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Several Days Of Devotion
A Cherokee Feast of Day by Joyce Sequichie Hifler Tough-spirited, sensitive, poetic, Geronimo. Thousands could not subdue him, his freedom was too important and his life too entwined in the refuge of nature. But a time came when he wanted to surrender and live peaceably. He simply commented: "I have to die sometime, but even if the heavens were to fall on me I want to do what is right. There is one God looking down on us all. We are all children of God. God is listening to me. The sun, darkness, the winds are all listening to what we say." It is in our power to day, "I hear You, and I surrender." ~ I am going to try to live well and peaceably. ~ GERONIMO - APACHE -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 4 "Our circle is timeless, flowing, it is a new life emerging from death-life winning out over death." --Lame Deer, LAKOTA When we look at the world in the manner which the Great Spir

This Blog Is Not Mine Alone....i Am Looking For Volunteers
I thought about this and have mentioned it but this idea just came to me. I have many friends that have been through the same or a similar kind of loss or fertility troubles. I am asking all of you out there that have had any of these troubles to share your story if you are comfy. I would like this blog to reflect how prevelant this really is and that each story may be different but the emotions are very similar. I want to give you a place to tell your story to the world and help in others grieving process. If you are interested please let me know and I will give you the details of what I would like from you. thanks so much...please share if you can...its cleansing for the soul and can help so many.

Boyfriends
I know I have family, but I can't open up to them, I know I have freinds, but they don't listen anymore, and I know I have a boyfriend, but nothing is ever perfect. I don't know what to think about my friends, because after I moved, they stopped talking to me. What the hell, man? I don't get it. I don't get to talk to my boyfriend that often, and he is starting school soon, so that means I see less of him, I guess. -sigh-

::-pisces -hazel Eyes-::
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and eye color VIRGO: Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight wit u babe. Everything u ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. SCORPIO: Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever.... Romantic. Caring. LIBRA: Very pretty or handsome. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Great salespersons...can talk their way into or out of anything and sell you anything. Smoothe talkers. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Can be amaz

Devotional
January 5 - Daily Feast Nothing is so bedraggled and beaten down as a garden in winter. It promises nothing, and shows only wilted, gray and soggy leaves. There are no straight defined rows, no hint of green to show that it will be any different. But the Cherokee knows the difference. Long before winter - in the season of planting, we sowed the best seeds we could. As tiny and insignificant as they look, they will produce. When the best is planted and watered and cared for, the time will come to see the increase - to see a miracle. Life can be renewed and restored. Bedraggled and ridden down as life can be, don't despair. Plant good words, plant good seed. Nurture them with warm attention and care. Be a perennial believer and watch those first warm rays of sunlight awaken your garden to the Season of the Green Corn. ~ Sweet grasses and seeds serve as perfume for body and spirit. ~ INDIAN IMPRINTS 'A Cherokee Feast of Days', by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder'

Lips Of Angel
Honey why you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I don't never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard

Use It.
If a man follows every book he reads and uses more than 10% of his brain, does that make him an einstein? Who's smarter than you? No one is smarter than you. You have knowledge that no one else has. It's that small gap of fuzzy logic in your head or that moment when you say "I can't describe it"...that's special to you only. Thus, if you decide to use it for good, you will be rewarded. Use it.

Just A Dream On Christmas Night
Just A Dream on Christmas Night © BlueWolf Had a dream last night, it was so real Now I think I know, how you would feel Saw your face so clear, Your eyes bright too It was just a dream, I could swear it was you Thought I felt your skin, as you lay by my side My hair whisked from my face, as you did in one stride Felt my body get warm, and I melted closer to you It was just a dream, I could swear it was you Your voice was the same, as I've heard you talk to me The words were soft and sincere, you made me believe Heard a crack in your voice, as you spoke of me and you It was just a dream, I could swear it was you Smelled the scent of your cologne, as your cheek touched mine Brought my heart to skip a beat, the feeling was divine I fell in love in this dream, I must tell you its true It was just a dream, But I could swear it was YOU It was just a dream I had on Christmas Night, But I could swear it was you Donna..........

Daily Feast
January 6 - Daily Feast Volume II What have we of life's beautiful things? A rainbow's shimmering hues when a shower has ended? A warm brown puppy in the sunlight? A mockingbird singing while a thin veil of clouds is drawn like misty curtains across the face of the moon; a playhouse where string is stretched from tree to tree to shut out invaders; children's laughter and the fluttering of bird wings in a tiny flowing stream? The best of beautiful things are still free. They are bits and pieces of joyful things that become part of us - a child in a field of daisies, a friendly hand, a smile, a whispered prayer. What are we that is not a fragment from a past happiness - a i yu quu -v hna i - to hi dv, a moment of peace? ~ When we see the changes of day and night, the sun, moon, and stars in the sky, and the changing seasons upon the earth.... Anyone must realize that it is the work of someone more powerful than man. ~ CHASED-BY-BEARS - SANTEE SIOUX "A Cherokee Feast of

Surveyyyyy
You can't say anything but true or false. No explaining anything unless they message you and ask. Have fun!! Appearance: I'm short: FALSE, DAMMIT. I have many scars: trueish I tan easily: LOLFALSE. I burn easily: true I wish my hair was a different color: false! I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color: false. I have glasses or contacts: true;; i gots me some four eyes. I have 4 or more piercings: false :| Relationships: I'm in one right now: false I miss someone right now: TRUE! I've gotten divorced: ew false. I've had a crush on a teacher: ew. false. I've hugged a stranger: ew false. Embarrassment: I've laughed so hard I've cried: true haha. I've glued my hand to something: ... true. I've laughed till some beverage came out of my nose: true haha I've had my pants rip/drop in public: true xD I was born with a disease/impairment: .. false? I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend: true. I've had my wisdom teeth removed: aiy.. false

Daily Devotional
Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 6 "When we're through with this earth and all these problems, we don't have to come back. But as long as we're here we have a job to do and a purpose to fulfill and that means dealing with the circumstances around us." --Rolling Thunder, CHEROKEE We are put on the earth to participate in life. We have a beautiful mind, we have the ability to pray, we have the ability to change, we have the ability to accept, and we have choices. All things God created are constantly changing. This constant change causes our circumstances to change. Sometimes we say life is difficult. During these times we need to use our tools: the tools of prayer, and the tools of meditation. We are designed to change and live joyfully on this earth. The only requirement for living joyfully is to live according to the laws, principles and values given to us by the Creator. Great Spirit, give me Your courage today, and guide my footsteps. ***** 'THINK on T

Try It.
Sometimes...you have to run away...find solace, find solitude...and backtrack your steps...because it's easy to get lost. Calling a friend at 3am may not help. It may only add to the confusion...step back, find a secluded area...and think out loud...it's something you never thought of doing because you're an upstanding socialite with tons of friends to call, but...you're not perfect...and neither am I. Try it.

Blondie Strikes Again
Hi hi all...heh... All is ok for now...(crossing my fingers) thanks for all the messages..we haven't fixed anything yet..but you know...the ache DOES go away... ANYWAY...the house I'm trying to get is NOT YET OUT OF REACH...it shouldn't be outta reach any damned way...freaking ass hole...but...I have managed to ummm...get my hands on a sustantial down payment that may raise his eyebrows a bit...and make the fucker give in. It's a beautiful home...just right for me and the girls..and OLD...barely touched inside(as in remodeled) and I LOVE IT. Quiet hood...GREAT schools and an elderly man next door that has offered I don't know how many times to help me when I needed it(should I run?)...nah..him and his wife are darlins'...the house comes with 2 acres...not to mention....law enforcement living in the area...IT'S GREAT AND I FUCKIN WANT THE HOUSE!!!!..whew....My mom has a house in the area that is worth 100.000$+(along wiff several other homes) but MINE is cheaper..heh heh..and looks

My Friend
MY FRIEND © 1996, BlueWolf I would hate to say it, but our friendship just can't last. The wonderful times we shared together, have faded to the past. I told you it would happen, that our friendship was bound to end. Although I know you care, I cannot consider you as a friend. Please don't try to argue, just try to understand. That time can change people, as the tide can change the sand. Our friendship has been lovely, but you see it has an end. For now I fell in a different way, I've fallen in love with you my friend.........

Scammers
Ladies and Gentleman of CherryTap, Have you ever been IM'd or e-mailed by someone either in Nigeria or going to Nigeria to do business? Well, thanks to a friend of mine, I found out there is a site to show you scammers from there. Check out Nigeria Romance scam. Just type that into your browser and take a look. You might be surprised who you see there. I sure was.

General
Hi, guess I better read up here not navagating thru this site too well !! lol This is my blog for the site since I really didn't see a what I'm interested in etc. I'm a good guy who likes to keep it on a even level for the most part but enjoy alot of activities and open to most anything!! Been single for just over a couple years now for the first time in many years and now ready to start enjoying life again with a special lady!! My best enjoyment seems to come from doing for others and having them happy and enjoying themselves!! Very much into family but time to add to that!! lol Sound like anything you're looking for as well, get in touch!!!

Finally Moved In To My New House
WELL MY FRIENDS, I AM FINALLY ALL MOVED IN TO MY NEW HOUSE. STILL PUTTING THINGS AWAY AND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHERE TO PUT THINGS....LOL SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN ONLINE IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS BUT KNOW YOU ALL WILL UNDERSTAND SINCE I WAS PAINTING THE WALLS IN MY NEW HOUSE, GOT NEW CARPET INSTALLED, NEW TILE INSTALLED IN MY KITCHEN AND BATHROOM, NEW SINK AND TOILET AND SHOWER HEAD IN MY BATHROOM. GOT EVERYTHING MOVED AND NOW THE HARD PART OF FIGURING OUT WHERE TO PUT ALL MY STUFF. THANK GOODNESS FOR THE BASEMENT!!.....LOL I'VE BEEN TAKING PICTURES AS I GO ALONG...BEFORE I DID ALL THE PAINTING AND CARPET AND AFTER. HOPE TO HAVE MORE PICS SOON OF ALL ROOMS ONCE I'M FINISHED PUTTING THINGS AWAY. HOPEFULLY BY THEN I'LL BE UP ON POINTS SO I CAN ADD MORE PICS WITHOUT HAVING TO DELETE ANY OF THE ONES I HAVE POSTED NOW. HOPE ALL HAD A GREAT CHRISTMAS AND A BETTER NEW YEAR. TAKE CARE MY CHERRYTAP FRIENDS & FANS. ~~PRECIOUS ANGEL~~

Black Family's Nasty Adventures
Once there was a 14 year old black fuckslut named Ayesha. Ayesha was a wanton whore who loved the big black cocks sported by the men in her family. Her addiction to incestuous black fuckstick had started about a year back, and she'd been fucked by her three older brothers and her father almost nonstop since then. One day, she came home from school to find her mother knealing naked in the kitchen, sucking noisily on her 18 year old brother Bob's shiny footlong cock. Her mother, whose name was Carol, was ramming two of her long black fingers in and out of her soaked cunt, which she kept completely shaved. Carol was sucking her son's huge cock with long strokes, deep-throating the fat black meat over and over, cramming its thickness deep into her throat. Bob had hold of her nipples and was pulling and twisting them as Carols energetic cocksucking made her huge 42DD tits shake furiously. Ayesha was turned on by this hot sight, and reached under her short tight skirt to finger her dam

Updated
Im now a nutty cherry so heres a nutty blog lol I updated my profile Changed some stuff added tracks to my stash and made a few mums Although i dont think people like me there I dont get many votes! lol Not that I give a fuck! This is for my bordem and share what iv learned in my life! I dont look at the world as in this belife is right n that one is not! I look at the world as if there is shit we dont know and the powers to be dont want us to know! Thats why the holy land will stay in utter insanity untill it bows to our governments ways or they take the west out! We shall see what one happens! But even the russians couldnt take over that place and they have the best weapons! If u look back in history u should connect the religion pieces n relize there all correct in ways!(tainted in government ways too) But the final piece to put it all together can not and will not be known untill there is peace in the middle east! and Im not talkin Israel cause that place shouldn

How Do U Define...
How do u define what a "true" online friend is? is it the person who "rates" all ur photos? is it the person who chats with u? is it the person who leaves you the most flashy comments? I have just been thinking about this lately. let me know what u think. I really want to know what my friends and family feel is the test/standard or proof of a "real" online friend.

When I See You Smile
Sometimes I wonder how I’d ever make it though Through this world without having you I just wouldn’t have a clue Caus sometime it seems like this world’s closing in on me And there’s no way of breaking free And then I see you reach for me Sometimes I wanna give up, wanna give in, I wanna quit the fight And then I see you baby, and everything’s alright, everything’s alright When I see you smile, I can face the world ooh You know I can do anything When I see you smile, I see a ray of light ooh I see it shining right through the rain When I see you smile Baby when I see you smile at me Oh yeah Baby there nothing in this world that could ever do, what the touch of your hand can do It’s like nothing that I ever knew And when then rain is falling, I can feel it, caus you’re here with me now And one look at ya baby It’s all I’ll ever need It’s all I’ll ever need When I see you smile, I can face the world ooh You know I can do anything Wh

Weathered.....by Creed
I lie awake on a long,dark night I can't seem to tame my mind Slings and arrows are killing me inside Maybe I can't accept the life that's mine No...I can't accept the life that's mine Simple living is my desperate cry Been trading love with indifference Yeah...it suits me just fine I try to hold on... But I'm calloused to the bone Maybe that's why I feel alone Maybe that's why I feel so alone Me ...I'm rusted and weathered Barely holding together I'm covered with skin that peels And it just won't heal The sun shines and I can't avoid the light I think I'm holding on to life to tight Ashes to ashes and dust to dust Sometimes I feel like giving up Yeah...sometimes I feel like giving up Me...I'm rusted and weathered Barely holding together I'm covered with skin that peels And it just won't heal The day reminds me of you The night hides your truth The earth is a voice Speaking to you Take all this pride And leave it behind Because one day it ends

Protected
PROTECTED: PROTECTED FROM FEARS? NO. I FACE THEM ALONE. PROTECTED: PROTECTED FROM HARM? NO. I FIGHT ALONE. PROTECTED: PROTECTED FROM HURT? NO. I CRY ALONE. PROTECTED: PROTECTED FROM LONLINESS? NO.. I WALK ALONE. PROTECTED: PROTECTED FROM LOVE? YES. FOR ITS A EMOTION NEVER GIVEN........

What Kind Of S And M Person Are You?
You scored as Dominator. You are a dominator! You love to be the one in control. Having that extra edge in a relationship gives you the excitement that you desire. You have the charisma and the talent to be a Master to your slavE.Playful75%Dominator75%Violent38%Submissive13%What kind of S&M person are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Grr Men ... I Swear
I love my best friend to death nd will stand behind him in anything he does but geez he's pushing it lol. just found out that he's back with a bitch he dated a few months ago who cheated on him nd constantly treated him like shit nd since i can't seem to talk any sense into him i just hope she treats him decently this time. i talked to her earlier tonight nd told her straight out i don't trust her nd i never will but i will be there for him no matter nd made sure she knew that she will not come between me nd him nd our friendship nd better not even try this time. she used to get pissed off b/c he talked to me nd she accused me of spying on her for him tonight nd i was like omfg what's wrong w/ you? good thing she had sense enough to apologize this time nd said she now understands nd that she is glad he has someone like me who is there for him but if she hurts him like she did b4 she better hide lol. he's lucky i love him lol cuz i coulda kicked him when i found out lol. but for his sak

Rikki Left
Well here it is Sunday January 7th late at night! hubby is sleeping as usual hell it's after midnight! LOL ;o)~ Rikki left Tuesday to go back to Germany... It was a lovely visit, Staying up late with My Rikki! that was the bestus times. I got to see all her adventures and fun she is having in Germany! She told me that OctoberFest isn't as great as it's made out to be! LOL ;o)~ Christmas was Great, other than me catching the Funk and Cramping! Yes all Christmas Day and Boxing Day too! That Sucked! but I made the best of it! :o) I took off Work for 9 days.. Vacation and time with my family! News Years was Wonderful, Hubby and I didn't go anywhere this year cause I wanted to spend time with Rikki LOL I got alittle tipsy, and remember the whole night! Usually I drink too much and I swear I didn't do it! ;o)~ New Years Day was Hubby & Mine 14th Anniversary also! So along with My parents we all went out to eat at Golden Corral! One of Our favorite places to eat! BUFFET! Yummmm

The Rumors Of My Death Were Greatly Exaggerated =)
guess whos back =) ok.. so im in arizona.. got the new apartment.. got most things unpacked. sorry i didnt post an update on my wherabouts after springfield illinois - once the van had been checked out and paid for ($600 =( ) we were on our way again - after a couple day delay.. but once on the road we made good time through the other states overall - it did turn a 3-4 day trip into nearly a week though.. but we were in no hurry really - it was sortof a vacation afterall. stopped off in amarillo texas for some ribs at Dyers ribs and then caught a cab to Grand Central Station - a local bar which is actually seven bars.. you can choose from country, country, salsa, or country - nah, jk.. it was a cool place overall - and i was after some chick at the karaoke bar. we got trashed - fun night. didnt really stop at a whole lot of other places along the way - just hotels.. i got a few videos on my phone from it all - but i also didnt film a whole lot.... well anyway - fun trip.. ex

The Sphere
More poetry. Probably take a break on it after today. I will have more ready for posting later in the week. “The Sphere” Through the woods Trek do I Seeking the sphere That which brings sight Crickets chirp Owl cries Breathing quick Fear inside Hasten to the tomb which sphere resides The entrance, smelling blood inside Smears on the wall Sacred symbols rise Focus the mind Further forward Further inside Winds gust by Howl then screech Cloak ripples to the side Hair falls to face’s side Skin crawls Second door Star design Key in lock Turn and face the blight Crash Scrape Door falls Thunder inside To the chest On pedestal it sits Guardians form the ancient past keep watchful eye Gazing of aged wisdom Step to the chest Heart stops Breath frozen Silence roars Mist and smoke slither Ruby light seeps in Glass breaks Chest opens Sphere moves Rises above Gyrates and bobs Stops Sphere spins Mist rises Smoke enters th

Little Ways To Say I Love You
Little Ways To Say I Love You by BlueWolf © Showing your affection and emotion can be a simple and effortless act when you incorporate these little ways to say, "I love you!" #1.Kiss the inside of your partner's hand #2.Leave a love note for your partner to find. #3.Blow a kiss. #4.Mark designated "Loving Days" on your calendar. #5.Arrange for take-out and have an indoor picnic. #6.Feed each other. #7.Wash your partner's car and leave post-it notes with loving messages for them to find. #8.Frame a favorite picture of the two of you and place it next to your bed. #9.Share a bottle of wine or champagne. #10.Send loving messages on your partner's pager or cell phone. #11.Leave a romantic message on your partner's answering machine. #12.Slow dance. #13.Hold hands. #14.Go star-gazing together. #15.Dedicate a love song on the radio. #16.Cook a meal together. #17.Watch T.V. together in the glow of cand

What I Sent To Babyj (mike)
Many of you may know that about six weeks ago Mike suggested that I gather requests from users on what they would like to see added/changed in CT. I finally got around to compiling the list. It is rather long. If anyone actually reads the whole thing, other than Mike, I'll be surprised. Many of you won't like some of the things I sent him. Nevertheless, the deed is done. Below is what I sent him. When (or if) I receive a reply, I will post it here. Kirt aka Broccoli **************************************** **************************************** OK, Mike, here is the list. Some of these are bug fixes. Some are enhancement requests. Some are just my ideas for maybe increasing revenue. Some you've heard before and already dismissed. I include them because I have thoughts about them or notes that other people left me. I hope you'll look upon all this not as negative criticism, but rather as a desire to help you make the site as best it can be for all the members.

What Kind Of S&m Person Are You
You scored as Playful. You are playful! Not really a rough person, you'd rather be more loving than harmful. But even though you're not as kinky as some people, you do have your fetishes. You're kind of an actor in the bedroom, using 'props' and playing your roles in those special scenes. Lights off, camera on, and action ;)Playful88%Submissive69%Dominator63%Violent38%What kind of S&M person are you?created with QuizFarm.com

1.7.07
Sidewalk Love do you think together we can go just be gone flying away from here stare at a million city lights wind of freedom chilling us to the bone and warm with love of the lost side by side on that sidewalk where moment to moment was so simple flying away from this trouble we made that burns the heart in secret moments can we just go somewhere and be cold again away from here? Wreckless and Bound can't get you out or keep you in where did independent woman go made of steel and humor made for these trying moments how did you get in broken on a mid morning kiss and sealed in the irony when you pushed away angry words stubborn will against pushing can't get you out or keep you in on these nights when life separates so come home come home and let me hold on again

Cowboy Toughness
A Texas cowboy walks into the dentist's office and after an examination the dentist says, "That tooth has to come out. I'm going to give you a shot of Novocain and I'll be back in a few minutes." The cowboy grabs the doc's arm and says, "No way. I hate needles. I'm not having any shot!" So the dentist says, "Okay, we'll have to go with gas." The cowboy replies, "Absolutely not. It makes me very sick for a couple of days. I'm not having gas." So the dentist steps out and comes back with a glass of water, "Here," he says, "Take this pill." The cowboy asks, "What is it?" The doc replies,"Viagra." The cowboy looks surprised and ask,"Will that kill the pain?" "No," replies the dentist, "but it will give you something to hold on to while I pull the tooth."

Two Are One
We were one before this place and time Made for each other in the sublime Time after time we find each anew Time after time I belong only to you Meant for a love that is always to be I belong to you and you belong to me No one can ever stand in the way our love will last and is always to stay Two are one and must be together so true That is why my mind and heart beat only for you On tara I build my life as it must always be I was made for you and you were for me By R. Thomas Dinsmore

When To Try Again?
Mike and I have been talking recently about my health and when to start trying again. I know that physically I am starting to feel a bit back to normal again. The first cycle I had after losing the baby didnt start on its own so I dont really count it. Mike and I decided to wait for the next and then see if the cycle after the next one is normal. If it is then we will try again after not the next one but the one after that. I am very excited but yet also very scared of it happening again. I just have to trust in God to give us our baby if and when He thinks its time.

Belated Thoughts
I haven't been around in ages. I've been spending a lot of time on a couple of my other sites. I decided that I had better get my big ole hiney back over here, before Jer stopped leaving me comments, and Eli started stalking me! hehe Wimsey, I miss talking to you, but that's my fault, too. I see you logged in all the time, but I don't really have that much positive to say. That's what I pay a shrink for, right? LOL I have started working for Liberty Tax Service, althought, I have a feeling I'm going to spend more time on the street, waving at traffic in that damned Statue of Liberty costume, than I am behind the computer screen. Taxes SUCK, and I'm pretty sure the IRS wrote the tax law to fuck with people like me. I already have that glazed look in my eyes! lmao I'm spending less and less effort looking for friends with benefits and just looking for friends with long, strong arms. I'm so tired of watching the live in, legally bound, sperm-donor develop his relationshi

To Be A Witch
To be a witch is to love and be loved. To be a witch is to know everything and nothing at all. To be a witch is to move amongst the stars while staying on earth. To be a witch is to change the world around you, and yourself. To be a witch is to share and give, while receiving all the while. To be a witch is to dance and sing, and hold hands with the universe. To be a witch is to honor the Gods and yourself. To be a witch is to be honorable, or nothing at all. To be a witch is to accept others who are not. To be a witch is to know what you feel is right and good. To be a witch is to harm none. To be a witch is to know the ways of old. To be a witch is to see beyond the barriers. To be a witch is to follow the moon. To be a witch is to be one with the Gods. To be a witch is to study and to learn. To be a witch is to be the teacher and the student. To be a witch is to acknowledge the truth. To be a witch is to live with the earth, no just on it. To be a witch is to be t

Is That Fair
THERE IS A VOID IN MY LIFE. AN EMPTY DELOATE VOID. ONE NOBODY CAN FILL. ITS A VOID THATS BEEN THERE FOR YEARS. IVE CRIED OUT TO GOD FOR HELP BUT NEVER GOT AN ANSWER. I DROPPED TO MY KNEES AT HELLS GATES BUT WASNT LET IN. I CRIED TO THE ANGELS TO CARRY ME AWAY BUT KEPT GETTING DROPPED. I ASK YOU, IS IT FAIR THAT ONE SHOULD FEEL SO ALL ALONE IN SUCH A BIG WORLD? IS IT FAIR THAT WHEN I FIND LOVE I WAKE UP ALONE AND HEART BROKEN TIME AND TIME AGAIN? IS IT FAIR TO WANT SOMEONE SO BAD BUT YOU REALIZE THEY DONT WANT YOU BECAUSE YOU CANT LIVE UP TO THEIR EXPECTATIONS? IS IT FAIR ONE MUST WAKE UP DREADING LIFE AS THEY LIVE IT? I GO TO SLEEP, HEAD BENT IN SORROW REMEMBERING THE DAYS WHEN LIFE WAS FAIR AND ALL WAS GOOD. NOW, I AM ALONE, LIFE IS UNFAIR,AND I WISH TO LAY DOWN AND SLEEP FOR ETERNITY. BUT IS THAT FAIR????????????????????????????????/????

I'm Really Confused Here And I Need A Helping Hand Can Some Help Me Out Here Pretty Plz!!!!!!!!!!!!
K ppls i need some help here i really really like this guy and i asked him a question and he hasn't answered me yet and it's starting to freak me out. and i'm starting to think that he doesn't wanna be with me at all. and like i said i really really like this guy. we have dated in the pass and the first time we kissed i went weak in the knees and i still get butterflies in my stomach everytime we talk on the phone or in person. I get really nervse and i don't know what to say to him sometimes. and i'm affraid that he wants nothing to do with me that he is just leading me on. and his parents can't stand me but i've dealt with that before and i can deal with it again. I love this guy with all my heart and i'm stuck in a rut and i can't get out and i need a hand here so plz HELP ME out here ppls. he means the world to me and if i follow my heart it confuses me even more. scared shitless here. and let me tell u his lil sis is cool i love her like she was a sis to me. i'm just not sure of w

Generation Gap
One evening a grandson was talking to his grandfather about current events. The grandson asked his grandfather what he thought about the shootings at schools, the computer age, and just things in general. The granddad replied, "Well, let me think a minute, I was born, before television, penicillin, polio shots, frozen foods, Xerox, contact lenses, Frisbees and the pill. There was no radar, credit cards, laser beams or ball-point pens. Man had not invented pantyhose, air conditioners, dishwashers, clothes dryers, and the clothes were hung out to dry in the fresh air and man hadn't yet walked on the moon. Your grandmother and I got married first-and then lived together. Every family had a father and a mother. Until I was 25, I called every man older than I, 'Sir' and after I turned 25, I still called policemen and every man with a title, 'Sir.' We were before gay-rights, computer-dating, dual careers, daycare centers, and group therapy. Our lives were governed by the Ten Commandments, go

Life
well, my ex fiance Nick and I split for good,even though I didn't want to. He told me I had to move on and have a better life. I wanted a better life with Nick, marriage and children. Sometimes I can see a little boy that looks exactly like Nick running around. Oh well. Maybe someday.......... Anyways, I do write poems about love and other things. They really don't have any sexual content in them. Most of them I wrote because Nick inspired me, he was my muse. FALLEN He alones knows my sins I have done wrong many times The things I've done are mistakes I had to learn the hard way Instead of embracing true love I threw it away like garbage Fearing the worst from my love I thoroughly pushed it away Crying now, tears of blood and pain I am dead, alone, and hollow When I had his love and affection I was alive, warm, and full of joy He knows I've tumbled from grace And now I struggle for my spot To be back in my grace, where I belong Having a heavy cross to

Losing A Loved One!
Well today was a very hard day for me and my family. I have my granduncle that I took care of and he was in I.C.U. and we decided to take the life support off of him. So as i'm typing this i'm fighting back the tears because this isn't the way I wanted to start my new year. There is always the feeling of weight being put on my shoulder because of the amount of stress i've been put upon because I am the only child. So I don't have anyone to turn to in situation like these. :(

Ok,this Had To Get Out,don't Like It To Bad.
I sit here and wonder do you even give a damn about me any more? I mean one day I'm your answer to all you pain and hurt feelings and then the next day you forget about me. What that hell is going on,ya,ya,don't give me that line that you been busy because you have time for others but not me, thought we were friends,hell I thought of you as more then just a friend. I thought of you as someone i could always trust and believe in. But now your acting like i'm dead to you. Earler this week I got asked about my writting if I was talking about hurting myself of killing myself,but I got asked by someone other then you.Which in a way I'm happy because it means that someone I've cared about for a very long time at least cares some what for me. But the point is it should have came from you. But the more I try to reach you the more you close yourself off to me,what the hell. So what if I was talking about hurting myself or killing myself in my writting, I doubt you'd give a damn. You know what,

What To Say
Well it is a new year with new worries and new hopes. I thought that going to Iraq was a big change in my life but I think it is by far easier to go to war then to come home. I have been lost and thought that I may have found myself with an old friend from High School and all I got was to loose my family over it...however I always make it no matter what. Nothing can stop me or kill me. I did meet a wonderful woman that I am with now, but I still struggle. Why I am writing this I do not know, guess I have to put it down somewhere. So this new year should be better, another year away from war another year away from heart breaks. But yet another year ahead of having to live with it all. So with that being said I will make all the best out of this new year.

Only Women Bleed
Man's got his woman to take his seed He's got the power - oh She's got the need She spends her life through pleasing up her man She feeds him dinner or anything she can She cries alone at night too often He smokes and drinks and don't come home at all Only women bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Man makes your hair gray He's your life's mistake All you're really lookin' for is an even break He lies right at you You know you hate this game He slaps you once in a while and you live and love in pain She cries alone at night too often He smokes and drinks and don't come home at all Only women bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Black eyes all of the time Don't spend a dime Clean up this grime And you there down on your knees begging me please come Watch me bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Onl

They Can't See What I See
They Can't See What I See Tell me can you see the pain of a man that was once broken down. Can you look into this man eyes and tell how many tears he's cried; our you able to tell that this man heart and life has been through turmoil, no you can't see what this man has been through cause you can't see what he has seen. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson

Bounce - Yes, The Dryer Sheets
1. It will chase ants away when you lay a sheet near them. 2. It takes the odor out of books and photo albums that don't get opened too often. 3. Repels mosquitoes. Tie a sheet of Bounce through a belt loop when outdoors during mosquito season. 4. Eliminates static electricity from your television screen. Since Bounce is designed to help eliminate static cling, wipe your television screen with a used sheet of Bounce to keep dust from resettling. 5. Dissolve soap scum from shower doors. Clean with a sheet of Bounce. 6. Freshen the air in your home. Place an individual sheet of Bounce in a drawer or hang in the closet. 7. Prevent thread from tangling. Run a threaded needle through a sheet of Bounce before beginning to sew. 8. Prevent musty suitcases. Place an individual sheet of Bounce inside empty luggage before storing. 9. Freshen the air in your car. Place a sheet of Bounce under the front seat. 10.Clean baked-on foods from a cooking pan. Put a sheet in a pan, fill w

The End
As I sit here I look back at all of my mistakes All of the broken promises All my heartaches I can still hear the angry voices from too many fights I relive the wrestless days and sleepless nights My heart has spun out of control The years of abuse have taken their toll I think of the words that he used to say that always made me want to stay. where did he go? That true love of mine consumed by addictions He left me behind That first encounter, our first kiss So many things that I will always miss. And I will love him until the end. He was more than my love He was my best friend .......Shawn

Cherry Tap
Hey there cherry tappers! Thank you all so much for all your comments on my pix and profile. I know theres alot of you out there questioning why I do not run this site myself, and the answer is this: I, along with the fellow models signed with my Co, Manson Family Productions have TONS of things going on to promote & run the websites, therefore I have hired trusted team members to run sites such as this for us. I visit this account as often as possible, and I get ALL of your amazing comments e-mailed to me from my team. Obviously, I'm in the adult industry to make money, and promoting my site/Co is pretty important and very time consuming. As most of you have been advised I run my myspace profile personally and try my damnest to reply to the overwhelming messages I get on there. I welcome you to join my myspace page www.myspace.com/madison_manson or look up my e-mail address madisonmanson@gmail.com if the myspace link doesn't work (like usual). I've noticed a couple of

Under Construction
MY PAGE IS CURRENTLY UNDER CONSTRUCTION. MOSTLY JUST IN THE PICTURES SECTION. I WANT TO GET THEM ORGANIZED IN A LITTLE BIT OF A BETTER MANNER. SO IF YOU COME ACROSS AN EMPTY PHOTO ALBUM, YOU NOW KNOW WHY. I AM ALSO IN SEARCH OF NEW SKINS...SO IF YOU KNOW ANYONE THAT HAS RIPPABLE SKINS, LET ME KNOW. PLEASSSSSSSE! FOR NOW, IM GOING BACK TO BED. I TOOK A SLEEPING PILL A LITTLE BIT AGO AND ITS FINALLY KICKING IN. I WILL BE OFFLINE MOST OF TOMORROW. I HAVE TO GO TO A BIRTHDAY PARTY. HOPEFULLY THERE WILL BE BOOZE LMAO!! SWEET DREAMS.

You Are...
You Are... You are strong... when you take your grief and teach it to smile. You are brave... when you overcome your fear and help others to do the same. You are happy... when you see a flower and are thankful for the blessing. You are loving... when your own pain does not blind you to the pain of others. You are wise... when you know the limits of your wisdom. You are true... when you admit there are times you fool yourself. You are alive... when tomorrow's hope means more to you than yesterday's mistake. You are growing... when you know what you are but not what you will become. You are free... when you are in control of yourself and do not wish to control others. You are honorable... when you find your honor is to honor others. You are generous... when you can take as sweetly as you can give. You are humble... when you do not know how humble you are. You are thoughtful... when you see me just as I am and treat me just as you are. You are merciful... when

Something Scary
Houses make strange noises at night like creak groan and... "Austin, I'm going to kill you." I told myself in the creepy dark house. ...So I remembered what my mother told me, "Whenever you feel afraid just whistle a happy tune..." whistling] ...then I felt a hand around my throat and a voice said, "Thanks. I thought I'd never find you in the dark."

You Know How People Say Life Is Great
life is just worry place on earth life is just some thing that comes when you live a earth with people you don't even know and if they only know what life is aLL about but hey life is only one time thing well life is something that happens along with time life is short and it is all you got to live for right now some people think life is something thT IS JUST LIFE WELL LIFE IS ONLY LIFE IT'S SOMETHING YOU HAVE TO LIVE WITH EVERY DAY OF YOUR LIFE WELL AS YOU MUST KNOW I HATE MY LIFE AND I REALLY DON'T CARE ABOUT IT OR HOW IT TURNS OUT BUT HEY LIFE TO ME JUST KICK ME IN THE BUTT

Roomates!!!
Whatz up with couples who you rent a room with trying to pretend that everyting is ok!!! Thats just my "BLOG". And why is that so important to them!!! Why rent a room in the first place if all they are going to is blame your for everything? I guess that is what they want to do. SO BlOG THIS AND RE-PLY!!! SMGIII

Work
i hate my job most of the time but it's like a great job so i can't quit and the funny thing is that it's little things that piss me off about it like when you sweep the floor and you sweep stuff into a dustpan and it leaves that line of dirt on the floor. i really really hate that.

A New Day!
This is the beginning Of a new day. God has given me this day To use as I will. I can waste it, Or use it for good. What I do today Is very important, Because I am exchanging A day of my life for it. When tomorrow comes, This day will be gone forever. Leaving something in it's place that I have traded for it. I want it to be gain, Not loss. . . Good, not evil. Success, not failure, In order that I shall not forget The price I paid for it.

Where Oh Where
im sorry but this isent an erotic tale you lust filled turds lol whats on my mind lately ..umm ive been having fucked up dreams about vampires ..gods in a lot of them to maybe im the chosen one maybe im the anti christ neither would surprise me you know most people dont believe in god and the devil .science is the new religion we,re all just rats in a cage seeking somthing.. fucking anything remind me im alive and talk to me through a window nothing changes nothing will shhh i hear a bell ding in the distance like an anciant indian war cry u cant kill my mind

Help Me Folks...my Very First Contest!!
God, I hate it when people pimp their damned contests! LOL Well, now I'm in my first contest, so here I am, Pimping myself out! I need 5000 comments and you can comment multiple times! Comment bomb that baby! hehe Feel free to link back to the picture and Pimp me out. I will LUVVVVV you! Thanks to all, and I'll luv ya anyway, if you decide to tell me to shut the hell up and get over it! LOL Just click the pic to get there!

~~~magic Love~~~
Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! Magic Love by BlueWolf 1/6/07 © Love is like magic and it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery! Love works in ways that are wondrous and strange and there's nothing in life that love cannot change! Love can transform the most commonplace into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, for it sees with its heart and not with its mind! Love is the answer that everyone seeks... Love is the language, that every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery..............

The Sacred Rac
an indian anthropologist, chandra thapar, made a study of foreign cultures which had customs similar to those of his native land. One culture in particular fascinated him because it reveres one animal as sacred, much as in india reveres the cow. The things he discovered might interest you. the tribe dr thapar studies id called the asu and is found on the american continent north of the tarahumara of mexico. though it seems to be a highly developed society of its tyoe, it has as overwhelming preoccupation with the care and feeding of the rac- an animal much like a bull in size, strength and temperment. in the asu tribe, it is almost a sociable obligation to own at least one if not more racs. anyone notpossessing at least one is held in low esteem by the community because he is too poor to maintain ine of these beasts properly. some members of the tribe to display their wealth and social prestige even own herds of racs. Unfortunately the rac breed is not very healthy and usua

1-6-07
Something I read recently that really struck a chord with me.....The Bathtub principle. A very basic principle which translates into 'let go' to gain inspiration. . . . sound familiar? Anyways, according to the article creative revelations come to most people when thier minds are involved in an unrelated activity. Mental fermenation, as they like to call it, or incubation. Although you aren't physically envolved in the problem, your brain is still working towards a solution. "They surmise that associative conections between ideas and imagination that already exist in the mind become weaker and are transformed by new information". . . . and so we experience sudden intuitive enlightenment. Almost forgot, to mention how the Bathtub principle came about. Legend has it that Greek mathematician, Archimedes, was stepping into his bathtub when the principle of fluid displacement came to him. Anyways, that was a little something I found interesting enough. xoxo

Photo Caption Contest Winner
Ladies and Gentlemen: WE HAVE A WINNER! Congratulations to Compton Ass Matt for his tittilating photo caption contest entry. "Warren Beatty has always liked the ladies....Sadly, alcoholism has taken it's [sic] toll on old Warren. His face was never the same." Despite being adjudicated legally retarded in all but five states of this great country, Matt managed to recite the alphabet at the tender age of 14. Encouraged by this accomplishment (as well as recent success with "Big Boy Underpants"), Matt went on to become a contributing writer for Cat Fancy. Please take the time to congratulate Matt, both for his success on the toilet as well as for his winning entry. Without Matt, America would not be the wonderful country it is today. God Bless America!

Photos
I want to update my photo section to be REALLY REALLY cool, but I don't know what people want to see!!! I want to know if you all like contests, jokes, porn (if so what kind), pix of me, what?! Please give me ideas! Love ya! xoxo

Pisces
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

..poetic Sex..
..poetic sex.. poet don't you leave me now your tortures are so sensual and how poet don't you dare go i need your sexy poetry so rip off another smooth line binds me to your magnificent mind chains me to you in poetry tied to your philosophy bare me with your naked song knowing it won't take too long licking up your eloquence sucking on your oral innocence thrust your deepest causerie in slam your rock hard rhymin up into that G spot tone make the tempo faster, moan searing me with your satire quick branding me with your sharpest wit pierce me with your hot metaphor tattoo me one perfect word, i implore begging to suck your syllables tasting your ink aphrodisiac edibles climaxing your diction and meter within swallowing every precious drop of your... pen saturate me in your poetry, overdose drench me with your high-pressure prose i do patiently wait to sensually, mentally satiate...

Something To Think About...and Hopefully Smile!
I planted some bird seed. A bird came up. Now I don't know what to feed it. I had amnesia once -- or twice. I went to San Francisco. I found someone's heart. Now what? Protons have mass? I didn't even know they were Catholic. All I ask is a chance to prove that money can't make me happy. If the world was a logical place, men would be the ones who ride horse's sidesaddle. What is a "free" gift? Aren't all gifts free? They told me I was gullible... and I believed them. Teach a child to be polite and courteous in the home and, when he grows up, he'll never be able to merge his car onto the freeway. Experience is the thing you have left when everything else is gone. One nice thing about egotists: they don't talk about other people. My weight is perfect for my height -- which varies. I used to be indecisive. Now I'm not sure. The cost of living hasn't affected its popularity. How can

Destination Oblivion
Alone is a state of mind, in quiet times, empty of everything but yourself. Alone is still and free. In other times, alone if almost empty of yourself, some other region. some other place. Cold and spare, Warm and close, heartbeat and glacier, tight together. How curious, alone. Empty but for magnitude, echoing for hunger of sound. A strange place this, and an easy ticket bought.

So
i have my contest going on now, and the sexiest older male contest is alreaddy organized, so after that contest ends im gonna take a break from this site, lol i have enough drama in my real life notice i said real life so yeah i wont be signing on for a while after that, if and when i come back ill be cleaning my list majorly. those of you i dont talk to or hear from will be gone, family you have nothing to worry bout but yeah thats the way it is

Why?
Why is it that one minute you are treating me like gold and the next you are treating me like dirt? For some fucked up reason I feel as though I need your approval, and if I don't have it I feel like I'm not worth spit. You're not even a reletive you are just a guy I know that for whatever reasons I want to be with. I know that that will never happen as you just see me as a young, cheap and easy booty call even tohugh you tell people that I'm very mentally, emotionally and psychally strong, you tell them I am your equal. I've been through so much in the last 8 months, mom and dad getting killed in a carwreck, one of my great-uncles dying not two weeks later, then another great-uncle dying a few months later, loosing my dog the day after christmas. I think I deserve to be treated better than just some common street whore. I am going to law school, I am couping with events in which I have every right to loose my mind and take my life over btu I have gone strong and persevered altho

Im New Here
My friend told me about this site and I thought I would check it out.... Im still looking at whats what! so Ill tell you a little about myself, my names Connie, Im divorced, have 2 children and I live in gahanna near columbus ohio I love music listen too all kinds, and going to the movies or renting a dvd and staying home, Im an avid reader. a genuinly nice woman... with a great personality and good sense of humor, wanting to talk to, and make new friends. and I wanted to say Hi :)

My Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

Application For My Perfect Partner
please answer in a comment to this blog 1. must be open minded 2. able to hold an intelligent conversation 3. must be dominant enough to hold one's own but submit in my presence 4. must have positive outlook on one's self 5. must be willing to work hard and play even harder 6. must love spending lots of time with children 7. must be the jealous type to show me that you want me 8. must not freak about carnivore tendancies 9. must know how to please your partner in the bedroom and out of the bedroom This job entails a lot of hard work but can have great rewards. If you think you have what it takes to be this person, please send your qualifications listed on your resume and I will get back to as soon as possible THE SCORPION KING

You Know You're A Redneck When...
You Know You're A Redneck When... The Halloween pumpkin on your front porch has more teeth than your spouse. You let your twelve-year-old daughter smoke at the table in front of her kids. You've been married three times and still have the same in-laws. You think a woman who is "out of your league" bowls on a different night. Jack Daniel's makes your list of "Most Admired People." You think Genitalia is an Italian airline. You wonder how gas stations keep their restrooms so clean. Someone in your family died right after saying "Hey, y'all watch this!" Your Junior / Senior prom had a daycare. You lit a match in the bathroom and your house exploded right off its wheels. The bluebook value of your truck goes up and down, depending on how much gas is in it. Ya' can't git married to y

Online Dating, Ups And Downs.
i cant quite seem to figure this out completely... this is now the 4th time ive dated a girl on the net. and im starting to learn, but im sure i still have allot to learn. anyway, i have found some ups and downs, and thought id ask for some help from my friends here on ct to give me thier oppinions and comments on this matter. (ups...) well ive found that you can learn allot about a person by chattin with them online. and that you tend to look past flaws and problems with that person and see the good side of them... (downs...) you almost never truely know the person. you meet and its all fucked up... they NEVER look the same as thier pics, even though it is them.(dont ask its weird) you notice EVERY flaw in an instant, and mentally pick apart the person. every last fucking detail... then 2 months later you're back at square one. anyone have anything to add?

What Kind Of Bike Are You???
WhAt KiNdA BiKe R U? A suzuki HAYABUSA U DRIVE A SUZUKI HAYABUSA THA WORLDS FASTEST PRODUCTION STREET BIKE TOPPING OUT AT 237MPH...YOU'LL SMOKE ANY CAR..ANY DAY..Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Whats Your Turn Ons?
GIRLS FILL OUT THE TOP GUYS FILL OUT THE BOTTOM POST IT UP SO WE SEE WHAT'S UP REPOST WITH THE TITLE "WHAT TURNS ME ON/OFF" About guys, Turned ON, OFF or DC (Don't care): Is taller than you: Is shorter than you: Wears braces: wears a grill: Dresses Preppy : Dresses Ghetto: Dresses Gothic: Has blue eyes: Has green eyes: Has hazel eyes: Brown eyes: Drinks alcohol: Wears glasses: Plays sports: Call you to say hi: Compliments you: good dancer : Wears jewelery: Smiles when you walk in the room: Has brown hair: Has Black hair: Has blonde hair: Has red hair: Makeup: Can make you laugh at any given moment:ON Loyal: Laid back: Plays guitar: Plays drums: Sings: he's buff (muscles): He can draw: Easily jealous: Doesn't eat meat: does drugs: is bi: has a tattoo: has a lip ring: has tounge ring: _______________________________

Storm
I wrote this poem for my boyfriends babygirl,best friend,soul mate,dog. It was 2years to the day today that she passed away. My boyfriend misses her so so much and found it hard to express his pain so I took his feelings and turned it into a poem! I found it very hard to write from someone elses point of view but I hope i did you proud baby! I am always here for you no matter whatever life brings! I promise! I will always do my best to turn your frown into a smile! I never met Storm but I feel like I did as as you and I know she played a huge part in bringing us together! Although she has passed on she still lives on! We feel her with us alot of the time. You me and Inca.We are the 3 legs of the tripod... One falls we all go down but Storm is there to pick us back up and guide us through!Keep her memory alive and she will never fade away! Thats why I always do things for you about Storm as I know what she means to you! She is a very special lady and I love her very much...My message to

Big Thank You Tonight :d
A couple of people rating-bombed me tonight, and I was very much surprised. A big high-five to Jen, Jersey Girl, TiggerKisses, Cookie, Layla, DirtyLittleSecret(tm), and *Shannon* for all the lovin' shown today! I tried to spread some of my lucrative 11's around to y'all but I owe you all more :) If you need some bombs soon.. LET ME KNOW!! I always return the favor!! Also, please drop by Bella's page and give her some loving :)

What Am I Supposed To Do???
Now, going off the notion that none of you know me personally let me explain the situation. My boyfriend and I got together in October and things were amazing, he came to visit me and we talked alot. It was going well and it was the first time since my ex in high school that I was allowing myself to fall for someone. We met Sept of 05 right when I first came to Macomb, (7 months later), we started talking/dating in April of 06, then in October 06 we were together, now Jan 07 we just broke up. Now, we broke up for a very good reason, we had a pregnancy scare (I was 12 days late) and he took it as an opportunity to joke and whatever. Then when I got really serious about it he got scared and ignored my phone calls. I broke up with him because of it. SO when he finally came around and everything was ok I didn't answer his calls. Now he sent me an email explaining himself and saying he sorry and all this (because i am not accepting his calls email is the only way he can get to me.) W

True Friends
well back again writing bout something wasnt sure what i wanted to say till now i want to say in the whole 32 yrs ive been alive ive never had real down to earth true friends till i came on the internet. i have even did something i thought was not possible and told ppl many times they full of it u cant build friendships off the internet well i was a fool cause i have made sooo many gd friendships ,gained a sister and developed a major crush . yes i like someone on the net very much but we are worlds apart , could a relationship built on distance survive well im not sure never been in that situation . my crush is a real gentleman, he tells it as it is , always puts others before himself. u dont see gd man like him around much anymore so now im in a pickle cause im not sure what to do bout it , should i ignore how i feel or should i react on how i feel ,would it be fair for the other person , how and what would they want . so why is it i finally find someone i feel would make me feel sa

Hello
hi everybody! Happy New Year too! i ve not been around a lot lately--but just wanted you to know that i think about you. i want to thank you all for your holiday wishes and extend my hope that your holidays were happy as well. i ve been ill--and i woke up a little bit ago and thought id look at my mail--then i thought id pop in here and was cheered by all of your well wishes. and of course i knew (counted on actually)there would be something from my friend murt that would make me smile. and of course there was...thank you. thank you all and i wish you all health and happiness!

The Next Episode Pt.ii: The Saturday Night Rant
Well the time has come ladies & gentlemen for another rant.. An inner battle from an idle mind on Saturday night.. A friend & I were talking a little bit today about the idea of marriage, and love. Promises, and sacrifice.. Then the topic changed to Adultery, Affairs, and the rising Divorce rate in the country.. And I've come to realize something... Allow me to enlighten... We, as a society, are considered (at least in my mind) "The Instant Gradification Generation". Due to on-line dating, myspace, along with a few other sites much like what youre on now... people chat online and browse through photos of people within their own area (In my minds eye.. I'm reminded of those carnival stands with the ducks in the pond that youre supposed to shoot with a water gun.. ) Anywho.. You see someone who you think is super hot.. Great smile, nice body, ass.. tits.. hair.. whatever.. After sharing a few emails and exchanging phone numbers the two of you go out and starting dating af

For Those Who Even Noticed
Yes I have been gone from here for some time now .... i have not even checked out this profile in a long time ....i do appreciate those who have noticed i have been missing .... to those few i thank you and miss you much .... for everyone else who has not even noticed i have been missing .... i understand ..... its not like we are in love ....nor even truely knew each other ... yes i to have moved on .... it is what happened in life .... you see something and you moveon ... either it sticks with you for the rest of your time here or ...... its gone as quickly as it came ....yes alot of things in my life have changed ... some for the better ...some for the worse ..... I am slowly clawing my way back into the road ... and getting myself back on track .... i miss the interactiveness of CT ... and for those thatwish to continue on wiyh me in this place I have made a new profile ..... I am willing to share it with any who ask .... so this is your change ..... ask and you shall get it .... y

Inside Myself
I sit here..peering inside myself..as the tears run down my cheeks.. wondering ...how did i get this way?.... what is wrong with me...how can one person feel so much pain?...I can renmeber even as a young child being so miserable because i was convinced that i was this terrible person... I remeber actually enjoying physical punishment because it was a pain that went away and a pain that distracted from the torment that was ripping through my chest....belts and fists to ease the suffering. As a teen things got worse.. I internalized everything and was so starved for affection that i would emotionally leech onto the first person that bestowed even the slightest bit of affection on me... and the hurt with my parents got worse.. my father was an abusive man that i chose to sever ties with at the age of 7, and my mother was always focused on her her work and the new man of the time, wich for most of my growing up was my stepfather. I never came right out and told my mom the hell that he was

True Friendship
I am in an ok mood today concidering at this time in my life things suck. but i wont go there at this time. I was really hoppin to make friends and all here and it just seems like all people want are naked pics. If i did not have any up would u even be my friend honestly?? I know i have a BIG chest and all but is that all u really see? What color are my eyes? what is my favorite food? what do i want to do with women? What are my sexual fanisys? do u even know do u even want to .... I am just so fustrated by all the fake people out here sayin they want to be my friend. Yet are way to busy to chat dam is that not what a friend is for to calll at 4 am and cry on their shoulders?? To me that is true friendship and i want to know who really is that kind of a friend!! Terry

What I Must Do.
His boots were wore down to the sole, his brow covered with sweat, but he continued on without any regret. “This is what I must do,” he says to himself, “ for my family my friends and you. This is what I must do.” With tears in his eyes behind a wall he hides, a picture he holds of his darling and son at the mall. “ This is what I must do, for my family my friends and you. This is what I must do.” Just then a thunderous sound filled the air. The silence was broken and gunfire rang. He reached for his riffle that hung by his side, and kissed his wife and son goodbye, for he did not know if he would see them again. The picture he put in the pocket closest to his heart, and away he went to fight for freedom saying, “ This is what I must do, for my family my friends and you. This is what I must do.” When the confusion died and the dust settled, he found himself alone in desert, five dead and three wounded and he undiscovered. “ this is what I must do, for my family my friends and you. This

Lights Out :)
I want to start by saying that I am not a Cowboys fan. Not at all. I don't like any team from Dallas. There are a lot of reason that I won't go in to, but lets just say that I am a very happy girl indeed when either the Mavs or the Cowboys fail miserably. I was saddened by the loss in the final minutes by the Spurs to the Mavs last night, but the game I just witnessed for the NFC Wild Card turned my frown upside down. When the season started, I didn't really feel the 'boys would make it to the playoffs. Bledsoe just wasn't gonna cut it and TO has too much attitude. When Parcells substituted Romo in the second half of the first game against the Giants and I watched that boy play, I got a little scared. My appreciation and respect for Tony Romo has grown over the course of the last several weeks. I've never been one to cheer for any Cowboy, but after watching the enthusiasm with which Romo played, I couldn't help but admire him. His ability to improvise and make plays made all the di

My Favorite Band
Calling themselves Da BoDeans, the original duo was Kurt Neumann (vocals & electric guitar) and Sam Llanas (vocals & acoustic guitar). In 1984 they teamed up with Guy Hoffman (drums). The trio quickly became a popular band on Milwaukee's East Side music scene. By the close of that year, Bob Griffin (bass), was brought into the group. In 1985 the quartet signed a contract with Slash/Warner Records and shortened their name to simply BoDeans. Under the guidance of producer T-Bone Burnett, they entered Hollywood's Sunset Sound Factory in October to record their first album. The critically acclaimed debut Love & Hope & Sex & Dreams was released in 1986. In January 1987, a Rolling Stone reader poll voted them Best New American Band. They have rotated through various musicians, including keyboardists Michael Ramos and Susan Julian, and drummers Rick Jeager, Kenny Aronoff, Rafael Gayol, Nick Kitsos, and most recently, Kevin Leahy. Their 1993 song "Closer to Free" was selected as the them

Me
Well everyone tells me i look sweet and innocent, but don't let my looks fool u, i like to have fun, i am into bdsm i am submissive, my nipples are pierced, turn offs - guys that think they can play ya, u cant play a player, so if u can be real holla back.

Quickly "qualify" & Attract Men On Dates
Quickly "Qualify" & Attract Men On Dates >Note: If you feel afraid or uncomfortable asking a man the important questions that will tell you about who he is and how he thinks and feels, and you want to learn what it takes to get a man to communicate openly and honestly with you... then you need to read THIS: http://www.CatchHimAndKeepHim.com/e/11073/CommunicationSecrets/ I wouldn't bother reading this email unless you're: A) Single B) Tired or fed up with dating and men who don't know what they want C) Even the smallest bit uncertain about when, where, and how you'll meet the "right guy" in your life If any of this at all describes you, then I'd like to talk to you for a minute and share a few things that could be more valuable to you than anything you've learned about men and dating in the last several years. First, let me ask you... Do you ever feel frustrated that there just aren't many good men out there? At l

Hip-hop Is Immortal
hip-hop will never die but in a sense i feel what nas said about hip-hop being dead the fact money is the main reason alot of rappers get in the game does fuck it up and he also said we as artist should realize music is not to be made for money but for the love of music money is just a added bonus which i agree with a 100%. and monie love is a idiot who stated that nas was saying the south killed hip-hop the south didn't kill hip-hop look at some of the acts from the south that are real hip-hop little brother, stat quo, joe scudda, the justice league all real hip-hop hip-hop is a culture and lifestyle rap is what we do wake up and open ya eyes and ears hip-hop has been going 35 years strong its not going anywhere forever hip-hop will live in my heart if you have the same passion for it as i do it will never die we just need to make people realize what real hip-hop is and expose them to more than just mainstream and show them underground the roots and basis hip-hop was built on

Hounds
These ruinous, curious dreams. What are they? Why can't I understand them, or anything. They chase me through cold and empty streets. Meaning something, meaning everything. Chasing. These hounds have faces, most from the past, some unknown, following, baying. They will devour me.

Hello To All You Cherry Pickers !!!!..;)
Happy New Year to All of you here at Lost Cherry. http://rhemarodaw69.blogspot.com http://profiles.yahoo.com/rhemarodaw http://www.tagworld.com/rhemarodaw69/World/MyWeb.aspx http://www.myspace.com/rhemarodaw69

Be My Friend
Just let me hold you once again Pretend you love me Be my friend Lay with me all night long Let us listen our favorite song Touch my hand Stroke my face Take us back to that special place Kiss and hold me Feel my breath Remember the times It was always like this Please sit back And close your eye Feel my heart it will tell you no lies But if you still want this to end Please let me hold you once again........ Pretend you love me.......... Be my friend.............. Thank you Angelhavingfun(Alica} 6 July 2006

Irrational Fears Over Peaches????
At the end there, Maury says to the audience to give Shawn a big hand for confronting his fear....but, pray tell, did you see Shawn confronting his fear???? or, did I miss something here???

Just Wanted You All To Know...
I'm sure some of my friends have noticed that I haven't here very much in the past couple of days... well, I want to say that I will be kind of scarce for a few more days... The reason being, my brother decided to do something really stupid Friday evening and I've been at the hospital, on the phone with doctors, and just plain worried about my brother... I talked to the doctors earlier and they told me that my brother is stable, but still has the breathing tube and is still being sedated... I was told that he will probably be that way for the next couple of days, then they will try to wean him off of sedation... If my friends could please keep my brother in their thoughts and prayers, I would appreciate it so very much... One last thing, never forget to tell your family and friends how much they mean to you... you never know if you will get another chance! So to all my friends and family, know that I love each and every one of you!!!

Bye Bye 06
Okay so 2006 has came and gone and i have not ranted in a couple of weeks. So since im homebound and feeling like house crazy and Nobody has time to talk I figured I would blog..Your either going to not like what i have to say or relate..HAHHAHAHA..This is merely reflections I have learned through 06 that I really think are benificial for everyone that knows that they have feelings and care and are tired of all the bs..or what ever you would like to call it..Not all of it will be back some good as hey good things happen to..So here it goes.. First off never be scared to do what you normally wouldn't do..Accept challanges and learn with them. Never settle for less then what you deserve..As you are the only one that knows what it is that you deserve.. Don't be that floormate waiting for the next set of wiping feet to walk all over you..Be proud of who you are and be nothing more then who you are. Don't settle only being the ear of the relationship, you have problems concerns

Romance Is Overrated
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- www.break-free-from-the-affair.com www.infidelity-help.com -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Feature Article Romance is Overrated - Get Over It and Move Beyond It! (and two other articles posted to the blog) Get Your Holiday Gifts from the Staff of Break Free and Infidelity-Help 50% off until Day after Christmas Free CDs to Keep You Focused Support and Guidance Accelerate your Healing and Marriage Saving Send to Family/Friends How to forward this newsletter Recommended Sites A list of helpful sites to visit -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Feature Article Romance is Overrated - Get Over It and Move Beyond It! Almost daily I encounter those entangled in a kind of extramarital affair I describe as "I Fell Out of Love...and just love being in love." The cheating or "off

Ok So
no let me start with saying ive met some great people on here, wouldnt trade it for anything, anyone in my family or that im a fan of or even most of my friends this really doesnt have to do with you. im a rebel by nature, so i didnt post a salute for a long time until someone actually accused me of being fake then of course i had to prove them wrong, lol. a salute should be a choice, you shouldnt attack people, the obsession with sniffing out fakes has become unreal,, truth is if anyone really really wanted to pull the wool over your eyes they could.. dont get me wrong being fake is not a good thing, but spending every moment trying to sniff them out is pathetic. this is cherry tap a website come on guys, anyone that is obviously fake doesnt take long to figgure out. and anyone who really wants to fool everyone will well thats the end of my rant thanks im also really sick of every bulletin i open being about fakes, yeah fakes suck but this is bullshit, you shouldnt be falling i

Why Do Most Men Want To Play Games?
HOW COME MOST THE MEN I MEET OR TALK TO JUST WANT SEX? OR THEY WANT TO CYBER SEX WITH YOU?ARE THERE ANY MEN LEFT ON THIS EARTH WHO WANT MORE? DON'T MEN WANT TO FALL INLOVE ANY MORE?I HAVENT MET ONE IN A VERY LONG TIME,THEY ACT ALL SWEET AND SHIT MAKE YOU FEEL SPECIAL AND HAPPY,LIKE YOUR WORTH MORE THEN JUST A FUCK,THEN THEY USE YOU.THEN YOUR THINKING TO YOURSELF(WELL MAYBE I WAS PUT ON THIS EARTH TO JUST HAVE SEX HELL THATS ALL MEN WANT ME FOR)I DO HAVE A HEART AND FEELINGS AND LOVE TO GIVE,SO WHY DONT MEN WANT THAT?WHY IS IT JUST SEX?

A Very Sad Day For A Redmex Family Member
Our King Phsyco2 (Daniel) Has lost his father today 1-6-2006 Please stop by and pay your respects and show him our love. This man means alot too me. Please show him some support. Thank you. physco2@ CherryTAP Shelia

My Love Test !
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is low. This doe

Always
There is a time for everything... Life is like Love; a time to embrace and a time to let go. If you look deep into my eyes, you'll see a lifetime of sorrow. I may be here now..But what about tomorrow? Friendship is where it starts when you feel that first connection; Where you never want to part and always show affection. I always told myself if I had a reason to stay, then I would leave my heart so stranded this way. You'll be married one day.. may be live far away. But if you love me now, I'll think of you always. I'll never forget the way your lips touch mine. Because now.. your heart is apart of mine for always...

This Shit Kills Me
Okay this is something that recently happened to me so I basically wanted to just apologize if I've ever done this. I'm sorry if people think that because I act like a dork or I say crazy shit I'm trying to get attention. I dont rely on my "status" or "profile page" to get me any friends. I really dont give a shit if you like my page or not... and u could rate it a -10 for all I care (haha u cant actually do that.. sux 4 u) I just hate when people are like... hey...soo..... did you like my page? Why do you care?!?!? It's not like I'm reading your fucking resume!!! GRRR..... Help me Baby Jesus!!! **SIGHS**

Do You .
Do u Love Me Baby U Really Do? Take A Moment To Think About Me and U Think About Us Think About All The Things We Can Do I Can Love U And U Can Love Me 2 But Baby All I'm Askin Is Do U Love Me Boo? So Thats Y I Want U 2 Take Some Time Jus To Think About Me And U....

Rip Storm
A loved one is not gone, until they are forgotten! With your name now tattooed on my arm and the momories I keep and treasure in my mind, you will always be daddys little girl. You are my soul and I owe my life to you, The bond we had was sacred and nothing could keep us apart. You were a heaven sent guardian angel and a iconic example to your breed, but most of all you were my best friend and soul mate who saw me through good and bad, and loved me whatever. A feeling I will keep deep within my heart until I see you on the other side. As I shed my tears and feel the pain of your loss as though it were yesterday, I said these words as I held you in my arms as you passed away 'I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL, I'M SO SORRY......PLEASE FORGIVE ME. I LOVE YOU'. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx This is a poem written by Leiamara my girlfriend on the 2nd anniversary of the passing of my baby girl Storm

Dark
it's dark and lonely in this world filled with heartache and sorrow and with each passing moment we can only hope for a brighter tomorrow one filled with joy and laughter for it's the one thing we are all after days filled with love and nights filled with passion or have those thing truely gone out of fashion

Lovers Nightmare
I love you and I'm here to stay, that is what you always say, Kiss me and I can barely breath, Sending bolts into my knees, Distance draws us far apart, Passion still bleeding in my heart, Love divine and oh so true, Hoping that you feel it too, I dreamt about you twice last night, Standing there and holding you tight, Keeping you hands on my waist, I still remember how you taste, I love you I need you that's what you say, The snow starts falling and the sky turns grey, I laugh and kiss you and say how could I leave, The only place I want you is right next to me, Then suddenly you gone and I start to cry, Waking up with tears in my eyes, Rolling over to kiss you face, But your not there and my heart starts to race, Right now I need you more then most, To hear you breath, to kiss your nose, Just to lay there watching you dream, But your not hear I just want to scream, I sit there now not able to sleep, My hands are shaking and I start to weep, I can

Brand New And Raw
love for you my sweet dream .... longing that could make me scream .... words that never let me rest .... hard beats the heart within this chest .... seeking you day and night .... not caring if I am wrong or right ... only knowing that it is you I love... your my light, my angel from above .... eyes of blue that make my heart leap .... I am yours alone to keep ... a prisoner of deepest desire .... and never to extigush the fire .... that burn within and only for you .... I hope you feel this burnig too... for if you do and feed the flame .... ours is a love that none can tame ... and we will love both wild and free .... one heart , one soul for the whole world to see.... No longer caring for secrets kept.... went god made us for each the angels wept ..... at the beauty of love that none can compare... our love is true beauty and so very rare.... By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Angel Of Light
My spirt is empty My heart a void Life's brilliant shine Has gone dark and cold As single tear falls down My weathered cheek The lover's moon overhead Mocks my soul Memories of joy Now the distant past Memories of love Well within my eyes To feel, to need To desire, to live Alone in the crowd Sounds happiness demise Then upon the wind With gossamer wings An angel of light Casts shadows away With porcelian skin And emerald eyes Her smile brightens My deep dismay Her hand in mine My soul takes flight My heart beats In time with her's Our spirts meld Our thoughts are one And from her touch Life's rapture returns

The Angels From Up Above
The Angels From Up Above By Cherryangel These angels from up above Are here to show us friends to love To be their for us every day To help us along the passage way. These angels from up above Protecting us from all evil things Keeping us safe and close to them Shielding us with their beautiful wings. These angels from up above Will always protect the ones we love Hold out your hands when your in need And they will tuck you under their wings.

Boobies
stop looking at me i'm not looking at you. stop staring dont you have something else to do? stop talking to me i don't talk back. try and touch me ya gonna feel a hand go whack. are you waiting for me to reply? have ya not noticed i have no mouth to say hi? do you honestly think if you stare long enough i will change somehow? so my owner will say stop looking at me now. so no matter what you say do or even try. boobies dont listen, talk laugh or cry..

Verbal Intercourse!!
JUST SOME SEXUAL THOUGHTS ON MY MIND TONIGHT... WISHING I CAN JUST COME HOME TO A SEXY MAN WHO HAS DINNER COOKIN' AND A NICE BUBBLE BATH AWAITING. HE GREETS ME AT THE DOOR GIVING ME A LONG INVITING KISS. I AM SO WEAK TO THE KNEES FROM THE KISS THAT I HAVE TO SIT DOWN...HE TAKES OFF MY HIGH HEEL SHOES MASSAGING MY FEET, THEN STARTS TO SUCK ON THEM...WHICH GOT ME EXCITED AND BECOMING VERY WET!! HE COOKS ME MY FAVORITE MEAL WHICH IS CHICKEN, RICE AND CORN..WE ATE OVER CANDLE LIGHT WITH LIGHT MUSIC LOOKING INTO EACH OTHER'S EYES AS WE ATE... AFTERWARDS HE CAME OVER TO ME AND TOOK OFF MY CLOTHES AND WHISPERED IN MY EAR "COME WITH ME TO THE BATHROOM I HAVE A SURPRISE FOR YOU" I DIDN'T HESITATE SO WE WENT INSIDE THE BATHROOM AND THERE IT WAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SIGHT A WOMAN CAN EVER VISUALIZE...THERE WERE ROSE PEDALS EVERYWHERE, CANDLES BURNING, AND BUBBLES IN THE TUB SO HE GUIDE ME TO THE TUB AND BEGAN TO WASH MY BACK..I WHISPERED TO HIM "PLEASE CUM JOIN ME" SO WITHOUT ANY QUESTION

Final Grf Post
I want to close out the Ford chapter. And thank you everyone who made comments or points on the Ford pics. I really don't care about points and such but it does show people are paying attention. I've been asked about how I knew Jerry Ford so I thought I'd tell it here. I had met Congressman Ford a number of times and was part of a group that was addressed in the Rose Garden and then shook hands with him in the Oval Office. 18 months later I was a news director on a college radio station that virtually no one listened to. I had a press pass for the day before and the day of the election. So I was with him at the airport, followed behind in the White House press corps bus, and was with him for his final two campaign speeches back in his hometown of Grand Rapids. Over the past week I have been touched by the outpouring of our commmunity in welcome him back. There were about 57,000 people who waited in line up to 8 hours to pay their respects at his casket. And these peopl

Life Without Stupid Bulletins Or: The Sheriff Is A Ni
http://www.snopes.com/business/origins/blackinv.asp A very humorous and revealing story is told about a group of white people who were fed up with African Americans, so they joined together and wished themselves away. They passed through a deep dark tunnel and emerged in sort of a twilight zone where there is an America without black people. At first these white people breathed a sigh of relief. At last, they said, No more crime, drugs, violence and welfare. All of the blacks have gone! Then suddenly, reality set in. The "NEW AMERICA" is not America at all-only a barren land. 1. There are very few crops that have flourished because the nation was built on a slave-supported system. 2. There are no cities with tall skyscrapers because Alexander Mils, a black man, invented the elevator, and without it, one finds great difficulty reaching higher floors. 3. There are few if any cars because Richard Spikes, a black man, invented the automatic gearshi

Dream Stalker
Dream Stalker By Cherryangel I see you in my nightmares, In my dream you are so real. I see your eyes glowing red, I'm numb, please get out of my head. I feel the chill of your touch, In my dream that seems so real. I see your wicked smile, My heart grows cold like steel. I feel the pain you carry, In my dream it feels so real. Leave your pain with me, Let me have that worry. I see you in my nightmares, In my dream you are so real. Step from the dark and take my hand, Embrace my light, my love, my flame.

The Game
The game is something that is not to be taken lightly.. Everyone wants to play but not everyone can stand the heat.. Its a game of give and take or keeping your options open.. Also know as being the fall back person.. So here is alittle something I wrote in regards to this.. We met in the place where everything is game.. You take for what it is cause it really has no name.. You try not to get caught up in all the wonderful thoughts.. But dammit you fell and got caught up.. Now your sitting there waying your options to the left and then to the right.. You find yourself saying this shit just aint right.. So you decided not to play and remain that way.. Still thinking why does it always end up this way.. The game is hard to play if your to honest in everyway.. You put your heart in your hand and tell yourself that the person will understand.. To come to find out you leave your self open without a doubt.. So for 2007 I'm out.. for the taking.. I give my all and my attitude and that m

Earthquake Cake
1 box German chocolate cake mix 1 c nuts 1 8 oz cream cheese 1 c coconut 1 stick margarine 1 box confectionary sugar Prepare 11x5 cake pan. Sprinkle nuts and coconut in bottom of pan. Mix cake mix according to directions. Pour over nuts. Melt margarine, add cream cheese and stir until melted. Add confectionary sugar. Pour over batter. Bake at 350 for 40-45 mins. This is a sweet lovers dream....you cannot eat this in large amounts without risk of sugar shock!!!! Eat with caution!!! LOL enjoy it is the best......may be good following the Enchilada Casserole!!!

Will This Week Get Any Worse?
im going crazy. this week has been soo horrible! first my uncle arnie passed away. i used to spend every wednesday morning with him for breakfast to see how his week had been going. RIP! then my friend Kurty boy passed from a heart attack! then i find out that my cat will have to be put down. and then today i freaking sprane my ankle and pull some muscles in my foot! is there anything else that is going to go wrong?

Buckeyes!!!
You need: 1 16 oz jar of peanut butter 1 lb of confectionary sugar 2 bars of butter 1 lb bag of chocolate chips In a sauce pan melt the peanut butter and butter. Slowly mix in the con. sugar. Allow to cool and roll small golf size balls out of the peanut butter mixture. Set aside Slowly melt the cho. chips on low heat so it is not to burn. one by one dip the peanut butter balls in and cover. This is a fast dessert that will win over any peanut butter lover. You can also try using different types of chips like white choc. and different flavor ones as well. Happy eating!!

Out At Club Another Night
WEnt to club again still no takers on the guys but took my daughter this time and had good time on dance floor. It was fun till we wanted to go home and the person we rode with wasnt ready. Man life sucks.

Chicken Enchilada Casserole
You need: 1 c chopped onions 2tbsp butter or margarine 1 4oz can green chili peppers rinsed, peeled and chopped 1 tsp. ground covander seed 2 1/2 c chicken broth 1 1/2 c shredded monterey jack or mozzarella cheese 1/2 c chopped green peppers 2 c chicken cooked and chopped 3 tbsp butter or marfarine 1/3 c all-purpse flour 3/4 tsp salt 1 c sour cream 12 6in tortillas In large saucepan, cook onions and green peppers in the 2 tsp of butter until tender. Combine onion mixture in a bowl with chopped chicken and green chili peppers and set aside. For sauce, in the same saucepan, melt 3 tbsp butter. Stir in flour, covander seed and salt. Stir in broth all at once. Cook and stir til thickened and bubbly, for 1-2 mins after. Remove from heat. Stir in sour cream and 1/2 c cheese. Stir 1/2 c of the sauce into the chicken mixture. Dip each tortilla into remaining sauce to soften. Fill each tortilla with about 1/4 cup of the chicken mixture. Roll up and arrange rolls

So How Will You Kick The Bucket?...
My score on The How You Will Die Test: Electrocution(38% extrovert, 28% intelligence, 32% risk taker, 38% god-favour)You are the type of person who generally prefers going out with close friends or reading a book. You are of average intelligence and are not the type who takes risks. In fact, you live a fairly simple life, not needing to gain joy from doing anything crazy. You will probably live to slightly under the average age for your sex before being electrocuted as you use a knife to get out a piece of toast from the toaster in your old age However, if there is a god up there, he hates you - don't count on going to heaven Link: The How You Will Die Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

I'm Glad Your In My Dash
I read of a woman who stood to speak at the funeral of a friend. She referred to the dates on his tombstone from the beginning to end She noted that first came the day of his birth and spoke the following date with tears, but she said what mattered most of all was the dash between those years (1935-1999) for the dash represents all the time that we spend alive on earth.... and now only thoss that knew him, know what that little line is worth. It matters how much we own: the cars...the house...the cash, what matters is how we live and love and how we spend our dash. So think about this mu very dear friends, are there things you'd like to change? We never know how much dash is left, that can still be rearranged. If we just take a real good look to consider what's true and real, and always try to understand the way that other people feel And be less quick to get upset, and show appreciation more , and love the people in our lives, like we have never

Shatter
As sorrowiful word final start to sink in. And the the tears begin. Words that sting upon my very soul. That rip away at me whole. Blindness final being disspelled in an instance. Dropping to my knees with no resistance. As words strike home to my heart. Eatting away at the little bit of insanity from the start. MY hands shaking even as I write. My own personal deams dancing around me through the night. Playful laughter in my head. The room around me turning red. My mind telling me it told me so. Telling me I was to naive not to know. Even though I wanted to believe in something other then reality. To find a place to escape that would accept me. Clining to false hopes desperately. Letting my life be goverened by my own stupidtiy. As I am forced to shed my serenity. As my tears build upon the animosity. Sorrowiful music playing the background saddly resenates with my heart. Wondering if I am going tart. As i listen never meant to belong. A song that is similar to my lifes song. As if th

If I Knew
>IF I KNEW > >If I knew it would be the last time >That I'd see you fall >asleep, >I would tuck you in more tightly >and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. > >If I knew it would be the last time >that I see you walk out the door, >I would give you a hug and kiss >and call you back for one more. > >If I knew it would be the last time >I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, >I would video tape each action and word, >so I could play them back day after day. > >If I knew it would be the last time, >I could spare an extra minute >to stop and say "I love you," >instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. > >If I knew it would be the last time >I would be there to share your day, >Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, >so I can let just this one slip away. > >For surely there's always tomorrow >to make up for an oversight, >and we always get a second chance >to make everything just right. > >There will always >be another day >to say "I love you," >And certa

After The Meeting
just got back from the meeting, it was nerve-racking. I must say. I was alright till I got there and I got up to talk and I think I only talked for about 10 minutens but I siad alot and I talked from the hart and yeah I'm glad that its over. once agian I am in cloud nine. its a great feeling. I get there everyonce in a while. however it is nothing like it was in early sobertiy. Nothing will ever compare to that. it was a roller coster ride for the first 5 months or so. losing my grampa durin my 3rd month didn't help any, just proof for me that my higher power whom I call god won't give me nothing today that I can not handle. the best way to some up the way I feel right now is saying that I am full of serenity.

Fake Posers
I have recently found several people that use fake pics which is not too unusual but some sicko's actually pose with female pics when they are male and vise-versa...thats just stupid...they should have a way to remove these idiots

So Check This Bullshit Out Haha
like 3 days ago, my dad got in a big ol' fight with his wifey (of 5 months) and he decided to move out, so like i moved ALL his shit furnature, tv's dressers all that stuff, out of his house and over to my grandparents house, then i wen to the house that he lives in now, and busted my ass cleaning it up and everything, then that night i'm sleeping hella good and he shows up at like 7am and had made up with his wifey and so i had to move ALL that shit right back again. idk just thought i'd vent a little on it haha

Copied From Sweet's Page
Cpoied from a friend 30 Harsh Things a Woman Can Say to a Naked Man 1. i've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahhhhhh, it's cute. 3. Why don't we just cuddle. 4. You know, they have surgery to fix that. 5. Make it dance. 6. Can I paint a smiley face on it? 7. Wow. and your feet are so big! 8. It's OK, we'll work around it. 9. Will it squeak if i squeeze? 10. Oh no....a flash headache. 11. (giggle and point) 12. Can I be honest with you 13. How sweet, you brought incense. 14. This explains your car. 15. Maybe if I water it, it'll grow. 16. Why is God punishing me? 17. At least it won't take long. 18. I never saw one like that before. 19. But it still works, right? 20. It looks so unused. 21. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 22. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes. 23. Are you cold? 24. If you get me real drunk first...... 25. Is that an optical illusion? 26. What is that? 27. It's a good thing you have so many other talents. 28. Doe

Breathe
I see nothing in your eyes And the more I see the less I like Is it over yet? In my head I know nothing of your kind And won't reveal your evil mind Is it over yet? I can't win So sacrifice yourself And let me have what's left I know that I can find The fire in your eyes I'm going all the way Get away please You take the breath right out of me And left a hole where my heart should be You gotta fight just to make it through 'Cause I will be the death of you This will be all over soon Pour the salt into the open wound Is it over yet? Let me in So sacrifice yourself And let me have what's left I know that I can find The fire in your eyes I'm going all the way Get away please You take the breath right out of me And left a hole where my heart should be You gotta fight just to make it through 'Cause I will be the death of you I'm waiting I'm fading Realize Stop hiding You take the breath right out of me And left a hole where my heart

Analyzing A Test
This "The How Christian are you? Test" appeared on OKCupid and is a good example of biased test writing. 1. Does Jesus really exist? Yes No I don't know ~~~so far, okay 2. Is Jesus a god or part of the Trinity or just a man or never existed? A god Part of the Trinity Just a man Never existed ~~~"Just" a man? What about we Christians who don't follow the Trinity and believe he was the begotten son of God, as opposed to the made son of God (Adam). A story of two sons, one who failed, and one who didn't... 3. Jesus was born of a virgin. True False I don't know ~~~Technically, this is flawed. He was conceived of a virgin, but Joseph consummated the marriage (rose up and took Mary until to him but knew (had sex with the end result of pregnancy (she was already pregnant)) not. If the marriage hadn't been consummated, Jesus would've been a bastard and couldn't legally inherit the line of Solomon promises through Joseph. So Jesus wasn't born of a virgin. Neit

Pen Twirling - How Did They Do That???
When visiting my daughter and her hubby, my son-in-law all the sudden started twirling his pen on top of his thumb. I hadn't ever seen anyone do that before. I can twirl one in between my fingers... but, I have never tried it on top of my thumb. Can you do it??? See the below videos for samplings........ Actual instructions...........................

I See The Pain
I Can See The Pain I still see your face in my dreams It hurts and it doesn't help at all I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems I want you to catch me when I fall I still remember the first time we met There was something so different about you Your friendship was something I wanted to get That smile when you said hi to me was so new Out of no where you called me on the phone I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever You were so new, so crazy and unknown I just knew that our friendship would never sever Two years and we are barely holding it together What happened to the way this all used to be I never wanted you out of my like ever I sat there for a long time pretending not to see We decided to go out and make it all all right It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't We couldn't even really stand each others sight It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't I miss you and everything you were to me Ten years from now

My Luv Style.. :*)
Your Love Style is Eros For you, love is all about the passion! And chances are, you're currently in love. You have a strong physical response to love... And you are great at committing (As long as the person makes your toes curl!) What's Your Love Style?

Another Poem Of Mine And A Quiz
I wonder in time what other will say When it comes my time to pass away Will there be said more good than bad Will it ever be mentioned that I’m a dad Will my daughters over me smile or weep Will they in their souls a fondness keep Will anyone know about or of me care Will there be any knowledge I was ever there Will this soul find peace and blessed rest Will those left behind think of me the best What is the sum of my life I wish I knew I leave the epitaph up to all of you By R. Thomas Dinsmore Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Test
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky90%Average50%A Sicko30%A WUSS !!20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

There Are A Few Places This Wikipedia Blog Could Go...
and some would be appropriate and some not. Some general considerations about how other Wikipedia editors - I've been volunteering there since late 2004 - can make their articles a bit more helpful (adding categories, learning the manual of style- ok, I need that too... clarity! clarity! location!... ... right. When I'm thinking of writing an article about Wiener Artenschnitzel the pioneering composer of bon-bons for kazoo orchestra (names changed to protect the innocent. Oh, ok. Yes, this is just an example. Fine.), it is good to know that someone's already done so, so I can add to theirs, not start a new one. So I look up 1808 - his birth year, natch - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:1808_births - hrm, nothing there under A. Or under W, either... just to be sure that there isn't an article under a slightly different spelling (happens often... Carl Reinecke, Karl Reinecke, Carl Heinrich Carstens Reinecke... variants, inclusion of middle names, Frantisek Kramar vs. Franz

Hee Hee
OmGOmG LOOK!!! **jumps up and down like a two cent corner hoe riding her buyer for some bread money** I made a FRICKIN BLOG!!! Frick on a stick on a brick with a dick I have a blog.... so now I get to write about all my boring shit that you worthless fuckheads care absoloutely NOTHING about!! Well my first thought of the say is "I love percocet" my second though of the day is "bitch ur lucky i had a first thought" anywho.... show me some luv.. rate my pics comment and give me cherry points.... i'll return the favor... mind you the ONLY favor I'll return **wink wink**

Fucking Army Things
Blue hair at drill — Saturday, January 06, 2007 I was a guidon bearer today. Funny shit. We had a change of command ceremony today. So there was sgt majors, and generals and shit. Well, same thing sometimes, but anyway. I didn't have a beret, so I had to use someone elses. I hadn't worn a beret to drill before. Well, it rubbed the black spaystuff off my hair. I went through the line and got a muffen, and a sgtmajor noticed my hair was slightly discolored. He then chewed out my supply sgt, who is only an e-5, but somehow she was in the 1sgt spot postition thing cuz there was no one else or something. That's a stupid fucking idea, I'm not sure how it came to be. She stopped me from getting my flue shot when I was about to get one to tell me I had to go fix my hair. It was some kind of emergency or something to her. I still got my shot before I left. She was talking about how I had to show her a reciept of permanent hair dye when I got back, or I wouldn't get paid for the day.

The Bem Sex Role Inventory
should i be worried, this is twice I have took gender tests and twice it says i am more like a guy? My score on The Bem Sex Role Inventory Test: Masculine(You scored 60 masculinity and 46 femininity!)You scored high on masculinity and low on femininity. You have a traditionally masculine personality. Link: The Bem Sex Role Inventory Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

1 Of My Favs. It's Close To Reality !!!
Paranoid by Black Sabbath Finished with my woman 'Cause she couldn't help me with my mind People think I'm insane Because I am frowning all the time All day long I think of things But nothing seems to satisfy Think I'll lose my mind If I don't find something to pacify Can you help me Occupy my brain? Oh yeah I need someone to show me The things in life that I can't find I can't see the things that make true happiness I must be blind Make a joke and I will sigh And you will laugh and I will cry Happiness I cannot feel And love to me is so unreal And so as you hear these words Telling you now of my state I tell you to enjoy life I wish I could but it's too late

A Poem Of My And A Quiz
Do not grieve this man who passes away Instead live life each and every day For no one lives free of worldly sin And much wrong is done while in the skin And much of the lessons had to be So we could go on to eternity I prefer to think of me you may smile And maybe enjoy the thought for a while Of all the things I meant to you And of how our friendship was so true And then you will know I am at peace For when my soul this form did release Went on to wait in paradise for my friend So we could share joy without an end And know the peace of souls set free So never weep a bitter tear for me By R. Thomas Dinsmore 'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

When I Must Leave You
WHEN I MUST LEAVE YOU When I must leave you for a little while Please do not grieve and shed wild tears And hug your sorrow to you through years But start out bravely with a gallant smile And for my sake and in my name Live on and do all things the same Feed not your loneliness on empty days But fill each waking hour in useful ways Reach out your hand in comfort and in cheer And I in turn will comfort you and hold you near And never, never be afraid to die For I am waiting for you in the sky!

Twice Baked Potatoes
what you need: one bag of shreaded cheese one 16 oz sour cream one pound of bacon 4 large baking potatoes 1 onion(optional) put the potatoes in the microwave for 30 mins while waiting cut up the the bacon and onions into small pieces and fry them up when the potatoes are done, cut them in four sections..not going all the way through apply butter, place on a baking pan and bake in oven at 350 for 20 mins in a large bowl, mix the sour cream, the cheese, bacon and onions after the potatoes are done, put the sour cream mixture in each of them, and place back in oven til cheese is melted. Remove and serve!!! I can say it is the best!!!!! You can add or subtract the cheese bacon and onions....i like mine filled!!! you may also want to add in some ham....let me tell you ladies, your man will LOVE these!!!

Bem Sex Role Inventory
Androgynous You scored 53 masculinity and 56 femininity! You scored high on both masculinity and femininity. You have a strong personality exhibiting characteristics of both traditional sex roles. My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:You scored higher than 25% on masculinityYou scored higher than 30% on femininity Link: The Bem Sex Role Inventory Test written by weirdscience on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

The Seven Most Important Men In A Woman's Life
The Seven Most Important Men in a Woman's Life The Doctor - who tells her to "take off all her clothes." The Dentist - who tells her to "open wide." The Milkman - who asks her "do you want it in the front or the back?" The Hairdresser - who asks her "do you want it teased or blown?" The Interior Designer - who tells her "once it's inside, you'll LOVE it!" The Banker - who insists to her "if you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest!" The Primal Hunter - who always goes deep into the bush, always shoots twice, always eats what he shoots, but keeps telling her "Keep quiet and lie still!"

Elemental Balance Test
Canyon ~ 55% Water ~ 74% Wind ~ 70% Earth ~ 40% Fire ~ I only wanna open wide the window and let sunlight through... Your colours are light blue, gold, and a darker orange. You are likely protective, good with money, intelligent and have sharp wits. However, you may sometimes appear methodical or stressed. You could try wearing a Hawk’s Eye that inspires serenity and helps come to terms with imperfection, and thus bring you a bit closer to harmony. In detail: Your Creative Chakra, which is associated with the element of earth and represents our need to preserve and grow, and your Throat Chakra, which is associated with the element of wind and represents our desire to learn and communicate, are predominant. Your Ground Chakra, which is associated with the element of fire and represents our basic desires and driving force, and your Heart Chakra, which is associated with the element of water and represents our sense of love and compassion are n

Sadie Lost Her Husband
Sadie lost her husband almost four years ago and still has not gotten out of her depression, mourning as if it were only yesterday. Her daughter constantly is calling her and urging her to get back into the world. Finally, Sadie says she'd go out, but didn't know anyone. Her daughter immediately replies, "Mama! I have someone for you to meet." Well, it was an immediate hit. They took to one another and after dating for six weeks he asks her to join him for a weekend in the Catskills. And we know what that meant. One room and the normal follow up to that. Their first night there she undresses as he does. There she stood nude except for a pair of black lacy panties. He in his birthday suit. Looking at her he asks "Why the panties?" She replies, "My breasts you can fondle, my body is yours to explore, but down there I am still in mourning," He knows he's not getting lucky that night. The following night the same scenario. She standing there with the

I Saw This On Myspace ... Not Sure I Believe It !
1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut the fuck up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Do It and DIE! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when

Sugar Is Sweet
SUGAR is SWEET All the world is a stage and we just the actors spewing forth rehearsed lines? Then let my words stand the test of time and like sugar crystals sweet and delicate melt within the mind let my words be love to a wandering soul teasing the taste buds ending sour let my words quench the needs and cover the sweet heart in candied bliss someone once said let them eat cake I say feed them on dreams dreams as sweet as cotton candy dreams that last as long as an all day sucker formed from crystalline sugar so very SWEET the visions of winter need not be cold nor the night be old

Resolve
RESOLVE resolve to not resolve in years but in days each one fresh and new a palette of colors unique awaiting the brush to contemplate stirring to life the infinite awake in me the beauty of the day let me paint the world I see splashing words upon the page and letting them fall in rainbows in shadows in the crystal of the eyes ever the word of the poet paints the lives lived and days RESOLVE

Try Not To Cry
BUT IF YOU FIND YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A VERY BIG HEART... Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Mommy,

I'm This Guy
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to

I Loved Her
I loved her, I loved her with a passion- And deeper, Beyond the trim and fasion Of living The days from morning to night, And reaching To catch a span of moonlight. I loved her. I loved her, As earth loves the golden shore, As the ocean Rolls in and asks for more Of the arms That keep it from going astray, I loved her- But more than my words can say. Yes, more than my words can say.. I loved her.

I Am This Guy
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to

Shes Impossible
she says she wants someone to be there for her she says she wants someone to care for her she says she wants someone to be there to love her she says she wants someone who can talk to her she says she wants someone to bring flowers to her she says she wants someone to go out with her she says she wants someone who will call her she says she wants someone who will bring her to dinner she says she wants someone who can be himself around her she says she wants to be herself around them and when i try to be there, its not enough when i try to love her, she thinks she cant when i try to talk to her, she has to go when i try to take her out, shes too busy when i ask to bring her to dinner, she cant leave the house when i try and call her, no one picks up when i try to be myself around her, its just not good enough and when shes herself around me, it hurts me to watch when shes around i wish i had more i wish i could give her the world i wish i could be there for her and

Great End. . .
You come home this evening and see the lights are off, yet there is a soft glow coming from the scones on the wall. You smell the scent of vanilla in the air and know that every candle lit is one that radiates the soft fragrance. The sound of rustling comes from the gown that is nestled against the skin of your lover. The same lover's stilettos make the clicking noise against the floor. It makes your skin quiver. You know they are worn for your pleasure. Your jacket? You feel its removal and know it will rest in the closet. The spell of the evening is cast and neither wishes to break it, so no words are spoken. You turn and feel the soft touch of skin on skin as the glow of the candlelight spills over hair that you long to touch. Music plays. A well known melody brings memories to the surface and the distance closes between you. Two tongues snake out and meet lips; one pair is soft like satin, the other firm in strength. The silk dress rubs against the linen shirt, buttons dig

Time
We've travelled the years together And not once strayed from the path To follow other people on there Divergent roads. Our hearts Have been faithful And life has brought us to the Goal that we'd set When we met : To be as one when we walked Through each portal of Our days here. You stayed I stayed We nourished one another with Love - A love that's become better With time. Not before its time But in its time. Happily, we've remained in Each other's lives, And the love has lasted.

Being Too Nice?
So I'm curious - does it really pay to be nice? I find it interesting that if you are sweet and nice on here you don't really have people chat with you but if you act all slutty or beg for people to come check you out - they come from all the corners of the world! Yes I know I'm not the "model" female but I'm sweet as hell! I started thinking bout this because I was debating on whether or not to start whining bout my upcoming birthday and see if I got "cool" gifts or even a blast bought for me! But then I realized I'm just a sweet and innocent (no laughing those of you who know me!) girl and it's beneath me to do that! So lots of love to the friends I have and actually keep in touch with me! Mwah!

No More Need Hath My Love
Dust claim this lifeless body back from whence it came. No more need hath this world for me, No more need hath my love. Dust take back this shell formed of your grain, dry again. No more to suffer for she, No more the pain has gone. Dust breath the dust your own from these still dry lungs before you. The will of life has left now, the hope of peace gone. Dust of this earth, heavens claim from me. My love is gone now, my love returns to thee. Dust with thee a message sent from me, take to my love from me. My love my heart goes with you my love I love you Dust claim this lifeless body back from whence it came. No more need hath this world for me, No more need hath my love. My love, your free...

Do Not Cry.. I Am Loved...
Do not cry. I am loved. I will never truly leave you. It's just my vehicle in tow. Not my mind, Nor my soul. That will be buried. The reasoning of the God above. He of all, Knows. My heart refuses to leave yous. My body's in transition. My time has come. Gods worldly decision. I accept his position. My mission is done. Let the good times and bad times, And memories of love. Stand firm above ground. As I shine on you from above. I'll march to his gates. And get down on my knees. Pray for forgivenes. Then await my fate. But I'll always look back. With my eyes filled with love. To watch over you always. From hopefully, The heavens above

Happy New Year!!!
I know I have not been on here much, nor have I updated much. I have been under the weather for a bit, battling the insomnia and kid bugs. So here is a good update to my life. O.k. So, here's the start to my new year!!! Well, let's back up a bit, Christmas, it was wonderful. The girls got all they wanted and then some....lol. I got the Barbie that I had asked for...Yes, you read that right, a Barbie. I have gotten one every year for Christmas for as long as I can remember. You should see my collection!! New year was spent at home with the kids, playing my new addiction RYL. I have not been much of the partier in a while...lol. Now I am out trying to get a job....waiting to hear back from a tanning bed salon. The girls are doing great....Bre is starting a new program in school...it is directed towards girls to boost their self esteem and teach them healthy eating habits....she is really excited about it. Her grades are coming back up, the change in her meds se

My Last Message
The more i think the more i dare i try very hard to get to deaths lair. I will kill myself when the time comes, I thought about this last day, when the sun shone. To tired to keep living, to tired to love, I will send my last message, Sent by a dove. Hopes have failed, I will never have a son who will understand why i became oblivion. So my last message is written, the dove flies in pain, and without me, will my family be the same?

Thoughts Of The Day...
Who is this prince from Nigeria, and why do I need to give him my bank account to hide his money? Is it just me or is it harder to tell the "unwell" people talking to themselves from the "well" people with bluetooth earpieces? Why is it my doctor ALWAYS wants to take my temperature rectally? How can you take someone serious who ask, "Can your sinuses be in BOTH noses?" Still...probably shouldn't have laughed in her face firsts...hmm I seriously need to thank the person that PAYS women to say nice things bout me...thanks mom

Remarkable Obituary
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense declined even further when schools wer

Military Wife
Dear Military Wife, I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never had to hold my head high and suppress the tears as I hear that it will be at least another six months of separation before my loved one gets to come home. I have never had to deal with a holiday away from the one that I thought I would share every day of my life with. And I have ne

We Have Rights As Well
LEXINGTON, Kentucky (AP) -- A teenager is suing her school district for barring her from the prom last spring because she was wearing a dress styled as a large Confederate battle flag. The lawsuit filed Monday in U.S. District Court claims the Greenup County district and administrators violated Jacqueline Duty's First Amendment right to free speech and her right to celebrate her heritage at predominantly white Russell High School's prom May 1. She also is suing for defamation, false imprisonment and assault. "Her only dance for her senior prom was on the sidewalk to a song playing on the radio," said her lawyer, Earl-Ray Neal. Duty, 19, is seeking actual and punitive damages in excess of $50,000. She said she worked on the design for the dress for four years, though she acknowledged that some might find the Confederate flag offensive. "Everyone has their own opinion. But that's not mine," she told reporters outside the courthouse. "I'm proud of where I came from and

Life's Sweet Mystery
The Magic Of Love Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery!! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change!! Love can transform The most commonplace Into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, For it sees with its heart And not with its mind!! Love is the answer That everyone seeks... Love is the language, That every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery!!

Who Can Answer This...
What Is It That I Love? If asked why I love her I would say It’s the sway in her hips, the thickness in her thighs. It’s the lust in her lips, the love in her eyes. It’s the softness of her skin, the silk in her hair. It’s the twist in her walk; it’s the sweetness in her talk. It’s the way she loves me that makes me love her each day. That is what I would say.

" Her Name Was_______ "
(This girl broke my heart, so i wont write, her pretty name) My love was kind, my love was true, Her heart was broken, while mine was blue. Her tears were real, my words said thruth, My love comeback, cause, i, need, you. Her name was _______, that was her name. That does not matter. If she's far away. I pray the day, that she comes back, So, that, I can love her, until time stops. My friend is love, my enemy is time. My love was true, my love was kind. Her name was _______, that was her name. But i could only, be her friend. Until i lost her. On that day, I hadn't seen, my big mistake. To love her not, to love her so, Those were the roads, in wich to look. I chose to love her, but too late, And now she's gone, and far away. She was the "one" that got away. Her name was _______, that was her name. I lie here saddened and distraught And all i do, is-whisper-her-name...

Moonlight
The snow, so peaceful and serene, caressed by the soft moonlight, gave magical feelings to the night. The soft blue glow, the lovers' words that then did flow, their lips closer and closer until, locked in the throes of a passionate embrace, he decided to express his feelings, to keep her safe. He whispered softly, his words like music to her ears, "I Love You," and her response the same, heard like the gentle breeze, "And I, love you, forever." That was the night they promised to be together through everything, each to care for the other when old and gray A lovers' pact the most likely to last

Reason
Received this in my email and thought I would pass it along.... People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, becaus

Love Is Like
Love is like a lump of gold, Hard to get, and hard to hold. Of all the girls I've ever met, You're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above, Created you for me to love. He chose you from all the rest, Because he knew I would love you best.

Redneck Man Pickup Line's
Redneck Man's pick up lines 1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are your parents retarded? cuz you sure are special. 3) My Love for you is like diarrhea . I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in your pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in your hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make your bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap motel room. 11) Your eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If your gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13) Your face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of i

Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, The figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman With time, only grows..

Lost
I am lost in a dark place, Love and caring flows from my soul, A raging river that has drained my life, Caring for those who don’t know the price. I need to feel love from one to another, But her love is flowing out to others, They all are in need, but few of them care, Some even spurn it, and try to destroy the giver, And all I can do is watch, and continue to let love flow. So when will it be my turn again, To have the eyes look at ME with love, To feel again the warm loving embrace, The loving, lustful kiss from those soft lips, Not asked for but given freely. I need love to refill my soul, But with a world of takers, It will empty as fast as it fills, Like trying to hold water in a sieve

Music About Cool T ;lil Rome And The Little Katrina Survivors
hello every body;my name is cool t and i play the key board;i'm from new orleans louisiana ;i'm a hurricane katrina survivors;i'm now living in houston texas with my 5 dauters and my grand baby;since i been in houston texas ;i been trying to fine a male or female producer to help me with my music;i have a cd with 4 of my dauters singing on it;my song is call pick your pants up boys;there is part 1 and part 2 to this song;on my other song ;i have lil rome rapping on it ;its call texas to louisiana stop the voilence;i hope to perform for all of my friends one day ;if i can get enough sales';i'm hoping to meat a female producer one day;since know male producer will come forward;i love to perform;all i need and that is for some one to come forward;all of my music is copy written;well i would like to thank every body for being a true friend;with losts of love cool t .you can email me at tyronebatesblack@yahoo.com or email me at the little katrina survivors .com@hotmail.com thank you.cool t;

Skinny Puppy Info Pasted Here Form Wikipedia.
Skinny Puppy is a prominent industrial band, which formed in Vancouver, BC, Canada in 1982. Contents [hide] * 1 Sound and style * 2 History o 2.1 Early formation o 2.2 Remission - Cleanse Fold and Manipulate o 2.3 VIVIsectVI - Rabies o 2.4 Too Dark Park - Last Rights o 2.5 The Process and dissolution o 2.6 Dresden reunion - Mythmaker * 3 Discography o 3.1 Albums o 3.2 Singles o 3.3 Collections o 3.4 Soundtrack appearances * 4 Videography * 5 See also * 6 References * 7 External links [edit] Sound and style Inspired by the music of Kraftwerk, Cabaret Voltaire, Throbbing Gristle, et al., Skinny Puppy experimented with electronic recording techniques and methods, composing multi-layered music generally with synthesizers, found sounds, drum machines, manual percussion, tape-splices, traditional instruments, distortion, and samplers. Wher

A Woman Should
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... one old love she can imagine going back to... and one who reminds her how far she has come... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a m

Amazing ~ Shakes Head~
I have been on several sites like this before. One thing that never ceases to amaze me is how desperately perverted some guys are. It really sickens me to read the crap they write as comments. What sickens me more is that most women are naive enough to fall for this crap. Has everyone become sheep? Is there no originality left in this world? I notice this everywhere. When I go to the mall I notice how every woman there seems to be an exact clone. The half-shirts and hip-riding jeans. Typical. I have categorized the men as follows...you have the rich, preppy, mama's boys who lie with every word. Then there are the steroid junkies with teeny weenies and smaller brains. Oh and you also have the stoners, goths, punks and the white boy trying to be of another race. It's disgusting. What is more disgusting is that women fall for these guys and are sitting around dumb-founded when they are abused or dumped by him for the first woman that walks by batting her lashes. Are we that superficial

Where Do I Fit
WHERE DO I FIT Where do I fit, I can not tell, Everywhere and nowhere, what the hell, That seems to be the price I bare, To love so deeply but never fit there. Friends they come from many walks, They come and go whenever we talk, I always fit in because I understand, But I will never belong because different I am……

Awareness
Today as I was departing work I had the great fortune to witness probably the most beautiful sunset I had ever seen. Hues of warm pink melted into shades of purple after a golden jewel of flame. The feeling was peaceful, however, it was bittersweet. I was entranced by the beauty and serenity of it, but at the same time, I felt a longing. A longing to share that moment with another. I wanted to turn and see a smiling face and an etheral glow radiating on it as the soothing even breeze wafts amoungst her hair. There was no one. Momentarily causing me to feel guilty for seeing such a beautiful sunset. Possibly even a twinge of resentment. I began to ponder certain aspects of life and of love. Why is it that certain of natures most naturally beautiful sights and joys cause us to feel empty? A longing... if you will. I have always said that my biggest enemy is my very own memory. Images of happier times, however fleeting they may have been. They often haunt my soul. Do you ever wish your

Do Ya Think I'm Sexy?
I think I was in the 8th grade when this came out. I remember listening to a local station, G98, and they would have the Uncle Vic show late on Sunday. I'd listen to a tiny FM receiver with an earphone (single ear) so I could hear the joke of the evening and would be able to tell it to all my friends on the bus the next morning... because even then, I seem to have been up late looking for something... what it is/was, I still don't know, yet I lose sleep just the same. Back then I thought it was for jokes, but as time went on and technology grew into the internet, I spent more and more time searching. Perhaps its just natural for me to do. I don't know. I seem to have found plenty of others up later than anyone else looking for something too.

Bomb This Sexy Girl, Rubia, In The Sexy Bbw Contest
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I´m Numb
Today I was numb. I couldn´t cry at all. I could think about it, but I couldn´t feel. I went through her jewelry today. And I am wearing her slippers. It sounds weird to say that. I was just supposed to go on vacation. My family reunion. In the Florida Keys, no less. I was going to have so much fun. But every bit of fun I had was marred by one thing: worry and fear. I chose not to be there while it was happening. I can´t watch someone die. I just can´t. But I was there afterwards. And we made all the funeral arrangements and took care of her things, and held a memorial service. It was overwhelming. And now I am numb today. Maybe tomorrow will be different. Goodbye grandma.......

Power Of Your Magic
The sparkle in your eye, The warmth of your skin. Your breath on my neck, That quivers within. The touch of your hand, The smell of your hair. The kindness in your smile, That strength in your stare. Your kiss on my lips, Your body near mine. The stroke of your touch, That feeling inside. The sound of your voice, Compassion in your embrace. The serenity in your stride, The power in your face. The calming of your presence, The beating of your heart. The promise of tomorrow, That we may never part. The beauty of your kiss, and that magic in your touch. It is for all these reasons and more, Why I love you so much.

Just For 2
Candles flicker softly on a table set for two, There's no one on the earth tonight except for me and you. A nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wine, And we are here together in a moment stopped in time. A love so few have ever known and this is its birth night, Alone within our little world, you and I and candlelight. So soon we will set free the feelings that we want to share. And I am held here spellbound by your laughter in the air. Thoughts of love like falling leaves, Swirling in the autumn breeze, Flow in our minds and in our eyes, A tender look and longing sighs, We touch and as the fire starts, That we have kindled in our hearts, We kiss and hear the angels sing, As heavens gift to me you bring, No more to live my life alone, And in your soul I found my home, At peace within your loving arms, Captivated by your charms, And happily I'd die for you, Here at this table set for two.

No One Like You
For My Dear love, On This Usual Day; I Write You This Poem, In My Own Special Way. I Wanted To Tell You, In Words Of My Own; You're The Most Precious Person, That I've Ever Known. You're The Prettiest Girl, Than Any I've Seen; Your Body Is Flawless, So Slender And Lean. Your Eyes Have That Sparkle, That I Can't Live Without; One Day Without Them, And I'd Die There's No Doubt. And I Just Lose Control, When I Glance At Your Hair; Those Curls Are Just Stunning, So Perfect And Rare. You're The Most Caring Person, That I've Ever Met; There's No One Like You, And That I Can Bet. What Attracts Me The Most, Is Your Sweet And Kind Touch; You're A Gift Sent From Heaven, And I Love You So Much. So Hold Me As Close, As You Possibly Can; 'Cause Now And Forever, I Am Your Man.

Details On My Navy Career
Well I did it I am now going to Navy Bootcamp in chicago IL I will go next month on the 12th my job will be aviation boastmans mate fueler basically I pump fuel into navy jets I know there is more to it but This will be my first job while in the navy I will get a new job in two years time but in the mean time I will slowly work on my college and get my AA degree so please if you have any questions or comments feel free to post them here or email them to me well that's it see ya !!! --mp

Overflowing Pride
Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky, I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why? Why do I love you? I think and smile, because I know the list could run on for miles. The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch, so many little things that make me love you so much. The way you support me, and help with my emotions, the way that you care and show such devotion. The way that your kiss, fills me with desire, and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire. The way your eyes shine when you look at me, lost with you forever is where I want to be. The way that I feel when you're by my side, a sense of completion and overflowing pride. The dreams that I dream, that all involve you, the possibilities I see and the things we can do. How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart, how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part. I could go on for days, telling of what I feel, but all you really must know is my love for you is real

I Can Have You
So often when I am embracing you, It seems that you exist in this world only because of me and I exist because of you. It's not easy to wander in this world and not lose one's way, but the greatest happiness of all is in giving joy to one's beloved. And if the king can have his throne, and if the bird can have his Spring nest, and God can have his heaven, then I, my sweetheart, I can have you!

Lol ... Writers Block Done
You stir me so deep inside Now my feelings I can’t hide The flame burns out of control Now I don’t care about my soul Only the passion I hold for you Only You are the one who knew How desires we share can fan the flame That nothing of the world can tame Fires that forge two into one makes us forever till time is done To think you. To breathe you every day To long when apart for you in every way To know that forever you’re my heart and soul And to know without you I will never be whole Bonded in the spirit that we both share No other heart and soul can compare By R, Thomas Dinsmore

Lol... Better Too Early Than Too Late!
Well, I had in my mind that I needed to be in work at 6:45 tonight... and, instead... I'm not supposed to be here until 10:45. Oh, well. I am pinching pennies right now, so there is no use to go home for the time being. Besides, I can just work on personal stuff here just as easily as I can at home (although I don't have all my personal stuff here) since a lot of what I have to do is on a computer anyways. And, it is raining outside. No reason to fight the folks outdoors that are driving crazy in the scattered rain showers throughout Austin. In fact, in driving down the big hill on 2222, I had a truck that kept slamming on his brakes while coming down that hill. There wasn't any reason for him to do that and fortunately I was far enough behind him that I could gratiously brake on my blazer's brakes to warn the people behind me. Well, when my coworker and I were driving in the lot, I had realized the possible error and later confirmed up when I got into the off

Just Lonliness
THE ROOM IS SILENT. THE SUN HAS SETTLED AS THE NIGHTS DARKNESS ENCLOSES AROUND ME.MY PLANS CHANGED, DREAMS SHATTERED. RUNNING TOWARD THE DARKNESS WANTING TO HIDE. I FIND THE SPOT. ITS BEHIND THE PANEL IN THE WALL. I REMOVE IT FINDING THE CAGE HE ONCE KEPT ME IN. I CLIMB IN TAKIG THE SHREDDED BLANKET COVERING UP, EVEN MY HEAD, HIDING FROM THE WORLD. I AM SAFE FROM THE MEN WHO HURT ME, SAFE FROM THOSE WHO ABUSE MY LOVE. ITS JUST ME IN THE DARKNESS NOT WANTING THE LIGHT LAYING THERE COLD. I CRY OUT FOR YOU, REALIZING YOU NEVER EVEN CARED. I DRIFT OFF TO SLEEP KNOWING I AM ALONE. ALWAYS ALONE. NO REAl PURPOSE IN THIS WORLD. LIFE GOES ON. ILL AWAKE IN THE MORN TO LIVE ALONE R MABE I WILL DIE ALONE TONIGHT.....

You Is
I Wrote these while i was in Switzerland doing my post graduation to Isabelle,Aug,20th,1995. That was before the accident that she had and passed away living me alone like a single leaf facing this world alone You are my air The sun in my day The moon in my night The spring in my step You are my everything. You are the stars in the sky The birds in the trees The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine. Without the light you put into my life I would be nothing A single leaf on the ground in autumn, Lost, forgotten, alone. Before i knew you, I was nothing. Now I am everything, With you at my side, I am invincible! Feel the same my baby, You are loved so much, I love you now and forever You are my darling, my baby, my love You are my everything I love you so much.

Why
I SIT BACK AND I LET YOU WALK ALL OVER ME I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND YOU JUST KEEP DOING IT.I END UP LATE ON MY MOUNTHLY THINGY AND WE THINK WERE HAVING A BABY BUT YOU STILL WITH THE DRUGS AN THE LIES AN THE PARTYS I SIT IN MY ROOM WAITING BYE THE PHONE CRYING HOPING YOULL CALL ME.FINEALLY YOU SAY IM DONE THE DRGS ARE OVER IM DONE TONYA IM DONE I BELIEVE YOU AND WE JUST GO ON WITH OUR LIFES NO BABY IT WAS A FALSE ALARM BUT A CLOSE ONE.YOU CHEATED ON ME AND I STAYED WITH YOU I CRYED AND I YELLED BUT IM STILL HERE I HOLD ON TO YOU AND TELL YOU I LOVE YOU AND YOU SMILE AN TELL ME IM YOUR WORLD AND HAPPY THAT WE ARE MAKING THIS WORK AND YOUR SORRY.FINEALLY GOING OUT TOGETHER WITH NO WORRIES OF GETTING COUGH.AND THERE IT IS THE DRUGS AGAIN YOU LIES TO ME FOR ALL THIS TIME YOU LIED AND LIED SO WHAT DO I DO!DO I LEAVE OR DO I STAY??? WELL IM STILL HERE RIGHT

Your Slave
Where are you tonight my love? What is it that you do? It's true my heart is torn apart When I'm not with you What enchanted thoughts swim through your head? Are any of them of me? When, my dear, you go to bed Is it my face you see? Who is honoured with your presence now? And do they even care? The thought of you not being admired Fills me with despair Do they appreciate your loveliness? Do they marvel at your splendor? Do they love to hear your velvet voice? Do they adore your smile so tender? If they do not Then they all are fools and had you been with me Every day, my love, you'd be a queen because that's what you are to me I'm at your feet and I come with gifts my body, heart, and soul They're yours to do with as you please to command and to control I give myself with all my heart I'm yours for all of time Your slave, your king, your anything only say that you are mine

Becoming Your Chika
My joy is overflowing, you got down on your knee and have professed forever your special love for me. There was no hesitation, the moment I said “yes,” and gave life to the feelings I’m longing to express. I give myself completely, my heart belongs to you; I’m counting every moment until we say “I do.” You are the perfect person to compliment my life; there’ll be no brighter day than when I become your chika.

Revealed: Israel Plans Nuclear Strike On Iran
COPY of Article from the London Times Jan 7, 2007 ISRAEL has drawn up secret plans to destroy Iran’s uranium enrichment facilities with tactical nuclear weapons. Two Israeli air force squadrons are training to blow up an Iranian facility using low-yield nuclear “bunker-busters”, according to several Israeli military sources. The attack would be the first with nuclear weapons since 1945, when the United States dropped atomic bombs on Hiroshima and Nagasaki. The Israeli weapons would each have a force equivalent to one-fifteenth of the Hiroshima bomb. Under the plans, conventional laser-guided bombs would open “tunnels” into the targets. “Mini-nukes” would then immediately be fired into a plant at Natanz, exploding deep underground to reduce the risk of radioactive fallout. “As soon as the green light is given, it will be one mission, one strike and the Iranian nuclear project will be demolished,” said one of the sources. The plans, disclosed to The Sunday Times last we

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Men?!?!?!
This is just another one of my meaningless babblings. In my years of dating, I have made some really way out there fucked up choices. I wish I could blame the booze and horniness but that's not my style. I'm one that feels you shouldn't make exscuses for fuckups. Anywho,these choices along with my "say what you think" attitude has hurt some feelings in the past. Today for instance an old 'friend' calls me and wants me to come visit him. I have NO desire to do so. So I try to politely tell him I am not interested. Our time has passed. Long passed. He won't leave well enough alone. WHich pisses me off. So, I at this point felt the need to tell him the honest truth, which was, "When you learn how to fuck, call me back." I guess this is not a good thing to say to a man, because he gasped and hung up. This is just me, of course, but if I am doing the duty, and it's not what the partner is expecting, I want him to tell me. How else will I learn? It doesn't crush my ego, it t

Thoughts On My Feelings Of Love
today i miss my baby, well i have missed him for a week now, he stepped into my life and gave me all that i have always wanted : affection, adoration, comfort and so much love , that i am so lost with out him, i want to hold him and kiss his soft lips, look into his green eyes and tell him i promise ,pinkie promise to take care of him and never let him down. i never felt this way about another man before. why does it hurt? to be lost without your soul mate? help me Lord to overcome this feeling _ or do i want to overcome it. so many people don't get to experience the feeling that i have been granted. i will always love and adore him , i will take this day and all other days and hold the feeling close to my heart. if i should never feel the way he makes me feel ever again , i will make sure that i never forget this love .

I Am Consumed
Why is it that some people who find love, handle it with such carelessness? Some people search for love all their lives. When it is found, why put it down and forget about it, only to realize how much it meant when it is gone? When you find love, hold on to it, celebrate its feelings, drown in them every day, be consumed by them... I am consumed by you ( name ). I will never set aside my love. I will never look for it only when it is lost. I love you. I will show you and tell you every day.

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To All Of The People Who Used To Have Me Added On Yahoo. . .
Here's muh new ID. I sent it out to alot of people, but if I missed you, here it is. fallen_angel_from_broken_dreams. . . and all new people can feel free to add meh!!! **Sarah**

I'm Glad You Did
To lay a kiss on your lips, so gentle and delicate is like picking the drops of dew off the petals of a rose. I hold you close and feel safe, sheltered in from the rain, from the storms that grow and surround me. I take your hand and look into your eyes and see a heart made of gold and soul so pure. You see you are an angel, an angel to me. I could not help but fall madly in love with you, the one who stole my heart. I’m glad you did because I could never find one such as you... Some one who makes each day the best, each laugh the longest, each tear the saddest, and a life, my life, worthwhile.

I Need Your Friendship
HELLO MY FRIENDS, THIS IS A FREE COMMUNITY YOU CAN HAVE FUN AT. FOR EVERY PERSON YOU REFERR YOU GET 1.00 SO HELP ME OUT LETS HELP THIS SITE OUT AND JOIN.iT IS FREE TO DO SO , PLEASE HELP ME OUT. tHANKS ALWAYS FOR YOUR SUPPORT. KATHY HAMILTON/SIMIKATHY.COM http://simurl.com/yy-bb-yy Hello my friends, For those who want to learn how to Market successfully let Aaron and myself Kathy Hamilton teach you. We can teach you how to promote yourself. We are very good at what we do. I am successful that is how I got to quit my job and stay home and network. I work very hard at what I do. This year will be amazing for Aaron and myself. We are great promoters so come and be a promoter with us, let us show you how to promote you and your business.

Friends
The beauty of human, Is not in his facial looks, Not in his well tailored dress code, Not in the numbers of house he owns, Nor is it in his exotic and convertible fleet of cars, Neither is it in the ability to amass wealth, The beauty of human, Is in his heart, The beauty that put smiles on the face of those who no longer know how to smile, The heart which pours out LOVE, The heart that shares in the feeling of others irrespective of age, creed, tribe, custom, gender. Showing how wonderful ur heart is it too.me And i love you Life ends when u stop dreaming, hope ends when you stop believing, love ends when you stop caring, friendship ends when you stop sharing. So share this with whom ever you consider dear. I choose to share these with you. Forgive the heart that hurts you and don't hurts the heart that loves you. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave and impossible to forget. Most people walk in and out of your life but only fr

Ty 2 All
1st i wanna say ty to everyone who added me to there list u guys rock 2 nd i wanna ty for everyone being so patient with me wile i learn the ropes of cheery tap. and finaly YOU GUYS R SOOO COOL TY STAY THAT WAY love your tabicat meow ,,,,,,,,,,,

Life's Lessons
Life's Lessons (Read it through to the end, it gets better as you go!) I've learned that I like my teacher because she cries when we sing "Silent Night." Age 6 I've learned that our dog doesn't want to eat my broccoli either. Age 7 I've learned that when I wave to people in the country, they stop what they are doing and wave back. Age 9 I've learned that just when I get my room the way I like it, Mom makes me clean it up again. Age 12 I've learned that if you want to cheer yourself up, you should try cheering someone else up. Age 14 I've learned that although it's hard to admit it, I'm secretly glad my parents are strict with me. Age 15 I've learned that silent company is often more healing than words of advice. Age 24 I've learned that brushing my child's hair is one of life's great pleasures. Age 26 I've learned that wherever I go, the world's worst drivers have followed me there. Age 29 I've learned that if someone says something unkind about me, I must live so that no on

I Was Wrong - Social Distortion
I WAS WRONG -SOCIAL DISTORTION- Oh, when I was young I was so full of fear I hid behind anger, held back the tears It was me against the world I was sure that I'd win But the world fought back, punished me for my sins I felt so alone So insecure I blamed you instead, made sure I was heard And they tried to warn me Of my evil ways But I wouldn't hear what they had to say I was wrong Self destruction's got me again I was wrong I realize now that I was wrong And I think about my loves Well, I've had a few Well, I'm sorry that I hurt them Did I hurt you too? I took what I wanted Put my heart on the shelf But how can you love me when you don't love yourself? It was me against the world I was sure that I'd win The world fought back, punished me for my sins And they tried to warn me Of my evil ways But I couldn't hear what they had to say I was wrong Self destruction's got me again I was wrong I realize now that I was wrong I was wrong, yeah I was wro

A Ghetto Blast For A Cool Friend
http://www.cherrytap.com/user/409884 This is a friend whoes profile you should visit and rate and comment on. She will always have something intelligent to say and has a wicked sense of humor. She is not a points whore but would love to see a couple of levels.

Ever So Sweet - The Early November
THE EARLY NOVEMBER "Ever So Sweet" I just found a friend in one of your lies to treat me so nice i can't believe my bones when they say so many things they tell me i am fine believe me i, i try Oooh oooh oooh... Ever so sweet... you make this seem the way things go its not my fault and i'll miss i'll miss you so good through all of those nights we lost our way back home Ever so sweet you baked it in cakes for me. What you left behind, it hurts my teeth. Bring in the past with the postcards you sent for me. Every line, it brings me right back down. Can't you see the wall you built for me can't you see the wall you built for me can't you see the wall you built for me Cause we're not special we're not special we're not special Well i'm not special i'm not special Ever so sweet you baked it in cakes for me. What you left behind, it hurts my teeth. Bring in the past with the postcards you sent for me. Every line, it brings me right ba

Bulletin's
Well it's another week gone by, haven't we had some fun. Todays topic, Bulletin's and contest. Now explain to me why we have contests that are based on how many comments yet then we are asked to comment bomb? Now how real is that? It makes no sense? Same with bulletins, how many times do we repost the same bulletin, does everyone read them before they repost? Do they sort and decide what is worth forwarding and what isn't? For contests why isn't my one vote enough? I feel the comment bombing is kinda like cheating. Heaven's knows we have enough members at Cherry tap. Just some food for thought. Wishing All a great weekend, Smiles Rocker Mom

I Am Thankful For ......
I AM THANKFUL FOR ...... THE PARTNER WHO HOGS THE COVERS EVERY NIGHT, BECAUSE HE IS NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE CHILD WHO IS NOT CLEANING HIS ROOM, BUT IS WATCHING TV, BECAUSE THAT MEANS HE IS AT HOME AND NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES THAT I PAY, BECAUSE IT MEANS THAT I AM EMPLOYED. FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY, BECAUSE IT MEANS THAT I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG, BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK, BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM IN THE SUNSHINE. FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING, BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME. FOR ALL THE COMPLAINTS I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT, BECAUSE IT MEANS THAT WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT, BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING AND THAT I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION. FOR MY HUGE HEATING BILL, BECAUSE IT MEANS I

My Friend,my Love
It began as all fires do, a spark soon ignited into a blaze of warmth and colourful delight. You held my hand, became my friend, earned my trust and my future once again looked bright. Loneliness turned to hope, emptiness filled up with dreams. Hunger was satisfied, and the darkness lit by love's moonbeams. Tears no longer hit the ground, they fall on your loving shoulder. I feel younger, as our love grows older. When sorrow leaves me wilted as a sun-parched rose, your comfort is a river that flows and flows. The sun's light, the morning dew, they are all the beauty that is you. When passion ebbs, as tides do, love fills the wake, and carries us through. Your strength is as the oak, but if it is my need you bend like the willow. My heart is filled, like a lucky sail with wind to billow. Harsh cold winters, wet springs, blissful summer heat, and the fall of time, They'll weather my spirit, with grace and peace, your hand in mine. Our love's swe

Great Sayings By Women
The hardest years in life are those between ten and seventy. - Helen Hayes (at 73) I refuse to think of them as chin hairs. I think of them as stray eyebrows. - Janette Barber Who ever thought up the word "Mammogram"? Every time I hear it, I think I'm supposed to put my breast in an envelope and send it to someone. - Jan King Things are going to get a lot worse before they get worse. - Lily Tomlin A male gynecologist is like an auto mechanic who never owned a car. - Carrie Snow Old age ain't no place for sissies. - Bette Davis A man's got to do what a man's got to do. A woman must do what he can't. - Rhonda Hansome Every time I close the door on reality it comes in through the windows. - Jennifer Unlimited Whatever women must do they must do twice as well as men to be thought half as good. Luckily, this is not difficult. - Charlotte Whitton Thirty-five is when you finally get your head together and your body starts falling apart. - Caryn Leschen I try to t

Once Stood Alone
A solitary rose grew in the darkest corner of the garden Surrounded by many others Yet remained alone Time passed and trials came and went One dealt a severe blow And the rose began to wilt and wither Forgotten... Then... as if by a miracle... There came a soft and gentle breeze Followed by a ray of light As all the other roses fell into darkness The solitary rose began to shine Shining with a special light... And watered by a gentle cascade... A cascade of love A cascade of selfless affection "I do... not now but forever..." Said the rose to the sunlight And there they remain A rose in full bloom With her sunshine smiling down on her... You are my sunshine, my life, my very soul And I your rose blooming in the light of your love.

Chinese Proverbs
CHINESE PROVERBS *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run in front of car get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~* Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* It take many nails to build crib, but one screw to fill it. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who drive like hell, bound to get there. *

Stop Waiting...
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, when we are able to go on a nice vacation, or when we retire. The truth is there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with... and remember that time waits for no one. So, stop waiting... Until your car or home is paid off Until you get a new car or hom

My Wife !
~~~TO ALL THE MEMBERS OF CHERRYTAP ON MY LIST ! I HAVE A LOVING AND BEAUTIFUL WIFE AND HER NAME IS KALISTA ,SHE IS IN A CONTEST AND NEEDS COMMENT BOMBERS TO HELP HER OUT ! IF YOU HAVE THE TIME STOP BY AND HELP ME AND HER OUT , THIS IS KALISTA THE MORE COMMENTS THE BETTER , THANKS TO ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS WHO HAVE ALREADY BEEN THERE TO RATE HER ALREADY . JUST CLICK THE PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU THERE THANKS AGAIN TIM (CHICKLETS)~~~~~

The Burden (a Story Of Everyone Lifes!)
"Why was my burden so heavy?" I slammed the bedroom door and leaned against it. Is there no rest from this life? I wondered. I stumbled to my bed and dropped onto it, pressing my pillow around my ears to shut out the noise of my existence. "Oh God," I cried, "let me sleep. Let me sleep forever and never wake up!" With a deep sob I tried to will myself into oblivion, then welcomed the blackness that came over me. Light surrounded me as I regained consciousness. I focused on its source: the figure of a man standing before a cross. "My child," the person asked, "why did you want to come to Me before I am ready to call you?" "Lord, I'm sorry. It's just that... I can't go on. You see how hard it is for me. Look at this awful burden on my back. I simply can't carry it anymore." "But haven't I told you to cast all of your burdens upon Me, because I care for you? My yoke is easy, and My burden is light." "I knew You would say that. But why does mine have to be so he

Reasoning Love
The day I saw you, You left me speechless. The day I heard you You gave me reason. Now that I know you I love you more. And without you, My life's a joke. You say your living, But might comeback. And I just cant wait, Until that day comes. You might say, That I'm crazy. But if you saw her. You would want her...

Omg
Oh.My.God. What the hell did I do to myself???!!! I totally fucked up my hair. Gone are my long, beautiful curls..replaced by a horrible short, straight cut. What was I thinking? I am so fucking dumb. UGH. I want to cry!!

The Daffodil Principle....
THE DAFFODIL PRINCIPLE.... Several times my daughter had telephoned to say, "Mother, you must come see the daffodils before they are over." I wanted to go, but it was a two-hour drive from Laguna to Lake Arrowhead. "I will come next Tuesday, " I promised, a little reluctantly, on her third call. Next Tuesday dawned cold and rainy. Still, I had promised, and so I drove there. When I finally walked into Carolyn's house and hugged and greeted my grandchildren, I said, "Forget the daffodils, Carolyn! The road is invisible in the clouds and fog, and there is nothing in the world except you and these children that I want to see bad enough to drive another inch!" My daughter smiled calmly and said, "We drive in this all the time, Mother." "Well, you won't get me back on the road until it clears, and then I'm heading for home!" I assured her. "I was hoping you'd take me over to the garage to pick up my car." "How far will we have to drive?" "Just a few blocks," Carolyn said. "I'll drive. I'm

Lawmaker: U.s. Catching, Releasing Top Terror Targets
Please Use The Box To Your Left To Rate This Story WASHINGTON (CNN) -- The U.S. military already knows what half of its most-wanted terrorist targets look like because they have been apprehended and photographed in the past, a Republican congresswoman said Friday. The United States is operating "a catch and release program for al Qaeda in Iraq," said Rep. Heather Wilson, a member of the House intelligence committee. In remarks at the National Press Club, the New Mexico lawmaker said a senior official told her that the U.S. military already has photographs of "fully half of the high-value al Qaeda targets in Iraq" presently being hunted. (Watch how Congress is divided over whether to send more troops to Iraq ) "They're wearing orange jumpsuits in the mugshots we took of them when we captured them the first time," Wilson recalled the official telling her. "We are operating a catch and release program for al Qaeda in Iraq. This is inexcusable and frustrating ... for the

Sexy Male Cherry Contest - Winner Gets $25.00 - Contest Is Now Open
Sexy Male Cherry Contest - Winner Gets $25.00 Sponsored by Sunshyne Video Starting - Saturday Night @ 7 PM EST 1-6-2007 I will be holding a sexy male cherry contest. This contest is open to all male members of Cherry Tap and is free to enter. This contest is all about SEXY. The contest will end on 1-13-2007 @ 7 PM EST and the winner will be mailed $25.00 from Sunshyne Video. The 1st Place winner will win based on over all rating {how many times you were rated}and not comments. I will also give a 2nd place prize to whoever gets the most comments. 2nd place prize will be announced at end of contest. You cannot win both!!! Prizes will be mailed on next business day from Sunshyne Video to the winners. Feel free to message me with any questions. Each week Sunshyne Video will hold a different Cash Contest! Your help and consideration will be greatly appreciated. All of the entries can be viewed by clicking this link below http://www.cherrytap.com/images.php?u=35

Puppies And Ramblings
WEll I am worried that the runt may not make it...the poor little thing is so small (less than 3 ounces) and we are hand feeding at this point. Sometimes it really sucks to be an animal lover...its a dog for goodness sake-I should not be this worried or sad... At least the other pups are doing good. Should be interesting once they are up and moving around! Between the saga of yesterday and the goodbye party last night (that lasted until the early morning near dawn hours) I am so done...I cant wait until I can sleep all night...it would be nice to sleep tonight but a hand fed pup is as bad as a new born baby and I will be up and down tonight-again I say sometimes animal love sucks...lol. Yeah I know not really but damn it I'm tired and just a little grumpy at this point... Oh, wait...hehehe...I need my second wind! I forgot its girls night...okay I'm not grumpy anymore. since I'll just be up the street I can take care of the puppy and have a little more fun before I am com

Isabelle
Just three little words don't seem like enough for someone whose smile still brightens my day, whose touch can make me forget the rest of the world. They don't seem like enough for someone who's always been there to celebrate with me when everything goes my way and to hold my hand when my whole world seems to fall apart. But even though "I Love You" can't express the depth of my feelings for you. I hope you know what's in my heart. Because loving you means more to me than anything in the world and it always will.

A New Start?
Well here we go again, another blog lol. between myspace livejournal and now this I have three or four outlets. Today celebrates the start of a new chapter in my life I have decided I will probably cry for my ex wife for a while but I need to move onwards. So henceforth New Mexico! Watch out I am on the prowl again!.

Aaaah! If...
If there's one face I want to see, so beautiful, so true, one smile that makes a difference, to everything I do. If there's one touch I long to feel, one voice I long to hear, whenever I am happy, or just needing someone near. If there's one joy, one love, from which I never want to part, it's you, my very special love, my world, my life, my heart.

Hey,sunshine
When I wake up in the morning Sunshine's falling on my skin And I call you up to tell you What a happy mood I'm in Feel the rhythm in my body And sing is all I wanna do I feel the day will bring me sunshine for it's another day with you

Update!
Thought I would update everyone. My Dad is back home from the hospital, again! The doctors have decreased his blood pressure medicine and discontinued his diuretic (water pill). The atrial fib should resolve on its own. My Mom is OK, so far, lol. I'm going to stay with Dad so she can go to church services tomorrow. Dad's pissed about the "babysitter", but I think he'll deal with it. It's just me, lol! That's it for the update! Hope everyone had a great day. Much love and hugs! Blessings to one and all!

Stash And Photo Update
Hi everyone I have updated my blog and stash (the survey section) this evening. Thank you to those who have already dropped by to show some love ((((big hugs)))) I have had another mod made for me by a very talented friend. Please drop by and show some love. Thank you all. Linda xx

I Must Be A Thief
Your lips, your eyes, your soul Are like a work of art, The most creative thing of all Is your beautiful heart. If you were a painting, No colours could express The beauty deep inside you, A rainbow, nothing less. If you were a sculpture The clay could hardly make Your figure of an angel Without one mistake. If you were a euphony No choir could really sing All the beautiful music Your eyes could possibly bring. So here I am, an artist, With inspiration beyond belief But to capture such rare beauty, I'd have to be a thief.

A Visitor From The Past
A Visitor From The Past I had a dream the other night, I didn't understand.A figure walking through the mist, with flintlock in his hand.His clothes were torn and dirty, as he stood there by my bed. He took off his three-cornered hat, and speaking low, he said: "Aye, We fought a revolution to secure our liberty. We wrote the Constitution, as a shield from tyranny. For generations, this legacy we gave, In this, the land of the free and home of the brave." "The Freedom we secured for you, we hoped you'd always keep, But tyrants labored endlessly while your parents were asleep.Your freedom gone, your courage lost, you're no more than a slave, In this, the land of the free and home of the brave.""You buy permits to travel, and permits to own a gun,Permits to start a business, or to build a place for one. On land that you believe you own, you pay a yearly rent. Although you have no voice in choosing how the money's spent." "Your children must

30 Harsh Things A Woman Can Say To A Naked Man
30 Harsh Things a Woman Can Say to a Naked Man 1. i've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahhhhhh, it's cute. 3. Why don't we just cuddle. 4. You know, they have surgery to fix that. 5. Make it dance. 6. Can I paint a smiley face on it? 7. Wow. and your feet are so big! 8. It's OK, we'll work around it. 9. Will it squeak if i squeeze? 10. Oh no....a flash headache. 11. (giggle and point) 12. Can I be honest with you 13. How sweet, you brought incense. 14. This explains your car. 15. Maybe if I water it, it'll grow. 16. Why is God punishing me? 17. At least it won't take long. 18. I never saw one like that before. 19. But it still works, right? 20. It looks so unused. 21. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 22. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes. 23. Are you cold? 24. If you get me real drunk first...... 25. Is that an optical illusion? 26. What is that? 27. It's a good thing you have so many other talents. 28. Does it come with an air

For A Change Of Pace - An Original Song....
Kudos for this gal putting it on the line with her own original song -- instead of imitating other muscians. Actually, it is a good marketing ploy... I hope we can see more quality original (albeit not perfect) videos on youtube.com and other video sites. Don't you??? Here is another one on the piano....

Happy Screw You's - 2007
It is that time of your kiddies! It is time for me, as I do on my official blogsite, to say "Happy Screw You!" to all of the men who have screwed me over in 2006! Last year's "MSY"'s went over quite well as I only received 3 "Screw You Backs" from those endearing men I chose to honor! It seems that even though I was not good enough for them, they still read my page on a daily basis! Anyway, shall we get to the business??? First and foremost, a Merry Screw You to Ernie. A repeat offender, making last year's MSY list, Ernie managed to weasel his way back into my life earlier this year and ALMOST had me suckered! (AB - you will appreciate this one . . .) He slimed his way back into my life by having an incurable terminal illness - or so he said when he started talking to me again. No sooner I let him back into my life - BOOM! A wunderkind doctor was able to cure him (after 7 others said he had less than 3 months to live) with a simple treatment. Thank the Gods! Then, wh

Perfect You
My eyes beheld a sky one night, It seems so long ago, A perfectly painted portrait, Be-speckled with blue and gold. As I sit and ponder more, It strikes me that you were there, And it was truly your simple beauty, That gave the stars their perfect glare.

You Are Mine
As I wake by your side, My feelings for you I can not hide, I touch your face in the morning light, Being with you just feels so right You make me feel like I'm a queen, Like being inside an awesome dream, Although this is real, that I know, As the love that surrounds us continues to grow I think of what the future holds... Marriage, children, us growing old, And as I lay, with you dear, I'm just so glad you're mine, you're here.

Hmmm....
I dont know whats wrong with me....Ever since I got home from Ohio....I feel weird....Well I have been eating alot of food cause Im always hungry....And I am always tired....I dont know why....I know of only two reasons when I do that....If I have a women problem or I could be prego but I cant be prego...I know I cant....

I'm Scott And I Am An Alcholic.
a buddy of mine called me this afternoon and asked me if I would be the guest speaker at tonight's meeting. Well I siad yes ofcourse. I'm sitting here now, fresh home from work. Waiting to get into the bathroom to get cleaned up. I'm a little nervous however I know what it is about and I know what I need do to. Unlike last time I spoke at a meeting! lol this is my second time and I think that I somwhat have it togther what I"m going to talk about, what it is I have to say. the "big book" of AA tells me that I have to speak of "what it was like, what happend and what it's like today". shouldn't be too hard. anyways I will prolly post a blog when I get home to tell you all how it went. :D

The Meeting. . .
It had been a long day at work and the fatigue and stress was starting to take it's toll. You finish up the paperwork and head for the door waving good night to your colleagues as you leave. On the drive home the exhaustion starts to hit you and you dream of the long, hot shower that awaits you when you get there. As you open the door to your apartment all is quiet. No one is home. You head straight to the shower, shed your clothes, step under the hot spray and feel the stress wash away with the water. All thought leaves your mind as you begin to relax and enjoy the peace and quiet and drift off into your own world amongst the steam and heat from the shower. The sound of the front door brings you back to reality. At least you think that's what it was. Zane, your flat mate, must be home. You turn off the water and step out of the shower, slowly drying yourself off and slipping on a pair of boxers. You head out of the bathroom in search of him. The quiet of the apartment is

Today..
The weekend is here and last night I had a great game of darts and I won yeah!! Had a few glasses of wine I was happy for most of the night hanging with friends I awoke this morning and decided to clean the carpets ..Don't ask me why but I did. After I finshed with all the cleaning I finally took picutres of all my new toys I have gotten for my kits (I have been restoreing all my vintage kits)They are all done now ..It took a lot of time and money but its all done..Felt in a jazz kind of mood broke out the brushes and played a little. Time to hit the shower and see whats up with tonight ..I did a lot today Yeah!!! As you were and remember bang a drum!!

If You Are 30 Or Older
If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! > >When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with >their tedious diatribes about how hard things were >when they were growing up; what with walking >twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill >BOTH ways .. yadda, yadda, yadda > > >And I remember promising myself >that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going >to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how >hard I had it and how easy they've got it! > >But now that... > >I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around >and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! >I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a **** Utopia! >And I hate to say it but you kids today, you don't know >how good you've got it! > >I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. >If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the >**** library and look it up ourselves, in the card >catalog!! > >There was no

Me
WELL TODAY I WORKED A 12 HOUR DAY AND I AM TIRED I AM ON HERE JUST CHECKING MY MESSAGES AND FRIEND REQUEST.... I ENJOY READING ALL OF YOUR COMMENTS SO PLEASE DO!!!!! AND THANKS TO ALL WHO RATE ME THOSE BIG CHERRY 10S MUAHHHH! YALL ALL ROCK THANKS AGAIN!

Cop.
1. WHAT CURSE WORD DO Y0U USE THE MOST? Fudggggge 2. DO YOU OWN AN IPOD? yessir Nano but i never use it 4. WHAT TIME IS Y0UR ALARM CLOCK SET TO? 6:66 5. DO YOU STILL REMEMBER THE FIRST PERSON YOU KISSED? oh yeah. i remember everything 6. DO YOU WEAR FLIP-FLOPS WHEN IT'S COLD? no slippers if i'm too lazy to put sneakers on 7. WOULD Y0U RATHER TAKE THE PICTURE OR BE IN THE PICTURE? take 8.WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? pirates ... dead mans chest 9. DO ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS HAVE CHILDREN? yeah some 10. HAS ANY0NE EVER CALLED YOU LAZY? not seriously but i'll admit when i am 11. DO YOU EVER TAKE MEDICATION TO HELP YOU FALL ASLEEP? no i can sleep whenever i want to 12. WHAT CD IS CURRENTLY IN YOUR CD PLAYER? cds nuts 13. DO YOU PREFER REGULAR OR CHOCOLATE MILK? breast 14. HAS ANYONE TOLD YOU A SECRET THIS WEEK? why would i tell u? 15. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU HAD STARBUCKS? ummm.. 16. CAN YOU WHISTLE? not like a normal perso

Sweetest Cherry
The Who Do You Think Is The Sweetest Cherry On Cherry Tap? contest is now open. And I am in it. Please come and vote and show me some love. I would do the same for you. Thanks! I luv you all !! Take care, Muah !!

Born Beofre The 80's
To anyone born before the 80's Body: First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE

Some Small Jokes From Rodney
My wife only has sex with me for a purpose. Last night she used me To time an egg. It's tough to stay married. My wife kisses the dog on the lips, Yet she won't drink from my glass! Last night my wife met me at the front door. She was wearing a Sexy negligee. The only trouble was, she was coming home. A girl phoned me and said, "Come on over. There's nobody home." I Went over. Nobody was home! A hooker once told me she had a headache. I went to a massage parlor. It was self service. If it weren't for pickpockets, I'd have no sex life at all. I was making love to this girl and she started crying. I said, "Are you going to hate yourself in the morning?" She said, "No, I hate myself now." I knew a girl so ugly that she was known as a two-bagger. That's When you put a bag over your head in case the bag over her head comes off. I knew a girl so ugly, they use her in prisons to cure sex offenders. My wife is such a bad cook, if we leave dental floss in

How Can U
I lay awake at night thinking of you and what Ive did wrong.I think about what you say and wish that I wouldn't have hurt you like that.But the truth is I cant and I regret every moment of it.I don't see how you can stand to be around me,stand by me,kiss me,hug me,and touch me.I was scared of giving you all my heart and scared you would brake it.Now that I know your not going to brake it we are starting to grow farther and farther apart and it kills me every single day that goes by that its my fault that were growing apart.I don't want to lose you and I lay awake and think of every possible way there is to change things and make everything right to you again and what I can do to make us stop growing farther apart.I love you so much and dot want to lose you. To: that some one aka JW by: ♥Shattered Heart♥ aka Fallen Angel

Sneezes
A man and a woman are riding next to each other in first class. The man sneezes, pulls out his penis and wipes the tip off. The woman can't believe what she just saw and decides she is hallucinating. A few minutes pass. The man sneezes again. He pulls out his penis and wipes the tip off. The woman is about to go nuts. She can't believe that such a rude person exists. A few more minutes pass. The man sneezes yet again. He takes his penis out and wipes the tip off. The woman has finally had enough. She turns to the man and says, "Three times you've sneezed, and three times you've removed your penis from your pants to wipe it off! What the hell kind of degenerate are you?" The man replies, "I am sorry to have disturbed you, ma'am. I have a very rare condition such that when I sneeze, I have an orgasm." The woman, now feeling badly, says, "Oh, I'm sorry. What are you taking for it?" The man looks at her and says, "Pepper."

Part Of Me.....poem
Part of Me My heart is broken this is true My heart is broken but not from you I feel such pain The tears they fall I head to make a choice Was the choice right at all? Part of me is with you As part of you is with me Just a few days earlier is all we would have had to meet My heart is now broken For the words I cannot speak My life stands still For part of me loves you Part of me always will

Moments In Life
MOMENTS IN LIFE There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams & hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone that makes you smile because it take only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life & one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human & enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along th

Poem
Pieces Broken, destroyed and torn in two That is what I've done to you I never lied from the start I started to fall in love with you And now we both had it end With a broken heart You will always have a piece of me As I will always have a piece of you For this I gave without a doubt I give to you a piece of my heart

One Day
Waking up in a cold sweat, looking around Wondering if your still dreaming, sleepin sound THen you realize its just a dream from before The same one you've had, almost as many as you have opened the door You look over at the one next to you As they sleep so silently, almost like a baby new You sit there silently, feeling the lust from the kill Wishing you could take it back, maybe change everything, including your will Instead your dreams are forever haunted by the screams From the ones that you have hurt, the ones who ends had to begin with different means Wishing everynight you could sleep safe and sound Instead that night will never be found Others say they want to help you and listen to all you have to say WHen you start to tell them a little bit of what you have had to pay They look at you and say that they need to go, but they will be back We know and say to ourselves, no they wont, they are disgusted with what we lack By the time we come to grips with our dreams

Poems
Canadian Cutie Brown button eyes A teddy bear nose Sweet looking lips And skin all a glow Sweet scent of perfume in the air I ask myself Do I really dare? I take her hand into mine As our lips intertwine She sends me off to never never land Like two children playing in the sand Will she say yes Or will she say no The embers in my heart, They start to glow A lifetime of Love Is all we shall know

New Tattoo Designs
over the last week or so i've been busy managed to complete one design for a mate sort of newschool/old school piece.and ive done 5 smallish(all about 3 inches by 6 roughly) celtic pieces,and put the finishing touches to two large celtic pieces (one about 10 inches by 14 and the other one is 20 inches by 10) and a bit more to another large piece for myself.

I Apologize
to everyone who has been trying to contact me thru CT. the truth is, you have a better chance of contacting me initially thru myspace. www.myspace.com/crazybeautiful856 on occasion i check up on my CT acct.. but not as often as most of you. feel free to reach me on AIM as well - xpho3n1x i havent forgotten the great new people ive met thru CherryTAP♥

Other Than Whatever
Not that I am Confused or Lost, but Do you think I'm beautiful Or do you feel I'm evil You gaze at me Like I am sent From heaven But you run Like you are Scared as hell I cannot be Ordinary I am not Predictable by Nature You seem to take The hard way The lonely way The only way But the easy one If you could ever Let things happen The world would Change with ease You will see things With a new vision As our hearts Join as Siamese

Bcs Sucks And Boise State Rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How about this Boise State team? After jumping on Oklahoma 14-0 and 28-10, they should have not taken the foot off the gas. They went to conservative and should have run the normal offense. Even though we got out coached in 3rd and most of the 4th quarter, we still defeated mighty Oklahoma! Boise State should have gone with the jumbo (goal line) set and just ran the ball down Oklahoma throat. Just let Ion Johnson read his blocks, get what he can, and get down. But after giving up the lead with a 34 yard interception return for a touch down, I couldn’t believe Zabransky would come up short again like the 2004 Liberty Bowl when he threw an interception in the End zone as time expired against Louisville to get beat 44 to 40. We were now down by 7 and we had the ball. I just didn’t know that we would have to use a trick play on 4th and 18. When the Boise State receiver caught the pass and went parallel to the line scrimmage, I was freaking out as he only had to get three yards for the 1st

Out
hey just so ppl know, i'm going out tonight and i prolly wont get back online so i miss you tons, leave me messages and funs tuff to reaD :P jk be online tomorrow (i hope) and i'll tell more about my jamaica trip, ttyl! ~ace~

Long Summer Days
How the days are getting long sumer is here soon hot summer night of drinking out side and sitting and watching the world go by and the holiday we go on hopping the flight take off on time oh yes go old summer days we all like the summer yes

Telemarketers, Hahaha
One thing that has always bugged me, and I'm sure it does most of you, is to sit down at the dinner table only to be interrupted by a phone call from a telemarketer. I decided, on one such occasion, to try to be as irritating to them as they were to me. This particular call happened to be from AT&T and it went something like this: Me: Hello AT&T: Hello, this is AT&T... Me: Is this AT&T? AT&T: Yes, this is AT&T... Me: This is AT&T? AT&T: Yes This is AT&T... Me: Is this AT&T? AT&T: YES! This is AT&T, may I speak to Mr. Byron please? Me: May I ask who is calling? AT&T: This is AT&T. Me: OK, hold on. At this point I put the phone down for a solid 5> minutes thinking that, surely, this person would have hung up the phone. I ate my salad. Much to my surprise, when I picked up the receiver, they were still waiting.! Me: Hello? AT&T: Is this Mr. Byron? Me: May I ask who is calling please? AT&T: Yes this is AT&T... Me: Is this AT&T? AT&T: Ye

50 Hilarious Ways To Get Fired
Are you tired of slaving away for that shithead boss who's 14-year-old niece could probably do his job better? Are you sick of those co-workers who come to your desk every day and ask to borrow pencils and staples when your cubicle is right next to the supply closet? Do you wish you didn't have to hide in the shitter and sleep on a roll of toilet paper to pass the time at your boring job? Well, we here at the Phat Phree feel your pain. This months installment of the Top 50 list is full of ways to quickly get yourself out of that crappy, dead-end job. 50. The Auctioneer Sell office items on ebay. "Hey Mr. Jones, I need your chair. Some guy in Boston bought it for 85 bucks... You believe that? Don't worry; I'll cut you in. How's 80/20 sound? It's only fair since I did the all work." 49. The Cookout Cook your lunch on a charcoal grill you brought into your cubicle. Slaughtering the pig at your desk before you fabricate and cook it, wouldn't hurt either.

Lakota Legend Of The Dreamcatcher
Long ago when the word was young, an old Lakota spiritual leader was on a high mountain and had a vision. In his vision, Iktomi, the great trickster and teacher of wisdom, appeared in the form of a spider. Iktomi spoke to him in a sacred language. As he spoke, Iktomi the spider picked up the elder's willow hoop which had feathers,horsehair, beads and offerings on it, and began to spin a web. He spoke to the elder about the cycles of life; how we begin our lives as infants, move on through childhood and on to adulthood. Finally we go to old age where we must be taken care of as infants, completing the cycle. "But", Iktomi said as he continued to spin his web, "in each time of life there are many forces; some good and some bad. If you listen to the good forces, they will steer you in the right direction. But, if you listen to the bad forces, they'll steer you in the wrong direction and may hurt you. So these forces can help, or can interfere with the harmony of Nature." While the spid

Change
For all those who don't know and those who do To this single thing I am very new My marriage is over, she says she has nothing left for me But I know in her heart I still make her happy Pain and Torment I have felt both But I have friends who give me hope Hope that the future is bright But what she is doing still isn't right I must come to a resolve Must move on for me, but remember our love Make sure my children are well And continue to move through this hell Down the road I will find someone new But what I feel for her, will for someone else will never shine through Now I say as I close this Passage Love is the best feeling in the world, but it takes two to hold together a marriage

Go British Airways!!!
Got this in an email a while back.....its a good one, enjoy!!! Go British Airways! >> >> > > As we know, we see discrimination in some form or another almost >> >>everyday >> >> > > and often times it leaves a sour taste in our mouths. The following >> >>true >> >> > > story shows us the side of diversity that we are all working for.It >>is >> >>a >> >> > > pleasant twist to see that there are companies and individuals who >>face >> >> > > discrimination head on, if only one small step at a time....... >> >> > > >> >> > > On a British Airways flight from Johannesburg, a middle-aged, >>well-off >> >> > > white >> >> > > South African Lady has found herself sitting next to a black man.She >> >> > > called >> >> > > the cabin crew attendant over to complain about her seating. >> >> > > "What seems to be the problem Madam?" asked the attendant. >> >> > > "Can't you see?" she said " You've sat me next to a kaffir. I can't >> >> > > possi

I Have Lost My Internet For A Few Weeks
I have lost my internet connection for a few weeks. I should be back on around the 20th of this month. I just want to say hi to all my good friends at Dave's Hideaway. I will see you guys when I get back on.

The *y's* Of Men. Giggle
The Whys of Men....... MY FAVORITE ONE IS #4....I WAS ROTFLMAO!!!!!!! 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And my personal favorite: 8.

7 Jan 07 - Sunday
7 Jan 07 - Sunday 1912 Charles Addams cartoonist (New Yorker, Addams Family) 1942 Paul Revere Boise ID, keyboardist (Paul Revere & Raiders) 1948 Kenny Loggins 1949 John Christopher Parry rocker (Cure) 1951 Chavo Guerroro Sr 1959 Kathy Valentine rocker (Go-Go's) 1964 Nicolas Cage 1971 CW Anderson ECW 1608 Fire destroys Jamestown, Virginia 1789 1st national (Presidential) election in US 1896 Fanny Farmer publishes her 1st cookbook 1927 Harlem Globetrotters play 1st game (Hinckley IL) 1929 "Buck Rogers", 1st sci-fi comic strip, premieres 1929 "Tarzan", one of the 1st adventure comic strips, 1st appears 1934 "Flash Gordon" comic strip (by Alex Raymond) debuts 1953 President Truman announces development of the hydrogen bomb 1966 Gene Kinisji defeated Lou Thesz for NWA Heavyweight Wrestling title 1969 US Congress doubles presidential salary 1975 Led Zeppelin fans riot before Boston concert, causing $30,000 damage 1990 Tower Of Pisa closed to the public after leaning

About M-e-n!!! Lol
About Men, ladies, this is funny!!! 1. Go for younger men. You might as well - they never mature anyway. 2. Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in diapers. 3. What do you do if your boyfriend walks out? You shut the door. 4. If we put a man on the moon - we should be able to put them all up there. 5. Never let your man's mind wander - it's too little to be out alone. 6. Men are all the same - they just have different faces so that you can tell them apart. 7. Definition of a bachelor: a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable. 8. Women don't make fools of men - most of them are the do-it-yourself types. 9. Best way to get a man to do something: suggest he's too old for it. 10. Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye-opener. 11. If you want a committed man, look in a mental hospital. 12. The children of Israel wandered in the desert for 40 years. Even in biblical times, men wouldn't ask for directions.

Need To Read!!!
ok um yeah i know some of you are wanting your friends to rate and comment the pics that you have in contests on here. well as of rite now. i will no longer comment or rate them for you. i was told this site was better than myspace, and so far it has proved itself rite, there isnt as much drama, if you do find any at all. ppl actually talk on here and stuff, but for the contests for those of you who keep posting bulletins and such asking for comments and rates, i am simply stating that i will no longer help you out. for the simple fact that yall ask for the help, but when others ask yall to help we dont get anything from ya. oh well maybe its just me. but like i said no one is getting anymore from me not until i receive some myself! thanks for taking the time to read this!!!

The Road To Success
The road to success is not straight. There is a curve called Failure, a loop called Confusion, speed bumps called Friends, red lights called Enemies, caution lights called Family. You will have flats called Jobs. But, if you have a spare called Determination, an engine called Perseverance, insurance called Faith, a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called Success.that trial is only a force,and not a full stop in your life..... This was sent to me by a dear friend, thanks Joe! I had to share this with all of you! Take care! Have a truely blessed and wonderful day! :-)

The Question Of Modern Times. Why Did The Chicken Cross The Road ?
KINDERGARTEN TEACHER: To get to the other side. PLATO: For the greater good. ARISTOTLE: It is the nature of chickens to cross roads. KARL MARX: It was a historical inevitability. TIMOTHY LEARY: Because that's the only trip the establishment would let it take. SADDAM HUSSEIN: This was an unprovoked act of rebellion and we were quite justified in dropping 50 tons of nerve gas on it. JACK NICHOLSON: 'cause it !@#$^ wanted to. That's the @$%^& reason. RONALD REAGAN: I forget. CAPTAIN JAMES T. KIRK: To boldly go where no chicken has gone before. HIPPOCRATES: Because of an excess of phlegm in its pancreas. LOUIS FARRAKHAN: The road, you see, represents the black man. The chicken 'crossed' the black man in order to trample him and keep him down. MARTIN LUTHER KING, JR.: I envision a world where all chickens will be free to cross roads without having their motives called into question. MOSES: And God came down from the Heavens, and He said unto the chicken,

I Am Thankful:
I AM THANKFUL: FOR THE WIFE/GIRLFRIEND WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED . FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME . FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. . FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PA

What Is Kitchen Witchery?
The term "Kitchen Witch" brings up many different images to people, but the most common idea is that of a Witch who practices her art mainly thru cooking and common household skills. Another image is that of one who uses common everyday items in her art, drawing up memories of the Burning Times, when it was necessary to hide your working tools from those who would persecute you for their possession. While both of these images are certainly true ones, Kitchen Witchery goes far beyond magical cooking or using ordinary items as magical tools. One Kitchen Witch, Mama Rose, defines Kitchen Witchery in the following way: "My spirituality and my priestesshood and my magick are based around the concept that my home is my temple, all in it are consecrated and holy, and each action that I do is a portion of the ritual of my life." It is my belief that the heart of Kitchen Witchery is a talent for finding the sacred and magical in everyday tasks, a philosophy which "practices the presence of t

How Was Your New Year
how many of us give up smoking at midnight but get up next morning and light one up how of can not remmber what time we got home but we got a police woman hat when we wake up in the morning but remmber we will do it all once more next year so HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL have a great one

From Russia
So i had this dream that i was in a city in Russia from some reason and was there with a group of American tourists. But i wasn't along for sight-seeing. We stayed in this run-down hotel that barely had power and water. I was supposed to keep an eye on everybody and make sure nothing happenned to them. There was only five of them to protect. We were outside in the cold waiting for someone when i woke up.

Web Cams Can Be Dangerous...
Yes Ladies I do own a web cam... No ladies I do not get naked on webcam... Less I forget it is running and my robe is open when I stand up.... ANYWAY... I forgot my webcam is on and I am working on some data analysis and my pen was getting "weak" so I started shaking it... I then started thinking to myself -- If someone just clicked on me in YAHOO and saw that motion, what would they think??? :) Have to be careful what ya do with a webcam running... Nutso from ElButtso...

What Im About.
i have my likes and dislikes i don`t judge people i respect myself and ask for respect in return im a juggalo but open to all sorts of music i like to read and sometimes write... maybe if u girls are nice i just might bite..u. hahaha just kiddin anyways my life has its ps and downs but i don`t bitch and groan about it i just take it day by day so please if u have drama dont bring it my way cause im not about that but if u have a problem don`t hesitate to hit me up even if u need someone to talk to....im not online all the time but i wil try to help if i can... 1 more thing...NO EMOS!!!!!!!!

I Am Sorry - I Can't Resist! I Found Bert On Ct!!
But, doesn't this person remind you of a Sesame Street character?????? Telemachus@ CherryTAP To me, he reminds me of Bert. Doesn't he remind you of Bert too???? LOL.. I am so sorry. Just saw a few pics going across the screen and couldn't resist this "people-watching" comment. PS...... For those of you who don't know who Bert is -- see below: Wacka wacka.... lol....

A Comment Sent To My Myspace
Jan 4, 2007 3:13 PM hey i saw this and thought about u so tell me if ima lier or not THIS IS YOU CRACKER!!!!!!!!!!!!! 10 thing losers do on myspace Body: ONE* there is NO SUCH THING as a myspace tracker. it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" no, it doesnt. (it will tell you when someone visits, but not who!) TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someones top 8. who cares? ITS MYSPACE!!! SIX Who

Nightmare
NIGHTMARE I SIT DECIDING WEATHER TO GO TO SLEEP OR TO STAY AWAKE AS LONG AS I CAN.. KNOWING WHAT WILL COME IF I DO CLOSE MY EYES..THE NIGHTMARES THAT SEEM TO BE GETTING MORE REAL AND MORE VIVID... THE NIGHTMARES SEEM TO GET CLOSER AND CLOSER TO ME... I LAY AWAKE UNTIL THERE IS BUT ONE SOLUTIONS TO THE PROBLEM OF NOT WANTING TO GO TO SLEEP... THE SOLUTION IS BUT TO SLEEP AND FACE MY FEAR HEAD ON... AS I DRIFT OFF TO SLEEP I FEEL A COMFORT AND WARMTH I HAVE NEEDED TO FEEL FOR SOMETIME NOW...AS I DRIFT FARTHER AND FARTHER AWAY FROM THE CONSCOIUS STATE I SEE AN IMAGE... NOT SURE WHAT IT COULD BE BUT ALL THE SAME A DARK IMAGE... IT SEEMS AS AN IMAGE OF SMOKE SUBSTANCE... IS THIS REALLY IN MY DREAMS OR AM I STILL LAYING AWAKE AND IT IS MERELY MY EYELIDS GOING CLOSE AND I AM STILL FIGHTING NOT TO SLEEP? IT SEEMS THE IMAGE IS GETTING CLOSER AND SEEMS TO TAKE FORM THAT IS FAMILIAR... IT IS A DARK CAPE WITH LANKY HANDS EMERGING FROM THE END OF THE SLEEVES... HANDS SO HORRID.. LIKE R

Iraq War Destabilized Mideast
Chirac: Iraq War Destabilized Mideast Saturday January 6, 2007 3:31 AM AP Photo MEU101 By CHRISTINE OLLIVIER Associated Press Writer PARIS (AP) - French President Jacques Chirac gave a tough critique of the U.S.-led invasion of Iraq and its fallout on Friday, saying the war destabilized the entire Middle East and allowed terrorism to spread. In a speech to ambassadors, Chirac also renewed his call for an international conference on the Middle East, saying he was deeply concerned by the growing number of crises there. ``At Europe's gate, the Middle East has become an epicenter of international tensions,'' Chirac said. ``Crises are building up and spreading.'' On Iraq, Chirac suggested the problems there today justified France's strong opposition to the invasion in 2003. ``As France foresaw and feared, the war in Iraq caused upheavals whose effects have not yet finished unraveling,'' he said. ``The venture exacerbated the divisions between (Iraqi)

Withdrawls & Heartbroken
So...i finally did it. I gave her away. =( I got rid of my truckeee and got a new car. That was the hardest thing to do. I was infatuated with that truck. All the power. The speed. The pep. It made me an ego maniac and i enjoyed railing people in the ass with it on the road. Now, i have a 2007 Civic. It's okay. I mean...it's cute for a girly type car..and yea...its got some features the truck didn't..but the civic will NEVER ever compare to the truck. Especially the whole 4 cylinders that the civic is missing. =p Cheese and Rice...i miss my truck. =( Fuck the price of gas. It was SO worth filling it up at $35 every other day. I'm looking forward to a new truckeee. Seriously...who doesn't like big 4x4 trucks??

Me
me Current mood: lonely Category: Romance and Relationships I don't want to be alone anymore Cast the old shadows from my door Yet never have I been so alone Just a small part of this broken home If love is a right Why is it a losing fight Cant ever seam to get it right When my soul is consumed by night And if I knew how i felt If I knew what was right Maybe my life would look up for a night Always the friend Never the lover They always have a love for another I don't want to be alone anymore Cast the same shadows from my door Yet never have I been so alone Just a part of another poem --> --> Tuesday, November 28, 2006 life Current mood: heartbroken You always amazed me But thats the past I kept silent and it rained for days My inside were drenched But I guess that's the part of growing up I never wanted to learn And I grew into the man That you never knew But I wouldn't be this way If it wasn't for you 100 t

Your Metal Requests, Please Leave Me Your List If I Didn't Have The Songs You Wanted To Hear.
HELLO ALL MY FRIENDS, PLEASE LEAVE ME A LIST OF YOUR SONGS ALONG WITH THE NAME OF THE BAND AND I WILL DO MY BEST TO GET WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR. MY ON AIR SCHELDULE IS: MONDAY AND WEDNESDAY 6-9 PM EST TUESDAY 9PM-MIDNIGHT EST FRIDAY NIGHT MIDNIGHT EST TIL? WE HAVE ALOT OF FUN IN THE FYRE AND ICE LOUNGE MY FRIENDS SO PLEASE CHECK IT OUT AND JOIN. HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE. LEAVE YOUR LIST IN COMMENTS, THANK YOU. DJ LUMINA

My First Blog On Ct
Well, this is my first blog here on CT. There isn't a whole lot on my mind today except the thought that I need to express myself more and more each day . . . whether that is through writing, drawing, blogging or whatever, its gonna happen. The blogs that I post will be for the sole purpose to get shit off of my chest and for no other reason . . . I don't want pity or anyone to feel sorry for me. None of that is needed. So, feel free to comment but be gentle to a broken heart that is on the road to healing from a major meltdown. Have a good weekend!!!

A Little Death: An Erotic Poem
A Little Death by Maldoror © Your eyes flutter open. The darkness clears a little like A glowworm in a cave. I come. Your confusion and fear cloaks Your nakedness like Indian fabric. You plead in runes, hurl hieroglyphics To no avail. I slough them off Like so much dead skin. With a crooked finger I touch your center. I smell the arousal of religious fervor; A thing of past and present arises in you. I brush aside your quills, and prepare. You hear the whispers of a snow owl in flight And struggle. Your skin, tan like An old photograph, rises in the Herculean effort. The knots impress their strength into your wrists. Like Pompeii, you were mine the minute you drew breath, when your Eyes met mine and your nipples grew Under your shirt, lifted in tandem by The illusions of life and sustenance. Two moons falling toward eternal darkness, The embrace of time and gravity itself. Only this is true in all things. You hurtle denial at me, blunt razors of l

What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Read If U Wanna Laugh!!!
Rob kissed his wife, crawled into bed and fell asleep. All of a sudden, he woke up to find an elderly man dressed in a white robe standing at the foot of his bed. "What the hell are you doing in my bedroom?... and who are you?" he asked. "This is not your bedroom," the man replied, "I am St. Peter, and you are in heaven." "WHAT! Are you saying I'm dead? I don't want to die! I'm too young," said Rob. "I want you to send me back immediately." "It's not that easy", said St.Peter. "You can only return as a dog or a hen. The choice is yours." Rob thought about it for a while, and figured that being a dog is too tiring, but a hen probably has a nice and relaxed life. "I want to return as a hen." And in the next second, he found himself in a chicken run, really nicely feathered. But now he felt like his rear end was gonna blow. Then along came another hen. "Hey, you must be the new hen St. Peter told me about," she said. "How do you like being a hen?" "Well, O

I'll Be Gone For Awhile!
So...starting tomorrow and going to work on an acoustic solo album. I'll stop in every now and then, but will pretty much commiting my life to writing and recording. When it's done you know I'll be back showing you the finished product. I have a snapvine if you want to leave me a message. THAT WOULD ROCK!!! TAKE CARE, Tim...aka...JoeKerr