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Part One~
I'm sitting in my car, nursing a super-size diet soda and eating carrot sticks when I see her walk out of the main entrance of the mall. She's in the dappled shadows of the fancy lattice portico for the first thirty feet or so, delaying my efforts to evaluate her suitability. As last she breaks out into the late morning sunlight of this cloudless July Saturday. Decades of serious girl watching allow me to size her up quickly through the heavily tinted windows of my nondescript sedan. She's the best candidate I've seen in the last hour. I like the way she moves as she steps down off the curb and heads out into the vast expanse of the crowded parking lot. Her walk is brisk and efficient, but still sexy. She's a looker too, with a pretty face, long blonde hair and large, but shapely breasts under her Ricky Martin t-shirt. Her tight, low cut jeans reveal that she's a little fuller in the hips than I prefer, but then again, my idea of the perfect woman is kind of on the slim side. I guess h

The Value Of Time
It would seem as though when compared with most people, I place an inordinate amount of value on time. I have always believed the value of time to be immeasurable and therefore priceless. You see, we all have a finite amount of time to which we are entitled. From the moment of our birth, the clock starts ticking. You can't get it back, you can't borrow from tomorrow, or next week. With this in mind...how a person spends their time is of great importance. There are people I have met on this site for which I would go to the ends of the earth. I spend time with them daily when possible...and most of them know the value I place on time.... Time means something...how it is spent is a testament to the things and or people you consider important. I hope the people with whom I spend my time understand that I do so because of the value I place on them and it is never an idle choice.

Eminem
I will admit, I do enjoy some of his music. I saw this video on TV this morning and laughed my ass off. You have to give this guy credit, he really doesn't care who he fucks with. We Made You lyrics Guess Who You Miss me? Jessica Simpson sing the chorus Jessica Simpson – (Eminem) (CHORUS) When you walked through the door It was clear to me (clear to me) You’re the one they adore, who they came to see (who they came to see) You’re a … rock star (baby) Everybody wants you (everybody wants you) Player… Who can really blame you (who can really blame you) We're the ones who (chicka) made you *cough, cough* (VERSE ONE) Back by popular demand Now pop a little Zantac or ant'-acid if you can You're ready to tackle any task that is at hand How does it feel, is it fantastic, is it grand? Well look at all the massive masses in the stands Shady man… no don’t massacre the fans Damn, I think Kim Kardashians a man She stomped him just cause he asked to pu

Has This Ever Happened To You
i would really like to make henchman today i have lil over 66k to go i will return all love and even if ya dont help thanks for reading this ~Brownbedroomeyes~*Fu-wifey to Hollywood***OWNED BY GBEAVERhttp://b.pcb3.fubar.com/43/26/1656234/tn_2602889587.jpg">@ fubar

Just So You Kno....
OK not sure the right way or place or time to say this so here it goes and when you get around to it u will see it. I hear so many times this is just Fubar it means nothing and you have ME what more do you want? Well when so much time and effort is spent on here it becomes more than just Fubar. This site has found me so may RL friends and not so good friends (no I will not say enemies because I refuse to have them). It becomes a part of life. Yes you need to make sure you keep them separate but they mix at some point. Realize that it did bring us together rite. I have been hurt and walked on eggshells for you, to make sure you were ok even when we werent talking and we some how found our way back to each other again. I care you know I do but ...... I WILL NOT BE MADE A FOOL OF AGAIN.....keep playin the games for the ones that will spend like u want em to. I was neva the one to do it. When whats real matters more it will be too late. You said heartbroken at this or that well guess

Tired...
holy shit im tired! he still has nt hired a night girl at the bar so weve been taking turns working fri and sat nights..i dont mind much because my broke ass needs the cash. the only bad thing is trying to get the drunks out by 230..drunk people just dont understand youre tired a nd they need to get the fuck out. the big dollar or tip doesnt make much of a differenc e to someone whos exhausted...then of all nights the boss wants to be chatty as well as wanting me to do the liquor order. i wanted to smack him and say i do that on mondays dork! but hes the boss so i did it. that put me getting home between 3 and 4 am,closer to 4 i think. i ca nt just come home and fall asleep..i dont even know what time my head hit the pillow but the power we nt out at 7 which woke me up,yay then i was up at 9a m to do some errands and now i have to be back there in 45 minutes. apparently theres a big race..im the only person that walks through those doors that knows nothing or gives a shit about nasc

Pirates Vs. California
Long ago, President Obama waged war on the Pirates as a way to distract the Americans from the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq, as well as the worsening shape of the American Economy. What the President didn’t know at first was that Pirates were already within the country in Southern California. Taking matters into his own hands, Governor Swarzenegger tries to keep the Californians voting on his policies and the Republican Party by waging a war of his own against these Southern California Pirates. The Governor feels that if he is able to bring an end to the Southern California Pirates, the Republicans will once again be looked at as the good guys in government since the Civil War and granting freedom to the slaves. What the Governor didn’t count on what that this Pirate is no ordinary Pirate. The leader of the Southern California Pirates is none other than the last Mexican Pirate. The very Captain David, founder of the Pirates Of Solana Beach. Scourge of the Coastal Communit

No Interwebz
im home now, and my wireless card doesn't work and even when it did, it sucked! I hope everthing with my house works out. the landlord offered to sell me the house. I have some research to do and apply for home loans and stuff. wish me luck. as the economy effects so many peoples finances right now, I haven't had too many problems and maybe I can take advantage of the situation this countr is in and get the loan I might not be able to get if the market wasn't upside down right now! as you were.... oh and miss me if you want lol

Fighting The Department Of Homeland Security
Posted: April 17, 2009 12:00 am Eastern By Bob Unruh © 2009 WorldNetDaily Radio talk show host Michael Savage has teamed up with the Thomas More Law Center of Ann Arbor, Mich., to file a lawsuit against Department of Homeland Security Secretary Janet Napolitano. "It is a civil rights action brought under the First and Fifth Amendments to the United States Constitution, challenging the policy, practice, and custom of the United States Government that targets for disfavored treatment those individuals and groups that are considered to be 'rightwing extremists,'" the complaint announced today said. Become part of WND's re-declaration of our founders' intent to be an independent nation The federal agency recently targeted those individuals in its report called "Rightwing Extremism: Current Economic and Political Climate Fueling Resurgence in Radicalization and Recruitment According to the federal government, members of the suspect group of people include those

A Cold Rainy Day~ Part2
I stood up to look at her as she lay there panting for breath, a light sheen of perspiration covering her upper body. I watched in fascination as the vibrator slowly, very slowly slipped out of her. As it did a deep sigh came from her. I picked it up and took it into the bathroom to rinse it off. By the time I returned she was breathing more normally, so I asked, "Well, how do you like this, something special so far?" She smiled for a second and then whispered, "It's wonderful, just wonderful." I took a folded blanket off the bed and covered her with it, tucking it in around her. "Aren't you going to untie me now?" I chuckled and replied, "Oh, no. I don't intend to do that for a while. You get some rest and we'll continue after you do." "John?" She said. When I didn't answer she said, "I'm wore out, I couldn't cum again, if I wanted to." I chuckled and said, "Oh yes you can. Rest, take a nap, then we'll finish." She pulled at the cords for a moment and started to protest. I cut her of

A Cold Rainy Day~ Part1
When I woke up this morning, it was on the cold side. It had been raining, off and on for two days and this morning the sun peaked out for a few minutes, just after dawn. Then it went back to a slow drizzling, cold rain. My girlfriend had kissed me goodbye as she left for a three day business trip, just before the rain started and was due home today. To say I was in a good mood was an understatement. Not seeing Ann for three days was bad enough, but to have it rain on top of that made it even worse. Ann, now there's a lady to study on. Five foot, seven inches of beautiful curves and long, long legs. When I had been introduced to her at a Christmas party four years ago, she had seemed very standoffish and cold. I found out later that attitude was caused by a very jealous and childish boyfriend. I was lucky enough to have run into her shortly after she dumped him and we've been together ever since. She had called around eight AM to say she would be home around two, if everything went ok

Words Of Wisdom
Death: Whoever does not want to drive old love completely out of his heart must bear current suffering continuously. Drive all sweet memories of love out of your heart, out of your senses, out of your spirit, and you will be above grief. Once you lose that which you cannot retrieve, you should act as if it had never been yours, and in this way your suffering will flee and disappear! If you do not do so, even more suffering will await you." To which the complainer responds, The complainer: Human soul cannot lie idle. It must always work either for good or for bad. Even in sleep will it not be idle. If good thoughts are taken away from it, then it would switch to bad thoughts: good out—bad in, bad out—good in. This exchange must continue until the end of the world… Should I drive out of my soul the sweet thoughts of my most beloved, then bad thoughts would come into it. I would rather keep thinking of my most beloved. If great love of the heart is transformed

A Bad Day~
It was one of those days when nothing had gone right, and Murphy was working double time. My entire day was one disaster after another, people wanting my attention, phone calls, irate customers, equipment breaking, and not a moment to myself to think. i was finally able to escape work and as i was walking to the car it started to rain, not petite little movie rain drops but the cats and dogs kind, and me with no umbrella, figures. On the way home i got stuck in an hour long traffic jam and my cell phone battery died so there was no way to call. i end up walking in the door and hour and 45 minutes late, soaked to the skin, tired, and most of all, worried that You'll be upset with me. As i drop my bag in the hallway and take off my shoes i see You sitting on the couch waiting, watching me, an intense look on Your face and i know something is on Your mind. i immediately sink to my knees and crawl over to You, that look in Your eyes unmistakable. "i'm sorry i'm late Sir, my day was awful

Our Troops
This was a repost of a blog a friend of a friend posted. I just wanted everybody to see what the government REALLY thinks of us.......... The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government. This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above) with white supremacists and domestic terrorists. As maddening as I found that paper there was one aspect to the paper that I missed this morning and to me it is much more egregious. This is what the Department of Homeland Security thinks about our m

Vets Now Called Terrorists
This was a repost of a blog a friend of a friend posted. I just wanted everybody to see what the government REALLY thinks of us.......... The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government. This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above) with white supremacists and domestic terrorists. As maddening as I found that paper there was one aspect to the paper that I missed this morning and to me it is much more egregious. This is what the Department of Homeland Security thinks abo

More Proof That I'm Old
Yesterday was the best i've felt in over two weeks. I could see the light at the end of the mucus tunnel. The coughing had become better with longer intervals between fits and my nose didn't feel like i had one of those big red clown noses on it. I was feeling good! So i decided to get to sleep early and maybe get even better. Then the music started. At first i thought it was just a car with their stereo parked out front of my apartment. But i started recognizing the songs...Billy Fucking Joel!!! No respectable wanna be cool kid with a stereo this good would be tooling around listening to that crap. And it got worse. Next was the J. Geils Band, then came Whitesnake...it was mind numbing! So i got dressed and went outside to find this retard, but to no avail. No vehicle stereo was blasting this shit. There were lights on at a duplex with cars parked in front of it that i didn't recognize, so i assumated they were my culprits. There was no getting to the door for me so.... and here

Fuck The Six Flags Corparation!
So we all can look at the Six Flags Corp. and tell them to fucking BURN IN HELL! Heres the story, and yes this is me fucking RANTING! On April 10th 2009 I was scheduled for an interview after putting in an application in online three days prior. I went to the interview and did the whole thing. I was told I was hired and even filled out all the paper work. (tax forms and shit) I was given my "discovery" (Orentation) date for today. Although it was working for Six Flags I was kinda hyped, cause I'd have a job that would make my goals easier to obtain. Well here is where the fucked up fun part comes. I get there today, early as I am punctual. Go to clock in, the guy couldnt find me. So after waiting nearly 30 minutes to be called back up, they told me I was inactive and had to speak to HR. I was fine with that. I walked AROUND the park, to get to the HR office. I get up there, and find out, "Oh your not rehireable by Six Flags." Umm yea....WHAT THE FUCK! Wednesday

Pure Sex...
....bully i just posted. help please ? :) Ruby Cairo is quite possibly one of the sweetest people you'll meet. Seriously! And she just so happens to be my R/L best friend and sister. Please check her out if you haven't already; she's a great person to know! She's trying to get to Godfather by her birthday and that happens to be coming up soon. I think we can do it!!! Ruby Cairo > ETid, LP, FuGF of Chelsea@ fubar Fan, Rate, Add, Bling her! Leave her lots of luvin! And tell her Chelsea sent ya. ♥ PLEASE REPOST!!!! ¤ Chelsea.Smile ¤ FuGF of Ruby ♥@ fubar

‘lost’ Aftergasm: The Miles And Hurley Comedy Hour
What improvements are you really going to make to Empire Strikes Back, Hurley? Empire might be the best genre movie of the past thirty years. It’d make more sense to give George Lucas some help on Return of the Jedi because, as you yourself stated, no one likes Ewoks. The actual reason Hurley was writing Empire, I imagine, is so the Lost writers could use that cutesy play on words in the episode title (”Some Like it Hoth”). Last night was your patented “Let’s take a breather before the stretch run” episode. Lost needs these and, while right now some viewers might be a little disappointed, it makes watching the DVDs much more palatable. You can’t be in fifth gear all the time. I also liked that they didn’t beat around the bush – Miles was obviously Dr. Chang’s son. No need to stretch that mystery out. Besides the very last scene, which brought an old friend back into the fold (finally!), “Some Like it Hoth” was a si

The Vets Are Now Being Called Terrorists
im reposting this because it needs to be shown to the world im not a vet but i have family that are and also family that are in the millitary now and i dont want them treated like this This was a repost of a blog a friend of a friend posted. I just wanted everybody to see what the government REALLY thinks of us.......... The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government. This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above) with white supremacists and domestic terrorists. As maddenin

It's Been Five Days After My Surgery!
I thought all went well however I'm in alot of pain now and the damn thing is I was bleeding when they had done the surgery and once they placed the sleeve in me I stopped untill Thursday then I started back up, I've been coughing alot an feel this damn thing an it's hurting like hell I don't know if it's normal for this to happen however I'll be talking with the doctor soon. I'm on so many damn meds that I can't keep track of anything anymore, but other than that I am walking alot fasting than what I was before which is a good thing because when I'd go to the store I'd be holding up peoples but hey if they can not understand than fuck em it what I say, anyways I've got 2 more chemo's to go an 4 more interal plus another 10 exteral radations which sucks but for the worst part they are tacking on a few more exteral ones do to the interal which will be 4-5 more, I'm damn near done with all of this and hopefully it has worked by killing all the cancer. I will keep you all up-2-date on me.

24 Season 8 - Annie Wersching Back!
Ausiello over at Entertainment Weekly recently answered questions for Ask Ausiello.One question involving 24 wondered if Annie Wersching will be back next season on 24?Ausiello responds, “Not only is she coming back next season, but exec producer Howard Gordon tells me that ’some part of her past will be necessary in the context of the next crisis.’““Gordon also confirms that Cherry Jones’ President Taylor will return for the Big Apple-set Day 8. ‘Cherry truly defined this character and fashioned our first truly aspirational President since David Palmer,’ he says. ‘She brought an emotional weight and intelligence that exceeded even our expectations.’“

Links To Profiles To Bomb
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Vets Considered Potential Terrorists
This was a repost of a blog a friend of a friend posted. I just wanted everybody to see what the government REALLY thinks of us.......... The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government. This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above) with white supremacists and domestic terrorists. As maddening as I found that paper there was one aspect to the paper that I missed this morning and to me it is much more egregious. This is what the Department of Homeland Security thinks about our m

In The Comfert Of Darkness
laying in bed looking around but not seeing anything but the darkness surrounding you living behind the once lothode past to began a new one. staring into the bleak darkness of your room trying to see the truth in the walls. trying to go to sleep but fearing it. afraid to go to sleep for fear of waking up the next day. but yet again fear of dreaming for not knowing what will go on inside your head. never knowing what will happen next but only to pray for what ever it is to stop and to know more. not wanting the next day to come but wanting it so badly you fear what the results will become. so all you do is stare into the dark emptiness of your room watching the shadows bonce from one end to the other. when you are a child it is so much easier to believe in the next day. to be scared of the dark and runaway under the covers so the monsters and shadows of your room wont get you. but you grow and you get less concerned with those monsters and shadows that plague you as a child and began t

Creating What We Don’t Want
When Worry becomes A Prayer If prayer is an intention that we announce to the universe in order to create a desired outcome, then our every thought is a prayer. This includes thoughts of worry as well as of hope. All thoughts are subtle creative energy. Some thoughts are more focused or repeated more often, gathering strength. Some are written down or spoken, giving them even greater power. Every thought we have is part of a process whereby we cocreate our experience and our reality with the universe. When we use our creative energy unconsciously, we create what is commonly known as self-fulfilling prophecy. In essence, when we worry, we are repeatedly praying and lending our energy to the creation of something we don’t want. The good news is that we can retrain our minds and thoughts to focus our energy on what we do desire to bring into our lives. Since most worry is repetitive, it will take more than one positive thought to counteract the energy we’ve created. The s

There It Is
Your strong, your proud, nothing will ever stop you from doing what needs to be done. Right? What happens when you allow something to demote you from all of that. I hate to be fucked with. Whats the point in it. Dont be afraid to say what you want or mean. Hell i know i will. I already except the fact that guys dont and will never understand but, be up front with what you want. Dont be afraid I will tell you want i think. I have my own problems that i deal with myself, really dont need others. What is to come? What is next. A new job, problem, lol man yeah right. I dont except much from anyone but my family and they know who they are, by the way i love yall to death and i hope to grew old and mean ass bitches together. Besides the point, I never know how to tell people what or how i feel unless its through writing ( ironicly i am a horrable speller and my grammer is tarable ) its the only thing i can get it all out. I can get my problems out. Although I am complecated. I would have to

Power In Numbers
Sending Our Collective Light to the World Like tiny ripples that merge to form great waves, combined human intent is worth more than the sum of its parts. A single individual can initiate worldwide improvement by emitting conscious frequencies of love, beauty, goodness, and wisdom. A group of people focusing their energy on sending out light to the world can set the stage for positive global transformation. All of us possess the ability to channel love energy, to heal, to be a conduit for white light, and to positively influence our fellow humans from afar. Yet one person can only do so much. Imagine if each one of us took a few moments at the start of each day to send out light to the world from our hearts. Mother Earth would be quickly eased and the planet, as well as every organism and being on it, would be bathed in loving light. The world would be an infinitely beautiful place. You can help bring about an earth where love triumphs over violence, air and water are nourishing in

Spotlight Rocked!!
it was amazing!! and i owe it all to yall...i have the best fufriends EVER, hands down...there's no possible way i coulda done it with out yall. every single donation and rate is greatly appreciated...a friend was kinda keepin tabs on my progress yesterday...he said i had to of cleared at least 12 mil points!! yall kick so much ass....thanks again... love yall!! (h) btw...a few of yall said yall took ss for me yesterday...if yall put a link up here for me i'll go get them...thanks!!

A Nation Of Terrorists??
This is from a vet on www.fubar.com who feels he now has to worry about simply being a United States Armed Service Veteran. People, if this administration and this government doesn't worry you...I don't know what will, we had all better wake up, wake up fast and see the world through reality based eyes rather than dilluted views through speeches made by a black man with crafty sentences. This president and this democratic run government becomes more and more frightening each day. If you support America, freedom, AND our troops and veterans...Leave me a comment on this garbage you're about to read. The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorists. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat th

Man Artilcle. . . Chose Ur Path. . . . .
I came across this on the net. I think this story could go anyway for each indivual outlook toward they're own life path. "A man carries cash. A man looks out for those around him -- woman, friend, stranger. A man can cook eggs. A man can always find something good to watch on television. A man makes things -- a rock wall, a table, the tuition money. Or he rebuilds -- engines, watches, fortunes. He passes along expertise, one man to the next. Know-how survives him. A man fantasizes that kung fu lives deep inside him somewhere. A man is good at his job. Not his work, not his avocation, not his hobby. Not his career. His job. It doesn't matter what his job is, because if a man doesn't like his job, he gets a new one.A man can speak to dogs.A man listens, and that's how he argues. He crafts opinions. He can pound the table, take the floor. It's not that he must. It's that he can.A man can look you up and down and figure some things out. Before you say a word, he makes

Here & There Stalker
I catch myself staring as if I was a stalker. I catch myself being a detective to find out more About you as possible as if I was a stalker. Pain, Fun, Love, Curiosity Here & There It’s a 50/50 Thing (we all wish) Here & There I was told to treat people the way you wanted to be treated. The heart isn’t perfect but it’s as delicate as a crystal it can always be broken. The pleasure is within your r

Tired
I have learned that you can't please everyone. You're damned if you do and damned if you don't. I went to bed lastnight in tears because of this. Words can hurt far more than anything physical. I'm just going to step back and reflect on things for now.

Up For Auction
You can now own your very own Luv Fairy..and who doesnt need one of those hmmm? So stop by Heartistic Soul's good or evil auction and bid on me right now. Come show me lots of love and support and i will sprinkle some of my fairy dust your way. I cant post the link...so just search for heartistic Soul....or check out the about me section of my profile... If you dont feel like bidding, then stop by her page and rate and/or comment me... mwah!

Lull
I think there's a way around thisNo two ways, no one ways, just a very solid switchSounds like pancakes this morning, coffee, post shower sexOn the tips of every finger is welcoming fleshMy life is together, like Ikea cabinets- all it took was the right wrenchNevermind that for the first time in a week,I'm asleep for more than an hour, And here I thought I'd never fool myself into peace. Know what happens when you stop sleeping?I'll tell you when everything is done slipping.Like raindrops on a petulant runaway wife.Like a distant blaring alarm of my distortion.Sacrificing this peace to the sadistic smile of sunrise.

Piracy
For thousands of yrs , pirates where quickly tried and hung. Often the trial and execution were carried out aboard the military ship which captured them. The British were one of only a few countries that transported the pirates back to Britain and Execution Dock. Except for Harry Morgan Piracy always carried a death sentence. As it was then, as it should be today and ought to be in the future.

Random
Saturday, June 10, 2006 random Current mood: bored Trails twisted into darkness Paths lit by millions of pin pricks As it shoots out befor us With unseen ventures ahead And eyes upon the canopy That never guides but spys Lost on the road We can always hope But knowing ensures Believe and all works out that is the original post date

[i Might Hate My Life]
And I'm not entirely sure its my fault.See, I've got a problem with popculture and the worshippers.I can't stand it. People ask me how I got to be "so" smart. My parents are above av int and my brother is a spacial relations genius.Me I just know a lot about everything, but not everything about a lot. So how'd that work out?I went to school, I watched strangers, I opened my earsand I took a few steps back and watched. I know what you're going to do before you do.And I know why you did it. Drove my ex fucking insane that I was always in a strategically superior position. But I still can't beat computer Go and Chess.I can win with more variablesthe more the easierI guess that's why I like the puzzle box of people's brain. Minds are a lot like books, once you learn how to read this shit gets easy. Anyway...yeahso the problem isThis generation is compiled of vapid airheads, self indulgent crybabies, military divorce's, gun toting tiny cock stroking granite brains, and the aristocracy

Putting Down My Hatchet
well i put down my hatchet. i got alot to think about i thought that i was down and people cared about me but most dont. i relized i dont need to be a juggalo to be who i am. im just tired of the drama...hate me if you want i know who my real friends are if you do. ill just say this i love the music and the fam....i got mad clown love for yall.

Draft Picks
mvp moved to raw Mr. Kennedy - drafted to Raw big show moved to raw Nikki Bella - drafted to Raw Chavo Guerrero - drafted to Raw Hornswoggle - drafted to Raw matt hardy moved to raw hhh moved to raw miz moved to raw maryse moved to raw Brie Bella - drafted to Raw Primo - drafted to Raw Carlito - drafted to Raw Festus - drafted to Raw The Brian Kendrick - drafted to Raw melina moved to smackdown John Morrison - drafted to SmackDown Layla - drafted to SmackDown Alicia Fox - drafted to SmackDown Shad - drafted to SmackDown Ricky Ortiz - drafted to SmackDown cm punk moved to smackdown jericho moved to smackdown Candice - drafted to SmackDown kane moved to smackdown rey mysterio moved to smackdown Charlie Haas - drafted to SmackDown Mike Knox - drafted to SmackDown JTG - drafted to SmackDown Dolph Ziggler - drafted to SmackDown koslov moved to ecw Natalya - drafted to ECW Zack Ryder - drafted to ECW DH Smith - drafted to ECW Ezekiel Jackson - drafted to ECW

Look For Your Angels
I have slapped the devil and cursed the divinity. The divinity had a plan for me and now I know my mission statement in life.I spent a good part of my life with the U.S. Army and a couple of departments of the Federal Government, (that I can't speak of, for a number of reason) going places and doing things that haunt me at times to this day. I was gifted with more brains than brawn and am grateful for all the blessings in my life today. I was told by several people to update my bio and give more of an insight on who and what I am and what I stand for. I honestly never felt that I had that much significance in the world to do this. For over 20 years I lived like a Nomad living out of a duffel bag and under a shady veil. I am held together with bailing wire, 132 staples, 5 broken noses, 6 concussions, numerous broken bones, and many bullet holes in my soul. Why I'm not dead yet is only an answer that the divinity can provide. Itried, never by my own hand but by the enemies I have encoun

Poetry
Eyes are windows to the soul. A distant place most fear to go. Take a step or two closer if you dare.. Have faith child there is nothing to fear. Look past the eyes and tell me what you see?? You see an angel who spirit is shining through. Smiling on the other side of the glass right at you. Your heart beats fiercly full of desire. What your body is feeling is the warmth of the spirit of fire.

In Reality
In Reality You'll Not get me into an argument about religion or politics. No one ever wins. If I am to reach someone I want to influence them by my gentle nudging and by the life I live. I have discovered that arguing only creates distance. Frankly, the differences of opinion in both those areas excites me. I celebrate our differences. What I try to focus on is where we are connected. For me the most difficult thing to define is "reality." I just had a long conversation with a friend about his perception of his life. His reality seemed dim, dark and doomed for destruction. As hard as I tried, I could not see his life that way. He fought with me and was angry because I could not validate his demise. Everyday I receive messages from people who have locked themselves in a cell limited only by their perceptions. When I worked on a radio show a number of years ago, a young man called to say, "You make me sick!" He went on to criticize my Pollyanna views of the world and life itself. I never

Gratitude & Life.
Everyday I have gratitude and celebrate Life. You will create Wealth through the everyday celebration of Self. Everyday from this day forward you will celebrate who you are by living your greatest life possible. This is not mere practice of affirmations or positive thinking. This is focused purpose and strategic action. What you are doing is sending a clear and conscious message to the Universe that you are here, in this moment, in this time, ready to give and receive. Trust Your Self. Through deep consultation with the Universal Mind by prayer and meditation, you will begin to trust your instincts, perform the actions that are in the best interest of All and operate on the highest level of integrity. The Creator did not "Breathe into" but "Breathed from within" therefore the Power of Universe is within you. When you begin to think from within, listening to the God within, you will have everything your heart desires. Love Your Self. Infinite Intelligence create circumstances that broug

What A Woman Wants
You know I had a friend ask me a bit ago what i wanted in life most of all.. And i replied what a woman wants most. She laughed at me and said you want ance house a nice car and money to buy whatever you want.. I laughed at her in return and said no. Materialistic things are not who I am... I am real. I want to feel loved and cherished by that special man until the day i close my eyes forever. because thats what i feel a woman really wants.. if she is true to who she is. :)

Staind-me
I hear you talk about your family life I wish I knew just what that means I guess my mother never loved my dad And now I wear it on my sleeve My sister called me just the other day It felt so good to hear her voice My problem is I don't have much to say I guess she doesn't have a choice, and I'm sorry Look at me I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me I'm begging you to please come save me from myself, save me from my... My mothers always tried to change herself She never learned to let things be She doesn't know how bad she messed me up 'Cause now she seems so fake to me but I love her Look at me I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me I'm begging you to please come save me from myself, save me from myself If you push me then I won't fall I've been programmed to take it all And shove it way down inside Like my father I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone

Night At The Bar
Just one beer after work. After all, I've been waiting all week for this. And I've had a week from hell. Even if today wasn't so bad. Hey, Cory came back! At least I'll have someone I know to sit next to. But J&J aren't here. Joe's not either. No one else from work. On the other hand, Cory's being great company. Bought me a beer. I'll get the next one. Hmm, bartenders almost make me wish I was straight. Especially the way she walks. What's that line from the song? "Her walk is the motion of the waves?" Something like that. Really nice tattoo on the other one. Wonder what the meaning of it is? Mmm, he's here. Granted, he's probably hopelessly straight, but damn, such a hot guy. Not to mention he's your friend's brother. Such a body. Nice tight sweater, nice contours in his jeans. Great face when he smiles. Love watching him sip beer from a bottle. Touching his friends. His hands gliding across their masculine bodies as they touch him. Not such a great shape to his head at that angle,

Never Been More Proud
Well I have never been more proud then I am right now. I love being scammed by people online that think they are so smart. Well I and my brothers and sisters in arms go and defend the freedoms we all have so that people can be sneaky and conniving. Thank you for making me proud to be an american soldier. Sexy mom and I don't have her boyfriends name but watch out for these two

Tired Of It And I Love The Lyrics Of This Song
The children will sing a song in the streets it sounds like the 23rd psalm to the music of 21 guns the flowers are dead in a vase by the bed the place where the old woman died it's the place where she started her life the papers will all say her name but probably print the wrong date the day that she died cause we're all gonna die cute little puppies, and bunnies, and birds people who sing when they don't know the words, you will die cause we're all gonna die it's just part of life all men, women, children hermaphrodites too animals, aliens, and certainly you you will die cause we're all gonna die cause everyone dies and all that was ever and all that will be single celled creatures anything green you will die cause we're all gonna die start saying goodbye! from the moment you start up the miserable life you should know that it's only a matter of time 'til you die cause we're all gonna die start saying goodbye and the morons at labels who think they know tunes the army of lawyers that

New
hi, i just started this profile and was curious what this whole FUBAR thing was about. I have never had a myspace or facebook acount so im not quite sure what to do so if anyone was interested in helping me figure this out that would be cool. O and by the way my picture is of my son and I (Trent). Thanks for reading.

The Wonder
WRITTEN BY ME SOMETIMES U SIT BACK SIT BACK A WONDER Y WONDER Y PEOPLE DO THINGS THINGS THAT U CANT THAT U CANT UNDERSTANDUNDERSTAND WUTS GOINGOIN ON IN UR LIFEUR LIFE IS ALL MESSED UPMESSED UP CUZ OF ITCUZ OF IT U CANT TURNCANT TURN THINGS INTO GOLDTHINGS INTO GOLD, WUTS THAT MEAN?THAT MEANS MAKE THINGS PERFECTMAKE THINGS PERFECT FOR WHOPERFECT FOR THE ONES THE ONES AROUND YOU?

Something I Really Liked
DJ Crow 6471 had this image that said this and I loved it I had to post it here just as text! I'm sure alot of people would read this and love it! Nobody understands how much I miss you,I miss how much we used to talk,and miss all the things we used to do.I try not to admit it to myselfthat I still feel this way.Nobody knows that I still wake up thinking of you each day.I still think of you and I really do miss you.I would give up everything I haveto be everything we're not!

Another Day
NOT BY ME Another Day This life pulls more than one wayand sometimes I don't know how much I can takeI just try to live it day to daybut sometimes I can't help but to breakand after it's all said and doneI know that it's ended once moreand even though I try to runI wont get any further than beforeso I try to justify all that I dobut it's never good enough for anyoneand it seems the more I try to tell youit's like i'll never be doneand so in misery I try to escapebut I know i'll never get awaybecause I have to sit and look into your faceand return to another messed up day

A Note From A Good Friend...ty Teresa
IF A MAN WANTS YOUIf a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.If he doesn`t want you, nothing can make him stay.Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that`s not meant to be.Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can`t "be friends."A friend wouldn`t mistreat a friend. Don`t settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.Don`t stay because you think "it will get better." You`ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.The only person you can control in a relationship is you.Avoid men who`ve got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.He didn`t marry them when he got them pregnant. Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends sepa

Missing......
You dreamed for heavens, I dreamed of love You kissed my lips But why I'm feeling like you're not good anymore Drowned into memories, Drowned from hopes Love is only word, for you.. I should stop dreaming Becouse, there you are.. Smiling in heaven..

Under A Tree
WRITTEN BY ME Under A Tree Under a tree I sit Wondering about things around meI sit feeling lonely n sadDid I make someone happyOr did I make someone madI will never knowBecause im too afraidAfraid to move from hereHere I grow Grow tall in every wayTill the next I moveIt will help me throu the day

Keep Our Love Between Us
If you can't see who I am then why stand here and look at me? You can not see what I have to offer you but everyone else can I only ask for so much and you can't even to that Tell me what is the point to life Tell me why do you love me What do you see in me Now why arn't you happy my friend? Stand next to me Take a walk with me You will fall in love All I ask for is to have your love And for us to never share it You are my best friend You are my lover I pray you can understand who I am and what you have standing before you. I pray that God is on my side tonight

The Darkness Of My Soul
NOT WRITTEN BY ME,BUT HOW MANY FEEL THIS ONE? Darkness sweeps across my mind like a viperI pick up a gun; aim yet I do not shootWhat force holds me back? My heart aches to shoot and my mind is racingIn a world I fight, a world of lonelinessA world that holds fear like a knife to my Throat.I am overwhelmed.I feel isolated.I am crazed and out of control.In my heart I am already dead. Who will cry for me?Whose tears will fall to wet the pillow? My tears fall alone I only know how to hurt I serve no purposeYet I resist pulling the trigger why? I guess I'll never know I guess it lurks with in the Darkness of my Soul.

"i Am"
"I Am"I am the rain that nurtures..the sun that warmsI am the wings of a butterfly..the dew on a roseI am the blue in the sky..the red in the sunsetI am the twinkle in the stars..the light in the moonI am the four seasons..the color of the rainbowI am the shimmer of the snow..the fire embers glowI am the gentle spirit inside you..the keeper of your soulI am the dreams you fulfilled..the joy in your heartI am the love in your eyes..the desire from withinI am the smile on your lips..the laughter in your voiceI am the wings that enfold you..the protector of your lifeI am the one who shares your dreams..the fears ..your hopesI am yours forever, eternally.. I am your Angel

In My Mind
Why is it when I dream of you its always your touch that stands out the most? Its not the overly sexual one, but it's the most affectionate sensation ive ever felt. It has meaning and reassurance. It is safety and warmth. I could dream of rain covering me but its your hand in mine that I feel the most. Why is it when I think of you its your smile that I see? It guides the rest of the thoughts I have. I can think sad thoughts and I see those expressive lips showing me it will be ok. I can think of happy thoughts and see that smile and I know I have a friend. I can think of something to surprise you and your lips form a circle that your hand quickly covers. Why is it when I breathe I can see your face in the trails of my exhale? Sad, happy, loved, I can see every change in every muscle in your expressions. I see the warmth of the curves in your hair with your head pressed to my chest. And yet with every inhale, every nightmare, and every moment I lack an idea, it is always the worst.

Update #3 On Mom
I heard from my dad tonight,( he left a voice msg, i didn't hear the phone ring :-P ) and found out the surgery went well and that my mom only had to have a Quadruple not Quintuple bypass and valves replaced. she is doing well will be in recovery until the 24th. Please still keep her in your thoughts for a safe and good recovery..

Every Hit Or Liza
In the event of my pain, I am saddened with truth. That the pain is the only truth ive known. Let it go and feel the ground. Flying over self regret and loss of company. See it all from an angle that brings me no closer to closure. He loved abused and left, while I loved hurt and stayed.Feel me now this anticipation. Falling to the ground closer to another hurt. Alow another to lift me up, only to let me go. Feel the warmth of care as I fall, and the joy of empathy as I rise. Up and down.First hit love first fall lesson. Secound hit rebound sound hit lie. Third hit lust third hit contemplation. Every hit, every fall there after, rejection.

Blah
In these moments, I feel given in to insecurity. As though the past mocks and lets the future die. In these moments I am without the warmth of her company. Lost in the doubt of her return. In these moments I am gone. Away from comfort conditioned into isolation. In this shame I await for the pain of this new memory. In this shame I am left in my own resolve waiting for her answer. In my shame I stand. I am right I always am. In my own damn self pity I will keep company with every wing of every angel I have given flight from every kiss I gave her. And I will lay her, unmoving in a bed of these wings. Simplistic irony. Or my own stubbornness to realize I am always right.

Drinkin'
So here I sit after playing one of my guitars for about an hour drinkin' MGD and Jameson's Gold reserve. I could have been a contender if I would have any one support me. I love singing and playing my guitar. 20 years in the Submarine force and everyone was always shocked when they heard me do Elvis. My ex-wife...not so much. Then I had this meeting with a woman I met on the internet (before it was cool to meet on the internet) and she encouraged me....wow! I had a gig at the American Legion in Virginia once a month. I did Karaoke all the time...I can do more than Elvis! I wrote 2 songs and had them put on a CD and registered. I just wish that it all could have happened way earlier....oh well. Just a middle aged guy living a dream now. (47 year old guy with 2 guitars). I can't believe that I own a Martin..Veterans model of course. The one I palyed tonight was a Breedlove. What a reat sound. Breedlove makes an awesome guitar. Martin though...the cadillacs of guitars! anyway, gonna finis

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Quite Interesting
I find it quite interesting that men and women both have psychological responses to hurt and pain. I find that (some) men express hurt (and rejection) through anger, according to my male friend. It's quite funny how men are toward rejection from people completely different the women I should say. Both humans with different mental capacities with some things, people, and places. I also find it quite interesting that men claimt to have respect as women, and when they give reason as to why they believe that...its the same mundane repsonses. I don't believe respect is based upon what actions you put out in public, but overall how you are in public and private toward another indivdual. So if you believe you respect women and are nice because you open doors and "listen" but at the same time you are attacking a woman and calling one names...then how is it respect? Granted there are tons of men out there who are respectful, as well as tons of women...but it seems as time goes on I simply wo

Today
my bday dont mean shit...i was looking forward to it till the person who i thought was my sister didnt want to go. now i dont even want to go. she had no idea how hurt i am...the only reason she wants to go now is because of how gulty she feels. not to mention i broke up with mike on my bday and few days after that i was allmost raped. fuck it i dont want to go but i have to. Things dont matter to me anymore i dont want to celerbate my bday ever again. the party ant just about me. its about my family...seeing my family together...getting along. i dont want gifts and i know that im getting some i just wish that i didnt. i want to see my lil nepew and my cuzns. my great grandma my grandma my mom and dad who is not drinking. im so proud of him im proud that he is trying to be sober.

I Pray You Enough
Recently, I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged, and the mother said, 'I love you, and I pray you enough.' The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I pray you enough, too, Mom.' They kissed, and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy, but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?' Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?' 'Well...I'm not as young as I once was, she lives so far away & has her own busy life. I have some challenges

Pondering Life
Sitting here and thinking some, I started to unravel. I think of all the things that could of been and all the things that are. What is true and real for me may just be a shadow of doom from somewhere not far away. I sit in the dark and quiet sometimes evaluating what I should do. I have had some nightmares recently that have really shook me up. In fact I had one just last night. He came for me again and my sweet loving man was not there to protect me because he had left me for another. I know that they are just dream and not always do they come true but this one really scared me because my man had went on a trip and he was not home when the danger came to me. I did and could say it all last night because it scared me so very much. While I was being assaulted my man was far away. He was having fun that he so richly deserves. I was all alone when the attack came and he was choking the life from me when I woke up. I have never been so scared from a dream in a long time and I hope it is n

Soulmate
as we live our we wonder night and day who are soulmate is but is it that love an word or an feelin for its an fellin that we all do not know but for the only goddress of she will chose who your soulmate is but always remember that when you wish for something wish with your heart not out of greed cause you more likey will get what you with for

Lust Or Love
for is there an god who grant everlasting love for all i see throw my eye is lust but is it the goddess of love who grants everlasting love for us if their is why do i see with an blackin heart out of greed for is cause i have fall out of my place for everlasting love alas i pray fro everlasting for century but still i have not found it for is is cause walk street welcoming the darkness

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KALAMAZOO, Mich. - A Kalamazoo-area man who won $10,000 in the Michigan Lottery's Club Keno game has donated his winnings to a charity. Soon after winning the money on March 11, Jim Dancy of Richland decided others needed it more than he did. So he gave it all to the Greater Kalamazoo United Way. "I was heavily influenced by my close friend Julie, who taught me to think of others first, and to stop and think about what life is really about. I know the needs in the community are great right now, so for me it was the right thing to do," Dancy said in a statement released by the Michigan Lottery.

New Auction Link!
Hi y'all. I am in my very first auction! Come take a peek and maybe place a bid! ;). I was told the link in first blog did not work. Try this one...thanks! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1037258&albumid=1624322&i=947021487&idx=8

Battle Of The Djs Goin Down In Devils Heaven Two!
ATTENTION ALL METAL DJ'S IN FU-LAND!!!!!! DEVILS HEAVEN TWO will be hosting a BATTLE OF THE DJ'S ON APRIL 29th, STARTING AT 6 PM EST time. If any DJ's are interested: Please get ahold of our head enforcer @ http://www.fubar.com/user/2511364 CONTACT ME shoutbox message/comment/ PM This way we can set up times in which each of you can represent yourselves/lounges and your FAVORITE METALLLLLLLL!!! PRIZES!!! (cause who doesn't love them?!) First Prize - Auto 11's or A Cherry Bomb Second Prize - 5 credit bling Third prize - 1 credit bling Contest is free to enter!!! HOWEVER Donations to judges would greatly be appreciated!!! SO! LETS TEAR IT UP! SHOW US ALL WHAT YOU'VE GOT! AND LETS HAVE A GREAT BATTLE! Thanks Everyone!! Hope to hear from some of you soon! -DJ Lizzie McLiz-

Murder By Death- Killbot2000
This song is kind of weird, but it's pretty intense so i like it. "A smell like cigarettes drifts softly through the vents, The room is filling up with smoke and little bodies Tell all the boys and girls from school To keep breaking all the rules To show their parents that they're individuals Datura flakes off from your lips You've lost the swagger in your hips Your eyes are turning blue to gray Your skin feels soft and sagging down Your arms drag across the ground with each step you take And they fall from the jungle gyms And they fall and piss away each night Among the sound of bodies crawling round the room I can smell their flesh on everything left in this room Chalk and scattered crayons on empty desks For weeks finding clumps of unwashed hair caught between the vents blowing Carry their little bodies to the cemetary so gently Oh carry their little bodies to the cemetary so gently Please don't let their necks crook towards the ground" Like i said,

Last Tear
A man lies in the street crying Cause he can’t stop his self from dying He was stabbed in no helped He was left to die by his self All the people passed him by and all he could is ask the why I would help me if I was you if you were lying here bleeding to as shed final tear he tried to face death with no fear but just then help did come but I guess they could not save this one

Please Click And Help
Vote!!! Twisted Butterfly Vote!!! Please vote for Twisted Butterfly for me, she is a special friend and would be a great one for you also. Tell her New Patriot sent you. Thanks for the help in advance. Please Repost for me.

Double Standard Blacks......
Big deal when Imus calls stereotypical black basketball players "nappy", but no biggie when this Obama loving primate calls Hannah Montana a "white bitch"? So, where is fat ass Sharpton? Where is the left wing hypocrite media? Blacks will NEVER change. You're all no good. The media sucks. You're all disgraceful white sellouts.

Come And Bid On Me!
This is my first auction... so let's make this fun! Don't forget to A/F/R the Hostess. She didn't ask for it, but it's the nice thing to do :) There will also be a prize given to the one with the most rates, so even if you don't bid, the rates will help!!! Thank you all in advance!

?'s And More ?'s
here and there my mind wanders thoughts pool, as I ponder what does it mean why can't I ask why is it that trusting has become such a task had I not seen with my own two eyes what was as friendship so cleverly disguised would I believe had someone just told me am I not to be furious when for far less you would scold me and even with the knowledge all I want to do is pretend I don't know take the fact that it hurts me and not let it show for to me what we have is perfect and real but "it" makes it hard to believe that, that's how you feel so I wonder can what I know be forgotten or will it leave my thoughts pool stagnant and rotten

The Gift
I was given a gift so unexpected. This gift came not in pretty packaging, came without a bow. It had immeasurable worth, for we cannot measure what has intangible value. Never had a gift reduced me to such tears, for expressing with words would not be sufficent. This gift I will treasure and cherish above all I have ever received. This gift was given so freely, that I could never repay. The giver knew not of the invoking it would cause. The giver knew onlly what they desired to bestow unto me. This gift I will forever be greatful for. Enternally I will have gratitude to the giver, for this gift was far more precious than they even knew. This gift was love, family, life and the gift of being reliquished from my past and despair. May I be so fortunate to return this gift and become the giver myself.

Blings And Things...
I have noticed a lot of blings and such lately..Just wanted to let my friends know that I do not spend real money to buy things here...Fubucks are one thing, cash is another.. In times of economic uneasyness Please do not spend real money on blings and such for me. It is not that I don't appreciate the gesture, it's just that I am sure there are better ways to spend hard earned bucks.. Send me love ...save yur bucks..It means just as much to me.. Thanks. Lots of luv...xox

Crazy Is What Crazy Does...
now im wondering...i signed up on this thing to talk to people and possibly meet new friends via the internet. but maybe i thought too deeply about it. the concept of this site is cool...its fast and A.D.D. friendly. though...is that it? sure any site to meet people at is anti-social already but alot of the people i know that are married in real life met online. so i guess im just thinking from experience. im not looking for marriage here haha i guess i like the term "stranger things have happened" haha thats why i paint still. its the artist in me...make something out of nothing and further something into more. who knows.

Desires
Desires The desire to want has a great affect on ones desire of needs. The want of something beyond the scope of what you cannot have leaves one in a state of mind that blinds you of what is really true. It is the needs of love, friendship, and companionship that center’s us with focus that leads one to a path of enlightenment. ~ Desires By Michael Dougherty

I Know
I know I am here, yet I feel gone I know I am seen, yet I feel invisible I know I am speaking, yet I feel unheard I know I am a child, yet I feel motherless I know I am learning, yet I feel ignorant I know I am optomistic, yet I feel bleak I know I have love, yet I feel so much contempt I know I am beautiful, yet I feel so ugly I know I have clarity, yet I feel so confused I know I have youth, yet I feel so decrepid I know all this, yet I know so little How is it that what we have and feel and what are presented to us are so different? The effect that others have on our perception can truly alter what we know, reducing it to the antithesis.

Hacker
+Sire+is a suucker4yer luv*Owned by Dearly Departed http://www.fubar.com/user/2213371 Sincere33 http://www.fubar.com/user/974658 They both have hacked into my NSFW's and they didn't even pay for fubucks ladies watch out!

Poem
The Fight for The Light As I lay in bedI can hear my heart in my headListing to the rainAs it hits my window paneI'm in the darkTrying to see the lightFighting with all my mightTrying to reach the lightWithout you holding me tightI'm going to loss this fightI can feel the lightBut the night I still fightI'm losing my mightI feel like I'm falling from great heightsYou hold me tightI can see the lightI finally beat the nightAnd you are my mightTogether we fought a good fight

People Who Throw Away Good Things
I'm not a nice guy, the type you take home and your mom gets all happy about. I'm a anger management, drug taking, alcoholic who only cares about cars, music, and my daughter. If I should happen to be your friend, then you are important to me, and I value that like I value the air I breathe. However, I don't give people leeway to dramatize my life with their bullshit. Now that might make me sound conceded or that my shit doesnt stink. It's more that I just dont give a fuck about what you do. I've had enough failures, misfortunes, and disappointments to write a fucking self-help book about it. You do you, and let me do my thing. My family, if you are considered such, mean the world to me. I've gone hungry, cold, and been broke to help my boys or even my girls have shit they needed. I've been left alone while they found more important people that don't care about them to hang out with. I've had people choose sex over real friends. I'm not innocent in some of this, because I've made my

Baby Idol Contest
Hi everyone I have a thing going on with my daughter with an area radio station which is Q 97.9 and the website is www.wjbq.com. You have to go under the baby idol part and vote for number 0056 that is the number for my daughter and you can vote for her as much as you want.

Poem
STAND We stand here in this world looking around. Trying to decide which path to take in life. Trying to take the correct path. Is it the left or is it the right or is it in front of us? There isn't a sign telling which way to go. We need to make mistakes, so we can learn from them. We couldn't be human if we didn't make mistakes. None of us are perfect, not even close. There are so many different paths to take in our lives. Some of us may take the easier path and some my take the hardest path. The easier path may seem to be the hardest path to take. The hardest path may be the easier path to take. It's up to us to decide which path in life to take. As we walk along the path, we choose we can always ask for as for help or guidance. As humans mistakes are apart of life. We couldn't be human if we didn't make mistakes. None of us are perfect, not even close. Who knows what's in our future, all we can do is Try to find the correct path to take in our lives.

Poem
CLEAR Everything is so very clear to me as the light of the sun makes its way through the dark sky above me. Shining down on me, showing me the world around me. All the beautiful things that I see around me and the world. From the mountains to the ocean that is all around country that we live in. Feeling so very proud to be in this great country and the world. Feeling the warmth of the sunlight as it shows my shadow following as I walk. With my shadow I'm never alone even when I can't see my shadow. As the rain stops, you can smell the sweet smell after the rain. It makes everything so fresh. After the rain it feels like the country me loves get a new release on life. After the rain, the world I love also gets a new release on life. Seeing the way everything has been washed clean and clear. The country and the world becomes very much at peace after the rain. After the rain stops, it seems the country and the world I love become clear of pain, hate, and disappear. Seei

Wtf ........can We Say Sad
I sign into Chris's yahoo to read the easter mail and see the pics of his boys he told me to look at....... To my suprise was 2 offline messages from some chick i knew he blocked her last nyte for giving him grief with her crazy mood swings. well anyways so tonyte I guess I find out LOL I'm a cunt and just milking Chris for a HH. this Chickie don't know me .... If i was milking him would cost him more then 1 Happy hour....LMAO I'm not as easy as her fubar stuff dont cut it for me. but anyways what I dont understand is why she has to go elsewhere on the net just to attack him. And not just attack him but attack his ex wife and myself as well. (His exwife is a really nice person. Ive talked to her myself a few times almost daily lately ) I sent chris his offline messages against my better judgement. LOL and against my better judgement i replied to her Nasty messages. this is what she leaves him........am I wrong to be so annoyed? otsapperchick (4/17/2009 7:00:09 PM): what a f

Rules
INTRODUCING~TORNADO COMMENT BOMBERS~We are a new family here on the Fu and want to have some fun.BUT...As with all families, we have to have some rules.#1 - Everyone is required to Rate/Fan/Add ALL family members. This can be easily accomplished because their is a folder that has every members picture in it. Each one is ripped so that you can go directly to their page. If it is found that you haven't done so, you will be asked to correct the situation or submit your resignation. Those are the only 2 choices.#2 - If you are CURRENTLY in a contest or have one coming up in the near future, DO NOT ask to join this family. The reason is, we are about fairness to all family members and if you are just joining for help, PLZ DON'T#3 - There will be NO MORE THAN 2 family members in a contest at the same time. Before you enter into a contest, please submit a request to the homepage for approval. #4 - You must NOT have your bartab turned off. It will be the biggest way to contact you and when the

Vegas Bennifit
hello this is just a heads up for a vegas bennifit if you want to make a donation , buy a t-shirt , or hats i will have the lik to do that in fact its right here WWW.Childprotectioncommunity.com we are non-profit and just want to get the word out and raise awarness. if you know anyone who is abusing a child, needs help, is missing, please let me know and i can ge you in touch with the right people. if you just needto talk and get things off your chest/ mind ill listen my YIM is dp1captn43@yahoo.com and msn is dp1captn@hotamil.com i am on myspace to at myspace/cpcnavada please use this the bennifit will include so far miles to empty and sincity sinner pluse an all star band with players to be named later detais are to fallow on the exact date. but i am excited about this. i am usualy on line so leave me a message thanks for reading this and please if you dont want t donate visit the main site and ost who you are and who sent you me captnsteve thanks and have a wonderful day / weekend.

Never Should Assume
Some people around here who think they are such badasses really need to remove their heads from their asses and get a clue. Like before you run around and go "this person isn't helping out and the person needing help did so much for them" maybe just MAYBE you should actually know what's going on. Like the fact that just because a person is "signed on" doesn't mean they are NEAR the computer. That people can be busy with real life stuff. So maybe before you run your mouth and look like the idiot that many of us KNOW you are you should stop and think gee maybe that person hasn't really been online. Maybe they've had things in life that they had to deal with. I don't care if people figure out who I'm talking to and tell them. This person can seriously well jump off a cliff for all I care. They want to hate on me for what? No reason. I seriously hate stupid people like this idiot.

Help!
i am heading to virginia on the 28th and I will be getting my car out of storage, a 76 mustang cobra. It will need repair with a full tune up probably being the tires belts, all fluids and the small hole to braze or weld in the radiator. What i need help with is when i get down there in virginia being the morning, the 29th, i would need a ride to naval base road to pick up my car or at least find a repair shop close and or fair priced for my car to go. Maybe even get a military personnel to get it on base and help with the repairs but that might be a long shot. I will be able to help anyone with throwing a little money their way for playing taxi for me cuz i know the cabs alone are going to be much more expensive! I will be staying at the chesapeke super 8 motel and again a ride to the car, the repair shop and other places would be greatly appreciated. if anyone in the virginia area, norfolk, richmond, hampton roads area can help please give me a call, or get a hold of me on here. 208-

Rude Perverts
i really get the shits of people that think everyone is on here to meet and have sex if you see on someones profile they are married then keep your lude photo comments to yourself and further more get a fucking life not everyone is on the net for sex and to hook up

Fan Fiction Home
Hey, all of my friends on Fubar. The Fu-Crew. I write a lot of fan fiction and fiction works. So please check out the new home of my works, www.fanfiction.net/u/1901272/ It's mostly anime. But I do have works from books like Harry Potter and Twilight. If you're interested take the time to review my work. I would greatly appreciate it, you can review without having an account. =]] - Addictive...XxXxX...Clairvoyance

The Love Of My Life
I wrote a blog on someone i had met on fubar that i fell in love with who was everything i was looking for in a man. I still feel the same way (i get excited when he touches me i want to melt!!) We have been together over a year know and life is wonderful. I never imagined that my life would ever be this way again. We did have a rough path which i think tested are love and loyality for each other. It goes to show that if you love someone, you can over come anything or anyone who tries to get in your way! Life is wonderful my baby is wonderful and i'm so lucky to have him...I just wanted to write about it and hope that everyone else has someone in their lives that makes them feel the same way!!! I Love you!!!

Announcement Of My Marriage
OK I TRIED TO TYPE THIS BEFORE SO IGNORE THIS ONE IF ITS A REPOST BY ME BUT AS OF APRIL 15TH, 2009 THE FATHER TO MY UNBORN BABY THAT IM DUE TO HAVE IN OCTOBER AND I ELOPED WE GOT MARRIED IN BENNINGTON VERMONT AND WE'D LIKE TO LET OUR FUBAR FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND FANS KNOW OF OUR MARRIAGE.SO PLEASE STOP BY OUR PROFILE WE WILL BE UPDATING PHOTOS VERY SOON SO PLEASE POST COMMENTS AND GIVE US GIFTS ON OUR PAGE TO HELP US CELEBRATE OUR MARRIAGE!!THANKS A BUNCH-JENNIFER AND DENNIS PRATT

Faith - 1 Corinthians 1: 18-25
18For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God. 19For it is written: "I will destroy the wisdom of the wise; the intelligence of the intelligent I will frustrate."[c] 20Where is the wise man? Where is the scholar? Where is the philosopher of this age? Has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world? 21For since in the wisdom of God the world through its wisdom did not know him, God was pleased through the foolishness of what was preached to save those who believe. 22Jews demand miraculous signs and Greeks look for wisdom, 23but we preach Christ crucified: a stumbling block to Jews and foolishness to Gentiles, 24but to those whom God has called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God. 25For the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength.

April 17th 2009 Diet Log
Ugh..i tend to eat more on days that I work..... 2 crossaints banana coffee ---------------------- diet raspberry white tea mini caramel rice cakes ----------------------------------- Salad...(lettuce, carrots, cheese, eggs, beets, ranch, tuna) Diet Green Tea Wheat roll with butter -------------------------------------- mini caramel rice cakes finished off diet green tea ------------------------------------------ coffee for dinner

Could Be A Joke...
Work was just blah....Typical fridays. I've been stuck working with this one managers that's been pissy with me because I got him written up for something weeks ago. He wasn't doing his job right and he's just damb lucky that he didn't get fired. Anyways...so he's been giving me the silent treatment unless he has to talk to me...Oh well. but other than that work was just still blah. One of my other co-workers kept flirting, teasing me or whatever. He'll poke me, toss things at me, rub his arm against me...whatever. Then he started to ask me what I liked, what i do when i get home from work..and if I stop talking to him, he'll ask if I'm mad at him. I keep telling him that I don't know what to talk about and he says he wants to keep talking...ok I've worked with this guy for over 3 years..he's always given me some weird signs, but I've seen how he works with other girls..ya know, total flirt. Then he's like, "my ex gf was kind of big, not tiny. you and her are a like..same size" I

Update 4/17/04
just wqnted to let you all know you haven't been forgotten. been a hell of a busy week. started with deliveries in the bay area and off to so-cal to pic up. then out to houston to deliver this morning. picked up a couple crates in houston and now heading to tulsa for monday pick up before heading back to cali. spending the night in the loves truck stop just south of dallas tonite. weather has been miserable all week. wind and rain. snow in arizona bd thunder storms and tornado warnings here. will try soon to send some love to you all. maybe later this weekend i will get a room and be able to do more. until then take care and god bless you all..big cali hugs..marty

Your Thoughts An Prayers
i want to thank every one who had me in their prayers last night. i woke up yesterday morning feeling really wierd with chest pains, being dizzy an breaking out in cold sweats. really week feeling. i went to work thinking nothing about it. one of my co-workers told me to check my blood pressure so i did, it was 148 over 1o4. it told me that wasnt good. at 6 pm he came to check on me an told me i was really flusstered looking. he made me take it again, this time it was 156 over 108. took me to the office an one of my managers took me to the er. with in a short period of time it jumped to 176 over 118.. needless to say i didnt have a heart attack.. got more test to do monday morning. i will keep you all up to date. again thanks for all the love an kind words an thoughts for those that i was able to contact..

Bored, Need Idea
I'm bored off my ass and thinking of watching a video. But, I don't know what to watch. So throw something at me an if I have it maybe I'll watch it. I'm thinking action/ drama. I don't even have any of those crybaby chick flix so don't bother listing them.

How Could You?
How could you turn your back on me when I screamed your name so loud?How could you let me fall away from you, did you get too proud?How could you watch as I died a gruesome death and broke apart?How could you walk away from me, or were you never really there to start?How could you be so cruel to me when all I ever tried to do was fit in?How could you be so hypocritical when I spoke my secrets from deep within?How could you have said those things and pretended that they were true?How could you have meant them all-I don't understand what you're trying to do.How could you pull the floor from beneath me when I just learned to stand?Please, could you just explain this to me, Because I don't understand..How could you play this game of pretend and play the part of a friend?How could you be so thoughtless, how could you want this all to end?How could you look me in the eye and say the cruelest of words?How could you say you listened to me when you never really heard?How could you stick this kn

Nameless For Now.
I stare at you every day finding it hard to look away. Still can't belive we got this way seems like it's stronger every day. I see the panic under your skin no one knows the shit we are in. We look and can't help but grin every day feels like a sin. I'm just a shadow against the wall but I don't mind at all. One day I'll be out in the light maybe then we won't fight. For now we have to bleed eventually we'll succeed. Our wounds both heal I know they do maybe soon our dreams come true. For now I'm cool just sitting here ain't got no reason for any fear. (Editing.)

Charity
So my charity endeavors are bleeding me dry, so I thought I'd do an experiment and allow for donations. Kind of dorky I know but if I were writing for a magazine I'd be getting paid so it's not so off base and I heard a lot of bloggers do it. I know, "If bloggers jumped off a bridge would you?" I'm not sure, depends on how high. So anyways, I think it will be an interesting social experiment at the very least.

............
God how I hate this walking on eggshells feeling. They are off and home for the weekend, and now I am feeling the tension tenfold. I made more calls today, but yet there is nothing I can do about a place to stay or my medical records for the medical shit. The one clinic told me they should hear something Monday, which would be okay as long as I can go get them picked up and turned into dshs for my medical to be approved. This stress here is eating me alive! I swear since she told me I had two weeks, I don't believe they have spoken more then 3 or maybe 4 sentences to me, and that was almost a week and a half ago. I refuse to be on the phone inside when they are here, I am trying my best not to piss them off in any way what so ever. I am barely keeping it together, I swear I have bawled more the past few weeks then I have in a long frigging time. If one of these shelters would just say they have an opening coming up, it would take a huge load off my chest. I feel like

Demon Hunter - I Am You
A black heart in an empty shell where the desperation laid waste - I am you A blank page in an unknown book and the opposition you face I am the endless scar, the broken hope, the gaping hole in your faith - I am you The dark trail of endless graves where all the lifeless lay I am waiting for that blade to fall and cut me free of this Hollow life that leads to all the ends that don't exist [Chorus:] Time to burn this design, to free ourselves We will burn this together Time to fuse this design, to make us one We will burn this together A new voice for the broken souls in a world awaiting its death - I am you An everlasting well of life for the hopeless and the wrecked I am the dying self, the narrow path, the calm that conquered the storm - I am you The crosshairs on the head of shame, the negation to conform I am waiting for that blade to fall and cut me free of this Hollow life that leads to all the ends that don't exist [Chorus] I will rise I will break this You will rise You

Letting Go
I haven't come here for forgivenessI don't expect your sympathyThis scarred up, burnt out, hollow heartCame from letting the walls come downEvery shattered fiberEvery aching boneCame from a turned backWhen I left this fractured home

Demon Hunter - Fire To My Soul
We flow with bitter words that file sharp our teeth And we bite off our own tongues We trample any trace of your divinity's hope And we sacrifice our young With our eyes sewn shut now the light can't shine Oh, we'll never wake from dead And when you beg for us to open up and let you in Then we'll cut you up instead [Pre-chorus:] You promised you'd give us your word We never believed it was true And we pretend that we never heard Cause we still don't believe in you [Chorus:] I heard you calling, setting fire to my soul Is this the voice we die for? We die for life We built a wall to keep you out Ignoring every word And we saw your face behind our thoughts Apathetic to what we'd heard [Pre-chorus] [Chorus] Why does it falter? We built it all ourselves Why does it hurt so bad, forsaking all this help? Why are we choking on pills designed to heal? We threw our hearts away cause we're too afraid to feel [Chorus]

Demon Hunter - My Heartstrings Come Undone
It's buried deep with in the past, I hope it doesn't last It's something I already chase, I already chase I try to give it all away, but it's never gonna fade It's something I don't wanna face, I don't wanna face I know you feel it's all the same, But I promise that'll change It's something I already chase, I already chase You know I'm trying to believe that you're never gonna leave It's something I don't wanna face, I don't wanna face There's nothing left! The fear is gone! When my heartstrings come undone I will wait for you, I will pray for you Before I make my final run I will stay with you, decay with you I know I'm not the perfect one, This pain has just begun It's something I already chase, I already chase You bring me to a better path, It's everything I asked It's something I don't wanna face, I don't wanna face There's nothing left! The fear is gone! There's nothing left! The fear is gone! And when my heartstrings come undone I will wait for you, I will pray for you Befor

Ammo-less Firearms Alert
You might want to send this to all your hunting buddies family & friends. Nobody can sell any ammunition after June 30, 2009 It has already started.... Ammunition Accountability Legislation Remember how Obama said that he wasn't going to take your guns? Well, it seems that his allies in the anti-gun world have no problem with taking your ammo!

Intimate Stranger
I feel like the walking deadA comatose heartSomewhere between a nightmare and a wetdreamMemories in black and whiteI can see the loveI can hold it in these broken handsMy heart won't wake upMy head won't let goThe motions of emotionSlowly the machine takes controlPretenderSell the idea of caring and concernWrapping emptiness with a big bowSomedayOne dayMaybe life will returnCatch my breatheLet someone inside this burnt out shellUntil then keep your distanceStay an intimate stranger

Life With Out You
I should be hurtin but I'm smiling ear to ear cause I mowin down the roses that you planted last year. I’m pouring out your perfume strait down the toilet bowl. Ripped you face strait off the wall left nothing but some holes. Gather up your clothes smoked em with your popery in a fern pile out back. Your love aint welcome here no more.

Your Memory Remains...
Each time I think of you My mood becomes quite blue. My heart cries for another time When I was so proud that you were mine. The days of the past Seem now to have been too fast. In the blink of an eye, the beat of a heart Our time together was ripped apart. It is to my dismay That I constantly re-live that day. The image of you laying so sweet And I realized your heart had stopped its beat. I moved your body, now so wilted While my heart is feeling so jilted. I tried so hard to breathe life back into you My attempts were failing, there was nothing I could do. At that moment my life made a change A new reason to live, I had to arrange. At your funeral I stopped and reflected

What I Love About Smelling Her Feet
I love having the chance/oppportunity to smell and sniff the feet of a sexy woman---particularly if her feet are: sweaty, stinky or in socks, stockings or those certain shoes that'll make her feet stink... Mmmmm...what a sexual rush!!!

Karma
well, my dads wife that just passed has triplet daughters that are almost 34 yrs old. Their sperm donor for a father found out that they have severe Cerebral Palsey when they were one and said if he can't have perfect childeren, he didn't want children. So needless to say, he had nothing to do with them their entire lives. well, he was shot, ... and died last night. the day after we buried their mother. God has judged him now, and i can only hope he is burning in hell where he belongs. some ppl may think badly of me for even wishing this upon him, but I have seen the hell he has put my family through.....burn baby, burn!!!!

Serious Problem...
I have a problem, and I really need some help here. I have an addiction. Its so ridiculously out of hand that I was all tweaked out earlier because I was all out. I felt like a meth head trying to get a fix. Smart water has infiltrated my mind and body. I know it is no different than tap water, but ZOMG. I was flipping out when I realized my stash was all gone this morning. How can I quit this habit?

Reasons I Did/did Not Bomb You
Reasons I did bomb you: You're a good friend You take care of me when I need it You didn't ASK me to bomb you You brow-beat me until I did bomb you You showed me love You show me love on a REGULAR BASIS Reasons I did not bomb you: You dropped a link in my SB and just expected me to do it I didn't see you ask You asked in a PM or with a gift You didn't have autos on The pix u sent me 2 were private or the link was not working You didn't have a big folder I had too many ppl to bomb already I had like 2 pages worth of ppl to bomb back, so I had to get that done. Sorry if anyone's pissed off, but I did the best I could. I don't even know 90% of the ppl who asked me to bomb or that I did bomb. I just atarted pickin ppl with autos on. It's kind of frustrating, from my point of view. People just expect you to do things for them. But, where are people when I need to level? I wish I could just drop a link to my page in ppls SBes and say "Bling me please" and it would

Tattoo Work
If you decide you do not like my art , i am perfectly fine with it. What i dont tolerate is underpriviledged ass hunting indivituals that think they can get a porn cam , and after they get turned down start to put critic towards my job! First of all i aint tattooing, because its m only choice. I am a former Rn, Herbologist and got enough degrees to plaster an entire room. Second: People without tattoos shouldnt be looking down on ones that have ink. We dont bitch around ya all for not having any now do we............... THIRD! For the assmunch that asked where the hell i stole the pics from. You can be lucky your not near me! I dont try to put you down just because you work at burger king or where the hell ever. Job is job. And just because im a female doesnt mean i do tattoos less better then a male! 2009, wake up!!!!!!! We are way past the times of females having to stand at the door with a pi waiting for theyr beloved man!!!!!!!!!! And if the only way you can get rid

~maybe~
Maybe ... we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.Maybe ... when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us.Maybe ... it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.Maybe ... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.Maybe ... the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches.Maybe ... you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do

~my Life With You~
My life with you is a open bookYou read me as you known me My whole lifeMy soul is not complete without youI have lost you twice in my lifeI can not lose another chance I regret what I have doneI get scared of you seeing me as someone elseWhich I am nothing compare to your friendsI admit to being jealousEven though my sexual preference is differentI love you and the kidsYou mean the world to meI have cried over you I have talked about youI wish I had another chance with youAn I hope I do end up hearing you say "how you feel"I saw in your eyes how much you care I want and need you in my lifeI am young an learning also That's why you have to teach meTell me what I am doing wrongDon't let me go on and do itI make mistake's just need to know when I am doing it wrongI am not leaving you no matter how many time's you push me awayYou push i'll come back and get youI am here for you through good an badI love you!

Wings For Marie
"We are the music makers. And we are the dreamers of dreams." Willy Wonka At the age of 30, Judith Marie fell victim to a series aneurisms that left her unable to walk, write, read, or dress. Her peripheral vision, speech, and motor skills were significantly impaired, so suffice to say her dream of traveling the world was pretty much out of the question. However her memories were completely intact. During moments of clarity and focus she would, with great difficulty, describe a life long recurring dream. "Since I was a child I used to dream that I could fly. I would stand on one leg, look up towards the sky, and with my arms lifted out and up, my fingers stretched towards the sun, the wind would come and swirl all around me. And then gently lift me up into the air. This is how I would travel. This is how I was able to see the whole world." Wings For Marie (Part 1) You believed in movements none could see.You believed in meA passionate spirit. UncompromisedBoundless

Little Johnny & April
Little April was not the best student in Sunday school. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, "Tell me, April, who created the universe?" When April didn't stir, little Johnny, a boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. "GOD ALMIGHTY!" shouted April and the teacher said, "Very good" and April fell back asleep. A while later the teacher asked April, "Who is our Lord and Saviour," But, April didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again. 'JESUS CHRIST!" shouted April and the teacher said, "very good," and April fell back to sleep. Then the teacher asked April a third question. "What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?" And again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time April jumped up and shouted, "IF YOU STICK THAT F*****G THING IN ME ONE MORE TIME, I'LL BREAK IT IN HALF AND STICK IT UP YOUR ARSE!" The Teacher fainted.

What Our Government Really Thinks About Us!
This was a repost of a blog a friend of a friend posted. I just wanted everybody to see what the government REALLY thinks of us.......... The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government. This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above) with white supremacists and domestic terrorists. As maddening as I found that paper there was one aspect to the paper that I missed this morning and to me it is much more egregious. This is what the Department of Homeland Security thinks about our m

Fun With Elements
In school one day, the teacher decided that in science class she would teach about the elements. So she stood in the front of the class and said, "Children, if you could have one raw element in the world what would it be?" Little Stevie raised his hand and said, "I would want gold, because gold is worth a lot of money and I could buy a Porsche." The teacher nodded and called on little Susie. Little Susie said, "I would want platinum, because platinum is worth more than gold and I could buy a Corvette" The teacher smiled and then called on Little Johnny. Little Johnny stood up and said, "I would want silicon." The teacher said, "Why Johnny?" He responded by saying, "Because my mom has two bags of it and you should see all the sports cars outside our house!"

Johnny At The Park
Little Johnny sees his Daddy's car passing the playground and going into the woods. Curious, he follows the car and sees Daddy and Aunt Jane kissing. Johnny finds this so exciting and can barely contain himself as he runs home and starts to tell his mother excitedly. "MOMMY, MOMMY, I WAS AT THE PLAYGROUND AND DADDY AND...." Mommy tells him to slow down, but that she wants to hear the story. So Johnny tells her. "I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went to look and Daddy was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, then he helped her take off her shirt, then Aunt Jane helped Daddy take his pants off, then Aunt Jane laid down on the seat, then Daddy...." At this point, Mommy cut him off and said, "Johnny, this is such an interesting story, suppose you save the rest of it for supper time. I want to see the look on Daddy's face when you tell it tonight." At the dinner table, Mommy asks Johnny to tell his story. He describes the car into the woods, the undr

Death Penalty
Juvenile offender faces imminent execution in Iran Delara Darabi, an Iranian woman convicted of murdering a relative when she was 17, is reported to be facing execution in the next few days. Her lawyer, Abdolsamad Khorramshahi, received a phone call from Delara Darabi on 21 March in which she said that she had heard rumours in Rasht Prison that she would be executed in the coming days. Delara Darabi has been detained at Rasht Prison in northern Iran since her arrest in 2003. According to information received by Amnesty International, Delara Darabi is facing execution between 18 and 20 April. Amnesty International has urged the Iranian authorities to commute her death sentence. Iran is a state party to the International Covenant on Civil and Political Rights and the Convention on the Rights of the Child, which prohibit the use of the death penalty against juvenile offenders - people convicted of crimes committed when they were under 18. The Iranian authorities have executed at l

Johnny Likes To Gamble
Little Johnny likes to gamble. One day his dad gets a new job so his family has to move to a new city. Johnny's daddy thinks, "I'll get a head start on Johnny's gambling." So he calls the teacher and says, "My son Johnny will be starting your class tomorrow but he likes to gamble so you'll have to keep an eye on him." The teacher says OK, she can handle it. The next day Johnny walks into class and hands the teacher an apple and says, "Hi, my name is Johnny." She says yes I know who you are. Johnny smiles and says, "I bet you ten dollars you've got a mole on your butt." The teacher thinks that she will break his little gambling problem so she takes him up on the bet. She pulls her pants down and shows him her butt and there was no mole. That afternoon, Johnny goes home and tells his dad that he lost ten dollars to the teacher and why. So his dad calls the teacher and says, "Johnny said that he bet you that you had a mole on your butt and he lost." The teacher says, "Yeah, and I think I

To My Fubar Friends!
You are all as amazing as any friends can be! Thank you so much for all the love and helping me level as high as I have so far! I enjoy being here with you all as well! Remember to stop over a Club Sn@zzy and hang with us! It is new so we are building!

Gimme A Little Head
A man walks into a bar and sees a man with a tiny head about the size of an orange. He asks the bartender what had happened to the man. The bartender says, "Well, he was on a beach and saw a beautiful mermaid." "The mermaid swam up to him and offered him a single wish." Unfortunatly, the man replied "How about a little head?"

Hand Job
A guy walks into a pub and sees a sign hanging over the bar which reads: Cheese Sandwich: $1.50 Chicken Sandwich: $2.50 Hand Job: $5.00 Checking his wallet for the necessary payment, he walks up to the bar and beckons to one of the three exceptionally attractive blondes serving drinks to an eager-looking group of men. "Yes?" she enquires with a knowing smile, "Can I help you?" "I was wondering", whispers the man, "are you the one who gives the hand-jobs?" "Yes" she purrs "I am." The man replies "Well wash your fucking hands, I want a cheese sandwich!"

Missing Cigar
A man walks into a dimly lit bar and the bartender asks him "Why is the front of your shirt all bloody" His customer answers in a slurred voice "My wife caught me with another woman and cut off my penis." "Oh come on" replies the bartender. The customer then says "If you don't believe me, I'll show you." He proceeds to rifle through his suitcase and pulls out this long thin thing and lays it on the bar. The bartender bends down and looks closely and says "Why this is just a cigar". The customer looks puzzled and says "I have it here somewhere" and proceeds to fumble through his other pockets and comes up with another long thin thing and placing it on the bar, and says " See that". The bartender again inspects it closely and says "You asshole that's just another cigar." Now the customer staggers backward and steadies himself , leaning on the bar and with awareness in his shaky voice says "Son of a bitch, I must have smoked it!"

Trickey Leprechaun
A man walks in a bar and a little man is sitting next to him. The little man asked if he had a family and how old he was. The man told him he was 29 and had a wife and two kids. The little man says "I'am a Leprechaun, and if you left me F#$@ you in the butt I will grant you three wishes". They go to the bathroom and the Leprechaun starts to F@$# him in the butt. When almost finished the Leprechaun says, "You did say you had a family right?" Than man replies, "Yes I'm29 and have a wife and two kids" The Leprechaun says, "Well aren't you a little bit old to be believing in Leprechauns?"

Only In Michigan
Mich. mayor gets speeding warning, demands ticket Fri Apr 17, 3:43 pm ET WARREN, Mich. – A Michigan mayor says a warning wasn't enough after he was stopped for speeding. So he asked for a ticket instead — and got it. Warren Mayor Jim Fouts was pulled over Monday on the way to City Hall for going 45 mph in a 40 mph zone. The officer told him to watch it next time. Fouts says he was uncomfortable the entire day with just a warning, thinking it might be construed as favoritism. So he called the deputy police commissioner and demanded the ticket. Police delivered it to Fouts' office and Fouts paid the $100 fine. Fouts told The Detroit News that he "had to set an example."

The Emotional Horse
One day a guy walks into a bar. The bartender says "if you can make that horse over there laugh you can have free drinks for the rest of the night". So he says "ok" and walks over to the horse and whispers something in his ear and he starts laughing and the bartender gives him free drinks for the rest of the night. The next night the same guy comes back in and the bartender says "if you can make that horse over there cry i will give you free drinks for the rest of the night. So he walks over there and does something and the horse starts crying, and the bartender gives him free drinks. Then the bartender asks what the man did to make the horse laugh and what he did to make him cry. The man says "To make him laugh I told him I had a bigger dick than he does and to make him cry I showed him".

And Cyfrog Called Cincinnati Too Conservative..
School: Ohio teacher took students to strip club HAMILTON, Ohio – A school spokesman said a southwest Ohio teacher has resigned after acknowledging she accompanied four female students to a male strip club. Butler Tech school district spokesman Bill Solazzo said the 47-year-old teacher resigned Thursday. He said the teacher told Edgewood High School administrators that the students, all cheerleaders, asked her to take them to the bar in February. The teacher told school officials in an e-mail that she got permission from the parents of the 17- and 18-year-olds to bring them to the club. The teacher taught marketing at the school and previously served as a coach for the district's eighth-grade cheerleaders.

Torment Of A Soul
My life tormented A childhood of painSpent bruised and scarredHours locked in a small dark roomTo scared to shout for helpWith only spiders for companyDay after dayThe bruises cameTo ashamed to show the worldHow could I have explained? The screaming stoppedThrough fear of more painThe inner screamsStill ringing in my earsThe nightmaresNever fadeAnother dayDarkness consumes my beingWishing for someone to set me freeAnother fist flies my wayPain shoots through meLike a thousand knivesPiercing my soulOnto adult yearsStill bruised insideOnly to find loves the sameIs this normalWas it something I did? Walking into doors seems like a bad habit for meOne black eye after the nextHere I was againHiding in a dark cornerHoping the monsters wouldn't see meHoping they wouldn't bring more painWill this ever end? The child inside so battered The child inside so scared

11 People On A Rope
11 people on a rope eleven people were hanging on a rope, under a helicopter. Ten men and one woman. The rope was not strong enough to carry them all, so they decided that one had to leave, because otherwise they were all going to fall. They weren't able to choose that person, until the woman gave a very touching speech. She said that she would voluntarily let go of the rope, because, as a woman, she was used to giving up everything for her husband and kids or for men in general and was used to always making sacrifices with little in return...... As soon as she finished her speech, all the men started clapping....... send this mail to an intelligent woman, so that she has something to smile about today.

What I Learned
what i learned is You can't control everything no matter how much you try You will be hurt, only if you allow someone to hurt you People lie, about everything They think it's funny to toy with people You control your own happiness Only you can decied on what's most important to you Don't make someone your priority if you are only an option to them no one is more important then your kids That i am a better person after what i learned that what doesn't kill me makes me stronger That if no one can accept me with my scars and all they are not worth it I am beautiful how i am , no one else matters when it comes to that. That i am a great mother to my kids I have a great personailty that people take advatage of That no one will walk all over me again That i can do anything i set my mind to That i am stronger then most people think that my children are part of me and i am thankful everyday that i have them.

Life
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.Don't go for looks; they

Fake Ass Rating
oh damm my philosophy was to rate others pics with no less than 10 but i came across a pic i just cant give a ten damm tits hanging out like sauages hair never seen conditioner in its life then bags under her eyes tat the airline will charge extra to board tat face neva seen makeup but maybe foundation wont stick falls into da giant pores so to my philosophy i guess its no rating at all so i dont break ma word

Song
Hi Ho Hi Ho it's off to get our pay to blow it the same day hi ho hi ho on a six pack of beer and a kick in the rear hi ho hi ho hi ho stumbling home we with a join our hand hi ho hi ho hi ho after listening to the band hi ho hi ho Created by wyogirl , crystlline and twitch On 4 / 17 / 09

B7ebak My Shexshy Husband,
B7ebak my shexshy husband, Being away from you now is so much harder than it was before we met, held each other and kissed fell asleep and woke up side by side walked the old market and had lunch in the park even I know it is necessary and for a short time this is the only time for once we are side by side again, it will be forever where you go I go b7ebak my shexshy husband would take me a millions of lifetimes to begin to show you how much I Love you, Want you and Need you with me no one or nothing is important to me as being with you, making you happy, loving you, taking care of you, spending the rest of my life with you you are my reason for living, you are my life, world, universe, everything, and all bmoot fiek 7abibi WB. Mrs. FM 04/17/09 12:39am our time

Need Cash?
Paying a bounty for cars i dont have on Street Racing game app for the other space i cant really mention here. If you have it and dont really care about the special cars i will buy them off you. If you dont have it and make one to use the favor points to get a crate car or level up to 10 and get the Limited Edition for the week either works i will pay prices negotiable depending on what you have msg me for more info.

I Sometimes Wonder
I SOME TIMES WONDER WHY THE LORD CAN GIVETH AND TAKETH AWAY. WHY ARE WE GIVEN SUCH BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND WHEN HE TAKES THEM WE HAVE NO SAY. THE LORD IS SUPPOSED TO BE MERCIFUL AND FORGIVING YET HE HURTS US IN SUCH PAINFUL WAYS. SOMETIMES WE HAVE OUR GOOD AND WE ALSO HAVE SOME OF THE WORSE DAYS. BUT EVEN THOUGH THE LORD SHOWS US HE IS ALL POWERFUL AND GRACIOUS IN HIS OWN LITTLE WAY. THE LORD HAS A TIME TO SEE US WE JUST HAVE TO WAIT TILL ITS OUR DAY.

Idk
take away this pain and loneyness suffering and rejectionremove me from the feelings of sorrow and remorse and regretsshow me how to be strong or remove me from this world ive had enough and i cant do it myself

American Terrorist
In response to a newly unclassified Department of Homeland Security report that warns of dangers associated with "right-wing extremists" - and singles out returning war veterans as particular threats - the American Legion has fired off a letter to DHS in protest. "I think it is important for all of us to remember that Americans are not the enemy. The terrorists are," writes David K. Rehbein, national commander of the American Legion, to DHS Secretary Janet Napolitano. The Legion's letter comes in response to a report titled "Right-wing Extremism: Current Economic and Political Climate Fueling Resurgence in Radicalization and Recruitment," dated April 7, which warns against the possibility of violence by unnamed "right-wing extremists" concerned about illegal immigration, increasing federal power, restrictions on firearms, abortion and the loss of U.S. sovereignty. The document, first reported by talk-radio host and WND columnist Roger Hedgecock, suggests worsening economic woe

Job Offer :p
Well here is the thing. If you know someone that needs some photoshop work done, let me know! I do web designs, retouching photos, making logos,... Only thing you need to do is to get me a customer and i will give u 10-15% of the deal ;) c Happy hunting :P

Helpin A Fellow S.e.r Staff Member
Hello! Trying to help out a Hot sexy Mami! Come help me! all she needs is one Rate That is it! just one! How easy is that? To see the Hottie Im talking about and the pic you need to rate,

Root Canal!
OK, so I have had this appt for months! But then I have the fall!!! They want to charge me $50. to cancelhave my Dad drive me, I was totally never numb and kicked well kneed him in thhe nuts!!! e tol;d me to let him know if I was uncomfortable. I am waiting on the asshole of my life (aka father of my Princess to pick her up for his weekend) Then maybe I can get some sleep! Or just warning readers, things will be mixted up and mispelled, but I mean well!!!!

Lol
International Rules Of Manhood 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella.2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances:(a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master.(b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car.(d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game".(e) When she is using her teeth.3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours.5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable.7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must

Body
Who you are in your dreams says a lot about your body image in waking. Many times, you experience your body in dreams as just a regular version of you. However, another time you may see it as idealized or disfigured. These feelings about your body may be communicating how you perceive yourself or how you think others perceive you, for better or worse. Often, how you think about your body reflects how you think about yourself as a whole person. When an experience of body perception is central to a dream it is worthwhile to analyze the origin of your feelings about the body perception or image. At times, our bodies will dramatically change in dreams to acquire various mystic properties. These include walking through walls, flexibility increases, or changes in height and shape. These are often just problem-solving techniques. However, they may also reveal a sense of limitation from one's body or power over one's body. Other times, we or others in the dream will transform from a human

Running
Running is a traditional symbol of health and vitality in addition to being a means of fleeing potential danger. Thus running could be considered a dream of virility, as well as fear. Usually, in a dream of running in which fear is the dominant emotion, you will find that you can either run all night and successfully escape the danger (albeit with a serious emotional drain), or you find that you continue to falter and stumble, making the object of your fear even more terrifying. In the latter case, try to relate the dream situation to a situation in your life where you are feeling incredible pressure. Sometimes a simple change of perception can solve the problem.

Spiritual Icons
Dreaming of spiritual or religious icons often reflects either power or unity. We want to feel united with the universe, and icons are a good way to symbolize that identification. Other times, you may dream of being in a situation where supernatural power is required to resolve the conflict. In this case, icons serve as the vehicle or symbol of that power. There are countless icon images available to all humans. The ones you find in your dreams will relate to your experience in life. (Some examples are: the crucifix, the full moon, the Star of David, Stonehenge, and the Buddha.) Are your experiences with icons tied to sacred or supernatural events that you prescribe to in waking life? Are the icons revered or disdained by others in your dream? How do you feel about it?

Moon
The moon is often an archetypal woman image. In many cultures and religious orders, the moon is identified as a mother figure. This is true in Native American, African, Christian, and Eastern literature and lore. The moon dream may come with or generate an intuitive feeling that someone in the inner circle of your life is pregnant. Another moon scenario is a product of the twentieth century. Specifically, the desire for space travel. These dreams can be based on either the scientific desire to experience the event or the spiritual desire for absolute separation from the churning, tumultuous human experience on earth. The moon can also evoke feelings of magic and mystery.

The Storm We Carry
storms are resting on my shoulders,releasing the the power of lightning,undoing the the burdons that are aquired, building the pressure daily,to break the carriers spirit,slowly over time to replenish itself. pelting the skin like rain,corrupting the spirit to break,giving the weak seemingly endless power, the weight forcing the stoppage,gathering the strength to carry on,willing the spirit to great feats. unified the spirit and storms are unbreakable,uncontrollable they are furious and free,never controlled only maintained

Video Bloggers Fear “you” Being Phased Out Of Youtube
Viral videos and individual user channels being obliterated by bland corporate promos as censorship and regulation make popular video website unrecognizable from a few years ago Paul Joseph WatsonPrison Planet.comFriday, April 17, 2009 A new You Tube video getting a lot of attention highlights concerns that the "You" is being phased out of YouTube, as individual users are sidelined by regulation and censorship in favor of corporate domination of the popular video website, an eventuality that we first warned about years ago. The clip makes the case that You Tube has all but eliminated the prominence of individual video channels and artificially suppressed their chances of topping the popular ranking charts. In addition, the ranking charts themselves have been buried on the website and replaced with an assortment of "featured" videos, a combination of bland corporate promos and inane mindless clips, selected by You Tube bosses themselves, while "viral" videos voted

Where Are You Divinity?
Where are you divinity? release the spheres of the tangible they hold no place in my heart the sword of desire I plunge into knowledge helps me to discover myself what impels me comes from the cosmos let me find my lucky star the design of the cosmos is only a guide

Push And Pull
your direction means nothing to those around you. they will push and pull and maneuver and twist the variables for their own ends. you will be the fulcrum the little red flag tied in the middle. if you step to far one way the losing team will let go and while you have fallen on the side of the winning team you have still fallen. tread lightly your path ever vigilant of the things that attach themselves to your well being.

Wrote On 4/15/09
loosely united stretched to the brink of insanity dying easier than revival dont expect much since they all say its toxic ask my heart, "will it last?" cant say but I love the ride me duele mi corazo'n pero no te importa Everything dies after all

Hott And Dumb
I am not going to sit here and say that I will go only buy how some one thinks before i will go after looks. Cause I wont. People, there are exceptions to this rule. You could be the hottest person in the world, but if there is nothing behind that beauty, well then there is nothing to you. Its always nice to hook up with a hot person and everything seems nice at first. Like you start to notice little things about that other person and your just like oh thats cute they are acting a little dumb or they are standing up for you when it comes to something. Then after a little longer that cute dumb thing becomes, wow you really are dumb or wow you are just an ass. Well, ok people I am not the smartest person, or the hottest and I sure as hell am not the nicest person you will meet. Although, I do enjoy reading, and talking about history, politics, books, movies. Many things, but after awhile if there is nothing different going on, then I will leave. You have to keep my intrest as much as I

Rules For The Non-military
Rules for the Non-Military; Make sure you read # 13 *Dear Civilians, 'We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance:* 1. The next time you see any adults talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem - kick their rear. 2. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest - kick their rear.3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great.. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their rear! 4. (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO N

Veterans Black Listed!!!
This is a reposted Blog From my friend 'Remember Those That Died For Us' He is number #3 on my family list. Please Show him love and support along with all our miilitary soldiers.. past.. present.. and well after this.. I wonder myself how many will join up with this grim future. God Bless! Krystal aka EchoAngel *********************************** The Departmet of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terroirst. They have informed law inforcement to be on the look out for vets as possile terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government. This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above) with white supremacists and dom

Yoooo!!
hey foookers.......I miss all you guys.....i have no net at home at the moment and its gonna be awhile before i can pay my bill....Send me emails to wesleyalexander34@yahoo.com.....or you can leave me love notes here......I ve entrusted someone to look over my page while i cant be on....i truly miss each and every one of you and hope things are well where ever you live.... Love, Superman

Just Takes A Second
Okay so maybe it takes more than a second but need a favor for a friend. Drop a rate on the pic below. That's it. Just rate it. Don't need you to leave a comment(s). You don't have to place a bid, just the rate is all we need. Okay since once again this NEW BLOG set-up is sucking and not linking it right. I'll put the pic as a comment below.

Wish
I wish I could build a wall around my heart. Tall and strong. No pain would ever get through. I wish I could box up every painful memory. One deep and thick. They couldn't escape to haunt me. I wish I could close my eyes, And not see your face. I wish I could look at young lovers, Walking happily hand in hand, And not want to cry. I wish my head wouldn't spin Everytime I think of you. I wish your ghost would let me be, And let me get on with my life. But as I've learned, Wishes are for children; Built around a fantasy. My fantasy, that used to be, That one day you would love me back.

Turning The Other Cheek Will Get You Kicked In The Ass
Hey folks, sorry it's been a while since I blogged it up. I'm not in NY anymore so I'm not the "Starbuck's Guy" right now. I'm chillin' at my apartment , well not really chillin' more like packing in a huge rush and getting distracted. I'm going to Iraq in a few days and I have so much to do. Had some adventures since the last time I posted so I'll just bring y'all up to speed on all that.. My last night in NY was somewhat uneventful, as far as I went out to "Hogs and Heifers" which is that cool biker bar in West Village in which I was the only biker there. There were lots of foreigners and I almost got into a fight again. If I had known it was against NY state law for a bouncer to rough somebody up, I would've DEFINATELY gotten into a fight that night. Some yuppy frat-boy went in there with the wrong attitude and was talkin' disrespectful to the lady bartender; my breaking point was when I heard him call her a "Cock-sucking bitch". That made my blood boil, she kicked him out

Wanna Fu-own Me?
dont be shy, just ask! @ the moment I have the settings turned off... it seems to help keep the FU-DRAMA at a minimum... If you HONESTLY do want to be my fu-owner, and you are NOT just looking for another name to add to your list, let me know :) If I have enough $$$ I might just wanna own you, too!

Edward Cullen Quotes From Twilight Book
Forks must be a difficult place for you to live.Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 2, p.48 Bella? Are you all right?Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.57 Trust me.Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.57 No blood, no foul.Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.61 Someone has to spread the good news that we survived.Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.62 I saved your life – I don’t owe you anything.Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.64 You think I lifted a van off you?Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.65 I hope you enjoy disappointment.Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.65 It’s better if we’re not friends. Trust me.Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.74 You think I regret saving your life?Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.75 Bella, it’s not my fault if you are exceptionally unobservant.Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.81 Bella, you are utterly absurd.Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.82 The wasting of finite resources

Here's A List Of Ten Common Reasons Why Men May Not Want Sex
Medications. Antidepressants (SSRI-type) and antihypertensives (blood pressure medication) are often the culprit when a man has a lowered interest in sexual activity. These can also cause sexual dysfunction. Lack of sleep. When a man is in his teens or twenties, the opportunity to have sex will often overwhelm the desire to sleep. This is often true also when a relationship is brand new. But, as people and relationships age, sex can lose its compelling nature and a good night's rest can be quite tempting. Hormonal levels. The most important physiological stimulant of sexual desire is testosterone. Many men are mistakenly sent to have a blood test for total testosterone when low libido is the issue. While that information might be interesting to know to have a full picture of a man's hormonal levels, knowing the free testosterone level is much more relevant to how much sex he desires. Also, too much prolactin and SHBG (sex hormone binding globulin) can suppress sexual desire. So when

Little Brother ( For Jlo)
I have watched you grow up since you were fourteen and you always think you know everything. I treasure all the times we have shared together and all the times we made each other laugh. When I left you 2 months ago I feel like I left behind part of my soul. You and I have a very special connection I never want us to lose, but you are there and I am here and my heart is oh so bruised. I feel like I have abandonded you and left you behind. I don't want you to feel that way because it's just not true. We may not have the same parents but your my little brother and I love you. I never want you to forget about me or the times we shared. You are forever in my heart and the thought of never getting to laugh with you again makes me sad and scared. I don't want things to be this way but this is the way life is. When you get older you will understand that I never wanted to leave you.. You are my best friend. ::::: For my little brother Johnathan aka JLO :::::: Ravyn

Ensign: Why Study?
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 17 April 2009 Two weeks ago today, I started over reading the Bible cover to cover. Just before turning back from Revelation 22 to Genesis 1, I reflected on how much had happened in the three years and change I'd spent reading a chapter a day from the start of 2006 to the third of April this year (1,189 days, and the number of chapters in the Old and New Testaments) such as my wife and I moving into our first home, our children being born. And yet how much has stayed the same; we're still in Minot, and I'm still at the same occupation while she has changed assignments a few times. But we're still very much in love with each other, and I'm so thankful to God for that. Now what's my point today? When I have to ask myself that, I'm usually halfway lost ... but bear with me. I'm certain

2 Life Sentences Plus 40 Years =4 Child Porn Pic's
That's right 2 life sentences, followed by 2 40 year sentences. Now serving time in the Victorville Penitenary. His Cell mates are Drug Cartel leaders, Mexican Mafia hit men, the leaders of the gangs of California. His crime? 4 child porn pictures he has never seen the FBI says where downloaded over the internet via Limewire in 2005. He has now spent since September of 2007 in isolated confinement, the lights never go out, in his 6 foot by 8 foot metal cell. He does not get any time outside, or with anyone else. The Jury did not have one member that was computer literate, the evidence was FBI file photo's. His computer was never turned on. Of course by the time of the trial in 2008 it was up to 14 picture that he never saw until the trial. This is what has become of my brother, a US Marine in Viet Nam serving with the 1st Marines as a grunt. A man who never went into a chat room, never took any pictures, cared for our sick parents till their death. Ahh the new American Ju

What Now...
Hello friends, have a few new things going on and thought id share them. As most of you know ive had a few major surgeries over this last year on my right ankle blah blah blah. Im tired of dealing with it about as much as im sure you're tired of hearing about me dealing with it lol. Anyway since i am back to walking mode i decided it was time to get back to work, i do have 2 lil girls to take care of. I received the phone call Tuesday for an interview and was hired on the spot as well as started that same night. Wendsday night i noticed i was having a lot of pain in my ankle but figured it was due from not using it and was normal and as the night goes on the bottom of my foot felt like it was on fire and so about 45 mins before im due to get off i take my shoe off to discover my sock is soaked in blood and as i pull it off..gah! the incision on the bottom of my foot has ripped open. Well they immediately tell me to leave and go to the emergency room although me being the kind of work

For All Parents
Someday when my children are old enough tounderstand the logic that motivates a parent,I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough to ask where you were going,with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let youdiscover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you fortwo hours while you cleaned your room,a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger,disappointment, and tears in my eyes.Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume theresponsibility for your actions even when thepenalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough to sayNO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all.I'm glad I won them, because in the end you won, too.And someday when your children are old enough tounderstand the logic that motivates parents, you will tell the

Are You Smarter?
I got this in an email and its been bugging me ever since! ARE YOU SMARTER THAN A 5TH GRADER?There are 7 girls on a busEach girl has 7 backpacksIn each backpack, there are 7 big catsFor every big cat there are 7 little catsQuestion: How many legs are there in the bus?

Springing In To Action
Spring here, and in Michigan, its a new warming trend that brings people out of their houses for so many reasons. Mine, well, that would be golf and what ever my girlfriend seems to think needs doing around the house. Starting today, I went to the driving range for the first time this year. Ok, Im outta shape. My back hurts ( anyone have a back rub for me?), my arms hurt and well, honestly, I guess my own feelings might be hurt about how much I let myself slip. So, with that, I have decided that its a brand new spring where, things must change. Those of you who have decided to be my friends here, if you see me in here before...10:30 am EST, yell at me, tell me to go walk. I may need that push, and Im asking for it. If you have read this, and your bored by it, Im sorry, its my blog. For those of you have read this, well, thanks for taking that time. This isnt a pitty me blog either, I dont see it that way, I see it as a realization of what I let myself become and what I plan

#1
This guy got all asshurt over me Not giving him samples ahead of time when he KNEW what the deal was to gain access to my NSFWs. Proceeded to rattle off a whole lot of BULLSHIT about me, and how im a whore. If anyone would like, go show him some LOVE. JAMES*** Add Me Fan Me and Rate me ****@ fubar

Boogers
Do you have any condoms in your room?Not this room...Do you think the last guy/girl you kissed cares for you?.Yup. =]What are you excited for?May 1st to be here.Do you care what other people think about you?I care what my friends and family have to say.Who is the first person you would call if you needed help?Vanessa and Nicko.How far away is the last person you kissed?about 100 miles....not for long =DWho was the first person to break your heart?Never happened.Do you find the opposite sex confusing?No, I find ME confusing.Do you get distracted easily?Yeah, sometimes i can't even finish ooooh shiny!Has anyone disappointed you recently?Yes. She's being a little cunt.Any plans for tomorrow?Yep, i'm going back home tomorrow.Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?My niece.What are you supposed to be doing right now?Sleeping...Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they wont tell?I have a few..Is there anyone that hates you right now?I wouldn't s

Multi-tasking While Driving?
Ok, so this has been bothering me all morning. I saw this woman this morning who was talking on her cell, texting, eating, drinking, smoking, doing make-up, trying to read something (newspaper, perhaps?) and fidgeting with the radio.. all while driving. I can't say that I'm perfect, because I'm not. I talk, text, smoke and eat and drink, all while driving, but never all at the same time. I know, I shouldn't do any of those, but oh well. I get yelled at at least once a week from a certain someone who shall remain nameless that I shouldn't text and drive. Sorry. Anyways, the point of this blog is ask this simple question: why do people multi-task while driving? Doing make-up and reading the paper, or whatever, shouldn't that be done either before or after you leave? If you're running late, get up earlier! Is it really that difficult? I have a habit of getting up 5 minutes before I have to leave, but 1) I don't drive to work. I ride with someone else and 2) I don't worry about that cra

One Slighty Used
Uterus!!! I have no use for it. I am not in the market to produce anymore spawn! I am also happy to sell any eggs left in the freaking oven also. Man,it was supposed to be a very lovely night of sex. Yes,God hates me and Aunt Flow is loving me. I think My bible thumping cross loving angels all over her room Aunt has cursed me! I swear everytime there is a slight possibility of sex I get screwed and not in the way I was hoping for! :(

Sex App
NAUGHTY APPLICATION CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN......... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Phone number?

Looking For Some Advice
i have been busting my ass lately and a couple of the jobs paid yesterday. my lil princess graduated college last year, the economy in upstate ny is not that great. she is working but the pay isn`t that great and she is struggling with student loans and such.she is, and always was, one of the most strong willed, determined and self sufficient people i ever met (proud dad) i want to give her some money to help her out but if i do she will want to pay it back and not take it as a gift.and she will get mad at me if i insist it`s a gift any ideas from the daughters out there?

Longfellow
Intelligence and courtesy not always are combined; Often in a wooden house a golden room we find Talk not of wasted affection - affection never was wasted. Music is the universal language of mankind They who go Feel not the pain of parting; it is they Who stay behind that suffer. Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad. For age is opportunity no less Than youth itself, though in another dress, And as the evening twilight fades away The sky is filled with stars, invisible by day. It takes less time to do a thing right, than it does to explain why you did it wrong. Look not mournfully into the past, it comes not back again. Wisely improve the present, it is thine. Go forth to meet the shadowy future without fear and with a manly heart.

♥ Who Would Like A Cullenised Picture Made♥
I WILL BE DESIGNING CULLENISED PICTURES FOR ANYONE THAT WOULD LIKE ONE I WILL CHARGE 1000 FUBUCKS FOR THEM THE PICTURE MUST BE GOOD QUALITY FOR ME TO WORK WITH IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE ONE PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE WITH YOUR PICTURE FOR ME TO USE.. BITES & KISSED PINK TWISTED

Piss On You
HONOLULU (April 19) - A 28-year-old man has been sentenced to three weeks in jail for urinating on a 66-year-old woman during a Continental Airlines flight last month from Los Angeles to Honolulu. Jerome Kenneth Kingzio, a resident of the U.S. Commonwealth of the Northern Mariana Islands, was sentenced after pleading guilty Tuesday to assault charges in federal court in Honolulu. The victim was headed to Hawaii on March 21 for a scuba diving vacation and was watching an in-flight movie when Kingzio stood up and began urinating on her. He had been drinking on the flight. U.S. Attorney Edward Kubo Jr. said the woman reported that not only was her entire vacation ruined, but she continues to suffer emotionally from the incident. The case was investigated by the FBI.

People Will Surprize You!
OMG. I watched Britian has talent. Susan Boyle came on stage and sang I dreamed a dream by Les Miserables. She wasnt much to look at but she could be with some make up , and a bit of grooming. Any how the audience you could see was laughing and judging her on looks . Even the judges didnt think she had any talent. When she sang their jaws hit the table. Her voice was wonderful. I sat and played her song over and over. Made me think, what my father told me over and over . You cant judge a book by its cover. And that rang true when I saw the video. You just never know any more what a person who you think isnt great looking has on the inside. One judge said this is a wake up call and she was right. here is the video of susan boyle....http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY

Here In Fear
Broken man, on his knees Missing love, he needs it Tries to stand, his demons laugh They knock him down, he needs it Deserved to feel it, torment and agony His own demise, it feeds him Felt it coming, abrupt ending Shards of life left standing Now he stands, here in fear Edge of sanity, scared you'll push

Wake Up Call
Its not TEA and TAXES. I only hope anyone listening to the mainstream medias’ sad attempt at covering what were being called TEA PARTIES were awakened to the one sided and biased approach that the reporting showed. To the CNN reporter who came to report on a rally, only to show her true colors and biased approach by getting on top of her own soap box, Shame on you! Shame on those at Fox news, who tried to put a conservative republican spin on these protests, you too may soon be part of the mainstream media. The only thing the mainstream media can give an unbiased account of these days is who made it through the last round of American Idol. Oh! Sorry, my bad, they can’t do that either as witnessed by the alleged outing of Adam, as if, that had any bearing on the fact, the dude can sing his Buttocks Off. If anyone has given even the slightest attention to what has been going on in our country for the last twenty years they would know that these protests were not about TEA an

Spotlight!!
ok...so i did it...finally...lol...i made spotlight today :D just wanted to thank everyone for all your help...all the donations and love is greatly appreciated. i have the most amazing fu-friends ever!! love yall!! (h)

Tell Me Everything
IF YOU’RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 36things about you. I don’t care if we never talk, or if we already knoweverything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You’re on mylist, so I want to know you better.1.)Q. Are you currently in a serious relationship?A.2.)Q. What was your dream growing up?A.3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had?A.4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be?A.5.)Q. Favorite vegetable?A.6.)Q. What was the last book you read?A.7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you?A.8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.A.9.)Q. Worst Habit?A.10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?A.11.)Q. What is your favorite sport?A.12.)Q. Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?A.13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?A.14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you?A.15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you.A.16.)Q. Do you have any pets?A.17.)Q. What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?A.18.)Q.

Lookie, Another One! Wtf Is The Deal?
Dating Question: Can a Guy Be Too Nice? Four ways that single men blow their chances with women and become friend material instead By dating blogger Rich Santos for Marie Claire Updated: Apr 16, 2009 Single women say they want the nice guy. But I'm not so sure. I recently had the following IM conversation with my friend Jill: RICH (11:09:02 AM): punks, and rock stars JILL (11:09:12 AM): pretty much RICH (11:09:21 AM): hence Dave and you will never be together JILL (11:09:27 AM): he's a good guy RICH (11:09:30 AM): haha too clean cut and nice JILL (11:09:35 AM): pretty much Poor Dave! He's losing out to punks, and rock stars! Nothing against these occupations (not that being a punk is an occupation), but the more important part of this conversation is that Jill stated that Dave (who adores her) is too nice. A little more about Dave: He is well-off, takes care of Jill as a friend, and asks her to do fun things all the time... you know... dates? Imagine! I had a friend

Baby Growth
Our first three babies, all girls, each weighed about seven pounds at birth. When our fourth arrived, he was much larger. After delivery, the medical team began testing and measuring my new son. The last reading came from a nurse, who seemed impressed as she read, "Weight, nine pounds, eight ounces." My husband, a CPA in corporate finance who'd been quiet up to this point, could contain himself no longer. "How about that!" my husband exclaimed happily. "It's 36.5% more baby!"

My Cat
May be silly...but I love one of my cats like crazy. Yeah, I love both cats...but Mittens, she really has it for me. She's my default photo on my cell phone. She always makes me smile no matter what. I love how she would follow me around, she doesn't like anyone else but me, she always wants my attention...etc It can be annoying at times when she follows me around ALL the time. Maybe a little freaky but I know that she loves me very much. She always cheers me up when I'm down. It's so cute when she runs down the stairs whenever I get home. I tell her that I love her all the time. I'm crazy about that cat....

.....
I wish that person would think of me as much as I thought of them. Sometimes it feels like I should just give up again but apart of me doesn't want to let go. But it's not the greatest feeling when you feel like you're being ignored and other things are more important. Maybe it's me? When those bad feelings come, i try to think of other stuff..other certain people... yeah they make me smile....some things and some certain people make me smile real big... Sometimes i feel like i'm just a rag doll...something a child would gaze upon the first time of seeing it. Being held and loved, until something happens...maybe something else gets in the way so then you're tosses on the dusty floor and become old..un-used, forgotten...Every now and then you'd pick up the rag doll....thinking of past memories...how life was and could be..... but then you're tossed on the ground again....because you're just a stupid rag doll...

A Cup
HA! Made u click.. but seriously... boobs are wonderful. as all of you might now know i am a boob guy. i like em! everything about them facianates me and they are always in my mind. i know women dont like when guys stare and always comment about them but i personally think if a girl told me hey nice c*ck i would be like THANKS! WANNA SEE IT!? lol but i am a nice guy so if anything offends you already overpowered women.. just tell me and i will think about it lol but if you do like it and dont care... show me ur boobs so i know which ones u are lol .....no seriously ... and just like friends... u cant have enough boobs in ur life! oh and i do free mammograms in my basement on the weekends.. kinda like a hobby really.. so feel free to stop by! I just go for the wings....

Fuck Me
I feel you touch me. I feel you kiss me here and thereI love the way you look at me with that loving stare. You make me need you You make me want you .you do everything that makes me feel you.you kiss my back and neck and you know what it does to me.you caress my body. You let the words slip that i long to hear.you play with my hair, you breath me deep, you keep me close so close i cant speak.you daze me, you tempt me, you make me feel at peace.I tremble, i quake.As i think of all the times you have you have been my releaseI love you and long for you to be near. like an addition, yes that bad.You move my thighs and spread them wideas you slide deep inside. you Caress my skin and make mebreath and sighI want you to work my body till i scream and Feeling you with in me.As i am lost in your endless exticity that you provide.All i know this is not a love that i cant hide.

I Want A Vampire
I WANT A VAMPIRE!!!!! I want to be bit and to bite you back. I want to be place under your spell. I want you to bite me and cause me pain But to me it will pleasure all in one and the same. Could you; Would you do this to me? Could you spread my legs and give it to me. I want that so badly.I want you to bite me here and there.I want you to cause me a small fear.I want my neck to have a flow of blood.I want to live forever in this painful love.I want my life to flicker before my eyesas i look up at you will all the love and hate that i despise.

Whats There To Do
So here we find Clara and Bethany together again with nothing to do but a T.V., a few snacks, and only a few layers of pajama separating them from the others beautiful clitorous. Slowly the horny Beth slides here hand to Clara’s thigh. She slowly begins to caress her. Paying detailed attention to the ever so sensual curves of her body. Clara is beginning to feel the moisture in her snatch building and she knows that she is not far from a beautiful thing. Bethany is beginning to feel the same way so she moves close and repositions her hand on Clara’s breast, using her middle fingertip to rub Clara’s nipple until they started to get hard and now she knew that Clara’s body was ready. She carefully removed the straps on Clara’s tank-top and pulled it over her head . Now it was but a hard nipple covered by a bra which would not last long. She stopped and put her hand back on Clara’s thigh; she didn’t want to rush it. She slowly begins to stroke he

The Secret
Too many times tonight guys on separate occasions tried to pick up Christina. But she was not interested she just wanted to drink alone and be with her thoughts of how unhappy she had been. The past few relationships she had did not last or ended in disaster and the last thing she wanted was to be with another guy at least tonight. On the other side of the bar this beautiful blonde who could have stepped off a sun-kissed California beach has been watching Christina and her continued rejections. She leaned over to her friend and whispered in her ear, and then they both got up and approached Christina. She slipped in the space at the bar between Christina and this burly guy who was more interested in his beer and the NFL game than them. The blonde looked at Christina and just gave her a warm smile, Christina seeing a friendly face smiled back and the blonde “Hi there, I’m Lynn I saw you having some time with those guys and you looked like you could use a friend”. Christ

Shopping For A Husband
A store that sells husbands has just opened where a woman may go to choose a husband from among many men. The store is composed of 6 floors, and the men increase in positive attributes as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch. As you open the door to any floor you may choose a man from that floor, but if you go up a floor, you cannot go back down except to exit the building. So a woman goes to the shopping center to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The woman reads the sign and says to herself, "Well, that's better than my last boyfriend, but I wonder what's further up?" So up she goes. The second floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men have jobs and love kids. The woman remarks to herself, "That's great, but I wonder what's further up?" And up she goes again. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love kids and are extremely good looking. "Hmmm, better" she says. "But I wonder what's up

What Men Really Mean
Haven't I seen you before? = Nice ass I'm a Romantic = I'm poor I need you" = My hand is tired I am different from all the other guys = I am not circumcised I want a commitment = I'm sick of masturbation You're the only girl I've ever cared about = You are the only girl who hasn't rejected me I really want to get to know you better = So I can tell my friends about it It's just orange juice, try it = 3 more shots, and she'll have her legs around my head she's kinda cute = I want to have sex with her till I am blue I don't know if I like her = She won't sleep with me I miss you so much = I am so horny that my male-roommate is starting to look good Was it good for you? = I'm insecure about my manhood How do I compare with all your other boyfriends? = Is my penis really that small I had a wonderful time last night = Who the hell are you Do you love me? = I've done something stupid and you might find out Do you 'really' love me? = I've done something stupid and you're going to find out soon

Nighrmares
Hi everyone, Nightmares radio.com is a year old, if you haven't tuned in, you're totally missing out on the best DJ's and Music the net can provide. I named the station correctly as it has been a nightmare, with all the web pages I'm currently trying my hardest to get to, look after, keep updated. If you're a musician and you would like to be in rotation please submit your band using the band submit. Extra tracks with permission to air on the station rotation as well as my syndicated show Nightmares with Malice Cooper can be sent to nightmareswithmalicecooper@yahoo.ca Please view the license labeled SW Cast Licensing and inform yourselves. If a station does not have a license it is running illegally. Musicians need to take care of their works of art. Royalties will be payed where due. Indie bands welcomed with open arms as well as tribute bands, cover bands, heck any band that has written recroded music is welcome here. I look at my station as being a musical art gallery whe

Bleeding Man Sought In West Memphis 3 Case
LITTLE ROCK, AR (WMC-TV) - A new West Memphis 3 defense team of experts is searching for a man the believe may hold the key to what happened nearly 16 years ago, when three boys were murdered. If you have followed the case over the years, you may remember talk of a bleeding man at a West Memphis restaurant, Bojangles, seen soon after the murders of the three boys in Robin Hood Park. That is one aspect of the case two men from New York plan to focus on hoping to free The West Memphis Three. The two men have started a tip line hoping to bring in new information. The men - Jay Salpeter, a former New York City detective, along with a public advocate - helped free a man wrongfully accused of killing his parents. Salpeter belives the man in the restaurant could be key to their cause. "The night of the incident, it's documentated, that there was a black man who might be a witness to the crime," Salpeter said. "This man ran into Bojangles restaurant. He was injured. I need him to come fo

Birthdays
well today is my bday...i am 20 years old...i am just deppressed that its my bday. dont ask why because i dont have an awnser for you. i guess i just didnt want to have a party this year but my mom is thoughing one anyway...its tomarrow. my friend and the only friend that would be there dont want to come...she would rather spend time with her boyfriend then with me on my bday...i just think that its mean and cruel...but what ever...to me its not important...i just dont give a shit much anymore. i guess people are not going to get that they need to stop being so selfish. my bday dont mean shit to any one anyway..its not important at all...i just wish that i had a guy to spend it with..cuddling up on the couch watching movies. me falling asleep in his arms...listing to his hart beat. but no i have to spend it with my familia witch i cant stand most of the time. i cant stand my mom at all but she said that its to late not to have a party. why because she invited people...... much lo

Miss Perfect
I've seen the beauty of the angels and the brightest stars shine...I've gave life and took life and I've had a hard time....Seen the brightest of days and the darkest of nights...but I aint never seen a dame like you, you way outta sight...Lil mama you just right...You been catchin my eye...couldn't let you pass by without pressin the line.....You're perfect, You're beautiful in all the right places.......It's crucial, I can't see my future without your face in it......Just being truthful, and I hope you can take it..... Hope you can give just as much as You're takin.... Cuz I will baby.....And it's all to the good...I can be soft in the sheets like I'm hard in the hood.....Get your bacc to the fullest like a real partner should...Oh LORD, please don't let me be misunderstood....

I Want A Vip... So Heres What I'm Offering!!!
Hey all... I want a VIP And so I'm offering up these Items... SB Me or send me a VIP and I PROMISE that I will Do everything on this list for you! 1. Shitfaced for a however long the VIP is for! 2. 6 pics graphically designed! 3. SFW Salute! 4. Pimpout on my page for how ever long the VIP is for! 5. All Stash Rated 6. All Pics Rated 7. #2 Spot in Friends for how ever long the VIP is for! 8. 1 Million Fubucks 9. 6 Bulletin Pimpouts 10. 1 Blog Pimpout 11. Access to NSFW's 12. 200 11 rates a week 13. Daily Profile Comments 14. Cherry Bombed whenever I have one! 15. #3 Spot in family for how ever long the VIP is for! 16. Random Blings Thats an awesome deal isen't it... 16 items for a VIP! Thanks to all that whom have stopped to read this! Lots of Love! C51

Defination Of A True Friend
Definition of a true friend True friends are hard to come by Loyal friends are a rare a gift from god… and that I cannot lie What is your definition of a true friend.? A true friend is someone you never have to second guess their intentions Because you already know they have your best interest in mind with all good intentions What is your definition of a true friend? They could know your deepest darkest secrets and never tell a soul because you asked them not to And not because it was the rite thing to do But because they would never want to loose you What is the definition of a true friend? Someone who calls you not complain about what’s not rite in their life.. . But to ensure all is well in your life They will have your back even if they think your not rite just because they got your back The funniest part is a true friend will never even question because they know you don’t like to slack What is your definition of a

Illegals
There is no other issue that I am split on more than illegal immigration. While I realize that it is unlawful and wrong, I cannot blame those people that try to escape their shitty holes with the prospects of a better future being just across the border. I am not sure how exactly Mexico works, but people here do not understand what a tedious and sometimes impossible process it is to obtain the documents. It took 3 interviews at the embassy, tons of money, and time in order to get a "yes" to move to the US. We almost lost that chance when they almost found out that my parents were separated. Fortunately, they were great at acting, and played a "together" game pretty well. It took them 3 weeks to get back to us with a "yes", or "no", and it was a pretty stressful ordeal. When we moved to the US in 97, we applied for a citizenship right away, which involved standing for 8 hrs at the embassy bldg downtown several times. I didnt' get my citizenship until 2003. Looking at all those

Peace By The Sea
The bitter cold of the early morning floats through the room. The sky is cloudy and gray, with a definite sense of gloom. Today my heart fits the sky, wieghed down with heavy thoughts. My mind's running a thousand miles an hour and my stomaches all in knots. The only place I find serenity is standing on the waters edge. And for that instant I dont feel like screaming and jumping off the nearest ledge. I watch the waves come and go without a care in the world. With the blindness of a brand new baby that into this messed up life was gently hurled. The amazing thing about standing here is my life is put into perspective. Instead of being overly critical I quickly change to being reflective. I feel so small and insignificant and I like how it makes me see... That there are issues and problems with the world that are bigger than me. For those few moments that I am standing there, nothing matters at all. But all my anger, frustration, and pain away from this ocean I still have t

Final Speech Of "the Great Dictator" By Charlie Chaplin
A little long but well worth reading! Hope... I'm sorry but I don't want to be an Emperor - that's not my business - I don't want to rule or conquer anyone. I should like to help everyone if possible, Jew, gentile, black man, white. We all want to help one another, human beings are like that. We all want to live by each other's happiness, not by each other's misery. We don't want to hate and despise one another. In this world there is room for everyone and the earth is rich and can provide for everyone. The way of life can be free and beautiful. But we have lost the way. Greed has poisoned men's souls - has barricaded the world with hate; has goose-stepped us into misery and bloodshed.

Well?
If I told you my heart was in your hand, would you crush it like the rest? Would you tear my spirit wide open and make me believe it's for the best? If I told you that you're my everything, would that mean anything to you? Or would you discard me when you're bored, because that's what they all do. If I kissed you softly on the cheek, would a smile come to your face? Or would you blow it off like they did, just another time, another place. If my fingers sweetly entwined with yours, would your heart skip a beat? Or will you pull away leaving me broken at your feet. If I stared into your eyes, would you stare back at me? Or would you turn your head away so I would let you be. If I fell asleep in your arms, would you hold me all through the night? Or would you push me away and roll forever out of sight? If I told you that I loved you, would you honestly say it back? Or run away from me, showing morals is what you lack?

Longing...
"Morning Bliss" My eyes blinklessly fixed on the morning sky. The mug clutched between my hands is my only warmth. The red of the clouds reminds my heart of recent pain. The lighter shades send off a sense of hope. My heart is in awe os the beauty, but I am bitter that it has to end. Deep breaths fill my lungs with crisp cold air. I wish that with every exhale I was breathing out all the problems in my life. A couple tears slip down my cheek as my mind runs round and round. I close my eyes and imagine myself wrapped in protective arms. If I could have anything in the world right now I would have you here with me!

Me
Me and My Life The mirror across the room reflects a person I don't remember becoming. Too complex for the age I really am. Too young to feel the way I do. Too experienced for a girl of 23. But that's me. The life I've lived has been full of complication. Heartaches abundant Sadness overwhelming. I am the product of a society that lacks morality and virtues. I am an individual in a class of conformers. I live in a world where religion is a fad Romance is a lost concept Genuine nice guys are few and far between. Sex is a factor in your social status. Icons are whores in brand name clothes. Love is thrown around like a $2 Frisbee. Politics and theology mean nothing, But salacious gossip means the world. People care more about who is screwing who, Rather than who is killing who abroad. But that's my life, unable to change what I was born into. And I am me…flaws, imperfections, problems, and all.

Someday's It's Just What I Need
Kiss me, With one gesture make the pain disappear. Kiss me, Hold my face in your hands and wash the hurt away. Kiss me, Wrap your arms around me and stop the tears from falling. Kiss me, Press me close to you and push the problems out of my mind. Kiss me, Hold your lips against mine and make me forget it all. Kiss me, Never let me go so I won't feel the sadness anymore.

With The Heart Of A Tiger
Your heart is a river as fierce as the wind, revealing your stripes upon my skin. Your eyes are like steel fired in the kiln. They bore into my flesh with a gaze so intense. You know what to say and just where to touch. Your touch upon my skin leaves me ravaged with lust. Shy you come on in natural ease. I don’t have to tell you what you do to me. You’re new to the game of pleasurable fame. You’re willing to please and so eager to learn. You have experienced a few, precious indeed. Never knowing real pleasure until you met me. Never before and never again will your pleasure reach such heights as I have unlocked in you. I play your body like a finely tuned instrument that I alone can decipher. The master and pupil have made it known that they alone can play this game. Many try to join our passion only to encounter a fierce resistance within our souls. Each of us shares in one another a fire that can not be quenched by anyone else. Your eagerness to learn the art

The Song Of Lilith
Her siren song calls to you, Traps you there and doesn’t give in. You try to fight and take your leave, To no avail, while diving into sin. Created from sulfur and fire from below, Her voice is hypnotic and burns you still. Hold on to your heart and save your soul, Enjoy the thrill as you become the next kill. She has many faces and they all seem to know you, Beware her hunger lest she take your soul. An angel she seems but she cuts like a knife, She’ll bleed you dry and want for more. You’ll never escape her, Don’t even try. The song of Lilith, Traps you deep inside

Pt. 2
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The Departmet of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terroirst. They have informed law inforcement to be on the look out for vets as possile terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government. This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above) with white supremacists and domestic terrorists. As maddening as I found that paper there was one aspect to the paper that I missed this morning and to me it is much more egregious. This is what the Department of Homeland Security thinks about our military men and women who are overseas fighting on our behalf: the return of military veterans facing significant challenges

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Emotions can be so played out.A laugh can be a mask.I hide behind my emotions, to cover the pain from my past.A struggling person can smile,and no problems would be exposed.A person in pain,A person of tears,Of fears,Could laugh it off without suspicion.Behind tired eyes,Tear-stained cheeks,Broken hearts;Fake emotions save us through the suspicion,and people's artificial pity.

Bomber 1 Mil Fubuck Giveaway!!! 4/17 Wkd. Entries Posted! Winners To Come!
BOMBER GIVEAWAY ***ENTRIES POSTED*** 1 Mil Fubux GiveAway & 3 - 100k Consolation Prizes Bomb A 250+ Pic Album (Easy Enough) 514 Bombs & 333 Entrants: 25 PlayinHard8 Prorsum8 Special K7 Dj Pickles6 Essence6 Madroxlette5 CherieAmore5 Christene5 The Bastage4 Jocko4 MS Girl4 NYCParty4 Tall Blonde3 ~**Tara**~3 ~~PapaBear~~3 Ace3 AZ Cardinals3 Bubzy3 Bucknekkid3 countryboy3 HarleyBabe3 Infared3 JoJolicious3 KajnDarlin3 Ms. Kinky Tina3 Neptune's Human3 Prophet3 Royalty3 Southe

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when she walks by all heads turn. they see the beauty and they yearn. yearn for the grace, beg for a look. the slightest touch sends chills down the spine, her scent lengers for all time...what is her name? I dare not speak her word, instead look on my heart for it is tattooed their for all eternity Thank you Paul!!!!! aka: Baby Huey!! so sweet :)

R/f/a Giveaway! (mostly For Newbies)
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APRIL 14--Meet Abby Toll. The University of Colorado student, 20, is facing a felony animal abuse rap after she allegedly taped her boyfriend's puppy to the side of a refrigerator in a bid to teach the rambunctious animal a "lesson." According to police, Toll used clear packing tape early this morning to adhere the eight-month-old dog (a Shiba Inu named Rex) to the appliance in the kitchen of her boyfriend's apartment. Toll allegedly was angry at Bryan Beck, 21, for failing to get rid of the puppy, which, Toll told cops, bit her a few days ago. According to the below Boulder Police Department reports, when cops responded at 5 AM to a "report of a male and female yelling" at Beck's apartment, they discovered that "Rex's body was completely encased in packing tape." When Officer Kara Jurczenia asked what was on the side of the fridge, Toll replied, "The dog." Toll added, "I know this looks really bad, but the dog bites. He is aggressive." Jurczenia asked how long the puppy had been taped

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across the table...spread me across the tablelike butter on hot toastmelting over smooth edgesdripping in impish iniquity..ravish me in fruity jam delightscirculating seedy treatsin the appetizing areas ofintimate starvation..pink champagne nipplesfizzing against hot tonguesrambunctious little bubblestitillating the taste buds..sweet sugary lips locked injuicy watermelon kisseshydrating lovers entryfeeding our voracious cravings... dg ...lets have a feast of each other...i am ravenous for you my love, i want to taste you with my lips and tongue....you are so delicious...

Not To Air Out My Dirty Laundary Here But I Need To Get Shit Off My Chest
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Okay so first I need you to rate a pic for me. That's all on that one, just a rate. No need to comment it or anything else. The second favor is to help level my fu-owner so do whatever it takes or she may beat me lol Here's the pic to rate

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Hello all. My roommate just showed me this article and I wanted to get you all's take on it. I understand the truth behind it but also see how rediculous the female thought process can be. After repeatedly hearing the EXACT things stated in the article, and after repeatedly helping girls through break ups with shitbags, I have come to realize the major flaws in the way many girls pick potential dates. What are your thoughts? Please read the article and let me know. Thanks, Travis Dating Secret Exposed: Why Nice Guys Finish Last By Dating expert April Masini Special to Yahoo! Personals Are you a nice guy who has always wondered why the cocky guy -- the one who barely appears interested in the girl -- is usually the one who gets the girl? Have you suffered from hearing the words, "You're a really nice guy, but I only like you as a friend," from a woman who you would do (or may, in fact, have already done) just about anything and everything for -- only to turn around and watch he

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NEW INFORMATION ON THE DEATH OF 911 EYEWITNESS BARRY JENNINGS SEEMS TO POINT TO FOUL PLAYBy Jack Bloodwww.wFUradio.comwww.deadlinelive.infoBarry Jennings, a key 9/11 eyewitness who was an emergency coordinator for the New York Housing Authority, passed away last August 2008 at age 53 from undisclosed circumstances. Mr. Jennings was an eyewitness to the devastation of the World Trade center towers on September 11th 2001.On the morning of 911 Barry Jennings with Michael Hess, (one of Rudy Giuliani's highest ranking appointed officials, New York city's corporation counsel), entered the famed Building 7.It was just after the first attack on the North tower, but before the second plane hit the South Tower, when Barry Jennings escorted Michael Hess to the World Trade Center Tower 7. Mr. Jennings recalls a large number of police officers in the lobby of WTC 7 when they arrived. The two men went up to the 23rd floor, but could not get in, so they went back to the lobby and the police took them

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SAME OLD SHIT FROM THIS MOTHER FUCKER.......HES BEEN 86ED FROM THE DBC AND STILL HAS IT IN HIS NAME......SO I WENT INTO THE LOUNGE HE WAS IN AND LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT KIND OF PERSON HE REALLY IS....THE FUCKER GETS ON YAHOO AND ASKS ME WHY I DID THAT ........CAN YOU FUCKING BELIEVE THE AUDASITY OF THIS FUCKER.......BILLY YOU'RE A FUCKING PUNK BITCH......YOU LIED ABOUT HAVING CANCER.....YOU RIP OFF THE 10 PLUS GIRLS YOU PLAY.......AND YOU DO PLAY A LOT OF THEM AT THE SAME TIME.........SO YOU KNOW WHAT ........ FUCK THIS SHIT.... BILLY DRAGANHEART YOU WILL GET YOURS!!!!!!!

Karma....woot!
Almost a year ago I left my former employer, she was a totally twat nugget and jacked me out of some money. My boyfriend and a few other friends still worked there, so I didn't go PoStal. I opted for "nice" and decided to wait for karma. About 5 months ago the twat nugget fired my boyfriend, he called OSHEA and the labor board on her and she fired him. Anyway, the labor board got involved because one of his complaints was her frequent "habit" of docking hours stating "not approved". The labor board contacted me, and well...I recieved a check for back pay :D (as well as several others) *dances* Twat nugget also appealed my boyfriends un employment, the hearing was last week and we found out today that my boyfriend WON! woooooohooooo She has to pay us even more money! hahahahahahahaha karma is grande! (h) most of you! ~PoStaL

A Blog From A Drunken Miss Tyler
Forewarning: I am drunk on bacardi peach and oj, and have taken 1 and a half potent muscle relaxers. I'll be happy if I get through this entry with good grammar and spelling. I LOVE: My husband. Ian is the most amazing man in the world to deal with me and all the pressure and stress I go through. He sat there and rubbed my feet for nearly an hour tonight, and then held me close as we watched Bedtime Stories. I can't believe that it will be 3 years for us in December. It seems soooo long yet, so short. I have to say I'm glad he left me briefly for Jasmine in January 08. It taught us a lot about ourselves, and how much we do love each other and would do anything for each other. I love him more than anyone I had ever loved before, and I do not think I shall love another like him. There will never ever be another Ian for me. To my darling husband : thank you for dealing with me. thank you for loving me. thank you for being by my side everyday and telling me that everything

Obama Exempts Cia 'torture' Staff
Obama exempts CIA 'torture' staff Critics say the methods approved in the memos amount to torture US President Barack Obama says CIA agents who used harsh interrogation techniques on terrorism suspects during the Bush era will not be prosecuted. Mr Obama banned the use of methods such as sleep deprivation and simulated drowning in his first week in office. He has now released four memos detailing techniques the CIA was able to use under the Bush administration. Rights groups have criticised his decision to protect CIA agents involved in the interrogation procedures. Amnesty International said the Department of Justice appeared to be offering a "get-out-of-jail-free card" to individuals who were involved in acts of torture. The Centre for Constitutional Rights, which has championed the legal rights of the "war on terror" detainees, also expressed its disappointment. "It is one of the deepest disappointments of this administration that it appears un

Too Late For You And Your White Horse
It really was a very uneventful day as far as leaving the hotel room. We did however go on a two hour long journey to find the Swimfan movie at walmart. It's so fun in DC when a ten mile drive takes literally an hour. Stupid GPS and traffic. I had a nervous break down today thinking Dan was going to leave me. At one point he started saying "I can't help you anymore, Crystal." He hates me being "emo". We made a promise, I quit being emo, we no longer change our plans. I will stay in the pittsburgh apartment we get and see him every weekend until he is released.He's been bumming really hard today after his appointment. They didn't tell him how much longer he had, but more about brain injuries they have found. Calling him impulsive and unable to rationalize. I think he rationalizes just as much as a person without a brain injury... he thinks the same way I do :) I tried to comfort him. I told him no-matter what they told him today, he is still the same guy he was yesterday. And this is th

High-pressure Job Saves Lives
High-pressure job saves lives When Steve Dyson decided to look for a new career, an event from his adolescence helped steer him to becoming a paramedic.“When I was about 14, we were riding in the car with my mom,” Dyson said. “When we got close to the house, we saw a wreck where someone had gone off into a ravine.”Dyson’s mother got out to help the driver and instructed her children to stay in the car.“So we were looking out the windows watching everything that was going on,” he said.Dyson’s mother helped bring the driver up the road while she waited for paramedics to arrive.“That was something I always remembered,” he said. “We always tried to help people when we could.”Years later, Dyson was working at the Rusken box plant and decided he wanted to do something different. He thought about becoming a paramedic, but he wasn’t sure he would be able to handle the pressure.“One day, a friend of mine at the

Wth...
Okay... no matter how great we get along... and no matter how nice he is to me... I can't help but wonder, how many other girls does he talk to the way he talks to me??? And why the hell can't I get him out of my mind??? It's not supposed to be this way... and he doesn't know... OR DOES HE?

Firefighter, Emt Crisis Looms In Essex County
Firefighter, EMT crisis looms in Essex County Essex County sees dramatic drop in number of volunteers ELIZABETHTOWN — Intensified training requirements may be driving a sharp decline in the number of volunteer firefighters and emergency-medical technicians in Essex County.County Emergency Services Director Donald Jaquish said Monday that the number of active volunteer firefighters has dropped from 1,400 to about 1,000 in the last few years."This could become a crisis."The county's rural nature means it has many small fire departments that cover large areas, and recruitment pools are smaller.Jaquish is also an assistant chief for Moriah Fire Department."We had one new member in 2008 and one new member so far in 2009," he said. "That can't continue."The state's basic Firefighter I course is more than 80 hours of training, and many potential volunteers have family responsibilities that don't allow so much time away from home, he said."People are not coming forward and joining t

When*a*regular*bitch*wont*do.....
ROSES ARE RED VIOLETS ARE CORNY WHEN I THINK OF YOU OH BABY I GET SO HORNY EAT ME BEAT ME BITE ME BLOW ME SUCK ME FUCK ME OH SO VERY SLOWLY AND IF YOU KISS ME BABY DON'T BE SASSY USE YOUR TONGUE AND MAKE IT NASTY

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EVERYDAY IT SEEMS LIKE I HAVE A MIGRAINE NO MATTER WHAT I DO AT COMPUTER OR JUST WAKING UP. I TAKE MEDICINE BUT SOMETIMES IT DOESN'T HELP AT ALL OR REST DOESN'T HELP.. ANY SUGGESTIONS? JOJO

Now Do You Believe??
Several years ago, I dated this heifer woman, whom I had the misfirtune of having kids with, as well... This woman was so lazy, she even fought me tooth and nail on getting a job. I worked constantly. I remember this one week well.... I worked every day, for 6 days, 12 hours each, but since I wasn't sleeping well before that week anyway, I was mad tired daily. I would come home at 9AM and head right to the bedroom, sleep as long as I could. Those days, she actually let me sleep at least 8 hours, instead of 2.. I would get up and head out the door practically, to play with kids and such, and then I'd go back to work directly from the yard, where I grabbed my cuppa joe, etc etc... Never went ito any other part of the house, except the bedroom, living room off the side of that, and the bathroom, off the side of the living room. Never once went into the kitchen the whole weel. I finally got a day off, though, and decided to help a bit around the house, it was

This Really Works!!!
Mosquito Spray...Worth a try I was at a deck party awhile back, and the bugs were having a ball biting everyone. A man at the party sprayed the lawn and deck floor with Listerine, and the little demons disappeared. The next year I filled a 4-ounce spray bottle and used it around my seat whenever I saw mosquitoes. And voila! That worked as well. It worked at a picnic where we sprayed the area around the food table, the children's swing area, and the standing water nearby. During the summer, I don't leave home without it.....Pass it on.

Stating My Opinion
I'm just going to state my opinion on a matter that so many people like to complain about on here. There's a huge difference between begging for things on here and simply stating you like something. Hell, let's take bling for example. Simple saying "I like ____ bling" is NOT begging for it. It is stating your opinion. I can't tell you how many times I've been trying to decide which bling to send to a friend and then I see the status "Ohhh I reallyyyy like ___ bling". So guess what? Then I know exactly which one I want to get them. I give bling for a reason, the message always ties it to something between that friend and I. And I'm sick and tired of all you self righteous people judging others based on the stupidest things. Not to mention deleting and blocking friends over childish and immature things. Get a life, seriously! In closing, f**k you! Thank you and have a great evening.

Amazing...
The fucking hypocrites around here make me sick. I have now deleted 2 people over the last 2 days who I thought were my friends...but frankly, I don't care whatever...I'm just writing this so my silly ass doesn't cry because I'm an overly sensitive cunt.

Bluff
For some I have had the song Pokerface in my mind... Nor for the reason the song being, but for holding my head up and not letting people see my fear. Sure, a few that know me have called my bluff, but what can I say. I am scared to death of what is going to become in my life, I am scared of whats going to be. Before the future never had a chance to spook me as it does now. Still waiting on my old medical records, I called them today and they called me back to ask some further questions about when and where I had the procedure, so I know they are working on that. As far as the shelters, I am doing what I can by calling them weekly, at the same time praying for a miracle that they have room soon. Being in these types of situations similar before, I never had to these alone, at the time, I was married and using :( I never realized the breakdown on the mentality that this kind of shit carries :( Since I am no longer a vip, my page has died extremely, I know I am sure its just

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My best friend gave me the best adviceHe said each day's a gift and not a given rightLeave no stone unturned, leave your fears behindAnd try to take the path less traveled byThat first step you take is the longest strideIf today was your last dayAnd tomorrow was too lateCould you say goodbye to yesterday?Would you live each moment like your last?Leave old pictures in the pastDonate every dime you have?If today was your last dayAgainst the grain should be a way of lifeWhat's worth the prize is always worth the fightEvery second counts 'cause there's no second trySo live like you'll never live it twiceDon't take the free ride in your own lifeIf today was your last dayAnd tomorrow was too lateCould you say goodbye to yesterday?Would you live each moment like your last?Leave old pictures in the pastDonate every dime you have?Would you call old friends you never see?Reminisce old memoriesWould you forgive your enemies?Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?Swear up and down to God above

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I am not your normal gushy girl....I don;t get too attatched to men and I certainly don't let my guard down. This past week a man I truely and completely love with all my heart walked away...and took my soul with him. I haven't known him that long, but I believe I called for him. You see...I'm a witch. I cast a spell to call for my true love and two days later I met Tony. We share a child together although due to a very painful miscarriage I will not meet her until my next life. You see...Tony gave me something nobody else had been able to before. He gave me confidence in myself. I have never been the girl to turn heads when I walk into a room...but to Tony I was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen...or so he said. I've never experienced sex so passionate or kisses so sweet...never had someone look me in my eyes and tell me they love me...never had someone not just tell me I'm beautiful, but make me believe it. He even gave me a diamond "friendship" ring. (Should have been my fir

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If I like it, it's mine.If I think it's mine, it's mine.If I want it, it's mine.If I saw it first, it's mine.If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine.If I can take it away from you, it's mine.If I had it a little while ago, it's mine.If it's in my hand, it's mine.If it's in my mouth, it's mine.If it just looks like mine, it's mine.If you even so much as think of it, it's mine.If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way.If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what.If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine.If you show me anything, then it's mine.If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine.If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine.If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine.If it looks like mine, it's mine.If it's broken, then it's yours.....

180 Degrees
Question, does this sound familiar? Problems can be solved by issuing laws, setting up more bureaus, more regulation, and adding more taxes to pay for these. Or this? We see the common people in perpetual poverty, excessive taxation, stringent regulations and continuous existence of misery. The Founding Fathers explicitly warned us about the wrongs of collectivism, over taxation and many other things that most of the people know nothing about. They wanted to make sure that there was an enlightened electorate, in other words We, the People, so that we can keep the values and Laws of the Constitution the way they were set. These cause the people to abandon their rights and freedoms with the understanding that the government will take care of us from the time we are born to the time we die. Many will say, so what? The answer is very simple, it is not only wrong to think that others know better of our situation than we do ourselves or that others deserve to have what some h

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I would love to help one of my favorite Indie bands make it to this huge opportunity for them! So, I am supporting them the best I can, voting for them the maximum 20 times a day.. can you help me? You can vote 20 times a day, (10 votes for 2 different email adresses). If you can help me get them to number one that would be so awesome! Just go to: http://www.myspace.com/briggsbattleofthebands; search for 'Admiral of Black' and vote! If you do this and leave a comment here, I will be sure to add your name to a list of those that I will return the love to in the form of rates and a pimpout at the end. Thank you!! Here is the text from the bands orginal email that they sent out to their subscribed fans, in case you are interested!: HELP US PLAY SUMMERFEST IN MILWAUKEE THIS YEAR!!! CLICK ON THE LINKS BELOW, SEARCH FOR ADMIRAL OF BLACK AND VOTE! IT'S FREE TO REGISTER and you can vote up to 10 times per day!!! Voting lasts until MAY 3rd!!! So do it everyday. http:

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Im in an auction if you want to check it out = ) Hope you'll bid on me! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1644976&albumid=1608066&i=3131752835&idx=17 Info is in a folder in my pictures.

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Well i have decided to start deleting picture folders, just had too many of them and they were just sitting around collectiing dust so now i just have one bomb folder and either one or two easy rate folders. But i will be deleting my nsfw folder soon, just not feeling it anymore so no sense in keeping them up.But i will be keeping my sexy men folder so my girls and also some of my boys can enjoy it, and also because there are some hott men in that folder !! Also R/F/A my owner DB he is such a kick ass person and so sweet !! I'm also thinking of giving my 11s away everday to the highest bidder, (lol just kidding) i will put it in my status and when you see it just sb me, im deciding if im going to offer it to the auto 11 people or not most likely probably not give some one else some points and love and not just the clicks. (just my opinion) But just wanted to write some stuff down, thanks to all who read this if anyone does at all. Hugg and LIXX

Breastseum And Meat Rack
im gonna be trin to start a new fu group..... the breastseum for the guys and meat rack for the ladies... so ladies send some links to pix youd like to use for guys to see... and guys send links for pix youd like the ladies to see... i will rip the pix so that anyone interested can go straight to your page... to r/f/a/c you.....jus a workin idea trin to help me and all you level....if you havent r/f/a me please do so before sendin the link... .ty to all who would like to enter

Shaun
Alright fu I got me a great new owner so lets do the fu thing and go show this scottsmen mad fu love! Those of you that don't know him are missing out so go r/f/a/c/b this sexy scottish lad!shaun the scotish lad Please be sure to repost! Sweetpeabayba

Do You Care ?
if im woundering , you and me ? today im thinkign alot of things, love is very important isnt it and to care about others ? and who really care about a person ? are you interested then show it more not only for a few seconds dont u agree? its not to a speciell person its only a thought i have that if u want somebody go for it u know if u not show your true feelings u can lose more then to show them? is it true ? ... hmm who cares

Police Funeral Bullshit
4 cops in Oakland got gunned down. OK, that sucks for them, although it is one of the potential hazards of the job. Firemen can get burned. Butchers can lose fingers. Porn stars can get the crabs. Cops can get shot. So there is this massive outpouring of bleeding hearts. That is fine, death sucks, I get it. But then I saw the news coverage. They rented a fucking stadium. Schwartzenpecker, Boxer and Feinstein showed up. Berkeley cops stepped in so Oakland cops could take the day off? Very emotional. Very sentimental. But who the fuck payed for it? Schwartzenpecker has a budget to balance and work to do. Boxer needs to be in DC for Senate hearings. Feinstein needs to answer why she was in charge of oversight of torture, but let it all happen anyway. And were the Berkeley cops on overtime pay? And were the Oakland cops also being paid. And who the hell rented Oracle Arena? This is total bullshit. The state is fucked. The country is fucked. And these assholes are wasting time and spending

A Dog Named Sex
Everybody I know who has a dog usually calls him "Rover" or "Spot". I call mine Sex. Now, Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to the City Hall to renew the dog's license, I told the clerk that I would like a license for Sex. He said, "I would like to have one too!" Then I said, "But she is a dog!" He said he didn't care what she looked like. I said, "You don't understand. ... I have had Sex since I was nine years old." He replied, "You must have been quite a strong boy." When I decided to get married, I told the minister that I would like to have Sex at the wedding. He told me to wait until after the wedding was over. I said, "But Sex has played a big part in my life and my whole world revolves around Sex." He said he didn't want to hear about my personal life and would not marry us in his church. I told him everyone would enjoy having Sex at the wedding. The next day we were married at the Justice of the Peace. My family is barred from the church from then on.When my wif

Feeze
Alright fu I got me a great new owner so lets do the fu thing and go show this soldier mad fu love! Those of you that don't know him are missing out so go r/f/a/c/b this sexy soldier! FEEZE Please be sure to repost! Sweetpeabayba

My Response To The Teaparty Thing That Got Deleted
poll asked if we supported left-wing extremist or the grass roots movement lame government crap non-mumm poll...yay left wing extremist were communists Lenin being the most famous but communism doesn't work cause people are lazy and humans being the greedy little shits they are have a lust for more then they need or deserve grassroots movement refers to getting local people involved like mini societies... now while self govenment is a good idea but people as a whole are uninformed and easily swayed so there is no such thing as a democracy and self governing parties don't work i support neither... i was a little disappointed that i didn't get to throw in my 2 cents but sho assured me this crap would be posted again by some idiot soon enough... so now i don't have to write it out again

Funny Newspaper Ads
As the following classified classics will demonstrate, there are often more laughs on the advertising and classified pages than you can find in the cartoons and comic strips: Lost: small apricot poodle. Reward. Neutered. Like one of the family. A superb and inexpensive restaurant. Fine food expertly served by waitresses in appetizing forms. Dinner Special -- Turkey $2.35; Chicken or Beef $2.25; Children $2.00. For sale: an antique desk suitable for lady with thick legs and large drawers. For sale: a quilted high chair that can be made into a table, pottie chair, rocking horse, refrigerator, spring coat, size 8 and fur collar. Four-poster bed, 101 years old. Perfect for antique lover. Now is your chance to have your ears pierced and get an extra pair to take home, too. Wanted: 50 girls for stripping machine operators in factory. Wanted: Unmarried girls to pick fresh fruit and produce at night. We do not tear your clothing with machinery. We do it carefully by hand.

Sexy Red Head
Alright fu I got me a hot new owner so lets do the fu thing and go show her sexy ass mad fu love! Most of you know her allready but those that don't are missing out so go r/f/a/c/b this uber sexyredhead! SexyRedheadPlease be sure to repost! Sweetpeabayba

Strange Facts About Me
Ok lets see when I go in a elevator I almost always look in the corner. Im alittle closterphobic ( holy shit I spelled that right damn ) I also get really lightheaded in them to. I bite my nails , I hate it but have done it since I was tiny. I have had the fake nails before and never really bite on them. Who knows why Im like that but oh well.I like to say I have a oral fetish lol I have a small bladder so I pee alot. Now for those of you with a peeing fetish umm NO dont even think about it. I also hate having my feet touched im like anti foot fetish. I sing alot when I drive and dance. I have even stopped on a dirt road pulled out my kids and danced around my truck. Before I got rockband and guitar hero we would dance around singing with spoons. I have a fear of zombies, it started when I read a article about zombie dogs they actually kill dogs for a hour and pump some stuff in them then put there blood back in them and bring them back to life. I know zombies arent real and und

Megadeth- Washington Is Next!
this song is extremely relevant to today, even though this album came out back in 07. It's from "United Abominations" "The quiet war has begun with silent weapons And the new slavery is to keep the people Poor and stupid, 'Novus Ordo Seclorum' How can there be any logic in biological warfare? We all know this is wrong, but the New World Order's Beating down the door, oh something needs to be done There was a King, an Evil King Who dreamt the wickedest of dreams An ancient mystery, no one could interpret Of seven years of famine, the wolf is at my door As predicted years ago, that that was, that is, that is no more The Word predicts the future and tells the truth about the past Of how the world leaders will hail the new Pharaoh The eighth false king to the throne: Washington is Next! Disengage their minds, sabotage their health Promote sex, and war, and violence in the kindergartens Blame the parents and teachers; it's their fault 'Annuit Coeptis' Attack the ch

My Family
I know i havent told anybody here yet as i only come here a few times a day compared to Myspace or FaceBook, but here is some info: Ok,( spoke with my mom, my dad called me earlier and gave me the basic info) found out my mom had a heart attack on Monday sometime late afternoon. and was taken to the hospital in Salem that nite. then in the early morning, she was sent up to St Vincent Hospital in Portland. She will be having Quintuple (5) bypass surgery sometime tomorrow morning(Friday the 17th) and then will be in recovery until sometime around sat nite early Sunday when the Dr's expect she will go home on Sunday She apparently likes most of her nurses and gets along with them pretty well, they are talking with her and its not like the usual scenario where they just come in check on you and leave they are actually INTERACTING with her. i would like you to send any and all positive energy and prayers to her and my dad ( they live in Salem ) he doesn't deal well with hospitals as i do

Scorpio And Scorpio
The love match between two Scorpio natives will be a bitter-sweet one. Both the Scorpio man and the Scorpio woman have the same positive personality traits and the same negative traits. This love match is known by astrologers to be incredibly intense, as a Scorpio native never wants to enter into a relationship with superficial feelings. The romance level in this astrological love match is considerable and it may possibly end up in long-term relationship and marriage. Both of the Scorpio partners are very passionate about everything in their life and this incorporates their lover too. When in a love relationship, possessiveness, distrust, and jealousy are the main personality traits of the Scorpio and he never accepts giving out someone he considers his. Every time he is involved in a love match, the Scorpio zodiac sign is much emotionally involved, though it may take some time for his partner to realize this. Love is never something that a Scorpio takes frivolously. The love compatib

Love Traits Of The Scorpio Woman
General love traits of the Scorpio woman It must be said once and for all: the Scorpio woman is a passionate being. But her love life is not always easy. Woe to him who falls into her claws without knowing what kind of lover the Scorpio woman is: an expert in the subtle game of executioner and victim. She needs to possess entirely the loved one. Her love is absolute, but also very troubled and complicated, and it may cross successive conflicts, rifts, cries of hatred and passion. In addition, the Scorpio woman is extremely jealous, and she can be sometimes a little sadistic. In short, she loves roller coasters! A relationship with her is likely to be the clash of two wills if she does not bind with a very accommodating and very peaceful man. Her sexuality can cause powerful inner turmoil or inhibitions. When founding a peaceful, quiet and stable home, she happens to be freed from her complex. Like said before, the love life of a Scorpio woman is never simple or linear. At certain per

Scorpio
The Scorpio time aligns with the age when the sexual energy and prowess of the body have reached the adult phase, and are at their height. The joy and pain of being a Lover is deeply sexual, explosive and dangerous in its passion. The feelings become subject to undercurrents; a volume of desire that is hard to contain and alarming in its power, for it goes right to the roots of our being. The sexual act is one of the strongest drives known to us all. For many, it is a vital need and, often unwittingly, driven by the urgency to continue life, even after death. The natural force of any animal, which includes humans, is to attempt to reproduce. It is the pure creative force, and born from the inner instinct that their genes must survive. The Lover is caught in a deeply emotional experience, and rarely uses their reasoning power, for the feelings of those in a close physical relationship are often fraught with insecurities; hidden, unexplained and very intense. It is through this intens

Maximum Bunk?
Well I have yet another stalker...at least I think that's what you'd call them. They come to my page and do nothing. They have no picture and have their profile set to friends only. The only thing I can think is..what new person knows about this feature? I'm sure a few do, but not many. That leaves me to think it's someone that knows me, but doesn't want me to know who they are. Every time I block one of these profiles, a new one comes along and does the same thing. It's really getting on my nerves. It's leaving me with 2 options, both of them are something I never wanted to do. I can either make my profile viewable by friends only or make it viewable by people with salutes. It's not that I'm trying to hide anything, I just don't like the fact that I have people/someone looking at things I do without me knowing something about them. Even if it's them letting me look at their profile. Make sense? Ugh. This just sucks.

Never Argue With A Woman
One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors and reads her book. Along comes a game warden in his boat. He pulls up along side the woman and says, "good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" Reading a book she replies, (thinking, Isn't that obvious?) You're in a restricted fishing area, He informs her. I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing I'm reading. Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up. FOR READING A BOOK? she replies. If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. But I haven't even touched you, says the game warden. That's true, but you have all the equipment, for all I know you could start at any moment." Have a nice day ma'am and he left. MORAL: Never argue with awoman who reads... its like

The Song That Keeps Me Going !!
No More Drama by Mary J Blige (talkin) So tired Tired of all this drama You go your way I got mine (no more no more no more) (singin) Ohhh ohhh ohhh... No more no more no more...(tired...) Broken heart again Another lesson learnd You better kno your friends Or else you will get burned Gotta count on me Cuz i can garuntee that i'll be fine No more pain (no more pain) No more pain (no more pain) No drama (no more drama in my life no ones gonna make me hurt again) Why's i play tha fool Go through ups n downs Knowin all the time You wouldnt be around Or mayb i liked the stress Cuz i was young n restless But that was long ago I dont wanna cry no more No more pain (no more pain) No more game (no more games messin with my mind) No drama (no more drama in my life no ones gonna make me hurt again) No more tears (no more tears im tired of cryin every nite) No more fears (no more fears i really dont wanna cry) No drama (no more drama in my life i do

Fubar Ol-bie
I joined this site nearly 2 years ago, but never gave it much thought so I pretty much left it alone. Well, I'm back and would love all the tips and direction possible, lol. I'd love to help people out with whatever it is (points??) and make some friends at the same time. So give me some tips, okay? I wasn't here 5 minutes and someone rated one of my pictures a 1, I take it that's a bad thing. They must think I'm ugly, haha. Okay -- talk to me!

Having A Bad Day????
A little guy is sitting at the bar just staring at his drink for half an hour when this big trouble-making biker steps next to him, grabs his drink, gulps it down in one swig and then turns to the guy with a menacing stare as if to say, 'What'cha gonna do about it?' The poor little guy starts crying. 'Come on man I was just giving you a hard time,' the biker says. 'I didn't think you'd CRY.' 'I can't stand to see a man crying. "This is the worst day of my life," says the little guy between sobs. "I can't do anything right." "I overslept and was late to an important meeting, so my boss fired me." When I went to the parking lot, I found my car was stolen and I don't have any insurance. I left my wallet in the

Cold Day In Hell
HELL EXPLAINED BY A CHEMISTRY STUDENTThe following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term.The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well:Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)?Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant.One student, however, wrote the following:First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today.Most religions state that i

I Do Hope It Brought A Smile
http://www.youtube.com/v/0UE3CNu_rtY&border=1&color1=0xe1600f&color2=0xfebd01&feature=player_embedded&fs=1"> Especially since the teabagging parties, brought to you by the GOP & FOX, had to do with nothing more than convincing the arrogantly ignorant that "they" where/are protesting the raising of the taxes on themselves. Which, (as anyone paying even the slightest bit of attention at all well knows,) is actually raising the taxes of the rich, and lowering the taxes of the middle-class and poor of this nation, so... They, the GOP & FOX, are making "the people," (the easily manipulated arrogantly ignorant,) protest what is good for themselves, and bad for the rich - Well maybe "bad" is the wrong word, maybe "fairer" - As in fairer taxation of the rich.But that is a concept that the arrogantly ignorant can't seem to grasp. As they have well proven, particularly over these past eight years, by continuing to "patriotically" not only allow, but even support, their own self-destruction,

Millions Of Hepatitis C Funding Dollars...
PRESS RELEASE Millions of Hepatitis C Funding Dollars Misappropriated to HIV/AIDS (Staunton, VA) The Hepatitis C Research Oversight Partnership (HEPCOP) has publicly denounced the National Institutes of Health (NIH) for spending millions of dollars budgeted for Hepatitis C (HCV) on research for HIV/AIDS. Statistics unearthed by HEPCOP clearly show the NIH misrepresenting research funding. HCV grant money was awarded to determine such outcomes as, "Couples-Based HIV/STI Prevention for Injecting Drug Users in Kazakhstan" ($676,058), "Effects of HIV & Host Genetics in China" ($645,840), "HIV-1 infection Among Young Thai Men" and "Nutritional Status In HIV Hispanic Drug Abusers" ($660,216). HEPCOP contends that a conflict-of-interest exists. The partnership points out that even NIH’s chief HIV/AIDS researcher and the Director of the National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases, which oversees both HIV and HCV research, Anthony Fauci, MD.,

Godsmack - I Fuckin Hate You
For everything you do, I'd like to swallow youAnd everyday I'm gonna blame youAnd even if you justify every fuckin bullshit lieIt only makes me want to break youYou pull me down, and you crucify my name, you make me insaneIt's broken now, don't ever look my way, don't even think I'm playinCause I fuckin hate you, you're such a liarI love to hate you, you're all the same to meWhen you repeatedly take advantage of meThe only thought i get of you, sickens meEverybody knows you're fake, you're everything I fuckin hateAnd I'm everything that you could never beYou pull me down, and you crucify my name, you make me insaneIt's broken now, don't ever look my way, don't even think I'm playinCause I fuckin hate you, you're such a liarI love to hate you, you're all the same to me (X2)Fuck you (X4)You pull me down, and you crucify my name, you make me insaneIt's broken now, don't ever look my way, don't even think I'm playinCause I fuckin hate you, you're such a liarI love to hate you, you're all t

Hurt - Ten Ton Brick
A ten ton brick was making me sick Breakin' my bones with the weight of it The weight would grow with each new soul Buried fine lies make big, black holes And who am i supposed to be? Not like you'd give a fuck about me? But who am I supposedly? When I'm finally done? But I'm finally done with the decisions of my former thoughts And all that i may have loved Yeah, i'm finally done with the descriptional And i don't mind sayin' i'm to blame! When atlas slipped i lost my grip Yet, i didn't think it could turn into this But i was told by two sweet crows Nobody feels what nobody knows And who am i supposed to be? Everything good was taken from me And who am i supposedly? I was overcome... But i'm finally done with the divisions of my former thoughts Although i may have lost I'm finally done with the dissention now i don't mind sayin' I don't mind sayin i'm to blame! Oh, this ten ton brick would treat me like shit This little piggy licked others lips And so defined, who was i But it won

All That Remains - This Calling
I secretly crave, crave that scent again Still feel lit pressing on me now Now with the onset, my flesh is weakening I steel my nerves for temptations at hand again [Chorus:] And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling No secrets, deception for these would tear this down I'll note the past spare the pain Words match my deeds with brutal honesty Never forget these choices were made by me And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling out Not falling victim to the fire that burns inside of me Though I am fearful I will not prevent this tragedy My strengths been tested I wear the scars that prove Still I believe that this calling will see me through And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling out My strengths been tested I wear the scars that prove Still I believe that this calling will see me through.

Mushroomhead - The Fallen
Come walk with me Through the world in ruin Come walk with me See if you're amused Indivisible Invincible And we are not amused Underneath it all Invisible Add one and one to lose One and one to lose Fools and criminals Far from minimal Yet both have earned their due Irresistible Who picked your piece for you? It's far too hard to chose We know what you're going through We are the fallen We cease to belong Life leads us all here All along We are the fallen We are what's true We all live on And we are not amused When we are not amused Indivisible Invincible And we are not amused Underneath it all Invisible Add one and one to lose One and one to lose Fools and criminals Far from minimal Yet both have earned their due Irresistible Who picked your piece for you? It's far too hard to chose We know what you're going through We are the fallen We cease to belong Life leads us all here All along We are the fallen We are what's true We all live on And we are not amused When we ar

Mudvayne - Determined
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH I'm tired of holdin' up the weight, the weight of the motherfuckin' world. What I wanted to do, but just can't wait DO RIGHT NOW !!! We could start a little fire just to get in the flame The type that'll blow away. I'm speakin' of my 15 minutes of fame Come on now 1 2 3... GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH I'm flushing the trust of everyone, stabbing in the back and thinkin' they can break me. Set my sight can't die until I'm done MIND ENDURANCE !!! Never wanted any more than what I deserve, better bring it I'm takin' it all. Fuck an inch 'cause I'm bringin' a mile, It's on now 1 2 3... GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH This fire, i

Starting Over
I guess everyone needs at least one blog. So here's mine. As of Novermber my 6 year relationship came to an end. Then instead of doing the smart thing and taking some time for myself, I jumped head first into another relationship. That relationship went up in smoke almost a month ago. Now, I'm working on being single, being happy with myself, and loving myself. These thing are't easy when you've never had to do them. I am also working on making new friends, making my apartment mine, and standing on my own two feet. These things are also quite hard for me. So far the only thing I have accomplished is being a depressing lump of a person, which is terribly easy to do. This I am not proud of. So as of this point in time i am a depressing, single person. Hopefully bu this time next month I will have progressed into being a not so depressing single person

30 Seconds To Mars - The Kill
What if I wanted to break Laugh it all off in your face What would you do?(Oh,Oh,Oh,Oh) What if I fell to the floor Couldn't take this anymore What would you do, do, do? Come, break me down Bury me, Bury me I am finished with you What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life. What would you do?(Do,do) You say you wanted more What are you waiting for I'm not running from you (from you) Come, break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you I tried to be someone else But nothing seemed to change I know now: this is who I really am inside I Finally found myself Fighting for a chance I know now, THIS IS WHO I REALLY AM Oh oh Oh oh Oh oh Come, break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you, you, you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you Come, break me down Break me down Break me down What if I wanted to break...? (You say you wanted more, what are you waiting for? (b

Morning Sex
MORNING SEX - She was standing in the kitchen, preparing our usual soft-boiled eggs and toast for breakfast, wearing only the 'T' shirt that she normally slept in. As I walked in, almost awake, she turned to me and said softly, 'You've got to make love to me this very moment!' My eyes lit up and I thought, 'I am either still dreaming or this is going to be my lucky day!' Not wanting to lose the moment, I embraced her and then gave it my all; right there on the kitchen table. Afterwards she said, 'Thanks,' and returned to the stove, her T-shirt still around her neck. Happy, but a little puzzled, I asked, 'What was that all about?' She explained, 'The egg timer's broken'

Slipknot - People=shit
Come on down, and see the idiot right hereToo fucked to beg and not afraid to careWhats the matter with calamity anyway? Right? get the fuck outta my faceUnderstand that I cant feel anythingIt isnt like I wanna sift through the decayI feel like a wound, like I got a fuckinGun against my head, you live when Im deadOne more time, mother fuckerEverybody hates me now, so fuck itBloods on my face and my hands, and iDont know why, Im not afraid to cryBut thats none of your businessWhose life is it? get it? see it? feel it? eat it? Spin it around so I can spit in its faceI wanna leave without a traceCuz I dont wanna die in this placePeople = shitPeople = shit (whatcha gonna do? )People = shit (cuz I am not afraid of you)People = shit (Im everything youll never be)People = shitIt never stops - you cant be everything to everyoneContagion - Im sittin at the side of satanWhat do you want from me? They never told me the failure I was meant to beOverdo it - dont tell me you blew itStop your bitchin

Slipknot - Fuck It All
Fuck You All!Running out of ways to runI can't see, I can't beOver and over and under my skinAll this attention is doing me in!Fuck it all!Fuck this world!Fuck everything that you stand for!Don't belong!Don't exist!Don't give a shit!Don't ever judge me!Picking through the parts exposedTaking shape, taking shagOver and over and under my skinAll this momentum is doing me in!Fuck it all!Fuck this world!Fuck everything that you stand for!Don't belong!Don't exist!Don't give a shit!Don't ever judge me!And don't you fucking judge me!You got all my love, livin' in your own hateDrippin' hole man, hard step, no fateShow you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' backEvery damn word I say is a sneak attackWhen I get my hands on youAin't a fucking thing you can doGet this cuz you're never gonna get meI am the very disease you pretend to beI am the push that makes you moveI am the push that makes you moveI am the push that makes you moveI am the push that makes you moveFuck it all!Fuck this world!Fuck everyt

Slaves On Dope - Pushing Me
REACH BACK INTO YOUR MIND AND GRAB WHAT YOU LEFT INSIDE YOURE PUSHING ME AND IM GONNA PUSH BACK PUSHING ME SET TO ATTACK REACH UP AND TOUCH THE SKY THIS TIME YOURE ASKING WHY YOU TRIED TO ACHIEVE IT I COULD NOT BELIEVE IT I LEFT IT IN YOUR HANDS AND YOU DROPPED THE BALL REACH AND GRAB WHAT YOU WANT DO YOU WANT TO FEEL SOMETHING THATS HARDER THAN YOUR FUCKING SOUL PUSH, GO FAR GRAB WHAT IS LEFT INSIDE THATS COOL THATS WHO YOU ARE AND I DONT WANT TO BELIEVE YOURE PUSHING ME AND I CANT PUSH YOU BACK

Dope - Die Mf
I, don't need your forgivenessI, don't need your hateI, don't need your acceptanceSo what should I do?I, don't need your resistanceI, don't need your prayersI, don't need no religionI, don't need a thing from you!I don't do what I've been told,You're so lame why don't you just go?DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE!DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE!DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE!DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE!I, don't need your prisonI, don't need your painI, don't need your decisionSo what should I do?I, don't need your approvalI, don't need your hopeI, don't need your malitionI, don't need a thing from youI'll be sorry when I'm old?You're so full of shit man just go!DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE!DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE!DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE!DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE!I, don't need your forgivenessI, don't need your hateI, don't need your acceptanceSo what should I do?Well, I'll be sorry so you said,Well, I'm not sor

Seven Dust - Face To Face
You can't stop fuckin' with my head Stop fuckin' with my head My silence you break The smile that you fake (you fake) [Chorus:] There's not one thing that you can say to make it right Unless you say "I'm leavin" And if you're not...then please tell me why Please tell me why you can't Save face Say it to my face Can I take all the filth in your head All the words that you said (that you said) And throw it away (throw it out) You can't stop fuckin' with my head Stop fuckin' with my head My silence you break The smile that you take away [Chorus:] There's not one thing that you can say to make it right Unless you say "I'm leavin" And if you're not...then please tell me why Please tell me why you can't That shit you're talkin' don't mean nothing to me anymore Limp dick...you fuck stick...let's settle the score Run and hide you know I'll find you anywhere Motherfucker...two faced prick with hell to pay What's real is real...it's time to step up to the plate again Swing batter-batter, s

Does It Work?
So I have been seeing all these cherry bombs and stuff and my question is, is it worth it? Does it really give you a lot of points and fubucks? I have been sitting at just over 3 million to disciple, and I would really like to see if it would help...not that I can afford it right now, but ya know, some day...

April 16th 09:a Dream
all i can say about this mornings dream...i had met this young lady...we will say her name is Gloria, she was beautiful and very loving of who she met, but very cautious, she had alittle girl named after her,Gloria. she was basidally 9 years old but wider ythan most kids her age, well in this dream i had gone over to their house and stayed for dinner and chat maybe some tv. lil Gloria ran up with arms open and i smiled and piccke her up as her mama watched smiling too. she told me that herand her mama wanted someone to take care of them and asked to be her daddy cuz her mama was sad and lonely. my heart leapt and i swallowed deeply as tears fell from my eyes, she gave me ahug since mama Gloria told her not do tht again i smiled and said okay its alright both of you im touched and honored..walking over with lil gloria in my arms i hugged them both...told little Gloria, Only if your mom will have me, i know you want me to be your daddy...Big gloria was shocked when i said that and i

Little Old Ladies Rock
Little Old Lady: He began to rub my breasts. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then? Little Old Lady: No, I did not stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: His rubbing made me feel all alive and excited. I haven't felt that good in years! Defense Attorney: What happened next?

Disintegrating
Disintegrating I read her words for her voice is gone Messages come coldly delivered to me She speaks of coming home when I am down But this is not the future I see She whispers some words Words that my heart longs to hear But the words have no real depth Though the message has become clear I will have no part in your home For you have made a life elsewhere I will sleep in this bed alone

Ughhh
I have just went through the worst week in my life so to speak . My cellphone crashed yesterday it literally bit the dust, and trust me it was the worst time considering I need the phone for both personal and business purposes. My worst problem was resetting everything I finally got everything reset, it took me awhile. That was the easy part the hard part is making sure I have everything set right .

Kids Today...
Honestly, WTF is wrong with parents today? Theres this little bastard in my backyard right now playing with my son and the damn kid has no fucking respect. My kids may act like little assholes to me somedays but I know that if they ever go to someone else's house that they are respectful and kind to them. Its ridiculous. The kid is about to get a major ass whopping from me.

I've Got A Great Deal For You
Ok I have fubucks, those of you needing fubucks, I have a great deal for you...I will pay top fubuck dollars for auto 11's bling packs blasts and tickers...We can negotiate the amounts for any of the items listed above...If you're not interested in trading and know someone who might be, please by all means link them here...Thank you so much for reading this...Hugsss Tina

Titled “today Is Your Day To Win” By Mike Brescia. (excerpt From Chapter 15)
Hey, like it or not, we are all 'state' inducers. Whenever we have an interaction with someone, even if it's just a hello, we leave them with a definite feeling. What do you think people feel about us when we're walking around with a sour puss on? No one wants to be around that. Do you? Do you go out and search for the complainers? If you do,

Voice Of A Shadow
(jinyx) (carni) There’s a voice in my head A voice which I don’t know A voice that explains to love to me And things I don’t know I am the voice inside your head The voice inside your heart I hear it in my dreams and there the voice takes shape A shadow in the distance A shadow with no face A face with no name And to this voice I listen The voice that showed you happiness when everything seemed wrong For the longest time my voice had no face My face was a shadow which features were hidden Now you can see my face and everything seems clear I listen and I wait I wait for a face to appear But alas no face appears Just a voice full of understanding The voice which which guided you through the maze of human emotion A maze in which you were continuously lost never able to find your way The longer I listen the more I see the figure in my dreams The more I listen the deeper I fall I fall I love with this faceless voice One day a face will appear

No Tears
when i write these words please shed no tears. im here to make you feel secure and let go of all your fears. time will go on but my love for you will go on when time stops. if loving you is wrong i wanna be arrested...where are the cops. neither one of us wanna be the first to say goodbye when im sad and lonely i pick up a picture of you and i look into your eyes. and like magic my day gets brighter . like the sun is focused only meyour love lights my fire. baby your my one and only and never will anyone take your place. i know i love you baby and now you know...this is a closed case. i love you