DJ ROB BLACK WOLF OF MISSOURI's blog: "some of my writings"

WHY DO I EVEN TRY WHEN I TELL YOU HOW I FEEL IT MAKES YOU SMILE BUT YOU STILL WALK AWAY AND TELL OTHERS THAT YOU WANT SOMEONE THAT LOVES YOU FOR YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE AND IM  STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU . I  KNOW IM JUST A GHOST AND NOTHING I SAY CAN BE HEARD... BUT THE TRUTH BE TOLD IM NOT A GHOST I AM REAL I BLEED WHEN CUT AND HAVE PROVED IT ... I DO SHED TEARS WHEN DOWN. I WILL ALWAYS BE AROUND WAITING WITH OPEN ARMS BUT IT  MIGHT BE TO LATE WHEN THAT DAY COMES. CUASE I MAY ALREADY BE GONE AND I NKOW I WONT BE MISSED AT ALL NO TEARS WILL BE SHED FOR THE LOST OF THIS BLACK WOLF.. I AM TO EVIL TO BE MISSED. I AM ALWAYS IN TEARS AND HEART IS BREAKING APART FROM BEING SHATTERED. I AM SO READY FOR THE PAIN TO GO AWAY AND THE HEART TO STOP BEATING.. I CANT KEEP GOING KNOWING THE ONE THAT I LOVE MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THIS UNIVERISE THINKS IM THE WROST AND MOST EVILIST ALIVE.. I HAVE BEEN THERE WHEN NO ONE ELSE WAS AND TRYED TO SHOW THE LOVE YOU DESERVE BUT I  SCREWED THAT ALL UP SO IT IS TIME FOR ME TO TAKE THE LONG DARK SLEEP. IT IS THE ONLY WAY TO MAKE THE PAIN GO AWAY AND TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT AGAIN