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Ketsup - More Then A Hair Color
What’s going on with me and all ... What a week. Two clients, death of an exhubby and a new hair color... First client ROCKED. He worked all night then drove four hours from Lousianna just to see little ole me. So very cool. Second was SmackyB's Birthday party with three wonderful girlfriends to help out. I love these little luncheon parties so much I ended up cooking the food. That was Wednesday. That morning @ 4 am Exhub no.1 finally died. We found out at 6.30 in the morning that day. Ugly way to start the day and end the week. Kids are doing pretty well with everything. I am still not going. They are the viewing right now. It just started and should end about eight. So grody. I am going to go hook up with my sister, Di, around ten pm. We're traveling together to go say goodbye to our dear cousin, Suzanne. She is leaving for SoCal where she has a good job opportunity. I am so proud she is taking the chance at this adventure!!! [and a little jealous] Oh and I dyed

Club Mystic Member List
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Vick's Vapor Rub On Your Feet
This was not written by me, but RECOMMENDED TO ME BY MY DAD & FOUND ON ANOTHER WEB SITE I received an email recently about how doctor's found great results in reducing a child's night time cough by rubbing Vicks Vapor Rub on their feet, then putting the kid's socks on, and letting them go to bed. Now this email stated that not only were they getting good results, but the Vicks technique was working 100% of the time. Hmmmmmm, Time to test I have a young child and now that we are entering the cold season I figured I would have the opportunity to test this method out. Well, the doctors were right. One night I woke hearing my child coughing steadily in his sleep. Remembering the email that I received a few days earlier I decided to give the Vicks a shot. I went into his room and started applying the Vicks. Now, my child is a very sound sleeper and will sleep through anything, so me applying the Vicks to his feet did not even begin to stir him from his deep slumber. I tell you this

Wondering
Another year almost gone. We have reached a new all time high in how bad our economy is getting. And we reached something I never thought I would ever see in my 27years of my youth that I would live to see a black president. A woman maybe but never thought a black man would actually stand a chance. Don't get me wrong we are all equal. BUT people of america do not think so sometimes. Perhaps its the small minded fools who have lower than most standards. Or perhaps its the uneducated that lack self respect enough to give it to others. Who knows. But I do know one thing. What does this mean for us as america? Will we remain the victorious land of the free? or Will we fall just as Sadom and Gamora did back when Moses was around? Who knows. But I know the thing that disturbs me the most is; What is going to happen to our next generation?? They say HISTORY repeats itself. WILL IT? Will we see racism and hate take front burner after all these years? Will we watch our nation of equality go dow

Satan...
A lot of people think the word Satan was created for a specific being, like a name. The WORD Satan was created to describe someone as an Accuser. An Adversary. It was LATER ON Applied to the religious field describing an angel, etc. Well i want to go back to the original Meaning of the WORD Satan. The Accuser, the Adversary.. We must remember that to Accuse someone of something, there must be a system of beliefs pertaining to Right and Wrong. An ACCUSATION is the pointing of a finger at someone who did something WRONG. Basically, to Call someone the Accuser (satan), would be an accusation. Now before there was a structure of Morals (right and wrong). There was no accuser, there was no accusee. Morals were developed, right and wrong were created. Now we can accuse. Who will we accuse? The one who broke the morals. Who are the ones with the morals? The Religious, the Godly, the ones who created a purpose that involved these morals. So who was the original Accuser? The Religi

A Mom's Christmas Wish
To all the moms I know, here is a little funny that borders on reality! Happy Holidays. Dear Santa*,I've been a good mom all year. I've fed, cleaned and cuddled my children on demand, visited the doctor's office more than my doctor and sold sixty-two cases of candy bars to raise money to plant a shade tree on the school playground. I was hoping you could spread my list out over several Christmases, since I had to write this letter with my son's red crayon, on the back of a receipt in the laundry room between cycles, and who knows when I'll find anymore free time in the next 18 years. Here are my Christmas wishes: I'd like a pair of legs that don't ache (in any color, except purple, which I already have) and arms that don't hurt or flap in the breeze, but are strong enough to pull my screaming child out of the candy aisle in the grocery store. I'd also like a waist, since I lost mine somewhere in the seventh month of my last pregnancy. If you're hauling big ticket items this year I'd li

Wanna Know The Truth???
ok so you refuse to show who you are but you can talk all sorts of shit: "truth hurts dont it? Cant keep your legs closed or stay off the net to look after your daughter.How does it feel to be a single jobless mom that cant support herself OR give her child the things she wants? How does it feel to have men USE you for sex? Look in the mirror. what else do you have to offer? Get a life and keep your legs together.Too late for that!! another kid you cant afford.how does it feel to be just like the single jobless losers on here?TRUTH hurts doesnt it? your daughter deserves better than you can give her. youre a selfish lazy bitch." well guess what dumbass you dont know shit about the truth when it comes to my life. First of all my daughter comes long before the fuckin internet does. Yeah just cuz Im signed on doesnt mean Im at the computer. Second of all just cuz I aint got a job doesnt mean I cant support my daughter and I. Cuz guess what I do all the fuckin time. Oh and I don

To Those Who Wanna Know And Care!!!
ok so few weeks ago i had a fallin out with my man and didnt work out best of luck to him and his life but i was asked to leave so...... i dont have access to internet for the time being. i live in my car and its not that bad... lmao dont have to worry about anyone telling me to leave or calling me names out of spite. im making new friends in real life whoa what a concept eh? lol and things are looking up for me. i have an appointment today to check out an apartment and an interview monday for a second job and yeah... i miss you all sooo much and i have a cell now and have messenger from my cell and unlimited text messaging as well so plz plz plz hit me up there! my cell is 386-785-4630 and my yahoo messenger is puuetang. i miss ya'll so much and will try to get on as much as possible to show luvs!!! DONT FORGET ME!!!! MCL AND PLAIN LUVS SHIIZAH A.K.A. JOJO DA KLOWN

How The End Looks.
pfft..you all might think I am crazy for posting this..but if it opens one persons eyes..i did my job.*smiles* ((got this from the website...RAPTUREALERT.COM)) How The End Looks by Michael G. Mickey (11-21-08) I continue to catch a lot of heat from those skeptical of the position of this small ministry for Christ, which is that Jesus Christ is coming soon, but, whenever I'm feeling beaten down or wearied, all I have to do is look at the news of our world today and compare it with Bible prophecy. That does the trick for me each and every time. Rarely does a 24-hour period go by that I can't find something in the news that I can point to and say to anyone, "THIS is how the end looks, according to Bible prophecy!" Let's review a few examples of recent findings I've come across that point to this being the case. The United States on its way out as a superpower Anyone who has examined Bible prophecy extensively or tried to answer the question of where the USA is loc

My Day
Woke up late, as usual, got yelled at my mom, dropped apple juice all over me. And now im babysitting kids, that im sick of, they treat me like crap. I need to find a job? Seriously. And i can't wait to go see twilight!!!!! On the 3rd book. On this sucks though. I started reading em before they were a hit, and a movie was coming out. Now im starting to feel like a follwer, Ahhh hell with it. They are great books. Holla at ya later. Love And Laughter -Lisha

Omg My Friends Rawk
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Help "t" Please
=== 'Sweetpeabayba ~Always Fu-Owned by T ~ Fu- Wifey To Unbreakable~Dylon's Divas~Fu-Angel~' wrote the following at '2008-11-21 14:46:41'.. > > 'T'@ fubar > > > PLEASE HELP "T" Oracle show him some hadr lov he is one of the best men on fu. So go ahead lov him

Nsfw Pics
Okay Im guessing the only way I can get an Auto 11 Bling is to do what I just did. I've recently added new NSFW pics to my profile in the "u wish" album which is only viewable my ME! If you'd like to view them here's 2 things that will get u in ;) ( You Must Give 1 Of The Following ) ---------------- *AUTO 11 Bling *Happy Hour *VIP/Blast *Ticker *100,000 Fubucks --------------- Well not to sure on what else to say. I'll be adding more soon.

When You're Not Here
When you're not here. I lose sight of my self when you're not here. I'm lonely as can be when your not here. I have no one to talk to except myself when you're not here. I can't think or create when you're not here. I'll just never be happy when you're not here. I'm missing my heart when you're not here. I've lost my soul when you're not here. I can never just be when you're not here. I'm useless as can be when you're not here. I miss you so much I want to cry I wish you were here. I need you so much oh how I wish you were here. How I love you so much I wish you were here.

Summer Slumber
Summer Slumber A quiet buzzing fills my ears. Scent of wildflowers on the air. Warmth upon my softened skin. Rustling leaves above my head. Cool grass lies beneath me. The sounds and smells of a sweet Summer's day. All cast their spell to make a sleepy girl. Abundant curls spill upon my lap. Blue eyes closed in gentle nap. Not a single sound can wake you up. Quietly the day passes you by. But you care not a wit. For you are a child free of cares. A softened smile plays across my lips. A heart bursting forth with love for my sweet angel. For I know nothing can compare to you. Not even a sweet Summer's day. So lay still sweet babe and rest your sleepy head. Enjoy being a child while you may. For days flow by like water through space and time. Making today into the past till you are grown at last. So rest sweet child of mine and be innocent while you can. For time is at hand but in this instant is your sweet Summer slumb

Silent Day
Silent Day The wind whispers gentle through the trees making them sing. Cool shadows cover the still quiet pool in evening shade. An almost calm silence fills the air except for the gentle sounds of the forest creatures. A resounding crack disturbs the silence causing a hush to fill the air. Buzzing insect, croaking frogs, chattering birds all fall silent. As if holding their collective breath waiting to see what has disturbed the peaceful day. Trembling and unsteady on quivering legs stumbles forth a new born foal. Looking around with wide frightened and unsure eyes as if to ask his mother is it safe. With softened eyes and gentle nudge she exclaims it is safe my child. Softly slowly stumbling to waters edge the foal creeps. All the creatures great and small hold still as if not to frighten the new babe. Slowly bowing down his head he sips from the cold clear water. When he is done like a creeping mist they vanish into the silent forest. As se

Rainbow Sky
Rainbow Sky Sky so vast ,wide and blue. Softly colored a robin's egg hue. What are those brightly colored shapes floating by? Tugged by the wind they dance lazily across the sky. Swaying to and fro. Each attached to a child below. Smiling faces, giggling voices fills the air. To fly a kite no day is as fair. Without you oh wondrous sky there would be no place to fly. Thank you majestic sky. Because of you there will always be a happy child.

No Prison Or Cage
No Prison or Cage No prison or cage can hold my soul. For it is free to wander where it flows. Not gilded cage nor iron bars of any sort may cage my heart. My soul is free to roam as it should always be. There is no taming my wild and free spirit. Ferocious as a lion yet gentle as a lamb. It is everything and nothing at the same time. My soul is pure with the love of God. But perfect I am not. No one and nothing on Earth can cage my soul. Try as you might you will fail. So feel free to try but my soul you can't take. For I am the Lord's child that he has made. For no matter where you bound my body. You shall never bind my heart and soul. For it will forever be free to live and love in this world of God's. So prison walls and cage will not bind for it is the Lord who sets me free.

Morning Greeting
Morning Greeting Celestial body warms the bed. Gentle breeze whispers awaken you sleepy heads. Slowly they turn their heads to the sun stretching out their arms. With leaves so green and petals soft an warm. Their intoxicating scent fills the air on this early morn. As if to say a special hello to this lovely day. Each dressed in their very finest. Festive colors of every kind greet the eyes. As if to say "Look at me" "Look at me" "Here I am" "See my beautiful colors". A sight so bold as to steal the breath away from the silent observer. I call out to the lovely dancers softly swaying in the breeze. Good morning, good morning my sweet flowers I am so happy to see you again.

Lost Soul
Lost Soul Surrounded by darkness that no light can breach. In a place where no voice can reach. A void of silence and dark abyss all around. Living in a mist no way to be found. Lost soul weeping only tears of pain and fear. Lost in sadness, loneliness and despair. Won't someone please hear my broken cries. Save me from their hate and lies. Death that embraces my soul filling me with shivers freezing cold. Icy slivers invade my mind, body, heart and soul. Not a spark of warmth or love can penetrate this forbidden place. A lost soul begging to be released from this hateful hell filled with sin. I don't know how much more I can take before the darkness swallows me and drags me down. Blackness fills my lungs freezing my heart in an instant. To late to save me it is done this soul lost forever in this absence of space. A soul lost and forsaken for all eternity.

I Dream
I Dream! I dream of holding you close. I dream of wiping away your pain. I dream of holding you forever in my arms. I dream of kissing you everyday. I dream you become one with me. I dream of falling asleep in your arms. I dream of making the darkness leave your heart. I dream of us being together forever through all time. I dream of being your hope and light. I dream of making your dreams come true. I dream of the life we could have. I dream of me and you.

Hidden Heart
Hidden Heart For so long locked away and hidden in the dark. Is where you placed your lonely heart. Scarred and broken from misuse. Hiding it from the world's abuse. How I wish and pray to erase those scars. Which were placed upon your heart. If only I could wrap you in my loving arms. I would hold you forever safe and warm. I would do anything to see your precious face. Bathed in love's light and grace. To find the hidden key what must I do. Shall I say a million I love you's. To touch your soul and make it glow. With gentle love make it whole. Tell me what I must do to save you from this place. Filled with betrayal's disgrace. They took your honest gift of love. Broke it and scattered it like the stars above. With my loving hands I'll wipe away. Those broken tears that flowed down your sweet face. Hidden heart you've locked away. I will find the key and release you someday. Until that beautiful day. Hold fast to love's golden ray.

Earthbound Angels
Earthbound Angels Angels walk this Earth not the ones above. Earthbound Angels their hearts full of love. You can't tell who they are by their halo or their wings. Only through the beautiful light that in their hearts does sing. Little do they themselves know who they truly are. For they walk the path of men tripping and tumbling they often become marred. This is God's plan and design for life. For how can one truly say change if you have never lived one day of strife. They walk where other angels fear to tread. Where good people often huddle in dread. With every step they take evil creatures hide and hang theirs head in shame. Because where evil and darkness once reigned has now become God's domain. The Earthbound Angels lift the hearts of every women,child, and men where ever they roam. They will continue to do so till God calls them home. For when the Angels are called to Heaven to stay:God will have this to say. My bel

Don't Let My Babies Die
Don't let my babies die. My children's screams ring in my ears as the car is filled with fear. It has only been a moment but seems an eternity. Their screams of fear cuts me like a thousand shards of glass. I can only pray to God this won't last. Please I beg in that instant don't let my babies die. Take my life if you must but don't let them be hurt. I can feel their fear like the dark cloak of death wrapping around my heart. Praying for their lives as we hit the ground. Please oh don't let a mothers worst fear come true. This mother is begging you. Don't let my babies die. I hear my heart scream and cry. Lord don't take away all I have without them I would not last. So precious are my children hearing their cries of fear as mere seconds pass. God I beg you please spare their sweet lives and don't let my babies die. On the ground on our side I look around. There they are safe and sound. Please let the door open no it won't. Fea

Steelers 27 Bengals 10.....improve To 8-3
now thats how u handle biz......... top afc teams.... 1.Tennessee Titans 2. Pittsburgh Steelers 3. New York Jets 4. Denver Broncos 5. Baltimore Ravens 6. Indianapolis Colts 7.New England Patriots 8. Miami Dolphins Steelers 27 Bengals 10

Your Fault
Your Fault! They took all my innocence from me an said it was my fault. They touched me where they should not and said it was my fault. They made me cry and want to die and said it was my fault. They ripped me apart and killed my heart and said it was my fault. They made me feel dirty and ashamed and said it was my fault. They stole my childhood from me until there was nothing left of me and said it was my fault. They were the monsters who hurt and killed me inside and said it was my fault. They were the ones who did me wrong for so long and said it was my fault You stole everything precious and dear to me and said it was my fault. It was not my fault it was all your fault! I will never forgive you for the things you did to me it was all your fault! I will never truly ever trust again it was all your fault! I will never have my innocence again and it was all your fault! I will never be the same again and it is all your fault!

Welcoming The Light
Welcoming the Light Oh how I would welcome the light if I could but find it. Trapped in this endless tunnel of darkness and pain. Wishing I would die but striving to go on. All that I feel is nothing but pain and despair. Sadness and anguish over flowing everywhere. Feeling the demons in my life grasping and clawing at me to keep me from the light. Wanting somehow to reach the light trying to find any reason to fight. Praying to God that there is someone there with a hand to help me reach your promise land. Needing the light but drowning in this sea of darkness. Suffocating on fear and pain. Won't somebody help me to reach for the light. How welcome it would be on my broken soul. Welcoming the light that would make me truly whole. Lord help your poor child with your gentle gra

No Offence
This is funny Two Mexicans are riding along Pacific Coast Highway on a motorbike. They break down and start hitching a lift. A friendly trucker stops to see if he can help and the Mexicans ask him for a lift. He tells them he has no room in the wagon as he is carrying 20,000 bowling balls. The Mexicans put it to the driver that if they can manage to fit in the back with their bike will he take them and he agrees. They manage to squeeze themselves and their motorcycle into the back of the wagon so the driver shuts the doors and gets off on his way. By this time he is really late and so puts his foot down. Sure enough the California Highway Patrol pulls him over for speeding. The good officer asks the driver what he is carrying to which he replies jokingly-- "Mexican eggs". The policeman obviously doesn't believe this so wants to take a look. He opens the back door and quickly shuts it and locks it. He gets on his radio and calls for immediate backup from as

Two Halves One Soul
Two halves one soul. I hear the rustling of the leaves and feel the warmth upon my skin. The sweetest scent of blossoms fills the air. Softly falling petals gently cover my silken flesh. As if they are saying a little modesty please. You brush them from my skin making them flutter away like butterflies on the wind. Pressing your flesh to mine drinking from my honeyed lips. As you run your hands through my downy hair. Sounds of pleasure escape my lips as you make us one. My arms and legs intertwined around your flesh. Keeping you so close there is no escaping my embrace. Your mine for all eternity and I'm your slave. Each belonging to the other. So completely addicted to your touch I can't escape your silken web. Hurry our hearts and bodies cry out, don't stop we are almost there. Our bodies and hearts scream in unison. Exploding and burning with a fevered pitch we cry out in ecstasy. Our hearts softly slow as we hold one ano

Sweetest Angel Of Mine
Sweetest Angel of Mine How sweetly I waited for you to arrive. My arms aching to hold you close. How long I have waited for you to fill this void in my heart. One that only My Sweetest Angel can fill. Sweet Angel of Mine you are God's greatest divine. Sweet and soft as a downy feather. Holding you in my strong arms makes me feel so weak. How could someone so tiny and helpless bring me to my knees. Strong I may be but when I look into your eyes my strength just melts away. My sweetest Angel for you have taken over my soul. No one can steal my breath or heart away as you can. So many things to teach you yet I myself am still learning. Afraid I'll stumble and fall in your eyes. I pray my Sweetest Angel that I can handle what lies ahead. May you always know how much I love you Sweetest Angel of Mine. For you

I Can Wait
I Can Wait..... When I say, I miss the thing's you do, I just want to get back close to you But for now, your voice is near enough How I miss you and I miss your love And though all the days that pass me by so slow All the emtiness inside me flows All around and theres noway out Im just thinking so much of you There was never any doubt I can wait forever If you say you'll be there too I can wait forever If you will I know it's worth it all, To spend my life alone with you. When it looked as though my life was wrong You took my love and gave it somewhere to Belong I'll be here, When hope is out of sight I just wish that I were next to you tonight And though, I'll be reaching for you even Though You'll be somewere else, My love will go like A bird on it's way home. I could never let you go and Ijust want you to know I can wait forever if you say you'll be there too, I can wait forever if you will I know it's worth it all To sp

Still Here
Still Here. Though from this Earth you have parted you are still here. I see you in my children's faces you are still here. I see you in the lessons learned you are still here. I see you in my helping hand you are still here. I see you in my love of land you are still here. I see you in the wind and rain you are still here. I see you in the sand and grain you are still here. I see you in my reflection in the mirror you are still here. I see you in everything I do and say you are still here. I see you in the light of day you are still here. I see you in the moon's rays you are still here. Where ever I go your in my heart so you are still here.

Old Peom
Just a simple poem. I always imagin your jental touch I hear the laughter I see the emptyness within your heart I wish you could see the love in my eyes Of all those nights I sat and cried You have brightend up the skys in my clouded world My heart is breaking cuz I don't know how to get to your heart Jst look at me im standing here Just call out my name and I'll be there I'll stay hopeful you'll one day feel the same But till that day I will wait and stay this way

Precious Mother
Precious Mother My precious Mother you wiped away the tears that fell upon my face. My precious Mother you loved me even when I fell from grace. My precious Mother you stayed up countless hours when I was ill. My precious Mother you picked me up when I fell. My precious Mother you held me close when my heart was broken. My precious Mother always gave me love's token. My precious Mother you kissed the bump upon my head. My precious Mother you tucked me safely into bed. My precious Mother you were always strong. My precious Mother you showed me right from wrong. My precious Mother no one can ever replace your sweet face. My precious Mother in my heart will always be your place. My precious Mother this poem can never be enough. My precious Mother to show you how you are truly loved.

Got Bored
You got me wishing you were here by my side every night i look up at the stars i wish i didn't have to jst imagin your touch i wana know your touch i wana hold you close and hold you till the end i don't wana have to site and wonder what it would be like to be by your side i wana know it first hand im tired of wishin im tired of waiting i jst wana be with you. noone else has ever made me feel the way i do about you and i wish like hell you know that. I want you to know this first hand and not just have to wonder wether or not im telling the truth I can't be what you need and want if you jst give me the chance, baby im yours my heart is all yours its up to you what you do with it and i hope you understand what that means i feel about you. I want to be with you and only you u are the one for me and i don't want anyone but u By Taz

Night Out
Night Out Fans whirring above my head stirring the air. Sounds of silverware and ice clinking in my half filled glass. Two kids arguing across from me while the other sits next to me oblivious to my presences. Condensing water slowly slipping down my glass only to soak my napkin. Orders are taken now we wait while the kids make their noises. A night out rare not easy to do yet a welcome change of pace. Worth the time and money spent to keep my kitchen clean. Plus a much needed rest for me.

Something For Everyone
Here is a riddle for you: I am your greatest helper or heaviest burden. I will push you onward or drag you down to failure. I am completely at your command. Haf the things you do might just as well be turned over to me and I will be able to do them quickly and correctly. I am easily managed; you must merely be firm with me. Show me exactly how you want something done and after a few lessons I will do it automatically. I am the servant of all great people and, alas, of all to failure, as well. Those who are great, I have made great. Those who are failures, I have made failures. I am not a machine, though I work with all the precision of a machine plus the intelligence of a person. You may run me for profit or run me for ruin - it makes no difference to me. Take me, train me, be firm with me, and I will place the world at your feet. Be easy with me and I will destroy you. Who am I? I am a habit

Computer Help Desk
> COMPUTER HELP DESK > > This has got to be one of the funniest I've heard of in a long >time. I think this guy should have been promoted, not fired. This is a true story from the WordPerfect Helpline which was transcribed from a > recording monitoring the customer care department. Needless to >say, the Help Desk employee was fired however, he is currently suing the > WordPerfect organization for "Termination without cause." This is >the actual dialogue of a former WordPerfect Customer Support employee >(now I know why they record these conversations) > > Employee_.r{}--"Rich Hall computer assistance; may I help you?".r{}**/--".r{}**--"What sort of trouble?"* > > Customer_.r{}*--"*Well, I was just typing along, and all of a sudden >the > words went away." > > Employee_.r{}*--*"*Went away?"* > > Customer_.r{}*--"*They disappeared." > > Employee_.r{}*--"Hmmm. So what does your screen look like now?"* > > Customer_.r{}*--"*Nothing." > > Employee_.r{}*--"Noth

Please Dont Drink And Drive
miss you how do say goodbye? all I think about is you and the life we would have had together all the things we said we would do ware we would live how many kids we would have what color house we wold buy how many dogs and horses and of cource wen we would mary and ware. but all that is gone now all the love all the things we had you said we would bee together forever.we had this talk a long time ago about how you would want me to move on but its so hard i see you everyware wen Ihere your song i still cry I have talked to others but I think of you and its all over Its been 4 years now and I still miss you becca. I still love you

My Deepest Ocean
My Deepest Ocean Lying here I see a vast ocean of stars above me. Watching them I feel some how connected to this world. I watch them wishing I could swim among them. To freely swim among them in that deep dark ocean and see the world from above is truly heart wrenching. Counting the stars would be like trying to count a drop of water in the sea or a grain of sand on the beach. Laying here wishing I was floating among the stars in the silence of space at one with the universe. Feeling and seeing how tiny and child like I truly am compared to the vastness of the sea of stars. Connected but separate from everyone and everything.At one with the universe but alone. Quietly I set my soul free to swim among the stars heeding their call to me. What wonders await my minds eye: new worlds, new life forms,and new wonders to behold. Each star a tiny fish in the endless ocean of space calling for me to swim free among them. Oh how my heart fills with wonder

Colored Folks
COLORED FOLKS! This was written by a black guy in Texas and is so funny. What a great sense of humor. When I born, I black , when I grow up, I black, when I go in sun, I black, when I cold, I black, when I scared, I black , when I sick, I black, and when I die, I still black You white folks.... when you born, you pink , when you grow up, you white, when you go in sun, you red , when you cold, you blue , when you scared, you yellow, when you sick, you green, when you bruised, you purple, and when you die, you gray. So who you callin' C O L O R E D ???? !

Leaden Heart
Leaden Heart Steel-grey clouds weighed down with unshed tears of pain. Covering this heart of mine with the anguish and blocking out the the sun to my heart. Making the day even more bleak,grey and unforgiving. Why do they cry with such pain?Are they as alone as me? Do they cry for me as if to say we understand your pain? Darkly leaden clouds cover the land making my soul even more broken with each tear that falls from the sky. Did the clouds and rain come because of me or did I create them within my broken heart. Missing you fills my heart with unshed tears of pain if they would but fall like the rain. Will this burning anguish ever stop killing my heart. Only when I hear from you once again will this awful day come to an end. So hurry and return to me before my whole world comes crashing down. Bring back the light and sunshine to this darkened heart of mine or I shall surely die. Only with the warmth of your love will the roses in my soul finall

Entertwined Hearts
Entertwined Hearts Two hearts crying out in the night. Each calling with longing for the other. Connected no matter how far away. Each needing the other; knowing the others pain. Calling out over time and space. Entertwined before time began. Brought together by God's loving hand. Both broken and alone ashes scattered to the wind. Some how by fate they have found one another again. Feeling the others pain and fear;they respond to the others call. Each hoping their not to late to stop the others downward fall. Sorrow and sadness has each filled their lives. Now like a soothing balm they ease the others pain. Slowly with love and tenderness they each hope the other is not beyond repair. Two Entertwined Hearts have touched each other tonight. Speaking as only two halves of a whole can do. Reaching, striving to repair the damage that has been done. Now knowing they are not alone but by God's love and grace have finally come home.

Dream Child
Dream Child So soft and sweet I hold you close to feel my heart beat. You smell so good all sweet and innocence. Softly I sing a lullaby as you curl in a tiny ball upon my breast. Not a sound you make not even a tiny peep. For you my darling are fast asleep. How I have dreamed of this day for so long. To hold you in my aching arms. I have waited for an eternity it seems to me. Now you are here where you belong. What is that noise I hear? What could be calling me? What has aroused me from my peaceful slumber? I turn my head to see what has awakened me from my pleasant dream. A alarm clock has rudely awakened me from my sweetest of slumber. With blaring noise and bright numbers shatter my dream. As my head falls back to the pillow I wish for you to come back to me. Please I pray make my dream a reality. Bring my precious child to me.

Dappled Laughter
Dappled laughter Dappled laughter on the ground looking for you all around. If I could but bottle your laughter to have it forever after. Watching your young hearts glow and changing as you grow. Play my children while you can for soon the future will be at hand. Time flows by so fast soon making the present the past. Looking back you will say that is the way we always played. When you watch your children run around and hear dappled laughter on the ground. But for now you are still mine and in my hearts be children for all time. So let your dappled laughter ring out clear why my little ones I hold you near. Now as I look around searching for the dappled laughter on the ground. I watch as you run and play cherishing this very day. Watching you chase bugs and laughing with delight or seeing you watch the stars at night. Making me feel young at heart hoping against hope we never part. Knowing that time does not stand still though it is what I w

Magical Words
Magical Words. Wind whispering through the trees delivering your heavenly words of love on gentle breeze. Filling my heart with an ancient and mystical song. Oh how I revel in all it's powerful words. I greedily drink them in committing them to my heart and mind. Wrapping myself in your warm cocoon of sacred words. The beating of my breast quickens as your silken words envelope my soul. So powerful are your magic words that I'm entrapped like a moth in a web. Flowing over me like a gentle wrap full of warmth, love, and faith. Etching them upon my very soul while soaking up every honeyed drop. Softly I cast my spell of love. No sooner have I spoken them when they are stolen by the wind. And carried away upon speeding wings to you. Fly away wind carry true to the one I love, I beg of you. Carry my spell across time and space. Over mountains, rivers, and valleys below. Let nothing keep you from your stead. Hold my love

My Forbidden Love
My Forbidden Love As I lay upon my softened bed with gentle thoughts of you racing through my head I listen to the rumble of thunder roll across the sky while I see you in my mind's eye. The soft dripping of the rain is lost to me as I try in vain. To stop these feelings of love you tell me are so wrong even though I have not had them for very long. You say you can not love me for I belong to another and that I should not love some other. Longing to be your love and your wife knowing this will only bring you strife. I sit here amongst my turmoiled filled thoughts with visions of what my love for you has wrought upon your heart. In your heart you say I have filled you with pain for what I have come to feel you can never feel the same. How many nights alone I have lain awake with restless turning in my bed while secret sinful thoughts of you fill my head. Longing for the warmth of your gentle touch and strong embrace.Thinking of how I wish to feel your hea

Secret Longing
Secret Longing Aching throbbing burning alive. In the images of my own mind. Needing longing for your touch. Wanting to feel you so much. Dying of heat and flames. Wanting to hear you cry my name. Anguishing to have your flesh upon my flesh. To feel your harden chest against my breast. Needing you to kiss me again and again. Lustful thought so full of sin. To feel your mouth upon my secret self waiting for relief. Begging you for sweet release. My mind fill with images of seductive sins. Fighting them but knowing they will win. To find you intertwined in my silken legs. With one thrust you make me beg. Makes me yours I softly moan. Take me make me all your own. Rumpled sheets clutched in my hand. Reaching for that promise land. Faster and faster driving me out of my mind till I explode. Quivering and shaking you hold me close. Trembling and shaking I lie. As you tell me now you are truly mine.

I'm Yours
I'm yours My dress creates a silken puddle at my feet. My vulnerable flesh bared for your eager eyes. Using your eyes you caress my naked flesh. Your heated gazes makes me want to run and hide. Frozen in place I tremble in anticipation and fear. My heart beats like the wings of a bird trying to escape it's cage. As you draw near I become drunken on your scent. It is intoxicating making me weak in the knees. I fall trembling into your strong embrace. I feel the warmth of your breath against my cheek. I turn my head to meet your hungry mouth. As greedy hands roam my burning flesh. A moan burst forth from my kiss swollen lips. I can no longer resist you as your lower me to the softened bed below. My head spins and I can not think as you slip between my silken legs. I cry out against your devouring mouth as you take me in one thrust of your hips. Burying yourself deep inside me branding me as yours. I writhe in pleasure as you claim me

"bury Me" Lyrics
NEW SONG........."BURY U" *CHORUS "(IMA BURY U) IM TAKEN U DOWN (IMA BURY U) DONT MAKE A SOUND (IMA BURY U) ALONE IN THE DIRT(IMA BURY U) FOR WHAT ITS WORTH.." "FIRST LET ME SOUND OFF.......HUNT U DOWN SO QUICK........THE CLOCK TIC.....ON SOME HOMICIDE SHIT........DRAMA MAKE THE GUN GO CLICK........MAGAZINE OR CLIP........HEAT PACKIN LIKE MIAMI.........BOUT TO BAT U HOES LIKE CORKED BAT CALL ME SAMMY.........SOSA.........NINE INCH NAILS USED TO GET ME CLOSA.........HANG YA CORPSE ON MY WALL LIKE A POSTA....... AND U CAN NOT COPE.........THIS DRUG CALLED MY WORDS CUT LIKE COKE.......BAKIN SODA TO YA THROAT......U A LIL FAGGOT IN THE PEN WITH THE SOAP......DROPPED AND NOW ITS MURDER SHE WROTE.......BUT I AINT WRITING........PETTY SHIT I AINT FIGHTIN.........TO WHITE TO BE ENLIGHTENED......COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN........HATED BY MY OWN KIN.........LIKE BEIN A FAMILY IS A KNOWN SIN..........AND MY THREAD CANT BE SOWN IN.........IM STEADY BUT ZONIN.........AND NOW CASKETS

Vengences
Blood dripping so violently from the walls tells the story of my pain and agony.Everyday the yelling, screaming and beatings seem too much to take yet i know it will all be over soon.What did I do to deserve this what did I do to turn my heaven into a hell.I sit in my cage hiding from the light hiding from love,happiness and most of all you. A long time ago I hid from the darkness ran from it now I run towards it I keeps me protected, safe and yet at the same time so isolated.I feel so lost so empty so unwanted.You made me love,you made me trust and see the beauty in everything I walked by. Then as soon as you had told me you loved me you killed me and made me cry tears of blood .My pain amuses you, my pain makes you happy .You were my light, you were my love .you were my husband, YOU were the man who stood at the alter with me in front of all our friends and family and said "I do".Now you are my enemy ,my tormentor and I am your captive you have my mind, heart and soul and yet it st

Meaning Of My Name Joshua
my meaning of my name........so read it The boy's name Joshua ..j(o)-shua.. is pronounced JOSH-yoo-ah. It is of Hebrew origin, and its meaning is "Jehovah is salvation". Short form of Jehoshua. Biblical: Joshua was an attendant and helper to Moses during the Israelites' 40-year trek through the Sinai wilderness. He was appointed by God to lead the Israelites after the death of Moses. Josue is a Spanish form

New 9/11 Song Lyrics(9-11-08) Check It Out
CHORUS***"9/11, 9/11....LOOK WHAT U DID TO ME.........TORE UP MY FREEDOM AND MY LIBER-T............RIPPED UP MY VALUES AND SHIT ON MY RELIGION.........WHY OH GOD WHY? WHY THE FUCK AM I LIVIN........IN A AGE ......FILLED WITH HATE AND RAGE.........RACISM ISNT THE ONLY PARAGRAPH ON MY PAGE.......I SAY IT EVER SO OFTEN........REMEMBER THE DEAD AND FORGOTTEN" VERSE: "RIDIN THROUGH THE NEIBORHOOD......MADE ME THINK OF YESTERDAY..........7 YEARS AGO SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY........BUT TOMMOROW WE WILL REMEMBER.........THAT FATEFULL DAY IN THE MONTH OF SEPTEMBER.........WHICH IS WHAT WE ARE FACIN..........MY MEMORY KEEPS TRACIN........WONDERIN WHAT THE CURE FOR THIS DISEASE., I FEEL SO OUTPATIENT.........AND MY PATIENCE IS TWINS WITH RAGE....THEY MIGHT BE ADJACENT........PARALLEL WITH HELL.........WONDERIN WHY GOD WHY, SO MANY FELL.........UR THE REASON WE ALL BREATHE.......BLACK OR WHITE, RED IS WHAT WE BLEED........IM NO DIFFERENT FROM THE NEXT PERSON.........I WATCH THIS SHIT WORSEN,,,

Caution
Be cautious of Fearlessfemale I gave her an eight on a few pictures, cause some were blured, and some were just ok She snaps back If there not 10s, don't bother leaving anything So don't give her a damn thing if she wants to be a snob and not accept the truth for krapy photos and just didn't suit my likings

No Sleep For The Wicked
I dont sleep for a reason when i sleep im not sleeping im in a state of low awarness because if i was to dream it would only become a nightmare why this happens idk some say its because im always wound up and worried about something if this is true then i dont know what to do to fix the problem i have many worries in my life such as my familys safety my job if one of my boys is sick will 1 of my soldiers or i die today these r the things i live with in my mind at all times the reason this is titled no sleep for the wicked is bcuz any situation can turn even the kindest man violent and these thoughts that brew in my head only cause wicked and violent thoughts for those that cross my path either enemy or a person who tries to break into my house honestly i really dont know y im writing this blog but to get somethings off my chest so thank you for listening

Ms. Cranky Britches!
Oh I am so tired!!! Not enough sleep and mom's taxi service dictating my friday night schedule causes this condition. So today I had to sign for a letter...it was a big envelope...and from an attorney too. Petition for Absolute Divorce. Of course I have no idea what I am supposed to do with it..it isnt something I sign so I have to contact the Lawyer on Monday and see what I am supposed to do or wait for or what not. Tonight would be a good night to drink if I wasn't driving kids back and forth. LOL oh well there's always next month for the drinking anyways. Rate Me/Fan Me/Add Me/Read Me/Lick Me/Blast Me/Bling me/Tell me to Shut Up :P

Nine Things You Can Only Say On Thanksgiving! Lmao
1. Talk about a huge breast! 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. It's Cool Whip time! 4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! 5. That's one terrific spread! 6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. It's a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some!

Janice
There are many people in my life i consider good friends but there are one that i wanna let know how much she means to me .That one is Sweetness, Babe you are simply amazing tho your life is very busy you always always take the time to make sure your involved in your friends life .Specially mine from day one you have shown me what true friendship is .You have shown me that there are people out there that actually listen to what i have to say and not just pretend to and give me some bullshit line to make you think they care .Sweetness in the short time i have known you ,You have stood by my side thru so much . When i am down you say something sarcaticly funny to the point i wanna piss my pants .When i am crying you are right there to wipe my tears away with your kindness .When i had to start taking my new meds again you were right there tellin me babe don't stress ,don't cry i am right here with you and threw this we will make it together . When

~ Mindless
Systematically reversing the play by play of times passed. Running myself in circles of raw, remembered hurt and feelings, locked up for far too long. Improvements desperately needed, but the emotional funding isn't available. Freedom of the mind seems to constantly get jerked away from me as if I'm not permitted such ease, or satisfaction in life. So much love to wrap myself in, and even more happiness, yet no steady, easy pace for my mind to wander as the rest of me lives. It lives seperately from my heart, my soul... all that is me. It is not mine. *My brain spits stuff like this out sometimes at the least expected moments, don't try to make sense of it, you may hurt yourself. If it makes sense, I'll give you the # to my therapist :P *

A Few Questions I Have
#1.Why is it that if a guy sleeps around they are GOD but if a woman does it she's a whore? #2.Why if a man cheats they want to work it out but if the woman cheats its over..no ifs and or buts? #3.Why do our mothers tell us how to raise our kids even though they did a bang up job raising us? #4.Why do we ask our kids if they want a spanking knowing they are not going to say yes please? #5.Why do we always tell secrets to someone who we know are going to nark us out instantly?

Crazy Bitches
seriously what is up with them? they break up with you, you stop chasing them, they come runnin to you and by that time you dont want them. you meet someone better who makes you happier and treats you amazing. then that ex bitch gets fuckin nuts and starts stalkin so u and ur new girl blocker her but she makes another profile to stalk you honestly what is with ppl these days

The Doorway
What is it in a Person to comment on a Woman,About how Beautiful her Eyes are only to want this Woman to accept them as a Friend just to get the Woman to cam.Look deep into what you are try'n to see and Think about the Soul of Woman inside!!!!!!!!!! Darktazz

Some More Humor
I get enough exercise pushing my luck. Auntie Em- Hate you, hate Kansas, taking dog. Dorothy If you don’t like the news, go out and make your own. Sometimes I wake up grumpy; other times I let her sleep Guns don’t kill people… but they make it real easy. I want to die in my sleep like my grandfather … Not screaming and yelling like the passengers in his car. We are Microsoft. Resistance Is Futile. You Will Be Assimilated. Born free… taxed to death. The more people I meet, the more I like my dog. Some people are alive only because it’s illegal to kill them. Funny Sayings Part 3 A bartender is just a pharmacist with a limited inventory. There’s too much blood in my alcohol system. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. Don’t take life too seriously, you won’t get out alive. WANTED: Meaningful overnight relationship. If you can read this, I’ve lost my trailer. You’re just jealous because the voices

Some Humorous Sayings
Funny Sayings: The sex was so good even the neighbors had a cigarette. Join the Army, meet interesting people, kill them. Laughing stock: cattle with a sense of humor. Why do psychics have to ask you for your name? Wear short sleeves! Support your right to bare arms! If you smoke after sex, you’re doing it too fast. I don’t suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it. If ignorance is bliss, you must be orgasmic. I don’t have to be dead to donate my organ. WARNING! Driver only carries $20.00 in ammunition. This would be really funny if it wasn’t happening to me. I have the body of a god… Buddha!

So Called Friends One Word Fake
why do people carelessly use the word friend what is a friend i was always told a friend is someone who sticks by your side for better or for worse someone who will pick you up when you are weak rather then bitch you out they would say it looks like we fucked up again the would help you the best way they could and make a effort sadly to say i dont really have many real friends and part of the reason why is my fault however mostly why is because people just go about and ask someone they dont no to give them anything . i express alot of my feelings in music becuse i have a had time to open up to anyone and it still hard to do so but iam working on it baby steps so for now here are 2 songs -------------------------------------------- You pick me up, to put me down Your only joy, is when im gagged and bound A subtle prick, a blatant lie, your denial Your denial. No-ones gonna save my life when im drowning No-ones gonna give a shit when I die

Three Pints Of Guinness ...
An Irish man walks into a pub. The bartender asks him, "what'll you have?" The man says, "Give me three pints of Guinness please." So the bartender brings him three pints and the man proceeds to alternately sip one, then the other, then the third until they're gone. He then orders three more. The bartender says, "Sir, I know you like them cold. You don't have to order three at a time. I can keep an eye on it and when you get low I'll bring you a fresh cold one." The man says, "You don't understand. I have two brothers, one in Australia and one in the States. We made a vow to each other that every Saturday night we'd still drink together. So right now, my brothers have three Guinness Stouts too, and we're drinking together. The bartender thought that was a wonderful tradition. Every week the man came in and ordered three beers. Then one week he came in and ordered only two. He drank them and then ordered two more. The bartender said to him, "I know what your tradition is, an

Need Your Votes My Friends!
Okay, Okay it sounds like John McCain, but I really could use your votes at OurStage.com I have three songs that need a bit of help and your votes or thumbs up would surely help alot. You can vote right from my myspace page. There you'll see the three Ourstage vote boxes on the left. Would also like to here if you like my new profile picture. Just stop by, say hello, listen to some country and if you could, give me your vote. www.myspace.com/LarryMigliore Thanks and I think I have to buy alot of Fu-drinks now!!!

Life
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding

Hilarious....
Ok so backstory....I went into this mumm and this was chick was like "Oh I am all that and a bag o chips and blah blah blah" so I made a comment about leaping over my desk to get a good swing on her cuz she was annoying. This dude seems to think I can hit ppl through my monitor....(Obviously from bottom to top) ->Crimson Ne...: Are we starting this up all over again??? Really? Crimson Ne...: you don't fucking get it, mors is over there preventing them from coming to america and just killing us all, so yeah i'd say you'd need his protection, not to mention you never know when your gonna die, and to be honest i hope it's horribly ->Crimson Ne...: Awesome!! Crimson Ne...: rofl you make me smile, i'll be more than happy to place you at the top of my list of people to beat into oblivion ->Crimson Ne...: Bad Michael Jackson??? Thats good!!! Do you use that line with everyone you threaten to punch out over the internet? I hope not....I wanna feel special Crimson Ne...: oh do

It Takes Fifty Years To Learn...
1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved and never will achieve its full potential, that word would be "meetings." 3. There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness." 4. People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them. 5. You should not confuse your career with your life. 6. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. 7. Never lick a steak knife. 8. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip. 9. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time.

For My Baby....
From the air I see your loneliness You carry on despite your fear Inside a box you keep your sanity And it will never seem clear, to me Over the hills, the light, it flows... It shows the angels laughing And where is the love that we're supposed to find? Lost in a maze of games so very dark and overwhelming Lost in these thoughts that seem to rule my mind A simple spell cast is broken through The force of life decides to bend You lay below the sacred stormy skies And you will write the end... for me The door will close and I will be denied A dagger thrust into my chest You claim yourself to the victory But it is I... who will rest, in peace

Liars
I'm really starting to wonder what the fuck is wrong with me. I'm basically an honest person. I try not to sugarcoat anything. That might come across as bitchy, but that's just me. But...my problem is this: As honest as I am, why is it so hard for others to be honest with me?? I'm not a fucking monster. Why is the need to lie always there? I start talking to someone. All is well. Things go good for awhile, then BAM! The fucking floodgates let loose. Then you have people who are supposed to be your friends and claim to love you, lying point blank to you, not realizing that you know it's a lie. Then they question why you're mad... It's no goddamn wonder I'm a bitch. This is shit I've constantly had to deal with and I'm pretty tired of it. Bottom Line...If you can't be honest with me, then fuck off and have a nice day. I don't have any time for you

Proper Job Placement...
Methods from Human Resources... 1. Put 400 bricks in a closed room. 2. Put your new hires in the room and close the door. 3. Leave them alone and come back after 6 hours. 4. Then analyze the situation: a. If they are counting the bricks, put them in the Accounting Department. b. If they are recounting them, put them in Auditing. c. If they have messed up the whole place with the bricks, put them in Engineering. d. If they are arranging the bricks in some strange order, put them in Planning. e. If they are throwing the bricks at each other, put them in Operations. f. If they are sleeping, put them in Security. g. If they have broken the bricks into pieces, put them in Information Technology. h. If they are sitting idle, put them in Human Resources. i. If they say they have tried different combinations, they are looking for more, yet not a brick has been moved, put them in Sales. j. If they have already left for the

Do Ya Wanna??plzzzzzzzzzz
Im In this Giveaway ..ughh If ya could spare a few comments I would greatly appreciate it!! *bats eyelashes* :p PM me and plz let me know if you did I will return the Luv!! Please and Thank You In advance!!

More Poetry.
She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellowed to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impaired the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent!

A Mother's Dictionary, Part Four...
SWEATER: Magically charmed article of clothing that can ward away colds, flu and even pneumonia. SUNDAY BEST: Attractive, expensive children's clothing made of a fabric which attracts melted chocolate and grape juice. TEACHER CONFERENCE: A meeting between Mom and that person who has yet to understand her child's "special needs." TERRIBLE TWO'S: Having both kids at home all summer. "THAT WAY": How kids shouldn't look at moms if they know what's good for them. Also applies to how they talk. TOWELS: See "FLOOR COVERINGS" TRAMP: A woman with two kids and no stretch marks. TROUBLE: Area of nonspecific space a child can always be sure to be in. UMPTEENTH: Highly conservative estimate of the number of times Mom must instruct her offspring to do something before it actually gets done.

Physicians Formula - A Borderline Case From Organic To Cancer
We have there two wonderful types of products from Physicians Formula. Organic Wear and Mineral Wear. Organic Wear is in my personal opinion a borderline case. They name it Organic wear, but according to their website, the product Loose Powder is made with only 10.6% certified organic ingredients. Ingredients: MICA, MAGNESIUM STEARATE, ZEA MAYS (CORN) STARCH*, CALCIUM CARBONATE, KAOLIN, GLYCERYL CAPRYLATE, CARTHAMUS TINCTORIUS (SAFFLOWER) SEED OIL, GLYCERIN, GLYCINE SOJA (SOYBEAN) OIL*, OLEA EUROPAEA (OLIVE) FRUIT OIL*, ORYZA SATIVA (RICE) HULL POWDER, SIMMONDSIA CHINENSIS (JOJOBA) SEED OIL*, CINNAMIC ACID, CITRUS GRANDIS (GRAPEFRUIT) FRUIT EXTRACT, SODIUM LEVULINATE, TOCOPHEROL, WATER. MAY CONTAIN: IRON OXIDES, TITANIUM DIOXIDE. *PRODUCED FROM ORGANIC FARMING I honestly have to apologize for my smile: Most of our facial products contain more certified organic ingredients, even if we do not mention it! And please: Can anyone tell me why you would use oils in the first place i

A Mother's Dictionary, Part Three...
NAILS: A hard covering on the end of the finger, which Mom can never have a full set of due to pitching for batting practice, opening stubborn modeling clay lids and removing heat ducts to retrieve army men and/or doll clothing. PANIC: What a mother goes through when that darn wind-up swing stops. OCEAN: What the bathroom floor looks like after bath night for kids, assorted pets, two or three full-sized towels and several dozen toy boats, cars and animals. OPEN: The position of children's mouths when they eat in front of company. OVERSTUFFED RECLINER: Mom's nickname for Dad. PENITENTIARY: Where children who don't eat their vegetables or clean their rooms eventually end up, according to Mom. PETS: Small, furry creatures which follow kids home so Mom will have someone else to clean up after. PIANO: A large, expensive musical instrument which, after thousands of dollars worth of lessons and constant harping by Mom, kids will refuse to play in front of company.

A Mother's Dictionary, Part Two...
GARBAGE: A collection of refuse items, the taking out of which Mom assigns to a different family member each week, then winds up doing herself. GENIUSES: Amazingly, all of Mom's kids. GUM: Adhesive for the hair. HAMPER: A wicker container with a lid, usually surrounded by, but not containing, dirty clothing. HANDI-WIPES: Pants, shirt-sleeves, drapes, etc. HANDS: Body appendages which must be scrubbed raw with volcanic soap and sterilized in boiling water immediately prior to consumption of the evening meal. HINDSIGHT: What Mom experiences from changing too many diapers. HOMEMADE BREAD: An object of fiction like the Fountain of Youth and the Golden Fleece. ICE: Cubes of frozen water which would be found in small plastic tray if kids or husbands ever filled the darn things instead of putting them back in the freezer empty.

Be (a) Pure (lie) By Jane
I have here Jane, Be Pure, Mineral Crushed Powder, 03 Medium Active Ingredients: Zinc Oxide 25.00% Inactive Ingredients: Sodium Dehydroacetate, Potassium Sorbate May Contain: Mica, Bismuth Oxychloride, Iron Oxides, Titanium Dioxide, Zinc Oxide Sodium Dehydroacetate - Preservative. This ingredient is linked to: Cancer Developmental/reproductive toxicity Other strong concerns for this ingredient: Occupational hazards Other moderate concerns for this ingredient:Organ system toxicity (non-reproductive) Lesser or emerging concerns for this ingredient: Neurotoxicity, Endocrine disruption Source: Cosmetic Database Potassium Sorbate - chemical preservative, also found in FOOD!!!!! This ingredient is linked to: Cancer Neurotoxicity, Organ system toxicity (non-reproductive) What shall I say? Be (a) Pure lie by Jane? Guess that label fits pretty well.

**when A Girl & In Da Closet**(dirty Secrets)
**WHEN A GIRL & IN DA CLOSET**(DIRTY SECRETS) When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show

Stroll Thru The Autumn Breeze Auction Now Open
LAST CHANCE TO BID ON SOME GREAT PEOPLE A Stroll in the Autumn Breeze..... LAST CHANCE TO BID ON SOME GREAT PEOPLE SilverPixi presents A Stroll Thru the Autumn Breeze Auctions....Come see what is being offered and Bid on your favorite Fu -- Bidding starts at 50,000 fu bucks. ~*~Since this auction will only run for one week..no late entries will be accepted. *Auction will run from November 21 until November 28.* SilverPixi Mz Belle

A Mother's Dictionary, Part One...
AIRPLANE: What Mom impersonates to get a 1-yr.-old to eat strained beets. ALIEN: What Mom would suspect had invaded her house if she spotted a child-sized creature cleaning up after itself. APPLE: Nutritious lunchtime dessert which children will trade for cupcakes. BABY: 1) Dad, when he gets a cold. 2) Mom's youngest child, even if he's 42. BATHROOM: a room used by the entire family, believed by all (except Mom) to be self-cleaning "BECAUSE": Mom's reason for having kids do things which can't be explained logically. BED AND BREAKFAST: Two things the kids will never make for themselves. CARPET: Expensive floor covering used to catch spills and clean mud off shoes. CAR POOL: Complicated system of transportation where Mom always winds up going the furthest, with the biggest bunch of kids, who have had the most sugar.

Hugo Boss - 'hugo' After Shave
I am not sure if you want to be a 'Hugo' Man, but here is a good reason not to be: This one is for men! Ingredients in this product are linked to: Cancer Developmental/reproductive toxicity Violations, Restrictions & Warnings Allergies/immunotoxicity Other concerns for ingredients used in this product: Neurotoxicity, Organ system toxicity (non-reproductive), Miscellaneous, Multiple, additive exposure sources, Irritation (skin, eyes, or lungs), Enhanced skin absorption, Contamination concerns, Biochemical or cellular level changes Scary? Yup, a little. ever wondered why your sperm count is low, sneeze when you smell a perfume/ aftershave/ etc? Check your cosmetics!

We Get The Cancer Pure And Gentle By Neutrogena
Yes, since we are at it, let's just go on with the major name brands. I got the Neutrogena Mineral Sheers, Powder foundation, Fair to light, #20 It states on the package: No talc, oil, fragrance or irritating preservatives. Let's put this one to the test! Ingredients (as stated on the product!): Mica, Bismuth Oxychloride, Iron Oxides, Titanium Dioxide, Polymethyl Methacrylate, Retinyl Palmiate, Tocopheryl Acetate, Ascorbic Acid, Panthothenic Acid, Soybean Flour, Silk powder, Zinc Stearate, Sodium Dehydroacetate, Methylparaben, Polyparaben Polymethyl Methacrylate - you want a laughter? This one is a different name for Plexiglas! I am not joking! Go to Go to wikipedia to read it for yourself! Tocopheryl Acetate - So called synthetic Vitamin E, but it is a mixture of Vitamin E and Acetic acid, which is corrosive, and its vapor causes irritation to the eyes, a dry and burning nose, sore throat and congestion to the lungs. It has a 4 on the cosmetic database hazardous scale.

11.21.08 - K-ci & Jojo - All My Life (classic)
SONG VERSION BELOW All My Life - K-Ci & JoJo LYRICS BELOW VIDEO SECTION AT IMEEM IS BUSTED I will never find another lover sweeter than you, Sweeter than you I will never find another lover more precious than you, More precious than you Girl you are Close to me youre like my mother, Close to me youre like my father, Close to me youre like my sister, Close to me youre like my brother You are the only one my everything and for you this song I Sing All my life I pray for someone like you I thank God that I, that I finally found you All my life I pray for someone like you I hope that you feel the same way too Yes, I pray that you do, love me too Said I promised to never fall in love with a stranger, Youre all Im thinking of I praise the Lord above, For sending me your love, I cherish every hug, I REALLY LOVE YOU!!! All my life, I pray for someone like you, I thank God that I, that I finally found you All my life I pray for someone like you I

The Butler Sees A New White House President
This was beautiful: Eugene Allen, 89, a retired White House butler, tries on his old tuxedo for a photo. Allen, who served eight presidents during a period when America 's racial history was being rewritten, is marveling at the election of Barack Obama. Now retired, he started when blacks were in the kitchen. By Wil Haygood November 7, 2008 Reporting from Washington -- For more than three decades, Eugene Allen worked in the White House, a black man unknown to the headlines. During some of those years, harsh segregation laws lay upon the land. He trekked home every night to his wife, Helene, who kept him out of her kitchen. At the White House, he worked closer to the dirty dishes than to the Oval Office. Helene didn't care; she just beamed with pride. President Truman called him Gene. President Ford liked to talk golf with him. He saw eight presidential administrations come and go, often working six days a week. "I never missed

About Me
Some of you know me as the erotic Model Mistress E./ Edain Wild. Sure, this is a part of me and I love doing it, but I have more sides than a diamond has facets. You can add my erotic side at http://www.fubar.com/edainwild should you be interested in it. Anyways. My main love is making skin care products and making others beautiful. But I also love smashing the major name brand companies and their dangerous practices, enjoy a good fight with them (and usually win!) and try to make this place (and products) safer for all of us. A lost or a noble cause? Not really. I think we all should make educated decisions and if everyone does something positive, we can change the world, together. I began developing skin care products in the age of 9 (nine!). Actually, it was a variety of soap and I sold them on markets. With 12 I had my first wholesale contract (help of parents here) and with 18 I got the keys to my own production facility. Sure, I finished school, have 2 Phd's (chemistry a

Panties And A Round Ass
Panties and a Round ASS This set is by special request. You have asked to see my round ass in different panties and from different angles. So I granted it. I am in different positions and so is the camera person. There are lots of close up of my big round ass. I even throw in a few of my huge 40ddd tits and my sweet wet pussy. I have over 5600 pictures and 57 video clips in the member's SEXtion. I also have 24 videos on my SCVideo page. So there is lots to keep you happy and content. If there is something certain you would like to see me doing or a certain outfit you would like to see me in. Let me know and I will do my best to get it on my site for you. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

C-section
I am a very happy chick I have finally found out what day my c-section is going to be on. i'm having one because of my first daughter was a c-section and the hospital i am going to be going to isnt able to a vbac. so on December 19 i am going to have another beautiful baby girl.

Holidays
RECENT UPDATE: Hey everyone :) Just an update on things here in NC. I recently moved into my "own place". Ok, its not "mine" per se. But I have found a room to rent with a few friends and so that is why I have not been online the last few days. My wireless router is being a butthead sooooo I have to steal the roommates laptop when i am able. Ill be workin on getting the router set up though soon. GREAT NEWS! I got a phone call from my great aunt and uncle and cousin saying theyre in the area visiting for a Marine reunion.Theyve offered me a free ride home to see my babies for the holidays! I just had to get a way back home. Done. Ill be riding home with family to see my kids tomorrow morning and by sunday Ill be able to see family and the kids! Im so excited and can barely stand myself right now im so geeked :D:D Ive only told my ex husband about this...no one else knows XD. Im making this a complete surprise for my family AND my kids. I cant wait! Ill be in Michig

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Absolutely nothing. I actually got to leave the house, and went to the mecca of commerce...the Peru Mall. Compared to malls in the bigger cities, it sucks. but I have been stuck at home recovering, so it was one incredible experience. I got my kid's some video games for Christmas. I then got to be mocked by the fine young men at Gamestop for having a walker. I made them store it there for me, because I used to work there. I then went to Kay's, and paid on my 10 year anniversary gift for my wife. I'm gonna pay it off early with tax money. And give it to my mom so I don't give it to her early, and have to buy her something else. I then went to the Buckle, and paid off my lay away. Yes folks, they still have lay away, AND they giftwrap. So my oldest is practically done, and all his stuff wrapped. My mom was with me, so he ended up with another shirt and jacket to, so he made out like a bandit. I then went to the bookstore, and got my youngest some graphic novels that

She's Gotta Have It! How To Cheat And Never Get Caught...
She's Gotta Have It! They say variety is the spice of life! But when cheating, you usually have to keep your wanderlust a secret. Sometimes a woman encounters a man she simply has to have, a man so irresistable - and perhaps so titilltingly wrong - that all her sane reasoning goes right out the bedroom window…She may adore her hubby or boyfriend, yet start an affair with someone who offers more of the steamy, satisfying sex she craves. Sometimes the stud muffin in question is so humpable and well-hung that a woman knows the relationship is just about good sex. They say variety is the spice of life! But when cheating, you usually have to keep your wanderlust a secret. You must create a line between "partner A" (the man in your life) and "partner B" (the man, or men, you have on the side). This means never allowing the guy you are messing around with to permeate your life completely. You should never allow him into your home or even near your residence. If possible keep as much

Sheeshlouise
A co worker sent me to this article. Kinda long... Teen commits suicide in front of Webcam By Rasha Madkour updated 50 minutes ago FORT LAUDERDALE, Florida - A South Florida teen died of a lethal drug overdose in front of a live online webcam audience 12 hours after he started blogging about his plan to commit suicide, an investigator said Friday. Abraham Biggs, 19, died Wednesday from a toxic combination of opiates and benzodiazepine, a drug used to treat insomnia and depression, said Wendy Crane, an investigator with the Broward County medical examiner's office. At least one of the drugs was prescribed to him and it's unclear how he got the others, Crane said. Some of those watching encouraged Biggs, others tried to talk him out of it, and a few were debating whether the dose he took was lethal, Crane said. It's unclear how many people were watching. Biggs stated his intentions on a forum at bodybuilding.com, where some users said they did not take him seriousl

Always Remembering You....
Guess I figured out what was wrong with me the last few days. Should have known really, but alas my subconcious found a way to call my attention to it. I was wondering why all of a sudden I got really sad and couldn't stop crying, I didn't forget, I'll never forget, but it slipped my mind for a bit. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and wish you were here. Can't believe it's been 9 years already cause it seems like just yesterday. Always thinking of you and I'll miss you always Grandma!!!! Love you more then you could ever know!!!! 12-7-1923--11-23-1999

Want To Make Some Real Money?
I tried one of those online survey sites about 4 months ago that say all you have to do is spend a couple of minutes filling out some surveys and you will be making hundreds a day..... YEAH RIGHT, I didn't make anything. I joined a few of these stupid websites and I actually tried filling out a couple of surveys on each site and they took forever then at the end they wanted me to buy things or I couldn't complete the survey. These are complete scams so be aware!!! I couldn't believe they were even allowed to sell such bogus products. Well here is something different and you get *8 weeks to see if it works!!! That was enough for me I tried this site out and it is the only one I have ever seen that actually pays you just to take surveys. I made almost $100 in my first day just filling out 3 simple surveys. This is one of the only legit survey site online, so if you are interested in making some real $CASH$just giving your opinions then check this out. Follow my own's site

Please Let Us Know...
Since it is so hard to keep up with what is going on with our council and members from day to day, we have decided that it might be a good idea to have a place where members and council can keep us informed. Please let us know if you have any need or would like to pass anything on to the other members by posting it here. If you need help... let us know. If you will be away or have an issue to address... let us know. This way everyone can stay on top of the day to day events regarding our family. Please only use this blog to let the family know about your own needs... or the needs of other family members. This is not the proper place to advertise for friends who are not in the family. Non Family Members ARE NOT to post advertisements of any kind on this blog and those comments will be deleted immediately. Thanks

Please Read Its A Fuangel And Lost Boyz Contest
THE PROMOTER FOR THE FU-ANGELS & The LOST BOY'Z Is HOLDING A CONTEST TO PROMOTE THE GROUP. THIS WILL BE FOR MEMBERS ONLY HERE IS HOW IT WORKS Its a contest of most refferals in a month By the 5th of every month 3 prizes go out to 3 winners. 1st Place: is 65 gift fu-bling @ $50.00 2nd Place: is 25 Gift fu-bling @ $20.00 3rd Place: is 1 day blast @ $7.50 The prizes can be changed out via discussion between Bright Eyed Artist, and the winner's individually & all winners are picked by me Heart of Fire I will be keeping tract of all the recruits, so when you do recruit people you need to contact me "Heart of Fire" to let me know that you will be reffering them, or tell the person you are recruiting to let me know you are reffering them. Bright eyed Artist will doll out the prizes from the 5th to the 10th of each month,.. deadline for submissions is the 1st of each month,.... & if winners after being notified do not respond, pri

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During World War I, on and around Christmas Day 1914, the sounds of rifles firing and shells exploding faded in a number of places along the Western Front in favor of holiday celebrations in the trenches and gestures of goodwill between enemies. Related Exhibits » Band of Bloggers » The Civil War » Dogfights » Mail Call » Military & War » The Revolution » Shootout » World War II Starting on Christmas Eve, many German and British troops sang Christmas carols to each other across the lines, and at certain points the Allied soldiers even heard brass bands joining the Germans in their joyous singing. At the first light of dawn on Christmas Day, some German soldiers emerged from their trenches and approached the Allied lines across no-man's-land, calling out "Merry Christmas" in their enemies' native tongues. At first, the Allied soldiers feared it was a trick, but seeing the Germans unarmed they climbed out of their trenches and shook hands with the enemy soldiers.

Stand Tall
Say what you say or just sail away She can't stand me but I miss her face I feel like drownin' but the tides too low And now I'm waiting for the undertow So I stand tall It gets a little better I see the water we can break down together Stand strong it gets a little better now (we can break it down, yes we can make it) Stand tall It gets a little better I see the water we can break down together Stand strong it gets a little better now (we can break it down, yes we can break it) (we can break it down, yes we can break it) Well I can only take so much The pressure may come to pressure us They came to watch us fall Oh yes, they came to watch us fall But we will rise up against them all So I stand tall It gets a little better I see the water we can break down together Stand strong it gets a little better now (we can break it down, yes we can make it) Stand tall It gets a little better I see the water we can break down together Stand strong it gets a littl

Auto 11's 11/21 Am Update
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Trees Around The World
Canada German settlers migrated to Canada from the United States in the 1700s. They brought with them many of the things associated with Christmas we cherish today—Advent calendars, gingerbread houses, cookies—and Christmas trees. When Queen Victoria's German husband, Prince Albert, put up a Christmas tree at Windsor Castle in 1848, the Christmas tree became a tradition throughout England, the United States, and Canada. Mexico In most Mexican homes the principal holiday adornment is el Nacimiento (Nativity scene). However, a decorated Christmas tree may be incorporated in the Nacimiento or set up elsewhere in the home. As purchase of a natural pine represents a luxury commodity to most Mexican families, the typical arbolito (little tree) is often an artificial one, a bare branch cut from a copal tree (Bursera microphylla) or some type of shrub collected from the countryside. Britain The Norway spruce is the traditional species used to decorate homes in Britain. The Norwa

Yeah So
most of you probably think that i have no life and i'm just on this site all the time or on msn i'm really not. because i'm a full time student and i work all the time. so i'm constantly doing other stuff. but when i am on msn i will be gladly to talk to you all :] but for now my life is hectic and busy, so sorry and i cannot take anymore pictures because people feel like stealing camera's that really do not belong to them. so it might just be a while before i'm able to get a new camera :/ but i just want to take the time to thank everyone for all their votes and lovely comments, greatly appreciated

How The Christmas Tree Got Started
Long before the advent of Christianity, plants and trees that remained green all year had a special meaning for people in the winter. Just as people today decorate their homes during the festive season with pine, spruce, and fir trees, ancient peoples hung evergreen boughs over their doors and windows. In many countries it was believed that evergreens would keep away witches, ghosts, evil spirits, and illness. In the Northern hemisphere, the shortest day and longest night of the year falls on December 21 or December 22 and is called the winter solstice. Many ancient people believed that the sun was a god and that winter came every year because the sun god had become sick and weak. They celebrated the solstice because it meant that at last the sun god would begin to get well. Evergreen boughs reminded them of all the green plants that would grow again when the sun god was strong and summer would return. The ancient Egyptians worshipped a god called Ra, who had the head of a hawk

Ticker Update
Hi All! I just wanted to let you know what's going on with my heart. I wrote a blog about what happened called, *Had A Little Scare Tonight*. You might want to read that one first. It's been about a month since the hard PVC's started. PVC's are premature ventricular contractions. Basically the bottom part of your heart throws in an extra heartbeat between the regular ones. Sometimes they are so strong that my chest hurts and my head aches. Last Thursday, I spent 24 hours wearing a Holter monitor. The little recorder is attached to your body by 5 leads that are similar to EKG leads. It records your heartbeat for 24 hours, and that information is uploaaded to a computer for a doctor to review. The results of that were that I have an occasional elevated heartbeat with pvc's and I don't need medication unless I'm uncomfortable. My doc is waiting on the other test results to make a decision on that. Today I had an echocardiogram. It's a sonogram that checks all the v

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Computer
hey guys i just wanted to inform u that in a few weeks i will be losing my computer it needs some work done to it,lol so i am very sad i just love fubar and all of my friends well if u wanna keep in contact with me email me your numbers ,i will be back but in the mean time thanks.xoxoxox trish

Adding Some Humor To Fubar Contest
~Hot Momma~ has entered the Adding Some Humor To Fubar Contest...This is a bombing contest but also rates count too as 3 points...So even if ya cant bomb could ya please run by and leave a rate! Thanks everyone!!!

They Should Cut The Nuts Off The Sick F*ck
I was so deeply disturbed after reading this article I could hardly sit still. I wanted to jump in my car drive 3 hours and hunt for the f*cker. It is a sick and twisted mind that would torture an animal this way. Animal lover or not you will be mad after reading this, and dog lovers will be completely horrified. It is sad to know there are people in the world like this. Link to article if you care to read. http://www.arkcity.net/stories/112008/com_0001.shtml

An Irving Reinvents Christmas
Irving Reinvents Christmas Washington Irving © National Archives It wasn't until the 19th century that Americans began to embrace Christmas. Americans re-invented Christmas, and changed it from a raucous carnival holiday into a family-centered day of peace and nostalgia. But what about the 1800s peaked American interest in the holiday? The early 19th century was a period of class conflict and turmoil. During this time, unemployment was high and gang rioting by the disenchanted classes often occurred during the Christmas season. In 1828, the New York city council instituted the city's first police force in response to a Christmas riot. This catalyzed certain members of the upper classes to begin to change the way Christmas was celebrated in America. In 1819, best-selling author Washington Irving wrote The Sketchbook of Geoffrey Crayon, gent., a series of stories about the celebration of Christmas in an English manor house. The sketches feature a squire who invited the peasant

Ensign: Honor By The Numbers
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 21 November 2008 God promised Moses he would see the Promised Land he was leading the Israelites from Egypt into. He would see it, but he would die without entering the land just as his older brother Aaron and his sister Miriam already had. To paraphrase U.S. president John F. Kennedy, the torch of God's charge would be passed on to a new generation of Israelites, led by a man God would tell Moses to appoint, one already known to Moses for his bravery and faith -- Joshua (originally known as Oshea in Numbers 13:16) the son of Nun. Saturday morning in the men's Bible study at my church we studied the passage in Numbers, the fourth book of the Old Testament, where the LORD identifies Joshua as "a man in whom is the spirit" (27:18; that is, a man with great faith). Joshua was one of th

An Outlaw Christmas
An Outlaw Christmas Oliver Cromwell © Corbis In the early 17th century, a wave of religious reform changed the way Christmas was celebrated in Europe. When Oliver Cromwell and his Puritan forces took over England in 1645, they vowed to rid England of decadence and, as part of their effort, cancelled Christmas. By popular demand, Charles II was restored to the throne and, with him, came the return of the popular holiday. The pilgrims, English separatists that came to America in 1620, were even more orthodox in their Puritan beliefs than Cromwell. As a result, Christmas was not a holiday in early America. From 1659 to 1681, the celebration of Christmas was actually outlawed in Boston. Anyone exhibiting the Christmas spirit was fined five shillings. By contrast, in the Jamestown settlement, Captain John Smith reported that Christmas was enjoyed by all and passed without incident. After the American Revolution, English customs fell out of favor, including Christmas. In fact, Con

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Saturnalia
In Rome, where winters were not as harsh as those in the far north, Saturnalia—a holiday in honor of Saturn, the god of agriculture—was celebrated. Beginning in the week leading up to the winter solstice and continuing for a full month, Saturnalia was a hedonistic time, when food and drink were plentiful and the normal Roman social order was turned upside down. For a month, slaves would become masters. Peasants were in command of the city. Business and schools were closed so that everyone could join in the fun. The Colosseum © Corbis Also around the time of the winter solstice, Romans observed Juvenalia, a feast honoring the children of Rome. In addition, members of the upper classes often celebrated the birthday of Mithra, the god of the unconquerable sun, on December 25. It was believed that Mithra, an infant god, was born of a rock. For some Romans, Mithra's birthday was the most sacred day of the year. In the early years of Christianity, Easter was the main holiday; the bi

Christmas An Ancient Holiday
The middle of winter has long been a time of celebration around the world. Centuries before the arrival of the man called Jesus, early Europeans celebrated light and birth in the darkest days of winter. Many peoples rejoiced during the winter solstice, when the worst of the winter was behind them and they could look forward to longer days and extended hours of sunlight. In Scandinavia, the Norse celebrated Yule from December 21, the winter solstice, through January. In recognition of the return of the sun, fathers and sons would bring home large logs, which they would set on fire. The people would feast until the log burned out, which could take as many as 12 days. The Norse believed that each spark from the fire represented a new pig or calf that would be born during the coming year. The end of December was a perfect time for celebration in most areas of Europe. At that time of year, most cattle were slaughtered so they would not have to be fed during the winter. For many, it wa

Legend Of The Christmas Tree
Story Of The Christmas Tree People often wonder where the custom of having a tree in the home during Christmas time comes from. We will probably never know for sure. But there are several historical clues that point out where this custom came from. An Ancient Symbol Thousands or years ago, there were people who believed that evergreen trees were magical. Even in winter, when all the other trees and greenery were brown and bare, the evergreen stayed strong and green. People saw the evergreen as a symbol of life and as a sure sign that sunshine and spring would soon return. Candles, or the electric lights we use to decorate our trees today, are also an ancient symbol. They represent the light of spring triumphing over the darkness of winter. In ancient Rome, people decorated their homes and their temples with greenery during a special December feast. It was a happy time. No battles could be fought, the schools were closed, and people everywhere joine

The History Of Santa Clause
American Origins: (As sent to me by Brian Dodd) Quote from ENCARTA 95 The American version of the Santa Claus figure received its inspiration and its name from the Dutch legend of Sinter Klaas, brought by settlers to New York in the 17th century. As early as 1773 the name appeared in the American press as "St. A Claus," but it was the popular author Washington Irving who gave Americans their first detailed information about the Dutch version of Saint Nicholas. In his History of New York, published in 1809 under the pseudonym Diedrich Knickerbocker, Irving described the arrival of the saint on horseback (unaccompanied by Black Peter) each Eve of Saint Nicholas. This Dutch-American Saint Nick achieved his fully Americanized form in 1823 in the poem A Visit From Saint Nicholas more commonly known as The Night Before Christmas by writer Clement Clarke Moore. Moore included such details as the names of the reindeer; Santa Claus's laughs, winks, and nods; and the method by which

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40 Things You'd Love to Say Out Loud at Work 1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6. Who lit the fuse on your tampon? 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a damn word you're saying. 10. Ahhhh. I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again. 11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a damn. 14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I

My Head's Messed Up
Ok, I was nodding off at the computer last night, so went to bed early. Ended up having this properly freakish nightmare and ended up not sleeping for ages; I dreamt that there where loads of pidgeons in the house and they'd just eaten our cat. I mean, wtf? Had another dream after that but the more I try to remember it, the more I can't. So anyways, read in to that what you will, lol.

Buy Me Or Salute Me And Win A Blast!
CONTEST!!! The highest bidder for me as of 10pm (est) November 23rd will get one 30 day blast as a gift from me!!! I will be the final judge as to who the winner is. The bids are time stamped, so it should be easy enough. Any bids after that time will not be counted. Just to show you that I am a nice guy, second place will get a 7 day blast and third place bidder will get a 3 day blast! And finally, I will give three 1 day blasts to three more lucky folks out there! You do not even have to bid on me to win these! I want to make a “Salutes made for me” folder, So just post a picture salute to me “Buck” and drop me a note to tell me where to find it. I will base my decision on your enthusiasm and creativity here. All of this ends at the same time, so be quick! Well, that’s five separate blasts up for grabs! Good Luck! Thank you and Happy Bidding!

I Still Love This One Lol... For Those Of You Who Use Your Brain...
*What was the best thing before sliced bread? *If 4 out of 5 people suffer from diarrhea, does that mean one enjoys it? *Why do we call them asteroids when they come from the hemisphere, and hemmerhoids when they come from the ass? *If all is not lost, then where is it? *Why do you need a drivers license to buy liquor when you can't drink and drive? *You know how most packages say "Open here" right? Well, what is the protocol when it says "Open somewhere else? *How do they get a deer to cross at that yellow road sign? *You know that little indestructible black box used on airplanes? Why can't they make the whole plane out of the same substance? *Does fuzzy logic tickle? *If you are cross eyed and have dyslexia, can you read alright? *If the universe is everything, and scientists say that the universe is expanding, what is it expanding into? *Why do you press harder on the remote control when you know the battery is dead? *If flying is so safe, why is

Tag You're It!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. 1. I had no idea Casey's real name is Mary... 2. I waxed my chest once, and i almost pissed myself in pain 3. I hate pickles 4. I used to DJ on the weekends in Tampa, I know hard to believe if you know what I do for a living now... 5. I organize my dirty laundry by colors 6. I'm addicted to my IPOD and ITUNES 7. I killed a dog when I was 9, he bit me and I retaliated... 8. I'm actually pretty shy in person...for the first 5 minutes...lol 9. I can't stand fu-hookers...seriously... 10. I'm actually not registered to vote as a Republican, but as an Independent 11. My family thinks I'm an under-achiever 12. I have an obsession with urbandictionary.com 13. I'm

What Do Men Really Want
Men wat can u say about them other than they are good to have around sometimes and u wanna kill em.Ok when a man says I want u for u wat does he mean?Ill tell ya it means i only want to fuck u and then move on to the next woman I see. When we say you the only one for me is that real? Ladies I know from a male point of view all men want is to get in and get out so wat do we really want? Drop me some comments please and let me know wat you ladies think.

11.21.08 - Hurt - Falls Apart (600 Views And Counting Woo Hoo!!!)
SONG VERSION BELOW Falls Apart - Hurt LYRICS BELOW I messed up again when I tried You spend all your money then die And, oh! By the way. With all you did nothing has changed So lie like a waste by the side As everything just falls apart 'Cause everything just fell apart for me I cracked my head and broke my I cracked my head and broke my I cracked my head and broke my heart And I don't feel the need to go on I was happier singing along the way I had things, I needed to say But now its like a swallowed tape That holds up my face from inside 'as everything just falls apart 'Cause everything just fell apart for me I cracked my head and broke my I cracked my head and broke my I cracked my head and broke my heart So woe is me Oh woe is me, yeah Woe is me It all fell apart I cracked my head and broke my I cracked my head and broke my I cracked my head and broke my...heart And the hell of it is what we are We finish and wish we could s

Bell Ringers
I saw the bell ringers are out today. I'll never forget one a few years ago. I put a dollar in the pot and the bell ringer grabbed my hand and got a strange look on her face. Her eyes looked black, lifeless, and then she rolled them back in her head until I saw only whites. Her lips did not move, yet I heard a voice say, "Under your pillow. You will find happiness under your pillow. You will sleep tonight and in the morning you will find it. Happiness...under your pillow." Well, I was in a rush and didn't give it a second thought, until I went to bed that night. I slept so peacefully, never stirring, and never waking until morning. I've never been so shocked as when I woke up! Because I lifted my pillow, and would you believe there was not a fucking thing under it? I still can't believe what a cool trick that old woman played on me. :D

Yes! (ok... So I'm A Little Science Geek...)
e=mc2: 103 years later, Einstein's proven right PARIS (AFP) – It's taken more than a century, but Einstein's celebrated formula e=mc2 has finally been corroborated, thanks to a heroic computational effort by French, German and Hungarian physicists. A brainpower consortium led by Laurent Lellouch of France's Centre for Theoretical Physics, using some of the world's mightiest supercomputers, have set down the calculations for estimating the mass of protons and neutrons, the particles at the nucleus of atoms. According to the conventional model of particle physics, protons and neutrons comprise smaller particles known as quarks, which in turn are bound by gluons. The odd thing is this: the mass of gluons is zero and the mass of quarks is only five percent. Where, therefore, is the missing 95 percent? The answer, according to the study published in the US journal Science on Thursday, comes from the energy from the movements and interactions of quarks and gluons. In othe

Friday Stuff...
Yesterday I went tanning and was going to color my hair, dark brown, but then I had an epiphany...why try and do it myself when I have a friend who just graduated cosmetology school, can do it the right way and wants the practice? So hopefully next week! I really need it because in my pictures my hair looks really red...not sure why. I've been sick most the week so my exercise has been reduced significantly but today I will get in at least half an hour. I'm making preparations so I can get back to work before Christmas. :) Oh and last dr. visit I was told that in 4 or 5 months it will be determined whether one side will have to be reclosed because he wasn't 100% thrilled with the how the incision had healed. Hopefully between now and then I can improve that with the Aloe and Vitamin E. Not much going on today. I am going to try and get some content ready for my website and find some good karaoke music for two weeks from now when I try it out at the new club. There are some

Seek & Find.
We decided that it was no good asking what is the meaning of life, because life isn't an answer, life is the question, and you, yourself, are the answer. --Ursula K. LeGuin How many times have we felt like we were drifting aimlessly, constantly searching for meaning in a world that seems so mixed up, seeking direction but getting nowhere? But looked at differently, "nowhere" becomes "now here." When we take things apart, stand back, and examine them from a different angle, we often find we held the answer from the beginning. Sometimes, when we're convinced we are the problem, we discover we were the solution all along. When we look for true understanding, we can be sure it exists in this moment, and that we can find it within ourselves, with help from above. What question do I seek an answer to today?

Faster Harder Deeper More!!!
Catchy title I think. It resembles the title to a 4NonBlondes album in the 90's. People are so driven by sex they will probably read the title and automatically think I'm writing sex stories. Sorry kids I save that for my personal time at home, and I get paid for my stories. Everyone should know that nothing in life is free, not even freedom of speech. I'm rambling.... I woke up this morning with what "Liza" would call, a little song in my heart. There was almost a half-cocked smile on my face before I took my first 4 steps into the bathroom. Maybe it was because I slept in. Maybe because my house smelled like my sweetpea candle. Maybe I had another crazy sex dream that I don't remember. I seem to be notorious for that, roll around in bed all night, moaning and shaking, wake up the next morning and don't have a clue wtf you're talking about. Maybe it's because I'm taking a small vacation from work and I'm allowing myself to decompress and finally let all the political b

Beating Sports Anorexia
I knew I was obessed with eating and how much I ate, but i never new what I was reallying doing to my body. my mother is fat and so is my sister and im deathly afraid of being fat. Alot of the time I tell people I would rather kill myself then be fat, but when I look in teh mirror all I see is fat everywhere i hate it. i started taking my workouts more seriously and instead of one hour in the gym is becam two or three hours. This blog is really jsut for myself im trying to figure myself out but your more then welcome to comment on my blogs. Im going to start a food journal on here and i know that none of you are interested in what Im eating at home, but its jsut here to help me remind me what im eating and stayinig on track since all I have is friends to help me and my boyfriend, but my family thinks this is all attention. and really I hate my mother and my father hardly talks to me, but I will save those for later blogs. Nov 21, 2008 breakfast: 2 slices of toast wit PB 8 0z. Oj

Can I Get A Lil Help From Friends?
~~~~~~~~~~~~ SO I NEVER DO THIS BUT I DECIDED TO JOIN MY VERY FIRST MOST RATES AND COMMENTS CONTEST SO IM ASKING FOR A LITTLE HELP! IF YOU HAVE A FEW MINUTES CAN YOU PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT ON THE PIC?? PLEASE JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW...TY IN ADVANCE ~~~~~~~~~

Stephanie Made This For Me ~ Show Her Love!!!
Ok everyone! Meet my FuOwner, Carolvision63! She is so sweet and awesome! Go show her some love, at least F/R/A her! Tell her St3ph4ni3 sent you! Here is her link. :D Carolvision63 ~ ‍ owned by Ponyboy0827 ‍ ~ ♥ Head Greeter @ The Ace Cafe ♥@ fubar THIS BULLETIN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: St3ph4ni3~Rate Spankers member~owned by sassy 5 souls&Carolvision63~Lollipop gurlz~@ fubar (repost of original by 'St3ph4ni3~Rate Spankers member~owned by sassy 5 souls&Carolvision63~Lollipop gurlz~' on '2008-11-19 12:15:29') (repost of original by 'DurtyLilSeekrit' on '2008-11-19 12:18:07') (repost of original by 'St3ph4ni3~Rate Spankers member~owned by sassy 5 souls&Carolvision63~Lollipop gurlz~' on '2008-11-21 07:59:36')

Adult Sex Toys
I'm here rockin with my girl and just came across a killer website. www.thepleasureparlorshop.com is a sex toy site with some pretty killer shit. The first page alone had stuff that blew me away( not to mention my girl blew me too for finding it) so i was REALLY blown. Anyway, i was gonna buy an item we liked and ended up getting four items for the money i thought i'd spend on one. SWEET. I can't wait for my stuff to get here so we can really get DOWN and DIRTY. Let me know if anyone checks it out. PEACE

Should Be Interesting Night
Hello i am writing another blog for my pleasure cause most people dont read blogs but i dont care I am finally getting a night out tomorrow and i am so excited. My mom in law is keeping the kid over night and me and the hubby are going out. We are going to dinner and then probably to the funny bone and then to adobe gilas for some fun. What is great is we wont have to worry bout what time to get in cause we wont have a kid to take care of that night. It has been awhile since me and hubby have had a date and we really need it. I hope that it is all that i am hoping it will be. After 13 years of being together he has a habit of making my heart melt, unless he is pissing me off lol. I love him with all my heart and there are times when i fall in love with him over and over again. I cant imagine life without my two favorite people, my daughter and my husband. Being a mom has changed me a great deal. I never knew i could possibly love someone so much. She has made me such a better perso

Whiskeygirl
THIS AWESOME GAL HAS AUTO 11'S ON ALL DAY AND SHE IS TRYING TO MAKE IT TO GODMOMMA SO LET'S ALL GO SPANK HER PAGE AND GET HER THERE TODAY.....SHE IS AN AWESOME FRIEND TO HAVE AND A REALLY REALLY GREAT CAMERA GIRL...LMAO /fubar.com/user.php?u=1598504&friend=1598504" target=_blank>~Whiskey Girl~Asst. Head DJ/Head Of Graphics @ The PlayGround@ fubar TELL HER XMAS SENT YOU....ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED ¢¾xmasbaby73¢¾DEVOTED 2 the MOST HANDSOME and AMAZING man EVER *TAPPINIT*luv him..I Do@ fubar Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Connections
Anger created by love gone awry a hell storm of hatred in the tears that we cry. how much can be measured from the feelings we hide when no one's to blame, on this train wreck we ride. deceptions unmasked in moments of sorrow acceptance of all that's made your heart hollow corruption of emotions meant to be followed by hopeless abandon we all wish to swallow. when do we surrender to our hearts known desire to be who we are and be caressed by the fire. It burns inside like the fledgling and sire. connected to something you can not release. yet someone... has begun to make that distinction to hold your mind while your soul knows only peace.

Things That Make Me Smile
Watching a BMW hit a guard rail Watching my boss get frustrated with his stupidity Smell of sewage and piss (reminds me of Moscow) Telling people my hotel is sold out, when its not Watching a stupid kid fall and cry after being obnoxious

Ignorance Can Be Bliss
Knowing Too Much These days, we can know too much. And while it sometimes can be a great benefit to know the tiniest details of events, both bitter and sweet, there are also times when knowing less about the future, our situations, and the world can be beneficial. Being blissfully ignorant does not mean ignoring vital information or shutting out the world’s tragedies. Rather, it is a way to step away from knowledge that may only needlessly have a negative impact on your life experience. It’s not always necessary to expose yourself to information that will overwhelm you, hold you back, or cause you pain. Sometimes, ignorance can be truly blissful. While having all the information you need can help you make an informed decision, sometimes knowing all the information can be excess. Especially when you are trying to pursue a goal, the knowledge of all the ways in which you might fail can keep you from even trying. Blissful ignorance can sometimes propel you forward because you never

9/11 Auto Contributions
CNN Headline News did a short news listing regarding Ford and GM's contributions to the relief and recovery efforts in New York and Washington . The findings are as follows..... 1. Ford- $1 million to American Red Cross matching employee contributions of the same number plus 10 Excursions to NY Fire Dept. The company also offered ER response team services and office space to displaced government employees. 2. GM- $1 million to American Red Cross matching employee contributions of the same number and a fleet of vans, suv's, and trucks. 3. Daimler Chrysler- $10 million to support of the children and victims of the Sept. 11 attack. 4. Harley Davidson motorcycles- $1 million and 30 new motorcycles to the New York Police Dept. 5. Volkswagen-Employees and management created a Sept 11 Foundation, funded initial with $2 million, for the assistance of the children and victims of the WTC. 6. Hyundai- $300,000 to the American Red Cross. 7. Audi-Nothing. 8. BMW

The Sex Fairy
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============= 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. T

Fairy Tale Hit By Terriorist
Pinocchio, Snow White, and Superman are out for a stroll in town one day. As they walked they come across a sign: 'Beauty contest for the most beautiful woman in the world. ' 'I am entering,' said Snow White. After half an hour she comes out and they ask her, 'Well, how'd ya do?' ' First Place ', said Snow White. They continue walking and they see a sign: 'Contest for the strongest man in the world. ' 'I'm entering,' says Superman and after half an hour he returns and they ask him, 'How did you make out?' ' First Place ,' answers Superman. They continue walking when they see a sign: 'Contest! Who is the greatest liar in the world?' Pinocchio enters. After half an hour he returns with tears in his eyes. They ask, "what happened?" to which Pinocchio replied, 'Who the hell is Obama?'

Your True Inner Voice
Finding Encouragement Within each of us, there are numerous voices often that compete for our attention. It can be difficult to decide which one to listen to, particularly when their messages are all quite different, sometimes conflicting, and even alluring. One voice, however, is the speaker of truth. Among all your inner voices, your true inner voice is the one which encourages you, gives you hope, and pushes you to trust and believe in yourself. Conflict within oneself is often caused by dueling voices inside of each one of us. As we move through life, we get mixed messages from the various aspects of ourselves. Some of our voices, such as the naysayer or saboteur, can speak so loudly that they drown out the voice of truth. Listening to your true inner voice – often the voice of understanding, support, and self-assurance - can help lessen and even resolve internal conflict. If you’re looking toward the future but your faith in your ability to succeed in life is wavering, you w

A Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perha

Beings Of Light
Human Angels During each of our journeys, there are those inevitable moments when someone comes into our life at precisely the right time and says or does precisely the right thing. Their words or actions may help us perceive ourselves more clearly, remind us that everything will turn out for the best, help us cope, or see us through difficult situations. These people are human angels – individuals designated by the universe to be of service to those in need at specific points in time. Some human angels make a commitment before their births to make a positive contribution to the world at a particular moment. Others were chosen by the universe. All human angels, however, come into our lives when we least expect them and when we can most benefit from their presence. A few of the human angels we may encounter are in professions where helping others is an everyday occurrence. But most of them are regular people, going about their daily lives until called upon to be in the right place

Taking Things Personally
Staying Afloat Amidst the Spin Every time you interact with others, you have the choice to listen to, acknowledge, and let go of their words, or you can take what they are saying personally. Taking things personally is often the result of perceiving a person’s actions or words as an affront or slight. In order to take something personally, you must read negative intent in an individual’s words or actions. But what people do and say has no bearing upon you and is usually based on their own experiences, emotions, and perceptions. If you attempt to take what they do or say personally, you may end up feeling hurt without reason. If you are tempted to take a comment or action personally, creating some distance between yourself and the other person can help you. Try to determine what is at the root of your feelings. Ask yourself if the other person’s words or actions are just reinforcing some insecurity within you or if you can really be sure that an offense was intended. You may even

Instruction Manuals For Living
Depending on what stage we are in our lives, we can sometimes feel like we ought to know more about who we are or how to live. We may even berate ourselves for making the same mistakes, or for just not "getting it," whatever "it" may be. We wonder how our lives would be now, if only we had “known better.” During moments like these, it is important to remember that none of us are born with instruction manuals and that learning lessons is a lifelong journey. Inherent to our being born is that we are here to observe, learn, and grow. Accompanying this is a built-in guarantee that there will be mistakes and misadventures along the way. And while it is only natural that we may sometimes become overwhelmed, especially when the lessons keep coming, it is important to remember that learning to understand yourself and your world is an ongoing and active process where the journey is more important than the destination. Every lesson is intended so you can become more of who you are. And as you

Friend In Need Of Help !
This wonderful lady is only 101,000 from leveling !! She is super sweet and could use all the help she can get so please go show her some love for me !! big huggles !!!! ~♥StarShine♥~ 2nd Alarm Hotties Member~ Fu Engaged 2 Indiana Cowboy~@ fubar

Friend Lvler
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Spending Time In Nature
In the Open Air In this modern age, we spend so much time indoors, focused on the busyness of our lives and disconnected from the earth. But much of what we truly need can only be found under the naked sky, alongside tall trees, on open plains, or in the sound of running water. Spending time in nature allows us to commune with other living beings and to find comfort in the nurturing embrace of Mother Earth. You can’t help but experience a different sense of self while walking in a wood or traversing a mountainside. Being in nature connects us to the earth, grounding us as we walk, unhindered by concrete, upon her. Surrounded by other living beings, both bigger and smaller than we are, we remember that human beings are simply one form of life in this vast universe. Because we instinctively know that nature is good for us on many levels, it’s not unusual to feel powerfully drawn to it. Even if you live in a city or find it difficult to travel to a forest or the countryside, there a

Friday Opie And Anthony Links: Vacation Update, Patrice Fills In For O&a, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Interns Needed, Re-make 'pendulum' Contest,
Listen to Today's OPIE & ANTHONY Show on AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST). Howdy folks! The Opie and Anthony Radio POgram is on vacation, but you can enjoy the Worst Of Opie and Anthony all week, with the exception of the few days that Patrice Oneal has been filling in with his pal Dante Hicks. Today, they welcomed comedian JB Smoove into the mix. JB will be at COMIX in New York City tonight at tomorrow as well. New Boobs On RateMyWOW: Thanks once again to our west coast buddies Yoshi and Brandon Iron, who is always gathering content for his site Load My Mouth (so very NSFW), we have some lovely boobs for you to slap happy to courtesy of adult starlet Veronica... RateMyWOW: Veronica INTERNS NEEDED: Hey boys and girls! How'd you like to INTERN for the Opie and Anthony Radio Show? You'll be fetching coffee, bagels, and other assorted goodies. You'll most likely be tooled on in front of an international audience as well. APPLY TO BE AN INTERN ONLINE NOW (college

All About Sagittarius
Sagittarians are classically known as the 'favorites of the gods' for good reason: These folks are famous for generosity, humor and optimism, and for the ability to see the best is every situation, no matter how dire the circumstances. A Sagittarius will find a real reason to celebrate each and every day -- due in no small part to Jupiter, the planet most known for benevolence, and the Archer's planetary ruler. Of course, the other side of that coin is excess and extravagance. So in addition to knowing how to laugh -- and how to make others laugh -- Sagittarians are also experts at overdoing everything. At the same time, if a Sag really does have to be restricted to just one of anything, it had better be the biggest or most impressive of its kind -- literally, a one-of-a-kind object. Sagittarians are also famous for their love of travel and philosophy; they crave knowledge, and will spare no effort to satisfy that innate curiosity. Sag's own personal philosophy is that life is reall

Bling Me Please
I am in a bling pak only auction runs from today to Nov 30 so please stop by and bling me im offering alot of great stuff and for the right person so little extra surprises dont for get leave your offer in the comment box and only serious bids only please Please show the hostess some lovin too §ŵ† Çĥ®®¥ þî€*SDMF*Co-Owner Daddys Leveler*Mrs English*GM@Immortal~XXtremeFullThrottleradi@ fubar

Satisfy You
When it hurt I ease the pain, girl Caress your frame, get them worries off your brain, girl I'm in your corner do what you want it's your thing,girl Opposites Attract, but we one in the same, girl It ain't a game so I can't play with you I wanna lay with you, stay with you, pray with you Grow old and gray with you In good and bad times we'll always make it through Cause what we got is true No matter what they say to you I can straight lace you, not just appearance Stimulate your mind, strengthen your spirits Be the voice of reason when you ain't tryin' hear it You want it but you fear it, but you love it when you near it Knew you was the one, that's why I chose ya Cause you get down for yours and ride like a soldier. I'm the light when you can't see I'm that air when you can't breathe I'm that feeling when you can't leave Some doubt, some believe, some lie, cheat, and deceive So it's only you and me When you weak, I'll make you strong, here's where you belong

Broken Hearted Girl With Lyrics If U Cant Listen Go Below The Vid And Read The Lyrics
You’re everything I thought you never were And nothing like about you could’ve been But still you lived inside of me So tell me how is that You’re the only one I wish I could forget The only one I loved and not forgave And know you’ve break my heart You’re the only one And though there are times when I hate you Cause I can’t erase the times that you hurt me And put tears on my face And even now I hate you its pains me to say I know I’ll be there at the end of the day I don’t wanna be without you babe I don’t want a broken heart Don’t wanna to take breath without you babe I don’t want to play that part I know that I love you but let me just say I don’t wanna love you in no kinder way, no no I don’t want a broken heart I don’t want to play the broken-hearted girl No broken-hearted girl I’m no broken-hearted girl Beyonce Lyrics on www.lyrics-celebrities.anekatips.com There’s somet

I Would Like To Know
"I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine... You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. " 1) Can you cook? 2) What was your dream growing up? 3) What talent do you wish you had? 4) If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5) Favorite vegetable? 6) What was the last book you read? 7) What zodiac sign are you ? 8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9) Worst̴

The Pegasus Project Wants You!
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Womenz
A Bears jacket and fuck-me boots? Just NO. Grrr, I was about to smack some chick for having a horrid fashion sense. American women are just not as sexy as European ones. A lot of whorish, but not sexy. Too bad, some have potential. /random rant off.

It's Official
The second biopsy site was confirmed to be DCIS as well. I will definitely have to have a full mastectomy. The surgical oncologist is referring me to a plastic surgeon to do the reconstruction. Good news is so far it still looks to be noninvasive, so no chemo hopefully. It was expected, and I feel better having it confirmed... but I'm still mourning my boob :( It's a pretty boob, it doesn't deserve this :P

The Note
I have written you many times Alone inside my mind Never knowing what to say Tired of the mental crimes I can't leave it behind This constant thought never going away I will know when the time has come For there will be no more tears It will be the last time I ever apologize This will be hard to understand for some I can no longer hide your fears Some will say it is not wise The hidden message lies in the rhymes Most will never be able to find No one will know the day I have written my byes It will be pure truth and no lies For some I will defy I can not trust It's so strong that I must Turning into ash and dust It will never go away It will be the ultimate price to pay after the note there will be nothing to say How I have written you many times All alone inside my mind For there you will have to stay

Take My Son
Take my Son A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son. About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands. He said, 'Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art.' The young man held out this package. 'I know this isn't much. I'm not really a great artist, but I think your son would have wanted you to have this.' The father opened

Urine Or You're Out
JOB - URINE TEST (Whoever wrote this one deserves a HUGE pat on the back!) Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ASS, doing drugs, while I work. . . . Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check? Pass this along if you agree or simply delete if you don't. Hope you all will pass it along, though . . . Something has to change in thi

This Love Is Taking All Of My Energy.
It’s the setting, the mood of my room, the coziness that I fall in love with. I can’t pinpoint exactly if there’s just one reason but everything seems to factor into the way I feel when I lay down at night. It heightens my feelings, my awareness; my being. I light incense and the aroma hits me gently in the face. The t.v. is off, there’s no music, and I turn my light off and crawl into bed. I hear the aftermath of the rainstorm, how the drops hit the trees, giving an effect that it’s still lightly sprinkling. Car’s headlights flood my room briefly and shadows come alive and play along the walls. It’s quiet again and I can see the warm glow from the incense across the room. My hair is down, it’s length resting upon my pillows and curves of my breasts, moving with my body as I inhale and exhale. The best sleep attire is tank tops without a bra and undies that hug my hips. I run my fingertips along the curves of my skin and roll to my side;

Cell Phone Vs. The Bible
Cell phone vs . Bible Ever wonder what would happen if we treated our Bible like we treat Our cell phone? What if we carried it around in our purses or pockets? What if we flipped through it several time a day? What if we turned back to go get it if we forgot it? What if we used it to receive messages from the text? What if we treated it like we couldn't live without it? What if we gave it to kids as gifts? What if we used it when we traveled? What if we used it in case of emergency? This is something to make you go....hmm...where is my Bible? Oh, and one more thing. Unlike our cell phone, we don't have to worry about our Bible being Disconnected because Jesus already paid the bill. Makes you stop and think 'where are my priorities? And no dropped calls! P.S. DO WHAT YOU THINK GOD WOULD WANT YOU TO DO WITH THIS EMAIL Trust in the Lord and *ASAP (Always Say A Prayer) Have a bless

Strolling Thru The Autumn Breeze Auction!
A Stroll in the Autumn Breeze..... Auction will run from November 14 until November 21.* Music provided by WYKD Radio Made with much luv by: ¡ï♎¡ï Lucretia ¡ï♎¡ï Wiccan GodMother )O(@ fubar (repost of original by '¡ï♎¡ï Lucretia ¡ï♎¡ï Wiccan GodMother )O(' on '2008-11-17 20:24:24') (repost of original by 'Silverpixi~Club United~LollipopGurlz~ FSC~Owner of Miss Crys {Please read my profile}' on '2008-11-17 20:41:08')

My Heart Condition!!!
Ok everyone who knows that I have explained it too for everyone else who don't know what it is...it is a called Ebsteins Anomoly no you can't research it so don't bother looking in medical books or whatever. My heart occassionally has a whole in it, than my right valve don't let blood flow properly cause of that area is small not big like the left side is so it slows my breathing down which is not good especially when you get migranes or headache's which makes the matter worse. An also I have low sodium so either way I am extremely healthy just have a bad condition in the heart and it is genetic so if I have a child or a few there could be a chance they have it too cause my grandfather kestner my dads dad had it as well until he had surgery but I won't get surgery until I am done growing and it is still minor. Thats the explaintion of my heart condition...

Taggeddddddd Ha Ha
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. 1. I LOVE Glittery Objects. 2. I LOVE the smell of hawaiian tropic and chocolate amber from bath and body works. 3. My name is Casey, NUFF SAID. 4. I loathe ignorant people especially those with educations of any sort. 5. I will Fight for what I believe in and I do Believe in LOTS and I am good at standing my ground. 6. I LOVE and I do mean LOVE the 80's music !! 7. The Super Nintendo ROCKS !! 8. I love Stef Dearly...!!!! 9. I joined an auction..... 10. I wear glasses ALL Day . 11. I want to go to Asian Temples 12. I am really really shy.. 13. I have a facial expression for everything 14. I HATE louisville, Kentucky. 15. Thinkin about going

Brielle Watkins
This is one of my songs I wrote for a friend who just passed in a car wreck... Sometime in October, to you Id say that Ill always remember your precious name and Id go on as if Id have the chance again to face you in the future, and say it again But how was I supposed to know that weeks later you would go In disbelief there are no words left for me to say but it would happen this way today that I would use my own words to say that Ill always remember your name A cold day in November I heard the news that you had left us all to go on with you looking down on us from above the clouds as we live out the memories of how you would bring us smiles But how was I supposed to know that weeks ago you would go Your name is like a lullaby it brings us joy, yet makes us cry you will be missed, you will be wished all in your name

Act On Your Dreams
Friday, November 21, 2008 ACT ON YOUR DREAMS -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Your present situation doesn't determine where you can go, it merely determines where you're starting from. The purpose of a goal is to focus your attention on your future. Real magic begins when you set one. Your power to accomplish anything becomes a reality when you have a goal. Your mind will stretch toward achievement when it has a clear objective. A goal gives you a place to start and a final destination. You'll achieve the success you seek, if you focus the full power of all you are on what you have a burning desire to achieve. Act on those dreams and they are yours. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Watch this video => Weathering The Coming Financial Storm

Finally Moving Into This Century...woo Hoo!
anyone that knows me, will tell you, i am" so totally uncool" when it comes to getting with the times. well guess what???[trumpet plays] i'm actually attempting to take steps to get there. as of 11-26-2008. i will be moved up from dial-up. i finally got tired of waiting forever to load a page, or attempting to download a photo. [after waiting 15 minutes, having an error has occured, pop up and having to attempt again.]. the biggest problem i will more then likely have is,supposedly it's easy to install myself. they don't know that when it comes to computers, i'm not the smartest. i hope the instructions have plenty of diagrams, and says plug this blue one into the blue hole. so if you don't see me on here for awhile, it's because i haven't figured out how to get it hooked up yet. up until 4 years ago, i had never seen a mouse [other then what gets in the house , chews on things and leaves poo.] i'd heard people talk about their computer mouse, but none of my friends had com

Cocky
Yesterday I was in a great mood, feeling really good about myself and happy. I had an appointment with a trainer at the gym at 4pm so i decided I'd get there early and do some cardio. I go to the locker room and change, got my ipod. Start walkin up to the treadmills and a cute girl walks by me looks me up and down and gives me a grin. A few minutes later, into my run a bit, another girl looks at me and grins...wow I really must be lookin as good as i feel i think. Get off the treadmill to meet the trainer takin off my ipod I go to slip it in my pocket...huh no pocket...I was sure these shorts had pockets...I look down and it looks like i am ready to smuggle somethin up front, and at that point I realize that the shorts were snug on my ass too....I reach back and feel the draw string...FUCK I have my shorts on backwards. So my day ended on a humbling note...

White Guilt Is Dead
White Guilt is Dead By Tom Adkins Look at my fellow conservatives! There they go, glumly shuffling along, depressed by the election aftermath. Not me. I'm virtually euphoric. Don't get me wrong. I'm not thrilled with America's flirtation with neo socialism. But there's a massive silver lining in those magical clouds that lofted Barak Obama to the Presidency. For today, without a shred of intellectually legitimate opposition, I can loudly proclaim to America: The Era of White Guilt is over. This seemingly impossible event occurred because the vast majority of white Americans didn't give a fluff about skin color, and enthusiastically pulled the voting lever for a black man. Not just any black man. A very liberal black man who spent his early career race-hustling banks, praying in a racist church for 20 years, and actively worked with America-hating domestic terrorists. Wow! Some resume! Yet they made Barak Obama their leader. Therefore, as of Nov 4th, 2008, white guilt is dead.

Stitches
Can you see me? No, you looked right through me. My pain I wear like a patchwork quilt. Surely you saw me in these multi-colors? Pain, regret, sorrow, rejection. Each square a tribute of its own to my stupidity. See the threads? They are my tears, connecting one painful memory to another. You carry the tool to take apart this quilt. Can you, would you, free me?

Twilight
Went to the midnite show of twilight last night with my gf daughter and her friends. I think I was the only guy in the theater. kinda surprised nobody called the cops on me thinking I was a pedophile or something. The movie was actually pretty good. Haven't read the books yet but I think I might give them a shot now. this twilight series looks like it will probably rival the Harry Potter ones. Once again they cast all these 20 something actors to play high school students. I wish they could do a better job with that. either get younger actors or do a better job with the make up. What's gonna happen if they continue this series and edward has a full head of gey hair but he's only 17? Also saw a preview for the new Harry Potter movie. That looks pretty good too. They're getting a little too old to keep up the teenager image too. thery're gonna have to pick up the pace or recast the rest of those movies.

My Auction. Come Bid On Me.
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Self-portrait
Anger driven emotions, hidden by my insanity. Deep thoughts and insights, blocked by the confusion. Timid, shy, careless masked by boisterous claims and paranoia. Repressed by the hate of myself. Young, innocent, naive, forced to grow up too quickly. Kept in chains, My mind locked, My mouth spews forth insults, all really meant for me. Weakness, vulnerability, and intimacy, killed by pain. Self-esteem lowered by manic-depression and trapped by my very being, my words here written, my dreams, my thoughts, my feelings, my insanity, my pain, SET ME FREE!

Never
you never cared enough to stop me. never noticed what you were doing to me. i never knew guys would push you out to sea. when i cryed you never held me. when you saw me with the scars and marks and blood you never asked. you will be proud once you see. see what you had in me. as i plead you just flee. all this as i see it was just a dream. you'l never have me. why can't you just leave? i know what you did. she told me everything. all the times you claimed to be with the family. but now i hope you'll see that i never fell for your lies. never again will you see my tears fall or my cheeks stained with black

Abusive Boyfriends
i know what its like to have to hide. hide the bruses and the fright. i understand what its like. when ur up all night cuz of that jerk. he beats you and cheats on you. but u just keep giving. i swear its true that i've myself have been in those shoes. but u girls will see that one day u'll meet that guy that sweep u off ur feet. he'll treat u like a queen and ur daddys will love them to death. one day u'll think it was all a bad dream.

I Have Learned
* I have learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. * I have learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. * I have learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. * I have learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. * I have learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. * I have learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. * I have learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. * I have learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. * I have learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. * I have learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. * I ha

Untitled
i've been sittin here for days by myself i've been waiting for you the whole time i was crying i swear that ur cars and everything else means more to you than i do i'm starting now and i won't stop till i'm done my life is worthless and no1 cares enough to stop me i can't stop it it's taken control of me i'm bleedin everywhere i wish you were here and actually cared bout me now i'm gone who will u ignor??? i hope someone shows you how it feels i hope you come and find me your the one who deserves to die i hope ur fuckin happy my blade is still in my hand all i wanted was to be beautiful and loved but now i see i'll never be or atleast you hope ur sad and go through what i had to go through

You're Going To Leave
you kiss me and i know you hug me and i know i can tell by the way you hold me you are gonna leave i knew all along i just didn't want to believe i knew you held her while i was gone i know by the way you look at me you wish i was her y can't you just tell me i knew you wanted her when she walks by i see that look in your eyes i'm lying on the kitchen floor blood surrounding me cuts so deep the pain is gone numbness is settling in i can't wait for you to find me i wanted to show you what you meant to me i loved you and needed you but now i see it was all pretend my blood is cold and now i'm just a ghost

Bright Darkness
i can't believe i did it. i can see a bright tunnel. i'm slipping in to darkness. there's blood all around me. i can see people weeping. i see my parents crying. i can feel their cold hands as theyhold me. i hear someone saying"finally she's gone." those words are coming from the love of my life. i can see his new girl laughing at my lifeless body. finally slipping into complete darkness. then i hear tears falling. i open my eyes and see him crying. he's saying"i never meant to hurt you it's just i didn't want to get hurt again,I REALLY LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART." i feel more warm wetness it's more blood. he said "i can't live in a world without you i'm sorry." then i slip into the darkness some one drapes a sheet over my bloody body. i'm put in a wooden box marked 'brittany morgan neal" "12/13/91-4/23/2006

Bulimia
i'm not a prep i'm not a poser it's just that i'm bulimic all my exes my friends and family told me i was fat when i lost my first love i became anarexic my parents make me eat but little do they know i fake i need help "mommy help me i can't stop" i cry out from the inside but i can't say anything cuz if people knew they would laugh i can't show it but if i do mommy might find out and tell the hospital they'll stick me and make me eat my "friends"say that i need to loss a lot of weight i look at all the preps and realize it should be them not me

Shoutbox Woes
I understand that this is a place for adults and that every "Social Networking Site" is going to have a lot of people who are here for cyber satisfaction. What I don't get is how they're so blunt about it. Do women actually respond to that sort of thing? For instance this morning I woke up to "hey, wanna watch me stroke my 9 ince cock on cam?" I am quite used to sexually explicit things in my shoutbox like "damn gurl those tits are huge" and "I'd like to shoot something all over those things" so I wasn't surprised so much as curious. The problem is when I ask the people who write those types of things, if it actually works on women I never get a response. Truthfully I'll never know since the only people that read my blogs or profile are people who would never write that kind of thing to me. At least to start out a conversation :)

Hmmmmm Blogs
I lay in bed with random thoughts running through my head. First and fore most, it's fubar, don't use big words. West nile virus, did the monkey give it to the mosquito? Blog? Puking of the mind? Gas prices? Like a prude? Never goes down? hmmmmm check that out. NSFW, hmmmm.. change the name to shouldn't be looking at naked pictures while operating heavy machinery. SBLANPWOHM But I'm looking at home.. I'm safe! Safe Sex, Electronic communication. Mumms.. hmmm lets see, ummm damn I forgot.. Mumms are useless with ADHD.. woohooo Will anyone read this? Oh let me post a naked picture. Cock a doodle doo, coloring with a penis shape crayon! Don't do drugs. hmmmm lets see how many read this!

Christmas Cards To Soldiers
TO SHOW LOVE TO THE TROOPS GREAT IDEA!! When doing your Christmas cards this year, take one card and send it to this address. If we pass this on and everyone sends one card, think of how many cards these wonderful special people who have sacrificed so much would get. When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include the following: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue,NW Washington,D.C. 20307-5001

All I Want To Do Is Hide
i have officially decided that im gonna be single for the rest of my life. the man i loved more then anything broke my heart into a million pieces yet wanted to remain friends which i thought i could do then i find out he's in a new relationship. I did alot of thinking last night and i dont think i can handle being his friend knowing he's with someone else. So i have decided to go back to my old habit and shut him out but the problem is i still have some stuff of his here and he my spare car seat so i know im gonna have to see him again. I sent him a message this morning telling him how i feel. I have a feeling he's gonna fight me on it cause when he dumped me he said he would kill me (figurativly speaking he wouldnt ACTUALLY KILL kill me) if i decided to shut him out but at this point i feel i dont have any choice. My daughter asks for him all the time and im having one hell of a time picking up the pieces. when he calls me i act like im fine cause i dont want to start an argument or

Omg Read This!!!!
I just want to thank all of you for your educational e-mails over the past year. I am totally screwed up now and have little chance of recovery. I no longer open a public bathroom door without using a paper towel. Or have them put lemon slices in my ice water without worrying about the bacteria on the lemon peel. I have trouble shaking hands with someone who has been driving because the number one pastime while driving alone is picking one's nose. Eating a little snack sends me on a guilt trip because I can only imagine how many gallons of trans fats I have consumed over the years. I can't touch any woman's purse for fear she has placed it on the floor of a public bathroom. I must send my special thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet sponge with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings

Hh 11-22-08
I invite you to join me SaturdayNovember 22, 2008 @ 1 pm FU Time for my HAPPY HOUR!!!MsCharlotte2U!~No Rate No Add~Stalking~X©ït€M€@ fubarSince no one loved me enough to get me one for my Bday recently I bought me one.. sniff sniff.. So please stop by and say hi..Drop a rate or two or a few..$100 for One hour what the hell was I thinking?!?! Umm, since I frivolously spent that dollar oh that happy hour..lol anyone wanna donate an Auto 11 for that hour?

Researching Turns Out To Be Monkey Business
I often pick on research agencies and researchers alike due to their studies…Some prove to be totally insane, off the track and I wonder what they really, really want to find out. Most I believe just want to be seen testing something or trying to find out something that really doesn’t amount to a hill of beans. Well here we go again, Researchers at Plymouth University in England, with a small Arts Council grant, could not quite test whether an infinite number of monkeys with an infinite number of typewriters could produce the works of Shakespeare, but did see what six Sulawesi crested macaque monkeys would write with a computer over a four-week period. According to a report in The Guardian, the apes produced about five pages of text between them, mostly consisting of the letter S. According to Professor Geoff Cox, the monkeys spent a lot of time sitting on the keyboard. Duh!!!! Ya Think??? Ya think perhaps the damned monkey sat on the “S” Key? Ok…enough monkey business… it snowed h

Attraction: Chapter 1 - Part 1: Introduction To Physical Online
When you see someone for the first time, what do you see? First impressions... Do they matter or is there more skin deep? Here I will write about physical attraction and how his/her materialistic objects and belongings coincide with how attracted you actually are to that person. Keep in mind, ones financial (amount of money he/she makes), career/job status will affect what they have or wear (expensive stylish clothing or not). But what you see about that persons body (how physically attracted you are over him/her) and what you witness and take place in with them having (not necessarily owning) will ultimately affect how you "feel" towards that person. In today's day and age, there are two main ways you can find someone attractive. First there's the in-person initial meet, which can happen anywhere such as a: bar, club, mall, bookstore, and many more. Keep in mind, you're meeting this person for the first time, not through means of what I call 'Internet attraction'. *Internet

Please Pray For My Friend And Maybe Yours Too
Wei-Yi Va@ fubar This is my sweet friend Jaime. If you check her last blog, she was asking for prayers for herself. Her and her beautiful family are dealing with something heavy now; the matter of her health. Whether you view the blog or not, please say a little prayer that she will be okay. Thank You very much.

For Cherokeelady - Vip Giveaway
One of the Fu's Finest, is in a giveaway. CherokeeLady needs our help. She is always there when ever someone needs her.... she bombs, she promotes, she does whatever she can to help her friends. Well this time she is the one in a giveway. She needs 40k comments for a three month VIP. So click the picture and help out this wonderful lady. Music provided by WYKD Radio Made with much luv by: ¡ï♎¡ï Lucretia ¡ï♎¡ï Wiccan GodMother )O(@ fubar

To My Friends And Family!!
I just wanted to let certain ppl that i cherish everything they have done for me! First off i would like to thank MOON - hun u have been there for me alot since i have met u, im greatful to have a Angel in my life and girl thats exactly what u are to me! Love Ya!!! Toasty - U have been one of my favs since day one, I love u unconditionally, There isnt enough words to explain how much u mean to me! Even if u just send me them faces with the tounge sticking out it makes me smile every time!! Bite Babe - U rock, and surely know how to put a smile on my face, u make my days better just being around! Love ya so much!! SWEETNESS - I enjoy having u in my life even though we didn't really start talking, talking, til recently but u have a spot in my heart and always will, one of the ppl i have shared MY DUMB BLONDE MOMENTS with and trust me i don't share them with just ANYONE!LMAO! Betrayed - U dear have me laughing so much sometimes i think im dying! i enjoy chatting with u!! thanks for being

[no Cause For Concern]
I just finished weatherman, oh wait.... what did I actually want to talk about? I'm going back "home" tomorrow evening. Thanksgiving shindig, my brother's coming in, I haven't seen him since... June? Gotta help box up my stuff still at the house, pull up some carpet, and probably get suckered into helping cook too. He goes back Friday the 28th. I'm looking forward to several things, top of the list is of course seeing my brother. The next would be using a PC to write without text max restraints. Maybe my soul will get a couple good meals down there too. The connection between imagination and fingers is a little gunked up. This visit should help with that. Wish you were here. Good night.

Freaking Cold
I hate bringing such little money i have about a 500 gallon propane tank for my house and a 300 dollar defficent and it is freaking cold right at the current moment. i have just under 20% left in the tank so I at least can turn heat on when i have company over. Looks like things will start looking up here in the next few weeks my pizza hut is turning into a wing street and i get more hours woot woot till next blog peace out. oh yeah its 54 degress by the way

Judge Ladybyrds02's Wedding Chapel Link
THIS IS THE LINK TO THE WEDDING CHAPEL EDDIE AND I ARE GETTING MARRIED IN....FRIDAY, NOV. 21@ 9PM EST.... http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=59487 HOPE TO SEE ALL OUR FRIENDS AND FAMILUY FROM FUBAR THERE!!!!

Fyi
the reason i deleted my last account and made this one is because i got tired of the douchebaggery of the people on my list...i will not put up with it with this account....if i want everyone to know this is me i will tell them myself...do not ask me for anything if you are not going to return the favor....do not bitch because i didnt want to help someone that is my decision and if you dont like it then you can go no one is keeping you here....dont act like a high school douchebag or i will get rid of you...i only want people on here that actually talk to me and will be a friend not someone that wants to fit in or be accepted because thats not who i am...like me or hate me i will be me and thats that and if sometime down the road i delete you then tough shit deal with it...you have other people to talk to besides me... have a good day

I Want To Know!
"I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine... You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. " 1) Can you cook? 2) What was your dream growing up? 3) What talent do you wish you had? 4) If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5) Favorite vegetable? 6) What was the last book you read? 7) What zodiac sign are you ? 8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9) Worst̴

You Know The Ones
You know the Ones Hiding behind a firewall offering you a better world like their world is so much better Saying the words that remain unsaid and thinking that you haven't heard them, from someone else just like them assuming that since you're on this site, you’re lonely! Never that! You know the ones... always sending sexual messages thinking that you'll just fly across the world and do the damn thing because they brought you a drink and sent an un-original Message... Oh now you're their Soul Mate...and all the socks in their top drawer is un-mated... You know the ones... Always talking about what they have...or what they just got...and never mention about what they've learned Saving your pictures as their screen saver...so they can have you displayed when company comes by...and only knows you by your profile name...Such and Such undescore64 And quick to change it...to another stolen J-peg You know the ones... That can't take no for an answer and will bug the hell

What My Name Really Means!! Interesting
What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning? What Sandy Means You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant person

I'm Still Your Fool...
Some hearts fall in love And it's an easy thing Each tomorrow brings A Better day And some hearts though they've tried Loves a rocky road From their first hello It fades away But listen to me hun Where ever you are I've gotta make you see That I'm still hanging on Though you're come & you're gone You're the only one for me Every knock on my door Every ring of my phone Every step that I hear Is you coming home Every beat of my heart Every thing that I do Every thought in my mind Is a memory of you.... I'm still Your fool... Friends are asking me Why I still love you so Cuz they all know You've said good bye But I've forgiven you Don't you understand That's just the way I am My love can't lie But listen to me hun Where ever you are I've gotta make you That I'm still hanging on Though you've come & You're gone You're the only one for me Every knock on my door Every ring of my phone Every step that I hear Is you coming home Every beat

Happiest Moments
[He knows who he is] When I think of you, I find a smile on my face. When I hear you, My heart changes pace. I find myself missing you When I wait for your reply. And every second you're away, I find myself wanting to cry. When I see your picture, I find myself in day dreams. and when I read your IM's, My heart bursts through my seams. I fall asleep with a smile, as you never leave my thoughts. You have not a single clue how much happiness you've brought. I love the silly 'arguments' and the long conversations, that have nothing to do with anything. AT ALL. and I can't find anything that nearly explains this feeling. Or even compares to it.. I guess "I love you" will have to do. ♥

I'm Here Patching Up My Heart
written by Shinehead Rasta (aka ~Babylon Gwan Fall) thank ya for sending me this! Loves...Unsettled Score... We never know how fragile we are...until our hearts have been shattered... Our minds are instantly confused... Thoughts are somehow scattered... No hope is seen in a rainbow... Our storms...have just begun... Our first instinct is to panic...eventually we'll pack up and run... Why flea from taunting winds...? Why has all that we thought were real...suddenly faces an end...? Who dare betray us...? Have we not given with a sincere heart...? Or have we become blinded by loves so called assumptions... Only to be left torn apart... Were we really in love? Or just seeking a temporary high... Why is that when we're lonely...? We feel as if all that is left...is for us to die...? Were we not born alone...? And alone to the grave we all must go...? What will it take...when will we ever know...? That the

*~*emotional Curiosity*~*
Tonight, a restless night for me. Filled with unsureness, unawareness, and most of all, curiosity. My mind wanders away from me, where no laundry or movie watching can side track my mind. I have managed to clean my house, fold laundry, do my dishes, watch a movie 3 times now, and do/or gather all the trash in my home. It hasn't been this clean in forever! I still need to put laundry away, along with dishes, sweep and mop the floors, and scrub the microwave. But on the other hand, my mind still wanders. I'm not sure if this is normal or not being I am young, and a person who anyone could get along with~I wonder....I wonder what is would be like to travel the world, near and far, stay out all night and be entertained by the people of the city, laugh with delight and excitement, look into someone's eyes and just say Thank You for being you. I find pleasure out of watching people have fun, and enjoy life. I'm curious about what that life might be like? I wish to travel to Italy, Paris, Rom

Prologue
There are different forms of attraction, most in which are outlined by many great details or a few general categories in which we as people, human beings, animals (an evolved form of primates) nonetheless, classify as attractive. If it be attraction towards a person, an object such as clothes, food, money, etc. or inadament objects such as a favorite color or favorite word you like to use. In my case, to be funny here, my favorite word is Qay. Generally you can be attracted to someone based on their personality, physical body, which in turn can form into a sexual attraction. On a much deeper level, you can also be attracted to someone in a spiritual and emotional way. *As for a more detailed approach within this blog of mine as to why or how you're attracted to that particular someone or something, I will only give/share with you from personal experience. I can't write from your eyes, your opininon, and your experience. As the saying goes, I am not in your shoes. However, my ex

Poetry Of Mine.
Who Am I? There has never been a time for me that I feel more lost than now I work so hard at finding me, but I can't figure out quite how Am I loving? Am I caring? Do I have a gentle heart? I'm so lost right now, no idea where to start Can I love? Can I hate? Can I live? Do I learn? To find this all out is for what I yearn Do I want to love? Do I want to be alone? These are things I long since should have known I am hurting with my heart full of tears What have I done so far to survive all these years? When I go to bed and I cry Do I really wanna die? How can I find out all these things? Have you any idea the frustration it brings? I would rather live my life searching for a reason why Than live my entire life protected by a lie.

To Own Or To Be Owned?!?!
I have never been in an auction or bidded on an auction. I'm not sure which is better. I "TRY" to help my friends out the best that I can when I am available. I bidded on a friend & actually won the bid, heres her link so stop by her page & tell her that she has a Wonderful Owner (smile) ~I know I'm Your Favorite ! ~Assist. Manager@ The WolfPack Owned by Buckeye Babe~@ fubar

Last 2 For Now...mwha Ha Ha
XII A night of pure indulgence after trials cast aside forcing chaos to sense simply biding my time while waiting for my calling slowly spending my time, falling (failing) XIII my time seems lost and lonely but not so much as to haunt me but i wonder whats in store for life down this cobble of stone, of strife? oh well I'll just bide my time and ride this lonely bumpy road

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EARLY first understandings seem simple, yet yield beautiful serene surroundings that can build such steel (solid structures) and such resolve protections nature responsibility free fall forward our future but still we must fall X I've lost sound how i miss it so wish i had found a way for time to slow exist quietly within a moment drifting silently seconds spent, all for lent XI fear the rain deepest creations fee try all in vain to understand the one called "he" only to find caught inside pieces of time lost the time sublime

Treat Others As You Would Like To Be Treated
Its pretty funny when you have people on here that are you're friends & they despise people that act immature & such BUT yet they don't realize that they do it themselves. I just got blocked once again for the 2nd time from a so-called friend on here PukinDog143!!**... Ladies, if you don't always have the daily chat with him, you better be dead, because if you're sick, or working or whatever, well you're just making excuses. He wants 100% of your attention or else..... This is the 2nd time that he has blocked me & lets not forget the name calling, but thats ok, if it makes you feel like a MAN to call a lady a name then go for it.

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VII playfully lost on distant shores no fee no cost no worrying for whats in store no woeful loss or stories of a damaged core damaging all with it exhaust no matter the color whatever the fee damages of valor change of faithful symmetry VIII hallows eve again ventures none seeking cleansed feelings and beings never and nothing come surface, revealing seeming ideas might, some careen into things unseen, unsung IX not really sure seems just a haze lost in distances cure not just a faze(, if not it crazed) activity or trade more travesty in stead.

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V Silent views left to crumble into dust and pain quiet distances mumble about things left in vain our empty beginnings like thoughts trapped in stain nothing more than excuses believing themselves beautiful just the same than a distant view's reflections of minds left to mull and maim VI cold meandering ways a nomadic existence lays lost, separate from the crowds screaming with their angry little mouths they hurt everything the know deep, down to the soul quietly bleeding, quietly screaming quietly seething, quietly dreaming of thing of love and no (less) loss times of beauty and serenity mixed in with harsh melodies creating symphonies, building beauty yet still losing sanity...

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III time's pause never seems enough then, through gently cause always calms the rough IV For constant merriment's charms doth gently chide thee but in dark nights such charms descend quiet hours (distant) rule with iron fists but are more akin to broken thoughts left to mend or are like fog and mists beauty without fee

My Thoughts On Mandatory Skydiving.
I fell. In the most literal sense. Clouds sky gravity the whole shabang. Flying without a net. If you could call this flying. When will I hit? When I'm too old to care? Too bald to be pretty? I could always invest in skull wax... What am I saying!? This is the least of my problems. Why wasn't there a safety meeting for this? We had stranger danger. That's not candy. We even covered "uncle bad touch" stop drop and roll buckle up Where the hell was the parachute talk? Least the way down is pretty.

If Your Life Was A Movie What Would Your Soundtrack Be? Thanks Mistress Of Wolves!
Body: IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... My results: Opening Credits: It's not over-- Daughtry Waking Up: Animal I have become--Three Days Grace First Day At School: Sugar We're Goin Down--Fallout Boys Falling In Love: Sister Golden Hair--America Fight Song: With A Little Luck--Paul Mcartney and Wings Breaking Up: Creed--Higher Prom: Mother--Danzig Life: Why--Jason Aldean Mental Breakdown:Big Girls Don't Cry--Fergie (haha that was appropriate lol) Driving: A perfect Circle--Puscifier Flashback: New Shoes--Paolo Nutini Getting back together: Push--Matchbox20 Wedding: Thriller--Michael Jackson Birth of Child: I'm A Bitch--Meridi

So I Did An Astrology Reading...
Mercury Conjunct Venus with an orb of less than 1/2 degree Intelligence is sexy to you. If a person you find physically attractive isn't also bright, verbal and someone you can talk to, you're not interested. You have a highly developed aesthetic sense and are drawn to people of taste, wit and charm. Sun Square Mars with an orb between 1 and 3 degrees Something in your relationship with your father aroused in you either fear or anger or both. Your relationships with men - personally or professionally - are not comfortable and when you are feeling vulnerable, you can be overly defensive or challenging. Mercury Trine Neptune with an orb between 1 and 3 degrees You know things intuitively as well as rationally and have a rare capacity to perceive in others feelings, thoughts and dreams they may never have openly shared. Anyone close to you would have to share your love of music and interest in spiritual thought. Venus Trine Neptune with an orb between 1 an

Attraction: Chapter 1 - Part 1: Introduction To Physical Attraction Online
When you see someone for the first time, what do you see? First impressions... Do they matter or is there more skin deep? Here I will write about physical attraction and how his/her materialistic objects and belongings coincide with how attracted you actually are to that person. Keep in mind, ones financial (amount of money he/she makes), career/job status will affect what they have or wear (expensive stylish clothing or not). But what you see about that persons body (how physically attracted you are over him/her) and what you witness and take place in with them having (not necessarily owning) will ultimately affect how you "feel" towards that person. In today's day and age, there are two main ways you can find someone attractive. First there's the in-person initial meet, which can happen anywhere such as a: bar, club, mall, bookstore, and many more. Keep in mind, you're meeting this person for the first time, not through means of what I call 'Internet attraction'. *Internet At

Anger
Realizing that this is an ever changing world with a black, im not politically correct, president and gay marrige and all of this tolerence in the world ive got something that causes great anger in my life. When i was 17 i broke my ankle and received pins and a screw in it. I was told by the military which i had already signed up for that i would have to have a 5 year medically clear background to re'enlist. I waited for the 5 years no bone cracks,slipped pins or nothing.I took my asvab, got a 71,which is good by all means.I waited and waited and waited knowing my call from meps would come and i get a call from the staff sargent stating that i wouldnt even be allowed to join or plea a case for myself. All i want is a chance to make something of myself for my family just show my mom im not a waste of life show my kids they can be proud of daddy.I fucking love this country all i every wanted was to serve i was born on an airforce base for christs sake im justscarred of becoming a leach

Once Upon A Time....
i stole this from linda! thanks linda! hee hee Once upon a time there lived a king. The king had a beautiful daughter, The PRINCESS. But there was a problem: Everything the princess touched would melt. No matter what; Metal, Wood, Stone, Anything she touched would melt. Because of this, men were afraid of her. Nobody would dare marry her. The king despaired. What could he do to help his daughter? He consulted his wizards and magicians. One wizard told the king, 'If your daughter touches one thing that does not melt in her hands, she will be cured.' The king was overjoyed and came up with a plan. The next day, he held a competition. Any man that could bring his daughter an object that would not melt would marry her and inherit the king's wealth.. THREE YOUNG PRINCES TOOK UP THE CHALLENGE. The first brought a sword of the finest steel. imikimi - Customize Your World But alas, when the princess touched it, it m

Kristenvictoria Officially Owned By Span Rican ......co Owned By Whom Ever Buys Me
KRisTEnVICtoRIA officially owned by Span rican ......Co owned by whom ever buys me...... Hes probally one the sweetest kindest coolest people here please please rate all his pics bling him send him ur 11's and all ur love for me Span Rican@ fubar

I Am So Blessed
To all of my wonderful fu-friends. Those of you who really know me, know my daughter has had a complicated pregnancy do to her Lupus. They have been stopping her labor for 2 months. After 26 hours of labor, and a few scares, he was born 11/20/2008 at 8:04 at 36 weeks gestation. He weighed 5 lbs 10 oz and is 19 1/2 inches long. He is doing awesome!!!! My daughter is having some minor complications due to the Lupus. She now has a little man that needs her. I know she will fight this and have a full recovery. Please keep them in your thoughts and prayers. Thank you!!

Yay
Only 11 Days till my bestie, SillyCuteChrissy and her son come to visit for two weeks!! :D Just wanted to share my excitement. I haven't seen her since March, and our little boys haven't seen each other in a year!! *note* Yes I keep counting down the days in this blog too lol.

Roses Have Thorns
Each day i wake up and look at my two beautiful girls and i just feel and know how strong i am and how proud i am of my self know each day i know that i have to be the mother and father of the kids be that selfish bastard decides to walk out on us bc it got to hard on him i mean what the fuck its not he broke his back takin care of thes beautiful kids only gettin 3 hours of sleep each night willing waking up gratly waking up to them in the morning to them to know i created them i mean come on that is the role of a parent right but what ever ya know his loss he left took off he will soon regret what he has lost but i will never look back i will keep looking forward with my two beautiful girls so look out world 3 strong girls are out in this world to rock

Dont Judge
I will walk through every shadow and all darkness through life will my head held up high but screaming inside nothin will nock me down so intense i feel so much pain that makes me numb to what if nothin to me i push so hard but struggle free so contradicting life i live so ironic some people laugh some people cry but nothing from you matters nothing from anyone matters at all im like at book dont just look at the cover and jus judge it from it look inside look past the few pages look deep inside read till the end dont judge a book by its cover

What Would You Do
What would you do What would you do if you woke up tommorrow and i was gone. What would you do with all the hurt and anger knowing i was your best friend. You were my everything What would you to go on without me What would you do with all the memories and pictures I will always be there waiting for you, We are apart of eachother NO matter where i am What would you fo if you had the chance to say goodbye

Here But Not Here
i dream of the day i will never live i live a life i will never breathe someday some how hope or faith will play its role death or life will choose its coorse the clock is ticking each second each pulse each drop of blood each heart beat do you hear the screams inside i do i will stand aside will walk away will never know the fate but deep down i know what is happening to my self that my soul is dying that my life is dying within what will i do what will happen to the outside im sorry but i have no strength to live on my last dying breath please dont cry dont shed a tear im ok i will always be with you my loves mommy is here you may not see i will always be by your side always and forever

Someday
for every day there is no awsners but yet if you look deep down there is an aawsner for everything i know being so left alone bet standin so tall holding your head up up so high puttin on that fake mask to show every one that your ok on the out side but your dying on the inside you so desperatly reaching out but no one to reach out to so i die each day slowly each breath each heart beat im not sure what to do in life i know i need to be strong i have some stregthe left but not sure how much loner its goin to last im tryin so hard my lil ones i neveer new how hard it would be but each day i will live each dying breath i will struggle on there are 2 things in my life that are keeping me alive an they are my girls i wish i could say more to that but my hopes and dreams were broken maybe someday it can be mended someday

Bored
As the time passes so do we another place another time they see with us gone the world still turns in their eyes our memories we burn trees fall buildings crumble water turns to ash but all that waz there is just now in the past forever we all strive to hold on but again our world is gone it might seem like where all here but to them its just another tear for we are all just memories in the past and for now i must finish and leave u at last

Things That Make Me Smile
Poi Slayer Lunch when I'm already in a good mood Poi My sexy new tv My sexy new dvd player with the sleep timer and karaoke ability!!!! Poi My sperm™ The smell of napalm in the morning A good bottle of wine Vodka of course! Poi Getting annoying text messages early in the morning telling me to wake up The thought of the Broncos beating the Steelers on the way to the superbowl in January! the thought of the Broncos SLAUGHTERING the Raiders on Sunday! the way I feel when I talk to my Poi on the phone Buttmonkey and Goon Slayer Poi Ok, I think that's it for now.

Black Tears
Black Tears A tear fell from my face Making myself a disgrace Not wanting for it to be seen, My weakness from within My eyes are covered with black Hiding the gloom at the back Blurring my visions, Only seeing illusions Nothing in this world is real, As well as what I feel So tired of shedding these tears Along with my heartaches & fears All the pain & sorrow From yesterday ‘till tomorrow Hoping it would all be over Even though it seems forever

Poetry And Such
Tell me if there's something wrong, I can't seem to decide I seem to be on this merry-go-round, please get me off this ride My life just goes in circles and things just don't seem right And yet, I keep on struggling and holding on so tight What is it that I'm trying to do or, is this what I want Or, was it something other? I can't remember what. Am I to keep wand'ring 'bout trying to figure this out or, will I find the answer to what life is all about?

Bling A Girls Best Friend.
OWN ME SILVERPIXI FUBLING AUCTION STARTS 11-21-08 MIDNIGHT EASTERN TIME AND WILL RUN TO 11-30-08 MIDNIGHT EASTERN TIME ANY COMMENTS LEFT PRIOR TO 11-21-08 WILL BE DELETED ONLY BLING AND BLING PACKS TO BE OFFERED NO VIPS, NO BLASTS, NO TICKERS, NO HAPPY HOURS!! CLICK FOR MY PIC & HAPPY BIDDING

Have Auto 11 On? Wanting To Rate 11?
JUST A THOUGHT FOR THOSE OF YOU WHEN YOU HAVE AUTO 11'S. WHAT YOU COULD DO WHEN YOU ACTIVATE YOUR AUTO 11 BLING, IS SIMPLY GO TO YOU SETTINGS AND ADD TO YOUR "NICKNAME" ANYWHERE.. "AUTO 11". YOU DO NOT NEED TO REPLACE YOUR NAME, JUST ADD IT TO YOUR NAME IN SOME WAY. FOR PEOPLE LOOKING FOR THOSE WITH AUTO 11'S GO TO TOP RIGHT AND CLICK "SEARCH" THEN "MEMBER SEARCH" AND TYPE IN "AUTO 11" TADA! THOSE WHO HAVE ADDED "AUTO 11" INTO THEIR NAME WILL POP UP. I THINK THIS IS THE MOST UP TO DATE WAY OF SEEKING OUT THOSE WHO HAVE THE AUTO 11'S AND LETTING PEOPLE KNOW YOU HAVE THEM! TO SAVE MYSELF TIME, I USE THE SEARCH SO I CAN GET THOSE 11'S!

Help A Cubby!
Okay if you don't know who Cubby is what the hell is wrong with you! Wait...that's another topic for another day...right now...looking for help for a friend! Even if you just rate the pic that'll help! And while you're there leave at least one comment saying you did. If you feel like leaving a few comments...great!

I Think Too Much
I've come to realize that some people can't get over the past. When things happen they happen for a reason so why not just say what you need to say at the moment and leave it at that? Why do other people need to get involved in things that have nothing to do with them? Maybe as humans we are designed to be involved in some sort of drama, and bring other people in that don't need to be, but who knows? When you wake up in the morning how do you feel about your actions from the day before? Can you honestly say to yourself that you are proud of everything you said or did? Think about that before you quickly jump to a conclusion about people and judge them or their actions if you aren't happy with everything you have done yourself.

You Tell Me
I am god for you the anti-Christ I am all or nothing I am all that you want to be I am all that you see I am anything you can expect to be, I am your soul resurrected. Contemplating all that you want to be You should have seen the light from me. You will never escape me. Death inside is where I will hide You will never survive. I am a violent storm a violent word that will be heard, I am deep beneath you body, I'll rip your insides, your little child cannot hide, in your words I will hide.

I ♥ Ny
I have lived in New York City for almost 22 year. In these 22 year I have met a lot of amazing, wonderful, kind, sweet, beautiful, loving people. I have also met a lot of heartless, cold, vindictive, twisted, demented, sick bastards. I have been to many places, seen and experienced many things. New York City is all I have ever known. Leaving New York will be one of the hardest I have ever had to do, but I will take with me the many wonderful, and terrible, memories I have had. I will carry in my heart the love of my amazing friends, past and present. And I will share the knowledge I have accumulated with the new friends I will make and create new memories with them. I am grateful for everything I was ever given and thankful for everything I have ever earned during my time here. I am truly blessed to have met so many people who have had such a significant effect on my life. At this time, I would like to acknowledge those people and thank them for everything they have done for me;

Ozone's Graphics For Fu Bucks
If you have some extra Fu bucks and are in need of a graphic, I would be more than happy to help you out. I can make you banners, animated images, Auto 11 graphics and so on. You can check out work in my photo albums titled "Ozone's Graphics For Fu Bucks" and "My Creations." Seriously, what else are you gonna use your Fu bucks on? I also take payment in the form of Blasts, Tickers, Happy Hours, Bling, and VIP's. :-) This blog is brought to you by: http://www.fracturedmirror.net

My Man....
My man is WORTH my tears, He's WORTH the fight, He's WORTH the distance, He's worth EVERYTHING on earth... i would MOVE mountains for this man... I would WAIT lifetimes for him and give him ANYTHING he wanted or needed in life to show him EVERYDAY that he is my TREASURE... When My Casey comes home from this war i am gonna SHOW him what ALL the other women he was EVER with FAILED to show him... I'm gonna look at him 24/7 like he is my KING because he IS.. HE is SOO worth that... I CAN'T wait to wrap my arms around him when we get home and look into his AMAZING blue eyes and say "i LOVE you baby, WHATEVER you want i am gonna give it to you" he THINKS when he gets home that its ALL gonna be about me... but when he gets back home i am oing to spoil my man like he FELL from HEAVEN and was made ESPECIALLY for me... he has NO idea that i am gonna make him dinner, and sit there and FEED him.. i'm gonna run his shower and give him massages and give him EVERYTHING he wants and needs in LIF

Coaching
For those who remember the stories... I am coaching a wrestling team again this season at my old high school. I've only been doing it a week and already I am getting in shape faster and my blood pressure is through the roof. These punkass kids will be the end of me, thank god I get to hit them.

Low-rate This Bitch
this woman decided to come to my friends page and a few others and rated them all 1-2 she does know what she is doing so plz out of respect of me and my fellow friends low-rate this bitch and show her it feels to be low-rated. much to all my friends and family. heres her link maria@ fubar

Monday-now. Please Read.
So my life is at an all time low this week. Monday started off with me waking up from the emergency room because I got some bunk ecstasy filled with mascaline and all kinds of other crap..mostly meth (YAY..not.) Well I end up getting out of there and decide to go see my mom because she only has a couple of days left..get there at about 1 or so, but its too fucking late anyways she passed away 10 minutes before I got there. I can't even cry at this point, I've killed my emotions so badly, I'm numb as hell and I sit there staring at her for about an hour. By that time I'm crying uncontorlably..all of it hits me at once and I can't even breathe. I try to calm down as the people come in to take her body out but it doesn't help..so I look in my pocket and chew up my last e-tab..luckily not one of the bunk ones from the night before. Stupid right?? You don't have to tell me I already know how dumb I was. I was on a mission and didn't care what happened to me at that time. So a few hours pass

This Is Baca
For those who don't know. I am a huge supporter of BACA (Bikers Against Child Abuse). I am not a patch holder (yet) but I support them in all they do. I offer my services whenever they need it. I raise money for this organization whenever there is a chance. I allow the use of my store for meetings, promotional use, whatever I got is thiers. This video explains who BACA is and why they do what they do. It is a must see for anyone that wants to know more about this fantastic organization.

Pimpout From Bebe!
I have the greatest friends in the world! First of all, let me start by saying THANK YOU!! THANK YOU!! THANK YOU!! to EVERYONE who helped me Disciple today!! You all rock. There were so many people in the last half hour or so I couldn't keep up and couldn't begin to thank everyone who was there. So please know the help was appreciated and if you ever need help, just ask. Now... I do want to say a special thank you to several people who are ALWAYS there for me. No matter what I need, I know they'll be there. They go out of their way to help anyone they can and don't ever expect anything in return. So please, take a minute and go A/F/R these wonderful people and show them lots of love! Ruby@ fubar TomyB@ fubar Stoned Immaculate * Proudly Owned by POPTART aka Lucy Lu * (aka Suicide Mike)

It's Not Love
IT’S NOT LOVE It’s not love, I don’t know what gave you that notion when I’m with you, I don’t care if you’re just going through the motions You say you don’t want to hurt me and leave me blue but what is the downside to being with you It’s not love, more like an infatuation I’m looking for a friend and a lover, not a full time relation You say that because you don’t feel the way I do, things must end you say to go on you would be using me, so you can only be my friend It’s not love, that gets me so crazed it’s just that you never cease to amaze It’s not love that has me about to bust it’s just your body that has me in such lust It’s not love, for which I’m looking it’s just your smile that has my juices cooking It’s not love, that I want from you It’s just to be friends and do what we do It’s not love, so don’t feel like you’re using me and I might be sad because what we’ve had is give and take and that’s not bad It’s not love, but there is one thi

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I'm reading a book standing on both feet. Waiting and knowing this person I seek I will never meet. I'd talk over drinks but the point I don't see. I have always known it will never be. The support was always supposed to be there But I have looked up and down and find it nowhere. You'll never know how much you mean to me. I'd tell you, but I have already shown you, don't you see? Even though it is her I am looking for She has an emotional wall behind her soul. I know I have found a rose in the desert, Why does she not take acceptance of my heart? Searching until my heart bleeds, Only to see that this flower does not belong to me. Infinity Omega Theta An infinite beginning to the end this has brought us. I have found magnificence in a field of dreams, come and find me won't you please.

Auction Starts At Midnight 11-21-08 Happy Bidding
FUBLING ONLY AUCTION FUBLING AUCTION STARTS 11-21-08 MIDNIGHT EASTERN TIME AND WILL RUN TO 11-30-08 MIDNIGHT EASTERN TIME ANY COMMENTS LEFT PRIOR TO 11-21-08 WILL BE DELETED ONLY BLING AND BLING PACKS TO BE OFFERED NO VIPS, NO BLASTS, NO TICKERS, NO HAPPY HOURS!! CLICK FOR ALBUM & HAPPY BIDDING RULES FOR CONTESTANTS1. NO DRAMA!!!!!! 2. SELF PROMOTION 3. REPOST MY BULLETIN4. IF YOU RECIEVE A BID AND WANT OUT LET ME KNOW! 5.HAVE FUN!!!!!! RULES FOR BIDDERS1. NO DRAMA!!!!!! 2. ONLY BID WHAT YOU CAN AFFORD 3. REPOST MY BULLETIN4. IF YOU BID AND DON'T PAY UP I WILL BLOG YOU FOR THAT! 5.CAN BID 1 CREDIT BLING TO A BLING PACK! 6. HAVE FUN!!!

American Solider
this song is so true its by toby keith I'm just trying to be a father, Raise a daughter and a son, Be a lover to their mother, Everything to everyone. Up and at 'em bright and early, I'm all business in my suit, Yeah, I'm dressed for success from my head down to my boots, I don't do it for money, there's still bills that I can't pay, I don't do it for the glory, I just do it anyway, Providing for our future's my responsibility, Yeah I'm real good under pressure, being all that I can be, And I can't call in sick on Mondays when the weekends been to strong, I just work straight through the holidays, And sometimes all night long. You can bet that I stand ready when the wolf growls at the door, Hey, I'm solid, hey I'm steady, hey I'm true down to the core, And I will always do my duty, no matter what the price, I've counted up the cost, I know the sacrifice, Oh, and I don't want to die for you, But if dying's asked of me, I'll bear that cross with an honor, 'Cause f

Here's A Poem
"The Power Of One" by tickintimebomb They say one voice can't change the world, but I don't subscribe to that theory, All it takes in one person to shed light on a situation, and help others understand it more clearly, One closer look can help you delve deeper, and empathise with another's woe, And take you to new depths inside yourself, of which you did not know, One moment of kind words can shed sunshine in on one's darkness, and help to raise up one's chin, But one negative conversation can darken one's situtation even more, and send the thunderclouds rollin in, One donation could be the the difference between, continuing this journey or leaving this earth, One choice of a mother's discretion, can determine a murder or a birth, One minute of rage can result in one's freedom being nullified, and another precious life wasted, And one communnity united can uplift its citizens, and help provide solutions for the problems up ahead, One vi

This I Found And It Was So Good Had To Share!
The Dance of Submission Your arms around me, tight with grace leading every step I make My eyes are locked with yours in time a melody of hearts entwined Once the dance begins to start no longer will we be apart A captive waltz, control divine you'll own my heart, my soul, my mind A bitter trance, swept off my feet In time you'll make my life complete No escape, your holds too tight an endless dance of pure delight Spiraling addiction strong with hunger lustful illusions, bound with wonder Twists and turns of paths unknown this dance belongs to you alone

Dominating You
I want to dominate you, keep you bound, controlling your pain and pleasure making you want more. Ignoring my fears I'll put them in my chest, into simmering rage, carefully measuring out gifts of sensations I will release your bonds And use my hands To grasp your flesh and maybe a sharp Recourse on your ass. Finally I will fuck you Softly and hardly, Pushing your legs, Holding your hands down Restraining your lust. When I am done with you, There will be Plesantly sore reminders and a smile on my face!

Beyond Grateful...
Life is far from easy, and sometimes the pressures of life build up on us. In the past, I have had a long history of making bad choices when pressure gets too much. Over the last 5 years I have proven to all who know me how stable I can be. Over the last week I buckled finally, and last weekend I made a very bad decision. After 5 years clean from a major meth addiction I had everything going for me...a wonderful boyfriend, a good job and a great relationship with my family. And I almost threw it all away....with ONE use... I was always taught that you can never have a relationship with someone and lie to them. So not even 24 hours after using, I did the hardest thing I could have ever done...I told my man the truth. I knew he would leave me. He almost did. And I nearly lost my mind, my job and the love of my life. One thing I learned is that you can never think you have your addiction beat. You have to always remember how awful the drug was and how it ruled your life, an

Life Is Short. Share Your Roses
It is starting to occur to me just how much we all take life for granted. I have heard so many people say cherish it because you never know when it will be gone. While some people let those words pass them by I always considered myself to be someone who REALLY does stop and smell the roses. It wasn't until 6 days ago that I realized that while i might be stopping, smelling, and admiring...it was just for me. Taking the time to pause and notice was helping ME enjoy MY life. I'm not saying that this is a bad thing. I am simply realizing that while I may have taken time to stop and give thanks for the little things, I didn't take the time to share the experience with anyone else. My husband walked out on us a long time ago. In truth we needed to be away from each other. Our words and actions were becoming very destructive to each others hearts and feelings .He was verbally, physically, and emotionally abusive and it was time to move on. He left and I became a wounded lamb. I didn't leave

Warning Lable
Think I am going to put a warning lable on my forehead and take a picture. Then put it up on here. Going to say WARNING: to nice stay away if you cant handle. Seams act of kindness can be too much. Well think im staying low key for a while. nothing here but heart breakers, point whores. Like i said in the last blog I wrote I have good friends on here and they know who they are.

Expired Contest--i'm A Sap, Ty For The Blessings Means Alot To Me
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO PARTICIPATED !!! HERE ARE THE RESULTS and WINNERS of Over 6.5 MILLION FUBUX!!! RACE, RACE, RACE! CHECKERED FLAG BLING Winners are… . cantsleepclownswilleatme Sexi Sandi Berry, Berry Quite Contrary The Grand Prize for Over 5 Mil Fubux was a smashing success. And the Winners are ….. 3 million fubux Lovvrr 1.5 mil Fubux ChelleBelle 750k Fubux Jeffrey The BlingBux Folder was again another great success. With over 50 Entries, I decided to increase the number of winners from 6 to 10. The 10 Winners of 150k Bux Random Drawing are:

Begging Cubby
I'm actually going t ask you to rate a picture for me. Yup. Just one picture. If you have a few minutes i could use a few comments too. But basically all i'm asking is a rate. I need 100 rates. Give a Cubby a hand? Thanks. :D Ph PS, can you re-post too? God i'm a a pain huh?

Werd
LOS ANGELES – Dr Pepper is making good on its promise of free soda now that the release of Guns N' Roses' "Chinese Democracy" is a reality. The soft-drink maker said in March that it would give a free soda to everyone in America if the album dropped in 2008. "Chinese Democracy," infamously delayed since recording began in 1994, goes on sale Sunday. "We never thought this day would come," Tony Jacobs, Dr Pepper's vice president of marketing, said in a statement. "But now that it's here, all we can say is: The Dr Pepper's on us." Beginning Sunday at 12:01 a.m., coupons for a free 20-ounce soda will be available for 24 hours on Dr Pepper's Web site. They'll be honored until Feb. 28. Dr Pepper is owned by Dr Pepper Snapple Group, Inc.

A Complete Mess
I am at a point in my life that i have no idea what is going on...i spend my days at work, my nights at home, and i feel so unsatisfied. i long for companionship...i long for an intimate friendship that is unlike any other i have ever had. i am so emotionally lost lately...like i am missing something and yet it seems i can never find it...maybe one day it will find me. i have met a new person that has inspired me to look beyond the surface and to see people for who they truly are......and as much as i dont want to admit it....most of the people that claim they were my friends, never were...they were only looking out for themselves....

Feel Free To Do This For Me If You Are Bored Enough..
"I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine... You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. " 1) Can you cook? 2) What was your dream growing up? 3) What talent do you wish you had? 4) If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5) Favorite vegetable? 6) What was the last book you read? 7) What zodiac sign are you ? 8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9) Worst̴

Tommy Girl?
You know the drill boys and girls. Bottom to top on the dialog. ->⇓Tømm¥_¡n_...: Lame ass poster? That was some kewl shit, just like my blog about you is going to be. ⇓Tømm¥_¡n_...: as a matter of fact i didn't take it in a bad way....its just this simple mood called bein sarcastic....and thats what it looked like to me....i mean yea i could be wrong but thats how it hit me after you came at me the way you did and made that lame ass poster.....i mean how would you take it after i did all that lol ->⇓Tømm¥_¡n_...: Wasn't talking about your family, I was talking about you. I said your grandmother must be proud. Are you that insecure with yourself that you take everything as an insult? When people do that, it's because they know it's true. ⇓Tømm¥_¡n_...: if you say so ->⇓Tømm¥_¡n_...: Actually, my mom didn't use a microwave. She made me real food. Your pictures tell enough about you. I don't need to talk to you to know more, besides, this co

Hints, Allegations And Things Left Unsaid
So many things about which to blog, such little time in which your attention spans exist. First off, it's been a hectic month. No doubt some of you have heard that my fellow Prime Time Newspaper editorialists and I have been forced to move from our confines in northeast San Antonio to downtown. To the Express-News building. Yes. There. I had long tried my best not to work there. For the Express, anyways. It's not my choice. Rather, it was the choice of the E-N/Hearst, which refused to pony up $75,000 to install a new advertising/data entry/pagination system at our (now former) office. So off to downtown we went, where we now hassle with paid parking, longer commutes and the unsavory idea that downtown of a city where I've lived all my life suddenly no longer appeals to me. And my colleagues and I are forced to deal -- under holiday deadlines -- with said new computer system (whose supposed benefits over previous eras of digital writing/editing/page design so far escape me), a W

Photo Gallery Coding
No wonder clicking on the "main profile photo" takes you to an error page from some pages right now... the link is http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=$rv_u&albumid=0&i= (etc) and $rv_u should be, I presume, the user number of the person whose gallery you're in... but instead, the browser tries to take you to the gallery of user $rv_u. There's no such spot, of course... erm!

As Per My Deal With Sarah
top ten most interesting sex news stories complete with blurbs and links 1."Pregnant man" pregnant again "I feel good," Beatie tells Barbara Walters, announcing on ABC's 20/20 that he's pregnant again. "I had my checkups with my hormone level … And everything is right on track." The 34-year=old man, who was born a woman but kept his reproductive organs after a sex-change operation 10 years ago, gave birth to his first child, a girl, in June. He decided to carry the child because his wife was unable to conceive. http://www.reuters.com/article/lifestyleMolt/idUSTRE4AC80I20081113 2. Man fined for exposing himself and masturbating on a plane The old "just adjusting myself" excuse didn't fly, after a man was observed masturbating for "maybe four minutes" under his seat tray. (Mclovin, why didn’t you tell us you were in the news???) http://www.news.com.au/travel/story/0,26058,24668349-5014090,00.html?Snakey 3. Unknowing twins married, lawmaker says Maybe having a

Thanks Bebe
I have been Bebe's adoptive pet for 2 weeks now :D I could not have asked for better owner she treated me so well, keeping me fed and played with me as much as I wanted :D she is terrific at scratchin a belly and playin tug-a-war (always making it challenging but letting me win in the end). Never yelled at me for being on the furniture and let me sleep at the foot of her bed. Kept my water dish filled with evian and fed me healthy foods and treated me with the occasional people food ;) I thank you Bebe so much for making me feel like a such a special pup, I couldn't have asked for a better owner and as much I think I will never do another adoption, it was nice to know that someone valued me so much :D ♥ Please go by and show her some love :D Adopted by this wonderful Beauty ★ ♥Bebe ♥

2 For The Price Of 1! Just A Couple Of Rates At Least 1 For Each! Please Repost
JUST ONE RATE IS NEEDED FOR A FRIEND ~Shannerz ♥ My Lil Devil ♥~ IF YOU COULD JUST STOP BY AND GIVE HER A RATE THAT WOULD BE AWESOME! ALSO IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN OWNING HER PLACE A BID WHILE YOU'RE THERE! WHILE YOU'RE THERE PLEASE SHOW THE HOSTESS SOME LOVE R/F/A HER IF SHE'S NOT ON YOUR LIST! THANKS SO MUCH!!! SpizZy™ JUST ONE RATE IS NEEDED FOR A FRIEND THE Watcher Vice President of GIT ~R~DONE & PROUD MEMBER OF THE CONFEDREATE BOMBERS Shadow Leveler IF YOU COULD JUST STOP BY AND GIVE HIM A RATE THAT WOULD BE AWESOME! IF YOU'RE BORED AND CAN HELP COMMENTS ARE ALSO NEEDED ON THIS ONE AND WOULD BE VERY MUCH APPRECIATED! HELP THEM GET RESCUED OFF THE ISLAND BY COMMENTING THEM BACK TO THE MAINLANDS!

List Of Stores Closing
this came in my email, if u have gift cards u may want to check it out with them, feel free to share this if u like It seems there are lots of stores that are closing due to the "recession" and the fact that people are not shopping. If you have any "gift cards" from these stores, make sure you use them, or you will lose them ! Watch those store money cards and gift cards.. and credit slips! Stores that informed the Security Exchange of closing plans between October 2008 and January 2009. Circuit City stores... most recent (? how many) Ann Taylor- 117 stores nationwide are to be shuttered Lane Bryant,, Fashion Bug ,and Catherine's to close 150 store nationwide Eddie Bauer to close stores 27 stores and more after January Cache will close all stores Talbots closing down all stores J. Jill closing all stores GAP closing 85 stores Footlocker closing 140 stores more to close after January Wickes Furniture closing down Levitz closing down remain

Nine Words Women Use
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how

Poem`s
What is LOVE ? Love is no mere emotion its a feeling, that is felt deep inside your heart. Love is caring for someone special. Love is being there though good times, as well as bad ones. Love is trusting that special someone, with your life and soul. Love is being passionate with the one you adore. Love is having faith with each other. Love is being there no matter what life thoughs at you. Love is being friends no matter what happenes in life. That is what Love means to me!!! By Henri Byron Blanchard 02/1983

He Knows Who He Is...
Once upon a time this amazing guy came along and stole the heart away from this married woman. then he broke her into a million tiny pieces. without a care in the world. and she still holds on, hoping one day everything will fade back to the past, back to being his princess. She dedicates this to him. And yet she hates him all at the same time. --- The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting Could it be that we have been this way before? I know you don't think that I am trying I know you're wearing thin down to the core But hold your breath Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find You're impossible to find This is not what I intended I always swore to you I'd never fall apart You always thought that I was stronger I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start Ohh, but hold yo

Just One Rate For A Friend, & Place A Bit If Interested In Owning Her! Please (please Repost)
JUST ONE RATE IS NEEDED FOR A FRIEND ~Shannerz ♥ My Lil Devil ♥~ IF YOU COULD JUST STOP BY AND GIVE HER A RATE THAT WOULD BE AWESOME! ALSO IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN OWNING HER PLACE A BID WHILE YOU'RE THERE! WHILE YOU'RE THERE PLEASE SHOW THE HOSTESS SOME LOVE R/F/A HER IF SHE'S NOT ON YOUR LIST! THANKS SO MUCH!!! SpizZy™ ************************************This Pimp Out Brought to you by:◊ SNUGGLEBUNNY ~ ASSISTANT RECRUITER FOR THE GRD BOMBSQUAD◊

She Rawks
ASKING FOR HELP FOR MY WONDERFUL FRIEND N WONDERFUL PERSON ADREAMFORUANDME SHE HAS AUTO 11S ON AND NEEDS ALL OF OUR HELP TO ORACLE!!!!! CLICK ON HER PICTURE AND HAVE A WAKING DREAM OF HER ADREAMFORUANDME *Club United Member* {DSC}@ fubar LET HER MAKE UR DREAMS COME TRUE!!! PIMP OUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: * AngelDawnKris*Real Life Wife to BarryLicious*@ fubar

Have A Little Fun Contest
BooBoo created this contest just to have a lil Fu-Fun... yes, there is a reward for the one with the most points. I usually never ask for anything... but I had fun with this one and maybe you will too! So, help a girl out with a simple rate or a few comments? If you bomb it, private message me and let me know how many you did... hard work NEVER goes unrewarded!! *winks* Thanks in advance!! Peace, love and many blessings, ~Dusty~

Hvorfor Gjorde Dylan Det?
Det er grunn til å tro at det kom av en berettiget frykt for at jødehatet kunne opparbeide seg i Ux på samme måte som det hadde skjedd i Europa. Som vi har sett var Marx Brothers' filmer et desperat forsøk på å bekjempe hatet som de så bygget seg opp i Europa. Før Hitler var en reel trussel. Og det henger sammen med et intenst studie i jødenes, nazistenes og Egypts historie. Det er mulig at Dylan kom frem til at kong David virkelig var den store skurken i jødenes historie (opprøret mot Egypt da de dro derfra er uansett mer enn forståelig, kong David kan umulig sees som annet enn en tyrann og maktstreber). Det er også mulig at Dylan bevisst narret Bowie over i den historien ved hjelp av Judas-myten. Problemet er hvordan han i såfall fant ham.

Auction #2! It's Auction Season!
Well apparently it's auction season! If you missed your chance in the Godfather/Godmother auction you have 2 more chances to own me! Here's Auction #2! xoxox Stace (Rates count too so bomb away! lol)

Let Me Be The One
Let me be the one My life is a mess I know I am Nowhere to go, no one to hold I was alone, cold and blue Broken and numb never had a clue Then I saw you walking along my path Wearing that sweet smile merely a laugh I wander and then suddenly froze Am I the one you are looking for? The eyes that full of love The lips that full of smile The heart that seems so untrue In your arms, it is a dream comes true. When you laugh, I feel the world stops When you hold my hand, I cannot breathe a while Your voice brings me some sleepless nights And make me dream even with an open eyes. I know life will never be the same again Because I have you to love and to hold I feel like I am in a bed of roses The pain, the worries, and the fear I learn to let go Please my beloved let me be the one The one that you will hold on for the rest of your life Thank you for the love that you showered for me Let me be, let me be the one my dear. Madison

Please Read And Vote And Comments On My Mumms
i dont just write mumms on there just to look at it!vote and leave comments and while your at it leave comments on my pics and profile too where is the love people!i tell ya where is it!

Watcher
The Watcher Is In A Contest. First Place Winner Will Receive An Auto-11 Bling Contest Starts November 20th At 9:00 AM Eastern And Will Last For One Week. Comments Count As 1 Point And Rates Count As 3 Points. Please If You Can't Leave A Few Comments, Stop By And At Least Rate It For the Watcher. Any And All Help Will Be Greatly Appreciated. Thank You For Taking The Time To Read This Bulletin And Thank You For Helping The Watcher. This Pimpout Bulletin Has Been Brought To You By : ~CONFEDERATE BOMBER FAMILY OF FUBAR ™©~@ fubar (repost of original by '~CONFEDERATE BOMBER FAMILY OF FUBAR ™©~' on '2008-11-20 08:36:40')

Killswitch Engage - Rose Of Sharyn
Numb and broken, here I stand alone Wondering what were the last words I said to you Hoping, praying that I'll find a way to turn back time Can I turn back time? What would I give to behold The smile, the face of love? You never left me The rising sun will always speak your name Numb and broken, here I stand alone Wondering what were the last words I said to you It won't be long, we'll meet again What would I give to behold The smile, the face of love? You never left me The rising sun will always speak your name It won't be long, we'll meet again Your memory is never passing It won't be long, we'll meet again My love for you is everlasting I mourn for those who never knew you It won't be long, we'll meet again Your memory is never passing It won't be long, we'll meet again My love for you is everlasting

My Vu Bio For Program And Website
STRENGTH & CONDITIONING COACH FRANK LEWIS Frank Lewis has been the strength and conditioning coach for the VU Men's Basketball program since 2004. He has also trained the VU Lady Trailblazers since 2005. He joined the programs at the invitation of former Trailblazers Coach Everick Sullivan, who first met Lewis as a teammate in summer pro-am basketball leagues, and then trained with him during Sullivan's professional basketball career. Originally from Louisville, KY., Lewis has been a licensed massage therapist since 1996. Prior to his arrival at VU, he was the strength and conditioning coach and team massage thereapist at (Louisville) Pleasure Ridge Park High School from 2000-08, and he was the massage therapist for the Louisville Fire of the Arena2 Football League from 2001-07. Lewis' work with VU athletes has contributed to nine players going on to play at Division I programs while the Trailblazers racked up 79 victories and made two consecutive NJCAA tournament appearances.

In Loving Memory Of Chrsitine
Sitting here a long time searching for what to say The words they come, then they just fade away Perhaps through words some things can never be measured Like a friend, a mother, and a daughter so treasured The thought of you that we have tonight Is that even in heaven you are still a radiant light In our hearts forever, Tim

Ville-a-fied Write Up By Scuttlebutt
APR 1 2008 Louisville Music News write up by Scuttle Butt Tue @ 7:25 pm Channel: music views: 234 kudos: 0 comments: 0 The Promoter Profiles - Frank Lewis Jr., Ville-a-Fied Entertainment April 1st, 2008 by Jason Ashcraft Interviewed and Photographed by Jason Ashcraft, ash_ent@yahoo.com What made you start promoting and putting on shows? “I've always loved music although I can't play a lick and I'm very diverse in my music collection. But I was helping some friends at St. Andrews Pub in '06 and they found there niche with doing local/original shows so that opened me up to our local scene and seeing how may people were into it and seeing how some bands worked hard at it and how some had great fan bases. Plus they all seemed to play for the love of music and opportunity to be seen and heard. So after leaving the Pub me and ex-partner decided to still put on shows and put together Villapalooza in Oct 06 and there we brought in Of Sound Mind and met Terry Har

School -- 1957 Vs. 2007
SCHOOL -- 1957 vs. 2007 Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1957 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1957 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1957 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombi

The Hunting
It all starts with a smell of change in the air. Without even looking at a calender, you know it's coming. You can feel the air become more crisp and clean. The leaves begin their almost instant change, from green to hues of yellow,red and orange. The days become shorter, while the nights cold fingers linger. Autumn has arrived and it's the beginning of the 'hunt'. Thousands of hunters begin their quest for monster white tail deer, wild turkey, or other game. From the wilds of Canada to the Hill Country of Texas, men attempt to get in touch with ancient hunters past. Weapons fired and sighted months before, game trails found and scouted, feeders set up and filled, blinds repaired and readied. They sit in their blinds, or up a tree, hoping for the chance for the mythical 'Monster Buck'. Dressed like a tree or some type of camouflage to give them the best chance of not being seen. All for the hope of capturing their prey. Most times I myself am no different. Except this time I k

First Auto 11 Session..come Level On Me
HEY EVERYONE THIS IS MY FIRST AUTO 11 SESSION SO COME BY GET YOU SOME POINTS AND HELP YOURSELF LEVEL UP. TO ALL OF YOU THAT DO I AM THANKING YOU AHEAD OF TIME.. MUCH LOVE FROM.... "THE DON"

This Fits Women To A T
A recent scientific study found that women find different male faces attractive depending on where they are in their menstrual cycle. For example, when a woman is ovulating, she will prefer a man with rugged, masculine features. However, when she is menstruating, she prefers a man doused in petrol and set on fire, with scissors stuck in his eye and a cricket stump shoved up his backside.

Bling Giveaway : )
i'm in a bling giveaway, 20k for $20 bling pack theres no time limit, so if u got come comments to spare and a little time, i could really use some help. just clck on link below and happy bombing! : ) thank u everyone : )

Isis. So What?
Hvorfor terper jeg igjen og igjen på en Gudinne? Hva er interessant med Isis. En guddom som ikke mange har trodd på (og ihvertfall ikke som den eneste guden) på noen 1000 år? Først og fremst ettersom det finnes en forbindelse fra Salome til Isis selvfølgelig. Og til og med fra Salome til Salomos Høysang hvis vi ser den sangen som Isis' kjærlighetsærklæring til de som drepte henne. Det innebærer at Jesus virke kan sees som et tjenerskap for Isis og Egypt. Det er mulig å være både kristen og nærme seg Isis som Gudinnen. Og dette kan også ha betydning for muslimene. Men først og fremst terper jeg på det fordi Isis utfra min tolkning har benyttet 3000 år (minst) av vår mennesklige utvikling med spørsmålet KVINNENS MAKTOVERTAGELSE. Hvis muslimer og kristne tar til seg av den visdommen er det greit. Mer tvilsomt blir det hvis asiater gjør det med en like stor selvfølgelighet uten å nevne henne. For ikke å snakke om nazister, ikke-troende og satandyrkere. Og bak den muren av

Thickheaded 2
Well, she didn't get the point, and now she's creeping me and "Thanatos" out. I think she didn't check her messages on myyearbook, so I guess that it's time to step it up, e-mail her on here, or shoutbox, and if she doesn't get the point, it's time to pick up the phone and call the police.

Stuck In The Middle With You
STEALERS WHEEL - STUCK IN THE MIDDLE WITH YOU Well I don't know why I came here tonight, I got the feeling that something ain't right, I'm so scared in case I fall off my chair, And I'm wondering how I'll get down the stairs, Clowns to the left of me, Jokers to the right, here I am, Stuck in the middle with you. Yes I'm stuck in the middle with you, And I'm wondering what it is I should do, It's so hard to keep this smile from my face, Losing control, yeah, I'm all over the place, Clowns to the left of me, Jokers to the right, Here I am, stuck in the middle with you. Well you started out with nothing, And you're proud that you're a self made man, And your friends, they all come crawlin, Slap you on the back and say, Please.... Please..... Trying to make some sense of it all, But I can see that it makes no sense at all, Is it cool to go to sleep on the floor, 'Cause I don't think that I can take anymore Clowns to the left of me, Jokers to the right, Here

Thank You Thank You Thank You
Woohoo, I'm Prophet. I usually do a blog / bulletin with everyones link on but I levelled as I was about to go to bed lol. So this is a quick note to say THANK YOU to all my fubar pals that helped me out. thank you ... thank you... thank you ... thank you ... thank you ... thank you ... thank you ... thank you ... thank you ... Tracey tra71@ fubar

My Sex Appeal
Hey Hey Hey!! Is it getting hot in here, or did you just walk in! Congratulations! You're so sexy that you're smoking hot. You're the guru of seduction and romance , and you know exactly what your lover wants from you. Celebrate with a romantic dinner with your lover. But this time try something else; for instance: wear something enchanting and serve an exotic meal in bed. Afterward, put on some romantic music and heat things up by giving your love a warm oil massage. It will be a night to inspire poems--hopefully, without the need for antacids!

And The Winners For The Week Of 11/19 Are ......
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO PARTICIPATED !!! HERE ARE THE RESULTS and WINNERS of Over 6.5 MILLION FUBUX!!! RACE, RACE, RACE! CHECKERED FLAG BLING Winners are… . cantsleepclownswilleatme Sexi Sandi Berry, Berry Quite Contrary The Grand Prize for Over 5 Mil Fubux was a smashing success. And the Winners are ….. 3 million fubux Lovvrr 1.5 mil Fubux ChelleBelle 750k Fubux Jeffrey The BlingBux Folder was again another great success. With over 50 Entries, I decided to increase the number of winners from 6 to 10. The 10 Winners of 150k Bux Random Drawing are:

The Cold Moon By Jeffery Deaver
Plot Summary: Bestseller Deaver's twisty seventh Lincoln Rhyme novel (after 2005's The Twelfth Card) pits Rhyme, the quadriplegic NYPD detective, against a brilliant criminal mastermind called the Watchmaker. Assisted by his longtime partner, Det. Amelia Sachs, an expert at forensic analysis, Rhyme probes two bizarre murders linked by the killer's calling card—a clock left at the scene. The Watchmaker, as an ominous poem also left at the scene suggests, is bent on executing eight more people in a variety of ways intended to prolong their suffering. Deaver cleverly alternates between the Rhyme/Sachs team and the Watchmaker and his assistant, heightening tension by introducing the next targets and humanizing them. Sachs loses some focus when she also has to probe a suicide that she suspects is connected with some corrupt brother officers. Deaver fans won't be surprised that the investigations overlap, or that the several apparent climaxes are building to something more, but even they wil

A Dozen Roses
11/21/08 Life is a dozen roses One for your mom who gave you life One for your dad who raised you up One for your friends who laughed at your jokes One for the bully who toughened you up One for your first crush who you never talked to One for your first love who was there in the beginning One for your boyfriend who asked you out One for your fiancée who asked you to marry him One for the minister who tied the knot One for your spouse who was there in the tough times One for your children who carried on One for your grandkids who made you laugh And last but not least, one for you being you All in all that’s 13 but that’s just one more for you

The Day That Never Comes
I take it all. That's my job. I watch everyone and help them all, caring little for myself. It's my job. But sometimes, deep within myself, I begin to wonder....why? What does it matter? I put up so many false pretenses it's not even funny. I don't consider them lies. What does it matter if I neglect to inform anyone of what's going on in my head? It does no one any good. I'd have to actually believe my thoughts, no, my very emotions mattered for me to speak about them. So, I deal. I withhold the majority of myself from prying eyes. It's something I convince myself that I can live with. But, I feel. I have wants. Love. I have one. It does me no good. It's all pain. But, we bear what we must. I'm a person who believes in fate, and in Karma. Yet I do all the good, and get all the bad. How pathetic I sound even to my own ears. Good. Let everyone see exactly who I am. Human.

May I Please Have Just 1 Rate From My Friends?
Hi Friends May I PLEASE Have Just 1 Rate? No Comments Necessary :) Please Click On Pic To Rate Please Note...This Is NOT For Spotlight. Have No Interest For That. Just Thought I Would Join A Contest To Earn Fubucks To Help With Owning My Fu Friends And Buying Gifts For Them :) Please R/F/A the host (if not already done), tell her I sent you :) ♥Dragonphyre♥ fu-owned by CinDragon & fuMistress of Jeep_Man@ fubar ~*~ Radissongirl ~*~ Proudly Owned by Makin Whoopie@ fubar

Hey Ohio Valley People!
YES, Timmy will be there! Oldies Night at the Po Boy's Captains Quarters! December 6, 9:00 PM - 1:00 AM Dance and sing to the oldies with G&K Entertainment - Best Oldies Costume Prize! - Limbo Contest! - Hula Hoop Contest! - Trivia, and more! Ladies, get out your poodle skirt and guys slick your hair back! Come join owner Zack Eastham and the rest of the staff for a fun filled evening of karaoke and fun! No cover charge Must be 21 Po Boy Captains Quarters, New Martinsville WV Phone 304-455-6757 or 304-455- 2381