. 4. A piece of land on the edge of a forest, originally land that, after having been included in a royal forest, was restored to private ownership, though still subject, in some respects, to the operation of the forest laws.

Will She Find Her Prince
One more written over ten years ago...but thought women might like Will She Find Her Prince She dreams of a fairytale As she sits in her room With a knight in armor To come to her rescue He rides up on his horse And calls her from below She runs to see him And climbs from her window Will she find her prince Outside of her dreams Will he ever kiss her And wake sleeping beauty Cinderella had her slipper Snow White had her kiss And she keeps wondering Will she ever find her prince Her feet hit the ground She runs to his side As he pulls her up They turn to the sunrise And as they ride off Comes a knock at the door So she wakes from dreaming To later dream some more

Too Many Lonely Nights
Over ten years ago again lol...but the ladies may relate to this one Too Many Lonely Nights She hangs up the phone A tear falls from her cheek The man that she loves Has a deadline to meet He has to work late And won't be home tonight But deep down she knows She can no longer deny She pulls down her suitcase And sees her wedding gown Remembering the kiss After saying their vows His kiss was like magic Curing all her butterflies Then she thinks of him Looking into another's eyes Too many lonely nights And not enough love She wants to find out What life's made of The worlds a big place And she wants to find Somewhere that doesn't have Too many lonely nights She zips up her bag And heads for the door She stops and stares At their house once more Then pulls from her finger Their wedding ring And without thinking Gives it one last fling

Where Are You Tonight
Another one written over ten years ago Where Are You Tonight I stand on the porch Looking toward the sky Knowing you're out there Somewhere in the night I wonder who you are And what your name is Then I close my eyes And dream of our first kiss Where are you tonight Are you thinking of me Wishing upon a star For the day we meet Will there come a day When your eyes meet mine And I no longer ask Where are you tonight I try to imagine The color of your hair Or how you might look In the cool night air Will we ever meet Or will you just pass by God I just wonder Where are you tonight And then I wonder If you're doing the same Standing and wishing For your soulmate And I kneel to pray That you're not a dream That one day soon God will send you to me

Talk On The Playground
“Now it came to pass, when Sanballat, and Tobiah, and Geshem the Arabian, and the rest of our enemies, heard that I had builded the wall, and that there was no breach left therein; (though at that time I had not set up the doors upon the gates;) That Sanballat and Geshem sent unto me, saying, Come, let us meet together in some one of the villages in the plain of Ono. But they thought to do me mischief.” With the opening of the sixth chapter of the book of Nehemiah, you thought Sanballat was trying to be nice! I mean, the city of Jerusalem was only being rebuilt under Nehemiah’s leadership and telling the neighbors long before anyone had ever said “good fences make good neighbors” (my apologies to Robert Frost) that it’s the will of our God Who through the resources of the king of Persia has enabled the Jews of Jerusalem and all Judea to prosper – not that God needed Persian help, of course, but He’s able to work through anybody. We&rs