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Sands Through The Hourglass
the sands of time are the dried salt of my tears. how long has it been? how many tears did it take to fill this hourglass of mine? i spew forth poetry from my pen for no one to see. i hate to feel like this, though like a masochist, i m addicted to the pain i inflict upon myself.

One Mans Junk...
i cannot begin to describe the delicate state of me. a twisted, gnarled shadow of human indecencies left to rot on the maggot laden trash-heap of society. if someone found a shiny spot upon me and took me home. one might realize what is beneath.

A Cd Of Sorrows Past, Present, And Future...
this is the letter i wrote to accompany a cd i made on 4-26-2006. all songs are listed with the performing artist, it makes it a bit difficult to read, but interesting. it all started "in your room"-(depeche mode) in an old house full of the ghosts of you. we met daily after that and you became my "blowjob queen"-(liz phair) i wanted your heart so badly, i needed your "good feeling"-(the violent femmes) so badly, i wanted to make you my "girlfriend"-(matthew sweet). though you told me no so many times that you didn’t want me or just plain said no, i asked for your heart while tripping on shrooms, becoming your "blue eyed devil"-(soul coughing). we soon wed, and i tried so hard "to make you feel my love"-(bob dylan). i made so many mistakes, but you always gave me "one more try"-(timmy t.). we had children, though life was rough and our love was sick with our pathetic failures, i aolways felt that "we can work it out"-(the beatles). i aspired to be so much, but i am just

I Am Here
i wish it would happen to me. finding a friend, finding someone to love, finding someone to love me. i sit here, waiting patiently everyday hoping someone will find me, yet knowing it won’t happen as long as i sit here. i long for that moment, when i see her smile, when the light shines out from behind her eyes, when her gaze stares not at me, but into me, into my heart. i long for her name to caress my lips in a whisper. i am here, waiting...for her sweet kiss to graze my lips for the first time. i am here, yearning for her touch. i am here, dreaming of her warm breath upon my neck. i am here, waiting for her loving embrace. so now you know... i am here...waiting for you to find me.

Freedom...
free at last...i never wanted this, this freedomi wanted to be bound by the chains of marriage for lifei wanted to spend eternity with my wifei wanted to watch her grow oldshe turned on me, outgrew mewe could never get it right...i wish i had done things differently,maybe then i wouldn't be alone at night.free at last...i'm a prisoner of loneliness and sorrowthe future looks bleakno happiness, only sorrow.will i ever find love again?9-29-2007

Thoughts On The Future...
when i lay awake at night, i no longer dream of pleasantries to come... i think of the horrible times that have passed... i think of my mistakes, my failings, my wrongdoings... i think of how i can repair these peices of my life that i have damaged so badly. i have hope, it's not much... it's everything and nothing all at once it's all i have left. 9-22-07

Why?
it seems like an eternity, each day lasting a lifetime, i want so badly to begin my life anew, with each days passing, each day without you. you are here, though you are gone...a memory of the ghost of you tied into a sad song. we were what everybody aspires to be, what happened seems cruel. why?

Love Crimes
her eyes open wide as we both reach a state of orgasmic euphoria, she gives herself to me while stealing what once was hers. we were one once, we spoke of lives to come, "sweet dreams and flying machines, in pieces on the ground" (james taylor) i tried to pick those pieces up, reassemble them, yet lost the instructions. all i am left with is our crimes of passion, and the memories of what may never be. i am what she told me i was... a failure, a loser, a piece of shit, my father, i only wanted to be her soulmate, i thought i was... turned out i was wrong.

Time Stands Still...
memories haunt my once joyful countenance, stalking my soul, awaiting it's solemn repentance they are a cancer to my being, eating away the once healthy organs, infecting my outer self while destroying the inner. you can see the scars of time within my icy blue gaze... i remember the good days, that's why i am diseased. the bad is too easily forgotten... all it takes is a soft smile, or a hopeful stare. ...a little love goes a long way.

About Me...
i am a whore... i have taken payment from a chubby young girl. i have pleasured many women for a place to rest my weary soul. i no longer like to share my "conquests" with "the guys"... most of my friends can't count that high. a prostitute for orgasmic euphoria, and the taste of a woman on my lips or a substitute high. maybe i should have just stayed drunk... oh, the choices i have made... 1-21-2007

I Can't Do This Today...
the things i do not know, yet want to ask though i can not, destroy me. the questions i have make you hate me more, they tear us apart. like grimm'stroll, i too shall live under a bridge one day-if i am lucky. i don't know you, i love you, i cannot breathe without you, but who are you and why do you find such joy in my pain? i gave away romance i gave away peace i gave away my heart and soul i gave away my worldly possessions, for a pound of hate from those i cherished most. i guess i'm a giver, that may be why i have nothing... 9-23-2006

Memories Of Hunter
i remember the curves of your body, the feel of your skin, like warm caramel, melting all over me. i remember the taste of your tears, your kisses, your... i remember your smile and the comfort it gave me when times were tough. i remember the music you gave me-i never stopped playing it..."i would for you"(janes addiction) well there's so much-"time to move on" (compulsion, martin gore). i hate feeling like this, it's like i'm cheating-even though it's over, or will be soon. i wish i had taken better care of all that i ever loved, i have lost all of it. 1-25-07 after a conversation with my first love, my first real relationship, and about how i screwed it all up...thanks "hunter browne", i have finally learned my lesson.

History Repeats Itself
back in the places i am from, away from those i made home. back to the people i know, away from those who left me behind. a memory, a faded shirt, a tainted smile... red eyes and a heart full of nothing. a little red pill to dull the ache, or a lot of pretty pills to kill it, if only for a moment. a new tattoo to hide the scars of a heart worn on my sleeve. could it transform something so hideous into a thing of beauty? tears flow down my cheeks as rock ballads flow from speakers, sad songs and lovers poems tear me assunder...morrissey comes to mind..."to die by your side, well the pleasure-the privelage is mine" i can't always get what i want. thanks "mick".

Wake Up
sunshine burns my eyes as i awake from ghastly dreams of suicide. the breaking of daylight over my hovel comes swiftly, as if saying to me "wake up", "wake up". i am derelict and downtrodden, i kow it gets worse than this. i just want to be loved again, for someone to hold me and to cherish the love i have to offer. ah, but this is just a dream. for none could love one such as i...a tired, broken, old man. , no prospects, no family, no hope. "wake up", "wake up". 5-06-2006

Truth
i'm so unhappy i can't even masturbate. all the pleasure hands can make... what the fuck for? a fleeting moment of euphoria followed by the sad realization that this is the only thing i know that will still make love to me. 4-27-06

A Parasites Manifesto...
i feed upon you whilst you remain unaware. i have attached myself to you secretly, silently. i feast o your joys, excitement, and happiness...in a vain attempt to somehow incorporate them into myself like a psychic vampire. i hunger for the joy you will feed me, the sexual exploits and drug induced euphoria you provide me. you are my breakfast, lunch, and dinner. i will consume you, leaving you to wither, rot,and die in pools of your own bloody vomit. i will then find a new host to feed upon, for i truly am a parasite. 4-27-06

X's
a faded smile graces my cracked lips as i listen to memories played back to me via C.D. isn't it an oddity, how memory and emotion are so tightly linked with sound and smell, while sight is so loosely tied to those same facets of the id. the memories i have and hold most dear to my heart, play in the background, they are the soundtrack to my life. they are the "X's" on the map of my heart, marking where i buried all of my golden monuments of tenderness, love, hate, regret, and sorrow.

The Lie
love is a lie a falsehood, a fantasy. a commercial used to sell microwave dinners and S.U.V.'s love used to mean forever, a commitment to one another unconditionally. it was real once. now days, love lasts as long as it is convenient, profitable, or free and easy when life tests your love, you must endure and that is why real love is dead. those that are capable of an enduring, unconditional love rarely meet others of thier kind, and are left broken hearted by idiots and charlottans who know nothing of love. 4-27-06

One From The Vaults
details, details, details a meticulous man, washing "the mans" sedan. just doing what he can to survive. no longer dead he is reborn-alive struggle, strive to be away from those who connive plot and scheme to steal all you dream. what does it mean to anybody but he opposes his self imposed repression...nothing. those who aggres he will digest into the deepest pools of bile he doth possess, no longer hungry his appetite arrests no longer dependent upon what others suggest, he owns his breast...and all contents within.

My Dearest Friends
loneliness is back again my dearest friends, guilt and shame. i share the blame of sorrow filled tommorrows. the sun refuses to shine upon me, cloudy grey skies are what mine eyes see. a future of uncertainty is pushing upon the walls of my heart. the castle where love once grew, now filled with the ghosts of you leaving me with regret, for mistakes i have not even made yet.

Deprivation
when does the emptiness end? when will i be part of something larger than myself? i feel so empty, all that i love is gone...forgotten i suppose i need to fill my soul with new beginnings, with the fruits of passion, with the written word, with anything besides the existential i find myself trapped within the walls of a deprivation chamber, feeling numb, feeling nothing, my senses as sharp as ever without sensation i am an empty vessel, waiting to be filled with anything but more sorrows and regrets. i long for what the future may hold within it’s uncertainty.

Untitled...3-8-2007
the ghosts of my past haunt my waking hours this sanity may not last what then? i fend off the beasts and pen thier retreats while locked inside my own private hell a prisoner contained in the confines of my brain while labeled insane but am i really?

Ashes Of The Inferno
a million miles away, no matter how close i am the distance between us seems insurmountable. i can hear the finality in her voice. it’s over. us... the life we shared... the love we had is gone. it has been for a long while, though i search in vain for smoking embers of the towering inferno that once was our love. all i find is the charred remains of my own failures. cold, black coals strewn across a deserted campfire.

A Schizo's Lament
i miss the way words came so easily though morbid, and absurd. i would write whatever the "whispers" said, i would write whatever i heard. though my mind was ill, my pen flew still, and i would write; until the demons left me. i miss who i was at times, and though i spoke clearly; i wrote with passion hidden within my rhymes.

The Things I Hate To Talk About
Maybe i'm just tired...maybe it's just stress...maybe it's the truth finally catching up with me. It's so easy to ignore reality when another person makes you feel good about yourself, a distraction from the ugly way the world really is. Someone who treats you well, helps you out, supports you in so many ways... The truth is I had my chance at love, at family, at a future...and that part of my life is gone-forever. I don't want to settle for good enough, only to ruin another beautiful person in the end. I still believe in love, but the odds of TRUE LOVE striking me twice are astronomical, so why lie? My experience with love was so intense, so powerful, so spiritual, so consuming...that everytime i look into anothers eyes i feel the absence of it. Even after a decade and a divorce. I know my life is over when it comes to love. I will never be whole again... I will never hold love in my eyes again... I will never be able to give myself like that again... She still has so many pie

Friends...
so why is it that those who i believe are true to me turn out to be wicked and false? this kind of thing keeps happening to me, and i am growing weary of it. the backstabbing, the animosity, the decietfulness, and the conniving wicked ways of women...many of whom i have never been romantically involved with, is wearing on me. why are you angry with me, because i want better for myself? or is it maybe because you need me more than i need you... to those that i am speaking about, you know who you are, your pitiful examples of kindness, love, and respect have become transparent and that is why i am moving on. i don't need you. you may have helped to create for me a minor inconvenience but you truly do not know what kind of man i am, thus i will move forward, i will forget you, and in your time of need i hope you know better than to call me, because i will not be available to take part in your drama filled world. sadly, we could have remained friends. but that opportunity no longer exist

The Faces Of Strangers
familiar faces among the strange in this land glancing at me through the passenger windows of thier dodge caravans. why do they look? where do i know them from? i can see a piece of someone i love in every one of thier faces, though it is her eyes that frighten me most. isn’t enough that i can hear you? why can’t you be happy, i’ve given you what you always wanted-a reason to hate me, and a chance at happiness. could you please quit staring?

The Cartographer
“The Cartographer” by Jaysun Coffee Dedicated to Jeniffer Rice, with a single sentence she breathed life into this 8-12-2010 “Inside the walls of my still beating heart a million sweet words are written only for you.” I say to her. She hangs upon each one, the stars in her eyes shining radiantly, desperately awaiting the next phrase to cut these lips of mine. I am lost, fumbling blindly for the right words to save me while tumbling through the darkness which fills the blackened void of my soul. Within her gaze, I become disoriented. Time, space, distance…they become meaningless, unknown words in the uncharted world that lies within her hazel eyes. I catch my breath while my eyes adjust to this new darkness, finding myself staring at strange constellations above in the night sky. Unharmed and alone I set out to discover my new surroundings, walking this foreign land for hours until coming upon the skeletal re

When Darkness Comes...
when darkness comes at the end of the days monotony, i find myself amidst beautiful strangers and the nameless faces of those who have already forgotten me... people who never knew the bright shining supernova of my prior self. when darkness comes i am stupefied by the remnants of my former self's life... pictures of lost angels and beauty queens, super-heroes and little villains, Cinderellas glass slipper, and a red ranger mask, a pair of panties and some old eyeliner. is this what i had? i have nearly forgotten. when darkness comes, that's when i truly realize what loss is. i have even lost myself in all of this, for what am i truly writing about? it is not about the loneliness of spending my nights alone, or at least with those that matter most. it's about when morning comes and my dark nightmare becomes my stark white reality... the dream from which i never wake

To New Beginnings...
it’s commencement time again... out with the old let the new begin time to cross this nation one more time- though it may not be my last the future is uncertain when you live in the past i wear my memories like heavy chains they hold me to an existence i almost left... funny, i like my pain i enjoy the heartache... at least i know i am truly alive.

Misinformation About Our Flag.
In the wish to be totally fair, apparently the quote that prompted this blog was actually correct in that it is from a cadence that the writer learned while serving in this great country's military and was used to help boost the moral of our brave soldiers. So, though not academically correct, his definition is musically correct! Praises and thanks to ALL of our courageous soldiers! We love you! Hello friends and friends to be!Today I read a status that gave some information on what the colors of our flag stood for and I knew the information to be wrong. What was more upsetting was the fact that the writer is 50 years old and lives in New Hampshire. I figured that this was scary, many young people would assume that he should know the truth and so would take the information as the truth! So, me being me, I looked up the actual true answers, cross checked them and here it all is, and then some! Remember, always check information, people make mistakes. You are responsible for wha

Dreams Of Love
The stars in the skythe blackness of night...a constant reminder of a lost love no where in site.The heart once again shatteredthe trust once again gone...the pain is unbearableon til the consciousness is gone.Only to awaken once againto shards of brokeness...she trys to mendthe heart of glass.Hope is alive once againas the new day dawns...a new day to dreamuntil daybreak is gone.The circle is endlessand goes on and on...to break the cycle is her goalto love again, if only in her dreams.

Just A Thanks..
Hello everyone. Just wanted to say thank you to everyone who over the past few days have sent their thoughts, prayers, gifts and well wishes to my fu wifey, BKB, in regards to the untimely passing of her close real life friend and fellow Fubar member Whatsherface. I know she appreciates it and I just wanted to let you all know that I do as well. It goes to show that there is good out there still, and during times like these, you find out who your true friends are and who well, the not so true ones for various reasons. Then again, we all knew that already...Once again thank you to all, and peace....

How To Remove Sb From A Lounge By Quest
You know that chatbox AKA sb? Where you can receive or send messages to friends? Well a NEW update has been released into the Lounge "General Settings" Options which will allows the chatbox (sb) to be viewed or not viewed in all lounges! --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Heres an example of the NEW look (from a lounge): Pretty Cool huh? Go into your lounge Edit http://fubar.com/edit_new_lounge.php?lid=ENTER LOUNGE#HERE You can have the chatbox (SB) in the lounge show by simply having a 'check mark" in the checkbox "display feed/chatbox" or not if you do not want it in the the lounge. Make sure to click Update Lounge! when you are finished making any changes to the settings please.

How To Turn Off Sb In A Lounge. By Quest
You know that chatbox AKA sb? Where you can receive or send messages to friends? Well a NEW update has been released into the Lounge "General Settings" Options which will allows the chatbox (sb) to be viewed or not viewed in all lounges! --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Heres an example of the NEW look (from a lounge): Pretty Cool huh? Go into your lounge Edit http://fubar.com/edit_new_lounge.php?lid=ENTER LOUNGE#HERE You can have the chatbox (SB) in the lounge show by simply having a 'check mark" in the checkbox "display feed/chatbox" or not if you do not want it in the the lounge. Make sure to click Update Lounge! when you are finished making any changes to the settings please.

How To Video Chat
SO YOU WANT HELP WITH VIDEO CHAT? --------------------------------------------- **Make sure your friends have a webcam** Go to your friends Profile: Click "Video Chat with Me (on your friends Profile) A Popup box will appear "Send a Video Chat Request" If your Video Chat is NOT open you can OPEN it to allow people to Video Chat with you by clicking "Open Now" Send your Video Chat Request and if you want add a special message to the member. A new popup window will apear: Use "Click to Connect Camera" button if it seems its active somewhere else like Yahoo etc, but you may need close any other applications currently using your webcam. Your Video will then appear in the box where the Click to Connect Camera" button was. Now check your Video Requests: Goto MY / VIDEO CHATS in your dropdown menu **ALL of your Video Requests received from people who want to video chat with you with appear here. Also you may receive a message so check your Live Feed on occassion. **I

Back Surgury
ive been thinking on getting back surgury i hurt it like 3 yrs ago and i didnt want 2 then but now i think it was a mistake in not going threw back surgury now but i hurt in on the job and they fired me because of me hurting it but i dont have the money for back surgury now so if i did have the money u guys think i should please let me know what u think

Choked.
Piercing eyes;A desperate stare,Deep inside a twisted glare,Lies a talethat taunts to be unraveled.However, I will never knowwhy I felt my body choke.Still it puzzles me,as to why I cannot forget.Perhaps a past regret?Fear. Paranoia. Edgy. Froze.What's the difference between the woes?Something is off, but I cannot tell.Maybe another soul lost to Hell.Gaze is strong.I must be mad, rambling about this lad.

Why I Didn't Buy You A Drink
I saw this today and thought I would share it. It is the best story I have ever read I think. This man is one like no other. Ladies REALLY pay attention to this story. From Craigslist Salt Lake City 01/12/10:Craigslist: Why I DIDN’T buy you a drink.Here we go again. – m4w – 22 (Downtown)Date: 2010-01-12, 11:55AM MSTReply To This PostSo a couple of weeks ago a put up a post regarding the etiquette of intersexual drink-buying at bars. Lo and behold, this past weekend a friend of mine got burned at the tav by falling for the exact trap that my post warned against. Accordingly, I felt compelled to repost for the benefit of all the beautiful women in Salt Lake who don’t want to scroll all the way down to find the original post. This may be redundant, but I cannot in good conscience let this phenomenon go overlooked. So here it is again: Why I didn’t Buy You a Drink.You: Cute girl at the bar.Me: The guy you chatted with while waiting for our drinks.The Topic: W

Recap...so To Speak.
Ive been a little blah the last few day, sorry if i haven't kept up with everyone. Today is really no better....I have one of those nagging feeling in my gut that something is up, out of place, wrong, you know, just off. I just haven't quite pin pointed what it is yet. Things aren't exactly working out as well as i had hoped her. luckily i have a couple friends that keep me going and dont let me give up, even when i want to more than anything in the world. To just stop and go home. But i know what i would be going back to, and im not okay with that at all. I have been doing my best to keep my mood up, I don't enjoy dragging everyone else down with me, and no matter what I like to think that things happen for a reason, even if I don't know what it is right now. Hope this finds everyone else well. =] Sarah. there now does the blog make sense you two??? BOOBS!

Just Another Day
Today is just another day in this thing called life, it’s a day of realization and a day of understanding. Have you ever taken the time to really look at the people that you meet on the street, have you taken the time to see the fear in their eye’s or to see how haunted they look. Today I took my time and I watched the body language and I looked into the eye’s of those that I came across and for the most part what I saw broke my heart. So many people only want to be loved so many people only want to live and be accepted for who they are. But We have made them afraid to do so, we judge without reason and we let what we see on the news guide us into a world of fear and mistrust. It’s a cold world that we live in and yet no one is doing anything to warm it up. Love and blessings

Rip Pfc Billie Anderson Us Army 17-05-10
In memory of PFC Billie Anderson US ARMY 17-05-10 by Sussie Gineo Our soldier is coming home today :( ; our streets are lined with people awaiting to receive him. He will be draped in our precious flag for he gave not some but all! He would be proud to see our community remembering his sacrifice. I pray for the safety of all our Soldiers who both serve stateside, abroad, or deployed, past, and present. May PFC Anderson fly freely upon the wings of an Angels grace and watch over you. His memory will lead the way from our tears to bless our hearts. His soul will walk with his comrades because he is on his mission to the gateway of Heaven! His sacrifice is the ultimate cost to the oath he took to serve our country and represent the meaning of The United States Flag which has significant meaning to our country from our forefathers which continue to be carried out by all service members past and present. With this having been said and written by me, I ask that

I Prayed Today
I prayed today Today, I prayed for the lives lost in 9/11 knowing that their lives were lost in vein, taken prematurely from their family's, knowing that I still have mine. I cried today because I know we lost so many soldiers because of this event, and knowing some of those who were KIA will forever touch my heart in a way that no other can. I smiled today because I know those who lost their lives are still walking the streets with their brothers who are still serving in Iraq and Afghanistan. I ask God to bless my son who is currently in Iraq and may he return safely. God Bless you all!

Craigslist, Prostitution Thoughts
Something to think about Craigslist, prostitution, and child trafficking By Mrmugshot September 10, 2010 Recently there has been a lot of focus on Craigslist and their handling of certain sections on their mostly free advertising site. Namely the "Adult" or "Erotic" listings. What I am going to talk about isn't the rights of Craigslist, or any other sites, to post or not post, or the in depth legalities, or whether they do/don't have protection under the First Amendment or freedom-of-information laws. The Craigslist issue started me thinking about a few things, like the general idea of prostitution. And how a tiny fraction of undeniably unfortunate incidents are being magnified to manipulate the court of public opinion. Also the dangers a prostitute could be subject to in the different manors they use to market themselves. The following are just my views, opinions, or thoughts on these issues, being shared with anyone wishing to read them. I think it will make

Fyi For All My Lovely Fu Friends
Dear fellas, If you have a "fu" girl that you know does not handle her "man" being fu friends with other women and decides she wants to go on people's page talkin 10 carat crazy, please do me a favor and keep that shit moving. I appreciate all love and try to return it the best I can but if YOU send ME the request and I have to instantly deal with ur crazy issues that shit's not gonna fly with me. And you sending me a message saying that your girl's crazy jealous and that its all good DOES NOT change the situation. Either way you will be deleted with a quickness. So with that said I would like to thank everyone for your attention today!! Have a good one. Love, B0SS BUNNY ;)

Wax Is Not Your Friend...
Wax is not your Friend... All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair & now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next Few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom.It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm & you peel them apart & press them to your leg (or wherever else) & you pull the hair right off No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!)So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair dryer & heat i

Day 3. Really?! Lol
11:36am Richard: You have a problem with having the same inadequacy what you need is a good fuckin. 11:37am Richard: You probably haven't seen cock such your last fuck. 11:38am Richard: I don't think you remember who to use that ppussy of yours. 11:40am Richard: Bitch your problem is between your legs learn who to use what you have. And the shoubox stalker strikes again! All I have to say about this is, LMMFAO. Dude, get a fuckin clue. I DO NOT WANT YOU. PERIOD. End of story.Now run along and stop stalking me. You are just confirming the fact that you are a creep! Now the e-stalking is getting a little ridiculous. GET A LIFE AND GET A GRIP. Kthnxbai

Pedro Doesn't Work Here Anymore
I've been making jokes that I'm soon to be fired. At least I hope they are jokes, really, I don't know. We have a new developer coming in on Monday, and I have joked that I have to build a new laptop for my replacement. Now as far as I know, he is not actually my replacement (hell it could be a she, but I don't know) What will make this even funnier is that I have put in for a vacation day on monday, though I haven't told anyone about it. So when the new person comes in... What makes it even funnier to me, I put in the vacation day because I have job interviews at a new place. Fingers crossed for me.

Posting This Review For Rp To Read...i Know He Was Interested But Here It Is...my Professional Review Of Recovery By Eminem
Professional Review The Ultimate Recovery: Eminem Shows the World the True Meaning In a flux of rap music becoming more main stream and hip hop moving to a more soft and slow beat, Eminem takes the genre to a new level. Recovery has the perfect combination of heartfelt lyrics and bass beating tracks thanks to Eminem’s creative genius and productive insights. Marshall Mathers or better known to the world as Eminem released his most anticipated album to date on June 22nd of 2010. Recovery is the much anticipated follow up to Relapse, an album that was self admittedly by Eminem to being written while under a near constant haze of drugs and alcohol. Recovery shows a side of Eminem that fans the world over have been craving. In Recovery,Eminem takes a lot of his experiences from the past year and pours them into his lyrics with thoughtful rhymes and gut wrenching truth. Eminem lays out this album such as his telling t

It's Reeka's Fault...
When they changed the Scroll Bar to the Affixed Bar at the top of the page, I whined in my status about not bein' able to "sing" "I was Scrollin' alooooooooong on Fubar Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!" Reeka left me a comment about channeling Van Halen's "Standing On Top of the World" and now it's stuck in my head. So, thank/blame Reeka for today's music gem. Top of the Worldfrom For Unlawful Carnal Knowledgewritten by Michael Anthony, Sammy Hagar, Eddie Van Halen, Alex Van Halenperformed by Van Halen Hey, baby. Woo!I know you believe in meThat's all I ever need. Uh-huhNo no, nothin's gonna stop itNothin' will discourage me. Oh, noHey baby, uh-it's the only way outOh, little darlin', now come onWhat's it all about?Standin' on top of the worldFor a little whileStandin' on top of the worldGonna give it all we gotOh, I know you wanna touchI got to have a little tasteI just wanna sink my teeth in thatFine piece o' real estate. YeahHey baby, woo! Make it nice 'n sweet. Ooh!Oh, little darlin'Let's take

Weakness
So there was a time in my life that I believed that happily ever after and forever exsisted. Then I had my world fall down around me and I said never again. I was never going to allow another person into my life who was just going to hurt me and leave me. It was working for me very well. I had a man in my life who was good to me and my kids, when he touched me I felt things I'd never felt before. But I kept him on the outside of the walls I had created. When I felt myself getting to close I left him. For his own good because I didn't believe in forever and he did. He wanted said he wanted it with me and only me. I wanted him though so we got back together even though I knew in my heart it was a mistake. It felt so incredible to be with him. When he held me I knew that I wanted him forever. Yes I said forever, even though I didn't believe in it. I was so confused and scared. The only time things made sense to me were when he was touching me and then all that mattered was making sure he

America
This whole San Bruno gas explosion brought something to my attention. Nearly all our infrastructure was installed by our Baby Boomer generation. Which if you watch enough news these are the people crying about getting older, and really are the reason for our Social Security problem. Well if their getting older wouldn't that mean that pretty much every highway and pipeline system is also. When Pres. Obama started the reinvestment act, thats what it means, to reinvest. The stimulus packages are being stolen by those who oppose them aka Republicans or (Baby Boomers who don't know how to sit their asses down and retire.) Our Country is falling apart at the seams. There are jobs out there that can be created if the people who say they are all about America would just actually be for America. Instead they(Republicans) would tell You that the current administration is spending too much money and making Big Government. When it was the Republicans that created Bills like the patriot act which a

Wicca Religion
Do you know any Wiccans? If so do you know anything about their religion? Do you already have preconceived ideas on them? This may help clear some things up on them. Wicca is not evil and you may be surprised at what you discover here. Wicca is a Neopagan religion and is now the form of modern witchcraft. Often referred to as "witchcraft" or "the craft" by followers, who are known as "wiccans" or "witches". The origins of Wicca is disputed in England in the early 20th century. How ever it was first popularized in the 1950s by Gerald Gardner. At the time is was called "witch cult" and "witchcraft", the followers then were called "the wica". In the 1960s the religious name was normalized to Wicca. This religion is typically a duotheistic religion, meaning at least two gods. Wiccan's worship a Goddess and a God, viewed traditionally as the "Triple Goddess" and "Horned God". The worship of the "Triple Goddess" in the Wiccan belief is a practice that dates back to the mid-twe

To My Fu_real Friend Ths For Ya..u Know Who You Are ..
hun dont worry about the people of ur past there's a reason they didnt make it to your future .. Love means exposing yourself to the pain of being hurt ,deeply hurt by someone you trust.. but its better to love and get hurt than never love and don't get hurt ..were not an island lolz.. so can i have your smile now ..??

Puppet
_______________~Puppet~_________________Am I not just a puppet for your personal amusement?A doll for you to laugh and sneer at when tired of all others? A puppet... with torn clothes that long to be renewed, my painted face.. faded and scratched from all the days of being toyed with. My strings are rather dull, but still not able to break under my own free will. I wait in the dark corner of my mind and await for the next person that I must amuse, then be placed back in the darkness, and wait again. Such a life I have come a costume to though, after all what else must a Jester to do? A wait for the kings orders and then entertain untill send to the gallows, or upon my own death. So I wait, in my corner until my king, my master comes and fetches me. And I still think....Will someone ever cut my stings?

Who Is With Me?
I think we should quickly invent a Vuvuzela trumpet for the Pope’s visit to Glasgow, it doesn’t hoot but the screams of small children come out and remind him of the abuse he covered up! Who is with me? Lets all stand near Bellahouston Park and protest with banners about the homophobic, Nazi, abuse apologist! Who is with me? That may sound hysterically radical to you reading this but I am disgusted that the Pope will not allow condoms to save lives in African countries that are crippled by AIDS, the Catholic Church refuses financial help to those communities that distribute and use condoms. I am disgusted that the Pope won’t allow women to become equal in the eyes of his Lord and am totally horrified of the cover up and protection of Church staff that mentally, sexually and physically destroyed children throughout the globe in the name of The Lord. Jesus must be ashamed of these people if he is the good man everyone says he was/is. Jesus must be up

Random Totally Stupid Cooking Idea
My mind works in mysterious ways. Today's random thought: Turtles! Take two pancakes, place one on the bottom of the plate lay two strips of bacon X style cross ways make a mound of scrambled eggs in the middle, but leave a small circle around the edge of the pancake put a link sausage in the middle of the eggs so it splits the X like so X- Place the other pancake on top With the edges of the top pancake curled down, it should resemble a turtle in the shell with the bacon for the legs and the sausage as the head. Enjoy!

Obama Jokes!
Q: Have you heard about McDonald's' new Obama Value Meal?A: Order anything you like and the guy behind you has to pay for it. Q: What does Barack Obama call lunch with a convicted felon?A: A fund raiser. Q: What's the difference between Obama's cabinet and a penitentiary?A: One is filled with tax evaders, blackmailers and threats to society. The other is for housing prisoners. Q: If Nancy Pelosi and Obama were on a boat in the middle of the ocean and it started to sink, who would be saved?A: America ! Q: What's the difference between Obama and his dog, Bo?A: Bo has papers. Q: What was the most positive result of the "Cash for clunkers" program?A: It took 95% of the Obama bumper stickers off the road.

Racing Horses
Its not how fast, Its not how far, Its not a cheers, Its who you are, Its like night, You make da sun, Choose your race, When you run, Its never the glory, Its never the store, Its not about seeing whos less and, Whos more, kuz when u find out how fast and how far, Then you kno its not about, how muh u have, its who you are, Dieing to live, Living to try, Feet on da ground, Dreams in da sky, Its never how muh you have its who u are.!

Rado Watches’ Significance To A Man
Rado Watches_replica Rado watches_Rado replica watches in the best choice for your men. High needle is as men’s business. Every lap is calm, All changes in business are on eyes.In Business,as in war. They will strive to win even the last bullet is left. They have a steady faith.Second needle is like men’s steps. Each cell is every step they print, unhurried, always accurate. Ticking sound is like the faith they firm,through that every fixed melody which tells everyone their story. A short needle,a long needle,a second needle,they compose a man. Short needle symbols family and steadiness of men. There will certainly be a great woman behind a successful man. When husband makes thei business outside, wife hold up half family for him.She d everything wel in the family, the let her husband have a comfortable place to rest and feel warm in the family.Family also is the power of working hard for men,because they know everything they do successful behind there is a fam

Chanel J12 Diamond Watches
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Wht I Do Without U.!
Can you feel me When i think about you with every breath i take Every Minute Don't matter what i do My world is an empty place Like ive been wonderin the dessert, for a thousand days Don't know if its a mirage, but i always see your face, Baby.. I'm missing you so much Help rush me outa it now A day without you is like a year without rain. I need you by my side, Don't know how else to find But a day without you is like a year without rain The stars are burning, I hear your voice in my mind Can't you hear me calling. My Heart is yearning, Like the oceean is running dry Catch me i'm falling It's like the ground is crumbling underneath my feet, Won't you save me Its gonna be in my Sume when you get back to me I'm missing you so much Help rush me outa it now A day without you is like a year without rain. I need you by my side, Don't know how else to find But a day without you is like a year without rain So let this drought come to an end And make this dessert flower again I'm so glad yo

Live At All
Broken down Broken dreams the schemes the lies oh the need this is such a devious place to be save me slave me take me away from it all love me choke me take away my soul hug me bug me just let me fall I'm here your there so here i will never live at all ~TINK~ 9/16/2010

The Girls Of Fu
Lately I've been wondering what I should do to get more interaction with people on here and finally it hit me... I shall start a NSFW Folder titled "The Girls of Fu". Heres all you need to do Just send me a pic of yourself Ladies in any pose you find to be flattering to yourself Now you can either send it to me thru Fubar or to my E-mail at Jesterrob@hotmail.com, I will Start the folder on September 25th. This is not a contest it is simply to show the beauty that is the women of Fubar. Now I know some of you are probably thinking that I'm a Perv, and by all means go ahead and think that, but it is not my intention, I merely find the female body not only desireable and beautiful, but also strong and as a work of art. All pictures sent will be used in the most tasteful manner and are strictly for my folder, if I find that they are being misused or for some other sinister purpose I will cancel out the folder and destroy all pics, and the individuals responsible will be dealt with. So La

Success
It's amazing to think that anyone would continue to believe in the economic paradigms of the past. Working "hard" for the company nets you absolutely no loyalty and even fewer benefits beyond being considered a necessary evil by ones employer. Does anyone seriously believe that a 401k is a legitimate means of filling retirement income needs? Especially with the world economy in constant flux. How much loss is enough to snap people into conciousness? or into action? Would your employer hesitate to lay you off to save a buck or two? Do you really believe that unemployment will last until you get another job? or will fill your economic need while you do? Do you really believe your stock broker is looking out for YOUR best interests? Helping yourself means creating economic value for yourself and others. Simple truth and effective truth. Success requires more risk than simply punching a time clock. If you enjoyed and/or agree with this post. Please visit my site for a legitimate w

Who I Lost My Mind.
Life would be smoother with a bottle of warm sexand broken guitar strings.Sour plants, high fantasy,and a deluge of even skinned girl.All for the love of me.I'll never understand. Tried to categorize it.Classify it.Organize it.Debunk the myth.Wild unicorns, in a soft-cloud stampede. I'll never live another moment as pure.As condensed and sweet.Pouring in a long tantalizing strand.Pregnant with anticipation of the fall. Where all things exotic and barren collide.The purple and orange horizonthe husky, lonesome wind in my eyes. For us there is no tomorrow.For me there is no us. Just follow.

The Way I Feel
i thought bout him again today, he crosses my mind more than any one in one day and we talk it lights up my day, sometimes like now when i miss him so much it brings a sadness to me n i cry, i just wish i could say something n not be so scared to say anything but i dont want to risk my heart and feelings cuz it would hurt too much all tho it hurts now.......my heart n soul bleeds for u.....

*critically Ashamed
You're not as good as the critics claimedTo be quite honest,I'm ashamedI've read every wordLaughed through every lineAnother sad sad storyA waste of timeYou'll never get your head on straightRelapsing memories you can't eraseYour catchy chorusYour feeble verseYour storiesSo boring,so unrehearsedAnother fad that's fadedAnother feeling immitated

Auction Auction!!! Yaaaaay Haven't Done One In A While!
Hey y'all I'm gonna be in an auction starting friday sept. 17th and ending sept 24th 8p, So clicky on the linky starting friday ONLY. NO SOONER PLEASE!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo MUAZ P.S. all offers are negotiable...Except the personal salutes. They will be SFW.

Submissive
How to be a good Wife Excerpted from a 1950’s High School Home Economics Textbook Have dinner ready. Plan ahead, even the night before, to have a delicious meal in time. This is a way of letting him know that you have been thinking about him and are concerned about his needs. Most men are hungry when they come home and the prospect of a good meal is part of the warm welcome needed. Prepare yourself. Take 15 minutes to rest so that you’ll be refreshed when he arrives. Touch up your makeup, put a ribbon in your hair and be fresh-looking. He has just been with a lot of work-weary people. Be a little gay and a little more interesting. His boring day may need a lift. Clear away the clutter. Make one last trip through the main part of the house just before your husband arrives, gathering up school books, toys, paper, etc. Then run a dust cloth over the tables. Your husband will feel he has reached a haven of rest and order and it will give you a lift too. Prepa

*for What It's Worth
I write these words until it hurtsBare my soul for what it's worthJust to let you understandHow I try the best I canEvery attemptEvery lineFrom my startTo my demiseAnd maybe I should give this upMaybe I'm just not good enoughBecause I never thought my lifeWould end so tragicallyHow did you get the best of me? I pour out my soulIn hopes it'll make me wholeWith each failed lineAnother storyAnother timeOf how I was let downI sit and I complainSwear to never trust againIt's the same routineHistory repeating And maybe I should give this up Maybe I'm just not good enough Because I never thought my life Would end so tragically How did you get the best of me?

People Shouldn't Judge...
I have a huge problem with people stereo typing single parents...just got done reading something that was to a point, maybe correct to a certain extent, but in another sense disturbing...not all single parents made a bad decision in whom they had children with...unfortunately life isn't perfect...it never was and never will be...I didn't choose to be a single parent, but that is the cards I was dealt...and I take the responsibility seriously...I have other friends who are single parents who also have been left to raise their children on their own and also take their responsibility seriously...it does not make us bad people because the other person was the "wrong" person for one reason or another...I would rather raise my children alone than have their biological father be a part of their lives...at least now, they have a chance to be influenced with morals and values that I was raised with and not with the backwards back stabbing lies that they could have been raised with....sometim

I Found On A Certain Individal's Page And He Knows Who He Is ....ty I Feel This Is Important And Needs Supported!!hugggssss
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible.A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. Youcan kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. soldier are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...indebt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack.A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the Protector of America, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants somethi

What Ever Happen To The Old School Parties
i was on the phone with my friend jenna and we was talking about how house parties are not the same and it seem like people want to either fight or kill each other at parties over the most stupid shit and i love them type of house parties where its all about the music and the danceing and your danceing close to someone you like and your haveing a awesome type . i remember back in the day when i was a teenager aand it was my senior year in high school and i went to this sick party of course i found a way of going without my parties knowing hahahaha and i went to the party it was one of the best times in my life because people just wanted to party and not fight and i loved that and i went to a house party not to long ago and it fucking sucked because either the people there was wanted to fight and it got so bad that i left disgusted because i really do miss them type of parties i guess now some people dont know how to fucking act some act like fucking chicken with there heads cut off lol

Fu Owned.
Okay, I'm not entirely sure what it means to be 'Fu-owned'. I could look it up or find a member of Fubar staff to ask, but it's just too much effort - as much as i'd love to know what it involves, I'm not quite interested enough to do cutting edge research into 'Fu-ownership' ... So, could someone please explain to me a few things... 1. What happens to you on here when you're Fu-owned? 2. What does the owner get out of owning you? 3. Can you actually refuse to be owned, if you really wanted to. - and that's all, I'd love some answers as I'm kinda puzzled... thanksandbye :)

Lameness That I Want To Clarify.
I seem to have wound a few people up on here. I don't know how this has happened because lets be honest, I'm lovely! But as it has happened, people seem to constantly give the same lame remarks and/or carry out the same lame actions... So, hopefully, with this blog entry, people will get a better understanding of their mistakes and hopefully, see the error of their ways! Here goes... 1. Yes, I maybe do look ever so slightly feminine. Does that really mean I've gotta read that lame comment, over, and over, and over, and over again? Seriously, I look feminine, get over it already. 2. I'm a troll apparently? Well, I disagree with this too to a certain extent. Fair enough I wind people up in my own foolish but slightly fun, light-hearted way! But if you were to ask me to define a troll, I'd say that a troll is someone who dedicates his or her time to winding people up and in essence, winding people up is literally a hobby to a troll in which they dedicate a lot of time and effort

Hurt
im not gonna lie. it hurts.and i dont know what i did to deserve it.and almost just wanna be done with it. i used to be there, but now after time passes, and im not here much, ive gone down. and yes, it hurts, cause ive been through a lot. but its fine, my ego has been crushed enough this month. and although you'll still be there,and i wont be, I'll still love you.But i can see now, where i stand, in all honesty.out of sight, out of mind. im not writting this for anyone to understand it. cause i dont want drama, and i dont want questions. i just wanted to put it out there.and it might not even have to do with FU, so dont assume,please.

Png Finds Me Exciting
I start this with the disclaimer that PNG's ship has sailed. Besides the fact that she's dating someone else, I found out she supports a tea party candidate, so yeah, uh no. But, even though we'll never dance, I am still awesome, because I just am. Occassionally when I make trips to the communal candy jar, I may grab one for PNG, because I'm just a nice guy. Plus its on top of a cubicle wall in the I/T hole and she cant reach. Today, I grabbed her one and left it on her desk on my way back. She came over to tell me "You don't know how excited I was when I found that!" It's almost as if the poor girl has never experienced awesomeness. I feel bad for her, too bad she didnt know how to recognize it when she had a shot at it.

The Concert For Bangladesh - Ringo Starr, George Harrison And Others
It Don't Come Easy (It don't come easy, you know it don't come easy)(It don't come easy, you know it don't come easy)Got to pay your dues if you want to sing the bluesAnd you know it don't come easyNow you don't have to shout or leap aboutYou can even take it easyForget about the past and all your sorrowThe future won't lastIt will soon be your tomorrowI don't want much, I only want for trustAnd you know it don't come easyAnd this love of mine keeps growing all the timeAnd you know it don't come easyOpen up your heart, let's come togetherUse a little luck, and we will make it work out betterIt don't come, oohh no, you know it don't come easyIt don't come, oohh no, you know it don't come easyGot to pay your dues if you want to sing the bluesAs you know it don't come easyYou don't have to shout or leap aboutYou can even take it easyPlease remember peace is what we make itIt's here within your reach, you are big enough to take itI don't ask for much, I only want trustYou know it don't

Inhumanity
all i wanted was to fucking love, you fucked me.....forgot to love she as you will never be who i thought i was suppose to have with me... you....rippped my heart out while giving me head...no wonder i feel half dead...,yyyyyyy,did iiiiii, ever fkn listen to uuuuuuu?,you make me sick you fkn BITCH,i love youuuuu,dont do this to me,dont not do this i deserve aahhhhhhh i deserve you....dont i?yyyyyyy i cant but yet i do....ffuuucckkkk mmmeeeee.yyyyyyyyyy,im so deep in the shallow end.never left because i couldnt begin,i just couldnt control you made me feel so big,so small,so fkn fuck you i love you 2!!!

Baby And Lover
It's about noon already. I'm standing outside with her while she takes a fifteen minute break at her work. It's just us out here, no one else at her job smokes and you can't see the back of the building from the road. She wraps her arms loosely around my shoulders in an embrace and kisses my neck. "So have you missed me this week, Lover?" she asks in a kitten like purr. She pulls back to look in my eyes while running her hands down my shoulders, cupping my breasts in her hands and squeezes them. My body reacts to her touch and I feel myself get damp. "You know I have, Baby." I reply. I gently push her against the brick wall and kiss those full lips before she can get her cigarette out of the pack. I run my tongue over her lips, tasting the vanilla lip balm she always wears. "You should come to the office tonight and let me show you how much I've missed you" I say moving my mouth over to her neck. "I've got an idea, Baby, how about I give you a sample of what you'll get

New Admire From Southern,california
Hello THERE!!! I like to chat with any body from California or anybody wants to chat!!!!! I found out about this web site threw facebook.SO please add me on here & on Facebook / Y I M ,my id name is MDBONE33@yahoo.com .My name is Mike from Southern,California & Adore Gorgeous BBWomen

Tears That Make Me Cry
so all of u out there have a dream right well so do i and one of them is to become famous well it takes alot of time and effort to become famous and im a really good singer well i think that and so does my hole choir class but the thing is i already have someone that is famous in my choir class already her name is sara summers if u dont know who that is ill have a link so u could see who she is. well any way i love to sing and dance and when im on stage i get this feeling that makes me wont to be on stage more and it makes me sad that im not out there following my dreams i mean i want to but who knows what will happen in the future so if i do become famous u all can say ik her talk to u later byeeeeee

Recovery
ok so its been awile sence my last blog but i hve been recovering from my deppression stage and im better i guess im not so sad and this week is spirt week at school cuz its homecoming on saturday and were going to win are game on friday cuz were going to go against the team that sucks and they suck way more then us and we suck very badly and today was fake a ingery day and i had blood all over my face and cuts and bruises i looked to amazing i would have got a pick but i washed it off before i could sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo im soooooo sry to u all but tommarow is pick an ara day so if u have any sujestions on what i should be leave a comment cuz idk what im going to be whickh sucks badly lol well ill talk to u all later byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

All Hail The Hearthbreaks--the Spill Canvas
"All Hail The Heartbreaker"I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes To a whole new world that had since been in disguise But that day will most likely never come for me And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck To everything you are So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures And overanalyze your words But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard It's taking everything in me Just to forget your sweater so far I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world But your undecisive mind shows me that You are "just another girl" I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams Maybe then you'd know how I feel But that day will most likely never come for me And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck To everything you are So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures And overanalyze your words But the truth is that I

Succinctly
I shall state this very succinctly. If you have a problem with my mumms, if you report, you are the dope. If you want to block me tell me first, please. If you don't to be friends because of my friends, good health to you. This blog was plagiarized a little from Crazy Lips' blog

I Hate Exs
My ex is fucking up everytime i want to find a gf or anything. she says that we are still togather and i got a std of some sort. shes with a new guy but i cant be with a new girl idk what to do. she is psych and needs to leave me a lone.

Fugly
ok so im tired of watching the shit hawk like fucking fugly whores Ive told him only to like those i like then he might get some taste in woman hes a wierdo please go tell him he has no taste when it comes to twats that is all

Jus What To Tell My Friends To Hear And Future Friends
I am a very simple person here to help those in need I do the things I do from the goodness of my heart I dont ask for much jus RESPECT me and my family please I will do whatever u ask of me cuz I believe if u are true to someone till the end ... U will bless others with ur kindness i pass around helpin people in random some jus block me some actually appreciate what i do ... All i ask is pass it around the FULUV I have shown my friends and Family. And for future friends all are welcome my Name Is Raul And I am a true friend and gentleman who will always have a hand to help and my Crazy Friday Bling Mania for all who needs points too... Thanx FUBAR !!

Life....
It's funny how the things you thought you would never do, are options you are considering now?! With everything tat is/has gone on, I look back and think to myself "I knew better, what was I thinking?!" There's really nobody to blame but my ownself. So with that being said, pick up the pieces and do what I need to ensure everything is taken care of and move on. What ever it takes....lol! I would like to thank the ones who have been by my side throughout all this mess and help me look on the brighter side of things. It honestly has helped. Even though everything is screwed up right now, there is a big part of me that is relieved! So thanks to my friends for all their moral support and dealing with my crazy ass...lol! You know who you are!!!

Janey Godley Podcast “episode 10”
(Pleases be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language) Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down the roads less taken in their fantastic weekly podcast. Listen as mother and daughter banter, bait and burst with laughter. In the tenth episode of Janey Godley’s Podcast the ladies talk about the troops abroad, Uncle Jim’s quite belief that he is Bryan Ferry, The birthday Fawn, memories from Ashley’s school days, how to get rid of horrible neighbours, Ashley’s surreal dreams and the popes visit to Glasgow… all that with Janey’s sneezing! Please do comment on the Janey Godley Podcast At the following link: http://janeygodley.podomatic.com

Love
i have the most incrediably annoying group of kids... my 16 year old son alex is driving me crazy!!!!!!i never seem to know what is on his mind any more...whats worse even when i just think i got it figured out it changes!!!is it because he is becoming a man(or in his eyes a man already)or is it the fact that he is a teenager and male?at most women and men are different creatures that the other cannot figure out..i think it gets worse when that male is a teenager and you are his mother....lol....well not only that he wants to start a band which is going to be called reversed 96 (lol i hope you got the joke i know i did) and he is talking about joining a band...in which he will be their lead singer(if thats what you call what he does)...plus everyday in the last two weeks since he got his lip pierced this is all i hear about!!!! tell me when does it end???(frowns)if there isnt isnt bad enough that my oldest is giving me a headache my only daughter is too...she hates me!!!!so dramatic!

Want Vrs Need
want and need are too different things..this is what i have come to see..and yet people mistake one for the other on a regular basis!why?i have asked myself that question several times...i think its because wants and needs are very simliar...i have also noticed that we can want and need something at the same time...i dont know maybe i am going off about nothing...hard to say...but i do know this i am a person who wants and needs someone to cuddle someone to hold and someone to love...do i truly need this??? no i dont...do i truly want this..yes i do!yes as a woman or a human period i am always changing my mind..especially when it comes to my wants my need or even my urges!!!!so as i must point out the human mind is fickle and therefore as a fickle person...by the time i am finished this blog..my wants and my needs will have change!!! have a good one!

My Jet Pack...
So... The NFL season started the other day, on September 9th. To celebrate the return of football, the fine folks at the company I work for held a drawing in the cafeteria. If you spent $5 or more, you got a ticket to put in for a drawing. They were giving away some nice Giants and Jets schwag. On September 8th, I bought my lunch, filled out the ticket with my name and phone number, and forgot all about it. When I came home from work on Monday night, my son was excited. He tells me that someone from work called, and said that I won a jet pack! What was actually said was that I had won a Jets hat. He was a little disappointed when I came home Tuesday with this: I too, was just a little disappointed that I couldn't come flying home, beating out all the traffic by soaring over them, but it is a pretty nice hat. :)

Shifting To A Healthier Lifestyle.
There are plenty of folks that are now interested to lead a wholesome life. There are lots of ways that you can do that. For example you may change your diet or the amount of physical exercises that you have. Would you like to join the bandwagon? The goal of this article is to offer you some tips to help you lead a better life. Very first thing that you'll want to deal with is your diet. We all know that we eat badly nowadays and consume a lot of fast foods. This can lead to all sort of health problems and it is important that we take some measures to deal with this. One method to handle this is to make the shift to organic food. French readers which are interested to try this kind of foods can take a look at this short article on organic recipes (Recettes de cuisine) so as to get more info about this. Additionally it is essential that you reduce your consumption of food rich in cholesterol. It isn't recommended to eat a diet that is rich in fat as this may give rise to al

Love!!!!!!!!!
This is to someone u know who u are..... You tell me you love me but do you really????How ca u love someone if you dont want to be with them?????How can u sit there and say everything will work out but deep inside you know it wont...why does this always happen to me..always getttin hurt by people that i really truely love and care about.I think for being 22 ive grown up alot and im really ready to settle down with one perosn and start my family.Unlike some need to grow up and realize what they have and that soemone really does love them.I guess they will juss kno how good it realy was once i go on my way and do me.and then im really not around no more.mayeb i need to stop bein suck a clingy person and let someone find me.who knows maybe im just not right for anyone in this world???? i dont kno im just so confused and just ready to blow the fuck up and say fuck it all...i cant help the way i feel.i try so hard to make someone happy and be there but i get pushed away.....i dont kn

Amish Farmer
An Amish farmer walking through his field notices a man drinking from his pond, with his hand.The Amish man shouts: “Trinken Sie nicht das Wasser, die Kuhe und die Schweine haben in ihm geschissen!”(Which means: “Don’t drink the water, the cows and the pigs have shit in it!”)The man shouts back: “I’m a Muslim, I don’t understand your gibberish. Speak English, infidel!”The Amish man shouts back in English: “Use two hands, you’ll get more!”

Joke
A young man goes to a matchmaker, and wants an introduction for a date with a young lady. He has one request, that the young lady has her own teeth. The matchmaker gives a picture and a phone number, and assures the young man , that the young lady has her own teeth. The young man goes out, ses the young lady take out her dentures after dinner. The young man goes back to the matchmaker and says, "You lied to me, those were not her own teeth!" The matchmaker says, "Sure they were, she paid for them!" Funny or not?

Men
I have come to the conclusion that just about every man i have ever dated or been interested in.. they don't know what they want. one day they want one thing.. the next something else.. drinking.. want this.. sober... not anymore etc etc etc damn you all

Never Thought
Never thought it happen like this Never thought it was you id miss. Came around and touched my soul I put all my plans on hold. Everything is fallin down Thought you would have come around. Can't you see whats going on ? It's so hard to hang on. When I start to fall asleep I think of how we use to be. Your in my heart and in my soul. Your everything I've ever known I think about you all the time Don't you know I'd give my life To have to stand here next to me Right here by my side Where did we go wrong? What did we go right ? Tell me its alright to push our pride aside Life without you ain't what I thought it would be When your lyin there with her do you ever wish it was me ? Can you forgive me for everything I did and didn't do? Understand this way of life is all I ever knew I was raised to be tough, Keep my feelings inside. Never to back down, all you have is your pride Life without love is just another sad song. Doin all I that I can but its ha

About Me
Many have asked me many times if I was a real life DJ, the answer to that question is "YES"!! I have been in this business called House Music for many years. I have been in the thick of things and have become widely known throughout the Chicago-land and surrounding areas, also doing gigs out of state. I have seen a lot of Clubs and rocked them good. From New York, to Cali, to Florida and other Clubs in other states, I have sent moved the masses. I got my first shot on the FM Dial on W.C.Y.C here in Chicago and then moved up to W.C.R.X, to W.I.I.T and now on B96. I do what I do best and take pride it in by moving Clubheads wherever I go. I have mixed beside some of the Industries best accomplished DJ's. From DJ Tiesto, to well known others. I could go on and on, but I am not trying to write a book. Here on Fu, I had a lounge called "Club Mixture" and it brought in a lot of members. I closed it, due to time restrictions that conflicted with my gigs. I hated to close my lounge down, but t

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Errrr
i really really really hate men right now. their stupid and dumb; they think with ONE BRAIN! and its not the smart one. and we must always need them or be under their thumbs!! im sick of it!! im a big girl and i dont need their help!! im fucking DONE!!!

Sharing A Poem. :")
Peace.Dont break the force of pure innocence.The vitality is invincible.Not quite like any color I once knew..A whole new spectum of lights and colors have been scattered in your eyes, and it leaves me breathless.If only the raw beauty and pristine white-ness of your soul could somehow brush my own, and make it all clear.Oh so immaculate and uncorrupted, I will follow thee.Until your colors become our colors.Until the day we finally get to be in each other's arms..Oh, how I long just to be by your side my love..Someday soon, we shall spread our colors across the world.. Making all anew and cleansed with peace and passion.With love and devotion.We will stand, like a strong structure, against any storm that tries to take us down. Forever we shall stand my love. Forever.

The Little Thimgs
Different places ive been too and seen crack me up. its the little things such as , in Albany, New York there isnt any Sonics. Alot of people i talked to didnt know what a frito chili pie is, In Oklahoma there are Quiktrips everywhere, once again not in Albany. Traffic was insane. Seemed like you could take a cab anywhere for 6 bucks, which was worth it. For you smokers, cigarettes are like 10 bucks a pack. I did however meet alot of interesting people, had alot of different food, the weather was really awesome. The Catskill Mountains ,well everyone should take a look see.

Away For A While
i'm stepping away for a while. right now i'm heart sick, and feeling hollow. i need time to clear my head and fix myself so i don't say things to those that i love and regret it later. i'm taking time away. for those that know me... email me. stepping away from yim as well. for my family on here... know i love you all deeply. for the one i love most of all.... know my heart is your's, even if my heart isn't worth much right now. thanks and well... for now... i wish you all well.

40 Questions Bcause Im Extremely Bored
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? no 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? last week 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? at times 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? CHEESE!!! i was suppose to be a mouse i fucking swear it 5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? not yet 6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? im pretty awesome....so yes 7. DO YOU USE SARCASM? quite often 8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? yes...but my goal is to get rid of them 9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? i really want too 10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? a very hard choice.....lucky charms ill say for now...that or capn crunch 11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? nope 12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? hard ice cream?? maple walnut soft serve....swirl 13. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? eyes smile and height 14. RED OR PINK? red 15. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? personally? maybe mthe fact that im too nice at times 16. WHO DO YOU

No She Wont
You see the pain that lies in her eyes,But, alas, her eyes are dry,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the anger that burns from her gaze,The madness that sets her eyes ablaze,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the fear that closes her eyes,The smile she wears is but a disguise,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the hope that is finally dead,She cannot trust for her heart has been bled,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the love that lies within,But she shall never love again,She won't cry.No, I won't cry.You see death's hand that has glazed my eyes,No one saw me die inside,They won't cry.No, they won't cry.

Because Of You
I don't think you willever fully understandhow you've touched my lifeand made me who I am.I don't think you could ever knowjust how truly special you arethat even on the darkest nightsyou are my brightest star.I don't think you will ever fully comprehendhow you've made my dreams come trueor how you've opened my heartto love and the wonders it can do.You've allowed me to experiencesomething very hard to findunconditional love that existsin my body, soul, and mind.I don't think you could ever feelall the love I have to giveand I'm sure you'll never realizeyou've been my will to live.You are an amazing personand without you I dont know what to do, I don't know where I'd be.Having you in my lifecompletes and fulfills every part of me.

Untitled 1
If of nothing else I know, of pain I doIts craving for tears and its faithful crew:Love is the first, the assassin of all heartsThen comes deceit, the archer with sharpest of dartsPain is no man; yet, great is its lustWhen it harbors in a heart, it does so to lastIt gleens life from tears and grows on bloodPain is what love worships as a GodFriend, do not pray for love to comeDon?t be a fool like many, like someLove is the servant of pain, of vileLet love be away by a billion milesOf pain I know, a master I amBut knowing it made my heart as lameHe who taught me is he whom I call my loveThe purest, cutest, most ugly dove

All That I Am
My love for you goes down and downBeneath both life and death,So deep it must remain when IHave drawn my last faint breath. Holding you for months and yearsWill make Time disappear,Will make your lips my lips, your faceMy face, your tear my tear; Will make us one strange personageAll intertwined in bliss,Not man or woman, live or dead--Just nothing--but a kiss!

I Can't Wait...
I can't wait for my child support to kick in again. Once that does, I can use some of MY money on here and be a semi-whore again. I'm tired of being broke. =/ Anyway...I hope everyone is having a great morning. Will someone please drink a cup of coffee for me? I don't have any and I'm going crazy. Love you all

This Is A Shocker.
All I can say is wow.. I haven't had Halloween off in years,, The trouble is since I hadn't have it off and some social circles that I am in have taken me off the radar. --Working third shift sucks some times. Now, That I have a nice 5 nights off. starting the friday before hand and ending when I go back to work Wednesday night.. What shall I do? Get with someone and say hey.. "Wanna pick me up and you and your family have me for 5 lovely days? " Find my old social circle of distructing souls... Get in touch with the ladies group?Find a coworker that is off that night?"Stay home and pass out candy?Take my nieces trick or treating? Decisions decisionsIf I go with the first most likely I need a costume...That would be another question all together.. what to get...I want a panda costume.. But Hell I can't afford that..Too late to make one =-(

Somethings Wrong With Me.
Any of you ever seen these wonderful sites ..MARRIED WOMEN LOOKING FOR ENCOUNTERS??... Well I did thanx to my .Wow it only takes 2 & 2 to put shit together.. Anselmo TRAUMA 666 Thoughts 0f the criminal Wow, ya! i think i will use my best friend's phone to go fuck someone in her hometown. while i leave her sick,because im a self centered asshole that dont pay attention to the fact she overworks herself to support me while i jerk off to preteen porn at her computer. I tell her i'm always her friend.But while she is overdosing I wont answer her calls she makes to me on the phone..And i will tell her shes a psycho when I finally get back to her house panting ,and out of breath way later in the night. .I like playing with her Heart and Head So what the fuck, I'll do it again. The girl full of a lifetime of pain ,,Weak to the mind.Lets it happen again. and again. Kind heart , Dumb head..It happens again. On

Violence
why do stupid people resort to violence? idk y the fuck im thinking bout this shit @ 4am but i am. violence is just a stupid load of SHIT sry but if u wanna act like a bully tell me and i'll lock u in a cage w/ zombies or bears idfk

The Iwc Portuguese Yacht Club Chronograph: Ready For Launch (live-blogging To Follow)
One of the highly-anticipated new releases of 2010 is the IWC Portuguese _ IWC 89360 caliber_ IWC Portuguese Yacht Club Yacht Club Chronograph. A decidedly more sporty addition to its classic nautical-themed Portuguese line, the Yacht Club revives a name from IWC’s past. The Yacht Club was one of their top sellers in the 1970s, and looked something like this. This new one is something special, with its mix of utility and ruggedness with classic good looks. The rubber strap and increased water resistance mean this Portuguese is ready to sail in rough water. The in-house IWC 89360 caliber _ IWC Portuguese _ IWC Portuguese Yacht Club has a flyback function and a smart dial layout, with minutes and hours tracked on a single subdial that reads like a standard clock. So how does IWC officially launch the IWC Portuguese Yacht Club_IWC 89360 caliber_ IWC Portuguese Chronograph? How about on a yacht in Portugal? Hodinkee is lucky enough to have been invited to Lisbon for a three day

Cartier Watches, Legendary gfirst Ladyh Watches
It is an unparalleled achievement for a watch brand, when its cartier watches_replica cartier watches_cartier replica watches being favored and possessed by many women at the same time, especially some from the peak of all works of life, like graceful Jacqueline Kennedy, sexy Monica Bellucci, powerful Angelina Jolie and suave Princess Mary. Those women who with symbolic significance to the world wore the brand went through the rise and fall of their life. Then the watch will be more than a fashion ornaments but a witness of a time. This is the legendary Cartier Tank Series Wristwatches I will share with you. Michelle Obama, the First “First Lady” in the History, who was matched with Jacqueline (Kennedy’s wife) in the field of fashion. People notice that they have several things in common. Various hair styles, different clothing match and similar wearing styles, white pearl necklace, even they chose the same watch style: cartier watches_replica cartier watches_cart

Lmfao This Is Too Funny
This is an "actual letter" from an Austin , Texas woman sent to Proctor and Gamble regarding one of their feminine products. She really gets rolling after the first paragraph. This was PC Magazine's 2009 Editors' Choice award-winner for the best letter sent via e-mail. Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your 'Always' maxi pads for over 20 years and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core or Dri-Weave absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my time of the month is startin

A Blog Powered By Inexpensive Wine And Angst.
Let me preface this by saying, I'm slightly tipsy,actually a lot tipsy. So I apologize in advance. Have you ever felt so hollow inside that your heart feels like a bb bouncing around in empty can? Ever wonder what like would be like if things (ie...your life) was totally different from how it is now? I can, somewhat. Conversely I can't imagine my life being any different than it is now. I mean, I've always been a pretty miserable sort of person. Ask any of my ex gf's, co – workers, or what few friends I have. I've noticed a pattern, a horrible pattern in my life. I'll be happy or semi happy, or pseudo happy, whatever, for a time being and then I get into these mopy moods that seem to last for quite a while . And for those I've “pushed” away I apologize. To utilize a phrase that's somewhat cliched' , It's not you, really, it's me. I think I purposely sabotage relationships or work settings, etc as I know eventually I'll screw them up or that I'm not used

Gay Marriage. Why The Fuck Not?!
[this is a response to a specific person] The Bible does not know all. It knows a lot, and its great for basic moral principle, but it does not know all. Being gay isn't a fad by any means -- there are some that go through an experimental 'trying to find myself' phase, but its really about getting down to the core of being male or female. What really ARE the differences between males and females? Very very little. If Men and Women are created equal, then M=1 and W=1; in which case M+M=2; M+W=2; and W+W=2. Where's the problem? You don't have to understand it for yourself. You likely never will because you are straight. . . but then again, can you honestly tell me you've *NEVER* felt any attraction towards another woman? Even when slightly tipsy? We have so little time in our lives to live, is it really worth being so vocal and causing so much pain for other people?

#7
Your tears should fall. When I am away. Your heart shouldn't feel alone. Throughout all these days. Across this sea I send. Kisses soft as an angels touch. All my heart can feel. It misses you that much. I send my arms to hold you. To make your soul feel warm. And shelter and protect you. To keep you away from harm. Soon our lips will meet. And worries will go away. You can truly believe. Soon will come that day.

Tazer Gun
THIS WAS LONG BUT FREAKING FUNNY...ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THISJust try reading this without laughing till you cry!!!Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased hislovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparkedmyinterest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for alittle something extra for my wife, Julie. What I came across was a100,000-volt, pocket/purse- sized tazer. The effects of the tazer weresupposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on yourassailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home.I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button.Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed thebutton and pressed it against a metal surface at the same time, I'd get theblue arc of electricity darting back and forth between

#6
Something is gone from her heart. My heart feels her cry. To see such beauty unhappy. Brings tears to my eyes. If I can take away her sorrow. Keep her safe in my arms. Never would her heart cry. Never again know harm. Her smile would never again leave. Forever her heart would glow. It would be a true love. The kind she needs to know.

Been Busy
well here i am, sitting on this boat workin..im glad to have found a job, but jumping in on a boat that has been neglected by the former crew leaves a lot of hard work to get it back to a nice boat again. I have been bustin ass in the ballast talks, trying to get them clean. they are bad.. oh yeah, i wouldnt drink the water and barely wanna shower in it. theres a lot of work to do here.. and since im back on the bayou, swamp land in which i used to live..i have to deal with half rate internet wirelss signal.. it sucks..so i havent even logged on for more than 10 minutes at atime... so..thats what i been up to.. anywhos, im exhausted..my nose is sun burned, my neck and shoulders are red and my body aches... but im getting paid and in better shape again lol thats about all..in case ya noticed i wasnt around... as you were

#5
Before I compare her beauty to a roseAfter today I can compare her nomore.Nothing in this world can ever compare,If only I had known this before. Today its as if I saw her in a whole new light,As if God handed her to me from the heavens above.A smile so beyond perfect with her soft eyes to match,I could only wonder,would I be worthy of her love. To see her a blessing,To hold her would be a dream,I fear one touch of her hand my mind would go beyond repair. To have one kiss from her beautiful lips, For nothing else I would ever care. I would hold her love so deeply in my heart, I would treasure her love above what any man could see.I would cherish and hold her foever close to my soul.No other man who ever lived would be as blessed as me.

#4
You my beautiful,Are now tears formed in my eyes,To see so much pain,Should make any man cry. If my arms could hold,And slowly set you at ease.Help cast away this darkness,All this misery you see. To bring your heart back out,Of all the dark its in.And let that smile shine,Shine so beautifully again. My dreams and wishes for you,Are from nothing but my heart.When I see that smile come from you,Then once again a love will start.

#3
My tear for you Rolls down as my day begins. How much more must I endure, When will it all end. Acting compleatly on impulse Gets me through the day. My mind wanders aimlessly, My purpose gone when your away. My heart so full of love for you, Stopped dead in its tracks. Refuses to feed my body, the day It has you back. This is my day, My life when you are not near. This is why my everyday, Always begins with a tear.

#2
How can I prove my love,When my love is so far away.She cannot see it in my eyes,Is this the price that I must pay. To be so far apart,When things are still so young and fresh.Even with miles and worries between us,For her love I will pass this test. She has no reason to fear,I would give her no reason to cry.If I ever hurt her,I know I would surely die. So beautiful please know this,Without my eyes or heart in veiw.My heart could never want another,And my eyes can only see you.

*1
My desires have overcome me, My will now belongs to her. She is all things bautiful in the world, Of this my mind is sure. Though she says shes no Goddess, I can see nothing else. She is my light from the sun, I hold this true to myself. Anything I have I would give her, Even my will to breathe. All I ask in return is, That from my eyes you never leave

H.r. 848, The Performance Rights Act
Performance Rights Act - Amends federal copyright law to: (1) grant performers of sound recordings equal rights to compensation from terrestrial broadcasters; (2) establish a flat annual fee in lieu of payment of royalties for individual terrestrial broadcast stations with gross revenues of less than $1.25 million and for non-commercial, public broadcast stations; (3) grant an exemption from royalty payments for broadcasts of religious services and for incidental uses of musical sound recordings; and (4) grant terrestrial broadcast stations that make limited feature uses of sound recordings a per program license option. Prohibits taking into account license fees payable for public performance via digital audio transmission of sound recordings in any proceeding to set or adjust the license fees for the purpose of reducing or adversely affecting such license fees. (Current law prohibits taking those fees into account in such a proceeding without referencing the purpose.) P

How Can This Be??
Is it possible to fall for someone that fast It must be because it happened to me When you came into my life I was not looking for this But you know what they say It comes when you stop lookin. Well I look back on that day As a very special day Because of all people you chose me How did I get that lucky How did I get lucky enough to find someone That I can think of all day long And know that they are thinking about me too?? All I know is when I think of you I am thankful that I have someone That thinks I am special And that I can bring them the same happiness That I am fortunate to have as well So that person you know who you are I Love you and can't wait to see you again.

My Tarot Card
You are The DevilMateriality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only beca

Caresses
As u approach me, my heart starts to beat, fast,pulsing, racing with time. Kindling , and glowing , like we are to be intwined.Panting, gasping for my air to release from your fiery embrace,wanting , desiring, like i was wrapped in soft lace.You are there, slightly touching my silky skin,waiting for u to reach further within.You slide your hand down my arms, temperature risingfeed me , feel me, i can already feel a uprising.You move my hair licking and kissing at my luscious neck.oh touch me baby, for i will become such a wreck.You kiss me passionately on my luscious lips, you reach around me and start to grab my hips.Your kiss has done it, i start to melt and fall into your embrace.You gentley look at me staring into my beautiful face.You run your hands down across my back feeling my heat.oh my love i am feeling so good right down to my feet.Slowly u guide your hand to that satin pleasure,kissing down my chest and stomach looking for that treasure.Slightly , licking, savoring my delig

Captured
Like a butterfly with my delicate wings pinned into an embrace...Insensate with sensation pulsing through every throb of my heartbeat.Tempted by the journey of a hand over the curve of my hip, the muscle of my thigh, and the heat within.Cornered by a primal desire of intense heat and wanting.Burning with ancient fires of need, of animal passion, of wanting.Lusting onto a path of passion winding its way from my breasts, between my yoni, and to the curling of my toes.There is nothing lackadaisical about this need.Wrists caught in a vice over my head, hips pinioned to a slab of earth, trapped under steel thighs of thick male flesh.Mouth open as pants exhale with each intake of sensation and gasp of pleasure.Shattered as all control is swept aside like so much rubbish on a street after Mardi Gras.Sated...but not for long.

My Music On My Page
OK...LET ME TRY THIS SHIT AGAIN... I just fucking embedded a sexy new recording of me KICKING FUCKING ASS on my profile in the "about me" section just above the fucking video of me...what do you know...kicking fucking ass. The song is called "COCKSUCKER" and I know you will all love it....just like I love all of your TITS.

Atrophied
i've been down here far too longthe light hurts my eyessounds echo...pulsing..coarsingis this a heartbeat?the rythm in my heada painful reminder27 yearsdigging this hole....searchinghow will i ever be able to climb outblind...mute...deaf...numbmemories my only visionmemories my only malicecachexia.......days turn to nightswhithering away all ive becomeand all ive yet to beblame it all on circumstanceblame it on fateblame it on the lack of substancefor which i createi've given up too many timesbattles marked by body scarsand contusions for all i longto be useful.... uselessuseless as this heart ismy atrophied needs a beatcachexia.......days turn to nightswhithering away all ive becomeand all ive yet to bewhen regret subdues the unconsious mindi need to make it stopi need the rythm......i need the bloodcoursing through my vienscoursing through my lifeto bring me lifethrough my atrophiedmy atrophied heart.........

Some Dush Trying To Say Things That Aint True
i find this funny some guy think he knows all about me when he Knows nothing what he is saying is un tue what im sayin is (SOME GUY)Ohhh when I added you as a friend last year so you wouldnt kill yourself! Find out who this is (ME)i would never try to kill my self ever and tats no reason to add anyone as a friend even if they are but i have more to live for now that anyting i love life so y the hell would i do tat (SOME GUY)because of who you are going to marry hahahaah Find out who this is (ME)wat thehelltat suppost to mean if u havesomething to sayabout him eather say it or mind ur own bussness who i marry is mine not urs got a problem with it the keepur nose out of it because this my life and wat i do or marry isnt anyone elses consern and if think i was ever going killmy self then u really dont now me at alL keepout my bussness you will kill yourself after being married to him. (SOME GUY)are you seriously this fucking stupud/ look at your grammer.i knew you were

Update # 534,564,914
so i just found out today my brother is headingto iraq in the next few days for i dunno how long.. apparently my temper and anger issues warrant a trip to a shrink...apparently they think its a problem when you punch a hole in a door and hit a locker hard enough it folds inwards...wierdos oh and i need some letters from people it would be nice tits up everyone

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The mission: By week 12 I will be carrying a 200+ average in order to qualify for my PBA card! SPARES, SPARES, and more SPARES! The only way to accomplish this feat is to make sure that I am picking up all of my spares! The goal: To win a title on the regional tour by the end of the season! LOT OF WORK AHEAD!

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Our Moon. Being together with the one and only true love of my lifetime. Watching together as clouds float across our bright shining moon, stars twinkling all around, feeling so close to her no matter the distance we may be apart, always and forever together, under the same moon. I love You Michelle.

What A Psychopath ... Thedarkknight Http://fubar.com/5525050 On My Yahoo!!!!
HE LEFT THiS ON MY STATUS AFTER I DELETED HiM OFF MY YAHOO NOW HERE iS THE CONVERSATiON!!! rainbowbritekilla: hey! i had a very stressy day at work .... how was ur day? Carlo Tomlin: had stress ful cpl days trying to talk to some sexy german bitch hahaha lol rainbowbritekilla: lol sowwy brb Carlo Tomlin: no your not and irts fineCarlo Tomlin: i know im always lasy on your list lol rainbowbritekilla: phone Carlo Tomlin: i going to eat dinner chat some other time ok xo Carlo Tomlin: even today after all we have said you still play games??Carlo Tomlin: games dont get you respectCarlo Tomlin: but im not going to arhue any moreCarlo Tomlin: i cant be assedCarlo Tomlin: im going to eat my food Carlo Tomlin: laterCarlo Tomlin: may be you should just delete me from everywhere okCarlo Tomlin: thsat way you dont have to avoid me and lie to m,e all the timeCarlo Tomlin: you can just not have to waste my time rainbowbritekilla: wtf??? IM TALKIN TO MY MOMrainbowbritekilla: brb ok

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Between the dark and the daylight, When the- night is beginning to lower, Comes a pause in the days occupations, That is known as the Children's Hour. I hear in the chamber above me The patter of little feet, The sound of a door that is opened, And voices soft and sweet. From my study I see in the lamplight Descending the broad hall stair, Grave Alice, and laughing Allegra, And Edith with golden hair. A whisper, and then a silence: Yet I know by their merry eyes They are plotting and planning together To take me by surprise. A sudden rush from the stairway, A sudden raid from the hall! By three doors left unguarded They enter my castle wall! They climb up into my turret O'er the arms and back of my chair, If I try to escape, they surround me; They seem to be everywhere. They almost devour me with kisses, Their arms about me entwine, Till I think of the Bishop of Bingen In his Mouse-Tower on the Rhine! Do you think, 0 blue-eyed banditti, Because you have scaled the wall, Such an

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Often I think of the beautiful town That is seated by the sea; Often in thought go up and down The pleasant streets of that dear old town, And my youth comes back to me. And a verse of a Lapland song Is haunting my memory still: "A boy's will is the wind's will, And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts." I can see the shadowy lines of its trees, And catch, in sudden gleams, The sheen of the far-surrounding seas, And islands that were the Hesperides Of all my boyish dreams. And the burden of that old song, It murmurs and whispers still: "A boy's will is the wind's will, And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts." I remember the black wharves and the ships, And the sea-tides tossing free; And Spanish sailors with bearded lips, And the beauty and mystery of the ships, And the magic of the sea. And the voice of that wayward song Is singing and saying still: "A boy's will is the wind's will, And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts." I remember the bulwarks by

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When the hours of Day are numbered, And the voices of the Night Wake the better soul, that slumbered, To a holy, calm delight; Ere the evening lamps are lighted, And, like phantoms grim and tall, Shadows from the fitful firelight Dance upon the parlor wall; Then the forms of the departed Enter at the open door; The beloved, the true-hearted, Come to visit me once more; He, the young and strong, who cherished Noble longings for the strife, By the roadside fell and perished, Weary with the march of life! They, the holy ones and weakly, Who the cross of suffering bore, Folded their pale hands so meekly, Spake with us on earth no more! And with them the Being Beauteous, Who unto my youth was given, More than all things else to love me, And is now a saint in heaven. With a slow and noiseless footstep Comes that messenger divine, Takes the vacant chair beside me, Lays her gentle hand in mine. And she sits and gazes at me With those deep and tender eyes, Like the stars, so still and sa

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The day is done, and the darkness Falls from the wings of night, As a feather is wafted downward From an eagle in his flight. I see the lights of the village Gleam through the rain and the mist, And a feeling of sadness comes o'er me That my soul cannot resist: A feeling of sadness and longing, That is not akin to pain, And resembles sorrow only As the mist resembles the rain. Come, read to me some poem, Some simple and heartfelt lay, That shall soothe this restless feeling, And banish the thoughts of day. Not from the grand old masters, Not from the bards sublime, Whose distant footsteps echo Through the corridors of Time. For, like strains of martial music, Their mighty thoughts suggest Life's endless toil and endeavor; And to-night I long for rest. Read from some humbler poet, Whose songs gushed from his heart, As showers from the clouds of summer, Or tears from the eyelids start; Who, through long days of labor, And nights devoid of ease, Still heard in his soul the music Of wonder

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I get tired of being hated, unloved, stomped on, belittled, kicked around, pushed down, slapped in the face, treated like dirt, over looked, pissed off, pissed on, hurt, shot down, told to shut up, told to forget about it, told to get over it, not cared about, and the list goes on. Sometimes I wish I could just die and get it over with; but then I want to stay alive with hopes of seeing these people that do these things get back what they give. Then people wonder why I want to leave and not come back. There are other times where I wish I could be the one to give them back the hurt they give. But then I remember the Three Fold rule, and I curse at the world again. People wonder why I am the way I am… Well maybe its because I’m looking for these things I’m not getting. Maybe someday I’ll get them or maybe death will come soon and I won’t have to worry about it anymore and I can leave and not look back. I’ll have to learn to become cold, because th

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Just 27 Words. God our Father, walk through my house and take away all my worries and illnesses and please watch over and heal my family in Jesus name, Amen. This prayer is so powerful. Pass this to 12 people including me. A blessing is coming to you in form of a new job, a house, marriage or financially. Do not break or ask questions. This is a test. Does God come first in your life?

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When I get home, babe, gonna light your fire All day I've been thinkin' about you, babe You're my one desire Gonna wrap my arms around youHold you close to me Oh, babe I wanna taste your lips I wanna fill your fantasy, yeah Don't know what I'd do without you, babe Don't know where I'd be You're not just another lover No, you're everything to me Ev'rytime I'm with you, baby I can't believe it's true When you're layin' in my arms And you do the things you do You can see it in my eyes I can feel it in your touch You don't have to say a thing Just let me show how much I love you, I need you, yeah I wanna kiss you all over And over again I wanna kiss you all over Till the night closes in Till the night closes in Stay with me, lay with me, holding me, loving me, baby Here with me, near with me, feeling you close to me, baby So show me, show me ev'rything you do 'cause baby no one does it quite like you I love you, I need you, oh, babe I wanna kiss you all over And over again I wanna

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Working Overtime It was 4 p.m. and the office was shutting down for the day. Stephanie Thompkins was at her desk looking through the stack of correspondence that must be taken care of in the morning, when the phone rang. It was him. "Be in my office in five minutes," she said and hung up the phone. The thought of having the building's electrician she had been flirting with in her office set her heart racing. Five minutes...enough time to go to the bathroom, freshen up, and give her desk the appearance of organization. Two assistants were killing time in the bathroom when she got there. Their faces blushed red as they quietly picked up their purses and left to go back to their desks. "Got ya," she thought with a grin spreading across her face, "It's nice to be the boss." Stephanie peed quickly and washed her hands. She took a little more time putting her hair back into place as she looked to see if her makeup needed to be refreshed. After deciding that the makeup wou

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This blog, rate this blog, rate it hard! Yes, I do have a family only blog, and I usually am talking about you and how much I hate you in there. Pfft, it's not like I do noodz, I gotta have some perks for my family members, and the blog is about it...

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dis poem shall speak of the wretched sea that washed ships to these shores of mothers cryin for their young swallowed up by the sea dis poem shall say nothin new dis poem shall speak of time time unlimited time undefined dis poem shall call names names like lumumba kenyatta nkrumah hannibal akenaton malcolm garvey haile selassie dis poem is vexed about apartheid rascism fascism the klu klux klan riots in brixton atlanta jim jones dis poem is revoltin against 1st world 2nd world 3rd world division man made decision dis poem is like all the rest dis poem will not be amongst great literary works will not be recited by poetry enthusiasts will not be quoted by politicians nor men of religion dis poem s knives bombs guns blood fire blazin for freedom yes dis poem is a drum ashanti mau mau ibo yoruba nyahbingi warriors uhuru uhuru uhuru namibia uhuru soweto uhuru afrika dis poem will not change things dis poem need to be changed dis poem is a rebirth of a peopl arizin awaking understandin dis

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You stay up for 16 hours.....He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up......He goes weeks without running water. You complain of a 'headache' and call in sick.......He gets shot at as other are hit,and keeps moving forward. You talk trash about your buddies that aren't with you.......He knows he may never see any of his ever again. You complain about how hot it is......He wears his heavy gear,not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his forehead. You get mad at the waiter for getting your order wrong......He doesn't get to eat today. Your mad that your class got held 5 minutes over.......He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months. You roll your eyes when your baby cries......He gets a letter with pictures of his new baby,and wonders if they'll ever meet

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Hey folks You probably don't know me, and if you do.. Groovy. If not.. Well, that's cool too. My Name is Sean and I currently host a 'net radio show Friday evenings on http://www.renegaderadio.net (If you're really that intersted, just ask me for more info :p ) However, i'm not here to plug that. We're a sponsor for an event on 9/25 at Oriley's in Dallas, TX - I've been in charge of doing most of the promo for the gig, So alas - Here's one more attempt to get some butts there.. What show is it, you ask? Why, it's the First Annual Epic Music Showcase And Convention! What's that all about you ask? Truth be told in the past 6 or 7 years, the music scene is Dallas has kind of, gone down hill. the Legendary Deep Ellum is now hardly a shell of what it once was, be it from club owners not being able to handle keeping everything open due to the economy, getting bored, or whatever.. The fact of the matter is, The scene needs a kick in the ass. But how? Simple. You get 13 bands, You start

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hello my friends.need to get some stuff off my chest.lately i notice i have changed.i have hurt alot of yall and the one that matter to me the most.i never ment to hurt anybody feeling on here.for some reason i always write before i think about it and get hurt in the long run.i have been on fubar for over a year and enjoyed talking to alot of yall.lately ,there has been alot of issue at my home .i have let stress build up on me again and i don't like it.i have talked for awhile about leaveing fubar and it is still in my mind.i'm tired of hurting people i care about,thats not me.i was brought up better then that.so,the bottom line is that i am sorry and maybe one day you will forgive me for being a jerk or asshole.if you have something to talk about another person,i don't want to hear it at all.i really don't care if you don't like him or her .this is about me not them.so i ask,please keep your feeling to yourself about others.i have enuff issue of my own.don't need it on here.ty

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We will have a release date for the album soon along with the premiere party and tour info. We're going to do something to kind of promote the band, something we would appreciate everyone's help with. We'd love it if you could show your love and support of the band. If you find yourself with the time, make a salute for us and take a pic of it. We want to show them off in a promotional ad and some shows. Be creative. We love creativity, and we don't discriminate. Also, we are in the process of coming up with a concept for the videos for the singles and keep going to one point and direction. Having a single girl featured in all the videos, kind of telling a story throughout them (think Whitesnake, etc). If interested, let me know and I'll put you in contact with our management. Oh, one last major announcement. The first five fans who ask, will be able to place our player on their page. This will help us tremendously in getting the word out there. Those five will be given tickets and

Christina-fighter...
After all you put me throughYou'd think I'd despise youBut in the end I wanna thank you'Cause you made me that much strongerWell I, thought I knew youThinking, that you were trueGuess I, I couldn't trustCalled your bluff, time is up'Cause I've had enoughYou were, there by my sideAlways, down for the rideBut your, joy ride just came down in flames'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmmAfter all of the stealing and cheatingYou probably think that I hold resentment for youBut, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to doI wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull throughSo I wanna say thank you, cause it...Makes me that much strongerMakes me work a little bit harderIt makes me that much wiserSo thanks for making me a fighterMade me learn a little bit fasterMade my skin a little bit thickerMakes me that much smarterSo thanks for making me a fighterOh, ohhNever, saw it comingAll of, your backstabbingJust so, you could cash inOn a good thing before I rea

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As I paw at my eyes, and I contemplate successful people ... I'm wondering if I'll reach a point in my life where I won't mind that other people have worked for what they have achieved what they wanted and made an impact. I'm not thinking it was easy for them, I'd just like to have the time and the opportunity to do the same. This thought is cut short by sleep deprivation. And a lounging English Mastiff. I just find it hard to believe? No. I resent that to become a bestseller you have to die of cancer get on Oprah Blog about someone else's book for a year. I loathe Oprah... and unless I was cracking Freud and... actually blogging about it (who in gods name would read that?) I just can't see myself winning the reality show that is this post-post-modernist world. Also Fuck Post-Modernism. ... It had been a while since I had said that. We've needed a new movement, a new art, a new rhetoric, a new critique for many years... For as long as I could argue. I'm hoping to

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I offer you my hand,To take and hold in yours.To give you strenght and comfort,Unlike you've had before.I offer you my arms,To hold you close when unsure.To give you tenderness and warmth,So that again your heart will endure.I offer you my smile,To help yours shine each day.To give you happiness and joy,So you can share with others all along your way.I offer you my eyes,So you can look deep into my soul.To give you sight well within me,So my true feelings you would know.I offer you my heart,So once again your may feel.To show you I do care,So once again your heart will heal.All these I offer you,To have yours,an honor it would be.To have your hand,arms,smile,eyes and heart,God himself would have truely blessed me.

Soldier Homecomming Surprise
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Love is that of an emotion that hurts. Cutting like a knife so deep leaving scars that never seem to heal. His love was deeper than any ocean that runs through the core. A scent of purity that leaves you begging and longing for more. I fell hard and fast for a heart that chooses to ignore. I'm left high drying like leaves falling to the floor. I've become lost within a love that will never be.

#5
“Its me calm down,” I chuckle. “You scared the shit out of me,” she whimpers. I kiss her so she can’t complain anymore. I run my hands all over her body. We wash each other, get out and dry each other off. I look at my phone and there was a missed call from Desdemona, I knew she set everything up for me. Before Cherrie could put her clothes on I put a robe around her, blind fold her and lead her to the backyard. I was amazed at what she did. In the corner of the back yard there used to be an ugly over grown canopy type area. Now there was a black canopy with a big fluffy red blankets on a bed. There were red and black lights everywhere. Last but not least there were two goblets filled with the blood Desdemona had put away. I stand Cherrie in front of the canopy and pull off the blindfold. She was speechless. I pulled her onto the bed and handed her the goblet. She drank it slow not knowing what it was. “What the hell was that it

#4
The next evening we lay in bed for a while not wanting to do anything to night. After awhile of lying there we start to get hungry so we have to get up. We put on some sweats and a tank top. We walk out the door looking ill. As we pull up to Desdemona’s I notice something’s not right. Lilith is at the door again. “What's going on something doesn’t seem right, where is Eric?” I asked. “Desdemona said to find her and she will explain” Lilith said. I hold tight to Cherrie’s hand and push my way through the crowd and head towards Desdemona’s office. There was a new secretary. He was an odd looking person. His ears were too big for his head and his nose too small. He didn’t say anything to me as I walked through the office door. “Sit down and I will explain everything,” she instructed. “The vampires you warned Eric about was a clan that was made by an old foe from when I was a newbie her name was

#3
“Wow that was amazing and I’m full what is it?” I asked “SHHH its pure blood from a ancient, he gave me a good gallon of it and know one knows,” she explained. “It was so good wow!” I exclaimed. “Thank you.” “You are welcome my dear,” she whispers. Then takes the glass to the kitchen. There in the door is Butterfly. She looks amazing in her tight leather pants and a baby doll tank top. She cut her hair just above her shoulders. I wave so she can see me. She then joins me at my table. “Hey beautiful,” I say as she sits. “Hey what's up? So I was thinking about your offer last night and I think it sounds like a good idea,” she said with a smile. “Really oh that’s great, I get the boss lady she set something up for me,” I said as I jumped out of the booth. I run into Desdemona’s office. “Hey boss lady she said yes,” I exclaimed “Did she really, w

No Title #2
“Well boss lady I’m a lonely girl I need a mate,” I joke “Really Des I need someone to spend eternity with me.” “Well dear the only advise I can give you is it’s your life don’t screw it up, I just want you to introduce whomever it is you choose before you turn them.” She says. “Of course boss lady,” I chuckle “Why on earth do you call me boss lady?” she asked then stood “Because it annoys you so,” I reply. She smile kisses my forehead and walked to her headwaiter and says something to him and walks off. After she walks off the headwaiter comes rushing over. “I was ordered to get you anything you need,” he says not even looking at me. “The boss lady is out doing herself isn’t she, I don’t need anything now,” I tell him but he doesn’t move “Are you going to stand there the whole time?” “Orders,” he said “Well

No Title
Beneath the stars I look up and wonder is this it. Is this all I am here to do is sulk in the night waiting for a meal. They are a little hard to come by in this little town. I have to go to the city when I want to eat. The club scene is one of my favorite places to hunt. I can choose anyone and they think they overdosed or a bug bit them. The hard part is choosing the flavor so to speak. They’re sitting at the furthest table in my favorite hunting spot. She has long blonde hair, tall and alone. I watch her a little while before I approach. I sit beside her without saying a word and watch the dance floor. “No there’s no one sitting there.” She says “Well that’s good otherwise I would be sitting on their lap,” I mutter “so what’s your name.” “I’m Eliza, what’s your name?” she asks. “Does it matter,” I whisper. I stand grab her hand and lead her to the dance floor. We dance for

You..
You complete me. You have my heart.. You are amazing.. You know that i love you You scare me.. You hurt me... You keep me wanting more... You have me right where you want me... You never stop amazing me... You kill me... You love me... ?

Marriage
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of h

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~ CELTIC RIVER ~ Watching you after battle, Down by a sparkling stream, I once again felt our souls connect, Even tho this was a dream. I remember looking up at you, With your eyes so full of fire, You fought the battle so strong and proud, Protecting our clans with a fierce desire. Leaning over the running stream, We washed the crimson off our hands, It was then I fell for you, The celtic warrior protecting our lands. Washing my hair down over that stream, I wonder if you thought of me too, I wet a cloth with the cool moving water, And slowly moved over to you. Bringing the cloth upon your face, All the crimson I began to clean, As I washed you softly, I looked in your eyes, Knowing my love for you, You had seen. Running my hand through your long wet hair, I dared to kiss your lips, I knew then and there, You felt the same, When your hands enclosed my hips. Leaning up against a tree, My breath had quickened, and my heart began to race, I knew then I would always love you my warrior

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We used to lie awake at night;and talk till early light,and I would hear you call my name.I saw the world through lover's eyes,and didn't stop to realize;that you would never love me again.But to you, it was only a game. I search to find reality,and though you're just a memory;In dreams I see you here by my side.It seems like only yesterday;we played the games that lover's play,I thought we had no secrets to hide.And we laughed, and we loved and we cried. I gave you my heart; I gave you my soul.I gave you my love and you took it all.You were my life; you were my world.I gave you my heart but you took it all. Yes you took it all.

I Love Everybody
I am so deeply concerned that some of you might die of shock and that would upset me so Sproet and I are changing personas I have to be sweet and gentle and kind like her and she has to be a raging lunatic bitch like me the one who cracks first is a big fat loser ! I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL please pray for me

Just Let Him Go..
we have to consider letting go of a person we love becoz love is not just being together ..love is very very broad if were gonna define ..All we have to is assess the situation whether is still gonna work or not if not then be hurt ..do cry you want ..anyway surely ,you'll find someone better than that..

Slumber Party Part Two By Lizz Tayler
"Maybe so," I said, blushing again. I wrapped the towel around me, slipped on my shower shoes and headed for the shower. Once in the shower I peeked down at my reddish brown bush that had been flattened by my panties. It really gave me a thrill to think Myra thought I was pretty there. I wondered how serious she was. With Myra it is definitely hard to tell. I wondered what it would be like to kiss and lick a pussy. My first reaction was that slightly ill feeling, then I thought how depraved it would be to eat cunt. Maybe it was the choice of words in my thought, but it seemed much more feasible. But I still didn't think I wanted to do it.After I saw my folks off, I got even more nervous. I went upstairs and took a shower but nothing was helping to calm me much. Jaime showed up right at seven, and I led her into the kitchen because she was carrying a paper sack. She pulled out a frozen pizza, several DVD's and two bottles of wine. One of the DVD's was a sex movie about lesbian sex. I co

I F'n Love These!
ana: hi babe how are you?>?? To ana: full of beer, spinach pizza, and gas... you? ana: reallyyy?? To ana: Yes, really. I'm talking cheesy spinach pizza with pepperoni and garlic sauce, pabst blue ribbon, and also I had some brie croissants - btw, "really" only has one "y" in the traditional spelling. ana: hahahaha!!!!your a perfectionist???? To ana: No, just literate. ana: i like it babe To ana: The pizza, beer, or croissants? ana: you!!!hahahahahah To ana: Oh. Why are laughing at me? ana: do you havyahoo messenger>??? To ana: No, I think Carol Bartz still owns it. To ana: Are you a man? Me: I don't think she wants to talk to me anymore. Karen (wit

Slumber Party Part One By Lizz Tayler
It was a typical high school senior's slumber party, I guess. There was wine, vodka, and someone brought a couple of illegal cigarettes. There was a lot of getting wasted and finally of passing out. Of course, I wasn't that into getting wasted and neither were a very few of the other girls, so after most of the others had gone to sleep, we broke up into pairs chatting in or on our sleeping bags. I was talking to Jaime and shortly, we may have been the only ones left awake. More than once, I had felt a little jealous of Jaime as I thought of how she was so much hotter than me. Strangely, that made me attracted to being friends with her.Not that I'm shabby exactly. I have reddish-brown hair that is sandier than auburn, a few freckles and nice tits, at least nice for an eighteen-year-old high school girl. Jaime is a little taller than me and has long brown hair, smaller breasts than me and she wears glasses. So what is to be jealous of? Her legs, that's what – she has shapely muscul

9/11-"meet Me In The Stairwell"
....a friend of mine emailed me this a couple of days ago, and i finally had a chance 2 open and read it....i'm far from a religious person, but found this moving....thought i would share this...maybe there is some1 or something higher than us mere humans even when we r just going on with our everyday lives.....'MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL' You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK..I am ready to go.' I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. 'I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 ye

Unicorns And Glittah!
Okay, not really. But since you're here, how about you click the picture below and rate it for the ever so lovely MJ? [Crap, I suck. Copy/paste this, or find the link in the comments: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1117155&albumid=2157516&i=3861319593] She's wicked awesome and is in a little contest thinger. Help? Pleeeeeeeease-uh? I hardly ever ask for anything. kthx♥

National Debt
Okay, I was suppose to write this blog a week or 2 ago…which I did, but somehow never got posted…lol…but anyway, here is my rant on "National Debt"….which started with a Mumm I read…. I don’t believe that raising taxes will help with the national debt because there are way too many other issues that need resolved…first, bring our soldiers home…it’s not our war anymore…we as a nation built itself, and we fought our own wars within our country…and this nation became strong because of it without the need of outside help…we grew with pride and dignity, and we had the dream to live the American dream of freedom…we need to let other countries make their own mistakes and allow them to grow without our involvement and concentrate on our own issues…second, unemployment…yes, jobs are scarce right now for the most part…well gee, bring our jobs back to American soil for starters&helli

Funames
So, I thought I'd do one of these. What your funame says about you. Bigdaddy, BigD, Big(other letter of the alphabet): Little man syndrome? You probably have a goatee, ride a motorcycle, wear wife-beaters, and jerk off to superunrealisticbangbangsexybreasts.com Big(insert first name here): Someone once called you that and it made you feel like not so much of a loser for the first time in your life. Alternating caps/lower case: Bipolar slut. Horny/wet...: Not really. You're actually pretty boring, but as opposed to actually making some form of intellectual communication with people of the human species, you've found it's easier just to tell people you're horny. It's okay, most people are dumb enough to think that if they shower you with gifts and praise, they might just get laid. Angel...: Probably your real name. You think it's clever. ...angel...: A bit of reverse psychology. People won't believe you're angelic at all. In fact, this is true. However, it's also dumb. Unless you o

Lets Make Love
what would you say if i said forever?what could forever be like with you?the only way i see it working is a commitmenta holy blessing to encircle and protect our lovea blessing from my goda promissa circle of faitha partner for lifewhat will you say when i ask you for this?you know its the only wayplease my love, lets make loveafter we say i do.......other wise it will never ever work.....love me more...always chose love....walk with me....please hear my call.....im already in deep and need you to sleep, be mine pele

Therapy
My ship went down In a sea of sound When I woke up alone I had everything A hand full of moments I wished I could change and a tounge like a nightmare That cut like a blade In a city of fools I was careful and cool but they tore me apart like a hurricane A hand full of moments I wished I could change but I was carried away Give me therapy I'm a walking travesty But I'm smiling at everything Therapy you were never a friend to me and you can keep all your misery My lungs gave out as I faced the crowd I think that keeping this up can be dangerous I'm flesh and bone I'm a rolling stone And the experts say I'm delirious Give me therapy I'm a walking travesty But I'm smiling at everything Therapy you were never a friend to me and you can take back your misery Arrogent boy love yourself so no one has to They're better off without you Arrogent boy Cause a scene like your supposed to They'll fall asleep without you You're lucky if your memory remains Give me therapy I'm a walking travesty

Awesome New Website With Free Brand Name Stuff No Hidden Fee Just Free Stuff.
FREE Stuff for Everyone! Seriously. I found this website the other day by accident I was very skeptical but I signed up anyway since it was free. I started checking things out and using the Free credits I was given bid on a few auctions and acutally won. They have all kinds of things for auction and amazingly everything really is Free. It ia a comuinty of users who have things they want to sell for more credits to buy the things they want with the credits the acumulate. It is really easy I have won three auctions and have not spent a dime. I recently listed my own items and it is also Free and very easy. They have Such things as Juicy Couture hand bags, makeup, Collectables, Shoes, Baby Clothes and much more. How It Works1 A user lists something they don't want anymore. (like an old TV) 2 Other users bid on the TV using credits they received for signing up, referring friends, or selling their own stuff. 3 When the auction ends, the user who bid the highest amount of c

[be A Hero Like Me]
and thus I was stranded from home at home. Don't over think it, and don't question the HUGE spacing this thing is doing. ... okay, question it. When I got in, my throat was aching and my dog was covered in fleas. This is amusing because... I didn't do anything to deserve that, and my dog had a flea treatment that very week. Seriously. I guess it acted as a flea sex drug. So we went into the vet, and the doctor the vet at 9... I haven't willingly seen 9 AM since I was employed and the doc at 4. Because why? I had an abscess in my neck, and I still have some tender tissue in there. Yeah, whiplashy tissue yeah it hurts. On the upshot, my besty came down for a couple days and we hung out, and we decided we now hate indy, and ... what else, oh that there's a high probability I'll be "fine in a month". ... But at least my mom will shut up now that I saw the horse doctor speaking of horse doctors the literal horse doctor took a look at my dog, perscribed a handful of

Now This Is Cool!
I am NOT pushing anyone, BUT for the price of a small bling pack you can now order CureBands from the CF Foundation and help us in our fight for a cure! CureBands are a CF take on SillyBandz that are so popular with kids nowadays! :) These bands are in the shapes of a rose, CF, CFF, CURE, HOPE, etc. and the money goes to helping to save kids' lives! I ordered mine. :D Just go to www.cff.org You will find them on the front page! P.S. Share share share this blog please!

Interesting Info About Donating Hair To Those With Cancer
THIS IS FROM A LOCAL NEWS ARTICLE THAT I FOUND VERY INTERSTING AND THOUGHT I WOULD PASS THE INFO ON .... I AM NOT ABLE TO "REDISTRIBUTE" ALL RIGHTS RESERVED ...SO HERE IS THE LINK http://www.caller.com/news/2010/sep/11/brush-of-confidence-program-gives-wigs-to-sick/

Ode To Misfit 2010 Edition
As I sit here in a Percocet Induced happiness while watching Monday night Football. I am reminded I was supposed to do an updated blog about the most Beautifulmest person in the WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOLE world. THIS LOOOOOOOOOSER... I love ^^^ this loser.... she is awesome and preeeeetttyyy! and schtuff! she farts sexiness and cock slaps amazing. If I could legally get married to an online intatey/persona I would... for a long long time she was the only reason I went on here or FB. and the number one reason I took up creepy stalking again. I always figured I put awake my trench coat and giant creepy coke-bottle glasses. untill her. she is my fartface and she smells and I

H.r. 2254
Encourage your congressman to vote in favor of H.R. 2254 to further define the exposure of Agent Orange during Vietnam War to the Blue Water Navy as well those that pulled into port or ran patrols in the rivers of Vietnam. Where do you think the exposed water of the rivers flowed? Right into the Gulf of Tonkin to be drunk by all the Blue Water Sailors ... they also showered in the contaminated waters of agent orange ... what is the problem with Congress? If a sailor is in Vietnam he was exposed ... PERIOD!!!!

To Renea
A soft rain A soft rain, On a warm morning, During a walk On the beaches Of my mind, Is an invitation To refine those Memories That have faded since Childhood. Is it the falling of the Drops through the leaves That we hear? or Is that the movement of Peals of water rolling over the Once dry creek bed? I have thrown aside My umbrella… A quiet that is only Broken by the swish Of car tires as they Breathlessly swirl by, Rain flattens my Hair, running rivulets Of nature’s tears over My unshaven face. My dogs prance the Prance with what we foolishly Call a smile on their faces. That is obviously just Contentment! The rain is irrelevant To them, silly! Yet not to me As I recapture The joy of catching Droplets on a tongue Stuck out in Defiance of growing old, I care not, I am wearing flip flops, I walk the sand of beaches Long washed away

Why I Love The Rennaisance Festival.(not Written By Me, But Definitely Describes Me)
To some, we are odd. Dressed in "costumes", speaking with bad accents, and eating food on a stick. We are the freaks and the geeks. We are drama club, chess club, and d&d players. We are too fat, too thin, too smart, and too socially awkward, until we walk through the gates. At Ren Faires/Fests all over the country, we shine. History majors are not scoffed; World of Warcrafters are not jeered. The more you know, the better. Memorized the complete works of Shakespeare? We celebrate you. Willing to swallow swords, walk on glass, or attempt other feats of weird, ridiculous, or gross? You are our idols. Play the bag pipes, the pan flute, the ocarina? You are our rock stars. Even better, you talk to us, take pictures with us, and honestly appreciate us. You were once just like us, and you don;t forget it. For that we love you even more. The Ren Fest is the one place where you can be without feeling different. Everyone was a geek, a nerd, a dweeb once. Everyone around was once picked on, or

Lone Wolf Bombers Requirements
Hello and Welcome to the Lone Wolf Bomber Family While we are a fun Loving family we do have a few rules to abide by 1. Be respectful to all members of the family 2. Keep in mind that we all have Real lives and those come before fubar 3.while bombing Remember you are representing Our Family Use common sense 4. We do ask that you let an owner before posting any new bombing runs 5. If you join a contest that another family member is already in, we will support you both but its first come first served 6.Please check the family blog for the newest links for bombing 7. Keep and Eye on the bullys to know what the family is up to 8. Please add a comment with your Name and bomber name to prove you have read this Thank you and Welcome to the LONE WOLF BOMBERS Family

The Raven, Part Ii
Just because I enjoy writing I thought I'd add something to my page. I enjoy Edgar Poe and thought that his story "The Raven" could use a little more so I wrote the following: A year has past and he sits so daunting , the depths of my soul I find him haunting. This foul winged beast of night that stays perched above my door. The fire I stoke ever so lightly, it's warm embers burning brightly, Warming the room ever so slightly, as I cast my gaze upon the floor. Seeking some comfort in my sorrow, though I know not what for. Avoiding sight of this Raven whom I abhor. With the passing days my mind has wandered, fleeting memories that I have pondered, pondered the reasons and purpose of all that has been before. Madness inside slowly brewing, insipid remarks I find myself spewing, Aware now of my very undoing, but not yet sure of what is in store. I struggle in vain to clear my mind so my situation I may explore. Knowing he is watching, perched silently for ever more. "Sentinel of the da

Life Everalsting
I find myself sitting here on a Sunday, reading Dante's Divine Comedy. I stepped out for a bit to enjoy my coffee, and was lost in thought. I have read this, and other great works before, and each time I am left in awe not only by the masterfull writings, but by the timeless tales that will be read by generations to come. Alighieri, Longfellow, Homer, Poe, Tennyson, Shakespeare.. the list goes on. Their words, will live forever. To know that their thoughts and ideas will stand for all time.. is something I must admit fascinates me. They have in many ways, assured their immortality. I wonder if they ever comprehended how great of an impact their work would have for generations to come. It was then that I realized, that each of us through our own lives, do the same thing, though maybe not on such a global scale. As a parent, every action we take, every word we speak around our children... is poetry. Our lives are the pages, and our actions are the words. We are the song, we are the dance

Asb Is Thinking About Me. Reposted Just Because
This person I will never forget.I chose this poem for Peacey because I thirst for his knowledge and admire his loving soul. He loves without boundries and gives to those in need. He is so far the only one who understands the things I see when I look into the sky. The Selfless Servant The selfless Servant remembersThe challenges along the way,But meets each Sun with wonder,The pleasure of greeting the day.The joy that fuels the selfless heartIs in seeing the changes that comeTo every weary traveler who hearsThe heart song of Earth Mothers drum.Affecting the lives of those in need,With a smile or a helping hand,Brings unseen rewards to the heartThat the selfish don't understand.Returning to others a percentageof the abundance that we have knownIs the sacred wisdom of sharing,A gift of the seeds we have sown,Where do we find these servants,Who choose to selfishly give?They stand with Wisdom Keeper,Having remembered,that to give is to live!

Jamie Oliver
So this guy, Jamie Oliver is a chef, a British chef. He changed the school food system, stopped school serving crappy unhealthy school dinners. Now he's gone to America to do the same thing, some place called Huntingdon in West Virginia. So he goes to the local radio station to get the news out there. Here is what disgust me. The radio host...complete and utter arse. Jamie picked that city because statistically it is the unhealthiest in America, with more death and disease due to obesity and what not etc. Anyway that guy just attacked him and was basically like 'what gives you the right to come here and tell us what to do, who made you the king of the world, you think after 3 months things will change??/' etc etc. And Jamie tried to explain to him, when he was being cut off quite a lot, that he wasn't expecting drastic change but he was planting a seed. He said one sentence that summed it up 'Man if everyone in America thought like you, nothing would get done'. Then

America Vs. The Terrorists, 9/11/10: A Status Report, Nine Years On… (repost)
In September 11, 2001, al Qaeda terrorists hijacked four passenger jets. They flew three of them into the World Trade Center and the Pentagon. The fourth was retaken by the passengers and crashed in a field in Pennsylvania. These things we know. Since then, much has transpired. For example: The US invaded Afghanistan, the nation that had harbored the terrorists and their mastermind, Osama bin Laden. The war has not been uniformly well managed and attempts to install a stable self-government have so far failed. Many experts argue that our efforts there have been woefully counterproductive. Using falsified evidence and outright lies, the US government engineered the invasion of Iraq, a nation that had nothing to do with the attacks (or, for that matter, any meaningful export of terrorist activity). Estimates of Iraqi deaths resulting from this invasion: more than 1.35 million, many of them women, children and other innocent civilians. We have yet to apprehend bin Laden. M

To The Rescue!
One dark night outside a small town, a fire started inside the local chemical plant. Before long it exploded into flames and an alarm went out to fire departments from miles around. After fighting the fire for over an hour, the chemical company president approached the fire chiefand said, "All of our secret formulas are in the vault in the center of the plant. They must be saved! I will give $50,000 to the engine company that brings them out safely!" As soon as the chief heard this, he ordered the firemen to strengthen their attack on the blaze. After two more hours of attacking the fire, president of the company offered $100,000 to the engine company that could bring out the company's secret files. From the distance a long siren was heard as another fire truck came into sight. It was a local volunteer fire company composed entirely of men over 65. To everyone's amazement the little fire engineraced through the chemical plant gates and drove straight into the middle of the inferno

Come Hear!
A friend sent me the video link below because they know I'm a Deadhead, and it's the best performance I've heard other than the studio version. It's also one of my favorite Dead songs. Uncle John's Bandfrom the album Workingman's Deadwritten by Robert Hunter and Jerry Garciaperformed by The Grateful Dead Well the first days are the hardest days - don't you worry any more,'Cause when life looks like Easy Street, there is danger at your doorThink this through with me, let me know your mind.Woh - oh, what I want to know, is are you kind?It's a buck dancer's choice my friend; better take my advice.You know all the rules by now and the fire from ice.Will you come with me, won't you come with me?Woh - oh, what I want to know, will you come with me?Goddamn, well I declare, have you seen the like?Their walls are built of cannonballs, Their motto is Don't tread on me.Come hear the Uncle John's Band by the riversideGot some things to talk about, here beside the risin' tideIt's the same story t

Change Your Country Day!
So, I think we should have a "Change your country" day on fubar. The rules would be like this: You can't just go pick a different country. You have to "trade" countries with someone on your page. You can then "trade" that country for another if you like, but you and whoever you trade with must change your profile to say that you're from the country that you traded for. You must learn at least something about that country's culture - something you can reflect on the internet so that you can actually pretend you are from that country. For the entire day, you MUST pretend that you're really from that country. Finally, the fun of it is to exaggerate all the nuances of that country. (ie: if you get Canada, end EVERY sentence with "eh"). But, of course, this doesn't work unless people do it. And I dunno what day it should be on. Thoughts?

Ten Illegal Immigrants Caught After Van Stopped
Only if you see suspected illegal cross border activity, contact: OHIO BORDER PATROL 800-537-3220 Put this # by your phone or in your cell! Lake County falls within the 100 mile radius for the Ohio Border Patrol and they can be on site within minutes! The Detroit sector Border Patrol is responsible for Ohio, Illinois, Indiana and Michigan. You may recall that when the Sandusky Bay Ohio Border Patrol office opened up a few months ago, there was a huge outcry from the opposition questioning the need for such an office in rural Ohio! Well, we know all about the marijuana Illegal immigrants are planting in those corn fields don't we? __________________________________________________________________ Ten illegal immigrants caught after van stopped

Got No Time
Im never around I got no time I feel a little guilty I dont talk to you So Im cleaning out my list Not to say i dont like you I just got no time I cant even take a poo Thats my shitty poem to tell you that if your off my list its not cause i dont like you. Its just because I honestly dont have time and we havent talked in more then a month. So I figuire i can still talk when i see you but this way i wont feel obligied. Dont feel bad im just a bish. Wicked PS you probably feel the same way just arent hormonally challenged like me. if your really offended by it call me..

Walmart Scam
ATTENTION: GE money bank, owned by walmart/sams club, is pulling credit card scams. i suggest you pay your card off and cancel it asap before they damage your credit standing. What the company is doing is mailing your bill out so late, it is impossible to pay on time unless you go to a store and pay it. Their hopes are that while you are in the store, you will buy something. If you don't pay it, that makes you late and you get charges $29.70 additional fees for a late payment. $29.70 x millions of credit customers. Think about it. And of course they have no record of when they mailed payment. Also, for those that did receive the bill on time and actually paid it on time, they are processing payments weeks after they received them. It doesn't matter what the date is on your check. They tell you they didn't receive it until it was after your due date, trying to say that you mailed it past the date you wrote on the check. That also goes in as being a late payment and is charged t

Interesting Blog,i Found This & Thought I Would Share It....
Barack OBAMA, during his Cairo speech, said: "I know, too, that Islam has always been a part of America 's story." AN AMERICAN CITIZEN'S RESPONSE: Dear Mr. Obama:.... Were those Muslims that were in America when the Pilgrims first landed? Funny, I thought they were Native American Indians.Were those Muslims that celebrated the first Thanksgiving day? Sorry again, those were Pilgrims and Native American Indians.Can you show me one Muslim signature on the United States Constitution?Declaration of Independence ?Bill of Rights?Didn't think so.Did Muslims fight for this country's freedom from England ? No.Did Muslims fight during the Civil War to free the slaves in America ? No, they did not. In fact, Muslims to this day are still the largest traffickers in human slavery. Your own half brother, a devout Muslim, still advocates slavery himself, even though Muslims of Arabic descent refer to black Muslims as "pug nosed slaves." Says a lot of what the Muslim world really thinks of you

Fu-sessed!!
I'd be lying if I said I didnt love fubar and Im not on it often, but I find it sad and depressing when some people become so obsessed with the technicalities of this site that they lose site of the fun and the real world. I have had many conversations ith my friends on fu I have had friends that have used this site for years and friends that are completely new. They enjoy the site for all it has such as leveling, games, blings, and most of all meeting new people. But nothing bothers me more than to watch friends go from having fun and enjoying the site and all the great things that comes with it....To treating it like it is their entire life. Like god forbid they dont get a pimp out or a bling....or the world ends when their VIP does.....I waych what people do just to get a salute or a bling and its sad.....its one thing to offer fubucks ...but to watch people offer nsfw photos or worse...beg is quite disturbing. Its like selling urself and for what? nothing you can hold nothi

25 Fun Ways To Pamper Your Body And Increase Vitality. (repost)
Taking great care of the body relieves stress, increases vitality and feeds the soul. In this article we will cover 25 recommendations will leave your body (and mind) prr-ing like a cat. By integrating the following tips your body will feel loose and fertile, and be on its way to becoming the well-oiled machine you know it can be! 1. Drink at least 30 oz of Water every day Water is the elixir of life. Too many of us walk around de-hydrated and over the long-term this can hurt our vitality. Make it a habit to drink at least 30 oz of water every day. 2. Scrub your Skin After a shower, take a wash cloth and literally scrub your body from head to toes. This removes dead skin cells and enables the skin to excrete toxins and “breathe” easier. Plus, you will look fantastic the next day. I highly recommend 1) scrubbing outside of the shower and 2) performing this routine 2x a week. 3. Wear comfortable Shoes The feet are the workhorse of the body, a

Sign Up At Bottom For Auction!!
PL AUCTION SAT. OCTOBER 1ST @ 6PM EST U CAN'T MISS IT!!!! ADOPT A STONER!!!! WELCOME TO FUBAR LOOKING FOR NEW FRIENDS ?? U CANNOT MISS THIS!!! ~ SECRET SMOKERZ SOCIETY ~ THERE IS NO OTHER LOUNGE LIKE US...COME CHECK US OUT!!! SIGN UP BELOW!!!! (repost of original by 'DJ BONZI FuENGAGED TO DJ DIGGER AT S3RADIO' on '2010-09-13 11:44:55')

44 Things To Do With Vinegar (repost)
By Sarah Kramer and Tanya Barnard 1. Kill weeds. Spray full-strength on growth until weeds have starved. 2. Kill unwanted grass on walks and driveways. 3. Increase soil acidity. Use 1/2 cup of vinegar in 1 gallon of tap water for watering plants such as rhododendrons, gardenias, or azaleas. 4. Deter ants. Spray vinegar around doors, appliances, and along other areas where ants are. 5. Polish car chrome. Apply full-strength. 6. Remove skunk odour from a dog. Rub fur with full-strength vinegar and rinse. 7. Keep cats away. Sprinkle vinegar on areas you don't want the cat walking, sleeping, or scratching. 8. Keep dogs from scratching their ears. Use a clean, soft cloth dipped in vinegar diluted with water. 9. Floor cleaner. Mix 1 cup white vinegar with 2 gallons hot water. 10. Freshen wilted vegetables. Soak them in 2 cups of water and a tablespoon of vinegar. 11. Soothe a bee or jellyfish sting. Dot the irritation with vinegar to relieve itching. 12. Rel

Please Sign Up...adopt A Stoner Auction Oct. 3, 2010!!!
AUCTION SAT. OCTOBER 1ST @ 6PM EST U CAN'T MISS IT!!!!ADOPT A STONER!!!!WELCOME TO FUBARLOOKING FOR NEW FRIENDS ??U CANNOT MISS THIS!!!~ SECRET SMOKERZ SOCIETY ~THERE IS NO OTHER LOUNGE LIKE US...COME CHECK US OUT!!!(repost of original by 'DJ BONZI FuENGAGED TO DJ DIGGER AT S3RADIO' on '2010-09-13 11:44:55')

101 At Home Remedies (repost)
Whether or not you've got adequate health insurance, going to the doctor is sometimes just not worth the effort. Taking off work, driving to the doctor when you feel sick, and asking advice for embarrassing ailments is almost worse than the symptoms you're suffering from. If you want to try a quick fix before calling up your doctor, check out this ultimate list of at-home remedies for common ailments. Chances are, you've already got a lot of these ingredients stashed somewhere in your house, saving you and your wallet from another trip to the doctor's office. Colds and Allergies Colds come in all forms, from a little stuffy nose to bronchitis to sore throats and extreme fatigue. Find out how to keep yourself on the go by reading below. Congestion: Red pepper, jalapenos and hot salsa will temporarily open up your nasal passages and break up congestion. Bronchitis: For mild bronchitis symptoms, use a vaporizer or take a steamy shower to ease your discomfort

My Truths, Too!
On September 11, 2001. I was getting ready for a field exercise with my unit in the 10th Mountain Division (that would be the active army division in New York - Fort Drum - about an hour north of Syracuse). We were on the trucks getting ready to go out (I think it was a Monday) when some guys came running down. They had just seen on the news where the Twin Towers had fallen. After that day, I was deployed on four wartime operations. One was for security in the US (Operation Noble Eagle). I've spent nearly 2 years in combat overseas on the other three deployments (which included Uzbekistan, Afghanistan, Djibouti, Ethiopia, and Iraq). I was infantry. My job was to "close with and neutralize the enemy." For layman terms, that means our job is to kill people and blow shit up. Seen some pretty bad shit. It's been 9 years since that day. Nine... Wow. I'm out of the army now. Honorable discharge, of course. So, yeah... I did that. It was pretty amazing to be a part of it. It was pretty trau

7 Miracle Spices With Huge Health Benefits (repost)
Photo via Flickr Spice up your life with these herbs, roots, and plants that benefit your health as much as they do your taste buds: From keeping your heart healthy and your arteries clear to reducing pain and warding off cancer, these everyday flavors will add a healthy punch to all your breakfasts, lunches, and dinners. 1. Chili Peppers Photo via liza31337 @ Flickr Add some heat to your dish with chili peppers -- and choose versions that are especially spicy to get the maximum amount of capsaicin. Capsacin, the ingredient that provides the plants with their spice, also has medical benefits that include pain relief, heart health, fighting prostate cancer, and stopping ulcers. If you're ready to take on the hottest peppers out there, try habanero or Scotch bonnet; for less of a jolt, try jalapenos, Spanish pimentos, or cherry peppers. 2. Cinnamon Photo via FotoosVanRobin @ Flickr You already love cinnamon in pumpkin pie, cinnamon rolls, ra

Congress And The Va - Agent Orange Exposure
Because my husband never set foot on Vietnam soil while in Vietnam, Congress and the VA state he does not qualify to receive compensation for Agent Orange exposure ... what a bunch of dummies lead our country and how poorly they treat our Vietnam vets ... still. My husband served for almost a year in the Gulf of Tonkin aboard the USS America. During that time he drank contaminated water, bathed in contaminated water and ate food that was boiled in contaminated water that went through the desalinsaination process from the gulf water. Jets who returned from combat missions who were splattered with the spray of of Agent Orange landed on board the carrier and were washed off using ship board water exposing the entire flight deck with AO. The rivers that were spray with millions of gallons of AO flowed into the Gulf of Tonkin creating a soup effect in the gulf. Which they drank, ate and bathed from. According to the VA a presumptive disease of AO exposure is Ischemic Heart Disease.

Up Coming Interviews
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How Do You Heal Your Broken Heart ???
i think that's the simple question but indeed very hard to answer ..how do u heal your broken heart??? i know its takes time to heal but in order to do that ..acceptance should comes first !!!..... to my ex..sometimes it's nice to cherish good or bad memories ..its gives me strenght and much courage ..to live my life the best i can ..thanx for boosting the inner me to be who and what i am now..

Ummm....
At some point you will realize that you have done to much for someone that the only next possible step to do is to stop ..leave them alone ,walk away ..I'ts not like you're giving up and it's not like you shouldn't try .It's just that you have to draw the line of determanation from desperation what is truly yours will...eventually be yours and what is not ,no matter how hard you try ,well never be .......

Nine Years After 9/11, Few See Terrorism As Top U.s. Problem (repost)
One percent see it as the top problem today, down from 46% in 2001 by Frank Newport PRINCETON, NJ -- Nine years after the terrorist attacks of Sept. 11, 2001, 1% of Americans mention terrorism as the most important problem facing the country, down from 46% just after the attacks. Just before the attacks, in a Gallup poll conducted Sept. 7-10, 2001, less than one-half of 1% of Americans mentioned terrorism as the nation's most important problem. One month later, in October 2001, 46% named terrorism, the highest in Gallup's history. From that point on, terrorism slowly faded as a response to this question. At the one-year anniversary of the attacks, in September 2002, 19% of Americans mentioned terrorism as the country's top problem, already eclipsed by the economy at the top of the list. By the five-year anniversary of the attacks in September 2006, 11% of Americans mentioned terrorism. Terrorism continued to drop from that point, albeit with an uptick to 8% mentions

The Freaks Come Out Tonight!
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Tag Heuer Carrera Chronograph: A Brief Overview: Then, Now And The Future:le Carrera Panamericana Rally Mexico
Introduced in 1963, Tag Heuer Carrera Chronograph _Tag Heuer Replica Watches_replica Tag Heuer was the first Heuer line of watches with its own brand name. In 1950, Mexico was about to compete its section of the great Pan-American highway. To celebrate that event, it was decided to create a motor race on the 3,500 km distance of the highway from the border of Guatemala and the United States. From 1950 through 1954, "Le Carrera Panamericana Rally Mexico" was held five times. And five times the worlds greatest drivers traversed the vast expanse over terrain that varied from deserts, prairies, mountains and tropical jungles. A legend was born. Although the Tag Heuer Carrera Chronograph _Tag Heuer Replica Watches_replica Tag Heuer was a evolution in terms of design for Heuer, its look was completely distinctive when compared to the commonly seen and sold chronographs of the 1940's and 1950's. Jack Heuer (pictured at left), the CEO of the company, wanted a watch with an excellent re

Chanel J12 Ladies Watch H0949
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Spotlight Rant.
250,000,000 fuBucks for the spotlight. who in the FUCK has that kind of fu-bucks? Seriously, it is no longer fun trying to bid on it. Might as well change the name "Spotlight for the insanely fu-rich." That is great the spotlight is reserved for the lower levels. I mean. It is only fair. But what about the rest of us? Not everyone has the time and patience to earn the fu-bucks. I mean, fuck. 230,000,000 right off the fucking bat? Where is the friendly competition? There should be limits set somewhere. I mean, you changed the fu-ownership bidding, it no longer raise the price to own a person. There should be an opening bid and limits on bid. I am not sure any more, is the "must win spotlight" one of the leveling requirement? If so, it is totally unwinnable for those in higher levels and fu-poor.

What Some Can't See
Aggravate, Cant quit habitsUp to M.E.No rush Fighting for airBOREDI can excessEMOTIONAL & BOREDI can over-excessI fight a war hereWatch others keep fallingSilent ,6th senseControl thy mouth...Can't keep em in lineQuit wasting timeQuit wasting breath on wordsWords falling on their deaf ears..Repeat mistakeWhat does it take??I cant tell u.Soon be their turnOne day they learnBottom ,,Looking Up...A lonley place indeedBut one must faceThe place they put themselves inSorry Its My time to leave this WellUp to them to get out of their cell. Posted by Naga Girl at 7:12 AM

My Best Friend
well here i am whatelse to say...you threw me out ,,,u threw me away...Crying over and over u need a friend...each time u chew me up and spit me out again..My life was not made to die for you..You spun me sum lies ..found out none were true...In the end your fatal attack,,is why i want a dagger tattooed in my back.Opposite extremes u soon will learn...Soon comes time u take ur turn .Your way of life it makes u fail..True happiness will never prevail...All u made me believe about me...slowly leaves my mind..Feelings of dread can be left behind...Sorry my friend u wouldnt believe me...But instead took it on to continually decieve me...One day u will awake and see loss of your best friend....Well .... kick urself in the ass again...I truly can not any longer repeat this mistake....My life stops each time u cause heartbrake..Seem to think i wouldnt let go because you think you are GOD!! No i had to just learn how to let go of a fraud.

M.e. Extreme
Stay in the past....Yet...run from it. Use TakeRESPONSABILITY// Abuseself AGGRESSIVE ,,,AntiSocial Behavior Lacking Core ConsIstancy..We make a mistake....repeat...repeat...repeatitAGAIN.. UnSTableINTENCE.. WHO AM I? search 4 satisfactory,,,,,,In the OPPOSITE direction ...self-punish ANGER! IMPULSE Crave EXCITEMENT MECHONISMS 2copeWITH LONLINESS. Behavior,,BEHAVIORS.. RITUALISTIC THINKING self-loathe MISTRUST innobility to control DIVE HEADFIRST Back2fill the VOID NATURE.vs.NURTURE DEGRATED CHILD -from- DEVALUED ACHEIVMENTS. NEED BE CONTROLLED,,,,, NARCASIST NeedB dominant IDOLIZED Comfortable... back for more familiar...... back for more … ......to frightened of change.... M.E.6/03/09

So Yeah.....
I am still trying to think of other things about me that are pretty cool. I thought of some more.... I have no children. I would like to have some but let's face it. I want it to be with the right person. If I am going to do something as lifelong as have a baby or two I need to make sure I got the right person at my side. Of all the things in the world why kids? Because I think kids are awesome. Not all of them but most are. More background info; I grew up in not the worst family ever but it was ugly. My parents split up when I was 6 I think and it was for irreconcilable differences. Loosely translated it means things were not on the up and up for my family. Part of it was my mom's issues, the rest was my dad dealing with serving without post deployment readjustment stuff. Anyhow they split and got re-married. The stepparents had their own baggage....one liked to tell me I was crap, the other smacked it out of me when I mouthed off in frustration. After I ended up a Ward of the Court

Wheres The Baby
Well I am pregnant with my 3rd child and I am 11 days over my due date. I am excited and a lil anxious at the same time!! I have three two other natural children and my daughter who is now 19 was right on time and my son who is 14 was two months early!!!! So I guess this one has to be late!!! Anyone ever had a similar thing happen to them? How did you cope???

Dissappearing Man
Promised this time it will be different ,, He's tired of running away. But the very thing I dread,, Started again today. Believed he was doing better Thought I,d be o.k. I had a fear all along things would go this way. I hate it when this happens it makes me feel real low... Every time i get involved backwards i will go. Shut myself away from all this time i have to fight. Probably go to sleep in tears don't worry i'm alright. How can he just up and leave down right dissappear,, Bad feelings surrounding me dreadful awful fear. stopped up twice... not at home. no visiting today.. no indication . You was going away.. But i will get through this I promise me This time it wont be the same. I know im put together I know im not to blame..

Forest Gump Goes To Heaven
Forrest Gump The day finally arrived; Forrest Gump dies and goes to Heaven. He is at the Pearly Gates, met by St. Peter himself. However, the gates are closed and Forrest approaches the Gatekeeper. St. Peter says, "Well, Forrest, it's certainly good to see you. We have heard a lot about you. I must tell you, though, that the place is filling up fast, and we've been administering an entrance examination for everyone. The test is short, but you have to pass it before you can get into Heaven." Forrest responds, "It shor is good to be here , St. Peter, sir. But nobody ever tolt me about any entrance exam. Shor hope the test ain't too hard; life was a big enough test as it was." St. Peter goes on, "Yes, I know, Forrest, but the test is only three questions. First: What two days of the week begin with the letter T? Second: How many seconds are there in a year? Third: What is God's first name?" Forrest leaves to think the questions over. He returns the next day and sees St. Peter, who waves

Secret Christian Reconstructionist Group Wants To Use Alien Threat To Justify Creation Of Dictatorship Based On Old Testament? (repost)
Author and journalist Nick Redfern has a new book out called Final Events that’s guaranteed to shake people up. It deals with a powerful secret society within the Intelligence community created with the intention of establishing a Christian Reconstructionist surveillance state. For what purpose? Well… in order to protect America from demonic UFO pilots. We’re seeing a lot of this kind of thinking floating around out there. It may in fact become the dominant view of UFOs, given that Hollywood is preparing a huge slate of UFO invasion films. Is someone trying to tell us something or is this a reaction to the Recession and fears about illegal immigration? Or is there a plan to fake some kind of devastating alien invasion in order to unite the world around a common enemy? I interviewed Nick to get the scoop… Tell us about your book. What’s the basic premise? Basically speaking, Final Events is a study of a think-tank group comprised of perso

New Start On Life Its Finally Over
first off i wanted you guys to know the ones who have my number iam not ignoring you in anyway its just that my computer took a shit on me so i dont have the internet and my cell crashed on me so no more texting or being on the net until i get a new cell hopefully ill get one next month or if someone is getting rid of there it would be nice to pass one my way lol j/k guess what my court case is done and over with i get sentence on October 4 2010 with no more extra time no prison time no jail time i got probation WOOHOO! there is a catch i have to stay on my meds to keep me mellow out and i have to be a good boy if i slip out once they could get me to go to prison for 2 years September 15 i start my classes it cost 20 dollars that god its just one class every week oh i got news on my ex wife she still climes to be prego even tho she does not have any proof i went to my so called friends house allen and he told me she show him sonic grams that she is however she will not

Real Entertainment
I think we should take all the warning labels off everything and watch all the idiots in the world go extinct. I think that would be real entertainment. I could definitely sit back with my feet up and a bag popcorn and enjoy!!! lmao 4D96B7CA-4563-95EF-1FEF-5D070BB993C4 1.03.01

Refitting The Pieces...the Author Against The World.
In the course of examining worldviews of various belief systems, and the author’s personal experience with each one, the author does not discover any startling revelations, nor does the author attempt to immerse himself into the worldviews that differ from his own. The author’s own worldview is that of Christian; however, not of any particular denomination. The author, being raised Southern Baptist by an Independent Baptist Minister- his father- and taught tolerance, not intolerance, of other religions or those religions’ viewpoints. The author was also made to understand that despite being tolerable of another’s worldview, the author must make stringent efforts to not be swayed, guided, or indoctrinated in these views. Each worldview presents an ananthem to Christian upbringing, growth, and moral/ethical decency that the author was initially raised with, became, and lives by. Upon review of the worldviews studied: Naturalism, Human Secularism, East

How To Manage Staff By Quest
You want to give your HIRED staff specific permissions? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Make sure you have visited this blog...my other blog on "Hiring Staff" Go into your "Edit" options, sometimes linked by clicking your Banner or Lounge Title You will see a bunch of options "Click Manage Lounge Staff" Find the person you hired, and choose YES in the drop-down menu for each permission you want to give them access to. **Be Careful -VERY CAREFUL- with the options you give your Staff!! ** SILENCE - Allows staff to NOT ALLOW visitors or members in the lounge to chat EJECT - Ejects or Kicks someone out of a lounge BAN - Bans someone from a lounge SKIN - **For Coders** The Skin Controls "How things work or locations or how things are viewed" inyour lounge MOTD - ** For Coders** Is the MAIN page you see in the lounge sometimes containing, Banner, Links, Cams, Music, etc

How To Staff By Quest
So you want to hire some staff in your lounge? --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- First off, the person you want to hire needs to be in your lounge! * Hover over their picture in the Lounge chat area or Shoutbox or Click their picture in the Online Users List Click LOUNGE OWNER OPTIONS then Click GIVE MODERATOR STATUS **//SEE MY BLOGS FOR HOW TO MANAGE STAFF or GIVE SPECIFIC MODS & PERMISISONS//**

Images By Quest
You want to upload some pictures? Maybe you want to upload pictures so they can be seen on your Profile or in your Lounge. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You will need to Use an "IMG" code or "Direct Link" link address. Sounds confusing? Let me explain... First, 2 recommended websites: --------------------------------- FOR BACKGROUNDS: Tiny Pic - http://tinypic.com/ FOR ANYTHING ELSE: Photobucket - http://photobucket.com/ ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Sometimes Photobucket adds border around the edges of your pictures or may limit the size you want, although you can remove the borders by cropping the image you want to use. I will recommend a good picture resizer in this blog as well. PHOTOBUCKET: ---------------- ***RECOMMENDED*** For safe keeping -make an account- FIND THE DIRECT LINK CODE

How To Do Lounge Emotes By Quest
So you want to make some emotes in the lounge? -------------------------------------------------------- &to% - refers to whomever you hover over in the lounge and Click "Emotes" You can also use emotes with an apostrophe ' for Example: %to%'s Examples: says hi to %to% ...Will Show as Quest says hi to Quest Go into your Longe Edit Options Click Lounge Emotes You will then see the following and examples and directions as well I have made an example for you See where it says ... says to fubar shop Welcome to The Lounge! I typed for name: Welcome format: says to %to% Welcome to The Lounge! Which will show you in the preview as you see === ... says to fubar shop Welcome to The Lounge! The actual Emote will show as (if I clicked using me as an example) Quest says to Quest Welcome to The Lounge! **Good Luck, Be Creative & Enjoy!**

The Cost
Everything we have we have acquired through some form of "work". Whether it be manual labor, cheating, stealing, or bargaining with things we already have.. Is it in our nature to not understand the difference between need and want. Do we just reach a point in life where we forget the difference, or do we just not care once we've reached a certain point? I'm not trying to come off as an arrogant person who thinks he's better than the person sitting next to him. I too go to the stores and malls in the area and take the money I have and spend it on things I don't need, thinking I'm better having it than not. Then at the end of the month I'm scrounging to make sure all my bills are paid on time and making sure there's food in the pantry. What's worse? I see others working the same jobs as me, sometimes worse, walking around with more on them than me. It can be anything from designer clothes, apparel, expensive jewelery to higher end cars, trucks, SUV's, and bikes and all I can think to

How To Take A Screen Shot By Quest
SCREEN SHOTS (SS) are great when u need to see something that someone else doesn't. In a lounge, or in reporting something to a Bouncer for example. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- There are numerous screen capture (screen grabber) programs for Windows and the Mac that offer more sophisticated capture capabilities. Some programs can capture the contents of an entire scrollable window. Some people use Firefox which has a nice little Add-On called "Fireshot", which you can get here https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/5648/ Fireshot makes taking screen shots in a browser very easy. If you have no such programs this is how you take a screen shot using your CTRL or Fn key AND the PrtSc / Sys Rq key Windows Users: ----------------- Look at this keyboard...Find the PrtSc Button on your keyboard. Hold it. Now, also find the Fn or Ctrl key (different computers it may be different so its Fn or some

Do I Owe You A Salute ??? Be Patient
I owe several ppl salutes that have already been "paid" for. PLEASE be patient! I haven't forgotten and I will get them done. I have a lot on my plate at present and pretty stressed out. THEY WILL GET DONE ! If I happen to lose my VIP prior to getting them done I wil be in contact with you to get your email so they can be emailed to you as well. There is one gentleman that is a real ass about this... and frankly his lack of patience is pissing me off, I had been in contact every couple days and he's just a ass about it. GRRRRR Just tryin to let ppl know I haven't forgotten. I am a lady of my word, might take me longer than even I expect but it DOES GET DONE! IF you can't handle this or it pisses you off I'm SORRY ... walk a mile in my shoes and you just might understand! HUGS N LOVE

What I Realised Today...
Or maybe I've realised this a long time ago but it's just hit me today more than usual. How goddamn lucky I have it. That there are REALLY bad people in the world. That there are people ho have suffered something I can't even begin to imagine, that there are people still suffering and that there will always be people suffering. That there some TRULY ignorant, stupid, idiotic people in the world...people that are too far gone to be realise their stupidity and their bigotry. That there are people who just disgust me beyond belief. Today I've really have just realised what a complete and utter idiot that I myself can be. I don't know if I'm just caught up in the moment or what, but all these things are true and it's time I finnaly acknowledged it. I can't empathise with people who have suffered. I can't really offer comforting words no matter how hard I try, so whenever someone tells me something...I don't know what to say but it doesn't mean I don't care, but everytime

A Note For My Friends
Just thought I'd let you all know that, starting tomorrow (Monday the 13th) and running for the next 11 weeks (through Nov 22) I'm going to be taking a class that will hopefully help position me to get a better job (so I can have a little bit more money to waste on Fubar! LOL!). I point this out because I honestly don't know how much this will cut into the free time I have for Fubar. All I know at the moment is that, at the very least, I'll be out the 3 hours the class meets on Mondays and Thursdays, plus an hour driving time. I don't know how much time I'll need to spend studying, but I will put studying over Fubar. I will try my hardest to keep up with my daily rates for the PR group (for those of us who are still rating!), and to keep rating all my friends! :)

Pome
THE MIRACLE OF FRIENDSHIP THERE IS A MIRACLE CALLED FRIENDSHIP THAT DWELLS WITHIN THE HEART AND YOU DON'T KNOW HOW IT HAPPENS OR WHEN IT EVEN STARTS. BUT THE HAPPINESS IT BRINGS YOU ALWAYS GIVES A SPECAIL LIFTAND YOU REALIZE THAT FRIENDSHIPS IS GODS MOST PRECIOUS GIFT!!!!!

A Path That Leads No Where
A path that leads no where I look at my life around me And all I see are all these memory's. They seem to fly by me like butterfly's, Trying to remind me of what was. Though in my heart all I feel is the pain. I remember all the words, the hugs, and the laughs. Everyday that passes by I see the changes on the faces of those I've loved. In many ways these memory's were happy, Of people and places I'll never see again. But now as I recall on them to guide me, My heart wants to cry, and I want to scream. I feel as though I have been ripped apart by time, And mending it is a far off dream. I've taken many steps forward in my life, But I feel as though I have only moved backwards. I keep hoping that life will show me my path That one day I'll know all of what I've been doing is right. But right now I feel I'm at a standstill. Like I'm on a path that leads no where. A path that leads no where 9-12-10 By: Lacie (aka me)

During A Restaurant Thing... We Talked About Stuff And Then We Talked About .. More Stuff.. Then We Left.
During a dinner-meeting a conversation between myself and a couple military types broached the subject of radiation in major doses both accidental and “intentional”. It gave me the opportunity to ask a few questions of this militarily connected individual about what had transpired where I lived during the year 2006. For some reason, I had left a standard issue Geiger counter and wand in the basement storage room, and it was charged. About three weeks later, I had a need to stow some gear down there along with new parts. Upon entering the room, I noticed the Geiger counter in the basket where I had left it a few weeks before. When I looked at the wand, I was shocked to see the indicator all the way to the right, indicating an enormous amount of radiation had been measured at this location. Immediately I assumed the unit was malfunctioning and called to check on the date of calibration. During that phone call from the basement storage room, the Geiger counter support tech

Letter
‏ 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores in July 2002, and in New York Sept 112001 and have continually threatened to do so since?Were people from all over the world, not brutally murdered that day in London, and in downtown Manhattan , and in a field in Pennsylvania ?Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they?And I'm supposed to care that a few Taliban were claiming to be tortured by a justice system of the nation they come from and are fighting against in a brutal insurgency.I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11 and 7/7.I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere belief of which is a crime punishable by beheading in Afg

Just Sayin
I am going for surgery in the morning. Its nothing serious, but hoping it will do what is necessary to keep me from being sick all the time. I might not be on tomorrow, I don't really know, it just depends on how I am feeling. I'm not concerned, a little nervous, but not worried. I know what they are going to do, but ya know, surgery is surgery. Nerve wracking. I am not looking for sympathy or anything, I just feel the need to talk or type it out because I am at lack of better things to do to occupy my time. I am getting closer to leveling, but still kinda far off. Oy. It will get there eventually I guess. Well, thats it for now.

God
Godsaw you getting tired and a cure was not to be. So, he put his arms around you and whispered "come with me". With tearful eyes, I watched and saw you pass away. Although I love you dearly, I could not make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest. God broke my heart to prove to me, he only takes the BEST. Put this on your status if there is someone in heaven you miss today. ♥Read more: http://bulletins.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=bulletin.read&authorID=41274625&messageID=6679436144&actp=n%2b0prKAebczfG13CmB%2fL170xxzjSK8k%2f19igSi%2f1c3uQLTXTYANJMky0qJd%2b9I2kEFGvp%2fQ4q7tveKkKWDoGduIkh1DaSvlS%2fRuJuM6l1GelezaYjD040YuFxQoLmPISohSQfu8E19eUE4GuTbQtqejQztKoWczgaDQBspgq0OcihmRgeMgbDaZOD8LOxqWlOaHnAFLXQY6PvY6hpn6rwwAAHXAipExgst26YqHf7Erg0e2S7g0oMVcidov9TTvi#ixzz0zMOY8xS1

Help Me Choose...
I fear what the mummers would do to me if I posted this as an actual mumm, so here it is in my blog for your consideration... I'm going to get a new tattoo on Tuesday! I like them all and I can't choose which one I should get... Give me your advice! Tell me which one you like best. I'm going to be getting it on the inside of my arm right above my wrist, so if the location helps you pick a picture, sweet!

Pain
"PAIN" I open my eyes. You close them tight Why cant you let go without a fight? You call this the end, I call it the start I swear to god your not very smart. You think you have won just like its a game Thats the mindboggling shit that makes me insane I was never right and you were never wrong But who turned out to be lieing all along. -Kyle-

A Masters Kiss
Lying in the moonlight sandTenderly He holds her handLooks down in her eyes and smiles"Now My love lets hear your howls!" Silently He grabs her hairTies her to a low deck chairAs she shrieks out in her painHis eyes they gleam "your Mine to tame!" With a whimper, with a sighShe leans over as He whips her thighCrying out in to the nightHe whips her harder "slut, scream it out!!" 'Master, Master, mercy please'"Beg me bitch, I can’t hear you plead!!"'Master, Master I beg you to stop'"There My love, I'll just get my crop!!! H

What Our Forefathers Would Have Thought About Our Government Now
From the Declaration of Independence We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. --That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, --That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness. Prudence, indeed, will dictate that Governments long established should not be changed for light and transient causes; and accordingly all experience hath shewn, that mankind are more disposed to suffer, while evils are sufferable, than to right themselves by abolishing the forms to which they are

To George, My Husband And My Best Friend...i Miss You
This day marks the year number fourWe should have had warning, so much moreI've said it before & I'll say it againYou were a great father, grandfather, my friend...Please try to help me understandMainly the reason for this awful planOur hearts stopped on that day, Sept. the 12thYou took away from us all our greatest wealth...Love you always, BarbR.I.P. GeorgeApril 22, 1958-Sept 12, 2006

Just Me Writing Stuff
Been a quiet but happy week, I think I might have a mental illness, as I sat on the sofa and chewed the ends of my hair, then got the hair into a knot and ripped it out my head. That’s not normal is it, unless am slowly turning into a cat. Soon I will cough up a fur ball. Been gigging all week and writing and booking flights, then un-booking them as some comedy promoters and other people can’t make up their minds where am meant to be. So, here is the rule of thumb in comedy, don’t book stuff in advance for cheapness and seat security, leave it till last minute as you wont be going to that destination at all and some travel companies hit you with a cash penalty for changing your mind. Just leave everything till last minute and pay a bit more, cheaper in the long run but fucking annoying. Just thought I would let you know that. I also need to go buy new high heels, as the ones I had have been donated to the Marquis de Sade museum of torturous pain. I actually

Internet Dating For The Fearless
another repost....revamped. enjoy. If you drive about a mile or so from my yard, you'll pass the pleasant stench of a dairy farm. It's devastatingly rural in these here parts which makes it insanely hard to meet anyone. In fact, I'm having a t-shirt made for me to wear when I venture into town for supplies. It's going to read: I DO NOT HAVE LEPROSY. THESE ARE ONLY TATTOOS. I AM NOT INFECTIOUS AND THESE WILL NOT RUB OFF ON YOU. YES, THEY HURT. (my tits are big enough that wearing such a long statement is, in fact, conceivable) However, considering the small percentage of people who are actually literate around here, I don't really know how much good it's going to do me. And for those who can read, most won't have a clue what "infectious" actually means and they'll still probably ask if the tattoos hurt. By and large, the shirt is just really for my own amusement. So, what I'm left with then is the wonderful world of Internet dating. Men (and sometimes women) who would never dare

Truly Madly Deeply By Whatever Artist Who Has Sang It, Redone It, Slaughtered It Ya Know
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need. I love you more with every breath Truly, madly, deeply, do.. I will be strong I will be faithful Because I am counting on a new beginning A reason for living A deeper meaning yeah I wanna stand with you on a mountain I wanna bathe with you in the sea I wanna lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky I'll make a wish send it to heaven That'll make you wanna cry The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection Of the highest power and lonely hours The tears devour you I wanna stand with you on a mountain I wanna bathe with you in the sea I wanna lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me Oh, can't you see it baby? Don't have to close your eyes 'cause it's standing right before you All that you need will surely come I'll be yo

Giving My Points Away For Nothing!
Yes you read that right. I give my points away to friends all the time for nothing and I even randomly do that with strangers if I see their status message saying they are close to leveling. My life has always been about giving. I enjoy helping people. So here is the deal. This must be a selfless act. You should not benefit from nominating someone in any way if they win my points. This is about giving and caring about others. If you have a friend that is close to leveling reach out and help them. Leave me a comment on here that tells me what makes them stand out from the rest and why they should get my points. I am going to be looking over all comments tonight & the winner will get my points tonight. With all that said, I just want to make a point of saying that we should all help each other. I have been on fu for almost 3 years now and in the old days of fubar it very much was like that. Now it seems that everyone doesn't do something unless something is in it for them.

I Cant Believe
sooooo....here I am again writing about the lil adventures...most of which happen on mass transit..most days I adore people...yesterday was not entirely one of those days... So I go wait for the bus...which seemed to take 3 times as long as normal...get to parkrose transit center...help a lil stoner red head kid find his way around on the buses and light rail system..ok 1 karma point..give a man who was obviously on something a lighter so he didnt have to keep askin everyone for a light... cool cool 2 karma points...the red line shows up I walk on get off at the Gateway transit center ...walk onto the pavement look around all the random people waiting...and there stands my daughters father...oh fun fun...he yells didn't expect to see you here...I respond with didnt expect to see you at all...(its been like 2 yrs) I go ahead and start towards the store which is right across 2 parking lots (basically) and I hear.. "There's the cunt that wont let me see my child." Oh the things that we

Worth A Shot
I HAVE TO START BY SAYING I NEED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST ....I AM WRITING THIS BECAUSE I STILL LOVE YOU AND CAAN'T MAKE SENSE OF IT, YOU BASED YOUR DECISION ON A VERRY SHORT PERIOD OF TIME THAT WE WERE TOGETHER AND AND A PROBLEM THAT IWAS FIXING...HOW CAN I BE JUS LIKE YOUR X WHEN I DIDN GET THE LUXURY TO ACTUALLY BE WITH YOU TO LIVE WITH YOU ..WE SPENT A SHORT TIME TOGETHER NOT EVEN REALLY ENOUGH TIME TO PASS JUDGMENT ON SOMEONE AND NOT EVEN GIVEN A CHANCE TO PROVE THEMSELVES YA IT WAS ONLY A FEW DAYS THAT YOU SAW IT BEFORE JUS BREAKING YOUR PROMISE AND TURNIN YOUR BACK ON ME..THISN ISN ME TRYIN TO MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE CRAP EITHER THIS IS ME DESPERATELY TRYING TO ET YOU TO SEE..TO SEE THAT I HAVE MADE CHANES AND YA I'M NOT PERFECT AND I DO SLIP ..BUT GUESS WHAT ,NEITHER ARE YOU AND YOU DO SLIP TOO..NO FUCKIN ONE IS PERFECT ,I DUN GIVE A FUCK WHO YA ARE ...I'M A PERSON AND I HAVE FEELINGS TOO YA KNOW... I KNOW THERE'S MORE TO US THAN THIS ...THE WAY YOU KISSED ME AT THE BUS STATION,T

Erm..a Friends Add?
I havent done one of these in a while..mainly because I just clear most of my pending friend adds..but tis one is odd lol. DJ Rev St John2 daysHi: OMG.. You are a Beautiful Lady Wanna be Friends? I am currently banned from fubar for protecting a fu-friend from remarks made from staff and hope to return soon and would love to be friends. If you want (your option) to see that I am for real and ask any questions my yim is: cascadejewelry or DJ Rev St John. Have a Wonderful Day :) ps...if you don't show It's Just Me Bday love today I will piss on your leg :D

9/11
It has been a crazy 4 years for all of us but also opened our eyes to what our military personal live and go through while protecting our country. The worry of having a loved one in harm's way and never knowing if they are ok to writing songs for our Veterans and miltary along with their families and telling their stories in a way peoiple can relate to them. watch my my videos and check out Projecttroops.us Iam proud to support our military and be an advocate for PTSD testing.. listen to our original music on our site (google us) May we never forget the heroes that did for our freedom on 9/11, before and after that date and just what our freedom costs.

Guaranteed Ways To Get In Her Panties Now!!!!
This is actually a repost but it's been awhile and I revamped it to share with my mates at [sic]Phukars. So you've met a foxy lady on the world wide web and want to make sure you get to meet her? well, i have some tips and tricks to ensure you'll meet the little lass and also work your way right into the cotton panties you never imagine her wearing! 1. Probe Into Her Inner Workings. Just to avoid any confusion later, be sure to always ask right at the start of your interactions, "So, do you like anal?" because that's the first thing any respectable girl wants to discuss--you shoving something up her ass before you even know her name. To ensure a fast meetup, ask her to spread her cheeks in front of the bathroom mirror and take pics of her asshole for you. Quickest way to a girl's heart? Yep. Through her asshole. 2. Ask Intimate Questions Absolutely ask for her bra size. It's common knowledge that a 2 digit number and letter combo will determine whether or not her t

To All The Friends Of Dallas Angel
Let me fill you in so you know the whole story me and angela was married for 18 years we had 2 girls together and 1 she had when we meet. She desided one day to just leave and go to that guy Fred(Punisher) and child sex offender. The day she left we were going to a Disney party and had Tiffany cooking Dinner and told her she be home in a min and the hole time was driving to IL. She did not talk or say anything was wrong she just left me and the kids she took candius the oldest one with her but after 6 months she came back to live with me because of what Fred did to her. When Angela left and went to Fred she called my work at Disney were I have worked for 12yr and were the insurance for the kids were and got me fired. She has never paid any child support since she left she owes over $10,000 already. She always calls says fred is beating her or treating her like shit or when she needs something. She has never tried to talk to the girls or anything. Now she came back saying she wanted to

Family
family its been so long since this fam was together the way it was seemed like so long forever wishing it would be back the way it wasknowing it wont be for some time to come we have all let each other go for some odd reason we jus went with the flow pretending we didnt care predtending we didnt loveits all for a reason a reason full of blood i know the love is still there somewhere we jus gotta get it back to where we are all smilinglets actually care and actually loveand we might jus find that reason we all shoved to the back burner for what reason i say i say it was the drama and the painthat we inflicted on ourselves in which return caused it on the peersz of the same we all have regrets and we are not made perfecthell we are only humans who have brought down the curtainsto peek in and see what is really going on i know for shure we have all fallen for some one we love with all our hearts why cant it be the way it used to workwhen we hung out and laughed made jokes and looked

Love Will Tear Us Apart.
When routine bites hard and ambitions are low And resentment rides high but emotions won't grow And we're changing our ways, taking different roads Then love, love will tear us apart, again Love, love will tear us apart, again Why is the bedroom so cold? Turned away on your side Is my timing that flawed? Our respect runs so dry Yet there's still this appeal that we've kept through our lives Love, love will tear us apart, again Love, love will tear us apart, again Do you cry out in your sleep? All my failings exposed There's a taste in my mouth as desperation takes hold Is it something so good just can't function no more? But love, love will tear us apart, again Love, love will tear us apart, again Love, love will tear us apart, again Love, love will tear us apart, again

The True Heroes..
I have a big nose Fat thighs An ugly smile Oily hair No boyfriend but I'm beautiful. No one can tell me I'm wrong. Those men and women. Didn't have to qo back. They could have left, and qone home to their husbands and wives, their children. their friends. their life. But they didn't. They chose to qo back into the burninq towers. they probably knew they wouldn't come out. to see their families aqain. They went back up to save as many peoples lives as they could, so those people could see their families aqain. Those people who went back up, Are the real American heroes of 9/11

From A Friend
first, life throws us curve balls and the 1 u received was a nasty 1. u didnt no how to prepare, but on the upside he made the biggest mistake of all man kind. he took ur pure heart and shattered it in tiny pieces when what he should of been doing is rebuilding ur trust level. ur heart is like a freshly planted rose it hasnt opened up yet it need plenty of nurtering and love. instead of looking for a way out he should of reassure u and build ur confidence, he wasnt the right man for u and i think u understand now love should come naturally is should have to be work, and i think u no u worked hard on the relationship and u fell in love cause u dropped ur wall and thats why u fell like a fool like u made a mistake. u r a very beautiful woman i dont no how many times i can tell u that b4 u believe it. u should have everything in a relationship go ur way not the other way around. u should be up on a pedistal, queen of the world , ur love should be received with open arms inst

It Happens
What a woman says ; this place is a mess! c'mon! you and i need to clean up ! your stuff is lying on the floor and you'll have no clothes to wear if we don't do laundry right now! What a man hears ; blah blah blah blah C'MON ! YOU AND I blah blah blah! blah ON THE FLOOR blah blah NO CLOTHES blah blah RIGHT NOW!

Something Else To Remember
I woke this morning and read my e-mail, checked out all my messages. Something in one of them reminded of this song, and I wanted to hear it again. I can't listen to it without getting teary-eyed. It is impossible for me. In the wake of the 9th anniversary of 9-11, I felt compelled to remind others that we still have other things to be sad about, to remember, to fix in our damaged and troubled world. Luka Written and performed by Suzanne Vegafrom the album Solitude Standing by Suzanne Vega My name is LukaI live on the second floorI live upstairs from youYes, I think you've seen me beforeIf you hear something late at nightSome kind of trouble, some kind of fightJust don't ask me what it wasJust don't ask me what it wasJust don't ask me what it was I think it's 'cause I'm clumsyI try not to talk too loudMaybe it's because I'm crazyI try not to act too proudThey only hit until you cryAnd after that you don't ask whyYou just don't argue anymoreYou just don't argue anymoreYou just don'

Nadie
Tonight I saw a falling star,And quickly I made my wish.Not for riches or gold,But from this beauty one kiss. Its measure beyond value,Nothing but her could be worth more.As her beauty still grows in my eyes,So much more than ever before. Each day I will tell her of her beauty,Maybe soon she will grant my wish.And give my the greatest of treasures,Her kiss is that gift.

Wake Up And Smell The Truth
Dude, is there anyone left out there who doesn't realize that 9-11 WAS AN INSIDE JOB? Apparently there are a couple or three. Get the facts: http://www.ae911truth.org/ The buildings were demolished by THERMITE— Now what about the missing 1.2 billion in Kuwaiti Gold, the other misc. 900 million from surety companies in the World Trade Center? Remember the World Trade Center was the world's biggest bank, and 9-11 was the biggest BANK HEIST of all time. Don't be a sucker look at the facts and listen to the scholars of this country! WTC#7 contained FBI records investigating over 30 companies owned by the Bush-Cheney_Skull and Bones Axis for insider trading and federal securities act violations. ALL OF THOSE RECORDS WERE DESTROYED and we got sold a war that those companies then profited from in the BILLIONS. Dude half the alleged "pilots" of these so called suicide attacks turned up alive a year later-they had all been victims of identity theft. Read "The New Pearl Harbor" by Dav

The Restlessness
YOU FUCKED ME, YOU TOOK WHAT WAS RIGHTFULLY MINE, BUT IM TIRED OF HIDING, IM TIRED OF IT ALL, I BREAK DOWN BECAUSE IT RIPS ME APART. YOU TORE ME IN HALF THREATING TO POP ME IN THE DEAD WITH THAT SHINNY GUN OF YOURS, A BULLET FLYS PAST MY HEAD, U MISSED ON PURPOSE BECAUSE ALL YOU WANTED WAS ME TO BE SCARED, SCARED OF A VERY VERY WEAK MAN, WHO I KNEW ALL MY LIFE, SOME ONE I TREATED LIKE A COUSIN. YOU KNEW BETTER THEN TO BEAT MY FACE SO U KICKED ME IN THE RIBS TILL I COUGHED UP BLOOD, YOU TOLD ME I WAS ASKING FOR IT, U TOLD ME I NEEDED AND DESERVED IT. I SPIT IN YOUR FACE SO YOU KICKED ME AGAIN AND HAD YOUR WAY WITH ME, YOU FORCED YOURSELF INSIDE. ALL I COULD DO IS CLOSE MY EYES AND CRY AND WISH U WOULD FINISH SO I COULD LEAVE. YOU KNEW MY COUSIN WOULDNT ASK QUESTIONS SINCE I WAS ONLY 16 AND AT A COLLEGE PARTY, HE WOULD JUST ASSUME I WAS DRUNK AND PASSED OUT ON THE WAY HOME. WELL DUDE YOU WAS RIGHT! A YEARSLATER WHEN I WAS 17 I SAW YOU, YOU WOULDNT LOOK AT ME IN THE EYE, YOU RAN THAT RED

10 Reasons To Date A Fat Girl
10 Reasons To Date A Fat Girl By: Gabrielle Talley Break Studios Contributing Writer You can probably think of at least ten reasons to date a fat girl, but let’s get to the real reasons. Dating a fat girl can be the best way to meet the right person in your life. Reasons to date a fat girl are many, but we’ll concentrate on the ones that will help you make the right decision. 1. Fat girls are fun and easy to talk to. Fat girls are usually more concerned with their brains than their looks. This means you can never be bored around a fat girl. They always have interesting stories, and they wont care what they look like rolling down a hill, going on the ferris wheel, or posing for funny pictures with you. Fat girls have fun everywhere they go. 2. Never Go Hungry. Do you really like Ethiopian food? If you do, you probably won’t find a fat girl there. They may be up for trying the fare though since they are generally interested in trying any food once.

Do I Really Suck? Naaaaahhh!!
Yeah. Been all sorts of fucked in my head lately. But that's okay. I have a deep seated fear of being successful and a lack of appreciation for myself. so this is all about my least favorite subject. ME!!! Let's keep it simple because simple jogs my memory for the really good shit as I progress. I am left handed for writing and drawing and eating, but can do everything else with both hands. Guess not only am I unique for not being burned at the stake- for the whole lefty thing, but ambidextrous too. I can sing....not as well enough to be on American Idol....not that ever stopped William Hung but at least I know better. I can draw. I can draw a bunch of the Tiny Toons, some of the Loony Toons, and if I focus and think it through pretty much damn near anything else....just takes me longer. Not real people though. I can do voice impressions. Not only stuff I hear on tv but people I know, like some of my friends and *sigh* my boss....though usually it's to make fun of him on ac

This Poem Refers To Memorial Day But I Feel That It Is Fitting For 9/11 Or Any Situation Where Someone Has Sacrificed For Others
I AM A VETERAN LAIN UNDER THE SOD,I’M IN THE GOOD COMPANY, I’M UP HERE WITH GOD COME TO MY GRAVE AND VISIT WITH ME,I GAVE MY LIFE SO YOU COULD BE FREE.TODAY IS MEMORIAL DAY THROUGHOUT THIS GREAT LAND THERE’S AVENUES OF FLAGS, PARADES AND BANDS.I CAN HEAR THE MUSIC, THE FIRING SQUAD AND TAPS HERE COME MY COMRADES, THE LEGIONNAIRES, THE BLUECAPS.ONE OF THEM JUST PUT A FLAG BY MY STONE. SOME DAY HE’LL HAVE ONE BY HIS OWN.SOME THINK OF THIS DAY AS JUST A DAY FREE FROM TOLL, WHILE OTHERS ARE BUSY WORKING THE SOIL.THEY SAY THEY HAVE PLANS, OTHER THINGS TO DO. DON’T PUT US ASIDE AS YOU WOULD AN OLD SHOE.COME VISIT MY GRAVE IN THIS CEMETERY SO CLEAN, THIS IS WHAT MEMORIAL DAY MEANS.THERE ARE MANY OF US LYING IN WAKELESS SLEEP IN CENETERIES OF GREEN AND OCEANS OF DEEP.IT’S SAD THAT FOR MANY WHO FOUGHT SO BRAVE, NOW NO ONE COMES TO VISIT THEIR GRAVE.THEY DIED SO YOU COULD HAVE ONE WHOLE YEAR FREE. NOW CAN’T YOU SAVE THIS ONE DAY FOR ME?THERE ARE SOLDIERS

The End Bringer
I look at her pictures and weep, she meant the world to me and they took her from me. I grab a shovel and set out in my beat up van, till I reach a dirt road. Parking at the head of it I set off in the woods parallel to the road, going a couple miles till I find my marker, and ancient boulder. from there I turn north and walk to my next one, an old oak, the only one in this part of the woods, making my way around it I go east for 35 paces and stop. setting down my canteen I set off to work, the ground is hard, it hasn't rained in months. breaking through the first couple of feet I get to what I am here for, an old trunk, cleaning the dirt out from around it I pull out an old key and turn the latch. clicking it opens and I find just what I need to make them pay, an ancient sword, one that hasn't been seen by mortal eyes for thousands of years. One that was here long before any of the civilizations you know today. Pulling it from the scabbard it rings and seems to hum. I whisper to it, "

The Show
I went to see the Deftones tonight. I dressed for the show in black jeans and a black long sleved shirt, which, considering who I was going to see, I felt was appropriate. The doors opened at 7, so I left a bit early to make sure I wouldn't get caught in traffic. Plus I wasnt sure if it was doors at 7 or show based on the tickets. I made it to Niagara in no time, and even stopped for a bite on the way. No line at the will call, so I picked up my tickets, and then got in line to enter. There was no word on an opening act, but when I got my ticket it said "And a Very Special Guest" so I thought, oh, very special guest, I have all their albums. Turns out the opening act was "This Will Destroy You." Yeah, never heard of them either. So even though doors were supposed to open at 7:00, I dont think I made it in until 7:30. I got a beer and a bottle of water, only $6, which most concerts the beers alone are $8, so I figured that wasnt too bad. The place itself was small. No bigge

General
some times when you lest expect the ones who you think wouldn,t help you does and prays for you because sometimes you need extra help in everyday life because they,re people who would rather see you sink and not servive than servive in life.

"the Creation Of Loves Demise, Or The "big Bang" Theory"
To be held at night, to be touched, to be wanted, a kiss... Lips; smooth and full of passion... tender, and warm. A gasp... Hair in my fingers, stars in her eyes, skin; sensitive...hot, a caress... Two souls hungry for the one thing which satisfies their appetites, each attempting to devour the other searching for fullness. Time standing still while we hold on to the few moments of our lives that become the memories of our lives. Tears in our eyes, while we realize the unfathomable depths of our love, the heat of our passion is not only our one desire but our eventual demise.

Mine
What started out with innocenceIs now becoming moreThe safety net of mystery Is flying out the door.I want to know you more and moreEach and every partYour dreams and desiresAre a great place to start.Feelings that I never thought I could ever possessAre awakening with a passionAnd I can't settle for less.To meet you would be amazingErotic to say the leastA buffet of pleasureA feast to top all feasts.I would devour you with my eyesThen again with my lipsEach caress getting bolderWith the stirring between my hips.Your mouth on mineYour gentle touchThe burning desire I seeIt's just too much!How much longer loveCan we take this tortureBefore we have to hide awayAnd become so much more?I want to rip at your clothesFeel your skin on mineBut I fear here in the airportThat would be crossing a line.So hand in handWe rush to findA place remoteLeaving the public behind.Forget the small talkForget the iced teaForget the worldIt's just you & me.What excitementWhat pleasureThis time with youForever

A Mudslide Took Her Down
Actress Veronica DeVoid was in court again today seeking damages against a local Los Angeles spa owner. Ms. DeVoid visited the spa, Serenity's Smoke and Mirrors, last summer for a relaxing weekend before beginning her latest film, Cop A Feel 2. The spa advertises itself as specializing in relaxation herbs, aromatherapy massages, and facials. Ms. DeVoid alleges spa owner, Serenity Swindler, gave her a mud mask facial made of feline feces. The facial cost her $1,349.39. She is seeking monetary damages for the full cost of the weekend stay which totaled $14,857.26. She is also seeking an additional $12,280.15 for emotional distress. In a press conference yesterday afternoon after the first day in court, Ms. DeVoid related she had, indeed, questioned Ms. Swindler about the strong odor of the mask but was informed it was a special Egyptian mud known to keep skin tight and firm and that Cleopatra herself had been known to lay around for days with the mixture on her face. Ms. DeVoid al

Home
"Home is where the heart is", I've heard some say. I believe it is more than that... Home is where memories are stored, children and spouses, loved and adored. Home is where a man finds rest after the world has put him to the test. Home isn't a place, home is an idea, a place where one belongs, a place where a man can sit still, as the world spirals, dizzily out of control.

I Am Here
i wish it would happen to me.finding a friend, finding someone to love,finding someone to love me.i sit here, waiting patiently everydayhoping someone will find me,yet knowing it won’t happen as long as i sit here.i long for that moment,when i see her smile,when the light shines out from behind her eyes,when her gaze stares not at me, but into me, into my heart.i long for her name to caress my lips in a whisper.i am here, waiting...for her sweet kiss to graze my lips for the first time.i am here, yearning for her touch.i am here, dreaming of her warm breath upon my neck.i am here, waiting for her loving embrace.so now you know...i am here...waiting for you to find me.

Ava's Name
Ava my oldest Ball Python's name was derived from the Buddhism Religion. The Sanskrit name "Avalokiteshvara" is interpreted many ways -- "The One Who Hears the Cries of the World"; "The Lord Who Looks Down"; "The Lord Who Looks in Every Direction." Avalokiteshvara is the earthly manifestation who represents mercy and wisdom. He is said to appear anywhere to help all beings in danger and distress. ONE THOUSAND EYES AND ARMS OF AVALOKITESVARA Avalokitesvara is portrayed with eleven faces, one thousand eyes, and one thousand arms. There are several versions of the legend explaining his eleven heads, but they all resolve themselves into the following: Avalokiteshvara, the all pitying one, descended into hell, converted the wicked and liberated them. He discovered, however, to his dismay, that for every culprit converted and liberated, another instantly took his place. Legend claims that his head split into ten pieces from grief and despair on discoveri

2010: The Year Of Rice And Salt
Ten years ago … Blood doesn’t come out of a turnip, but a turnip can come out of the ground. The unexpected comes even when you take one day at a time, but it’s easier to deal with when you do. When I do think about it, it does bother me that I have to scrimp and save just to keep a roof over my head and slightly above water. My diet would probably frighten you; when I’ve got to pay bills, pay to please the pipers, there’s very little left to take care of myself. Okay … where do I have the guts to cut? I’m not as careful about who I pretend to be, so I become who I’m pretending to be. Yes, I know I don’t have it so bad, but I’ve never heard of it being a crime to want better. Feast or famine – my landlord Tony can relate to that, with his medical problems and lack of work as the month rolls on and the money’s not there to meet it. Now Bruce, who’s still working, but not near enough to keep hi

It's 10:45 , Do You Know Where Your Soul Is?
"We are Born like this Into this Into these carefully mad wars Into the sight of broken factory windows of emptiness Into bars where people no longer speak to each other Into fist fights that end as shootings and knifings Born into this Into hospitals which are so expensive that it’s cheaper to die Into lawyers who charge so much it’s cheaper to plead guilty Into a country where the jails are full and the madhouses closed Into a place where the masses elevate fools into rich heroes." ----------------- "I felt like crying but nothing came out. it was just a sort of sad sickness, sick sad, when you can't feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then. but I think I have known it pretty often, too often." My g0d, Mr. Bukowski, you hit the nail on the proverbial head. Ever sit down or walk around and feel so totally empty? So lost,even though your surrounded by people? Going somewhere and actually hating hearing people laughing and having a go

9/11
9/11/1991- First day I put on my dog tags. Took then off three years later after my tour. 9/11/2001- Ten years later. Found my tags in a box and put then on for nestalgia reasons I guess. Got to work to find out my/our world was turned upside down. I can't help but think about it every year when I put them back on for this one day. Should I have stayed in or not. It feels like an eye opener sometimes. I've never really had anything I thought worth fighting for. Till I realized I could lose my freedoms, my safety, my comforts. And yes, I'm wearing my tags now, as every eleventh day in September. Very few things are held close to my heart. This day sits all the way on top. That's all, I just felt like putting some things to writing. Look to your friends and families and be greatful they are there. For life is ever so fragile. In war, there are no unwounded soldiers. ~José NaroskyThis nation will remain the land of the free only so long as it is the home of the brave. ~Elmer

Thank You For The Friendship
Thank you for sharing a bit of your life ..for the friendship you've shown i may haven't done enough to make you fell that i value you ..but there's only few word i want to say .."THANK YOU" what ever its is.. from, Sexy Ann Deputy chief

Sad Times
im having one of those days that im sad i want to talk to no one and i want to be seperated from everyone and im always in my room and i want to be alone its nothing against anyone but being happy all the time and puting a smile on ur face everyday is hard to do all the time and today is one of those days that all the sad times and hard times are crashing down on me and my smile turns upside down and im just sad and this is the first time i have ever said this out loud but i lie to all my closest friends and im not my real self i think i do it to protect them from knowing the real me and i want them to know a happy smily person and if they new the real me they would hate me and would stop being my best friends and im sooooooo sry for lieing to them but i just get the feeling that i need to do it and i would rather read a whole book then go out and party but i go out and party because everyone loves me and i feel that if i dont party all the time and sneak around then no one would like

Cinderella Little Black Dress
She walks through the midnight wood with dark flowers in her hair in love with her forbidden prince always behind the next shadow quiet in the murky glen brings visitors from the mists whispers in leaf and bough eyes peering from the musky brown hushed wings glide fur in airborne stride a flick of white before hurried flight stills quiet a dark cloud antithesis of the ruler of light covers cinderella of night with a black blanket ~ infinite seconds dissipate stilled hearts and breaths abandon wait a shriek howl denotes the kill that propagates the still her twilight friends pull the shades a red feathered metronome glit gnarled branches rustle foliage in sync with the foragers flit alone drifting through the foggy dawn faceless beauty a meandering track a hint of rain yet storms have passed and memories of her dancing in robes of black LOST IN THE DARK Sept. 11 2010

Black Lips
Black lips black hair candles reflect in black stare pale skin so cold to run away scared an embrace to escape sharp nails soft touch no escape is near a soul ensnared cold sheets a taste of sweat pay the pipers debt black lips black hair LOST IN THE DARK Sept. 9 2010

To Say You Are My World Means
To say you are my world means: That when I look at the sky I see your face, And when I pause alone at the window I feel your hands on my back. It means: That the beauty of a garden Is half in the words I think to you; That winter is my fear of losing you, And that spring is the hope I never will. It means: That I have taken the risk of wrapping my life So completely around yours That the beauty of a late summer evening is Inseparable from the beauty of our love.

The Chance Of Happiness Equals The Risk Of Pain
The chance of happiness equals the risk of pain. Whenever you love, it's too good to be true. Even so, it's truer than you believe, Nor will you know till it vanishes again. Time is a sea which opens where you cleave Yet roils over what you leave behind. For now, my love sings in the stars, Or hisses against rocks like the sea, Unraveling your life when you pause to grieve, Returning with the sunlight, with the rain.

Be Gentle: What You're Holding Is My Heart
Be gentle: What you're holding is my heart. Remember in your honesty my pride. If you don't want to see me, please don't hide The truth, yet tell it with some art. Though you may not have asked for me to call, A single leap of hope must be allowed. Not easily are shy songs sung out loud. Yet now I wait alone outside your wall.

Pissed!!!
About 20 minutes ago, Karen was awakened by my incessant yelling of, "FUCK!!!! FUCK THESE PEOPLE! FUCK THESE STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS! I'LL FUCKING KILL THEM! I'M GOING TO KILL THESE MOTHERFUCKERS!" etc. What happened, you ask? I'll tell you. The college bookstore had a copy of a book I needed. I just happened to have enough money to afford to rent it. This was Thursday. After quite a wait, the girls figured out their machine was not working. I went home sans book - extra irate since it was the last one and I know it will be gone next time I came back. This is the most related story to my current mood, but it doesn't hurt to mention that this book store has repeatedly pissed me off. It's a B&N. I LOVE B&N. Not this one. After our trip back home this weekend, we decided to imbibe a little drinky drink (that would be alcohol) and order pizza. I went to the gas station, grabbed an 18 pk and some four lokos for Karen. Card declined. Lulz, try it again. Insufficient funds. I tell the clerk

The Learning Curve
Ever since ABC's ~ 123's, we've had that learning curve, that point at which you're just getting the hang of something but still have problems until you gain a good deal of knowledge and understanding about it. It's that learning curve that brought us through everything....... learning to walk, learning to talk, learning to share, learning to care.... yeah,.... learning to care..... the greatest of all learning curves, trying to learn the ways of another, now that can be hard at times, just like learning to walk, you sometimes fall and bump your head or something, but once you learn your balance.... you can learn to run....... like learning your ABC's then you can learn to read...... like learning the 123's then you can add multiply and divide....... but it didn't just happen over night, it took practice, and studying, and testing, and when you got it wrong, you corrected the mistakes so that you could move on ~ The Learning Curve ~ it applies to new relationships learning the ways of

Everybody's Got
Everybody's got sunsets to see Everybody's got places they want to be Everybody's got mountains to climb Everybody's got memories of a different time Everybody's got love in their life Everybody's got things that didn't go right Everybody's got times when they see nothing but rain Everybody's got times when they have nothing but pain Everybody's got things they have to do on the run Everybody's got things they like to do for fun Everybody's got a place where no one else has ever been Everybody's got things that are just for them Everybody's got a place that's dark and full of fright Everybody's got a place that's bright and full of light Everybody's got things that they have lost along the way Everybody's got things that were bad so they through them away Everybody's got things that they do best Everybody's got things that will put you to the test Everybody's got something that they feel strongly about Everybody's got something that makes them shout Everybody's got something they

Me In The Mirror
I look into the mirror, and what do I see? a sad girl staring back at me, she cant even look herself in the eyes, tears well up, but she won't let me cry, I couldn't take the world anymore, that's what I thought when I locked the bathroom door, The girl in the mirror, isn't me, at least not what I used to be, this strange girl wore all black, even the vibrant colors of my face, she now lacked, so many cuts and white scars, when the pain of life went to far, the smile I used to always wear, gone unnoticed, and disappeared All there is on her face, is anger and fear, I didn't want to do this, but she's making me do it, on the bathtub ledge, she forces me to sit, there's a razor blade in my hand, where'd THAT come from, I shouldn't do this, my body's already numb, turning the fauset, and the tub fills, the water is so cold, sending chills, I knew what was going on, but couldn't do anything about it, my body wouldn't respond, but inside, I was having a fit, sinking into the water clothes a

Taken By Me....
TAKEN BY ME My profile says that I'm in a relationship, but it's one of singularity, yes I am in a relationship, but I am taken by me. I may be in a single state, but with myself, I constantly relate, forever growing, taking on experiences a new, ever learning and changing, becoming better through and through. Sometimes people don't take the time to know themselves and end up in a constant search for something never really knowing what it is that they're looking for, exactly what it is that will fill that need, trying to grow something wonderful without laying the proper seed, then facing the frustration of failure that started on un-fertile ground, a recipe for doomed destiny. I guess most of us can say; "been there, done that." As some juncture in our life, making our way trying to deal with another without dealing within,but the ironic thing is that some dealing with others has helped me grow within myself, and it's that inner growth that shines out for all to see.Relationships

A Soldiers Final Inspection
The Final Inspection The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry guns Can'talways be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays And at times my talk was tough, And sometimes I've been violent, because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep ... Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills got just too steep, And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear, And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here, They never wanted me around Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here,Lord, It needn't be so grand, I never expected or had too much, Bu

Fuck You To Whoever Feels People Should Get Over 9/11
YOU KNOW WHAT PISSES ME THE FUCK OFF IS WHEN PEOPLE SAY ABOUT TRAGICS SUCH AS 9/11 GET OVER IT . YOU KNOW WHAT FUCKER I WOULD LOVE FOR YOU TO FUCKING KNOCK ON THE DOOOR OF EVERY PERSON WHO LIVED THROUGH 9/11 AND TELL THEM TO GET OVER IT I'M SURE YOU GET YOUR ASS BEAT IN A MIN SO BEFORE YOU SAY SOME SHIT LIKE THAT REMEMBER THERE ARE PEOPLE STILL STRUGGLING WITH THIS AND I HAVE A FRIEND NAMED ERIC WHO USED TO LIVE IN NEW YORK AND HE LOSTS HIS BEAUTIFUL WIFE TO BE JANE AND I REMEMBER IT HAPPEN AND I GOT A CALL FROM MY MOM AND SHE WAS CRYING TELLING ME TO TURN ON THE TV AND I SAW AIRPLAINS HIT AND THEN MY THOUGHT WENT TO MY FRIEND AND I CALLED HIM AND BEFORE I COULD SAY ANYTHING HE ANSWER SCREAMING JANEEEEE ARE YOU THERE AND I TOLD HIM IT WAS ME AND HE SAID I HAVE TO GO SHE MIGHT CALL AND IT BROKE MY HEART BECAUSE IN MYHEART I KNEW SHE DID NOT MAKE IT AND IT HURT ME AND THREE TIMES MY FRIEND ERIC HAVE TRIED TO TAKE HIS LIFE AND NOW HE HAVE GOTTEN HIS LIFE ON TRACK BUT HE MOVED TO CALIFORIA

Whatever
been working hard to reach goals, won't buckle from stressbut I was sent here for the struggle, and I'll suffer to deathmy concepts stay focused, waiting for something to changemy progression remains hopeless, afraid I'm stuck in my ways I need a new trade ..just an idea that my company raisedproblem with that, addiction is my only companies traitsI must be insane, the voice within my heads getting loudertellin me do drugs n be a failure, but I'm failing without'emcounting the days going by, I'm twenty eight years deepif you live and you learn, guess you graduate when deceasedi just aggravated the beast, annoying the women i lovemy gene pools liquor n drugs, but cant swim when I'm drunkand if that isn't enough, I'm drowning and hardly afloathoping that pcp works, because they call it the boata god awful approach, thats why i asked him for helpI walk around like christ, no sense in asking myself

Determination.
No fear. The crippling fear of failure and rejection is one of our worst adversaries, but dissapointments are the life blood which proliferates determination, they should not be avoided. Here's to me trying to double my failure rate, as I will not stop. Not now. Not ever.

Notes Of Thanks
'Notes' of Thanks She moaned as my member slipped into her wet and slippery tunnel of love. I looked at her face, her eyes looking up at the ceiling and beyond. Beads of moisture exuded from her skin on her forehead, resembling the morning dew on a rose petal. A few moments of silence; then my ears adjusted to the sound of music on the stereo, the air-conditioner, and the fan. Then everything was still again. It looked like the silence before a storm. She moved her bottom, while her hand clasped my buttocks and pulled on me as she spread her legs wider to accommodate more of me in her love box. This was followed by the slow rhythmic movement of her hips, her vaginal muscles clutching my member every time she pulled away. We continued with this till she suddenly started to push and grind her bottom at a frantic speed, moaning and groaning as though possessed by the devil and peaked to a rapturous climax. I was caught by surprise and failed to respond to her ecstasy

Where I Was Sept 11, 2001
I walked into my station as the 2nd tower was hit. "What movie are you guys watching?" I asked my co workers. "Umm, no this is live, in New York. They don't know the fuck is going on" I was an emt working for a private ambulance company in Chicago at the time. I had been out of school a little over 6 months. We sat in horror watchhing the events unfold before us on the tv. Eventually we had to get in our ambulances and try to work. All of our "routine" calls were cancelled for the day. So we sat in our rigs, with white knuckles. I kept waiting for a call on the radio that they had hit the Sears Tower. If that was the case, it would have been all hands on deck. We sat in silence. Listening for any updates from dispatch. Listening to news radio for any updates or news on what was going on. I was 21 at the time. Lived on my own. My mom called, and was screaming at me "come home right this instant!the world is ending and you can't be at work right now!!!" I told her "No

Again
I guess the lies called your name again The black you keep inside Reared its ugly head again I wash my hands this time If I never see your face again Hope it eats you up inside If I never feel this place again At least I'll feel my pride, oh Apologies only now condemn Honesty slips by Bitter now and you were bitter then Darkness is your guide On you face is that old forgive me smile For an inch all I know is you'll take that mile On your tongue you can't hold is another lie Tryin to get into my head..

Fly High...(gone But Not Forgetten)
Every angel has to spread their wings. A life to good for this earth to deserve. You will always be my angel, in my heart your light is preserved.Your undying smile is there each time I close my eyes. I can feel you there to wipe away the tears that I cry. I will never say good-bye, because you never truely left. Now you can be with me always. Next to me with each and every step.Eventhough you only blessed this earth for such a short time. You've touched so many lives. I never got to thank you for letting one of those be mine.You can rest easy now babygirl. You can watch over our lives from your sky. Just spread your wings my angel and continue to fly high....

In Memory Of My Sister *shirley*, Which Is Called Rain!
Rain reminds me of life, the more that comes down, the closer it comes to the end. Rain reminds me of love, it last only for a moment but when it ends, it's not forever. Rain reminds me of friendship, it's always there when you need it. Everybody is a drop of rain in the world and every drop of rain has a message. My message is *not to give up on rain* I didn't!

Special Thoughts!
Inspirational Quote: Here's what I tell anybody and this is what I believe. The greatest gift we have is the gift of life. We understand that life comes from our Creator. We're given a body. Now you may not like it, but you can maximize that body the best it can be maximized. MIND, BODY & SPIRIT.

The Clock
LIFE ISN'T ABOUT WAITING FOR THE STORM TO PASS... IT'S ABOUT LEARNING TO DANCE IN THE RAIN. TO MY FUBAR SISTAS! You are great WOMEN! Just wanted to pass this on...... The CREATOR doesn't give you the people you want, but gives you the people you NEED. To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you into the person you were meant to be. LOVE YOU!!!!! NOW YOU'RE ON THE CLOCK!!!! IN 9 MINUTES SOMETHING WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY, time starts counting after you read the One Flaw in Women BUT YOU HAVE TO TELL 9 SISTERS YOU LOVE THEM INCLUDING ME. GO!!!! One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men.

Stop Complaining
im sick to death of hearing the tards complain they dont want to hear about 9-11 anymore. its a day no one will ever forget. no one should forget. do u really think we should forget all those ppl who innocently lost their lives? or the men and women who fight for us everyday. we remember on this day the most. ill never forget seeing that smoke when my whole school was sent home that day. never forget wondering if my aunt was still alive. my aunt watched her best friend walk back into the towers for the last time. morya smith may she rip was the only female nypd officer to die that day. should her daughter who was 4 years old forget her especially on this day? should her husband forget her too? we remember this day for everyone past and present. we remember for our future. we remember so we will never back down and give in to what they want. we will never be scared. you dont like hearing about it the shut ur ears and do something else. stop fucking complaining. oh and for the ass who s

Peopleq
This is for the people on here that say they are real but are fake as hell if u cant be real with someone the best thing to do is to keep ur mouth shut because all that comes out if lies and Bull and people can smell it a mile away and i hate the smell of bullshit so if ur not real stay away from my page than u have a good day

9-11, My Thoughts
September 11, 2001, where were you? What does it mean to you? That day is the day that war was declared on the US. We were attacked for the first time in over a hundred years. That was the day when we as a whole stopped, held our breath, and united in a cause. That cause was the defence of all we hold dear. Why were we attacked? It was the belief of one man, Osama Bin Laden, that our nation represented all that was evil in this world. He shook the foundations of this nations from the top down. We now take this date as a rememberance point. We honor our men and women and think back to what happened that day. I say we should honor the service members everyday, not just on holidays. I ask again where were you? What were you doing? I was on board the USS Pennsylvania SSBN 735, that morning we were running a routine evolution that turned into anything but routine. We stayed there for a LONG time and got to wondering what was going on, then our CO informed us that the US (our l

Another Passing Year
*9 year Anniversary 9-11-10* It has been another year but yet another memory I will never forget that day on 9-11-01 my uncle bruce was on a business trip and died in the twin towers with over 2,000 more people men and women of all ages and not only the Twin Towers but The Pentagon also we will never forget for as long as we live.There are things that happen that we don't forget and this is one of those things where it is stuck in your memory like your first love sticks in your heart forever. Rob along with a million other men and women joined the army because they wanted to help the ones in need. I was in ROTC so I could learn how to help the ones in need just in case it came down to it one day. We never know what will happen in 1 second from now or even 20 years from now. All we can do is move on with our memories of our lost,loved ones and wish for the best.The world is a tough place to live and life is a real hard thing to live but I would never choose a different life. Bad things

On Politicized Sept. 11 Anniversary, Mourners Gather
On politicized Sept. 11 anniversary, mourners gather Mosque, Quran controversies overshadow memorials; president calls for unityFamily members of the victims of 9/11 gather around the ground zero reflecting pool where the twin towers once stood on the ninth anniversary of the terrorist attacks on the World Trade Center, in New York City on Saturday.Moments of silence were held at 8:46 a.m. and 9:03 a.m., the times hijacked jetliners hit the north and south towers of the World Trade Center. President Barack Obama and first lady Michelle Obama were attending separate services at the Pentagon in Washington and a rural field in Shanksville, Pennsylvania."Let today never, ever be a national holiday. Let it not be a celebration," said Karen Carroll, who lost her brother, firefighter Thomas Kuveikis. "It's a day to be somber; it's a day to reflect on all those thousands of people that died for us in the United States."But the rallies planned in New York embroiled victims' family members in a

Hello
TO ALL THAT I HAVE ADDED ON MY FRIENDS LIST: FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE NO INTENTIONS OF SPEAKING TO ME OR ONLY ADDED ME JUST SO YOU GET YOUR PRECIOUS FUBUCKS AND POINTS FOR THE ADD PLEASE REMOVE ME I AM SICK OF ADDING PEOPLE AND THEN NEVER HEARING FROM YOU ONCE I HAVE ADDED YOU

Now Hiring
I NEED PEOPLE TO COME HELP ME GET THE GOTHIC PLAYROOM STARTED! I HAVE HAD A ROUGH START BUT I AM READY TO GET THIS LOUNGE HOPPIN'! I NEED A DJ,BOUNCERS,AS MAYBE EVEN A CO OWNER......i AM NOT REALLY SURE HOW THIS WORKS YET BUT I COULD ALSO USE SOME HELP DESIGNING THE SKIN AND ECT..... SO IF YOU WANT TO BE PART OF GOTHIC PLAYGROUND VISIT http://www.fubar.com/lounge/gothic_playroom CUT AND PASTE THIS INTO YOUR ADRESS BAR AND COME VISIT!!!! REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENS IN THE PLAYROOM STAYS IN THE PLAYROOM :) I LOOK FORWARD TO SEE YOU :)

-to Wolffen The Antichrist-dude I Got Some Things To Say To U Im Not Done U Sent Me The Link To Ur Blog Ur Motherfucker U Can Block Me Or Whatever But
DUDE I GOT SOME THINGS TO SAY TO U IM NOT DONE U SENT ME THE LINK TO UR BLOG UR MOTHERFUCKER U CAN BLOCK ME OR WHATEVER BUT I WANT TO SAY GO FUCK URSELF AND I FEEL BAD FOR WHOEVER ENDS UP WITH YOU HAVING TO DEAL WITH UR ASS MAN I LOST FAMILY AND MY FIANCE IS IN THE ARMY AND HE STILL REMEMBERS 9-11 HE CARES ABOUT THE PEOPLE AND HE HELPS THOSE IN NEED ALONG WITH HIS FELLOW TEAM I WAS IN ROTC IN COLLEGE SO I DONT RESPECT WAT U SAID GET A FUKEN LIFE OR A FUKEN CLUE THIS IS THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA AND WE WON'T GET OVER IT FOR THOSE OS YOU WHO LOST FAMILY WE ARE STILL PULLING FOR YOU U R NOT ALONE AND FOR WHOEVER THIS GUY IS I SAY FUCK HIM HE DONT KNOW WAT THE FUCK HE IS TALKING ABOUT AND IN CASE U DIDNT KNOW MY NAME IS ALEX FUKEN ROSE REMEMBER THE NAME DONT FORGET IT BITCH CAUSE ME AND MY FIANCE AND ALL THE OTHER SOLDIERS R HERE TO HELP THOSE IN NEED AND IF ALL U WANT TO DO IS TALK SHIT REMEMBER WHEN I SAY SOMETHING I DO IT BUT UR JUST A BITCH SO WATS IT MATTER TO U MAN IDC WHERE U CO

Beware Of The Shadow Walker
There is not one of us who has not been taken in by a Shadow Walker. What is this thing that causes so much distress in our lives? A Shadow Walker is a person who wears many masks. He is the person who oozes charm to everyone he meets. He offers help and assistance, support, loving kindness. He is the perfect good will ambassador with lofty ideals, great concern for the welfare of mankind and a deep belief in the brotherhood of all people. What a wonderful person! You get to know him. You relax around him, begin to rely upon his word and his judgment. You confide in him about your work, your family life and the most personal aspects of yourself. He is your friend. He would do anything for you. You trust him. He is not real. It is a mask he wears in public that has nothing to do with the reality of who he is. The Shadow Walker will take all your confidences and use them against you. He begins to gossip about you. He twists your words to use to his own best advantag

The Offical 9/11 Futard Of The Day Blog..
You know, well clearly you know what today is other than the fact that you see it everywhere. Today is 9/11/2010. The 9th Anniversary of the attacks on the Pentagon, New York City and the foiled attack on the White House thanks to some heroic passengers on an airplane. Thousands of people died that day. It wasn't the Challenger, it wasn't a natural disaster. It was clearly a planned attack on our way of life by people that well, simply hate us. Today even Fubar itself is paying tribute to the day by not even having a Happy Hour (can anyone remember the last day there was no Happy Hour? That would be 2/1/2007, thank you very much..lol) SO yeah, it's a pretty important day. For some people. Then earlier this morning I was linked to this disaster posting by clearly someone who has "had enough"... Sooo umm yeah. Really? While this is America and yes we have freedom of speech, yes everyone is free to voice their opinons and all of that, there is also something called decency an

My Feelings About September 11th
I couldn't imagine being on a plane thinking I was going home to see my family and never make it... I couldn't imagine being in the WTC and just went to work to feed my family and the last thing I see before I die is a plane coming toward my office and not having a chance to say goodbye... I couldn't imagine being on the floor above the plane crash and feeling like suicide was my only way out... I couldn't imagine being a firefighter and going into the WTC to save lives and lose mine ... I couldn't imagine waiting for my loved one to come out of the WTC only for them to never make it... I couldn't imagine growing up without my mom or dad because a terrorist killed them for his beliefs... COULD YOU IMAGINE?? I WILL REMEMBER 9/11 LIKE I DO MY NAME...ITS SOMETHING I CAN'T EVER FORGET!!

Let Us Never Forget.
Dedicatied For September 11th, 2001"The United States is under attack" was all I could hearOn the radio and TV, now the nation was in fear.The bystanders looking pointing above their headsFamily members calling in hopes loved ones weren't dead.Sirens started blaring, cries were certainly heard"Oh my God" was the consensus of American words.Tears started pouring as the television showed the worldThe second plane hitting, more like it hurled.Terrorist attacked in hopes to put us in despairPearl Harbor is the only attack for US to compareThe tragedy, the lives lost with no remorse.Al-Quida received our attention from using blunt force.After what seemed like forever, the towers started to fall.People started running, the cameras caught it all.I remember desperate acts of people falling to their deathI sat in my living room crying, just holding my breath."How could this happen, I don't understandWho could be bold enough to touch on our land?"I couldn't conceive of the actions taking placeI

Fistfucking Her Decomposing Cadaver
Digging up her corpse, she is worm infested Badly decomposed, but hes take her to his home Stench of rot turns me on and his cock grows rapidly He is so horny, He needs to fuck that dirty whore He puts his cock in her mouth, bitch gives rotted head It feels so good, He slaps her pus-filled face Now its time to give her something Tonguefucking putrefying cunt The taste is incredible, much better than the one that is alive He eat maggots from her pussy He turns her over and start to fuck like a mad dog Deeper and harder, He is about to go crazy Now its time to penetrate ass Her asshole is so tight, this must be her first time Faster and faster, He can feel hi balls banging against her cunt He quickly cum, squirting inside rectum Pulling his cock out, its covered with with sperm, shit and insects Fucking stupid bitch, her ass was dirty, fucking dead slut...He brutally smash his fist up her cunt and rip her entrails out Double fistfucking her asshole Chainsaw mutil

We Will Never Forget What They Did To The Usa -911
To all patriotic Americans: I pledge my faith in my flag to defend her till death do us part!! God Bless The USA, and thanks to all who remembered the fallen on 9-11-2001. We will never forget, or forgive this act. EVER! Peace Johnny Freezze

Trust...
How do you feel and what do you hear when someone says ‘I trust you..’? Trust is a hard thing to grasp at times, especially if you give it to someone to only be let down…time and time again. Trust is something that precious to me, something that someone has to gain from me. Over time even the few I’ve let in to trust have ended up letting me down in the long run. Promises not met, sweet talking that was empty, catching them in avoiding the truth or lying. How do we as women navigate through the men and know who to trust anymore? I hunger to trust someone, to give my life in their hands and know that they will always be there to take care of me. That there is no doubt in my mind I can trust them to be honest and straightforward whether good or bad. I feel so broken with so much distrust in people and men. Perhaps in the long runs it’s because I have no faith or hope to trust in them. How do you know to trust someone…when their actions aren&rsqu

Stop The Insanity!!!
Okay so I'm not gonna stand for being called an Anti-American or a 9/11 Hater or bashed because I don't want to sit around all day and mourn the loss of people that I really did not know or had any connection to other than they were a part of this country and innocent human beings. I have seen others who are also not into posting the "Remember 9/11" all over their statuses...does that make us all co-conspirators in being Anti-American or 9/11 Haters?? I completely understand that people's lives were lost. I completely understand that it was a sad day in our history. I completely understand that some of you may have relatives or friends that died that day. I completely understand that the military has gone around the world to fight this sort of terrorist act against our country. And I completely understand that we as Americans should unite and fight this sort of terrorist act on the homefront while our military men and women do so for their families and ours outside of this country. B

I Can't Imagine
http://www.fubar.com/blog/273886/ Ok, I agree that there's a right to free speech, but honestly that should be reserved for people who have intelligence and their facts straight... Any student of any given US junior high or high school *SHOULD* be able to recount what started the major wars we've been in as a country, and/or why we got involved. American Revolution - (duh, obvious) to gain independence WW1 - to protect the freedom of others (and ourselves) Because of yahoos that wanted to be in control WW2 - ditto to WW1 (they didn't learn the first time, losers...) but we became personally involved when Japan bombed Pearl Harbor Korea and VietNam - trying to assist in someone else's mess... Present war in the Middle east (that has been named and re-named over many years now) - Some say it started over oil control, and some have other conspiracy theories... but September 11, 2001, those terrorist attacks, was the turning point for our country - there was no going back t

Remebering The Sacrifices
I can't forget 9/11, I was in the ARMY and stationed overseas, at the time in a disclosed location, the followings of 9/11 will replay in my mind from there on out, Due to Operation Iraqi Freedom I have lost 64 ARMY brothers and sisters.

The New Top 5 Annoying Photos
Here's the link to the original list: http://fubar.com/blog/239401/916747 1. BEWARE OF THE HEADSHOT! I love my plus-sized gals, but ladies, taking a million shots of a pretty face and hot boobs, hiding behind friends or behind something to hide your mid-drift to attract men is false advertising. If you're ashamed of your size, the cheapest and safest alternative is begin doing sit ups. Start there. It's easy, it's fun, and after that, you might want to do other things to make yourself feel/look better. GASTRO SUX! 2. She doesn't want to see that.....Well not all the time. GUYS! PLEASE! NO MORE DING-A-LING SHOTS! That is the most ugly part on a man(well, I'm a man who hates looking at mine), so it's not sexy...its gross. Especially for women you just met online. You make yourself seem like a sex offender(and maybe some of you are) when you do that. Chuck Berry had a cute lil song, but those girls in the audience we not nude when they sang it. So that said, unless it is requested lik

The Day The Nation Stood Still
Do you remember where you were 9 years ago on this day? I bet you do. I bet nearly every American born before that day could tell you exactly where they were. For some the events of 9/11 touched far deeper then others. For those of us that did not directly lose a loved one, a family member, a close friend, we were all still touched on a deep primal level. Those images that flashed before our eyes on every media frequency available. The days of living the way we once did, ended at exactly 8.46 AM when Flight 11 was flown into the North Tower of the World Trade Center. It was 9.49 AM Central Time when I heard the news. I could go into grave detail of the feelings that overwhelmed me on this day but my personal feelings do not play a part in this. It was the feelings of all of the souls trapped in that tower, the feelings of this, Our Great United States of America, that matter. It is the thoughts of those people stuck and knowing they will DIE. And for what? What was going through these

If You Get Any Of Those Blings
I will rate your profile and pic's for an entire month (if you give me a fupony, i'll rate your profile and pic's for 2 months). I will send you 1 big pimping gift a week. 1 will send you 1 gift everyday. I will make you 2 graphic's like I have in my photo album (if you give me a fupony i'll make you 4 graphics).

Letter For Damages!
Dear sirs, I took out what your agent called a "comprehensive policy" and he said if i ever suffered a fire, flood or theft or got struck by lightening i only had to claim on yourselves. I am a spinster living on my own, and i was feeling the cold so i called a man in to fix the heating. Yesterday when i was adjusting a picture, the electric heater melted a hole in the front of my nylon dress, and wish to know if i am properly covered? yours truly... Virginia N Rustyfann Dear miss rustyfann, we are sorry to hear about the hole in the front of your dress, and although it doesn't sound to us that you are properly covered we are sending a man at once to look into it.In any case before he makes you an offer we have instructed him to find out what other cover you may have, and I should warn you that failure to disclose anything may lead to a breach of the contract so i trust you will hide nothing. yours

September 11th
I logged on today. Fu was so quiet. I remember what I was doing on 9/11. It was a regular day when I woke up. I took a shower and headed up to work to pick up my paycheck. I walked into work and everyone was crying. I was like "wahts going on"? They took me into a room with a TV on. I was like "is this a movie"? They said no it the twin towers. I was like "in New York"? They said yes! I stood there and watched the second tower fall surrounded by co workers my tears fell like rain. I was in dis belief that this my home, my safe place and my freedom was gone. I cried for days. My cousins wedding was that Friday and our family was thankful to be together. My cousin stood in her beautiful wedding dress with my uncle. (who recently passed, God bless his soul.) There behind them was the American flag. I cried like a baby. Today I remember with sadness the events that took so many lives. The absolute disrespect for human life I still do not understand. I feel unsafe now. I feel as though my f

Just A Random Thought
Hey everyone I like to welcome you to my life I am a very adventurous person and I enjoy the outdoors. I love to just go outside and set under a tree or on a tree Maybe a good night to just set out in the yard and look up at the stars. Wouldn't that be fun? Of course if someone else would do it too.I always wander how ppl came to be, who was the very first ppl set foot on earth? Besides me and you when we were two. Do you ever wander how the first tree got here or how the dinosaur's were here in the first place? I believe in god, I really do but I just wander is he really like me and you? Does his angels really look over us everyday. Why do people live in fear? I don't know but I do it to. I am always afraid someone is going to come in and take my life away,maybe not even my life but the next person close to me.Does our prayers really come true? Or do we just get signs from god on what to do next? What do you think? This is my message to you, to tell me what you think. Thnx Tiff Ja

Today As We Remember
Today as we remember and we pray for those who are lost and those who lost please remember that we have all lost a little bit of us and we must thank our armed forces for our freedom and thank the one who died to give us all we have God Bless and Godspeed with a heavy sorrow filled heart,thank you Sam

I Know How To Screw
I mentioned in my to do list that the closet needed to be repaired. I thought it would be enjoyable for you the reader to hear the steps and see the work in progress.. Remove bracket from the wall Using a saw, take the poorly designed wall mounts off the bracket Throw the bracket away Fish the bracket out of the garbage and throw the wall mounts away Hammer the Mollies in IMPORTANT: Screw the mollies in tight before final install to allow them to expand, then remove screws Drop screws on the ground Curse Get Kitty lubbins because you are laying on the ground looking for the screws and "I lubs you daddy, I r pawy too!" Mount bracket Replace clothes Post blog And now for the pictures: Molly Screws The bracket with built in anchors

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