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Is It Really True?
I need a males perspective on this. Last night I couldn't get to sleep and I decided to watch a movie. I ended up watching "He's just not that into you". It was an alright movie, but the ending was somewhat predictable, just like any other 'chick flick'. I figured the movie would just bore me enough that I'd fall asleep within the first 15 minutes of it..but nope. I watched the whole thing. Anyway, in the movie there's one girl that is so desperate to have a guy want to be with her. She's the type of girl that, when a guy says he'll call her, she walks around with her cell just waiting and then she panics when they don't..always thinking of some off the wall reason as to why they didn't call. At some point in the movie she meets up with this one guy that basically tells her how she will know when a guy is into her and when he's not. They seemed to make sense and I'm wondering, did a guy just blow the cover off of every thing that other guys use to keep a girl wanting him? One of

10k
10k per 100 pics hh only comment last pic and then PM me with ur done and how many. If you PM me and dont comment last pic no pay, cant go back and comment after u PM me, as I am moving on to the next person. As long as I have 10k per 100 c-blog I'll be paying If that isnt up Im not paying. Plz pay attention.

Setting The Record Straight.
First thing I am going to say is that I am not rejoining fubar, but there has been some things told to me that I feel I needed to tell my side of the story. A certain blog is floating around about me, making fake profiles and going to someone's page and rating him NSFW. First off, I came back one time after I quit to see if I could make amends, knowing they wouldn't be resolved, I said my goodbyes. Was going to try to work things out with my husband, and get things right with my life. School, work etc. Now I come to find out since I've been gone, people are saying things about me. Im not going to play the victim and whine about who beleives it and who doesn't, cause personally if you do, that's on you. I know who my friends are, that I have talked to on numerous occasions regarding this mess, and they have all told me to let it go, which I have. So just letting you guys know, I didn't make any fake profiles, I didnt' rate any pics or leave any harassing comments. I'm better

Had It Out With Mom Tonight......
a lot of you who read the blog about mom a cpl weeks ago will know whats going on already, its still up if you want to read it...... "my mom is a nut" well tonight dad and I had it out with mom. she obviously didnt read the 3 page letter i wrote to her about getting help. she slipped right back into her old cycle of blaming everyone else for her problems. tonight it was a dig on dad for his diet..... something she constantly does. I went on to turn off the tv and sit mom down for a heart to heart which at first reasulted in her trying to run away from being talked to and playing the victim yet again.... another thing she does ALOT. I physically blocked her from leaving only to say my piece, I did not lay a hand on her , only stood in the way, dad was right there to witness it. I went on to tell her about what I wrote in the letter, how my sisters ran her over emotionally and she took it out on dad and I for the last 20 years. I also told her its time for her to stand up for

Hot & Sexy And Worth Fu Bucks!
This sassy and sexy lady is trying to level. Sooooooo I will pay 20K to each person that rates all of her pics and sends me a private message. So hit her up and make all the fu-bucks you can!! This pimpout was brought to you by:

Crazy Shy Girl
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A True Friend
Only once in a lifetime do you come across a true real friend. People are often blinded by life that they overlook this person but I have been blessed to finally have my eyes wide open to really see mine. I have been a part of this community since it was named "Cherry Tap" and have deleted many pages and come back after a small vacation from here. I have realized that besides Fubar being full of adult children who thrive on drama, 99% of the people on here are fake and still competing in the high school popularity contest. There is one person in my mind though that has always been 100% with me and tho we started out not comunicating much when I had my other pages, whenever I came back with a new page, he was one to always be the first to ask me where I had been and actually noticed that I was gone. Not that that was my intention, and it did take me aback that he even noticed that I had deleted my old pages. He has never lied to me (that I know of LOL) and he is someone I can trust and

Cant Understand!
There's some things i just can't understand when there is someone that you are close to and they are not sure about there feelings and confused if you tell someone that you love them why be confused about things? unless you have feelings for more than one person maybe it is that they don't know what they want or just maybe the grass is green on the other side and it all starts over a little argurment! I just really don't care anymore so sick and tired of everything and feel like i just want to give up on everything been hurt too many times just tired of getting hurt i been through so much witch the people i am with just don't seem to understand. I guess some people just want bigger and better cant just settle for less or for just one thing. When i am gone there will be no one that will remember me or even care or miss me! What is it with life yes we all have augurments but some people just don't get over it what would life be if we did not have dissagreements? some people just cant

Historical Application
Steinberg needs a job, and has no qualms about inventing the necessary qualifications to get it. He reasons that once he finds work, he will impress the boss so much that everything will be forgiven. After a successful initial interview with the Encyclopedia of American History, he is called back to meet the Sales Manager. "You say you have experience selling books?" the manager asks. "Oh yes, lots of it," replies Steinberg "And you say you have a master's in American history from the University of Michigan?" the manager asks. "That is correct," replies Steinberg. "American history is my field of study." "Well, then," says the sales manager. "With these qualifications, as soon as I can complete this form, we can get you started in our firm." While the sales manager is making a few notations, Steinberg, obviously pleased with himself, begins to look around the room. Steinberg notices pictures of Washington and Lincoln on the wall. Pointing to the portraits, Stein

Let Looose
Let looose, Thank you, You used & abused me, I can't breathe, I cannt sleep. This is fou Tigrees, Monkey & all, Let the Tiger loose, I bend & break, For what ? Only to be tossed, Away & cold, In silent dreams, lost in music & time. I'm not a trophy, For you, Heed these word's Letting loose!

R.i.p Uncle Joe
I found out this morning around 9am that my Uncle Joe passed away yesterday of a heart attack at 1pm EDT. He resided in New York his entire life and was a veteran of WWII. I don't remember a whole at the present time, but we always got together for my grandpa's birthday because it was around 4th of July. He loved all of his nephews with all of his heart. I am gonna miss him very much! Rest in Peace, Uncle Joe! I love you and I will never forget you!

Please Help Me Help My Sister Out!
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Wtf?
I am so over the "female" profiles that are so obviously MALES! Get a f-ing life! I will show my private pics to any guy with the balls to ask but it fuckkking pisses me off when people with profiles like "lezslut(Ladies Only Please)" with NO salute who's status message is "if u wanna see my privates invite me too see yours" shouts me asking to see my private pics! When my response was "either come back representing yourself as the male you are or post a salute as the female you claim to be... then, sure! Not as a "female" with no salute!" Surprise... I get no response. BE WHO YOU ARE OR GET OFF MY PAGE!

My Life Being Royally Screwed Up
I have no idea what I have done in my life for so many people to treat me wrong. Hell I sleep in my car at least for this week until Friday. Ok I stand currented my wife is being told that she has to stay with her mother and not me by a doctor. Now what right does a doctor have to tell someone that at all. I honestly think she hates homeless people which means she would hate me. Im on the verge of going to jail over a stupid restraining order that is on me from my mother in-law. My mother in-law is a real piece of work too she gets awarded a order on me over mental issues and something I didn't do. I honestly don't understand what I have done to have this happen to me in the last few months of the last year into now. I just wish none of it ever happen but thats just a wish. What I really wish is that someone would help me out by getting rid of this crap cause I am sick of it and I really don't need another panic attack cause I don't think my heart can take it especially when it already

Love Bunnies
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End Of Week 1
end of week 1 saturday was hard. went to barbers point to train in firefighting and water rescue. on the way there we past the governor's house and saw diamond head way off in the distance. Had a bus driver that was a militant Hawaiian national. pissed off about the pollution in pearl harbor by the military and the overthrow of the Hawaiian empire years ago. got to see a double rainbow, one was really strong and i could see both ends clearly. and saw another double on the way back put on the whole fire suit and just about boiled alive... without being anywhere near the fire. when we went to fight the fire i had to do it blind because the breather mask did not have room for my glasses. that was interesting. we also put out an "electrical" fire with a co2 extinguisher... boring. the water rescue was in the pool and that was cold when we had to get out. learned to get in the raft a few different ways and how to flip it the right way if it was upside down. The dinner that night sucked

90
A 90-year old man said to his doctor, "I've never felt better. I have a 22-year old bride who is pregnant with my child. What do you think of that?" The doctor replied, "I have an elderly friend who is a hunter and never misses a season. One day he was in a hurry and picked up his umbrella instead of his gun by mistake. When he got to the creek, he saw a beaver. He raised his umbrella and went "bang, bang, bang", and the beaver fell dead - What do you think of that?" The 90-year old said, "I'd say somebody else shot the beaver." The doctor said, "My point exactly”

Wtf
so hi all alittle about me my name is michael and i live in los angeles im a 3 star chef and im starting my own webshow so as you can imagen i work like all the time im looking for a friend and for the life of me i cant find one but hey what are you going to do right? lol ill up date this blog as often as i can but if you have any qustions let me know and ill answer any you have ~Michael

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R.i.p Jaboa ( You Will Be Missed)
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and you

Astrology
Aquarius (Jan 20 – Feb 18) You have an inventive mind and are inclined to be progressive . You lie a great deal. On the other hand you are inclined to be careless and impractical causing you to make the same mistakes repeatedly. Everyone thinks you are stupid. Pisces (Feb 20 – Mar 20) You have a vivid imagination and often think you are being followed. You have a minor influence over your associates and people resent you for flaunting what you mistake as power. You lack confidence and are a dipshit. Aries (March 21 – April 19) You are the pioneer type and hold people in contempt. You are quick tempered, impatient and scornful of advise. You are an asshole. Taurus (April 20 – May 20) You are practical and persistant.You have a dogged determination to work like hell. Most people think you are stubborn and bullheaded. You are nothing but a damned communist. Gemini ( May 21 - June 21) You are a quick and intelligent thinker.People like you because you're bisexual. However, you

I Think I Need A Brain Transpalnt
There is something in my living room that has a funny smell ,I cant even describe the fragrance its very very odd. Its a bad smell but it smells kinda good ??? Sweet ,musky ,slightly acrid. * Any ways *shrugs* ITS DRIVEING ME FUCKING INSANE! ABSOULTLY BAT SHIT NUTS, LIKE JOAN CRAWFORD MOMMY DEAREST PLAYING IN TRAFFIC WHILE EATING YOUR OWN FECES NUTS! Ive been sitting her for almost an hr trying my hardest to not rip apart my living room for the third time to try to find it . IVE NEVER EVER IN MY LIFE DWELLED ON SOMETHING SO STUPID FOR SO LONG OR, LET SOMETHING CONSUME EVERY THOUGHT ! *Fidgets* Its a smell If i dont get rid of it soon, Im going to either rip my apartmet to the ground trying to find it ,burn the place down trying to get rid of it ,leave and never set foot in that livingroom again , or sit in my bathroom and freak out about the smell untill my husband ships me off to the loony bin! One fucking smell shouldent bother a person this bad . so im p

Self Worth
in life we seek the attention and love of others in the light they see us in so do we see ourselves people have began to be busy and ignore as well am sad and hurting i had no self esteem from the start and from here recently it has only gone down and it appears more and more that no one cares how they make people feel even an i am busy right now is better than completely ignoring someone i am thinking that i give a week those who care about me either will reply in shoutbox or ask for my yim and if i gt enough shouts i'll stay otherwise i am going to yim and finding another aquaintance site cause this is bruising and cutting me badly i love my friends on here but those who never talk to me they bruise me so i'll leave it to the Higher One( s ) to those of my friends who read this too late i will check back in a week and at that time i will prive message you my yim

Poem
Hey just got a cool poems from GOTHANGEL (280216) GO check her out and show her some FU Love! THATS A ORDER! DARKNESS Outside the cold wind blows through the trees But not as icy as my thoughts flow through my soul, outside the light of the moon still shines, but in here, the deepest parts of myself only darkness, Once my eyes held light & life But now they behold only darkness & death Once they flickered like the flame of a candle, Now they stare blankly seeing only darkness Once I feared the shadows of exsistance Once I sought out the light for safety Once I cradled myself in the suns beautiful rays Now I search out the shadows, enveloping myself in only darkness WAITING TO BE FOUND I fell into the shadows I got lost within the pain Straying from the light (And waiting to be saved) I wait and hide Trying to decide Find me Love me Leave me Waiting to be found Alone in the darkness Reaching towards the light Concealed by the shadows (And w

What The Hell
Im not sure what the hell I did to piss everyone off.. But seriously, Thanks to one person being a stubborn ass man, I seemed to have lost alot of ppl in my life.. THANKS I dont care anymore, i have been lied to, rumors spread ad tis all bullshit. Those who do still care about my feelings and ME in general, know how to get ahold of me. Otherwise the rest of u can kiss my ass cause im through with the childish bullshit that goes on around here. All because one person couldnt keep their mouth shut. There was a reason that privacy was made....to be private. MY LIFE is nobodies business but my own and i would like those who dont belong or dont care to keep their asses out of it. Not alot to ask really. I came here to make friends and have fun and it gets ruined because of something so totally stupid. I deal with enough of this shit in real life to have to deal with it on a site. So those who stopped talking to me, THANKS for showing who my real friends are. Im out, PEACE

I Am Sorry...
How do you apologize for hurting someone’s heart? It all made sense in my head… it more than made sense, it was perfect; just what I thought I wanted. Then the reality of who I am and what I can’t handle slammed me against a wall. Is it excusable to stomp on others’ hearts in the scramble to save your own? Now we are here, in this new place. I don’t even know what to say or how to act. All I can feel is the heartache I’ve caused. How does it end? Where is the rewind button? Would she erase us if she could? Would I…? Yes, I think I would. Not only make her hurt go away, but make it so it never existed. If the joy had never been, the pain wouldn’t be. I am sorry. All that I thought was wrong. I would have never imagined that I had myself so completely wrong… and you are the one who has had to suffer for that. I am so sorry.

My Truth
Birthday Calculator 18 May 1982 Your date of conception was on or about 25 August 1981 which was a Tuesday. You were born on a Tuesday under the astrological sign Taurus. Your Life path number is 7. Your fortune cookie reads: None of the secrets of success will work unless you do. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445107.5. The golden number for 1982 is 7. The epact number for 1982 is 5. The year 1982 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/25/1982 and ending 2/12/1983. You were born in the Chinese year of the Dog. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Beaver; your plant is Wild Clover. You

Life
I believe that life is only truly lived if one chooses to live it one day at a time. Thats not to say we shouldnt think of the future, but that we MUST embrace the moment, for if we spend all our time looking towards tomorrow we tend to lose today. This is how we miss out on life, how we lose sight of whats important, the little things that matter. This is how we miss out on memories in the making. What we need to do is slow down, take a nice long look at our lives, our children and ourselves... let it all soak in and start living. I mean, how many people do you know that REALLY know themselves? We only get one chance to live, and we don't exactly get a long time to get it right, so make it count. Tell your loved ones every day how much you love and care for them. Hold your friends close and your family closer. Make every day new and exciting. Play basketball, or a board or card game with your kids. Sit down at the table for a family dinner every night and just talk about a

Woman's Guide To Suicide (it's A Joke)
An old woman was sitting in her living room mourning the loss of her dear husband. As she sat holding his picture, she made up her mind to commit suicide. She thought of many different ways to kill herself. Poison. Hanging. She finally settled on shooting herself in the heart. She wasn't sure she knew exactly where her heart was and decided to call the doctor. She wanted to do this right. "Doctor," she says. "where is the human heart?" "Well" he replies "on a woman it would be just below the left breast." The old woman was rushed to the hospital later that day with a gunshot wound to her left knee.

Unexplained Anger
Have you ever woken up with a busting head? You know theres gonna be a fight and you haven't even gotten out of bed? Have you ever walked out the door just wanting to fuck someone up? It doesnt matter who or when, why or over what? Have you ever been so pissed that your anger was undeniable? So fuckin mad that hitting a stranger felt completely justifiable? Have you ever wished someone would start running their fucking mouth? It doesnt matter what they say as long as it ends with you knocking their teeth out? Why am I so angry? Why am I so mad? Why am I so aggravated? I guess its just the night I had. Why do I feel so aggressive? Why do I feel so red? Why do I feel so violent? I guess I should go back to bed.

The Sound Of Abuse
The sound of abuse Dishes breaking, his fists are shaking. The children are crying, but mother's denying. Father's yelling, but no one is telling about the sound of abuse from behind the door. The baby is sleeping, mother is weeping. Brother is screaming while father is gleaming. Sister is crying as father is trying to force her into sex once more. You hear the screams, you hear the shouts, you hear the abuse, now there is no doubt. You hear the yelling and are finally telling about the sound of abuse from behind the door. Now brother's crying while testifying, sister's in the loony bin. Baby's dead and mothers head feels as if it's caving in. But the sound of abuse from behind the door will not be heard there anymore.

Prison
any on can go to prison, it's very simple just slap the shit out of a cop and see where u go!!!!!! no but seriously prison is a place where i would never encourage any on to go to. i don't care how tough u think u r, or how much u want to be down..........prison has a way of changing a thug into a marshmellow, u have 2 remember this on thing, there r wolves and sheep. which one r u going to be? to be continued...............

For My Baby Girl Lexy Loo Loo
Holding my world on my shoulders... for my daughter I'm holding my world on my shoulders, it's up to me to not let it fall. Sometimes I almost lose my balance, It is a lot of pressure after all. It's my job to do all the thinking, It;s my job to plan ahead. It's my job to make the world safer, I'm so tired I feel like I'm dead. Most of the time I'm stuck working, but today I just wanna play. I'm holding my world on my shoulders because she says she can see her world better that way.

Depression
Depression... Crawl closer forsaken, into the blackness. Open eyes in the moonlight see you standing in the window of sadness. Listen!!! Listen for something real... Hope... it's fading away. You're getting restless. You'll never pick up the messy pieces. I am you poison. Get away... get away and receive midnight. Away from the sun and bright lights. Away from family and the closeness of friends. Shield yourself from this world. Now you're wasted and twisting, tired and stationary. I have you. Nothing will make since when I'm done with you. Young angle... surrender... I've got you up against the wall... I will devour you. As you're drowning in an ocean of despair I will whisper thoughts and notions of sadness, suffering and pain. Welcome to my world. Let me tell you who you are... You're a fool, No one wants you, you're an ugly bore and would be better off dead... so go die. By the way... I've not properly introduced myself, My na

Whats Obvious But Most Are Oblivious To...
Relationship is based on friendship, admiration & approval of each others wishes. Lack of regard for each other and hope is going to shape into dejection than this can slowly grow into loathing. I am aware of all my partner’s weakness but we should be able to bear some bad qualities. Share and persuade interests, values and desires to prolong each other identity. Respecting each others estimation by giving adequate time to demonstrate ideas explicitly. Don’t criticize each other among public & try to forget and ignore mistakes. Living in matching standards & life style which counterpart your personality & enhance your relationship. Cultivate your relationship with respect to acceptable path for both. Mutual respect with Love will only structure lasting sturdy respectable relationship.

In Your Arms
In your arms, my thoughts could drift away To a place, all our own, and a lovelier day. Lavender sunsets and skies of blue Would be ours to enjoy... just me and you. In your arms, my only task would be To make sure your kisses were just for me. For every kiss... I'd give you four And show you no one could love you more. Then, just to prove we would never part, I'd wrap myself around your heart. Melting together (as lovers do...) Passion and pleasure beginning anew. In your arms, you'd know by the look in my eyes That I was yours - no more silly good-byes. And all of our dreams would soon come true. You'd belong to me, and I... to you.

Two Sides Of Manic Depression
Two sides... I'm shaking, I'm breaking, I'm falling apart. I've lost my soul, my spirit, maybe even my heart. I'm crying, I'm dying to reach out to you. I need you to know what I'm going through. I have two sides, a down and an up. By the time I've explained you'll have heard enough. I'm manic, but don't panic, this is when I'm most fun. But I'm also more reckless, I may hurt someone. I'm not the kind of person to get into fights, it's just that when I'm up i forget wrong from right. Now sedate me, vegetate me, try to bring me down. But you're not able to keep me stable, so you drag me down into the ground. No I'm depressed, I can not rest, because I am so sad. But I'll try to act normal so no one will know, but it really is that bad. I'm a friendly person to talk to, but there are things I'll never tell you... thoughts that I'll keep tucked away deep inside my mind. Now that you have met me, I pray you won't forget me. And would you like to help me

Nine Words Women Use
(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay f

Look Into My Eyes
Look into my eyes... It's hard to sleep, I can not eat, it's easy to cry, but I refuse to die. I feel so week, but I know that I'm strong, and for my child I will press on. I so fear the days ahead as I lye here in my bed. But fear wont stop me as before, now I'm ready to open the door. So come on in and have a seat, there's someone here I'd like you to meet. She looks like me but make no mistake, she's had about all that she can take. At any moment she will blow her top, and once she gets started she'll never stop. She's been cheated and mistreated, she's been used and even abused. She tries to be good but is misunderstood and she just can't take anymore. She plays it cool when face to face, but often wonders into a cold dark place. Pictures of memories are dark and gray, she has trouble remembering the happy days. There have been a few, of this she is sure, but they don't seem to exist here anymore. Now here she is, please don't be surprised, if you want to see her... ju

Untitled Editing As I Go ! Just Tryin Out !!;-)
AS OUR WORLDS MESH.. PUTTIN ME TO THE TEST... IN AN INSTANT ARE SPIRITS COMBINE.. ALL THE FORMER LOVES MEMORIES BEING LEFT BEHIND... FEELIN MY HEART BEING LAYED TO REST.. YOU IS ALL THAT CONSUMES MY MIND.. THE ENERGY IS SETTING A NEW TONE... AS IF I TAKIN A NOTHER SEAT AMONG THE HIGHEST THRONE... A NEW BREED LEST U CONCEIVE... ? SHALL SUPERCEED... BEYOND EVERY NEED!!! COMPREHENSION ,SHOULD PERCEIVE... I PRACTICE NOT DECEPTIONS... FUKKED UP RECEPTIONS .. AS I DWELL IN PAST REFLECTIONS... TRUDGEROUSLY BATTLING TOO ABTAIN THE SLIGHTEST ELEVIATIONS... AS I SEEK THE PURPOSE OF PERTICAPATIONS SO KNOW OUR CONNECTION ... IS FURTHEST BEYOND ANY DISTOLLIC CONSTELLATION... BARELY A GLIMPSE OF OF DWELLING ON WHAT COMES WHENCE... FINISHED THINKIN IN PAST TENSE... NO MESSURE OF INTENSE... WHY COULD I TURN N DENY YOUR EXISTENCE.... MY BEING INTERS A NEW ENTITY... LOST AS IN A NEW DAY OF ETERNITY. PROGRESSION SUBJECT TO MAJESTIC LEVELS... DROPPIN THE

My Battle With Drugs
Drugs My Battle With Drugs... I'm trippin, I'm slippin, I'm aching, I'm breaking. I'm crying, I'm dying, but I have to keep trying. I feel like I'm losing my battle with drugs. Without dope my skin feels like it's crawling with bugs. My head is busting, I'm dizzy and weak. The pain is so bad at time that I can't even speak. Dilotdes and Oxys both dance in my head. Crack and Cocaine and I lye in my bed. I have to keep fighting the craving to get high. I know if I don't quit there's no doubt that I'll die. So I'll put all my faith into the lord God above, I know I'll get through this if I just trust in His love.

Giving Up Or Holding On
So I can't decide what I need to do. There is this man who I don't really like but I like him cause we do fun stuff together and hes an ok person. Well things began getting seriouser than I want. I don't know if I should just let him go or keep him around for the fun stuff. This is more a mumm than a blog but I was just wondering...

Asking For Help
For my parents Asking for help "Mommya, Daddya, Bye bye I go work now." I used to be that sweet little girl, but then I changed somehow. I've become a disappointment, I guess mostly to myself. I've been in denial, But now I'm asking for your help. I've made some really bad choices, I went down the wrong road. I've gotten myself into a mess And i need your help to bare this load. I thought I didn't need you, I pushed your love away. Now I'm ready to start over, Let's just take it day by day. I need to regain your trust, I know it won't happen over night. Just please say you'll support me As I try to learn to make it right. I love and I respect you. I hope you know that's true. That's why I'm asking for your help, Even though it's the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

Sorry
I tried to say I'm sorry I tried to make amends I don't want it to end this way I want to part as friends. I couldn't be there for you to hold you when you cried. and ended up escaping for the chance to feel alive and I'm sorry I had to leave your world behind I'm sorry but you were never really mine I'm so sorry maybe you'll realize in time I only wanted you to smile if just for a moment one brief lil moment...in time. We had fun together late night lovers call but those are all just memories oh...how the mighty fall keep the gifts i've sent you as I've told you from the start remember my sincerity and keep that too within your heart. and i'm sorry for not believing in you i'm sorry you were too good to be true i'm so sorry I only wanted you to smile if just for a moment one brief lil moment...in time. nothing feels the same here without you everything is strange when i can't find you. but i don't need the love of someone who's

New Stuff/help Me Find Someone
hi all i have uploaded a few new pics, many of my artwork. When i was a member here before i had a friend who loved my artwork and i even did a piece for her (link for her pic folows) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2718736&albumid=1586787&i=3829897322 if anyone reckonises her and has her as a friend could you please put me in touch with her, thanks. jase

Do Not Take The Motto "in God We Trust" Off Of Our Currency!
Will NBC be surprised? By my forwarding this, you'll know how I feel. Here's your chance to let the media know where the people stand on our faith in God, as a nation. NBC is presently taking a poll on "In God We Trust" to stay on our American currency. Please send this to everyone you know so they can vote on this important subject. Please do it right away, before NBC takes this off their web page. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/10103521/

For My Dad
For my dad Current mood: nostalgic Category: Writing and Poetry You Smiled... written for my father You had never even met me, but I was already your whole world. The day that I was born mom called and simply said "Its a girl" Your response... "A girl?!?! It's a girl!!!" And you smiled. Dancing on your feet, spinning round and round. When you picked me up I never wanted you to put me down. You said... "I love you sis" And you smiled. Playing in the yard, I found a marble on the ground. You were working on the car, I said "Daddy look at what I found!" You said... "wow neat sis" And you smiled. "Happy seventeenth birthday sis, I'm proud of who you are." Tears of excitement streamed down my face as you showed me my first car. You said... "Let's tare her for a test drive" And you smiled. Then I put you through pure hell, I made you worry every day. But when I wanted to straighten up and asked for your help, you were there to say... "I'll help and sup

With Out You
In the Nights as I do lay here Thinking of the world that I do care Feeling the thoughts of not long ago Wishing still to remember still Feeling your touch your kiss upon my lips Feeling your hand caress my hair and to rest on my hips Tasting your lips so soft and sweet Feeling your heart beat as you rest Hearing your words as you tell me say, I love you Loving me for whom I am and for all I do Stolen away from me that tragic night Stolen away from me taking flight Never to return never to see Now just a rotting corpse laying here beneath me For I wish it was me there instead of you To rest for all time instead of you A tear runs down my cheek thinking of how Your beauty was taking from me Wishing for all time once more, I could see Your face resting upon my chest Now dirt lays between our arms as we rest Love never dies but turns into torment and pain For without you my love I have nothing less to gain

Theres No Pride
There's no pride, In the tears they've cried For the ones they've tried, So now they hide, From the world outside. Away from all they've said. To live for the hatred, That they feel inside. They live their lives with desire To see what hides inside. It sets their soul on fire To learn what people hide To see a liar Trapped without his pride The liar tried, to hide his fire. With no more pride, he can hide. He has cried, for all he had lied.

Want Bombed But Dont Have 11's Read How
If you want bombed and don't have 11's, it is really easy. Rate two of my bomb folders while have 11's on and leave a few comments on pics in them...(helps with the bouncer) and then comment on this blog and when i bomb later tonight or tomorrow. I will bomb you. Oh and you must have a folder with 250 pics in it for me to bomb. happy rating... Kasper

Lost
I cry for reasons I no longer understand While laying in my bed With so much running throw my head. Questions just no longer have answers I'm lost in this life I can no longer understand Where do you go When nothing seems right anymore It's just a lost tear With lost emotions That seem to hold meaning.

Kiss Me
Kiss me When its pouring out side and the wind is blowing hard holding me close embrass my lips while the drops fall down our bodys with pashion like the thunder with all emotions free just kiss me and let our love flow free with every drop and every touch get lost in the moment for only us to share.

Love Fate Perfection
Fate: The supposed force, principle, or power that predetermines events... It also brings who comes and goes out of your life. It's fate who I've meet and who I let go of. I've been dealing with all kinda of fate these last weeks and not knowing what to make out of it. I sometimes feel as if I can't handle it anymore. I'm tired of no one seeing my pain and yet fate is what I keep running into. What does fate have to show me in there days. Why is all the fate I deal with fucked up right now and what is it meaning? Love: A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness. I feel so lost when I read what love is suppose to be Becuase I feel so empty inside now and days. I feel as if its a unfinished painting that will never be completed because it has been put to the side and forgotten. Will I truely ever be found and finished and if i am will i be under

A Glimpse In My Heart
Whereever you are right now I've been thinking of you all day Thoughts of you won't go away Been missing you so much more Than you will ever know Been listening to music And writing a lot Whereever you are right now My heart you took with you I found a song today It explained quite clear What I fear and what I long for I wonder if you even miss me When we are not together When I cannot hear your voice Or feel your touch Your kisses and hugs I remember how they feel in my dreams When I wake up and cannot see your face When I look around and your not here When all I feel next to me is empty space I miss you more than words can expess Thoughts of you won't stray from my mind Wherever you are is where I wish to be Although we are apart The smile in my heart continues strong It is that burning flame That open door That every second Makes me love you more

Pics
If you haven't noticed....I enjoy my sexuality and portraying it in pics. However, I try to keep it classy. I'm not all about letting my junk show. I'm selective about who sees my pvt folder as it is. My question to u guys is this...what do u consider classy and sexy? Pin up girls? Suicide Girls? Bondage? what gets u going? Personally, I like to see either great cleavage or a ripped tummy....but the pic is made by the personality of the person in it. Its possible for the classiest of poses to be turned trashy with just a look, or the ugliest person can make a great pic with the right lighting...lol anyways, comment the hell outta this and give me new pic ideas too. I'll consider all requests and try to get all possible and reasonable ones posted.

Poem
A lusting desire A fatal Kiss An addictive look with a loving twist An exciting Beat A racing heart An imaginable world that could only be a thought a desired touch The passionate nights A never ending love that dances throw their hearts

Cancer Sucks
I've been at the breast care center for an hour now... still waiting for the radiation oncologist. Yes, I need radiation treatments. This will involve 5 days a week, for idk how many weeks - they say it's usually 5 or 6. More details after I actually talk to the guy. I'm sitting in this stupid hospital gown waiting... waiting... waiting... --------------- Update: 6 weeks of radiation monday through friday then tamoxifen or equivalent to produce early menopause - just in time for my 36th birthday.

What's Going On?
WELL FOLKS? I HAV'NT BLOGGED IN LIKE A LONG ASS WHILE. AS ALOT OF YOU MY FRIENDS, FANS AND FAMILY LIST KNOW, I AM INTO MUSIC AND PLAY SLACK-KEY ON THE GUITAR AND A VARIETY OF OTHER MUSIC ON THE BASS AND SUCH. WELL? I HAVE PUT MY MUSIC DOWN FOR A WHILE AS THE ECONOMY HAS TURNED SUCH THAT I HAD TO GET RID OF SOME OF THE INSTRUMENTS THAT I USE. I WILL PLAY AGAIN BUT I AM NOT SURE AS TO WHEN OR TO WHAT MEASURE. SORRY FOLKS? ANY WAY, THANK YOU ALL FOR THE SUPPORT AND KEEP PRAYING. OC the MAVERICK AND UHHHHH? YEAH, PLEASE LEAVE SOME COMMENTS AS I LIKE HEARING FROM ALL OF MY FRIENDS. THANKS

Show My Wife Some Love While She Is In The Hospital
My wife, Kally aka The Queen of Hearts is in the hospital suffering with Congestive Heart Failure (CHF).This is not a message begging for rates, blings, bombs, etc. This is a serious matter to me because she is my wife.She not only needs fu-love, but she needs your prayers and support.I'm asking you all to have a heart and take just a few short minutes to stop by her page, leave her a comment, send a fu-gift, and leave her message to let her know that you are thinking about her and wish her a speedy recovery. Keep her in your thoughts and prayers.Not only would she appreciate it, but so will I.Thank you.Kally aka ♥ Queen of Hearts ♥R/L Wife ofErnest aka "King of Hearts"@ fubarThis message is brought to you with a sincere heart by:Ernest aka ♥ King of Hearts ♥R/L Husband ofKally aka "Queen of Hearts"@ fubar

Wind Shear Eyed In Deadly Crash Of Fedex Cargo Jet
View of the burnt out FedEx cargo plane after it crash-landed at Tokyo's Narita International Airport. Both pilots were killed when the cargo plane -- en route from China -- crashed in high winds and exploded in a ball of flames Japanese firefighters inspect the wreckage of the burnt-out FedEx cargo plane after it crash landed at Tokyo's Narita International Airport. Both pilots were killed when the cargo plane -- en route from China -- crashed in high winds and exploded in a ball of flames.Japanese police and firefighters inspect the FedEx cargo plane after it crash landed at Tokyo's Narita International Airport. Both pilots were killed when the cargo plane -- en route from China -- crashed in high winds and exploded in a ball of flames.White smoke rises from a FedEx cargo plane that crash landed on the tarmac of the Narita International Airport in Narita, suburban Tokyo Firefighters inspect a bunt-out FedEx cargo plane after it crash landed on the runway of Narita International Airpo

Whats Good Yall
well lets see sence i posted last blogg i havent had any prollums with that crazy duranged psyco stalker she has left me alone i think but who cares i hope she gets what she deserves for sure if you are now married {fresh start} why would you hunt me down i aint really sure what the deal is there but i have moved on i will be married soon and just wanna be left alone by you you tell people i beat you up hell im no woman beater but i sure should have off rips you make me sick for sum the shit you have done off tops but anyway like i said you stole from all my friends even tried to him a family member up your no good and i wish i would have listened to your ex and your family i would have been better off for sheezy im sorry if yall who read thinks im trippin she is off tops a christmas loonatic but anyway my day is going great so far so yall take it ez and have a awsome day for sure peace

Lewis Black
Watch comedian Lewis Black rant and rave about GREAT STRIDES in a new video: http://www.cff.org/aboutCFFoundation/NewsEvents/index.cfm?ID=10922&TYPE=1670 Lewis Black is more than just a funny man. He is willing to make a difference. --MLB

Taking A Fu-break
Well I am taking a break..I know some or going to assume or judge me on it and they can go ahead. I have to make a choice on what is important in my life. my real life and my bf and our relationship is whats important. I love him more then anyone on this site can understand or comprehend. For some reason I let people on this site bother me that shouldn't have. I love my friends and family on here esp. my forbidden inc family and I am sorry that my Dj'ing is taking a back seat but some things are worth sacrificing for the greater good. To anyone that I offended or pissed off I apologize that's and honest apology I was in the wrong and I am a big enough to woman up to that fact. Tommy a.k.a Dj Ghost is my bf and not just a fu-bf we live together..sleep together...eat together we are a couple have been for going on 3 years, and the past week I have been out of line with some females on their relationship with him . I have trust issues not going to get into why but I do ..the point

Dont Tell Me You're Sorry Cuz You're Not When You Know You're Only Sorry You Got Caught [:
So, to everyone who wants to know the whole story, here it is. As you all know, me and timmy have been dating for like a month now. Been "talking" for 3 months, and been "best friends" for over a year. Last night, i was talking to my friend, n he mentions to me that his girlfriend knows Timmy. So, me n her get to talking, n she starts telling me all this shit about RACHEL. Now, you guys that know me and know the whole story about rachel, you know why i flipped. For those of you that dont, timmy told me that rachel was his best friend of 8 years and nothing more. Well, his friend tells me that rachel is actually his girlfriend but he claims his ex....and that they live and sleep together. He told me he's sorry he fucked up but he didnt tell me b/c he didnt want this to happen. Well, if you didnt want it to happen, should've been upfront with me & told me the truth from the beginning! & then, i get an email from his ex fiancee saying that he is definately a playa, and that he cheated on

The Top Ten Reasons Why Boys Suck, Well... Some Of Them.
**Disclaimer... To all of my dearly beloved friends with weiners, I am not talking about you, if I were, I'd have punched you in the scrot already... Mark, even though I ninja kicked you there, I am also not talking about you... Just don't make me show you that I can get out of a standing leg grab, and your nuts will be safe and sound, and not throbbing. Love ya! 10. Why do boys think that girls want to marry / live with every boy they meet? I just fucking met you, you bitch... Don't tell me that you imagine what it would be like to come home to me every night... Creepy bastard! 9. Really? You're going to get pissed and jealous if I don't answer a fucking text message two seconds after you send me one? Are you shitting me? Freakazoid! 8. Sometimes girls are just looking to hook up too, not everyone wants a boyfriend, especially if it's a stupid boy, so don't tell me that you want to be my boyfriend after we've been hanging out for an hour, unless you want a

Untitled
In a few months, It will be three years for us. It has been hard. It has been troubling and painful. But today, now, and in the future Life with you is better than ever! We have a daughter, a beautiful daughter, And now we are on our way to number two! A growing family, A love growing stronger. Who could have asked for anything better? My life is golden, I am happy as ever! If I were granted once wish, I wish for nothing at all! The reason is this; I have everything that I have ever wanted and needed and that is all!

Falling Friendship
Falling Friendship (3/23/09) It seems you find a new friend, And soon after, You kick the old ones to the wind. We have been through thick and thin Good and bad I would have been there until the end. And around she comes, Good bye I go. Tis the end of us At least that’s how it seems. A text every day, that’s how it used to be. And it’s been a week ago today. I guess I am easy to forget. After all, I am not living the life you wish I had. A family, a child, school and all. So far apart, our friendship does fall!

Heart And Soul
a soul can be beaten bloodied battered and torn to shreds by the cruelty of others but look deep within it is still there just as your heart it may be hidden behind walls of pain and anguish but when the right person comes along they can mend any broken heart even the most shattered one a patch is all it needs to be whole again dont ever feel you cant be one again just know i am here for you now

Where Were You When The Lights Went Out?
“And the LORD said unto Moses, Go in unto Pharaoh: for I have hardened his heart, and the heart of his servants, that I might show these my signs before him:” The first verse of the tenth chapter of Exodus, if you knew nothing of what had happened before, might leave you with the impression that the LORD doesn’t care if people suffer. That couldn’t be further from the truth, but the actions of Pharaoh and his people in Egypt oppressing the children of Israel (and doubtless plenty of other slaves captured in war or traded or otherwise) were so profound and so browbeating that it would take an “act of God” to liberate the LORD’s chosen people. Moses’ appearances in this, one of five books attributed to him, has been less than we may have expected during the confrontation between God and Pharaoh – ultimately, this turns out to be a competition between the LORD their [Israel’s] God and Pharaoh who was attributed to be a god. Sometimes in order to be broken and become humble, we have t

Stop The Room, I'd Like To Get Off
This plague isn't going away. What was a sinus infection turned into a nasty smokers hack, which is inexplicable, as I don't smoke. I was up at 1 a.m. choking on air. Seriously, I couldn't take a breath without hacking a lung up. I woke up this morning to a spinning room without having a hang over, which is definitely a first. I've been dizzy ever since. I feel like I have the flu, minus the puking and fever. It's an odd sensation. That's all, I just wanted to let you all know that if I end up looking to your left or right when we converse, don't take it personally. I'm just seeing 3 of you. Happy Monday.

Check This Out-she Has Auto's And Bombable Pics:)
SEXUPURPROFILE.COM My 2 year Fu-Anniversary is coming up on March 30th,and I am trying to get closer to Oracle:)I am running Auto's which are still on for 3 hours or so,so please drop by and rate a few pics to help me on my way to Oracle!I always try and return the love as well-all love is appreciated!Much Love and Respect to everyone who has been and is continuing to help me!Love Ya'll! So Click on my pic and Love me hard i like it:)and I love back:)AUTOS ON!!I have 4 big folders of 250 pics that are waiting to be Bombed:) This Pimpout Brought To Fubar By:JoAnna

Make Sure You Read This Out
European Commission has just announced an agreement whereby English will be the official language of the European Union rather than German, which was the other possibility. As part of the negotiations, the British Government conceded that English spelling had some room for improvement and has accepted a 5- year phase-in plan that would become known as "Euro-English". In the first year, "s" will replace the soft "c". Sertainly, this will make the sivil servants jump with joy. The hard "c" will be dropped in favour of "k". This should klear up konfusion, and keyboards kan have one less letter. There will be growing publik enthusiasm in the sekond year when the troublesome "ph" will be replaced wi th "f". This will make words like fotograf 20% shorter. In the 3rd year, publik akseptanse of the new spelling kan be expekted to reach the stage where more komplikated changes are possible. Governments will enkourage the removal of double letters which have always

Let's See If I Got This Straight...
This is a site where it's all about the points...I get that, quite easy to comprehend. But, such is life...it also makes this a "girl" site, if u will. It's no stretch of imagination that men (and more and more women) these days are enamored by the visual. So there's no contest here for men, just a little enjoyment. A women was/is/and always will be a work of art. That being said, the gifts, drinks, and etc. are all for winning this here game, for those who are qualified to compete...ie the girls. For the rest of us...'eh. I believe this is gonna get old real quick, say by summer's end. Unless there are some real time, real life connections that can be made. Online, just as in real life...giving compliments (in any form) becomes redundant after awhile, if for no other reason than just to give them...not only for the one giving them, but just as much to those who recieve.

3/23/09
so I been real sick and thats why I havent been on.I went to ER few days ago and the doc said that the mass in my tummy needs to come out now otherwise he says I only have about 2 months left to live.But Im a wiked clown we dont die so there.No trouble with law and taxes still havent come in grrrrrrrrrr and on the bright side I talked on phone with freak so Im happy ok thats all

Me And My Baby......
RedneckPri...: love u ->RedneckPri...: Okay baby, love u! RedneckPri...: i will be home in a bit ->RedneckPri...: Giggles uncontrolably...... RedneckPri...: i will eat that later ->RedneckPri...: I gotta taco RedneckPri...: i need some damn food ->RedneckPri...: yea RedneckPri...: real ->RedneckPri...: Cool, I miss being alone with u! RedneckPri...: yea ->RedneckPri...: Can we go ridin or something tonight? ->RedneckPri...: But u just said id have u RedneckPri...: i just cant ->RedneckPri...: Then where? RedneckPri...: i know but still ->RedneckPri...: I want outta HL ->RedneckPri...: Y? Allie will have her own room RedneckPri...: i cant move that far ->RedneckPri...: I went yesterday and found a dbl wide i like for 25000 ->RedneckPri...: its in desoto county, she wants 9000 for 3 acres RedneckPri...: y down there ->RedneckPri...: Awwww! Im fixin to go look at 3 acres in byhalia soon RedneckPri...: yea ->RedneckPri...: Do I really RedneckPri...: u have me ->Re

Alone
alone i sit here empty and cold the light beckons me it forces me to be ok hidden away my feelings are showing no emotions is how i feel i have to fight to be alive i have to pertend to care the world has crushed my dreams yet it forces me to be ok i once was alive now i just survive

The Way This Feels
she awakens each morning. opening her eyes from nights slumber. without words of warning breaks the code of number each day begains a new chapter of a story that has no end being cought in the secert rapture listining to the unknown voices calling to her in the wind but fears to answer walking forward into the sunless day motionless....... to ponder or star sadness lurks within with no chance of hope wondering what could have been lacking the strangth to cope she cries in silence afraid someone will hear each tear grows more intence when she is alone and constantly in fear who will save her and at what cost when will she ever be free when all she feels is lost

Here I Sit
My vision clears as a tear leaves my eye Just laying here thinking, 1,000 thoughts in my head I want to get up but I stay here instead My mind feels heavy and so does my chest You've broken my heart, just like all the rest I thought you were different but I was so wrong You set up the games while I played along Now I'm so hurt inside I blink again, a silent tear In my mind I know I shouldn't cry But still I do and here I lie Staring up, wondering where we went wrong How could you break me, I thought I was strong My body feels cold now, more clouds float by My breath has slowed, I don't want to try I don't want to stop what I've already done I've just finished your work, you've probably won You've broken my spirit, my heart, my soul And now I'm dying and no one knows Someone will do to you what you did to me And they'll break your heart, you wait and see Maybe you'll know why I acted that way Why I was

Were Is Love
LOVE IS HERE LOVE IS THERE LOVE IS EVERYWHERE YOU JUST HAVE TO LOOK AROUND AND SEE THAT ITS JUST NOT IN YOU AND ME ITS THE WIND BLOWING A KYTE AND THE KIDS LAUGHING WITH DELIGHT ITS A COUPLE WALKING DOWN THE STREET AND PEOPLE DANCING TO THE BEAT THE BEAT OF LIFE ITS THE SOUND OF THE WAVES CRASHING ON THE SHORE IT CAN EVEN BE THE SOUND OF SOMEONE CLOSING A DOOR ITS THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME ITS IN ALL THAT I LOOK AROUND AND SEE CUZ LOVE CAN BE HERE LOVE CAN BE THERE BUT I KNOW THAT LOVE IS EVERYWHERE ©SMS 2007

For Mom
You lifted my spirit. You opened my eyes. You spreeded my wings You tought me to fly. You showed me a smile. You showed me a tear. You showed me that theres nothing to fear. You gave me hope. You gave me peace. You gave me something I expected least. The power to learn. The power to succeed. The wisdom and knowledge there is in me.

Words
whether spoken on a phone face to face in a crazy chat room your brain my tell you this isnt reality but your heart becomes treacherous when words become involved it seems to win over your brain alot words are a double edged sword they can cut even the most solid person you would be lying to yourself to say it dont do you get mad the phone chuck it across a room do you find yourself yelling at the pc screen admit it i know i have given the screen the bird alot hefting it out the window late one night that was me words can lend you the support you need on your darkest days can be the warmth you need the laugh you never thought would come again the saving grace when you felt you were condemned for being you the light at the end of the tunnel when you felt you reached your wits end there are times when those words touch your heart enrich your soul enrapture you till common sense leaves you find yourself craving them dying when you dont get t

Love Me Always
Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new, Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue, Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown, Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down. Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad, Love me when I'm good, or when I'm oh so bad, Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain, Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain. Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun, Love me always darlin', after all is said and done, Love me always darlin', until all our life is through, Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you

Jay Kubassek Carbon Copy Pro
Jay Kubassek Carbon Copy Pro Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? The headlines read $250,000 first year income potential. Type in almost any keyword about making money online or a homebased business and you will have two, three or more of these "carbon copy" ads to choose from. What is Carbon Copy Pro? Who is Jay Kubassek? Jay is currently part of the executive committee of Wealth Masters International. He has had internet success in the last three years and has established Carbon Copy Pro as "the" system to automate wealth generation online. Basically, the Carbon Copy Pro system acts as a funnel to generate leads into Wealth Masters International. While this company has some marketing power and name recognition, with a base sticker price of $1995 - $19995 the average person will not become a part of this opportunity. Jay's attempt to create a system that eliminates the human touch is admirable. My opinion is you will always need some follow up as you build your business. Wh

Hurting!
how could you say you love me but you go and leave me how could you say you care if your not going to stay I wish it always rain so you could not see the hurt, pain and tears you gave to me how could you say you love me when you love someone else how could you say I can find somebody else when all I want is you and all I need is you how could you say ill be fine when you made me blue I don’t wanna see your face or anything reminds me of you I don’t wanna be your friend though that’s what I am to you how could you hurt me so bad when all I want is to love and be loved by you

Mondy March 23rd 2009:thoughts
i just keep thinking about how i feel these past few days, playing my ww2 game online and chattin with the guys andgals of the clan i belong to. yesterday i got so pissed off that it just decided to take a much needed break from it and relax. im not that great in it but i do the best ican and it doesnt seem to be that at all. its only a game lol but still i feel like i should have to improve to last the game. That plus i need to get anew modem for my computer this one is outdated and old lol and i think its going to die on me. next month is the only time ican get it and ican make payments on it too since iam a good customer, i have been with these people since 1999..when they were located in Seattle..now they have an office here.

New To Fubar
This is a Great Friend of Mine and She is new to Fubar. So please show her lots of love and make her feel welcome on Fubar. crystal_andrson64@ fubar This bulletin posted by: jade&jaksonsmom,25 To Life,Club Mystic,~ Proudly Owned By TULSA's ANGEL~ Owner Of CHAOS & DJ BAB@ fubar Welcome to Fubar Crystal. I hope that you have fun.

You Know Your Living In 2009......when
1.. You accidentally enter your pin on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3.. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses... 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10... You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee.. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12 You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you ar

Heheheh Got A Mole?
A papa mole, a mama mole, and a baby mole all live together in a little mole hole. One day, papa mole sticks his head out of the hole, sniffs the air and said, 'Yum! I smell maple syrup!' The mama mole sticks her head out of the hole, sniffs the air and said, 'Oh, Yum! I smell honey!' Now baby mole is trying to stick his head out of the hole to sniff the air, but can't because the bigger moles are in the way. This makes him whine, 'Geez, all I can smell is.... MOL-ASSES!

Daddys Girl
you would think daddys greatest treasure would be a rough and ready lil boy just like him but its not its all sugar and spice a perfect lil angel in his eyes thats right daddys greatest treasure will always be no matter how old how far they go away is his baby girl for in his eyes she will always be his sweet lil angel

New Baby!!
I haven't been on fubar for awhile...obviously...I mostly stick to myspace. Newayz...a lot of things have changed...for one, me and my fiance Larry just introduced our first child together into the world on February 28th, 2009. We named him Lane Jordyn Taylor...he is the most precious baby. I uploaded some pictures and will do more soon...I am also on myspace as I mentioned and have a ton of pictures on that site. It is hard to believe that he will be a month old this month He is healthy and happy...Larry is liek a kid with a new toy with Lane!! We are all doing well and hope to set a date for the marriage soon! I will let everyone know when that is! I go back to work in a couple of weeks, I don't know what I will do not being around Lane 24/7 but I think it will be okay. Jade and Jarrod are doing really well. Jade is her usual self and Jarrod is doing a lot better with his speech. He has had a couple of appointments in Columbus, but we're all praying for the best when the results come

Nsfw
You know it is really rude to label pictures that are NSFW when no private parts are showing by the way a chic in a thong is not NSFW if you feel it is not safe for work newsflash dont be playing on the internet at work. oh and another thing if you dont like what is on my site dont look at it and dont log onto me. women are beautiful except for the ugly F#$% that NSFWed me.

To Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice! 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions,Switch to Espresso. 5. In the Memo Field Of All Your Cheques, Write ' For Marijuana. 6. Skip down the hall Rather Than Walk and see how many looks you get. 7. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 8. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is 'To Go'. 9. Sing Along At The Opera. 10. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can't Attend Their Party Because You have a headache. 11. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream 'I Won! I Won!' 12. When Leaving the Zoo, Start Running towards theParking lot, Yelling 'Run For Your Lives! They're Loose!' 13. Tell Your

For You
Preconceived are emotions that predominate my mind the anticipation of your soft lips being one of a kind I want to find you underneath the mistletoe where I can feel your heavenly kiss flow As all the stars in the universe glimmer in comparison the sparkling of your eyes are unlike any horizon Its like christmas everyday I glance at your beauty each moment is cherished with all my sincerity Veritable displays lay on your shoulders to endure All of my love , all of my devotion All of my passion, all of my tenderness You'll grace the inside behind the door The more you see the more you'll understand All for one love , all for you A two way street we ride speeding along with curves and hills to climb finding where we belong Ostracizing the sadness of yesterday Openmindness has led us to a brand new vivid array Like a dipsomanic I can't wait till we osculate till we tempt the hands of time revealing our fate Detailed with favorite sights ,sounds and taste not

You Made Me Feel ....
i thought you savage you thought me uncaring desire has a mind of its own as passion ignites enemies become lovers your hands so strong upon me warm and gentle as they seek a desperate quake begins within me i stand vulnerable and weak no longer can i fight you you imprison my heart my resistence torn ashunder i see only you now in my thoughts and dreams your voice shatters my mind calling me to you i will constantly come running though you arent mine shame i have not a trace your open arms are my safe haven now i cherish this feeling you stirred deep within me my love for you grows stronger each day forgotten are the reasons my heart cried out wild in my chest now beating to rhythm you set there dont abandon me now dont break through my walls to make me feel this only to shy from me now abandon your fears as i have enter the wild become one with me now

Dead Pc 2
weeeeeeeell i found out what's wrong...it's fried.yeppeeee...not. bad part is i can't afford to buy the parts i need.so i still have this pc i borrowed for my classes but only for 3 more week...after that..i don't know... luv u all *sniff*

If You Are Gunna Rate This Blog, Please, Read It Too...xoxoxo
Sup Juggalos, This Sunday I talked a little bit about the Juggalo House Theory. Some of you may remember reading about how the Fellowship Of Juggalos interprets Juggaloism kind of like a House. Family is our basic building block, our foundation. Coming up out of that foundation are the pillars of Individuality, where as each one of us are Individuals and have the right to interpret the Carnival and Faith as we so choose. Bonding this Individuality together is Acceptance which acts like the walls for our proverbial house. Each one of us must Accept each others differences. Our ability to Individually Accept one another for who we are is what holds up the roof of Unity and Strength. I think every Sunday before the actual sermon I would like to share a little bit about FOJ so that Juggalos can make informed decisions on their own. Also, this Sunday I played a controversial song on the air. I played a little bit of Corporate Avenger. I wanted to make sure that ninjas underst

I Don't Do The Whole "forgiveness" Thing
soo her're the thing about me... I have been used, abused, played, fucked over, treated like shit, treated like a princess, abandoned ... pretty much everything you could do to a girl... it's been done to me... you know the thing is all my life... i'm like "oh it's ok" that used to be me they should have named me "oh it's ok" cuz that was how i pretty much approached life. but as of last week.. hahah it took THIS long to get here... no more "oh it's ok" from NOW on it's "no more" i don't want to hear your apologies, I don't wanna know your reasons. I don't wanna know the reasons behind your actions or that somehow it was MY fault. I don't wanna know what drove you to hurt me, or hear how in your past you've had trust issues... and somehow that all falls on me. you are and always will be a dead memory. i won't go look @ your page and miss you, i won't attempt to call, look @ your pics, sb, yim or message you. i am gone. I won't ask our friends how you are or what you're up t

Tommy Needs U Now!!!!! Autos On
Tommy ~ TOMMY~ PRINCE OF PIRATES AKA SLASH married to LIFES A BEACH AND MONICA THE GREAT@ fubar He Has Autos on He is also Fu-Married to the best women on fubar. So show this wonderful man some real fubar love So go rate him hard F/R/A/C/B & Bomb him.... AddictedBy Saving AbelBest Video Codes

Candy
I've never had a cavity or a tooth that was sore Never had what is called a: 'sweet tooth' I leave empty handed from many a candy store Give me the steak instead of a Baby Ruth On Halloween, offer me tricks rather than treats Not to belittle others, it's just not my way I thought I was a man that did not crave sweets Then fate froze me at your candy display It is said that people get wiser as they get older I am happy where fortune has placed her Just as beauty exists in the eye of the beholder Sweetness lies in the tongue of the taster My favorite candy is golden wrapped in a soft and curvaceous veil It's spectacular how, when I look at you, I can feel my heart inhale My favorite candy walks, and talks, and laughs, and can even sing I want you to totally realize all the pleasure and joy that you bring Skin just like cotton candy; it melts in my hand Aroma combines lavender and spearmint You: my Ginger Bread freak, Me: a lucky woman Your sweet

Random Things
My daughter asked today if she could go with myself and her brother to Texas next month. I told her she can't and she'd be bored silly. Well she informed me "Mom, I promise I won't fall off the plane if you take me!" I'm on a dating site, and I'm pretty sure some gangbanger who keeps messaging me on there is using a mugshot. I'd post it, but I kinda fear for my life. Today is my last day to live it up with food. My Wii Fit will arrive via UPS shortly and I'm going to make radical changes in my diet and exercise routine. I no longer can bitch about not having the time because frankly, I have nothing but time anymore. For my final meal I decided to go w/ McDonalds. I got the 10 piece nugget meal w/ my diet coke of course. I ate 4 fries and only 6 of the nuggets. I feel like I failed my last meal

That Much!
Begun at 1st light of the sun Enlarging soon by the moon As it just feeds on my needs A lone ration for my passion It lands when we hold hands It cannot unplug until we hug In a haste to hold your waist I want your touch that much In prayer to stroke your hair The fruit of bliss is your kiss So pleased by your squeeze I want your touch that much The emotions you stimulate are focused and inspired Your four course love leaves me feeling I'm desired You're a magical mix of honey and strong lumber Affirming the fact that you have got my number My mind just befuddled whenever we cuddle All emotions wrestle whenever you nestle Flames can never beat your body's heat I can only win when we're skin to skin Begun at 1st light of the sun Enlarging soon by the moon As it just feeds on my needs I want your touch that much.

Seven Kinds Of Sex
SEVEN KINDS OF SEX Results of a recent research show that there are 7 kinds of sex. The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex.. * This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone, and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. * This is when you have been with your partner for a short time, and you are so needy you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. * This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine, and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex * This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say 'screw you.' The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex. * Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. (Very Popular) The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. * This is when you cannot s

A Dream From Afar
On the breath of the wind, From the grip of the stars, You flew into my life Like a dream from afar In the depths of my darkness, Your heart bled fluid light A gentle voice reached out And held me all through the night My soul has been warmed By the fire in your eyes In my dreams we are one And our love never dies I never thought I'd find a heart So beautiful and true I never knew a dream so sweet Until that dream was you.

Two Way Mirror
A cold interrogation room Is not intended for sharing of the heart Although we reveal as much by written and spoken language. I wonder long what must have happened to you I know now why But am even more confused. Is what you know of me to you only information gathered. This much you may say you love But when all I hear is silence No affirmation or recognition Just receipts-- that you got it. How do I know you love me. And so how can I return love If I do not even know if it is there Or if I am told where Then why. Where thoughts go energy flows... How can I give love to you If I only know I am in a room Under observation by you, Is safety worth it. One day in panoramic vision You will know The day we find out Who are true family, friends And true loves are. When you receive your panoramic vision Will you be able to say then "I was a good brother"... Your friends will not know you love them Unless you not only tell them But express

Without Goodbyes
A lifetime filled with cheating hearts, all echo from my past, The "promise trues" and "I love you’s," each one was meant to last. So fine this line of sharing, built with honesty and trust, Each vow now left inside my head, to slowly gather dust. I struggle to tomorrow, searching hope, yet walking blind, While broken dreams, and silent screams, play re-runs in my mind. I try to shake, each past mistake, and meet what lies ahead, While hearing cold reminders of these promises once said. It’s hard to feel, what’s wrong from real, when shadows dim the light, I close my eyes and dream a dream of heaven every night. Is all I know, this history I hold a guiding hand? These scars I show, a lesson that I yet don’t understand? Another day awaits me, in this life I call my own, A cruel delay frustrates me, as I face this world alone. Let words once said, and tears long shed, rest peaceful in this heart, I know the pain of love in vain,

So
Here, with my coffee and thoughts as the fresh breeze blows in from the beautiful outdoors. I'm all up in my head today, caught in fanciful ideas and ponderings that lead nowhere. Last night I dreamt I was on a subway. Swaying in the screeching car, lights flickering in my eyes, sedate strangers seeing through me. The train emerged from the tunnel, glittering sunlight revealed to me the landscape of my hopes and desires. The paradise of my mind. Stared in awe as we sped past, ran for the doors as the train screamed to a halt, stepped out in the crisp salt air of a seaside town that had waited for me my entire life. Threw my head back, closed my eyes, breathed deep, and I was back in the tunnel. The seat hard beneath me, stale scent of machinery and determination all around me. Had I missed my stop? What am I doing sitting here... Or had I had a dream, embedded in a dream... So, I woke in a strange mental state. Fixed my coffee. Bathed, shaved. Booted up my Boortz. Checked messa

You
YOU Told all my life: "count your blessings" Well alright, I will, since you insist I will try hard and not miss a thing Starting at the top and go down the list I have good health with all of my limbs Eyes sharp and my hearing is too I walk, talk, and I even run My biggest deficit YOU My mind is open, reasonable, and clear Feelings are real and heart is true Kind, courteous, and polite My deepest void YOU This repeating pattern explains the indentation Barriers are flattened by your deep penetration The area is so obvious where I need to address Let's get back to the blessings, before I digress I am very reliable and true to my word Give respect when respect is due Lavish with assets and time My evident gap YOU Talents and skills, I'll bring to the table Good as most...better than a few Good hands that love work My giant hollow YOU Enough of this; blessings are counted No mystery here or hidden clueI lack the biggest bl

State Laws??? Lmao
What were they thinking when they passed these??? Alabama- It is illegal for a driver to be blindfolded while operating a vehicle. Alaska- It is concidered an offence to push a live moose out of a moving airplane. Arizona- Hunting Camels is prohibited and donkeys can not sleep in bathtubs. Arkansas- Alligators may not be kept in bathtubs. California- No vehicle without a driver may exceed 60 mph. Colorado- Throwing Missles at cars is illegal. Connecticut- In order for a pickle to be concidered a pickle, it must bounce. Delaware- Alcohol may not be served in the same nightclub if dancing is occuring on the premises at the sametime. Florida- Having sexual relations with a porcupine is illegal. Georgia- It is illegal to use profanity infront of a dead body which lies in a funeral home or coroners office. Hawaii- Coins are not allowed to be placed in one's ear. Idaho- It is illegal for a man to give his sweetheart a box of candy weighing less than 50lbs. Illinois- The E

Important Legislation
http://abcnews.go.com/video/playerIndex?id=7148603 There is the link to the video. It won't embed. Fla. Congresswoman Pushes Cancer Legislation After Surviving Own Battle Rep. Debbie Wasserman Schultz Wants Women Young Women to Pay Heed to Breast Cancer By IMAEYEN IBANGA March 23, 2009 — Rep. Debbie Wasserman Schultz, D-Fla., introduces new federal legislation today that calls for a national breast-cancer education campaign that targets women between the ages of 15 and 39. The bill holds special significance for the 42-year-old because she quietly and successfully battled breast cancer in the past year. Schultz's Breast Cancer Education and Awareness Act focuses specifically on young women. "Young women do think we're invincible; and we don't think about it," Schultz said on "Good Morning America" today. "And it will focus on educating physicians. So many times physicians blow off a young woman when she comes in with symptoms or warning signs because they don'

Monday March 23, 2009
Sunday re-cap Sunday was a great day. Woke up around 7:00am; had a bagel with a little bit of peanut butter, and my black coffee. Then for a mid-morning snack I had a banana, and a orange. Then I went on a picnic at Shelby Bottoms, and had a turkey sandwich with low fat mayo and a salad with fat free Italian dressing. Then after that I went on a 10 mile walk. I went to Save-A-Lot, and got most of the stuff on the grocery list from P90X. I didn’t make the salsa chicken yet because it was to late when I got home. I ended up making chicken salad with fat free mayo, celery, onions, and pepper. I toasted some whole wheat bread, and had the chicken salad sandwich, a fruit cup, and a fat free strawberry/ banana yogurt. That is all I had, for the day, and didn’t do any workout since today is P90X day one. Today I feel great, and strong. It really helped doing a few workouts before this day because it took like 4 days for my legs to get the soreness out! I hi

Sunday March 22, 2009
Recap of Saturday Alright, today was a very good day for me! I woke up had a bagel with a little bit of peanutbutter with my black coffee. Then for a snack around 10 I had a bananna, and for lunch I had my left over Talapia fish from last night. I cleaned out my truck then went to the drive-in theater in Franklin. Mall Cop, and Taken were playing. Taken was awesome! Highly recomended! Oh before I went to the drive-in I went to Franklin Steak House, and had a salad with thousand island (which I probably shouldn't have had), 12oz Ribeye, and greenbeans. I only ate half the steak, and cut off as much fat as I could see. Then I got home about 12:30, and did the X Stretch, and I tell you what an hour of stretching, and I am soooo relaxed right now! I am not very flexible, but I am going to work on it. I could feel me starting to stretch more and more the better my breathing got. So in all it was a good day, and right now it's 1:30 am, and I am going to jump in the shower, and

Friday March 20, 2009
Ouch Well let’s see. Today my legs are killing me from the other day's workout! Last night I did the chest and back only half way through just to get a taste. I am sure I will be sore from that too tomorrow! It was a real good work out with lots of push-ups and pull-ups! Last night after work I had to go and get my son (played hooky from class), so I ate like normal all day then at 6 Drew and I went to Chick-fil-A. I had the side salad with fat free honey mustard, and a chicken salad sandwich. It was GOOD! I don't know how many calories or grams of fat are in it, but I am sure I am still within my limits. The only way you are going to get results from working out is to eat right. Your body needs these nutrients for the workout, and recovery. The only way that I found to keep eating right, and sticking to it is to keep a journal. This blog here will be my journal for the next 94 days. I hope it will motivate some people, and hope some people keep me motivated! Th

Thursday March 19, 2009
7:04 AM March 19, 2009 - Thursday Pre-P90X Well it is 4 days before I start the program. I am pretty stoked to start it. Last night I wanted to get a little taste of what I have coming to me, so I started out the Plyometrics CD. It is mostly a jumping exercise, and I tell you what...I am way out of shape!! I couldn't finish the CD. I have been eating really good for the past year or so, and have been trying to be even better this past week. I take vitamins daily. I take Acai berry, L-Carnitine, and a multi-vitamin. This program comes with a whole nutrition plan from what to eat, and when. Also comes with recipes that look pretty good. Yesterday I ate a package of oatmeal with flax seeds and a handful of raisins ; a grapefruit and orange for a snack. Lunch I had a Healthy Choice Cafe Steamer (I shop at Sam's club, so I buy in bulk) then for a snack I had a orange and apple, then for dinner I had another Cafe Steamer. I try to eat my dinner at 5:00 right befo

Support Our Troops
As a 36 year old guy who can't be in the service is proud to support our troops deployed by playing mil sim airsoft and helping with the cause, The Wounded Warrior Project. I, as well as other mil sim players are doing what we can to help and support our troops by donating money to this very important project. My wife tells me that if I could be a solider, I would be a good dang soldier. Which I replied, if I only could be a good dang soldier. My heart goes out to those of you who either has a soldier deployed or a wounded warrior. Thank you!

Angels
Jacob wrestled the angel, and the angel was overcome. Bono, U2, Rattle and Hum With the tremendous interest in angels these days, it is not surprising that they are becoming frequent characters in dreams as well. Pictures of angels, stories of angels, and a popular spirituality of angels have put the images and imaginations of angels in our collective unconscious. The word angel literally means messenger. Often, delivery of a particular message in the dream is the role filled by these beings. As the needs arise, they may provide additional help to the dreamer beyond simply delivering information. Since so many religions and contemporary worldviews have made room for angels in their view of the universe, this topic needs to be broken down a little more. Jung had room in his worldview for spirit guides. These were apparitions that shared both knowledge and insight. This insight came as dialogue. Consequently, the Jungian angel was something of a spiritual mentor. Religious

Politicians
In the media age, dreaming of things political is becoming more frequent. Since we are often exposed to the intimate details of public figures' lives, we feel we know them, even if we only know about them. Consequently, we work these figures into our dream lives when events in our lives seem to empathize with what we know of public figures. Often, politicians, like celebrities, pop into our dreams for no reason other than the fact that we are bombarded with images of them on a daily basis. What may be important, though, is your waking-life perceptions of the politician who appears in your dream.

Compass
Dreams about a compass, the universal symbol of direction, often involve either getting back on track or trying to discern what course should be set for the path ahead. Or the compass may have been found or given to you by a mentor figure of some kind. Checking out the mentor and her or his relationship to you should be a central concern of the dream.

Lusting For Love
*The Sweet Taste Of Love* The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of

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Spotlight Bay-bee
that pierced chick aka pvt. cupcake *hearts* joe dirt!! owned by the amazing zwallyzool@ fubar This really awesome girl needs your help making the spotlight. Every little bit helps, and as we all know, the spotlight prices are getting downright ridiculous. So, if you luvers me lots and lots, go help her out. hugs-n-kisses, bunny

Exactly Where I Wanna Be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Folks, I'm in a tough spot because I'm being told I'm gonna probably have to leave here, NC, where I currently am but I dont want to and I'd do anything to stay or more specifically, anything to keep Janice with me in person. I'm NEVER giving her up because she's EVERYTHING in life to me and I know that God put me here to find her and to be with her always and so, thats EXACTLY what I'm gonna be regardless of the circumstance but since having been here in NC for the last week, I have had THE BEST WEEK OF MY ENTIRE FUCKIN LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE NEVER BEEN HAPPIER AND ITS BECAUSE IVE BEEN HERE WITH HER IN PERSON AND GETTIN TO HOLD AND KISS AND BE WITH MY BABY ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dunno what to do about this situation as to where I am cuz its out of my hands no matter what I do but I JUST KNOW THA

Read Them And Laugh
Is it rude for a deaf person to talk (sign) with their mouth full of food? If girls with large breasts work at Hooters, then do girls with one leg work at IHOP? If, in a baseball game, the batter hits a ball splitting it right down the center with half the ball flying out of the park and the other half being caught, what is the final ruling? Is "vice-versa" to a dyslexic just plain redundant?....HAHA How does Freddy Kruger wipe his butt? On Gilligan's Island, how did Ginger have so many different outfits when they were only going on a 3 hour tour?....Really!....LAME! If K.F.C Stands for Kentucky Fried Chicken, Why do they play sweet home Alabama on the comercials? If people with one arm go to get their nails done, do they pay half price? If you had a three story house and were in the second floor, isn't it possible that you can be upstairs and downstairs at the same time? Can a hearse carrying a corpse drive in the carpool lane? If a king is gay and marrie

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Poetry
The Road Not Taken Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth. Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same. And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. Robert Frost

Poetry
Crossing the Bar Sunset and evening star And one clear call for me! And may there be no moaning of the bar, When I put out to sea, But such a tide as moving seems asleep, Too full for sound and foam, When that which drew from out the boundless deep Turns again home. Twilight and evening bell, And after that the dark! And may there be no sadness of farewell, When I embark; For though from out our bourne of Time and Place The flood may bear me far, I hope to see my Pilot face to face When I have crossed the bar Alfred Lord Tennyson

For...um..someone
I don't know what I've done Or if I like what I've begun But something told me to run And honey you know me it's all or none There were sounds in my head LIttle voices whispering That I should go and this should end Oh and I found myself listening 'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should 'Cos she will love you more than I could She who dares to stand where I stood See I thought love was black and white That it was wrong or it was right But you ain't leaving without a fight And I think I am just as torn inside 'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should 'Cos she will love you more than I could She who dares to stand where I stood And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call You meant more to me than anyon

Oral
I often enjoy taking time out to read a good book, magazines and sex stories though I've only ever read random parts of romance novels. You see I have a problem with the way sex is portrayed in those stories. I recently read an interview with a former Harlequin Romance Copy Editor, which explained a lot about the way the book house works and what they require in the novels they publish. It's forbidden to use words such as "pussy" "cocksucker" "jism" "wang" "cunt" "slit" "pubic hair" "pussy lips" "semen" and "urinate." It's no wonder so many women are too embarrassed to talk dirty! Given the fact that a Harlequin romance novel is sold every five seconds, and mostly to women, I find the way they handle sex a little disturbing. What particularly disturbs me is, while oral practically never happens in these books, even if it does, the guy NEVER cums. Not only is oral rare - when it does happen, the men usually stop the women halfway through so they can have sex, which is alm

Because Your My Friend
When you are sad,………….I will get you drunk and help you plot revenge against the scum sucking bastard/bitch who made you sad. When you are scared,……… I will laugh at you and tease you about it every chance I get. When you are worried,………I will tell you how much worse it could be and to quit complaining. When you are confused,……..I will use little words to explain it to your dumb ass. When you are sick………I will hold your hair while you pay homage to the porcelain God. When you fall……I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath……………I pledge till the end. Why you may ask?…………..Because you’re my friend.

Sexy
SB convo ->almostfamo...: lol, no, i can do better , but dont want to waste my energy on ..mentally handicapped people almostfamo...: that's just sad that's he best u could come up with. ->almostfamo...: btw, you are wearin PJs, four eyes ->almostfamo...: its your job to throw your cock out there? where? i hope It doesnt fall on me ->almostfamo...: lmao, does your butt hurt THAT bad? almostfamo...: lol, yeah cuz guys love SCARY ASS girls. don't flatter yourself, it's a guys JOB to throw that out there. actually you're a little too ethnic for me ->almostfamo...: and I am sure my attitude gets me to more places than your cock ->almostfamo...: you said that you would fuck me badly ->almostfamo...: i did read that almostfamo...: can u read??? wow, I bet that attitude gets u places ->almostfamo...: that is not a very good self promotion ->almostfamo...: and you are tellin me that you are a bad fuck?? ->almostfamo...: i would love to fuck you too, with a ru

A Woman’s Random Thoughts
Skinny people piss me off! Especially when the say things like, “You know sometimes I forget to eat.” Now, I have forgotten my address, my mother’s maiden name, and my keys. But I’ve never forgotten to eat. You have to be a special kind of stupid to forget to eat. A friend of mine confused her valium with her birth control pills. She had 14 kids, but she doesn’t give a damn. They ;keep telling us to get in touch with our bodies. Mine isn’t all that communicative but I heard from it the other day after I said, “Body, how’d you like to go th the six o’clock class in vigorous toning?” Clear as a bell my body said, “listen bitch. . . do it and die.” The trouble with some women is that they get all excited about nothing (and then they marry him.) I( read this article that said the typical symptoms of stress are eating too much, smokingtoo much, impulse buying, and driving too fast. Are they kidding? That is my idea of a perfect day. I know what Victoria’s secret i

Karaoke Contest
A while back, my friend Mr. Adorable encouraged me to enter a Karaoke contest here on fubar, by Radio Show X. I was just informed that my entry has made it to the Semi Finals. I'm surprised, and delighted. Process goes: First Round Semi Finals Finals Please wish me luck everyone. I might get a nifty Ben Franklin out of it. Here is a link to the main fu-page: http://fubar.com/user/1677524

Writing A Book
So many of you guys have suggested I write a book, so I am going to do just that and self publish it too. I will print it off here and it will include a autographed picture and I will kiss each picture with lipstick too. Along with the book there will be a CD with me reciting a few of my stories on the CD so you can hear me reading the stories and tell you just how nasty I can be. Would you like a book?

Guilty Feelings
"Guilt draws much of it's power over us from the fact that most of us have a real difficulty telling appropriate guilt from undeserved guilt. We believe that if we're feeling guilty it's always because we've done something bad. Here is a list to determining if you should feel guilty: Is what you did or want to do malicious? Is what you did or want to do cruel? Is what you did or want to do abusive? Is what you did or want to do insulting, belittling, or demeaning? Is what you did or want to do truly harmful to the other person's well being? If you answer yes to any of these questions, the guilt you're feeling is appropriate as long as it creates feelings of remorse, and not self hatred. Take a look at what is making you feels resentful and stressed out . "WHERE IS IT WRITTEN" ____ (name) assumes/expects/demands that I will do an action for them. "WHERE IS IT WRITTEN that everyone else's needs are more important than mine. These seeming immutable rules, which a

Published Writer??
Okay so my interviews have been published, Popular Underground Magazine out of Chicago, but it's online and I didn't get paid. I emailed my Disturbed interview from last year and my recently transcribed DJ Skribble, which I formatted in the preferred article style with quotes thrown in to Military Times Magazine. Interesting enough, I received the email address from one of my interview subjects. Anyways, I received an email this morning from their senior staff writer. He is passing on my writing to the editor. So far so good! Hope everyone is having a great Monday.

Nice Guys Delima
First there are people that are not co-dependant that like to give. Why it empowers or gives them joy. The proverbal nice guy is one of these. But what is he to do. He attracts only needy women, women that are broken and who's lives are a wreak. So they put on their suit of armor and return from the battle defeated. The reason being enabling a needy person does not impower them but does strip them of their ability to grow. The more of a wreck they are the more a disaster their life the more reasons to give and give again. Now the empowered woman has no need of a giving person she got that job on her own, got that house on her own has a job, has a kickin bod for she takes care of self. She does not need a man to grant her every wish to do things for her and actually resents him. Also there are some woman who are offended by a male helping in a role they see as for a female though they are unwilling to do the task. This promotes gender biasas one person expects the other person t

Harm
Would we harm another if we knew the damage we are doing. At the moment of hurting another we think we are right they are wrong, they deserve it or we deserve the right to harm. But if we saw the damage we incur to another that lasts beyond the seconds it takes to say them but in the days years and livetimes that are affected. Would you say that harmful word if you knew that later on they might choose a better choice for them but are to afraid. Would you say that harmful word if you knew it strengthened the batrrier they would place before their family and children.

Anger
The angry part is always about you. It doesn't matter how right you think you are. It doesn't matter how in the right you may actually be. If you are the one always gettting mad, then you are not the sensitive person or the thoughtful person or the careful person or the loving person. You are just the person who is yelling all the time and slamming things.

Truckers Are Interesting People
My BF Ken, through the course of training and being trained, has run into some rather bizarre, and sometimes interesting people. The first guy who trained him, Mr. D., is one of the most interesting people so far. Mr. D. drove for the carnivals for 10 years, living the life of a gypsy. Before that, he spent 3 months backpacking in Europe, and he also took a month off recently just to get in more practice flying an airplane so he can get his flight instructor's license. Suffice it to say, Mr. D has a lot going for him, and he's all of 29! I digress. Mr. D. called up Ken the other day to tell him he found a baby kitten last week. He was pulled over at a truck stop and heard it mewing from beneath an empty storage container. He felt sorry for the poor thing, and fed it some lunch meat. The kitten then followed him to his truck, and even though its against company policy to have an animal on the rig, he took the kitten with him anyway. He bought it food, and litter, and r

Just Another Poem..
KARMA by Phyllis V. Du'Gas Saturday, March 26, 2005 Not rated by the Author. "What goes around will come back" Life is filled with currents At different times and degrees Like the swaying of a tree Like the tide to the sea Like the love you found in me Words written and spoken To my heart you brought sorrow It was all a lie when you promised me tomorrow You were never free To follow through or plan You belong to another You’re somebody else’s man You can’t have your cake And eat it too I’m not your baby And I’m not your boo This woman deserves more than good times and lust You breached my trust There’s no need to cuss We all have to live with our Karma

Do You Ever Feel?
Do you ever feel you wish you could start over and remember all the boo boo's you made along the way . And could actually change them. Do you ever feel no matter how hard you try and make friends, you still miss the mark Do you wish your friends and family respected all that you do for them and just really wish that they could just say thank you just once? Do you feel as hard as you try and try to keep up with the bills, put food on the table, and just want something to go right and yet it doesnt Well peeps thats exactly how I feel right now. I feel like no matter how hard I try and do all the right things, its never good enough. I feel like a complete failure, and I dont know what or were to go or who to talk to or perhaps find a lucky charm that will alter all this negative bull shit. I try and keep a open mind and I try to look at the good things that do come my way which is slim to none. I dont want to burden any one with my depression and sadness and

It Guidelines For End Users
1. When a tech support person says he's coming right over, log out and go for coffee. It's no problem for us to remember 2700 network passwords. 2. When you call us to have your computer moved, be sure to leave it buried under half a ton of postcards, baby pictures, stuffed animals, dried flowers, bowling trophies and Popsicle art. We don't have a life, and we find it deeply moving to catch a fleeting glimpse of yours. 3. When a tech support person sends you an e-mail with high importance, delete it at once. We're probably just testing out the public groups. 4. When a tech support person is eating lunch at his desk, walk right in and spill your guts out and expect him to respond immediately. We exist only to serve and are always ready to think about fixing computers. 5. When a tech support person is at the water cooler or outside having a smoke, ask him a computer question. The only reason why we drink water or smoke at all is to ferret out all those users who don't have email

Someone To Love
i just want to say a few things about the word love..it is all fake and lies....how does a women say she loves you and turn around and bring another man home right in front of your eyes....and still have the balls to say i love you give me a kiss and hug...tells you she will call you later and ends up sleeping with the other guy... the one i am talking about is on this site and she knows who i am talking about...i have been in and out of her life for two years or so but it has been my worse two years that i have dated a women...i have been with some wrong women in my life but this one takes the cake and i can say i am done with it ....so love is not worth the heartaches that comes with it because when you fall in love they use it as a tool....so love stinks i'll just start a new 4 f club thing...

A Question About Real Friends
Friends always seem to make you happy when you are down. Friends make you feel good when they are around. I'm glad I have a lot of people that I can call friends, Because without them this world would be something I wouldn't want to be around. For all of you who think you have friends here's a little tip. To know and have a friend means: To open your heart and expand your mind, because a friend will be there when you need them, and when you don't. They won't pull any punches when it comes to the truth of what you are doing. They will let you know when you are acting stupid. They will let you cry and not say a word or put you in check when you need it the most. A friend is someone you can count on when it seems the world is coming to an end, but will be there when you make accomplishment and cheer you on. With that being said I have a couple questions for you.... Do you have a real friend? Are you a real friend to someone? Before you answer, sit back and really

Don't We All Bleed The Same Color
When your heart gets hurt do you not cry. When you are praised do you not feel good inside. When you are down sometimes you want to be alone. When you are happy you want to be involved. When you are confused sometimes you feel dumb. When you are convinced no one can prove you wrong. It's amazing that you can have so many different feelings and have so many different moods. Knowing not everyone feels or acts the same way you do in those situations but they do feel or act that way sometime. The differences in people are like night and day. One is happy and sunny, the other miserable and dark. Everyone has their own thing, thats what makes us different. It doesn't matter what color, religion, ethnic background, sex, or anything we all bleed red and have feelings

Fantasy World
In a fantasy world life is all peaches and cream. Everyone loves one another and there is no war. You don't have to lock your doors at night. And you always have the people you want are you around. You always have a smile on your face and love and peace in your heart. Unfortunatly, we do not live in a fantasy world. We all go through trials and tribulations. Alot of the time it feels as if we are in hell. You get hurt either emotionally, physically, or mentally. But we always seem to bounce back with a vengence. Stronger, more knowledgeable, and more careful. This is to all the people who live in a fantasy world. W A K E UP!!! Live life to the fullest and emerse yourself in the real world. You only get one shot so make the best of it. Smell the roses and look at the sky. Because you never know when it may be the last time you ever see, your kids, husband, mom, dad, sister, brother, best friend, or yourself. We will love and loose in life, but we all

Wealth Masters International Carbon Copy
Wealth Masters International Carbon Copy Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? I’ve been associated with Carbon Copy Pro for the past 8 months and my experience with this online business opportunity has been nothing short of excellent. This program is not only easy to learn, but also, fun to do. CCPro is a premier home based online money making program giving serious entrepreneurs the ability to earn a realistic six figure first year income. What’s really nice about this online business program is that no special skills or employment background are necessary to succeed and earn profits. It’s also a business that can be conducted from anywhere in the world. I’ve been involved with online business opportunities for the past 2-3 years, and prior to that, I was involved in real estate investments. In order to make substantial profits in the real estate market, a lot of factors come into play. Market demand, interest rates, geographic location, timing and just plain luck are some of

Where Would You Be?
WHERE WOULD YOU BE IF YOU HAD ALL THE MONEY YOUR HEART DESIRES? IF YOU HAD NO WORRIES? IF YOU CAME HOME AND THE FINEST MEAL IS AWAITING YOU? IF YOUR BATH WATER HAD BEEN RUN? IF YOU HAD THE PERFECT KIDS? IF YOUR PARTNER WAS AWAITING YOU, WITH OPEN ARMS AND KISSES? SO, WHERE WOULD YOU BE? . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . HELLOOooo!!!!!!!!! . . . . . . . . . . . . YOU'D BE IN THE WRONG F$CKING HOUSE,THATS WHERE YOU'D BE!

Dream (poem I Wrote)
When you dream your imaginations is at its best. Dream of enlightment, love, and romance. Dream of enchantment, fantasy, and things that cannot be. When you open your eyes and the light is what you see. Remember your dream and things you would like to be. You never know Some day It could be.

Ladies (i Think You Will Like This)
ladies One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweatshirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, "University of Oklahoma." And they say blondes are dumb... A couple is lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." The woman replies, "I'll miss you..." "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?" "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. He said - Shall we try swapping positions tonight? She said - That's a good idea... you stand by the ironing board while I sit on the sofa and fart. Q: What do you call an intelligent, good looking, sensitive man? A: A rumor A man and his wife, now in their 60's, were celebrating the

Water Vs Wine
Water vs. Wine _ It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we will have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop! However, we do not run that risk when drinking WINE (or rum, whiskey,vodka, beer or other liquors) because alcohol has to go through a distillation process of boiling, filtering and fermenting and also alcohol kills the Escherichia coli bacteria. WATER = Poop WINE = HEALTH It is better to drink wine and talk shit than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information; I am doing it as a public service.

Wife Solves Problem
When I was married 30 years, I took a look at my wife one day and said, "Honey, 30 years ago, we had a cheap apartment, a cheap car, slept on a sofa bed and watched a 10 inch black and white TV, but I got to sleep every night with a hot 25 year old blonde. Now, we have a nice house, nice car, big bed and plasma screen TV, but I'm sleeping with a 55 year old woman. It seems to me that you are not holding up your side of things." My wife is a very reasonable woman. She told me to go out and find a hot 25 year old blonde, and she would make sure that I would once again be living in a cheap apartment, driving a cheap car, sleeping on a sofa bed, and watching a 10 inch b & w TV..! Aren't older women great! They really know how to solve your mid-life crisis...

Real Friend Test
REAL FRIEND TEST ! This is GOOD..I expect it back too! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps herself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his/her address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend thinks the friends

What A Real Man Would Say
Went to the doctor for my yearly physical. The nurse starts with certain basics. How much do you weigh?" she asks. "115," I say. The nurse puts me on the scale. It turns out my weight is 150. The nurse asks, "Your height?" "5 foot 8," I say. The nurse checks and sees that I only measure 5' 5-1/2". She then takes my blood pressure and tells me it is very high. "Of course it's high!" I scream, "When I came in here I was tall and slender! Now I'm short and fat!" She put me on Prozac. (What a bitch)

Anal Blog!
Ladies and gentlemen of all ages (over eighteen! If you are underage, please get out!), prepare yourselves for a shock: I actually wrote an anal blog! Aren't you proud of me? You know you are. I'm a flake, I'll admit it. Now, shall we high-tail it on to the blog? (Expect a butt-load -ha- of goofy hiney jokes, please. I'm in a silly mood tonight.) Over the last few months I have had at least five different people ask me questions about anal sex. What am I, the anal sexpert??? Having received all these questions makes me think that the rest of you good people are probably more curious about anal than you let on, hence the how-to blog you're reading. I know that at least one of you is secretly fascinated with it! (coughCornycough) SO, in light of y'all's fascination, I mean, curiosity about backdoor pleasures, here we go… First of all, let's look at the logistics of anal sex: Fit. Tab A is (usually) much bigger than Slot B and Slot B is going to have to do som

Love Is It Real?
i watched twilight this weekend and fell in love with the movie could love like that be real? the kind of love where you cant wait to see each other.and when your apart all you think about is them? id like to hope its real and out there.but im 41 and ive not found nothin like that ever! but i will not give up!! its out there and i am going to find it!!! wish me luck on this very hard task!

Not Forgotten
I was married and my Wife passed away from colon cancer... I did everything i could to be the best husband possible and i wish that the children still had there mother here with me to raise them. She was a wonderful mother and just had this influenc upon people within the first few moments of meeting them. I was working for a restaurant corporation learning to be a corporate trainer and was gone for 2 weeks at a time and the first weekend that i got back home i took her out and sang the song that is in this video for her. It was the longest time till now that i had ever been away from my family. i hope you enjoy the video. I miss you baby

Remembering Those Who Have Passed.
It is my believe that we all have lost someone in our life or at least know of someone who has lost someone in their life. It doesn't seem fair, that they are taking away from us. Although it's sad to lose someone and even it hurts us. For me I try like hell to remember the good things about those I've lost in my life. I won't lie though... It's trying and often painful, because I wish they were still here with us. But then again, I know they are in a better place and that alone is comforting to know. I was pretty young (4 1/2 years old) when we lost my Uncle Curtis. Being young at the time of his passing... I really didn't understand why he wasn't around anymore. Uncle Curtis was autistic. He didn't like being in crowds and was pretty choosy of who he liked. I was one of those who he liked. Because I was a kid who spoke very little. My mother told me more then once, that I was his buddy. We often would watch Mr. Rogers on PBS. My little brother Kody would often pester Uncle Curtis

Tied~
As she had more than once in the past while, Alice wondered if she was crazy for asking her boyfriend to do this. For the longest time she had fantasized about being taken by a complete stranger, and on top of that being unable to do anything about it. She trusted him to pick someone who wouldn’t hurt her, but just the same it could be anyone. It could be one of his friends, one of her co-workers, someone from college, or whoever else he had in mind. And so here she was, waiting in darkness for the stranger. Once again she tried to form a mental picture of her predicament to pass the time. Soft ropes were tied around her wrists and looped around under the bed to secure again around the ankles of her sock feet. No amount of wriggling would get her out of one or the other. Her tight blue jeans showed off her shapely hips and thighs, and the equally tight black shirt was just barely see-through enough to show the outline of her bra. Her ample breasts, thrust out slightly from her arms

A Begining~
I stepped out from the kitchen to the front room, carrying two glasses of wine. “I think you will really like this wine.” I said to Jill, sitting on the couch beside her. After 6 months of dating, I was still mesmerized by her beauty, her spirit, her heart and her soul. She could light up the room with her smile, make me stop and listen to her point of view, make me laugh and be happy that I was alive. She complimented me, she was soft when I was strong. The thing that never seemed to quit amazing me was how she seemed to make all time disappear when I was with her. The candles were burning and I just happened to have Luther Vandross playing on the stereo. I took a sip of my wine and looked into her deep brown eyes. There were times I still couldn’t believe that I had such a wonderful woman in my life, one who cared for me as much as I cared for her. Jill took a drink of her wine and sat closer to me. “I want you to know that the time we have spent together has been wonderful Dou

The Gilligan's Island Sins Detailed
Some people have it in their heads that Gilligan's Island was represenative of the Seven Deadly Sins (I'm one of them) but people have different interpetations of who represents what. For people who know me in the Realworld, they have heard what I am about to type, but for all of you in the Fu-World, here's my who's who of the Seven Deadly Sins and why. 1)Pride (The Professor) - For a guy who can recharge batteries with sea water, make a muscle-powered washing machine and even radiation suits, he sure couldn't build a boat or anything else to get them off the island. It seems to me that he has a little too much Pride in his intelligence. 2)Greed (Mr. Howell) - Quite obviously the easiest pick. Money rules his world. He was going to swim back when he thought he was going to lose his fortune. On an island where surviving is more valuable than paper, he still put cash as his priority. He's Greed personified. 3)Lust (Ginger) - Another Obvious pick, but due to the censors you have

I Never Thought It Would Happen
I thought I would never find a woman who would love me for me. One who would not critize my looks or my size. She is so beautiful inside and out. She is fun to be with. I can spend my just texting or iming her all day. She brightens my day everyday. I have to thank my hubby for introducing us. Without him I would have never know that someone like her existed. I value ever minute I can get with her. I want to thank her for loving me for the way I am.

Carbon Copy Review
Carbon Copy Review Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? People come to the Internet by the scores, looking for ways to make buckets of money, for doing as little as possible. Is it any wonder that so many fail? The fact of the matter is this: network marketing requires work. Or does it? According to the gurus it requires that you buy all their books, videos and what-not, and someday, riches will arrive at your door. The major flaw in the guru plan is that the majority of the people buying and reading their material have absolutely no desire to put the information into action. Why? Because they want to get rich quick, with as little effort as possible. We all know that to make it in a home business opportunity of any kind, the war cry of the successful is, DUPLICATION. Give the same presentation to others that got you to enlist in the opportunity, and the money will come. Well, that's all nice and neat, but very few will actually do this; therefore, those who they do manage to s

Farewell
well fu-ites here it is THAT day is finally here. ALL that have known me or know me know me for who i am...a fun loving flirtatious (extremely so sometimes). To all i am DVUS and i hope after reading all this ...those of my TRUE friends will remain so and stick by my side. SOME of you already know this but yes I am married and have been so over a year. It is not a fact that has been made actively known to EVERYONE....but some of you do know and know who you are. The reason for this lil "secret" was this the marriage i shared with my wife was one of openness and trust and knowing that no matter what....we loved each other. SOME have noticed the "INFAMOUS HAIR CLIPS" in one of my NSFW files and have pointed this out and through a few split ups and minor probs between me and the wife....that was explained away as the "ex".Welll like a fool i carried on this life even AFTER...BEFORE we were married i discovered my GF at the time having online sex and or phone sex with other guys....that wa

Lover's Remains
I guess things are cool still 'cause I ain't dead yet. Rats in the dumpster move thru the beercans sound like small dogs. Her pictures are stuck to a painting, by some dead fuckin' freak. It took me a lifetime to find her, and if the gods give me another lifetime I'll understand her yet... Her pic's don't move or speak, but I still got her voice...in my head. She talks alot again, sometimes her laugh...still so real. She says the thousand things, the one thing I always ignored; this will never leave me... That I had love, and now it's dead. A picture and a piece of tape ain't much, I've learned that lately... but give me one fuckin' day or two lives. I will kill any fucker who will touch or try to take... ...whatevers left

Counterspell
Love's True Power It has been written the smallest amount of love Is greater than any amount of fear. Hate is fear. You are love And I exist to remind you how very brave you are... No matter what they told me Or did to harm me and inflict pain In ultimate reality Their actions were done to themselves For we are all part of each other And one day they will feel that pain. And no this will be not to avenge. Consider this, Does the light socket Punish the person who put their finger into it... Negativity even to the level of evil Only amounts to a shadow cast... by a living thing. One revelation of truth is equivalent to a thousand lies. No matter how many people abandoned me in my lifetime They were no match for just one individual who chose to stay No matter how many people prejudged me You understand The angry mob who carried hate like torches Invading my safety You give m

Cherrybomb Needs You!
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Damsel Needs New Knight
Lady Trickie A Daring Damsel Needs your help with at least ONE rate Bid on Trickie ! Place Your Bid High On tantalizing Trickie show her lots of Love and you could have the honour of owning this delicious cupcake for a month ! Be Kind and Please Repost Made By Skooky (repost of original by ' ☆Skooky☆DJ/Owner Where The Wild Things Are☆owned By Trickie' on '2009-03-23 01:41:19')

Food City 500 At Bristol Motor Speedway.
2:16 p.m. -- GREEN FLAG: Mark Martin gets the Food City 500 under way from Bristol Motor Speedway. Lap 1 -- Mark Martin hangs on the lead the first lap. Lap 3 -- LEAD CHANGE: Ryan Newman moves around Mark Martin to take the lead early. Lap 9 -- Jamie McMurray is working the high line. Halfway back, Michael Waltrip touches Todd Bodine as they race for 20th. Lap 24 -- Ryan Newman puts Sterling Marlin a lap down and starts to catch more slower traffic. Lap 27 -- YELLOW FLAG NO. 1: John Andretti spins in Turn 2 to bring out the caution. Lap 28 -- Leaders head to pit road except for Jimmie Johnson and six other cars near the back: • Kyle Busch gets two tires and fuel • Mark Martin gets right-side tires only • Jeff Gordon gets right-side tires like everyone else • Sterling Marlin gets the free pass Lap 33 -- GREEN FLAG: Jimmie Johnson leads the field to green with Mark Martin restarting eighth in the first car that pitted. 1. Jimmie Johnson 2. Dave Blaney 3. Marco

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what a shitty month... you get stuck in the hospital... you try to get blood poisoning and succeed people who you thought care about ya delete you only because ya havent been on fubar because omg imagine that... your in the hospital... aint that just amazing?

Online City
Ok yanno I was thinkin back on about a year or two ago about Myspace. There is a site called Vampirefreaks.com and during that time everyone who had a Myspace page that used the vampirefreaks email got deleted. The owner of VF also had a myspace on there so what he did he got some kind of petition against Myspace and all the users plus him miraculously got their pages back...instantly so there is an undo feature. So what I am thinkin is alot of members I have come across here has stated that they want to have the option of bein on both sites as well as any other that may be out there. Nobody has the right to delete or ban your account free or not UNLESS you are repeatedly breakin set rules for that site which in Fubars TOS it mentions no where in there that Fubar is THE only site you are allowed to be a part of. Hell even Tom has a Fubar account I heard. Anyway I feel like whether your account was free or not paid for by you or given as a gift bling pack or not ETC he should be forced

Abunza Mlm
Learn about making REAL MONEY right now Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy The Abunza business model has your common range of digital merchandises that can be distributed as a package or sold separately. A different spin that Abunza provides is travel certificates. (Abunza MLM) These certificates will allow you to journey to foreign destinations for a discounted cost. What separates Abunza from many different direct sales opportunities is that distributors have the option to promote their business with a site that is entirely transformed into Spanish. Abunza incorporates a recompense program that is not a pass up system. Instead, distributors are permitted to retain a hundred percent of the commission rendered from every sale. The first investiture to begin with Abunza is $1197 and a monthly payment of fifty-four dollars. When you generate a sale as a distributor, you will create earnings of $947. Contrary to a pass up

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Carbon Copy Scam Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? The headlines read $250,000 first year income potential. Type in almost any keyword about making money online or a homebased business and you will have two, three or more of these "carbon copy" ads to choose from. What is Carbon Copy Pro? Who is Jay Kubassek? Jay is currently part of the executive committee of Wealth Masters International. He has had internet success in the last three years and has established Carbon Copy Pro as "the" system to automate wealth generation online. Basically, the Carbon Copy Pro system acts as a funnel to generate leads into Wealth Masters International. While this company has some marketing power and name recognition, with a base sticker price of $1995 - $19995 the average person will not become a part of this opportunity. When it comes to making money through a home based business you have to do a lot of research to discover who is doling out a load of false statistics and who is actually

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Learn about making REAL MONEY right now Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy Abunza....Someone finally thought of including the highly untapped Spanish market in the ever growing internet marketing industry. (Abunza Leads) It is hard to imagine why no company before had thought of owning a piece of the 100 million Spanish speaking people that utilize the internet today. Abunza offers ebooks and software in both English and Spanish, travel vouchers that give you huge discounts on great locations. As an Abunza representative you are allowed to keep 100% of your commission which is generated from the sale of your products making this compensation plan neither a pass up or a modified pass up plan. There is an initial investment with Abunza of $1197 and $54 charged on a monthly basis for things like your website and access. On every Abunza Pro $1197 sale of the complete Spanish and English digital library, you make $947 on t

Miabunza
Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy Are you looking for a business that you can operate from the comfort of your own home and create all the free time your want? Keep reading. I just completed an analysis of all home based internet businesses and Abunza has risen to the top above all others; including EDC Gold, Passport to Wealth, Roadmap to Riches, Perfect Wealth Formula - All of Them! If you are not excited by the end of reading article, then this opportunity is definitely not for you. 1) It's 100 of the commission from these retail sales is paid directly to the site owner. In another industry first, there will be built in functionality for distributors to add their own products! 2) Bi-lingual. Abunza is bi-lingual in English and Spanish. You can have a trained professional from the Abunza Dream Team call back your prospects for you in Spanish or English, and facilitate the sale. More languages coming! We see Abunza as a true multi-lingual site in future. Japanese

Alot Of Things
This is not a commentary on the issues and sunjects presented here. This is just the things I see in the news and in the world around me. So don't get your panties in a bunch if you think i am supporting or bashing some cause or subject close to your heart. Cause I'm not, my opnions aren't really voiced here.

Carbon Copy Pro
Carbon Copy Pro Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? Carbon Copy Pro is the product of two particular Marketing Masterminds, Jay Kubassek and Aaron Parkinson. It all started as a concept in Jay's mind back in 2004 when he was an unhappy muffler salesman. He knew he was destined to become more that just an average, run of the mill, everyday employee making someone else wealthy off of his efforts. He knew he had it in him to succeed and you know what? He wanted others to succeed as well. In 2004, oneyearplan.net was developed, split tested, and tweaked. They used their own money to perfect this power marketing system. It took four years and over four hundred thousand dollars to streamline their marketing system and thus Carbon Copy Pro was born. It was officially launched in 2007 and quickly become known in the industry as one of the most complete, powerful, and fully integrated sales and marketing systems on the planet. And what is so great about their system is that you are a

For Those That Don't Know :p
My comp took a crap on me about a week ago. recently I figured out the error code on the LED's Some thing about a bad video card, oh joy :D -_- sarcasm aside, I'm on my friend's comp .. he lacked a HDD and my HDD was fine ... so, I slipped it in .. but he's chosen to sale it ... Nokaveli < Add That Shit! Let's frag some n00bs on Halo 3 :D or Rainbow Six: Vegas 2

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Learn about making REAL MONEY right now Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy Abunza is a bi-lingual internet opportunity that has just launched targeting both the English and Spanish speaking markets. (Abunza Money) Abunza has your standard array of ebooks, software and other digital products that can be sold as a bundle or individually. Another twist tha Abunza offers is travel rewards. These travel rewards will for you to travel to exotic locations such as Hawaii or the Bahamas for a discounted price. The Abunza compensation plan is not a pass up or a modified pass up plan. Rather, you as a representative are allowed to keep 100% of the commission that is generated from the sale of your products. The initial investment to get involved with Abunza is $1197 and a monthly payment of $54. As an Abunza representative your profits on the sale is $947. Unlike a pass up program you get to keep your first sale and every sale after

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Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy Abunza is without a doubt the premier program on the net today connecting over 1500 people in 2 months to their income dreams in just the pre-launch phase. This is a top rated business and income opportunity and we are having a incredible time working this amazing program. You can too! With Abunza you have the ability to earn $997 per sale. There is a small monthly admin fee but you have the option to cover your monthly fees forever with another small payment if you choose. Abunza is a very solid program and has many " improvements" from other similar programs out there but has added some features that no other program has been able to offer which makes the program so unique. The biggest asset this business can offer to its distributors is the Bi-lingual aspect of this business, and also the professional dream team. Never has their been a online business that has the capability that Abunza has to capitalize on the over 103 million online

Just Thoughts
When dose one stop feeling like the world is out to get them ? When dose one feel that life will finely work for them ? Sometimes i sit here n wounder if life will ever be easy for me. If it will allow me to be truly happy . I know life is what we all make it . But when dose one have to stop running up hill n get a chance to stand at the top n look at the beauty with in it ? Sometimes i just want to stop running n lie down n give up . I am tired of running n trying . I really think at times im just meant to be a memory then a reality . I think at times if i was a memory i would not hurt so much n i would not hurt others . Just like everyone else i want to be happy . I want to be loved for me and be the best parent i can be . But anymore i feel like a failure in all i do . When will i get the chance to show someone what all i have to give ? When will life see fit for me to give my all to someone n not get my heart ripped out ? We all feel this way i know n i know there r no

Will Rate 4 Fu-bucks!!!!
I KNOW THIS MIGHT SOUND CRAZY OUT THERE,BUT I AM WILLING TO RATE UR FOLDERS FOR FU-BUCKS. ONLY SERIOUS OFFERS ONLY!!! LEAVE ME A PRIVET MESSAGE AND ILL GET BACK AT YOU. THANK YOU!!!FU-FRIENDS!!!!

In Quiet Solitude
IN QUIET SOLITUDE ___________________ In quiet solitude I have found you there, for your presence is everywhere. For in all the mornings I have known I have never been alone. In quiet solitude of the mountains I have heard your voice, and in a gentle wind your sweet love came back to me again. In the caverns down below I felt gentle breezes blow. In quiet solitude of the desert I never knew peace s

Fire In Her Eyes
FIRE IN HER EYES There was fire in her eyes, and there was a flame of desire that kept rising higher and higher. I saw her in the night; This lady of sheer delights that caught my eye, and I couldn't help but wonder why she was in this place, for I had come looking for a lady in leather and lace to tell her the truth in the Lord to live with him in full accord. There was fire in her eyes, and she sought for something she could not attain, but yet kept calling on the Lord's name. I saw her standing in t

Screwed Again!!!
I put in what I know was a winning bid for the Spotlight... Next spotlight: Mar 23, 2009 Current high bid:$41,007,500 fuBucks My bid:$41007750 minimum bid I copied and saved the bid for proof. and at Midnight(Fu-bar Time) the Spotlight went off and a few seconds later someone else pops up with a winning bid that 10 million fu-buks less then My bid. How is this possible? And why was I screwed? Now I went to Fu-bar support and asked what could be done. And sad to tell You people. But I don't see My name up on the Spotlight Marque do You?

Abunza Scam
Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy In my best opinion, Abunza is the first and only bilingual business opportunity with an enormous online store with over $20,000 in information, software, and travel products that you get complete 100% commissions to and reseller rights. (Abunza Scam) That's it! That's all Abunza is on the outside. But I have a secret on the inside Abunza truly is phenomenal. At a first glance the back office of Abunza doesn't seem that much different than any other business opportunity. But that's only at first glance. The true power of Abunza lies in the *Support*. There are 3 main forms of support that Abunza offers that make it great In this section we'll discuss what sets Abunza light-years ahead of the competition, which when you think about it Abunza has no competition (300 million Spanish market). No one is tapping in to that like Abunza is. Imagine never having to close a prospect or even talk to them for that matter. Imagine having a profe

Another Auction..
Starting up another auction.. This one will start Friday May 1st.. It will end the following friday. Entry fee 55k Starting bid 100k if u are interested then just post a comment here and I will get back to u when its time to get what you are offering, your pic you will use and the fee.. Please just leave one comment.. Thanks.. Poker Princess.. Im offering every person that is signed up to the auction (fee paid, pic and offer sent to me) a 1 credit bling for every 5 ppl you refer (max 3 credits).. but whoever you refer has to have their fee, pic and offer in as well.. as well as them telling me that they were sent by you.. This offer will go on till further notice.. hurry up and start inviting :) **also every person u refer gets ur name in a draw for a pimpout a day for a week..

Companion
The breeze is getting colder as I walk dutifully through a midnight spring storm. The air singing like passionate mementos the rain kissing not barraging not assaulting. A narrow eyed dog at my heel contemplating the mystery of skyward drink landing softly on dusty fur. I clad only in hardly more than emaciated sinew a gentle steam rising from my overworked body. Escaping in greedy heaving breaths. Spattered with a few droplets of blood soon to be washed stinging with a hundred nips and cuts. A nocturnal waltze had taken place not ten minutes ago of charge lunge dodge sweep pin snap and twirl. Her eyes crazed with blood-scented play time I- simply looking for an excuse to breathe. To depart escape flee the shackles of an occupied leather chair in front of the glowing hum of an infinitely knowledgeable siren. What witnesses we may have shocked in our well rehearsed dance of forcefully flung bodies of fake mercy pleas gentle throat locks and spurre

I Talked To God Today : /
God shoutboxed me!!!! Not quite like they said it would be when I finally heard from God though... Read from the bottom up please ->God: just to put a leash on someone....hardly worth me picking up and leaving my kids for God: I'll Make It Worth It! ->God: well it is just a bit out of my way God: A Request My Love! ->God: is that a request or an order? God: Nope! I Want You Here!! ->God: guess u dont have a long leash then lol ->God: how long of a leash do you have? cuz i am in PA so it would have to be a few states long God: Califorina U? ->God: where are u from? God: Would You Like To Put One On Me!? ->God: ? ->God: is that a question or a comment God: Like To! ->God: that would have to be a no... God: Ever Put A Guy On A Leash A Leash And Collar!?

30 Things Your Pizza Guy Will Not Tell You...
******13 Things Your Pizza Guy Won't Tell You****** 1. My other line is ringing, so choose the toppings before you call. Remember: It's a pizza, not a lifetime commitment. 2. We know when kids are prank-calling us. They can't mask their voices very well. The smart ones block the phone number. The dumb ones don't. 3. If I drop your pizza on the way, sometimes I'll shake the box to get the cheese to slide back on right. 4. Patience, please. It takes about 20 minutes to go from raw dough to fully baked pizza. And then I have to drive to your house. 5. In some neighborhoods, a kid getting out of a car with a pizza in his hands is like screaming, "Rob me! I have cash!" That's why we won't deliver to some neighborhoods. 6. When you see me drenched and shivering in the rain, it's not nice to close the door in my face while you search for some quarters in the sofa cushions. 7. When you open the door, please hang up your cell phone or put it down. It's basic etiquette. 8

Chapter 1
Hot Gimmick Squared. A fan fiction continuation of Hot Gimmick S. …I see Shinogu in my mind, but this time, rather than watching out for me from behind, I can see him walking with me side by side. I can clearly see the two of us… …together. Chapter 1 As I watched Shinogu sleep, I wondered about the life I could see myself having with him. I held his hand tight and kissed the back of it. “I love you.” I whispered quietly. “And not as my brother anymore.” I knew when he woke up I would tell him how I feel. My mother came into the room shortly after, rushing to Shinogu’s side, looking worried as always, and brushed his cheek. “Hatsumi! You look exhausted, lay on the couch and get some rest” I laid my head down and fell fast asleep with a smile on my face thinking of what I was going to say to Shinogu. I had a dream of us, we were together, happy. * Shinogu moaned loudly as he woke up from what seemed forever, but I was right by his side. I had awoken hours earl

Hot Gimmick Squared Introduction.
I got bored, so I decided to write a fan fiction based on my love of the Manga Hot Gimmick. However I did not like the ending, along with some people, I wished Hatsumi had ended up with Shinogu instead of Ryoki. So this is a continuation of the Hot Gimmick Alternative Novel, Hot Gimmick S. I don't own Hot Gimmick rights, this is just something I'm doing to pass the time.

In The Mountains
IN THE MOUNTAINS ____________________ In the mountains I have found you there; In the valleys I never felt alone, for you were everywhere, and I was never out on my own. In the mountains I have felt your sweet carress. In the rivers below I felt the cold winds blow; I never felt so blessed. In the mountains I could talk to you casually, and know the peace you supply, and all your beauty see, for I never a

You Are Neve Alone
YOU ARE NEVER ALONE _____________________ You are never alone even in the valley down below ,even when the cold winds blow. You are never alone even in a desolated place, for even there his love leaves a trace. Not even on a deserted Island would you be lost from his sight. You would never be shielded off from #10 his glorious light. You are never alone, even when you have lost a love

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Jay Kubassek Carbon Copy Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy CCP has what is called a BIB, (Business in a Box) This is a real box that is delivered to your door. In it is all of the program. How to run a business from home and what to do step by step. Also, how to get people to join you without having to spend money on Advertising to get them. How to get the Internet to be your friend and have people calling you to join. The BIB tells you about how we have people who make the phone calls for us to our new prospects so we don't have too. Although it helps if you can pick up the phone and call them also just to introduce yourself. The phone team will do the work for you. You just need to be YOURSELF and spend time doing the things you love while making money. I like that part.... The BIB has in depth training and tells you where to find it. It gives you your first month included of the marketing system so you can begin right away and not wait around for people who are going t

Stupid Choices Jazz Time And Public Crappers
Isn't it a shame that Maximum Overdrive movie did't have like a killer elevator door or a murderous vibrator or some shit like that I remember seeing that movie looking at every big rig i passed going okay motherfucker stay parked stay parked it was over all a pretty cheesy movie but somehow the idea intrigued me So listening to the god awful music they play at work this fucking moronic DJ gets on and says "That was some old dead dirty fucker performing some song nobody in their right mind gives two shits about funny story about that song is he composed it while taking a shit in new york subway train liquored up on mad dog 20 20 you gotta ask yourself was that great or was that great?" what the fuck is it with people that they are going to ask you a question seeming like they are giving you a choice when in fact they are asking you the same shit twice and not even asking it like the same way differently hell no same way two times what a douche bag it makes me wonder if these are th

Poem
I have written a poem concerning the world & our economy & the fact the that world is changing and getting worse as the years go by. This is fitting too & right on target, i will put that up here as soon as i can. Votes.... Who would like to see & read it?

Abunza Review
Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy Internet Marketing for Abunza or any other company for that matter is not rocket science. (Abunza Review)You simply have to know where people are looking for information about your niche, in this case Abunza, and are sure you provide that quality content to them. So how to do find where people are looking for information about Abunza? Well, for purposes of this discussion, let's keep it simple. 80% of the people looking for information about Abunza do so using Google or You Tube or both with the keyword Abunza. Therefore, our objective is getting ourselves listed on Google, preferably the first page, and better yet in the top 5 for the search term Abunza. Google loves articles, press releases, videos, and Squidoo lenses. Therefore, if you can do a little research on the topic and optimize your submissions, you can quickly find yourselves on the first page of Google using these sources. If you want to earn $10K per month or mor

Mysterious Past
I can feel the mysterious past On my fingertips within my grasp I love the touch of those magic days That live to surround us for always I'd like you so to know it too Just let your senses taste the clues And find these places out of sight and Hear the faces of the night Do you feel the mysterious past? Don't you know it will always last? They call us from a time so vast While music plays along their path

Hypocrites
I read all profiles. As many as I read, I do not always keep everyone's personal preferences straight. I may occasionally comment 'wassup?' without meaning any offense. I rarely use SB as I find it awkward and cumbersome. I find it extremely offensive when I get an invitation to a lounge (READ MY PROFILE)! Some people find it offensive (IN THEIR PROFILE!!!) that others do not bother to read THEIR profile but deem it acceptable to ignore reading that person's profile. I try to treat everyone with the respect that I would appreciate but I am very irritated when the people who STATE SPECIFICALLY in their profile that they despise improper grammar, syntax, punctuation or spelling are consistently incorrect in some or all of it!!!!!!!! I AM NOT PERFECT!!! If you find anything in my profile or in any message that I send using an improper use of the language, I welcome your constructive criticism. ** I do, however, find it disrespectful to criticize using improper etiquette.... OK, I have h

Ur Horoscope, W/ A Side Of Attitude
Aries: Today you will be walking and you’ll sprain your vagina. Even if you don’t have a vagina, you’ll spontaneously grow one and then you’ll sprain it. In fact, you just now grew one. Look in your pants. See? Also, please keep it fresh. No one likes a nasty vagina. Taurus: The stars have aligned in Uranus and they all agree that you’re a douchebag. You probably post too many goddamn bulletins and status updates. Be careful what you say to friends today, as it may used against you in a future argument. Though we honestly doubt you have any friends in the first place. Gemini: Today you’ll be in a public restroom trying to get the electronic towel dispenser to give you more than a one-inch strip of paper. You’ll be waving and gyrating like a jackass while water drips down your forearms. People will walk in, see you, and decide that they "can hold it for a few minutes until the insane lunatic mime leaves". Our advice is to never wash your hands. Cancer: The stars have alig

*purpose Of Life*
WHAT I THINK THE MEANING OF LIFE IS Be happy with who you are and what you do, and you can do anything you want. Have fun. Take risks and be daring sometimes, but don't get out of control with it. Don't be serious all the time and do something exciting just because it sounds wild. Do what you think is right. Don't let people make the decision of right or wrong for you, or you could find yourself in a lot of trouble. Be different. Do things differently than everyone else if you want. Wear what you want, talk how you want, and listen to the music you like- not what everyone else likes. Be weird and don't care about what people say because they shouldn't judge you on how you look. Show people that if you do something differently than the people around you, you can still be a good person. Don't be perfect. You have to make mistakes or you'll never learn from the mistakes you could've made. If you live perfectly you'll get bored. If you're always bored and always do

Updates
I've decided to pull my blogs from myspace and continue them here in fubar. These blogs are my own diary, so be prepared for funny shit, silly shit, serious shit, and just plain old shit. After each blog, I try to leave a little nugget of wisdom, if only because I'm a dick, and like to think I know everything. Here's the first of many. If you enjoy them, please feel free to comment. "Old Friends, Long Gone." So, I'm sitting here, looking for all of the friends I had in school, and I realize that I'm actually looking for ANY of the friends I had in school. Old girlfriends moved away, got married, changed their names. Old guy friends are hiding behind some bullshit names like "Big Poppa" or "(insert whatever letter their first name starts with)-dog". Fuck, man, I can't find anyone. Now, some people would say that it's sad that I don't have any old friends. I think it's sadder that THEY think all of the people they hung out with in high school were their friends. Some

What Is Right Rant...
Those two questions are the whole of what I want to know... I really don't need to say anything else. What is justification? What justifies what we view as right? And, how can we view ourselves as anything other than sheep if unwaveringly follow others without question? The sky is pink and the grass is black. Well, it is. isn't it? .... What if you had been raised to believe that. You're whole life taught these two things were true? If someone came to you and said... "no, the sky is blue and the grass is green" you would just laugh at them... You would tell them they were wrong. Well, that is what we (human kind) have become. We have been raised and bread to believe that the path we are on is the only path that we can follow. We have been taught that the grass is green, but what we have failed to realize is... what is green? And what is black for that matter? what is any of it. It's nothing but mindless banter. Language itself is a restrictive method of relaying the human hea

Bully Maker
THE DARK KNIGHT SALOON NEEDS A BULLY MAKER. IF ANYONE KNOWS OF SOMEONE THAT WILL B KIND ENOUGH TO MAKE BULLYS FOR THE SALOON PLZ CONTACT US. WE NEED A DEPENDABLE ONE. THEY MUST B WILLING TO MAKE THE BULLY WITH PICS AND GET PROMOTE THE LOUNGE IN THE BULLY. I WILL PAY U FOR EACH BULLY 100K. ANY TAKERS!!!!!!

New Video Clip & Call Me On Niteflirt
Were you patiently waiting to see when I'd pop up to announce that I new clips being added to My Clips4Sale store? Wait no longer!!! Visit http://clips4sale.com/store/4083 and see the new clips I recently posted of a long-time anal slut of mine in "her" porn debut!!! Here's the descriptions for the first of the 3 clips from this scene ... Part 1: Porn Debut of anal slut "Jerk-off Jill" (6 min) In this first of 3 scenes, an all too willing, submissive J. is dubbed "Jerk Off Jill", and becomes a pornstar for Mistress Genevieve's fun and profit. Being a notorious butt-pirate, Mistress Genevieve loves to plunder "booty"; and wastes no time doing exactly that!!!. As the horny little slut lustfully lays waiting and wanking before her, Mistress slops a ton of lube making ass-pussy is extra super wet and messy, and proceeds to work manually work "Jill's" hungry hole. Listen to that whore moan as the Mistress manually fucks her deep inside; pounding that ass and twisting her hand

Abunza
Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy There are two different ways that you can earn money with the Abunza business opportunity. Retail Sales - Make 100% commission from every product sale. You own complete resale rights. Resale Rights - When you sell a complete digital library package for $1197.00 (remember the monthly fee of $54.00), you earn $947.00 on the first level. Abunza will also pay you $250.00 every time one of your tier one team members makes a sale. Being an Abunza member, you can get support from the Abunza Dream Team for calling back your prospects, in either English or Spanish. This allows you to be making money 24/7. You can focus yourself on marketing your business and the rest will take care of the call center. You are only contacted when money is transferred to your bank account. Although the pay plan is average and there is only the $1197.00 package, there is nothing really bad about Abunza. You can have success with this business opportunity

More On My Mom
its about 10 pm ,my dad is sleeping on the couch next to my moms bed in the living room.i go outside to smoke.when i do i walk by my moms bed,she is sleeping at this time but as i walk by i stop and see if she is still breathing.such a little thing we all take for granted ,but i stop and watch to see if the blanket is moving up and down with her inhale and exhale.i dont sleep well at nite any more, so every time i come out of my bedroom i check on my mom.when she first got back from the hospital the hospis said she would not last 10 days,well they where wrong.its 10 days today.she is doing as well as can be for some-one that is die-ing. she is eating soft foods and drinking water so each day she eats and drinks means two more days of living.i cant cry in front of my mom because it mite bring her down or make her give up.so i find myself going outside alot falling apart then sucking it up putting myself back together going back in the house and giving my mom a smile,thankful that she is

When You Feel You Have No One.
Its been a while since a man has hurt me, and the one that hurt me last night I never thought would. But then again I guess that's always how I feel. I tend to trust everyone, even when I know I shouldn't. I've always felt that everyone is good deep down, and that you should look to the future and not the past, but is there a point when you should take into consideration how they were in the past? I guess I did see him slipping back into his old ways slowly, I just hope that his being drunk and treating me the way he did last night isn't going to be how he's going to be from now on. I do care for him and have been proud of all that he's accomplished while he's been here, but if he's going to continue to drink I don't think I can be his friend anymore. I don't drop friends, I've never just stopped being friends with someone. So when do you say that something that happened was bad enough to end a friendship you've always held close to you? Right now I'm hurt and mad, and can't beli

Omg!! It's Another Party!! Let's Get Cr@zy!!!
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Never Say, "i Love You"
Never Say "I Love You" If You Really Don't Care Never Talk About Feelings If They Aren't Really There Never Hold My hand If Your Gonna Break My Heart Never Say You're Going to... If You Don't Plan to Start Never Look in My Eyes If You're Just Going to Lie... Never Say Hello If You Really Mean Goodbye Never Say "I Love You" Unless it's Something You're Willing to Do Never Allow Me to Trust and Believe If You're Just Going to Leave If You Really Mean Forever Don't Say You're Willing to "Try" Never Say Forever If You're Only Going to Make Me Cry...

When Down Is Up
Things can happen in the strangest of ways... some of you know about what people call a near death experience... that is when you offically die but a medic restores you right away, some people recall a vision during that time about a tunnel of light -etc. The vision is so realistic it can often transform their whole life from that moment on. Many visions happen during such circumstances, often called revelations or enlightenment. Black Elk ( native American ) had his vision when he was very sick and in a fever, he kept it a secret but finally told the tribal medicene man and was told that his vision qualifed him to become a holy man of the tribe (aka medicene man) and many years later his stories became the foundation for some of the beliefs held by Native Americans in this generation. Fasting for many days can also bring one close to near death and generate a vision, much like the one Jesus experienced when fasting in the isolated desert. In some kinds of meditation

What Do You Seeoor Am I A Wisper
Am I a whisper Its Kind of funny that to put something in words I have to be pissed off never could understand that But sometimes it works out and I can come up with something good like this little one from the other day . It's not bad if you like let me know Do you see me? All of me Do you look beyond The physical imperfections And see what what I really am The true me? What do you see ? When you look at me Can you see into me Can you see my thoughts The ones that whisper to me Of thousand of prayers and dreams? What do you look At when you see me? Do you truly see beyond The physical imperfections And look for the real me? Do you want to really to touch my Heart and hear The whispers Do you see me Or am I just a whisper

Women, Art, Inteligent Conversation
I scan through your faces, your breasts, your legs, and your nests, visible through a square on my desk. I see your eyes, your nose, your thighs, your Ohs! and I wonder is this a new form of art? Can it be says he who wonders aloud that this collection of people without frame or wall to be hung, could represent the futures results of a brush, some talent and some time? Or is it just how I appreciate what I see that makes it art? I find beauty in almost everything, sometimes the beauty screams at me like a lost child, sometimes like its on fire. Scream at me I demand your attention! Look at me Im a freshly dolloped flow of paint, I am beautiful you scream, look at me, I am art...and I am in love. My first love was art, my second was sleep...love me art for I love you with open heart and mind. It is you who makes my heart beat....art.

Survey
1.How many keys are on your keychain? *ummm bout 6-7 2.If you were given a canvas and watercolors, what would you paint? *a field of flowers...haha 3.What do you regard as the most repulsive form of music? *hardcore rap--voilence 4.Whose mind, besides your own, would you like to control? *ooh wouldnt you like to know haha...JOHNNY DEPP!! 5.What is the most dangerous occupation? *daycare worker...JK!!! 6.What is the first thing you do when you get out of bed? *look who is laying next to me LOL!!! 7.If you could project yourself into the past, where would you go? *ooh the 70's would love to be the dancing queen lol 8.What are you thankful you are not doing right now? *working! lol 9.What is your favorite kind of candy? *any kind of chocolate 10.What is your favorite thing about the beach? *having sex on it and the drink too 11.What is one object in your home that you are embarrassed to own? *49ers cap....it was a

Blow Jobs, Your Thoughts
when a woman goes down on a man its called a blow job. lets face it, is there really any blowing going on there, ehhhhhhhhh minimal to none. Lots of sucking, licking, stoking and an occasional spitting. but not much blowing. the whole term blow job is like saying im gonna park my car in the drive way, or im gonna drive my car on the park way, it just doesnt make any sense. i think we should just simply call it a SUCK JOB. may not flow as well as its predesessor . but i think this new no nonsense term makes the self explanitory gesture a better fit, open discussion

Riddle Me This?????????????
What do you get with two week of drinking Pepsi Max, Starting your period, PMS, Water Company Acting like dicks, Bank telling you one thing and doing an other? I’ll tell you getting an Anxiety Attack bordering on a Stroke. Yes my fair friends I almost met the Goddess herself on Friday. Started off like any other day I got up early because my husband started his new shift after almost a year on the night shift I had it and the first chance he got to get out of that he took it. Second shift is a lot better. Well I opened the mail from the day before and found a water bill that made me fall back onto my chair. Well that got me going, then to make things worst I had finally had gotten that return from a company I did not get what I order that took ten days and had I not yelled and threatened to come through the phone an ring their neck it could have taken “two to three billing cycles” WHAT THE HELL IS THAT? They take it out in a day but that what ever time they wa

Lakers Kobe Bryant Released From Jury Duty
Lakers' Bryant released from jury dutyComment Email Print Share Associated Press SANTA ANA, Calif. -- For once, Kobe Bryant wasn't needed at court. The Los Angeles Lakers star spent several hours on jury duty Wednesday before being excused from an Orange County courtroom. He was quizzed for potential service on a misdemeanor vehicle tampering case, but attorneys agreed on a panel before his turn in the jury box came up. The Orange County Register reports the judge got some laughs when he looked at the basketball superstar and asked, "Bryant?" Bryant told attorneys he was a good listener and thought he could be a fair juror. During an afternoon recess, Bryant said, "Everyone has to do their duty." Copyright 2009 by The Associated Press

You Don't Say.
I still don't really have anything to say. Guess I'm not a profound person anymore (or never was, your pick). I've recently decided that maybe I'm too open with people. I'm always so open with people I meet, and typically I get bare-boned, vanilla I-could-care-less in response. Eh, maybe I'm wrong and the world is right. Let's try the world's way for a while.

Life
Why is life so hard sometimes? I've been going through a divorce with my soon to be ex-husband. I am so tired of the drama that goes along with it. I just want it to be over. It would be a relief. I feel like I have no one to be there for me when I need them. Its not anyones fault, thats just how i feel. Last night was one of the hardest nights of my life. I needed someone to be there for me to tell me it was going to be ok...and i had no one. But in the same breath, I could not go back to my ex. I know there is nothing there to fix. I'm just sad...and don't know why....

(no Subject)
***Begin long winded typing*** So as many of you know by now that I have two children. One of which I have full custody of (my 9 year old daughter). My son is by a different mother whom I left in January of 2006 due her mental illnesses causing problems between us. She refused to continue seeing her psychologist and to take her medications. So obviously she crashed and burned mentally. Well I live about 15 to 20 minutes away from the Busch Gardens theme park in Williamsburg, VA. Every two years, my father & mother, daughter, son, myself, and two of our neighbors each get the 2 year seasons pass. Well last year, my son's mother Cathy, purchased a 2 year season pass for my son. She decided to go with the EZPay plan which lets you pay $12 a month for 24 months rather than paying the whole 200 and some odd dollars upfront for the pass. Well yesterday I asked Cathy if I could borrow Jonah's pass because we all wanted to go up to Busch today. She explained to me that she needed me to

Marrriage
ok so i seriously don't get why ppl get married these days. if you're freakin out cuz u'll never be with another person for the rest of ur life, um HELLO thats what marriage is. its spending your life with one person and ONE person only. for me marriage is for life. you vow to love honor and cherish til death do you part. why wast all that money and someones time if ur just gonna go sleep with whoever the fuck u want?! thats exactly why im still single. i'd so rather be alone the rest of my life than be with someone who's gonna lie, cheat, or beat my ass. im good. at least i know i love myself. =o) don't get me wrong, i hope to get married someday. i've dreamed about the pefect wedding since i was like idk 5. but i don't believe in divorce. a marriage is hard work and u have to give it ur all before throwin in the towel. but if ur spouse is cheating on u all bets are off. on a better note a good friend of mine is gettin married in may and im so happy for her and so exci

My 45th Trip Around The Sun
I kept very quiet this week. My 45th trip around the sun Most of the men in my family dont live past their 45th trip around the sun. This is a time of many thoughts. I kept to myself wondering what I should do Then I thought I have not regretted anything that I have done up to this point in my life and if I would go today I would go happy. So I am not going to change a thing. This is the winter of my life and now I can be at peace in knowing the other 3 seasons were great.

Second Opinion
The doctor said, 'Joe, the good news is I can cure your headaches. The bad news is that it will require castration. You have a very rare condition which causes your testicles to press on your spine, and the pressure creates one hell of a headache. The only way to relieve the pressure is to remove the testicles.' Joe was shocked and depressed. He wondered if he had anything to live for. He had no choice but to go under the knife. When he left the hospital, he was without a headache for the first time in 20 years, but he felt like he was missing an important part of himself. As he walked down the street, he realized that he felt like a different person. He could make a new beginning and live a new life. He saw a men's clothing store and thought, 'That's what I need... a new suit.' He entered the shop and told the salesman, 'I'd like a new suit.' The elderly tailor eyed him briefly and said, 'Let's see.. .size 44 long.' Joe laughed, 'That's

Damn Pc
if its not msn its avg. an if its not them windows virtual mem is too low....argh! if i didnt love the net as much id smash it lol. so today was a borin as day. i got woke up at lunchtime with my friend phoning and then i stay up til bout 9pm and have a nap. i point out the fact that allllllllllllllllllllllll day i had to put up with tna wrestling, not that i mind but im sick of hearing about kurt angle and sting...its boring now lmao anyway spoke to ma baby so im happy at least

Love Do Something's To Ya
LOVE IS COMPLICATED TODAY I RELIZE THAT WHEN I BROKE DOWN AND CRIED. BECAUSE MY MIND BODY AND SOUL HAD BROKE DOWN, PLUS MY CONSHUS WAS EATING AT ME. I LOVE THE WOMAN THAT HAS BEEN IN MY LIFE FOR A YEAR WHO HAS HOLD ME DOWN WHEN I WAS BOUT TO GO TO JAIL FOR MY BACK SUPPORT,YET MY MIND IS SO CONFUSE. YET IT DRIVES ME NUTS THAT I'AM MOVING OUT TO DO MY LIFE FOR AWHILE, BUT IN THE FUTURE I HOPE THAT WE WILL BE BACK TO WHERE WE NEED TO BE SOMEDAY. EVEN IF SHE IS WITH SOMEONE ELSE OR VICE VERSA BECAUSE WHOEVER IAM WITH DOWN THE LINE I WOULD DROP IT IN A HEARTBEAT..

Sexual Personality
Your Bedroom Personality: Healthy In the bedroom, you are open, honest, and giving. You are the ideal partner in many ways! Anyone is lucky to be with you. You see physical intimacy as an opportunity to grow and connect. You are up for experimentation, but you don't require it. What's Your Bedroom Personality?

Heart Chakra
You Are the Heart Chakra You are loving, kind, and empathetic. You feel for the world, and you truly value peace. You have many close relationships, and you work hard to make them harmonious. You are accepting and understanding. You are tolerant of all sorts of viewpoints, even if you don't agree with them. You are very forgiving. When you love someone, your love is unconditional. What Chakra Are You?

Will Trade Custom Graphics For Autos Or Bombs Or Bling Packs
Due to the increasing difficulty in leveling having finally made godfather i will happily trade my graphics services for Autos, Bombs, or bling packs. Everything is negotiable hit me up we can work out a deal.

Red Alert
Libra - March 22, 2009 A situation occurs in your love life that is like an alarm going off, a red alert. The current astral configuration almost causes you to blow a fuse, not out of anger or frustration, but out of pure lustful attraction for someone. You don't want to believe it is happening, because it is madly rocking your boat. But it is happening: you are falling desperately in love. Should have read this earlier in the day...considering i talked to way to many people today lol great

Bad Azz Boy Of The Week
Carrie's BAD AZZ BOYS 4 LIFE Member of the Week Mr. Penguinn Re-Rate his profile Rate his Carrie's Bad Azz Boys Rating Folder. Leave a comment on the last pic stating you rated the folder. Start with this pic... Feel free to rate as much as you like... The purpose of this activity each week will be to help our members level... But the Bad Azz Boys Folder is required. This should be completed by April 6. ********************************* Be sure you send Carrie a message when you have finished rating the member of the week. Thank you for your participation! Carrie Johnny Riggs *********************************

Bulletproof......
Alright so some of you might not agree with what I'm about to say and may find it offense! So you are forewarned This is not safe for any work..... This came about when lately people have been calling out my name and gamertag on xbox live on websites I am part of. So out of the blue a few people just felt like talking shit or they were trying start something for no reason. I don't even know who half these people are. So this is just something I feel.... Many people will try and find fault with you. Many people will not like you for whatever reason there may be. Many people just will not like you period. Many people find it easy to just be an ass. Many people feel threatened by you that's why they call your name out and talk shit for no reason. So to those I can't help but smile and think to myself you are worthless as the shit that gets left behind when there is nothing left worth shoveling you shit stain mother fuckers!

Peace
A closed hand has no place for a butterfly to land A fist is used for violence a fist traps air for someone to breathe open your hand let something beautiful land extend your fingers release some air let your neighbor breathe.

G.t.h Bully
Come On In and Meet the Coolest Demons (repost of original by 'Kare ~*Hidden Treasure*~' on '2009-03-22 19:00:42') (repost of original by '*FallenAngel*~*Greeter@Gateway to Hellfire*~' on '2009-03-22 19:01:55')

Robert Is My Love
Love is Deep - Love is Dark - My Love, you always have my Heart - I cant Sleep with out Dreaming of you. I knew you were the One - the day I met you. You asked me to stay - to never leave your side - I have been there for you - I will always be until the day that life dies. Love is so pure, so precious and Dear. I hold you in my Heart - so close - forever with Fear. Not Fear of loving you, but fear of loss. To lose you would only mean my death. To lose everything is to lose you. Fear that you will see - who I truly am - and walk away as many others - always had. Fear that I'm never good enough, for I'll try to always be. Fear that you will die -- long before Me. I'm mostly afraid, And this feeling is above all - The Fear I'll wake up from this dream - and you never existed at all. SWQ

Can I Get A New Lawyer?
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters that had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that morning? WITNESS: He said, 'Where am I, Cathy?' ATTORNEY: And why did that upset you? WITNESS: My name is Susan! ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ____________________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? __________________________________________ * ATTORNEY: Now doctor, isn't it true that when a person dies in his sleep, he doesn't know about it until t

Yea....you Got It So Bad
If you think you are unhappy, look at them If you think your salary is low, how about her?If you think you don't have many friends...When you feel like giving up, think of this manIf you think you suffer in life, do you suffer as much as he does?If you complain about your transport system, how about them?If your society is unfair to you, how about her? Enjoy life how it is and as it comes J

How To Get Help When Older
Now here’s some good advice. HOW TO CALL THE POLICE WHEN YOU'RE OLD AND CAN'T MOVE FAST ANYMORE. George Phillips , an elderly man, from Meridian, Mississippi, was going up to bed, when his wife told him that he'd left the light on in the garden shed, which she could see from the bedroom window. George opened the back door to go turn off the light, but saw that there were people in the shed stealing things. He phoned the police, who asked "Is someone in your house?" He said "No," but some people are breaking into my garden shed and stealing from me. Then the police dispatcher said "All patrols are busy. You should lock your doors and an officer will be along when one is available." George said, "Okay.." He hung up the phone and counted to 30. Then he phoned the police again. "Hello, I just called you a few seconds ago because there were people stealing things from my shed. Well, you don't have to worry about them now because I just shot them." and he hung up. Withi

My Trip
As some of you might know I went to Chicago for a week and I just got back on Saturday. Let me tell you, what a beautiful city. I am looking forward to when I can go back again and be able to explore a little more. The purpose of me going just in case you are wondering is because I needed a break, plus to meet someone special. I left last Sunday a nervous wreck. I don't like to fly only because if the plane goes down I have all that way down to wonder if I'm going to die or not. Plus, I have never been away from my kids for that long. And probably to the fact I was going to meet someone for the first time in real life. I was a wreck in a good way. So, I get to Chicago and I am feeling pretty good. Called everyone that I need to call when I landed. Oh I forgot to mention I have never done anything like this before in my life so everyone was worried about me. A lot of people didn't know why I was going except I needed a break. I get through O'Hare airport which is a pretty c

Chakra?
You can blame JWH for these You Are the Heart Chakra You are loving, kind, and empathetic. You feel for the world, and you truly value peace. You have many close relationships, and you work hard to make them harmonious. You are accepting and understanding. You are tolerant of all sorts of viewpoints, even if you don't agree with them. You are very forgiving. When you love someone, your love is unconditional. What Chakra Are You?

Mind, Body, Spirit?
Apparently... You Are Spirit You are resilient, hopeful, and inspiring. You have a lot of emotional, physical, and mental energy. You nurture and nourish yourself. You know that you need fulfillment and downtime if you want to be your best. You stay present in every moment. You don't allow yourself to be distracted or flustered. You appreciate the life you have been given. You embrace all that is beautiful in the world. Are You Mind, Body, or Spirit?

Stroking Flames Of Desire
Your eyes speak secrets, Stroking flames of desire My mind reels flying higher and higher I surrendered and lost all control As you reached out, awakened my soul My senses reel, I touch and feel Your hands over me, Can this be real? Your touch against my sultry skin, My inhibitions escape As you run kisses softly along my silken nape Showering me with feelings Of peace and serenity My body begins to tremble with ecstasy Our bodies entwine into sensual flight Your embrace so very warm and tight You've made me feel this forgotten desire As you slowly set my senses afire Passions rising Secrets of my body comprising Spellbound you stir my passion from within I know this must be a sin Anticipating the warmth of your touch Your body I do tightly clutch Stroking fear into submission For there is no contrition Our passions yet mounting, no limit in sight As pleasure we do incite I cry I moan I tremble so Raw emotion from so long ago As pleasure erupts

Mia
Well, I found out early Saturday morning that a good buddy of mine's father has cancer, and it's like a shitload of diff kinds throughout his body, affecting damn near every organ from the chest down. I went to school with this guy's son, minor hockey as well as softball, along with hanging out with him for years now. He's one of my best friends on or offline, and he's one of the funniest fuckers you could imagine, at least until he gets that one shot too many of rum into him. His dad was one of those guys who thought nothing of driving to hocket practice or ball games, always employed young guys from the area to work on his Xmas trees during the fall and early winter, and is just one of the best guys all around you're ever going to meet. I went home early yesterday morning because they're saying that he may only have weeks to months left to live, and I had to be there for my friend. There is a chance I won't be in the dandiest of moods for awhile, but I'll try to be all perky f

Wanna Own Me? See How Here!
You know you want to own me! In fact, you even have two chances!! Bid on me now until March 29 in MDsSweety's auction CLICK AND BID!!! Bid on me now until April 1 in STRYKE's auction CLICK AND BID!!! Come on and own a piece of me now!!!

Flowers Everwhere
I went to Lowe's to get some flowers to plant on the side of the house. I bought 12 flats that contained 10 plants each. I went throught the checkout and told the girl that I had 12 and that they each had 10 @.33 cents. She asked me if I had heard about the robbery down the street last night. I had told her I hadn't, blah, blah, blah.. Her last comment to me after filling me in on the deatail was. "Ya know, people really need to start paying better attention" I inserted my debit card and and paid for my purchase.. $4.19 It should have been at least 40 bucks. Normally I would have told her that she made a mistake. But ya know. People really should start paying better attention. LOL.. Those flowers look effing great too

Buy Me Buy Me!!!link 4 Auction!!!
i am up 4 auction plz buy me bid on me show me some love heres the link http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1690010&albumid=1579682&i=594848365&idx=22 come on fu plz love me like i love you this my first time in a auction plz dont make me eat that humble pie LMAO damn lol AUCTION CLOSED SOLD TO KNIGHT & SINFULLY SWEET ADDICTION FOR 4.5MILLION FUBUCKS THX GUYS LOVES YA'LL

Llama Leveler Of The Day
Michelle~R/L Wife of Miracle Monkey~Winterhawk~Native American Pride~Member of Llama Levelers@ fubar all Llama Levelers will kindly leave 100 rates each when done please leave a comment below that you have done so...Thanks

What Would U Do?
Okay last night was one of the craziest night I have had in awhile & not in a good way! Anyways a friend who lives down the street calls up my hubby and ask for some help moving some furniture so being the good friend he is he goes. This is around 9pm so while he is gone I am just at home & then calls they are going to have some beers, fine I dont care. I pass out at home and then wake up around 4am and realize he isnt home hmmm?? I call him up and my friend answers his phone and I ask where is Gino? She says he is talking to the cops so half asleep I'm like what?? shut the hell up!! Then I get a text while on the phone from another friend who happen to be up and listening to the police scanner and heard everything and was asking if I was awake..then I knew it was true. Long story short...My hubby & his buddy Leo were drinking outside. Then Leo's father in law showed up drunk went inside and tried to beat up his spouse. There was yelling, throwing things, and doors slamming. Finally he

Obit
Edwina Alice Schmidt SCHMIDT, Edwina Alice 70, of Hudson, died Tuesday, March 17, 2009 in Biloxi, MS. Edwina was a world traveler on cruises with her sister, Pat. She participated in online and table pinochle tournaments. Edwina was a member of Club Wildwood, a loving mother and sister. Mrs. Schmidt was preceded in death by her husband of 39 years, Henry J. Schmidt; and her parents, Edwin and Lucy Elfstrom. Survivors include a daughter, Patricia (George) Galderisi of Port Richey; sons, Kenneth (Kristie) Schmidt of Asheville, NC and Brian Schmidt of St. Petersburg; a sister, Patricia Smith of Spring Hill; 6 grandchildren; and 2 great-grandchildren. Services will be held at a later date. Bradford-O'Keefe Funeral Homes, 675 Howard Avenue, Biloxi is in charge of arrangements.

Staff Job Descriptions
SINFULLY SEDUCTIVE CHAIN OF COMMAND & JOB DISCRIPTIONS Your chain of command is basiclly your management team. You go to them when you can't fix a problem or you have a concern etc....here are there fubar links incase you need to leave them a private message please don't be scared to contact them if you have a concern/problem. We are all on the same team and we do talk to eachother about how we want our lounge run so you can talk to any one of us and it will be handled. OWNERS DJ JER Fubar link ☢ÐJ Jè®☢ ~ F℧Hµββý ² ~ VºlµÞ†å$ ~ ©@ fubar VOL Fubar link ~♥~sɐʇdnןoʌ~♥~Fu Wifey to ☢ÐJ Jè®☢@ fubar MANAGER Dagodfada Fubar link Dagodfada☠Manager @ Sinfully Seductive & DJ & fuMinister Owned by Freakalicious@ fubar ASST. MANAGERS SNOW Fubar link ™ © AndSnow © ™ Manager@Sinfully Seductive@ fubar MUFFINMAN Fubar link muffinman OWNER of THE HIDE AWAY@ fubar

Wow, Really????
Ok, anyone requests me, i usually add. he rated me a ten, requested - it said "bayville in the house" i'm like hm maybe he's from around here... i accept, i click on his profile, rate him a ten, then i look at the profile a sec... no location... 24 pics... no salute... 24 pics of decent looking guys - not all the same guy... so... i send a message.... i figure i don't need fake friends. i can find those in real life easily enough. so for your viewing pleasure - (click the conversation for his page - i can't go there, he blocked me before i could respond with "given your shallow response, i'm sure removing you was in my best interests" ah well, such is life)... remember it's a shoutbox convo - read from the bottom up. rawr. ~sin

Damn, I Been Used, How Sick Is That?
Yanno something, it's gonna be really hard not to name names while I'm writing this blog. But yanno something, I was used by a so called friend. They bought me a one month vip, which I worked for, I gave them most of the 11's from the vip, which was part of the deal. I get told a couple weeks in that when the one month ran out, that I was going to get a three month vip no questions asked. Well my vip has ran out, so I send a private message to this person, only to have them ignore me and act like they don't see a word I'm saying to them. I personally think it's bullshit. So all that tells me is that all this person wanted was the rates so they could oracle quicker. That is personally the lamest thing I've personally ever heard of. If they waned the rates that bad all they had to do was ask. I have no problem helping others, but when you stab me in the back I am going to make your life a living hell on this site. I personally hope they read this and see what an ass they look l

Quotes Of The Day
QUOTES: “Faith is much more than efficiency. Faith gives value to all things. Without faith, the people perish.”… HARRY TRUMAN “A gentleman told me recently he doubted if I would vote for the Angel Gabriel if found at the head of the Democrat party, to which I responded that the Angel Gabriel would never be found in such company.”… THEODORE ROOSEVELT “The Democratic leadership would chart the most dangerous course for a nation since the Egyptians tried to make a short cut through the Red Sea.”… RONALD REAGAN On this day in 1818, Congress approves pensions for the Revolutionary War Veterans ($20 per month for officers, $8 per month for soldiers.) Speaking of our Military Veterans, I saw several reports where the present President, Barack Hussein Obama, was going to submit a proposal which would force private insurance companies to pay for treatment of Military Veterans who have suffered service-connected disabilities and injuries. The Obama administration recently reveale

Help A Girl Out Plz
I usually buy my own bling but I'm tapped out for tonight. I need some bling tho so I am paying 5 million fubucks for a 65 bling pack or 3 million for a cherry bomb bling. Can someone help a girl out or point me in the direction of someone who sells bling? Thanks!

Just A Matter Of Time
thinking every day how things will be the next time the sun comes up and wondering will it be better or worse ? we cant always make things happen the way we want but hell we sure can try ! even tring becomes hard to do ,your self confidence becomes low and your self worth is even lower ,the pain isnt physical but emotional it most cerntenly is , we cant or at least we feel we cant do anything bout what is going on in our lives inside we scream out at our selves wanting things to get better but it seems that we become lost and cant find our way around and just when you think things cant get anyworse THEY DO ! the darkness sets in and there is no way of seeing any light from anyone or anything..... we ask our selves what the hell is going on in our heads? why are we going through this shit?! why cant we make it stop? and why cant we do it NOW ?! now look i know im no different that anyone of you that may read this but just as you im not sure what to do and DAMN THIS SHIT HURTS

More Than You Would Ever Want To Know About Me
Rule #1: If you open this you take it. Rule #2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks. Answer Yes or No only. Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? yes. Q: Been arrested? no Q: Do you like someone? yes Q: Held a snake? yes Q: Been suspended from school? no Q: Sang karaoke? yes Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? yes Q: Laughed until you started crying? yes Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yes. Q: Kissed in the rain? yes Q: Sang in the shower? yes Q: Sat on a roof top? no Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? no Q: Broken a bone? yes Q: Shaved your head? no Q: Played a prank on someone? yes Q: Shot a gun? yes Q: Donated Blood? yes Just be 100% truthful LAST PERSON. 1. You hung out with? Josh 2. You texted? Chris S. 3. You were in a car with? My son Brayden 4. Went to the movies with? Dont remember 5. Person you went to shop with? Brayden 6. You talked on the phone? m

Free Vip & Auto 11!!!!
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Will You Do It?
1.Where you and I met: 2. Take a stab at my middle name: 3. How long you've known me: 4. The last time that we saw each other: 5. Would I ever go sky diving? 6. Your first impression of me upon meeting me/seeing me: 7. Am I funny? 8. My favorite type of music: 9. Can I sing? 10. The best feature about me: 11. What do I want to do more than anything? 12. What is one thing that you think I should do? 13. Do I have any special talents? If so, what are they? 14. Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, snobby, or something else? 15. Have you ever hugged me? 16. My favorite food: 17. Have you ever had a crush on me? 18. If there was one good nickname for me, it would be: 19. Your favorite memory of me: 20. If you and I were stranded on a desert island, I would bring:- 21. Do I believe in God? 22. Who is my best friend? 23. Will you repost this so I can fill this out for you?

Introducing..........
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Church Of Google Forum: Letter To "christians"
http://www.thechurchofgoogle.org/forum/showthread.php?t=1616&page=4 Post #38: First off let me say, your religion has never been "quiet". Not once in your 2000 years of oppression (yes that's right I said it) have you been "quiet". You weren't quiet when your religion started and you are most certainly not quiet today. You claim to lay low? I've had a Christian (from one branch or another) at my doorstep every fucking Saturday since I can remember. That's forcing your religion on others. How exactly is that quiet or laying low? I am a history buff, and I can rip apart your bible within minutes. 98% of what is written in there is stolen from older cultures or total bullshit. Adam and Eve - Where's Lilith? Your religion is based in Judaism, quote them correctly or not at all. Adam ate an apple, which was taken from the Tree Of KNOWLEDGE, Your god doesn't want you to know anything? (It's also the same tree Odin hung from, odd. I will get to Odin in a minute.) Because of that apple, we

Do You Know?
Can anyone name the author of my favorite poem? anyone lived in a pretty how town (with up so floating many bells down) spring summer autumn winter he sang his didn't he danced his did. Women and men (both little and small) cared for anyone not at all they sowed their isn't they reaped their same sun moon stars rain children guessed (but only a few and down they forgot as up they grew autumn winter spring summer) that noone loved him more by more when by now and tree by leaf she laughed his joy she cried his grief bird by snow and stir by still anyone's any was all to her someones married their everyones laughed their cryings and did their dance (sleep wake hope and then)they said their nevers they slept their dream stars rain sun moon (and only the snow can begin to explain how children are apt to forget to remember with up so floating many bells down) one day anyone died i guess (and noone stooped to kiss his face) busy folk buried t

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Thoughts
Figured I would try this as nothing else seems to be helping. Not really sure what to do here. I just have a lot of stuff in my head and can't seem to get it out. I guess it all stems from my own ignorance. I had an opportunity a few months ago... one that would have made me extremely happy, and because I was scared to admit certain things, i blew it. The opportunity is gone and will never present itself again. I now watch as another embraces the chance I should have taken and am filled with the most profound regret I have ever felt. I am so angry at myself that I can't eat or sleep properly and due to a recent major health problem, the stress mounts. I guess I just need to buck up and grow a set, accept the fault as my own, and get on with life. If only it was as easy to do as it is for me to say!

Bi Polar
i feel like growing up latley ive been stuck in the 90,s of what i use to be i havent even hit midlife crisis yet but yet i feel i have to hold on to that tuff guy persona its problem ive had since my stepson has hit his teens were only 10 yrs apart ive raised him since he was five and now i feel i relate better to him but lets face it im 29 going bald and getting fat i just have a hard time accepting it does anyone else feel me here got any feed back

Quotes.....
"If Christ were here there is one thing he would not be--a Christian." ~ Mark Twain "I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ."~Gandhi Being noticed can be a burden. Jesus got himself crucified because he got himself noticed. So I disappear a lot. -Bob Dylan They want me to write finger pointing songs...trouble is I only got 10 fingers. -I'm Not There With soap baptism is a good thing. -Robert Ingersoll

Song Lyrics
I sit here with a thousand yard stare Praying why o why (Oh why?) Why can't I just call you When everything I feel (Oh) says it all for real (Yeah yeah yeah!!) You patiently wait in vain (Oh you wait in vain) Waiting for a call A call that never came (Oh yeah) I'm fighting back my fears I've been hurt before (before you) Now I'm scared to call Chorus But Oh Heaven Only Knows Oh Why I just can't call Verse 2 You look like an Angel Sent from up above...(To give me your love) But I'm so scared of love (So scared of love) Wish that I could take the chance Take the chance on you Chorus But Heaven only knows Heaven only knows why I'm scared to fall You're sent from up above I'm so scared to give you my love Bridge Oh my soul (My soul) Cries out for your love But in my dark despair This darkness rules my fears And I'm so scared to give a chance

Characteristics Of A Slave
Characteristics of a Slave ~Strength ~Respect ~Loyalty ~Openness ~Honesty ~Spirit ~Wit ~Intelligence ~ A slave is strong, not strong like a man, but strong inside. Her character is that of wanting to please. She serves because it is pleasure to her. She has the inner strength to go places inside herself that her Master guides her. She cannot be weak emotionally, or these places could push her over the edge. A slave is respectful. The first portion of respect is SELF-respect. If a slave does not respect herself, then no one else will either. Self-respect most probably includes self-esteem, taking care of herself mentally emotionally as well as physically. Self-respect could include such things as getting enough sleep, eating right, etc. A slave shows respect to her Master by carrying out His orders as he wishes. She shows respect to her Master and others by being polite, mannerly, and pleasant. A slave is loyal to her Master's wishes. She is also loyal to herself.

Angie Aka Submissive & I Aka April
Aww Look She Loves Me.. Look What My Owner asked of Me.. hehehe... She is the greatest friend a girl could ever have.. ♥§ûßmî§§îV...: i want to fumarry u baby will u marry me? And of, Course I replied with this.. Cause I love Her 2 and She means the world 2 Me.... ->♥§ûßmî§§îV...: Yes Baby I will marry U.. Im Gonna Be Her Wifey & She is going 2 Be Mine... Mwahs Baby I love U & I wanted Everyone 2 see this and know U mean the world to Me..I cant wait to marry U here in Fu .. To Bad it isnt allowed in Texas cause I would so Marry U in The real world too..

When Will I
When will i be the one that gets the peace that i need, just want serenity When will i be the girl who can hurt everyone like they hurt her When will i understand why things happen like this When will i be able to feel secure knowing that every day it isn't another competition that i wasn't aware i was competing in When will i feel like i'm not stabbed in the back by the ones i love so much and have done good things for When will i be able to say that it really doesn't matter When will i be allowed to feel pissed off at every guy that kicked me to the curb and went for one of my girls When will i never smile and laugh even though deep inside i'm crying out my eyes When will i rise above all your bullshit and realize that you are just a figment of my imagination When will i get the respect and honor that i know i deserve When will i learn that the person i am is a dead breed, we don't belong in this society When will i be able to open up my mouth and spit the shit that you al

Who Is In Charge ?
"The submissive gives up control to the Dominant until such a time they feel it necessary to take that control back" Believe it or not this is one of the hardest topics to get a universal answer from and it goes beyond the obvious, the Dom is in charge or the submissive has absolute control. The short version of all this is: The submissive gives up control to the Dominant until such a time they feel it necessary to take that control back. This means that it is the submissive who is ultimately in control and the Dom who is in charge, until such a time as he loses that power from the submissive. Sounds simple doesn't it? I would even bet that most of you would agree in theory that this is how the exchange of power rests. We would all be right and we would all also barely scratch the surface. The D/s relationship is also known as a power exchange. In the purest form this power exchange is known as TPE, or Total Power Exchange, a true Master/slave relationship where the

My Case Is Close
WHEN I SAY MY CASE IS CLOSE ITS CLOSE FOR GOOD UNTIL I CAN FORGIVE YOU WHEN YOU LIE TO ME I ASK YOU ABOUT IT BECAUSE I TOLD YOU UP FRONT IT ONLY TAKE ONE TIME TO LIE TO ME IF YOU CHEAT ON ME YOU HEAR THOSE WORDS YOU PUT YOUR HANDS ON ME YOU VERBAL ABUSE ME YOU HEAR MY CASE IS CLOSE IT TIME FOR ME TO STEP BACK

Submissive..are You Sure ?
There are times in a submissive's life, in a person's life when they simply need to step back, take stock of where they are, and rest, before they can move forward. There are times, like now, when life's ups and downs begin to cloud judgment. The need to be loved, to be wanted, pushes a submissive into places she shouldn�t be, doesn't really want to be. Yet, she finds herself there amongst those who may not have her best interest at heart. Through her own overwhelming need, she doesn't heed the feeling in her gut. Nor does she notice the selfishness of their requests. When a submissive is at her most vulnerable, this is when she needs to be strongest. This is when she needs to step back and take a hard look at herself. Is she submitting out of choice, or out of need for belonging? Is her submission a strong healthy act of submission, or a weaker act of needing to be wanted, by someone....anyone? This is the time when friends are of major importance. I'm talking of the

I'm Back
I left Fubar about the middle of last summer I think it was. I'd gotten fed up of the drama here at home and some with a few friends I had on here. Now I've changed quite a bit, not a hell of a lot bothers me anymore. I can cope and handle things in a much better manner and besides I have two jobs so it isn't going to be a boring home life for me like it was. I've grown to be the type of person who really doesn't care what anyone things of me, just so long as I know I'm at ease and comfortable. I live in a 3 bedroom house around the Denton TX area in the boonies and I love it. Country life is excellent. I have 2 ankle biting dogs and one large Shepherd/Blk Wolf mix. I love them like they were my kids. However, they behave in such a manner at times. My life has changed for the better since I been gone. I now have a life. I come from a rural city in Northern Ontario, yep Farm girl, been through the military for 9 yrs of my life and then worked for the government of C

I'm Up For Auction!
Please come out and show fu luv. Please rate and bid. The higher the bid the more will be added. Auction ends March 28, 2009 at 10pm Futime. So please come rate and bid. Here is the link: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2189136&albumid=1579972&i=497894325

Online Friends
Online friends are people we may never meet... We see pictures, we see cams... It isn't the same.... We grow close... We care and love one another.... One day we may not hear from one another... Our hearts will break... All we see is a name on messenger but we don't see the person anymore... We pray..."Please come back" All I ask is that you remember me in the good times we had... Keep me close to your heart... Friends forever.

Crazy
Crazy They call him crazy But little does anyone know What lies buried deep inside Hidden away from prying eyes A myriad of emotions and conflicts Hundreds of thoughts race through his mind Love to him is a hurtin thing So floating round is his protection If he touches your soul, trapped you’ll be He’ll make ya smile, make ya cry and make ya feel safe No one forgets him no matter how long Ya gotta respect him and he demands it so He guards what’s his and shares what he wants Smooth fast talking making his way He survives the only way he can So crazy they may call him But I know different Because I’ve touched his soul Copyright ©2008 Sue E Price

Moms In Group Therapy
A psychiatrist was conducting a group therapy session with four young mothers and their small children. "You all have obsessions," he observed. To the first mother, Mary, he said, "You are obsessed with eating. You've even named your daughter Candy." He turned to the second Mom, Ann: "Your obsession is with money. Again, it manifests itself in your child's name, Penny." He turned to the third Mom, Joyce: "Your obsession is alcohol. This too shows itself in your child's name, Brandy." At this point, the fourth mother, Kathy, quietly got up, took her little boy by the hand, and whispered, "Come on, Dick, this guy has no idea what he's talking about. Let's pick up Peter and Willy from school and go get dinner.

There Is Hope
REMEMBER TO NOT BULLSHIT YOUR LIFE BY THINKING NEGATIVE ALL THE TIME. YOU SHOULD AWAYS THINK POSITIVE AND LIVE FOR THE MOMENTS YOU CAN'T PUT INTO WORDS BY NEVER GIVING UP ON SOMETHING YOU CAN'T GO A DAY WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT. AND FOR THOSE WHO ARE LOOKING FOR THAT SECIAL SOMEONE, BELIEVE IN THE IMPOSSIBLE BECAUSE EVERY RELATIONSHIP GONE WRONG IS ONE STEP CLOSER TO YOUE ONE TRUE LOVE. AND DONT FORGET TO SMILE EVERY MINITE OF THE DAY. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO IS FALLING IN LOVE WITH IT. THE FUTURE BELONGS TO THOSE WHO BELIVE IN THE BEAUTY OF THEIR DREAMS. AND FOR THOSE WHO JUST GOT OUT OF A RELATIONSHIP OR IS IN A BAD ONE JUST MOVE ON IT'S JUST A CHAPTER IN THE PAST. BUT DON'T CLOSE THE BOOK. JUST TURN THE PAGE.

I'm Having The Biggest Sale I Will Ever Have....
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Addiction
THESE ARE REAL SIGNS OF ADDICTION,BUT ITS IRONIC HOW IT CAN APPLY TO EXCESSIVE FUBAR USE..... 1.Cycles of being unusually talkative, “up” and cheerful, with seemingly boundless energy. (FUBAR PEOPLE NEVER SLEEP ON FUBAR.....AND FOR TALKATIVE HAVE YOU SEEN THE LONG THREADS PEOPLE POST ON THE MUMMS?) 2.Increased irritability, agitation and anger Unusual calmness, unresponsiveness or looking “spaced out” (FUBAR: WHEN PEOPLE DONT GET THEIR FUBAR FIX,WATCH OUT!!...SPACED OUT COMES FROM STARING AT THE COMPUTER SCREEN FOR LONG HOURS AT A STRETCH) 3.Apathy and depression(FUBAR:ALSO RESULTS FROM LACK OF FUBAR....ALSO HAPPENS WHEN PEOPLE CRUSH SOMEONE WHO DOESNT CRUSH THEM BACK OR WHEN A STALKER GETS BLOCKED) 4.Paranoia, delusions(SOME FUBAR PEOPLE THINK THEY ARE ACTUALLY HOT!!!! PEOPLE THINK YOU WANT THEM WHEN THEY ACT LIKE CAVEMEN/WHORES!!) 5.Temporary psychosis, hallucinations(FUBAR: PSYCHOSIS EXISTS IN THE MUMMS......HALLUCINATIONS HAPPEN WHEN YOU STARE AT THE COMPUTER

Free Bling Pack...who Wants It?
Ok I am just a little pissy at the moment. I am not sure because the house is trashed from my little girls sleep over or because i'm being all hormonal or what but I saw a status that really kind of made me wake up and see reality. I have come to realize (and yeah I know this is just a freaking website and it's not like it really bothers me) that some of you are selfish a$$holes. (If you are not one of these then no offense should be taken) I check my bar tab every time I log on and always return pic ratings and etc. If I have been given a gift I always send response saying thanks or I try to send a gift back. If I see friends that are in need of alcohol I try to help them out (although I have been broke for some time on here now but as soon as I replenish my funds I will help out more) But some of you ask for ridiculas amounts of time with rating your pics and al lthis just ebcause you have auto 11's on or hatever. Well you know i'm honestly sick of it. I am no longer helping

A Safe Haven Glorious...
I look into your eyes I gaze upon your face My heart races when I am near you My pulse quickens I long to hold you My turner of emotion And marvel at your presence I feel at ease with you And stillness besets my heart Comfort surrounds me Come closer within my circle Feel my lasting embrace And my lips upon yours And meltaway Two units into one Within the safe haven Built for each other And feel enjoyment Happily

Oompa...loompah..doopity Doo..
SO, the sunshine is finally out, and the temps are in the 50's here in Omaha..its T-Shirt weather!! Unfortunately, I have realized that most of my Tshirts are fitting tight on me. Not from going to the gym, which I havent done in like 6 months, but from the "winter weight" I packed on huddling inside work and my apartment hiding from the snow...and the Tombstone pizzas and homemade nachos probably didnt help much either.. I went to get my end of winter check up (I get two physicals a year paid for by insurance, might as well use them), and after filling out the form on the clipboard, I was asked to step up on the scale, which for some reason reminded me of having to stand up to the "you must be this tall to ride" sign, and I actually got hit with a twinge of anxiety about it...it proved right. The numbers kept climbing, like some crazed Price Is Right game, until finally resting on a number that I was hoping was in the metric system... 196 Yep...196 pounds...I got over 200 on

Show Some Mad Love
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Hot N Cold
this is you for baby!!! hahaha You change your mind Like a girl changes clothes Yeah, you PMS like a bitch I would know And you always think Always speak cryptically I should know That you're no good for me 'Cause you're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're in and you're out You're up and you're down You're wrong when it's right It's black and it's white We fight, we break up We kiss, we make up You, you don't really wanna stay, no You, but you don't really wanna go, oh 'Cause you're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're in and you're out You're up and you're down We used to be just like twins, so in sync The same energy now's a dead battery Used to laugh 'bout nothing Now you're plain boring I should know That you're not gonna change 'Cause you're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're in and you're out You're up and you're down You're wrong when it's rig

Lyrics So Many Things Macka B
So many things I got to do, so many things I got to do, I gotta,gotta do, I gotta,gotta do gotta do, gotta do, gotta do, gotta do I gotta, gotta. Gotta keep my sanity, gotta face reality. Gotta find my destiny, gotta know my history. Gotta keep my dignity, gotta feed my family. Gotta praise his majesty, gotta give thanks to the I in me. Gotta keep my head up high, gotta reach out for the sky. Gotta know the reasons why ,gotta get my piece of that pie. Gotta try to tell no lie, gotta keep an eagle eye. Gotta go to zion I, gotta give thanks to the I in I Gotta do some good today, gotta walk in a righteous way. Gotta hear what the father say, gotta, gotta, pray every day. Gotta work to get my pay, gotta rest on sabbath day. Gotta never go astray , gotta give thanks then I am o.k. Gotta go for excellence, gotta show magnificence. Gotta flow with the elements, gotta work with common sense. Gotta make the people see, gotta be the best that I can be . Gotta show humility, g

I'd Love An Answer For This
I was in a MuMM last night. Who would have thought, huh? lol. Anyway, the "MuMM" wasn't exactly a MuMM. It was more of a place to have/start a debate. I know I didn't mention anything about it not being an actual MuMM, but for some reason the creator of the MuMM thought that it he should let me know that he'd talked to many bouncers and that he was fine with how he posted it because he marked it NSFW. My reply was..."So you're saying you can post whatever you want as long as you mark it NSFW, it's a "MuMM"? His reply, "That's what I was told". How is this possible? I would think that even if it's marked NSFW, that it still had to follow the guidelines of a MuMM. [shrug]

Seeking Leveling Help Please For My Friends
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Proudly Introducing My 3rd Time Fu-owner!!!
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Sandstorm
sigh... another sandstorm. something i look forward too because it reflexs on my view of my life. you can see abit in front of you yet the cloudyness is all around. they happen every so often and may last for a long time. trying to get somewhere is always hard because of the stinging sand and blinding wind, but it is sometimes very soothing just because everything dissapers and your by yourself... peaceful,isolated. just have to wait till it clears and wait till the next one, hopefully its a good storm rather than a bad one.. if that makes sense lol well gotta go! piece

My Pictures
FUCKING SERIOUS.... My pictures are updated at least 5 times a month and they are always NEW pictures, i'm not afraid to show you who i really am. this is me i'm a big girl and i'm fucking proud... so before you go running your mouth and acting like you know who i am, you better not let your big dog mouth override your puppy dog ass becuz bitch please you are posting 3 to 8 year old pictures of yourself becuz you are too afraid to show that you got FAT through the years! get off it, be a woman!

Wtf Do I Do?
Okay, so I love love love music. I always get to singing and sometimes I think I may just have a great voice or potential for one. Theres no way for me to record in a studio until mine actually can open up. This economy is killing me...sigh...Anyway, looking for computer programs for recording is getting to me cause I dont want to pay and Im picky about sound quality. Theres just something in me that says to keep singing maybe karaoke or join a band lmao. First I have to hear for myself that I sound good for sure, get a few hundred thumbs up, you know? Do I give up and sing to myself and the kids or keep smiling and annoying the neighbors while going for my goal. Now my dream is to work for Disney, one opportunity passed while in NYC cause I kept missing their calls, but fuck 'em cause I doubt I'd get along with anyone lol jokin it. Blah what to do? When Im not happy I just feel incomplete and thats stopping real soon but is a novel of its own so dont cry if you thought you'd find out

How I Found The Urantia Book...
"I found the UB in 1979, while living in Lahaina, on the island of Maui,Hawaii... A friend Eve, pulled out the UB, started reading it at random, while we were high, from smoking da kine, great Maui buds... it was a really mind blowing experience... at the time I thought it was very mystical... I haven't smoked buds for over 20 years now, I'm high on life... reality, what a concept... I can not imagine a life without the UB, it is such a major part of my life... I thank God every day, for giving me the Urantia Book... I have been in study groups for over 20 years... I am currently enrolled in the urantiabookschool.org provided free by the Urantia Foundation, and part of the group SPAD on ubron.org that reads 6 pages a day, at that rate we read the UB every year... I listen to the UB on my ipod and computer... this year I have listened to 100 papers already and its only February, way beyond 6 pages a day, i love it so much..." The rest of the story, as it appears in the bo

Wanting To Belong To You
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Reverse Funnel System Mlm
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Memories
My mind begins to wonder My heart begins to race As the memory of you Drifts back into place I got a picture of you smiling With a sparkle in your eyes You looked at me so gently And kept me mesmerized As much as I tired Your face wouldn't go away Your eyes, your lips, your smile, I thought of you all day It was soon about 3 With you still on my mind I thought while listening to music In a flash it was 9 I made my bed To get some rest As I lay down I thought of nothing less The most important memories Replayed over and over again And I realized how I missed you As the days replayed again No, I hadn't known you very long But you had such an effect on me You captured my heart within a day As I begin to fall wishing for you and me The way it felt when we touched The way you made me feel It seemed that you were too perfect To even be real And that's when the tears Begin to form in my eyes They told myself how much I missed you, But I did not want to cry

Dream Lover
Reach out your hand And place it gently in mine Let us become one As ours souls intertwine The night surrounds us Filled with the stars As we danced under the moon And make love in the dark Your kisses like velvet Your touch like silk As we envelop each other And create a love stilt Let our bond be unbroken And lasts many nights From the beginning to the end Never losing its sight So if by chance we let go And drift slowly apart Let the love we endeavored Continue silently in our hearts

You Know Ya Waaaanna
Java (thats me) on air for my very first set with JFL radio today at 2pm est!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL ROCK ALL THE TIME on the number 2 most listened to radio station on itunes and the best fricken station on the net!! http://www.jflradio.com/main/ Come have a listen and let me know what ya think...Rockin out with Java 2pm est!!!!! Is there a better way to spend a lazy sunday afternoon? I think not!!