Who Am I?
There has never been a time for me that I feel more lost than now
I work so hard at finding me, but I can't figure out quite how
Am I loving? Am I caring? Do I have a gentle heart?
I'm so lost right now, no idea where to start
Can I love? Can I hate? Can I live? Do I learn?
To find this all out is for what I yearn
Do I want to love? Do I want to be alone?
These are things I long since should have known
I am hurting with my heart full of tears
What have I done so far to survive all these years?
When I go to bed and I cry
Do I really wanna die?
How can I find out all these things?
Have you any idea the frustration it brings?
I would rather live my life searching for a reason why
Than live my entire life protected by a lie.