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Have you ever felt like your family has thrown you away and nothing you can say or do can ever correct that? Have you ever had someone tell you that you can do this or that without even knowing you or the things you go struggle with each and every day? What do you do when all you want is acceptance from family? I know I would be better off just letting it go, but it is so hard because it is family. Why is family so blinded they won't take the time to get to know you. Why must I constantly feel like I must keep trying to earn their acceptance? I always thought it was an unconditional love that was suppose to take place. I don't believe I have ever felt real unconditional love. Isn't that bad? Almost 39 and not really believing I know what it feels like. I keep thinking to myself to let go and let God, but how do you let go to something you feel is incredibly important?
