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Smiles The Happy Jester
Take a walk on the edge And taste my soul The hunger lies well within You underestimate me What a way to go Love's such a dangerous thing Prints leave a cryptic embrace This fire won't burn A personality so physical Such a fluid darkness A kiss marked in blood I take from a smile so sinical

Mere Fantasy Of A Hot Lady
In the dark of night, you come to me Like a sweet silhouette, invading my dreams It is there you enslave me, you brand my soul And I give myself fully, relinquish control Is it mere fantasy, these feelings you incite I have no answer, I only know it feels right I want the feel of your touch, and the taste of your kiss To have your scent on my skin would be the sweetest of sins You touch me, though I know you’re not really here I feel your skin on my skin, your breath against my ear I moan, soft and sultry, it flutters past my lips As I imagine the ethereal touch of your fingertips And as the wind wisps gently, kissing my flesh It’s as if your breath feathers delicately against my neck I feel the slide of your tongue, the press of your hips It may be mere fantasy, but to me it’s bliss Is it simply an illusion, or do you feel it too Could you possibly want me the way I want you

A Witch's Execution
~A Witch's Execution~ It is always the morning of my execution........ I know they will come for me today. Last night the jailor, pulling up his trousers, Sneered, "Perhaps you'll fancy the pole They give you in the morning more than mine, Stubborn Bitch." I think He liked it better when I had strength And spirit enough to fight him. He is too stupid to lie just to torment me. I will welcome death, though the dying scares me... I was a healer -- how long ago? Oh, Gods, I cannot think straight anymore! And I know That their gross insults to my body will never mend. And the pain is constant, and they have sworn me That I will go to the fire conscious and aware. My Goddess, I am sick to my very soul with shame; At the last I gave them screaming what they wanted, Mouthed any obscenity they asked, I told them What they told me to say. My sanity remains Only because Your names go with me to the pyre, And the grave beyond, and only there. Oh, Bel

A Joke
"Elementary, My Dear Watson..." On a warm summer night, Sherlock Holmes and Dr. Watson decide to go on a camping trip together. As they lay down for the night, Holmes replied to Watson: "Look up into the sky and tell me what you see." "I see millions and millions of stars," Watson observed. "Very astute, Watson! And what does that tell you?" Watson thought for a moment and then nervously replied, "Well, astronomically, it tells me that there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets. Theologically, it tells me that God is great and that we are small and insignificant. And, uh...meteorologically, it tells me that we will have a beautiful day tomorrow. Watson glanced over at Sherlock and noticed a look of consternation on his face. Unsure if he'd spoken correctly, he decided to prompt and response from Sherlock and replied, "Um...perhaps, I'm wrong. What does it tell you?" Sherlock pursed his lips, looked intently into the night air and repl

Getting Better
I have been having alot of trouble with my oldest daughter shes 12 and has been going thru a rough time this past year and I have to say that things are getting better with her shes coming in on time and listening to me,I am hoping that this is a good thing and she stays on this path.

I Love My Son.
So I'm sitting here, browsing the 'Tap, and my son, who is 5, is standing nearby. He points to the current Blaster, and says: "Dad, who 'iss 'dat per'son?" "Who?" "Da one wif' da bwack hayah." "Oh, I have no idea." "Jus' some cwappy bitch?" "Hahahahahahaha, indeed, my son. Indeed."

Fucking Pathetic
I am still trying to understand why every fucking woman on here thinks she has to post herself nude. Well, not every. It goes for the males as well. Is it thus proving further that you have a pair or tits, or possibly a penis? Did someone call you a hermaphadite? Do you really think that A person will love you and respect you for showing the goods? Instead of going off on how I think about it, I issue a challenge to those naked bodies. Post a piece of art, a writing a pic of you being just you, and not nessicarily in your birthday suit.

For Children Who Were Broken #6
There's alot of digging down to do, To find the child within, To love away the ugly pain, And feel innocence again.... There's forgiveness worthy of angel's wings, For remembering those at all.... Who abused our scared childhood, And programed us to fall.... To seek to understand then, And how their pain because our own, Is to risk the ground we stand on to, Climb the mountain home!!!!!

Texas Chili Cook-off
Texas Chili Cook-off Warning - If you can read this whole story without laughing out loud, then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas you know how true this is. They actually have a chili cook-off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio city park. The notes are from an inexperienced chili taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I cou

Red Haired Wonder
A WONDERFUL SWEET SPIRIT FRAGILE YET STRONG A GRACIOUS WOMAN AND A PLAYFUL KID KIND BEYOND WORDS SOFT AND GENTLE AND EASILY HURT SMART AND ENTHUSIASTIC ENERGETIC AND DEPENDANT INSECURE AND PROUD AND DEFIANT SEXY BEYOND BELIEF AS GIFTED BEAUTY AS GOD HAS MADE YET NO IDEA OF HER POWER HER POWER IN BEAUTY AND SEXUALITY HER POWER IN ANATTRACTING PERSONALITY SHE LOVES LIFE SHE LOVES FRIENDS SHE LOVES FAMILY SPECIAL BEYOND BELIEF YET AN INTOXICATING VULNERABILITY A SOULFUL QUEEN OF GRACE AND DIGNITY A WOMAN WHO TURNS HEADS MALE AND FEMALE SIMPLE YET COMPLEX A PARADOX OF GREAT EXTREMES A WOMAN I AM BLESSED TO KNOW

Out And Away
well i have been out in vegas for about a week. have around one more to go. so this is why i have not been on or around chatting... i hope you all had a great christmas and have a great new years. ST. Nick was great to me so i geuss i was not that bad.... lol talk to you all soon

For Children Who Were Broken #5
We who grew up broken are somewhat out of time, Struggling to mend our childhood, When our peers are in their prime.... Where others find love and contentment, We still often have to strive to, Remember we are worthy, And heroes just to be alive.... Some of us are healing, Some are stilling, Most are passing the anger on.... Some give thier lives away to drugs or alcohol, Or the promise of life beyond, Some still hide from society, Some struggle to belong, But all of us are wishing the past would not hold on so long!!!!!

Anyone Seen This One Yet?
Ok..this just getting more ridiculous...WTF is up with these people...I think its a conspiracy...Maybe we should call this Conspiracy Tap!!!...LOL Here is the latest error message: Error: the photo owners permissions do not allow you to leave a photo comment. what a fascist!

Christmas Is Gone
well christmas is over and a new year is appon us i hope every one will have a great new year a fresh start for all me especially i i had a rough year this year so i really hope next year will be better.

Accent
What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Northeast Judging by how you talk you are probably from north Jersey, New York City, Connecticut or Rhode Island. Chances are, if you are from New York City (and not those other places) people would probably be able to tell if they actually heard you speak.The South Philadelphia The Midland The Inland North Boston The West North Central

Making Love
One night in heaven I want with you I love you so much so lets do what we want to do I want you to hold me while we play Kiss me all night so please say you'll stay Grab onto my body and lay me on the bed Clench my breast and make me wet Press your lips on mine Do it slowly take your time Kiss on my neck while I rub on your chest whisper sweet words while you caress Feel me boy in all the right places show me you like this with all your sex faces Put yourself in me make us into one Don't be so serious baby just have some fun Let us make love like we never before I want you think about this after you walk out the door Go fast then slow fill me will delight make me moan and groan all through the night Now wait baby let me do something to you Let me do something you been wanting me to do Let me taste you boy and enjoy every last drop Then when I'm finished Ill get on top Ill make love to you boy and you wont want to leave Forget all the drama just let me

The "now"
I’ll make my future by living in the “Now”? But, even when I’m living that future I’ll still be living in the “Now”??….sound strange doesn’t it? But…it is so true…We as human being always strive for a future...…but we never truly live in the present…or as some may call it in living in the “Now”…. We don’t truly take in all moments that fall upon us, weather it’s watching the sun go down….or how many full moons we have seen…can you count those?…no…because we don’t pay enough attention to those things….the “very simple things”……we are to busy running around and….aiming for a future to have something more then we already have…. Never enjoying the present moment cause we are always looking ahead….and not “stopping to smell the rose’s”…….I understand that saying now more then ever…. We put a timetable on ourselves, for our future…I’ll give you an example…..” Like I would be married before I was 30 and I was thinking this when I was 18”….and for years I thought I would be, but….that didn’t h

Never Again!!
Keep a book in your own hand of write. Let brothers and sisters copy what they will but never let this book out of your hand, and never keep the writings of another, for if it be found in their hand of write, they will be taken and tortured. Each should guard his own writings and destroy them whenever danger threatens. Learn as much as you may by heart and when danger is past rewrite your book. For this reason if any die, destroy their book if they have not been able to do so, for if it be found. 'tis a clear proof against them. "Ye may not be a witch alone", so all their friends be in danger of the torture, so destroy everything unnecessary. If your book be found on you, it is clear proof against you; you may be tortured. If you are condemned, fear not, the Brotherhood is powerful, they may help you to escape if you are steadfast. If you betray aught - there is no help for you in this life or in that which is to come. If you go steadfast to the pyre, drugs will reach you and you will

Me
Im single and lonely if any ladies wanna chat to me send send me a message i like goin out to clubs, bars, or partiens on the weekend. i Work for myself so i can make time for the rite girl. get bak wit me ladies. ttyl Waylon "Tex"

Emotions Arnt For Sex
Emotions arnt for sex, so why do you cry. It hurts she exclaims with a pent up voice, crying and wishing she had made a different choice. He thrusts in deeper, moaning in bliss, she knows shes into a deeply fucked up tryst. Closing her eyes, she cant bare the thought, she got herself in deep, unfortunaly she got caught. Now shes lying under a body, to much, to naughty. What to do, she cant cum now, her body is to torn, to shorn to hold out. He cums, she feels, unfortunaly he appeals, if only he were ugly, and mean, But he's perfect, lovely, keen. She lay's there thinking, what a lovely fuck, he lays there thinking, i left my phone in my truck. As soon as he leaves, pumpkin pie left as sweet remeberance for the sex, she smiles and feels warm, cant walk, its a storm. Emotion sweeps in she creeps towards the bed, if only if only she could be dead. After sex feel is lovely and all, but the lost body, has no appeal. Missing him already, smelling him with her musk, she shides away from her r

For Children Who Were Broken #4
To be half the size of a grown up and trapped inside thier pain to everyday lose everything with no savior or refrain.... To wonder how it's possible that GOD could so forget the worthy child you knew you were, when you would not have been damaged yet.... To figure on your fingers that the years till you would be grown enough to leave the torment and survie away from home.... were more than you could count to, or more than you could bear,was the reality we lived in and we knew it wasn't fair!!!!!

Our Flood
My hands in her hair and we are in the moment, her skin so warm and inviting Slowly moving down her body, into the small of her back, I'm driving her mad Blowing into her ear, kisses like butterfly wings,she's trembling Now she pulls me closer, taking off my shirt,she feels my skin, her touch like an enticing flame, it's taboo, it's forbidden, but good just the same Our tongues dance around each other, dancing to our heart beats Laying me down, slowly removing her clothes, my mind is a flurry of feelings, her smell like a goddess Then I grab her curvy hips, she's burning up now, she mounts me and her eyes meet mine There is no phrase that could describe how we make each other feel, it's terrifying yet gloriously amazing I wrap my hands around her back, as she bends down I suck her ever so juicy breast Our hearts beating so fast, in unison, I slide my finger into her g-spot, moaning she trembles more Telling me she loves me, she puts my cock in place

What I Want
I read this on a friends page and totally agree with it so I'm posting it here I just want to be with somebody who WANTS to be with me Is that too much to ask for? Somebody who is willing to put as much into a relationship as I am. Maybe I want a whirlwind romance. Someone who will sweep me off my feet. Someone who realises how precious life is and how fleeting it can be. Someone who will take advantage of every moment they have to be near me. Someone who is as crazy about me as I am about them.I just feel so hopeless. Like it can never happen for me. I look around me, and at people I have known in the past. I see so many people who don't even seem to realise what they have. Drugged out crackwhores who are married with families that they dont even care about. (admittedly, they are not too discerning and would settle for anyone, which eases my mind a bit to know that I am not just so messed up that nobody would want to be with me.) I see the workaholics, whose val

Getting Intimate With Death Revisited
Getting Intimate with Death Revisited Even though I was so sure That I had rid myself of him, he still has a power over me, an inexplicable hold. I am no longer always so very aware of his presence in my deepest hunger, but I still rush towards him in small increments, selling my soul piece by piece, letting him kill my spirit slowly, gradually. I encounter him recently, often, again and again. We come together quickly, feverishly, lips meeting hungrily, almost violently. He'll run his hands across my ass; before I know it my sweater will be around my neck: breasts loose, free. He'll tweak a nipple and I'll run my hands across his crotch, undo his belt, pull down the zipper. Even now, I always take an active role. We meet as animals: primal and fierce. Our encounters are brief, almost meaningless at times. Afterwards I am always left feeling less than. I give up, I give in, I give away oh so much. I let him steal so many bits and pi

English? Blah!
My score on The Commonly Confused Words Test: Advanced(You scored 100% Beginner, 100% Intermediate, 86% Advanced, and 40% Expert!)You have an extremely good understanding of beginner, intermediate, and advanced level commonly confused English words, getting at least 75% of each of these three levels' questions correct. This is an exceptional score. Remember, these are commonly confused English words, which means most people don't use them properly. You got an extremely respectable score. Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it! For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/. Link: The Commonly Confused Words Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

How To Be Happy And Make Friends ? Any Suggestions
I have fun here reading profiles, writing and making new friends !!!!! So how do you really raise your cherry level ? I have pics and email to offer along with friendship. We all love to have fun right and I would like to open the floor to the ladies, and wish all of you happy new year !!!!!!!! This is a great place to meet people, real people! Im a naturalist by heart ! So if you like what you are reading rate my photos ask to be a friend and we can go from there. Im a down to earth guy and if you read my 8 seconds blog well it is true !!!!!! But the beauty of it all is that friendships are born, because we have the heart to making them no matter what gose through a guys mind ! Hope to hear from you soon and once again Happy new year!@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! John

Getting Intimate With Death
Getting Intimate with Death Year after year, he waits for me, so calm, so cool, so smug and self-assured, secure in his knowledge that one day I will be his, that he will possess me and I am so afraid that eventually I will succumb, say “yes” to his promises of a world without pain, a place without race or class or religion, a place where happiness is the rule and there are no exceptions. He catches up with me at a party. He puts his hands on my hips. I feel his warm, smoky breath on the back of my neck. I don’t need to turn to know who’s standing behind me. Coolant-coated fingers travel the length of my spine. He whispers softly in my ear and I automatically turn to him. I had forgotten how even a glance at him could make me forget myself. Our eyes connect. He grabs my arm, gripping tightly, making me feel like a delinquent elementary-schooler being marched to the principal’s office. I had forgotten how he could instantly control me. I can’t do anything but s

To Whom It May Concern :(
He drowns in his dreams An exquisite extreme, I know He's as damned as he seems And more heaven than a heart could hold And if I tried to save him My whole world could cave in It just ain't right It just ain't right Oh, and I don't know I don't know what he's after But he's so beautiful Such a beautiful disaster And if I could hold on Through the tears and the laughter Would it be beautiful Or just a beautiful disaster? He's magic and myth As strong as what I believe A tragedy with More damage than a soul should see And do I try to change him? So hard not to blame him Hold on tight Hold on tight Oh, 'cause I don't know I don't know what he's after But he's so beautiful Such a beautiful disaster And if I could hold on Through the tears and the laughter Would it be beautiful Or just a beautiful disaster? I'm longing for love and the logical But he's only happy hysterical I'm waiting for some kind of miracle Waited so long...so long He's

The Muse Of Darkness
Pang & tragedy…the sludge of society; the fang to a vein & a sip of morality. That is what has brought me to this. Deception is the truth of a liar, and a liar’s only truth never spoken is fear. Today is tomorrow, and yesterday even; though time remains ever-constant, it is also a hereditary disease. So what are these words to you? And why do you read them? And better yet…why are you going to reread them? Second thoughts…? Regret, I bet…though one never knows for sure. You may disappear if you wish…and live your secret life without closure to the open-ended heartache you’ve caused. Metaphysically…it’s always cold where you are…I can feel it in my fingertips as I type. In this world of inverted smiles and unfulfilled dreams, you are my queen, and I await my beheading. In this vast emptiness surrounded by flesh, it will be a pleasure - to serve you my death. For I lay awake at night afraid of my dreams; soaked through my sheets in blood-curdling screams.

We Would Like To Feature A Well Saluted Member
THIS CHICK HAS DONE WAY MORE TO KEEP HERSELF REAL AND PROVE SHE IS REAL!AND SHES HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS LIKE THE REST OF US!WERE GONNA MAKE A SECTION JUST FOR FEATURED MEMBERS WITH SALUTES!COMING SOON!SHOW HER SOME LOVE! 5 SALUTES IS WORK LOL! Simply Me (please add me as a fan)@ CherryTAP

The Mayonnaise Jar And 2 Cups Of Coffee
The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of Coffee When things in your lives seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee: A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from unde

Thank You Sooo Much From The Bottom Of My Heart!!
I WANTED TO TAKE THIS TIME TO SAY A BIG THANK YOU!!! TO EVERYONE WHO REPOSTED THE BULLETIN TO RIP THE CANDLE IN MEMORY OF AELIYAH. IF YOU DO NOT HAVE THE CANDLE AND STILL WANT IT..YOU CAN STILL RIP IT TO SAVE TO YOUR PICTURE GALLERY TO KEEP HER MEMORY ALIVE. SHE WAS A PRECIOUS LITTLE 4 YEAR OLD GIRL WITH SO MUCH TO GIVE... PLEASE MAKE SURE TO STOP BY AND SHOW LOVE TO HER FAMILY MEMBERS... HER AUNT booshine**Kiss Ur Kids Cause You never know when you can loose them!!**@ CherryTAP HER UNCLE Falcon69**Missing Aeliyah**@ CherryTAP ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ONE LAST TRIBUTE TO AELIYAH... REST IN PEACE LITTLE ANGEL SOAR HIGH WITH THE ANGELS YOU WILL BE MISSED, BUT ALWAYS LOVED AND ALWAYS REMEMBERED ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* One Sweet Day - Featuring Boyz Video - Mariah Carey lyrics

My Theme Song...
Your Theme Song is Born to Be Wild by Steppenwolf "I like smoke and lightning Heavy metal thunder Racin' with the wind And the feelin' that I'm under" A total independent spirit, you can't be held down or fenced in. You crave the feeling of wind on your face... and totally freedom. What's Your Theme Song?

What An Ass.
So apparently I'm fat... and apparently it's because I eat meat! Some random ass guy that I have never talked to in my life decided to have this conversation with me in my shoutbox... podurtz: yes i wish i wasa girl! ->podurtz: jealousy is a bitch!!! podurtz: im a cook it my job fatty well go head an go eat peace..fatcheeks.. ->podurtz: whatever, i'm done talking to you, i have more important things to do, like actually having a life. because i don't sit there being an ass to people and taking pictures of food podurtz: i think i could get the time of the day form u..but a cake yaa right!.. podurtz: ahahahahah oh.. ->podurtz: your just mad cause you couldn't get the time of day from a girl like me unless your an asshole. podurtz: 105!aaahahah ur so funny sometimes that was a good one ->podurtz: i weigh 105, that is not fat podurtz: im not fatty fat fat.. ->podurtz: why you being an ass? podurtz: huh ->podurtz: your one to fucking talk podurtz: ur not fat! aaaha

Funny Fakes!
IF YOU LOOK AT ALL THE FUNNY COMMENTS FROM THE LITTLE DRONES ON OUR PROFILE ASKING FOR A SALUTE!THEN WE GET VARIFIED!NOW EAT YOUR OWN WORDS HATERS!WE JUST LAUGH!CAUSE IF YOU CLICK ON ALL THIER PAGES THEY HAVE A KNOWN FAKE AS A FRIEND!AND THE FUNNIEST THING IS YOU WHO LEAVE HATE COMMENTS GAVE US POINTS ANYWAYS!

Are You A Sexual Beast?
I came up with this survey in my own sick little mind. Since I only have girls on my friends list this is pretty much for the girls, so have fun and tell the truth. Copy and paste this so you can answer the questions. Get to know youâ€¦ Name: Age: Bra size if you wear one: Panty type if you wear them: Ever had sex: How many people: Ever had sex with someone you didnâ€™t love: Ever had sex with someone just to get off: Ever masturbated: How often do you masturbated: Have you ever used toys: What toys: How do you feel about anal: Oral giving or getting: Kinkiest thing you ever did: Kinkiest place you ever done anything: Are you wet right now: S pit or swallow: How loud are you during sex or foreplay 1 being I heard the pen drop and 10 being I think the boys over seas gave you a 21 gun salute: How loud are you when you cum 1 being I heard the pen drop and 10 being I think the boys over seas gave you a 21 gun salute: Are you a bad girl: Why: Are you a

You Think Your Kinky?
Yes No! Maybe Fetish Activities: _____ _____ _____ 24/7 (Total Power Exchange) _____ _____ _____ Age Play _____ _____ _____ Anal Sex (Giving) _____ _____ _____ Anal Sex (Receiving) _____ _____ _____ Arse (Ass) Play _____ _____ _____ Asphyxiaphilia (Breath Play) _____ _____ _____ Biting _____ _____ _____ Blindfolds _____ _____ _____ Blood _____ _____ _____ Body Hair _____ _____ _____ Bondage _____ _____ _____ Branding _____ _____ _____ Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc. _____ _____ _____ Candle Wax _____ _____ _____ Chains _____ _____ _____ Chastity Devices _____ _____ _____ Chinese Balls/Ben Wa Balls/Anal Beads _____ _____ _____ Cling Film _____ _____ _____ Cock and Ball Torture, Clamps, etc. _____ _____ _____ Collar and Lead/Leash _____ _____ _____ Confinement/Caging _____ _____ _____ Coprophilia (Shit Play)/Scat _____ _____ _____ Cross Dressing _____ _____ _____ Cupping (Suction of the

Another App.
BASIC INFO: Name: Age: Location: Hair Color: Eye Color: Height: Weight: Single? (If not then you have no business applying): Heritage: Birthday: Piercing: Tattoos: Best feature: Do you like to cuddle: Are you controlling: Do you like to be controlled: Would you like to have sex all the time: Would you like to have sex every now and then: DO YOU: Smoke: Drink: Do Drugs: Drive: Have a Job: Prefer tall or short guys: Like going to the beach: Like playing pool: Get along with your parentals: Have a sense of humor: Think you are attractive: Like PDA (public display of affection): Like videogames: Enjoy sexuality: HAVE YOU: Cheated on anyone: Been Cheated on: Had a one night stand: Been in a relationship longer than 6 months: Been drunk: Dated someone b/c you felt sorry for them: ARE YOU: Self-Conscious: Confident: Shy: Outgoing: Outspoken: Opinionated: Cocky: Spontaneous: Happy: Laid Back: ABOUT ME (respond in more than

Myaskovsky Symphony 6
Listened to Svetlanov's 1991 recording of this work - Nikolai Myaskovsky's sixth symphony in E♭ minor, opus 23, from around 1922 - which (the recording) was broadcast on a syndicated program out of Chicago (Henry Fogel's Collector's Corner) awhile back and released first on Russian Disc, then on Olympia (a now defunct British label). A description of the work and its history can be found here, and a review of Svetlanov's recording here (OCD 736 - Olympia Compact Disc, not Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder). One of the more often recorded works by this less known 20th-century Polish-born, Russian-trained, Soviet composer - I count five recordings:Kirill Kondrashin's,Robert Stankovsky's (which I have, and will talk about),Veronica Dudarova (she did well by other works of this composer but I haven't heard this one...),this one! andNeeme Järvi's, the most recent one. (See also a comparative review here!) This is Myaskovsky's only symphony to use voices, with a brief choral part in th

Booty Call
Name: ___________________________________________ Age: ____ Phone: (____) ____________ Occupation: _______________________________________ Height______ Weight______ Married(Y/N) __ Single(Y/N)___ Other_____________________________________________ How often do you have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily __ Weekly __ Monthly __ As much as possible __ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1 min ___ 15 min __ 30 min __ 1 hr __ all nite ___ Do u like Giving oral sex (Y/N) ___ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles __ Group ___ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint __ Cry __ Moan __ Wiggle __ Jerk about __ Pant __ Sweat ___ Scream __ Hum __ Whistle __ Just lie there __ Go to sleep __ Watch tv __ Read __ Think of someone else __ Ball play__ List three positions u like: 1. 2. 3. What is ur preferred pace (check appropriate answer) Slow __ Fast__ Very fast __ R

Trial By Fire
Job 23:10 “But He knoweth the way that I take: when He hath tried me, I shall come forth as gold.” In order to refine gold, a goldsmith places gold over a fire until it bubbles and glows. He skims off the impurity from the top and knows that when he can see his reflection, the gold is pure. That is what the Lord is doing when you go through trials. When He can see His likeness reproduced in your life, He’ll know that you have become gold fit for His use and for His glory. But, the fire is hot! Yes, but God controls it. No jeweler is more careful with his gold than a father with his children. He knows what He is doing. But, what about those things He is burning out of my life? You don’t need them. If you needed them, your loving Father would make sure you kept them. Has God taken anything out of your life recently that you thought you couldn’t live without? Thank Him.

How Can I Sleep With This Going Through My Mind?
Tying her up… Well tying her down really. Bent over on the bed, legs together, arms together, propped up on her knees and elbows. Getting a spot of help from a doll-like assistant to synch the binds tight, care to wield a weapon tonight? Do you see the fear and excitement in her eyes? She’s about to make a word of apprehension so push that gag in quickly. Don’t worry she can still whimper, and in her position that’s all that really matters. Take her chin in your hand, raise her face, take a look in her eyes and tell her how cute she is. The two of you are so beautiful in front each other; all I can do is step back and tell you to have at it. My assistant looks at me with eyes or apprehension, getting her a fresh palm print on her chest, “I said have at it”. And have at it she does. Digging her thumb from nape to tailbone, causing the bound’s back to arch, and eliciting a high-pitched moan. A smile grows across my assistant’s lips as she fuelled by the reaction she’s gotten. Wra

Girlfriend App.
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Eye/Hair colour: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? and then take advantage of me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 16. Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 21. what do you rate me outta 1-10? ________

The Questioner
My score on The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test: the Questioner(Thanks for taking the test !)you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX. "I am affectionate and skeptical" Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative. How to Get Along with Me Be direct and clear. Listen to me carefully. Don't judge me for my anxiety. Work things through with me. Reassure me that everything is OK between us. Laugh and make jokes with me. Gently push me toward new experiences. Try not to overreact to my overreacting. What I Like About Being a Six being committed and faithful to family and friends being responsible and hardworking being compassionate toward others having intellect and wit being a nonconformist confronting danger bravely being direct and assertive What's Hard Abo

Letter To My Husband/wife
Dear Wife, I am writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You came home and ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't want sex anymore or anything. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore. Whatever the case is, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dear Ex-Husband, Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true t

Carla's Quiz
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot81%Exciting69%Wet56%Violent50%Awkward50%Sweet44%Soft31%Shy31%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

~happy New Year~
Thank you to all my friends who havn't forgotten about me. Will be back online very soon. Hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas. Have a happy and safe New Year...don't do anything I wouldn't do, which isn't tomuch..lol...Have fun but be safe. Luv Bunches Cheryl Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Would You?
1. Would you fuck me? 2. What positions would u fuck me in? 3. Would u lick/suck me ? 4. Would u fuck me hard? 5. Would u fuck me the first night u met me? 6. Would u let me pull your hair while u fucked me? 7. Would u fuck me in the shower? 8. Would u let me handcuff you or tie you up to the bed and then fuck you? 9.What about me makes u want to fuck me? 10. Would u talk dirty to me while we fucked? 11. Where would you fuck me? 12. Would u fuck me again? 13. Would u let me fuck u in the rain/snow/in public? 14. Would u mind if i fucked you in you ass? 15. Would you fuck with me once and never again? 16. Would you let me fuck you with my mouth? 17. Would you let me tongue fuck your ass? 18. Would you let me fuck your mouth? 19. Would you fuck me in/on a car/truck? 20. Would you let me drink your cum after we fuck? 21. Would you kiss me after I mouth fuck your pussy? 22. Would you let me finger fuck you?

*savage Heart* Family
I see so many different "families" on here, so I decided to start my own! I don't expect there to be many members, since my bulletins barely ever get read. The SavagE HearT family is for those that have loved & lost more times then they care to remember. Having your heart broken & torn so many times that it has become savage. If you decide to join my little family, ther only a couple of little rules. 1> You must repost any bulletin another family member posts 2> You must vote on all of the other family members pics (even nudes & yes even if the same sex) 3> You must help promote any member that is in a contest to help them out 4> You must never forget to show all Family members love every day that you are on. They need the love, cause they have a SavagE HearT! 5> You must have *SavagE HearT* family at the end of your name at all times to stay in the family! I highly doubt there will be many more members then myself, but thought I would give this a try to help out myself & any

Star To Fall.
that is a star a star that fall out off your beautiful eyes a star to fall it’s coming I feel it You too? The star always shines Accept now Because you was The star off my life A star to fall Let me be your star I want to fall Back into your eyes…

Please Help
Hello everyone, Im going to be helping out the Special Olympics by participating in the Polar Plunge. Please follow this link and help. The site is secure and no money come to me or goes through my hands. The record or an ind. male is $2,800 so i want to try and beat that. if there are any questions please feel free to send me a message. http://www.specialolympicswisconsin.org/pp07/pledge.asp?ID_p=18 Thanks again Dallas

You And Your Eyes
i hate it when they can't see see you like i do when i look into your eyes there is a deep blue sea and i get lost in it it's a cold sea, when it's far away but so warm when it surrounds me it's such a shame that you're not really seen actually i should be happy about it but i can't because you and me can never be together.

63 Things
63 Things 1. How old do you wish you were? Not that big a deal to me. 2. Where were you when 9/11 happened? Living with my ex. 3. What do you do when vending machines steal your money? If I'm broke, I get pissed and do bodily harm to the machine. If I have money, I walk away. 4. Do you consider yourself kind? Yes. I try to be. 5. If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be? I have one around my left wrist. I plan many more. In various and intriguing places on my person. 6. If you could be fluent in any language, what would it be? I speak or understand bits and pieces of German, Sioux, Cherokee, Spanish, Polish. I want to be fluent in all those and 100 more. 7. Do you know your neighbors? Close friends with the ones upstairs, friendlyish with the others. Hate the one on the third floor. 8. What do you consider a vacation? The opportunity t

I Am In Love
Just by one look in your eyes my biggest fear came true You have stolen my heart Can I have the one from you? Staring to just nothing See your face non stop in my mind But I have to move on And leave you behind Now I am thinking What is it that I am running from Is it love of is it my fear No more questions, the time has come Have to learn to be more open to open my heart for love Don't know how to live with that So I close my hands and look at above After a long time of thinking I decided to let things just fl Close my eyes, think of you and be the rest of the day high Your body, your voice, your eyes Your touch and even your soft cheak Damn girl, look at me Why don't u hear my heart speak?

Tear Away
TEAR AWAY I'm tearing away Pieces are falling I can't seem to make them stay You run away Faster and faster you can't seem to get away Break Hope there's a reason For questions unanswered I just don't see everything Yes I'm inside you Tell me how does it feel to feel like this Just like I do I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone Do I really want this Sometimes I scare myself I just can't let it go Can you believe it Everything happens for reasons I just don't know I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone or anything but me Damn I love me drowning pool check out TEAR AWAY Singingfool.com

Fighting With The Ex Husband
Well Jeremy and I got into another fight i brought it up about him screwing other people and other men and he threw it into myface so i through into his face about my surgery and how he didnt give me enough time to recover- We still love each other i feel but i know if we tried to work on it we really could- So now beucase him and i dislike each other so much im stuck here at my dads house woth -a senile grandmother -my 25 year old sister -her 6 year old daughter -35 year old brother in law -1 year old nephew -my dad So im sleeping on the couch! There isnt evena room here for me or anything- So i dont know what to do Im ready to go stay in a shelter just to be away from my family beucase they alldrive me so insane! theres so much drama and noice with the kids i wanna be in bed and alsepp by 9 ish but grandma has to watch the news at midnight its crazy and I hate it here. Its so hard for me to do anything with all my medicall issues. O new drama my sister lost her w

-feels Like Love-
Look at my candles Light so light And shine so deep Can’t sleep this night I’ve bored me myself And I don’t know what to do I see the candlelights are happy It’s not me who’s happy without you I don’t know anymore What can I do? I think I’m in love What do I feel for you? My heart is breaking So much love do I have I think the whole day about you But how many days do you have …Before I say I love you?…

Bakers Dozen 13 Line Poem ;)
I'll hold you here and forever Always so close to your side Know that I'll never leave you You are the reason I glide Love me once and forever Me is a word I wont say When you stand here beside me You is there where I'll stay. Smile as you read these words dear. For I think you missed just one line. Our love is a love so sincere. Love, just read down the line. 13 lines in all ;)

Christmas
Well it has come and gone and I am so tired from all the running around. We went to his brothers house on saturday for a get together and visited one of his friends and styed up till 3 am baking for christmas. Sunday we went to his brother's for another gathering and did the present exchange there. Stayed up until 2am wrapping presents and cleaning the house. Monday we went to see my grandpa and Chris's kids and then had to get home and get dinner started at our house and finish cleaning we had my family thing at my house. Finally at 10pm we got to relax. And then of course i got sick yesterday so I have been battling a cold ughhh! And here we are coming up on new years my favorite holiday!

70 Things
70 Things 1. ARE YOU SHY? Sometimes at first. then you can't shut me up. 2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER? Mostly a lover but I will fight if necessary. 3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? Moths. They're going to kill me. 4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC? My mom actually had a giant box of Legos and would only let me play with them when I was home sick. She kept them in the attic. I loved building houses. 5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF REALITY TV? I like some of it. "Cops", my friend hooked me on "America's Next Top Model", I looooved "Murder In Small Town X". 6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? Not really. 7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY? Still am. 11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? No. Can't decide if I want to or not. I don't mind the going down part. The boingy-up part freaks me out. 8. WHAT SCENT DO YOU WEAR Elizabeth Arden Green Tea 9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? Beige. With coffee stains and I think part of a lollipop. 10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? No

Paint Shop Pro
I just loaded paint shop pro on all the computers that I work with. That is one program that is kickin' to work with. I'm learning how to use it and I already have a couple photos done. I just need to get them uploaded. Now the fun begins.(AGAIN)

Here's You Sign
AQUARIUS ( JAN.20 - FEB.18 ) YOU HAVE AN INVENTIVE MIND AND ARE INCLINED TO BE PROGRESSIVE. YOU LIE A GREAT DEAL. YOU MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES REPEATLY BECAUSE YOU ARE STUPID. EVERYONE THINKS YOU ARE A FUCKING JERK. YOU ENJOY SUCKING COCK. ------------------------------------------------- PISCES ( FEB.19 - MAR.20 ) YOU HAVE A VIVID IMAGINATION AND OFTEN THINK YOU ARE BEING FOLLOWED BY THE FBI OR CIA. YOU HAVE A MINOR INFLUENCE ON YOUR FRIENDS AND PEOPLE RESENT YOU FOR FLAUNTING WHAT YOU MISTAKE AS POWER. YOU LACK CONFIDENCEAND ARE A GENERAL DIPSHIT. ------------------------------------------------- ARIES ( MAR.21 - APR.19 ) YOU ARE A PIONEER TYPE AND THINK MOST PEOPLE ARE DICKHEADS. YOU ARE QUICK TO REPRIMAND, IMPATIENT, AND SCORNFUL OF ADVICE. YOU DO NOTHING BUT PISS OFF EVERYONE YOU COME INTO CONTACT WITH. YOU ARE A PRICK. ------------------------------------------------- TAURUS ( APR.20 - MAY 20 ) YOU ARE PRACTICAL AND PERSISTENT. YOU HAVE A D

Gothic Little Girl - By - Darkness
Beautifully wicked and insanely intense, The purest of gothic bliss. Immaculate radiance from tender skin, and lips too hot to kiss. Eyes shine bright but deep within, Passion and desire run wild. Hair that flows of silky strands, Her presence seems so mild. Deception Her cover behind a wall, She hides eternal rage. Lust and pleasure surge her veins, Her body is Her cage. Unleash Your dark and sexual fury, Find Darkness within Your World. Give unto Me Your entire soul, My Gothic Little Girl.

12/28/06
So cherries, Chritmas has come and gone, I can say that it was better than I had anticipated my daughter was with me almost the whole week prior to Christmas, and in the morning on Christmas day. I will have her starting tomorrow all the way till Monday (new years day, I think my wife, wants to party, and I totally ok with that, this way I get to be my daughter, it may also help me on getting more parental time with her) I want to wish all a Happy New Year and many blessings in 2007.

Hot Bitch
I am going to go to T-Town later and chill with this Hot ass Bitch,. LOL you know me.. Anyways she is off today and I think we are going to just sit around and get fucked up.. I am just sitting here killing time befor I go. I need to jump in the shower and get ready.. Haha you know what I mean.. Well I just thought I would make you all think dirty thoughts for the rest of the day.. I am going to lick some cat.. LOL

Locations.........
I joined about a week ago and have had a really great time here on CT. But one question keeps popping up in my head............Why the hell does everyone keep putting United States as their location....?? Now, Duh.........unless you are from OUTSIDE of the US, we are all INSIDE the United States. Would it not be more fun, and easier to locate, finding people from perhaps your home state or a neighboring state.??? Instead of UNITED STATES?? Don't get me wrong here, I love this country and am PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN. However, would like to see where others are from to. Okay, off the soapbox and back to seeing who else is from the United States......LOL

What Is Intimacy?
What is Intimacy? Today, the word intimacy has taken on sexual connotations. But it is much more than that. It includes all the different dimensions of our lives -- yes, the physical, but also the social, emotional, mental and spiritual aspects as well. Intimacy really means total life sharing. And haven't we all had the desire at one time or another for closeness, for oneness, for sharing our life with someone totally? Marshall Hodge wrote a book called "Your Fear of Love." In it he says, "We long for moments of expressions of love, closeness and tenderness, but frequently, at the critical point, we often draw back. We are afraid of closeness. We are afraid of love." Later in the same book Hodge states, "The closer you come to somebody, the greater potential there is for pain." It is the fear of pain that often drives us away from finding true intimacy. I was giving a series of lectures at a university in southern Ill

It Is Thursday But It Fits Here In The Sunday Blues
My sister is out of town, and well hubby is busy with work, when my nephew is home he is in the room sleeping or on the phone wtih the girls, so me I am just bored to tears almost. I guess later on I will clean or maybe make a call or two who knows. I think after the Holiday is over I will be look for a parttime job just to get out of the house. So I hope all is well with my friends hope to hear from you all soon.

What I Want
I'm one of those people that doesn't need a lot in life. I like a lot but I don't need a lot. I think, the way the world is today, that it's harder to be nice and positive and a good person than it is to be an ass. Everywhere I go, I see such nastiness and rudeness and I think it's such a huge waste. All those people you're being mean to could be the greatest people you'd ever know. I spent far too long being that way. I felt like because the world hurt me so bad, it owed me something. It doesn't. There's always going to be good and bad. You have to decide what's worth being and then be it. I'm a cashier. It's not the most prestigious job in the world but I'm good at it. I do it well and I like it. I've been told many times that people love being rung up by me because I smile a lot and am nice. That means so much to me, considering where I was just a few years ago. I live with my boyfriend of 5 years. Yes to the question everyone asks: we will get married someday. We

Your Internet Escape Plan...
man oh man, the Asians have it rough... it seems that undersea earthquakes have left several million people in Asia without full internet capability... I know that Red Cross and other world aid agencies must be scrambling to find the resources to get those bloggers and internet addicts back on track... what would we here in America (and Europe) ever do without our precious internet access? I mean, do you have an emergency net failure escape plan posted on the refriegerator? Do your kids know where to group up outside in case of an internet emergency? Is is by the oak tree, or in your neighbors yard? Who's in charge of making sure your pets make it out alive? You have to make your plab in advance, or when the net crashes and you are left without access... you'll be helpless... don't get caught in the madness, make and post your internet escape routes and discuss them with your kids... being prepared can save lives... http://www.breitbart.com/news/2006/12/28/061228080303.wv3xoh6h.html

Synchrodestiny
By Deepak Chopra Most of us go through life a little afraid, a little nervous, a little excited. We are like children playing hide and seek, wanting to be found, yet hoping we won't be, biting our nails with anticipation. We worry when opportunity approaches a little too closely, and hide deeper in the shadows when fear overcomes us. This is no way to go through life. People who understand the true nature of reality, those whom some traditions call enlightened, lose all sense of fear or concern. All worry disappears. Once you understand the way life really works ? the flow of energy, information, and intelligence that directs every moment ? then you begin to see the amazing potential in that moment. Mundane things just don't bother you anymore. You become lighthearted and full of joy. You also begin to encounter more and more coincidences in your life. The field of possibilities When you live your life with an appreciation of coincidences and their meanings, y

Sexual I.q. Test
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Total Outrageous Freak! Omg! Call Me!!!! No Seriously Start Dialing!*** Rofl Thats What I Got
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITTARIUS 9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF T

Freak In Bed Test, I Got A 48 :p
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITTARIUS 9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF T

To The Ass Hole Who Uploaded Script To My Page!
All of my friends can thank him or her for all of the comments on my page being deleted! I had to delete them to get rid of the shit. You are not my friend if I find out who it was I will delete, ban and report you! I hope everyone has a nice day!

Blood Rage (poem)
Sick and tired of your lies See the rage within my eyes everyday intensifies Pain inside is all I know Seed of hate is what you sow Feed it well and watch it grow Fuck it all and fuck you too I hate you for all you do These feelings are nothing new You're the source of my dismay Cannot stand another day Wish you'd go the hell away Your push always come to shove Hatred has replaced all love On my hands I want your blood Watch you under blood red sky Want you dead and it's no lie Cross my heart I hope you die I can spit back in your face You'll vanish without a trace Leave behind the human race Layed to rest, I lay you down Hide your body, won't be found Buried 6 feet underground Finally freed from this cage Can now silence my blood rage On this time, I turn the page

Best Sexual Hidden Talent Quiz
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1
9,8,7,6,5,4,3,3,2,19 LASTS...:Last dollar spent::Movie ticket for "Black X-Mas" Last cigarette::2 years ago Last beverage::Lastnight Last movie::Pulse Last phone call::To Kaite Last song played::Dare you to move, switchfoot Last bubble bath::when I was like 12 Last thing you ate::What was her name? j/k....pumpkin pie 8 HAVE YOU EVERS...Have you ever dated a best friend::Yes Have you ever skinny dipped::Yes Have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it::Yes Have you ever lost someone you loved::Yes Have you ever been dumped::Yes Have you ever been drunk and threw up::lol, which time? Have you ever run away::yup 7 PLACES YOU'VE BEEN TO:1.:Spain 2.:Nevada 3.:California 4.:Utah 5.:Nevada 6.:Washington 7.:Arkansas 6 THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY: (in no particular order...)1.:was in surgery 2.:Drove stick 3.:Had a dirty thought 4.:Ran in the snow 5.:read patient charts

A Great Rant About A Loser Of An Ex
I need to vent before I blow. I get an email from my ex. You all know the one, that moved here, used me, then left and broke my heart? A broken heart I am still mending? Ya that one.. Ok.. SOO I get an email that just blantenly takes shots at my integrity and character. Which is funny considering its coming from the shadiest person I know. Case in point: Hasn't had a stable job in years Has been mooching off of friends and women off the internet Claims that Hurricane Katrina is something that he hasn't "dealt" with Says he loves someone, then asks someone else to marry them WHILE living in his g/fs house Talks daily, nightly to his ex that he's still in love with while living with his current g/f Lives with his current g/f and never offers to pay a single bill yet blows $300 on an uneeded IPOD Lives with current g/f and never bothers to look for a job cause he's uncomfortable Accepts $4k from a police officer for services of building an engine, yet proceeds to BLOW

U Aint Nothin But A Lil
BITCH!!! so fuck off. stay outta my life.. dont contact me. keep my name out ur mouth. shit act like i never exsisted for all i care.. Just fuck off for real. i dont need nor do i want you in my life...

I Stood By Your Bed Last Night
I stood by your bed last night, I came to have a peep. I could see that you were crying, you found it hard to sleep. I whined to you so softly, as you brushed away a tear, "It's me, I haven't left you' I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here." I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea. You were thinking of the many times, your hands reached down to me. I was with you at the shops today, your arms were getting sore. I longed to take your parcels, I wished I could do more. I was with you at my grave today, you tend it with such care. I want to reassure you that I am not lying there. I walked with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your keys. I gently put my paw on you, I smiled and said "It's me." You looked so very tired and sank into a chair. I tried so hard to let you know, that I was standing there. It's possible for me to be, so near you everyday. To say to you with certainty, "I never went away." You sat there very quietly, then s

A Tribute To Winter
Hi Everyone. With the holidays upon us, and the days getting short. I thought you all would appreciate this superb, evocative, masterfully penned ode to the coming winter season. So, grab a coffee, a comfortable chair, relax and scroll down to enjoy the warm feelings and pleasure that this wonderful poem will bring... "ODE TO WINTER " A poem by Abigail Elizabeth McIntyre * * * * * * * * * "SHIT, It's Cold!" The End

Zodiac Sex Quiz
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Ugh!!
ok so honestly.. let me just say that this site is disgusting. i was told to come on here by someone i noe bc its like myspace. but obviously its a bunch of old guys who arent satisfied with their lives tryin to hit on girls who are so much younger n its actually pretty perverted and disgusting and kinda scaryy.. to be blunt. and on top of it people puttin up pictures of "bodies" n not their faces. wtf is this shit?? r u that fuckin ugly you cant bear to have your real face up there. i hate fake people n this site is just the worst. this is horrible i hate comin on here n seeing all these disgusting old guys tryin to hit on me .. like seriously im 21 n i wud like to date or talk to guys mayb only as old as 25.. thats ittt ....im def guna delete this in the near future unless shit changes. which it most likely wont ....

Missing Yall
WEll christmas is over but new years around the corner. Keeping busy getting my house in order my hubby watching over my shoulder. He goes back to work on the 2 which is when i get Elizabeth back. the other two return on the third. I cant wait i'm missing them no offense much more than you all. I should be back on in full swing in a week but no promises i notice how much time i was spending here and how little with my kids so that has to change. I do miss yall though and hope to send ya some love soon. Erin

A Mother's Letter To Santa
Dear Santa, I've been a good mom all year. I've fed, cleaned and cuddled my children on demand, visited the doctor's office more than my doctor, sold sixty-two cases of candy bars to raise money to plant a shade tree on the school playground. I was hoping you could spread my list out over several Christmases, since I had to write this letter with my son's red crayon, on the back of a receipt in the laundry room between cycles, and who knows when I'll find anymore free time in the next 18 years. Here are my Christmas wishes: I'd like a pair of legs that don't ache (in any color, except purple, which I already have) and arms that don't hurt or flap in the breeze; but are strong enough to pull my screaming child out of the candy aisle in the grocery store. I'd also like a waist, since I lost mine somewhere in the seventh month of my last pregnancy. If you're hauling big ticket items this year I'd like fingerprint resistant windows and a radio that only plays adult music; a televisi

Attitude
The 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud lady, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with her hair fashionably coifed and makeup perfectly applied, even though she is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. Her husband of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, she smiled sweetly when told her room was ready. As she maneuvered her walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of her tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on her window. "I love it," she stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. "Mrs. Jones, you haven't seen the room .... just wait." "That doesn't have anything to do with it," she replied. "Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged...it's how I arrange my mind. I already decided to lo

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Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Does It Really Matter
DOES IT MATTER WHO WE REALLY ARE? WERE NOT ASKING FOR PROFILE RATES,NOR BEGGING FOR POINTS!WERE NOT TRYING TO CLIMB ANY RANK ON CHERRY TAP! ALOT KEEP WRITING TO ASK WHO WE ARE AND ASKING WHY NO SALUTE!WELL THAT ONLY WOULD CAUSE MORE DRAMA FOR THE STAFF WHO ARE HERE TO HAVE FUN!THEY HAVE THIER OWN LIVES TOO. ALOT OF THE FAKES AND CHEATS DO IT TO CLIMB IN POINTS AND WE SAY WHY BECAUSE FRIENDS ARE MORE IMPORTANT!AND ALL THE REAL PEOPLE KNOW WHO IS A FAKE AND WHO IS A CHEAT.WE ARE HERE TO HELP CHERRY TAP AND ALL THE MEMBERS.AND IF EVERYONES READ THE SITE RULES AND SUCH THIS PLACE IS COMMUNTITY REGULATED AND THEY ASK US TO KEEP A LOOK OUT TO KEEP IT CLEAN AND LOOK OUT FOR NSFW.ALOT OF US THINK WE SHOULD HAVE TEAMED UP EARLIER.AND TO EVERYONE WHO IS REAL LET ME SAY AGIN..... YOUR AWESOME - The Staff At Fakebusters-

What Color Is Your Heart (thanks Fiero Dude For This One)
You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it\'s what makes you the great person that you are.Blue82%White57%Yellow50%Black43%Pink43%Red29%Purple21%Green18%Orange14%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

You Know You're A Ghost Hunter If...
You have more photos of ghosts than you do of family photos. You hang out on a ghost message board more then any other place on the net You talk to an empty room. You know you're a ghost hunter when your car has a bumper sticker that reads: I'd Rather Be Ghost hunting! You are more afraid of the living than you are of the dead You're the only one in the photo shop who gets excited over "bad" pictures Your coolest ghost photo is framed and hanging in the hallway with your family photos 99.99% of your bookmarks on the internet are ghost related. You invite friends over to watch home movies and they see your last three investigations. (Film of an empty room for 3 hours.) Your company stops and stares at the Sony Night cam aimed at the bed in the spare bedroom and you have to tell them it isn't what they think it is. You apologize to the ghost for getting scared because you thought it was a human. You sit at your computer and look at the

Come On People..
....PLEASE COME AND LEAVE ME A RATING...I'M IN THE "SENSUAL BODY 2006 " CONTEST...AND I NEVER WIN ANYTHING....*SOBS*...NOT EVEN WHEN I WAS A KID DID I WIN ANY PARTY GAMES OR ANYTHING... SO PLEASE STOP BY AN LEAVE ME SOME NICE 10's... BIG HUGZ AND MWAHHH's heres my link.. Beci xoxox

Attack - 30stm
I won't suffer, be broken Get tired, or wasted Surrender to nothing I'll give up what I Started And stopped it From end to beginning A new day is coming And I am finally free Run away, Run away I’ll attack Run away, Run away Go chase yourself Run away, Run away Now I’ll attack I’ll attack, I’ll aa WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAA I would’ve kept you forever But we had to sever It ended for both of us Faster than a... kill off this thinking It’s starting to sink in I’m losing control now But without you I can finally see Run away, Run away I’ll attack Run away, Run away Go chase yourself Run away, Run away Now I’ll attack I’ll attack, I’ll a WHOAAAAAAAAAAAA Your promises They look like lies Your honesty’s Like a back that hides a knife I promise you (promise you) I promise you (promise you) I am finally free Run away, Run away I’ll attack Run away, Run away Go chase yourself Run away, Run away Now I’ll attack I’ll attack, I’ll attack I will attack

What Mythological Creature Am I
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel84%Mermaid75%Dragon59%WereWolf59%Faerie58%Demon33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Sober
SOBER - TOOL There's a shadow just behind me, shrouding every breath I take, making every promise empty, pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path called "must we" just before the son has come. Jesus, won't you fucking whistle something but the past and done? Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever. I just want to start things over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down. Trust me. Mother Mary won't you whisper something but what's past and done. Trust me. I want what I want. SOBER ToolSingingfool.com

Moody!!!
We all get grouchie! As amatter of fact im feelin it to...but despite it further im given away sum hugss and lots of love to you!!!Hope ur Holidays dont turn that blue!!for the Love i send!! is also for the world to!! and this be my pray to all of you!! Calvin!

What Mythological Creature Are You?
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel75%Mermaid59%Faerie50%Dragon33%Demon17%WereWolf0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Figures
You scored as Red. Your heart is red. You are full of anger and hate, possibly even jealousy. You will never be happy until the person(s) that have made you a fuck up get what they deserve. You want revenge, and you feel you'll never be satisfied until you get it. Sometimes it's easier to just let go, but sometimes you'll never give up on getting what you/they deserve.Red79%Blue64%Yellow61%White57%Pink50%Green43%Black36%Orange36%Purple14%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

What's Your Kinky Turnon?
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs58%Blind Folds50%Whips33%Biting25%Bondage17%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Sgt Ski's Plea
This is to everyone on my friends list. I don't care what your opinion is on the war, but I would greatly appreciate it if those who post the anti-Bush and anti-American propagande would kindly stop posting it or kindly remove themselves from my friends list. Like it or not, the President happens to be my Commander-in-Chief, and we may not always agree with is decisions but myself and thousands of other military personnel are busting our ass over here and it's not for you to bash our President. Therefore either remove yourself from my friends list and give me all the 1's you want, because I don't care about the rating, I'm here to meet new people to help make the time over here go a lot quicker, so you can rate me low all you want and it won't hurt my feelings. I know what the people who care about me think and that's all the matters. So delete me, give me a bad rating, and tell all your friends how much of an asshole I am, but I will not listen to your stupidity by degrading MY Comman

What Other Kind Of Contest
Ok right now we are getting ready to start the sexy cherry contest. We would like to hear your ideas for other contests. Each contest winner will get $25.00.. Your ideas... Your Thoughts... Your Input....

What Color Is Your Heart?
You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it\'s what makes you the great person that you are.Blue100%Pink57%Purple36%White32%Black29%Red29%Yellow29%Orange29%Green21%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Hey All
I've never really done one of these before so let me know if this sucks big floppy donkey dick. Anyhow My wife and I have been on here since march of 2006 I quickly learned that i am missing something to climb the ratings fast(boobs) or to be more specific pics of them. Its not that i dont mind looking at all the boobs and other interesting shit on here. its just harder for guys to climb thru the ranks on this site. There is no way i am the only one to notice that is there? Besides that I've been in the marines for 9 years now and when i'm bored at work (which is alot) I am usally on here. So If you wanna drop by say hi i'm always around at least once during the day. Peace to all the cherries

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain67%Mysterious50%Passion17%Diamond Eyes0%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

How Kinky I Am
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky60%A Sicko30%Average20%A WUSS !!20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Deftones-around The Fur
Hey vanity, this vile's empty, so are you Hey glamorous, this vile's not god, anymore - yeah Speak, speak. I don't get it, should I ignore the fashion or go buy the Book, book. I don't want it, I just want your eyes fixated on me Coming back ohh Coming back around the fur Prostitute, climb back down, from the floor Please don't fuck around, and die like this, 'cause I lover her. Speak, speak. I don't get it, should I ignore the fashion or go buy the Book, book. I don't want it, I just want your eyes fixated on me Coming back ohh Coming back around the fur Speak aw, that's so sad you're back, i don't wanna get pissed off but anyway. Come on, came so far, i'm here to stay, just one more vagabond. Speak! You're a liar! You're lying, i don't care about, Wrong! Wrong! Wrong! -------------------- Deftones - Around The FurMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Totally Blonde
A blonde calls her boyfriend and says, "Please come over here and help me. I have a killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't figure out how to get it started. Her boyfriend asks, "What is it supposed to be when it's finished?" The blonde says, "According to the picture on the box, it's a > tiger." Her boyfriend decides to go over and help with the puzzle. She lets him in and shows him where she has the puzzle spread all over the table. He studies the pieces for a moment, then looks at the box, then turns to her and says, "First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to assemble these pieces into anything resembling a tiger." He takes her hand and says, "Second, I want you to relax. Let's have a nice cup of tea, and then ..." he sighed......... "Let's put all the Frosted Flakes back in the box......."

How Sexual Are You?
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. You are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky90%A Sicko50%Average40%A WUSS !!0%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Tears Of Rage
I cry tears of hate tears of pain tears for remorse.. Tears that keep falling down my face.. They don't stop my heartaches.. I can not function my life is a mess.. I have two unwanted guest.. Why do I make my life so complicated.. I hate the fact I can not control what I feel.. I give my everything and end up sheading tears.. Knowing that this will happen I do it over and over again.. Does the pain ever end.. I just want to rip my heart out and never feel again.. I'm numb internally.. Cry tears of hate and pain once more will this ever end..

I Have A Question?
Hey I have a question.. What would say about someone who keeps saying that they are, 1) A Annaconda (which is just scary) 2)A Kitty 3) A lion I don't know but I think he may be having an idenity crisis..

Killswitch Engage-when Darkness Falls
As you walk the path of least resistance Is it as simple as you claim it to be? Your tongue, your eyes Your lies, they do decieve you I stand firm in my solidarity The path I walk, I walk it with my own resolve When darkness falls we are reborn Our dream since the fall of man We are reborn My beliefs are not antiquated We are the hope Silence them all with not just words Let resolution be our voice I stand firm in my solidarity The path I walk, I walk it with my own resolve When darkness falls we are reborn Our dream since the fall of man We are reborn We are the remnant We the remnant will silence them all We are the faithful We the faithful will silence them all When darkness falls we are reborn Our dream since the fall of man We are reborn -------------------- Killswitch Engage - When Darkness Falls (Adam Mix)Music Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Hey Every Body
wats up with you all me i am good just chillin on cherry tap soken up the cherry love. its so greate. well i just wanted to let all the cherry tap females know that i am single and ready to mingle so if you all find me attractive and would like to see about meeting up some time let me know ok talk to you soon nathan.

Killswitch Engage-just Barely Breathing
Decend into hysteria Chaos of mankind but who is listening to the voice of hatred Tortured souls lost so completely lost Weakened in the concept of decline, deception Are we alive or just breathing Don't close your eyes, see the images The sky weeps tonight, our bodies washed away I am waiting for you, deliverance The sun falls through the clouds Hear my cry -------------------- Killswitch Engage - Just Barely BreathingMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

More Quizzes...lol
You Are Thong Panties Woman, you are one hell of a ride! You're a total wild child - and you live for crazy times. Men are attracted to you like flies to honey, even though they know they should stay away. You need a expert cowboy who can keep in tune with your free spirit! What Kind of Panties Are You?

Killswitch Engage-my Last Serenade
This revelation is the death of ignorance tangled in a state of suffocation slave to self righteousness damnation is on your lips from sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution from sorrow to serenity, it's on your head this is my last serenade I feel you as you fall away this is my last serenade from yourself you can't run away it's your choice, point the finger well it's on your head your destination is a choice within yourself will you rise or become a slave to self righteousness open up your heart and gaze within from sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution from sorrow to serenity, it's on your head this is my last serenade I feel you as you fall away this is my last serenade from yourself you can't run away -------------------- Killswitch Engage - My Last SerenadeMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Good Day !
Good morning/good afternoon/good day to one and all! Have to cover all the time zones, lol! Hope everyone is having a good week. I, for one, am ready for 2006 to be over! On to 2007. Wasn't a bad year, by any means; just strange! I'm ready for the guys to be back in school! They are such a cranky bunch! A couple have homework/projects due the first day back and not one has done much more than get a start on it. I hope they aren't expecting me to do it because it isn't going to happen!! Lots of running around today. Taylor is having his spleen checked out, lol! Then some family visits to take care of. Everyone wants to see my piercings,lmao! After complaining about them, of course, lol. OK, I know, I'm not your usual grandma! Surgery and funeral, to end the year, tomorrow. I'm definitely ready for 2007! My sister is off to her adventure in Hawaii on Monday, bright and early. I'm really going to miss her! Have a great day, everyone! Much love and hugs to all! Blessings!

Fun Quiz
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage100%Biting92%Blood75%Whips67%Blind Folds42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Life Is Good
I sorta new at all of this! Alot to check out but let me tell you a little about my self. Im a very outgoing male who loves to make friends and have a good time. Just like any other male who thinks about sex every 8 seconds, yes it is true!! I would like to meet women for friendship, pen pals or what ever? I love nascar, swimming, old rock, nature, hiking in the deep woods camping and all that stuff. Im a romantic, kind, gental, man who loves the enjoyment of life meeting new people no matter where they live or how they live, it is the quality of happiness we all want in life, weather it be sex, or just letting someone know you care enough to email them. Pen pals are special people because they write to someone who listens and we all need that from time to time? The other thing is feelings that overwhelm us and to have someone to deal with them is a gift !!!!!!!!!! As for the sex thing well Im a male I think about it about every 8 seconds

Waiting For Health To Start...
For some reason, reading Lewis Carroll makes me want to read about serial killers on Crimelibrary.com. It's weird. Health doesn't start for another hour and fifteen minutes. Why in God's name did I decide to take a winter class? Oh that's right, that silly graduation thing. From community college. I think I may be some kind of distorted overachiever sometimes. Or I just try too hard to make my parent's happy. A in Advanced Drawing, A-'s in Painting and Figure Drawing, C- in French. I'm thinking about taking French over again in the summer...I have to see if I'll have the money and talk it over with Nick and Deb, because the only section of French 102 over the summer would make me an hour late to the summer drawing class every day (the summer class only runs for two weeks). Maybe I'll just say fuck it and take something fun for my college language if French doesn't transfer to my master's program...

The Hammer
A football coach noticed that his star tackle, Bubba, had so many women hanging around that he couldn’t possibly handle all of them. So one day he asked Bubba, “Just what the hell is your secret?” Bubba replied, “Well, coach, whenever I’m about to have sex, I always whip it out and bang it on the dresser like a hammer. That numbs it and I can screw ’em forever!” The coach went home early that day and went straight to the bedroom. He heard his wife in the shower and, seeing a window of opportunity, tore off his clothes and started banging his penis on the dresser. His wife immediately stuck her head out of the shower and said, “Is that you, Bubba?”

The Thing You Do
Your cheek is pressed against the firm mattress, Your back is arched, your ass is up. you can feel the cool air mixed with my warm breath fan across the quivering flesh of your pussy. Mmm, it’s good, so good. You feel my thumbs come up and spread your lips, exposing the soft, slippery goodness hidden underneath. The feel of my breath against your skin intensifies as i get closer, closer, closer. I lean in and slide MY tongue over the soft flesh, from top to bottom, stopping to press it deep inside you before pulling out and moving down to press it against your clit. you close your eyes and absorb the sensations as i begin to fuck you with my mouth, slowly at first and then faster, harder. My teeth graze your flesh every time my tongue presses deep and the feeling is incredible. "I can’t help myself".You whispered. You push your hips back, pressing your pussy against my face as I continue to destroy you with lips, teeth and tongue. "I’m lost… lost in you, in the way you

The Potato King Almost Won
The lady at the bus station asked me where I was going. "Oh, no, no, I'm waiting for a boy," I replied. Delight was to be had in a (mostly) clean apartment. I recieved a King Kong snowglobe, an "I

Perhaps Love
This song is just magnificent. It really resonates with me and I love each and every single line... Perhaps love is like a resting place A shelter from the storm It exists to give you comfort It is there to keep you warm And in those times of trouble When you are most alone The memory of love will bring you home Perhaps love is like a window Perhaps an open door It invites you to come closer It wants to show you more And even if you lose yourself And don't know what to do The memory of love will see you through Oh, Love to some is like a cloud To some as strong as steel For some a way of living For some a way to feel And some say love is holding on And some say letting go And some say love is everything And some say they don't know Perhaps love is like the ocean Full of conflict, full of pain Like a fire when it's cold outside Thunder when it rains If I should live forever And all my dreams come true My memories of love will be of you And some s

Utter Stupidity
Immortality, n: A toy which people cry for, And on their knees apply for, Dispute, contend and lie for, And if allowed Would be right proud Eternally to die for. There is, in fact, a difference between crazy and insane. A crazy person will walk down the street shooting people. An insane person will do it in a clown suit. When you die, if you go somewhere where they ask you a bunch of questions about your life and what you learned and all, I think a good way to get out of it is just to say, "No speaka English." Carpe Diem - Seize the day Carpe Noctum - Seize the night Carpin Denium - There's a fish in my pants Carpe ovum - Seize the egg Cave Canem - Beware of the dog

Just A Little Venting
This is not directed at anyone in particular....just a random thought for the day.. I wake up everyday, check my emails and then head over here to Cherry tap....As I am drinking my coffee and having a smoke, i spend a fair bit of time leaving comments, rating pics, becoming a fan, making new friends, reposting bulletins and dooing as much as i possibly can....but what has really gotten to me is the fact that only a handfull of my friends and family return the favor...and for that I am truely gratefull..I'm not on here to become a Top Cherry or anything like that....but it would be nice if more than 10% of my friends would stop by every now and again to say Hi...so i ask myself am I wasting my time leaving comments, and rating pictures and becoming a fan, and so on and so forth, if only a few of my friends are going to return the favor? Again this is not directed to anyone and please don't take any offence to it....just a lil pissed is all...knowing that out of all my friends on h

“a Lovely Way To Start The Day”
Mmm, my eyes are closed, my mind still foggy with sleep. I’m drifting in that surreal place between reality and dreams but I feel you. Your hands, soft as satin, gently running up my back, grazing lightly over my shoulder blades and back down again to flirt with my waist. I feel the pulsing heat of your erection pressed tightly between us and I push back against it, moving up a bit so it slips between my legs. You moan softly and the sound is like music to my ears. “You awake?” You ask and your voice is still husky from sleep and god, you will never know what that gravelly sound does to me. “Mmmm.” Is the only answer I give you but it’s enough. Your hand tightens on my waist, your fingers are digging into my flesh and it feels so good. I clasp my thighs tighter together, squeezing your erection and you push your hips forward, sliding your cock between my closed thighs. I know you like that, I can hear it in your breathing. “I need to be inside you. I can’t wait.” I

A Trip ,memory
This is more romantic than anything but it’s a memory that I’ll always cherish and one of the most sensitized sexual experiences I’ve ever had. We were merely two people enjoying the wonders of being new lovers. We decide to cut through the soccer field to get to the other side of the park, the sky is an inky black and we’re using the pearlescent glow of the moon to guide us. I can tell that the grass is soft and I want to feel it underneath my feet, to be able to curl my toes into all that springy softness. I get up on my tippy toes to whisper my want in your ear and you laugh. I love hearing you laugh, it’s such a beautifully free sound that always makes my heart flutter. I slip my shoes off and giggle because the grass tickles my toes. I start to spin in wild, dizzying circles, enjoying the soft grass under my feet and the night air against my skin. It starts to rain and I stop spinning. I lift my head toward the sky, closing my eyes as the cool rain falls in whispering waves aga

Self Pity
My best friend was dating this girl.. actually doing this girl the next day she brought him to meet her parents & then back home & who walks in? yup u guessed it her boyfriend. After 3months of I want u I dont want u bullshit, they end up hooking up. Then dumb ass moves in with her, less than a month later she comes home engaged to her "boyfriend". I do feel bad I wished it had worked out for them, but how long can u grieve over someone u have known for less than 6 months & knew from the get go was a head case? Self pity party, I mean move on. It wasnt as thou they had children they barely lived together. Even now he will send her an email, then get mad that she calls him. Well fucking duh shes gonna call u contacted her first and then the whole self pity party begins yet again. Am I being to harsh, but at this point ur getting exactly what u asked for.

I Long To Feel
Like a tightly closed rosebud, I bloom for you My soft pink petals glistening with dew I gently spread those delicate petals apart The pounding in my loins in tune with my heart I’m open for you… to touch, to taste, to take Oh God, this need for you is a constant ache I’ve never felt this insatiable craving before No matter how much you give, I always want more Come to me, please… I long to feel you inside I’m burning for you, God, will this ache ever subside

Never Have I Fallen
Never Have I Fallen Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

When I'm With You,
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You." There re many things in ure life which will catch ure eye but only few will catch ure heart pursue those

Relaxed Obsession
It is not Distance That keeps us Apart That is just Space to be traveled It does not effect My heart I cannot be here All the time For what gets In our way Is this thing Called My life I do think about you And envision You near But like a Stalker with A.D.D. I have passion For you Constantly Just not all Of the time

Come To Realize
I have come to realize that alot of this site is not about getting the friends, and keeping them, but only worring about increaseing that rank.. Well I have come to the decision that after the first of the year, the ones that I have heard nothing from them over the past month, I just going to have to x-nay them. The ones that I talk to quite often, well they will be staying with me.. but the others... well lets just say that they CKMS.....

How Sexual Am I.?
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky100%A Sicko80%Average40%A WUSS !!20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

What Group Are You
You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!Goth100%Skater60%Rocker, Mosher60%Trendy50%Emo40%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev20%Prepy0%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

Didn't Get My Child!!!!
Well I left here Tuesday morning and had to drive 12 hours to drop my oldest son off with his dad (6 hours there and 6 hours back) and then turn around and ride with my parents to Brandenton, Fl which is another 8 hours away from where I live and get my youngest son for my christmas visitation with him. We got in at 2:30 in the morning and went over to his house at 6:30 and not a single person was there. I had called and left messages and sent him a letter expressing my intent to get my son for my timesharing and he ever returned my phone calls and so I called him again and reminded him and he left me this really nasty message telling me not to bother coming down that he wasn't going to release him to me in the middle of the week and then have to drive up later to get him. So after we discovered that no one was home, we called the cops and filed a police report on him and then had to come all the way home to file a contempt charge against him. I am so numb right now. I want to cry

:;love Me
LOVE ME Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new, Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue, Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown, Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down. Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad, Love me when I'm good, or when I'm oh so bad, Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain, Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain. Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun, Love me always darlin', after all is said and done, Love me always darlin', until all our life is through, Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you! There re many things in ure life which will catch ure eye but only few will catch ure heart pursue those

In Love Made Visible By May Swenson
In love are we made visible As in a magic bath are unpeeled to the sharp pit so long concealed With love's alertness we recognize the soundless whimper of the soul behind the eyes A shaft opens and the timid thing at last leaps to surface with full-spread wing The fingertips of love discover more than the body's smoothness They uncover a hidden conduit for the transfusion of empathies that circumvent the mind's intrusion In love are we set free Objective bone and flesh no longer insulate us to ourselves alone We are released and flow into each other's cup Our two frail vials pierced drink each other up * From the book The Love Poems Of May Swenson

Your Special
Your Special You are special A gift of love and kindness Showing to all Like a flower in the spring Showing in full blooms Like your smile Warms the heart The touch of your feelings unto others Brings the best into all So in many ways you're special to me and to everyone Even though you don't know the person Just keep smiling You'll be the best christine

Repost Repost Repost
That is all I see on the damn bulletin board!!! Are there really any originals??? Besides me of course ladies.... :) btw, I love the ladies to be happy, and since most of ya can not be with me personally, and your loss I understand, buy something for yourself... It is a GREAT soap called POWER BAR and made by a company called GRASS ROOTS and sold at Kohls... The lather is amazing, like me!! Down to even a sliver of the soap bar and still lathers better then any soap I have ever used... Smells good like me also... A tad pricey for soap -- 7-8.00 a bar butt very much worth it... And as I just told one of my honeys in an email.... THINK OF ME each time ya use it!! ( now OFF on this genius switch....) the Cat....

Kissed By An Angel
Kissed By An Angel I was kissed by an angel on a mid summer day. I was kissed by an angel who kissed my tears away. I fell to my knees screaming why god why, and I heard a voice from hevan saying every thing will be alright. A light shined down on me that filled me with so much life. I was kissed by an angel that changed me for the rest of my life. I opend up my soul and saw things as a hole. I was kissed by an angel who changed me for the rest of my life... Christine

Where Life Take Us.
Where Life Takes Us, No One Knows The tides turn, the moon beams, the wind blows Where life takes us, no one knows Each day a new crisis or a new joy Choosing to chase after or to destroy Face the world with closed eyes and fright The heart blind, the mind creates sight Worries linger from a neighbor's thought And soon grow away from what we were taught Wanting what we want and seeing it too far away That we abscond from reaching and reality stays Dreams are life and life is many dreams Chased through air, words, and little schemes The turning tides - take us in leaping, enveloping strides The beaming moon - shines a warmth of love coming soon The blowing wind - signifies when living life should begin The tides turn, the moon beams, the wind blows Where life takes us, no one knows Gap your ears to the influence of outside voices For our hearts lead us to the destined choices Christine

Italian Boy's Confession
ITALIAN BOY'S CONFESSION Bless me Father, for I have sinned. I have been having sex with a loose woman. The priest asks, "Is that you, little Johnny Parisi? Yes, Father, it is. And who was the woman you were with? I can't tell you, Father. I don't want to ruin her reputation. Well, Johnny, I'm sure to find out her name sooner or later, so you may as well tell me now. Was it Tina Minetti? I cannot say. Was it Teresa Volpe? I'll never tell. Was it Nina Capelli? I'm sorry but I cannot name her. Was it Cathy Piriano? My lips are sealed. Was it Rosa Di Angelo, then? Please, Father, I cannot tell you. The priest sighs in frustration. You're very tight lipped, Johnny Parisi, and I admire that. But you've sinned and have to atone. You cannot be an altar boy now for 4 months. Now you go and behave yourself. Johnny walks back to his pew, and his friend Nino slides over and whispers, What'd you get? Four months vacat

Over 18 - Review Section Back Online
...and the updates continue on schedule during the holiday break... Thanks to FoundryMusicJeff, the adult video reviews are all back online, and improved, because now, when you click on a review, LIKE THIS ONE FOR 'THROAT GAGGERS', you will see underneath the review, a list of related videos by the same director and/or company. Nifty, eh?

I Find This Rather Funny, Actually....
... When someone isn't your 'friend' and they rate your photos a three. LMAO. That is good for you, but honestly, I couldn't give a fuck less. You obviously, don't like Manson and whatever. Don't even bother rating it. Because your opinion means shit to me. Got it? Good. Now kindly, go fuck yourself with a chainsaw. And also, perhaps you should leave a comment on said photo(s), that way, I can kindly return the favor.

Mre Funny Shit
If you are a burglar, then we're probably at home cleaning our weapons right now and can't come to the phone. Otherwise, we probably aren't at home and it's safe to leave us a message. If you are hearing this tape, then I'm not here now. Please leave your name, number, D.O.B, address, social security number, age, height, weight, how many children you have, what sex you are, your mother’s maiden name, and the date and time when you called me. If you are still listening, then whatever you have to say must be very important. Please leave a message after the beep. I'm gone. I'm not at home today, and I might not be home tomorrow. So please leave a message after the tone. I didn't take a shower today, and I might not take one tomorrow. So if you don't leave a message after the tone, you might have to deal with me in person. I'm only here in spirit at the moment, but if you'll leave your name and number, I will get back to you as soon as I'm here in person. I'm sorry but my answ

Stupid 2 Shit
If you dig a tunnel straight through the earth, will you come out with your feet first? Why are pennies bigger than dimes? Did they have antiques in the olden days? Are zebras black with white stripes, or white with black stripes? If Pringles are "so good that once you pop, you can't stop" why do they come with a resealable lid? Is a sleeping bag a nap sack? What came first, the fruit or the color orange? Where does the white go when the snow melts? Can blind people see their dreams? If there's an exception to every rule, is there an exception to that rule? Why do you click on start to exit Microsoft Windows? Have you ever wondered why Trix are only for kids? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why do most cars have speedometers that go up to at least 130 when you legally can't go that fast on any road? Why do they call it "getting your dog fixed" if afterwards it doesn't work anymore? If Wile Coyote had enough money for all that Acme crap, why didn't he just buy dinner? I

Stupi Shit
i think about many thing that are stupid and funny some of which aref the sky is the limit, then what is space, over the limit? Are children who act in rated 'R' movies allowed to see them? Can you make a candle out of your earwax? When French people swear do they say pardon my English? Aren't the 'good things that come to those who wait' just the leftovers from the people that got there first? If the swat team breaks down your door do they have to replace it later? Can a fire truck park in the fire lane? Can it be cloudy and foggy at the same time? "Cute as a button" Is that supposed to be a compliment? Since when are buttons cute? Can you breathe out of your nose and mouth at the same time? Are marbles made of marble? Why does the last piece of ice always stick to the bottom of the cup? If you pay for a vacation and your plane crashes on the way there, do you get you money back? (Granted you lived) Why did Yankee Doodle name the feather in his hat Macaroni? Who was the

Funny Shit I Do
And i also pend many boring hours when i have nothing to creating ansering machine messagesRoses are red, some willows weep, please leave your message, after the beep "Hi, we aren't in at the moment, if you are trying to sell us something please start speaking now and hang up at the beep, everyone else start speaking at the beep and hang up when you've finished." I'm not here, so say goodbye, or leave a message, and I'll reply Like Barney (the purple dinosaur): I'll call you, cause you called me. We're the ______ family. So leave your name and number at the tone. Sorry that we're not at home. "Hi, you have reached the Borg collective. Please leave your name and star system and we'll assimilate you as soon as we can." "Hey guess who this is? You guessed it. Guess what you have to do now? you guessed it. Guess what's next? You guessed it..." Roses are red, violets are blue, Sugar is sweet, and so are you The roses have wilted, the violets are dead, The sug

Bright Greetings!! Please Introduce Yourself
Welcome!! Please let me know who you are, something about you, how you found me and your interests. . I'm a wicca and love every bit of it. I have my own website and message board which you can find at. http://www.activeboard.com/forum.spark?forumID=100934 http://tarot723.tripod.com/ I'm looking forward to meet a lot of people here and hope to make friends.

What You Make It
Thursday, December 28, 2006 What you make it Even on the most dismal day there is stunning beauty to be found. Even in the most hopeless situation there is the opportunity for greatness. Life is not merely some arbitrary and random stuff that comes your way. Life is what you make it. Your circumstances are not someone else's fault. They are what you have chosen. Your future is not a foregone conclusion. It is whatever you choose it to be by the way you live right now. The dark, cold, grey days can be just as delightful as the warm, sunny ones. The later decades of life can be even more rich and fulfilling than your youth. Wherever you may find yourself, one thing is always certain. Your life is what you choose it to be, so choose the very best. -- Ralph Marston

Eating Pooh Nanny
abundant population of bi[trendy]sexual females..Sooo here's a few simple methods I've had in my arsenal for quite some time... 1.First and foremost it's easier to make a girl cum by eatin' her pussy as opposed to fuckin' her..A lot of you men don't know that 95% of females can't cum from sex unless they are on top...reason being so we can stimulate the clit...So the key is...Eat pussy first...Make her cum a few times...Numb her up...Then beat the pussy up however u please... 2.Now once you are in between her legs don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...Take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is... 3.Lick her inner thighs, kiss them...kiss around her pussy lips...kiss the lips etc...Finally once you've got your tongue on her clit...This is what u do...(you can use your hands to spread her lips here if you want...That's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread...So you have easier acc

Thursday Trite...
Every great advance in natural knowledge has involved the absolute rejection of authority. - Thomas H. Huxley It is a common delusion that you make things better by talking about them. - Dame Rose Macaulay How can I believe in God when just last week I got my tongue caught in the roller of an electric typewriter? - Woody Allen

Freak In The Bed Test, I Got A 62
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITTARIUS 9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF T

Cleaning The Inside Of Your Monitor:
CLEANING THE INSIDE OF YOUR MONITOR: We all know that you have to clean the inside of your aquarium occasionally. This is usually done with a magnetic brush attached to the inside of the aquarium and it's controlled with a magnetic wand from the outside. Well, now there's a similar tool for cleaning the inside of your monitor, which is controlled by moving your mouse. You may have seen it at a computer store or on TV. Maybe you've even have used it before, but it's time to use it again!! Click below, It really works!! You'll see a lot brighter. GO TO..... http://www.25-88.com/clean_your_monitor/brush.swf

Kiss Me On My Forehead
Kiss me on my forehead And lay me down to sleep Kiss away my tears And pray my soul to keep Hold me in the darkness Chase away nightmares Hold me tightly to you Far from accusing stares Whisper softly to me Quietly through the night Whisper words of love And cuddle me so tight Hold my hand in yours Lay so close together Hold onto this feeling We'll make it last forever Kiss me on my forehead As I slowly close my eyes Kiss me on my lips As we say our last goodbyes

Story
One Cold Rainy Night I sit in my room out of sight I look at a bottle of Pills and a knife Wondering which one should end my life I must do it tonight Before Midnight I learned life isn't fair And No one Cares I pick up the knife My life is done One quick slash And In a flash I'm on the floor I lie there dying as you walk in You scream at the sight "Mom, I gave up the fight" As I lay back My whole world goes Black

Die
I want to die I want to escape For I am calling my fate Before its too late I asked for help But No one seems to Care It isn't fair Its a Horrible Fact Thats True I'm dying cause of you you pushed me to far. And I Can't go on I know what I'm doing is wrong There is no tomorrow and there's no one today You'll be next in line and soon we'll meet GoodBye and Amen For my Life must end

Today
Today is the day I've waited for I can't wait no more For tonight I'll take my life I'll probably use a knife I cannot stand For I guess a good life was to much to demand I cann't Handle pressure and pain For I can't stay sane And Now all I see is red Things will get better once I am dead I am going to Die So I say Goodbye

What's Your Secret Talent?
What's Your Secret Talent? RESULT: Reading People's Minds Bet you already knew that, right? There’s not really any point in explaining any more of this to you, since you probably already know what we’d say. But if you’re one of those non-believers, who’s still not even sure you have ESP, we recommend you open your mind and start exploring your new-found talent. Great places to start: phone conversations with your crush, final exam week, and, of course, “Jeopardy.” STATS: 32% (18,736) other adults are also Reading People's Minds 218,809 people have taken this quiz. Most people who take this quiz get this result: Reading People's Minds, just like you.

Thought As Being Blinded By Love
Im getting reall sick of not being taken serious as a girlfriend. I try to do my best and even my exs say that im usually the best girlfriend that they've had and they're idoits for letting me go after the fact. Well my recent ex, who wont get it threw his head that we're not together doesnt understand this. He is mad at me because his friend IMed me on Yahoo the other night n called me hot and he flipped out on me. AND THEN.. I read his myspace email, and if he still considers me his girlfriend well then i'd love to know why he is sitiing there on his school bus holding another girls hand and touching them? and he wont tell me what his explianation for it. There is no reason to do that to me. Never the less.. Before I decided I dont wana be wit him. He cheated on me by going out wit a 13yr old girl time after time even tho she cheated on him. And he was 17 at the time. Can we say JailBait!. lol. But yeah, he took her bak n then waited a week to tell me when I fina

Am I Alone?
I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day.

O1.
I dont really know why I'm making this. I have to many blogs/journals in every place I'm on pretty much and I only use my msn blog, my livejournal, myspace blog and thats pretty much it. I havnt been writting all that much in my myspace blog, theres only maybe 2things but there not all that important or whatever so yeah. So, I guess I thought I'd do something with this one since I have it. Yeah, I'm lame, I know. But that doesnt matter cuz everybody loves me, right? hahaha. Not like anyones gonna acctually read this. But you never know. Umm... what was I gonna say........ Oh yeah. So how was everyones Christmas? Mine was okay considering Thunder Bay and pretty much all across Canada there wasnt hardly any snow at all. And it didnt feel Christmasy. I guess we pretty much had out winter in October when my parents and I went and visited family across Ontario, prettymuch. Hah, we'll see come New Years Eve. Wich is in a couple days... pretty much. Umm.. did everyone get what

My Life Closed Twice Before Its Close
MY life closed twice before its close-- It yet remains to see If Immortality unveil A third event to me So huge, so hopeless to conceive As these that twice befell. Parting is all we know of heaven, And all we need of hell.

Our Night
Theres a full moon shining The air is blowing gently I lay my head on your chest I want to memorize this night As you hold me so close Our hearts are beating wildly The sky is clear not a cloud in sight The stars are so bright they sparkle And I see the light in your eyes You gently kiss me tenderly I feel a tingle throughout my body And I see fireworks in the sky I look up and gaze up in your eyes We start to dance to the music Playing only in our hearts We dance for the rest of the night And just hold one another In each others arms tightly Not wanting to let go forever You see we were made for one another Our hearts play the same tune We know one another Better than we know ourselves Im sitting on top of the world As long as we're together Im sitting on top of the world

Your So Far Away
Your so far away How I long to see your face at my door And it doesnt help to know that your so far away But I still have you in my dreams As long as I have my dreams We are always together I close my eyes and I can see your face I can feel your touch,so soft and gentle You caress my face and trace my lips With your finger I shed a tear, a tear of joy And you gently wipe it away As I gaze into your eyes, I fall into a trance I kiss your hand ever so softly Closing my eyes I begin to see fireworks As we embrace one another The sparks start to fly For the passion is so strong It is unexplainable But its felt just the same by both We melt together as one In both body and soul The fire is real and grows bigger With each touch There is no need for words to be spoken Then the time comes When we have to say good bye For only a little while but seems like years Til we are together again And each time we share together The fire just grows bigger and hotter

My Seraphim Song
He holds me, immortalized He worships me, deified I wish he understood how I do the same how a love I never knew inhabits me when I speak his name. He never leaves, obsession when I'm sad, depression He knows me in truth sadistic; insane and surrenders me his love in vow and verse to never change. Together, bliss is formed Forever, hell hath no ground Our love brings tears to Satan's eyes and Angels sing of psalms neglected from texts of Bab'lon or mortal conspiring. vV""VIC""Vv

Lands Of Dust
I trod upon these lands of dust Get nowhere but go I must Asphyxiating mists cloud the air Minute raindrops in my hair On my tongue a melody A serenade to you from me The moon, she sees mysteries Sunken ships and lost cities A muse, she sings the night’s atmosphere Black and bright and wonderfully clear Nox closes in over the earth Yet in our hearts there still lives mirth Heard this song you have before And now it shan’t pass these chords once more The love won the time last And now this all resides in the past For now I trod upon these lands of dust Getting nowhere but go I must. vV""VIC""Vv

Senseless Heaven
Unseen, Impalpable, a taste so acrid that I cannot swallow a spot lighted on my brain a picture I cannot shake some smell that just won't go away. I feel the hands and hear the voices, "Hush, hush, it's a game I know that you'll like. Play dead for me now; you won't feel a thing in Heaven." Slowly, I attempt to lie it all away something that never did cause me pain I was promised it would never happen again Words aren't honored as they should be. Their desires became my lullabies, "Hush, hush, it's a game I know that you'll like. Play dead for me now; you won't feel a thing in Heaven." Lust fulfilled on the other side after I was opened wide a little girl spread broken on the floor screaming stop please stop I can't take it anymore. Whispers haunt me now they tell me... to... "Hush hush, it's a game I know that you'll like play dead for me now; you won't feel a thing in Heaven. Shh little one this'll all pass so soon, that you won't know when y

Foresaken By Thy Day
A selfless act becomes my enemy. Why does my disposition anger thee? I try my best but you can never see so, now I sing myself to lonely sleep. A sword lodged deep within my darkened heart; I watch my soul rise into white washed dark. And lost in memory my mind does start to wonder how we became so apart. I have become your bitter exile; I have been damned to an eternal hell by your so sacred, God-given smile. These acidic words sting for a while, but then it's back to that so taunting smirk. Do thy like stomping me into the dirt? Oh, they cause the most invisible hurt. And behind them I shall clasp my sharp dirk. Shall I become like them, the ones I hate? Will they soon be tempted to raise the stakes and watch me fall into a hopeless fate? And THEN what path shall I solemnly take? Bells wickedly toll their song to my mind to tell me, to warn me, and to remind us that all shall die and be left behind: no souls and simply a faith that is blind. So, now I know th

A '3' Rating?!
Some wannabe art critic has visited my profile and graciously left a "3" rating on one of my photos. I will readily admit that I am not a great, professional, photographer. Some times I get lucky and one of my shots comes out as planned and looks good. Some times i get really super lucky and accidentally take a great photo! Most of the time, my photos are no more than average snapshots. Then, there are those occasions when I take what turns out to be really horrible looking photos. Since coming to CherryTap, I have reluctantly posted some of my photos in hopes that somebody out there might enjoy seeing photos of things that can't be seen just anywhere. Now somebody has come along, selected one of my less than great shots, and gave it a "3!" Whenever I visit somebody's profile, I give a ten rating to everything I have time to look at. That is just the way I am. Now then, people, if you come to my profile, and if you view my photos, and you don't like what you see, and/or

Rip: Cradle Of Filth And A Disappointing Year In Music
RIP: Cradle of Filth and the disappointing year in Music Alright, I finally broke down and listened to the new Cradle of Filth album Thornography when I found out it came out last month and thanks to the lack of a music store within 30 miles (That's right people, Muncie really is THAT fucked up) and I find that their departure from their trademark sound isn't working. Honestly, I regret buying Nymphetamine last year and I'm glad that I didn't buy this now that I got to listen to it. To me, the Cradle of Filth that I know and loved died after Damnation and a Day which is very disheartening to me since it was at the top of my favorites in terms of music. I have found lately that they aren't the only ones who have stumbled which has made me rather unhappy with the music scene as a whole. Coldcut released their first new album in 10 years which at first I was exstatic about, but after listening to the album it turned out to be the biggest letdown I ever had in Music. Then there was the

2007 Reasons To Hate 2006 (not Really But Sorta)
Tis the holiday season, and the heart is warmed with thoughts of family, Christ, love, happiness, and joy...and as I've mentioned, I humor the thoughts of each of us doing something positive to promote respect for our fellow man this year... But then I see the usual: crazy bitch, pimp420, juggalette, hot4u, xxrazorxx, hottie, cutie, babygurl, playa, xforelornex, morbid darkperson, well hung sexybacks.... and I have to think that the perfect gift this year might actually be a coat hanger. (Well, some of you got it, and that makes you as crude as me.) Then of course, clinging to the giving spirit, it finally meets its' demise when I log in and have 30 messages from bands, rappers, and website pushing models who’ve added me. They’ll want me to join a fan appreciation group that was started by them, not fans (uhhh, LAME), or they will send me a message like: "Hey INSERT NAME HERE, we are cutting and pasting this message to say Happy Christmas, and if you have time be sure to come by

Drunk Ramblings[ Angry.]
DO I GET PLAYED SO EASY??!?!?!?!!?!?! im not a whore. or ugly. so why do they lead me on.......only to... hruruijiujfrijkfrhsdjsadjweoruhfklds FUCK! im so ........fustrated....confused.....hurt. i hate this. THIS is why i trust NO one.

Forever
Knowing the first time I saw you That we would be together In my heart I know In your eyes I saw forever As you wrap your arms around me And take me far away Each day my love grows stronger Than words could ever say Anytime I feel the insecurities That sometimes we all feel I can look in your eyes and see All that we have is real Not many people find this A love that remains so free Being in love all this time Knowing that you're the biggest part of me I love u today Just as I loved you this entire time In your eyes I see forever A true love that not many find...

The Mark
Smoke snakes across the sky; meanders into her mind like the night's lullaby. And the incent burns itself away leaving the memory of it behind The aroma lays its hands on everything here. Dark eyes penetrate the black searching the secrets for love. Obsidian mist fills the air with the sound of her heart beating The blood is pushed within the veins as her lips find the chasm of life again The roaring silence settles upon the room and steals the gasps of beautiful agony into itself. "Shhh," the whisper finds its victim, "The sting is only the first, my dear." Warmth runs from under her and finds hiding in her flesh, white beneath the morning moon. Hands reach across the sheets for the bottle on the nightstand... captured Nepenthe. She helps it to his lips, "Run from this memory but the mark will find you." The bloodied satin cradles him as she leans in, like before, with that dreaded kiss of shared desires. The stillness is a whirlwind of turmoil , too t

The Insomniac
Night befalls me And yet awake I remain No dreams to fall prey to No symbolic, quiet refrains But my own to keep me company. Shadows, tendrils of Nox, Bathe the floor with incredulous Mysteries denied to them By days terrific rays. Quiet permeates space Until my heart beats like A timpani and the phantoms Tickle down my spine, Reminding me it’s well after nine And the evening calls; So sweet a sound I never heard before. Sleepless, I linger about The sentiments of slumber But a specter not remembered By my weary heart now rendered An insomniac. vV""VIC""Vv

Gangrene: Verses To An Infected Wound
Pick, pick, pick She picks at my words as if they were dead animals. Drip, drip, drip The blood exits right and now on center stage lays what's left. Scars, on the pavement scars, the flesh on the pavement scars. Tick, tick, tick Time envelops the moment to save for later. Sick, sick, sick I'm sick in my head; in my stomach a feeling stirs (my bowels) Scars, on the pavement scars, the flesh on the pavement scars. Lick, lick, lick I lick it away and feed the snake of my bowels. Scars, on the pavement scars, a trail to a heart that's scarred. All my lies are truths and truths to lies. All the moths to maggots; deathshead pupa all to flies. Metamorphosis, Metamorphosis the tongue is my habit Metamorphosis, Metamorphosis the manic's repeating offender's kiss. A kiss to the night a kiss a kiss metamorphosis Scars on the concrete scars all that's left is gangrene ... now, I'm infected. vV""VIC""Vv

No More Eden
Fog, heavy as the winter cloak of charcoal wolf fur, crawled upon the land with boulder legs, hiding the earth within its jealous cover. The moisture lusted for the green leaves of trees which had long before been forgotten by the cold limbs; love before had been stolen from their sun- worshipping branches like indulgences taken from a suicide sinner. The plains, once fertile with grass, lay raped and wasted as a corner from the cities of sin, as Babylon; now home to rocks stained with the last tears of mourning from the sky. The fog had come to replenish those tears and bring sterile hopes for the planting of seeds that will never grow in the heart of this dead, wretched place. The Garden of Eden has been laid to waste. Yes, God had kept his faithful promise to Humanity; the Earth had been reduced to a barren dust bowl, frozen in orbit around a a nickel core of dense matter we had once called the "Sun." Our Eden, Earth, no longer exists as a fo

Poly Minded
When I entered into this "poly" relationship, I thought it was what I wanted. For the most part it is. I was ready to share My husband's body, His mind and even his spirit with others. I did not realized I would also have to share his heart. It never dawned on me that he would fall in love with another. I am not sure I can handle that. I thought that part of him was mine and mine alone, as that part of Me is his and his alone. Shows me where thinking gets me. I guess I am not so poly minded after all. Because I am not ok with this...

You're My Man
You're my man, my mighty king, And I'm the jewel in your crown, You're the sun so hot and bright, I'm your light-rays shining down, You're the sky so vast and blue, And I'm the white clouds in your chest, I'm a river clean and pure, Who in your ocean finds her rest, You're the mountain huge and high, I'm the valley green and wide, You're the body firm and strong, And I'm a rib bone on your side, You're an eagle flying high, I'm your feathers light and brown, You're my man, my king of kings, And I'm the jewel in your crown.

A Stranger
A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that decades have passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about.

Ment To Be Together
My stomach is aching I think I'm re awakening I never had these feeling before I hope that I will feel more my feeling for you I try not to hide but you make me feel tied up inside I love talking and being around you I hope that you feel the same way to I cry joyful tears when you tell me sweet things your voice to me sounds like a soft tune that a bird sings you make the sadness in me go away I hope that in the end I'll have you every day I pray at night that we will soon mend that you will not just be my friend soon I hope that you see that me and you are ment to be

The Unseen Battle
Two forces at war for ages Mankind a pawn in their constant struggles And angel and a devil on your shoulder Each trying to influence your actions How many wars fought because of hate and greed? How many lives could have been spared if only for forgiveness? History repeating itself over and over Those of us in the modern times with hindsight 20/20 Each new day brings a new battle to the war People have been predicting the end of the war for centuries But the end is still not in sight If you are a believer then good must win in the end Faith that our older brother will right the wrongs of the past And carry the victory on that glorious day when the serpent will be cast away.

What I Love About You
love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

Sleepless Thoughts
so I ask myself what is love is it just a feeling or is it something bigger is it a way of life I do not know but I was in love once and its a crazy thing I miss that it was like my life was different not the same almost in-between real and fake but I know I was happier than I ever was it was like I was living someone else's life then it went all bad I got engaged and then I found out she cheated on me and I dumped her and ever since then I have been questioning myself I closed myself out and now I need to open back up and start living again its like I have changed to some one I do not know I want to love again and its hard when all I do is kickit at home on the computer its interesting to meet people on here but I don't expect to find miss right on here its fun talkin to females on here but you never know what kind of person some one is until you hang out with them for a while and still that isn't always show you who some one is unless they open up and let you into their mind I am a g

Top To Botom
one minite you are on top of the world and you think no one can nock you off and then bamm it happens the life you know is a thing of the past I am still trying to pick up all the peices its so scattered that its taking me alot more time than I ever expected but I am doing it and thats that and I am trying to find a new career but thas a complicated one I have worked construction all my life well at least half 13 years and its been good to me but its time to find my calling I am starting to think its in creative writing but who knows if I can make a living doing that I am a single 26 yr old guy just lost in the balince of life I am not on top any more and I am climbing up from the bottom and the second time climbing up is twice as hard because you look at the past alot and in my case the past hurts alot I have been burned by all kinds of people in my life but I need to learn to trust people again and biggist of all I need to find the confidence and trust in myself I had it before but i

Personality Test
My score on The LONG Scientific Personality Test: INTP - the Architect(You scored 9% I to E, 47% N to S, 80% F to T, and 52% J to P!)You are more introverted than extroverted. You are more intuitive than observant, you are more thinking based than feeling based, and you prefer to go with the flow rather than have a routine. The single word to describe your type is the Architect, which belongs to the larger group of rationals. You wish to sculpt the world around you. Others often find you arrogant, yet you have no desire to direct others, only to inform them. You must know the structure of things, and have a voracious appetite for knowledge. You are very rational in everything you do, and probably consider yourself smarter than most. As a romantic partner, you can be playful with great energy to get things started, but not quite as good on follow through. You may have a tendency to hurt the more emotional types unintentionally by not sharing your own reactions and feelings as

Goodbye
I'm really getting sick of these fucken little games. First off I didnt do shit to HOLLY TESCH. So now she gotta start shit. All I did was tell her the truth about her man cheating on her with my best friend. 2nd of all, my ex Jake he still dont beleive me that I'm happy for him. He is with someone that he loves an wanna spend the rest of his life with an thats great. He still dont understand the point I just wanna be friends but yet he gotta talk shit about me an my friends. Yea I do find out Its a small little world. For real PEOPLE I am 20 years old and have been raised as an adult since I was 8. I want to find the right guy that I will get along with an we like eachother for who we are. Right Now im really thinking about saying goodbye to MYSPACE AND CHERRYTAP. No one beleives me. Expecally when I put this on my Fathers an Grandpas ashes an my unborn child.

I Am Not Fake. So Quit Asking Me
Hey, guess what? When you compliment me and then ask if I'm fake, the compliment goes unheard. Here are the funny aspects: #1. If I WAS fake, I'd put up pictures where of someone prettier or perhaps thinner. Thanks, all, but not to feign modesty... I AM REALLY NOT THAT GOOD LOOKING. AT LEAST, these pictures are not good enough to use in a fake profile. Thanks for the vote of confidence, though. #2. If I WAS fake, what would I answer if I was? Yes, I am a fake. No, I am not a fake. Q: Are you fake? A: Move on to another profile, incest survivor. #3. If I WAS fake, I'd use someone else's pics who I was enemies with and make up some profile about being an amazing whore who did awesome tricks with my poop shute. Not go to some trouble on CHERRYTAP (of all places) and write about how I like basketball. #4. Ask Christy Landsell who I work with. She is my assistant manager, and who told me about lost cherry. Or ask (Brandon) bdykzeul who I IM on yahoo on a regular basis (*photo

My Wonderful Soul Mate
When life comes into you Heart, Don't Pause or you will miss it. You have found you soul mate in life. It is the dawning of the spiritual bond, and you may never find it again. Do not hesitate!! Your whole being becomes one .. Two become so close that it is heaven felt on earth. Your existance becomes one with this special soul. Every thought and action surrounds him. Every purpose for being is with them. Don't trade it for the silver and gold you could have.. Don't waste any precious moments. Only a few years of heavens bliss is more wonderful, than something not so special. You will know your heart will full of warmth, And you sing of joy, for every day you are together. Every day will be your first, And every moment will be special. Your adventure is knowing you are but one. In body and soul and spirit. Take the time and look in each other eyes, See the window of love that is there. Take the time to cherish these moments, And settle fo

One Of Our Mission Statements - From Fakebusters
One of our core mission statements is that NO matter how hard and long we are baited by accusations, drama, attacks or whatever anyone wants to throw our way, the dedicated staff here at fakebusters will not be drawn into any variety of it other than the ones involving fakes and busting them. Some people have resulted to posting default pics that clearly aren't them looking for us to take the bait. We are veterans here. And know the game. And we can sleep nights knowing we are doing the right thing. And those that support us can too! Everyone's entitled to their opinions, and we encourage that. It's what makes CherryTap light years ahead of myspace. THANK YOU ALL AGAIN FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND HAVE A GOOD NIGHT! - The Staff At Fakebusters.

From The Mouth Of Someone....
THIS IS WHAT SOMEONE ON THE SITE WANTS, THIS IS HOW HE FEELS ABOUT ME, MAKES ME WONDER WHERE IN LIFE, DID I FUCK UP, WHERE DID MY MIND GO, WHAT WAS I THINKING, HOW COULD I LET ONE GUY INTO MY LIFE WHEN HE SAYS SHIT LIKE THIS ABOUT ME.............. OH AND BELIVE ME, I KNOW IT WAS ABOUT ME, HE TOLD ME, AND IF HE REALLY FEELS THIS WAY, WHY NOT COME DOWN TO WHERE I LIVE N DO IT, I'LL LET U BE THE JUGDE OF THAT!................. u know i sit day by day wondering...why did i have to do it...why did that one person come into my life...i hate them...who knew someone u could care about could have such a black place in my heart...the pain the agony is like a dark anthem playin in my head as i walk to her touch her and say in the darkest most feared voice...karma is either a friend or foe...for u it will be ur demise...i start laughing cause i see blood rushing from her body pouring like milk from a carton...then i open my eyes and smile when i see her pic

Dear Service Person...
...that is how my Christmas card was addressed today. It came from someone somewhere. There was no signature or return address, but there was a message. It appeared that whoever wrote the card may have wished anonymity. It is interesting that the Christmas card was sent blindly, obviously to an anonymous troop. It just so happened to come to me. The message was not meant for me specifically of course, but rather it was the person's feeling of all service members in general. I have been chosen to accept the message. And as the message came to me as a representative of the military, my reply is destined to go out not the writer, but to the public. This may be a non-specific reply, but it is meant to be just as personal as this Christmas card is to me now. Dear Citizen, I'm a citizen too. Our way of life is very important to me. It is important that my Mother be able to see her grandkids and celebrate their birthdays. it is important that my brother has the chance to race

Deployment Anniversary
One year ago today it was a Sunday. I was being taken to the airport by my loving wife of 7 years. She would drop me off at the gate and I would leave without a hug or a kiss. Later on she told me that she felt bad for not doing that, but she was just in shock and did not know what to do. It was as if the moment was surreal to her. To me it was just another job. Another mobilization. Guam: 4 months. Bosnia and Serbia: 9 months. Another phone call, another mission. This time it was to be the Middle East: 18 months. My loving wife has since become my unloving ex-wife. One year of military living has taught me many things that no one teaches you in the civilian world. I think these are a few of the best things you can learn and experience in the armed forces: 1. You can trust officers 100%. 2. Everyone is your friend. And if they too wear a uniform, they are your brother or sister and will do anything for you, as you will for them. 3. Messing up on the job can get yo

Just Before You Go To Sleep...
What goes through your mind between the time you lay in bed and when you fall asleep? Here is a synopsis: US CITIZEN How am I going to pay this high electric bill for the winter months? Will I get a bonus on New Year's from work? Is my broccoli fresh enough for dinner or need I replace it? Will postage rates go up? New stamps are so inconvenient. Will I get faster Internet service one day? Should I wash my car tomorrow? DoI have enough dog food for tomorrow or need I go to Petco? Did I leave clothes in the washer? Is my recycling bin full? IRAQI CITIZEN Will my AK-47 fire if I need it to tonight? Are all the bullets good in the magazines? How will I get food enough for my family tomorrow? What new route to work need I take to stay out of sight? US SOLDIER Weapon cleaned. Check. Ammunition loaded. Check. Pistol under pillow. Check. Mid-month paycheck sent home to family. Check. Battle-Buddy is well. Check. Made peace with God. Check. Will up to date.

The Soldier's Girl
The Soldier's Girl They had a good life up until now. Dating for a year, they hung out on the weekends and thought about possibly planning a future together. They talked about what their future may hold, if they are meant to be together, and what tomorrow may bring. Neither wanted to really talk about reality, if they could commit. I mean really commit. Who wants to get married nowadays anyways when living together is comfortable? They had both been married, had kids, and divorced. And who wants that again. He never really knew his ex-wife deep down. He thought he did, of course. He liked this girl, a lot. She was funny, smart, great in bed, and just fun to be around. But just because she is around today doesn't mean she will be around tomorrow. They were just living in the moment. Because all anyone really has is now. He opened the mail just like on any other day. Once in a while he would receive a piece of mail with her first name but his last name. They had received a free ba

Whats Ur Sexual Iq???
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Faces Of Christmas
Faces of Christmas It was Christmas Eve at Wal-Mart - I met the faces of Christmas. Panic was frantically looking at toys with Worry. Excitement shopped with her kids, Enthusiasm and Spirit - looking for the perfect gift for dad. Nag fussed at Overbearing for spending too much on Selfish and Greedy. Exhausted shuffled behind an overloaded shopping cart - muttering something about Lazy (who was on a deer hunting trip). Tightwad clinched his wallet while complaining to Thrifty about prices. Shameless took the last three pumpkin pies while Disgruntled watched in utter contempt. Happy whistled a jazzy version of Jingle Bells - much to Depressed's disdain. Fanatic snapped up half-priced Christmas cards, ornaments and other decorations. Grumpy shook his walking cane at Hyperactive - swearing to never shop on Christmas Eve again. Slovenly bought everything but a razor and shaving cream. Friendly offered his place in line to Senior Citizen, but Courteous failed to live up her name. Gr

Merry Xmas
Well, Im not long into cherry tap, and after the initial flood of randoms adding me for no other reason than to increase their cherry level, things have started to settle down a bit. Ive started to get in contact with some cool people who have something intresting to say, and to those people I say hello and thank you. I see CT like an adult version of myspace, a lot of people desperate to become popular and have a list of friends that they probably never talk to. I'd rather have a dozen people I talk to all the time than a hundred I dont even know. So to all the people Ive already talked with, and to all those still to come I hope you had a great Xmas and I hope your new year party is a blast. When Im running aroung on Hogmanay with my kilt on and a whisky in my hand I'll raise a toast to all my friends that cant be with me and hope your enjoying yourself as much as I am. Happy Hogmanay people!

Hindsight Finally Kicks In, Just In Time For 2007
Last night I had a dream. A dream about my marriage. It was all an analogy. If you know me, you know I have analogies like nobody's business. My interpretation is in parentheses. Anyway, we were driving down the road. We were sitting high up, like in a large pick-up or SUV. My ex was behind the steering wheel. The vehicle represented our marriage -- something we are in together, working on together. And it is taking us into the future together. Well while going along I am sitting there opening the mail. One letter is my mobilization order from the Army. I say, "Honey can we pull over here for a little bit? I have to get out. Maybe you can take the car for a check-up or visit your Mom. I have to go do this real quick." I show her the paperwork. She gets upset and starts hitting on my shoulder while she is driving. She loses control of the vehicle for a little bit but gets back on course (hmmm, think this is her DUI). It is in the late evening (hmmm, maybe the late evenin

Happy New Year!
Hi There Cherry Fans! Just wanted to wish you a very happy new year! Hope that we can all stay in touch! Maybe you can stop by & take a look at my page. I've updated it for the month of January. I love getting all festive each month! Hope to talk to you soon! Leave a message showing your love & I would do the same! Love & Hugs!

Friends!!!!!
This Is For All My Friends!!! I am here to make friends. I am not here to hook up with anyone I am very happy in a realtionship if you haven't noticed. If you are a true friend I would have more comments on my pictures. Instead of just looking hoping it is going to be something naughty well sorry. I will not be posting anything like that at all anymore so if that is what kind of friend you are to me .... PLEASE DELETE ME OFF YOUR LIST!!!!

Hmmmmmmm Is He Right??
FOR THOES THAT KNOW ME AND WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME... bE HONEST. i HAD A DISCUSSION WITH A FRIEND AND HE SAYS " di yer a very lovable person i bet a lot of people love ya but there chicken to say something 1--you have this hard core outer shell u come off as a hard ass bitch but inside the people who know u know way different i know the wall is up its a defence mecanisim yer looks--yer beautiful and i know more people think soo-yer just puttin a wall up i know ya been hurt and its natrual i did it too ive had the walls up be4 you have this araua(sp) about you u have friends ALL over the world hunny every 1 loves you and i can see why.... should i go on? DO YOU THINK HES RIGHT???? pLEASE THIS IS SERIOUS........

...a Splinter In The Freaking Eye??
Can anybody please tell me? for this is how I spent my X-mas holiday. Last week, in my infinite wisdom...I decided that I needed to cut some firewood for the cold nights ahead. So I broke out the ol' chainsaw, fueled it up, grabbed my safety glasses and started on the task at hand. Here's some words of wisdom...when the winds are blowing at 30 to 45 mph...leave the chainsaw in the toolshed, because 15 minutes into my work...it happened. The wind kicked up and even with the stupid glasses on, I dropped the saw and started rubbing my left eye. I ran inside into the bathroom and tried to flush my eye in the sink, but to no avail. so I had to suffer through the night in agony and watch as my eye swelled completely shut. The next morning, it was off to the optometrist to get this problem fixed. I could definately feel something in there, and it was freaking me out. (first mistake: I was rubbing my eye the whole night, probably not a smart thing to do.) I took a seat in the wai

Chocolate Covered Cherries
Chocolate-Covered Cherries By Dawn Holt [NOTE: This Christmas letter was sent to friends and family along with a box of chocolate-covered cherries.] What a terrible way to spend Christmas! My oldest son, Cameron, had been diagnosed with acute myleoblastic leukemia the previous June. After a harrowing ride in a military helicopter to Walter Reed Hospital, three rounds of horrendous chemotherapy, an excruciating lung resection, and a disappointing bone marrow search, we were at Duke University Hospital. Cameron had undergone a cord blood transplant, a last-ditch effort to save his life, in early December. Now, here it was Christmas Eve. Spending Christmas in the small room on Ward 9200 seemed strange - so different from our usual holiday setting at home. We had always spent weeks on our favorite holiday project: baking cookies. Now the cookies were sent from family and friends, since I tried to spend all my time with Cameron, helping to ease the long,

The End To A Tease
ok so i wont do yall like that and not finish the other mind blowing thought another day. yeah i know im so nice lol. you just dont know me very well is all lol. ok so on to the point of things right? anyways so i got this friend of mine who was dating or so called dating this guy back in highschool in 95 right. he was scrowny band nerd and she was the over weight band nerd who wanted to do nothing more than fit in. so anyways she thought one day she was in love with this other guy one day and cheated on her boyfriend at the time and he kinda walked into them kissing and well that was over with the band nerds so to speak. but let me back this up a bit b4 i continue so you get the whole picture ok. anyways they went on this band trip one time to FL to epcot and well the held hands and had one of the sweetest kisses during the fire works that they always do at the end of the night. they were cute together but the odd couple i guess you could say and he was a senior and she was a freshmen

Oh Dear
my scarybirds site seems to have disappeared so all the links tht are on me page are not working which is a pain in the arse anyway will look into it, its obviously something I have forgotten to do. bollocks i can do without this at this time. Kerry

A Little Help
Just thought I would reach out and ask if there is anyone who could suggest a few webpages for Cherrytap backgrounds, comments, etc. And if you would be so kind a little advice on where to put the codes. Thanks

Alanis Morisette- Everything
i can be an asshole of the grandest kind I can withhold like it's going out of style I can be the moodiest baby and you've never met anyone Who is as negative as I am sometimes I am the wisest woman you've ever met I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected i have the bravest heart that you've ever seen and you've never met anyone Who is as positive as I am sometimes you see everything you see every part you see all my light and you love my dark you dig everything of which I'm ashamed There's not anything to which you can't relate And you're still here i blame everyone else & not my own partaking my passive aggressive-ness can be devastating I'm terrified and mistrusting and you've never met anyone Who is as closed down as I am sometimes you see everything you see every part you see all my light and you love my dark you dig everything of which I'm ashamed There's not anything to which you can't relate And you're still here What I resist persists

The Wii
So I got the Wii for Christmas and I knew I was out of shape, but didn't discover HOW out of shape til I got it. I was playing the boxing game for it and after Round 2 I was kinda winded LoL. At least this will apparently be a fun way to get a good work out. I am off tomorrow so I am going to go buy Zelda for it. That should be a good time. And I'm probably gonna buy the regular UN-interactive controller for it too because my ass is not going to ALWAYS want to be standing up, swinging shit around LoL

Glass House
Sitting in my glasshouse while your ghost is sleeping down the hall watching the little birds fly kamikaze missions into the walls think I'm gonna stay in today sit on my couch and watch them fall Life just keeps getting harder keeps getting harder to hide darker it is around me easier it is to see inside and outside the glass the whole world is magnified and it's half an inch from here to the other side Guess that push has come to this so i guess this must be shove but before you throw those stones at me tell me what's your house made of if you think you know what I'm doing wrong you're going to have to get in line for the purposes of this rant lets just say I'm doing fine sure, I'm doing fine Trapped in my glasshouse crowd has been gathering since dawn make a pot of coffee while catastrophe awaits me out on the lawn think I'm going to stay in today pretend like I don't know what's going on I guess that push has come to this so i guess this

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You can't NOT tell the stories and use your voice because to do so is to poison yourself, in a manner of speaking. If you hold all these wonderful things inside, they rot on the vine. If you never express the things you need, that holding back and bottling them up poisons you. But if you bring them out, doing so makes all the difference in your life. You communicate your needs and work towards the things that will manifest you, glorify your vision of yourself and your experience of life I think i'm becoming silent again..

Big Pimpin Gift Giveaway
(well it would appear that my "prices" are too much so I am here to revise and see if anyone will be interested THEN...lol) does it peak your interest NOW? what are your thoughts on a big pimpin gift giveaway? I dont think I want to make it a competition so much as just a show of effort....I am thinking about giving away diamond earings or a rolex for a certain amount of comments received on your pic....what are your thoughts? would you be interested if I held a giveaway like this? This is a tentative list of prizes with comment requirements...what do you think? each comment gets $2 cherry buck and I have made it so my asking amount is just a little less than it would take to do it yourself. 4000 comments = diamond earrings (dwn to 2500) 8000 comments = either ring (dwn to 6000) 10000 comments = rolex (dwn to 8000) 22000 comments = motorcycle (dwn to 18,000) 36000 comments = vacation (dwn to 30,000) 48000 comments = corvette (dwn to 42,00

Mind On Overload
ok so today blowed but then tonight my mind starts going on overload on two things.perticularly i wouldnt write blogs on one of these but since thinking to myself without writting it doesnt make it stop perhaps writting it will. so here's the thing: i was watching this porn i downloaded (yeah i know bad girl..ok get over it) and it was a bdsm orgy kinda sences like of this girl who was wanting a job so her agent told her to apply for this director guy who ends up putting her in this red bustie and lets her get off one watching others but then rewards her by partisipating latter under her much idoled mistress. anyways i dont perticularly like such kinda porn but the whole aspect of watching to the point of boiling over and then letting go just kinda put me over the top and im like wow. i mean im not a watcher or anything for god sakes bc id rather be right there in the middle of things. but i think it was the whole aspect of being help back to the point of bust that got me. anyways so i

The Beginning Of A Poem
I'm lost in this empty place searching for what once was me hope that I can remove this mask but yet fearing what you might see If I hide away all I once was Will I ever know who I'm not Can I ever feel love for anyone If love I truely sought

To Be Free
My name is on your lips but i want to be free It is your sorrow That has made a slave of me Forgive me Forgive me But you are all i know Forgive me for leaving The day is breaking now It's time to go away I'm so afraid to leave But more afraid to stay Forgive me For leaving The sadness in your eyes Forgive me Let the wind and ocean water Wash across your hands Wash away a thousand footsteps Wash us all away Like sand The sky has fallen Now the earth is dry and torn I know you're tired From the violence of the storm I love you I love you But you are all i know Forgive me Let the wind and ocean water Wash across your hands Wash away a thousand footsteps Wash us all away Let the wind and ocean water Wash across your hands Wash away a thousand memories Wash us all away Like sand

Not Just A Bunch Of Colored Lines
Note: This is one of my RoseyRants in article style with no edits or proofing, so if you find any errors or grammar issues,well maybe because its a RANT! Why do people decorate their bodies, and why is bod-mod so popular now? I've been asked many times why I have tattoos and the answer for me is simple, "I love body art; it reflects an aspect of who I am, represents my inner personality, my interests, life goals, life philosophy." Although, I don't have an extreme collection like some, I take a premeditated strategic approach on what I put on my body. I make sure each tattoo has purpose and a meaning. Some prefer to have a variety of drawings that mean something to them and that's their preference. Tattoo's aren't a bad thing, they have been around for centuries and in certain areas are used for identifying people of different cultures. I think tattoos are very personal. I know a lot of people who really like them and think that they are a piece of art or a symbol that has a

Thoughts
Soft and gentle curves to love Make this guy a prisoner of Hot desires to take and hold Thoughts to be far to bold Brazen lust at her form Drive to feel her body warm Give her pleasure beyond the mind She stirs the fires that leave me blind To any other there ever was seen Knowing What I like my sense is keen Rock my world and make me yours to keep I pray this before I go to sleep Take me and let me be your man Of your beauty I am a fan Of your eyes that I loose myself in I know my desires deep within And now you spark the flame does burn I look at you my heart does yearn To know how you feel and taste your lips To go down and give you pleasure at your hips To make you feel all that is good and true Wild lusty Woman I now long for you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Just Received The Tickets!
Wow, just received my tickets to the AVN's and couldn't believe what I read with the memo. It says that if you have lower level seats, you will have access to the floor and tables. Well guess what, I'm going to visit some tables. I'm so excited....like when I lost my virginity....lol...minus the red wings!

Lost Touch
LOST TOUCH I WONDER IF YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES A DAY I THINK OF YOU. I FEEL LIKE I'VE LOST MY BEST FRIEND . "I HAVE" I WONDERED IF YOU GOT THE LETTER I SENT FOUR MONTHS AGO . I HAVENT HEARD FROM YOU. I WISH I COULD SEE YOU WITHOUT SNEEKING TO DO IT. FREINDS SHOULDN'T HAVE TO DO THAT. WHEN I GO SOMEWHERE, THAT WE USED TO GO, I JUST SIT THERE AND WONDER WHAT YOU'RE DOING AND WHERE YOU ARE. SOMETIMES I THINK I SMELL YOU'RE PURFUME OR SEE YOUR CAR, BUT THEN I HOLD BACK. I THINK I SEE YOU THERE IN THE CROWD. SO I RUN WITH EXCITMENT TO SEE YOU AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE MISSED YOU, BUT WHEN I GET UP TO YOU, I TAP YOU ON THE SHOULDER YOU TURN AROUND ITS SOMEONE ELSE, I SHRUG MY SHOULDERS AND WALK AWAY FEELING SAD AND EMBARRESED. I CRYED THE OTHER NIGHT. THINKING THE WORST THAT YOU GOT LOST IN THIS BIG WORLD AROUND US. I HOPED NOTHING WAS WRONG. SO I CRYED MYSELF TO SLEEP AND THOUGHT THAT MATBE GOD WOULD SEND ME A MESSAGE TO YOU FOR ME ABOUT ALL THE ACHING IN MY HEART . FROM N

Child Description Of A Visit To Grandparents House
Childs Description Of A Visit To Grandparents House: We spent Christmas with Grandma and Grandpa. They used to live in a big brick home up here, but grandpa go retired and they moved to Florida. Now they live in a place with a lot of other retired people. They ride on big tree wheeler tricycles and they all wear nametags, because they don't know who they are. They go to a big building call a wrecked hall, but if it was wrecked, they got it fixed because it looks good now. They play games and do exercises there but they don't do them very good. There is a swimming pool at the wrecked hall. They go into it and just stand there with their hats on. I guess they forgot how to swim when they got retarded. As you drive into their neighborhood, there is a little dollhouse with a little man sitting in it. He watches all day so they can't get out without him seeing them. When they sneak out, they go to the beach and pick up shells they think are dollars. My grandma use to bake cookies an

30 Tips For Enjoying Safe Holiday
Here are 30 tips for enjoying safe holiday parties for both guest and hosts follow, as well as some recipes for alcohol-free Mock tails. A 12-ounce can of beer, a 5 ounce glass of wine and a 1.5-ounce shot of 80 proof hard liquor all contain the same amount of alcohol. Coffee, cold showers and exercise do not quicken sobriety. Each one-half ounce of alcohol takes the average body about one hour to process and eliminate. Only passage of time will free the body from the effects of alcohol. If the choice is made to drink at a New Year's Party: Eat before drinking. Food in the stomach will slow down the rate of alcohol absorption into the bloodstream. Remember that fatigue and medications can impact how you respond to alcohol. Either of these can dramatically enhance the effect alcohol has on the drinker. Drink slowly, sip the drink and space drinks. Set a limit; don't exceed it! Stop while still in control. Don't let friends drive drunk. If you have not drank any alc

Traction
A hole Not very big, but if I dig first my index Then my middle Yeah that should be a good enough grip To pull off a handful of flesh As long as I can grab through the wet The scars should provide traction The lessons that are carved in the scars of my crest Maybe if I bleed out I could rest Is this some kind of fucking test? Because I’ll proclaim now that I’m not the best I profess, I’m a wretch Not a portrait but a sketch Give me leave of this distress Let me flow out of a future stitch Blood spilt will not be missed I am a bitch to my own vice Misinterpret the function of devices That’s not the proper use of a butcher knife And I agree I’m not butchering me I’m just realigning reality Look at my hands It’s the future, can’t you see?

Q-tips
Q-TIPS WHO EVER INVENTED Q-TIPS GETS ALL MY PROPS MMMM THEY MAKE ME GO INTO ANOTHER WORLD WHEN I'M CLEANING MY EARS I NEVER THOUGHT THAT CLEANING UR EARS COULD BE SO MUCH FUN I KNOW THIS SOUNDS REALLY WEIRD BUT IF U KNOW ME THEN IT'S NOT I HAVE TO USE THEM AT LEAST 2-3 TIMES A DAY SOMETIMES I THINK ITS BETTER THEN SEX I KNOW WHEN I'M HAVING A BAD DAY I KNOW I CAN COME HOME AND GET SOME Q-TPIS AND BE AT PEACE FOR A FEW MINUTES YEAH WELL I THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE THIS WITH EVERONE ALL I GOTTA SAY IS I LOVE Q-TIPS SO DON'T BE A HATER GO BUY SOME AND YOU WILL SEE. SARAH'S NOTES

Bitchology
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. Yo

Disappointment
Disappointment" Promise that have been broken,I should be use to it by now. Walking on thin ice, Falling in the black lake of despair. Screams in pain that can't be heard,Ice so thick that the rain began to pour. Empty winds take my soul away,Ice breaks in on to destroy my life in what ever way. Ice melts away like my happiness, Dark moon comes a riding tonight. Waves crash up-on the shoreline, Freezing waters rush in. A icy chill blows with in, Left behind in a cold cold wind. Despair and disappointment takes my breath and life away, That's, The End.

Lost Love Of Friendship Beyond Control
LOST LOVE OF FRIENDSHIP BEYOND CONTROL" Have you ever had a friend, Someone who you could tell your darkest deepest dreams, And secrets to? Someone who knows how And when to make you laugh? Someone who cares about you; For who you are and not what you can give? Well, I have a Friend like that, His hair sunshine brown and his eyes are as blue as the sky. Well, I have a friend like that. He has been a part of my life for so long I do not know what I will Or would do with out him in this world or in my life. But, today I got some bad news; And my best close friends has come to pass. I will not lay with him again in the midnight grass As the moon shines down on us , And we talked of things to be . I will never see his gentle eyes look into mine again, I will never feel his caring touch as he caresses my skin. I will never hear his voice again like the first time my best friends said I love you. My hopes and dreams where of one day a baby that would be A apart o

Search
"SEARCH" Men have searched, since time began For that he can not abstain, But search he will, until life's end; His dreams he must sustain. A Whip of clouds at the mountain top, At last his found success; But over there another one, with yet a higher crest. Let them search, until times end. And run in circle chase, Search each bottle in the sand, to find the Genie's vase. I touched each square, and missed each crack. So luck would come my way, I must have waved, my magic wand, for I found you that day. And Love Began As Always, And The Search has Ended. For Today I Found You, And The Journey Has Just Begun. I Love You.

Friends
"Friends" Friends I think are more often born then made. I do not know in what life we met? But, we have known each other for a long time now; and that is one thing we cannot forget. Communication is an essential tool to human life, And caring our Dreams are wings aloft our hearts desires. To love is not a part of things or a part of life but to love is the whole of things, and the whole of life. In my heart is my love for you, and your life in whole is that I LOVE YOU. For you are my Best Close Friend, My Companion we share an unconditional love that will always be. Te Amo Tu Eres Ni Myor Amigo Always and Forever Love Yours

Fairy Wings
Fairy Wings May your spirit be as light as Fairy Wings, your heart filled with songs from the heavens, your feet light with the step of the tune of magic and your days filled with joy, and your nights be filled with love, and your life be happy as the wish that you make......... and your work be not burden but fun. May Love and Light fill your days and constant companions by your side to help ease all the loneliness. Food on your table and drink in your cup. And kindness and mercy follow you all of your days. Arthur: Annette

Childhood Sweethearts
Childhood Sweethearts Sometimes in life we do what we must to live, Which is the only way we can survive. The night they laid in the same room, But, at opposite ends. Playing back and fourth with match box cars; Flashlights blinking back and fourth, Not knowing that what they felt was, And would be one day and always. Little games of Hide N Seek ; Catch me if you can, near misses of innocent kisses; Tender gentle hugs of got you , and now what? Don't want to let you go. But, as the many meetings to come distance and, Lives apart , things only grew deeper with in the heart. Stronger the feelings they had already felt deep in their hearts. Time came , Time went, before , they knew it , even several years. Finally, a meeting of a night and day , Spent the first time ,and the love let go. Making it like it was the first time of a night of love ever. Love Felt kisses, and great night spent that innocent hug , The words once said , but now with more words, I c

Promises
Promises that have been broken,shattered,I should be use to it by now. Walking on thin ice,like shards of broken glass I Fall into the lake of uncertain despair. As I walk among the the roses of black pedals in the mist of chilling twilights eve enchanted by the spirits of a cloaked and darkened but broken bit of dreams. I hear the screams, every thing turns to dust. Night has come and the moon looks down, Like the sigh of a lonely heart. Alone in the dying night , no fear to give. No fear to take without this relm of dead roses and a forgoten past, a desert of sand, A crying moon as the nights sky melts away nothing but darkness beyound the Promises of this Unyealding out streached hands of isolation. Copyprotected

I Do It For Y'all.. Please Help
YEA I'M IN ANOTHER CONTEST..STARTED TODAY DEC.27 AND WILL END JANUARY 2,2007.COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO PLEASE GO SHOW ME SUM LUV . IT IS APPRECIATED. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE XOXOXOXOXXO JUST CLICK ON MY BLK N WHT PIC.. I WILL RETURN THE LUV ..

Thunder Storm
As I set on the porch swing, I heard the thunder roar at a distatance. So powerful and strong it sounds as it gets closer, it's becoming louder. The wind begings to pick up, and the trees begin to sway with every touch of the wind. Suddenly, the air got a chill as the rain began to fall mixing with the sound of the thunder, roared louder and louder as to seem to be letting go of some unknown power. so, listen to the thunder, feel it's roar hear the rain as it falls upon the ground around us. Fell the wind as it blows freely, enjoy it for one day it may be no more. So, feel the thunder, hear its roar, and feel the rain as it mixes with the wind, strong are they both as they join together, So, listen to the Thunder. copyprotected my work

I Want U Back
The more I am away from you The more i want you here The more i do without ur love The more i want you near I know that it make little sense to want what's not around but there's the one I've found We've gone through all weather maps The sunshineand rain But i would take a sea of storms To bwith you again Every time i see you i remember All the things you did when for me when i Was going throught my adolescent hell Yet now i cannot speak unless i cry I know you are no longer free to see me You've made your choice and that i must respect But I've a need to say that I still love you I have no fear or pride I need to protect Just as the sun must come back every moring To shine upon the meadow it holds dear SO i will from afar shine on your glory And hope some day again you lem me near love

Confused
My knees start to shake, When you're in sight. My mind is filled with wonder, My heart with fright When will this feeling stop? When did it start? How can i listen to my mind, Without breaking my heart? Im so confused What should i do? I cant think of anything, Except you. Should i ignore you, or just give it time? I cant think straight, My heart controls my mind.

Just To Much Going On....
idk there has just been so much goign on.. first the job i liek it but my feet hurt so bad and idk how to keep them from hurting..n then i had an ok day at work..but ppl still bitchin to much.. the movie aint working, cant see this cant hear that.blah blah blah.. i just wanna say u knwo wat shut up all we can do is try to fix it if not sorry get ur fucking money back..god n then say if ur gonan buuy fucking popcorn then when the movie is done throw it the fuck away so tis easyer on us to clean it .. dman.. but then other thing son my mind kinda just sad.. friends,family, n others.. then i get paid next friday.. geta new tat if i can if not then grr..umm idk wat else just so much on my mind right now n im sure u all dont want to hear about it but i had to type it out n let it out.. just cryed n it sucks ass.. but ohh well gotta cry sum time when to much stuff is built up over time n not letting it out but ohh well thats just me keep it in n dont let it out n its not good.. but ohh w

Digress, Regress, Depress A Blade Into My Chest
Hard Yes I am thanks for asking But I feel so soft Lead me astray; I can be played right now Gamed on like a fool right now Seeing something that really isn’t straight right now There’s a big red curve in my view A slant that leaves everything else skewed How did a little itch bloat so huge? Now my body is infused With a need to leave tool marks Be bitten by a shark, or a tiger… Or some other vicious predator To which I would surrender Happy to fill, just let me bite back and we’ll Be fine Be mine Mmmmmmmmm Put me in your mouth Stab me at the source of my shout I’m usually quiet but right now I have some sounds I’d like to get out Fuck I have a lot I’d like to get out Like to get you out Run a marathon of suicidal proportions Kill myself on the notion that I can be satisfied…. I’ve lost the path; I don’t know what I’m saying Let me go open a vein and get back to you later

The Meaning Of Life?
The Meaning Of Life???? Ever have that feeling that you are not appreciated, no matter what you do? Ever have that feeling that you are the only person that does not have many friends? Ever have that feeling that you are the only person on earth? That is the way that I feel right now. Which brings me to my next question for you readers. What is the meaning and purpose of Life? Life? What is the deal with it? To me, Life is nothing that special. We all wake up, we all eat, we all shit/piss, we all die. What is the fun in that? One of these days someone of the future, is going to discover the answer to my ultimate question: How do you prove that we exist? Is there any proof that we are alive? Maybe we dont exist. Maybe well are living in a spirtual realm of some sort. Maybe we are all apart of someones figment of imagination. Could we all be pawns on someones sick and twisted chess board, hoping to conquer the galaxy? If someone can answer all th

So You Wanted To Know More Huh?
Name: Joshua Birthday: November 14th Birthplace: Ashland, OR Current Location: Ashland, OR Eye Color: depends on my mood. Hair Color: Auburn Height: 6'2" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Swedish/Scottish/English The Shoes You Wore Today: Dress Shoes Your Weakness: Women Your Fears: Flying, drowning, and needles. Your Perfect Pizza: One with everything on it (except anchovies, YUCK!) Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Take a vacation back east to see friends and loved ones. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Right on. Thoughts First Waking Up: Oh god, 5 more minutes please! Your Best Physical Feature: Depends on who you're talking to. Your Bedtime: Whenever I get tired. Your Most Missed Memory: Dunno, I forgot it. Pepsi or Coke: Beer! MacDonalds or Burger King: BK Single or Group Dates: Depends on the situation. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate. Cappuccino or Coffee: Dut

60 Ways To Show It
60 ways on how you should treat the one you love 1- Hold them 2-Talk to them 3-Share your secrets 4-Offer her your jacket if she looks cold 5-Kiss them slowly 6-Hug her 7-Hold her tightly 8-Laugh with her 9-Invite her somewhere/out 10-Let her be with you when you're with your friends 11-Make her laugh..they will ALWAYS love that 12-Take pix with her 13-Pull her onto your lap 14-When she says she loves you more, tell her you love her back , but actually mean it. 15- Take pictures with her in a photobooth 16-Always greet her with a hug 17-Kiss her unexpectedly 18-Hug her from behind the waist 19-Tell her shes beautiful or pretty, not sexy or hott. 20-Tell her how you really feel about her. 21-Kiss her on the lips 22-Give her EsKiMo kisses 23-Tell her what feels good 24-Make her feel loved 25-Hear her out 26-Be truthful and honest 27-Don't cheat on her 28-Sing to her (NO MATTER how BAD your voice sounds) 29-Text messege or call her in the morning and tell

Shoulder Pain
well this sucks the day after xmas of all things i have to screw up my shoulder so bad that i can barely use my arm and it hurts so bad i could scream. I fell about 2 ft out a window and fractured it bruised the tendons severely and dislocated it how fun and I have to type with one hand and it sucks. Luckily i have some friends who are helping me but its going to be a long battle....

40 Things You'd Love To Say At Work
40 things you'd love to say at work 1 I can see your point, but I still think you're full of sh*t. 2 I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3 How about never? Is never good for you? 4 I see you've set aside this special time to publicly humiliate yourself. 5 I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6 Who lit the fuse on your tampon? 7 I'm out of my mind at the moment, but feel free to leave a message. 8 I don't work here - I'm a consultant. 9 It sounds like English, but I don't understand a damn word you're saying. 10 Ahhh. I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again. 11 I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12 You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13 I have plenty of talent and vision - I just don't give a damn. 14 I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15 I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had abo

God Bless The Ones At War
God Bless the Ones at War Dedicated to the many soldiers serving on the battlefield By: Norma W. Beaird, Copyright 2004 norma@thefreedompage.org As I turned on my radio, then watched the evening news, I saw the wars and battlefields, the bloodshed and the truth. The men and women, uniformed, and armed to fight a war, So men and women just like us can walk through freedom's door. For we are in a war to fight for those who are enslaved, And freedom is not free unless a battle has been waged. Our Founding Fathers fought the fight to free this mighty land, And give us peace that only comes from God's Almighty hand. The ones upon the battlefield who take surprise attacks, Are still the ones protecting us, who daily have our backs. For we would not be here today without the fearless ones, Who fly the planes and guard the ships and shoot the dusty guns. Each time I see the front page of the daily morning news, I am reminded once again that war reveals the truth.

Poem 4 A Friend
my friend angel eyes Thursday, October 19, 2006 my angel eyes Current mood: accomplished Category: Blogging this is for my friend angel eyes when you came into my life it was no surprise we would be good friends i did realise from day one you were there for me and i for you we would tell each other what was new i miss those days since you left myspace me not knowing if id ever see your face again i do wonder as i sit here and listen to the thunder watching the clouds and the rain while i try to write this crying my tears of pain cause i miss you we talked last night this is true thank god for i.m. by yahoo it made me feel pretty good to know your ok and doing fine cause your still my friend and this is no line so if you see this know this much i still love ya so please stay in touch

Pretty
Serrated, filleted, splayed, enraged Stir up the pulp and take shape Sin engulfed in skin Ash washing the wind Seeing through the binge Gorge on floating pilgrims Peasants bred dead Looking at what was said Seeing not the mistakes of the dead Lying down on a lie of a bed The sheets have lied The mattress pays the price The headboard rolls the dice And we all just fucking die Bang my head against some high end white kitchen tiles It takes a while before they shatter But when they do the combination of broken porcelain and blood splatter is Well quite pretty really

Me
im 37 was 35 in the pic i was born and raised in stockton cali i work out everyday my dad was a millitary man he worked out so i followed him and worked out with him i like meeting new people in case your wondering stoney blue yeah it is my real name i got it bcuz when i was born early i was small and kinda blue is what i was told so my parents looked at me and said i looked like a small stone so they agreed upon stoney is my first name blue is my middle name im an in home social service worker i take care of the disabled and elderly been doing it since about late 1992

Kisses
what every kiss means ~Kiss on the stomach = Im ready ~Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" ~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything ~Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" ~Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" ~Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" ~Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" ~Kiss on the Lips = I like you" What the gesture means... ~Holding Hands = "we definitely like each other" ~Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" ~Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" ~Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain like you" ~Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" ~Arms around the Waist = "I like you too much to let go" ~Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- Dont ask for a kiss, take one! If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. --Requirements-- Post this again after reading!!

Taliban Vs.the Usa
Dear Taliban and Mr. Bin Laden: We are pleased to announce, that we unequivocally accept your challenge to an old-fashioned game of "whoop-ass." Now that we understand the rule that there are no rules, we look forward to playing without them for the first time. (heh, heh) Since this game is a winner-take-all, we unfortunately are unable to invite you to join us at the victory celebration. But rest assured that we will toast you -- LITERALLY. While we will admit that you are off to an impressive lead, it is however now our turn at the plate. By the way, we will be playing on your diamond now... Batter up! Our team line up is as follows: Manager ~ George W. Bush (First year at this position, may be a ROOKIE, but well versed in underhandedness. Chip of the Ole Block) Ass't Manager ~ Dick Cheney (Somewhat schooled on your type of tactics being he is a Viet Nam Vet. Don't let the ticker fool you. He's all heart) Head Coach ~ Colin Powell (Definitely not a ROOKIE!! 30 year vet

Maybe Its Just Me
Like the title says,, maybe its just me ,, but im so sick and tired of being nice to people and helping them out and being disrespected and walked all over like a damn door mat ,, let me elaborate .. This friend of hubbies needed a place to stay so because im so damn kind i agreed to it ,, oh big mistake,, see years ago the ass stayed with us before and was atotal slob and seldom showered, well being nice and all i thought,, hey maybe he has changed since n ow he has a 3 year old child to care for ,, lmaoo boy oh boy was i wrong.. one of the main rules when we agreed to him staying here was,, keep yourself and your room clean, buy your own food ect. well few days after the ass moved in he decided he need to have his pc hooked to our cable ,, umm ok,, oh it gets better trust me.. its now been 3 months and the slob has the room so filthy it litteraly smells lik

A Little Thing I Wrote
Darkness inside me bound to consume my spirit, will you try to hear it, my desperation of a cry, or is our friendship but yet another lie, sometimes I ask myself why bother to try, finding myself on the brink of letting out a cry, but I think its starting to sear..... Eternal bliss of hope that seeds itself within me waiting to be set free, what is it that should be said to let you out into view, or does it matter to that of what I have hopes for or less there of, Thinking of what I should say if not mutter to myself , what is this beast within myself that spiked itself so deep within ones self that you can't seem to make it budge..... once more you ask yourself a question........do I want this thorn to move itself from within, or do you enjoy the feeling as much..... I do ... I do enjoy this feeling..... But then once more its starting to sear....... I only can realize that this was no beast , but a brillent array of swirling feelings.... pain , happiness, fear , hate, lov

Dare U 2 Move
One look, a single glance got me shook, feelings of want, need and desire crazy as it seems the touch of her skins like fire, kisses like poison drawing me closer, cant look away from my beautiful disaster shes got me tongue tied and twisted got her arms around my neck as her bright eyes glisten three little words slip past soft lips as fingers lead trails down to her hips into my wild imagination my mind takes a trip gentle cresses, deep breaths hearts pounding lost my grip just as it seems Im cant take anymore crash Im looking up from the floor tangled in the sheet with a cold sweat, a dream is all ill know but a dream I will hold forever and never let go

Becoming A Better Person
Becoming A Better Person At some point in our lives, many of us find ourselves overcome with the desire to become better people. While we are all uniquely capable of navigating this world, we may nonetheless feel driven to grow, expand, and change. This innate need for personal expansion can lead us down many paths as we develop within the context of our individual lives. Yet the initial steps that can put us on the road to evolution are not always clear. We understand that we want to be better but have no clear definition of "better." To ease this often frustrating uncertainty, we can take small steps, keeping our own concept of growth in mind rather than allowing others to direct the course of our journey. And we should accept that change won't happen overnight—we may not recognize the transformations taking place within us at first. Becoming a better person in your own eyes is a whole-life project, and thus you should focus your step-by-step efforts on multiple areas of your

Profile Ratings
if you are my friend then that means ive viewed your profile and rated you a ten i would appreciate the same respect from all friend to come and all existing friends. if you have not rated my profile a ten and you are my friend please do so. thank you

What Is A Vet?
What is a vet? He is the cop on the beat who spent six months in Saudi Arabia sweating two gallons a day making sure the armored personnel carriers did not run out of fuel. He is the barroom loudmouth, dumber than five wooden planks, whose evergrown frat-boy behavior is outweighed a hundred times in the cosmic scales by four hours of exquisite bravery near the 38th parallel. She - or he - is the nurse who fought against futility and went to sleep sobbing every night for two solid years in Da Nang. He is the POW who went away one person and came back another - or did not come back AT ALL. He is the Quantico drill instructor that has never seen combat - but has saved countless lives by turning slouchy, no-account rednecks and gang members into Marines, and teaching them to watch each other's backs. He is the parade - riding Legionnaire who pins on his ribbons and medals with a prosthetic hand. He is the career quartermaster who watches the ribbons and medals pass him by.

The Soldier Is My Friend!!
The Soldier is My Friend Dedicated to soldiers and veterans of the U. S. Military By: Norma W. Beaird, Copyright 2004 norma@thefreedompage.org I have a friend who may not know or ever call my name, A friend who may not visit, but I thank them just the same. My friend is called the soldier who's on duty day and night, For me to pledge allegiance, they have fought and paid the price. Where would we be today without the brave hearts who have served, So we can wave "Old Glory"; so our voices can be heard. And what would life be like today without the many soldiers, Who walked into the jaws of death with guns upon their shoulders. Life would not be as great today, with freedom in our halls, And we'd live in oppression and great fear would grip us all. So when you see a soldier you should thank your God above, For here's someone who represents the greatest gift of love. And when you pledge allegiance, you should see a uniform, Of those who walked through battle

The Illusion Of Impending Doom.
The illusion of Impending doom. Throughout many times in my life I can recall a moment when I had a feeling of impending doom. Do you ever remember a time when you said, "Oh shit, we're screwed." Or even better, did you ever say, "Oh shit, I'm fucked." Or when you where younger, you may have said, "Oh man, I'm a dead man." Or, "I'm in big trouble." No matter how you said it, do you remember the feeling of impending doom. Meaning that you are fine now but you are "totally screwed" later on. I want to emphasize that it was all an illusion. Regardless of how I felt back then, I am fine now. If I can recall back in my lifetime every time I felt I was doomed, I can see that it was never really that bad. When I was a little boy and got lost from home. When I was a teenager and I caused my first car accident. When I first got caught speeding over 90 miles an hour. When I got 7 points on my driver’s license. When three police cars chased me and caught me on my motorcycle. Whe

In Loving Memory Of Christopher Messer
Life it seems is sometimes simple, When dreams of loved ones flutter in the distance,Flying to the heights of their lives,Unknown what lies ahead,Reaching toward the only goal in life,The one that creates a sense of happiness,As his life flashed before his wounded life we all wonder if he got a glimpse of us,Feeling the pain of all the others who loved him, he knew he would be gone but never forgotten,The tears swelled up in his eyes, knowing his goal at last was there, And with a smile upon his face, his last breathe he would take, Peace was the goal and Peace he will gain, for fighting like a soldier, a man not in vein, So we will bury a body but spirit remains, All a short life of a man becomes one great Name. In Loving Memory of Christopher Messer. We Will All Miss You Messer Hoorah Luv Sleep with the Angels. OXOXOX All Your friends from Ida and Monroe, Michigan. Sara Hall

9 Day Deprivation With Sun
ok so the update: i'm going away for 9 days. 9 days without cellphone or internet...meaning i wont be makin an effort to get online if there is. i need a break from drama and stuff...i just need 9 days to soak up sun and read and swim...yea, i'm going to jamaica so why bother with anything but sun n' fun? stories of recent days: xmas was fun. dinner party sucked. too many people i didnt like and their kids. sucked!! last night was the shit tho. hannah's bday party was last night. it was a dinner thing and rachel came with me to the party. then we hopped in hannah's car (after dinner and cake) and stopped by my house so frida could meet my parents and so i could get some money. we went to tenleytown and got into the hookah bar, wit nate appearin soon after. lol i forgot wat he looked like and he was like "hey ace" and i was like "...oh! hey nate" cuz hannah tried to hook us up like 3 yrs ago and it didnt work out (just like me and evan) cuz we never met until then. a

A Romantic Kisser
You're a Romantic Kisser For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Abc's Of Patriotism
A--Accept that you're not alone. The people of the United States will stand strong and united through any crisis. B--Buy America. Help the wounded economy make a full recovery. C--Celebrate today, because you're part of one of the greatest nations beneath the sun. D--Don't panic because of what you hear on the news or read in the paper. E--Embrace the ones you love and cherish family values. F--Fly the flag proudly. Many people have fought and died for it. G--Greet each dawn with optimism. Remember President Franklin Roosevelt's words: "The only thing we have to fear is fear itself..." H--Honor the constitution and all the liberties it grants you. Honor the liberties it grants other Americans as well. Many have fought to give you these privileges. I--Instill a sense of American pride in your children. Teach them the many reasons why they should be glad to be part of this great nation. J--Join the ranks of those who refuse to be bullied or frightened by foreig

Our Miracle
Into our hearts you fell. You soon had us under a spell. Brought to us from Ma and Pa and angel an angel above. We promised you everything especially love. Tiny small hands and two small feet. A tiny miracle to make our lives complete. God watched over us, with her for a while. Then answered our prayers with a smile. He knew this is where she was meant to be. It was his plan for her and our destiny. Adorable with big brown eyes, she puts sunshine back in our lives. She captured our hearts and set our lives a whirl. We are now adopting our precious baby girl. We waited so long for our dreams to come true. God gave us an angel, and that angel was you. Thank You Lord for a beautiful daughter to cherish and love. Thank you for the blessing you sent from up above. We've now been blessed , the gift God has given us and the privilege to be proud parents of lauren our precious angel from heaven above. I wrote this for my daughter she was 2 weeks old when we got her . To all

I Wish He'd Understand
I just wish he would fucking understand. He rants on and on about how much he;s been fucked over by girls. He doesnt get it that I WOULD NEVER HURT HIM! I just wish he would be with me. His last girl, I coulda told him that it wasnt going to work...but I did nothing to stop him...it hurt so bad to see him go once again. He's one of the only people whom Im like in love with...he doesnt get it. I wish he would. He;s supposed to come see me tomorrow...but I doubt he will. He had promised to come to me once before, but he didnt and then he got a girlfriend. IM SICK OF BEING ON THE SIDE LINES! IM SICK OF HEARING ABOUT HOW THEY HURT HIM! He DESERVES the best...and I want to be the best for him. Ive done everything I can to be the best for him. BUt nothing I do works. Nothing seems to get thru to him. I hate it. Kay...Im done ranting for now...I hope he reads this. But I dont care either way...seems like my feelings are always second best and second rate. Dominic...I love

12/27/06
today was well a fuckin gay day nothin to do bein bored sucks during the holiday season i recently quit drinkin so not much to do now. i went to a NA meeting today and met some new people and drove around in my boy scotts brand new mercedes nothing much today but ill let u kno when somethin goood happens

Procedures Done!!!
Now the waiting begins...I just got my colonscopy and upper endocscopy done today... With the Upper endocscopy they stick a camara down your throat..I got severed GERD and Esphogitis. So they put me on something called protonix for that... with the colonscopy they put a camamra up your butt and run it through all your intestens and stuff...the found some polyps and they took some to do a biopsy on ..I hope the biopsy comes back well and not cancerous. We will just have to wait and see... so most of today I was pretty heavily sedated and it took me most of the day to let it wear off..it didn't hurt...the upper endoscopy hurt and i stilll have a sore throat from it but its all good and for a good reason... Just hope that biopsy turns out okay now.

Life Is A B*tch
Why is it that no matter how hard you try to make the holidays a pleasant one, something always seems to put a damper on it? I use to love Christmas but after being hurt so many times and with my son growing up more, it is just not the same. I can't seem to find that "Magic" that is suppose to be there. Just once I would like to find someone that truly likes the holidays and appreciates what I do for them. There is an old adage that states "it is better to give than to receive", and I do belive that but when the receipiant of the gifts could care less, it makes me wonder why I even did it. I know why I did it, because that is who I am and I like to try to make others happy, guess I should be more of a cold hearted bitch and not give a damn, then maybe I would not care so much. As for New Years, what is the big F*cking deal, the prices to do anything are 100 times more expensive than any other time of the year, people make resolutions they never truly intend to keep. IT IS J

To All Plz Read And Help Me Out If U Need Da Code Message Me Ill Send It
I need sum help I’m in a contest for the best ass on cherry tap so you guys think u can help me out?? Just click on da picture below to take you there Kim

Today Is One Of Those Days
I was having a bad day but after spending time up under the hubby..I feel so much better..its good to just ignore the outside world sometimes and breathe in what you have right there... Now, I'm relaxed

Our Friend In Heaven
Sheila M. hagerty April 4,1960-Dec.3 1995 We feel like we have just existed and now has passed the tenth year. We miss you so much you touched so many lives of all ages, and you were are Best Friend! Every christmas I think of the time when Eric and I got marrried, only eighteen years old and very poor. I remember you saying where's your christmas tree? I said " Awe we didn't have the money this year to spend we will get one next year". Then you playing santa clause on Christmas eve hearing a knock at the door and not seeing anyone. Then looking down at a box of a 4ft christmas tree and two sack's full of all the pretty toppings to go on it. Not to mention the special ornament you made us that said "Our First Christmas together". I MISS You! You will always be in our hearts! until we met again. Cassandra and Eric Click here to watch 'Passing-of-a-Friend' A song My best Friend and I sang for her at her funeral...

To Mibs!
I met this guy MIBS...on this cherry tap..and he totally is the most rockn'guy i know! And he totally gives me support on this thing...and helps me with my troubles...and LIFTS MY SPIRITS!..so to MIBS i say...CHEERS!...ROCK ON DUDE...YOU ROCK!...and...I LOVE YA! Chow for now...Lynnie

Porn, Feminism And Censorship
The issue of censorship of pornography has caused a harsh divide in the feminist community. Anti-porn feminists are opposed to pornography, not because of its alleged obscenity which most other anti-porn groups protest, but because they claim it is harmful to individuals and women as a whole. Below I will analyze their arguments and present the opinions and experiences of women actually involved in the porn industry. My intent is to view porn in a realistic light, and to show that the arguments made by anti-porn feminists are not only inaccurate but harmful to women. One claim that anti-porn feminists make is that porn reinforces negative stereotypes towards women. Prominent anti-porn feminist, Mackinnon, claims that porn "erotizes hierarchy" and always shows women as submissive.1 With this generalization, MacKinnon is either ignoring or completely unaware of a whole genera of porn dedicated to females dominating males. If her claim is that porn is harmful when it shows women being

The Redhead
~THE REDHEAD~ *wink* ( I like this)SHE WALKS INTO A ROOM, ANYROOM, AMONGST THE GLOW OF THE FAIR HAIRED BLONDE, AMONGST THE MYSTERIOUS DARKNESS OF THE BRUNETTE. STILL, IT IS SHE WHO CAPTIVATES ALL WHO GAZE UPON HER BEAUTY. BOTH MEN & WOMEN ALIKE CANNOT BREAK THE DESPARATE LONGING TO LOOK AT HER JUST ONCE MORE. SHE IS MESMERIZING, A RARITY! SO STUNNING IS SHE THAT THE POUNDING HEART SKIPS A BEAT WHENEVER IN HER PRESENCE. AS THIS MAJESTIC CREATURE LOOKS OUT TOWARD HER CROWD OF ADMIRERS, HER EYES, FULL OF FIRE, ARE HIPNOTIC, ALMOST SPELL-LIKE . AS SHE FLOATS THROUGHOUT THE ROOM, MEN HOLD THEIR BREATH OF HOPES OF CONTAINING THEIR RELENTLESS DESIRE FOR THIS PHENOMENOM AMONG ALL OTHERS. SHE IS A DESCRIPTION OF UNWAVERING PASSION, FIRE & ICE , CAPABLE OF DRIVING MEN INTO LUSTFULL INSANITY & WOMEN INTO UNDISCOVERED REALMS OF JEALOUSY------------------------------- ....SHE IS THE REDHEAD~H. STONE

Another Day
well we had another hell of a day at work today.. not so much busy as yesterday but busy yet the same.. i felt like i wasn't working much cause i kept running places.. mostly to the other store to get stuff we kept running out of. Our truck didn't get to the store till it was 3/4 of the way through lunch.. we were on our last bag of fries.. and the damn driver wouldn't let anyone have any fries cause he was past his hours.. then you come in and tell all the customers waiting for fries that you won't give them to us cause you have to call work first and make sure you can.. the manager on duty was livid about this.. but she was able to get the box of fries... lol well as for other things.. right now till friday i have no phone or internet.. but yeah wi-fi is a good thing when you have a laptop.. our neighbor across the street .. campground.. has wi-fi and i get a signal in the house.. though it is a weak one i am still able to get on to check mail and cherry.. thank god.. friday our

Euphoria
i love that feelong ,..when you first get to know someone.. that butterflies in the stomache..can't eat & can't sleep... can't wait till i talk to yuo agoin absolute euphria just at the mention of their name feeling. lol.. yeah i am a nerd..a sap if you will. But I can't help it. I have tryed to change.. be more tough. but it never lasts..as i amm all softy to the core. I am a sucker for big puppy dog eyes , a coy smile and a few well worded compliments. I know this about me, and unfortunatly..so does everyone who ever comes in contact with me. Now I know you are thinking.. how can that be bad? Well... lemme explain. For those seldom few i ahve run across..that truly want to know me..the true me..amd treat me with the same kind of kindness and gentleness i put forth.. it's a good thing. As i play no real games and am veryfourth coming. But then there is the dark side of it all..and that's what scares the shit out of me. There are all these dark people out there just waiting for a dummy

101 Things About Me
I AM 1. 5'4" 2. honest 3. working on improving my overall life situation 4. loving 5. fragile 6. often scared, but not scared of most things tangible 7. an aunt 8. a godmother 9. a sister 10. lonely I HAVE 11. 3 closets of clothes 12. more than a few disorders 13. bleached hair right now 14. color change eyes 15. a computer that i can't figure out 16. a DEEP appreiation for art of all forms and the artists who create 17. no kids 18. a sore back 19. beautiful memories 20. a few very awesome diehard friends I LOVE 21. sleeping 22. the ocean 23. rain 24. my family 25. shoes 26. snail mail 27. robin's writing 28. making people smile 29. music 30. those jeans that fit "just right" DISLIKE 31. arrogance 32. drama 33. intolerance 34. fat days 35. being late 36. being alone 37. being perceived as naive 38. cabbage 39. artificial sweetner aftertaste 40. favoritism ONE DAY I WILL 41. be a mommy 42. fly... 43. fall in love with s

You Are
You are the last drink i ever should have drunk You are the body hidden in the trunk You are the habit i can't seem to kick You are the secrets on the front page every week You are the car i never should have bought You are the dream i never should have thought You are the mirror that makes me hide my face You are the person that makes me see my hate You are the one that ends my fate

Some Lyrics To A Song That I Like
Wester I can feel you waiting for me as the sun retreats to the hills and I, beneath the blanket of a burning sky, wrap myself within. Embraced by dead leaves as the rain leaves trails of black down my face, I creep through the twilight to that hidden place beyond the lonely. I'll meet you tonight in the whispers when no one's around. Nothing can stop us now. Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found. I can feel you dreaming of me and the time when our steps are retraced and I creep through the twilight to that hidden place, beyond the lonely, I'll meet you. Beneath a dream, lost in a dream tonight. Smile.

Flashed
Flash, like a slash in the dark Fingertip dipped in wrath, carving designs across my stark Naked back The crash of well defined flesh A mesh of a bloody mess Divisions drowned in red Not really woozy but there is a distinct spin to my head A swirling of my sight Swirling into your knife Twist it a little bit more Make me feel it I like the taste of it Taste it, it’s great Get on your knees and drown in my lake Flowing dangerously now You’re so fucking sexy Lookitchoo Smiling in my messy That is so damn cute So cute I want to slap you But first just rip me up a little more And then I’ll tie you up and make your skin sing Sing a song of reddening

Leave
well, coming back to japan sucks. i didn't want to, but leave was up. now i am back to work. back to the same routine. i cannot wait until feb of '08 when i get away from here. to a better command. better life. no more depression. guess that's enough bitching for now. thanks for listening. -kevin

Blog Title....
This blog is designed as a place for Me to vent... to work through things....to sort out My own shit.....so if what is spewed forth here does not make any sence....deal with it.... I don't care if you comment or not....but I do accept small pieces of wisom from all onlookers...

Life Strikes Again ......
I just was not prepared for this. I was ready for lots of things in this relationship. I knew there would be flings. I knew there would be lovers. I knew there would be others in our bed. I could handle all of that. Don't even have a problem with any of that. I never thought I would have to deal with the fact that My Husband would tell Me that He is "In love" with someone else Inafatuated with, I can handle. In lust with, I can handle. In Like with, I can handle. I am not so sure I can handle "In Love" with. He says He still loves Me. He says He will Never leave Me. He Says He would die if He lost Me. He wants Me to share. If I have to share My Husband, she is the best choice. I don't want to deny him this happiness He is so rarely truely happy He must need this I know she needs this I just don't know if I can handle it. Don't know if I want to handle it. Don't know if I have a choice. not if I want to stay with him any way. If I want to stay with him I have

Blah Blah Blog
Ok so i'm gettin this site figured out. I've been uploading pics, sending comments, adding, rating and fanning people and i even have a blast. Now i jusy need to know how to make a private photo album...you know maybe upload some adult content pics that i dont want just anyone to see....are we even allowed to do that on this site?....If anyone knows please fill me in. Thanks....;))

How Should I Feel
My ex wife fucking let some strange guy that she has been dating for not very long watch my son. and she has only known him for a few days and I call on christmas day to see if my son had a good christmas left a message on her answering machine and this guy calls me back a few seconds later and fucking tells me my son had a great christmas and then has the nerves to call me bud and then she calls that night and starts to tell me what he got and I am pissed because this guy called me then I said bye and then a few minutes later she calls back and askes if I am mad at her and i went off on her and shit and I told her that I wanted to see my son here in ny and she started to hesitate and I said I mean it

The One I Love
How can I show you The one I love How much I really care You're there for me When I need you most With lots of love to share You always brighten Up my day Every time you're near. Because of you, The one I love, My worries disappear

The Rose Will Grow
How can we trust love, and be sure it will last? We gave our hearts to others, many times in the past. We shed many tears, and built many fears. And now we're afraid to let our hearts go. Because of the pain we've come to know. But if we are to love again, we have to take the chance. And trust our hearts, our only guide, to find that true Romance. So if we hide the Rose from the light, we'll never see it grow. But if we plant it in the sun, we know the Rose will glow. So tear down the Iron Gate you built so high and open up the door. The love you find may be the kind, that you've been searching for. We know that deep within there is a special part. And we know for love to live, there has to be a spark. And when that spark, grows to a flame. The heart we gave is never the same. The days begin and end with songs. And to that newfound love your heart belongs. You walk on clouds of fluffy white. Knowing and trusting that your heart is right. Th

Precious Tears
No words are enough... to take back the precious tears that your beautiful eyes have shed, the eyes that were once smiling and I... and I made them cry. I'm really sorry for everything I've done or said, It's useless taking back the tears... but returning the smile to your eyes... I'll try with all MY soul and tears.

Chili
Ok - I like to cook as well, one of my favorite things to make, not too exotic or hard, but I love chili. Here's my current favorite recipe after tweaking it over the years. Would like to hear yours if you have one, always up to trying new things: 2 lbs of hamburger browned 2 cans of chili beans (you choose mild, medium, hot) 1 medium/large whole white onion chopped fine 2 green peppers chopped fine 3 tablespoons of garlic (I like lot's of garlic) 1/4 - 1/2 cup jalapeno's chopped fine (depend on how spicy you like it) 3/4 or 1 cup chili powder to your taste 1 1/2 tsp of salt 1 1/2 tsp cayun pepper 8-24 oz of tomato juice (depending on how thick you like your chili - I like it thick) Jim Beam hot sauce to taste (I like it spicy so I put in enough to make my lips tingle - but not enough that it can't be ate). The best chili in my mind is one that sticks in the mouth after you have ate, but isn't uncomfortable, kind of sits there in a satisfying kind of way. Sautee on

Moving
Well we've decided that the house we live in now just is not the house for us I know after 3 years almost 4 years of living here we should be use to it. But when I lived in my big house in Reidsville I really loved the house and stuff. So we decided till we figure out where we really want to live in Charlotte or W.VA or Elon or Reidsville we would rent us a house. I went and looked at it tonight and placed a hold fee on it. The landlord lives next door but he works all the time and his wife isn't home that much so between them being gone and us being gone we won't never see them or them see us. It's a bigger house then the one we live in now. It's a four bedroom unsure how many baths it was dark and I really couldn't see. But it's a two story house with a big yard and I can take both of my dogs which is important to me. But anyways I went up Firday to W.V for christmas I had such a good time. I got to spend christmas for the first time in years with my family. But anyways I hope that e

The Festival
Brian Reese hopped on the Boonton train for Hoboken. He had heard that the Cinco De Mayo Festival in Manhattan was exciting and wanted to experience it for himself. The latin music, the food, the women in skimpy J.Lo’ish shorts and tank tops appealed to him. He wasn’t Spanish or Hispanic or the prevailing PR term popular these days – his dark hair and deep set brown eyes spoke of his Middle European decent- but that did not mean he couldn’t enjoy what they had to offer. Brian was meeting a friend of his that was not Latino either but had more experience with the culture than Brian did. And he spoke Spanish. And Brian figured that an interpreter was an interpreter, and a friend was a friend, and that both properties rolled on in could come in handy. It was when Brian received a voicemail message from his friend as he left the station that opened into Lower Manhattan that he heard the news: he would be solo in Manhattan at a festival he knew little about because of a problem about

Happy New Year!
Hi all you cyberspace junkies. I was happy to see we all made Time's Person of the year, we earned it... Well, I am looking forward to the New Year and hope it is better then that last. This last year was very hard for me, with lots of challenges, surprises and hard knocks. The upside is the past is behind us all and we can look forward to new and better things. I wish you all the very best of things in the New Year.

I May Loose Friends For This..
The best answer to the joke blog is....... "One day this lesbian was going down on the other. She takes a couple licks and finds a piece of corn then a pea, looks up and says, "Hey lady, are you sick"?

Hey My Sexy Wonderful....
FRIENDS OF MINE.. I NEED MORE POINT TO GO TO THE NEXT LEVEL HERE.. SO YOU ALL CAN SEE MY SEXY HOT PICS.... SO PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME OUT.. TELL YOUR FRIENDS ABOUT ME AND GET THEM TO JOIN.. AND HAVE THEM LOOK AT ME.. AND RATE ME. I SOON WILL HAVE NEW PICS AND THEY WILL BE HOT AND SEXY.... LOVE YA.. HELP ME OUT....

Daddy's Day Poem
Daddy's Day Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a ma

Day From Hell And The Punch That Wasn't
I walked into my job this morning, thinking everything's wonderful. What do I get but a nasty-ass letter from this 16-year-old little shit. I have never gotten such a rude, mean, bitchy letter in my entire life. If she had been in front of me, I would've broken her face. I would've ended up in jail (she's a minor and I am not) but my point would have been made. If you're mad at me, you're mad at me. There's nothing I can do about it. But don't sit and stew and act nice to my face. Tell me you're pissed. I'm not a freaking mind reader. And DO NOT come at me like I'm retarded. You're allowed to be mad at me. That's fine. But don't talk to me like I'm shit or I will treat you like shit. On my own bitchy side, everyone agreed with me and she's going to be in trouble! Maybe it's a shit job but it's MY shit job and I do it well. So don't mess with me where my job is concerned.

Cool
Look ok iam one hell of a cool lady i sit and say nothing to anyone i do my stash thing and just chill out and of all my friends i have 5 that say hi so whats the deal if you think iam a point player omg you got me wrong you show luv then you will get it back iam here for friends and ones who do say hi time to time SORRY ~~Nancy