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Love Is....
Love takes time. It needs a history of giving and receiving, laughing and crying... Love never promises instant gratification, only ultimate fulfillment. Love means believing in someone, in something. It supposes a willingness to struggle, to work, to suffer, and to rejoice. Satisfaction and ultimate fulfillment are by-products of dedicated love. They belong only to those who can reach beyond themselves; to whom giving is more important than receiving. Love is doing everything you can to help others build whatever dreams they have. Love involves much careful and active listening. It is doing whatever needs to be done, and saving whatever will promote the other's happiness, security, and well-being. Sometimes, love hurts. Love is on a constant journey to what others need. It must be attentive, caring, and open, both to what others say and to what others cannot say... Love says no with empathy and great compassion. Love is firm, but when needed it must be tender. When

Greatest Love Ever
Greatest Love Ever How could I ever explain this love of ours this love is the love that last forever and ever and it can’t break up with any force this is the greatest love ever. This love angel could never be explaned by words alone It seems like we knew each other all our lives. This is the love talking. The greatest love ever. Angel I love you more than life itself. I could never show my love for you in words. The words are not enough to express my love. It is strong too. This is the greatest love ever it is the best.

Out Of Boredom!
1) Is there anyone on your friends list you would have sex with? YUP (2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?there is a specific time?(3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?only when i had food poisoning(4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?hell no(5) Shower or bath while having sex?done both...(6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?aggressive(7) Do you love someone in your friends list?of course!(8) Love or Money?i can haz both pls(9) Credit cards or cash?depends(10) Have you ever wanted a best friend?i have my best friends (11) Camping or a 5 star hotel?Again... this depends...(12) Would you shave your entire body (including your head)?if i had a good enough reason to(13) Have you ever been to a strip club?yes MANY(14) Ever been to a bar?just got home from like 2(15) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club?nah.. i am a good girl :D(16) Ever been so drunk someone else had to carry you?nah i am usually doing the dragging(17)

Theory Of A Deadman - Hate My Life
So sick of the hobos always begging for change I don't like how I gotta work and And they just sit around and get paid I hate all of the people who can't drive their cars. Bitch you better get outta the way Before I start falling apart I hate how my wife is always up my ass She always wants to buy brand new things But I don't have the cash. I hate my job, all of my rich friends I hate everyone to the bitter end. Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight I hate my life! How come I never get laid, nice guys always lose. How could she have another headache There's always some kind of excuse I still hate my job, my boss is a dick "I don't get paid nearly enough To put up with all of his shit" I hate my job, all of my rich friends I hate everyone to the bitter end. Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight I hate my life! Yeah! I hate that I can't tell when a girl's underage, You know, I tell her she's a nice piece of ass, Then her daddy punches me in the face So if you'r

True Love
True love never leaves the heart, so if you dont love me now, you didnt love me then. It is impossible to fall out of love, love is such a powerful emotion,That once it envelops you, it does not depart.True love is eternal.If you think you were once in love but fell out of it, than it wasent love you were in Devlinn

To All My Friends & Family
Thank you. Thank you for being my friend and a part of my online family. You all don't know exactly how much I appreciate it. Without you, I don't know where I'd be. I thank you for your love & support. I love you all in one way or another. So... Thank you.

I Just Dont Know
sense me and my bithmother dont get along at all im going to have nicole adopt me legaly. yea i hope it hurts her alot....i dont gve a fuck anymore...nicole has been more of a mother to me sense my own mother. she dont care about any one but her self. she wont even stop drinking so my dad can stop...i hate my god danm family. when my dad calls me up wating to kill himself...i went over there and my mom called. all she did was bitch at me about garbage bags when i told her tat dad wanted to kill himself.....she was like sissy told u not to go over there. i would have felt bad if anything happend beause he was begging me to come over. i cant stand how my mind is link a ping pong match..one minut im happy and nothing can hurt me the next i want to die. im trying so hard to stop cutting but one little thing can push me over the edge. i allready tryed to kill myself once im not affraid to do it again. people dont understand me and i doubt anyone will. im not affraid to try and kill myself

One Smart Biker
A crusty old biker out on a long summer ride in the country pulls up to a tavern in the middle of no where, parks his bike and walks inside.As he passes through the swinging doors, he sees a sign hanging over the bar:COLD BEER: $2.00HAMBURGER: $2.25CHEESEBURGER: $2.50CHICKEN SANDWICH: $3.50HAND JOB: $50.00Checking his wallet to be sure he has the necessary payment, the ole' biker walks up to the bar and beckons to the exceptionally attractive female bartender who is serving drinks to a couple of sun-wrinkled farmers.She glides down behind the bar to the ole biker."Yes?" she inquires with a wide, knowing smile, "may I help you?"The ole biker leans over the bar, "I was wondering young lady," he whispers, "are you the one who gives the hand-jobs?"She looks into his eyes with that wide smile and purrs "Why yes, yes, I sure am".The ole' biker leans closer and into her left ear whispers softly, "Well, wash your hands real good, cause I want a cheeseburger".

I'm An Idiot
Soo...today was my court date. I had to go get my license back and bring a proof of a new updated insurance. And...when it was my turn to go up after a fuckin hour of waiting...I realized that my insurance card was...in my gdamn house, on a table. I was so pissed at myself, I think the judge saw that and was pretty nice to me. He just rescheduled it for May 11th, and laughed when I couldn't pronounce the word "conviction". I am a retard. And now I have to go to another court to pay a court supervision fine that I never paid because my fuckin money order that I got a week after I got the fine. It has been a year... I am the most irresponsible fucktard you can ever imagine, and perhaps thats the reason I don't have kids yet. It just blows. GRRR!!!

Obama's Agenda
Who does Obama think he is to go to another continent and speak on my behalf telling the Europeans that, "We do not consider ourselves a Christian nation"? And then on top of that he breaks proper etiquette by grabbing the Queen of Englands hand with two hands. But she buckles and does not mind; all this because he is America's first black president. He has promised the world he is going to be some sort of savior for the entire planet. Then he walks around all high and mighty, with some sort of self important look on his face. The man denounces his own country. He talks trash about all the former administrations before him; like only a blak man knows how to run a country. This asshole bows to the Muslim leaders of the Mid-East countries, but has absolutely no respect for the people that inhabit the country who elected his pompous ass. Now comes the chatter about the fact that he has not chosen a church yet. Forget it; the man is not going to go to a Christian church. He has alrea

[something Wonderful, And Fried]
Ladies and gentlemen, I have discovered something wonderful and it is so god damn simple. Sweet tea brined fried chicken. Now this is not a big deal people do buttermilk all the time. Wait, it totally is a big deal. I used a mango tea and irish breakfast and a couple tablespoons of sugar. Two days later I dredged in a eggwhite and breadcrumb mixture, fried it at 375 and had a bite of it after cooling. I about needed to change pants. It picked up every single molecule of flavor in that brine. Problem is... I'm still pretty bad at getting fried chicken cooked all the way through, it was probably only 85% done. Hope I don't get sick. But that has nothing to do with the flavors- just my lack of technique with invisible meat. Too many variables, I need a thermometer The next thing... get a celery root, keep that oil boiling- get your favorite vegetable slicer. Slice thin strips of the celery root and add to the oil, remove when they start to curl and get a lil stiffness, repeat

April The Hardest Month
what can I say? it's april, the time of month that makes me feel unstable.. taxes, lost memories, tears of sadness, and very little family, lonliness inside, lonliness in my account, taxes to be paid, and thoughts of when I was played.. tax day, tax day, oh I am so stressed, not sure if I can maintain the sanity in my head. I cant pay them to be honest, it was always a struggle, but the truth I now achnowledge.. what have I become? a failure, like all the others said, perhaps some are right, I'm better off dead, but I cope, I hope, and try to keep my head up high, I'm too young to die, to young to givein, I'm only 23, theere is no need for women, at least not now, but it would be nice, but nowhere near ready for a wife, this is very hard in life to go on with no one at my side, and even harder to sit confined in lonliness inside.. sitting on a couch all day, on the computer with false reality I play, I still pray nightly, but I confess my religion has lapsed and Im not feeling blessed,

Landice L7 Pro Treadmill Reviews
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For All Soldiers Who Came Home In A Box
OH, ALL MONEY THAT E'RE I SPEND I SPEND IT IN GOOD COMPENY AND ALL THE HARM THAT E'RE I'VE DONE ALAS, IT WAS TO NONE BUT ME. AND ALL I'VE DONE FOR WANT OF WIT TO MEMRY NOW I CAN'T RECALL, SO FILL TO ME THE PARTING GLASS, GOOD NIGHT AND JOY BE WITH YOU ALL. OH, ALL THE COMRADES THAT E'ER I HAD, ARE SORRY FOR MY GOING AWAY, AND ALL THE SWEET-HEARTS THAT E'ER I HAD WOULD WISH ME

How Would You Like To Get This Phone Call?
This story comes from cousin Lydia. She had that little front paunch that women seem to get after having a baby, and even though she's thin and pretty, she was self conscious about it, so she went out and bought these special panties that cost 50 bucks. Now, not being a woman, I'm not sure I understood this part right, but apparently it's big like granny panties, but is tight up top and cinches your lower belly in like a corset thing would. So she's all cinched up tight and looking good, and leaves for work.One of her friends at work had suggested that the two of them go out for a few drinks at the end of their shift, so she had made arrangements to have her husband stay home and babysit. Well, while she is out, she decides to get a tatoo. She's been wanting one, so she goes in with a friend, and winds up getting the lower back "tramp stamp". And to show it off, of course, she buys a cute black dress with a very low-cut back. But that means, she can't wear the granny-panties-corset thi

Life After The Army
I think that every person who serves in the military has the right to their freedom. It is not always the case while serving, but once out of the military. is a breath of fresh air. It takes a little adjusting to things, but in the end is worth the life of deciding things for yourself. I realized that my life was different when I was in compared to now that I am out. I can do the things I want to do and sleep as late as I want to as long as I am not working. I am able to attend college online, which is ten times harder while being in the military and having certain schedules. I know I am a better person for having been through the things I have been through, and I just want to say that I support my fellow brothers and sisters in arms across all military branches. I hope they all come back safely and can cope with the changes once they get out or retire. I look forward to helping my fellow veterans out down the road. Freedom isnt free and I know that from experience. TO ALL THOSE WE HAV

Bday Gift To My Ex
My ex's birthday present from me. 1 animal for every year he was born that he reminds me of giraffe- old pic in blue shirt neck way too longBaboon- Skinnyness long arms/legs Krista color buttcheeks while sleeping Flamingo- Long scrawny legs/ stumpy neckMonkey- Put in zoo and smells like onePenguin- waddles like one when krista is through and wears all black and whitePanda- Chubbyness sorta & black/whiteAlligator- SnappishTiger- growly grumpyness polar Bear- always cold hands like he lives in antarticaDonkey- can sometimes be a jerk and has long face'Cat- curls up and sleeps for like foreverBull- StubbornHippo- oh so fat :p Parrot- repeats stuff on command :p Pig- eats too much although he never gains weightRhinocerous- pointy noseWeasel- knows how to squirm his way outta troubleOstrich- Long legs that walk too fastPeacock- shaves too much trying to look fancy lmao ;x Clam- never talks if somethings bothering him

Shmexiii Salutes
I'm whoring myself out again... Shmexiii Salute Time for all my favorite FuFriends! Make me one... And I'll make you one... Deal? :) If you have a special request, PM me with it, AFTER you've made mine... ;) Let's see what ya got... And if you wanna see a couple I've already done, just have a look in my Salutes folder... :)

New Samsung Lcd Tv Cheapest Deals
Samsung LCD HDTV - Best Offer! Samsung is a market leader and award-winning innovator in consumer electronics, today unveiled its next-generation LCD HDTV lineup with CCFL backlighting. The LCD HDTV line-up is led by the Series 7, which is the company’s first CCFL-backlit LCD TV with a 240Hz refresh rate. Samsung is a leading supplier and award-winning innovator in consumer electronics, today unveiled its next-generation LCD HDTV lineup with CCFL backlighting. The LCD HDTV line-up is led by the Series 7, which is the company’s first CCFL-backlit LCD TV with a 240Hz refresh rate. Samsung LCD HDTV - Best Price! Samsung is a market leader for consumer electronics. Both the Series 7 and Series 6 650 (32-inch and larger) LCD HDTVs impress with Samsung’s improved Ultra Clear panel, a polarizer that reflects room light to produce deeper, darker black tones and bolder colors. By enhancing the performance of the new polarizer, the reflection rate is decreased significantl

Getting Into My Nsfw Using Fubucks! :::closed:::
If you pay me: 10K fubucks you will get in for 1 wk. 20K fubucks you will get in for 2 wks. 30k fubucks you will get in for 3 wks. 40k fubucks you will get in for 4 wks/1 month. 100k fubucks you will get in for 2 months. 250k fubucks you will get in for 4 months. 500k fubucks you will get in for 6 months. 1 mil fubucks & you will get in for as long as i have an NSFW folder! So before you send them be sure to Shout box me or PM me and let me know you would like to. I'll get back to you asap! This is an oportunity that will only happen every once in a while. This time This method will only be open until 8pm EST Friday April 10th. So if you wanna get in Send me the fubucks!!!! CLOSED FOR NOW UNTIL I DECIDE TO OPEN IT AGAIN!

Going Back On The Road Again
well ive been on fu for almost a year!!an dhonestly its like my second life now ive met some amazing people on here some of which has helped me though some pretty rough days at times!!!!!!but m ylife has come to a crossroads due to alot of stress and no work i haft to go back on the road again!!see ive done carnival work sinc ei was 16 yrs old i havent actaully travelde since 05 but i cant seem to get nothing locally so it was a last resort for me!!my # 1 family is my sister if i havent been on for awhile shell know whats going on with me shes great show her love if u can !!theres a few of u who ive got real close with shared things i havent shared with alot of people ill miss you very much ill try to check in a smuch as possible ill be out there till oct almost nov but its good money and a chance for me to get on my feet well im gonna close this i just wrote it to mainly tell those of u whove been there much love ill see you soon #1 badboy aka billy

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Well i been thinking hard and i dont really know but really been thinking after my VIP is over with i might be leaving for good and will miss alot of yall but if you have anything on that subject that you want to say just leave a comment

The Long Version
Updated and Edited on March 22, 2010 1. Relationship Status: It's complicated. And that's that truth! I am single but my life is complicated and any relationship that I "might" get involved with would be doubly complicated. It would take a very special man to deal with the life I live, which revolves around 5 kids, 4 of which still live with me...A grand daughter and one on the way, plus their dads who live here with my daughters. Plus I have an ex that floats in and out of the house although he's not doing much in the way of supporting his children either financially or emotinally...And thanks to him and a few that I have met online, I am done trying to believe in love, faith, hope, lasting relationships, esp with someone you meet anywhere on line no matter how close they live and how much likelihood there is that you may be able to meet to see if there is reason to go further...Love exists in the heart not in reality...It is an emotion that cannot be turned off the minute the other

As I Walk Through Life...
As I Walk Through Life....I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for lifeI've learned that its taking me a long time to become the person i want to beI've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words coz it might be the last time you ever see themI've learned that you can keep going long after you cantI've learned that we are responsible for what we do no matter how we feelI've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls youI've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its placeI've learned that heroes are people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done regardless of the consequencesI've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping scoreI've learned that my best friend and i can do anything or nothing and have the best timeI've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when your done

Last Words
Last WordsWe could sail away through this desert,just grab my handand close your eyes.Maybe, if we believed-(No, it's too hard,magic ain't real)-and held on a little tighter,I could fall into your lyricsand we could wrap you in my verse.I'm gettin' a little tiredfrom standing wearyalldaylong.I hold my guardand my tonguejust so that I may be smacked downin a defiant act.This is me surviving.This is you running scared.Here's to youwith your dancing memories..I gasp down the poisonand you soothe the fire with yourwords.The hour glass keeps swallowing me;it devours my dreams and hopes.You always said that we couldfly away.Where are your angel wings now?

Like Me
You say you can think like meReally do you want to deal with that atrocityDeal with the velocityOf thoughts pounding constantlyThe never ending questions of"What the fuck is wrong with me?"Always second guessingAnd never addressing The real issues that lie before meSkirting around the drama and hostilityLaughing it offBrushing it awayJust waiting for the next dayIn a hope that my mind will be quietStop with the riotSo do you wanna try itWanna be like meWanna weigh heaivly on issues that aren't really thereDeal with whispers and staresThat more than likely have nothing to do with youGet pissed at yourselfWhen all words escape youFailing to explain Deal with the paranoia That it's all gonna fall apartThat you'll finally loose your shitAnd end up with an empty heartDidn't think you would

Some People...
Some people are just so ridiculous. Here's a funny little anecdote for you: I was talking to this guy....seemed like a great guy. Didn't talk to me about sex the first time we spoke, was respectful , seemed decent. Had a job and an education so I go into this thinking this is an intelligent man. We talk about meeting in person. We discuss what we will do on our "date." His idea is that I go to his house, he will cook dinner and then give me a massage. I say I'm not comfortable with this, let's meet in public. He says he has it all planned out and doesn't want to change his plans. I consider it......until he asks me if I am on birth control. Obviously this person has expectations for sex on the very first night we meet. Hoping to get some is ok, even normal, but I don't like feeling as though I'm expected to do that. I don't want to have sex the very first time I meet someone anyway. I tell him that and he says "I don't want a woman that is inhibited." My response is that

Anarchy
English Civil War Main article: English Civil War The tumult of the English Civil War led the term to be taken up in political philosophy. Anarchy was one of the issues at the Putney Debates of 1647: Thomas Rainsborough: I shall blow up your buildings a little more and be less open with you than I was before. I wish we all truly wanted to change this cesspool we live in. If I did mistrust you I would not use such asseverations. I think it doth go on mistrust, and things are thought too readily matters of reflection, that were never intended. For my part, as I think, you forgot something that was in my speech, and you do not only yourselves believe that some men are inclining to anarchy, but you would make all men believe that. And, sir, to say because a man pleads that every man hath a voice by right of nature, that therefore it destroys by the same argument all property – this is to forget the Law of God. That there’s a property, the Law of God says it; else why hath Go

Where To Now?
The question is, Where would we be without internet social sites? Probably stuck in the chaotic world of bars without end. Let's party! at www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm. It's a world of cool.

Puscifer Show 4/5/09 @ Club Nokia
I went to the second show (Sunday, April 5th, 2009) at Club Nokia in LA, directly across the street from the Staples Center. There were 5 of us: me, Jesse, Dana, Erin, and Anthony. We got there early and had a beer at the bar downstairs then went in. I totally forgot I had my knife on me and had to ditch it (like a dumbass). We hung out for an hour til the show started, opening with Troy Van Leeuwan's new project, Sweethead, with him on guitar of course, and a hot blonde singing. When Puscifer started, it was preceded with a funny video of Major Douche (Maynard in a military outfit) saying how much he doesn't want flash photography used....in so many words (there were other funny videos with comedians throughout the show, "What is a Puscifer?" haha). Then Maynard was in a tent, wearing a suit, on his laptop (fuckin' Macbook), talking on his cell phone (the show had a camp out theme). There was plenty of oddball humor during the show (cross-dressing Hitler in a tutu). The first

Time To Dance...
I have come to collect Being here on vacation to another land, I wanted to learn about the history of this place. So I went to the library in the evening when all else had closed. The librarian, an elderly lady, greeted me warmly. We engaged in conversation once she found out I was not from this country. As I asked for some reading material, she pointed me in the correct direction. She lead the way to the section that contained the reading material I had enquired about. Once we had gotten there, she quickly retrieved an old, thick book covered in dust. She hide it beneath her shawl as she whispered “I will be at the desk if you need anything”. and quickly left. I noticed she did not return to the desk, but carried the heavy old book to the back, and went into a room. The room had no signs on the door and when she opened it to go in, I noticed only a very dim, flickering light coming from within. I pulled several books from the shelf and found a table nearby to look throug

The Journey
There are times in our lives that make us enter the realm of the unknown. We begin to see the other side of ourselves at this point. There is no turning back at this point, no u-turn. The path is set before us is hard and extravagantly rocky with all the pressures of outside influences. Some make it to the end, others do not. How we navigate and learn in this unknown abyss makes us more aware of the opposite side of life. We rarely see any influence that shows us a good way to crawl through this, but they are out there. There are songs, people, movies, and books that make the journey less desperate than it is. Focusing and surrounding yourself with these make all the jolts of pain and the face plants less than what they would be without them. The trek is something to be aware of, and if, only if, you make it out, are you wise enough to say you have lived.

Failure
There are dreams and hopes in this world of unpronounced faults and failures. I had one, I saw it as clear as day in the darkness behind my folds of skin. It fell as the days and years past, I could not stop the trend, the forsaken fall into my horrible reality. Greatness is what we all want, no matter the disturbing or glorified obscure scene it is. How can one hold onto anything worth being held upon the folds of falling roses or the grace of a feather from an angel’s wing? There is no failure in seeing the dreams or trying to live them, but how is one to feel anything when all one wants is greatness without a path? There are so many roads, so many to choose from… There is no one thing anyone person is great at, to choose and make that one road yours is to make all the forks and turns insurmountable to attain. We all want the greatness but to have the greatness of all is what deep down we all want. If one could traverse the labyrinth between all aspects of life and under

Sunrise.....
A million souls have vanished before I met you. Time was irrelevant and pain full when my eyes were open. I never understood what it meant to go forth when the sun rose. Then one day my life changed in an instant. Whirling and turning, I found one thing to grab and hold on to. I could not stop the change nor did I want to. Life and time seemed to reach deep into my heart and show me that everything wasn’t so bad. When my life ends I can say that I have something that not everyone has. Most of what I feel and think of is what you have done to me and that…. is love. Sunrise and sunset, I can only portray what tomorrow holds and hoping and praying that it is you. You are the symbol of why everyone wants to live. No matter the undeterminable odds I will fight to be with you.

To Love Someone
To like someone is difficult To love someone is hard If you give it all you got And know how to play the cards Love will reach you Burn and teach you When love comes along Grab it with both hands and be strong When he realize you are the one Happyness will come Be strong for them where he can't Stand for them when they fall Once he sees this he will Give you his all

25 Things Aboutme
1. I have been lost at times where I dont know what direction i am heading...happen to be in one of those times right now. 2. One of my greatest friends is Ellen...I really truely believe she was sent to me to help me get through school..she is an awesome woman. 3.My 3 boys are my world . I would do anything for them. I miss my oldest boy like you would not believe. 4. ok some stuff you might not know about me ...i played football in middle school....i also played on the boys baseball team...I played a mean game of vollyball... and could play the violin like a pro...*sigh* wish i had one now I miss playing the violin. 5.The last year i have woke up on a lot of things i had put blinders on for. School helped me open my eyes to alot of them. Alvarez and Lisa was two of the greatest in my healing seeing them open up made me feel like I could open up and not be judged. 6.I am addicted to this online thing...all I have to say about that.... 7.i have major dreams and hope to realize them som

Bobby My New Best Friend Candi
bobby got all your sweet stuff your pictures are fine like that i well talk to you 4 sure your going to bed 4 work or what im a night person i well talk to you later lv ya sugar-candi

In Loving Memory Of ... Abby - The One And Only
In Loving Memory ofOur Beloved AbbyRest In PeaceOur Precious AngelIt is with great sadness that we must announce the passing of our Fu-DaughterAbby - The One And Only. Needless to say, this has been a very rough time for Wild, myself and the others who love Abby, but we wanted to take time to tell you what we know and what is planned regarding her funeral and Fu Memorial Service. Dove returned from spring vacation on Monday to find an email saying that Abby had become ill on Monday and left work early. On Tuesday Mar 31st Abby was found at home, passed out and could not be revived. Abby suffered from health issues that effected certain organs, including her heart and this may have had something to do with her passing.We have been informed That Abby will be laid to rest in the UK on April 9th, 2009April 9th, happens to also be Dove's 48th Birthday and had planned a birthday bash with random bling giveaway. However, under the circumstances she is understa

It's Another Auction
Yes I'm up for auction, you can have me in your Easter Basket. Please come rate, comment and bid. Auction ends Easter Sunday so please come show some love. The cash bids get more and the higher the cash more will be added so come out and bid. Here is the link: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1029198&i=2312190092&albumid=1610222 Come be my new owner, Happy Easter!

Soldiers
Everyone thinks to be a soldier is an easy job... But you are wrong.. We face danger everyday of our lives and we should be thankful to people who serve and protect our country... They are putting their lives on the line for us... I will be in the Air Force soon enough and when someone comes up to me and says Thank YOu for serving our country, it means the world to me, just to know that some ppl appreciate what we do for others... So the next time you talk or see someone from any branch of service do me a favor tell them Thank You..

In Easter Auction
It's Easter time for spring fever and I'm In another auction. Please come and rate me and bid on me if you'd like. Here is the link: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1892123&albumid=1575445&i=2397533936 Please come and show me some love. xoxoxo

Good News
The camera I have still works, but I need a better quality batteries. So I don't "need" that camera on my wishlist, but if I get it the offer still stands.. I am also going to save up for a car and hand controls.. This will take a very long time, so my GGW money will be used for outfits, ect. The rest of my money will be saved up for the car. I want a VW Beetle.

Yet Again
yet again yet again nothing is goin right yet again my world has shattered into a million pieces yet again it ends in a fight yet again im all alone yet again im paying retribution for sins for which i didnt atone what did i ever do to deserve this , why am i the one 2 bear this pain. i cant go on though this is the only thing that keeps me sane

A Man Apart
I just dont get it i cant feel a thing..... The emotions that others feel i seem incabable of feeling at least not to the extent that they do. All i feel is a satisfaction that whoever it was paid the price for fucking with me. god im so fucked up i am such an asshole to people.WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME !!!! I just want to be normal like the rest of humanity.

Numb!!
no one to have no one to hold I lay here at night my heart is stone cold. I have tried to love but failed as you see pushes everthig away that I know will hurt me my friends are true and are always there but when i comes to the heart all I do is stear. it has been broken so many many times why do I let it when I know I will do the time I miss the fun I miss the laughs I miss feeling my heart now it's a broken piece of glass for these are my words and this is how I feel so I will lay here till I can no longer feel!!!!!

Intimacy
BEING “NAKED” IS THE FIRST COMPONENT OF INTIMACY. “NAKED” COMES FROM THE HEBREW WORD AROM, MEANING WITHOUT CLOTHES, TOTALLY BARE, WITHOUT PRETENSE OR DEFENSE. IT SPEAKS TO THE NEED FOR TOTAL TRANSPARENCY, A TOTAL BARING OF WHO WE ARE, WHO WE WERE, AND WHO WE WANT TO BE. INTIMACY REQUIRES COMPLETE TRANSPARENCY. INTIMACY REQUIRES TOTAL VULNERABILITY. INTIMACY REQUIRES A TOTAL BARING OF OUR THOUGHTS, FEARS, MOTIVES, AND DESIRES. THIS IS THE WORK OF INTIMACY. THIS IS WHY MOST ARE NOT INTIMATE. FEW ARE WILLING TO RISK SHARING FULLY WHO THEY ARE AND WHAT THEY FEEL FOR FEAR OF BEING WOUNDED AND REJECTED. YET RISKING THE WOUND IS WHAT HELPS HEAL US FROM WITHIN. INTIMACY IS A DECISION TO RISK TELLING ALL. IT TAKES A DECISION. IT ALSO TAKES TIME AND CARE. WE NEED COMMITMENT; WE NEED SAFETY; WE NEED HEALING. IT IS HARD TO BE TRANSPARENT IF WE HAVE NEVER BEEN. OR IF WE HAVE BEEN AND WE WERE HURT, WE WILL NEED HEALING AS WE LEARN TO RISK OUR DEEPEST INNER B

Jeff Foxworthy On Minnesota
Jeff Foxworthy on Minnesota If you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through l8 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will swim by, you might live in Minnesota. If you're proud that your state makes the national news 96 nights Each year because International Falls is the coldest spot in the nation, you might live in Minnesota. If you have ever refused to buy something because it's "too spendy", you might live in Minnesota. If your local Dairy Queen is closed from November through March, you might live in Minnesota. If someone in a store offers you assistance, and they don't work there, you might live in Minnesota. If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of his forehead, you might live in Minnesota. If you have worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you might live in Minnesota. If your town has an equal number of bars and churches, you might live in Minnesota. If you know how to say Wayzata, Mahtomedi, Edina and

The Rose
by jennifer ravenscroft Where has a mothers joy gone? Where is her song? It has woundered from where it belongs. Where once the light of her heart burned a bright future now darkness creeps in and binds like a suture. Where once when she saw him her heart swelled with pride; disappointment has cut its way inside. Who is this stranger?Not one she knows,for there is no love in him; at least none that show the pressure of the weeds has choked out the rose

Shadows
The shadows in my mind, Are there all the time. I can recall them anytime, When my heart is still trying to get over it. There is so much hurt and pain, We repeat it time and again. The lessons are never learned, Or new ones are there to replace the old. Shadows in the dark. I need to let the light in. I know my heart will survive, It has done it time and again. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved.

Re: Trying To Find Love;
to all my friends on fubar, if any of u that r single and would like to chat, i have yahoo and texting on my cell. i would like to get to know more about any of u in hope of us meeting sometime, those not in michigan that possibly would move here, to have a woman to love. i'm not rich $$, just the love and affection in my heart and soul. i may not b the handsomest guy in the world, but i am a caring, love man who DOES NOT believe in abusing children or woman. dont judge the book by the cover, but look inside and see the real me. yes, alot of u r very beautiful looking, but also have beauty inside too. if u want my yahoo name or my texting #, plz let me know.

Borracho As A Drunk
The 12 Steps Please click on a link for a step to see how that step has worked for other people. Step 1 - We admitted we were powerless over our addiction - that our lives had become unmanageable Step 2 - Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity Step 3 - Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood God Step 4 - Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves Step 5 - Admitted to God, to ourselves and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs Step 6 - Were entir

Heaven
To my dearest family somethings id like to say but first of all to let you know that i arrived okim writing this from heaven where i dwell with god abovethere just forever eternal love.please do not be unhappy just because im out of sight remember that i am with you every morning noon and night !that day 2 had to leave you when my life on earth was thruGod picked me up and hugged me and he said 'i welcome u'Its good to have u back again u were missed while you were goneas for your dearest family they will be here later on i need u here so badly as part of my big plan theres so much that we have to do to help our mortal manThen God gave me a list of things he wished for me to doand foremost on that list of mine is to watch and care for u!!and i will be beside you every day and week and year and when youre sad im standing there to wipe away the tear!And when you lie in bed at night the days chores put to flightGod and I are closest to you in the middle of the night when you think of my l

Aversion
lasting oblivion shines no forgiving light upon the faithful those rested upon bended, calloused knees pleading to a false prophet behind a bloodstained altar the faithless find solace in a freed and enlightened mind however slaves to their own disillusion the colaboration of shame love hate and beauty can be found in broken bones or a garden of flowers everything we are is nothing in the end supplicating towards a broken idol will allow you no favor in the eyes of nihility the broken beauty lies upon the cold porcelain floor a life so loathed for no other reason than spite lay cracked, a waste a selfish sacrifice to spit in the face of the ridiculous agglomeration and in almost a reprisal, another, falls upon those calloused knees once again pouring a scarred heart upon the shrine fit not for savior saint nor matyr

Is It Too Much To Ask?
Is it really too much to ask? Find a decent guy who says what he means and means what he says? I'm tired of playing games, tired of being played. I guess I am just not destined for that fairytale love.

Unconditional Love
Sounds simple enough to understand. To Love someone with no conditions attached. To accept and Love that person for exactly who they are, (inside & out). You have to be careful with a statement like that. Things are not as obvious and simple as they may seem in the real world. Sure, You or someone you know may say; I Love You Unconditionally, but do they really? More importantly, does that statement have the same meaning to them as it does to whom they may be saying it too? Let’s look at the two words individually. Let’s look at the easier of the two by definition. “Unconditional” by definition it means: Absolute; without stipulations. You can take it further by making such statements as: without strings attached, I accept you exactly the way you are with no conditions attached. Ok, let’s break it down a little further. Let’s take: “Absolute” by definition means; perfect; pure; complete; unrestricted; ultimate.

Love Is A Verb
I’d seen the sign for the scenic view on my last drive down this road, but was two busy or to Consumed with myself to stop. This time I was in no hurry to get back. As I climbed the half mile to the top, my mind filled with images I wanted to bring home with me. I observed every crack in the wooden steps, and every ant crawling in those cracks. I took with me a picture of every tree I passed as well as each leaf on each branch. I kept a mental recording of every bird’s song and every cricket’s chirp. I stored in a special place the smell of each flower I picked. ( Who says we have to call them weeds ? ) When I got to the top I had all of these beautiful things, but none of them prepared me for what I saw when I turned around. The world! Seen through my eyes. Majestic hills filled with seemingly endless treasures! You can’t see them individually from where you stand, but from the top of the hill reminded me that I am just tiny part of a very big world. An importa

So What Makes Someone A Hopeless Romantic?
The Basic's A female friend once told me that there are three kinds of men in this world. The 95%, the 1%, and the 4%. She said that all guys fit into one of these categories, some fit into one or more, but fill the shoes of all three. Since the time she told me this I've incorporated so that everyone; male or female is either a Hopeless Romantic or not. Now the 1% and 4% persons will be Hopeless Romantics, while the 95% fills the rest of the gap! The Break Down You're probably thinking I'm nuts by now but, hear me out. Then you can make your own assumptions. The break down goes like so, starting from worse to best: The 95% Person: This person is usually the one that is most "liked". This person's characteristics are that of the typical "jerk". They believe that a date should involve a bedroom, back seat or back row of a movie, at some point. They also believe that they "deserve" things. They usually abuse someone's love, caring and compassion. In fact they view the relationshi

Grrrrr
By my good friend Jen....... I am so over the "female" profiles that are so obviously MALES! Get a f-ing life! I will show my private pics to any guy with the balls to ask but it fuckkking pisses me off when people with profiles like "lezslut(Ladies Only Please)" with NO salute who's status message is "if u wanna see my privates invite me too see yours" shouts me asking to see my private pics! When my response was "either come back representing yourself as the male you are or post a salute as the female you claim to be... then, sure! Not as a "female" with no salute!" Surprise... I get no response.BE WHO YOU ARE OR GET OFF MY PAGE!

Destiny And Fate
We use these two words all the time, but do we really trust and believe in what these two words mean. Destiny by definition means: Predetermined course of events; Ones lot or fortune; Fate. Fate by definition means: Destiny; Fortune; End; Outcome; Death; Ruin. So by definition they can be used as one in the same. Destiny, and Fate. A predetermined course of events. Predetermined by whom? Ourselves, someone else, or a higher power? I think it could be just one, or a combination of all the above. I think sometimes too many of us hide behind those two powerful words.

Chimerical
chimerical \ky-MER-ih-kuhl; -MIR-; kih-\, adjective: 1. Merely imaginary; produced by or as if by a wildly fanciful imagination; fantastic; improbable or unrealistic.2. Given to or indulging in unrealistic fantasies or fantastic schemes.

Is It Possible
Is it possible to find one in this world To share, to hold, in love grow old Is it possible to find one in this world To sing, to cry, in arms to hold? Is it possible to find one in this world Who knows your heart and soul Is it possible to find one in this world Who completes your spirit makes you whole? Is it possible to find one in this world To fall as deep and long and far

The Rising Sun
The rising sunage oldyet new and inspiringlighting up the worldwith its soft pink rays;just watching the familiar huesdance on the still waterI return to emotionsthat never truly left.Just as the sun setsit rises againwide arms embracing a new da

Ok, Fyi
HI PEOPLES! sorry i've been MIA been working on this damned house and that was a bitch, didnt have the net there for a while, was sick and yesterday i was partying it up since it was my bday. SO, there, i know its lazy but now you know.

Imaginary Leashes
Im suppose to be holding an imaginary leash.... im holding u back and controling your life.... u and i both know thats bullshit... your free u have free will and u have your freedom do what u want u do anyway i dont have it in me to care anymore. my children, my mom, my aunt, my pets, and the few REAL FRIENDS i have left are all that matters. take it or leave it but u hold your own future in your hands fuck it up its your own fault. if u lose everything im not gonna laugh and say i toldu so u will already be picturing me in your head doing it anyway and thats good enough for me :)

Get Ajob!!!!!!!
ok well i think i have had it to my wits end with the way people act...you know "treat others how u want to be treated" well i say HA HA HA!!!!!!!! i see it everyday the "cardboard advertisers"as i like to call them or the ones that are homeless and have a freaking pet.. why? i dont get it just one more thing to aid in making people feel sorry for your messed up being... how pathetic is this world really?? HMMMM.. just because im human and walk past u on the street or drive by u in my car does not give u the right to harrass me for MY $$$$ get your own REAL HONEST TAXPAYING JOB and shut up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This System
this system is messed up...i had my appointment to try and get a scholarship for the truck drivers institute... got in to the appointment and started talkin to the lady then she desides to tell me how the workforce place usually doesnt give that type of scholarship to people under 25....i kind of flipped out and got upset because 4-5 months ago i was told to wait till i was 21 then to come back and go through the scholarship program because thats the best way to go... but she i guess the way she put it was because nobody will hire people under the age of 25...which is kind of a lie.... and the T.D.I helps place people of any age as long as there 21 and over.... covenant the company i want to start out with will take me..so i ended up driving all the way out to sanford again because rodney(the recuiter) says he could help get things situtated... so hopefully tommorrow ill have a clearer idea of whats going to happen.. thats also if the workforce will approve me going through

For Friends Eyes Only! :d
Hi Friends and fans. Just wanted to let everyone know I will be leaving Fuland this evening until Sunday evening. I just celebrated my 25th anniversary yesterday and going to continue it out of state along with a business meeting I will be attending. I will bring my laptop with me and will try to come on when and if I get the chance. I am only working a half day today, so I can pack. I will be on for a short time after I close up shop to re-rate and rate some pictures as much as I can. Hope all you have a Wonderful Easter!! See you soon. Cheryl

Ouch
My daughter was being clingy today, I told her she couldn't touch me again because I'd throw up. Well she grabbed my arm and I did a vomitting sound. Well, 4 year olds think that crap is overly entertaining so she kept doing it...over and over..and my dumb ass fed into it. Now my throat is raw and she's still clinging to my side. Everyone say hi to Lauryn... I should add, my son made my shit list when he got home from school...he's been making "i love mommy' pics all night

Giveaway
During my auto 11 I will be holding a contest/giveaway. To receive an entry into it you have to either 1) bomb me or 2) rate 100 pics. There will be an equal amount of prizes for those that bomb and those that rate so everyone has a fair chance. Everytime you bomb me I receive notice of it but for those that rate you have to let me know, through private message, how many you rated in order to be entered into the drawing. Drawing will happen once my auto 11 has expired. Prizes are as follows..(Remember the amount of each giveaway is split up between bombers and raters) 2 people will win 1 million fubucks 2 people will win 500K fubucks 2 will win 250K fubucks 4 will win 150K fubucks 4 will win 125K fubucks 4 will win 100K fubucks 6 will win 75K fubucks 4 will win 50K fubucks 4 will win 25K fubucks AND 2 people will earn 7 pimpouts each (1 for each day for 1 week) So let the fun begin :-D

Live It Or Dream It
Are you living the dream or dreaming the dream ??? If you dream the dream but live the life, aren't you standing with a foot in each world. And unless you can float, what if something comes up and strikes you, between the legs, because the two worlds merge. Are you bringing your legs closer together or wider apart ??? Hhmmmm .. an interesting thought.

Give Up
I give up.... When I walked in from the store I was told I have two weeks to find another place to stay. I have no income, have been waiting for my medical to kick in... I am screwed more then I ever cared to admit. I don't even know what to say :(

Robert Frost Poems
A Cliff Dwelling There sandy seems the golden skyAnd golden seems the sandy plain.No habitation meets the eyeUnless in the horizon rim,Some halfway up the limestone wall,That spot of black is not a stainOr shadow, but a cavern hole,Where someone used to climb and crawlTo rest from his besetting fears.I see the callus on his soulThe disappearing last of himAnd of his race starvation slim,Oh years ago - ten thousand years ACQUAINTED WITH THE NIGHTI have been one acquainted with the night.I have walked out in rain -- and back in rain.I have outwalked the furthest city light.I have looked down the saddest city lane.I have passed by the watchman on his beatAnd dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain.I have stood still and stopped the sound of feetWhen far away an interrupted cryCame over houses from another street,But not to call me back or say good-bye;And further still at an unearthly height,O luminary clock against the skyProclaimed the time was n

My Kinda Riddle
If a canoe walks by and four doors fall off, how many pancakes will it take to cover a doghouse in the middle of summer? Just keep this in mind the next time someone says that there is no such thing as a stupid question....

By Air Fire Water And The Earth
By the air that breezes and gails from the east upon your mind it tears and scatters as it unleashes the beast by the fire blazing enormously in the oouth to torment your flesh to tear it from the bone as the curse leaves my mouth by the water the raging sea and the oceans deep May Leviathan wrap around your soul and crush you to the endless sleep in the north comes the earth May you get swallowed by your mother you whore from the hate that i have given birth

Mod Calendar Girl Contest
OFFICIAL LIST OF CALENDAR GIRL MODELS REGISTERED FOR 2010 M.O.D. CALENDAR GIRL CALENDAR...TOP 12 MODELS WITH MOST VOTES OVER THE SEVEN WEEKS OF THE CONTEST RECIEVE A SPOT IN THE UPCOMING PUBLISHED CALENDAR. THE MODEL WITH THE MOST VOTES WILL BECOME THE M.O.D. CALENDAR GIRL "COVER GIRL" GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE INVOLVED. I PURPOSELY LEFT OUT THE REST OF THE LIST BECAUSE I AM IN THIS ONE- VOTERS MUST BE REGISTERED WITH THE SITE- HERE IS THE SITE WEB ADDY- http://www.modoftheday.com/ PLEASE GO AND VOTE FOR ME!!! :) LOVE YOU ALL :) GROUP B (APRIL 8-15) BOOTYLICIOUS MAKIN WHOOPIE KELLYBABY38 BROWNEYEDGIRL36

Watch Out Ladies
www.dontdatehimgirl.com If you want to know if the guy you are dating is a former scumbag, this is the site for you. Check it out, just enter his name or nickname in the search engine. You won't be disappointed.

Holy Wow!
This has been one hell of a week. I'm not sure if anyone missed me or not. Some of you got a text from me letting you know what happened. Here's a recap for those of you that didn't know. Saturday night, while I was at the hotel, I was having really bad connection issues. My "high speed" connection was slower than dial up. Yes - that IS possible. I couldn't get music to load on a page in over 10 minutes. After a while I just gave up. I decided to watch some television and call it a night. Sunday when I woke up, everything was working the way it should. I left the hotel around noon. When I got home, I plug my laptop in and I attempt to get online. I didn't have a connection so I went to go reset the router. I noticed a few plugs, and since I never really payed attention to it before, I asked what they were for. Found out that since my stepdad canceled the old internet service they came and took their modem. The new company said they couldn't be here to connect their modem until t

Soulmate
Incompatible, it dont matter thoughcause someones bound to hear my cry Speak out if you do Youre not easy to find Is it possible Mr. Loveable Is already in my life? Right in front of me Or maybe youre in disguise Here we are again, circles never end How do I find the perfect fit Theres enough for everyone But I'm still waiting in line Most relationships seem so transitory Theyre all good but not the permanent one Who doesnt long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why Im on my own If theres a soulmate for everyone

When Im Gone
Theres another world inside of me That you may never see There are secrets in this life That I cant hide Somewhere in this darkness Theres a light that I can't find Maybe its too far away... Or maybe I'm just blind... So hold me when Im here Right me when Im wrong Hold me when Im scared And love me when 'm gone Everything I am And everything in me Wants to be the one You wanted me to be Ill never let you down Even if I could Id give up everything If only for your good So hold me when Im here Right me when Im wrong You can hold me when Im scared You wont always be there So love me when Im gone......

R.i.p. Abby ... Lil Pegasus
In Loving Memory ofOur Beloved AbbyRest In PeaceOur Precious AngelIt is with great sadness that we must announce the passing of our Fu-DaughterAbby - The One And Only. Needless to say, this has been a very rough time for Wild, myself and the others who love Abby, but we wanted to take time to tell you what we know and what is planned regarding her funeral and Fu Memorial Service. Dove returned from spring vacation on Monday to find an email saying that Abby had become ill on Monday and left work early. On Tuesday Mar 31st Abby was found at home, passed out and could not be revived. Abby suffered from health issues that effected certain organs, including her heart and this may have had something to do with her passing.We have been informed That Abby will be laid to rest in the UK on April 9th, 2009April 9th, happens to also be Dove's 48th Birthday and had planned a birthday bash with random bling giveaway. However, under the circumstances she is understa

"admirer Her"
She wore her sexiest white lingerie. The bra was push up and kind of sheer. It framed her breasts beautifully. They were perfect sitting up high on her chest. Her panties were g-string also a bit sheer in the front. In the right light they would be see through. She was aware of that fact and it turned her on.She wore stockings, thigh highs, they made her feel sexy and a little dirty. She'd been wearing a skirt all day and when she crossed her legs her bare thighs were visible to anyone who looked her way.She was well aware of this as well and enjoyed the stares. At this moment she was in her bedroom and could not wait for the encounter that was about to take place. There was an admirer there and she loved it.As she ran her fingers through her hair down the side of her face and one finger slid down over her lip and just barely into her mouth. As she sucked her finger her admirer did the same.She reached behind her and unhooked her bra. Her admirer watched intently and removed clothing a

Im A Big Dummy
WELL I HAVE MADE A MILLION MISTAKES IN MY LIFE. I HAVE MADE LIFE HARDER ON MYSELF MORE THEN MOST COULD EVER EVEN IMAGINE. BUT THIS TIME I MADE ONE THAT AFFETED EVERYONE AROUND ME. I WENT ON A WHIM AND TRUSTED SOMEONE THAT ABUSED THAT TRUST. I AM 27 YEARS OLD... I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER, I MEAN I AM A MOM FOR CHRIST SAKES. I SHOULDNT HAVE TRUSTED SOMEONE I DIDNT EVEN REALLY KNOW. NOW MY DAUGHTER AND MY SISTER WILL BE PAYING THE PRICE WITH ME. I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO STUPID. I HAVE ALWAYS HAD WALLS AND BOUNDRIES AND FOR SOME REASON.. THIS TIME I LET THEM ALL DOWN AND LET SOMEONE WALK IN AND TURN MY LIFE UPSIDE DOWN. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER THEN TO TRUST HIM. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT PEOPLE WILL FUCK YOU IF THEY CAN. ITS NOT HIS FAULT THOUGH ITS MINE. ITS MINE BECAUSE I ALLOWED MYSELF TO BELIEVE HIM. I DONT KNOW WHY I BELIEVED HIM. I HAVE BEEN ASKING MYSELF WHY FOR 2 DAYS NOW AND THE ONLY ANSWER I CAN COME UP WITH IS IM A FUCKIN RETARD!!! ALL THAT MONEY.... ITS GONE AND NOW I HAVE NO CH

One Month
So I am sitting here thinking. It's been a month since I lost my mom and my life has been such a rollercoaster. Some days I just want to crawl under a rock and hide. Since I lost mom I have learned who truly cares about me and who was just using me. I have also looked at my life long and hard. I am 26 and my life is going nowhere fast. I have two kids who I love more than life itself and I have let them down in so many ways. So I packed my shit up and moved back home. Where I should have been to begin with. I know now what I should do and what I should have been doing to begin with. I realize now that I have been selfish in so many ways. But I am going to turn things around and make it right by kids if its the last thing I do. To my mom.... I love u and I know we said no regrets but I have so many.

"noticed Her"
Everyday I see her on her porch, sitting in the chair, and watching us. She watches all of us as we go by. The runners, us walkers, and even the kids passing by and she watches us all from her perch on her porch. Every day I walk and I’ll look up. I’ll look up and I’ll smile. Why I do that, I’m not sure, but I do. I was taught to be that way, taught to be a friendly person. That’s what my parents told me. Be friendly, wave to your neighbors, and say hi to them. Most the time I do. I wave to my neighbors, but sometimes I don’t. It all depends.She was different. Don’t know why, but she was. A pretty woman she seemed depressed or she looked it. Didn’t know anything about her either, but I’d see her every evening around 7:30 and she sat and rocked and watched me go by. Somehow I came to like this woman. Don’t ask me why, I just did. She was quiet and reserved. But she was sad also. I didn’t know why she was, but she acted li

Evanescence - Call Me When You're Sober
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. Don't lie to me, Just get your things. I've made up your mind.

"nights Of Passion"
She walked into the room and just looked at him. He looked back, taking in her full beauty. He couldn't stop himself from walking over to her, grabbing her around the waist, and kissing her. They kissed gently at first, but then they fully engulfed each other with their arms and the kiss grew more passionate and deep. They loved the taste and feel of each other's tongues pressing against theirs.She felt herself walking backwards and leading them until her back was up against the kitchen counter. He lifted her up so she was sitting on the counter, and they never broke their kiss. They stopped and pulled away, each staring into the other's eyes. She looked down and began to unbutton his shirt. He tore it off and reached to remove hers. He lifted it over her head and started kissing her again, passionately. He pulled her off of the counter and they made their way to the bedroom, stopping against a few walls along the way to kiss each other more. They tumbled onto the bed, and he stopped k

Evanescence - Bring Me To Life
how can you see into my eyes like open doors leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and lead it back home (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become now that I know what I’m without you can't just leave me breathe into me and make me real bring me to life (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become Bring me to life (I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside) Bring me to life frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the

2 Lovers Undress
You're a shaft of lightIn my crimson evening.Let's make each other beautiful;You in a silver ball gown,Shoulders shine above itAbove superb resilient breasts.Slow, sensual dance, rustling fabrics,Hands, breath to lips and tonguesHeld through this breeze.I've striven in my work-outsFor this moment;I'm yours to relish,you're mine to savour.So now undo me, see legs first- Yours I'll matchNow find my waist and torso- Feel at firstAnd then unbutton,Peel and see.In shorts I stand before you now,AthleticYou're throbbing for the next -You take my waistband, drawNow I'm just in trunks- Erotic in your smouldering light.I'll do the same for you, I'm delicatewith zips and buttons, bucklesRelease your gown,A glittering parachuteand you step out- In what I dreamed you'd wear:A purple strapless one-pieceClining to your toned lovely fromA one-piece proclaimsA woman's fullest power#Coincealing, revealing,Balance just right - to draw on,and you can wear oneBefore all others.Now you're my bathing beauty,

Argue Makeup
Me and a friend of mine had a discussion about women wearing makeup and why i have never really dated women that wear a lot of makeup. my take is i don't mind a lil lipstick and such but anything more than "natural" tone i don't really care for. all the different colors are a turn off to me. i like the woman that i see next to me on the couch, right before i go to sleep, when i open my eyes in the morning. that true woman is the turn on for me. my friend asked what was the turn off about it. to me she looks like a clown when she paints all of this on her face. how am i suppose to take u serious when she looks like a clown to me. thats just how i feel about it. my friend said i am being too harsh. not to judge the book by the cover i see and i'm like that's my whole point. i want to see whats underneath not make believe i'm presented with. just my thoughts. luv it or hate it.

Evanescence - My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

Doctor Who: Planet Of The Dead - Saturday 11th April At 6:45pm On Bbc One
Planet of the Dead - Saturday 11th April at 6:45pm on BBC One. When a London bus takes a detour to an alien world, the Doctor must join forces with the extraordinary Lady Christina, in this one-off seasonal special. But the mysterious planet holds terrifying secrets, hidden in the sand. And time is running out, as the deadly Swarm gets closer. Planet Of The Dead features David Tennant as the Doctor, Michelle Ryan as Lady Christina and Lee Evans as Malcolm. It is written by Russell T Davies and Gareth Roberts. Planet Of The Dead is also being simulcast on the BBC HD channel – the BBC’s High Definition channel available through Freesat, Sky and Virgin Media.

Written For Me By A Good Friend
Written by a friend for Me Someone I think is Special Sweet FriendI have the sweetest friendI like talking to each dayHe's kind and considerateTo me in every way.It's only been a short timeBut laughs we do shareTelling stories of our livesAnd the things of which we care.He has a special place nowDeep inside my heartHoping he'll always be thereNever to depart.I see his face and hear his voiceI believe his heart is trueUpon my face you put a smileBecause my sweet friend, this is you.

Staind - Still Tangled Up In You
You're My World The Shelter From The Rain You're The Pills That Take Away My Pain You're The Light That Helps Me Find My Way You're The Words When I Have Nothing To Say And In This World Where Nothing Else Is True Here I am Still Tangled Up In You I'm Still Tangled Up In You Still Tangled Up In You You're The Fire That Warms Me When I'm Cold You're The Hand I Have To Hold As I Grow Old You're The Shore When I am Lost At Sea You're The Only Thing That I Like About Me And In This World Where Nothing Else Is True Here I am Still Tangled Up In You I'm Still Tangled Up In You How Long Has It Been Since This Storyline Began And I Hope It Never Ends And Goes Like This Forever In This World Where Nothing Else Is True Here I am Still Tangled Up In You Tangled Up In You I'm Still Tangled Up In You Still Tangled Up In You

Staind - It's Been A While
And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since I could call you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means And it's been awhile Since I can say that I wasn't addicted And it's been awhile Since I can say I love myself as well And it's been awhile Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been awhile But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day! And it's been awhile Since I could look at myself straight And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry And it's been awhile Since I've seen the way the candle light

End Of Week 3
end of week 3... 17 to goHad two code Alphas in one day this week (medical emergency). one was an old guy that had a heartattack while standing in line at the buffet. then they had to have drills on all of the other emergencies, papa (pollution... we cant have anything go over the side), oscar (man overboard) and delta (damage to the ships hull). Plus the weekly fire drill. got out to walmart in hilo. forgot what i want to pick up and bought junk instead. got a huge bag of dried squid to chew on. first time i have seen the packaging in english. lolnot much else to report

Staind - All I Want
What I leave, When you go, What I see, And what you show, And what I guess, And when I don't, Is something you already, already know, [Chorus:] I can't live without, All I think about, All I want is you, You're all I dream about, I can't live without, All I want is you, The things I do, I go through, And all I see, When Im awake, And what I make, The shit I take, Is something you already, already know [Chorus:] I can't live without, All I think about, All I want is you, You're all I dream about, I can't live without, All I want is you, Ohhh,... Is you, Is you, Is you, Is you, You're all I dream about, I can't live without, All I want is you [Chorus:] I can't live without, All I think about, All I want is you, You're all I dream about, I can't live without, All I want is you, And all I dream about, I just can't live without, And all I think about is you, And all I want is you

Sports Car For Grannys Car
Many many years ago...on a pretty sunny day, I had bought a sports car. It was a 1987 Nissan 300 ZX. I had traded my Ford Escort for it. I had named the car, Grim Reaper.....Reaper for short. I have regreted getting him though.... The reason why I had gotten that car was Rich thought it was such a cooooool car, him and his buddy thought it would be awesome to get. I had though...well maybe if I get this sports car, I'd be like..coool...and our relationship would be better in some way.... Yeah Yeah...stupid I know... but that's what I had thought... After I had got Reaper, the guys drooled all over it, pimped it up some more and blah blah blah. For the longest time I couldn't get a simple conversation from Rich without it having to do with the car. Then all of a sudden, the guys put some money together and soup up Rich's car. They lowered it and put a bunch of shit on it....my car hadn't been touched. I told them, "Uh, you guys aren't done with my car but yet, you're fixing his car?

Angels & Animals Arise
Collapses under a blanket of rolling waves's, The Moon Shining on my comatosed head, Ready to float on a pillow of soft white fluffy clouds, Rolling over hues of green & blue to lands anew. Take the Wooden wheel upon your gritty hands, Let the flags do there magic, Fluttering in the sand, Theres a few special people upon this island reaching out there hand, Laying out sheets of gold, The translucent purple pearls. The Dolphins cruise by in echoes of the past, Across the gritty seabeds filled with rotten mush, A Mermaid is one not many see only in a glimpse, Keep your beady eyes open for that scaly feminine fish. She rises out the water, Trident in her hand, Expelling all that has harmed her & her sand, Withing some people there exists much power, To rise above the mist, Glowing in translucent mists. The Clouds open wide to expose the blue above, Angels & Animals form in mists of dust, To rule this mighty orb open to there trust, Letting out there echoes o

Private Pics
Some of you have noticed that I have made all my personal pics and those of my family private. I will attempt to explain why I felt the need to do this. It may be lengthy, so please hang with me. I recently read a bulletin that a fellow fubarian had passed away. The author of the bulletin admitted that they did not know the young lady very well but had gone to the deceased page and found a beautiful video of her and wanted to share it with everyone. While viewing the video, I accidentally clicked on the link to the deceased page and found that it was set for friends only. It suddenly hit me that in life, this young lady valued her privacy. Yet, in her death it was being made public. It made me feel disrespectful for viewing the video. I went to fubar support and asked that one of the bouncers discuss this with me in my shout box as I felt it was a delicate situation. I explained how this appeared to violate the deceased privacy. After assuring me they would look into it, no a

Runnin Ur Mouth Will Get U Hurt!!!
OK FIRST OFF LET ME SAY THIS I HAVE AN IDEA WHO U R BUT NOT SURE BUT IF U GOT SOMETHING TO SAY WELL GROW UP AND SAY IT THIS ISNT KINDERGARDEN AND IM NOT GOING TO PERTENTED THAT IT IS AND IM NOT GOING TO USE MY POWERS ON HERE IN THE LOUNGE TO DEAL WIT THIS YOU KNOW WHO U R AND IT NEEDS TO STOP ITS NOT A JOKE AND ITS NOT FUNNY ITS CUASEIN MAJOR PROBLEMS AND IT NEEDS TO STOP NOW I WILL FIND U AND I WILL GET U KICK OFF FUBAR AND I WILL GET UR INTERNET SHUT OFF AND TRUST ME I CAN DO IT SO LETS STOP PLAYIN KIDDY GAMES AND GROW UP PPL THIS IS MY LIFE UR F**KING UP AND I WONT HAVE IT!!!!

Watch Out!
My friends who know me well, know that me showing anger is about as likely as Florida getting snow in July. Or the Cubs winning the World Series. Or the Mets not choking and losing the NL East to the Phillies (thats for Brandi and Ari lol). Today, after growing frustration with my business partner, I had a mini meltdown. :) Between the 2 calls, I think I dropped the F bomb at least a dozen times... hung up on him.. and threw the phone lol. And it was a well deserved meltdown too. But for me to show it? Watch out! It is actually quite a breakthrough for me. After my divorce, I went through therapy for awhile. (It's been a LONG time.. so I am quite sane now actually lol... I think) I had so much bottled up inside, so much hurt, so much anger. And I had kept it inside so long, I forgot how to show it. My therapist wanted me to go home, take a baseball bat and beat on the bed to help me find a way to release anger. I've had friends try to get me to scream or yell about the th

Baleadas
March 2, 2009 - Pigeon Caye, HondurasThe cafe is unmarked, in an unpainted concrete building. I recognize it only by the yellow door-frame, the handwritten menu taped to the wall. The woman who runs the cafe, Maria, speaks only Spanish. So I stumble by, haltingly asking for dos baleadas and café con leche, throwing in ample por favors and graciases. "Uno más café?" I sputter, trying to ask for another coffee."Un más," she corrects me, politely, smilingly. She is tolerant. And her coffee is good.Her grandson is here, sitting in a little plastic chair in a corner of the tiny kitchen, patiently watching her cook. He looks to be about a year old, with dark hair, dark skin, and tiny, sweet features. Maria looks away, and he totters over to the swinging door that separates the kitchen from the dining area. He sees me, his eyes light up, and he babbles. Maria laughs and scoops him up, places him back in his chair. He wails. When I peer around the corner and smile at him, he stops crying. H

Me Gusto
Pigeon Caye, Honduras - March 2, 2009 In the nameless little baleada cafe, I overheard someone say "me gusta." I asked J to translate, and he said it means "my pleasure" or "it pleases me." "What would it mean if I said 'me gusto'?" "I please me."This is true, too.

A Poem
"What Will It Take"I have lost friends I have lost loversWhat will it take to never hurt anotherMy life has become numbMy Life has become dimWhat will it take to never hurt againThe times have became hardThe times have become ferceWhat will it take to stop these tearsI have hurt my familyI have hurt my motherWhat will it take to mend the othersGrieve has overwhelmed me Grieve has overwhelmed friendsWhat will it take to make them endCrying wont make the hurt go Crying wont make the hurt changeWhat will it take to turn the pageI feel like my life is overI feel like my life should endWhat will it take to make this happenWill it be a razorWill it be a gunWhat will it take to make this turnI dont want this to happenI dont want this to solveWhat will it take to make this dissolveIt hurts so bad insideIt hurts so bad outsideWhat will it take to make me desideWhat ever it is I hope it comes soonI dont know if I will see another moonI dont know how long I can fakeI just want to know what will i

Why I've Been Mia
This is just for those of you who talk to me regularily since those of you who dont wont really have noticed. anywho Ive appeared to be online a lot more than usual lately but havent been responding to people. truth is..I've been pretty sick for awhile and though Ive been great for quite a bit I did hit a rough patch again and after pretending everything was good I just couldnt anymore and just wasnt feeling up to chatting much, Im doing much better now though so no worries everythings gonna be alright trust me your girls not goin no where. thanks for the love that many of you have shown and to my daddy for always bein there for support n making sure im doing what i need to be even if its tellin me to go to bed n not talkin to me at night so i can get the rest i need(it makes me pissy when you do but it really is what i need sometimes) n a special thanks to kev..somehow u always know when i need to be checked in on always worryin about me even when you dont really know whats goin o

Because Someone Told Me To
So during a conversation in the MUMMs, someone suggested I do this. Out of pure curiousity... Who wants a weird, fucked-up, insane Englishman staying with them later in the summer when he goes over to the US for a hopefully extensively long holiday?

Hope This Touches U Like It Did Me
The Sack Lunches I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read. Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought. Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. 'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan.' After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time. As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get to base.' His

The Helen Keller
http://the-helen-keller.urbanup.com/3860413 My manuever the Helen Keller made it to the Urban Dictionary...much to my suprise there are other versions but they pale in comparison...check out the one by Benny Blazed!!! LOL Ciao Ben

Classic, But True....
These are actual comments made on students' report cards by teachers in the New York City public school system. All teachers were reprimanded (but they are funny!) 1. Since my last report, your child has reached rock bottom and has started to dig. 2. I would not allow this student to breed. 3. Your child has delusions of adequacy. 4. Your son is depriving a village somewhere of an idiot. 5. Your son sets low personal standards and then consistently fails to achieve them. 6. The student has a 'full six-pack' but lacks the plastic thing to hold it all together. 7. This child has been working with glue too much. 8. When your daughter's IQ reaches 50, she should sell. 9. The gates are down, the lights are flashing, but the train isn't coming. 10. If this student were any more stupid, he'd have to be watered twice a week. 11. It's impossible to believe the sperm that created this child beat out 1,000,000 others. 12. The wheel is turning but the hamster is definitely dead.

What Made Me Laugh Today
When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy....it's pretty smart. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed.. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me.' I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!' So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... 'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.' She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?' Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take

The Church Organist
Miss Bea, the chruch organist, was in her eighties and never been married.She was much admired for her sweetness and kindness to all.The pastor cam to call on her one afternnon early in the spring,and she welcomed him into her victorian parlor.She invited him to have a seat while she prepared a little tea.AS he sat facing ger old pump oragan,the young minister nocticed a cut glass bowl sitting on top of it,filled with water.In the water floated, of all things,a condom.Imagine his shock and surprise.Imagine his curosity!Surely Miss Bea had flipped or something..!When she returned with tea and cookies,they began to chat.The pastor tried to stife his curosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soonit got tothe better of him,anf he could resist no longer."Miss Bea,"he said," i WONDER IF you would tell me about this?"(pointing to the bowl)."Oh yes",she replied,"isnt it wonderful? I was walking downtown last fall and i found this little package on the ground.The directio

Easter Time
http://i50.photobucket.com/albums/f335/princssweb/43683b.jpg"> > Sweetpeabayba, she's my fu-wifey but I'll share...this time!! If the price is right.... See if you have what it takes and don't forget to rate the pics!

Levelling My Way
No One Needs to Waste Away in the Land of Silence. I can hear you. Give me time to find you. If you read these words you will receive love and light today. It is because I weave these into each word with a copper cord. Copper is the metal of love, not gold or silver... I make jewelry with a copper cord to remind me that no necklace is ever broken. Even when a string of beads and crystals breaks, scattering upon the floor it has not broken. I will take something stronger and put the pieces back together. And I have made something more beautiful and stronger than what I once wore. This is who I am and so are you. Friends I learned something today. I know and understand the quote that says "A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and when you forget that song they sing it back to you so you will remember". you remember the song in my heart the vibration that makes me not just live but thrive in sunshine thank you for singing it back to me Thank you for bringing

Bombs Away!!!
OK ...Tonight during HH, I am gonna be activating my Cherry Bomb!! If you have 11's or are bombing yourself...leave me a pm if you wnat to be hit!! I'll bomb anyone with 250 pics...11's or not!! So leave a PM and i'll do my best to get to you!!! BOMBS AWAY!!!

Can U Feel The Intensity?
Libra - April 2009What a month for you romantic Libras, especially the unattached. This month, with the Full Moon on April 9 in your own sign, you aren't just looking for an ordinary person. What you're looking for borders on the divine. An attached Libra will be looking at his or her partner with more demanding eyes. With all this intensity, you're compelled to see that your romantic expectations are met, and they will be, you'll see to that. On April 17 Venus, the planet of love, moves into direct motion in the sentimental and romantic Pisces. Four days later, on April 25, love planet Venus meets up with planet of passion Mars and starts a cycle of wild romantic adventure. As if you aren't romantically impulsive enough, you have the red-hot planet egging you on to jump without thinking into a new situation. The month ends with the New Moon in sexy Taurus in the house of intimacy and closed doors, where you continue to see that your expectations are met.

Suicide
Aging Aunt Mildred was a 93-year-old woman who was particularly despondent over the recent death of her husband. She decided that she would just kill herself and join him in death. Thinking that it would be best to get it over with quickly, she took out his old Army pistol and made the decision to shoot herself in the heart, since it was badly broken in the first place. Not wanting to miss the vital organ and become a vegetable and a burden to someone, she called her doctor's office to inquire as to just exactly where the heart would be on a woman. The doctor said, 'Your heart would be just below your left breast'. Later that night........ Mildred was admitted to the hospital

Ink Of My Tears
Ink of my Tears! i wrote you today with the ink of my tears, Penning years of memories across a paper, Grasping fading, photo stained with love, And as i wrote, the memory of you'r face peered across from me and you mouthed what I long to hear words smudged on the page. One day the tears will surely dry, But the ink of my words will remain on the page for you to Read ,Remember and Cry..............

It Was A Lie
In a world that's so unfair, i met a girl i loved so clear, She used to love me as i loved her, and gave me memories i cannot spare. But time comes when im singing a song, I can feel there's something wrong. coz if i look into her eyes, I can see many lies, Her heart closes like a door, for her love i felt no more. Now i know the reason why, for she just found another guy, I don't know if i've done something wrong, I thought it only happens in a song. Tears flows from my eyes greatly, so i went home for no one could see. As the girl knows that im dying gravely, she rushed into our house because of guilty, she searched our house looking for me, and in my room she went lastly, there through the door she had broken down, she saw me hanging without a frown, and on the bedside this words was found, "Dig me grave, dig it deep, and on the marble tomb put some roses from head to feet, and on the head please place a dove, to tell the world i died for love"...

To Someone On Fubar
this is to someone who thinks they're toughshit well guess what? you're not. ur nothing but a low life motherf***er who cant seem to make up ur mind. first you hate me then u tell me that u still love me. well sorry to burst ur bubble but ive been over you for a longgg ass time. besides i knew u were cheating on me so dont even say u never were. So i'm over you, ur over me. Dont worry about me got it? I'm soo over you BTW..............there are a lot of guys who treat me wayyy better than you :)

Eternity
As the sun slowly fades into the horizonThe light of that day slowly goes to none,The light of that night then comes into viewYet, the light of my life- I shall always see in you.My sun, my moon, my stars up above,I see in you my one true love.The thoughts I have, the feelings I possess,Is that of you? I do so fully confess.Your beautiful words touch deep into my heart,I pray, these words and I shall never part.But what can I say you have done to me,Just that my love for you will last for all eternity.

I Wrote A Mumm.
But I don't think I should publish it. TOS material? "I have been dating this girl for a few weeks and one night we got pretty liquored up and we ended up having unprotected sex (meaning I didn't pull out *wink wink*). Well, I really didn't think too much of it, because well, I was drunk. Who cares, you know? Since then she became boring and I stopped seeing her. You know, get what you want; tag it and bag it. Well she calls me up this morning and tells me she is late on her monthly and passed a pregnancy test with flying colors. I am supportive of what she wants to do until she tells me she doesn't believe in abortion or adoption. She wants to keep it. I am not really down with this because I don't really want to pay child support and I certainly don't believe children should be born out of wedlock. What am I to do? Does my opinion count for anything? It should. So I don't really know what to do. I have a tough decision ahead of me as to what I should do." Should I: a. pu

Blind Man In Biker Bar
BLIND MAN IN A FEMALE BIKER BAR A blind man wanders into a Female Biker Bar by mistake. He finds his way to a bar stool and orders some coffee.After sitting there for awhile, he yells to the waiter, 'Hey, you wanna hear a blonde joke?' The bar immediately falls absolutely silent.In a very deep, husky voice, the woman next to him says, 'Before you tell that joke, sir, I think it's only fair, given that you' re blind, that you should know five things: 1) The bartender is a blonde girl with a baseball bat.2) The bouncer is a blonde girl.3) I'm a 6 foot tall, 175 lb. blonde woman with a black belt in karate.4) The woman sitting next to me is blonde and a professional weightlifter.5) The lady to your right is blonde and a professional wrestler.Now, think about it seriously, Mister.Do you still wanna tell that joke?' The blind man thinks for a second, shakes his head, and mutters....'No, not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times.

'tis A Pageant To Keep Us In False Gaze
“Why is my Superman not remembered, but I am? If our Krypton never existed, no one should remember either of us.” What Power Girl (picture a less-endowed version of the Supergirl we’re probably more familiar with) said after the focal point – though I expect readers on DC Comics’ mid-80s reboot “Crisis on Infinite Earths” didn’t realize it at the time – of all the alternate Earths that survived being obliterated by antimatter merging into one Earth was a question that couldn’t be answered. From a real-world marketing standpoint, I expect this solved a lot of problems that grew from just fifty years of producing Batman, Superman, Wonder Woman, and other stories that eventually would contradict each other, particular after the Silver Age debuts of said characters … which turned out to be new characters with the same names and roughly the same origins. All the Golden Age incarnations of these heroes were retroactively

Would You?
Gay mumms equal Gay Sex turbo22: sorry dude iggy time ->turbo22: NAO! I demand it nao! turbo22: no ->turbo22: Im serious. Dead serisous. Can i suck your cock? turbo22: lol dude ->turbo22: Ill glue one onto my butthole if it helps turbo22: nope only like pussy dude ->turbo22: Would you? turbo22: dude your messed up ->turbo22: would you fuck me?..id fuck me..id fuckme HARD turbo22@ fubar

People Dont Care
i know people dont care what i have tosay but im going to say what i got to say anyway. well im not ignoring my urges to cut but im dealing with it when it araises. i hate when you get into a fight with some one and they though shit back in your face...thanks you mz for that one...she may demand respect but i wont give her any...but peoples words dont hurt me anymore...im going to stop the cycle of abuse..

Yeah Its For You
CherishTwo circular hues of blue with a gray shadeSo captivatingMore than you knowFalse perceptionsThat brought forth these questions ofTruth, love and hopeNow that you're injuringI'll carry you with me justPlease hold onDisappear and dissolveA weakening wallWill one day fallIt's wise to sever our lossI redefine pulseThrough your irisLove's not all lostBut it's nailed to my crossAnd crucified all that I've held onTo be awaitingAnticipating a touch such as yoursFalse affectionA spawn of neglectingOf love, lust, hoaxPlease understand meThat now where you're standingIs closer then I'd hopedDisappear and dissolveA weakening wallWill one day fallIt's wise to sever our lossI redefine pulseThrough your iris

Things That I Find Disturbing.
People using the word sexy to describe Excel spreadsheets. A little over a year ago I noticed people using sexy to describe things like new computers/technology and I have always heard people use that word to describe cars and I guess in a way if that's what you like it makes sense. However, when a coworker was showing me an excel spread sheet and he said "now that's sexy" I got a little vomity. Old men with candy in their pockets. When I was 19 I worked at the Clinique counter in the mall. A guy who worked at a shoe place I would check out on my breaks took a liking to me. He was probably only 45 but he had long gray hair he kept in a pony tail. One day he walked up to me and pulled some butterscotch candy out of his pocket and asked me if I wanted some. My first reaction was to yell "help! I need an adult!!" like mom had instructed me to do when I was 5. My second reaction was the same Guys who work at women's shoe stores. I think that's an Al Bundy thing. It's really not all t

Hindrances
What are the hindrances What are the hinderances that rise from below or fall from above..standing in our way and keep us from the joys of love..the angels come with swords and the truth shall cut away..the chains that hold us in the night and keep us from the light of day.

Need Some Help Here!
Ok so my AWESOME Girl Fiesty got a late start in this contest! So I need you guys to go love her hard! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1826462&albumid=1610998&i=2077497181&idx=0 Go rate and comment the hell out of her pic PLZ!!!

How The Hell... Doesn't Matter
I see they changed the blog thing. that fucking sucks. Anyway... I hate that sometimes i want to say things and nothing comes out and other times, everything else comes out other than what i want to say. i know this is probably not making sense and i'm completely okay with that. I know some of you actually read these things, and some of you actually talk to me... you all already know i rarely make sense for long periods of time. So anyway, I've been trying to figure out how to get certain things out of my mouth when they're all i think about, and yet for some reason it just never works. I want so badly to just scream. I think if i did that when i wanted to, i'd be back in the looney bin faster than i care to admit. I miss feeling like i have control. i don't think i've ever had complete control over my life, but usually i had some semblance of control over my craziness. i'm sick of the medication switches and the doctors and the fucking ignorance of the masses. i'm sick of myself an

Joke
An 69-year-old man goes for a physical. All his tests come back with normal results.The doctor says, 'Will', everything looks great. How are you doing mentally and emotionally? Are you at peace with God?' Will replies, 'God and I are tight. He knows I have poor eyesight, so he's fixed it so when I get up in the middle of the night to go the bathroom, poof! The light goes on. When I'm done, poof! The light goes off' 'Wow, that's wonderful,' the doctor says A little later in the day, the doctor calls Will's wife, Sue, and says, 'Will 'is doing fine, but I had to call you because I'm in awe of his relationship with God. Is it true that he gets up during the night and poof, the light goes on in the bathroom, and when he's done, poof, the light goes off? 'Oh, my God!' Sue exclaims. He's peeing in the refrigerator again.

Heart Walk Donations!
Danielle aka Evil Angel is walking to help fight Heart Disease on Saturday, April 25 and needs your help! The economy these days sucks, I know that, you know that, but even a few dollars can make a difference. Any Fubar member that makes a donation will recieve a custom made salute from Evil Angel, 100 picture rates, a gift, and she will get you Sh*tface if you are not already. This means a great deal to her as she lost two grandparents and other family members to heart disease and stroke. She has been walking in the American Heart Walk for 10 years now and if has her daughter tagging along to help! To donate just click the link below. Remember even a dollar or two can help! Click Here to Donate If you do donate pl

Top 10 Reasons To Get Drunk Taken From Http://crunkish.com/
Top Ten Reasons to Get Drunk by crunkishDrunkDone with TequilaWhy Do People Get Drunk?Much has been written about how people should avoid consuming copious amounts of alcohol and the repercussions of heightened inebriation. Many people have had bad experiences because they drank too many bottles of beer, or downed myriads of shots.Why, then, do people still get pissed drunk and pass out on their couches or on their neighborhood’s sidewalks?10. Alcohol Taste Good!My beerI Love this BeerUsually, people grimace at their first taste of an alcoholic drink. Indeed, drinking these buggers takes some time to get used to. Yet, once you get the hang of taking a swig or a shot, these drinks can be instrumental to a very pleasant experience.Alcoholic drinks can really taste good; some, like wine and champagne, are even included in gourmet menus. Getting drunk on these tasty drinks is like feeling full and satisfied after a particularly delicious meal.9. The Weekend Has Finally ComeToastE

Daddys Car In The Woods
Little Johnny watched his daddy's car pass by the school playground and go into the woods. Curious, he followed the car and saw Daddy and Aunt Jane in a passionate embrace.Little Johnny found this so exciting that he could hardly contain himself as he ran home and started to tell his mother.'Mummy, I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane.I went back to look and he was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, and then he helped her take off her shirt.Then Aunt Jane helped Daddy take his pants off, then Aunt Jane...'At this point Mummy cut him off and said, 'Johnny, this is such an interesting story, lets save the rest of it for supper time.I want to see the look on Daddy's face when you tell it tonight.'At the dinner table that evening, Mummy asked little Johnny to tell his story Johnny started his story, 'I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane.I went back to look and he was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, then he helped he

Fried Pickles
1 pint sliced dill pickles, undrained 1 large egg, lightly beaten 1 tablespoon all-purpose flour, plus 1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour 1/2 teaspoon hot sauce 1 1/2 to 2 teaspoons ground red pepper 1 teaspoon garlic powder 1/4 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon paprika Vegetable oil Directions Drain pickles, reserving 2/3-cup pickle juice. Press pickles Between paper towels. Combine 2/3 cup pickle juice, egg, 1 tablespoon flour, and hot sauce. Stir well and set Aside. Combine 1 1/2 cups flour with ground red pepper, garlic powder, salt, and paprika. Blend well. Dip pickles in Egg mixture, then dredge in flour mixture. Fry coated pickles in 375-degree oil until golden brown

Ritual Behavior
When dreaming, you may feel a need to repeat particular actions or behave in an unusual way at times. This is often ritual behavior. In your dream, the behavior is often necessary to avoid or undo some evil act that may occur. This is a reflection of the work of superstition in your life. If you are by nature superstitious, you may be getting a challenge from your subconscious to let go of a particular compulsion. Or, your superstitions may be receiving validation from your unconscious mind. In your dream, is the ritual empowering? As you compare the ritual with your waking behavior, is it comforting or troubling that you participated in it during your dream story?

Communication: A Lost Art In Today's Society?
I certainly hope not, but in a few of my latest experiences it seems that some of us have forgotten how to communicate or communicate effectively. Now, I am certainly no expert here as far as communicating goes but I have a drive and desire to communicate, speak my truth , listen and be not merely heard but understood. It seems that those I have attempted to communicate with are truly dropping the ball as far as I have noticed. To tell me that you truly wish to communicate with me but you never respond to my emails, you don’t answer my calls, and "forget" to call me when you said you would is truly grounds for getting kicked off the friends list (plus it truly indicates disinterest and there is no point in being strung for your enjoyment). Sure, things come up and create situations that render communication impossible. But EVERYTIME that you told me that you would call? EVERYTIME I call you? Surely you jest! (LOL) Who do you think you are kidding with this BS? A handful of times

American Heart Walk~donations Needed
Danielle aka Evil Angel is walking to help fight Heart Disease on Saturday, April 25 and needs your help! The economy these days sucks, I know that, you know that, but even a few dollars can make a difference. Any Fubar member that makes a donation will recieve a custom made salute from Evil Angel, 100 picture rates, a gift, and she will get you Sh*tface if you are not already. This means a great deal to her as she lost two grandparents and other family members to heart disease and stroke. She has been walking in the American Heart Walk for 10 years now and now has her daughter tagging along to help! To donate just click the link below. Remember even a dollar or two can help! Click Here to Donate If you do donate please send Evil Angel a quick shout or PM to let her know so she can get the salute and rates to you. Here link is below. Èvî∫ Àñgë∫™ *ℜating ℜevolution Çrew ⌊eader* {Shadow Leveler}@ fubar

Conquering Irresolute
The sun sets in my soulThe fiery red drains it dryWith parched lips and blazing skiesI could wither away and dieYou should know I'm in love with youAnd I waste all these opportunitiesTo just say aloud; I must concedeWhat we both know is trueStrong as I feelYet I never can command the wordsIt’s funny how I always trip over myselfAnd pray to God that you don’t noticeEven thou you think I am so great with wordsConversation; my thoughts wanderI can tell your do the sameOver cups of coffee, eyes lingeringThese moments come so suddenlyMy heart races with myConfessions of love to youYou who stands before meNot quite so surprisedSo if this was meant to beWhy do I always wonder how you feelI think we were meant to beBut I long for your phyical touch, deep passion with in yourselfAnd all these words I sayGive testimony from my heartSo much you mean to me, I can’t lose this chanceOr let you slip awaySo tell me your thoughts todayI suspect you feel the sameI can tell by your eyes

And You Wonder Why??!!!
The last few days have been a total nightmare. I hear time and time again from people why they cannot believe that I am single and they wonder why I am the way that I am when it comes to FUBAR relationships and so forth. I have met several people offline over the years and have interacted with thousands via social sites, yahoo and even telephone. For the most part it has been a good ride and I have forged some friendships that will undoubtedly span a life time. There is a flipside to all of this.. I have said it time and again that I am disappointed in the quality of people that populate the Earth these days. I find continually that people are just not what they used to be and they expect so much more from others. I wanted to share with you what I have endured over the last couple of days.... I hired a new promoter for my lounge here on fubar - I had worked at other places where he was a promoter and tho having little interaction with him I asked him to join staff. Less than a day

Do U Memer? 4 My G Chula A
Do you remember when we were kids always on da blockk acting hella stupid and shit. Back then we were always checking some hoes and yelling out GDKK till the world blows. back then when we gave no fuck. We would bust out on the streets yelling out ambrose luv. telling each-other one day we'll turn out. that was our dream. I didn't go through on it. You did. Do you remember when we checked that stupid bitch and she started flappin' her gums bout gdn and all that shit. We laughed our asses off so hard. Member when i first started dating the boys and you followed afterwards. Member when i was in love with one of the boys and he broke my heart? Man i wasn't even talking to you and you weren't there to help me fix it. It took me a year to be able to be around people smokin their squares. But when i finally told you about it you were there with my shoulder to cry on. Do you member when drama and me where together and he stalkked yo ass while you were on da bike with Nini? And how you use to

People In Danger Of Deletion!
People that are in Danger of being deleted! If you're on this list start showing other group members love more often and the group page! *Part of being in the group is SHOWING LOVE regularly to other members! I have an auto 11 blog of people that are running autos and it should be checked everyday and you should be RATING them! ALSO! CHECK the leveling blogs! I have heard from TWO other people that have recently leveled and also from self experience when I leveled to disciple there were VERY FEW VMV members that helped me out! You need to be helping out if you're in this group! The occasional comments to the whole group is nice too! I know in the Pussycat playmates group that I'm in there are VERY STRICT requirements! This is nothing! SO....I expect you to rate autos daily if there are some, help with leveling and leave comments. I mean why on earth join a group and not do anything? THESE are the poeple in danger of deletion listed below: Kenny ~ wants to stay in the gr

When I Sleep
When I Sleep When darkness awakens, my body settles gently into bed. The events of my day race rapidly in my thoughts as I close my eyes. Slowly, I am lulled into a peaceful sleep.I hear vibrant music - so full of passion. I feel the warmth of the sun’s rays that grace my presence. I see kind, adoring eyes gazing back into mine.The air is full happiness - so much laughter. Soft caresses are exchanged. At this moment, life could not be any more wonderful.I have never felt so beautiful; as I do when I am with you. I have finally found the respect and acceptance that I have yearned for. I eagerly listen to inspirational dreams and goals and know that I want to be the one to be there when they are complete.A thin line of love and friendship is crossed, and two single souls find a home to share eternity.Birds begin to proudly serenade the morning dawn. Lonesome roads slowly progress into distinguished passageways. Light peeps through my windows and I awaken to a new day.

Poetry
This Tether, bound to my soul, Dragging me backward, Back toward that abyss, the darkness that was my past. Forever straining and pulling against me. It threatens to send me again, Into a place that I do not want to be. Full of blood and stupor. A place of loss and sorrow, of hurt and of pain. Words across a screen, like a cable attached to my heart. Helping to keep me in the light, Holding me steady, keeping me stable. Words of support, and of caring, and of warmth. Words that I look forward to everyday, A picture that i sit and stare at. A feeling that I have long since denied existed inside of me. This and more is what she brings to me. I miss her when we are apart, And cherish her when we are together. She tethers me to the light, and to love...

God Please Give Him Back To Me
My baby Ronnie is in jail, I miss him soooo freackin much, i dont waana live without him, i cant be in our house i cant look at our dirty clothes i dont wanna breathe cause it hurts.... i just want my baby back.........

Contest
Alright guys, so I'm in my first contest to win auto 11 and cherry bomb. I really need your guys help to win this contest. I have never had an auto 11 or cherry bomb before and would really like that experience!!!! Please help me out by rating my picture and commenting as much as you can. Also by sending bling to the person holding the contest and telling him its for me gets me extra points as well!!! This contest will be on for the next 7 days!!! ...the link for my picture in the contest is as followed...... http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1826462&albumid=1610998&i=1584845078&idx=9 PLEASE HELP ME OUT GUYS, I will repay you some how just let me know how help you were able to do for me! Thank you!

Fire Storm
The flame flickered outUntil you came along and breathed life back into the fire.It welcomes you, drawing you near with its warmth,The flames dancing before you.When you’re close enough to touch,It drives you away, searing your fleshThe pain burns itself into your memory.My passion escalates into a raging inferno.It becomes a living entity.Growing, consuming, destroying all that lies in its path.There is no stopping it, it must run its course.The fire dies out, giving way to glowing embers,No longer something to fear.A small flame flickers once againAnd is snuffed out with a single breath.Warm cinders remain,The only reminder of the destruction that occurred.Something stirs in the dust as my vulnerability surfaces.Rising like a Phoenix from the ashes.Free at last.

Between The Miles
Between The Miles Because existence can become severein one day,just sense me and I'll be there.In the minds eye,I'm not so far away.If you hold out your hand,in the whispers,I'll become the zephyr.and besiege you.If your eye's upon the stars,in the crystalline darkness,I'll become the moon.And the light shall guide you.If you rest upon the ground,in the warmth,I'll become the grass.And embrace you.If you turn outside,in the wetness,I'll become the rain.An upon your forehead, kiss you.If you free the air,in the light of day,I'll become the sun.And smile for you.Between the miles-if you need me.If you need a friend.Let me be the friend, I want to be.

I Want Your Take
You guys are rocking the nominations. Sooo many great choices....thanks. Now I want to know about something you like. Below is a list, but please feel free to write about something else as well. I'll be selecting a top one for the FWord. We are looking for something that everyone can relate to, so that little bistro on your corner won't work. Booze, smokes, big restaurants, cars, etc. will. This is your chance to give a testimonial about something you love. It can be a fave drink recipe, a funny story or a love letter. Whatever you like! Jamba Juice Acura Canadian Club Coors/Miller Makers Mark American Spirits Axe There's a list of some of the things I like...now, it's your turn. Write away....

People
People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experie

1000k For One Rate Please
Hi there! I'm in a Salute Contest and I need help from my friends I need Rates, comments and even bling count for points. The breakdown of points is listed below. The winner will be the one with the most points There are 3 ways for me to receive points. * First is rates which will count as 5 points. * Second is comments which will count as 1 point. * The third and final way is bling. Each bling credit will give you 5 bonus points added to your total points (ie. If you send me a 1 credit bling you will get 5 points added, if you send me a 3 credit bling you would get 15 points for it). If send bling please state in the bling message who the bling is for that way the correct contestant receives the credit for it. please thank you! I'll Pay you 1000k for one pic rate just pm me when done and i will send you the fubucks! Contest Brought To You By: (DJ) Army Medic-Handyman @ The Playground/ OwnerofWeldingangel/ownedbyDevilsAdvocate

Bird Seed Bullshit
We were sitting watching tv the other night and a commercial comes on. Scotts, the lawn chemical company, is now putting out a bird seed mix! :( Are you [b]KiDdInG [/b]ME??? :o :o :o IMO The worst thing you can do is use lawn chemicals. Its marketing 101. Lawn looks icky use chemicals, chemicals kill the soil so lawn looks icky so you have to keep buying more to make it look good again. DUH! Insecticides also a no no. There are lots of natural and organic solutions that don't poison the soil, & poison the insects THAT BIRDS EAT. And these fools are trying to act like they're on the birds side by putting out a bird seed mix. I really, really hope people don't buy into this. 8-p"oh scotts must be safe cause they feed birdies too' [b][i]NONONONO!!![/i][/b]okdone ventingneed to find a brick wall to smack my head into...... (52)

Jai No Comment...
Alright, for some strange reason I can't comment or reply to ANYTHING... I get the ole "Bouncer Check", type in the code, hit enter AND... ...it gives me another code. *sigh* Just hope I'm not being hacked again... SO, I'm not ignoring y'all, I JUST CAN'T DO SHIT!!! *pounds forehead on keyboard*

Stop Hitting Women
What right do u men have that u have to hit women i dont understand it its called walikg away from the problem. it doesnt make sense have some brains guys come on treat ur girls right i am i had to save quit a few of women from their abusiers i sent them to the hospital theyve spent a few days in there. Men keep ur hands to urselfs please no matter what he suramsantce u should NEVER put ur hands on a woman NEVER u shouldnt have to resourt to that talk it out if that doesnt work walk away and calm down bfore talking it out. Im only trying to help out this is for anybody who is being abused by thier bf it doesnt solve anything by hitting trust me ive been throught it its painful but be sure u love each other when u talk it out trust me love doesnt hurt but if that doesnt work out consider colunsling. i dont garenttee that counlsling works if that doesnt work for u u may end up moving on. Anyway my point is that men shouldnt have to put their hands on women reguardless of race, reglion,

Help A Freak! Lol
I need you to rate this pic for me and leave a comment that you rated it. I'm in a contest where rates AND comments count. So please do both! Thanks! See the comments for the pic link because this new blog system sucks so any link I post in here just links you back to my blog ugh!

Do It Anyway!!
Do It Anyway!People are illogical, and unreasonable, and self-centered. Love them anyway. If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives Do good anyway. If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies. Succeed anyway. The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable. Be honest and frank anyway. The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest men and women with the smallest minds. Think big anyway. People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs. Fight for a few underdogs anyway. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight Build anyway. People really need help but may attack you if you do help them. Help people anyway. Give the world your best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth. Give the world the best you have anyway.Annette

Leaving Fu
Well, the time has come for me to say good bye to Fubar. I am never on any moe it seams and when i am i do nothing. I will miss You all and still want to hear from You. You can reach me on my YIM at jewel_of_morning. my Yahoo mail is the same. Love and will miss You all. Take care. Yours in spirit, Darkness

Salute Contest
Ok so im in a contest for the most points ... i need rates , comments and bling to be sent to the host... if you send Bling be sure to put my name on it to get credit... Please help me win this!! ! Thank you

Feels Good!
It's a great feeling when your teenage son calls you during spring break and asks you do get on xbox live to play! He has called twice today. And says he is calling at 5:00 to tell me to quit working and get on to play with him. And it feels good when he wants to spend the whole break with you. But I did say he had to stay with his Mom a few days lol. He is my world.

Follow Your Bliss
For my part there is only the traveling on paths that have heart, on any path that may have heart........And there I travel looking, looking, breathlessly. (Juan Matus) Giving your undivided attention to everything you do today can help you infuse all of your activities with greater passion. While working, playing sports, or being with your partner, you might take a moment to stop and breathe. This lets you become aware of the present moment. As your awareness develops you can bring your focus to whatever you are doing or the person you are with and reflect upon what it is about that activity or person that energizes you. Understanding what excites you could ignite an even greater feeling of passion. Learning to appreciate the moment and see what stimulates us kindles our enthusiasm even more. Since passion is a hot emotion that is spontaneous and natural, we do not often pay attention to the deeper feelings it engenders—we simply go along with the flow of our feelings. Taking t

Thanks Everyone! I'm Disciple Now!
Thanks to EVERYONE that helped me out in SOME way leveling to Disciple. I was going to make a bully with everyone's links but OMG that would be HUGE! I just decided to do this instead! You all know who you are! I'll list the MAJOR helpers here though! Pu$$YCAT Playmates JDHUNT Last of a Dying Breed Crazy Bitch LALA I Like 2 Kiss Girls (for the blings) Metal Baby Obsidian Butterfly (for the 15 credit bling) Tahoe Girl BiAngel DJ Army Medic (for the 15 credit bling) Pimp Sugarbear Hot & Fluffy MzBooti2Big MishNumber1 (for my bulletin) Leadchucker (for my VIP, bling and rates) RedKandy (for rates and bling) Royal Highness my owner (for all the bling) Miah the Mack my pimp (for the status and rates) BiSexcee Vamp Morticia's Victim's Group members Vampire Giger Stupid Monkey Mz. Aquafina Devil's Advocate DJ Master Daddy Pepsikola If I left anyone out I'm so sorry! You know who you are! MUAH! XOXO

Pls Pray For My Friend
http://i88.photobucket.com/albums/k171/dhansen408/e81296d450e01edfca57432803a65f34.jpg this is one of the kindest men you`ll ever meet..he has had health issues and needs our prayers. Could all who read this please take a moment from their day and just say a prayer that my loving friend....gets well soon

Controversial Thoughts...
Questions of life and death inevitably bring up the issue of abortion. For some women, a commitment to serve the life-force might make an abortion impossible. For others, an abortion might be the highly ethical choice not to bring forth a child that cannot, for whatever reason, be wholeheartedly loved and cared for. For a child is given life not just by its physical birth, but through relationships with lovings, caring human beings. If those relationships cannot be assured, then the newborn is given only half a life, a precarious, starved existence.But abortion is not truly an issue of right-to-life versus right-to-choice. To maintain the right of every egg and sperm to reproduce blindly is like maintaining the right of every cockroach and flea to populate the world endlessly. The question at stake is actually the right-to-coerce. Only our assumption that some people have the right to exercise power-over others allows us even to consider taking the choice away from the woman whose se

Sad...
Random highlights of my new life: Every morning I pray my daughter will let me nap...never happens. I planned to do at least a half hour of Wii Fit everyday...Yeah, the balance board makes me feel bad about myself so I haven't gotten on it in 3 days. I had tried tanning so I could get some color and it would help my vitamin D level go up, I couldn't sit still long enough to get much color at all. I went to a baseball game just to get out of the house last night. I abhor baseball. I just went for over priced beer and nachos. The company wasn't too bad either. Although I'm quite sure we sat in front of the boys from The Big Bang Theory and they were rather entertaining. I hate animated pigs. "I like to move it, move it" has become the new anthem for everything done around here...clean up time, we sing it...shower time, we sing it... I'm gonna start making lanyards.

Just A Reminder
Folks, I've spent almost 20 years of my life looking for your houses. I delivered pizza's for 8 years, and I've been locating utilities fr over 10 years, so I know a thing or two about finding people's houses. So I just want to remind you of a few things the next time you call in for something to be delivered to your house, whether it be in 30 minutes or 72 hours. 1) When you order a pizza, time lies when you are having sex, and we'll get to your house before you finish. So keep that in mind and order after you finish. 2) Don't play your music or TV so loud you can't hear us knocking. Alot of food delivery places pay by delivery, so I'f I'm waiting for a Pink Floyd song cranked to 11 to finish, thats 15 minutes of my life that I'm not getting paid for. 3) Don't get so drunk that you pass out waiting for your food. There is nothing worse that showing up and see your drunk ass on the couch, oblivious to me pounding on your door. If you're gonna pass out, leave the money tap

Sigh
How can I tell this certain person that I love him and that he will believe me? My love. It's true it's true. I love you. I love you with all of my heart. I will kill the people that bother you. Thats how much I love you. My dark love, oh how will we rule the dark brutal hell. You are my love. My lust. My life.

Hiya!
Hiya Everyone! *waves like a tard* Just figured I'd knock this out real quick before anyone motices I'm gone, lol. I will miss you all, and it has been a freaking blast. I'll be back whenever I can, see keep your eyes peeled. I could be anywhere O.O And so nobody freaks out or anything silly like that (yes, the means you Dead), I'll be just fine, lol. You all worry way too much. Oh! And don't let my level get too far behind? Pleeeeeeeeeeease? I Luvs Ya All *MWAHS*

Honesty
What is it about honesty that makes it so hard to to give? I'm not talking just about Fubar, because lets face it, honesty is hard to find on the internet. But even in real life, we are too often too quick to tell lies to cover our asses, with little regard to the price we may pay down the road. And one lie is seldom enough, as we cover up lie after lie with more lies to keep the story going. I look at my own relationships and how they ended. In most cases, there were lies. The one that lied about her age (twice). Of course it didn't end there - there was also the other boyfriend, and lies about her divorce. Her theory as well was that secrets are good in a relationship. I really do find good ones! Of course someone also had the nerve to try the witness protection thing.. just a temporary thing... since she was still married and not divorced. And the list goes on. But the lie that hurts the most is when it is about how you feel. When the feelings are gone, or fading, or jus

Muse-supermassive Black Hole Lyrics
Oh baby don't you know I suffer?Oh baby can't you hear me moan?You caught me under false pretencesHow long before you let me go?Oooh...You set my soul alightOooh...You set my soul alight(oooh...You set my soul alight)Glaciers melting in the dead of nightAnd the superstars sucked into the supermassive(oooh...You set my soul alight)Glaciers melting in the dead of nightAnd the superstars sucked into the supermassiveI thought I was a fool for no-oneOh baby I'm a fool for youYou're the queen of the superficialAnd how long before you tell the truthOooh...You set my soul alightOooh...You set my soul alight(oooh...You set my soul alight)Glaciers melting in the dead of nightAnd the superstars sucked into the supermassive(oooh...You set my soul alight)Glaciers melting in the dead of nightAnd the superstars sucked into the supermassive(sucked into the supermassive)Supermassive black holeSupermassive black holeSupermassive black holeSupermassive black holeGlaciers melting in the dead of nightAnd t

Blue Foundation-eyes On Fire
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Unique Breakfast
A man observed a sign in the window of a restaurant that read Unique Breakfast, so he walked in and sat down. The waitress brought him his coffee and asked him what he wanted. "What's your Unique Breakfast?" he asked. "Baked tongue of chicken!" she proudly replied. "Baked tongue of chicken? Baked tongue of chicken! Do you have any idea how disgusting that is? I would never even consider eating anything that came out of a chicken's mouth!" he fumed. Undaunted, the waitress asked, "What would you like, then?" "Just bring me a hard boiled egg," the man replied.

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[fishing For Ideas]
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Second One Still Being Worked On
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Again
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Fu-fvckery!
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No Goodbye
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It has been 9 years today since my best friend Greg was murdered. He was my best friend, my dogshow trainer and more of a brrother to me than my own brother. Greg was a great person,showed love to everyone especially his dogs. This wonderful man gave me ny first pekingese dog to train for showing . He took me under his wing and taught me all he knew.Since he has been gone i no longer show dogs. This man cheered me on when noone else would told what i did wrong if i had a bad day showing . Not only did I lose a wonderful friend but the dog world lost a great man too. I know is up there showing dogs just as he did here. Yes i miss himmore than people know. Love you Greg still to this day I miss you so much. Just knowing this man was so wonderful. love you and miss you.

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Confessions 2
Lemon SqueezeThere once was a religious young woman who went to Confession. Upon entering the confessional, she said, "Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned."The priest said, "Confess your sins & be forgiven."The young woman said, "Last night my boyfriend made mad, passionate love to me seven times."The priest thought long & hard & then said, "Squeeze seven lemons into a glass & then drink the juice."The young woman asked, "Will this cleanse me of my sins?"The priest said, "No, but it will wipe that smile off of your face.

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Confession
An elderly man walks into a confessional.The following conversation ensues:Man: "I am 92 years old, have a wonderful wife of 70 years, many children, grandchildren, & great grandchildren. Yesterday, I picked up two college girls, hitchhiking We went to a motel, where I had sex with each of them three times."Priest: "Are you sorry for your sins?"Man: "What sins?"Priest: "What kind of a Catholic are you?"Man: "I'm Jewish."Priest: "Why are you telling me all this?"Man: "I'm 92 years old .... I'm telling everybody!"

Lol
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Looks Of Disapointment
A man was just waking up from anesthesia after surgery, & his wife was sitting by his side. His eyes fluttered open & he said, "You're beautiful." Then he fell asleep again.His wife had never heard him say that before, so she stayed by his side.A few minutes later his eyes fluttered open & he said, "You're cute."The wife was disappointed because instead of "beautiful," it was now "cute." She asked, "What happened to beautiful?"The man replied, "The drugs are wearing off.

About Me
I'm 18 yrs old I was born 2/26/91 I have blue eyes, blonde hair I'm a senior in high school..graduating in 2 months. I love my friends and would do anything i can for them. I'm a lover and a fighter...just depends on the day. I'm not a whore. My dad died when i was 10 I've lived in many different places. I can be a bitch...but only if you put me in that position.

Just Chillen
i don't really know what to talk about. I'm just really bored and waiting for someone to come talk to me... If you wanna know anything about me you can just ask me. I'm not very shy and I will answer just about anything...

She Is Worth All
The freedom of choice and life and breath unencumberedThe loss of inhibition and guilt and the simple joy of beingFree to dance in the rain and play in the snow as it fallsOne with the universe in a sense most of us can only dreamJoy so pure it makes you want to cry just to behold itPerhaps more so knowing it is no longer your ownAnd saddened further by the knowledge that perhapsIt will never be your own again, you will never find it aloneNot anymoreFeeling the pain of innocence as clearly as if you yourself had fallenAs if your own small and simple excitement had been crushedAnd feeling the need to protect and honor and cherish it foreverBecause you've been through it all, and know it can only take so muchSo you dance in the rain, and you live half outside yourselfAnd you throw everything you are into every day, every momentHoping in a slightly selfish way to feed off of that purityTo feel just once more as you know you once did, before you had to growBefore real life happenedAnd you

My Son's Writing... Beautiful.
Auto-bio poem Deon Generous, loving, honest, authority Brother of Daunte and Madison Lover of the first rain of the spring, the smell of fresh cut grass, Bright sunny days Who feels joy when playing sports, scared the first day of school, happy when school is out Who needs sports to live, weekends off, and variety in my life Who gives help when asked, loving when needed, encouragement when someone is down Who fears spiders, needles and snakes Who would like to see peace in the world, less gangs in the world and less war Who lives in a 4 complex on froom crescent with my mom and brother

Addicted
I'm so addicted to All the things you do When your going down on me In between the sheets All the sounds you make With every breath you take Its unlike anything when you're loving me oh girl lets take it slow so as for you well you know where to go i want to take my love and hate you till the end its not like you to turn away from all the bullshit i cant take it's not like me to walk away i'm so addicted to all the things you do when your going down on me in between the sheets all the sounds you make with every breathe you take its unlike anything when you're loving me yeahh i know when it's getting rough all the times we spend when we try to make this love something better than just making love again its not like you to turn away all the bullshit i cant take just when i think i can walk away, i'm so addicted to all the things you do when your going down on me in between the sheets all the sounds you make with every breathe you take its unl

The Journey.
One day you finally knew what you had to do, and began, though the voices around you kept shouting their bad advice -- though the whole house began to tremble and you felt the old tug at your ankles. "Mend my life!" each voice cried. But you didn't stop. You knew what you had to do, though the wind pried with its stiff fingers at the very foundations, though their melancholy was terrible. It was already late enough, and a wild night, and the road full of fallen branches and stones. But little by little, as you left their voices behind, the stars began to burn through the sheets of clouds, and there was a new voice which you slowly recognized as your own, that kept you company as you strode deeper and deeper into the world, determined to do the only thing you could do -- determined to save the only life you could save. ~ Mary Oliver ~

God; My Warrior.
This morning my thoughts traveled along To a place in my life where days have long since gone Beholding an image of what I used to be As visions were stirred, and God spoke to me He showed me a Warrior, a soldier in place Positioned by Heaven, yet I saw not the face I watched as the Warrior fought enemies That came from the darkness with destruction for me I saw as the Warrior would dry away tears As all of Heaven's Angels hovered so near I saw many wounds on the Warrior's face Yet weapons of warfare were firmly in place I felt my heart weeping, my eyes held so much As God let me feel the Warrior's prayer touched I thought "how familiar" the words that were prayed The prayers were like lightening that never would fade I said to God "Please, the Warrior's name" He gave no reply, He chose to refrain I asked, "Lord, who is broken that they need such prayer?" He showed me an image of myself standing there Bound by confusion, lost and alone I felt prayers of t

My First And Last Auction !!! Going On Now.
Soo its times for my first auction!! heres the link to it which has already started I think a couple hours ago. all the fubucks if any that I win are going to Sugas spotlight fund cus I dont really do shit with them anywho. so heres the link! take a peek atleast people:P later days!

4/7/09
Aquarius January 20 - February 18 In spite of the leaps and bounds you've taken over the last several months, dear Aquarius, a slump could soon set in as you start doubting your ability to attain your most cherished goals. An unexpected setback may have occurred that was disheartening, but you've never let this sort of thing stop you before. Don't fall into this trap now. Brace yourself, reassess your methods, and get back in the saddle. You'll get there! This would be better if I knew where "there" was.

Moved
So as many of you know i have moved to OHIO...Oh has it been a complete crazy week. Schools to enroll in and jobs to interview for adjusting to do, and of course settling in. Getting use to being on my own is a whole different subject tho lol, not use to being this far away from L:ord Fury or not seeing Him for months at a time. It will be about 2 months before He is able to join me and belive me i am counting the days down until we are able to hold hands....touch lips....breathe close....MmMmM. I have however neglected many of you on here and for that i apologize it seems as if nothing is stopping, been so busy i barely have time for myself anymore. Oh yea i forgot to mention i got the job that i wanted....YAY! Start here on Monday, I am so very excited. I have however been battling demons within, struggles that i care not to go too deep into right now. Some have been there for me and know what is what others have not. For those of you that care enough to check on me i truly than

Take Back America
When a silent majority allows their nation to lose its common sense, that nation is lost and you are allowing them to take your country away from you. Is it common sense to adore at the alter of multi-culturism? Read your world history, not one nation has survived as a multi-culture, its the uni-culture that is your strength. One country, one culture, one language! Is it common sense that 84% of the people want to make English the official language of America? But your majority political party espouses insanity, ignores the people and says no. Is it common sense that 53 countries, mostly in Africa have declared English to be their national language, and the party who declares "We will unite you" says, "Press 2 for Spanish!". Is it common sense to adopt your new nation religion of diversity, when the very word means disunity? We founded a country on similarities, not diversities. One country, One culture, One language! You cry out for Unity, but is it common sense to continu

Lost In The Lies Of A Generation
Incubus : Pantomime In my fantasy. I'm a pantomime. I'll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean. Words are too messy. And it's way past time. To end in my mouth. Paint my face white and try to. Reinvent the scene. One without a time. Speak without my voice. And see the world by candlelight. I ain't afraid to let it out. I'm not afraid to take that fall. But I found beyond all doubt. We say more by saying nothing at all. In my fantasy. No such thing as time. Minutes bleed into days of avant garde. Show me your heresy. And I'll show you mine. We only speak in pantomime's on this carpet ride. I ain't afraid to let it out. I'm not afraid to take that fall. But I found beyond all doubt. We say more by saying nothing at all. Nothing at all. In my fantasy. You look good entwined. In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine. You're my deep secret, I'm your pantomime. I'll just move my hands. I promise you'll see what I mean. As humans, we speak in so many words to

Look Out For Her
If you are a guy on fubar or even a girl be on the Alert for MISS NEEDY HERE. Here is what she looks like. NOTICE THE INDENTED UPPER LIP.......THAT IS BECAUSE SHE HAS NO TEETH. YOU MIGHt SEE HER AT A DOLLAR STORE NEAR YOU. IF YOU GET NO CHRISTMAS PRESENTS NEXT YEAR IT IS BECAUSE SHE HAS USED UP ALL THE STATES RESOURCES TO GET FREE SHIT WHEN SHE DOES NOT NEED IT. She has been going around crying that she needs money for her kids. The crazy thing is that CHILD PROTECTION SERVICES HAS THEM. Guys have been sending her money and what not and she goes out and spends it on things that has nothing to do with her kids. I know all this becasue, she used to be roomates with our Best friend. Who we live with also. they used to be a couple and she got caught hooking up behind his back. I am just warning you she is sleezy and she lives dirty. She does not care about her kids at all. She is sick in the head. when she had her kids I caught her lil girl touching other children and we tell h

Um... You Tell Me What To Put....
Well for thing that I have to write down is that when you really have true feelings for someone that you are fallin for don't keep to yourself because if you do it tells the person that you really don't care for them the way they love you... I think that you should just tell the person stright up and go with the flow and see how things go I mean just lay out your cards out and you never going to know what reaction you are going to get until you the person how you feel about them. Peace & Love

Cuz Of Bad Stomach Pains...
Yea pretty much that sums it up. Day before yesterday, I got these absolutely paralyzing stomach pains in the lower right side of my tummy...and Jessyka hadn't been very active or anything either. Well, tried a bunch of things that we thought it could possibly be and called my doctor and he told me the pain could just be the growing and stretching of the ligaments and stuff in that area but that if she didn't start moving around more and the pain didn't subside soon to go to the Labor and Delivery. After about 9 hours of this horrible pain, it finally started to subside a lil bit...and she was moving around some but not as much as she normally does. (She's ALWAYS kicking and elbowing me) So since the pain subsided enough to handle, we decided to wait and see how I felt the next day. So...next day comes around...the pain is gone except for it feeling like a badly bruised muscle. Only thing is Jessyka isn't being anywhere near as active as she normally is. So now I'm going into the hospi

Soulmate. Watch. Read. Love.
Incompatible, it don't matter though 'cos someone's bound to hear my cry Speak out if you do You're not easy to find Is it possible Mr. Loveable Is already in my life? Right in front of me Or maybe you're in disguise Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone Here we are again, circles never end How do I find the perfect fit There's enough for everyone But I'm still waiting in line Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone If there's a soulmate for everyone Most relationships seem so transitory They're all good but not the permanent one Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without bein

Sexy Test...
HOW SEXY ARE YOU?GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND PENCIL... BE HONESTNUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING)SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST.WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR.1. WHAT COLOR HAIR DO YOU HAVE?A Brownb Redc Blonded Blacke Other2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:a Go to a partyB Go out to eat3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF:a Baby-Pinkb Yellowc Baby-BlueD Turquoise4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT OF:a Talkingb DancingC Taking Long Walks5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?A Hollisterb Old Navyc Abercrombie6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING?a Hawaiib LondonC Florida7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO:A The Beachb Somewhere Cooler8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?a Januaryb Februaryc Marchd AprilE Mayf Juneg Julyh Augusti Septemberj Octoberk Novemberl December9. WOULD YOU RATHER:a Chill at homeB Go out with friends10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE INSTRUMENT OUT OF:A Guitarb Bass guitarc Drumsd The Triangle11) NAME A PE

Anger
anger.have you ever known one word to define hate so correctly.this is about my anger and what angers me.not much makes me angery but i admit i have an anger problem.i get upset quickly.and only the rain or some one i love can calm me down.i dont like being anger because its like someone else is controlling my body and all i can do is watch.when anger takes hold of me its like a beast is unleased.i scare my self.but i can controll it now if only bearly if you have anytips that may help please leave them thank you. i almost forgot the things that make me angery peer presure, talking bad about someone i care about, theft of something personal, and people who think their better then everyone else.

Sexy Test....i Scored A 45
HOW SEXY ARE YOU?GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND PENCIL... BE HONESTNUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING)SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST.WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR.1. WHAT COLOR HAIR DO YOU HAVE?A Brownb Redc Blonded Blacke Other2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:a Go to a partyB Go out to eat3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF:a Baby-Pinkb Yellowc Baby-BlueD Turquoise4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT OF:a Talkingb DancingC Taking Long Walks5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?A Hollisterb Old Navyc Abercrombie6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING?a Hawaiib LondonC Florida7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO:A The Beachb Somewhere Cooler8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?a Januaryb Februaryc Marchd AprilE Mayf Juneg Julyh Augusti Septemberj Octoberk Novemberl December9. WOULD YOU RATHER:a Chill at homeB Go out with friends10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE INSTRUMENT OUT OF:A Guitarb Bass guitarc Drumsd The Triangle11) NAME A PE

Nominate!!!
Help me find my way through the maze of fubar folks. I need your nominations for hot women! I also need some nominations for amazing men in service. If they are serving in Iraq I want to know! There are thousands of great people on this site...help me find the ones I'm looking for. Thanks!

Got To Love Walmart
Yesterday I was buying 2 large bags of Purina dog chow at Wal-Mart, for my dog Tosha. I was about to check out when a woman behind me asked if I had a dog. What did she think, that I had an elephant? Since I had little else to do, on impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I ended up in the hospital last time. On the bright side though, I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of every hole in my body and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was enthralled with my story by now.) Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog

Reflective Dreams
Intertwined like two Coi upon a satin pond In invincible safety, infinitely one. A spirit, an angel, a Goddess, a God Enveloped in a thousand year moment. She leans in, brandishing purity upon Her lips, Beaming connection from Her perception. Truth, acceptance, wisdom... I breathe, I smell, I taste. Rose pedal lips embrace my being, igniting soulfire ....and yet, I close my eyes and forget. And in an instant, we never existed. I wrote this after having a perplexing dream while dealing with finding my mother. I was in a bedroom, with a stunnning red headed angel. Stunning not because of her beauty, but becasue of her aura, her energy. She exuded absolute positivity, compassion, confidence, joy.....it was truly mesmerizing, especially becasue I could feel her bringing this out of me as well. While in a absolute peaceful embrace, she leans in to kiss me. Brandishing this wonderful energy, I pull her close..... This is where it gets weird. As we kiss, I sudd

I'm In An Auction!!!!!!!
I am in another auction!!!!!! Who wants to own me for a month??????Here is a list of what I am offering:1. 300 pic rates a week 10's - if VIP is offered will be 11's.2. Daily comments from me.3. Random gifts.4. Owned by in my name for a month.5. SFW salute.6. Link to your profile on my page.7. Drinks to keep ypou sh*tfaced.8. More can be discussed depending on winning bid.Thank you!Here is the link to the pic.And please don't forget to Rate/Fan/Add the auction hostess she is awesome!!!!!!MzCh@osR☼xx R/L Wifey 2 TinMan22/Hers-Just Your Average Military Wmn*Mine/Hers-SxyMexicanChica@ fubar

Auction Im In 4/7-4/12
Please click on link and rate. If you want put bid, check comments for highest bid. Please rate and get friends to also!!! THANK YOU!!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1029198&i=493838046&albumid=1610222 Please F/R/A hostess

Business Idea
After years of trying to come up with the right idea I think I've finally hit on a winner... I'm gonna open up a shop selling nothing but hot cakes. I thought about having a more expansive product range, but then I figured why lose focus when surely hot cakes are the only product guaranteed to sell bucket loads, whatever the customer base or whatever the economic climate.... As I understand it, they sell like hot cakes. I've never heard anyone report any different so how could it possibly fail?

Grow Up...
you know when people move out and on there own you think that they would understand responsibility.. i guess some people should really jsut stay at home.. maybe its better for them because they want so bad to be told what to do when to do it and how to do it... some people .. pay for a dog then dont even take care of the poor thing... some people get so pissed off and use drugs as an excuse for there mental disabilities... that they run away from the confrontation and hide for 2 or more days with no regaurds to there animals ... heres where im going to ramble on.... noone on here knows me well enough to understand my views on certain subjects...in this instance... its the subject of blameing your habits on a "disability" that appearently dont even have.. how do i know.. its because thir best friend told me that its more like an excuse to use ... .. i could care less if somebody likes to smoke weed.. hell i use to a few years ago.. but when weed becomes and excuse to use

How Do You Judge A Cover??
How many look inside to see?? How many judge by the cover?? The cover may look pretty, but inside is filled with wonders, far to few and seen. Why do so few, just glance and move on?? Do they not care what is inside?? I guess not. How sad because, what you see outside is nothing compared to the inside.

Girlfriend Application Lmfao
Lmao Revised and Redone. Original stolen from BloodSoakedKiss What's your full name: (may be substitued for "Hey you" or "babe" etc... for now) Age:b Years you have been this "age": Birthday (Note: This information is not entered in to the main database - do not assume I have it beyond this application procedure): Your current location: Location of X-boyfriends, their level of jealousy, propensity towards violence, and likelihood of owning a firearm: Are you willing to commute / relocate?: At 4am because of a drunken request?: Sexual Preference: Number of times prefer sex per week?: Height: Weight: At what altitude?: Body Type Into giving oral? (if you are not put "Does not qualify - Disregard App" at the top margin of the first page of this application): (if you are put "FAST TRACK CANDIDATE - CODE A" in LARGE red print at the top margin of the first page of this application): Do we already know each other?: If so, how did we meet?: List any major physical changes si

Desire
In your small roomYou look at those same wallsAt that windowThat gives you all your lifeYou never liked that windowYou always thought it was evilOr that's what you were toldYou decide you want to look outside...Walking very scaredClose your eyes before you lookOpen themSearing lightsBlue skiesLush green grassLook at the childrenAdults talkingSense the love around themFeel the joy of that worldLook back into your dark roomYou feel an ominous presenceLeave your dark roomTo enter a dark hallLook for your masterAsk him to leave the dark hallAnd come to your dark roomAsk him to look at that worldBut instead he cowers in fearAsk nicely if you can visit that worldHe says no, so very hastilyAsk and demand whyHe gives you no replyAnd closes the windowSits you downTells you to never go there againYou grow unhappyYell at him and say what you wantHe just simply says "never again"With more anger and hateYou can't resist that worldRun out your dark roomInto the dark hallAnd open those huge doorsThe

Too Funny..
Grass Snakes also known as Garter Snakes (Thamnophissirtalis) can be dangerous. Yes, grass snakes, not rattlesnakes. Here's why..A couple in Sweetwater , Texas , had a lot of potted plants. During a recent cold spell, the wife was bringing a lot of them indoors to protect them from a possible freeze.It turned out that a little green garden grass snake was hidden in one of the plants. When it had warmed up, it slithered out and the wife saw it go under the sofa.She let out a very loud scream.The husband (who was taking a shower) ran out into the living room naked to see what the problem was. She told him there was a snake under the sofa.He got down on the floor on his hands and knees to look for it. About that time the family dog came and cold-nosed him on the behind. He thought the snake had bitten him, so he screamed and fell over on the floor.His wife thought he had had a heart attack, so she covered him up, told him to lie still and called an ambulance.The attendants rushed in, wou

Underworld 2 Rise Of The Lycans
i didnt expect it to be that great cause i hate movies that tell you shit you already know, but it still turned out to be pretty cool, give a different view of the puppys from underworld... sad ending tho, but you already knew that. ( o )( o )( o ) 3 bewbs.

Women
I am no expert by any means on women. .That being said, as I look at this site, and others like it, I see something in common...there are some really interesting, and attractive women out there, but because their photos, or profiles, or both, deem them to be "thick", a majority of men will pass them by, unless they are showing 98% of their skin and THEN they'll comment. My question to that is...why? I'm by no means a small guy. I'm over 6 feet tall, and about 260 lbs. For me personally, a girl who is 5'2 or 5'3 and weighs 105 lbs just...doesn't do it for me. And for the love of God...stop all the tanning, fake baking or otherwise, and yes, I'm smart enough to know when that blonde isn't your natural hair color. News flash...not all men want that 5'3 105lb blonde haired tan girl. We may be hard to find, but we're out there. Personally, give me the friend that the blonde haired girl brought along to make herself feel better who is sitting in the corner and is 5'3 and 160+. She's

Fast And Furious
i was really looking foward to this one. it had a story that was kinda like the 2nd one i think... racing to earn a spot on the villians crew, anyway it didnt feel like the older one even tho the cast was there. still better then tokyo drift tho. ( o )( o )( c 2.5 bewbs

The 2009 Ncaa Men's Basketball Tournament-part Iii
Well I correctly picked the University of North Carolina winning the whole tournament. Overall, I was 70% correct in my picks. I did really well with the Play-In-Game, Round 1 and Round 2. I fell apart with Rounds 3 through 5. Locally, I was suprised that the University of Arizona got to the Sweet 16 since they had a pretty so-so regular season. I hope everyone enjoyed watching and following the games as much as I did. See you next March.

Friends
Well here it is, I like to have lots of friends on here, like to chat with you when I can, love to see nsfw pics the more sike and the more creative you are the better i like them and the higher the rates and more comments I give. Girls or Guys you all are wecome, so invite me to your friends list. I am a stright married male who loves to show my ns pics also like your comments also. I do not or will not rate any pics that does not have you in them, I think it is a waste of space to post shit that you find on the internet or something that is not original to yourself.

Plz Help...i'm Entered A Rate Only Contest
Hello All.... I am entered in my very first rate only contest. I am asking that all my friends rate my photo as much as you can. Please tell your friends to rate too. The most rates will win either a VIP, and Auto 11 or cherry bomb. The contest will start Monday, April 6, 2009 and run until Monday, April 27, 2009 and on Wednesday, April 29, 2009. This is the Link to....... Bisexcee~Pu$$ycat Playmates Contest http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=274746&albumid=1598378&i=3748815953&idx=1 ~Thanks & lots of luv 2 all ~ P.S. i always give luv back, xoxo

Master.
Be my owner I will try my best to never displease u or cause u distress. Hold me touch me spank me bite me indulged me.Let me know who holds the leash who has the power make me bow to my master. Make me do things.I want u to make me want only u if my mind wonders and i mess up instead of getting ride of me.Punish me let me no u still love me. That I belong to u and no one else. I'll let you be or u will be free to rome as long as u come back to me. Let me no your mine. Open with restrictions love with pain, Moments of bliss. Make me crave your very kiss your touch. Make me love you and make me have pure lust. I want to you to make me bend to your will to have to ask and beg for what I want to have to be open with u.I want to be able to trust u and never fear u. You to use your witt to please and tease use your power and pain and by your command to be setting me free there for releaseing me.

What A Fucking Weekend
Hiiiii everyone!!!! OMFG what a fucking weekend. Let’s say I was the biggest whore!! Friday night we went out and partied, me, my bf, and some friends. I was at the bar and this guy was hitting on me as the boys was playing pool. I looked over and my bf gave me the thumps up (meaning get all the drinks I can for free) so I rubbed on his leg telling him he was cute and things. Next’s thing I knew his hand is between my legs rubbing my pussy and I moaned for him and told him to stop. He did, we keep talking and having fun I was getting so fucked up. My bf cam over to see how I was and as I was telling him he pulled my top up and let everyone see my tits and the guy who was buying the drink sucked on my tits. My bf loved it so much we said bro you want fuck his and he said hell fucking yes. So we 3 went to the back of the bar after we told the bar tender. We went back there and I was pushed to my knees and my bf stayed back as I sucked this guy off. I suck the tip all the way

Red Support
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below how it went for a man... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together.. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home.No, he responded.Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home.Going to pick him up?No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family.The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Ch

I Sooo Want 'top Dude' Status...
What's up, I'm new to Fubar, and have not a single clue on how to use it yet, gettin there tho... I dig it, and ready to get hammed. I play music, and hope you all can check it out by visiting my other communities...LOOK ME UP in the 303

Switch Side
Smile your grace that crazized look on your face your want your need the way u pled the kiss from my lips that makes your hips twist. Your grunt your grain the way u like pain.Teaseing the pleaseing the taste of blood in your mouth. The way u make me scream and shout.Your love of me the way u have trouble saying yes or no the way u know im secretly in control.I'll take u to a high leave u on a low. Letting u know the ways ill please you.i will do what i can to make u understand that with pain the pleasure will follow.I'll treat u like royalty a precious gift made for my bliss.

Interview
holy crap... I just got a call to interview for a job that pays about 30k a year... (maybe a little more) i make about 15k right now... If i keep my job I will be getting a raise to where i will be making 23k a year the downside... it is full graveyard shifts... but OMG do i want it... BADLY... I interview thursday for it... I am excited as all hell I KNOW how to do the job. I have the relationships with some of the customers... I WANT that job!!!

This Week Me Egocentric No Way
Libra - Lovescope Weekly HoroscopeBe prepared to lend a hand to a lover in need this week. You've been a bit egocentric as of late and it's having a deleterious effect on your love life, Libra. If you give more favors, more will be granted. Understood? Your lover's reaction to your selflessness will be life altering. Honesty brings rewards.

Pain
the pain was like a sudden release truth bliss found my heart started to pound just by the sound the blood starts to drip i had to get grip teeth start to tare all i could do is stare and open my eyes and Indore this true surprise knowing that the feeling was so strong i knew this emotion i would always hold on. my pain my bliss. the curling of my fist screams i hold back as something holds me back. pain i never knew that this love for you could be so true. dont even care if i turn black n blue.

Can This Fruit Be Saved?
The banana as we know it is on a crash course toward extinction. For scientists, the battle to resuscitate the world's favorite fruit has begun—a race against time that just may be too late to winBy Dan Koeppel Posted 06.19.2005 at 11:37 am 5 CommentsCan this fruit be saved?: John B. CarnettView Photo GalleryEd Note: In 2005 Dan Koeppel traveled to Central America to begin his research on the banana—a fruit whose ubiquity, he discovered, may very well prove to be its downfall. His book, Banana: The Fate of the Fruit That Changed the World, was recently published to much acclaim. Here's the feature that started it all."A Banana," says Juan Fernando Aguilar, "is not just a banana." The bearded botanist and I are traipsing through one of the world's most unusual banana plantations, moving down row after row of towering plants and ducking into the shade of broad leaves in an attempt to avoid the Central American midday heat. In an area about the size of a U.S. shopping mall, Ag

Dark
darkin rooms nothing but gloomstaircases leading no wherecuts that do not bleedpain that does not stingtheres nothing your nothingthis place that is nothingless spacebreathing the air thats suppose to bring lifeit only brings striff and no delightno start no end only the middledeffering an worthless an courages and the outragesscreaming with no words having to stand outfrom the pack in this room that only brings your doom where there is only you.

Moving....
Well the day has come when I get kicked out. The (hopefully very very soon) ex wife, has finally pissed me off. She told me, that if I leave, not to come back. So fine, im moving out. I have found someone that makes me smile and shows me love and affection, which I was not recieving for numerous years. I now realize what is is to feel loved. For sometime now, I thought love was being belittled and lied to. I was blinded by what I thought was love on my part. What happens from here on out I don't know. But wish me luck as I start a new journey in life........ to be continued

Windy Flame Fun Video Update
Windy Flame Fun Video Update This update is one of my videos cut down into clips. As I walk through the park in a yellow sun dress, I get so hot for your hard cock. I sit down my some trees and cum with you. If you like the clips be sure to check out the full video "Windy Flaming Fun" or some of my other hot and wet videos like "Glass Toy Squirting Clit" "Sexy Wet Flame" "Playing with my Toy at the Park" "Slutty Play Time" XOXO Love XOXO Exotic FlameStripping Outdoors I was out enjoying the sunshine. It was getting warm in my brown dress. I found this caboose in a park. So I decided to play on it.

Health...
Hey, If you choose to read this please at least rate it. If you feel like post a comment.. Thats Fabulous! Thank you! About 2 months ago, I woke up one morning and I found a lump on my leftside ribcage. I asked my Fiance to feel it. He said he could feel anything. So I let it pass till that morning. I then had my roommate feel the spot where the lump was. I didn't tell her about it. I let her tell me about it. She felt what I felt! So I called my dr office and he was full. So i asked for a referral to see another dr at another clinic. Which was kind of a hug run around. I get in to see this Dr. He examed me.. Said he thought it was a gas pocket. It would pass in a coupld days. If it didn't then i was to go back in. He didn't even want to bother with me. I waited a week. Its still there. I for sure wasn't going back to him. But they did call and I did express how i felt about how he wanted to do nothing about the lump not even take some sort of pics of it. I said I wasn't g

Your New Side
Your opening up this new side.Your taking down all the screener of your stage.Its bare and raw and I don’t care at all.The new u it darker this is true. I want to feel u feel me. Call me names in the dark. Stop my aching heart from breaking.make me bleed for u.I need your darkness I need your fearI need your taste to make things clear.I’m zoning the room turns black but my sprits are high.I never felt this pure before your my new sin your my new passion. When I feel your touch on my skin it makes me want to give in. Your bliss is my pain. Your pain is no gain your lose isn’t my reward. Your the one i need to score your my drug u get Me so high i cant wait to touch the sky. Take me with u on this magic ride to paradise free me.

Red - - - A Real Friend Would Read This
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below how it went for a man... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together.. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home.No, he responded.Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home.Going to pick him up?No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family.The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicago t

Emo Mode /on
So, my best buddy friend is visiting Chicago from Cali where she moved a coupla years ago, and she arrived 2 days ago, and is leaving on the 13th. Well, I havent even met her yet, and it appears that this whole time we will hang out once or twice. She is meeting up with her other friends, and I am kinda upset that she is not too eager to see me. We have the whole day today, but she said that we would be rushed, since she has to go out with her other friends at 9pm (ok, its 3pm right now), and I have to go to work at 11pm. we have a whole day tomorrow, starting from the moment I have to go to court (she is going there with me). But... I am tired of feeling like this...while I may seem hateful (fine, I am) I also have a softer side when it comes to friendships. But I barely make friends in RL. I try to reach out to people just to get shunned, or lead on. Its like I am a leper or something. I meet people, everything seems to go fine, we have fun...and they disappear. I expect

Capital Punishment
Ok I was sitting home one day just thinking and watching T.V. Where this guy was getting the Chair and me and I began to think what makes it more right when the state kills someone for killing someone than when someone else does I mean it really bothered me I Just dont understand in my opinion no one deserves to die no matte who you are and what you've done. I mean I understand at times people get upset To me it's as if the law's saying it's ok to kill someone as long as you have the law on your side. whats your opion?

Kids Say The Darndest Things
"MARRIAGE"...as explained by kids 1. HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY?-You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. -- Alan, age 10 -No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. -- Kristen, age 10 2. WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. -- Camille, age 10 3. HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED?You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. -- Derrick, a ge 8 4. WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? Both don't want any more kids. -- Lori, age 8 5. WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? -Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know each other. Even boys have somethin

I Dont Have A Problem Bato Loko
Who is a Cocaine Addict? Some of us can answer without hesitation, "I am!" Others aren't so sure. Cocaine Anonymous believes that no one can decide for another whether he or she is addicted. One thing is sure, though; every single one of us has denied being an addict. For months, for years, we who now freely admit that we are cocaine addicts thought that we could control cocaine, when in fact it was controlling us. "I only use on weekends,"or: "It hardly ever interferes with work,"or "I can quit, it's only psychologically addicting, right?"or "I only snort, I don't base or shoot,"or "It's this relationship that's messing me up." Many of us are still perplexed to realize how long we went on, never getting the same high we got at the beginning, yet still insisting, and believing -- so distorted was our reality -- that we were getting from cocaine what actually always eluded us. We went to any lengths to get away from being ourselves. The lines got fatter; the grams went faster;

Daisy Dukes Bar Bulletin
Ladypit Lounge has been renamed. Daisy Dukes Bar is up and running. We've got great music and great people all waiting to meet ya. We have a great staff and the member number is growing every day. Come on by and add another member to the Daisy Dukes Family. Click the pic @ the bottom to come join us.

Out Of Egypt I Am Back To The Beginning
“And the LORD spake unto Moses and Aaron in the land of Egypt, saying, This month shall be unto you the beginning of months: it shall be the first month of the year to you.” The twelfth chapter of the book of Exodus opens with what will become an annual celebration, one that’s so important to the future of the children of Israel and the one that distinguishes Israel’s birth as a nation (in the sense of a common heritage if not a geographic entity) that the LORD Himself ordains their calendar year to be reset so this is at the beginning. The timing of the feast as well as its component foods are specifically described in the first half of this chapter along with the event that the passover (so called in lower case here because it symbolizes the miracle by which the children of Israel leave – and actually are driven out of – Egypt) commemorates. The specifics of the tenth and final plague upon Egypt were inferred in chapter eleven as well as the