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Pimp Out Blog #15 ♥hells Angel♥gen*aod*†mgr Reds Rage*hellsings Homie*lost For Eva†
♥Hells Angel♥Gen*AOD*†Mgr Reds Rage*Hellsings Homie*Lost For Eva†@ fubar ♥Hells Angel♥Gen*AOD*†Mgr Reds Rage*Hellsings Homie*Lost For Eva† IS MY COOL FRIEND AND SHE NEEDS HELP WITH LEVELING UP FROM LEVEL 26 TO LEVEL 27 SO SHOW HER SOME FUBAR LOVING PEOPLE SHE'LL RETURN THE LOVING I PROMISE YOU THAT FROM BRUCE

Blings
You know you seee all these people with bomb after bomb; auto after auto; etc... It pretty ridiculous when they sit there and rub it peoples faces that friends buy them some or yet they buy like 5 million of them one right after another!! Come on people... be generous! Especially to the people who have been stuck on a level for god knows how long because they don't have money to buy that stuff... Honestly, what do we have to do for people to be generous?! Sorry just had to vent.

Sick
i feel sick to my stomach right now because I feel like i was holding someone i love dearly back.He found someone who makes him happy and even though i still long to be with him his happiness means the world to me.I feel like i've alienated him and thats why he is so distant from me he is not the only person that i have alienated tho i've pushed many people away and i feel horrible about it.idk i just feel bad right now.i've had a horrible past few days.Itd be nice if someone would tlk to me right now.maybe try and cheer me up.

Ok
this is not going to make sense to many people but i am just rambling for my own sake....when you think your life is right where you want it to be and you are finally feeling happy why is it something happens and it feels like the floor is ripped out from underneath you and you are falling...............

Cherry Bomb
To all i tried to bomb this morn i am sorry if it didnt work on ur page it said from my end it did but apparently alot did not recieve them. I will be putting on auto 11 s on monday and if i did not hit u when i was sposed to or my end said i did hit me up on pm and i will bling yall . I am sorry some did not work . Please except my apology cheers

The Lord Is My Shepherd.........is He Yous
Do You Know For Sure That If You Died Today You Would Go To Heaven? Do You Realize That God Loves You? God loves you and has a plan for for your life. "For God so loved the world,that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish,bot have everlasting life." John 3:16 The Bible Says That All Men Are Sinners Our sins have separated us from God. "For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God." Romans 3:23 God made in His own image.He gave man the ability To choose right from wrong. We choose to sin. Our sins separate us from God. God's Word Also Says That Sin Must Be Paid For "For the wages of sin is death..." Romans 6:23 Wages means payment. The payment of our sin is death and hell, sep

Categories
These are the categories for the Inagural Hellcast Golden Gobbler Awards: Drunkest Listener- (self explanatory) Drunkest Host- (self explanatory) Best Heckler- (the person who gives the hosts the most shit) Worst Heckler- Funniest Listener- Best Segment- Worst Segment- Co-host of the year- Best Contributor to the show- (other than Redlar, who has done the best job to the show, cohost, segment maker or listener) Quote of the year- (any word, phrase, or line that has been the best over the past year) ====================================== for the host and cohost categories, the nominees will be given. But for the other categories, I will accept 4 or 5 nominees each. Post your nominee, and then for it to be accepted, someone else must post that they 2nd it.

Keep Alive & Burning!
You can sing or whistle, Under the moon & stars, You can dance till the dying day, until the end, You can fight those things you can't forgive, watch distasnt shadow's, Fade away into the the distance, Fight all you wish. Some people in your circle carry a torch & a warm blazing heart. Flowers fall from every footstep they take, Rose's bloom, Smiles drift upon the wind & warm hug's in transparent dream's, The tree's hold there bark wrapping there inner hard soul. No matter how you try, You'll never kill dream's, They roll off in papery dreams of bliss, Parchment & pen, Paints a picture of happiness under the warm aura enveloping me, In mystic dreams unknown , the past & the future. Thorns may sprout from our stems, In pure defecne, Born & bred from the same soil, in nutrition & warmth, Tenereded with caring hands with the soil & sand, Fresh from te earth , a warm soul tises, Bright & true. Picked by a child or adult they have lived, Where they were placed that

Can't Find My Digital Camera!
Things are going good today. Can't really comlpain(which would be useless). I see all these cool salutes and think, "why don't I post one here?" So I go to where I keep my camera and it's gone! I hate when I can't find things! How bout u?

Rich Famous And Ignorant
Dear Readers; Join us get DT's work into your mailbox, its FREE! http://www.drturi.com/newsletter/ 3/19/2009 Dear Readers; Let’s start with the good news, last night Tom, George Noory’s Producer on Coast-To-Coast and I spoke on the telephone and it felt so good to be able to bring back great memories and appreciate at last Tom’s forgiveness and solid friendship. Our relationship was tested to the limit then but again the tough dilemma indeed reinforced our understanding and differences. Tom, Roger and I 2006 in Las Vegas having fun George is a very smart advanced Gemini spirit and forgave my shortcomings almost immediately and he knew Tom and I needed time to heal and reflect our situation. Ultimately love and respect will always override any misunderstanding and I am glad to announce to all my readers that Tom booked me on Coat To Coast with George for April 6th 2009. George and I in LA after a TV show and a THANK YOU VERY MUCH GEORGE for your incredible

A Gift From Me To You
I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for you are to far away so I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this dayI know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say I love you

Some Of My Personality Traits...
I'm an intelligent and fun conversationalist... I feel that dating (& relationships) should be mutually respectful and enjoyable for both - to enhance our life... I'm very intuitive & have an extensive background experience as a psychic reader - I've given many readings with and without using the "Dream Card" deck... Have worked at Psychic Fairs, Online, on the telephone on a "Psychic Hotline"... and performed many private reading for clients... I'm a good listener - attentive, understanding, and accepting... I like to give relationships time and not rush anything... Usually, I'm able to nurture a conversation with mutually interesting subjects... I enjoy learning about a woman's personality and listening to her experiences... Let's get to know each other... Best Wishes To You, Don

As Goes Aig Goes Us
Over the last week, US Pres. Barack H. Obama (D-IL) and the Democrat-controlled US Congress have been working to force AIG executives to return bonuses they earned last year. BHO and Congress agrues that no executive should be getting a bonus while his/her firm is getting a bail-out from the federal government. If the executives don't give up their bonuses, then Congress will charge them a special 90% tax. Now AIG were under contract to issue these bonuses or face more expensive breach of contract losses in civil court. This was known by the Federal Reserve and US Sen. Chris Dodd (D-Conn.) whom worked to allow bonuses to be paid with bail-out funds. And the bonuses are only $165 million of a $170 trillion bail-out deal. Ok. Whatever. The problem I see is the very dangerous precedent being set by the US Congress to tax any group of workers/businesses/non-profits that it wants to punish or control. This taxation terrorism that will destroy the American economy. This goes way beyond

Rating Pics Too Fast
WANT TO KNOW IF ANYONE ELSE IS TIRED OF TRYING TO RATE PICS AND KEEP GETTING EVERY PIC OR EVERY OTHER PIC OR TWO THAT "YOU ARE RATING TOO FAST"? AND GETTING SENT TO BOUNCER CHECKS. I KNOW I PERSONALLY AM TIRED OF IT. I LOVE TO RATE PICS BUT IT TAKES 3X AS LONG NOW TO RATE PICS THAT IT HAS DISCOURAGED ME FROM WANTING TO RATE PICS ANYMORE. IF YOU ARE TIRED OF IT AS WELL AS I AM, PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT TY!!!!

Quote By Dr. Siegel
A quote by Dr. Bernie Siegel, M.D. from his book Love, Medicine, and Miracles: “I do not see death as a failure. I see the fear of letting go of childhood pain and erroneous messages as a failure. The more I work with people the more I realize how much, both positive and negative, we owe to our upbringings. When we take on the challenge of disease and life we are a success. Life is full of challenges (reset buttons); use them and proceed on your new path. Remember I said love heals. I do not claim love cures everything but it can heal and in the process cures occur also.”

Proud Parent :)
OK, so as most of you know, I'm the proud Mommy of two wonderful girls, Calista and Rianna. Calista is 10, and Rianna is 7 1/2. Well this weekend, Calista's artwork is being exhibited in the Schenectady City School District's Diversity Celebration. She brought the mask home a week ago, and it's amazing work! The school took pictures of it to show. I took a picture of it for y'all to see why I am so proud of my baby girl! There's also a picture of the notice she brought home to use to let us know.

Something To Think About...
"The Romans crucified Christians and hung them along the Appian Way for travelers to see... We bomb Muslims, at the touch of a button, and have CNN there for the whole world to see." - Don Burch "Our scientific power has outrun our spiritual power. We have guided missiles and misguided men." - Martin Luther King, Jr., "Strength to Love"

Sex And Fubar
I just want to observe how freaking funny it is that everyone on here likes to claim that they're uber-kinky. But I'm also curious about something... Does it actually get middle-aged men to rate you women more if you say stuff like that? Do they buy you bling? How desperate is my fellow man? I'm editing this because apparently it's really hard to understand that when I say things like "everyone", and then I say "does X", I mean "everyone who does X", not everyone in existance of a particular gender. Fucking hell. Setting this NSFW since I'm in a mood and swearing a lot. ...Katie got naked. Mood improving rapidly.

Quotes
Follow Your Bliss…. I will always tell my students with career questions, follow your bliss – where the deep sense of being is from, and go where your body and soul want to go. How do you find your bliss? No one can tell you what it is going to be. You have to learn to recognize your own depth. We are having experiences all the time which may on occasion render some sense of this, an intuition of where your bliss is. Grab it. Hang on to that intuition. When you have that intuition and feeling, then stay with it, and don’t let anyone throw you off. Any life career that you choose in following your bliss should be chosen with the sense that nobody can frighten me off from this thing. And no matter what happens, this is the validation of my life and action. Are you going to think of fortune or are you going to think of your bliss? When you follow your bliss money lost or gained will not matter as much because you still have your bliss. If you do follow your bliss you put y

Therapy...
I work as a therapist/counselor in private practice... ... working with individual clients, marriage counseling, substance abuse counseling, personality disorders, eating disorders, weight loss counseling... (I've found that if a person genuinely felt loved by a parent, while growing up, they can deal with some abuse or neglect, but when they didn't feel loved... the abuse has severe consequences), and I do trauma/abuse counseling... So much of the therapy I do with a client involves old painful emotional issues related to their parent... The whole premise of what I do is founded on the fact that so many of us are in the grip of emotional pain! Therefore, these issues are on an emotional level and thus they need to be dealt with on an emotional level - the "intellectual talk" approaches I've found do not resolve the "emotional" issue... For instance Cognitive Therapy & Rational Emotive Therapy, are both an intellectual approach at trying to change thought patterns, but the emo

One Simple Question
I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING ABOUT MYSELF BEFORE OUR RELATIONSHIP CAN GO ANY FURTHER, I AM THE KIND OF PERSON WHO FEELS VERY DEEPLY AND WHEN I GIVE MY HEART I GIVE IT COMPLETELY I NEVER LEARNED HOW TO LOVE "JUST A LITTLE"- SO AS U CAN GUESS I'VE BEEN HURT MORE THAN ONCE HOWEVER, I FEEL A STRANGE & WONDERFUL CLOSENESS BETWEEN US AS IF, IN THIS BRIEF TIME, I CAN ALREADY TRUST YOU WHOLEHEARTEDLY AND THAT'S WHY I NEED TO ASK ONE SIMPLE QUESTION IF I FALL FOR YOU WILL YOU CATCH ME?

...from Dan Savage
"It never ceases to amaze me that people who aren't interested in sex, who consider sex to be trivial and unimportant, nevertheless deny their frustrated partners permission to do this trivial, unimportant thing with others." Soooo true.

Phone Phun
Another banner day for my Dad calling. These phone calls shouldn't put me in such a bad mood, but they really do. I won't go into detail, but the highlights were: Him: We are visiting next week, Thursday-Saturday. Me: I have to work, I can't make it. Him: Oh. Him: Your brother thinks you are avoiding him, you never call. Me: He never calls me either. Him: Look at it from his point of view. Me: That doesn't address the statement I just made. Him: He said he tried to call. Me: He didn't. Him: He said he did. Etc, etc, ad nausem. Him: Got any dates? Me: No. Him: Why not? Me: I can't find anybody to ruffie. Him: You need to find somebody. Me: Oh, that's what I'm doing wrong, I thought they were assigned by the government. Him: You aren't gay, are you? Me: Do you think I am gay? Him: Well, you aren't dating anyone. Me: Yeah, definitely not going to be able to make it this weekend. Sorry. I would be willing to donate the entire contents of my bank account to

Believe Into Being
Sometimes I wonder Can you see me And if certain persons could Would it make me more real If I cannot be heard Or acknowledged Here I will go to where I can Until then holding the truth in my heart. A witness to our lives Imagine to be accounted for And leave more of a trace Than dates in a newspaper clipping Or engraved in stone. More than someone's daughter or anything to anyone But particular to me. Can you see me...

This One Was Given To Me A Decade Ago...damn Im Old Haha
silence speaks 1,000 words why am i hanging on to a love that's just not there? my heart you'd broken - this young heart you would not spare... now i know that silence speaks a thousand words!!! what my heart wants to say yet it cannot be heard... there's something between us still left remain -- but the words left unspoken still remain the same...

I'm In A Bad Mood But..
...it's not a good reason to take out my frustrations on the world right? I mean, if you were in a bad stretch of your life and every step you took only led to another dead end..wouldn't you be beside yourself too? I'm not the type that takes things laying down and I've always been a fighter and scrapper but lately, I've just not been myself. It seems like I'm so tightly strung that things I normally shrug off are busting my balls. I fight my own inner demons so hard and furiously sometimes that I lose sight of who is on my side. I guess today was one of those days I should have found a cave to hide in but I didn't and I made someone close to me feel bad. So, here is a song for her (she knows who she is) but is it enough to just say you're sorry? Dori sweety, you know I love you!

Me!!
Panther's Questionnaire First Name: Panther Birthday: 7/30/76 Age: 31 Religion: Wiccan Zodiac: Leo Chinese: Dragon Heritage: Irish / German Eye Color: Hazel:Green When Happy&Brown Regulairly Hair Color: Red Height: 5’7” Nick Names: Panther, Tigger, Red Rose , Carrot Top Relationship: NO Mood: Happy Location Now: Salem, Oregon Smoke/Drink: No / A Beer Or Mixed Drink Sometime’s Swear: Yes,(Esp if you piss me off) Tattoos: No, I Wish Piercing’s: Ears Only Handed: Righty Drive: No Job: Nurseing Fav. Music: Country / Alternative / Rock& Metal Fav. Band: Evansecence / Garth Brooks / Metallica Fav. Singer: Evansecence Fav. Book Type: Fantasy Fav. Book: InkHeart/Spell Fav. Poetry: Love Poems Fav. Writer: Writer Of The DragonLance,Chronicles Books Fav. Artist: Amy Brown,Jessica Galdreth,Linda Ravenscroft (To Name A Few) Fav. Art: Anything Fantasy(Dragons,Fairies, Mermaids, Wizards) Fav. Movies: Action Flicks(Matrix,Transformers, RE,Underworl

How Would You Feel
HOW WOULD YOU FEEL ABOUT GIVING YOUR HEART TO SOMEONE WHO WOULD LOVE TO MAKE YOU HAPPY... WHO WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOU SMILE... WHO WOULD LOVE TO BE LOVED BY YOU? AND HOW WOULD YOU FEEL... IF I GAVE MY HEART TO YOU?

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I know she shines in your eyes. I see it through mine. Your eyes sparkle more as she grows. With that child golden is the time. Always hold it dear. Years will pass like momments. Hold all your memorys close. I hope you never forget. You to bring joy in life. I hope forever you shine. And I hope forever. You will shine in mine.

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She smiles at my words. Even when they are true. I say these words. Only to you. Your beauty amazing. Your smile I long to touch. To much distance between us. An ocean to much. I will look at this sea. And see your face. In my heart always. Your smile has its place.

Not Done...lol
Shes got eye of the pinkey. It swells up in the night. She gets up in the morning. Looking like shes been in a fight. Cause shes got eye...of the pinkey. Puts on her make up. Fast as she can. Slips her mind. Where that wands been. To many friends. To many places. Its been around. Touched all of their faces.

I Still See Her Smile
Her hand I may never hold. But her smile I still see. Her eyes have touched my soul. They seem so deep to me. To know her more. To get beyond the beauty I see. I want to see inside her mind. This is important to me. Your beauty pleases my eyes. Hopefully your mind will to. Ever since I first saw your picture. Im glad I have a friend like you.

A Little Music
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful Stop me and steal my breath And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky Never revealing their depth And Tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above And I'll be your cryin' shoulder I'll be loves suicide And I'll be better when I'm older I'll be the greatest fan of your life And rain falls angry on the tin roof As we lie awake in my bed And you're my survival, you're my living proof My love is alive and not dead And tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above And I'll be your cryin' shoulder I'll be loves suicide And I'll be better when I'm older I'll be the greatest fan of your life And I'm dropped out, I?m burned up, I?m on my my way back

Her Anger
Her anger in control of her. It rules her mood today. Can my words regain her smile. Will my thoughts touch her in any way. Her true beauty is hidden. With this cloud in her mind. To return what she has lost. A way I will find. If you ever need a friend. To lighten your hearts mood. I will make you smile again. And calm your anger with words that soothe.

A World Away
Halfway across the world. Her beauty I still see. God has given me a gift. Bringing her smile to me. Even when she is down. A sparkle still glows in her eyes. When she does not smile. My heart wonders why. Her smile to me priceless. Like a days sunshine. I hope to see it forever. And warm this heart of mine.

She Looks At You
You may not always see it But I constantly do I see it in her eyes It's the way she looks at you. When you go beyond being a Mom Which you constantly do Can you see it in her eyes It's the way she looks at you. You are all that is beautiful To her all that will be true Can you see it in her eyes She feels only love when she looks at you.

Because When My Mind Broke I Got Funnier, Lol?
The gist of it is, I'm bumming a page from Kevin Nash;pay me to be here or sod off.Everyone thinks I'm "cool"?Well, it comes with a fee now.Simple as that.Don't like it?Insert various sharp objects into yer orifices.Have a nice day?Moo.Waffles.

Out Of My Sight
The snow falls outside It I cannot see This place I am at I truly don't want to be. Away from all my friends The ones I truly love Hidden from the sun The skies far and above. My freedom gone for a time No ones fault but my own For a time my burden to bare These are the seeds I've sown. For now I have time to reflect Now all I have is time Though I look for different answers Only one do I ever find. The choices I've made Always more wrong than right Especially this choice I made Which took you out of my sight.

I Can Feel You
I can feel your tears As each one slowly falls I can feel the beat of your heart Even through these walls. Even when I can't see you I can feel even your breath My soul will always feel you For you my love can never rest. Put away your sorrow In your heart a smile needs to be Each day I will tell this to you Because each day you tell this to me.

Heavy Heart
My heart weighs heavy So long since I heard your voice But my hands like my heart are tied They have taken away my choice. To me it is truly painful Because I long to see your face For now it only appears in my mind Until I can leave this place. Your vision will hold true And my heart will remain strong Someday soon I will see your face Because thats where I belong.

Trapped
Each day there is less of me Spreading thinner everyday I can no longer recharge I cannot find a way. Nothing for me is changing Each moment my life becomes more bland I need to climb out of this hole But no one is there to offer a hand. My calls go unheard You refuse to hear what I say So here I remain trapped Forever here to stay.

When I Am Gone
Will your tears fill creek beds When I am dead and gone Will your days seem endless For you, lasting too long. I never would wish you To ever feel this way Then please my darling Listen close to what I have to say. Be happy with our lives Share all your smiles with me I will show you true happiness Unlike anything you will ever see. When it's time, and death does come Rejoice and smile to the sky Be happy that now I am home From those beautiful eyes do not cry. Someday after I'm gone You will eventually join me And forever we will go Hand in hand through eternity.

A Queen
She was a queen before I saw her. A beauty all the way through. Soft, sweet words she whispers. A voice that calms and soothes. Her eyes could melt metal. Through my heart they run. They pluck on its little strings. Soon it, they will have won. Such a power over me. Explain it maybe I never will. She will always be a beauty to me. Nothing else could I ever feel.

Something From Me
my life is the dark the dark is my life i become blind in the light but i can see in the dark the light brings nothing but pain and hate the dark brings me peace and love i fear the day but love the night that is why my time is spent in the darkness with out light

Waiting On You
DAMN... SEEMS LIKE FOREVER! I'M WONDERING WISHING CURSING YOUR ASS OUT THINKING ABOUT... WHAT WE COULD HAVE BEEN DOING BUT THEN THAT DOESN'T SEEM SO BAD NOW IMAGINING YOU HERE NEXT TO ME ......HHHHMMMMMMM........ THEN AS YOU DRIVE UP I THINK WAITING FOR YOU WAS ALRIGHT ANTICIPATION, ANXIOUSNESS AND RELIEF FOR YOUR ARRIVAL CAN BE FELT OVERWHELMINGLY IN THAT 1ST HUG... DID YOU FEEL IT?

Troubles...
I'm having trouble finding a rhythm for my new life. I can't seen to find a routine that doesn't feel awkward. Maybe over time things will feel different, but right now I feel like I'm drowing in quicksand...

My Father.
No father is perfect. I know that. There days or parts of days i wish i could forget for my sack when it comes to my father. Those two days are February 2002 and March 18, 2009. In February 2002 my father was riding his harley and he got in to the worse bike accident. That day i will never forget and that day i wish i could forget. Then yesterday March 18, 2009 is day i found out my father just got out of the hositpal due to heart problems. Its hard to hear that anyone you love is hurting i think it worse when you hear about your parents hurting. And there is nothing you can do about it.

I Am
I AM POETRY LAUGHTER AND MUSIC I LIKE CUDDLING ON COLD NIGHTS AND SPENDING TIME ALONE HONESTY UNDERSTANDING AND LOVE ARE IMPORTANT TO ME I FIND AN OPEN MIND A FREE MIND I DO GET LOUD WHEN I ARGUE BUT I LOVE A CHALLENGING CONVERSATION I'LL BE THERE WHEN YOU NEED ME MY FEELINGS ARE STRONG AND TRUE I AM NOT THAT GOOD AT MATH THIS IS ME I AM

Timed Scavenger Hunt (closed)
The Awesome Abraxas is hosting a Fubar Scavenger Hunt? Abraxas@ fubar He will be giving away a Cherry Bomb to the first person to collect all items correctly The rules are very specific and must be followed exactly or your entry will be disqualified. HERE IS YOUR LIST YOU MAY NOW BEGIN 1. To enter the Scavenger Hunt you must first r/f/a the host, in the friend request you must say "I am entering the Scavenger Hunt" Then click the link to his blog and post a comment that you are entering the hunt. Scavenger Hunt Blog 2. You must find all 20 items on the list (This Bully will be updated at 4pm fubar time, at this time the list will be posted and the hunt will begin) 3. The list will contain 20 items, it is your task to find these items in the form of a picture someone where on fubar. These are generic items, meaning you may be asked to find a picture of a daisy. It can be anywhere in anyones gallery, any picture containing a daisy will be accepted as long as i

The Vessel...
So sick of these screaming voices Telling me how broken I seem to be Faceless frauds Live your life just to tear me down Tell me you wish I had died Smile out your one face Lie straight out the other You won't be near me Look into the face of your fear You damage me because I'm what you'll never be This monster I am I suffer with what you've planted in me Fill me with all you hate Slap me down when I get too high Rip the ground from beneath my feet I will cut myself free of you all Self serving hypocrites I will burn out your disease If it takes me to my own end You will not see me fall again

Vulnerable~
she looked so vulnerable, and that heightened her sexiness in My eyes. The bedroom was quite dark overall, the only light coming from the two once-tall pillar candles upon the dresser, the candles burnt down to about half of their original height, thus testifying to just how long I had been tormenting My loving slave. I thought for a moment of how she had struck a match in the darkness, then lit each candle, blowing out the flame of the match before it could scorch her small succulent fingers. How long ago had that been? I had lost all sense of time in the interim, as I was not wearing My watch and the unexpected loss of electricity to the entire neighborhood prevented the alarm clock's analog hands from moving. At that moment, My sweet slave was upon the massive bed, her wrists and ankles encased within thick leather cuffs lined with soft rabbit fur. Each limb was extended toward the nearest oak bedpost, attached by a lengthy heavy chain to a secure bolt placed near the base of

Why Oh Why?
Growing up, I was subjected to the cruel and unusual punishment of having to watch HEE HAW. Yeah, I know..most of you are scratching your head and saying WTF is a Hee Haw! I don't know why it came to mind today but here is a little sample of it for you! Now tell me, did it make you smile? It did me :P

Subject: Party In Alaska
Jack had been in Police work for 25 years. Finally sick of the stress, he quits his job and buys 50 acres of land in Alaska as far from humanity as possible. He sees the postman once a week and gets groceries once a month. Otherwise it's total peace and quiet. After six months or so of almost total isolation, someone knocks on his door. He opens it and a huge, bearded man is standing there. 'Name's Cliff, your neighbor from forty miles up the road. Having a Christmas party Friday night. Thought you might like to come at about 5:00...' 'Great', says Jack, 'after six months out here I'm ready to meet some local folks, Thank you.' As Cliff is leaving, he stops. 'Gotta warn you. Be some drinking'. 'Not a problem' says Jack. 'After 25 years in the business, I can drink with the best of 'em'. Again, the big man starts to leave and stops. 'More 'n' likely gonna be some fighting too.' 'Well, I get along with people, I'll be all right! I'll be there. Thanks ag

Pimping The Fam:)
I have some of the bestest family on fubar! These are in no particular order. Just the ones that check on me on a regular basis even when I am NOT around and ALL of them I would, have, or WILL hang out with in person someday very soon I hope.Also don't be bitching at me about the chosen pics- I picked the ones that are some of my faves:) What can I say about Tony? He is without a doubt one of the best people I know. ALWAYS been there for me. I hope we will be lifelong friends because I cannot imagine my life without him in it.♠ GaZ ♠@ fubar Justin is pretty much ditto everything I have said about Tony. haha- He is a little harsher though but he doesn't sugarcoat ANYTHING> Don't ask him if you don't want an honest answer. :) ßrøkëÅ§§M†ñ - Enforcer @ Club Fantasia@ fubar Lisa- My wifey! I love this girl to death. She is so like me in so many ways. I wish nothing but happiness for her. And we will hang out soon girly..I promise. ~Lisa~Exotic Angel of Exotic Dreams@

What Is Time Really ?
What exactly is time to us ? All in A Day of Brahma What does Krishna mean by the beginning of creation? According to the Puranas (Vedic histories), there have been innumerable creations in the course of cyclical time. The basic unit of Vedic cyclical time is the day of Brahma, which lasts 4.32 billion years. The day of Brahma (also called a kalpa) is followed by a night of Brahma, also lasting 4.32 billion years. The cycle of days and nights of Brahma toes on for Brahma's lifetime of one hundred years (36,000 nights), equivalent to 311.04 trillion of our human years. During the day of Brahma, life, including human life, is manifest. During the night of Brahma, life is not manifest. Vedic Conception of Time ________________________________ ______________________________________ "Outside of the three planetary systems, the four Yugas multiplied by one thousand comprise one day on the planet of Brahma. A similar period comprises a night of Brahma, in wh

Fetish
What is a paraphilia? In long form, it's a scenario whose real or fantasized presence is psychologically necessary for sexual gratification. In short, it's a fetish. There are so many paraphilias in the world, the range is simply astounding. Think of it this way: if it exists, someone probably has a fetish for it. And, unbeknownst to me, the simplest and most common of erotic happinesses are considered fetishes. It's not uncommon for someone to have a fetish that they have to go out of their way to accommodate. But there are some fetishes out there that are so extreme, they are completely illegal and sometimes life-threatening. I've taken the liberty of listing all the fetishes and put them in categories listed by uniqueness and severity. Enjoy! Aww That's Cute Acomoclitic Shaved and completely hairless genitals are a turn-on. Agoraphilia Gettin' it on out in public is hot, hot, hot! Alphmegamia Bring on the older, seasoned men. Altocalciphilia High heels make this per

My 1st Car Wreck(march 19th, 2009 About 3:00pm)
Went into town and dropped off some mail at the post office came back home, come up over the railroad tracks in town and hit a bump coming off of the tracks and went to brake as i was turning left but instead i didn't manage to get my foot on the brake and hit the accelerator and spun the tires and ran into a mailbox on the right side of the road and tried to recorrect the car and then over-corrected it as i came back onto the road and saw a truck coming about 300ft in front of me coming from the corner and over-corrected and rolled the vehical and landed back on my tires facing the opposite direction of the way i was coming. I'm fine, noone was hurt thankfully including myself, i walk away from it with a rash from the neck seatbeat and a bruise on my left side, and very shaken, but other then that i'm fine.

Baby's Death Ruled Homicide--christopher Joy Jr.
Baby's Death Ruled Homicide; Family Holds Memorial Posted: 2:10 pm EDT March 17, 2009Updated: 12:00 am EDT March 18, 2009 On the heels of news that a Jefferson County baby's death has been ruled a homicide, the victim's family held a memorial service for him. Family members gathered at a home in Wellsville Tuesday night to say goodbye to 18-month-old Christopher Joy Jr. of Richmond. While family members told NEWS9 they don't understand the child's death, they reflected on happy memories of his short 18 months. Autopsy results have determined a Jefferson County baby died of blunt force trauma, investigators said. Homicide charges are pending against Joseph Kyle Moran, 25, of Richmond, Jefferson County Sheriff Fred Abdalla said. Moran was dating the baby's mother and was alone with the baby at the time of death, police said. When emergency crews arrived at a Richmond home early Monday, they said the 18-month-old was dead, his body covered in bruises. Abdalla said

Remebering The First Nite~ Love At First Touch~
A gasp of breath caught in his throat as her hand brushed against his arm. Her enchanting musical laughter proclaimed her feminine charm. He trembled as she leaned to him to whisper in his ear thunder roared in his head but he couldn’t seem to hear. The warmth of her promising smile melted his heart so cold her splendor dazzled his cyinc’s eyes and caused his shriveled soul to unfold. She sat as though waiting for him and offered her hand for his own he took her fingers lightly in his, sighing now, a lover’s moan.

Rules Of The Game
There are certain fundamental rules one must employ when you are programming with a relational database. These are the concepts that will not only allow you to survive the process, but also come out with that minty feeling. 1. Set the proper atmosphere. Techno music is a must. Unfortunately working in an office space, the volume must be kept down, unless there are headphones involved. Fundamentally speaking the louder the music, the better a program is written. 2. Caffeine. Lots of it. This is not a situation in which moderation is useful. The goal you are going for is that of a squirrel having ingested several tablets of speed. Flighty, tweaked out, and ready to jump out of your skin are the keywords here. 3. Confuse your co-workers. This is an industry that is quite difficult to follow, let alone understand. Most people have no clue, or know what you know. Identify the clueless, prey upon them with your skills, and leave them twitching in the wake of your glory. No mercy.

When I Grow Up
When I grow up I wanna be famous I wanna be a star I wanna be in movies When I grow up I wanna see the world Drive nice cars I wanna have groupies So until today I thought that the last line of the chorus to that song from Pussy Cat Dolls was "I wanna have boobies." I am slightly depressed that it isn't.

She Is So Awesome....
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Chakras
We are beings of light, but that light is the energy within us so we do not often see it as light in that form. Our light is part of the illumination of the whole universe which is also light energy in many different aspects of manifestation. In Zen and other Eastern teachings they have pictures of what are called chakras of the body, that are representive of areas of importance in the body - aka energy points. It is thought by some that this energy can flow up the spine and produce a visionary encounter called enlightenment. The spine is the famous serpent or snake. In meditations they follow the flow of energy to the different areas of the body for lightworking purposes. As it rises from the base which is the energy of the sex drive, which energy is then re-directed or used for the results they hope for. (got picture of chakras in my album section). Now allow me to segway and compare this to something else (my personal insight that occured) and that is the the Bibl

No Computer
My computer died last night. Died dead. I took it to the repair shop he said he thinks it's the motherboard. Fuck. I brought my old laptop in too. "This one we can fix." Great! 5 days. Damn. Maybe less. about $100.00. not bad. I bet if I met this guy in a bar he'd do it for free. he'd do it for a hand job. Damn. Oh well $100.00 is not so bad. I'll deal. I have to call India on the other one. I hate their scripts. I have no patience for it. I'll try and be on when I can. If you have my number call me I'm bored. Really bored.

Exhale
dont you forget about me.. even in the dead of silence keep me near you keep my words in your ears... remember my love is tough my strength is hard ive delt with so much... i need words to move me i need you to remember me and keep me alive while we are appart...hearts are broken but love is strong... we can surive the storms ive delt with it all before... as long as you remember me..im that girl with all your heart and soul...ill care untill the day i die even if you wont..ill be your sunshine on a cloudly day just remember my face remeber my voice,my heart,my presence..eager enough to keep you in my thoughts always and forever no matter the distance no matter the circumstance.. ive gonefor walks alone ive looks at that night sky so many times and wanted to be back next to someone to have somebody that gave me that feeling that comfort thats like my oppisite that works well and evens me out....im so uneven ive lost what i use to be how i use to be i dont even know how to go bac

Icp Most Of The Time Its Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cause It Dont Matter
It ain't no point to me waking up, everybody's time I'm taking up, I got nobody, it ain't a shoulder near, I can't stay here and it's colder there, I don't wanna look back cause it's gonna hurt, I slice my wrist and it's gonna squirt, For me everybody holds a hate, I got backstabbed and everybody holds the stake, it's no roads to take I'm in a circle drive, bustin' at myself and I'm tryna survive, I'll disappoint you, and I will let you down, and I ain't got many home boys comin' round, you don't understand so don't say you do, I swear I'll put a mother fuckin' slug in you, I'm the only one, the lonely one, and at home loading a gun thinking why not? I got court comin' up, I stole a truck, I got a bitch pregnant and I'm broke as fuck, I wanna get high but i got piss test, I'm always first name on top of the shit list, get this, the witch has made my chest, it's permanent nightly visiting nest, it ain't no clothes I look good in, I'm the mother fuckin' big red t

Reason
Whenever I think of you My heart soars And my lips Smiling Whisper your name Softly But still lovingly. My all is yours And only yours To do with what you will. You have my heart To keep forever. I am devoted to you And I am unafraid To be so Because I realize That you would never Hurt me Because you love me. This fact gives me The confidence To surrender myself to you Wholely and unconditionally. Thank you for loving me The way you do, It fills me with warmth And contentment But most of all It fills me with love For you.

Set Me Free
U know i love u, to u i belong. My heart is weak but u make it strong. I need u each day to feel alive, without ur love i fear i'd die. So come hold my hand and don't leave me, cause it is ur love that sets me free

Jay Kubassek
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Telling It Like It Is
Subject: TELLING IT LIKE IT IS This is perhaps the best summation of the current conditions within the US that I've heard or read - period. Please read the gentleman's reply and think about it as you read it. God Bless NOW THIS GUY IS TELLING IT LIKE IT IS. WAY TO GO MR KNOX.!! Auto Supplier Tells GM Where To Go This message says a lot about our need to stand up and be responsible. Hopefully it will get a wide distribution. This is one of the greatest responses to the requests for bailout money I have seen thus far. As a supplier for the Big 3, this man received a letter from the President of GM North America requesting support for the bail out program. His response is well written, and has to make you proud of a local guy who tells it like it is. ------------- Dear Employees & Suppliers, Congress and the current Administration will soon determine whether to provide immediate support to the domesti

About Me Turn On's
Thursday, March 19, 2009 About Me: Turn On's and Turn Off's Turn On's: ... To Battle and the Clashing of Swords ... The spring dew rowing off of the petal of a Rose catching the spark of the sun before it falls off the edge to a charous of Morning Doves. ... In my youth ripping of imprisoning clothing an dashing off nake into forest for midnight moons run, fast and faster dodge branches and debre, felling the slap of branches against my flesh and falling muddied and exhusted heathing out of breath into a bed of wild bosten fern to hoot of owls.. It was only then in those werewolf runs did I feel Spiritual ONESS with the Universe. --- Sitting before the crackling of bonfire with a circle of good friends with Pagan Drum and Ale singing the Old Songs. ... The glow of a naked lover as she crosses the candlelit room her sweaty back to me catching the candle glow as she moves. ... The first heavy snow fall of the season and to greet it by walking out barefoot threw

Official Bully For The Contest- Im Gonna Need Help
Auto 11's or Cherry Bomb Contest! RATES ONLY! Contest will start Friday, March 20th @ 6:30am Est Time and will end Friday, March 27th @ 12am Est Time. YOUR HOSTESS: •• . .ΜFĸŋ JÇ. . ••. . §ëЯ. . ••. . The folder WILL BE OPEN TO ALL TO RATE! However, the person who also sends me the most New Friends and Fans will also receive a $1,000,000 Fubucks Prize! So, encourage your friends to F/A/R the Hostess for a Bonus! Prizes for Rates will be as follows! 1st....AN AUTO 11 Bling or Cherry Bomb Bling 2nd....A 5 Credit Bling and $500,000 Fubucks 3rd....A Ticker and $100,000 Fubucks Private Message me any SFW Pic you would like to use as your Contest Picture. XOXO (repost of original by '•• . .ΜFĸŋ JÇ. . ••. . §ëЯ. . ••. .' on '2009-03-19 12:23:57')

Decisions
Emotions, we as humans are driven by them. The rest of the animal kingdom is usually driven by instinct, but because of our higher reasoning power we are often driven by our emotional, needs and wants. With all that nonsense said, I sit here wondering about my motivations, do I choose the things that I choose based on emotion or do I plot and plan based on instinct? The one thing I know right now at the very moment is that I am scared.... Fight or flight those are some of the instincts that rule the animal kingdom. I want to make a rational decision, but right now emotions cloud my judgments and I am left to trust my instincts, yep those things that we often ignore. The one thing I know is that I don’t know what I am doing, I have no plan, and beyond that when pushed I will make a decision. I am not sure what it will be, but a decision will be made, and the outcome is unknown to me.

What Is Friendship?
friendship is love; love is emotional friendship is emotional friendship is closeness friends are someone that is there for you when in time of need friends are someone special; friends is someone that cares for you that will always help you no matter what friends stand by you friendship is just like family

Not Mad Anymore
So call it a symptom of Borderline Personality Disorder...but I'm not mad anymore...Kinda miss him...a lot...I just wish he missed me too...I can't think about his angel face and not fall in love all over again lol

Me & My Cancer!
I went into day to get tattooed, an to have CT Scan done, now I've gotta go in on the 24th for a simulation at 10:30am & then I have another appointment on the 25th for a PET Scan at 8:15a.m. time I have to be there is 7:45 a.m once that is done I have to go in for my first treatment of CHEMO is @ 7:30 a.m & RADIATION @ 2:30 p.m which I have to arrive there an 1/2 hour early for blood work... Once all this is done I have to go into south bend for my ineral RADIATION consultation with DR. DAVID HORNBACK & my cancer speacaliest Michael Method Appointment time for that is 12:30p.m. however seeing the time is different from ours it'll be 11:30 our time so I've gotta leave here around 10:00 a.m. all this running is driving me fucking insane an the testing/ tattooing/ ct scans/ pet scan it's so over welming. My husband went an got me a new set of ear phone so I'll have at least something to do for the 6-7 hour chemo treatment. Anyways I just thought you all would like to know more on whats

A.k.a. Happiedevil
I'm here for 2 reasons.To kill boredom while @ home & to be re united w/ my buddies that live outta state.Karah420 is my beautiful wife & we're quite happy 2gether.I work insane hrs. and I have 3 daughters but only get to see my oldest.I'm filled w/ emptiness at the loss of my twins.I will get them back.

Feeling Down
Today is very tough for me. I miss someone very much, and there is no one i can talk to about her. We have made plans and i have every intenion of acting on them, it sjust sometimes its so hard to be without this person. This is the only way i can communicate my feelings for this person. I dont know who will read this. I guess it doesnt matter these are my thoughts and i need to get them out.

Love
most days it seems we never have enough time togethere. between the demands of work and home .there"s not a lot of time or energy lift over for just us.but i wand you to know that you are at the heart of everything in my life. our relationship give me the strength and confidence to be my very best . and emotional support that get me through every hectic day . so although some days we may be too busy to spend much time together. you:re always a part of everything i am and everything i do .

Lovers Dance
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles them i

Rates Contest
Most Rates will win an Auto 11 or Cherry Bomb. I'm gonna need help from my fu-friends. Also, when you A/R/F her, let her know I sent you. My link: http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=216966&albumid=1567453&i=3459262565 Runs 3/20 through 3/27

236k To Godmother!
DJ Wicca is only 236k from godmothering!!! Has well over 1000 pics and running Auto 11's...Now stop by and hit her with some fu-love! ÐJWîccâ ÖWñÈR Ö£ †HÈ §Ì×†H §Èñ§È LÖÚñGÈ fuowned by Shadow Princess@ fubar

Last Chance--- Starts 3/20/09 Ends 3/27/09
Auto 11's or Cherry Bomb Contest! RATES ONLY! Contest will start Friday, March 20th @ 6:30am Est Time and will end Friday, March 27th @ 12am Est Time. YOUR HOSTESS: •• . .ΜFĸŋ JÇ. . ••. . §ëЯ. . ••. . The folder WILL BE OPEN TO ALL TO RATE! However, the person who also sends me the most New Friends and Fans will also receive a $1,000,000 Fubucks Prize! So, encourage your friends to F/A/R the Hostess for a Bonus! Prizes for Rates will be as follows! 1st....AN AUTO 11 Bling or Cherry Bomb Bling 2nd....A 5 Credit Bling and $500,000 Fubucks 3rd....A Ticker and $100,000 Fubucks Private Message me any SFW Pic you would like to use as your Contest Picture. XOXO

Pleasure Ocean
Little touches whisper their way over smooth, silken skin; these are touches that say hello. The conversation continues: flesh tingles at touches light; languishingly sensuous, brushing along the edges of muscles before bringing firmer pressure to bear, pressing and easing the strains and pains of the day into warm, fuzzy oblivion. The hands press flat, palms dragging down a shapely, curved back, thumbs teasing along the edges of her spine. She stirs under the touch, murmuring soft, approving noises under her breath, teeth unseen plucking at her bottom lip. The touch of his hands cease before the shapely curve of her bare bottom. She lets out a quiet sigh; it's not actually disappointed, but pleased, especially when the touch resumes at that little crease where bottom and thighs merge. Fingers dig in - just enough - and press downwards, moving over the backs of her thighs. Tension eases in little waves that run up through her body, and the little pleased squirm of hips undoubtedly g

My Love Affair
My Love Affair I know each line and every curve Enraptured by a GORGEOUS Angel As I lay next to you in the dark And into passion we fell Soft lips pressed hard together The taste of My Angel drives me to the brink I open my arms and plunge in deep The chain becomes stronger with each link Light finger strokes turn to strong grasps Muscles flex and relax in rhythm As sweat pours from our souls Our fires burn so deep within Each time our bodies become one I feel my loneliness depart Each time you whisper my name I feel myself melt into your heart I scream for this to be my reality But only into your picture do I stare For this passion is only one sided It is just me in My Love Affair

New Poem I Made... "red Rain"
Red rain, red rain, she's amused as it trickles down. As if it were tear drops falling, She watches each drop penatrate the ground. Red rain, red rain, As it seeps, it relieves her soul. Her uneasy tempermant deminishes, for once, she feels in control. Red rain, red rain, she's smiling instead of crying. It eases her to feel as if, she can finally emerge from hiding. Red rain, red rain, it's calming to feel it drain. She closes her eyes, whispering her final words, red rain, red rain.

Bucket List
I've decided it never too soon to start a "bucket list"... just in case you didn't see the movie, it's things to do before you die... 1. 2. Tour the US, the capital, beaches of Florida and California, etc. 3. ride a train 4. take a cruise 5. go skinny dippin 6. meet Sanrda Bullock 7. Buy a Harley 8. visit Hawaii 9. visit Europe

Wmi Carbon Copy Pro
WMI Carbon Copy ProLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowI’ve been associated with Carbon Copy Pro for the past 8 months and my experience with this online business opportunity has been nothing short of excellent. This program is not only easy to learn, but also, fun to do. CCPro is a premier home based online money making program giving serious entrepreneurs the ability to earn a realistic six figure first year income. What’s really nice about this online business program is that no special skills or employment background are necessary to succeed and earn profits. It’s also a business that can be conducted from anywhere in the world.I’ve been involved with online business opportunitiesfor the past 2-3 years, and prior to that, I was involved in real estate investments. In order to make substantial profits in the real estate market, a lot of factors come into play. Market demand, interest rates, geographic location, timing and just plain luck are some of the variables that determine w

Intuition
I woke up this morning feeling okay, but still stressed about our financial problems. I had to go to the store and get a few things for supper, and when I came home. It was like this horrible bad feeling came over me. I started to feel angry and wanted to cry but didnt know why. Well (sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh) I soon found out that my feelings were justified. My oldest boy Derek whos been helping us out paying our bills etc. Was told to go home today along with his bro Chris and all the other guys that were at the plant to were told to go home till Monday. Seems there isnt any work comming in and Derek might be temporary laid off but as to how long not sure. I just started to cry my heart out. All I could think of there goes every thing we ever had and now strike 3 we're out for good. We will have lost every thing again for the 3rd time. And I feel so bad for hubby. Another failure is how he is gonna look at this. I said to son well if we lose our home

Blessings
Although the word is something of an antique in many circles, the idea of a blessing is a powerful one in the human experience. Consequently, giving, seeking, or receiving a blessing are important dream events. Many times, dreams include some kind of conveyance that will fall into this category. The idea of a blessing was central to many ancient cultures. When preparations for death entered its final stages, the dying patriarch or matriarch of a family would convey last wishes or hopes for affirmation onto members of a household. This was a deeply spiritual act that conveyed peace or power onto the next generation. To be overlooked or rejected during the blessing was a sign of disfavor or judgment. These things can come across in your dreams based on the subjects in them and the amount of reverence you have toward them. In more contemporary times, we can look at these blessings or conveyances in terms of complete versus incomplete relationships. Especially with parents, the blessing

Downraters
It seems to me that I've lately that I've seen comments from a lot of my fu-friends complaining about people using fake profiles to downrate or otherwise insult people. I had such an experience myself during a mumm I was running. I personally was amused to have received such attention, but I can understand how it would really bother some people, especially considering how childish it really is. So, for those that have had to put up with this kind of behaviour, I'm dedicating my latest stash item, a video of Christina Aguilera's video "Beautiful," which is a wonderful song about being happy with who you are.

Llama Leveler Of The Day
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Stupid Ex Lovers!!!
Sooo....found out from my ex's friend that he claims I couldn't have been pregnant with his child because he's sterile. Interesting, considering he already has a three year old...If he wants record from the hospital after the miscarriage I'll be more than happy to show him. Problem? Apparently he's calling me a whore...okay...I've been with a grand total of 7 people...he cheated on me with 4...who's the whore????

Life
READ THIS VERY SLOWLY..... IT'S PRETTY PROFOUND. Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those women on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word 'refrigeration' mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? 0A I cannot count the times I called my sister and said, 'How about going to lunch in a half hour?' She would gas up and stammer, 'I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast

Do You Think I Would Make A Good Bad Girl?
I want to be a bad girl for you. I want you to make me do naughty things, And fulfill all your wicked desires. I want to grant your every wish. I want to do things with you, The siren in my mind, Has only dared to imagine. I want to be a bad girl for you. Do you think I would make a good bad girl?

Sb Hit And Run
So...yeah yeah don't feed the troll...but the bitch stalks me down every CHANCE SHE GETS...NOW i AM BEIN ACCUSED OF THIS... Read from the bottom up WYCKEDSHYT...: BLOCKED CUNT WYCKEDSHYT...: LOL I MAKE ONE COMMENT IN A MUMM YOU ARENT IN AND YOU FLY IN THERE LIKE FLIES ON SHIT AND COMMENT NASTY ABOUT ME FUCK YOU GO TO FUCKING HELL ->WYCKEDSHYT...: NO PSYCHO I DID NOT ->WYCKEDSHYT...: BITCH YOU STALK ME NOT THE OTHER FUCKIN WAY AROUND S WYCKEDSHYT...: YOU CALLED AND YOU KNWOW IT ->WYCKEDSHYT...: ATTORNEY...LMAO WYCKEDSHYT...: STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME, STAY OFF MY MYSPACE PAGE, STAY AWAY FROM MY PROFILE ->WYCKEDSHYT...: THEN DO IT I HAVE NOFUCKIN CLUE WHAT U ARE TALKIN ABOUT ->WYCKEDSHYT...: I DO NOT HAVE THAT EIOTHER YA DUMBFUCK WYCKEDSHYT...: attorney WYCKEDSHYT...: Im sure my attoprney would love this WYCKEDSHYT...: NO you dont need my naem they can look by street addy ya cunt ->WYCKEDSHYT...: AND PLEASE BRING A SUIT AGAINST ME WYCKEDSHYT...: she was just here

Help Trinket Level Plzzzzz
Let me introduce you to a great friend, Trinket. He's currently a level 21 Fubarlord and trying to get to level 22 of Henchman. He's 130k away right now. Come help me to help him level please. He's got bunches of pics as well as stash items to rate. Click on his link below and get started. For all help received, I am offering a custom creation of your choice. Just pm me or leave a comment here and let me know what you want and I'll get it made for you. Examples can be found in my albums as well as here in my blogs. Thanks for all your help in advance. T®îñkè† Øwñè® ºƒ Wî¢kèd Rèålm$@ fubar

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Wealth Masters International Carbon CopyLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowPeople come to the Internet by the scores, looking for ways to make buckets of money, for doing as little as possible. Is it any wonder that so many fail? The fact of the matter is this: network marketing requires work. Or does it? According to the gurus it requires that you buy all their books, videos and what-not, and someday, riches will arrive at your door.The major flaw in the guru plan is that the majority of the people buying and reading their material have absolutely no desire to put the information into action. Why? Because they want to get rich quick, with as little effort as possible. We all know that to make it in a home business opportunity of any kind, the war cry of the successful is, DUPLICATION. Give the same presentation to others that got you to enlist in the opportunity, and the money will come. Well, that's all nice and neat, but very few will actually do this; therefore, those who they

What Should I Do
For you, I would gladly walk a mile, if that would give me a chance to see you smile. I'd call you my friend, but that's a lie. You mean more to me, but I can't explain why. For you are more precious to me than all of the world's gold, but I can't tell you that, how can I be that bold? If I spoke what's on my mind, would you accept me? Because without you, I don't know where I'd be. You seem to be calm, while I feel absolutely lost. I would like to be so bold, but what would its failure cost? Am I the only one faced with this choice? Be daring and risk losing you as a friend too? I can't risk that; I'd rather have that then lose everything. What should I do?

To Know
I ache for your touch. I long for your tender embrace, I want to feel that one kiss, To feel you holding me, Feeling your lips against mine, To know your heart beats in time with mine. I want to know if you care, If you love, If you dream, If you long for a kiss as well as a touch, I want to know if your heart longs for mine.

Here Without You Baby.
This makes me wish I was with him... but it'll happen soon enough, until then I'll always be here without him... Here Without You 3 Doors Down A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me, yeah The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonigh

How Well Do You Really Want To Know Me?
So I got hooked up with a new chiropractor, because my last one bled me dry, he's a friend of my friend so he's being sensitive to my needs; no job and serious back injury We're looking at my x-ray and he's talking about how they looked for signs of cancer, arthritis, bone spurs, etc...then calmly assured my nervous self I had none. But then he points to this large black mass all around my spine, to which I start to freak out about wondering what horrible thing that could be and he turns to me and says, "This is your intestines, they aren't usually this dark." I immediately start thinking the worse and he turns to me without skipping a beat and asks, "How are your bowel movements?" And that is when he switched from being my friend's friend to my doctor, or else I would have died of embarrassment. Oh and he put me on a diet of high water content fruit for breakfast, so I'm noshing on grapes and watermelon I picked up from the store this morning. So how's your week b

My Story - Boredom
Survey about me My story - Finish the sentence: Hi, my name is: Kerry My eyes are: Green My status is: relationship status or my mood? I want to have kids: um...no more than the ones I have I wish I was: In NY already..I need a break...among other things Currently I am: Tired..fuck these stupid drugs they have me on I love:a very select few...I do not us the emotion or the words lightly. Never in my life have I been to: what? My favorite animal is: my kids My favorite color is: red My Pet Peeve: stupidity, liars, and Denver drivers Right now, I am listening to: my neighbors dogs barking...per usual. If your gonna talk smack about me: I highly doubt I give a fuck The one person who can drive me nuts: in a good way or a bad way? When I'm nervous: My stomach hurts The last song I listened to was: Dead Memories - Slipknot If you were to get married today your mai

Ensign: A Tale Of Two Reunions
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 19 March 2009 Tomorrow Reunion Weekend begins at Stetson University that I graduated from fifteen years ago. After Martha and I had returned from Seattle last year, we were debating whether to go there or go to visit my mother in Kentucky for Mother's Day. Since we would be traveling with our two children, Sarah who's now three and Jeffrey's who now twenty months and my mom had never met Jeffrey, it was a pretty easy decision to make. A far easier decision to make, and one with far greater consequences for my life than a class reunion, was the decision to accept Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior. Once any of us do that, we're guaranteed a presence at a far greater reunion, one of all the elect (those who've chosen and been c

If Tomorrow Starts Without Me!!
"If tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see, if the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too. But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, in heaven far above, and that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do, it seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad; I thought of all that we shared, and all the fun we had. If I could relive yester

Speaking Of Bbw
ok, yeah beauty is in the eye of the beholder blah blah blah. only skin deep blah blah blah its on the inside blah blah blah so now to the guys of it... BBW Big Beautiful Woman... listen, JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE BIG DOES NOT MAKE YOU BEAUTIFUL. yes there are some that are big and beautiful and this is by no means meant to insult large women. but give me a break, just because youre big doesnt mean youre beautiful. why isnt there a BUB big ugly bitch because we know damn well there are some of those out there. confidence is one thing, but arrogance for no damn reason is a whole other ballgame.

The #1 Thing Of My Life
the number one thing about me is that i love boys and i because of the way they treat me and of crouse best thing about realtionship and i also love my lil nesse i love her she is just a newborn and i love taking care of her will my sister is at work so i love kids

Friendship Or Love
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falli

Kelly Clarkson - If No One Will Listen Lyrics
Maybe no one told you there is strength in your tears And so you fight to keep from pouring out But what if you unlock the gate that keeps your secret soul Do you think that there's enough you might drown? If no one will listen, if you decide to speak If no one's left standing after the bombs explode If no one wants to look at you, for what you really are I will be here still No one can tell you where you alone must go There's no telling what you find there And, God, I know the fear that eats away at your bones It's screaming every step, "Just stay here? If no one will listen, if you decide to speak If no one's left standing after the bombs explode If no one wants to look at you, for what you really are I will be here still If you find your fists are raw and red from beating yourself down If your legs have given out under the weight If you find you've been settling for a world of gray So you wouldn't have to face down your own hate If no one will listen, i

Mysterious Much?
So I sign into myspace..I have a message! This is huge as no one really uses myspace much these days..or atleast not as much as oh say 3 years ago. LOL So it says.. We haven't spoken in 7 months and 9 days. It is a friend request. The age is 29 the name is zzzzzzz and the location is AZ. I really cant for the life of me think of anyone that age in AZ i havent seen or talked to in 7 months and 9 days. So i reply Who R U ?? I get a response saying I wouldnt need three guesses but a hint is breakfast at a restaurant in Canton. :| What am I to do? hahaha I have no idea if I would want to have breakfast with someone I am not speaking to. Any how this is my huge dilemma today. p.s. make the rain go away!

So Called "milfs" Yeah Right
ok, so whats up with all these females runnin around calling themselves MILFs on their profiles and in their profile names? first of all , who deemed you a MILF or did you just think it was something "cute to say" now true enough some of them ARE indeed MILFs...but heres the thing. do you even know wtf a MILF is? that shit stands for Mother I'd Like to Fuck. now of course the person reading this says "duh" everybody knows that....well apparently NOT. if that where true you wouldnt have a woman calling herself that.... UNLESS SHES SAYING SHE WANTS TO GO FUCK HERSELF!!! THEN it would make sense. you basically have some female runnin around saying " hey i'm a mother i would like to fuck" well then good for you, go fuck yourself.

Wendy's
I stopped at Wendy's on my way home from Target, where I got a killer new lamp, to get some lunch. I ordered the chicken nugget value meal with a diet coke. The little bitch boy at the counter repeats at me with a smug little look on his face "a DIET coke?" to which I replied "Yes, a diet coke." He then chuckled. "Listen here you little judgmental cocksucker, I can't have regular coke. I don't care about the calories. If I did I OBVIOUSLY wouldn't be ordering 10 nuggets, but next time you wanna look at someone with that little shit eating grin you should remember some people are diabetic and can't have the regular shit. So wipe that stupid look off your face and get me my food." I need stronger meds.

Unclean...
I'm such a danger to myself Just think what I could do to you Do unto others before they do unto you Burn down the world just to keep warm I am the unclean The cast off that you've thrown away Less than the sum of my parts The storm of thorns grows I'm torn by what they have done Crushed down like Atlas I am the surrogate sin The bastard child you fail to see I've sufferd for your freedom Died for your lies Unstable grounds support my world Too many bloody battles fought So sick of the copper scent I hope you're happy with what you have done You have broken me You win...

Mad Men
posted on 03/19/2009 @ 10:03 am I think the meeting where they came up with the name for Steakums probably went something like this: Fred: Ok, we have these minute steaks made out of processed meat, what are we going to call them? George: Quick Steaks! Sally: miniT's Paul: QuickSteaks! George: I said that dumbass Bob: Steak-ummmmmmmmm Fred: PURE GOLD BOB!

For Those Of U Out There
song "Coma" from album "Use Your Illusion I" Song Text: ...well ya caught me in a coma And I don't think I wanna Ever come back to this...world again Kinna like it in a coma 'Cause no one's ever gonna Oh, make me come back to this... world again Now I feel as if I'm floating away I can't feel the pressure And I like it this way But my body's callin' My body's callin' Woun'tya come back to this... world again Suspended deep in a sea of black I've got the light at the end I've got the bones on the mast Well I've gone sailin', I've gone sailin' I could leave so easily my friends are calling BACK to me I said they're They're leaving it all up to me When all I needed was clarity And someone to tell me WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON GODDAMN IT! Slippin' farther an farther away It's a miracle how long we can stay In a world our minds created In a world that's full of shit HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME BASTARD Please understand me I'm climbin' thro

On Edge
So on top of all the other lovely thing going on in my life. Like abstentia siezures, gaining and losing 40 pounds of water within a couple of weeks, or my impending visit to the Mayo Clinic. I think maybe I might just be fucking PREGNANT! I've been two weeks "late" twice in my life. I also have two sons. Both of which were conceived at the worst possible time in my life. Of course I wouldn't trade them for anything, and they turned out to be exactly what I needed. The first I was 19 and STUPID, fell in "LOVE" within a matter of hours with a mack. I bought every line hook line and sinker. In fact I was on a date with his roommate. Obviously that didn't happen. I'd been clean for just over a year. We got high as a kite, one thing led to another and conceived a child. He loves to remind me of that night. Regardless that little boy put me on the right track. Then along came the boy I KNEW to stay away from. As super hot, fun, and sweet as he was, he was TROUBLE an

Leived
I've watch in dismay your love being displaced shedding heartaches knowing the showdows are being faced Its easy to believe your to blame for the broken pieces but if you listen carefully its nothing but lies that teases Like each rain drop fallen from those gray skies there is a life ready to be reborn without the ugly ties To be done without wasting another second in time and finally realizing how much your truely a dime Opening your eyes and lifting your chin up high you'll find all the strength to more then get by Cause who you are is beyond what is thought to be precious levied by beauty that is so meticulous

Carbon Copy Review
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Rules & Date
MUST HAVE AUTO 11'S ON BOMB ANYONE WHO HAS BOMBED YOU FIRST SATURDAY MARCH 21, 2009 AT 4PM CHICAGO TIME POST YOUR LINK SO WE CAN BOMB QUICKLY & SO WE KNOW WHO TO BOMB FIRST LET HAVE A BLAST 2MILLION IS MY GOAL WHAT IS YOUR'S

Liars,cheaters,an Stalkers
so what do you do when the man you love cheats on you . i forgave him and we have been good for months then the bitch starts stocking him. no matter what we do she wont leave us alone. i so just want to go over to her house and shack some sence into her.i love this man with all my heart and we are starting a family together but she doesnt care. i wish i knew what to do. my heart is torn in half because this bitch cant get on with her life. she has caused me to lose my best friend. mother in law thinks that my fiance is cheating on me again cause of her. i just dont understand what to do anymore. i dont know if i should just go to the police or wait tell after i have the baby then whoop her ass. i have never been in so much physical and mental pain in my hole life. she says she has all this proof that he is calling her. but when i look at my phone bill her number isnt there. i know she shows up in his lounge all the time but fuck she needs to get over robbie and leave us alone. i just w

What Matters Most
He weaves his way over the sunlit blades of emerald leaves, And the crystal stream babbles tales of certain dreams and hopes and loves. The air resounds with hidden wings, a gentle breeze Caressing Daisies and Buttercups, nodding softly to themselves entranced by the recital of the crystal ripples. Enchanted beams of purest light...golden.. dazzling reflect from the depths of passion filled eyes, lighting his way unto her. She weaves her way among the falling Blossoms, a striking darkness against the pure white cascade, of falling petals. Creating a carpet of silk for her to travel. The trees whisper tales of truest love, and the wind chimes gently sing Soothing songs of hope...patience...forever. Filling her soul and mind. Shadows lengthen, the first shimmering star pokes through the dusky haze of night Fireflies weave their way through darkened groves, creating a fairyland of dreams Entwined in a circle, flowers, fireflies and trees Gather to watc

Hmmmmm March 26 Igniting
Libra - March 2009 Is there anyone as sentimental as Libra? When your own ruler moves into retrograde motion on March 6, you may feel as though you've had the proverbial rug pulled out from under you. No question that you're a sign who doesn't forget your old loves, and it could be that one special ex makes an appearance even though you try your best to keep this relationship a secret. The Full Moon on March 10 may see you scurrying for the hills, in other words, taking your relationship out of sight. Being the diplomat you are, Libra, you want to spend a week or so discussing old times and how the two of you got to where you are. The talk could get out of hand when the Moon squares the Sun on March 18. Perhaps that's when you realize why it didn't work the first time. For both the attached and the unattached Libra, a hot, new flame ignites when the New Moon on March 26 falls in the house of your partner.

Chapter One
Tuesday March 17 2009 was my new day. If you like me, one of the two million that suffer from bi-polar disorder, you fight everyday to survive in everybody’s normality. I am currently attempting to rebuild my life off of several events that’s My thrown reality in my face. My son is my everything, anyone that truly knows me would testify to that. I’ve gone from his primary caregiver enjoying the daily dose of Sponge Bob, to only having him four days a week. I understand that I need time to recuperate from my recent hospitalization, but in May please guarantee that I will fight at the next divorce hearing. Beyond the loneliness of not having Jordan, I am now sane. A weight has lifted off of my shoulders. I have this beautiful optimistic look out on life now. All this is brought on by the help and the words of my family, my lawyer, my doctor, counselors and music. I am becoming healthier mentally, physically and spiritually. I am now waking up smiling, my nails are growing, I’m losing

Lovers
Lips brush, then follow the contours of the much loved face. Differences of texture are savored, the rough and smooth. The planes of cheekbones, jaw and forehead, This wonderful symmetry: The song of Flesh made joy. The beauty of form is discovered, Arms, hands are objects of desire. Fingers trace patterns on skin- Mystical runes of bone and sinew; And time is held back, As lovers explore the universe of being One with another.

Now To Introduce Myself....
Hi I'm Nikki. I'm 26 years old and I am from Houston, Texas (born and raised) HELL YEAH!! lol Anyway..... I am a very friendly person and get a long with just about anyone! People who think they are better than everyone get on my nerves!! HA HA HA Yeah I am in school right now trying to finish up my Bachelor of Fine Arts degree. My concentration is Interior Design. Which I have a great job as an assistant now. I do all of the CAD drawings and sketches. I am very good at what I do. I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee to blog, it's my favorite thing to do! So be looking for more from me in the near future They won't be this short and they are usually about someting I'm bitching about that day hahaha ok bye!!

Ohh It Wasnt Me That Was Self Centered Even Better
Libra - March 19, 2009 Today's position of the planets means that you may have to bend over backward to get the message across to someone about how you feel. They know of your interest, and feel the same way about you too, but are currently going through a slightly self-centered stage, where they are focused on themselves. You need to do something radical to remind that you are alive and waiting!

How Old Is Grandpa
How old is Grandpa??? Stay with this -- the answer is at the end. It will blow you away. One evening a grandson was talking to his grandfather about current events. The grandson asked his grandfather what he thought about the shootings at schools, the computer age, and just things in general. The Grandfather replied, 'Well, let me think a minute, I was born before: ' television ' penicillin ' polio shots ' frozen foods ' Xerox ' contact lenses ' Frisbees and ' the pill There were no: 'credit cards ' laser beams or ' ball-point pens Man had not invented: 'panty hose ' air conditioners ' dishwashers ' clothes dryers ' and the clothes were hung out to dry in the fresh air and ' man hadn't yet walked on the moon Your Grandmother and I got married first, . . . and then lived together. Every family had a father and a mother. Until I was 25, I called every man older than me, 'Sir'. And after I turned 25

Screw Over The Military!!
February 27, 2009 The Honorable Barack Obama President of the United States The White House Washington, DC Dear President Obama: On behalf of the millions of veterans represented by the veterans and military service organizations that have joined our effort, we write to express our serious concerns about a policy proposal that has been discussed this week in conjunction with the release of your first budget. We have been told that your Administration may be considering a proposal that would allow the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) health care system to bill a veteran’s insurance for the care and treatment of a disability or injury that was determined to have been incurred in or the result of the veteran’s honorable military service to our country. Such a consideration is wholly unacceptable and a total abrogation of our government’s moral and legal responsibility to the men and women who have sacrificed so much for our freedoms. As you know, the missi

Little Johnny's Way Of Thinking
Little johny's school is having show and tell, so the teacher starts a 'Guess Whats Behind My Back' game. She goes to her desk and picks up a item. She says, okay class, what am I holding, its RED, ROUND, and SHINEY. Little Johny replies I know teacher its an apple, The teacher replies, no little johny, But I like the way you think. So the teacher goes gack to her desk picks up another item. She says, okay class, what am I holding now, its YELLOW, and SOFT. Little Johny replies I know teacher,its a bannana. The teacher replies, no little johny, its a tennis ball. But I like the way you think. At this point little johny is furious. Okay teacher, this one's for you, he stuck his hand in his pocket and said okay what am I Holding, Its ROUND, HARD, and has a HEAD. The teacher says, Little johny, go to the office right now, you are in trouble. Little johny replies, for what teacher, its just a quarter, but I like the way you think.

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My Love
ON 3/14/09 I MET THE MAN OF MY DREAMS HE IS THE SWEETEST GUY I HAVE EVER MET AND HE IS EVERYTHING I COULD ASK FOR IN A MAN HE TREATS ME RIGHT AND KNOWS EVERYTHING ABOUT ME AND AS I KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM NOTHING COULD EVER CHANGE MY MIND ABOUT HIM..ON 3/30/09 I MADE A MISTAKE CAUSE I WAS GETTING CONFUSED AND EVERYTHING I BROKE UP WITH HIM AND ON 4/2/09 I REALIZED WHERE MY HEART LIED AND IT IS WITH HIM AND NOW WE ARE BACK TOGETHER AND STRONGER THAN EVER AND I JUST PREY TO GOD I DON'T EVER LOSE HIM IF I DO I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WILL DO WITHOUT HIM... I DON'T KNOW HOW ELSE TO EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM....HE MAKES ME WHOLE AND MAKES ME HAPPY....IF YOU ALL DON'T KNOW HIM ALREADY GO SWING BY HIS PAGE AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE R/F/A HIM.......I LOVE YOU BABY WITH ALL MY HEART AND ALWAYS WILL Jacques R/L BOYFRIEND & FU-HUBBY TO BRIT@ fubar

Pinks All Out March 21, 2009
PINKS ALL OUT March 21, 2009 PINKS ALL OUT returns to its birth place on March 21, 2009. PINKS ALL OUT turns the national TV spotlight on the North Texas racer who can go all out to capture the $18,000 in cash and the title of PINKS ALL OUT Motorplex champion. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Competitor Rules & Regulations: ALL NHRA RULES APPLY; NO Exceptions Entries are NON-Transferable All Competitors must be 18 years of age at the time of pre-registration All Competitors are allowed ONE Entry. Competition Vehicle must run quicker than 12.99 Door Cars are the only vehicles allowed to compete. All Competitors must provide the following information at the time of pre-registration Full Name Address Telephone Number E-mail address Date of Birth Year/Make/Model of the Competition Vehicle Estimated Elapsed Time (E.T.) of the Competition Vehicle If you ha

Tree Faller
While working as a radiology technician in a hospital emergency room, I took X-rays of a trauma patient. I brought the films to our radiologist, who studied the multiple fractures of the femurs and pelvis. "What happened to this patient?" he asked in astonishment. "He fell out of a tree," I reported. The radiologist wanted to know what the patient was doing up a tree. "I'm not sure, but his paperwork states he works for Bob's Expert Tree Service." Gazing intently at the X-rays, the radiologist blinked and said, "Cross out 'expert.'"

Yours
You can have your way with my love entailed in your hear are the heavens above All of gods intentions are wrapped in your beauty as the more we see the more you set me free Whispers of angels rain around us all to hear They remind how not to rear shedding a tear It's ok to let our guard down year round and shine this genuine love thats been found so take my hand take this day we are given every step taken on our journey will be work liven Moving as one with the universe watching over our radience I'll have o regrets edulging in ths dance

Brittany.
On Saturday 3/14/09, I was ready to give up on everything and take a break from life as i knew it. I deleted 2 of my 3 myspace pages, I trimmed my MYB down to 10 friends and I almost left fubar. I may have came back, I may not have. That I wasnt sure of. But i knew social networking sites just werent for me anymore. But at about noon that day thru the help of Chris (my #2 friend on the friends list) I met a very nice lady named Brittany. She knows of all my disabilities, my imperfections, my skin allergies, everything and unlike any other woman i had met before NONE of that stuff matters to her. Even the fact that I am overweight dont matter to her. She loves me just the way I am. I've been on this earth 24 years and Brittany is the first lady to ever make me so happy to be alive! I love her with everything in my heart. So, swing by her profile and show her some love :) BB AKA BABY BRIT R/L GIRLFRIEND& FU WIFEY TO JACQUES@ fubar I also want to introduce yall to brittany

If You've Got Some Time
It's not often I ask for things on here but this is one of those times. Actually gonna ask for a few things BUT it's all for some really awesome people! This first one unless you HATE laughing, I really can't see why you wouldn't have him on your page. So get to it...fan him, rate him, add him. Don't forget this Friday he'll be running auto 11s. And if you feel like dropping a bling on him he's always looking to add to his koala collection. But seriously if you want someone who is real...you don't need to look any further. ~FAT SONNY~Fu Owned By CynzDreams@ fubar I shouldn't need to tell you WHY you should rate (or re-rate) this beautiful classy woman as often as you can. You should already know why. She's as real as it gets. Not only does she have the outer beauty but she has the inner beauty as well. She truly has a heart of gold and a soul to match it. So go hit up her page and rate (or re-rate her). Ms. Mona Doll ღ Dangerous Curves Member ღ@ fubar

I Love You But I'm Not In Love With You !
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN ANYWAYS ? IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE THEN YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH THEM ! YOU ARE ENGAGED IN THE ACT OF LOVING THERE FORE YOU ARE IN LOVE ! HONESTLY I THINK IT'S A COP OUT FOR SOMEONE TO USE SO THEY CAN WEASEL THEIR WAY OUT OF A RELATIONSHIP THEY NO LONGER ARE WILLING TO WORK ON ! COME ON W.T.F. IF IT'S WORTH HAVING IT'S WORTH WORKING ON ! NOT JUST SOMETHING YOU TOSS ASIDE AND LEAVE TO ROT. SO ALL THOSE WHO LIKE TO USE THAT TERM DO US ALL A FAVOR AND TAKE A FUCKING STAND EITHER LOVE US OR DON'T BUT FOR GODS SAKE STOP PLAYING WITH OUR HEARTS !

Fucksplats,cuntdribbles And Religion
i have a cabling job today in a seventh day adventist church and school if anyone reading this has any religious tendencies, put in a word for me so the ceiling doesn`t collapse on me when i walk in the building thank you

Wtf
wtf is wrong with theese people you cant get anyone to rate you anymore unless it is just me there not rating,every since we for the cherry bombs no one is rating me anyways well what goes around comes around i have 100 11s and 3 mill to get a auto11 and i cant even get that grrrrr,i guess i just want to know if im the only one there not rating is there something i missed amd i doing something wrong ?

What A Week
this week as started and ended with a bang. Monday my mom has a heart attack.. she seems to be doing better and should be getting out by the end of the week..we hope! Yesterday i got some kinda virus and had a 104 fever. ended up in the hospital getting Iv's not of coffee like i always wish for lol..Im checking out of the hospital around 9 and my brother is checking in with the samething.. I swear the only luck i have is bad luck... its the first thing that really happened since i got divorce and they asked me who to get in touch with in case of an something happens and i realize that there wasnt anyone but my parents...omg im such a loser! oh well im on the road to recovery. Work had a vote and told me not to come back till monday.. so i guess im going to just be relaxing for the next few days! im out..have a good one!

Fire&rain
Rain falls a steady percussion of hollow drops on the roof invoking a dreamy feeling firelight dances with shadows upon the walls in an intimate display pitch crackles as the fire burns hotter my hand in yours as you pull me to you, taken me with buring fire your deep brown eyes gaze into mine lips hovering just a whisper away electricity flows between us almost visible in it's intensity I taste the sweat off your lips feeling a heady rush sweet and warm our bodies so heated from the fires that rage inside and out your fingers curl around mine taking the glass as you lean close settling your lips gently on mine hands tangling in my hair kiss deepening as the rain and fire sing a lulling duet nothing else matters just this moment just this kiss just you and I

Why Are Foot Problems The Most Painful Ones Of All.
I am so tired of getting up in the morning and falling over because I can't f'n walk. 2 dr.'s visits, steriod shot, and still no relief. I just want to be able to function live everyone else, and be able to go to work and not suffer for 9 hours.

Love Is
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

I Have A Question For All Of You Who Voted For Obama Based On The Economy.
You threw a fit like a two year old over George Bush's spending because he spent 1 trillion in 8 years fighting two wars and freeing 60 million people from dictatorship. How do you feel about your golden boy Obama spending 3 trillion in 2 months? Please explain to me how Funding Abortions over seas is going to Stimulate the Economy? Please explain to me how 3 billion dollars to fund Acorn is going to stimulate the Economy? That is not stimulation that is a pay off for the mass voter fraud they committed on behalf of Obama. Voter Fraud that they are now pleading Guilty to in different states across the country. Acorn is a non profit organization. They do not pay people they have volunteers. They do not create jobs which pay, they do not make money as an organization. That is what Non Profit means. How is it mathematically possible for this money to stimulate the economy? Doesn't anyone think it is funny that they keep saying we need the money to help people, they have spent 3 trillion d

My Heaven
I look deep in your eyes. I see there what I feel inside. We share something between us, Neither one of us can hide. I feel your lips touch mine, I loose all my control, All it took was a look and a kiss, To know you were part of my soul. I see your hands on my skin, I want and need you to do more, The passionate look you give me, Tells me heaven is in store. I feel your need against my thigh, I know you will fulfill every wish,. We were made to fit together, And all it took was a look and a kiss. I look deep in your eyes, And I see heaven there inside, You make me feel so beautiful, What I feel for you I cannot hide.

What Love Really Is
Love is a fucking joke. Im done with it all. If you dont fucking believe that i love you, then something is seriously wrong with that. Shit all i do is talk about you. Ive told all of my friends and family about you. & i dont share stuff like that with my family! I should've just NEVER showed my feelings for you. Should've never told you how i felt about you. We should've just stayed friends. I could tell you was never serious about us anyways. At least, not like i was. Say and think wtfever you want. You're done? So am I. Fuck i wanted to marry you. Whatever. After this im not even sure i want another fucking boyfriend. Im just straight up DONE with it all. Im tired of being lied to and being played. When you cant talk to me inside of your own home, something isnt right. You say it's b/c your friends are too loud. Bullshit. I dont fucking believe you! & dont let me get started on your "sexy girl". Or all those "naps" you take. Dont even talk to me. & btw, i didnt fucking break up with

Test Results...pea Brain + Big Hands =
So I got some results from the doctor yesterday as I reported in my first idiotic blog about this yesterday. I was thankful to learn that I have no cancer, tumors or strange little objects hanging out in my brain. They also report that my brain is smaller than it should be for a man my size. This of course leads me to believe that other body parts are BIGGER than they should be which is just the attitude a man loves to have. He said they are unable to find the cause of my condition though and have ruled out inner ear. I asked what a smaller size brain means and he said they see that in some conditions like Ahlziemers and other neurological condition...BUT...he is pretty sure that is not an issue for me ( he called last night to say he did not mean to scare me yesterday when mentioning this and that he had reviewed my family history and does not appear to be an issue...whew......so they are unclear as to what is going on as of now. But I seem to be improving. And I now know I have

Grandma's Letter
She is eighty-eight years old and still drives her own car. She writes: Dear Grand-daughter, The other day I went up to our local Christian book store and saw a "Honk if you love Jesus" bumper sticker. I was feeling particularly sassy that day because I had just come from a thrilling choir performance, followed by a thunderous prayer meeting. So, I bought the sticker and put it on my bumper. Boy, am I glad I did, what an uplifting experience that followed. I was stopped at a red light at a busy intersection, just lost in thought about the Lord and how good He is, and I didn't notice that the light had changed. It is a good thing someone else loves Jesus because if he hadn't honked, I'd never have noticed. I found that lots of people love Jesus! While I was sitting there, the guy behind started honking like crazy, and then he leaned out of his window and screamed, ' For the love of God! ' ' Go! Go! Go! Jesus Christ, GO! ' What an exu

Who Is The True Soldier
The age old question will probably never be answered only because can it really be answered???? Everyone has opinions and I would like to know yours, feel free to comment after you have read this: My name is SSG Michael James, and I am currently over in Iraq serving our great American Country once more, and I would like to think that everyone knows and cares about the soldiers that are in our lives... But who is the soldier? Is it someone like me, has a rank and wears a uniform, goes everywhere in the world helping to protect not only the people back home, but the people where they are??? I would like to share with you a conversation that I had with my wife Kristi James.. Can you answer the question on who the true soldier really is?? I know what my feelings on it are, and now you do too.. Kristi James says: you make a sexy man husband father and soldier Michael James says: and you are the most beautiful wife mother and soldier that I have ever known, or will ever

What It Love?
Love Is not a object. Love is not a scam. Love is not something you can't see. Love you can't hold in your hand. Love is not a scent or something you can taste. Love is not a emotion. It was all part of the master plan. To truly love is give yourself 100% away. You can't just give 50 and think to receive the same thing. Love is something great. It more powerful than a sword. If you showed someone you loved them maybe your love would grow.The reason why this world is hateful because so many go for that. Maybe if we can remind them. Then maybe just maybe they can begin to care. The world was created out of love but evolution taught us to hate. So why can't we love again if we're a ever changing race. Instead of 1 day a yr why don't we try 365. I know this world would be better off if we all remembered What Love Is.

Carbon Copy Pro
Carbon Copy ProLearn the secrets of the Internet WealthyCCP has what is called a BIB, (Business in a Box) This is a real box that is delivered to your door. In it is all of the program. How to run a business from home and what to do step by step. Also, how to get people to join you without having to spend money on Advertising to get them. How to get the Internet to be your friend and have people calling you to join. The BIB tells you about how we have people who make the phone calls for us to our new prospects so we don't have too. Although it helps if you can pick up the phone and call them also just to introduce yourself. The phone team will do the work for you. You just need to be YOURSELF and spend time doing the things you love while making money. I like that part....The BIB has in depth training and tells you where to find it. It gives you your first month included of the marketing system so you can begin right away and not wait around for people who are going to get it together

The Warrior Within
I am a psychological warrior, my mind trained to see the world through a very different and complex lens. My mission seems so simple, yet like all missions with a seemingly simple exterior, it is far more complex than it sounds. To bring about the well being of others through the use of cunning words and powerful persuasion. Sounds easy, but it takes a very skilled mind to do the eloquent walk of words that can soothe even the most hostile and belligerent of hearts. To take on this role of a warrior is no simple task, and to see what i see is not so easy. I see the lives of many on the brink of suicide as they teeter on the line of life and death in a flirtatious battle to maintain a balance on such a frail position. After seeing so much, it becomes a case of determination and mere damnation to be able to see all that happens. The world is a burning hell caught in a whirlwind of lies and deceit that many allow go undetected. I fight to quell the raging fires that are ignited from even

The Human Eye Doth Not See
The average human eye is trained to see the bare minimum. But my eyes are trained to see the world in a fashion that many dare not even begin to see it. When people see the trees they think tree, but i think "why do we call this a tree?". The depth of my mind runs deep and gives me a far deeper insight into life. People call me naive for seeming to see the world through rose color glasses but little do they know i lookt through a more real lens than most people will ever be able to. i see through the lies of this hellish life, the lies of the people, the lies of the politicians. Its an art, really, to be able to sift through the bullshit and see the truth. The world, not humanity, but the earth, is a BEAUTIFUL place that the hands of humans are beginning to destroy. Far too many people now see the world as a place to inhabit and to desecrate for the means of their own greed. The earth is not a possession but a very beautiful gift of nature. The trees, animals, plants, grass, mountains,

The 9:10 To Yuma
current Mood:apathetic Category: Blogging You cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic, and then give in. One good turn gets most of the blankets. No matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses. It takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion - not proof - to destroy it. Honesty is the best policy, but insanity is a better defense. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. You shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. It is not what you wear; it is how you take it off. You can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. Ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back. Age is a very high price to pay for maturity. We are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. Arti

Death And Suffering Create A Potent Drug
Human intelligence is being drowned in the vortex of grandest ignorance. Ignorance is contagious. Its spreads like an infectious disease spreads through tight nit communities. Stupid is is stupid does. Bitter resentment resounds to those who are responsible for the ever growing strength of the vortex of ignorance, slowly draining the life and will out of all of life. I would rather die the most painful death than to be ignorant and/or have the life drained of me. I embrace death with as cold a grip that it has over its victims. We are not enemies but merely friends in an on going struggle to end problems. Suffering lets one know that they are still living. The pain in life is equivalent to running a razor across your arm, the figurative blood flowing so freely is making you realize that this is all real and you are actually alive. People see suffering as bad, suffering is merely a tool to make it through life. Without suffering we know not how to live life. Happiness has its perks, but

Personality Disorders
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Why, Why, Why????
Why, Why, Why, Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are almost dead? Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they already know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars; but have to check when you say the paint is still wet? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'lisp'? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleaner, then reach down, pick it up,

A Angel With One Wing
I am a one winged angel. Broken but still beautiful. Yes I have feelings. That is why I am pure. It hurts me when you do. So please don't cry when you sleep. I only want your happiness. Then for once I'll sleep. I am stranger in this world. I am as deep as they come. I rather stand up and fight then take off and run. Yes there is someone better than me but few that care like I do. So I stand here by myself waiting for a clue. Life will always be a mystery. There new questions around every corner. It seems like when you answer one. The next hits one you harder. so smile little one smile and dream that loving dream. For one day you could be beautiful like me: A Angel With One Wing

Make Up My Mind
I NEVER CAN KEEP MY MIND OFF LANCE I LONG TO PLEASURE HIM TO BECOME ENTWINED WITH HIM I KNOW IT IS WRONG TO WANT HIM THIS WAY I AM A PLAYTHING . HE HAS A LIFE BEYOND ME ONE THAT I WILL NEVER BE A PART OF I MUST WALK AWAY FROM THIS MAN I LUST FOR I CRAVE I FIND MYSELF NEEDING I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT AND FEEL HIS HANDS ROAMING MY BODY. I CAN TASTE HIS LIPS, HE SMELL, HIS WALK, HIIM , HE CONSUMES ME NIGHT AND DAY THE PLEASURES WE HAVE FELT IN EACH OTHERS ARMS THE NAUGHTINESS WE HAVE CATURED TO . I FEEL HIS BIG COCK POUNDING MY CUNT MY ASS MY MOUTH EVEN WHEN HE IS NOT AROUND I DESIRE TO LIVE OUT THINGS I HAD ONLY THOUGHT ABOUT BUT NEVER WOULD HAVE . SOME WOULD SAY RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN HE WILL DRAIN YOU THEN TOSS YOU ASIDE WHAT CAN I SAY TO THAT OTHER THEN IT WAS A RIDE I WILL NEVER FORGET OR REGRET. LAST NIGHT WAS FILLED WITH THE MOST AWESOME SEX YET . WE SET UP A NUDEST PARTY CLOTHS WERE NOT ALLOWED YOU WALK IN THE GATES AND LEAVE YOUR CLOTHS AT THE DOOR. MEN AND WOM

My Second Bully...
I would like you to meet "Sweet Turtle"! Please take a second to drop by her page and F/A/R her. She returns all love, and is the sweetest person you could ever care to meet. This pimpout brought to you by: Danorok™@ fubar Still in the learning process... No makin fun!

An Open Letter To Fubar Lounge Owners And Managers
Dear Fubar Lounge Owner / Manager, It has come to my attention through a major grievance in a lounge that I was once a part of, that alot of things happen in the lounges here on Fubar that should not be happening. I have compiled a list of things that you might want to read and take to heart regardingyour staff. 1.) If your lounge has rules for staffers like "do not advertise that you are on cam outside of XYZ messenger" or "no phones while you are on cam" make sure they stick to it. Nothing makes a staffer more upset than a huge double standard like this. Do not let your closer friends or managers get away with something that greeters and DJ's cannot. 2.) If you are in the lounge, say something. Interaction is what Fubar is all about. Dont do your homework or file your taxes or "lurk". 3.) Don't yell at or correct staffers in the lounge. Use the messenger service of your choosing. No one likes to be humiliated or "HUSHED" in the public of the room. 4.) Keep your ma

Abunza Pre-launch
Learn about making REAL MONEY right now Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy Abunza means "abundance" in Spanish. Originally created by Michael Spire and Sebastian Saldarriaga, it is a self proclaimed bi-lingual company. (Abunza Pre-Launch) Signing up for the Abunza program does not require thousands of dollars, and you get paid for every sale you make, even the first. Their website provides clear instructions about how much you need to pay to join the program. In our opinion it is another form of MLM or network marketing, although Abunza would like to differ on this point, stating that unlike many of the other programs this is a bilingual program that targets a large segment of the Spanish speaking population. Products Software, videos and audios along with ebooks make up the majority of products that they sell, all of their information comes in both English and Spanish. The majority of the topics cover how to maximi

Be Thankful...
Be thankful that you don`t already have everything you desire. If you did, what would there be to look forward to? Be thankful when you don`t know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn. Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow. Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement. Be thankful for each new challenge, because it will build your strength and character. Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons. Be thankful when you`re tired and weary, because it means you`ve made a difference. It`s easy to be thankful for the good things. A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks. Gratitude can turn a negative into a positive. Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings.

Rfs Scam
Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy The reverse funnel system has been designed for the brand new marketer who has not established themselves on line. It is a very powerful system that has caused a very big stir in the internet world. It basically levels the playing field for the brand new marketer by letting everyone use the successful image of Ty Coughlin who is known as a very successful on line entrepreneur. The system can be an asset for the new marketer to be able to make sales in a relatively short time by taking out the main component for failure in this industry: the sales or telephone part of this business. Let me give you a list of the most amazing benefits to the Reverse Funnel System. 1. Very easy to get started It's very simple to be a member of the RFS. The system takes you through simple way and lets you to become a member very quickly. After your application is accepted, everything that follows is completel

My Playlist
The songs on my playlist are ones i like a lot. The 1st song i have no idea why i like it so much.The 2nd song on there is for all my friends and family.The 5th song is for my brothers and sisters in arms. The 7th makes me think of my days in iraq looking for IED's.The 8th song someone once told me the song reminds them of me. I know nobody really cares the reasons of why i have them but i dont care, its my page.

Vat To Doo
I have to lose a buncha weight (yes I do, if you say otherwise, I will stab you), but I dont feel like goin for a run outside cause that will mean taking a shower AGAIN afterwards, and I hate taking showers

Abunza Launch
Learn about making REAL MONEY right now Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy Abunza....Someone finally thought of including the highly untapped Spanish market in the ever growing internet marketing industry. (Abunza Launch) It is hard to imagine why no company before had thought of owning a piece of the 100 million Spanish speaking people that utilize the internet today. Abunza offers ebooks and software in both English and Spanish, travel vouchers that give you huge discounts on great locations. As an Abunza representative you are allowed to keep 100% of your commission which is generated from the sale of your products making this compensation plan neither a pass up or a modified pass up plan. There is an initial investment with Abunza of $1197 and $54 charged on a monthly basis for things like your website and access. On every Abunza Pro $1197 sale of the complete Spanish and English digital library, you make $947

Doctors Visit
A woman and a baby were in the doctor's examining room, waiting for the doctor to come in for the baby's first exam. The doctor arrived, and examined the baby, checked his weight, and being a little concerned, asked if the baby was breast-fed or bottle-fed. 'Breast-fed,' she replied. 'Well, strip down to your waist,' the doctor ordered. She did. He pinched her nipples, pressed, kneaded, and rubbed both breasts for a while in a very professional and detailed examination. Motioning to her to get dressed, the doctor said, 'No wonder this baby is underweight. You don't have any milk.' I know,' she said, 'I'm his Grandma, but I'm glad I came

Freak Out Or Chill Out
I've always believed that things happen in my life for a reason. People come and go for their purpose. I may not always understand or know what that is, just the same as I enter people's lives. I have encountered a situation recently that has blown me away and it just baffles me to no end. The more I think of it the more I am amazed at the similarities and if fate is not stepping in in some form then I am just being too over analytical as usual. I guess I should explain a little. I have a friend I have seen on and off coming up on 2 years end of June. Tried to walk away completely a couple of times, but like a drug, only manage to abuse again. Just the same, no matter how psychotic I may get lol, he doesn't turn away completely either, he comes around again too. So I would say it's a two way street. We don't see each other all the time, sometimes we go for a couple months or so with out seeing each other. We both say we don't want the whole commitment thing, but yet we are both on

Ty Coughlin
Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy In case you’re not familiar with The Reverse Funnel System by Ty Coughlin, it is a popular new home based business opportunity that is quickly gaining momentum in home based business circles. The RFS is a highly automated system for growing a network marketing business downline, but why is The Reverse Funnel marketing system so effective? In this brief article, I’m going to cover some of the reasons why I believe The Reverse Funnel System is proving to be extremely effective, and hopefully by the time you’ve finished reading this you’ll have a better understanding of exactly how this “funded proposal” system works. With The Reverse Funnel System, Ty Coughlin has basically taken a marketing process that produces extremely high conversion rates, boiled it down to a formula, and entirely automated it. Not only is this an enormous time saver, it also enables virtually anyone to achieve similar results by simply focusing their atte

There's Beauty In The Breakdown
"If you look close enough to the world around you, you might find someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it feels like you're the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, unsatisfied, barely getting by, but that feeling's a lie, and if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it another day, someone or something will find you and make it all ok. Because we all need a little help sometimes. We need someone to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there and that someone will find you." -REL

Abunza Travel Rewards
Learn about making REAL MONEY right now Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy Internet Marketing for Abunza or any other company for that matter is not rocket science. You simply have to know where people are looking for information about your niche, in this case Abunza, and are sure you provide that quality content to them. So how to do find where people are looking for information about Abunza? (Abunza Travel Rewards) Well, for purposes of this discussion, let's keep it simple. 80% of the people looking for information about Abunza do so using Google or You Tube or both with the keyword Abunza. Therefore, our objective is getting ourselves listed on Google, preferably the first page, and better yet in the top 5 for the search term Abunza. Google loves articles, press releases, videos, and Squidoo lenses. Therefore, if you can do a little research on the topic and optimize your submissions, you can quickly find

Jay Kubassek Carbon Copy
Jay Kubassek Carbon CopyLearn about making REAL MONEY right now7) Want the best home based business on the internet? Want to leave your day job? Want to have financial freedom? Want to have the time to spend doing the things that are most important to you? Carbon Copy Pro provide you with the tools, training and support you need to be successful in an online marketing home based business. Carbon Copy Pro is not a get rich quick scheme, you do have to work! But following there guide to online marketing a home based business never looked so easy when you know how. Imagine working a few hours a day, earning a executive level salary all from the comfort of your own home. Carbon Copy pro can provide this and then you get the great benefits of time leverage. You can spend quality time with the family, go surfing, go skiing or read a book, its all up to you. Carbon Copy pro can help you achieve all your goals, they have the systems in place to have a successful home based business in online m

Touch Kiss
Touch kiss feel my lips, The feeling of them on your finger tips. The sensual feeling of pure bliss, My gentle touch upon your hips. Touch kiss as my body shifts, Sheer bliss as my mind begins to drift, Your body seems to fill my emotional rifts, Your love to me is the greatest gifts. Touch kiss I feel so glad, If you were to go I'd be eternally sad. Your touch makes me melt might I add, Which is a feeling that I've never had. Touch kiss I love you so, Promise me you'll never go. I really need you to know, You warmed my heart to melt its snow. Touch kiss feel my lips, The feeling of them on your finger tips. Feel my fingers on your hips, You've given me the greatest feeling of bliss.

When I Close My Eyes
A gentle hand against my cheek lingers soft through out the night though you're gone, you're always near when a lonely mind takes flight. Love wakes the sleeping soul A yearning heart still cries Lying safely in your arms sensuality' sighs Darkness hides the aching heart Reaching into distant time A pillow of pure fantasy Where life at last is always kind All my wishes, all my dreams So sweetly realized In true bliss, and happiness When I close my eyes

Given All Of Me To You
You're stealing my heart piece by piece with every moment that I spend with you In my mind they dance so soft painting an amorous world where dreams promise to be true You're wrapping my eyes touch by touch with every smile that leaves your hand On my body memories grow releasing your hidden passion and of days yet to unfold You're feeding my spirit kiss by kiss with every tune of love that your heart chants This intimacy speaks bliss teasing my curves and contour as I bathe in your fervent storm You're capturing my nights whisper by whisper with each passing second Darling don't let go of me not now nor ever for I've given all of me to you

Love Me With The Lights On
Stay with me I grow softer at your touch warm eyes, warm skin and heartbeats that rush. show me how love should be shared hands holding me close, tangling my hair, not asking much no questions, just breathing...

Abunza Mlm
Learn about making REAL MONEY right now Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy The Abunza business model has your common range of digital merchandises that can be distributed as a package or sold separately. A different spin that Abunza provides is travel certificates. (Abunza MLM) These certificates will allow you to journey to foreign destinations for a discounted cost. What separates Abunza from many different direct sales opportunities is that distributors have the option to promote their business with a site that is entirely transformed into Spanish. Abunza incorporates a recompense program that is not a pass up system. Instead, distributors are permitted to retain a hundred percent of the commission rendered from every sale. The first investiture to begin with Abunza is $1197 and a monthly payment of fifty-four dollars. When you generate a sale as a distributor, you will create earnings of $947. Contrary to a pass

Move To Us, Pt Ii
The relatives (dad's 3rd cousin and his wife) took us to the place where we were gonna stay. It was a nasty Russian-owned 14 story building with a non working elevator, and ofcourse our apt was on a 14th floor. Right next door to us lived a nasty crack whore, that had ugly arguments with her johns and drug dealers, so I was exposed to all sorts of nasty arguments. Fortunately, I didn't know English well enough to understand her, so I was just hoping that one of these days she would get stabbed, and all would be quiet. It was a 1 bedroom apt, and the first week my parents and grandma were sleeping on mattress that his relatives gave us, while my great aunt slept in a bedroom on a hideous velvet yellow couch. After 2 weeks, my dad (who was one of the leading Russian engineers) was snagged by Samsung corp, and was able to move out right away. My grandma and great aunt got an apt below us, and my mom started taking some grant-sponsored computer classes for new immigrants. The on

Justin Time Fo The Shayne O Mac Show Yo!!!
here i go...zoom zoom zoomin around i go.....clowning around just like a rodeo show....bucking and haulering like a drunk little indian..("excuse my language")..carry on.............bin drinking some weed n shmoking shum mushroom...from wat i see is that tha flowers glo bloom ....zit isnt it...where...creepers creeping little crawlers in da hair.......or in my head..just walking around alive stoned cold dead.....just a little wierd.....kind of like amagining fred...are you still there/...just askin not like any one care..one sec!..im zoomin..beat beat beat..around the world i go im zoomin.deep deep.deep.under water i flow .my hearts racing...funky mushrooms bloomin....i think i see pink.....or maybe nsync..yeah right them homos////....only with ass sid ....or how bout marlyn manson...nah he dus druuggs.. yeah no shit wanker.. duhhh!!....i wish i was still chill in cartoon land....talkin to alison.....playing hero game n rock band....busten the head bang....ayy yo dude mang.. i thin

Move To The Us, Pt I (redone)
I am writing this purely for myself. And for anyone who wants to read this. Ever since I was little, my parents have been planning to emigrate from Russia. The first option was Bogota, Colombia, in 89, and we had the docs ready and everything. But the interview sucked, so we weren't been able to leave Russia. Then, in 1994, we got everything ready for a move to Montreal, Canada. While sittin on the bags, my grandpa refused to go, so my dad said "no", and we stayed. That did NOT go well with my mom, to say the least. Finally, in '97, my aunt sent us the invite to the US. The day of the interview came, and my parents had to play it "together" in order to pass it. The consulate frowns upon divorced couples, and always denies them exit-entry. After being flooded with a barrage of weird personal questions for 4 hrs, we finally got us a nice, big refugee status. Being that I have never in my life even glanced at a map of the US, I was telling all my friends that I will

Love Is Not Based On Money
My middle son came to see us the other night frustrated at his fiannce and her way of treating him. Now mind you this just didnt happen over night but over a few years. Back in 2006 possibly 2005 my son was living in norwich ontario while going to school. He didnt like were we lived in Brantford, and was talked into moving out there with his friends family. I hated that idea but I figured he needed to learn lifes experience. Well after about a year things went sour and he moved in with his girls parents. We got to meet them and they all seemed very nice peeps. Well as the mths and years past we learned they were fakes. They were as I like to put it ..wanna be rich but not. Well my son Chris would come over emotional and would tell us how he was being treated and we would give our imput. As I got to know his girl, I realized she was not gonna do right by him. She made it clear she was NOT! gonna do domesticated work. So he would go to work, come home clean t

A Poem Of Strength And Change From A Once Broken Person
I'm Stuck in this nothingness. Between a world of broken and fixed dreams. My Life is shattered like a mirror. The scars may never heal. Forever saddened I shall never be whole. The pain is too real. I just wanna go. How can you say you really care. When the mask you wear is in plain sight. I never see day. I live in eternal night. I am my worse enemy. My thoughts hurt the most. Say what you want. Your taunts are a joke. I laugh at your thoughts of caring you thought you played me so well. You should get a award for the acting job you did. Ha Ha. I live by no rules. So forget your laws. I am chaos incarnate. I was built on flaws. Don't tell me I can talk about it. I don't want your calls. Don't say you love me that's a joke I don't want to hear. It was never funny the first 20 or so times I heard it do you actually think it is now. I am the king of desolation. I seem crazy because I'm normal. Can you look in the mirror yourself and say your perfectly normal. Come on I dare you try it o

Cherry Bomber's Cheat Sheet! (ty To Dove Goddess!)!!
Cherrybombing Cheat SheetTime for Dove Goddess to return the Love to those who helped in making it to Prophet, or those who have Cherrybombed my pics. Below are links that will open a new screen directly in the Cherrybombing Album...(All links now go directly to albums of at least 250 pics)So the next time you have a CHERRYBOMB Bling to burn off in only an Hour... use this list to make it easier and more productive. (Make sure to bookmark my blog version of this list for future use.)Dove GoddessWild HorseThe Pegasus ProjectHome PageAnnaMuerte Bella NoirDawn FuStalkerCherrybomb

Wolves
Heart from the deepest woods Soul from the highest mountain Brother of the ones Who roam thru the land In the nightfall of full moon This gastly choir sings They sang their anthem to the moon wolves of the night Howl to the moon Growl among the beasts Roam across the lands Brother of the wolves You cant forget him When you see his face Brother of the wolves May let you go off his lands.....

Roadblock
now you see how your deeds effect afterlife next journey maybe wont be so easy heart at the scale of judgement sins as your evidence the road is closed you have to find another way you placed it yourself roadblock to Heaven no chance to go around it no chance to move it away you have to choose another path knocking on heaven’s door but no-one opens not until you’ve set your sins to others the weight is lighter others burned grinds them down forgiveness shall be given before you die roadblocks shall be lifted away gates shall be open

Black Spiral Notebook
EXTERMINATING ANGELS a white angel seven falls from the grasps of heavan tonight she will never gaze into my eyes again where once was a godess now the right talon begins these seven black fingers at the cusp of the light of the end of the grasp of my reach talons for me to rape angels help me to destroy the beauty that for god remains ulustreas black seven help me rip at the face of heaven help me disease agony, sorrow, pain, and hatred my knowledge of evil they all will bow at your knees dread the kreator welcome black seven you writhe the machine now you may do as you please by HOOD MOOD

Rfs Review
RFS reviewLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe Reverse Funnel System simply stated is a hands-off, automatic marketing system.Once you become a member of the RFS, it is your job to attract people to the same system through advertising. The Reverse Funnel System will cost you $50 to sign up to complete a survey. Your survey will be reviewed by one of the Inner Circle Members, individuals who have already joined the RFS, and you will be sent a series of messages explaining GRN, what it is and how the RFS can help you in your efforts to build a Global Resorts Network Business.If you choose to build a Global Resorts business, then you may also choose to use the Reverse Funnel System as a tool. If you do choose to use the RFS as a tool, you will be asked to pay $299 per month to be able to feed people into your system. The cost for the system can be covered if you have 6 paid survey takers per month who come through your system. This does not include the costs you will incur by advert

Getting Tired Of The Bs
ok i have been nice for to long and i'm tired of all the games if anyone has a problem with my woman then stay the hell off her page and delete me from your friends list cuz this is just to chilish if you wanna play games take your bum a** over to yearbook or facebook or myspace and for the rest of my friends thank you for your friendship

Abunza Leads
Learn about making REAL MONEY right now Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy There are two different ways that you can earn money with the Abunza business opportunity. Retail Sales - Make 100% commission from every product sale. (Abunza Leads) You own complete resale rights. Resale Rights - When you sell a complete digital library package for $1197.00 (remember the monthly fee of $54.00), you earn $947.00 on the first level. Abunza will also pay you $250.00 every time one of your tier one team members makes a sale. Being an Abunza member, you can get support from the Abunza Dream Team for calling back your prospects, in either English or Spanish. This allows you to be making money 24/7. You can focus yourself on marketing your business and the rest will take care of the call center. You are only contacted when money is transferred to your bank account. Although the pay plan is average and there is only the $1197

Goodbye Fubar
To put it as easily and quick as I can, let's just say that the person I thought I loved with all my heart, took it and dashed it. Because of these memories, I will be leaving Fubar for an indefinite amount of time. That means, I don't know if and when I will be returning. Most of you know Sailorpiro, of whom was my betrothed. We were originally doing great until some past arguments this month. In my way of saving what we had, I drove to Texas from Masscahusetts, and found her with her friends and new boyfriend. It's a long and complicated story, but to try and sum it up more, here is our very last conversation.. seen her on fubar.. in Shoutbox. So, read from the bottom up. Me: Stay diluted, it means nothing to me now. The weight of the worry I had for you lifted the day after when I had some sleep. As far as I'm concerned, I have a lot less to worry about now. No more concern for your well being. Arlette: you think your vindictive .. trust me i can be to hun and i litterally me

My Fav Gift Cards...
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Reverse Funnel System Leads
Reverse Funnel System LeadsLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe Reverse Funnel System is the system that I am talking about. If you really are the net savvy person that I assume you to be then you are probably going to be familiar with the term and the person behind it, yes that's right, the Steve jobs of the stay at home business model and entrepreneur himself- Ty Coughlin.Ty Coughlin and his famous band of brothers who rose from their humble origins to give you the mother of all systems that would enable you to make enough money that would give you the necessary impetus to take your life places.The Reverse Funnel System is one of the most successful systems that you would ever find on the internet and Ty Coughlin in my book is the guy second only to god.The Reverse Funnel System works so well. It builds anticipation and value by making potential sales go through a paid survey while at the same time it weeds out those who would be uncommitted and a waste of your time and energy.

Bury My Heart In Africa
Bury my heart in Africa it's the last place I truly felt free! Bury my heart in Africa it is the place I felt at home! Let my ashes blow across the land. May they touch the places where the great ones walked,may they mix with and nurture the land, as the land has nurtured me.Let the grass where they are spread may the grass be green! So please bury my heart in Africa allow my soul to be free!!

Broken
I wallow in self pity. I feel nothing but pain. Every time I try to be grounded I fall flat on my face. My life has no meaning. I'm lost without a clue. I'm not true with myself so what can I do. I can't seem to sleep. My soul you can keep. I don't need it anyway. I'm to empty to think. I am on the brink. Who gives a damn about me. That's the question without a answer It's rhetorical in theory. Another one of life's mysteries. Why am I like this. Why do I care, without my friends & family support I am half of what I can be. I am like a torn picture. No beauty is within me. I am ugly and scarred. No reason to seek. I am another of America's youth no voice to speak. So what if I lived 26 yrs. It was all a waste. I will never be happy. I will never have a taste. I am in a chase with the life I could have. It stays one step ahead I will never catch it you see. Wish me good luck if you want. It's all wishful thinking for I am broken you see.

Morning Dreams
In the early morning, after a long day, when you are right on the verge of being tired you can learn so much about yourself. I sometimes tend to turn off the music, sit in the dark and let my thoughts wander. It is strange to say that you can not know things about yourself, but I think there are parts of us we all do not know about, rather it is not wanting to acknowledge them, or general ignorance of them. I tend to appreciate these moments of self-reflection and discovery because sometimes I think I have fooled myself into believing that I am someone I am not. No, I don't think my identity is different, but my person. The sum of the parts that make up who I am are different in my eyes than what others see. Most would argue that this is a necessity, that our self-image should not be derived from what others think of us. However, deception of oneself is still deception. At times I find it difficult to rely on others, too many times I've been left alone to make my own decisions, o

Poem
Tonight I feel so all alone, As I lay here trying to sleep, The one I love wont even phone, It hurts so very deep. This year has started as the worst, Why do I always seem to get hurt, Should I change and not put others first, Or should love, I just desert. I am told I have a heart of gold, I love with all I have to give, I just want someone to love and hold, One who make life something I want to live.

Scars.
There was a time when a kind word was all I need to set my heart a blaze. But time is funny that way and oh how things changed. We grew apart, or at least one of us did. Now your name is spoken in past tense with a tense past. I hear from you ever now and then, asking me to give in again. If only you knew that just seeing you around is enough to cut me to shreds. I know things for you are long since dead, even though I will always love you. So with heavy heart I put my quill to the parchment and sign my name. With shaky hands and faultering spirit I make my way down. A few feet from the mail box my knee trys to buckle. I must be strong and let things lie in the grave they are buried in. The scars you gave were as bad as those you received even if you dont see how deep they run. With a few simple signitures, it is once and finally done.....

No One Will
Waking up, slowly walking hardly to breath. Heart about to go when love fade away. Vision came into my mind Seeing me watching you go. Demon comes laughing at me Taming me as it drain my soul. No one will save me, as I am lost in darkness. No one will find me, as I am lost in cave of fire. Crawling out of hell, Shouting out your name. You can't hear my voice as I been calling you. Hardly to crawl out of dirt. It seem it don't want me go. I push my muscle to reach above. And to get out of fire. No one will hear me, as I hollar out No one will feel me, as I smash the dirt. Finally I reach above, pushing dirt open. My finger trinkling as I feel the breeze. The sec I feel someone touch. helping me to leave the fire. Pulling me out of dirt, suprising a beauty woman smile. No one will leave me, I won't let myself go. No one will drop me, as I know I won't go back..

Leukophobia
Something's still broken Like I can't wrap my head around a riddle or someone's covering my eyes. I can't stop the world, and step through the very small hole in my mind's eye. The third eye. The gateway to one peace one thought one song of silence. Unfortunate really its kinda like having an arm lopped off once you learn to read the rhythm of your self and you have that connection and understanding severed. The lights went out. My soul is missing. Its not an issue of being uninspired this time. It's not about losing love or drying out my heart. I hacked my finger down to the bone and laughed today. It made a rather satisfying crack as it clacked against the white shell. Laughed. Finished cooking and bled. Something's still broken. And I'm no longer fearing its getting worse I know it is.

She Watches Over Me
My baby's up in heaven, not underneath this stone- not buried in the ground, all quiet and alone. She's with the other angels, as happy as can be, and from her lofty window, she watches over me. And so I bring her flowers, she'll see them from above, for, though I cannot see her, my heart can feel her love. This on my little girls headstone...her birthday is April 5th... I miss her...

Yah
this one is so obvious i want to do her right in front of jaba, he can get in on it i dont care, it is the costume, if there is a hot girl out there that will dress up like this i will eat your pussy until it turns to glass, you will be able to see your reflection in it, fucking ice skate on it, i am dead fucking for real ladies, may the force be with you and the dark side between your legs

Here Is A Good One
bridget fonda, ever since i saw her in jack me off brown i have had it bad for this bitch, i would fuck her for ten hours in the kitchen scene not three minutes like bob deniro (even if i had to do pcp to keep it up) then i would shoot her right in the kitchen not wait until the parking lot scene, she is annoying in a hot fuck/black eye kind of way

Baby Murdered In Ohio
http://www.wtov9.com/news/18950669/detail.html PLEASE PASS THIS AROUND TO ALL ON YOUR LIST , THIS IS OF A BABY IN OHIO THAT WAS MURDERED ... THESE PARENTS NEED ALL THEY CAN GET AS I KNOW MY SELF WHAT ITS LIKE TO LOSE A BABY SO PLEASE PASS THIS ON .....PLEASE READ THIS AND PLAY THE VIDEO ON IT .. THIS IS SAD AND I KNOW HOW IT FEELS AND MY HEART GOES OUT TO THIS FAMILY ... EVERYONE PLEASE PASS THIS BLOG ON AND EVERYONE SIGN IT PLEASE... THANK YOU IN ADVANCE ....

Fuck Her Too
fran dresher, i have always had a crush for this broad, her laugh and everything, she makes me feel real evil horny, i want to have filthy sex with her, choke her, pull her hair, maybe a snuff film, dont know for sure, first thing i would do is rip that fucking peace sign off and shove it right up her ass

Lizzy Borden
Miss Lizzie Borden (so they say) Chopped up her folks one August day. The experts gave us all the specs: She lusted after her own sex; Beheading kittens (two or three) She regularly did with glee; She stole the goods she could have bought; Her music lessons came to naught; She was a dropout, though 'tis said She was uncommonly well-read. She sailed to Europe - that we know And overspent her budget, so The girl wired home for extra cash... Her father wired back, "Balderdash!" She had to borrow from a friend, Which set her thinking how to send Old Andrew up to Heaven's throne And get his fortune for her own. Of course, there was one tiny hitch: His wife - that sly and scheming witch! He could leave no widowed missus, For all the money must be Lizzie's. (She'd share with Sister Emma, who Was fond of filthy lucre too.) The plot was hatched, the hatchet ground; She waited till the time came 'round - The perfect moment, when the coast Was clear, and she could make

Abunza Money
Learn about making REAL MONEY right now Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy The Abunza business opportunity has been around now for a couple of months and I have to say, it's now one of the more popular internet home businesses online today. But what's this Abunza company? (Abunza Money) What does Abunza sell and can it compete against the other high ticket programs? The co-founders, Michael Spire and Sebastian Saldaarriaga, had chosen the name "Abunza", which means "abundance" in Spanish. In their opinion a business opportunity nowadays has to have four essential elements. - Good support for the members and pre-enrollees - Mentoring, especially for the newcomers in the home business - A Program that has been proven and tested - Direction and focus is essential They focus the opportunity on both the English market as well on the millions Spanish speaking people on the internet. The product itself is a di

Another Fuck Girl
ok i think i would fuck kat von d even though her new boyfriend is nikki six of motley crue and that worthless piece of shit band sixx am, what an abortion, i have hung out with nikki and he is a nice guy and drug free now which is to say he sucks a bag of dicks and has not made a good album since too fast for love, back to fucking kat, i think i would go for it even though she has heppititus c, d , e, f and g from taking dick from nikki sixx

Ballarina
A large woman, wearing a sleeveless sun dress, walked into a Bar in Dublin. She raised her right arm, revealing a huge, hairy armpit as she pointed to all the people sitting at the bar and asked, 'What man here will buy a lady a drink?' The bar went silent as the patrons tried to ignore her. But down at the end of the bar, an owl-eyed drunk slammed his hand down on the counter and bellowed ' Give the ballerina a drink!' The bartender poured the drink and the woman chugged it down. She turned to the patrons and again pointed around at all of them, revealing the same hairy armpit, and asked, 'What man here will buy a lady a drink?' Once again, the same little drunk slapped his money down on the bar and said, Give the ballerina a drink!' The bartender approached the little drunk and said 'Tell me, Paddy, it's your business if you want to buy the lady a drink, but why do you keep calling her a ballerina?' The drunk replied, 'Any woman who can lift her leg that high has got to be a

Another Girl
fubar is ruining my life i was never into drugs/the occult/sex with girls i dont know have never met or have only seen on tv/and i have a filthy mouth now and listen to some dance music....this site is fucked up...here is another girl i want to fuck and she is not even real, just a window display, from now on girls i want to fuck just get the sold tag

Malaika
Malaika, nakupenda Malaika Malaika, nakupenda Malaika Ningekuoa mali we Ningekuoa dada Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Pesa zasumbua roho yangu Pesa zasumbua roho yangu Nami nifanyeje, kijana mwenzio Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Kidege, nakuwaza kidege Kidege, nakuwaza kidege Nami nifanyeje, kijana mwenzio Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Pesa zasumbua roho yangu Pesa zasumbua roho yangu Nami nifanyeje, kijana mwenzio Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Ningekuoa Malaika Ningekuoa Malaika.....

~ostara~
Merry Meet my Witchy/and non-witchy frnds, just wanted 2 sharre this w/u'all,,,,Ostara is almost upon us again and I just wanted 2 share some history on our Sabbat. Ostara is celebrated on the occasion of the Vernal Equinox, when day and night are equal; in perfect balance. Named after the Norse Goddess, Ostara, (who took her name from the Teutonic lunar goddess, Eostre). Calculated according 2 the full moon nearest the Spring Equinox. The theme of victory over death is central 2 most Western religious thought. The victory here is that of Mother Nature. It goes w/out saying that the theme of hares and eggs is wholly Pagan. As the year is in its childhood, celebrations of inner child are most satisfying. Toys and remembrances that invoke happy times, pastel colored eggs, candles, ribbins, flowers,and of course play,play,play,,hehehe,,,,So have a Blessed and Playful Ostara my frnds,,4 u r all Blessed and Luv'ed, Grey

Now I'm Gone - Monica
Now I'm Gone - Monica (lyrics) Male] Monica baby, I'm sorry I know I was wrong, but I think we can work it out Just try to hear me out [Monica] Nah, you hear me out [Verse 1] I gave you so much love, but you had to play with my affections My heart was in your hands, but you had to play with all my feelings You got your mack on, but now I'm gone Cause I'd rather be all alone Away from all these silly games [Chorus] I gave you no reason why Just said do your thing on the side But now I'm gone Cause it will never be the same You were busy kicking it with your boys Instead of taking care of your girl But now I'm gone Gone away from you [Verse 2] I thought I knew you well But you ran away, didn't care about me You told so many lies Thought you could run away from this thing called reality But I'm long gone, I got to go on There's someone waiting for me To love me honestly [Chorus] I gave you no reason why Just said do your thing on the s

How Then Can We Cry?
Everyone had begun the celebration of all things srping. The snow was melting,St.Patrick's day,tupils peeking thru and other things Then it happened! I felt you quicken and it took my breath away. Fear was mixed with joy,my inner core calm. My primal mind said women do this everydat. Once at the hospital, endless hours of walking the halls began. It was there I came upon two old friends. One was a doctor,the other a plumber with only hours to live. This is how it is they said,one life leaves,another comes in. Yet,something was wrong.I couldn't belive them and buy in. You'd arrive very soon but my heart said'Not for long'. Who could I tell? Who would belive? Doctors,nurses,family all said 'There there dear' and patted my head. Baby mine,beautiful and perfect. For three days I fought them like I was insane. All I wanted was truth.Perfect was not perfect but they played their game Born with the wisdom of the angels and the ages in your eyes You would gaze into my eyes and

Because I Can
So, we have a new leash law in Decatur County. This means that I have to register my animal with the county. For a fee, of course...the 'man' gets to profit from my owning an animal. No surprise there. This also means that even though I live in the middle of nowhere, I have to either have the dog on a leash at all times, pay to put up a fence, or have him basically chained to a metal stake in the ground. Let me mention now that I am not happy about all of this. I didn't move to the middle of nowhere to have a code enforcement officer tell me, "Miss, he's awful big, ain't he?" "I know! I just woke up one morning and my little chihuahua had hit quite a growth spurt. Amazing, isn't it?" He didn't get it nor did I expect he would. I'm not sure why people assume that big=vicious. Great danes are often affectionately called Gentle Giants. For a reason. Stupid people don't reason though, so that's my dilemma. The even bigger dilemma is that I don't have the extra money around for

~*b.s. In*~
So I did a lil thinkin; when I first got on here I made my profile so privet a lot of people didnt even know I was real. Talkin with some friends, I have relised there is no need for it. I know he wont bother me, and I sure in the hrll aint going to bother him. I wish him the best of luck with his wife, and hope they grow old and happy together. I know I loved him truly once, and I see that he didnt love me the same; but its ok. I have the one I am supose to be with, and we are more then happy together. I have the most perfect life I could ever ask for, and I have everything I want, need, and for that matter desire, We are a dam stronge family; and my wonderful sons father and Red are really good friends. My son loves him so much, and we ave built our home from scratch. Everythinh that we have, him and I have worked for; down to the bills and house payments. My son has everything from name brand shoes and cloths, to name brand toys, video games, and video game systems. All because he h

Cheating
There was a mum tonight "Cheating" with the question being asked: "Is there a time in Marriage or in a relationship were its ok to cheat?" As this is how I see it, I thought I would save it to share here as well. Comments anyone??? Here we go... with a few additions (due to the freedom of being on MY blog.) *********************************************** Cheating constitutes lying. That is unacceptable. However, that said, I must also say that I believe that it is possible for people to share 'open' relationships. I don't consider those to be 'cheating' because in those cases the people are honest with one another and aware of what is going on. There is no 'lie' involved. I have an 'aunt' and 'uncle' who have had an open marriage now for over 40 years. They STILL seek partners together and individually. To me, the important parts are this: 1-they are open and honest with one another at all times. 2-they share a very close knit relationship, in no way lessened by the years of ho

The Gay Flight Attendant
My flight was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, who seemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food and drinks. As the plane prepared to descend, he came swishing down the aisle and told us that 'Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, if you could just put your trays up, that would be super.' On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed and rather Arabic looking woman hadn't moved a muscle. 'Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines but I asked you to raise your trazy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground.' She calmly turned her head and said, 'In my country, I am called a Princess and I take orders from no one...' To which (I swear) the flight attendant replied, without missing a beat, 'Well, sweet-cheeks, in my country I'm called a Queen, so I outrank you. Tray-up, Bitch zz

No Love
Idk what the fxxx but it seems that all my friends can find a love in thier life.. but it still seems that after 2 years i am destined to b alone.. it gets old after a while it isnt the sex i miss it is the times that gettin close on the couch or out inthe parks... sex is only part that it seems i dont need but i miss being with somone the time to watcha movie and smell her hair or rub her feet and let her fall asleep .. what is it am i to fat.. well i am losin weight and gonna look good for spring.. is it i am to scary .. do i look like a mass murderer... well i am not.. havent killedanyone .... so what is it am i to nice.. women dont want a nice guy.... I like to give messages and do for my women.. and in most of my relationships i get cheated on.. well I dont cheat.. it dont do any good .. Let me know .. am i just wastin my time

Psych
Yeah, I don't really feel like blogging. I don't really have anything creative to say. Typically this is because something bleh is going on and steals all my creativity. However, I'm going to sit here and type this out in an effort to make people think I'm actually doing something. In reality, I just like to see the look on your faces when you click into this and realize there is nothing of value here. That's me, a time wasting waste of time! Muhaha.

Let Us Fight In Circles!!!!
MuMMs. a place where you can fight with one another about who is right and who is wrong. me? i usual avoid it. it's just stupid crap that i don't need to get into. i'm on fubar to have fun not to take about politics, religion, etc.. i deal with that enough in real life. but what is fun is fighting with someone without really fighting. just being nice to them and letting them know that you are no threat. and what happens? they FREAK! they find something to argue about. name calling ya know, the obvious. it's really entertaining. i don't like to fight. i never want to fight. and the way i approach it makes things easier on me. i don't end up talking out of my ass and in the end that person will just continue on in their stupidity. well, i think you should try it out. i only do it when i'm feeling 'frisky'. like today. but i'm good for now. (not to say i haven't thought about arguing with others before it's just that i keep my mouth shut) OMG!

Hmmmm...
so earlier i had discussed certain chat room habits that really annoyed me, well, it was strange, between my husband and brother in law they were on another social network for hours in their chat rooms. now, all of a sudden everyone deleted their accounts? all of a sudden they are tired of the bullshit and drama in them? ALL OF A SUDDEN? that sounds weird. maybe i am paranoid, or whatever you want to call it, but it sure sounds fishy to me...

Stupid People
ok so i have a problem my aunt is a super cunt. i finally get things ok for me and my family and my direct family is up against me. it has been long and coming i suppose but it finally happened, i will start from the beginning, i was seperated from my hubby this past summer and was still living at out shared apartment without him i started seeing someone else and thats when my life went down hill. i then had to move from my apartment with my children to my mothers. mind u my mom has mental illness and is very unstable but it was working for the time being, well then my neighbors were going to steal my appliances which i desperately needed. well i called the cops and moundsville's finest only made the situation worse they knew i didnt live in my home and they called the health dept because some neighbor kids came in my house and raided my cupboards and destroyed my home. so i then work things out with my husband and i am going to bring my family back together and my aunt brings me court

I Know You...
I know you..you are too short.. you had bad skin... you couldnt talk to them very well.. WoRds didnt seem to work..they lied when they came out of your mouth.. YoU tried soo hard to understand them.. YoU wanted to be part of what was happening.. You saw them having fun..and it seemed such a mystery, almost magic.. It made you think..that there was something wrong with you..Youd look in the mirror, trying to find it.. You thought that you were ugly..and that everyone was looking at you.. So you learned to be invisible.. To look down, to avoid conversation.. THe Hours..Days..Weekends..ahhh the weekend nights alone..where were you? In the basement?...IN the Attic?..In your room? Working some job..just to have something to do.. Just to have a PlAce just to put yourself.. Just to HaVe a way to Get away from THEM.. A chance to get away from the ONES who made you feel so STRANGE and ILL AT EASE inside YOURSELF.. Did you ever get invited to one of their parties? you sat and wonderd if youd GO

Grrrrr.......
I just need to vent... Do you ever have one of those days when everything seems to go wrong? Well that day is TODAY for me ... Since I woke up this morning ... People being rude! No smilerin People.... NO driving ASSHATS! People on the phone acting IGNORANT! just one damn thing after another ... Is it Fookin Monday !? Now I have these photos I need to edit and I have a deadline and my damn laptop keeps jacking up ! I just wanna scream... Ok I feel better now. Thanks for listening .... If you could make me smile it would be even better... Halp! :: grimmaces ::

The Clock
LIFE ISN'T ABOUT WAITING FOR THE STORM TO PASS... IT'S ABOUT LEARNING TO DANCE IN THE RAIN. TO MY FUBAR SISTAS! You are great WOMEN! Just wanted to pass this on...... The CREATOR doesn't give you the people you want, but gives you the people you NEED. To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you into the person you were meant to be. LOVE YOU!!!!! NOW YOU'RE ON THE CLOCK!!!! IN 9 MINUTES SOMETHING WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY, time starts counting after you read the One Flaw in Women BUT YOU HAVE TO TELL 9 SISTERS YOU LOVE THEM INCLUDING ME. GO!!!! One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no

Prism
The Darkness overtakes my mind, Making me remember things better left behind. Heavy fists knocking me Into submission and Pain. Making me Beg for quiet Treating me like a filthy piece Of worthless trash. Making me less than worthy Of Human Status. The Torture Torments me. How do you rid yourself of Remembered pain, Of something so long gone? Old ghosts haunt me Bruises that once were. Stolen dreams, And hopes of Love Fall through the mind Like sunlight thru a pane of dirty glass.

Tears Of Silence
Silent whispers Grasping my soul Never ending torment Plaguing peaceful thought Moments cherished Now forgot Tears of silence In a moment lost Swells of hatred Consuming me Quivering darkness Nothing to see Thoughts of love Perhaps once known Encaptured silence Forever forebode Trace of blood Streaming tears Thoughts of love never appear Spiked challis Taking skin Life or death Where to begin Silent tears Emotion lost Paradise given Empty trough Lambs to be slain Blood of heaven Always gain Eternal hate Not forgot Swelling demons Begin to rot The single life Remains inside Always meant To hide inside

Department Of Veterans Affairs
February 27, 2009 The Honorable Barack Obama President of the United States The White House Washington, DC Dear President Obama: On behalf of the millions of veterans represented by the veterans and military service organizations that have joined our effort, we write to express our serious concerns about a policy proposal that has been discussed this week in conjunction with the release of your first budget. We have been told that your Administration may be considering a proposal that would allow the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) health care system to bill a veteran’s insurance for the care and treatment of a disability or injury that was determined to have been incurred in or the result of the veteran’s honorable military service to our country. Such a consideration is wholly unacceptable and a total abrogation of our government’s moral and legal responsibility to the men and women who have sacrificed so much for our freedoms. As

Closed Ty
okay it is simply enough.. if you want bombed. 1. make sure you have 250 pics in a folder 2. if you don't have auto 11's on rate one of my folders of 250pic. I have 11's on 3. leave a comment on this blog so i can easily find you. I will be bombing at 11:00pm central time tonight remember I only have one hour.

Make Up Your Mind Already!!!
why is that all the men i meet seem to like to play head games. either you want me or you dont. dont hang with me all the time for weeks on end then just disappear only to come back and do it all over again. wtf does that say about me? the dumbass who keeps letting it happen? im just saying.........

Top 10
10. tell your children over dinner "Due to the economy, we are going to have to let one of you go 9. When leaving the zoo, start running towards the parking lot screaming "Run for your life, they're loose!" 8. hen the money comes out of the ATM yell "I won, I won!" 7. Specify that your drive-thru order is "To GO" 6.With a serious face order a diet water whenever you go out to eat 5. In the memo field of all your checks write "For marijuana 4. Put decaf in the coffee maker at work for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten overthier caffine addiction, switch to espresso 3.Every time someone asks you to do something ask if they want fries with that 2.Page yourself over the intercom and don't disguise your voice 1. Sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars and see how many slow down

What About Love - Heart
Ive been lonely Ive been waiting for you Im pretending and thats all I can do The love Im sending Aint making it through to your heart Youve been hiding, never letting it show Always trying to keep it under control You got it down and youre well On the way to the top But theres something that you forgot What about love Dont you want someone to care about you What about love Dont let it slip away What about love I only want to share it with you You might need it someday I cant tell you what youre feeling inside I cant sell you what you dont want to buy Somethings missing and you got to Look back on your life You know something here just aint right What about love Dont you want someone to care about you What about love Dont let it slip away What about love I only want to share it with you What about love Dont you want someone to care about you What about love Dont let it slip away What about love I only want to share it with you

My First Week On Fubar..how Exciting!!
OMG!!! I cannot believe what a whirl wind of fun and excitement this past week has been!! I have truly enjoyed everything I have discovered about Fubar already.. The awesome peeps, The awesome lounge that I am a DJ for, the wonderful peeps that own and run the lounge..I truly feel at home and very warmly welcomed...I can't wait till I get everything explored and learned on here!! I am very much looking forward to each and everyday I get to spend on here with great new friends and family!!! I look forward to blogging to ya'll more and more!!! I hope ya'll are having as much fun as I am!!!

Top 10
10. I have to poop 9. Smile for the camera 8. This is your first time, right? 7. When is this supposed to feel good? 6. I thought you had the keys to the handcuffs! 5. Keep it down, my mother is a light sleeper 4. Hey mmmm........ 3. I was so horny tonight, I would have slept with a crack ho.. 2. Get off me, I'll do it myself 1. You're almost as good as my EX..

Common Knowledge
Just a bunch of crap to fill up this blog with The word "queue" is the only word in the English language that is still pronounced the same way when the last four letters are removed. Beetles taste like apples, wasps like pine nuts, and worms like fried bacon. Of all the words in the English language, the word 'set' has the most definitions! What is called a "French kiss" in the English speaking world is known as an "English kiss" in France. "Almost" is the longest word in the English language with all the letters in alphabetical order. "Rhythm" is the longest English word without a vowel. In 1386, a pig in France was executed by public hanging for the murder of a child A cockroach can live several weeks with its head cut off! Human thigh bones are stronger than concrete. You can't kill yourself by holding your breath There is a city called Rome on every continent. It's against the law to have a pet dog in Iceland! Your heart beats over 100,000 time

Llama Leveler Of The Day
JoAnna{{Llama Levelers Co-Founder}}-{Club Far}-{{Shadow Leveler}}@ fubar all Llama Levelers will kindly leave 100 rates each when done please leave a comment below that you have done so...Thanks

Blood Money
Hey Patty Garrett that's what I used to call you They tell me you want me but I hear they've got you They made you a lawman with a badge made of silver They paid you some money to sell them my blood But you say, this ain't about me and this ain't about you Or the good and the bad times we've both been through When the lines between brothers and justice have changed You do what you've gotta cause you can't walk away Wonder what would of have happened if you were the killer and I was the hero Would things be the same ? Or would I have traded your life for my own life ? Would I have paid your debts in your place ? I don't know But this ain't about me and this ain't about you Or the good and the bad times we've both been through When the lines between brothers and justice have changed You do what you've gotta cause you can't walk away Blood money, that's what I call it 'Cause money for blood ain't no fair exchange Blood money Bought and then

A Poem Made On The Fly
Heart pounding a thundering sound a tear shed disappointed the fans Like the ocean beating the jagged rocks the blood flows from wounds not yet healed the rope spun against the rafters counting one, two, three, The nerve lost a broken wing the angel that once flew high Like dead rose frail dark yet still hurts to touch The rain that follows clouding her head an rush of distress tired eyes close quietly surrender bound still by actions uncompleted what was once planned now an angelic accident Yeah

Scream
There comes a time you wanna hide Run to your secret place inside You think you can just close your eyes And we won’t see through your disguise Lock yourself away in your room That place that has become a tomb For every dream that you let die For every truth that became a lie So scream until your dying breath Scream til you've got nothing left Scream like you've nothing to lose Then scream until the dawn breaks through

Now Hiring Staff
Ok, so you probably guessed that it is for the lounge I co-own. We are not a new lounge, but want to get more people in and have a lot of fun. If your interested, contact me or Southern Hottie Angel by fu-mail or just stop in. We are looking for promoters, enforcers, greeters, and bartenders. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52713 - My Last Breath a.k.a. MLB

Time
9/13/08 1:32 am Slack-jawed, you slowly take a few more shallow breaths. The moment no one waits for and everyone waits for is here. Your eyes fly open, awed by something this grieving, blurry-eyed youth cannot see. Did She come to greet you? Did She take you by the hand and tell you it's alright? Whatever beautiful sight you beheld is gone, and you with it. Now, your flat eyes stare at nothing. The body that betrayed you lays still. Chaos swirls around you, but no longer within you. The moon glows. Flowers bloom. People talk. Everything continues, but in my head, the world has stopped. Moon beams dare not pass the clouds. Petals curl up on their pollen. No one speaks. I witnessed your death, and for the life of me, I shall never be the same. Of all the people I might have known to die, why did it have to be You? Ears are deafened by the sound of hearts breaking. Sorrow chokes the air from our lungs. Waves of longing wash our salty faces raw.

Well....hmmm
ok so I check this thing about once or twice a month...I have so much going on and there are things that I have to do and I'm usually not on here... I am on facebook more often...so look me up there. Yes my name really is Jennifer...lol if you can find me and want to then please just send a message here and I will try to check more often so that I can get you added. if you end up sending a message, leave me your name and email address so that I can find you on facebook and add you that way... OK thanks. (Oh and some new for anyone that may still like me as a friend or care or whatever, big news for my life: I got engaged in January, My son lost his first tooth, and I am almost completely done with school, had a really promising interview today(3-18-09) and I'm happy and not onthe computer much at all other than to do homework.)...that's my life in a nutshell right now. ok thanks again, Jennifer

It's A Game ! Omfg
first of all if you have sensitive eyes don't fucking read this! All we all can read, yes I am FU-MARRIED! okay now that we understand that I am FU-MARRIED not literally married, I will continue..... I'm not the one to push anymore, I'm not asking anyone for anything. Someone has a big problem with the fact that I am FU-MARRIED so please fucking allow me to present you all with the facts: My FU-HUSBAND thatirishguy is a great friend. we have common interests and we can talk to each other about everything! Matt aka thatirishguy is like the sweetest person i have ever met and its genuine, he is who he is! And if you all really must know, I proposed, he said yes, and we sealed the deal! we have talked to each other every day practically and not that it really matters but I totally enjoy our FRIENDSHIP! yeah thats right, we aren't a couple in real life, I care a lot about him and you would too if you knew him or even took the time to talk to him! I don't know what the futu

Pray For Me
hello all a lot of u don;t know me or now about my condition have copd which is chronic abstructive pulmonary diease. i have this for a year now. I went to the doctor today and he said that my breathing level went down meaning my lungs are getting worse. He started me on some new treatments but he said it is only going to get worse for me. Please pray for me i will keep everyone posted about my condition.

St. Patty's Day Dom
...I didn't expect this of myself... I took total control. I told her to do things...suck the cock. bite the nipple. We took turns and I ended up being the favorite..My tits, sucking ability and general lust proved me to be a winner. I was bossy, yet I was the favorite. He fucked me until I was lying on the ground trembling. Before all the action, we discussed what was to take place. I had been raped, so I thought I was mostly submissive...I held myself tightly, squeezed my thighs together with a uneasy thought. That position has proven to be something I cannot deteremine just yet. A pleasure that seems too exotic to remain still. I was complimented later on for being flexable. Being a switch is my whole... It seemed I was blind to the pleasure I could be accepting in previous encounters. I whipped, I bossed, I masturbated, I deep throated, I made him tingle, I was the favorite.I am worthwhile. So casual. So relaxing. She stroked my breasts and told me to relax as the co

Hmmmm...
Ok so I decided to try this as a part time biz op. that I found. I will be hosting Passion Party, if you dont know what it is its basically selling adult toys, etc. discreetly by going to the clients home, and also wld be recruiting any females that want to join. Hopefully this goes well... lol... heres my website www.discreetpassionshop.com if anyone is interested in buying any toys please spread the word or if you know of any female interested in joining my team send me a email.. Thanks...

Bitches Who Open Their Private Folders For Blings...
and other shit is fucking hilarious. Do you realize you are showing the goods for a 50x50 animated gif? Seriously, crackwhores get more for than that. For $14.71 per month you can get your name in a different color. For $10.00 you can get a blingy dinner for two gif For $100.00 you are able to be at the top of this site looking like a assclown for an hour. With your morphing pic that looks nothing like you. I can't imagine how much some people blow on this site. Go open a fucking PayPal and start making some real dough instead of grifting middle-aged douchebag dropping mad coin on a spotlight or happy hour, let him help you pay bills, mortgage or cell phone bill. Times are tight you know. To quote a wiseman ""If Kurupt gave a fuck about a bitch. Id always be broke. Id never have no motherfuckin indo to smoke" Well said.

Just What I Needed
It was a nicer day than yesterday. Today would be a good day to go. More people I bet. I'm going. I didn't do my eye makeup. The sunglasses will cover them. Where did this pimple come from? That wasn't there a second ago. Who cares. This is all bull shit anyway. There were more people. Lots more. More dogs with them. I kept Baxter on the leash a little longer this time. We walked past a guy in his late 40's who was playing fetch with a black lab mix. "hey there big guy" I hoped he was talking to Baxter. I said hi but didn't really stop. There was a grouping of dogs about 20 feet away. All of them were smaller than Baxter. The owners seemed like they were my age maybe a little younger. I took a deep breath and let him off his leash. Of course he went barreling at the grouping of dogs. of course he did. So I awkwardly ran after him. Not because I am shy but because I don't usually run and when I do it looks awkward. I'm top heavy and it causes an unbalanced stride. Everyone one wa

So......
So. Miss me at all lately? lol No, I have not been doing anything wrong. Just venturing out because all the drama and hatefulness was getting to me. I know you find that everywhere, but I needed a breather from the drama I was dealing with. It has seemed to become a war zone mostly in the MuMMs, where I have always loved hanging out. People ganging up on people. People treating others as inferior, etc. I was pulled in to drama I didn't want to be a part of because of misconception and lies. Most of you should know me better than things which were said. Now it seems it is only getting worse and people are checking me out and such because of something which has nothing to do with me personally. lol Anyway... I miss some of you.

The Warmth Of The Sun©
There is just something about springtime. The whole world seems to come alive. The birds return from their winter homes, the flowers begin to reawaken to color the world. Everyone seems to change, becoming more cheerful, working in their yards, seemly seeing the world around them for the very first time. The weather warms, the sun seems to shine for hours. The winds change from the cold north, to the warm south, bringing the amazing sea breezes landward. It also means spending more time outdoors. I love being outside and exploring. But my all time favorite it anything to do with the water, Boating, water skiing, jet skiing, and yes even fishing. I had called ahead two weeks ago to have the boat readied for the weekend and a call a few days ago to Toy for a day out on the water. I got up early to beat the rush to the lake and packed a few things for the day and tossed them into the car as I headed to pick her up. She must have been watching because I never even turned of

Hi...
Sometimes I get a little bored. Sometimes, I get even more than a little bored. I have found a solution. The solution is this: I go to the MUMMs. I comment as normal. I find a random woman who makes a comment that -doesn't- catch my eye in any way, shape, or form... And then I shout them. I use one of the following phrases: "Hi, can we rut like horny elk?" "Hello, I'm doing a survey, would you like to buy a penis?" "My penis is on fire and only the cool refreshing wetness of a female mouth might save me. Will you please help me in this, my hour of need?" "Hi, can I interest you in a roll in the hay? I promise I won't orgasm until at least 6 minutes before you do." ...is this normal behaviour? Especially when I usually have -zero- sexual intent? And why is it they all go "LOL" rather than taking me seriously? Does my default prohibit lewd behaviour without joking?

3 Yellow Roses
I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 57 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories.. He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to. I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands.. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and rem embered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit. I watched as she picked up a large package of T-bones, dropped them in her basket.. hesitated, and then put the

Stardust Dreams
stardust dreams I taunted and tormented me with what I thought I lost I did not want to clearly see, just what you had cost I wanted so to call you up to tell you how I feel but it doesn't really matter coz it wasn't ever real so I struggle to rebuild my life from the ashes that we made, wounded, disillusioned from the twisted game we played I stand in awe, I am amazed how love could turn to hate but stardust dreams are never real they just fade away what I thought true love was really only lust stardust dreams just fade away crumble into dust.

Searching For Babyjesus..
I just did something rather funny...at least it was to me. I was wanting to leave Mike, babyjesus, a comment. After my bout with the little search box, I completely forgot what I was going to tell him. Wanna know what I searched for that had me laughing? [waits for all the people to say yes] I typed in "babyfetus" Now I didn't hit enter, so I don't know if there is anyone with that name or not....but yeah. I'm so SUPER!!!

My First Bully...
♥ Please take a second to F/A/R this awesometastic Lady. She returns all love, and she absolutely adores being perved. And if you are feeling frisky, spank some of her pics... She has double ones for a few more hours. ♥ This pimp out brought to you by: Danorok™@ fubar What you think? Not bad eh?

Michael Phelps
Kathleen Parker From Beijing to Bongs February 4, 2009 WASHINGTON -- It's hell being a celebrity, especially if you're young and find yourself at a party, where marijuana and cameras should never mix. And it's not exactly heaven being sheriff of a county with escalating drug crimes and pressure to treat all offenders equally. Thus it is that Olympian swimmer Michael Phelps and Sheriff Leon Lott of South Carolina's Richland County are being forced to treat seriously a crime that shouldn't be one. As everyone knows by now, Phelps was photographed smoking from an Olympic-sized bong during a University of South Carolina party last November. As all fallen heroes must -- by writ of the Pitchforks & Contrition Act -- Phelps has apologized for behavior that was "regrettable and demonstrated bad judgment," and has promised never to be a lesser role model again. Check. Lott, meanwhile, is threatening action against Phelps because ... he has

In An Old Black Spiral Notebook
DREAMING OF TIGHTROPE Jan 2009 @ midnight or just thereafter and so if i need to be so then if you should determine in your sound mind and judgment that for her to form an opinion it makes you both feel right then shut off her eyes for good cover her pale face in fine black silk stretched well across her lying face the TIGHTROPE so that you may rest together sleep with your lover one last time TONIGHT tonight the TIGHTROPE in your blue white eyes sweetie breathe easy or not so at all sleep with me it LATE and your exhausted by HOOD MOOD marked by the number 4

Who's In Your Basket
imikimi - Customize Your World! AUCTION ENDS DAY BEFORE EASTER. RATES & BIDS ARE WELCOME. WHO'S YOUR EASTER BUNNY? BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ღJuicyFruit69(Bi)OwnersMagicღMzBelleღOwnsBuckeyeBabe/SilentLizard/DarthTater

Seriously Now
Just a few things I come home to. =/Friend Request: ACCEPT DENY SAIGHDEAR..... ... Online (Where is my BLAST? LMAO..... Be Bak L8R...) 2009-03-18 16:14:08 OH OH OH.... BUY ME!!! PLEASE!!! For the love of CORN.... BUY ME!!! I promise I will make a good slave. I am even house broken... Welllll.... unless I get really excited or spanked, then I tend to wet myself... hee hee. so.... buy me? hee heeShout Box: DJ Redneck...: Hi come in have fun enjoy a round of drinks with some of the best people and music on fubar and join the family please fubar.com...So I'm thinking....Do I have "I want to spend my fuBucks on strangers" written on my forehead? Cause I rarely spend them on my friends. And for the love of corn???? Of all things, seriously..corn? I hate corn. The shout box...come on now. Can someone please tell me where I give off the vibe that I want to be associated with a "redneck"? Hope you all are having a great day!!

Pegasus Project Cherrybomb
Cherrybombing Cheat SheetTime for Dove Goddess to return the Love to those who helped in making it to Prophet, or those who have Cherrybombed my pics. Below are links that will open a new screen directly in the Cherrybombing Album...(All links now go directly to albums of at least 250 pics)So the next time you have a CHERRYBOMB Bling to burn off in only an Hour... use this list to make it easier and more productive. (Make sure to bookmark my blog version of this list for future use.)Dove GoddessWild HorseThe Pegasus ProjectHome PageAnnaMuerte Bella NoirDawn FuStalkerCherrybomb

Is It Possible ???
for those that don't know i've recently lost my wife. *lost as in she left me* is it possible to go back once someone leaves ??? i believe that if you TRUELY love someone as i love her it is possible. i loved her unconditionally. still DO love her. i have never felt this much pain over someone since the loss of 2 great women. my mother and her mother. i love her so deeply that my soul hurts which has never happend to me before. I'VE NEVER been affraid of my future until now. for her i would do anything, and i do mean ANYTHING !!!! i've recently been going to church and volunteering again. something i haven't done in YEARSSSSSS. SHE once told me that if i have the faith of a mustard seed that i could move mountains. we'll i've got the faith of a MILLION MOUNTAINS in my love for her. she made me a better man b/c she called me out on things. something no other woman has ever done. i was and still am proud to call her my wife. my soul hurts and i

What The Fuck?!
What the fuck is wrong with ppl?? 2 years ago when my son was 4 he and Dave went shopping to get me something for mothers day.Dylan told Dave that I needed a garden gnome for my rose bushes.Dave said he looked at all of them at 2 stores till he found me the right one.He was very proud of himself for picking it out and so was Dave and I.I put the gnome on a slab of lime stone between 2 bushes in t he front yard and it just looked great.SOME STUPID MOTHER FUCKER STOLE IT! I took the dogs out and told Dave I think someone stole my gnome.He went outside and said yes it is gone but the one you got last year is still there(Now every year Dylan gets me a gnome for Mothers Day )I cried. I couldn't help it.It was the first gift my son gave me that he thought of,planed out and everything.Dave told me not to cry,that whoever took it wanted to hurt me and not let them get to me but I can't help it.Whoever took the gnome sees it has just a stupid gnome.To me it meant the world cuz it was a gift fr

R.i.p Lil Chris Prevent Child Abuse
http://www.wtov9.com/news/18960202/detail.html http://www.wtov9.com/news/18950669/detail.html AS I SIT HERE TONITE I THINK OF A CHILD NAMED CHRIS JOY JR..HE WAS 18 MO OLD CHILD BEATEN TO DEATH BY HIS MOTHERS BOY FRIEND..CHRIS HAD LIVED WITH HIS GRANDMOTHER AND FATHER ALL HIS LIVE FOR CHILD SERVICES CAME AND PICKED UP CHRIS TOOK HIM TO HIS MOTHERS HOUSE SAYING SHE WAS REHABALITAITED..A WEEK LATER HE WAS FOUND BEATEN DUE TO BLUNT FORCE TRAUMA .. THERE WAS PICTURES TAKEN OF CHRIS NOT BUT 3 DAYS PRIOR OF HIM WITH BRUSES ALL OVER HIS BODY .. BUT NO REPORT WAS MADE BY CHILD SERVICES TO THE POLICE .. WICH MEANS AT 18 MO OLD THAT LIL BOY WAS TAKEN FROM HIS LIFE.. AND ONES THAT LOVED AND CARED FOR HIM WAS ..TAKEN BY THE CHILD SERVICES AND PLACED IN HANDS THAT BEAT HIM FOR A WEEK THAT CAUSED HIM TO DIE..ABOVE ARE SOME LINKS TO THE NEW BRIEFIENG..I SIT AND WRITE THIS LETTER BECAUSE CRIS'S GRAND MOTHER WAS A FAMILY FRIEND AND IT HIT TO CLOSE TO MY HEART THEN I FELT ASHAMED CAUSE I LOOKE

Bombing Party Please Help
Tomorrow, there will be a bombing party in my honor to get me leveled to Oracle. There's gonna be alot of bombing going on on my page but I need an auto 11 and a cherry bomb myself. I won't be able to get bling credits til Friday so I'm asking if someone can donate a cherry bomb and auto 11 to me so I can level during the bombing party for me tomorrow. Those that know me know that I always repay blings when I get bling credits so any help would be great, if not...at least come rate me tomorrow during my party and help me get closer to Oracle! Love you all!!

Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson
Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye Even with our fists held high It never would've worked out right We were never meant for do or die I didn't want us to burn out I didn't come here to hold you Now I can't stop I want you to know that it doesn't matter Where we take this road Someone's gotta go And I want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on So I'm already gone Looking at you makes it harder But I know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you want to cry Started with a perfect kiss Then we could feel the poison set in Perfect couldn't keep this love alive You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go I want you to know that it doesn't matter Where we take this road Someone's gotta go And I want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on So I'm already gone I'm already gone, already go

Save You - Kelly Clarkson
I can tell, I can tell how much you hate this And deep down inside, you know it's killing me I can call, wish you well and try to change this But nothing I can say would change anything Where were my senses, I left them all behind Why did I turn away Away I wish I could save you I wish I could say to you I'm not going nowhere I wish I could say to you It's gonna be alright I didn't mean, didn't mean to leave you stranded Went away 'cause I didn't want to face the truth Reaching out, reach for me empty-handed You don't know if I care You're trying to find the proof There were times I'd wonder Could I have eased your pain Why did I turn away Away I wish I could save you I wish I could say to you I'm not going nowhere I wish I could say to you It's gonna be alright We can pretend nothing's changed Pretend it's all the same And there would be no pain tonight It's gonna be alright It's gonna be alright Save you, I wish I could save you I'm not g

3/16/09 Episode 1: Sam Finds His Mom
After 30 years of not knowing my mom due to family contraversy, I finally tracked her down. Ironically through a cousin who found ME through Facebook. There is some good that can come out of social networking sites eh? So now...I have to find a way to Mexico, where it seems she is. Apparently, due to her illness, she doesn't remember anything about me, my father, the marraige....nothing from that point in our lives. From what I can understand, she can only communicate through writing. Though this is the happiest of occasions, it is still the saddest, scariest, angering, and most difficult as well. So this is the pilot blog. Of course it's not gonna be the best one...so bite me.... Cheers to all my friends and loved ones....and to my little dog too.

Social Networking
The idea of social networking sites have always put me a little off balance. Its a mix of being social and not. Free to say anything yet your lips are sewn shut from saying anything of actual meaning. Who might hear or read about what you are doing... I am positive I have never met anyone online, and I see a lot of my friends do it and it seems fun. However what I don't like is the sense of loneliness I get from it. Going on and getting no one talking to me is never fun and it happens all too often. Yeah yeah yeah, im being a whiny little boy about that and really I don't care. Reason I set this account up is to actually get out of my shell and meet new people, who hopefully don't suck or cause drama. Made little to no sense but thats whats on my mind about Social Networking for now... Type to everyone next time kids.

Please Leave Your Name At The Beep
I have been getting quite a few random calls throughout the day from numbers I don't recognize. Naturally, I don't answer numbers that aren't programmed into my phone. Naturally, they don't leave a message, although my outgoing clearly states that I don't answer either blocked or unknown numbers. I know that whole vehicle warranty scam is going around, but I have yet to get so much as an automated voicemail. I consider myself lucky. But, seriously, these calls are coming from all over the country. Wisconsin, Florida, Washington.... Anyone else have this crap to deal with?

This Is The Coolest Mother .... Ever
Like most mothers Lucy Baxter wants her child to live a fully rounded life - including the experience of a physical relationship and even finding love. But her 21-year-old son Otto has Down's syndrome and has had trouble finding a partner. So she is appealing for women to come forward so Otto can 'enjoy the same experiences as other men his age'. Lucy Baxter is doing all she can to find a girlfriend for her son Otto, 21, so he can lose his virginity. She says she is even prepared to go so far as to pay for a prostitute for her adopted son. Miss Baxter, 50, also hopes he may one day become a father - despite the controversy this may attract. 'Society has a learning disability when it comes to Down's syndrome,' she said. 'Why should these people be kept separate and pigeon-holed when they have the same emotions, desires and feelings as so-called normal people? 'If he doesn't get a girlfriend, I will feel really bad, because I have sold him this thing that he is like everybody

Warning Warning To All Lounge Owners
link to her profile http://fubar.com/user/2196584 this is dj sweetbabygurl owner of club neon link to her profile http://fubar.com/user/2183060 this is dj poo aka poo brat both member stealers and they block u for talking if they don't like u i say they should be kicked from fubar its ppl like them that make all of us look bad if ur with me lets get them off here the both work at club neon heres the link to it http://fubar.com/lounge/65818

I Woke Up
I woke up this morning and you were there, resting there in my heart and smiling like you care. I woke up this morning and thought of you, wondering what you were doing and hoping you care for me as I do you. I woke up this morning with gladness in my heart. As I thought of your sweet touch and in my life of which you are a part. I woke up this morning content with my life. Praying God for His small blessings and for putting you in my life. I woke up this morning and only physically alone. For when I think of you, my sweetheart I am never alone. I woke up this morning instead of coming to. my last thoughts of the fore night were the same as this morning. And those thoughts my sweetheart........ were of you. I woke up this morning.......... I woke up this morning......... and for the few times in my life I was happy that I woke up this morning. You are special to me Sheila, Ron

Wtf Is Up!!!
my boyfriend is a fuckin asshole! anytime i dont do anything when he wants me to or the way he wants me to do it he starts bitchin at me and shit! i dont think that is normal! im always just like wtf!!! he is never happy no matter what i try to do for him!!!

Fibromyalgia
Fibromyalgia is something I live with every day of my life. There are good days and bad days. Good days are still limited some but the bad days are hell. You hurt all over, and you frequently feel exhausted. Fibromyalgia is a chronic condition characterized by widespread pain in your muscles, ligaments and tendons, as well as fatigue and multiple tender points — places on your body where slight pressure causes pain. --------------------------------------------- Fibromyalgia (new lat., fibro- fibrous tissue, Gk. myo- muscle, Gk. algos- pain), meaning muscle and connective tissue pain (also referred to as FM or FMS), is a disorder classified by the presence of chronic widespread pain and a heightened and painful response to gentle touch (tactile allodynia).[1] Other core features of the disorder include debilitating fatigue, sleep disturbance, and joint stiffness. In addition, persons affected by the disorder frequently experience a range of other symptoms that involve multiple bo

Omfg
Just gotta say... Subway is the best thing ever. You totally get all your food groups in one sandwich. Bread=Grains Cheese= Dairy Meat=protein Veggies=Veggies (obviously) Avocado=Healthy fat I loooooooooove Subway!!!

This Is Me Like It Or Not
I am a little insecure and I have crazy mood swings I have fucked up and been fucked up. I don't know what I want from time to time. I say things I don't mean and take them back. I have trust problems but who don't. I cry for no reason at all. I trip over my own feet, I say stupid things, I do stupid things, I will bust out singing at anytime, I dance like a tard, I can make people laugh, I have a big heart and will help anyone if they need the help. I smoke, I drank from time to time, I embarass myself, I spill shit, I question everything that is told to me. there is so much more but if you want to talk too me or date me this is what you get like it or not. I am not changing for anyone and I don't won't anyone to change for me.

Mystidangerous 4 Spotlight
imikimi - Customize Your World! Mysty's Going For The For Fubar! And She Is Asking All Of You For Help, So She To Can Achieve Before She Makes God Mother! She Has Around 13 Million Fubux And She Needs Your Help To Reach 37 Million More

Random Feelings
today has been an emotional rollercoaster. i just wish i could be happy right now. i feel like crap and i don't know why. i'm unhappy with my job and certain parts of my life. i wish there were better jobs around here. i wish i wasn't bipolar.

A Quickie..but Damn Its A Good One..xxx~
Im sitting in my office horny as fuck and cant stop thinking about how badly Im in need of some nice hardcore fucking right now.. Id love to feel your cock pounding in my tight wet cunt right now.. I just want to wrap my lips so damn tight around your cock until I feel you throb in my mouth.. I want to spit all over your cock and feel it running across my lips.. just tease my mouth with it... I want every fucking inch down my throat until I choke on it and feel you pull it out of my mouth and smack my face with it.. I want to feel your fingers inside of my pussy just fucking my tight hole while you violently fuck my mouth like it was my bald pussy.. GODDAMN... Id love to feel you stand me up and tie my tits up and feel you tease my nipples with your mouth.. I want to feel your teeth sinking into my pale skin..marking my body.. i want to feel your fingers pulling on my nipple rings..smacking my tits..watching them turn red instantly.. I want to watch you stand in front of me and stroke

Hurt
Hurt doesn't begin to explain how I feel. Friends are supposed to be there for one another, they're supposed to be there for you, want to hang with you, talk to you, and all that. Bestfriends are supposed to do all that and more because you have a special bond, a brother/sister kind of bond that allows you to tell them everything and anything. They're supposed to listen and help you out with things. Why than do they lie or not be all the way honest with you? Why do they make something up or have others do it for them when you ask them to hang out/spend time together? or when you call? or want to come over? Do they do it because they don't think you'll find out the truth? That if you find out they truely don't wanna hang out you'll be hurt? Or do they do it because they're influenced? Don't they know it hurts to find out they might have done it purposefully... or unintentionally.... Do they want to do it purposefully? or do they allow others to dictate their actions? I honestly coul

Go Show This Awesome Fireman Alot Of Love
OKAY YALL MOST OF YA KNOW THAT IM AHUGE FIREFIGHTING FAN AN SUPPORTER OF THEM SO I WANT YOU ALL TO GO SHOW THIS AWESOME AN SEXY FIREMAN SO SERIOUS FU LOVIN ADD/FAN/RATE/ HIM HE SERVES HIS COUNTRY EVERY DAY AN PUTS HIS LIFE ON THE LINE LETS DO O UR PART AND GIVE HIM THE RESPECT HE DESERVES... WILL1974 FUOWNED BY { ஐ~ KentuckyAngel~ஐ}@ fubar

Friends
I LOOK ON FUBAR ALL DAY LONG LOOKING FOR SOME PEOPLE TO BE FRIENDS.I KNOW THAT MY WEB PAGES PROBALBLY SUCKS BUT IM FIXING IT AS FAST AS I CAN. I SEND MESSAGES OUT ALL THE TIME AND SOMETIMES PEOPLE RESPOND HEY SOMETIMES THEY EVEN ASK ME TO BE A FRIEND THAN THEY JUST SEEM TO DISAPPER AND ARE NEVER TO BE HEARD FROM AGAIN.IM STARTING TO WONDER IF ANYONE ON THIS SIGHT EVEN IS INTERESTED IN HOW IT WORKS YOU KNOW MEETING,CHATTING AND RESPONDING TO EACH OTHER.

Today 18 March 2009
Today I'm clearing the air. Today I am done hiding. Today, I have to put it out there for the world to see. Nine years ago today, I said my vows to the ESUTB. 10 months ago she said "Jared, I don't want to be married to you anymore, and oh...this should help. You will be the last man I'll ever be with." Yeah. Now, why would this matter to the average Joe who is reading this? Well, because if ya give me a call, or if you come by the house, or if you shoot me a message and it is kind of hard to understand, I am drinking myself into oblivion. Work tomorrow be damned. If I oversleep, I'll take the ass chewing and drive on. If I don't, ALRIGHT! Now, I'm not feeling down for myself, today I am celebrating! I am celebrating my freedom. I am celebrating living in a land where I can drink, I can make choices, I can live my life for me. I am celebrating being free from oppression (the ESUTB, no references to the nation's leadership now or the past). I am also mourni

Poem
The thoughts of people are thoughtless. No one understands. People say it’s easy. Just leave.Just say no. He wont hurt you because I’m here. It’s not easy. It’s absolutely terrifying, thinking things of uncertainty. Will he hurt me? Will he kill me? Scaring you with threats of harm,screams,punches or even destroying property. You never would know what could happen or sometimes wonder what he could be capable of. Men talk nice and loving or promise you the world to get you to trust them, but after awhile, the demon comes out in one way or another and then say, “ I’m sorry. I’ll never do it again.” Then not mean it. They make you feel it’s your fault. Or feel like you’re the bad person or irresponsible. Then you start to believe it. They embarrass

Life Lessons
A Lesson In Life I was happy. My girlfriend and me were dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. My parents helped us in every way, my friends encouraged me, and my girlfriend? She was a dream! There was only one thing bothering me, quite much indeed, and that was my mother-in-law to be. She was a career woman, smart, but most of all beautiful and sexy, who sometimes flirted me, quite obviously too, and made me feel uncomfortable. One day, she called me and asked me to come over, to check the invitations. So I went. She was alone, and when I arrived, she whispered to me, that soon I was to be married, and she had feelings and desires for me that she can't overcome. So before I get married and commit my life to her daughter, shewants to make love to me just once.. What could I say? I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. So, she said, I'll go to the bedroom, and if you are up for it, just come and get me. I just watched her delicious behind as she wen

Foolish
Foolish-a poem upon reflection, sent via text message. Roses are red Violets are blue The sky it turns purple When seen from your view This woman, she is foolish This man, he is wise This evening, it is pleasant This moment, a surprise ... The receiver's text response. ... Shamrocks are green daffodils are yellow St. Patty's Day was fun, Relaxing and mellow This woman, not foolish This man, not wise Experience our teacher Happily we live our lives. ... More boys need to write me poetry.

Hindsight
There are many roads in life. Some of them will lead us in the direction that we can follow....with little compromise, and little hesitance. Some of them will become well-beaten, as if you have been down that same road before. But then they become rocky and treacherous, only after you have reached a point that it becomes too late to turn back. Without a map or a compass, one can get lost very easily. But we have to look ahead. We have to keep our eyes on the horizon for that sign of hope that we all have to find....because it is human nature to carry on...

Let The Kids Ride
Big Brother has gone too far on this one. The OHV community is already hurting from the economy, now they cant sell youth equipment. Quality manufacturers like Honda, Kawasaki, Suzuki, and Yamaha are being hurt...and so is the sport. http://www.motoxposure.com/tv/video/letthekidsride.htm Support your OHV community and keep safe motorcycles and atv's available for the younger generation. Send a letter to Congress by click on the link below and filling out the information! http://www.tomself.com/

Changes
Change is a constant. So many things change so quickly it's hard to keep up. One minute you have a little boy playing in the dirt, seems like two seconds later he's talking about getting a job to get a car. Life throws some wicked curveballs sometimes, even when you get up and brush yourself off...another comes zinging at you. Mind you all the curveballs aren't bad, I've had some very pleasant ones lately. But sometimes wish things could stay constant, not change so fast. Give me time to catch my breath before the next curve. Now starts another juggle, more to figure out. What do I want and what do I need to change to get it? So many things are changing so fast, am afraid I may lose myself sometimes.

Man Vs. Morality
Want....fuels Greed. Greed....fuels Failure. Until mankind sheds his lust for wealth & power, we will never fully progress as a species, and ultimately destroy ourselves. Need...fuels Love. Love....fuels Passion. Love for someone or something drives us to do what is necessary to go on another day. The boundless passion you can feel for these things is what will make us evolve.

What Goes Around, Comes Around
¢¾ WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND ¢¾ One day a man saw an old lady, stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His old Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her. Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry. He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. It was that chill which only fea r can put in you. He said, 'I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson. ' Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was bad enough. Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able t

Who Is Hungry"
MYLE'S DINNER TONIGHT, ... MYLES VEGGIE SALAD, WITH CRUNCHY WATERCREST LETTUCE.. YUMMY. AND OF COURSE, MY MAIN COURSE... KEBABS WITH FRIES, BLACK OLIVES AND MIX VEGGIE PICKLES.. IT IS WEIRD COMBINATION? LOL