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You Changed My World
At times the days seemed so long, I though I’d never make it through, then suddenly, out of a dream, I have met someone like you. I had locked up all my feelings and I’d throw away the key, until your heart spoke a thousand words I knew were meant to be. When times turned rough and lonely, and despair fell upon my face, you comforted me and kept me safe in that loving special place. You don’t realize what you have and what you’ve done for me, but the way you managed to steal my heart is what has set me free. You’ve given me a feeling that no one else could ever change, your love has touched a place in me that I always found so strange. It’s as if you were cut right out of a spell cast upon my heart, because the CARZY thing about it is, I’ve loved you from the start. No one in this wide world could touch the feelings we share; to the seconds I spend with you, nothing can compare. You’ve opened my eyes and heart just enough and let me live, you’ve changed my world with magic and the kind

Blonde
As a trucker stops for a red light, a blonde catches up. She jumps out of her car, runs up to his truck, and knocks on the door. The trucker lowers the window, and she says "Hi, my name is Heather and you are losing some of your load." The trucker ignores her and proceeds down the street. When the truck stops for another red light, the girl catches up again. She jumps out of her car, runs up and knocks on the door. Again, the trucker lowers the window. As if they've never spoken, the blonde says brightly, "Hi my name is Heather, and you are losing some of your load!" Shaking his head, the trucker ignores her again and continues down the street. At the third red light, the same thing happens again. All out of breath, the blonde gets out of her car, runs up, knocks on the truck door. The trucker lowers the window. Again she says "Hi, my name is Heather, and you are losing some of your load!" When the light turns green the trucker revs up and races to the next light. When he sto

Christmas
Well my Christmas and holidays turned out to be quite nice. My family and I had quite a nice time together. The gift giving was good, and I got quite a few nice things. But that's not what is most important to me. It's my time with my family. Everyone was in good moods and spirits, and it was quite nice. We had quite a nice time together. I enjoyed it a lot.We didn't really have a white Christmas here, it was pretty green actually, still chilly though. But all in all, quite nice.

More Info
My strength is probably greater than that of another fledgling of the same age, because I have fed from Marius, who is close to 3,000 years old and had fed from our Queen after he had been burned shortly after embracing Armand. I am willing to let my strength develop as it should as I age in vampiric years. All of our gifts grow stronger with age. Now I do realize that there are still those out there that don't believe we exist, but we do. If you look at statues from around the world you'll see that some have fangs that are visible and the statue is in human form. If you look at some of the Chinese Buddha statues they have a swastika in the middle of the chest for them it was an ancient religious symbol, before is was used by the Nazi's during WWII. So you see if you look into the past you will find things that are in the present. So, yes it is possible for Vampires to exist in present day and be as old as 6,000 years, if not older. The bloodline i was "born" into is at least 6,000 yea

I Would Really Like All My Friends To Go View This
> I would like to sent this out to a person who has brightened my evening, this person deserve to get seen by all my fiends & family > > innocentprncss™ (Sorceress of the royal family)@ CherryTAP

A Engagement Question ....need Help Fast!
ok so every1 knows i'm back wit jamie ...we're perfect together and he has the boyish charm that i can't resist ...even though he has cheated on me in the past i decided to give him this final shot ...well he's always here (since he quit his job) so i know he's not cheatin so far but he's lookin for another job....but a few days ago he asked me to marry him .....and he keeps askin and everytime i want to answer its like my airway shuts off and i can't answer him!! and i get all fidgeity, so i sit there like a complete idiot and act like i'm doin something else .....helppp!! ....should i say yes or no? and how the hell do i get out of the "complete idiot" zone????? but u know normally i'm happy when i'm spendin a lot of time with my boy but then the day he quit his job it was because the work hours were killin him, and we only got to see each other on weekends and because he didn't have time to spend with his son (trevor) but now he's constantly around and not spending any time with tre

Another Painfilled Night
Well here I sit wondering about my life while my body is raked with pain. I wonder why I was born. Why do I have to endure so much pain, weither it be physical or other pains that I have endured. I think back to when I wasn't in so much pain and cry. Like I am sitting here crying now and hating the fact that I am crying. Don't get me wrong I love my life here and everyone in my life they mean the world to me!! I just wonder why I have to have a body that is always in pain and constantly get sick. Why I have to endure so much heartache and abuse through my life. Why I have been chosen to endure so much pain and sorrow. Then all I have to do is listen to someone in the military or who has had it worse than me. I am very empathetic person and since I have been through so much hell in my life can easily relate to many people. I am starting to wonder where my lot in life is taking me. I always new my lot in life was to endure many forms of abuse, pain and suffering. I start to think back

Best Looking Emo/goth Contest Finished)
BEST LOOKING_EMO/GOTH_CONTEST I am finally doing my "Best Looking Emo/Goth Contest" I am looking for 15 people (male and female) to enter, please serious offers only. They will be chosen by the first fifteen people to leave me a comment on my page with the name of the contest as well as a link to their entry in the contest CHOOSING A WINNER COMMENT BOMB The winner will be chosen by the most number of comments on the picture, the pictures can be commented as much as any person wants to comment, you may comment your own entry over and over. ~~Prizes~~ the winner is guaranteed a V.I.C. gift any one who breaks 5000 comments is guaranteed a gift worthy of that task whether they win the contest or not the gift is guaranteed!! CONTEST START Once i have received all of the 15 entries into the contest I will then personally message each contestant letting them know that the contest has began CONTEST WILL END Once the contest is started it will end between th

Sexiest M.i.l.f (finished)
Hello Ladies, its time for yet another contest I am looking for 15 woman to enter, please serious offers only. They will be chosen by the first fifteen woman to leave me a comment on my page saying they want to enter with the link to their entries. All entries CAN NOT be deemed NSFW IF YOU SEND AN ENTRY PLEASE ALSO SEND A FRIEND REQUEST AS I WILL BE TELLING OF ANY CONTEST UPDATES IN BULLETINS ONLY CHOOSING A WINNER COMMENT BOMB The winner will be chosen by the most number of comments on the picture, the pictures can be commented as much as any person wants to comment, you may comment your own entry over and over. ~~Prizes~~ the winner is guaranteed a V.I.C. gift any one who breaks 5000 comments is guaranteed a gift worthy of that task whether they win the contest or not the gift is guaranteed!! CONTEST START Once i have received all of the 15 entries into the contest I will then personally message each contestant letting them know that the contest has began W

First Instalation
VERBS Throw, Sleep, Blow, Hide, Jump Kiss, Fly, Splunk, Spit, Drink Run, Fuck, Urinate, Act, Inhale Cut, Whisper, Ponder, Rattle, Defenestrate. So we have simple verbs, We have complex verbs. Heck we even have cave jumping throwing people out of windows verbs. Body functions and functioning bodies. But even with al those verbs we’ve seemed to forget how to love, breathe, be and simply live. THE SADDNESS IN HER EYES. The sadness in her eyes led me to want to cry. The fact that I can’t heal it, The fact that I only make it worse kills me. I wish I could heal her mind, give her an emotional baind-aid and take away the hurt. But I can’t because if I want to take the hurt away I have to take away her ability to feel. Her ability to love her ability to live. Nothing can be done about her sadness except be there and not ignore her all that can be done is help her to feel live and love again and forever. THE PAIN OF BEING OUTSIDE The pain of being outside, the

Let Me Get Something Straight Here!
To my regular readers, I must apologize to you for this but I'm going to speak my mind here and straighten a "friend" out real quick like. I'm really angry and I need to vent. First of all if you read my profile, you would have read that I am a 100% INDEPENDANT NATIVE TEXAN WOMAN. I shoot straight from the hip and I tell it like it is with me. If you have never dealth with a Texas woman, I can tell you it's a whole different ballgame. Being from ________, you don't know what that means so I'm going to explain so you understand what that means to me. IT means: I answer to NO ONE except the person that is paying my bills. As a child, I took direction from my parents or their designated authority care giver. At the age of 18, I became my own person and therefore only allowed direction with someone who was clearly someone I paid to educate me or a judicial entity. Thus, my first husband tried to beat me when I refused to conform to his control. He belittled me, kept me

Do I Just Suck At Life?
So, I know this isn't supposed to be important, but it's on my mind (again). I'm 20 years old. I have had one boyfriend that amounted to anything, two if you count that, and have been kissed by a whopping 5 people (2 of those I really wasn't anticipating/enjoying), haven't been on a real date ever in my life, and I'm getting sick of it. I happen to be a kick-ass person, people! I mean, I may not be the prettiest button in the jar, but I have enough personality for two people on most days. I've been utterly single for 2 years, with no ENGLISH SPEAKING people that would actually like to get to know me. I promise, I'm not terrible... why do I never get the chance to show that to anybody? I mean, I have a LOT of love to offer somebody... but who? It makes me angry that a person can get hit on to no end online, but then in real life, I can't even get one single date with someone who has a decent number of functioning braincells. I guess I'm probably picky, but goodness I'm not turn

Happy New Years Eve Eveyone Almost.....
WELL NEW YEAR'S IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER HERE AND THATS WHEN WE CELEBRATE THE NEW YEAR COMING AND THATS WHEN WE HAVE LOADS OF FUN AND MAKE ASS'S OF OUR SELFS RIGHT....LMAO. WELL JUST BE SAFE AND HAVE A GREAT TIME OUT PARTYING UP THE NEW YEAR BECAUSE I KNOW I WILL BE HAVING A GOOD OLE TIME SOME HOW I MEAN.

What Kind Of Sex Do U Like
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

George Carlin's New Rules For 2007
New Rule: No more gift registries. You know, it used to be just for weddings. Now it's for babies and new homes, graduations, and releases from jail. Picking out the stuff you want and having other people buy it for you isn't gift giving, it's the white people version of looting. New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for Classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days: mowing my lawn. New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: LUCKY BASTARDS. New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're gay. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do

Life
never... Current mood: determined your hopless your helpless you use and abuse i think you care but i know better you think you can fool me but you know better help me i want to live if only someone else would do it for me its hard and you make it harder you try to end it all but just destroy it you make it harder harder to love harder to feel harder to care is this a game quit throwing the ball at me keep the ball play the game i want to go home

None
Im still waiting for prince charming, well not really but what ever happened to him? Or the princess the white knight the 7 dwarfs and snowwhite? It would seem like our childhood heros do not exist anymore, who is suppose to teach us to be kind and help others just because they need us, who will kiss us and bring us back to life, who will watch over us when we sleep, who will climb the tower and and save us from the evil ?????. This seems like only a child should care but if that little girl or boy never reads the story they grow up not knowing the joy of what it means to freely love and be kind to strangers and fall in love with the sleeping girl that may come to life when you kiss her because she can feel the love. Who will be the one to protect us from the poison apple so we don't take a bite, because lets face it prince charming got erased from history all thats left is selfishness, hurt and unkindness and don't forget the evil stepmom and the wolf that ate ridinghoods grandma wh

Without You
Without you, My world would fall apart. Without you, I would have no love in my heart. Without you, Everything will seem so dark. Without you, I wouldnt have this spark. Without you, I couldnt go on. Without you, There would be no sun. Without you, I would fail. Without you, Ill remain pale. Without you, I couldnt believe. Without you, I'd have to leave. Without you, There will be no tomorrow. Without you, I would be all hallow. Without you, I would have no feeling. Without you, life would have no meaning.

Suicidal Toughts
I wish I could go away ...just fly. If they don't care Then why should I? Sometimes the trigger-- I wanna pull it Die, end it all with a bullet. And just when I'm very close to the edge, trying hard not to lose my head I looked up and say: "God, why? I work hard and I try, to forget all that's happened and move on, ignoring everyone's habits." Then, I hear a voice, That leaves me with no choice. It says: "I know it might be strenuous, and times are hard. Just keep the faith, and believe in God. Plus... you owe it to yourself, And don't forget your friends." That's when I open my eyes And know I'd rather live. Even if everyone takes... I'm gonna give. I'm gonna give of my faith, I'm gonna give of me. I'm gonna give of everything, whatever it takes to make people see- That my emotions aren't a game, they'd better remember my name. 'coz I'm gonna come back And I'm gonna make them respect me. I've learned that sel

I Got It
I did end up going back out to the mall to get the Zelda game, and I am glad I did. It's a lot of fun, I love it already. Another new addiction. Not too much time to play though since I'm working all weekend again. HOWEVER, I am so happy because on Saturday I work 2-6. I NEVER get shifts like that. I'm actually happy to work on a Saturday, just go put my 4 hours in, leave, and still have the rest of the evening. Hopefully some friends of mine will have the evening off too. If not, guess I'll just be playing Zelda LoL. I work New Years Eve and New Years Day, but that doesn't really matter since if I can even go out on New Years Eve, I'll be off work in plenty of time to party, and on New Years Day I don't work til later so I'll have time to sleep it off. That's IF any of that goes on, cause since I am not yet 21, if someone I know doesn't have a party, I'm pretty much screwed. I'm more excited about the time and a half on New Years Day than anything else really LoL.

Went To A Party Mom
I went to a party and remembered what you said.you told me not to drink mom so i had a sprite instead i felt proud of myself the way you said i would that i didnt drink and drive though some friends said i should i made a healthy choice and your advice to me was right tru the party finally ended and the kids drove out of sight , i got into my car sure to get home in one peice i never knew what was comming mom something i expected last now im lying on the pavement and i hear the policeman say " the kid that caused this wreck was drunk" mom his voice seems far away my own bloods all around me as i try hard not to cry i can hear the paramedic say "this girl is going to die" im sure the guy had no idea while he was flying high because he choose to drink and drive now i would have to die so why do people do it mom knowing that it ruins lives and now the pain is cutting me like a hundred stabbing knives tell sister not to be afraid mom tell daddy to be brave and when i got to heaven put

Suicide Letter
Do you ever think just maybe you weren't ment to be here Maybe you were just a mistake that wasnt supposed to be Have you ever had a question on your mind about why and how you've made it this far if you were never supposed to be here...allive...? But then again how do you know anything maybe you were expected maybe life just sucks whether you were wanted or not maybe we were all wanted but theres a chance we weren't Will we forever have this question... AND NEVER FIND THE ANSWER...? i mean this in so many ways did my parents ever want me was i just a consequence of what they did in the dark am i now being blamed for living ? i get treated like an extra piece of baggage that they never wanted and they always say a drunk person speaks a sober mind... and if that is true then i know exactly how my parents feel about me and in knowing that i dont want to live if i was such a mistake then why should i keep on living? if i was such a mistake then no one would care if i took my own life and

First Time
From the first time i met you i knew an angel was near. Everything stopped i couldnt hear Just voices in my head telling me there's an angel standing right there i wasnt sure if you felt the same way so i asked the next day.First it was like, then it was love, now i think god you fell from heaven above, for you are my one true love.Many people tell me i am too young i dont understand the meaning of love though i do. everything i think love is i have found it i have found you from the first time i met you i knew it im letting you know my love is out of control for you theres nothing i can do but simply love You this is to my boyfriend who i love so damn much and he has me to thinking sometimes but hell it will all be all right well Baby if you read this I love you and i miss you!

I Love You
When you are sad I will dry your tears When you are scared I will comfort your fears When you need love, my heart I will share When you are sick, I will be there and care You will feel my love when ever we are apart Knowing that nothing can change my heart When you are worried, I will give you hope When you are confused or tense, I will help you cope When you are lost, and can't see the light My love will be the star, shining so bright This is for you, one that I keep till the end For you are my life and friend These words which express my feelings, speak of my love for you From my lips these words spoken, will always be true I have been blessed, with your hand in mine Both of our hearts will never unwind

5 Steps To Wisdom
5 Steps to Wisdom "The first step in the acquisition of wisdom is silence, The second is listening, The third is memory, The fourth is practice, The fifth is teaching others." ~Solomen Ibn Gabirol (A.D. 1021? – 1069?)~ Hard to argue with that, huh? Silence, meditation, time with nature, self-reflection… all of these things lead us to wisdom. Have we taken that first step? Do we listen? Do we remember? Do we practice? Do we teach others? We all know what we must do, yet how often do we really do it? We get so distracted by our daily activities that we forget how important it is to just sit down and be quiet for a change! Yes, it is important – wisdom is important! Wisdom is necessary to lead the kind of lives that we say we want to lead. Remember....The first step is...Silence “It is easier to be wise for others than for oneself.” ~La Rochefoucauld (1613-1680)~ This is so true! Don’t we all give better advice than we take from ourselves? Because we can look at so

Grand-pa
Fill not your hearts with pain and sorrow. But remember me in every tomorrow. Remember the joy, the laughter, and the smiles. I’ve only gone to rest for a while. Although my leaving cured my hurt And has given me relief. So dry your eyes and remember me, Not as I am now, but as I used to be. Because, I will remember you all And look on with a smile. Understand in you hearts…. I’ve only gone to rest a while. As long as I have the love of each of you, I can live my life in the hearts of all of you. R.I.P....Slim Swafford Born October 5 Died March 22,2000

January
In the next month I will not be on here as much as I am normally on CT... I am going be packing up my house... Clearing out of the Army... Starting College... Moving and then Unpacking... Not gonna leave much time for being online... Not saying I wont be online... just not as much... By the time February gets here I will have alot of new changes going on with me... Some good... Some bad... but all changes I wanted to make.... Anyways... just wanted to give yall a heads up so no one wonders what happened to me

You Changed My World
At times the days seemed so long, I thought I'd never make it through, Then suddenly, out of a dream, I have met someone like you. I had locked up all my feelings and I'd thrown away the key, Until your heart spoke a thousand words I knew were meant to be. When times turned rough and lonely, and despair fell upon my face, You comforted me and kept me safe in that loving special place. You don't realize what you have and what you've done for me, But the way you managed to steal my heart is what has set me free. You've given me a feeling that no one else could ever change, Your love has touched a place in me that I always found so strange. It's as if you were cut right out of a spell cast upon my heart, Because the crazy thing about it is, I've loved you from the start. No one in this wide world could touch the feelings we share; To the seconds I spend with you, nothing can compare. You've opened my eyes and heart just enough and let me live, You've changed my world w

Relationships
Relationships are something that scare me... no other way to put it. Sometimes I wonder why I try. I've had some pretty odd ones. I was married 3 1/2 years before my (ex)wife let us even have sex. She hated sex, but wanted a child. Amazingly, that was one of the smallest problems we had. Throw in the control issues, and some other serious issues, end it was something that could not last. Last girlfriend I had... lied about her age... twice.. about her divorce (she wasn't) and about her boyfriend. She felt secrets were good in a relationship. Throw in the one who asked me to marry her and the next week slept with another guy and I really have enough to write a book. So now I often wonder just what is it I don't know? When will I find out what the person is really like? I guess I have a few trust issues because of it. As long as I feel special, I am ok. But I am still scared. And sometimes I doubt myself. I wonder if they don't deserve more than me. I'm doing better

That Mysterious Way You Look At Me
That mysterious way you look at me I feel so warm inside. I can't believe you're here with me standing by my side. Your lips are soft and sweet, like sugar to the heart. I feel so sad, and want to weep whenever we're apart. Your eyes are so enchanting like sweet words to the soul. I'm sorry that I'm ranting, I just need you to know. All of this I say to you not to make you blush. But to tell you that I love you, and you'll always have my trust. I love you more than anything more than words can say. For you I will do anything any given day.

Im Horny
not that im ever not hehe ... i wish i wasnt alot of the time tho it makes me do naughty things hehe anyways i gues i really just would rather not be sometimes because then my ex and i usually end up hooking back up the fucking inevitable cycle .. i guess its just a comfort thing too we were together for so long and we were such good friends its just easy to fall back to the old habbits ... earls doesnt help either we both hang out there and ... i really do sound like a bitch though because if he wasnt there somtimes i dont know what id do anyways im being a stupid fucking chick hahah so im gonna go now ..have good sex

Having Fun With Coolwhip!!!
Every skilled lover has a set of tricks, things they are good at -- even known for. One of my tricks is Cool-Whip play. Now, many of you will think you know how to play this edible seduction game, but we all can learn a new trick, so here's how I play. First, you must buy a frozen tub of Cool-Whip. No cans of whipped cream. A tub of Cool-Whip (or it's generic tub equivalent) is what you need. Why my aversion to whipped cream in a can? For one, this easy-spray-way of application is counter-productive to our mission. This is not a neat event. And two, well, you'll see soon enough. OK, so buy your tub of frozen Cool-Whip. Keep it in the freezer. Let's say you're going to perform this as an after dinner treat. Then you'd take the tub out of the freezer and place it in the refrigerator just before dinner, or approximately 2-3 hours prior to serving up your lover as a tasty dish. There's a reason for this, so no thawing a tub of Cool-Whip out first! Now, once you've moved him (or

Crazy Sex Laws
Reading Lolita in Tehran I came across one of the laws that said “if a man has sex with a chicken it is unclean to eat for his family and for families next to him, but if a family lives a given number of houses away they can eat the chicken This got me thinking, Iran isn’t the only place where silly sex laws abound. We have enough of them to keep you laughing and cool right here. In Minnesota they love fish…well, some do. However, there are some limits: it is illegal for any man to have sexual intercourse with a live fish. And in Alexandria, MN no man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions or sardines on his breath. If his wife requests, he must brush his teeth. I don’t think a simple brush will take care of this. This might take some industrial strength mouthwash. Minnesota is not the only place in the Midwest with some strange sex laws. I know we can get excited (am I understating it?) when we have an orgasm. But in Connorsville, Wisconsin,

Sorry For Not Being Around Much
Have had soooo much going on the past couple of months...Even though Im not online as often and sending comments like i used to doesnt mean i dont think of my friends on here...Just life can be full of thousands of trials and tribulations and it just seems as soon as you get over one hurdle you have a ton more waiting on you...I try to send my love as often as i can...Muah Love ya and I hope that you have a safe and Happy New Year

Snow For Sale
To all, As the snow is falling here in Colorado just a week after the last large amount of snow fell I was thinking where we as a state might be putting this snow. I have come to the conclusion that as a state we should sell the snow to places that are not a fortunate as we are in Colorado. There are children who have only seen pictures of such ideas. Anyone interested?

Mumms??
I have been trying to post a mumm for a couple of days and it keeps telling me that I'm not allowed to do that... is anyone else getting that message??? any clue if there is a limit or something.. I have only posted a few, so it's not like I should have reached a maximum or something.

Thong Song ~ Sisqo
This thing right here Is lettin all the ladies know What guys talk about You know The finer things in life Hahaha Check it out Ooh dat dress so scandalous And ya know another nigga couldn't handle it See ya shakin that thang like who's da ish With a look in ya eye so devilish Uh Ya like to dance at all the hip hop spots And ya cruise to the crews like connect da dots Not just urban she likes the pop Cuz she was livin la vida loca BRIDGE She had dumps like a truck truck truck Thighs like what what what Baby move your butt butt butt Uh I think to sing it again She had dumps like a truck truck truck Thighs like what what what All night long Let me see that thong CHORUS I like it when the beat goes da na da na Baby make your booty go da na da na Girl I know you wanna show da na da na That thong th thong thong thong I like it when the beat goes da na da na Baby make your booty go da na da na Girl I know you wanna show da na da na That thong th thong

Incomplete ~ Sisqo
Whoo Ooh Oh yeah yeah Listen Bright lights Fancy restaurants Everything in this world that a man could want Got a bank account bigger than the law should allow Still I'm lonely now Pretty faces from the covers of the magazines From their covers to my covers wanna lay with me Fame and fortune still can't find Just a grown man runnin out of time CHORUS Even though it seems I have everything I don't wanna be a lonely fool All of the women All the expensive cars All of the money don't amount to you I can make believe I have everything But I can't pretend that I don't see That without you girl my life is incomplete Said without you girl ahh Listen Your perfume Your sexy lingerie Girl I remember it just like it was on yesterday A Thursday you told me you had fallen in love I wasn't sure that I was It's been a year Winter summer spring and fall But bein without you just ain't livin ain't nothing at all If I could travel back in time I'd relive the days you wer

The New Beginning
12/19/06 The trip to Fernley from Orange County, California was uneventful. I took the desert route thinking that tire chains might be required in the Sierra Nevada Mountains. I didn’t have chains. Fernley, Nevada – elevation 4153 feet, population around 20K, thirty-six miles east of Reno and twenty-seven miles to Fallon in the other direction. Fallon is to Fernley as Mount Pilot is to Mayberry. Nobody is absolutely sure how Fernley got its name. Originally it was known as Canal Town. There were two sets of records on the matter. One was lost in the San Francisco earthquake of 1906 and the other went up in smoke in the Fernley courthouse fire around ten years later. Pyramid Lake lies to the north on the Paiute Indian reservation. The lake is best known for the war fought there in 1860 that erupted when the Williams brothers, who owned the local trading post, kidnapped two young girls from the tribe. Today you can pay seven bucks to go trout fishing there for a day.

2007
My Wish for You in 2007 May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet of $200 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires and may happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had forget your home address! In simple words ............ May 2007 be the best year of your life!!!

My Theme Song!!
With all the fakes, all the haters, and all the bullshitters I have run into in my life and on here, I thought the song I have on my profile now was perfect. Anybody who deals with too much bullshit from too many bullshitters, check it out and dance along!!! :)

Retailer Ban --
Saw the below on a bulletin. Couldn't help to wonder if my friend's son was the one that this letter was directed about (you know -- names changed to protect the innocent, and all that!!) LOL.... ************************************************* Banned from Walmart Dear Mrs. Fenton, Our store is considering banning your family from ever shopping with us again unless your husband stops his antics while you are shopping. Below is a list of offenses over the past few months, all verified by our surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the ladies' restroom. 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official tone, "Code 3 in housewares".....and watched what happened. 5. August 4: Went to the service

The Office
*They turn on the ultra violet light in the hotel room, and the one guy looks at the bed and says, "Gawd! What are all those stains on the bed??" The other guy answers, "Its either blood, urine or semen.." The other exclaims, "Geez, I hope its urine" Bwahahaha!!

Safe At Home
i got word tonight Micah made it home and is at home til next round of Chemo on the seventh. I know i shpuld keep my spirits up but i see this happening more than once as i told my son this is so familer.

A Man Apart
Behind these eyes a child cries. Behind these eyes a mother weeps. Behind these eyes terror reigns. Behind these eyes I look, mirror in myself, what do I see but a man apart. The lifelessness is all that remains. A piece of a whole. Destructive in nature and plague to the world. I walk along but to no avail. I see the world through clouded hate. Why does it have to be this way? A silent scream goes unheard. Requiem of a dream, no one cares. These eyes see red, and nothing clear. These shattered remains, a man apart is dead! That's my hand at poetry. Not saying it's good, not saying it's bad. It's just my own words

Contest For Ladies
I'M HOLDING MY 1ST CONTEST AFTER NEW YEARS!! IT'S GOING TO BE FOR SEXIEST CHERRY. IT WILL RUN FOR 1 WEEK , FROM JANUARY 2nd - JANUARY 9TH! WINNER OF CONTEST GOES TO NEXT ROUND, TO FIGHT FOR YOUR CROWN AND GET A LARGER PRIZE!! IF INTERESTED SEND LINK TO MY INBOX!! THANKS TO ALL!

About Me
Well there are very few people that know the real me. I am a shy person believe it or not. I dont let a lot of people get to close to me. I am not really open about myself. The one thing I can say about me is I am honest. Here is what I will tell you about me. I have 2 kids and 2 dogs.... My kids are 14 (a girl) and 15 (feb 23 my son will be 16 then). My son just started driving and that makes me nervous. Anyway, I am sure now I have completely bored everyone. Other than that, if you want to know something ask. If I like you at all I will tell you. I hope soon to have pics of me and my kids on here soon.... Anyway, if you get this far... .thanks for takin the time to read it

I't Takes A Little Rain
IT TAKES A LITTLE RAIN,TO MAKE LOVE GROW,THROUGH HEART ACHE AND PAIN, A REAL HEART SHOWS. THE SUN ALWAYS SHINE ON THE DESERT BELOW,IT TAKES A LITTLE RAIN,TO MAKE LOVE GROW. EVRYBODY GOES THROUGH HEART ACHE IN THEIR LIFE TIME,WHEN YOU HURT YOUR TEARS FLOW LIKE RAIN,SO JUST REMEMBER THAT LOVE GROWS THROUGH HEART ACHE AND PAIN.

About Me~
What's Up My Friends? Turn On:Sexy lips and mouth and a man who knows how to use them. I love all men, black,white, hispanic, ect. I don't discriminate, hate players, cause you will get played back, aight? I am here for fun and friends, ain't looking for no drama! My bait is honey and I am so sweet, you get back what you put in! Holla!

Simple
To ponder mysteries of love and to wonder why Is it a fools quest that remains lost until we do die For none can explain why we feel and about whom And when we have not one to love we do feel the gloom Love it is not about looks so much as the soul And without one to love we are often less than whole To search a lifetime for true love only to abandon hope To give up the dream unfound and reach the end of our rope And then to have love find us when finally we let it go Is proof beyond all that there is some thing we should know A divine spirit guides the way and for each has a plan To ponder mysteries of love is a foolish nature of a man By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Stroll
Breathe the steam of a bleeding disease See the world through the eyes of a flea Everything is huge and everything is food Get rude when you choose the new method to screw Subdue the uncued with a tickle of shiny doom Clued into alternate colors Alternate the direction of the rudders Crush the mothers of gravitation Surrender to chemical reanimation Damnation of standard transmission Superstition of broken stitches The best wishes of shit-caked misgivings The winds aids the twisting A christening of the shrouded one Don’t flout the sun Ok… Roll the drums This is the sound of a fist dipped in the seeds of hate Penetrating the faceless and godless rape of clean slate See flakes that at first look like snow But is the downpour of ash That is my soul Swirling around the aftermath Romantically waltzing with trash Obscuring the path Offering a sticky hand Come with me, let’s take a walk

I Love You
I LOVE YOU since you came into my life ive looked forward to each sunrise the early moring with you in my arms the midnight skies with us beneth zillion stars move me you make me feel like no one else could i like the person i am when im with you you bring out a part of me that i never knew existed a part that was born with our first kiss you make me complete now i have a reason to try a reason to believe in all the wonderful things life has to offer you took my hand and drew me into the light and you saw in me all the qualities that no one else had ever noticed you gave me hope inspiration pride and love yes i love you for all these reasons and for so much more i love you fro being yourself and i love you because of the person you made me and the person that u are

What Up Yall!
Hey yall! Just thought I would say hi and tell yall that I am going to be on here more often! Feel happy I dont like to be online much, but yall are special enuff to be on here for! MMFWCL to yall! ~Jenn

Love Is Sacrifice
You sacrifice for the one you love. whatever that sacrifice may be.....your own comfort for theirs, the last piece of toast at breakfast, or maybe the last $5 in your pocket........We give without expecting anything in return

Love Is A Touch
when the person you love touches you, and your skin gets warm.....and your toes tingle.....that is love. when they hug you and the heat from their body makes you weak, and you cant breathe. love is a touch you crave, you want it to last forever.......because without it, your cold.

Flat Belly
A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. the mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks, "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies, "Well, you know your dad has a big tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it and help flatten it." "Your wasting your time," said the boy. "Why is that?" the mom asked puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up."

Shattered
I sit here and think and think is life worth this? I think about the past and what has gone wrong...what I have done..what has happen..What I regret..I think about if I can or could have changed anything.I think to myself god giveing up and saying fuck it all is or has to be better then having these flash backs and regrets everyday.But so many people tell me to hang in there it will be better and I think its not better it just gets worse!Is it ever gonna get better am I ever gonna stop hurting and woundering?Maybe if I give up and say fuck it all it will and I wont feel this way anymore...So I think I GIVE UP my whole LIFE IS SHATTERED!!! ~Fallen Angel~ *aka* ~Shattered~

Gemini And Brown/hazel Eyes
>>>CAPRICORNNice >Sassy. >Intelligent. >Sexy. >Predict future. >Irrestible, awes0me kisser. >Loves being in long relationships >Great talker. >Always gets what he or she wants. >BY FAR the BEST in BED. >Very sexy >Coolest >Loves to own Gemini's in sports >extremely funn >loves to joke >Loves to be your first. so ull never forget >Smart >>>GEMINILove is one of a kind. >Great listeners >Very Good in bed. >Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the hell out. >Trustworthy. >Always happy. >Loud. >Talkative. >Outgoing >VERY FORGIVING>Loves to make out >Has a beautiful smile >Generous >Strong >ULTRA SEXY >THE MOST IRRESISTABLE >>>VIRGOsomeone loves them right now. >Freak in bed. >Always wants the last word. >Caring. >Smart. >Addictive. >Attractive. >Loud. >Loyal. >Easy to talk to. >Hard to forget >Love at first sight with ur babe >Everything u ever wanted >Easy to please >The one and only >ultimate sexiness >>>SCORPIOEXTREMELY sexy. >Intelligent. >Energetic. >Predict futur

Black Rain
Black Rain! Well, I know the words, But I can’t really speak them, To you. And I hide all the pain, That I’ve gained with my wisdom, From you. And I’m eaten alive, By what I hold inside. All the things that I live with, I can’t easily hide. And I’m left here with nothing, Nothing to live for; But you. It’s not easy to hide, All this damage inside. And I’ll carry it with me, Until I’m not alive. When you look at my face, Does it seem just as ugly, To you? And I can’t seem to erase, All the scars I have lived with, From you. I’m so sick of this place, And this taste in my mouth. Cause of you I can’t figure, What I’m all about. And I’m left here with nothing, Nothing to live for but you. It’s not easy to hide, All this damage inside. I’ll carry it with me, ’til I’m not alive

Grrr So Addicting I Swear It!
Grr that cherry game is so addicting .i have come so close to clearing the entire screen .heres a screen shot of the closest i have come! GRRR damn you tasty ,sweet juicy morsels of frustration. lol Mark my words i will defeat you muhahaha *evil pirate laugh* Fear me ,,fear my intelligence and drive ..ok im done now, Back to the grindstone of whooping that game hehe

The Truth
I was sitting here all alone for Christmas, I'll be sitting here all alone for New Years and I'll be sitting here all alone Jan. 6th. (My birthday) You can wish me a happy this and that but it won't be happening. At least not until I crawl inside of a bottle. :(

Franks Suprise - Female Dominant
Frank had been seeing Carol for about six months, and during that time, they'd had some great times. Carol was a lovely brunette with pale blue eyes and a penchant for oral sex. Frank loved the way she looked up at him with those soft blue orbs when her mouth was full of him. She often smiled around his shaft, an impish delight shining in her eyes, while she worked her mouth up and down. Carol's figure is nice, too. Slender, yet filled out with the curves of a mature, sexy woman. Her breasts weren't large, but they were pleasing and wonderful, with large, sensitive nipples that she liked Frank to play with. Carol is a delight in bed, or on the floor, or on the kitchen table. She had a youthful enthusiasm and enjoyed the sensual pleasures, giving back what she received. Carol's behind is firm yet soft, with the oh-so pleasing curves that men find sensual when kneeling behind a woman with her ass pressed against him. Her hips only hinted at her earlier motherhood. And ther

Rain....
the beatles always make me feel better..... dont really care if anyone out there cares,or understands. but every time i feel a little unguided. a little un justified. i can hear the music. close my eyes. and go to another place. in one of those moods tonight. dreary rain drizzles through the gutters. and down the drains. even down the windowpanes. one of those nights. hows that for a senseless blog? you have been enlightened none. and spent another minute or so of your life. thank ya very much?

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs83%Biting83%Bondage75%Blood50%Whips42%Blind Folds25%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Bad Jokes
Q: Why did Sadam Husein want looser pants ? A: He heard some one say he was soon going to be well hung ! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A rabbit one day managed to break free from the laboratory where he had been born and brought up. As he scurried away from the fencing of the compound, he felt grass under his little feet and saw the dawn breaking for the first time in his life. "Wow, this is great," he thought. It wasn't long before he came to a hedge and, after squeezing under it he saw a wonderful sight: lots of other bunny rabbits, all free and nibbling at the lush grass. Hey," he called. "I'm a rabbit from the laboratory and I've just escaped. Are you wild rabbits?" "Yes. Come and join us," they cried. Our friend hopped over to them and started eating the grass. It tasted so good. "What else do you wild rabbits do?" he asked. "Well," one of them said. "You see that field there? It's got carrots growing in it. We dig th

My Sex Quiz
You scored as Soft. You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Hot94%Soft94%Sweet88%Violent81%Exciting75%Shy50%Wet50%Awkward0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com i was to hot to handle

Amazed ~ Lonestar
Every time our eyes meet This feeling inside me Is almost more than I can take Baby when you touch me I can feel how much you love me And it just blows me away I've never been this close to anyone or anything I can hear your thoughts I can see your dreams I don't know how you do what you do I'm so in love with you It just keeps getting better I want to spend the rest of my life With you by my side Forever and ever Every little thing that you do Baby, I'm amazed by you The smell of your skin The taste of your kiss The way you whisper in the dark Your hair all around me Baby you surround me You touch every place in my heart Oh, it feels like the first time, every time I want to spend the whole night in your eyes Chorus Solo Every little thing that you do I'm so in love with you It just keeps getting better I want to spend the rest of my life With you by my side Forever and ever Every little thing that you do Ba

This Is My Way Of Talkin About It..
alright.. some of you know that my father passed away on the 16th.. and alot told me that if i needed to talk or anything just to let them now.. well thats not me at all... im not just goin to do that.. this is my way of talkin.. im not the kind of person that is goin to be all poor me... but when he passed away it really didnt hit me at all.. it didnt seem real at all. this isnt happening.. and now that a lil more time has gone by it is getting harder. im finding the urge to call him and either tell him about something or ask him a question. and then i think about it and i cant. i still havent got the nerve to take his number off my phone. it just really makes me sad that my son will never get to know how cool his grandpa really was.. i know that he will always be lookin down on him. i miss him so much.. ok thats all i have to say for now...

Lips Of An Angel ~ Hinder
Honey why you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I, never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me will it start a fight No, I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I, never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be fai

The Fruits Of Denial
The race runs brown Hearing words formed through random sounds Aim for the heart at the back of the crowd Turned all ways except for around The ground reshapes beneath the footsteps of Ebola Take a quick injection of pasteurized club soda It’s clean I swear, no chance of infection Mutilation, it will save us Pacify us with brutal face-lifts Stimulate with broken scissors Perfection found through deep incisions Find the reflection, don’t you hear it call? Your hip hits the dresser as you run into the wall You should clutch the burn but your hand doesn’t crawl They are clawing at eyes, the eyes that you despise Can’t shut off sight even if I go blind Even when I’m deaf I can still hear calling all the time Over-shoulder-peering life Awaiting the approaching grime Crucified by an angel Jesus is my eunuch Eradication, it will save us Swear allegiance to decapitation Avoid the napalm by being weightless Mate the graceless with dirty razors Their bastard chil

Over The Hills And Far Away ~ Nightwish
They came for him one winter's night. Arrested, he was bound. They said there'd been a robbery, his pistol had been found. They marched him to the station house, he waited for the dawn. And as they led him to the dock, he knew that he'd been wronged. "You stand accused of robbery," he heard the bailiff say. He knew without an alibi, tomorrow's light would mourn his freedom. Over the hills and far away, for ten long years he'll count the days. Over the mountains and the seas, a prisoner's life for him there'll be. He knew that it would cost him dear, but yet he dare not say. Where he had been that fateful night, a secret it must stay. He had to fight back tears of rage. His heart beat like a drum. For with the wife of his best friend, he spent his final night of freedom. Over the hills and far away, he swears he will return one day. Far from the mountains and the seas, back in her arms he swears he'll be. Over the hills and far away. Over the hills

What Is Your Hidden Sesual Talent?
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I'll Still Love You More ~ Trisha Yearwood
Ask me how much you mean to me And I wouldn't even know where to start Ask if this love runs deep in me And you won't find a deeper love in any heart You could say you couldn't live one day without me You could say all of your thoughts are about me You could think no other love could be as strong But you'd be wrong You'd be wrong If you say that you love me More than anybody Than anyone's ever been loved before As much as you love me Baby, I'll still love you Baby, I'll still love you more I'll still love you more Ask me just what I'd do for you And I'll tell you I would do anything Ask if this heart beats true for you And I'll show you a truer heart could never be You could say there's not a star that you won't bring me You could say there'll be no day that you won't need me You could think no other love could last as long But you'd be wrong You'd be wrong If you say that you love me More than anybody Than anyone's ever been loved before As much a

Sorry ~ Buckcherry
Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away I missed you and things weren’t the same Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me want to die I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry I’m blue, I’m sorry about all things I said to you And I know I can’t take it back I love how you kiss, I love all you’re sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say I’m sorry… This time I think I’m to blame it’s harder to get through the days You get older and blame turns to shame (Pre-Chorus) (Chorus) Every single day I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it’s never too late to make it right Oh yeah sorry! (Chorus)

Good Advice
Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe simply because it has been handed down for many generations. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is written in Holy Scriptures. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of Teachers, Elders or Wise Men. Believe only after careful observation and analysis, when you find that it agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it. - Kalama Sutta

Iam Back!
Iam back...Ive been gone awhile and so here goes the story. Iam not talking to my X anymore..We both just decided it wasnt going to work. So Iam going out alone for New Years Eve, I will however be with a few of my friends though..So I wont be totally alone. HAPPY NEW YEAR!! to all of my new friends on here.

Need A Kiss...
Body: Body: There is at least one person on your friends list that wants to be your first kiss of 2007 So repost this and the first person to reply to you saying I want to be your first kiss of '07 will be your first kiss

Jesus Take The Wheel ~ Carrie Underwood
She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati On a snow white Christmas Eve Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline It'd been a long hard year She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention She was going way to fast Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass She saw both their lives flash before her eyes She didn't even have time to cry She was sooo scared She threw her hands up in the air Jesus take the wheel Take it from my hands Cause I can't do this all on my own I'm letting go So give me one more chance To save me from this road I'm on Jesus take the wheel It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder And the car came to a stop She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock And for the first time in a long time She bowed her head to pray She said I'm sorry for the way I've been livin

What Is Your Sexual Hidden Talent?
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Truth Or Dare
would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would u give me your number if so let me

God Bless The Stupid People Of This World
Alright so I was reading this website for the Westboro Baptist Church and let me tell you THEY ARE SO FUCKING STUPID not to mention bastards but hey now we know why god created birth control so stupid people like that wont procreate and their spawn wont grow up with their HORRIBLE train of thought. I read such things as a female sodlier died in shame not honor and if anyone from that church happens to read this SHAME ON YOU THEY ARE OVER THEIR FIGHTING FOR PEOPLE LIKE YOU AND YOUR STUPID FUCKING IDEALS THEY GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO SPEW FORTH YOUR BULLSHIT THEY GIVE THEIR LIVES FOR IT AS A MATTER OF FACT. HOW DARE YOU DISRESPECT ANYONE FOR THEIR LIFE CHOICES YOU AREN'T PERFECT NO ONE IS AND TO GO AROUND CALLING PEOPLE NAMES LIKE THAT. THESE SOLDIERS WHO BRAVELY DIED WITH HONOR ARE MAKING IT SO YOUR DUMB ASSES CAN WALK AROUND DOING WHAT YOU DO IN FREEDOM. I THINK IF ANYONE IS GOING TO BURN IN HELL IT'S GOING TO BE PEOPLE LIKE YOU. SHAME ON YOU FOR GOING TO THESE FALLEN SOLDIERS FUNERALS A

~~ I Need People ~~
I need 6 more ladies for my Sexy Lady On CT Contest and I need 10 men for the Sexy Male Body On CT Contest Sexy Lady starts 1/5 thur 1/12 at 12p.m. noon and Sexy Male Body will start on 1/3 thur 1/10 at 12 p.m. noon So plz hurry and send me some nice body pics men and I know we got a look of sexy ladies on this site what u waiting for! send the link to the pic u want to use to my inbox and i'll get you in thanks ~Maria~

End World 3
Something different on the wall ahead, unthinking I ran, anything, any change under sun, sea and sand. The beach widened, I hugged the wall, never liking the still water anyway, a blemish, in unbroken onyx. I arrived. Curious, A grey stone gateway. Stone as featureless as the black barricade around it. Topped with a simple arch. The stone was as cold as elsewhere, if I thought I had a pulse, I might have felt it in my hand. Then I noticed, crowning it all, inlay glowering down, a spider inky as the wall. It bracketed the arch, I looked up and it's red eyes opened, and looked down on me.

Inspiration From Cat
Well .. Thanks to Mindi i'm going to kick into my new Years Resolutions early .. well the Big ones .. Quitting smoking and Losing weight .. Not going to set stupid goals .. Ive stopped smoking before I can do it again .. and Hell Ive lost about a gazillion pounds over the years ( althou we wont talk about the ones that came back to haunt me ) Going to set my losing goal @ 50 lbs by My Birthday ( August) So if I seem a lil moody you'll know why .. Thanks Mindi for sharing your inspiration Love ya Girl !

Sucking And Assfucking At The Video Store
Submitted by Wave I own a video store and I'm the one who hires and fires people. I'm usually the one who opens and closes the store every day, as well. I had the good fortune to have a gorgeous young college student come in looking for a part time job. She had long auburn hair, wore very little makeup, and had the perkiest tits I had ever seen. I probably would have hired here even if she couldn't read, write or speak. Her name was Jill and she asked me to give her as many hours as I could, because she really needed the money. I had her working nearly every night and I enjoyed her company more than I can tell you. Not only was she beautiful, but it turned out that she was very intelligent and funny too. One day, we got a shipment of new porn videos in and they all to be cataloged and labeled, so I asked her if she wanted to work late to get it done after closing. She said yes and within a few hours we were busy getting them out on the shelves. To my amazement, Jill said she had

What The Hell Am I Doing .
have you ever had one of those days the just grab you by the balls . well that has been what i have feelt like all day today. i feel like i'm lost inside myself anymore aways doing shit for other peopele and never doing what i want to do but then such as today when i have time to do something , i set and wonder about all the shit thats going on in my life,and wonder what the fuck!!! i just feel like im traped most of the time . and always waiting till one day to be let free. i have so many hopes and dreams but the more i think about them i see how much i have to do to even get close. i'm tired of living this life . i want my own life sooo bad. it make me cry to think that i'm not free to do what i want when i want . and i think it has slowly started to kill me insied. i want out!!!!!! I WANT MY OWN LIFE!!!!!! IN MY OWN HOUSE!!!! AND IF I WANT TO SLEEP UNTILL 2 IN THE AFTER NOON I CAN BECASE IT'S MY HOUSE!!! I WANT TO BE ABLE TO SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS AND NOT WORRY ABOUT

Answers .
Physical Description: 6'3" 220 lb. Brown hair Brown Eyes Pierced Tattooed Scars American size 13 shoe 36-inch waist 32 inch in seem Hair on chest Hair on legs Hair on arms Wax other areas -------------------------------------------------- Heritage: Father side: Sicilian Italian Mother side: Italian Cherokee Born in USA. From the age of 3mo. until 10 parents traveled 48 states, Canada, and Mexico.(hippies)always returning to FL somewhere to live for the winters , with few exceptions. Spent formative years in all over Florida, Upstate NY. Parents Families (all 3 s

Leave The Pieces ~ The Wreckers
You're not sure that you love me But you're not sure enough to let me go Baby it ain't fair you know To just keep me hangin' 'round You say you don't wanna hurt me Don't wanna to see my tears So why are you still standing here Just watching me drown [Chorus] And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine Just take your love and hit the road There's nothing you can do or say You're gonna break my heart anyway So just leave the pieces when you go Now you can drag out the heartache Baby you can make it quick Really get it over with And just let me move on Don't concern yourself With this mess you've left for me I can clean it up, you see Just as long as you're gone [Chorus] You not making up your mind Is killing me and wasting time I need so much more than that Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah [Chorus] Leave the pieces when you go Oh yeah Leave the pieces when you go Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

Online Romance
They met online, a simple mIRC affair. After several months of typing, exchanging pictures, cybersex and phonesex they decided to meet face to face. They agreed on a public place at first, until they felt comfortable enough to move to private quarters. She got to the little outside café first, dressed in her favorite short skirt and skintight button up the back shirt. As she waited for him to arrive, she fiddled a bit with her clothes and sipped at her coffee. Then out of the corner of her eye, she saw him. "Oh my god, he's much better looking in person. I could ravage his body for hours." She stood up and waved, getting his attention. His smile was bright as he walked over to the table. He sat down and ordered a coffee. They both sat there, completely quiet, staring into each other's eyes, neither of them believing this was real. He slid his chair over a bit, sitting beside her, instead of across and slipped his hand onto her thigh. His touch made her entire body leap without moving

Not Ready To Make Nice ~ Dixie Chicks
Forgive, sounds good. Forget, I'm not sure I could. They say time heals everything, But I'm still waiting I'm through, with doubt, There's nothing left for me to figure out, I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying I'm not ready to make nice, I'm not ready to back down, I'm still mad as hell And I don't have time To go round and round and round It's too late to make it right I probably wouldn't if I could Cause I'm mad as hell Can't bring myself to do what it is You think I should I know you said Why can't you just get over it, It turned my whole world around and i kind of like it I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby, With no regrets and I don't mind saying, It's a sad sad story That a mother will teach her daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger. And how in the world Can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That they'd write me a letter Saying that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over I'm not ready to m

Original Poetry 4
Lost on a concrete island in a cement sea, Day by day nature is lost seamlessly; Where must I go? How far can it be? Just to see, To see just one tree; The beauty of the world, and nature’s glory obscured by the progress of man, Is nature lost or has it been captured, processed, bottled, and placed in a can? Remnants of an industrial revolution lay as a stark reminder of the destruction of god’s work through man’s toil and invention, Will Mother Nature stand for such dissention? And not to mention, the legions of fey, totem, and dragon that guard her ascension? Though nature’s beauty has not passed from sight, The city skyline is still pierced by her light, And if you listen, You can still hear her call in the dead of night...

What Is ...............
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Love is often in the air True love is in the heart Love always comes together True love never falls apart Love ignores all the lies True love know the truth Love is the reason True love is the proof Love keeps you warm at night True love keeps you awake Love is real what you see True love is never ever fake There's a difference between love and lust and I hold both for you; I love you, but I want you, so bad... to see you, breathing heavy, and wanting me back; to see you, loving me tenderly and me holding you back; to love you, ever so dearly, as you dry my tears; I love you, but my lust is all I fear...

I Bet You Wont Read This
okay, so you proved me wrong. well, at least you have when you finish reading it. Almost always, the best stuff comes to me when i least want it or expect it to. Even more so when im just depressed. the words just flow right in my head and come out here. I wonder why that is. I can't just be naturally an intellectual, it has to come to me. and like i said, it does not come often.most are luckier, but if it comes often, i guess its not meaningful after all. those that are, dont necessarily brag about it either. Take emily dickinson, for example, the last thing she wanted was to be hailed and famous, but after she was dead, her family and friends took her work and publicized it. it was brilliant....but she did not want anyone to know. I wonder if all that stuff just "came" to her too. or if she was one of those ones who could pull it out of the air like it was nothing. maybe this is another one of those "posts" and i just dont realize it. Could be. but if it is, it isnt one i thou

Love So Simple
Love the Flower's Love too Flower's... Flower's are Speak with Every day Smile.. sumile... You speak love And love With love too Flower's... Flower's love Love with you... Don't miss To day your's home One flower plant bring on Put the pot On any coner put it Each and every day Only given to water and Love it...love it One day smile And sumile flower Clourfully say too; 'I love you' Its living true Don't miss the simple love...! Do the love for..............

Life Or Death
If you havnt heard i lost my mom the 6th of Dec.She had a fight with Breast Cancer years ago,and had won.Late Nov. she woke up and told my dad her side hurt.Whent to the Dr.'s office to fine out her Ball-Bladder had to come out(sorry forgot what was wrong.Well during the sugery they noticed her liver was 98% eaten up with Cancer.After more tests the found more around her heart.What started off as being Breast Cancer ended up all over her body.They gave her 6-8 weeks.Try that was a day or two after T-day.I could go on and on....But this is to let EVERYONE know...PLEASE GET CHECKED OUT LIKE YOU SHOULD IF NOT FOR YOU FOR YOUR FAMILY..............

Body Shots
Body Shots I had been without sex for a long time. I went to the bar one evening & visited with some male friends, none of them had ever appealed to me. We lived in a very small town where everyone knows each other. Aside from the bartender, I was the only woman in the place. James came into the bar and started visiting with my friends. He worked in town and lived in another town. I was immediately attracted to him. I had never seen him before. We made eye contact and soon he was next to me at the bar. We all began drinking shots. I shared one with James. He asked me if I had ever had a body shot. I asked him what it was, and he told me to get on top the bar. I politely declined. After a couple more shots, James took me over to the pool table & told me to get on top. The table was in a darker area of the bar near the bathrooms, so there were people going by. I laid on the table and James unbuttoned my pants. He was between my legs. I was hesitant and somewhat

To All My Fellow Soldiers...
Military..... I had no Christmas spirit when I breathed a weary sigh, And looked across the table where the bills were piled too high. The laundry wasn't finished and the car I had to fix, My stocks were down another point, the Jets had lost by six. And so with only minutes till my son got home from school I gave up on the drudgery and grabbed a wooden stool. The burdens that I carried were about all I could take, And so I flipped the TV on to catch a little break. I came upon a desert scene in shades of tan and rust, No snowflakes hung upon the wind, just clouds of swirling dust. And where the reindeer should have stood before a laden sleigh, Eight Humvees ran a column right behind an M1A. A group of boys walked past the tank, not one was past his teens Their eyes were hard as polished flint, their faces drawn and lean. They walked the street in armor with their rifles shouldered tight, Their dearest wish for Christmas, just to have

What Kind Of Animal
What kind or animal are u in bed? TigerYou are the mighty tiger of the bed. You know how to give and recieve, and u are not afraid of trying new things. You are an excellent teacherTake The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Myspace
Hey people - I cleaned house today - deleted many many people off my friend and fan lists. If you are still on it - I consider you a friend and not a fake. I want to let y'all know I spend more time on Myspace then on here and I'm putting up the link to my profile there - if any of you have a page there - please stop by and add me to your friends. my link: http://www.myspace.com/MeMesuzyQ I hope everyone had a lovely holiday and I wish you all a very ...

Eleanor Rigby On The Net
I hope a few of you are old enough to remember the Beatles song, but if not you may get my meaning anyway, as I sit here and watch the small pics float by, I can only think "all the lonely people were do they all come from" for as the world grows larger we seem to become more isolated, more more distant, yet each night we long for companionship even if its in the form of pixelated words appearing on our screen from some stranger who bridged the gap of cyberspace for a little human contact. Like the old song by the police everyone hear in one form or another is sending out an S.O.S. in hopes of seeing a hundred million bottles washed up on the shores of their inbox, the next time they log on. Not because we wish any misory on anyone else, but because we all long to be part of a community any community, to have someone say "Hello". My point remember that when someone stretches out that hand in the cyber communication network. As for me my rules are simple, if you want to be my friend exp

Want To Be A Millionaire
Who Wants To Be A Millionaire For Black Folks (Don't cheat and look at the answers at the bottom) For $100: Someone who is jealous is often referred to as what? A Buster B. A Mark C. A Pimp D. A Player Hater For $200: What substance is often found in a container on or near the stove? A. Pickles B. Used Grease C. Jalepeno Peppers D. Mayonnaise For $300: How would you describe someone's skin when it is lacking moisture? A. Ashy B. Musty C. Flashy D. Mushy For $500: Which is not an official Kool-Aid flavor? A. Grape B. Red C. Pink Lemonade D. Orange For $1000: Which civil rights leader can be found on the front of many church fans? A. Malcolm X B. Jesse Jackson C. Martin Luther King, Jr.. D. Al Sharpton For $2000: What hairstyle did the 80's duo Kid 'N Play popularize? A. Jheri Curl B. Finger Waves C. Dreadlocks D. High Top Fade For $4000: In the sitcom "Good Times," what incident prevented the character Keith from entering the NFL? A.

Tattoo!!
So, saturday am getting my first tattoo!! I am really excited and pretty much terrified, but I know I can get through it....I think. It is going to be really pretty, a shooting star with little stars around it on my shoulder. I am praying that it doesnt hurt, Jessie said it is just annoying and you get use to it after awhile so I am thinking positive! I cant wait! Wish me luck!

Am I Right Or Am I Wrong...............
So we go through life trying to teach our kids lessons that we think that will be important to them. And we tell them that they have to have respect for others to receive it. But they get that all confused when we yell at them for treating us the same way they treat us and we say that they are our kids and we can treat them the way we want cuz they are kids well that is just not so. and that is when they lose all respect for us as adults. We should treat them the way that we want them to treat us and others. Am I write or am I wrong?

Universal Predictions For The World
Dear Readers: First let me take this opportunity to wish everyone of you a fantastic New Year. 2006 has been simply fantastic for me and I am expecting 2007 to be even more interesting and very productive. Well I am starting the New Year (Monday night January 1st) doing another show on Coast To Coast with George Noory from midnight to 12:30 am Pacific Time for a slot on his 2007 predictions show. Lots of interesting guests are invited and it will be a great show you should not miss. I am still waiting for the dates for another of George Noory TV show for the Sci Fi channel early next year and as always some fantastic guests will be there doing what they do best. My good famous friend Gary Busey was invited to do the pilot show last week and he told me he had a blast doing so. My future newsletter will tell you more, stay tuned! AS PREDICTED BY DR. TURI U.S. officials: hussein hanged! Prediction was written in last few copies of Moon Power book for December 2006 End

Show My Sexy Friend Love
TO ALL MY CHERRYTAP FRIENDS PLEASE HELP ME AND SHOW MY SEXY FRIEND SOME LOVE ON HER PAGE. SHE IS REAL SWEETHEART. RATE HER PROFILE, RATE HER PICS, LEAVE HER COMMENTS AND SHE WILL DO THE SAME FOR YOU. Get Code | Create Your Own! BIGBOOTY1976@ CherryTAP

For My Consideration
PLEASE SHOW THIS MAMI SUM LUV. RATE ME A 10 AND LEAVE UNLIMITED COMMEMTS AND DONT FORGET TO CHANGE YOUR COMMENT EVERY 3 OR 4 DUE TO NEW SPAM RULE. SO PLEASE COMMEMT BOMB MY PIC AND DONT MAKE A GIRL BEG. JUST CLICK THE PIC THANKS FOR THE LUV "CHELSEA"

Help Me
my kids will be with me this weekend...YAY!! I figured all my sweet friends on here could help me make a great bedtime story...my kids are 5 and 3...write a line and I will read to to them for bed tommorow night...the sillier the better...thanks my lovely Cherries...I will start the the ever famous... ONCE UPON A TIME!!!!

Who Wants To Be A Millionaire For Black Folks
Who Wants To Be A Millionaire For Black Folks (Don't cheat and look at the answers at the bottom) For $100: Someone who is jealous is often referred to as what? A Buster B. A Mark C. A Pimp D. A Player Hater For $200: What substance is often found in a container on or near the stove? A. Pickles B. Used Grease C. Jalepeno Peppers D. Mayonnaise For $300: How would you describe someone's skin when it is lacking moisture? A. Ashy B. Musty C. Flashy D. Mushy For $500: Which is not an official Kool-Aid flavor? A. Grape B. Red C. Pink Lemonade D. Orange For $1000: Which civil rights leader can be found on the front of many church fans? A. Malcolm X B. Jesse Jackson C. Martin Luther King, Jr.. D. Al Sharpton For $2000: What hairstyle did the 80's duo Kid 'N Play popularize? A. Jheri Curl B. Finger Waves C. Dreadlocks D. High Top Fade For $4000: In the sitcom "Good Times," what incident prevented the character Keith from entering t

Revenge!
Revenge ! There was a 10 year old boy walking down the sidewalk dragging a flattened frog on a string behind him. He walked up to a house of ill repute and knocked on the door. When the Madam answered it, she saw the little boy and asked what he wanted. He said, "I want to have sex with one of the women inside. I have the money and I'm not leaving until I do." The Madam figured, why not, so she told him to come in. Once in, she told him to pick any of the girls he liked. He asked, "Do any of the girls have any diseases?" Of course, the Madam said no, but the boy replied, "I heard all the men talking about having to get shots after making it with Amber. So THAT'S the girl I want!" Since the little boy was so adamant and had the money to pay for it, the Madam told him to go to the first room on the right. He headed down the hall dragging the squashed frog behind him. Ten minutes later he came back, still dragging the frog, paid the Madam, and headed out the door

Sweet Lyrics :)
Ridin' in the drop top with the top down Saw you switchin' lanes girl Pull up to the red light, lookin' right Come here, let me get your name girl Tell me where you from, what you do, what you like Let me pick your brain girl And tell me how they got that pretty little face on that pretty little frame girl But let me show you 'round, let me take you out Bet you we could we could have some fun girl 'Cause we can do it fast (fast), slow, whichever way you wanna run girl But let me buy you drinks, better yet rings Do it how you want it done girl And who would've thought that you could be the one 'cause I I can't wait to fall in love with you You can't wait to fall in love with me This just can't be summer love, you'll see This just can't be summer love (L-O-V-E) Come on and lemme show you 'round Let me take you out, bet you we could have some fun girl 'Cause we can dress it up, we can dress it down Any way you want it done girl Or we can stay home, talkin' on th

Mistakes Women Make With Men
Subject: The 10 Love Mistakes Women Make With Men... The 10 Mistakes Women Make With Men That Prevent Them From Finding Mr. Right... -------------------------------------------------- The 10 Most Dangerous Mistakes YOU Probably Make With Men - And What To Do About It... Here Are The Top Reasons Why Women Cheat Themselves Out Of Living The Love Life Of They're Dreams- And How To Make Sure You Avoid Every One Of Them... Mistake #1) Betting Your Love-Life On His "Potential" Do you know any women who want the man they're dating to behave differently? Of course you do. And just like me, I'm sure you have friends who date guys who don't have much going for them or who don't treat them very well. Somehow these women always have an excuse for the guy's shortcomings. What's going on here? It's actually very simple. Women (and men) don't base their choices of men on how "nice" or "good" someone is to them

What Does Your Pus Look Like Lol
well I hope your enjoying the pics off my sites www.naughtyalyse.com and www.motoxgirl.net I love doing pics and adult work and shooting videos!!! Let me know what you think. Also I love to change up my style alot, as you can probaly tell by my page after a week I need something different, lol. I shaved my pubic hair into the V for a while and well seemed every one started doing that, so I just shaved it bald to see what that was like, now i want something different, what is the most unique hair design you have seen on a lady, or if you are a lady tell me, I want something HOT!!! Kisses Alyse

Hog Dogging
animal blood sports have been around for centureies like cockfights and bullfights and so forth and so on that is nothing new but this has to be the cruelest out of them all this is a new sport known as hog dogging hog dogging is where they throw 3 or 4 dogs usually a pit bulls with sharpened teeth wearing protective gear into a pin with a pig wearing no protective gear they cut the pigs tusks off the pig is usually killed having ears ripped off tail being ripped off legs broken chunks torn off this is a southern sport and the best of it is these events draw a huge crows of spectators including familys with children cheering and rooting for the dogs that they have placed bets on. many states have no laws rules or regulations on hog doging so leagally they can hold these competitions they are also called hog dogging rodeos they call them rodeos to intice more people i guess. hog dogging rodeos have been documented in 10 southern states. the attorney generals of texas and flori

Happy Birthday Dad
its been a year since you have gone u left us here all alone all i do is sit and think for you to be here would be awfully great your birthday approaches in just a few days and we will all celebrate you are missed more and more by the ones you left here your lil four i dont know why but you left us so soon before i ever had a chance to appoligize to you for calling you all those names we both said things that were hurtfull and mean if i could right now i would so take it back and wrap my arms around u ever so tight there are alot of things i could sit here and say like could have would have should have but those days are gone now and alot of crying i have done even when i hear your favorite songs i sit in your stand and hear you whisper to me look over ther beyond those trees i know it is just a wish but it seems so real and sometimes i think i see you just over the hill daddy you are missed by all of us here the days go on and we get older but you know what makes

True Friends!!!
TRUE FRIENDS I see that some of you read my last blog about being on my list for just naughty pictures. Well I want to make it clear to all of you there will be no more and if that is all you wanted that just means you were nothing to me in the first place!!! I will be deleting alot of friends or should I say faces from my list. If you are a true friend and really care you have no need to worry!!! They are in my family!!! So if you really would like to be my friend and be a true one please step up to the plate!!!

The L Word Or Is It.
Is there L out here can it be real? I do not really know. Having met someone thru this site, I have began to wonder maybe there is. I wake in the morning with her on my mind she haunts my thoughts thru the day she is the last thought that goes thru my mind before I sleep. I look at her picture and it takes my breath away, I look forward to my dailey msg from her. The anticipation the longing I feel to get to know her to talk to spend time, Not just here but in the real world. She knows me but here but does not know I am alive,not knowing the thoughts I think The way I feel and the depths that could be reached she knows nothing about. And alas I cannot tell her, we are worlds apart in every way. It feels like sadness but at the same time I am filled with gladness. I do not know what to do.

Not My Girl
~~~~~~~~~~~~Me~~~~~~~~~~~~~ What dose I love you Meen to me It Meens I would die for you It meens I would Kill for you It means I would Cry for you It Meens I would Bleed Over you I meens i would Take your pain away and give it to my self For you It meens I would do any thing to make you smile even if that ment runing naked throw the mall It meens I Would Be there for you take your tears and wipe them for you It meens You Would Be my World....EVEN NOW THAT YOUR NOT MY GIRL....I WOULD STILL DO ALL THEM THINGS

Life And Love
I am laying here in bed not wanting to move a muscle. For 2 weeks we have all been sick. Katie and I got the worst of it. I feel like theres n elephant sitting on my chest. oh no.. thats just my cat.. nm I am still trying to make sense of my love life. It's not making any sense right now. I haven't talked to him since Sunday and he's called once since he left 3 weeks ago. We have had some online time together and thats it.He tells me how much he loves me and how I am so perfect. I dont feel it. I just don't know how I am supposed to feel right now. I love him and I am not giving up on him. I am just entitled to my pain I suppose. My pain and my confusion. If I am so wonderful and so perfect, why isn't he here? Why hasn't he called? I am trying to be strong and supportive of him, but there are those times when I need to hide and not let him see my heart breaking. Put on a face and stay strong. I'm not feeling so strong right now.

I See The Line Traced Back To My Ancestors
I see the line traced back to my ancestors And I hold on tight to that line Which is before the fear induced religions that separated the world And the one world government and the one world banking system Through the world bank that issued the monetary illusion of ownership And dealt it to the masses which caused a separation from that knowledge That knowledge and that connection to each other and to the earth Justice System. Is there justice in the system? Or is it just us in the system? The love to drag your ass to court. This is the areana for their sick sport. They run for office and make more laws. 100,000 reasons to futher their cause. We get charged, we better watch out. A system of fear, what they make out. Either way it goes - good or bad. The attorneys get paid and they get fat. Is there justice in a world gone crazy? Where it's survival of the fat and lazy? The less you've got they've got you on your knees. You'll cop please, they get fees.... It's all such a

Omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i swear little kids at work arent going for me anymore i want to strangle all them all of them. this is fucking bullshit!!!!!!!!!! shoot me now. i hate cleaning up after kids cant parents teach their own kids to fuckign clean up after themselves no they cant bc they are too fucking lazy... im bored so. yeah. see ya later

Trouble In Paradise
a few weeks ago I took a little trip and met up with an old friend of mine... we had some fun, the played a part she's been wanting to play with me for some time... and we had some fun. A lot of fun. The following night after I got there two of her friends joined us for dinner and we all went back to her place. I'd been promised two surprises and these, apparently, were them. I dressed in my collar and cuffs and sarong and nothing else. The three ladies took their turns with various paddles, crops, floggers and a cat-o-nine tails. It was enjoyable, but all the while there is a camera taking pictures of me. A living memory of what happened. Something i can cherish. Then I saw the pictures.... and this is one more reason why this diet means so much more to me... i looked hideous. No really.. HID - EEEEE - OUS So how in the world can I hope to continue, on either side of the flogger, looking and feeling like i do. Oatience and time i suppose

I Wish You Well!!
what did i do to push you away? was it because i always had alot to say? did i say i love you way to much or did i not say it often enough? you sit there and say you love me to but if you didn't why did you say you do? was it because i cared to much? or was it because we never shared one single touch? you say lets be honest and i am game but u know what i dont think honesty even come close to ur name! so do me a favor next time you say "i love you baby and i am not into playing games" read this over and over again because guess what baby u just did!!! i hope ur life is exactly how u want it and i hope you find the things your looking for!! as for me yes my heart is broken.......but all i can say is lesson learned!!!!!! i will not cry nor will i even beg......ill simply let you go and wish you well!!!! farwell my friend i wish you well like i have no other!!!!!

A Little More A Bout Me
Hi every one, Hows every little thang going ? Im here to share.... my likes are....people who are real....truth...love...respect..wisdom..magical...writting potery....reading ...im an artest...like spending my summers by the water ..fishing..boating..,the ocean...hiking untraveled trails....kinder spirts..gentailness as a friend ...im understanding...loving..there til the end....protive...funny....encouraging..surportive gental... my dislikes...fakes...rudeness...power...disrespect..to me or others...pushy....anger.... HOPE THIS HELPS YOU GET TO KNOW WHO AND WHAT IM ABOUT ALITTLE....THAXS FOR CHECKING IT OUT...WETKISSES47

I Know...
I know it's been a while, my net was lost, seriously, and I'm sorry. I don't have a poem to post but I do have poetry news, aside from being featured (as an example) in a mumm I was recently entered into a Poetry Contest help at a writers festival in florida. The only reason I even knew about it is my sister helps organise the event. First prize is $300, then $200 and $100 I beleive it was. I entered 3 times...would be sweet to win but I dunno...wish me luck :-)

50 50
To live or die.That is my question! To run and cry. Thats my frustration. To fight and die with my fair nation. Or could i die by an invasion? To give or take, those are some options, But will i ever be the same? The peace they talk of, will never be As long as greed is the bigger need. To live or die, To run or cry, It wont really matter, Because i'll still die...

America
AMERICA LAND OF THE OFFENDED Think about it! All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS? I celebrate Christmas...........but because it isn't celebrated by everyone..............we can no longer say Merry Christmas. Now it has to be Season's Greetings. It's not Christmas vacation, it's we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we continue to make Winter Break. Isn't it amazing how this winter break ALWAYS occurs over the Christmas holiday? We've gone so far the other way, bent over backwards to not offend anyone, that I am now being offended. But it seems that no one has a problem with that. This says it all! This is an editorial written by an American citizen, published in a Tampa newspaper. He did quite a job; didn't he? Read on, please! IMMIGRANTS, NOT AMERICANS, MUST ADAPT. I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist a

You May Be Addicted To Fubar If ??
Hello. Yes, you. You, looking at this screen for hours on end, online. You, bleary eyed. You, an addict. Have you looked in the mirror lately? Been outside? Know what day of the week it is? Your name was given to us by a spouse or family member who is concerned about your Fubar addiction. At Internetaholics Anonymous, we can help. We`re a non-profit society of recovering Cherry Tap addicts like yourself that provides support and counseling through weekly meetings designed to help you cope with your problem. We feature a twelve step recovery program and in extreme cases, interventions. Although it is our firm belief that you are never "cured," you most certainly can recover. We have designed a brief checklist to determine if you are an addict. 1) Have twitches of the hand when you walk by your terminal? 2) Check e-mail more than five times a day? 3) Spend more time chatting on Cherry Tap than eating or sleeping? 4) Surf a

My Quest To Better Health Begins Anew
Okay... in truth it began some time ago... Several months ago I went to the Dr for some problems I was having in my leg.. an infection got very bad from a cut and my legs were swelling dangerously. I went to the Dr and he put me on the scale I almost cried at the weight. We, my wife and i, said we would do something and we didn't.. not really. Then i saw this one diet and decided to try it and it works, works well, but it was decided that things were just too bland, or too bitter (to the point they actually burned the tongue), so we would change our diet back to another we knew would work. Now.. before starting this other diet i was at a GHASTLY 375... yes ladies and gents, the man you, for some unknown reason seem to find appealing on this site, was a in deed moby dick.. the great white whale Anyway... on the diet i lost 30 lbs in no time.. so down to 345 where i hovered for awhile... i went on my trip for a week and came back at 352.. UGH Now this morning I am at 33

The Night
The night had a million eyes, And i didn't know, where i can find you, The stars were as bright as fire, Just like the heart, that i desire, My love kept getting stronger My nights kept getting darker, Those eyes dont shine as much, As frustration slowly mounts. The stars above were my only guides, To try and find, my only love, I thought i'd find the love i seeked, I thought i knew, that she'd, be, here. The night had a million eyes, The stars were as bright as fire, Frustration, took over me, And now, I lie here, in defeat...

Busy
how the hell do ya get that busy around the Holidays?? I am sorry that I have not stopped by and said hello to everybody...need to do some catch up. :) Hope that all my friends out there are doing ok and that everybody is happy. Miss chatting and looking at the pictures I am sure there is going to be a ton of new chritmas pics out there. Happy New Year to all of you!!!!

.l.o.v.e.
Love is good, Love is bad, Love is life, Love is death, Love is blind and sometimes tough. But if you have love, You'll have the world. Love can kill, Love can smell. If your in love, thats your world. Attractions are misleading, And break true life's meanings. And thats why love is life, And love is death, to someone's Broken feelings...

5 Zip On The Way
all i can say is you need a change at the top. Surrendering the Ashes to the aussies who lets face it are nowt but criminals (lol its a joke). It will be another 20 years before we win them back crapity crapness

Letter To Retail Customers
Dear Customer, I know I’m just a retail salesperson (or retail whore in your view), but I thought I’d make a few points clear to help you with your holiday shopping: 1. I am here to help you find the products that you’re looking for. When I approach you, it is my goal to be friendly and helpful, not push needless items on you! 2. If I check and I tell you I’m out of a product, I am out of that product. I’ll look on the computer and then go look in the store room for it. If I can’t find it or it’s out of stock, no amount of fussing or outright hostility will make the product magically appear. 3. Yes I know that X is the store manager. That’s nice that you know who X is, but I can’t give you special discounts or sell products that are out of stock because you know who X is. 4. I’d really rather not ring up your purchase because there are three other customers waiting to be helped in my department. We have cashiers to ring up your purchases and they are much faster on

Sensual Banana...
sensual banana... i'll slowly peel you of your dressing, feeling the firm, smooth flesh beneath, holding you so and, gently pressing, sliding your length into my sheath.. now drawing you out and, with your blessing, tasting the fruit upon my teeth...

Saw The Dentist Today
I've been having this major pain in the back of my mouth on the right side...up top. I realized it was a tooth of course...and figured it might be a wisdom tooth. Well, within the last week or so the tooth has been breaking, and is hurting ALOT. So I finally went to the dentist today, and it was confirmed...it's a wisdom tooth that is breaking...and some nerves of the tooth are exposed and that's why i'm in so much pain. And he also told me that i should get the rest of my wisdom teeth pulled b/c some of my gum is covering the top of them, and if food gets under there and doesn't some out, it could get infected. AND he also told me that I have an extra tooth trying to come through behind the one that has been giving me so much pain....so I've got extra pain. The sad part is I'm doing this all b/4 my insurance kicks in with work...but I can't wait til the beginning of march for that. So on Tuesday Jan, 2cd...I'm going for a consoltation with the oral surgen. And as soon as I can, get th

Sucking.................
Ok. I dont want ya'll to think I was just gonna talk about eating pussy. Because there are some of you Lying ass bitches that say "I don't suck dick". You trifeling bitch. YES the fuck you do. SOme of you obviously dont have a phuckin clue. Sooooooooo, allow me. FIrst you begin by gently stroking the dick. Just to arouse it a little. If you want to make him earn this nut. Have him stand up. You sit. In a chair on the bed ,hell I dont really give a phuck where just sit down. while he is standing in front of you : lick your lips to get them moist. With the tip of your tongue (about the first inch of it) place the dick there lick it , pop it in your mouth. Dont be afraid of it. The mutha phucka dont bite. Be gentle. Oh and DON'T use your teeth. I am sure that shit dont feel good. Now. move you head in the same manner you see a chichen peck his food. YOu know what I am talking about. Insert it all the way in your mouth(as far as you can) slowly. Now slide your mouth off it again.

Passion
You prefer Spontaneous sex! You're into spontaneous sex. Anywhere, any time the mood takes you. Just be careful that your sexcapades don't land you in a (ahem) tight spot. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Lust
This Quiz Guy Seems To Know Me Pretty Well... Your Lust Quotient: 80% You are a very lustful person - and it sometimes gets the better of you! You know how to hold back, but you hardly ever do. How Much Lust Do You Have?

Hip-hop B4 Peace
One other amazing thing I have notice during my time here is the long reach affect of Rap/Hip-Hop and like music. Yep, they get CRUNKED over here too. I even seen a lil kid flash gang signs to me while walking down the street. I've called brother man ,bro, Dog....yep even had one ignoramus call me a N_ _ _ _ _ R. This in a country with no black people at all,none nada zip, if it was'nt for the military they would never have seen one in life except on tv. 12 yr olds singing 50 cent raps verbatum with all the gestures included. I remember when they said rap was just a phase.

I,m Gone
sorry to all my freinds here i,v met some real nice people on cherry tap but also some very spitefull too so thanks for all your time but i,m off sexxxy couple up yours ok your verry selfish people who should leave people alone ok bye folks liza xxxx

One Day She Hopes
One day she hopes her dreams come true, Not only one but quite a few. For she has went and made a plan, And she'll do it, she knows she can. While she may stop to think it through, One day she hopes her dreams come true. All the struggles that she will face, Will take her to that awesome place. She's bestowed with such ambition, How she longs for recognition. One day she hopes her dreams come true, She's got a lot of things to do. The ends are worth the means she'll see, When she fulfills her destiny. Then she will start with something new, One day she hopes her dreams come true.

Arglefargle!!
I went to Best Buy to go buy the Zelda game and they did not have it :( I could have driven the 2 minutes to the mall and looked there but I hate the mall and did not feel like it. Plus I had my brother with me and had to have him at this birthday party by 6:30. We ate at Burger King and then I dropped him off. I might waste the gas and drive out there again and look because now that I am home, I want to be back out. I'm indecisive, it must be a girl thing, and the PMS talking :)

Wish Mistress
Once upon a dreamy night, with blank snow fallen thick, the rosaries polite hands pick, for the swans whom wade in pools of shooting star fright. Muted winds drift through whispering woods, a guide of lover's goods. And there, Softly and fleet in twilight and fog, and delightful aroma striking aflare; A winged prayer, gliding mistress alit cloud nine, To whom I pour my soul and wine. Vivid among hallow trees, Her tease fetched atop the breeze. As the mists drifted her to my arms, weary and silenced by passionate charms; Her hair smelt of violet lilacs, and her crystal eyes glistened 'neath the moon, Of colors rained in angelic tracks, the lights of warm tempest June. Dressed in silver scales, plucked from the ocean, shone an essence of devotion, of what I've heard in lullabies and tales. In amatory eclipse, I ascended to taste, one gentle kiss, from her precious celestial lips. Soul, mind, and tongue all in bliss, even Gods thought such love did not e

Random Facts
Did you know that…A teaspoon contains 120 drops of water Did you know that…The biggest pig in recorded history weighed almost one ton. Did you know that…Lemon wood is carved into chess pieces. Did you know that…A flea can jump 30,000 times without stopping. Did you know that…There is a town in South Dakota named "Tea." Did you know that…Googol is a number. Did you know that…A snail breathes through its foot. Did you know that…If you doubled one penny every day for 30 days, you would have $5,368,709.12. Did you know that…Pigeons have been trained by the US Coast Guard to spot people lost at sea. Did you know that…The first food eaten in space by a US astronaut was applesauce. Did you know that…A one-day weather forecast requires about 10 billion mathematical calculations. Did you know that… An ostrich's brain is smaller than its eye. Did you know that… William Shakespeare was born and died on the same day: April 23. Did you know that… The first T

Uggggg!
I am working through all of this. I don't want the other girl to feel any ill will, or that she can't let this happen. Maybe it is just semantics, maybe I am just insane, and I am prolly making a mountain out of a mole hill.I don't know why I feel the way I do, and it prolly has no rational grounds to stand on, because I do know " Love is". We talked about bringing this girl into our relationship. We both love her, We both care for her. It just never crossed My mind that He would fall "In love" with anyone else but Me. Does that make sense? I really don't even know why Him being in Love with her effects ME this way.Why does it mess with My seance of security? Why does it hurt so much? Rationally I know that it takes nothing away from Me. Rationally I know things will work out as they are suppose to, and rationally I know everything happens for a reason. I do want this to work out for everyone... right now I just don't know how to deal with what is happening. Am I suppose to deal with i

Love Of Night
I love the night Where I am unseen My face is hidden My soul is redeemed I flow around With an animals grace Surrounded by The night's embrace Time is frozen In one place Soon I come Face to face With the moon Shining down on me Lighting a way For me to see I'm still surrounded By the night My heart starts roaring For me to take flight So I take a step And rise above all things And embrace the night With my black feathered wings.

Black Glass
I am wandering Through the forest I have a destination but I know not where I am soaked to the skin, But there is no way out My feet have a life of their own, leading me on through the dark Unearthly hands reach out to me they taunt me with unheard whispers of horrors unseen; and now I hear water Just the sound seems to drown me It pushes me to the depths of my treacherous soul, reaching for hope but there is no hope now; only water and death My eyes burn with the horror before me The stench of the thunderous water fills my lungs, making me choke on my own fear Before me is a pool It's waters are so dark darker even than the time before the world was created With every wave it whispers death onto the shore The mists of despair are slowly squeezing the life out of me And there, in the pool, is her Her white dress is like a stain on the black Glass water Her face is whiter than snow Her eyes unseeing in her inescapable death Like a doll, she floats and ther

Dream Prayer
this is my sad attempt at writing music but here it goes. this was actually a dream that i had this morning (dec 28th) if ya want a specific date. it sounds to me like i'm praying and i think i am. yes i do pray but i don't pray for material things that chit is just stupid. you want something bad enough go get it. alot of me went into the tweaked version but the first one you see is the original version that i thought in my dream. Dream song (original version) You said that you would be here but you’re no where around You think I’m stupid and that I don’t know where you’ve been How can I be next to you when she’s all around you I don’t need someone to hold me I don’t need anyone to comfort me As I walk out the door to leave everything I know Everything I’ve worked for God please stop me from going back Because things will never change Please stop me from giving out my chances like candy But more than anything please stop this pain that’s tearin my world apart C

Quiz Time----what Kinda Sex?
You prefer Casual sex! You're all for casual sex. That's not to say whoever, whenever. It's more like - you don't actively seek it out, and you're not the horniest or more lustful person in the world ... but you like a good lovin' when it presents itself. Your attitude toward sex is pretty casual - it's no big deal, either way. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Simple
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com There are so many questions about love, But it is a simple answer, really. Some guard against it, Others fake it completely. One can give it with no conditions, Another confuses it with lust. Two people can be soul mates, Singles may try to rush. Sometimes we find it a dirty word, They take your heart and leave it broken. You see their actions as absurd, Because now all you are left with are tokens. Occasionally we feel it in extraordinary ways, Your heart has opened up to the light. Feeling on top of the world, Because you found what you had been waiting for your whole life. The definition is an intense affection for another, Enthusiasm or fondness also tops the list. It needs to be said that lust is a sexual desire, The two are close but one is amiss. Go ahead and guard your heart, Completely make it concealed. Put restrictions on it, Pretend the desire is real. Imagine how your hea

Another Jackass Embarassing Himself
wow i guess since its so obvious to me all balls here it must be true lol. ->IDK RATE M...: weeeeeee thanks for the comments again weeeeeeeeeeeee i really love the " i win you lose" lmao ->IDK RATE M...: dude youre a typical online loser oh if i dont give you a salute youre gonna tell everyone im fake LMAO. yeah ill give you a salute so you can copy and paste it do some photoshop work to it use my pics as yourself to get some girls. YAY! that will almost happen. you'll not leave me alone? yeah you amost effect my life its called being blocked IDK RATE M...: back jingle cunt .. looking thru your pics gave it away that you're at least 3 other people on her list.. and where's your salute? where's her salute? show proof and i'll leave ya'll the fuck alone its me against you and you'll lose stupid whore NO Faul Pl...: jingle cunt .. what no comments.. oryou on you other .. accoutns.. lol... did you understand my name.. faul play ? lol winks . you lose =i win NO Faul Pl...: it hi

Friendship
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you, And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue If I could build a mountain You could call your very own, A place to find serenity, A place to be alone If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding Are impossible for me I cannot build a mountain, Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there

Skipping
I got kind of ill after my upbeat post (lemon squares for breakfast IS a bad idea). I went to work anyway, but cut out three hours early. Ha! I feel like a kid out from school for the day... like I am cheating or something. I am going to work on my Book of Shadows and my study plans. I want to build a fine reading list and research binder. My plan is to be very very familiar with the Celtic pantheon and Druidic practices by this time next year (including the Ogham alphabet and knowing the sacred trees). I would also like to branch out with my healing work, candle magic, and work with the fae. Not to leave out divination and colors and picking a topic I am weak at and improving myself... wow. Yes, I am going to heap a lot on my plate. It should be fun.

True Friendship
True friends are for life Until the end They\'re more than special They\'re your bestest friends. They\'re the ones you can go to When you\'re in despair The ones that\'ll help you Even when you got gum in your hair! They\'re the ones who\'ll laugh And go laughing with you all through the night The ones who\'ll help you Help you with all their might To have a good friend You have to be one So be nice to one another So you can be friends forever And that\'s how to be the best friend you can be.

Best Ladies Ink Contest...please Help!
I have entered myself in a best ladies ink contest. my competetion all seem to have a lower back tat entered...seemed a little generic even though I have one myself...I wanted to be different so I chose the best art I feel I have on my body...please stop by and leave 10's and as many comments you are willing to spare. I appreciate it much....please do this for the love of the art!

Crazy U.s. Sex Laws
-- In Bakersfield, California, anyone having intercourse with Satan must use a condom. (An asbestos one we presume.) -- In Oblong, Illinois, it's punishable by law to make love while hunting or fishing on your wedding day. -- In Minnesota, it is illegal for any man to have sexual intercourse with a live fish. (Apparently it's OK for woman.) -- No man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions, or sardines on his breath in Alexandria, Minnesota. If his wife so requests, law mandates that he must brush his teeth. -- Warn your hubby that after lovemaking in Ames, Iowa, he isn't allowed to take more than three gulps of beer while lying in bed with you -- or holding you in his arms. -- Bozeman, Montana, has a law that bans all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in the front yard of a home after sundown -- if they're nude. -- In hotels in Sioux Falls, South Dakota, every room is required to have twin beds.

Isaac Watts
Let not soft slumber close your eyes, Before you've collected thrice The train of action through the day! Where have my feet chose out their way? What have I learnt, where'er I've been, From all I've heard, from all I've seen? What have I more that's worth the knowing? What have I done that's worth the doing? What have I sought that I should shun? What duty have I left undone, Or into what new follies run? These self-inquiries are the road That lead to virtue and to God.Isaac Watts

What Kind Of Car Are U?
I'm a Chevrolet Corvette! You're a classic - powerful, athletic, and competitive. You're all about winning the race and getting the job done. While you have a practical everyday side, you get wild when anyone pushes your pedal. You hate to lose, but you hardly ever do. Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

Marriage Of Us & Canada? (at Least, In Health Plan Issues??)
LOL... That'll never happen (insofar as a merge), but.... CANADIAN EMBASSY@ CherryTAP has made an analogy of the US and Canada being like husband and wife. Immediately, I thought about their health insurance plans up there that I have talked about with other Canadians, here at work, in Austin, and around. They do have a much better perspective made on health insurance that is more in tune in thinking about the fellow human being as a human being and treated with respect for living. Perhaps, the Candadian government could come to the US and demonstrate how their model works and how it could be set up to work in the US as well???? It would be nice to have a marriage of the minds and souls to work towards a more humanistic and caring society.

Holidays
Hey everyone. I hope all of you enjoy the New Year. Party hearty, but,,,,,for all sake.....be SAFE.. At least party where you wont have to drive. So play hard and be good....I am sure alot here would like to see you come back, safely.

The Keys To My Heart
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Patriot Guard Riders
I am one of them.... We go to soldiers funerals and stand guard to stop that Kansas Preacher and his cult from protesting the funeral... This week 8-9 soldiers that were killed were all from Michigan... we will be busy in the upcoming weeks... The least we can do to pay homoage to those who died for our freedom... I ride with the American Legion Riders and am proud to be called Veteran....

My Bf's One Liners....
We are having great sex, at the moment he comes he is screaming: What are we doing now?! I asked him: Why does everyone say that I have pretty eyes? He answers: They are blue! He is in a heavy dream, I wake him up and ask him: What the f*ck are you dreaming of? He answers: You were just giving me a great blowjob! LMAO he's really funny.... sometimes LOL Love you sweety!

My Life
p>On may 23,2006 im finally getting married this is one day i said i wouldnt do.because life wasnt easy for me but i've learned alot from my life,ups and downs.when I met john 7yrs ago i knew he was the one i would marry.i said when my dad died i wont get get married,But i feel that the time has come to make my life complete and that is to have my soulmate with me for the rest of my life .the day i do died i will still be with john,we will grow old together,He is my true love something I thought i would never find,john completes my circle of life,I thank you lord for giving me the best years of my life...brenda I had a hard childhood one i don't wish on anybody,i've pretty much been abused half of my life started with my mom.then it started in 1989 when i got with this guy i was 17yrs old stayed with him until my kids came along in 90 AND 91 and in 1995 i got out of it and in 1996 got right back into another abusive relationship but this one wasn't right eigther it went on for 5 1/2

All Men Ain't Shit?!?!?
How come women don't know how to treat a good man? All I ever hear is "ALL MEN AIN'T SHIT", but when presented with a good man they (alot) don't know what to do with him. Do women like being cheated on or treated like they're second class? I had some good times in my last relationship (11 years). But now that I'm newly single and back in the dating world I find it to be a harsh place for a kind, giving, caring, good man. I understand alot of women have had some bad experiences in life but damn that doen't mean we're all bad. Some men have had bad experiences too but we don't think all women are bitches or hoes. Ya'll need to lighten up a little and let yourself have a bit of fun, you never know he might be that good man you're looking for. I won't stop looking for her. Is it you? Are you the one? Don't give up hope even if you have to find what you're looking for in the arms of another woman. Just remember it's not that all men ain't shit, you just need to be more careful in your choic

Listen Up!
OK...For one when I put on my profile that I was on here for fun and friends I didn't mean this cyber sex crap!!!! I have gotten a few friends requests today and have added them but then later asking me to cam and to put it nicely have some fun with them. For one you don't know me so why would you want to? Just so you know if you ask me this I will delete and block you! And another thing if you call me a bitch when I politely tell you that I am not interested..All I got to say to that is thank you as I do wear that title proudly!!

Sfw Top Photo Box
Binkx~Family Member~CanadianChapter~@ CherryTAP posted a bulletin, complaining about the Top Photo box also containing NSFW photos. Seriously, he does have a point. In making the site SFW, it seems to contradict itself by allowing the NSFW photos to appear on the front page as well. What is "the powers that be" thinking on that? Can it be all that hard to put a filter on the Top Photo box so that only the top SFW photos are demonstrated on here????? If they would do that, it would send the right message to keep the site from ending up to be a porno site and end up being an environment that is more family and workplace friendly (that they purport to want to build); otherwise, they are encouraging those who put up NSWF photos in order to make it in the top photos box. Just a matter of mixed messages. It certainly needs to be addressed quickly so that the right messages that they purport to want to convey is properly conveyed.

1. Start
So, first boys. I have a huge crush on someone who turned out to be my boss and one of my best friends' cousins. He's way too old, his kids would prolly not like me, and it's just taboo, but I find myself wildly attracted to him. Why is that? I also like this boy that I met a couple months ago. He and I have been texting back and forth for about a week now, and he's adorable. He's a good guy, but I haven't seen him since I met him. Then there's teh ex-boyfriend. He's apparently broken up with his girlfriend and calling me to get together, but not exactly get back together. Whatever. I love him, but will not just be a toy. Ya gotta love it. Secondly, Denver. I planned this trip to Denver to visit my best friend, Jamie Lyn. I then found out a couple people I knew from high school are in a band premiering out there tomorrow, so I thought, hell yeah! Then my ex-boyfriend's (love of my life) cousin emailed me that he's in Denver with family and I should give him a call and

My Mind
Sometimes I feel like I am not really living my life. Things are driven beyond my control. I need you to make me complete. Without you I just feel defeat. I need my cross the one in the livingroom where you chain me to for your simple desires. You walk in and out of the room watching me. You see that sweat is dripping off my breast you raise your brow, I know you catch me looking at you, I automatically have the need to apologize because I know better than to look up at you. You walk over and tell me that I am yours somehow that makes me so happy knowing what is about to happen. You lightly blow on my breast making them chill. My mind is wandering all the time what you are about to do to me. The exhaliration you send throughout my being drives me to the unknown sexual powers that you control!

Monkeys And Evolution
Just a snippet from a mumm about the whole us being descended from monkeys trope. I hate to toot my own horn but I thought this was kind of funny. "They are our very, very, very,very distant special needs group short bus cousins." ---------- End World 3 and 4 (it was envisioned as a 4 parter) the next day or so latest.

Miss Cherrytap 2007
Miss CherryTap 2007 I'm going to run a contest to find Miss CherryTap 2007 The Competition will start on Sunday 7th January 2007 at 1200 GMT and will run to the following Sunday at the same time. All photos submitted should comply with the NSFW rule Comment Bombing is allowed Your allowed to vote for your own photo There will be a prize for everybody that enters, like the last comp I ran all money raised in the comp will go towards the prizes. If you would like to enter message me with either your photo or link to your photo as soon as possible. I will not be changing the start date or finish date to the contest, but later entrants are allowed

Welcome To The 21st Century
Yesterday after an early morning mission I noticed something really wild, not so much wild as it was just different. We were heading back to base and I was looking out the window when we drove by this lil village in the distance....you could see all the homes with there Hansel and Gretel look to em and I happen to notice that everyone of them had smoke comming out of the chimnies...at first you say how quaint....but it was about 30 degrees out. Then I started to realized that they still used fire wood to heat their homes, not because it's romantic, or lets do it be different,it's a matter of freeze or stay warm. This a place where the use Mercedes and BMW's for taxi's, but have cords of wood stacked along side their homes. I'm talken like downtown Main street everystore has a potbelly stove for heat.I have to take my camera tomorrow and start taking pics so you can understand what I'm trying to put into words. to be cont.

Some Things I Do And Some Things I Dont!
I DO LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! I DO RATE EVERYONES PICS IF I THINK I HAVENT ALREADY (IF I HAVENT LET ME KNOW) I RATE ALL PAGES I CAN GET MY HANDS ON. I DO MORPH PICS AND FLASH PICS AND DABBLE IN EFFECTS. (WANT ONE JUST ASK) I AM A GOOD FRIEND AND GIVE GREAT ADVICE IF EVER ANY IS NEEDED! I REPOST BULLETINS THAT ARE POSITIVE AND FOR PEOPLE THAT SHOW THE SAME LOVE! I DON'T RATE, COMMENT OR VOTE FOR ANYONE WHO DOESNT SHOW THE SAME LOVE. I DONT USUALLY SEND BACK CHAIN LETTERS. I DONT DO ANYTHING PEOPLE BEG FOR IE. RATE MY PROFILE AND SHIT ETC.(IN THEIR NAME) I DONT REPOST BULLETINS THAT ARE NEGATIVE UNLESS IT HELPS IN A POSITIVE WAY IN THE LONG. I DONT TOLERATE PERVERTS. I DONT HAVE TIME FOR CHILDISH HATE GAMES (WE ARE ADULTS HERE PEOPLE!) I DONT FORGET TO SHOW LOVE WHEN LOVE IS DUE. I DONT IGNORE PEOPLE UNLESS I FEEL UR COMMIN AT ME IN A WAY I FEEL THE SPECIAL PERSON IN MY LIFE WOULD BE DISRESPECTED

Sexy Ladies Contest!!!
Today the doors open up for the sexiest lady on cherry tap!!!!! The Contest will start on 12-28-2006 at 7 p.m. central time and end on 01-04-06 at 7 p.m. central time. Here are the rules for the contest: 1. This is for fun! I will not tolerate any garbage of leaving dumb comments on other contestants comments. you do YOU'RE BANNED!!!! 2. Comment bombings are welcome. 3. Rates are welcome as well ( will be used to break a tie) 4. Again I stress, have fun!!! 5. Contestants, repost in a blog and a bulletin!! Make sure you get your people to vote for you!!!! Good luck to all the contestants!!!! Here are the contestants: Irreplaceable Busty Blonde IndieAngel mlmssy Summer Power Girl The Real JoAnna Sexy Moma msssable50 There you have it ladies and gentlemen. The fun is about to commence!!!! (repost of original by 'ryawolf *sexiest ladies contest starts tonight!!!!' on '2006-12-28 13:49:21')

Not Only Lust
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com In loving someone, I cannot tell, The thought of lust, A continous bell, Kissing and touching, Is this really love? Could we live without it? Is it something we're above? Do we need the touch of another, The caress of his lips, Those warm arms around us, When the cold winter nips? Could we deny pleasure, Or is that all we are? And if we went slower, Would we really go far? Would we hold on forever, And never let go? Or aren't you here forever? These questions I must know. For if you're here for love, I'll love you till I die, But if your here for only lust, Im sorry, goodbye. What does lust know of crushed dreams and broken memories, of tears like rushing rivers and endless waves of pain? Lust - focused on satisfaction in the present not acknowledging the past not concerned with the future except as it relates to pleasure

The Story Master Helped Me Write But It Is Still Not Done.
I hear your voice and I open my eyes slowly I’m again lying in the bed. You’re sitting on the edge of the bed. You’re running your hand across my cheek. “Are you OK” “What happened” I ask “You were dreaming I came in and you were crying Thank you Master” “Then it did not really happen?” “What did not happen?” “I used the mind trainer.” “Well let’s just see if you did you horny cum loving slut” You help me out of the bed, holding out an outfit, you tell me to dress. It is not the usual outfit; this one is a navy blue box pleat mini skirt, a white blouse with the top 3 buttons missing, and knee high white tights. The skirt while short is not tight, but the blouse is and my breasts, encased in a push-up bra that leaves little to the imagination, are very visible. You apply my makeup cotton candy color lip stick pink blush, light blue eye shadow, and brown eye liner. My hair which has been grown long is put in pig tails. “Now your daddy’s pretty girl” you tell me. “Where

Awful Breakfast
Awful Breakfast One morning in a posh hotel breakfast room, a guest called over the head waiter. "Good morning, sir! I'd like to order two boiled eggs, one of them so undercooked that it's runny, and the other so overcooked that it's tough. "I also want some rubbery bacon, burnt toast, and butter that's so cold it's impossible to spread. "Finally, I'll have a pot of extra-weak coffee, served at room temperature." The bewildered waiter almost stuttered. "Sir! We cannot serve such an awful breakfast to you here!" "Why not?" the guest replied. "That's what I got here yesterday

Ehhh Just A Thought Really
My knees begin to shake whenever you're in sight. My mind filled with wonder, my heart filled with fright. Why did this happen? When did this start?How do I listen to my mind without breaking my heart? I'm confused, Don't know what to do. I can't think of anything except you. Should I just get over it or should I give it time? I don't know what to do because my heart controls my mind.

"practice Days"
well damn it, i found this place where i can download seasons 1 and 2 of south of nowhere, but it puts limits on you. like i can only download 2 episodes on this computer in a certain amount of time. the thing just told me i have to wait 3.5 hours to download more...well that puts me at 9:00...time to go home. oh well, i'll do 2 more tomorrow. in the meantime, i'll just watch some of jeffery's youtube videos. :) i started the atkins thing today. its going really well...not too difficult. i guess you could call today, tomorrow, and saturday "practice days" cause i plan on drinking beer on new year's eve. so i'm using these 3 days to practice how to follow the atkins diet. so new year's day will actually be day 1. i know its like why even bother controlling what i'm eating so much if i'm gonna go and fuck it up in 3 days. well, i think the practice time is good for me. i was once on atkins a long time ago, and it worked. the hardest thing was those 1st few days. so i'll practice

I Got Called A Know It All....ahahahaha
Got to love it...lmfao Basically, I posted an article in a friend's forum earlier in the week and someone else posted the same story the next morning. But in a different section of the forum. So I merely pointed out that it was a double post and laughed. Someone took exception and said I did the double post and the other poster posted first. Not exactly. The time stamps prove it...lol. These people just don't like me because I'm a nice guy and I have a brain. So someone else who doesn't like me posted that I'm a know-it-all and stupid. Hahahahaha. Should I be insulted? Or just continue to bust up laughing? roflmao

Compassions
A SALUTE TO THOSE WHO ALONE SURVIVE A PRAYER FOR THOSE WHO STRIVE TO BE BETTER A HAND FOR THOSE STANDING ON THE PRECIPICE MY STRENGTH TO HELP YOU SURVIVE MY CONVICTIONS TO USE AS A SHELTER MT SHOULDER FOR YOU TO LEAN ON IN SILENCE PEACE TO ALL ,AND A BETTER YEAR TO COME SKB

To All The Girls Who Look Past The Nice Guys!!!
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when you

..my Bubba
well... my brother-in-law got 10 years for what he did. now i know he deserves to be punished but... i'm not gonna have my brother for atleast 3 year years.... -sighs- life isn't fair. I love you bubba. and i miss you already.

~~ Contest Is Closed Winners Are... ~~
~~ Contest Winners Are ....~~ 1st Place.... With 5396 comments ryawolf wins the Bike, Doz Roses 2Nd Place.... With 3000 comments Wins the Rolex Watch, Doz Roses 3rd Place.... With 2199 comments Wins The Mens Ring ,Doz Roses 4th Place.... With 1363 comments Wins Glass of Champagne, Doz Roses I want to thank everybody in the Contest it was fun and a close contest for a couple of them But we had fun thanks maria

I Have Green Eyes
|G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S| -Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this.

What Type Of Sex Is Best For You?
You prefer Romantic sex! You like romantic sex. For you, it's not all too much about being horny - it's more an expression of how you feel about your partner(s). It's an experience that you can share -- that you can experience and enjoy together. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Lust In Love...
Your eyes just drive me crazy, Your voice just captivates me, I wish to kiss your lips, To raise your heart-beat just a bit. Lust is what i crave, or love is what i seek? I do not know a difference, when i see you, here with me. To caress your lovely skin, Would make me feel like I'm in eden, To massage your dangerous curves, Would make feel like I'm in heaven. Forbidden fruit you are to me, Since if i try, i wont see light. Its worth to take a risk, Just to see what is divine...

What Kind Of Soul?
What Type of Soul Do You Have ? You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and creativity, and usually are highly intelligent. Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs. Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Your Thoughts
If your thoughts could cause things to instantly happen, what kind of thoughts would you think? If your values and priorities were to be continually manifested in the world around you, what values and priorities would you choose? The fact is, your thoughts, your values, and your priorities most certainly have a major influence on the quality of your world and your life. Though you cannot instantly make something appear just by thinking about it, the things that do end up appearing in your life often do so as a result of your thoughts. Your thoughts directly control your actions, and your actions have a major impact on the reality of your life. When you feed your moments with positive, loving, thankful thoughts, your life and your world cannot help but benefit. The quickest way to improve your situation is to improve the way you think about it. Though your thoughts will not immediately change anything outside of you, they can immediately change yo

Shawn Update
Well Here I am, Jay is kicked out, has been for some time now, and now Im living next door to Shawn instead of living with him. Me and Shawn had this long discussion before hand.. Shawn wanted to get back together but then hes still with Monica.. The problem.. well... lets see here.. Shawn is still with her and its been weeks on top of weeks, and now I find out he can't make up his mind. So this last week here I am, sitting around thinking abut life in general. Now if you look at my poems you can tell I have not been to happy lately.. basicly more sunkin into the depression then normal.. Frankly I think I just had a adult conversation with myself, you can say anyways. i'm looking at myself, thinking how stupid I really am.. why you ask.. because I have spent all of my time trying to help others out when I cant even help myself out.. now honestly.. how can that work.... well let me tell you something.. it doesnt work.. you end up screwing yourself even deeper and deeper in the long

The Gypsy
The compelling violin lures With an irresistible yearn Dance, dance, please dance for me I can no longer adjourn! Ethereal notes float from its strings Caressing like a lover's hand Sensual music, Angel's touch Leading the way to wonderland Embracing with utter delight Craving, beckoning me Tempting my lonely heart Dance, dance on my melody! Faster, faster the music escapes Without compassion to body or soul Seducer of lonely hearts Until dancing is my only goal Faces gyrate while I dance on passion Flashes of fire in the corner of my eyes The violin plays like never before Until I become one and loneliness dies With a final cry and a final touch The violin stops, the music ends Leaving behind an emptiness We'll meet again, my violin friend

Grown Women Vs. Girls
Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you haven't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their mans time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a little bit of space makes the together time even more special and goes to kick

The Tea Party
It’s the otherness within that catches up when I wake, and I take the day to run away from the moment, to take time out to inhale that this wave rises out of the usual place. Within the bed, tangled in the warm sheets, my hand lingers and the need fires through to my fingers like an electric current. My hands obey each pulse, and the action potential flashes. I frantically masturbate the moments, climbing up the pulsating vine - that could be a descending fiery ladder to hell - and turn my head, mouth agape, as the climax roars through to my ears. Mid morning, the sun lingers in the sky and morning television bleats its usual special offers for industrious housewives. Fast action grease removers, miraculous facial creams and innovative pasta cookers flash by, all igniting my ire. 21st Century advancement, with the help of dapper hosts and salespeople who’ll sell their toe clippings off as ingenious accessories to the public at large, can’t obliterate the primal drive within my cr

Fire & Ice
Two bodies seems like one mind~~ You and I are intertwined... Becoming closer barely touching skin feels like I am melting into you again Firey touch blazing me sending my blood to boiling Icey touch freezing you making your blood cool... you are close so close to me. I feel my heart racing pounding ever so hard. Lay me down pressing against my breast. The beast is taking over starring deeply into my soul does he know what I know. Firey Ice we melt into one. To touch running your fingers lightly down my side touching my hips and thighs, I think I am in extasy, breathing deeper, heart pounding harder. The touch you bring is so much more much more than you ever know. Please bring to me the nirvana of heaven on earth.

Just Deal With It
Someone will always be prettier someone will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. SO LET IT GO. AND LOVE YOU AND YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES. THINK ABOUT IT! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes...... Might be lonely. And the word says, " If I have not love, I am nothing" So, again, LOVE YOU. LOVE WHO YOU ARE. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, "I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed to be disappointed!"----" Winners make things happen, losers let things happen." Be blessed and encourage other women.

/rant On !!!!!!
Hmmmmmm. So I was bored at work and browsing some different sites and profiles; seeing all the different things that people have to say. After an hour or so of reading, I came to the conclusion that we are a fucked up society. So, is technology to blame? If you think about it back in the day, things seemed a lot more simple. Young couples seeing older couples in a park; the young woman whispers to her husband "I hope we are still together when we are that age.". Well, guess what? You probably won't be. Not that I am a pesimist; in fact, I'm quite the optimist. But during the time of my grandparents, life was simple. Seemed to be more family values than there are today and everyone had a sense of pride and virtue. A person's word was a bond you could count on and a sense of general trust could be found in communities. But now? We are a clusterfuck. Maybe there was just as much corruption back then, they just didn't have the technology to discover it, and pass along the informat

Woman Of Strength
A strong woman works out every day to keep her body in shape but a woman of strength looks deep inside to keep her soul in shape A strong woman isn't afraid of anything but a woman of strength shows courage in the midst of her fear A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her but a woman of strength gives the best of her to everyone A strong woman makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future but a woman of strength realizes life's mistakes can also be blessings and capitalizes on them A strong woman walks sure footedly but a woman of strength knows when to ask for help A strong woman wears the look of confidence on her face but a woman of strength wears grace A strong woman has faith that she is strong enough for the journey but a woman of strength has faith that it is in the journey that she will become strong

So Called Friends
Well today my day started off on a bad note I get up to fine a rude e-mail from some guy on CT. Dont people on here know how to read. In my about me it says that I am her only for friends. Also as I go though my friends list I dont hear from half of yous. The only person that I can truly say that keeps up with blog, photos and bulletins is my mom year of the dragon. Why have 100+ friends but only talk to 10? Whats the point. I guess people just want the cherry points. I know that I do fall behind in photos, blog and bulletins but for crying out loud I am human. Some of your claim to be a good friend but in my books you just want the points. Why should I spend hours a day trying to rate all pic and comment them to and yous cant evern return the favor. This morning I sent a message to my mom telling her that I was going to delete my account. Why bother being on her if I cant even met people that are looking for friends and not the points. So this is kinda my test to see how many of my so

Single, Dating, And Honesty
After talking to and meeting all sorts of different people and personalities over the past year; I've come to the conclusion that people are cowards. Now, before you go all defensive on me, I just felt that its the best term to describe most people's inability to communicate who they are, what they want, and what they are all about. I'm sure women have dated "That guy" and guys have dated "That girl" that may have jaded you for a while, if you aren't still; welcome to the club. So here is a write up I used on a site, that pretty much describes what I think. I am looking for Friends: OK, there are so many ways this can be taken, but I'll try my best to explain how I feel about "friends". First off, friends are fun to hang out with; I'm definately looking to meet some people who share the same interests that I do, but also different interests that I might end up liking and want to do more once I try them. Friends are people that I trust with anything; sure, friends can be mo

Dark Poetry For Your Viewing Pleasure...
Farewell to Fantasy Yesterday… White patent Mary Jane’s, Shuffle ever so slightly, Closer, to moss covered stones. She clutches a precious penny, Securely, in her little hand, Her eyes squeezed shut… Upon soft, silent lips, A fevered prayer… Innocently, trusting to the end. With a toss, anxiously given, *Plunk* Everything riding on this hopeless wager… Made desperate by hopes and fears, Disillusioned tears dry on her pillow.. A plea, left sadly unanswered. The Wishing Well has gone dry. Today… Overgrown and rotting with age, All the wishes have been stolen, Then, determinedly drowned, In ready to use, plastic gratification. Fairytales turned commercial, Mocking tender memories, Everything Technicolor loud, In Hi-Def Plasma ways. Corporate pushers, sling the crack, Stoned on Reality, we need the fix, Survival, a game show… Degradation, for the Almighty Dollar. Entertainment, our soul salvations, No longer satisfied in simple

English Quiz
Advanced You scored 92% Beginner, 100% Intermediate, 86% Advanced, and 60% Expert! You have an extremely good understanding of beginner, intermediate, and advanced level commonly confused English words, getting at least 75% of each of these three levels' questions correct. This is an exceptional score. Remember, these are commonly confused English words, which means most people don't use them properly. You got an extremely respectable score. Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it! For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/. My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:You scored higher than 0% on BeginnerYou scored higher than 99% on IntermediateYou scored higher than 0% on Advanced

Shawn
I broke up with a great guy.. maybe the greatest guy I had ever been with. The only guy that never beated me nor put me in the hospital. The man that treated me like a Queen, for what? Because I though the relationship was moving to fast and I got scared. I pushed him away and hurt him more then I can imagine. However I remained in his house. I met someone else, and being me with a kind heart fell for the whole "I dont have nowhere to live" line. I talked my ex into letting the new guy move in. Was with the new guy for some time. I ended up having some deep feelings for him. Promised me a ring and all that. then one day..... BAM! I find out hes sleeping with a neighbor across the street. He was back together with his suppose ex. Not only that, I found out about even more girls. Then the one thing that hurt the most of all. I found out he played me like a piano and never loved me, everything he has ever told me was a lie. I had no choice but to break up with him. However... I was not

Not Wanted Dreams
The old woman sat in the chair facing the corner of the room. According to her daughter, the woman didn’t want to face the window, nor did she fancy sunlight. “She doesn’t speak much,” the woman said, before exiting. Sarah looked outside the window, followed the woman crossing the road. A uniformed driver stepped out of a navy Bentley to open the door for his passenger. “Nice if you’ve got it,” Sarah muttered, and exited the room. Mrs Schueller’s daughter looked to be in her forties, yet retained a vitality about her that could have been surgically enhanced. The nursing home grapevine ran into overdrive each time she visited her poorly mother. “You’d think, with all the money she has, she’d buy her something decent to wear.” She only bought her essentials like nightgowns, toiletries, slippers and the occasional dress; the old woman barely showed interest in food, let alone frocks. Each day someone fed, bathed and changed her soiled incontinence pad. She was toileted at two hourly i

New Years Celebrations.
Well another year almost over. What kind of celebrating does everybody do for New Years Eve? We like to have a few of our friends come over. We start with a fondue dinner, then play some cards and have a few drinks. Usually around 8 people or so. Nothing too big. Something a little more intimate. And NOBODY drives home afterwards! Please remember.......Don't Drink and Drive!

Cutting
As i cutt i say one more time i say i just want to be loved i say i just want to forget one more time your face is gone one more time your words r gone one more time everything around me freezes and i becom me

Getting Ready
well its time to go back to work but im taking my new lap top with me so i can keep in touch with all of you.headed up to omaha ne. be there tommorow.then off to somplace not none yet.to all my freinds and family and fans be safe and happy new years.talk soon time to ride

Color Quiz
sandy's Existing Situation Active, outgoing, and restless. Feels frustrated by the slowness with which events develop along the desired lines. This leads to irritability, changeability, and lack of persistence when pursuing a given objective. sandy's Stress Sources Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and to bridge the gap which she feels separates herself from others. Anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to explore all its possibilities, and to live it to the fullest. She therefore resents any restriction or limitation being imposed on her and insists on being free and unhampered. sandy's Restrained Characteristics An unadmitted lack of confidence makes her careful to avoid open conflict and she feels she must make the best of things as they are. Feels cut off and unhappy because of the difficulty in achieving the essential degree of cooperation and harmony which she desires. Feels that sh

Fan Cards
Fan Cards We found the site to get the fan cards at.. low price too I'm happy to say. We have decided that only 500 cards will be sent out to the fans. What the cards will do: 1.you will be able to buy the merchandise at the same prices we are, 2. At signings, you will be escourted to the front of the line. (basically if someone else has been waiting for hours you get to the front of the line.) 3. Also we plan on starting a Halloween party every year in a different city. If you are one of the 500 card holders, You will not have to pay for a ticket, and you will be able to bring a guest. So in order to do this we will need your mailing address and email address. I understand if you are wary about giving out personal information, and that is your perogative. However, you will be mailing the information to me and me alone. No one else will see this. I can get you that in writing, with a notary signed if you want. Having this information will also let me and my staff (w

Invite To The Fan Club
I would like to invite you to be a part of The Hunters of the Blood Fanclub. It is a fanclub for people who are currently enjoying the Hunters of the blood books. It is a series of books concerning Vampires/Werewolfs/Demons/Ghosts/Erotica/Horror/Graphic Violence. If you like reading about any of these things please feel free to join us anytime. Because of the Graphic Sex and Violence we do not suggest these books for anyone under the age of 18. The first 500 members will be recieveing special Fan Cards which will enable them special discounts once the books are published. We currently have the following fans in our club < Ozzy-Queensryche- Martin Lawrence- Sabastian Bach-Joe Rogan-Jay Davis-Widow-Jim Gaffigan-Steve Travino-Travis Simmons> among our many fans. We currently have merchandise for the books (t-shirts-cups-caps-mousepads, etc) On www.zazzle.com/arkain113 or at www.cafepress.com/hotb The stories have not been edited yet but have all been copyw

My Books Here Is The First 100 Pages Of The First Book
I am currently writeing a book in my blogs. It is also on our Fansite, if you would like an invite to the Fan Club please let me know. If you like Gothic horror and sex then this is the book for you. I don't recommend it as a read for people under the age of 18. If you like it tell your friends.If you like it please leave comments. Thank you to everyone who has already been reading and enjoying it. The cover art for the book is in my pictures as well. There is 9 books in the series all being written by different authors, so it's nice to see the different ways the stories go. Hunters of the Blood Youngens Sidhra-written by me Arkain-written by Arkain Dixie-written by Dixie Hunters of the Blood Elders Promethius-written by Scott Snow-written by Rita Morgan-written by me Hunters of the Blood Ancients Atlantis-(nameless author at the moment) Xantrix-(no author at the moment) The Unknown(nameless author at the moment) Some of the authors prefer to remain anonomous until the books are publis

Nothingness
i feel it all around me. he watches me all the time. waiting for the perfect moment to strike. death is comming for me. its only a matter of time now. he gets off on watching me destroy everything of importance to me. i welcome him. i invite him to take his best shot. i know i should feel scared but strangly i do not. i in no way fear you. i have accepted my fate. to hell with death. i now too am watching you. lets do this. you and i. come get me.Blue Oyster Cult - (Don't Fear) The ReaperMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Salutes....
First off let me state that this bulletin is NOT attacking ANYONE here on cherry, I am just using this pics as examples....Between the NSFW BS and now the decision making process on the salutes I am getting fed up.... there is several salutes that have been approved that do not even have the correct criteria like , here is the criteria for a salute: A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your CherryTAP profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with your homepage on your computer in the background, a hand written note with your name, or while wearing a site t-shirt. All Salutes are approved by the CherryTAP bouncers. Using fake or bogus photos will result in your account being removed. Here are the salutes for your top ten cherries here on Cherrytap: and here are the shots that I HAD approved but due to personal probs had to remove and then when I tried to readd - they've been reje

Carlin '07
George Carlin's new rules for 2007 New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days . . . mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you have two of them? Okay, we're done. New Rule: There's no such thing as flavored water. There's a whole aisle of this crap at the supermarket,

Kiss Her Goodbye
She's letting go of everything And everything she's gained Life is getting harder And nothing is the same She was happy and free And now she's just not Some things have changed Actually, a lot All I'm saying please Just kiss her goodbye She's ready to go She's through with the lies She's done putting up with The stuff they do, the shame She doesn't want to hold on And she's done playing this game She doesn't want to stay And she just wants to die Though she has a good life She says "Kiss me goodbye"

~~ Listen Up Plz ~~
~~ Okay Listen Up! ~~ I need 6 more ladies for my Sexy Lady On CT Contest and I need 10 men for the Sexy Male Body On CT Contest Sexy Lady starts 1/5 thur 1/12 at 12p.m. noon and Sexy Male Body will start on 1/3 thur 1/10 at 12 p.m. noon So plz hurry and send me some nice body pics men and I know we got a look of sexy ladies on this site what u waiting for! send the link to the pic u want to use to my inbox and i'll get you in thanks ~Maria~

Liars And Thieves
THEY ARE THE WORST OF PEOPLE.I CAN TOLERATE ALOT OF THINGS IN LIFE.BUT I HATE SOMEONE WHO LIES AND SOME ONE WHO STEALS.THESE TO ME ARE THE WORST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD.IF YOU HAVE TO LIE ABOUT SOMETHING,THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULDNT BE DOIN IT TO BEGIN WITH.AND IF YOU HAVE TO STEAL SOMETHING,YOU SHOULD WORK FOR IT OR EARN IT.MAKES ME SICK TO THINK THAT SOMEONE CAN LOOK SOMEONE ELSE IN THE FACE AND LIE TO THEM.AND ITS EVEN WORSE TO THINK THAT SOMEONE CAN STEAL FROM SOMEONE ELSE.OK IM DONE WITH THIS RANT.HAVE A HAPPY AND SAFE NEW YEARS

Boredom....
There still isn't much going on right now in my life, but in the next week to week and a half, I'm gonna be perminantly moving into my first apartment. It's about time I get out of my parents' house finally..haha! That's about the only thing going on right now.

Could You Imagine?
It's 6:55 in the evening and I'm sitting on a marble bench in the atrium of the Chicago Stock exchange. In five minutes you will walk through the sculptured glass double doors that lead into this magnificent lobby. You insisted on meeting me here rather than picking you up at your hotel. You mentioned something about a "grand entrance". I have been here since 6:30 (a lady should never have to wait on her escort.) I look at myself in one of the many mirrors that line the hall. I can not see that I am shaking but I feel as though I am absolutely vibrating with anticipation. I straighten my silver tie, and adjust the starched collar that rises from my black suit. First impressions are everything I think to myself. It is just turning seven and I walk to within twenty feet the doors, full of expectation. I hold in my hand, a single red rose, our agreed upon sign so you would be absolutely sure of who I was. The doorman opens one of the glass doors and you walk in. I can not take my eyes off

The Rules For 2007
The Rules for 2007 New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates. com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days: mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What'd you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of other men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you have two of them? Okay, we're done. New Rule: There's no such thing as flavored water. There's a whole aisle of this crap at the supermarket, water, but without that w

Fallen Angel
White wings with drops of red show my impurity to the world There's no hiding it now, it's shown to all. I've fallen from grace, hard and fast, but its not the fall, its the ground that hurt worst of all. The sudden impact, the reality sets in, Forgive me Lord, for I know I have sinned My sullied wings didn't catch me They let me sink How could it be that I've ended like this. Though they're tainted with iniquity, they still should soar. I guess this angel should have tried a little more

Descriptions......
...PISCES... .Caring and kind .Smart. .Center of attention. .Too Sexy, DAMN IT. .Very high sex appeal. .Has the last word. .The best to find, hardest to keep. .Fun to be around. .Freak in the sheets. .Extremely weird but in a good way. .Super good in bed. .Good Sense of Humor!!! .Thoughtful. .A partner for life.

Loves Bloody Kisses
Lonesome Little Vampire, You are losing your touch, I can see it in your eyes, You desire it too much. You Lie Right To me, With no use for words, I can see it in those lips that quiver You are fighting the urge. You are imagining my skin Breaking Beneath your teeth Tasting that sweet nectar That lies just beneath. The pain I can't feel, Only pleased to see, My baby is finally, Feeding upon me. His touch is so Gentle, But, his bite is so rough, That one little taste, And now he can't get enough. He tried to play innocent, Says he does not need it. But, his bite told the story, This Vampire, has been defeated. He finally gave in, Got the taste he has missed, And I have gotten my first, Loves Bloody kiss.

Beautiful Sad Angel
Beautiful sad angel Face as gray as stone Beautiful sad angel You often feel alone Beautiful sad angel I mourn as your tears fall Beautiful sad angel You stand shriveled When you used to stand tall Beautiful sad angel I'm here to give you hope Even when your pain Is too much to cope Beautiful sad angel You're more than just a sad being And when you finally realize that I'll help you spread your wings

I Am Ooo So Hot & Sexual!!!
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot94%Soft88%Exciting75%Violent69%Wet50%Sweet50%Shy13%Awkward0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Life In General
so since no one i know sees this today since its not night anymore i had pretty much random sex hmm im not sure where "its going" but im kinda in love with my uh boyfriend and i intend to move in with him (he lives like 6 hours away)like uh next month do i think what i did was wrong nah i knew id do it so why not but i just know im gunna tell him oneday cuz thats how i am cant keep a secret not ever but back to the sex hehe ok so there was biting and what not involved i have done that but not with like hair pulling and what not so it was interesting and quite fun i regret nothing i enjoyed myself so shit yea lol but hehe i know it wasnt kinky but that was kinda my first stabb at it almost did it on the bathroom sink the only time anything in the bathroom took place was when i was drunk and i said no so haha i got closer this time i ramble aimlessly but i need to share uh becuase yea i clicked the NSFW button becuz i talk about sex im not sure if it is or not but shit why not im curren

Brennan
WOW! I READ THIS BULLETIN AND WAS MOVED TO TEARS.....AS WRITTEN BY BRENNANS UNCLE FLAMEWALKER..... Yesterday was one of the hardest days that a family has to endure... There is no time right for burying a loved one..there is no good way... Last night on the way home Julie and I tried to come up with just a short way to describe it...and we came up with "inexplicably overwhelming"..and "breathtaking"....and even that is not good enough to describe the feelings..the deep emotions..the pride and the tears. I found myself actually holding my breath at moments..so as not to weep out loud. Many of you are asking if the protestors showed...If they did...the family did not see them..we were assured by the police that their "event"..would be no event....The Patriot Guard showed up in full force...we saw "snipers" dressed in black....They weren't "hiding"...We guessed that they wanted there presence known...I suppose if we "saw" some...there were many others we couldn't se

About Me..
I am a 32 year old female from Campbell River B.C. Canada. I moved to Stockton California February of 2005. I would be lying if I said I really liked it here lol. The sunshine is nice, however the rules and laws are alot harsher compared to Canada. (Canada Rocks!) I don't have any kids of my own but I have 2 from a live-in relationship I am in. I have a big, beautiful, black lab named Macey. (My Baby) I also have 4 cats (Hellions on 4 legs) I have all kinds of interests in life. I enjoy the outdoors so I love to camp, fish, take walks in the woods, go to the beach, swim most anything out doors aslong as the weather is good. I'm a total wimp when it comes to the cold weather lol. I want to some day be a pc support specialist so that's one of my many goals in life. I love watching some sports on T.V. such as WWE, O YEAH!!! CENA is da bomb baby! And of course HOCKEY!!! GOOOOO CANUCKS GOOOOOOOO! Woot Woot!!! You can usually find me hanging out and having a good time with the Chronic 8 Bal

Lingering
A lily sits blanched after the rain. Its posture inert, it floats with grace. Blossom defeating gravity's draw To guide saints eyes to its essence. Moments before, colours disaffected, Moments after, the edges are frayed. Now, is the time you need to adore, Use me quickly, time does not restore

Finding Heaven
My footsteps echo beneath me I walk with a certain tenderness about me, Placing each foot carefully in its place Now, I have never been so far away from home. My clothes of the purest white you could ever imagine, My hair flows like a river beside my chest. Light-headed and dazed I continue to follow this path, Though it is unclear, I seem to know my way. Soft white skin, with a transparent tint to it I look down to my arm, as if not my own, I touch it so gently, As if it were so tender The velvet that has become me starts to fall away I take no note of that, as my skin falls to the floor in shreds An aura of white and gold is left behind. I knew my bones were long gone before that. A shimmering shadow of me blinks into the rays of light They fall across what is now my body, And the light becomes one with me The light has now subsided, and my body is gone Small specks of light sway slowly through the air.

Hide And Seek
Though her dreams her wish is to keep, Her sanity likes to play hide and seek, Deserting her at most perilous times, Leaving her with lies left behind. Hiding in corners of her brain, Leaving her searching for the sane, Only found though blood and tears, Calling for help but no-one hears. With each game played, it's harder to find, Until one day, heart and head - unaligned, Finally resigned to the dark, so forgiving, Then what point will there be in the living??

Wild And Rough
In an interesting turn of events that can only be described as 'wild', my lover, who has been sticking around for quite a while now that I may even describe him as my regular squeeze, mainly because of his physical and mental dexterity, and 'above the call of duty' diligence in pleasing me absolutely and has a habit of surprising me in the most pleasant of ways, time and again because of his innate flair, sexuality and sheer imagination, has dressed himself delightfully with my beaucoup-girthed strap-on, lubed its end liberally and proceeded to fuck the living bejesus out of me in both holes at the same time, using a combination of shallow and deep punches, that engorged my pussy with juices so cataclysmically confected I'm surprised worker bees weren't circling around my cunt, divebombing in sequence to take to make off with my precious nectar, with the last time I felt anything close to this was at college, in my first semester, when my then boyfriend fucked me in my sleep with a col

My Dark Love
My dark love. How you hurt me in so many different ways Why do I love you but that love I have for you its turning into hate. I really do love him but he doesnt care about my feeling. He has no heart. If you he really had a heart. He would know how much I love him. My Dark Love. Why do you treat me so bad? I know that he has good inside. I can feel it. My heart is slowly filling up with hate. He is the angel of death. He comes in my room to do one thing that is to suck my blood dry. My dark love. I told him that I am an angel from Heaven sent down to watch over you. You will never be human again but I can show you a path that you have to take if you want to be free from your demons. Your soul can rest in peace if you want to change. God see what you have been doing. You soled your soul to the devil. Just to become a vampire. But why? I sold my soul but I just want see if be a vampire is better than being a human. My dark Love. I am sorry

Top Photos....
Below is what I've seen on my homepage over the past 5 minutes which I'm pretty sure isn't SFW....hmmm what's the point of making them private if there gonna be plastered all over everyone's homepage anyway...like I really wanna see that....

Slipping Away
I'm falling apart now And slipping away Cracking up with every Word that you say The pieces of me Are scattered around Their fading away now Without a sound Keeping it together Was all just to much I started to break Was too fragile to touch I thought that my soul Was much stronger that this Gave up without a fight From the very first kiss The effect you had on me Was too much to bare My mind saw this coming My heart didn't care I'm slipping away now And falling apart You have all that's left So look after my heart

Kiss Me On My Forehead
Kiss me on my forehead And lay me down to sleep Kiss away my tears And pray my soul to keep Hold me in the darkness Chase away nightmares Hold me tightly to you Far from accusing stares Whisper softly to me Quietly through the night Whisper words of love And cuddle me so tight Hold my hand in yours Lay so close together Hold onto this feeling We'll make it last forever Kiss me on my forehead As I slowly close my eyes Kiss me on my lips As we say our last goodbyes

Confession
Intimacy is the feeling I crave most. Feeling my skin has moulded to his. Intertwined, his pumping blood flows with mine. Now and again, this can't happen and I settle for second best. Gravity pulls at that ache that starts in my throat and rushes to my pussy. Every morsel of me wants to fuck, right here, right now. Reacting like this is so naughty of me. My hand touches that of the bartender in an inappropriate way and I flash a 'come and get me' smile. Young he was and he needed prompting as I stood in front of a door marked 'Private' and glance at him again. Sliding the key in, he pushes at the door and I slide my fingers over his firm arse playing with the groove. Lower into the cellar we go, I can sense plenty - the musty smell of stale air, the trickle of water, his cock pushing against his pants trying to break through. Finally, we reach the back of the coldroom, I walk to the large cask in the corner. Wooden, cold and hard, I bend over it, lift up my skirt and pull do

The Lie We Live
Sometimes we all just want to run away, to the safe little havens over the hillside to a bitter sweet escape, we all know those safe places we want to go to just be free, where life instead only forces us down to fall on ones knees. We all are sick of lies and just hanging on to dreams that never come true, depression causes anger inside pushing us further away from a life we thought we knew, I was once taking on the world when I was so delighted to just be me, today it is only a complicated memory that left me jaded and looking out over this dark sea. People telling us that everything happens for a reason and for us to be strong, thats the biggest lie we have ever heard we all will tell ourselves, we never realize that time tends to heel even the darkness wounds, everything we must learn turns into a balance act thats always reoccurring. I'm not just another facile, self centered girl, I am just me a girl with ambition and determination that sometimes sends life in

Im Sorry!
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your n

What Happens At Night
What happens at night In her little home She's by herself And she feels so alone What happens at night Is she cries and she cries She thinks about one thing And that's how to die What happens at night When the lights are all out She's keeping it in But she just wants to shout What happens at night Is she tries to forget All about her life And the love she didn't get What happens at night Is she practices smiling She practices looking happy And she practices lying

Don't
Don't tell me that I am beautiful, Don't tell me that you care, where are you, you said you would always be there. I know it doesn't Matter what I say or do, But i just wish that someday you could feel what i feel too. I'm the girl who crys, I'm the girl you thought could cope, but can't you see the pain in her eyes? I guess it didn't show when I put up my mask, That behind the smile is sadness, notice, is it too much to ask? When shes okay, but struggles to get thought the day. Can you at least show you love her, and if you could you would take her pain away. Shes hurting on the outside, but its never enough, to really show whats inside would be just to tough. When you see her crying, don't just walk away, Please tell her that you care, and you want her to stay, and fight just one more day.

1 - 2 - 3 Cuts
One for the numbness The pain of life Two for the fighting And all this strife Three for the one Who made me like this Four to hear her, To feel her kiss Five for loneliness, Deep within Six for doing this For letting it win Seven for people Staring at me Eight for never, Making them see Nine for this feeling That never will end Ten for lying to all Who could mend This circle it will never end Once its got you You can't defend

K,say's Its Play Time
Playtime has come around again. Let's be clear that I'm in control here. Astride him I sit on the black leather armchair. Yes, he smiles at me with his cheekiest of grins. With my lips I kill that smile and my tongue swims around, playing a beguling game with his. Intensity in kissing followed by a softer touch normally reserved for my most favourite of lovers. Tickling his ears and tweaking his hair the entire experience is hardening him up, I can feel his cock beneath me. He can't move. My belt is fastened tight around his ankles that he is a helpless animal ready to be eaten. Extra attention was paid to tying his wrists this time as last time he managed to get free. Bondage suits me and my needs as I like to take it real slow. A pull of his pants though and they are soon around his calves. Biting the tip of his hardened cock I can feel the current of cum coarsing beneath. 'Yes!' he screams as I deliberately take his length into my mouth and gently scrape it with my teeth as

Excercise Your Rights
From: {Mr.eViL} ThE InFaMoUs BiTcH KiLLa Date: Dec 27 2006 11:08 PM The United States Constitution provides the foundation for the rights that protect all U.S. citizens from intrusive law enforcement practices. These rights should be exercised by everyone in all circumstances, regardless of whether or not an individual is guilty of a crime. Rights are like muscles -- if they are not exercised, they wither away. RULES OF THUMB Never leave anything in plain view: Although law enforcement officers must obtain a warrant before they can conduct a privacy-invading search, any illicit material that can be plainly seen by any person from a non-intrusive vantage point is subject to confiscation. An arrest and a valid warrant to search the rest of the area is likely to ensue. A "roach" in the ashtray, a pipe or baggie on the dashboard or coffee table, or a joint being smoked in public are common mistakes that can lead to prosecution. Never put anything incriminating into the tra

Important Info About The New Never Get Busted Video
From: {Mr.eViL} ThE InFaMoUs BiTcH KiLLa Date: Dec 27 2006 11:08 PM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hold up before you buy 'Never Get Busted' Some new information is coming to light in the uproar over Barry Cooper's Never Get Busted video's and website. From all indications it appears Mr. Cooper was never granted permission from LEAP or NORML to use their names in connection with his video. There is a HUGE discussion going on in the drug policy reform community about all of this. It seems pretty evenly divided to me with half saying it has the potential to be a wonderful thing, if it is legit, and the other half saying that this guy has no right to profit from information that the public has already paid for. They also say that if he wanted to atone for his sins as a narc he would give the info away for free. I, on the other hand, know first hand how difficult it is to be an activist and find funding for this work. If this guy is now on our side and is making this

From Above
Once upon a time There was a little girl Who all she wanted Was a friend to play with Locked away inside her dungeon With nobody to hear her cries for help Nobody to see her beaten body As it just lays there bruised bloody and lifeless So she's left asking only one question Why, why Lord why did you pick me? What did I do wrong What did I do to deserve this? As she's reaching for the sweet relief of the razor blade And then takes a few pills Cause that's just how much the pain kills And as she's laying in her bed Trying to cry herself to sleep While in the back of her head she's thinking "What if they come in here again?" Why Lord, why can't my life can't just end Then one day she met a boy named Chris Little did she know how much pain and happiness Her would bring her all at once A couple months later Nicole found out that she was going to have a baby She was so glad when she found out The baby was going to be a girl So she want to name it Be

My Souls Thoughts
Thought of being entrapped by my love. Entrapped by Darkness his Majesty my King. Does he know the way to my soul? Can he look at me and make me quiver? Can he conquer my heart? Breath me in and smile, smile that evil grin. Consume me... drink my blood. I need my King to invision me, breath me, and taste my flesh. I need my King to take ahold of me. Grab my hair guide my body where his chains are. Secure me to your heart's lock, never let me go from the chains. I am on my knees awaitng my King's wishes. I want to make him happy fulfilling all his needs and desires. I live to make him happy. Looking for the rewarding smile he gives while petting me on my head.

Dieing
As I lay here slowly dying I want to tell you one last thing I've always thought about you No one else has ever clouded my mind and now I am blinded by your radiant light And I wanted to let you know I think about you every night as I lay here and bleed I've always wanted you to be happy never left any happiness for me but now I figure it's time for me to depart from this sorrowful life The memory of all the sadness and hate is too much for my bare shoulders I love you and your memories will always tear away at my heart You're a burning fire to me you always told me you loved me I always thought you were a liar But finally as I lay here dying I see the words you told me were true I want you to know that your love is the one that I will place ever so silently on my own darkened casket When you shut the casket and seal my fate I want all the sorrow and all of my hate to seep out of the seams of your mind I want you to forget me and I want you to move on I just wante

Death Wriiten Horror
In death do thy part with such sweet sorrow, Freedom of agony, and these horrid visions of torment. No blood or poison is the way thy shall flee, But an unscripted word, that has only meaning to thee. Brittle and cold, not a word is moaned. A sweet hallucination, and now I am alone. Falling down, unable to move, A final cough of torture and my soul has been soothed. Finally, nothing is dieing, Dreadful malaise is not prying. Malicious delusions have stopped flowing from thy soul, A vindicated feeling, no story must ever be retold. I am free! I must be joyful, Yet I am dead, so how can that not be sorrowful? I lay here unable to move, Will I not be discovered, is my body now doomed? Death, was this a horrid mistake? Now I am worrying of what my thoughts did not intake. Vindication in this way is not a true freedom from life, I am now caged, unable to feel, which causes such morbid strife. I did not believe that the end was this deranged, I hoped it would

Husbands Mistress
A husband and wife were having dinner at a very fine restaurant when an absolutely stunning young woman comes over to their table, gives the husband a big kiss, tells him she'll see him later, and walks away. His wife glares at him and says, "Who was that??!!" "Oh" replies the husband, "that was my mistress." "That's it," says the wife, "I want a divorce." "Ok," replies her husband, "but remember, if you get a divorce there will be no more shopping trips to Paris, no wintering in the Caribbean, no Lexus in the garage, and no more country club. But, the decision is yours." Just then the wife notices a mutual friend entering the restaurant with a gorgeous woman. "Who is that woman with Jim?" she asks. "That's his mistress," replies her husband. "Ours is much better looking." says the wife.

Things About Me
IF YOU DON'T KNOW MY NAME BY NOW ITS MARVIN EDWARD JACKSON JR OF FLUVANNA COUNTY, VIRGINIA I'M 24 YEARS MARRIED AND A YEAR OLD SON, I HAVE LIVE WHAT I WOULD CONSIDER A NORMAL LIFE BUT MOST SEE MY LIFE AS NOTHING BUT MISTAKE, BUT I JUST BRUSH IT OFF EVERY TIME BUT THERE IS SO MUCH BULLSHIT THAT ONE PERSON CAN DEAL AND I THINK I HAVE PRETTY MUCH REACH THAT POINT SO AS THE DAYS GO I FIGHT, I STRUGGLE AND I OVERCOME EVER LAST MISTAKE THAT PEOPLE THINK I HAVE MADE AND ONLY TO PROVE THEM WRONG AND THAT MY MISTAKES ARE SOME OF MY GREATEST MOMENTS IN MY LIFE NOW I WILL SAY I HAVE DONE SOME DUM SHIT THAT I CAN NEVER LET GO OF BUT THATS FOR ANOTHER BLOG, THE THINGS PEOPLE NEED TO UNDERSTAND IS I'M NICE VERY EASY TO GET ALONG WIT AND HARDLY EVER GETS MAD, I LOVE TO PLAY VIDEO GAMES PS2, PS3 XBOX, XBOX 360, SPORTS I LOVE TO PLAY ANY SPORTS BASKETBALL FOOTBALL ANY THING YOU CAN THINK OF DOING I'LL DO IT AND LOVE DOING IT BECAUSE THATS WHO I AM UNLESS ITS SOMETHING REALLY FUCKIN DUM I DOIT AND HAVE

Silver
So shiny silver i hold it in my hands and wonder in a split second it could do so much damage it lay cold in my palm wanting the taste of blood wrist stomach neck head so many choices i need help should i or not if so where cold in my palm i choose wrist slice it across how deep how far in watching red ooze out of the slash i wonder if i did it or not waiting, a pool of blood i pass out and never come back again

Free Sex Contestants
Two men drove to a gas station for a fill-up because they heard about a contest being offered by the station to patrons who purchase a full tank of gas. When they went inside to pay, the men asked the attendant about the contest. "If you win, you're entitled to free sex," said the attendant. "How do we enter?" asked the first man. "Well, I'm thinking of a number between 1-10, if you guess right, you win free sex." "O.K. I guess 7, " said the first man. "Sorry, I was thinking of 8," replied the attendant. "Come back soon and try again" The next week, the two men returned to the same station to get gas. When they went inside to pay, the second man asked the attendant if the contest was still going on. "Sure," replied the attendant. "I'm thinking of a number between 1-10, if you guess right. You win free sex." "2" said the second man "Sorry, I was thinking of 3," replied the attendant. "Come back soon and try again." A

She Said Yes!!!
About 7am December 25, 2006, My girlfriend Christine unwrapped an engagement ring. It took her about 10 min. to open due to all the boxes I wrapped it in. I videotaped the whole ordeal. When she opened the final box and saw the ring, her expression was priceless. Her mouth dropped and her eyes lit up like the harbor on 4th of July. Just figured I would tell the good people here on cherrytap about it.

Im Not Your Kid
Why me why tonight cant you see i dint wanna fight get away leave me alone or you'll be screaming why me why tonight get away i'll be alright don't go please no i'll take back everything please come back you'll watch me fall back in your arms going to a place where there is no harm i don't love you i never did get away from me I'm not your kid

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Sadness
For months Ive tried to get passed all your lies Its been so hard for me to cover up my cries I try to cover my feelings so I don't let it show How hard its been for me to try to let you go On days when you visit things are not the same I act like it doesn't bother me that everything has changed I put on a fake smile and make it my disguise I walk to the other room so you don't see me cry And on days when you call I may act like I don't care When in reality I still want you there I may lie and tell you I'll find someone knew But every man I come across never compares to you Though it might sound silly I still have hope for us I believe well get back together when we rebuild our trust but until then I have pictures and memories in my head I will never break a promise about anything Ive said I promised I would love you until god takes me off this earth You promised you always love me and never leave me hurt you broke your promise but I will not do the same My h

Apart
For both me and you, I am setting you free, Go find someone else, Whoever you plea, For days and days, We try to keep in touch, Sharing special things, But not knowing much, For months and months, We were meant to be something, But no matter how hard we try, We have come down to nothing, For years and years, I have wanted to share, But we both know now, You were never really there, Forever and ever, You will always be in my heart, Yet for so long we've had nothing, We have always been apart...

Family And Christmas
christmas, a time for familys to forgive for past wrongs, and then piss each other off again. — Thursday, December 28, 2006 HI, I just been busy with christmas and stuff. I went and visited all my grandparents, and other important family people. I had to go and get presents for people. ( as most people do I guess. ) I got mostly booze for people. People like booze. Or atleast most of my family does. I saw people on my dad's side of the family I hadn't seen in forever. It's weird to see people you remember as kids when they are adults. I didn't talk to people much. I just said hi and bye basicly. " I'll see ya'll next year. " I haven't been around here for christmas in 5 or 6 years. I didn't really miss it. I always came home for the first part of December. I got a lot of time off the end of december, so I didn't want to waste my leave when I had a lot of time off anyway. More time away from work the better. Christmas is just another day, basicly. People just happen

The Letter
Hey boy, I know about your new love Yeah the one that makes you smile And while I wish you were still mine You're laughing and holding her tight I'm nothing but lonely blue nights Thinking of how much I tryed to make you happy I tryed with all my might and still you turned away You make her feel she's flying up above While I slowly tilt my head down to my shoulder My time is up more little by little And this pen is giving up on me too You know I'm sick of being lonely Thinking of you all the time My heart is beating slowly wanting to die Trying hard to not say Good Bye I thought you were my true love My angel sent to me from above I wish you knew how I truely feel about you But you're too busy with your new love The sky is calling out to me calling me to leave Yes its God saying come along with me Well good bye my love he's here to get me Sorry I didn't get to tell you what I wanted you to hear

Loser
Searching For You Nowhere To Find You Feel Like A Loser Deep In My Heart Searching For You Nowhere To Find You Feel Like A Loser Here In My Heart Tried To Call No Answer From You Everything's Gone But You're Still In My Heart Now I Believe That You And Me Only Will Be Together In Dreams

Baby Plane
A mother and her young inquisitive son were flying Southwest Airlines from Kansas City to Chicago. The son (who had been looking out the window) turned to his mother and asked, "If dogs have baby dogs and cats have baby cats, why don't planes have baby planes?" The mother (who couldn't think of an answer) told her son to ask the flight attendant. So the boy dutifully asked the flight attendant, "If dogs have baby dogs and cats have baby cats, why don't planes have baby planes?" The flight attendant responded, "Did your mother tell you to ask me that?" The little boy admitted that she did. "Well, then, tell your mother that there are no baby planes because Southwest always pulls out on time. Now, let your mother explain that to you."

Advices Before I Die
The bright sun is set. The heart beats of my life Is at its ends. It is time to die, Leaving the love, the family, And the friends. The time you will hear, That I am dead, don't shed a drop of tear. thinking it was my destiny, Accept it as it is all fair. The time you will hear, That I am no more. don't cry, so I could leave happily. You can do that much for me, I am sure. Don't feel bad for my death, As I don't wish to live anymore. Let me die, as There is no hope left to live for. Come, And comfort everyone. Join my family, Be around them. Be there, For the final goodbye, As for me, You are one of them. Don't feel guilty, For the times You hurt me, I have already forgave you. Please do the same for me, For the times I bothered you. Whenever you remember me, Take out my poems, As they are all written for you. Read them, Yet don't shed tears, Knowing how much I loved you. Don't let anyone rip them, Or publish them anywhere. Because

Ways To Survive
Priorities of my life changes every single day As the things i wish for, never comes my way So i keep sailing without any hope by my side Learning with time, different ways to survive My life has been a rainbow with shades of grey Now the brightest of them is simply fading away Pushed back and forth by my destiny's tide And i just kept on learning ways to survive Subsiding deep inside my own living clay Remembering moments which went astray Fought all alone with my reflection's strife While my heart was learning ways to survive Bending till i break, so that i could pray Screaming till he hears what i have to say Searching for a piece of my lost pride Dying everyday while learning ways to survive

Life
Well i aint doing much today but getting on the computer and well that aint much fun either. Cause it gets boring after a while. But that dont change much anyways. And i dont see why i live in this hellish world that i have created for myself. But i guess thats just life. Peace Out Fuckers

Flow Crimson
okay, so it's a song i wrote... Blood-soaked ground... and i pray your ass can hear me screaming now... laying here for your sins i will pay the price your debt repaid with every little crimson slice... So it goes... your eye pierced my soul and my heart simply froze... In that moment I knew I'm forever yours... Deep in my you opened all my once closed doors... i guess i have you to thank for this All the agony unleashed within The beast awoken with a single act Who will be held accountable? This chaos is yours alone to bear Deep inside your guilt consumes your soul this death and destruction claims all you love What if they knew what you've done? So now as I dance in these flames Cleansing my home of all your sins I celebrate the end of all the pain And i let my joy flow Crimson... Taken in.. I was so in love through all your mortal sins Blinded, i refused the truth until too late Now in blood and fire I shall seal our fate... i guess i have y

Holiday Love
So my friends, here is how my week has been…. So much fun! I went back home to see my family. I enjoyed the cold weather, if only for a moment. I have missed my family so very much. My grandmother mostly. We all laughed, cried, laughed some more. Watching my baby nephew get into everything, then hearing him laugh got me laughing. I got nice gifts but nothing was better than being with the family. The only thing that spoiled the trip was I went out with a friend. He and I have known each other for a long time but have only been friends. Well, I guess since he decided I am a ‘college’ girl that means I’m up for one night/moment stands. Just because I like sex that doesn’t mean I’m a whore and I’m going to slept with just anyone! I kicked him as hard as possible right where no man (or women) likes to be kicked. Hit him as hard as I could and walked away. Then, I told my brother, his ass has greatly been pounded. Well, I’m here until after the new year. Loving e

Hey All
Just wanted to say hello....I am not leaving again I just haven't been on much in the past few days cuz I am battling this stupid stomach flu that is going around where I live. I am feeling a little better today but not 100% yet and I hate it...but I will catch up with everyone once I am better, I promise. *Tonsa Hugs and Lotsa Luv* to you all!!!!!

Perfection
So, devin and I... engaged. heh. it's so monumental. I mean, i can't wait... He's all cuddly and cute about it, too... he gave me a nickname. Shnugglebunnie. =P I spent Christmas at his house. it was so... warm. i've never had an intimate family thing before, and... heh. it was great. So that's what's new in my life. Oh, and i got a new digital camera. expect photos. =P

My Retarded Poem
i love you but do you love me? i give you my heart have u given me yours? i try to be in a better mood because i know it's just one of those days where everything seems to piss you off but how can if you can't seem to see the big picture? i wear your balls and the bracelet that you have matching of i sleep with the penguin that you gave me i just can't seem to get anything right today everything is so messed up today i wish it would just go away it almost feels like we're falling apart you are everything to me and i don't want to loose you do you want to loose me? this past year has screwed with my head big time i know what i want in this life i ty to strive for it but the only thing standing in my way is my age i hate being 16 you think you're old enough to do something than you get shut down you probably don't care about anything i have to say S.T.F.U that's what you want to tell me isn't it? well go ahead cause i'm already dead to you

Come To My Profile
hey for all my friends and family, I have a few pics that no one has rated or commented on but alot of you have been commented and rated by me so come on by check out my pics, and guys beware my private pics you probably wouldn't wanna check out LOL k later everyone and have fun

Voice Comments...
Hey everyone, I got me a new voice comment thing, so you all should send me a voice comment. It's FREE! Sp why not take the extra 3 minutes to show your fellow CherryTap friend some love... Just call 1-641-985-7800 and enter *2726256. Thank you...

New Year..new Me?
well i think i am bound by the rules of the upcoming new year..i plan to quit smoking..lose weight..and finish my associates this year..wish me luck..we all know how long these new years dreams last..but we shall see..i really am feeling more motivated this year than i ever have...kisses

Change
Change - DEFTONES I've watched you change Into a fly I looked away You were on fire I watched a change In you It's like you never Had wings Now you feel So Alive I've watched you change I took you home Set you on the glass I pulled off your wings Then I laughed I watched a change In you It's like you never Had wings Now you feel So alive I've watched you change It's like you never Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh I look at the cross Then I look away Give you the lungs to Blow me away I've watched a change In you It's like you never Had wings Now you feel So Alive I've watched you change. Now you feel Alive You Feel Alive I've watched you change It's like you never Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh Deftones - Change (In The House Of Flies)Music Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Love
I THINK I'M GONNA BE SAD I THINK ITS TODAY THE GIRL THAT DRIVING ME IS GOINGH AWAY SHE'S GOT A TICKET TO RIDE SHE'S TO RIDE AND SHE DONT CARE THE BEATLES THE GIRL THAT I THOUGHT I COULD JUST BE FRIENDS WITH JUST TOLD ME SHE IS LEAVING NEXT YEAR FOR MARYLAND I WAS THEN THAT I REALALIZED THAT I HAD FALLEN IN LOVE WITH HER SHE DOESNT KNOW THIS YET AND I MAY NOT TELL HER WHY IS MY FRIENDS IALWAYS FALL FOR IS THIS A CURSE OR WHAT

All You Colorado People
We are heading to coyote ugly this new years eve not only to ring in the new year but the first is also our boy dannys b-day so come out and party with us. If you get your tickets by friday they are fifteen after that they are 25 but the cover gets you 2 drink tickets snacks and a JD shot at midnight, The theme is black and red so please come join us and have a ball love ya all MUAH nicole

Christmas And New Year
hope all yall had a great christmas and have a druken new years mine was ok but i worked yep the old people still need to eat i guess but hey the money was good so i didnt mind and hope yall have a great new year.............

Nini Says[[ Read This ]]
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Best Ways
31 WAYS TO MAKE UR GURL SMILE 1. ((THIS IS BIG!))Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out 2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3. Hug her from behind 4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5. Wrestle with her :) 6. Don't go hang out with you ex when shes not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her. 7.If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her.... let her know she's yours and they aren't. 8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi" 9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend. 10. Play with her hair. 11. Pick her up (she loves it) 12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it 13. Make her laugh 14. Let her fall asleep in your arms. 15. If she's mad at you, kiss her. 16. If you care about her, then TELL HER 17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug

Am I
Am I a hypocrite? Because I've decided to change my ways after finally realizing that people aren't the ones to lean on with all my heart and that God is the only one that's gonna hold me up? Am I a hypocrite? For trying to let the past be the past and have no effect on my future that lies ahead and I'm trying to cut away clean as that sharp knife that was given to me? Am I a hypocrite? Because I tripped up and fell down and now I'm having to get up and pat the dust off of my weary grown knees and havin' to walk on with my own two feet? Am I a hypocrite? For apologizing and telling the truth? The truth shall set you free, the truth shall set you free. Am I a hypocrite? When I say all I have is a heart full of love even for those who don't love back? No, all that makes me, is human...which I know I am

That's Confusing.
It came to pass after this also, that the children of Moab, and the children of Ammon, and with them other beside the Ammonites, came against Jehoshaphat to battle. ... And Jehoshaphat feared, and set himself to seek the LORD, and proclaimed a fast throughout all Judah. And Judah gathered themselves together, to ask help of the LORD: even out of all the cities of Judah they came to seek the LORD. 2 Chronicles 20:1,3-4 (King James Version)

Rules And Contestants!!!!
Today the doors open up for the sexiest lady on cherry tap!!!!! The Contest will start on 12-28-2006 at 7 p.m. central time and end on 01-04-06 at 7 p.m. central time. Here are the rules for the contest: 1. This is for fun! I will not tolerate any garbage of leaving dumb comments on other contestants comments. you do YOU'RE BANNED!!!! 2. Comment bombings are welcome. 3. Rates are welcome as well ( will be used to break a tie) 4. Again I stress, have fun!!! 5. Contestants, repost in a blog and a bulletin!! Make sure you get your people to vote for you!!!! Good luck to all the contestants!!!! Here are the contestants: Irreplaceable Busty Blonde IndieAngel mlmssy Summer Power Girl The Real JoAnna Sexy Moma msssable50 Jami VyXyN There you have it ladies and gentlemen. The fun is about to commence!!!!

Knowing You
Your cock, hot and hard, pulses against my cheek as I trace the satiny smooth length from base to tip and back again with the very tips of my fingers. Mmm, I love the way you feel… solid, searing, smooth … against my skin. I deliberately wrap my hand around the base of your shaft and turn my head slightly, rubbing the very tip of your cock against my lips. The glistening bead of precome clinging to the tiny eye dampens my lips and I can’t help but skim my tongue across them, tasting you. I close my eyes and rub my lips together, savoring your taste in my mouth. Delectable. My hand suddenly flexes involuntarily around your shaft and you moan softly. I slowly open my eyes and take you in. God, you’re exquisite. Did you know that I long to spend hours touching you, tasting you, learning you, knowing you. All of you. Every gorgeous inch. I want you. Infinitely. Deeply. Incomparably. Completely. I remove my hand and lean forward, taking you into my mouth. I slide down, rubbing t

Thank God
the reason im saying that is because i just spent the last 3 damn days in the hospital and i am ssssssssssssooooooooo glad to be home!!! and thank you so much prostreet for coming to see me it was nice to see a friend.

I Am So Glad To Have Great Friends
This is a blog to to say I couldn't have made it very far without the friends I have especially my two lovely sisters Penny and Anne, and we cant forget the most wonderful lady of them all Connie. I wanted to say thank u for being there for me when I needed u guys the most. U guys are a great family to have I dont need anyone else. I cry sometimes just thinking that I may lose one of u as a friend or family but that wont happen and I know we now have a bond that cant be broken no matter what.....

This Is What You Want?
I dig my fingers into the arm of the couch, my knuckles turning a ghostly shade of white as your arm slides underneath me and encircles my waist. You jerk back, pulling my hips toward you and your cock slides into me in one fluid stroke. “Is this what you wanted?” You ask. Your voice is harsh and your breath is choppy as it ripples across my earlobe. You slide your other hand up into my hair, fisting it and roughly tug, pulling my head back. “Is it?” You demand. “Yes.” I whisper. You graze your teeth down the curve of my ear and stop to sink your teeth into the soft fleshy lobe. “What did you say?” “Yes. YES.” I cry out and my fingers dig more firmly into the arm of the couch. You release my earlobe and skim your tongue down, stopping to dig your teeth into the arch between my shoulder blades as you pull your hips back away from me. Your cock slides almost all the way out of my pussy and I whimper at the loss. Your teeth skim back up over my neck and you press f

Can You Remember?
WHEN i RUN AWAY FROM YOU - FOLLOW ME WHEN i POUT MY LiPS - KiSS ME WHEN i KiCK - HUG ME TiGHT WHEN i CALL YOU CRAZY - iM CRAZY ABOUT YOU WHEN i AM SiLENT - iM THiNKiNG OF HOW TO SAY i LOVE YOU WHEN i iGNORE YOU - i WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTiON WHEN i PULL AWAY - GRAB ME BY THE WAiST & TELL ME YOU`LL NEVER LET ME GO WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST - TELL ME iM BEAUTiFUL WHEN i SCREAM AT YOU - TELL ME YOU LOVE ME WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKiNG - SNEAK UP BEHiND ME, AND KISS ME iF i DON`T CALL YOU - iM WAiTiNG BY THE PHONE FOR YOUR CALL WHEN iM SCARED - HOLD ME BY THE WAiST WHEN i LOOK LiKE SOMETHiNG`S THE MATTER - KiSS ME & TELL ME EVERYTHiNG WiLL BE ALRiGHT just remember this stuff for me plez

Almost
Almost... Current mood: exhausted I feel pretty lucky to have almost done more than most people. Ive always had things to do, places to go, and people to see, even if time or circumstances didnt allow it. For example, a couple of months ago I was trudging through western Iraq looking for the same guy that Task Force 145 killed today, that cockbag Zarqawi. We almost got him too. It was almost a dream come true As I sit here reflecting upon my great fortune I see my life as a chapter out of Voltaires Candide, where demolished optimism pays tribute to unexplained resilience. I have almost done a lot of things in my life. I almost became a pilot, I almost stayed in college, I almost had a good marriage, I almost won the lottery, I even almost got killed once, but I cant bitch about that one, or something like that. My buddy Verbist says I cant really bitch about this one little thing so I will trust his wisdom like Candide did with Dr. Pangloss. I will try not to c

Ha
So. I am sitting here at 2:45 in the afternoon, with absolutly NOTHING to do. I am so effing bored. XD I can't call a friend to come keep me compnay, because sadly, I don't have any. BUT!! I applyed for like 5 jobs last night. Wish me luck! I need a job... +Me+

Love, Losing, And Finaly Giving In
Love, Losing, and Finaly Giving In. Current mood: optimistic Category: Life I was sitting down talking to Stephanie last night and told her that I finaly got my divorce papers ready to go out to my wife. She looked at me for a minute and said "does that bother you?". Astonishingly it does a little bit. The bitch of it all is that I really cant say why. I am not in love with her anymore. I really dont like hr much anymore finding out some of the things that I am finding out. I think the biggest thing that bothers me is that we both knew that we were gettting into marriage at an exceptionaly young age. I knew that at least I was going to commit myself completely to my marriage. and I have to be honest to say that we made a relatively good go at it. What I really hate is failing. Failing at anything. when I was a punk kid I used to really just have the "fuck it" mentality . Now I hate failure. At anything. and failing at something like marriage r

This Week Sucks
Most of the people are on leave for christmas but I didn't have enough money to go back to the states so I decided that I would save my leave days for when I could realy use them so I stayed here. So because there are so few of us we can't train so they have us cleaning toiletts all day, man it realy sucks.

Some Thoughts....about People
Living in Vegas I have the prime research ground for people watching and seeing plenty of ordinary people along with celebrities making complete asses of themselves. I know everyone is entitled to a few nights of blowing off some steam, but when you do it on a regular basis, it is indicative of "who" and "what" a person truly is. I've seen ordinary people carry beer on The Strip and get tickets. But Paris Hilton, Tara Reid, Dennis Rodman, Madonna, Britney Spears and Linsey Lohan (to name a few) can walk out of Casino plow ass drunk with drink in hand and get a police escort and no ticket. Yes being famous has it's perks. Furthermore Ms. Lohan isn't even 21 she shouldn't be in an establishment drinking anyway - let me know if you figure that one out. I luv a good time don't get me wrong, but if I'm going out I make sure I have a ride home or that I have a room waiting (have fun but plan ahead ppl). From my very own personal interaction with some people here in Vegas I have de

Mmmmm...the Thoughts
My lips wrap around your cock, sliding down until they’re tickling the base and my tongue moves up and down your shaft, caressing all that smooth flesh. Mmm, the feel of you hot, hard and pulsing in my mouth is delicious. I can’t get enough of you. I reach up to cradle your balls in my palm, my fingers closing over them, kneading them. You press your hips forward and I can feel your cock tickle the back of my throat. I pull my mouth back up, grazing my teeth over your cock and you groan, your hands moving down to grasp my hair tightly in your hands. You push my head back down roughly until your cock is buried fully in my mouth again and hold me there as you begin to thrust. You fuck my mouth, starting out slow and then faster, harder. Your hips pistoning lightning fast as you slide in and out of my mouth. I feel your balls harden in my hand and I squeeze them, urging you on. You thrust up, pressing your cock as deep as it will go, holding my head tightly against you and I

Strange U.s. Sex Laws..lmao
-- In Bakersfield, California, anyone having intercourse with Satan must use a condom. (An asbestos one we presume.) -- In Oblong, Illinois, it's punishable by law to make love while hunting or fishing on your wedding day. -- In Minnesota, it is illegal for any man to have sexual intercourse with a live fish. (Apparently it's OK for woman.) -- No man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions, or sardines on his breath in Alexandria, Minnesota. If his wife so requests, law mandates that he must brush his teeth. -- Warn your hubby that after lovemaking in Ames, Iowa, he isn't allowed to take more than three gulps of beer while lying in bed with you -- or holding you in his arms. -- Bozeman, Montana, has a law that bans all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in the front yard of a home after sundown -- if they're nude. -- In hotels in Sioux Falls, South Dakota, every room is required to have twin beds.

Memory...part Iii...
it was early morning when i came back from work...emotionally drained and overwhelmed after one night on stage...the rush of adrenalin calmed after the spot lights were turned off...i found you sitting in the dark ...in the rain ...outside my door...the glisten of your teardrops caught by the street lights...i held you close...felt your body shivering...didn't know whether it's from the coldness of the rain or your heart... i'd always accepted you without question...but at that particular moment...i wished you'd let me know what made you sad...i could kissed away your tears...but that wouldn't take away your pain...i'd felt so much hurt in you...so much sadness...and my heart had bled for you....it's so strange how we could share so much of our lifes together for so long and yet there's so much of you i didn't know...you're still a stranger to me...after loving you for so long...i'd learned to stay outside your dark world...a world i'd never be able to enter...no matter how hard i tr

Asking To Much From Me.
These days I haven't been feeling up to par.Every waking hour I'm in tons of Pain.It started last week.Terrible Kidney Pain.Help with my NA's Narcathon Sunday + Monday,my pain was so bad I missed mondays meeting,overslept.All day Teusday I spent it in the Emergency rm at the Hospital.They refused to give me Narcotic's cause I seem to be very Constipated. So in the meantime,as I writh in Pain.I'm taking what I can to blow out this Dam of shit,which seems to be a Slow ass process.An I'm broke till Jan.3,07.I seem to be a bit of a Miserable bastard lately. I don't mind rateing Pictures,Images,Naughties,etc.When I'm feeling ok.Now the Rest of the Household seems to have the Damn flu,which could be hitting me as well.Just because the on tap display is on. It doesn't mean I'm even near the computer.I realize always some contest to Rate friends,fans,familly,.My point I'm trying to say is I feel Like Shit.I certainly don't feel like Rateing nothing Either.Hopefully I didn't hurt anyones feeli

Contest
I am going to do a popularity contest and need entries.If you would like to enter let me know.I have room for 15 people.The rules are as follow.No bombing allowed.People can leave one comment and rate your pic.Thats it.If I find bombing on a pic you will be kicked out of the contest.First prize is a 3 day blast second prize one day blast third prize is a dozen roses.Ok contestents plz.

How Sexual Are You?
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky80%Average40%A Sicko30%A WUSS !!30%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Haters
I don't know if I am the only one to notice, but CherryTap has some extremely negative people. It seems some of them, their only purpose here is to try to insult other people. Is there self esteem THAT low ..Does it really make you feel better bout yourself to trash someone you don't even know? I find this behavior even more apparent when it come to the MUMMS here on the Tap. Some people are downright cruel, and the constant posts on almost every MUMM (this one was already done!!) Well fuck...excuse us who don't read EVERY single one before we post one...some of us on the Tap have lives...We don't have time to read all the MUMMS before we post one. Just to make sure the MUMM regulars approve..If ya already saw it...SHUT UP AND MOVE TO THE NEXT ONE THEN! Another thing thats pissin me off is the bitchin over who real freinds are...get over it...stop fillin my bulletins wit this crap!!! It's always some older guy complaining when a younger good lookin chica won't talk to him..Get ove

This Is For You
Inspired by the lovely lady here on cherrytap, who was most certainly more creative than I. dear sweet K... O. And this is for you, darling. Without a touch, you Steal my breath, pulling from me What others have not Igniting desires Too long repressed, hidden just Under the surface Making me feel things I’d forgotten I could, you Make me feel alive Without a touch, you Have captured my heart, and touched My soul. I love you.

The Witch Upon The Hill
~The Witch Upon the Hill~ Her eyes are black, the midnight sea, Her hair, a sooty cloud Her voice, the winds of fantasy, Her heart like fire, and proud I could not help but watch her As beneath the moon she danced, She whirled, she cast, she conjured She sang a mystic chant She soared into my soul that night The starry sky her wings She whispered secrets in my dreams And spoke of sacred things In my mind, she entranced me Her kiss was magick-laced Her touch, it left me trembling, And craving her embrace The skies obey her every wish, The elements, her commands, She wields a power o'er me, My heart lies in her hands For her I'd cross the universe, For her I'd swim the sea, But what could an Enchantress want with a simple man like me? She came, and said, "I love you, And likely, always will." My heart, I pledge, forevermore To the Witch upon the hill -DUNCAN WALLACE This poem is dedicated to Sarah Osborne Who died in jail on Ma

Hanging Up The Halo
I'm lost, then I'm found I'm here then I'm gone No longer upset Hello then so long Typical nature True to your breed Blood lust overkill You're not what I need Chemical compound Poisoning waste Morbid desire Leaves a bad taste A silent dismissal One bloody tear dries Still true to my word Ta-ta and goodbyes