DJ ROB BLACK WOLF OF MISSOURI's blog: "some of my writings"

I SIT HERE LOOKING AT THE PROMIESES YOU MADE TO ME. YOU PROMISED ME THAT NOT MATTER THE SITUATION YOU WOULD SIT AND TALK IT OUT WITH ME. YOU PROMISED ME THAT YOU WOULD NOT RUN IF WE STARTED HAVING PROBLEMS.YOU ALSO PROMISED ME YOU LOVED ME AND IN LOVE WITH ME WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND SOUL. BUT CAUSE I FUCKED UP YOU WOULDNT TALK TO ME ABOUT IT AND YOU WALKED AWAY. THEN YOU STARTED TELLING PEOPLE THAT YOU DONT LOVE ME WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND SOUL NOW. I STILL TELL EVERYONE TO THIS DAY THAT IM TODALY IN LOVE WITH YOU AND THERE IS ALMOST NOTHING IN THIS WORLD I WOULDNT DO FOR YOU. THERE ARE TWO THINGS I WONT EVER DO . I WILL NOT STOP LOVEING YOU OR BEING IN LOVE WITH YOU. NOR WILL I EVER GIVE UP ON US WORKING THINGS OUT AND US BEING US AGAIN. I STILL REMEMBER YOU MADE ME LISTEN TO AND LOOK AT THE WORDS TO THE SONG " HALO" AND TOLD ME THAT THE SONG SAID IT ALL ON HOW YOU FELT ABOUT ME. THAT I TOOK THE WALLS DOWN AND YOU DIDNT EVEN PUT UP A FIGHT AND THAT I WAS YOUR SAVEING GRACE YOUR ANGEL. AND I WAS EVERYTHING YOU NEEDED AND MORE AND YOU WAS NEVER GOING TO LET THAT GO NO MATTER WHAT. BUT NOW YOU HAVE SHUT ME OUT AND LET OTHERS FILL YOUR HEAD WIHT STUFF MAKING YOU NOT LISTEN TO THE HEART. I WILL BE THE FRIST TO ADMIT I FUCKED UP ON NOT PAYING ATTETION TO WHAT AND HOW I WAS SAYING THINGS. YOU CANT SHUT OFF OR GET RID OF THE LOVE YOU SAID YOU TRUELY HAD FOR ME IF YOU TRUELY DID HAVE THAT KIND OF LOVE FOR ME. BUT YOU ACT LIKE YOU DONT LOVE ME NOR WAS YOU IN LOVE WITH ME. IF YOU WAS I