THERE IS A VOID IN MY LIFE. AN EMPTY DELOATE VOID. ONE NOBODY CAN FILL. ITS A VOID THATS BEEN THERE FOR YEARS.
IVE CRIED OUT TO GOD FOR HELP BUT NEVER GOT AN ANSWER. I DROPPED TO MY KNEES AT HELLS GATES BUT WASNT LET IN.
I CRIED TO THE ANGELS TO CARRY ME AWAY BUT KEPT GETTING DROPPED.
I ASK YOU, IS IT FAIR THAT ONE SHOULD FEEL SO ALL ALONE IN SUCH A BIG WORLD?
IS IT FAIR THAT WHEN I FIND LOVE I WAKE UP ALONE AND HEART BROKEN TIME AND TIME AGAIN?
IS IT FAIR TO WANT SOMEONE SO BAD BUT YOU REALIZE THEY DONT WANT YOU BECAUSE YOU CANT LIVE UP TO THEIR EXPECTATIONS?
IS IT FAIR ONE MUST WAKE UP DREADING LIFE AS THEY LIVE IT?
I GO TO SLEEP, HEAD BENT IN SORROW REMEMBERING THE DAYS WHEN LIFE WAS FAIR AND ALL WAS GOOD.
NOW, I AM ALONE, LIFE IS UNFAIR,AND I WISH TO LAY DOWN AND SLEEP FOR ETERNITY. BUT IS THAT FAIR????????????????????????????????/????