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My Hero
I need to vent. I need to get and express the hurt that's going on inside before it bursts. It feels like a losing battle - treading water with a ton of weight pulling you down; I'm swimming, yet still sinking. My gandfather grew up a in a broken home during the depression. At that point in life, already off to a bad start - a very poor family sometimes eating turnips for days on end, and also being very unwanted - his grandmother at one point tried to kill him. Time went on, he grew up. He found work, got married, had a son. The marriage fell apart, and the little boy, an uncle I'd never meet passed away at the age of 6 to leukemia. Fate still was not done dealing him bad hands. He wound up a medic on the front lines in World War II. Many of the scenes at the beginning of the movie Saving Private Ryan, he witnessed first-hand; more than enough to scar anyone for life. You'd never know it. Life went on, he met my grandma, married, had 5 more kids and eventually 10 grandkids. Me, b

Without You... ( For My Man :d )
without you, there is no reason to live every moment , there is no reason to wake up in the morning , there is no reason to breathe every breath. without you , my world is gone , my life is meaning less , my heart stops beating. without you , all colors are dull , all food is tasteless , all flowers are wilted. without you , there is no light , there is no warmth , there is no music. without you , i can not love , i cant not live , i can not laugh. without you ,

Think Ill Stay In Bed Today
People ask me what is wrong Why I have a broken spirit But so often when I speak It seems no one can hear it or is it that they don't listen trapped in this prison trying to figure out why it always feels like somethings missin if anyone has a clue I wish that they would let me in I wasn't programmed correctly and it seems I wasn't meant to win I try keep my head high I try to live my life right but no matter what I do I feel pain and emptiness at night Maybe it all stems from bad choices I have made before

The Playoffs
November 5, 2010SIERRA LEAGUE YOUTH FOOTBALLsemi-final playoff gameFernley v. LassenNumber one ranked Fernley Vaqueros took the field against the fourth ranked Lassen Grizzlies. Do or die, the winner goes to the championship game, the loser goes home. I sat in the announcer booth and called the game - I was a last minute substitution. Trying hard not to be partisan, avoiding the urge to argue with the refs over the public address system, keeping it clean - I had never done this before.End of the first half, no score. This was not going to be an easy win. As Coach Johnny says, "You think you've been working hard, but there's always another team that's working harder."Midway through the third quarter, Lassen scored on a punt return. 6 to 0 and it was the fist time that Fernley had trailed in a game all season. Coach Harris told the team, "When you get knocked down, you have to get back up and fight." In the fourth quarter, the Vaqueros rallied. Two breakaway touchdown

Football Tirade
Ya know what Brett Favre...Fuck you. Learn when to quit and call it a day while you still have some mother fucking pride! Between you and Childress you took what was an AMAZING team and drove it into the ground with your bullshit male posturing. Oh noes! Moss didn't hustle to a TD catch...well the rest of the fuckin' team has nothing together today...at least w/ Moss on the field we had another deep threat to take the pressure off Harvin...So thanks assholes....You've ruined my Sundays and I want nothing more than to punch you both in the goody bag.

Holiday Shopping
I'm a wholesaler/distributor in the Oshkosh, WI area dealing in quality merchandise that has reasonable prices & special discounts. I carry a wide range of products in a variety of categories. For example, I carry collectibles, dragons, eagles, dolphins, Sunrise Creek candles, house decor, decorative accents, gifts for him, gifts for her, household helpers, kitchen products, lighting products, chess sets, games, toys, electronics & more. I offer specialty merchandise to anyone looking for quality merchandise at reasonable prices, wholesalers, mom & pop stores, small chain stores, franchise stores, major chain retailers, anyone wanting to purchase merchandise for swap meets/flea markets, gift shops or fund raisers...pretty much anyone & everyone in the United States & Canada. Please visit my website at www.TrishasTrinketsandTreasures.com to browse my catalog of online merchandise. If you live in the Fox Valley area & would like more selections, I have a big book that contains all

The Glow Radio
Sunday on The Glow Radio: Deejay Dovey starts off our Sunday starting at Noon Pacific/1pm Mountain/2pm Central/3pm Eastern DJ Siren spinning 80's, 90's, Today's Rock, & Metal Music starting at 3pm Pacific/5pm Central/6pm Eastern next up is TonytheMisfit and his Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 6pm Pacific/8pm Central/9pm Eastern closing tonight will be the Bossman James Bound and tonight he will be spinning Classic Rock Music starting at 9pm Pacific/11pm Central/Midnight Eastern Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory or you can go to our website at: ___________________ www.TheGlowRadio.com Tune in and enjoy the best tus anyhere on the Web. The music community for the cool

Lance Rant 4
ts 5am. I haven't hated on this in quite sometime. it's also still 5am.I however do not hate 5am. But lately I do hate certain lingo such as, people saying the word "merked" "I fuckin merked his ass" you sound like a cunt mouth. not super cool or 1337. please stop. also Online short hand. IE: lol. wtf. brb. but the known basics are ok. wtf and brb will never bother me. but lately i've seen people post "SMH" (shake my head) i guess? No. no no no. we are NOT adding new short had. fuck no! i'm still not cool with "bff" or "IMHO" AND!!"FTW" DOES NOT MEAN 'for the win'. it always and will be 'fuck the world'"ATM" DOES NOT MEAN 'at the moment' it always and will be ' ass to moth'IF you text me " with my mom ATM" I will automaticly assume you are with your mother as to mouth....

Whats New With Me
come jan 2011 i have lived in my apt for 2yrs.well my daughter is gettin so big now an she 2 yrs old now,she just turned 2 on Oct 15,2010.she been walkin since end of feb 2010,o wait back in feb of this yr my baby brother passed away on feb 5-i miss him.Im workin on gettin my daughter potty train.

A Friends Music Is In A Contest.
So a musician friend of mine is in a jingle competition for the Shake Weight. Could my friends on here please go to the link below and vote for Eric Michael Hopper. he's jingle number 9. Thanks in advance!!! www.shakeweightsong.com

Christmas Gift Idea
Christmas gift idea APPLE DOES IT AGAIN Apple announced today that it has developed a breast implant that can store and play music. The iTit will cost from $499 to $699, depending on cup and speaker size. This is considered a major social breakthrough, because women are always complaining about men staring at their breasts and not listening to them.

My New Blogger Blog Is Online!
I just got around to fixing my blogger problem, I lost my gmail/blogger pw and no longer had the alternate email they had! It was just faster and easier to create a new blogger! I just started posting on it and will be providing all the links to my pics and videos and yes you can expect the same wild crazy stuff too! Thank you my friends who have waited so patiently for me to get off my lazy ass and fix that issue!

What This Blog Is About....
This blog will be about some stuff that my girls and I talk about..... Pretty Simple. I will post stuff as we come up with it - so no schedule to how often things are updated here. But Im sure some of it will shock you - most will probably make you laugh... And it will definitely give you an insight into our warped world... In some cases, names will be changed to protect the innocent or insecure.

First Love
"First Love" is meant as the first person you thought you loved. Your first relationship. Not as your first true love. When looking back at your first love what is the most memorable thing that comes to mind? How and why did that relationship end? And how has "love" changed for you since that relationship? As with all other questions.. please stay on subject and IF YOU CANT BE HONEST - DONT COMMENT. Please check out the other questions of the day. Please Rate This Blog

Events That Can Shape Us
Sometimes it takes traumatic events to put things in perspective and make you realize what is really important in life and realize somethings you thought were important don't really mean shit. Cherish your friends, family and anyone else you love and care about. Don't hesitate to let them know. Make peace, not conflicts and be thankful for everything you have. I posted this on Facebook and my livejournal....

When My Mom Caught My Spirit Gf. Why I Prefer Spirit Girls Over Living Girls!
I was having a romantic relationship with a spirit girl before I finally decided to look up "astral sex" on the Internet to see what other people have to say about it. I mainly just kiss and hug a spirit girl. It's funny but I'm completely comfortable with her and I can't even talk to the girls on this Earth much less have any kind of physical contact (holding hand, kissing, hugging etc.) with them. If I didn't have several near-death experiences over my 1st love I probably wouldn't have learned about the spirit girl that is usually with me. On one of my Birthday's while me and my mom were staying in this office I went to do yard work to make some money and mainly to have an excuse not to be here when my aunt showed up while I was miles from here my mom told me she in her peripheral vision (corner of her eye) she could see a short alien with long dark hair and wearing a robe run thru this office really quick. I thought it seemed a little odd because I haven't seen any bein

Friendship
Friendship ~ None of that sissy shit.You will see no cute little smiley faces on this Just the stone cold truth of our friendship.When you are sad I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad.When you are blue I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.When you smile I will know you are thinking of something that I would probably want to be involved in.When you are scared I will rag on you about it every chance I get until you're NOT.When you are worried I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining.When you are confused I will try to use only little words.When you are sick Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have.When you fall I will laugh at your clumsy ass, but I'll help you up.This is my oath .... I pledge it to the end. 'Why?' you may ask because you are my friend.

Overheard At Youth Group One Night
David, "I work with this chick who is afraid of zombies so she keeps a bat under her bed. Girl, "My AUNT is afraid of zombies too and SHE keeps a bad under HER bed!" Cassie, *gasp* "They keep BATS under their beds?" David & Girl, "Yes." Cassie, "THAT'S ANIMAL CRUELTY!"

How Guph Visited The Whimsies
WORD COUNT: 8,004 Ok, so I didn’t get any words of my latest magnum opus “Refugees From The Emerald City” typed out yesterday (so what you’re seeing is my word count as of Thursday), but on my day off I found myself busier – in the sense of spending more time with my family busy – than I normally do on days I work! But I guess no one here can relate to that, can they? While we had pot roast cooking in our crock pot last night, shortly after I got home so Mary could go to work just after I’d dropped Martha off – and I love the audacity of this – and run a few errands SHE ASKED ME TO DO, then asks me when I picked her up why I wasn’t home “early enough” for Mary to get to work on time. I seem to have forgotten some parts of town require thirty-five minutes to get to … but now that I’ve said it, I’ll let it drop. Yesterday (and I am kicking myself for this) Sarah and Jeffrey didn’t

What Childhood Toy Are You?
You Are a Kite You've always been a dreamer, and you started dreaming at a very early age. You can get lost in a fantasy. As a kid, you were happy to let your imagination go wild. The smallest things can spark the biggest ideas. You can get lost in your own inner world simply by flying a kite. As a kid, you didn't even really want toys. You would much rather play make believe than play with an expensive toy. What Childhood Toy Are You? Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity

Hmmm
Sometimes life throws us a curve Makes us stop and makes us swurve We pick ourselves up when we fall down Another opportunity will come around Dont worry about me for I am strong I will be happy before too long When it will come I do not know But for now it is my time to go Right now I sit upon my face is a blank stare The next challenge in life awaits me somewhere

Happy Hour Give Away Anything Goes
CONTEST IS ON GOING!!!!! NO END DATE!!!! Im gonna steal an idea out of Babyj's play book and try something new. How about a simple little contest where I give away a happy hour to those ladies willing to participate in my lil game? To be entered in the contest, all you have to do is create a salute photo for me in your fubar album that you'd like to submit, anything goes. Ladies you can do teasers and nsfw salutes in addition to sfw salutes as well...Just click the 'link to photo' link under the photo and copy the html embed code with the thumbnail and paste it into a comment in this blog post. the photo should contain at least YOU and my name JT of course...You can customize the photo any way you want, so be creative now lol. Bonus points will be added for members of the armed forces who are currently deployed, female strippers, pic text messages for those of you that have my number. I'll periodically give away a Happy Hour to the winner/winners, based on style, sexiness, and

Observed In The Mists
couldn't a person wait to be "done with this place" until the 12 hour period in which they're someone else's (not mine!! I don't even have this ability) point recipient is over? Rather makes that other person feel like they're giving their points away for nothing- if only because they are giving their points away for nothing. Ah well. I don't know either of the two people involved, it just seems rather a case of ingratitude...

Lances' Hate List #1
The band Tool, The movies: Dune, heavy metal, All British comedy's, Little Shop of Horrors, A West Side Story, All Tyler Perry films, ALSO: Fish andbirds as pets, Sand at the beach, people justifying making your beddaily, racist and homophobs, typical Pot heads and ALL pot headculture. dreadlocks, and adults with pink,green,purple,orange(dyed) hair. menthols cigarettes, Non-crispy bacon, The TV Series Kidsin The Hall. people who brag about knowing unsigned bands and/or localmusic and preaching some bullshit music manifesto about the Realism andhow True they are to music, People who currently buy Records and stillsay..."it sounds better", Vegans and them Pushing it or even mentioningtheir life style when it's not asked.

The Puzzle Pieces Are Coming Together, Like It Or Not.
And in my case, not. I tend to notice contradictions. If someone says something, writes something, posts a picture, anything that is in conflict with something previous, I immediately remember that previous event in my head. At that point, each becomes a puzzle piece in my mind, joined by any subsequent relevent happenings. Eventually, most of these puzzles become a complete picture. Some of them are pretty. Sometimes they're funny. Often they reveal a way of thinking and feeling far different from my own. And of course, sometimes they're just plain ugly. These often make me wish I was oblivious to remembering and noticing this shit. Wishing I noticed little or nothing, as the sources of them often do. I write this as two this week became complete pictures, neither of them pleasant. But at least neither a big surprise. A third is taking shape and I think I'd call it complete if not for the fact I don't want to believe the result. If you get this far, you didn't actually have to

Lance Rant 3
UGH! next on my list of shit Lance hates...Sweet pickles. I have NEVER met a person who enjoyed sweet pickles. Most people either dislike pickles all together. or enjoy good ol' Dill...FUCK YOU CARLS JR AND YOUR LOVE OF SWEET PICKLES! POISONING YOUR HAMBURGERS WITH EM'!Also, I hate syrup flavour dispensers at 7-11 and/or AM/PM Soda fountain...fuckin, pointless and gross...yes, let me RUIN my wonderful Dr. Pepper with Lemon jizz juice...if you want Cherry in your coke...GET A FUCKIN CHERRY COKE!

P.h
Hidden from me,she is now found,A beauty I should never have lost.A friend that had vanished,To my heart it did cost.Will she smile at me again,Even close to the way before.Or will I pay the price,And never hold her heart nomore.Please beautiful smile for me,I hope brighter than ever.Because you will never leave my sight,My friend,my beauty forever.

For What It's Worth By Buffalo Springfield
There's something happening here What it is ain't exactly clear There's a man with a gun over there Telling me I got to beware I think it's time we stop, children, what's that sound Everybody look what's going down There's battle lines being drawn Nobody's right if everybody's wrong Young people speaking their minds Getting so much resistance from behind I think it's time we stop, hey, what's that sound Everybody look what's going down What a field-day for the heat A thousand people in the street Singing songs and carrying signs Mostly say, hooray for our side It's time we stop, hey, what's that sound Everybody look what's going down Paranoia strikes deep Into your life it will creep It starts when you're always afraid You step out of line, the man come and take you away We better stop, hey, what's that sound Everybody look what's going down Stop, hey, what's that sound Everybody look what's going down Stop, now, what's that sound Everybody look what's going d

The Glow Radio
Saturday Rock Block on The Glow Radio: The Reverend DJ Furg & his "Church of Rock" he will be spinning his mix of Punk, Grunge, Hard Rock & Metal Music starting at 3pm Pacific/4pm Mountain/5pm Central/6pm Eastern next up is The Mistress of Hard Rock & Metal; "Thee Witch" starting at 6pm Pacific/7pm Mountain/8pm Central/9pm Eastern next is Tony the Misfit with his Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm Pacific/10pm Mountain/11pm Central/Midnight Eastern Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory or you can go to our website at: ___________________

Day 08
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why 1. finish all my nursing classes, i'm so over giving pervy old men showers ¬ getting paid for it.2. spend more time with my momma, i miss her.3. spend more time with my best friends, i miss them.4. get my car fixed 5. getting all my grades in school to atleast a C+ average 6. getting new sheets for my bed, hah7. having more sex :)8. taking my ACT's9. fill in college applications 10. BE A BETTER HUMAN BEING nursing school is seriously cutting into 'me' time, i'm seriously over it :/

It Is What It Is
Stress Stress is eating at me every minute and second of the day, how do I cope with the horrible effects and make it go away?I feel so tired and run down and I don't sleep, I lie in bed at night and wonder why it runs so deep.Everyone asks why do you look so sad, do I tell them that my stress is eating me up and that I feel really bad?Does everyone notice how I walk around in a daze, and that I have deep black bags under my eyes nowadays.I wake up every morning feeling so hopeless, like nothing ever goes right and wondering why my life has to be such a mess.Stress is my one worst enemy, it’s taken over my mind and my whole life in every single degree. Starting Over

Poetry
"Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that. Let us not seek to satisfy our thirst for freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hatred. Hatred paralyzes life; love releases it. Hatred confuses life; love harmonizes it. Hatred darkens life; love illuminates it. Let no man pull you low enough to hate him."

I Need Your Ratings On My Original Music!
My music will be continuously entered in contests on OurStage.com . http://www.ourstage.com/profile/jpatrickmorgan/songs The outcome is based upon how the general public rates the music, and that of course is YOU. So, if you like the music, tell all your friends about it and have them go rate it too. It will be a big boost for my upcoming CD release. You've already heard yesterday and today's top 40 over and over and over again. Lots of groups and genres to choose from, so go check out tomorrow's top 40 for something new and different. Because independant musicians like us can't afford payola on the network radio stations.

This Life Of Mine
My train journey’s are becoming legendary, on Thursday I caught the train to Manchester as I was off to stay overnight courtesy of BBC so I could get up early Friday and do a slot on Woman’s Hour BBC radio 4. The train down to Preston was chugging about a bit; I didn’t feel good and soon felt sick. I have never had travel sickness in my life. There is nothing worse than going into a train loo, lifting the lid with a patina of sweat on your torso, a heaving vomit in your throat and staring at a shit stained loo. I gagged up as much as I could and staggered back to my seat. What the fuck was wrong with me? Sick? Was I pregnant? I think am pregnant at least six times a year, don’t ask me why, I have never had an unplanned pregnancy but in a past life I must have had seventeen abortions and at least ten babies and that’s blighted my soul forever. Ok back to real life….I think the engine was dodgy as I felt like I was on a dodgy boat. Then th

Rating My Pics....
For about a week now, I have been offering to pay people to rate all my pics.... I currently have around 350 pictures with about 30 being in a "Family Only" folder.... I understand that not everyone can rate those particular pictures and that is fine with me.... They will still get paid for rating all of the rest.... I am currently paying 140K which I believe is more than fair.... I ran into an issue this morning where someone said that they haven't been paid.... So, to avoid any further confusion or delay I have made a folder with screen shots of the payments.... This will not only protect me from having to double pay someone, it also proves to others who are rating my pics that they will indeed get paid.... Another issue that I have run into is people commenting on the pictures that all have been rated.... In my status it clearly states: "Paying 140K for rating all my pics.... PM me when you are done...." If people do not send me a Personal Message to my inbox I cannot guarantee paym

Immediate Attraction....
You are at a party... You look across the room and see someone that you have never said a word to... you find them attractive... What is a phsyical attribute that can instantly attract you to someone else? Is there an instant turn off? And how does it or can it change once you meet someone and get to know them? As with all other questions.. please stay on subject and IF YOU CANT BE HONEST - DONT COMMENT. Please check out the other questions of the day. Please Rate This Blog

Alterizing
With the credits you buy me I will get what is needed for the points with the credits. The credits isnt added onto whats going to be ran. 50 Credits = 6 hrs of my time which in that 6 hrs youll get atleast 12 mil points 100 credits = 12 hrs of my time which in that 12 hrs youll get atleast 24 mil points 150 credits = 18 hrs of my time which in that 18 hrs youll get atleast 36 mil points 200 credits = 24 hrs of my time which in that 24 hrs youll get atleast 48 mil points 250 credits = 30 hrs of my time which in that 30 hrs youll get atleast 60 mil points 300 credits = 36 hrs of my time which in that 36 hrs youll get atleast 72 mil points 350 credits = 42 hrs of my time which in that 42 hrs youll get atleast 84 mil points 400 credits = 48 hrs of my time which in that 48 hrs youll get atleast 96 mil points Other deals can be made just shout box me and we can set something up :). Refer someone and have them also buy my points and recieve 20% off your next purchase of my points.

Poetry By Me
Farewell world. farewell daughter. farewell till my eternal slaughter. day to day living has driven me insane, finding the courage to not drive this spike into my brain. i hate this life, consistantly filled with strife; struggling to not lose my mind. i hate myself, always wanted to be thin. no one ever beheld what i had within never seeing the beauty they say that god has given. farewell world. farewell daughter. i welcome my eternal slaughter. isolated by my beloved, seemingly death i have devoted. my decaying body soon found bloated. saddened with every effort wasted; true happiness i have never tasted. pricking my finger on this thorn, wishing that i was never born. farewell world. farewell daughter. the abyss swallows me; as i step into my eternal slaughter

Whispers
the cold wind bitterly tore at my face as the first wintery snow began to fall.i pulled my colar around my neck and looked across the frozen tundra.id done alot in my life an now it was all comming to an end.i sat near a fallen log,the snow freezing to my coat,and i pondered what the doctors had told me that morning.i had been diagnosed with stomach and colan cancer,my time could be measured with a six month calender.it had been a good life,i had no regrets and had made alot of friends but there were times thaaat werent so great also. i remembered the good as well as the bad.id been a cop and had started at an early age in my profession.i was moved from school to school to help combat the growing drug problems.i did this with no remorse becouse id seen my best friend die before my eyes from an over dose.with this assignment i was able to help alot of kids,not just throw them in jail and forget.for this i felt good an i kept in contact with several for manny years.the bad part was alo

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Amazed And Blessed
Have'nt blogged in awhile but something so incredibly sweet happened and i just have to share it. Tonight after dinner i was cleaning the kitchen and i noticed my oldest daughter Cate staring at me and so i smiled and kept on cleaning. After a few minutes i could still feel her lil eye's on me and so i look back at the table and there she sit's quietly staring. I'm thinking either i have a booger hanging out my nose or food on my chin from the pizza..so i ask "what are you staring at ?", she smiles but doesnt answer and i persist with "c'mon do i have food on my face, what is it?" Then with the sweetest, kindest, gentlest voice she says "mommy because you're so pretty".....i literally melted. It's those little things that mean so very much and make everything ok. That is all, ty

If
If If there were words to express the depths of my heart would they guild the clouds with sunshine after rain? If there were shades of every color, would this be enough to pour out the landscape of my world? If there were days enough to hold the silver thread running rampant through my heart, would you listen to the quiet murmurs and hear the hidden thoughts that travel like a liquid thunder storm of hope? The constance of strength like a soft wind courses like blood through my veins and I am succored. The slating of a rampant thirst whisks the darkness to replace with vibrant shades of "Yes, it is enough just to be." Janelle Gregory 2009

Kidkel69 And Trippy
Trippy and I go way.........back. I first met Sandy and Tim (Trippy's brother) viewing their awesome art and amazing videos on YOUTUBE. Although Sandy and Trippy have a love /hate relationship, Sandy referred me to Trippy. Trippy was invited to join ALL~MOST FAMOUS REVIEW over on Kick Apps , as an entertainer, but our sponsors suspended him for his profanity. I tried to explain to my affiliate's , that Trippy may have been suffering from an un-treated case of Tourette syndrome. I was unable to resolve the issue. I followed Trippy everywhere he went, but I believe Trippy was always sour over the incident. (http://www.rockingfunmusic.com/) HIT BIG BLUE KICK APPS LINK I especially enjoyed the subjects of Jimmy Hendrix and Jim Morrison presented by ONE BLACK ROSE. (see art and bio here) http://www.angelfire.com/sotp45/index.html I asked the ONE BLACK ROSE team to be showcased in our Halloween edition of, ALL~MOST FAMOUS FAMOUS VIDEO REVIEW MAGAZINE with Kidk

Love Happens When You Atleast Expect It
i always believe when you turn your back on love it thats when you find it . my bff jenna who knows me in and out and i took a vacation to cali and i saw her on the beach and she looks like a mix between katy perry and pam anderson good mix huh lol anyways i never thought we be bff and we are awesome friends and we always find ways to talk to each other and she have been depressed because her girlfriend dump her for a whore and she said well i'm giveing up on love all that shit you say when your hurt and i told her love will happen when you atleast expect it and she said yay right and just now she called me and told me she have been dateing someone new for 4 months and i never heard her been so happy before in my life because i was right and to make my self feel even better i made her tell me hahahaha and the one thing i learned from this love experience is that you can't hurry up and find love most of the time love finds you . for me i'm single and sometimes i wish i was not single bu

My Meaning Of Fu....
I have been on fu over a 2 years now and have seen and heard things I would prefer to forget about. Like most here, I was invited with no warning or explanation of what Fubar is. I almost didn't stay but I looked around and tried to figure out the "rules" and how "the game" was being played. I soon found out the posted rules are often broken or ignored completely and the game was open for interpretation. I read the blogs written by the yellow names and still find myself confused as to what the hell I am supposed to be doing here. The game even changes by it's creator quite often. I always joke that fubar must be baby jesus thesis or a cruel experiment on human behavior. When you combine people from all walks of life and give them the anonymity of a computer, you are bound to see people acting like they never would in real life. Which brings up the question, why does fubar say this is "real fun"? Cracks me up every time I read it. There are those here that only ask you to be

Lance Rant #2
Next on my list of hate?ASSHOLES! making a right turn at a stoplight when I'm walking across. you see, I have the little tiny green guy on the sign across the street saying "hey lance, come on over, it's been awhile. oh? don't worry bout other cars. I got your back man" then some cockass starts to make his right turn. all while looking left...so I stop. he stops half way. we lock eyes. I slowly start to walk again. just then he steps on the gas a bit and inches again. causing me to stop....now he stops again. Eyes lock once more.... by the time I finally make it to the other side? my little green walking friend on the sign is gone. now I'm greeted by some lame ass. flashing red hand who can't make up his mind....fuck you car. fuck you.....

Dj Adam Weekend Schedule
Saturday - The Tasty Spot - 2p-5p: First Session as Staff Saturday - TapOut - 8p-10p: Trippppppppppin Saturday - RnR Lounge - 10p-12a: Ladies of Rap session Sunday - The Tasty Spot - 2p-5p: TBD Sunday - Club Paradise - 6p-9p: General Crazy Adam

Wanna Win A 65 Bling Pack
hiya ladies wanna win a free 65 bling pack? well im gonna give a 65 bling pack to the lady who takes the sexiest leg shot salute. So put on your colored stockings,fishnets or just ur nude legs and my id and come enter for your chance to win

Attention Sluts
It's been a while since I've entered anything! No one ever reads these, I know, but writing things out makes me feel better. Maybe there's a fubar fairy that reads every little thing entered. I dunno. But anyway.... Today's rant: Attention sluts. You know them. You know how they work. They update their status constantly, sometimes not even changing it just so it shows up in the bar tab. "HIII - LOOK AT MEEEE!!!" I know it's not gender-specific either, but since I have more female than male friends on here, I see female attention-seekers far more often. Also, since I don't have boobs, guys aren't vying for my attention! We all know how the leveling game is played on here, and I'm not going to knock anyone for wanting to achieve Oracle status. Hell, I've gotten caught up in the point-collecting also. I'm one of those who buys their own special powers bling - I never beg or ask my friends to spend their hard-earned money on me. I rate plenty of family and friend's photos to help them le

Pleasure Only
My mind wonders, I think of you, the flame inside my soul alights, I hear your voice in my ear, although you are not in site. I feel your teeth on my neck, like a candle, I begin to burn. Your arm encircles me, I hear your whispering words, "My sweet, my beautiful one, my love" Your tongue on my ear, sending shivers down my spine. You tug at my hair, pull back my head. Lost in your kiss, your fingers pulling me closer still. You sense my lust, my heart beats fast, The flame burns more, my desire unfolds. You claw at my breast, your lips scattering kisses. I relax, trusting in your love and touch. Then you sink your teeth into my flesh, I cry out in pain, Mixed with a pleasure, praying you do it again. Your fangs peirce my skin once more, again a moan flees. I feel the flame more keenly, slowly burning up inside of me. You grab my arm and pull them back, Holding my wrist firmly in your hand I feel the kiss of the harsh leather embracing them. Then the click o

The Glow Radio
Friday on The Glow Radio: Deejaydovey starts our Friday off spinning Rock starting at Noon Pacific/1pm Mountain/2pm Central/3pm Eastern next up is DJ Furg and he will be spinning his mix of Punk, Grunge, Hard Rock. and Metal Music starting at 3pm Pacific/4pm Mountain/5pm Central/6pm Eastern next up is The Mistress of Hard Rock & Metal; "Thee Witch" Tonight Thee Witch we be Broadcasting tonight Live From The Chop Shop in Deltona,Florida and she has something special planned too starting at 6pm Pacific/7pm Mountain/8pm Central/9pm Eastern next is Tony the Misfit with his Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm Pacific/10pm Mountain/11pm Central/Midnight Eastern

The Handsome Psycho
little sister, can't you find another way? i find myself choked out by the things i once loved. call me a sane psycho; you'll learn to regret. such a handsome, sickened ho; yeah, im a safe bet. masicistic thoughts, battling hemisphere's in my mind. vision's going phat, i'm invested in that. i can't break away from these chains that tie me to this pain. hell on the horizon, i kiss you goodnight... the sweetest of sorts, a killer in my mind. a flower hand delivered, i spit on your' face! holding hands in the daylight, you're killing me by midnight! you cooked dinner for me and i got diareah! you liked it rough, so i choked you like a whore. call me a sane psycho, you'll learn to regret. such a handsome, sickened ho; yeah, i'm a safe bet...

Sensual Thoughts
The sun rises on a cool crisp morning, My body aches for want of yearning. I want your caress, your touch, For I need your love oh so much. You are my presence in my mind, I am lucky to find a man so kind. To hold in awe at your passion and need, Your want for me is not out of greed. To languish for hours within your arms, Your wit, your humor, and your charm. Enlightens within me a new desire each day, One I hope is there forever to stay. I love you lover, friend and desire, My loins ache for you as though on fire. My breast harden at your thought, Nipples grow hard, sensitive and taut. The door to my inner depths opens for you, The passion, the fire, the need to endure. Caressing you, touching you, kissing you, My love has been waiting so long for you.

Two Become One
The soft seduction of your lips, Your venture down to my hips. Squirming, shivering, pulling you near, I invite you in, I have no fear. Our bodies engage, two as one, Pure excitement, the play has begun. Breathing, sighing, calling your name, I assure you for me, this is no game. Two hearts beating , sounds like one, Far from over, we have just begun. Arching, sweating, screams of delight, I surely could get use to this every night.

Passion
Lips softly touch, hands caress, and embers heat inside, Sending us desires, those one we usually hide. Then passion mute to language finds ways to be heard, Making lovers join as one, their eyes will say its words. Skin glides over skin like clouds though humid skies, Slowly building static to make lightning fly. Dark clouds fill the air, as thunder starts to boom, Echoing sounds of pleasure, heard throughout the room. A mighty storm now is spent and sunlight fills the air, Revealing lovers glowing with tangled and dampened hair. Their eyes send each other a rainbow, a gift we all call love, As passion sits in silenc to wait for clouds above.

Emotion Sickness
It is so breathtakingly beautiful. It makes me feel alive in a way I had truly not known.It is so soulcrushingly painful.It hurts in a way that never seems to dull.This wound - this pestilent wound - will not scab over. All things have come to a halt. The simplest and most mundane of tasks and responsibilities and obligations...yes, obligations....are all so complex now. A burden upon my conscious and the demons of my unconscious - I am truly haunted. Rambling, explaining, describing, articulating, and on and on I go. Mocking myself in this maddening charade of understanding. What is it that has happened to me? Whence does this most opulent euphoria and malignant heartache simultaneously spring? Words. So fragile and meaningless now. In days past, my weapons - soldiers with which I had ubiquitous command. Now as I lay siege they abandon me. Never have I wanted to fight so hard to live though never have I prayed so earnestly for death. All things.All things.That is what it is. All thin

Help. I'm Losing My Mind.
So this morning a new friend of mine revealed to me that she has feelings for me. Some rather intense feelings. But as I am 37 years old and live in PA and she is 20 years old and lives in AZ, I told her that there is no way we could be together romantically right now. She did not take the news well. Informed me that she is bipolar and suffers from depression. She just had a friend die earlir this week hours after talking to him. And before she did the internet equivalent of slamming the door in my face, she insisted over and over that she is going to kill herself and told me exactly how she is going to do it. Then went offline. I know the actual chances of her killing herself are thin, but how do I know? How do I really know? I am so messed up right now. I don't know what to do. It would be fucking nice if I had a friend in the world I could talk this over with.

Not On Much
To my Stalkee's and Minion's, I won't be on much the next 2 weeks. I will be on long enough in the morning to use my 11's and buy my fu-own that have expired. I will try to return all the love you give me when I come back full time again. Also leave me a message in my comment's or PM if you want any of my shitfaces or buzzkills. Your Neighborhood Stalker

Meeting Someone From Online
OK, most of us have meet at least one person in real life that we got to know originally from online. Whether it was friends or more. Good or bad, the relationship changes once you meet face to face. That is just how it is. Tell us about a time you met someone from online face to face.... funny, complete disaster.... Whatever. And do you recommend meeting people from online in real life? Why? As with all other questions.. please stay on subject and IF YOU CANT BE HONEST - DONT COMMENT. Please check out the other questions of the day. Please Rate This Blog

Houdini
There comes a time in your life you realize you're your own worst enemy. I am so scared I am going to pull my great Houdini act. Pushing people away before they get to close. I've built this enormous wall around myself and I just can't escape. Escape myself.

How To Build A Tesla Fuelless Generator
The Tesla fuelless generator is an energy device that has the ability to generate free usable electricity. This fuelless generator was invented by a man called Nikola Tesla, a genius in the field of harnessing electricity as a power source. Click here to read more - Tesla generator and Benefits of a Tesla Generator Tesla discovered this particular cutting edge technology in the 1930's, but today there are several types of home generators that produce energy from alternative energy sources. Nikola Tesla is perhaps one of the most unrecognized geniuses when you consider his many fundamental achievements. He was a physicist, inventor and electrical engineer of unusual intellectual brilliance. Tesla was of Serb descent however he worked mostly in the United States and all too often others have taken credit for his work. Even though this was the case, he is still renowned as the man who has invented the twentieth century. Just a few of his many contributions to the world that we live in

[what The Gouf?]
Wish I had that thirty minutes of circular argument back... "nuh uh" "... no really" is so productive. My great grandfather had a phrase "never argue with a fool in public, the public won't know who the fool is". But what's the good of vast superiority without proof of vast superiority? It's times like these I wish I had the license to euthanize. God, we'd be through a third of the global population in two weeks. I wonder what my perfect world looks like in three weeks... A lot of totally sweet robots, and very quiet streets I'm sure. Which brings me back to the original intent of this little sojourn onto the laptop. I wanted to conceptualize the gouf black tri-stars more. The paint scheme is all but decided, but... do I dare do any surface mods? I feel almost pressured to do so, since... the tri-stars were a high mobility troupe and ... the gouf is not so speedy. The problem is, I don't have the model in hand at the moment, but I do have a working understanding of it

About Me Raul Aka Father Of 2 Aka Bigpapa Aka Papi Aka True Friend Aka Gent To The Core
First of all thanx for stoppin by to read dis Blog it means alot !!! Well My name is Raul Rodriguez My Mom and Dad will be soon havin their 50th aniversary of bein married soon I am from California East La born in Chinatown at the famous GENERAL Hospital my mom nickname me elnegrito cuz i am the blacksheep of the family i did what i wanted when i wanted and the only one who control me was my mom She taught all of the values i cherish and use now... I am latino/hispanic My parents where from Ecuador and wanted to make abetter life for there family they came to USA California to start their family and give us kids of four the best in life. I am a true gent i cook provide clean house and at the beckon to my gf's i was taught by the best my MAMA she says no one is goin to have u if u cannot do for urself first so i need the basic of how to live proper and be respectable to me first which i cherish her for that... I am me and bein me I AM VAIN... I do whatever it takes to be with one pe

Watch This
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Medevil Fun
There he was, he was look at me with his dark eyes. I could not seem to stop looking at him. He had long black hair and dark black yes and every time he looked my way I could feel his power just flowing off of him drawing me in. I could feel myself get pulled closer to him even tho I did not realize my feet where even moving until I was right in front of him and he was looking down at me with this half smile on his face that made me blush from it. “Can I help you with something little one?” “Is it true that you can make a girl cum with just a word? And that you know things that normal men do not in bed?” I heard him laugh and before I knew it he had my chin in his hand and was making me look up at him in the eyes. Blushing I looking into his dark eyes and felt myself falling into them. “Yes little one I can, would you like me to show you?” I went wide eye and I guess it

Badly =(
I thought earlier that this surgery went well. I am in so much fucking pain I cant stand it. I think besides the two holes under the knee I think he punched a hole in the side to relieve pressure. I can not even get up on my own, I have had Ken help me with everything. I am so fucking thankful that he is here or I would probably end up in the emergency room. I am hurting, not really into being on the computer but I had to get up to try and eat some peaches just to have something in my stomach.

Day 6
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why MY MOMMY OFCOURSE! shes the best literally, &i know....all moms are suppose to be the best, but she seriously is. all the shit i put her though, &she still loves me. all my horrible mistakes ive made &shes been by my side the entire time. words cant explain how grateful i am to have her as a mother, &to explain how much i truely love this woman :)

Revenge Is A Dish Best Served With A Side Of Pee
I am hooked on Its Always Sunny in Philadelphia. It's crass. It's dark. It makes me laugh until I hurt. It's pure genius. I blame my dear friend The Olive for ever demanding I watch it in the first place, but that's a completely different matter altogether. I don't have cable or satellite so in the last several weeks I've managed to buy all 5 seasons and watch them over and over again. I watch them while I write. I watch them while I fold laundry. I watch them while I do homework. I watch them...ok you get the point. The only problem is that with all this watching, my 5 year old has been seeing more and more and has become quite a fan of the show. This is to my detriment which I will prove with the following example: Two days ago, I came home to find that my cat, as cats are often guilty of, notified me that his litter was too full by shitting in my kiddo's tub. I was just happy that he's not the kind of cat who leaves said notifications on the carpet. My kid, however, wa

A Guest Book Is Primarily A Great Concept At A Wedding Ceremony
A guest book is primarily a great concept at a wedding ceremony due to the fact it will provide you with a lasting report within the specific persons who have been there for the celebration. wedding dresses even though the common guest book could be lovely, it can be a little bit boring. Dressok they are some superb concepts for enjoyment and specific guest book alternatives. If you such as thbook format, it is great to personalize it a bit. as opposed to a generic guest book, produce your own. You could make it specific by which includes images within the bride and groom, or decorating it to go using the theme of your wedding. Cheap Homecoming Dresses Brides who are experienced at scrapbooking can possess a ball creating their personal custom made publications for family and friends to sign. for individuals who are not the crafty type, use among the web sites that will permit that you upload your images on the web and produce a custom made printed book. Or much better yet, have your

S.g
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"special Someone" My First Draft
1st Verse: In the darkness of the night, you were my bright and shining light. I just wanted you to see, that I wanted you closer to me. You have brighten my pathway, to a better day. I just want you to stay with me, please darlin please Chorus: I want you to be my special someone, someone I can love. My special, special someone like an angel from above. I just want hold you, hold you tight, and protect you with all my might. I hope you can be that special someone till the end of time. My special, special someone that I want to be mine. 2nd verse: You give me a great big smile,I just want to sit with you for awhile. You are so beautiful to me, and I just want us to be. I know that in my heart, I don't want us to be apart. This is my plea, I hope you can see, that I want you to be with me Chorus: I want you to be my special someone, someone I can love. My special, special someone like an angel from above. I just want hold you, hold

Lol @ 11 Months
I still hate the format of these blogs. Maybe that is why I abandoned the Fu. This was where I chatted up my friends. Yes, I have a few. Maybe I should try this site again. 'Tis been almost a year since I have hung out with you peoples. NO I DON'T DO THE MAFIA THING, SO DON'T ASK. Shit. Got laundry and dishes to do.

*myspace/facebook*
Heyyyy Everyone!!!! Feel Free to add me on myspace..Here the Url.. www.myspace.com/LilCutiie255 Feel Free to add me on Facebook...Find me from the Email.. My Email for the facebook is SexiiGirl4u25@yahoo.com Plzzz Sign My Guestbook in my Fubar Profile!!!! Thank You Very Much Everyone!!! xo Muah ox

If It Walks Like A Duck...
I treat everyone with respect and rarely say anything to anyone... I'm a loner. But I've been watching some of the fighting and crying on here and find it amusing. If you take pictures of yourself in revealing clothes and suggestive positions solely to get more rates, etc. You're a piece of meat! Or at least that's what you're representing yourself as. So don't be surprised when the dogs come looking for supper. You can gripe all you want, about the people that send inappropriate messages, but if you are begging for love, you have to take all that comes your way. Grow some thicker skin and learn to deal ppl... it's a game. Keep your personal info. to yourself, and you can walk away at any time. P.S. If you live in a small town, (easy to pinpoint people) Don't put your real name where the crazies can literally go to google and see what your front door looks like. Especially when you have a kid. I've been a chat mod. for years and I've learned one thing... creepy old men

Lance Rant #1
I haven't hated on something in quite sometime...so today I hate on......the Ability to not be able to Tickle ourselves. It's fucked up. I can spend hours trying to find a spot and never get a slight chuckle. yet you brush up against my ass-crack while walking by and I bust up laughing like a little bitch.....

How I Feel
I don't want what I'm about to say change the way things are, I'm a little scard of what you'll say 'cause I'd rather have you in me life as my friend then not have you in it at all. I feel so comfortable around you yet it's so hard to tell you how I feel about you, our friendship means so much more then that to me. I'm not sure where she stands with you all I know is that the time you spend with her was with me instead. I act like it doesn't bother me but, truth is I spend all my time wishing you were mine and I was in her place. It's hard to keep these feeling inside when all I wanna do is kiss you. I love how we can talk for hours, you just get me on a whole nother level, or how can sit in a room without saying a word and it still means so much. You're laugh makes me laugh and you're smile makes me smile. I bet you couldn't tell unless I told you but I wanna love you the way I want to, I want to be more then friends and I guess I was just wondering if you felt the same.

Reflections
ReflectionsI look in the mirrorI don’t recognize what I seeI used to see a man with a smileBut I don’t know what’s starring back at meI used to see a man with a smileNow all I see is a frownI look into its eyesOnce bright and full of lifeNow there is no lifeThe light gone outAnd all I see is tearsWhere is the happy man I once knew?All I see is sorrow and painHow do I find that man again?I haven’t got a clueWhere has he gone?There’s nothing left Of the man I once knewI look in the mirrorI just want to go back to bedReflections

Barack Obama
Barack Obama got out of the shower and was drying off when he looked in the mirror and noticed that he was white from the neck to the top of his headIn a sheer panic and fearing he was turning white all over,he called his doctor and told him what had happened.The doctor advised him to come to his office immediately.After an examination, the doctor mixed a concoction of brown liquid, gave it to Barack, and told him to drink it all.Barack drank the concoction and said,"That tasted like bullsh*t!""It was." the doctor replied, "You were a quart low."

Lolz At The Obvious
Earlier today a friend showed me some stuff on the obvious sides of fubar. Normally I knew about stuff like this on Fubar, but I began to see some horridly ugly things turn after turn the harder I looked. For instance: How fucking sad is it to sell yourself online for digital stuff? What is this pray tell? Well how about I whip my nuts out, write your name on them, take a pic, and post it on fubar for the mere cost of a 65 credit bling pack? Wtf right? Not gonna happen, especially on my end with me being a dude and any relatively smart woman out there knowing than the vast majority of men will just whip the whole fruit basket out to any woman who will ask. A vast sterotype obviously, but you get the idea. Besides, only 1 person I am sure of would even want to see that, and she has permenant free access anyways. :P ANYWHOO- Primarily, it is just deplorable to do such a thing. Don't get me wrong, the ladies on fubar kick ass and it being an adult site you can do whatever the fuck yo

True Love!
True love is not how you forgive, but how you forget, not what you see but what you feel, not how you listen but how you understand, and not how you let go but how you hold on....True love is not about the hugs and kisses, the 'I love you's' or the 'I miss you's', but about the chills that hit every part of your spine ... Ann~

Loner~~~
Even if someone already owns your heart, i dont give a damn! Though the pain is killing me, i wont care at all! I wont steal you from her but ill tell her..."can love him just for me?" Ann~~ If you were beside me, i'd stare at you, look deep into your eyes while holding you very tight...And as i look at your face, i'd close my eyes and pray......I' wish to god...God..."can he live forever just for me??" I'm going to smile like nothings wrong,talk like everythings perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend it's not hurting me When time comes for u to give urheart to someone make sure u selectsomeone who will never break ur heartcuz broken hearts has never spare parts.. "Its hard to let go of someone who has touched your life,but it hurts more to say goodbye to someone who was never yours yet changer your life the most.." Never give up if you still wanna trynever wipe your tears if you still wanna crynever settle for the answer if you still wann

Rain
Rain, rain, the worlds dark envoy or pain, Falling gently upon me, bringing their disdain, So light and gentle, but feels so crushing, Heavier and heavier, the heavens begin gushing, As I stand here waiting for love ot find me, For I am a lost soul, with no one ot heal my plea. I can't feel it anymore, the warmth gone and drained, My very being feels like my clothes: cold, torn, and mus stained, Standing in the reain with my hands raised and neck craned. Rain, rain, has always been on omen of bad luck, Any and all hope has been abandoned, left in the muck, But here I stay in the rain, letting it soak, Fallen into a sorrowful dream that I cannot be awoke, Because I'm waiting for her to join this dream, And make these clouds part and the light to gleam. And then you came, your presence burning me with desire, Everything alight, I steam and the rain catches fire, My soul sings joyfully to yours, our cries become a chior. You brought me back to life, my lo

Surgery
Surgery went alright I suppose. I woke up when that damn anesthesia tube was down my throat :( While in the recovery room I know they pumped me full of something then dilaudid, then two pills. Finally it took the edge off a little.... I cant totally concentrate right now so I am gonna go lay down .

My Son Is Gay...(sent To Me By A Co-worker)
Or he’s not. I don’t care. He is still my son. And he is 5. And I am his mother. And if you have a problem with anything mentioned above, I don’t want to know you. I have gone back and forth on whether I wanted to post something more in-depth about my sweet boy and his choice of Halloween costume. Or more specifically, the reactions to it. I figure if I’m still irked by it a few days later, I may as well go ahead and post my thoughts. Here are the facts that lead up to my rant: My son is 5 and goes to a church preschool. He has loved Scooby Doo since developing the ability and attention span to sit still long enough to watch it. Halloween is a holiday and its main focus is wearing a costume. My son’s school had the kids dress up, do a little parade, and then change out of costumes for the rest of the party. Boo’s best friend is a little girl Boo has an older sister Boo spends most of his time with me. I am a woman. I am Boo’s mothe

Oh Look I Have Big Boobs, Buy Me Shit!
oh look i have big boobs and a cute face, and I wont show my nipples so that doesnt make me a slut, but you should buy me shit anyway. NEWSFLASH it still makes you a tease, and a beggar, and classless. you are no better than a chick on here who shows her stuff for bling, in fact you're worse, at least they OFFER something in return. Not that i would ever take it, I have porn for that sort of thing. ok end rant

My New Life Plan. :)
So, I have this new life plan. I am going to run away with Peter Pan. And we are going to live in Toys R Us. Did you know that the Toys R Us Head Quarters is in Neverland? Yeah... so that's what I'm gonna do. OH and we are going to "borrow" unhappy children. (Because kidnapping is bad.) I can totally see a bunch of "borrowed" children in woodland creature costumes singing "I don't wanna grow up, I'm a Toys R Us kid!" Also, I strongly believe that Tink and Cpt. Hook are secret lovers. How could this be done, you ask? With Tink's magic fairy dust, DUH! She sprinkles her fairy dust on his.... umm Hook. :) And we will all live happily ever after... Never growing old. :) (Except Tink and Hook. Tink is a sleeze and Hook is a bad bad pedophile.)

*coffins Always Felt Like Home
These four wallsAre slowly suffocating meI feel my lungs collapseAs I fail to breatheAnd it's all too lateTo try and save me nowI had my chancesI let them go somehowAs I fall lifeless to the floorThere's no more hopeThere's nothing left here anymoreSo just let me beJust walk awayAnd let me rest in peaceBecause from the day I was bornIt all went wrongWhat did you expect from me These four wallsAre suffocating me

Put This Bitch In The General Population!
Alexandra V. Tobias is awaiting trial after pleading guilty to shaking her 3-month-old son to death. Can you believe that the Florida woman committed this senseless act of violence because her infant’s cries were distracting her while she was playing Farmville on Facebook? How could this happen? If there is any justice Alexandra V. Tobias will spend the rest of her life behind bars. The 22-year-old Jacksonville, Florida resident recently plead guilty to killing her 3-month-old son over an online game. She admits that Dylan Lee Edmonson had been crying for a while as she played the popular Facebook game Farmville. Alexandra told police that when the infant wouldn’t stop crying, last January, she stepped away from the game long enough to shake the boy, smoke a cigarette and then shake the boy again. The unfit mother suggested that little Dylan “may have hit his head during the shaking.” Disgusting. I can’t stomach this kind of abuse. Considering that so m

Sexually Superior?!?!?!?!
Today's set up.... We all know the type... The person that LOVES to talk about how amazing they will sex you. Now, Im talking about the person that you have random unimportant conversations with. Not someone you are interested in, have gotten to know, and then move onto sexual exploration conversations. These arent the convos where you are trying to find out what your interest likes and dislikes. Im talking about the dude/chick that will shout you or you happen to run into at the coffee house... and after the customary hellos, they ALWAYS find away to get their sexual talents brought up. You try to ignore it or even laugh it off and try to move onto another subject, but for these people their incredible sexin is their main topic. Online, they may write blogs about it. They love to tell you how they are far superior to all the other men/women you have been with. OK, now that i have explained who todays topic is about..... Have you ever given this person a chance? Does this t

14 Signs Your Online Relationship Isn't Working Out :p
14 Signs Your Online Relationship Isn't Working Out 14) You discover that "Chesty McBust" isn't her real name, and she's dialing in from Langley, VA. 13) You: Large, hairy man. Your online girlfriend: Large, hairy man. 12) Her postmaster rejects your e-mail not as "undeliverable" but as "unlikely to get you anywhere." 11) After months of shared experiences and emotional investments, she attacks you in the Mines of Quarn with a Vorpal Sword when she learns you're worth 45,000 points. 10) "Returned mail: User unknown and never wants to hear from you again." 9) Your cyber-lover is just too busy editing that silly little Top 5 List. 8) Getting perhaps a bit too comfortable, she lets a reference to cutting her chin shaving slip by. 7) You discover that she has been cutting and pasting her orgasms. 6) You can barely make out your C. L.'s face in the JPEG she sent because she's obscured by her 25 cats. 5) He claims to be the richest man in the world, but

Amanda
Long before the suns light, She had begun to shine. Her words touched my soul, Now only a matter of time. Friendships begin without restraints, Not bound by night or day. Amazed at light she shined, Illuminating my darkened way. Shed your light beautiful, So my dark will disapeer. And share with me your words often, Whenever you are near

Run Dry
Words not longer flow, When a heart cannot rest. Minds are pushed to there limits, Now fail the test. Hearts like a well, Can dry over time. Down to my last few drops, Is this the end of mine. My lands sun scortched, Burnt before my eyes. As I reach for my last pail, And wait for my goodbyes.

My Professional Wrestling Profiles. If You Don't Fail As A Human Being You'll Check It Out.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGzahFpmgrU - Match videos. We'll be posting videos of us being awesome and making fun of losers soon, too http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#!/profile.php?id=100001790499743 - since facebook is all the craze these days http://twitter.com/#!/TheNewKliq aaaaaannnd the twitter, since for some reason people like that shit. Really. This stuff means a lot to me now and your support would be very much appreciated.

Life
Untold Now I sit herewishing I could tellwhat feelings that I want to share.It is killing mebecause i wanna take you in my armsand hold you tight and let you know it will be alright.These feelings I must tellor I will probably melt'cause I can't keep these feelings untold I'm Getting Lonely Its getting cold and I'm getting lonely Wishing someone would sit down and hold meNext to their chest in their armsOur body heats the only thing keeping up warmIn his car on a Friday night Nothing but trees by the moonlightWell, maybe I’ll stay here forever In my dreams foreverWishing we could be here togetherJust me and youJust me and youWell, I'm smiling now to myself Its just me by myself In my bed with the covers on just turned over to set the alarmCause this isn’t an imaginary placeIts unfair, but it’s a fact we have to faceBut maybe ill stay in my dreams forever

I Said Bye!!!! Did I F Up???
9:29pmmoreTo mrfm12589: are you muslim?? cancelChat.. 9:29pmreplyklehman: ok cancelChat.. 9:30pmreplymrfm12589: yes is this ok with yaaa cancelChat.. 9:31pmmoreTo mrfm12589: are you practacing the faith? cancelChat.. 9:31pmreplymrfm12589: yes cancelChat.. 9:31pmmoreTo mrfm12589: im really very sorry I CAN'T HELP BUT THINK, MAYBE THIS GUY IS WITH AL-QUEDA. I CAN'T HELP IT. I SAW THE 2ND PLANE GO INTO THE TOWERS"LIVE". IT WAS HORRIFIC. THIS MAY BE A NICE GUY, BUT IM NOT GETTING INVOLVED, EVEN AS A FRIEND. AND IF THAT MAKES ME A BYTCH, SO BE IT.

You Are Retarded -- Rant
If you claim to be either a juggalo or juggalette, delete yourself from my friends list. I choose not to associate myself with someone who cant accept the fact that ICP is just a couple of bad musicians that paint their face and your taking this thing WAY too far. BTW your hatchet, is a fucking meat cleaver! Go to school.

Liars In Church
Liars in ChurchThe Preacher finished the service one morning by saying,"Next Sunday, I am going to preach on the subject of liars.As a preparation for my sermon, I would like you all to read Mark 17."On the following Sunday, the preacher rose to begin.Looking out at the congregation he said: "Last week I asked you all to read Mark 17.If you have read the chapter, please raise your hand."Nearly every hand in the congregation went up.Smiling, the preacher said, "You are the very people I want to talk to.Mark has only 16 chapters

The Little Guy!
A little guy is sitting at the bar just staring at his drink for half an hour when this big trouble-making biker steps next to him, grabs his drink and gulps it down in one swig. The poor little guy starts crying. 'Come on man. I was just giving you a hard time,' the biker says. 'I didn't think you’d CRY.' 'I can't stand to see a man crying.' 'This is the worst day of my life,' says the little guy between sobs. 'I can't do anything right.' 'I overslept and was late to an important meeting, so my boss fired me. When I went to the parking lot, I found my car was stolen and I don't have any insurance. I left my wallet in the cab I took home. I found my wife in bed with the gardener and my dog bit me. So I came to this bar trying to work up the courage to put an end to my life, and then you show up and

Momma
A black girl and a white girl were friends. The black girl slept overthe white girl's house. It was 3 a.m., and they were still up. The white girl's mother came downstairs and said, 'Honey, don't youthink it's time for you to go to bed?' The white girl responded, 'Shutup Mother, I don't want to go to sleep!' Her mother said, 'Okay, honey. You can go to bed later.'The black girlwas very intrigued by what happened and decided to use that when she gothome. The next night the black girl's mother said to the black girl, 'Girl, goto bed! It's late!' The black girl shouted, 'Shut up Momma, I don'twant to go to sleep!' The black girl's mother took one look at her &raised her eyebrow...The black girl started to blink, looked around, andasked, 'Where am I? 'A lady came over to the bed and answered, 'You're in the Intensive CareUnit, Sweetie.

Janey Godley Podcast “episode 17”
(Pleases be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language) Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down the roads less taken in their fantastic weekly podcast. Listen as mother and daughter banter, bait and burst with laughter. In the seventeenth episode of Janey Godley’s Podcast the mother and daughter duo discuss time travel and how they would utilise it, bullying and how it should be stopped, how fat girls split into two camps at 14, how heroin and alcohol are different and how they are the same, what is and what is not racist, why Obama is getting whiter, how they are both coping without cigarettes, Why Janey had fringed ankles in a dream, Janey’s up and coming gigs for children in need and the woman’s hour and an encounter with three Alsatians in an opticians office… all this plus Ashley

Locate The Excellent Undergarments For The Strapless Wedding Party Gown
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Time For Republicans To Deliver
By KARL ROVE (http://online.wsj.com/article/SB10001424052748703506904575592611871158670.html?mod=googlenews_wsj) Voters understand that Mr. Obama is president for two more years and retains the veto, but they will insist the GOP at least fight for change.Tuesday's election was epic. Republicans gained over 60 seats in the House and six in the Senate. They'll now occupy eight additional governors' mansions and at least 500 more seats in state legislatures.The GOP picked up more House seats than in any election since 1938, leaving Democrats with the smallest number in the House since 1946. Republican gains in the Senate are roughly twice the post-World War II midterm average. When Mr. Obama took office there were 22 Republican governors: Now there will be at least 29.Fifty incumbent Democratic congressmen lost, including 22 freshmen. An extraordinary nine senior Democrats with 18 years or more of service also went down, including three committee chairs: South Carolina's John Spratt, Mis

The Street
when i was convicted, a crime for a sentence, i walked into his office visulized him in a coffin and this stiffness, in my necks a menace, can i get wittness on my side to testify that all my rights have not been given? pay closer attention to my courage discouraging judge and jury in the system, who never fucking listen, ignorant decision, to build another prison in their mind it's right so now's the time to take it to the street, if you know what i mean, court rooms are obscene, i'd never cop a plea,give the first degree to see that laws are lies disguised as dirty heresy. that dont pertain to me yeah i'm guilty that don't pretain to me my hands are filthy that don't pretain to me i take care of my own bitch take it to the street! when i was sixteen, did drugs like a fiend, acid cocain hash and speed beer and shrooms and meth and weed, it seemd, so interesting, my friends envied bitches gave me, money,pussy, drugs for free, and he, is livin like a king, not always so sweet th

Nothing More Romantic Than Porn Vol (lets Say) 30, Something Missed
Something Missed Shiver in the heat, lost in the contemplation I am left with. Standing on a hill overlooking a vast field. People are there at the base, hands on there sides, looking up at me. They are just as empty in thought as I am looking at you. As if some descending angel, you land toe to toe with me. Naked and hot, sweating as we kiss. The heads of the people never move, their actions never change, they just watch, existing to fade into an empty void your kiss has left. We wait an eternity to touch but when we do the sky opens and rain falls as if gods join the people in amazement. Hands to backs, lips to lips, too fearful to change any part of the moment. You pull away exhale and the wind shifts, hair is blown and the breeze of your wonder washes over me and blows the earth away, no people, no gods, no rain, just you and me and the act. Hands to hands, lips to skin, exploring. Lip to chin, lip to chest, lip to navel. Hands to hands. One breath flows between your lets, up

I'll Never Let Go
Memories, oh sweet memoriesMake me see you, oh so passionatelyNot for one day have I lost my faithThat sometime soon in your love I'll batheYou make me smile, you make me cryYou make me want to jump up and touch the skyYou make me dream, you make it seemAs though I've been touched by angel's wingI'm flying high, and you're beside meSmiling at me, oh so beautifullyWe're flying into the future with high speedFor anything other feeling no needThe best memories are yet to comeWhen both of our lives become oneThe present will turn into the pastThe future will make us want to gaspMy yearning for you won't ever stopMy loving for you won't ever dropThe soul in me won't ever let goMy body and mind will always loveMy feet, my hands my everythingWith your soul and body will make a linkSo much will come, so much will passA vision of you and me laying on the grassEverything is perfect, there's a shooting starBut nothing could be more beautiful then you areThen moon is smiling, the sun has setMe and

This Is Getting Old
This is getting old Those lies that you told Saying I checked out Saying that I haven't been around That I don't call any more To say that I care To tell you that I'll always be there Well like Tech N9ne said"Sorry and shit, la, la, la" Forgive me that my tragedy Has taken over my brain Forgive me that I'm upset That my boyfriend no longer lives to see the day Forgive me that I'm looking for a new path I'm searchin like a fiend But you can't seem to understand that So why don't you step back And take a harder look Read another chapter from my book Life has slapped me in the face Yet again But all you're worried about is "Well she never checks in Is she still my friend?" Be concerned with your own life And quit talkin shit Why don't you start trying to get your own mind fit But there you are standin there With a dumb ass stare Getting mad at me Bitching that YOUR life's not fair Fuck you and the horse you rode in on Because while you continue to be two fac

Youth.. And Age Does Matter
Ok I have these rules that some think to not EVEN consider b/c they are just plain stupid. Then there are the ones that are young AND stupid.....People say age is just a # but when you come across the young that are just omfg are you kidding me?... age really does matter lol. Well I just had the pleasure of coming into contact with one of the omfg are you kidding me kind........heres the SB convo.... Michael: are you single 11:42am To Michael: no and i am too old for you 12:02pm Michael: when can we meet 12:21pm To Michael: excuse me? 12:22pm Michael: when are we going to meet 12:27pm To Michael: ok I can tell ur age and lack of maturity is showing.. you asked if i was single I said no and im too old for you yet you STILL ask if we can meet? You may think thats attractive but a true woman that respects herself wouldnt. You want the little young tramps that think fucking anything is "hawt".Look here kid. this may be the

Blue Orchid By White Stripes
You got a reaction You got a reaction, didn't you? You took a white orchid You took a white orchid turned it blue Something better than nothing Something better than nothing, it's giving up We all need to do something Try to keep the truth from showing up How dare you How old are you now, anyway? How dare you How old are you now, anyway? You're given a flower But I guess there's just no pleasing you Your lip tastes sour But you think that it's just me teasing you You got a reaction You got a reaction, didn't you? You took a white orchid You took a white orchid turned it blue Get behind me Get behind me now, anyway Get behind me Get behind me now, anyway You got a reaction You got a reaction, didn't you? You took a white orchid You took a white orchid turned it blue

This Is A Blog About A Blog (also About Nanowrimo)
Some of you may remember that I have another blog, one where I post fiction and other things I write. Others of you may know that I'm attempting NaNoWriMo this year. If the intersection of these two things interests you, you may be happy to learn that I'm going to be posting my daily(ish) progress on my NaNo novel to that blog. You will no doubt be thrilled to know that the first part just got posted. There's also a sort of sex scene in it, just in case you needed more motivation.

Wrestling Comes To Jacksonville, Fl. 12-11-10
Potters House Christian School Academy & Global Impact Wrestling Proudly PresentsChristmas Classic - GIW'S 1ST Annual Toy & Food Drive on Saturday Dec.11th,2010 @ The Potters House Christian Acadeny Gymnasium @ 1150 Lane Ave S. Jacksonville, Fl. 32210Doors open at 6 pm , Belltime at 7:15 pm Advance tickets are $10.00 day of show $10.00 or $5.00 and a ne toy or $5.00 and 4 non -perishable food items There will be door prizes , raffles , face painting fun for the whole family. GIW will also be working with the local Hubbard House of Jacksonville, Fl., we will have a box set up at the eventn we are collecting all old n used cell phones and give those cell phones to the local Hubbard House to help with their out reach program for women .THE matchesTHAT WILL BE FEATURED THAT NIGHT WILL BE A ONE NIGHT TOURNAMENT TO CROWN GIW's VERY FIRST HEAVYWEGHT CHAMPION A GIW IMPACR TITLE MAT

Day Five :)
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to louisville, kentucky- i live about 20 minutes away from here. i spend most of my weekends partying it up here :) its nothing special, but it would defiantly be considered my second home. i love the ville, 502♥

Inspirational Word
1.Even when you feel ugly or depressed or guilty or ashamed, there is an inner spark in you which is light. This light is your beauty. This light is your reflection of God. You are a child of God, thus you are beautiful. 2.Having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaff and grain together; certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then with the breath of kindness blow the rest away. - a quote by Dinah Craik

The Glow Radio
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Now That The Voting Is Over....
Congrats to the Republicans. I'm curious, though, what you're going to do now. I assume that you will be fine with only having two years to fix ALL of your country's problems since you were only willing to give Obama that long to do it. Also, I'm assuming you will be willing to take FULL responsibility for everything bad that happens regardless of who the president is. You do, after all, blame Obama and the Democrats for everything bad that occurred while Bush was still President, except for the events of 9/11/2001. But back to my curiosity. What now? Since I haven't heard any ACTUAL plans come from any of your candidates, just nebulous "less government" and "lower taxes" mantras. How are you going to balance that budget? There is NO math that says the budget can be balanced without raising taxes (unless you plan to dissolve EVERY government agency but the military, social security and medicare--those three alone are all we can sustain without added money).

Love Song By Tesla
So you think that it's over Say your love has finally reached the end Anytime you call Night or day I'll be right there for you If you need a friend YeahIt's gonna take a little time Time is sure to mend your broken heart Don't you even worry Pretty darlin' I know you'll find love again Yeah Love is all around you Love is knocking outside the door Waitin' for you Is this love made just for two Keep an open heart and you'll find love again I know Love is all around you yeahLove is knocking outside the door Waitin' for you Is this love made just for two Keep an open heart and you'll find love again I know jump around..........Love will find a way Darlin' Love is gonna find a way Find it's way back to you Love will find a way So look around Open your eyes Love is gonna find a way Love is gonna Love is gonna find a way Love will find a way Love's gonna find a way Back to you Yeah I know I know I know I know

Going Back
Todays question..... If after breaking up with someone that you've had commited relationship with... Have you ever gone back to them and tried again? Why? How long were not with them before going back? And was it a good thing or not? As with all other questions.. please stay on subject and IF YOU CANT BE HONEST - DONT COMMENT. Please check out the other questions of the day. Please Rate This Blog

Mccanns Seek Joint Madeleine Review
Kate and Gerry McCann said they have had enough of "fluffy worthless words" and are calling again for a full case review over their daughter Madeleine's disappearance. Exactly three-and-a-half years since Madeleine went missing, the couple said they want "action" and for "somebody to do something". They launched a petition on Tuesday to lobby the UK and Portuguese governments for a joint or independent review of the case. "Essentially for the last three-and-a-half years the authorities have not been doing anything proactive to help Madeleine," Mr McCann said. The couple, from Rothley, Leicestershire, have met with former home secretaries Alan Johnson and Jacqui Smith, as well as current Home Secretary Theresa May, to discuss the issue and to ask for a review of the case. Mrs McCann said when they met Mr Johnson, who commissioned a "scoping exercise" by CEOP to see if a review would be helpful, they felt they were making progress, but now did not even know if the report ha

Fupsalm 23
MY UZI IS MY SHEPARD ,I SHALL NOT WANT FOR AMMO I WILL MAKE YOU TO LIE DOWN IN THE DIRT AND THE WORLD WILL BE QUIETER WITHOUT YOU I TAKETH YOUR SOUL,IT BELONGS TO ME I GUIDE YOU ON THE PATH OF MURDER AND MAYHEM AND ALTHOUGH I WALK THRU THE VALLEY OF DEATH , I WILL FEAR NO MOBSTER AS I AM THE MEANEST GANGSTER IN THIS GAME MY GUNS AND ARMOUR THEY COMFORT ME I WILL SET A FIRE UNDER YOU IN THE PRESENCE OF ALL MY CAPTIVES I WILL ANOINT YOUR BODY WITH GASOLINE AND SET YOU THE F*CK ON FIRE SURELY DESTRUCTION AND HATE WILL FOLLOW ME TILL THE END OF TIME AND I WILL DWELL IN THE HOUSE OF THE DEVI FOR ALL TIME AMEN IF THIS OFFENDS YOU ........GO AWAY , YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO LOOK LET ALONE READ IT I WILL NOT ENTERTAIN ANY RELIGIOUSY COMMENTS OR MESSAGES........AND MY WORD IS THE ONLY ONE THAT COUNTS

Days Of Defeat
Alliances are made and broken Lines are never clearly drawn Hearts Rise and Drop And all that rise do fall Friends are left behind Because words spread like feather Rumors break the ties Nothing really means forever

[pay It Forward]
I had a long chat with my mother this evening. How I can't quite turn things around right now, and I think I've struck one of the primary causes. Every day I wake up thinking about balance justice. My code of "don't fuck with me, and I won't fucking kill you in a painful and expressive way". A code that worked for many years, and is constantly tested in my adult life. I wake up every day, dark, hopeless, and angry and emotionally prepared to murder someone, and not get away with it and not escape justice. The thought of me killing myself, or finding a way to kill myself in prison did make my mother cry. I don't like what I am right now. I'm impatient, sleep deprived, pained and exhausted. It was hard enough to fake being a person before, now I don't even bother, I'm just... bored with it, beneath bothering, and one mean old cuss in the process. First I wanted stillness... now I crave justice in the form of violence. Wonder what stage is next... Bargaining? I'm doing this w

Ha!!!!!!!!!!..suckers!!!!!!!!!!!!!
By CHARLES BABINGTON, Associated Press Charles Babington, Associated Press – 14 mins ago WASHINGTON – Democrats retained their Senate majority Tuesday, losing five seats but winning key races in West Virginia and California. Republicans scored big gains, taking Senate seats from Democrats in Pennsylvania, Wisconsin, Arkansas, North Dakota and Indiana. The net gain of 10 they needed for control of the chamber, however, eluded them. With Republicans taking over the House, President Barack Obama will need a Democratic-run Senate to champion his legislative agenda. Veteran Democratic Sens. Russ Feingold of Wisconsin and Blanche Lincoln of Arkansas lost their re-election bids. But West Virginia Gov. Joe Manchin held off millionaire Republican John Raese to keep a Democrat in the seat held for half a century by the late Robert C. Byrd. And Sen. Barbara Boxer, D-Calif., won a fourth term despite a spirited challenge from Republican Carly Fiorina. Those victories left Re

How Uncle Henry Got Into Trouble
WORD COUNT: 3,161 By the end of day one (translated: by the end of my first day at work in November) click-clacking away at this month’s NaNoWriMo – shorthand for the annual National Novel Writing Month – that’s how many words I had written for my story. Today’s goal for me writing “Refugees From The Emerald City” is five thousand words, one-tenth of the fifty thousand word goal for the month and I should be set to do that before I leave work tonight at eight pm Eastern Standard Time. Will I make it? Check back tomorrow … Today if you have not done so in the USA, get out there and vote! I know what I hear on the news in other states, but here in Minot, North Dakota we’re voting for a new U.S. Senator between our current governor John Hoeven and his challenger state senator Tracy Potter (I know there’s a third-party candidate, but darned if I can think of their name), whether or not to give our current U.S. Represe

Still Not Sure...
If being how I want to be on here and turning people's real life view of me into a lie is really okay... Of course, seeing as how this is how I am, how I want to be, and I'm showing my real desires, really I've been lying all along... I just wanted to be someone else for them. I somewhat still want to be someone else for them... The people who've been around in person. But fubar's fun, and I get a lot out of it. Can't keep hiding what I want all the time. The double life is... interesting... though.

Beating Sounds Be Still Me
Beating sounds come from a place, that has felt empty for some time now, You have captured me in every sense of the word. You have taken my heart and soul, only to place it in your hands. A weight is lifted..... I can breathe again..... The colors are more vibrant and the air is more crisp..... I am left wanting....... your touch...... your taste..... your heat.... I am lost in emotions like a love sick puppy dog waiting for a bone.... I am still waiting for that bone to.... I can not wait to feel you next to me..... I miss you my Amore..... Come home soon and be with me ........

Me
when to se hallowicked alot of asshole touching girls sexualy i think its fucked up we spost to be family and dude be grabing other mens woman wtf anyway not shure when my lifes headed but i know the dark carnival with have a strong message with the might death pop its coming ppl u been warn its neer change youe ways or u know where u will go and it wont be shangrila well that all mcl to those who are real juggalos and lette fuck thr other the fakes and haters u kow where your going id hate to be u living your life hateing and not being happy losers mcl peace

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To: My Fu-friends And Family=]]
I Just wanted everyone to know that I am coming back on here whenever I can get to a computer, until I can get another one.... My Laptop I was using was a rental and we can't afford 2 keep payments on it, with Christmas coming and all.... But, I won't be gone forever.... R U kidding me?! lol=]] I love fubar, hehe lolsXDD And I luv yah all, so plz just keep me as ur friend/family=]] I won't 4get about u either.... ~hugggs~ and c u whenever I can! Luv, Danielle Adair a.k.a. Hisangeleyes (me)

I Love You
I love you with all my entity, mind body and soul.I love you unconditionally,you are the one that makes me whole.I love you with a passion,you are the fire within my heart.I will never stop loving you, I have known this from the start.I love you like you are the ocean,and I'm a tiny wave.I love you like i'm a stalagmite,and you are a mighty cave. I love you like a snow flake, melting on the ground. I love the way you look at me, I love the way you sound .I love you like a little bird, love's the bright blue sky.I love you more and more, every second that goes by. I LOVE YOU!

My Dearest Veins
Dearest Veins,You are so full of pulsing life, I wonder if you are the only living thing inside of me now. It aches, My soul, for it longs to escape such a horrible deduction of life in existence.My heart, it pounds. But is it still there? Why do I hurt for hours, and at times I don't even care? You, my friends, clung to me like flies on honeybread as the sun beamed down. You were the flies that stuck to the glazing of the donut, melting away as the sugar poured onto ground to become hard, and wasteful.Where are you now, when I call you? Where are you, when I need you the most? Who should answer to me when I cry out in agony? I feel like a part of me has died. I go to work everyday, and put on a face of pretend happiness, and I feel nothing. I am an actor in my own movie called "my life", and I am living it. The only difference between the movie and reality, is there is no backstage happiness.. but tears and blood.Veins, oh my dearest veins, you hold so much blood that it causes me to

Three Syllables To Sexiness
Disclaimer: This is not a referrendum on your sexiness, this is just pointing out something about names. Something I thought about today, three syllable names for women are sexier than two or four, or one syllable names. Let me give you an example; Jessica is way sexier sounding then Jill, Eliza more than Liz or Elisabeth. I don't know what it is about the three syllables, but they just roll better. It may even hold true for men, is Johnathan sexier sounding than John? I'd think Francisco sounds better than Frank, but what do I know about guys? I do know having a one syllable name for a guy makes people think you are friendlier. Think about it, which sounds like a nicer guy Bob or Robert? How about Pete or Peter? I should come up with a list of sexy women names, you'll notice they have three syllables.

The Shadow
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Thing In My Life
Some times in our lifes we dnt get to see the whole picture. but then somethings we get to peek at it. for me peeking is all i ever get to do i dnt see why i get treated the way i do ., my heart is so big, im the nicest person that you could ever meetbut my feeling are getin hurt here latly. and i dnt understand anymore. the ppl that are round me love me for me but then there are a few that only see me as a prize to b won. but im not im a person that wants to b loved in life. that wats to b happy with her friends and fam i jus want to hav the one man in my life i cn turn to when i need him the most and hav him love me for me not for what he will reek off me when he gets with me.. i mean .. what is it that ppl see in me anyway.. all i ever hear is a hot chick.. but my beautiy goes so much deeper then skinn deep.. i am well loved and well hated at the same time. but more less equal in both. i love you all but someone can only take so much .. my heart is broken .. more shattered then any

There Are A Lot Of Fake Me's On This Site.
Once upon a time I had an account on here, with many many friends and a fake me decided to try and successfully have my profile deleted. I just wanted to let EVERYONE know that this is the real me and later tonight I'm going to take a picture with my screen name on here and post it so there is no confusion. Anyone else using my pictures or claiming to be me I will be reporting you and having your accounts deleted. This is a Faker Free Zone. ClubCasssidy.com xoxoxo Cassi

Why Can't Things Be Simple?
Things are so crazy right now. I feel so indifferent and out of place with everything. I'm not happy with anything in my life. Like that's anything new. I just got out of a 2 year relationship a few months ago and surprisingly I'm not broken up about it at all. It was emotionally and psychologically abusive and I didn't need that bullshit. I'm already back in another relationship with a good friend of mine I've known for like 8 years. We've had feelings for each other for so long but the timing was never right at all. Towards the end of my previous relationship I just thought,"You know what? Fuck all of this. I want to be happy. I deserve to be happy. He's the one I want." So I went for it and things have been amazing. He's a good man. He treats me the way I want and deserve to be treated. I can see myself marrying this man and having his children. He's the only thing I have to look forward to each day. He's my stronghold when everything else is falling apart around me. I can depend on

"humans Choose To Live In A World Full Of Chaos Instead Of Peace." ~source. Human Race Destroyed Itself Previous Cycle. "yes" On "
I'm copying this blog to fubar from my Windows Live Spaces profile back in June 07, 2007"Humans choose to live in a world full of chaos instead of peace." ~Source (Universe Creator)While astral projecting about 14 years ago and before I got into the paranormal & metaphysical stuff to try to prevent my 1st love from getting her heartbroken I was sleeping at night and I managed to astral project to the top level of the astral plane which is where Source (Universe Creator) is located. The quote above is the middle part of an argument that I was having with Source which looked like a huge 30 foot ball of bright white light on this astral trip and a few other astral trips that I've taken when I managed to get to the top level of the astral plane. I was asking Source why the human race keeps destroying itself in just like they did in the previous universe cycle and Source responded "Humans choose to live in a world full of chaos instead of peace." but that was beyond my comprehension because

Katharine Mcphee - Say Goodbye
If I seem distant Baby I amWords are like scissors in your handsAnd there’s no script to followSo I just close my eyesThat way it won’t hurt so muchWhen we say goodbyeI feel just like an actressUp on the stageI can’t believeWhat I’m hearing myself sayAnd the porch light is my spotlightSo I play along with this lifeThat way it won’t hurt so muchWhen we say goodbyeDid you ever love me?Does it even matter?Did you even notice the whole world shatter?I just want to hold you ‘til you know I’m sorryBut I just keep it all insideThat way it won’t hurt so muchWhen we say goodbyeMy heart feels like a circusIt’s to much to take inIt’s hard to lose loveBut you were my best friendSo I walk this high wirehttp://www.elyricsworld.com/say_goodbye_lyrics_katherine_mcphee.htmlAlone….tonightThat way it won’t hurt so muchWhen we say goodbyeThat way it won’t hurt so muchWhen we say goodbye

Day Four
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have A habit I wish I didn't have is probably a tie,1: I give into temptation too easily, like when I know i'm doing really good in school &doing all the shit that makes my momma proud. I just quit, &quit doing all the stuff im suppose to be doing. Likeeee...going to school &making good grades, and going to church, and not partying. Like I can't find a happy medium- I'm either too goody goody or just plain horrible &theres no hope for me. I just wish I could balance out everything in my life.2: I fall "in-love" so quickly, as soon as I find a guy whos good in bed AND can keep a conversation, someone I can really get along with. I just fall so hard for them. &by then they only see me as a good fuck, and nothing more. therefore i'm stuck alone again with a lot of good guy friends and/or a lot of guys i have saved in my contacts in my cell as "booty call #1, #2, #3, etc." 3:ohhhh, yeah &i bite my nails, i burp a lot, and i snore....i real

An Idiot In Im
jasonr22442002 hi cutie, can we talk about your undies? me no jasonr22442002 that's too bad me not really jasonr22442002 why not? Do you not wear any? me What difference does it make if I do or not? jasonr22442002 I think it's cute me How nice for you jasonr22442002 it's not a bad thing jasonr22442002 you don't think you're cute? me I didn't say I wasn't. me You said it's cute. I'm not an it jasonr22442002 I didn't say you were an it. I think you're undies are cute, they're an it. You're a girl jasonr22442002 I respect you. me Right jasonr22442002 I won't hurt you if you want to be vunerable for awhile jasonr22442002 it's OK me Are you on crack? jasonr22442002 heh heh, that's OK me Whatever me Run along and play whatever stupid game you're attempting to play on someone else. jasonr22442002 I was just trying to have fun with you. jasonr22442002 not make you feel bad me *rolls eyes* me You're annoying me more than anything jasonr22442002 sorry you don't fe

Oops.
I think I gave Sherry the blahs. Sorry, love. Well, I haven't gone to the doctor yet. Yeah, yeah. Last Thursday was impossible since I was extremely high on painkillers.. and there's a distinct lack of chauffeur in my wallet. Also, I couldn't really move. Friday, post-painkiller-puking, I just hurt and wasn't going anywhere. Weekend, horrible urgent care experiences this year have lead me to hate those facilities. My pain was less urgent, and in the event it once again becomes so, I'll find a fucking hospital. Yesterday, I called my primary care office. The PA I've seen since I've had a primary in Arizona is now gone, and the doctor she was affiliated with is booked up until after the apocalypse. I have this issue called trust and am not going to waste my time developing a new relationship with a new provider at a doctor's office that is more than a half hour away from my home. So, this week's agenda includes finding a new doctor. 'Cause I need one and 'cause my mom is worried

No Return Love....
Ok people... Ive noticed that when people have that nice shiny god bling that they become snobs. I know us less important levels are sometimes ignored. I chase booms and gods just like everyone else on here. And while I had my god i rated bombed and loved my fam and friends and then people who asked that werent in my fam and friends. But now that i dont have that nice shiny cross not as many people even like me. I know that this is just a website. But if you are in my friends and fam and you are bombing and I show love, rate, like, fan and whatnot yet you ignore it and only pay attention to the more popular ones, you arent gonna get my fuckin attention anymore. But if you do return the love, then I will continue to show you attention everyday. ...but when I do have the ability bling and you all of a sudden want my attention... remember.... outta sight outta mind yo!

A Letter From My Son
Im doing ok down here in Fort Benning. The first four days down here were hell but its gotten alot better since then. We dont really get alot of free time right now so its kinda hard to get time to write letters and then when we do we have to clean the barracks so we only have like 5 minutes. I've heard from a couple of people that mail takes like a week to get off base. We've been doing alot of stuff here the past week and a half. We went through the obstacle course and different stuff like Eagle Tower which is like a giant wooden platform with a cargo net different sets of ropes to climb and a repel tower. That was definitely the best part so far. We've been through the gas chamber too. It sucked but its not something that I wouldn't do again. It was CS gas which is the kind that police use for riot control so it just burnt your throat, lungs, eyes and nose a little. Well I guess a little is a understatement but it only lasted for like 10 minutes. This week we've been through first a

Perfect In Every Way But....
Today's question.... Set up.... You are in a relationship with someone... he/she is good to you - a dream come true.... you are both in love... except..... He/She for whatever reason, has occasional one night stands. They arent relationships... purely one time random romps in the hay. He/She hides them pretty good so it isn't all up in your face. But you do find out from time to time. Remember, they give you everything else you could possibly want in a relationship.... Now, there isnt anything you can say/do that will change this behavior... How would you deal with this? Would you be able to stay with this person? As with all other questions.. please stay on subject and IF YOU CANT BE HONEST - DONT COMMENT. Please check out the other questions of the day. Please Rate This Blog

I Wanna Cry
Alone in this house again tonightI got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wineTheres pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was and should have been surrounds meI'll never get over you walkin' awayWell I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-controlBut I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain To hell with my prideLet it fall like rain, from my eyesTonight I wanna cry.Would it help if i turned a sad song on"All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're goneOr maybe unfold some old yellow lost love lettersIt's gonna hurt bad before it gets betterBut I'll never get over you by hidin' this wayCause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-controlBut I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain To hell with my prideLet it fall like rain, from my eyesTonight I wanna cry.oOOoWell I've never been the ki

How To Say Goodbye.......
Living isn't quite the sameYou said to me, it's runnin' away.If you're scared or tired of what you're scared ofWhy should you stayYou love to say goodbyeAnd always counted all the time 'til he was freeto get up and leaveto learn how to breatheagain...Slippin' out to have a cigarettewith someone else that he'd never metAsk her if by the way would you like torun away and try to forgetJust not to stayTo leave without saying whyTo get up and goTo catch the last trainTo get in some car and drive out againTo never come back this wayLeft to say: goodbyeso longfarewellau revoirgoodbyeso long farewellau revoir

I'll Bite.
Who is in the mood to fuck me and or drag rusty nails against my skin? What should I tell you today? What lessons should you glean, what wisdom should you grock? Never be me. There's nothing under the anger, beneath the hopelessness. Nothing hiding under the patchwork. And that's what I'm afraid of. Its not in the mirror. Its not in the still night, disturbed occasionally by measured breath and recoiling murmors. Not in that hanging, meandering sense of time. Like a plucked feather drifting from the ceiling, catching the dust and light as it waltzes the plummet. There... but not. The contact will not be silent, but will go unnoticed. Stillness. Quiet. Peace? After the paperwork, the trudge, the mill, the powdering ache of bone on bone we amount to so precious little, in such a self-absorbed box. I intend to leave you with less. Debt, and the innevitable upstream, tread, sink, plummet. That second wind is only to wear you out sooner. But the legacy of verdant, open, level

Get Over Your Self & Stop Being A Dumb Fuck!!!
OK This is a Convo in YIm between me & a certain someone who thinks he is the total package. He starts out by hitting on you & then when you keep turning him down, he blows up on you. An I will not name him but I will show a convo we had in yim that caused him 2 block him on fu after cussing me in my sb. I never even got the chance 2 respond:( Lol Oh well he will learn one day I hope that not all women want him or 2 get on cam 4 him. Some of us women have more RESPECT 4 ourselves & the ppl we are with. He just lost the chance @ having a good friend cuz he could not accept that I did not want more & he could not take a joke. But this convo ya'll are about 2 see shows just how much of a dumb fuck he really is. YIM CONVO: Marko: All right it's time to send me ur cam? dixiedevilwendy: Lol no can do Marko: Ahh you just don Marko: t want to... dixiedevilwendy: Lol dixiedevilwendy: I look beasty Marko: I don't care baby! Marko: I just wanna get you in my ride...*Smiles* dixiedevilwendy:

A Lie
Led To Believe A Lie. when you believe you've found the right person, You're mostly likely wrong, You're led to believe that everything is fine, Nothing is wrong. Your the happiest you have ever been. Till the day they crush your heart. They led you to believe you were in love. Some people can have that effect on you. With every touch, Every time they smile, Or look at you, Every breath they take, Every word that comes out of there precious mouth, Every hug, Ever time you look into there gorgeous eyes, You find you self lost every time. You're led to believe your in love. You believe every word they say. They LOVE you, You believe them. They could and would NEVER hurt you. You believe them. They say they want to see you smile, They get what they want every time. But that smile will fade away. In the end you realize you believed every lie. You're hurting so much, You can't hold on for much longer, Every tear you shed was for ever memory you made with each other, And knowing

Finding Mr.right
I am trying to find Mr.Right. Will i ever find him. I want a guy that is going to stay with me through the good times and the bad. I want someone that is going to love me for me. I want someone that is going to be honest,caring,respecful and romantic. someone that doesn't cheat,lie or take advantage of me. If you think that you fit this description message me on here

Daddy Update
For those who are not aware, my daddy was rushed to the ER early this morning and admitted to the CCU unit. And for those who are not aware, my dad is dying. I appreciate the prayers and thoughts and sincerity from those of you that have shown it today. However, it will not get better. He is dying. If he makes it to Christmas, and beyond for that matter, I will be greatly surprised. He's never been this bad before. His COPD is really taking it's toll on him, and I'm assuming since they put him in the critical cardiac unit, they're worried about the stress it's taking on his heart which scares me. I've been living with my dad since April when my lease was up so I can help take care of him both financially, emotionally, and physically. It's been draining. It's been hard because my dad and I never had a relationship before this really. But after some recent events with finding out about a friend dying that was like a sister to me, and the intense amount of regret and guilt I've felt for

Why
I'm not very good at blogging so I will try my best Why is it that everytime I see you I go nuts inside, I look at you and the feelings are real, they wont go away and I get hurt everytime without you really knowing. I dont know what to do or what to say. Whenever we get close you end up pushing me away and the pain and failure is there. I truely love you but I dont think you see it. The words are eal and will always be true. You mean the world to me and I want to have you but you wont come near me to see the true person I really am. if you could only truely spend the time with me you owuld see the real me is not fake like most, my love would be true as the words coming from my lips. I truely hurt inside everytime I get to even see you talked to me. I hae to get this off my chest and stop holding it inside. I cry to let the pain ease but it doesnt always work.

A Experienced Wedding Party Dj To Produce The Achievement Of Weddings
Music has the energy to produce or break the achievement of any occasion or function, specially weddings. wedding dresses It is as a result important to compile a wedding party playlist for the wedding party DJ to operate with. It requires a experienced wedding party DJ to aid produce an efficient audio plan ,Dressok which will allow the company to possess a amazing time about the dance flooring while at exactly the same time highlighting the theme within the wedding. Compiling the wedding party playlist demands for being a "team effort", involving each the bridal few as properly as the DJ. Cheap Little Black Dresses to make sure the fact that design of audio is suitable, Cheap Homecoming Dresses the wedding party DJ ought to be common using the particulars within the wedding party for example the theme and kind of wedding. Conventional, contemporary and religious weddings all need particular sorts of music. cheap wedding dressesThere are particular elements within the reception that

Juggador Mafia Turf Rules And Guidelines..
Juggador Mafia Turf rules Standards for promotion..1. Be an active member for at least one week.2. Show Improvement.( Not by leveling, but by Showing Excitement for your turf).3. Show consistent improvement (Based on Character strength and Skill).4. Other criteria include ability to train, Following all the turf rules and regulations, recruiting and working as team member.Once in a leadership position( LT and Up ), you are expected to be an active participant. If you are going to be inactive for longer than three days, let someone know and we will temporarily put someone in the position so the turf funds are maximized to improve the turf. Not letting the Boss or Underboss or Lieutenants know can result in demotion to Associate. UPON PROMOTION: The new soldier will need to provide a list of territories/equip to his/her mentor/trainer for an evaluation and/or recommendations on how to improve his/her mobsters. Unless we already kno

Todays Life Lesson Boys And Girls Is
not moving head a proper distance out of the way when slamming shut the hatch on your car results in much blood, a mother of a headache and 3 stitches.... blank stare just to be clear on what a fantabulous day I had my cash register gave up the money taking ghost my compressor for coolers blew up the front door fell off of the deli .... ( I caught it that hurt too !!!) and because my Bakers construction for new place is delayed again I cant get my top sellers till December sometime (normally they are flying out the door before Canadian Thanksgiving) fuckmerunningandupsidedown how many days are there in November ???

A Planned Convergence/get Together
THERE SHALL BE A CONVERGENCE OF TROLLS FROM BATTLECAM,JUSTINTV,BLOGTV & STICKAM WHO WILL ASSEMBLE TOGETHER ON BLOGTV @ HTTP://WWW.BLOGTV.COM/PEOPLE/Trolls-R_Welcome WE WILL COME TOGETHER AS A TEAM AND ATTACK VARIOUS CHOSEN TARGETS DISCUSSED IN THIS BLOGTV SHOW IN AN ATTEMPT TO SHOW THE PEOPLE OF THE INTERWEBS WE CAN REVOLT AGAINST UNFAIR RULES AND REGULATIONS AND TREATMENT.WE ARE NOT WEAK AND POWERLESS AND WE CAN ORGANIZE OURSELVES IN AN ORDERLY MANNER AND MAKE ACCOMPLISHMENTS WITHOUT ANY MODERATORS,ADMINISTRATORS,RULE ENFORCEMENT OR OUTSIDE POWER.YOU HEARD US RIGHT.THIS IS ANARCHY!! THIS IS OUR VERSION OF OVERTHROWING AUTHORITY AND WE WILL PREVAIL.FOR INFORMATION ON THIS EVENT PLEASE WATCH 4CHAN,BLOGTV,JUSTINTV,BATTLECAM,STICKAM AND http://undergroundoutlawsgfod.blogspot.com/ FOR MORE INFORMATION AND JOIN US!!

Reaper's Halloween Massacre 14th Final Comments And Winners
Congratulations to Addictive for winning the auction rate contest ! 2nd place : Year Of Dragon 3rd Place : ColdHardBitch 4th Place : LuckyFKNBitch 5th Place : Jennicense Also congratulations to NJExoticDiva for winning the bulletins contest for the 2nd time ! click the pic to view the winning bullettin 2nd Place : Tee 3rd Place : Bratty 4th Place : Breezey 5th place : Year Of Dragon For the auction results , go check out the fu-14 folder. For more information on the next auction , please click the follow button :) Thanks for all of the auction contestants for joining. And for everyone who rated and re posted . Have a great November ! TwauneValentino

Another Fumafia Blog
Here we go folks, this is where I blast Scrapper, J Mafia Bouncer, and the rest of the site staff crew for refusing to do their jobs and allowing messed up things to happen on the mafia game. My problem today deals directly with one indvidual who runs 5+ fake accounts. No not fumafia accounts, but fubar accounts. This individual does not hide this fact at all, no actually he flaunts it. Nor does he hide the fact that he uses them to attempt to cheat in fumafia. This indvidual has been reported numerous times to Scrapper and J Mafia and they still refuse to do anything about it. I even gave Scrapper a list of all the guy's fake accounts, he just ignored me. Here is that list again: http://fubar.com/lookatyourself http://fubar.com/iwatchingyou http://fubar.com/4532623 http://fubar.com/boxinngcow http://fubar.com/5516533 http://fubar.com/5482710 Trust me there are more. Thanks to the recent downtime, I've lost some the links. But really, come on now, it is obvious this guy is c

Day Three
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends even though this picture is at least 3 years old, they're still considered my closest friends. jade, mandy, bobbie, jacob, virg i loved them all and still love them very much so. that music venture bobbies dad rented out was the best thing EVER! we went our nights &weekends always there drinkin &jammin out with everyone :) gooooodtimes i miss this entirly too much.

Truck Club Model Wanted... Good Pay To Just Have Fun And Take Pictures....
Me and a friend just started a Truck Club and are looking for some attractive girls that are in shape dont need the next Barbie but please have enough sense to realize if you look good enough to do any kind of modeling before contacting me... We will be paying for the model to pose and it will be paid per truck they model with.... so if you are interested let me know and we can talk and have a pic ready to send over email so that we get a preview of what you look like....

Nothing Comes Normal (song In Progress)
lookin at you lookin at mesomething so simpletakes all we believegiven you that griefgiven me that smilejust flipin out while your flippin me off (chours)so what do you know?nothin comes normalnothing comes easy but for me to be methink i figured it outnothing comes normalnothing thats givenmeans anything to me(bridge)so what little i goti paint polk-a-dotgive a big grinand enjoy the mess im in(chorus)so what do you know?nothin comes normalnothing comes easy but for me to be mebelieve it or noti dont care alotif nothing comes normalnothing ever should

Wykd Slave
Have you ever felt like you don't get any love from fellow fu's? Are your fufunds low and you just can't get any kind of attention? Well come see Madame Rain And Lady J in WYKD and let one of us be your personal slave for a week... We will love on you, comment your page, rate pics, send random gifts. We will also add you to our #1 friend spot, and we will also randomly put you in our status. Depending on what it is you have to offer will depend on what and how much we will do for you. Ownership is only for a week. If you are a perve, and think you will be getting a freak, you will, but we aren't like most fufreaks on here. We do have our limits. THERE WILL BE NO DRAMA WHAT SO EVER!!! If there is any kind of drama, you will be blocked from both Madame Rain and Lady J. You do have to be a member of WYKD. There will be no exchanging of numbers, addresses, personal info of any kind. No cam for either Madame Rain and Lady J. There will also be no cybering

Astral Sex - Empathys
Updated Later Todayastral sex - EmpathysIn Norse terms, the astral lover may be the fylgja [personal guardian spirit]. Astral lovers may be either male or female, depending upon your present sexual preferences. The astral sexual act can be just like the physical act, but the best astral sex is not performed in the same way as physical sex is. Higher astral sex is a melding of chakras. The climax of such sex makes regular sex seem like juvenile groping. It is vastly superior and more intense.Loving on the astral planes with an astral being in this manner is not evil, sinful, or dirty. It is a bona fide spiritual experience, one that orthodox religions don't want you to know about. Knowing the truth behind this ancient secret makes it possible for a single, widowed, or divorced person to live a sexually satisfied, spiritual, and happy life without the marriage bonds demanded by the churches. Tis knowledge puts you outside the control of such organizations and other interfering people. It

Own A Madame And A Lady For A Week!!!
Have you ever felt like you don't get any love from fellow fu's? Are your fufunds low and you just can't get any kind of attention? Well come see Madame Rain And Lady J in WYKD and let one of us be your personal slave for a week... We will love on you, comment your page, rate pics, send random gifts. We will also add you to our #1 friend spot, and we will also randomly put you in our status. Depending on what it is you have to offer will depend on what and how much we will do for you. Ownership is only for a week. If you are a perve, and think you will be getting a freak, you will, but we aren't like most fufreaks on here. We do have our limits. THERE WILL BE NO DRAMA WHAT SO EVER!!! If there is any kind of drama, you will be blocked from both Madame Rain and Lady J. You do have to be a member of WYKD. There will be no exchanging of numbers, addresses, personal info of any kind. No cam for either Madame Rain and Lady J. There will also be nocybering, no sexual acts of any kind. There i

I Know You Are Worth
I don't have moneyI don't have powerI have plenty of loveTo offer exclusively...I don't live in a fancy houseOr drive a high priced carI only have eyes for youWith my love shining throughYou knew from our startI gave unto you all of my heartAgain, I will wait as long as I canBecause I know you are worth... Every second... Every minute... Every hour... Of every day...

God Mode And Such
Ok, so with all the tweaking and retweaking with God Mode...it looks like they're set on it being 20 million points or 24 hours, whichever comes first. Talk about a ripoff. 20 million (or less) points for 100 credits? My wife racked up 13 million on a bling polisher, which is only 20 credits and lasts for 6 hours. Choice is pretty clear to me.

Still
Still feeling really down today... one of those days when you just want to sleep, which is what I did this morning, I had set my alarm to get back up for class, but turned the damn thing off and slept right through it. I did get up in time to go get my mammogram, but yuck.... Sucky thing is it was next to the hospital in the doctors building, I parked in the parking garage sure that I knew where to find the car. Needless to say, I got lost in the garage, after trying 3 different floors and being in tears I finally found the car. To top it off, I was suppose to pick my sisters up at the airport at 3 and right before the mammogram, her boyfriend called and told me the plane is running 25 minutes late. UGH! The person whose car I am using gets off at 3:30 and is about a half hour or more from the airport. Her boyfriend had the gall to tell me he could get off but would lose out on money, where I have to MAKE the person letting me use their car wait in the cold for roughly 45 minutes

Notes From A Broad
Things have been worrying me deeply. I have been looking up the internet and trying to figure out if I have either- eye, bowel, lung or brain cancer, turns out am old and have nothing like that. I have stopped smoking and so has my wonderful daughter Ashley, the feeling of her supporting me has been awesome. I really feel its time to get fit, lose weight and get off the fags. I am not going to be one of those women who starve themselves, this about me trying to feel better about myself. But I have been having strange pains and boils again. I just get random pains then go search them on websites, years ago when you had random illness’s an old granny or a woman in your street who kept cats and made gooseberry jam would diagnose your illness in the absence of a doctor. I recall we had a woman just like that in our street, called Maggie who made flowers out of twigs that she shaved at the end into chrysanthemum heads; it was amazing how she did it. Anyway we called h

Crazy Bitch!
Many of my fu-friends that know this crazy bitch, and have heard her deny that she stalks me but this dumb cunt found me on Facebook and asked to be added to my profile and was told to fuck off. When I wouldnt let her get on as a friend on facebook she located my sister and my son and begun hassling both of them. At first I didnt know it but she had said that my son and sister were so much nicer than I was and that tipped me off immediately that she had already contacted them. As soon as she had said that I asked my son and daughter if she had and they had both said that she did. I told them about her and asked them both to remove the bitch, and my sister did but my son thought that it was funny being a wiseass like his father he laughed at me and said no. I said ok but I will laugh at you when she starts harassing you and your friends like she did me. My sister was telling me how the dumbass was "liking" every single comment that she made. She blocked her soon after. The one thing

I Found This Online, And I Agree With It 100%...
AmazingYou complain about your hairHow your clothes don't matchYou don't get that new phoneMaybe you're complaining about a hatThey're over there dying for usSuck it upTheir blood is being shedTheir tears are being criedYou sit over here Are you even on our side?You say "bring them homeStop the war, stop the hate!"Do you realize you like living outside of a gate?Would you rather be at gunpoint at all timesNo cellphone No gelNo freedomNo lifeGet over yourselvesThey're fighting for usThey're dying for usI don't know about you,But I like being free...

Angel
I sit and wait does an angel contemplate my fate and do they know the places where we go when we´re grey and old ´cos I´ve been told that salvation lets their wings unfold so when I’m lying in my bed thoughts running through my head and I feel that love is dead I’m loving angels instead and through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection whether I’m right or wrong and down the waterfall wherever it may take me I know that life wont break me when I come to call she wont forsake me I’m loving angels instead when I’m feeling weak and my pain walks down a one way street I look above and I know ill always be blessed with love and as the feeling grows she breathes flesh to my bones and when love is dead I’m loving angels instead and through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection whether I’m right or wrong and down the waterfall wherever it may take me I know that life wont break me when I come to call she wont

Need Your Help!
My little brother and his fiance are trying to win an egagement session (photography). They are behind in votes. You can easily vote! Just click the link and you will see the poll. Vote for Michael and Jennifer. It's that easy. Just one click! C'mon FuPeeps! I know we can knock the voting out tha ballpark! :) http://www.amykarp.com/2010/11/finals-for-fb-engagement-session-giveaway-with-dallas-wedding-photographer-amy-karp/

I
I cried out into the darkness of my soul, and you held me close to the light of yours. I spoke of the lust burning holes in my mortality, and you listened, drowning the embers with your tears. I saw the eternity sacrificed for my forbidden love, and we shared the view from the sanctuary of your heart. I thought of the loneliness within my dreams, and you knew exactly how to open the prison of my mynd. I loved, and you loved me too...

Facts #1
1. Americans spend $36,000,000 at Wal-Mart Every hour of every day. 2. This works out to $20,928 profit every minute!3. Wal-Mart will sell more from January 1 to St. Patrick's Day (March 17th) than Target sells all year.4. Wal-Mart is bigger than Home Depot + Kroger + Target +Sears + Costco + K-Mart combined.5. Wal-Mart employs 1.6 million people, is the world's largest private employer, and most speak English.6. Wal-Mart is the largest company in the history of the world.7. Wal-Mart now sells more food than Kroger and Safeway combined, and keep in mind they did this in only fifteen years.8. During this same period, 31 big supermarket chains sought bankruptcy.9. Wal-Mart now sells more food than any other store in the world.10. Wal-Mart has approx 3,900 stores in the USA of which 1,906 are Super Centers; this is 1,000 more than it had five years ago.11. This year 7.2 billion different purchasing experiences will occur at Wal-Mart stores. (Earth's population is

Impossible
I remember years ago Someone told me I should take Caution when it comes to love I did, I did And you were strong and I was not My illusion, my mistake I was careless, I forgot I did And now when all is done There is nothing to say You have gone and so effortlessly You have won You can go ahead tell them Tell them all I know now Shout it from the roof tops Write it on the sky line All we had is gone now Tell them I was happy And my heart is broken All my scars are open Tell them what I hoped would be Impossible, impossible Impossible, impossible Falling out of love is hard Falling for betrayal is worst Broken trust and broken hearts I know, I know Thinking all you need is there Building faith on love and words Empty promises will wear I know, I know And now when all is gone There is nothing to say And if you're done with embarrassing me On your own you can go ahead tell them

How To Reinvent Your Career
How to Reinvent your Career How to Reinvent your Career If you work long enough, something along the way will probably happen to you. You will work with a co-worker who drives you crazy, a boss that doesn't get you, or an employee that keeps you up at night. It's all a part of the working world. At other times, things will happen to you that will throw you for a loop. Your job is eliminated. You are fired without reason. Your industry goes away. This is when it's important to take stock in who are you, what you want out of life, and where you want to go next. So, how do you get yourself back on track; find your passion and purpose again, and reinvent the next phase of your career? You soul-search and ask lots of questions. Here where you begin: You Make Time To Think Reinvention cannot happen without thought. A clear picture of where you want to go next cannot come to you unless you create time to think about it. This time is what will allow you to get in touch with yourse

Tomorrow Will Be A Better Day
Tomorrow will be a Better Day Your career has its ups and downs We all have or have had career slumps and they do pass. If you are feeling "slumpish" these days, know that you will look back one day and recognize the valuable lessons you've learned from this time in your life. Everything happens for a reason-you just might not know the reason yet. If this is a down period for you, the good news is it's up from here. While You Are Figuring Things Out, Trust That Tomorrow Will Be A Better Day. Here's How To Focus On What's Yet To Come: 1. Write Down What You Want Your Future To Look Like Create a picture of where you see yourself in the future. Your picture can be one of where you want to be in a day, a week, a month, a year, or even farther into the future. This picture gives your journey a clear and reachable destination and provides focus. Close your eyes. Let your imagination take over. Get in touch with what you really want and what is important to you. Ask yourself wha

How To Create A Vision For Your Career
All of life's journeys begin with the phrase, "I want." Think about your career and the times when you said "I want." Maybe you said "I want" go to college-and then enrolled in school and completed your degree. Maybe you said "I want" to work for a large or a small company-and you are working there now. Maybe you said "I want" to lead teams-and that's one of your current responsibilities. "I want" is a very powerful phrase. Without it, it's hard to go very far. Imagine going on a trip without selecting a destination beforehand. What would you pack? How would you get there? Where would you stay? Your trip probably would not end up being much fun. It's the same with your career. Not being able to visualize your desired result leads to results not happening. Goals are reached when you decide what you want, and then take action to get it. Without an end in mind, you will wander aimlessly; and as long as you are aimless, you will be wasting time. You will feel lost. You will be like a st

Non-partisan Part 2
The election is tomorrow and I have been negligent in getting in here and talking about the issues so will try to do a few points in one blog this morning. I am very concerned about this election for several reasons , primarily because half the candidates in this years election seem to want to throw science and knowledge about the world out the window and go back to something akin to burning witches at the stake and the days when we thought the earth was flat. It is a shift in the Republican Party that is disturbing and backward thinking. On the other hand the Dem's seem to think government knows better than we do...about everything. So for an independent like me it is very difficult to decide who to toss and who to support. Here are a few things I am thinking about..... The Tea Party movement in the Republican Party, the idea that life is simple and government should have no part in it is ridiculous and overly simplistic. The proponents are big corporations who are out sourcing

Random Thought For The Week
It never ever faails to amaze me no matter how much i upgrade my pc, there is alwasy one more thing that i want to do to it. This thing is like eating potato chips. for all the upgrades i get and install on this thing, i could have bought 4 more. With that kinda thinking maybe I should be running for public office. LOL

He Loves Me..........he Loves Me Not
HE LOVES ME HE LOVES ME NOT I HATE HIS GUTS IN HELL MAY HE ROT HE LOVES ME HE LOVES ME NOT WHAT'S HIS NAME AGAIN OOPS, GUESS I FORGOT HE LOVES ME HE LOVES ME NOT TWAS BUT A TWISTED LOVE STORY WITH A SHITTY PLOT HE LOVES ME HE LOVES ME NOT HES INCAPABLE OF LOVE AS WITH ALL ROBOTS HE LOVES ME HE LOVES ME NOT HE CAN KISS MY ASS AS I VIOLENTLY FART HE LOVES ME HE LOVES ME NOT I WISH HE WAS DEAD ID LIKE THAT A LOT

Haha
THANK GOODNESS FOR LAUGHTER............. IT KEEPS ME SANE WITHOUT IT ID PERISH IT ALLEVIATES THE PAIN A CURE FOR LIFE'S SICKNESS I DECLARE IT TO BE WITHOUT ALL THE SIDE AFFECTS AND BEST OF ALL ITS FREE LAST NIGHT I OVERDOSED AND THIS MORNING I FEEL FINE I CAN HAVE MY FILL AT WILL THE PRESCRIPTION DOES NOT EXPIRE IVE FOUND MY FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH I DIDN'T HAVE TO LOOK FAR IT WONT COST ME A CENT AND IT DOESN'T COME IN A JAR

Do You Like....
Here is a question I was asked to post by someone..... Do you like tittie fucking? And why? Of course, as always, we want to hear how both guys and chicks feel about this. :) As with all other questions.. please stay on subject and IF YOU CANT BE HONEST - DONT COMMENT. Please check out the other questions of the day. Please Rate This Blog

Dark Desire
It is a night of dark desire, a song of ethereal pain,wolves vent their cry. The eternal onewakens.Darkness shrouds her pale form,an everlasting desire.Her raven hair cascades overfragile milk-white shoulders, and herfull deeply crimson lips part slightly, to taste thered tears streaming from thepale flesh beneathher.Now a night of darkness,I weep

Alone In Darkness
Alone in Darkness the night falls in a heavy, suffocating cloak, cold and alone are we.the salvation for which you lustflares once, then dies,swallowed by a velvet ebon nothingness.all hope must surely perish.your heart desires no more.how could you not understand?our dark emotions surround us, crying,we have lost our way.

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Longines Master Collection Watches
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[i Have No Access To Music.]
Well I do... but have you heard the speakers on a PSP? Kinda tinny. ... ah yes...thank you auto double-spacing from VISTA/IE. Thank you... thank you. God I hate this fucking laptop. Anyhow. ... and you'll notice that my overuse of spacing and paragraph breaks has taken a brief repose To my dear, loyal readers; Vegas was fun. Could've been a touch more interesting with legalized prostitution and a fully nude strip club with loose interpretations of what exactly is permissable in the "VIP room", but... hey, I had fun and I got to see my brother. Then my sister in law's grandfather died midtrip. COBRA is pretty much out of the question since I didn't get back by the thirtieth and I certainly had no opportunity to get my mail, fill out the paperwork and send it back. Yes... yes, I just immediately told you how someone else's death effected me instead of himself or the family. Well... for the most part my sister in law's family is... twatty. Ultrafundy religious nuts, and her mother,

Plz Repost Often
FST Please repost these often! http://fubar.com/fst-please-repost-these-often/b334873-1134918 Lets keep gettin the word out about the Fubar Street Team! We need to show love to the swag shop also!! Please repost these bulletins often: Want To Join the Fubar Street Team? http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=1601526768 Got FuSwag? http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3336939263 Thanks to all FST members! Keep up the good work!

A Quiz About Me (plz Copy & Post It On Ur Blog With Ur Answers)
A Quiz about me (1-25) 1) What's your middle name? Cassandra 2) What's your top three favorite colors? purple, pink & blue 3) What's your favorite fruit? Grapes 4) How many siblings do you have? 5 5) Do you have kids? If so how many? What gender and age(s)? &nb

Decisions
Time, lately....for some unknown but palpable reason, seems short to me...or maybe FOR me. Irregardless of which it is, short is a measurement of oppotunities becoming less numerous. I am not afraid, but uncertain...I simply desire to get things right. I have to let some things go, walk away from some things, from some people, and make amends for others, TO others. No one can do these things for me. The crossroads stand in sight.

Survey Stol From A Friend ... Im Bored Lol ..
1.My most recent ex is... no comment lol 2. I should learn to...love myself more 3. I love... too much 4. People would say that I am... a crazy bitch? 5. I don't understand...why things must b so damn complicated 6. When I wake up in the morning... im feelin like p diddy? lol 7. I lost.... my heart and my mind 8. Life is... a never ending roller coaster ride that u sumtimes wanna spew chunks from.. just sayin lol 9. My past taught me... to forgive and forget to love everyday to move on and to hold on tight 10. I get annoyed when..... people underestimate me 11. Parties are...the past 12. I wish... fook wishes i want action 13. Dogs and cats... are cute as hell but i love dogs more 14. My childhood pet... was a goldfish named herbie lol 15. Tomorrow is...just another day 16. I have a low tolerance for... stupid people 17. If I had a million dollars... id move far away from here 18. I'm terrified of... losing

I'm Getting Old...
Sumthing my momma once told me that never made much sense till now.... She said that every once in awhile we all have to take stock of ourselves. The life we lead the company we keep those we choose to hold on to and the ones we let go. Have we said enough or too much... Our minds can become so filled with useless clutter... Past hurts lost chances grudges doubts fears ... That it takes up the room that was ment for happiness tears through pain confidence and inner beauty that has been stored too long. Because when we take stock and clear the unwanted things... It makes room for wats worth keeping wats worth passing on and allows the world to see wat was there all along... I guess when i was younger and thought this made no sense the clutter was small... Its time to take stock and rid myself of excess unnessesary clutter... Yeah i really am gettin old... Thank god..

Phenomenal Woman
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's sizeBut when I start to tell them,They think I'm telling lies.I say,It's in the reach of my armsThe span of my hips,The stride of my step,The curl of my lips.I'm a womanPhenomenally.Phenomenal woman,That's me.I walk into a roomJust as cool as you please,And to a man,The fellows stand orFall down on their knees.Then they swarm around me,A hive of honey bees.I say,It's the fire in my eyes,And the flash of my teeth,The swing in my waist,And the joy in my feet.I'm a womanPhenomenally.Phenomenal woman,That's me.Men themselves have wonderedWhat they see in me.They try so muchBut they can't touchMy inner mystery.When I try to show themThey say they still can't see.I say,It's in the arch of my back,The sun of my smile,The ride of my breasts,The grace of my style.I'm a womanPhenomenally.Phenomenal woman,That's me.Now you understandJust why my head's not bowed.I don't shout or jump aboutOr have to talk real

Changed This But It Still Pisses Me Off ....
.... well it astounds me sumtimes how selfish and self centered people can b but fubar seems to b able to show that side of people regularly... which is sad as hell to me...case in point.. my very best friend just had a birthday and out of the hundreds of people that call him their friend only a few of us did anything for him for his bday... do u have any idea how disgusting that is? this man makes bday salutes buys vips and blasts and bling packs for all his close friends on their bday but they couldnt even do a damn thing for him. i would have done more then i did if he would have let me but of course he wouldnt lol. now mind u im not 1 that buys into all the fubar bullshit anyways because lets face it ur payin money for pictures and points and nuthin thats real but still it would have shown that u cared at least a lil about sumone other then urself ... sumone who's been there for u when ur man hurt u or let u down or u needed sumone to talk to or sumone just to make u smile... he's

I'm Still Alive!
I must be....shit's too fucked for me to be dead, lol! Anyways, I'm still alive and around from time to time. Things on my end have been all sorts of life altering...a lot of it bad, and some of it good. Mixed bag that it be, I'd like more 'good' please. Anyways, to all my friends here, I just wanna say thanx for sticking around despite my long, loooong bouts of absence. Oh yeah...I hope this doesn't change anyone's view of me, but I appearance has changed in a big way. ...I cut my hair.

I Don't Wana Spend My Life Wasted....
This song explains how I feel about relationships, mine and other peoples . I sort of feel like I'm one to hang on much longer then I should and I dont know when to just cut my losses and let it go. I am also tired of wasting life away unhappy when I know happiness is out there . Im struggleing to make some tough decisions about my life and its a long road to find the right answer. Standing at the back doorShe tried to make it fastOne tear hit the hard woodIt fell like broken glassShe said sometimes love slips awayAnd you just can't get it backLet's face itFor one split secondShe almost turned aroundBut that would be like pouring rain dropsBack into a cloudSo she took another step and saidI see the way out and I'm gonna' take itI don't wanna' spend my life jadedWaiting to wake up one day and findThat I've let all these years go byWastedAnother glass of whisky but it still don't kill the painSo he stumbles to the sink and pours it down the drainHe says it's time to be a man and sto

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Trick Or Treat!
Hey guys!! It's that spooky time of year again! I'm not a huge fan of anything scary...well unless I have a cute boy by my side to keep me safe! I went out a couple nights ago with a group of girl friends. I thought we were going to hang out and have a couple drinks, but somehow we end up going haunted house hopping. I dunno how it is where you are, but here It's so popular. Tons of haunted houses and corn mazes. I know that I was being a big baby, but I honestly get so scared!!!! I survived one house! I kept screaming and screaming and screaming some more. Of course the guys in the haunted house took advantage of the dark. I kept feeling hands all over my boobs and my ass. I kept saying Melissa is that you touching me! Everyone was laughing at me. So..this is my way of having a fun Halloween. I'm all dressed up and playing naughty on my web-cam!! I will be changing costumes tonight and tomorrow. I might not scare you, but I promise you a sexy boob bouncing good time!! Don't forget I

Would You Like Some Candy Little Girl...
So Halloween is now over. I did end up decorating, though I didn't do the music. I am used to throngs of kids coming to my door, tonight, only two groups, about seven kids in all. So like, I bought four bags of candy, and uh, well, I pretty much still have four bags of candy. I'm thinking next year I may just have a party for Halloween, maybe Santa will give me some friends for Christmas, or there could be a Labor Day miracle. Anyway, if you need me, I'll be off in my sugar high.

Idk
I dont know why, but for some reason today I am feeling really down :( I dont know if it is the weather (cold and semi rainy) or if its because its Halloween and I wish my kids were young again and I could do things all over differently. Thats it....

A Savage Relentless Nightmare
Blinded by love and lustful hateLosing control of these feelingsA world so cold that I cannot SedateDiversity making these killings A pain that's estrangedQuestions filled with painThis bitter mind derangedDisplaced degrated insane Hearts blown into fractionsDisturbed satisfactionsSelling my soul at indescretionsWaking to all these obscessions

Half The Creep (new)
Yesterday you were the martyr seedToday you feed the terror behind your needYour sweet has turned to sourCause you fene the face you hide betweenYou think you're on the runBut your schemes are so far goneYour sickness one to devourBut your sickness known to be a loaded gunAll these scars you love to leaveAre mere nothing left for one to believeThese scars you leave they cowerNow you leave me nothing, nothing too conduciveNow my thoughts are undecisive screamsNo need to replace all my open seamsNow I'm half the dream half the dowerThe disempowered sublime none deemsThese thoughts dont need to thinkThese eyes distraught begin to sinkLife instills feelings none to scourNow I'm half the creep to sink.

Maybe
This is me............... Maybe - Sick Puppies Maybe I'm a dreamer Maybe I'm misunderstood Maybe you're not seeing the side of me you should Maybe I'm crazy (Maybe I'm crazy) Maybe I'm the only one (Maybe I'm the only one) Maybe I'm just out of touch Maybe I've just had enough Maybe it's time to change And leave it all behind I've never been one to walk alone I've always been scared to try So why does it feel so wrong To reach for something more To wanna live a better life What am I waiting for? 'Cause nothing stays the same Maybe it's time to change Maybe it's hopeless (Maybe it's hopeless) Maybe I should just give up (Maybe I should just give up) What if I can't trust myself? What if I just need some help? Maybe it's time to change And leave it all behind I've never been one to walk alone I've always been scared to try So why does it feel so wrong To reach for something more To wanna live a better life What am I waiting for? 'Cause nothing stays the same Maybe it's time

New Stash Items Added
I have added some new videos in my stash, both military tributes and one for halloween. I also added a recipe for chocolate covered cherries in the DUNNO section lol. Please go watch my videos and check out my recipe and be sure to leave a comment or rating.

Keep On Trucking
Keep On Trucking It was late, it was cold, and Tommy was behind schedule as he came down I-69 into Flint with his load of car parts. The only thing on his mind was unloading, dinner, shower and a bed. He didn’t even want a woman in it, that’s how beat he was tonight. Ahead and on the side of the road he spotted a Chevy Suburban obviously disabled with its radiator overheating and steam pouring into the frigid air. He slowed down as a protective measure in case he needed to take any kind of action. Motorist could be dumb when it came to large fast moving trucks. He wasn’t about to stop until he saw the woman bent over the engine as he slowly went by. He pulled over. Damn his mother for raising him a gentleman anyway. He pulled himself out of the cab and sauntered back. "You can’t fix that tonight ma’am. Can I give you a lift up the road to the nearest station?" She looked up and he was hooked. She had huge grey blue eyes that you dove into and wanted

The Legend Of Stingy Jack ( The Origin Of Jack O'lanterns)
The Irish brought the tradition of the Jack O'Lantern to America. But, the original Jack O'Lantern was not a pumpkin.The Jack O'Lantern legend goes back hundreds of years in Irish History. As the story goes, Stingy Jack was a miserable, old drunk who liked to play tricks on everyone: family, friends, his mother and even the Devil himself. One day, he tricked the Devil into climbing up an apple tree. Once the Devil climbed up the apple tree, Stingy Jack hurriedly placed crosses around the trunk of the tree. The Devil was then unable to get down the tree. Stingy Jack made the Devil promise him not to take his soul when he died. Once the devil promised not to take his soul, Stingy Jack removed the crosses and let the Devil down. Many years later, when Jack finally died, he went to the pearly gates of Heaven and was told by Saint Peter that he was too mean and too cruel, and had led a miserable and worthless life on earth. He was not allowed to enter heaven. He then went down to Hell and

Pretty Little Fishes!
You may not know about NC's Outer Banks region, but it can be a wild and dangerous place, even though it's one of the most beautiful places on Earth.It's so beautiful that a couple of yankees came down in 1903 and took a little plane ride up the banks a bit at Kitty Hawk. (Kill Devil Hills)The most wonderful part of the Outer Banks is that it will never be Myrtle Beach. The ocean's cleansing action will take care of that. A real treasure. I wish they would leave these creatures alone as the top of the food chain in the ocean, unless the killer whale takes this honor lol. It is suspected she followed a weak El Nino current into local waters in search of food. Although mid 60 degree water is considered ideal for these sharks, the larger ones can tolerate water in the low 50s.The Shark took off towing the 42 foot fishing boat backwards through the water at about 7 Knots. Just like in JAWS, the boat was taking on water over the stern and the crew watc

So Last Night, I Had This Stupid Idea
I took this screen name as a joke, because the Large Hadron Collider at CERN sounds like it's some kind of porn film starring the Higgs Boson. So here I am a few years later thinking that what if Higgs Boson were a super hero? The so-called "god particle", the theoretical fundamental building block of all matter in the known universe. What traits would a super hero with that name take on? I asked myself, in reverse of most super heroes who name themselves once their powers are discovered. If this were a comic book character, Higgs Boson would be super-dense, and have the biggest ego in the universe. As far as he's concerned, he may as well be God, because the real one hasn't shown up yet. These would be his only super powers. Neither of them being any true benefit, his winning out through sheer force of will and averting danger via bumbling, yet good natured stupidity (and a whole lot of luck, much to the annoyance of foe and friend alike!) Anyone know how to draw? I'll marry you as

A Poem For A Cold Hearted Man I Know
Why did you hurt me so bad Just cuz you got really mad You just couldn't love me right you were selfish and just had to lie There's so many times that you made me cry But why, what's the reason for doing all you did to me

Random Facts About A M0ni... In No Particular Order.
Fun facts about lil o'm0ni [edition numero uno] Please save all your questions til the end of this impossibly long ramble about nothing really. Thanks. #33 - Has never seen Rocky (any), Starwars, Star Trek, any of the God Father movies, nor Scarface. I don't really care to change this anytime in the near future. #59 - Doesn't believe in underwear on Fridays... OR when it's just not really necessary. #84 - Still wishes on stars, like a child. #276 - Only likes scalding hot soup. Doesn't like chowder. OR fuggin' pancakes. That had no relevance, I just felt like it needed to be said. #117 - Was a victim. #118 - Is now a survivor. #209 - Pees in the shower sometimes. Everyone does, even grandma. I'm just ballsy enough to admit it. # Whatever number I'm on - Sings, "I'm blue. Da ba de da bah dah x2." In the grocery store. #6 - Still sucks her thumb and rolls her fingers through her blanky, on occasion when trying to fall asleep. #82 - Dreamed of living in the town of "T

Typical Flittery Maneuvering
Trip to the grocery store for a pop - walking with my head down reading to see what my gas points were up to. I almost run into a cashier walking in an intercepting path with mine. I attempt to avoid plowing into her by flailing to my left, and walk directly into the path of the poor kid pushing a whole line of carts back inside the store. In an attempt to miss me, he plows his row of carts directly into the lady bringing a large selection of flowers from the outside of the store into the inside. Flowers sway ominously, but manage to stay in cart. I could NOT slink out of there fast enough!

End Of October Blog...point Hoars & Something For The Ladies....
Well, October's finally over. *Whew* Still Alive. lol...yes it has been that kind of crazy this month for sure...I mean there's always going to be this kind of crazy.... I mean, you all believe that's real right?!? *snickers*.. I don't really know what to say much of actually. Believe that huh? Other than the normal things. Sure I had what I -thought- was a good friend of mine completely lose her mind on here and go totally irrational and just leave over probably one of the dumbest things I've had to deal with in some time. I'm sure you know who I'm talking about...lol..but o

Happy Halloween/ Happy Samhain
HAPPY HALLOWEEN / HAPPY SAMHAIN Forest misty, dark and deep the doors between the world release, loved ones, family, favored pets to join in this evenings's fest the birth of new, the death of old I will this cycle to unfold. Each leaf that drifts upon the ground will bury all that is unsound and in its place will rise a new the gift of love the whole tear through. With harvest gold and autumn sun I reap the best I have done. And as the days grow shorter still with longer nights and winter's chill I'll work to build a better place for ever soul and human race. Wild autumn winds and crones dark voice speak to me of wisdom choice let me hear your words of fate so I know w

What Is The Point?
I was thinking about what definitively separates a kid from an adult. It's cereal. When you start eating more eggs and bacon than Cinnamon Toast Crunch, that's when you're an adult. That's when you start down the path of bogus priorities. Down the path of self destructive behavior. Down the path of losing your sense of humor. Down the path of saying a list of things by repeating the first few words instead of using commas because your points are too profound to fit in one sentence. Down the path of using "going down paths" as an all-encompassing metaphor for all your shitty decisions. People who take their lives seriously are boring to hang out with, but when I'm not around them, their existence causes me destructive emotional pain. For that reason, it's almost less traumatic for me to hang out with boring people than to sit alone and hate that they exist somewhere. I just need to know who is who. That's why the first thing I do when I meet someone is look in their cereal cabinet. If

Strangers With Candy!
So i took my young neice and nephew trick and treating up our road (mates place first for a few beers at his home bar then Mrs Atkins with awsum cleavage) and thought to myself..wait!...aren't we as responsible adults trying to teach kids not to accept candy from strangers yet here we are doing said thing once a year? and yes..i did call myself a responsible adult just then.....

3 Things
In your opinion...... What are the 3 most important things to keep a relationship going strong and why? And how do you keep those things from fading away? As with all other questions.. please stay on subject and IF YOU CANT BE HONEST - DONT COMMENT. Please check out the other questions of the day. Please Rate This Blog

Signs Of Abuse
As ridiculous as it might sound, I was abused for over a decade and did not recognize it as that till I ened up critically injured.Maybe my case just fell through the cracks of society, no one noticed my broken bones, bruises, stitches, and I was too afraid to speak up for myself. You may be becoming or already are a victim of abuse if you: Feel like you have to "walk on eggshells" to keep him from getting angry and are frightened by his temper. Feel you can't live without him. Stop seeing other friends or family, or give up activities you enjoy because he doesn't like them. Are afraid to tell him your worries and feelings about the relationship. Are often compliant because you are afraid to hurt his feelings; and have the urge to "rescue" him when he is troubled. Feel that you are the only one who can help him and that you should try to "reform" him. Find yourself apologizing to yourself or others for your partner's behaviour when you are treated badly. Stop

Awen
I Balance On A Blade Of Lightning, Wrapped Up In A Flash Of Light, Thunder Holds A Silent Meaning, A Line Between Black And White, Morning Calls Me Back From Dreaming, As The Dain Cracks The Night, I Balance On the Edge Of Reason, The Line Between Wrong And Right, A Choice Between Love And Treason, Every Rose Has It's Price, So I Ride Upon This Blade Of Lightning, Blinded By Her Rage Of Light, Thunder In My Heartbeats Meaning, I Lose Myself In Dains Star Light. Caer Sidi Spinning, Weaving, Singing Truth Across The Sky, The Echo Of Creations Speaking, Is The Reason For The Rhyme. The Truth Of Love Is All The Meaning, A Broken Heart In Sacrifice.

If Words Could Give Wings
If wishes were horses, Or words could give wings, With feathers of fire, The phoenix would sing, Up from the ashes, Where hope is concealed, There love is reborn, There love is revealed, In flames forged from passion, The lies burn away, Questions in answers, True hearts remain, With storms in the distance, The rainbow appears, Nothing else matters, The message is clear, The wheel is in motion, A hand at the weave, The spindle is turning, Fates cut is deep, Starlight in patterns, Wheels within wheels, Choices that matter, Wounds that won't heal, Moonlight in tatters, The heart is revealed, We dance with the darkness, And flee from the light, Illusions we master, With whispers of night, Blood soaked and splattered, The memories we keep, Emptiness shatters, The sacrifice speaks, Bleeding for answers, Cut from our pride, Midnight disasters, All broken inside, Answers and questions, Transform like the ice, The weight of the treasure, Is the worth of it's price, Love holds all answers, Love

It Is Not The Flame That Burns.
IT IS NOT THE FLAME THAT BURNS. It is not the flame that burns, It is only you, that learns, No matter how you twist and turn, It is only you that burns, Wrap the wounds with foolish pride, Hide the scars deep inside, Then bow our heads and bend our knees, Only to break within the weave, Through this veil of tears we see, Between what is, and , cannot be, In this night the blind can see, By the dream of memory, It is not the blade that cuts, When we bleed it turns to rust, We call the dance because we must, All is made from bright stardust, It is not the flame that burns, It is only you that learns, No matter how you twist and turn, It is only you that burns

Inquiring Minds Want To Know...
** INQUIRING MINDS WANT TO KNOW ** * BUT IF YOU AIN'T GOT NO MONEY TAKE YOUR BROKE A$$ HOME!! * * WELL I KEEP GETTING ASKED WHERE I'VE BEEN, AND WHAT'S GOING ON WITH THE DBD FREELOADER, HOMEWRECKERS, AND DRAMA FREAKS. YES I AM POKING SOME FUN IN THIS BLOG, BUT IT'S WELL DESERVED AS SOME PEOPLE LIKE TO RUN THEIR MOUTHS ABOUT ME AND SEND PEOPLE TO STALK ME & THE PEOPLE THAT SPEND TIME IN MY LIFE. ESPECIALLY A PARTICULAR THIRD PARTY THAT LIKES TO PLAY INNOCENT MEANWHILE SHE HAS BEEN UP MY A$$ RELENTLESSLY FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS{SINCE EARLY SEPT. 2008}. AS MOST PEOPLE KNOW I'M A BLUNT A$$ B*TCH WITH NO PROBLEM SPEAKING MY MIND, AND WILL BE THE FIRST TO SAY "YES I AM A B*TCH AND HAVE A CHARM ON MY NIPPLE RING SAYING SO." SO I FIND IT RATHER IGNORANT WHEN THIRD PARTIES TRY TO SPREAD FAIRYTALES THAT INCLUDE ME AS BEING THE WICKED WITCH WHEN THEY HAVE NO CLUE JUST HOW WICKED I CAN BE IF YOU PUSH ME LONG ENOUGH. LMAO! * I FIND IT AMUSING HOW PEOPLE FEEL THE NEED TO TELL THEMSELVES EVERY

Regret And Mistake...enjoy Reading ...
Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once. Sometimes we know we shouldn't and thats exactly why we do. Mistakes are sometimes the best memories You're born, you die, and in between you make a lot of mistakes. Every new day is another chance to change your life. The times in life, that seems to be the worst, always turn out for the best! Live your life without regret, don't be someone who theyll forget. If it's a good idea, go ahead and do it, its much easier to apologize then it is to get permission. How come dumb stuff seems so smart while you're doing it. Good judgment comes from bad experience, and a lot of that comes from bad judgment. If I don't die the first time most likely I will do it again. You cannot always wait for the perfect time, sometimes you must dare to jump. Never regret something that once made you smile. Yes, the past can hurt but the way I see it you can either run from it or learn from it You shouldn't regret anything

Low Key
I'm siting on my bed listening to a band called Electric Wizard, who can best be described as Black Sabbath on acid, which led me to go over the types of music I find myself listening to the most. doom stoner rock post rock post metal drone ambient even ambient drone doom I'm at my happiest when immersed in minor-keyed guitar and heavy bass radiating at bone-shaking decibel levels from extremely large speakers. In the summer I wear black in the sun and soak up heat without a whimper of complaint , which seems to bother people around me because I'm almost always asked if I'm baking (and has nothing to do with music, but I felt it worth mentioning). The universe around us exists in the form of energy levels and vibrations of varying frequency, and me, I'm tuned low key.

Christo-celtic Spell-prayer Agianst The Powers Of Darkness
On Terra (earth) in this fateful hourI place all Heaven with its powerthe sun with its brightnessthe snow with its whitenessthe fire with all the strength it haththe lightning with its rapid wraththe winds with their swiftness along their paththe sea with its deepnessthe rocks with their steepnessthe earth with it starknessall these I placeWith God's almighty help and gracebetween myself and the powers of darkness

2fer
I was pimped and got an abundance of morons in my shout and status; 2 different conversations. The 1st one started in my status where he asked if my tits were real. Suga Lips: I grew them myself. I would think at age 41 you'd be able to tell the difference. 8:14pm realgh0st: have to taste them to find out... You;re one that can dish it out but can't take it? lol 8:16pm Suga Lips: You wouldn't be anywhere near them, I didn't dish anything out, moron. You came to MY page acting stupid. 8:17pm realgh0st: read you status bish... then tell me that... btw I have had much better in hand... 8:19pm Suga Lips: It's a fucking joke, douchenozzle and wasn't directed at YOU. Duh. Yep you've had soooo much better, but you're saying you'd have to taste Fuck off and grow up. realgh0st: mine was a fucking joke too. If you had some brain and less tit maybe you woulda known that. get over yourself you ain't all that and a bag of chips... call someone t

Alice Cooper Goes To Hell
This much overlooked rock-opera has been uploaded to my web server for your listening pleasure... http://squarewaves.net/opentape/ Most people only know the title track, and are missing out on a cleverly written and entertaining story when taken as a whole.

Roads? Where We're Going We Don't Need Roads
Ten years ago … Today that pastor guy at my church [Bryan Simpson, then at How Memorial United Methodist Church in Crescent City, Florida] turns 49! No, I’m not as irreverent as I sound, but Bryan Simpson is a really great guy to know. Like Kirk said of Spock in “Star Trek II: The Wrath of Khan”, “Of all the souls I have encountered in my travels, his was the most … human.” Though the last time I saw him, he didn’t give me the impression he was anything else. Far different (or not) would be a character like Tik-Tok, the mechanical man who had to be wound up in order to think and speak and act (all separately, too). Today this mechanical man would be called a robot – a term which wasn’t coined until 1923, almost twenty years after Tik-Tok’s first appearance in “Ozma of Oz.” How much can we, do we, often act like robots in our desire to please others, to act good as though we didn’t have a

Come And Party
Well its that time again. Let's party it up not once but twice at the same time in my lounge. I would really love to see everyone there but i totally understand if you can not make it. If you would like the link to the lounge, please SB me. I would be glad to give it to you. Everyone is welcome and invited. Hope to see you there. They both start at 10:30 est tonight.

Wwe Appreciation Day
WWE salutes the WWE Universe with Fan Appreciation Day By: Corey Clayton Written: October 30, 2010 Triple H returned for Fan Appreciation Day at the XL Center in Hartford, Conn. Related Content Full Monday Night Raw coverage Full Friday Night SmackDown coverage More on WWE Survivor Series Get Triple H's new t-shirt at WWEShop Follow WWE on Twitter and Facebook HARTFORD, Conn. – As a tribute to the greatest fans in all forms of entertainment, WWE’s Fan Appreciation Day rocked a packed XL Center Saturday, with thousands of passionate WWE Universe members showing the love for their favorite Divas and Superstars – including the one-night-only return of The Game, Triple H - and those same ring warriors expressing likewise for their fans worldwide. John Cena def. World Heavyweight Champion Kane by Disqualification (PHOTOS)With Kane’s scheduled opponent Big Show winning an Intercontinental Title Match in the event’s openi

Life
Hope Hope the thread that binds our souls with Those that have gone before us and those that Will come after we ourselves have passed. Hope is the what follows the last drop of blood that is shed, the last tear that falls, and the last breath that is taken. After all these things have come to pass hope is there to hold our hands, wipe our tears and bless the future with its undying certainty that all the comes down our path is meant to be.

Think Before You Do
GPS An acquaintance had their car broken into while they were at a footballgame. Things stolen from the car included a garage door remote control,some money and a GPS which had been prominently mounted on thedashboard. When the victims got home, they found that their house had beenransacked and just about everything worth anything had been stolen. Thethieves had used the GPS to guide them to the house. They then used thegarage remote control to open the garage door and gain entry to thehouse. The thieves knew the owners were at the football game, they knew whattime the game was scheduled to finish and so they knew how much time they hadto clean out the house. It would appear that they had brought a truck toempty the house of its contents. SOMETHING TO CONSIDER IF YOU HAVE A GPS - DON'T PUT YOUR HOME ADDRESS INIT. PUT A NEARBY ADDRESS (LIKE A STORE OR GAS STATION) SO YOU CAN STILLFIND YOUR WAY HOME IF YOU NEED TO, BUT NO ONE ELSE WOULD KNOW WHERE YOULIVE IF YOUR GPS WERE STOLEN. CELL PH

A Poem For Cats......
Poem For Cats And God asked the feline spiritAre you ready to come home?Oh, yes, quite so, replied the precious soulAnd, as a cat, you know I am most ableTo decide anything for myself.Are you coming then? asked God.Soon, replied the whiskered angelBut I must come slowlyFor my human friends are troubledFor you see, they need me, quite certainly.But don't they understand? asked GodThat you'll never leave them?That your souls are intertwined. For all eternity?That nothing is created or destroyed?It just is....forever and ever and ever.Eventually they will understand,Replied the glorious catFor I will whisper into their heartsThat I am always with themI just am....forever and ever and ever. Author Unknown

R.i.p My Precious Little Kitty
A few words about my cat who passed on today. Clyde was probably the most personable kitty around. He'd know when I was down and he'd make sure that I'd have a friend to pet,to curl up with, someone to talk too. Of course he didn't speak but his tail and those loveable little eyes spoke to me. My gf said it best "they are your babies". And she's right. I love them with all my heart. I lost a goldfish this week as well (thing 1). He was a "feeder" goldfish but when I saw him we knew that he had to come home with us. It's funny, at times I feel that I love animals more than people. People will kill you for your ipod, your car, your cash. Animals will attack if scared,or sick or protecting their young. Anyways about Clyde. He was my sisters cat. She had ever since he was a little bitty orange fuzz ball. She moved from Boston to out of the country and said "you need to love him and take care of him". I'd like to think I did a good job about it. He was around for the good and the bad

Gun Pressed Against My Head...
FUCK FUCK FUCK... IM SO SUPER BAKED RIGHT NOW.. JAMMIN TO SOME SLIPKNOT... PEOPLE = SHIT........ anyways, im fuckin chillin with my friend nick and we're going throhg all my cds to see what songs i can scavange for my computer... and hes so baked right now hes looks like hes going to pass out... im out of cigerettes and that sucks major dick.... but anyways, i figured i would get on here and vent because someone told me its good for me... so here we go.. im kind of fuckin pissed... probably because slipknots on but i got so fucked up last gnith it was awsome... The only way i can describe how i felt was i was on steroids... and i only smoked.,. my friend here drank a whole cobra in 15 mins and he dont drink.. and later on he smoked with me and got all fucke dup... OMG RESSURRECTION - CHIMAIRA this song kicks ass.... Ok Well i'm taking a smoke break.. ill write later when i have some more.. time... ha Final Track Indestructible - Disturbed

Update On My Spinal Surgery
Back in April I posted a blog informing everyone of the surgery on my spine that I was gonna have. I had the surgery and it went well. However, the results haven't been as positive as the doctor was hoping. I am still severe pain with every movement. They have now sent me to a pain doctor. He did some testing and found that I have nerve damage around my spine. So for now I am having to take strong pain medication to try to control the pain level. This is basically how my life is going to be from now on. There isn't anything else that can be done at this time. I just wanted to update everyone on the situation. I don't get online much anymore. I really miss talking with everyone. Hopefully soon things will work out to where maybe I can be back online like I was before. Thanks everyone for all the concern you have showed me on here, on my yahoo, and by calling me.

It's Over, Part Ii..
Well, I guess I just might as well give an update.. This crap's killing me, inside and out.. Cleaned the ex's place out today of stuff the children wanted to keep. The ex's mom was there as well. She told me some disturbing news. That whole side of the family knew of the boyfriend's sexual problem with kids... for three years.. THREE years.. and nobody felt fit to tell me. I knew he couldn't see his own daughters in Texas.. now I know why. The letter she sent was stamped at Ft. Lauderdale, Florida. Some BS about how she's always hurting the kids and if what she's done makes us think she's a selfish bitch, then she is one. She also stated she's not coming back. They had left everything there. I mean, every-damn-thing. All of the children's' things as well as anything the kids made for her, and all of the kids' pictures, X-Mas stuff specially for or of them.. the works.. Not one single reminder went. The kids were quite hurt. My daughter cried for over 30 minutes. My son just got m

Wow This Feeling
Hovering as I lay next to you this feeling can’t be explained. The reason my body longs for you, aches, groans, and moans for your withered sweetness pained. Hand in glove are seasons of love eliciting wonderment of thought. Approval in place shows on our face as we witness what love has wrought.

If I Could...
If … I were going to write our love song The title would be your name and mine The first line would be my heart beating To my old guitar in a yearning 4/4 time The melody would be the summer breeze Chorded by laughter on a sandy shore In the first verse I’d count my blessings Thanking God for giving me you for sure Second verse would say how you excite me

Who Are These People??
THIS IS ONE CRAZY COUNTRY IN WHICH WE LIVE. I HAVE BEEN AROUND A LONG TIME AND SEEN AND HEARD MANY STRANGE THINGS, BUT THIS IS THE ABSOLUTE STRANGEST. I WILL BEGIN BY TRANSCRIBING AN ACTUAL ARTICLE FROM THE LA TIMES, THEN WOULD LIKE TO OFFER SOME OBSERVATIONS ABOUT THE ARTICLE. FASTEN YOUR SEAT BELTS, THIS IS ONE WILD RIDE. "IN RETROSPECT, LIGHTING THE MATCH WAS MY BIG MISTAKE. BUT I WAS ONLY TRYING TO RETRIEVE THE GERBIL," ERIC TOMASZEWSKI TOLD BEMUSED DOCTORS IN THE SEVERE BURNS UNIT OF SALT LAKE CITY HOSPITAL. TOMASZEWSKI, AND HIS HOMOSEXUAL PARTNER, ANDREW "KIKI" FARNUM, HAD BEEN ADMITTED FOR EMERGENCY TREATMENT AFTER A "FELCHING" SESSION HAD GONE SERIOUSLY WRONG. "I PUSHED THE CARDBOARD TUBE UP HIS RECTUM AND SLIPPED RAGGOT, OUR GERBIL IN," HE EXPLAINED. "AFTER A FEW MINUTES, KIKI SHOUTED 'ARMAGEDDON', MY CUE THAT HE'D HAD ENOUGH. "I TRIED TO RETRIEVE RAGGOT BUT HE WOULDN'T COME OUT AGAIN, SO I PEERED INTO THE TUBE AND STRUCK A MATCH, THINKING THE LIGHT MIGHT ATTRACT

The Raven
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary,Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.`'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door -Only this, and nothing more.'Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrowFrom my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore -For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore -Nameless here for evermore.And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtainThrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating`'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door -Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; -This it is, and nothing more,'Prese

Ignorance And Being Called A Racist
Alright, it's another election year and everyone is up in arms. America goes to the polls on Tuesday (Nov 2) to vote on the midterms. A lot of Democrats and Republicans are running this year, and this year we could see a lot of changes. But here we go again, so I will be yelling a bit here. I'm a Conservative, I'm proud of who I am and what I stand for FREEDOM and LIBERTY! Freedom from higher Taxes! Freedom from bigger government! Liberty to live as we have always lived. FREE! Now someone show me where this makes me a racist and a homophobe?! I swear to all that's holy I'm going to start naming names of whose call who a racist and a homophobe. BECAUSE I DO NOT AGREE WITH OBAMA AND HIS ADMINISTRATION, IT DO NOT, I REPEAT DOES NOT MAKE ME A RACIST! FUCK YOU AND THE HORSE YOU ROSE IN ON IF YOU TRULY BELIEVE THAT!

Watching
She is intent on the computer - sitting at her desk, her back to the door. Music softly flows around her as she taps away on the keyboard, unaware of the erotic pain and dark pleasure awaiting her... Work has consumed her and she has neglected her Master for too long... Master watches quietly, a silent predator patiently waiting for the right moment to attack his soft prey... The bedroom is ready and waiting for his little whore - it has been ready for a while and she has not presented herself to him - and his patience is at an end... He knows she needs to relax but also knows how stubborn she can be when there is work calling... He waits until she saves her work, watching her stand and stretch tiredly - she has been so intent that she is unaware that he has arrived. He enjoys watching her - dressed in a tank top and comfortable, loose skirt - it will be easy enough to strip her naked and expose her soft flesh to his dark desires. He retreats to the shadows of the bedro

Nsfw Pics
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Im Not Anybodys Gurl!!
Leaving everything at homeI headed out in the pouring rainKept thinkin' bout the two of usand how we ended up this wayIt took you by surprise baby whenI told you yesterdayCause you never thought thatI could be that strongAnd I don't have a second moreI'm gonna waste on youAnd you can hate me if you need toI'm not anybody's girlAnd I will not conformAnd I won't play that good girlfriend you pushedaround beforeI'm not anybody's girlThat's how it's gonna beCan't tell me what to do or say or who to beAnd the only one I'll ever answer to is meWasted too much time on analyzing everything I doOnly to figure out that I was wasting time on youI don't really blame you baby I'm a little guilty tooCause I never told you, you were wrongAnd if you think that you gotta controlme just to be a manThen baby you will never understandI'm not anybody's girlAnd I will not belongAnd there's nothing you can do for meI can't do on my ownI'm not anybody's girlThat's just the way it isAnd I will do exactly what

Disappear Forever? Maybe...
I found it interesting. http://lifehacker.com/5676149/how-to-ditch-big-brother-and-disappear-forever?skyline=true&s=i Imagine desolving your history, your name and starting again. Maybe in a super secret underground community that members only go by call name. I think it might be cool...for a bit.

69
Today's question comes from many different discussions with different women.... Do you really like 69? Or would you rather take turns? As with all other questions.. please stay on subject and IF YOU CANT BE HONEST - DONT COMMENT. Please check out the other questions of the day. Please Rate This Blog

Death By Blancmange
Death By BlancmangeLike Judas with a kiss,She brought me tea and biscuits;Darjeeling and Earl GreySaid all there was to say. This gift told me we were through.The quarrel was so horrifying,In silence that was agonizing,Pregnant with a paralyzing love. We clawed for words in desperation,Marked by frequent hesitation,Punctuated by a sense of dread. The theatre was stimulating,Like cocaine and hyperventilating,So we sent out for kindney pie nonethelessBeing civilized to our planned scheduleDespite the press of overwhelming stress.Like the quick rip of a bandage,Vanilla Wafers did the talking;Ginger Snaps were terser than our row.So her heartstrings slipped the bow,Going free when colored paper tore.Fatal moments conspired to make a difference,While I gripped a river to come sooner,But she couldn't tell that I held onto her.A scalpel instant seered decisive resignation,But faith means hoping something has to work.After dinner in the dark,That funereal meeting in the park,The second-hand

Going Insane
Been a tense time in the flat, Ashley and I have stopped smoking. I am so proud of her, I have done this before and she hasn’t, so I can see how tense she is. She is answering every question with a screechy voice and her stomping feet about the flat must be making the downstairs neighbours insane. The upside is, every morning she gets up her nose isn’t blocked anymore, and that’s been a problem for years. Every morning she used to stand in the loo and snort, breath and make dragon noises with her nose that drove her mad, trying to breathe through it. So good positive signs eh? I am also on a diet and a keep fit regime, which is on hold as I have antibiotics for an ear infection and a suspicious angry weeping boil on the crease of my leg near my ass. It has to be the most inconvenient place for a boil ‘right on the crease’ it hurts when I walk but it will go soon, I cant even see it and need a selection of mirrors and strategically placed spotlights

Living Life To Its Fullest
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it gets harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing by too fast. And, you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt. Because every 60 seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back!

Why Women Cry
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand, " he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?" "All woman cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he called upon God. He asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly. I gave her strength to car

What A Wonderful Night
What a wonderful night I was walking along the beach as the sun was setting. I could hear the sea gulls biding Farwell as they were off to bed while the tide rushes in to say hello. To my surprise there you are my love waiting for me. As you gaze into my eyes you slowly undress me as I do you. Our eyes are locked with sure pleasure. Our lips meet for the first time oh how sweet your lips are. You lay me down so soft and gentle. Your mouth and hands explore my body for the first time as though you’re afraid it might be the last time. Your gentle soft kisses that started at my mouth have swiftly worked their way down to my sweet spot. As your tongue moves ever so radically on my clit I moan with sheer delight. For you have found the treasure you seek. As you taste my sweet juices my body trembles with such passion. You come up to kisses me our eyes did meet to behold a beautiful sight. My love you tremble so as I grab you with my loving arms. I lay you down beside me so I may clim

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Math Heads Riddle
Slip Shodd was bragging about the ranch he had purchased, when Charles Pompuss commented that it was probably just a piddly little two horse farm. Slip thrust out his chest and replied, "My ranch, I'll have you know, has all horses but two, all cows but two and all sheep but two." How many animals does Slip own? as you were

Ensign: In Medias Res
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Riddle This?
Sam Sham and his new bride Samantha were racing down a country road toward the city. Suddenly Sam's car began to sputter and cough, and finally stalled. Realizing his car was out of gas, Sam decided to go for help. before leaving, he instructed Samantha to lock all four doors and keep the windows rolled up tight. Sam returned to the car to find his new bride dead and a stranger in the car. The windows and doors still locked and closed, and the car undamaged. How did Samantha die, and who is the stranger? discuss amongst yourselves and solve...yes this is for your final grade!! lol as you were

Real Simple..want To Be Pimped Out? Answer The 2 Questions Correctly
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This Is Halloween..
Zombies, Vampires, Ghouls and Pumpkin Jack..... Halloween is by far the best night ever. Because you can be the darkest, craziest person you want to be... All the evil sinners and freaks come out... Plus you can listen to sooo many kickass bands like slipknot, avenged sevenfold.. ICP for sure!!! plus all of the cool movies play on tv right after you ge thome from trick or treating with the kiddies... Knives, toys, blood, and Guns,....time to go out and have some fun.. killing stealing, bleeding and screaming.... time to get out those sadistic feelings... marry your medusas, make love to your draculas.... grab your corpses and hang with us..... see the dead walk, and hear their screams.. Looks like it's time for Halloween!!!! Current Track: This is Halloween - Marilyn Manson

Baby Don't Cry....
Baby don't Cry... you had my heart, at least for the most part... 3rd or 4th week of being alone.. it's been great for i guess half of it.. Other times the lonelyness piles in and leaves me depressed to the point where you get that stinging sensation in your heart. so i've been listening to a lot of Avenged Sevenfold, obviously... a little piece of Heaven is the greatest song for my situation... i guess i'm really happy tha tim out fo my relationship, but since i have a 16 month old daughter who is the love of my life makes things tha tmuch more difficult.. I guess all i can do is just kep tryin to better myself, keep on smokin weed to fog out the thoughts of her, and try to replace my heart with peace instead of rage and anger. this blog probably makes no sense becaus eim not reading it over when i type but i dont give a fuck.. i usd to write poetry and shit all the time to help with my bipolar/depression.. but i havnt done this in years because i guess i was finally happy.. What t

Chosen
I have been chosen since birth to be an outcast, What are the odds, out of a universe so vast, That I'm picked, the nice guy to finish last, This, a world of the future, where as I'm a creature of the past. I have something nobody else has, a power over you, Everyone either loves or hates me, nothing I can do, Like magnets, some are drawn to me, some pushed away, Life's a coin for me, always two sides, like night and day. On the outskirts you'll find me watching life go by, Envy nearly consumes me, but sorrow finishes me off. My only wish is to either be amongst the others or die, to be like the rest of them, not have to watch them scoff. I have been chosen since birth to be surrounded but alone, It feels as if the solitude has scarred me to the bone, But out of the darkness and misery around me you shone, Stripping away all of my defensesm leaving me prone. You caught and helg my attention like a fragile bird, You unlocked what I'd forgotten, slumbering em

Booty Call!
BOOTY CALL! Please fill out the below application if you want to be a booty call for this person. (To be taken very seriously) RE-POST IF U WANNA SEE WHOWANTS TO BE YOUR BOOTY CALL!Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Phone: ___________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible_How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___What could you do for me that no one else could?:Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__List three positions u like:1.2.3.What is ur preferred pace? (place "X" in appropriat

Bad Parenting
Lately, I have been working at Universal's Halloween Horror Nights. For those who do not know what that is, it is when the Universal theme park in California stays open until 2am and it has mazes with themes like Saw, House of a 1,000 Corpses, Nightmare on Elm Street, etc. http://www.halloweenhorrornights.com/ Anyways, I have seen a disturbing trend. Parents taking their 6 year old and under kids to this event. This is just bad parenting. A child's cognitive function (thinking processes) come to maturity at 6. Why would you expose something that can be seen as traumatic to them? (i.e. the Saw maze is basically people in traps from each of the movies) That is just asking for mental and behavior problems later in life. So I have to ask WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING? This goes for the people who take animals to these things too. I am not talking about service dogs but even they dont need people scaring them like that. Last Sunday, a lady brought a puppy in her purse th

Soulmate
Walking these streets of empty intentions, I feel a hollow aching that nobody ever mentions, All the while wondering if any of my dreams are real, Should I trust anything I want, think, or feel? Living a boring life I wish to shed, to dream in my bed, I'm average yet stranger then fiction, I guess I'm a contradiction, Life pummels me to a stain, sometimes life can be a pain, But when I'm with you, life is exciting and great, I can't explain it any other way then it being fate. I stand on the edge of the world, about to fall, Always about to jump, always forget or stall, On the brink of nothing, I feel light as a feather, Becasue I'm in so many pieces, trying to pull myself together. Living a life I'd like to be rid, can I get a bid? My friends don't know me, things they will never see, My nightmares all consuming, a lonely death constantly looming, But as long as I have your love, my soulmate, All of my fears, pains, and doubts have to wait. Because like t

It's Over..
I haven't told my children.. I don't know what to say to them. My heart's breaking into a million tiny shards because I know how it's going to hurt them.. I've tried, truly tried, above my duty, to make sure that they had some influence and time with their mother, good and bad. Tried to explain that she is the way she is, and only she can change that. For more than 12 years I've tried. That's a long time. Feels like an eternity for me. Now it's over. I had filed for custody again, with assistance from Child Protective's urging. Court is on November 5th. Such a moot point now. I would've let her have supervised visits, for the kids. Only for the kids' sake. I was doing what's best for them, at this point in time. This turning point. Everything's messed up... This was the second child molester she had in her home around the kids. The first, nobody knew, not even her. She still wrote him in prison after the fact, but eventually told him to get lost. The guy she's with now had touche

Owwwwwch-uh.
Who's got two thumbs and injured herself in her sleep? This lady. Don't ask me how I did it because I have no freakin' clue. All I know is that I was tired as hell when I went to bed around 9 last night, but I woke up at midnight in quite a bit of pain. I chalked it up to sleeping in a bad position and tried to get comfortable... to no avail. I did manage to sleep on and off until about 5am and, even though I hurt, I still had the "suck it up and go to work" mentality. That is, until I tried to get up. When I woke at 5, I thought I should try to just walk it off, take a hot bath, something. Worst idea in the history of ever! When I stood, pain shot up and down my left side and I nearly crumpled to the floor. It felt like someone had hit me with a baseball bat on the lower part of my left glute. Yes, my fucking ass hurts. I cried. I had to call my boss. Crying. So many shades of lame.[I hate crying even when there's a good reason.] Anyway, I did get the day off. I managed to lim

Business And Fun
Was in London for a whole week, was great staying with my best pal Monica, she lives in a beautiful flat in Battersea, her apartment is basically a spa. She has an awesome bathroom and power shower with the BEST products in the world on French polished drawers that zoom in and out silently. I am not really a product junkie but Monica does have amazing stuff and I get to use it….that’s what pals are for. She owns her own PR Company for high end restaurants and I get to eat the most amazing Michelin starred grub and all I can offer her is some blokes swearing about masturbation in a dimly lit comedy club. She hates comedy, she says the majority of comics I have made her sit through are basically dysfunctional humans with personality disorders and mother issues. She hates female comics who go on about cakes, eating too much, being fat, being divorced/single and their lumpen naked bodies to a paying audience. My mate Monica is very opinionated on such matters and don’t e