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A Day And A Time
Welcome to another night of insight according the young male's view. Tonight is a night where things will seem twisted, but, in all intensions, due to perspective, is just an illusion. Again, this view may be explicit, vague, or incomplete; please be considerate and be acknowledged with a fair warning. How many days, must a person go on with their lives when they know that tomorrow is the same routine, and yet doesn't change it to make it more enjoyable, if they wake up miserable? I am not saying I wake up miserable, but I just feel, at times, discouraged and unmotivated to do something, but once I do, those around me look at me, and question me like I am insane. Is this considered a normal thing, or is it just awkward, or is it just plain idiocy?What I mean is this: every time I want to do something, those around me, do not want to do it. What am I doing, that makes me so different from the rest of those around me? Has my personality been shifted or is it just the other side of

Gonzo Papers, Vol. 1
Myths and legends die hard in America. We love them for the extra dimension they provide, the illusion of near-infinite possibility to erase the narrow confines of most men's reality. Weird heroes and mould-breaking champions exist as living proof to those who need it that the tyranny of 'the rat race' is not yet final. Hunter S. Thompson

Here's To The Crazy Ones
Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes.The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can praise them, disagree with them, quote them, disbelieve them, glorify or vilify them.About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They invent. They imagine. They heal. They explore. They create. They inspire. They push the human race forward.Maybe they have to be crazy.How else can you stare at an empty canvas and see a work of art? Or sit in silence and hear a song that's never been written? Or gaze at a red planet and see a laboratory on wheels?While some see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.-Steve Jobs

Thinking Of Stashing Some Rare Bill Cooper/mae Brussell Audio
Just wondering if there would be any interest in some rare Hour of the Time broadcasts as well as some Mae Brussell shows. I figure with all the bs disinfo patriot bs polluting the web nowadays it would be nice to have access to some quality alternative reasearch available in one place! Imagine the suprise of some wayward researcher stumbling along it and on fubar no less.Hell I aint to sure if anyone will ever even see this as I am lacking in the spectacular rack department. I reckon I'll just do it anyways but if you do have an opinion either way let me know!

Referral Update
*****From Scrapper's Blog***** ***I originally wrote this blog in 2007 about missed referrals. It is still relevant today. This also applies to mercenaries. We do not credit for missed referrals. If you signed someone up and did not get credit, it could be one of the following: 1. You cheated. 2. The person signing up's browser did not track your referral ID. (This could be associated to anti spyware, virus ware or security settings) We will not investigate, credit or debate missed referrals. Here are a few tips to making sure you do get credit. There are NO guarantees that this will work. 99.99% of the time missed referrals are due to user error or the person's computer OR something shady is going on. 1. Use the "Link to this profile" code on your homepage or in fuMafia2. Use the INVITE link on the upper left navigation panel.3 If you are linking banners on another site, please use this referral code. TIP: If your brothers uncle was signing on from

Forbidden Passions
The night has come for our fun to beginThe coalescion of our secret sinAs the lust waxes and wanes like the crescent moonThe fire stoked so high you begin to swoonAs my hands stroke down your face and neckMy lips so tender as I expose your breast Kisses rain across your flesh, Tender nips of loves caressI lay you back upon the bedMy whispered words rattling inside your headMy hot breath caress your thighsMy hands moving slowly to toss your pants asideWhen desire flares and your treasure I findSweet strokes of my tongue as I wish you were mine Lips so wet as you whimper my namePulling my hair as I drive you insaneGrinding yourself against my faceMovements so fast I have to keep paceYour body tightening as your pleasure riseBucking your hips as your body writhesYour love splashing onto my tongueSwirling myself against your stiff little nub My cock so hard as I kiss up your bodLips so hungry as I send praise to the godsMoving slowly as our bodies entwineFeeling your hips grind so hard

Rococo
rococo\roh-kuh-KOH\ adjective; 1.Ornate or florid in speech, writing, or general style. 2.Pertaining to a style of painting developed simultaneously with the rococo in architecture and decoration, characterized chiefly by smallness of scale, delicacy of color, freedom of brushwork, and the selection of playful subjects as thematic material. noun: 1.A style of architecture and decoration, originating in France about 1720, evolved from Baroque types and distinguished by its elegant refinement in using different materials for a delicate overall effect and by its ornament of shellwork, foliage, etc. adjective: 1.In the manner of, or suggested by rococo architecture, decoration, or music or the general atmosphere and spirit of the rococo.

A Peace Of Me
I find myself happy, liking who I am. Im comfortable as a lazychair I'm honest, loving and I do care. I blame noone for how I become, or for all I've done. I was once a sports car lightening fast I run , now to a putter I roll off to life . trying to keep it going speaking softly and angerly I mutter. I need a break, sometime for myself, a place to go, a place I don't know. I need to be excited, too laugh so hard , to see a piece of this world that would make my head wrirrel , But I'm finally old and not so bold and I am comfortable .....with who I am .

Poem For Today
"Sorrows"Whats a man to doas he walks through this lifein this world filled with troublehatred, pain and strifeI will only say this oncepay attention to my wordsdont make my same mistakesremember that you heardIf by some lovely miracleyou find that someone to be sureyou better hang on tooth and nailbecause the wolf's always at the doorIt takes a lifetimeto make that relationshipBut it only takes a secondto lose it allin flames

Better Days
You say it all so finely Before you rip it away You tell me that I'm your everything And say fuck you the next day Every minute I'm with you Breaks my heart some more Trying to be strong about this Never showing the emotion bubbling up from within I cover it with a smile Silently say fuck it all and hide it with a grin I know I'm stronger then you Can make it through the worst You say you've seen the baddest shit I say try putting up with you without fucking up this verse I'm not going to be perfect I told you from the start But the one thing you can never do Is run the way I think Scream it from the rooftops Tell the whole fucking world To shove it while I sleep You can pack your shit at any time You know how to find the door You think it was bad before Wait until you see the madness that I have in store I don't need a single thing Beyond what I have inside I don't need to be with you I choose to be Never forget that When your words pour forth as venom A

Animals :-) The "sasha" Sioux Dog, Capitan General Of The Royal Guard, Dog Nation
This is not in the journal but should be. Animals. The old steriotype is true, "you CAN tell a lot about a person by how animals react to them". I have seen it so many times that I wonder how come everyone else doesn't. Every animal I have ever met has always been 110% honest in everything they do. They are totally incapible of mistruth and lies. Ever meet a happy Pit Bull Terrier? They are wonderfully funny. Have you ever seen the mistrust in a stallion's eye and the corrisponding bite that comes wicked fast? An animal has to feel comfortable around you. Different animals respond differently. For the most part, however, when dealing with them it's important to understand what they are saying, their language. WHOA PHIL! You talk to animals? Yes I do. Anyone who owns one can hear the voice just by looking at it with an open heart and mind. See? Maybe not so full of "crapola" as first thought...maybe? *smile* The first dog I ever owned, I purchased from the Orange County Humane Society i

Guitar Heroes And Hasbeens
I just watched two short interviews on Concert TV. One was David Gilmour to promote the replica of his black Fender Strat. It was uncanny how much he looks and sounds like Richard Chamberlain nowadays. His included the solo from Comfortably Numb live which was brilliant. The second one was Lita Ford to promote her new album. It was the polar opposite. She sounded like a flake and even worse, the clips of her playing her own music sounded like a hideous garage cover band . She used to sound so much more intelligent in her peak.

A Story About J Like The Letter For His Birthday
Once upon a time in a land far, far away, there lived a prince named Jay. A huge gala was planned to celebrate the day, but he wasn't really looking forward to the event. You might even say he was a bit skeptical of the success of the evening...See, he didn't have a date. He hadn't even asked anyone to go with him because all the eligible dames in the kingdom were boorish, half retarded likely from incest in the bloodlines or smelly. For fuck's sake, he thought, if any tradition needs to be broken , it's the once weekly baths. Can't these broads smell themselves? Ridiculously nasty. I wish i'd meet a beautiful, witty, heavenly-smelling lass who'd rub my feet and give me bj's for my birthday..... He sighed out loud as he finished the wish then choked back a girlish scream when he saw a rat scurry across the floor of his room. He promptly swatted it with a broom from a nearby corner knocking it out cold... Oh shit...that might have been too coincidental. Could this greasy, nasty li

President Obama's Handling Of Mcchrystal
President Obama recently accepted 4-star General McChrystal's resignation over the comments he made to Rolling Stone magazine criticizing the administration's handling of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan. The comments included McChrystal accusing Obama of not being very engaged in the war and being uncomfortable around military men. Many in the media side with the president on this issue, even the pundits on fox news such as Sean Hannity and Bill O'reilly. McChrystal's comments in my opinion show an even bigger underlying problem within the relationship between the administration and the military. McChrystal is seen as a legend within the military and his comments show a level of distrust and contempt for the president within our fighting forces. Is Obama, the commander-in-cheif, not paying attention to the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan? Obviously many in our military feel that way and even more obviously are open to dissing the president and his decisions regarding the wars.

Free Ps3, Xbox, Imac, Etc
http://gifts.freebiejeebies.co.uk/251416 ok so this really works it was on nbc news cnn newscast and bbc news.... All you gotta do is complete one offer(i spent $7 to complete the offer) then get a certain number of friends to join and do the same( it was 13 ppl for me to get a free 120gb ps3 slim) they also have other gifts like phones,ipods,imacs,macbooks,xbox,gps.etc

Round One--
late night talks--spending hours together yet never in the same room--feeling like i can say anything and its ok--its got me trippin--idk where its going but I'm feeling good again--thank you you are important to me--just sayin :)

Public Enemy #1
Artist: Public Enemy Album: Fear of a Black Planet Title: Fear of a Black Planet Man you ain't gottaWorry 'bout a thing'Bout your daughterNah she ain't my type(But supposin' she said she loved me)Are you afraid of the mix of Black and WhiteWe're livin' in a land whereThe law say the mixing of raceMakes the blood impureShe's a woman I'm a manBut by the look on your faceSee ya can't stand itMan calm your ass down, don't get madI don't your sistah(But supposin' she said she loved me)Would you still love herOr would you dismiss herWhat is pure? Who is pure?Is it European state of being, I'm not sureIf the whole world was to comeThru peace and loveThen what would we made of?Excuse us for the newsYou might not be amusedBut did you know white comes from BlackNo need to be confusedExcuse us for the newsI question those accusedWhy is this fear of Black from WhiteInfluence who you choose?Man c'mon now, I don't want your wifeStop screamin' it's not the end of your life(But sup

The Story Of The Wish Man...
I am sorry this is a very personal story only open to an extreme few. To give a cryptic hint however tends to be how I always do it....Whenever possible I release 8 white doves for my Surviors, now instead and due to financial difficulties...I will grow my hair instead. For the living.

The Mulberry Tree And The Birth Of Monarchs
While growing up in Orange County, CA (SoCal). The very first tree I ever learned to climb was a 20 year old mulberry tree (complete with tire swing hung by dad). The tree (who had a name I can't remember) would give the deepest shade from the blasting SoCal sun. One day I noticed a lot of worms eating my tree leaves! (they looked suspeciously like the tomato worms dad told me to look out for). I asked him why the tomato worms were eating my tree, afterall, they were sure to eat the whole tree! "Dad there's hundreds", they were everywhere I climbed. Dad said I am never to "harm or hinder" them, only to watch and learn. Soon it got scary because although the worms stopped eating my tree, the spiders had moved in. Again my dad said I am not to harm or hinder them. Mine is to watch, learn (and now) protect (because they were babies). With curiousity, I was told to keep watching. Only a couple more days now until... "Until what?" I asked- until the surprise (better than watching Disneyland

Storms
I watch the storm clouds surround me, Yet luna still shines in between... Lightening flashes through the clouds. I stare, wondering what it means? I think sometimes storms forget.. My soul needs to be quenched. A gentle cleansing of impurities, Or maybe I need to be violently drenched. It really doesn't seem to matter. I believe the storms have left me for dead. They slowly move away from me. Leaving only darkness ahead.

A Few Things
Every so often I have these dreams that I call preminition dreams. Unfortunately they're never anything good for me. And more times than not, they're about someone I'm with at the time....and who they end up with. Even more so is that they haven't met this person yet. Or at the very least, not in person. This time, when it happened, I didn't dream about the guy directly, it was of the cat I got when with him. Deep down, I always knew how things would end up, whether with him or anyone else, but a small part of me always wanted to believe this time was different. Things are as they should be, this I know. They always are, no matter how painful they may be. And part of it, I believe is because of karma. But at the same time, I would like to think that I've made up for at least most of my bad karma. But who knows. Perhaps not. I have also come to terms with the fact that I will never have my own child. Not biologically. I can't be that selfish to risk the chance that the

Oscar The Fish
I once had a fish named Oscar (named after the dog who mauled me). Oscar was a goldfish some random man happened to give me at the end of a school carnival. The "Carnie" told me if I didn't take this fish that it would probably die before he reached the next town. Of course I took him in. Oscar was my first fish, so naturally, his first home was a fish bowl. Oscar didn't fare so well in such a stark and small environment. Subsequently, he became lethargic and unresponsive, uninterested. My mom pointed out that he appeared to be unhappy and took me to the pet store where she proceded to ge Oscar a big tank (with light), plants, an oxigenator and colorful rocks and other features. We brought all this home and got it setup and started to acclimate Oscar to his new environment. Once he was ready, we released him into his new home where he flourished and grew to be big and healthy. In time, we got Oscar some compainions but ever thereafter, Oscar was the biggest fish in the tank and lived y

Overall
Overall my "Jack London" Journal is a stained, suede covered lined page journal. I carry some of the adventures and teachings I've learned in life therein...yes the journal has about 20 pages that were ripped out and burned because some things...you had to have been there for...Two of my favorite pieces of poetry I have written on the inside cover:I never saw a wild thing sorry for itselfA small bird will drop frozen dead from a boughWithout ever having felt sorry for itselfDH Lawrence and Hold fast to dreamsFor if Dreams dieLife is a broken winged birdThat cannot flyHold fast to dreamsFor when dreams goLife is a barren fieldFrozen with snowHW Longfellow

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let me explain something, i dont post nudes because im sex deprived, i dont post them so you can get off, and i dont post them because i like being told things like your sexy, ect, i have post them because im 36, two kids and five miscarriages, it makes ME feel better about myself, im tired of closed minded ppl ask me why do i post them if im not available, and the answer is, because i fucking can...im not twisting your arm to look at a married womans pictures, its your choice, if ppl think its wrong of me to do that, they can go fuck there self. The only person who has the right to say, remove those pics is my soldier and he loves them, and has nothing to worry about, he knows im his and that its him i lay beside every night, they are pictures...pictures...some ppl need to get a damn clue, and the funny thing is, these things come from guys...i mean come on, just be happy your getting to view them

R.i.s. Ninjas
Well, where 2 start... There were 2 Homies that were in an accident that were taken 2 The Carnival on friday June 18, 2010, after a rain storm. They both R ninjas, but now reside in Shangra La. Their names R Kyle Auston Baker and Zack Price from La Porte, IN. Ages Kyle 18 N Zack 22. Kyle lived at Zacks becausew his parents kicked him out and he was young, and was always willing 2 help another ninja out. He just wanted his family(Juggalo Family) 2 like him which we all did/do. Much Clown Love Kyle! Zack Left behind a wife N 2 beautiful girls ages 2 years old and a newborn of almost 1 month. I was there at the birth of his newest. he was an awsome father that loved/loves his children and his wife. I have been at his wifes side since and this is the 1st chance I have had 2 write. So why don;t all U Ninja's Send up a Whoop Whooooop 4 all R Taken Homies, Cause we never DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Guilty By Association
Festering pustules of putrid acid fill my bowels and create a unwelcome habitat for peace. I fill dirty and hopeless as eyes surround on all sides. My heart shrinks as I try to hide and crawl back inside. The beast screams in defiance when told to stand down. Fear and loathing start to take over as streams of blood red tears wash my shameful face. I am losing ground in a battle I never wanted and can not withstand again. Numbers painted on the foreheads of the dead haunt me with the wicked memories, screams try to come forth but are quickly muffled by the shouts of my accusers. I fall to my knees waiting for the stones of death to claim my soul. One by one the stones are thrown and none seem to hit their mark. A evil dark figure looms from the shadows with a fiery boulder aimed at my head. With a fierce toss from unloving hands comes my death with a claim on my soul.

Humorous Romance
Dear Loneliness, Day 1: I just watched a commercial on the television for e-happiness.com. Apparently the computer matches you up with someone based on your 321 areas of compatibility. I think I will try it. This really can't be worse than what my friends put me through. Not to mention, I get a daily reminder that I am still alone while they are off engaging in embryonic behavior and fun family photos. Day 2: I did it! I just spent 3 hours on the computer answering silly questions. I really hope that I am a good person, because the computer is fairly confident that it will find someone just like me. I tried to find a picture that is really complimenting; though it was difficult trying to find one that wouldn't give the computer the wrong impression. Day 3: I awoke this morning with strange optimism. As I booted up my computer and sipped on my hot coffee, I was a little antsy.It felt like Christmas to me. I immediately went to the dating site and 'lo and behold I had a message! H

Naughty Pics
To all those concerned here on Fubar. My NSFW's will be closed as of now until further notice. They will not be opened by request either. If you want me as a friend and are truely my friend, you will stay regardless of if my fucking naughty pics are open or not. You can call me whatever you want but it will only get you fucking blocked and deleted from my world. I have been called a cunt, that I make them sick, I should be fucking ashamed of myself and a whore that does not deserve my man. What is ok for one is not always ok for the other in the world of Fubar. I have also heard that my man can do better then my ugly ass, usually by some skanky ass hoe that thinks her shit does not stink. They believe they are so beautiful and nothing or no one can compare to them so you should just get the fuck outta their way so they can take every shread of good thing you have in your life. Well this bitch does not roll over and play dead and I do go down and surrender without a fucking fight. So be

Just Sent To Glenn Beck
You are so right on unions. When I worked at Southwest Airlines from 1998-2002 the union contract read that you could opt out of the union but were still liable for union dues but were no longer protected by the union and since no Southwest Airlines employee could not be non-union, the union sent a letter to Southwest demanding the termination of the employee which Southwest Airlines had to abide by or face lawsuits. When I worked at USair from 1987-1990, it was non-union but bought PSA, who was union and the union was abolished and it all went non-union and both USair and PSA employees agreed they have never been treated better by management, even if it was merely out of a fear that the union would be re-established. Not to say there are not abuses of owners and managers who have no fear of unions, like those who work for Toyota, whether they be plant workers or dealership employees, because Toyota doesn't allow unions...They are bullies and abuse their employees. It is like a catch

The Book Of Eli
This movie is a must see! Imagine if you will, Mad Max type world, A post apocolyptic life, where everyone is struggling to survive. Eli, played by Densel, is a righteous man on a mission to restore the world to how he remembers it, before the event. On his journey he runs into a power hungry tyrant (Gary Oldman)who is in search of "The Book". And if you know movies, you know when Gary Oldman plays the bad guy, its an awesome performance! This movie has some surprises and twists, as Eli makes his way west, to the place that he is lead to by God. This movie takes you in, and you forget about how the world is now, and imagine yourself in the world created by the director. If this scenario were to happen, we there would be one more chapter written in the Bible called eli. Forget about religion, its not the point of the movie. and oh yeah, the eye candy... He who has the book, controls the faith of the world. as you were.

Famous Wwii Nurse Dies
LOS ANGELES (Reuters Life!) - A nurse famously photographed being kissed by an American sailor in New York's Times Square in 1945 to celebrate the end of World War Two has died at the age of 91, her family said on Tuesday. The V-J Day picture of the white-clad Edith Shain by photographer Alfred Eisenstaedt captured an epic moment in U.S. history and became an iconic image marking the end of the war after being published in Life magazine. The identity of the nurse in the photograph was not known until the late 1970s when Shain wrote to the photographer saying that she was the woman in the picture taken on August 14 at a time when she had been working at Doctor's Hospital in New York City. The identity of the sailor remains disputed and unresolved. From then on the photograph also made its mark on Shain's life as the fame she garnered led to invites to war related events such a wreath layings, parades and other memorial events. "My mom was always willing take on new challenges and c

Tiki Barber Takes Another Big Hit
Things are going from bad to worse for Tiki Barber. Tiki was canned from his NBC gig which paid him $300 grrr (I stole that from Jim Rome). Now he tells the court that he can’t pay the divorce settlement to his ex. What a fall from grace for a guy that was one of the best running backs in the NFL. I will bet u dollars to donuts that his hot young lover babe will leave him too. What’s the guy to do? Let that be a lesson to all us guys. If you can’t pay the freight then leave the sexy merchandise alone to those who can afford them. For more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/06/23/broke-tiki-barber-afford-divorce-settlement-alleged-affair-nbc-intern/ BlastFM is free to those who like great music. Tune us in and groove the rest of us 24/7 @ www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Love Will Conquer All
So I havnt posted a blog in a long time so bear with me lol! Been doing a lot of soul searching lately and well to be honest Im not exactly sure where im going but im starting to get a pretty good idea of what will make me truly happy. Sometimes life hands you a box of lemons and you have to take a bite of that lemon and spit it back in their faces lmao!!!! So for all of those who hate me ....go ahead and hate me It doesnt bother me. Take that hate somewhere else cause it just consumes and rots the already dead horse. I dont need it anymore For all those who love me....I love you back in full and then some. I have always loved to the fullest and that is one thing I will never change about myself as long as I can help it. I am around somewhere so if you wanna chat or just have some fun haller at me....for those who wont take no for an answer FUCK YOU im deleting you :) have a great day everyone!

Frustrated With People
Is it really that hard for people to have a non sexual conversation with me? What the fuck. Doesn't any one just ever want to talk about books or music any more? Next person who pretends to be my friend and then springs the oh i wanna phone bone you game on me is getting kicked in the nuts. or cooter, either or.

Letter Entries Pertaining To The Adventure Of The Missing Hat & Pipe. Entries Made By Dr.watson(unknown Civilian) And Sherlock Holmes (roadkillbarbie)
Well, Holmes, my theory is that a Dr.Edmund Chinnery is the culprit. He travelled to London from a strange northern town called royston Vasey and booked into a hotel on baker Street on the night before the robbery. With him he brought as circus-trained dog who was to be the thief. I know this because I found a dog collar in the parlour, and inscribed on a tiny metal plate were the words "You're my dog now". He intended to sell the hat & pipe at an auction room on the coast, at a port called Flea Bay. It is well known that items belonging to the rich & famous always fetch high prices there. However, the autioneer is renowned to be a greedy, vulgar man who rudely greets winning bidders with his outstretched hand and cry of "Pay, pal". At the moment I have no further evidence to back up my idea, and would gratefully request your speculation on the case, if any. Your loyal servantDr Watson My dear Watson,It has come to my attention that a Mrs Doyle, who resides on a small island

Dentist
I went to the dentist today because of my bottom front teeth, yeah, the ones I still have left. She had previously taken advice from another dentist and the pair of them together hadn't thought my teeth were cracked. However, there is a line across all 3 at the bottom which they had originally put down to a quirk as I was only having problems with one. She did that thingy test where they put that cold liquid on to see if you get a reation .. nothing! My middle front one has definately died but she is unsure about the other 2. She is going to do a root canal filling in 2 weeks to the middle one but if she finds it is broken I will lose it. She says I need extensive treatment on all 3 teeth and will need to go up the dental hospital. She has also given me really strong antibiotics which mean i'll be do dahing for England over the next few days ... nothing like a good clear-out, huh? If all 3 are broken I will have them all pulled and a bridge fitted ..... trying to look on the brigh

Funny...
> The Center for Disease Control has issued a warning about a new virulent strain of this old disease. The disease is called Gonorrhea Lectim. It's pronounced "Gonna re-elect 'em," and it is a terrible obamanation. > > The disease is contracted through dangerous and high risk behavior involving putting your cranium up your rear. Many victims contracted it in 2008...but now most people, after having been infected for the past 1-2 years, are starting to realize how destructive this sickness is. > > It's sad because Gonorrhea Lectim is easily cured with a new drug just coming on the market called Votemout. You take the first dose in 2010 and the second dose in 2012 and simply don't engage in such behavior again; otherwise, it could become permanent and eventually wipe out all life as we know it. > > Several states are already on top of this, like Virginia and New Jersey, and apparently now Massachusetts, with many more seeing the writing on the wall. > > Please pass this important

Dream Dancing
Sometimes I sit and think, Of that which is now behind me. Some things will catch up, A little further down the road. Others will remain there, Lost in the confusion of memories. As I attempt to sort them out, The best rise to the top. The only common factor is you. Your eyes shine, When the lights flick on in the morning. Your hair glistens, As the sun rises over the hill tops at dawn. Your voice rings in my head, Like the wonder of a church choir. With the power of charm and beauty, You hands massage me. As I relax my thoughts, And fade out of reality. Only to find you dancing in my dreams. ...Michael LaBarge...

Nightmares
Clouds from above, And rain begins to fall. My world becomes dark, As you vanish from my life. Thoughts become jumbled, My mind goes insane. You turn and walk away, Not ever looking back. I shed a tear, Wondering if you will ever return. Lonely and single, The way it is. I'm used to it. Being myself, Keeps others at bay. Maybe I will change, Someday be happy. But until then, I fucked it up again. ...Michael LaBarge...

That Moment
My heart races, I begin to sweat. My hands tremble, As I get closer. With each step, Closer to the door, That will open, Revealing paradise. She opens the door, And peers in to my eyes. She smiles, The moment has finally come. We stand face to face, Only for a moment. As we pull each other, Close to our bodies. Hugging each other, Holding each other. Whispering in each other's ear, How much we have longed for this. The moment, When all dreams, All fantasies, Finally come true. The physical touch, The warm embrace. Feeling the other's heart, Beating against out chest. For so long, Wanting and loving. Wishing nothing more, Than to be here. The time has come, When mental images, Become reality, And the world goes silent. The only thing that matters, At that very moment, In the very place, Is us. Two people, One love. Two hearts, One love. A love, That until now, Was only distant, Untouchable. All that is over, As rea

The Journey
I began a journey, Looking for what I thought I wanted. As I sit here, Not so long ago, There was something, Going through my head. I searched, Here and there, High and low, For what I thought I wanted. As I looked, Day after day, I never found it, What I was reaching for. I found something, Just a question, With no future, Running through my busy mind. Not what I was looking for, Just a curiosity, Am innocent question, To go no further. But wait, A friend, Everyone can always, Use a friend.

Naughty Story
SHE KNEW SHE WAS DRIVING A BIT TOO FAST WHEN SHE HEARD THE POLICE SIREN. SHE PULLED HER CAR TO THE SIDE OF THE ROAD AND LOOKED IN HER REAR VIEW MIRROR, AS THE POLICE MAN WAS WALKING TOWARD HER CAR.. HIS DARK SKIN GLISTENING IN THE HOT SUMMER SUN .. SHE BEGAN TO THINK TO HERSELF.. ...... STAY TUNED FOR THE REST OF THE STORY!!! HAHAHA.... THIS IS MY LIST OF THINGS I WANT TO HELP PEOPLE WITH TODAY! LINKS AND WHAT THEY NEED BELOW IN THE COMMENT AREA

Dreaming Of You
Darkness engulfs me. Memories surround me. You come in to the light. A smile crosses your face. I reach for you, But nothing is there. I hear your voice. When I call your name, Nobody answers. I wake up. Expecting to see you next to me. But nothing is there except space. As reality leaves me once again, Your face fades in to clearness. A tear rolls down my face. I wish you were here to hold me.

Just Not A Good Day
Why is it that when you start to drop something...you try to get all acrobatic, performing moves and getting into positions you'd never try on a normal day? And then when you realize it's completely out of your grasp, you add in tennis player, ping pong player, and gymnast to the equation? When the sad fact of the matter is that only like 10% of the time do you actually catch what you've dropped (maybe I'm just clumsy, and you people catch things much better than I do) and if you'd just step back and say "fuck!" it would fall straight down. Physics tells us that this is a much easier mess to clean up. But NOOOOOOOOO...when you go through your floor routine and try to get a perfect 10 from all the judges, what ever you've dropped - and it's invariably glass...ALWAYS glass - flies from your hands at top speed from your juggling it, and and upon landing, splatters its contents ALL OVER YOUR FUCKING KITCHEN. And to make matters worse, what happens if the item you're juggling is sittin

My Friend
As I sit alone in the darkness, A figure enters, And the room becomes engulfed with life. Her beauty and elegance, Her grace alone, Creates and atmosphere of pleasure. She is the most beautiful, Sensual being, To ever walk before me. As she moves closer, I can feel it, The pull of her, She is electric, She is penetrating, She is mesmorizing. I want to look away, But there is just something about her, Something that won't let me. I am drawn to her, Like the magnetism of earth, She draws my attention. She enters my mind, My heart, My soul. I try to maintain myself, It's no use, Her presence is too powerful. She does not realize, The effect she has, Controlling my every thought. My mind, No longer my own, But now a part of her

Weirdness...
OK.. I'm living with Lewis and his Mother apparently. I'm not feeling well and so I'm in our bed. Members of his family are in and out constantly, why, I have NO clue. Next thing I know, we're in a car. He's driving.. ODD. He parks outside what looks like a ton of tents set up for vendors for some sort of carnival or something. We need to get something somewhere but have no idea what it is. So we're fighting through crowds and such and he's telling me to stay close so we don't get separated. Next I know, we're inside what looks like a dingy, run down Flea Market of sorts. People from all walks of life are everywhere selling everything you can imagine. There is even a Subway tunnel that runs through the place. Somehow we get separated. He was there and then he was gone. I start freaking out calling his name. Asking people if they'd seen him. No one can help. I end up finding someone who will let me use a phone because mine is dead. For some odd reason I knew he was mean

Some Wit A Broken Heart Has More Heart
comeon brother n sister lets come together in love not in hate n despair all dis has torn our hearts yo all dont seem to care what is your heart for some of us had a heart repaired thats goin on nothing fine i am torn i am cold n i am shamed lying naked on the floor i am wide awake n i can see a perfect sky is torn i dont care i am all out of faith this is how i feel you're a little late I'm already torn bastat kasama kita with lyrics

Family & Friend List Will Now Be......
Starting today I will be changing up my family and friends list,more so the family...Once a week.I am tired of hearing well I went down on the list or woot I went up.Everyone has there own reason for where they put each person.I have my own reason as well.It does not mean I like this one more or that one.I wished as I have said in 2 or 3 blogs now I wished I could put everyone first but I can not.So once a week now I am changing them up.No more discussion on this subject.PERIOD!!! Some act like my 2 year old and if I dont put up with it from him then why would I start with an adult. So just pout.Lol..Seriously I don't mean to be mean but this is crazy and I am tired of it. May God Bless You

The A Team
IF YOU NEED HELP LEVLEING UP IF YOU CAN FIEND THEM MABY YOU SHOULD HIER THE A T EAM WE WILL HELP YOU LEVLE EANY WAY WE CAN ? WHO WANTS 2 JOIN THE A TEAM BE PART OF THE A TEAM S B ME IF YOU LIKE 2 BE PART OF THE A TE AM

What's Ur Sign......lol
I am a ARIES YOUR sign? ~~LET'S HAVE FUN~~ PASS IT ON..... CANCERGreat Kisser. Very high sex appeal.Great in bed. Most horny. PISCESCaring. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMMIT. Very high sex appeal. Has the last word. Extremely weird but in a good way LIBRAVery gentle. Nice. Love is one of a kind. Silly and fun! Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet!AMAZING in Bed.!!!!! CAPRICORNSassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.Irresistible, awesome kisser. Great talker.Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. EVERY PERFORMANCE!!!! AQUARIUSTrustworthy. Sexy. Rare to find. Loves being in long relationships. Extremely energetic.Amazing in bed, the BEST lovers. ARIESOutgoing. Spontaneous. No one to fuck with. Have own unique sexiness. Unpredictable. Erotic.Funny. Addictive. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. TAURUSAggressive. freak in bed. rare to find. loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a

5 Pieces Of Evidence The Us Is Developing A Strong Underclass (repost)
Based on the evidence below, the US currently has an underclass reaching about 10% of the population. Although these sorts of phenomena occur during recessions, keep your eye out as there are other signs the US is turning into a two-class society: 5) Dollar Tree Stores is at All-Time Highs Whoever says a dollar doesn’t buy anything anymore hasn’t been to a Dollar Tree store (DLTR). Store revenues are up 12.5%. That’s 12.5% more dollars chasing ultra-cheap products rather than higher quality goods. But when your wages are either flat or nonexistent, choices are slim to none. 4) 2.8 Million Homes were Foreclosed in 2009 The number of homes in foreclosure across the U.S. in 2009 climbed to 2.8 million, an increase of 21% over 2008 and a staggering 120% jump since 2007. According to Irvine CA-based foreclosure-tracking company RealtyTrac, 2.21% of all U.S. housing units—one in 45—received at least one foreclosure filing last year. According

Graeme Edge Of Moody Blues Late Lament
Breathe deep the gathering gloomWatch lights fade from every roomBedsitter people look back and lamentAnother day's useless energy spentImpassioned lovers wrestle as oneLonely man cries for love and has noneNew mother picks up and suckles her sonSenior citizens wish they were youngCold hearted orb that rules the nightRemoves the colours from our sightRed is grey and yellow, whiteBut we decide which is rightAnd which is an illusion

This Is.. For Army-gals..
This is for you. For all of you who wake up in the morning, lay there for a few moments, trying to swallow the sick feeling in the pit of your stomach as you wonder where your man is, or how he's doing...this is for you. For all of you who start a countdown the minute he leaves, and continue to until he is back in your arms again...this is for you. For all of you who tear up everytime "Far Away" comes on the radio, or who press repeat when "Come Home Soon" plays in their car... this one's for you. For all of you who see Military billboards, ads in the paper, or commercials on TV and next notice the tears rolling down your cheeks, this is for you. This is for you. I am one of you too. This is for us. For all the times we sleep with our phones on the loudest possible volume, just as to not miss the call that just MIGHT come... For all the times we roll our eyes when another girl is depressed because she hasn't seen her guy in a week... (TH

I Am A Military Girlfriend ♥
i am a military girlfriend. i hold no formal recognition with the powers that be. i am at the bottom of the chain. i hold no Military ID card, i am not a “dependent” or a parent. the man i love may face unspeakable dangers, and i am at the mercy of those who possess this recognition for news. i understand this and accept this. i have promised to be here for him upon his return, no matter how long he is away. people may say I am insane for making such a commitment with no guarantees, but i hold onto our promises and have faith that he will come home safe to me.. i know full well that my love for him fuels him in the worst of times.. there is no ring on my finger that symbolizes our commitment..i hope every day that he will be able to call because a simple 30-second phone call can bring the greatest spectrum of emotions… smiling with tears in my eyes from so much joy and pain..my relationship is based on a brief communication where “I love you and I’m okay” speaks more than vo

Appointments
Ok, so today I had 6 Doctor apointments, and I have to say, I feel as if it was a total waste of time. As usual, the military does not really have a doctor that knows a damn things, and if they do, they are to afraid to say soemthign because they might get in trouble for thinking. The only good thing that came out of today was I got my ketamine. Wanna talk about good shit. It is a astart. Now, if they can just get theis damn headache to go away.... I will deal with the other stuff over time.

Some Of The Chat From The Piece Of Shit
Deb (6/14/2010 12:07:25 AM): even if tonight ...we where done i still worry about you ..i am making a statement is all !!!!Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:07:49 AM): iknow baby hugs Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:07:56 AM): i feel the same wayDeb (6/14/2010 12:09:25 AM): I wish you really understood how i felt......i have been trying to pull my feelings away some Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:10:56 AM): i do babyDeb (6/14/2010 12:13:04 AM): you here or busy ?Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:13:28 AM): im hereMike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:13:37 AM): i said i do know how you feel babyDeb (6/14/2010 12:14:21 AM): your do Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:14:56 AM): love you babyDeb (6/14/2010 12:15:07 AM): MikeDeb (6/14/2010 12:15:50 AM): so you have any questions for me, since i do most the talking lolMike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:16:49 AM): is there any jobs for me there?Deb (6/14/2010 12:17:47 AM): in the city also in the area lol babe very small town Deb (6/14/2010 12:17:58 AM): everyone works in t

Seether's Broken
I wanted you to know I love the way you laughI wanna hold you high and steal your pain awayI keep your photograph; I know it serves me wellI wanna hold you high and steal your pain‘cause I’m broken when I’m openAnd I don’t feel like I am strong enough‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesomeAnd I don’t feel light when you’re gone awayThe worst is over now and we can breathe againI wanna hold you high, you steal my pain awayThere’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fightI wanna hold you high and steal your pain‘cause I’m broken when I’m openAnd I don’t feel like I am strong enough‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesomeAnd I don’t feel right when you’re gone away‘cause I’m broken when I’m openAnd I don’t feel like I am strong enough‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesomeAnd I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

Angel
Weaving through the crowds of people, Noticed by none. Slowly he makes his way to the subway car. He watches as people leave and board the machine, and wonders: "Why do I bother?" All he has known in life is sorrow, and loneliness. His only path has been one of solitude. Not by choice. Yet not forced either He just never thought to reach out, the few times he did met with rejection, if only it was true there is someone for everyone. then it went dark. When he opens his eyes there is a throbbing in the back of his head, he relizes he is being lifted, and dragged somewhere. Starting to panic he looks to see a train coming, at him, trying to get his legs under himself he falls again, but there is an arm that catches him, he looks and sees an angel holding him. He is breathless as she lifts him and pushes him onto the platform. Barely making it up herself before the train rushes through. brushing his long hair back with her hand, she asks if he's okay and tells him not to worry she is goin

Low
I'm sinking again, I'm drinking again Drownin and Wildin you breathin' again Is easy to sin when you bleeding within' Needin the grin, cheese and recede in the spend Lower than low, lower than low Thats how I feel in the morning Lower than low, lower than low That's how I sound when you callin' Lower than low, lower than low Im high but feel like im falling im sorry but I feel lower than low

Lone Pennies In A Parking Lot
A Penny I found a penny todayLaying on the ground.But it's not just a penny,This little coin I've found.Found pennies come from heaven,that's what my Grandpa told me.He said Angels toss them down.Oh, how I loved that story.He said when an Angel misses you,They toss a penny down;Sometimes just to cheer you up,To make a smile out of your frown.So, don't pass by that pennyWhen you're feeling blue.It may be a penny from heavenThat an Angel's tossed to you.

Fyi
So its that time again.When I write a ranting blog. And dare I say its been overdue. Drama. If the drama that takes place on this site is what you call important, then I pity you. You're still not as cool as you think you are.Having tons of money to spend on flashing pictures does not make you cool or popular.Just desperate. Your boomerang isnt that important to me. I saw a lady say that Bling Polishers are point whores.This lady had over 1k bling.Thats not point whoring?I, being a big bling polisher, will polish bling, since it doesnt cost me a dime, and I didnt have to pretend to like an old dude who just wants attention from something with tits and will buy you anything. I dont like the new adding comments to a Blast. Its just tempting me to be a bitch. I know there is Stupid on here. But ive come across more Stupid.MOre then 1 guy has done this to me. Have his Full name in his Username, and then proceed tosend me a friend request, stating in the message, his full name. Like I

[don't Let Me Forget]
To go to the drug store later. Nose is goin CRAZY lately.Finally got around to ripping Plastic Beach on my PS3.And yes, I still buy music. ... well, from three bands. But that's not important. Nothing is important right now. Man, ranting is a lot harder when you're breathing through your eyes. What did I want to talk about?Nothing without doctor/patient privelege. Yeah, some weird and unacceptable things have entered my mind lately. Nothing illegal or harmful, but definitely not conscious or rational. Life is better with AC. Life is better knowing I can buy food. Life is better with hobbies and distractions. But its not enough. We're still working on that.We're leaning towards soliciting. Genetic imperative and none of the bullshit.Everybody wins. Think I'm going to bed once this allergy pill kicks in. Man this is a weird album.Its almost more concepty than Demon Days.

Is This Weird Or What #1
youve heard of sleep walking and talking and things like that that? i know i talk in my sleep sometimes... but heres something R E A L L Y strange i mean rr ee aa ll ll yy strange LOL. there have been about 4 or 5 times now that iv got to sleep with my undies on, not just laid down in bed but fully fallen asleep, and then woken with them completely off, wadded up and thrown off the bed... O_O i know right... o m g is that an awkward feeling, waking up not even half aware of the world yet, knowing you WERE clothed and feeling the "freedom" of nudity. throw you for a loop it does... anyone else experiance this??? what do you people think? lol.

Feet Crazy = Assclown
So, lastnight Robert pimped me out. Usually i get a few freaks that try to chat me up. But this time i get a guy trolling through my pics and asking me for a foot salute. Not that i'd be opposed to doing it for a friend, but i don't know this kid. So, i ignored him. he comes back this evening, and tries to talk to me again. This is what happened: Feet Crazy: sooooo..... cancel Chat To Feet Crazy: um no cancel Chat Feet Crazy: typical cancel Chat To Feet Crazy: y

Things That Make You Go Doh!!
http://wcbstv.com/local/speeding.for.coffee.2.1766630.html Bloomberg On 'Coffee' Cop: Go Talk To NYPD CBS 2 States Its Case About Alleged Menacing Traffic Agent Who Flashed Lights To Dunkin Donuts, But Gets Brush Off The traffic agent accused of acting above the law -- using flashing red lights to buy coffee and abusing those he tickets -- is still on the job because Mayor Michael Bloomberg says it's not in his pay grade to do something. CBS 2 HD went one on one with hizzonor on Tuesday. Bloomberg has a rule: one reporter one question. But CBS 2 HD had lots of questions Tuesday about Traffic Agent Daniel Chu, and why he's still on duty. CBS 2 HD: "Why is it acceptable to use your flashing lights to get a cup of coffee?" Bloomberg: "It is not. It is clearly a violation of the rules. Next question." CBS 2 HD: "Number two: why is it acceptable for a traffic agent to be abusive to people?" Bloomberg: "It is not, clearly a violation of the rules. Number three." CBS 2 HD: "Number three: w

Introduction
Welcome to my first blog, people or friends of fubar. This is an introduction from a view of a young male, who reminisces things of either of the past or now. This view may be explicit, vague, or incomplete; please be considerate and be acknowledged with a fair warning. Let me first start off with a thank you. This thank you goes out to all those who read and want to have an understanding of what's out there, those who take a time from their either leisure or hectic lifestyle to read a blog, to those who appreciate the enjoyment of a simple or at times, a complex blog about another person's life. I know, personally, I am not a claimed writer or a poet, but I try to write on a daily basis or at the very least try to. If there is something that offends you, please address it to me with feedback. Now for the official introduction. Hello and welcome to my blog, the blog of Vik12485. My name is Vik (hence the profile name). I have much to say, but will not say on here, since there is

Who Am I
Have you ever felt like you didn’t belong? As if the life your living isn’t yours? Like you belonged to a different place, universe, even a different time period. The last 18 years of my life feels like it belonged to someone else. I wake up thinking that I’m going to find that these years where a dream. That I’m going to be someone else, someone I was originally supposed to be. I guess its weird thinking that you are living a dream but for me this is how it’s been. Day by day, month by month and year by year I keep these feeling inside. I don’t know why but it seems like I’m where I’m not supposed to be. Have you ever wondered if there is more than one of you? Like an alternate universe and for some odd reason you’re picking up memories or feelings about that other you? I feel as if I’m in two different places at once and the only reason I know there is something else out there is because in my subconscious mind my

One Week!
Now that we have had the rice and flowersThe knot is tiedI can visu'lize such happy hoursClose by your sideThe honeymoon in storeIs one that you'll adoreI'm gonna take you for a rideI'll go home and get my pantiesYou go home and get your scantiesAnd away we'll goMmm-mmm-mmmOff we're gonna shuffleShuffle off to BuffaloTo Niag'ra in a sleeperThere's no honeymoon that's cheaperAnd the train goes slowOoh-ooh- oohOff, we're gonna shuffleShuffle off to BuffaloSomeday, the stork may pay a visitAnd leave a little souvenirJust a little cute "what is it"But we'll discuss that later, DearFor a little silver quarterWe can have the Pullman porterTurn the lights down lowOoh!Off we're gonna shuffleShuffle off to Buffalo

Intelligence Or A Lack Of On Fubar....
Ive been noticing on here a annoying little trend lately... And its this...Plain and simple....The lack of what seems to be intelligent life on this site... I mean its not rocket science to use this site, make friends and rate people but there are those that make things harder than what they really should be... And then there are the posers and trouble makers that really bring this site down to the level of being no more than a glorified zoo...You have to deal with the rudeness and crassness day in and day out and its never ending... I grow weary of the crass comments I get everyday and it makes one wonder if people that do leave VULGAR comments to my pics act like that in REAL life away from here or am I just the UNlucky one...I mean if thats how you are in person, you need to be shot multiple times in the head and OTHER sensitive areas...There is ZERO reason to act like an escaped animal hopped up on Speed just because you see something you like and probably cant get due to your

Judge Your Mirror, Not Me..
so yeah... just a few words to a few select people... I think you should mind your own f*cking business and save your judgements for the reflections in the mirror... there's only a few people's opinions that I care about~and yours is probably not one of them! (if yours was, you'd know by now...)

Right Here
I know I've been mistakenBut just give me a break and see the changes that I've madeI've got some imperfectionsBut how can you collect them all and throw them in my faceBut you always find a way to keep me right here waitingYou always find the words to say to keep me right here waitingAnd if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waitingSearching for the things to say to keep you right here waitingI hope you're not intendingTo be so condescending it's as much as i can takeand you're so independentyou just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I breakBut you always find a way to keep me right here waitingYou always find the words to say to keep me right here waitingAnd if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waitingSearching for the things to say to keep you right here waitingI've made a commitmentI'm willing to bleed for youI needed fulfillmentI found what I need in youWhy can't you just forgive meI don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the wayBut I al

A Primeira Vista
Quando no tinha nada eu quis Quando tudo era ausncia esperei Quando tive frio tremi Quando tive coragem liguei Quando chegou carta abri Quando ouvi Prince dancei Quando o olho brilhou, entendi Quando criei asas, voei Quando me chamou eu vim Quando dei por mim tava aqui Quando lhe achei, me perdi Quando vi voc, me apaixonei Quando no tinha nada eu quis Quando tudo era ausncia esperei Quando tive frio tremi Quando tive coragem liguei Quando chegou carta abri Quando ouvi Salif Keita dancei Quando o olho brilhou, entendi Quando criei asas, voei Quando me chamou eu vim Quando dei por mim tava aqui Quando lhe achei, me perdi Quando vi voc, me apaixonei

Jerry Steinfeld Not Happy With Gaga Or The Mets
Jerry Steinfeld was not joking when he called Lady Gaga a “jerk.” A couple of weeks ago Gaga was at Mets game sitting in the front row and gave the twig to photographers. She was a drunken mess so she was ushered up stairs to Jerry’s box seats which were not in use. When Jerry found about it he was mad because he was not asked first. Jerry has a right to be angry cause he pays for those box seats. Next time Gaga should be kicked out like we would be if we did that. Read on http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/06/22/jerry-seinfeld-calls-lady-gaga-jerk-behavior-mets-game/ BlastFM is for anyone who loves good music. Listen 24/7 free of charge www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

The Morning After Reality
The Morning After Reality Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know that in their heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike..being in total synchronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks.

Metal & Hard Rock
Ok, so I am one of the owners of XAR. We play metal, hard rock, alternative. We are a web only station, for now. We do interviews; written, live and video. Come on over and check us out! Xtreme Annihilation Radio We have a chat room where you can hang out and meet awesome people too! I have worked my ass off to make this the best station out there. I know I have a ways to go, but, I have come pretty far in the few months that we have been up and running. I would like to open an XAR lounge on Fubar...I am pretty good with coding, but on Fubar, I'm lost. So, if any of you can shoot me a sample code that I can mess around with and edit, please do. Everything I have learned for making the XAR website has been a trial and error and self learning experience. Ok, I guess I'll shut up now! Keep checking my posts because we have some interviews in the works and I will be sure to post them here so that if any of you are interested, you can tune in!

My Dream
He Was Lying On My Bed."Remember that time when...?" He laughed at himself, Obviously having a good time."Yeah that was so funny." The words came outMore eagerly than I had planned.I was standing by the bed while he was laughing, having a good time....So I jumped on. It was my bed after all.

Dear Heart
DEAR HEARTi probably should apologize for all we have been throughall the drama surrounding my lifemust make things hard on youIm sorry about the boy i fell forwho turned out to make me crythe wounds in you took long to healafter that afternoon in late Julyforgive me for that group of girlswho stabbed me in the backit all came without any warningi should have known they'd make you crackso tell me heart why cant i tellwhat is wrong or right?its starting to become routineto cry myself to sleep at nighti thought i should also tell you hearti've fallen for another guyso build up the walls and brace for impactthe future holds more tears to crythats all i had to tell you heartIm wishing you the besti hope you continue to beat steadysitting in a warriors chest

Just Thinking
I am up to 188 finds for geocaching and we have hidden 30 geocaches including a travel bug hotel. We sure enjoy geocaching ... we work so well as a geocaching team and it is great for the relationship ... I cannot think of anyone else I would rather be doing this with other than my husband. If you are not geocaching you do not know what you are missing. Check out my pics in my geocaching album.

Yeah....
think I’m afraidI think I’m afraid to let my guard downbecause if I do then you’ll be able to see all my faults and you’d think differentlyof me. I know you’d begin to hate me for all of them, and I couldn’t handle that///..

The Amazing Beings That Are Woman......
The Amazing beings that are woman...... We forget sometimes just how amazing woman really are. Ladies, I hope you will pass this on to the men you know. It never ceases to amaze me of the creations we can woman.....or Wo Men ! We, as men often forget simple things about them that we have always known. For one...we have to admit, while we have the physical strength, they are far superior mentally. Their only weakness is that emotions often rule there thinking and actions. While we are possessive and jealous, woman are equally so....but one must keep in mind, while a woman falls in love faster than most men, they fall out of love faster as well. But what is amazing is the.... 1. A Woman will stay with a man, bare his children and love doing so, based upon the initial falling in love. Those few months of happiness when they were getting to know each other and how he made her feel. She will cherish that time her whole life. Guys...make it very special, because even after those m

Pender Thoughts
A young woman that I have been talking to inspired this piece. She is truly phenominal... I hope that you enjoy..... Can you mentally do that again? Tell me your admirations and your worst fears… Ponder thoughts of future gain find another way to enjoy The rain Though you wish it was sunny out. Give me feedback on your opinions of life Tell me how you are going to make it Even though things are hard and you feel strife Can you mentally do that again? Stroke my inner lobe with your perception of things… Massage the outer portions, and I don’t even know your last name Yet our words are in sinc like the dolphins that ride the oceans wave…. Can you mentally do that again? Send shock waves through me with your thought pattern Even though the quake that it orginates only lasted 10 seconds They were the best 10 seconds of my life. Can you do it again? Don’t be gentle but brutally honest with your expectations The fact that you refuse to compromise on what you

Losing
Once upon a time, a long time ago, I fell in love. And there was laughing and funny breaths and happiness. There was much rejoicing. And then, SHUT! Over. Gone. Dead. Completely cut off. Disconnected. The taste still fresh in my mouth. The smell still on my skin. The feeling left in my fingertips. But I can't get that feeling back. I may spend my entire life trying to get back into that Polariod. Fighting all the way. The best thing I have ever known. Even now, years later, anytime I come close to it I want to dive in. Sink or swim. I don't care. I would give anything to be even in the room next to it. Across the street. A breath away. Remembering what I never let myself forget. Looking someone in the eye and knowing; another time, another place, it is right there. In front of me. Within reach. Just open my fingers and wrap them around it. Hold it tightly. And never let it go. Never. Never. I fought. I fought hard. But only with myself. Sometimes I wonder if I should have fought harder

Problem!
I'm wearing this skirt .... it is new and it is a mini made of that lycra stretchy kind of fabric. It has this extra bit inside which is supposed to pull your belly and bum upwards (lolz to self) and keep it kinda altogether, ha! Anyway, I have a problem with it, everytime I go for a pee and pull it up .... the damn thing turns inside out and upside down and this gussety bit ends up round my knees. Anyone have the same problem? and is there any fixes before I rip it apart and dump it?

My Poems
dusty old stone i fond a stone dusty and oldeye's don't see the beauty so deeponly heart and soul can see the diamend it keepsit sparkels only for me to see whate secrets it keepsmy secret beauty dusty and oldkeeper of diamends keeper of soulsthats what i fond in a dusty old stone crying ever felt like crying like your whole world is dyingever feel like running and hiding while your whole world is dyingnothing left dut ashes no ground left standingnoting to fight over but ashesscattered by the wind washed away by tearscrying over ashes crying over lost grounddrowning in tears running from fears noting left but ash covered tearsleft with a burning soul consuming fire surrounded by ash coverd tears broken down world whit noting left to burnflames dying light faiding darknes risingtears drying noting left than wind scatered ashes geting older geting older is noting to fear geting older is not geting old just wiser it happens to all of us evry year evry day age is just a number

Last Night
Ok i so have to share this so i go into my oldest sons room last night..and no i did not knock..why...cause fuckem i pay the bills...anyways i caught him humping his pillow LMFAO..he is beyond embarassed but i find it amazingly funny...after he chills and gets past his total discomfort and emabarassement..i merely say its ok son..when you get older and bigger like dad ya fold the mattress in half and fuck it..LMFAO he wont talk to me...bahahhahahahahahahahhahaha

10k In 20 Seconds
Those that know me know that I rarely ask for help. If I can do it on my own, I do it on my own - and I only ask for help with things that I can't manage to do by myself. So here's something YOU can do to help, AND you'll get some bucks for it! :p That's always the great equalizer, right? Rate This Pic: http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=3822680&albumid=2093491&i=3694678007&idx=13 Rate it, send me a message that you rated it, and I'll send you 10,000 fubucks for the ONE picture rate. That's worth 20 seconds of your time, right? Oh - and if you use the "Share" option on the photo and let me know that you did - I'll send you a little extra, too :p I know that people will view this and still not take the time to rate it...but for those that do, I appreciate it. The photo with the most rates in the album will win a bling pack, and being a late entry, he's way behind. Thanks for paying it forward, Fubies. Muah!

Shit I Wrote
See I don't know what you've been toldSomebody told meee...Never trust a man with a smiling face...Just might be the day of life they take...This here be a letter from the heart, is anybody listen anymoreI dunno what where how when why, no trust anymoreEveryone got the same look, hard to decifer what's realMy little homie jay just got tamed but he copped 5 with a dealDoes that really mean that he snitchin when he's smile tellin me that it's officialGuess I'm ganna find out in his discovery, if it's game that was spittinCan't even trust my own girl, I done fucked up too muchKeep havin dreams of her fuckin other dudes, man it's just my luckThis is what I deal with daily, ain't enough pills to lay meDown to sleep I don't even trust a cheap life when you feel this crazyThat alone will decay me, lettin all this realness fade mePlease lord God, if Heaven has a way let me see the real ones's facesWhat's that smile you wearingWhat's that smile you wearLook at him plan as he speak, looking like

Jack's Lament
There are few who'd deny, at what I do I am the bestFor my talents are renowned far and wideWhen it comes to surprises in the moonlit nightI excel without ever even tryingWith the slightest little effort of my ghostlike charmsI have seen grown men give out a shriekWith the wave of my hand, and a well-placed moanI have swept the very bravest off their feetYet year after year, it's the same routineAnd I grow so weary of the sound of screamsAnd I, Jack, the Pumpkin KingHave grown so tired of the same old thingOh, somewhere deep inside of these bonesAn emptiness began to growThere's something out there, far from my homeA longing that I've never knownI'm a master of fright, and a demon of lightAnd I'll scare you right out of your pantsTo a guy in Kentucky, I'm Mister UnluckyAnd I'm known throughout England and FranceAnd since I am dead, I can take off my headTo recite Shakespearean quotationsNo animal nor man can scream like I canWith the fury of my recitationsBut who here would ever unders

Joke Time!!
A man and a woman started to have sex in the middle of a dark forest. After 15 minutes of this, the man finally gets up and says, "Damn, I wish I had a flashlight." The woman says, "So do I. You've been eating grass for the past ten minutes!" ____________________________________ One day a man went on a business trip to Florida. He had seen this hooker and asked "How much for a hand job?" The hooker replied "100 Bucks" The man said "100 Bucks, That's a lot of god damn money" So the hooker pulled him to the side and said "See that Mercedes, I paid for that by giving hand jobs." So he gave her the money and received the best hand he ever had. The next day he sees her and asks "How much for a bj?" She said "200 dollars" "200 dollars that's a lot of money" She pulled him to the side and said "You see that yacht by the pier, I paid for that yacht by giving bjs." So he gives her the money, and get the best bj of his life On his last day in Florida he returns to the hooker a

Bar Fights!
Last Wednesday I went out to the local sports bar and they were advertising fight night so since I dont have Satellite TV or Cable I went. i was expecting them to have UFC on the big screen and drink specials or something of this nature.. BUT NO! I walk in and see a ring in the middle of the pool tables!!! They actually moved some of the tables out and have local competitions in MMA!!!! Awesome right? So I had a blast, i took some pics and shot a few minutes of video on my phone and will try again later to upload the pics. something is preventing my upload from finishing.. the only problem i had is I showed up late and couldnt get close to the ring to watch, but i got to see the boxing and hand to hand combat, but when the guys hit the matt I wasnt able to see. I will be going when ever possible in the future!

Stressed
I am so stressed out with my Dad being very ill and putting so much time in at the dojo, my body is just drained. I am not much for talking today. Last Monday I grappled with a big guy, 240 pounder, and he crushed me. Bruised my ribs and it appears to be taking a long time to heal. My sister is being all psycho and while at my dad's this weekend she pushed all my buttons trying to get me to fight with her. She was showing off in front of her friends. It took all my strength not to put her face into the concrete. If I had done that she would just call the cops and try to put me in jail. She is such a mess. My Dad is very ill, and does not need to have any stress around him so I had to bite my tongue and allow her to run her mouth. I am worried about my Dad, this is a man who fears nothing, strong as Zeus, and never lets you see him sweat. Now I can see the fear in his eyes and for the first time I am afraid for him. I live 3 hours away from him so it is not like I can see him anytime I

Difrences With Who Raises The Kids
i know atleast with me i took care of financal stuff with my daqughters ,but for the last 6 years had to change career and the other half dont do didly so that kinda sucks for my kids,and i havent been out really last 2 years, there i got it out it out im done ,lol

I Gidget The Gadget
I dont buy too much for myself. Even after shipping a 124 crate of souvenirs from cali for family n friends, I think i came out with a necklace, and about 2500 pix lol. So spurned by the detiorating condition of me ole Nextel i730, and a recent comedians recent stand up jest at a local club of "If you still have an antenna on your phone, you just need to kill your damn self", topped off by my daughters prodding of "Dad....please do somethng about that....thing".....I have finally remedied the situation. Of course if Im gonna do somethng, Im not gonna mess around. So using fathers day as an excuse, I got the HTC EVO, touted as the fastest device on the market (this week), and also the very first 4G device. Im still working out the features, but apparently this is also the first live braodcast capable device, as it has both a camera and webeye. This would have been great on my travels, or even at the festival this past week, where I could have broadcast a few songs of the band reunio

Die For You
I'm sitting here today wondering, "Why is this gay"? Then I stop to see others just like me. As I glare at them it all becomes so clear. We fight for what's right, for what we have at home is more preciouse to us. We hold pictures of loved ones, gone and new. some in our mitch others in our kits. Don't cry for us today we will cry for you tonight hoping you are safe a lone in your bed. For this is the land of the free and the home of the brave we will always be brave so you can be free, we wish this unto you If we should die we will gladly dir for you remember us while were young cuz some gave few, while others gave all.

Oh Yahoo Spam Filter You Vex Me So
E-mail from "obertguerrerohj@aol.com" titled S C H O 0 L GlR LS S EX gets past the spam filter. An e-mail from someone who I have on yahoo messenger, using a yahoo account gets thrown into spam and I don't see it. Thanks yahoo!

For Thos Wondering Where I Have Been And Haven't Been Here ..
my g-ma gained 30 plus lbs in a week of fluid the fluid reached her lungs causing her to cough and vomit in over doing that she tore her esophigus : tearing that she was vomiting blood and as she thought she had to have a bm it was nothing but blood...she lost over 600 liters of blood in just a couple of hrs her pace maker and her diabetes were really messing up working really hard ,with her liver and galbadder not working right she cant fight infections and they wont do surgery on her...they managed to be able to do a procedure to find where it was all coming from,they got the blood clots out and it's fixing it's self but she cant overly caugh vomit or sneeze ..if she does she'll tear it again and they will not be able to save her this time

The Rudest Good Morning Ever!!! Epic Douche Baggery!!!!
It's men like this...that make women like me...want to be lesbians...JFS :) Bren: fancy sucking on my hard cocksilver69 X NL: would you greet a woman on the street in the same way?Bren: sure wouldsilver69 X NL: must be why you are asking for head online then i would guessBren: hahaha, you have a personalitly too i see, very godsilver69 X NL: well i would hope that i would have a personality seeing as i am a living breathing human being and most of us at least claim to have some sort of personality. just a matter of if someones is worth my time He didn't say nothin after that...oops...maybe i was rude lmao

My Heart
i follow your lead. you are my soul. i know this. i couldn't belong to another as completely as i belong to you. maybe i shouldn't give you that knowledge but it seems only right that i do. if we are to have complete trust then i have to trust that you will not take advantage of me, but that you return the trust and faith. i know that together we will be invincible. nothing and no one can tear down all we create because our strength together is undeniable and undefined. i believe this with every ounce of life i possess. the only question i have is do you trust me? do you trust me to surrender yourself completely to me? or does your need for control prohibit you from having that faith? as survivors we have learned to rely only on ourselves but if that's true then we have no true trust. you said it exactly as it is via text a couple weeks ago. we're strong only because of our stubborn will to prove others wrong. i don't want to be strong alone, i want to be strong with you. i want

Dark Hair And Light Eyes
I have resigned myself to believe that men with dark hair and light-colored eyes will be the death of me. I amaze myself sometimes, looking back at it all, that I really did get to date some really REALLY good looking guys. Like, no fucking way in hell that someone like me should get a guy that looks like that. Once upon a time, I had married a guy who was 6', buck-thirtyfive soaking wet, pale skin, hazel eyes, and dark DARK brown hair. Lots of chicks wanted him, but somehow I got him. He was insanely handsome and very nice. I loved him deeply. Too bad I had found out later that he had merely settled for me until what he wanted came back to him. Then there was this guy... a little more bulk to him, blue eyes instead of hazel.. how the fuck this guy thought I was something, I will never understand. He lacks in the spelling department, which is usually a big turn-off for me, but his wit, his charm, and his ability to pound a beer made me hump air. He recently revealed to me that

That Guy (for U Rob)
I had a horrible past with a horrible guy and i never thought it was possible to love someone ever again until one day i met this guy but at the time i was thinking this is just another guy i will talk to him and i probably wont ever hear from him again but the day after i talked to him i got to thinking that he was different i wanted to talk to him again so i did he turned my life completely around and without him I dont know what i would do he is the one person who made me believe that there is still love in the world he knows who i am talking about and if ur reading this thank you for being a part of my life and dont ever leave I have never met a guy who treated me the great ways u do and I love youit feels like we have known each other for years when truely it hasnt been long at all Forever loved, Alex M. Rose

The Best Sex I've Ever Had.
He and I used to spend an hour making out on the couch before anything. Now that is a lost art, making out. Anymore, it's just 'Let's fuck' before it ends in disappointment. Not this guy. He'd meet me at the door with a passionate kiss, then we'd sit on his couch and watch a movie, or sometimes we'd watch wrestling. He'd look at me with those big blue eyes and smile, and then boom, we're making out all hot and heavy. When we'd hit it, he'd get me to scream so loud that his upstairs neighbors would turn on the vacuum. They probably ended up with the cleanest carpet in that apartment complex. One time, he got me off, no shit, 7 times. I thought multiple orgasms were a myth until that day. I will never forget the music, either. Massive Attack's "Mezzanine", which he had bought that day, was playing on his computer. This guy, the quiet one... so socially awkward that I was surprised I got his number, rocked my world. We broke up when he got orders to go back to Alabama. I

Drunken Drive Thru
I am drunkerededed, so hence the big fuckin font! McDonalds sucks ass, they would not take plastic for drunken munchies! Bastids! why does one need cash only, at 2 am for a god damned burger and fries??? assholes as you fucking were!

Please My Mom Is My Life This Man Lied And Conts To Lie To Woman Here
I AM PISSED SOMEONE F**KED WITH MY MOM!!!!!! HE IS A CHICKEN SHIT ASSHOLE CAN NOT EVEN BE MAN ENOUGH TO TELL THE TRUTH.HOW YOU FEEL DUDE IF I F**KED WITH YOUR MOTHER LIKE THAT!I HAVE EVERYTHING YOU SAID TO MY MOM,RECORDED PHONE CALLS AND EVEN TEXT MESSAGES AND PHOTOS. YOUR LADY KNOW YOU WHERE CAMMING WITH MY MOM!!YOU TOLD MY MOM YOUR EX HAD A STROKE AND YOU HAD NO SEX IN OVER A YEAR!! WONDER IF YOU EVEN KNOW THE TRUTH!!YOU BETTER TELL MY MOM YOU ARE SORRY DUDE!!!BE A F**KIN MAN NOT A PUNK ASS LIKE YOU ARE!!http://fubar.com/3924186LADIES IF YOU ARE SMART STAY AWAY FROM THIS GUY HE IS A LAIR AND A CHEAT !!! CAN NOT EVEN TELL THE TRUTH TO SAVE HIS OWN LIFE. GRANDMA SITS TO CLOSE TO PHONE, BUT WAS IN SHOWER WACKIN IT RIGHT DUDE! HAVE THE PHONE CALL DUDE CAN NOT BACK OUT OF THIS ONE AND ALL LEGAL EVEN.JUST TELL HER YOU A CHEAP LAIR DUDE, AND TELL BROWN EYES YOU WHERE MESSING WITH MY MOM, SHE WAS NOT YOUR EX OR ALL COMES OUT/YOU WANT ME TO BACK OFF THEN DO THIS THEN I WILL BACK

Assuming The Worst...
He runs, with tears streaming down his face. How could this have happened. They had talked about it for so long. Running away, he was joining the army. She was gonna go to Collage in the next town over. She was supposed to love him, but instead he got left waiting till the early morning. Why didn't she come? Was she mad at him? Did she change her mind? Through the side streets under the lamp lights he runs. But when he gets to her road he hesitates. Maybe she just forgot is all, fell asleep and forgot to set her alarm. Then as he turns the corner, he knows the truth. the lights flashing tells the story. Her dad knew and wouldn't let her, He just had to hurt her one more time. In a rage he starts forward, this time with a purpose that any solider would know. Leaving through the police cars he finds one unlocked with the keys inside, using them he takes out the shotgun. Checking it, finding it loaded he slides out of the car and tucks it into his trench coat and moves to towards the hous

Slipknot Bassist Od
Slipknot bassist Paul Gray died of an "accidental overdose of morphine" ... this according to investigators. The Urbandale Police Department has released the toxicology results and final autopsy report, which shows the 38-year-old rock star had morphine in his system when he was found in his hotel room in Iowa on May 24th. In the report, the Polk County Medical Examiner's Office also noted the presence of significant heart disease. As we previously reported, the person who discovered Gray's body told the 911 operator that there were hypodermic needles next to Gray's bed.

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Gynecologist's Assistant
A man laid off from work went into the Job Center in Downtown Denver and saw a card advertising for a Gynecologist's Assistant. Interested he went in and asked the clerk for details. The clerk pulled up the file and read, "The job entails getting the ladies ready for the gynecologist. You have to help the women out of their underwear, lay them down, and carefully wash their private regions then apply shaving foam and gently shave off the hair after which you must rub in soothing oils so they're ready for the gynecologist's examination. The annual salary is $75,000, and you'll have to go to Billings, Montana." "Good grief; is that where the job is?" "No sir,- that's where the end of the line is right now."

Mma Fighter Charged In Unlv Grad's Death
MMA Fighter Charged In UNLV Grad's Death Sindelar, 25, Accused Of Beating Victim POSTED: 10:39 am PDT June 21, 2010 UPDATED: 4:23 pm PDT June 21, 2010 LAS VEGAS -- A former University of Nevada, Las Vegas, football player slipped into unconsciousness and died following a brawl with a mixed martial arts fighter at the Luxor resort. That’s according to an arrest report for 25-year-old Jason Sindelar, who was arrested Saturday morning and charged with killing 26-year-old DeMario Reynolds Sr. of Henderson. Reynolds’ fiancée, Iman Aubry, told police she saw Sindelar slap his girlfriend, Charmaine Kemp, at a party being held at a room in the hotel. When Aubry said Sindelar hit Kemp, she asked Reynolds to intervene. Witnesses told police that Sindelar and Reynolds were close friends, but the argument escalated into a fight inside a bathroom, with both men exchanging several punches. Eventually, the fight stopped, police said, and Sindelar left while Reynolds sat on a co

A Few Things.
First off I feel like I have to apologize. For what? Not being on here nearly as much as I use to be. I've been super busy trying to make life changes for me and Fubar pretty much got pushed aside. I'm not saying this as a way of saying I'll be around like I was before, but I will try to be on here more often. I need to tell one person something though. John, Radio X, I'm so sorry for leaving you hanging as much as I do. I don't ever do it on purpose. I have no reason that seems valid. I do know that when I'm on, you aren't....however...I could at least leave you a shout saying "hey" or something. For that I'm sorry. I'm not that much of a friend...I could do better in that department with you. Again, I'm sorry. Hell, I don't even know if you are on to see this..but I'll link you when I'm done. On a different note, it's nice to be rid of some friends. I had to delete one person that I've been friends with since I joined this site almost 4 years ago. The only thing that bugs me i

Need A Vacation From Life
I don't think I could be anymore stressed out, so this is primarily going to be some serious venting!!! Like first off, my ex husband and his new wife insist on showin gme up when it comes to doing with with our boys. I am a single mother of three, who barely makes ends meet. He takes them here and there, buys them whatever they want. And then has to make sure I know about it. Like I give a rats ass!!!! Then there is my lil guys father. Who feels like it is more important to play softball and get tattoos (don't get me wrong I like tats...I have two myself) instead of helping raise his son. Complains that he gives me $150 a month in support...but can spend $225 on a f'in tattoo!!! Come on ..hello here PRIORITIES!!!! Then there is one of my sisters....who insists she is broke, yet owns four vehicles...two of which are work truck for her and her husbands business. A Harley, a gorgeous home, with a pool. They went to Florida twice in a six month period, a cruise last year, the shore t

Memorable Quotes From Talladega Nights
Memorable Quotes from Talladega Nights Posted By: Chris Case Published in Quotes 7 Aug Well, I figured I would start a collection of quotes from Talladega Nights. Feel free to comment, but they will just be converted into the post: “This sticker is dangerous and inconvient but I do like Fig Newtons” “Okay, fine, but I’m still not going to call you Dad.” “Well what are you going to call me then?” “Okay, Professor Dickweed.” “If you don’t chew Big Red, then @#% you” “Yeah. Got it at target. It was on sale.” – Ricky Bobby giving the finger “Hakuta matata, bitches.” “Daddy, you made that grace your bitch!” “Hi, I’m the girl…I’m Susan…I painted the car…we had sex” “When I wake up I piss excellence” “This is like Highlander.” “What’s Highlander?” “Its a movie.”

Get Over It
Yes im a cold harted bitch. Its who i am. I see the truth into people who they truely are. I suppose thats what makes me the way i am. I have no pitty for those who choose to lead a life that will destroy them. Everyone has a choose as to where your life will lead you. But i choose not to feel bad for anyone that wont help who they are and what they have become. I have two close friends thats all because i choose for it to be that way. There are to many people out in this world who are ready and willing to take you down to further themselves or to make them selves feel better about being a self obsorbed asshole. The sad thing about life and people are for the most part no one gives a damn about anyone cept themselves. Or how a tragity will work out in there favor to get sempathy from others where it doesnt belong. Those are the selfish ones out there in the world. And people wonder why i come off as a bitch. Things will pass and time will go by and the things those people were trying t

The Dying Lover (poem By Me)
The Dying LoverHold me til my breath is gone,I will not see the light of dawn,In your eyes I see a tear, Reflecting memories so dear,I want to take the pain away, and with that for you I pray,That when my soul has left and gone, you will have courage to move on,...To live your life proud and strong, To fill your heart with tender song, And when you close your eyes to sleep, memories of me you'll keep,So never feel like your alone, In your heart I'll make my homeNow i fear i have to go, but there is one thing that you should knowI never told you but i knew, with all my heart i love y................

My Dad
i have not too many memories of him .. when i was a small child . someone who came into my mums life after him destroyed all of my family photos.. i have but a few memories of him .. i remember him always carrying his camera , and asking to hold my hand . i remember him taking us to the park , and giving me bread to feed the ducks.. i remember him taking us to pick fruit from the trees , i can still see the apples , and apricots and i can smell thier sweet fresh scent. and i can remember how proud he was . we picked after bucket after bucket . until our hands our hands were raw .. our clothes with a lilttle dirty but even though it was hard work we treasured every moment of it cause we were with our dad .

A Knight .. A Quiet Man
A knight left us , not that long ago.. he was a kind , and houmourous man his voice was quiet ... he had much warmth in his heart he loved to eat his donuts. and drink his coffee with me i cried the day i saw him dying , i saw him lying there . i held his hand in mine , but in his eyes a vacant stare ... i held his hand tighter still , and then i saw him move , he responded to my touch ... i hoped and prayed for him within my heart but the next day his soul did depart .. i have left of him are the memoires he left behind. Rest in peace my friend , your soul has always been kind.

For Someone To Read..
Blaque She Ain't Got That Boom Like I Do Lyrics Translation in progress. Please wait... [Intro:]Yo, see what I believe isUh huh uh huh808 needs love[Verse 1:]Oh babe is it true that you can't even do the things I doAre you missing this love I used to give to youHad you coming in the front doorLeaving out the back at nightOh babe, oh babeOh babe do you stay up all night thinking how I did you rightAre you missing all the ways I used to keep it tightI'm the only one who knows all the freaky things you likeOh babe, oh babe[Chorus:]She ain't got that boom like I doAnd she don't move the room like I doAnd she ain't got the jump in her trunkOr the bump that you wantAnd the girl ain't got the moves like I doAnd she ain't got that boom like I doAnd she don't move the room like I doAnd she don't put that curl in your toesWhen she makes her body rollAnd the girl don't work it slow like I do[Verse 2:]Oh babe is it true that one day you called her my nameIt was then tha

Another Rose Has Left This Place ..
i feel a little sad, another Rose has left this place i used to look about the place and see her there . she was quiet , but she sat with a regal air , her white hair always was tied back . and her smile was like that of a queen. she was a real beauty in her day , her eyes were a pretty blue , her legs long and lean. she had long since stopped speaking to us . but i always saw on her face a smile . i miss her already , but it was her time to go . her time to rest and my time with her has been blessed . i had to stop myself from crying when i found out she was gone . it is not appropriate to cry at work , but these tears i felt within my heart . and deep inside i felt the emptieness of the loss. dear Rose if i could have only said goodbye. and held your hand just one more time ... rest in peace my dear and know i'll remember you forever .

Casper's 3rd Auction
Hi i'll be hosting my 3rd auction. I know i dont do this very often. I will be taking entries on Tuesday June 29th at 12am EST. until Tuesday July 6th at 12am EST. You will need to send me my fu-mail. The list of your offers, The picture link you wish to use and the entree fee of 100K fubux. The minimum bid in the auction will be 250K. Call cash bids will override fu-bux. You may use fu-bux along with cash bids but it must be the same cash value or higher. The auction will start on Saturday July 10th at 12am EST and will run until. Saturday July 17th at 12am EST. Any questions about the auction let me know. I recremened that you share this with your friends so that they can join too. Casper4SER

Rain Drops
I stood out under the darkening sky.My palm stretched.A drop of rain fell on it.It glistened like a tear...and reminded me of all those tearsyou promised me I would never shed.And I looked at the drop of rain,and then could see it no moreas my eyes vied with the rain.andthe rainceded victory to me.

" Free "
I asked God but a simple question, what is my purpose on this earth? Then I waited for the answer feeling like I was a curse. 'Til one day he did reply and gave the answer to me. That day I well remember where my future was laid out for me to see. God granted me the oppurtunity to live life to its best. He gave me my one true love which put my bad thoughts to rest. Now I live for all thats good and Im happy all the time to. For now I have a reason to be around: someone- in which to be true. Now I am free to fly but I only wish to stay, With my loving soulmate on that one wonderful day!

When Loss Is Found
Staring in the light of day The sunlight ravishing the mind with pain Numb sensations filter through the soul The agony felt loses sight of the goal When out of the light a darkness comes Like rain laden clouds to blot out the sun Cold downpour of dreary rain Falls down on the hollow remains Cleansing to the soul and water the soil My body lying naked in my hole I toil With empty words I cry out from my grave Seeking to undo all the pain I have made Angelic sounds filter to my ears Everpresent but never near The spectres of love and desire Tantalizing as they sear my soul with fire Covet thy neighbor and drown in sin For sweet whispered bliss that may never have been Just hopes and dreams within my sight As I soldier on and muster the will to fight And I strive on still to hear that sound Of love and happiness when loss is found

Joke
Guy goes into a bar, there's a robot bartender. The robot says, "What will you have?" The guy says, "Martini." The robot brings back the best martini ever and says to the man, "What's your IQ?" The guy says, "168." The robot then proceeds to talk about physics, space exploration and medical technology. The guy leaves, but he is curious... So he goes back into the bar. The robot bartender says, "What will you have?" The guy says, "Martini." Again, the robot makes a great martini gives it to the man and says, "What's your IQ?" The guy says, "100." The robot then starts to talk about Nascar, Budweiser and John Deere tractors. The guy leaves, but finds it very interesting, so he thinks he will try it one more time. He goes back into the bar. The robot says, "What will you have?" The guy says, "Martini," and the robot brings him another great martini. The robot then says, "What's your IQ?" The guy says, "Uh, about 50." The robot leans in real close and says, "So, you people still happy y

Life
I am scared and Not much can be done about it I am not willing to have my heart ripped out and stomped on again Because there is a point when I fall in love And want more than your willing to give And at that point, At that very moment every thing inside me dies, and withers away. I dont wanna get close And it turn out bad I cant take that kind of pain And rather thank drag it out and hurt even worse in the End It is best to close the door and walk to the other side of the room And stare at the WALL!!

What A Crack Head
Guest_desireeboo1: heyGuest_desireeboo1: so u have a girlfriend?Bynar: nopeBynar: no gfGuest_desireeboo1: can i be ur gfBynar: and how old are you?Guest_desireeboo1: 26Bynar: wowBynar: im 28Guest_desireeboo1: so i can be ur gfBynar: hmmmGuest_desireeboo1: its a no isnt itBynar: not yet lol.. im still thinkin about it..Bynar: you dont even know me but you want to be my gf..Guest_desireeboo1: yes we can get to know each otherBynar: i just added you to my friends listBynar: ok, so we can get to know each other..Guest_desireeboo1: okGuest_desireeboo1: u startBynar: what do you want to know about me?Guest_desireeboo1: everythingBynar: ok, i am 6'5, 200lbs.. i like baseball, and football.. i have two kids i cant see anymore, i love amtgard.. im a gamer, and love watchin moviesGuest_desireeboo1: im 5'6, 137lbs, i like basketball, and baseball. im indian, and i am a gamerBynar: hmmmGuest_desireeboo1: uhBynar: what color hair?Guest_desireeboo1: light golden brownBynar: i have some pics of me in

Irs Tackles Reggie Bush
It looks like New Orleans running back Reggie Bush will be paying the IRS $150,000 plus for gifts received during his tenure at USC. The school is being sanctioned by the NCAA for rules violations, which is stupid to begin with. The term student athlete is no longer valid. They should just pay these semipro teams and let it go at that. Then you won’t have these feigned student athletes. The average graduation rate for a football player at a major university is 63%. For more on Reggie http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/06/21/reggie-bush-running-irs-taxes-alleged-gifts-received-usc/ BlastFM runs the gamut of musical genre for the best music available. BlastFM is not just a radio stations. It’s a musical experience www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Death In Family
I am sad to say my Uncle passed away on Fathers day 6/20/10... Clyde Borders. I am going back home to Austin, Texas for the funeral. I will be gone from 6/24/10 to 6/27/10.. I am currently off work this week while my sister is in town from Chicago and will now just be relaxing and enjoying myself as much as I can till I go back to work... I say Thank You to everyone for the well wishes and wonderful comments.. there is a photo of my uncle posted. please stop by, check out his photo for me...

Douchbag!
Sometime in the last year I was talking to Chris aka DJ SONIC now DV8 in a romantic way. Then he just stopped talking to me. Never gave me a reason. Just told me he was busy. Then I'm blocked. No explination. The last time we talked everything was cool but then I'm blocked. I was pissed and hurt. Now He is with some girl and very happy. I'm happy for him. I just wanted him to be man enough to be honest. I could have been understanding if he had given me the chance. But thats his mistake. I wish him and his girl all the best! I am happy to know he was the douch and I didn't actually do anything. I am in an honest relationship and have been happy so I'm glad to know he is happy. And a douchbag.

The Woman That Was Me
once thought i knewhow life should bebut all this painis slowly killing mei feel the darknessgrow deeper in my heartfeel its slashesas it cuts me apartto look in a mirrorjust makes me crybecause the woman i knewhas slowly diedshe once had a heartso strong and truebut after shatteredthe pieces she threwi wish i could rememberjust once to seei want to know how it feltwhen i knew me Daddyzlostangel

Tainted Angels
Tainted Angelsunworthy to be touchedeven though within her soulshe is wanting it so muchher wings have become brokenproving her no goodwanting to only be lovedbut knowing no one couldbecause she is a Tainted Angelroaming thru the shadows alonewill someone save herbefore her heart becomes more like stone.................

I Will Let This Angel Fall....................
as i sit hereand try to dry the tearsi am once again remindedof all the little fearsi feel my strength fadeinga little more each dayand i pray for the peaceto find me some wayi close my eyesbut no dreams to seenothing but blacknessin front of meyou ask how i ami will tell you just finebecause this pain i carrywill last beyond timei will wear a smile for all to seewishing just onewould look and seethat my soul is dyinggrows colder every dayGod please help memake the hurt go awayi drop to my kneesand surrender it alli will walk in the shadowsi will let this angel fall........................ Daddyzlostangel

Today's The Day
Today's the day Today’s the dayI go awaywithin this lifei cannot stayplease dont thinkthat I'm the foolfor this lifehas been to cruelYou may thinkyou know whats rightbut I am so tiredof walking the nightI need a placejust to be meTo finally be ableto set myself freeTodays the dayto finally let golet the real meto truly showexcept me nowfor what is menot what you thinkthat i should be Daddyzlostangel

Poem #2 (unfinished)
Untitled Eyes that are intense beyond words. Words that make a wise man weep. You wish to be touched and your voice heard. You long for a soul for yours to keep. but something inside prevents completion of your task. Is the price of love too steep? Or do you hide from it using a mask?

19 Reasons Why God Torched Jesus By Mark Morford
Why would God do such a thing? What could it possibly mean? Is the apocalypse nigh? Do I have to pay my parking tickets anymore? Herein, 19 possible reasons for His happy blasting of a six-story Jesus statue to fiery smithereens:* 1) You ever wake up one day and look at your leopard-print bedspread or your jacked-up Ford F-150 pickup with the airbrushed scene from "Lord of the Rings" on the side, or maybe see your fifth wife's giant box of pink wine in the fridge and go, "Oh my God, what the hell was I thinking?" You ever have that fine, epiphanic moment when you realize an eyesore's an eyesore and it's time for some, you know, housecleaning? And what better way to rid yourself of some of the more hideous crap laying about than maybe tossing it into a nice bonfire? By the highway? In Ohio? God has those moments, too. 2) The late, great fundamentalist nutcase Oral Roberts, he who singlehandedly inflicted the nightmare of the megachurch on humanity, he who invented Oral Roberts Univer

Jealousy
*claps my hands* Good job to those that woke up today feeling bad about them self and figured out that today, they gonna make someone feel less about them self to make them feel better. Got to love those on here that are grown ass ppl hating on others making them feel bad about them self to make them self feel better. Seriously why the fuck comment on something u dont like? grow up and ignore it. I v seen grown ass ppl above 30 years, trashing,hating, putting others down , for what? because they dident like what they put in their blast? Im speechless on how grown ass ppl can act on here, seriously, i v been here over a year,n yet let it suprise me. I dont give a shit what u say or think about me, keep on hating i dont care,im still gonna be me. But im thinking about those that are maybe new to this site, n not used to grown ass ppl actin like butt hurt 13 year olds. Grow the fuck up ppl

Confused... Then Again...
12:40am PST So my weekend went by pretty quick. I had a busy week but it seemed like it would drag forever. I've been going to the gym about 2-3x per week when time permitted, but I went in for an impromptu, yet informal interview sometime last week, only to find out that they decided to turn it into a real interview, which again I had no clue whatsoever. I got called back on Monday to go in for a 2nd interview on Tuesday, and found out later that day I got one of the 2 jobs I'd interviewed for, which i didn't know was for a 2nd job anyway. So Anywho... my phone decided to just completely shut down on Monday night. I didn't do anything to it and it wouldn't powe on or anything... to top things off i lost ALL my pictures and music and everything. Also, the backup phone I had wasn't responding do it was the day off days! Then my b/f asked me if anything was wrong cuz I hadn't responded to his texxts, so I called him and told him about my phone problem ad gave him back up number.

Sacred (older Work, But One Worth Sharing)
Mateus felt the cold steel bite into his flesh, belching up mouthfuls of blood as his hurt burst. His dying body fell from his horse and sprawled itself across the ground. The long reign of the dreaded "Black Rider" was at an end. The world went dark around him and he began to feel the searing fires of Hell batheing his body in eternal damnation. Down he plunged past the grips of Faustian legend and lore, past Divine Comedy, and into true torment. He was naked now, returned to the shameful state that ushered him into the world of men. His long blond hair hung loosely in his face. After what seemed like an eternity of falling his descent finally slowed and he was upon Golgotha, the place of the skulls. All the strength left him, and he was made to neal. He raised his heavy head and his blue eyes gazed upon a throne made from souls of the damned. And sitting upon that throne was a man, or so it seemed at first. He didn't seem to hold his shape, fading in and out of frame. Hi

Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence, and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know.My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there.Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have you...My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn't face a life without your lightBut all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.I never claimed to be a Saint...My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you goSo Break Yourself Against My StonesAnd Spit Your

Over
You better crawl on your kneesThe next time you say that you love meFall on your knees, because this time I won't be so kindCan't you see that this is life and life is killing meIs it yours? is it mine?Our sky fell down tonight, to wash away our painTell me, over and over and over and over and over againIt never was time for us, it never was time to let me inShow me, over and over and over and over and over againIt never was time for us, it never was time to let me inYou better see how evil you can beWhen you see my evil smileIt's the one that you'll remember when I am not so kindCan't you see that this is death and death is saving meI say burn all your bridges while you still have control of the flameI know it's hard but you...Tell me, over and over and over and over and over againIt never was time for us, it never was time to let me inShow me, over and over and over and over and over againIt never was time for us, it never was time to let me inYou've hardened to the pointYou're hard

Eclipsed
We love our tragedies.We're both broken in our own little waysWe're broken, but we fit together just rightYou know I saw the black inside your eyesI saw they were eclipsed by mine and they looked just right.[Chorus:]When our lips meet, will you know me then?And will you want to know it?It feels like I've known you for so long.When our lips meet, will you want me then?and will you ever know it?It seems like you've known me for so long.I love your analogies.We're both crazy in our own little waysWe talk about the future and our past lives.I know I loved you then.I know I'd love you now.I know I'll love you then.I know I love you now.[Chorus]But you can't have everything you want when you want it.I will be everything you want, when you want it.Wait for me. Trust for me.Fall for me. Even when you don't know you're falling for me.Will you fall for it? If it should, it'll come around again.But don't wait for me. And don't trust in me. Don't fall me.Even when you know you're falling for me.[C

Beg
There's a lit cigarette:in the hand of my new angelshe's blowing smoke like halos, and now everybody wants herbut I shouldn't even botherbecause you made me so complete dear, but you left me so alone herehang a noose for my new sinner somewhere everyone can see itwon't you beg me and then tell me how to love youlike anybody else wouldI know you're risking failure (risking failure)go run for cover (for how long)you better start to love her so much you're moving on and onnow there's a whole wide world...that wants to knowhave cheap hotels lost their turn-on? she's bathing in the neonand she's polluting all the airways while I'm passed out in the hallwayand you left me so in love here, you left with so much hate dearwas I creating only chaos-this world lives just fine without us:won't you?beg me and then tell me how to love youlike anybody else wouldI know you're risking failure (risking failure)go run for cover (for how long)you better start to love her so much you're moving on and onwil

Something That Came Out A Few Days Ago
Untitled My heart races at just a mere touch. A glint in your eyes tells a tale of desire. The feel of your breath sends shock waves that are too much. If you were to kiss me it would only add fuel to the fire. It rages through every fiber of my being. and in turn consumes me whole. Is this a fire burning with in you? Does it com within your soul? I see it does, by the things you do. And the desire to keep us whole.

Tander "the Oger Treaty"
Drawing himself up to his full heigth Tandar stepped into the ring. Normally he wouldn't dream of fighting one on one with an oger twice his size one on one with no weapons. But justice must be satisfied and in their culture that ment hand to hand combat. If he would have relized the oger in front of him was the son of a powerful chief he would have never said anything about his tail. How was he to know ogres were not supposed to have tails? He spent most his life in a monastary, praying. So now here he is, dodging ham sized fists, and dancing around, oops cursed tail, okay maybe just a little magic, something they won't notice, ah bulls strength and cats grace. Thinking the spells, he is able to get them both off without alerting anyone to what he had done. Thank Corelleon he paid attention in his studies at least. Rushing in, he grabs the ogre by the belt, and the arm and flips him onto his back, then kicking hard to the temple the oger goes down for the count. The crowd of ogers l

Thoughts Tonight.....
As you can tell by my friends, I am basically here because I adore women. All kinds of woman. From all backgrounds, cultures, and countries. They all bring something unique to the table. And I love them all. I am not going to ask you to show me your tits or anything. Those that do, I enjoy looking. But I respect those that do not. And I would not ask unless it was right after placing the Do Not Disturb sign on the door handle. Thank you to those that have noticed. I appreciate and respect my fans and friends.

Bomb N What?
so I am totally clue less n a little drunk..WTF is a bomb? ny one? I mean c'mon..it took me 3 yrs to get a salute up! lol just kidding but no...I came to this site n didnt read a dang thing..now I am n I am sooooo confused....well...this is my first blog..it sucks elf but hey..never said I was a brain...just an old vamp. Peace to you all n Goddess bless

Boob Salute
so i just checked my email and someone sent me a boob salute and i have no idea who it is from...it was sent from someones phone and when i wrote no one answered i think i like this so if anyone wants to do the same please feel free to

My Mom's Dying
I found out a little over a month ago that my mother is dying of lung cancer. Its in her lungs, bone and lymph nodes. My mother and I are very close, we've been through alot and made it through it all together. I love her so much and I can't even imagine the day when shes not here anymore. I just don't know...some days are good for her and some aren't. The doctor gave her months to live, not years. I look at my 3 yr old daughter and tell myself my mother has to stick around or else shes never gonna know how great her grandma is. I know I'm gonna fall apart it's just a matter of how bad. I know my children need me too, thats whats keeping me half way sane right now. I have my brother thats 28 and paralyzed from the nipple down living with me. Some times I just want to lay down in my room and have all day just for me and then I feel bad for feeling that way. I feel like I'm about to just snap.. if anyone can understand that. Idk. I love my brother but its a big job and no one else in m

Joke Of The Day
WHY CONDOMS COME IN BOXES OF 3, 6, AND 12 !!! A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks, "What are these, Dad? To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms son. Men use them to have safe sex." "Oh I see," replied the boy pensively. Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school." He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package?"The dad replies, "Those are for high school boys, one for Friday, one for Saturday, and one for Sunday.""Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack andasks, "Then who are these for?""Those are for college men," the dad answers, TWOfor Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?"he asks, picking up a 12 pack. ....With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for married men. One for January, one for February, one for March.....

Paranormal Activity
Correction, this movie is called Paranormal Entity I just watched the movie, there was 2, count them, one, two, boob shots. woohoo, and a whole bunch of shaky hand held camera work, and a voice behind the camera. I guess it was supposed to be a frightning, adrenaline pumping experience...it was not. aside from the fact that the premise of the movie was interesting, the low budget "Demon" call Maron is a dark spirit who rapes women in their sleep. an Incubus, in christianity, has his eye on the daughter in a family that has experienced a death in the family, the father. In an attempt by the mother to communicate with her deceased husband, she conjured up this Maron and everyone but the boy behind the camera dies...until he is arrested for their murders and commits suicide. In tribute to the film critics from the past, I give this film a big two thumbs down. BUT, if you like Quarantine, Blair Witch project, and the one with the aliens...you might think this film is entertainmen

"lead Me"
"Lead Me" I look around and see my wonderful life Almost perfect from the outside In picture frames I see my beautiful wife Always smiling But on the inside, I can hear her saying... "Lead me with strong hands Stand up when I can't Don't leave me hungry for love Chasing dreams, what about us? Show me you're willing to fight That I'm still the love of your life I know we call this our home But I still feel alone" I see their faces, look in their innocent eyes They're just children from the outside I'm working hard, I tell myself they'll be fine They're in independent But on the inside, I can hear them saying... "lead me with strong hands Stand up when I can't Don't leave me hungry for love Chasing dreams, what about us? Show me you're willing to fight That I'm still the love of your life I know we call this our home But I still feel alone" So Father, give me the strength To be everything I'm called to be Oh, Father, show me the way To lead them Won't You

Been Thinking
I have sitting here thinkingling things a lot more different than I , and in a way I like what I have come uought I knewp with. The past few days have madew me re evaluate and ask myself a lot of things . Like why do I keep putting others before me ? And why do I keep getting walked on by people I thought knew? And I am trying to answer these questions one at a time . I am handling things a lot more different than I used to I am stepping back and exzmining things in a different light . I am try to control my temper and I have succeed pretty well, to the point it is scaring people . I am a lot quieter than usual , which isn't like me at all.

A Poem From Chris
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad,What else could have made My daddy so mad?I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me.I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long.When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't homeWhen my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight.I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies barI hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyesIm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, 'Im

For The Record
I would defend my friends all over again if given the chance. It's who I am. I don't think I was wrong in what I said, but if I was, or if I *am* off base at some point - I would like to think a true friend would tell me so. I disagree with lots of friends - I believe that debate is a great way for both parties to learn. It doesn't mean I don't still like you, until or unless you step over the line to stab me in the back. I truly don't need friends that toe the line and pretend to agree with each party on the sly and publicly state they have no opinion. Choose a side, be yourself, let people know what you think - and don't make fun of me or call me names when you should know I'm an emotional mess and have been for a couple years. Yeah, I knee-jerked too quickly, and deleted a couple of people who've been around for a loooonnngggg time. It was excessively stupid, so much so that I'm too embarassed to even apologize to the people involved. I doubt they'd ever want to speak wit

Fubar Common Sense & Safety 101...
Hey kids, what's shaking? So I was bored and going through the ol blogs this afternoon and saw something I posed almost three years ago to the day and figured I'd share with those who either weren't here or don't know.. All these people talking about so and so is stalking me, this person is pervert, this one is a loser, watch out for this one.. blah blah blah .. have made me think..remember proof is > all. For what proof really is and how to establish your case, feel free to check out any of the 400+ postings over the past three years, and stay tuned for a future info-mercial in the future, but without proof well, it's basically just he said she said drama. One person saying something is one thing, two even eh, but when you start approaching double digits of the same people sayin the same stuff that don't know each other, yeah that's a sign of bigger things...so with that in mind... I think its time for a little Fubar or even Internet Safety 101. 1. READ profiles!! if they d

Surprizes, Wtf????
Wow, I come here rarely and just this weekend spent more time. Hooked up with an admirer. After commenting about one of Hypnotiqs pics, she got mad????? I commented again in explanation and she went from secret admirer, to blocker. LMAO! She looks good, but that is no excuse for playing "High & Mighty." Is this a role-playing fantasy site? Pretend you are something you are not? Or if she is like that, then I can see why she is here rather than dealing in real time with real people. LOL! It doesn't matter, I only know what you want me to know about any of you. I like to see someone's views, and if that scares you, just play the game. You can make up anything you want. I don't care if you feel you are a classy lady, ALL women are classy depending on the situation. I don't care if you are the Queen of England, or a waitress at IHOP; unless you are a Nun, there are times when even the classy get primordial and want that rush of endorphins that come with ecstacy. So I won't find out he

Questions?
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Evil Mutant Attack Squirrel Of Death
EVIL MUTANT ATTACK SQUIRREL OF DEATH I never dreamed slowly cruising on my motorcycle through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Little did I suspect. I was on Brice Street - a very nice neighborhood with perfect lawns and slow traffic. As I passed an oncoming car; a brown, furry missile shot out from under it and tumbled to a stop immediately in front of me. It was a squirrel and must have been trying to run across the road when it encountered the car. I really was not going very fast, but there was no time to brake or avoid it -- it was that close. I hate to run over animals and I really hate it on a motorcycle but a squirrel should pose no danger. I barely had time to brace for the impact. Animal lovers, never fear. Squirrels, I discovered, can take care of themselves! Inches before impact, the squirrel flipped to his feet. He was standing on his hind legs and facing my oncoming Harley with steadfast resolve in his beady little eyes. His mou

More Than
I am more than just an option. I am more than just a pretty little number.I will turn your life completely around and u will be glad u met me but I am not a toy that can be played with and thrown away because if u fuck me over I fuck u over twice as bad. Warning if u want to get to know me X)

Meanings Of Kisses
Meanings of Kisses Have you ever gotten a kissed and wondered what it she really meant or what feelings he had behind the kiss? Here's our guide to what various kisses mean: Kiss on the hand - I adore you. Kiss on the cheek - I just want to be friends. Kiss on the neck - I want you. Kiss on the lips - I love you. Kiss on the ears - Let's have some fun. Kiss on the nose - Let's get silly. Kiss anywhere else - You're the best. Which do you like?

Lots Of Stuff To Say
London was awesome and I am now home. I stayed in the Groucho club which has rooms and they are awesome. It really isn’t as noisy as it used to be since they redecorated, and the beds are just…dreamy! Staying right in the heart of Soho has its plusses and negatives, for one you are so central your name could just be called LONDON the down side is the madness that you witness going for a midnight stroll. When you live in Soho you have to accept the place and not be too snooty about what you see with your own eyeballs. For one, the homeless who beg on your doorstep will engage, harass and bug you and blame you for being ON THEIR PATCH…and I fully accept that. They were there before you. They need money and you clearly have it…so come on fat lady pay up! I don’t give cash anymore to the people who beg, not because I am some snooty up my own ass capitalist, but because there is a credit crunch on and they don’t like pennies being foiste

Join The Days Of Summer Auction!
Be part of the Days of Summer Auction! * Just 5,000 fuBucks to enter * Send me a link to the photo you would like to use in the auction, and a list of what you will be offering Contest will being on Friday, June 25. Let the fun begin!

My Idea Of Freedom, In Three Parts
1. Religious freedom: Freedom to believe or not to believe without cohersion 2. Economic Freedom: Freedom to deal with others in land, barter, money, and services without undue restrictions or regulations. 3. Political Freedom: The freedom to vote directly or through representatives and have my feelings known and respected, even if not acted upon.

The Sybian
So I went to a party last night....It wasn't one of those beer drinkin', dancin' kinda parties. It was more of an intelliectual conversation, experimental sex kind of parties....I have been to these types of parties in the past and had a great time, made friends..and so on....Last night was no exception. I started my evening on the sybian. If you have never seen one of these incredible Goddess created inventions, you really should google it. It is a machine that you plug in to the wall and sit on. It is basically a half circle with mechanics inside. On the top of the half circle, different penetrating apendages are placed. There are all kinds of shapes and sizes available depending on her pleasure. My favorite is the "trailer hitch"...Yes, that's what it looks like. It has a bulbace shape to it and fills you up quite nicely.... So, picture it....I am straddling this half circle with this apendage inserted into me. Someone (it could be you) is sitting behind me, holding me up with hi

Why Do They Do It?
Just don't get why some seem to think it's ok to hurt others, you have many kinds of abuse but the most I have seen alot of is the verbal abuse though the ones that are doing it do not see it as such. But it is and seems that what you see as a child you grow up thinking its ok to do to another and its not. Nothing that you see when young is ok to do to another. Abuse is abuse weather it's mental or body it's still abuse. So if you don't like it done to you why inflict it on someone else that you claim to love cause there is no love when youre abusing the on that you claim to love...

Cancer
Friday 18 june is the day i got the diagnose Cancer just a small word but it scares me ........ i have bladder cancer and it has to be removed as fast as it can be done but first a few test...to check the other organs if so needed i have to have medicine or chemo or some other treatment so i have a long road to go before im ok a long hard battle i know many people on this world has been through So i wont be here that much on fubar i just hope my friends here wont forget me and keep in touch to show me luv i wont be so active here for a while show me love and keep me in your Prayers...with the help from God and the love of my friends and family and internet friends i will keep the faith and FIght this!!!! truly yourss Naomi

Happy Father Day All
My step dad, Charlie was a good guy....he became my dad shortly after i was born. He treated my two older sisters and brother like his own. So, i only knew him as my dad. We did alot of things as a family. One particuliar summer, i was 3 and just as curious to explore everything around me. i love the water. We had a pond the size of a football field. Unfortunately i fell in and drown. My little sister seen me fall in and rush to get my mom then went to get my dad. My mom pulled me out as my dad came flying out of the house. He was a navy man and did alot of water rescues. Dad started cpr on me immediately. I wasnt breathing and my heart had stopped for over a minute. Finailly, by the grace of God, he pounded on my chest one more time and it started to beat again. He continued to give me mouth to mouth til the ambulance arrived. The firemen worked on me and we re able to get the water out of my lungs and breathing again. So, i stayed overnight in the hospital and there was no da

To My Son....on "fathers" Day...
Hey kid...I know you are hurtin today...for reasons you...shouldn't have too... Even though you don't ever say a word about it...I'm your Mom...and I know...k??? Just remember this...It's not you...It never was your fault...And...It never will be your fault...NEVER... Just be a better man than he is...Btw???...You already are...and I respect you for that... And I am sure in his own f'd up way...He is sorry now...But yeah...I know...It's too damn late... Again...His fault...His loss...and a great one too...k???

My Day At The Spa
We got there at 9.30AM! The lady had converted her house into a spa and it was sooooo nice! Anyways, my treatments weren't till after lunch at 2pm. So we just hung out for a bit till lunch at 1pm. Sooo...yea we got started on the champage at 10am...(5 o'clock somewhere right) And then we went in the Jacuzzi, dunno why but I think drinking in it makes you get drunk quicker. Gah we drank Moet Rose...that stuff takes me DOWN. Then we had lunch, it was all yummy and healthy stuff but I stuffed myself so much that when I had my massage, which I had to lay on my tummy for, I felt like I was going to puke. Treatments that I had done was the Thai Herbal massage (I smell really nice now!) and a deep cleansing facial with an extra hot stones facial...sooo nice. Total to £110 pounds. But then we were looking at all the treatments and my friend got a brazilian, we all went in to watch lolz. She was like 'everyone can see my fanny flaps!'. It looked painful. But in my still drunken

Korn's Davis Is Just Plain Stupid
Many performers have very little common sense. Nor are they noted for theirintelligence. A prime example is Jonathan Davis of Korn. He’s asking is fellow performers to boycott the petroleum products of oil company BP. No matter the reason, he’s just showing his igorance. If he and his fellow stupid’s want 2 boycott BP then they better not buy plastics, groceries, clothing you name it and they will have to stop buying it. Everything revolves around oil. Like it or not we need oil just to live. Here’s a suggestion Jonathan boy. Turn off all your electrical instruments when you play your music then I’ll give you some credit for not being so stupid. http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/06/18/korn-lady-gaga-artists-boycott-bp-tour-buses/ BlastFM uses what’s available to bring you the best music on the planet. BlastFM uses energy to energize you! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

[yet Another Relaxing Sunday]
My AC is fixed. I hosed somebody at a card shop and bought a bunch of MTG rares (some I actually needed) for about 1/10th their collective value. As for my "just say no" deck. I am getting POUNDED by my other decks.Kinda disappointing but ... I don't think it really means anything. I'm going against one of my best designs (has a lot of resets, has a lot of one-way POWA) Let me break it down again I have: Unblockable, accelerated, resetting, progressive "Zombies". The "black weenie" deck which just dumps out resource efficient minions every turn and burns both players hoping to jump ahead of the damage curve. I own almost all the cards I need to "fix" this deck, I just haven't picked them up from my parent's house. Also, this deck probably cost... $5 to make? "black artifact" which ... is kind of a design paradox. It was a bunch of really powerful cards that got orphaned and misplaced over time, but it also has a couple cards and a couple themes that rely on sacrificing creatures

My Favorite Rock-a-bye Songs For My Kiddos.
Baby mine, don't you cry. Baby mine, dry your eyes. Rest your head close to my heart, never to part, baby of mine. Little one when you play, pay no heed what they say. Let your eyes sparkle and shine, never a tear, baby of mine. If they knew all about you, they'd end up loving you too. Cause you're so special to me, sweet as can be, baby of mine. I'll take you dreaming, through the rainy night. To a place, behind the raindrops. Where the stars are bright. You may not find gold or silver. But a richer prize, waits for you behind the raindrops, if you'll close your eyes. Tonight, tonight, when all the world's asleep. We will tip toe home with a wonderous star, a star you can always keep. Years from now, when you go dreaming, when you're very old. Though your crown be rich with rubies, diamonds set in gold. None will shine as bright as the star we find tonight. You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. You make me happy when skies are grey. You'll never know dear how mu

Your Rights As A Submissive
I have the right to set limits, and expect them to be respected. I have the right to adjust these limits at any time, with notice to you. I have the right to expect you to push them, to force me to create new limits and boundaries. I have the right to privacy. I expect you to be concerned about time we spend apart, but I expect you to understand that I am a person, separate from you, and thusly having problems and situations in my life that I will not need your help with. I have the right to expect you will respect me for my independence and not criticize me for it. I have the right to ask you for help, should I need it. I have the right to be trusted, providing I have earned it, and I have the right to expect you to believe I am an intelligent, caring and loyal person. I have the right to ask things of you, and have you listen to my requests. I have the right to ask for your attention, without having to misbehave to get it. I have the right to ask you to contribute as mu

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Walking Along
It seems like only yesterday we walked both hand in hand married to you I gave my life and you a ring and band. A Soldier's wife I had now become I did everything you asked of me I followed you from state to state the little one suffered without me. I bought you everything you wanted yet you always wanted so much more you always left me in nothing but rags and now have closed the door. I met you on here, a long time ago but it was not that long to me See i loved you more than the stars in the skys but your love was not meant to be. You tattooed me on your leg even on your finger You cheated on me numberous times you thought the voices wouldnt linger. I dealt with everything I possibly could I never let you go now you say I'm worth nothing and such my child was just your show 7 years old so happy to move he was so ready to be by your side he loves you like an innocent would not knowing you pushed him aside. For you do not care that he cri

Trip To The Er
So as some of you know by now I was in the Hospital Wednesday night. On Monday my doctor switched the medication I have been taking for the last few years because my body is getting used to it and it wasn't working as well. Being a typical guy I didn't read the dosage instructions. I was on 200 mg a day of the old meds so I figured that's what I should take with the new onw. WRONG!! I was only supposed to take 50 mg. So my heart started racing Tuesday morning and by Wednesday night it hadn't slowed down so off in the ambulance I went. I was sedated and got to spend the night in the ER. Anyway I'm fine. Just a little weak and very tired. Doc says my heart beat for the three days as if I was running a marathon the whole time. Not a good thing for a big guy. So I'm home and resting. Should be back to normal by mid week.

How To Tell If You Are Listening To A Canadian Station
If you are ever driving along and think "Hmmm, am I listening to a canadian station?" there is an easy way to tell. No it's not because they are talking about hockey, but if they say the long O in Process, that's a dead give away. Then you can laugh and say "Oh Crazy Canadians!"

Fathers
Let us praise those fathers who have striven to balance the demands of work, marriage, and children with an honest awareness of both joy and sacrifice. Let us praise those fathers who, lacking a good model for a father, have worked to become a good father. Let us praise those fathers who by their own account were not always there for their children, but who continue to offer those children, now grown, their love and support. Let us pray for those fathers who have been wounded by the neglect and hostility of their children. Let us praise those fathers who, despite divorce, have remained in their children's lives. Let us praise those fathers whose children are adopted, and whose love and support has offered healing. Let us praise those fathers who, as stepfathers, freely choose the obligation of fatherhood and earned their step children's love and respect. Let us praise those fathers who have l

Surgery
first a thank you i just had surgery where a herniated disk was removed from my neck and they did a fusion on the rest. thank you all who knew this for your prayers, flowers, and cards. It makes it so much easier having friends when something scary is happening in your life. I have three other hernias but with God's help and your prayers those will not need the surgery. I am still in a lot of pain, but again, having friends seems to make that a smaller deal. i am grateful for you my friends

As Time Passes..
Time has passed and yet i havent figured out why my life works out the way it does. There has been so many times to where i should have died. I am thankful that i am living today. In the past i grew up around so much voilence and it has crupted me to think differently than most people. My eyes are always wide open watching for a untrusty person to come towards me. But now i realize even after all the time that i thought i have forgiven my past and come to some ground i know now that i haven't. I am still a victim inside hurting..in pain. I got so much anger inside of me..so much hatrid. One person destroyed me and that same person destroyed the one's i love. How does one escape? How does one move on? Even after seeing many theripists..even after talking so much about it i feel like i will never move on. Maybe i'm not supposed to? But how will i ever be happy intill that person that destoryed our lifes is gone and burried?! I never wish ill of someone because i am a caring person and i

A Note......
I woke this morning feeling a bit disturbed and maybe a little vunerable. My about me section I felt just about summed it up for me but then maybe not.Then I started writing a blog here and there to show more pieces of who I am,just in case someone really wanted to know. I now wake up as I said above and realize that some of the ones I have gotten close to I may be hurting.I went through a spell of taking everyone out of my family because things were being said & even though nothing is being said at this momen, if I changed it around for my reasons it would be.I have never put in order who I like better or more than this one or that one I had my own system but from what I hear from others they take it as if you are number one then that is who you like the most..I dont do it like that,If I could I would put everyone first.So I am thinking of getting that gone again as well. I feel I need to say that I am only one person and even if one of the other girls get on I am still just that o

A Letter To My Father That I'll Never Send...
Why was it so easy to walk away? Why is it so easy for you to sleep at night? Do you know I still wake up crying? Do you know everyday I think about you and what it would have been like to have a real father? One that would have spent time with me when I was visiting him, one that would have taught me to ride a bike, play catch with, listen to me when I was upset the mean boy at school or the mean boy I loved, DO YOU? One that wouldn't have cut off contact with me when faced with "problems", that would have been there for me when Mom was sick, Grandma, Grandpa, and Mark died, one that would be here for me now that my best friend won't even speak to me, DO YOU?Do you ever care? Does I ever faze you? Sadly, as much as it hurts me to admit it, I bet you don't care and you never think of me. I'm sure none of your friends know about you first child, first daughter. Just tell me how you live with yourself, how you breathe knowing what you did to us, how you can even look yourself in the mirr

Do U Think Ur Da Hottest Female On Fu
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Happy Father's Day!
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Blinded
She stared in the mirror for the longest time. Tilting her face from side to side, hoping for some recognition, but it was slow in coming. Her hair fell, as it always did, around her shoulders. Her lips were still full and a held smile that opposed how she felt was on them. Her slender nose which had a tendency to wrinkle when she talked, her cheekbones which always looked as if she had applied the right amount of blush, even when she wore none. These were all the same… Her eyes… It was something with her eyes that were different, she realized. They were the same hazel color that seemed to change depending on what she wore. It was more than that though. More than the color, it was the depth. Her eyes betrayed her and told of a world beyond them. One that was just out of her reach. Watching her from the shadows, there was a smirk upon his lips. He could see the confusion in her expression and instead of concern, he was pleased. The work he had put into this was too much. There

Daddies Day
Her hair up in a pony tailher favorite dress tied with a bowtoday was daddy's day at school,and she couldnt wait to go But her mommy tried to tell her ,that she probably should stay home why the kids might not understand if she went to school alone.but she was not afraid;she knew just what to say,what to tell her classmates ,on this daddy's day.But still her mother worried,for her to face this day alone,and that was why she once againtried to keep her daughter home.But the little girl went to school,eager to tell them allabout a dad she never sees,a dad who never calls.There were daddies along the wall in backfor everyone to meet children squirming impatientlyanxious in their seats.one by one the teachercalled ,a student from the class,to introduce their daddy,as seconds slowly passed.At last the teacher called her name,every child turned to stareeach of them were searching for a man who wasnt there.''Where's her daddy at?''she heard a boy call out,''she probably doesn't have one''anot

I Hate You
I hate you I hate the way you make me feel I hate the way you manipulate me I hate that I know you’re not who you’re supposed to be And yet all along I love you still I still crave you and You threw me away You tore me down along with all my walls You rebuilt me in your image Rebuilt me as you wanted me Then tossed me away like a discarded broken toy I hate you for making me trust you I hate you for making me love you I hate you for everything I love you in spite of it all… I love you with all the broken pieces of my heart But I hope they cut you open I hope they somehow make you empty and broken too

Life (taken From Brandi's Profile Cuz It Rocked)
I believe everyone comes into our lives for a reason. We may never know why or understand the timing or agree with the ending. Just be thankful.Maybe God wanted us to meet the wrong person before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one, which has been opened for us.Maybe it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.Maybe the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches.Maybe you should dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you drea

Epically Inappropriate Status Messages. (feel Free To Leave Your Own Contributions.)
These are only funny because they are true. *If I'm too lazy to masturbate, do you really think I have the motivation to talk to someone I don't know? *I don't wanna be drunk the first time we make love, so can we just fuck instead? *Statuses about your cock are only funny when you're not lying. *If "Obama" is the answer, Then that must have been one stupid ass question. *I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy. *Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night. *There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 500SL *If a Dodge Challenger was a dude, I'd totally get over my gag reflex.

Gray Hair
So I always thought that I'd freak out the day I found gray hair. I went to cut my hair the other day, and noticed a gray hair sticking straight up. Because of where it was at and how it was growing, I pulled it... don't need stray hairs. But then I started looking really closely at my hair. I found about 10 long, shiny silver hairs in my head. Contrary to what I had thought about them, I smiled. I discovered I actually like them. I'm almost 31 years old, and I'm finally getting them. I figure after all I've been through in life, I've earned every single one of them. I'm not going to dye my hair to hide them, or pretend like I'm not getting older. Excited, I called my grandma and my mom to tell them about the signs of age. Then I sat back, stared at them a bit more, and smiled some more. Cover gray? NEVER! I'm as proud of those hairs as I am the stretch marks from my son.

My Name Is Erica
NOT: Sexy, Honey, Baby, Sugar, Lover, Beautiful, Pretty Girl, Dear, Darling, Girlfriend, Mama, Mistress, Sweetheart, Dream Girl, Cupcake, Heartthrob, Pet, Treasure, Babycake, Pumpkin, Angel, Heart's Desire, Honeybun, Boo, Honeybunches, Jewel, Lamb, Pearl, Precious, Princess, Beloved, or any OTHER names you think suit me. I am NOT your girlfriend, wife, or mistress, and most of the time, the only reason a man calls a woman he doesn't know by these names is because he thinks it will get him somewhere. If I am in a relationship, that is one thing. If I am close to you, that may be ok, as well. But try as I might, I can NOT comprehend why on the face of this earth men that I don't even know choose to use these terms of endearment, as opposed to my name. Do people not realize that the most pleasing sound to the human ear is one's own name spoken in kindness, warmth, or love? Obviously not. And no matter what I do, it continues. It is IRRITATING!!! The biggest problem with c

Locked Away
Who knows whatMight have happenedIf you loved yourself enough,No to need to keep provingYou still possessThis mysterious "it".Your ego brush-strokedAgain and again"You are handsome""You are passionate"You are the tormentedDarkness that is scaredOf being broken.So you keep yourself locked alone in fear. Poem By Tammy C.

Yearning For Simplicity
My heart is like a child most of the time,tired and hungry with an orphan's cry.Reason pleads to numb the past,Yet time and time again I've mended breaks,So a cuddled dream in my soul quakes,"Oh to be free of complicated sorrow,And not wish for a saviour for the morrow.Oh to wake with a simple smile,And gaze at the sky an endless while". Poem By Tammy C.

Why Do Guys...
why do guys try to use girls inseducrities against them when they feel rejected? like a guy flirts with a girl or some shit and tries to "hook up" but girl rejects the guy and even does it nicely ok i cant do the 3rd party shit im no good at it.... guy flirts with me then tries to hook up i NICELY turn him down, say i have alot going on in my life with my accident and living situation and just life in general plus i conisder myself already in a relationship even though it hasnt been physical thus far anyway i get off point... my point is i turn him down and supposedly we're cool still friends whatever and not just one guy this has happened to me alot lately and the guys then turn around and start asking me about all my female friends want me to give them my friends numbers so they can hook up with my friends and talk about this one girl at work who sleeps with anything with a penetratable object thinking it will get me to hook up with them like i'll get jealous and want the

Last Sigh Of Evening
Oh send me out sailingOr to capture a thoughtRowboats are rowing,In a circular spotThe spirit’s not quelled, Or even distraught.After noons and good evenings of imagined farewells,such is nary a thing that was never for naught.Because life is a rondo, structured and sweet.Tormenting passion comes ‘round, takes a seat.Sun, moon and stars cause predictable scarson heavenly bodies, full and complete.A superior night is in sight,the moon remembers its place.The last sigh of evening fades off into spaceand I no longer know you in the dark on repeatwhile the stars wink and freckle and speak. Poem By Tammy C.

Lost And Alone
Lost and AloneWithin this LifeSearching to findSome form of comfortWhile LostI sit AloneWithin this ShellOf this WorldWanting to be FoundTo be Loved and HeldWithin your Strong ArmsKnowing I'm Safe and FoundWhile I wish for thisI shall wait til I'm FoundForever Lost and AloneWhile I fade into Darkness

You Thought Me Insane.....
I was told I was InsaneCuz I could hear and see the unexplainedSo they threw me into a room by my lonesomeAnd threw way the only Key to the doorAll cuz I hear the voicesThat resided in my Head And those of all aroundAnd saw what they could not seeSo in this single room I goWith its padded walls of whiteBecause they thought I was InsaneAnd would try to hurt, or kill, youWhen all I've every wantedIs to help you and myselfTell you what I see and HearThat you fail to know ofBut no you dont believe meWhen I'm constantly shifting my stance and gazeCuz I can see them and hear their plansOf coming out to hurt, or kill youDont think no one can help youWhen you needed it the mostAnd no ones there to know whats happeningFor theres only one that could knowBut you locked me into a padded roomAnd threw away the only key to the doorBecause you were to afraid to ask and ponderIf maybe what I hear and see is going to beSo here I sit nice and cozyIn the center of my roomStaring at the pad

Twisted
These summer days are magnificent, Warm breezes, skies are star studded Although my nights have been cut short suddenly, You still decorate my dreams, with pride and hope. I must present my apology to you, I've made mistakes, I've given pieces of my heart to others, But in return, got them back shattered. Now, I know you're happy with your life, with your success. Your beauty also compliments my regret, my sorrow for myself. Even within this setting of utopia, I'm twisted within our memories. I've been broken down much too far. Now I linger behind the times we spent together, Within the glamorous aura that surrounds you.

Im Not Old Im Not New I Am Me The Gambler A Simple Man
This is not aimed at my friends or fubar in genereal its a wrning to those of furevalution and all those that attack me in generalOK heres the the deal folks i changed my name because of a stalker and a group called a fu revalution well i changed my name to stop B.S not because i am a cowerd as i have been called but to protect my friends they dont deserve this crap i lost several friends because of it, well heres the deal now I am the gambler its a name i have had for a long time the name simple man was a name i chose cause it was how i was or am but no more it seems the simple man was not that simple im done for those of who knew me as the gambler you knew i did not white wash any thing ive always backed up and proved my words i did not take no shit from anyone well even though my name is a simple man im back and im not take ing no shit and if you are a member of fu revalation or assusated with them no need to hit my page you will catch hell im back be it as the gambler or

1st Place For Best Bully : Njexoticdiva ( 1 Boomerang )
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4th Place In Best Bullys : Johnnydevil
Haha got ya!.. Well, with that out of the way, it's the hottest auction of the summer, and well, what else woud you expect other than well, hot?... Click the pics below to check out what we're offering and remember, if ya rate & share both pics, leave a comment here or send a message and I'll send you $50,000 fubucks.. Gotta make it worth it, believe me, what's up for auctions is...especially that ph

Yeah...we Rawk
As I blogged earlier, we had major storms here yesterday. My friend did get his power back after being out for over 24 hours. This is good. They told him earlier in the day it wouldn't be until Tuesday morning that he'd have power. The highest recorded wind gusts were in Oak Lawn, where I technically live even though I claim Chicago still, at 75 mph. That's some strong ass wind. Oh yeah, a Category 1 hurricane starts off at 74 mph.

[...the Truth...]
"Do you swear to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, so help your black ass?!" [NWA: Fuck tha Police / Amanda Fucking Palmer: Do You Swear to Tell the Truth, The Whole Truth and Nothing but the Truth so Help Your Black Ass] "Now I am 33, unmarried happily No plans in life, but I'm planning to keep it that way I do kissing with only one mission Do you like to kiss, then you have my permission I've already spent too much time Doing things I didn't want to So if I just want to make out all the time You can bet your black ass that I'm going to" [Amanda Fucking Palmer: Do You Swear to Tell the Truth, The Whole Truth and Nothing but the Truth so Help Your Black Ass] "How the hell did it get here? I can still hear her cry the blues Been in a daze for ten years And she still can sing the truth Heaven knows where we all go When all we have is what we get When it's gone then will I know Then I haven't found it yet Of all the gin joints

5th Place For Best Bullys :sexyirish
WELL...I SAY IT EVERY SINGLE TIME LOL. I ALWAYS SAY I'M NOT GOING TO BE IN AN AUCTION AGAIN...BUT HERE I AM. I REALLY HOPE THINGS GO WELL THIS TIME! 1ST AUCTION I WAS IN: GOT BAILED OUT @ LAST SECOND CUZ I WAS UPSET 2ND AUCTION: GUY DIDN'T PAY 3RD AUCTION: GUY TRIED TO GET MORE THAN BARGAINED FOR 4TH AUCTION: GUY WAS THE BIGGEST PERV AND KEPT TRYIN TO GET ME TO GET NAKED. SO LET'S HOPE THE 5TH TIME'S A CHARM!!! CLICK LINK AT THE BOTTOM TO BID!!! CLARIFYING THE BIDS CUZ SOME ARE HARD TO READ: Fubux bids- 1 SFW salute 1 pimp out Keep you sh*tfaced Daily

Rules And Guidelines
What we expect from all members that want to join this Family...1. You must help with all level ups that are posted when you are on line.2. You must rate the MOD every day at least 100 pictures..All members need to have A MOD folder made and titled TINY HUGGZ folder3. You will have to R/F/A all members of this family..No one can have another member Blocked!4. You must comment on all Blogs and Stash stating you have read and understand...This is so we know you are in compliance.5. You are expected to be kind and curteous to all members and staff..We dont want members to state negative things in their status..this family is all about showing Love not drama!6. All add requests need to have JOINING TINY HUGGZ IN IT7. We expect all our members to stay active..if you are going to be gone for a few days we will need to be notified by a private message stating the reason for your inactivity so you dont get removed for not helping with the level ups or doing the MODFounderDJ RUSTY

Binded By Love
I put so much into what we had … Got lost in the past with you in my heart. Lord knows I would go to the ends of the world to Make you happy. It’s a damn shame that you did not see it in the same Light as I did. All broken up and shattered with pain of losing you When in reality I never did have you. You was playing silly ass games… got the wool pulled over my eyes . For those looking from the outside in would say I was Blinded by love. Whatever you want to call it… the pain is too great to Deal with. My mind is spinning out of control. Like I cant seem To find my way back to home. Clouds fill up my mind . I can feel the tears building up in my eyes And the pounding in my chest is getting greater Lord, why does it hurt so much? I thought that love wasn’t suppose to be so painful. Why do I feel so shameful? I feel as though I’m a flightless bird that doesn’t know How to use my own two feet. All I want to know is…

The Words Flow
i never really understood the meaning behind the words now understanding the words that always seem to flow out of your mouth feeling the rhythm touch my soul making me feel whole wanting u to talk real nice and slow. let me enjoy every last word that roams in your world. yes i do understand every last word u just said that seem to always flow out of your mouth not knowing when they will begin or would they ever end.always got me lost in your mind as if I’m in outer space.like im speeding down a congested freeway all caught up in a daze running around in a maze i never really understood the meaning behind the words that seem to always flow out of ur mouth never know whether to stand still and listen ... or turn my back and walk away not hearing a word you say you can get me all bent and twisted with the soft spoken words that flow out of your mouth hanging on to ever consonant and vowel ever last syllable that you sound its crazy how u

Father?
i tried to let it go i tried to be strong and let it go... well that didn’t work u broke me to the core living life as though i was so fucking poor damn ...then you got the nerve to bad mouth the ones (to me)who really count now how does that sound? a grown ass man acting like he damn near 4 yea from your sperm and my mothers egg , i grew but after that it was with me you acted all brand new shit muthafuckas talk how a man needs a good role model .... a good father damn females need one too but that’s all good i will settle for a good pair of new shoes lol yeah that’s funny aint it... the last time you was in my life i was three and then it was your backside walking away from me i seen never gave a damn who i came to be never coming to see me and say baby is there anything you need? shit you didn’t even know i existed. i once asked you when was my birthday.... damn the funny look you had on face as you tried to calculate and still

Wut U See
shit i know im no model or got body shaped like a bottle do u see who i am can u understand? damn beauty only goes skin deep without it who will u be? i know i will be me. beauty comes from within i think it should be a sin to be someone who is sickly skinny... only made of bone and skin. God made me who i am i walk with no shame the beauty i hold inside i can not tame urs may show on the outside ... but my personality shines just the same. got more shine than those who live in fame. shit i know im not a model or got a body shaped like a bottle... but i still walk around like i won the lotto. do u understand beauty only goes skin deep. my words, my luv, my personality can out do the pride of wut u see in the mirror on a daily bases fuck...i see beyond the faces. damn beauty only goes skin deep. my soul is more valuable than the green printed on ur money. for u ... i have no jealousy... with wut i hold inside ...i will have walking around with envy ...want

Listen
LISTEN... close ur eyes use ur imagination listen with ur heart feel with ur soul dont say a word close ur eyes list to the words feel the beat feed ur mind dont say word close ur eyes breathe it taste it feel it be it dont say a word close ur eyes let ur mind be free let ur soul sing let ur heart beat dont say a word enjoy wut the good lord gave u take it and run with it embrace the lyrics the wisdom the pain the joy never know wuts in store for the next verse. dont say a word just intake wut they say. the reality its more than the beat maybe more than u and me.... its not wut u say or see but about wut it can be. dont say a word just listen with ur soul u never know wut u may be told.

Confusion
i listen to the rain as it hits the window pane...damn its drivin me insane. bout to loose controlmy heart is turning so cold with hateredand pain ...something i cant tame ... cant blame it on the rain... hatered ,is it something a person should claim or is it something ur to deal with and fullfill it? whatever it may be... i cant see for the rain got me seeing in red...bout to loose my headmy thoughts i want to shed ... put my feelings to bed... so lost for the fog of confusion...time is my enemy... dont know which way the sun will riseshould i close my eyes or face my fears ...so tired of all these years filled with tears ...tell me should i face my fears like a monster whohides under your bed at nite? i know it dont sound rightbut its now and never later ... im the one putting this on paper...i couldnt be no faker... or be ur taker...stop tryin to get in my head. my thoughts would have u wishin u were dead. like i said ... u couldnt handle the unspoken words that could be said...

Contents: A Special Day.
The Contents of a Special Day: A nice breakfast by the bay. An introduction. A visit home. Meeting friends. A not-so-happy, but necessary mission. A relaxing long walk and talk together. A special reward for a deserving child. A reluctant parting. A fervent hope that almost all will be repeated soon.

Making Salutes
I am going to be making Salutes for whoever wants them. It will be first come, first serve. Let me know if you want one and what is your favorite color. Leave a comment below with what you want on it. I will try to make them before I leave or while I am there.

Love Defined
I have heard and even asked the question "Why do you love me?" probably a thousand times and when the answer was cause I do I always said that’s not an answer. Well the more I think about it maybe that is the answer.. I mean if they say cause of your cooking or your looks or any of the other hundreds of reasons we give daily what happens if those things change?? We are constantly changing and evolving so maybe the cause I do is the right answer..I have always said that love is seeing someone just the way they are flaws and all (cause whether we want to admit it we all have flaws) and excepting that person just the way they are whether they be stubborn or a procrastinator. Its part of what makes them who they are so we need to except those things instead of trying to change them. I guess the big question is do I love this person enough to live with their flaws? Maybe that is the question we should ask instead of why do u love me??When we first meet someone we "put out best foot

High School -- 1959 Vs. 2009
Scenario 1:Jack goes quail hunting before school and then pulls into the school parking lot with his shotgun in his truck's gun rack.1959 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack.2009 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *Scenario 2:Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school.1959 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies.2009 - Police called and SWAT team arrives -- they arrest both Johnny and Mark.. They are both charged with assault and both expelled even though Johnny started it. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *Scenario 3:Jeffrey will not be

Dreaming
I can’t fit and even describe into words of all I want to say or even how I'm feeling right now. But I just want you to know I'll be holding you close to me and dreaming of the next time we get to chat. My heart is over whelming with terror of the fear you've been taken away. I pray you'll come back. I am looking forward to the day when you are here. My dreams will be filled with memories of all we have shared and hoping there will be more to come in the future. I'll be waiting eagerly until then my dear. You always say. “I am not that special.” But you are to me my friend and more than just special. I’m holding you so dearly to my soul. With this in mind you’re always will be with me. Always in my mind.. My heart.. My soul. written by: Peggy 06/19/2010

Sorgens Kammer Del Ii
In my loneliness I still know, That I have none to thank but myself. This is why I remain calm, As the rope is tightening around my neck." The echoes of silence sets the hour. Gagged in the chains of "depression", I fall away. No more I will be bolted fast in the anchor of "melancholy". But finally get my longing "fulfilled" - for leaving. Did I drink too much from the goblet of "lifehope"? Did I take the vanity of joy for granted? For my battle against the pain of emptiness - this intoxication of the angst of death, Is all that is left... that is mine. In my loneliness I still know, That I have none to thank but myself. This is why I remain calm, As the rope is tightening around my neck. Silent witnesses can not give comfort. The ordinary man in the assembly of the "gravechoir". Tha land of perdition I created by my own hands. This intense attraction to the portals of death (I have as) A wandering study of tearful messe-noir. Controlled since the da

Poem
Let's Do a danceA Dance to deathDeath of romanceRomance and loveLove of anotherAnother never to holdTo hold never moreNevermore to danceThe dance of romanceIt's time to dance againTo find the right partnerFor the tango of loveWe start with a step n a twirlPain travels up you legAs a few feet are stepped onIt's nothing personalthat's just the way it goesAround an around we goTired of going through partnersBut sooner or latter I'll find the oneAn the dance will endWith a passionate kiss.

A Pome
We are the out casts of societyWe come from the rich an the poorWe're Christians pagans, anarchist, and otherFriends, brothers and sistersWe're known as juggalo'sThe FreakshowWe're honor boundWe live and die by the carnivalVery few understand usThe one's that do are FamFriends brothers and sistersWe're known as juggalo'sThe freak showGrease paint,Hachets,faygo,and homiesWe don't rape, kill or anything we sing aboutWe mug an do thing we ain't support toWe are survivorsFriends, bothers and sistersWe're known as juggalo'sThe Freakshowwe are every whereWe may not all agreeYet we stand together in the time of needWe will watch one another backsFor we are the freashowThe family of clowns and ninja'sSimply known as juggalo's

Fist Full Of Tears-maxwell
"Fistful Of Tears" Feel just like a weight has lifted it How can I repay you help me understand Currency a fistful of tears I can afford Fight of your life is not the cost Time will reveal All along you're the one who's losing Cause I go insane Crazy sometimes Tryin you to keep you from losing your mind Open your eyes See what's in front of your face Save me my fistful of tears You can make it disappear girl All you got to do is just raise up, face up, stay up All things will heal we'll feel it with a kiss from the skies Don't' you let it go Don't' you let it go Cause I go insane Crazy sometimes Tryin you to keep you from losing your mind Open your eyes See what's in front of your face And save me my fistful of tears We gon fight the war We gon fight our fears The only thing I wanna throw is a fistful of tears We gon fight the war We gon fight our fears The only thing I gotta throw is a fistful of tears We gon fight the war We gon fight our fears The

Heart Broken
"Doesn't Mean Anything" Used to dream bout being a millionaire, without a care But if I'm seeing my dreams and you aren't there Cause it's over, that just won't be fair, darling Rather be a poor woman living on the street, no food to eat Cause I don't want nobody if I have to cry Cause it's over when you say goodbye All at once, I had it all But it doesn't mean anything now that you're gone From above, seems I had it all But it doesn't mean anything since you're gone Now I see myself through different eyes, it's no surprise Being alone would make you realize When it's over, all in love is fair I should've been there, I should been there, I should've should've All at once, I had it all But it doesn't mean anything now that you're gone From above, seems I had it all But it doesn't mean anything since you're gone I know I push you away What can I do that will say how I love Take these material things They don't mean nothing It's you that I want All at once, I had it all But it doesn

Poem
A open bookA heart apoun a sleeveIts not hard to believenormaly rushing into thingsJumpping head first nor carerringTry to find the right oneEnding up loving the wrong oneSome how my pain is my pleasureYet my pleasure brings me painOne equals the other its all the sameSo what is love but a higher form of lustAn lust is a lower form of loveWanting to find some one to holdDont want a child or some one to oldNot looking for some one to change meJust trying to find some one for meThrough my add attacksBeing able to help me stay on trackThy angel of darkest lightBeautiful from inside not from physical sight

Long Weekends
This day has been so long and its only a few minutes past 8pm. I am working the phone tonight and its been steady but would enjoy more calls. Check out my profile pics and it will tell you how to call me if your interested. I enjoy meeting people and I love learning about cultures of other people. I need to go out and pull some weeds but its so hot!! I enjoy the outside when its just a tad bit cooler lol. If this night gets any longer I dont know what I am gonna do, guess I am just bored. Looking for friends so look me up! Sally

A Prince..
He who knows truthKnows he must bring honorHe who knows loveKnows to bring commitmentHe who knows integrityKnows to bring intelligenceHe who knows his loverKnows to bring his open armsHe who is a knightKnows that he is protectorHe who sees beautyKnows he is the eyes beholderHe who understands compassionKnows he must be patientHe who understands his dutiesKnows his role as a prince

Lmao
My roommate and her bf are having really loud sex right now. Should I A) Turn on cheesey porn music really loud while knocking on the door and telling them I need to do an amateur porn movie as a project for my human sexuality class or B) Find some nasty song about buttsecks and play it at full blast?

Manute Bol
(CNN) -- Manute Bol, one of the tallest players in NBA history, died Saturday at the age of 47, a spokeswoman with the University of Virginia Medical Center confirmed to CNN. The hospital did not disclose the cause of death. Bol, who was listed at 7-feet-7 inches tall and 225 pounds, played for the Washington Bullets, Golden State Warriors, Philadelphia 76ers and Miami Heat in his 10-year career. The native of war-torn Sudan was known during and after his career for his charity work for his home country. In 2004 after he was nearly killed in an auto accident, Bol told Sports Illustrated, "God guided me to America and gave me a good job. But he also gave me a heart, so I would look back." Bol donated his NBA earnings to charity, according to the article. Bol, so tall and so lanky, was somewhat the oddity when he came to national attention as a player for the University of Bridgeport in Bridgeport, Connecticut, in 1984. He was a dominant shot blocker and rebounder at the Division II

The End Of My "army Wife" Job
Of all blogs, this is the hardest I have ever had to write. As of 9:28 am this morning my Soldier husband, text me and told me that for 2 months he has been lieing to me about loving me, and he really doesnt. For months he made love to me when I visited, and tried to even get me pregnant.For two weeks he rarely called, and I finally said what is wrong..this is his response... "I have an emotional problem" me " in a marriage it takes two to work as a union, so what is your problem, we can fix it" him " that is my problem" me "Our marriage is your problem" him "yes for 2 months I have not loved you and have been fronting everything. I don't know what to do." me " you are telling me this over a text" him " i dont feel how i used to" then came the call, the one we all dread when you are married for life. He said, I dont love you, I don't care about your son. I am not supporting you I am taking you off my bank account and ending this. i hung up he text me from a friends phone

Retard Riot
What a retarded site this has been lately. The MuMMs have been completely taken over by the right-wing nuthouse gang, or the weird fake Jewish guy. Do people seriously prefer that type of thing rather than talking about the type of subject matter I or my friends bring up? Seriously? So I got a default pic yanked for the first time ever. This one: Good grief.

Werds
how ironic it is...to think im working on becoming part of the medical marijuana society in more ways than just being "medicated". on the 215 prop...Epilepsy was one of the 3 main medical reasons to have legalized marijuana. im an epileptic...so i voted for it. now...after years and years im on my way to further my experience to shed light on the benefits of medicinal marijuana for those with epilepsy. not to forget about having the condition, not to "switch" everyone with the condtion to use it either! to promote awareness! of the condition and what is available to help remedy it. there has been so many people with "back pain", "insomnia","anxiety" that NEEED it...yet there are also those who have more severe medical conditions that have been shown to have great success with medicinal patients. not only does it help the pains and the bad effects of certain conditions...it also helps educate those who have no clue what some patients are afflicted with. knowledge! sympathy! u

Michael O'clair
Back in October I blogged about my goddaughter passing away from a long fight with cancer. This morning about 6am her brother, his wife, their 5 year old daughter and their 2 year old son, were killed in a house fire in Lebo Kansas. His lady was pregnant with their 3rd child. Michael, 25, was a great guy. He had been going to school to be a chef, was a wonderful father, a great husband and all around just one of the nicest guys you could ever want to know. My deepest sympathies go out, again, to his parents and the family. They have been through so much in the last year with the loss of Dannielle and now Michael. These kids used to call me dad. I always felt they were one of my own. I will never understand the "circle of life". Why someone so young with so much going for him would be taken so soon in his life. And the kids had so much to live for. I never knew his wife but my heart goes out to her family also. Rest In Peace my son. We love you and will always love and remember all

Happy Fathers Day To All The Fathers On Fubar!!!!
Tejana, Here To Wish All The Dads On Fubar A Very Happy And Blessed Fathers Day!!!! Sharing And Caring Is What Friendship Is All About. No Matter How Big Or How Small, A friend's Act Of Kindness Always Leaves A Lasting Lasting Touch Of Gold In The Heart. And No Matter How Different Friends Are, Or How Far Apart, The Sunshine And Happiness They Lend Always mends The

Lemme Get This Shit Straight
OK so there's this guy,.... and I've been friends with him for a few years around here. I happen to absolutely adore the man, and we have spoken about trying things out irl. However, about 2 months ago, he just stopped answering his phone or calling me back. When I talked to him on here, he acted like nothing was wrong, but it was apparent he had moved on. So I did too. Then he got PISSED at me for not sitting around waiting for a possibility of what might have been with someone I have never met who lives 3,000 miles away and doesn't talk to me anymore. I'm sorry, but I am not so desperate or self-loathing that I will put my entire life on hold for someone who has made it overtly obvious they don't want me. Then he takes my words to mean that I don't want him, etc etc etc . Twists everything around to make this all MY fault when I have left COUNTLESS messages and he's had COUNTLESS missed calls from me. Like I'm the one who turned MY back on HIM. Why do men do this shit? It fucking

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Toxicity Insanity Reality
I'm Drinking in this Toxicity Everyone is falling around me Nothings ever going to change I'll always be deranged My hopes and dreams have shattered in this dark hole i'm standing in. An abyss of pain and anger trap me wrapped up in this reality. I'm Drinking in this poisonisity I'm caving in within me I'm reaching out for change I'm stuck inside my own cage I turn in a circle and see all the fakeness. So fucused on money and being materialistic. I'm Drinking in this animosity I'm seeking truth around me a glimps, a peek of change I'm going insane My mom collapses within herself by her own doing No wonder I'm so confused and helpless I'm drinking in this obsesity To be someone different then me I want to change I cry out in rage I see these women I want to be None of them truely happy although they have everything. I'm drinking in this obserdity I have found whats inside of me It's time to make my own change I don't want to be sane I will figh

For Those That Want To Know More....
Some ppl have been trying to figure me out ... that's not a easy task! Most tend to see me as avery strong lady, and a cowgirl. Well let me tell you, I may step up to the plate when I need to. Whether it be protecting my kids, skinning a hog, buckin bales, fixin fences, or starting a colt. I am also very kind hearted, I like to give when I can. I am sensitive as well. Some may just say it's all apart of being a woman... I think I am more than they average woman. No, I'm not stuck on myself. I just tend to care about ppl, critters and everything. Nothing is more precious than a brand new living thing! Babies, foals, kittens, puppies.. all bring so much joy to this rather bleak world. There is nothing worse than losing a child, that has changed me alot in the past 8 1/2 months. I cry daily and do not let anyone see that part of me. It's the "strong" - " tough" lady every one see's. I think about dying alot. I won't I have to many that depend on me. Yet I have no one I can depend on to

This Must Be The Third
They say bad things come in three. If you've read any of my other blogs you would know that I already had two so this must be number three. I was babysitting my nieces last night and while they were playing one of them ran right through the charger cord for my Blackberry and shot it across the room and in to the wood stove door. It has died a painful death. Lucky for me I am not a gambling man and I bought the insurance so I will have a new phone in hand Monday afternoon. The problem is I lost all my contacts. If you were on the list please resend me your info. If you would like to be on the list, send me your info too. If you've been texting me I haven't been ignoring you.

The Kennedy Brothers Orgies
For years there has been speculation about the Kennedy brothers and their sexcapades. Well, there is an FBI memo about the allegations. It says the Kennedy brothers with Marilyn Monroe of course, Frank and a few other folks had orgies in a hotel in NYC. What else is new? It has been widely reported that Ted sexually harassed waitress along with Chris Dodds. The sad part about it is they got away with it. You try the same thing dude and you’re going to get arrested. For more http://www.thesmokinggun.com/archive/years/2010/0614101tedkfbi1.htmlBlastFM streams right to your ears the best music from today and the past. Give yourself a treat and tune in 24/7 www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

A Little About Me...... Possible Book Chapters.
For years I have been told about how much I went through as a child. No I was never beaten. No I was never tortured. And no I was never Neglected. But I was put through a lot of situations that were not normal for a child! In fact any time I tell one or more of my stories I tend to have people tell me I should write a book. Seeing as I believe my mom did drugs while pregnant...... I have ADHD and can't just write a book, so I figure I will let you guys into my past and help me write parts of what would be my book here......... So here is a quick overview of my history and people involved.... I was born July 4th 1976 in Boston. My dad was late getting to the hospital by like 12 hrs and was probably gambling. I lived with my mom until the end of 2nd grade when both parents went to jail and mt grandparents took me in. My dad had lived with us off and on until second grade. In fact I believe my parents were married and divorced several times to each other. In 5th grade I was give th

Takes The Best
Saw you getting tired and a cure was not to be. So He put His arms around you and whispered "COME TO ME" With tearful eyes I watched you and saw you pass away. Although I loved you dearly, I could not make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest. God broke my heart to prove to me, He only ......takes............the BEST. Repost if you have a loved one in Heaven † † †

I Wasnt Asking...
for sympathy. i also wasnt asking to have my condition downplayed to a lack of dental care. this condition aka epilepsy has been a monkey on the back of my brain since i was 17. im almost 34. its a fcuking concern to me if i like it or not. i have to deal with it...others may have to see it happen to be concerned. but then again...i would end up feeling bad for them having to experience seeing me under control of an incurable condition that makes me literally lose my mind for more than a few minutes each time. there for losing time off my life with each "episode". however much brain damage has happened im not certain. i will make sure that this condition is no big deal to some...even if they "know" me. i will make sure that whenever another side effect or "episode" happens...i'll keep it to myself. so i dont waste someone's time with my not so attractive parts of my life. its a good thing to know that even when i hear certain things that the hypocrasy bleeds through like a

For The Pimp Slapped...
THIS IS THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS YES IT GOES ON AND ON MY FRIENDDDDDDDDDD SOME PEOPLE STARTED SINGING IT NOT KNOWING WHAT IT WAS AND THEY'LL CONTINUE SINGING IT FOREVER JUST BECAUSE THIS IS THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS YES IT GOES ON AND ON MY FRIENDDDDDDDDDD SOME PEOPLE STARTED SINGING IT NOT KNOWING WHAT IT WAS AND THEY'LL CONTINUE SINGING IT FOREVER JUST BECAUSE THIS IS THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS YES IT GOES ON AND ON MY FRIENDDDDDDDDDD SOME PEOPLE STARTED SINGING IT NOT KNOWING WHAT IT WAS AND THEY'LL CONTINUE SINGING IT FOREVER JUST BECAUSE THIS IS THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS YES IT GOES ON AND ON MY FRIENDDDDDDDDDD SOME PEOPLE STARTED SINGING IT NOT KNOWING WHAT IT WAS AND THEY'LL CONTINUE SINGING IT FOREVER JUST BECAUSE THIS IS THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS YES IT GOES ON AND ON MY FRIENDDDDDDDDDD SOME PEOPLE STARTED SINGING IT NOT KNOWING WHAT IT WAS AND THEY'LL CONTINUE SINGING IT FOREVER JUST BECAUSE THIS IS THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS YES IT GOES ON AND ON MY FRIENDDDDDDDDDD SO

How Many
Deb went looking for me on myspace and told me she came across 200 plus Norio Osborn. I said how many? That's impossible because I've only known two other people with the first name of Norio. One was motorcycle racer from Japan. Anothe a CEO of either Toyota or Sony. That being said, Comcast 411 is telling there is someone with my name living in Somerdale when I went looking for my Uncles. Ever check yourself out only to find multiples? In my case someone searchnig for me. Glory to God N

A.s
Roll me on your frozen fields Break my bones to watch them heal Drown me in your thirsty veins Where I'll watch and I'll wait And pray for the rain Curl like smoke and breath again Down your throat inside your ribs Through your spine in every nerve Where I watch and I wait and yield to the herd And if you don't believe The sun will rise Stand alone and greet The coming night In the last remaining light Seven moons and seven suns Heaven waits for those who run Down your winter and Underneath your waves Where you watch and you wait And pray for the day And if you don't believe The sun will rise Stand alone and greet The coming night In the last remaining light (Break) And if you don't believe The sun will rise Stand alone and greet The coming night In the last remaining light Light

My First Ink
for those who can help me out here, I am finally getting my first (and quite possibly only) tattoo....I have some vague ideas of what I want- Lets start with the where- its going on my back toward the base of my neck and needs to be relatively small to medium in size. I would want something related to tigers however they are all too big and detailed so far. I am looking at the Libra scales- (not the symbols or tribal) but with the scales I want to incorporate either a moon or skull or both- but I am still totally open to suggestions- if you look into my bombing folder you will see things I like and get to know a bit of me- Im willing to compensate someone for coming up with the best idea!

Dreamscape
As I close my eyes there he stands reaching out for my hand to take me afar into a land only once I have been before a place of dreamscape where my mind and soul deepen I can feel the soft sensation of his whispers in my ear He caress's my lips with his own through the breeze I can feel the presence of his body softly upon mine his eyes carrying me away with blistfulness and compassion the very soul he shares circles and entwines my sences This land is wonderious beyond creation the temptations of beauty spread for my eyes to wonder The wind blows through the trees and the waterfall runs deep I feel his arms wrap around my waist gently as he kisses my neck as he lay me down on the purest greenest grass the blood boils hot as the lightning streaks through my veigns This is the only way I can feel his warm gentle touch I never want to leave this gracious dreamscape dont want to awake and lose his kiss exhile me to this beautiful space where I can have his hand upon my

Beauty
Beauty is a interesting thing it truly is in the eye of the beholder you can find beauty in most things if you are open to see it. Beauty is also in my opinion a warm raidiatting feeling that resides within generaly brought out by a special someone which unfortunately we are all not blessed enough to have. Back to beauty being in the eye of the beholder i can look at some poop on the ground and cliam it is truly beautiful think a bout it it will turn to rich healthy soil which can help fresh life grow i think its pretty amazzing personaly well peace out much love 2 you if you are taking the time 2 reaD THIS BLOG LATES

Four Walls...
I am here again... Looking at a pixilated screan. I am alone and I feel so numb. I don't feel like reaching out. I just feel like being alone now. I know I piss people off. I can't help that. I know I get to nosey. I know I am selfish. Thats why its better that I am alone. as long as I can't hold on... I can't make a prisoner out of anyone. Yeah, I have issues. but thats my problem now. I don't like to share that much about myself. I don't like to open up. I don't like to feel vulnerable. I say my past... and its used as a weapon against me.

How Will You Know
The question of how will I know Ive found this true love floats in my mind now Simple to answer and simple to understand If I get butter flies in my stomach from being near you Goose bumps from just the sound of your voice And my heart racing from just a glace into your eyes Then its possible but to truly be positive I must know that you feel the same for me That you would give anything As where I would give everything Then and only then will I kno Ive found you

Someone True
Its come to my attention of how to find this true happiness I search for To understand why I lay awake at night and wake to nothing but darkness I must fill this void of companionship tha has been missing for some time But this woman must be true, true to herself as well true to me To see me as the person I am and the things I stand for To look pass my many flaws, pass the drama of the fools who question me To truely love me as I would only love her I say this to attempt to find this one, this angel sent for me and only me To right all my wrongs and heal all wounds current and future There may be many I test this theory with befor I find her But to those that I experience this with must know its not all for nothing To share even a moment of bliss with you is still worth not finding the true answer Im not sayn Im in a rush or dire need of this moment I just understand now of what it will take for me to live with true happiness To finaly rest peacefully in my slumber and dream no longer

Are You Ready
I am amazing and im not jus saying thatSee I can prove it to you in many waysI can learn everything about you jus by staring into your eyesMy touch that caress' your skin will give you goose bumpsMy voice as it wispers in you ear will make your body shiverI can do things to you that will leave your breathlessI can make your heart sing, your soul shine and your mind freeAfter just one night you will NEVER forget meYes I am that good there for I am that AMAZINGBut how would you know unless you trySo tell me are you ready for my love?I'll be waiting

All For You
I can be far away, but never to far from home I can be gone for a long time, but never far to long What you dont understand is I would go to hell and back without hesitation If I have to, I would open the gates of heaven without motivation I would bleed gold and shed tears of diamond, even breath fire all for you Nothing could ever be impossible for me to do Still I could never repay you for what you've done No amount could ever equal the sum But you would never know because you dont see me in that light For I stand in the shadows Hidden in darkness but always there to fight your battle What belongs to you no one could ever steal My heart is forever yours do with it what you will This is dedicated to those who ever woundered To think if we could make the skys thundered Anyone who realy could care Anyone who could understand how Im rare Those who wondered what could be And knows what they could mean to me

Yes, I Am Just A *tad* Excited!
Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!My best friend's going to be in town this weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I haven't seen him in two years!!!!! (& that was brief before he went overseas...) Oh my god!!(Yes, there're 5 billion exclamation points in this status..something I don't usually condone..but if you knew... how important he is to me, & how long it's been, & what's been going on, you'd understand!)

Mandy's Fantasy?
The knock on the hotel door seemed innocuous enough, neither of the occupants of the room had any reason to suspect that it could be anything other than room service.Bill and Anne had travelled overnight, catching the red eye from Fort Lauderdale to arrive at London Heathrow, early in the morning. They had slept for an hour or two, trying to adjust to the six hour delay from continent to continent.Their two weeks doing Europe started in earnest, tomorrow, with a scheduled bus ride around the ‘Old Town’ of London, taking in Buckingham Palace, Westminster Cathedral and the new to the programme, Princess Diane’s Garden in Hyde Park. For the next few days, England, or at least the bit that really mattered, would be visited, snapped and filed away for winter nights in front of the video player, then to be digested in manageable chunks.Bill roused himself from the comfort of the couch with an effort, grunting at the sudden and unexpected intrusion to their leisure time. He

...last Kiss Goodbye...
(Written By; David N Herrera) In Loves Last Embrace,You Held A Gun Too My Head,Kissed me,You Said "I love You"But Not That Way.. .I have waited for so long for you to pull that trigger...In my heart that's all I wanted from you...Kill me so I may shed no more tears of pain......But...You left me standing there.You had no heart...You left me in pain...I was so sure that you felt for me the way I did for you...But in truth....................I was nothing more than an object.A tool...A means to an end...I thought you loved me so much.I thought you would end the suffering before it began...The darkness has feasted upon my bare and naked soul...I am aloneI have stood here waiting for the light to return back to my eyes.I can't see beyond the darkness that has covered me...Were is my god when I need him most???Why must I wallow in the filth that has been left behind after her leaving me behind???I am not strong enough to stand on my own...I am cold...All I wanted was the swift death sh

As I Slept
I arrived home later than I had told Di, when I rang her earlier that evening, it was after 11pm. As I entered our bedroom, there she was, sound asleep on the bed, she looked so peaceful, laying there on her back with her arms stretched behind her head, with only a sheet covering her lower body, stopping neatly tucked up under her exquisite breasts, I undressed and had a quick shower. As the water ran over me, the thought of her on the bed, in her nakedness, aroused me so much, my cock stood proudly to attention, the fine stream of water spraying from above, danced down on my knob, so exciting me, I thought I would cum in the shower. Enough I thought, I left the shower and dried, threw on my robe and strolled out into the kitchen, a big cold glass of iced water, flick on the TV, and catch the last bit of the late news, and then to bed. Sleep came easy to Di, and she looked incredibly beautiful when she slept, her eyelashes resting against her cheeks and her full red lip

Alarmed
Alarmed My husband John and I love each other deeply, but his work trips leave me alone in our house for so long, he travels with his work so much these days. We never see each other during his fortnightly trips away, I ring him each night, our calls generally end up in poor phone sex, me getting him off, but leaving me hornier than I was before he rang, it was just not enough for me to continue using my fingers, massaging my clit and fingering my pussy while telling him how much I loved sucking him and blowing him, he would cum, and then say goodnight and hang up, leaving me needing a lot more than I could give myself. I needed more to stimulate myself, something to fill me, so I bought a dildo to play with while we excited each other on the phone, it was the end to a means to let off some of my pent up frustration. What I really craved, was my man fucking me every second day like we used to, I so craved for the touch of his hands all over me. I dared not tell him about the di

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Random Poem That Came To Mind.
just started this at random.. I'll add to it. well it might be done.. I dunno.. we will see BTW if you like it leave some love.. L8er daze Fantasy By: ard 6/19/10 The look of her pale skin Brings to mind the sweetest sin So entranced by her lovely eyes I'd give the world to see her smile In a daze losing my mind I know in my heart she'd never be mine A man is allowed to dream Please don't take away my fantasy I'm all alone with secrets to keep Just let me hold her while I sleep She is a wonder with long flowing hair All I want is to be with her there Does she know, can she see Or does she not even notice me A man is allowed to dream Please don't take away my fantasy

Windy City Is Still Here
Holy hell what an afternoon! For those that haven't heard, storms literally blew into the Chicago area and surrounding suburbs. First round was this afternoon, the other hit after 9:00 pm. The skies literally went from bright and sunny to dark and omnimus within a matter of minutes. Working 28 stories up on Michigan Avenue has its vantage points at times. Today it was just scary as hell! We watched the clouds roll in. Not very dark at first and then in a blink of an eye, it was midnight. The wind kicked into high gear, slamming into our windows so hard you could see them vibrating from across the office. Rains followed and it looked like a total dust storm, blowing in sheets. Next to our building is currently a construction site. They tore down the previous building to make way for bigger and better. Well, it sure would have been nice if they secured the crane! In height, I would say it's a good 30+ stories. It was swinging and swaying like it was a child's toy. Literally swinging i

Aligned
Ever get that feeling when everything in your world seems to be aligned just right and you are completely happy. Well that is definatly where my life is at the moment. At 23 I can say I am finally content with where things are and are going in my life. To think it took all these years to feel this way and I wouldn't trade it in for anything in the world. To know I am waking up next to the person I would do anything for and know they would do the same for me is absolutly amazing.

Needing Prayers
I have found out today that my grandma isnt doin well.. they have found cancer in her kidneys an its spreading and because of her age and because of her health they dont know if she will be able to handle surgery.. My grandma is like a second mom to me so it pains me to see her in so much pain and hurtin from everythin she has been goin through over the years.. She is a very strong woman and has faught cancer before but im askin everyone to help and how you may ask.. all it takes is a minute to send a prayer for her to get through this and help her stay strong in her fight.. I know i havent been around much and now you know why, i have been copin with my own health and now helpin my grandma and my mom get through everything.. My mom is takin it very hard cause she is very close to my grandma so ive been tryin to get them to think positive and keep their minds off of things and i know thats hard so ive got big tasks ahead of me... I know i have many true friends on here and im gra

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10 Things About Me.
1. I may be Blonde,but i'm not stupid! 2. Everything you see is REAL not fake. 3. I love flowers of anykind. 4. I'm not as innocent as i look. 5. I am a Lip Gloss Girl. 6. I can be a REAL BITCH,when provoked. 7. I'm use to Getting What i Want. 8. I Need to be Pampered Always. 9. Don't like Liars of anykind. 10.I love to Drink Champagne. Live Life for the Moment,because You Don't know When your Number is Up....

[...sweet Lovely Death. I Am Waiting For Your Breath. Come Sweet Death. One Last Caress...]
[Danzig: Mother] Mother - tell your children not to walk my way Tell your children not to hear my words What they mean, what they say Mother Mother - can you keep them in the dark for life Can you hide from the waiting world? Oh mother Father - going to take your daughter out tonight Going to show her my world Oh, mother Not about to see your light And if you want to find hell with me I can show you what it's like Til you're bleeding Not about to see your light And if you want to find hell with me I can show you what it's --- Mother - tell your children not to hold my hand Tell your children not to understand Oh, mother Father - do you want to bang heads with me? Do you want to feel everything? Oh, father Not about to see your light And if you want to find hell with me I can show you what it's like Til you're bleeding Not about to see your light And if you want to find hell with me I can show you what it's --- [The Misfits: Attitude] Attitude - you got some fucking attitud

To Be A Friend
I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just idiots. I've learned. . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. True friends survive the tides of time and turmoil...others show their immaturity and fail. Friends that have stuck by me as I have them ~ all life lay ahead and we shall continue to grow. Friendship is a treasure that always help us overcome any kind of difficulty, Friendship is a comfort for, somehow which always understand worries and emotions, Friendship is a blessing because it teaches the way to live.

Don't Talk To Me
So there's this guy at work now, replacing the usual teacher who went on maternity leave. I hate this dude, with a serious passion. Now, I don't hate much, or easily, but this guy seriously irks me in every single way. Same guy I mentioned in another blog that calls me "big Lew*. Amongst the many other reasons I hate him are: His greeting of "Yo". The retarded nicknames he gives everyone His irritating "I'll laugh at my joke because no one else will" laugh His know it all attitude The fact he's shit at teaching, and he's meant to be a teacher His blatant disregard for how the department works, even though he's worked there before He lets the kids get away with everything, today one class stole at least 4 batteries, the big D ones I was doing some work on eBay today, he walked in to the room, saw my ring and asked if I was engaged. I politely said yes, he asks "really, or are you joking", I say yes, I am, my boss says, he is, he says, "no, you're joking right" I say no. H

First Year On Fubar
It was a year ago this week I joined Fubar ~ no intent to meet anyone in person, but it's wonderful to make online friendships and lasting connections with some really great people across the country and around the globe. These online networking sites sure do wonders to shrink the Great Expanse to a more manageable size. I want to thank everyone ~ EVERYONE ~ who's been a part of my year-long journey. First I want to thank my Fubar FAMILY. Not just a bunch of names for the rankings, because I don't care if I'm level 4 or 400 here. It's all about the quality of people, and THESE people have contributed much more than just virtual drinks. Some have fantastic profiles, or great music, or always know the right thing to say on an otherwise mediocre day. They've been welcoming and inspirational and each one of them deserves thanks beyond words. My Fubar FRIENDS have been a phenomenal bunch as well. For certainly without them, I wouldn't keep coming back. Look in my photos and spend an hour

Srs ? For Michigan Friends
So... I just went to see my Mom again, and she's really having issues from the chemo she's on. She's got blisters on her feet, knees, hands, and it hurts her like hell. She's lost 75 pounds in the last year, and she looks like she's aged more than 10 years since she was diagnosed with small cell lung cancer in April '09. She's gotten her oncologist's approval for medical marijuana, but has no clue how to go about getting ahold of it (the doc just said she had to find a licensed dispensary but didn't know where to find one). Anyone have a clue for me? Thanks

What Types Of Music Do You Enjoy
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Funny City Names
I am bored, and this is a subject everyone can have fun with... so I looked up funny city names on google and what do ya know, theres a site dedicated to just this... Funny city names from around the world...heres a few, some of which are well known already 1. Fucking (Austria)2. French Lick (Indiana, USA)3. Boring (Oregon, USA)5. Dildo (Newfoundland, Canada)6. Why (Arizona, USA) I am bored, and this is a subject everyone can have fun with... so I looked up funny city names on google and what do ya know, theres a site dedicated to just this... Funny city names from around the world...heres a few, some of which are well known already 7. Blowhard (Australia)8. Fart (Virginia, USA)9. Climax (Michigan, USA)10. Truth Or Consequences (New Mexico, USA)11.Llanfairpwllgwyngyllgogerychwyrndrobwllllantysiliogogogoch (Wales). The translation of the name is ' St. Marys Church in the Hollow of the White Hazel Near to the Rapid Whirlpool of Llantysilio of the Red Cave'.The name was gi

Bleed It Out....lincoln Park
Yeah here we go for the hundred timeHand grenade pins in every lineThrow 'em up and let something shineGoing out of my fucking mind Filthy mouth, no excuseFind a new place to hang this nooseString me up from atop these roofsKnot it tight so I won't get loose Truth is you can stop and stareRun myself out and no one caresDug a trench out, laid down thereWith a shovel up out of reach somewhere Yeah someone pour it inMake it a dirt dance floor againSay your prayers and stomp it outWhen they bring that chorus in I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it awayI bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it awayI bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it awayJust to throw it away, just to throw it away I bleed it out, go, stop the showChoppy words in a sloppy flowShotgun, I pull, lock and loadCock it back and then watch it go Mama help me I've been cursedDeath is rolling in every verseCandy paint on his brand new HearseCan't contain him he knows he works Fuck this hurts, I won

All Your Love... Steelheart
Gave me your heart, gave me everything you hadWhen I was down and needed you the mostShowed me love when I knew not what love wasYou shared your laughs and kissed away the tearsYou're my life, you're the hand that leads me throughForever, baby, I'll keep on loving youI would crawl for a million miles, just tokiss the lips that made me smileOh, that made me smileI was blind, I was on the runThe night has a thousand eyes, a heartbut one, oh, the heart but oneI just melt when your eyes meet mineOh the thought of holding you, oh just the thought ofChorus:It's all your love (it's all your love) thatkeeps me hanging on (hangin' on)I count the days without you by my sideIt's all your love (it's all your love) That keeps my dreams alive (dreams alive)And girl I can't thank you enoughFor all your loveTell me, child, will you love me when I grow oldWill your tender touch be the same?'Cause your heart means to me a world of goldAnd without you, baby, I'd be lost and coldYou make me feel like a su

Reading Naked
I want to invite you to a reading by a few girls. Not just any reading but one where the girls are reading naked. Yes, naked on stage reading what ever they want. I thought that would get your attention. The group is called Naked Girls Reading. And they are in major cities across the country. Want to know more? Read on, naked if you wish http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,594829,00.html BlastFM prefers to be clothed when steaming music. What you wear when you listen is up to you. Tune in 24/7 www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

I Don't Care -by- Apocalyptica
I try to make it through my life,In my way,There's you,I try to make it through these lies,That's all, I doJust don't deny it,Just don't deny it,And deal with it,Yeah deal with it,You try to break me,You wanna break me,Bit by bit,Thats just part of itIf you were dead or still alive,I don't care - I don't care,And all the things you left behind,I don't care - I don't careI try to make you see my side,Always trying to stay in line,But your eyes see right through,That's all they do,I'm getting tired of this shit,I've got no room when it's like this,But your wanting me,Just deal with it!SO!If you were dead or still alive,I don't care - I don't care,And all the things you left behind,I don't care - I don't careNOTHING CAN CARE ABOUT! NOTHING CAN CARE ABOUT!YOU WON'T BE THERE FOR ME! YOU WON'T BE THERE FOR MEEEEEEEE!If you were dead or still alive,I don't care - I don't care,And all the things you left behind,I don't care - I don't careIf you were dead or still alive,I don't care (NOTHING CA

Economic Stimulus...
So... Really... They thought that trickle-down economics was going to work when it totally failed during the Regan administration, yet they do it again... I'm so sick of hearing how the big companies are dong well while the common people are still not really seeing the benefits of these bailouts... This is totally ridiculous.

~lost Without You~
Robin Thicke Song Lyrics.....It's Like That....Isn't It?? I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby Tell me how you love me more And how you think I'm sexy baby But you don't want nobody else You don't want this guy You don't want that guy You wanna touch yourself when you see me Tell me how you love my body And how I make you feel baby You wanna roll with me You wanna to hold with me You wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me I just love to hear you say it It makes a man feel good baby Tell me you depend on me I need to here it I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby Baby your the perfect shape Baby your the perfect weight Treat me like my birthday I want it this way I want it that way I want it Tell me you don't w

Challenged!
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Die Mf Die
I don't need your forgiveness I don't need your hate I don't need your acceptance So what should I do I don't need your resistance I don't need your prayers I don't need your religion I don't need a thing from you I don't do what I've been told Your so lame why don't you Just go Die mother fucker die mother fucker die I don't need your prison I don't need your pain I don't need your decision So what should I do I don't need your approval I don't need your hope I don't need your lectures I don't need a thing from you I'll be sorry when I'm old You're so full of shit man Just go Die mother fucker die mother fucker die Boom I don't need your forgiveness I don't need your hate I don't need your acceptance So what should I do I'll be sorry so you've said I'm not sorry Bang You're Dead Die mother fucker die mother fucker die Die ( I DID NOT WRITE THIS)

Truth
Hate is what I feel for you, And I want you to know that I want you dead. You're late for the execution... If you're not here soon, I'll kill your friend instead. All the pain I feel Couldn't start to heal Although I would like it to I hate you and your apathy. You can leave, you can leave, I don't want you here. I'm playing this pantomime, But I don't see you showing any signs of fear. All the pain I feel Couldn't start to heal Although I would like it to This time I'm for real My pain can not heal You will be dead when I'm through Pain and execution Put your hands in the air Put your hands in the air The air... yeah I am, I am Israel's son Israel's son I am Put your hands in the air Put your hands in the air (I DID NOT WRITE THIS )

Distant Love
Did you ever say I love you And the breeze took your words away Did you feel them as they lingered Then slowly drifted on their way Did they journey long, searching for The distant love you hoped they’d find Was someone out there listening For words from heart and mind Did you ever hear I love you As the wind blew through the trees Closed your eyes and felt them there As they came quietly in the breeze Did you ever say I love you And hear it whispered in return Feeling your distant love beside you And the desire within you burn Did you ever see I love you Floating quietly to you with ease Wandering peacefully there beside you Comes I love you in the breeze

Against A Master's Wishes Part Deux
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There is an Ass that shall name nameless, you might guess if you like who this shit for bird brain is but I'm mad at him Then add to that equation there is a woman who shall name nameless but you might guess if you saw her flowing red Afro hair which she has dyed blonde, floating around on a broom stick. So the story begins the other day on a dark and stormy day, I of course the princess of the castle was going about my way merrily, When my black berry came to life informing me that i got mail. I tucked my baby in for the day making sure she is not going to beat me for a while and open the attachment What i saw would scare a baby out of the uterus... THAT FEATHERED DELIQUENT HAS PUT THAT RED HEADED WITCH ON TOP OF ME~ now we all know this can not be true since i am the PITCHER and she is the CATCHER so if that bird brain doesn't come clean in the next 30 minutes ill have to show you all the picture in which he spelt my name right... The innocent mother of ham

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According To You I'm stupid I'm useless According to you I'm difficult Hard to please Forever changing my mind I'm a mess in a dress Can't show up on time Even if it would save my life According to you According to you But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible He can't get me out of his head According to him I'm funny,irresistible Everything he ever wanted Everything is opposite I don't feel like stopping it So baby tell me what I got to lose He's into me for everything I'm not According to you According to you I'm boring I'm moody You can't take me any place According to you I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away I'm the girl with the worst attention span You're the boy who puts up with it According to you According to you But according to him I'm beautiful,incredible He can't get me out of his head According to him I'm funny, irresistible Everything he ever wanted Everything is opposite I don't feel like stopping it So baby tell me what I got to lose He'

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I'm walking around the building this evening talking to a friend of mine when all of the sudden the call just totally distorts. It sounded like a fax machine connecting in my ear only worse and longer. I actually had to shut my phone off to get it to work right again. I finish my conversation with her and call the person I was talking to prior back. I get to the exact same spot my phone freaked out at when this ball of light pops up in the sky out of no where. Arcs and flies over the roof of our building with this sparkling trail behind it. I'm standing in our parking lot like, holy fuck what was that? Yup. A shooting star. I've never seen anything like that. Freaked me the hell out. LOL