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Thank You To All Who Helped!!
I want to send a special THANK YOU to the following people who contributed so much consistently, as well as to all the other individuals I may have missed or who helped in any manner on the long journey to ORACLE. Without everyone’s help, I never could have reached that goal. Thank you to each one of them…and please stop by their pages if you want to meet some awesome friends. RFA them and get to know them if you can---they can be entertaining, friendly, helpful, and such great people all-around. My sincere appreciation and recognition goes to all of them. YOU ALL RAWK THE FU! ~~~FU-DADDY™~~~R/L BF OF FU-M@M@~OWNER/OWNED BY LYNNE & MZCHELLE~@ fubar $Ðj ßåßý ßºý${ Ð.$.Ç} º.G.ÞîmÞ ºƒ †h€ Þu$$¥Çå† Þlå¥må†èsOwned by ~CynzDreams ~&Naughty by Nature@ fubar Choppie ~Spankers~Fu-owner to ~ŤRIXXY~ Fu-Owned by Naughty by Nature

Thanks!
Thanks to all that have helped me out.. I went FROM TO In a 24 for hour time frame. Why might you ask? This absolutely wonderful man BWhere@ fubar did this ISN'T HE SWEET!!!! I want to take a moment to say... THANK YOU TO ALL THAT RATED ME!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE!!!!!!!!! NOW! Go rate BWhere :D BWhere@ fubar

A Theory On Time Travel?
Size -Relevent To- Speed -Relevent To- Distance (A to B) -Relevent To Size- that's a possible equation(sp?) Think about it .. .. if one (A Different Life Form -IE- An Ant) Does time go faster or slower due to size? on a massive scale not a minor one. Like Atoms and Molecules Now, If One Could Control All Said Factors I Think It's Possible To Control Time, Not Like How Fast/Slow SomeThing/One Goes .. well ... maybe .. but actually controlling the flow of time it's just a thought and purely theoretical not even close to applicable @ this point in time with current technology but one never knows ^_^ Size (Obviously, All Variables) + Speed (All Variables) + Distance (Possibly 4th Dimensional) I have'nt quiet thought out 100% the Distance part

Hate Me
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself when it

Just A Thought
Why is it that most of us want what we'll never have? Or at least assume we wont? I think the answere is this: Perhaps we want what we percieve as "Unattainable" because .. .. We're sure we wont We're not setting out selves up for failure afraid to reach out and take it Because it's a concept we're scared of, like Love. Love is just a common example I'm using. Maybe that's why, we're setting no standard. No hurt, no disappointment ya' dig?

My 100 Greatest Horror Movies
Some of these can easily be placed into other genres. This is simply my all time 100 greatest horror movies. By no means are they in any particular order. The Exorcist (1973) Phantasm (1979) Halloween (1978) Night of the Living Dead (1968) Psycho (1960) The Shining (1980) A Nightmare on Elm Street (1984) Friday the Thirteenth (1980) An American Werewolf in London (1981) The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (1974) The Howling (1981) The Evil Dead (1981) Zombie (1980 Directed by Lucio Fulci) The Thing (1982) Audition (1999) Black Christmas (1974) The Blair Witch Project (1999) The Serpent and The Rainbow (1988) Ginger Snaps (2000) High Tension (2005) Hell Raiser (1987) Saw (2004) The Omen (1976) Amityville Horror (1979) Re-Animator (1985) Poltergeist (1982) Prom Night (1980) Salem's Lot (1979) Don't Look Now (1973) Se7ven (1995) Pet Sematary (1989) It (1990) When a Stranger Calls (1979) The Hitcher (1986) Silent Night, Deadly Night (1984) The Fog (1980) Ca

Graphics For Sale!!!
Hello everyone,, I've been making graphics for a while now and alot of you wanted me to make you some of them,, but Ive decided that if you want a graphic and your not in my top family then you have to pay me in ""FUBUCKS"" if you want a graphic!!! I make these daily so I go by whos email I get first.. please dont send me a SB asking because I will not respond!!! I take my time with these and I dont want any interuption!! Please dont send me messages wondering when you can get your graphic... I will only give you your graphic if you pay me first!! & please dont say that you made the graphic becasue these are 100% © material by me!! So include my screenname for the ""CAPTION""!!! Down below I have included photos of my work.. please feel free to view them and if you have any questions about the graphics please let me know!

Coming Full Circle... He Who Awakened That Within Me...
you know how u always have a special one in our lives who really awakens that of our deepest darkest desire, one which we dont even realize even exsists??? well tonight i stumbled across a few pages of an ex, who basicly put he is the one who awakened my sense and understanding of a tru VAMPYRE...and no i didnt misspell it, for those who understand u know what i speak of... bobby and i oct 2001 aug. 2002 he touch my very soul with the way he plays and sings... he was the first man who lived to b unique and we had so much in common on so many levels... and yes he is the one who awakend me to the pleasure of blood letting and exchanging of this sacred bond... funny how things come full circle though... back then when we broke up it was due to GOSSIP and peeps who were jelous and caused us to part ways... i never thought he and i would ever cross paths again... i know things happen for a reason... but why he has crossed my path after so may years i do not

We As Americans May Not Always Agree
I sent out copies of a petition to be signed to friends on my mailing lists. regarding President Elect Obama show proof that he is legally entitled to hold the position of the President of the United States of America. (I have many Mailing lists). I recieved one reply back from somene I hold as a very dear friend of mine. I will not discose who this person is. If you think you know who he is. Please respect his rights to voice his opinions. We are entitled to that It is America!!! And here is the lesson We all should learn if nothing else. We are all able to voice our own beliefs. And we all are not going to agree on everything. But we all have moments when no matter how difficult the problem We need to know we love each other. I Look up to this man who wrote this still. And I will also stess this is a military veteran whom served his country with an very astounding record, and a Commissioned Officer in the USMC That come to visit my father and visited him regularly, whe

Hole By Kelly Clarkson/i Relate To This Song!
Kelly Clarkson Hole Lyrics: Tired Of everything around me I smile But I don't feel a thing no I'm so far from where I need to be I've given up on faith, on everything All I want, all I need Is some peace There's a hole Inside of me It's so cold Slowly killing me Secrets Eating at the core of me Shut off Trusting all the lies I breathe I'm so far from where I need to be [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/fxo ] I've given up on faith, on everything All I wanted, all I needed Was some peace There's a hole Inside of me It's so damn cold Slowly killing me Sinking ever so slowly So far from where I should be No hands reaching out for me Help me, help me Something's gone I can feel it It's all wrong I'm so sick of this There's a hole Inside of me It's so cold Slowly killing me There's a hole Inside of me It's so damn cold Slowly killing me

Statistical Stats
While in college, I had the luck to experience a true moment of ignorance....the blissful realization that there is a difference between a jock and a retard.....that difference being, a retard will always have a higher I.Q. There was a small group of us, holding one of those hallway conferences....a late night brain-storming session over something. In the midst of it, some run-of-the-mill, grid-iron puke... stepped thru the middle & decided to interject. With only the slightest possibility that he managed to catch more than a few words, he stood amongst us. Wearing an expression of absolute certainty and taking on a tone, that only an expert might, he said...."statistical stats will show...." etc. "What the fuck did he just say??"...as he stepped off down the hall, with an air of someone that just solved all the world's problems, I don't think he ever realized that he'd still be the brunt of jokes, 20 some odd years later.....

I Love My Life
you all dont need to know much about me but iam engaged and lovin it if you know me then you should know about me iam not the one to fuck with when it comes to my people but i am a good person and can get along with any one

Thanks To All That Helped
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Its Life
WELL A FEW HOURS AGO. I JUST LOST THE BEST PART OF MY LIFE, SHE WAS A KIND CARING SOMETHING.. BUT OVER RECENT TIMES I LOST TOUCH WITH THAT BEING... DONT KNOW HOW OR WHY... WHAT ELSE IS KNEW IM A GUY AND DONT PAY MUCH MIND TO THOSE THAT MATTER BUT WHEN SHE LEFT... I WAS ALL EARS ALL THOUGH I DIDNT DO A GOD DAMN THING... BUT SHE LEFT... AND I LOST THE BEST PART OF WHAT I WAS HOLDING ON TO ....... MISSSSSSSS YOU MY FRIEND..........I COULD CARE LESS WHAT OR WHOM IT IS ... YOU WERE MY FRIEND... JAY

Want A Chance To Meet Tony Stewart At Next Year's Prelude To The Deram – Live On Hbo?
I need your feedback on this before I can get the record company to fully commit, but this is something I can pull off for all you Tony Stewart fans if there's enough interest. If you want your chance to meet Smoke and hang with me at next year's Prelude To The Dream - Live on HBO, give me lots of positive feedback and comments on this topic. If I make this Contest happen, the WINNER could receive: Grand Prize: One (1) grand prize winner will receive a Free Pit-Pass to Eldora Speedway's Prelude To The Dream, a Tony Stewart - Lee Roy Mercer (Meet and Greet) with photo ops, and a trip to Victory Lane with me and the Winner of the Prelude To The Dream race w/ photo ops. Plus, FREE One (1) night hotel stay near the track and One (1) FREE round trip airfare ticket included. Tony Stewart & Lee Roy Mercer In Victory Lane Prelude to the Dream - Eldora Speedway - Live On HBO Photo By Jon Holtz Help me spread the word. Somebody's ass could get whooped if ya don't. Thanks... Visit,

Want Ur Thoughts On This, Happened When I Was Pinned In The Truck At The Wreck Site
I'm thankful my kids and myself survived the wreck, I am thankful I am here to raise them, they need me, god and my mom knew this, I know my mom prayed to god to take her and to let us live, (she was a christian woman) u may think this is crazy, but when I was pinned in the truck I heard my moms voice, she asked the paramedic, "thats my daughter, thats my daughter Jennifer, is she gonna be ok", the guy said yes shes gonna be ok, then she was gone, mind u she died instantly, she was 25 ft away from the car, its like she had to make sure before she went on, she saw my kids got out safely but saw I was still in the truck so she had to know. Gets to me every time I think about it like she was over the truck asking about me then she was gone,(went on to heaven) I know I didn't imagine it, I heard her plain as day, I was very aware/alert. To my friends, do u believe there is life after death? Please comment and be honest, this is the 1st time I have shared this with others, besides my family

A Rated "r" Blog
Rated "R" Blog Current mood: forgotten Yup. I got to thinking today. And got to ramblin' inside my head, too. So I thought I should blog about it. Today was the official day of the Rag. I had bled Hard. And I don't usually bleed hard or have some hellacious cramps, neither or have them often, when I do have my Rag. It was a nice feeling to feel the pain of it. I usually don't bleed til like its 2 days from taking my b/c pill again. And I hate spotting...cuz I feel something is wrong with me. I mean, I am not the rip-roarin' Lucy-girl anymore...where I could get guys almost every wk to come and play with me. I feel I have been in a DEEP shell for a very long time. I want to have the active sex life again. And it seems the married ones are coming out of the wood work lately. I have no problem of relieving whatever those boys if they aren't getting some at home. I just get the "guff" from best friends saying why should I even consider it. I mean...I can't play with them

Youmeus
Dreamed you Seen you Met you Knew you Wanted you Touched you Done you Loved you Dreamed me Seen me Met me Knew me Wanted me Touched me Done me Loved me Dreamed us Seen us Met us Knew us Wanted us Touched us Done us Loved us

You
You comfort me better than any chair, bed, room, or house--- You amaze me more than any facts, stories, truths, or lies--- You enhance me more than any drug, drink, pill, or powder--- You predict me better than any parent, coach, counselor, or teacher--- You season me better than any salt, pepper, winter, or summer--- You entertain me more than any movie, show, song, or competition--- You control me better than any school, job, jail, or prison--- You love me more than any person, God, business, or existance--- In my existance..............Believe............I do In our existance.............I live...........for you

Your Own Strange Eyes
Look in to your own eyes... Check in to yourself. Look into your own world... Look without the help Of people who try to change you Of people who try to hurt you The people that...try to make you. Something you're not... Something un-new Look into your own past... Create the history Of things you've done and things you're gonna do... Of things you love and things you'll breakthrough. The things that fit... The description of you Are the things you need To stand out in this zoo Look in to...your mirror of lies... Look deep in to... Your own strange eyes.

What I Want
Another world.......... Is where I want to go! Another life.......... Is what I want to show! Another face.......... Is what I want to feel! Another card.......... Is what I want to deal! Another person.......... Is who I want to be! Another lover.......... Is who I want to see! Another hand.......... Is what I want to hold! Another business.......... Is what I want to fold! Another sickness.......... Is what I want to end! Another straight line.......... Is what I want to bend! Another power.......... Is what I want to have! Another lucky number.......... Is what I want to grab! Another time.......... I don't know what I want?

Please Help In My Recent Attempt At An Auto 11 And Fubucks Pleaseeeee
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What If, Again
What if you were that overweight person sitting in the corner, thinking everyone in the room has looked at you at least once and had something negative to say? What if you were one half of that elderly couple that was wanting so badly to be young again, but were still so cool? What if you were that patient laying in a hospital bed not knowing if you were going to live or die? What if you had a chance to save somebody else's life, but you wussed out because you were too worried about your own? Put yourself in other people's worlds, experience the look through other people's eyes, learn the territory, and make yourself at home. If you can truly understand and overcome this obstacle, then maybe one day we will all be equal, maybe one day we will all agree on decisions, maybe one day our worries won't be problems. What if again? Our journey begins.

Stupid Choices..
Okay well im just starting to feel better after dealing with the lovelies at the Army hospital out here which sucks. I started drinking last night, okay i was drinking a lot and then I blacked out my friend called 911 when she realized i was unconscious they came into my home and i was unresponsive so they loaded me into the ambulance and guess what happened.. well naturally i woke up and saw some man standing over me and me not having any idea where i was undoes the belts holding me down and goes to dart for the door i get slammed back into my seat i get to the hospital and they say my heart is racing too fast and that they need to do an IV asap so me fighting and cussing refusing the IV because u do have the right to refuse medical treatment and they were like u dont have any rights because ur drunk so i got the IV and then my blood pressure dropped really low and they all came rushin back in it wasnt good but i got home this morning about 6 and have felt pretty crappy most of the

The Amazing Telephone
So many people are talking on phones across the world. So many don't even think about the amazing telephone. You are so far away...but I can hear you just fine. There is no face to face... But I can see you in my mind. Your voice is traveling beyond the word of speed. My voice is reacting at the perfect time you need. The phone is so amazing...I look at it and stare. I wonder how you hear me... I wonder why I care? So many people are talking from Europe to Japan. So many conversations between the U.S. and Iran. So many people are talking...while they're all alone. So many people are using... The amazing telephone.

Today Or When
Today I woke up with a hurting heart, but it wasn't from medical problems. It was from a forgotten love of my past that painfully reentered my dreams. During these dreams, I felt as if I were reborn. I felt the feeling of love again without a worry in the world. It was she who made me happy, it was she who opened my heart and committed murder to all my pain. However, this murder wasn't total death. The pain came back and it came back to stay. Now it's infected and peroxide doesn't even foam..........so maybe I'm not normal? I'll probably never see her again in this life unless she continues to peacefully visit my dreams. If she does, maybe one day I can stay, stay with her in another world, stay with her in another time, stay with her by not waking up..........at least my heart will never hurt again

The Fans
I wonder if they hated me? What was going through their mind? I wonder if they loved me? What was inspiring their sign? I wonder if they felt me? Like goosebumps through the skin? I wonder if they watched me? For that they can remember when? I wonder if they boo'ed me? Like a loser no one knew? I wonder if they cheered for me? Like a youngster that had grew? I wonder if they cared for me? Crashing down flat on my back.......... I wonder if they followed me? Ever since the last attack.......... I wonder if they were lying? When they said, "You suck!" I wonder if they were crying? When I was unable to duck......... I wonder if they will be my fans? Until I have to fold? I wonder if they will remember? Jeff Hardy As he grows old

Daddy's Poem { Will Make You Cry}
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mummy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls.. There were daddies along the back wall, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child

Sound Asleep
Sitting on the porch...scared to ring the bell. I wait for you to see me...I sit scared as hell. Rocking in the chair...hoping the squeaks bring you near. I wait for you to hear me...I'm alone so filled with fear. Pacing on the hardwood...not knowing what to say. When you see me pacing...when you make your way. Laying on your welcome mat...not feeling very welcome. I guess you're in there sleeping...you're so peaceful...when you sleep. Freezing on the outside...so cold but yet so sweet. Your body's on the inside...I'd kill to feel your heat. Dialing on my phone...the number of your phone. I can't press send...so no I'm...going home. Walking to me car...I want to kill myself. You make me feel complete...without you I'm...never free. Free from depressive states...of mind, body and soul. Free from sad days with me...free from sad...days alone. Turning my ignition switch...bright lights start shining through. My eyes are blinded momentarily...holy shit...it's you! Sitti

Please Prove Me Wrong ..i Beg You!!!
OH MY GOD! I PRAY FOR US AND THE COUNTRY AS A WHOLE! I WISH THIS WOULD HAVE BEEN ABOUT THE CAUSE AND NOT THE COLOR THEN MAYBE THEN WE COULD LOOK IN OUR CHILDRENS EYES AND SEE A FUTURE THAT WE CAN BE HOPEFUL ABOUT! I AM SO SICK OF BEING CALLED RACIST DUE TO THE FACT THAT I WAS NOT AN OBAMA SUPPORTER, SO HEAR THIS..I WAS NOT A MCCAIN SUPPORTER EITHER!! I AM THE LEAST COMMITTED PERSON IN OUR COUNTRY TO A PARTICULAR PARTY HOWEVER THE LESSER OF 2 EVILS IS A SHITTY CHOICE BUT I WOULD NOT HAVE VOTED FOR A MAN THAT REFUSES TO HONOR OUR FLAG OR OUR ANTHEM!! THIS HAS BEEN A RACE ISSUE ALL ALONG AND HE IS NOT "BLACK" PEOPLE HE IS OF MIXED RACE OF WHICH HE DENOUNCES BY THE WAY..HIS MOM MUST BE SO PROUD! HE IS MUSLIM!! HE IS ANTI-AMERICA!! HE HAS SPAT IN THE FACES OF ALL WHO HAVE DIED FIGHTING FOR "YOUR" RIGHTS!! SO BASICALLY HE COULD HAVE PROMISED FREE SKITTLES FOR LIFE AND ALL BLACKS WOULD HAVE VOTED HIM IN SIMPLY BECAUSE THEY THINK THIS IS SOME SORT OF JUSTICE FOR SLAVERY....COME

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Auto 11 & 1 Mill Fubucks Contest (closed)
I could use some help from my friends! I'm in a comment bombing contest to Win an Auto 11 bling PLUS one million FuBucks which will run for 10 days beginning! 11/08/08 @ 11pm EST and ending 11/18/08 @ 11pm EST. At the end of the 10 days the entrant with the most points wins (Min of 25,000 points). Comments = 1 point each and Rates = 5 points each There will also be a second prize of 250,000 FuBucks and a 5 credit Bling...Also a prize of 100,000 FuBucks and a 3 credit Bling to the person with the most rates (minimum of 200 Rates). Everyone who enters and gets over 2500 points will receive an amount of FuBucks equal to 10 times their total points earned. Here Is The Link To My Pic! This Contest Is Brought to You by…

Reaching In
Let's say your name was Reaching In... Let's say you were given this power. A power that made you super... A power that made you more than me... A power that nobody else could have... A power that only you could see... A vibe that only you could feel... A move that only you could perform... A card that only you could deal... A cold heart that only you could make warmer. Let's say your name was Reaching In... Let's say you were given this choice. A choice that made you think... A choice that made you fit out... A choice that made you scared... A choice that made you doubt... A bad that only you could make good... A crime that only you could steal... A scene that makes you wish you could... A hurt that only you could heal. Let's say you were given this power... Let's ask? Would you still be Reaching In?

People You're Creating
When the time is yours... The time is gone. When it feels so right... It's on the way to wrong. When you love so much... Can you always be sure? That your love is a touch... That your love is a cure? When you feel as if you're hated... Will you make it through? This unpredictable life... These unappreciated dues. When you say what you feel... Will they look at you and laugh? When you know what you've learned... Will they stab you in the back? If you fall from where you're standing... Will they try to make the save? When you stand on what you're saying... Will they listen as the road you pave? When the time is yours... The future's waiting. The person you become... The people you're creating.

Overseen And Overheard
He said, "I'm sorry sir, it's just the law." The response was---- "Damn, I've been smoking in here all day!" Then he said, "Well, just goes somewhere else then I won't be able to see you (in a very nervous type of voice that explains why he said goes instead of go) ----The smoker then put out his cigarette and said, "Fuck it!" This security man was now somewhat shaken up because he did his job and then he felt bad when the peson smoking was so cruel. It was like he thought, somewhere, deep down, this smoker was a better person than him just because he is part of a million dollar organization. This man's feeling at this time was very similar to a lot of others in this world. It's simply the feeling of emptyness that doesn't take but one sentence to accomplish. Fortunately, for this man, the feeling will pass, but for some, it just hangs around and holds on until death is it's final prescription. It's sad to believe that people can act so punkish and still believe that the

Our Respects We Should Send To Her
She died today. I'm not sure why? She left us this way. I'm not sure again? I thought of nonsense yesterday.......... I think of serious feelings right now. It's words like.......... Died, Killed, Hurt, and Murdered.......... That jump start our emotions for a single moment at a time.......... At a time: meaning they don't last, one day at a time becomes the unsatisfied past. She died today. And yet we still laugh! She left us this way. And yet we still complain! Even though we didn't know her, Even though we didn't see her, We don't have to act as if we never talked to her. She was one of us, we are one of her, she should be remembered..........our respect we should send to her.

Nothing Said
It happened again... I said hello and I heard no hey. It's happened again... There's nothing to say. Maybe the old man thought I was Stupid, ignorant, mad, or insane. Maybe the old man didn't want Me on this plane. Who really knows? Who really cares? Who really studies? Who just stares? At freaks like me...at people like you. At old men like he...at sickness that grew. The old man might not have hated me... He might have just said... "I don't know about this boy... He looks messed in the head."

Number Made
You made me a number A cold nothing An object of amount not worth You made me a number Lured into the mass you have collected me Now to forget who I am So lost am I Written By: Labyrinth aka Teresa 11/8/2008

It Made No Sense
It was like leather sticks with mushroom coating. Like cow tongue licks with weather side roaming. A naked watch that was watching me. A lever to pull that grew like a tree. Slowly but surely the muscles were fat. Uplifting but low...the owner was a rat. Sold to the corner where the slobber sets in. It's wet and smells bad like a few.....of our friends. It was like a condom... That was made out of stone. A cracker of wisdom that was so damn old. Like crows it was... Washed with no rinse. Like me it was... It made no sense.

Speeding Excuse...
A senior citizen drove his brand new Corvette convertible out of the dealership. Taking off down the road, he floored it to 80 mph, enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left. 'Amazing,' he thought as he flew down I-79, pushing the pedal even more. Looking in his rear view mirror, he saw a state trooper behind him, lights flashing and siren blaring. He floored it to 100 mph, then 110, then 120. Suddenly he thought, 'What am I doing? I'm too old for this,' and pulled over to await the trooper's arrival. Pulling in behind him, the trooper walked up to the Corvette, looked at his watch and said, 'Sir, my shift ends in 30 minutes. Today is Friday. If you can give me a reason for speeding that I've never heard bef ore, I'll let you go.' The old gentleman paused. Then said, 'Years ago, my wife ran off with a State Trooper. I thought you were bringing her back.' 'Have a good day, sir,' replied the trooper.

Inspired By Feeling
Was he nervous or was he scared? Was she willing or was she dared? Or is it a feeling that we can't explain..........Maybe a feeling..........exchanged for pain.......... Is this the answer or is this the clue? Would she, asked the question..........? Would she control you? If it's just a feeling that may soon pass..........It could become the feeling that seems to last. How could we be different if we didn't even know..........The facts of life upon us..........the facts of life that grow. Could it be the feeling that we once remembered well----- Or could it be the feeling.........."You know, exciting mail?" I can't believe I live here..........each and every day. Wondering what's next..........especially what to say. I think it's a feeling of love and jealously..........I feel it is the feeling that takes control of me----- So, were you nervous or was it a scare? Together we were willing----- And forever, I still care. Yes it is that feeling of joy, a happiness. That

Insideaway
Inside a bubble...that somebody blew...I am the wall you see through. Away from space...I'm trapped inside...There is no room...no room to hide. Inside a star...that everyone sees...They see the sparkle, but can't see me. Away from land...I'm trapped inside...I'm sorry I did it...sorry I lied. Inside a song...that nobody hears...It's only me...wet from tears. Away from grace...I'm trapped inside...I'm floating away to the other side. Inside a world...that you created...I've left this world...myself has faded. Away from love...I'm trapped inside...I'm held from holding...my body's died. Inside my soul...that you reach through...I am the ghost that stays with you. Away from them...I watch you sleep...I visit your dreams...in peace so deep. Inside a bubble...that somebody blew...I am your angel...that somebody is you. Hide away...fly away...insideaway.

Impossible Of Me
Being who I am..........Is truly a gift of God! Being who we are together..........Is truly a gift of love! I hear that God loves us all I hear that love can capture anyone's heart..........But separating the good from the bad Seems like an unwinnable game to me. We can't just expect to be alike. We can't just expect to get along. All we can expect is the unexpected. Things that will blow our minds! Things that will take our souls! Things that will make us happy..........Things that will make us sad..........These things are nothing we know. Hell! They might not even exist! If God and love have a lot in common, and all these people take "belief" to the extreme, The impossible will be proven wrong. The word impossible will never function again!

If You're Lost For Words
If you're lost for words.....Become found for actions.... If you're lost in life...Become found with reactions.... Stop searching for who you are...and remember where it started.... You are a flight in motion...Soaring since departed... Words are a puzzle that will never be completed.....? Yours truly.... Jeff Hardy Ours truly....this life

If They Remember
When they look out through the clouds When they look out through the sky Does a normal person look? Is it normal people that cry? When they look out through the stars Does a normal person wonder? About the life behind bars? When they look out through the ocean When they look out through the sea Does a normal person act? Like I would if it were me? When they think about Heaven When they think about Hell Does a normal person become scared? Is it normal to sell? These all deserve the question stamp These all create an unpredictable ramp----- There are so many other than me So many differences that we all see. But there are always opinions and there are always lies----- So it's day by day...until the body dies Who controls the soul? Who leads the way? Has it paid off? Remembering to pray?

Empty Tank
Here I am again...tired from not sleeping...Sad from not loving. I feel miserable again...here on this plane...Here on this earth. I've done it again...I stayed out all night. I feel it again...I dred this flight. Why? Because I'm sick...Sick of being owned... I write because I'm sick...Sick of being known. If I was normal...Would she like me the same? If I was just a stock boy...Would she still enjoy my name? I'd like to think she does and would...I believe in her and believe in me she should. I'm gonna lean my head against this window...Close my eyes and go to sleep. I'll wake up in the next town...With thoughts beyond deep. The days will go by as I will just act. As the days go by I can only look back...At the good times...the fun. At the bad times...the fun. I wonder if she misses me as much as I miss her...I wonder if she waits to see me...I wonder if she waits? I'd like to think she did and would...I believe in her and believe in me she should. My hear is so curi

A Lot In Common
You're beautiful...but strange...So am I. You're smart...but still slow...So am I. You're impatient...but fast...So am I. You're tired...but still come in last...So do I. You're hot...but still cold...So am I. You're established...but not old...So am I. You're waiting...but happy...So am I. You're leaving...but staying...So am I. You're amazing...but weird...So am I. You're yourself...but still feared...So am I. We both want to be...A forever seen star. I have to say...a lot in common is what we are.

My View Of The Election
i marking this nsfw because how i see things can be to radical for some. i sat up to watch the election like so many others around the country or the globe for that matter. even though the this country made history by electing Obama as president. i was also sadden to see how this country was divide. as the polls started to close and the 50 states turnt blue and red. if you have any sense of history you notice that every state under the mason dixon line with the execption of three states went red.sadden because the south is still the south. no matter how far this country has come it seems to be the same. since i live in the south i can talk about what i know.. i seen older white males go up to blacks and curse at them saying dont you vote for that nigger. is this really what the election was about. people made the election about race instead of who is the better politican for the job.McCain was a good choice and i kinda like the way he ran his party.He made a good strategic choice by ch

The Siren...
The siren.... A fireman is polishing his fire engine outside the fire station when he notices a little girl next door in a little red cart with little ladders hung on the side and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle. The little girl is wearing a fireman's helmet and has the cart tied to a dog and a cat. The fire-fighter walks over to take a closer look: 'That's a lovely fire engine,' he says admiringly. 'Thanks,' says the little girl. The fireman looks closer and notices the little girl has tied one of the cart's strings to the dog's collar and one to the cat's testicles. 'Little colleague,' says the fire-fighter, 'I don't want to tell you how to run your fire engine, but if you were to tie that rope around the cat's collar, I think you could probably go a lot faster.' The little girl pauses for a moment, looks at the wagon, at the dog and at the cat, then shyly looks into the fireman's eyes and says: 'You're probably right, but then I wo

Pictures
pictures can be fun, but sometimes they are disturbing and misleading, the following 10 rules should be considered by all of us. 1) if it is private, don't ask to see it, respect the privates. don't beg that is not becoming of a real man. 2)there are a lot of different people out there, some are here for fun, but also there are some people that are predators so please don't post pictures of your children. i know you are proud but this is not your desk at work this is the internet. 3)it is very difficult to appear sexy with a dirty room or a stained mattress, so please tidy up. 4)this is not an anatomy class we do need to see all the way to your colon or your uterus. 5)if you do decide to break rule 4 please remember what decade we are in. so please tidy up. 6) please remember that there are weirdos and freaks out there and do not accidentally have your address or license plate or place or employment in your pictures. 7)most importantly, be real to yourself and

Show Big Poppa Some Love, He Needs 13k Comments, Help With What You Can Please
LOOK OUT FOR MY POPPA AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE...HE NEEDS COMMENTS TO WIN HIS CONTEST, ANY AND ALL HELP IS APPRECIATED, CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND DO WHAT YOU CAN....MUCH LOVE...

I Give Up! I Want A New House!
This is the third time now I will have to replace the drywall in the corner if not the ceiling and insulation to be sure there is no mold growing. Just a couple years back I had the roof over my son's bedroom replaced and they even flashed in the problem zone where the ice would dam up. Nothing until now, I'm guessing the leaves have filled up in the rain gutter. So once again my house will be turned upside down for awhile. My son's Dresser in the kitchen, living room and any where else I can find room. This sucks as his room is also toy infested! Well at least it will get a good cleaning but none the less it's a pain in the A**! I've even noticed a little stream of water comming down and ruining the border. I painted the last few times but this time I think someone else will have to. Which of course is going to be another pain because I'm sure they won't paint to my liking. But hey I still have my 102 inch whip from when I ran a CB radio in my car (a few cars back). L

What Felony Are You?
You Are Blackmail You are a good detective. You have dirt on everyone you know. And instead of gossiping, you sit on information that may be useful to you someday. You love power games. Especially if (and pretty much only if) you have the upper hand. You are brilliant and calculating. No one knows what you have in store! What Felony Are You?

I Left My Life
Now, that I'm here breaking my relationship with time and space watching my life through the milky glasses of a window now it all becomes so clear If I had the opportunity to smell the enchanted wind of a spring flower I would take a deep breathe to relax If I had the chance to get the tingling emotion of warm white sea sand slipping through my fingers I would hold on to the feeling If I could see the pure and carefree smile of a child as the original nature of honesty it would be so refreshing being able to respond If I could hear the greatest sound the silence of forest in the early morning just interrupted and up valued by the lonely call of a bird I would answer If I could have my body back to be reloaded by a sip of crystal clear water water which is not polluted by chemical industry I could taste the freshness of the unspoiled nature Now, that I'm here breaking my relationship with time and space watching my life through the clear glasses of

Succumb To You
Histories great conflicts Bestow their faith Wisdom prevails Unconscious fate Humans Live committed A spiral descent To a future uncertain Fathers chosen ascent. Roman eyes pierce The red horn of hate Warm tears stream A chest of cold plate Storm cloud gather over crimson soil Demons wretch The crowned king royal Forgive them father For the wrong they do Stubborn ignorance Succumb to you.

Being Too Nice
Signs You're Too Nice Filed under: Knowing Yourself, For Men Posted Oct 28th 2008 12:01PM by Andrew Moore, for We're taught from a very early age that being nice is a virtue. From the time we were infants, our parents told us to "be nice." They taught us to be polite and to share, and to be considerate and kind. For the most part, it's good advice. Society depends upon civility to function and relationships require mutual respect. However, one can be too nice and when you're too nice, people tend to take advantage of you -- women included. In a relationship, as in life, it's possible to be too considerate, too helpful and too selfless. There are signs you're too nice, and we can help you recognize them. Whether you're pursuing a woman or you've already got one, when you're too nice it can prevent you from having the relationship you really want. Women appreciate a gentleman, but they don't respect pushovers. So which one are you? Review our signs you're too nice and fin

Yep Yep
Ten people got laid off at work yesterday. Pretty cold I think, after telling them a few moments before the end of the day. I feel bad for them. Business is going slow again...blah, seems like it's always slow at this time of year. I had a mini meeting with my head supervisor and he was saying that it's going to get a lot slower and not too sure how work will be in a few days. It could either mean, they will lay off more people, they will shut things down for a while or whatever....I dunno. i hope that they dont' shut down work for a while because I don't have much PTO and I'm saving it for vacation next year. Last year or two years ago,I forget...they closed off work for 2 weeks. That sucked. I heard one of my coworkers talking that another place laid off 150 people and my dad worked there. So I gave him a call and he still has his job there. That's good. Anyways..blah blah....I guess I'll see how work is tomorrow.....and rats, I was gonna try to take monday off too ha ha

What Major Should I Have?
Your Learning Style: Unconventional and Insightful You are very intuitive and ingenious. You're attracted to any field of study that lets you break the rules. You Should Study: Art Art history Architecture Comparative religions Eastern religion Education Music Philosophy What Should You Study?

I Am Breakfast!
You Are Eggs Traditional and totally grown up, you truly believe that breakfast is the most important meal of the day. You don't skimp on nutrition or quality. You're likely to take the time to make yourself a decent meal each morning. You're a great cook, even if you aren't a showy one. You can make a feast out of simple ingredients. The food you eat may be basic, but you prefer to think of it as classic. What Kind of Breakfast Are You?

I Is Muffin!
You Are a Lemon Poppy Seed Muffin You are smart, sophisticated, and savvy. You love taking risks, and you are the first to know about new trends. You are curious about the world and tend to have many interests. You also are very talented. It sometimes seems like you are good at everything. You are very social and inclusive. You'll be friends with anyone. Even though you're very cultured, you're not a snob. What Kind of Muffin Are You?

Why?????
why are ppl always tryin to be someone or something they arent, i am who i am n will never change that, i am what i am n cant change that. i guess some ppl cant see the difference between fake n real people by lettin that person be who they are, they dont even give a full chance just automatically take out on innocent ppl for others...... well, i guess they r the ones that have things to hide, n fake, n lie about eh? well i guess in the long run we find out who n what we all are and who and what others are

I Miss You Too. :d
Hey people! I've been busy living! Amazing, isn't it? :P I miss my chats with the few people who really tickled my intellectual and humor fancies alike on here. I'm busy focusing my energy on studying before I finish mentoring for my volunteer position. In addition to that, I've been hanging out with my best friend. Remember the guy I thought I was meant to be with? It turns out we're just meant to be friends. :) So I'm still single.... but still picky as heck and even more importantly.... I'm not ready for a romantic relationship. However, my latest MuMM leaves me a in a bit of a pickle? I still don't know what to do. I'm curious what all of you have been up to?????? Drop me a line and let me know what's up, buds. I miss you too! :) MUAHS to all y'all! :) In Love And Light, Meg aka 3G/Threegy

What Kind Of Muffin Are You?
You Are a Corn Muffin Even though you've been accused of being otherwise, you're a simple, uncomplicated person. You just want the same things everyone else wants. You're just happier with what you already have. You are confident and strong minded. You are proud of who you are. You enjoy being recognized for your accomplishments, and you like to be the center of attention. Sometimes your ego can get the best of you. You do tend to outshine people. It's hard for you not to have a big head - very few people have it as good as you do. What Kind of Muffin Are You?

I Am A Castle?
The Castle Personality Test You are scared of new experiences. It's hard for you to break outside of your comfort zone. You like to think that people are impressed by you. You know that you have a lot to offer. You are a very realistic person. You see the world as it is, flaws and all. Right now, you feel like the whole world is open to you. You see lots of possibilities. Overall, your life is very peaceful - if not a little solitary. Much of what goes on goes on in your head. You aren't optimistic about the future. You worry about what will happen to the world and if we'll be able to clean up the messes we've made. The Castle Personality Test

Not Mine But I Love It
Any guy can mess around, it takes a real man to find a girl and stick with her. Any guy can call you sexy, hot, and all that.. it takes a real man to call you beautiful. Any guy can call you in tears begging you to take him back, it takes a real man to not have a reason to be in those tears. Any guy can say I love you, it takes a real man to say it and mean it even if all of his guy friends are standing around. Any guy can drive over to your house to hang out with you, it takes a real man to show up unexpected. Any guy can have sex with a girl, it takes a real man to wait. Any guy can be with you on the best days when everything is ok, it takes a real man to stay by your side for weeks if thats what it takes when it feels like your world is falling apart. Any guy can talk noise with his friends when a sexy girl walks by, it takes a real man to look the other way. Any guy can be sweet and true to your face, it takes a real man to stay sweet and true when you're g

Daddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mummy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls.. There were daddies along the back wall, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child tur

Up On The Aution Block
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Prisoner
WALLS FEEL LIKE BARS,WISH I COULD GO OUT AND SEE SHOOTING STARS,CRAZY,I WANT SILENCE GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME RESORT TO VIOLENCE,PEOPLE JUST GO AWAY,EXCEPT FROM THOSE I LOVE,SPACE IS CLOSING IN,...I WANT TO SCREAM I WANT TO FIGHT,.... PIECES OF SHIT FUCK OFF AND DIE!!!

Friend Winning A Bet!
Her screen name is 38ddtatas and she is a GREAT friend of mine!!! Anyway she kinda got suckered into a little bet with someone on here about getting points to level......Anyway RATE/FAN/ADD/AND BLING HER PLEASE!

Died In The Er
It was about 5 years now that it happened. I can remember almost everything but what lead to the event. I must of came to the breaking point in my life as ever time before I called for help of went to the hospital for help myself. Plus a few of the other times I didnt call for help. I just woke up the next day feeling great no affect of the pills.Until one night!!! I went out to go do something to do somethings for fun. But I didnt make it that far doing anything fun that is. I found my self in the hospital parking lot walking towards the ER. Dont even know how I got there or why I was even there. Next thing I'm on the ground not able to move. People come running and screaming for help from the ER. Well that point on was a blur. I was in and out of it. Until getting in the ER. Then it all happened. My heart stopped. It is a scary thing to hear and see everything going on. But not being able to do anything about it. I heard everything and the one thing that scared me the mos

Daddy's Empty Chair
A man's daughter had asked the local minister to come and pray with her father. When the minister arrived, he found the man lying in bed with his head propped up on two pillows. An empty chair sat beside his bed. The minister assumed that the old fellow had been informed of his visit. I guess you were expecting me, he said. 'No, who are you?' said the father. The minister told him his name and then remarked, 'I saw the empty chair and I figured you knew I was going to show up.' 'Oh yeah, the chair,' said the bedridden man. 'Would you mind closing the door?' Puzzled, the minister shut the door. 'I have never told anyone this, not even my daughter,' said the man.'But all of my life I have never known how to pray. At church I used to hear the pastor talk about prayer, but it went right over my head.' I abandoned any attempt at prayer,'the old man continued, ' until one day four years ago, my best friend said to me, 'Johnny, prayer is just a simple matter of having a co

Holidays
Well the holidays are coming once again fast and furious, the time of year people tell you what they want and don't want for the holidays. I remember when lists were non exsistant and people actually appreciated it when they received a gift. I really don't know when that ended and lists began. I guess its easier for some to feel better during that time of year to just get the gift someone wants off a list instead of seeing the disappointed look on someones face when you give them a gift ( of the heart no less) and its NOT what they want. Imagine that. And if there wasn't enough with that there is the "family togetherness lie" Where we go and grin and bear the people who hate your guts and try and play nice. Ahh the holidays can anyone see why I love this time of year. While reading this blog to my dear husband he shakes his head and says its too bad you are bitter and negative about the holidays, as I agree he again shakes his head and continues to watch his football. Sad

We Are Up For Auction!!
We are up for auction!!! Do you wanna own THE hottest couple on the FU?? You can own us as a couple thru our joint profile or you can own either of us individually!!! Yep thats right we are loaning each other out for a month!! LoL So click on the links below and come make a bid on us!!! You know we are worth it!!! ~Jake~ ~Jamie Lynn~ ~Jake & Jamie~ And while your there, check out all the other sexy peeps up for bid!!

Auto 11's
ok i really want an auto 11's bling..so my question for anyone reading this is..how many fubux will it take.also on a side offer i will rate all your pics and stash along with any fubux you might want for the auto 11's bling..thanks for reading

Never A Lol Moment
I am riding the train, and some dude is watching some comedy show on a portable DVD player. It was pretty early in the morning, and I am trying to catch a couple of Z's but this guy is so enraptured by his program he actually was laughing out loud. I was about to whack him on the head.

The Bet
Countryboy Superman has a bet with someone... and needs your help... I needs to get as many blings in the next 24 hours... so BLING him as much as you can... if you bling him... he will make you one of his card graphics... the link to his profile is below Countryboy Superman (Promoter and Head Flirter of East Coast Riderz Lounge)@ fubar

My Wonderful Family Dinner
These last few week have been difficult for me and had been affecting me. My family knew it and decided to cheer me up. They made a wonderful meal for me. First course was salad of baby field greens, apples, cranberries, walnuts with a raspberry pomegranate vinaigrette. Second course was home made split pea soup. Main course was grilled brined pork chops, grilled asparagus and cherry tomatoes and mashed butternut squash with marscapone cheese. Dessert, what else.....so'mores over an open fire pit! They table served me, pour wine for me and made it a very special evening.

Sin City....can You Handle It?
In a town called Sin City it beckons to the raters, the fanners, the befrienders. Some call it dark. Some call it hard-boiled. Then there are those who call it home. Handsome Dudes. Sexy Dames. Rating, Fanning vigilantes. Some are seeking rates--others fans after friendship. And then there are those hoping for a little of both. A universe of unlikely and crazy people still trying to do the right thing in a city that loves to care. If you want to be a part of this city...rate, fan, and add every citizen on this list, be sure to put "Sin City" in the add request. If you have already rated, fanned and added them, leave them a comment telling them you are joining the city, then follow the link to the rest of the population. Once you have done your civic duty to keep Sin City alive and populated, send AZ a private message to be added to the town census. And repost this bully, the more that sees it and joins the City...the quicker our City grows. Everyone enjoys a drink and it is not mand

The 8th Of November...
No matter your affiliation or your opinion of war and the men and women who fight, all should take a moment from their pursuits to remember the fallen... it's not always for God and country our men fight for... in battle the only thing that matters is the man standing on the left and right of you... if for no other reason, take a moment to remember these and the thousand others who died fighting for their brother and sisters at arms... 8th of November - Big & Rich

Testing Only
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My Devotion To You..
Sometimes I couldn't express enough The way I feel about you There are just so many words But I can't find one that's perfectly true I have said lots of I love yous Have given you lots of kisses and hugs I have given you my all But still those are just not enough You're the only one I desire You're the only one in my heart Through good and bad times Nothing can keep us apart To my one and only love That no one will ever compare Take this simple vow Let this be my devotion forever I love you and I will never leave you No matter what happens I'll always be true Though times may be rough And days may be tough I'll stick with you through and through Until Forever ends...

Home
TODAY IS JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS . I MISS MY HOME IN LAWTON, OK REALLY BAD. I KNOW THAT LEAVING TO COME TO OREGAN TO BE CLOSE TO MY LITTLE GIRL WAS THE BEST THING FOR ME BUT I MISS ALL OF MY FRIENDS. I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR LIKE 6 MONTHS AND HAVE MET LIKE TO PEOPLE WHO R REALLY COOL BUT AT HOME I HAD AT LEAST 50 CLOSE FRIENDS I GUESS I JUST GOT TO DEAL WITH IT

Preverts!
I just got this Fu-mail: Very nice profile and pictures. How has your weekend been? If you don't mind, I would enjoy seeing some pictures of you and the wife. I work in the adult film industry and always enjoy seeing other people's work. Please understand that I am just like everyone else, except for the fact you run no risk of me stealing pictures or making negative comments or any of that shit. I am probably one of the most complimentary people out there, and truly would enjoy seeing you and your wife. KEEP PLAYING PRETEND ON THE COMPUTER, WHILE I LIVE IT IN REAL LIFE....@ fubar

My Friend Needs More Friends
AYY YALL, MY BUD MATT JUST MADE A PAGE 4 HIMSELF ON HERE AND HE NEEDS UR HELP. I'M POSTING THIS BLOG 2 PUT HIS NAME OUT THERE AND GET HIM KNOW 2 EVERY1! PLZ HIT HIM UP AND SHOW HIM SOME LUV, AIGHT! PEACE OUT!

Disrespectin' Women
I have a problem that I just wanted to tell y'all...it didn't really bother me just because I am used to it but when it upsets one of my friend, it becomes a VERY BIG problem. A lil while ago in one of the lounges that I frequent and am staff in, a fubar newbie came in and asked where the "skinny" girls were. Like I said, me being plus size, I'm used to the ridicule and would have left it alone but one of my very good fu-friends was so upset by it. I don't think it's right that he said that and I pretty much read him the riot act via shout box. Women should not be judged by their size. I've gotten picked on since before I started high school, especially by my own brothers, but that is different than some complete stranger saying he dont want to talk to you because your not "skinny". All I'm asking is that everyone is considerate of other's feelings. My friend didn't deserve to be treated that way and nor does any other woman, or man for that matter. I'm not single out women, bec

Slobdom
For the longest time i couldn't figure out how the downstairs neighbor new in advance that i was having guests over. Until today when I was greeted at the door with her usual "I don't mean to scare you..." Shes always sneaking up an scaring the shit outta me! Anyway today my mystery was solved with the neighbors statement of, "I heard the vacuum going, you must have people coming over tonight" Hmmmm i think maybe i need to either clean more or have friends over more often with translates to the same thing lol, im a slob!

Anyone Care??
WELL LETS SEE IM THE NICE GUY..HENCHE THE BLOG..LOL.. WELL IT STARTED A LONG TIME AGO WHEN I HAD HEART TO GIVE A FUCK.. BUT LOST THAT WHEN I LOST MY HEART.... I'VE WATCHED THOSE CLOSE'EST TO ME LOSE OR GAIN IT DOESNT MATTER..THIS IS FOR ME NOT (MY FAMILY IN LIFE OR ON THIS SITE) FOR THEM I CARE WAY TO MUCH OF THOSE WHO USE ME AND SHIT ON ME(GRANTED IM DRUNK RIGHT KNOW)AND PROBALLY WILL TRY MY FATE AT TURNING IT AROUND NAH THE ONLY TIME OR ANYONE ELSE SPEAKS THE TRUTH IS WHEN DRINKING...HAHAHAHA... WELL WHEN I HAVE AN ISSUE I TRY AND TELL IT..BUT I CANT?? I GUESS THAT MEANS IM A (PUSSY)IN GUY WORLD.. WELL IF THAT IS THE CASE I DONT GIVE A FUCK..I DARE ANYONE TO STEP UP TO WHAT I'VE HAD TO DEAL WITH... AND I GUARANTEE ANY BODY WOULD BE RUNNING FOR THE HILLS... CAUSE IM FOR REAL NOT FAKE LIKE ON THIS SITE...JUST ASK ME OR SEE MY OTHER BLOGS.. I HAVE ALWAYS KICK'ED IT REAL.. NO BULLSHIT HERE.. NOT TO TOOT MY OWN HORN BUT IM THE MAN... NOBODY ON THIS SITE DEALS WITH THE AMOUNT OF SHIT KICKE

First Blog, Oh My
Well I'm not really into Blogging per say so I guess I'll start off with this: I'm currently 42, living in Spain. I moved here from Texas less than three years ago and don't think I will ever go back except to visit. Not that I don't miss the USA but there is just nothing there with a strong enough pull to hold me there. Yes, I still keep in contact with all my friends and the women I have come to know over the years, I don't burn bridges. This little town I'm in now (Puerto de Santa Maria) reminds me of San Diego back when I lived there. I'm within walking distance from the Beach here and DAMN is it worth it!, LMAO Well, although I have lots of experience in making Web Sites, even from scratch, I have no desire to Pimp this page out, not just yet. If anyone wants to send me something, anything at all, I will post it here if you would like. When I log in I try to rate as many people as I can, Oh, and I'm not cheap like most people I have seen here. In general I Rate 10's but if y

Hello
true word may be a confort to some ..while to others telling the truth hurts so they like to get back at you.so they will stoop to any level to hurt you . but noone can hurt you unless you let them .just take a blind eye ..and follow on as you are ...the truth will set you free

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Hello
have you ever heard a love song .that you could not understand. then you never knew the love ..between a woman and a man . for love it keeps flowing ..like the blowing of the wind. you keep loving and loving as if there was no end

Hey
Man who kisses girls' behind, gets crack in face. Passionate kiss like spider web - - lead to undoing of fly. Man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at night. Girl who rides bicycle, peddles ass all over town. Man who live in glass house, dress in basement. Kotex not best thing on earth, but next to best thing

What Da F--k??
IM WAY TO CARING AND THE ONES THAT I CARE ABOUT SHIT ON ME ... WHAT ELSE IS NEW HAHAHA WHEN YOU LOVE IT SHITS ON YOU IF I WAS REALLY INTO THIS SHIT THEN I MIGHT GIVE A FUCK BUT I DONT.. UNLIKE ALL THE POSERS ON THIS SHIT I KNOW WHAT IS REAL....DO YOU????

Saturday Workout
Saturday workout I did two workouts today. The first was a two and a half hour kendo class this morning. This has got to be the most frustrating thing I've ever done. I trained in kendo years ago with a bunch of guys who just wanted to spar, but this is the first time ive been in a traditional kendo class and let me tell you... I suck. But it is a good two and a half hours of sweating with no breaks. The second workout was 30 mins of random exercises in the basement. I threw a 12 pound ankle on each leg and did a series including kicks, pull ups, dips, ab work. 55lb dumbell swings, sumo deadlift high pulls with two 25lb dumbells, & punches with 8lb dumbells. I only did 30 minutes, but it was enough to get the heart and lungs working hard.... Now i'm out to ruin all this good work with beer & loud rock music!!!!!

A Zen Christmas
Written by me and dedicated to one of the finest gamers I know. I think I will plan a road trip and seek a particular Santa, just so I can bring his elf some Christmas cookies. *falls off the chair in glee* He survived FATAL1TY, but looked at Big Ben first, There he bought some Daddy's Sauce, while picking up some Heinz, then packaged them thoughtfully, and made them all be mine. The alphabet makes him cringe, if strung too much together, he's had his heart strung out just so, and he needs to find another. A Prop is what he leans upon, while crying in vent channels, then comes a Pang within his heart, and, BAM, his fun is doubled. From me he asks that eggs I beat, and butter should be whipped, My homemade treats help his tongue, while in his parent's home he sits. He amazes me with his honesty, - IT really must be 12 inches, And as Santa's Helper in green tight tights, He's going to have to fight off bitches, I had a dream, I know its true, unfort

No, Please Let Me Keep It
Today, when i logged in to fu, i had a cute little message on my shoutbox from a random stranger. he says to me "i'd fuck the ink right off you, honey." Well, there's several ways to look at this. First, as was pointed out to me earlier, at least he was being honest. That's fine, but where would such honesty have gotten him? At the very least, if I were that kind of girl, I might have said, fuck it off me, baby which would have let to other interesting cybersex euphemisms. But, I'm not that easy. Have a little respect, man. Besides, I paid good money for this ink. I rather like it, and 'honey', I'd much rather keep it on.

Ties That Bind
Through these ties that once would bind My eyes that now see, are no longer blind Your destiny is dark your soul blackened I will not hide for you,my soul not amended These ties severed.. lost in the dark Gifts that were given you.. remain apart No end in sight No forgiveness there The light shines bright on the darkness here These souls I know embraced as brothers Will search and seek their truth in others Once what was yours... is now gone A life of their own, He ..will ..push on You live in sin You forsake your own In this life.... its all been shown Darkness is who you are.. forever to be Those ties ..severed..for you to see © Angel

Playpen Auction Bully Test
THE PLAYPEN IS HAVING AN AUCTION ALL MEMBERS AND STAFF R WELCOME TO JOIN IN... IF U NEED INFO ON THE AUCTION PLEASE TALK TO DJ NIGHTSCREEM SARAB,VAMPGIRL, OR PASTEL PRINCESS.. THE ACUTION WILL START ON NOVEMBER 15TH AT MIDNIGHT, IF U WANT IN PLEASE LET US KNOW SO WE CAN SET U UP CLICK THE CHICK TO ROCK OUT WITH US IN THE PLAYPEN

You Don't See Me
I see you staring at me, but you never truly see, why I love you, oh, so much, when you're so out of touch. Feelings that we could have shared, you flung behind without a care. It seems so hard to let you go, and the process is so slow. I don't know whether I should stay, and waste another day away. I do know, though, that all this pain, will soon drive me insane. You don't feel me loving you, and you just can't seem to get a clue. You don't see me cry inside, and in you I know I can't confide. Yet still I find that you are blind, to things meant to be kind. You know nothing of my fears, and are unaware of all my tears. I know I really can't deny, things I feel as I look you in the eye. So who will help me make it though? Who will tell me what to do? How come every time I see your face, for me there's never any space? Maybe someday you'll see me differently, so until then, I'll be waiting silently.

1965 - 2004 8 Nov. Vietnam To Iraq
I am sharing with you another historical Marine Corps Moment that began today. Reputedly noted as "The most fierce urban fighting for United States Marines since the Battle of Hue City in Vietnam in 1968." Now you will see a little clearer into my mind, why when I was asked, without a second thought- volunteered to participate in helping Camp TQ and the Marines deployed there. with Operaton Wow Factor http://www.newszapforums.com/forum60/64014.html Semper Fidelis - Semper Fortis - De Opresso Liber US Navy Marine Corps And United States Army Special Forces One Team One Fight Battle of Fallujah 8 November to 20 November 2004 1. Background and Mission. The Battle of Fallujah was conducted from 8 to 20 November 2004. the last fire mission was conducted 17 November. 2004 The battle had been fought by Army, Marine and Iraqi forces with approximately 15,000 under the I Marine Expeditionary Force (IMEF), The pattern of attack was to sweep from north to south

I Tried To Tell You
I tried to tell you I love you but the words were hard to find. I'm always thinking about you you're the only one on my mind. Oh why do I act so shy forever hiding my face I should learn to laugh and not to cry put yourself in my place. There were times I tried to kiss you but something told me no. You wanted me to hold you but I kept letting you go. I'm afraid that I am not the guy you've searched for all these years. I will kindly leave now don't you cry try to hold back your tears. It's been so long I haven't seen you for quite awhile When I think of how we me met it only brings back your smile. I remember when I held you then and told you we'd never part I loved you then I love you now and I'll hold you in my heart.

I Am A Hoe
I AM A HOE IN THE PIMPS AND HOES AUCTION!! PLEASE RATE THIS PICTURE!! I'LL EVEN GIVE YOU 1,000 FUBUCKS FOR IT!! JUST FOR 2 CLICKS! 1 CLICK TO GET TO THE PICTURE ( CLICK PICTURE BELOW) AND ONE CLICK 2 RATE!! I THINK THATS A DEAL SEEING AS YOU NEED TO RATE A SHIT LOAD OF A LOT MORE PICS IF YOU DON'T HAVE 11'S TO GET 1,000 POINTS!! AND IT STILL TAKES NEARLY 20 RATES WHEN YOU DO!!! AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WANT TO, YOU CAN BID ON ME, BUT I'LL BE HAPPY WITH JUST A RATE

$2000 A Month Easy!
Hi my name is Keon, welcome to my blog. I found something that is working for me, and it's going to freak you out! I need you to know right now that I have NOTHING to sell you. Instead, I have targeted you specifically because you already have some internet marketing experience that is going to generate revenue for both of us. I want you to join a winning team with me an some High Rank Networkers. Here's why: 1. This coporation is ranked at #1 for online business. 2. It's FREE FOR 7 DAYS and comes with all of the tools you need to be successful. 3. At NO time do you have to sell ANYTHING. 4. Im still on the free trial and it cost $10 a month after the 7 days are up! 5. Global Domains, pays out in two ways, commissions and with a bonus referral program. They pay me 1$ every month for EVERY member in my downline, 5 levels deep!! Right now I have 30 and I've only been doing this for 3 days! But, let's say I only had 5, and my five got only 5, and so on for five

Answeres And Rules !!!
1. Yes,I am from Romania and I’m living in Romania and I always have.Wtf is so hard to understand or believe abt that? 2. Don’t ask for my MSN,Yahoo or phone number,cause I won’t give them to u!! 3. No,I don’t want to see u’r NSFW pics,cam,or WTFE u want to show me!I’m not interested and I really don’t care!! 4. I tried to be nice to everybody,I was trying to help everybody with level,fubucks,etc…But I noticed something...It seems that everybody remembers me only when they need help.Well,no more help from now on.I know who helpes me when I need it and I’ll return the favor to them.But for the rest of my long list…don’t ask me to help u,cause I won’t! 5. Don't try to start any DRAMA.I'm sick and tired of crap.So..if U'r here to start a drama,move over or u'll be blocked.AND I MEAN IT!!!! 6. Also stop asking me why a specific person is on my family.Is not you're f**king business who's on my family and why.They are there for a reason and because they deserve to be t

My Song
The Continuing Song Voice, intonation, query, Verses in a song. I have listened to your song today, And have learned much about you. Friendship, love, caring, joy, Are among the many messages I have heard. I am spending my day in reflection, The question poised. Can the infinitely small, and The infinitely large be nearly the same. Can a life be a song? Can we divide an infinite line in half, and Have the remains be infinitely long? Can we capture who, and What we are in a once written song? A never ending song? Do we need a relationship To last an eternity? A father divorces, dies, leaving a child, Does he ever really leave? Can he? Memories that sing? The answer depends on the observer, and Their knowledge of the past love being reflected on. Joy at the turn of a phrase, Has an infinite pleasure, When one knows the origin. Or is there ever an origin? Or an end? Or is there just an instance in time, Experienced in all t

Someone I Want You To Meet
This Is my Friend Windy She Is A Great Person And very Fun To Talk To She Will Bend Over Backwards To Help Everyone So I Want All My Friends To Meet Another Good Friend Of Mine So go Show Her Lots Of Love .... OneSexyAssBiotch

The Godfather Auction & Rate Contest~
Bubble Bath Salute..YOU Bet! Check me out in Auction and place your bids~ it's a CASH only auction so that means no FUBUCKS. If you cant bid would you give me a pic rate Please...If you click and rate my pic, drop me a note or shout and I would love to buy you a drink~xoxo Ty!

Feel Like Crying?!!
so you have a new girlfriend....i don't even care about that because there is one guy i wouldn't mind spending every single day with...but i just want to know why you can't make enough time for me, to make me feel like i'm worth a damn to you! i know that you love me, and you always will. i just don't understand how you walk away one day, and take away everything that seemed so normal and so perfect to me! i don't understand how you just one day wake up and realize you're not in love anymore! i don't know how to make this seem okay when you can't even make lunch plans with me, if nothing else! i want you to come here one day, pick me up, and take me out to lunch..and maybe go shopping at home depot..and tell me what you plan on making next! that sounds so stupid, but i miss you! i can't even tell you what's been going on recently because you're not here anymore! so many things have changed along the way these last few months. i need your opinions on everything, your guidance! i need to

Im Lost!!
WELL HERE GOES I'VE BEEN DEALING WITH ALOT OF SHIT IN THE LAST YEAR.. IV'E WATCHED MY GREATEST HERO IN LIFE(MY POPS) DEAL WITH CANCER TO ALMOST WATCHING MY BEST FRIEND IN LIFE... LOSE THERE BATTLE WITH THEM SELF.. AND KNOW IM LOSING EVERTHING ELSE.. I'VE BEEN ON TOP I'VE OWNED B.M.W'S IVE OWNED HOUSE'S...HELL I EVEN HAD A POOL(LOL).. BUT IN RECENT WEEKS I'VE WATCHED MY LIFE GO FROM BAD TO WORSE.. I DO EVERTHING UNDER THE SUN TO STAY AHEAD AND BE A GREAT DAD(BY THE WAY I HAVE THREE KIDS AND THE BABY AINT MINE ITS MINE FROM MY X-WIFES SECOND MARRIAGE..BUT IM RASING HER SO SHE IS MINE)I'VE LOST MY SELF IN TRYING TO BE EVERONE ELSE'S ROCK AND FORGOT ABOUT ME...WHAT EVER ANYONE DOES IN LIFE DONT EVER FORGET ABOUT YOU.... IF YOURE LIKE ME IT TAKES ALOT TO CARE FOR SOMEONE.. BUT ALWAYS FORGET ABOUT YOURSELF?? I HAVE AND IM SLOWLY TRYING TO FIND MYSELF SO IF YOU READ THIS DONT JUDGE ME UNTIL YOU WALK IN MY SHOES...JAY

Grand Opening!!!
The time has arrived.... For the new breed... Tonight is the night.. CLUB ROCK-A-FELLAZ OPENING TONIGHT @ 8 pm est We got em goin down for the count ... Lookin down at the ground .. That's why we got hataz!!!!!

Auto 11 Auction
Create yours at BlingyBlob.com! Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com One last attempt at the big fund raiser!! Got your Fu-Bucks? Steve and myself are each auctioning off an Auto 11!! Auction is for 24 hours only. Details below.

Oh Shit Happens!!
WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE OR SOMETHING DO SET THAT PERSON OR THING FREE?? YES YOU DO CAUSE IF IT WAS MEANT TO BE IT WILL COME BACK. IN RECENT WEEKS IV'E WATCHED THINGS GO AND COME.. BUT IV'E YET TO SEE ANY COME BACK. I GUESS I MUST BE A BAD PERSON.. THE MORE I MOVE FORWARD THE MORE I GET BEHIND...(JUST LIKE THE REST OF US) IV'E HELD ON TO SOMETHING I SET FREE A LONG TIME AGO..BUT YET THAT SOMETHING HAS YET TO COME BACK?? SO I GUESS IT WAS'NT MEANT TO BE THIS IS ME TRYING MY BEST TO MOVE ON AND PUT THAT SOMETHING BEHIND ME... SO IF ANYONE HAS ANY THOUGHTS OR SUGGESTIONS TO HELP THIS ONE TIME GRAET BUT BROKEN PERSON PLZ HELP... JAY

The Little Things In Life
The Little Things in Life There are little things in life that can make you soar like a kite Or be a be a beaming light to others. My aunt said to me, just recently: "Remember the good times and they will always be in your mind." When I start to get sad, I think of my dear Grandma for she always made me glad. Do you think of your first date or of your loving mate? How about the first kiss or your wedding date? All the things so dear can seem so near Think of the years and the loved ones will seem near. Memories and moments that are precious can help take away the tensions. When a loved one dies, and you can just cry. Remember to try to take one day at a time. Stephanie Fiske, 1994

To My Daughter
To My Daughter, I Love You _Susan Polis Schutz_ When you were born, I held you in my arms and just kept smiling at you. You always kept smiled back your big eyes wide open full of love. You were such a beautiful good sweet baby. Now as I watch you grow up and become your own person I look at you your laughter, your happiness, your simplicity, your beauty And I know that you will be able to enjoy a life of sensitivity, goodness, accomplishment, and love in a world that hopefully is at peace I want to tell you that I am so proud of you and I dearly love you.

Tiny Angels
Tiny Angel For You -author unknown- I am a tiny angel, smaller than your thumb; I live in people's pocket, thats where I hve my fun I don't suppose you've seen me, I'm to tiny to detect Though I'm with you all the time, I doubt we've ever met. Before I was an angel...I was a fairy in a flower: God, himself, hand-picked me and gave me angel power. We become His eyes, ears, hands, we become His special one. And because God is so busy, way to much to do: He said that my assignment is to keep close watch on you When he tucked me in your Pocket, He blessed you with angel Then he told me to never leave you, and I vowed always be.

Memories Are Made Of This
I am just sitting here thinking and replaying things in my head. Not that I am wallowing, just reflecting to see where I am. I have been running fast in my life trying to save myself and my family from the darkness that took us over. The fucken funny thing is that I ran and ran looking out for all of these other people, and I realise that my fear of falling helped save everyone else and made me look like a dickhead. Even funnier is the fact that I am picking up the pieces on my own, with the help of an online friend that has stuck by me, even when I have lashed out and been a psycho bitch (you know who you are and I am eternally grateful). The experience left me in a bad light, at times I had to be an actress and at times I had to be real and I lost my identity, or got the two confused. Now I am separated, and have very few friends. And, I realise that, because I put others first, I let myself down. The only one person you can save is yourself, and, hopefully be

My Daughter
Daughter -Elizabeth Hall- Ever so gently I hold you in my arms beautiful butterfly. Diaphanous wings gently test the breeze promise predestined flight. A fragment of time passes such a short time it seems to the hands the hold you close. Gossamer wings grow strong and restless. The morning comes when you leave my hands and flutter triumphantly around me though remaining quite near a mere breath away. Each new day you venture futher perfect, pwereful wings carry you away from my protective hands as you seek the wind yet return at the coming of night. This day, though, my proud heart rejoices this day my bursting hears silently weeps. This splendid butterfly soars aloft to touch cerulean skies to discover her own laughter and joy, triumph and pain, free, unfettered, unique. No longer in need of these hands that have held you, but forever cradled in my heart.

Rates For Blings
I am going to give people bling to rate ALL of my "profile comment" folders. Private message me when you have ALL folders rated and I will check to confirm you do. Dont forget to private message or you will not be blinged! Will go untill I run out of bling or my auto 11's run out...whatever happens first!

Political Ramblings
I thought it time to put a few of my election thoughts down. 1. I'm proud that our country has actually been able to elect a black President. Maybe we have actually made some substantial progress in the past 40 years. 2. I am proud that we had a serious candidate for Vice President who also happened to be a woman. I hope next time less is made about clothing and family role and on substantive issues. This applies both to the Sarah Palin AND Hillary Clinton treatment of this year. 3. I'm concerned about the socialist leanings of our president-elect and hope his views moderate. I believe that people should be able to work to get ahead and decide how they spend their own money. 4. I want to see both parties start to work for us, not just their own team/party. 5. I hope the Democrats stop blaming everything on Bush and that the Republicans don't start blaming all on Obama. There is plenty of blame and credit to go around, just get the job done! 6. I hope that peopl

Bear32189
Hi, I was invited to join this site by a friend. So here I am. I must state first however that I am gay so I will only respond to messages from male persons. If you are female, don't bother as I will only delete and block you. Also, I do not wish to be bombarded with messages for sex or anything pornagraphic. If you are male and desire to connect as friends on line that is fine by me. I will not partipate in stupid games so don't ask. I will however enjoy exchanging jokes and stories as well as chat about nearly anything. I must warn however that I am highly opinionated and do not care if you become insulted or offended by any remark I might make. I am entitled to my opinions and will not shirk from making myself clear when I so desire. One final note, in addition to being a Curmudgeon I am an Arctophile. Don't know the word? Not familiar with it? Go look it up! Bear.. 32189

Friends In Many Places
imikimi - Customize Your World Hopefully I have included as many friends in this picture as I can - if not rest assured its only cos the pic wasnt big enough - but think about it - does it mean I like you any less cos you aint included in a picture - in my opinion, you have a special place in my heart and that is as good as being included in any pictures. TO CUT A LONG STORY SHORT - A PICTURE MAY BE PRETTY TO LOOK AT BUT BEING IN MY HEART OS MORE VALUABLE LOVE AND KISSES AND HUGS TO YOU ALL COS YOUR (in the words of Dustin;s version of the FIELDS OF ATHENRY - your beautiful love you all)

Today On The Rock: Hip Hopz Lounge Is Added As Official Hip Hop Lounge Of Rock After Dark
Chrisley friend Dj Smooth's fubar music chat lounge HIP HOPZ is now on Rock After Dark. JOIN NOW and chat with peepz all over the Bay area with live djs, private chat corner, live web cams and more!!! check it out here!! http://planetchrisley. ning. com/page/hiphopz-live-1 and dont forget the official lounge of the rock network FREAKS, GEEKS AND WEIRDOS HERE: http://planetchrisley.ning.com/page/freaks-geeks-and-weirdos-1 RockAfterdark.com® and PlanetChrisley.com® are regististered trademarks of Arc Phoenix Corporation®. All Rights Reserved.

For You Are My Sin, My Darkness, My Light
For you are my Sin, My Darkness,My Light .. For you are my sin, my darkness, my light you've given it all .. you've given fair fight your puzzled inquiries ,your need to ask why for mine are not the tears you need cry you've brought this soul from numb to new feeling a shining light amongst the darkest nights the nothing I'd become to someone with with heart for you are my sin, my darkness, my light you've taken this life into a new phase from timid to power from the most blurry haze the captain of knowledge in my lost hour the deep seeded secrets the lies and the hate all vanish , far gone, no need to negate the love you have shown, the caring, your fight for you are my sin, my darkness, my light By BrokenSylence © 2008 BrokenSylence (All rights reserved)

Sin City....how To Become A Citizen
In a town called Sin City it beckons to the raters, the fanners, the befrienders. Some call it dark. Some call it hard-boiled. Then there are those who call it home. Handsome Dudes. Sexy Dames. Rating, Fanning vigilantes. Some are seeking rates--others fans after friendship. And then there are those hoping for a little of both. A universe of unlikely and crazy people still trying to do the right thing in a city that loves to care. If you want to be a part of this city...rate, fan, and add every citizen on this list, be sure to put "Sin City" in the add request. If you have already rated, fanned and added them, leave them a comment telling them you are moving to the city, then follow the link to the rest of the population. Once you have done your civic duty to keep Sin City alive and populated, send AYASHA a private message to be added to the town census. And repost this bully, the more that sees it and joins the City...the quicker our City grows. Everyone enjoys a drink and it is no

New Give Aways I'm In Help If You Have Time
Ok I've went and did what I said I wasn't going to do lol I've entered another giveaway well make that 2 lmao. Me and Tat both entered in a few of Johnny's giveaways. The first one is 20k in comments for a 1 month VIP and if you'd care to help you can find it here. The second is 12.5k for an auto 11 and you can find that one here. Both are giveaways and not contests so I wont have to beg everyone to help. But if you'd like to that's quite ok too lol.

The Patsy
Please check out the patsy and have a listen to their music. Leave them a comment telling them what you thought of the music and tell them Joe sent you. It's the band myspace page of a classmate of mine from college. My favorite is "Rainbow Lips;" what's yours?

Amazing
Just when I begin to think that life its self is beginning to suck, I had someone do something that made my day. I had just got done grocery shopping and had my mom stop over at Dairy Queen so I could purchase an Artic Blast. I had just ordered it, was pulling out the $2.29 to pay for it, and this mentally challenged gentleman jumps up to the counter and said "Wait, I want to pay for it." I looked over in awe, and asked him if he was sure. He was like yes, and pulls out his debit card, and continued to pay for it. The gentleman must not have been any older then 25. I looked at him and said thank you so much as I was walking away. His reply to me was, "You're welcome, and God Bless." Today I will forget about my problems and what has been weighing my mind down so hard. Just remember one thing in life: Pay it forward. xoxox Tawnya

Please Read In It's Entirety.
This is one of my Favorite songs of all time: “Deck of Cards” By: Tex Ritter During the North African Campaign, a bunch of soldier boys had been on a long hike. They arrived in a little town called Casino. The next morning being Sunday, several of the boys went to church. A sergeant commanded the boys in church. After the Chaplain read the prayer, the text was taken up next. Those of the boys that had a prayer book took them out. One boy had only a deck of cards, and he spread them out. The sergeant saw the cards and said, "Soldier, put away those cards.“ After the service was over, the soldier was taken prisoner and brought before the Provost Marshal. The Marshal said, "Sergeant, why have you brought this man here?" "For playing cards in church, Sir," was the response. The Marshal asked the soldier, "And what have you to say for yourself, son?" "Much, Sir," replied the soldier. The Marshal stated, "I hope so, for if not I will punish you more than an

Deleting Things...
I was just deleting a bunch of pictures since I ran out of room, and I had a thought that I might delete my family list. I came to a realization that a lot of people on my family list either are not online much, or they don't talk to me when they are online. So if I come to your page and add you to my family, then you know that I want you there:)

Work..
So I got layed off a week ago now. And I still havent found work. Its really killing me. What am I gunna do ya know? I got to take care of my son and shit. Wtf. I hate this country. And Yea call me a fucking racist if you wanna but its these illegal fucking immigrants coming here and working for jack shit. to boot we have a an "Economy" (And I quote economy cause it really isnt) that claims if the stock market drops so does our jobs. Funny how those rich fuckers still stay rich. Fuck it. I hope everyone of them dies.

My Eyes Are Always Open
there are so many questions left unanswered time has finally caught up and slowed me down, leaving me breathless intent to teach me a thing or two; disturbed thoughts push my dreams away, waiting to be fulfilled, my dreams linger around weighing me down every day; one by one, i lose sight of those once around me and trudge on on my own, through rain and through sun; as i pretend to live life, darkness (silence) engulfs me painting my heart black while my eyes continue to scan the road that seemingly has no end;

Today's Groaner
Today's Groaner An Indian walks into a cafe with a shotgun in one hand pulling a male buffalo with the other. He says to the waiter: "Want coffee." The waiter says, "Sure, Chief. Coming right up." He gets the Indian a tall mug of coffee. The Indian drinks the coffee down in one gulp, turns and blasts the buffalo with the shotgun, causing parts of the animal to splatter everywhere and then just walks out. The next morning the Indian returns. He has his shotgun in one hand, pulling another male buffalo with the other. He walks up to the counter and says to the waiter "Want coffee." The waiter says "Whoa, Tonto! We're still cleaning up your mess from yesterday. What was all that about, anyway?" The Indian smiles and proudly says ... "Training for position in United States Congress: Come in, drink coffee, shoot the bull, leave mess for others to clean up, disappear for rest of day.

Nicole Jean Hoard.
NICOLE JEAN HOARD.. "HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE ME?" I ASK JESUS, AND JESUS SAID,"THIS MUCH..." THEN HE STRETCHED OUT HIS ARMS AND DIED. TAKE TIME TO THINK..... IT IS THE SECRET OF PERPETUAL YOUTH TAKE TIME TO READ.... IT IS THE FOUNTAIN OF WISDOM TAKE TIME TO PRAY.... IT IS THE POWER ON EARTH TAKE TIME TO LOVE& BE LOVED.. IT IS GOD GIVEN PRIVILEGE TAKE TIME TO BE FRIENDLY... IT IS THE RAOD TO HAPPINESS TAKE TIME TO LAUGH.... IT IS THE MUSIC OF THE SOUL TAKE TIME TO GIVE... IT IS TOO SHORT A DAY TO BE SELFISH. TAKE TIME TO WORK.... IT IS THE PRICE OF SUCCESS TAKE TIME TO DO CHARITY... IT IS THE KEY TO HEAVEN. IN THE MEMORY OF.. NICOLE JEAN HOARD. DATE OF BIRTH AUG 9TH, 1990 IN SALINA KS. DATE OF DEATH AUG 07,CONCORDIA KS.. SHE HAD A SHORT LIFE.. BUT WE WILL ALWAYS BE WITH US.. REST IN PEACE.. BABE GURL..

Bad Choice!!!!!!
...SO TRUE...HERES WHO YOU VOTED FOR......OBAMA Way to go America, you voted a communist into office. Are you proud of yourselves? You voted in a rookie, a FIRST TERM senator with zero military experience, the experience that is needed to be able to truly lead this nation at such a critical time. You voted in someone who wants to steal from the rich and give to the poor, someone who thinks small business owners should "Spread the wealth", thus putting an end to the American dream. No more "Mom 'n Pop" restaurants, they wont be able to afford to keep their doors open once Obama rapes their wallets. You voted in someone who wants to disarm our nuclear defense system, a system that WORKS and can defend our country should the war make its way to our shores. Someone who wants to invade Iran, which is a fantastic idea after disarming America. Leave us as sitting ducks, great! You voted in someone who associates with KNOWN

Never
wonder why we tell the lie about Never the excuse of moving on after passionate love together we Never did this Never had that Never gonna change Never, in fact held truth until the day it rained on our roof trickling a look sprinkling a word pattering of disagreement showering of hurt all wet in our own disgust we turned to me or you as unjust Never listened Never took time Never spent money Never got mine and if that weren't worse throw in a Never loved me the dam burst who is gonna survive drown each other in tears? pack our stuff and run or turn to to each other to keep love alive? and say Never's a lie Remember... Emails, texting phone calls, confessing meeting at a fun place honest, not to save place smiling, laughing admitting something's happening meet again every chance true romance quiet times watching movies at a club we danced cooking together walking in bad weather hear comes the rain again we Never asked for each

I Redesign Damien Bullentin For My Auto 11
THIS IS AN EXCLUSIVE Has Auto 11's Hey Everyone this is my first Auto 11, come and hook me up with all the rates you can spare. If you haven't already Fan/Add me to your friend list. Will try to return the love back by either rates, gift or maybe a simple design. So tell your friends, its a great way to level up, I know personally that is how I got to where I am at now. Here are just some samples of what you might see... as you can see, I can do a little of it all and yes I do has a growing fan base...but there's always room for more friends LADIES AND GENTLEMEN.. INTRODUCING

Wooo Hooo My Brat Is Amazing!!!! Look What She Did For Me
Hey check out my newest owner she is so a sweet heart and a doll oh and she is a irish princess. If don't her know her then you are missing out on a real good friend and I'm glad to have her as a friend and as my fu owner. She is fabulously sexy, sweet & cute!! I'm pimping her out so come and show my new owner some mad Fu Lovin she will return it all. Add Her, Fan Her, And Rate Her Bling Her. Why Are You Still Reading This Go Show Her Sum Fu Loving! :) Tell Her SinfulBrat sent you.... —¤÷Ðå §wêê† Ìrï§h þrïñ¢ê§§÷¤—Hêr WðrlÐ&†hê wðñÐêr£µl †åþþïñï†Öwñ †hï§ §wêê† þrïñ¢ê§§♡ Brought To You With Much Love...

My Owner Dasweetirishprincess
Hey check out my newest owner she is so a sweet heart and a doll oh and she is a irish princess. If don't her know her then you are missing out on a real good friend and I'm glad to have her as a friend and as my fu owner. She is fabulously sexy, sweet & cute!! I'm pimping her out so come and show my new owner some mad Fu Lovin she will return it all. Add Her, Fan Her, And Rate Her Bling Her. Why Are You Still Reading This Go Show Her Sum Fu Loving! :) Tell Her SinfulBrat sent you.... —¤÷Ðå §wêê† Ìrï§h þrïñ¢ê§§÷¤—Hêr WðrlÐ&†hê wðñÐêr£µl †åþþïñï†Öwñ †hï§ §wêê† þrïñ¢ê§§♡ Brought To You With Much Love...

Obama Victory Opens Door To New Black Identity
Obama victory opens door to new black identity By JESSE WASHINGTON, AP National Writer Jesse Washington, Ap National Writer 2 hrs 19 mins ago WASHINGTON – Shortly after leaving the voting booth, 70-year-old community activist Donald E. Robinson had a thought: "Why do I have to be listed as African-American? Why can't I just be American?" The answer used to be simple: because a race-obsessed society made the decision for him. But after Barack Obama's mind-bending presidential victory, there are rumblings of change in the nature of black identity and the path to economic equality for black Americans. Before Tuesday, black identity and community were largely rooted in the shared experience of the struggle — real or perceived — against a hostile white majority. Even as late as Election Day, many blacks still harbored deep doubts about whether whites would vote for Obama. Obama's overwhelming triumph cast America in a different light. There was no sign of the "Bradley Effect,"

Broken Heart
BROKEN HEART WRITTEN BY CHARMED 2/15/08 YOU GIVE YOUR HEART OPENLY YOU THINK THE ONES YOU LOVE WILL NEVER BREAK IT, OR RIP IT OUT YOUR CHEST. YOU GIVE IT CUZ THAT IS HOW YOU FEEL, YOU LOVE THEM. YOU ARE THERE FOR THEM. EVEN WHEN THEY ARE NOT FOR YOU. WHY DO U DO THIS? DO U HAVE TO? OUR DO U DO IT CUZ YOU WANT TO? WELL I DO IT CUZ ITS ME. FAMILY AND FRIENDS ARE IMPORTANT. EVEN WHEN U ARE NOT HERE FOR ME, I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU. I KNOW THAT IM NOT AS IMPORTANT AS THE ONES YOU TRUELY LOVE, BUT I LOVE YOU. I WOULD DO WHAT EVER YOU NEED ME TO DO. IF YOU ARE SAD, I WILL MAKE YOU LAUGH. IF YOU ARE MAD I WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY, AND IF YOU ARE LONELY I WILL BE THERE TO KEEP U COMPANY. THEN WHY IS IT THE WAY I LOVE YOU, YOU DONT SHOW IT. WHY AM I FORGOTTEN TO BE INVITED TO A WEDDING, OR A BAPTISUM. OR JUS A GET TOGETHER TO JUS HANG OUT. I KNOW THAT IM JUS PLAIN ME. I HAVE NO RICHES. I HAVE NO FAMOUS FRIENDS, I DONT HANG OUT WITH IMPORTANT

My Status
If you haven't seen it yet...it's the gay or straight men love boobs. And it's true. It's a mystery of life though. lol I've even had conversations with gay men and it's just a mystery. Last night one guy was like real or fake there's just something about them. And mind you...I was at a gay bar. In fact when I first walked into the bar...I was the ONLY female in it. lol Eventually more girls showed up. But it was such a fun time. I love gay men. Why? Because most of them are just so loving and friendly and cool to be around. They are quick to talk and joke and just out to have fun. Not cause drama. Not be all badass with a chip on their shoulder. One guy accidentally bumped into me and was like oh I'm sorry. I was like oh it's okay and then joked how he just did it because I was a woman. We both laughed and his buddy joined in saying how he's always in everyone's personal space. But still...my boobs got molested so much last night. lmfao I had one guy I th

Angry At Life
I set at home alone crying, wondering when my life will get any eaiser. From the day I was born it has never been simple, always complicated. For as long as I can remember i'm the CAUSE of everything. I can't figure out why I have to be pulled out of a crawd and made sure that I'm tortured in some way. When it rains it pours on me. If anything bad is going to happen it will always happen to me. Will I ever get a break? Probably NOT!! Does my attitude suck? Yea it does. I guess since its been this way for so long I should get use to it, but when you are constantly looking for a break and it never comes getting use to it doesn't come easy. I might as well just say life goes on and get over it.

I Have Been Away But I'm Back Now
hello to all my friends and family. As some may know I had a leaky valve in my heart they had to replace it with a man-made object my body rejected it. it was very scary for a while but by the grace of God I pulled through it to me some time to get back to 100%I'm doing better now I am back trying to play catch-up to auto 11 is new to me. only a few close friends still gives the photo rates I have been on fubar for over a year now I work my way up almost a godfather that is a personal goal I have I have done it the old-fashioned way rate ,comment and max out on photo rates and comments what do I have to do to get rates please tell me .what is bad when I give somebody photo rates they never return the favor anymore what is up with this is it just me or can you see the difference since the auto 11's came out

Thunderkiss '65
Thunder Kiss '65 well sweet little sista's high in hell cheat'n on a halo - grind in a odyssey holocaust heart kick on tomorrow - breakdown - agony said "ectasy" in overdrive she come a riding on the world - thunder kiss'n 1965 - yeah - wow! five - yeah - wow!! demon-warp is coming alive in 1965 - five - five - yeah - livin' fast and dying young like a endless poetry - my motor-psycho nightmare freak out inside of me - my soul salvation liberation on the drive - the power of the blaster move me faster - 1965 - yeah - wow! - five - yeah - wow! - demon-warp is coming alive in 1965 - five - five - yeah - gimme that gimme that now - now - now - yeah - roll'n like a supersonic another fool that gets down on it - pig sweat a million miles - i got a heart atomic style - i make it look easy - that's what i said - blast of silence explodes in my head - yeah - yeah - yeah - gimme that gimme that now - step to the moonshine frenzy hail: the ressurection - what's

Taken By Master.....once Again
She was sitting on the bed taking slow deep breaths. They had met online and now it was time to rendezvous with her online lover. Actually they were much more than just online lovers. They were friends, writing partners, and in a dominate/submissive relationship. She had met him while she was out of school in the summer and had liked his charismatic personality, passion and creativity. His tender heart and wicked imagination sparked a desire within her that she had not expected, and since her last Master had broken her heart, she was not really looking for anything real to happen again; but this man sparked desire in her like no one else had. So now she was sitting more than a 1,000 miles away-- in a hotel. She was dressed in a simple black chemise, with thigh high stockings and 4" spike pumps on her dainty feet, with her hair pulled up into a French twist. Her eyes were drawn to the red number display on the alarm clock by the bed, reading nearly six, his time to arrive. Turning back

War Pigs
War Pigs generals gathered in their masses Just like witches at black masses Evil minds that plot destruction Sorcerers of death's construction In the fields the bodies burning As the war machine keeps turning Death and hatred to mankind Poisoning their brainwashed minds, oh lord yeah! Politicians hide themselves away They only started the war Why should they go out to fight? They leave that role to the poor Time will tell on their power minds Making war just for fun Treating people just like pawns in chess Wait 'till their judgement day comes, yeah! Now in darkness, world stops turning As the war machine keeps burning No more war pigs of the power Hand of god has struck the hour Day of judgement, god is calling On their knees, the war pigs crawling Begging mercy for their sins Satan, laughing, spreads his wings All right now!

Heather-ology
* FOODOLOGY * What is your salad dressing of choice? Um....Blue Cheese, or Ranch What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? Bubba Gump's! What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? Checker's fries...but they closed the local Checker's and I haven't had them in years!! What are your pizza toppings of choice? Sausage, onion, and black olive....or just cheese What do you like to put on your toast? Just butter. * TECHNOLOGY * What is your wallpaper on your computer? It's still my Halloween one, guess I should work on that...lol How many televisions are in your house? 3 What color cell phone do you have? It's like...Ocean Blue. Reminds me of the beach, that's why I got it :) * BIOLOGY * Are you right-handed or left-handed? Right Have you ever had anything removed from your body? Wisdom teeth, and my daughter. :) What is the last heavy item you lifted? My Christmas Tree Have you ever been knocked unconcious?

A Beautiful Heart
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared -- how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart a

Pimp & Hoes Auction! (closed)
Come and Own me in the Pimp & Hoes Auction! ForeverKnight won with the winning bid of 1,500,000 in fubucksBROUGHT TO YOU BY THE LOVINGLY Your Ultimate Desire™ Captain for Fu Luv & Owned by BURG, Killa Klown, ~Razz~ Bulletin Brought To You By:SinfulBrat

After Christmas...
Some friends from work and I are planning a trip after Christmas...nothing big, just a weekend, and since we are in retail, it will be a very nice relaxing trip (I hope). So anyways, it is me and two girls and one guy. I already am feeling a little weird about the trip because, well, they are all 20 or 21 and I'm about to be 31, but to have the guy go with us girls is a little awkward too. Trying to figure out sleeping arrangements is becoming very interesting, and I am debating on a suite or adjoined rooms...I have no idea how this is going to work out, but it should be funny at any rate... So I have no real reason for this blog, just wanted to write it down and try to look at the situation from a different angle:)

What Your Zodiac Sign Really Means!
What Your Zodiac sign REALLY means~! Your Result LEO The Lion in bed Great talker Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at it. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

2009 Mixtape Awards
IVE BEEN SENDING OUT BULLETINS ABOUT AN AWARDS SHOW THATS COMING UP EARLY NEXT YEAR. ITS THE 2009 OKC MIXTAPE AWARDS. IM LOOKING FOR A CHANCE TO VOTED FOR "ROAD 2 AWE" FOR SONG OF THE YEAR, AND LYRICIST OF THE YEAR. IVE WORKED HARD FOR A MOMENT LIKE THIS BUT UNDERSTAND. I DONT CARE IF I DONT WIN. ITS THE POINT THAT I HAVE THE DRIVE TO BE WHO I AM AND WHAT I WANT TO BE. TO JUMP START MY CAMPAIGN IVE DECIDED TO BRING MY ALBUM BACK. CLICK ON THE PLAYER. ITS THE FULL VERSION. TO NOMINATE ME CLICK ON THE LINK HERE http://www.myspace.com/okcmixtape TAKE A LOOK AT THE POLL, CHOOSE THE CATEGORY, AND MSG THEM SAYING "I WOULD LIKE TO NOMINATE SKINNYMOE FOR " THEN SAY THE CATEGORY. IF YOU HAVE QUESTIONS ABOUT THE SHOW MSG THEM WITH THAT ALSO. I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE EVERYONE THAT HAS SUPPORTED MY MUSIC TO FOLLOW THE LINK AND GET YA BOI ON THE POLLS. Now playing: SKINNYMOE-FROM THE SHADOWS-THE ALBUM

Women
A Woman is truly amazing.' And she is! Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take 'no' for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor w ith a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-

Are You
I have to send this out to a few of the boys that are being too funny for words... I like what I like and I do what I do... laugh at my comments, crave my wants and desires along with me but don't say I am yours without asking me first....

For My Katie
NOTE: It is a bit ironic that this was written the week of veteran's day, because that was the last time I was able to write anything was before Desert Storm. That's how much I love this girl, that I could find a way through an eighteen year writer's block to do this for her. Katie Just when I thought I had it all figured out, that I had it all under control No one would ever again tie me down; no one would have that kind of hold I’d play the friend with benefits card; it was just about having a good time Being alone was not all that hard; waking up alone I thought was just fine But when you walked through my door and I looked into your beautiful eyes I could tell that you were not like anyone else; it came as an quite a surprise As you drove away in the morning, I felt something from deep in my past I realized that I missed you already; the time had gone by far too fast In my dreams I see you every night; and you’re on my mind when I wake I think of you with ever

Want A Nsfw Salute!
Alright, I am doing this special for anybody who helps me during this month until my birthday on November 30th. I have a Happy Hour for my birthday, in pair with a 7 day Blast... I need 4.7 MILLION POINTS 2 Disciple! You send me a 65 credit bling pack, you get 2 NSFW Salutes.... You send me a 135 credit bling pack, you will get 5 NSFW Salutes.... anything more than that we will discuss... :P IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEND ME A AUTO 11 BLING, YOU WILL RECEIVE 1 NSFW Salute & 1 Sexy SFW Salute. You send me 2 Auto 11's, you get 2 NSFW Salutes & 1 SEXY SFW Salute... Its that simple :P Come love on me.... & I will treat you right!

I Hate Fu-bishes!
So, let me first start out by saying this statement: "Friends are people that you help when they are in need." Is this a true statement? I've been inclined to believe this. I have friends, people that I consider true friends, that I would do anything in my power for, and I know they would do the same for me. Those are the people that I can confide in when I need it. Those are the people who I know I can trust with personal information and my secrets. Those are also the people who I have the most respect for. Out of these people who I consider friends, 99% of the time, and whoever knows me know this, all that I usually ask for in return is respect. Is that too much to ask? Occasionally I do ask for help, but only if I really need it. On the occasion that I do ask for help (and usually it's very small, especially on Fubar), I more or less do expect it. Is that wrong of me? I don't think it is. Ok, so I rambled on a bit, but let me give a bit of background information on this s

Want To Own Or Be Owned???
If you are looking to be a Fu owner, check out my auctions on my page. Just go to my page and click on my pics and go to my auction folder to find people to bid on. Or if you want to be owned just message me for more details on how to be owned.

Rock After Dark Freaks Chat Lounge Opened Last Night.....
.......if you weren't on RockAfterDark last night you missed a cool trance/techno set by DJ MESSENGER OF DEATH at Rock's new Freaks Chat Lounge. The room was packed with people both on Rock After Dark and the lounge of the same name of Fubar. The party finally weened out by 4am. Freaks is the official lounge of Rock After Dark and is only the first of many to follow with similar features. Join Rock After Dark and meet people online while enjoying dozens of features that sites like this are lacking. The Party and the Revolution has just begun..... Rob RockAfterDark.com® and PlanetChrisley.com® are registered trademarks of Arc Phoenix Corporation®. All Rights Reservered. special thanks to Dan aka Blood and DJ Messenger of Death, the Fu staff for Freaks, Geeks, and Weirdos, and all who turned out to rock it.

Quickies!!
Time is of the essence, but you and your guy or girl want to find a spot where you can get a couple of quick pumps in before you have to get back to whatever it is you were going to do. Why ruin everything by heading to a safe place when you can do it right where you are? If you use a drop of discretion, quickies can be more fun and exciting than you ever thought possible. Here, now, are eight locations for a quickie. Next time your blood runs heavy below the waist, grind your girl in one of these quickie spots. 1- Elevator An elevator is high on our list of eight locations for a quickie, although going up or down several floors isn't usually sufficient time to get off. We recommend you stall the elevator (given that you don't trigger any alarms by doing so, unless you enjoy getting caught), penetrate, and when you're done and let the elevator run again, don't exit from the main floor. Ideal position: Upright wheelbarrow (with her facing the wall, hold her up by her thi

Can I Get That Number?
Name:___________________ Number:_________________ Service:________________ Text messaging: ( )yes ( )no Picture messaging: ( )yes ( )no Can I text you message you?: ( )yes ( )no Can I picture message you?: ( )yes ( )no Can I call you?: ( )yes ( )no Best time to call:___________________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get

Busy Busy!
I went to a show yesterday with Ms. Stina. I could tell that she wasn't enjoying the headliner, who is pretty much who i wanted to see. So again, I have to thank her for being one of the best friends a girl could have and enduring them for me. Today we go hang out with our friend, Jason, who is playing a show a few hours away. I'll be in like Utopia though, what with having Jeremy, Shane, and Craig performing in one place. lol. 3 guys i find to be ridiculously attreactive. But again, if I don't get a chance to talk to either of those 3, being able to hang out with Jason will be more than enough fun. So Ruby... I'll meet you at the show in about 4 hours lol.

The Miley-morgan Effect On A Snow Day
In case any of you missed me yesterday (and thank you those who did), on days I’m not at a fast computer or when I’m home with my kids for the day these missives go by the wayside. Thursday night and continuing into Friday afternoon we had seven inches of snowfall (that’s according to the Weather Channel just in Minot; east of us has been hit with even more) and by Saturday morning our total accumulation had been nine and a half inches. The major roads in and out of town are cleared now, but you’ve still got to be careful driving; this morning on my way home from our church men’s breakfast and Bible study I turned a little too soon and got stuck. Just needed a push back and then I got out on my way. One of our morning cooks of today’s goulash, pheasant, over easy eggs, juice, and coffee who’s also Minot’s director of public works told us that in the ten miles between the northern edge of town and Minot Air Force Base seventy-two vehicles got stuck in the off-road ditches. Visibi

Unforunately I'm Standing In The Middle Of Nowhere
Unfortunately I'm coming from a bad end And I'm destined for a bad end But hanging around with you is like blood outta stone Getting shit outta you is like blood outta stone Blood outta stone You're green grub You've quit existation You're pisspoor Getting stuff outta you is like blood outta stone Getting stuff out to use is like blood outta stone Blood outta stone Looking bad with you is like blood outta stone Blood outta stone When all your friends have dissolved And you're yakking on the phone You're techno-grounded You're blood outta stone Cos hanging around with you is like blood outta stone Getting shit outta use is like blood outta stone Blood outta stone Quite a laugh really: "You're a New York Woman. A New York Woman and I miss you". She is singing (sin-sin, sing sing, sun king, ten sing) about Nancy you know. Greit. "He's got a knife. But I think he won't use it on me". Ja. Selvfølgelig er sjansen stor for at jeg kommer til å drepe en dame s

Imma Afreak
imma a freak i like 2 do all da above in my sex life i lick ur pussy like a ice cream and make u so wet and hot u be blowing up like an volcano im freaky wit da sex i give i fuck hard and do wat u want me 2 do i will please u in the long run hit me up please do i want u 2

Update 11/08/2008
Dear friends and family, As many of you know my family is enduring yet another tragedy this year. So far Angel remains on life support, and is making little progress. We are having a difficult time discontinuing life support measures that were put place due to his age. I know that miracles happen every day as an ICU nurse I see it all the time. However, I cannot find it in my heart to believe that there will be a miracle in Angel's situation. Having sustained 3 shots to the head it is not likely he will survive, and if he does he will not be the same Angel we once knew; but will always be our Angel. So many of us take life for granted without realizing that we do. I am one of those people. I never imagined that my sister just 3 years ago would be shot, though she survived. Although, her injuries were to the abdomen. Nor did I imagine that I would ever endure another tragedy of this nature in my lifetime. Sadly, I was mistaken. Life is not an easy task for anyone, and my

I'm Going To Aruba!
I recieved an e-mail from my Dad this week asking for a BIG favour. It seems he and Carol are going to Greece for a week and need someone to house sit for them while they are away. Plus they want someone to keep Britney company and see to it she doesn't get into too much trouble. He asked me if I wouldn't mind doing it. This shows how my Dad operates. He says this is his way of saying thank you for taking care of Britney during her visit here but we both know he just using that as an excuse to get me to help him out. He won't even be there during most of my stay. Typical of him. I got back to him and said I would do it. Since he's is paying for my airfare it's a free vacation and besides, I could use a break. Plus it's 32 degrees celius there! And it will be nice hanging out with Miss B again, picking up where we left off. Appearently, it was originally her idea. This way she can stay at home and not get pawned off on some neighbour. So everyone gets something they want. It took a

Guardian Angels
Hi All, Its a rainy day here and it just got me thinking. It is about my near death experience and Guardian Angels. It all started back in 1997. I was over seas and I get a letter from my mom that my NANA AKA Grandma had passed away (RIP). Three months after that my Dad's mom died. I took it hard because I never got to say goodbye and my NANA was like a second mom to me. I have been to my Nana grave since I have been home and that was also a hard thing to do but I had to at least say goodbye. My dad's mom i think is burried in West Virgina with my grandfather. A guardian angel is an angel who protects and guides a particular person Ok so fast forward to 2003. I had just gotten a new job and was on my way to it when all hell broke lose and I almost died. I was in a freak near fatal car crash. It was like I blacked out or passed out i still to this day don't remember what happened that day and probably never will. i was rushed to hospital and stoped breathing not once but

Angel ~ My Family Member
Man Critically Wounded In Hartford Shooting By HILDA MUÑOZ | The Hartford Courant 8:30 AM EST, November 5, 2008 Map data ©2008 Tele Atlas - Terms of Use View Detailed Version Reset Map A man in his early 20's is in critical condition after being shot in the back of the head Tuesday night in Hartford, police said. The victim was taken to Hartford Hospital, police said. Authorities are not yet releasing his name. He was found in the first-floor bedroom at 30 Sisson Avenue at 10:30 p.m. He had multiple bullet wounds in the back of the head, police said. Officers have not located witnesses or suspects.

A Simple Thanksgiving
His turn around the table to share what he is thankful for this Thanksgiving season, this year A simple thanksgiving so like the first Thanksgiving in Plimouth, so long ago thankful for God, for this place This land of ours, our home our ability to believe, to worship as our conscience, our faith guides In a time of war, his words a poignant reminder of how much we truly have to be thankful for, each and every day December 7, 2007 about the sharing of things we were thankful for at the start of Church Council, 11/19/07, Wesley United Methodist Church, Concord, NH This poem is based on Dan Haines, Chair of the Evangelism Commission

Funny
I'm curious to see if there is anyone on MY Friends list that have the guts to repost this, answering the questions themselves. . . . . . . . . (1) Is there anyone on your top friends list you would have sex with? (2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? (3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? (4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? (5) Shower or bath while having sex? (6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? (7) Do you love someone in your friends list? (8) Love or Money? (9) Credit cards or cash? (10) Have you ever wanted a best friend? (11) Camping or a 5 star hotel? (12) Where is the weirdest place you have had sex? (13) Would you shave your entire body (including your head)? (14) Have you ever been to a strip club? (15) Ever been to a bar? (16) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? (17) Ever been so drunk someo

Not Good At All ...
A lady lips and falls goin to the post office.. waits lil over a year and half and desides to sue for pain and suffering. her husbands is tryin to sue as well stating he wants $50,000 because his wife could not preform her womanly duties... All i can think to myself is. if your wife's snapper is only worth 50 grand its time to trade that bitch in on a newer model!!!! this is why we pay insurance and the rates are so damn high!!!!!

Thanksgiving 3
The man who stands above the bird, his knife Sharp as a Turkish scimitar, first removes A thigh and leg, half the support On which the turkey used to stand. This Leg and thigh he sets on an extra Plate. All his weight now on One leg, he lunges for the wing, the wing On the same side of the bird from which He has just removed the leg and thigh. He frees the wing enough to expose The breast, the wing not severed but Collapsed down to the platter. One hand Holding the fork, piercing the turkey Anywhere, he now beings to slice the breast, Afflicted by small pains in his chest, A kind of heartburn for which there is no Cure. He serves the hostess breast, her Own breast rising and falling. And so on, Till all the guests are served, the turkey Now a wreck, the carver exhausted, a Mere carcass of his former self. Everyone Says thanks to the turkey carver and begins To eat, thankful for the cold turkey And the Republic for which it stands

The Thanksgiving
Oh King of grief! (a title strange, yet true, To thee of all kings only due) Oh King of wounds! how shall I grieve for thee, Who in all grief preventest me? Shall I weep blood? why thou has wept such store That all thy body was one door. Shall I be scourged, flouted, boxed, sold? 'Tis but to tell the tale is told. 'My God, my God, why dost thou part from me? ' Was such a grief as cannot be. Shall I then sing, skipping, thy doleful story, And side with thy triumphant glory? Shall thy strokes be my stroking? thorns, my flower? Thy rod, my posy? cross, my bower? But how then shall I imitate thee, and Copy thy fair, though bloody hand? Surely I will revenge me on thy love, And try who shall victorious prove. If thou dost give me wealth, I will restore All back unto thee by the poor. If thou dost give me honour, men shall see, The honour doth belong to thee. I will not marry; or, if she be mine, She and her children shall be thine. My bosom friend, if he

More To Life
I can't help but think there has to be more to my life than this. I am unsure where to turn, what to do, who to pursue, what to make for dinner. Without a job, I feel like a waste of space. Without a partner, I feel like everyone is getting short changed. I'm not saying I'm not complete without a man. Far from it. But I also know I'm not meant to be alone. This life should be a team effort. I know with the proper support system life can be a wonderful place. Not that I have seen evidence of this. All relationships I have witnessed have been totally dysfunctional. I just know in my heart that there is someone out there who is craving the gifts I have as much as I crave theirs. I'm sure this makes me sound like a husband-hunting sap. I'm not. I've just begun to realize that this is not the life I'm meant to lead. I know its in transition...I just need to figure out which direction to go in next.

Thanksgiving2
We walk on starry fields of white And do not see the daisies; For blessings common in our sight We rarely offer praises. We sigh for some supreme delight To crown our lives with splendor, And quite ignore our daily store Of pleasures sweet and tender. Our cares are bold and push their way Upon our thought and feeling. They hang about us all the day, Our time from pleasure stealing. So unobtrusive many a joy We pass by and forget it, But worry strives to own our lives And conquers if we let it. There's not a day in all the year But holds some hidden pleasure, And looking back, joys oft appear To brim the past's wide measure. But blessings are like friends, I hold, Who love and labor near us. We ought to raise our notes of praise While living hearts can hear us. Full many a blessing wears the guise Of worry or of trouble. Farseeing is the soul and wise Who knows the mask is double. But he who has the faith and strength To thank his God for sorrow Has

Love
does any one these days know what love is it seems like every where you turn and look there is another guy trying to get in some girls pants guys need to chill out and get to know the girl talk to her find out what she like dont just rush straight in think you will get luck girls realy want more they want to know how much they mean to you and that when some one else comes along your not going to just get up and walk away to fuck this other girl then when your done with her come back it does not work like that girls need to be held and cuddled to be let known they are loved for who they are not how they look or what they do cause love is more then just have sex it is when 2 people care about each other and dont want to hurt the other preson so in words guys get to know the girl be for you tell her you love her just saying you love some one to get in there pants is wrong have a heart and treat a girl like a princess

What 3 Little Words Scare A Woman
love you are those 3 little words cause when a guy tell you that he loves you it usualy means he wants to get in there pants so know days when guys say i love you it gives the girl a clear sign to run all this guy is looking for is to fuck me dont get me wrong there are some guys out there that when they say i love you realy mean it but most guy that tell a girl i love you are just looking to get fucked so guy girls are getting wiser get a better pick up line or just stop trying to play games and take the time to get to know a girl be for you usen those words on a girl

Some Cool Comments
Some cool comments i've heard along the way "free is for me" "doing what I can with what I got" "beware of quiet voices, thunder comes from silence like a knife" "trust in the blind cuz they see" "truth is just a circle until it meets the lie" and ya never can forget "Get er done"

1,000 Pieces To A Shattered Heart
It hurts. When you give your heart to someone completely, and they step on it. It tears a piece out, and you can feel every centimeter of it as it rips away. And the pain never gets better. It hurts. When you trust someone completely, and they hide secrets and lie. It tears a piece out, and you can feel every centimeter of it as it rips away. And the pain burns your soul. It hurts. When you give someone everything you have, and they give you nothing. It tears a piece out, and you can feel every centimeter of it as it rips away. And the pain washes away who you were. It hurts. When you tell someone everything, and they decide you aren't worth it to try to tell you anything. It tears a piece out, and you can feel every centimeter of it as it rips away. And the pain destroys your mind. It hurts. When you devote yourself to someone so faithfully, and they lay in the arms of another. It tears a piece out, and you can feel every centimeter of it as it rips away. And the pain only

Home For Thansgiving
The gathering family throws shadows around us, it is the late afternoon Of the family. There is still enough light to see all the way back, but at the windows that light is wasting away. Soon we will be nothing but silhouettes: the sons' as harsh as the fathers'. Soon the daughters will take off their aprons as trees take off their leaves for winter. Let us eat quickly-- let us fill ourselves up. the covers of the album are closing behind us.

Mclovin Delivered Me A Package
Ash ™SS♥ O...: lol ->Ash ™SS♥ O...: just showin everyone what i found lurking in my bushes; and to make sure they double check their closets at night. Just incase unwanted fapping were to occur Ash ™SS♥ O...: Lmao wow it was shockign to say the least are you promoting his wang ? ->Ash ™SS♥ O...: My bad, lmao. I know, traumatizing; like walkingin on your parents with a gimp sort of traumatizing Ash ™SS♥ O...: omggggggggggg i so did not need to see that ->Ash ™SS♥ O...: that's mclovins wang Ash ™SS♥ O...: yeah what in the hell ->Ash ™SS♥ O...: did you see that shit? Ash ™SS♥ O...: Whut in the world ->Ash ™SS♥ O...: http:...

A Thanksgiving To God For His House
Lord, Thou hast given me a cell Wherein to dwell; An little house, whose humble roof Is weather-proof; Under the spars of which I lie Both soft and dry; Where Thou my chamber for to ward Hast set a guard Of harmless thoughts, to watch and keep Me, while I sleep. Low is my porch as is my fate, Both void of state; And yet the threshold of my door Is worn by'th' poor, Who thither come, and freely get Good words, or meat; Like as my parlour, so my hall And kitchen's small; A little butterie and therein A little bin, Which keeps my little loaf of bread Unchipp'd, unflay'd; Some brittle sticks of thorn or briar Make me a fire, Close by whose living coal I sit, And glow like it. Lord, I confess too, when I dine, The pulse is Thine, And all those other bits that be There plac'd by Thee; The worts, the purslain, and the mess Of water-cress, Which of Thy kindness Thou hast sent; And my content Makes those, and my beloved beet, T

Auction Pimpout
Just a reminder.... The auction is up and running!!! *It is divided between mine and Jakes pages so make sure you go take a look at both* We have some sexy people up for sale or loan, LoL They have a lot to offer ya!! There have already been some AMAZING bids placed!! We have had 3 Happy Hour bids, 135 credit bling pack, VIPs and tons of other stuff!! Still have plenty of ppl left to bid on!! SO come get yourself a Sexy Fu Slave!!! **THIS IS A NO FUBUCK AUCTION** Real $$$ gifts only!! (Bling packs, Blasts, Tickers, VIPs, and Happy Hours ONLY) Also... Every Auction entry is in a Bling Bonus contest!! The person with the most rates on their auction pic (1 from my page and 1 from Jakes) Will have their choice of a 12 credit bling pack or a 3 day blast!! *Note.... This is a RATE ONLY contest!! Please DO NOT comment bomb!! If this happens I will delete the comments so the current bid does not get pushed off and lost!! So Thank You for Checking it out!!!! By the way,

Thanksgivng
Gettin' together to smile an' rejoice, An' eatin' an' laughin' with folks of your choice; An' kissin' the girls an' declarin' that they Are growin' more beautiful day after day; Chattin' an' braggin' a bit with the men, Buildin' the old family circle again; Livin' the wholesome an' old-fashioned cheer, Just for awhile at the end of the year. Greetings fly fast as we crowd through the door And under the old roof we gather once more Just as we did when the youngsters were small; Mother's a little bit grayer, that's all. Father's a little bit older, but still Ready to romp an' to laugh with a will. Here we are back at the table again Tellin' our stories as women an' men. Bowed are our heads for a moment in prayer; Oh, but we're grateful an' glad to be there. Home from the east land an' home from the west, Home with the folks that are dearest an' best. Out of the sham of the cities afar We've come for a time to be just what we are. Here we can talk of ourselves an'

The Human Seasons
Four Seasons fill the measure of the year; There are four seasons in the mind of man: He has his lusty Spring, when fancy clear Takes in all beauty with an easy span: He has his Summer, when luxuriously Spring's honied cud of youthful thought he loves To ruminate, and by such dreaming high Is nearest unto heaven: quiet coves His soul has in its Autumn, when his wings He furleth close; contented so to look On mists in idleness--to let fair things Pass by unheeded as a threshold brook. He has his Winter too of pale misfeature, Or else he would forego his mortal nature.

Moving!!!
Well I'm finally getting to move back to Oklahoma!!! It's taken awhile to save up and with help some friends and family I'm moving back to Oklahoma. Texas is cool and everything but when times get hard I know I can always rely on my family for help. My boys are excited, I got custody back from my ex, was pretty easy when he's got over 5 pounds of mj in his car. I had to go get the boys at the station. So now my ex doesn't get to see the boys at all. Well enough about that we are on our way to a new life in Oklahoma.

To A Friend Who Sent Me Some Roses
As late I rambled in the happy fields, What time the skylark shakes the tremulous dew From his lush clover covert;—when anew Adventurous knights take up their dinted shields; I saw the sweetest flower wild nature yields, A fresh-blown musk-rose; 'twas the first that threw Its sweets upon the summer: graceful it grew As is the wand that Queen Titania wields. And, as I feasted on its fragrancy, I thought the garden-rose it far excelled; But when, O Wells! thy roses came to me, My sense with their deliciousness was spelled: Soft voices had they, that with tender plea Whispered of peace, and truth, and friendliness unquelled.

First Auction Over, Ty Bidders!! Xoxo
Let me spoil you! I have entered my very first auction! You know DEEP down you’ve always wanted to own a Dusty. Here’s your chance to get spoiled by yours truly! This is a no time limit, no bid limit auction. How far are you willing to go to have me all to yourself for a whole month? *Shivers with anticipation* If you like what you see and want to see more, click on the pic below to place your bid. While you’re there, don’t forget to leave our wonderful host some love as well! This notice brought to you by: �~Dusty~ *{Shadow Leveler}* Greeter @ Erotic Seductions~Dakota's Stalker~@ fubar Auction hosted by: ღAMANDAღ...aka LOIS LANE@ fubar

Change?
Everyone talks about change, from our new president elect to the pan handler on the street, but I wonder if that change they they speak about is really any change at all? My opinion about the government changing anything is ridiculous... Obama and the congress aren't going to change anything other than how much money the government steals from us...the change I'm speaking about is one of personal change; a change in lifestyle; a change in the basic way a person thinks and acts... is that kind of change possible? Fundamentally, can a person really change who they are and the way they perceive the world?My personal experience is that some form of change is possible, but how deeply does that go? There are some things that I have moved on...compromises in thinking that I've made on fundamental issues, not because I've changed what I thought, but rather, ceded a point or two to the opposing argument to find a common ground...(is that "change" or is that just coping?)Some would say I've c

These People Are Awesome Friends And Family! (made For Big Daddy He Sent The Links For The Pimp Out)
THESE PEOPLE ARE AWESOME FRIENDS AND FAMILY! MYSTICALDREAMS MY OWNER IS BIG DADDY Git R Done THE RECRUITER FOR GIT R DONE & jade&jaksonsmom TheWatcher Vice President of GIT ~R~DONE BOMBSQUAD Blakkie ~*Chaotic Vamperv*~Asst Chief Greeter for Fu Luv Bomb Squad ~* ◊SNUGGLEBUNNY ~ ASSISTANT RECRUITER FOR THE GRD BOMBSQUAD◊ Honey~Pie greeter @ Club Eternal ~Git~R~~Done~ BOMBSQUAD ♫ ô DJ Aimee ♫ ô ~The Bitch You Love To Hate~ President of GIT-R-DONE REBEL BOMBSQUAD ~~DreamWeaver ~~Shadow Leveler ~ Wife Of The Watcher~~ Archangel Ðj F®ºggýgî®l Gî

Important - Take Seriously
This probably does not apply to the majority of you but it just happened to me so I am doing this blog as advise to you all . A few hours ago I tried to purchase a bling pack and a one day blast. Neither of which were successfull, yet my card was charged with both charges I was told that my card had been declined. I had my online card account open in another tab so I know that the charges were taken yet I wasnt sold the goods. Im urging any one that reads this - please double check your bank statements and ensure that you have not been overcharged or double charged for things. ALthough I am fuming right now and had every intention of deleting account, a certain person who will be proudly named as MRCHARM2001 aka JIM D asked me to stay and I am !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What An Explosive Night
Last night my husband and I drove to the mall and went into HOT TOPIC where I bought a new top to wear to our next strip club visit. It is corset top that is so sexy. It is meant to wear braless and my husband just loved it when he saw it. I went into the fitting room to try it on and had to call my husband inside to help me zip up the back. I couldn't reach the zipper so I needed his assistance. I tightened the strings up the front of the corset and my breasts pressed against the velvet upper portion of the top while the corset portion gave me the support. Here is the link to My New Corset Top I asked my husband what he thought of it and he grabbed my hand and placed it on his crotch. There he was standing in the fitting room with me with a full hard-on. He said, "Well, my boner scale gives it a 10 rating. You got me wanting to take you right here." SOLD!!! We drove home and talked about strip clubs and our upcoming visit to a swingers club in the Portland

More Sb Fun
why do men think they are soo superior? read from bottom up ->popeye1346: oh ok, i work on that.....thanks popeye1346: loss few pounds and get a face would make it! ->popeye1346: i shall cry many tears for my loss popeye1346: ur loss ->popeye1346: no thx, i'm allergic to myspace popeye1346: ohhh in case the education is not enough, go check me out...myspace.com/popeye1346 ->popeye1346: oh yea, i just randomly give that out to people popeye1346: i like that better! whats ur msn o yahoo? ->popeye1346: i bow in your greatness, sir popeye1346: too brilliant i guess! ->popeye1346: oh you now what...bitch is on my birth certificate, wow you must be brilliant popeye1346: nop, just cause u only answer ur name! ->popeye1346: right on, so i am a bitch simply because i did't respond? that's not really fair now is it? popeye1346: simply cause i have nuthin to prove!LMAO ->popeye1346: well then if your so well spoken, why did you use such a cheesy line? popeye1346: u seriously

Syd! Jeg Sa Syd!
Syd! Jeg sa Syd!! Ja. Det hjalp faktisk. Tilbake til Sid allikevel. Bw kapret Sid med hyllesten Ashes To Ashes. Han tilranet seg en fyr som lå nede. Slik Brian lå nede og Elvis. Men den virkelig uskyldige i denne historien er Sid. Bw's tøffhet kommer av Sids person. Og spørsmålet om forholdet mellom Sid og Nancy blir igjen aktuelt hvis vi ser historien i forhold til Elvis og perioden fram til ellefte september 2001. Det må sees i lys av en felles kapring av Elvis fra Bw og Yokos side i 1977. Dermed er det en historie Sid og Nancy gikk rett inn i. Det er årsaken til Bw's mulige askehyllest. Videre er Sid ubrukelig til massemord. Han drepte ikke Nancy. I forbindelse med 11-sep er forbindelsen merkelig. Og Bw har i utgangspunktet heller ingen mulighet til å nærme seg både Sid og Nancy. Tilsammen ville det blitt en eksplosjon. Grunnen til at han giftet seg med en sort kvinne. Han er livredd Sids person. Personen som gjør det mulig å benytte Sid er Nancy. Ettersom han ofret s

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry That I bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry That I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice;not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you

9 Days To Paradise
9 days to paradise and counting down! and how long we’ve traveled this cyber highway -- replete with its virtual pot-holes, crashes, rubber-neckers, traffic-jams, dazzling billboards and sparkling mirages -- and all the tolls we did pay, and all the fuel burned away -- and all the speed-traps we luckily sped passed, and all the drunken-drivers we safely swerved around -- and all the breakdowns we needed repair, and all security measures gnawing at our freedom and wallets -- and all the storms we endured, and all the faulty maps handed us to follow -- all only to find this miracle of love that we’ve finally found aglow in one another’s eyes… yes, all so worth it to always be with My Sweet Love! 9 days to paradise -- and I need you so much, and I want you so much, and I love you so much, Beautiful & Sexy Theaza! your Steven

Craven Needs To Level
Craven MooreHead ☠Craven Moorehead~Owned by Naughty By Nature~R/L boyfriend of KCPilar69☠™@ fubar He has been a member of the FU For over a year now. I want to see him finally level to Henchman. He had an Auto 11 once b4. He didnt get many rates. He needs a new Auto 11. PLEASE!!!! PLEASE!!! PLEASE!!! Whom ever gives this awesome MUMMER an AUTO 11. Will get MOLESTED by me. I will make you a few pics, I will PIMP you out. And ravish you with my 11's. So please help him out.And you will get helped out in return AddictedBy Saving AbelBest Video Codes

Help Me
i cant belive i made it to the hottest new auction so come on and see what u win if u win me the place to find me is on jake the snakes page and check him and his girl jamie out caue there some of the best ppl on fubar so show them so love http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1191792&albumid=1307152&i=3386963917&idx=0

Politics
Can you believe all the racial jokes going around since Obama won?? I've heard it all!!! OMG!! Just because the man's skin is a little different??? COME ON!! Let's have an IQ over 12 here!! Almost makes me ashamed to be white...notice...I said ALMOST!!! I mean some of em are funny...like the new Nat'l Anthem is changing to..."Movin' on Up"...ok...that IS funny...BUT!!! Let's not EVEN get the whole black & white thing going here!! I'd HATE to even think of how ANYONE can fix this country!! HOLY SHIT!! Would YOU volunteer??? I know I wouldn't! I happen to LOVE ALL PEOPLE!! Now...what I DON'T like?? Immigration...the illegal ones?? I mean...if the American people don't learn to stand together?? We will LOSE our country!! So?? Let's lose the stupidity and start learning to STAND together!! Kudos to Obama if he can help this mess!! And?? WE DO NEED A CHANGE!! No more fuking BUSH and his "administration"...Even if ya didn't vote for him?? Why not give him a chance...

About Me.
HELLO MY NAME IS ANN AND I THOUGHT I WOULD INTRODUCE MYSELF, AND TELL YOU A LITTLE BIT ABOUT ME. I JOINED FUBAR TO MAKE FRIENDS AND NOTHING ELSE. AS I AM ALREADY MARRIED WITH A FAMILY VERY HAPPY AT THAT. I WOULD LIKE TO HERE FROM YOU IF YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS BUT IF YOU WANT A GIRL FRIEND SORRY BUT I AM ALREADY TAKEN. BY THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. I ALSO HAVE 4 CHILDREN AND 5 GRANDCHILDEN, AND FAMILY IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN THE WORLD TO ME. SO IF YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS LET ME KNOW I REALLY LIKE MEETING PEOPLE FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD.

My -first- Personal Blog ... And My Last ? Lmao
12/26/08 update Well, it t'was a Charley Brown Xmas ... to a point. Lemme tell you, those of you who are divorced, become FRIENDS with your ex. Firstly, the kids will THRIVE. Second, when the chips are down, they'll step up. We never cut it as man and wife, should have STAYED friends. It works SO much better. Christmas was WELL taken care of. The kids had a good time. Of course, having THREE sets of Grandparents doesn't hurt either. :) I'm planning on a small Xmas in January for the extended family and friends. Still nothing from AT&T ... -Supposedly- the 'check is in the mail' .... Shall see. Till then, there's food in the pantry, gas in the truck and I've got all day to clean, clean, clean !!! (And, perhaps, a bit of Fu :P ) I finally have time to get this place the way I like it !! :):) Again, Thank you ALL for your support. ... ... GAWD, I sound like a Wine Cooler Commercial. Yeah, I'm old. :P:P .. Can you name the brand?? :P *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~ Well .

Only Read If You Care....
November 8, 2008 Listen Up Dumbfucks: Most people kill themselves because of a mental condition. This is true in my case too. The condition I suffer from is that I am not normal, I am not like everyone of you "sane" people. I am not normal in the sense that I am not like every other one of you brain-dead zombies. I can think. I can reason intelligently. I can observe and learn from life. I can make my own decisions and follow through on them. And I can do these without any aid from celebrities, T.V., radio or MySpace. Unfortunately, every one of you shit-brained lemmings seem to lack these skills and I can't fucking take it any more. Since everyone else in this world is a fucking retarded drone who revels in their ignorance and unintelligence, I must put an end to my misery. I truly wish I was normal. I wish I could be a fucking retarded sponge like all of you. I wish I could have the same conversations day in and day out about sports, politics and "how about that weather h

Star Studded Auction !!!
I'm holding an auction and its currently featuring some of fubars brightest stars !!! These Auctionees are looking to be own for a 1,000,000 fubux minimum so if ya bux small your bid just won't do They need the big spenders to come out and play ! So if your a fustar looking to auction yourself off for the big bux this auction is for you Come see Bluedemon for details ...You know i always do it big!

Need Fu-cation
Well I have decided to disappear for a few days from Fubar. I will pop in to check any messages or comments that maybe around but no lounge visit for me. I need that vacation away from all the drama and bullshit that goes on. I need to be true to myself and not be wrapped up on who is in there and if they even notice me as a person. For my Tasia family I luv ya's but I need a break. I need a reality check and my sanity back...lol For my true friends you know how to get ahold of me on YIM or by phone so get me there if you want to. See you all in a few days....Be Safe, Have Fun, and Play Naughty!!!

Simple Words
I write these poems...these poems I write Words come and go...both day and night I pen them down...or type them out some in whispers...others I shout Feelings so real...both joyous and sad over something...I might wish I had Once they are out...my brain will rest And that for me...is what is best. A.Boudreaux 2008

He Get To Tap It For A Month .. Woo Hoo:p
I would like to introduce you to a very special man. Who now ownz my Arse! woo hoo ~*~*~He Is Tappinit~*~*~ I have had the honor of knowing this sweetheart of a man who is Close to My heart!he is one of My Greatest Friends! he Always Show mad love to Everyone in one way or another! Please Go show him major love to him!!F/R/A if you havent yet. Go spank him!! and do it hard he likes it!! he always returns the love.. i promise you its a win/win not only will you be helping me show him that he is the best man to own me and that he is an amazing man ! u will also be gaining a great friend!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ he really has gone above and behond to help other.. I know this first hand he has been such a great friend helping me when i needed it~I want to show himr that i really appreciate him and his friendship! Tell him that " DSIP sent ya to spank him" here is his link! let the spankings begin

Sitting At My Desk
It feels so very funny & awkward to be back on Fubar,When I left here last year I was a very high rank and soon found myself back on in Jan making an account again and decided to leave once again.I came back yesterday for one reason and one reason only and that was to try and make things right with someone on here.I am by no means a stalker people but the way it ended was wrapped around a lie and I couldn't let that part continue on in my mind another year.I guess some would call me selfish and by doing this could hurt that person and you would be correct.I am not saying I hurt him by coming back here but it has made him not believe in people and trust them,that is what my so called life ended up costing him. Some would call this a confession of the heart or cleaning my soul and you would probably be correct in that way of thinking. I have no excuses for how I handled things but in my life and the way I was raised and the pressure that is put on me and finding out I had cancer I told

Bequething Money
Rapid fire session here. I find it amusing that there are people that post nude, or very risque pictures and in turn are able to actually make a profit by them on Fubar. Well at least in the form of favors and other things here that cost money, alleviating them from having to pay for it themselves. When I see someones page and it says things like 'For a blast, HH, or bling you can see these pics', and things like that I'm oddly confused. Why would anyone want to spend money on this? And oddly enough they do.

Subject: A Healthy Level Of Insanity
> To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity > > > 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With > Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer > At Passing Cars. > See If They Slow Down. > > 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't DisguiseYour Voice. ! > > 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If They Want Fries > with that. > > 4. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten > Over Their Caffeine Addictions, > Switch to Espresso. > > 5. In the Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write ' For Marijuana' > > 6. Skip down the hall Rather Than Walk and see how many looks you get. > > 7. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. > > 8. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is 'To Go'. > > 9. Sing Along At The Opera. > > 10. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can't Attend Their Party > Bec ause You have a headache . > > 11. When The Money Comes Out of The ATM, Scream 'I Won! I Won!'

Crossroads
Friends and Family There are many crossroad in life. At this point I think it's fair to explain mine. My wife lost her job almost two years ago. She collect and looked for a job for about eight months. She had no luck in finding a job. She wanted to go to school to be an Ultrasound Tec. We refinanced the house to pay for school and the bills. She worked hard and graduated one of the top in her class. As luck would have it, three hospitals closed in this area. That flooded the industry with tecs. She was unable to find work again. Money we pulled from the house ran out. This has left us in a bad situation. On top of that I discovered the "house books" were all screwed up. This sight is one of the last places I will spend money. No more blings or VIPS. Mine is still on only because it is paid till Feb. My wife has found a job. Not as an Ultrasound Tec. Lucky for us she knows Med Billing too. This will still leave us short on our bills. Therefore on 10th of Nov. I will start a part

He Shouldn't Have!
Delerius lost his mind and got me an auto 11s bling. I'll be turning it on in the next lil bit. Waiting for a blast {Thank you DaisyBlue ♥, who also lost her mind! You are awesome!} to be approved. Thank you Delerius. ♥

More Music Of The Rawk - N - Roll Outlaw
THESE NEXT FEW SONGS COME FROM A GROUP OF 4 SONGS I WROTE AND RECORDED FOR A FEMALE R&B ARTIST IN ATLANTA GEORGIA A FEW YEARS BACK. THEY ARE AN 80's STYLE SMOOTH R&B. UNFORTUNATLY SHE TRIED TO RIP ME OFF AND SHE DID NOT GET TO USE THE SONGS. THE SONGS IN ORDER ARE CALLED "CALICO", "RYTHYM OF THE NIGHT" AND "THE SOUL OF LOVE". NO VOCALS TO THESE RIGHT NOW, ONE DAY I MAY PUT SOME TO THEM. CALICO by FRANK "FLASH" WOODBURN -aka- Fandalism Free MP3 Hosting RYTHYM OF THE NIGHT by FRANK "FLASH" WOODBURN -aka- Fandalism Free MP3 Hosting THE SOUL OF LOVE by FRANK "FLASH" WOODBURN -aka- Fandalism Free MP3 Hosti

Taking A Break
not sure on where to start. i wanted to let everyone know, especially those who would actually wonder where i was and maybe miss me, i am not going to be on fubar as much anymore for a while.... things in my life as of recently havent been that easy for me to deal with & i am not as sociable and as happy as my usual bubbly self... i think i need some well deserved time away to think about me and my life and what direction it should be going in. Ive been really hurt these past couple of months and i feel that maybe if i start to concentrate more on my life and making myself feel happy so i dont feel as depressed anymore should cure how i am feeling and put a stop to crying myself to sleep most nights and feeling really down. i will miss everyone and ill be on from time to time but i think now is the time to concentrate of making Jade happy. love u all. xxxxxxx

Kris Aka Diddy Is Coming Home!!
KRIS aka DIDDY just graduated the U.S. Army Infantry Basic Training! He's been away from Fubar for a few months, and he'll be home in a few days, so let's leave him lots of love to come home to!! Click on his pic to go to his page!! Brought to you by...

Please Vote For Caddy!!! Thank You!
Hey everyone... thanks to all who voted for Caddy in the cutest pet contest... he has made it to the semi-finals and is going to be published in a book! Although... he is just in the semi-finals and I need more votes for him to win 1st place I would appreciate it if you would take 1 min of your time and click the link... you can vote as many times as you want! Please help my Caddy win!!! http://www.cutestpetcontest.com/bigpic.php?enum=100340541 ^^^CLICK THE LINK^^^ Thanks Everyone that helped out!!! Hit me up and tell me that you voted and I'll pay you fubucks!!! Love and Thanks... C51

What Is Good Enough
so many people in this world like me wonder what is good enough what do i have to do to get that man or woman i deserve i still ask this question mostly after everytime i get denied access to happiness on a romantic level we ask ourselves am i good enough what is it do i have to be that physically fit weight do i have to be talk short is my hair color right so many things most of them physical that we strive just to impress that certain someone that probably doesnt relize what a catch we are we my friends the lonley the sad the ones that give so much of ourselves just to make a person smile laugh feel loved sometimes we get friends out of it sometimes short term relationships but alot of times we put to much to fast into something and we get hurt sometimes we do everything just right just by the book and still we fail there is hope i belive and thats why i will stay that nice guy even if its a lifetime of pain im never gonna lower myself or change my positive ways just to impress someo

An Angel
Casted into darkness. Thrown out like yesterdays trash. I was. Hated passionately but many. Fear by the rest. With a blackend soul. So dark even pure evil was fearful of it. Hate bottled inside that was unmeasurable. Given up hope. Facing the reality in front of me. Using others like pawns on a chess board to get where I want. Then she appears. An angel. By anyone else's standard a wonderful person. But in my wicked hate filled eyes. She was my new begining. Her eyes capture my soul. Brought it back to life. her smile erased all the hate. Her love that she showed me . Very little at first. Gave me happiness. It grew stronger and stronger each and every moment I spent with her. Yet still not able to feel her touch. Her kiss. Her warmth. Yet just looking at her. Smile so angelic and full of love. Eyes locked on me so inviting. Made the beast become human and whole. Falling for her so puirely. That not matches or rivals. this whole new form of love. Her never knew exsisted. A love he nev

From Att
buddy as you sit there woundering is there a thing suach as true love , it is bound to come to you in due time , you are not weak but you are strong ,all good things come to thoes who wait , and when that true love comes it will be great , for you my friend i wish you the best in all you do , and for this great family we already do love you

Welcome To The New Fus
Club Oasis we have live cams now come cheek us out brought to you by Club Oasis check us out where the rocking never stop Hiring staff and Dj's if you think you what it takes come hit us up! COME AN JOIN US Come cheek us out where the Rawk Never Stops : allowscriptaccess="Never" allownetworking="internal"> hmm

Please Help
Hi everyone. I'm in a giveaway for an Auto 11 bling. I need 20k in comments. Please help any way you can. All love will be appreciated and returned. Click on the link below and it will take you to the giveaway that I'm in. Show the hostess some love too while you're there too. Thanks to all who can help.

Wild Canid Reserve
Those who know me know i normally could care a less about most organizations. there are a few that i will plug though. This being one of them This is a nonprofit conservation organization. Their goal is to preserve and study the Wolf and other endangered canids. They are based out of Eureka, MO. I am checking them out as time goes. If anyone else wants to do the same check out this site. http://www.wildcanidcenter.org/Home/default.htm boogeyman

Got Owned :d
Click the pic link below and bid if you'd like.. Read previous bids carefully before placing your bid. PLEASE REMEMBER TO RATE THE PIC FOR ME!!! Also R/F/A the auction hostess!! **Just a thought..you might try unblocking me before bidding to own me!! :)

I Give Up...people Just Suck!!!
I don't know where to begin or even what to say...im in a situation even I don't understand...and it gets more complicated and harder to deal with as it goes on rather than easier...I dont understand people and the decisions they make...or why they feel and think the way they do....doesnt everyone make mistakes? even if they dont know what they did?....and if u r a real friend dont u at least try to forgive them and get past it...no...apparently not...apparently u dig them as far into the ground as u can while making them feel lower than dirt and then completely turn your back on them completely after stepping all over them....apparently what I think is right in friendship is wrong and I have the whole concept messed up....what are u supposed to do when someone doesnt want u....pushes u aways....yet u still leave the daily comment and message just to say im thinkin of u....and then u get told u werent there for them...what if they really were there yet u just looked right past them???

Are You Waiting On Me?
!!!!!♥Naughty by Nature♥!!!! !!!!!♥Naughty by Nature♥!!!! So Letz Go ♥ Her Up!! Rate,Fan,Add,BLING THE HELL OUTTA Her HardCore Fu Style!!!she is ORACLE bound AND... Naughty by Nature has a HH on Sat. at 1 Fu-Time~~Here's the best part there will be auto-11's running for this SATURDAY during HH!! AND FU-BUCKS for RATES! These are her "Get It Done" rates for anytime when the auto-11's are activated: $10k for each 100 actual 10's and $100k for each ACTUAL 100 11s...PLUS $200k BIG BONUS for rating ALL Pics! (except any marked ineligible! like NSFW!) BIG-TIME MONEY and LOTS of pics to rate...so simple as that.....but you must private message ME-Not her (DJ Baby Boy-link on Bully or also her #1 family--helping her out due to her illness) with the TOTAL of how many you rated and of what --ACTUAL 10's or 11's --not what they changed to--an 11.... but actual rating!! If you don't message dj baby boy , then he will have no ch

I Want This Girl
I'm the woman who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the Woman who likes to be kissed under the stars, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the Woman who loves to end a hug with a kiss... I'm the Woman who you can talk to you about anything... I'm the Woman who laughs at your jokes... I'm the Woman who will have many inside jokes with you and remember each one... I'm the Woman who will brag about you to all of my friends... I'm the Woman who will listen to you talk... I'm the Woman who really does want to be friends after a break up... I'm the Woman who loves when you hug me for no apparent reason... I'm the Woman who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead.. I'm the Woman who loves you for you ; and doesn't care what other people say about us... I'm the Woman who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your girlf

Two Hotties Up 4 Auction.. :)
We Are Making You An Offer You Can't Refuse! Will You Make One We Can't Refuse? Pink0828 and Whiskey Girl Are Up For Auction In The Godfather Auction! Check out those offers .... Oh Yeah ... This Is A Cash Only Auction! No Fu-Bux Offers Excepted! Rates Count Too! So R/A/F Our Beautiful Hostess If You Haven't Already *Pink0828* **Bid To Own Me**@ fubar Made with Love: ~Whiskey Girl~Asst. Head DJ/Head Of Graphics @ The PlayGround*Fu-Owned By ~MIA-Inked Slut~@ fubar

Hey All
i hope i added it right..will i sing and i added a song of me on fubar singing one of my fave songs called all or noghting i hope i did it right let me know if i didnt and i can redo it..please i hope you listen and like it leave comments to me on my profile thanks..

[events]
Today, through no fault of my own, I found out my ex is getting married. My friends assure me she'll be miserable, that she'll self destruct on that dumb fuck as bad or worse than she did on me, and that I shouldn't concern myself. The weird thing is, I didn't. I keep expecting something to break, some primordeal injured scream to fall out, but it's not even numbness, its the absence of numb. I'm scared of that. I got the job, I start in December. I spent all of tonight with an old friend and her complete double, her sister, and Mr. Perfect guitar player with a dreamy john mayer voice. I went from being the alpha suave depressed poet to chewed meat when the guitar hero entered. God do ALL girls get gooey instantly for musicians and soldiers? The poet never gets his fucking due. I'm not depressed (MOREso) I'm not drunk, but I really feel like I should be both. The flashbacks are back. I don't recall the drive home. Did I mention my life is one long episode of PTSD? It makes me hard to

Making Changes.
It was my birthday this week and i've decided it's time to make some changes. I'm tired of the way I look, the way I feel and the way people treat me. I'm tired of being passed over by decent guys who only want to be "friends". So here's a list of promises I've made to myself. 1.No more putting myself down. 2.No more laughing off cruel jokes at my expense. 3.Get this body into shape. 4.Stop settling for looser who treat me like shit 5.Cut back on the drinking. 6.Use any means possible to improve myself. 7.DARE TO BE FABULOUS! This is my testiment and my promise and because i'm motivated and determined and with a "special help" from my friend it WILL happen. And all those fubar creeps who rated me a 1 and left those stupid ignorant comments like bow wow and yikes,well, i'll have the last laugh on you.

Weight
Does it matter what I think or how I feel? Why do I feel like I must wear the weight of the world on my shoulders along with all my weight? Don't people see this is gonna make me crash and fall? Just cuz I was strong once, doesn't mean I have the strength that I used to. I am ready to run, ready to hide. I can't tend to get a break in this life, and I am done taking it in stride. I can't do this, it's tearing me up 24/7. //end vent

Bad Day Today
Ever have one of those days that you have your world come crashing down arund you? That was me today.. I was given good news the end of October that after looking for 2 months a company wanted me for a job position to fill. The only thing was with the budget cuts in the State they had to get approval to still offer the position so i sat and waited for 2.5 weeks knowing the woman and the department wanted me I started telling people i had it and got excited over it and looked forward to life getting better having two incomes again and feeling prodcutive WEll today i got the news that they cant offer me the position and that they are sorry So now i am right back where i started again I just sometimes wonder why i cant just catch the break Thanks for letting me vent Samantha

Why Do Ppl Do As They Do
why is it that ppl never give a fair chance n when they get pissed off at others of the same sex as u.. then u pay as well as the ones that messed them ova...............well wihen U act like this no wonder NO ONE wants u or wants to be round u............ UR A FAKE N A FRAUD............... and full of bs.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Past...present...future...
I have learned not to be afraid of facing my past. When I am placed in situations that make me face my most uncomfortable memories, I am simultaneously placed in situations that will allow me to create new memories for my future. -- Harlan Snyder

Teehee
Little Johnny A teacher in Elmira, New York asked her 6th grade class how many of them were Obama fans. Not really knowing what an Obama fan is, but wanting to be liked by the teacher, all the kids raised their hands except for Little Johnny. The teacher asked Little Johnny why he had decided to be different...again. Little Johnny said, 'Because I'm not an Obama fan.' The teacher asked, 'Why aren't you an Obama fan?' Johnny said, 'Because I'm a Republican.' The teacher asked him why he's a Republican. Little Johnny answered, 'Well, my Mom's a Republican and my Dad's a Republican, so I'm a Republican.' Annoyed by this answer, the teacher asked, 'If your mom was a moron and your dad was an idiot, what would that make you?' With a big smile, Little Johnny replied, 'That would make me an Obama fan.' More politics > > Whether Democrat or Republican, I think you'll get a > kick out of this! > > > > A little bo

Add Requests
I am not sure how this works but here i go. It is really just now getting under my skin. If you want to be added as a friend please rate some of my photos first. Not just check me out and maybe rate my profile. Hoping or knowing there are private folders that MAY have good stuff in them. ( lol) Anyone that doesnt at least rate some will not be accepted and cleared from my request page. Also if you are added I have one folder that is titled Mine please dont ask to see it it is for me and they are not photos of me so you are not missing out on anything If you have an questions or want to chat feel free to say hi either private message or shout box thanks for taking the time to read Samantha

"blood, Sweat, And Tears"
Each drop of blood that hits the ground, strengthens his reserve. Every time a drop falls, he pushes harder. No time or point in stopping. His partner won't stop, so neither will he. His blood goes into this sport he loves, his pain along with it. The sweat is enveloping him. All of his clothes stained and weighed down with it. His whole body's wet, and warm, his breaths are shallow and rushed. Each new drip that goes down his face, brings him closer to his goal. Each drip is added together to make his weight. No time or point in stopping. His partner won't stop, so neither will he. Sweat is a part of this sport, and a part of him. His tears slowly roll, down his face onto the mat. As he looks his opponent in the face, both bleeding, sweating, and ready to drop. Neither had given up, it was a fight until the end. He looks up to his parents in the crowd, sitting where he knew they would be. He looks to the fans, the coaches, and his team mates. A tear

The Feeling Of Pending Doom
I feel pending doom, as if someone is going to die. The feeling is coming more and more instance every day. I know no one is going to die but that is how I feel. The feeling is coming from my heart, It isn't something that someone can help me with, no one can fix. I hurt more and more and more everyday. I have hope that everything will turn out for the best, but I just don't see how it can. like today I am sitting here hoping that the feeling will go away begging for the feeling to go away. But i know it will never go away.

You
you say that you love me You say that you want me to stay You say that you dont want a divorce And there is allways a feeling of dread when you say those things And there is always a feeling that you dont mean those things We fight and yell all the time We say things that we dont mean At the end of the day we lay in the same bed and fall asleep together. When i awake in the middle of the night i turn to you and say i love you. When i awake in the middle if the night i turn to you and hold you When i awaye in the middle of the night i dont want to leave you When i awake in the middle of the night i kiss you on your nech in hope that you may see how much i love you. In the morning you ack like nothing that i have said or done in the middle of the night matters to you. I tell you very day that i love you and i want to be with you. I tell you that i would give my life for you any time People say that and really dont mean it but when i say it i

Life
some people say life is to short. there are people like me that say life is to long. dont get me wrong i dont want to die, but as days go by i feel more and more pain both mental and physical, I really dont know if this is normal or not. there are times that i will welcome death, there are times that i fear death. with the things that are going on in my life it feels like death will never come. my kids and wife are the only things that make me get out of bed every morning. even tho my wife has moved on and left me behind i still look forward to seeing her and talking, if what we do is called talking, no matter what happens to us in the near future i will still love and care for her. i know people say that life is just the begining but there are days like today i just want the begining over. i just think every day i am here i beleave that here i am going to hear the screen door swing and i am going to see a big yellow taxi taking my wife and kids away.

Something I Wrote
one nite the moon asked a boy if you love her then why do you not tell her the boy repiled i love her to much to scare her and she is already with someone the moon replied if you love her then tell her and see how she feels towards you then you love can be the next the boy went to the one he loves to tell her and found her beaten on the floor crying he picked her up and took her home he layed her down and cleaned her wounds and as he did he looked her in the eyes and said i love you so much but i have been so scard to tell you the girl replied for all this time i have loved you as well but was to scared to till you then last nite the moon told me of a boy that would come and save me and when i told the moon i was with a boy and he did this to me and then you came and saved me are you the boy the moon told me about he cryed and said yes i am for the moon told me last nite that i should come to you and tell you i loved you over time their love grew and flurished they where unseperatable

Lost In The Pain
Tears start pouring down my face Walking alone, what a disgrace Slowly and softly the rain starts to fall Disguises my pain as it grows so tall Stopping to bury the pain once again Hiding it in the closets, my heart turns to stone Screaming somewhere awakens me from my trance Till I realize it's me, as I straighten my stance The pain it slowly dwindles away But the memories will remain, they are here to stay Your kiss, your hug, your soft sweet touch These are things I need so much My memories of you will slowly fade Now I feel I've lost you I'm so afraid Who's gonna hold me in the middle of the night When my fears get too much and I feel like I've lost my way?

Alone
i feel alone, and on one is willing to find me. i feel left out, and no one is willing to let me in. I feel torn apart, and no one to put me back together. I feel like no one loves me, and no one wants to love me. I feel like someone has stabbed me, and no one will pull out the knife. I just wish i had a friend that would be there for me and to help repair my life. I thought that i had a life lone friend, but now she is gone. i see that a lot of this is I, but when you have loved someone as much as i have and all of a sudden she walks out of your life and doesnt want anything to do with you then you would feel like me. there are time that death seams to be the right choice and but it isnt. I need to find my way back but when the raod is blocked at every turn it is hard to find the right path. some times everyone needs a little help, but if others are not willing to help even just a little it make it really hard to do it by your self. i can sit ne

Rednecks Are Runnin Scared
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20081108/ap_on_re_us/obama_gun_sales Fears of Democrat crackdown lead to gun sales boom MIDLOTHIAN, Va. – When 10-year-old Austin Smith heard Barack Obama had been elected president, he had one question: Does this mean I won't get a new gun for Christmas? That brought his mother, the camouflage-clad Rachel Smith, to Bob Moates Sports Shop on Thursday, where she was picking out that special 20-gauge shotgun — one of at least five weapons she plans to buy before Obama takes office in January. Like Smith, gun enthusiasts nationwide are stocking up on firearms out of fears that the combination of an Obama administration and a Democrat-dominated Congress will result in tough new gun laws. "I think they're going to really try to crack down on guns and make it harder for people to try to purchase them," said Smith, 32, who taught all five of her children — ages 4 to 10 — to shoot because the family relies on game for food. Last month, as an Obama w

What Tha' ?:%$@
Wow! Either I was an extremely horrible person in a past life or I have done some really crappy things (that I hadn't even realized) in this life time. If one more thing goes wrong in any part of my life I don't know exactly what will become of my sanity or I should say my "my insanity". Every asspect of my life has something in it that has fallen apart or that is about to. I know everybody has what they consider problems in their lives, but have ever looked or listened to someone else's life and REALLY truely been like-"Hell yeah my life is absolutely great compared to their's!" WHEW!!!! Take time and really listen to other people and you may just find what I've said to be true....I have.

For Lisa's First Auto 11 From Me
meet one of the sweetest Women in the world She has been an absolute sweetheart and the bestest friend in the whole wide world to me and she has Auto 11's so go check her out. Starting at 11PM EST. Addictive~Owner @ The Playground~Owned by Bean Pole~Club Far~Shadow Levelers@ fubar Have you checked her out yet? What are you Waiting for? Fan/Rate/Add her Bling her Crush her She owns this awesome Lounge THE PLAYGROUND Come and join her there every night She is always on CAM Subscibe and check her out!!! Pimpout brought to you byDJ Army Medic~ Head of Coding/Graphics @ The Playground@ fubar

Jolly Rap
Yo-yo yo I got you on a string I’m a rapper cause I can’t sing Selling all my CD’s got to get me More fancy bling See you moving on the floor Come on and shake that sexy thing I got no hidden message to teach you right from wrong Just want you moving on da floor when you hear this rappin song Babe got me going crazy when she wears that sexy thong Come on and slide over here, next to me is where you belong See her bump and grind, give you such a thrill She be movin closer yes sure does know the drill don’t need no satin sheets don’t want no fancy frill will love you long time baby if you keep her in your will Jolly Roger

New Band!! & Songs!!!
HEY EVERYONE HOW ARE YOU DOING....I AM WRITING A NEW BLOG ABOUT MY FRIENDS BAND THAT HE HAS PUT TOGETHER & HE REALLY NEEDS EVERY ONES HELP...FOR THOSE WHO HAVE MYSPACE..WHICH I THINK ALMOST EVERYONE DOES..LOL..BUT HE NEEDS EVERY ONES SUPPORT TO GET HIS SONGS HEARD SO PLEASE VISIT THE LINK BELOW & ADD THE SONGS & DONT FORGET TO TELL YOUR FRIENDS ABOUT THEM!! THANKS ALOT!! WITH LOTS OF LOVE!

Come With Me
Come with me Come with me tonight Take me by the hand And walk with me There is a star in the sky Looking down on us tonight Come with me Then we walk to the beach There is moonlight tonight While we alone only the two of us I want to tell you I love you Come with me Take my hand Tonight is the night I want to share my love with you I want to hold you While the moon is shining I want to say I love you And kiss you in the moonlight

Callingany Photoshop Pros!!
IF YOU OR A FRIEND ARE ABLE TO TAKE A PICTURE AND ALTER IF BY ADDING OTHER IMAGES ONTO THAT PIC AND HAVE A PRETTY KICK ASS PHOTOSHOP PROGRAM YOU KNOW HOW TO USE, THEN PLEASE MESSAGE ME. I AM WILLING TO PAY FOR ANY SERVICES RENDERED, GIVEN I LIKE THE FINISHED PRODUCT, OF COURSE. =)

Fallin’
Fallin’ Just seeing you makes everything fine Wonder, how you always make me smile There may be these spaces between time Yet with you, all things just seem to rhyme With your song, I find myself singing You seem to give my life its meaning Never thought I would have this feeling Don’t know if I could handle this thing I look at you in splits of a glance Haven’t you noticed even just once? I know I might stumble in this dance Still, I’d try to give my self a chance

I Want U To Know
I Want U To Know From the day that we met I Want you to know that i don't regret We looked at each others eyes And there was a spark between you and i I want u to know how i feel Can this be real But, i'm always thinkin' of u as everyday that goes by And i ask myself why I hope u feel the way that i do I hope you like me too

Our Troops?
It is going to be an interesting few years . Nobody has said a word about what the troops think in Iraq OR Afghanistan. If they have, I haven¡¦t seen it anywhere and I have looked everywhere. So far that tells me that this half-blooded African Americvan President, isn¡¦t all that he seems because there are a lot of men and women over there that we haven¡¦t heard from and I am sure that their voices mean a lot to a whole hell of a lot of people here in the United States of America., where I am sure their votes counted RIGHT?! Or did they????? I think it is great that it is a turn of events in the world that another man became President, (I don¡¦t vote because it is all unpredictable either way). My point is, why has it turned into something racial and going back in time about the past????? Didn¡¦t the Blacks/Afr Amr. Want to be equal? Yet all I see on tv is how ¡§WE DID IT¡¨. Your sending off the wrong messege to us Americans, YES! US AMERICANS! Who have said no color matters, but

Falling For You
Falling for you My love for you is immeasurable No 'string attached' whatsoever You and I knew we found each other Through God's kindness and miracle. How did I ever find you? How did I ever fall for you? How did our paths cross each other? Catchy questions that only God can answer. Come to think of it Ever since you stepped into my life My life has never been the same. My heart is overflowing with happiness. Of all the woman I have known You are the very special one And whom my heart beats for. No matter what the consequences are I intend to follow my heart's desire And whatever it wishes for.

21st Century
this is the 21st century you cant' just dump your boyfriend anymore you have to recycle him! no woman will ever be truly satisfied because no man will ever have a chocolate penis that ejaculates money! say addicted after each word....1) drug 2) alcohol 3) sex 4) what hit my forhead addicted.

Wisdom
As we let life take flight into promising tomorrow, may we celebrate all of our accomplishments, soar with purpose and passion and take pause to remember the gifts of today. today had to go help my mom by cleaning her house i have been helping as much as i can i have one sister and one brother that never come to see her hardly anymore and well she has not been feeling quit well lately she has been really sick and unable to get around on her own so i have taken the job of getting her shopping and cleaning done and trying to care for my own household and trying to not have a relapse of my own illness today nearly just broke the glass in my mind i had to clean her house and she sarted to cry cause i was cleaning her house and she could not help but sit and fight to breathe her feet swelling really bad from the pills the doctor put her on she also is so sore she has been falling allot more so i just had her sit as i was cleaning out the kitchen and living room i was gonna tell her i w

Forever Free......
I RIDE ALL ALONE AND CAN'T SEE THE ROAD TO NO WHERE,ANYMORE SHADOWS WHISPERS ARE CALLING ME TO FORBIDDEN FORESTS,BY THE SHORE WAS THERE SHE FELL DEEP IN THE NIGHT ONE BREATH AWAY FROM HEAVENS LIGHT SHE SAID DON'T CRY FOR ME,I'M LEAVING YOU THE WIND CRYS HER NAME IN THE BREEZE THOUGH I CAN'T HOLD HER ANYMORE SOME FALLEN ANGEL HAD COME TO ME FELL TOO HEAVY ON MY SOUL STOLE FROM ME,THE LOVE I HAD HEARD LORDS OF TIME SAY NEVER DIE DON'T CRY FOR ME I'LL BE RIDING THE WINDS,FOREVER FREE FOUND SOMETHING IN MY HEART A FIRE A FIRE BURNING I'LL WAKE UP NIGHTS AND HEAR HER CRYING CRYING MY NAME...

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75K 1 YR VIP oh yes this is a must.. can't have a level 28 whatever they named that damn level a non vip person now can we!! NO NO plz help and leave as many comments here to plz You guys.. I wants a auto cherry 11 big points big big points.. and I love things that are big.. so come on guys help me get a big one. comment comment comment right here plz.. MISTER B GOING FOR A ONE YEAR VIP 75K LETS DO IT FOR HIM.. COMMENT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN plz click on either one of these pics and leave as many comments as you can.. it will help out so much.. Thank You Thank you

Why??? Seriously? Are You Serious?
Ok like I'm obsessed with youtube right cause I love make-up tutorials and all and I want to know how these people can afford a whole shit load of make-up cause I cant even afford the dollar kind. I mean like they have MAC, I will never in my whole life be able to afford MAC. How do they afford it?? Seriously? I mean like Seriously? So anyways I went onto Ebay and found a nice 120 palette with 8 brushes(eyeshadow that is) anyways so like that plus shipping is going to cost like fifty bucks and it isn't even name brand and so my goal is to find a way to make all that money. Because like I have no eyeshadow I have been using blush as my eye shadow lol how sad is that!!! So I need it plus all my make-up is old so I figure Ill start with that then move on to concealers and powders, eyeliners, lip liners, lip stick, lip conditioner, face moisturizer, and ect. Then I can finally make my own make-up tutorials so if anyone has any ideas on how to make money with out getting a real job cause wh

Just Something I Like
~Broken~Wake up to a sunny dayNot a cloud up in the skyAnd then it starts rainMy defenses hit the groundAnd they shatter all aroundSo open and exposedBut I found strength in the struggleFace to face with my troublesWhen your brokenIn a million little piecesAnd you’re trying But you can’t hold on anymoreEvery tear falls down for a reasonDon’t just stop believing in yourselfWhen you’re broken ..Little girl,Don’t be so blueI know what your going throughDon’t let it beat you upHitting walls and getting scarsOnly makes you who you areOnly makes you who you areNo matter how much your heart is achingThere is beauty in the breakingWhen your brokenIn a million little pieces When your trying But you cant hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reasonDon’t just stop believing in yourselfWhen your broken..Better daysAre going to find you once againEvery piece will find it’s placeWhen your broken…

Auto 11s On! Help "djphucker" 2 Disciple!
Auto 11s are on! Come help make DJPhucker Fubars next Disciple, this man is always helping others, time to pay back the love, lets get this done tonight! If u dont know this man ur missing out, he is the coolest! Go spank him hard, bling him too death!! 527,247 Points to go! Ty in advance to those who help! DJPhucker~Dsc~ Dirty Addiction ~pttime dj @RACH'S PLAYLAND.CO-OWNER@TOXIC RADIO@ fubar This bulletin brought to u with lots of DSC lovin, from the one and only...... ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ Fu Wife 2 "DJ Satyrgodd" ~*Dirty South Crew 4 Life*~@ fubar

November 2008 Update
Well folks, it’s been little over a month since I first comed here and have to say it’s a pretty amazing place. Love that chat-box thing and looking at all the beauteous women here. One of them gals sent me a “A Sweet Piece Of Ass”! After three days of tryin to figure out how to collect, Alvin happened to drop in and explained how it was just a drink and a friendly gesture. Later that day I spit in his chili & mixed it around. Not just for that, but for all this hyped up music he’s been puttin on my Playlist. Jenny stopped by a couple of weeks ago and of course I showed off my new stuff here. She really likes some of Alvin’s music and jiggles real good on my lap when listening to it, which is the only reason I haven’t taken a strap to that boy! You might have noticed that I have more color photographs in my albums. Yep, got me a digital camera. I traded Bill Butler (the Bill Butler from Mount Pleasant) my old drill press for this 5.0 megapixle Kodak EasyShare. Not s

Understanding Animal Totems / Guides
ok i am starting this off by stating, the following information is a a compilation of info I personally have come to think of or understand when it comes to animal totems and guides... please dont critize..if there is anything u would like to add PLEASE by all means add it in the comments PLEASE!!! The Nine Totems Each person has nine animal essences or totems that walk through life with them, teaching and guiding them and in some cases, protecting them. These nine totems usually remain the same throughout your lifetime; however, major life alterations can cause your totems to change as your totems adapt to your new life style. Your totems are found in 7 directions around your spirit: East, South, West, North, Above, Below and Within. The last two animals are walking beside you at all times; your Right Side (male) and your Left Side (feminine). While sometimes the living animal is around you, most often they are only the essence of the animal. At different times in yo

My Beautiful Wife And Daughter
To My Wife I just want to say that I love you very much and not a day goes by where I don't thank god for you. you are the reason I smile and the reason you brought our beautiful daughter into this world healthy and smart. I have never met a woman like you. you keep life and OUR marriage amazing everyday. through the darkest days and the sunniest I can always depend on you. I can count on your love being there when I wake up. Through whatever decision we make together or what differences we have it brings me closer and closer to you. Wherever the future takes us you can always know that I love you and will always be there when you need me. To My Daughter I just want to say daddy is very proud of you. you make life just as fun as your mommy does. When you came into this world I cried so hard. I know sometimes it was rough and I didn't always do the right things during the holidays but, I want you to know I love you so so much. you are beautiful like your mommy and you always have m

What Love Can Be.....
COME TO ME NOW I WANT TO BE YOUR BEST FRIEND FOR ALL TIME I WANNA BE THE TISSUE FOR YOUR TEARS I NEVER WANT TO BE ALONE I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I COULD FEEL THESE FEELINGS THAT HAVE AWAKENED ME SO I WAS A STRANGER OF KNOWING WHERE I BELONG LIVING OUT OF TIME NOW THAT YOU'VE COME AND SET ME FREE NOW THAT I KNOW WHAT LOVE CAN BE ALL THAT I WANT IS YOU WITH ME YOU ALLOWED ME TO BE WHAT I WANT TO BE THANKS FOR HELPING ME YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE A BRIGHT AND SHINY STAR FOR ONLY YOU TO SEE

Meet Dj Joker
DJ Joker owns me!!!! WHAT!!! YOU DON'T KNOW DJ JOKER?!?!?!?!? Well, you need to go get to know him!!! Click the pic below and Fan, Rate, Add and Bling this awesome guy!!! You can find him at Dirty Deeds Radio rocking out the tunes!! Don't forget to tell him Silentlizard sent ya!!! This pimpout brought to you by: Silentlizard - Greeter for Dirty Deeds Radio - Bodyguard to Mikey - Fu-owned by DJ Joker

My Nsfw Pics
I HAVE DELETED MY "NSFW" PICS FOR PERSONAL REASONS. IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND, I HOPE YOU WILL STAY ME FRIEND AND CONTINUE TO RATE MY PROFILE, PICS, AND STASH. IF YOU ARE NOT MY FRIEND, THEN PLEASE ADD ME. I LOVE MEETING NEW PEOPLE AND TALKING TO THEM FROM DIFFERENT PARTS OF THE WORLD. I STILL HAVE SOME SEXY PICS, JUST NOT NUDE ONES. THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO A WOMAN THAN HER APPEARANCE. I HAVE A GREAT PERSONALITY AND A GREAT SENSE OF HUMOR. I AM ALWAYS THERE FOR MY FRIENDS. I WILL NOT TOLERATE SEXUAL OR VULGAR COMMENTS. I WILL BLOCK YOU. REAL FRIENDS DON'T DO THAT TO FRIENDS. I LIKE TO HAVE FUN AND INNOCENT FLIRTING IS FUN. I LOVE COMPLIMENTS, BUT PLEASE BE RESPECTFUL AND YOU WILL HAVE A TRUE FRIEND. *KISSES*

Wasted Time......
YOU AND I,TOGETHER IN OUR LIVES SACRED TIES,THEY'LL NEVER FRAY THEN WHY CAN'T I LET MYSELF TELL LIES AND WATCH YOU DIE EVERYDAY I THINK BACK TO THE TIMES WHEN DREAMS WERE WHAT MATTERED YOU SAID YOU'DE NEVER LET ME DOWN NOW THE HORSE STAMPEDES AND RAGES IN THE NAME OF DESPARATION IS IT ALL JUST WASTED TIME? HOW CAN YOU LOOK AT YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK OF WHAT YOU LEFT BEHIND? PARANOID DELUSIONS,THEY HAUNT ME WHERE'S MY FRIEND I USED TO KNOW? SHE'S ALL ALONE SHE'S BURIED DEEP WITHIN FEEL I NEED TO TOUCH HER SOUL CAN YOU FEEL INSIDE,YOUR HEART AS IT'S BLEEDING? WHY CAN'T YOU BELIEVE YOU CAN BE LOVED? CREATIONS COLORS SEEM TO FADE AWAY.I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'DE LET IT GET THIS FAR........

Special Thanks
Can't say thannks enough to all whos helped me level at happy hour..and afterwards. I been here trying to return some love..but its hard. Had 90 adds..am down to 29 more to go. I need to be goin to bed though..got work at 630 in morning. I will be back sometime..within next day or 2..to finish. Thank you all!

Another Day
my extent of today i painted....its such a relaxing activity to paint not only that but its FUN lol i paint halloween ornaments for the yard..this year due to the loving economy i will most likely be painting most of my christmas gifts as well. i know ...i should label everythign beware

The Things They Dont Tell You About Divorce.
I always thought divorce, though heart crushing was a fairly striaght forward thing. It turns out I was wrong. What they never tell you is how you find a way to live your life everyday without someone you swore to spend it with. It's losing your best friend in the world, then trying to cope when your world falls down around you. Divorce it self can be about many things, or few. I suppose it just depends on what sets you off. One person, or both find that they can no longer love the one they are with, or maybe just not enough to make forever a reality. What ever the case maybe I would like to think there is a point where the anger and the bitterness just fades away. It did for me. All that is left now is a feeling of loss, and sarrow. I lost the one person in the world who understood me better then anyone. Understood me enough to become my wife, and to be the one woman in the world I trusted the way I did. Now that I dont have that friend to talk to you about anything, the o

Barak Is Trying To Take Our Guns
BARAK OBAMA VOTED FOR THE CRIMINAL PROSECUTION OF PEOPLE WHO USE A GUN IN SELF-DEFENSE: Illinois Senate, SB 2165, March 25, 2004, Vote 20, AND May 25, 2004, Vote 3 BARAK OBAMA VOTED TO BAN GUNS IN THE HOME, EVEN FOR SELF-PROTECTION: Illinois Senate, SB 2165, March 25, 2004, Vote 20, AND May 25, 2004, Vote 3 BARAK OBAMA PUBLICLY ENDORSES AND SUPPORTS A COMPLETE BAN ON OWNERSHIP OF HANDGUNS BY ANY PRIVATE CITIZENS: General Candidate Questionnaire, Independent Voters of Illinois/ Independent Precinct Organization, September 9, 1996, as quoted in 'Politico', March 31, 2008 Further: BARAK OBAMA : 'I am consistently on the record and will continue to be on record as opposing concealed carry', Obama said -- Chicago Tribune, April 27, 2004. If you are a U.S. Citizen, your political affiliation does not matter; Whether you are a Democrat, Republican, or Independent, I challenge you to take control of your mind. This is just the tip of the iceberg, and Barak Hussein Obama is tryin

Another Survey :-/
Did anyone break up with you in the last 5 days? nope Are you open about your feelings or closed off? Closed off What do you think of girls sixteen and younger going on birth control? I'm all for it. Prevents teenage pregnancy. What happened at 9:00 am today? Going thru my stuff in storage. Throwing shit out. Reading some things that bout back memories. Teared up a little. Lol Whats the last thing somebody gave you? Chocolate :-D What was the last movie you watched, and with who? Uhhhh idk Are you gonna be home alone tonight? Yes Is it okay to kiss someone if your single? yes Would you go into public looking like you do now? No Describe your mood? Bored Are your nails painted? No Have you ever felt replaced? Yes Should you be doing something else right now? Probably What is the last thing you got in trouble for with your parents? my mouth. Lol How were you feeling last night? Ummmm. I was feeling sum type of way. Lol Who was t

Come Check Out Club Rating Revolutions
Welcome to Club Rating Revolutions! We are all family here!! Everyone is welcome! We Are Friendly, Drama Free, & A Blast To Hang Out With! So Come Join Us For All Kinds Of Fun!! ~~~~~~~~~~ Brought to you by: ~~~ GOOFY GURL~~CREW LEADER OF RATING REVOLUTIONS AND MANAGER FOR LEGEND SALOON~~@ fubar

Pimps & Hoes™
Pimps & Hoes Auction™ Come get your BIDS in for this sexy group of FU's!!! You wont regret it!!! Auction will run from November 7th @ 930pm EST and will end November 15th @ 11pm EST And again (since it was such a hit last time), I am also holding a contest for the MOST picture rates! Winner will receive a $20 bling pack (see disclosure in the rules for this contest). So let your friends know!

Please Help Me Bomb My Giveaway
I just entered a giveaway for an AUTO 11. I really need your help with this. So PLEASE, if I have ever helped you before I need you now. Just click the link below and TY so much in advance. Your help is greatly appreciated!

How Will I Laugh....
HERE I SIT AND WATCH MY WORLD COME CRUBLING DOWN I CRY FOR HELP NO ONE'S AROUND SILENTLY SCREAMING AS I BANG MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL SEEMS LIKE NO ONE CARES AT ALL ALWAYS AN EMOTION BUT HOW CAN I EXPLAIN? IT'S KINDA LIKE THE SCENT OF A ROSE WORDS I CAN'T EXPLAIN THE SAME WITH THE PAIN CAUGHT UP IN EMOTION GOES OVER MY HEAD SOMETIMES I HAVE TO THINK TO MYSELF IS THIS LIFE OR DEATH,AM I LIVING OR AM I DEAD? THE CLOCK KEEPS TICKING,BUT NOTHING EVER SEEMS TO CHANGE PROBLEMS NEVER SOLVED JUST REARANGED WHEN I THINK ABOUT ALL THE TIMES THAT I'VE HAD,SOME GOOD ,SOME BAD I SEARCH FOR PERSONALITY,AND I LOOK FOR THINGS I CAN NOT SEE LOVE AND PEACE FLASH THROUGH MY MIND PAIN AND HATE IS ALL I FIND FIND NO HOPE IN NOTHING NEW AND I'VE NEVER HAD A DREAM COME TRUE LIES AND HATE AND AGONY THROUGH MT EYES,THAT'S ALL I SEE IF I'M GONNA CRY,WILL YOU WIPE AWAY MY TEARS?IF I'M GONNA DIE,GOD PLEASE TAKE AWAY MY FEARS BEFORE I DROWN IN SORROW,I JUST WANT TO SAY HOW WILL I LAUGH TO

Philip Fulmer Retires... Yay!!!
I have been waiting for this day for MANY years!!! This man is not worth the $2.05 million a year salary they are paying him!! Phillip Fulmer Resigns - November 03, 2008 Phillip Fulmer wore Tennessee orange for more than 30 years of his life as a player, assistant coach and head coach. Monday night he officially shelves his wardrobe as news arrived from Knoxville that Fulmer will step down at season’s end as head coach of the Tennessee Vols. As head coach of the Vols, Fulmer notched an impressive 150-51 record, the third best among active coaches. However, it was not enough to hold onto the position he started 16 years ago, the longest tenure in the SEC. Effective at the end of this season, Fulmer, who began his career as a player in 1969, will resign as head coach of the team which is currently in the midst of having their worst season in school history. The Vols (3-6, 1-5 SEC) have sunk so far that their offense is ranked 114 our of 119 teams. In a reported mee

Have You Seen Her?
So I have been thinking.. and I have figured out the traits of the girl Im looking for. Just something I came up off the top of my head, but FYI I am not picky though! I would love to find a girl who is basicly a sweetheart. I want a "girly" girl, who loves to dress up, but I would love a girl who can do basic work on her car. Doesnt mean she HAS to, but can. I want a girl who can look good in jeans, but wears heels too. Can go out to dinner one night, but will go to a car show with me too. Likes to star gaze and pick shapes out of the clouds. Family is a big thing with me, and I look forward to having my own, but I want a girl who will be able to roll with the punches, because MY family loves to poke fun at eachother. She must like kids, because I want to be a father, WITH the girl I settle down with. Had a stutter step once, but It helped cement what Im looking for. Loyalaty is a big thing with me. I would love to find a girl who would take my hand just because. I love to cuddle. For

Get To Know Your Ghosts - Demonic Haunt
Demons are one of the known inhuman entities out there. Fortunately, they are a rare occurrence. They are usually very easy to identify as long as they are not hiding. When it is a demonic haunting you typically notice a revolting stench similar to rotted flesh or sulfuric acid. They often let loose a growl that sounds like it is coming from everywhere at once. They like to make contact by pushing, shoving, hitting, and even scratching. The whole air in the affected area will feel thick like fog and the temperature will drastically change, typically becoming warmer. These creatures are very strong, unlike human spirits, and they don't mind showing it. There have been cases where people have been thrown through the air and even attacked. Apparently, their main goal is to break down a person's free will in order to make way for possession. This can take days, months or years, but time is of no concern to them. They have a hatred for mankind that dates back to the days of God and Lucif

Get To Know Your Ghosts - Poltergeists
Poltergeist is from a German word meaning noisy spirits. Reports of poltergeists date back to Ancient Roman times. The activity that takes place will start of with knocks and bangs, furniture starting to move around by itself. Then, the activity will become more intense, manifesting itself through voices and even the appearance of full apparitions. Furniture may slide across the room and beds may shake. Many shows are based on this is a style of haunting because it tends to be the most terrifying and rarest type of haunting that occurs. Most of the time, in the case of a poltergeist, the haunting circles around a female in her teen years. Some of these cases seem to be caused by the female unknowingly controlling the energy around herself. Some cases happen around people that are stable and in the right mind space. This haunting is hard to classify due to certain situations. No two are ever really the same. Most of the time you will find that one person in the household seems

Get To Know Your Ghosts - Intelligent Haunt
In this style of haunting the entity or entities are aware of their surroundings. Most of the time you will find that these spirits are not confined to one spot, they can move around freely. Also, they will acknowledge the existence of human beings and even try to communicate in certain ways. They are limited in what they can do. Most of the time they only move very light objects but they have been known to move objects up to around 10lbs. They are looking for people to notice them but they end up scaring people a great deal instead. Usually, between the hours of 11pm and 4am are the times that the entities can more efficiently manifest themselves, due to this time period being the darkest hours of the night. Most of the time are not strong enough to show themselves during the daylight because it takes too much energy to make themselves visible. Think of it like this, if you were to turn on a flashlight during the daytime you would hardly notice the light, but if you were to turn

Memo To Me
So sticky and picky of connections. Portable sour pads of hate, I wear on my feet. Free of special affect. Prickly neglect, united guidance, following a string to an elegant world. From spiraling cups of sting, I drink and stain my insides.

Pedipaws
Those little pedi paw thingies are great! Those are the little motorized files for your pets claws... after my dogs realized i wasn't gonna hurt them with the little thing they didn't seem to mind it so much it isn't as fast as cutting with clippers but it makes it look neater... is a bit messy with the nail dust flying around though...

Just One More Second
to wait the one second before our lips just touch to wait the one second before our hearts beat like one to wait the one second before our souls mixed to become like one to wait just one more second be fore we part is like time stands still and we where as one. for make me breathless kevin 11 07 08

Get To Know Your Ghosts - Residual Haunt
The most common style of a human haunting is a residual haunting. A residual haunting is like having an impression made in time. The entity may seem to be lost in a time warp. The spirit really isn't even there, only the energy is. In most cases people may here screaming or crying due to the violence factor that may have caused this traumatic event to happen. People may also hear the sounds of footsteps walking on the stairs or through hallways. Typically the repeated event is whatever the person who left the energy behind did often or an significant event that they remember happening to them. It is almost like it the energy has become part of the dwelling that they once occupied on an every day basis. These haunting styles always seem to happen in the same place every time. There is usually very little you can do on this style of a haunting except make the family who is having these problems understand what is going on and explain to them that they are in no danger due to the

A Hot Girl
SO I JUST GOT BACK FROM DINNER WITH MY BEST FRIENDS WHO JUST GOT ENGAGED TONIGHT..IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM AND THEY ARE SO INLOVE. I CAUGHT THEM STARING OFF INTO EACHOTHERS EYES IT WAS SO CUTE.I LOVE BEING AROUND THEM CUZ THEY R SO POSITIVE.....WHICH LEADS TO ME BEING JUS ALITTLE SAD. AND MY QUESTION OF, WHERES MINE?????? ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS SAY TO ME GIRL UR GEORGOUS, YOU HAVE IT ALL.....LMMFAO....DO I? THEN WHY THE FUK WHEN GUYS SEE ME EITHER ON HERE OR IN PERSON,I GET THE OMG U R SO GOD DAM BEAUTIFUL, UR SO EFFIN HOTT,UR INCREDIBLE TO LOOK AT, I WANT U BULLSHIT.......U GIVE THEM ATTENTION AND START A RELATIONSHIP AND NO SOONER LATER THEY ARENT SATISFIED. THEY'RE GIVEN OTHER WOMEN ATTENTION AND FLIRTING, BUT THEY R TELLIN U ITS NOTHING. YOU'RE GIVEN THEM 100% TO GET BACK 25%.....FUK THAT SHIT. I RESPECT THE PERSON IM DATING AND MAKE SURE I WASNT DOING ANYTHING TO HURT THEM NOR MAKE THEM QUESTION ME. I SAY FUK THAT IM TIRED OF BEING SOMEONES OPTION WHEN I MAKE THEM PRIORITY JESUS CHRIST

Scarlett's Buttons Have Been Pushed
Okay, I have spent the last several weeks watching things on the fu go downhill and quickly. I have watched friendships dissolve, friends being accused of ridiculous things and friends leaving the fu because of the way things are. All of you that know me well know that I am a pretty patient, silly, easy going kind of person. Those of you that know me really well, know that I am a firm believer in "just cause it's right for me doesn't mean it's right for you". I have one thing to say right now cause my patience is at an end....WAKE THE F*CK UP PEOPLE. Think back on why you joined the fu. You may have been bored one day and said "why not", you may have been looking for a "hook up", you may have been looking to meet different and interesting people. Whatever the reason, each and every one of you have made at least one REAL friend if not several. Each and every one of you consider someone on the fu worth everything you have to offer, whether they live a mile away, across the c

Another True Story
This following story takes place when I was about 23 years old, living with exes . One day while I was outside on a very nice warm day washing my pickup, I became aware of a "presence" around me. The feeling that I felt can only be described as a feeling of total "blackness". At that point I noticed a very tall man with a very strange way of moving. The way this guy was moving around was like something you would see in a vampire movie. I just figured that it was some drug-nut and paid the situation no further attention, and I totally disregarded the feeling that was pulsing through me.Later that night, I went to see a friend who lived further up the road in the same neighborhood. I was only at my friend's house for about an hour when I got a call from my ex on my cell phone. Upon answering my phone, I heard my ex in a hysterical tone of voice. My ex said that someone was "crawling" around on our roof. Not knowing what to make of this, I hurried home Upon walking through my front door,

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Calling
Calling The words have all but stopped They lay scattered on the ground Along with the pieces of my broken heart In a sea of ash my spirit now drowns Some fires can purify a man Some fires simply rage and consume Until the life is decimated Left alone curled up in the corner of my room Inside myself I try to build a wall But I don’t have the strength to stack stones I am left with no defense against the gales The rain strikes hard enough to break bones Where is the face of My Angel? Her touch is so needed by me Her kiss brings healing waters Whose ears will hear my plea? Fractured by the though of this distance As my moments drag on into years Time that is lost forever between us My pain sharp as the end of a spear So here I wait as my candle burns down With the despair of forever falling In this pit my voice is swallowed Yet too you My Love I keep Calling

True Story
About two years ago, I was sitting at my computer writing an email to my friend when my cell phone rang. Ignoring it as I usually do (when its an unfamiliar number, which this was), I let the voicemail take it. When I was finished, I checked the voicemail of one new message. It was from a man named George, who told me he had known I was involved with paranormal research, and after some research came across my contact information. Right off the bat, I found this odd because i dont have any contoact info up only a few people know that i do this expressed interest in having mecome to investigate his home. The message he left also had a different callback number than the number he called from. So the next morning, I figured I'd call the number he left because that was the most logical starting point. Figuring I was up for a typical investigator / client interview, I prepared the typical questions to ask. At around 10:30 (it was a Saturday) I called and a woman answered. I explained who I

Just Words
Just words I know I have said a lot I know I spoke from my heart I know I spoke what I feel I know I have started to break apart I know you have heard me I know I spoke very clear I know I spoke with purpose I know you had some fear I know when he holds you I know my heart bleeds I know my eyes darken I know when and where this tunnel leads I know it ends with me alone I know he has what I desire I know he gets to kiss your lips I know it ends with my soul on fire I know these are chains I made I know you will pretend you never heard I know you will shut off your heart I know these are Just Words

Pieces
Pieces Pieces of me covered in blood Pieces of the now fallen moon Pieces of a lifeless body decay Pieces of us scattered on desert dune Pieces of you still linger inside Pieces of the stars engulfed and darkened Pieces of a life unlived Pieces of our song left un-harkened Pieces of my dreams left un-dreamed Pieces of our kiss now left in the past Pieces of our touch turn cold Pieces of our love that did not last

My Cold Cell
My Cold Cell My weak hands guide my pen For these my last words to you My cold cell walls have inched closer In darkness trapped I learn what’s true You did not know my sins When we met that fateful day Your dress flowing in the wind You beauty left me speechless unable to say To speak from my heart As I gazed into your eyes You were the answer my heart sought That cut through the darkness and lies Our courtship cut short When the soldiers found me Dragging me from you Turning deaf to my plea But now in the court yard The hangman readies my noose To the gallows I will be marched And soon my spirit loosed I don’t want you too watch my love But I do want to see your face one last time To see the only true beauty in my life Before I pay for my crime I lived by my sword never knowing That what I did was wrong I was left alone to the wolves A weak boy trying to grow strong Now I know that there is no hope for the past And my future is nigh at hand I will gre

Veiws From A Scattered Mind
I haven't written anything heah for a time. Things are going along... not as fast as I would like but then patience was nevah something I practiced very well. I feel a lot like I am in a limbo state. I have all these things that I practice and are a part of the lifestyle I lead but are things I just can't do right now. I am chomping on the bit to get theah but on the other hand I am working on not pushing myself too much. I am sleeping bettah which will help the healing so much more. Walking everyday we stay home now.. the doc gave me the ok to start that. Just want to get to a point wheah I can start making myself even healthier then I was before. I need to be able to handle what ever life throws at me and becoming as healthy as possible is something that I need to do. I need to keep my focus on getting healthier. I need to keep myself living in the moment. tayled/Patti

Please Stop
Please Stop I’m pleading with you Beat Beat Please stop now Beat Beat Since your has stopped for me Beat Beat I can’t take anymore Beat Beat The have sunk further Beat Beat It is now shattered Beat Beat All the pieces scorched Beat Beat Each can bare no more strain Beat Beat I wish it would listen Beat Beat It needs to stop now Beat Beat The sound of pain deafening Beat Beat I am begging you please Beat Beat Can you hear me at all? Beat Beat Why can’t you just stop now Beat Beat I wish my heart would listen Beat Beat