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Lyrics
Love and hate get it wrong She cut me right back down to size Sleep the day let it fade Who was there to take your place No one knows never will Mostly me but mostly you What do you say do you do When it all comes down I don't want to come back down from this cloud Taken me all this time to find out what I need And I'm doing fine now There is no blame only shame When you beg you just complain More I come more I try All police are paranoid So am I - so's the future So are you - be a creature What do you say do you do when it all comes down

Baby Oil
Baby Oil This set is a WAM (Wet and Messy). It has been so windy here. It has dried out my skin so bad. I had to get the baby oil out to rehydrate my skin. I have on a purple silky nightie. I start by rubbing oil all over my nightie to help moisturize my skin slowly. You can see how my nightie sticks to me. Then I pull the nightie off to make my body shiny for you. You get close up of huge breast, luscious tummy, and super wet pussy. In the member's SEXtion you will get to see me spread my round ass apart. There are several video clips in both free and member's sextion. Watch for more to cum. I now have 24 videos and 51 video clips. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

.........so I Like A Boy.... Well More Than Like....
omg so theres this AMAZING boy (MAN) and he is SOOOO hot... he has BLUE eyes, and the BEST SMILE on earth and this KILLER laugh, and he would do the MC hammer dance to make me smile even tho it makes him look like he's crazy... and he will sit there on the phone with me and not say a word listening to my son and me singing songs and telling each other HORRIBLY bad jokes and he'll tell me a million times a day how much he loves me. He will do ANYTHING to see me smile, to know that in some way he made my day better... He is SUCH a sweetie... EVERYONE that meets him falls in love with him... and it's the easiest thing to do.... BUT there is that WHOLE other side... the SOLDIER side... where he carries a BIG gun and he KNOWS how to use it, and he fights so HARD everyday to come home to me and our sons... freaking HOT!! lol i LOVE my MAN he is SO PERFECT the perfect mix of STRONG, GENTLE, BRAVE, WEAK, PASSIONATE, AUTHORATIVE & kind of a BAD BOY which is SOO HOT so this song is for him.... c

Ok, I Lied...
It has been 6 days since my surgery, and I feel better every day. The hardest part getting used to, is that I sleep on the average of 12 hours a day. I am used to 6 on a good day, so all this extra sleep is just so foreign to me. I feel like I'm missing out on things. But I do get on the computer a few times a day, and I'm actually making an effort to get on Fubar, doing some rating, getting in the swing of things. I cannot tell you how much the messages from some friends on here have meant to me. I've tried my best to be a pretty good egg, and when I got on the first time, and read them, it was better than any medicine they could have given me. But DG, Freak, Cyndi, Vodkagurl....so many I'll miss them...thank you so much for being such special people in this part of my life. I hope to tell each and every one of you in person some day just how great I think you are. I'm hoping to be able to get a VIP soon, so I'll put up the good, the bad, and the ugly from lately. Ac

Your Daily Motivation – Overcome Your Fears With Action
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 OVERCOME YOUR FEARS WITH ACTION -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Do the thing you fear and fear disappears. Confront your fears, list them, get to know them and only then will you be able to put them aside and move ahead. Your obstacles will melt away, if instead of cowering before them, you make up your mind to walk boldly through them. One of the greatest surprises you'll experience, is when you discover that you can do what you were afraid you couldn't do. The only thing you have to fear is fear itself. When you face the things that scare you, you open the door to freedom. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Discover Mangosteen The Mangosteen Evolution

The Gender Of The Computer..
A spanish teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine. 'House' for instance, is feminine: 'la casa.' 'Pencil,' however, is masculine: 'el lapiz.' A student asked, 'What gender is 'computer'?' Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two groups, male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether computer' should be a masculine or a feminine noun. Each group was asked to give four reasons for its recommendation. The men's group decided that 'computer' should definitely be of the feminine gender ('la computadora'), because: 1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic; 2. The native language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else; 3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for possible later retrieval; and 4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself

Katie And Her Kite
Katie And Her Kite The smile on her face was brighter than the sun surrounding her. I couldn’t help but laugh as her infectious giggle rode the wind. “Make it go higher daddy!” she said while running by my side. Her voice fluttered with every step she took through the sand. With her hands cupped above her eyes and her head tilted, I chuckled thinking she looked like she would fall over backwards. I watched her eyes follow every move that little yellow kite made. It was then I realized, how much she looked like her mother. As she stood by my side I asked, “Do you want to fly it?” She nodded with excitement as I took her hands into mine. “You have to hold on tight and don’t let go”, I said with a smile. “Ok daddy” she replied as the kite hovered high in the air above. Suddenly her expression turned from pride to curiosity, “What happens if I let go of the string?” she asked. “Well, the kite will fly higher and higher until it’s out of sight.” Satisfied with my ans

Morning Bliss
Morning Bliss My ticket was the warm cup of coffee in my hands. As I entered the theater the screen door slammed My red carpet was the old faded rug by the door I sat in the balcony to enjoy the view from my porch The orchestra of songbirds began to gently play As the curtain of darkness was lifted by the light of day With great anticipation I waited for the show to begin As my cheeks were gently tickled by the soft morning wind Bright and amazing colors of the sunrise began the light display As a soft golden hue slowly overtook the lazy morning gray The character of the fog silently receded from the stage Unveiling a lake of glass still sleeping beneath the haze The pure and simple beauty as well as the peace of this place Presented a performance which could never be replaced From the edge of my seat on the old porch swing I sat in awe and wondered what the next act would bring A beautiful pair of swans began their loving dance of grace I could just sen

Right Here Bside You
Right Here Beside You Staring at the shadows in the distance I see painfully familiar faces From behind the cold gray stones the morning fog reveals their embraces A blanket of roses begin their descent as her eyes give birth to a parade of tears I long to touch her face and whisper my name, just once to calm her fears Though I may not, my love for her will always remain I wish I could embrace her warmth and remove her pain For such a woman, a gift from God to my life I will always be so grateful to have had for my wife I am so sorry my love for leaving you here in this world alone To return to five rooms full of memories in what was once our home I hear your weeping sobs at night as you cry out my name This empty house contains my soul yet I know it’s not the same I’m here beside you wishing I could hold your hand As you lie alone and stare at our picture on the nightstand I will not leave you to enter the light Until this pain has lifted and your heart takes f

Thank You
Thank You Sometimes, when walking in the rain or stopping to look at a sunset I'll think of you and just smile. I'll remember how life used to dance in your eyes and wonder if it still does. You taught me so many things in life just by being yourself like how to laugh and how to live. Do you remember when we looked to the trees and watched the wind tickle the leaves. You told me the simplest things in life carry the most magic. You were right. Now as I wonder where you are I'll pray you're safe and thank you from the bottom of my heart. Brian K Walters

The Painter
The Painter His soul flows onto the canvas with the grace of an angel Brilliant colors emerge portraying every emotion in his heart His brush and inner thoughts dance in perfect cadence Creating the perfect window into the essence of him He is an artist forever willing to bare himself to all Though he may not control the world he lives in The oils on his palette allow him to become the creator In jubilation, his spirit dances with precious freedom Brilliant shades of blue, purple and red Give birth to the essence of life itself While yellows, browns and greens Provide the foundation of mother earth He smiles with the rare serenity his creation gives him. For even he discovers more about the artist as he gazes. With contentment he signs the reflection of this stage in life. Claude Monet

The Dance Of Terror
Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see?

The Phone Call
The Phone Call Her fingers follow small streaks of rain As they race for the bottom of the window. The reflection of her endless brown eyes Stays constant above her breath on the glass. She doesn’t know the reasons why he left She only knows the pain left in his absence. Every night she prays to a God she hopes is listening To bring him home back where he belongs. Every morning she misses his hugs, laughter and smile. At the bus stop she always turns to see no one there. In class she can’t help but write his name over and over. Sometimes she even hates him for leaving her alone. After a long ride home she sees the fathers waiting there, Then studies her friends faces as they light up with smiles. Her eyes fade into silence as she begins her walk home. She wants to cry but knows she has to be strong. As she walks in the door the phone begins to ring. On the other end she hears "Hi honey, it’s daddy!" As the tears well in her eyes she replies "Hi daddy, I Lo

A Higher Standard.....think It And It Will Come.
One comes in the end to realize that there is no permanent pure relationship and there should not be. --Anne Morrow Lindbergh Whether we are teenagers in love for the first time, or parents who have been married for twenty years, relationships can turn into obsessions if we're not careful. We can lose our sense of self and only feel complete when we're with the other person. We can become totally attached and dependent on the primary person in our lives for all our needs. We need to remember that we can be a good partner in a relationship only if we feel complete within ourselves. Keeping ourselves open to change in our surroundings, our loved ones, and especially ourselves helps us stay whole. We learn, first, to be ourselves, to make independent choices. We dare to do things on our own. Things as simple as going for a walk by ourselves and smelling the scents of nature. Being ourselves means bringing our own world to meet the world of our loved ones, rather than depend

The Reality Of Now
The Reality Of Now The sweet aroma of roses fade into a distant memory Blackened pedals drift silently to the hardwood floor Only to be swept away by a soft summer breeze The light tickle of ivory once beckoned her embrace Now as it echoes off these empty walls, it haunts me Finding little consolation in my beliefs, I drown in her Caring not to hear only a faint whisper on the wind I long for my ears to bleed from her screaming my name As my fingers glide across this cold faded photograph I writhe in agony to feel her velvet skin beneath my touch As night falls the endless silence becomes deafening Alone with my memories of her, I pray for endless sleep Wishing I could still smell her perfume on this empty satin I clutch her pillow and silently whisper her name Hoping to fade into darkness, never to rise again By Brian K. Walters

Rkkennedy
Rkkennedy84 is hosting a birthday Happy Hour in hopes to level to Disciple. Special thanks to Inkman876 for giving her Auto 11's. That's right, its DOUBLE the POINTS for rating this hotties pictures! Her Happy Hour will be on November 30, 2008. She will have a few albums setup to rate for $$FUBUCKS$$ And if she gets a BiRtHdAy donation of a niced sized Bling Pack, she will be offering BLING 2 those of you who rate all her ALBUMS. Sexy Goddess♥rkkennedy84♥ *Owned By PhotoBug*Slave2T* And remember, its her 24th Birthday, so RATE her HARD & BLING her hard... SEND her GIFTS galore!! She deserves all the lovinzzz she can possibly get... She will also have a blast up promoting her Happy Hour. Catch it in a snapshot (not while its her HH) and get 50k fubucks.. If its her Happy Hour, snapshot it with her BLAST, and receive 150,000 FUBUCKS! Pimped with love: Tappinit

Søken Etter Elefanten Som Bilde I Vår Kulturhistorie
Faktisk kan skofetishisme og beundring av føtter være et bilde på Elefanten. Den er i stand til å krøsje deg. Like godt å vise at man ser fram til den avslutningen på karrieren. Men Bibelen er Elefanten personlig. Hvis vi legger de to delene sammen (jeg vet det er vanskelig, bruk lim) så danner GT og NT et overraskende resultat: Vi har Slangen som et bilde på Elefantens snabel og vi har eplene som dens øyne. Vi har Salomos Høysang som munnen og stemmen. Med NT får vi i de 4 testamentene om Jesus bena. Og Johannes Åpenbaring danner avslutningen på en utrolig nyttig måte. Revelation er også en god beskrivelse, men Åpebaring er faktisk enda bedre. Endetiden er ikke bare et bilde eller noe som kommer. Det er en alltid virkende realitet. GT er sånn sett hodet og NT er kroppen.

The Traveler
The Traveler I am merely a traveler Enjoying this wonderful ride So many things to see So much to learn I have felt the warmth of the sun, The gentle kiss of rain The joy of laughter And the honesty of tears With every turn I make A new adventure awaits me Yet everything means nothing Without the wisdom of the past We experience the warmth of love The sorrows of goodbye We see the beauty of a smile And treasure the simple things the most The one thing I have learned Is everything has a meaning Purpose and time That, is the magic of life Brian K. Walters

What Am I Gonna Do Now
75K 1 YR VIP oh yes this is a must.. can't have a level 28 whatever they named that damn level a non vip person now can we!! NO NO plz help and leave as many comments here to plz You guys.. I wants a auto cherry 11 big points big big points.. and I love things that are big.. so come on guys help me get a big one. comment comment comment right here plz.. MISTER B GOING FOR A ONE YEAR VIP 75K LETS DO IT FOR HIM.. COMMENT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN plz click on either one of these pics and leave as many comments as you can.. it will help out so much.. Thank You Thank you

The Writer
The Writer Sometimes I sit here wondering what to write. Do I write about you? How losing you shattered my life, Or do I write about you in the present tense? To fool myself and the reader, Into thinking everything is still ok. Shall I reminisce about the day I proposed? Or how life used to dance in your eyes, And I felt so complete. Do I let my pain and anger flow into words, Hiding my tears behind thin scrolls of ink As I confess my sorrow? Maybe I’ll write about someone else, So for a moment I can live their life And hide from mine. I know, I’ll write about a sunset, Or a morning cup of coffee! That seems safe. No, that won’t work. A sunset reminds me of your beauty And you died in the morning. Brian K Walters

Zonealarm 2009 Pro Free Today Only
Windows only: The popular Windows firewall application ZoneAlarm Free has a big brother called ZoneAlarm Pro, which boasts a handful of features not available in the free version—including integrated antivirus. Normally $40, ZoneAlarm Pro will be available today (11/18) for the low, low price of free. ZoneAlarm Free was voted one of the five best Windows firewalls by Lifehacker readers, so if you like what you've seen from that, a free upgrade to the Pro version sounds like a winner. The promotion link below will likely offer an active link to the deal starting 6AM PST this morning. http://download.zonealarm.com/bin/free/sum/index.html

Crazy Love....
A video made for me few months ago by my baby! THIS IS HOW MY BABY SEES ME: I can hear her heart beat for a thousand miles And the heavens open every time she smiles And when I come to her, that's where I belong I guess I'm running to her like a river's song She gives me love, love, love, crazy love She gives me love, crazy love She's got a fine sense of humour, when I'm feeling down And when I come to her when the sun goes down She takes away my trouble, takes away my grief Takes away my heartache in the night like a thief She gives me love, love, love crazy love She gives me love, crazy love I guess I need her in the daytime I guess I need her in the night Just want to throw my arms around her And kiss her, kiss her tight She gives me love, crazy love She gives me love, crazy, crazy love A crazy love

Away From You
The more I am away from you, The more I want you here. The more I do without your love, The more I want you near. I know that it makes little sense To want what's not around, But there's just one true love for me And that's the one I've found. We've gone through all the weather maps, The sunshine and the rain, But I would take a sea of storms To be with you again.

The Iris And The Acorea
Lyrics composed for me by my baby!!!! A beautiful story behind this: Iris is a dear name to me while Acorea is a illness that blinds the iris of the eyes. Xavier made this to tell me i am the light of his life.

We Have A Bday Coming Up
Mrs.Samm ~Dangerous Curves~Member Alrighty Ladies We Have Our 1st Birthday Coming Up, And So far Its The Only ONe I see ON The Chart! Mrs. Samms Birthday Is November The 22nd So Lets Show Her Lots Of Love!!!

Dancing Can Make You Money
Good Morning, and how goes it in the world of milk and honey? Yeah some get the honey and some the milk and sometimes the milk is wonderful and sometimes it is sour. The Honey is sweet but brings pain…Wow…I am somewhat sappy today. I needed to write to someone who had a loss this last weekend it is never easy and it normally effects all who know that person…unless one would have a cold black heart and I don’t… so let’s cheer this message up so we don’t have a bunch of people standing out on a ledge… I seen this little blurb on MSN of Coping…Five ways to cope if your folks move in…Funny thing is a guy at work asked me if I wanted his Mother-In-Law…I was like..oh what a Thoughtful gift, thank you Mike. However he reconsidered when I asked for a Million Dollars in rent up front. Not that the price was too high, he just didn’t have it on himself. Talking about quick money I also heard of a small town who had to pay a woman to stay away from their town dance hall…This is too funny, M

Choose. [nsfw, Pot Related Content Below]
I'm a smoker. No, not the tar and nicotine type of smoker. I'm a marijauna consumer. I love the feel of a nice bud of sticky rolling between my fingers as I prepare it for the bowl. I love the sweet/stale taste it leaves in my mouth. I love tooling on down 8 mile road to Nevada and chiefing on Paul Wall & his fully packed WoodGrain. I love rolling a blunt up amongst friends and getting toasty together. But I mostly love waking up before no one else, turning on my computer and fiddlng around with my various social networking pages and blowing back on my big hitter. That's how I come up with most of my funky ideas for backgrounds. Or write blogs like this. ;] I'm a morning smoker. If I had to choose one time to smoke and then I couldn't smoke any other time at all during the day, it would be in the morning.

I Thought Wrong...(a Poem)
No one should feel this pain. There's no way to stay anywhere near sane. To think of how much time I've wasted. And how many tears I've tasted. I used to always be beaming. Now, I no longer have meaning. Everything used to make sense. But suddenly my chest is horribly tense. How can I continue faking? When the memories just keeps taking, Everything I've ever known. Now, my whole life is blown. I can't keep living like this... I'll never again feel bliss. I know I'm very strong. But how can I hold on? Its amazing how quickly everything can change. There's always such a very wide range. What am I supposed to be, When the memories are all I can see? What was all this time wasted for? All I've ever wanted was to heal this sore. Now its been ripped open wide. And I don't have anywhere I can hide. I must make everything work out. Cuz I can't just continue to pout. I just wonder...how can this even be so? I guess its just time for me to let go........ ~~~Dawn~~~

Stupid Knee
I think it is time to get a new doc... My last one moved after his building collapsed during hurricane rita.. and i haven't had one since (yes i know its been a few years.. shut up) My knee has decided that it wants to go all spastic on me again... I have a nice lump in it.. and I think it is full of fluid AGAIN... I can't even bend it enough to put my foot on the opposite knee to tie a shoe... and it is TENDER... hurts to move sometimes... very very sore to the touch... It sucks... *sniffles*

New Addition
So Monday at 430 in the morning my buddy wakes me up to tell me his wifes water broke..... We have been waiting for this for just under 9 months..... Yay. So at 630 am CST they brought another girl into the world. Peyton was born at 8 pounds 2 ounces and like her sisters she is adorable. I thought i would just share this with all of you..... HAve a great Tuesday

Update
Hi, where 2 start? I am officially married. They say that the paper changes a person and it is true, my old man used 2 give it 2 me all the time now i am lucky if i get it once s week. He is the only guy i know that would turn down getting his dick sucked. He doesn't have 2 ask i enjoy giving head half the time i get off from just giving head. Granted when we do have sex it is good i want it maore i thought with marriage i would get more nit less. eanough venting over that. My 2 1/2 year old Kasey thinks he is all grown up. He has started 2 gather tools and go outside under my 73 nova and proceed 2 say he is "fixing hot rod". We have 2 hide all the screwdrivers and battreies in the hose because if it takes batteris and is not working he will take it apart and replace the batteries. He is my little mechanic. He watches a movie once and by the second time watching he is repeating the movie word for word. He is going 2 be my trouble maker. My 14 year old Jeremy is ready 2 gradu

Sweet Turtle Has Auto's On Tuesday Am
I have Auto 11s starting in the morning... Tuesday morning. Stop by and get you some... points, of course. What were you thinking? I want to be a Disciple when I grow up. :O Help me make it happen? This is my very first A11s blingie (thanks LarryB), and I don't know what happens. I shall do my best to return all love. Lots of EZ Rate pictures as well! ~Sweet Turtle~@ fubar Hit up my fave fu-friend while you're at it! He made it possible... he loves this attention too! ;) Thanks Larry! You're the best! LarryB@ fubar

Random Prizes Fubucks & Drinks All Day Tuesday!
IT'S A NEW LOOK WITH SOME NEW STAFF HIRING ALL STAFF & DJ'S @ TEXAS MUSIC ROADHOUSE PULL UP A SEAT, KICK BACK HAVE A DRINK MIGHT WIN YOURSELF SOME FU-BUCKS & PRIZES WHILE GETTING SNOCKERED IN THE PROCESS! LISTEN SOME TUNES

Beautiful Heart...
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared -- how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw

Work , Work, Work!!!!! Bah......
work thats all i seem to do these days...we are born , we grow up we slave away....well i thinks to my self why is that? i cant remember the last time i relaxed and had some fun ,i dont mean to work all the time but i do even when im off...i gots many irons in the fire and only so many funds to fuel said fire lol...ah well we can only do what we can with what we gots so.....so be it...i just wish for once i could relax , it seems like even when i sit still im tence or something....the things i like to do just seem to get in my way ...maybe i just need to slow up some, but i dont know how, i dont sleep well any more and dont sleep more than five hours.....ugh ah well maybe i needs a drink or two to calm me down, i like to drink but i never drink much lol dont like the loss of control lol...well it to late to go out and gets a drink maybe tomarow, to the gym i go for ............YOU GUESSED IT....MORE WORK....ugh.. hehehe...

Summer Dream
glitter-graphics.com I long for the summer breeze and the sun that warms my skin and the fragrant smell of the wildflowers that paint a portrait among the field by the old tree. As the cold chill of winter shivers my old bones, I close my eyes and dream of those warm breezy summer nights that I know will come again. Gegi11/18/08

General Thoughts Concerning Medicinal Cannabis
General Thoughts Concerning Medicinal Cannabis The most difficult area with which to discuss when considering the altering of National legislation involving Cannabis is the issue of Medicinal use. The reason for this has nothing at all to do with the validity of Medicinal Cannabis, reasons either pro or con or even discussions on social attitudes concerning this issue. The reason for the difficulty here is the amount of source material, once one decides to plumb the depths of this discussion, becomes so overwhelmingly abundant that one is left wondering which of a thousand subjects to begin with first. Also, this information is all rather consistent in its commentary as well with almost all valid research proving not only the medicinal benefits of Cannabis, but its safety and its superiority over many of the narcotic products that are for sale today. Thus I find that if I am going to write briefly on this and not commit myself to an opus of unimaginable length, I must limit mysel

Revitalizing The American Infrastructure
Revitalizing the American Infrastructure America is aging and in danger of passing its prime through an Infrastructure no longer able to sustain the speed of which our society and our technology are growing. Bridges crumbling, levees failing, communications beginning to lag behind, the need for efficient and clean energy distribution networks and a dependence, an addiction to foreign fuel, all contribute to an increasingly dangerous combination of factors which ultimately result in a National Security crisis. By harnessing the potential of Hemp, both as energy and a means to raise revenue, the United States has the ability to ensure domestic continuity while creating the potential of millions of jobs. There are two primary issues to be considered when discussing the portion of the National “Hemp Tax” dedicated to Infrastructure upgrades and repairs. The first is to supplant fossil fuels as the primary transportation fuel in the United States with CNG and bio-based fuel produce

"go Ahead And Leave"
"GO AHEAD AND LEAVE" GO AHEAD AND LEAVE BAN ME FROM YOUR LIFE MAKE ME BELIEVE YOU'VE ALREADY THOUGHT TWICE YOU THINK YOU DONT NEED ME I KNOW I DONT NEED YOU BEEN THROUGH HELL AND BACK AND STILL HAVE NO CLUE GO AHEAD AND LEAVE IVE TOLD YOU GOODBYE IM GUESSING YOUR WAITING FOR MY CONTENTFUL SIGH GUESSING BY YOUR FACE YOUR STILL CONFUSED YOUR PLAYFUL ANTICTS ARE LEAVNG YOU AMUSED GO AHEAD AND LEAVE AND SEE IF I CARE DONT APOLOGIZE NOW DONT EVEN DARE FEELING REALLY STUPID YEAH YOU DESERVE THAT GO AHEAD AND LEAVE AND DONT COME BACK

1st My M &ms & My Heart
"1ST MY M&MS & NOW MY HEART" THE CHEMISTRY WAS THERE RIGHT FROM THE START FIRST IT WAS MY M&MS AND NOW YOUVE GOT MY HEART COMMITTED THE PERFECT CRIME AS I LANDED IN YOUR ARMS OPENED UP IN TIME WITH YOU BLISSFUL CHARM KNEW IT FROM THE GET GO THAT WE WERE MEANT TO BE NEVER SHALL I LET GO SO HOLD ON TIGHT TO ME LISTEN TO THOSE 3 WORDS IVE MEANT IT FROM THE START FIRST IT WAS MY M&MS AND NOW YOUVE GOT MY HEART.

Wrong!!!!!
"WRONG" YOU THINK YOU GOT ME YOU THINK IM DONE YOU THINK ITS OVER YOU THINK YOU WON YOUR AS STUPID AS YOU LOOK YOUR AS STUPID AS THEY COME WHEN IT COMES TO SMARTS HONEY YOU HAVE NONE YOU LIKE PLAYING GAMES YOU LIKE BEING DUMB YOU LIKE CAUSING PAIN BUT SWEETHEART IM NUMB HOW ASHAMED ARE YOU REALLY HOW SINFUL CAN YOU BE YOU LOOK KINDA SILLY YOU LOOK IGNORANT TO ME SO YOU CAN THINK YOU GOT ME BUT IT WONT LAST LONG CAUSE WHEN I GET THERE YOULL ADMIT YOUR WRONG.

One Of Them Days
I've just had one of them days that totally SUCK!!! My baby had to go back to work and thus begins another freakin' week of not seeing her. Friday ain't too far away, but it feels like forever!! I know...I know....puppy love you say. Just wish it was so it wouldn't hurt so damn much!! It's just lonely with out her. I got my roommates to keep me company. Much love to my Emsie!!! She keeps me pert near SANE...lol...! Hit me up sometime if y'all wanna chat.....Loves, Liby Lou

Fish Stories
WELL LETS SEE HERE I LIKE TO GO FISHING WHEN I GET A CHANCE AND I TAKE MY TWO DAUGHTERS WHEN I CAN. THERE IS HARDLY ANY THING AS JOYFUL AS THE LOOK IN MY 7 YEAR OLD'S FACE WHEN SHE HOOKED HER FIRST FISH, AND THE LOOK ON MY FACE YOU WOULD HAVE THOUGHT SHE CAUGHT "MOBY DICK" LOL, I CASTED IT AND TOLD HER TO WATCH THE BOBBER. WELL IT WENT UNDER AND I HAD TOLD HER TO PULL IT BACK REAL HARD. WELL I HAD GOT HER A SMALL ROD-N-REEL ABOUT 2 FOOT LONG AND THINKING THAT I SHOULD HAVE GOT HER A LONGER ROD-N-REEL. CAUSE WHEN SHE JERKED IT BACK, SHE WHACKED MY SAC. I FELL LIKE A STONE. AND MY OLDEST FELL OVER LAUGHING. WELL SHE REELED IT IN AND SHE HAD CAUGHT A SMALL MOUTH BASS BUT HE WAS TO SMALL TO KEEP BUT WE STILL HAD FUN

Renaissance Man
Fingers fall down the path of tiptoed keys. The despondent dulcet sound leaves a ring in a dresser. Finds a man broken by time, by life. Wandering dew damp sidewalks chasing foggy breath. Phantom arms around his shoulders. Not dragging, not weighing. Carrying. Warming. He wonders what is real. The wet rock underfoot, or the tragic but, somehow welcome yearning in his heart. What is it to be real anyway? We hurt, we laugh, we sing, we cry If a deaf man falls in the dark, and no one is around... Phenomenon need no observer. Such is the quiet magnificence of love.

Love
so i have never loved. in the event that this does happen i will probably give it my all. if you are the fortunate one to tame me i wish you the best of luck. it will not be easy, if you love a challenge i;m the one. Just remember while you can fake an orgasm i can fake an entire relationship! so good luck on getting me to say it. it may never come out!yea. i'm hard headed when it comes to this. you must either have put on a love hex (good luck dont really believe in witch-craft). or #2 you are bearing a ring i put on your finger.

[the Soup Of 999 Deaths]
I am not a vegetarian, nor am I an experienced vegetarian cook *hides his various cookbooks with entire sections dedicated to the subject* This is the placeholder for the working prototype of the vegetarian alternative to "The soup of 1000 deaths" I REFUSE to just strip it of its meatses and declare it done, or dumb it down to a simple cream of mushroom. Pot A) 2 cups (sliced not diced) shitake mushrooms simmered in about 2 cups veggie broth Pot B) saute' 1/2 bulb fennel or 1/2 white onion (preference) in 2 tbs butter. Medallion and dredge 3 stalks of fennel or 1 leek in panko. Pot C) fry the dredged crunchy veggies, retrieve and cool when gbd Pot D) (and you should probably do this step ahead) boil 1 cup of dry split broad beans Combine A and B, add about 1 heavy handful of shaved parmesan, and 1/8th-1/4th pint of heavy cream,mind color texture. Top with beans, sprigs of fennel and the crunchies See prior serving options along with using the soup to top diced tubers or hard squash of

Should I Date Her...
OK HERE IS A LIL, NO A LOT ABOUT WHAT’S GOIN ON… I HAVE KNOWN THIS WOMAN 4 ABOUT 3 OR 4 YEARS NOW… SHE IS A NON DRINKIN, SMOKE FREE CHURCH GOIN WOMAN, THAT KNOWS THAT I SMOKE N DRINK BUT I JUST DON’T DO IT AROUND HER… WE HAVE EVEN DATED N DA PASS, FO A MIN… N YES WE GOT DOWN, BUT ONLY WHEN WE CALLED R SELF DATIN OVER 2 YEARS AGO… O, N SHE HAS A SMART MOUTH 16 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER THAT SHE LETS DO WHATEVER SHE WANTS N REALLY GETS UNDER MY SKIN AT TIMES… NOW WHAT I WANT TO KNOW IS, SHOULD I CLEAN UP MY LIFE FROM MOST OF DA DRINKIN N ALMOST NO SMOKIN LOL... AND LEAVE ALL THESE WOMEN AND ALL THESE NO GOOD ASZ GIRLS (WOMEN) ONLINE ALONE… PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ASK ANYTHING U LIKE BEFORE ANSWERIN... OR JUST REPLY TO SHARE YOUR THOUGHTS... YO BRO: BORED, LOST N LONELY THEN A MO-FO...

Icp Song Lyrics (hey Why Not?)
Death Comes wicked painful and slow at the hands of malinko. Great malinko in your mind dont look now your life is gone this is all because of you what you got youre self in to. -The Great Malinko Halls of illusions visit yours and see what could of and would of been real but you had to fuck up trhe whole deal. Lets walk the hallway its a long way that takes all day and when you get to the end you'll find a chair see all the blood yea your boy was just here. - Halls of Illuions Jake and Jack and the dark carnival remove your hats or we'll cut off your heads show respect yous amost the dead. Dont like wiggers and richie boys- The amazing jackel brothers Its the boogy woogy man keep your light on for as long as you can and when it cuts off so does your head boogie woogie waits your bed with a knife cut through the bottom little jimmy jimmy opps got em. -Boogie woogie man Angels Dance with the cryptic Fairies -Forgotten Freshness Vol.3 (Just so every one knows Im

Whisper
Slowly she takes my Hand and leads it to her Wetness. She lowers her Head into my Shoulder, sighing. Anxiously awaiting The parting of her lips. I raise her head and Kiss her Intently. Loving the look of Innocence on her face. She smiles and Gazes into my eyes. I feel her heat On my fingers As I toy with her. Making her want more. Her mouth Slightly opens As she softly moans. Whispering, Take me. © 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.

You Taste Divine
He holds me in his arms, Puts his mouth to mine. He parts my lips with his tongue And says you taste divine. A little further down he goes, To just above my breast. He teases and kisses my nipples, He says baby, please just rest. He knows what he is doing To my body that he holds. He says, just raise your feet, my love And step out of those clothes. I’ll make you feel all better, And further down he goes. He kisses my belly lightly God, I can feel it in my toes! He uses his fingers to feel the heat He’s gone in one straight line. Pulled them out to let me taste I agree, I taste divine. He says, It’s time to lay you down And love you like I should. Just lay back, rest and relax, You know it’s gonna be good. He takes my legs and lifts them up And spreads them oh so gently He takes his tongue and teases my clit Then his fingers I feel enter me. I moan in so much pleasure And I can feel his smile, He’s enjoying what he’s giving me He’s gone th

Oral Love
I lay beside him wondering, Does he want to? Not asking, Raising up Going down. Taking him By surprise. Caught, completely off guard. I gripped him tight. Stroked him as I Gently sucked his balls. Readying my mouth to Hold him. Teasing, The skin between his Balls and tight ass. He moaned. I knew he liked that. My fingers stay, teasing….. I raised up, my mouth over his Head, Licking it. Swirling my tongue Around The head of his rock hard cock. Kissing, licking, Playfully taking a little at a time. He thrusts, I rub his belly, Relaxing him back down on the bed. He watched me Fully engulfing him. The air fills with Moans, His and mine. He thrusts constantly, I take it. He grabs hair, I like it. We are in sync, Me sucking, Him fucking My mouth. Balls tighten, body shaking, Still in contact with my throat, He feels me Swallow. I lick him clean. I raise up Kissing his dick, Laying my head on the Pillow. © 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All

'08
All the world is distraught, About a pain the has been brought. Death and war are all around, You can't be conscious of what is found. Love is being dropped at every corner, Those who are left are just the moaners. Sitting and crying for what they have lost, Not even thinking about the cost. Leaving their friends and family behind, Those were the ones that were so kind. Finding the one that you can call yours, Has become such a chore. But when you find them you'll be so glad, For all the pain that you have had, Will be washed away for all to see, Just how happy you can be.

Tale Of A Dog: Caesar
Tale of a Dog: Caesar A short story by Brian Reily © 2008 I have met many faces in my journeys through the night. Some good, some bad, most neutral, but of all the characters I have encountered, only one truly stands out in my mind. Unlike the others, he is not of the human race, but rather a great, white beast with shining eyes. Twice now have our paths crossed and twice have we reached an unspoken truce. I could tell you of the terror that filled me the first time I saw his snarling face, but I would have to lie; for never has he bore his fangs, only stood and stared. This monster I have semi-affectionately, semi-begrudgingly, given the name “Caesar”. This creature of the streets has stared me down, and twice now have I stood my ground. He lies in the middle of a cement pad, formerly the foundation of a now long demolished building, surrounded on all sides by his pack. Of the others I can say only a few things. First, they number about ten or twelve, dogs of all sh

Hello World
lately my owner has been keeping me busy. something about having my body chained to immovable objects.. I guess he is just sick and twisted. who'd want my lttle boy chained to a bed, pole, concrete block. Guess he just sick that away. thank god. luv u Tara

I Only Want Softness
I am a submissive. I love pain. But I also love sweetness. I love the feel of a pair of strong arms around me, holding me, comforting me, and letting me know that he will protect me no matter what. I want soft kisses and sweet caresses. I want to be tucked into a warm safe bed, where I can just be myself. I want him to want me to feel like that. I want him to have the knowledge that all I have to give is his and I would abandon my comfort for his own. Love is what it is. I do love someone but I won't if there is no softness, a submissive can't have pain all the time.

The Twelfth Card By Jeffery Deaver
Plot Summary: Lincoln Rhyme, Deaver's popular paraplegic detective, returns (after The Vanished Man) in a robust thriller that demonstrates Deaver's unflagging ability to entertain. But even great entertainers have high and lows, and this novel, while steadily absorbing, doesn't match the author's best. Geneva Settle, who's 16 and black, is attacked in a Manhattan library while researching an ancestor, a former slave who harbored a serious secret (not revealed until book's end). Amelia Sachs, Rhyme's lover/assistant, and then Rhyme are pulled into the case, which quickly turns bloody. After Geneva are a lethally cool white hit man and a black ex-con—but even when they're identified, their motive remains unclear: why does someone want this feisty, hardworking Harlem schoolgirl dead? To find out, Rhyme primarily relies, as usual, on his and Sachs's strength, forensic analysis; the book's tour de force opening sequence consists mostly of a lengthy depiction of their painstaking dissection

Help Me Godfather....... Auto 11s On
OK I NEED YOUR HELP!!!! AUTO 11s ARE ON AND IM TRYING TO MAKE GODFATHER!!! CLICK BELOW AND DO WHAT YA CAN.... ALL LOVE WILL APPRECIATED AND RETURNED!! Brought To You By : (repost of original by 'OneSexyAssBiotch' on '2008-11-03 14:04:32') (repost of original by '~♥Windy♥~Come on Downraters...come and get me! ~Member of Stiletto Girls~' on '2008-11-17 14:08:11') (repost of original by 'Jimmy B' on '2008-11-17 14:18:49') (repost of original by '~♥Windy♥~Come on Downraters...come and get me! ~Member of Stiletto Girls~' on '2008-11-17 14:22:50')

Dumb Shyt
I'm posting a blog, because mumms have gotten incredibly slow as of late, and my creativity is completely out the window, soo, other than the should I go to bed or stay up mumm, my mind is blank. I deleted like 2500 friends about six months ago, and now I want them to see if they'd help me level... I wanna hit godfather. It's snowing here... HARD. Guess it had to happen sometime.

Darkness Roams
Sorrow in my soul, the suffering it breeds It pours from my heart, it bleeds In love with my misery, It I will embrace As I breathe it in, death on my lips I taste Confused I cannot tell what I am suppose to feel I cannot feel the things that are suppose to be real Numb to what this world has made me see Looking in this mirror my reflection is not me As my my body grows cold, my body it quivers To another world I will be delivered I cannot hear, Images have dissapeared I cannot see, now I am a spirit filled with fear where is my new world that I had dreamt of Where is my angel that has been sent from above No angels, no glorifilled lights to lead me home i have been left alone in the darkness to roam D.L Abrams Nov 08

November 14 2008
Ok today is november 14 of the year of our lord 2008 And today i learned NOTHING. they say you must learn something everyday, but today i did not. This bothers me. IS my BRAIN getting WEAKER or am i not paying enough attention. So what is this blog about really. THE SAME THING AS WHAT I LEARNED TODAY nothing really just whatever my thoughts are for the day. Black President, what do you guys think. well its been real and its been fun but it ain't been real fun PEACE OUT ALL

Final Inspection
FINAL INSPECTION The soldier stood and faced his God Which must always come to pass He hoped his shoes were shining bright Just as brightly as his brass “Step forward now, soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you turned the other cheek? To my Church have you been true?” The soldier squared his shoulders and said. “No Lord I guess I ain’t Because those of us who carry guns Can’t always be a saint. I’ve had to work most Sundays And at times my talk was tough, But, I never took a thing That wasn’t mine to keep… Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills got just too steep, And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear, And sometimes, God forgive me, I’ve wept unmanly tears. I know I don’t deserve a place Among the people here, They never wanted me around Except to calm their fears. If you’ve a place for me here, Lord, It needn’t be so grand, I never expected or had too much, But if you don’t I’ll understand.” There was a si

Kiss Off I Guess
Ok well here is the thing again..... I posted my pics for my pleasure and pleasure of others. If you do not like them, then please do not look at them. It is that simple. Oh and yes someone's man did comment on them so check yourself. So if they were good enough for him then well I don't know what else to say. Will I post anymore? Nah I don't think so. Am I a whore in real life? No I am not. Just proud of the way I look. Because honey I am not embarressed to be myself and to show some skin. Now regardless of how "LOW" it seems. I could post some real skanky ones, like me having sex with someone. Was thinking of that? Maybe a certain someone is just pissed because he got dissed. Oh well, I don't like country music all that much. I say it in my profile. Read it again. Don't be surprised next time. So OMG!!!!! Get a life and get out of mine. Bitch mode is on. HAHAHA. I am so bad. Now don't get any ideas, but just wanted to say something to get it off my chest. Drama in the Fu tonigh

Wtf!?!?!
I don't understand the point of having the whole rating system on here. You people get retarded pissed off when people give you less than a 10... and auto 11's. What a joke. The point is to be honest or at least do what I do and just not rate the person(which I only do because so many of you cry about it). I see some incredibly grotesque hos up in here with ratings OVER 10... wtf? Are you guys so horny that you will give a girl an 11 just because she shows a little leg that makes me... well... throw up in my mouth a little bit. I just think that so much about this site is fake/lame. And before you ask me why I'm still here then. Well, I do know a couple decent people on here. I just don't understand the rest of you crazy &^

A Reminder
As alot of you know I am involved with alot of charity work. I am putting together my christmas charity drive now and have been soliciting the donations pretty heavy. Tonight I went to pick up a computer that a family was donating to the drive from a nearby town. As I was talking to the lady her daughter came out of her bedroom carrying two plastic grocery bags full of toys. She handed them to me and said "I want you to give these to another kid that can use them".."for christmas". I looked at her mom who gave me a nod and I crouched down to take the bags from her. I asked her "how old are you"? She said "im 7" and showed me that many on her fingers. then she said "I will be 8 on Dec 15th" I almost cried. That episode reminded me of why I do this stuff. Its a tough year this year for a lot of families, more than normal. If you have it, give it. Someone will be glad you did and the feeling is unforgettable. happy holidays

My 1st Auction Hosted
Jªne_N.Ðº³ DARK DRAGOON86 BID: 15 Mil 1 day blast Gears of war 2 And I'll beat FF 7 for you!! OWNED BY: Qüéêñ ☼ƒ ♥'š/Captain Elite 2nd Alarm Hotties@HOD ~ Owned by lou_cypher~@ fubar QUEEN OF HEARTS BID:2.5 mill & 7 day blast OWNER: lou_cypher owned by Cindy "Rose"@ fubar

Aruba Adventures
I arrived in Oranjestad, Aruba to a rainy evening but warm greeting from Dad and Britney. It was great to see them again and driving from the airport to the house we had time to catch up with each other. I hadn't seen Dad in almost two years and he kept making a fuss over how pretty I looked which provocted a massive giggle session from Britney as she kept poking me. We arrived at the house and was greeted by Carol. She's an odd woman, tries to be corridial but is never really warm. "Darling", she gasped when I came through the door. "You look lovely!" and we did that strange fake double cheeck kiss. Weird. That night we all went out to dinner and by the time it was over I was exhausted and got to bed early. On Sunday it rained on and off through out the day so we didn't do much except for some shopping in the afternoon. After dinner Dad and Carol went to bed early and Britney and I spent the evening watching movies and chatting. She revealed to me that she would be cutting classes

Gone In An Instant
Sunday night I lost the best person that could have game into my life. last night at about 8:30 I lost my child, I had a miscarriage. It was by far the most worst thing any expecting mother could ever go thru.This baby was my 1st pregnancy. I was told my senior yr by 2 Dr.s that I was unable to produce eggs, and this was a sign to prove them wrong. I produced an egg, and concieved a child of my own. This does not mean I'm going to give up on trying to have a child. This was just natures way of telling me it was either the wrong time, or the wrong father, or both! DAVID WAYNE or KARMA MARIE~GOD REST IN PEACE AND MOMMY LOVES YOU!!! I'M SORRY

Mummettes Lingerie Party!!!!
The Mummer chicks had a Lingerie party oh boy!!!! All the ladies arrive Hubba hubba Things got a little hands on with some She ordered these in 6 different colours taking sexy to a whole new level more to come during the blog *grin*

My Husband
you know i don't get it any more i think this is the last thing i could ever see again, you know i could not believe that my husband wanted to sleep in my son's room and get this and he says he don't want to sleep with me and you know why he said that because i have some kind of dease well guess what hell that is not funny and i am just tired of the crap, i guess i just minds as well as die and hell with everyone and i know that no one really cares so why be on this earth any ways.

Autumn Auction 1 Week Only Nov. 21- 28
A Stroll in the Autumn Breeze..... LAST CHANCE TO OWN A PIXI Would you like to Stroll through the Autumn Breeze with a Pixi? Why not come and check out my Autumn Breeze auction it will run until Nov. 28th. SilverPixi Made with much luv by: ¡ï♎¡ï Lucretia ¡ï♎¡ï Wiccan GodMother )O(@ fubar (repost of original by '★♎★ Lucretia ★♎★ Wiccan GodMother )O(' on '2008-11-19 19:34:12')

Something She Left For A Friend Of Mine
November 14, 2008 @ 8:54 am A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot! A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend's shoulder is soggy from your tears... A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it! A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.

Sorta A Roster,recruiting
Are you new to Fubar?Feel Like a Point Whore?Then we want you.Obcessed with Leveling are you?So are we,I'll Show you how.Don't be shy?Do you have The Stamina & Strength of the Mighty Wolf ?Is The Wolf your Spirit Guide?Or The Mighty Grizzly,Or Cougar or Perhaps The Stealth of The Black Panther? If so Please Send Friend Request,to myself & my Rogue's

This Is The Real Me,take It Or Leave It.......
I am who I am, I be who I be, you can kiss my ass, if you don't like what you see.I am not be used, abused,taken forgranted,neglected, abandoned,made to feel inferior,made to feel like an idiot,to be played,or to be treated like shit.If people think its alright to do all this shit to me,then they are truly mistaken,cause I don't like to be fucked with.If you don't like me,then don't waste you time telling me how much you don't like me, cause I could give a shitless if ya like me or not.People may think that I am biggest bitch ever but in all honesty, I am just speaking my mind and being really honest.I am real honest person and tell people the real truth and nothing but the truth.I am really sweet and kind person and I had my heart shattered into a million pieces by people before.People just don't understand me, they don't know what its like to go through the shit I've went through and they never will.People are like well she is ignorant and stupid and doesn't know what that hell she i

Bob's Slut
I am married and I have a girl friend also married. She is really hot and she loves showing off. I am posting some pictures of her. It is a turn on for me that she likes to turn on other guys. Hope you like the pictures.

Friends
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when

Silverpixi's..... A Stroll Thru The Autumn Breeze - Auctions
A Stroll in the Autumn Breeze..... SilverPixi presents A Stroll Thru the Autumn Breeze Auctions....Come see what is being offered and Bid on your favorite Fu -- Bidding starts at 50,000 fu bucks. ~*~Since this auction will only run for one week..no late entries will be accepted. *Auction will run from November 21 until November 28.* SilverPixi Mz Belle

Fubar Stress
How Many Of Us Come To Fubar To Escape It All??? How Many Of Us Come Here For The Drama??? How Many Of Us Get Online Just To See ow Many Folks We Can Make Mad Today??? Should Fubar Be A Stressful Or Stress Free Environment??? Personally I come here as often as I can to escape the real life drama and to see the long distance friends that I have made and that I enjoy talking to... I don't get on here to build up more unnecessary stress... I love all my new found friends and I look forward to chatting and laughing and getting and giving advice every so often... Those of you who are only here for the wrong reasons need to really think why you are here in the first place... If someone made your day bad this should be your escape to make it go away for a while until you are calm enough to deal with it rationally... We are all adults not teenage kids acting out for attention... Is there anyway that we can stop the virtual stress before it rips Fubar apart??? I enjoy meeting new people and b

Boy/girlfriend Application (i'm Bored, Plz Reply Even Just For Fun)
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16. Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18. Would you dance with me? 19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My...? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... give me your number?_______________ kis

The Natural Submissive
The Natural Submissive I feel that courtesy is a strong indication of a good submissive as well as a good dominant. As a submissive, he or she asks his or her dominant for an immense amount of time, attention, and thought. Dominating someone requires a great deal of work and effort. While the submissive obviously has needs, he or she should devote himself or herself to pleasing his or her dominant as best they can. The submissive being honest and sincere about what types of play interests him or her. If the submissive is a masochist, with little or no interest in performing personal service for a dominant, he or she may tend to annoy or frustrate a dominant that has high expectations on being served. Also, there are those subs that are only interested in performing or providing a sexual service. While others tend to provide such services on a limited basis, such as domestic or office help, and then there totally devoted submissive’s who serve their dominant any way they can. One of

The Psychology Of Pain
The Psychology of Pain I strongly feel it is very possible to have a sadomasochistic experience completely without physical pain, one in which domination-submission is acknowledged in other ways; this is can be referred to as psychological pain. This can consist of such feelings as uncertainty, apprehension, shame, embarrassment, humiliation, powerlessness, and above all, fear. The most common component of SM mental pain is, of course, humiliation, where the dominant embarrasses the submissive by pointing out his or her helplessness. Example: Subs may be humiliated by being made to lick their dominant's boots or kiss the dominant's buttocks. I know that female dominants sometimes demean their male subs by forcing them to wear female clothing, or by giving them tasks or chores to do which. Of course, raises the specter of misbehaving or necessitating punishment that it is very important that none of the concepts being utilized here are of a malicious nature, but they are strictly con

True Master
True Master A Man who displays sensitivity will be a Master who is sensitive to you. A Man who displays humility will be a Master who will show you respect. A Man who is not afraid to cry will be a Master who understands your tears. A Man who is quiet will be a Master who will hear your quietest whisper, A Man who knows fear will be a Master who will not leave you to face yours alone. A Man who will listen to a child will be a Master who will always work to understand your words. A Man who can stand alone will be a Master who will not crush you under His weight. A Man who controls Himself with ease will be a Master with the ability to control you in the same way. A Man who does not have to prove His point will be a Master with many worthwhile points to share. A Man who never makes demands will be a Master who treasures anything you give. A Man who doesn't run after you will be a Master you will never need to run away from. A Man who is cal

The Successful Master
The Successful Master When I am mentoring a submissive about his or her life and relationship, the most prevalent cause of sorrow and/or difficulty that receives significant comment, is the transition from a virtual dominant-submissive relationship to a full-time, 24/7 real-time situation. I feel that there several reasons why this occurs in such a frequent manner. Online media demonstrates to us that dominating someone or submitting to someone is relatively easy and quite fun. All he or she has to do to be a very popular and admired online dominant is be aware of what keywords and phrases to say at what times. Any one of us dominants could be assuming a false online identity and easily have a huge stable of virtual subs swooning over us and vying for our attention, simply because we know the appropriate words to say. Novice subs who have discovered and/or decided to pursue and explore the source of their unfocused desires with respect to their human sexuality tend to be erotically

New Life
well lets see I am finally free i guess you could say. It does hurt to loose that one person in the world that you thought you could never live without. But for me I know I will be better I have had to fight my whole life and i will not give up now cause my lil girl depends on mommy to be stong so I am moving starting a new life with me and her hope you all have a great week

Go Show Daddy Some Sugga :)
I want you to meet one of the sweetest guys on fubar. This is Suggadaddy!!! suggadaddy/Owner of see my home page@ fubar If you want a true friend, someone you can count on who is sweet, caring, compassionate and sexy as all get out to boot :P, you want to check him out! Just click on one of the pics to take you to his page and rate him like crazy!!! Please tell him Ivy sent ya when ya get there! He is awesome at returning the love too :) Brought to you with luvins by: Poison Ivy~~Head Greeter @ Snake Charmers~~

Ok Im Sick Of This Shit.......
Ok here's the deal.... Why is that women always think that guys are the same???? When chicks are fuckin cheaters and cunts just as much as guys are cheaters n dicks!!! can anyone give me a good fuckin answer to this? i bet not! If you're a chick that has one of those stupid pix on ur page, "I just want one guy to prove to me that they're not all the same" then fuck you! Oooh n think about this... Maybe youre the dumb ass n not the person you're blaming! You prolly are a dumb shit if you continue to date people that are fuck ups! so next time try lookin in a mirror then pointing the finger at the person u see in it! have a nice day, Tweek

The Fairy Train...
Are You A FAN OF FAIRIES? Anyone and everyone is welcome to join! You DO NOT have to LIKE FAIRIES BUT THIS IS A GOOD WAY TO MAKE FRIENDS JUST join this train!!! Rate all the FAIRY PICS. Start with this picture: Comment the last picture--this way I know you've rated all.... Fan, Add, and Rate all the train riders. If they're already your friend, then leave them a comment like "I LOVE FAIRIES" or "Joining the FAIRY train." When you're done F/A/R/C everyone on the bulletin.. send a private message to me: DJ Chocolate Bunny **Owned by ~Tee~ Owner OF THE BBW LOVERS~The Click Club~~Sarg@ fubar and I will make you a personal tag like the one below. SO LET THE FUN BEGIN...

Ever Heard Of Gary Mckinnon?
Have you heard of Gary McKinnon? McKinnon is the infamous computer hacker who managed to penetrate US military computer systems in search of classified information about UFOs. He suffers from Aspergers Syndrome with symptoms similar to the character played by Dustin Hoffman in the film Rainman. He is accused wrongly of being a "master computer hacker" and possible terrorist. He stands to be extradited to the USA and could face the rest of his life in prison if they decide to make an example of him. I have been following this story for a while now and feel strongly that he should stand trial in the UK. I suppose I can identify with him, being into computers, inquisitive and prone to doing stupid things in my younger years. That doesn’t make him a dangerous criminal, just an embarrassment to the US government. If enough people make enough noise about this we may be able stop this injustice. If you want to help, visit http://freegary.org.uk/ where you can find out more about his case. T

Farewell
I ENJOYED THE TIME HERE WITH ALL MY SPECIAL FRIENDS. BUT TIME HAS ENDED FOR ME TO BE HERE ON FUBAR. EVERYTHING IS NOT THE SAME HERE AS IT USE TO BE. I ONLY COME HERE ONCE OR TWICE ADAY. IT USE TO BE ALL DAY AND HALF THE NIGHT EVERYDAY SENSE LAST JAN O8 I WILL MISS ALL MY FRIENDS TAKE CARE U ALL. MAYBE ONE DAY I MAY COME BACK TO CHECK IN WITH U ALL....

My Love Life
Why is it, when you fall in love with someone isnt it suppose to be they fall in love with you? Well, that is what I thought. I never thought in my whole 29 years that I would find someone that I loved whole hearted with, just to have my heart torn out of my chest and stomped on, not once but twice. Just as an insight, This guy that I fell head over heels for hurt me about 3 years ago, I went though so much with him, we were gonna get married and all bells and whistles. Well the bells and whistles happend but the marriage didnt.. Come to find out before I left him the first time, he was lying to me about what he was doing (if you catch my drift, not cheating something else WORSE) So I left, after about a year later he calls me and tells me that he wanted to make things work, so I told him that I still loved him but I am in a relationship and that he didnt care about me for this long then he can just move on..Well, that realstionship didnt work out, and the one I fell in love with agai

Wheelchair Etiquette
Wheelchair Etiquette 1. Don't ever push people in wheelchairs. If they weren't able to push themselves, then they would have a motorized chair. 2. Look them in the eyes, not in the legs. (or boobs lol) 3. "Gimp" or "crip" are totally unacceptable for walking people to say. (unless it's me, I mean have you noticed my display name on here. obviously I don't mind) 4. But it is perfectly okay for a paralytic to call themselves and each other that. 5. Offending terms that should never be said to describe paralytics include: suffers from, victim, strickened, confined, struggling with, unfortunate, deformed, defective, poor, or lame. 6. When you are blocking their way in a restaurant, try to get out of the way calmly and not mutter "I'm sorry; I'm so sorry; I'm so very very sorry," as if you've just stepped on the neck of someone's kitten. 7. Don't shout in their ears. They're not deaf, they just can't walk. 8. If you must shout, please never shout,

Sexy Green Eyes Is Sbg Of The Week!
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 11-17-08 Sexy Green Eyes Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ To Learn More About Her Be Sure To Check Out Her Questionaire http://fubar.com/blog/242573 This Pimpout Brought You To By : The Sarge (repost of original by 'Sarge's Bad Girls' on '2008-11-10 17:46:00') (repost of original by 'ღTulsa's Angelღ Sarge's Bad Girl ღ Club FAR Team LOVE ღ' on '2008-11-10 17:49:43') (repost of original by 'Sarge's Bad Girls' on '2008-11-17 18:05:00') (repost of original by 'Ticha~©o-Fõündè®of©lûb F®ât~SBG~Venom'sVixen' on '2008-11-17 18:13:08')

Confusion
Now if you make out with a female you are bi. And if you go all the way with a female you are bi. hmm. What ever happened to experimenting. Oh well I am bi. What is it with men that last a few mins? Just don't care, or is it that they are too excited. hmm. Where are the good men at? So if you wear tight kind of revealing clothes you are sexy or dirty girl. So what is the difference between them? I think they are all sexy. hmm. So if you have sex with a lot of men you are said to be a dirty girl. but men have sex with a lot of women they are studs. hmm. What happened to experienced. That's all for now. Hugs.

If We Had Sex...
If We Had Sex....GAME. Don't be scared now, you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). SEND REPLY IN AN EMAIL 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i liked you? 17. Would you do it today? 18. Would you do it tomorrow? 19. Would you call me in the morning? 20. Are you going to re-post thes

Music Video Made Especially For My Fubar Friends, Old And New
I am a songwriter, guitar player and singer. I wrote a song a few years ago, about a man in love with a woman who is only interested in friendship... sounds like some of us here at The Fu :p I have wanted to make a video for the song but I just never had the inspiration.... until I met DeviLiSh DeSiRe (Sandra). I was captured by her beauty, and her true kindness came through even in her photos. I asked her if I could use her Image to create my video, and she was nice enough to allow me to use her beautiful image. I am posting this link to the video, which is hosted on my UTube page. If you watch the video, find the one picture that is used twice, and tell me what it is... sorry, no prize cause I haven't been around long enough to have any FuBucks to give away. But at least you can show your Luv I hope you like the video, and I hope I did justice to the Lovely Lady who trusted me to do her right.

Contact
Being not a very sociable person, to say the least, I recently discovered this: If I associate with people too much in RL, I feel like I'm spent, and don't want any human contact after that. So if I dont call or turn on my Yahoo at night, plz dont think I'm ignoring you/hating you. That means my human contact ration has been fulfilled.

Your Notta Man...
How do I get Closer to you When you keep It all on mute How do I know The right way To love you Usually the queens Are figurin out Beating down the man Is no work out But I have no clue How to get Through to you I wanna hit you Just to see If you cry Keep holdin on Hopin there's A real boy inside But you're not a man You're just a mannequin I wish you could feel That my love is real But you're not a man I wish I could just Turn you on But a battery in And make you talk Even pull A string for you To say anything But with you There is no guarantee Only expired warranty A bunch Of broken parts But I can't seem To find your heart I'm such a fool I'm such a fool I'm such a fool Cause this one's Outta my hands I can't put you Back together again Cause you're not a man You're just a Mannequin I wish you could feel That my love is real You're just a, a toy Could you ever be A real, real boy And understand But you're not a m

Bad Girl Of The Week
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 11-17-08 Sexy Green Eyes Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ To Learn More About Her Be Sure To Check Out Her Questionaire http://fubar.com/blog/242573 This Pimpout Brought You To By : The Sarge (repost of original by 'Sarge's Bad Girls' on '2008-11-10 17:46:00') (repost of original by 'ღTulsa's Angelღ Sarge's Bad Girl ღ Club FAR Team LOVE ღ' on '2008-11-10 17:49:43') (repost of original by 'Sarge's Bad Girls' on '2008-11-17 18:05:00')

Er Asshattery
What your ER nurse is really thinking: 1. Don't tell me you have abdominal pain as you eat doritos in my triage booth. 2. If you come to the ER by ambulance, the first thing I will ask you is how you are getting home. No, we don't have people on staff to drive you home, and don't tell me you don't want to "bother" one of your family members at this hour. You had no problem bothering 911 for the back pain you've had for 3 months. 3. You don't get to pick your own IV site. This will irritate me and I will probably miss your IV on purpose and start your site in the place I wanted to initially to prove a point 4. "Butterfly" is not an IV size, this word signals me to put in a larger bore needle. 5. Nausea is not a reason to come to the ER. If you are not in severe pain, are not vomiting or pooping your pants in front of me, your butt goes back to the waiting room. 6. How can you have the worst migraine of your life, but be able to yell at me about the wait after you jus

Shots In My Lower Back Forthe Pain
WELL IT'S BEEN ABOUT A MONTH (EVERY TWO WEEKS) SINCE I HAVE BEEN GETTING SHOTS IN MY LOWER BACK TO HELP WITH THE PAIN. WELL THE SHOTS ONLY LAST FOR ABOUT 4 DAYS....I JUST GOT ONE DONE TODAY AND SO FAR NOTHING HAS CHANGED TODAY WITH HOW I FEEL....IF THIS KEEPS UP LIKE THIS I'M GOING TO END UP HAVING SURGERY ON MY LOWER BACK AFTER THE NEW YEAR....I WILL UPDATE EVERYONE ABOUT THIS AFTER JANUARY 15 WHEN I SEE MY ORTHOPEDIC DOCTOR AGAIN....

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 11-17-08 Sexy Green Eyes
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 11-17-08 Sexy Green Eyes Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Ambee Birthday: 07-22 Zodiac Sign: Cancer Hair Color: Brown Eye Color: Green Tattoos: 1 Piercings: 2 *Favorites* Color: Purple Season: Fall Day Of Week: Saturday Animal: Dog Flower: Calla Lily *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: Yes Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Of Course Smiled For No Reason?: Yep Sat On Your Rooftop?: Not my current one, but yes *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: Computer Phone 0R IM?: Phone McDonalds 0R Burger King?: Burger King Summer 0R Winter?: Summer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: CD's XBox 0R PS2?: Neither really RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: Pepperoni and Pineapple Your Fears?: Snakes Your Weakness?: my friends children Do you like Thunderstorms?: yes Number of things in my Past

Hi
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Life
I'm looking at the clock, the monotone tic toc: Every second is gone, and those moments will never return I pour my life down the drain, I look at myself in disdain, I know that I know nothing, I don't think I will be able to learn Some pages of my life are unmarked, So many times I embarked On a journey that lead me right back to the port I thought I could do it all, But I know that I've missed my call- Somewhere down the road of life I tripped and fell very short

My Arms
My arms weigh a fraction of my body but I feel they are my strongest part. They hold your hands in the evening and continue to do so, in the dark. They feel your body, your hair.. the small things breath cannot explain It holds my heart in my hand and yours too, to take away your pain Weathered and torn, marked with colors and scars my arms carry these hands, touching that which is real feeling all that can feel They hold on to whats dear My body may weigh much more but without it, my arms have nothing to fear They hold on to you

Succubus
The sin inside your head, eventual demise; I come to you at night and crawl inside your mind; I'm here to corrupt; to put your soul in compromise, Just let me put your whole existence in a bind. Succumb yourself to the immortal creatures There is no need to try and fight; The darkness will erase my features, You'll never see what came to you at night; The carnal feast will leave your body limpid, The moments of your weakness run like bloodline through my veins I'll drain your body of the lifesaving liquid And take you to a place where darkness reigns My passion is like phoenix rising, I'll seize the night, and lead the way; But now I see the bloody gleam on the horizon Alas! I'm due to slowly fade away...

Tiny Dick
Tiny Dick Well the south side of your body Is the baddest part of town And if you go down there You better just beware Of a thing named Tiny Dick Now Tiny more than trouble You see he stand bout six or four All the downtown ladies call him ROFL All the mens just call him LOL And its bad, bad Tiny Dick He can't get up to be a trick Smaller than a pickle And meaner than a junkyard dog

Trailer Love
I really thought that you did love me That day you clocked me in da face. You said my fried up chili chitlins Turned out to be a pure disgrace I thought you were, like, all romantic When you unloaded in my hair. You've left me feeling sad and frantic, Your crusted jizz is still in there. I really loved the way you touched me With your size 13 army boot, The way we shared together needles Was just so ultimately cute I thought you were the one and only, You even had my email addy I want you livin in my trailer And be my 16th baby daddy But now my life is done and over You've turned it into livin hell The day you told me that youve knocked up That ugly skank from Taco Bell

Kid Cock- I Am A Nutsack
I Am a Nutsack I am a nutsack...I am free When your boxers are forsaken I'm gonna hang off you I look up to you I'm gonna get you I'm like a fatty, I roll hard eatin chips, gettin sweaty In a trannys mouth and inside dusty jeans baby I never was cool with James Dean But I be hanging upsidedown with my man Slim Jim I swing low like a chimp From 6 to 2 inches I seen my man shrink But now I'm humble and I can only think With my tiny head a size of a shrimp So ask no questions and I'll tell no lie I got one big ole dick and one small eye I'm in your pants if you know what I mean And a soap on a rope couldn't keep me clean Cause I'm the nutsack you understand The illegitimate son of man The S-A-C to the D-I-K Or the N-U-T to the S-C-R-O-T And I'm danglin Said I'm danglin

Windows
I have a house- my windows are barred, nailed shut Occasional light seeps through, and makes you wonder What hides inside, but I won't open up Don't try and pry, the iron nails are strong To hold the curious afar But wonderment is even stronger You lean in to try and bend that bar You put your ear and listen to the sounds And left to ponder what those moving shadows are And where the light you see is coming from And whats hidden behind it all But after all those tries, you looked around And found a lock: it was unlocked all along You opened windows wide and found the place completely dark and vacant My eyes, the windows to my soul

The Ballad
Where the moonlight meets the water On a path of light, She was sitting on a river bank, Tears like diamonds sparkled in the night. She already knew without him Life could never be the same, When she heard his voice coming from below- He was softly calling out her name. Come with me, Join the waves at last; We will always be together, Just like in the past Come with me Take the pain away Let the river help us meet again today First she thought that she was dreaming, As she looked in from above; To her mind then came his last dying words: “Someday we will meet again, my love.” Since the day his life was taken She was living in the past. Now that Lord just gave her another chance, She will be with him again at last. Come with me, Join the waves at last; We will always be together, Just like in the past Come with me, Take the pain away, Let the rive help us meet today Where the moonlight meets the water On a pa

Send In The Clowns.......or Not !
Some people dread circus clowns. After all clowns dress in vagabond clothing, hide behind a mask that is not quite a mask, squirt water in your face, and generally create havoc. They're sort of absurd gangsters in a way, pulling off the ultimate drive by taunting. I LOVE circus clowns. Sad clowns, Happy clowns, it doesn't matter. In fact, my favourite act in any circus is when all those clowns come tumbling out of a little red car. Now, that's a tough gig!!! My life has been a bit of a circus at times, and it's had it's fair share of clown acts; class clowns, hospital clowns, neighbourhood clowns, cyber clowns, you name it clowns. I was never sure how many freaks in colourful disguises were going to show up in a little red car. After all, you open the door to your world, and in pops one clown, who opens the door for another, who opens the door for another, until suddenly there they are spilling into your scene, crashing around you with their best slapstick routine. CH

Rain
Rain- and yet again I hear your last words And still I feel The pain getting worse All those rainy days Remind me of you The way you went... Thoughts- all those thoughts That never became words All those dreams That never came true I forgot to tell How much I loved Things that were you I hope forever to fall asleep So I can see you again in my dreams Loneliness never has cut so deep My world fell apart at the seams They say that time will heal the wounds But it will never erase the scars; I know you're there when I look at the sky Looking at me through the stars. Drops I will let them fall on my face Streaming down like tears from above I know that you are in heaven's embrace , Sending me all of your love Give me a sign, let the sun come out Through menacing clouds let it shine its light; Since I always carry you in my heart I know that I'll be alright.

Point Whore
I'm sittin in my basement, I've never had a life I have 11 babies With my fatass welfare wife I troll for nudie pics; My cock is all the rage With unsuspected chicks That stumble on my page The only thing I do Is eat and masturbate So please check out my page And Add, Fan, Rate

Peter & The Elephant
In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University . On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee, inspected the elephant's foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day. Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son. As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creatures t

Moon
I am looking at the sky. Fractured by the feathered clouds Floating by like opal orange ice caps through a purple ocean, Tattered edges reveal slivers of a glowing disc, Lighting up the cosmos many miles away. Like ancient longboats they slowly move in order, Same calm pace, same distance in between; Slowly, the last night cloud passes by, Exposing a full moon that was hiding behind them.

Just My Luck
I ended up with an older woman at a club last night. She looked pretty good for a 60-year-old. In fact, she wasn't too bad at all, and I found myself thinking that she probably had a really hot daughter. We drank a bit, and we had a bit of a snuggle, and she asked if I ever had a 'Sportsman's Double?' 'What's that?' I asked. 'It's a mother and daughter threesome,' she said. 'Oh...' I said as my mind began to embrace the idea, 'No, I haven't.' And I wondered what this daughter of hers might look like. We drank a bit more, then she says with a wink that tonight was 'my lucky night. I went back to her place. We walked in. She put on the hall light and shouted upstairs: 'Mom, you still awake'

Eyes
I look in those empty, vacant eyes Where is that person I could've been? My mind is plagued, my existence- all lies In my land of "what ifs" I am the queen. Over regrets I reign supreme, With my iron hand I punish and spare The meaning of soulless I take to extreme, I hurt myself just to see if I'd care My army of guilt is mighty and strong My inner fortress you can't penetrate When someone tries to do me wrong I smite them down while still at the gate I'll fly my flag as I conquer your lands. I'll pillage your soul and rape your mind; I take no prisoners, make no amends Look only ahead,leave nothing behind.

Birch
Birch tree, I see you stand all alone In a clearing, so far removed from others. You strive to belong in the woods with them, To be among your sisters and your brothers But strong roots keep holding you down to the ground, All you can do is tilt your head and flail your arms Hoping they will see your struggle, come to you, But they are attached as well, and can't abandon their realms As days and nights go by, you hear them whisper in the wind. You want to share your dreams at night, and celebrate beginnings of each day; But distance is too big, and they can't hear; You look at them with tired eyes, and quietly wonder what they say The day is coming to an end, The clearing and the forest stand in the dark Your green head is tilted down, you feel defeat, And clear bitter sap is running down your bark. You fall asleep and see the dreams Of standing in the woods, with theirs your branches intertwine. You feel the wind caress your leaves, And bring your soul a l

Thank You All:)
Thanks everyone for making me feel special on my Birthday:) 2 of my closest friends that I have been friends with since school didn't even bother to call or text today, but other than that, its been a pretty good day:) Thanks again, ♥

About Love
how do u no wen ur in love? the person i think im in love with is someone that i always think about. everytime see them/talk to them/think about them im smiling wen i think of her my heart races i cant stand the thought of her maybe bein with someone else wat are ur thoughts? have i missed something? if so put it in a comment and ill add it....... tell me am i in love? everyone always says "ull no wen ur in love" how do u no?

Cjs/220 Final Project
CJS/220 Final Project: Fiction versus Reality The law in the movies is sometimes skewed to meet objectives other than the portrayal of law. For one thing most movies cannot afford to get into the full process of what is going on, the process of trial courts becomes background material, if you do not know what to look for you will miss it. Despite the plot that directors are forced to follow through expedience, and therefore are not able to involve all aspects of a courtroom trial, many court room and law drama TV shows and movies involve a good portion of legal perspectives that you will see if you know what to look for. So what are some shows that have a reliable legal basis, and which are shows that are purely or mostly fictional? Let’s look at a few. “A Few Good Men” The movie “A Few Good Men” was a great movie for legal enthusiasts because not only do they go into fairly good detail about most of the trial, but it is a military court martial which of all the court room mov

Rating Contest ..11/17/08
~Rain's Rating Game~ So u want a chance to win one of the great prizes? Here is what you do : Below is links to myself and PIA .For every 100 pic rates I will put your name in a drawing for a chance to win a prize (1 entry per 100 rates).There are several prizes that can be won.You may rate any or all of our pics to give you more chances at winning.Please fumail RAIN (NOT SB) fumail ONLY Letting me know how many pics you rated altogether.*BONUS Entry* Fu-own any of us for 1 entry per person you fu-own. WE have auto 11's activated ..So you will benefit just from rating! ~~Prizes~~ Bling (Credit amounts vary) Customized Tag Drinks and much more.... ~~~~~HAPPY RATING~~~~~ ~~~GET STARTED~~~ †Rain† ~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar ~*~PIA~*~co-owner @WYKD ~*~@ fubar ~~ List of Entries~~ The Winner of last weeks Contest of 35 credits is therapea ..Congrats ! WYKD Radio

Lunar
She watched as transparent whirls of smoke slowly danced in a crisp winter air upwards towards the sky, changing shapes and patterns like ghostly apparitions, until finally disappearing into eternal nothingness. She took a drag from a cigarette, and heard a light crackle as the amber tip lit up and let the smoke fill her lungs. She exhaled, letting out a new batch of smoke. The moon emanated its cold mysterious glow, making the snow covered field drown in an ocean of pure white. She stood there, spellbound by this creature that was looking back at her, and her only, with its featureless round face, so many light years and miles away, so distant and yet so close, keeping her company at this lonesome hour. She could sense it sending its lunar incantations into the air, pulsating with waves and invoking the spirits of the forest that stood like an inpenetrable fortress along the shadowed edges of the field. From the safety of the lit up entrance of the hotel, she wondered what

Hits Mom With Saw, Offers Her $5
Boy allegedly hits mom with saw, offers her $5 Fri Nov 14, 9:06 pm ET FORT PIERCE, Fla. – Authorities say an 11-year-old boy hit his mother in the head with a saw and then offered her $5 not to call police. The St. Lucie County Sheriff's Office reported that the boy and his 41-year-old mother got into an argument Wednesday when she was trying to get him to take his medication. The boy left and went to another home, where he began hitting a tree with a saw. When the mother finally caught up with the boy, authorities say he hit her in the head with the saw, causing a minor laceration. A sheriff's report said that's when the boy began pleading with his mother not to call police and offered her a $5 bill. The boy is facing an aggravated battery charge.

Sheds 140 Pounds To Join Marines
Maine man sheds 140 pounds to join the Marines LEWISTON, Maine – Army and Navy recruiters took one look at 330-pound Ulysses Milana and told him to forget about joining. "'You've got to lose weight,'" Milana remembers them saying. But Marine recruiters were willing to work with him as he began his weight-loss journey in December 2007. Now, 11 months later, Milana is 140 pounds lighter as he leaves Monday for Parris Island, S.C., to begin boot camp. It wasn't easy, Milana said, but he managed to slim down through exercise, healthier eating habits and forgoing an occasional beer after work. The 23-year-old said he even refused a beer at his going-away party Saturday night. Milana said he always wanted to follow in his family's footsteps by serving his country. His wife, Latoya, also comes from a military family. Much of his weight-loss motivation came from Latoya, a nurse, who helped him reduce his calorie intake when he began his effort in earnest last December.

Random Thought Of The Day..
Here's a good and true thought on global warming... "..Germany, one of Europe's bigger economies has seen coal production increase 3.5% so far this year despite their attempts to put restrictions on it to cut down on greenhouse gases. The reason for the increase? It's too cold. Higher demand has equaled to more coal production and usage. So let's get this straight, it's too cold to fight all of that warming..." Right. There's your random thought of the day...Peace.

The Laundrymat
before I start I am not a superficial person really I am not. but some things..... I was at the laundrymat last night trying to get my laundry done and was texting a friend the attendant I have met before and is a little crazy but not the scary crazy kind. she greeted me and I said hello and that was that. then a guy came in and the attendant and him started to talk. this guy was at least a half foot shorter than me and like a quarter my size small guy. well he tried to engage me in conversation. I politely answered his questions in the shortest way possible while I continued to text this friend I like. this guy them starts talking to the attendant then who decided to sit next to me. so I was sandwiched between the two and now they are BOTH trying to engage me in conversation...I continue my back and forth texting and give them as short of answers as possible. when they start talking about all their health problems...I was not really paying attention. when this guy says "well the only

Check Out Sherrylynn!!!
MEET MY FUOWNER AND SOME OF HER (OUR) FRIENDS! MY FU OWNER FOR NOVEMBER: SHERRYLYNN59 ~*sherrylynn59*~ Fu-Owned by Chuckiiboo, owner of Tulsa's Angel SHERRYLYNN59 HAS ONLY 334,000 TO FuKING! LET'S GET HER FuKING BABY! When you're done with SherryLynn59, check out some of her special friends and be sure to fan / add / and rate them! fan/add/rate! JAMIE (Jamie) ~JΛmîξ £¥Ññ♥R/L Fiance' of Jãkξ The §Ñåkξ JAKE (Jake the Snake) Jãkξ The §Ñåkξ R/L Fiance'of ♥JΛmîξ £¥Ññ♥ ANGEL (Daddyslilangel) Daddyslilangel / DREAM TEAM BOMBER/ GF of Mr Keep it Real/ FU owned by DA FLIRT/FU BAD GIRL RICO (Mr Keep it Real) Mr Keep it Real ~ Monroe's Fine

Poem By Mary Stevenson
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it: "LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me." The LORD replied: "My son, my precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times

I'm In Love!!!
OMG! I bought a new 47" LCD widescreen tv over the weekend! It is so fucking beautiful!!! I was using a rinky dinky 20" that I bought when I was 18 and this one is SOOOO much better!!! The picture is so clear and the sound almost made me cum when I turned on!!! Just thought I would share :P

Here's Some Irony For Ya...
So... I had leftover chinese for dinner... Bit into the fortune cookie and thought "this does NOT taste right" I looked at the fortune and lo and behold: "You will enjoy good health." I *knew* there was something not right with that cookie....

Peaches Is Just 100k Away
from becoming Fubar's next Disciple. She is a good friend of mine and has most likely helped you out before, so here's your chance to help her out. Msg her and she will return the rates. Thank you and have a great night. peaches ~ Rate Spankers Member ~@ fubar

You Got To Be Kidding Me
I don't even know this non salute having begger. ~candy doll~: hi sexy ->~candy doll~: Hey ~candy doll~: i wish i could get a vip but ill never get one ~candy doll~: can u buy me one or give me auto 11's The nerve of some people

People
people are people they are every where you go some are who they really are some put on a show some are very happy & some very sad some easy going others flaming mad a method to ones' madness behind them is a plan you must really know the person to begin to understand people are people we all hurt the same people are people tring to win the very same game!!!!

What A Hot Threesome!
Tomorrow November 18, 2008 I will be turning on an Auto 11 @ 6am EST. The day is Sponsored by this generous man.. §1lkéÑélÐêr™...Øwned by Hard 2 Handle leave a voice comment pleaseeeeee@ fubarI know, you can't help but see him everywhere, from Blasts to HH to Tickers..lol I swear he is taking over the FU.. and yes, he is as sweet as he appears, love ya guy!! This is me with one of his wonderful creations.. MsCharlotte2U!~No Rate No Add~Stalking~X©ït€M€@ fubarIt isn't any special day, just glad to have another day off..:o) This lady here needs no introLove her to pieces and is so misunderstood, but that's the FU world for you.. Hard 2 Handle ~La*La's FuWife~ Owner of §1lkéÑélÐêr™@ fubar So love up on all of us or one of us. The only thing that would make it a great day would be for all of us to have back to back Happy Hours and all be running Auto 11's..lolHappy Rating!!!Please Re-Post!!

Quotes I Like.....
"There is only one good, knowledge, and one evil, ignorance." ~ Socrates, from Diogenes Laertius, Lives of Eminent Philosophers Greek philosopher in Athens (469 BC - 399 BC) "Of the delights of this world, man cares most for sexual intercourse. He will go to any length for it-risk fortune, character, reputation, life itself." ~ Mark Twain "A fight is not won by one punch or kick. Either learn to endure or hire a bodyguard." ~ Bruce Lee "In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends." -- Martin Luther King Jr. "[The superior man] acts before he speaks, and afterwards speaks according to his actions." ~ Confucius, The Confucian Analects "I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is to try to please everyone." ~ Bill Cosby "If you judge people, you have no time to love them." ~ Mother Theresa "Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage." ~ Lao-Tz

Using My Pic!!! Lmao
that this faker has to try and use one of my pics and hack the shit out of it and make it her! ohhhh please!! LMFAO!! if ur a friend go to her page and let her have it!!!!! half the pics are of web models with fake faces and now she/he wants to add mine to it.. lmao > > http://fubar.com/user/227886 > > > > >

Libra
Libra! About Your Sign... Libra is the only inanimate sign of the zodiac, all the others representing either humans or animals. Many modern astrologers regard it as the most desirable of zodiacal types because it represents the zenith of the year, the high point of the seasons, when the harvest of all the hard work of the spring is reaped. There is a mellowness and sense of relaxation in the air as mankind enjoys the last of the summer sun and the fruits of his toil. Librans too are among the most civilized of the twelve zodiacal characters and are often good looking. They have elegance, charm and good taste, are naturally kind, very gentle, and lovers of beauty, harmony (both in music and social living) and the pleasures that these bring. They have good critical faculty and are able to stand back and look impartially at matters which call for an impartial judgment to be made on them. But they do not tolerate argument from anyone who challenges their opinions, for once they have

Hmmm
so i have a hard time speaking these days ... i dont thinki really talk to anyone its like a big push i am pushing everthing everyone away i dont wanna be here for anytone and i dont really want much of anything the thins i long for i dont know i dot memer the lst tiem i got what i wanted and its always hurting and nothing feels good nothing tastes good and i am alone i make my self be but i sick of being desired and not wanted i sick of helping opl and getting nothing for it i tired of being whateer i am now just a shadow me me u know i stopped caring its bad t say it but i realy have stopped caring i wish i was over i am just soo fucking tired of the nightmares i am sick of the not sleeping i hate the panic attaxks i hate feeling weak i dont wanna be a shell of me i am hollow and i hate it i feel pointless and i sic of looking fr ppl to confort me i sm pass the poit of wanting to explain my self not to anyone not even my self

Just Waiting
Well it's almost here. I'm counting down the days, hours and seconds until I get to see him again. I freakin' miss him so much it's ridiculous. He doesn't know this but I love him with all of my heart....well....maybe he does. :))

Insanity Of Monday November 17th
A man and his wife were driving through a small redneck town on their way from New York to California. Looking at his fuel gauge, the man decided to stop at the next gasoline station and fill up. "What can I do for y'all?" the attendant asked. "Fill it with supreme" the man said While the attendant was filling the tank, he looked the car up, down and sideways. "What kinda car is dis here?" he asked "I never seen one like it before." "It's a brand new Cadalliac" the driver said proudly "It has power steering, power seats, power sunroof power mirrors, AM/FM radio with a CD player, an 8-speaker stereo, rack and pinion steering, disk brakes, leather interior, digital instruments, a DVD player in the dash, etc..." "Wow" said the attendant "That there's the fanciest car I ever did see" "How much do I owe you?" asked the driver when the attendant had finished "That'll be $30.25" he replied The driver pulled out his money clip and peeled off a $20 and a $10. Then he went into his p

Longing
The moon had cast its heavenly glow outside my window pane. Its luminary essence pulled me closer and closer. I looked up into the night sky and saw the stars smiling. Realizing they were trying to tell me something, I pressed my back upon the cool green grass and listened. The earth was sleeping, but I was awake. I couldn't sleep - all I could do was think of you. I knew you existed somewhere within my soul because my heart ached for your touch. How I longed for the caress of your sweet lips upon mine or the gentle way you would hold me in your arms. The wind whispered your name in my ear and a smile came to my face. I pictured us dancing my hand in yours. An angel's voice echoed from the heavens as we danced just you and I. Your eyes, an ocean's expanse, gazing into mine. It was as if you were truly there, in my arms, no longer a figment of my untamed desires. I could feel you. How I hated letting go of this blissful longing, but I had to. For the candlelit

Newest Addition To My Site/ideas
Lunching Ladies: Starting winter 2008! Are you a submissive who has a secret fantasy of serving a collection of lovely females as the sole attendee for their amusement? Do you crave the opportunity of tending to their needs until they have declared satisfaction? How much delight would it bring you to be the center of attention with all rewards for good service being focused around your specifically preferred kink? Whether you enjoy humiliation, foot worship or corporal punishment in addition to basic servitude ~ together with my special friends ~ I can make this happen for you… [At a reasonable fee, of course!] For an hour and a half YOU could live this fantasy to its fullest with as few as two ladies or many as five to six, always including myself, with the fee based on how many people you wish to entertain. I will make all the arrangements in regards to attendees – sending you images in advance for your notification, the ordering of the food – which you must pick up on yo

Obama's National Security Force
Obama's Civilian National Security Force by Michael G. Mickey (11-13-08) WorldNetDaily has been carrying the ball strongly on the questionable plans of the incoming Obama administration to require, yes require, all young people between the ages of 18 and 25 to be part of a proposed national civilian security force Obama and his comrades plan to create for a yet unclear purpose. In July of this year, Joseph Farah, founder and editor of WND, wrote a commentary on Obama's proposed 'civilian national security force' wherein he wrote the following, in part: The U.S. Army alone has nearly 500,000 troops. That doesn't count reserves or National Guard. In 2007, the U.S. Defense budget was $439 billion. Is Obama serious about creating some kind of domestic security force bigger and more expensive than that? If not, why did he say it? What did he mean? So far, despite our attempts to find out, the Obama campaign is not talking. At this point all I can do is enlist

To Fan Or Not To Fan. Not Meant For Everyone, But If It Is, You Know It.
I can understand the majority of people here want you to fan them before they will accept your friend request. No problem. So I made it my norm to rate profiles and fan everyone before I send them a request. It helps newfu's to level quickly and it makes people who have been here forever look better because they have a thousand fans. Getting fanned gives us points to level which everyone wants to do. Now my bitch is that I have fanned over 1400 members to date and have asked my friends to fan me back. Now I may lose some friends after they read this and if I do so be it. For those of you who have fanned me back, I appreciate it and love you all. I try to help as many of my friends as I can. Whether talking to them and cheering them up when they are feeling down, sending gift after gift just to get them to smile, etc. I love the friends I have here. Now I know some of you aren't here all the time when we ask for your help, but for those of you who just choose not to fan those of us th

Whats Been Going On With Me Lately??
Just want to take a few minutes to fill my friends and family in on whats been going on with me lately. Some may have noticed I seem to be "absent" or you dont see me around much. Well, there has been alot going on. It all started with a simple Dr appt to renew my med prescriptions. I was referred to a dermatologist who did a biopsy of the spot (divot/dip) on my nose. It came back positive for basal cell skin cancer. That Dr referred me to a Dr at the Skin Cancer Clinic in Longview that does a special procedure that minimizes the tissue lost when the cancer is removed. That appointment was very difficult for me as the real extent of my situation came to light. I could lose a large part of my nose depending on how large and how deep it is. That wont be known until they get in there and remove it. At that point another Dr may be called in to do the reconstruction. I just returned home from an appt with him and he was able to answer alot of questions I had. Some have asked why xray

The Smell Of Death Part 2... The Death Of Smell?
i don't smell death in my office any more. i'm not sure if the dead rodent has finally mummified or if it's because my cold has progressed to the point that i can no longer smell. anyway, because i can no longer smell it, i have stopped huffing lysol - so you don't have to worry any more, fuzzy. :)

We Will Speak For The Horses
As you approach the auction house the first thing you see are the eyes looking out through rusted caged windows. The horses get as close as they can to the air, the sunlight they know is out there, but they can’t get too close or their eyes will be impaled by the bent and rusted prongs. Still, they look out, hoping to see something familiar, someone coming to take them home. Every horse has a different story. For the horses at auction, the look in their eyes all begs the same question: what did I do to deserve this? These horses are in a dark, man-made and operated cement hell. They are poked and prodded and crammed, sometimes 50 horses, into single pens. Some horses fight, some try to stay to the side to avoid getting kicked. Some are hurt; some are mares trying to protect their foals. Others are just trying to stay on their feet so they don’t get trampled. There are tired and wounded workhorses. Colicking horses. Injured racehorses standing on three legs that still wear sweat from

New Novel
To: Readers and aspiring writers. I have completed my first novel, and I am stoked. included is a excerpt, from the story. 1929, when scorching-hot-burning yellow suns light insufferably long days, before blindingly-luminous- cooling moons, wash the tortuous heat away, in shortened nights, not long enough to recover from, the excessive cruelty, exacted by the solar inferno that is mother nature’s privy, to dispense. A surreal reality exists; it is the imagined limitless excess, to a blinded few, but a very real struggle, in an almost inescapable and oppressively-grinding poverty for many.

Tech Support
Dear Tech Support, Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow down in overall system performance, particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs , such as: · Romance 9.5 and · Personal Attention 6.5, and then installed undesirable programs such as · College Football 6.0, NFL24-7, LandscapingPro 4.0 · Major League Baseball 3.0 and · Golf Clubs 4.1. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs at all, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. · Please note that I have tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate. DEAR DESPERATE, First, keep in mind, · Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while · Husband 1.0 is an operating system. Please enter command: ithoughtyoulovedme.html and try to download Tears 6.2 and do not forget to install

Obama And The Anti Christ
The Anti-Christ And Mr. Obama This Week's Feature Article by Jack Kelley Since the election I've been asked a number of times to comment on the likelihood that Mr. Obama could be the anti-Christ. Let me begin by saying that having been elected President he's Mr. Obama now, not just Obama. As for him being the anti-Christ I've discouraged that thought because I don't believe it's time for the anti-Christ to be revealed yet. But apart from that there's no Biblical reason I can find that would absolutely disqualify him. And based on the things we know about the anti-Christ there's a fit in several important places. The anti-Christ will have to burst on the scene quickly and powerfully to accomplish so much in the little time he has, so maybe he'll need a head start. If that's the case, maybe Mr. Obama is on his way to becoming the anti-Christ. Let's find out. We know that the anti-Christ will be a descendant of the people who made up the Roman Empire in Biblical times (Dani

A Friend Of Mine Was Killed Last Night
I was called today (Monday the 17th) and informed that a good friend of mine was killed in a car accident. I had seen her not too long ago. She was a teacher at my kids school. Me and my ex-wife had become close to her and her whole family. My Kids adored her. I am saying all this to say...I never took the time to tell her how much I appreciated her her. Don't let this happen to you. I want all my friends to know that I do appreciate them greatly! Each of you has touched my life and is special! Thank you for reading this my friends! I Love Your All Bren

Just Had To Do This!!
YEP!! THEY HAVE AUTO 11'S. THIS IS HOW I SEE IT, OR WHAT I DO... I START HITTING THEIR PICS (MOST HAVE SET UP EZ RATE PICS FOR THE CONVENIENCE) I WILL DO ABOUT 100, IF YOU'RE VIP IT'S NEAR TO IMPOSSIBLE TO RUN OUT OF 10'S AND HEY THAT'S 100 11'S FOR ME! IF I HEAR SOMETHING FROM THEM, I KEEP ON GOING, IF NOT I MOVE ONTO THE NEXT ONE. SO.... FOR TODAY....... (YES, IT'S TRUE) GARY - Owner of Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction@ fubar Grlskikass2 MGR. (red team) Regiment Dragon Bombers ~ Taken by ~T~@ fubar ~tat666too~@ fubar Çhrìš†öþhe® ÃKÃ Šçoo†e®R/L Owner & Master of *STGiggles*Shadow Levelers..Scooter bar M.C@ fubar ~Cherrybomb™ ~Founder of CIA~Club FAR/Team Love~The Pegasus Project~S.B.G~@ fubar ~COUGARBABY~OWNER OF COUGARBABIESDEN.COM~GRAPHIC DESIGNER@HH-FORUMS~@ fubar IF YA GOT THEM TOO, FEEL FREE TO POST IN MY BLOG. PLEASE DON'T BE RUDE IF YOU ARE NOT MENTIONED ON THIS LIST! IT IS ONLY COMPILED OF ALERTS OR WHAT I'VE SEEN BROWSING AROUND.

Pimpout Made By Dirrty Girl.........my Fav 5
MY OWNER TUFFGUY IS THE BEST. EVERYBODY NEEDS TO GO AND LOVE HIM WITH EVERYTHING THAT YOU GOTTUFFGUY-GENERAL OF THE FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD-OWNER OF DiRRty girL!!!@ fubarBUT HE ALSO WANTS THESE LOVELY LADIES IN HIS LIFE TO BE SHOWN JUST AS MUCH LOVE AS HIM SO PLEASE COME AND HIT THEM UP!Ctgirl™ OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD-OWNED BY PLAYINHARD-R/L Girlfriend of Wills@ fubarDiRRty ԍirL®™**OwNeDBY TuFfGuY & FrEaK Of NaTuRe **PeRsOnAl AsSiStAnT 2 Ct GiRl-Fu-LuV BoMb S@ fubarMommynutt**PrOmOtEr FoR tHe PlAyGrOuNd**Owner of Darthtazz**Owned by Hawtlixx*Fu Hooker to Hawtlixx*@ fubarBetty_Boop@ fubarROCKIN' ROLL CHICK ♥FU LUV BOMB SQUAD♥

Part 4
Part 4 Leaving the patio I went back to the living room where I put on a pair of shorts and removed my shoes and socks in preparation for a sleep on the couch. Just before I was to lie down I felt like a smoke and so I walked down the long narrow hall that led to the front door. When I got to the door a strange looking thin man I had never seen before suddenly appeared and asked me for a cigarette. I gave him one and then stepped outside and smoked mine. Strange, but it was like he had disappeared into thin air because one minute he was beside me and the next he was gone. After I finished my smoke I opened the door and stepped back into the hallway of the house. Now it all gets REALLY bizarre. I had taken several steps down the hallway when all of a sudden I felt blinding pain in my feet and heard loud crunching noises each time I put my bare feet down of the floor. To my utter horror I say that the entire hallway was littered with rotting garbage and TONS of shards of broken

Part 3
Part 3 I do not remember leaving or going out the door or ever looking back but somehow I once again find myself on that dusty dirt farm road walking. Just walking… After what seems like a long time I come upon a very large house. So large it in fact looks like a resort. Kind of like a mansion surrounded by huge green oak trees. Without anyone telling me anything I know inside myself it is the home of the man who picked me up at the hotel and drove me out here. The man I felt uneasy about and whose car I had stepped out of miles back. Not wanting to spend the night outdoors I walked up to the mansion and stepped in through the front door. I heard the voices of people in the distance but saw no one. Suddenly the guy who had given me the ride looks down a long hall that led from the kitchen to the front door and shouts out, “Glad you came, you can crash on the couch in the living room.” So, I go into the living room and set my bag down. I then set off wandering the halls o

Part 2
Part 2 I walked for sometime down that road until I came to a strange looking building off to my right. I say “strange” because this building seemed very out of place on a country road where one expects only to see farm houses. Indeed, this building looked rather like a modern 3 story block type building in which one would expect to find lawyers offices and doctor’s offices. Also strange were the vehicles parked out front of it in the parking lot. There were all manner of vehicles there from the last 60 years. There were classic cars and trucks, vans, you name it. Everything from a muscle Trans Am to a 56 Chevy. But what is weird is that all of them were heavily rusted, some with cracked windshields, flat tires, and all of them with weeds and tall grass grown up around the tires. So in I walked and found myself standing in the waiting room of a medical clinic. On all of the chairs in the waiting area there were people in all types of distress. One guy had no right arm and was

Part 1
A dream/nightmare I just had. Monday, Nov 17th, 2008 The past week has been a particularly trying one for me emotionally and has also been filled with a massive amount of stress and worry over some pending career meetings that are just around the corner and which could very well be life changing. This what my horoscope for Virgo said today: You are often the person that your friends and colleagues go to when they need a critical eye to assess a situation. Today, however, you are the one in need of the reality check. The problem is that you cannot rely on others right now, for they could inadvertently pull you off track even further. Delay an important decision for a day or two if at all possible. Once your analytical skills return you will know what to do next. So, after 3 days with practically no sleep whatsoever, I finally crashed hard on the couch just before noon today. And then I had a dream. No, more like a “dreamscape.” Never in my life have I ever experienced

Thanksgiving Humor
A game warden was driving down the road when he came upon a young boy carrying a wild turkey under his arm. He stopped and asked the boy, "Where did you get that turkey?" The boy replied, "What turkey?" The game warden said, "That turkey you're carrying under your arm." The boy looks down and said, "Well, lookee here, a turkey done roosted under my arm!" The game warden said, "Now look, you know turkey season is closed, so whatever you do to that turkey, I'm going to do to you. If you break his leg, I'm gonna break your leg. If you break his wing, I'll break your arm. Whatever you do to him, I'll do to you. So, what are you gonna do with him?" The little boy said, "I guess I'll just kiss his ass and let him go!"

Cosmic Peace My New Music Video
COSMIC PEACE A new production by Derek Gee - Zircon Find more videos like this on We Unite Enjoy this brand new music video inspired by the song "Peace" from my album Celestial. Music, vocals & dance images - Julia - SiriSat Video Edited & Produced by Derek Gee - FeedTheFire for "We Unite" Space visuals from Carl Sagan's Cosmos - Episode 1.

A Fantasy Fulfilled???
A FANTASY FULFILLED He woke up hard and aching, knowing that his lover was too far away to help him with his throbbing cock. He rolled over, in his sleeping bag and took his cock in his left hand. Closing his eyes he imagined his lover was there with him, sucking, kneading, and caressing his body, while he did the same to her. He had to stifle his moans of pleasure and delight, as he brought himself closer and closer to orgasm. He rolled over onto his back, tossing back the constraints of the sleeping bag and the cold air assaulted his aching cock. The cold air had no effect, the friction and heat created from him stroking himself brushed it away, like a pesky fly. He brought himself closer and closer and a moan escaped his lips. His eyes fluttered open, head turning, searching the trailer for signs of the other guys that shared it with him. Relief coursed through his body as he scanned the room quickly while, his hand lightly rested on his pulsing cock. He could

Her Attempt To
Her Attempt to Please Her Lover She anxiously stands waiting for him to disembark from the plane. It has been so long since she has felt his arms around her, his lips on hers, the warm embrace that only he can give. There are many family members around. She is in her own world, knowing the events that have been planned over the next few weeks. It is hard to concentrate on the thoughts of lovemaking, reuniting emotionally, sexually, with so many other people around. She watches as other wives stand with small children, newborn babies, wishing, hoping and dreaming she will be able to fulfill that dream as well one day. He steps off the plane looking worn and rugged. She knows the suite that has been reserved will do him some good. This will the honeymoon they didn’t have time to take a year ago. She hasn’t planned a traditional honeymoon though, and thinks he will be very pleased to see all that is in store. She runs to greet him, bags dropping from his hands as he reaches o

Picnic Phantasies Rewritten
Imagine driving along with no cares in the world. All is left behind while we drive to the destination of the unknown. Few essentials pack in the trunk such as a blanket and picnic basket with bottle of chilled champagne and just 2 wine glasses. Some fruit and chocolate sauce to use what ever we decide to use it for. A radio for soft sexy love making music. We have no particuliar destination and no special time for return. Just driving free! As we are driving we come upon a very secluded and most romantic sight we had ever seen. It was breathinglay beautiful with the view of miles of open waters and rocks. As we walk along the shoreline we find this out of the way cove that has a warm spring waterfalls, that has a secret cave just under the falls. We decided that this would be the perfect spot to stop and have our picnic. As I spread the blanket opned you took out the bottle of champange and popped the cork with a loud bang and poured us each a glass and I turn the radio on. With t

Meh.
so my monday is like pretty much over and I am READY to go home. Im ready to go smoke a cigarette, have a coors light, and call it a day. Im thinking bubble bath with some candles and music. wow...sounds amazing.... i can almost picture the bath now... bubbles... bubbles... haha sorry I am really hyper and tired at the same time. I wanna dance and take all my clothes off....woot woot. hahaha

Bar-room Rewritten
He comes walking and orders his drink from the bar, near where I am sitting, looks me over and stares out of the corner of his eye as he walks to a table. After a few minutes he comes over and asks if he could buy me a drink & sits in the seat next to me. A few minutes of small talk, he asks me to dance, so we get up to dance for a few songs. He leads me back to the bar, where we enjoy little more small talk and I get up on the dance floor with a friend, whos there with her hubby. We get a little crazy on the dance floor getting down and a bit dirty teasing the guys that are watching. After I get back to the bar where he is sitting, I notice he's got a problem showing. The bulge in his pants could hardly be missed. He moves his stool closer to mine and starts softly nuzzigly my neck. I kind of make him jump a little when I reach under the bar and start rubbing my hands long the inner part of his thigh. We keep that up for a few minutes and my friend comes over. She always checking on

Tuffguy And The Fab 5
MY OWNER TUFFGUY IS THE BEST. EVERYBODY NEEDS TO GO AND LOVE HIM WITH EVERYTHING THAT YOU GOTTUFFGUY-GENERAL OF THE FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD-OWNER OF DiRRty girL!!!@ fubarBUT HE ALSO WANTS THESE LOVELY LADIES IN HIS LIFE TO BE SHOWN JUST AS MUCH LOVE AS HIM SO PLEASE COME AND HIT THEM UP!Ctgirl™ OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD-OWNED BY PLAYINHARD-R/L Girlfriend of Wills@ fubarDiRRty ԍirL®™**OwNeDBY TuFfGuY & FrEaK Of NaTuRe **PeRsOnAl AsSiStAnT 2 Ct GiRl-Fu-LuV BoMb S@ fubarMommynutt**PrOmOtEr FoR tHe PlAyGrOuNd**Owner of Darthtazz**Owned by Hawtlixx*Fu Hooker to Hawtlixx*@ fubarBetty_Boop@ fubarROCKIN' ROLL CHICK ♥FU LUV BOMB SQUAD♥

Bar-room Fantasy
BARROOM FANTASY You see me walk into the bar, turning in your stool, to hide the smile that formed on your face, when you saw me. I make it to the bar, it is crowded, and I place a hand on your back and say excuse me. You turn and smile at me and I smile back. I order my drink, lift my hand from your back and walk away. You turn in your stool and follow my movement to the only open table. I see you checking me out, from the corner of my eye; I turn, and smile at you, which makes you smile back. My cock is throbbing and I’m thinking about you and your wonderful body encased in a white silk blouse, white lace brace, a black silk skirt and white short spike heeled shoes. My manhood grows harder and longer, thinking about the sweet flesh of your cleavage that you proudly displayed for me, smiling the whole time. Both of us are thinking the same thing, wondering if I’m going to buy you a drink and sit down next to you. You swirl in your bar stool and stop to face me. You smile,

Picnic Fantasy
PICNIC FANTASY Imagine us driving along with no cares in the world. All is left behind, while we drive along, no destination in mind and unknown to us. We have a few essentials packed in the trunk, a blanket, a change of clothes, a picnic basket filled with bottle of chilled champagne and two wine glasses, assorted fruits, cheeses, crackers, dishes, silverware and chocolate sauce. Each item packed perfectly symmetrical with each other. A radio is packed as well, to see if we can pick up a radio station that plays soft and sexy love making music. We keep driving with no particular destination in mind and no special time for return. Just driving free! As we drive along we come upon a very perfect and romantic sight we had ever seen. It is breathtaking beautiful, with the view an open shoreline, open waters and rocks. We stop, parked the car and gather our picnic items. We walk hand in hand, smiling at each other, stealing kisses and caresses from each other, getting each other turned

Home: A Short Film
Earlier this year, me and a friend went out and filmed a short film. No lines, no budget. There was only a camera, a guy, and a town. We shot this film in two hours, and its the first official short I filmed with the camera I received. The film is called HOME. Its a visual and musical journey through my home town of Cape May, NJ. The music was by a talented musician from Arizona. His name...Elijah Bossenbroek. You can check him out at www.elijahbossenbroek.com or www.myspace.com/solopiano HomeUploaded by sogproductionsusa

... Socializing ...
Over the coarse of time I have learned there are boundaries that the physical body could never measure. We weigh ourselves through numbers amongst what is known as 'age'. For as long as time has been accounted for, people (society) have brought themselves to a constant age old tradition. This tradition is known as ones birthday. However BIG or however little you celebrate and make aware of your birthday, there is nothing telling/revealing to you how old you truly are. Whatever your beliefs be it religiously, spiritually, or a non believer in any higher power, how broad do your horizons go amongst the universe? ...To be aware that there is one aspect of ourselves that will allow you to know how old 'you' actually are. The Soul... It transcends a deeper interpertation of our lives. It makes aware of who we are and where we've been. Basically it continuously records our on-going esperiences through within, throughout, and amongst LIFE. The life that you have lived upon this Earth,

Sponsored By Silk Day
Tomorrow November 18, 2008 I will be turning on an Auto 11 @ 6am EST. The day is Sponsored by this generous man.. §1lkéÑélÐêr™...Øwned by Hard 2 Handle leave a voice comment pleaseeeeee@ fubarI know, you can't help but see him everywhere, from Blasts to HH to Tickers..lol I swear he is taking over the FU.. and yes, he is as sweet as he appears, love ya guy!! This is me with one of his wonderful creations.. MsCharlotte2U!~No Rate No Add~Stalking~X©ït€M€@ fubarIt isn't any special day, just glad to have another day off..:o) This lady here needs no introLove her to pieces and is so misunderstood, but that's the FU world for you.. Hard 2 Handle ~La*La's FuWife~ Owner of §1lkéÑélÐêr™@ fubar So love up on all of us or one of us. The only thing that would make it a great day would be for all of us to have back to back Happy Hours and all be running Auto 11's..lolHappy Rating!!!Please Re-Post!!

The Reapers Touch
THE COLDNESS OF WINTER COMETH DARK CLOUDS BREWING ON THE HORIZION GOD IS NOT SMILING ANYMORE CHANGES ARE APON US FEW EVERYTHING IS BLACKENED BY DEATH IN TIME I WILL BECOME NOTHING AND DECAY INTO INFINITY AROUND YOUR SUFFERING I ROTT MY WORDS JUMBBLED UP AND FORGOTTEN LIFE WILL END AND DEATH WILL BE FOREVER SO I WAIT NOT KNOWING I WANT WHAT IS COMING AWAIT MY FATE AS A MORTAL THE TIME IS DRAWING NEAR REAPERS GATHER TO KILL ME TOUCH HIS HAND AND DIE OF THE SIGNS I DID NOT SEE DESTINY IS A BOX SIX FEET UNDER READ THE FIRST WORDS IN EACH SENTENCE FOR HIDDEN MEANING

Dinner.
k, so, i cooked sweet n sour chicken (hong kong style) for dinner yeh? and i've eatena full plate in like 3 mins flat. now on second plate. WTF is chinese so addactive?? srsly... i'z get fat if'n i keep this up.

Do Not Resuscitate
staring like stone over the grave of a past a past once tresured now mourned over soon to be forgotten and replaced like so many loved ones losing friends in the blink of an eye losing all semblance of relevance and clarity nothing seems so certain except the lack of everything everything but exhaustion and uncertainty unable to move from the memories unable to leave them dead and buried to finally conclude that nothing would ever go back to normal the waves would never settle the scars would never heal on the war torn skin if only these cold gray eyes could return to blue maybe the light could shine through the clouds

Please Help Me Die
SEARCHIN FOR THE ANSWERS WHY DO I SUFFER SO CAN I DIE IN PEACE OR SHOULD I JUST SUICIDE OUT MY THOUGHTS ARE MY ENIMIES THEY DRIVE ME INSAIN WORRY IS NO COMFORT EITHER SICKNESS AND PAIN COME ALONG FOR THE RIDE RIDING ME TIL I BREAK JUST NEED SOME PEACE AND QUIET THE WORLD IS TO LOUD SOMETIMES WISH I COULD BLOCK IT OUT THOUGHT MY DEMONS WOULD PROTECT ME FORSAKEN IS ME AND MINE I COULD DIE TOMORROW AND WOULDN'T BE MISSED PLEASE HELP ME DIE I WANT TO SUFFER NO MORE E.N.D. IT FOR ME I BEGG OF YOU LAY ME OUT ON THE FLOOR AND LET THE FIRE CONSUME MY SOUL THE DEVIL WANTS ME ANYWAY PLEASE HELP ME DIE .

Tears Of A Vampire
SHE WAITED FOR HIM FOREVER HE CAME ONLY ONCE TO HER AND AS HE DRAINED HER COMPLETELY SHE CRIED THE ENTIRE TIME JUST BEFORE SHE PASSED HE GIVES HER THE ONE CHOICE SHE CAN DRINK OF HIM OR DIE SHE DRINKS WILLINGLY IT STARTS THE CHANGE INSIDE OF HER AND SHE DIES HE MORTAL DEATH SUDDENLY AWAKENED BY THE THURST SHE CRIES AGAIN DIFFERENTLY AND ALL HUMANITY IS GONE FOREVER TEARS OF A VAMPIRE ARE BLOOD RED AS HER IMMORTAL LIFE BEGINS SHE THE UNHOLY KILLER UNLEASHED FEEDING FOREVER CONTROLLED BY THE BLOODLUST THURSTING FOR SUBSTANCE THAT IS NEVER FILLED WITH A HUNGAR THAT AN'T BE CONTROLLED AND ENDING MORTAL LIVES NEVER SATISIFIED

My Decisions To Pull My Pictures
As many of you know, or have seen already, I recently pulled down all of my NSFW pictures from the site. Many people have stopped by and asked why I did that. It'd funny that so many people asked why yet there were so few ratings and comments. Hmmm, makes a girl think. But that is neither here nor there really. I have gotten to the point where I am tired of explaining my choice to people individually so for those that actually stop and read these, now everyone will know. I have struggled long and hard with self acceptance. Some days accepting and loving myself for me is still very difficult. Those pictures were taken and posted so that I could see that there were other people that thought I was just as sexy as other people in my life have told me I am. But then it got a point where people were being rude about the pictures, making obscene comments when my profile clearly states that I have someone in my life. It just goes to show that a majority of people on here just don't stop to

Fakes
It’s truly amazing to see just how quickly people you think are your friends or ones you even consider family or hell your real family for that matter too can turn their backs on you. They were all friendly at the start, but they changed to be nasty and bitter, deceitful, cheating, backstabbing, talk behind your back liars. They can be so shallow at times and seem to feast, on other peoples’ pain. They are not true at heart. I must admit they always wear a damn good mask, but soon their true colors show. The things they do, you do not expect. You hate that you can't hate them, because they epitomize the words betrayal, fake, and deceit in human flesh. But those people with the plastic smiles who say "I'm your friend, I'll always have your back, or You know I love you I'm here", will soon throw you away so fast. Because you will no longer be worth their whiles, you’ll be a thing of the past. Because you are blinded, by the words they say, you never see it coming. Oh how they are what yo

Find Someone...
Find someone who isn't afraid to admit that they miss you. Someone who knows that you are not perfect, but treats you as if you are. Someone whose biggest fear is losing you. Someone who gives their heart completely. Someone who says I LOVE YOU and means it. Last but not least, find someone who wouldn't mind wakin' up with you in the morning, seeing your wrinkles and your gray hair but still falls in love with you all over again.....

Liar Part 6
THIS IS ABOUT CRAZY MAMA, WHEN THEY CARED ABOUT HOW SHE WAS, YOU NOW SEE HOW THEY ACT TOWARDS HER, THEY TURN ON YOU IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE!-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------THIS CONVO IS WITH PEGGY!you got the job, you can add it to your name..I will let you know who all are your ppl are once i figure it out LOL I have to go look at her page she has a pic albun with all her ppl in it === 'INDIANROSE*OWNER*SMOKING TEPEE&WATERING HOLE*~*FU-BOMBER*SPIRIT MOTHER*NAP*SHADOWLVLR*WIFE 2 EAST*~*' wrote the following at '2008-10-12 15:16:10'.. > > i'd love to do it....let me know > > === 'FU-Bombers*READ THE WHOLE PAGE*' wrote the following at '2008-10-12 15:14:38'.. > > > > I need a manager to replace Crazymama > > === 'INDIANROSE*OWNER*SMOKING TEPEE&WATERING HOLE*~*FU-BOMBER*SPIRIT MOTHER*NAP*SHADOWLVLR*WIFE 2 EAST*~*' wrote the following at '2008-10-12 15:03:20'.. >

Dee, Dee Dee...
=== 'Who Knows §hmernie.cordell adopted Symbol Boy' wrote the following at '2008-11-17 12:41:27'.. > > > HEY!!! > ~SWEET SERENITY~@ fubar > > > Only 182,000 away from Godmother > > Perv her pictures!!! > > She has 259 easy rates: > > > Click her stash!! > > Leave her fun comments!!! > > > > >

Level This Beautiful Person, Will Ya!
Okay, yeah, well this computer illiterate dipsh*t needs help, mmmk? Please level Sweet Serenity...she's, like, 178K away from Godmama and could use your help! http://www.fubar.com/user/1558669 And yes, I am fu-point-whorin' for her...deal.

Deleting My Page!!!!!!!
For everyone who cares and still wants to be friends, I am starting over with a new account. Its already made. So if you still want to be friends my new page is made in my top friends list...you will see me :) If not it was nice to meat you. I am only adding friends who I actually talk to. *lisa the star*

To All My Friends , Fans ,and Family
sorry i have been around for a while i do plan on makeing a come back here hopefully soon . withsome sickness in my family it has been hard . to even come on and say hi to you all. and seeing as i am helping out with the person that is ill . i also have not been look after myself as well ad have had some preety close calls and i am going thu one right now . i got on here today and looked thru my stuff and well i have not had a comment in 4 months ....that is bad because i know it is because i have not hit anyones page with luv in a while . jut know (even though i am DARKNESS) you all re still in my thoughts and my DARK heart.thank you to all my fufriends and fans and family. forever, DARK

My 111608 Kiss Fortune
Be patient in one moment of anger - escape a hundred days of sorrow. --- Passion is good, but withhold quick judgement and fiery words until you can see the entire picture. You may be pleasantly surprised.

On Being In Love...
i have always been one who lives by his passions...with a decidedly romantic lean...and at times it has caused me great anguish...the unrequited loves of one's youth...falling for one without due scrutiny...believing when there is no substance...and more. i admit to wearing my heart on my sleeve....how can one not, after all? life is filled with pleasures for the senses, all senses profiting from the open acceptance of that which surrounds us, even when there are the occasional rifts created when, by seeking that which fulfills us we stumble into chasms where we believed there to be firmament, and more.... i had fallen....the word love was a key part to this 'falling'....and in the course of this, was made to realise that it was not what was thought to be....much pain resulted from this...even when, in recognising its death, i continued to grieve and think it still alive....one does that i suspect because one seeks an end to the pain one is enduring...even as one knows it is not to b

Poetry
rant life was going to fast spun me round like an aircraft, jeted from here to ther never bieng able to stop; so I exploded. now I'm finding my self piece by piece, but my sanity I could not keep. so in the end life is to fast slow down and look at what has past.

Sermon
Sup Juggalos, As you may or may not know, the Fellowship of Juggalos is in our three months of Religious Awareness. We have ninjas stand up and tell us about their religion and how it equates to the Dark Carnival. My ninja Moose, who is a Jewish Juggalo, stepped up on my request and told us a lil bit about Judaism as he sees it. The part that struck me the most is where he told us that Judaism is based off the idea of Family (hmm sounds like a Dark Carnival item). When you die Jewish, you will continue to live spiritual or reincarnate as long as someone in your Family remembers you (hmmm I've heard that in other Religions, I'm I hearing some relationships). This makes sense to me. Lemme introduce a concept. In Quantum Physics it states that you Think therefore you are. Thinking can be equated to believing. In Quantum physics if in my reality and perception I believe (beyond a shadow of a doubt) that the dude sitting next to me doesn't exist, than essential he doesn't exist

Poetry
Time, we chase it, want more of it, always cravying for one more minute , its like being in a time worp on fast forward. we chase after it because we are affraid that someday we may not have it. The gift of sight, we charish it, be greatfull for it, some are not as lucky to enjoy the power of sight. We read everything from words to eyes with our sight , we would be lost without our sight . Smells, smells are wanderfull . If we couldn't smell we couldn't emagine, and if we can't emagine we are not alive, so be greatfull and thankfull for all of what we have.

Poetry
feel the silence ahh, the silence. I lay in rest finally. No screams, no tears, no pain, it all drifted away with my body. I lie deep beneath the rocks, dirt, grass, and snow, betwean the layers of mother earths crust.The fealing of silence is so great. I no longer feel the worlds angziety, it all drifts away with the sarrow, away with the uncertinty, it is great to feel the silence. I cannot see, i cannot speak, i cannot hear, but i can feel the silence and it is the most peacefull thing i have found and now i can sleep.

Poetry
Deaths wings Looking down from afar, from a dark damp room at the cold wet ground. A million little beads of rain fall so rapidly it looks like it will never stop, it just wont stop. The sky is pitch black, and the wind rushes up your bony back, a shiver slithers up your spine, a feeling like death creeps up upon your soul, almost as if it will stop your innocent heart. But you put all of it aside because you have walked into your own tiny little world were the pain and weakness is swept away. You are looking down at the soft squishy ground thats coverd in mud,pondering the thought of arrow dynamics with the taste of flight on your tongue. What if you could fly? You look at the now thundering storm, slowly taking a step outword with every breath. On the window seal you stand, arms open, spread like angel wings. There are two choices you have, just let go, let everything become free? or do you back down? run away again? But before you know it, your legs slip out from under you a

A Late Vet Day Blog
Sacrifices are given and made at home and in foreign lands. And though we may have different feelings as to why we are here, we still stand the watch. We perform our duties and roles to the best of our ability. We rely on our training and our experience to erase all doubts. We stand the watch. On the shore, in the sky or on the sea, we miss holidays because we know that they are a privilege not a guarantee. Each day is a blessing, each meal is a feast, and the time that we have with our family is a moment that we strive for. We stand the watch. Even though we miss our families, even though we may be wounded or killed and even though our children may grow up without a mom or dad, we our committed to the performance of our duty. We will continue to stand the watch. When you look into the cold and distant eyes of some veterans know that behind those eyes is a world of pain. Know that he/she has witnessed horrors and atrocities that no one should ever have to witness. When yo

Check Out The Real Deal Pictures Of Callaway Ft-iq Driver
From http://www.ebayoyo.com Check out the real deal pictures of Callaway's secret, behind-closed-doors driver they've been working on for, well, ever. Not sure how I feel about the look of it yet, looks like a Superhero tool more than a driver. What do you guys think? Smart MOI delivers consistently long drives that split the middle of the fairway. Straight distance. That’s what you want from your driver. No need to think. Just pick a target and swing away. Say hello to the FT-iQ Driver, the longest, straightest driver we’ve ever created. Using the coolest, latest technology found in Stealth Bombers and Formula 1 race cars, the brightest minds at Callaway Golf have created a driver with one result in mind: long bombs down the middle. The refined head shape has a sleek look and raises the moment of inertia (MOI) for unprecedented accuracy off the tee. Turbo-charge your tee shots with Hyperbolic Face Technology, which raises ball speeds across the entire face for more distance. Th

Poetry
poetry Beauty of a storm The clouds swell with angar. The sky cry's, pooring out tears of rain. And it falls fast and hard pounding on roof tops,it elegently dances on the tin tops of houses making its own beat to dance to. The darkness claps thunder like an old beaten drumb rumbling and pounding against the night sky. Lightning thumps the ground and with every light it shines so bright it becomes blinding. The wind howls as it rips and roars threw the valley and mountains.The air becomes chowecked with the thick fog as it wraps the whole land in a tight blanket. the dark sky becomes clear and the rain slowly comes to a stop. only now dose it begin to settle down, i love the beauty of a storm.

Awake.
sunlight crept through the blinds today, when morning came I woke to the sound of your voice I heard it whispering my name my heart started to race while the rest of me stayed still afraid to open my eyes and realize it wasn't real they finally fluttered open squinting, fighting the light but no one was there no one holding me tight I squeezed my eyes back shut since nothing is what it seems I just want to hear your voice again I'll see you in my dreams ♥

New Train...tweety's Got Attitude..come Check It Out (updated: New Members Added)
Tweety's Got Attitude...You know the drill Fan/Rate/Add or Re-rate the members. If you are already a friend, just leave a comment that Tweety's Got Attitude or Gotta love Tweety's attitude. Here's what to do... . *****RULES***** 1. RATE THE TWEETY FOLDER (AUTO 11'S WILL BE ON FOR THE FIRST 24 HOURS) 2. ONCE YOU HAVE R/F/A EVERYONE & RATED THE TWEETY FOLDER PRIVATE MESSAGE SILVERPIXI TO BE ADDED TO THE TRAIN AND GET YOUR TAG 3. NO DRAMA!!!! IF YOU START DRAMA YOU WILL BE THROWN OFF THE TRAIN 4. HAVE FUN!!!!! AND LET'S MAKE SOME NEW FRIENDS Silverpixi~Club United~LollipopGurlz~ FSC~Owner of Miss Crys {Please read my profile}@ fubar Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'@ fubar §ŵ† Çĥ®®¥ þî€*SDMF*Mrs English*GM@Immortal~XXtremeFullThrottleradioMetalHeadMafia@ fubar manly - TGIF!!@

Really 2
Well here we are with another funckin Monday under our belts. Just wanted to take a moment and say "Thank You" to all my friends who support me and I really appreciate all the personal responses from you "Gals" on the squirting blog. Damn!!! Didn't know the sport was so popular. Well, I finally got a new corporation formed for the purpose submitting an application to the newly elected President Burrack (Barry) H. Obama to send some of the billions of dollars floating around for us purr folks. I am an "expert" in corporate formations and can even write the grant request to have the federal government consider sending your newly formed company billions of dollars ($$$$). For your information, should your company gross a billion dollar grant at one time, you and your company could spend $3,333,333.33 every day for three years and still have money left over. In FuBar words, "honey, that's a shit pot load of 11's and Fubucks for everyone"...hell, we could actually rent a plane and pick a

I Like Choice Music Of Diverse Genres
I like so called "Southern Rock (Rebel Rock)" music. I also enjoy various choice music genres such as rock, folk, 60s & 70s (Classic Rock), blues, zydeco, raggae, country, bluegrass, and jazz (Big Band, swing). My favorite instrument in music to listen to is the guitar. A great lead and rhythm guitarist makes me like the music even more. In fact, just to listen to a great guitarist by themselves is a great pleasure to me. I also like banjo, saxiphone, and piano. My favorite blues guitarists are Robert Johnson, Eric Clapton, Jimi Hendrix. My favorite jazz guitarist is Robben Ford. My favorite bluegrass band is Alison Krauss And Union Station. My favorite band of all is Lynyrd Skynyrd. My favorite band in my local area here in Richmond Indiana is Dallas Moore And The Snatch Wranglers. The Sulentic Brothers from South Bend, Indiana is also one of my favorite local bands. My favorite jazz band is Weather Report. Believe it or not I also enjoy "longhaired" (classical) music. My Fav

Auto 11's Are On...come Level Up.
Auto 11 bling on Today MONDAY HELP HER MAKE PROPHET Silverpixi~Club United~LollipopGurlz~BCC~ FSC~Owner of Miss Crys {Please read my profile}@ fubar Pimp out Brought to you by Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'@ fubar (repost of original by 'Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'' on '2008-11-17 11:20:23')

Just An Old Fool
JUST AN OLD FOOL I may be just an old fool, but I know your soul has to be free I know you can’t be just for me I know that getting close to anyone is not your goal in life I know you’ll probably never again be a man’s wife I think I know you as well as anyone can do but I don’t think anyone will ever know the real you I don’t think you want to face how you feel you hide within the game, so you don’t have to face what’s real I don’t need a long commitment, it doesn’t have to be just you and me I do want a long term lover that will be there for me to see You say that we can be friends and that’s as far as it can go I say I want to be your main lover, and you say no, no, no To say the word love is strictly against the rules to even think of it, I would be such a fool There’s nothing worse than an old fool, so that’s a place I won’t go sometimes I do have these feelings, but that’s something you can never know You say you have no problem playing with friends

Me And Tara
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

Still Hanging In There.....
Mom is still hanging in there but not sure how much longer she is going to last. They have mentioned Hospice and that they really can't do much more than what they are doing right now. Mom has done a bit of talking and the talking that she has done has been slurred and mumbled. You can understand what she is saying but you have to listen close. She is still Mom for all practical purposes. She knows who she is and who my sister and I are and lots of other things, but the lenght of time she is awake and the amount that she can talk is getting less and less. We are still holding out hope but not sure if that is enough. Mom has to do somethings herself before the Drs etc can do for her. Everything is in her hands as well as His hands at this point.

Ouch
I am posting this to inform and to urge. I have never been an activist per se, but I have been thinking lately of starting. I was rear ended by a drunk driver Friday night. I am in soo much pain, I can hardly stand it. This is me BEGGING you to PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE be careful when you go out. Bring a friend, a designated driver. I am SO lucky my son wasnt in the car with me; I continue to thank my lucky stars every day. I know I whine and complain a lot, but please people, if you drink dont drive. It ruins lives, it takes away their cars, their families, their paychecks when they have to take time off of work because they cant stand or sit up. Also, when you do drive, drive the same at 2 am as you do at 2 pm, or 4 pm, or 9 am. It is the same road, and the same vehicle. When the light turns yellow, STOP! hello!!! Red light means STOP, not let off the gas and hope the light turns green before you get to the person who did stop! Thank you, this public service announcement has been brought

American Justice?
Action Alert Urge President Bush to Pardon Border Agents Ramos and Compean Agents Sent to Federal Prison for "doing their job" -- securing the border On January 17, 2007, two brave U.S. Border Patrol agents -- Ignacio Ramos and Jose Compean -- began serving their combined 23-year prison terms! Their crime? Defending our nation's southern border against illegal alien drug smugglers. In other words, these two men are in federal prison for what Congressman Tom Tancredo called, "doing their job" -- securing the border. Here are the facts: Border Agents Ignacio Ramos and Jose Compean spotted a suspicious van on U.S. soil near the U.S.-Mexico border. The van was being driven by an illegal alien -- Osvaldo Aldrete-Davila -- who was smuggling 743 pounds of marijuana into the United States. When the illegal alien drug smuggler saw Agents Ramos and Compean, he ran for the border. The agents heard gun shots while pursuing Aldrete-Davila on foot. Accord

My Hair Should Be....durrrrr
Your Hair Should Be Brown You are an intelligent, well respected person. You are very confident. You take yourself seriously, and other people take you seriously too. You are a good leader, and you can be trusted with someone's life. You motivate people well, and you command respect easily. You are competent, successful, and organized. You can't stand chaos. Some people mistake you for being cold, calculating, or elitist. What Color Hair Should You Have?

The Keys To My Heart
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

An Attainable Challenge, I S'pose
Men See You As: An Attainable Challenge You know how to make your man crave more of you But you also know when to show some interest back You're good at keeping your guy guessing And over time, you'll let him know how you really feel Do Men Find You a Challenge?

*bleh*
Ok, so since the last time, the one who wanted to go on a date is probably a non-issue. The married one will probably never turn in to anything due to the circumstances. And the "ex" is barely on my mind in that way any more. I still joke around with the second one, and it's nice to be able to do that, but I think I let certain other thoughts go through my mind way too much. Not just sexual ones...which is what concerns me. No matter...back to where I was...bleh...

Brass Monkey
Subject: Brass Monkey CANNON BALLS !!! It was necessary to keep a good supply of cannon balls near the cannon on old war ships. But how to prevent them from rolling about the deck was the problem. The best storage method devised was to stack them as a square based pyramid, with one ball on top, resting on four, resting on nine, which rested on sixteen. Thus, a supply of 30 cannon balls could be stacked in a small area right next to the cannon. There was only one problem -- how to prevent the bottom layer from sliding/rolling from under the others. The solution was a metal plate with 16 round indentations, called, for reasons unknown, a Monkey. But if this plate were made of iron, the iron balls would quickly rust to it. The solution to the rusting problem was to make them of brass - hence, Brass Monkeys. Few landlubbers realize that brass contracts much more and much faster than iron when chilled. Consequently, when the temperature dropped too far, the brass indenta

Mourning The Death Ofcommon Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job

Oy
Just heard back from my surgeon. He says the MRI showed the tumor looked to be extensive enough that a lumpectomy would not be an option. Since a mastectomy is such a big deal, though, he said we could try another biopsy in a different area to make sure the cancer is as big as they thought. So now I get to wait to have that scheduled too... but worth it if it means I can save most of my boob. *sigh*

Fallen Angel Love
fallen angel love Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry [Verse 1] If I could, take a trip, to outer space She would be the one, I will see When I get, to heavens gate She would welcome me with her arms, open wide, and a smile Will shadow me brighter than the sun She hasn't had a fair chance, so I'll give her one Let me tell you who she is, yeah [Chorus] She's a fallen angel, sent from heaven up above She's a fallen angel, waitin for me to love her, yeah (Know that she's) She's a fallen angel, take your judgment off her I know, that she's a fallen angel [Verse 2] You know, I should Help her mend, her broken wings So she can fly again But I don't, wanna lose everything that I've gained Turnin me a selfish man (oh) Cause without em my heart just don't go, no more (no more) I couldn't take the pain, from watchin her fly away So say that you'll stay She's mine [Chorus] She's a fallen angel, (ooh) sent from heaven u

Loneliness....
Have u ever had 1 of those days when u feel like no one is there, Have u ever wished u could just hear the words I love u and I still care? Have u ever needed someone u miss them so much ur heart cries, Have u ever wanted to trust so much u believed all the simple lies? No words cant describe all these feelings inside my head and heart, But I do know the distance is killing me day by day, hr by hr, every second we are apart. True love is a blessing a gift that 1 should cherish, Pls hold on and appreciate it or someday it will perish. HELLO EVERYONE....THIS IS JUST A LIL PEEK OF HOW IM FEELING AT THE MOMENT! :(

Tears Of A Vampire
vampire tears Current mood: aroused Category: Writing and Poetry The colours of my last dawn are fading Soon the night will be here I look at the world with my new eyes It?s hard to describe what I see Everything has changed, but still it?s the same Inside I feel a hunger and a growing pain I run from myself in the night I cry for the victims I bite But still I?m a vampire, but I don?t want to live In this endless dark Now I hide in the shadows When the moon shed it?s light I guess I will live forever An immortal trapped in time... Darkness around me I stand here alone Forever to serve by my masters throne I run from myself in the night I cry for the victims I bite But still I?m a vampire, but I don?t want to live In this endless dark Darkness around me I stand here alone Forever to serve by my masters throne I cry the vampire tears I scream but nobody hears My chains last forever but I will not be alone I will give you my eternal kiss... I

The Beginning.....
Prologue -------- Cambridge, a scholarly city of learning. Home, to among other things, one of the best universities of the world. But...appearances can be deceptive, and there is much more to Cambridge than meets the eye. Sometime in the 18th century, the Baron Fortesque was made Chancellor of the University. Seeing the advanced science and technology around him,this good man was overpowered by the dark force of greed and became obsessed with knowledge and power. This lust for knowledge led him to hire the best scientists and craftsmen the land had to offer. Fortesque kept these unfortunate individuals in shabby hovels fit only for rats, cockroaches and other vermin and worked them all day in an attempt to create a machine which would make him the richest man in the world. One day, one of the scientists drew up plans for a massive steam driven engine which was capable of achieving the alchemists' dream- transmuting matter. Fortesque immediately had the man im

Just Talk
It baffles me that on here some of the common rules of being a friend go out the window. That instead of a supposed friend coming to you on here and saying hey I'm mad at you for doing this or that or upset with you, etc, etc...they just block me. Um sorry but in my life if a friend does something to bother me...I talk to them. I tell them what is up and give them the chance to explain themselves. Today I'm going to be taking a closer look at everyone on my family list and removing people I don't think there is trust with. The reason why is cause the last person to block me yesterday was a family member, supposedly a good friend but they couldn't come talk to me and say they were mad? And the worst thing is...they are mad about me not RATING THEM. I even told them why I hadn't. Saturday night and all day Sunday and today...I've been sick. The one side of the back of my throat is so swollen. I mean it sticks about about 1/4 to 1/2 inch more than it should. It hurts just s

The Amusing Line Of The Day :
Mr. Madison, what you've just said is one of the most insanely idiotic things I have ever heard. At no point in your rambling, incoherent response were you even close to anything that could be considered a rational thought. Everyone in this room is now dumber for having listened to it. I award you no points, and may God have mercy on your soul.

My Trip!
This is gonna be a long one, so pour yourself a pint of Guinness and get settled in! So, as you may have already gathered, I have returned from vacation. Yay! For those who missed it, I was in London for three days, then in Ireland for just over a week. I have exactly one crapton of pictures, but seeing as how I just got in last night and had to work this morning, I haven't had time to sort through them yet. I'll do that soon and put up the best ones here. So, London. It was very... British. I really enjoyed it, actually. I managed to see most of the major sights thanks to one of those awesome double-decker bus tours. Didn't have time to go in the British Museum though. Boo! I did get to have tea in the crypt of St. Martins-in-the-Field church, just off of Trafalgar Square. It was neat! London has an interesting feel to it. Seems like most of the buildings are row after solid row. Combine that with the strange layout of streets jutting off at odd angles, and it kind of made me

Abc Of Ex's/ex Lovers...lol
abc of ex's/ex lovers lol Body: A is for the automobile which he doesn't own. B is also for brain, which was located between his legs. C is for the commitment that was never there. D is for the dildo he didn't know I had. E is for ego. His was bigger than a hot air balloon. F is for his faithfulness, as long as there wasn't something or someone better to do. G is also for the spot he could never find! H is for laughter (HA! HA!) the last sound he heard from me as he was walking out the door. I is for impotent which is what I told everyone he was. J is for jugular, the one I'd love to sever. K is for kinky, he always started without me. L is for love in most cases, but exceptions have been made, L is for LOSER in this case, along with LUSH and LITTLE DICK. M is for MAN. Has anyone been able to find one? Have you ever met one? Do you know where any are? N is for the narcotics. He drove me past alco

Movie
So everyone whats a to in a movie with some big actor right well yeah so their filming George Clooney new movie at my college and well I'm in it how odd is that??? Well yeah I get to be a Speical Forces Sergeant...yeah so... other then that I get to pretend to live at Fort Bragg...

When You See My Face I Hope It Gives You Hell....
monday morning....i can already tell its going to be a fucked up day. work schedule 6am-3pm...got to work at 630 am. so yah i was a little pissed about being late.. then i got in trouble for having my phone out and I was FUCKING furious. well then I spent most of my fucking lunch break on hold with my gay ass insurance company. Trying to figure out when my bill was due. Then, I had a message on myspace from my lame ass exboyfriend Nick, who fucked me over hardcore..I'm not TALKING to you douche bag!!! grrrr then to top it ALL off...im sick... GOD DAMN!!!!!!! grrrrrr.....i need a cigarette and my stupid break is not until 12:30. Im fucking pissed off today... I wanna get fucked up and pass out... thats what I wanna do tonight..

Anyone Wanna Add
anyone wanna add me on mysapce. i posted one before but can't figure out how 2 get it so i if anyone can tell thanxs. my url fro mysapce is wwww.myspace.com/slientangelx919 u can send me a friends request

Happy Birthday Bubba
Well today my brother would be 31, its hard to believe its only been a year since he died when some days its feels like just yesterday. Whats sad is i cant even remember what i bought him last year, ive thought about it all night but i just dont remember. I miss his laugh the most, his smile and though my head is filled with the horrible images from that day i always keep his smile in my heart. I would give anything just to be able to say i love you one more time, to hear another silly joke most times only he got. My heart aches knowing that everyday is just that..another day without him in it. Though i will never understand why he chose to end his life i will forever live mine remembering just how important he was in mine. 11-17-77 - 11-24-07

11.17.08 - Weezer - Undone (the Sweater Song)
SONG VERSION BELOW Undone -- The Sweater Song - Weezer VIDEO VERSION BELOW Undone -- The Sweater Song - Weezer LYRICS BELOW (Hey bra, how we doin' man?) (Alright) (It's been a while man life is so rad This band's my favourite man, don't you love them?) (Yeah) (Oh man you want a beer?) (Alright) (Oh man Hell bra this is the best man I'm so glad we're all back together and stuff This is great man) (Yeah) (Hey do you know about the party after the show?) (OK) (Oh man it's gonna be the best I'm so stoked Take it easy bra) I'm me Me be Goddamn I am I can Sing and Hear me Know me If you want to destroy my sweater Pull this thread as I walk away (Hey, what's up?) (Not much) (Umm, did you hear about the party?) (Yeah) (I think I'm gonna go, but umm my friends don't really want to go Could I get a ride?) Oh no It go It gone Bye-Bye (Bye!) Who I I think I sink and I die If you want to destroy my sweater Pull this thr

Just About Me...updated..lol
All about yourself...the survey.All about yourself...First name?:: JadeMiddle name?:: Like your name?:: YES!Named after anyone?:: dunno..Any nicknames?:: jandy,deded,sugar,shugzAge?:: 34Birthdate?:: August 5, 1974Birthplace?:: PhilippinesTime you were born?:: 0500Current location?:: homeHeight?:: 5ftLike your height?:: 49kgEye color?:: jet blackContacts/glasses?:: huh??lolHair color?:: blackNatural hair color?:: blackDye your hair often?:: not in 5 years nowRighty or lefty?:: rightyYour favorite...Type of music?:: rock, RnBBand or singer?:: bothTV show?:: grey's anatomy,CSIMovie?:: tears of the sun, step up 2, gladiator, braveheart,spiderman,X-men,MI,5th ElementTV channel?:: news?Radio station?:: any..Place to be?:: beach and there's no place like HOME.Thing to do?:: lots..Food?:: oriental Non alcoholic drink?:: coffee n teaAlcoholic drink?:: vodkaAnimal?:: IGUANA but don't have 1 :(Holiday?:: all of holidays..lolSeason?:: summerSport?:: love extreme but haven't tried ..Place to shop?:

What A Woman Wants...
"Whatever you give a woman, she's going to multiply. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So —if you give her any crap, you will receive a ton of shit."

The Girl I Love
CANT FID THE ORIGINAL VIDEO(THERES ONE SOMEWHERE) The girl I love she got long black wavy hair Whoa, the girl I love, she's got long black wavy hair I do declare! The girl I love, yeah, she's got long black wavy hair, Ah yeah, Her Mother and her Father, Lordy, Sure don't, sure don't want me there. Well I, I go back to my baby, Lord I, I swear I wouldn't lie I never saw that sweet woman yeah For five long years gone by, yeah. Well I, said I, whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh, I I'm goin' home 'Cos she's a sweet little darlin', whoa I said I been away, ah for too long. I been away too long. Well, when my baby walks, she shakes Just like a willow tree, yes she does. Well my baby, when she walks, you know Oh that sweeter baby You know she walks, walks all over me. Ooh yeah. Whoa. Love my baby.

Last Night
OMG....LAST NIGHT WAS AMAZING...WELL IT ALL STARTED WHEN I HAD TO GO PICK MY BOYFRIEND UP FROM OHIO. ON OUR WAY HOME LAST NIGHT WE HIT TWO OF THE MAJOR SNOW STORMS THAT HIT OHIO, PENNSLYVANIA. SO WE SLOWLY WENT THROUGH UNTIL WE GOT HOME. WELL WHEN WE GOT HOME EVERYONE THE I COULD IMAGINE BEING AT MY HOUSE WAS THERE...WHICH FUCKING SUCKED..BUT ONCE EVERYONE LEFT THAT IS WHEN THE PARTY STARTED.. SINCE HE WAS IN OHIO FOR FIVE WEEKS AND DURING OUR ANNIVERSARY SO HE HAD STUFF TO MAKE UP FOR...WELL HE DID. I HAVE NEVER BEEN EATTEN OUT BEFORE LAST NIGHT BUT OMG..WAS IT GOOD..HE ROCKED MY WORLD UNTIL 4 AM. SEE THAT IS ONLY ACCORDING TO HIM A PEICE OF MY ANNIVERSARY GIFT. WELL OMG..I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT I AM WRITING THIS BUT I WANTED PEOPLE TO KNOW THAT I AM HAPPILY TAKEN AND DONT WANT TO GET ANYMORE PEOPLE TRYING TO GET INTO MY PANTS....SORRY BOYS...

Alison's Giveaway
Since Alison and i move in different circles on Fubar i thought i'd tell my friends about a contest she is having. Everyone complains they can't get auto 11's... Here's your chance... I am going to be giving away 3 Auto 11 Blings! I am looking for 10 people to compete for the most rates to win an Auto 11 Bling. First 3 people to get a combination of 100 rates and 10,000 comments will win an Auto 11 Bling. If you are interested, please leave the link to the picture you wish to use in this contest. As soon as I have 10 contestants, the contest will begin. The Auto 11 Blings will be awarded during a Happy Hour for double the points! This contest is only open to those who have a verified salute! Here's her blog link... http://fubar.com/blog/259987/919611 And her page link in case you wanna be friends ◊{Â£Ï♥}◊@ fubar Good luck everyone

The Seventh Commandment Apes Stunted Mien
The seventh commandment, "Thou shalt not commit adultery" from Exodus 20:14 does not just apply to Valentine's Day when "love is in the air" or only if you're married. Like all of God's commandments, it's about faithfulness and like the United States is supposed to be (as least if the Pledge of Allegiance is any indication), being indivisible, incapable of being divided or demonstrating any kind of divided loyalty. How can you honestly say that you love someone if you're not faithful (i.e. committed)? How can you and I love someone as Jesus Christ has loved you if you don't keep your word, even when it's painful or inconvenient for you to do so? Speaking of Him, this commandment is also expanded upon in the Sermon on the Mount. In Matthew 5:27-28, we read: "Ye have heard that it was said of old time, Thou shalt not commit adultery: But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman who to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart." (I can only ass

This One Is For Witchie
I was cutting the rug down at place called The Jug with a girl named Linda Lou when in walked a man with a gun in his hand and he was looking for you know who. He said, 'Hey there, fellow with the hair colored yellow, whatcha tryin' to prove? 'Cause that's my woman there and I'm a man who cares and this might be all for you.' I said, 'Excuse me.' I was scared and fearing for my life, I was shaking like a leaf on a tree 'cause he was lean, mean, big and bad, Lord, pointin' that gun on me. 'Oh, wait a minute, mister, I didn't even kiss her. Don't want no trouble with you. And I know you don't owe me but I wish you'd let me ask one favor from you.' 'Say, won't you gimme three steps, gimme three steps, oh mister, gimme three steps toward the door? Gimme three steps, gimme three steps, oh mister, and you'll never see me no more.' Well the crowd cleared away and I began to pray and the water fell on the floor. And I'm telling you, son, it ain't no fun staring

Achilles Last Stand
THIS ONE IS FOR YOU HARDCORE ZEP FANS It was an April morning, When they told us we should go. As I turned to you, You smiled at me. How could we say no? With all the fun to have, To live the dreams we always had. Woa the songs to sing, When we at last return again. Sending off a glancing kiss, To those who claim they know. To know the streets the seaman hears, The devil is in his hole. Oh, to sail away, To sandy lands and other days. Oh, to touch the dream, Hides inside and never seen, yeah! Into the sun, the south, the north, Lies the first of hope. The shackles of commitment fell, In pieces on the ground. Oh, to ride the wind, To tread the air above the din. Oh, to laugh out loud, Dancing as we fought the crowd. To seek the man whose pointing hand, [ Led Zeppelin Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] The giant step unfolds, With guidance from the curving path, That churns up into stone. If one bell should ring, In celebration for

For My Self
for 25 years i hated my self and thought that iam worthless that i dont deserve any kind of happyness muchless love i push people away alot and always had a problem with making friends eiother becuse i could not talk to them or becuse i just did not want too for the first time in my life i relze its not my fult and to let it go iam going to confront my father and tell him what i think and to forgive him for never being a father just a dead beat who care more for his bike his weed or cigs or for his gf the thing i still cant do is forgive my mother that is going to be the harder she is the one who made me feel this way her and me iam the worset player in this part then even my own mother i was thinking abount it this morning how iam tire of liveing my life like this and want to make a changeiam doing baby steps the road ahead for me is not easy but anything in this life is not we all do it one way or another i ry my head off this morning and fall a sleep doing so the one person who was

Me3
Recently I wrote about myself in the last couple of blogs....it's difficult to do in the medium that is Fubar. This is Flash and Sparkle and Dazzle and I'm laying bare bones simple down instead by revealing some of me. Most will not care...some will and I thank those that read my words and even took time to comment. However, that said...please indulge me here. There are some that have NEVER met me, never talked to me on the phone and know me only on this site for the most part and still have the audacity to comment on what I am, who I am, how I have changed..etc..etc. First, and in my defense. YOU haven't ever taken the time to know me and if you come at me with accusations or manipulative comments about 'how I have changed'.....how exactly do you expect me to respond?? Let's see...hmmmm....let's bitch slap the Guido with words not to kind and see what he does. Well, let me save you the trouble...I'm not going to reciprocate...life's too short. I have friends that are as loyal to me he

Just An Update
Well, folks. It's been quite a while since I've been on here. To the ones that actually know me, yes. I know it's been too long. I've missed you guys too. To those that don't actually know me, I've missed ya'll too. lol I'm still havin' to do stuff on a friend's comp right now til mine gets fixed (again), but at least I'm able to get on every once in a while. I'll talk to you all soon. May the Goddess guide you in light & in love!

The Joker
Some people call me the space cowboy, yeah Some call me the gangster of love Some people call me Maurice Cause I speak of the pompitous of love People talk about me, baby Say I'm doin' you wrong, doin' you wrong Well, don't you worry baby Don't worry Cause I'm right here, right here, right here, right here at home Cause I'm a picker I'm a grinner I'm a lover And I'm a sinner I play my music in the sun I'm a joker I'm a smoker I'm a midnight toker I sure don't want to hurt no one I'm a picker I'm a grinner I'm a lover And I'm a sinner I play my music in the sun I'm a joker I'm a smoker I'm a midnight toker I get my lovin' on the run Wooo Wooooo You're the cutest thing That I ever did see I really love your peaches Want to shake your tree Lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey all the time Ooo-eee baby, I'll sure show you a good time Cause I'm a picker I'm a grinner I'm a lover And I'm a sinner I pla

Wedding
hey last night my fiancee came home...it was great..he told my sister that he is never going to leave me and that when i was a way from him that he was thinking and said told me that I am his soulmate. So we have been thinking about getting married! He would like to get married in MAY 2009. I have no problem with that. I love him so much. I want to have a causual wedding but i dont know where to have it. Since i am In Buffalo, NY does anyone have any ideas on where to get married. * Buffalo is still somewhat cool in MAY*

"anna Shadow Leveler"
I made an agrrement with Anna the shadow leveler to level Me to my current level and a 3 month VIP for some animation that she has on her site... She has indeed helped me level to the current level but has yet to send the 90 day VIP status... I couldnt believe that she would renig on the agreement, I have always had high respect for her.... Funny how people arnt as they seem... saddens me to think shes this way, but I have yet to see the 90 day VIP.... My artwork doesnt take just a few minutes to create, they take time I hold valuable.... its truly a shame....

Too Many Men
I've come to realize that I will probably need a harem of men to fulfill all the roles in my life. Because can one man really be the end-all everything? Is there one perfect person to be my all? I'm not so sure anymore. So maybe I should stop searching... The Boyfriend. He is the new hope. Every time a new relationship pops up- it would allow me the hope that "this is it! I'm done searching". Falling in love is exciting and brings out the best in everyone. There's so much to learn from each other, so much to explore. He'd provide the perfect setting for a normal relationship- good sex, good chemistry, good adventures... and he'd bring with him the drama that breaks a hopeful heart. The Husband. He's a constant. But he'd be little more than a room mate on the rare occasions that he was actually under the same roof. There would be no sex. Instead it would be a partnership based on parenthood and business. But he would offer security and stability. The Ex Lover. Sex with him w

Merci`s 2
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The Rules Of The Fu
This is great...you should read. The fuck you's of fubar! Fuck You#1 OK PEOPLE STOP POSTING Bulletins saying GOODNIGHTS ON Fubar . ITS NOT LIKE Fubar IS UR FUCKING HUSBAND OR WIFE TO SAY GOOD NIGHT To DUMB ASS. Fuck You #2 To the people who have like 25,000 friends;Are you fucking serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic.point hoe's Fuck you #3 Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you #4 NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck You #5 Quit crying because you're not on someones 'Top friend or family memeber '. Who cares?!? ITS Fubar !!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you #6 Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't

Trivium - This World Can't Tear Us Apart
I was so empty Self loathing Before you awoke me Lived in transgression Feasted sin Destroying all I stood for A world with spreading disease Legs up for infidelity They force feed of their stiffened sickness They promised hiding their rings To suck down some of the things That cheat this world into lovelessness All the pain in this world won't stop us now For we have each other All the hate in this world can't tear us apart This love is forever In arms we'll turn away From their ways We'll live like no other Together we're hope Absolute The only thing that matters A world with spreading disease Legs up for infidelity They force feed of their stiffened sickness They promised hiding their rings To suck down some of the things That cheat this world into lovelessness All the pain in this world won't stop us now For we have each other All the hate in this world can't tear us apart This love is forever All the pain in this world won't stop us now

Friends For Life
If youre in my fu-family please go check because this blog is for you I would do anything for all of you and I consider all of you true friends I wish I could meet in person You all mean the world to me and I love all of you

Its That Time Again....own Me..
Im Up 4 Auction Again.. Ive had 3 Amazin Fu Owners so Far..And Wow did they Spoil me Good..So now im LoOkin for a New Fu-Owner... Here is the link 2 the Photo,Click on the link so you can Start your Bid... The Link lets you know what i offer..But i am willin to Offer more my Request...I Will also Make You a Salute Video,Add Your Name 2 My Fu Screen Name... Bid Starts off at One Bling Pack... May The Best Bid Win.. Muahz!!

Monday
OK say what you wanna say on this blog If some one takes the time to post comments on your profile - do you think it is right or wrong to delete or deny them, regardless of what you think (as long as they are not severely distasteful)? POLITE NOTICE TO DELETERS - IF YOU DELETE MY COMMENT WHY DONT YOU JUST DELETE ME COS SOONER OR LATER I WILL MORE THAN LIKELY DELETE YOU.

Hall Bully 11/17 /08
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He Is Alive!
Just got word please thank god for watching over this wonderful man . He is alive and at home . The bitch he lives with is home sick with him he cant get online. he will be online as soon as he can send his love to all.

Hall Tag
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Fuck Frankie
A copy of an email i sent someone...sb convo follows. More to be added as soon as he responds === 'Allah' wrote the following at '2008-11-17 07:19:26'.. > > you, after our evening of suck and blows. I wanna see that cock. > ->frankie: did you like the gift frankie? ->frankie: *merely ->frankie: Who said anything ghey, eh? Why call me a terrorist? I meremy said i heard your packing some mad sausage frankie: ur right but im not a fag so go fuck urself terrorist ->frankie: hey, i heard youre packing frankie@ fubar

How Important Is A Profile?
How important is your profile on here? I'd like to think it was very important as its an insight into the person your asking to be your friend.... However, I have also observed that alot of people do not read my profile let alone your name and status, mine clearly states that I am no longer joining fu trains, yet today I have yet again denyed someone due to a train. Ok, so I was obviously still attached to the train in mention but after the 7th attempt I got a request saying " this is my 7th attempt are you gonna accept me? this is a condition of being on a train to accept etc ... I replied nicely that I assumed i was still on the list and then the guy accepted my reply but what niggled me was he obviously didnt pay any attention to my profile page or he would have known why i had refused again. So my question is, is there really any point putting anything in the profile page except a pretty profile skin ? .. there thats my monday moan over with enjoy the rest of you

Got Heroin?
Redneck fuckstick rofl. I sent his profile over to James too like I said I would. I believe hes in the process of fucking with this guys perception. ->frankie: Oh no I was just snorting a line. brb Nose bleed frankie: it must be since you shut ur hole frankie: is that pusssy big At this point I left the computer to raid the kitchen. ->frankie: Heroin first. Leave it in the mailbox with a vile of deer blood. frankie: show me boobs and i might hook ya up ->frankie: You look like you need to share the drugs. Wtf do you think I asked you? frankie: looks like ya need to stop the drugs kid ->frankie: No. I said heroin. But I know this guy that might be interested in you. I'l send him your Fubar so you guys can chat. frankie: no but got big cock will that do ->frankie: Got heroin? frankie: got nudes?

Goodbye Birchy
My day today did not get off to one of my better starts – one voice mail message from one of my football mates George which came through at 6:30 and thought I would listen to it in the car and ring from work – the time intrigued me. An SMS came through from George again – it told me that my friend Keith Birch (aka Birchy in the great aussie tradition) passed away overnight in his sleep. I got in my car and headed off to work and pondered when to call George and waited decided to wait until I got to work rather than get lost in the emotion of it all in peak hour traffic (I was really upset with myself for not seeing him again before he died and was planning to do it soon given he had just moved into the home not far from my father’s house). I got in and gave George a call – his contact at the nursing home had told him that Birchy had passed away in his sleep and finally succumbed to the bout of Emphysema that had taken a grip on him in recent years. I told him once I knew I woul

Please Show Us Love
a little of what is going on.......me and punisher been talking on here for 2 years and were great friends then after a while we started having feelings, i knew of his feelings but untill 2 weeks ago he never knew of mine, i gave him my number and we talked for 9 days straight now i am living here i am truely inlove with him and he loves me i left a bad marrige of 17 years and never knew what love was till me and punisher started talking now that i am here it is so awesome to find my true love i know it sounds weird and the way things played out but we are both very happy if i had to it over again tomorrow i would i truly love him so wish us the best of luck any questioins just ask we will try and answer btw just because we are inlove you can still be friends with him or me thanks dallas angel and punisher 4 life

Auto 11"s
Well I hope everyone had an Awesome weekend..And HAve A wonderful Week.. Tomorrow I will be running my Auto 11's that I was given by a great freind for my birthday which is also tomorrow...Please come by help me level while helping Yourself's at the same time...I will get back to each and one of as fast as I can so please don't think I don't apppreciate you all..Till Tuesday..Keep **Smiling** Give one to someone else today..It might be the only one they get!! **SmileZ** DreamZ Please go to my Family memeber *Sleepy** show him some love and spank him hard..He ""RAWKS"" **GiggleZ** Don't forget to join me in the HideAway for a drink. The GreatestDj's on the fu..DJ KIDDROCK..Our Own DJ MzPurr..and Of Course DJ JONNY B GOOD..The Amazing MzMIc has the best remix's going on..So come in and visit our wonderful Family..Hell I might just buy you a drink..!!!!WOOT!! See ya there Tuesday the 18th...

Feelings At The Time
Looking into the mirror Author: cswandering Word count: 89 something dark awaits you,do you dare to venture in, closing eyes were darkness lies embracing full misery...Hold a moment, feel a warmth,its possible the sun is shining...to late our eyes are closed ...waiting for the next wandering victim...He stubles belongings scattered... but can he pass the test.. the eyes begin to open ........RUN RUN...the nothing has begun.........the saddness is to much i want to give in......I cant fight.........wait I see ........the light.....to late misery has won.......CS. Wandering.

Nature
In her shell Author: cswandering Word count: 131 She carries her burden on her back She never had a home Her neck is long for looking back She always walked alone her eyes burn with fire Like Rubies in the sun She hides among the leaves and rocks Till the day is done The earth trembles And startled she wanders Her skin glistens in the rain She hunts in the down pour Scarred from her life, I slowly feel the pain Struggling to the curb Walks right into the street Her vision quickly blurred A stranger stopped and picked her up No fear did she show She at in the passenger seat Not knowing where they'd go She came upon a log cabin In the middle of the wood She looked up to her master and knew that this was good. She had her home and she was loved And cared for in everyway That turtle and I are alot alike I learn every single day

Gin 'n Tonic
Author: cswandering Word count: 157 Gin n' Tonic I've lost my mind Three Left turns ago I see a light at the end of the tunnel The pressure in my head Open till 1 wheres the funnel The pressure in my head Worse with every sip Eyes of heaven blodshot like hell No telling what I'll find None the less I have left you behind At the bottom of the bottle Keep sipppin The day away Woke up with you beside No regrets I did abide Lying still Sick and ill Nothing sexy about it So we drank some more Coffee this time Somehow I knew It would all be fine I got your number you took me home Three days later I had you on the phone You are someone I want to be Have you come to rescue me The tides are pulling me Under toe impatiently Waiting to hold you for the first time Sober

Feelings At The Time
The Wind and Why Author: cswandering Word count: 442 I am always on a one way street going the wrong way I am on the road less traveled I know every pebble along the way Nothing can make me fall I know the places in the shade The places no one else can see I see the shadow of the leaves Leave me be if you please Don't tell me how to walk When your at a dead end I see the sun through the trees I 'll always be your friend Fear has taken hold Youth replaced by old Too scared to take the trip Left alone out in the cold. Remember im still around Even when the dust is heavy You can't see your own hand in front of you I 'll be there to slap you in the face I am reality The one you have avoided I am the future Only a bit contorted Follow me You could try I break the rules I don't pry I am only a rebel to those who don't strive I am not a threat to them they are threats to themselves They walk heavy footed killing everything in their path I watch the fickle

Political View
Ummm yeah Author: cswandering Word count: 317 Obama On The Highway I know you're thinking: well, duh,I mean, he's a Democrat. Working class folks don't drive fancy, pricey cars. Believe me, this is the kind of detail that doesn't escape my notice. From what I've observed, Obama bumperstickers in Maryland are the province of the Mini-Cooper, the cutesy VW Beatles, and every junkie car in between. In the interests of full disclosure, one very rarely sees McCain bumperstickers down here, of any sort, so it's not like I'm claiming otherwise. So there we were, when to my utter excitement what do I see in front of me on the freeway? AN OBAMA STICKER ON A SLATE GREY BEEMER! I'll tell you, when I give a dollar or two to homeless people, whatever sense of smugness about myself being the second coming of Mother Teresa, is secondary to the real knowledge a person was helped. I take care of those who can't take care of themselves, temporarily. Not 100% of the time, but let's say 95

Friends
David Lee RIP Author: cswandering Word count: 260 Suspect admits Murdering A Homeless Man Right Above her head Shes Gazed up to the Heavens acknowledging the dead Many lives she knew..it just wasn't even time Nothing to capture their essence..she reflects with prose and ryme Why are lives in the hands of man..when we don't see a scheme we don't have the plan.. Who has the right to make lite of these..to capture a girls thoughs abstractly the front page.. The life in her eyes..the pain in their cries..The killer in the cage She didn't know him but he was a key..between the worlds of you and me.. We take for granted the afternoon sky...to see one more and not ask why.. If this were our last..one look is all you had..i hope we all would move on..I hope its not that bad.. To go , to feel the burn..the lungs collapse the worlds turn.. I wonder if that moment if he could feel that he was a cog in that infinate wheel.David Lee had no home..What was it like to so freely roam

Family
Author: cswandering Word count: 164 Somedays more than other days, My memory will travel back to when you were a little boy Somehow the world was simpler then--at least I thought it was The world has changed so much since you were a little boy and I was young. I know its not easy to be a man or a parent. So my dear son this is what I hope and wish for you- The ability to strive for your dreams- Never to lose hope or faith in yourself or the world Keep all things in perspective- Always be honest and fair with yourself and others. Remember- everything changes with time Nothing stays the same forever Every moment of life is so very precious, Even the grey days, One never knows the outcome until we finish the job. Trust and have faith in youself.I love you

Family
My present The Greatest Gift are moments shared, A simple embrace to show you cared, Tree or no tree todays for family, The greatest gift are the faces of the giver because thats the true reward, to know something youve done caused so much joy and all the love directed toward one single moment,one gentle smile one soft kiss Its all worth while.. fall asleep dream some more cause there ill be when you open the door, Ill never leave I love you so although sometimes i go Its not for long its not forever...its just for now until were toghether Im just sorry its took mommy so long to see your smiling face I long to hold your little hand make you smart..teach you how to be a man. for one day youll be on your own and responsible for making a house a home.. Just remember the greatest gifts are ones that can't be bought or returned scattered or burned ,they will even grow in time...they are yours and mine.. Merry Christmas Tobias..

X's
For Matthew I was new in town but I was older somehow Nothing as it seemed So I picked up the phonebook Alone and stubbling across the page I havent thought of you until today As if your memory was swept away I call an old friend Your name came up We all loved you You chose me To hold your innocence For eternity Im sure there were reasons we had justified We decided it wasnt love We had to try You see best friends like us we didn't want hurt So instead of you losing it to some trick Or me getting hurt by a jerk We layed in the shed The next morning light You fell In love It just felt right You wanted the future So bright and new You kissed me so gently and begged me to stay I said I must go even further away That is the last time I saw My sweet Matty Beals Till his funeral this year His heart I still feel

X's
Regret He found a note the other day , One i hoped to god i had thrown away... We were patching a friendship..now its torn again.. Im running out of reasons to want him as a friend.. Why does this pain follow me..For the love that I stole So its over now ,im no longer a subject to your control.. We could reconsile for our sons sake... I love him soooo much hes all that i'll take.. I don't want anything you have except our son.. I will never surrender..till his happiness is won.. I hope you understand, our end is my begining.. When the wind blows the birds are singing I'll be at your door...with something to say.. I'll be leaving with our son...nothing in my way.. Im smart enough to do this right..this isn't a threat this isn't a fight.. Its just a simple promise that I'll be there , No matter what he'll know I care.. You can not deface me in hopes he'll hate me.. He is much smarter than you think ... One day you will see... Hell always have you as his father..i sai

Nature
The Freckled Fawn Author: cswandering Word count: 67 Shining through the tree Peace and traquility Following footsteps Crackling leaves Feel the wind caress the contours her female form The birdsong for her Barefoot and free The spotted fawn follows The Doe see me Poking through the shadows One quick movement The moment is gone Quick to rekindle the sacred birdsong

Home
Never the Same Author: cswandering Word count: 318 Ten Years ago, I left that place and moved so far away, I knew that in order to never forget I must go again one day. So we hopped in the car and we drove and drove.I knew we were getting close ,I could smell it in the air,memories overflowed me and I didn't have a care.But it was quite different know,and I wasn't sure .It looked nicer than when I left before .New houses in place of old.My corner store was gone,where I used to by Moms smokes,I would always get the change and by handfulls of war heads. The swing I flipped upside down on and got stuck,a dare they said couldn't be done,I hung around up there, But I had won that bet Icecream from them all without a regret but I never did that again forsurel.So they took the swings? what else is gone>?I ran t o my old cluhouses where we sang our off key songs...I was met with a fence seven feet high..a prisoner again I wanted to cry, why couldnt I find anything good left here...When I

Feelings At The Time
Image Author: cswandering Word count: 142 What you see is what you get No in between the lines Eyes deep and experienced In the pain of telling lies Arms strong from the life of picking up the mess Caused by those who claim to care The heavy burdens of others test Just seemed to much to bare To ease her starving mind Knowledge is not always learning I am opening my eyes The teacher of life's lesson Are you listening to me? I can save you from the pain Let these words set you free With pen in hand and an open mind I write these words on your heart Hearing is the first step Listening is the hardest part I wrap my arms around you all I hope you all grow strong My will seems extreme I refuse to let you fall I will hang on with all that I have Because its only an image that you see Looking into the lake Not the real me So the mis truths I now forsake

Great Friends!
First I want to say, I love my friends! You all are so great! Secondly, I am going to make a Birthday folder, so any screen shots, pictures, salutes, bling, or whatever will be going in that folder. I plan to put all the pictures in comments and i will stash the bulletin since its too big for ss. Love you guys, I'm off to work:)

X's
The note Author: cswandering Word count: 270 Why didn't you want to make this work? You could have calmed down . You had strong assumptions of what could have been You just wouldn't listen..the beginning of the end. You act like I had this planned from day one. My past has come back to haunt me . Our first real fight and you throw in the towel! I didn't believe it then but I can see it now. All the things you should have done To prove to me you were the one. Instead you sat quietly Starring at the distractions To help you cope with your life. Filling up every moment of your day, I always felt I was in the way. I wish things were different. I thought you were real. You just couldn't accept the way I feel. I tried to tell you what it was that I needed But I focused on you so I wasn't conceeded. I could tell that last day . You actually began to try. Opening the door Kissing me infront of him Was I your trophy girl? Did you not feel it was worth trying be

X's
The Coward Author: cswandering Word count: 158 On his space He showed his face Adjacent to my name Called me out Cut me down called me by my name Seven months later This stalker write of all the pain he feels indie All of it now has turned to hate And I can't make it right There were others since But none were me and so his failure was my fault For breaking him to make him see A cowads fight was faught how can you look upon me Spying from your car Waiting by impatiently For my love to fall How dare you spread my name As a sex trophy in your sick game Your right siomethings I can never do again But you will always be the same What the book your reading this month On how to be a con Lets throw it out That name of yours Shall I call you Ron I never would have expected You told another lie Of dishonor and of merit But no ones by your side Don't wait anylonger This chapters over I awoke so long ago Seven months sober Yet I still recall My two week ha

Family
When he was sober Author: cswandering Word count: 303 Everyday you went out playing at the bar Flirting with the girls Driving in your car You went into the Army You served your sweet old time Then you did close to nothing And drank to just unwind You had a wife and seven kids And seven girlfriends too And even on the day you died They where all in love with you Grandma stood right by you When you sat and told your lies I never saw her cryin' I always knew she tried I only remember Sundays When all the bars where closed You would sit in front of the TV Eating dinner quietly Beer or coffee in hand Never talked to much to me Never was a fan Of playing with the little one I was your only grandchild Maybe if you spoke I would listen And not have been so wild One day a buddy of yours died so suddenly Put your life in check And you couldn't run from reality You finally stayed sober The first time in twenty years Jumped into your car And dr

Friends
Jefferey Rose Author: cswandering Word count: 252 His hand prints he had given to me In red paint on parchment paper For all the world to see When we were nine years old My first puppy love My geek in glasses Red hair and freckled Jefferey Rose I was so proud I told my mom She thought it was so sweet My step dad on the other hand asked was he white And then began beat I got the belt I got the rod His hand print marked me well A scalding bath A freezing rain I wished I were in hell All because a little boy Thought it would be sweet To tell me I was pretty And he liked me for me I wonder if he'll every know how much I really cared I never talked to him from that day onward Because I never dared I ended up with more hand prints Ones I never shared I was the little white girl Sitting in the rain To cover up my tears To wash away the pain I was the little white girl Wearing long sleeves and jeans On the hottest summer days Every time you

Friends
Ol' man Don Author: cswandering Word count: 345 The house is for sale His wifes in a home Memories for a dollar Yard sale time Dying every moment He clears the final shelf Homemade afgans Of untold wealth Someone to talk to Someone to listen All the things he wants to teach In his final lesson He staggered to the porch Drinks his coffee People rummage through his home And buy what all they see I sit next to the old man So how are you today? "I am tired I am old I am ready to fall away I have worked hard Established myself Took care of my family Now they're gone Im all thats left So I tell them thats all of me If its sitting on a shelf If It piles up on the floor Take it all away I don't need it anymore All I have gained I can't take it with me Im to old to fix this house And I am to old to care But it hurts so much to see these walls bare Once upon a time I was young and full of life On a sunny day we'd come to stay Just me and m

War
Bombshell Author: cswandering Word count: 710 The wind intensely broke the mountains with fury The trees swayed with confusion The blast Weather torments A few minutes is all we have Go west child The winds blow from the east Run fast my son Follow the geese I'm sorry to bring it all to a close this world is too much Only god knows To bring you up without a fight Is that too much to ask The bombs are falling all around you Nothing stands to last What is power Total destruction What means to control When will they realize Fall out Black out Tears and blood Freedom shout To stand your ground or run away What choice do we have Ford the river Quickly now no time to waste All the war was made in haste Nukes to cure this world ten times over Why must we hide Protect yourselves War is at hand Mother and child Son and man We can't live to fight another day People blind and choose to stay Who will they protect ? Are our interest at

Dreams
Azuraki Author: cswandering Word count: 752 Glistening the cobbles stone path Slick the precise brick He walked as though he were blind The street lamp flickers in china town He met a man of a spiritual force He could read his pain and offered a cure for a fee of course He pulled out a beaten red suede pouch Pinched out three cloves rolled them into a leaf Ordered to take with ale or Sakai And he will be lost no more As Azuraki waked to the local market Down past it to the cuisine He ordered up some Saki And ate the antidote Blurred in sight he thought it wise to proceed to his small villa , back to the alley he returned Behind him a chattering The couple walked up swiftly Cutting him off as it began to rain He saw the way he treated her And self inflicted her pain He grabbed her arm Told the man to just walk away Looked into her eyes and said.."don't you know you deserve better than this ?" And this girl was not pretty by any standard or means but h

Work
I hope you see Author: cswandering Word count: 279 I hope you see when you get to work today Just how much you mean to me The way you take the extra time to brighten up my day Please don't hold concerns Bad days melt away And I know It matters to you , in making sure that I'm ok I want you to know of better things and fears I will get over I want to make you proud of me and take care of you when were older I must say this job I have Leaves me some what drained To see such sunny skies Yet I feel so mundane But I have all the endurance to take it all the way I just wish I had a good job and we could all go play I wish i had a job That I could use all my talents in That I could excel and be proud of not this typical gas station dead end I know I shouldn't be ashamed of it for work is just that But one day I hope to love what I do Aside from this sore ass back I feel sometimes I let you down That I should be so much more I know you don't feel tha

Love Life
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with y our smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. 11. There's alw

Never Thought I'd Fall In Love With You
Never Thought I'd Fall in Love with You I never thought I'd fall in love with you. I thought someday, of course, I'd fall in love. But what it felt like, I just never knew; I'd no idea what I was thinking of. And then, somewhere between my need and pleasure, Walking neither overjoyed nor sad, I looked into my heart and saw a treasure Worth more than anything I'd ever had. Ah! This is love! I thought. And then I wanted To give my life to see your happiness. Suddenly, from nowhere, I was haunted, Needy, joyful, tearful, glad, obsessed. My love for you has brought me out of me. The beauty in your heart has set me free.

No Title
My heart is merely pieces left Nothing I do is ever good enough I am reminded of my mistakes and flaws My tears are my only companion at night They faithfully are by my side til I drift off Your tones so cold with me I can only dream of one day finding the warmth of kind words from someone We all make mistakes, noone is perfect Im sorry I messed up so much Im sinking in the quicksand beneath my feet There is no way out

Today Is A Sad Day For The Dumples
Sometimes in life there comes along a person whose laughter is infectious, whose smile lights up a room, whose words are wise, whose words are at times stupid and infuriating, whose jokes are always funny and whose presence is always known and appreciated. SOmeone who, when they hug you, you fucking know you have been hugged! One of those people was my friend Sean. I remember the very first night I met Sean, years ago, just like it was yesterday and I will never forget it. I had just gotten out of jail and he gave me 15 hits of acid lol I remember our Earth, WInd aned FIre concert experience lol Our yearly Feburary camping excursions...So many fun memories with him - as I'm sure I'm not the only one. Sean and I had our ups and downs, but I always loved him more than anyone will ever know. I always considered him a good friend, a confidante and just an all around supreme duder. It is a solid shock that he is gone. WHen I got the call last night, I didn't really know what to do exc

How Do Get Blings And Level Up
BACK BY DEMAND BACK MY DEMAND TO SAY THANK TO MY FRIENDS. I AM RUNNING ANOTHER AUTO 11, SO MANY HAVE LEVELED ON ME THEY WANT ME TO DO IT AGAIN LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs N FUBUCKS GIVE AWAY** I HAVE HAD LOTS DO IT 2 & 3 TIMES LOL & AND GET BLINGS EACH TIME WHILE THEY LEVEL UP..LOL I have my Auto 11's activated. Come rate my pics with a 10 and YOU and I will both get 35 points for each rate, and 57 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 108 and not 57 *JUST A example...600 rates takes about 30 minutes and @ 57 points each, thats 32,400 easy points and matching fubucks,,, what a deal. **Rate Athon with Give Away BLINGS till????:)** *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#17*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY*@ fubar Viva Las VegasBy ZZ TopBest Video Codes

Words From My Heart
Love is when you miss her even before she is gone When you could listen to her talk all night and never get tired of hearing her voice When the sound of her name sends chills down your spine And when you see her smile the second you close your eyes!

About The Group November 17th
All i can say is w0w!!! We as a brand new girl group have really been accepted with open arms to the fu-community!! This is Our 6th day running and OMG we have Some really AWESOME FANS & FRIENDS already!!! And as for the girls that have joined the group so far, they are the most awesome bunch of ladies i have come across in a really long time!! I am so proud of what we have all done so far as a group, and i just really hope that we can continue to move up in every area.. Again Today is our 6th day as a group & we are ranked #76 w00t!!.. I think this is a fun little past time for all of us and i think we are all enjoying each other!! And i just hope that we can continue to keep it fun and layed back becasue that is the main goal!! If you girls have any ideas we would greatly appreciate your imput we are trying to make this about all of us not about officers or who founded the group, we want to try and make everyone inolved !! as we grow though we are going to have to find ways to

Auto 11's
warlock has auto 11's on today and only needs 75k to level, so as a family/crew we should all go hit his profile today and he will level wooohooo...I know some of you will say, I just did his the other day, remember though that rates are reset so ya can rate again :o) warlockh20-Send Some Luvin! Member of Fubar's Finest Levelers,Fu Married 2 Myself!@ fubar

Could It Be Possible?
I have decided to leave the past in the past and start anew. I have lost too much in a weeks time.I lost my aunt a week ago Sunday and my Uncle Saturday night.One would have thought that maybe a little lead way could have been given,Maybe just a little time to get over one before he takes another,but one will deal with whatever life throws at us and life goes on. Going back to the past I realized that no matter how much I may have loved it just cannot be or at least not at this time in my life.We met to soon and it just wasn't time and now it seems impossible almost like a test.Maybe in time when wounds do heal things could be.I thought they had healed and they have for the most part but still anger is there.You just can't start anything with anger or mistrust regardless of whose fault it was. So I have decided to start over and if it comes my way again I will do it right this time and it will come around again make no mistake on that for it is anamcara.I will always love him and

Yah Ok
OK so Im bout to get SILLY then a muthafucka! Why do people say one thing then try to clean it up after you cal them out on how they act? LOL ok I got better questions....n Why do muthafuckas act like they dont know what the word space between you and them mean???? Why do Silly! muthafuckas want to get fresh after you done told them about themselves? How can you call yourself mature and an adult when you act like a damn 5 year old.... oh wait my 5 year old acts better, hell she knows better! How can you say you want all these things in life ::::I.E.: a goood hearted person, someone to treat you right with respect and honesty, someone to love you and cherish you> when your attitude and your childish ass ways pushes everyone you have ever met away? Why is it that all those people have the same shit to say and all treat you like crap? Is it because your attitude is garbage? Is it cause you annoy people? Is it because your too fucking pushy and dont know how to leave shit alone? Or is it b

Death
I cant sleep, because well I've been thinking about the title subject, so maybe this will help me sleep after writing it. I know death comes to us all and death in itself doesn't bother me at all. What bothers me is I do not know how people will act when I die. Will they cry, will they laugh, will they care. Also I wont be here to see how many truely cared about me, or what people have to say about my life. I hope I make a positive impact on those I come into contact with. I want to be remembered as more then just a good person, I want to be remembered as something special. I know I don't have the *ability* to just go out and inspire people, or lead, but there has to be some way I can make a difference in this world. I will find that way. Ok enough rambling. I shall try to sleep now.

Moet Makes Me Do It
1. what time is it: 2024 2. What's your full name: Patricia 3. What are you most afraid: Bugs. Anything that crawls..ewwww 4. What's the most recent movie you've seen: Madagascar 2 5. Place of birth: Singapore 6. Favourite food: Ramen 7. What's your natural hair colour: Black 8. Ever been skinny dipping: no 9. Love someone so much it made you cry: Yes 10. Ever been in a car accident: yes 11. Croutons or bacon bits: Bacon Bits 12. Favourite day of the week: Fridays 13. Favourite restaurant: Don't have any 14. Favourite Flower: Yellow rose 15. Favourite sport to watch: Rugby 16. Favourite drink: Green Tea 17. Favourite ice cream: Peppermint Choc Chip I will kill someone if they take mine 18. Warner Brothers or Disney: Disney 19. Ever been on a ship: Yes 20. What colour is your bedroom carpet: Light Brown 21. How many times did you fail your driver's test: I don't drive 22. Before this one, from whom did you get your las

Saturday Night Live And The Guys List
Did anyone see Saturday Night Live this weekend? Holey smokes Justin Timberlake was awesome in a skit with Beyonce about a dance video. I laughed my butt off. That was totally cute if it plays on a you-tube vid do yourself a huge favor if you need a laugh that was great. I seen Friday before I left work a snippet called, “100 things all guys should be able to do” Hmmm so I was like…ok I will bite…however that was not on the list. After reading the list I narrowed my could not do down to 4 however one I forgot about and crossed off my list was help a seizure victim which I have. So my three things were perform a Heimlich, and proper hands CPR…which are important however I think I could do them but do not want to be tested in a real life emergency situation. The rest of the list was easy well I think was easy. I will add the list on here just so you can see what makes news…weird as it seems it tested my curiosity. Didn’t that also kill a cat or something? No that was not on the list… I

Saying What You Mean~meaning What You Say~
Have you ever noticed that have of the time someone can say something and further down the road, completely do the opposite and even forget what they had said...and I remember growing up ..being told to " say what I mean and mean what I say" well...I think that is hard to follow in our society today...because..people do not even know WHAT they have said ...let alone MEAN it too...I have watched and even on an occcasion or two (that's how I first saw this) have done the same..people not even remember what words they had spoken moments before. Have we somehow managed the art of a computer software program ..that has been installed and automatically goes through the motions..? In all reality would it not be better for us to actually have been programed in some way to remember and follow through with our words by our actions...Better yet...to actually grasp the meaning of what our words entail, rather than just move our lips ? I have learned a bit to forive, or should I say allow

A Time And A Place
Insomnia at 6:30am is no fun. Even if I do have the day off tomorrow. Anything I seem to want to write is coming through in poetic formations. I'm fighting it off though. Too early for pretention. Or is it too late? I watched Kundun again tonight. Talk about beautiful injustice. The cinematography in it is amazing. And the story told is even more inspiring. It's hard to look at pain so beautifully displayed. That's probably why I've only watched Schindler's List once. And cringe at the idea of watching The Pianist. Which is funny only because I actually own the movie but can never get up the nerve to sit down and put myself through it. Which reminds me of this-->http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=3e5_1211368435 Have you seen this video I linked to of those clouds in China that appeared 30 minutes before the earthquake hit that city last year? They looked like they were made of plasma, and they were cascaded in all of the colors of the rainbow. They hovered so playful and everyo