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Walnut Oatmeal Veggie "burger"
Ingredients burger mixture: 1½-3 cups walnut pieces 2 cups rolled oats ½ cup breadcrumbs 3 or 4 eggs, slightly beaten ½ cup skim milk 1 large onion, chopped fine 2 cloves garlic, minced 1 tsp sage 1 tsp salt freshly ground black pepper to taste for cooking burgers: oil to brown patties 3 cups vegetable stock for serving: hamburger buns and any desired burger fixings Directions Grind walnuts in blender and combine with the rest of the burger mixture ingredients. Let the mixture rest in refrigerator for about an hour to let the flavors meld together. Form the mixture into patties. The entire mixture will make 8-12 burgers depending on the size patty formed. It is recommended to use half of the mixture now, and reserve the rest for use in another recipe or for more burgers later. Brown patties on both sides in a lightly oiled skillet, then pour the stock into the skillet and bring to a boil. Reduce heat and simmer, covered, for 25 minutes. Serve on buns

Chicken And Dumplings
RECIPE INGREDIENTS: CHICKEN 2 tablespoons vegetable oil 3-4 pounds chicken pieces (legs, breasts, thighs) 1 small onion, chopped 2 ribs celery, thinly sliced 3 cups plus 1/2 cup water 1 bay leaf 3 chicken bouillon cubes 1 teaspoon salt Black pepper, to taste 5 medium-size carrots, peeled and thinly sliced 1/3 cup all-purpose flour DUMPLINGS 1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour 2 teaspoons baking powder 1 teaspoon salt 1 tablespoon chopped fresh parsley 2/3 cup milk 1 large egg 1 tablespoon vegetable oil 1. For the chicken, heat the oil in a large Dutch oven or other large covered saucepan. Add the chicken pieces and brown them on each side for 2 minutes. 2. Stir in the onion and celery. Sauté briefly. 3. Add 3 cups of water, bay leaf, bouillon cubes, salt, and pepper. Bring to a boil, then reduce the heat and simmer the chicken, covered, for 30 minutes. 4. Remove the chicken, add the carrots to the pot, cover, and simmer for 10 minutes or unt

Wake Up
Too often we don't realize What we have until it is gone Too often we wait too late to say "I'm sorry - I was wrong." Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones We hold dearest to our hearts And we allow foolish things To tear our lives apart. Far too many times we let Unimportant things into our minds And then it's usually too late To see what made us blind. So be sure that you let people know How much they mean to you Take that time to say the words Before your time is through. Be sure that you appreciate Everything you've got And be thankful for the little things in life that mean a lot. One day someone's mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes There isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say go

Fvcking Slobs
I'm so sick of all the damn slobs that work in this building. When someone washes their hands in the restroom and water splashes everywhere, how hard is it to use the same paper towel you just dried your hands with, and just make a quick wipe of the area? Everytime I go in there water all over the damn place. Speaking of the restroom, what about these fat asses that pee at the urinal? Too fat to get close enough to actually make it IN the urinal so they just get "belly close" and then pee, splatters and dribbles all over the lip of the urinal and onto the floor. New rule, if you're fat, you have to go sit on the toilet to pee. I don't want to stand in your mess. The coffee pot area, people always spill a little bit (I think the kind of pots we use are specifically made to dribble), but no one ever wipes it up! I am not a clean freak or a nazi but at least I can wipe up behind myself. The counter top in there is totally stained from coffee spills sitting there for hours and hou

Needs A Rate Or Rerate If We Can
NEEDS A RERATE IF WE CAN SHE JUST NEEDS A RATE AND IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOU WANNA OWN THIS PURRY ONE TRY TO BID ON HER:) IF YOUR NOT ON HER FRIENDS LIST GUYS YOUR MISSING OUT! PLEASE SHOW LOVE TO THE HOST AS WELL? THANKS! THE WATCHER

10/27 - 11/02 This Weeks Top Ten
You can listen on my profile, I have over 150 songs on my playlist right now! This week's Top 10 LIMP BIZKIT - BREAK STUFF PINK - SO WHAT L7 - SHITLIST CHRISTINA AGUILERA - FIGHTER MARY J BLIGE - NO MORE DRAMA TOMMY LEE - HOLDING ME DOWN GNARLS BARKLEY - CRAZY RAYVON - MY BAD DESTINY'S CHILD - SURVIVOR KATY PERRY - HOT n'COLD

Song Of The Day
Hey! Remember me? I know you do!! LoL Anyways, back to my routine, here is my Song of the Day! Actually, this is also one of my songs for the week! I do have a top 10 up right now, but I think I will add the lyrics one day at a time, and switch the first song from day to day but, anyways, here it is, the #1 song on my playlist for tonight: LIMP BIZKIT - BREAK STUFF Its just one of those days When you don't wanna wake up Everything is fucked Everybody sux You don't really know why But you want justify Rippin' someone's head off No human contact And if you interact Your life is on contract Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker It's just one of those days!! [chorus] Its all about the he says she says bullshit I think you better quit Lettin' shit slip Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip Its all about the he says she says bullshit I think you better quit talkin that shit (Punk, so come and get it) Its just one of those days Feelin' like a freight train First

10 Top Reasons ....
These are the 10 top reasons why you should get to know me :) 10. I know the value of a guys night and that you will need them. 9. I swear like a sailor, but I know when it's not OK. 8. I drink beer! And I drink it from a bottle, too! 7. I will not complain if you have the game on, I'll more than likely sit and watch it with you. 6. I am part of that small percentage of woman who actually LIKE to give oral. No, I will not on the first date, so please don't ask :) 5. I will not ask you if I look fat in anything -- I know I look fat in everything! 4. Even if I am super busy, I will always find time for the main man in my life. 3. No matter what decisions you make in your life, I will stick behind you.... as long as they aren't life threatening. 2. Even though I may say I am fine, you can truly see it on my face what my emotion is at that very moment. And the Number 1 reason is..... I will not make you hold my purse, sit and wait hours for me while I get my hair done, and I ta

The Words You Are Reading
We all live in boxes like so Walls and barriors that will not go Most do not realize and know The lack of thinking continues to grow Create your own mind Opinions and facts to find No time to change the past and rewind Creatvitiy seems to be lost and in a bind From what we hear and what we see It is hard to relax and close the eyes to feel free From things in life and around us that are effecting you and me Lacking of time to rest and drift off to bed like a boat in the sea Channels and channels on the tv and the radio Where did time for just thinking go? Like snails mentaly everyone appears to be a little lost or slow Welcome to the show Lights, camera and action but no one is around Only music and life that exist around me that create words and sound The world can be a stepping stone or a gigantic hole in the ground All that is good and evil seem to always be found Wake up the body, sprit and all of the hidden fears We all need to be more passionate and

Just Grow Up
I'M SO TIRED OF YOU FAKE ASS FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!! IF YOU HAVE A DAMN PROBLEM WITH ME COME SAY SOMETHING TO ME DON'T GO TALKING SHIT TO OTHERS!!!!!!!!!!!! ANOTHER THING I'M DONE WITH EVERYONES DAMN LIES PEOPLE NEED TO GROW THE FUCK UP REAL FAST!!!!!!!!!!!

Destiny's Child - Say My Name (remixes)
Say my Name little Smalltown Boy - Bronski Beat vs. Destinys Child Say My Name (RMG Remix) - Destinys Child SAY MY TOXIC NAME - DESTINYS CHILD VS BRITNEY SPEARS Say My Name (boom base mix) - Destinys Child

Can't Find My Way Through
i have walked these dark and fathamless halls. i seek peace for my weary soul. how did i get here? when did i get here? the darkness goes forever. i try to remember days of past happiness... everything is just beyond grasp... my solom solitude is all i have. i seek a glimps of light, i find not... pain and sorrow have taken me. a mind so broken that it fights itself. i cryout to noone. my soul wants to give up, but my body lives on. the flesh feels like its dieing around me. the scars of my flesh burn, crying out for substance... i have fought so many battles, but in all i have lost... i cannot see were i am going, or were i have been. shallow is my soul. hate is my heartbeat. bitterness is my wine. i have grown cold to all. i wear a fake smile. there nothing to hold onto... what i once felt seems like a distant memory. so... this is what its like to hit the bottom...

Master??
She quietly walked up the stairs to the apartment. Unsure if she should be doing this. “But hell!” she thought to herself “ you only live once.” She stands facing the door, her hand reaches out unsteadily , she pauses and then rings the doorbell. She hears a noise on the other side and a muffled “I’ll be right there!” “Oh God!” she mumbles “There’s no turning back now”. Slowly the door opens and standing before her is the man that she loved so many years ago. In his silken robe, she remembered getting him on their last trip together, looking as handsome and as ravishing as ever. “Well now this is a pleasant surprise.” He laughs. Knowing full well why she has returned to his apartment. He ushers her in. Gives her a quick hug and says “I wondered when I’d be seeing you again.” She smiles and mumbles “ I don’t know if I should be here?” The timid almost scared look on her face is so plain to see. And he loves the thought that he still has this effect on her. Even after so long and so many

Fake Ass People..
I thought I had great people in my life, HELL NO!!! I Have only a COUPLE and I mean a COUPLE of people that really truly care about me. I felt for the longest time I was just being used, and well now I know I am. I fucking hate fake ass people!! But people hate me because Im real, nothing fake here. I say whats on my mind and I don't care what others think. HAHA But hey if you gotta be fake to have some friends then hell they arent the kind of friends I want anyway. So there it is in a nut shell!!!! I am a blunt and honest person, if you dont want to hear the truth go to your fake ass friends that just use you, but if you really want to know the truth just ask. And if there is something about me you want to say, tell me, Id like to know, not that I would really care but I might take what you say and use it to make something better. Well fuck it... Its not like anyone will read this anyway. So Yea!! BUH BYE FAKE ASS PEOPLE!!! Im here to make myself happy, an

Just A Little Rant.......
I received an e-mail that kinda got my ranting juices flowing. Mind you, it's not an angry rant. It is merely a rant to show the other side of the argument. So, I played Devil's Advocate (pardon the pun). > > > > > > > > > > Only Two Defining Forces Have Ever > Offered > > To Die For You. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > 1. Jesus Christ > > > > > 2. U. S. Service Man > > > > > One Died For Your Soul, The Other Died > For > > Your Freedom. > > > > > > > > > > > This will make you re-think: A Trivia > > question in Sunday > > > > > School: > > > > > How long is the beast allowed to have > > authority in > > > > > Revelations? > > > > > > > > > > Revelations Chapter 13 tells us it is > 42 > > months, and you > > > > > know what that is. > > > > > Almost a four-year term of a > Presidency. > > > > > > > > > > All I can say is 'Lord, Have mercy > on > > us!' > > > > > > > > > > According to The Book of Revelations > the > > anti-Christ is:

Bling For Your Time!
border="0" alt="bling bling Pictures, Images and Photos"> > BLING FOR 150 COMMENTS IS THE DEAL TONIGHT OR UNTIL THEY RUN OUT! JUST STOP AND COMMENTS IN MY GIVEAWAY! E-MAIL WHEN DONE AND GET YOUR BLING ON.............................! ADDING A LIL SOMETHING AND FOR A RATE WILL PAY 500 FUBUCKS................! Bling Bling (Floss With Us Remix) (ft. Jay Z, Jermaine Dupri, Warren G, Mack 10, Juvenile, Lil Wayne) - B.G. E-MAIL ME ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~SHADOW LEVELERS~ BAD GIRL~@ fubar

Cravings
Have you ever craved something so bad, that you just had to have it? Something within you saying I need it and I want it now? But yet you couldn't find the one thing that would end the craving. I had a day like that today, and nothing seem to satisfy me so I thought what do I want? Do I want a munchie? was it lack of sleep? Lack of sex? hmmmmmm maybe hahaha, but no that wasn't it. I sit back and think, close my eyes and see what images come to my mind of what I crave, I see images flashing before my eyes, a hand a thigh, a smile but its not my own they do not match me......I feel a calmness settle over me, and my cravings cease for a minute, but only until i open my eyes and they are gone. Now to have what I crave, to satisfy me..........only then all would be good...........

Poem.
EACH DAY I DO THE BEST I CAN, BECAUSE MY LIFE IS BUT A SPAN. WHILE GOING DOWN THIS DREARY ROAD, I TRY AN CARRY LIFES HEAVY LOAD. EACH STEP I TAKE FROM NIGHT TO DAY, I WATCH FLOWERS BLOOM ALONG THE WAY. FOR I AM HERE UNTIL MY DEED IS DONE, THEN I WILL FLY INTO THE SETTING SUN. WITH WINGS AS WHITE AS THE WINTERS SNOW, UP TO HIS MANSION I WILL GO. MY WINGS WILL BE LACED WITH THE BRIGHTEST GOLD, AND IN HIS HANDS MY SOUL HE WILL HOLD. Written By: Lisa, AKA; The Goddess. Dedicated To: My Loving Aunt Sharon, may she rest in peace.

My Reason For Not Having A Colonoscopy
My reason for not having a colonoscopy. Do you need anyother reason???? I called my friend Andy Sable, a gastroenterologist, to make an appointment for a colonoscopy. A few days later, in his office, Andy showed me a color diagram of the colon, a lengthy organ that appears to go all over the place, at one point passing briefly through Minneapolis . Then Andy explained the colonoscopy procedure to me in a thorough, reassuring and patient manner. I nodded thoughtfully, but I didn't really hear anything he said, because my brain was shrieking, quote, 'HE'S GOING TO STICK A TUBE 17,000 FEET UP YOUR BEHIND!' I left Andy's office with some written instructions, and a prescription for a product called 'MoviPrep,' which comes in a box large enough to hold a microwave oven. I will discuss MoviPrep in detail later; for now suffice it to say that we must never allow it to fall into the hands of America 's enemies. I spent the next several days productively

Hey
hey everyone. to everyone that known me for a while. you guys know how i feel about tat but guess what i got a new tat today and it was not that bad. the first one that i got was worssed but its all good. i can't wait until the next one. which will be i am not for sure when that will be. for now yeeeeeeeeeep

Poem.
MY STRENGTH IS WEAKENING, MY DEFENSES ARE DOWN. I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD BE, SIX FEET IN THE GROUND. A CLOUDED MIND, WITH OUT MUCH HOPE. I SET HERE ALONE, DEPRESSED AND I MOPE. A LOST SOUL, WITH AN EMPTY HEART. BIT BY BIT, I’M FALLING APART. MY BODY IS WEAK, WITH NOTHING BUT PAINS. A SKELETON WITH NO MEAT, JUST THE SKIN & THE VEINS. PLEASE HELP ME DEAR GOD, TO CARRY OUT EACH DAY. TO SPEND TIME WITH MY KIDS, TO HAVE FUN & PLAY. PLEASE HELP ME DEAR FATHER, DON’T TAKE MY LIFE YET. THERE ARE THINGS I MUST DO, WITH A PAST OF REGRET. ARE YOU THERE GOD? DO YOU HEAR MY PLEA? PLEASE LET ME LIVE ON, GIVE ME THE STRENGTH THAT I NEED. Written By: Lisa AKA; The Goddess!!

Poem.
HEAVENS NOT THAT FAR, I’LL ALWAYS BE AROUND. I’LL DO MY BEST 2 PICK U UP WHEN YOUR FEELING DOWN. HEAVENS NOT THAT FAR, I’LL BE RIGHT BY YOUR SIDE. FOR ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS LOOK, I WON’T BE HARD TO FIND. HEAVENS NOT THAT FAR, SO PLEASE DON’T SHED A TEAR. I’LL BE IN SIDE YOUR HEART, SO THERE’S NOTHING YOU SHOULD FEAR. HEAVENS NOT THAT FAR, AND THAT IS WHERE I’LL BE. WATCHING OVER YOU, BECAUSE YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME.

After One Night?
I surrender to the warmth, of your kiss To caress your cheek, you kiss my hand Just after one night, could you forget the bliss? Lying next to you I can feel your warmth That first made me long for you between my thighs Just after one night, you realized that you would, Could not again be happy, until you again heard my sighs. Shel

Poem.
WHY? Current mood: played The day's go by so slowly, as i hang my head an cry. There's so many thing's i want to ask you, but the main thing is- Why? Why do you continue to hurt me? Why do you cause my heart such pain? Why leave me here to wonder, an make my tears fall down like rain? Why did you take away my sun shine? Why did you take my sky so blue? For all i know that i have done, was fall in love with you!!!! Written by: Lisa A. Stone. Dedicated to: T.J Harr.

Nausea - Helleah
Thrown away everything challenged hope, challenged fate fuck the world, fuck my place like it matters point your fingers at me, contest my integrity, question my honesty, don't even try it feed your life to someone who cares nothing, no one, do it myself one fist in the gold, one foot in the grave, one fist in your face, destroying so sick of believing feels like i'm eating myself alive so sick of, existing feels like i'm dying feels like i'm eating myself alive never asked for a thing, made myself, made my way, on my own, trustworthy i've never strayed my drive is fueled from the core, opened mind closed the door confidence to the bone, to the marrow feed your life to someone who cares nothing, no one, do it myself one fist in the gold, one foot in the grave, one fist in your face, destroying so sick of believing feels like i'm eating myself alive so sick of existing feels like i'm dying feels like i'm eating myself alive cleanse me, to

I Am An Army Wife
I AM AN ARMY WIFE by Debbie Giusti I am an Army wife - member of that sisterhood of women who have had the courage to watch their men march into battle and the strength to survive until their return. Our sorority knows no rank for we earn our membership with a marriage license, traveling over miles, or over nations to begin a new life with our soldier husbands. Within days we turn a barren, echoing building into a home and though our quarters are inevitably white walled and unpapered we decorate with the treasures of our travels for we shop the markets of the globe. Using hammer and nail, we tack our pictures to the wall and our roots to the floor as firmly as if we had lived there for a lifetime. We hold a family together by the bootstraps and raise the best "brats", instilling into them our motto "Home is Togetherness" whether motel, or guest house, apartment or duplex. As Army Wives we soon realize that the only good in "Good-bye" is the "hello again." For as salesmen for freedo

The Model Military Spouse
THE MODEL MILITARY SPOUSE – GOD CREATED Author Unknown The good Lord was creating a model for military spouses and was into his sixth day of over-time when an angel appeared. She said, Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What’s wrong with the standard model? The Lord replied, Have you seen the specs on this order? They need to be completely independent, possess the qualities of both father and mother, be a perfect host/hostess to four or 40 with an hour’s notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, even if they are pregnant and have the flu; and they must be willing to move to a new location 10 times in 17 years. And, oh yes, they must have six pairs of hands. The angel shook her head. Six pairs of hands? No way. The Lord continued, Don’t worry, we will make other military spouses to help them. And we will give them an unusually strong heart so it can swell with pride in their spo

And You Thought You Were A Civilian
And You Thought You Were A Civilian Author Unknown And you thought you were a civilian...... When Dad's away, Mom's the Commanding Officer When Dad's home, Mom's the Executive Officer, coordinating and executing actions for the Command Team Keeping track of the kids, she's the S-1 Collecting the neighborhood news, and relaying it to Dad, she's the S-2 Making plans for the entire family and training the kids, she's the S-3 Stocking food and supplies for the family, she's the S-4 She answers all the family correspondence and makes appointments for Dad, that makes her the Adjutant. Worrying about the family budget makes her the Comptroller Paying the bills, and accounting to Dad for the paychecks makes her Disbursing Looking for a new place to live when we move, she's like Billeting Assigning us chores to do, getting us fed, bathed, and put to bed, she's our First Sergeant. Serving the food and doing dishes, she's the

Life
This year has been so unreal. Unfortantly not in so much for the better. I know what you think about you bring about and what you believe you shall receive...and I am like did I really believe my life would change so much. I believe in reaching all lifes golden opportunities and believing anything is possible. I always keep my head up and know this is all a test for what is to come...lol I know I am a real girl who is down her friends, family, or my love...and only want that in return...is that too much to ask... I know I have met some really great friends once I moved away from some old friendships.....guess that should be my focus...letting the old go and allowing the new in...for the better...Focusing on what is to come and not what was...

The Army Wedding Vows
The Army Wedding Vows by D. A. Stohlman If the Army wanted you to have a wife, it would have issued you one. Dear family and friend, we are gathered here today in the sight of God and the Department of the Army to witness this exchange of vows and to see the love that these dedicated, loving people have for one another. I,______________________________________, take (who was once referred to as the ‘dependent’), as your Family Member, to dwell together in so far as the Department of the Army will permit?” “Wilt thou love her, comfort her via the Postal Service or over the telephone, make sure she knows where the commissary, PX, clinic and the church are and what time she is scheduled to use the laundry room the day she arrives, wherever you are stationed?” “Wilt thou attempt to tell her more than 24 hours in advance that you will be leaving for two weeks, beginning the next morning? This especially applies to the years you will live in a foreign country!” “Wilt thou, , take

Hellyeah - Hellyeah
Fuck the norm, I can't understand Live my life, by the rules of no one I am me, that can't be wrong I do what I do, when I do, that's how I like it Conformity, amputate my soul Made of stone, smashed the mold Indifferent, so fuck you all that Whine, bitch, nag, complain, cry If ya don't give a shit ya getcha' hellyeah Throwin' fists in the pit ya getcha' hellyeah Think you're fuckin' with this well hell no. Balls, volume, strength getcha come on Drinking beer smoking weed ya getcha' hellyeah Gotta bruised attitude ya getcha' hellyeah, Think you're fuckin' with this well hell no Balls, volume, strength getcha' come on Fuck you all, that won't understand Be a man, no more and no less, I'm just me, no matter what you say, I am, who I am , what I am, that's how I like it Typical, fucking lifeless clones My attitude, embrace my own I don't care, so just walk away and live your Dull, dead, bland, boring, life If ya don't give a shit ya getcha' hellyeah T

10/29/2008
this is the bedtime story my daughter told me tonight. (this is all from the narrative of Autmn and Mom) once upon a time there was a Mumma, Sebbie, and Me....that's not how you eat a gummy walrus! *nom nom nom* (nom'd on my arm for a bit) *giggles* and Flapjack, and Knuckles, and Bubby and they all went to Disney world, and wolves came *gets all serious* and they ate all the candy for halloween, and all the carmel apples in disney world!!! and that's not how you eat a candy walrus! *nom nom nom* (she nom's on my arm) *nom nom nom* (i nom on hers) *giggle giggle tee hee SQUEAL!* *uncontrolable giggles* NO! i'm serious!!! wolves eat alarm clocks. and candy. *tee hee* the end.

Crushing Emotions
chest heaving under heavy pressure mind reeling from so many thoughts wanting to scream yet the voice cant even claw out of the throat so many images crushing the mind so many thoughts cant even tell time clinging on to hope that u will find that one who can help find that calm only to feel that fear well up more when any one trys to get close struggeling DAILY to fight that fear images slaming the head finding courage to admit another is needed and wanted cant show weakness crawling back into the darkness where quiet comfort is so often found

Warning To All Female/males..cpoied From My Friend Hug,lov,kiss,jens Blog
A man came over and offered his services as a painter to a female putting gas in her car and left his card. She said no, but accepted his card out of kindness and got in the car. The man then got into a car driven by another gentleman. As the lady left the service station, she saw the men following her out of the station at the same time. Almost immediately, she started to feel dizzy and could not catch her breath. She tried to open the window and realized that the odor was on her hand; the same hand which accepted the card from the gentleman at the gas station. She then noticed the men were immediately behind her and she felt she needed to do something at that moment. She drove into the first driveway and began to honk her horn repeatedly to ask for help. The men drove away but the lady still felt pretty bad for several minutes after she could finally catch her breath. Apparently, there was a substance on the card that could have seriously injured her. This drug is call

Any Raters In The House
Well most of you know that I cant do bulletins..So this is my only way too get help and love too my friends.... Steve is trying too get too GodFather. He wants it before his Birthday. Hes got auto 11s.Stop by and show some love and make mega points and fubucks. If hes not a friend dont forget to Fan add and rate him.. Today is his Fu Anniversary so it would be kewl too get him here today. auto 11 expires at 11:00 am est Lets get him on his way too GodFather ===Steve===*ENFORCER@DDR(((MOODYS MAN)))[SHADOW LEVELER]@ fubar

My View And Thoughts On The Economy.
We are about to elect another president and we are in the worst economic slump, I keep hearing, since the great depression. Who you vote for is your business and I hope you choose who ever will get us out of our recession the best. I for one do not want to continue to be bushed but that is just my feelings. I have some thoughts of my own to help fix our economic headache in what I think is the best ways but we all have our opinions. Here are just my thoughts and I am not that sure they are all that new, just not practiced or giving a chance. Ok. In my layman way of thinking, my non expert but heavily observing way, I have some thoughts on what does not (historically) work to fix our economic recession and some thoughts on what might. Here goes. Historically we have been living some form of trickledown economics for centuries. We have seen it called many things, including Ragononimcs and it; no matter what we have called it doesn’t seem to work for the same basic reasons. Tric

The Bridge....
Paid my dues to pass this Finally looking to cross Gonna slip on over the bridge Leaving my past where it belongs Think I'll start a new journey New joys to feel New sorrows to kill Walk through the ashes of what was Looking forward to see what will be This bridge of sighs won't burn I'll pass it by and move on Seems I can finally feel the sun

Fu Lounges
It's time for a change now ppl. I have been in a couple of different lounges now. Mostly decent. I have decided that I'm gonna strike out on my own. I have unsubscribed from most of them, except my original 2. If your looking for me. I will be in my own lounge at: http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=61572 At this point, I'm not interest in working for any other lounge in any way. Sorry if this is a disappointment to anyone. So, feel free to join me at my place, and have fun like always. Peace. Last aka MLB (My Last Breath)

Tangled Up In You
With out a thought to spare. My life seems incomplete, since you left me in despair. I'm tangled up in you, With the thoughts of our past, I try not to reminisce but my mind moves to fast. In my dreams I am lost in your eyes. I'm swallowed by your smile. I'm tortured by your lies. I'm tangled up in you. Whatever you have done? What spell have you cast? What game have you won? I'm tangled up in you. Reminded of your laughter Not to have forgotten your silence My heart broken with your slander. I'm tangled up in you. Warmed by your kisses Missing your skilled touch Casting pennies while making silent wishes. I'm tangled up in you. Longing for your return. Your fingers laces in between mine. When will I ever learn? I'm tangled up in you. But you have since forgotten. My posts never answered. Your heart is not wanting I'm tangled up in you. Dreaming of our future Even though you're just my memory. My heart still tortured...

Black And Blue, I Hate You
You leave me black and blue, I hate you, I want to kill you, You say you love me, But you leave me, Left me black and blue, My heart is broken, You said you loved me, But you left me, Left me on the streets, You want me dead, But if you kill me, I'll come and haunt you, Because you left me, Black and blue.

About Me
i am 36 male i am gay i love being with someone that want to spend time with each other and watch movies together i love to find the right one i hope there is someone out there that want the same thing so look me up if your out there

Friend's House
went to a friend house to help them unpack from moving.they were sitting in a chair being tress-ed out from moving so i started to give him a back rub starting with this shoulders i feel the trenching in his body he moans like it was helping him as i reach to give him a hug from behind him i kiss his neck he move his head to say its ok i want more still kissing his neck i make my way to the front of him and sit on his lap i make way to his lip's i take my hands and rake them down his back he picks me up and move to the couch laying me on my back he gets on top of me and kisses me like he has wanted to for along time hold my head with his hands my hands work there way to his back to take off his shirt he works his hand to the back of my shirt and take off my shirt then my bra as he kissing my boobs making my nipple hard i lat out a moan we look into each other eyes, like to say should be keep going or stop, i kiss him letting him know i want to keep going > we make are way to the bed r

Bar
walk into the bar where we are support to meet and get to know each other i am sitting at the bar, ordering a drink when u come into the room, i knew it was u right away by the way u look at me, i see a smile in your eyes like u been waiting for me. u come sit next to me at the bar u introduce yourself to me, we smile and hug, u smell so good i don't want to let u go we sit and talk for about an hour, we have something to eat and we hear a song that they are playing at the bar and we start to sing it u ask me to dance {it a slow song} so we are very close we dance to a couple of more song, when we get back to are seats we have a other drink, then u ask if i would like to go for a walk to get some fresh air, we finish are drinks and head for are walk. u take my hand in yours as we walk, we talk about what we like what makes us crazy we have a lot in common we walk in the park now we walk toward the pond and sit on a bench watching the moon hit the water as it shines the whole pond. we l

What Is Ugly Vs. Beauty
Ladies, what is ugly? I was online today, and I was talking in a chatroom, and a young girl was talking on how ugly and fat she is because others said she was. Everyone in that chatroom was trying to convince her that she was not ugly, and even I mentioned that people should never judge anyone by just their looks, but by their actions. Beauty, I told her, comes from the heart, and does not need to shown physically. The girl ignored everyone, and left that fact that she was fat and ugly. So, I left the computer to eat some dinner with my friends, and sadly enough they never showed. But I sat there, by myself, and thought why is it people can be so judgemental on others. And thinking some more I pulled out a napkin and my pen and wrote this down: What is ugly? I don't want the Prom Queen, because every guy wants the Prom Queen. I don't want the Popular Slut on the street, because every guy wants to get a piece of the Popular Slut on the street. I don't want the best lo

Little Buckwheat
A teacher in a one-room schoolhouse arrives one morning to find a nice red apple on her desk with a tag tied to it saying T.O.T. Knowing that she had some not-so-nice pranksters in her class, she cautiously asked 'Can someone explain what T.O.T. means?' Mary in the front row raised her hand to explain it means 'To Our Teacher.' The next morning the teacher finds a bigger and prettier apple than the day before. This time there is a tag with T.O.T.W.L. written on it. She asks for an explanation for this note and little Johnny waves his hand to explain 'That means 'To Our Teacher With Love'. The next morning she arrives to find a great big watermelon sitting on her desk with a tag saying 'F.U.C.K.' Her jaw drops and she screams 'Who can explain this?' Little Buckwheat in the back row raises his hand and says, that means 'From Us Colored Kids'

Save Me
As I put the razor to my skin, I feel the adrenalin, the pain is a sudden rush to me, as the blood falls to the floor I see my pain and worries disappearing. I hide my scars in fear of what you may say, but without you these scares will not exist. My love, my life, my reason I sit here and bleed. My smiles, my tears, my heart tares more and more. You deny your love, I deny my pain. The pain I feel when your not by my side. Some call it love I call it suicide. The razor can only go to deep, a person can only bleed so much, but the pain never ends. My nights are cold, my arms are empty The cuts cover up the pain, My smile covers up the hurt As you walk along to blind to see my hurt the days get harder the nights never seem to end I fake a smile and wipe my tears away I forget the truth. For when I am with you it feels so right. Without you I find myself lost and confused. Broken and torn. Kiss my pain away, Wipe away my blood filled tears, I long for you to s

Drum Solo Compulation Cd
Federation of Drums llc presents Drum Solo Compilation CD We are now offering these compilation CDs to help get fellow drummers and percussionists recognized. Requirements are as follows: A decent audio recording of a drum solo between 1 to 3 minutes in duration. File format of the audio recording must be in an MP3 format. A $5.00, non-refundable, registration fee, payable in USD. Full contact information including name of band and website URL, (if applicable). One submission per CD. This is a continuous collection starting with Volume I. There will be 15 drummers per CD. These CDs are available for $15.00, payable in USD. Interested parties should contact by email at admin@drumfed.org

Hold Me Close
Hold me close and don’t let go; I'm so scared to be alone. I've been by myself for too long, And always had to be strong. Now I only want to rest; And lay my head on your chest. Hold me close and don’t let go; These wars I fight no one knows. Now whisper how you love me, Say it tender and softly. I am weary and soon will sleep, But with you no longer will I weep. So hold me close and don't let go, For I never want to be alone.

A Prayer For Halloween
AMIDST HOBGOBLINS AND PRANKSTERS,0 GOD, WE SEEK A QUIET CORNER THIS AUTUMN EVENING TO GIVE THANKS FOR THE SAINTS WHOSE DAY THIS REALLY IS. BE TOLERANT OF OUR COMMERCIALIZE, COSTUMED HOOPLA, EVEN AS YOU REMIND US OF THE PILLARS UPON WHICH OUR FAITH RESTS TODAY. KEEP OUR TRICK-OR-TREATING FUN, CLEAN,AND SAFE AND OUR FAITH MEMORIES AWARE,FOR IT IS TOO EASY TO LOSE TRACK OF WHAT WE REALLY CELEBRATE IN THE DARKNESS OF THIS NIGHT.

Caa #52 Update
Have heard back and Michael has made it through the surgery and is doing okay. Still, there will be need of continued prayers for recovery as this takes a lot out of a person. Thank you from his caregiver and family, and me also. Doc

Retail
Why do shirts cost the same no matter what size they are? I have to buy some new clothes, and I was looking around today..it baffles me. I wear a medium, sometimes a large, why do I have to pay for Humpty Dumpty's excess fabric? Why do I have to pay more for shorts than pants? And don't even get me started on womens clothes, where you pay more for a lot less....

Fuckin Furious!
My Jeep is STILL in the fuckin shop! Tomorrow will be 11 days since I dropped it off to get the fuckin brakes fixed. These people are beyond incompetent! They give me one excuse after another. First they ordered the wrong part. That was last Thursday. They told me they got the right part yesterday and that it would be done today. Well, it STILL isn't done. I called 3 times today, the last time 15 minutes before they close and he told me it still wasn't done but it would be done tomorrow. I'm seriously thinking about going and beating the living shit out of the guy. He keeps telling me they are busy and he is doing the best he can to get it done. Wouldn't my Jeep be priority #1 at this point? He even had the nerve to tell me I could come and get it if I want. ARE YOU FUCKIN KIDDING ME?

In The End We Are All Forgotten.
so i don't know whats going on.but i am in one of those moods where i feel like i have all these feelings to express but i don't. im feeling kind of nostalgic but not really. i think of old memories and think of how things were and how things now are. and how it sucks. my friend wants me to come to his show in nov and i want to go to hang with him but while he is playing i have to hang with people i rather not anymore. i feel as though i have grown so much and have more worries and such than them. i hate how people are so fake. i mean people talk so much shit then act like best friends to each others face. how these people are in these relationships but bitch and moan about unhappy they are. for some reason i see the real world and i know it. i think about leaving alot. how much i wish i could take off and no one would know where i was or why i left. but there is this guy. and honestly thats what is keeping me here right now. i mean once he says the words "we aren't going to be togethe

80 For 80
80 for 80 Addict name Carlton. 80 for 80 mean 80 days clean and serene. 80 days in a row I thank God for obtaining. At this point in my life I am able to see how many people really didn’t trust me or my word. When i was using my word was the only thing I had left, I was trying to keep that neat. The worst part of sticking to my word was when money was owed out. Back in the day, if I said I would pay a person back, it normally was the local dealer. An ordinary person might have gotten ducked out, but TODAY, I comply with my promises. Sometimes I don’t want to, but I’m held more accountable. People think since I’m not chasing, I’m not going to turn up missing, if I am about what I say I am. Some of my associates might look at the less money I have in pocket the lesser I should to be tempted. When I owe them they are on my heels, my door steps waiting, or be my shadow on pay day. I have to smile, because most of them characters, I won’t mention no names, but I see they haven’t got over

Something You Probably Don't Know, Disgusting!
Burning of Greenwood, Oklahoma - The Black Wall Street by Samuel Black After the civil war many African-Americans settled in Oklahoma because of employment opportunities from the oil fields. Around 1908 the community of Greenwood in Tulsa, Oklahoma was established. The Daily Tulsa Star was an African-American owned newspaper. Businesses owned by African-Americans flourished. Their communities were the best. Their schools were excellent. Greenwood was coined the Black Wall Street. However, because of jealousy, deceit, and discrimination, Greenwood was burned to the ground by white racists on June 1,1921. Based on the growth of African-Americans in Greenwood, Jim Crow laws legalizing segregation were passed in 1908. However, following World War I, the United States Supreme Court declared the Jim Crow segregation laws unconstitutional in 1915. African-Americans progressed thereafter without restriction. Growth ensued. Consequently, the African-American community became subjected to

Felt This Way
Chorus-I havent felt this way in a long time, so lonely, scared, confused, ive been straying away on the sidelines, leading a twisted view, i havent felt this way in a long time, lost cuz down i fell, i just wanna find the right mind, i just want to find myself-end chorus i havent felt this way in a long time, i need to find my way, but the lights been lost, and ive been crossed, night never turns to day, and the shadows cast, i never pass, my life has passed me by, reminiscing, empty promises, and i ask myself why chorus i havent felt this way in a long time, on my emotions i dwell they rise to the top, they never stop, like an overflowing well, there i go, im gone again, always running away scared, i fake myself, i hate myself, cuz myself i cant bear chorus i havent felt this way in a long time, so cold and insecure, so misunderstood, so evil not good, yet my powers are so pure, the break is clean, to fake the scene, but now caught up in the act, but i know i cant hi

Party Time
Its almost Party Time again... For all of you sexy girls in Wichita Falls that means you dont have much to pick from... A bunch of us are going to Outskirts on saturday nite... So you might as well come dance and party with us... hope to see all pf you there...

Cat's Snowstorm
Cat's Snowstorm We are driving along a long and empty road as the first snowflakes hit the windshield. This doesn't seem to be a great place to get stuck in a storm, especially late at night and after a night out dancing at the clubs, but here we are. I'm wearing a nice button up shirt and slacks that is nice and dressy but still casual. You on the other hand, decided to really go for it tonight, knowing how much i love the sight of you in your short skirts and tops that show a lot of cleavage. You have on this skirt that goes to about mid thigh with a little slit up the side, and a pretty little top that sparkles and feels almost like silk and has a very plunging neck line. Topping it off with your favorite pair of knee high platform boots with a 4" heel. You know that I've been going nuts all night because I haven't been able to keep my hands off you on the dance floor, My hands caressing your exposed legs or the back of your neck and my lips kissing and nibbling everything that I

My Life In General
Im just sick in tired of being alive. I have No Life, No friends ( well the only friends i think I have are on here) none in my real life at the home front. And thats all becasue of my husband of 10 yrs... He doesnt trust no one or me...thinks if i meet anyone of line is cus they want to have sex with me. Which is not all true.. halloween is coming up and i get a call from my sister ohh byt the way can you watch my 3 kids so i can go to a halloween party with my friends..Im like fine i will since i have nothing else to do or no life or party of my own..Im just sick in tired of being used to watch kids so my sisters can go out..im just wish someone understands what i go though..

Written By A 15 Year Old Boy
WRITTEN BY A 15 yr. Old SCHOOL KID IN ARIZONA : New Pledge of Allegiance (TOTALLY AWESOME) ! Since the Pledge of Allegiance And The Lord's Prayer Are not allowed in most Public schools anymore Because the word 'God' is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer : Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses

Distance Between U/us
Gazing at the stars in a dark night Uttering sweet words beneath pale moonlight I wish you can see I wish you can hear I wish you can kiss and hold me tight I close my eyes and shed those tears Thinking how far you are from me Then I look above and see the stars How they light, they glitter and sparkle Despite how far they are by sight I find myself smiling as I realize That though distance between us Kept us apart but only in body And never in heart You gave me reason to smile You gave me reason to hope You gave me so much and I can never ask for more

Just A Deep Loving Kiss
I love you with all I am And all I'll ever be. You are my moon, my sun and stars, My earth, my sky, my sea. My love for you goes on Beneath both life and death, So deep it must remain when I Have drawn my last faint breath. Holding you for months and years Will make Time disappear, Will make your lips, my lips, your face My face, your tear my tear; Will make us one perfect person intertwined in bliss, Not man or woman, live or dead-- Just a deep, loving kiss! WITCHYS WIKKED GRAPHIX

Takin Donations
Goofy Gurl Needs Our Help! This very sweet lady is going for spotlight an needs donations any amount that you can spare to help her reach her goal will be greatly appreciated...she is offering salutes an rates for your donations so if you would like to help her out click the link below an go see what you can work out with one of fulands best hearts... ~DJ GoofyGurl~Manager at Legends Saloon & Member of Rating Revolution This Bulletin Brought to you by: ~Wizard~Owner of Club Tabu~

A Little Too Hooah!!
A LITTLE TOO HOOAH You Might be a LITTLE too hooah If.... the only time you and the spouse eat without the kids is at the unit "dining out". you always back into parking spaces. you have to look up your parents phone number, but can dial the CQ, SDNCO, company, battalion and brigade with no problem at all. each page of your vacation atlas has two routes marked. your favorite author is Mike Malone or Tom Clancy. when your kids are too noisy, you announce "at ease!" you don't own any blue ink pens. your leave always occurs during the last week of September. you keep a box of MREs at home and in the trunk of your car in case of emergencies. when talking to relatives by phone, you end the conversation with "out here." you refer to your spouse as "Household 6" or CINC House." you've seen Patton enough times to memorize his speech. CNN is your favorite program. you call the Post Locator instead of Information to find your friends. you take the family camping with no tent o

Show Her Love
REAPERS GIRLZZZ IS PROUD TO PIMP OUT OF OT THERE HOTTEST HOTTIES. Casper4420 is a loveable, sexy chick trying to lvl like the rest of us. You need to Rate/Fan/Add and Bling this chick.. You feeling generous get her a blast, Happy Hour, Bling Pak.. She has a total picture count of 366 and Stash of 10. Thats less then 30 mins of rating. So what are waiting for. you know shes hot click on the picture and play with Fubars Hottest Ghost!! This Pimp out is Brought to you By: *~DJ Always Erica~*Owner of Reapers GirlZZZ~*5 Alarm Hotties~FW to DJ ReaperOwned By Beautiful Mess~@ fubar

*~meet My New Owner~*
♥ Meet My New Owner! ♥ crunchman8117 He is very Kind, Generous and Friendly. He is also a GREAT OWNER! And most of all he is a very Sweet person and a Great Gentleman! Feel free to check his page, Show Lots of Love and You'll never regret it! click the pic below for his profile...

Bored.. From Sherry & Per
What was the highlight of your day? getting an appointment for my oncology consultation Who has texted you today? Sirvalor Besides your mouth, where is your favorite spot to get kissed? My neck (it's even better than my mouth usually) How did you feel when you woke up? crappy Name something great that happened Friday? I got drunk and sang on rockband. When was the last time you saw your father? Must be 4 or 5 years ago.. i don't think he's met my son. Do you like your life as of now? Not the last few months Do you wish someone would call or text you right now? Yes Do you regret doing something in the past week? Yes. Have you ever been kissed by a person that's name starts with J? Yes Do you drink coffee? No Do you crack your knuckles? No. What were you doing 20 minutes ago? Showering Does anyone call you babe or baby? Not really Last thing you drank? Coke What were you doing yesterday at midnight? sleeping What can't you

Stolen From Stacie
What was the highlight of your day? Still waiting for it. Who has texted you today? I don't have a cell Besides your mouth, where is your favorite spot to get kissed? Uuuuuhhh....? How did you feel when you woke up? Sad Name something great that happened Friday? Absolutely nothing When was the last time you saw your father? Yesterday Do you like your life as of now? No, but I see great potential and I hope Do you wish someone would call or text you right now? Always, but not just anyone..someone Do you regret doing something in the past week? Yup Have you ever been kissed by a person that's name starts with J? Hasn't everyone? Do you drink coffee? Nope Do you crack your knuckles? Yeah What were you doing 20 minutes ago? Playing poker Does anyone call you babe or baby? Yes, but I ask them not to Last thing you drank? Mt. Dew (Y) What were you doing yesterday at midnight? Watching cheesy kung-fu What can't you wait for? Win

The Model Military Spouse – God Created
THE MODEL MILITARY SPOUSE – GOD CREATED Author Unknown The good Lord was creating a model for military spouses and was into his sixth day of over-time when an angel appeared. She said, Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What’s wrong with the standard model? The Lord replied, Have you seen the specs on this order? They need to be completely independent, possess the qualities of both father and mother, be a perfect host/hostess to four or 40 with an hour’s notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, even if they are pregnant and have the flu; and they must be willing to move to a new location 10 times in 17 years. And, oh yes, they must have six pairs of hands. The angel shook her head. Six pairs of hands? No way. The Lord continued, Don’t worry, we will make other military spouses to help them. And we will give them an unusually strong heart so it can swell with pride in their spo

Definitions
A Daddy Dom commonly refers to a "Daddy Dominant". The BDSM world commonly lays claim to this personality. Although a Daddy Dom is a dominant figure in a woman's life (sometimes a male will also have a Daddy Dom) not all Doms are Daddies. A Daddy Dom is not about age play. Daddy in this case is not a noun but a verb. Daddy describes the feeling of comfort, security and guidance that a Daddy Dom provides. Any additional sexual behaviour is separate from the relationship of every day power exchange that a Daddy Dom provides. Daddy/lil girl Daddy/lil girl is a type of relationship rooted in consensual power inbalance where the dominant partner has a parental role as well as that of a sexual partner. Although it may be natural to think that it involves a father/daughter relationship, that is not always the emphasis. While there is no direct connection between 'Daddies' or 'girls' and incest , many - espcially females - seem excited by the taboo or submissive feelings associated with

Bored. Stolen From Per.
What was the highlight of your day? Still waiting for it. Who has texted you today? No one. Besides your mouth, where is your favorite spot to get kissed? The nape of my neck. How did you feel when you woke up? Good. Name something great that happened Friday? My mother was approved for an assisted living apartment. When was the last time you saw your father? He died on August 29, 1999. :( Do you like your life as of now? Pretty much. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now? Maybe. Do you regret doing something in the past week? Yes. Have you ever been kissed by a person that's name starts with J? Of course. Do you drink coffee? Yes. Do you crack your knuckles? No. What were you doing 20 minutes ago? Starting Dinner. Does anyone call you babe or baby? Not really. Last thing you drank? Juice. What were you doing yesterday at midnight? Fu. What can't you wait for? Seeing Justin and Blake. Last text message

4 Days Of Coastal And Canyon Racing - Part 1
I was sitting in a flat in Paris last November and decided to put together a small run along the Northern California coast and into the Redwoods. The end of August looked good for weather and did not conflict with other events. The run would be a total of four days of insane coastal and canyon racing with stops for really tasty treats and beer (none of that pseudo-chicken BS here). If you've never been to Northern California or the Redwoods, it is impossible to describe. The scenic beauty of the coastline is eclipsed only by the enormity of the California redwoods. Check out the following pics of The Lost Coast and the Redwoods (it will save me from typing 1,000 words). The first day of driving had us meeting at The Palace of Fine Arts in San Francisco. My buddies Ted and Seth came up from Los Angeles and met us there. Ted's car is a 1972 Datsun 510 with an Autech SR20DE engine that puts out 275HP stock (just say, wow!). Ted's also an avid racer that I describe as "boringly efficien

Attention All Kitties
Hiya Everyone, I have a wee anouncement, I have a new job finally, which is going to restrict me even more on the time spent with the group, so in light of this, i have asked Dani to become Co-Owner & help out with the Kitties, she has full authority to make any decision ( within Reason lol ) If theres any issues with this please come to me directly. I Understand theres been a bit of talking among a few of you regarding certain issues, please if you have an issue raise it with me, as this is a NO drama zone & any further talk behind ones back & i will be approaching certain people to resign from the group. Im sorry i havent been putting much time into the group in the last few weeks, i have backed off a bit due to the constant self pitying/whining of certain members esp in the lounge which im sorry but any sane person cannot handle, we all have ( well i like to think you all do ) lives outside the internet, and its needs to be remembered that this group is to have fun, Any Sug

Rhonda Is Closing In On Godmother! Woot!
jade&jaksonsmom~25 To Life~Club Mystic~Owned by GaigeandMorgynsMom~Owner of aGem4Life & i am back@ fubar Only 641,512 to Godmother! If everyone with rate her pics and stash, we can get her a LOT closer! PLZ HELP! WOOT!

Rhonda Aka Jadeand Jaksonsmom Needs To Godmother! Woot!
jade&jaksonsmom~25 To Life~Club Mystic~Owned by GaigeandMorgynsMom~Owner of aGem4Life & i am back@ fubar Only 641,512 to Godmother! If everyone with rate her pics and stash, we can get her a LOT closer! PLZ HELP! WOOT!

What Is A Daddy Dom
A Daddy Dom is the most tender of all Dominants. He loves His adult little one with an undying passion. He always has his submissive's best interest in mind, even when it conflicts with his personal desires. That doesn't mean that he gives into her every whim. There can be a huge difference in her desires and her real needs. He has to be able to make that sacrifice for her if needed. And yes, at times he does punish her. This usually hurts him just as much if not more than her, but he will always do what's best for her. He helps her set and reach her goals in life, not just in the lifestyle. He will help her improve herself to be the best she can be, not for HIM but for her ! He's not just looking to make her a better submissive, but a better person in general. He becomes many things in her life, a mentor, a teacher, a protector, a guide, AND� a lover! He offers her what she needs most of all, unconditional love and acceptance. He is consistent in his actions so that she kno

Happy Halloween....costume Photos...
Alright all my super sexy ladies...we need each of you to dress up for Halloween and take some super gorgeous pics for us to post...as always...full body shots preferred...pretty please...Hugz and luvz!!! Scarlet & Toad Ohhhhh...and if you wanna make them a salute to the VIPER girls that would be even better...

You Have All The Answers
Finding Answers Within You Have All the Answers Many of us seek the answers to life's questions by looking outside of ourselves and trying to glean advice from the people around us. But as each of us is unique, with our own personal histories, our own sense of right and wrong, and our own way of experiencing the world that defines our realities, looking to others for our answers is only partially helpful. The answers to our personal questions can be most often found by looking within. When you realize that you always have access to the part of you that always knows what you need and is meant to act as your inner compass, you can stop searching outside of yourself. If you can learn to hear, trust, and embrace the wisdom that lives within you, you will be able to confidently navigate your life. Trusting your inner wisdom may be awkward at first, particularly if you grew up around people who taught you to look to others for answers. We each have exclusive access to our inner k

Doctors, Chafe, And Exhaustion
I go to the doctor tomorrow (wee!) to get my lungs checked out and to get prescribed some more asthma crack. I have successfully brought my Algrebra I grade up to a C and now I have the possibility of finishing off the class in a few weeks with a B average, as long as I pwn the final exam. If there is anyone on here who can be a cyber algebra tutor for me, I'll show you my ta-ta's and buy you a raspberry tea from Sonic. :P Still taking art requests.

How My Ex Treats Me
i just hate the way my ex treats me ! they (all my exs) say one thing and then if i don't CRAWL back on my hands and knees. they still treat me with no respect. Take for instance my ex that i kicked to the curb.( he told everyone " he kicked me to the curb" and then he expects me take him back ! yeah , right ! and just today, a guy that we both knEw told me that he stuck my picture w/a needle. how immature can he get.(MY EX) and yesturday, i got my bike baack and he was (crying) like a little girl. all he did was just use me and then trashed me. i mean , why can't men just grow up and stop trying to control me. Yeah, i may of been naive in the beginning but come on ...... i have learned alot from my exs. that is why, i am now single and loving it.

I'm Flogging Amazed!
Wow... Have you guys ever noticed that like EVERY CHICK ON HERE needs to get naked??? Seriously! What's up with that??? Where's the elusive mystery? Where's the quiet flirting?? It's like "Look I have booooooooooobs!" Uhm no hunny, you have chlamydia.

Warning.....she Will Scam You!
OK all I know alot of you are offering fubucks (usually 1.5-2 mil) per Auto 11 Bling. Well I am here to inform you all about this person going around saying they will give you the bling for the fubucks but as soon as you transfer your money she blocks you from her page. Here are some screen shots of what had happend to me So Please Feel Free To Speak You Mind To Her. Alls You Have To Do Is Click Any Pick And It Will Take You To Her Profile. Oh Yeah I gotta Thank Mizz for all her help with the screen shots of her page and just for fun i gotta throw this one in here THIS WARNING WAS BROUGHT TO YOUR ATTENTION BY: ƒЇℜê~RL/BF & FU Husband to Erica~Owned by SCHOOLGIRL~ Member of Club Far

Contest
To all my friends i have helped,i have never asked you people for anything before,but Becky Blythe is also a friends of mine and she needs your help to win the contest she is in.will everybody pitch in and help me with this?I promise i will never ask you for another favor.thank you guys and gals for everything.I love you all. mvallen11

I'll Breathe For You...
A couple friends of mine are going through tough times right now. This is for them. They know who they are. Brandy "Right Here (Departed)" "The fires got you down on both knees, And the walls are closin in but I'll be breakin through..." -REL

Awe.....love
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment. When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so ha

The Top Ten Breeches Of Bdsm Etiquette
The Top Ten Breeches of BDSM Etiquette By Mistress Ren Growing up, we are taught the importance of etiquette - societal etiquette, business etiquette, etiquette for Grandma's house, etc. Good etiquette is our way of showing others that we respect them. Having been in the scene for quite a while, I've witnessed my share of faux pas. The following are breeches of scene etiquette that I have seen over the years. They are in no particular order… 1) Talking indiscreetly about private BDSM parties. Whether it be before the fact - or after - talking indiscreetly about play parties can, at the least, get folks angry with you, and, at the most, have you permanently removed from future guest lists. Because private homes or function spaces can only accommodate so many people, many party hosts find that they are limited in the number of folks they can invite. When invitees talk openly about the upcoming party, or a party they have just attended, people not on the guest list tend

Basic Bdsm Etiquette
Basic BDSM Etiquette Many people just breaking into the Lifestyle have had very limited dealings with other people who are into BDSM. Their ideas and experiences are often limited to books they have read, scenarios they have imagined, and relationships they may have had in cyberspace. All of these realms are very often firmly rooted in fantasy and can bear little if any resemblance to real life. Thus, many people new to the lifestyle have some very unrealistic expectations about how to behave and how others might treated them. A note to new folks: We're all just people. Don't be afraid. We have jobs and families and homes. Those of us active in the Lifestyle vary in our level of involvement. For some, BDSM is a fun, sexy thing to do. For others, it is a journey that encompasses their entire lives. Most players are somewhere in between. Like the rest of the world, most of us are pretty nice most of the time. Sometimes we act rude or angry and get to apolog

Speak Of The Deaths Of Kings...
Yeah, Y/you knew it was coming & I'd hate to disappoint, so here's my obligatory election blog. lol To sum up my feelings on McCain, let me just repeat a bumper sticker I saw recently: "McCain=Bush's third term" If I've learned one thing over the past 8 years, its that the republicans can't see past their own wallets. I sat by and watched as Bush read stories to school children while terrorists attacked our country. Instead of seeking out the man responsible for those attacks, he used the incident as an excuse to gain control over Iraqi oil. I watched the news, as Bush flew over New Orleans 3 times, before he decided to act. The biggest slap in the face were these recent "bail outs" that we will end up paying for, as soon as the next tax season arrives. I read an article that said we would each have received $300,000, if that money had been given to the american people. Instead, it was bestowed upon crooked bankers & businessmen to save businesses that will probably go under anyway

Auto 11s 10/29 At 10:00am To 10/30 At 10:00am
LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED My auto 11s will be on 10/29/08 at 10:00am, so you can come party on my page today, and level! The 11's will be activated from 10/22/08 10:00am until 10/30/08 10:00am... I will have auto 11's and a bunch of pics and stash for you to rate... Happy leveling!!! Special Invitation to all fu's! 'Princess Leia' to Oracle

Cows...
The 2008 update SOCIALISM You have 2 cows. You give one to your neighbor. COMMUNISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both and gives you some milk. FASCISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both and sells you some milk. NAZISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both and shoots you. BUREAUCRATISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both, shoots one, milks the other, and then throws the milk away... TRADITIONAL CAPITALISM You have two cows. You sell one and buy a bull. Your herd multiplies, and the economy grows. You sell them and retire on the income. SURREALISM You have two giraffes. The government requires you to take harmonica lessons. AN AMERICAN CORPORATION You have two cows. You sell one, and force the other to produce the milk of four cows. Later, you hire a consultant to analyse why the cow has dropped dead. VENTURE CAPITALISM You have two cows. You sell three of them to your publicly listed company, using letters of credit opene

An Update....
Ok, to the earlier blog some have asked and some people haven't, but to those that di here is your scoop!! As some know I take a break from 8-9 to watch my show ...kinda a crime thing and watching for updates on important cases... So we push to last night around 9pm I seemed to miss something...so about 920 I start hearing screams from my hallway. They aren't the type you want to hear. As I exited my apartment, which is in a good area of Pittsburgh and was met at the door by the local police. They advised me of a man being shot...huh say what...not in my house you know. So for the next few hours it was interviews, crime scene and another interview till they left at 4am. In the midst of that time a lot went through my head not just in this, but in everyway. I tried to sleep, but each time I layed down the dread filled my head with fear, guilt, sorrow, anger in the end thankful for one reason; my son Isaac wasn't here for once. The calls had to be made to my family and ex cau

This Was Done In June..so I Can Only Imagine How Many More There Are.
Saturday, June 21, 2008 Collection of Obama Flip-Flops In no particular order... # Special interests In January, the Obama campaign described union contributions to the campaigns of Clinton and John Edwards as "special interest" money. Obama changed his tune as he began gathering his own union endorsements. He now refers respectfully to unions as the representatives of "working people" and says he is "thrilled" by their support. (Source: Washington Post) # Public financing Obama replied "yes" in September 2007 when asked if he would agree to public financing of the presidential election if his GOP opponent did the same. Obama has now attached several conditions to such an agreement, including regulating spending by outside groups. His spokesman says the candidate never committed himself on the matter. (Source: Washington Post) # The Cuba embargo In January 2004, Obama said it was time "to end the embargo with Cuba" because it had "utterly failed in the effort t

Ready To Run Away!
interesting i wake up everyday to this thing called life..and i have no idea where or when its going to change.. everyone says u can change ur life but im believing now that in most cases yes and in some u just cant.. I changed my job which will be starting on monday. im very excited about it but i have also found that in the middle of the good..the bad just keeps coming back. again i get this morning and something told me to call out of work..im on my last week and have a ton of days left to take..so i can at this point..i call my mom which many of u know and if u follow my blog..i have had major problems with this yr. anyway no answer..so i figure i better drive over there. Get there and she is just about in a coma well its seems.i take her blood sugar and its 23..I call 911 and start pumping OJ, yogurt anything i can find into her. needless to say..another day in the hopital all day and she is still there and they dont know what they are going to do at this point. She has mental i

Biotch Fight!!!
So, my friend on here Tabouslous is actually my best friends sister. She has been living with my best friend, as am I until I get my own apartment. Well stuff happened between her sister and her and she was kicked out. Well today she came over to get her stuff, she was screaming and being out of control. My friend opened the door to tell her to stop because of all our kids were sleeping, tabbi starts yelling some more then all of the sudden she came after me and punched me!! WTF!!?? All I was doing was standing in the kitchen making sure she didnt come after my friend, and then she comes after me saying she hates me and wants to fucking kill me, my friends husband and tabbi's boyfriend held her back but she got lose and came after me again!!! Seriously people I did or said nothing, I have nothing to do with this situation, I am not a violent or mean person, I keep the peace with everyone...so anyways they finally get her out of the house and lock the door. Then she starts pounding on t

4 Arty
Obsession by The Human League You are an obsession I cannot sleep I am your possession Unopened at your feet There's no balance No equality Be still I will not accept defeat I will have you Yes, I will have you I will find a way and I will have you Like a butterfly A wild butterly I will collect you and capture you CHORUS: You are an obsession You're my obsession Who do you want me to be To make you sleep with me You are an obsession You're my obsession Who do you want me to be To make you sleep with me I feed you I drink you My day and my night I need you I need you By sun or candlelight You protest You want to leave Stay Oh, there's no alternative Your face appears again I see the beauty there But I see danger Stranger beware A circumstance In your naked dreams Your affection is not what it seems CHORUS My fantasy has turned to madness And all my goodness Has turned to badness My n

Words Of "my Angel"
TO YOU MY SWEET..... I WANTED EVERYONE TO SEE, WHAT YOU TRULY MEAN TO ME. AN ANGEL SENT TO RECIEVE MY LOVE, AN ANGEL SENT FROM HEAVEN ABOVE. A PERFECT WOMAN TO WALK WITH ME DOWN THE PATH OF LIFE. A WOMAN I PROUDLY CALL MY WIFE. LOVING YOU IS THE GREATEST PLEASURE GIVEN TO ME, WITH THESE WORDS I HOPE U SEE. NOTHING COULD EVER GIVE ME HAPPINESS AS YOU AND ME. TOGETHER WE LOVE, WE LAUGH, WE SMILE LOVING EACH OTHER ALL THE WHILE. YOU WERE GIVIN TO ME TO LOVE AND CHERISH, MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER PARISH. A LOVE I'LL KEEP TILL THE VERY END. A LOVE AND PASSION FOR THE GREATEST FRIEND. I LOVE MRS RICHARD DAVID SHEPHERD

Wet
Sooo...about 15 minutes ago I hear a weird noise. I go into the bathroom, and ...surprise! The whole floor is fuckin covered with water, and the toilet is leaking like crazy. I try to fix it by pulling up on the lift rod, and the fucking thing breaks off! Sending a geiser of toilet water into my face. FUCK!! Then the flush valve got fucked up from pressure,m and just came off. So I figure out that the only way to stop the fuckin water from spouting like crazy is it pull up the stub that used to be the lift rod and tie it to the float ball. I tied it with a sock, and the water stopped. Then the maintenance guy came in and said that the water seeped to the FUCKIN BASEMENT! From my 3rd floor! We'll see if the old farts below me have any damages. I am so fuckin mad right now, I wish I had some dynamite so I could blow that damn toilet to pieces. And now I probably smell like the toilet.

Come Rock Out With Dj Bartab He Will Rock Your Socks Off
EXCALIBUR RAWK RADIO PRESENTS DJ BARTAB HE KICKS AZZ!!!!! > DJ BARTAB IS DJ'ING RIGHT NOW IN THE BEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR WE KICK AZZ!!! COME SEE THE BADAZZ RAWKIN OUT!!!!!!! HAVE SOMETHING U WANT TO HEAR ASK HIM HE WILL GET IT FOR U THE BEST HE CAN!!!!! CLICK ON THE BARTAB TO ENTER!!

Pyroteknics Bully- Help Wanted
Chech it out!! A new lounge is taking over Fubar! Great music..No Drama..Awesome people..HOT cam girls!! Who could ask for more.. PyRoTeKnIcS is now hiring reliable staff! Think you have what it takes? Hiring following positions: Promoters DJ's Security Greeters Pyro Cam Girls Stop by join the party and have some fun!!

Jævlig. Helt For Jævlig!!!
BZ: Jævlig. Helt for jævlig! Hvem andre kan høre på slikt møl enn nazister? Sangen beviser mitt poeng for faen! Tro: Kremt. La oss komme tilbake til Hess. Du har vist en påfallende interesse for personen, og det virker som ditt eneste argument er at han var egypter og at Ian Curtis nevner ham på Factory samlingen fra '78 med Warsaw. Har du noe annet og bedre grunnlag for en Hess-nostalgi enn hordene av nazi-mimrere som bruker nettopp Hess som kampmiddel? BZ: Nei. Og jeg beundrer heller ikke Hess. Imidlertid førte en undersøkelse av Salome og Egypt meg til en aha-opplevelse. Noe måtte ha ført de bayerske jodlerne mot en undersøkelse av egyptisk religion. Og jeg mener det er sannsynlig at Hess er skurken i den forbindelsen. Og det er interessant at han flyktet til England. Det kan sees som en bevisst strategi, til og med iscenesatt av Hitler, hvis vi ser det som en desperat fastholdelse i en tilknytning mot USA el.l. Og det kan sees som et forsøk på å beholde en viten som gikk u

My Fav Song! Love The Words They Are So True!
Dreamed I was missing You were so scared But no one would listen Cause no one else cared After my dreaming I woke with this fear What am I leaving When I'm done here So if you're asking me I want you to know When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed And don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Don't be afraid I've taking my beating I've shared what I've been I'm strong on the surface Not all the way through I've never been perfect But neither have you So if you're asking me I want you to know When my time comes Forget the wrong that ive done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Forgetting All the hurt inside You've learned to hide so well Pretending Someone else can c

Why I'm Here
WHY I'M HERE I'm here so you don't have to be I'm here cause you don't wanna be I'm here because I wanna be, I asked to I'm here to do my part, for these people, this country, for my brothers and sisters I'm here so hopefully your kids and mine won't ever have to see or be involved with war I'm here so you can see their 1st steps, hear their 1st words, be there for that ballgame and 1st day of school, that b-day, Christmas etc. I'm here to serve my country and defend its freedoms and liberties I'm here so you can protest and be disrespectful I'm here for those who have come before me, paid the ultimate sacrifice and for those who are to come I'm here for those who can't I'm here cause I feel an obligation deep inside me that if I am able to serve I should and will til I can't I'm here for the families who have lost loved ones in wars and conflicts I'm here for those 18 and 19 year old early 20's men and women you consider kids who are far from home protecting you willingl

Yeah I Thought I Knew This Stuff Too
1. Spell your name backward -relheoK enerI eidnarB 2. Story behind your name My Middle name is after my great grand mother 3. whens your birthday Nov 1,1978 4. Where do you live - St Louis, MO DESCRIBE YOUR: 5. Wallet - Pictures, membership cards, bank card, credit card,Drivers License 6. Eyes - Dark Brown 7. Toothbrush - Blue and white 8. Jewelry worn daily - tongue ring, shroom necklace 9. Cell Phone - Verizon ice blue chocolate 10. Pillow cover right now - white 11. Car - um Ford Explorer Eddie Bower Edition 12. Bedroom: - Dark and Messed Up 13. Sunglasses - Lost 15. Cologne/Perfume - PURE INSTINCT 16. CD in stereo right now - burnt stuff 17. Piercings - ears tongue 18. What you are wearing now - Thong,Bra, Jeans, T-shirt, Hoodie 19. Wishing - If i tell you my wishes they wont come true 20. Wanting - More time 21. After this - Make dinner and Homework with My Girls 22. If you could get away with it

Im Maxed Need Some Help From Friends
If you have a few minutes and few comments to spare would love a little help with my giveaway I am 4200 comments away from finishing and i am maxed for today so if you could spare some time and some comments please feel free you know i love back so whatcha got to lose....

Chicken Man
SO...driving down past the courthouse, i happen to spy this fella in a chicken costume, standing outside. decided to stop and have a chat, because i'm just the kind of gal that can't resist a man in a chicken suit....esp one holding a sign! he let me snap off a couple of pix, and we held short palaver... well come to find out, he's out there because a short while ago he was picketing in front of the courthouse, trying to make it heard the unfair treatment of detainees and inmates in the city of jackson jail... while picketing some local police officers took it upon themselves to beat up chicken man (i don't know if he was wearing the chicken costume @ the time)...but chicken man states that it was pretty brual. needless to say, he's trying to be heard, and i support him fully in his endeavors. thought i'd share today's interestng happening.

Pub Crawl - Nov 15 - Salem, Ma
Hi Everyone... sorry it took so long.. but here it is.. the FALL PUB CRAWL!!! SATURDAY, NOVEMBER 15 starting at 7 pm in SALEM, MA The Pub Crawl Schedule: Finz - 7 - 7:45 CAPTS (Pickering Wharf) - 8 - 8:45 Dodge Street Bar & Grill - 9 - 9:45 Lobster Shanty 9:45 - 10 (guzzle and go) O'Neill's - 10 - 11 Rockafella's - 11 - Close We hope to see you all there. Get the word out. Repost this to your friends that you would like to join the crawl! If you have questions, send me a PM. Maybe I'll see you out! Door

Thank Yous
I just wanted to thank those of the Squad,who added me and rated me and accepted my friendship. I will do my best to stay in touch with you all. If i am slacking I am sure someone of you will remind me to stay in contact. When at some point I am at appropiate level, I will add you to my family and add more pics. So bear with me. Take care, have a great rest of your day and have fun on here. Miss Z. HUGGGGGLLLLEEESSSS http://fubar.com/fuluvbombsquad

The Invitation
The Invitation by Oriah It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dream for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful to be realistic to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is t

Mia The Inked Slut Needs Yur Help! Made By Herworld!
Mia "the inked slut" is asking for your help in a Halloween contest! help out all you can show this Inked Slut some bombing love! MIA The Inked Slut is offering 10k for 100 fubucks and Mz. Just Me just announced if you leave MIA 300-500 comments she will give you a bling! please show her some love too ~*~ Mz. Just Me ~*~ DamienDarke's Sexy Lil HellCat ~*~ So That's 10 K For 100 Comments and 1 Bling for 300-500 Comments. Message MIA /Mz Just Me and let them know how many you left!

Check Her Out
MEET MY NEW OWNER! CHECK OUT THIS HOTTIE! ALSO WHILE YOU ARE THERE SHOW HER SOME MAD LOVE BY RATING/FANNING/ADDING HER, MAYBE EVEN RATE SOME PICS AND STASH. OH, BTW DON'T FORGET TO TELL HER THAT KASEY SENT YOU. ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW. MISS LEXI RAYNE THIS BULLY WAS MADE BY: †KASEY†SARGE'S BAD GIRLS†FU ANGEL†FU BOMBER†NICCI'S LOVER†OWNED BY MISS LEXI RAYNE†

The New Woman After Six Degrees Of Separation
So last night after work I met Martha and our kids at our local Kmart where she used to work, where her sister Mary still works, and Sears took over (officially, it’s Kmart that bought Sears but they seem to be doing everything Sears’ way) while evidently importing poor work ethics. We were looking forward to pizza dinner at Little Caesar’s within Kmart, but they had closed at six because no one would work it. Sarah was so set on pizza – as we were leaving Kmart, she turned to Martha holding her and said in shock, “We didn’t get the pizza!” – and so were we that we went to Pizza Hut instead. We actually have two in Minot, on the same road (US-83, known locally as Broadway) running through the center of town, so we went to the closer one and enjoyed their $19.99 special – two medium one-topping pizzas, breadsticks, and Hershey’s Dunkers (chocolate-coated dipping sticks with chocolate sauce). Yummy! This morning Martha’s the one who had to go to work early; she works seven to

I'm A Thief.
Today is a better day. I'm in a bright and sunny mood and my thoughts are pretty positive. Sometimes it's difficult to be that way. Lately, I've had a reason or two to spend most of my time being bright and sunny...but those same things also make me the exact opposite. I've found someone that I really want to spend time with. I want to know him. I want to have long talks with him and sit across from him and make him smile. But...there's so little time. So many hurdles to overcome...so many boundaries and miles and weights pressing down. People who say that "If you care enough about spending time with someone, you'll make the time for them" obviously never had our lives. He said something to this effect. And he was right. So, I'm stealing his line.

My First Entry In A Contest, Please Help Me
I'm in my first contest, please help me.The contest will start: Wednesday, October 29th @ 12 p.m. Fu-time! Will end: Wednesday, November 12th @ 12 p.m. THIS WILL BE A COMMENT BOMBING CONTEST! RATES worth 10 points (no min.) COMMENTS worth 5 points (min 80k) FIRST PRIZE 1 MILLION FU-BUCKS SECOND PRIZE 500K FU-BUCKS THRID PRIZE 250K FU-BUCKS Get everyone you can to help too please.

...tears...
I watched my aunt pass away because everyone was so worried about my uncle they didnt see she was sick. Now everyones worrying about my father and not realizing that my mother is just as bad. She puts off her health problems and concerns to be their for her children. It kills me to think that I can lose her, shes my best friend and the only one that knows my hopes and dreams. Hell she even knows about every guy in my life. I dont know what to do my father just told me I have to be the bigger person and hes puttin it on my shoulders to deal with this. Because she isnt listening to him. That I have to get my brothers and sisters together and let them know that our mother isnt doing good! This is the most unfair thing in the world to know that someone u love is not well but wont take your advice. Im tryin to be the bigger person but all i get is hot tears running down my face, and thoughts of what if things dont get better. Idk what to do:(

Top 10 Rejected Valentine's Day Cards
Top 10 REJECTED Valentine's Day Cards 10. I admire your strength, I admire your spunk But the thing I like best, is getting you drunk. 9. Our love will never become cold and hollow Unless, one day, you refuse to swallow. 8. I bought this Valentine's card at the store In hopes that, later, you'd be my whore. 7. This feels so good, it feels so right I just wish it wasn't $250 a night. 6. You're a woman of style, you're a woman of class Especially when I'm spanking, your big-round-fat ass. 5. Before I met you, my heart was so famished But now I'm fulfilled. . . SO MAKE ME A SAMICH!!! 4. Through all the things that came to pass Our love has grown. . . but so's your ass. 3. You're a honey. . . and you're a cutie I just wished you had J-Lo's "booty". 2. I don't wanna be sappy or silly or corny So, right to the point, let's do it, I'm horny! 1. If you think that hickey looks like a blister, you should check out the one that I gave to your sister!

Forever In Darkness
surrounded by the woods at night, blocking all but the firelight, i crawl towards you, surrounding you in total black. forced to your knees, you obey my every whim, caressed by the whip, harnessed to the board, crashing against you, as you shiver in delight. wicked tongue exploring deep inside forced among the folds, caressing you from the inside, far from the cries of men, far from the lights of the city, this demon of the dark will take you, in every shape and form. there you go hope you like it!!!

Identity Thieves
Can anyone tell me why anyone on this Fubar website would want to take someone else's pics and post them as their own? I mean come on if your HOTT your HOTT and if your NOTT your NOTT. Last night I found out that this guy on my friends list had taken pics from one of my other friends profile and posted them as his own. I saw his salute and wondered why he had someone else posted as his default pic. But now I can see why, this guy was FUUUUUGGGGGLLLLLYYYY. He didn't and couldn't compare himself to my friend the one he took the pics from. I mean why do there have to be so many Fake Ass People out there? Why not be honest that is what really matters. Anyway I was so mad I deleted his ugly ass this morning. I just had to get that off my chest, so now I feel better.

Released
Released I release thee from the bond that holds tight, to find one true loves light, never to haunt your dreams again, never to come on a moments whim. I release thee from the bond that ever was, dropped from mind but never heart, lost and found but never hurt, trapped in time was never enough. I release thee from the bond of pain, to never again know the breaking of thy soul, to live with all thy know, to be one with all but always heal thyself, to be with the one thy love with all thy might, to be with the one thy hold so tight. I release thee to the world thy know, i release the key that i held so long, opening the door for thee with so much glee, hoping that our lives should past in the distant day, i release thee from all your pain. that is all i hope you like. I wrote it from the heart and i hope you take it as a good thing. I will see ya'll on the flipside. Ares

The Real Stonecutter
Ok those of you on here i have been talking to know my rantings about my husband and were beginning to wander why i ever married him in the first place-- I had began to wonder my self but after reading my Bible a few minutes ago-something I have kinda gotten out of since my momma died and me and him seperated- God gently reminded me of the wife of Provebs 31 she has been my role model for nine years. You will get to know me better in a much later blog but right now it's the husbands moment. He can be irritating, he can be extremly rude and bossy and loud. I have learnd that when he feels threatened he will become posseeive of my but he does have his issues more than most of us he has very good reasons but you know what that not what this blog is about. The real stonecutter is a very wonderful man if you can ever get him off the computer to spend time with you he can be quit caring and loving and wonderful. I love him immensly and I hope he realizes that after he reads this. He is funny

Spaghetti
A man was having an affair with an Italian woman for several years. One night, she confided in him that she was pregnant. Not wanting to ruin his reputation or his marriage, he agreed to pay her a large sum of money if she would go to Italy to secretly have the child. If she stayed in Italy to raise the child, he would also provide child support until the child turned 18. She agreed, but asked how he would know when the baby was born. To keep it discreet he told her to simply mail him a post card and write on the back spaghetti. He would then arrange for the child support payments to begin. One day, about 9 months later, he came home to his confused wife. "Honey, you received a very strange post card today. Oh, just give it to me and I'll explain it later. The wife obeyed and watched as her husband read the card, turned white and fainted. On the card was written spaghetti, spaghetti, spaghetti, spaghetti, spaghetti. Three with meatballs, two without. Send extra s

Politics
A little boy goes to his dad and asks, 'What is Politics?' Dad says, 'Well son, let me try to explain it this way: I am the head of the family , so call me The President. Your mother is the administrator of the money, so! we call her the Government. We are here to take care of your needs, so we will call you the People. The nanny, we will consider her the Working Class. And your baby brother, we will call him the Future. Now think about that and see if it makes sense.' S o the little boy! Goes off to bed thinking about what Dad has said. Later that night, he hears his baby brother crying, so he gets up to check on him. He finds that the baby has severely soiled his diaper. So the little boy goes to his parents' room and finds his mother asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room Finding the door locked, he peeks in the keyhole and sees his father in bed with the nanny. He gives up and goes back to bed.

Morning Lovin'
She was standing in the kitchen preparing to boil eggs for breakfast,wearing only the T' shirt that she normally slept in. As I walked in almost awake, she turned and said softly, 'You've got to make love to me this very moment.' My eyes lit up and I thought, 'I am either still dreaming or this is going to be my lucky day.' Not wanting to lose the moment, I embraced her and then gave it my all; right there on the kitchen table. Afterwards she said, 'Thanks,' and returned to the stove, her 'T'shirt still around her neck. A little puzzled, I asked, 'What was that all about?' She explained, 'The egg timer's broken.'

Rules?
Due to some recent events in my life and in the news I have become disgusted with the state of how men act and how they treat women these days. I understand that to some degree some women are at fault for the things that happen but that isn’t an excuse in my book. Some of you know me well enough to know I was raised old-fashioned. For those of you who don’t know me, I was raised to respect women and be a gentleman at all times.Now I admit that in these days and times it is hard to be a gentleman but I still do it as much as possible. I don’t care if people see it as a joke or something out of date.... cause how can respect be out of date. So to this I have decided to start a list of rules to pass around here and everywhere else I can to try to bring back the idea gentleman and manhood in its best forms. For those of you who read this I thank you for taking the time and I hope this idea takes off like I want it to. Please leave any comments that you think may help me out... I will rea

Reality?
Metamorphosis He wakes up everyday, involving himself in the same endless routine. When he looks into the mirror he sees something else. It's not his normal human face he sees. It's like a plastic mask covering what used to be. Almost like an outer covering. Something protecting what is trapped beneath the surface. The mask serves as crucial evidence to the ***** that ran off somewhere with his love. He fell in love with that woman not long ago. She quickly became all he knew. Everything he did, everything he thought about was that girl. Before her, his life was somewhat dull. But after meeting her things changed for the better, or so he thought. But after months of what seemed like heaven to him he began to realize that this girl didn't seem to have the same deep feelings as he had for her. He proclaimed his love to her several times. But she never gave him the response he wanted back. So, in time he eventually faded away from her, telling her to disappear ou

Thoughts Lines Of Today
1.i can say in all honesty we cause alot pain for ourselfs. 2.when u real you dont have to say it you already are. 3.live to the point you dont care.but then live to the point you can turely care for others. 4.youre mind can be used for alot evil try good for a change. 5.you lieing if you dont say most race fits some kind of sterotypes. this is a short blog on my own saying cause i enjoying thinking out the normal views on thinking.

Oil Change Instructions
Oil Change instructions for Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change. 2) Drink a cup of coffee. 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change: $20.00 Coffee: $1.00 Total: $21.00 Oil Change instructions for Men: 1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00. 2) Stop by 7/11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. 10) Unscrew drain plug. 11) Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: splash hot oil on you in process. Cuss. 12) Craw

Confused
Yeah so Ray Jay and I know I'm pregnant. And I guess we are making ground. We still kiss and hug and make love and all of that stuff but we aren'tr technically dating. He says he hasn't given up on us and that he does want to fix us. Im sittin at his house right now I just don't know what to do. I found something out that really bothers me but I don't know if I should just go home and say to hell with this..or not. I feel lied to.

Losing Teeth
Well I went in to have a tooth checked out. There was no saving it. I was really sick a few years back and it really messed up my gums and the bones. I might lose the whole bottom row of teeth. This is really depressing to me. I know when I look at people I look at their teeth and now I will be on the other side of it. They had to remove one front bottom tooth. I now have a space there. It looks and feels weird. There is nothing I can do to save a few of them. My last dentist didn't make it any better because he wouldn't do a cleaning the whole 3 years I was going to him. He just keep pulling teeth and was thinking he was going to fix them before he would clean them. Now I know he was making it worst. I think it was the big bucks he was getting for doing the work. Well I hope the new dentist will make it better with out pulling the whole bottom row.

Britney's Visit.
Britney arrived for her visit on Monday and we've been having a wonderful time. I took 3 days off work so we could hang out. Mike, the annoying guy I work with, was not pleased and threw a hissy fit but SO WHAT! I was at the airport to meet Miss B when her plane arrived. We caused quit the stir with a lot of girly shrieking. It is so good to be with her again. I swear that girl gets prettier and prettier every time I see her. We jumped into an airport limo and headed back to my place. Brintey knows how to do things with STYLE. We spend the rest of the day just hanging out, chatting, laughing and catching up. When I told her all about my latest dating drama she pulled a present out of her suit case. It turned out to be a bottle of that beauty potion stuff she swears by. "You can thank me later", she said with a wink. She is such a goof but I love her. It's so nice to have her around. It really lifts my spirits. That evening we went out on the town. Figures the day Brintey arrives i

Redistribute
Yesterday on my way to lunch at Doe's, I passed one of the homeless guys in that area, with a sign that read 'Vote Obama, I need the money.' Once in the Doe's my waiter had on a 'Obama 08' tee shirt. When the bill came, I decided not to tip the waiter and explained to him while he had given me exceptional service, that his tee shirt made me feel he obviously believes in Senator Obama's plan to redistribute the wealth. I told him I was going to redistribute his tip to someone that I deemed more in need--the homeless guy outside. He stood there in disbelief and angrily stormed away. I went outside, gave the homeless guy $3 and told him to thank the waiter inside, as I had decided he could use the money more. The homeless guy looked at me in disbelief but seemed grateful. As I got in my truck, I realized this rather unscientific redistribution experiment had left the homeless guy quite happy for the money he did not earn, but the waiter was pretty angry that I gave away the money h

Dream Come True
Well, my dream finally came true...Rick called me after I got out of class Thursday, and we met at a gas station. I left my car there, and rode with him to his house in the next town over. As soon as the door was shut, he commanded me to take off my jacket. He went into another room and came out with a bandanna, which he promptly tied around my eyes as a blindfold. "Take your sweater off," he said, and helped me get it over my head. He turned me around with my back to him then, and he unfastened my bra. As it dropped to the floor, I felt his warm hands sliding their way to my tits. My nipples were standing at attention, both because they were cold and because I was turned on by being blindfolded and half-naked in the arms of someone other than my husband. Rick massaged my tits sensuously for a while, then slid his hands down my waist and unbuttoned my jeans. Trembling, I desperately tried to help him get them off. I bent over and unzipped my boots and slid them off my feet. I finish

The Night After
Oh Chris, How can I ever for get that first weekend we meet? It will be with me the rest of my life. After you left I went back into the room and lay in my bed and I could still feel you in the room with me. I feel asleep with the thought of you walking back into the room and taking me in your arms and making love to me all over again. Since my stay in London was going to be two weeks I decided to take your advice and have myself some as you put it. I got myself all dolled up and went out on the town. I found myself back in the Soho district. At some club the cabdriver told we was the hottest place in town. I paid the guy and went it. It was awesome. There were good looking guys all over the place and babes that would makes any mans mouth just water. When I got there I had wished that you were with me to have fun with me but I knew that you were home with Helen probably having some of your own. I went up to the bar and got me a drink and it was not long after that that I meet Dea

The Night Before
Remember our first meeting? After months of chatting and e-mailing each other you decided to visit England for your vacation and I arranged to meet up with you in London. We both realised our meeting would be simply 'as friend's with no strings or complications as you knew that I was married to Helen I guess we were both nervous and apprehensive but after a couple of drinks we were soon laughing and joking as if we had known each other for ages. We had so much in common...interests, likes / dislikes, I guess even after 30 minutes of each others company we both knew we would soon be enjoying each others bodies! it seemed so natural, so inevitable. The thing that struck me about you was your pleasant, down to earth nature...nothing false...I seem to remember you once telling me - 'What you see is what you get' After a couple of drinks we had dinner, then spent the next hour talking and dancing. During a slow dance we held each other closely, I could feel your tits pushing into my c

If Ur Smart
Im saving alot of girls the hastle of talkin to this man he is crazy as fuck we have been talkin for like 2 weeks and all of a sudden he dont know me he said it was his brother anthony hmmmm hes been go for 2 months and just got back big lie hes crazy and physco dont talk to him he's a liar and a dumbass and not that cute hes kinda ugly if u ask me is sn is crazy irish haha I know where the crazy came from now...

My Insane Thoughts For Today !!!!!!
I really hate people sometimes they tell you one things an dthen completly do another. I just for once excuse me for being logical would like someone to tell the fricken truth and follow though with what they say. I put myself in postions where i let myself be lied too and that is no ones fault but my own, but maybe sometimes i am just looking for someto be true...... ehhh fuck it who am i kidding life is a lie anyway. So I will continue to just cope and move on. So there is my insane rant for the day just a lil venting on my part.

Hands Off...or On
"I'm dying" "You're dying?" "I'm dying. It's something you, being a stubborn prude that you are, wouldn't understand. A mans' needs." Twenty-nine year old, Jack, grinned from behind the desk. He leaned back in his chair and kicked his feet up onto the desk. "Prude! Why you..." Jenna stuttered in shock, "I'll cut your balls off and feed them to a...a...a..." "A what, babe?" He chuckled. 'The nerve of this guy!' Jenna thought to herself. "I'll feed them to a rabbit!" "Babe." He broke out in laughter. "I'm not your babe!" She spat back with a red face. "I wouldn't ever stoop that low." Jack swore she had steam coming out her ears, but boy did she look hot when she was mad. He grinned an evil grin and whispered in a suductive voice. "In my dreams you are." "Liar! You have some nerve, coming in my place of business, and throwing yourself around like you own the place!" She stamped her foot on the ground for effect. Jack just laughed. Here was this 25 year-old, fiv

So Happy
I got my GED on October 24, 2008 and got alot of jokes that now I am an offical smartass and I have the papers to prove it. I came within 250 points of a perfect score. Go me I rock. Ialso finialized my divorce, I had to go through the "back door" so my ex couldn't forge my papers to stop me and I didn't file in my home state so he can't track that either, but it's final and I'm free. I also put in the papers that he is NOT the father of either of my children. I want him out of all of our lives FOREVER. He does nothing but hurt people and I'm not down with that anymore. I did what was best for myself and my FAMILY. Personally I'm 95% sure he truly is not my son's father anyway, So it's jut as well that I say he isn't and get him out now. My son says he's mean anyway and so does my daughter. They love their new stepfather though my daughter think he's just the coolest persom ever, Cause he buys her things she actually wants not just things to buy her love same as wit

The Concert
It's funny how things happen. One thing sparks another, which sparks another, which sparks another, and then you have success or failure;love or war. This time the outcome was success. It all began with a classical guitar concert. Something went wrong with the air conditioning at the original venue, so it was switched from a concert hall to a local theater stage, a new theater, at that. It featured seats that reclined and pull-down arm rests with receptacles for sodas. If you didn't want the arm rest, it just lifted and folded back between the seats. On the night of the concert I didn't want the armrest between us. Who would? You looked wonderful and smelled great. Shortish black skirt, ivory silk top and pearls. Very nice. I was happy to be with you. I didn't even mind when you dashed off two minutes before curtain time to use the ladies room. Poor thing. You returned just seconds after the lights went down, but that was another one of those critical "somethings". I put my ha

One Hot Summer Day
The sun hung in the sky like a huge golden orb. The breeze was just gentle enough to rock my hammock slightly beneath the two huge oak trees that gave me precious shade. Relaxed I let myself drift with the hammock. Truth is, I was picturing myself naked. Slick with desire for my current lover Dave. He was between my wide spread creamy thighs, pushed in as deep as possible our groins rubbing against each other as he took us both to a massive climax. Hey! I was bored and horny. A girl has to get her jollies where she can and when she can. My lover was working twelve-hour days I had needs and those needs were crying out for attention. My one hand slid down my sweat-slicked body, the other hand remained to tease and pull at my nipples. Nipples that perked up at the almost painful attention I was giving them. My other hand slid into my shorts and deep into my rapidly wetting pussy. Just as I felt the tightening of muscles that comes just before bliss, I heard Dave call my name.

The Locket
Some years ago when I was a senior in college, I wanted to get my girlfriend, Gina, something special for Valentine's Day. Gina had a very earthy quality about her. She wasn't blond, bony and plastic like so many mass produced Barbies. Although she was born in New York, her Italian heritage shown through as if she had just stepped off a ship from Milan. Her light brown eyes were a captivating contrast to her rich, long black hair that curled ever so slightly at the ends. She had full, red lips with a smile that could warm the coldest and dreariest of days. Describing her body as sexy and sensual would have been like saying a Stradivarius is a pretty good fiddle. And every single quality of her physical beauty was equaled by some aspect of her inner beauty. No matter how angry, sad or upset I was, she could instantly change my mood for the better simply by holding me her in her arms. As long as I had her by my side, the earth was heaven. I didn't have much money to spend on her gift,

Dance With Me
"What do you mean you never get to dance?" he asked from across the booth. "I just don't," she answered. "You don't get out much when you have a kid; you know that." "Oh, well this is gonna have to stop here and now. I'll be right back." He grinned and slipped out of the bench, got a bunch of singles from the bartender, and studied the silent jukebox. It was a Friday afternoon, so there wasn't much action in the place. He started feeding money to the machine and punching in selections, then walked back to her across the small dance floor with his hand held out. "C'mon, dance with me. I know you like these," he said as the opening riffs of "Mustang Sally" played, shaking his hips to the hard drumbeat and grinning. She laughed and held out her hand, letting him pull her up and onto the dance floor, letting him pull her close and slide his hand around her back, letting him lead her in a bump-and-grind, circling, both of them singing along and ignoring the bartender staring at the

On A Rainy Night
The night had been going just as planned. Katie and I had enjoyed a quiet meal alone that I had cooked, went to a movie, and we were now taking a nice walk through the neighborhood around my house. That is until it started raining, almost 4 blocks away from the house. We ran as fast as we could back to my house, but we still were soaked by the time we got in the door. I start to draw a bath, and offer to take Katie's clothes and put them in the dryer. She hands me her clothes, and quickly turns to enter the tub. I manage to catch a glimpse of her long shapely legs right before they enter the water. My penis starts to respond to that heavenly sight I just beheld as I walk to the laundry room. I hastily throw her clothes into the dryer, and add mine, having no intention of needing them for the rest of the night. I return to the bathroom, seeing Katie's relaxed face in the flicking light of the candles I placed out, the only light in the room. I enter the bathroom quietly, and get into

Golden Years. Whop Bop Pop
Tro: Interessant. Men nei. Den vekker ingen minner. Og om den handler om Hitler tviler jeg meget på. "If the black hadn't pulled her off", er det svartskjortene han tenker på tror du? Hahaha! Jeg kan også en sang av Bowie. Vi du høre? BZ: Nei. Men la gå. Tro: (synger) Golden years, gold whop whop whop Golden years, gold whop whop whop Golden years, gold whop whop whop Dont let me hear you say lifes taking you nowhere, angel Come get up my baby Look at that sky, lifes begun Nights are warm and the days are young Come get up my baby Theres my baby, lost thats all Once Im begging you save her little soul Golden years, gold whop whop whop Come get up my baby Last night they loved you, opening doors and pulling some strings, angel Come get up my baby In walked luck and you looked in time Never look back, walk tall, act fine Come get up my baby Ill stick with you baby for a thousand years Nothings gonna touch you in these golden years, gold Golden years,

What The Hell?
Political indecisiveness this year is incredible. I have been voting now for almost 18 years, and this is the first year that I just don’t care to vote. Not because I’m undecided about who to vote for, it’s more about me losing faith in the American Political system (?). I was at lunch yesterday with one of my buddies and we were talking about the threat that was made against Obama and, who we were thinking about voting for, and I honestly couldn’t come up with an argument for or against either of them, McCain or Obama. Again, not because I don’t care about who is president, but I honestly think it is irrelevant now. Most of the power that the Office of the President had has been eroded slowly but surely over the last 50 years or so. This is in part due to the incompetent candidates that were elected to the office and part from the American People themselves. By this I mean that the American people have allowed PROFESSIONAL politicians to take over the political system. I was looki

Baby Contest (radio Station, Not Fubar)
My little Joseph, made it to round 2 of the XL106.7 "Central Florida's Most XL'Lent Baby" contest. Thank you to everyone who voted in round 1. His picture appears in this week's round of voting. Voting is only good for 1 week only, so please take a moment and vote for him when you get the chance. He is baby #19 in the list. They will take the top 10 from this round to move to the "Final 10". Winner gets $1,000. Click the photo below to enter your vote. After clicking on Baby 19 and entering your email address, be sure to check your email afterwards, and click the link to validate your vote. If you don't validate, the vote will not count. VOTE FOR BABY Number 19!! VOTE FOR BABY Number 19!! VOTE FOR BABY Number 19!! VOTE FOR BABY Number 19!! VOTE FOR BABY Number 19!! VOTE FOR BABY Number 19!!

Lost Soul
I am a lost soul. Searching for a light that should shine. My world is dark and dim. But the one thing i know is, it is mine. I am lost not knowing how to survive. Leaving trails of broken hearts and lovers to cry. Traveling through and empty space. For pain and heart ache i can not erase. Traveling deep with in my world, Searching for that one i left behind. Hoping to someday find him, To rekindle that flame. To start the fires, That burned so long ago. Oh for my search is as hard as it goes. Leaving trails of unhappiness and broken hearts Just to find where my love truly did start. Craving his every kiss and gentle touch. Until I find him the devastation will all be too much. So destruction and despair I do leave behind. Until I find what is truly mine.

Your Mine
Sail away with me To an island where we can be free a place where time forgot some where in the land of the lost. Go with me there hold me tight don't let go all through the night kiss me gently deep and slow. Watch my face for you make it glow. Star gaze with me Keep me warm Love me as you can please take my hand I hold you near whisper i love you gently in your ear

Searching
I feel you searching Searching for me. Laughing, Crying, Dying Wanting me near you. Hurting for my love. Wanting my kisses, Needing my touch. Wanting to make I feel you searching, love to me Is all way to much. Trying to see where this could go. Wanting to be near me so. Needing my love. Wanting my soul. Please don’t ever let me go.

Secret
Silence, He comes in to the room, Calm and Cool as though he knows she is watching. She shutters just to see his smile She wants to here him say her name. It is a secret, Something that musnt be shared. A feeling for him that is just left there. Knowing no one can feel how she feels Keeping her dream to her self and hurting because she cant tell. Hoping that he knows how he makes her feel. Hoping that sum day her dream will become real. Sssh!!! For she musnt say a word. She needs to keep it locked away because every one will say she is a fool To be in love with some so confident and cool. How absurd is it to fall for a dream Man she really needs to face reality. But she loves him and for now that will due. Because one day that dream just may come true.

Well...im Knocked Up..booo! Lol
Yup exactly what all you guys wanna here..im knocked up...so no more sexy pics from me..lol cuz i dont think pregnancy is all that sexy :) haha so hence the reason for the status message about canceling my account..i dunno if i will yet or not...but this is also why i havnt added many new pics...i honestly just dont feel like it now...but i actually do know some decent people on here and its nice chatting with them :) so i dunno...ill think about canceling...we'll see..but some of you i still wanna talk to :) hehe your not all silly pervs who just wanna see boobies :) hehe..oh wait..yes you are...what was i thinking..lol but at least some of you know how to talk about things besides the nudity..lol those are the ones i like talking to :P anyways..just thouhgt id throw this out there..hehe lets see the reactions and how many of u run from my profile :)

5 Years. 40-45. Dann All Ist Gut!!!
Tro: Du har nevnt forbindelsen mellom Hitlers jødeutryddelser og Aztekerenes menneskeofringer. Har du noen referanser til påstanden? BZ: Først og fremst oppdagelsen av Jesus som egypter. En oppvåkning om dette og forståelsen av Egypts betydning fører til et mentalt ras. For en jødehater som Hitler kan det ha ført til et ekstremt vannvidd underbygget av den første verdenskrigens totale sammenbrudd i mennesklighet som dessuten finner sin parallell i Stalins utrenskninger. Og vi må huske at Hess, personen som ganske sikkert fortalte Hitler om sammenhengen mellom Egypt, jødene og Jesus, så på sine medsammensvorne under Nurenberg-rettsakene med idiotens blikk. Han spilte klovn med full rett ettersom de som kjente hans sannhet var kun massemordere. Og de som skulle dømme ham levde i en annen verden. En annen som kan ha kommet til den samme innsikten er Bowie. Han gir i sangen 5 Years en beskrivelse av kommende undergang med en innlevelse som kun en aztekisk prest ville kunne forstå.

Meaning
I thought I was alone, I thought I had no one to tell everything too. I thought god wasn't listening until the day I said..."God, send me someone that can love me for who I am." That's when I realized that's why he sent me you. You always listen to me. You never walk away when I need you, You never lie to me even when it's needed. I love you more then anything. You're the only one who gets me. I know I can always trust you. Not matter what happens. I need you.

Leaving Fubar
Hey everyone, just to let you all know Im leaving fubar. I dont have any time to spend sitting on fubar. I hope none of you think that I will be abandoning you. I just work too much and have so little time to spend on here. Please understand. And for those that want to continue to keep in touch please add my yahoo blueeyedchoctaw30. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Jenny Lee
Let me start with some background. I live and grew up in a small town just outside of Nashville. The town I lived in as well as Nashville was and is a very religious part of the country. I was raised by a very strict father who would whip you for the smallest infraction. All through my teenage years I would do things my father warned me against just to get a whipping. You see I discovered that while my father warmed my ass the heat would always travel to my pussy. The one thing these whippings did do however was to teach me what was bad and I would after a couple of whipping be so scared to do them that I never would do them again. The list was pretty long by the time I was grown. After college I moved to Nashville and got a loft apartment and started wondering if I dared to do some of the things that I had been taught were wrong. But no matter how much I wanted to I could not bring myself to do it. Now I take great pride in my appearance, my measurements is 37D-24-37, I stand 5'7"

The Thoughts I Never Speak Aloud
what do u do when the one u love, loves another? what do u do when the happiest day of your life suddenly becomes the most depressing? what do u do when u figure out that it IS possible to be in love with more than one person at the same time? what do u do when everything u have ever believed or believed in, shows u that it's not always as it seems? what do u do when it takes every fiber of your being to keep this smile on your face? what do u do when all u want to do is run and hide? what do u do when all u wanna do is lay in bed and cry? what do u say when your little girl calls u on the phone and asks why you're crying? and how can u lie to her and tell her you're not? but you do it anyways cuz you won't put that kind of stress on her especially cuz she has enough going on in her own life, and u love her that much!! It's everything i can do from day to day to hide how i feel inside, from my daughter, my friends, and the rest of the world. I may be smiling and laughi

Calls
I hate it when physicians call me from the OR. it is like ummm shouldnt you be paying attention to your patient under anesthesia.....*guess not* now i have a silly headache from those annoying noises...beep --beep---beep...URGHHHH

Open Letter To Sen. Obama From Corey Miller The Well Driller
From: Cory Miller cory@centerlinemanufacturing.com Send this on to others… Joe the plumber woke some people up as they putt a face on the people who are going to be taxed more. Here’s a real example… Mr. Obama, Given the uproar about the simple question asked you by Joe the plumber, and the persecution that has been heaped on him because he dared to question you, I find myself motivated to say a few things to you myself. While Joe aspires to start a business someday, I already have started not one, but 4 businesses. But first, let me introduce myself. You can call me “Cory the well driller”. I am a 54-year-old high school graduate. I didn’t go to college like you, I was too ready to go “conquer the world” when I finished high school. 25 years ago at age 29, I started my own water well drilling business at a time when the economy here in East Texas was in a tailspin from the crash of the early 80’s oil boom. I didn’t get any help from the government, nor did I look for any. I

Best Stuff On Earth!
I am dedicating this blog to my friend Melanie.....I know how you love you some tunafish......NOT!...lol....Not fair to love the trout so much and not the tunafish!(the trout is a troutlike looking pillow)....So in your honor I am making the biggest tuna salad sandwich ever babes!............lol:P....without further ado I am off to enjoy my tasty lunch!:P

Plz Read And Get Tested!!!
If you don't read another bulletin today, please take the time to read this one, and please repost! Thanks so much! I am so sorry that I have not been as active, and there for all of my friends, as I always try to be, but this HepC has finally got me really sick. I don't know if it has anything to do with getting a flu shot at my doc visit last week or if my system just can't fight this virus, only time will tell. I ask for prayers, for my health, and strength to fight this deadly virus, for a cure for HepC, for our damned government to allocate some funds for treatment of HepC, for all the people that are suffering from this damned virus! THIS IS IMPORTANT! PLEASE DO THIS! Please, if you don't do anything else, send an e-mail to your congressmen and senators, and ask them WHY there is no help for Hepatitis C Virus victims, when 10 times more people (about 200 million worldwide) have HepC than have HIV/AIDS? There are so many programs for them, but until we RAISE HELL abo

Shopping Trip With Dad
Dad at the Mall I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes (he is 92). We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had had enough, he sarcastically asked, 'What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?' Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response, knowing he would have a good one, and in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. 'Got drunk once, and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son.'

Salute Video From Me...
Would you all like to have a Awesome Salute Video From Me...Then All You Gotta do is Make me a Picture Salute or Buy Me a BLING PACK..and I Will Make You a Rocking Salute..Sooo far Ive Done Just 2..So check them Out in My Stash,so you can get an idea...So Yea... Much Luv; Thickness85 MUAHZ!!

Steve For Godfather
Steve forGodfather!! Meet Steve!If you don't already know him that is. His Birthday is on November 13th and it would be wonderful to get him Godfathered by then. He has 1,446,081 Points to go! He has Auto 11 on!! ===Steve===*ENFORCER@DDR(((MOODYS MAN)))[SHADOW LEVELER]@ fubar He is always helping people out and never asks anything at all. He has been a GREAT friend and an all around wonderful guy!! So am asking for Friends, Family, mine and his, your's and ours and shadow levelers, to please help this generous guy out... Pimp out by:MsCharlotte2U!~No Rate No Add~@ fubar Friends - Whodini

Surgery
On Nov. 13th I will be going in for surgery. Nothing huge but big enough for me. I won't be on for a while after that unless I find the energy to sit here for a second or two. I will be in the hospital up to a week. I know I haven't been on much in the last 3 months. I miss you all to:( Im gonna try and get back on here as much as I can so hope to catch you then. Leave me love send me priv. msg's. Just don't think I have forgot about you guys!! Love ya's.... Kathy

Fantasy Dance
Alex and Carolyn had gotten an invitation to dinner at one of the most elite five star eateries, in New York. When they got there, the band was playing and people dancing; And Carolyn could not wait to dance. They walked over to the table grabbing drinks from one of the servers. Tom and Jody, friends of there’s, were sitting and waiting for them. The four of them talked and joked for a while; The band was playing something slow and Carolyn wanted to dance. As Alex and Carolyn danced, Carolyn put her head on Alex’s shoulder, Alex whispered, I love you Carolyn, she looked at him, and gave him a kiss and said, I love you too sweetie, she paused, and said, I can't wait to get you alone. The dance ended, dinner was being served, and Carolyn and Alex made there way back to the table. Tom asked, is any one in need of another drink, Alex answered no Tom thank you we're good. Carolyn looked over and saw some one she wanted to go say hello too, she asked Alex, do you m

I'll Never Know
It's a hot summer day. The sun is beating down everything it can get it's hands on and the dog is panting on the front porch. Thankfully, I'm inside, in front of my computer, with A/C and a cool glass of sweet tea. Tapping away at my keyboard, my cell phone lights up beside me. I casually flip it open. A text message from a long lost love... The "one that got away..." -- "How's your brother? Come eat with me." I roll the thought around in my head a bit. He haven't really seen each other in 7 years. Suddenly, I'm invited to casually drop by for lunch. Life is a funny thing. I shrug to myself and think, "Why the hell not? We're friends... Friends have lunch... It's normal..." I reply to her text message, "Be there in just a bit." I don't really mention a time. Play it casual. Keep it cool. You're just an old friend. I shake my head and realize how incredibly bad I am at convincing myself of anything. I grab my keys and run out the door. On the drive to the restaurant, I'm still tal

This Morning, Waking You
This morning, I lingered in bed a while, wishing you were beside me. The day is overcast, filtering the light like a washed-out photograph, or a dream itself, and I thought of how you would seem like a soft, imagined scene in some movie when I woke and saw you there, your hair across the pillow, the slow rise and fall of your shoulders with each breath. The sheet would have slipped in the night, tangling around your waist, and even the slight shadows cast by the hollow of your neck, by your nipples, by one arm as, without waking, you stretched it above your head languorously. I might bend close – close enough that your breath would warm my cheek – but I would not dare, for many minutes, to caress your soft skin, your delicious, inviting curves, in any way save with my eyes. But how my eyes would touch you, though – gazing with such exquisite longing at your slightly-parted lips, at your cheeks, pink with the flush of sleep, at the ridge of your collarbone like the edge of some perfe

The Long Wait
For a moment he raised his head and by the dim streetlight he saw her. For years he has seen her walk past the house. For years he wished she would stop, say something, smile at him in a deeper way than between neighbors. Then she was gone. She was not the vision of perfection, not even to him, but she presented all that he ever wanted in a woman. He had known her all his life - as children they played in the same neighborhood, they went to the same schools, so close and never reachable. Angrily he turned away. Dressed all in black his tall figure seemed to have melted into the shadows of the house. He felt tired. Years of playing the dating games have left him scarred and bereft. The games which he played eagerly al those years seemed to have lost their charm. This feeling would subdue, he knew. He'd had it whenever he saw her walk past, when he felt the urge to whisper to her a few words of truth, when in his mind, she wanted the same thing as he did and would succumb to honesty.

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Obama Not For Me
I am a Democrat yes I am. But I am have my reasons for not voting for Obama. A lot of people have been asking me about this so I feel I need to put it up here so you can all read it and leave me alone and I am not trying to change your mind about voting for Obama. If you support Obama more power to you. Reasons I am not Voting For Obama: 1. He dosen't have very good Foreign Policy experience. 2. Hes 2 green to run this nation. Hes only ever been a Senator and lacks certain skills needed to be President (yes Hilary was only a Senator but she did have experience before in the White House under Bill). 3. Hes a great orator but it takes more than words to be a great President (and yes there was more than words to President Kennedy). 4. I see him as politically weak. Name recognition good in America but overseas....not so good. Maybe now but where does he stand. 5. I will not vote for him strictly on race. I totally support an African American Man in the White House and

10/29/08 - Tlc - Creep
SONG VERSION BELOW Creep - TLC VIDEO VERSION BELOW TLC - Creep - Jigdo LYRICS BELOW Yes, it's me again And I'm back Creep Oh I, oh I, oh I baby Creep Oh I, oh I, oh I yeah Creep Oh I, oh I, oh I baby Creep Oh I, oh I, oh I yeah The 22nd of loneliness and we've Been through so many things I love my man with all honesty But I know he's cheatin' on me I look him in his eyes but all he Tells me is lies to keep me near I'll never leave him down though I might mess around it's only 'Cause I need some affection oh So I creep yeah I Just keep it on the down low Said nobody is supposed to know So I creep yeah 'Cause he doesn't know what I do And no attention Goes to show oh so I creep The 23rd of lonliness And we don't talk like we use to do Now it seems pretty strange But I'm not buggin' 'cause I still feel The same yeah, yeah I'll keep giving loving until the day he pushes me away Never go astray If he knew the things I did H

Christiania Bohemen
Tro: Du har nevnt Christiania Bohemen. Jeg tenker uvilkårlig på Jægers motto til sine tilhengere: "Du skal ta ditt eget liv". Er du en Jæger-tilhenger? BZ: Nei. Absolutt ikke. Men det er påfallende i hvor stor grad den andre generasjonen av CB ble både dels tilhengere og kommentatorer av sammenbruddet som skjedde fra 1914 til og med 1945. Elvestad bodde som sagt i Italia under store deler av Mussolinis frammarsj og bare en reddende engel beskyttet ham fra å bli en av de vilkårlige ofrene for volden da han spøkte dritings med svartskjortene om rødvin som sovemedisin og årsak til at han sov midt i gata. Og han intervjuet Hitler. I tillegg fant han en friplass for sin homofili på Napoli, en valfartsplass for homofie og lesbiske, men også for pedofile og pedofile satan-dyrkere. I Italia klarte han med mindreårige homofile elskere å avdekke et mysterium som jeg har lurt litt på. Forholdet mellom Julius Ceasar og Octavio. For å komme tilbake til Jæger så kan det virke som om han hadd

.....and So The New Journey Begins.....
GONE are the days of relying on other people to get their own work done, just so I can do my own in a timely manner. GONE are the days of cranky customers who's one goal in life is to take their frustrations out on the one person they dont give a fuck about and wont see again. GONE are the days of filling in for loser kids who cough and say they are sick yet continue to smoke the very next day. GONE are the days of company ownership being a hundred miles away and making decisions directly impacting the store without any real knowledge of the day to day activities of the store. Thats right, today I start a new job. I will be loading TONS of beer onto pallets so those pallets can then be loaded onto delivery trucks. I go in in a little while although my official start time hasnt been set yet. We work until all the orders are filled, that'll be easy enough. Wish me luck my fu friends. If anything exciting happens I'll be sure too post it. :P

Burt Reynolds
Dear Friends, I suck at PhotoShop and I need your help! I need my head in this Burt Reynolds pic...and I need a nice mustache. The mustache is important. If you're wondering why I want to be Burt then you obviously don't know about my gender identity issues :P Any volunteers? *waits*

Needling To Be Kind
"Wicked man," she murmured, rubbing her arms as he untied the silken scarves, one by one. "It was not kind to leave me like that." "Do I always need to be kind?" "I suppose not, sir, but equally you do not need to be deliberately callous and neglectful," she pouted and sat up, watching as he moved to free her ankles. "How did this bonding experience leave you?" "Do you mean emotionally, spiritually or physically? "I think all three," he paused and looked up at her frowning face, grinning: "why not, eh?" "That's ambitious." "Well, I am sometimes ambitious," he smiled. "There are worse sins in heaven and earth." "I'm not going to tell you now, " she kicked him gently once he had loosened one ankle. "There's gratitude for you," he sighed and caught her foot, tickling the sole until she squealed. "I should be grateful for being left alone in a dark room, when I had hoped for fantastic lovemaking?" She struggled lightly in his grip, as if barely suppressing

"never Ending War"
""NEVER ENDING WAR" bombs! exploding, chemical warfare, weapons of mass destruction , blood ever where ,bodies buried, where they fall,death trap, pure hatred!!..... , look around this is are never ending war. fight, kill, destroy ,tear them down ,violences!.... this is the only way out!!..... standing by the graves of are falling solders they gave up their lives for are freedom !! we give are respect to those who died for us now it's time to stop this fucking war!! stabbed in the heart by are enemy's !! extreme judgment we will prevail walking away is not a option so we turn to hate!!.... hate!!..are enemies hate!!..is the only truth hate!!..can only happen from those who hate u fight, kill, destroy ,violence is are only way out !! now were stomping on the graves of are enemies we destroy lives for are freedom this is how we speak are mind . stabbed in the heart by are enemy's !! extreme judgment we will prevail walking away i

Living Room Lust
Michael and I had known each other since we were in elementary school. We had dated off and on since high school, and lived together for three years. We did everything together. Avid outdoors people, we camped, fished, snowboarded, and mountain biked. We went on long drives in the country, read the newspaper to each other, held hands on walks down the beach. We were the perfect couple - everywhere except the bedroom. Though he's always been the sexiest man I've ever met, sex between us wasn't as good as it should have been. Our sex life wasn't awful - it was just, well, bland. Sex between Michael and I was quiet, placid, and to the point. What foreplay we did have was mechanical and ineffective. When he was done, he would kiss me and roll over, leaving me unfulfilled. I love Michael, but sex was very important to me. I talked it over with Andrea, a friend of mine who dated Michael. She was shocked at my description of our sex life. When he was with her, she said, he was a wild man.

Attitude Change
I am so excited for this weekend. Most of you who talk to me or even pay slight attention to me know that. But thats not what I am talking about here. I have been reading a lot lately and thinking about my lifestyle and my mistress a lot lately. I think its funny cause I am uptight all weekend and just kinda lost and confused. Then I get near my mistress. I totally relax...all of a sudden the tiny or major things that used to bug me don't anymore. I completely relax and know that I am where I am supposed to be. I love that feeling. I love the peace that comes over me and the ability to totally blank my mind and not be overburdened by nonsense that makes up the rest of my days. It is a complete change in my whole being. I love that feeling. It just further enforces that what I am and who I am is right and not just some stupid game that people play in the bedroom. We don't and aren't sexual with each other...well she plays with me...you know that you will never be good enough t

Her Room Was Finally Ready
God finally finished Mama Alice's room in his castle and I am pretty sure he put a coffee maker in there too She was also a cat lover so God made sure it was decorated with cat designs She has been in the hospital and came home to spend what little time she had with her family We all loved every minute of it too We made her smile and she had a few laughs and also made some funny faces God finally called for her to come home Right now up in heaven there is a huge party going on for Mama Alice She now resides in the biggest castle way above the clouds which is called heaven We will miss Mama and will always hold her close to our hearts You will never be forgotten WE LOVE YOU MAMA ALICE

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10/29/08 - Soul Asylum - Misery Inc.
SONG VERSION Misery - Soul Asylum LYRICS BELOW They say misery loves company We could start a company and make misery Frustrated, Incorporated Well I know just what you need I might just have the thing I know what you'd pay to see Put me out of my misery I'd do it for you, would you do it for me We will always be busy making misery We could build a factory and make misery We'll create the cure; we made the disease Frustrated, Incorporated Frustrated, Incorporated Well I know just what you need I might just have the thing I know what you'd pay to feel Put me out of my misery All you suicide kings and you drama queens Forever after happily, making misery Did you satisfy your greed, get what you need Was it only envy, so empty Frustrated, Incorporated Frustrated, Incorporated Frustrated, Incorporated (put me out of my misery) Frustrated, Incorporated (I'd do it for you, would you do it for me) Frustrated, Incorporated (forever after

Mtv's First Redeemable Act Since 1996
Hell hath frozen over? MTV embracing Music Videos? As the primary entertainment medium continues its transition to the net, where the lines between television and its newer cousin begin to blur, I hope the 2010's will herald better times then this godforsaken artistically dead MTV decade. MUSIC VIDEOS ON DEMAND PEOPLE! JUST TYPE IT IN AND BAM! Follow the linky, I'm going back to my superbird. http://www.mtvmusic.com/

Rodeo
"It's time, girl!" God I hate those words. Every time I get him back, I can tell he's just biding his time until he can go back to his one true love. Can't he see how it makes me feel? I know he has to go, he wouldn't be the man I love if he didn't. I just wish sometimes that I could be the one that he's itching to get back to. "Kiss me goodbye, sugar!" Kiss him goodbye? Of course I will! I always will...but oh how I wish I was kissing him hello! I walk over to him, reach up and twine my arms around his warm tan neck. I gently pull his head down while moving up onto my tippy-toes and raising my face to meet his. Our lips meet in a soft touch, heat emanates off our close bodies. Breath quickens, hearts race, chests heave. Fingers slide up to thread through the tangle of dark curls at the nape of his neck. Mouths change angle quickly, tongues seeking succour only the other can give. We break apart. "I'll be back soon, darlin'." He turns to the door and opens it, picks u

Fatso, Peanut, & Stallion
Most people thought of Ma and Pa Tully as "White Trash." They weren't really. They are "Swamp People" living as several generations of their kin had before them. They scratched out a living working the swamps and bayous, living in a three room ramshackle house near "Forked Lake," South of Abbleville, Louisiana Tilly Tully is a second generation child. Ma was forty-three when Tilly came into the world. Once Tilly was weaned, she pretty much was on her own. Ma, was just worn out. She was a fat woman, weighting all of three hundred pounds, which she carried poorly, even thought she was six foot tall. Tilly weighted two hundred pounds by the time she was a senior in high school. She rode the school bus each day to and from Abbeville High School. Abbleville was a small school. Everyone had a nickname. Tilly's was Fatso. The other kids did not think of her as a girl, she was just Fatso. Tilly was gifted with a quick wit, as well as the ability to tell jokes and stories that were fun

Reply To Queries....
I have been asked so many questions about HepC since I started my awareness campaign, that I thought that I would copy/paste my responses in this HepC blog, I am sure that many of you have the same questions! ----------------------------- Question from a friend... I knew that there was a hepA and b. is c the worst out of all 3? My response... Yes, there is no vaccine and no cure, the only treatment available makes you much sicker than chemo, and is only effective for 40% of HepC patients... If you would like to learn more about this worldwide pandemic, check my blogs, there is lots of info there... The problem with this virus is that there are no symptoms until damage has already been done to the liver....and doctors do not test for HepC unless you ASK to be tested! and if you think that you are not at risk, consider this... do you have a tattoo? piercing? had a manicure with tools that were not your own where your cuticle bled? Most ppl think that this is a

Livechat With Me And My Fave Videos Show Too!!
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Only On Paper
As I picked up the diary with blue pages I thought twice about reading it... it wasn’t locked Dear Diary I saw him again last night... I wonder if he has noticed the way I look at him yet... how my eyes move over him like hands, I wonder if he feels them. Being married I knew the thoughts I had where wrong... at least that's what I thought... but how could they be. Feelings I thought where long gone... had died long ago, you know the one's... little butterflies in your stomach... the warmth of the blush as it moves up your neck to your face. Goosebumps all over your arms... feeling the ache between my thighs is it wrong to feel it.... want it... need it? I was always the faithful wife... never thinking I would be the one wanting another man... it had become more than a want.. it had become a need. I longed for that... the touch of his hand on my cheek... moving back and then down along my arm. Taking me in his arms and holding me tight against him, his lips kissing and licking my

Haunted Mansion
Come join my freaks in the Haunted Mansion! Go r/f/a all to be added!! re-rate & comment those you already have! Then let me know you are ready for entry into your room.... I'll be making tags daily so rate this folder and leave 1 message saying you've rated!! Follow the blood on the wall to your room and remember... You can checkout anytime you like but you can NEVER leave... Unbreakable † Sweetpeabayba 'T' hjnapplegate blaclie22 bookworm22 ~Tina~

Today's Specialty
Today was supposed to be really special. I was going to really surprise my husband. Instead he got me. I planned to fix his favorite meal and get all dolled up. You know have a romantic night. Yeah right! Well, this is what happened. Today is our anniversary, so I woke up with allot of ideas floating around. I started my day with a leisurely bath. I soaked for about thirty minutes letting the fragrances sink into my skin. I decided I would be dressed very sexy. I put on a short skirt, no underwear, a tanktop that tied at the bottom, and no bra. I wanted to feel sexy all day, and not just we he came home. Next I planned our evening. I took out the food and drink, and all the trappings for a romantic dinner. I was about to get started on dinner when Allen called. He told me not to get anything out for dinner because he had a surprise for me. To late I thought. I told him ok, whatever. I didn’t want any other surprises so I asked what I should wear. Sexy but Dressy, he said. Great,

Dinner With Harriet
I had known Harriet for a few months, every since I took early retirement and moved to this beautiful, remote, rural spot in North Florida. She had a trailer too, but it was much larger and nicer than mine and situated on a piece of property that must have been at least double my five acres. She had been a casual acquaintance, as neighbors often are, until she had a problem with her car and I offered to take her somewhere if she needed. She took me up on it one Thursday and had me drop her at the doctors while I went to the hardware store. We met afterward and had lunch before going grocery shopping and then to the garage to pick up her car. Over lunch, she invited me to dinner at her place the following night. As a widower living on TV dinners and sandwiches, I jumped at the opportunity. Besides she was a very attractive woman near my age, well, perhaps within ten years or so of my fifty-something. I arrived promptly at six as arranged, with a nice bottle of red wine under my arm.

Harmonic Convergence
Allan Heatherton had talked to Mary Trent, certainly, and he found that he liked doing so - as she evidently liked talking to him. They had run on together a few months before, after helping a friend set up a party. Both had shown up early to help, and found that things went so well that they had a good half-hour left, more or less alone, before others showed up. And at another party, he went out on the unheated porch to get a can of soda and found her there, and when he reached around her, Mary half-seriously backed into his arms and they kissed for a moment. She softly said, "Now you could certainly keep someone warm at night," but she pulled away laughing when he tried to put an arm around her. When she had a party herself, though, he was feeling sick; and when there was one at the house he shared with two other men he was out of town and only got home in time to see her leave. When she moved from an apartment into a house where she was going to live with another young woman,

Consultation
OK... so I have my consultation with the oncologist tomorrow at 2:30. Hopefully he'll be able to answer most of my questions. I just looked him up, and he's actually the Chief of the Division of Surgical Oncology at University of Michigan hospital. Ooooh, I feel special.

A New Discovery Of Love
I have known Jack all my life. He was born two weeks before I and he has always been my best friend, my protector. Jack is 6'3 190lbs with an athletes body, black hair and crystal blue eyes. I am 5'5, 115lbs, light brown hair, with green eyes, and average 34C breasts. When we were little our parents always talked about how great it would be to have Jack and I end up married. I loved Jack with all my heart, as my best friend, nothing more, at least that's what I thought. Till the day my world was turned upside down We had graduated high school just four months earlier. I had been dating my boyfriend, Jason since 11th grade and we had talked about getting married soon. It was a Saturday night and Jason and I had plans to attend a party given by a mutual friend, however, at the last minute he called and cancelled saying that he had to work on a midterm paper that was due Monday. I offered to help him work on it, but he told me to go to the party and have fun. I was reluctant at first b

David Bowie. A Rock'n Roll Suicide
Mens Tv Tro redigerer intervjuet med meg la oss diskutere litt med Elvis. ... Tro: Føler du deg skyldig i andre menneskers inntrengning i ditt liv? Føler du skyld for at mennesker kan ta det du sier bokstavelig? BZ: Ja. Og nei. Kan vi snakke utenom kamera litt? T: Selvfølgelig! BZ: Jeg skiller streng mellom det jeg sier offentlig og mitt eget privatliv. Hvis jeg sier at jeg ønsker et menneske død i min private bolig og til og med skriver det ned som et motto har det kun en funksjon for meg. Jeg vet selv hva jeg mener med det. Det kan være en overlevelsesstrategi eller en virkelig planlegging av et mord. I øyeblikket det kommer politiet for øre er det derimot en annen sak. Også hvis notatet dukker opp som et lesebrev i VG. I det første tilfellet må jeg stå til ansvar for det. Jeg risikerer å bli spurt hva jeg mente med utsagnet. I det andre tilfellet er jeg fortsatt uskyldig inntil jeg ser mitt notat fysisk i avisen. Da blir jeg skyldig i det øyeblikket jeg ikke tar

Fang Bangerz !!!
well i just started a new group thats going to blow this place up. Fang Bangerz !!! right now it's a work in progress but it will happen soon. if anyone would like to join up please leave me a message and i will get back to you asap .

Is Anyone Else....
SIck of seeing everyone pimping thes fucking auto 11's? OMG get over yourself...when we didn't have them you were content with the flippin 10's that non VIP's gave you and never bitched about it...did you? To me it makes no difference if your 11's are on or not!!! Please do everyone a favor and don't keep telling us that your auto 11's are on..if anything it make me personally want to not rate you at all...

Among The Ashes
Scene 1: Interior, Day. Olim meminisse juvabit. The Latin tag swam lazily to the surface from the depth of his subconscious. One day we will look back and rejoice. He chuckled at the irony of that particular piece of Ovid coming to mind at this time. He was more used to quoting the 'dirty bits'. The doubtful benefits of a classical education. Reaching for the whisky, he reflected how his life was full of little ironies these days. It wasn't just a case of another marriage going sour; it was the timing of it. At the very moment he believed he had finally arrived, climbed to the top of that greasy pole, the ceiling fell in. First the promotion, then the divorce; the twin impostors encountered sequentially. It brought to mind a cartoon that showed a satyr chasing a nymph and bore the caption 'It's just one fucking thing after another.' He sighed. "Well, there's nothing I can do about it now." The sound of his voice was loud in the empty house. "Yah!!" He shouted into the silence.

The Other Wife
My wife Linda and I meet at college. I am the 'po' boy' trying to make it thorough to get a good job and live a decent life. Linda is the flashy blonde cheerleader and girl about campus. The only reason she winds up with me is that the rich boys didn't offer a ring and I am the most likely to succeed of the po' boys. Linda is the classic small town blonde beauty who dresses like a whore, talks like a whore and walks like a whore, then wonders why people think she's a whore. She grew up poor and wanted something better. Linda did not depend entirely on others to get something better, she gets her college degree and then gets a job as an office manager. I get my degree and get myself a job as an engineer. I work hard and do well from the start, maybe too well. When the top management starts to notice me, Nat, my boss doesn't seem too pleased. The real start of the problem is the Christmas party. Nat, my boss, spends way too much time with my wife. I decide to ignore the problem,

Wonder What Each Is Thinking????
http://d.yimg.com/us.yimg.com/p/rids/20081016/i/r1772410910.jpg? http://news.yahoo.com/nphotos/Most-Emailed-Photos-Republican-presidential-nominee-shaking-hands-Senator-Barack-Obama-presidential-debate/ss/1756/im:/081016/ids_photos_ts/r1772410910.jpg/ McNuttyFucker: by the looks of things can be a mirad of things 1) damn you got a better ass than my wife 2) did you wash your hands? I dont know where its been 3) You think you gonna get into that house! Ha that house is mine, George told me, and my friend Karl is gonna help me get there.. Obama: 1) Okay gramps your on. Lets see how your tested. I hope your depends is tested because you will be springing a leak when Im done with you. 2)I got old man germs..yuck! 3) That house is mine! Mine I tell you! 4) Im gonna send you back to an old age home gramps!

Naafa Goddess
I got off the elevator in the hotel lobby and got swept up in the bustle of the crowd as I headed toward the hall where the NAAFA convention was being held. I was coming up on one of the sets of double doors when I saw her leaning against one of the posts in the lobby. I'm not sure what caught my eye first...her cute, pink sandals and painted toes, her curvy calves and dimpled knees peeking out from under her skirt, or the dress itself.....kind of a formal sundress kind of thing that hugged her curvy hips and breasts and left her arms bare. I was jealous of the way the dress was hugging her, but forgot all about it as my gaze travelled up to her sparkling blue eyes and her grin framed by her soft red hair as she caught me checking her out. Caught staring, I smiled back at her and said hello. "Did they put you out here to attract attention to the convention?" I asked. "No, just taking a break from the festivities", she replied. "How come you're getting here so late?" I to

The Wallflower
"Who are you taking to the dance, Mr. Superstar?" Timmy asked me teasingly. "No one," I said in response. "I'm going 'stag', as they call it." "What?" he replied. "No date? How is that possible, Robert? You're ROBERT JENKINS, star quarterback on a team that went 10-1, you threw 45 touchdowns, no interceptions, and ran for 18 more, you had the game-winning 2-point conversion -- on your 18th birthday, no less -- in the state Section 5 championship, and no date?" "It's very possible," I grinned, "when I consciously decided not to bring a date. I could probably have had my pick of slutty senior-class female groupies wanting my date and my body afterwards, except that I decided to just go to the dance solo and see what happens. I somehow don't think my dance card will be empty." "I guess," Timmy sighed. He didn't seem convinced of my sanity. * I arrived at the dance an hour before it was scheduled to open, astounding the bands scheduled to play by helping set up equipment.

Of Lovers & Picnics
At twenty-seven, I found myself living a dead end life, working a dead end job in a filling station my mother owned. While the work was next to nothing, my idea of finding a good man was not made any brighter by the fact that the store set on an old road, once used for a lot of interstate traffic until the four-lane went in. Most of the customers were the rough and tumble, good old boy types, fun to party with but, most certainly, nothing I would ever settle down with. One night my mother, Betty, came home laughing about some guy from the north, Michigan I think, who always told her he was having an "adequate" day. That man always has a smile on his face and, oh, Lordy, he's got the nicest brown eyes I've ever seen." I found it a bit strange as, my mother never talked about any customers very much, especially like that. I sucked on the end of the ink pen as I went over the receipts she had just brought in, wondering what kinda man could get my mother, a very married woman, to say

Wound
when you close your eyes you can feel the stillness move reach out your hand to grab the dagger invisible is the blade cuts to deep a wound no one sees open your eyes you can see the stillness grow pull back your hand the dagger is a phantom the blade your thoughts the cut unknown a wound deceived

My Perfect Valentine
It was a snowy February day. The weather hadn't been the least bit hospitable the last few weeks. Everyone in the area was getting tired and cranky because of it. We had been seeing each other for quite some time and loved being together. Oh sure there were hard times and fights. But we always seemed to get through them. He was perfect for me, and I was perfect for him. I remember this Valentines Day in particular because I had been busy, as had my sweetie. It had been several days since we had any time alone together. I had had great intentions to celebrate this magical day with all the romance and trimmings, but with our busyness I had to make do with the little time I had. He warned me I wouldn't be getting a lot from him as he had also been caught up in work and life. I told him all I wanted was some time alone with him. This Valentines night I was cooking dinner for us. He was a very picky eater and I was always trying to find something he would enjoy. My mother was constant

Searching For Sex
One day a woman named Katiana woke up to start her day but couldn't because she was really horny. She didn't have a boyfriend so she didn't know what to do since she didn't have a vibrator or dildo so she searched the house. She could not find one thing that might help her reach orgasm. The only thing she wanted was a hard fleshy dick inside her. She got dressed to go get things for dinner. The thought that came to her was cucumbers, bananas pretty much any thing long and hard. She was on her way to the grocery store and the more she walked the more her pussy got wet with her juices because she was so horny. She reached the store and seen a man not just any man this man was everything she has lusted about. To her suprise he was alone to her knowlegde. She walked up to him and said, "Hi my name is Katiana." He smiled at her a smile that made her melt. He replied, "My name is Ashlan." She was so nervous with what she was about to ask. She said, "Can you help me?" He shook his head and

Redemption
We were just married and in the car, on our way to the cabin where we would spend our honeymoon. I was nervous -- I felt like I was suddenly sitting next to a stranger and I couldn't think of anything to say. Perhaps Robert was nervous too, because he seemed to be going very fast. Much too fast. I didn't want to say anything and seem like I was wining. I didn't want to start off that way. Then, I got an idea. I kissed him on his cheek. On his chin. On his nose. Light, small kisses. At the stop light, I kissed him full on the mouth. "Bring it down a few notches and I promise not to stop," I whispered in his ear. His eyes didn't leave the road, but I saw a small grin playing at the corners of his mouth. And when we started moving again, we stayed well below the speed limit. I kissed his eyes and his cheekbones and his neck and licked his ear. Then I noticed his hard on. That wasn't my intention. I only intended to think up a creative way to prevent us from being killed before we ev

Wow! That Was Quick!
I've been waiting...I've been waiting for this moment almost all of my life...I can't chicken out now! At least that was Heaven Leigh Gants thoughts as she walked across the stairs, leading toward the stadium. The stadium where thousands of eyes would watch her and thousands of hearts might gain hope. She smoothed down her green silk gown and walked. Heaven was a cancer survivor and wanted to help others that were in the same situation as her. She had been 11 when she found that she had a small knot on the back of her neck. The doctors scanned it and declared that her condition wasn't very stable and they were not sure how long she would live. But after 9 years, she was still alive. They had gone into her neck and removed the cancer, she was lucky to be alive today. And she wanted to inspire the frightened people to take ahold of destiny and try to live. The one thing that helped anyone, was hope. Hope for the future that is. As Heaven stepped onto the stage and lights dropped on

The Proposal
I went to Layla's house that night to ask her to marry me. I had it all planned out. I had bought beer. I know its not the most romantic thing that you have ever seen, but Layla is different. She doesn't like the wine and champagne crowd. Layla is one of those girls that would prefer to kick back and watch football with a beer in her hand over a wine and cheese party any day of the week. That is one of the things that drew me to her to begin with. I had the whole thing planned out. I had this six pack of beer, and a blanket and a flashlight. In my pocket was the little black box with the ring inside. My plan was to take Layla to the beach, and set up camp on the dunes. We had done this a million times, so she wouldn't suspect a thing. We often made the hour drive to the beach. Layla always talks about how the sound of the ocean is soothing to her. And you can see it. As soon as she climbs the steps over the dunes, her eyes light up, her face gets this glow like a child at Christmas.

Our First Time...
It was almost like a dare as it slipped past my lips. " I want to watch you pleasure yourself." I watched his face closely to see how he would respond. At this point, his words meant nothing. "Uh, sure. I can do that." He squirmed in his seat, looking like a boy who got caught looking at naughty magazines, instead of the self-assured businessman that he was. I could hear the hesitancy in his voice. I saw how his eyes didn't quite meet mine. I knew he wasn't ready for me. Not yet... "You know, I was thinking." I toyed with the spoon in my tea. "You really aren't comfortable with this. Why don't we wait until you are ready? I mean, it really isn't a big thing." I smiled to myself, checking out the uncertainty that was making him a quivering mass. "When you are ready, let me know. I would love to see how you touched yourself." Without him realizing what he was doing, I saw his hand slide under the Denny's table He was stroking his member under the table. I could tell by the glaze

Letter To My Lover
I hope you know how much I love you! Although I don't think I could ever tell you how much. I want to be with you so badly right now. I want to sneak up behind you while you are reading this and give you a kiss on the neck. I am kissing you so softly that you aren't even sure if I am really there or not. But I turn you around and start kissing your lips. So soft and gentle. Then I start kissing you deeper and deeper. It feels so good to touch your lips again. I slowly pull you away from the computer and make you lean into me while I kiss you. You feel something really hard in my pants. I think you know what it is. You are surprised by how hard he is right now. It just makes you want him even more. But I don't want you to have him right now. I kiss you for so long that we both run out of breath, and are panting. We are leaning against the back of your couch. I slowly lift you over the top of it and lay you down on it. You look so beautiful lying there. I slowly take your shirt and br

Merry Christmas, Baby
Dressed in one of her husband's T-shirts and sweat pants, she was standing at the kitchen table making stuffing for the turkey for Christmas dinner. Her hands were buried wrist-deep in a mixture of mashed potatoes, bread, milk, celery, onions, and eggs, squishing it together, mixing it. The goopy mess slid between her fingers as she worked it, trying to get all of the ingredients mixed thoroughly. "Hi," her husband said, coming up behind her, sliding his arms around her waist. He nuzzled her neck and kissed her lightly. He pressed against her bottom and a tiny, wonderful tingle rippled through her belly when she felt the bulge at his crotch pressing against her butt. "What are you doing?" she murmured. She continued to work on mixing the stuffing. "What do you think I'm doing?" he responded, pushing against her bottom a little harder with his middle. If she wasn't mistaken, he'd gotten harder. "I'm a mess...I...I have to get this stuffing made for dinner tomorrow," she murm

Julian Is Dead
We won't tell him. Ever. He has been so limitlessly sad since Julian died. There is nothing to do but stay next to him and hope he gets over it soon. It is mid-winter now in the fourth year of no more Julian. If he hadn't been under doctor's care, we don't know what would have become of him. He has slit his wrists twice now and sleeps rarely. We take turns holding him at night, trying to keep him warm. But even in the hottest nights of mid-summer, he is freezing and is like ice. So you can imagine what it is like for him here in snowy cold fourteen degrees winter and close to Christmas when he and his British friend and partner were the closest, for he had always associated Christmas with England; for that matter, it's just about impossible not to with books and the media and all. We won't tell him it will get better. For it won't. We won't tell him anymore that he will come out of it, that Julian is in a better place, that the car crash in the outskirts of Paris was over four ye

Talk Between Sex
The following conversation is a combination of conversations I had with good female friends and one past girlfriend. I actually had a similar abbreviated conversation with my last girlfriend one lazy day between sexual rounds 1 and 2. I guess, I initially wrote this story for myself more so than for anyone else. I hope you enjoy it and maybe the story makes you think a bit as well. ------------------------------------------------ “Erik honey?” ”Yes” “How old were you when you first had sex?” “Wow, where did that question come from?” “Just curious.” “I was a late bloomer in that regard. I did not have sex until I was 21” “Gee, why so late?” “I am not sure. I guess I was a coward. I was always the nice “safe” guy. The guy everyone liked. The guy girls could talk to and entrust their secrets but not date. Plus, for many years I simply was not interested in sex. I had my other distractions ... school, sports, and friends.” “Do you regret it now?” “Yes and n

Just Clearing My Thoughts
I sit here now wondering why Lost and alone looking into the now dark sky Once we were together in an eternal embrace Vulnerable and lost I now feel alone in this place Empty and shattered has become my heart Yearning for your touch and wondering did I do my part One little thing was all that I ask Undone and gone now, I guess it was too much that one little task Keeping you forever in my heart, Shawn

Unbreak My Heart
How do you start a story that has no beginning? How far back do you go when everything has been a part of this moment? Do you start with the first time you fell in love and your heart was broken? Do you start with the fears of abandonment when you first learned of your parents pending divorce? Or do you start with the phone call that scared and excited you with equal intensity at the same time? You wonder if he is the one and wonder again if you dare to hope that there can be a One. The pain of the past has left you with scars that are obvious to your friends you have been asked why you are alone so many times that you have considered finding someone just to quiet the noise-makers but you can't betray your heart. You know that you are waiting for the real thing. Have you waited so long that you might let it slip between your fingers when it comes? Will you be able to know the truth about your heart and let yourself trust again? You have just gotten off the phone with someone who

A Little More About Me
Who am I and what am I all about.The basics...I'm a single parent with two boys.One grown the other still working on it.I live alone.VERY ALONE! Place sure needs a woman's touch.So do I come to think of it.Been too long.Actually my place looks pretty good.My big passion is for the Chinese culture and people.My lifestyle and interests reflect this.Some of the people dearest to my heart live in China.I was engaged to a pretty Chinese woman a couple of years ago but just before we were to be married something bad and unexpected happened and ended it all.Still trying to get over that.Still searching for my China Doll.I know she's out there.Definitely want to remarry.Don't get out much at all.Go to work,go home.Except for doing stuff with my youngest I don't have much of a life.I work the graveyard shift.That makes it harder to meet new people.That's one reason I spend time on the net.Hey,maybe she's on here waiting for me.Hmmmm!Anyone know any single Chinese ladies looking for a REAL marri

Finally
That time of the evening came quicker than I thought it would. It always does. I mean, Beth and I had been friends for years--she was just about my best friend ever and knew me longer than anyone else. And every time she came to visit me, that "end of the night" sleeping arrangement lingered in the air. Oh, I tried to play it off--each time. "I think I'll go to bed"... "You can stay here if you like"... "C'mon, get some sleep"... etc. While I never had any real designs on hooking up with her, I can't deny that the thought was ever present in my mind every time she snuggled up next to me. "This is just a friend thing", I'd think to myself, praying she wouldn't notice the massive hard-on I'd be sporting most of the night. I mean, Beth is just... everything I want in a woman. She's pretty, intelligent, shapely, blessed with some of the finest breasts God ever decided to put down on this earth, and a strange sexual personality. She's curious, open, and interested sexually in a wid

All I Want For Christmas
Outside the window, snow is falling, swirling its way to the ground. A fire crackles in the background, keeping the room nice and toasty. A woman sits on the sofa, a cup of hot chocolate in her hand. She looks pensive, as if struggling with a difficult decision; her big brown eyes seem lost in thought. She sips, the delicate china cup tipping slightly. Placing the cup on the nearby table, she reaches for a pad of paper and a pen, her chestnut hair falling forward to partially hide her face. She sits back, a single tear rolls down her cheek. She brushes it away, a bit ashamed that it fell. She brings the pen to her lips, chewing it. With a sigh, she begins to write. Dear Mark, So often I think of you. The way you held me in your arms made me feel safe. That is a feeling I haven't felt in such a long time. Not a day goes by when your handsome face doesn't float before my eyes, teasing me with the memory of the nights we shared. My body longs for you, your touch and there is naug

It Started Innocently Enough
You see, he's taller then me. Quite a bit taller. I know that doesn't make much difference if we're lying down. In fact, it's nice. I get to tuck my head down under his chin, and stay warm, and I can avoid his cold feet altogether. And it's not like he's without technique, or equipment. And he's got abs as hard as his ribs, and a face like an angel. Oh, and gentle. Strength with control. Perfect, yes? But I have an obsession. It's nothing really kinky, or at least it wasn't. Before. You see, I've had a few boyfriends. Not a lot, but a few. I've done most of the positions and stuff, but I really, really like to fuck vertically. You know, standing. Leaning against a wall, or a window, or whatever. Up against a car, or on the climbing frame in a playground (that's another story). My last boyfriend was a master. Truly. We were almost the same height, and with a little bending and prodding, we could do it freestanding, in the middle of the room. There's something about the way he c

Happy Halloween
Subject: HAPPY HALLOWEEN! A cabbie picks up a Nun. She gets into the cab, and notices that the VERY handsome cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why he is staring. He replies: 'I have a question to ask you but I don't want to offend you.' She answers, 'My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive.' 'Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me.' She responds, 'Well, let's see what we can do a about that: #1, you have to be single and #2, you must be Catholic.' The cab driver is very excited and says, 'Yes, I'm single and Catholic!' 'OK' the nun says. 'Pull into the next alley.' The nun fulfills his fantasy, with a kiss that would make a hooker blush. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. 'My dear child,' says

Our Own Private Eden
There she was on the side of the road. I had driven right by her in my 1969 V.W. Bug. I hurried over to the shoulder. I had to reverse back a little to get back to her. As I approached and got out of my car this beautiful woman was at the car. "Damn," I heard in the back of my head. Even better than I had thought. She was about 5'6" short dark hair. Deep inviting eyes. Oh and the most shapely body. As if she was carved out of ivory. Smooth pale complexion. She wore a dark sweater and her nipples protruded out on a count of the cold. Nice hard nipples that sat on each side her heavenly breasts. On her legs she wore some designer jeans that seemed custom tailored. She had what some may call a "bubble butt ." Oh but I love her bubble butt. Her pants hugged her tight as I hoped I could. "Can I help you ma'am?" I sheepishly asked. "Well, my car overheated and I have no water." She spoke so seductively as if she had ulterior motives. "I was wondering if maybe you could give me a rid

Heroes ( Remembering 9/11: A Fireman's Wife. )
Rita heard the front door swing open, and Mitch thudded in wearing his heavy boots. He stopped in the kitchen doorway and leaned against the jamb. His hair and uniform were a crumpled mess. “Hi,” he said. “Something smells good.” “How does lasagna sound?” Rita said. “Sounds real good. We saved a couple kids today.” Rita wiped her hands on a thin dishtowel and turned directly towards him. The circles under his eyes were very dark after the long shift, but his eyes still danced. “Yeah?” He smiled, his teeth bright. He had missed a dark smear of soot near his ear. Mitch almost never talked about work. There were bad days – when an apartment building burned to the ground, or a civilian got burned up, or a firefighter was injured (or worse) – and the last thing in the world he wanted to do was come home and relive the horrible events he sometimes had to experience. When they were first married, she had tried to get him to talk. He would slog home, slump into his overstuffe

My Walk
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 My Walk It's amazing how just a few simple words can change your life. Back about 3 years ago I started the church thang was quite a struggle. I think the main struggle was letting go of my old life and old habits basicly seeing my faults. Some of it was the Churches we went we didn't quite "FIT" in. A year and a half ago we found the church that we "FIT" in with. During the last year I learn that God didn't expect me to be perfect which is what I thought. I mean most church look perfect don't they? What I learn was to ask God to forgive me for my passed and present sins. and once that was done my sins were forgiven and forgotten. Pretty simple isn't it. I still struggle with some of my old ways I haven't always been "nice" to everyone and I still tend to judge which I know is very wrong. Back on July 11 my husband and I got Baptized their was 55 of us Baptized that evening. Not many have ever heard of that many at once. We were v

Angel Of Mercy
I was sitting in front of some apartment building, down town, in the worst neighborhood. I had a razor on me; I was thinking about turning down an alley and just ending it all. I was hoping someone would come along and make the choice for me, rape me and slit my throat. Hell, I've already gotten comfortable with the rape part; after a few times you hardly notice, you know? Then this guy comes along, just before dawn, and tries this Good Samaritan crap on me. He was thirty something and smelled like a car engine. He looked tired and dirty, like he hadn't showered in three days. He's eyeing me up like a piece of meat. I'm used to it. I should be fair; he could have been genuinely concerned, but I never take something like that for granted. He asked if I was all right, and I told him, "Does it fucking look like I'm all right?" He said something about being a nice guy and wanting to help. Hell, I don't trust anyone anymore. I ended up following him though, hoping he would put me out of

Remember When Ch. 2
Chapter 2: Our First Time Three and a half months have gone by since we first met. We saw each other as often as we could. We talked every day. You had become an important part of my life. The winter was unseasonably warm up until New Year’s weekend. A bad snowstorm was in the forecast. We both were scared that if I waited until Saturday to go to visit you, I wouldn’t be able to make it. It was decided; I was going up on Friday. We had a wonderful evening together. Then again, we always do. I had grown to care a great deal for you and knew I was falling for you in a way that I had only read about. I knew I had never felt like this before and it scared me a bit. We just relax. It feels so great to be with you again. Spending Thanksgiving and Christmas apart was really difficult for me. The holidays are times when people who care about each other should be together. Of course we both had responsibilities to our children and families that kept us apart. The Christmas card you sen

Remember When
It really does seem like yesterday that we met. I don't think that either of us knew just what was in store for us that day. I sit here remembering that day. We had been introduced online six weeks before. Oh how we would talk. Well, ok, after I decided to stop running away and realized that a friend would be nice to have. After all, everyone needs a friend. Oh the hours of conversations we would have. It was so nice to be able to talk to someone, to share my thoughts, my desires, and yes my fantasies with. Even better that you were able to as well. We really got to know each other during those long night conversations. I wouldn't trade that for anything. The day came when we had decided to meet. The night before I was a nervous wreck. I also missed you like crazy. I had actually gotten used to the idea of you being online every night. That night was different, you were moving. Moving closer to me. Yes, I realize that you had plans to move before we met, but it was still nice to thi

Her Gentle Man
The waitress leaves to get the check after we tell her, "No, thank you." to the request "How about some dessert?" I look over at Ann. With a smile I say, "Would you like to do something a little different tonight?" Her blue eyes narrow slightly, showing her laugh lines and she says, "Maybe. No ropes?" "No ropes." Her smile is a little bigger now. "No blindfold?" "No blindfold. I know you don't like that. And no ice, I promise." Her smile is now a knowing grin. "What will I have to do?" "Not a thing," I say, " just enjoy." "Tell me!" "No. Just trust me. You'll love it." I can see she is interested, both by the not knowing what to expect and the anticipation of what it could be. She runs her tongue around her lips and shift back and forth on her chair. Both sure signs she is getting excited. "OK, sure," she says. The waitress returnes and I pay for the meal. When I help Ann with her coat I make sure I run my fingers lightly over her neck. A sure erogen

I'm Feeling A Bit Off, Could You Turn Me On?
I'm Feeling a bit off, could you turn me on? I'll state the obvious, can't you see, after all, it don't mean a thing to me I'm not thinking about it, it's true don't you know, coloure me blue Turn me Oh you turn me out oh you turn me on Oh you turn me around Oh yes, you turn me So turn me up and turn me on Take a turn for the better and turn in that sweater Would you turn me in would you turn me off would you turn me over and up side down It can be your turn maybe it's my turn but just remember you turn me on!

Save The Girl
You know how I keep saying that one of these days I'm going to do something good for one of those poor kids I see out on the street all the time? Well man, I did something and I'm regretting it. I was coming home after working third shift. I was tired, looked like shit, probably smelled like chemicals and grease. I saw this girl on the doorstep to my apartment building, bawling her little eyes out. She had short dyed-red hair, a bullring through her nose and a stud in her bottom lip. If it weren't for the fucking metal, I'd say she had a cute face. She must have been all of, I don't know, twenty-one at the most. I say to her, "Hon, are you all okay?" "Does it look like I'm fucking okay," she said. I said to her that she didn't look okay, and that if she would like, I could help her out. "And just why should I trust you?" she said. Man, the girl is like a bad shot of whisky, bitter all the way down, you know? "Well, you shouldn't," I said, "but if you want food, a shower and a

Why Does Weight Matter?
" Well where have you been all night?" typed Julian to her new found friend she had met only 2 nights ago, finding him an awkward man she questioned his motives at times, he had said he would meet her in the Romance 20+up room but tonight he was late..Late by 2 hours," I had do help out a friend," he told her. Julian shurgged the remark some, not truly knowing everything about him, from what he had told her several nights ago, that he was a man about 23, randging at 6'3, a well bulit and skinny fellow saying at 195lbs, she had lied to him about one thing, and that was her weight size, she was about a 283lbs, too scared to tell him the truth she told him 143, he had seemed remarkably happy with it, she smiled as he told her the truth not lying about where he was," I went to Gloria's house, her husband and she were fighting, as I told you her husband is very abusive now," she nodded and rolled eyes typing back," I remember, sorry I acted like that but was alittle sad you hadn't showed up

Hater
A Hater is someone who is jealous and envious and spends all their time trying to make you look small so they can look tall. They are very negative people to say the least. Nothing is ev er good enough! When you make your mark, you will always attract some Haters. That's why you have to be careful with whom you share your blessings and your dreams, because some folk can't handle seeing you blessed... It's dangerous to be like somebody else. If God wanted you to be like somebody else, He would have given you what He gave them! Right? You never know what people have gone through to get what they have. The problem I have with Haters is that they see my glory, but they don't know my story... If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, you can rest assured that the water bill is higher there too! We've all got some Haters among us! Some people

Albatross
She was the only thing I paid attention to during the service. The minister droned on about how Mary would be well received in heaven, ashes to ashes, dust to dust, and all that. Religion had always been her thing, not mine. No, my thoughts were on the girl sitting towards the back of the church. She had her hands folded demurely in her lap, a solemn little frown on her face. She was fair-haired and skinned, a small smattering of freckles danced across the bridge of her nose. Okay, I amended, her breasts were too big to consider her a girl, but she was young. I wondered why she was here; I had certainly never seen her before. A relative on my wife's side? Somehow I didn't think so. I wiggled on the uncomfortable pew, trying to show the proper amount of grief during the key points in the sermon. The truth was, I felt a bitter detachment from it all. Everyone thought my wife had died in a car accident on the way to church, and I was content to let everyone keep on thinking that. But i

Making A Baby
Making a baby. This is hilarious! > There is not one dirty word in it, and it is funny. > > The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a > surrogate > father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, > Mr. > Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, 'Well, I'm off now. The man > should > be here soon.' > > Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer > happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. 'Good morning, > Ma'am', > he said, 'I've come to...' > > 'Oh, no need to explain,' Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, 'I've been > expecting you.' > > 'Have you really?' said the photographer. 'Well, that's good. Did you > know > babies are my specialty?' > > 'Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a > seat'. > > After a moment she asked, blushing, 'Well, where do we start?' > > 'Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the >

Released
here is the newest poem running through my head!! Released I release thee from the bond that holds tight, to find one true loves light, never to haunt your dreams again, never to come on a moments whim. I release thee from the bond that ever was, dropped from mind but never heart, lost and found but never hurt, trapped in time was never enough. I release thee from the bond of pain, to never again know the breaking of thy soul, to live with all thy know, to be one with all but always heal thyself, to be with the one thy love with all thy might, to be with the one thy hold so tight. I release thee to the world thy know, i release the key that i held so long, opening the door for thee with so much glee, hoping that our lives should past in the distant day, i release thee from all your pain. that is all i hope you like. I wrote it from the heart and i hope you take it as a good thing. I will see ya'll on the flipside. Ares

Attack Prinny
This Rubar fabulous girl has Auto 11's today. Princess@ fubar Go rate her all day please. And while you are there, join her and Alien's FU Adoption. (It's in her last blog) Should be the best auction Everrrrrrrrrrrr PS. After your done rating Princess. Go show the Spotlight girl Miss Licks mad luv too. If i have to tell you where to find the Spotlight girl you don't deserve to be on my friends list.. Peace out bishes....

Is Tony Robbins The New Jesus.............
Is Tony Robbins the new Jesus............. While talking to the good people of Fubar I came across someone who had been to one of this guys "shows" turned out on further questioning she was one of his volunteers, or disciples as I would refer to the poor misguided souls. So this got me round to thinking, maybe this guy is the new Jesus, so I looked for evidence and similarities between the two. Both are good talkers............... yep Both project/projected a strong personality.......... yep Both perform miricles*................ yep Both empower the poor through non violet protest...... yep Both live a simple humble life......... nope (not unless you count 18 cars, 5 houses, 2 boats and a helicopter as simple, p.s. those are not

Feel Like Breaking
I feel like going out & getting fucked up, Drinking or whatever. After 13 yrs of being clean. This is the first time in 13 yrs that that thought has crossed my mind. I am hurt and broken beond recognition. My heart aches with a pain i never thought i would feel again, because i wouldnt let any one get close to me again, not close enough to Break my Heart. But I am human and I finally let the walls to my so tightly gaurded heart down and let some one in. Im not blaming any one for what happened, I blame myself for being so insecure, yet stupid enogh to open myself up for the pain that i should have known would come. It always does, hmm so i guess that doesnt say much about me, But as hurt as i am, and as stupid as the thought of breaking my sobriety was, it was just a thought. I am too damn strong and proud to take steps backwards. My Children are too important to me & my Honor is my life. So even tho I thought about it. I WILL not do it. I am better then that !!!!!! I know that, I just

I Hate Hate Hate...assholes....
I am a bit....er...how you say....slutty from time to time...but that doesn't give anyone the right to treat me like a slut! (Well, unless I'm in the bedroom with them and I tell them to, but that's a different story all together!) I don't have a whole lot of rules here ppl! I mean seriously! WTF?!?!?! RULE #1) DO NOT LIE TO ME!!!! I will kill you! I'm not even joking! I don't think that should be a big issue! I'm not asking anything more of you than the Legal System asks of anyone who has to go on the Witness stand! You know what the truth is, I just want to hear it so there are no misunderstandings. If you just want to have sex with me, tell me that, odds are, I might be feeling the same way about you! Don't try to trick me into liking you, or making me think that it's gonna mean all that and a bag of Fritos to you! If you wanna get laid, tell me that to begin with...I should have the option to say..."hmmm, I'm not interested...." or "Sure, why the hell not?" Men, Women, Count

Tell Me About Yourself
> Change the answers or copy and paste. Have fun and be truthful! > > > > 1. What is your occupation right now? background external verifier/work from home > >> 2. What color are your socks right now? white > 3. What are you listening to right now? TV > 4. What was the last thing that you ate? >oatmeal & bacon > 5. Can you drive a stick shift? >> no 6. Last person you spoke to on the phone? > my friend > 7. Do you like the person who sent this to you? >> Absolutely >> 8. How old are you today? > 42 0> 9. What is your favorite sport to watch on TV? > basketball and football > 10. What is your favorite drink? >> don't have a favorite > 11. Have you ever dyed your hair? >> yes > 12. Favorite food? >> chinese, and burgers and fries > 13. What is the last movie you watched? >> >First Sunday 14. Favorite day of the year? >> my birthday > 15. How do you vent anger? > cry, and talk about it > 16. What was your favorite toy as a

Take Me
Ok , a person once told me , if u start explaining ur self to someone, ur always going to be explaining, I didn't know what they meant at first, but I do now. You can defend urself and explain ur self all u want,but its up to them to believe what they want to believe.Well let it be said Im done explaining and for thoses who don't already know Im a straight to the point type of person, and u will never have to figure out what Im thinkin, I keep it real , contary to what some people believe.Bottom line, Take me as I am, or leave me the fu@k alone, ur choice, point blank!!!! LATER!!!

10/29/08 - The Beatles - Let It Be (for Be Sake)
SONG VERSION BELOW Let it be - The beattles VIDEO VERSION BELOW The Beatles - Let it be - The Beatles LYRICS BELOW When I find myself in times of trouble Mother Mary comes to me Speaking words of wisdom, Let it be And in my hour of darkness She is standing right in front of me Speaking words of wisdom, Let it be. Let it be, let it be, Let it be, let it be, Whisper words of wisdom, Let it be. And when the broken-hearted people Living in the world agree There will be an answer, Let it be. For though they may be parted There is still a chance that they will see There will be an answer, Let it be. Let it be, let it be, Let it be, let it be, Yeah, there will be an answer, Let it be. Let it be, let it be, Let it be, let it be, Whisper words of wisdom, Let it be. Let it be, let it be Let it be, yeah, let it be Whisper words of wisdom Let it be And when the night is cloudy There is still a light that shines on me Shi

Must Read For Parents, Prospective Parents And All Others
I found out something shocking in the world of health news in the least likely place: ESPN. No, not the latest news from the NFL Injury List. Former NFL Quarterback Jim Kelley was a ESPN talk show guest. After the normal chatter about pro football, he talked with great passion about something that completely shocked me. Mr Kelly had a son that was diagnosed at 4 months with a fatal disease, the child passed away two years ago at age 8. Here is the shocking part. Each state does a heal prick blood test on newborns to test for diseases. The shocking part is this: there is no standardized regulations for the number of diseases they test for. It varies state to state. National health organizations recommend testing for 57, yet only ONE state tests for that many. Some states test for as few as 17. Imagine the number of children that are not diagnosed. I have no children, but I find this simply unacceptable. Surely there can't be that big of a difference between testi

10/29/08 - David Bowie - Space Oddity (thought It Was Ground Control To Major Tom.. My Bad )
SONG VERSION BELOW Ground Control to Major Tom - David Bowie LYRICS BELOW Ground control to Major Tom Ground control to Major Tom Take your protein pills and put your helmet on Ground control to Major Tom (10, 9, 8, 7) Commencing countdown, engines on (6, 5, 4, 3) Check ignition, and may God's love be with you (2, 1, liftoff) This is ground control to Major Tom, You've really made the grade And the papers want to know whose shirts you wear Now it's time to leave the capsule if you dare This is Major Tom to ground control I'm stepping through the door And I'm floating in the most peculiar way And the stars look very different today For here am I sitting in a tin can Far above the world Planet Earth is blue, and there's nothing I can do Though I'm past 100,000 miles I'm feeling very still And I think my spaceship knows which way to go Tell my wife I love her very much, she knows Ground control to Major Tom, Your circuit's dead, there's

Feel Free To Copy And Pass On
Girl: Slow down. Im scared. Guy: No this is fun. Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. (Girl hugs him) Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on? Its bugging me. In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die. if u r really loving some1 frm ur heart..... then send this msg to atleast 9 people(including me) If u r getting 3 back ur love is always with u..... THIS IS NOT A JOKE...... tonight the 1 u love will suddenly want u, miss u, n fall 4 u more FRIENDS ARE LIKE BALLOONS ONCE U LET THEM

Ghost!!!
Yes, indeed. Your soul is housed in a physical body. That physical body is a temporary state of being that allows your soul to have physical experiences. First, you are intricate to the universe's evolutionary plan of perfection. The soul is an entity that has a mission, if you will, and that is somewhat hedonistic, or self-serving, and that is to learn, to adapt, and to survive. Now this is where the duality of awareness comes into play. You see, each person, or physical manifestation has its own physical structure, think of a house and the general contractor you would hire to build your house. Each contractor comes with a different skill set, knowledge base and ability. Your parents, who donate their DNA to your physical development, are in a sense contractors who contribute different things, that come with their physical history, to your birthing process - you inherit those things. Now, to make this more complicated you also have a brain, within the physical

Opinion Of Dragons
I am still very new to Fubar... but as I have been passing through other peoples pics I have noticed alot of people are into dragon... I am wondering why ... what is your reason to have the dragon pics up? what do they mean to you? what do u like about them? Just been curious... enjoy my second blog and yes I know my writing is crap, spelling is crap and all in all crap so please don't remind me lol... everybody please have a great day

Can't Fight Fate
I have always been a firm believer that many things we consider "bad" at the time occur because it is a way to force us to change what we are doing. Fate is a sneaky creature. I would have never left my job at the prison if all the shit that occurred wouldn't have went on. I had become comfortably numb....hell I used to joke about it. I just let crap happen, I bitched about it but then crawled back in my hole and went back to work even through I wasn't happy. I am so glad that thing got stirred up so that my hand was forced and I finally broke and resigned. I have been happier than I have been in a long time. Yesterday I found out that there will be a social studies job opening up in December at a local middle school because a woman has chose to retire. It just happens to be at the same school that my best friend already works and where another one of my best friends just applied for a job. I am just wondering....OK.....hoping and praying that this is just another wonderful turn

Heaven Or Hell
HEAVEN OR HELL One day while walking down the street a highly successful executive woman was tragically hit by a bus and she died. Her soul arrived up in heaven where she was met at the Pearly Gates by St. Peter himself. "Welcome to Heaven," said St.Peter. "Before you get settled in though, it seems we have a problem. You see, strangely enough, we've never once had an executive make it this far and we're not really sure what to do with you." "No problem, just let me in." said the woman. "Well, I'd like to, but I have higher orders. What we're going to do is let you have a day in Hell and a day in Heaven and then you can choose whichever one you want to spend an eternity in." "Actually, I think I've made up my mind...I prefer to stay in Heaven", said the woman. "Sorry, we have rules..." And with that St. Peter put the executive in an elevator and it went down-down-down to hell. The doors opened and she found herself stepping out onto the putting gr

When A Girl/boy Says...
When a girl says she likes you, she wants you to ask her out. When a girl misses u, she's afraid to see how your new girl looks, she's dreading the fact thatur nothers anymore When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds,she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " she means it. When a girl says that she can't live without you,she h

Store Employees...
Store employees put up with a lot of shit. When jerks come into their store treating them like crap, there is a lot that goes through an employees mind they just can't just say without loosing their jobs... You are obviously smarter than me, so if YOU can't figure it out, what the hell makes you think I can? No, sir, I'm not hard-of-hearing, neither am I stupid. You just don't speak good English. Do you notice that your bad behaviour is embarrassing your wife? Do you want me to go ahead and call the manager, or do you want me to wait till you're REALLY pissed off? I can tell you right now I'm not going to give you very good service, because I think you're drunk or possibly on drugs, and frankly, you scare the hell out of me. No, sir, I can't do math in my head, but I can spell diarrhea. I realize I'm ignoring you, but you're in here every three days with your bratty kid and you never buy anything you don't return. Shame on you for using such language in front of

10/29/08 - Weird Al Yankovic - You're Pitiful (buahahahaaah)
SONG VERSION BELOW your pitiful - Weird Al Yankovic LYRICS BELOW My life is brilliant... What, was I too early? Oh, sorry. Should I...Do you wanna start over? Or, keep going? Okay, now? Now? My life is brilliant Your life's a joke You're just pathetic You're always broke Your homemade Star Trek uniform really ain't impressin' me You're sufferin' from delusions of Adequacy You're pitiful You're pitiful You're pitiful It's true Never had a date That ya couldn't inflate And ya smell repulsive too What a bummer bein' you Well ya just can't dance And forget romance Everybody you know still calls ya "Farty pants" But you always have a job well I mean As long as you still can work that slurpie machine You're pitiful You're pitiful You're pitiful It's true You're half undressed Eatin' chips of your chest While you're playin' Halo 2 No one's classier than you Lalala la Lalala la Lalala la Loser You're pitiful You're pit

6 Days And Counting
I am anxious to see what the next six days are going to hold in this campaign. I have to admit that I am in some ways pleased with this election. It really hasn't gotten overly nasty like those of the past have gotten. I have been truly impressed with how well Barrack Obama has held up under the pressure that has been placed on him. I have been impressed with John McCain because he has chose to attack Obama's political actions and not his personal character. I think that this time in American history commands that there be a more civil election process. I have noticed that this election has been focused a lot more on what the candidates are going to do for the American people. If you are still unsure of who you are going to vote for then drop by both candidates websites....they are very well made and are very informative. When I think of elections I go back to the famous supposed quote by Dr. Ben Franklin as he left the Independence Hall in Philly after the Constitutional Con

Something About Myself...
_______Bests________ 1. male friend: IAN 2. female friend: SUSIE&CHRISSY 3. Vacation: BARCELONA, SPAIN 4. age: 26...lol 5. memory: tooooo many... ______Worst________ 1. Time of day: 7am 2. Day of the week: MONDAY 3. Food: FISH 4. Memory: when my mom got serious sick 5. Boyfriend or girlfriend: ROBERT...lol _______Lasts__________ 1. Person u saw: MY CO-WORKER ANGI 2. Talk on the phone with: CO-WORKER 3. Hugged: HMMM...LONG TIME AGO 4. IM: JULIA _______Firsts_________ 1. Kiss: AWWWWW...THAT WAS CUTE!lol 2. Serious bf or gf: ROBERT 3. Car: VW GOLF 4. First school: GRUNDSCHULE HÖCHSTADT 5. Job: MANAGE OF OFFICE COMMUNICATION IN A DIGITAL PRINT COMPANY _______today________ 1. What are you doing now: THIS SURVEY...lol 2. Tonight: GYM AND THEN CHILLIN 3. Wearing: JEANS AND A PULLOVER...ITS DAMN COLD TODAY! 4. what did you eat for lunch: APPLE, YOGUHRT 5: Better than yesterday: NOT REALLY ________tomorrow___________ 1. Is: THURSDAY 2. Got any plans: W

10/29/08
What up Blog!!!!!! What a long week here at work. It usually is when you are waiting for your vacation to start. Im heading out on a cruise next Thursday to Mexico. It should be fun, but I hope the company we bring are to dull. At the moment Im about ready to drop kick one of the girls going with us. I just finished reading The Herion Diaries. It was a great read. Actually I read 357 pages in two days. I was hooked. Nikki Sixx from Motley Crue is a sick and twisted sumbitch, but man what a life he and the rest of the Crue lead. Yeah ok, maybe the ODing on Smack and being drunk everyday isn't good, but damn. I don't care who you are, If u walk into a bar and girls take u in the back room and blow you, then say thank you for letting them do it. WOW...now thats what I call being the MAN. 0715 10/29/08 I just got into with some lady in my office. She needs to keep her nose out of peoples conversations. We were discussing how barrack is the Antichrist and is a putz. She burst in t

Blue Swede Shoes
Hva betyr låta Blue Suede Shoes? Har det noe med Sverige å gjøre som Brian trodde da hans mindreårige kjæreste påstod at han hadde gjort henne gravid? Jeg søkte raskt på låtvalgene hans og Blue går igjen på 10 titler umiddelbart. Blueberry Hill. Blue River. Blue Christmas. Osv. Vi har Blue Eyes Cryin In The Rain på det nest siste albumet fra '76. Og vi har selvfølgelig Moody Blue som avslutning på karrieren. Elvis visste at en tilbedelse av kvinnen måtte skape problemer for ham. Dels i forhold til Pricilla opplagt. Hun ble lei av å være husmor. Men først å fremst er dette amerikanerens problem. Han må forholde seg til ganske mange gudinner. Den sorte. Indianerkvinnen. Den hvite (Hør A Thing Called Love med både Elvis og Cash og gjett om Cash lærte noe av konas forelskelse i Elvis) Og japanerinnen. Det er en håpløs oppgave. Men Elvis klarte det. Buffy bor på Hawaii. Og hennes Soldier Blue er en alvorlig irettesettelse som handler om den egentlige hindringen som El

For Starters
I guess I should put something down here.First..I have been to a gazillion other sites that are supposed to be like this where you can meet people and such...but NOBODY EVER WRITES YOU!! This place Rocks! The first hour I was on here I got several messages.Very cool.I love feedback on my artwork.So you all need to check out my artwork album and let me know what you think.Be honest.I don't mind suggestions on what is wrong.Sometimes it takes a fresh prospective to see something clearly.The whole "can't see the forest for the trees" thing.Anyone who is an artist can understand that.You can get so involved in the work that you miss stuff.Every time I finish new work I immediately see a bunch of mistakes.That's how we improve though right?Next time I will tell more about myself.I've never been big on blogs but I think I can get into writing here.Later dudes and dudeses.I know,I can't spell.HEY I'M FROM KY WHAT DO YOU EXPECT? Cheers!!

= Ugly Truth =
ok, i have to admit some things, as i've no way to deny the truth, no matter how badly i do not want to. i have relationship issues, and i've not been quiet about it. yeah, i post my love and adoration for nyssa, as well as make a lot of less then flattering comments about her and post photos of our moments together...i raise hell when i am hurt, and i cry a lot about how unfair i've been treated, and i can't live with what truths I have really done, against her, against nyssa, the woman i claim to love and adore.. we are in a tight spot, and i've not supported the family, at all, in the year we have been together. we have had issues due to this, and i have basically been living on my 27 yr old girl friends back. can't imagine why she would allow it, and it's something i never mention when ranting about our troubles. so there's that... since we have flown the coup in phoenix, and are living in my dad's house, it has gotten so much worse, and not so much for me, but for nyss

Sweet And Sour Chicken
Ingredients 4 tsp brown sugar 4- 3 oz boneless, skinless chicken breasts 1-2 cloves crushed garlic 1 to 2 tbsp canola oil for cooking Celery salt- 1/4 tsp Black pepper- season to taste 1 can chunk pineapple with juice 1 red pepper sliced in strips 1 onion chopped in big pieces 1 tbsp of your favorite vinegar- apple cider, rice, or balsamic 2 tsp corn starch- mix with the juice from the pineapples and the brown sugar Directions 1. Add the canola oil to a frying pan 2. Brown the garlic in the oil 3. Add chicken breasts, onion, red pepper 4. When chicken is fully cooked add the pineapple chunks and the juice mixed with the cornstarch, vinegar and brown sugar. 5. Cook until sauce thickens. If too thick add a little water. 6. Serve with brown or white rice. Number of Servings: 4

Cornbread Salad
Ingredients Cornbread (prepared in an 8 in. round) Tomatoes (3-4) diced Cucumber (1-2) diced Green Onion (3-4) diced Bacon (1/4 to 1/2 lb.) fried and crumbled Ranch dressing Cheddar or Colby/Jack cheese (shredded) up to 2 cups Directions Fry bacon in skillet. Bake Cornbread. Crumble cornbread in a 9 by 13 inch pan/dish. Crumble bacon on top of it evenly. Drizzle Ranch dressing over the top. Add cucumber, tomatoes, and green onions in layers. Top with more Ranch dressing over the top. Then sprinkle cheddar or colby/jack shredded cheese of the top. Chill until ready to serve.

Friends And Ratings
OK, a semi rant today. You have these peeps on your friends list, what do you do? Personally I try to get around once a week and rate them a 10 or an 11 if I have them. It's just one pic... Why don't others reciprocate? They come and check you out but don't rate... How bad is that? Start bumping them off?

These Eyes Of Blue
I've been waiting for your Love I could fill all your needs Just slip into my dream I'll be there To intoxicate you To enchant you You are so beautiful I would love just once To kiss your lips Caress your curves That voluptuous skin And those sexy hips I'll show you tonight Let me dry your tears With heat of passion And warm embraces Slip into my dream Where Love is waiting To envelope you Baby don't you know I'll be your Lover true I'll capture your attention With these words of Love And these eyes of blue I've been waiting for you All my life I'll show you tonight If you'll just slip into my arms You'll hear my heart beating Beating in Sensuous Rhythms Baby can't you feel it It's beating just for you Beating for your Love And your rapturous touch Baby come into my arms Let me feel your heart beating And the rhythm of your breathing You can capture me You can hold me close Come to me Darling I'll dream just for you I have waited a lifetime I'll meet you i

Beauty
Merriam-Webster defines *BEAUTY* as the quality or aggregate of qualities in a person or thing that gives pleasure to the SENSES or pleasurably exalts the mind or spirit. When I focus on the traditional thought of what defines our senses I automatically think about the five senses. You can thank the Greek philosopher Aristotle because it was him that classified our sensory perception of Sight, Hearing, Touch, Smell, and Taste. The human body actually have many more sensory stimuli senses but they go beyond my post on beauty. So today I'm going to focus on what I can actually define as absolute beauty and I'll post my comment later on today. I encourage others of you to focus on what is truly beautiful to you and leave me with a comment with your answer. Love LeeJames

From Long Ago...remember?
Remember writing this sweetie? You wrote this to me like 10 years ago! I've still got it plus some more, hope u like! xoxo Hi my love... I see you, command you, like a priest I defend you, you touch me, I shiver, and it drains me like a drying river. you impede the movement of thoughts, didn't know u were the man i sought. Decline my feeling of desire, man, set my heart on fire. Smile at me, it means the world, I whisper words you've never heard. Caress your body, fondle your sense, my feelings for you are extremely intense. When I shut my eyes I dream of you, and deep down inside you know it too. Feel my yearning, instant despair, feelings like mine are usually rare. I know that we are meant to be, loose your love and set it free. Open your heart and let me in, love is not a deadly sin. I am with you day and night, dont wanna loose you out of my sight. You make me high, you've opened the door, untamed love and I only want more. "Falling" I

Moby - Extreme Ways
Extreme ways are back again Extreme places I didn't know I broke everything new again Everything that I'd owned I threw it out the windows, came along Extreme ways I know move apart The colors of my sea Perfect color me Extreme ways that that help me Help me out at night Extreme places I had gone But never seen any light Dirty basements, dirty noise Dirty places coming through Extreme worlds alone Did you ever like it planned I would stand in line for this There's always room in life for this Oh baby, oh baby Then it fell apart, fell apart Oh baby, oh baby Then it fell apart, it fell apart Oh baby, oh baby Then it fell apart, it fell apart Oh baby, oh baby Like it always does, always does Extreme songs that told me They helped me down every night I didn't have much to say I didn't get above the light I closed my eyes and closed myself And closed my world and never opened Up to anything That could get me along I had to close down everything

Kasabian - Club Foot
One...take control of me? Yer messing with the enemy Said its 2..it's another trick Messin with my mind, I wake up Chase down an empty street Blindly snap the broken beats Said it's cut with a dirty trick Its taken all these days to find ya I tell you I want you I tell you I need you friends, take control of me Stalking cross' the gallery All these pills got to operate The colour quits and all invade us There he goes again Take me to the edge again All I got is a dirty trick I'm chasin down the wolves to save ya I tell you I want you I'll tell you I need you I... the blood aint on my face Just wanted you near me I tell you I want you I'll tell you I need you The blood aint on my hands Just wanted you near me I tell you I want you I'll tell you I need you The blood aint on my hands Just wanted you near me

Halloween History
Halloween History More than 2,000 years ago, October 31st was a day to be feared by the Celtic people who lived in what is now England, Ireland and France. For them October 31st was The Festival of Samhain, which marked the end of the year and the end of the harvest season. It was their New Year's Eve. Why all the fear? Because it was believed that during the evening of this harvest festival the Lord of the Dead, Samhain, would allow the dead to return to earth for a few hours. To hide from these evil spirits many people donned masks - the more gruesome the better - so the spirits would think they were not mortals but other evil spirits and pass them by. Grotesque masks of all sizes and shapes were made from animal skins, animal heads and anything else the Celts could find and use. Costumes were also incorporated in this ceremony. The wilder the costume, the more frightening it would be to ward off the evil spirits. Bonfires, in honour of the sun god, were bu

Man's Arm Trapped In Train Toilet
"A passenger on a French train had to be rescued by firemen after having his arm sucked down the on-board toilet. The 26-year-old victim was trapped when he tried to fish out his mobile phone, which had fallen into the toilet bowl, and fell foul of the suction system." Source : BBC News

I Have A Qestoin
I HAVE A QESTOIN Why do i stay on fubar jugeing lack respect i have seen to uthers and the money i spent to get Oracle and lots people be4 and after me get pade of with a happay hour yet i cant even get a anser from supoart i feel singled out for sume resin plus the people that twist things to get ther own needs i dont beg at lest i hope i dont i just want a fair go im not perfic or clame to be clover or a hunk and now on to uther things its ok for sume to buy there self auto 11s on 2 acount or rate ther self i dont exspect any thing not even to be rated just to no its wurth it me being here p.s if cant read this sorry o be4 i go if you dont care for me just delite and block

What Happened To The Nice Guy
I stole this from a bully...... What happened to all the nice guys? The answer is simple: you did. See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were fucking treated you. At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic feelings for him, and buttressed your position by claiming that you were "just friends." Besides, he totally wasn't your type. I mean, he was a li

Wednesday Opie And Anthony Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Traci Lords, Chris Jericho, Boobs On Paltalk And Ratemywow, Erock Hot Wax Shots Video, H
Listen to Today's OPIE & ANTHONY Show on AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST). Holy man, Bat Shit! It's Whip 'em Out Wednesday!!! (and it's COLD as HELL in New York, so hopefully you brought your mittens) Happy Whip 'em Out Wednesday boys and girls... especially to the Lovely ladies on Paltalk, who go out of their way each and every morning to show off their private parts on their webcams (even when it's cold outside they're all good sports). They'll keep doing it if you're nice, guys... so try to refrain from being dickheads. And who are we bullshitting anyway, right? 90% of you are on PalTalk to see CHICKS GETTING NAKED ON CAM, so why pretend you were teleconferencing to Tel Aviv about some big business deal? You had your pants off and you were knocking around your ding dong. Just go on and log in to your Paltalk and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see all the girlies! Today on the Opie and Anthony Radio Franchise, the hot-as-hell Traci Lords is check

The Raw Shark Texts
So in this book this guy wakes up with no memory and that, and gradually discovers that he's being pursued by a conceptual shark that wants to eat his personality. There's a girl in it, and a mad boffin, a guy who's 600 guys, and a cat called Ian. And the whole thing climaxes with a brilliant use of a classic movie on an imaginary boat. It's quite probably one of the maddest books I've ever read, and a stunning debut from Hull-based author Stephen Hall. If I were you, I'd go get a copy now. But I'm not, I'm me, and I've already read it.

For You Baby With All My Love!
it's still so unreal to me he took me by suprise. i wasn't expecting it i was about to give up on love completely cuz all it ever did to me was hurt me. then he came along and iam all his,and proud of it. we could be miles away from each other but all i have to do is close my eyes and dream about him and im with him. it's a little scarey to me cuz this is all new to me.i hope i don't do anything to reck it like i usually do. he broke all the walls i had built up all around me. i hope that i don't ever disapoint him. one things for sure i will never cheat on him EVER! he means way too much to me. this is all sooo suddenly how can i feel this strongly already??? i just do. i know what i feel and not afraid to say it. or show it. i miss you my baby!xoxox

Helpin Da Flirt
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Let's Go Trick Or Treating
Let's Go Trick or Treating by BlueWolf 51 © Let's go Trick or Treating Let's be kids again Let's get some candy And light jack-o-lantern grins Let's put on some ripped up clothing And go as hobos just for fun Let's get caramel apples on a stick And candy bars by the ton Let's make sure we bring along Some easy to clean soap just in case For those that don't give out something sweet Will see on their windows a happy face Let's walk the streets till way past 10 Then we can tell scary stories Of monsters, ghosts, witches, and ghouls In all their morbid glories And when we finally come home To lay our heads on soft pillows We can listen to the wind moan So eerily through the weeping willows. I wish you a Happy Halloween I hope you'll enjoy the night I hope you don't get to upset When the kids try to cause a fright

Fall Fu-festival
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New Song
Yes, yes! we're back again. Just last night me and the band cranked out another song. The instrumentals are still in the making, as well as the name. We didn't get to decide on it, haha,so we just went with Untitled, for now. We spent earlier today trying to dish out some brand new sounds and tones for the song that we didn't have the time. As stated before we're still in the production of "Check Yes or No", "Fair but Equal" and "Detox". It's 4 am, I'm watching Fresh Prince and hoping to fall asleep to the sweet sounds of Roseanne yelling. Goodnight. :)

Walking The Ruins
you can't see the assault on my psyche behind my eyes. you left behind a barren wasteland, when it could have been a fertile landscape. i feel as if my resolution was at my fingertips. only to have torn away by undeserving hands. i yearn for my absolution, upon which only abandonment is bestowed. i let you go in hope that the few memories that you will have of me would be pleasant; and that you would not feel near the anger and anguish i endure. for i would rather take this upon myself; so that you may carry on unscathed by comparison. can you say that of any of your past victims? you made me feel again- now i no longer want my heart. you awoke something within me- now i am a fleshen shell. you showed me that i wasn't alone- and that is how you left me. you said you understood me- but you left; so did you really? you brought me up from the ashes, and left me smelling of smoke. now i am undone, with no hope

If You Know Me You Will Get This!!!
Im a good , and caring person, i get accused of the most , unrealistic things you would think of, ..but i am still , not that person....if you know me ...you will know i am a caring, and good friend to you . so stick up for me damn it!

For The World Is Hollow And I Shall Never Touch The Sky
as i snuff out the final cigarette of the night the extiguished shattered ember reminds me that the anger still burns that to me no one will ever turn in my private prison i am locked away shunned and stunted that i may never know why i must be here in this incarceration my impervious prison of solitude i see thru the walls as though they were glass yet nothing and no one sees me every time i reach for the light i am reminded no one and nothing will ever reach back like screaming for help during an endless lingering death yet nothing and no one comes to help to walk amongst the living and still be dead inside to see the happiness and fullfilment you yearn for being given to anyone and everyone else a billowing flame being forcefully diminished to dying embers from lack of fuel a raging torrent choked to sparse droplets one little world being driven to extinction this is my existence i seek what i shall never find

Things Ive Learned........
Ok here's my spot on the internet to tell you who I am..... HAHAHA!!! Like people really care. So I will just tell you things Ive learned. 1. People are people and will never change unless something drastic happens to them. 2. The people you trust most are the ones that will do the most harm to you 3. People come and go, the trick is to keep the ones that you can grow with and get rid of the ones that only want something from you! 4. Looking back at things you did wrong in life and not correcting them is like watching a monkey screw a football...its funny as hell to watch but then becomes a sad mess at the end. 5. Never let a day go by without telling the people who mean the world to you that they DO mean the world to you. 6. It only takes a couple of seconds to help someone out but that could be the turning point in that persons life, so why not help? 7. NEVER EVER let a person that cheats on you back in your life, they will only work harder NOT to get caught again. 8.

Life.......
I swear, I can't catch a break. Everything seems to go well, school was good, my son was great, I was happy, then everything fell apart. I don't know what happened, I don't know why...maybe i'm jinxed?? Then things go wrong or fights or whatever and they all come run to me, is it not already enough that I have my own miserable life to deal with. The only "happy" thing in my life is my son. He is my everything and always will be. And because of that, the fact that he is happy and 98% healthy, active and keeps me on my toes then WHY is it that I'm not happy? Why can't I find some happiness. I know that life isn't fair, I've had my deal of heartache and enough to know that life is not fair...but everyone deserves a little piece of happiness. I'm not asking for much am I? I know I know...you have to make yourself happy, find something that makes you happy....BUT it's hard to keep doing that time and time again, when it turns to shit, and/or just slips through you fingers and

The Last War
10. The Last War Demons of Hell Rise up against the righteous Prepare for the kill Show them the meaning of darkness Satan has called Gather your weapons for battle Evil's on board Unleashing the forces of chaos Satan's taking control It's the last war Conquest over gods world This is the last war The war against god Punishing those who are faithful Revenge is at hand Ripping the wings off angels Fire and stone Arrival of Hell upon earth Victory's close Dominions are changing hands now

Disconnected.
I realize more and more each passing day that something in me...is altered..I don't feel the way I should anymore and with talking with my girl friend we realized we both don't really feel what is needed for a realtionship. Not to say that I am single but it's odd. I know I'd die for this girl no questions asked but I couldn't tell her I loved her. I don't even know if I could tell my family I loved them at this point. It's like my soul has drifted off and all that remains are the bones and the skin in my existance I am alive very much so alive but am I really living? Something is fucked up in me please if you have advice feel free to drop it on me.

Psycho Society
9. Psycho Society Killing You only live for death Reason You have no reason to live Worthless Your life as it is Justice Is too fucked up to see That you're hunting, Around this town, ridding life No one can stop you Enjoy these times A psycho society, is what we live in There's too many chances, that have been given There's no one around, to let you in Just like the rest You're a victim Raping Society is weak Seeking For easy prey to take Laughing While you inflict all this pain Living Are these lives that are deranged And these lives that you take, are not just one You don't understand You were never even loved

King Of Betrayal
8. King Of Betrayal I've had it up to here with you And all the shit that you've brought Into my life, now it ends Just to think I thought you friend How the fuck did you think You'd get away with what you did, And what you said, and what you've done, I'll take no more, come get some I'll smash you down from your imagined state Drag you down from reality Show to you the real way, the real life And what it all means The memory of pain lasts for days But you've not seen the brutality That I'll deliver, and I will The pain you'll feel, will last for years Betrayer King of betrayal Betrayer King of betrayal So if you think your gonna get Away with this, think again I'm on your trail, I'm on your case I'll track you down I will avenge Betrayal is not a thing I take to heart very well Now you've added murder in I'll make your life a living hell

Waiting To Die
7. Waiting To Die Waiting, breathing The last air of my days Slowly, dying The most painful of ways Certain death coming to take me soon Nothing can cure me My life is ruined Living is too painful Please take my life Why keep me here you are wasting your time My life is the past My future is death I want my last breath Nothing can stop my descent to the end These thoughts are my last Keeping me from my eternal rest Save me from this life that I detest Then I will be free from all this pain Tell me why you can't kill me again Why declare such a law It's so unjust Let the dying decide when death should come Why can't you see Keeping me alive Wastes money and time Had enough of this life I just want to die Please listen to me

Final Vision
6. Final Vision Destiny has delivered me to fate I have nothing to give you but hate Unsuspecting victims they now await My remorseless anger to inflate Your final vision You see dementia in my eyes One last incision To hear you scream before you die Nothing can stop me from my addiction To make everyone a victim Of my hatred and my murderous ways More deaths until the end of my days Your still body to be disposed I have to make sure no one ever knows Of the pain I've brought upon you And the future chain of murderers I'll pursue Many more to die The same way that you lost your life And not one will survive You'll die

Infected Lies
5. Infected Lies Bloodied eyes, of man believed the lies I've forseen, the world to bleed Your fucking dreams, Are all you've got Not what they seem, This world is ready to die You realize the book is a lie They've led you astray And now you know your life has wasted away You followed you own god to be labelled by Your good deeds, you never asked questions why Punished by, religion, it's every word you heed to How can you live with this lie Cutting your own throat, infected lies Poison fed, now you understand why Why the chimes are out, out of breath Plead your final act, sentenced death Welcome to the end, this is it Say your prayers Take the judging sand And we'll sift, through all your years Watching as your life Flashes past, your eyes of fear Now you've reached the end Your begotten dreams Are not there, you followed so easily Tales are to mend But reality's overcome The second coming arrives The Book is a LIE!!!

One Day Closer
4. One Day Closer I never said I wanted this This useless thing called life is fucken full of shit I can't decide if I should die Or contemplate the sins I've seen within the signs I've tried to see, something in me Something that tells me what my future paths will bring But of the paths that I seek They all show me that life is not what it seems One day closer No more ever When evil calls And makes a stand I will be there to hold up my bloodied hands My eagerness for death then shall be put aside I hate you, and your kind Your senseless way of life is fucken worse than mine Your not immortal, and you know this Just one day closer then your life will not exist The time is near, your final breath And soon you'll know what life will be like after death Your lifeless eyes, they stare at me You should be grateful that I let your soul go free I have to make, the most of this This sickness that I have that only death can fix I'm not immortal, and I know this

A Killer Born
Break from the womb Mother's death, I am free Nature takes course Instincts lead, hatred breeds Learning to kill Such a rush, not enough Hunting the prey Watch it bleed, start to feed Hunger for more Torturing, cannibal Eating the flesh Still alive, keep the heads Staring at me Dying eyes, trophies mine A killer born Never stops, never dies Dying is inevitable I'm only creating the cause Natures not doing it's job Annihilate human life Wasting the space of the earth My war against all mankind Tasting the blood From the wounds, nothing like it Screaming in pain Still alive, try to fight it Taking it slow Incisions, cutting lightly Butchered and torn Terrified, body's lifeless A killer born

Step Out Of The Light
2. Step Out Of The Light I've stepped into darkness Within it I find A new kind of being And my piece of mind The pain I can handle The torture unfolds Cos I know that I have Secured my soul That's why I serve my side Black shadows mask my memories What I should have been But darkness shrouds my vision What I am, I shall remain You cannot imagine The pleasure I take In watching you crumble When my anger awakes That's why I serve my side Step out of the light That's why I serve my side Step out of the light I, will only bring you pain You, will never feel the same No one will her your scream's for help Evil, is what I'm all about That's why I serve my side Step out of the light Step out of the light

Beyond Human
1. Beyond Human Suicide The next evolution Soon to die By your own infliction Self Demise Became your religion Life's a lie No point in living Beyond human Return of the next level You are never going to reach The final death ritual Take you to the to the kingdom of god How the hell can you believe Abandoning Your only children Left alone Lost in confusion Your beliefs Are so strong You can't expect That your wrong Your fucking wrong Indulging In mass suicide To join the Hidden craft To take you to Heaven's gate You can't evolve It's too late Beyond human

So I Had This Friend Named Will
ok, so as a few of you close friends know, i was close to a a guy named will, and and we have known eachother fooorrrr,, hhmmmmm a LONG time now, and since i am Engaged to Rob, i do not have any feelings for him anymore, but will has this pet girl living with him and from what he told me,, he said,,,, she screwed him out of alot of $$$$$, then just left with no warning, oh and then he asked me if i wanted her Dog,, LOL and thennnnnn, she comes back, and now she says shes in LOOOOVVEEEE with him LMAO and he just seems to have said nothing but terrible things about her and wow, its like we should all have our own drama show. now i know shes probably reading this and honestly, i dont really care,lol. so go ahead and email be some bullshit like "i dont like what you posted" "blahh dee daahhh" plus, will even admitted to having a tendency of leaning twards the ppl who hurt him more than the ppl who help him because there have been A SHIT LOAD of times we have ar

For Those Of You Unsure What Wicca Is
What Is Wicca? History Wicca is a neo-pagan religion based on the pre-Christian traditions of England, Ireland, Scotland, and Wales. Its origins can be traced even further back to Paleolithic peoples who worshipped a Hunter God and a Fertility Goddess. Cave paintings found in France (and dated at 30,000 years old) depict a man with the head of a stag, and a woman with a swollen, pregnant belly. They stand in a circle with eleven mortals. These archetypes of the divine are worshipped by Wiccans to this very day. By these standards, the religion that is now called Wicca, is perhaps the oldest religion in the world. In 1951, the laws against Witchcraft were repealed in England. A man named Gerald Gardner was the first to come into the public eye with a description of what modern witches were practicing. His information came from the traditions of a coven called the New Forest Witches, and from Ceremonial Magick and the Cabballah. He began what is now called the Gardnerian Traditio

The Things You Miss
The Things you Miss.. I cant imagine even today that your not here anymore. When I think of all the things your going to miss It brings a tear to my eye. Then I think of the things you have already missed. Birthdays, Holidays, Your High School graduation. And the things we miss. Your smile, the way you like to make fun of us. When you play basketball, Or complain about the cold. Celebrating your Birthdays, buying you gifts. And everything is a reminder. Everywhere we look there something that points to you. I have to come to realize you will never get Married, Have Kids or Travel the world. You will never get your dream job. You wont see your nieces and nephews go to Prom, Graduate High School or get married. All the things your going to miss makes me miss you even more. The thought of not being able to share these moments with you breaks my heart. I try to talk to you even knowing I wont hear you answer. I know your watching and it sh

How Insane The World Really Is...
I've done some thinking tonight, and there are really so many thing that I'm fucking sick of. I've always never been a really big fan of the General population, But I've just gotten so fed up with EVERYTHING and EVERYBODY: First off, I'm sick of these stupid ass Metalheads who go growing their hair out and wearing stupid cheap ass rings and pendants and throwing their "Horns" in the air and "Rocking out" to Satan, Yet when someone dumps your sorry asses, you go around crying and carrying on like the "Pretty People" You all hate so much and try so hard to not be like. Speaking of which, I'm tired of you assholes who visit my profile with the same goddamn pictures, same loser personality but a different profile and screen name riddled with X's and some dumb ass reference to Metal. Every picture has to be with you holding your index and pinky finger up, or holding a guitar, all the while trying your best to look pissed off at nothing. Instead of wasting your money on buying the latest

Freaking Fuck Uck Fuck
the internet discunnected me form my ghame....fuckers! shitty internet, damn veruszon wireless broadband! im gonna go back and kill some xombies...or be a zombie and kill some survivors...im ducking frunk! Im feeling a bit down and shit...cause even if they did find something wrong with me disability doesnt pay shit...i;d rather work at mcdonalds....would get more money than they pay disabilityl....guess IU dont know how to cheat the system wlel wnough as some of the other deadbeat motherfuckers out ther who are on welfare and drive nice cars and me who has to file for dfuckin bankruptcy cause i only get to work 20 hrs a week on suppoimental being a new grad and having to wait for fucking full time people to quit so i can get full time work cause I dont want to move o tfucking deattle or another place far away from my son where i can get a full time job because i cant leave my boy cause if i leaft him i wouwld die on the inside or some shit and im so fucking drunk...man i should have

[hermit]
I'm feeling very cut off with no YIM (primary means of talking to me for the last 10 years) and character count max's on my Ps3. All my favorite music is on the computer, live and downloaded. I dunno how to stream a station on this thing!! Point is, we're very issolated and very cold. And very low on food here. Send help, or a pc technician. At least I'm not hurt or anything, but that's about all that's left that can go wrong. Broke, freezing, lonely, and going crazy from poor lit rooms and hours spent in issolation. Wish there was a blizzard so there was a REAL reason for all this. But what's really on my mind? Relationships, or rather, the absence of one. My interview in 36 hours (and yes my sleep schedule is STILL all shitted up) and what else? Boredom and talking to myself in general. I don't want to talk on the phone, and I prefer im's to texts. My hermit world closed in more. If I had money I'd probably spend all day at a coffee bar not meeting anyone. That's about my speed, you

Im Drunk
yeah so I have beening having a hall of a bad couple weeks....had a liver biopsy, couldnt take any pain meds other than tylenol so i wouldnt reisk bleeding....then i hadve a shitty eval at work...well it wasnt piuss poor biut not the greatest either.....wonder if Im really cut out for this job since I have trouble remember stiff sometimes and am kinda inattentive...not good quliies for some in healthcare....so came home and after my ex picked up my son dank a good bottle of Townshend Chardonay....thats why my typing sucks....FUCK IT ALL...killin sombies in Zombie Panic...its a cool game....SHOW ME YOUR TITS!!!

I Just Want To Taste The Death.
Me: Fuck I forgot my smokes... Joey: So what I've got smokes. Me: You've got menthol who the fuck smokes menthol seriously all I want is the taste of the black smoke as it tars up my fucking lungs all I want is the straight taste of death swirling around inside me I don't need the minty taste. Joey: But it's like death just swished listerine in his mouth same death just a better taste. Me: but it's perposeless I mean that's like a hooker with herepes on her lips putting on lip stick...whats the point your still getting herepes.

The Kiss
The Kiss In the kiss you took my breath, took my life Reached deep within my soul You have tasted my hunger And you need more Tasting my lips you trace around Lingering on my neck. Opening my blouse You circle around my nipple Biting holding it in your teeth A moan escapes me Laying me on the bed Hands holding mine, outstretched Above my head, The power you feel The dominance that is yours Clothing is removed The tasting has begun, Enjoying the scent that is me Teasing, tickling tasting Juices flow, bodies move The sweat has just started Total submission is what you want And it is what you will have Bodies finding the rhythm That no one else can duplicate Words of passion, Words of love Carnal instincts take over Inside of me, you found your home Inside of me, In an instant you are lost The feelings have taken over You are euphoric as you cum Knowing that inside of me Is the onl

Black And Orange Halloween Colours
Do you know why the "trademark" Halloween colors are orange and black? Why not any other color combination? Is there anything special about orange and black together? Yes, there is. Feng Shui-wise, these two colors are on the opposite energy spectrums, so to speak. Orange is a very lively and happy color, the color of fall bounty and the warmth of fire. Orange is often called the "social" color, as it creates the feng shui energy to promote lively conversations and good times in your home. Black color, on the other hand, is the color of mystery and void. The color of a space with no beginning and no end, a space with an infinite creative energy incomprehensible to the human mind. Full of the feng shui energy of mystery and sophistication; black color also holds the energy of power and protection. Do you see now why this is the perfect combination for a Halloween celebration? While a very social and fun day, it is also a day when many mysterious and even scary energy doo

Owners / People In Charge
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Typing With One Hand
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? BED 2. Your significant other? NONE 3. Your hair? PONYTAIL 4. Your mother? ROOM 5. Your father? DIED 6. Your favorite thing? SLEEP 7. Your dream last night? HUH? 8. Your favorite drink? GATORAIDE 9. Your dream/goal? FAMILY 10. The room you're in? ROOM 11. Music? YESSSSS 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? LOVE 14. Where were you last night? ROOM 15. What you're not? UNLOYAL 16. Muffins? SURE 17. One of your wish list items? LOVE 18. Where you grew up? PACOIMA 19. The last thing you did? PHONE 20. What are you wearing? PJ'S 21. TV? HEROS 22. Your pets? NONE 23. Your computer? NEW 24. Your life? SUCKS 25. Your mood? DEPRESSED 26. Missing some

A Scary Story!!!
A man was walking home alone late one foggy night, when behind him he hears: BUMP... BUMP... BUMP... Walking faster, he looks back and through the fog he makes out the image of an upright casket banging its way down the middle of the street toward him. BUMP... BUMP... BUMP... Terrified, the man begins to run toward his home, the casket bouncing quickly behind him FASTER... FASTER... BUMP... BUMP... BUMP... He runs up to his door, fumbles with his keys, opens the door, rushes in, slams and locks the door behind him. However, the casket crashes through his door, with the lid of the casket clapping clappity-BUMP... clappity-BUMP... clappity-BUMP... on his heels, the terrified man runs. Rushing upstairs to the bathroom, the man locks himself in. His heart is pounding; his head is reeling; his breath is coming in

Steve Aka Xball
Well this month 2 people owns me 1 is Gary and the other 1 is Steve aka XBALL and to be honest I don't know who added who first but he bidded on me and won and Im so happy since then he been helping me in my giveaways and such if it wasn't for him I wouldn't have finish my last 1 :). He is a sweetheart 1 of my friends that I know for years told me this and I trust her judgement. I really don't know to say but towards the end of the month I will add to it :). Steve Thank you for bidding on me I hope I can help you in anyway don't hesitate to email me if you are in a giveaway Im there for you :) So if you are NOT his friend I suggest you click on this picture and add him and become friends with him you wont regret it xball_rating revolution@ fubar This bulleton has been brought to you by: Dee75@ fubar

Whatever!!
I am a simple woman I dont ask for anything I am not willing to give or do myself. But I feel like this whole world has gone to shit, I mean all anyone seems to care about is money,I have noticed in the relationsjip I have been in they always seem to be alot happier when we have money but once the money is gone or almost goneit is like they have this green monster that comes out and suddenly I am the evil woman who is making them live with a poor ass woman. Yeah I am poor and i feel I am better off being poor for i know who are an arent my true friends . It is like people see money as the only reason to live, me personally wish it was neve created cuz it causes more heartache then anything else. I look at all these rich people and they complain about oh how hard thir life is they hae such a bad life they have all these possesions and family but they kill off their souse or family to get even more money, now as or poor people if we kill anyone it is usually to protect ourselves or be

Rawr
So it has been forever since I have blogged. Not much has changed really, as always I am just working and going to school...getting out to have fun here and there. On the relationship front I have decided that is a waste of my time. I know I'm smart, not hard to look at and am a normal sweet down to earth kinda girl. Something will happen eventually. Going out with guys who want a perpetual booty call or some girl following them around like some attention starved puppy isnt me. I want a grown up relationship with space and closeness, room for both our lives and also us being as one. It's a nice balance, a give and take that I knwow is hard to find and settling just isnt in my nature. So I will go about my day and something may come along...it might not. But I refuse to let it bother me or be the center of my existence. "The search" lol How about just dancing friends and going out to have a great time.....Happy Halloween everybody =)

I Am Going To Be A Dad
Yes it is true i am going to be a daddy in jan me and my girlfriend are very happy about it. now the only thing i dont like is that i have to leave the only family i have (the carnavil) she dont think i can support her and the baby out on the road. i made over 100 grand this year and we are movin to mass, on friday. just wanted to let all my peeps know what as been going on withme

My Reaper Poem
Follow The Reaper (Death be not proud, though somehave called thee mighty and dreadful, art not so) Loosing the war I'm feining to win though I never tried to to strive deep from within. Life could be beautiful for anybody it's for, but I'd swear this mothafuckin' shit is rotten to the core. The portal has been past and it's time to make a turn, to follow the reaper until the point of no return. When your blindly death-raying blade sweeps the griefs and fears away. I cross my heart and hope to die thy freedom will be mine. Sinking down in the ocean of severe emotions. Grab a bottle to drink up the pain-reliefing potion. But after all, that got boring too, so no matter what happens, I couldn't give a damn or too. The portal has been past 'til the point of no return. No more lines to cross, no bridges to burn. Now when your blindly death-raying blade swept my griefs and tears away. I'd never go back to cross that line. I cross my heart and hope to di