PunkStarChik's blog: "Book Of Shadows"

I wish that person would think of me as much as I thought of them. Sometimes it feels like I should just give up again but apart of me doesn't want to let go. But it's not the greatest feeling when you feel like you're being ignored and other things are more important. Maybe it's me? When those bad feelings come, i try to think of other stuff..other certain people... yeah they make me smile....some things and some certain people make me smile real big...

Sometimes i feel like i'm just a rag doll...something a child would gaze upon the first time of seeing it. Being held and loved, until something happens...maybe something else gets in the way so then you're tosses on the dusty floor and become old..un-used, forgotten...Every now and then you'd pick up the rag doll....thinking of past memories...how life was and could be..... but then you're tossed on the ground again....because you're just a stupid rag doll...