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The First Time I Saw You
THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOUA magic moment I remember, I lookedup and saw you standing there.An Angelic vision and living proofof all that are beautiful and rare.My breath was completely taken from me,goings on around me I did not care.For I was totally spelldound by you, allI could do was stand there and stare.As I stood there agape and stared at you,with so much noise and activity around.All I heard was silence, my heartbeatbeing the only audible sound.Who was this beauty so elegant andgraceful moving across the floor?And how could something so wonderfulexist without me ever seeing her before?So many emotions washed over me that day,I didn*t understand but I would soon see.From that very moment I saw my soul mate,I knew every thing you*d ever mean to me.For that day I learned how love felt, andfrom that day on I would love and adore.That vision who was shopping with her motherand sister in our home town grocery store.copyright jas 2007

Hey Everyone!!
I haven't really been on here much at all for well a couple of years now. Or at least a year. I'm not sure I lose track of time way too easily. All the people that I've really gotten to know quite well have other ways of contacting me but the rest of you are stuck in fuLand. So, I just wanted to let you know I've come back from my hiatus. I'll try to be on here more often and what not. I just got so bored of this site for a while and I wasn't meeting any interesting people other than the ones I had already chatted with. Anywho... I'm back.. you know you missed me..lol jk

The Beauty Of A Woman
the beauty of a woman The beauty of a woman we cannot do withoutShe is there when we may need her and even when we poutThe tenderness in her eyes and touchWhen she cares for us so much.There is a seed inside us all that grows with only loveShe nurtures and provides for us so we will soar aboveThe gentle kiss goodnight or a smile to start our dayShe is there for us in many different ways.How many times we cry in pain and think it will never endShe wraps us in a warm embrace and always helps us mendThe whisper inside our hearts when we’re feeling downThat all will be ok to help erase our frowns.The beauty of a woman is not upon her skinIt is something that just radiates from somewhere deep withinShe looks upon us all, with a smile in her heartAnd touches us in ways we remember from the start.copyright jas 2009

Tears Of 9-11
Tears of 911As the day comesOur minds starts to rememberWhen we woke up to go to workNot ever knowing some wasn’t coming home.A day when everyone was happyTurn out a day of sadnessWomen, men and childrenKisses family goodbyePeople stopping for coffeeEntering two very tall buildingsLaughing and talkingMaking dates for lunchSitting at their deskPhones ringingWhen the time cameAnd the day turn blackTwo plans hit the Trade CentersOne hit The PentagonOne went down in Pa.The screams are heardEyes with tearsPeople runningSome trying to be saveWe keep on asking ourselves whyNot an answer comesBut tears of 911 comes every yearTo those of us that always rememberAnd to those that never forgets.copyright jas 2008

Take A Moment To Listen To Your Child
TAKE A MOMENT TO LISTEN TO YOUR CHILDTake a moment to listen todayTo what your children are trying to sayListen today whatever you doOr they won't be there to listen to youListen to their problems, listen to their needsPraise their smallest triumphsPraise their smallest deedsHug them and say, "everything's all right"Tell them their smart, tell them their brightTolerate their chatter, amplify their laughterFind out what's the matterFind out what they're afterTell them that you love them every single nightThough you scold them, be sure you hold themTake a moment to listen todayTo what your children are trying to sayListen today, whatever you doAnd they will come back to listen to you!copyright jas 2007

My Brain Twitched Over This
Methodolog...: if u change ur mind let me know, u have a very unique physique.... youre absolutely perfect in non modern standardsMethodolog...: implied, i meanMethodolog...: oh, thats cool... sorry im so used to it just being applied->Methodolog...: your right i dont but since your now tellin me that you want to see me naked i dont think i want you to draw meMethodolog...: also i dont think u have a concentrated all nude pose on your pageMethodolog...: whats ustream?Methodolog...: no because ur webcam gives me you in movement which helps me understand your true proportions and composition->Methodolog...: couldnt you just use one of my pics my cam doesnt work with anything but ustream its a real posMethodolog...: yeah, ud basically pose on cam for a couple minutes till we get the right angle, then i would draw off thar->Methodolog...: draw me?Methodolog...: youre hot, can i draw u?

Special Delivery
With this special deliveryBecause I can't be thereToday I'm sending hugsI would love you to shareSent with my loving touchWarmth you can dependSomething to hold ontoShare hugs from a friendKnow you are thought ofIt seems the perfect wayHugs are coming to youTo comfort you each dayFor my ever lasting hugsReach and hold you tightBecause I care so muchMorning, noon and night.copyright jas 2009

Sorry It Wasnt You
sorry it wasnt you I was so sad when you said, “You want to just be friends”I was sad because you didn’t want my loveIt hurt real bad, but then I realizedThat you are the one missing out on my loveSo now I am sad for youYou don’t know what you are missingBecause my love for you is so specialSince you do not want itI shall save my love for anotherSomeone who wants it and can appreciate itI’m just sorry it was not youcopyright jas 2009

Sorry
SORRYI’m sorry,I guess I'm just a stupid child gameI’m sorryI'm just a big mistake!I'm not perfect,And I rather be the way I amBut then sometimes I wishI could turn into what everyone wants!It just seems as if my person is not worthy,Not worthy of anything.Not love,Not life,Not even friends.Yet I'm sorry, and I wish thatEvery one liked me for who I am.But I can’t force no one into loving or caringFor me.SometimesI push away the people that love meThinking that’s the best for them,And maybe it is.It just seems that when anyone comes near me,I always hurt them.I'm writing to say I'm sorry,that I'm sorry for everything I’ve caused.I know I’ve hurted people badlyBut I'm sorry, sometimes I hurt withoutKnowing it.I just want to be an outcast,Or excluded from everyone.So like that I don’t cause pain.But before I go, into becoming nothing!I want to say I'm sorry.For all that I’ve done.copyright jas 2009

Soon
SOON'Neath The Warmth Of A Summer Moon‘Neath the warmth of a summer moon,Under the stars that flood the skies,Wildlife listens to our passionate tune,As we share Our Love with moans and sighs.‘Neath the warmth of a summer moonWe'll be together,My Precious,Very soon.copyright jas 2007

Someone Special
someone special There’s something about u that makes me happy,Something that’s very good,If someone tried to match it,I don’t think they ever could.There’s something unique about u,Something I can’t quite tell,Maybe it’s the way u laugh,Or just coz I know u well,There’s something in my heart,Someone- you might think who?Actually, I hope you know,That special one is you!copyright jas 2008

Seasons Of Love
SEASONS OF LOVEEarly in the Autumn when the leaves are turning golden,And the frost is on the pumpkin and a chill is in the air,I will think about the Springtime when I once again will see you,And you’ll hold me to your bosom, or as close as you will dare.And I’ll dream about the passion we will share throughout the Summer,In the moonlight of the evenings on those warm and sultry nights,And as Summer turns to Autumn and the Autumn turns to Winter,You will hold me ever closer under dancing Northern Lights.In the Autumn and the Winter, in the Spring and in the Summer,I will love you now and ever, all my love will be for you,For in Spring I learned to love you and in Summer love did blossom,In the Autumn it was strengthened, so in Winter I’ll be true.copyright jas 2007

Promises Broken
PROMISES BROKENAs I was looking out the windowwith sun glasses onnso no one would notice I was cryingI happened to notice itblowing down the streetbetween car tires and bypasser's shoesWhile I was waiting for the red to fadeit circled endlessly in each dusty gustthen soared hysterically high and higheruntil it dive nosed down dizzilyhitting the pavementmy eyes which thought the journey endedfollowed as it noiselessly slid onin its non-ending danceno worse for the the wear and tearand uncertainty of it allI should have known after all who else but a plastic bag and mecould survive a breathlessroller coaster rideup up one moment down down the nextfrom each of her new and broken promisescopyright jas 2007

Passions
It burns intensely, deep within my fiery heart,Swelling, then subsiding, like the sea tide playing its part.The pressure builds inside me, I feel it push against my chest,A yearning to explode, a yearning to escape, how long can I protest.My senses react like lightning, when you come close to me,Your slender frame and delicate poise, such beauty, my eyes to see.Your enchanting fragrance, your sultry voice, my nose and ears rejoice,I desire to touch and feel you, I really have no choice.An emotional roller coaster, a glorious white knuckle ride,Feelings of exhilaration and fear, my emotions they divide.A sensual touch, an erotic kiss, my temperature starts to rise,My passion so strong, my resistance so weak, I succumb without a fight.My lips touch yours, I feel the flames, and the fire is out of control,My body entwines with yours as the inferno melts our souls.We bind together, joined forever as two become one,We fuel each other's passion and burn in the rising suncopyright jas 2007

Passon
passion How Can I express how I feel?At times, I wish you knew what is on the insideI love youYou are a part of me alwaysHow can I express this to you?Need, want, jealousy, happiness, emptiness, the coldness, fulfillness, bliss, acceptance, understanding, warmth...It is a mixtureA silent storm that rages in me, unseen and hidden by the walls of my existenceI love youHow you evoke this passionYou are my innocence, my guardian, my loveHow can I express how I feel?You are a part of me, always...copyright jas 2009

Only You
ONLY YOUHave you ever felt such inspirationa mighty feeling only one can bringAs if never again it will get goingbut missing it every moment of the dayBeing not quite what you hoped formakes me even want you moreNever again I'll open my armsNot for you to leave meNot for anyone to loveOnly you, only youI can't explain the way I feelbut I know that this is surely realI can explain what you do which touchesmy soul, each time you moveLook into my eyesAnd nothing more I'll ask forIt's enough to gaze and starejust as long as you are thereOnly you, only youLightening strikes my heart and kills itevery single time you smileIt's as if the beats pound deeperInstead my conscience slowly diesStories you're telling without a wordyour silence is what gets me stirredHow can this possibly be trueI love you, and only youOnly you, only youI just know you love me tooAnd if you don'twell that's just fine'cause in my dreams, you're already mineI'll be sleeping for eternityAnd when you finally wake up, yo

On My Mind
Why are you suddenly always on my mindI think about you all the timeHoping that one day you’ll be mineWhy are you suddenly always on my mind?I find myself wanting your kissWhat it would feel likeTo have my lips pressed against yoursI keep picturing thisIn my headWhile I lay in my bedMaybe this isn’t what it may seemTo me in my dreamI wanna run my hands through your hairI wanna know that you careI wanna know that you’ll be thereYou’ll be thereIs this to much for me to ask?Would this be to hard of a taskFor you to doIf I asked you to?copyright jas 2008

Not Backing Down
NOT BACKING DOWNwhy do people push mewhy do they bother mewhen i am so far from homewhy do they thinkthey can push me aroundi am a manof sharp mind and muscle boundi stand no disrespecti will take no onesattemps to belittle mei am a mani have a name and you will use iti dont push welli dont back downfor any man women or childi wont back downi wont take the disrespect anymorei have had to many bad daysbecause other people decidedthat i should have onei am no longer care whatthey want me to bei wont let thempush me around anymorecopyright jas 2009

New Love
There's nothing like a brand new love,A broken heart it mends.It fills your life like nothing elseYou hope it never ends.You soon forget the pain you felt,New love replaces all.You grow with it and soon you feelThat you are ten feet tall.It's hard to eat and you can't sleepAnd yet you're never tired.In fact, you feel so energizedIt's almost like you're wired.Your love consumes your every thought,Your every move it guides.It drowns you in such happiness,Sucked under by the tide.It wraps itself around your heart.It lives in every cell.It emanates from every poreI know this feeling well.For when we met, I knew I'd foundWhat I'd been searching for.I've found my place in life, with you.I know I'll look no more.copyright jas 2007

Never Have I Met Her
NEVER HAVE I MET HERNever have I met her but she is in my every fantasy,As strange as it sounds her purity put a spell on me,Her divine body and sweetness of her lipsWhen she just appears in my dreamsWhen I feel her silky skin under my fingertips.Never have I met her but we are starcrossed loversIn my fantasy, under warm silk covers.I see her love shine through her eyes,I feel her soul with mine, combinedLike two sides of a coin, forever in time.She may not be real, nothing but pure fantasy,Or I just don´t know her yet, but I will eventually,And when I see her and all her complexityI will know its her, that she is right for me,copyright jas 2007

My Oasis
MY OASISA friend like you,is hard to find.Smart, funny,gentle, and kind.Someone so special;I handle with care.The most valuable things,are the most rare.You are my oasis,that I see from afar.In the black of night,you're my bright shining star!My path ahead,leads straight to you.Your shining light,will help me through.When I reach you,Then I can rest.My search is over-I've found the best.copyright jas 2007

My Mistake Im Sorry
MY MISTAKE IM SORRYmade some very bad choices this weekend.I made some mistakes! and im sorry.i was so depressed and sad and confused about everything going on in my life right now that i just did it!im sorry...it may seem like i have it good. and i know i do compared to alotta other people.but that doesnt mean that it doesnt hurtit does.it hurts.i couldnt deal with my problems any other wayi couldnt run anywhere elsei should have thought about it before i did itbut i was just too sadi couldnt think.i did what i didand im sorry!im gonna regret what i did and id do anything to erase that nightbut i did what i did. i must face it. but people make mistakesi made a mistake and im sorry.i will live with iti'll live another day...facing my problems a different waycuz i have learned my lessonnext time i will think before i drinki'll talk to someone..i'll deal a different wayim sorryim sorry for putting you through that that nightim sorry for putting me through that that nightim sorry i made

My Love 2
MY LOVEYou laugh is like a twinkling bell,like wind chimes in the air.You eyes light up with every word,significant or notYour smile lights up a darkened room,springing hope to every heart.And with you there, there is hope anewthat things will be okay.Words can't explainThe things you do.To everyoneyou meet.And here I try,failing miserably,to translatemy love for you.You mean to methe world.The world!Without you I would fail.And yet I still can't comprehend.Whatever I did to deserveand angelin my midst.copyright jas 2007

My Love
MY SPECIAL FRIENDShe's my treasure,with whom I can share,all the thoughts and feelings,I wouldn't be able to bear.My hope and my joy,for going through this life.Past every single problem,and every single strife.I love her most dear,with all of my heart.I will always remember,we shall never be apart.I'll remember her words,those wise words she spoke.I will always remember,her every single joke.Her courage and strength,when the going got rough.We stuck through it together,nothing could ever be too tough.Fear was destroyed,by our will to achieve.We will conquer our faults,we will always believe.We both believe in each other,we will both stand together.This is how it will be,forever and ever!copyright jas 2007

My Beauty
my beauty Looking at my love,I cant movemy body too stubborn to carry me offto any place where I cant see herand as for my mind,while shes in my sight-well it may as well be mushas far as the rest of the world goesI can see nothing beyond her charms.One smile from herand all of my composure evaporatesmy only dream,only wish becomestouching her.To run my palm alongside her cheek-this dream disruptedonly by the reminder of my captivity,my distance from herlike unwieldy chainskeeping my body from hersbut not my heartno,never my heart.The day that I get to touch my loves faceand hold my tender fingers to the heat of her skinshe will truely feel in her bones,the heavenly esteem shes held in.She has but to lock her eyes to mineto find my truest desiresto witness my ever flowing lovestareing right back at her.Knowing her true valuea value my soul holds dearthe vision of which,stamped into the retina of my eyesthe sight of her...MY beauty.copyright jas 2009

Love
LOVE A few short weeks ago,I never thought I’d feel this way.When we chat online,I have your photo open.Looking into your eyes,It’s almost like you are here,Smiling at me.Checking my email,I see several from you.I read them many times,Especially the long ones.You pour your heart outTo me,Even if all you say isI love you.Makes me smile,Reading your wordsOf love.I think about youFrom the moment I wakeUntil I fall asleep.In my dreams,We take long walks on the beach,Ride horses through the countryside,Dine at the finest restaurants,Make love all night,And cuddle until morning.Talking to you on the phoneBrings a smile to my faceAnd joy to my heart.You make me feelSo special.Why do you affect meThis way?I love the way I feelWith you,Because of you.I love you.copyright jas 2008

Looking For Love
LOOKING FOR LOVEIn the hour before the mornI walk past your doorI send a special prayerTo the room we both adoreAnd though my mind is in there with youMy body takes me home.I wish for a loveBut have none of my ownSo welcome me loveMy name is lonelyI tell you boyI think of you onlyIn times when we have troubleAnd we left each other downI know we can make it babeJust as long as you’re aroundSo welcome me loveMy name is lonelyI tell you babyI think of you onlyonlycopyright jas 2007

Live
Live (die)Such a simple comandone needs to but draw breathhowever the truth, it seemscould mean deathto live is not to breatheto live is to diewithout death, life is naught but breathand with only breathone could never find deathto live for eternitysuch a curseshould never be spokenfor what is lifebut a tokento buy happinessand painto buy faluireand gain.so live your life,to its fullestfeel not fearfor the truestlives, they seemare but a dream.feel not fearof faluireof deathfor only with these thingscan one feel happpiness,and one draw breath.So live, my loveand die, alikefor only with the twowill peacebe found by youLove (hate)LoveIs innateas is hateand wont be foundthrough and throughto be trueI love youi sayand i mean ittodayand tomorowand for everThrough that sentenceof so few wordsi imply a journeywith so many turnsand twists and curvesmore than one of whichtranslate, to hatehate is thatwhich fuels lovefor if you did notfeel hatredcould you,feel love?the truthis no,besaed on it

A Call Out For Help
I'm in a contest and I need rates and comments, especially comments. Rates count as 5 points and comments as 1. Now right now I'm in the lead by a good deal BUT I've been watching how the others do and someone who was just added today almost has 1000 comments. I need help from friends to stay in first and win. Even if you just leave 5 comments that'll be a huge help. Those that go above and beyond I'll return the favor if I win since I'll end up with a cherry bomb as one prize and I'll bomb those who truly leave a lot of comments to help me. So please...drop a rate on it along with a few comments. If you wanna send friends to rate it I'd appreciate that too. Here is the pic...

Like The Sea
LIKE THE SEARemembranceThe day has come to join our handsand thank God we live in this landLook at your neighbors with different eyesOpen your ears to hear their criesOpen your souls to defend our rightsTo terror that comes like a thief in the nightHold out your hand to help your brotherKiss your children hug your father and motherFreedom is something we should all hold dearand never let it go because of fearopen your heart to those in needThis is a message we should all heedPray for those who lost their lives Pray for all their husbands and wivesPray for the children left behindPray for the souls we cannot findThis is a day we will always rememberAs freedom is attacked the 11th day of SeptemberNever forget that we are oneWe must stand together the day has comeFor united we stand divided we fallGod bless America God bless us one and all.copyright jas 2007

Let Me
The taste of your lipsIs like the sweet scentOf a pretty pink roseblossoming ever so brightlyShowering down with loveCan't you see, can't you see?This is me, holding my armsOut wide, please come inLet me take you, let me hold youLet me be the one to protect youLet me be the one to knock you off you feetI'm here for youI care for youI'll do anything and be your everythingYou're to me as I am to youNo one will love you more than I docopyright jas 2007

Updated Update
Updated update...... I just got back from the UGM orientation. Was told that it could be anywhere from 2 weeks upto 6 months. Also there you are not able to work until you are in phase 3, which is 6-9 mths. During the 1st two phases you have classes and chores and church. blah Second thing, my mom just came in my room and was like does Rudi want you back in Germany, if he does I will pay for a ticket but if you have to come back after 3 months you cant come to this house. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dont know what the fuck to do :(

Just To See Your Eyes
JUST TO SEE YOUR EYESJust to see your eyesenflames my sense of wonder--a fire from within,a blaze from without,a wonder beyond my words to express,that for all these yearsyou've made yourself a partof my humble life.And if from time to timeI see a trace of sadness,I know it is from my doing and not yours,for I find peace in your presence,a simple joyfulness in knowingyou volunteeredto spend your days with me.And I feel a sweet contentment,green grass and snowfall,from deep within arise,and the blessed gift of happiness--Just to see your eyes.copyright jas 2007

The Past
Wow where to begin, last night was completely a mind fuck. As I search for answers to my past, a old friend turns up on here. Although I can't recall much about her I do remember her name and can't forget her face. I don't recall the last time we spoke to each other or how things even ended. I do remember where she lived when we were friends. Maybe she will be able to help fill in some of the blanks in my past. Although we have both gone our seperate ways, I hope to be able to still have the friendship we once shared. Last night the dream I had about her felt so real, I'm not sure if it was something that really happened or if it is my mind playing tricks on me. Hopeful time will tell and maybe some of my past will be revealed. Please help I need to know what happened.

Help.....
Ok we all know by now ive been saving for tomorrow's spotlight and i believe i have enough to pull it off unless it gets ridiculous again. I was given a few pointer's and basically i need to be around at midnight to get in final bid's and secure the spot. I have ran into a huge problem and im not sure what im going to do about it. Basically im leaving at 9 and going to a concert and i wont be back on until tomorrow "rut-roh". So what am i suppose to do now? Only thing that i can think of is giving someone i trust my account information and having them log in my account and securing my spotlight in my absense OR say ferk it and go for spotlight the 12th which almost completely void's out the entire reason i was going for it in the first place. I suppose the alternate choice could always be just to forget about it completely and giving everyone their monies back. I dont want to give up, i honestly really do want it for tomorrow but whats a girl to do ya know. So if anyone has any sugge

Lyrics......saving Able...addicted
SAVING ABLE ADDICTED LYRICS I'm so addicted to All the things you do When you're going down on me In between the sheets All the sounds you make With every breath you take It's unlike anything When you're loving me Oh girl lets take it slow So as for you well you know where to go I want to take my love and hate you till the end It's not like you to turn away From all the bullshit I can't take It's not like me to walk away I'm so addicted too all the things You do when you're going down on me In between the sheets All the sounds you make With every breathe you take It's unlike anything When you're loving me Yeah I know when it's getting rough All the times we spend When we try to make This love something better than Just making up again It's not like you to turn away All the bullshit I can't take Just when I think I can walk away, I'm so addicted to all the things You do when you're going on me In between the sheets All the sounds you make With every breathe you take It's unlike

Well A Little Better
Well today was a bit better. Last night I went and looked at a 1994 Ranger. Its a beautiful truck. The guy said if it hasnt sold by Monday he will call and let me know and maybe hold it for me when I get my money released on Tuesday. The man that I love still will not talk to me. I went out and got this little makeover, but it didnt do any good. Being abandoned sucks. My children are now feeling the effects of him abandoning us. My son has issues anyways getting close to anyone. he was starting to get close to Charles. Now he feels abandoned all over again. Hes been inconsolable for days now. I think the damage is really done. I dont think anyone is going to be able to reach him now.

Another Birthday.
Today I turned 38 yearts old. I guess that is "early middle age". I don't feel a year older as much as a year wiser. I have learned the lessons of putting your family first, losing your True Love and what it takes to get her back, that elections have real consequences beyond who wins or loses and count your blessings everyday. I don't mind more gray hair. I do mind my health and eating habits dictating my daily life choices. I have always been a kid at heart in that I still like to collect toys and watch cartoons. But I am an adult in that I have a family to take care of, bills to pay and time to spent with my loved ones. Last year was a year of decline and fear. I feel this year will be full of recovery and hope for a better life. I want to thank all my friends and family for their birthday wishes. To my True Love, thanks for being the first to wish "Happy Birthday" this morning right after midnight. I love you very much.

My Crayon Color
Your Result: Pine Green You are Pine Green! Ah, such and Earthy color. You are serene and mellow. You love to commune with Nature and take quiet walks or hikes to get away from your busy life. You are trustworthy and you are centered. Your friends like you because of your calming effect on them.

~little Dick ~
Little Dick Murphy little dic...: hahaha.so your the guy that buys 30 day blasts for chicks on here who are actually guys posting pics of chicks from porno sites.lmfao.you're a bright one guido..: it'd would be great to know who they are....and thx for the insight....it's hard keeping up with everything sometimes....and ur right...it's not that bright if that's happening...thank you. This is what I signed on to today...I came on with hopes of helping My Precious Friend "Black Widow" with her Happy Hour but missed it by one hour...sorry C. I only try to help and never ask anything in return...if I have sent gifts, bling, blasts, etc to someone posing as something other that who they really are then that is more a reflection on them then on me. I'm not here for Tits and Ass...I'm here for friends and sometimes flirtations. "Little Dick Murphy" sent that message to me...I don't know him from Adam and if he knows about a fake poser then he should step up and expose them to keep thi

Saw This, Reposted It
> To "LET GO" does not mean to stop caring. It means I can't do it for someone else.> To "LET GO" is not to cut myself off. It's the realization that I can't control another.> To "LET GO" is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences.> To "LET GO" is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands.> To "LET GO" is not to try to change or blame another. It's to make the most of myself.> To "LET GO" is not to care for...but to care about.> To "LET GO" is not to fix, but to be supportive.> To "LET GO" is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.> To "LET GO" is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own destinies.> To "LET GO" is not to be protective. It's to permit another to face their reality.> To "LET GO" is not to deny, but to accept.> To "LET GO" is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead...to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.> To "LET GO" is not to adjust everything

Beautiful Lyrics
When I see you,I run out of words to sayI wouldn't leave you,Cause your that type of girl, that makes mistakes I see the guys tryna' holla,Girl I don't want to bother you,Cause your independent and you got my attentionAnd I'll be your baby father,Girl I just want to show you,That I love what you are doing I see you in the club, you gettin' down'I wanna get with youI see you in the club, you showin' thugs loveThat wanna get with you You're so beautiful, So damn beautifulSaid your so beautiful, So damn beautifulYou're so beautiful... Where'd you come from, you're outta' this world, to meYou're a symbol of what a beautiful woman should be (ooh wee) I see the guys trying to holla,Girl I don't want to bother you,Cause your independent and you got my attentionAnd I'll be your baby father,Girl I just want to show you,Cause I love what you are doing I see you in the club, you gettin' downI wanna get with youI see you in the club, you showin' thugs loveI wanna get with you You're so be

What I Will Be After The Apocalypse
Your Result: The Wanderer Moving on has kept you alive. Shedding the past is natural and honest in hard times, and what times cou;d be harder than these? Maybe you'll never settle down but that's okay. You're alive. Maybe more alive than most. You see much, say little, learn much.

Letting Go Of Past
This was up on the bulletin board at a place I go for classes and meetings and support groups and I thought I would share it here with all of you. It's about learning when to let go. > To "LET GO" does not mean to stop caring. It means I can't do it for someone else.> To "LET GO" is not to cut myself off. It's the realization that I can't control another.> To "LET GO" is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences.> To "LET GO" is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands.> To "LET GO" is not to try to change or blame another. It's to make the most of myself.> To "LET GO" is not to care for...but to care about.> To "LET GO" is not to fix, but to be supportive.> To "LET GO" is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.> To "LET GO" is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own destinies.> To "LET GO" is not to be protective. It's to permit another to face their reality.> To "LET

Letting Go
This was up on the bulletin board at a place I go for classes and meetings and support groups and I thought I would share it here with all of you. It's about learning when to let go. > To "LET GO" does not mean to stop caring. It means I can't do it for someone else.> To "LET GO" is not to cut myself off. It's the realization that I can't control another.> To "LET GO" is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences.> To "LET GO" is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands.> To "LET GO" is not to try to change or blame another. It's to make the most of myself.> To "LET GO" is not to care for...but to care about.> To "LET GO" is not to fix, but to be supportive.> To "LET GO" is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.> To "LET GO" is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own destinies.> To "LET GO" is not to be protective. It's to permit another to face their reality.> To "LET GO

I Need Advice
At what age should a parent talk to their kids about sex??? I have a lil girl in 3rd grade & her classmates made up a club where they are only allowed to talk about sex!!! So she comes & starts throwing me all kinds of questions.... I freaked out cause thats my BABY GURL & i wanted her to know when i did..... WTF is going on with these kids now & days?!

Attention!
So, I've been thinking lately... ( I know it's a dangerous habit, especially for me). Should I change my screen name back to what it was originally? For those of you not in the know, i used to be the once great and powerful Giggity... not like that lame monkey fucker running around, damaging my good name... so, what do you think? should i go back?

Lounge Review
RADIO STORM (59077)“Come Feel the Noise!”Owners: DJ Stormie and SmittyStorm is an all-ages, all-genres music lounge with a professional edge, featuring 15 scheduled DJs, a request line box app, a solid team of enthusiastic greeters, expert promoters and an ever upbeat vibe….the generous staff will get your buzz meter up to 100% and beyond within minutes at this crackin' party!Storm is a well-rounded and experienced lounge with something for everyone.The owners also have a Fubar-approved Shoutcast hosting software business, and are highly recommended for anyone wanting to start a Fubar lounge and implement online DJ technology.Contact the owners for information.

Fast And Furious
so as always every thursday night i watch movies at the theatre that i work at. and last thursday was the night i had been waiting for quit some time the new Fast and Furious came out and boy was i happy. i love to watch the fast cars and the hot girls and this movie lived up to its name it was the best out of the 4 set and i cant wait to sit down and watch it again

Kung Fu In Brooklyn
So no shit, there I was. Sitting hung-over in a Starbucks in Brooklyn writing a blog, What the fuck am I doing here? A couple of my friends back home joke that I'm like Cain from "Kung Fu". Not the cool Kung Fu, mind you; the cheesy one from the 90's where he wandered aimlessly all over New York City trying to figure himself out and figure out humanity.So I ask myself again, what the fuck am I doing here? Well, I know why I came here; I came here for a girl. We were madly in love with each other and the way it was going to play out was that we'd see each other for the first time after months of anticipation, melt into each other's arms, have wild, passionate sex and then spend the next week together in blissful mutual love and affection, happy to have found each other, and momentaraily forget about my upcoming deployment to Iraq, my second deployment over there and what has already been labeled the longest, hardest, and most stressful chapter of my 6+ year stint in the Army. The

Lounge Reviews..
RADIO STORM (59077) “Come Feel the Noise!”Owners: DJ Stormie and Smitty Storm is an all-ages, all-genres music lounge with a professional edge, featuring 15 scheduled DJs, a request line box app, a solid team of enthusiastic greeters, expert promoters and an ever upbeat vibe….the generous staff will get your buzz meter up to 100% and beyond within minutes at this crackin' party!Storm is a well-rounded and experienced lounge with something for everyone.The owners also have a Fubar-approved Shoutcast hosting software business, and are highly recommended for anyone wanting to start a Fubar lounge and implement online DJ technology. Contact the owners for information.

Time To Maybe Let The Fu Go...
Okay I am seriously consideing dropping fubar like a bad habit. AGAIN! The bullshit you people put out here is beyond me. Ohhh I know that the net is for fun, but some of you people take it to the furthest possible factor. THIS IS THE NET...not real life! Until you can physically touch the other person, it isn't more than what it is....a toy for entertainment...but please...atleast be honest to some degree about what you want and who you really are. And don't get pissed when I don't give you what you want....this is MY toy and I will use it how I choose to. I have never been interested if you can lick your eyebrows, or mine, via my poohnanny. I am glad for you if you can. You say your hung like Trigger? GREAT !!! If I had a dime for every man that has said that and he loves me, on the net, I would be the richest woman in America. So I am thinking bout letting the FUBAR go again. Tired of lies and bullshit.

Me
To Anthony suppose i called you up tonite and told you that i loved yousuppose i said i wanna come back homesuppose i cried said i think i finally learned my lessonand im tired spendint all my time aloneif i told you that i realized youre all i ever wanted and its killin me to be so far awaywould you tell me that you loved me toand we would cry togetheror would you simply laugh at me and sayi told you so, oh i told you soi told you some day you come crawling backand asking me to take you ini told you so, but you had to gonow i found sumbody new and you willnever break my heart into againif i got down on my knees and told youi was yours foreverwould you get down yours to and take my handwould get that old time feelinwould we laugh and talk for hoursthey way our love first beganwould you tell me that you missed tooand that youd been so lonelyand you waited for the day i returnand wed live in love forever and that im your one and onlyor wuld you say the tables finely turned

Closein This Account
Well I am sayin good bye to this account ... I want to thank everyone but its not worth it to be honest ... not to many on my friends have been honest yet let alone show they where true friends ... I do have new account and I been workin on it ... I will only add people who I can call real true friends and who have earn it ... its shame people play there games and hide shit ... but i wont brin it out , i let the secret come out and hurt themself ... if anyone is 100% serious about addin to my new account , you have to to understand when you are added you need to learn to chat not play games

And They Wonder Why Everyone Is Leaving The Site!
Have any of you noticed, even the Bouncer faces have all changed in recent months? In the Almost 2yrs. I have been here. I have seen a lot. But when a person can OOOOPS! I accidently reported your mumm. And fubarshop can delete it w/out doing an actual investigation. taken away the stastistics/points . Not to mention the 5,000.00 fubucks for going global. There's not mediation. No investigation! Ur S.O L.!!! And just so you know. The mumm I posted was the Etrade video w/the talking baby on the blackbeery! Now, tell me. How does that violate the no violence or obscene material???

Made It!!
Well I made it up here.. Start working monday. I am way excited to be here.. Things are looking great so far.. Couldnt ask for a better couple of days.. Look at another place to possibly live on monday.. Cant wait to have my own place. Well Thats that.. Love U guys.

A Donor!!!
OK So everyone who cares about me or is really a friend knows about my mom and knows that I was getting tested to donate a kidney. Well for reasons I would rather not discuss cause I dont want to get upset I was not able to donate my kidney. Well fortunately for us my mom has some very awesome friends. And the day before her 50th birthday mom was informed that her friend was a match so we now have a kidney. Please keep praying for us.. There is still so much that can go wrong. For example her body could reject the transplant. So dont let that happen. Keep up the prayers and hope that it is a total success I have posted the news article about it in my stash so go read it.. Its pretty cool that my mom is in the news.. And that its a good story about a great miracle of sorts. Wow I sound super religious today but whatever.. Check my stash for the article damn it..

Work
well looks like I will be djing again for rockinroaylradio...if you want to hear me on the air I will be on on sat and on friday...just drop by the station's website to see the times and chat with other djs.... www.rockinroyalradio.com

I Dont Know.. Not A Poem But More A Thought
dreaming alone again. is it you? sitting in the bathtub you walk in with a bad of hupty dumpty sits on the side of the tub dont say a word. just sit there leave me alone! was my fault you died kill the little girl who feels scared daddy will make it better as you sleep leave me alone! die little gir! die with him! leave me alone! I am haunted but by me

Making History....destroying Freedom!!
Subject: Making history -- destroying freedomTim Wood is a professor of History and Political Science at Southwest Baptist University, Bolivar, Missouri . SOMETHING OF HISTORIC PROPORTIONS IS HAPPENINGBy Tim WoodI am a student of history. Professionally. I have written 15 books in six languages, and have studied it all my life. I think there is something monumentally large afoot, and I do not believe it is just a banking crisis, or a mortgage crisis, or a credit crisis. Yes these exist, but they are merely single facets on a very large gemstone that is only now coming into sharper focus.Something of historic proportions is happening. I can sense it because I know how it feels, smells, what it looks like, and how people react to it. Yes, a perfect storm may be brewing, but there is something happening within our country that has been evolving for about ten - fifteen years. The pace has dramatically quickened in the past two.We demand and then codify into law the r

Love Their Owner
Sleep well, Hachiko: Cell phone cameras click at the bronze statue of Hachiko during a 74th memorial service for the Akita, a national symbol of loyalty and faithfulness, in Tokyo. Hachiko would wait every day outside the Shibuya rail station for his owner, University of Tokyo Prof. Eizaburo Ueno, to return home from work. After Ueno died at his job in May 1925, Hachiko was given away, but routinely escaped and ran to the station to wait for Ueno at precisely the time his train arrived. And though he left disappointed every day, the dog repeated the ritual for nearly 11 years.

Viva La Vida
I used to roll the diceFeel the fear in my enemy's eyesListen as the crowd would sing:"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"One minute I held the keyNext the walls were closed on meAnd I discovered that my castles standUpon pillars of salt and pillars of sandI hear Jerusalem bells a ringingRoman Cavalry choirs are singingBe my mirror my sword and shieldMy missionaries in a foreign fieldFor some reason I can't explainOnce you go there was never, never an honest wordThat was when I ruled the worldIt was the wicked and wild windBlew down the doors to let me in.Shattered windows and the sound of drumsPeople couldn't believe what I'd becomeRevolutionaries waitFor my head on a silver plateJust a puppet on a lonely stringOh who would ever want to be king?I hear Jerusalem bells a ringingRoman Cavalry choirs are singingBe my mirror my sword and shieldMy missionaries in a foreign fieldFor some reason I can't explainI know Saint Peter won't call my nameNever an honest wordBut that was wh

All I Need
Aching for your lips on mine Your hand on my hip Not knowing how you’re feeling Not wanting to slip Deeper into love, than I already am It’s so frustrating This anxiousness inside Is what I’m hating Scared of what to do, afraid of what you will say Scared of what to say, afraid of what you will do Scars from other relationships Guard me away Wanting to let go To not hide a thing To be totally open Oh what joy that would bring Wanting to tell you this To show you this To explain with this To experience the bliss Not knowing why Not knowing how My mind is boggled Where are you now? Are you at home? Asleep in bed? Afraid, just like me? All emotions fled? Not knowing what to say Not knowing what to do Sure of only this at the moment All I need is you

She Loves Me
http://www.mp3lyrics.org/dRa She Loves Me It'S Not Just In My HeadShe Loves Me Even Though It'S Not Been SaidAnd If Anything Means Anything ThenThis Means Something GoodAnd I Guess I'D Love Her Back If I Only CouldShe Loves Me I Can See It When She Smiles Ear To EarShe Loves Me And I'M Sure That She Can'T HearHow I Scream Out For Someone ElseWhen I'M Asleep Or By MyselfHow I'M So Sad I Hate Myself Don'TKnow Where To Go For HelpHer Love Could Never Grow SourBecomes More Pure With Every HourAnd I Never Wanted Anything Like That From HerBut Still She Loves Me She Loves MeShe Loves Me It'S Not Just In My HeadShe Loves Me Even Though It'S Not Been SaidAnd If Anything Means Anything ThenThis Means Something GoodI Guess I'D Love Her Back If I Only CouldShe Loves Me And I Know She Can Accept Me For MyselfShe Loves Me But I'M Sure That She Can'T HelpHow I'M This Close To Cashing InHow I Chase Dreams That Don'T ExistHow I Hate Girls And I Hate My LifeThe Pain That

Butterfly Fuck-swing Filled With Junk Mail
ELMHURST, IL—An adjustable butterfly fuck-swing once used by Nathan Moscone and Sofia Klein-Moscone to have wild and uninhibited sex in myriad aerial positions has been slowly filling up with junk mail over the past several months, the couple reported Monday. The dozens of credit card offers, coupon flyers, and unsolicited catalogs were first stacked in the butterfly fuck-swing in order to clear off the dining table for visiting relatives, but more mail gradually began to accumulate on the soft vinyl seat designed to cushion the rapid, percussive strokes of lovemaking. "The wife and I sure had some crazy times on that thing before we had the baby," said Nathan Moscone, 37, motioning towards the adult toy, upon which he had just hung his suit jacket. "But it seems like forever since I turned her upside down in that thing and dripped hot wax onto her vulva. Maybe we can give it another go after we finish the deck. That's taking up all my spare time at the moment." The butterfly

Hateful Notebook
The Words She Writes Will Change The WorldShe'S Much Smarter Than MeInside She Writes A Side Of HerselfShe Won'T Let Me SeeSuch A Hateful Little GirlHer Little Book Is Her Whole WorldIt'S All There In Her Little BookAnd I Can'T Help But WonderBut She Says I'Ll Never UnderstandShe Says There'S No Love AndEveryones Out To Get HerShe Keeps Me Shut Out And I Don'T Want To Let HerSuch A Hateful Little GirlHer Little Book Is Her Whole WorldIt'S All There In Her Little BookAnd I Can'T Help But WonderWhat Chapter I Fit Under, YeahI'M A Stone Age Male And That'S A FactThere'S So Much More To Me Than ThatSuch A Hateful Little GirlHer Little Book Is Her Whole WorldShe'S Writing In Her LittleBook, She Don'T Like MeBut She'S Got Me HookedAnd I Can'T Help But WonderWhat She'S Like Between The CoversAnd I Can'T Help But Wonder

The Last 2 Days
So, it feels like I'm going to be dead soon. I'm sick as a dog, you see? My temp has been spiking over 103...which is higher than you think seeing as how my normal body temp is 2 degrees lower than average. I don't understand why they wouldn't do anything for this. I mean, I understand the virus part of it can't be touched by any kind of antibiotic, but why have I been left in this world of hurt and pain? This isn't a fun kind of hurt and pain... No, this is the kind that has had me waking up crying and crying out for someone to make this stop or begging to know why I hurt. In any case, I must go now. I'm going to hop in the shower in the hopes of bringing my temp down a bit, plus I need to be clean for the doc. See y'all later...

Apology....
first I would like to apologize to women everywhere for all the idiotic so called men that treat you like crap.....please try to remember there are still some good men out there...we aren't all dirt bags just looking for cyber sex and nude pics...just don't ask me to be your boyfriend I am taken right now...lol...anyway....I just don't understand how someone can call them self a man yet treat women that like to dress sexy and have fun with this site with their friends like pieces of meat...I think I can speak for real men everywhere...go fucking find a gutter to crawl up in and die you give the rest of us a bad name....again I am sorry that so many women have to put up with that kind of treatment.....

Auction Rules
HOTT LIPS SPRING STAFF AUCTIONDEADLINE REMINDER - TOMORROW MORNING 10 AM EDT (FRIDAY)HOW TO ENTER:LOOK IN DIBS' DEFAULT FOLDER OF PICTURESTHERE IS AN OLD AUCTION POSTERLOOK AT WHAT I OFFERED FOR IDEAS ON YOUR OFFERYOU MAY PICK FROM THOSE OR ADD OR DO LESS - IT'S UP TO YOU ---- THE FU-BUX IN THE AUCTION GO TO YOU... NO 10% OR ANYTHING TO LOUNGE THE OFFER NEEDS TO BE SENT TO HATESAFORD OR ME - FU-MAIL - DEADLINE: 10 AM EDT TOMORROW AUCTION BEGINS MONDAY, APRIL 13, 8 AM EDT & RUNS THRU FRIDAY, APRIL 17, 10 PM EDT TO BID - GO TO HOTT LIPS PROFILE PAGE - PIX - LEAVE PHOTO COMMENT ON PERSON'S OFFER PIC WITH BID OVER THE ONE UNDERNEATH WINNERS WITH HIGHEST BID WILL BE CONTACTED SATURDAY NIGHT 4/18 AT 9 EDT SEND AUCTIONEE FU-BUX - - IF NOT PD BY MONDAY - THE WINNER WILL BE THE NEXT HIGHEST BID.

Blasts
There is one thing that irks me: all the high and mighty individuals on here that make fun of fat pointwhores with pink names and BLAST messages like "Love me hard, baby", or "once you cum tp my page, you won't leave", and other garbage that only an insecure single mom of 10 would put up. Cool with me, I do it all the time, since I find the idea of an online rate site pretty pathetic. However, then I see those same people that intially bashed those sows with stati like "only 93874 pts to level!", and inside the blast boxes. With equally cheesy messages. Pot? Meet kettle.

My Spirit Animal
The Wolf The wolf is a family animal and very protective of it's loved ones. You are very well protected and you should consider yourself lucky. You may enjoy social gatherings and spending time with your family.

Please Keep These People In Your Thoughts
I AM NOTICING THAT ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE IN NEED OF EITHER ENCOURAGEMENT, PRAYERS, OR JUST A SIMPLE I AM WISHING YOU AND YOURS GREAT BLESSINGS. PLEASE KEEP THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE IN YOUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS.... RAIDERSPHAN AND HIS MOM ARE IN NEED OF PRAYER FOR HEALTH REASONS DIBS FATHER -- HEALTH REASONS VnWARDOG -- HEALTH REASON SEABREEZE -- HER FAMILY LOST EVERYTHING IN A WILD FIRE IN TEXAS PLEASE PRAY FOR THESE HOTT LIPS MEMBERS... IF YOU WANT TO BE ADDED TO THE LIST OF PEOPLE TO PRAY FOR OR KNOW SOMEONE THAT NEEDS SOME ENCOURAGEMENT PLEASE PM ME AND I WILL ADD THEM TO THE LIST... WITH LOTS OF LOVE HOTT LIPS MANAGEMENT

Learned Self-reliance
The Negative Effects of Spoiling Children Parents are moved by instinct to love, nurture, and provide for their offspring. Because our children are so much a part of us, we want to see them blissfully happy. Also, our own desire to be liked, materialist pressures, and a fervent wish that our children have everything we lacked as youngsters can prompt us to spoil them. However, while it might seem that buying your child expensive gifts will give them fond memories of childhood or that you can heal your emotional wounds by doting on your sons and daughters, you may be unconsciously interfering with your children’s evolutional development. One of the most precious gifts you can grant your children is the true independence they gain when they learn to earn what they covet and become stewards of their own happiness. Try allowing your children to experience life to the fullest. Let them work and earn what they want. When the time comes for them to go to college and enter the workfor

Pour Some Suga On Me
~Godmother Bound~ I am turning to all my family and friends on Fubar and asking you all to please help me level. I have been trying for awhile and even hoped I would have leveled for my birthday but no luck. I am asking as an Easter gift to please help me level. I promise to return the love. Also please repost this for me. ღ♪ Lil♥Suga ♪ღ @ fubar

The End To This Adventure.
this adventure has come to a tire screeching hault. i will have to say that what you hear about swift is most likely true. i know they have done me wrong in more than one way in the past 15 months with them. i just got kicked out do to a lieing dm (driver manager). yea i know, what one doesnt lie lol. so now im out looking for another trucking job that i can possiblly get. i know itll be tough do to the economy but i cant really sit here and do nothing.

Auto 11s
I am in need of an auto 11 bling......I can pay fubucks for one.....anyone selling one?? If you or someone you know has one for sale....PLEASE let me know. I know I haven't been online much lately.....kids home on spring break and dr appt for follow ups......plus The Relay for Life that I am team captain of our church team. WHEW!! I also took on speaking about cancer for the American Cancer Society......so now I am doing talks and handing out info about cancer. But hopefully things will begin to slow down in the next few weeks......I hope so cause I really need a break!!! take it easy friends....... ~~smooches~~

Tired
"I'm Tired" by Robert A. Hall I'll be 73 soon. Except for one semester in college when jobs were scarce,and a six-month period when I was between jobs, but job-hunting every day,I've worked, hard, since I was 13. Despite some health challenges, I stillput in 50-hour weeks, and haven't called in sick in seven or eight years. Imake a good salary, but I didn't inherit my job or my income, and I workedto get where I am. Given the economy, there's no retirement in sight, andI'm tired. Very tired. I'm tired of being told that I have to "spread the wealth around" to peoplewho don't have my work ethic. I'm tired of being told the government willtake the money I earned, by force if necessary, and give it to people toolazy or stupid to earn it. I'm tired of being told that I have to pay more taxes to "keep people intheir homes." Sure, if they lost their jobs or got sick, I'm willing tohelp. But if they bought McMansions at three times the price of ou

What Kind Of Big Cat I Am.
You Are a White Tiger You have a strong individualistic streak. You are unique and outspoken. You have firm ideas of right and wrong. You will stand up for your unpopular beliefs with pride. You believe that learning the truth is important. Even if it\'s ugly, uncomfortable, or awkward. You give it to people straight, and you expect them to do the same. You can\'t stand ambiguity of any kind.

Sesame Street
This Spring Break, I think that I reverted back into my childhood. I start my day with a bowl of cereal, some fruit, coffee, and watch Sesame Street. As I'm watching Sesame Street, I'm thinking, "It would be so cool to live there. I could hang out with Oscar The Grouch and complain about how The Man is getting us down, go to the laundromat and talk with the real people, and meet celebrities once in a while." I'm not kidding. I saw it this morning and saw John Legend playing the piano and singing with an Owl. Sesame Street sounds like such a nice place to live in. Then, my rational mind kicks in. I start thinking, "Sesame Street is in New York... I'd have to put up with the attitude, Puerto Ricans, and the Dominicans all the time... Sesame Street looks like a project, too. Chances are that if it's a bad project, I'll get shot and die... and Elmo. I'd have to put up with Elmo, too." Now, Sesame Street sounds like any other place to live in. You have your good and your bad aspects to

2crzy-4u
Yanno, it's one thing when newbs do stupid noob things, like downrate or upload a clearly NSWF pic as a default... It's another when they are point whoring... ALREADY. This chick is a level 8. Save the point whoring for when you have MILLIONS to go to level, or at least 1/2 a mil, k? I couldn't figure out if she was wanting me to BUY her a bomb, or to bomb her. In either case, I've NEVER spoken to her, and she has a mere 16 picures, so either way... NO. Bottom to top boys and girls! 2CRZY-4U@ fubar

Reflect
Build a wall of books between us in our bed repeat, repeat the words i know we both said relax into the need we get so confortable remember when i was so strange and likeable i just want back in your head i just want back in your head I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray When I jerk away from holding hands with you I know these habits hurt important parts of you remember when how sweet and unexplainable nothing like this person unloveable *did you write this?* A brief communication from the nether reaches of ex~dom, one of those small and forgotten holds that is rarely heard from. So... it grabs the attention. Toys with heart strings left dangling, ones that perhaps should have been burned to nubs long ago. All in a passing moment, this shudder goes through ending in the stark realization that a well chosen gathering of syllables can still hold power over you. Here's the true point of note. I COULD have written that. Every word, and meant it. Eerie how aptly those words put toge

Focus On The Good
Raise Your Vibration Everything in the universe is made of energy. What differentiates one form of energy from another is the speed at which it vibrates. For example, light vibrates at a very high frequency, and something like a rock vibrates at a lower frequency but a frequency nonetheless. Human beings also vibrate at different frequencies. Our thoughts and feelings can determine the frequency at which we vibrate, and our vibration goes out into the world and attracts to us energy moving at a similar frequency. This is one of the ways that we create our own reality, which is why we can cause a positive shift in our lives by raising our vibration. We all know someone we think of as vibrant. Vibrant literally means “vibrating very rapidly.” The people who strike us as vibrant are vibrating at a high frequency, and they can inspire us as we work to raise our vibration. On the other hand, we all know people that are very negative or cynical. These people are vibrating at

Asshats
There is something truly sick about some people. Something that just is not right in their heads. Where they get their jollies off saying, doing or watching some really fucked up shit. For example, this asshat who calls himself stein. (http://www.fubar.com/user/2038866). He sends me the following messages in my shoutbox. stein: wheres your left hand in that pic? you rubin yourslelf of finger banging the babies ass?stein: hey fagot stein: pedophile, you make me sick stein: yeah thats what i thot you fucktardstein: im a fucking war pimp bitch!stein: and now i report you for child porn lol, fbi investigates all reports lol, there goes your comp for awhile Now what makes me curious is what possessed him to not only see what he believes he saw, but to come out and make such an accusation? Is he truly just an asshat trying to be a troll and failing poorly? Or is he actually sick and desperately needs mental help? For a normal human to confuse a father lovingly looking down on his newborn

Ensign: The Good Black Friday
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an esnign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 10 April 2009 Especially at this time of year, Christians ought to be shouting from the rooftops that Jesus is alive! Jesus' return to life after three days dead is THE signature event of Christianity -- but it couldn't have happened without His death. In a culture that often seems more concerned with feeling good and not growing up, the idea that rejoicing has to be preceded by suffering is uncomfortable. Like the aphorism, success only comes before work in the dictionary. And work takes sacrifice. Like all of us, Jesus didn't want to suffer; indeed, when He was alone in Gethsemane, "he fell on his face, and prayed, O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt." (M

Grove (this One's For You Ezra, I Had To Post Something On The Beauty Of A Flower Lol)
A small grove amidst the rain encroaching has a moss-smothered swing too tiny for a toddler marble crucifix rising above the towering green the devout save their souls never notice the mystery enclosed a little coppice forgotten

Re-post ~
I have absoutly no clue where to start or what to think. I haveoften said thinking hurts but well this just beyond bah I don't know where to begin.I have been so back and forth about what is going on. I am utterly amazed at my ability to flip back and forth or just barely stay on the fence over this. A few weeks ago it was all yes lets try to work on this we need to try for Quinn we have a lot to get past us but we need to that and move on try to re-connect again.And since in 3 weeks we're all going on a cruise to the Bahammas, St. Marx and whatnot with my entire family. It was suppose to be our gift to us for sticking though this past year of hell we could get to know eachother/fall in love again. I laugh thinking about it.I stopped by last night. Walls up higher than the sky and a timidness came over me. We talked she said this was her breaking the ice again. Kept waiting for the other shoe to drop actually still waiting even now. We spent the entire night talking it was...I left sic

Calling In Life
Sup Juggalos, The last Sermon I talked about how ninjas don't find the Dark Carnival, the Dark Carnival finds them. I also talked about how Ninjas can feel each other's presence. Well some of you might even feel a presence when you are by yourself. Could it be the Wraith? Could it be God or an angel or spirit of some sort? I've had an opportunity to talk to some of you face to face. I've had the blessing of being able to hear your voices on a telephone. The Ninjas that I talked to all had almost the same thing to say. They all had a calling. Something that told them "pssst you could help out". Some folks don't understand what it means to give completely of yourself. It's hard to fathom that you felt God calling your name. I was sitting in my barracks room by myself when I was stationed at Sima Norfolk, Va. I had been online talking to ninjas and hearing their stories about their lives. It was almost as if I could feel their pain through the computer. Like their anguish w

Http://www.fojcommunity.webs.com/
Well Juggalos The Time Has Come And We Now Have A Home Are Own For The Fellowship Fresher Then Ever And Grate Features To Boot Please Check Out Our New Site @ http://www.fojcommunity.webs.com/ The Site Is New And Has A Lot Of Things A Head .Now I Want To Let Everybody Know That As Of The End Of April The Msn Group And Multiply Groups Will Close For Good We Hope To Separate Ourselves From Hosted Sites Like Multiply And Msn And Stand On Our Own I Plane To Move All Of Rev's Sermon's To The New Site And Would Ask That You All Move Your Photos Over As Well My Self ,Rev Last Right And Rev Dave Hope To See You At Are New Location Again Thank You For Your Support Rev.Wicked Wyatt

Chemistry Stir
This was a story told to us by our chemistry master at school. A female student wished to make some potassium hydroxide solution (aqueous) and decided to throw a large lump of potassium into a bucket of water. Her professor observed what she was about to do, out of the corner of his eye and hurried towards her, and after confirming this was what she was intending to do, asked her first to stir the water in the bucket for five minutes before adding the potassium. She was puzzled and ran after him to ask the purpose of this action.'It will give me time to get away' said the professor.

Holy Cow
So, last month I found an undeposited uncashed paycheck in my glove compartment. I was like WHOA!!! I took it to work and told my boss that I need the moneys, after which he said that it will take a coupla days to remake the check. Well... The next week he tells me that I have 2 or 3 more unchased paychecks in addition to this one.WTF??!! I hope I'm gettin THOSE back. I am the most irresponsible person in the world, and so is the hubby. GRRRR, we make an awesome couple!

Friday Survey
Do you hide when Jehovah witnesses knock on your door?LOL nope I scare themTell me about your dancing style?post modern chubby flailingDo you have any family traditions?yesHonestly, do you laugh when people trip for no reason?of course its funnyWhat is your most used cuss word?fuckDo you think it looks silly when people wear socks with sandals?yesHow many speeding tickets have you talked your way out of?3 :-)If you wake up late, is the rest of your day ruined?fuck yes!Which side of the bed do you sleep on?my sideName the seven dwarf'sdopey,sneezy, grumpy, bashful, doc, happy, bashfulWhen you bend over, can you touch your toes?yesWhat kind of drunk are you?hornyWhat is the most difficult thing you've ever had to overcome?what I am going thru nowHow do you feel about rainy days?love themDo you think that people mistake your kindness for a weakness?yesCan you cook?hell yeaWhat is your best dish?they are all goodHave you ever eaten anything disgusting for money?noHas anyone of the same sex

9/11
As you might remember, the head of a company survived 9/11 because his son started kindergarten. Another fellow was alive because it was His turn to bring donuts. One woman was late because her Alarm clock didn't go off in time. One was late because of being stuck on the NJ TurnpikeBecause of an auto accident. One of them Missed his bus.

Today
Well she is home again today, that makes 3 days being home sick. So walking on eggshells all day will be a normal thing for me again. Yesterday when I went downtown to the women's drop in center, she had left in the morning and didnt get home till the afternoon. I literally stayed in my room until they went to bed. Not one word has been spoken since she told me I had 2 weeks to be out. Today I have orientation for the UGM shelter from 1-3. Only thing is their waiting list is upto 6 mths. Right now I am open for any options :( I still have no idea what I am doing, hell I don't even know what I am going to say to her if she talks to me. I keep telling myself I am not going to cry, yet my eyes look like hell. sorry for letting this all out....

My Best Friend
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT . DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND , TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE .. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH . THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE" THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE M UST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT" LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE Y

Omg...less Than 5 Months Til The Big Day!!!
As most people already know, I'm getting married this August. It just occur to me in the last couple of weeks that, OMG, I have less than 5 months to get everything done! Now, yes I know I sound like a young girl planning her very first wedding, but the truth is that this is my 2nd go round with the marriage thing. I just hope and pray that this time, it works out a lot better. But I do know this, I am happy with Adam and we arent even married yet. Yes, he does do things that get on my nerves but let's face it, all men do at one time or another LOL! I mean, this time I'm actually going to wear a wedding dress, which is custom made, I will have 1 maybe 2 flower girls, and everything is coordinated according to our wedding theme. I didn't have any of this the 1st time I got married, I'm not even nervous at all about the wedding, I am excited though. I love receptions, all the dancing and seeing the people that you dont get to see on a regular basis. Plus planning the wedding and

Confused
I'm really confused as to why i'm being ignored lately i mean what have i done to be treated this way whatever the reason i'm still fricken confused and all i know if this keep's up i'll be leaving for a while and i won't anwser my phone i've been nothing but be nice to everyone i've talked to and for me to be treated like i'm not even here is beyond hurtfull and it make's me wornder about some people like are they being honest with me or am i being fed a bounch of bullshit and if so come on just be honest with me i'm a big girl i can hangle it

Chris Hansen: To Catch A Predator
Christopher Edward Hansen is an American television personality best known for his work on the Dateline NBC television segment To Catch a Predator. These investigations revolve around catching Internet sex predators using a sting operation. He also attended Michigan State University where he received his degrees. In March 2007, Hansen's book To Catch a Predator: Protecting Your Kids from Online Enemies Already in Your Home was released in the American market amid generally positive reviews. Chris Hansen

Misbehaved Children
Has anyone seen the Vand De Kamp's commercial with the little girl talking crap to her mother about minced fish? It's no wonder why kids act the way they do. We have commercials teaching kids that if they act like a brat, they get rewarded. We as parents are not allowed to dicipline our children out of fear of being prosecuted, but in some areas, they want to hold the parents responsible for their kid's actions. Does anyone else see a problem with this? I tell you right now, if I do buy frozen fish, it WON'T be Van De Kamp's.

Take A Walk
The day's and nights have more meaning and the smiles carry a different feeling In the blink of an eye there could be no tomorrow and the last moment spent was filled with sorrow I know what it is to be misunderstood to wake up laying next to someone but still alone The streets of Brooklyn is my old hood where clouds over cast the rainbow's my heart's known Like a young mother braiding her daughter's hair Its beautiful to walk on by and see that apple in eyes skies ringing with full playgrounds where blacktops mirror Hip hops glare There's a courage about the hustle on the court beyond the cheers you can find dreams As children live for them and sway with the wind You see we loose that zest as time goes by Why?

To All The Men On Here......
I HAVE NEVER COME ACROSS, MEN WHO ARE SO RUDE, JUDGMENTAL AND VERY VERY ABNOXIOUS! YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME AND ARE ABLE TO TALK TO ME HOWEVER YOU WANT! WELL YOU CANT AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO TRY AND GET RUDE I BLOCK YOU ASAP! THIS IS A FAKE LITTLE WORLD THAT YOU THINK IS REAL! THIS IS JUST LIKE MYSPACE BUT WITH DIRTY PICTURES!!!!! GROW UP EVERYONE ITS JUST THE INTERNET!

Rolling Into 2009! (website)
2009 is here, and we're still kicking out arrests and convictions like we always do. While we posted conviction number 300 in fall 2008, we actually have another 100+ unposted convictions already, with plenty of other cases still in the legal pipeline. You can expect a landslide of further examples of why you shouldn't let your kid run around unsupervised online in the coming days. We're looking at a good start to the new year. One of our goals is to document the work we've done as we march toward our fifth anniversary of getting internet predators arrested and convicted. There are a lot of milestones that people don't know much about, such as our work in 2008 helping nab a top ten FBI most wanted fugitive, to the scope of our work doing group sting operations and individual "information first" arrests. As always, we're a volunteer organization so if you have some time on your hands and want to help out... hey, nothing like a new year to dive in feet first. Check out our non-profit f

Is What The Title Says It Is
you know as i sit here and have time to think alot has come across my brain and alot of what ive been thinking isnt very good... I have given up the hope and idea of haveing hardly any friends in this state known as missouri..aka missery...and the nickname is truth.. I live in a crappy lil hick town which tech..i live out side that small lil town known as center...there is absolutely nothing to do out here at all....besides hunting and fishing and this time of the year its not bambi season and fishing spot was destroyed due to the bad major flooding we had last summer so...again nothing to do... So,I get online hoping to find cool friends that don't live to far away to be able to hang out with and enjoy the very short life that we all have..To make plenty of memories and fun times with.... Mission is a complete failure....The people I've attempted to befriend with have either stop speaking to me for whatever reasons or just are full of shit..pardon my french but thats the tru

Healthy Dose Of Reality
I am a believer that life is what you make it. You hold the key to your own destiny. Every action you take leads you closer or father away from happiness. It seems like with everyone, we all make bad decisions at one time or another. We should learn and grow from those decisions. There is only one thing in this life that can truly make you happy and that is yourself. Lately I have been unhappy and this morning I realized I am the one making myself miserable, no one else. I have been so wrapped up in all the BS that I have forgotten the most important aspect in my life, my son. He is the key to my happiness and will be the one who decides what nursing home I go to. :) I am lucky he is such a good kid and that until now I have been a good mother and my son knows, without a doubt I love him. But for the last few weeks, mommy has been distant. And it is my own fault. My world has revolved around that little boy since he was born. Lately, I have been selfish and realized he is suffering b

Dangerous Man(ron Rivera)
Ron Rivera, aka Banditcap7, gets fifteen years Today we learned that Banditcap71 was sentenced to fifteen years in federal prison for molesting a young boy in North Dakota. The case of Ron Rivera aka Banditcap71 was one of the most disturbing and harrowing that we have come across.Rivera had solicited one of our decoy profiles sexually and we were working on getting him arrested in Suffolk County, New York. During the conversation, Rivera asks our decoy if he'd like to know how he's "safe." He then brings in a 13 year old boy from North Dakota that he'd previously molested into the conversation. We investigated to see if the boy was real and he was. We located him and turned the information over to the police. From there, Rivera was convicted on the charge of solicitation from his conversations with us... and then sent to North Dakota for charges of sexual abuse.Rivera's case is now finished, he received fifteen years in federal prison for crossing state lines to molest the actual

Child Predator Sting Yields 7 Arrests(ga)
Child predator sting yields 7 arrestsBy Tim Sturrock - tsturrock@macon.com Seven men arrested in Twiggs County sting Seven arrested in sting Seven men have been arrested in a sting operation designed to nab child Internet predators by using volunteers posing as teenage girls, Twiggs County sheriff's officials said Thursday. Deputies teamed up with a group called Perverted Justice, whose volunteers posed as 13- and 14-year-old girls on Web sites such as Yahoo.com and Myspace.com.Deputies arrested Shaharyar Rashid, 24, of Marietta; Jeffrey F. Pansino, 36, Doraville; James Ronald Cosby, 62, Douglasville; Robert Elton Hill, 64, Hazlehurst; Kenneth Mack Smith, 54, Villa Rica; Casey Stephen Dykes, 26, Cochran; and Daniel Eric Bowman, 30, Covington. The men are charged with a variety of violations such as computer child exploitation online and obscene Internet contact with a child. Bowman was a former high school coach, and Hill was a youth mentor at a church, investigators said. From March u

Update Texax: Louis Conradt Jr
Breaking News: Conradt had child porn The story of Louis Conradt Jr. and why he killed himself just became far more clear. The media has certainly spun enough "theories" as to why Conradt shot himself. Some in the media blamed us, some in the media blamed Dateline NBC, some in the media blamed the police who conducted the search warrant in Texas. Of course, none in the media actually did much of an investigation. Had they done so, they would have discovered something that renders all the idiotic conjecture we've had to deal with moot... Louis Conradt had a large child pornography collection. Louis Conradt didn't shoot himself because he solicited an underage male decoy, he shot himself because he knew his secret life of pedophilia and child pornography was about to catch up with him. While none in the media seemed to care to dig for it, NBC news has uncovered the forensics report of the material found on Conradt's computer after his suicide. The result? Child pornography. At the

How To Deal With Creepy People
Expansion: How to deal with creepy people Perverted-Justice.com is happy to announce yet another expansion project. Our three administrators have been busy creating a new website that covers a different area regarding the issue of predators in general. Today we've launched a website called HowtoDealwithCreepyPeople.com. As you can tell from the title, it's all about how to deal with creepy people. This website was built and constructed for teenagers. We looked around online at all the other websites cautioning teens and hey, great effort... but a lot of them miss the mark in our opinion. We've built this informational website with an eye towards making it accessible towards teenagers and are committed to using the real feedback of parents who show the website to their teens to improve it even more. The goal is to create a website that teens actually would like to read, that doesn't talk down to them. We obviously can't set up such resources here as some material on this website i

Against The Wall ~story~
My head relaxed, bending slightly to the side. Your hot breath lingered along the soft curve of my neck. Searching lips scorched the delicate skin and melted into its softness. My eyes, that were closed and lost in the moment, opened slowly. I stared through their lust-filled glaze into the night sky. I noticed that the moon was barely visible, offering only a small glimmer of light to see by. The stars twinkled brightly against the ink-like blackness of the night. I could hear voices talking excitedly nearby, as they made their way inside the bar. Music could be heard radiating through the thick wall behind me. It’s sultry beat influenced my response. You pressed me firmly against the wall, to restrain me from too much movement. Your need for dominance became evident. Roaming hands were allowed a brief moment of exploration before you grasped my wrists, pinning them above my head. One strong hand was all it took to keep me immobile from the waist up. Your free hand was searc

Tcap/peej
For those of you wondering why I talk so much about PeeJ: I volunteer for Perverted Justice. I think what PeeJ does is awesome and I hope that everyone visits the site, perverted-justice.com, and checks them out. Maybe volunteer for one of the many positions they have(decoy, verifier etc): How to become a "Contributor": Still, most volunteers want to become contributors. The Good News is that we want you to enter our training program and become one! We want you to succeed, but the Bad News is that you're going to have to put the time in on our volunteer center. It doesn't mean that you have to spend all your time working entry-level volunteer positions, but it does mean that you have to become a part of the community. How do you become part of the community? By visiting, posting and interacting on a good regular schedule. We don't demand people log-in daily, but keeping abreast of organizational happenings and keeping integrated is very important. Once you have been a member

Wolfs Smile To All The Singal Ladies
I am easy going guy, living in Arizona, Comfortable with myself, and people around me, I like intellectual conversations, And love to have fun, Poetry in particular,,, Movies,, that sorta thing,, I like to apply what I have learn to practical life situations,, I love the colors Blue and Black,, Perhaps it’s the ying and yang sorta thing,,,I thought this was a good time to update my profile, I’m wondering why people go through the point of making a profile, if they leave a bogus e-mail address, this doesn’t make much sense. Anyway,,, I just moved to Tempe Arizona,, in a very nice apartment, I’m impressed at up-keep, I will see how things, its a lot closer to my work, this is the first time in 3 years with the company that I was able to move closer so that a huge plus, I didn’t really like Mesa also much, Tempe seams to be a happen city. Hmmm, What I seek in a mate, I don’t have a ideal as it says on the profile, I do know what I’m looking for in

Georgia: It Only Took 22 Minutes
Despite an ignorant and mouthy defense attorney who thought it would be a good idea to attack us rather than defend his actual client, a jury took only 22 minutes to convict Reymundo Anguiano on both counts he faced. Reymundo was then immediately sentenced to seven years in prison with eight years of probation.The defense attorney, who our operatives that were in court testifying described as looking like "a cross between Yoda and a puffed-up frog", had attempted to smear our reputation and our work, to try to make the jury dislike what we do. He went on and on with the same old bluster. The jury was intelligent enough not to bother with the idiotic ramblings of the defense attorney and saw that his client was a dangerous sexual predator.There are now only two cases remaining from the Georgia sting. It will be interesting to see if those juries manage to break the speed record of the Anguiano jury on reaching the same verdict. The Anguiano log will be posted in the coming weeks as we c

Plant An Acorn, Grow A Democrat Victory
It has become plain that when candidate Obama talked about change--he was talking about using the system to create permanent liberal control of the federal government. Our Constitution requires we take a population census every 10 years. "Ok -- so what?" you might ask. Well -- the future shape of Congress, state legislatures and the balance of political power between states are at stake. This is because individual election district lines will be redrawn based on the Census figures.The Census further determines changes in population and demographics across the country and has an impact on the amount of federal funds which are allotted to individual states. It determines the number of Representatives each state has in the U.S. House and therefore the make-up of the Electoral College that will determine the outcome of the 2012 Presidential election. It seems the Obama Administration has plans to rig the Census results. President Obama's old friends from ACORN, the leftist, urban "co

A Perverted Death In Texas
We invite you to meet Louis Conradt Jr. As long-time readers of the website know, back in November 2006 a child predator named Louis Conradt Jr. hit up what he thought was a thirteen year old boy and made sexual propositions. Police then went to his home to run a routine search warrant as it was noted that Conradt Jr. was deleting evidence. Conradt Jr was a district attorney and well aware of how such cases go. Rather than face a criminal proceeding, he decided instead to shoot himself in the head. Since then his sister has smelled money and tried to keep his story in the news. Some of you coming here have read about her attempts to make cash off her brother's suicide. Since you're getting one side of the story, we invite you to... Invitation: Meet Louis Conradt Jr. As we've written, people never want to take responsibility for the actions of their "loved ones." Conradt Jr. decided not to open the door when police knocked on it. Conradt Jr. decided it was more important to try

Top 100 (scrappers Blog)
GreetingsLately there has been a huge increase of individuals using fake photos as their main profile photo. Most people do this to get better ratings or to deceptively lure people to click into their page.This is not what we had in mind when we created this site, so we are going to be taking action prevent this.1. Any top 100 green fubar or blue facebook liked using a fake main profile photo will be reset to 0.2. If you see a top 100 green most fubar like or blue most facebook liked using a fake photo as their main profile photo, please report to a bouncer.3. We have ZERO tolerance for anyone trying to manipulate our Fubar ranking. Anyone caught cheating will be reset.(REPOST OF SCRAPPER's BLOG-http://cherrytap.com/blog/57/436702)

Rating
for anyone who reads this blog i am not ratin any pics or folders tht have a hundred or more pics in the folder ill rate pics that are under 100 or less that is all im ratin cos u dont get anything for doing it all u get is a thanks atleast rate back there is no harm in ratin back ffs (fu) for those of u that do rate back ill continue to rate all ur pics that if ur a dear close friend if u have folders that have 100 or more pics im not touching those folders so dont think ill do it thanks all bye dj jye milly

Searching For Answers
I just don't know anything anymore. Bad decisions about my life seems to be the one constant. Trusting people who don't deserve it. Letting people beyond the walls only to find the way they got there was through dishonesty. Does anyone tell the truth anymore? I don't want to go into details.. I just want to find a way to believe again. It's time to go think... to make changes to my life... and pick up the pieces.

Fakes, Drama, Bs And Headcases...
Why is it that the people who SAY they don't want these things are the first to pull that crap on someone else? I will be deleting this profile by the end of the weekend. I am just done. Done with the Fakes, the BS and the drama! I am done giving people who don't even know me the opportunity to make me feel bad. It's your loss, if you only knew what you were passing up! Karma is a bitch..

Connection
With you I feel safe And with you I will stay Your loving strong arms Will keep me so close When I’m panic-stricken and frightened When I’m pale as a ghost Keep me with you forever As you hold me so dear Tell me you love me Whisper it in my ear But don’t break my heart For what will fall apart Is the life that I live in And I’ll love you too I’ll always be loyal I’ll love only you So our relationship won’t spoil Love and protect me Through all of my fights Our love will blaze as a fire I’ll keep it going with all my might As we whisper in the dark And our bodies become one I see right that moment This isn’t just fun We’ve made a connection Through our bodies and minds As for the emotions we feel There are many kinds Love, fear, regret These are all present Yet our spirits stay still Eerily pleasant I lay on your chest While in my sweet mind The montage of memories are messed Is this really happening? I ask in my head Is this j

Racist?
I was minding my own business when I got this. Could someone PLEASE tell me when I became a racist? Bottom up! ->Ced-Smooth: I never said that. What I have on my profile says if you send a blank request I'll deny it. I said NOTHING about "not liking blacks" Ced-Smooth: so u dont like blacks huh.....its cool....god bless ->Ced-Smooth: you checked me out...rated me..but couldn't even read a profile before sending a friend request?

Women With Walls
walls woen have walls how xan a man break down the walls i can sy aything i want ell her whit i think she wants to hear but the wall remains she tells me we are moving forward but it is at a snails pace she lives away and it is up to her to come to me how can i possibly turn the table i can feel the most incredible feeling when we are togeather it feels so right but oh the going is slow coments elp appreciated thanx all

100 Convictions In 2007(pervs Beware!)
100 convictions in 2007... already!With the posting of the Michael Seibert conviction on August 18th, we have posted 100 convictions so far already in 2007. In 230 days so far this year, we've posted the results of 100 convictions/sentencings. That is a conviction result every 2.3 days on average.In 2006, we had 81 convictions for the year. We were very happy with that number. To have our evidence result in 100 convictions for 2007 by... August... is simply unbelievably cool. In the last twelve months, if you go back to August 18th, 2006... we've posted 148 convictions/sentencings. On average, well over ten a month.When we started in the summer of 2003, we thought we might get an arrest... maybe. People who didn't like what we were trying to do said we'd never get an arrest, NEVER get a conviction! Now, we're breaking triple digits in far less than a years time. The best part? We still have roughly four and a half months left in the year. These results are grassroots, volunteer-driven

Hate Mornings...
Hate mornings...especially when I have to be up early for work. I have no idea what time I fell asleep. I remember seeing the clock several times around 12am. I remember seeing 12 am, 12:30am, 1:40am, 2:20am.... Then Tigger, one of my cats decided he wanted to bug me. I woke up one last time and the clock read 3:40....ugh, alarm goes off in 20 mins. Tigger was being all mushy...laying next to me, purring, trying to get me to pet him..so I petted him throughout those last 20 mins lying in bed. Usually when he's this mushy and he knows your in bed...it's becaue that big turd is hungry. Mittens was at the end of the bed against my feet. My baby girl.... I petted her with my foot while I petted Tigger... So I get up, put my eye balls in...weigh myself, groaned at the number, took my shower, Tigger following me all the way down the stairs and his food dish was full. I see Rich playing on WoW, talking to his WoW friends online and I'm thinking.... Okay, either you ignored Tigger for his

Staind - Right Here
I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you just forgive me I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've

All I Want
is to feel your lips on mine. To feel your tongue between my thighs To feel your hands all over my body and to feel you deep inside of me i want you to make me yours i want you to show total passion to dominate me and show me i am yours i want you to do whatever you want to me and to my body whenever you want

Stupid People
why cant people just like u for who u are and not because u have a cam?????Pleas do not ask me if i have one or ask me if i want 2 view your cam for sexual reason's !!!!!!! If u dont wnt me as your friend then please dont ask

Make A Wish!
ok so i am bored with the non-mumm trash shit we have going yeah i know i am a total snob... anyway i wanted to play a game with you =D so ok this will require intelligence and wit if you can manage... you are to grant a persons wish and the ruin it at the same time... sorta wish master style got it? for example i wish for a car ok granted you are given a car unfortunatly the dilvery driver is drunk and ran you over and you are now in the hospital ok so my first wish i wish i wasn't so damn bored... this isn't hard to fuck up it isn't nsfw but not like anyone gives a shit what i say anyway it just makes it easier to involve others

He Don't Love Me Anymore
I am sorry that I hurt you and spoiled your fun, I did not mean to make you cry. I don’t blame you if you don’t want me anymore. I never meant to stand in the way, To make you feel all alone. You are my light and joy, My very reason to live. I won’t blame you if you’ve changed your mind. I wanted to give you the world, Everything you desire. I hoped that I was everything you wanted or ever needed. I won’t blame you if you only wanted me in lust. You’ve given me more joy than I could ever hope for

The Love Letter
to whom it may concern, I seen you from the shadows of my mind but you would never get close enough fo rme to see your face. I watched you coutionly as you sat there watching me not knowing what or when you would say something. Scared of if you would leave and not come back, but never reliezing that it was fear i was scared of but of getting to close to you. As a great woman onced said " If you dont go after what you wont then how will you ever know that you want it " . When i see you from across the room my heart jumps a beat and i smile uncontrollingly then wonder why or how you can make someone do that and not knowingly know they are. If it is a spell dont remove it , if it is a karma then so be it , but dont tell me it is fate because fate is something i can never understand. We worry about things in our life that just dont make sense then here this happens and no one but us knows it. I sit back and think about you wondering what you think about this whole ordeal or am i getting

Craigs List
THIS IS BETTER THAN AN ARREST Posted to Craig's List Personals:To the Guy Who Mugged Me Downtown (Downtown, Savannah )I was the white guy with the black Burberry jacket that you demanded I hand over shortly after you pulled the knife on me and my girlfriend. You also asked for my girlfriend's purse and earrings. I hope you somehow come across this message. I'd like to apologize. I didn't expect you to crap your pants when I drew my pistol after you took my jacket. Truth is, I was wearing the jacket for a reason that evening, and it wasn't that cold outside. You see, my girlfriend had just bought me that Kimber 1911 .45 ACP pistol for Christmas, and we had just picked up a shoulder holster for it that evening. Beautiful pistol, eh? It's a very intimidating weapon when pointed at your head, isn't it? I know it probably wasn't a great deal of fun walking back to wherever you'd come from with that brown sludge flopping about in your pants. I'm sure it was even worse since

Men!!
Thought y'all should read this in case you're thinking of installing an electric fence! We have the standard 6ft. fence in the backyard, and a few months ago, I heard about burglaries increasing dramatically in the entire city. To make sure this never happened to me; I got an electric fence and ran a single wire along the top of the fence. Actually, I got the biggest cattle charger Tractor Supply had, made for 26 miles of fence. I then used an 8 ft. Long ground rod, and drove it 7.5 feet into the ground. The ground rod is the key, with the more you have in the ground, the better the fence works. One day I'm mowing the back yard with my cheapo Wal-Mart 6hp big wheel push mower. The hot wire is broken and laying out in the yard. I knew for a fact that I unplugged the charger. I pushed the mower around the wire and reached down to grab it, to throw it out of the way. It seems as though I hadn't remembered to unplug it after all. Now I'm standing there, I've got the

R E M
no rest for the wicked that scorned heart cried she lied at night tossed and turned only hoping for the brain to shut down to quiet to calm to silence to cease the neverending what ifs and why fors that plagued a weakened state nothing could ever be explained no nothing could ever be resolved but that would not bring the sleep back no nor could it give back what the night used to hold so deep within the grasp it was held the penance unknown.

Fill Out
whats your name? are we close? what do you think of me? do you have a crush on me? would you kiss me? would you date me? describe me in 3 words? If you had me for 30 mins,wat would you do? what was ur frist impression of me? do you still think the same? what reminds you of me? If you could give me anthing,what would it be? How well do you know me? What do you like about me best? Ever wanted 2 tell me somthing you could'nt? Could you love me? Give a nickname and explain why? Are you gonna out this on ur blog and c wat i say about you? Do you think im Hot? Anything 2 say b4 you go?

How To Check Out The Awsomeness Of Live Dj Sets On Shoutcast
thats right!! LIVE DJ Sets!! thats right, via shoutcast, Simple Complexity can do a fully personized DJ set,you tell them what you want, if they don't have it, they will get it.and you can have your set personalized, fully interactive, no playlist, hand mixed and cut, recorded if you wish (for a small $5 cost)and it's as private as you want it.. just you or up to 6 friends as well.all you need iscomputer with speakerswinamp, itunes, etc.. any kind of streaming audio player (we reccomend winamp)paypal account / or credit card/debit card(optional, but very helpful) an IM compatible with Yahoo or Windows Live Messenger/MSN$40 will get you 4 hours... YES 4 HOURS (most DJ's charge that much just for 2 hours of crap music)check out www.myspace.com/simplecomplexitysc for IM details.24/7 availability * , just IM ericdraven_00 on Yahoo messenger.* we reccomend checking the Simple Complexity MySpace and check the link to the Official Simple Complexty Calendar to check availablitly. Also, rea

Simply My Life~
When I sleep... I dream, simply joy.... I walk through life, simply with joy... When I hunger... I am consumed simply within the essense of joy... When Im exhausted from the days activity... I'm soothed simply within the warmth of joy... I'm simply, completely in love with my girl, named.... Joy... I love you baby girl (the pink is for you) ~W.H.~ ~2009~

Whiney B*tch Azz Men
What they hell is the world coming to is there ever going to be a manly man again ??? It does not matter what the age is that I date they can not handle me working and going to school... They whine and b*tch and moan about "when are we gonna spend more time together?" OK I understand that realtionships are hard and take work but when I give all I can and the other person goes into it saying they support you and then when it coems down to it they cant handle it. THAT IS WHY I STAY SINGLE!!!! SCREW THE WHINEY ONES!!!!!! I mean its not like I would not fully support them in thier endeavors... and yes I have been there and fully supported my ex-husband while he went to school. SO I know what its like on the other side of it... I mean its not like it isnt hard for me too!!!! anyways I am just ranting on and on... cause it a pet peeve.

Ford's Wittiest 6
FORRDDDDDDDAARRRRGGGGGGG! said: Â· You have a new Crush! Â· new friend request from 'Doug' received! Â· Doug became your fan! Â· Doug rated you a '10'! Â· Doug just checked you out! dude..... Doug said: LOL that crush wasn't me.... Nice try though Cuddle Slut said: Come on we all know its from you † Irish Goat † said: it was me ღмσ®®î gÅ ηღ™ said: [shifty eyes] FORRDDDDDDDAARRRRGGGGGGG! said: that's kinda believable... it's the giant ball tickler hanging from his chin.. that flavor saver's not gonna miss one drop for later..

Ford's Wittiest 5
April 10, 2009 @ 12:21 am #130 of 143 -- ~Kit~ said: Honestly hun I have always provided for my siblings until recently.It was hard for me to realize they are not really my responsibility.They are adults,if I can work hard and provide for my family.They are more than capable of doing the same Tough love is not easy,but they need to be forced to fend for themselves.If they are always given hand outs,they will NEVER learn to do for themselves. Good luck,whatever you decide. Shoshonni ~Fu-Owned by Trucker~ said: omfg.. I just read your status.. There is bunny bling! OMG! ~Kit~ said: fuzzy cute bunny bling! I want another fuzzy bunny bling in the hopes they will make babies! Shoshonni ~Fu-Owned by Trucker~ said: That is freaking adorable.. omg FORRDDDDDDDAARRRRGGGGGGG! said: gonna nip this shit in the bud... [image](DEAD RABBIT IN BOILING POT OF WATER PIC) ~Kit~ said: you're are the muddafawking devil!!! I hope your balls

Untitled.......
Lost in this life Of broken dreams and broken hearts Trying to find my way back To beauty and love Of endless nights Unforgettable sunsets My dream of not being forgotten So far off No children I bare No love to call my own Today I hope only of a date To look into your eyes And to see within our souls To take that step forward Back into my life.

This Song Is All Bout U Baby ...
Lyrics to Magic :V1: You've got magic inside your finger tipsits leaking out all over my skineverytime that i get close to youyour makin me weak with the way you look through those eyesC: And all i see is your faceall i need is your touchwake me up with your lipscome at me from up aboveyeaaaa, oh i need youV2: I remember the way that you moveyour dancin easily through my dreamsits hittin me harder and harder with all your smilesyou are crazy gentle in the way you kissC: All i see is your faceall i need is your touchwake me up with your lipscome at me from up aboveB: Oh baby i need youto see me, the way i see youlovely, wide awake inthe middle of my dreamsC: And all i see is your faceall i need is your touchwake me up with your lipscome at me from up aboveC: All i see is your faceall i need is your touchwake me up with your lipscome at me from up aboveyeaaaa, oh oh da da da do do do do do ahhhhhh, i ..... i need you

Lust
Have been texting a friend on yahoo for just over a year... i have known him for many years.... a mutual attraction that was never spoken util a year ago.... He has had a crush on me for a very long time... and i knew that the first time i felt his body brush against mine! We have chatted online sexually for the last year and have done live cam only once with any intensity.... we have spoken often about for real... just life has been in the way... well life is moving out of the way!!!! MMMMM Lust... for REAL.... cant wait

Stop It Damit!!!!
OK EVERYONE, PLEASE STOP ADVERTIZING LOUNGES IN MY COMMENTS! I THINK IVE MADE IT CLEAR IN MY PROFILE I DO NOT GO INTO THEM! I DONT GIVE A CRAP HOW "METAL" OR AWSOME YOU THINK YOUR LOUNGE IS, I WILL NOT GO IN IT! SO STOP ADVERTIZING THEM ON MY PROFILE! MY COMMENTS ARE NOT AD SPACE!

Part 4
His eyes riveted to the pleasant valley that opened up before him; he looked without any show of shyness. I saw his tongue dart to wet his lips. Lisa slowly attended to his cup, with sensual care. "Sugar?" The word took on new meaning. "Yes!... er, yes." Derek fought for his composure. "Ready to cream?" I thought that he would leap out of the chair at that moment, but instead he crossed his legs tightly, and held on to the arms of the chair. He managed a strangled approval. Lisa poured the thick, rich stuff out carefully, yet spilled a bit of it. "Oh!" she almost-whispered, and she touched a finger to it, and then licked the sweet stickiness off. She blushed. "That's really not very good manners, is it, but it's good to have every drop enjoyed." Derek shifted uneasily in his chair. Lisa stood before him for a moment, absent-mindedly pressing her skirt down her thighs. Her hands moved as though to touch him, but did not cross the barrier. "Oh... I am so absent-minded lately, I have some

Part 3
Ginna: As I continue the story, I'm enjoying imagining the look on your face as you follow these surprising events! The conversation was conducted by candlelight. The room had an old-fashioned hurricane lantern, and as soon as Toni had gently knocked and I had let her in, she had lit it. She wanted the lights out since her father sometimes took a swing around the halls late at night, and the room had an old-fashioned frosted glass transom over the door. For the same reason, our conversation was almost whispered. From outside, we could hear the fading sounds of party-goers drinking in the streets, and the mournful farewell of a distant ship's horn... sounds that told me I was not in the Midwest anymore. It was beautiful, the way that our thoughts swirled back and forth, even as our bodies prepared for each other. When the inevitable moment came, when words failed us, that is, we rose and undressed each other without false modesty.Ginna, this determined woman looked like she was made for

Part 2
Wordlessly, we embraced, and I felt the joy of her molding herself to me. I kissed her, and her lips parted readily, softly accepting me. My right hand was on her breast, as I held her around the waist with my left. She purred as I began to caress her, enjoying the moment in which I would find her perfect rhythm and guide her into complete readiness for my entry.And then she drew away!"Richard, I'm not ready for this." She paused. "I have too many responsibilities at home. I have to go now! But I do find the thought very sweet... very appealing.""What are we going to do about this then?" I posed the question to her, since she so clearly wanted to go further. She reflected quietly for a minute in my arms, while I looked into her eyes."What time will you be in bed tonight?" She stayed in my arms, rising on her toes so that she could whisper this, letting her warmth surround my restrained erection. I told her when I usually went to bed, and when I did that, she drew away and was off in a

I Have A Digi Cam
I have a digi cam back in the house again. So, once again I can take some good quality photos and remove some of the older ones and post them up once taken. Or i could get the points needed to move up to the next level. Its up to friends and fans. However...what I want to know is what kind of photos would you like taken and posted? Let the responses on here or email me the responses. What would you like to see done and posted? This is YOUR CHANCE to SEE WHAT YOU WANT TO SEE! If there is no interest I will just not bother taking any new photos! So I will be waiting to hear from everyone! I would especially love to hear from females!

Take Me Away
Take Me Away...Take me awayTo your home beyondThe stars,Way past the moonTake me away...Let me soar with you, Beyond all doubt.Let me feel theComfort of yourArms throughout.Hold me closeAnd tell me,"It's OK."Take me away...

Part1
Ginna:This is a report on a very pleasant, but disconcerting, set of experiences which I have been through. As you know, I cannot get it published in any of the respectable journals, but perhaps you will enjoy it. Even though it is out of your field of aeronautics, I know that with your various private interests that you will be able to take deep pleasure from this incident. I also know that you have been among my few defenders as I struggle with this envy-attack from my department head.There is much agreement among the experts that our brains are the most important, influential organs of our sex life. You have heard that said, and you are seeing it in action right now as you fill in all the assumptions and presuppositions needed to make sense of my writing. You know, too, how your brain picks and chooses from old experiences to fill in gaps in new information. [This is awfully basic, I know, but I hope that you won't mind my thinking out loud as I write this. I just have to get it dow

Awake
So I'm awake. That's wonderful. It's just past two in the morning and I have a German test in seven hours. If I weren't already somewhat proficient in the language, I'd be genuinely upset, but it's okay. I am wondering why I'm awake. I've got a few theories. 1. I've got too much energy. 2. I'm too horny to sleep. 3. I'm thinking way too much. 4. I'm too horny and I've got too much energy. Right now I'm leaning towards number four. Good grief. I can't wait for the weekend.

"bible Humor"
a forward i want to share with you all Share Wed 9:29pm Acts 2:38 A woman had just returned to her home from an evening of church services , when she was startled by an intruder. She caught the man in the act of robbing her home of its valuables and yelled: 'Stop! Acts 2:38!' (Repent and be Baptized, in the name of Jesus Christ , so that your sins may be forgiven.) The burglar stopped in his tracks. The woman calmly called the police and explained what she had done. As the officer cuffed the man to take him in, he asked the burglar: 'Why did you just stand there? All the old lady did was yell a scripture to you.' 'Scripture?' replied the burglar. 'She said she had an Ax and Two 38s!' Send this to someone who needs a laugh today and remember: Knowing scripture can save your life - in more ways than one!

You Scratch My Back, I Scratch Yours Even Harder! ;)
I RLY RLY RLY WANT THE NEW BLING. I HAVE BLING CREDITS AND I CAN BUY THEM FOR MYSELF BUT THAT'LL JUST MAKE ME LOOK PATHETIC. I'M NOT PATHETIC. SO HERE'S MY DEAL, I ALREADY HAVE ALL THE 1 CREDIT BLINGS, BUT I RLY WANT THE OTHERS:**IF YOU BUY ME-3 CREDIT BLING (PARTICULARLY THE FUZZY BUNNY OR C NOTE)-I BLING U BACK OF COURSE AND MAKE YOU A FACE SALUTE AND GIVE U 10,000 FU-BUX5 CREDIT BLING (ANY OF THEM BUT I RLY WANT SYMBOL OF LIFE!)-BLING U BACK, MAKE YOU A FACE AND CLEAVAGE SALUTE AND GIVE U 20,000 FU-BUXBUY ME GOLDEN EGG BLING-TOPLESS OR FULL BODY IN LINGERIE SALUTE, 50 11 RATES, AND 50,000 FU-BUXBUY ME ANYTHING HIGHER THAN THAT (PARTICULARLY THE LIMITED EDITION BLING)-FULL BODY NUDE SALUTE OR ANY FREAKY SH*T YOU WANT ME TO DO IN A SALUTE, 100 11 RATES, SHOUTOUT ON MY PROFILE, AND 100,000 FU-BUX. THIS IS A REALLY GOOD DEAL. ALSO I'VE RECENTLY PURCHASED A CHERRY BOMB THAT I HAVEN'T ACTIVATED YET. I WILL CHERRY BOMB ANYONE'S FOLDER WHO TAKES THIS DEAL. ............SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITIN

Bleh
Bleh...my weekend is all over and I go back to work tomorrow. Grrrr. I have this long meeting towards the end of my shift at work. Quartly meeting.... they're always sooooooo boring. Even if they're boring, I hope it's not our last one lol since Nike is suppose to have a huge lay off next month. I didn't go to the gym today so I gotta go to the gym after work tomorrow...bah!!! I'm stalling on going to bed...It's already 11pm here and I have to wake up at 4am...it takes me forever to fall asleep also...and I can't take my sleeping pill tonight.. Okays..... yeah

Ha Ha!
Cuddle Slut: ur lucky I dont have your # or else I would be pestering you on the phone right now Cuddle Slut: So then tell me anyways Ford: 5856587040.. Ford: don't call! that's the pizza place.. i haven't a phone Cuddle Slut: lol i was starting to dial too lol Ford: idjit..LOL

Yet Again..........
she sits alone in a dark room staring into the endless night. wondering when she will find the happiness that she sees so many others have. why cant she have it? what makes her so different that she is undable to find one.....just one true one. someone who can stand and take notice. who can give her everything she so desires. a loving heart she has yet it is shut out all the time. why does she bother.......she asks herself this question a thousand times a day. when will she get her second chance at life.....love....happiness. do these things co exist in her world or are they seperate? she will never know....for she has given up all hope of reaching her answers. so she sits alone in the dark staring into the total empiness that is there...............

Ford's Wittiest Stuff 3
Jenatalia™ (fingering my tight, hot, wet nostril) Phoenix, AZ April 9, 2009 @ 10:43 pm #79 of 85 -- Jenatalia™ said: [image](picture of Belle from Beauty and the Beast) She wins. FORRDDDDDDDAARRRRGGGGGGG! said: what she win? just cuz she takes a monster beastly cock, the other thing she gets is some rare form of STD that only animals get.. Jenatalia™ said: 'Cause she has a BRAIN, numb nuts. FORRDDDDDDDAARRRRGGGGGGG! said: yeah, she did, but he died at the end...[image] Jenatalia™ said: I hate you so hard. /blocks

"daddy ..... It Hurts! True Story!
Daddy.....it hurts This is A TRUE STORY AND IF YOU DON'T PASS THIS ON YOU DON'T HAVE A SOUL!!!My name is Chris,I am three,My eyes are swollen.I cannot see.I must be stupid,I must be bad,What else could have made,My daddy so mad?I wish I were better,I wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommy,Would still want to hug me....I can't do a wrong,I can't speak at all,Or else I'm locked up,All day long.When I'm awake,I'm all alone,The house is dark,My folks aren't home.When my mommy does come home,I'll try and be nice,So maybe I'll just get,One whipping tonight.I just heard a car,My daddy is back,From Charlie's barI hear him curse,My name is called,I press myself,Against the wall.I try to hide,From his evil eyes,I'm so afraid now,I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping,Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault,He suffers at work.He slaps and hits me,And yells at me more,I finally get free,And run to the door.He's already locked it,And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me,Against the hard w

Fukn Rude People
http://fubar.com/user/2281446Our conversation on yahoohalewayne63: im putting ur yahoo name on fubar nowoxgiigglesxo: wat?halewayne63: yepoxgiigglesxo: wtf is that suppose ta mean?oxgiigglesxo: why tha hell are you guna put my s/n on fubar?oxgiigglesxo: its alreadi on my page neways.halewayne63: okhalewayne63: will seeoxgiigglesxo: wtf is your problem/?oxgiigglesxo: get all pissd off cuz i dont wana see wats in your pants.oxgiigglesxo: get over it.halewayne63: ur done bitchhalewayne63: i got uoxgiigglesxo: you got me?oxgiigglesxo: lol im not a bitchhalewayne63: a fat bitchoxgiigglesxo: ohhh plzhalewayne63: okoxgiigglesxo: is that all you got oxgiigglesxo: lmaohalewayne63: u terroistoxgiigglesxo: wow you have no lifeoxgiigglesxo: O.ooxgiigglesxo: im mexicanhalewayne63: i dohalewayne63: okhalewayne63: a spickoxgiigglesxo: idiotoxgiigglesxo: ha ha ha nohalewayne63 is typing a message.halewayne63: go hang from a tree oxgiigglesxo: LOL halewayne63: bye u fat nasty bitch ((People like

Winners
The winners are as follows (for clickable links that work lol heres the bulletin http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2450897851) 1 million fubucksDJ Tater the one and olny taterbillie`owened by jas~here moreThen Thou part of the trinity~~~ co own@ fubar~GodMoth3r.~~MrsCountry~~Owned by~~∑√ïŁ ﬂŘMΨ ßΐҜ∑@ fubar500k FØRè§‡_♥_Rî¢ÁÑ ~AKA DemonAngel#1@ fubarsweet and sassy@ fubar250kwafflebeaver85@ fubarRaider of the Night,@ fubar150k ☠ ♆ ✯ TheBastage ✯ ♆ ☠@ fubar←тнə קυиίśнəя ™Married-AradiaDawn@ fubar♣Çâñädîåñ Ôràçlë ®@ fubar[My Body As A Shield]@ fubar125k

Hatebreed
I am not everyone's type. This is not a news flash to me. I am not hurt by this because the same is true for me. A person that my friend sees as the cat's meow will absolutely not do it for me whatsoever. Beauty, attractiveness, desire are all relative to the individual. Someone cannot make me find Ashton Kutcher attractive. There's not enough alcohol in the world that could do such thing, but women rub one out to him quite often. Either way, I think the following is largely unnecessary:so not only did you get a chest tattoo, you got a horrible drawn, badly inked, ugly as FUCK chest tattoo that you have to show off in every picture. congratulations.I received this message earlier from someone I'd never written to or even looked at before now After looking at his profile, I found that he is 26, lived in South Carolina, is a student, and lists his sense of pride as one of 6 things he cannot live without (a list, funnily enough, that he cannot finish). He also says that his private admiss

Sarcasm Is Lost On The Stupid...
I was at the shoe store earlier buying my daughter some new sneakers...the store was empty except for the two women who worked there...one was maybe 20 the other in her forties...They asked if I found everything I needed..I smiled and said yes...unless you have some sanity I did not see. The older one looked at me and said.."what is that"? The Younger one asked what I needed I said I said sanity..they were both dumbfounded..and asked what it was..I said Nevermind. Then the Older one got snotty and said ow do we know if we can order it in if you cannot explain what it is. I kinda snapped at that point and said " Sanity...ya know when someone is insane they have no SANITY..it was a joke" The young girl giggled at that point..and the older one said "I don't get jokes"NO shit...fuck...why can stupidity not be painful...wow.End rantMissed you witty fuckers btw ;)

Fu-wedding Invitation For All April 18th!!!
JAGERMEISTER AND GLITTERKITTY INVITE YOU TO JOIN THEM IN VAMPY'S VAMPIRE CAVE FOR THEIR FU-WEDDING ON APRIL 18, 2009 FROM 5-10PM FU-TIME!! DURING THE FU-WEDDING RANDOM BLING WILL BE GIVEN OUT TO THOSE WHO RATE, FAN, ADD US, AND STOP IN VAMPY'S FOR THE WEDDING. BLING WILL BE TOTALLY RANDOM WE WILL CHOOSE SOMEONE THAT IS IN VAMPY'S AND THAT WE HAVE VERIFIED HAS RATED, FANNED, AND ADDED US BOTH!!! ALSO DURING THE FU-WEDDING ONE RANDOM SONG WILL BE CHOSEN AND IF YOU ARE PRESENT DURING THAT SONG YOU WILL BE ELIGIBLE FOR THE 1 MILLION FU-BUCKS GIVEAWAY!! THESE GIFTS WILL ONLY BE GIVEN OUT BETWEEN 5-10PM FU-TIME ON OUR FU-WEDDING DAY AND YOU MUST BE IN VAMPY'S TO BE ELIGIBLE!! IN ADDITION GLITTERKITTY AND JAGERMEISTER WILL BE RUNNING AUTO 11'S FROM 11AM FU-TIME SAT APRIL 18TH TO 11AM FU-TIME SUNDAY APRIL 19TH. DURING THAT TIME IF YOU RATE GLITTERKITTY'S PURPLE DREAMS FOLDER AND JAGERMEISTER'S GIRLS, GIRLS, GIRLS FOLDER AND THEN PM US BOTH YOU WILL BE

Cupcake Quiz! They Dont Call Me Cupcake For Nothing! Hehe
What Kind Of Cupcake Are You? Red Velvet Report this image Youâ��re cupcakelicious, my friend. Youâ��ve got the best of all worlds going on. A little bit chocolate, a little bit cream cheese frosting...youâ��re the sexiest cupcake off them all. Go ahead; show of what your chef gave you!

Peace, Bitches!
So I've come to the conclusion I have no real reason or desire to hold onto this profile on this website anymore. So, it's on the chopping block. I'll leave it up for the next couple days and post my messenger id's for anyone that wants them so you can contact me. Then, this thing hits the black hole. Yahoo ID: thexpricexofxfidelity MSN ID: fall.before.me@hotmail.com AIM ID: Handgun Lullaby

Questions 4-9-9
Ok, I'm bored again, and wish to take my mind off things...so here we go: questions. For the nOObs, this is a place to get answers to questions you've always wondered, or just crossed your mind at the moment. Ask me anything: anything you have ever wondered about anything, and I shall do my damndest to answer, and I shall ask questions of you. :D Feel free to ask others questions, or answer questions posted by others...the whole point of this is to start communications. To get started: who did you stalk to get in here?

Master Calls~
"Hi Kitten. What are you wearing now?" She could feel the heat rushing to her face as she squirmed in her chair feeling the desire building in her. The funny thing was she hadn't realized how much she missed him to until just then. "Well let's see today I'm wearing black jeans with a green camisole and boots." "Ah babe you know just how to get to me." As always he was warm and soft yet so powerful. "Come on now tell me everything." Before she knew what she was doing she was telling him everything. Starting with the jeans she was wearing and how they fit tight in all the right places. She told him how they clung just right to her hips showing off her ass. Then describing the camisole she had on that was daringly low exposing her cleavage. She told him that she wasn't wearing a bra and how her pierced nipples were poking at the fabric. "Oh my dirty little slut." he said openly thrilled by her revelations. "Touch yourself for me." "I can't do that what if Missa comes in." " You know you w

House Keepers Are Luckey
yeah so i work in housekeeping and i would like to tell you about the experiance i had in the last week. Well sunday i was striping the rooms of all the dirty linen out of the rooms when i knocked on one rooms door and no answer so i go in to strip it and i walk in on a really hot milf. she was completely naked just covering her breast up as i said i am sorry. i can tell you that the thirty seconds that it took me to say sorry to her i noticed that she was shaved. the thursday i went to deliver towels to a room and i knocked on the door on lady answered gave her the towels she went to give me the dirty towels and the other female guest came out of the bathroom naked starting to wrap the towel around her and she to was shaved so those are the reasons why i like to work in housekeeping

Ocean Of Love
Ocean of Love When one is in the ocean of love and can look into her eyes and see the sea of her soul then you have sailed the waters to her heart ~ After all it is her heart that steers the boat in the ocean of love. By Michael Dougherty

Just Musings In General...
These are nothing more than musings of a crazy old white woman...so read and be amused, or drive on though.... Customers are a game killer when you are trying to check out the local scenery at work. Misunderstandings are the beginings of all drama. Money is not the root of all evil, sexual appetites are. Online personas are more addictive than crack and meth. People who drive to close to the rear end of your truck deserve to eat bumper. The measure of a man's worth is not in his hieght, it is in who he is and how he chooses to live his life. Size does matter but only in bullets and bombs. There is no such thing as a perfect human. Remember if it seems to good to be true, it usually isn't true. If you are shopping and find an item priced wrong, you get it at that price. So if you find someone online, but find there is no truth in thier advertising, what do you get out of it? Cybering and cam sex is like craving a steak, but only having enough cash for white bread and cheap blo

Please Read This Is So True!
You always hear the usual stories of pennies on the sidewalk being good luck, gifts from angels, etc. This is the first time I've ever heard this twist on the story. Gives you something to think about. Several years ago, a friend of mine and her husband were invited to spend the weekend at the husband's employer's home. My friend, Arlene, was nervous about th e weekend. The boss was very wealthy, with a fine home on the waterway, and cars costing more than her house. The first day and evening went well, and Arlene was delighted to have this rare glimpse into how the very wealthy live. The husband's employer was quite generous as a host, and took them to the finest restaurants. Arlene knew she would never have the opportunity to indulge in this kind of extravagance again, so was enjoying herself immensely.As the three of them were about to enter an exclusive restaurant that evening, the boss was walking slightly ahead of Arlene and her husband.He stopped suddenly, looking

Does Anyone Care
does anyone care anymore i mean the fact that people that used to talk never talk anymore and seem to disapear or am i that stupid to even care about my friends. i mean there was people then to talk to and now its like a desert in a drout trying to find someone that even has a heart to care what is the deal

The Man Within
I once heard the eyes are the windows to the soul, behind one man's eyes is a deep dark hole a permanent nightscape of the mind, completely barren, nothing to find there are no thoughts or feelings within.there is no hope for them to begin withdraw your gaze from the void you will see a man, he looks annoyed annoyance isn't on his mind, if you were to open him up that isnt what you'd find if you had the compassion, the courage to dare, you would only find despair. despair at himself, at the feelings in his heart. he is on the edge, at the end of his tether, he cannot break free, he cannot see forever. he sees nothing but the pain inside, there is nowhere left for him to hide, his mind is empty of all fear, he's crying inside but you don't hear. he cries for release to be free of the bonds of his soul, to break himself away from that deep dark hole. he wants to be free, to head towards the light, to leave behind the darkness of night he would welcome the release with open arms

The Mary Poppins Bible...
The Mary Poppins Bible The Umerican Translation Chapter One. The world according to Bob..... And Bob decided the universe was a very lonely and boring place so The Bob took it upon himself to form a new craze. And what was this craze you ask, well my friends this craze has absolutely nothing to do with anything. This craze only pertains to two people on the face of the Earth. Bob had been watching these people for almost 29 years now and finally decided they should meet. The circumstances involving their meeting need not be discussed at this time. All you need to know is it happed when someone passed a phone to their friend and said " here talk to Penny" . Now you might be wondering what all this has to do with The Mary Poppins Bible or The Book as it is often referred to. The answer is simple....... Absolutely nothing...... Now one thing we must make very clear is that none of this will be very clear. There may be sometimes when you think The Book is starting to make sense,

To All My Fellow Missourians
For those of you that are not from the state enjoy the jokes. For those of you that are from my neck of the woods....*sigh* you know its ALL true!!!!! LMAO You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent.You failed world geography in school because you thought Cuba, Florida, Versailles, California, Nevada, Houston, Cabool, Louisiana, Springfield, and Mexico were cities in Missouri.The phrase, "I'm going to the Lake this weekend," can mean only one thing. Little smokies are something you serve on special occasions. You know in your heart that Mizzou can beat Nebraska in football. You think Jesse James is a hero.You think I-44 is spelled "foarty-foar.”You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day.You know all 4 seasons: Almost Summer, Summer, Still Summer, and ConstructionYou can't think of anything better than sitting on the porch in the middle of the summer during a thunderstorm. You'll pay for your kids to go to college unless they want to go to KU. You kno

Whatever
Anyways so I'm sick of lying fake ass bitches on this site. You know who you are I'm not naming names. I give and give and give to help everyone I can and in return I don't even get a ty from some of you. Yes there are a few who I would give anything for on this site and they are grateful for everything I have done for them. On the other hand there are some who couldn't careless it's all about what they have and who the get it from. I am not like that at all. Anything I have ever received on this site I have said ty for. Sometimes I wonder if I should just leave since I'm not appreciated by most on here. Sighs what to do I really don't know anymore.......

Easter Playmates Auction! Im Up For Auction! Come Check Out This Easter Playmate!!
It's Easter Time! And everyone needs an Easter Playmate! So come check out this Love Bunny and see what i have to offer!! PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: sO FrESH _[diAMond dAveS gUrL *DiAMondDaVes LUCKYCharm* SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar

All Gave Some, Some Gave All
ETERNAL REST GRANT THEM O LORD, AND LET PERPETUAL LIGHT SHINE UPON THEM. I knew a man, called him Sandy Kane Few folks even knew his name But a hero, yes was he Left a boy, came back a man Still many just don't understand About the reasons we are free. I can't forget the look in his eyes Or the tears he cries As he said these words to me. All gave some, some gave all And some stood through for the red, white and blue Some had to fall And if you ever think of me Think of all your liberties and recall Some gave all. Now Sandy Kane is no longer here But his words are oh so clear As they echo through out our land For all his friends who gave us all Who stood the ground and took the fall To help their fellow man. Love your country and live with pride And don't forget those who died. America can't you see. All gave some and some gave all Some stood through for the red, white and blue And some had to fall And if you ever think of me Think of all your liberties and recall Some g

Just Can't Take It
I don't even know what to say anymore. My closest friends know I lost my best friend when things with Candra ended. There are a few others I am close to, and the one who I talk to most has now left because of something in her life that happened tonight. Everyone I am close to is disappearing. :( I think I need to just stop trying

I Am New
this is all fast, fast, fast i am trying to learn all of this.... this is a fantasy spot with me i am looking for dominant men who want to teach... or those who simply want to interact... but please be patient while i figure this out..

Get To Know Me Ppl
well im new to this, how i found out about this site, it was from my cousin's ex boyfriend... i have blue eyes, blonde hair, im abt 5'7, have an amazing protective loving boyfriend we have been together for 1 year. im currently a senior, will be graduating on may 30th, which means 2 days apart from my 19th bday on may 28th hehehe.. i can be outgoing, a bitch, rude, uptight, i have a major trust issues when it comes to people or anyone... i hate dramas, liars, perverts, pimps, sluts, whore, etcs... i do like to party but i have to control my drinking lol... whoever got myspace, and who wants to add me, then you need to ask me for it then i will find you... any more questions for me, ask away..

A Blog To See Who Is Really My Family Or Friend.
This is to see who is really my sister , family or friend.. My father has CLL (Chronic lymphocytic leukemia) It is not going to get better for him or us (mom and I) so I now have to prepare myself for his care and eventual death... though it may be some time before that, still I hate the fact that this is happening. Im angry inside because my father taught me so much in life. hunting, fishing outdoors stuff. car care, simple plumbing things to avoid costly repairs.... Many, many things to list but I learned them from him.. back in the day I used to see him lay footprints down from ridge to ridge when out hunting. now he can hardly walk from his room to the living room without feelin dizzy.. other health issues has taken their toll as well. the diabetes, his heart. (had a quadruple bypass years ago) Im 40 soon to be 41 on Mothers day and im not ready to see my father go like this...

This Is Your Brain On Heretic.
I'm not a Catholic. On the news this morning, I was informed that the day before Good Friday was celebrated in the Catholic Church as "Holy Thursday". Pope + hat + costume + Popemobile = Batman, i.e.: "Holy Thursday, Batman!" This is your brain on HERETIC. *transmission ends*

Koala And A Gum Tree
A koala was sitting in a gum tree smoking a joint when a little lizard walked past, looked up and said, 'Hey Koala! What are you doing?' The koala said, 'Smoking a joint, come up and have some.' So the little lizard climbed up and sat next to the koala where theyenjoyed a few puffs.After a while the little lizard said that his mouth was 'dry' and thathe was going to get a drink from the river. The little lizard was so stoned that he leaned too far over and fellinto the river. A crocodile saw this and swam over to the little lizard and helped himto the side. Then he asked the little lizard, What's the matter with you?' The little lizard explained to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a joint with the koala in the tree, got too stoned and then fell into the river while taking a drink. The crocodile said that he had to check this out and walked into therain forest, found the tree where the koala was sitting finishing ajoint. The crocodile looked up and said, 'Hey you!' So the koala

What Am I To Do?
Laying there beside her I feel that what I’ve been looking for I’ve finally found.I inch my self closer to her and try not to make a sound.I softly kiss her lips and try to get my feet back on the ground.I whisper that I lover her while she pretends to sleep.I know she hears me but to herself she tries to keep.I tell her the night is over, no longer time for counting sheep. I cuddle up against her to hear her heart beat.When I hear that sound I feel as if all is sweet.With her right next to me, I gently nudge her feet.Waiting for her to wake up and kiss me too.I know her feelings for me are sincere and true.And her smile just picks me up what am I to do?

21 In Five Days!
Hello all my wonderful Fubarians!! Only 5 days left until yours truly turns 21!! I would really enjoy some fu-gifts for my birthday... Here are some ideas!! VIP - Blast - Ticker - Pimpout -Comment My Pics - Bling But, even a Happy Birthday will do! Thank you and love you to all my wonderful fu friends and family. Please help make my 21st amazing!! Love, Miss Tyler

A Blog I Wrote On Another Site
WISHING ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS A WONDERFUL AND HAPPY NEW YEAR.AS I AM REFLECTING ON THE COMING YEAR I AM REMINDED THAT I NEED TO GIVE MORE TIME TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHOM I LOVE VERY MUCH.NO MORE I WILL DO THAT LATER I WILL ENDEAVOR TO MAKE THOSE PHONE CALLS,SEND THOSE E-MAILS,TO MAKE TIME FOR MY FAMILY AND RETURN THOSE MESSAGES AND COMMENTS TO MY FRIENDS.NO MORE THIS IS ABOUT MY NEEDS BUT RATHER THE NEEDS OF OTHERS,FOR WHO KNOWS WHAT TOMORROW MAY BRING.WORDS UNSAID ARE WORDS THAT ARE LOST FOREVER.HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I WISHED I HAD SAID SOMETHING,ONLY TO FIND IT IS TO LATE.I CAN NEVER RETRIEVE THOSE MOMENTS TO TELL LOVE ONE DEPARTED HOW I FELT ABOUT SOMETHING,AS IT COULD WAIT ANOTHER DAY,BUT THERE MIGHT NOT BE ANOTHER DAY! SO AS I GO INTO 2009 I WILL DO MY UTMOST TO BE KIND,CONSIDERATE,FORGIVING AND TOLERANT.BEING THE BEST ME I CAN BE TO STAY IN TOUCH WITH ALL MY PRECIOUS FAMILY AND FRIENDS...MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL ALWAYS ANNETTE xBE KIND TO ONE ANOTHER!

People
well people piss me the fuck off...most though shit in my face when we have a fight witch i would never do to them. and its like even tho i have more friends online then i do in the real world it just sucks i dont trust anymore....we had to go to fucking trafic court this morning. i tryed to stay up all night it didnt work..i passed out around 5..we lost the case tho. stupid fucking piggie had it on video..my mom blames me and my sister for her running the red light witch just pissed me off...i should go piggie pie on some cops ass....i have over 400 peple on myspace most people dont talk to me on there they piss me off...i posted four new pics on my myspace and all i got was bullshit comments. fuck them all...

When The Heart Strays
Her love was priceless, pure as gold. Driven from the depths of a heart not so old. Not sure what she wanted in life or how it would come about. Just needed time to figure things out. Her beauty was that of a rose, with the softest petals to brush the nose. Her innocence like that of a child, yet she was grown up free and wild. She had passion running through her veins . A feeling as refreshing as the evening rains. she always knew how to care, a sensitivity as soothing as the midnight air. Though the promises she made, she intended to keep. But know i believe, what the future holds we can not weep. And now i can say letting go is the way when the heart has begun to stray. commet and rate PLZ

Judge
As we grow older we realize like is no where near over. We look for a life that is easy to live. We judge people by what they give. We know the people who go and the people who come. But really we only know some. We ask for a second chance in a moment in advanced. We glance at the ones who take that chance. Our judgment is based upon what we see, But really is that the way it should be? Plz comment and rate thanks

Stained
My heart bleeds. My soul is stained. Shattered into pieces becaous of this game. A game they call love. where no one is safe. It could rip you apart without shame. it carries no fame only a name. And always ends up, ends up the same Whit someone's heart bleeding, Their soul stainded. Shattered into pieces becaus of this game. Plz rate and comment thank you

Never Ending
We live in a world that is lonely and sad. We think of a world we wish we had. We pray for a better day, so we can try to find our way down the road of life that is like a maze that never ends. We go to our friends in search of direction, but they cant help us because they suffer from the same depression. We wast our time trying to find a way out. but we only have so much time to live. We follow the sound of what we've been taught, but really thats not always right. It's kind of like a light that only works when it wants to. When it doesn't its as if we are blind, trying to find a way out of time but when its over, we realize theres no way out. Plz comment and rate thank you

Smile
It is under the sun that her smile can be seen. A smile so bright. A smile so sheen. Her smile distend from ear to ear. Her smile so brilliant it wipes away the frear. The smile that light sup the room. The smile that takes away the gloom. Smile, smile she will. Give her a reason to smile, and smile she will. Plz comment and rate, thanks also check out some of my other great poems.

Ultra Street Entertainment Needs Your Help
Ultra Street Entertainment needs your help. We are currently looking to secure a location for Cruisin' For a Cause in Mid 2010. We need your help to find and secure a location to hold the show. We are on a small budget for the first show as it is our first show as a company. If you can offer us any help, please email us and let us know how you can help us. Thank you very much in advance for your support and help.

Little Girl Gone
Little girl gone is what they say. A young life taken, taken away. With no one to help her, she was all alone. Now she's gone, gone away to a better home. Now God can protect her from evils sin. And may her soul be free, free to feel the wind. May her memory be a lesson. A price that no one should have to pay to learn. But a lesson that life is priceless, And no one should have to yearn. It's hard to say but a life so young was taken away. She was taken from us, but evil will not win. And justice will be served for this awful sin. Know that we can be angry, and we can be sad. But also know the best thing to do is remember what we had. A little girl who's smile blew you away. A little girl who loved to play Remember all the things she liked to do. Remember all the dreams she wished one day would come true. So let her story be a story we all tell. Cause every one needs to know, About the little girl who went through hell.

The Fool
A fool is one who loves. Their passion set in stone. Little can change their view. That view clouded by the one thing that makes them tick. They think from their heart not their head. Their faith in what they love does not faultier. The belief in what they care about is outstanding. And they will do anything for what it is they love.

Why? *comments Plz?*
I'm not entirly sure I got the point I was trying to make across.. any input or comments would be so greatly appreciated! Why don't you love me?” I ask quietly. There's no answer; there never is. Tears press harshly against my eye lids, threatening to fall and drag lines of mascara down my reddened cheeks. Lashes, spiky from tears, brush the tops of my eyelids as I widen my blue eyes trying to blink the pain away. "I'm a good person." I plead. Eyes downcast, fingers digging into the bare skin of my uppers thighs, I breathe deeply. Forcing the cool night air to open my lungs so the gasping stops, I slowly breathe in and out. Pain, raw and irreversible claws its way across my body. Hooked by talons hanging from my heart, unable to let go, the pain rips my soul apart. "Is it what I look like?" I ask hesitantly not expecting an answer. Losing weight would help. Struggling to remain calm I push up and stand, wrapping my arms around

Something Random
I am a broken angel, Bleeding on the groundBeaten and forgottenNever to be found.My wings, battered and brokenSin runs though my veinsA tear drop rolls down my faceAs I remember all the painsI broke my lover’s spiritAnd it could not be replacedI was beaten in a graveyardAnd felt the pain that he had facedAlone with no mercyTo stand by his sideI stabbed in the backThe one who I confideI try to stand aloneWith no one nearby meAnd it is not until nowThat I can finally seeI’m not the only oneIn this dark abyssThere is another who was grazedWith hatred’s horrid kissI’m not the only bleeding angelIn this black graveyardScarred and battered from the painOthers constantly bombardAnd I feel it was my faultHe was sent to suffer hereBecause I was the oneSo engulfed in fearSo I’ll protect him with there battered wingsAnd I’ll shield him from the doomBecause I know he’ll leave foreverIf I don’t do so soonI’ll never let another sinStain his eyes

Awesome Lyrics By Tool
Everyone has had this at one point in their life... amazing when put into words. The pieces never fit back together the way they used to.... I know the pieces fit'Cause I watched them fall awayMildewed and smoulderingFundamental differingPure intention juxtaposedWill set two lovers' souls in motionDisintegrating as it goesTesting our communicationThe light that feuled our fire thenHas a burned a hole between us soWe cannot see to reach an endCrippling our communicationI know the pieces fit'Cause I watched them tumble downNo fault, none to blameIt doesn't mean I don't desire toPoint the finger, blame the otherWatch the temple topple overTo bring the pieces back togetherRediscover communicationThe poetryThat comes from the squaring off betweenAnd the circling is worth itFinding beauty in the dissonanceThere was a time that the pieces fitBut I watched them fall awayMildewed and smoulderingStrangled by our covetingI've done the math enough to knowThe dangers of our second guessingDoome

Ponca City Birthday Bash
I'm thinking of having a get together on April 17th it's a birthday present to myself. I wanted to meet my friends in the area as I may be moving to KS this summer. I was thinking a karaoke party at Witchy's Bar. If anyone has any suggestions or is interested in attending please let me know

Tarzan And Sex...
When Jane initially met Tarzan in the jungle, she was attracted tohim, and during her questions about his life, she asked him how he had sex? 'Tarzan not know sex' he replied. Jane explained to him whatsex was. Tarzan said 'Oh,....Tarzan use knot hole in trunk of tree.' Horrified Jane said, ' Tarzan you have it all wrong, but I willshow you how to do it properly.' She took off her clothing and lay down on the ground. 'Here'she said, pointing to her privates, 'you must put it in here.' Tarzan removed his loin cloth, showing Jane his considerable manhood,stepped closer to her and kicked her in the crotch ! Jane rolled around in agony for what seemed like an eternity.Eventually she managed to gasp for air and screamed 'What did you do that for?' Tarzan replied, 'Check for squirrel..'

Name Change
so once again im thinking of doing the regularly scheduled name change some of the ideas i have are 1. Captain Underpants 2. Drunkfox 3. Preacher Drunkfox 4. St. Andrew any ideas from the peanut gallery just lemme know

But I Am A Bato Loko From East Los In Oak Cliff
About the 12 Step Program Twelve Step programs are well known for use in recovery from addictive or dysfunctional behaviors. The first 12 step program began with Alcoholics Anonymous (A.A.) in the 1930s. The 12 Step approach has since grown to be the most widely used approach in dealing with not only alcoholism, but also drug abuse and various other addictive or dysfunctional behaviors. The first book written to cover the 12 step program was titled "Alcoholics Anonymous", affectionately known as the Big Book by program members. Following the subsequent extensive growth of twelve step programs, numerous books and other media were created to cover the steps in more detail and for different addictive and dysfunctional behaviors. An extensive chronology and background about the history of A.A. has been put together at Dick B.'s website. The twelve steps of the program are listed above in generic form. Other groups who have adopted the 12 steps to address their own particular addictive

Favorite Quote
Someone once asked me what my favorite quote was, I thought about it for a few minutes and I responded with… “I don’t really have one so I will make one up.” I thought for a few minutes more and the only thing that came to me was this… Don’t look to yesterday it’s the past, Look to tomorrow for, it brings the future.

Delete Or Take A Break
i have been on fubar almost a year may 3rd will be a year.i am getting burnt out with fubar.my goal was to make the top 10 but that has all went backward.i made it as high as top no.18 rank before i started going backward.i am now no.25 top rank. fubar has nothing left for me to do. so my question to my real friends is should i just delete and say the hell with it? or should i just take a break for a while

Saw This And Thougth It Was Cool
Attitude The longer we live, the more we realize the impact on attitude on life. Attitude is more important than facts. It will make or break a company. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for the day. We can not change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play the on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it. We are incharge of our attitudes.

Why
for someone who tried to be my mother when my own mother can't be there for me. I hope you are reading lady because I love you. Sometimes I push people away it appears But it is me pushing my own self away and in turn colliding with anyone who might reach out I do not want you to feel or see what I do No. Trust me it hurts too much... Something happened I don't know when for how could I not notice That one day the music went away. A profound absense strikes me. Once a chord, a song matched with every point in time and space Dovetailing... I want to hear the music again. Anything but the shrill silence. But to one who tried to reach out I don't know how to apologize I got scared and ran like hell Not from you, but from letting you hear Any more of one story. A wise woman tells me I must have mercy on me first. To get to that place of forgiveness and let other people go. She claims each of us has a counterpart Portion of the world to us And that when

Happy Hour Apr 2009
EVERYBODY SAY HELLO TO CTGIRLSHE'S THE OWNER OF THE FAMOUS FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD. SHE HELPS EVERYONE ON THE FU AND TO HELP US OUT A LITTLE MORE SHE'S HOSTING A HAPPY HOUR TONIGHT AT 10PM ET/7PM FU-TIME.SO SAVE UP YOUR 11'S AND YOUR BLINGS & SHOW THIS HOTTIE ALL THE LOVE THAT YOU'VE GOT. IT WILL BE RETURNED BY HER!! CLICK ON HER PICTURE TO BE SENT TO HER PAGE AND GET READY TO SHOW HER THE LOVE

One Nighters
I've been with 5 guys in my life sexually (meaning intercourse, haha), and out of them, 3 were one nighters. I don't get the whole aspect of men not calling back after that, since I couldn't get rid of the losers. One called me the same night, and asked me to be his gf. Another one stalked me forever, making excuses to see me. The third one was a whiny bastard, and said that he didn't know it was gonna be a one nighter, but thought we are gonna start a relationship. Am I missing something? Oh, guy #4 called the next day...and we've been together for 7 years now, and married for 4 :)

My Friend...
So, I invited a friend to join up. And mysteriously, fubar thinks someone else invited her, so I don't get any points anyway. Just as well I don't give a shit... Nor, incidentally, will she. Lianni is perhaps my bestest friend ever ever ever in the whole wide world, so be awful to her and bruise her badly in the MUMMs. kthnxbai Oh yeah. Pretty McPretty Prettyson who's so pretty she's the prettiest pretty pretty thing ever. *hai@ fubar This is her. What a great name, eh? O.o

A Little Surprise
So today I desided to take the kids out for lunch. while there they say that they would like to go to Wal-Mart to get new coloring books. So after our nice little lunch of to Wal-mart we go. So we are in and out which is pretty new cause i could spend hours with the kids there. (not a big shocker) So off on the long drive home we go. we live out in the boonies pretty much. While we drive down the wooded road i see a lil thing run across the road. I slam on my brakes trying to avoid what ever it is. Then I pull off to the side of the road cause I don't want anyone else to hit this little animal. To my surprise it was a baby kitten who has lost its mommy. She could be no more than 5 weeks old. I look around on both sides of the road. there was no mommy and no more kittens. So being the animal lover that I am I scoop up the little gal and bring her home. Of course the kids see her and fall in love with her and to my next surprise the dogs love her to. My other cat hates he with a

Why?
Its been a while since I posted a blog. In fact the last post was a few days after my near fatal semi wreck. These past four months have been horrible. He lost his job because of the wreck and now cant find work, Im still struggling to remember this wreck so I can move on, and three weeks ago I get into another wreck! This one in my own vehicle. I totaled it out. Not my fault and I got reinjured. If that cant get any worse, he decides that we need to "take a break" from each other. He just ups and abandons me. I know it may have been for the best, but now I have no one to lean on to help me through this disaster in my life. I know, get some big girl panties and move on. But I just cant simply do that. I can not move on until I can come to terms with this semi wreck that I can not remember. The docs say it could be soon, or it could wait as long as me lying on my death bed to come back to me. Either way, the longer it waits to return the more devastating it will be to me.

All Of My Songs That I Self Produced.
Create Your Glitter Text ..Powered by iSOUND.COM MOST OF MY SONGS ARE HERE AND I HAVE IT SET UP FOR ALL OF THE SONGS TO BE FREE TO DOWNLOAD ANY SONG FROM MY WIDE RANGE OF STYLE AND FOR YOU TO BE ABLE TO PICK OUT WHATEVER SONGS YOU LIKE THE MOST. THERE ARE ALSO LYRICS AND LIVE VIDEOS OF THE SELF PRODUCED SONGS.

Funny Video Clips
Create Your Glitter Text SO MUCH WORK FOR 2:24 OF DIGITAL MUSIC PERFECTION: DRUNK HICK DRIVER PASSES STUPID DUI TESTS THAT NO ONE CAN PASS ANYWAY WHEN LEGALLY ALL THEY NEED IS A BREATHALYZER. Create Your Glitter Text Geting kicked out!

My Favoit Musicians Videos
Create Your Glitter Text VIDEOS OF MY MOST INFLUENTIAL MUSICIANS CREATIVE SOUNDS THAT BROUGHT OUT THE CREATIVITY IN ME WHEN I WOULD LISTEN AND CREATE MY ARTWORK KNOWN WELL TO ALL BE INDIVIDUAL MASTERPIECES OF EVERY MEDEUM, STYLE, FORM, TECHNIQUE, COLOR OF USE THAT IS ALWAYS JUST RED, YELLOW, BLUE AND WHITE. AND OF EVERY SUBJECT MATTER. I'VE TOLD THEM THIS WHEN ALL HAD DISCOVERED ME AND ARE FLATTERED FOR NOT JUST WHAT I JUST TOLD THEM, BUT THAT IT'S ACCOUNTABLE TO BE THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH. THESE VIDEOS HAVE THE OPTION TO WATCH THEM IN FULL SCREEN ON THE BOTTOM RIGHT SIDE OF THE VIDEO MEDIA PLAYER WINDOWS. FRIENDLY FIRES: Skeleton Boy GLASVEGAS: Geraldine COCTEAU TWINS: Oranged Appled

My Latest Album W H I S E R
Create Your Glitter Text Create Your Glitter Text I PLAY ALL INSTRUMENTS THAT I PERSONALLY SYNTHESIZED AND PRODUCED MY ALBUM BELOW, SHIFT-MINE-ACRIMINA BY © DREXER SHIFT-DRIFTER. MY LEGAL COPYRIGHT THAT PROTECTS MY OVER 100 SONGS AND 907 PIECE PORTFOLIO. Get Your Own Player! Create Your Glitter Text

4/9/09 Fluffy Starr Blog
New Live Photos: Junofest Some photos, courtesy of my friend Shawn. Tutu-mania!!!!!!!So Easter long weekend officially starts in a few hours! Maybe it's started where you live. What are you going to do? Hunt for Easter eggs? Eat turkey? See your family? Dress up like the Easter Bunny and terrorize small children? Eat tons of chocolate? Or kill your liver due to profuse partying? Can you guess which one(s) I'm going to do? Happy Easter!!!x Fluffy D. Bunnykins.

Beautiful
Beautiful Woman are like the apples on trees.The best ones are at the top of the tree.The boys don't want to reach for the good ones,because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead they get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good,but easy.So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them when really they are amazing! They have to wait for the right guy to come along.The one who is brave enough to climb to the top of the tree!

About Me
I'M 5'9" RED HAIR. LARGE RIB CAGE, VERY BROAD SHOULDERS, A SIX INCH REACH ADVANTAGE FOR MY HIGHT AND SIZE DOES MATTER WITH ME. I'M HILARIOUS WITH MY STRONG PERSONALITY AND CHARISMA. I STILL HAVE WHAT MADE ME SO POPULAR WITH THE GIRLS IN HIGH SCHOOL. I'M AS STRONG AS ON OX YET VERY INTELLECTUAL WITH PHYSICS AND PHILOSOPHICAL THINKING. I'M ALSO INTELLIGENT AND IT DOESN'T TAKE LONG FOR ME TO CATCH ON TO DETAIL THAT A PERSON WOULD NORMALLY HAVE TO KNOW WHERE TO LOOK IN ORDER TO SEE IT. IT'S MY ATTENTION TO DETAIL BECAUSE I AM A VERY TALENTED ARTIST, MUSICIAN, MUSIC PRODUCER AND AUDIO ENGINEER, WORLD KNOWN. I JUST MOVED TO THIS OTHER SIDE OF THE COUNTRY AND I DON'T KNOW ANYONE. I guess I'm a famous Artist, Musician and Music Production Engineer at only the age of 36. Over the past three years I've been self promoting myself by using social sites on the internet and I've become a famous artist and musician among the greatest artists and musicians in the world. I went to college as an

Cc
She's sitting there, staring out into the space where millions meet. Eyes wandering listlessly over the actions and words of people without faces, sentiments without meaning. Sitting there, quiet and still while her mind races miles ahead. He says Hello. Her mind and heart stop. She raises one shaking finger to her lips as the other hand reaches to tremble above the keys. Uncertainty freezes her eloquence as she glances at the clock and plots her response. Three minutes have gone past. There has been no movement save the worried nibbling on her fingertips as she looks out vacantly and ponders. Nothing should be said, his offhand words left orphans in the white space of the warm screen. No acknowledgement necessary. It comes to nothing, it means nothing and it's going through her mind even as her naieve heart composes phrases in the still air surrounding her. She begins to type. Per tradition, she says nothing that she means, says nothing at all. Mere tokens of hello and banter that

New Friends
Apparently, this guy really really likes me... you should go and show him some love too.... http://www.fubar.com/user/2608068 he's really really special and stuff... see what i mean: Aramistan ...: BITCH COME C ME IN CINCINNATI I KICK UR AZZ THROUGH UR FACE SUGARBRITCHES->Aramistan ...: oh, wait, i know....are you trying to tell me that you are a pedophile????->Aramistan ...: wow...that's great.... did your grandma help you out witht hat one in between gum jobs?Aramistan ...: BITCH FUCK UR KID->Aramistan ...: get the fuck out of my shoutbox, cock-gobblerAramistan ...: http:...

Trouble Times
let's just say I haven't been on that much this year and the reason is I've been looking for jobs been to 2 job interviews and still haven't found the job this economy has gotten so bad that I just dont know what to do anymore yes my head is still im still looking nothing is stopping me @ all I'm not giving up but another thing I've been going through some family issues just meaning family problems and so thats why I haven't been on here and everything but friends & family if I haven't rated you or showed you some love whatever I'm sorry but I will just please give me some time to get through this life of mine I know things will get better but please remember that I love you all and I'll be back soon P.S. My Birthday is on April 27th and I'll be turning 25 dont forget to show some love to ya girl Thank You

Godmother
Thanks to everyone that helped me make it to Godmother. And to a special thats to His Sweet Obsession for the Auto 11s. I would of never made it.. In my dreams for helping me with pictures.. Lady Bug for making the bullentin to get me where I am now :).. and for the many that bombed me .. thank you all for all of the help :).. Hope i didnt forget anyone if i did thank you very much.. it was one heck on a ride but im there now

One Hour Of Love!
One hour of love! I am back, if anyone missed me lol and I am trying to get closer to Oracle. My HappyHour will start tomorrow, Friday @ 12P.M. Fubar time. I will also run an auto-11. So come show me a bit of love pls!!! Missed all my friends. Special thanks to a special and very dear friend,Guidomedic! Guidomedic ~ Seeking Every Part of You ~@ fubar Go show him love too,pls! Come push my buttons lol

Ur Tags
If you have not picked up ur Dragon train tags plz pick them up I will be deleting them over the weekend , Plz rate and leave a comment. Plz pick them up I will not replace them. I will b Fubar cleaning over weekend too. Cleaning out family and friends and deleting blogs and stash and pics. So plz pick them up. TY 4 riding. Nine

Gall Bladder Surgery 4/9/09
Just wanted to let my friends know how surgery went today. They had a terrible time getting breathing tube down me. I will require special procedure if needed in future. It was used in December for skin graft surgery but records sent over didnt state why so anesthesist tried normal procedure first. NOW he knows why! LOL Doctor said a larger incision was needed but I was still pretty out of is so forgot to ask why. Other than that it went well. Recovery took longer for some reason as well but I am home now and gonnaslip into more comfy clothes and chill out for a bit. Thank you all for the kind thoughts, wishes and prayers. It was all very much appreciated. I have a wonderful group of friends here on fu and you are what keeps me from leaving. Love to you all! Deb

Sneaking In The Bar To Meet With Ex.
I have been thinking for the last two nights about meeting my ex in a bar and getting hot and hotter and wondering if I would be drunk enough to take him somewhere that he has not seen in a long time. Should I show him what his missed? Or still let him think he is the s.., Should I smile all kind and sweet then leave him wondering where I went? I was thinking of a nice hotel with lights, camera, action and the rest. But, I just can't decide if I want a long island iced tea or just let it ride?

When I Could Stand
When I Could Stand I close my eyes again tonight I am so weary of my life The sleep that my body craves Will only seem to come by the edge of a knife I pathetically lay next to your picture For you lay next to another As I lay through the pitch of night Another missing piece I discover Can you feel my soul crack? Can you see the fire weaken in my eye? Can you hear my heart shatter? Can you see the man before you die?

Beer!
I like beer 'cos it is good I drink beer because I should If there is a song to sing I sing it and beer you bring I drink beer when I am sad 'Cuz the beer it makes me glad Now there's nothing left to say So let's go drink beer Beer is good Beer is good Beer is good ... and Stuff Beer is good Beer is good Beer is good Let's go drink some BEER BEER When it's warm it taste's real crappy But cold beer will make me happy When I throw up on the floor I can go and drink some more They say beer will make me dumb It are go good with pizza Now that we have drunk some beer Lets go drive a car Beer is good Beer is good Beer is good ....and stuff Beer is good Beer is good Beer is good Let's go drink some BEER Beer uh dude.. I think you've had enough ...NOOOO Let's go drink some beer. I am drunk, drunk as me, I am drunk, wheee I am drunk, drunk as me, I am drunk, wheee I am drunk, drunk as me, I am...

Biz Markie-vapors
This song relates a lot to me. In the past, yeah people rejected me, thought nothing of me, and left me for dead, so what? But just like him, I will get success. In every trial, you will triumph over the people who rejected you, and now I have a beautiful woman in my life who accepts me for who I am. I love you Fayth! Remember, be true to yourself and don't change for anyone. Be who you are! Don't worry about what people think of you, shake the haters off! Can you feel itNothin� can save yaFor this is the seaon of catchin� the vporsAnd since I got time, what I�m gonna doIs tell ya how to spread it throughout my crewWel you all know tj swan who sang on my recordsMade the music, "nobody beats the biz"Well, check itBack in the days before this beganHe usually tried to talk to this girl name franThe type of female with fly gucci wearWith big trunk jewelry and extensions in her hairWhen swan tried to kick it, she always fessedTalkin� about "nigger, pleas

..friends..
This is actually a MuMM but I dare not post it for the public. I'd get eaten alive.. not to mention, I'm hoping to get some actual advice here.. Anyhow.. Here it is.. About 9 years ago I met a couple that lived next to me. I became very fast friends with them and they eventually became my best friends. Their names were Leah and Jeremy. After a few years they broke up and Leah moved away to the east coast. Jeremy dated my cousin for anout a year after that. When my cousin and Jeremy broke up he met another woman name Mindy. Jeremy was a musician. He was a lead singer of a band. For 5 years I attended nearly every show he ever played. I still think his band is amazing and listen to their CD's to this very day. I was as close to Jeremy as I was to my own Brother. He has 2 boys that call me and my g/f Aunt and Uncle.. In December of 06' Jeremy shows up on my doorstep on a Sunday morning. He asks me if I've seen the news this morning and I say I havn't. He asks if my g/f is home,

Mah Tarot Card.
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take

Vegetables, Guitars, And Some Ranting.
Lately, I've been eating what appears to me to be too many vegetables. I haven't decided what qualifies as too many veggies, but I usually eat a huge bowl of mixed veggies with lunch and another with dinner, and throughout the day I snack on baby carrots. I'm going to turn into a rabbit. I cut my finger on a can of vegetables yesterday, and it hurt. Afterwards, somebody offered to be a nurse for me. That was hot. I've got a show this coming Saturday that I have to play with a cut left index finger, which as a guitarist is not really a great thing. I'm feeling pretty sexy right now... ...except for the bandage on my left pointer finger. Rock and roll.

Casual Comments Taken The Wrong Way
I spent last week working at a contaminated site on Robins AFB in central Georgia. We were sub-contracted to another company who seems to take a special pleasure in making every task just as painful as possible. This not only makes field work unenjoyable, but it also makes it take much longer than it would otherwise. I mentioned to one of my co-workers that I would like to go to this other companies headquarters and burn it down (jokingly). This was overheard by one of this companies employees, who complained, and now I have to go and talk to a psychologist. DOH!!

I Fear 16 Out Of 73, Guess Thats Normal (whatever That Is)
If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling. If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid. If you get 10-20, you are normal. If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless. People who don’t have any are full of feces. I Fear… [] black people[] alone in the house[] staying single forever[] being a parent[] giving birth[] being myself in front of others[] open spaces[x] closed spaces[x} heights[] dogs[] birds[] swimming with fish[x] spiders[] flowers or other plants Total so far:3 [] being touched[] fire[x] deep water[x] snakes[] silk[] the ocean[x] failure[] success[] thunder/lightning[] frogs/toads[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad[] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom[] rats[x] jumping from high places[] snow Total so far: 7 [] rain[] wind[] crossing hanging bridges(x] death[] heaven[x] being robbed/mugged[x] falling from high levels[] clowns[] dolls[] large crowds of people[] women[] having great responsibilities[] doctors, including denti

Need
She is the only person in this world that i have every felt i had to be with to be happy.I love her voice,her attitude and that she is responsible.She is my world.I think about her constantly.I dont know what i will do if I cannot be with her again soon.My life just isent the same without her. She can make me laugh and smile just thinking about her.I love her son like he was my own and thats so heartwarming to me.....I love you baby and i want to be with you>Please forgive me my love i miss you bunches...XOXOXOXOXOXO

Masochists Of Fate
Is love too much to handle; An ever burning vigil candle… That flames us all deep within, We injure gladly burns on skin, And if we make it through today, Will love stand hurdle in our way? Isn’t it true, fire signifies the love we see, The craze that chains us yet sets us free… For, through the time and all foul ages, Through old books and empty pages, Through the tears and all the pain, Through demise and souls in vain, There was hope and endless love; Our sacred blessings from above Yet beware of things untold Love is not yours to behold… Should you end up right from where you fell, Unto the deepest dungeon of Dante’s hell, Know that that the worse have yet to come, For love is an agitated mistress of the dawn, She won’t concede, love cannot fail, Her cosmic power will prevail, We shall yet be remorseful on her account, With streaming eyes & knees on jagged ground, Begging to spare our lives once more, Oh let us consume the pain we adore, We ar

04/09/09
So I havent been sick but in pain alot this past week.Robby has another warrant for his arrest and might be leaving to go to ohio this weekend and I cant go till after the 18th so ughhhhhhhhh WHY CANT THE DAM TROUBLES LEAVE ME ALONE IVE HAD ENOUGH NO MORE NO MORE NO MORE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Loving Flames
I've lost all faith. I've lost all heart. I've searched for love to long. In the flames I have stayed. Pretending I didn't care. But I do. I stayed in flames waiting for you to rescue me. Searching for what I've lost. Hoping you'd come and find me, Protect me and help me. But when you came I couldn't speak. I couldn't smile I couldn't look. A'll I could do is get on my knees and cry. You are everything. To me you are all things. You now are in flames, but you are in flames with me. Hold me, Touch me, Search me. I was fed up with love, But now I am love.

The Notorious B.i.g.-juicy
This song inspires me to do better. And this song is Juicy by The Notorious B.I.G. It lets you know that no matter how bad your situation is, or no matter how people put you down or people will say that you can't do it, remember, DON'T EVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS AND DECLARE THAT DREAM LIKE IT'S YOURS, AND YOU CAN TURN THE NEGATIVES IN YOUR LIFE INTO A POSITIVE. (Fuck all you hoes) Get a grip motherfucker.Yeah, this album is dedicated to all the teachers that told me I'd never amount to nothin', to all the people that lived above the buildings that I was hustlin' in front of that called the police on me when I was just tryin' to make some money to feed my daughters, and all the niggaz in the struggle, you know what I'm sayin'?Uh-ha, it's all good baby bay-bee, uhVerse One: It was all a dream I used to read Word Up magazine Salt'n'Pepa and Heavy D up in the limousine Hangin' pictures on my wall Every Saturday Rap Attack, Mr. Magic, Marley Marl I let my tape rock 'til my tape poppedSm

Fire
It burns in your soul. It burns in your eyes. You can never reveal, The secrets that it hides. You never know, Who has it in store. You can never tell, Whats going on next door. But answer me this.. DO you know.. Whats going on, Inside of your own body? Or your mind... Or soul? Tell me.. DO you ever fear, Whats not to be told? Do you ever Hold, The secrets.. Thats in your soul?

Novel Idea
Ok, so i was sitting back thinking ( i do that once in awhile) wouldnt it be a cool idea if the point system on fubar got changed up a little bit.... i've been on here for a little while now and have watched point whores come and go etc etc... what if you actually recieved more points for rating people and commenting them than the other way around??? slows down begging for attention and actually gets all the point whores to rating other peoples shyt and actually making them work for their shit??? hmmm? now wouldnt that be an interesting twist to things..... it would be hilarious to watch them running around on the site rating everybodies shit to try and get their points up and level up etc..... now of course as usual the ones that would have the most are the ones that have nothing to do all damn day long.... but oh well.....its just a thought and would be funny to see

Bound By Love
Bound to one in Gods eyes.. Bound to the other in fires passion.. Inlove with both... Where one fails me the other completes me.. My heart is not divided between them.. Instead my heart holds them in different places.. When one makes me cry the other holds me not understanding why.. Sitting next to one listening to his words... While my ears ring with the voice of the other.. As I remember our last words to eachother.. Looking into the eyes of one seeing our love for eachother.. As my eyes see reflections of the other lost in my soul... Making love to one with my body.. While giving my heart and mind to the other.. Kissing one whispering the others name.. Forever im locked and bound to you both.. Lost to my love for you both...

Rate Rate And Re-rate
OK WTF is up with this rerating people bullshit....who tha hell thought that would be a good idea and what on earth is the purpose of it.... i might find myself in a good mood and go rate all of someones 2147173413 pics of them turning their head a different angle and then all of their 31747138477 pics of some stupid web graphics they found on the net that every damn body has....only to pop back in and see that shyt clear again...what tha hell? now dont get me wrong i aint gonna go back and rate all that shyt again, you already caught me in a rare mood the first damn time..... once you rate somebodies shyt then it should stay fuckin rated...done,finish complete, move on.... well just another senseless rant by me, just because , well, its my damn page and i can do that..... this msg has been brought to you by the letters F and U... thank you please drive through

Peeve
Ok, so I'm just going to take a moment to gripe about something. Bleh, I hate doing it, but I have to get this off my chest. So our office uses Office 2007, the whole campus does. It's an educational insitiution, it makes no sense to use Office 2003 when you are trying to train people to be up with the times. Most of the world, however, uses Office 2003 because it's kinda expensive to upgrade. I get that, had I not had the connections I do, I'd be using Office 2003 on my own personal computers. Now, I'm not quite sure if you are aware of this, but Office 2003 cannot open Office 2007 documents natively. Notice that word, natively, it's italicied because Microsoft, in their genuine goodness, and understanding that everyone can't afford to upgrade relased a FUCKING FREE UPDATE TO 2003 TO OPEN THE GOD FUCKING DAMN DOCUMENTS YOU PIECES OF SHIT. Stop bitching to me that you can't open my shit and I need to save it as an Office 2003 document. YOU FUCKING UPGRADE YOUR SHIT. IT'S FREE YOU DO

Have Yourself A Maundy Little Thursday
Those of us going to church this evening of the Christian Holy Week – our annual commemoration of Jesus’ final week of Earthly life from his (I’m not capitalizing the personal pronouns referring to Jesus here despite being a Christian because you never know who might be reading) entry into Jerusalem to his death on the cross – have probably heard this day three days before Easter called Maundy Thursday. I know what “good” means (and Good Friday’s tomorrow), but it’s easy to scratch your head at “maundy” which sounds like “moldy”. You could also call today “Holy Thursday” and some churches use the terms interchangeably, but in case you want to know, “maundy” comes from a Middle English word that in turn comes from French and in turn comes from Latin – in this case, the word “mandatum”, the first word in Latin of the thirteenth chapter, thirty-fourth verse of the gospel acc

~thank You My Friends~
In a World where we stress to find time for ourselves and struggle to stay ahead of the crisis before us all, it is sometimes difficult or near impossible to get around to thank the friends around us that become our Support Structure in many different shapes and forms. And each individual person themselves are multi-faceted and show us a rainbow of personality colors that combine to make us Laugh, make us Happy, share our Joy and show us Love. I wish to now extend a heartfelt 'Thank You' to all my friends that have shown me Kindness, Compassion, Laughed with me and shed tears with me as well. I have tried to give all of you the Attention and Friendship you so Richly Deserve. You have enriched my Life and made me a Better Person because of who you are and what you are. I pledge that you will ALWAYS have a Safe and Soft Place to Land on my page and I will do all I can to show you Friendship, Love and Understanding. Thank you all for Everything you do for me. You know who you are....Peace

Poetry Is Magick Manifest
I am inspired by mystery, by passion, by experience. Poetry is my heart and soul trying to make sense of it all, speaking metaphoricaly, and directly from the primal place of experience, my soul. poetry has revealed to me that there is no such thing as "paranormal" there is only the real, the experience and how we share common perceptions and call it comunication. What we refer to as paranormal, is in fact the normal, that we struggle to explain, and express. Perceptions can be decieving, relative to where we are when we try and understand them. Poetry removes these barriers, it is an open conduit from the unconscious, the universal place of experience, what Jung called the universal unconscious , or racial consciousness. poetry is the voice of the spirit. it is prophecy and meaning in and of itself, I believe that Poetry is in itself a "psychic" experience. soul to soul, heart to heart comunication. This is why Bards were sacred, and inviolate to the Druids and celts

Smile ...this Was Sent To Me By A Friend
SmileSmiledo that for mebe happyfor you, and mea world of hard timescan be hard on youand others keep youdoing things you don’t wanna doand the bad daysalways go by slowbut sometimesyou just have to let goSmiledo that for medon’t let lifetake your beautybecause you are beautifulno matter what they saybelieve in your heartand live day by dayonly one at a timebecause time is preciousdon’t get caught upand lose all that is precioustake a deep breathstep back from situationssee them for what they areand find realistic expectationsSmiledo that for mesometimes you have to escapeto your own fantasya book, a poemsomething outsidewhere real lifeconflicts never collidewhen the heroalways winsand life is alwayshappy in the endand just smilebecause your herowill comeand rescue youand let you knowthat dreamscan come trueif the heart believesIt’s really possible to dosmiledo that for meand letsfly away and seethe endless possibilitiesin the futureof happinessin the futureso b

What Is Love?
Someone asked me what is love is it good, is it bad is it awesome, is it terrible I honestly didnt know how to answer them. I finally desided love is the most complicated of all emotions. ...Love... Love... Some crave it,Some love it,Some hate it,Some need it.Others abuse it,Others use it,Others are obsessive to a point Some aren't.It's a word that can mean so much;It's a word that can mean so little;It's a word some don't understand;It's a word that some simply dismiss...Love... It's just a four letter word But some people fear it so much It's nothing to be scared of But others aren't sure. Love is always worth it because you become a better person everytime you love someone from the simplest careing for a friend to the deepest desire to love someone til the world ends from the unconditional love of a child to the complicated love of the gods there is...no meaning to love love means...everything No matter how much it hurts you, or makes you cry tries your spirt, and splits

Stole This Cuz I Laughed.
Larry is recovering in room 232 at the Hospital Ok, you are asking who in the hell is 'Larry'. Larry gets home late one night and Linda, his wife, says, 'Where in the hell have you been?' Larry replies, 'I was out getting a tattoo.' 'A tattoo?' she frowned. 'What kind of tattoo did you get?' 'I got a hundred dollar bill on my privates,' he said proudly. 'What the hell were you thinking?!' She said, shaking her head in disgust. 'Why on earth would an accountant get a hundred dollar bill Tattooed on his privates?' "Well, One, I like to watch my money grow. Two, once in a while I like to play with my money. Three, I like how money feels in my hand. And, lastly, instead of you going out shopping, you can stay right here at home and blow a hundred bucks anytime you want. Larry is recovering in room 232 at the Hospital

Negativity!
I am such a pessimist when comes to online anymore. I just do not understand many things on here..but all i hear is..its fantasy. Does anyone actually value friendship though? Just wondering. Theres many things on my mind..and I am sure I would be bitched at over alot..if I open my mouth..but oh well..I can not keep it shut! First thing,,is there really that many people on fu..who die? I see so many bullys on people.. even young people..and I wonder. Is it real..or just for the attn? Also.. what makes people keep rating these people who are already leveled up there.. when they got friends who need leveled more.? Is a auto 11 person more important then those who you are suppose to be good friends with..but who can not afford them? Why do you crush people..who do not even pay attn to you at all? I have seen some..who rate/bling/crush these women who look like models on here but do not even get one look from them? I would rather do the ugliest person on here (rate/bling/crush) if they

A Passion Play...
Drowning in your fireBurning in your seaPassions hot maelstromConsuming all of meDo not speak about tomorrowNO,Do not speak those words of loveJust dance within my firesAs we fall from up aboveA bright and burning starWe crash into the groundPenetrating darknessIn these flames that we have foundFeel the heat of my bodyThe sharpness of my teethGathering the moonliteLet my madness fill your need.

First Installment...
Time on fubar can usually be defined one of a few ways. Perving: looking at peoples pics for your own pleasure(only you know what sort). Rating: F/R/A...hitting all the easy rate folders just for those millions of points needed to make Godfather or higher. Mumming: those oh so wonderful POLLS (fubar itself defines mumms as polls look it up) where everyone spouts off their opinions or insults usually getting completely off topic from the original mumm. Lounging: fubars online equivilant to those millions of REAL drinking establishments across the country where regulars and staff deal with soap operaesque drama and the rest of fu land enjoy getting shit faced virtually while watching wanna be sex symbols showing their stuff on web cam. Dating: this is the virtual form of course, which is growing in popularity everywhere, where people hundreds or thousands of miles apart spend hours upon hours online chatting up the opposite sex in the hopes of gaining anything from some cam time

Endlessly (for You)
The essence of living is life, the essence of day is light, our very purpose for existance is love much in the way that I love you.Thru clouds shadowed with doubt and fearThru and beyond all the things I hold forever nearThru rain and sun and all these thingsMy love for you remains as beautiful as the springThru height and depth and far off placeFar beyond the dark outer spaceFar from any place that man's eyes have never seenBeyond all of our very own understandingMy love for you shall carry onOn and on til all existance is far goneAnd it shall be stronger in that dayThan it was in the beginning this wayWhen I tell you forever my love is trueIt is more pure than the bluest of blueIt is more lovely than the blue bird songAgain I remind you, my love goes on and onEach night when you lay your head down upon your bedAnd the day has passed and you think of all that was saidI hope you hear these sweet words mine Playing over and over in your dear mindAnd in that moment, I hope you findGreat

Living The Hell They Call Lonliness
I`m living the hell they call lonliness As i walk the streets at night if i had a hand just to caress I know everything would be alright. But alas I live within my heart that`s been broken again in two But I must not despare but instead repair the damage that`s been done by you. Again i look to the heavens and wonder what it`s like up there and why i can`t go to this place that i know where to me somebody always cares. i know one day i`ll be happy all safe,loved and found it`s the day i must say as my life passed away and they put me into the ground. but cry not for me when im gone just know that i smile upon what i see the angels above that show me the love that finally made me so happy. Jocko65rs 4/09

Can You Help Me Support One Of My Favorite Indie Bands Play In Milwaukee This Summer? Just Takes A Few Minutes!!
Admiral of Black Chicago, IL Rock / Hard Rock / Metal Members: Jeremy Bremner, Mike Anderson, Ryan Distel, Brendan Haas PLAY SONGS SHARE SONGS HELP US PLAY SUMMERFEST IN MILWAUKEE THIS YEAR!!! CLICK ON THE LINKS BELOW, SEARCH FOR ADMIRAL OF BLACK AND VOTE! IT'S FREE TO REGISTER and you can vote up to 10 times per day!!! Voting lasts until MAY 3rd!!! So do it everyday. http://www.m

Tattoo Help
Ok I need some help with this as I am at my wits end.... I have a name of someone on the back of my neck that is in dire need of being covered up...What I want is to get some sort of TOOL design to cover it up with but have yet to find anything so if anyone has any ideas..I am open for suggestion.... Thanks, B

Ne-yo: Stop This World From Spinning
OKI woke up in heaven todayShe kissed me I floated away (away)Never felt anything so greatAlright now I brace myself for the fightSomething must go wrong cause its way too rightI'm light as a feather tonight (Yeah, yeah)~Chorus;Cuz I can't feel the groundSomeone let me downI've never felt so high as I do nowIt's too good to be trueI don't deserve youI never felt the love strong enough toStop this world from spinningAnd I seeHeaven when she looks at meAnd her smile is the most amazing dreamAnd in her eyes I fall asleepAnd I hopeHope that she can see through the smokeOf my imperfections into my soulAnd my heart where she has control (she has control)~Chorus;Cuz I can't feel the groundSomeone let me downI've never felt so high as I do nowIt's too good to be trueI don't deserve youI never felt the love strong enough toStop this world from spinningHappiness like this will never last (will never last)Turns into the memories of the ground (memories of the ground)Here today and gone just as fa

3 Doors Down-ur Arms Feel Like Home
I think i've walked too close to loveAnd now i'm falling inTheres so many things this weary soul can't take Maybe you just caught me by surpriseThe first time that i looked into your eyesThere's a life inside of meThat i can feel againIt's the only thing that takes me Where i've never beenI don't care if i lost everything that i have knownIt don't matter where i lay my head tonightYour arms feel like homeFeel like homeThis life aint the fairy tale we both thought it would beBut i can see your smiling face as it's staring back at meI know we both see these changes nowI know we both understand somehowThere's a life inside of meThat i can feel againIt's the only thing that takes me Where i've never beenI don't care if i lost everything that i have knownIt don't matter where i lay my head tonightYour arms feel like homeThey feel like home(hold on, you're home to me)There's a life inside of meThat i can feel againIt's the only thing that takes me Where i've never beenI don't care if i lost

Brother & Sisters Of The Earth
As the sun rises over our heads into the blue skys,We sit upon that mountain of golden sands eyes looking up,Watching upon the mystery that is nature & life whisking bye,Paws shall climb & grasp at everything avaiable to keep whatevers there.From the highest peaks to the depths off the ocean,The wind wisps slowly bye in pales shades as ripples develop,Watching reflections form off love & hate develop around the head,The leaves grow & drop as nature so intended, the circle of life.The moss grows over solid rocks consuming the dew off the morning,Sitting under gushing fountains passing warmth unto all underneath,The foialage grows true & green creating a vast jungle of green,Those who tread through these paths & seasons know they have lived.Whatever weather falls from up above we'll keep growing,Strong & Proud at all we have achieved in life & Love,Gently blowing in the cool warm breeze we spread our seed's,To be reborn somewhere new & continue our growth somewhere new.Wipe away those te

A Young Firefighter
In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared downat her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia.Although her heart was filled with sadness,she also had a strong feeling of determination.Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up &fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible..The leukemia would see to that. But she stillwanted her son's dream to come true.She took her son' s hand and asked,'Billy, did you ever think about what you wantedto be once you grew up?Did you ever dream and wish what you woulddo with your life?'Mommy, 'I always wanted to be a firemanwhen I grew up.'Mom smiled back and said, 'Let's see if we canmake your wish come true.'Later that day she went to her local firedepartment in Phoenix , Arizona , where she metFireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix She explained her son's final wish andAsked if it might be possibleto give her 6 year-old son a ride around the block on a fire engineFireman Bob said, 'Look, we can dobetter than th

Ramblings
It's been a while since I've posted something that said I didn't have anything to say. Mainly cause I don't have anything to say about not having anything to say. Somehow I could see this becoming a vicious loop. I'm not going to put a lot of effort into this, as you can tell. I'm mainly typing now so I look busy at work. I get a new office soon. If I still have my job. I'm bored. I'm moving this weekend. You guys don't really care. So I'm gonna find friends who do! *sobs*

To Kiss Or Not To Kiss
a kiss is just a kiss but a kiss after your girl has had your dick in her mouth weather or not you came in her mouth... but would you give her a kiss after she gave you head? after you came in her mouth...if she is the type of girl who likes it.. would you kiss her full on the lips..or even a lil tongue? or would you not kiss her till she brushed her teeth? why or why not... do tell me why

The Secret
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation..Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.

The "true" Meaning Of Friendship
I feel so much at home on Fubar now that I know it is just like MyYearbook...Drama Drama Drama!!!!! And I am so glad that someone took the time to point out my mistakes! What"s that you might ask? Well, I'm here to tell you? They were oh so kind to explain to me that being a true friend means F/R/A...get someone to rate all your pics...Then ignore them! And here I thought that meant being polite and courteous...And taking them time to say good morning...to buy them a drink if they're meter is low...to re-rate...etc etc etc...But apparently that means that I am consider a stalker! Well, BAD ME!!!! For all those people that are the most awesome of friends...And who continue to "stalk" me on a daily basis...Thank You!!!!! You can stalk my page anytime.... As for the rest...Forgive me for not being a good friend and ignoring you as you have me...I promise to try and do better....And leave you twice the comments! Twice the drinks! And view your page at least 3 times a day or more! Mayb

Im Gonna Keep Him My Dirty Lil Secret
Let me know that I've done wrong When I've known this all along I go around a time or two Just to waste my time with you Tell me all that you've thrown away Find out games you don't wanna play You are the only one that needs to know I'll keep you my dirty little secret (Dirty little secret) Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret (Just another regret, hope that you can keep it) My dirty little secret Who has to know When we live such fragile lives It's the best way we survive I go around a time or two Just to waste my time with you Tell me all that you've thrown away Find out games you don't wanna play You are the only one that needs to know I'll keep you my dirty little secret (Dirty little secret) Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret (Just another regret, hope that you can keep it) My dirty little secret Who has to know The way she feels inside (inside) Those thoughts I can't deny (deny) These sleeping thoughts won't lie (won't lie) And all I've tried to hide

I Am In Love With The Man I Always Knew Existed
im a lucky girl ... i cant express how lucky ... i have the love of a man who i can be myself with ... who wants nothing but the best for me ... the man who had my heart for years ... texted me last nite out of the blue ... Harley knows all bout him ... i tell that man everything ... well Harley called him today and said i think u texted the wrong person ... check that number and have a good day ... shortly after that call ... i got a call from kurt (the x b/f) who i spent 3 years with ..... off and on cause hes military ... always deployed .. upon his return from afganistan the last time he went back to his x wife .. almost killed me honestly... but i said no u cant come back when he wanted to run back to me ... hard thing to do but the right thing ... he left me without closure... and i had a hard time trusting anyone after that ... just kinda hung with the kids ... dated a lil but never let anyone close but one guy and we wont go there ... one reason i hadnt been with anyone for 8

Life
go figure its lie gurl of ur dreams and fike finding 20 bucks and then getting a call and finding out u still owe 200 on ur laptop. kinda like gettin the gurl of ur dreams and findin out shes in luv wit ur boy. just ironic bullshit everyone seems to go thru. if ur life is like a walking time bomb and and u really just dont give a fuck hit me back cause this shit is just sumtimes too much to deal wit alone so holla at ur boy and tell me wats good

Coffee Vending Machine
A man put his fifty cents in a vending machine and watched helplessly while the cup failed to appear and a nozzle sent coffee down the drain while another poured cream after it. "Now that's automation!" he exclaimed. "It even drinks for you!"

Her Ghost In The Fog.
For twenty years, like clockwork, I've come to this spot. Always on March 14 no matter what the weather. Others have joined her in this place, my grandparents, my dad, and my uncle. I vist them on their days as well, but this day holds special meaning. For it was I who found her those many years ago. She was my first and last wife. I never had the courage to remarry after that. I didn't want that hurt to happen again. I grew old. My two sons grew up, got married themselves and now I'm a grandpa. I've brought my grandchildren here a couple of times, although they don't really understand yet the whys and hows of what I tell them about this woman. My sons do though, and it still makes them tear up in rememberance. But today, I am alone here. It's early in the day, and quite cold. There is a heavy fog surrounding me in my car and I have to drive carefully around the narrow lane, careful not to run off of it and into the neatly manicured lawn. But I know the path well, having traveled it s

How To Love...
when u miss & love someone you will go thru everything that needs to be gone thru...just to keep this special person in your life. you will experience pain, tears, lust, hurt, a broken heart, u will feel that if u ever lose him/her you will not want to live anymore, before they walk out of your life you will rather take their steps so you can always step back to them, you cant imagine a world without this person, u cant trust anyone but yourself, you will do anything in order to have this person forever in your heart, you will cry yourself to sleep when you’ve been hurt, you’ll miss them all the time, you never stop smiling when u are with them, you’ll always remember that first and last kiss, you’ll dream of them close to u and wake up crying thinking that the dream was real, you’ll have butterflies in your tummy every time you think of them, you’ll have to lie just in case you lose them, you’ll always picture there smile and put it in a frame

I Have Loved
I have loved and been hurt by loveI have seen joy and yet there is painI have breathed and yet i am breathlessIn your presenceConsumed by your beauty the essence of loveI have walked a thousand miles in my shoesOn a road which never endsThrough the driving rains many tears have fallenSwept up in the passage of timeMy heart will linger in the moonlightAs i breathe the ocean breeze tonightFor on the horizon there is a new dayA story still left untoldFor the dreamer dreams of hopeAnd a lover feels with their heartSo why is it human natureFor us to tear ourselves apart??

A True Friend
A true friend... -Accepts you as you are-believes in you-calls you only to say "hello"-doesn't give up with you-admires all sides of your personality-forgives your mistakes-helps you-encourages you to try it again-makes a difference in your life-says nice things about you-offers his/her support-understands you-tells you the truth-never judges you-explains things you don't understand-walks by your side-calms down your fears-shouts if necessary, if you don't want to listen-raises you spirit.

No Change
There are still no changes since the other blog last night. It's 8am here and I am awake, slept like shit and have a very nervous stomach. Not to forget my eyes look like total hell from crying so hard. I still don't know what I am going to do. I know in the city there is a Women's Drop In Center, I think I am going to go talk to them and see if they have any suggestions. My mom is home sick again, so I am going to try like hell to be away part of the day. I think that place opens at 9 so I am gonna try to be out around then. //sighs

Ghetto Wedding
The following are true events as happened to my mom's co-worker. This past weekend, her co-worker and wife went to a wedding that was TRULY ghetto. Most weddings assign guest to certain table. There was no assignment here, so they sat where there was space. Someone from the wedding party came up to them stating they couldn't sit there, they had to sit in their assigned seats. He informed them there was no seat assignment, so they sat down where there was room. Again, they were told they had to move because they weren't in their properly assigned seat. He got so annoyed, he told the person he was told to sit there and they finally went away. Next, most weddings have at least a pitcher of water on the table. Nope. Nothing. Not even glasses! Seriously! There were no glasses on any of the tables. Time for the toast. Ah. The best man stands up and asks for everyone to raise their glasses in a toast. People started yelling out, "What glasses?" To which the best man responded, "Just hold

Summer
The cold weather is played out. I'm sick of the windy, gray blah that is happening in MN right now. So to brighten my mood I was sitting here thinking about my favorite part of summer.... I LOVE taking naps on really warm days, the windows wide open, fan blowing the warm air around the room, only covered by a sheet, feeling the cool pillowcase on your face. *sigh* I need summer! Im so hoping the weather is warm when I get to Texas.

Making A Difference...
"The spiritual life is a call to action. But it is a call to ... action without any selfish attachment to the results." -- Eknath Easwaran Many of us feel deeply that we want to make a difference -- we want our lives to mean something in the bigger scheme of life. While this is a noble motive, we might want to explore what lies at its root. Does the drive to make a difference arise from ego’s need to feel worthy? If my ego is not convinced that I matter, I may want visible proof that I do by making some kind of impact on life. Soul doesn’t need proof that it’s worthy. Soul thrives in being awake and connected. Perhaps if we let go of the pressure we feel from our ego’s need to be recognized, we will be more open and able to simply live soulfully. And by doing that, we WILL make a difference! "A person’s worth is contingent upon who he is, not upon what he does, or how much he has. The worth of a person, or a thing, or an idea, is in being

4-9-9
You Know While Your Mother Is Cooking The Macaronni Today I Figured Id Sit Down And Talk To You Since Your Old Enough. You Know Its Time That You Really Realize What This Family Is All About Cause About This Time Is When Your Gonna Be Able To Join In And Earn Some Real Money And Real Cash But Before You Do That I Wanna Teach You A Little Bit About Loyalty, The Main Name Of This Game Is Respect And Loyalty. Family Is A Big Thing When We Do This Kind Of Business Everything Is With Respect And When A Family Member Gets Outta Line And Another Family Dont Like It One Thing Leads To Another And The Next Thing You Know, Your Gone And Then Your Just A Memory Of Me, My Hearts Broke Then, But You Gotta Remember Theres Always Family And Loyalty, Loyalty Is The Main Thing. Obviously You Know I Dont Make My Money, I Dont Make All My Cash From Uh Construction Jobs We Do And Uh Sanitation And Private Stuff Is All Earned Money Through The Family And Since Your Of Age Now I Think Its Time I Taught You

Social Tarnish
Sometimes, it's difficult being the "older student" at my University. I look at my classmates who are ten or so years younger than me and I can't help but wonder how long it will be until their convictions about the world as they know it are shattered. How long will it take for life to force them to reinvent their social ideals and concepts? When will that "everything is new and shiny" brightness to their persona tarnish? I've spent the last few months asking myself which social convictions are my own and which ones were drilled into my head by others. One would think this wouldn't be such a difficult thing to process, but if you peel back more than just the superficial layers of your personality, you have to wonder how you came to be who you are. What shaped you? What molded you? What changed you? It's been said that no true original thought can exist within the human mind. At some point, the idea has been pondered by another. The thought has been formed in some othe

Night Of Passion ~story~
You looks deep into my eyes that move from a green to a blue the closer they get to my pupils. Your warm fingers gently caress my face - brushing my reddish blonde hair behind my ear before lightly running a thumb over my lips. In your eyes I am beautiful; a sexy creature that captures your thoughts and graces your dreams. My features are soft and kind. My curvy figure one, you crave to have pressed against you. You pull me close, Your right hand moving from caressing my face to tracing the outline of my neck. As you reach my shoulder your other hand has traveled to the base of my neck. Gently, you pull me forward as you step the rest of the distance to close the space between us. You draw my lips into a kiss as you left hand is entangled in my silky locks and you lightly massages my scalp. Meanwhile, your right hand continues its downward travel. You move it slowly down my back pulling me closer and finally allow it to settle gropingly on my butt. Our bodies are pr

Salute Contest Ends 4/29/09
Salute Contest Everyone can play!! Make a salute to me (GeorgiaQT) or (Selina) **must be a real salute....and send me the link in my messages by April the 14(monday). I will then post them in a folder...who ever has the most comments and rates will win an auto11 or bomb..your choice. Contest ends 4/29/09 (wednesday) will bling at first HH Good Luck!!

Keep The Fork!!!
Woman and a Fork There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things 'in order,' she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes.She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in.Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her.'There's one more thing,' she said excitedly.'What's that?' came the Pastor's reply.'This is very important,' the young woman continued. 'I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand.'The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say.That surprises you, doesn't it?' the young woman asked.'Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request,' said the Pastor.The young woman explained. 'My grandmother once tol

Always In The Wrong
This morning, a friend of mine and I got talking about when I had come over for a visit. And he said how he was always afraid cause I dont pull punches and if someone said shit to me they are gonna get told . Any how I brought up one thing that was said about him and how I reacted. He said and I quote "Gawd you must fuck me blind" For me not to hear that. I went on to explain to him why he didnt. And here is the stupid thing, he absoultely knew if he said that comment how I would react to it and yet said it any how. Well after getting off the pc I thought and thought about that rude comment and it started to upset me alot. So knowing I am better at saying how I feel in text proceeded to send him a email and tell him just how I thought. I told him he made me feel like a dirty ass ho whos only reason for visiting was to get laid. Now seriously if that is what I wanted I dont need to travel to pittsburgh pa to get it. I said in the email thx now I know just how you see me a

An Amazing Woman:)
I am writing this to anyone that reads this,tifanie my wife is an amazing woman she is not only beautiful but if ya take the time to get to know her you will notice that shes a funny,outgoing and a sweetheart.she has a great sense of humor a woman who is just a down to earth and is an amazing wife that through all our hard times has stayed by my side she truly is the breath i take and the beat that keeps my heart going,she has shown true love that if you can have that in ur life hold on to it dont let it go cause these days its rare and tifanie has given me that and much more, so this is just a lil somthing to tell just a tiny part of an extrardinary woman and wife i love you tif and all i want for you is good things and i hope you know just how much i love you sweetheart like i always have said you are my 365days of beautiful we have a love that you see or read about but this is tifanie everyone a real person so go say hi see what shes about she is my #1 on my friends:)

"humanity Unchained!"
Basic information: (Media release info).World’s Most Extreme Escape Artist Plans to use Use Restraint Collection to Raise Public Awareness of Human Rights ViolationsEscape Artist and restraint collector/historian Steve Santini is using rare and diverse historical restraints from his personal collection to raise public awareness of human rights violations such as false imprisonment and torture .Santini, named “The World’s Most Extreme Escape Artist” by the legendary Ripley’s Believe it or Not! , plans to lock up over 200 volunteers with a myriad assortment of diverse and historical restraints from his personal collection to make the world’s longest continuous chain of restrained humans. While he admits that as a professional escape artist he himself has escaped from many such devices, Santini is quick to point out that this public display is focused on drawing attention to the fact that around the globe there are countless numbers of people falsely im

I Like It Like It
Lacuna Coil - I like itEverything is different todayI like it like itI feel very different todayI like it like itI'm not gonna to be in your paradecause I don't like itYou think I'm a dirty little gameYou think I like itYou made up this fantasy with meBut I don't like itI want you to get away from meThats how I like itHow do you like itToday I'm gonna flyThere's nothing that can keep me on the groundTouch the skyI'm free insideYou think your the master I'm the slaveYou think I like itYou don't even know me anywayThats how I like itI am getting ready to move on But you don't like itYou can kiss your fairytale awayI like it like itHow do you like itToday I'm gonna flyThere's nothing that can keep me on the groundTouch the skyI'm free insideToday I'm gonna flyThere's nothing that can keep me on the groundTouch the skyI'm free insideI'm free to do what I likeI'm celebrating my lifeI'm free to be what I likeI'm celebrating my lifeI'm gonna get what I likeGonna celebrate till I dieI'm celebr

I Don't Want To Be Saved
This is a song on the new lacuna coil album...since i'm not allowed to put the music on my profile (copyright laws) I typed up the lyrics... Lacuna Coil - Not EnoughI don't want to be savedI wanna go down with youTogether we will find a wayTo come backCome backCome backI don't want to be savedI wanna go down with youTogether we will find a wayto come backI thought it was too lateI thought you disappearedIts been a while since Ibelieved in youI used to have the strenghtI used to just walk awayBut now that I see youIts not enoughIts not enoughI don't want to be savedI wanna go down with youTogether we will find a wayTo come backI thought it was a gameI'm following the wayNothings changed since I believed in youI knew that you would comeI thought that I'd be afraidBut now that I have youIts not enoughIts not enoughI don't want to be savedI wanna go down with youTogether we will find a wayTo come backForgotten fearsI throw away all of the caution into the windMy soul is burstingAnd I'm st

Dj's Wanted In $$the Dogghouse$$
$$THE DOGG HOUSE$$ is CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR DEPENDABLE DJ's! Wanna DJ in a lounge with rockin' music, great people to talk with, and where no drama is tolerated? If you are interested, please see one of the following ... ~Oscar~ DJ Manager @ $$The Dogg House$$ ORbbw_kÅT-mÅnÅgër@$$ Thë ÐØgg hØü§ë$$OR*Brat* Assistant Manager @ $$The Dogg House$$ORÐJ$$lückŸÐØgg$$ Øwnër Øƒ $$Thë ÐØgg hØü§ë$$ƒü mÅrrïëÐ TØ (crÅzŸ bïTch)

Human Relationship!!
I am Bruce B. Yeboah of the republic of Liberia commonly known as "THE STORM". If you would like to know more about me, please send me an e-mail of inquiry. e-mail address: brucece12008@yahoo.com. One of my favorite quotations is TOUGH TIMES DON'T LAST, BUT TOUGH PEOPLE DO THROUGH HARD WORK AND PREPARATION". Write me and I will reply you in the shortest possible time.

Iced Earth - Melancholy (holy Martyr)
Make the sadness go away Come back another day For years I've tried to teach But their eyes are empty Empty too I have become For them I must die A sad and troubled race An ungrateful troubled place I see the sadness in their eyes Melancholy in their cries Devoid of all the passion The human spirit cannot die Look at the pain around me This is what I cry for Look at the pain around me This is what I'll die for Make the sadness go away Come back another day The things I've said and done Don't matter to anyone But still, you push me to see Something, I can never be Why am I their shattered king? I don't mean anything I see the sadness in their eyes Melancholy in their cries Devoid of all the passion The human spirit cannot die Look at the pain around me This is what I cry for Look at the pain around me This is what I'll die for

Iced Earth - Jeckyl & Hyde
What's the reason for me to be this way? I'm lying on the floor I've broken through some door I don't know how I came to this There is blood lust in my eyes And someone in my mind saying I have forced you here I'm hiding, right here inside you Trapped in here so long You'll find me growing in every man Who is this that speaks to me? Tearing down my mind My reality This must certainly be the one What will I pay for this? This evil synthesis! I'm out of control Evil takes my soul I can feel you inside me Of course you can You're not stronger than me I am You I won't let you I will beat you No, you can't have me! I won't let you destroy me You took away my life With your wicked seed If you're able to take control You'll bring damnation upon my soul

Iced Earth - Jack
I...I am a bastard son Conceived of a hundred men Now I'm the Chosen One Back, looking back Father William called me Johnny But my mother called me Jack I...I scream out to you As I see them take you Hell, it put me through You...you gave me life Then ripped out my emotion And replaced it with a knife I cut you once, I cut you twice You're my midnight sacrifice You shamed me...you shame God You scream my name, and now you're gone I've seen the rain wash over you a thousand times Your flesh summons me God knows why Repent your sins to me Now...you're no different now Still the same, the Devil's whore Lilith on the prowl I...I've got something for you I know what real pain is And you will too I cut you once, I cut you twice You're my midnight sacrifice You shamed me...you shame God You scream my name, now you're gone

Icead Earth - Im-ho-tep
Time is the bond of mortal life Isis with the scroll of life Raised her love Osiris from the dead Live can transcend the mortal coil With this script, the high priest of The Pharaoh commits his sacrilege Death is but a threshold To another life, you will arrive With this power You shall live again, there is no end You'll live again... Love was the curse upon my soul For it I would risk salvation And utilize the scroll to save this one Time is the sentence for my sin Three thousand years my angry soul's Been trapped inside this tomb of my condemn. Death is but a threshold To another life, I will arrive With this power I shall live again, there is no end. I'll live again Dawn shines a light on pain untold Scarred from the millennia The heart that beats inside my chest is cold Rise, I'm rising from these sands of time By the scarab's power I am given strength With hate in hand, this misery I drink Death is but a threshold To another life, I will arrive And with this power I shall live

Iced Earth - Frankenstein
A mastermind in the old watchtower Prying eyes must never find. Playing God in the final hour Insanity, such a fine line Overwhelmed by the mourning process And the loss of his dearly loved The Doctor's work is now obsession What is life? What's beyond? He wants to know what it's like to be God Creating life with his own hands To reanimate lifeless tissues The Devil's work, the doctors plan A man of wealth and a genius mind A slave to passion and his morbid side Robbing graves of the newly dead Erratic tendencies, a troubled mind I will create in my own image If God can then why can't I? No thought of the consequences I've got to know the meaning of life Lightning strikes, it's the witching hour The monstrosity comes alive A victim of man's vanity Born in delirium, a deranged child He turns his back on his own creation Chaos ensues, the innocent die Who's the monster? Who's the victim? Crucify!!! Crucify!!!

Upcoming Weigh In
My next weigh in and measurement is on the 17th. At my last monthly weigh in, I wasn't too happy with the results cause I only lost two pounds and maybe a couple inches, if they measered my correctly. I just know that I probably have not lost anything this month. I was over at Em and Fesha's house earlier to pick up my computer and plus to pick up the nerds from nerd night and Fesha swwears that I lost some weight. She said she could tell in my arms. I still feel the same.... It's taking soooo long....it frustrates me....

Tonsils
So I went in to have my tonsils removed on 4/8. Things were goin okay, got to hang out in my paper gown, silly non-skid socks, and my bonnet. Got stuck a few times before they finally got my IV in. Not a big deal, needles dont bother me. So I am just hangin out on my stretcher waitin for them to come get me. Finally anesthesia comes and gives me versed and tells me its time to roll. Last thing I remember is transfering to the surgical table. My first memory after surgery was the staff screamin my name and shaking me. They were yellin at me to please wake up, I needed to breathe. I could here them and I was really tryin, I just couldnt open my eyes to do what they wanted. I could feel them checkin my blood pressure what felt like every minute or two and the nurse say it was dropping. They put me on oxygen and boy does that feel weird. I remember them saying I was satting at 80% at 4l/min of O2. Which is kinda crazy for someone without breathing problems. Needless to say it

Iced Earth - Dracula
Do you believe in love? Do you believe in destiny? True love may come only once in a thousand lifetimes... I too have loved...they took her from me, I prayed for her soul....I prayed for her peace When I close my eyes I see her face, it comforts me When I close my eyes Memories cut like a knife The blood is the life, and Christ I defy. My sworn enemy...birth of a new creed. Is this my reward for serving God's own war? The blood I've spilled for faith fulfilled. To damn her, a disgrace, you spit back in my face. I served you loyally, and you spew blasphemy. I avenge with darkness, for blood is the life The Order of the Dragon, I feed on human life There are far worse things awaiting man than death Come taste what I have seen I'm spreading my disease I will feed upon His precious child The human race will bleed, they will serve my need. (Pre-chorus) I avenge with darkness, for blood is the life The Order of the Dragon, I feed on human life (Chorus) I am the Dragon of blood, a rele

Iced Earth - Dark Saga
The deal was rigged There's darkness in my soul I want to die again An empty soul shrouded in darkness Alone and confused what am I? Images flash memories jaded He took my life God damn his lies Fight spawn of the damned, bring down the heavens Smash in the gates, burn down You must accept the fate that you've chosen You will obey your destiny I cheated myself for love Love unconditional Now just to see her face I've lost it all I know there's goodness in me Though I'm not the same I will defy the master I will refuse to be his slave No, I was betrayed I can't accept this My future's unclear, it's a lie I'll follow my heart stand and be counted The curse will lift I will survive I cheated myself for love Love unconditional Now just to see her face I've lost it all I cheated myself for love Love unconditional Now just to see her face I've lost it all

Iced Earth - Damian
(chanting) "Set! Damiando!" So the beast resides in me Deep down I always knew I never really did fit in So diverse from all of you Let him who comprehends Know the number of the beast It's a number of a man A number just for me As the boy becomes a man Father's minions pave the way Set in motion now, Armageddon, Final conflict, end of days I embrace the hounds of hell And the power they oblige For the task that lies ahead The Nazarene I'll crucify They'll see the raptures of our kingdom They'll see the truth to mankind I'll show what hell truly is The monotony of their lives (Chorus) When the Jews return to Zion And a comet fills the sky The Holy Roman Empire rises And you and I must die From the eternal sea he rises Creating armies on either shore Turning man against his brother Till man exists no more (spoken) "Nazarene, what can you offer? Since the hour you vomited forth from the gaping whomb of a woman, you have done nothing but drown mens' soaring desires in a deluge of sa

Iced Earth - Burnt Offerings
In one last breath You'll feel this damned old soul You'll see the things I see For all these years Of pain and sacrifice You'll know the pain I know Of all these things I offer unto you Infernal wisdom waits Now unleashed Like the flames of hate My sacrifice is made Every note And every word you hear Comes from deep within An angry soul That twists and turns inside Pondering this life Crimson eyes Staring through your lies Awakes the inner rage Take my knife Make my sacrifice You're my burnt offering Spill your blood Offer me good omen Make the sacrifice, the hours close at hand Burn your soul Offer me good omen Take your very life, this I command Dark shadows fall on this sacred ground Where true evil lies, summon them to rise Take the traitors, thieves and liars Feed them to the fire But first, spread their blood around The message will be found Walk carefully my friends stab my back again A warning from the sky These are not idle threats my friends We're slaughtering the

Iced Earth - A Question Of Heaven
The time is close now, the end is near My walk through the valley, trails of fear I feel empty, my penance overdue, I guess it's too late now to be with you I'm extremely frightened of what will surely be I sold myself, the death of me I know you can't forgive me I know I'm on my own, I've betrayed you I walk alone What exactly is the meaning of this Just pawns in your twisted game Severe pain for the lie I'm livin' For a love I never could betray Question me not say the lord unto thee You have chosen your own faith and your own destiny Denied of this life is what you are to be You have chosen your own faith and your own destiny Lord I pound my fists at you Won't you just let me die Would I not suffer enough No inner peace no after life I did what I thought was right All for the love of my life I know it's sad but true Something is very wrong Condemned to suffer so long For a love so true The question that lies within Is so hard to understand It still tears at me And in my dying

Almost
Wow, Can this really be true I woke up again reached out and no You? We had such a great time lastnight! laughing joking smoking and the lovemaking so intense I just know we made a baby maybe even twins! my greatest wish! I could so clearly see every inch of you the curve of your hip the shape of my favorite tattoo! the taste of you still fills my mouth and your smell is driving me crazy even at this momment!......I so long to see if it's all true My secret fantasy I almost kept you! You live in myheart and ecscape everynight ! I know this is wrong But damn it feels So right! He can't possibly love you like i do ,he has you everyday and some nights too but i know deep in your heart You want me too! thats why you come to me too bad you can't stay I'm still smiling cause i feel soon i will have mY WAy! And it wil be his turn to wake up and reach out! ok i'm closing this now before i give to much away just wanted to remind you I almost kept u today!!!

Abingdon Boys School - Howling
The night sky full of cries Hearts filled with lies The contract- is it worth the price? A soul pledged to the darkness Now I've lost it I know I can kill The truth exists beyond the gates Fusagareta mabuta kara nagaredashita namida Kurikaeshi mushibamareru risei to chi no kakera I don't want anything anymore (Abakidasu kanjou ga around Turn round) I don't feel the way as before (Gang Bang Son of a gun) Karameta futatsu no mune no sukima de Hoshigaru dake no kawaita kono karada ga Kegareta yubisaki de yoru o sosogikonde Chigireru made kimi o kojiakete Asai nemuri no naka hagareta omoi ga kishimu Nani mo kamo ima wa subete keshisaretara Sun will rise Close your eyes Downfallen (Fallen) Falling Hold inside Just HOWLING in the shadows Taemanaku furishikiru ame ni utarenagara Shigamitsuku sono senaka ni fukaku tsume o tateta I don't need anything anymore (No one else can take my place) I don't see the way as before (I've been lost without a trace) Dareka no fureta yume no tsuzuki o

Abingdon Boys School - Innocent Sorrow
sake ta mune no kizuguchi ni afure nagareru pain in the dark kasane ae ta shunkan no tsunagaru omoi tokashi te same nai netsu ni unasare te saigo no koe mo kikoe nai Don't cry koware sou na hodo dakishime tara kimi ga furue te i ta sotto kazasu tenohira ni fure te mise te never untill the end koboreochiru suna no you ni hakanai negai o close to the light toji ta kimi no omokage ni kare nai namida nijin de hodoi ta yubi no sukima kara inori ga fukaku tsukisasaru Don't cry hate nai itami to kanashimi kara kimi o sukue ta daro u motto tsuyoku tenohira ni fure te mise te ever and never end tokihanatsu so far a way! kizamu inochi no tsubasa de umarekawaru toki o machikogare te Don't cry koware sou na hodo dakishime tara kimi ga furue te i ta sotto kazasu tenohira ni fure te mise te kitto sagashi te i ta n da iroase nai kimi toiu na no kiseki motto tsuyoku tenohira de boku ni fure te ever and never end

Abingdon Boys School - Nephilim
Hanatareta tsubasa ga negai wo makichirashite Konoyo no hate otoshita inori no sora e to Sono hitomi ni utsusu no wa kaketa tsuki no rasen Nazoru yubi ga tadoritsuku basho wo sagashiteru Dakiau tabi yojireru hada to binetsu wo Musaboru you ni mata mune wo shimetsukeru Hanatareta tsubasa ga negai wo makichirashite Konoyo no hate otoshita inori no sora e to Yoru no fuchi ni saku hana wo mimi e oshiatete Hibiku machi no zawameki ni toiki wo kasaneta Ima mo nijimu ano hi hagureta kioku ga Kareta hazu no itami wo kizu ni kaeta Karisome no tsubasa de habataku inochi no hi wa Aragau tsumi wo sashite omoi wa kimi e to Chinurareta tsubasa wa mai agari kaze ni nari Ikusen ni kudakareta chikai wo sora e to Karisome no tsubasa de habataku inochi no hi wa Aragau tsumi wo sashite omoi wa kimi e to

Dir En Grey - Saku
WHERE'S THE FORTUNATE FUTURE? WHERE DOES OUR FORTUNATE FUTURE COME? DICK MEN FUCK OFF FUCK OFF AND WIPE (GET BACK MY MERRILY MEMORY) UNDER THE SUN To be revealed as if you were to be ridiculed, the disclosure of the flow of the red river You walk the mountain road made of corpses smiling Again you reach out and ants gather around the lily UNDER THE SUN People can't redeem have ash, tears, and taciturnity in both their hands... Whats Cruel is that the Sun and the Moon comes together Even tomorrow looks away On the Red Day you question taciturnity and... " "

Gator Gathering With Urban Meyer
Gator Gathering with Urban Meyer Date: April 25, 2009 Time: 11:00 AM - 3:00 PM Location: Cheyenne Saloon & Opera House, 128 W.Church St, Downtown Orlando Description: Gators, don't miss this year's Central Florida Gator Gathering with football heach coach Urban Meyer! Doors open at 11 a.m. Coach Meyer speaks at noon, and BBQ will be served at 1 p.m. Activities include: Autograph Session with Coach Meyer*, pictures with Albert and Alberta, casino games for Gator Memorabilia, a Gator Bounce House, inflatable games, LIVE Gators from Gatorland, face painting, raffle, silent auction, Gator vendors, and lots of Gator Fun! REGISTER NOW at www.centralfloridagatorclub.com! UF Alumni Association Members: $20 Non-members: $30 Children (under 12 years): $10 Exclusive Reserved Seating Tickets -This year, reserve exclusive seating with excellent viewing of the Coach's presentation! Your seats will be reserved around the main stage and throughout the balconies of Cheyenne Saloon with excell

Dir En Grey - Obscure
How many hangings under the red moon "..." How deep will it sink inside eating skin that doesn't match? The snake makes way through the sheets and goes inside the uterus. It can seem like a someiyoshino; a cherry blossom petal, that dances sadly. The stain is the moon that's fulfilled, and the vomiting at night begins. Don't you remember? Color of faint... the night begins and people start to awe. Color of pomegranate... sting with the prick and disappear far away. How many secret hangings of the premature baby tonight under the red moon "..." Bloody Baby & Sacrifice Don't you remember? Color of Golden yellow... want to be the spider that stings. Color of tears... remembering the memories. Color of faint... the night begins and people start to awe. Color of pomegranate... sting with the prick and disappear far away.

Four Days Away!
I've got four days left till I go into sugery in which I'm not ready for however I did get a call from my sister saying that her and my mother will be coming up on (SAT), I'd be grateful to have my mom here to be with me. Honestly she shouldn't be coming this way seeing she had just got out of the hospital herself not to long ago, I'm sure you've read the blogs about it anyways guys please wish me luck cause I can use it right about now... I love you all..

Tainted Pt 3 ( From Hell )
Now you awake in hell. This damnation you bought upon you’re self The screams you called out in life. Were just mere whispers to the eternity of ones to come. How could you commit a crime like you were judged for? The mere mention of your name makes heaven tumble. You are a putrid and sick creation. One who loved no one but them self. For you’re sins you shall forever be damned. The chains that now shall wrap around you and pull you down. The devils toy, no more no less. A plaything to the darkness of you’re heart. A heart? You never had one… Just a lump of darkest coal. Forlorn feelings as fake as a lie. Each word you ever spoke was a falsehood. Never again shall you’re lies be believed, Not one more heart shall you shatter by making them believe it. An eternity of pain, no where seems long enough. As time stops, the earth no more. I will take joy in knowing the last sound you emit. Will be you saying I am sorry.

Long Time.
Wow, I can't believe how long it's been since I've been on here. A lot has changed since I was on here last. Hope I can get back in the swing of things. Oh, well, have a nice day to all who cares. lol.

Oh You Poor Confused Soul
You don't even see;how confused you are?.....You wanna be taken seriously?..........but you are about to try and make it work with someone who has cheated on you 6 times ? yeah good luck with that!!!! and you are so dedicated to that situation That you would've had sex with me If I played things the right way for you............here is a HUGE HINT For YOU..........?how often Do I ignore your calls?.......how often do i ask to come see you or you to come see me? if you are headed my way YEs if i am headed yours yes! but otherwise ? ...........NO i'm NOT that stupid!! I don't hold any burning flame for you You put that out with the very first LIE!!! and i keep catching you in more so you do the math?.......that look in my eye has NOTHING to do with the REAL YOU it's just my personal fantasy Yes i'm very much in love with the person I thought you were ! but only in my head.....and trust i know how to keep the two seperate! If I wanted to and thought YOu worthy I could eas

Bestmoviestar Calendar
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*10 Killer Profit Boosters...
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I Love The Smell Of Nitrometane & Burning Rubber!
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