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[because I Needed Something To Do Before Breakfast]
What's your name spelled backwards? Rumplestiltson. What did you do last night? Sex with a panda, actually it already appeared in a blog. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer? ... "Carli Banks Site-rip" Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery? Yup. Last time you swam in a pool? uuuh... its been years What are you wearing? Boxers that are one size smaller than I'm accustomed to How many cars have you owned? 3 Type of music you dislike most? ... I dunno. I hate a LOT of music. If I HAD to choose... girl-pop. Are you registered to vote? Nope. Do you have cable? Yeah. And I think about canceling it at least once a week... I mean, shit. I can get MLB on my PC, and ... hulu. What's the point? There's about 8 months out of the year I only have Food network on, and ... since they went to this GOD awful reality/competition format without demonstrative programming, I really don't see the fucking point any more. What kind of computer do you use? A working one. Ever made a pra

[the Purple Berries Part 3]
I kinda just want to go somewhere and read the classifieds (as pathetic as they ALWAYS are) and smoke this cigar I've had for a couple months. Funny how much you miss public smoking after its taken from you.Ass bags.One of the last saving graces of this town was that it hadn't bought into thatHIPPYbullshit.Parts per MILLION people... moving on.Y'know, every now and then I get the chance to voice my concerns about my job, about my life, about my time left.Every time I say I'm doing twice the work of others, there's a look of surprise that comes across my audienceapparentlythat's a bad thing.I dunno... this is just a warmup. A resolve check.Before I force myself to go outside... and possibly buy a bunch of shit I don't need. Maybe even talk to strangers.Course... if I walk out on my job that'd give me all the time in the world to write my resume, look for a house, and look for a job.Maybe not all in that order...Alsothat live version of In Rainbows is better. Just saying."starting positi

Fffff Me Off Bigtime!!!!
I am literally fucking steaming here, fucking furious, fucking mad AS HELL!!!!!!!! My IP address became corrupted last night and I was not able to get online. This was not a biggie, I watched a film and fell asleep and I got 11 hours kip. What has really pissed me off yet again is fucking admin. I come online to find 4 of my pics flagged NSFW, 1 I admit I had thought i'd actually flagged my self, 1 of the others, ok ... looking at it yeah! But fucking Gearmans legs in a salute to me??? FUCK OFF!!! AHHHHHHHH but what really has me steaming is the fact that the last pic, well maybe or maybe not considered NSFW depending on how much of a prude you fucking are. ...... NOT ONLY THAT (YEAH, I'M SHOUTING THIS ... LIVE WITH IT!), BUT IT ALSO HAD A BOUNCER COMMENT ON IT, SAYING IT WAS FUNNY AND I ACTUALLY REPLIED TO THE COMMENT SAYING ... 'I THOUGHT I MIGHT GET WRONG!! ... SO I HAD EVEN CONSIDERED IT WAS NSFW, CONSIDERED IT AND RULED IT OUT! ... BECAUSE IT FUCKING WASN'T!

Its Serene Sunday, Lets Get Nekkid!
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Move Along, Folks. Nothing To See Here.
What's your name spelled backwards? Adnama Ear. What did you do last night? The same thing I'm doing tonight, aside from several phone calls and this.. thing. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer? Probably Skype. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery? That doesn't even spark a glimmer of curiousity in me. Last time you swam in a pool? A month ago. They're all giant jacuzzis right now. Like 100 kids peed in them. What are you wearing? Women's underwears. How many cars have you owned? I'm on my 5th. I miss my 4th. Type of music you dislike most? Throaty death metal. I can't understand a word they're growling. Are you registered to vote? No. Do I want to be? No. Do you have cable? The best too much money can buy. What kind of computer do you use? A work-issued Dell something something laptop. Ever made a prank phone call? I honestly don't recall. You like anyone right now? I "like" about 50 people everyday. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? Will there be

John Vs John Or Why I'm Destined To Be A Cat Lady
In his rather hilarious compilation of essays Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs, Chuck Klosterman said he’d likely never be able to fully satisfy a woman, nor, in turn, would any woman be able to satisfy him. The reason? John Cusack. “It appears that countless women born between the years of 1965 and 1978 are in love with John Cusack. I cannot fathom how he isn’t the number-one box-office star in America, because every straight girl I know would sell her soul to share a milkshake with that motherfucker. For upwardly mobile women in their twenties and thirties, John Cusack is the neo-Elvis. But here’s what none of these upwardly mobile women seem to realize: They don’t love John Cusack. They love Lloyd Dobler.” Lloyd Dobler, of course, is the character from the 1989 classic Say Anything. But, here’s where it gets slightly more complicated than a cutesy, humorous rant blaming John Cusack for all 30-something men’s relationship woes. It&r

A Day At The Ballpark
Where were you on July 12, 1979? I know most of you weren't born yet and others are saying I don't remember what I had for breakfast let alone what I was doing 31 years ago. Let me tell you where I was and what I was doing. I had graduated high school in May and was looking forward to starting college. Basically I was working and enjoying the summer. One day in late June I heard of a promotion for a Chicago White Sox double-header against the Detroit Tigers that was coming up. The promotion was called "Disco Demolition Night". Tickets were 98 cents if you brought and turned in a disco record at the Comiskey Park box office. When I realized this was scheduled for a Thursday night I decided I would go. The White Sox had a losing record and attendance for Monday through Thursday was well under 10,000 people. This in a ballpark that was built in the early 1900's and had a seating capacity of 90,000. Before leaving I made up the appropriate story, to let my parents know, that I w

Psychopath Achievement
Here's the latest from www.btfbuddha.com....i don't know preposting this if the videos will transfer correctly. if not, you can see everything here I read an article not too long ago about the ways in which the video game Red Dead Redemption shows how the Wild West and the game’s creators are women haters. Red Dead Redemption, if you’re clueless, is an open world game set in 1911 near the America/Mexico border in some fictional area. By open world, I mean you cover a vast expanse of game area which you can explore at will and your activities really aren’t limited at all. For instance, if you want to lasso a dog or hogtie a person you randomly come across, you can do so. If you want to tie someone to train tracks and watch the train turn them into pink mist, you can do that, too. The basic premise of the game is that you, as the main character John Marston, used to be an outlaw. You married a former whore familiar to your outlaw gang and had

Quick Beef Steaks With Mushrooms And Wine
Quick Beef Steaks with Mushrooms and Wine Using cube steaks instead of the usual cuts can shorten cooking time and calories.PREPARATION TIME: 10 minutesSERVES: 44 large (4- to 6-ounce) beef cube steaks½ cup red wine8 oz fresh mushrooms, quartered2 medium garlic cloves, minced2 tbsp fresh parsley, finely chopped2 tbsp butterPlace cube steaks in a quart-sized plastic bag, then set in a bowl to help bag stand up.Add wine, mushrooms, garlic, and parsley. Marinate mixture, refrigerated, for at least30 minutes (to add flavor) and up to 24 hours (to tenderize the meat).Melt butter in a large skillet over medium-high heat. Braise steaks, two at a time(reserving marinade for sauce), 2 minutes on each side. Remove steaks to servingplatter and keep warm.Pour reserved marinade into pan, and bring to a boil over medium-high heat. Cook fora couple of minutes, then pour over steaks. Serve immediately. Variation: If you are short on time, simply heat marinade ingredients together in asmall pan for 2

Homemade Peanut Butter
Homemade Peanut Butter 1 cup raw peanuts4 Tbsp water1‐2 Tbsp of raw honey depending on taste (2 is very sweet)1 1/2 Tbsp coconut or extra virgin olive oilPut all ingredients into your food processor and blend. It will become spreadable but not creamy.

Gluten Free Rice Bread Recipe
Gluten Free Rice Bread Recipe Ingredients1 cup brown rice7/8 cup water1 egg1 teaspoon baking powder1/4 teaspoon saltSoak the rice in the water overnight (6-12 hours). Grind the rice and water mixture in blenderuntil the rice particles in the batter reach the consistency of fine salt. Add egg, baking powderand salt to the batter, mix well. Bake COVERED for 30 minutes in a well-oiled eight-inch ironskillet or a casserole dish (a well-seasoned iron skillet can't be beat for baking with rice).

So What
So first of all, to make sure i cover everything, im gonna make a list of talking points.1 . obsession over fakers. 2. stupidity and how it affects us all3. Ass kissing 4. Beggers, and those who hate them5. and maybe some nice things about the people I love. Okay, so the fist subject. I can see why people would get upset over fakes. I do from time to time. Point them out when I see them etc. but i am not going to make a whole ordeal over it. So this brings us to the next subject. Stupidity. If you're stupid enough to get blown over by the fakes, then you fucking deserve it. Its the god damn internet people, take it easy, its not real life. Take a fucking step back from the screen, and look around. Theres fakers everywhere. Fuck. This place makes me sick sometimes. Almost violently. Till I'm rubbing my temples wondering what the fuck these dumbasses are thinking (if they even have a mind to think). Okay adding a new subject. Drama and emo. We all can be emo at times. Even I am.

July 11, 2010
Tonight's posting is about a saying that George Carlin said that I find very true. "Life + Logic = Comedy" Tonight at work...I was at one of the casino entrances, and there is an awning there with 2 heavy poles out front. An elderly women and her grand daughter were waiting for some members of their party to show up while standing out side. The little girl was dancing all about the area, and I asked her if she was taking dance lessons. She says no, that she just liked to dance. She would dance over this way..then back over to her grandmother...then swing around the pole a few times...and repeat. The little girl was around the age of 10-12. Another female (that I knew) walked up, and informed me that she had just been hired by the casino there..and started work next week. My friend went inside...and I over heard this chat between the grandmother and grand daughter: Granny: "Honey...see that women coming there...what do you thing she does for a living?" Daughter: "She's a nurse..

20 Ridiculous Complaints
We present 20 of the most ridiculous complaints made by holidaymakers to their travel agent, supposedly taken from research by Thomas Cook and ABTA. A tourist at a top African game lodge overlooking a waterhole, who spotted a visibly aroused elephant, complained that the sight of this rampant beast ruined his honeymoon by making him feel "inadequate". A woman threatened to call police after claiming that she’d been locked in by staff. When in fact, she had mistaken the “do not disturb” sign on the back of the door as a warning to remain in the room. "The beach was too sandy." A guest at a Novotel in Australia complained his soup was too thick and strong. He was inadvertently slurping the gravy at the time "Topless sunbathing on the beach should be banned. The holiday was ruined as my husband spent all day looking at other women." "We bought 'Ray-Ban' sunglasses for five euros (£3.50) from a street trader, only to find out they were fake." "No-one tol

[the Purple Berries Part 2]
Well...I did nothing productive today.But god I'm hotgod I'm richgod I'm bored.Around 11 I decided to take off... maybe spend money on a food or beverage item I did not needand then contemplate my life.I decided against it because with my luck, I'd get field sobriety tested for one drink by a bored copand I wasn't hungryandhonestlyI was worried about bumping into familiar faces.I always am in this city...Only so many safe places...I did get pulled over though.4 blocks from my house.For "no tag light" ... "tag light?"Picture this. Thin, clean cut 25 year old red haired male listening to exotica at midnight (NPR) squinting and smiling winningly to something that represents one of his greatest fears (the cop) knowing full and well that he's on a last call roundup and wasting his time on some bored kid with insomnia when there's probably some asshole swerving and hitting elderly pedestrians within earshot.I was blasting that jazz too >> helped me relax.I still don't think my car even HAS t

Al Qaeda On Strike
al Qaeda on StrikeMuslim suicide bombers in Britain are set to begin a three-day strike on Monday in a dispute over the number of virgins they are entitled to in the afterlife. Emergency talks with Al Qaeda have so far failed to produce an agreement. The unrest began last Tuesday when Al Qaeda announced that the number of virgins a suicide bomber would receive after his death will be cut by 25% this February from 72 to only 60. The rationale for the cut was the increase in recent years of the number of suicide bombings and a subsequent shortage of virgins in the afterlife.The suicide bombers' union, the British Organization of Occupational Martyrs ( or B.O.O.M. ) responded with a statement that this was unacceptable to its members and immediately balloted for strike action. General Secretary Abdullah Amir told the press, "Our members are literally working themselves to death in the cause of Jihad. We don't ask for much in return; but to be treated like t

My Manufactured Reflection
As some of you may know, I recently made a move back to Cali where most of my family is. The reasons are most personal, I'm sure that goes without saying.. Anyhow, I grew up in a very Catholic family. Had my First Communion && all that good stuff. A few days ago, I asked my aunt to see if she had any pictures from my Quincenera.. See, I never got to see the pictures myself, as I soon after moved to Nevada along with my mother, && siblings.. Damn step dad tagged along as well.. mehh. So, yesterday she shows up with a disc of all the pics she had taken that day. I can't explain the emotions that filled me, one after another, while looking through these photos.. It still turns my stomach to picture them.. I grew up, for the most part, a very unhappy child. For reasons that I will not go through as they are very gory and devastating, so much more than most know, I grew up hating my mother.. I always thought I was stronger than her will to affect me. I was wrong. Let me explain.. When I

Dear Karma, I Think I Love You...
There is guy that comes into work all the time. And you can tell, JUST by looking at him, he's a real piece of shit. Some things have... "happened" at work and we KNOW its him that did it, we just have no way of proving it. Well, he comes in today with two "lady friends" and they sit down and start scratching lotto tickets. One of the ladies comes up and said "I dont understand this, can you double check it to see if I won?" Fine, I deal with stupid people ALL day anyways, so Im used to it. So I run it through and "FILE CLAIM" pops up. So I tell her that she has won more than what we're allowed to pay out. In Illinois, anything over $600 has to be paid by the lotto offices because Uncle Sam needs his cut. So I tell her to go downtown to the Thompson Center to cash in the ticket. She looks at it and asks how much she won. I look at it again, and Im checking all over the ticket to see why she would have to go downtown to cash it in. And after adding up all the possible prizes on the tick

July 10th 2010
if i could find a way to make the skies seems less gray, i would show your heart a new way to fell the love around you each day...... i dont want to ever see you crying , it rips my heart and makes me feel like dying..... im just to far away to say come home , my arms are always open..... all i can do is say im trying rainmaker

Im Single
im looking for male thst is 36 dont drink dont do drugs dont cheet dont lie thats honest accepts me for me not for wat they want me to be im a stay home mom have a house that i rent my kid always come first i dont work i never been married at all dont believe in a guy that hits on women i just got out of a very long relationship and he choked me 2 and cheated alot from 2000 to know and i broke up with him your not a controling guy either

Codes For All Of My Lounges Please Stay Out Unless Ur Staff At One Of These
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And Now For A Word From Our Sponsor
Sarah entered Trinity Hospital yesterday afternoon for asthma. I learned this after Martha called me at work about three thirty and said she’d taken the rest of her shift at Wal-Mart off to pick her up from Grandma’s to check her in. I got to the hospital after getting off work and brought Sarah’s favorite blanket (it’s got ducks on it and was made by the daughter of one of Martha’s former Kmart coworkers) with some pajamas. She was still there this morning before I left for the office, breathing into a transparent mask with albuterol solution on a drip vaporizing. She sounded better when I talked to her last night as opposed to yesterday morning; she’s actually been coughing a lot over the last few days, and when I heard about her trip the hospital at first I was concerned her allergic reaction to cashews had kicked in, but it didn’t. As I write this, Martha, Mary, and Jeffrey are at the hospital with Sarah who was finally convinced to

I Found This While I Was Bored. Lol
I have never understood why women love cats. Cats are independent, they don't listen, they don't come in when you call, they like to stay out all night, and when they're home they like to be left alone and sleep. In other words, every quality that women hate in a man, they love in a cat.

Snuff
snuff\SNUHF\verb; 1.To extinguish or suppress. 2.To cut off or remove the snuff of (candles, tapers, etc.).noun: 1.The charred or partly consumed portion of a candlewick. 2.A preparation of tobacco, either powdered and taken into the nostrils by inhalation or ground and placed between the cheek and gum.verb: 1.To draw in through the nose by inhaling.

Forbidden Army ( About Us )
FORBIDDEN ARMY This is an offical doucument of the Forbidden Army. The Forbidden Army is a family of lounges. We believe in this family and have built a strong battle plan to become one of the #1 familys on fubar. The Forbidden Army is not a Anti-Fu Family but a family of lounges working together as a Family. The plan we have made is to help every one of the lounges in our family. It is our belife that no lounge should be dead when they are in a family so this family will help the lounges to grow and contenue to grow. The lounge owners have the right to refuse any of the services that the Forbidden Army offers it is there right as lounge owner. The forbidden Army will supply every lounge with the exception of the lounges that rufuse to have certin services with a Greeter promoter and gaurd for a 24 hour period of time. Each lounge will have a unit manager it is the unit managers job to make sure that the lounge is growing running smoothly and that if the lounge owner should need a

Hey How Are U Doing?
hey..whats up?.this is sophia madison but u can call me sophia for short..im from missouri and i really love to travel!.i want to meet new friends and im single for almost 2 years..never been married and i have no kids..but u know what im bored..wanna chat sometime?.im always online at yaho and msn..try to add me there if u want to chat..and drop me a message ok?.mine is sophiamadisonsmith ..take care!.muuuaahhh -_-

This Was One Sick Monkey...
Well, hello friends and welcome to another fun filled action packed blog of goodness. Been a long time coming and in some circles, not soon enough. Sometimes, well, you just have to do the dirty work, yanno?.... Quite some time ago now it seems, I was looking for cons, liars and basically general fu scum. The variety of person that just runs around here, thinking that they can do and say pretty much whatever to whoever they wanted with no recourse. On a large scale. This isn't you're one-on-one drama. Nope. I want big fish to fry you see. Real lowlives, dirtbags and cons that by their actions, ruin it for the good people on Fubar. The trash that is the mind game players, the people that think that they are "above" their place. The people that think that they can try and run their stupidity on people even those personally that I am close to. Maybe this will be a lesson to them, of sorts. Or as the word of mouth goes around here, no one on Fubar is -too big to fail-.... The pe

I Am Me
Im not perfect and I have many faults but none the less Im not weak and I will not be put down!!! or for that matter knocked down. I am smart beautiful strong minded and and genuine my mind is great and my soul is pure, and most of all I am a woman. ...All women shld feel great and beautiful :) ladies arnd the world WE ARE AWESOME!!!!! ♥ ♥

Usher
I like many songs by Usher... i like his new one "little freak" but that damned "Oh My Gosh" song gets played on the radio on so many stations here in NOLA that im about ready to stab myself in the ear with a Swiss Army Knife, with the fork sticking out.. or maybe the scissors!!! just a rant hows everyones weekend? as you were

Artistry®
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I'm A Healthcare Worker
SOmeone can't handle the fact that I work in the healthcare field LOL lol @ clud being a health care worker. left by blainesmomma 7 hours ago lol @ health care worker. I highly doubt that. One has to have some intelligence for that, and you my dear, do not. ? I'm a CNA and going to Nursing school. If anything...you being a health care worker scares me since I really AM one. I guess that proves you're not a health care worker. If you really were, you'd have had no problem telling me what you do, or did, or coming back with something a little more original than that. In 18 months I'll be making more in a half hour than you charge for trick. Exactly, threatened..that's it. left by blainesmomma 8 hours ago Clud heath care worker. Thats like saying I'm a high paid baby sitter in the Army. left by jimmy_bones 6 hours ago For serious. If in some God forsaken world, she was? I'd pray for those ill and ailing. left by blainesmomma 4 hours ago

Randomvbitching
I sometimes feel like I'm stuck in a foreign film and can't see the subtitles.... I have a lot of natural talent I'm a self taught Artist and musician... I'm thankful for those outlets because they have gotten me through some very tough times but still can't figure out why I have them....Only been painting for two years and everyone who's seen my first painting thinks I've been doing it all my life.. Now I',m doing murals in new houses custom... But don't feel like I was supposed to have these gifts.. Accost from the random paychecks they create I'm not taking it anywhere... I'm a bit of a fucking loner.. I play in a band but asides from rehearsal's and shows .. Oh the occasional job I can come by.. I stay home and to myself..... I feel pretty down on myself lately. Have a lot of time just to think being stranded in the mid-west.. I'm happy for my family their all doing well but I know that I'm the black sheep.. I don't want to be I'd give up music and art for the exciting life of

Death By Porn
Porno Film Triggered Nanny's Fatal Heart Attack (July 9) -- An inquest has determined there was no foul play in the death of a 30-year-old British woman last October. The cause of death was apparently related to her sexual excitement while watching porn. After finding the seminaked body of Nicola Paginton with a sex toy and porn, authorities believe the 30-year-old nanny died from a heart attack triggered by sexual arousal. The nanny was found in her bed by her employer after she did not turn up for work and police were called to investigate. Police found the seminaked body of Nicola Paginton from Cirencester, Gloucestershire, in bed. She was without pants and had a pornographic movie on her laptop. A sex toy was found under the covers near her body.A subsequent pathologist' s report determined that she likely suffered a heart attack as a result of sexual arousal. Gloucestershire coroner Alan Crickmore had determined that her sexual "activity before death" lik

Exam
> A man goes to his doctor for his physical and gets sent to the> urologist as a precaution. When he gets there, he discovers the> urologist is a very pretty female doctor.> > The female doctor says, "I'm going to check your prostate today, but> this new procedure is a little different from> what you are probably used to. I want you to lie on your right side,> bend your knees, then while I check your> prostate, take a deep breath and say, '99' ".> > The guy obeys and says,"99".> > The doctor says, "Great". Now turn over on your left side and again,> while repeat the check, take a deep breath and say, '99".> > Again, the guy says, '99'."> > The doctor said,"Very good. Now then, I want you to lie on your back> with your knees raised slightly. I'm going to check your prostate with> this hand, and with the other hand I'm going to hold on to your penis> to keep it out of the way. Now take a deep breath and say, '99'.> > The guy begins, "One ... Two ...Three".>

How To Fix It
Heart-Broken-Damn Where To Start On This?Shattered Hearts,And Painful Words.Those Words Can Get To You Tho.Them Break Up Words After A Year Or Soo.And Its Funny How A Guy Finds That One Special Girl And Just Lets Her Get Away Like Nothing Happen But Then Comes Running Back.And Then Tha Guy Keeps Doing Tha Same Routine Over And Over Like It Was A Script To Learn In A Movie.But Tha Real Shit He Gotta Learn Is He Had A Special Girl But Didn't Treat Her Well.Too Many Chances For Guys And Also Girls.Tha Girl Way Is Very Similar To Tha Guy Way.But At Tha Same Time Tha Guy Is More Funnier To Make Fun Of XD.ADVICE- Don't Give Your Significant Other Too Many Chances!Or You'll Regret It.They'll Move On And You'll Be Stuck Thinking That You Fell In Love To Early.And Well Im Usually Saying Falling In Love Too Early's Bad But Now That Someone Told Me,It's Really That You Can Fall In Love At Any Age.No Matter How Old you Are 12,18,26,77 XD Never Give Up On Love.Never Fall In Love TOO Early.Never Li

Ah Yes Back To Obscurity
it was only a matter of time before...i became a force to be reckoned with...entirely. sure the ammo of being a dirtbag living in almost nothing seemed to be a well suited attack at me, but i dont take kindly to morons. soooo...i attack back with whatever sharp thing i can find in my mind. most of it isnt picked up by accusers and assumers but it is consumed by them like a knife in the neck, they willingly paid for. all figuratively speaking of course. i would only physically harm those who would take the time and effort to do the same to me or others that i care about. yet a few words, a few rumors, a few bags of bullshit arent going to keep me from washing my mind or my hands of certain accounts of mentally inefficiant blows. i have let it all in...like a broken levvy, i'll hold the water back myself. but i love to see those waves of anger and 2 bit quips of distain flow at me. it brings me closer to what i love to do...some sort of reverse psychology goin there but...it work

Wine Vending Machines Are Here
Years ago I move to Phoenix, AZ and I was surprised to see liquor drive through windows. Now this is a new way to buy wine in Harrisburg, PA. Out in from of test grocery stores stands a vending machine where you can buy wine. Convenient if you are shopping for food or just driving by you can stop without going inside. I’m not a drinker anymore but I would think wine drinkers will love it. For more http://www.foxnews.com/leisure/2010/07/08/pa-stores-unveil-wine-vending-machines/ BlastFM your internet radio station for great music. Drop in for the time of your life @ www.live365.com/stations/blastcaster

Scream
screaming voices fill my head my consciousness like the undead the wrath of my hate begins to drip from my veins when will this shit stop? my cup of life is dry but my hate is overflowing the time is running out please end this life of mine shove it down! so no one can see bite your lip! you better make it bleed take the knife! shove it in your vein embrace the hate! feed it with your pain break the silence! fill it with your screams your evil laughter drove me to these things

Gay Debate----- Homo Erectus▬●ΑΘΕΟΣ
Blame Spinoza, he is the one who told me to blog this... Yes I know Homo Erectus has nothing to do with gays :P Ah, well this is certainly different than the many political debates I get in on here.... Blogging Buffoon Activated This all started because a guy [greatestever11] made a comment about if people believed and followed the bible literally that we would be stoning 99% of our teenagers.. so I replied to him agreeing with him basically…I am waxxjf of course in the debate. I may get a new page soon…I am a straight male Atheist who does not like any type of bigotry, be it religious to a sexual orientation, be it theist beating up on another theistic beliefs, etc… okay here is the debateIf he ever answers I shall update this post and put my reply as well, I will not be changing anything, so any spelling or grammatical errors shall stay.Waxxjf: @greatestever11 I do always find it funny when people bring up Leviticus ... which is from the Hebrew bible. if J

Sore Spot
So I've been on Fubar for almost 2 years already and I know it is as drama infested as the 8th grade. Im not here to bitch about it in any way as I enjoy myself and am adult enough to handle it. However, when push comes to shove I am going to shove right back! For those of you who "know" me, you know i am a very nice person and would never attack anyone on here or in real life. So I was minding my own last nite chillin with a cocktail when a "friend" popped into my shout box. We had some normal chit chat and just kept fu-ing. He said he was drinking blah blah blah. He started to get sexual with his conversation and keep in mind this someone I dont know from shit. So I ignored him and figured he would go away. He did'nt, he just came back saying he wished he could suck my tits so I was like screw this not happening. So I told him I had a man already to suck my tits, which isnt true but hey. Alas...No more shout box meassges!!! So I go to bed only to wake up to a message in my

Lost Love Ready To Move On
Lost Love ready to move on finally ready to move on , i carried this pain inside me for far too long . what was love is now hate .. but yet i don't choose this fate , the one who loved me the lost , was afraid to lose me at any cost . but when the hope , and care is gone .. it's for that love to linger on.. he like a would thats been rubbed so raw To me he's not the one i love anymore .. i still care for him .. and i try not to be cruel , but i choose not to be loves fool . The love i'm looking for which essentially is my soulmate kind , my true partner , companion and friend , a love with grows , develops and changes.. i still believe i love .. im just searching for the right kind.. and i couldn't take it anymore . my heart feels relief that i finally have this belief i used to cry and cry for him , yet he didn't feel any of my pain.. i tried and tried and thought i would go insane still after the love has left , i still have reasons to feel blessed thi

Letter To Tim (my Ex Hubby)
Happy Birthday to the one who taught….me about life, how to love, to live, to feel pain, experience broken promises, and dreams. My 1st broken heart, feel the rage of jealously, to never trust another man, to allow emotions I was never allowed to feel to pour freely from the depths of my hidden soul. You taught me patience, how to control my emotions, how to forgive but never forget. You taught me without ever knowing the true meaning of unconditional love and acceptance. Without you coming into my life I would not be the woman I am today. Though you came in and out of my life like an unexpected storm, staying long enough just to cause enough damage to allow all those emotions for me to struggle with again, and off you left to experience all those “spices” of life, leaving me alone with those feelings again. The good and the bad memories have fallen upon me once again . . . the “cotton flower” that you ran out into the middle of a field to pick

Something To Think About .
today was an extra special day , i caught up with my cousin . it was so nice just to hear some family news. My little Nephew turns 2 on tuesady , im so happy and sad all at the same time. you see i haven't met him in person yet , i've only heard his sweet little voice , but hes nervous to talk to me much since we don't talk all that often. Im an anuty three times over , and i haven't meet any of them in person.When i get a chance to visit ill definately want to spoil them all. Kids so cute ,and so full of curiousity so open and honest. I want to focus less on my discomforts and challenges and remember my family more they connect me to who i am more then anyone, they are my heart and soul. though i'm not with them right now , i carry them in my heart , my thoughts and my soul.

I'm A Virgin!
Dear friends, Over the last two days i've turned into a bling HOAR, hence the name change .... blame Baby Jai! I've also discovered that I like commenting on the cocks of green gay men, giving them helpful advise. I suggest if you don't want me commenting on your cock pics, please send me some 'pimpin' gifts! over 50,000 and/or 'Buzzkill' me two more times. This whoring doesn't come easy to me, kinda sticks in my throat .... yeah, for being a VIRGIN!!!

In My Stars
ConstellationsScream aboveBelow themTwo hearts live for loveTouch me onceTo take my breathTo save me fromThis living deathInside your eyes so blue, there hidesSilent wavesAnd setting tidesI wish to floatAway with youAnd never wakeTo what we knewIf once, your lipsCould steal a kissThere'd never beA thing we'd missOur flesh would burnWith passion's flameA pyre of loveTo prove the claimImmortalizedTwo lovers lieHere foreverYou and I

Unforgettable
I have not touched your lipsSave, for in my dreamsBut their memoryFeels so soft and realFingers tangled in hairGrasping, pullingReleasing a passionOnce thought forgottenFear stands in the wayUncertain feelingsSometimes as thoughMy past holds my future hostageBut this fireThe burning you have createdDeep in the pit of my chestWhere my heart once beatIt has made me feel alive againMemories flood my healing mindReminding me that loveCan never be forgotten

Breathing Spell
Breathing Spell by EvanescentMoonWhen the pain of loneliness and a drunken tongue collidebeneath the emotional skiesborn...was an unsung child...Dead to the world, I took the leap, yet on my feet I can never land.(Just a sore--only to soara distant past)For I have lostmy life's road map, amongst the byways of reality andlanguid petitions of the heartNot to realize that happinesswas just an imaginary path through time. A course where untrodden wonders residenow far-gone...To smell the home fragranceof scented caring and nurturing,away with the fairies let me beoh please, just for once![There is no revenge so sweet as forgiveness].

Exwife Is A Bit Of O Loon
I'd love to know who this woman thinks she is stating where and where not Sandra can live. I didn't realize she was "God". Another major shot fired in the Jesse James custody war -- this time, his ex-wife claims she can prove Sandra Bullock doesn't want to have a relationship with her daughter Sunny.In court papers filed recently in Orange County, CA -- Janine Lindemulder insists that Jesse's "reasons" for wanting to move to Texas with Sunny are "wholly unjustified" ... and attacks Bullock to make her point. Janine claims Jesse had argued that he wants to move to Texas "so his children could continue their relationship with Sandra Bullock" ... who now lives in Austin. But in the docs, Janine points to the fact that Sandra had recently moved out of California ... and states, "Certainly if that relationship were that important to Sandra, she would have stayed in California -- where all of [Jesse's] children lived."Janine -- who considers California her home -- wants the judge to rule t

Reassess
I was a one sick pup for a long time and now I have to reassess everything. Be it the Stint, right to my finance. Myself, including my mind is sort of straigtened out a bit. Look out? No, but time honestly look at where I am on this sandy road. Glrory to God N

Family Pic Access
Hey everyone! If you would like to be in my family here is what you need to do: 25 credit bling pack gets in my family for two weeks 65 credit bling pack gets in my family for 3 months 135 credit bling pack gets in my family from now on & add to my yahoo anything over 135 credits get all above plus a few phone calls they can get hot & steamy So if you want to see all of me bling pack is the only way to go. Thank you

Playground Personality Did Me Good :)
You Were a Loner You may have had a few friends on the playground, but you never felt like you really fit in. And while this was not the greatest when you were little, it's served you well as an adult. You have learned to be independent - both in your thoughts and your actions. Not fitting in is now your strength. You defy labels, and you are completely original. What's Your Playground Personality? Blogthings: Quizzes and Tests and Memes, Oh My!

Get Nekkid With Tulip!
Join me for my Saturday morning show at 8am est. Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Afton Entertainment Showcase @ The Prophet Bar
Donny Buford In Concert (Afton Entertainment Showcase) When: Sunday, July 25, 20106:00 PM - 11:00 PM CDT Where: The Prophet Bar2548 ELM STDallas Texas 75226 For Ticketing Info: http://www.AftonShows.com/DonnyBuford

Thank You
to my friends Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, Thank you for catching me... before I fell down, Thank you for wiping away the tears... when I was crying, Thank you for cheering me up... and making me laugh, Thank you for all the great memories... and the bad, But most of all... thank you... For being you!

Fade
The day light breaks again Another day has begun. But still no sleep has come. My body is weary My mind overworked. I lie awake thinking But what I am unsure. I need to break free from the cycle I endure. Everyday is the same and the nights are undistinguished. I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tide Unable to break free from the everyday flow. This is not me I need to change, before time takes over And I am unable to change. I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinary And become that person I have always longed for. Express myself in every way, and conquer the dreams as I lie awake. Then I may fall asleep and put my mind to rest. Make changes in my life and help those in need. I would like to touch everyone's life in a positive way And leave my mark on society before I fade away.

Nanny
I LOVE MY NANNY AND I MISS HER SO MUCH SHE WAS MY WORLD ITS SO HARD TO TALK ABOUT HER IN THE PAST TENSE I STILL CATCH MYSELF TALKING ABOUT HER IN THE PRESENT EVERYDAY, THERE ISNT A DAY THAT HAS GONE BY THAT I HAVENT THOUGHT ABOUT HER. I SIT AND THINK TO MYSELF IS SHE REALLY GONE...NO SHE CANT BE BECAUSE I STILL FEEL LIKE SHES HERE, THAT WHEN EVER I WANT I CAN JUST STOP BY HER HOUSE AND SHE'LL BE THERE. HOW CAN SOMEONE THAT WAS SO FULL OF LIFE BE HERE ONE DAY AND THEN GONE THE NEXT. IM STILL HAVING A VERY HARD TIME WITH IT ALL. I WANT HER HERE WITH ME. ITS THAT SO SELFISH, WELL I DONT CARE IM NEVER SELFISH ABOUT ANYTHING SO ILL BE SELFISH ABOUT THIS. WHY WHY WHY THATS WHAT IS RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD. AND WHY CANT I GET IT, THAT SHES NOT HERE WHY DO I HAVE TO KEEP REMINDING MYSELF SHES GONE. I WAS THERE WHEN SHE DIED I WAS THERE AT THE FUNERAL, AND WHY IS THE WORD FUN IN FUNERAL, THERES NOTHING FUN ABOUT IT? MAYBE ONE DAY I WONT THINK ABOUT IT SO MUCH...BUT WHAT IF I WANT TO?

Weird Dream
Ok i just woke up from a really weird dream. First I was living at my parents, driving my brothers red dodge pick up truck with a tall dark haired man that ive know for ever but i dont know who he was... he asked me why i was going the back way home and i told him this is the way i always go...(which it is not) I get to my parent house and the next door neighbor which was this man that was in the truck with me ( who when i turned around in the truck to look at was not there anymore) was walking out of his house. Talking to me about going to the beach, and as soon as he said that water started rising from the ditches in front of our houses causing it to flood our homes. So me and this face less guy went and looked for a place to stay we found a house, which would be right where the interstate crosses over Mansfield Rd...where the funeral home centeries is (but was not there) While we are there i find out that this house We were in was left to me by my Aunt Joy (which in rea

Im Here
I stood by your bed last night; I came to have a peep. I could see that you were crying you found it hard to sleep. I spoke to you softly as you brushed away a tear, "It’s me, I haven’t left you, I’m well, I’m fine, I’m here." I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the coffee, You were thinking of the many times, your hands reached to me. I was with you at my grave today I want to re-assure you, that I’m not lying there. I flew with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key. I gently landed on you; I smiled and said, "it’s me." You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair. I tried so hard to let you know, that I was there. It’s possible for me, to be so near you everyday. To say to you with certainty, "I never went away." You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew... in the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you. The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning and say "good-nig

7/10/2010
It's now July 10th and I just got home from going out after work. 2 clubs...and a world of women with problems, telling those problems to me with ease, and the answers are so easy to see for me...but they can't seem to see them. Which reverts back to one of my own quotes: "The answer to any problem is easy to find, it's the excepting the answer that is the hardest part." I have to assume that they just don't want to accept the answer to their problem. Update on my dance partner offer.....seems it was a waste of time. Guess my search will continue. Maybe in time, she may regret her hastiness in her answer. Then the ball will be in my court for a change. [Note: "The ball is NEVER in the man court unless placed there by the female." (another personal quote.)] Around 2003, I gave up looking for a partner. I had had enough, and stopped playing the game. Then in 2005, Katrina hit, and my hands were full recovering from that little storm. It's now 2010, and I'm getting back into the swing o

"the Kiss Of A Prince"
She sparkles in the blue moonshine, Glistening near the translucent lake, As the swans and lilies gather around, Patiently awaiting her awake. Fireflies flickering about the cattails, The salt marshes cease to calm, As her majestic beauty commences, Out of the icy mist rises her palm. She gently waves to her prince, Mystified by this benevolent moment, Approaching with a tranquil serenity, Defiance uplifts his wonderment. The voluptuous touch of their hands, Brings endearment and cries, Spellbound by her unearthly charm, She has him till sunrise. The intoxicating kiss between them, Ceases all cosmos and nature around, As their tasteful lips depart, Endorses a tenderness frown. Pleasurable smiles in their faces, They adorn a passionless gaze,

[[the Purple Berries]
People that have sex for money have always intrigued me.Taking a base, biological need and capitalizing on ittaking what should be free, fun and frequentand turning it into an industryAt some pointthat specifically aroused me.I think it has to do with the specific woman, and the specific circumstances, and just how far she's willing to take it....*shivers*there's this girl on an altporn site though...lets just say her body is familiar to me.Leave it at that.So... why the fuck am I still awake?... because some fucking tard rang my phone ten minutes after I fell asleep. I didn't even pick up or see who, I just unceremoniously hit "shut up" and rolled over.Let's recall the rules shall we?Rule #1 Do not fuck with my sleep.Rule #2 if I don't want to fuck you, I don't want to talk to youThe rest of the rules generally apply to oral sex in public bathrooms.Or they don't apply to this conversation.And where exactly was this conversation going?I don't know.I woke up... and I jerked off to above

Wicked
thouw these blury blood shot eyes, I see your dark intinsoins, With these scared hands I still grip to the false hopes and brooken dreams, that you so joyfuly left me. My loungs are suffacating from your intoxi ecents of dark bueaty. These scare that cover me from head to toe are a sad shallow reminder to any who fall to your dar and timting precents. You lower any lonly fool with your evil stair, promising unimaginable pleaser and dark desires with every wink, your devlish grin teases to come back for more. You drain thim till nothing is left then cast thim to the side and move on to your next fivtom. Now I see you for who are you are the wicked and i m slowly but shurly make my way back to my feet hoping some day my angle will come to save me but on till then i will be a live sine to all of what ur dark powers will do to a person.............. the scared

Cancer Sucks
I got a note today that one of my cousins is partaking in the Breast Cancer walk in October. Her mother had it many, many years ago and was a survivor for many years as well. My aunt, who was quite large, would say she just had some "stuffing" removed. LOL As I continued reading her note, I got sick to my stomach. She was diagnosed with breast cancer in February and had a partial mastectomy. She's only a few years older than me. So far things look good for her and she's doing the walk to try and make a difference. I find myself chuckling a bit because I had requested from my doctor a referral to have a mammogram done but I haven't gone in for it yet. If you've never had one, it truly is an experience. Literally having your boob flattened to a pancake (and I'm quite chesty so you can imagine how much squishing needs to be done) is a painful and for me anyway, a rather embarrassing thing. However, thinking of the alternative that my grandmother and cousin went through, well, let's just

What Is... Another By My Daughter, Ally :)
Death is a still winter night... nothing rustles , not even the wind... People walk a slow sad march.. A march of suffering the pain... due to this one mistake of loving this one human being... Death is a still winter night....

Friends And Memories- A Poem By My Daughter Ally- She's 13 :)
You look at what was you and you sometimes wonder what happened.... Some people look back on their own accomplishments.. While others look back at their own failures.... Most people just look back on the big mistakes they made... It really doesn't matter.. All that really matters is the friends who have been there for you through it all! So if you're looking back on your life.. Remember your accomplishments and your failures... Just take a little bit more time And reflect on your friends And the stupidity you guys have shared... Trust me, it will make you smile on your bluest days!!! :) :)

The Road
I walk this lonley road, the only compiny that I keep is the wind and my shadow.Its not perfit or complet, its full of potholes, deadends and spot are onley dirt and over grown with grass and weeds. Its been a long time sent I have walked with any one, But dont get me roung there has been a few who have walk with me time to time, but not for very long most leaving when a better and falsly britter road opens up. There run up haed an the gone forever. The skys normley turn dark and sart to wheep for days on inn it seems, but then it clears up. The road is a mirrror of my sacred and wounded heart, showing all how pass by what i have been though.But yet I still walk on day and night hoping one day that some one will walk with me to the end. rye the drifter

G-spot
from what i hear, and feel, i have never missed a g-spot. yet when the subject comes up, i come to find that a lot of the ladies out there have been missing out on the g-spot action. so i ask you all out there, do you have issues with this or has the target been aquired?

Defending The Catholic Faith.
Subject: Jewish view on Catholics via relative in ChicagoLife isn't tied with a bow,but it's still a gift.Jewish Sam Miller on CatholicsExcerpts of an article written by non-Catholic Sam Miller - a prominent Cleveland Jewish businessman:"Why would newspapers carry on a vendetta on one of the most important institutions that we have today in the United States , namely the Catholic Church?Do you know - the Catholic Church educates 2.6 million students everyday at the cost to that Church of 10 billion dollars, and a savings on the other hand to the American taxpayer of 18 billion dollars. The graduates go on to graduate studies at the rate of 92%.The Church has 230 colleges and universities in the U.S. with an enrollment of 700,000 students.The Catholic Church has a non-profit hospital system of 637 hospitals, which account for hospital treatment of 1 out of every 5 people - not just Catholics - in the United States todayBut the press is vindictive and trying to totally denigrate in every

Da Da Da Lyrics
Damn it (Damn girl)You know you got it going onYou can see by the way that she walkingYou so fine that your body need a body guard,Well I can be your BobbyOhh your only tenderoniLet me beam you up like ScottieI got Whitney so just enough for everybody in this party, girl[Chorus:]Da, da, da, da, da, da, da [x4]Yeah, I know you want meYeah, give me that monkeyYeah, that funky monkeyYeah, that funky monkeyBass[Chorus 2:]Da, da, da, da, da, da, da [x2]You know, you know [x2]Yep, Iâ€™m in like flea, Benjamin Franklin my twinYah, If she canâ€™t swim, I gotcha girl sinkin in my Benz.Backstroke, backstroke, Like Michael Phelps with my backstroke.Break her off till her back broke, I leave her numb like crack folk.Then I get to the money, Monday through Sunday. Anxiously like Honey Dew honey.Menage A watch Honey do Honey and den they do me and Iâ€™m glad they done it.Yah. Im wit D-R-E the n-gga that make beats wit that nigga C-O-O-L. Cool.We so mother fuckinâ&eur

C51 - You Can't Have Whatever You Like (remix To T.i. - Whatever You Like)
C51 - You Can't Have Whatever You Like (Remix to T.I. - Whatever You Like) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aV9pgmPPkOo C51 ft. Cadillac aka Caddy - You Can't Have Whatever You Like (Remix to T.I. - Whatever You Like) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ivKLT34vSIY

Didn't Know
I'm just now learning that theres blogs on this thing..cool deal..My blogs are mostly songs i write or have writting. I like sharing them with people and I love the feedback,bad or good...So yea..if u read it,like it or hate it,,let me know Thanxs ShawnJohn

Daddy's Girl
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow.Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mummy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls.. There were daddies along the back wall, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a man who wasn't there. 'Where's her daddy at?' She heard a boy call out

Inner Suicide
Moonlight darkens..The sky turns to black..My face is beatedAs my eyes fade on back..My heart inside is emptyBut I can deside..If this just an endingOr my inner suicideI've lost my way to uI can find u in my heart...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apart....All light turns to darknessThe sun starts to die..The wind leaves me breathlessAs I fight to open my eyesMy heart inside is emptyBut I cannot desideIf this is just another endingOr my inner suicideI've lost my way to uI can find u in my heart...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apartI'm trying to hold on to u..But I can't bc ur too far...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apart...My heart inside is emptyBut I cannot desideIf this is just another endingOr my inner suicideI've lost my way to uI can find u in my heart...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apartI'm trying to hold on to u..But I can't bc ur too far...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apart...

Happy Birthday Ii
A couple of weeks ago I noticed this girl Was getting birthday wishes in her status comments box. Since she didn't have a salute and even the name (Fantasy Girl) she'd postged screamed "FAKE PROFILE" I left a LOL @ all the dumb fucks wishing the phony Happy Birthday, for her status comment approval. If I'm blocked by a fake profile am I only pretend blocked or does this count? Show your love. Taylor@ fubar You may appeal to my base instincts..

Beware: Mushiness Ahead.
It's amazing the way you make me feel. Taking all the things that scared me to the depths of my soul, reaching deep into me and pulling me out of myself and helping me back into the light of the world. You're the hero that saved me. For years you were there, my silent knight. You lingered forever in my background, my constant in an ever changing world. My mentor, my friend, my comfort. You saw all the potential I had inside of me. You saw me. Just me alone and accepted me, loved me despite the path I took. And when I chose a life that did not lead me to you, you quietly watched over me in the background. I didn't see you in the same light that you saw me. And then, one day, I opened my eyes and saw you in front of me. It broke through my senses, intruded all common sense, and took over my heart. All that I had ever wanted, and all that I ever needed was you. The one person that was in front of my face. My best friend of 11 years. My mentor, my confidant, my shoulder. Y

What Do You Crave?
You Crave Love You don't feel like life is really worth living if you don't have anyone to love. You know that in the end, relationships are what matter most - and you put love first. Even if you've already found your true love, you're looking for more people to care for. You never like your life to be too quiet. You prefer it to be filled with friends, conversation, and laughter. What Do You Crave? Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding

Hey There..
hey there..im new here and i dont know how to chat here..OMG!..but im online at yahu and msn now..if u want to chat with me im always online there and add me and drop me a message ok?.if ur interested add me there.. sophiamadisonsmith ..i hope that someone will try to chat with me there and teach me how to chat here..thank you..

What Season Do You Feel Like?
You Feel Like Spring You have reached a point in your life where new opportunities are coming your way. The future is exciting and bright. You are excited to start making plans. It's likely that you have been stuck in bit of a rut, but that's all about to change. You're ready to explore, learn, challenge yourself, and grow. All of a sudden, the world is much more colorful. What Season Do You Feel Like? Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

How Should You Travel?
You Should Travel By Scooter You believe that travel is more a state of mind than anything else. It's all about your attitude. You can travel in your home town or halfway around the world. You just make sure to savor every new taste, sight, and sound. When you travel, you like to take your time and immerse yourself. That's why a scooter is perfect for you. Riding a scooter means you can travel any little side street, and go slow enough to check out all the scenery. How Should You Travel? The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blo

The Coffee Shop Test
You Are a Traditionalist You aren't impressed by anything that's too modern. You go for whatever is classic. Some may call you a bit old school, but you know that old school eventually becomes new school! You are naturally sweet and fun. It's hard for you to get too down. You have a colorful take on life. People who know you appreciate your vibrancy. The Coffee Shop Test Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

Get Bent
Just when I thought some rewards were coming my way, my fiance's car needs fixed (that's a grand) and my water heater goes out..god knows what that is gonna cost (I rent but, my landlord is in Cali) I wanna cry...I've been working my ass off and ya, shit keeps happening :( I just want to be able to pay my bills and surrive... dammit....I guess I just keep going...bills are getting paid....just late...and that means stress and I despise stress... I'm spose to design/quote a zen garden...how in the hell am I spose to do it with my tummy this way??? O, I gotta sell my macbook to pay for the fiances car....shitty. *sigh* I hope you all are ok....it's not even a full moon...wtf?

I'll See You In My Dreams
I'll see you in my dreams, hold you in my dreams. Someone took you out of my arms, still I feel the thrill of your charms. Lips that once were mine,tender eyes that shine, they will light my way tonight, I'll see you in my dreams.I'll see you in my dreams, hold you in my dreams. Someone took you out of my arms, still I feel the thrill of your charms. Lips that once were mine,tender eyes that shine, they will light my way tonight, I'll see you in my dreams.

The Silent Treatment
A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, 'Please wake me at 5:00 AM.' He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, 'It is 5:00 AM. Wake up..' Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests.

Who Does What
A man and his wife were having an argument about who should brew the coffee each morning. The wife said, 'You should do it because you get up first, and then we don't have to wait as long to get our coffee. The husband said, 'You are in charge of cooking around here and you should do it, because that is your job, and I can just wait for my coffee.' Wife replies, 'No, you should do it, and besides, it is in the Bible that the man should do the coffee.' Husband replies, 'I can't believe that, show me.' So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New Testament and showed him at the top of several pages, that it indeed says . 'HEBREWS'

Creation
A man said to his wife one day, 'I don't know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time. 'The wife responded, 'Allow me to explain. God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me; God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you!

Words
A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day. 30,000 to a man's 15,000. The wife replied, 'The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men... The husband then turned to his wife and asked, 'What?'

Wife Vs. Husband
A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position.. As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked sarcastically, 'Relatives of yours?' 'Yep,' the wife replied, 'in-laws.'

Cigarettes And Tampons
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up & down the aisles.. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, 'Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife? He answers, 'You see,

Understanding Women (a Mans Perspective)
I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider.

Womens Revenge
'Cash, check or charge?' I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. 'So, do you always carry your TV remote?' I asked. 'No,' she replied, 'but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally.'

Womans Perfect Breakfast
She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton.

Pete Swings For The Fences...
I decided to carry through on my plans to ask PNG to lunch. I walked up and asked her if anyone had taken her out to lunch to welcome her to the company, she said "So and so did, but I have known him for years." I said, well I'd be happy to take you out again if you didnt have any plans. She said she wasn't sure if she wanted to go out today because of the rain. Todays forecast had called for it to be a nasty day. She said she would think about it, and get back to me. A few mins before noon, she sent me an e-mail saying no lunch today, she had to return something that she had had in her car for days and she wanted to get it done. I hadn't seen the e-mail, but I ran into her after she got back. I told her, well, next week maybe? She said, yes, next week. Later I saw the e-mail and I followed it up with "You pick the day next week, don't make me escalate this to dinner, I'm crazy, and I just may do it!" She replied with something along the lines of "hahahaa, ok next week!" So

Polishing Points
Ok, i've been trying to figure out what is worth what on here when you polish, this is what I have so far. I know there are more blings out there so please comment and let me know how much it's worth. ~220 points~ 420Baby handprintBananaBeating heartBlack DogBlue BirdBunny HopBunny SlippersChocolate heartDemon slayerDirty DancingDisco DiamondDyn-o-mite!Easter eggsFloating heartsFlying pieFriendly CritterFuJuiceFunky MonkeyFuzzy BearGet lei’dGiddy upGold coinHandcuffsHappy BananaHappy Memoria dayHappy New yearHappy St. Patricks’s dayHardcoreHippo loveHorny ToadHummingbirdKung-fu PandaLlama LoveLove angelLove shakeMoonshineNeon HeartNew year kissParental advisoryPet ShrimpPink RosePinwheelPunch drunk loveROTFLRainbowRough loveScrew itSingle red roseSmoochesStockingSweet candyT-bonedTA TA TuesdayTGIFTaco MunchiesThinking of youThrobbing heartTrance DanceWiggle em Wednesday ~660 points~ Big boneCatch and ReleaseChampagneChristmas TreeDancing snowmanEager BeaverGreatest

My Pet Peeves.
So I came across this male who started sb'ing me. It started out harmless enough until he asked me what I was doing. Which I responded I was in a lounge hanging out, talking to people. He then got rather indignant and began stating how he "understood" that I'd rather do that than get on YIM with him and chat with him and only him privately. Seriously? Ego much? Then he said he wanted to cam to cam with me individually. I said I already was on cam, and he said something along the lines of how any guy who looked at a woman on cam while other guys were watching even if it's just talking are punks. Drama king much? I replied with, "It is what it is." and unbelievebly he decided to rant about how he was a military member with medals, and a college degree and how he's just more in tune with reality and life than most people. Excuse me? But you seem a bit out of touch with reality if you think that machoism is by any means a turn on. BTW, I don't like being told what I ought to be

Joke Of The Day!!!
A doc told a man that masturbating before sex, often helped men last longer during the act.The man decided, "What the heck, I'll try it." He spent all day thinking about where to do it. He couldn't do it in his office, the restroom was too open & an alley was too unsafe. Finally, he realized his solution. On his way home he pulled his truck over on the side of the highway. He got out & crawled underneath as if examining the truck. Satisfied with the privacy, he undid his pants & started to masturbate, he closed his eyes & thought of his lover. As he grew closer to orgasm, he felt a quick tug at his pant leg. Not wanting to lose his mental fantasy or the orgasm, he kept his eyes shut and replied, "What?" He heard , "This is the police. What in the hell are you doing?" The man replied, "I'm checking out the rear axle, it's busted." The cop says, "Well, you better check your brakes too, because your truck rolled down the hill 5 minutes ago!"

Shatter Dreams
Sometimes I Feel That Shatter Dreams Lead To Broken Promises that leads to lies. As the nights of each day grows colder and my heart slowly beats it self to keep it moving as i walk into the shadows without the lust of love.I sit there and think that how much of the pass of my love part of my life has been and what i have done to ruin the some parts or it or the thought of how others ruined it for me with the selfishness of drama,bullshit,lies,cheating and the leading of mistrust with it as well.Every night i go to sleep and the times that i do wake up in the middle of the night from my sleep to sit there and think how much of my dreams has been either come true or a walking nightmare that will haunt my ass for a long time until things turn itself around from my point of view and plus the things that will change it to get myself motivated for the long haul for my future and where it may take me by then and so for.

Ashley Jude Messes With The Wrong People
In 1976 there was a movie called “Network.” In the movie there is a scene where the news anchor man scream out during the broadcast, “I’m mad as hell and I’m not going to take it anymore.” It nice to see the coalminers in American are not going to take it anymore either. Ashley Jude, who has nothing better to do then to try and have coalminers laid off because she doesn’t like men and women who work in the coal industry, is half naked in a poster used my the coalmining people. You go men and women of the coal industry. Slam ignorance and stupidity of entertainers when they attack you and your livelihood!!! For more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/07/09/topless-shot-ashley-judd-used-pro-coal-mining-poster/ BlastFM caters to those who understand what it takes to be great at what you do. In this case, making great music. 24/7 for you @ www.liver365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

The Funniest Damn Dream I've Ever Had
So it started off by me getting my hair done in a really weird way... like it looked like i had bunny ears coming out of my head and a bowl cut in the middle with a second poofed up bowl cut above it... Then i had to fight crime? I don't really remember that part.I got back home and Max was with Mike setting up a stage in my garage, which was empty. If you've been in my garage you'd know it couldn't be further from empty. Anyway they were setting up a brand new wood stage and getting ready for a small concert in my garage. While simultaneously taking care of someone's baby. I don't know who's it was but it was a little baby girl and they were taking turns playing with her until her mom came back. I was watching all of this from a couch toward the end of the garage just about on the driveway. I was also being really lazy and not helping. So then the focus went from them setting up to what I was doing with my computer. I decided to sit back and watch this porn I had picked up somewhere.

How Honest Is Too Honest?
I got this sheet of paper in my pigeon hole yesterday, turns out to be a leaving questionnaire, so they know wwhat I thought of my time there (not that they'll care). It says be as honest as you want. But how honest is too honest? For example, the last question is roughly along the lines of "What could we do to improve the working experience". As soon as I saw that my immediate though was "Sack those two sorry excuses for teachers and humans in science, namely so and and that one". Is that too honest considering they aint seeing me for dust?

I Know You Are, But What Am I.
No, I don't feel like having separate blogs for separate levels of my bullshit. Carry on! If I were.. If I were a month, I’d be September. In a state that actually celebrates autumn. If I were a day of the week, I’d be Sunday. A very lazy one. If I were a time of day, I'd be the moment where I wake up and my body actually isn't begging for me to go back to sleep. If I were a planet, I’d be Earth. I do things I know might eventually kill me, but I bet I look alright from space. If I were a sea animal, I’d be an anemone. I just like to say it. Anemone. If I were a direction, I’d be a little to the left. If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a lamp. I can shine if I need to. If I were a liquid, I’d be ice cold. If I were a gemstone, I’d be amber is the color of your energy. If I were a tree, I’d be a birch. That's not a typo. If I were a flower, I’d be a petunia aspiring to be a calla lily. If I were a kin

Arc Rise Fantasia Preview:
Achievements, Arc Rise Fantasia, Cheats, FAQs, Forums, News, Nintendo Review Blog, Review, Review Blog, Sales, User Reviews, Videos, Walkthroughs Arc Rise Fantasia Preview: The Arc Rise Fantasia Wii is a game that has been released in Japan in 2009 and is due to be released in the US in 2010. This apart, the game is a leading and interesting game from the Nintendo stables that is expected to set the whole of the gaming market in the US on fire with its unique characteristics as well as inimitable storyline. Every game worth its salt has a riveting story line as well as characters that are larger than life. There is an element of exaggeration in games so as to appeal to the gamers who are willing to spend their time and money on the game.

Trusted Friend
You touched my heart and it sang.... of a song long forgotten. You spoke to me of dreams, and I allowed you to know a part of me that was painfully shy. You opened a window to my soul, allowing me to be myself, and the wind came to cleanse my fear of intimacy with the fragrance of cedar. Your walking stick left tracks across the tracks I follow in my dreams, And now- I am reaching beyond that memory, into the distance of future,

Some People Take Furelationships Too Seriously
So I helped someone out on my friend's list today who needed to have 1,000,000 fuworth to level up. I had the fubucks so I figured why not? Well, someone bought him back about an hour or so later. No biggie. Just trying to help with leveling. Well, the person who bought them sends me a message saying that he's their fufiancee and she wants to own him. Alrighty! WTF ever! It ain't that serious!

The Blaze In My Head
have a great time and get fukked up! as the day is long; and so the damage goes on! PRIZE! have a good time and never say good bye. consistant bikkering; they are the way, they love the way, I AM THE WAY! kill em one, kill em all! have a great time and get fukked up! we will never give away what we have won! this is a part of me, you are a part of my mind, so get in line to get fukked up! have a good time while the cool corrupt as the day goes on and so the damage is done! gonna tare this god damn world apart, gonna break humanity, gonna piss gasoline and set the world on fire! have a hella good time while the cool corrupt! get a hella high and never have to say goodbye! get in line to get fukked up! they love the way, the are the way, I AM THE WAY!

Todays Shit
Here are a few things I wonder about when waking up at 5 in the morning: a. how did that bastard convince me to get pregnant? b. how is it possible that the only girls i get along with come from this magical place called fubar? c. will I get everything i need to get done before Ham's arrival? d. why dont woman admit they burp, fart and turn and see what they left in the toilet? e. Why do my evil plans never work out, am I just a softy? What do you ask yourself at 5 am, when your partner is moving but wont get the fuck up so he tortures you till you get up and ponder?

Friends List
I noticed that a lot of people on here keep certain people on their lists just for entertainment value. I mean they don't really "like" the person per say, but they are a drama queen and it's like watching a train wreck. Then there's the people with literally thousands of people on their list. How do you deal with all that fodder in the bar tab? I'd want to e-stab someone. Then there's the list snobs (such as myself) who keep their lists small and deny anyone they deem unfriendable. It's funny how fu works sometimes and how wrapped up we get in such little things. How it draws you in to these things. Then there's reality. You click Logout and the lists don't even matter anymore. Maybe more people should do this. The end.

Changes
CHANGES , ALL SO MANY CHANGES IN OUR LIVES . GOOD & BAD, MY LOVE FOR YOU IS ALL I'VE HAD. KEEPIN ME STRONG , KEEPIN ME LONG . MY HEART WITH YOU IS WHERE I BELONG. WANTING YOU, NEEDING YOU, BELEIVING IN YOU . CHANGES ALL SO MANY CHANGES IN OUR LIVES . HERE WE ARE LOVIN EACHOTHER THROUGH THEM ALL FOR OUR LOVE WILL NEVER FALL.

Stardust To My Sweet Friend Mamma Sandy
TRUE FRIENDSHIP IS RARE IN THIS LONG WALK OF LIFE BUT IN YOU WHAT I HAVE FOUND WHAT IS A TRUE FRIENDSHIP. YOU GIVE TO ME A FRIENDSHIP THAT IS DEAR & SWEET , YOU GIVE TO ME WORDS OF ENOURAGEMENT, YOU GIVE TO ME THE TRUEST OF TRUE FRIENSHIP THAT WILL CARRY ME THROUGH & TEACH ME THE THINGS I HAVE NOT LEARNNED THUS FAR . YOUR FRIENDSHIP GIVES TO ME A POSITIVE WAY OF LIFE THAT WILL HELP ME ME SHARE WITH PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THE GOOD THINGS I HAVE INSIDE. I CHERISH THE FRIENSHIP I HAVE FOUND IN YOU FROM HERE TILL OUR END. MAY GOD BLESS YOU WITH THE LOVE YOU DREAM OF & STRENGTH TO DEAL WITH ALL YOU MUST GO THROUGH ALONG THIS LONG WALK OF LIFE . MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU MY DEAR SWEET FRIEND. I LOVE YOU MAMMA SANDY!!!!!!!!!!! GOD BLESS YOU !!!! LOVE YOUR CUP CAKE!!!!

Waisted Time
WAISTED TIME , SO MUCH WAISTED TIME WITHOUT YOU THE ONLY MAN I EVER LOVED WITH MY WHOLE HEART . MY STUPIDITY GOT IN THE WAY, NOW THAT I'M AT THE END OF MY ROAD AND ALL I GOT IS WAISTED TIME AND WE MISSED OUT ON ALL WE SHOULD HAVE BEEN & I HATE MYSELF FOR IT . I WANT YOU , I NEED YOU , I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU . I'VE BEEN A FOOL PLEASE LET ME STOP BEING A FOOL . ALL MY INSECURITIES WHERE YOUR CONCERNED ARE GONE & THEY CAN'T TAKE ME AWAY FROM YOU ANYMORE , ONLY MY DEATH CAN DO THAT NOW.

Tomorrow Nite Bash Of The Summer!!!
THE BASH OF THE SUMMER TOMORROW NITE!!! The Underground Freedom Festival @ The Masters Empire @ The Russel Bizaar!!! Come celebrate the freedom of the country and our good friend and homie ReD of MotownHustlin Productions/Hatchet Rydas CC/Blondies Detroit! $5 before 11pm - $10 After - 18+ Show with ID - Drinking 21+ with ID - Bring your own beer and liqour! 12 hours long! 7pm-7am - Over 30 acts performing! HUGE RAFFLE PRIZE DRAWING WITH RARE PSYCOPATHIC MERCHANDISE, CDS, POSTERS, JERSEYS, AUTOGRAPHED ITEMS!!!! ALSO A RAFFLE STRICTLY FOR THE ARTISTS TO WIN A 16 BAR VERSE FROM WARNER BROS. RECORDING ARTIST T.O.N.E-Z(BRONX). PERFORMING ARE PROZAK, VENOMIZ, AUTOPZY, WOLVARINE SOLID X, ZIPPERMOUTH GANG, NITTY OF PROJECT BORN, & many more(30 acts). This event will be a EPIC!!!! Contact ReD @ motownhustlin@gmail.com for all info! Bring a folding chair or somethin to sit in cuz seating will be very limited! CHECK OUT WWW.MYSPACE.COM/METROSMOST FOR MORE DETAILS

Angel Or Demon?? (ability List As Of 7-9-2010)
Here is a list of abilities for BOTH sides. Personally, I have been both. They both have pros and cons. I prefer Demon as I can help out more friends in a day and can be a little more "evil". I have put this here so that those of you about to choose can see for yourself the abilities for both sides, giving you time to make up your mind. Also the page isn't available until you reach level 25. So take a look. Ask around. But choose wisely! **WARNING** Even though it CLEARLY shows you in bright YELLOW on the page that you will be charged to make your choice, I still get many people asking "Where did all my fumonies go??!!" It will charge you 10 million for your choice. If you don't have the full amount, you will be charged whatever amount that you have. Yes. You DO have to choose once you level. And yes, it DOES charge you now to make your initial choice!!

Kerries Poems
I NEED YOU NOW& FOREVER, FROM HERE TILL THE END OF TIME, IN LOVE WITH YOU I ALWAYS WILL BE. DEEP IN MY HEART IS WHERE YOU ARE, LOVIN MEFROM WAY BACK WHEN TO MY VERY END.NEVER KNOWING A LOVE SO STRONG YOU KEEP ME GOING ON. DAYBY DAY YOUR LOVE IS ALWAYS IN MY HEART KEEPING ME FROM FALLING APART. YOUR LOVE GIVES ME HOPE TO CLIMB THATROPE TO THE VERY TO . I NEED YOU NOW &FOREVER TILL THE VERY END OF TIME. WITH YOUR LOVE I CAN FIND MY WAY EVERY DAY REACHING FOR THE STARS . I NEED YOU NOW FOREVER TILL THE VERY END OF TIME

I'm Quite Bored.
So i'm a little bored this morning. I'm here: http://fubar.com/lounge/73139 So come chat with me if you'd like. Or not. Either way, your choice. But I need entertained! Let's have a rocking Friday! Or something. Oi, okay the crazy lady is ending this blog now. Mwah.

How To Add Pics (single And Multi Uploaders)
This is a simple step by step blog on how to add images using both the single and multi uploaders. Go to My then Photos from your toolbar below the scrolling members up top of your page. Then click on the button that says Add Photos. Give it a few seconds depending on the speed of your computer for the Multi Uploader to fully load. (If you want to upload an animated gif, you will have to click the link up top that says Single Photo Uploader.)Then your page should look something like this: To use the multi loader, browse the folders on your computer to the left. Click the folder where your images are and they should display for you in the larger window. Select the image-s- you wish to upload then click ADD. Be forewarned, these images will be uploaded to your DEFAULT album! If you wish or need to use the Single Uploader, you would have clicked the link ABOVE the multi loader and you would see the following image: Browse your computer for the image you wish to uploa

The Negative Side Of Organized Religion
First let me start by saying I do believe in God and I accept all religions so this isn't an anti-god post. I'm VERY spiritual... but I'm also very critical of what people turn faith into, the things they use it to justify and the acts they commit in the name of God. Tragically, religions have often split rather than unified humanity, have oppressed rather than freed, have terrified rather than inspired. Institutionalization of religion is part of the problem. As institutionalized religions spread the teachings of their founders, there is the danger that more energy will go into preserving the outer form of the tradition than into maintaining its inner spirit. This process is often referred to as the "routinization of charisma". Founders of any religion have a charisma which draws others to them. Their followers feel that these teachers have extraordinary gifts or abilities and that charisma gives them power to lead or control those around them. Often after the founders death those

Lebron Who?!?
Well, if you haven't heard by now, that basketball player that was born and raised in my city and promised he'd bring a championship to Cleveland is NOW playing for the Miami Heat. Back in the mid 90s, a man named Art Modell took the football team he owned and moved them to Baltimore. To this day, he still will not step foot in northeast Ohio. My facebook is FULL of fans comparing LeBron to Modell. But this is WORSE considering he was one of US. Akron born, Akron raised. Hell, he grew up watching the Cavs and Browns and know what it's like being a fan here (arguably THE best fans ever). But, there are good things to come out of this. Once again Cleveland fans have rallied around each other AND Dan Gilbert (Cavs owner) released a letter that sums it up for us all: "Dear Cleveland, All Of Northeast Ohio and Cleveland Cavaliers Supporters Wherever You May Be Tonight; As you now know, our former hero, who grew up in the very region that he deserted this evening, is no longer a

July 8, 2010
The Maverick Life I have never written to a blog before, but this might be the time to start. Who will find this worth reading....I have not a clue. However, if you are reading/following this...over all, I hope it is both entertaining and informative, with a laugh or 2 along the way. It's July 8, 2010...Thursday night or Friday morning, and I have been up all night again. Got off work at the casino, and stopped by a local bar for a drink or 2. Behind the bar is an attractive female, between the age of 25 and 30. She is the only female in the bar, and is shooting pool, and paying no mind to any one unless they wish a drink. Sandy Blond hair, and a slim athletic build....she is most attractive to my likings. I watch and listen and she engages others in banter and idle chats, gaining information on how I may approach her in conversation and not end up in the friends zone along with the rest of those present. I watch, listen, and I'm rewarded. She loves to dance, and likes country style

Oil Spills Why Havent We Learned ..... From The Torrey Canyon Disaster
The Torrey Canyon disaster Oil spills: Britain's worst-ever oil spill in 1967 was handled disastrously, is still killing wildlife today contains many lessons for those dealing with the Deepwater Horizon tragedy At the time it was the biggest oil spill ever, and the first involving a new generation of supertankers. Looking back, the echoes of the BP disaster unfolding in the Gulf of Mexico are loud and eerie. The slick imperilled a beautiful and popular tourist region. Inertia and dithering were worsened by the buck-passing of multinational companies implicated in the mess. And no one knew what to do. Even BP was involved: Mother nature is a very powerful thing. Eventually, I expect nature did most of it." In fact it turned out that human ingenuity was not just powerless against the oil slick; it made it much worse. Three days after the ship ran aground, Anthony Tucker, then science correspondent of the Guardian, warned that no toxicity tests had been carried out on the

Sleepless
..many waken sleepless nights, i think to myself and what i have become to accomplish the goals and the attitude i bring to myself.and yet i wonder if many things back then was well worth it or i set a bad example on the actions, i have did or said to make myself feel this way.unwanted,broken hear ted that i still have inside me with these missing pieces of my life that is not there anymore. but i wonder how i could change it and cont on being someone i wanted to be and not the fool everyone thought i was or turning out to be at the time or down the road in the future.the ways of many directions i have went and yet i seem to follow the wrong ones many times then not to let myself end up with the bs and foolish drama mistakes to let me end up with these many emotions i have felt threw out time. sometimes i just only wish i could just go back and hit like a button or took just that one step to make me think that i may have did alot wrong or just that one thing that started

Wondering Eyes
as i sit here on the dark side of town and yet im too far from home on this spring like morning from the waking of the rain that slowly has stop and moved away from this area that i have settled in overnight and the day before to wonder my mind and brainstorm what my thoughts that run threw my mind on a wet spring like night/morning.many thoughts come to my mind as the rest sleep onto the night and wake up in the bright sunny morning as i would sit here and wait for dawn to arrive. sometimes it kills me inside for the choices i have made it life and i almost feel like there not much i can change or do to myself to get myself being a better person but changing some of my ways and stepping up and becoming more of an active postive person then an negative emo,sad lonely person as i sit here and write about from day in and day out whenever i feel the need to sit here and go on about things or feeling i feel each night of the week. sadly i have been called everything in the bo

Beating The Summer Heat
It's to frikken hot where I am right now.. On the up side I got to go to the pool today and float in the cold water which helped for the two hours I got to stay in before they kicked me out. I played a little bit of Rockband with a friend he wanted to show me a new version which was kinda neat. I think I will head to wallyworld and buy them out of fans, and phone the school to see when my books are getting shipped. It's exciting that I am going back to finish off college... All my life changes are going to be good for me -Mellanna aka Melissa

Carl You Are
Carl You areYou are the thought that starts my morning,The conclusion to each day.You are in all that I do,And everything I say.You are the smile on my face,The twinkle in my eye.The warmth inside my heart,My friend, my love,My shoulder to lean on.You are my silly, mature, caring,Thoughtful,bright,honest and awesome guy.The one who always there,When I need to cry.You are the one I can`t wait to meet,The ever-constant tingle in my soul.The voice that makes me weak,The one that brightened the way see the world.You are all I want,You are all I need.You are all I've dreamed of,You are all of this to me.

Theres Is A Reason For Everything
Theres is a reason for everythingTheres is a reason for everything,I have come to believe this is true,there is a reason why our paths crossed,Theres is a reason for everything,there is a reason why I joined the site,there is a reason why I wided up in the same place as you,there is a reason why threw theese years,we are still so close,you told me there is a reason for everything,you no what Carl,now I believe why i wided up online,cause the reason is you,we have shared so much with each other,you make me feel so comfortable,when no oneesle could,I can`t wait to meet you and see where this takes us,all I no is I can`t go threw life not finding out,You have brighteren my smile, when I thought I couldn`t ever smile again,I am so happy rigth now Thank You for coeming into my life,I do agree ,there is a reason for everything YES!!

Mags :) (h) You Girl! (not My Best Writing But Who Knows)
Take this pain away I know it can not last Oblivion is around the corner Darkness exploding Remembering the past Close my eyes on the world As I escape to the dreams within I saw her standing there Not knowing what it meant Feeling her presence after I opened my eyes Baby you calm me I see you so clear Knowing this feeling Is also knowing true fear I can't live without you Your pain cuts me so deep I want to save you As you have saved me Baby you're my sunshine In a world where it's impossible to see I don't know how to end this So I'm just gonna let it be Just remember mamacita you are amazing

A Wish
A WishI lie on the ground,and stare up at the stars,the stars start to move,into the shape of your face.I see you there now,looking down at me,with that awesome smile,that I like to see.You say "close your eyes","tell me what you see",I see only two people,just you and me.We're walking alond the lake shoreline,with our feet getting wet,as the sun starts to set.We make love through the night,on a blanket under the stars,then I hold you while thinking,I could want nothing more.Oh I wish I could be,in that one special place,

My Dreams
My DreamsI dream of your touch,I dream of your arms around me,I dream of your of ur lips kissing my lips,I dream of your voice whispering in my ear,I dream of your hand holding my hand,I dream of your eyes looking into my eyes,I dream of your awesome smile & thoose cute dimples,I dream of the day I can fall asleep next to you,This is my dream I have,Every night.

Like Begets Like
As you may know, consciousness influences reality by affecting the probability of events. It does so at the quantum level. Based on my observation and experimentation, the basic principles are as follows:1) Awareness / anticipation repels.2) Ignorance / denial allows.3) Intent / emotional resonance attracts.Here I want to focus on the third one, the attraction mode, and explain it in the simplest and clearest way. It boils down to one rule:LIKE BEGETS LIKE.In other words, the mental and emotional state that you hold in the present, attracts future events that engender more of the same.What is the mechanism behind this? I believe that emotions can travel through time. A strong emotional pattern in the present resonates with the same emotional pattern in some probable future. When both match, a feedback loop arises between present and future that causes this future to be energized and amplified, enhancing its ability to merge into the present.(Keep in mind that everything I’m talki

I Don`t Think You Know,but .....
I Don`t Think You Know,but .....I don't think you willever fully understandhow you've touched my life.I don't think you could ever knowjust how truly special you arethat even on the darkest nightsyou are my brightest star.I don't think you will ever fully comprehendhow you've made my dreams come true.You are an Amazing & Awesome person, Carl :)

Lebron James To Play In Miami
Well now it is official. Lebron James will join Dwayne Wade and Chris Bosh on the Miami Heat roster. Lebron, a free agent, made his announcement on an ESPN special show devoted to his decision. He has spent the first 7 years of his NBA career as a Cleveland Cavalier. Being a free agent enabled Lebron to listen to offers from other NBA teams and pick where he wanted to play next. James, Wade and Bosh are now considered the big 3 and immediately makes the Heat a possible contender for the NBA title this coming season. Miami's hopes for a title is just that a hope. A look at their roster and anyone, familiar with the NBA, will notice the lack of any supporting cast. These 3 will not be able to deliver the title on their own. The season is too long for them to play a majority of the minutes and account for all the offense in each game. It is now up to the management in Miami to acquire solid players that can produce results on their own. If the management fails, Miami will loo

1 Wish
If I could have just one wish,I would wish to wake up everydayto the sound of your breath on my neck,the warmth of your lips on my cheek,the touch of your fingers on my skin,and the feel of your heart beating with mine.

Not A Happy Camper
I used to do group counselling sessions for adult survivors of childhood sexual abuse. One of the exercises we did (I think it was replicating a study, I'm not sure and it's really not the point) was have people imagine a line that reflected the spectrum of 'bad abuse' (ie 'not so bad' to 'horrific')- and then get them to place themselves on it. It was amazing how people, whose stories would make even the most self-absorbed malcontent on this site stop and think for maybe a nanosecond, would always put themselves at the lower end of the scale. Nobody ever stood at the horrific end. There was always, to them, someone that had it worse than them. Now if I tried to replicate that on this site...in the more general sense...I'm pretty sure there'd be a pile-up at the horrific end. There'd probably be people ripping out each others' eyeballs in an attempt to get to the 'most horrific' spot. The "oh you don't knowwwwwwwww" and "you don't understandddddddd"s would be deafening. And tha

Till Death Do Us Part..written By Robert For Me..
We sat alone in the beginning but we found each other now you are the air i breathe the song i sing the one i love. you had me from hello and yet the feeling still grow when i think of you, i think of you cuz youre the one i love. When i said forever you said yes till death do us part this i promised you even then i will be waiting for you to come to me cuz i love you Though a thousand words were upspoken those i will say to you those are four simple words but they mean so much and when i think of you i love you Even now i sit here and i wait for you in my arms you will always be till death due us part... i loved you from the start and forever i will be yours. Made by :Robert Terry For:Mindy Terry Date: 08July2010 forever and always babe...i will love you

Mine
What was the last thing you ate?pizzaHow are you feeling?bummedHow was your day?okLast person you spoke to on the phone?nickFavouritecolor?purpleWhat's something you want?to be with nickHow tall are you?5'6"Lastthings you asked for?i dont rememberWhat can you hear?the tv.What are you on besides this?facebookWhat'ssomething you miss?alot of thingsSingle or Taken?takenAreyou happy?yesHow many relationships haveyou had this year?oneHow many people have you kissedthis year?i dont knowIf one of your exes asked you out whatwould you do?i dont know thats a hard one probly say noIf your ex came upand hugged you what would you do?hug back What's thebest part of your day?i dont knowFavouritemovie?i have alot

Ensign: Parable Of The Sower
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 9 July 2010 “A sower went out to sow his seed: and as he sowed, some fell by the way side; and it was trodden down, and the fowls of the air devoured it.” That’s the beginning of Jesus’ parable – a Bible story designed to communicate what God or heaven is like – of the sower as told in Luke chapter eight verse five. I have a reason for going with this and not the telling in Mark chapter four today, so bear with me. This parable is often read as God being the sower, the one who plants the seeds, but I’d like to think He would not plant willy-nilly where He knows a seed is going to get attacked or snatched. “And some fell upon a rock; and as soon as it was sprung up, it withered away, because it lacked moisture.” Someone soon is going to googl

Almost!!!!
Next week, I'll be going to the court house to turn in the divorce papers. I can't wait! Finally!!! Can't believe the day has finally come, even if it's just to turn in the papers, give them the money..but it's taken sooooo long to get that asshole to cooperate. Finally!!!! The day I'm offically divorced, I'm going to fucking celebrate!

How To Run.
Its in the mosquito mist.Orange haze of vaulted fencesstitch in your ribsbass drums tumbling in your brain.But over this hillpast that creekbeyond the third cement markerthere's dreamsthere's the freedom of a teenage boynever volunteerednever knewalways was.

Story, Re-written..
Her eyes burned with tears as she stood quietly overlooking the cliffs above the sleepy town below. A single building with soft yellow light stood out amongst the gloom of night; life in a world full of people drifting on the edge of sleep. The hood that draped over her head hid her face from the brightness of the moonlight that hung low in the midnight sky. The only things visible were two golden pools that peered outward into the darkness. The woman turned from the cliff, her cloak billowing in the wind and disappeared from sight. She stood quietly observing outside of a large window that looked into the tavern. The sounds of clanking glasses, conversation and drunken brawls poured out of the tavern creating a havoc of noise. Her heart thundered achingly in her chest as she struggled to breathe through the tears that slithered like daggers down her face. As she approached the door she paused noting the sign nailed above the entryway of the tavern. The words The G

What Type Of Sushi Are You?
You Are Salmon Sushi You are strong willed person who loves to try new things. You are highly adventurous. You don't like being told that you can't do something. You resent too many rules. You have an appreciation of all of life's complexities. You enjoy contradiction. You notice subtleties more than most people. You have a discerning palette. What Type of Sushi Are You? Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

[how We Fair]
Apparently my boss doesn't appreciate that I can pit my entire unit against him.Is it my fault we have to ask him 4 times to get anything done and he generally pushes off what we need done onto other people?*shrugs*I have charisma. In other news. I have concocted a pretty tasty pesto.It consists of about one cup of diced cucumber, one cup of artichoke, and 1/2 a cup of seeds (I used sunflower kernals, I bet pistachios and almonds or walnutswould be awesome)now... this was purely a mechanical issue, not a flavor ideabut I had some carrot juiceand my blender was NOT cooperating so I splashed in some carrot juicewhaminneffective spinning of my gears to nearly instant imulsion. I then added some flavorants and herbsoregano, sage, celery seed, salt pepperand just a scooch of olive oil.Its very crisp and fresh tasting.Very yellow. I wouldn't recommend cooking it. Just plop it on rice and meat and consume.... I guess you could put cheese or cream in it...if you had to.Pomegranate and strawber

My Day At The Er
So the past couple days I've had a dull pain on my right side. Today would be day 3. After day 2 it turned into a sharp pain. Have you ever had a gas bubble so bad you curled up in a ball until it passed? That's what I thought it was. Then when the pain just kept getting worse I started worrying. My back was hurting too. My thoughts, "Crap my kidney's again." Well, I was part right. I do have a minor UTI/ low grade kidney infection. But that didn't seem to be the problem. I spent almost 4 hours in the ER. Not waiting at all, lotts of testing. None all to pleasant. After the 4 hours of testing I get my own room because they needed the ER rooms. And after blood work and tests, a few of them someone better be buying me dinner after that.... They decided to do ultra sounds. I thought they were thinking pregnant (possibly tubular). I mentioned my concern and got no answer. That scared me too. So there opens a new worry. "Well what are you looking for?" Apparently they needed to look at

Please Help
My friend Michael Hollingworth lost everything he owned in a housefire last Tuesday. He has nothing but his truck and a change of clothes. Please go to any Wells fargo Bank and donate to the Hollingworth Relief Fund. Anything helps, even one dollar. Thank you and God Bless.

I Need Input!
Really! What does love mean now? It's definately not like it was when our grandparents got together. They got married for life. Good, . Bad, Thick, Thin, Rich, Poor, Sickness, Health(etc...). Now people are only in it for themselves. First sign of things not going their way, it's over(bf,gf,wife,husband) Are we getting selfish? Is love a luxury or convenience? People used to yurn for someone to love them unconditionally. Have we forgotten that NO ONE is perfect? What happened to forgiving and not forgetting? Or Let it go? Is it the heat? Is it our media's influence on us? Maybe our government did this to us. WTF is going on? I needs opinions! Holla Atcha boy!

Almost 4 Years...
well, it will be in three days. (Yes, I was here for "lostcherry" and "cherrytap". Etc.) Something in me feels obligated to set down something about spending four years on a website (I don't know why, I've been on LiveJournal for about nine years - though even more irregularly so - even here I've taken long breaks...) but if I have any deep thoughts - thoughts that want to pretend they are - I can wait three days to collect them... Anyhow. Cheers! Ah here we are, July 11. I miss some features that have been gone for awhile now (like being able to email people - e.g.: I'm fubar.com/eschiss1 ; so if you sent an email (email, not fubar message) to eschiss1 at fubar.com, after first going through a spam filter , I would receive it next time I logged in, and I'd be able to respond... liked that :) but I've gotten used to the changes (every one of which has been the source of infinite complaint, and threats to cancel VIP - etc. - etc. - etc.) - and only sort of remember what Lostcherry loo

All About Me!
1. Spell your name backward - drawkcab eman ruoy 2. Story behind your name - My middle name is after my paternal grandmother 3. whens your birthday - The same day every year 4. Where do you live - Columbia, MO DESCRIBE YOUR: 5. Wallet - I don't use one. 6. Eyes - Blue/gray 7. Toothbrush - Yes, I have one. It's purple. 8. Jewelry worn daily - Hematite band on left ring finger 9. Cell Phone - Samsung Galaxy Precedent 10. Pillow cover right now - Lavender 11. Car - none 12. Bedroom: - Yeah, I got one 13. Sunglasses - Broken 15. Cologne/Perfume - New Brand. I save the Vampire for someone who has my bottle of Velocity. 16. CD in stereo right now - Huh? 17. Piercings - earlobes 18. What you are wearing now - clothes 19. Wishing - Huh? 20. Wanting - Job, apartment, car 21. After this - Fuck if I know. 22. If you could get away with it and murder anyone who would it be - I would rather let Karma deal with them. 24. Some of your favorite movies - Labyrinth, Avatar, Kill Bi

People In This World Amaze Me
I think the RDA needs to include the percentage amount of stupid added to manufactured foods. Case in point: I'm standing in line at the convenience store, waiting to purchase my adult beverages, and two packs of my nicotinie goodness. I hear an older lady (early 60's, what we call a Bocage Buffy...privileged class, likely never worked a day in her life) say "Wow...this Reece's peanut butter cup contains only two, and this one contains four, but they're both $1.59." I usually stay in my own world, but this level of stupid irritated me...and I had had a bad day. The older lady behind her comments "Yeah, that is weird!" I tell them both "The double pack is king sized, and the quadruple pack is normal sized." This doesn't faze them, they can't imagine something with a larger quantity costing the same as something with smaller quantity. They go on about it bitching for literally two to three minutes about how people are getting robbed and it being unfair, and I finally turn around

Enneagrams
There are kooks running around camp this week talking all about Enneagrams, and what type people are. Enneagrams are a personality type characterization, with 9 different types. So, at meals I keep hearing bits of "oh, he's a 7, so you can expect that..." and such. I finally took the time to take a sample quiz to find out what type I am, and afterwards I read all of the descriptions and realized that what it told me was spot-on. The Romantic (the Four) Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive. How to Get Along with Me Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me. Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself. Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision. Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little. Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting! What I Like About Being a Four my ability to find meaning i

R.i.p Anthony Levine- Fowle A.k.a Touch
i sit here, and i think of the shit weve been thru, all the time's we were hit and down but stood back up, the thing's we shouldn't of been thru, but you had my back and i had your's cause that's what boy's do, but now i sit here reminissin you, should have been there wit you, but now on this day we look down at you, your mom and me can't believe tha peace we see with you, so here is my vow to you ima wake every day and think of you, i got mom's back no matter what she's goin thru just like you, and to your boy's ima make sure they know you, cause wile they young, they gonna hear the stories about you and comin from me you know they all tru , touch i love and miss you , you like my brother ill never forget you R.I.P touch

Random Snippet. "the Meeting"
The moon hung low that evening and the stars gleamed in proud glory against the darkness of the sky. While most people lingered on the edge of sleep and shops were shut down for the night, a single tavern stood out in sleepy town, bustling with life. Lady Wolf stood quietly at the end of a dusty road. Golden orbs reflecting the soft hue of yellow that creeped onto the ground outside of a large window which looked into the tavern. The whites of her eyes were reddened, and her cheeks were stained of tears. A deep sigh hissed softly between her deep cherry lips and she began to walk toward the front door of the tavern. At the entry way she noted a rugged sign which bore the words "The Green Dragon Inn" scrawled, old, almost ancient writing. The door itself was fairly new, standing proudly and with a welcome presence. A gloved hand slipped from beneath a deep red cloak and pressed against the door. She pushed, the hinges groaning loudly in protest as she slowly opened the door. A

Png Update
Today I was actually busy with work, I know, go figure! Anyway, I did spend a bit of the morning checking in on PNG, finding out a little bit of her history. She grew up here, but just moved back. She's living with family till she gets her own place (I noticed she didnt say "we" so I am thinking no bf) and where she worked before. I talked about how I got the job and the place up here with never being here, but I am used to that being in the Army (work that soldier angle in) and she laughed at my jokes. I told her I'd let her get back to work, and I went about my own business. Then later, I had to go to another office, I told her "Try not to miss me too much" and she said "I'll try" so I told her "Be strong!" and she laughed. I seriously contemplated asking her to lunch tomorrow, but I held back. I'll ask her tomorrow if anyone had taken her out to welcome her to the company. I'm interested to see what she wears for casual fridays...

It's Emotastic!
Some candles burn even after the wick is the barest of nothings and long after most of the wax has melted and run. True love never goes away. It leaves its marks long after the final curtain call. After all the wounds, after all the scars, after everything what is left? A candle-light vigil with so many many waxless candles that burn eternally. Alas, with every light there is a shadow cast. This darkness will not go, it will not pass. Mine they both are forever more

Lost
I never asked you to call me,Never asked to go with you that day.That one night was perfect. We were one, but Iknew I'd be the one to pay.I never asked you to make me feel good,Never asked you to look my way.It takes two to do what happened that night, sothere's nothing more you can say.I never asked for you to care,Never asked to be the only one.I knew she was in your life too,But still I thought I'd won.I never asked for promises,Never asked if I could put my trust in you.I always though I could handle the thingsyou "so often" like to do.I never asked you to turn away,Never asked you to make me cry.You go on with your life like nothing everHappened while I slowly start to die.I never asked for this loneliness,Never asked to be the one to blame.You tried putting all the guilt on me while youWere the one playing the mind game.I never asked for this empty feeling,Never asked you to be there.While I sit here confused in my own little world,All you can do is stare.I never asked if you lov

Tips On How To Masturbate!
TIPS ON HOW TO MASTURBATE IF YOU'RE A FEMALE... 1. Get something small if it's your first time, like a lip gloss container. Make sure it's got a rounded tip. 2. Put a little water on it. 3. Get yourself on the ground or your bed. Make sure you're comfortable. 4. Put your feet up on something. Make sure they are higher than your head. Spread your legs. 5. For the ultimate experience, relax first. Just lay there. Think about nothing. And DONT BE NERVOUS. 6. Slowly begin to touch your breasts. Feel them (have your eyes closed or open but if they are open make sure you're not focusing on anything). 7. Keep one hand on your breast and slowly move the other one down to your thigh. (I did not have underwear but I was wearing pants and a shirt, loose pants. Move your hand up and down your thigh while massaging your breast. 8. With your breast hand, slowly take the lip gloss container or your object of choice. Your clit might start to get a weird feeling like you really

Thinking
Thinking. Can't stop thinking.Think of you. This. That. That Life. That day.That dream was mine.A utopian dream.Your aura; struck me like lightning to a tree.Pointy, like a star, you shone.So bright, yet not shining as a star would,But as apparent as white chalk on a blackboard.You would not show off like a star.Yet you did burn so hot, so fiercely, so explosively -you were a star in my eyes.But like all stars, you died.That gas was gone.No pull between us.The atmosphere was dryand I began to choke.I was taken from my star - like a child being taken from its poor,drunken mother - I did not know what was happening.Dazed. Confused. Without true reality, I there sat.Wondering.The end of my world had only just begun, with yours beginning. Purity once had a name,And beauty once had a face.Life once had a meaning,And once I was safe.Once there was freedom,And once I could laugh.Happiness once was alive,And once I had another half.Once I shared her love,Once I was by her si

Blonde Goes To Heaven
A Blonde was sent on her way to Heaven. Upon arrival, a concerned St Peter met her at the Pearly Gates. 'I'm sorry,' St Peter said; 'But Heaven is suffering from an overload of godly souls and we have been forced to put up an Entrance Exam for new arrivals to ease the burden of Heavenly Arrivals.' 'That's cool' said the Blonde, 'What does the Entrance Exam consist of?' 'Just three questions' said St Peter. 'Which are?' asked the Blonde. 'The first,' said St Peter, 'is, which two days of the week start with the letter 'T' '? The second is 'How many seconds are there in a year?' The third is 'What was the name of the swagman in Waltzing Matilda?' 'Now,' said St Peter, 'Go away and think about those questions and when I call upon you, I shall expect you to have those answers for me.' So the Blonde went away and gave those three questions some considerable thought (I expect you to do the same). The following morning, St Peter called upon the Blonde and asked if she had considered

Run Fast
Lying in the middle of the woods lissioning to the wind blow from the trees. Thunder clouds roll in as a shower is soon to happen. Should i just keep laying here and allow the rain to melt my pain or should i fight threw the winds and fight to be free. Awe but the rain feels so good in the noon day heat. My mind tells me to stay but my body tells me to fight. The rain is coming and reminds me of better days as a child at play dancing in it as my mother would call out to say come in. Awe but were have those days gone now. They seem so lost and forgotten. Is that why i choose not to run and fight. No matter the comfert of it all it is an illution to keep me from where i need to be. So i stand and run as fast as i can trying not to look back for every time i do it seems something is trying to pull me back in. The srapes and scratches that are riping threw me mean nothing but only go get away to find a way. Only what way. It doesnt truely matter as long as you find that place that keeps yo

Look Here Lil Man
ok i am having some issues here. i hope that this helps all the boys on the site. i just want ya'll to know some things that you mihgt not be aware of. Just because you are on a web site dosen't mean that you can or should get all crazy i am still a person and i expect you to have some level of respect for me as a person. If you cant do that then dont talk to me cause i will light a fire under your ass ok. Also that just because your buzz meter says that you are shitfaced dose not give you a license to be a nappy lil man. F.Y.I. i dont care about your down south so dont tell me about it, i really dont want to know. Dont tell me that your horny. Another thing that i dont care about is your opinion about how i would look naked...you will never know...i dont have nsfw's and never will so dont bother me with that shiot...and no i dont want to see yours. dont ask me for my yahoo either...im gonna be the same way on there that i am on fu. No you cant have my number dont ask cause i will tel

????????
well i got no idea where to start just looking for something more in my life. i am 26 .m. leavenworth kansas. i have been hurt a lot so i dont let eole get close anymore but i have done it for so long it feels like i am running. to be alone is that what i am meant to be .

You Have ? And I Have Answers.
So, im going to attempt to be as polite as i possibly can here but as anyone who knows me know, im the politest asshole you will ever met. So buy your standerds this may not be polite at all, by mine its gonna make me look like an Angel. First of all, im sick of hearing " Why dont you ever talk to me?". There are many possiblitys to that. A) I avg about 3-5 rates a day, from people that dont have Boomers on. I'm logged in almost all day, so thats fucking sad as hell and its a good thing i dont live my life to get rates or id be totaly full blown nerd rageing like 90% of the rest of you guys do when you realise that,,, well,,,, Fubar is the absolute most important thing in the world and lord help us if we dont lvl, it may start global nuclear warfare. GET A FUCKING LIFE. B) Mass Commenting... If you want to talk to a person you give them your attention. YOU DONT give them one word replys because your too busy worrying about " OMG has everyone of fubar visted me today" while

The Revolution
The Revolution Will Not Be Televised Lyrics by Gil Scott-Heron You will not be able to stay home, brother.You will not be able to plug in, turn on and cop out.You will not be able to lose yourself on skag andskip out for beer during commercials,Because the revolution will not be televised. The revolution will not be televised.The revolution will not be brought to you by XeroxIn 4 parts without commercial interruptions.The revolution will not show you pictures of Nixonblowing a bugle and leading a charge by JohnMitchell, General Abrams and Spiro Agnew to eathog maws confiscated from a Harlem sanctuary. The revolution will not be televised.The revolution will not be brought to you by theSchaefer Award Theatre and will not star NatalieWoods and Steve McQueen or Bullwinkle and Julia.The revolution will not give your mouth sex appeal.The revolution will not get rid of the nubs.The revolution will not make you look five poundsthinner, because the revolution will not be televised, Broth

You Give Me Dreams
I have no need for psychics,Soothsayers or tellers of fortuneBecause my ladyIs the ball of crystalI roll across my mindWhen I yearn to dreamAbout the beauty of my futureHer dream-giving eyes I peeped intoAnd saw the rare beautyOf amazon stonesRich with midnight allureVirgin to the sunSleeping under a blanket of sandIn the Amazon RiverWaiting to be awokenAnd polished by the smoothnessOf my touch into perfect gemstonesOut far I wadedInto this Amazonian waterAnd saw 8,641Purple-eyed African liliesFloating towards the shoresOf her beautyWanting to adorn her hair

Oysters, Pasta, And Eggplant Bruschetta
Yeah... this rocks... (Serves 4) 12 whole oysters, washed, shucked, and sitting on the half-shell. 2 cups coarse breadcrumbs 1 Cup Ginger Ale 2 TBSP Minced Garlic Black Pepper to taste 2 TBSP Chili Sauce 1/2 cup of cream 1/2 stick room temperature butter 1 cup shredded cheese (Jack, Mozzarella, or American) Lots of rock salt Enough Angel Hair pasta (uncooked) for 4 people 1 cup water, 1 cup milk 2 TBSP Flour 2 TBSP butter 1 TBSP minced garlic 1 TBSP Italian seasoning 1 Medium Eggplant 3 Medium Tomatoes, seeded and chopped 2 TBSP Minced fresh Basil 1 TBSP Minced fresh rosemary 1 Cup Shredded Mozzarella Cheese 2 TBSP Shredded Parmesan Cheese Olive Oil Make sure you thoroughly scrub your oysters with a nylon prush before shucking them. This removes the mud and debris that is naturally part of a fresh oyster. CAREFULLY use an oyster knife to open them. (Please do not use a kitchen knife.... this is a wonderful way to lose the use of your hand) In

Love
Today has been a lil bit better, had a good day at work! Sucks that I only work 3 days a week but I guess its better than not having a job at all. Just waiting for my wonderful, sexay bebe to get home from work and maybe go hang out with some friends. Need to get outta the house and have a lil fun! Still really stressed out about the pending court date coming up but I have my new family helping me out as much as they can and trying to get me up there so I can fight with all of my strength to get my girls back. They have been so supportive of me from day one and have accepted me as part of the family, I love each one of them with all of my heart and don't know what I would do without their love and support. They have been there for me through these past few months that have been really hard and heart breaking for me, they all are trying to make things more positive and comfort me when I'm really upset; especially my boyfriend he is there for me when I'm crying and upset after talking t

Does An Infection Kill Automatically?!
to answer my own question with the experiences ive had with learning about infections and viruses...i have to say no, they dont kill automatically. now since the summer has already begun and the hate mail has been coming in like im bad santa i would say the infection is moving quickly towards the "clean" water supply. with doing so...the drought is going to be a bitch for alot of people. if you cant drink the water, you cant hydrate yourself, and since the human body is made of wha?...98% water?!...thats no good for the infected. hahaha...im being deleted off of myspace, facebook and even fubar from just explaining my views on things. its a sour taste in the mouthes of the sweet and soft ones who cant drink gatorade or distilled water. im NOT the winner because there was never any fight...but oh have the been fighting to get at me for a few months now. almost like last year...almost like the year before. if im not with them...im against them, simply because i have my own mind.

Loose Me
Remeber that first night I was so full of myself But you laid right into me You always have The way we laughed The immediate closeness we felt The comfort between us We should have never been together Yet there we were Your beauty staggered me That innocence in your eyes So out of place But I noticed...and you loved me for it I let you in that night And there you linger...to this day Remember the North Shore Our first time out of the city We were so out of place The cheap beer Chili from the can Eaten with sticks...who forgot the forks anyway Again, the laughter It stormed the entire next day But did we care? Alone together in a leaky tent Sharing a damp sleeping bag Creating our own warmth The patter of rain surrounding us Your smell, your taste, your touch I can still feel you lying with me Your head on my chest My hands running through your hair We shared our dreams We shared out fears My wall crumbled Remember when I took on the world

I've Been There Too
Why do you think I choose you? Why is it, of everyone, it was you I fell for? Do you think it was your beauty Your radiance Your sense of humor, your charm It's funny You call me full of myself Yet you are the arrogant one It's your pain Your insecurity Your self doubt Your deception Your indecision ...It's your many, many flaws That took my heart Remember... You don't have to be alone in the darkness I've been there a long time too

What Do Dix And Gay Have In Common
The headline reads “Tired Gay succumbs to Dix in 200 meters.” Now what do you think that is all about? I can imagine what some would think. It is a funny headline. Until you read the story, let your imagination run wild. http://www.reuters.com/article/idUSTRE6622I420100703 BlastFM is not concern with headlines only great music. The experience of a lifetime is yours 24/7 @ ww.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Remeber
You... You naughty little angel You nasty little bitch God you tempt me so You're the serpent in the garden The forbidden fruit Our similarities are frightening Yet so comforting I know what you're thinking I know how you're feeling Yes, my vibes are scary But what am I really? A fantasy? Potential revenge? Bliss? Hard to say for sure A bit of each I have no doubt I apologize for my state of mind But do not let the paranoia consume you Remember the situation Remember how well you know me...

Unexpected
You came out of nowhere So unexpected It started simply enough A joke here, a compliment there Then we dug a little deeper Into the hidden recesses of ourselves The fantasies, the desires It was amazing, just how similar we were Our quirks, our insecurities, our perversions Then something changed My emotions got involved You became more than just a fantasy More than a pretty face I found myself missing you, thinking about you, caring about you I didn't know how to proceed, if I dare I said things I shouldn't have said Things you didn't want to hear Now your distant, unreadable And I'm forced to decide ...stay and wait ...or suffer and leave Chasing is no longer an option

Longing
I see your face Hear your voice Smell your skin Taste your lips But its all in my head Your miles away and I lay here alone Hearing our song, seeing your face in his words I wonder what you are doing Who you are with Are you happy Are you thinking of me to I would give anything To have you here with me In my arms If only for a moment And then I'll be missing you again Again...left longing

Please Excuse The Fvckin (repost)
Conversation from last night: HIM: Can I download the Tooth Fairy? Me: I've seen it, but i'll watch it again (Aren't I nice?) HIM: What's it about? Me: The Tooth Fairy! Him:, Yeah, but what's it about? Me: The Tooth Fairy! Him: Yeah, but I mean, WHAT'S it about? Me: The fucking Tooth Fairy! What do you mean, WHAT'S it about? ... I've told you, the fucking Tooth Fairy! HIM: Yeah, but it could be about anything! Me: What do you mean it could be about anything? ..... It' about the fucking Tooth Fairy Him: Yeah, but that don't mean shit when coming from you. Me: So you think it could be about a mass murder running around killing people called the .... fucking Tooth Fairy? Won't do his street cred much good. Him: Well, yeah .... I mean, there's that film called the Dentist .... do you honestly think that film was about a couple of fucking fillings? Me: *sniggering* Him: I mean

Favorite Quotes By Bob Marley
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Quick update.... been in my new apartment for a week. Boy it sure is quiet after living with so many people for so long. I went to see the ortho yesterday for the first time since I got the joint fluid shots and he scheduled surgery for July 29th... fun fun since I am on the second floor and this is on my left knee. Did I tell you I have a clutch in my car, pleh... I wont be on here much, just when I can get near a pc with connection until they install the wi-fi at my apartment complex... One perk of living there :)

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Im going to dedicate my first blog to the band WEEN. Why? Because I love the way this band can be so versitile from hardcore sounds such as with their first band Moist Boys, to their country songs, Ween is fun for the whole family! From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia 12 Golden Country Greats Released July 16, 1996 Recorded November 2-November 8, 1995 12 Golden Country Greats is Ween's fifth album, and third for Elektra Records. This album marked the first time Ween limited themselves to a specific genre of music. Bringing in a wide variety of seasoned (and sometimes legendary) Nashville musicians (including Buddy Spicher, Bobby Ogdin and The Jordanaires), the album sought to recreate the sound of golden-age country music with a great amount of success, while also combining this sound with classic Ween on such tracks as "Piss Up a Rope." Later, Ween would assemble many of the session musicians again into a touring band dubbed The Shit Creek Boys. Th

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Well doc appt today went very well... Baby is no longer breech and in postion to fall out the GF's Vag... Sonogram shows that the baby is 8lbs already, so if she dont go by next thursday they will be inducing..and have upped her due date to be next Friday... if i suddenly disappear from here its cause my fourth..yes fourth...whats that fourth..yeah ya fuckin tard my FOURTH kid...is being born for those of you whom may not know...we are having another girl..her name will be Gianna Isabella so lets see..thats makes a 16yr old boy..a 14yr old boy...a 4 year old girl...and holy fuck a FOURTH kid... Yes all my children live with me....and no i will not be having anymore kids...hence the big V accomplished 2 months ago that is all

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You may say i am crazy, but i am really a fruit loop in a world full of cheerios. life is too short, laugh when u can, apologize when u should, and let go of what u cant change, Love deeply and forgive quickly. when you least expect it someone walks into your life and makes you smile. When I say "don't worry about it, I'm good" I'm really not. But hey, don't worry about it, I'm good. Are you ready? Aye Aye captain i cant hear you aye aye captain ohhhhhhh who lives in a pineapple under the sea NO ONE THANKS TO B.P. :( R.I.P. SPONGE BOB ~ A strong woman knows she has strength enough for her journey, but a woman of strength knows that it is in her journey where she will become strong. ~ SING -Everybody together now- If you're happy and you know it, share your meds! People twist the simplest of things into something so dramatic, then act so righteous about it. Failed attempts at superiority becomes funny after awhile. is going to shove her head in the freezer! I love it when i

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An elementary teacher starts a new job at a school in San Diego and trying to make a good impression on her first day, explains to her class that she's a Chargers fan. She asks the class to raise their hands if they too are Charger fans. Everyone in the class raises their hand except one little girl. The teacher looks a little surprised and says: "Mary, why didn't you raise your hand?" "Because I'm not a Chargers fan," she replied. The teacher asked "Well, if you're not a Chargers fan, then who do you support?" "I'm a Chiefs fan, and proud of it," Mary replied. The teacher, now becoming interested in the lone dissenter asks,"Mary, why are you a Chiefs fan?" "Because my Mom and dad are from Kansas City and my Mom is a Chiefs fan and my dad is a Chiefs fan, so I'm a Chiefs fan too!" "Well," said the teacher, in an obviously annoyed tone, "that's not necessarily a reason for you to be a Chiefs fan. You don't have to be just like your parents all of the time. What if your

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What Ya Think!!!!!
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Why Have Emotions When All They Do Is Leave You Hurt?
What the point of falling in love?After awhile the love you had leaves anyway,leaving you heart broken and depressed...You feel like your life is shit and can't take it anymoreYou feel like everything is falling apart in front of youYou feel like everyone is looking at you and judging youThey say when life gives you lemons make lemonadebut if you have so many woundsWhy hold them when it burns so bad?Lemons do nothing but hurt you even moreJust like love....

The Love That Hurts So Much
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when all you have is the computer screen in front of your face, and the eyes that read and look at it. you see things that you would never normally see. you can find love, you can find hate.....but deep down when you find something you want to be real, something that you have never felt, never understood. something so serial maybe just another player maybe just another thing you know will never go anywhere but the words you read on that damn computer screen you look at. BUT DON'T EVER STOP, BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW, YOU CAN PASS UP THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE!! ♥ thats why I'M REAL!! because you just never know what might land in your lap one day or who you might meet ♥

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So Mike and I had dinner tonight for the first time (in 7 years) as friends. It was a bit awkward at first and I spent the first hour crying (or trying not to cry) and it just didn't feel right. But I had an epiphany. Here's a bit of a conversation with a friend: warmthoughtsofyou04: So I've realized tonight that we're split up, there's nothing I can do about it until A. He finds me attractive again or B. He figures out what he has lost orcrush1968: how did tonight change love warmthoughtsofyou04: I guess seeing him warmthoughtsofyou04: The only real differences are no sex, I can't call him baby anymore, and I can't touch him as much as I would like warmthoughtsofyou04: But other than that things are the same warmthoughtsofyou04: When the cat was laying on me and my nose was itchy he scratched it for me, and he bought me dinner and told me that even though things are the way they are that I'm still going to get preferential treatment So I guess that's a good thing. I'm just k

Marvel Comic Movies That R Going 2 Suck In The Year 2011-2012
The movies that in the works for 2011 & 2012 are going to bomb and this is going to be why....... Captian America the 1st Avenger...... You cant have another marvel comics character from another movie play another character Chris Evans played the human torch in both of the fantastic four movies and is now playing captain america in this movie, even thou tommy lee jones and samuel l jackson are in this movie as well it will bomb........ And in the Thor movie scedueled to be released in 2011 is also going to suck cause they got a bunch of no namers playing the gods in here.... Chris Hemswroth as thor, Tom Hiddleston as loki, and even with anthoney hopskins as odin this movie will also bomb in theaters....... also they have Ray Stevenson playing Volstogg part of the warriors three who played the punisher in punisher war zone again another marvel guy playing another marvel character..... And as for the new x-men movie in the works i dont thnk its going to make it either, the new spider-man

Chatters Wanted!!!!
WANTED!! NEED NEW FACES IN CLUB PATRON AND MORE SO IN LOST SOULS. THERE IS GREAT PEOPLE IN THERE 2 CHAT 2 AND LISTEN 2 GREAT MUSIC AS WELL!!! COME IN AND SEE WHAT IT IS ABOUT!!! IF U LIKE IT, THEN WE WILL LOVE FOR U 2 JOIN THE LOUNGES!!! MORE THE MARRIER!!! HOPE 2 SEE U ALL THERE WHO COME!! THANKS AGAIN!!! ANGELGIRL7873

*i Could Never Make You Happy,so I Wrote You This Instead
Ever feel like it only rains on you?You want to keep going,but the hill is just too steepYou like the wind is always against youTake a look at your compassBut it just points to nowhereFeeling more lost than foundYou youll for help but no one hearsThe more you try to do goodThe more it only gets worseYou try to shed some lightBut it only turns to darkTaking the road less traveledBut it always has the most trafficYou see what you wantAlways out of your reachThe sun always shinesBut you feel so coldYou make others happyBut you're dissatisfied in yourselfYou make yourself happyEveryone is disappointed in youMake the best of the worstBut the best makes it worseSo many roadsBut which to followSo many voicesWhich to listen toWho do I turn toWho do I run to

*a Letter To You
If love is a fashion trend,then I am use to it going out of style with me. I thought I'd never say that,I was glad to see you leave. And if this is killing you as bad as it is me,then I hope you can give me a little of your sympathy. I hope you're crying over me because I'm laughing over you,and I wouldn't take you back if it was the last thing I'd do. You can call me whatever when I'm not there,but the truth of it is that you never cared. You say we're still friends,and all good things must end. But I hope you don't treat your friends as bad as you treat me,because in the end all you'll be is lonely. I tried to be nice about things and make you see,that the only person you're hurting isn't me. So with regards,and my deepest regrets..you haven't got to the best of me just yet. Wait around and maybe you'll see,I was the best thing you had but you never had me.

*lost In The Crowd
Have you ever felt numbOr incompleteLike all the goals you setYou'll never meetHow it will be when you're not aroundHow happy you'll make The people you've let downOr if it's all a phaseIf you'll ever winBounce back from all the timesThat you gave inI've got an addictionThat can't be curedSo I sit and ventI tell you with wordsI'm only humanAnd I make mistakesHow much moreUntil one guy breaksI'm not trying to bring you downI'm telling you how it isJust thinking out loudJust another faceLost in the crowd

The Smartphoners
“The event that came to be known as The Pulse began at 3:03 p.m., eastern standard time, on the afternoon of October 1. The term was a misnomer, of course, but within ten hours of the even, most of the scientists capable of pointing this out were either dead or insane…” (Stephen King, Cell) If you’ve ever read Stephen King’s novel, Cell, then you already know he created a world where a cell phone signal changed the majority (all cell phone users which is nearly everyone these days) of he world’s population into rage filled maniacs only slightly more functional than zombies but still hell bent on destruction and human consumption. Even if you haven’t read it, it’s still a pretty easy premise to comprehend and also critical to understanding my belief that he’s possibly psychic or he, at least, is getting some of his story ideas from psychics like the three nippled gypsy in Mallrats. You see, I own a Blackberry and I&rsquo

Tards Love Me :/
7:40pm Suga Lips: Good and you? 7:44pm reslurpeeman: good ty whatcha doing 7:46pm Suga Lips: Fucking around 7:47pm reslurpeeman: u want to fuck ewith me 7:48pm Suga Lips: No thanks, I'm good 7:50pm reslurpeeman: ohk, let me know 7:50pm Suga Lips: Uhh yeah..I didn't mean fucking around as in being sexual. I meant goofing off 7:53pm reslurpeeman: well i mean fucking, lol 7:54pm Suga Lips: How does one fuck online, exactly? Do you stick your dick in the USB port? 7:56pm reslurpeeman: funny, 7:57pm reslurpeeman: u like older guys? 7:57pm Suga Lips: My husband is older 7:59pm reslurpeeman: u like to flirt etc? 8:00pm Suga Lips: I guess I'm the only one who thinks this convo is lame 8:01pm reslurpeeman: u happily marrried?

The Memories
A vast expanse of scorched earth stretched out before the Angel with the Blackened Wings. His weapon at the ready he walked, looking for a fight. He's been here before, many times. Theres always a fight, and he usually wins, but to him the point is lost. He kicks something on the ground. He looks down, and picks up his old label. "Hero" it says, its not shining anymore. He wore it proudly once, when he was loved. He discards it now, meaningless. He looks around more and see's "husband" on the ground, or whats left of it. She smashed it well. He sifts through the pieces, and finds the last label he held. "Father". He grips it in his hand until he bleeds. The emotions run through him like a bolt of lightning. He puts the label back on, a new determination in his heart. She may have smashed one, and rendered the other meaningless, but this is something she couldnt take away. And in the distance he hears the fight, the battle rageing. The warm feeling spreading back through his broken hear

The Opening Of Young Minds
A novel or short story is always more formal But, here now’s a poem of the paranormal There are a few theories beyond understanding Well, as so many say, “Seeing is believing!” A night as a youngster with friends all around Telekinesis revealed, for skeptics abound Doubts set aside, proof right before eyes No wires, no mirrors; a gift in disguise? A life-changing event, so simple in stature Reveals hidden truths around us in nature Skeptics and doubters would still seek and search They would pick up the vase and peer at its perch! In the end there’s only one thing they could think It’s funny how knowledge can bring one to the brink Magic is real reckons the newly opened mind Stringent rules of physics will no longer bind! It seemed such a wonder there in the night A mind reeled and a soul gave up the fight Concepted world to never again be the same Take it as it comes voted the name of the game! Do you believe in this st

Phone Disaster Turned For The Better
Some of you know the sob story from the weekend. Saturday afternoon, I was sitting outside talking with my mom about household projects we're planning. We went in the house for maybe 10 minutes and I went back out - to find it POURING. Not just raining - it was a full-blown gully-washer! My cell phone was on the table outside, sitting in a small puddle of water.I grabbed it, took it inside, shook as much water out of it as I could, and used a hair dryer on it - all to no avail. It would NOT restart. I left it overnight, no battery, and tried the next day. It was dead. It wouldn't even power up. Monday I went to the insurance claim site and filed for a replacement and paid my $50 deductible. Tuesday I found an e-mail saying they could not fulfill my claim and to call. So I did, and the rep said that they were out of the Audiovox XV6700. They would like to send me a Palm Pre Plus. Or a Palm Pixi Plus. Or something. It's a touch screen phone. So I googled the pair and decided she meant th

Para Ti
Para tieste beso en el vientote lo mandaré allíte dirá lo que siento... yo por tiNo he podido hacer nadaEn tu vida ahora sete sentiste ignoradaes probable, tal vezsi yo hubiese sabidohabría sido una ayudapero que importa yaAhora que..Tu puedes jugar siguiendo una cometaMientras sales por el espacio a pasearquizás puedas llegar ahora hasta tu metay un mundo distinto que no lograste hallarSolo que no debió de ser asíSolo que la soledad no es mas grande sin tiPara tiuna flor he traídote la dejaré allíbajo un cielo nubladomientras miro la luzestá pasando noviembrey tu... tienes 20 años siempreAhora que...Tu puedes jugar siguiendo una cometaMientras sales por el espacio a pasearquizás puedas llegar ahora hasta tu metay un mundo distinto que no lograste hallarSolo que no debió de ser asíSolo que la soledad ahora es grandeLa soledad es más grande sin ti...Para ti...

Direction
Ok some of you might know I have been going over my options on where to go to school in the southwest or the west coast. Well, I think that it is time for me to live for myself and no one else. With that being said I think im going to just say fuck Arizona and Las Vegas ill just go some place where I can be happy. California is where im going. A awesome friend said its gonna be a fight WELL YOU KNOW WHAT? TIME TO TAKE THE FUCKING GLOVES OFF AND FIGHT MMA STYLE OH YEA ITS ON NOW!!!! LOL!!! Its time for me to step up my game this time around I wont know what to expect I have an edge on other people that are out there. I have friends with experence that have been there and done that. If you dont ask for advice you will never know what they have gone though. You will not know what to expect. Yea I know that there are going to haters where ever you go, there like fucking cockroaches you see one, there has to be at least a 100. This is my time to get what I want done not someone else. I am

Come Home
You are so sexy that just the thought of you arouses me. I know that this morning you left wearing something sexy for me under your black skirt and your beige turtle neck sweater. The thought of you wearing those laced black panties with that matching laced bra, and garter belt all day drives me crazy! When you get home there are aroma candles lit and rose pedals waiting for you and of course I am waiting for you. I greet you with a smile and a big kiss. I have been waiting for you all day. Red wine is poured; the fire place is burning leaving the cold outside. The kissing starts slow and gets a little more intense as I start to kiss your neck and bite your ear, my hand exploring your body. You push your body against mine. One hand holds you by the back of your neck with your hair between my fingers. My other hand slides down your body. Suddenly your skirt ends and your thighs begin, I can’t reach down further without bending down and stop kissing you, so I run my hand back up

Life Lesson's
I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

Pete Meets The Pretty New Girl
Yesterday a new girl started at work. The new girl is pretty and henceforth shall be referred to as Pretty New Girl or PNG. Pretty new girl is about 5'6 with long brown hair, and very light blue eyes. I said nothing yesterday, figuring I would wait for an introduction, but since that didn't come about, I made my own move today. I introduced her, and said if she needed any I/T support, I was her man (See how smart I am PNG?) She sent me a test e-mail to make sure it was working, and everything checked out. She sits on the other side of the wall from me, so I can't go into the office I use without passing her. Each time I did, I gave her a little head nod, and she would smile back (taking it as a good sign.) Before she left, I replied to her test e-mail "Hey! Keep it down out there!" and received what I deem a positive response "Hahaha, have a good night, see you tomorrow." (See how funny I am PNG?) I debated on whether or not to e-mail her, but then I thought what would Pedro

July 7
in a crowed room we were alone no one mattered I only saw you I fell into your eyes I did not want to leave People stated some wondered it did not matter you were mine I was yours until the sun came up over the mountains

Please
Can't you see that I'm sick of this?Chances are you're oblivious to how I feelSitting on your throne, and I'm sure that I'm not alone,Not alone, not alone.Tell me please,Who the fuck did you want me to be?Was there something that I couldn't see?Never knew this would be so political.And please, I'm still wearing this miserable skinAnd it's starting to tear from withinBut it's obvious that doesn't bother you, so pleaseI didn't think that you'd sell me outNow I know what you're all about.You might feel in control of things.But you're not holding all the strings.All the strings, all the strings.Tell me please,Who the fuck did you want me to be?Was there something that I couldn't see?Never knew this would be so political.And please, I'm still wearing this miserable skinAnd it's starting to tear from withinBut it's obvious that doesn't matter to you,So pleaseI've swallowed all your insultsI've swallowed all my prideYou used up all your chancesCan't keep this all insideTell me please,Who the

La Cucaracha, La Lawn, La Laundry -- How Laconic!
Today’s title was inspired by something my wife Martha and I heard and what we said just before I had to leave for work this morning … we caught a scene of Disney Channel’s “The Suite Life on Deck” where Cody, Zack, and Marcus were dressed as a mariachi band and began to sing the traditional Spanish song about a cockroach (I’ve never gotten it either) and Martha was singing that as she walked me to the car so I could get out of the driveway. I asked her to please not forget – on everyone’s day off but mine – to do the lawn as she said she would as well as the laundry piling up with the family’s help, and my rhythm rallying spouse was saying and singing “La Cucaracha, La Lawn, La Laundry” because the two chores started with “la” – all the la’s, she called them. My reply: how la-laconic! (A ten dollar word for “using few words”, which I don’t.) Hence Martha’s re

Beautiful Destruction
it rained so hard it was unbelievable you could see the dark sky approaching, almost as if it were a herd of predators coming for their prey Suddenly the wind began out of the window you could see objects fly by and the net flap out of control with the wind came the dust storm the sand was so thick it brought night with it one could lean back into the wind and the sand without fallong backwards As if a propetic act was taking place, the rain started at first it smelled like wet dirt suddenly the mud started covering everything it seemed that mud was falling from the sky it was a beautiful sight of destruction

If Thomas Jefferson Had Been A Vikings Fan
Vikings Fan? YES He would've been. When in the Course of an NFL season, it becomes necessary for one group of fans to dissolve the bitter ending of the 2009 NFC Championship game which have connected them with bitter endeavors of the past, and to assume among the powers of the game, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of running the Football and of winning games entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the belief of an upcoming Super Bowl Championship. We hold these truths to be self evident, that not all teams are created as equal as the VIkings, and that the Vikings are endowed by their fans with certain unalienable talents that among these are Life of a new season, Liberty, and the pursuit of a Championship. That to secure these rights, VIking fans are uniquely instituted among people, deriving their just powers from the faith that we will get a new stadium, That whenever

Testing This Out...
Why hello there, I am fairly new to this site, not new to blogging though... So let's see how this goes. I'm working right now, really I complain like hell about my job [warning you now] but hey... I have so much time to fuck around I should appreciate it far more than I currently do. On the prior to sitting in an office watching my ass grow, I used to run around in an art and frame shop constantly moving. Constantly burning the calories, interacting with people, and actually having non-computer based fun. So in order for me not to not to carve my brain with pens, pencils and scissors while at work... I explore the internet and it's numerous wonders. Thank goodness for Work Safe Mode :D

Help Me Understand
You walked with me and helped me understand where I was going. You walked with me when I was all alone along the way. You told me you promised you would always be there. You may not be here physically but ur footprints are in my heart. Our hearts may be filled with sorrow and despair but we hold ur loving memorys. You carried me when I needed a friend and when I thought I lost my way you gave me strength to carry on. On the bad and good days I know you will still be there. We Love you John John and always remember that.

I Miss You
Angels fly. Devils swim. John John, you walk on this Earth in our hearts. We all miss you and always will but we hold happy memories in our hearts. I was proud to tell people i knew you and u were like a brother to me and still will be. We will see you one day. I Love you. I miss u R.I.P John John ~In Loving Memory~

La An Original Erotic Story I Wrote
LA he was my object of desire as a young teenager of 15 and we were together in another decade of time and space when we last together for five years. Our love never died but as we parted we said goodbye with a kiss 18 yrs and here it is now 24 yrs later we landed right back into each other's lives and arms. Everyone says they have a soulmate I attest no matter where I find myself he is indeed my soulmate. I have loved him for a long time and having him is my captivated desire. He is the one like no other that can bring me to submissiveness. I submit to his every request I take him like no other as he draws me into him as I willing let go and let him dominate me in every way possible. He is my master as I see him he is my thirst I quench he is my hunger he is my zest and he instructs me with his mind as I dont have to be told I know what he requires of me. When he calls he soothes my ache in my heart and I soothe my ache in my throbness that I want so much to taste him and be captivat

New Poem I Wrote
innocent as i beived your lies like a fairytale like a story a book to be read to be thrown away against the wall and forgoten or am i a toy no longer new used abused to bethrown against the wall and forgetten im alone and broken a misfit toy the fairytale without the happy ending the book i was afarid to open this is my Never ending story

My Goddess
Her beauty rests in her eyes,,Her love sits there to.If it ever came to me,I would be lost,not knowing what to do. To hold a beauty like her,My Arms would forever long.To keep her there,They would hold her strong. To capture a Goddess,and hold her,Would I ever have the chance.Forever our lives would be,One forever long slow dance.

Hunks Us Guys Would Like To Be
I don’t know of any guy that doesn’t wish he looked like someone else. You know, like wanting to look like James Bonds so you could get all the chicks you want. As I have heard “If wishes were horses beggars would ride.” Makes sense to me. This is more for the babes then the guys but here is a few of the male hotties some of us guys envy. Check it out http://glo.msn.com/relationships/what-his-swimsuit-says-about-him-4413.gallery?gt1=49006#stackState=0__%2Frelationships%2Fwhat-his-swimsuit-says-about-him-4413.gallery BlastFM is on a roll…tune in BlastFM to hear the hottest music on the planet 24/7. It’s free to listen www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Samurai Warriors 3 Preview:
Achievements, Cheats, Forums, News, Nintendo Review Blog, PSP Review Blog, Review, Review Blog, Sales, Samurai Warriors 3, Screenshots, User Reviews, Videos, Walkthroughs, Xbox Review Blog Samurai Warriors 3 Preview: Pressing one button over and over and over again might be dull in principle, but it can be a compelling experience. It's all about the context in which those buttons are used.

Guess Who's Back
YEP, IT'S ME, AND I'M BACK WITH A VENGANCE. I KNOW THAT I'VE BEEN AWAY FOR OVER A YEAR. THIS TIME, I'M A CHANGED AND BETTER PERSON. I'VE BEEN GOING THROUGH A LOT OF CHANGES IN THE PAST YEAR WITH, RELATIONSHIPS, I WENT TO ORLANDO, FLORIDA AGAIN, AND I GOT A NEW JOB (WHICH IS LONG OVERDUE). I'M MORE STRONGER AND MORE TOUGHER MENTALLY AND I LEARNED FROM MY MISTAKES THAT I'VE MADE WHILE ON HERE FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS. THIS TIME I'M NOT GONNA LET ANYBODY RUN ME OVER ANYMORE, AND I'M GONNA BE CAREFUL WHO I ADD, AND I WON'T BYTE MY TONGUE EITHER, AND I WON'T BACK DOWN FROM ANYBODY EITHER. IT'S GREAT TO BE BACK AND I MISS MY OLD FRIENDS ON HERE. IT FEELS GOOD TO START A NEW BEGININNG AND BECOME A NEW PERSON

The Installation Of Love ...
Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you? Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process? Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed? Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first? Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart? Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running? Tech Support: What programs are running? Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now. Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love f

Don't Violate The Golden Rule Or You Will Pay The Price
****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG**** Please read this carefully. This is not a joke. I see this happen daily and you come to support frantic and expect us to put out your fire. DO NOT GIVE ANYONE ACESSS TO YOUR ACCOUNT! This means DO NOT give anyone one your login info, password, etc. If you do, you are asking for trouble. DO NOT GIVE ANYONE YOUR PASSWORD OR LOG IN! You are the ONLY one that should access your account. This is in our terms of service and is for your benefit. Read 1 and 2 until it is CRYSTAL CLEAR! This is some of the stuff you open yourself up to. -that dude you were fuengaged to who bombed for you while you were at work. He will give your password out to his other girl and she will get jealous and you two will start war. If you are stupid enough to allow someone into your account, then you are probably stupid enough to allow that person to buy bling. That dude will buy his sanchita some bling packs, and you will come crying to support that you were

Random Thoughts ....
You never really know what someone else has on their mind. I want to know the real person not the one you wish everyone to see. The one who lives deep inside you. The one holding all your darkest secrets. The one you are afraid to love. The one I wish to know and love. I wonder just how many are brave enough to share that person with me. Sometimes you have to know when to say enough is enough I am a better person because of you. It’s okay to love freely without losing yourself in that love. There are so many different kinds of love in this world… Love is a crazy thing and you can love someone with all you are and still grow into who you are meant to be. Faith may sometimes falter, but it is never truly gone. Some thoughts are not meant to be shared… Maybe I take life too seriously. How many of us really do listen to our souls? I learned a lesson a several years ago that if you do not believe in

Cleaveage - The Side-effects
I love cleaveage, and so do you. If I had a pet angelfish, she'd love cleavage. My grandma probably loved cleaveage, and so probably does the squirrel right out side my window staring blankly at the light pole. Obama loves cleaveage, and even Ray Charles does, even though he can't see it. My computer loves cleaveage, my Fubar account loves cleaveage, my coffee, boots, guitar, yahoo messenger list, taskbar, broken partition, and all my bathroom acoutraments love cleaveage. Ok so you get the point. The subject is cleaveage. Why would anyone discuss cleaveage, you might ask... Well it's because it's a treasured and beautiful thing that women passively showcase and abuse. In my opinion, in my own mind, women use cleaveage to attract attention like catnip to kittens. Well, newsflash: It works, and that attention might not be the kind you expect. I think in some cases, it can attract undesirable attention, like stalkers, and effectively, rape. Not cool. I know. Not a cool subject. But it's

You
so many times you have tried to break my will , kill my desire to rip out what is left of my heart. through words you steal happiness , through actions you try to hurt, but honey i keep telling you, nothing will ever make me stop caring , stop wanting you completely. i have tried over and over to make you see that you worth the world to me , more than anything other than my kids who are part of me. with out you in my life some way , some how , its not worth living. you think you will hurt me if we are together but you hurt me by being apart. you are where i want to be , where i always will want to be , there in your arms. you know sprout looks up to you , and cares for you too. and my youngest will in time if you let her. why do you run from happiness why do you think you dont deserve it, why let that bitch ruin you , with words , and actions, let it go. reach out and grab life love..... stop closing the door in its face.

Welcome To The Failbox!
Here you will learn about my quirky tendancies and the way I write. Sometimes I write in rant spasms, sometimes deep meaning. To open, I'd like to say a little about me. One day, I started writing poetry. Oh wow, I just noticed how many features this blog has. Holy crap - it's like a free version of Microsoft Word 98 or something. Me likey! Although I don't see auto-correct or typo lines. But whatever. I'm anally retentive about typos. No, that does not mean I retain things in my anus, it's a phrase. You can learn all sorts of phrases from www.youtube.com/hotforwords and possibly even end up staring, cuz that chick is fuckin cute. Anyway, I ended up writing a lot of poetry nonstop, then tried my hand at writing stories, short stories, and songs. I've become adept, in my opinion at writing lyrics especially. No, I can't post them due to possible plagiarism, but possibly though a private message. Well, knowing me I'll end up posting them anyway cuz I have self esteem issues

About Me. Or Something? :)
So I suppose I'll do a little bit about me. I'm a twenty seven year old female with a complex personality. I'm fairly hard to keep up with because my thoughts are in constant free flow. I am completely random at all times. I enjoy laughing, joking and occasionally flirting. BUT I am not looking for someone to sweep me off my feet or charm the pants off of me. I'm strictly here for friends. I know that this site can appear to be much of a popularity contest, but I really couldn't care less about stepping on people just to get my level up. I am glad to help when I can, provided you ask nicely and aren't a complete tool about it. I draw a line at casual flirting and being a complete raunchy arse. Please keep your fu-peen in your pants because I'm not in the least bit interested. I can be sweet and respectful, so long as you return the courtesy. I've had a lot of negativity in my life, and I refuse to have someone belittle, degrade or insult me because it gets their rocks off.

F*$k Life!
Why does life have to be so screwed up? Honestly, what did I do to deserve all that is going on in my life? I know some say that you are dealt a hand of cards and your life will go how you play them, if you don't play them you lose them.. which seems to be happening to me. I have had a pretty rough life the past 6yrs, when i was 19 I moved out of my parents house and was jumping from place to place not knowing where I would be staying each night and partying all the time(which was fun at the time). All I did was drink and do pills. I finally moved up to GA with family and thought I had met a nice guy who was in the army until I moved in with him and he started to abuse me. Then I met my ex-husband, who was the sweetest most caring guy I had ever met in my life, and actually treated me with respect. We moved into together with a friend of his, things were great in the beginning we were happy and I loved him with all of my heart, I fell fast and hard. Met his family which accepted me wi

Siege
We are under siege where I live at the moment, armed policeman running round everywhere looking for one man who is leading them on a merry dance. They hae even drafted 100s of police in from elsewhere. Jesus Christ this guy is 6ft 2" built like a bloody brick shithouse and is ugly as sin .... it isn't as if he doesn't stand out! Funny shite!

Reapers_resurrections Memorial Services
Reapers_Resurrection passed away on Saturday, July 3rd, at approximately 5pm. He had a heart attack at home and was pronounced by EMS. Please remember Reapers! He was such a good man... And he liked Fubar!!! Leave any statements, condolences, and best wishes for his wife... I will give it to her... Reapers_Resurrections - A chance for you to talk about him http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73453

The Truth Hurts
back from vacation. eye opening experience. had a great time. enjoyed self but learned a hard truth. I was blessed for awhile with a wife and a good wife. My depression fucked it all up. Now it is lost. Being just friends does not work. I would rather be alone. Since I love with everything I had yet my sickness depression got the best of my I think it is time to live that new life the "Acceptance" phase. I do not think I could ever love again with heart soul mind and sprit. So on with a lonely life with my family nearby Mom (overprotective, worring, and always nagging), Danielle (good heart, lives her onw life, i like that about her, her two daughter which i am just an uncle to so i know how that is), My one friend John who I blow off regularly. I plan to do some artwork stone, glass, ect. Go on fun vacations, roller costers, disney ect). It is hard to face the truth but we all must do it, thank the (universe, god, yourself) for what you have. Blame only yourself for what yo

Coming Home
I close my eyes and like a picture I see your faceSo vivid, so real with that sparkle in your eyesAs I stare I’m being drawn to a safer placeOut of harms way and higher then any skiesMy angel, I’m coming home to youI see your smile; I feel the warmth from youAs you look back at me, looking into my soulKnowing you’ve found a love, a love so trueA love that’s forever been out of our controlAnd I know my Angel I’m coming home to youI feel a gentle breeze as you whisper my nameAs it sweeps over my face and brings me to lifeThe spark you gave me once has turned into a flameIt will burn for an eternity even after I’ve lived my lifeBecause in the end my angel I’m coming home to you

Forever One
Two different minds, yet so much alikeWe’re always in each other thoughtsWe share our dreams, they’re so alikeAnd we know we’ll be forever oneTwo separate hearts in each otherBut always beating as oneWith the love we share for one anotherTogether they will be forever oneTwo souls deeply seeded inside of usWith emotions so pure, so strongNothing could ever come between usOur love will make us forever one

Why Do People Run Away To The Circus?
I mean, why the circus? isn't there somewhere better to run away to, like possibly disneyland to ride all the rides free forever, to the mall where they can live in the ceiling and become a mall ninja and steal anything awesome, or even playboy mansion, where they get all of the free porn they want with no parental blocks. But no, they want to run away to the circus where they are peeped on by a bunch of drunken clowns who smell like beef jerky and cheese, where their job is to shovel elephant shit because their kids and they have no fucking talent other then entertaining a few pedophilic tightrope artists. why do you think they wear such tight tights? so their junk has no room to grow when they see all the little kids, sick high flying pricks, and when it's all over, you have a 40 year old man who's scarred beyond repair, who is freakishly scared of clowns, and they have no teeth from eating so much fucking popcorn. now think about it and let me know your insights. thanks for reading

Randomness
I closed my eyes and dreamed of you like many nights before except you stopped and looked at me it knocked me to the floor I saw the look upon your face a silent, empty stare it sent a shiver down my spine that cold and hardened glare I could not breathe, I could not move felt stranded in my skin I could not run, I could not hide you found your way in I tried to scream, I tried to shout instead there came no sound save me from this beastly dream where I am strictly bound

Peens
Today I will: change the sink faucet at 9.5 months pregnant work a full time job running a coffee company raise a 13 year old live on 3 hours of sleep clean up the trail of shit you left behind make the bed go grocery shopping make dinner put the strollers away clean out the garage move all the tools you have left all over the house move a dresser tidy up before maids come... oh and to top it all off GROW YOUR DEMON SPAWN Thank you for your help ME THE 9.5 MONTH FETUS CARRIER PS THIS IS A FUCK YOU JEFF NOTE THAT I NEEDED TO GET OFF MY CHEST THAT IS ALL

Why...(06/28/10)
why hath the fates need to play cruel games on me, showing me true love and taking it away within a moments time of a day.what wrongs have I must done in a former life to be treated so heinously in matters of love and heart.why hath my heart be wrenched to and fro like a long boat in a raging storm.what is my purpose in this all, this charade of life and love.why hath my heart be born to always love knowing it shall be torn asunder.what is the reasoning in this madness, this fixation to love and be loved.why hath i fallen for she, she who fits me like no other has or ever will.what have i done to deserve to find the one to give me a happiness no other can bring me, and yet cant wholly have.why hath i been forsaken to love she, she who is my heart, she who is my twinflame, my mate.what must i endure further to be graced with her love again, if i will ever be graced by her presence again.soon, the kiss of steel will beckon unto me, calling me to share in its embrace. soon, oh so very soo

Lost In Your Eyes (06/17/10)
Your eyes are like an abyss, but not one to fear; but rather to embrace and hold dear. Its easy to get lost in your sight;for that's when my heart and soul take flight.Your gaze is hypnotic and puts me in a loving trance; when we get home our hearts, minds, bodies and souls will forever dance.

Wrong Completion (01/22/10)
When was it that it went wrong,Where was it that we lost the song,For many a sleepless night we'd share,For we had to each other, our lives, our souls to bare,Cast out into the gloomy dark alone,Wandering into the same great void I had always known,A gaping, petulant hole thrust into me,Emptiness, a void for all who care to see,Leave me in silence, suffering eternally and internallyFor she, the one that I thought once completed me.

Once, What Was (01/21/10)
Once, what was found within my arms is now found in others,Once, what was privileged unto me, is now gifted to another,Once, what was whole, now bleeds from a seething wound,Once, what was mine has been stripped away from thee,Once, what was unforgettable has now faded into nothingness,Once, what was standing tall and whole now lays broken and bleeding,Once, what was filled with joy is now a vast void darkness,Once, what was given a sense of completion now stands shattered,Once, what was wonderful now hurts with an unimaginable pain,Once, what was a man is now a broken boy left crying,Once, what was filled with love is now filled with a sorrow only a steel kiss can cure...

Visionry (11/18/09)
Once the wind carried a whispered name, sending fleeting thoughts within my head;Wondering where she is instead, I rather her to be within my arms but i awake she was just a dream;A night of fancy indulged delight, brought to me a great and terrible fright, my dream was real, a vision brought to me shared with she I could see no more;Years of five had passed and nothing naught of love came to me, alone i was i felt outcast, in my head a burden dream of my past;How was it I continued on, when a lone misery was brought with each new dawn;Then once the morning broke, misery hadnt gone from me only took time to show a scene to me;a twisted car of metal wreckage, pillared house of white and aged brick, she who cried and wailed, a loss of life she knew to well;Years of ten had passed, when upon the net i met at last, she who cried upon a phone for life lost in years gone;Visions made real, misery left no longer needing company, left me to be with she, she who is my Visionry.

The Goddess (05/08/09)
The nights were gloomy and daunting, then at last the clouds part ways revealing the ray of guidance i seek.She shall always shine love down upon me, blessing me with her light. her wisdom is infinite, beauty unsurpassed and knowledge unknowable.Though with all the patience of a mother she guides me towards more than i can be, more than i am.In all my humbleness, I kneel and raise my hands up to her to feel my life blessed by her light guiding me on my onward journey.For she is The Lady of the Night and my Goddess

Dreams Of A Haunted Man (10/21/07)
When has life gone too far in rending ones emotions asunder. The Fates playing their role as creators of destiny, all but at the flip of the divine coin deciding as to what happens.Heart and mind seek love and loyalty, all while spirit and body seek connection and desire. Many come forward only rousing body and mind, leaving the heart to long for what it awaits and leaves the spirit alone confined within solitude.Many cycles have passed seeking for what can not be found, longing for what can not be felt, desiring what can not be had. Feeling alone and desolate. No one knowing the pain that fills and eats away the soul, eats away my life.When shall my lady come to me, when shall The Goddess ease my suffering. Where is she, she that haunts my memories, my dreams, my life

Who? How? This Is Who And How
HI! I HOPE YOU'RE HAVING A GOOD DAY! HOW ABOUT A LITTLE PAY IT FORWARD? HERE ARE A FEW PEOPLE THAT I COULD THINK OF AT THE TIME THAT COULD USE JUST A LITTLE HELP IN THEIR LEVELING. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ALSO POST YOURSELF IF YOU NEED HELP AND ARE VERY CLOSE IN SOME WAY!! PLEASE BE REALISTIC! THANKS! LETS GIVE OUT A HELPING HAND! BY THE WAY, I NEVER SELL MY ABILITY POINTS, I GIVE THEM TO ANYONE WHO NEEDS THEM, EVEN IF I DONT KNOW THE PERSON.. SO IF YOU EVER COME ACROSS ANYONE WHO NEEDS THEM, FEEL FREE TO GIVE ME A HOLLER! AND A BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE OF YOU WHO PIMP ME FOR SIMPLY BEING MY FRIEND AS WELL AS BOMB ME OR HELP IN OTHER WAYS! I HOPE YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE ALL YOU DO!! THESE 3 ONLY NEED FANS TO LEVEL SO PLEASE FAN THEM OR REFAN THEM IF YOU ALREADY HAVE THEM FANNED ie UNFAN THEN FAN THEM AGAIN (I GUESS THIS IS WORKING??) justsmurfit@ fubar Star@ fubar DJ BORN N RAISED Club DPR@ fubar THIS ONE ONLY NEEDS 1 PIMPOUT TO LEVEL UP DJ SinFulRedAngelA

About Vampires
I know there's a link to these FAQs of mine (which, yes, I did write) on another blog in my About Me section, but I'm posting them here, too - if any of you will actually read it. Now, I’m not posting these in hopes that you’ll all of a sudden believe me, or that you’ll squeal in delight and fawn all over me. I don’t care about that, actually. It’s not all that important to me. What is important to me (and, to an extent, the vampire community, itself), is that those who may be interested in it, or confused about it, can read these FAQs and gain a better understanding, a better knowledge, about what it’s actually like to be a Real Vampire. You don’t have to accept that we’re real. You don’t have to believe. That’s entirely up to you and your brain. But, maybe, after reading these FAQs, you might walk away with a better grasp about us, and who we are. I’m going to start this off with a quote from someon

So, I Had A Dream The Other Night . . .
(Like anyone cares, but anyway … ) In this dream, my gf and I were still living in our apartment, but we were housing a bunch of midgets, too. We didn’t, like, adopt them or anything … we were just “holding” them until their, uh … rightful owners could come get them. (I think they were lost or something … it wasn’t entirely clear) :-/ … Anyway, my gf pulled out a wad of money from her pocket and sat it on the end table, then headed into the bathroom. I walked into the kitchen to start dinner. I turn around to glance back into the living room, and the midgets were trying to gobble down the money. I don’t mean “gobble down” as a metaphor for them trying to steal it. I mean “gobble down” as in “they were trying to eat the fucking money.” So, I rushed back into the living room and screamed, “STOP EATING THE MONEY! STOP IT! QUIT EATING THE MONEY!” There was a

Sunscreen
"Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of *2010 … If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice … now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth — oh nevermind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before you, and how fabulous you really looked. You’re not as fat as you imagine. Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind — the kind that blindside you at 4pm on

Please Stop Interchanging Words . . .
A few things lately have been really bothering me … and I’ve been seeing it more and more online. It’s the mixing up, or interchanging of words, that do not mean the same thing. Let’s start with the two most common I see everywhere - Misogyny and Sexism. Sexism (or being Sexist), is a bias toward a person based on their gender. It’s not just, or always, men being biased toward women. There are plenty of female sexists in the world. Misogyny, in its basest form, is the hatred of women. Which usually includes violence toward women. And it’s not just limited to men hating women — one can be a woman, and hate other women. (This type of misogyny is a bit more rare, of course.) (Also, let’s not forget the term Misandry - which is, at its basest form, a hatred of men.) Let me also say that while misogyny always involves sexism, sexism does not always involve misogyny. (The same with misandry - it always involves s

Omegle Fun - "cannibal Socks"
(I’m “You”, of course … ) —— Connecting to server… You’re now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi! Stranger: hi You: I think my socks are trying to eat me … Stranger: Wow.. how did this come about You: Everytime I put on a pair, they seem to get bigger. Just slightly, mind you. But noticeable. You: I don’t know WHY my socks think I may be a good food. You: I don’t think I taste all that great. Stranger: Maybe socks like that type of thing You: My socks seem to have a foot fetish, then. You: And a leg fetish. You: Pretty soon, it’ll be a knee fetish. You: I wonder if it’s the hair on my legs or something. Maybe they need floss. Come to think of it, I have noticed the hair on my legs thinning everytime I remove my socks … Stranger: D: Stranger: Creeeeeeeeepy. You: Tell me about it. You: At least they haven’t started talking to me like my boxer shorts do. You: Damned th

Omegle Fun - "um"
(Yes, I am "You", and this is one of my favorites … ) — Connecting to server… Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on. You’re now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi! Stranger: aaaaaaaand…..go! You: You know what I never want to experience? Being anal probed by aliens. You: I’ve heard that it’s rather uncomfortable, to say the least. You: Of course, I guess it could all depend on the size of the anal probe … Stranger: um…. Your conversational partner has disconnected.

Nonsense, Yay!.
One bright day, in the middle of the night Two dead boys got up to fight. Back to back, they faced each other, Drew their swords, and shot each other. A deaf policeman heard the noise, And went right out and got those boys. If you don’t believe my lie is true … Ask the blind man - he saw it, too.

Relationships And Communication . . .
I want to talk to you for a bit about communication, in regards to a relationship. I’m going to start off here by bragging, just a bit. This isn’t something I do often - talk about the relationship my gf and I have - because, normally, it isn’t anyone’s business. But, I’m going t o right now to prove a small point. Just bear with me. My gf and I have, for lack of a better word, an almost perfect relationship. It’s due to the fact that we talk, we communicate. About everything. There are no secrets between us, really. Now, I’m not talking about typical “secrets” like Christmas or birthday presents, or a surprise “Taking you out for dinner” type of thing. Now, we probably both have little secrets about our pasts that we haven’t talked about (everybody has tiny little secrets). But, if we haven’t talked about them, or if they haven’t been mentioned, it’s because they will not, a

Cutting Article . . .
(I found this on the website myyearbook.com. It’s a very good, and informative, article about cutting. And it needs to be read. It clears up a lot of misconceptions - misconceptions that *I* am quite tired of, myself - about cutting.) ——— Kate Heath: Why I Cut Kate tries to bring some perspective on self-mutilation; what it is and why some people do it? I’ve never been good at being “emotional.” In fact, for most of my life I’ve tried to stay away from any sort of drama associated with feelings or confrontations with others. Not to say that I’m not assertive, it’s just that I never thought it was important to react to everything with what I perceived as wasted passion. I’d say what I thought about a situation and that would be that. There was no sob story and no battle. I was always the type more likely to bottle up my emotions than let them pour freely. However, there came a time in my life when I was

A Very Short Rant
I have a hard time trusting, or even respecting someone, who never reads. Someone who absolutely refuses to ever pick up a book and read it … I am uncomfortable around people like that. Because it’s the epitome of laziness and ignorance, in my opinion. And I don’t wanna hear “But I never have TIME to read!” Bullshit. You MAKE time. You’re only on this planet for a short time, anyway … make use of it. This very short rant was brought to you by me.

Ridiculous Phrases . . .
A phrase I’m seeing all over peoples' profiles on the internet that is really beginning to piss me off: “If you can’t handle me at my worst, you don’t deserve me at my best.” This phrase is a steaming pile of horseshit. Why? Because some people can NOT be handled at their worst, because their worst is deeply horrifying. True, it probably started out with the intention of meaning, “Don’t walk out on me just because I’m having a bad day,” but that is NOT what it’s come to mean. From what I’ve been seeing, it means, “I’m a horrible person and a complete twat, and I know that, but I’m going to use this phrase to excuse my shitty behavior and label YOU as an ‘asshole’ if you leave.” This is beyond selfish, and beyond ridiculous. Want to know what one of my exes was like at her “worst”? Beating on me, every fucking day, when she was in a bad mood. And don&rsquo

For Those Of You Who Think It Would Be "awesome" To Be A Vampire . . .
Pay attention: It’s not, really. Not most of the time; and not unless you have a donor whom you can feed from on a regular basis. When you can’t feed on a regular basis, you become weak. I mean that in both a literal and metaphorical sense. You just don’t have the same strength you did before. Your energies are haywire, you can’t focus or concentrate on things like you once did, or should be able to. You become lethargic a lot of the time. You want to sleep a lot, whether you need it or not, because you just can’t think of other things you really want to do. And, sometimes, you end up sleeping away more hours than you are awake. You become lonely and disassociated from people, real easy. You just don’t have the strength or energy to go out and meet people, make new friends. Which is a wonderful fuck-up, since the only way you’ll be able to feed or get a donor is by going out and meeting people and making new friends. Also,

Friend
"I don’t care if you’re an atheist, a christian, a buddhist, agnostic, a wiccan, or any of those other religions. I don’t care if you’re gay, lesbian, bisexual, trans, or anything like that. I don’t care if you’re black, white, latino, or any other race. I don’t care. As long as you’re nice and just an all around amazing person, I will be your friend."

People . . . People, Please . . .
I know most of you out there are pretty smart … but for the love of everything good and filled with candy, pick up a dictionary, and a grammar book! I see these mistakes EVERYWHERE - even from people who I believe to be highly intelligent. (Yes, I know some of you have dyslexia, or some form of it, or some learning disorder … but NOT all of you.) These rules are NOT hard to remember. They’re really not. ~~~~ Follow along with me, now: There - A distance; a place; a point in action/thought, etc. Example: “See that car over there?” “There are seven ducks here, when I only asked for six!” “Well, I’ll just stop there, and let you mull it over a bit.” Their - Possessive Example: Their car. Their house. “Who left their wallet here, with all this money in it?” They’re - Contraction of “They” and “Are”. Example: “They’re not coming tonight.” &l

Something I Can Never Have
this song is how I feel right now..There's someone I love very much...and this is for her... I still recall the taste of your tears Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep Anymore You make this all go away You make this all go away I'm down to just one thing And i'm starting to scare myself You make this all go away You make this all go way I just want something You give me something I can never have You always were the one to show me how Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now This thing is slowly taking me apart Gray would be the colour if I had a heart Come on, tell me You make this all go away You make this all go away I'm down to just one thing And I'm starting to scare myself You make this all go away You make this all go away I just want something I just want something I can never have In this place it seems like such a shame

I Think...
Im going to start be a lil more social on here outside of the mumms, I mean this IS a social site, right? SO prepare to start getting tired of me, and to those that already are tired of me, prepare to start getting MORE tired of me.

Falling In Love
This is who I am. I have my own beliefs. It's what I've learned growing up in a world where love is thrown away every single day. I am morally challenged and I find it a good thing actually. If I keep getting knocked down I realize that if we fall we must learn to rise. I have a theory in which I say there are three c's. You have to be calm, cool and collected. If you are calm then know that you are aware of what you are doing no matter how tough the situation is. The cool is you never turn to violence even if the person had hurt you. Know that they are human as well. It sounds pacifistic and chickenish but the good guys that had not retaliated were the ones who made the biggest difference out there. Collected are the thoughts that you keep and even no matter how awkward or clumsy the situation gets there's always something to follow up in your head. Life is that unplanned and unpaid adventure you book one and you might not end up where you want to but if you have something that c

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I have many friends on this site that I care about, however, if I don't know you at all, and you jump in my sb, mumms, blogs or status complaining to me about your life, I may show a little empathy, but should I really care?

Only The Good Stuff Goes Here.
I think this blog is going to only be for good things. And even though my life is currently a massive tangle of stress and worry there are still a few good things. The first good thing is that I met a guy at a bar a few weeks ago. he was on a date with some redhead and I was drinking my hate away with a girlfriend. The bartender kept asking me to pass his food and plates and whatever to him. I was nice about it and made a couple of jokes. later he was paying his check and he started talking to me. i asked where his date went and he said she went to save them a spot at the next bar. But this was a set up date and he wasn't into her. i jokingly said, "yea we were like what is he doing with her?" next thing you know he's telling me he's going to Denver for a few months but he wants my number because he'll be back. My girlfriend was shocked at how that all went down and I felt like I was some really hot, man stealing bitch. But then i didn't hear from him and i felt like an asshole. But I

I'm Not One To Take Pleasure In Others Misfortunes, But....
HA HA LINDSAY LOHAN! I'm so sick and tired of celebrities thinking they are above the law. Lindsay Lohan was just sentenced to 90 days in jail for violating her probation in her DUI case, followed by a 90-day inpatient rehab program Judge Marsha Revel sentenced LiLo after an incredulous prosecutor, Danette Meyers, told the judge that Lohan has been thumbing her nose at the court.The evidence was loud and clear today -- Lindsay violated probation by failing to attend her alcohol ed classes based on the schedule set by the judge. There were lots of excuses, but ultimately they didn't fly.The judge said there was a pattern of violations since Lindsay was placed on probation in 2007 following her plea bargain in her DUI case.Lindsay broke down as she addressed the court, telling the judge, "I did the best I could."Lindsay dissolved into tears when the judge imposed the sentence.Lohan must surrender on July 20 in Judge Revel's court.UPDATE: Sheriff's spokesperson Steve Whitmore just e

Treating Yourself With A Pair Of Uggs
Ugg boots are the most encouraging things in this season to many fashionable people, especially the beautiful Bailey Button Ugg boots, Classic tall or short ugg boots, Cardy ugg boots and so on. All of them are so attactive. The genuine Uggs are made of authentic Australian sheep wool and are handmade, making them all the more valuable. When the Ugg boots first seen on the fashion scene they were being worn by celebrities as they were comfortable to wear. But now Uggs has chosen to expand their range of footwear not just for women, but also for men and kids. Today no longer are you restricted to buying the more traditional form of Ugg that were first being worn by sheep farmers, pilots and surfers alike. Many more styles are available to young people. This is a sign of fashion and beauty. In winter they are the most popular footwear. If you are thinking to purchase a pair of ugg boots, I’d like to suggest you to start searching for your perfect pair before they’ll be sold

Summer Fruits For Fabulous Skin!
Summer fruits for Fabulous! 1.Erase wrinkles with PAPAYA! This exotic summer fruit contains an enzyme called papain, which softens and revitalizes the skin when absorbed, says Sophie Benge, author of The Tropical Spa. "And because the fruit is also a gentle exfoliant that removes layers of dead skin cells, wrinkles become much less noticeable with every application!" Make your own...Papaya Skin Smoothing Mask! What you'll need: 1. ripe papaya (the acid is too strong in the unripe fruit) ------------------------------------------------------------------ 1. Peel and remove the seeds from the papaya. 2. Chop the fruit into small pieces, place in a blender and puree until smooth. 3. Apply to a clean face and neck. 4. Relax for 15 minutes, then rinse off with warm water. Keeps for: Two days if stored in the fridge. Fast fix: Alba Hawaiian Papaya Enzyme Facial Mask, $12.99. 2. Clear blemishes with STRAWBERRIES! "Strawberries are naturally loaded with salicylic acid, the k

The Problem With The Future Is It Keeps Becoming The Present
Jul 6, '10 1:00 PMfor everyone Barack Obama is from the future! Before you dismiss that as tabloid fodder, I think it would explain a few things … in a climate where the occupant of the Oval Office can be accused (and has been) of everything from being the spawn of Satan to a modern messiah, it would explain WHY a birth certificate hasn’t been found or produced for him if he hasn’t been born yet, it would explain his gaffe during the 2008 campaign that he’d been to all 57 states (last I checked, we still have 50) and it would even explain what seem to be gaps in his knowledge of public policy and let’s be honest, tact. Few individuals within the time they live are especially knowledgeable about the nuts-and-bolts of how their world works, and fewer still could technically apply it if you figuratively dropped them in a wilderness. Okay, now that I’ve profoundly offended the easily offended (I’ve viewed some ongoing debat

A Scene From A Story
I am in a restaurant with my Master beside me......we are with a group of vanilla friends and family....but we only have eyes for each other....i am trying to concentrate on the conversation but Master is distracting me ...under the table......of course i started it by teasing his cock with my fingers as i chatted with the others like nothing was happening...enjoying the feel of his cock getting harder and harder ... then i glance over to him with an evil smile on my lips and now i am paying for it....Masters hand is between my legs and is pulling my skirt up higher and higher under the table....i am grateful for the long table clothes ...lol... he finally gets my skirt up high enough to slide his hand under it. he knows i am not wearing panties because he told me not to. my pussy is soaking wet just from touching him. i am doing pretty well to this point keeping up with the conversation........i look over at Master and see the evil look in his eyes and know that i am in for it now....

Ode To A "b"
As I sit here, I reflect on all the good things that start with the letter B. Bed Books Boobs Beer Blu-ray Bondage Bars (not the iron kind) Blondes Brunettes Babes Boobs (they are so nice they get listed twice) Bagels Breakfast Bacon (not the Canadian kind though, that's just ham) Blogs Burritos and other B things...

Socialist▬▬●ΑΘΕΟΣ
Blogging Buffoon Activated Okay I am bored as fuck so figured I would write a quick blog on random nothingness. First bout of non-socialistic random nothingness…Yes I was messing with a few people on here and real life friends that when they would say happy independence day I would say I will be celebrating on December 6th, sadly, and more expectedly many had no idea what I was referring to.Well the whole July 4th is the Americans… whites succeeding and getting independence from Britain. So why would I celebrate it? I mean even when America got its independence slavery was still legal and thus they were not free, nor independent. So December 6th is when the 13th amendment abolishing slavery was adopted into law, and thus is the day they gained independence…Or February 3rd, 1870, when the fifteenth amendment passed that said a citizens race, color, previous condition of servitude etc could not be a factor for them having the right to vote…. But okay.Okay..

But I Can't!
But I Can’t! If I could act I’d be up on the silver screen! But then, this means, Privacy would be just a dream. If I could fly I would be away to the Moon! And yes, this means, Learn how to breathe in a vacuum. If I could create I would make a world all my own! Of course, this means, You would have to call me a God! Oh, If I could! Imagine the possibilities! Yes, If I could. But, I can’t! 2007 Gadfly Publications

Happy New Year (an Acrostic)
Happy New Year (An Acrostic Poem) How Humans now celebrate the Winter Solstice And herald a new three hundred sixty five days Perhaps they go skiing, or just for a drive Party till dawn, oh, there are so many ways You’d have been a year older, in olden days Now we have football all the day through Excitement and movies, always sumthin’ new We’d have been a year older, in olden days You wait in the morning for the Rose Parade Eat, drink and be merry for one more off day At the mercy of weather, or inside and warm Revealing these years are more modern days 2010 Gadfly Publications

The Bill Of Rights
In the days of The Patriot Act and Illegal domestic wire tapping, I decided to take another look at the Bill of Rights. In doing so, I learned some things I had forgotten, but it also seemed to me that things have become a bit messed up. This is my tongue-in-cheek review of our rights! The Bill of Rights was ratified by citizens in these states, But, see, now there is a problem Today, it’s the world we face. There are ten things Gov. cannot do, They are spelled out for everyone. For now, these rights are set in stone. Let’s review them, one by one. The right to worship where you dare is the Number One protection. Arab, Jew or the Satanist; Free from undo persecution. But when their Gods tell them to kill we will hunt the sinners down. We’ll even fight in foreign lands and bomb them into the ground. It also says to speak your mind! It was next on Jefferson’s slate. But, please, don’t utter the wrong words, No obscenities from yo

I Have Cut The Ties Of Foes And Allies.
there is no good way of explaining the backbiting lack of talent and passion that some have been using against me lately. even those who would confess to being supporters and worthy of being part of the good fight are middle weight to say the least. with an enormous box of ammunition in my mind to take down anyone who would assume a duel with me, i feel sorry for them. i feel sorry for the so called friends who are trying to make a story out of my story to enhance their "fan base" my nephew at only 2 asked for a painting..so i made one for him today. he's a true ally. hes family. hes blood! hes truth! already stronger in his mind than some who have been projecting their mental girth on me and others. the sons of a bitches who want to fire at me should take heed and realize to use the entire clip and aim well. i am still fat but agile and when it comes to mental attacks...im the blob. from the enemys to the allies..i see a great combining of the 2 lately. i am not for sale b

My Poetry
MY ONE A wild heart beats in my breast, Longing to be tamed. Waiting for One strong enough. Waiting to be claimed. A lonely wind blows through my soul. I feel so incomplete. The empty place within my heart, Echoes with it's plea. It yearns for One who's strong and bold, Yet loving as can be. One who'll take me to my heights, And then set me free. Free to feel his loving arms, Catch me when i fall. Free to answer with a smile, To his gentle call. One who'll whisper his command, Sweetly in my ear. One who's words caress my soul, "Would you kneel for me, Dear?" One who's hand is strong and firm, Yet willing to caress. What other answer could I give, But a softly whispered, "YES" W/B Ylva

I'm Sorry, I'm Just Not Good Enough... Now Don't Argue With Me...
First things first: 1. I am not writing this in vengeance 2. I do not want you to try to convince me I'm wrong, EVERY person that has tried to BOOST my ego from here has destroyed it again - hence this blog. 3. I really just need to vent this out, and bless you if you read it because you'll end up knowing me deeper than anyone has ever tried. Please don't leave "comments" on this, i'll just end up deleting them. Ok, show of hands. Who among us has been picked on (a LOT) when in school? Who has trusted people that you found out too little too late didn't deserve that trust? Who has believed someone when they were told "I love you" by someone who "doesn't just say things like that,"and has "really been hurt" by love in the past? If you answered "no" to any of these, please don't pass judgment until you have walked a mile in our shoes. And furthermore, if you have CAUSED pain to another by doing any of these things, hopefully this will inspire you to do the right and honorable

Gifted Boobs
4:50pm stephenbis...: hiya 4:51pm Suga Lips: hi 4:51pm stephenbis...: busy? 4:52pm Suga Lips: Not at this moment 4:52pm stephenbis...: busty? 4:52pm Suga Lips: heh..cute 4:53pm stephenbis...: s,m,l, or XL? 4:53pm Suga Lips: My bra doesn't come in that kind of size, sorry 4:53pm stephenbis...: what size do you wear? 4:54pm Suga Lips: You know..I thought at age 40, people have developed some class. But I guess it's never too late to act like a child 4:54pm stephenbis...: ? 4:55pm stephenbis...: I am into D/s, most women who are into it also, tend to be younger. 4:55pm Suga Lips: I don't get what was so hard to understand about what I said. Do you go around asking strangers their bra size often or am I "special"? 4:56pm stephenbis...: you have a remarkable bust.

The Golden Rule
http://fubar.com/blog/328015/1121489 Please read this carefully. This is not a joke. I see this happen daily and you come to support frantic and expect us to put out your fire. DO NOT GIVE ANYONE ACESSS TO YOUR ACCOUNT! This means DO NOT give anyone one your login info, password, etc. If you do, you are asking for trouble. DO NOT GIVE ANYONE YOUR PASSWORD OR LOG IN! You are the ONLY one that should access your account. This is in our terms of service and is for your benefit. Read 1 and 2 until it is CRYSTAL CLEAR! This is some of the stuff you open yourself up to. -that dude you were fuengaged to who bombed for you while you were at work. He will give your password out to his other girl and she will get jealous and you two will start war. If you are stupid enough to allow someone into your account, then you are probably stupid enough to allow that person to buy bling. That dude will buy his sanchita some bling packs, and you will come crying to support that you were

Clay Walker - She Won't Be Lonely Long
Somethin bout the way she’s wearing her dress a little tighter Somethin bout the way she’s starin, she’s lookin to start a fire Somethin bout the way she’s dancin and drinkin chill patron If she’s lonely now she won’t be lonely long Heaven help the fool who did her wrong It’s too late, too bad, she’s too far gone He should’ve thought of that before he left her all alone If she’s lonely now, she won’t be lonely long Somethin bout the way she’s blushin you can tell she isn’t sure Let you know she’s up to something she’s never done before Tonight she wants to hold a stranger but not the one at home If she’s lonely now she won’t be lonely long Heaven help the fool who did her wrong It’s too late, too bad, she’s too far gone He should’ve thought of that before he left her all alone If she’s lonely now, she won’t be lonely long If I had a woman like that Man I&r

Boost Your Metabolism In 24 Hours!
Boost your metabolism in 24 hours! The latest research shows that loading your menu with these "fat-burning" foods can shift your metabolism into high gear, helping you burn calories up to 30% faster. Can't them all? Don't worry--consuming even a few of them daily will help keep your fat-burning engine humming all day long! 1. Optimize fat burning with this! A yummy" creamsicle" smoothie! (whip 1 peeled orange with 1/2 cup yogurt and 1/2 cup low-fat milk in a blender.) The drink has super-slimming powers, thanks to two fat-burning nutrients: calcium and vitamin C! The proof: People who consume plenty of vitamin-C-rich citrus burn up to 30% more fat. And dairy's calcium helps block a fat storing hormone called calcitrol. 2. Downsize fat cells with a soy snack! Although edamame (baby soybeans) are low in calories, they're packed with protein (11 g. per 1/2 cup)--and eating protein burns more calories because it's harder to digest than carbs or fat! Bonus: Research suggest that

Flying A Bit Too High....
successfully blocked user! sending you back home. well if you were my friends dad and i would have caught you looking you'd either be in jail very soon or your daughter would hate you for the rest of your life because ONLY A EXTREMELY MENTALLY FUCKED DAUGHTER likes the idea of her dad checking out her friends sexually. get a fucking clue and start respecting women more and not seem like a nasty pedophile rapist. you might even want to look for women that are your age, they might want to put up with the stupid insecure crap of yours or cut your dick off right away, to all the other womens pleasure. oh and one more advice, put up a pic of yourself when you open your filthee mouth already to talk this much fucking bullshit, preferrably a pic of you shooting yourself...... stoneguy sent you a shot of Sweet Piece of Ass "if u were mY daughters friend.. i would have looked....oh boy" nope, never happened. or i just never noticed it....im happy i did not then oh boy.... stoneguy sen

The Online Translator Pt 1
successfully blocked user Mmm, you're so kinky!=== 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:23:47'..>> > > well if you slap me in the face with it i will 1. not even see it and 2. not even feel it so who cares if it looks like a mosquito bite...whats make up for? > > === 'Vortex of Misery' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:21:24'..> >> > I will slap you in the face with it. If you try to call the cops on me I'll just tell them that mark on your cheek is a mosquito bite! Who's gonna feel silly then?> > > > > > === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:18:54'..> > >> > > great. small dick, small chance, small expectations...> > > > > > > > > === 'Vortex of Misery' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:17:18'..> > > >> > > > That will work!!! > > > > > > > > See i'm easy to please!> > > > > > > > > > > > === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:15:25'..> > > > >> > > > > bang? with what?> > > > > > > > > > want me

A Night With You
I dreamed of this day, where everything was perfect and nothing could go wrong It was a beautiful mid-summer night we were in a dark secluded place there we stood the night was beautiful the stars were plentiful the fire works were beautiful there we stared into the night you were with me Dinner was amazing the cozy restaurant was perfect the pillows made it even more welcoming as I sat next to you the world was perfect talking to you enjoying the wine touching you ever so lightly

Mr Dave
ERROR: sorry, the users permissions don't allow you to message them. === 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 14:55:12'.. Don't talk to me ugly girl .. your fam is right , you're ugly i do but i don't give it out to strangers, sorry :P=== 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 14:51:41'.. Im sure you're very hot in real life ... Do you have yahoo babe ? well i personally would say no...then again i barely find me "yummy" in my pics either...so I dunno, probably not...ask around i'm sure tehy can tell you i'm pretty ugly in real life...like on cam or something...like ask my fam they are honest about it i'm sure....=== 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 13:43:34'.. are you as yummy as the pics in real life ? yeah its just pics you are right, but thanks, I'm a good pic taker it seems :)=== 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 13:41:38'.. very yummy from the pics

~~hosting My 1st Auction~~
Im gonna be hosting my 1st auction that will start July 11th and end on July 18th...If u wanna be in it, plz send me a PM titled "Auction" with the pic U would like to use/ ur offers and I will take it from there..There is NO entry fee to join either..I will not tolerate any drama, if it happens, I will take u out and block you from my page..NO EXCEPTIONS!!! I will be updating this as the week goes on...any ??'s plz leave them in the blog comments..ty everyone xoxoxo

Feet Crazy
ERROR: sorry, the users permissions don't allow you to message them. === 'Feet Crazy' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:31:54'.. yupp..............your a CUNT === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:28:44'.. yupp === 'Feet Crazy' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:17:44'.. typical === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:15:47'.. nope, sorry === 'Feet Crazy' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 13:54:33'.. u making my feet salute?

Why Is The So Many Cowboys On Fubar
This for all you cowboys and poser like them. Just because you got COWBOY in your name doesnt make you one. Why cant you be yourself? Is it becasue you cant let the real person out. All you posers think i am cowboy let me ride you. well the village had a more real cowboy than you. Get a life and try to be yourself. for the real cowboys and cowgirls more power to you. you all got my respect, but for the posers take a flying leap off my fu$* stick and get a life. I am tired of seeing perverted faggots like you. so if you think your a real cowboy or girl ask the real ones first.

Jimmy Bufffet's Brain Must Be Pickled
I’ve heard it said that ignorance is the most expensive commodity we make. And it is no more evident then with another entertainer who when he opens his mouth shows his ignorance. That latest show of ignorance comes from the old man from margaritaville, Jimmy Buffet. Instead of just singing about getting drunk, like it seems he stays all the time, he’s going around and blaming Bush for the oil spill. If only entertainers would do what they do best, entertain, instead trying to act intelligent then they wouldn’t makes fools of themselves. Drink a beer Jimmy, don’t talk, just sing instead of acting foolish. For more of his ignorance if you care to read it http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/07/06/jimmy-buffet-organizes-gulf-benefit-blames-bush-spill/ BlastFM is a music station you can count on for consistent great sounds. It’s there for you 24/7 @ www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm &nbs

Tues July 6th
GOAL: weigh 185 by my birthday oct 9th, quit smoking and drinking coffee on a regular basis WEIGHT: 223 lbs... lost 7 pounds since thurs weigh in at dr :D LAST CIGGERETTE: 5 minutes ago LAST COFFEE: 9 P.M. monday 17 1/2 hrs ago

Rhapsody - Silent Dream
The silent storm in my heartbeat Is raging at the questions of soul No way back, rising darkness Blind angel in a night without stars Lost in the silent dream Of a lonely broken love The fall of hopem of illusion Is hidden there behind the wild rocks To reach the sun, warm my feelings I'll rise where only eagles can fly Lost in the silent dream Of a lonely broken love FLY, FLY HIGH ENLIGHT MY HEART AND MY EYES BRING HOPE WITH YOUR HOLY SUNLIGHT THE ANGELS' FIRE The silent storm in my heartbeat Is raging at the questions of soul No way back, rising darkness Blind angel in a night without stars Lost in a silent dream Of a lonely broken love FLY, FLY HIGH ENLIGHT MY HEART AND MY EYES BRING HOPE WITH YOUR HOLY SUNLIGHT THE ANGELS' FIRE I'LL BELIEVE IN WHAT THE WIND BRINGS TO ME IN PURE LOVE AND IN GREAT EMOTION I WILL BELIEVE

I've Had It With Doctors!
So, my doctor gave me some samples of a med to try for my pain. He said if it worked to call him and he would phone in a prescription. It's not 100% but it does offer me some relief. So I called last Wednesday. "Okay, we'll give him the message and have it phoned in." Great! I went Saturday to get that script and a few others. Guess what? Not there! The doctor's office was closed yesterday for the holiday, so I called about 11 this morning. "Oh, we faxed that over last week." Well, obviously you didn't because they don't have it. "Okay, we'll refax it in a few hours." I just called the pharmacy a few moments ago. Gee, surprise, surprise...NO PRESCRIPTION! So, I call the doctor's office yet again. "Well, we were closed 2 days for the holiday. Doctor is running 45 minutes behind." Yeah, that's find and well but I called you people on Wednesday. WELL before the holiday closings. "Well, I don't know what happened but I'll tell the nurse." Heaven forbid I have to call these people again!

Update On My Friend...
My dear friend Kim Evans who fell over a waterfall in Sandy Utah on the 26th's body was found today http://www.ksl.com/?nid=148&sid=11450839 I'm glad to see that she was found, It hurts still, but some sense of closure. THank you all for the thoughts and prayers on the matter.

So You Like It Long, Eh?
July 2, 2010 journal entry At either side of me sits a cup of coffee and a bowl filled with as-yet-unshelled peas. The wind is blowing wickedly again today, and I am grateful that I finished up the mowing last night, just as the sun was setting. Mowing in the wind is no treat, what with the blindness caused by whirlwinds of dirt and grass clippings. Yesterday I met with a new client, one with a real estate issue. He stopped over to drop off paperwork, and then proceeded to babble incoherently for twenty minutes or so, telling me (“Well, you’re a lawyer, so perhaps you know something about this,”) that when one registers or licenses a car in a state, the state takes ownership away from the licensee. This was perhaps the sixth conspiracy theory mentioned in as many minutes. I interrupted him to explain that No, that’s not correct. Property ownership is a bundle of rights, and when you register or license your car, yes, you give some powers to the state, bu

Size Matters
I cannot believe that I am having to write on this subject, one would think that the answer would be obvious to anybody, but I am tired of taking on the conversation one person at a time; so I am writing it here once and all can come read it at their liesure. I do not understand why it is a constant subject of conversation, but I am tired of having to repeat myself. Size matters and anybody that says it does not is foolish or lieing. The point however is how much does it matter. Okay, for you ladies who say you want a man hung like a horse not a little one, well, unless you have had a horse, you might wish to rephrase that. A man who is not well endowed or is average should not be made to feel less of a man because of it, average is after all average, meaning fitting within the norms of the majority. Any man can get a lady off with his fingers and/or his tongue, so as long as his dick is as big as either of them he should be able to do the same with it, especially if a lady will take

Why Do People Flick Other People Off While Driving?
I don't understand it, I mean sure, youre pissed, you need to vent your anger at something, so you point the almighty finger, except youre not pointing it at them, letting them know "hey you, yeah you dickmuffin, I don't like your driving so go to hell!" youre pointing it at the sky, who the fuck is up there, al-qieda? do you think they'll give a fuck if you talk about their driving? they were trained to drive bad! shooting them the bird is like your complimenting them, and your giving them a target. if not al-qieda, who? god? superman?the clouds? if it's any of those, why the hell would you want to piss them off? they can turn you into a giant car twinky, and wrap your burnt corpse into a charred human pretzel! so I ask, why do people flick other drivers off? let me know what you think.

Heartbroken...
Why should I remain cornered? Why should I always help others achieve what they're not meant for while I can effortlessly achieve it? Why should I help create the stars and stay aside among the fans? Why should I give up on what is rightfully mine just because I don't fit a definition in their book? Why should I let them throw me into a straitjacket while all I say is the truth? Till when should I take everybody's crap and bullshit? Till when should I just be patient? Till when should I wait and wait and wait? I need a quick solution... I have no more years to waste... My best years have gone by in vain so far... While nothing at all has ever been changed... I am sick of the lies people keep telling... I am sick of the faces people keep wearing... I am sick of the stories... I am sick of the words... I am sick of people!!!

Hold On For 8 To Hit On Me
Funny story: I was taking classes late at the college about 2 yrs ago...one night clearly in boots and jeans and some kind of western t'shirt..etc ... this pimped out, baggy and saggy drawers, black guy came up to me trying to hit on me...I was laughing inside so bad(I kept a straight face)... First chance I got I asked him "Can you handle 2,000 pounds of pure muscle between ur legs and stay on for 8 secs plus?"....He just looked at me with a surprised dumb look :-( and before he could get a word out of his mouth I said "Its ok, I didn't think so. Honey I'm looking for a real man"..... Got in my Jeep at the time and drove off laughing my ass off..... still am, ........when I think about it.

All My B(eyes) And I's
This is posted B(eye) me. I am B(eye)-Polar. I am B(eye)-Sexual. (this does not mean I am a 3some bed hopper so stow those comments thank you). I do not enjoy being B(eye)-myself. I have a LD so deal with my garmmer and my spelling. I am disabled and spend alot of time online to avoid being alone. I would love to make some friends both on and offline. I am a tad nuts at sometimes more then others. I have a furtile imagination and enjoy Fantasy and Sci-fi. If I just wanted sex I would go to the bar. Its less work then maintaining myself online. I don't care about your age or your gender as long as you prove that you are not a card carrying ignoramous. Imature is one thing Irresponsible is quite another.

Class Of 2006
this poem i wrote for my graduating class... CLASS OF 2006 Four years of our lives ,they went by fast Its hard to think soon they will be aprt of our past son many memories we will try not to loose different futures ahead for all of us to choose a new road for us to travel lays just ahead "you can be anything" still rings in our heads those days as a freshman so lost and confused tryin to figure out which locker to use look at us now we are on our way out Happiness cover those feelings of doubt Will we succeed in the frightening new life? we're wondering,hoping,that things turn out right for now the people are calling out names we look out at those loving people who came to see us graduate, and finish this chapter They just want us to live happily ever after we walk down these halls one last time knowin this place will never be far behind because even though tomorrow we get a new start our wonderful days at OCCHS will remain in our hearts

More Info About Me
Well lets see those who have read my comments know I have a Great sense of humour Down to earth type of guy, dont let the music industry get to my head. if I commented more than Four of your pics, it's because I think you're Hot ! My new CD is about to drop in Late August, Hope you'll pick it up at my website www.robmazurekmusic.com . if you're on myspace- feel free to friend me at www.myspace.com/rmazurek. You'll notice I have a ton of Hot Lady friends there as well. (its a Hobby what can I say..lol) if you havnt heard of me or my music yet,I'll give you a quick rundown, I was charted in Top 10 Rock and Indie Artists for Canada (Source- Myspace Daily Music charts) also #1 Latin and #1 Latin Indie Artist. (Source Myspace Daily Music Charts) http://www.myspace.com/music/charts#/canada/latin/artists/indie I spend most of time recording Tracks and New Material,so not into the bar scene at all in fact I dont get a lot of time to socialize as my work keeps me very busy. whic

"stug"
Stug is the essence of happiness. The feeling of bliss we achieve at our best moments. It's the high of being on top, and the courage to stay there. Stug is the swagger of a leader. It is the determination for better - and the quest for happiness. It gives you a the reason to get out of bed with a smile, master the day, and make dreams turn to reality. Stug is the aura that radiates from the heart and makes us who we are. Live Stug! Proper uses of Stug - 1. Noun: A. A name for "the best of the best" {example}"Through my hard work and dedication, I've finally made it to the top; I'm Stug. (suffix) - fy: noun-to-verb (...Stug → Stuggify) {example}"He looks like he can sure use some help, Lets Stuggify his life!" 1. Adjective: A. An implication of greatness. {example} “Mohammed Ali is a legend. He is Stug" B. A blissful state of being. {example}"When I’m taking long walks on the beach, I become filled with Stug." C. Without flaw; Perfection. {example}"Be Stug" (prefix

I Refuse!!
*start of ramble* Life sucks at times and I know this through experience, but I don't find it necessary to discuss my most intimate life moments with people that I don't know very well. If you feel it necessary to know anything about me, please ask and I will respond with the truth or not at all, please do not assume you know me. It is me who decides how much someone gets to know me on here and you will know if I like you, I will wear my heart on my sleeve and accept you for who you are, I only ask that you do the same for me. I REFUSE to wallow in the grief that i've been through and I do find it hard to understand why others do, but I do try and I have an understanding heart. I'm sure they have their reasons, it is just not away I want to live my life. I REFUSE to let others suck the life out of me, if that is what you will do, I will move on quickly. I have no time to waste, but I will always try to listen if you need an ear and give advice if necessary. I'm not a hatefu

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By-Pass now going on six weeks. Cardiac Rehab I could not do, I am doing at home. Both aerobic and anerobic. Basement steps and walking at the store is aerobic while the anerobic is replacing my bath room faucet and other things I do. Slowly I am coming along to intergrate myself with all of me. Glory to God N

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as i sit here the days go bye and i think of you and cry and all you say is that i lie and dont care how i might die alone at night i think of you and wishing that i was next to you but rolling over and crying so hard knowing that my heart is scared and now i sit here battered and torn i remember the days and im forlorn boys may come and boys may go but you were the one that let me go its been days now and i still think of you crying so hard my face turns blue i loved so hard it cant be changed but forever my heart will be chained ty for the one man that will always be in my heart no matter what he has done to me! ty master i have learned well from your teachings

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