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If I..........
if i gave you my hand ... would you take it and hold it and never let it go if i gave you my dreams.. would you take them and understand me as i sleep if i gave you my heart.. would you take it and never break it if i gave you my feelings... would you take them and understand the real me if i gave you my love.. would you take it and know its true if i gave you my life... would you take it and protect it from all harm if i gave you my everything... would you take it and be happy.. if i gave you me.... what would you do?

Everything A Man Should Know!
If you have wondered why, but couldn't figure out what the letters stood for a bra, it is about time you became informed! (A} Almost Boobs... {B} Barely there. {C} Can't Complain! {D} Dang! {DD} Double dang! {E} Enormous! {F} Fake. {G} Get a Reduction. {H} Help me, I've fallen and I can't get up !

To My Friends
DAMN BABY IVE BEEN MEANING TO TELL YOU THIS!YOUR ON SOME FOR REAL SHIT. I BEEN FEELING YOU FOR A MIN. I COME TO YOUR PAGE EVERYDAY JUST TO LOOK AT YOUR PICS AND THEN I CALL MY PEOPLES & TELL THEM ALL ABOUT YOU I JUST CANT HELP BUT THINK ABOUT YOU, U GOT MAADDD SEX APPEAL, STYLE, INTELLIGENCE, CLASS, THAT FACE, U GOT THAT BODY & U KNOW WHAT I GOT..........THE WRONG DAMN PAGE!!! MY BAD!!! Lol! Pass to 10 ppl to make them laugh

Fast Fixes For A Bad Mood
________________________________________________ I FOUND THIS SURFING THE NET AND THIS IS FOR ALL OF THE PEOPLE WHO ARE OR EVEN HAVE BEEN IN A BAD MOOD....MUCH CHERRY LOVE.....Tammy ________________________________________________ ~~Fast Fixes for a Bad Mood~~ The worst thing about a bad mood is feeling like you’ll never get out of it, but with these four fast fixes you can learn to shake off your bad mood in a flash and get on with your day feeling happier and more vibrant. With these fast fixes in your tool kit, you’ll always be able to shake off a bad mood so that you can have as much fun as possible. The better you get at stopping a bad mood, the better you’ll feel overall, so why not get to know five fast fixes that can help you feel great in a matter of moments? With these fast fixes, you'll be able to say goodbye to a bad mood in a matter of minutes. 1. Pack An Emergency Bad Mood Kit An emergency bad mood kit can mean the difference between spending your

Warning~~~shameless Self Promotion
i have enjoyed my time on cherry tap and met alot of great people. today being the 6th there a mere 10 days till my birthday. im hoping that at that time i will recieve gifts, points and fans. it only happens once a year and whatever is given i shall do my best to return. no need to try and remember as i will constantly remind you. as bartles and james once said "thank you for you support" and show me the love

Another One Bite's The Dust
So I finally made it through another year and OMG has it been long, so I have set a few goals for myself and hope by the end of the new one I will acomplished the few things on my list. I hope everyone else has too. So her It goes. 1. Start Praying more often ( Which that is probably what got me through last year) 2. Make a difference in Some People's Live's ( I have already done I'm sure) 3. Start working out more and getting more in shape ( I love to jog) 4. Get comfortable and be a strong mother ( Braxton is a handfull Todd was right) 5. Start going to church more often ( Spirituality is essential 2 my kids live's, needs 2 B mine 2) 6. Quit Smoking ( I did for 3 weeks almost 4 and my mother drove me back to it literally) OK for M-max seeing the kids was great could've done w out my mom going along. 7. Spend more time with my family ( Afterall I have been gone for 8 years) 8. Make a trip or 2 to see Kyah and Collin ( They r still my life 2 and always will be)

Geez I Hope That I Am Not Getting ...
what everyone else is seeming to get. Woke up from my nap not feeling up to par. Yuck! Queasy stomach... Bit of a dizzy sensation... Overall yuckiness... LOL... tell a doctor that and look at his puzzlement. It is no wonder that some doctors are so puzzled when patients come into the office; and, it is a wonder that any doctor can figure out anything. Usually, the standard answer is, "Must be a stomach virus. Be sure to get plenty of rest and drink plenty of fluids." They all say that when they really don't know, I think!! (I know because I got the same thing from my Dad when growing up.) LOL... reminds me of the old Midas commercials where someone brings in a car saying that it makes this kind of a sound or that kind of a sound and expect the mechanic to know exactly what is wrong with the car. I think the standard mechanic's answer is, "Must have got some bad gas in the car," when they aren't quite sure what is wrong with the car. Hee hee.... Anyhow....

Bathing As Ritual
Bathing can be a beautiful ritual with just a small amount of effort. Here are some things to consider... You don't want to get bored in there after going to so much trouble, put on some music that has meaning to you, bring a magazine with you, or just plan on daydreaming about something, or someone, beautiful. Choose a scent that you love, or one that has an aroma therapeutic or magickal effect that you would like. Layer it by using bath salts, oils, powders, body lotion and perfume that all match. Fragrance is the most important part of your bath, this should be carefully considered. Try using scented candles that are in tune with your fragrance theme or magickal goal, turn off the lights, forget the magazine and now is the time to daydream. Something that you should be aware of... a brandy snifter will float in the water. This not only provides a convenient place to keep your glass, but the hot water will warm your cognac. When the water begins to cool, get out, or

A Challange??
This is why you shouldn't waste your time or mine with lame lines.... You are 17% easy You are not easy. You are actually damn hard. (No pun intended) You won’t sleep with someone in less you are deeply in love/married to them. You present a real challenge to the opposite sex, so you probably will have a lot of admires trying to hit it with you. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Hmmm who's gonna come bail me out.... Jess will go to jail for ... Resisting arrest while having sex 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com Yeah i'm bored, someone humor me please....

Soulmate Or Not?
A Soul Mate: 14 signs of a soul mate 14. If you argue and fight with them, you still cant get them out of your mind... 13. When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up but you miss them already when it was just five minutes ago... 12. You read their texts over and over again... 11. You walk really slow when you're with them... 10. You feel shy whenever you're with them... 9. When you think about them, your heart beats faster and faster... 8. You smile when you hear their voice... 7. When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you... all you see is him/her... 6. You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of them... 5. They become all you think about... 4. You get high just from their scent and their kiss... 3. You realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them... 2. You would do anything for them... 1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind t

~bashing Heads~ Being An Outcast
A lot of my friends know I have bi polar. It's not something I am proud of, but like many others can't help the fact that I have it either. (For those of you that don't know) It is a mood swing disorder. It's not only hard on the person whom has it but it is hard on their family as well. What chaps my ass about it the most is that I am jugded for having something wrong with me. If it was a physical handicap most would just over look it. Why is it people are like this? For the most part I am under control thanks to my meds. But with this dis-order people don't get that it just doesn't effect happiness or depression. every mood you have is heightened. (In some area's of life this can be a REALLY good thing.) In others it's hard, but should make me no different then anyone else. If you wanna judge me for that or this blog, I am sorry to say you have a bigger problem then I do...At least some of us can admit we have a frigging people and get help for it... LOL and to those of y

Messed Up
Ok.........One of my pics has been flagged as NSFW and im fine with that...well kinda. It was a clipart....a fricking clipart! This I dont understand why can girls have their boobs hanging out in their default pic??And thats all fine and dandy. Seriously I dont care...if u got it flaunt it,but it really isnt fair. Who r the ppl going around flaggin shit anyways???NSFW.....psh go do ur work n stop lookin at pics. Whatever thats all i have to say. *°Boo°*

Our Troops
Here are some facts that prove our troops are AWESOME! *The USG has rehabilitated 32% of Iraq's schools, for a total of 4,544 schools. *The U.S. Army Corps of Engineers provides training on industrial equipment enabling Iraqis to operate and maintain equipment and power systems throughout the country. *Regular immunization campaigns, and national immunization days aimed at children under age five and pregnant women have resulted in over 5 million children and 700,000 pregnant women being vaccinated against communicable diseases, including polio. *Security Forces: Since 2003, 258 Border facilities, 309 police stations, 14 academies and branch schools, 26 unit headquarters, and 67 fire stations have been built or rehabilitated. *Women comprise 25% of the Iraqi Parliament, which is the highest proportion in the Arab world and one of the largest percentages worldwide *Today, the Iraqi Air Force consists of more than 800 members, and like all Iraqi forces, is being rebuilt a

This Is Funny
ladies read this!! Current mood: amused this is great! Argument (ar*gyou*ment) n. A discussion that occurs when you're right, but he just hasn't realized it yet Airhead (er*hed) n. What a woman intentionally becomes when pulled over by a policeman Cantaloupe (kant*e*lope) n. Gotta get married in a church Eternity (e*ter*ni*tee) n. The last two minutes of a football game Exercise (ex*er*siz) v. To walk up and down a mall, occasionally resting to make a purchase Grocery List (grow*ser*ee list) n. What you spend half an hour writing, then forget to take with you to the store Hair Dresser (hare dres*er) n. Someone who is able to create a style you will never be able to duplicate again. See "Magician" Hardware Store (hard*war stor) n. Similar to a black hole in space -- if he goes in, he isn't coming out anytime soon Patience (pa*shens) n. The most important ingredient for dating, marriage and children. See also "tranquilizers" Waterproof Mascara (wah*tr

Hallow
Centuries of serenity lay before my feet stretching beyond the wasteland of my thoughts all arounf the piercing silence does echo once vivid picture become forgotten As I sift my way through this fossilized amnesia etched and eroded by the lightly fallen snow there, near the end, a crack ruptures through the sky an evergrowing entity of this forlorn woe As the snow turns to ash, the hollow angel grives for the ones who would never see praying to stars that no longer hear your cries eyes raining forth empty screams In this writhing calm I hang suspended the insatiable crack screams in hunger over, and over, and over is sings in delight of the horrible gifts for me that lie in slumber As the snow turns to ash, the hollow angel grieves for those things that could never be praying to the moon and the sun and the stars and the sky soul begging forth futile pleas The sea of discarded dreams solidifies encasing my every movement in a sinewy lead my lupine skin

Just A Mom
JUST A MOM A woman, renewing her driver's license at the County Clerk's office was asked by the woman recorder to state her occupation. She hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself. "What I mean is," explained the recorder, "do you have a job or are you just a......?" "Of course I have a job," snapped the woman. "I'm a Mom." "We don't list 'Mom' as an occupation, 'housewife' covers it," said the recorder emphatically. I forgot all about her story until one day I found myself in the same situation, this time at our own Town Hall. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient and possessed of a high sounding title like, "Official Interrogator" or "Town Registrar". "What is your occupation?" she probed. What made me say it? I do not know. The words simply popped out. "I'm a Research Associate in the field of Child Development and Human Relations." The clerk paused, ball-point pen frozen in midair and

How To Impress A Woman
HOW TO IMPRESS A WOMAN 1. Compliment her. 2. Respect her. 3. Honour her. 4. Cuddle her. 5. Kiss her. 6. Caress her. 7. Love her. 8. Stroke her. 9. Tease her. 10. Comfort her. 11. Protect her. 12. Hug her. 13. Hold her. 14. Spend money on her. 15. Wine and dine her. 16. Listen to her. 17. Care for her. 18. Stand by her. 19. Support her. 20. Go to the ends of the Earth for her. HOW TO IMPRESS A MAN 1. Show up naked. 2. Bring food. (as per an email I received.)

I Got A New Guitar On Wednesday
On Wednesday I bought myself a brand new guitar for the first time in 5yrs. I got myself an Ibanez, I also bought myself an EMG pickup to slap in the fucker. On thursday I got it back from the shop with the newly installed pick up and a new set of strings, the motherfucker sounds fuckin bad ass. I also have a B.C.Rich Warlock as well. I am thinking about getting another new guitar soon, and selling or just not really using the Warlock much anymore. if you want to see pics of the 2 guitars I have, look in my default folder.

Consumer Labels
Consumer Labels In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed through stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods that can be found today being sold in stores nationwide: 1. On Sears hairdryer: "Do not use while sleeping." (But..., that's the only time I have to work on my hair) 2. On a bar of Dial soap: "Directions: Use like regular soap." (And that would be how. . . ?) 3. On some Swanson frozen dinners: "Serving suggestions: Defrost." (But it's "just" a suggestion) 4. On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom of box): "Do not turn upside down." (Oops, too late!) 5. On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding: "Product will be hot after heating." (Hmm . . . .) 6. On packaging for a Rowenta iron: "Do not iron clothes on body." (But wouldn't this save even more time?) 7. On Boot's Children's Cough Medicine: "Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication." (We could do a lot to reduce the rate

Confushus Sayings
CONFUCHUS SAY: Virginity like bubble - one prick all gone Man who run in front of car get tired Man who run behind car get exhausted Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok Man with one chopstick go hungry Man who scratches ass should not bite fingernails Man who eat many prunes get good run for money Baseball is wrong, man with four balls cannot walk Panties not best thing on earth but next to best thing on earth War doesn't determine who is right, war determines who is left Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night It take many nails to build crib but one screw to fill it Man who drive like hell bound to get there Man who stand on toilet is high on pot Man who lives in glass house should change clothes in basement Man who fishes in other man's well often cat

Coughhorkchokeglagghhhhhhhhhhdie
i'm sick. it hurts. i thought my head was going to crush in. turned out it was congestion lol. i've never really had that where like, it actually causes pain so i didn't know what was going on. This is where I mention that I was infact in gifted class in school, doing work more advanced than others in my grade. I bring this up to prove i'm not stupid, but i don;t think i'm convincing anyone :P. I'm rambly. People should buy me stuff. maybe i'll get better then. lol. btw, it's jenny's birthday on the 10th. i have to go blow my nose and try to pass out before i have to go out and drink lots and then work tomorrow morning. this is gonna suck.

Medicinal Herb Preparations
Medicinal herbs may be prepared as infusions, decoctions, poultices and tinctures. They can also be used in the bath, cosmetics, ointments, and compresses. Be sure to consult a professional for diagnosis and a treatment plan. A good place to start research on your own is Michael Moore's South Western School of Botanical Medicine page. Infusion Infusions work best for making tea from leaves and flowers because these plant parts give up their active constituents easily. Allow the tea to steep for 10 to 20 minutes so the therapeutic properties can pass from the herb into the water. To make an infused oil put dried herbs in the top of a double-boiler, cover with oil about an inch over the herb (olive works well for this because it has a fairly long shelf life), let simmer for 2 hours without letting it get too hot or boiling, a temp of 150 F is good. Strain the oil into a clean jar, date & label. Without any preservatives an infused oil will last about a year. Decoction

Reason For Me To Block You....
First both of these are examples of how to get deleted, don't ask me to put I love you on your page if you don't ever talk to me and I don't know you, actually don't ever ask me If I want too I will....and I don't really care about your camping gear :) lmao seriously I don't.... And this is just random from another site, but that same theory will still get you blocked on here.... Now if anyone else doesn't like being on my list feel free to follow above examples and I will remove you....and the ones that do like being on my list you guys know I think your all awesome... I hope everyone has a great weekend!

~~if We Could Hear This Speech For Once~~
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists late

Crazy Baby....
I’m a Crazy Baby, Sxy Lady Total Cutie, Wit a Booty Booty Shakin, Heart Breakin, Perfect Hips, Glossed Lips, Bangin style, Sxy Smile, Madd Hott, Never stop, Lil Hunni, Playboi Buni, Angel Baby, Spoiled M@ybe Short Skirt, Luv 2 Flirt High Class, Shake That Ass LuScious Thing, Candy eyes, Temptin Lips, Killa kiss, I’m The Girl U don’t Wanna Miss!!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx *Tell me boy......Can u handle dis???? X X X X X X X X

Amazingly Talented Tattoo Artist
I was just reading Total Tattoo magazine, as I flicked over the page I was confronted with the most amazing images. I have found her website which is pretty sparse at the moment.. it only has a fraction of some of the images that I have had the delight to see but it is still well worth a look. To quote: Is she a phantom tattooist? Does she really exist? Not many people have seen her, there are not too many photographs of her but Claudia is real! She is a Swiss tattoo artist working in Amsterdam, doing tattoos that just blow the tattoo world to pieces! Judge for yourself what this mysterious woman is capable of.. www.claudiatat2.com

10 Things Men Should Know About Women
1.No matter how furtive or quick the glance, a woman always know when youre looking at her breast. 2. A good woman is as excited about a gift that cost nothing as she is about a gift that cost a lot. ( The perfect, quirky gift that shows that you’ve been listening is worth twice the value of anything youd find at Tiffany’s.) 3.Never ask a woman why she’s mad at you - she will only get madder for your not knowing 4. An unsolicited kiss is to a woman what free play-off tickets are to a man. Even better, flowers on days that arent Valentines Day. Anniversaries, or birthdays. 5. Sometimes woman want it when you don’t, and for you not to give in on such occasions set a terrible precedent. 6. If youre buying her a sex toy, do not presume she wants the biggest one - most likely she does not. 7. How to lovate the G-spot: Aim for it, and then askher if your aim is true. ( that said, if you ask every step of the way, you’ll begin to remind her of her gynecologist. 8. The wo

How's Your Karma?
You Have Good Karma In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others. Your caring personality really shines through. Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out. But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots. How's Your Karma?

Nonsence
What is up with people? Are they just that socially retarded that they can't accept the fact that there is life away from the pc? And you with the rude comments quit being anal retentive and deal with your problems instead of taking it out on people you don't know. Oh and stop sugar coating what you say! Nobody in society is important enough to dumb yourself down over,ever. Granted this is the best attention whore site ever but jumping jesus on a pogo stick everything is supposed to be taken in moderation! Like my ranting for instance,only in small doses! I'm betting that a majority of people wouldn't walk around flashing their tits or handing random people pictures of their penis. Although it's hilarious, it's also very sad. Watch some porn and have some "me time" atleast you'd be fucking someone you love...

Friends...2495
I have 2495 friends. I hear from maybe 5. So I have decided to delete all of my friends and start over. If you want to remain friends just say so. But since commenting yall doesnt work...and there are so many I am just gonna start over! I will do this friday. Just let me know if you want to remain.

One Flaw In Women...
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer, when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to sh

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

I Want To Make Sure To Point Out The Good Things Happening On Cherry Tap Too!
Well,yesterday one of the bouncers(Phantom on my family list)was helping me to put up my salute. We were trying to do it so that only friends could see it...Didn't work.When I started to tell him about some of my frustrations with Cherry Tap and the fact that even if I block someone they can still be my fan.Still see any blogs or pics that I don't block...all of my stash items...they can even see my profile...he tested this.When he had me block a friend of his temporarily that friend could not see my profile! YAYE!!! I don't know when this happened...but Thank You Baby J. I may have my problems with you and this site...but I don't want to be too proud to point out when something is done right! Thank you so much to Baby J and the Cherry Tap staff that is helping to make this place a little more comfortable and safe. And thank you Phantom for all of the time you spent helping me...you are proof that some bouncers here do know what there job is.I didn't get the standered,"If you don

What Color Should Your Blog Or Journal Be?
Your Blog Should Be Yellow You're a cheerful, upbeat blogger who tends to make everyone laugh. You are a great storyteller, and the first to post the latest funny link. You're also friendly and welcoming to everyone who comments on your blog. What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Please Help Me Out If U Can
Hey :D help me out please if u have the time... im in a contest and i need as many votes as i can get... the address is... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=335512&albumid=167667&i=472538728#

Freedom To Express Yourself!
Today I found a young lady on here that did not like my main profile picture of a M14. She calls it disgusting and when I asked her why she said they are (guns) fucked up and said feel free to delete her comment. Well I thought about doing that, but I realized that I am a Marine so everyone can have there opinion. I meet a lady once and she started saying something about me being a Marine and killing people and some other liberal properganda. I let her finish and told her "Your Welcome". You should see the face she made when I said "I fight for that bill of rights so you can say anything you wish, and you speeking your mind is a way of saying thanks to me, so your welcome". I walked away with a smile. I have been a Marine for 9 years now, and I would do it all over again if I had to!

If U Wont To Stay On My Frinds List
OK IF U SEE THIS AND U STILL WONT TO BE MY FRIND SAY SOMTING TO ME. THER R PEOPLE THAT DONT HAVE TO SAY ANYTHING IF WE TALK U R STILL THERE BUT IF WE HAVE NEVER SAID ANYTHING TO EACHOTHR THEN U WELL B GONE. THAT SOUNDS MEAN BUT YA I DONT LIKE HAVEING FAKE FRINDS IM SICK OF IT . 1 DAY SOON I WILL GET THE SALUT DONE BUT U CHERRY TAP DONT LIKE ME CAM LOL. SO JUST SAY SOMTHIN IN HERE OR SHOUT ME SAYING HI, IM A RELY NICE PERSON 1S U GET TO KNOW ME. RIGHT JUSTIN LOL :p ~~100% Made In Manitoba Canada~~

My Alcoholscope.....so They Say
CAPRICORN Drinking style Capricorn is usually described as practical, steadfast, and really into getting sloshed -- no wonder they are always on everybody's cocktail-party list. This is the sign of David Bowie and Annie Lennox, not to mention Elvis. Capricorn is the true rock star: independent, powerful and seriously charismatic, not too eager to please. And if they make money being themselves, who are you to quibble? But just like most rock stars, they're either totally on or totally off, and they sometimes need a little social lubricant to loosen up and enjoy the after party, especially if they can hook up with a cute groupie.

Some Witchy Scent Recipies
PRE-RITUAL BATH SCENTS: To cleanse and relax the body before a ritual, and to energize the psychic centers. Fill small sachets of muslin cloth with equal amounts of the following herbs: Basil (for psychic energy) Borage (to strengthen the inner self) Lavender (to banish mental and emotional stress) Centuary (a traditional witch herb) Rue (a traditional bathing herb) Put a sachet into your bath five minutes before you get in, to give the aromatics time to work. DIANA OF THE MOON INCENSE: It is recommended that it be made in the hour and the day of the Moon - i.e. the first or eighth hour after sunrise, or the third or tenth hour after sunset, on a Monday. Thoroughly mix equal amounts of the following: Gum mastic Jasmine Mandrake Orris root add a few drops of wintergreen oil and moisten with a little clear mineral oil. AINE of KNOCKAINE INCENSE: 1/2 oz (15gm) meadowsweet flowers and leaf (gathered when the plant is in full bloom and dried) 1/2 oz (15gm) finely c

Un-answered Messages :o(
Hey Everybody, I just want to take a minute and apologize for my tardiness in answering your messages or thanking you for placing comments and for rating me, friending me and especially for all the beautiful gifts. If you didn’t hear back from me, PLEASE don’t think I’m ignoring you!!! My message box is so backed up I can’t believe it!! – Please don’t give up because I really luv hearing from you! I know I’ve been a bad girl, I guess you’re just gonna have to put me over your knee and give me big spanking! Kinky Canadian Kisses Rachel Heart aka DirtyGirl xoxx

My Always.
Wandering through this life alone. Lost in darkness. filled with fear. Angry with myself for knowing. I'm what brought me here. Feeling my way through the inky black. Stumbling through the fray. You shine like a beacon. Seen from far away. In my path you stand tall and strong. Cool and fresh as the morning dew. And I realize that I've been waiting. All along for you. Silently I walk along. Guided by your light. Terrified that any moment. You might leave my sight. Holding tight for if I didn't. My heart would run away. Waiting for the truth to come out. In the words you say. The truth I hold inside of me. I'll now reveal to you. I would pledge my always tomorrow If I thought that you would too.

How Normal Are You?
You Are 70% Normal Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal You're like most people most of the time But you've got those quirks that make you endearing You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so! How Normal Are You?

Your Birthday
Your Birthdate: December 3 You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone. Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them. Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5 You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Your Birthday
Your Birthdate: October 31 You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking. However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone. Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Beauty Recipies
Hair Rinse Rosemary Tea is a wonderful shine enhancing rinse. Brew 1 cup of rosemary tea; let stand until lukewarm, then saturate your hair. Leave on for 5 minutes; rinse with cool water. Circulation & Hair Growth Nettle tea with help had volume & luster to your hair. Just brew 1/2 cup of nettle tea; let cool. Massage onto scalp. Leave on for 5 minutes; rinse. Oily scalp treatment Peppermint tea can reduce an oily scalp. In a blender, puree' 2 cups brewed peppermint tea, 2 peaches (canned or fresh) and 2 tsp. of lemon juice. Apply mixture to freshly washed hair. Cover with plastic wrap and a warm towel; leave on for 20 minutes. Rinse well. Follow with a light shampoo. Home Brewed Highlights Brew a pot of one of the following, let it cool and then saturate your hair. Leave on for 20 minutes and rinse. If your hair is... Red: green tea makes vivid color Blonde: chamomile tea adds golden highlights. Black or Brown: black tea adds richness and shine Gray: ginseng adds a

Apparently, I'm Already In Love...but With Who?
Why don\'t you have a boyfriend? You are already in love.your already in love. Weather he knows it or not. You put love letters in his locker and he sends you flowers. When your around him you get butterflies and a joyful feeling from inside. Just enjoy every monent you have with him. Take this test

So...i'm Bored...if You Can't Tell
What kind of Underwear are you? (girls) BoyshortsYou are boyshorts. You enjoy being adventerous and having fun. You are most likely a tomboy at heart. Hanging with the boys or a pillow fight with the girls is a good time to you. You are liked by many, a great listener, loyal friend and a genuine person. Take this test

I Added A Lot Of New Friends Today..whew!
i made sure to show you all you guys some love. a may or may not be here tommorow and to the new friends (if ya didnt see it in the profile) if im not on here and want to talk (considering i do not have and dislike yahoo, msn, aim messenger) feel free to add me and talk on here: www.myspace.com/chelsmith18 mwuahz!! i love you all! have a wonderful and safe weekend.

Manowar Type Song I Wrote
A Warriors death (Verse 1) The edge of night falls, Tearing down all my walls. I sit alone in the cold, A thousand tales told. Candles burning bright, On this maiden flight. How did this all begin, Not knowing if we'ed win. (chorus) Beware the valkries cry, The fates and there evil eye. Beware the song the sirins sing, and the death the banshee brings. (verse 2) I know the end is near, contaplaiting all my fears. The thunder begins to rattle, As I here the sounds of battle. The war is upon us now, A solom warriors vow. I'll fight until the end, A queens honor to defend. (chorus) Beware the valkries cry, The fates and there evil eye. Beware the song the sirins sing, and the death the banshee brings. (Verse 3) Brothers called to arms. To save our land from harm. This evil cloaked in black, Send those deamons back. A Knight upon his horse, with a banner of our force. My target is in my sight, I see the enem

~~democrats Back In Power~~
Subject: FW: Granpa's check] > > Without any paperwork, Grandpa started getting a $500 check every > > month. So Grandpa and Grandma started cashing them. > > > > It turns out the government made > > a mistake with the address; the checks were intended for another > > person with the exact same name. > > > > Grandpa then received a notice that he had to pay back $6,000. > > Visibly upset, he complained to his grandson, an accountant. > > > > His grandson asked: "Grandpa, didn't you wonder why you were > > receiving checks for doing absolutely nothing?" > > > > Grandpa answered: "I just assumed it was because the Democrats > > were back in power." > >

What Disney Princess Am I?
What Disney Princess are you? BelleYou see past the bad things in people. You also don't settle for someone who is below your standards. You care about your education and you love your family. It takes a lot to win your heart, but once someone does they can count on you to be loyal. Take this test

How Is Your Self Esteem?
You Have Low Self Esteem 0% of the Time Which can be translated to mean, you have high self-esteem and a healthy sense of self worth. You believe in yourself, and you know how to be the real you. You love yourself, imperfections and all. How is Your Self Esteem?

What Classic Bombshell Am I?
What Classic Bombshell Are You? Audrey HepburnYou are Audrey Hepburn! You are the epitome of class. You are elegant and regal. You love to express yourself in many ways, including dance. You also love helping people. Take this test

Reach...
Reach for the Moon If you fall short you may land on a Star! Blessed are we who can Laugh at ourselves for we shall never cease to be amused. Catch a Falling Star! Reach for your dreams. And if something wonderful falls your way,catch it! Life is too short to wear tight shoes!

Are You Impulsive?
You Are 23% Impulsive You're a pretty stable and serious person. You don't take things lightly. This doesn't mean you can't have fun - you just have fun responsibly. You definitely have a spontaneous side, but you only let loose when it's appropriate. Are You Impulsive?

Umm
just bitchin a bit here.. Im not very much a people person.. at least to no one that isnt a friend.. but thats why im here right?? make some friends.. whatever may happen right?? but to wake up and find people bitchin in my cherry mail.. then to get stomped around by comments and all for what? for some fukkin cherry points huh? my points are no matter to me... i want to make even a handful of good friends and that makes my clicking time worth it here. is it worth it???

Long Autum
This is one long autum.. that seems to hide winter behind a time in the past.. there is no mystery only sadness to watch what we have done.. no truth to the lie we live.. waking up to the mist this morning was a pleasanty i hadnt felt in a long time.. a reminder that nature does exist even in the city.. no matter how much we shelter ourselves from it.. idillic parks we create.. environments we control and determine in order to feel not guilty.. and find relief from our concious.. yet forgetting that nature is eternal in its unpredicablity just as life is.. and as everything else in this universe life is a part of us and we are a part of it.. pretending we are immune of harming ourselves is a very childish thought without the innocence of a child.. our guilt lies within not caring and being selfabsorbed.. centering our sun around us and forgetting that it is us which turns around it.. i am still waiting.. for that first snow to come.. hoping it wont melt before it touches my face.. so i

Kitchen Witchery
It does not take a lot of work, time, or money to transform an ordinary kitchen into a magical workplace. To begin with, there are many simple, yet effective, charms (such as a rope of garlic, a sun- catcher, or pentagram symbols) that can be placed in the kitchen for protection. A sunny kitchen windowsill filled with pots of magical plants not only looks good, but releases magical energies into the room. Even common culinary herbs that are found in the cabinets or nearly every kitchen possess strong magical properties. For instance, basil is traditionally used for exorcism, love, protection, and purification. Parsley is used for fertility, passion, and protection. Sage is used for healing, protection, and prosperity; and thyme is used for clairvoyance, courage, and love. Hang a "kitchen Witch" doll for good luck, and add magic to your cooking by drawing an invisible pentagram inside your pots and pans with a wand or athame. (A wooden spoon, fork, or knife can also be used.) A

Who Would You Fight?
So, I just had this conversation with my friend and roomate, Bill. And I wanted to know what other people would say to these questions. 1. If you could fight any celebrity, who would it be and why? 2. If you could fight any politician, who and why? Remember, these would be fair fights, so you would have a 50/50 chance of winning and losing. Paul

Gone Til End Of January
Hi to everyone.. i will be gone til end of january.. therefore am unable to respond to emails or messages of any sort.. i certainly will take my time for them when i am back.. also will try to get online while away but there is no certainty in that.. wish everybody a great month.. cyth

Y R Most Men Doggz
okay so chekk it i met this nigga on here he was koo peepz till he started HITTIN on ma fukkin SISTER?!?!?! WTFUKK!?!?!Hahahaha its hillarious 2 meeh, sum of tha shit these niggas b tryin 2 pull hahaha dumbasses i mean kum on blood r yooh that fukkin stupid ma sister??? hahaha FUKK YOOH NIGGA!!!!!

What Is Aromatherapy?
What is aromatherapy? A pleasurable way to find out is to put several drops of lavender essence into your next tub bath. As you slip into the warm water, notice the relaxing, fragrant herbal aroma surrounding you. You'll feel peaceful and tranquil soaking in the soothing fragrance. For centuries, healers have used lavender, as well as other herbs, spices, and essences to evoke memories, alter moods, and promote well-being. Even the business world uses aromatherapy. Realtors showing homes often tell clients to simmer cinnamon sticks and allspice to entice potential home buyers. Fragrances create receptivity, attraction, and relaxation. Conversely, foul odors anger and repel us. Office managers recognize that the fresh, invigorating aroma of peppermint helps keep office personnel alert and productive. Good cooks understand that the smell of onions gently sautéing stimulates appetites. Remember how appealing chocolate-chip cookies smell while baking? How about that first pot of f

Quite A Long Blog But It Could Be Longer
Single or Taken: Taken Happy about that: Yup Eye color: Blue shoe size: 8/9 Height: 5ft7 ish What are you wearing right now?: Black top, jeans and socks Righty or lefty: Righty Can you make a dollar in change right now?: Yes although I don't deal in dollars. ---------------------------------------------------------- FAVORITES Kind of pants: Jeans Animal: Dog Drink: What I fancy at the time Month: January it's so over looked Juice: Apple or Grapefruit Favorite cartoon: The grim adventures of billy and mandy ---------------------------------------------------------- HAVE YOU EVER... Given anyone a bath: No Bungee Jumped?: No Made yourself throw-up?: No I hate throwing up skinny dipped?: Noppers Broken a bone: Yep my ankle Played truth or dare: Who hasn't? Been in a physical fight?: Lol yeah but it was resolved very quickly Been on a plane: Yes Come close to dying: No been in a hot tub: No Fallen asleep i

Candle Magick
In dealing with Candle Magick, it is first and foremost best to learn about candles and their ways so you can better understand just what the heck you are doing. No two candles act the same way, no matter how or who made them or what they are made of. It is the personal act of our desires and our own will that gives it life and we are able to perceive its ways. This will be an attempt to provide some insight on the candle itself and the ways in which the candle speaks. The candle is made up of different elements and different parts which represent different things. The candle itself contains the element of water, air and earth. When lit, the elements of fire and the spirit are employed. So a lit candle is then a full blown item incorporating all of the elements and thus rendering it again, an extremely effective magickal tool. Down throughtout history, you will find many references to the use of candles in many of our modern day activities. Fire was the ultimate tool used for banis

~~why Why Why ~~
Why, Why, Why Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting weak? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep run

My Work
FROM THE WEST TO THE EAST AND THEN BACK AGAIN,I'M TAKING A TRAIN RIDE TO SEE MY FRIEND,SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL THAT I AM ENVIED BY EVERY MAN SEXY AS A MUFUKA GOT ME MAKING PLANS,PLANS TO TIE HER UP BLINDFOLDS AND ALL THAT FREAKY SHIT,CAN'T WAIT TO TASTE HER AND WORK MY TONGUE AROUND HER CLI..WELL YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN RITE LADIES DON'T WANNA GET TO OBSCENE BUT THEN AGAIN WHY NOT THIS IS ONLY A DREAM.YOU KNOW HOW SOLJAS ARE ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT THE BACK SEAT AND THINGS,ME I WANNA FREAK MAMI FROM COMPARTMENT 2 COMPARTMENT AND IN THE CORRIDORES ON A TRAIN,YEA I KNOW TO YOU THIS MAY SOUND STRANGE BUT THINK ABOUT AND TELL THE TRUTH YOU WISH I WAS YOUR MAN.MAMI KNOWS THAT PAPI IS ABOUT TO PUT IN WORK AND BELIEVE ME LADIES ON THIS TRAIN RIDE MAMI IS DEFINITELY GETTIN SERVED.CHOCOLATE SYRUP AND WHIP CREAM JUST TO GET THINGS STARTED RITE TASTING,LICKING,EATIN JUST TO CURB MY APPETITE, AND A SOLJA IS STARVING SO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS RITE.WHEN THE 44 PLAY IS DONE AND IT'S TIME FOR ME TO RIDE WHOA

Possession
Eyes locked in the mirror, Time stopped Fitting into me, Hands running up my back Hot breath in my ear, Teeth against my shoulder In submission lids closed, I bare my throat Back arched, Hand in my hair, on my hip Pushed up against me, Straining for union My heart beats in time with yours, quickly now Marked as yours, Hands close around my neck You whisper, I am your kill Taking my breath, You squeeze Giving me life, Your love

Can You Imagine?
Can You Imagine? (For the Child in All of Us) by Robert F. Potts Can you imagine a world without witches, A world with all people the same? Where the only known dragons are hiding in books, And children are terribly tame? A world without magic would be sad indeed. I cannot imagine the pain Of having a world where there's no Santa Claus, Where wizards are searched for in vain. Can you imagine a world without spells, That science and businesses run? And think of the sadness a unicorn feels When he no longer plays in the sun Can you imagine a world without witches, No elves, and no magical pools? And can you imagine how dull it would be If all that we had were the schools? I cannot imagine a world without witches, A world with no magical wand. A world without beauty, or even a dream, Or a wood sprite of whom to be fond They say I should grow up and be more mature, Like a normal adult ought to do. But I'd rather, at night, go to dance with a witch, And I'll

Nothing Like Reducing Yourself To A Rambling Retard For Attention
So there is this hater that has reduced herself to a rambling idiot to get peoples attention by entitling her blog something that is disparaging to another user...MY FRIEND JT....now I can understand her not liking him because his feelings are mutual but honestly...is it really a good idea to slander another persons name just because she is an attention whore that never gets enough? I think not...its pretty sad that blocking me and him from seeing her page isnt enough....NOW she has to play nananananana by posting a blog title that she knows he will see just to piss him off. Frankly...I dont know about all of you but I am pretty sick of her and her game playing and low level of maturity.

Will I Live Again.......
All of these things became a reality. The miles became only inches. I could for a while hold you near. I could truly see your face. The silence was broken, I heard you call my name countless times. I did feel your hand in mine. Actually touch your skin. Your skin so soft and delicate. The fragrance of you skin so inviting. I still close my eyes and your sent ever lingers in my mind. I actually felt your lips press against mine. Your lips were like the petals of roses. Soft and Sweet. Everything seemed so right that night. Was it? I know it was. For when the time came for me to leave, I was regretful for having to go. But You left me with a fire inside. A burning desire to live life again. Will I live again, or will I simply Die with the Flames of Desire? Time will show me the answer, As for now, time stands still. And the Fire Rages On Within Me! "TheUnLoved ®" & His "SecretPassion"

Downlisting From Endangered????
Save the Manatee Club Needs Your Help! This is my #1 Cause as I live each and every day as witness to these magnificent creatures in my own back yard. Please take action immediately In June 2006, the Florida Fish & Wildlife Conservation Commission (FWCC) voted to reclassify (downlist) manatees from Endangered to Threatened on the state level even though manatees are a federally Endangered species and meet the international criteria for Endangered as well. This is because the state adopted a new weaker imperiled species listing rule, even though science, public sentiment, and Save the Manatee Club, together with dozens of other environmental groups, did not support such a drastic move that will lead to the downlisting of many other species as well. Now, the adoption of a Manatee Management Plan (Plan) is the final step in lowering the manatee's classification on the state's imperiled species list. The FWCC recently released a draft of their Plan and is seeking public input t

Wd-40
The year is 1953. Rocket Chemical, a struggling company in San Diego, Calif., sets out to create a rust-preventive solvent that would be better than water for cleaning rocket parts. On the 40th attempt, the three scientists working on the project nailed it, creating WD-40. While the ingredients remain a well-guarded secret more than 50 years later (the company insists there's nothing in it to harm us), WD-40 has a myriad of uses beyond what it was intended to do. I never realized all of the possibilities until a reader recently enlightened me. Consider these applications (and, just in case you're wondering, I don't have any affiliation with the company; I'm just impressed by the product): STICKY SITUATIONS: WD-40 removes stickers and adhesives from glass, plastic, countertops and containers. Use it to lubricate the tracks in sticking sliding windows to make them glide. Spray a little WD-40 to lubricate sticky drawers. It penetrates and loosens sticky knobs on adjustable chairs. Gi

Major Computer Overhaul!
Remove one knackered infra-red keyboard, with sticky keys and the odd one missing totally! Replace with one Keysonic ACK-5000 HL Illuminated Keyboard - Black Knight Ultra cool, can type in the dark LOL Just need to get used to it, it's amazing how unfamiliar a new keyboard feels for the first few days! Remove one Dell 19in Monitor, that crackles and pops everytime you move it and has so much nicotine ingrained in the screen, that everything looks like it's in sepia, no matter how much industrial cleaner you use! Replace with Dell UltraSharp 1707FP 17-inch Flat Panel LCD Monitor with Height Adjustable Stand, obtained brand new still fully wrapped, for nowt!! Cos some dozy bugger left it in a cupboard that was going in a skip! Haha the perks of a hubby that installs office furniture for Banks and big business LOL

Levelling Up
Wow, I just now realized, how long it's going to take me to become a psycho cherry...A freakin' long time!! I wonder how many levels there are? Hahahaha. How in the world am I going to ever level up...if I can't even get past this level!!

Drinking Style
ARIES Impulsive Aries people like to party and sometimes don't know when to call it a night. Their competitive streak makes them prone to closing-time shot contests. They're sloppy, fun drunks, and they get mighty flirty after a couple tipples. Getting Aries people drunk is a good way to get what you want out of them, should other methods fail. Aries can become bellicose when blotto, but they will assume that whatever happened should be forgiven (if not forgotten) by sunrise. They can be counted on to do the same for you -- so long as you haven't gone and done anything really horrible to them last night,.... you sneak y Gemi ni. TAURUS Drinking style Taurus prefers to drink at a leisurely pace, aiming for a mellow glow rather than a full-on zonk. Since a truly intoxicated Taurus is a one-person stampede, the kind of bull-in-a-china-shop inebriate who spills red wine on white carpets and tells fart jokes to employers, the preference for wining and dining (or B

Alcoholscopes ( I'm A Leo)
Body: ARIES Drinking style Impulsive Aries people like to party and sometimes don't know when to call it a night. Their competitive streak makes them prone to closing-time shot contests. They're sloppy, fun drunks, and they get mighty flirty after a couple tipples. Getting Aries people drunk is a good way to get what you want out of them, should other methods fail. Aries can become bellicose when blotto, but they will assume that whatever happened should be forgiven (if not forgotten) by sunrise. They can be counted on to do the same for you -- so long as you haven't gone and done anything really horrible to them last night,.... you sneak y Gemi ni. TAURUS Drinking style Taurus prefers to drink at a leisurely pace, aiming for a mellow glow rather than a full-on zonk. Since a truly intoxicated Taurus is a one-person stampede, the kind of bull-in-a-china-shop inebriate who spills red wine on white carpets and tells fart jokes to employers, the preference for win

Isn't It Time For Washington To Listen?
According to a Time magazine poll taken nationally in the United States 82% believe that the U.S. is not doing enough to secure its borders 82% say that the United States is not doing enough to keep illegal immigrants from entering the country 71% support major penalties for employers who hire illegal immigrants 69% believe illegal immigrants should have greater restrictions to government services, such as driver's license, health care/food stamps, and attending public schools 68% say that illegal immigration is an extremely/very serious problem in the United States 62% favor taking whatever steps are necessary at the borders, including the use of the military, to cut the flow of illegal immigrants into the country 56% favor building a security fence along the U.S.-Mexican border 51% think the US would be "better off" by deporting all illegal immigrants, while 38% believe the U.S. would be "worse off" Of course the results of this poll may be skewed by the fa

Once Again:the Story Continues..
Well it seems the message databases filled up...Figures it'd be something stupid like that... Well, they seem to be working....but God only knows how long that will last...lol... Whats that I hear?? Bill Gates is calling us...lol

A Dancer
Fondled feet step onto the floor Each shoes dirty but loved is placed next to her She raps each blister and scar Her shoe forms perfectly to her tired foot making it new The ribbons fall into place and that foot is ready As a pattern the other shoe flies on gracefuly Standing she stretches her long muscular legs She pulls her long brown locks up into a tight bun Finally ready she looks up at her pale reclection all around her Tights and leotard formed to her bones She closes her eyes and the musics play in her mind Step Turn Balance Each move flows into place Each step is not heard Sweat drips off her brow and to the floor Dancing this dance is easier than breathing She lands her last move and places herself in the middle of the floor Opening her eyes again she sees herself in the mirrors She smiles as she sees who she is A dancer

Blind
this ones gonna hurt tell me who you want to be ill give you the path return to the light for me hatred passes in the night bloody massacre delight forgotten spirits once again devilish nitemares up ahead i think its gonna rain today one more drink and im on my way live or i die i dont care either way it seems fair write a passage in my blood revolution hypnotic flood sent to you in despair freedom always rings there close the door on me blackened light shall set me free

I Have The Right To Voice (((my))) Opinion.
OK IT'S LIKE THIS I REPOSTED SOMETHING ANOTHER CHERRY TAPPER HAD ON HER PROFILE...AND IT IS MY RIGHT AS A HUMAN BEING TO VOICE MY OPINION ANND IT IS YOUR RIGHT TO AGREE OR DISAGREE, BUT DO NOT ASSUME YOU KNOW ME WELL ENOUGH TO JUDGE ME OR ANYBODY ELSE AS A HUMANBEING THE ONLY PERSON I ANSWER TO IS ***GOD*** ALMIGHTY HIMSELF...I SHOUT OUT MUCH LOVE TO THE PERSON WHO WROTE ME AND VOICED THEIR OPINION...GOD BLESS AND KEEP YOU, BUT MAY HE BLESS ALSO THE UNBORN AND THE WOMEN WHO HAVE TO MAKE THAT CHOICE BECAUSE THEY FEEL THEY HAVE NO OTHER......IN HIS GLORIOUS NAME...AMEN

No Excuse For Child Abuse
Hi Friends, I have just read and signed the petition: "NO Excuse for Child Abuse, No Matter What You Call It!" In summary, this petition was created to educate others on the website http://www.puellula.com/Main.html "A Celebration of the Splendor of Little Girls". This site was created by Lindsay Ashford, and is translated in 5 languages. This website minimizes Pedophilia, and describes it as a sexual orientation. As well, this website thoughtfully masks the insidious effects of childhood sexual abuse, childhood molestation, and childhood exploitation by providing writings that endorse, and encourage such acts of detriment to our Worlds' children. http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/493662088 Thanks!

To All My Friends And Soon To Be Friends
I want to thank everyone for the warm welcome that I have received since joining CherryTap. Thank you for the sweet comments and the ratings. This site is the best!!!!Courtesy of MsTags.com

What Time Of Day Are You?
You Are Sunrise You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary. You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts. All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be. What Time Of Day Are You?

It's How I Feel
Empty That's how I feel without you Every day that we are apart feels like an eternity You move me make me feel things I thought I would never feel again When I am talking to you I feel a warmth wash over me A warmth unlike any I have felt before It picks me up and carries me to a far off place a beautiful place a place where nothing is known but love and caring My worries fade to a distant memory and all but you is forgotten if only for the moment My heart is overflowing with joy and love the joy that you bring to me and the love that I feel for you Never have I come across anyone like you Sweet warm tender caring the list is endless Lost I become overwhelmed in your presence Lost in my imagination to the thought of you I'm lost in a wonderful dream and I never want to wake up You You are too good to be true You came to save my life The man I've been searching for The man of my dreams And now I have you Yet I cannot have you To see you would b

And Spread Wide..
As I lay down and spread wide As I lay down and spread wide... I se your labia quiver your nipples perk up as you kneel, I say "69 with me bitch". you comply...in the throngs of passion. I grab a 8 inch, thick dildo coated in KY it slides easily in to your awaiting asshole. As I stroke it in and out, your tongue in my pussy matches it's beat...faster I pump, your moaning is muffled by my bald wet mound..your clit begins to rise in my mouth. Grasping the dildo with 2 hands. your clit between my teeth, all at once I bite it as I use both hands to RAM it not up, IN your ass, it was turned to vibrate, using 2 fingers, I push it up past the rim. collasping on my body you moan and quiver. rolling on your back you masterbate wildly...all the while my thumb up your ass keeping it in. your eyes rolling up in to the back of your head you maon wildly as juices run out of your open pussy. Greetings Sah ( Send me a virtual Kiss )

Tell Jc Penny To Go Faux
Animals on Fur-farms spend their lives in, dirty, cramped, crates. They are exposed to all weather, and are denied of most natural behaviors. Ranch-raised foxes are kept in cages only 2.5 feet square with up to four animals per cage. Fur farmers use the cheapest killing methods available, including suffocation, electrocution, and poisoning. These killing methods are often ineffective and animals wake up while being skinned. JCPenney knows about the suffering that goes into every fur-trimmed coat, hat, or bag, yet it continues sell real fur. Please sign this petition to tell JC Penney that animals' pain is not ours to sell. http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/730978728

Stricter Codes And Enforcement Of Puppy Mills
Stricter Codes and Enforcement of Puppy Mills * http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/568785102 * Enforce Stricter Codes on Puppy Mills! The State of Missouri is known as one of the top states dealing in Puppy Mills. The citizens all over the USA are outraged to see the lack of enforcement to protect our canines.

Huntington Beach Humane Society
Please help!!! Please be advised that Huntington Beach Humane Society (the 'humane' part is questionable) is closing down for good on January 8 and ALL DOGS MUST BE ADOPTED OR THEY WILL BE EUTHANIZED. The shelter is not publicizing this very well (probably for fear of the bad publicity) so we need to spread the word. Please share this information with other animal lovers in the hopes that more animals will be adopted from there. If nothing else, maybe your funds can help move them to another humane facility....like in Irvine or San Clemente. The shelter is 'selling' the dogs for 50% off to move them out. PLEASE SAVE THE LIFE OF A PRECIOUS ANIMAL.....THERE'S ONLY 1 DAY LEFT. Even if you can't have one of your own, just forward this on to everyone you know and have them forward it on....you NEVER know who winds up wanting and getting a dog! I've been surprised numerous times by people who I never thought in a million years would get an animal! If you feel moved, just get in the ca

My So Called Friends
No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends

What Turns Me On/off
GIRLS FILL OUT THE TOP GUYS FILL OUT THE BOTTOM POST IT UP SO WE SEE WHAT'S UP REPOST WITH THE TITLE "WHAT TURNS ME ON/OFF" About guys, Turned ON, OFF or DC (Don't care): Is taller than you: Is shorter than you: Wears braces: wears a grill: Dresses Preppy : Dresses Ghetto: Dresses Gothic: Has blue eyes: Has green eyes: Has hazel eyes: Brown eyes: Drinks alcohol: Wears glasses: Plays sports: Call you to say hi: Compliments you: good dancer : Wears jewelery: Smiles when you walk in the room: Has brown hair: Has Black hair: Has blonde hair: Has red hair: Makeup: Can make you laugh at any given moment: Loyal: Laid back: Plays guitar: Plays drums: Sings: he's buff (muscles): He can draw: Easily jealous: Doesn't eat meat: does drugs: is bi: has a tattoo: has a lip ring: has tounge ring: _______________________________ A

Why Should I Put Up With That??
SO I HAVE BEEN ON CHERRY TAP FOR ALMOST 3 MONTHS AND I THINK THAT I HAVE BECOME A PRETTY LOYAL MEMBER I MEAN I AM HERE ALL THE TIME AND I HAVE WELL OVER 700 FRIENDS. WELL WHAT IS THE USE OF HAVING THIS FRIENDS AND FANS IF WHEN YOU ASK FOR HELP OVER HALF OF THEM DONT COME BUT WHEN THEY ASK I AM THERE COMMENT BOMBING MY LITTLE ASS AWAY I EVEN COMMENT BOMB PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT MY FRIENDS BECAUSE MY FRIENDS ASK ME TOO. AND THEN THIS WHOLE BULLENTIN THING IF YOU ARE GOING TO TAKE THE TIME TO GO TO IT AND READ IT THEN REPOST IT AND GO ADN VOTE DAMN YOU TOOK THAT 2 MINUTES OUT OF YOUR LIFE TAKE ANOTHER 30 SECONDS. I AM HERE TO HELP WHOEVER AND VOTING FOR WHATEVER YOU THROW MY WAY AND I RATE AND COMMENT THE HELL OUT OF AS MANY PEOPLE AS I CAN. AND ALSO I HAVE IT ON MY PROFILE NOW THAT U DO NOT ASK TO SEE MY PRIVATES IF YOU CAN NOT RATE MY PICS HELL THERE ARE SOME THAT GO THRU THE WHOLE PROCESS OF ASKING AND WHEN THEY GET THERE THEY CANT EVEN RATE IT. I DO NOT KNOW IT THAT IS LAZY OR JUST BULLSHI

So,saturday Morning, & Im Sick, Tired, Hungry, & Stuck@work
BLAH! BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH! I feel like crap and Im stuck at work. Not sure if anybody cares, but I just thought Id let the world know. BLAH BLAH BLAH. I wana shoot somebody with a paintball gun. Not to hurt or kill anybody. Just to inflict a mainly minor annoyance on someone else. Cuz pretty sure my life is stressful and F***ED UP at the moment. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Writing And Poetry 1
For mine is a dark and shrouded world... A Murky shodowed world of unspeakable horors, That retains the unimaginble truths that cause a man to recoil in terrer and revulsion from bouth himself and his fellows a like... Aye, These are desolate days indeed, Haunting perilous times. Where a man has nothing to look forward to but yet another endless day qureling search of the burreness of ones own soul... Always have we had our friends, Long have they fired the romantic imagination of both priest and poet alike. At times we called them demans, Later witches and still later, The friends were said to be the hungry wolf or boggeyman... They tryed to tell us that the monsters didnt exist at all, But we know better, We have made our reacquaintance with the beast and its true name... I have named the beast and the beast is me...

Lol
You've Changed 56% in 10 Years You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person. You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you. How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

Contest
OK FOR ALL YOU PEOPLE THAT GET INVOLVED IN THESE CONTEST IF I ASK YOU A QUESTON ABOUT IT BECAUSE ITS A PAGE AI HAVE NOT BEEN TO AND YOU DONT ANSWER ME WELL IM NOT GONNA GO VOTE AND IF I DO VOTE AND ITELL YOU GOOD LUCK AND YOU DONT SAY THANX IT AINT GONNA HAPPEN AGAIN

{blasphemy} (hard Core Piece) (warning Inside)
If you are religious... Don't read this. That is my warning. Venomously I scream out in Blasphemy At the god who claims to love Only those good enough. Yet he says in his words so holy. "Everyone will know me" Give me a break! I can take no more. You, my made up "god" Are just a week metaphor. An excuse for other's to act this way or that. To scare children into thinking they'll burn if they're bad. I chose not to believe long ago. That life is nothing but a terribly written show. I see everything the way it is. Some would say I dance with the devil became his mistress. That I am a satanistic bitch The angel's undergarment itch. I don't care for I live in hell. A world full of hate, And "sin" breeds and dwells. Where is "God" I ask you, Where is he? When you are broken down, On bended knee. Does he hear your cries? Does he give a damn? He creates then destroys... What's the point in man? Pollute my ears no more With your lies and make believe.

Day To Day
Hello, how ya doin? I'm OK. I need a girlfriend really bad.Because yes I'm married but he's getting OLD & I'd rather have sex if I'm bored then watch t.v. or eat.LoL Uploaded some New photos.well actually they are old photos but.lol I'll be getting some Pics taken soon and there will be more... Hope you like them. Be honest, but not cruel please. Ok gotta end this byte.LoL Love Bobbie

To The Cheerytap Girls
a very good friend of mine told me about cheerytap. she siad it's way cooler then myspace. no question. as some of you know i've stopped by to check out some profiles, and your pics. and i must say that there are just so many beautiful women here. so please feel free to stop by, even if it's just to say hey. luv and hugs. xxxx

Jealously
Don't you hate it When that person comes along That makes you desperate And everything seem wrong She steals away The ones you love Everyday They says shes from above You don't see Anything in her But you know your free To be a blur Nobody realizes You aching inside Nobody hears your cries Because away you hide Well welcome to the club Of jealousy galore Where your but a stub And nothing more Where you feel the ones you love Slipping away With that "gift from above" Everyday

Ask Me Out!
Even if you are single or not. Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I would go out with you" Repost this in 90 sec you will be surprised who replys 2 you. even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend PS. must do even if your taken.

Epiphany!!! Bitches
i got some new shit on my profile. go enjoy read. :). i could just copy and paste it to this but i'm too lazy and i like to see people suffer MUAHAHAHAHAHA... and can anyone tell me what the hell a sticky bulletin is? HAHAHA AND Y'ALL THOUGHT I HAD THOUGHT OF SOMETHING IMPORTANT

My Work
WHETHER SHE BE SHORT,TALL,OBESE OR SMALL A COMPLEXION OF MANY SHADES,DARK,LIGHT,BLACK OR WHITE GOD BLESSED US WITH THEM ALL.BEAUTY IS IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER SO BEHOLD THE BEAUTY WITHIN,IT CUMS IN SOME MANY DIFFERENT PACKAGES IT DOESN'T MATTER THE COLOR OF HER SKIN.LOOK PAST THE BEAUTY OUTSIDE AND I MYSELF KNOW THAT IS HARD TO DO,LEARN TO LOVE WHAT'S ON THE INSIDE AND TRUST THAT SHE IS THERE FOR YOU.A PRECIOUS JEWEL SHE WILL FOREVER BE NO MATTER WHAT YOU OR I MAY FEEL,THE LORD BLESSED US WITH THESE PRECIOUS JEWELS AND FOR THAT I AM GRATEFUL STILL. YOU ARE APPRECIATED LADIES PLEASE BELIEVE, WE MAY NOT SHOW IT ALL THE TIME BUT IT'S TRUE RIGHT FELLAS. MUCH LOVE ... PAPI

Texas Ladies
I have been put in a contest...never been in one before, but if y'all would go and vote for all the girls in the contest that would be pretty nice of you. Leave a vote for me too maybe? I think this is the link...lol http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=236021&albumid=164267&i=3612183646

Holy Hell, Batman! Look What I Found!!
My old Arthur's Museum shirt!! From almost twenty years ago, when I would go see this cool band who happened to have this gorgeous longhaired guitarist who made me melt... and who would blush madly when I flirted with him. Who knew? Wow.

Ask Me Out
Even if you are single or not. Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I would go out with you" Repost this in 90 sec you will be surprised who replys 2 you. even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend PS. must do even if your taken.

My Sign...
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Survey
1. Do you have any rings on? NOT AT THE MOMENT 2. Last time you kissed someone? ABOUT AN HOUR AGO... 3. What is something you've learned about yourself? IM A BITCH... 4. Do you have earrings in? NOPE 5. Do you like someone? LIKE? I LOVE SOMEONE... 6. Are you close to your mom? I AM NOW... 7. Who's your best friend at work? I DON'T HAVE A JOB ANYMORE. 8. What are you listening to right now? "DIME PIECE" 9. What's your favorite stuffed animal you have? THEY ALL MY FAVORITES... 10. What color are your pants? THEIR BLUE WITH SMILEYS ON THEM...I IN PJS 11. Have you ever done a Chinese fire drill? HAHAHA YUP 12. What color is your bedroom flooring? DIFFERENT COLORS... 13. Do you have a chair in your room? NO... 14. What time of day were you born? IN THE MORNING. 15. Do you know anyone who is engaged? YES...A LOT... 16. What's your favorite movie?

Candle Of Remembrance
Join with Pagans and others of many paths across the USA and around the world in kindling a candle of Remembrance, Support, & Freedom in personal and group rituals and meditations tomorrow, January 6, 2007. January 6, 2007 marks the one year anniversary of the date that Circle Sanctuary filed Karen DePolito's request to the US Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) for a memorial marker with Pentacle to honor her deceased husband, Jerome Birnbaum, a Wiccan teacher and Korean War veteran. Accompanying this marker request was Circle Sanctuary's second application to the VA to have the Pentacle included on the VA's list of emblems of belief that can be part of the memorial markers, headstones, and plaques the VA issues to honor deceased veterans. Jerome's remains are interred at Circle Cemetery, located on Circle Sanctuary's land near Barneveld, Wisconsin. Because the VA still has not approved the Pentacle for use on its markers, Jerome's grave remains without the governmen

Financial Thoughts
This time of year seems particularly suited for financial attacks by the devil. The expectations of "happiness" left unfulfilled over the holiday season, the expectations of a new year, and the coming of bills. I'm looking at the people surrounding me in my life, and they are all being attacked in the same area: finances. Too many of the men have dumped total budgeting responsibilities onto the women, and now are carping about working endless hours with nothing to show - and then finding out that each cent has been carefully tracked. Feeling foolish, they attack instead of discussing, and end up being told, "fine. YOU take the finances and budget" and having a load of incomprehensible paperwork dumped on their lap. Some ideas to defeat the adversary: 1) be angry at the situation, but not your spouse. There can be no solution without both being engaged, and making sweeping "you" statements causes the other person to feel attacked. 2) be involved every month with the budget.

I Love You
Its hard to keep living when no one seems to care But I want you to know that I'll always be there I'm here for you for life and I'll always be real My promise to you to show how I feel And when you want to give up think of me our future not the past I want you to know that I love you and I want things to last We'll be together soon and I'll be the one to do you right You'll never have to worry 'Cause I don't want to fight And I won't walk away because I know how it is to be left behind To be scared of getting too close and losing track of time I'll take you in my arms holding you til the end my heart my life and always my best friend

Looking Back, And Forward!
To all my friends and fans, As I am starting to dig into 2007, I cannot help but look back on 2006. For me personally and professionally it was an amazing year. While I thought of the stuff I had done this past year I got a good laugh out of it all because some of it sounded really twisted and sick when put into list form. I mean, who else would have a list like this? In 2006: - Performed in front an audience of over 35,000 people in my hometown, Toronto, on New Year's Eve - Was seen by over 15 million people via a nationally broadcast T.V. special - Escaped from a steel vault being blasted with flamethrowers - Escaped from a Medieval torture manacle seconds before a drag car tore me apart - Was officially named, "The World's Most Extreme Escape Artist" by Ripley's Believe it or Not - Was featured in a full page spread on my career in the internationally distributed Ripley's book titled, "Expect the Unexpected!" - Did my first tour of Germany and the

If You Were Flipping Through A Book Of Egg Donors...
Would you pick me to be the genetic mother of your child? I'm thinking about donating eggs...'cause people should be able to have babies. And I'm sure not using them right now.

Next To Me
Next to me I envision the times that we once shared Astonished on how you calmed what I feared Yet disoriented from all the harsh words you would say Trying my hardest not to beg you to stay Missing the way you embrace me as we're lying in bed Confused on how I want you but I'm holding him instead I tried to forget about you I didn't know where to start I put you outside of my mind but still found you in my heart Then I realized this is where you'll always be And if I am ever missed there's always a place for you next to me

Sucking At Uncle Sam's Teat
Meat packing plants are not the only ones crying about the crackdown on the hiring of illegal aliens. Citing the example of a vine-ripe tomato producer that lost three-quarters of its workforce at the beginning of harvest season when a federal crackdown found them to be illegal, Farm Bureaus are claiming a huge shortage of farm workers due to increased enforcement against illegal aliens. The 1986 amnesty was supposed to halt illegal immigration and make employers liable for hiring illegal aliens. But the agricultural lobby succeeded in adding a provision that required search warrants before going into a field to check worker documentation. This enabled agricultural interests to maintain substandard working conditions and hold down the wages of the illegal workers. It was a major reason for the tripling of illegal immigration, and the billions of dollars in associated costs to the taxpayers. ”Uncle Sam's teat,” the title of a farm subsidies article in The Economist, is very app

For Those Of You That Think I'm A Whore
I talk about sex because I am old enough to do so. I know the difference between talking about it and going out and actually whoring it up and being a slut. My mother knows I write the stories and I write them to keep my stuck-at-home ass occupied and so I'm not watching TV all fucking day. I use my writing skills. I write well and that's what I choose to write. Last time I checked, I'm 24 and DON'T go out and fuck every dude that walks by. I have no one on my friends list in hopes of fucking them. I have normal conversations EVERYDAY. In real life, on the phone, AND on myspace. I am incredibly intellegent. I scored ABOVE average on all academic tests even after my accident with the HEAD INJURY.

Just For You
Lonely here I'm lost without you Here I'm wondering what to do I want to spend every moment in your arms Wrapped up away from worldly harms You're my rock to keep me steady Holding me close until I'm ready To go out and fight through another day But it doesn't matter to me what others say I just go through it to be there for you I go with it just to get through I want to end it and be by your side Where we have time and our worlds collide When we can lay and stare in each others eyes To me you offer me more than just lies I can see a world with you that no one else knows Its made up of what we want not with purpose or shows My hands can play upon your skin and just rest there We can live on nothing and stare You are my world my everything You are the music to my soul the reason my heart sings I want to be your lover for all time Caring this much I wonder if it's a crime Yet as I lay here and think of nothing but your face I long just to feel a

Poem
MAKE ME BLEED Make me bleed then make me feel Watch me scar as I begin to heal Pull me in then push me out What are you so worried about? Spitting out your useless lines Pondering all my destructive signs Make me bleed what are you waiting for? What? Cant grasp the concept anymore? Cruel intentions with my twisted game Love and hate its all the same You say Im not real. Then make me feel Make me bleed Satisfy my need! by Angelique (me)

Man, I Really Need New Pics
So I'm looking through my folder and thinking, "I need new pics". I probably won't be able to get to it for a couple of weeks still (I got some costumes to sew for the upcoming Mardi Gras festival around here). I guess if anything my new pics will be from the festival. So it's been a quiet morning so far. Everyone is still asleep. However,I am on my 3rd cup of coffee. I'm sure I won't get to play with Sis this weekend since her Hubby is home til sunday. It turns out he's doing really well at the academy (15 more weeks Bro! You can do it!!!) Don't worry, Sis...I'll help get you through it :) I know this is kinda a "boring" blog entry...I just felt the need to write and didn't feel like posting it on any of my other blogs. I've been doing a lot of piano therapy lately which always leads to alot of poetry therapy. I usually hide my poetry entries. One-because I am shy about my work. Two- they usually end up being song lyrics and I have an irrational fear that someone would swipe

My Take On Dating Fat Gurls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF YOU'VE NEVER FUCKED A BIG GIRL If you've never fucked a big girl I suggest you go out and try it Pussy so plump would have you out boycotting every diet Fuck slim fast, fuck Atkins As a matter of fact they've all got me laughing See because it's more than baby fat But I'll take it just like that Hips so wide you grab them and them mother fuckers grab you right back With every stroke you feel like you're in Cali Riding a killer wave And to have a big girl sit on your face Your either really strong, naïve or mother fucking brave And see this is where me and my crew will have to agree to disagree Because I know someone in here is bound to disagree with me But physically we weren't made to do every and anything This is not Barnum and Bailey And no my last name is not ring ling So let's skip the circus act and fuck the acrobatics Just insert and start blasting away like a semi automatic And no you will not hurt me These big bones will not break So go ahead and dow

I Know What I Am Going To Do.......
I know what I am going to do..... I will seek you and find you. I will take you to bed and have my way with you. I will make you ache, shake and sweat until you moan and groan. I will make you beg for mercy, beg for me to stop. I will exhaust you to the point that you will be relieved when I am finished with you. And when I am finished, you will be weak for days. Always, The FLU Now, quit thinking about sex, and go get your flu shot!!! Gotcha! LOL

Birthday Blast In Tampa
Heading on down to Tampa to celebrate my Birthday the first week in february,my birthday is february 4th,so any way the party will be held in a gothic castle well actually it is a nightclub in the heart of ybor city in tampa,the club on the outside is a castle hence the name the castle(lol).Every year i go down to tampa to celebrate my birthday and meet up with friends of mine who live in tampa and we partyour asses off, we got so drunk at one party we were carried out,a friend of mine was a bouncer at coyote ugly(another one of my favorite hangouts)he took a few pictures of my drunk ass it was hysterical,he showed the pictures the next day i was laughing my ass off. Well this year i have a challenge at my party this year a friend of mine and i are going for a challenge to see how many 68 ounce fishbowl margaritas we can drink or finish!this is going to be a good one,i hope we both survive the challenge lmao.

Lost
sitting..... thinking... trapped in a place with padding.... solid walls..... no way out...... only one way in...... its light at times but mostly dark...... theres no way to escape...... lost........ alone........ no one around but hundreds of voice being heard......mere existance ...... hearing your heart beating.... feeling blood flowing through your veins........ time goes by at a pace to where you dont know if it has been minutes, hours or days....... what is the real time lapse? what is the real meaning and being of what is happening? is it real or are you just trapped in your own mind........ no way out.... only one way in.... its light at times but mostly dark..... theres no way to escape......lost ..........alone

Life
WELL,SON,I'LL YOU: LIFE FOR ME AIN'T BEEN TO CYRSTAL STAIR. IT'S BEEN TACKS IN IT, AND SPLINTERS, AND BOARDS TORN UP, AND PLACES WITH NO CARPET ON THE FLOOR- BARE. BUT ALL THE TIME I'SE A-CLIMBIN' ON, AND REACHIN' LANDI'S AND TURIN' CORNERS, AND SOMETIMES GOIN' IN THE DARK WHERE THERE AIN'T BEEN NO LIGHT. SO, BOY, DON'T YOU TURN BACK. DON'T YOU SET DOWN ON THE STEPS 'CAUSE YOU FINDS IT'S KINDER HARD. DON'T YOU FALL NOW- FOR I'SE STILL GOIN', HONEY, I'SE STILL CLIMBIN', AND LIFE FOR ME AIN'T BEEN NO CRYSTAL STAIR. LANGSTON HUGHES

Why Don't Women Fan Men?
I see that a lot of "women" if they're even real, have TONS of fans and are quick to take a comment but lack the ability to leave a comment. Is having a ton of fans a status thing? Do you win a free car or something? I subscribe to the golden rule......do unto others. If all you care about are numbers....good luck with that. I'm here to network and meet interesting ppl. If you fan me, I'll fan you back. If you friend invite me.....same same. If you think you're hot cuz you have 847 fans but don't talk to any of em---you probably aren't. Showing your cleavage does NOT make you sexy.........or sexual for that matter. How do I know? Try me

The Keeper And The Guardian/ A Collaboration
This is a collaboration.....and I am not sure if you can keep up with the two voices here without the change in text originally used for each voice....I am the first voice you will find here. The Keeper and the Guardian.....a beginning.... I walked into the bar tonight....Hell, I don't even know the name of this place...and I don't care. I just want to be left alone tonight, and I'm glad no one knows me here. It's been pouring rain all day, and I'm tired as I briefly shake my umbrella off by the door. When I see you walk into the bar I immediately pick up on your aura and recognize a fellow mystic, still your colors are muted, and after watching you for a bit I realize that you're a wilder, and probably unaware of what you are. Not uncommon, but you are very strong, perhaps the srongest I have come across. The place has the same cloud of smoke that every bar keeps...a haze sitting just about head high above the tables. I hear the crack of someone just splitting the balls on

My New House
I have to tell the world and I have this posted in as many sites as possible. Just a little happy note about myself. Back in April of 2006, my boyfriends mom came to us and basically told us she was buying a house for us. Well dammit, I was beside myself and guess what, on February 27th, we will be moving into our new home that we have been waiting patiently for the builders to build. I am very excited and we are very blessed to have family so caring and loving. To have peace of mind that when we are finally out of debt..a couple years give or take that we will be well off. We won't have a mortgage to pay nor do we have to pay rent anymore (Thank God). As you can tell I am very excited. It's pretty neat when you go shopping with her for things for the house, like the interior stuff ie)carpets, cupboards, paint and what not and they ask would you like this to go on the mortgage and she says, there is no mortgage. Bought and paid for, I am getting so excited the more I talk abou

Another Quiz
1. Who were you with last night? My sister, and my dad 2. What's the first thing you did when you woke up? think god my lip hurts lol 3. Where are you? in the study 4. Who are you with? Im by myself duh 5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? I hugged 6. Do you love anyone right now? Naw 7. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope 8. When's the last time you cried? Last week The PAST round ---------- 10. Ever thrown up in public? No 12. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW? How fit Jared Leto actually is The FUTURE round ---------- 13. Would you take a bullet for anyone? Yeah but only about 5 or 6 people 14. Where would you like to live? Finland, fit men there lol 15. What kind of home would you like? a normal size one 16. What do you want to be when you grow up? photographer 17. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? No idea 18. In 10 years? Same as above The MYSPACE round ----------- 20. Look at your top 8 list, who is

Please Vote For Me!!!
HEY TO ALL MY LOST CHERRY/ CHERRY TAPPIN' HOTTIE'S OUT THERE...I AM IN A CONTEST FOR: "METAL QUEEN" 2007 ON HARDROCKRADIOLIVE.COM PLEASE COME & VOTE FOR ME THERE, THE POLL'S ARE NOW OPEN AND THE WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED ON VALENTINE'S DAY...FEB.14TH THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT, KIZZE'S...THE BLACK WIDOW, A.K.A G-GURL

Why Are The Good Guys Made To Suffer?
Time and Time again I find myself on the recieving end of pain. When I was with Megan.....she cheated on me towards the end of the relationship buthints came up that she was cheating during. And now Kristi...with her hesitation that leaves me resentful. My head is in the clouds. That was the wording she chose. That I'm a Momma's Boy. I am..at least I can depend on her. But anytime I have ever asked for help i had the best intenetions for Kristi and jerran and i.....but still buy stuff for myself. There hasnt been a moment where i havent thought of her well being. Her condition, her state of mind. And she constantly reminds me that it was her fault...but she says it in such a way that says to me shut up and go away im busy. I don't even know how I could have loved her after knowing all of this. I had the blinders on I guess. I should have been scared. I should have told her to fuck off when she first imed me. I should have called her every dirty word in the book

No Matter What Your Politics, You'll Probably Enjoy This.
NO MATTER WHAT YOUR POLITICS, YOU'LL PROBABLY ENJOY THIS. Although today's "educators" would never allow it to happen, wouldn't it be nice if some school system somewhere would include the following "Reaganisms" as required reading? "Here's my strategy on the Cold War: We win, they lose." - Ronald Reagan "The most terrifying words in the English language are: I'm from the government and I'm here to help." - Ronald Reagan "The trouble with our liberal friends is not that they're ignorant: It's just that they know so much that isn't so." - Ronald Reagan "Of the four wars in my lifetime, none came about because the U.S. was too strong." - Ronald Reagan "I have wondered at times about what the Ten Commandment's would have looked like if Moses had run them through the U.S. Congress." - Ronald Reagan "The taxpayer: That's someone who works for the federal government but doesn't h

Por Es Hombre~for That Man
Lyrics (Tito:) this man, that you dress to hurt you what keeps the grudge understand it (guadare?) this alone alive man to occupy of the enormous gap that in her your love left (Victor:) I committed thousand errors, despire so many things but she knew that I might not live without his love (Tito:) You have to forget her, although it hurts you perhaps next to you it would make you happy, understand it Very well what you feel but I am going to say to you what she spoke to me (Choir 1) (brenda:) give him that I am very well that were many years of solitude that might never already return with (convince her, I cannot do it, convince her) say to him that this way it is better to the end now there is someone who thinks about me it has time rhyme of our love (tito:) this man, it was known that he wants her change of direction has seen her, be much better you know it, and that's why it hurts you that has put in solitude an illusion (victor:) if it was me w

Check This Out !
I have been a member now for a while and would like to say this is a place for attention !!!! What is a friend ? A friend treats people like they want to be treated and cares for them A man can be friends with a woman because he can think of her before him self ! True (think about it?) This site rocks because I run through my friends list then family to see what they have been up to !!!!!! I hope to make alot of friends here to write, chat and just feel the real love of what true friendship is all about! If Im on your friends list it is real with me and the people I write too ! I love this quote (some men dream of things they can never have and say ol well, I dream of things I can never have and say why not ! So try! ) You never know what you can do until you dream of it !!!!!!!!!!

Recruiting The Dead...
Story Highlights• Letters inadvertently sent out to officers killed in action• 200 wounded soldiers also receive letters• Invitations intended for soldiers who had recently left service• Army sending out personnel to personally apologize to families WASHINGTON (AP) -- The Army said Friday it would apologize to the families of about 275 officers killed or wounded in action who were mistakenly sent letters urging them to return to active duty. The letters were sent a few days after Christmas to more than 5,100 Army officers who had recently left the service. Included were letters to about 75 officers killed in action and about 200 wounded in action. "Army personnel officials are contacting those officers' families now to personally apologize for erroneously sending the letters," the Army said in a brief news release issued Friday night. The Army did not say how or when the mistake was discovered. It said the database normally used for such correspondence with former

My New Year.....
Well.... it's definitely been a while since i last made myself present here on this page. i'm normally logged in @ myspace ( i know i know...soooo uncool) but here's the link anyways if you're curious.... www.mypsace.com/ceramic_heart . There have been several different things to happen within the time frame from October to now. The biggest development though was me meeting my sweetheart.We haven't said those 3 big words to each other, and probably won't for quite some time. But it's one of those relationships where the more we see each other , the more we WANT to be with each other. I'm almost embaressed to admit it, but i've began to have dreams of him. Is this love for me??? I'm almost certain it is. But i'm scared to even take that risk. The last time i fell head over heels in love he hurt me the worse way any man could ever hurt another person. I'm terrified of being hurt again. I just haven't closed myself up completely. My children are doing great! My daughter will , in

Touchless Embrace
The words are spoken many thoughts invovled Create the puzzles to make them harder to solve Is this all that we have? Give me something to work with today Share with me your dreams, hoping they never go away Friendship starts out this bond we share Evolving into a sexual hypnotic glare Movements are what we will never become The miles between us keep this undone You with your words of temptuous desire Start a heating uncontrolable but pleasant fire Deep inside is where it grows Keep my attention, its called fate and who knows One day we may get to break the barriers of this Touchless Embrace To feel your warmth and kiss your sweet face Jenni

Bear Burned Alive! This Is So Sick!!!
The burning of a bear to death by a mob in south Kashmir’s Pulwama district last month has exposed the inefficiency of Wildlife Department in the management and protection of wild animals in the Valley. While the department blames the people and police for the incident, the government has ordered a probe and attached four officials. The Wildlife Department people had reportedly acted as mute spectators when the bear was first beaten and then ruthlessly set ablaze by the mob at Tral town. Though the incident took place on November 18, it was kept under carpet till a private TV news channel Sahara Samay showed the footage of the incident on December 17. “The bear had a child in its lap for 20 minutes, it however did not harm him. The animal left the child but the villagers locked it in a cowshed for night. In the morning, the animal tried to escape but the villagers chased it and burnt it,” Bilal Bhat, Srinagar Bureau Chief of the Sahara Samay told Greater Kashmir. “We sa

Sola ~ Alone
Lyrics Homemade Disco Ball! Trailer Explosion! Alone living in the disappointment Alone treating my heart I happen the days And I do not manage to start myself your love Alone looking which was my error Alone if there was I apologize to recover you Today it would be my big salvation I cannot forget To erase your memory I cannot extract you of my heart One has turned me I infer To live without your love I cannot believe that ours He has died I cannot keep on supporting the pain I boil away inside And I die weeping for your farewell Alone and my agenda me around Alone without course without direction I happen the days And I do not manage to start myself your love Alone looking which was my error Alone if there was I apologize to recover you Today it would be my big salvation I cannot forget To erase your memory I cannot extract you of my heart One has turned me I infer To live without your love I cannot believe that ours

White House Uses Secret Memo To Fight Court Order 05 Jan 2007 The White House And The Secret Service Quietly Signed An Agreement Last Spring In The Mi
Please use the box to your left to rate this blog. White House uses secret memo to fight court order 05 Jan 2007 The White House and the Secret Service quietly signed an agreement last spring in the midst of the Jack Abramoff lobbying scandal declaring records identifying visitors to the White House are not open to the public. The Bush regime did not reveal the existence of the memorandum of understanding until last fall.

Is There A Reason.......for People Coming Into Your Life?
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an

Set The Fire To The Third Bar
Snow Patrol (feat. Martha Wainwright) I find the map and draw a straight line Over rivers, farms, and state lines The distance from here to where you'd be It's only finger-lengths that I see I touch the place where I'd find your face My finger in creases of distant dark places I hang my coat up in the first bar There is no peace that I've found so far The laughter penetrates my silence As drunken men find flaws in science Their words mostly noises Ghosts with just voices Your words in my memory Are like music to me I'm miles from where you are, I lay down on the cold ground I, I pray that something picks me up And sets me down in your warm arms After I have travelled so far We'd set the fire to the third bar We'd share each other like an island Until exhausted, close our eyelids And dreaming, pick up from The last place we left off Your soft skin is weeping A joy you can't keep in I'm miles from where you are, I lay

Once Again...
the site seems to be going haywire as per usual on a semi-constant basis...lol.. People cant send emails and the IM feature barely works....and they want people to "voluntarily" pay for an upgrade in memebership... Can anyone say MICROSOFT???

Nexts, Lasts And Firsts
NEXTS 1. Next person you'll kiss: No idea, depends who wants me 2. Next movie you want to see: Night at the museum 3. Next person you want to go out with: I’m not sure 5. Next time you're going out: most likely Monday 6. Next place you'll take vacation: god knows, I haven’t been on one for ages. 7. Next thing you are going to do after filling this survey out: do another 8. Next thing you are going to eat: Steak hopefully 9. Next time you plan to be drunk: Never again in this life time 10. Next thing you are going to do outside: Ice 11. Next person you'd like to see fill this out: whoever -------------------------------------------------------- LASTS: 1. Last kiss: Ages ago 2. Last person you hugged: Jen 3. Last person you spoke to: Jen 4. Last alcoholic beverage: fuck knows, ive forgotten it has been nearly two years 6. Last movie: Lucky number slevin 7. Last person you thought of: Josh Hartnett lol 8. Last school you went to: John Taylor High School 9. Las

Awakening
Awakening Whenever I think about who I've become, I realize that it's just another phase. It's not who I will be, nor who I was. Forever changing and growing. Learning to be more like the person I long to be. Throwing off the blanket of who others want me to be or think that I am. Freeing myself to be anything I want to be. A part of me will always seek the quiet, seclude spaces in my heart, hoping to push more light inside. Another part wants to close the doors tight, locking out any intruders upon my soul. I am seeking my soul mate with anticipation, and with fear. Anticipating the wonder of success, fearing the loneliness of failure. I might find some wonderful people to spend time with, to create memories with along the way. But ever and always, the search will continue for the one soul whom I will let enter all the rooms of my heart.

Trust
Trust T-truth R-Reality U-Understanding S- Security T-Transition In order for it all to work you must be always be truthful to one another, with that comes the reality thatyou do have the understanding for each other. When you get to that point you feel the securityof life without the lies, you are ready for the transition of a relationship to its fullest. Trust is what will make or break your world.

A Bit Of An Update
Well lets see, Im still not having any luck in the guy catagory, so I think I might take my older sisters advice...forget about men for a little bit...no she isnt telling me to turn to girls...shes tellin me to take a break and focus on work. Speaking of work I work for Liberty Tax Service. Well I haven't done anyones tax return yet but I've done practice ones, its fun sometimes a little hard but for the most part its fun. Uhm, thats pretty much a little update on me. So there ya go.

Reflections
Reflections When you start to question who you are and what you believe some things that used to seem important fall by the wayside as you find them not as important as you once did. I have been finding myself more and more drawn to be open to new experiences.....but I think I am recognizing that some of the limits I've put upon myself are limits that I want or need. I used to wonder if I did or didn't do some things just because that was what was expected of me. Was I a good mom because of what other people thought? I sometimes saw my mother choose to react a certain way towards me when people were watching, but react totally differently when no one was around. This happened as an adult. I don't remember if she did this when I was a child. In fact, I sincerely doubt that she's even aware that she has done it. But I questioned whether I have done this. Thinking back, I am sure that I have. For instance, I used to spank my kids....but I hardly ever did this in public. If they a

Awake Now.......and Listening
Awake Now.....And Listening I know that I know....I just don't always listen to myself......to what I KNOW. I'm 44 years old.....and I've just begun to trust my inner voice. Of course that doesn't mean that I'm not too stubborn to listen to myself. LOL....or to ignore that inner voice. I need to stop ignoring that inner voice.......really, I do. At times, I am quite positive that I would be happier and my life would go much smoother if I listened to my instincts. But, Noooooo, I have to ignore mine and barrel headlong into trouble or heartache....or both. I guess it's the optimist in me----constantly looking for the brighter side. I also look for the good in people---often ignoring the bad in people until it's too late, and I am hurt. Either by their actions or their inactions.....either against myself or against my loved ones. And still the optimist I find joy in each day. The lights might get shut off one day, but I will be able to see the beauty of candlelight.

An Empty Flow Of Words
An old poem from sadder times An Empty Flow of Words Love to fill me; Betrayal to break me. Poetry to heal me. Love to grow inside again. Lies to scorch me again. No words come this time. ................................................ Poetry from Shattered Emotions used to heal my broken heart. Words, as stitches, slowly mending wounds unseen. Now invisible slashes fester unhealed. Immune to words, poetry revealed to heal no more a heart becoming hollow.

Why??? And Because.....
1. Ok so most of the friend requests lately are inquiring about my naughty pics... Ok I understand that... but to not even rate my regular pics, let alone my naughty ones really upsets me :o( I expect ratings at the very least, and i Adore comments.... even if its just one or two Please show me the love guys!!! Not just You are Hott lemmee see those pics...ok thanks Bye... ***POUTS*** 2. I am back with my boyfriend (of 4 yrs).... When He came back to talk to me the first night I showed him CherryTap and explained how much I love it and how happy it make me... the luv you guys show me. I told him it was a part of me now, and told him about how some couples "play" together on here.... he's pretty excited about it. This has opened up a whole new world for us, emotionally and sexually :o) So I just wanted to let you guys know... Im NOT available, but will continue to have "FUN" on Cherrytap with him right beside me. Anyways.... he loves the comments and messages I get. So plea

A Dream From Long Ago...
I was among the stars soaring, in space rushing to earth like a flaming comet. I could see and feel the heat as I entered the atmosphere. Through the clouds I burst....just above a hawk riding the currents. Just as I was about to hit him, suddenly I WAS him, seeing through his eyes. Everything was so sharply defined, edges crisp and clean. It felt as though I could see forever, and so clearly. Feeling the pressure of the currents on my wings, I began to drift towards a field, and, suddenly, I dove. I tucked my wings against my body and dropped like the comet I had been. I saw a panther lying in a meadow below me and adjusted my flight. I opened my talons to strike, liking the place at the base of his skull from my vantage point. And as I struck, suddenly my vision changed. I was no longer the hawk. I had become the panther now, startled into running. I ran and ran. From the meadow where the sun had warmed my back into a cool shaded forest. I smelled the grass as I leaped forward, knowi

France Adopts Scottish Policy Of Legal Right To Housing
By Martin Arnold in Paris Published: January 3 2007 18:26 | Last updated: January 3 2007 18:26 French politicians are loath to admit they have anything to learn from other countries, particularly on social policy. But Dominique de Villepin, prime minister, on Wednesday conceded that Paris had copied Scotland’s legally enforceable right to housing, as he promised to introduce a similar measure in France. The law would allow homeless people to sue public authorities and force them to provide accommodation. It follows an assertive campaign by homeless associations that has pushed a growing public concern up the political agenda four months before France’s presidential elections. France’s interest in Scottish housing policies has surprised some campaigners who, in spite of long-standing close Franco-Scottish relations, are more accustomed to seeing the UK as a bastion of heartless capitalism. In a nod to this apparent paradox, Mr de Villepin said: “For our Anglo-Saxon friend

Reverie Of The End
A Story, nothing more........ Reverie of the End The constant blip on the machine next to my bed was getting slower, and I felt my time was near now. I saw the shadow of the one who waited patiently in the corner....waiting for my time to come. I nodded grimly at him, imperceptibly to those around me, but acknowledged by the shadow. I adjusted my focus on my youngest son now. He sat by my bedside as he had for the last 3 days, his hair much whiter than I had remembered.Where had the time flown, I thought. I didn't have the voice to tell him good-bye, but I knew the time was so near. I wished I could voice how much I loved him before I left. My youngest daughter sat slightly behind him, her hand twisting an edge of the blanket as she looked first at me and then to the darkened cornered. When she looked back into my tired eyes again, she knew the truth and tears slowly began to slide down her own wrinkled face. I remembered a time past when those bright green

2007 Blog~~not Feeling Good
I wish I could say that so far 2007 has been happy, but alas it hasnt. The past few days has been very sad and down for me(personally), that I almost feel like just crawling under a rock and just staying there...It just seems that love was not meant to be for me and I need to accept that; as painful as it may sound, I just attract some bad apples and cannot do it anymore.. I feel that I have some inner strength deep inside my soul, but where is it? Even when I do some PSP stuff, it has affected me in a way that I wanna feel cold, distant and just dark towards others, and that is NOT how I wanna feel.. I need a guardian angel to help me not enter the darkside and get me out of this unhappiness..Where is she(or he)? What am I to do? Perhaps when I retutn I may be a little better, but for now, I feel that I have no one to turn to or talk to and that is not good..

Cbs: Military Tells Bush It Has Only 9,000 Troops Available For ‘surge’
More Proof that Bush Is A Half Wit. CBS: Military Tells Bush It Has Only 9,000 Troops Available For ‘Surge’ A State Department official leaked word this week that President Bush is considering sending “no more than 15,000 to 20,000 U.S. troops” to Iraq. “Instead of a surge, it is a bump,” the official said. This claim was bolstered last night by CBS’s David Martin, who reported that military commanders have told Bush they are prepared to execute a troop escalation of just 9,000 soldiers and Marines into Iraq, “with another 10,000 on alert in Kuwait and the U.S.”

A Little Erotica...
You sit on the couch facing me. I stand before you and lean in for a soft kiss. I kneel before your bent legs. Hands on your knees, spreading them apart and moving closer to you. I lick your stomach, the insides of your thighs, teasing you with my tongue. My mouth moves over your cock, breath warm against you. You strain to make contact, but I pull away. Still you must wait. My hands move freely up and down your legs. Touching the insides of your thighs you squirm towards me. Your skin looks so good; I run my tongue all over your body, and to your lips. We kiss passionately. Your hands are in my hair, holding me close to you. My body pressed against yours and I am straddling you. I feel your hardness against me. You can tell that I am excited, as my wetness covers the tip of your cock. Your hands move across my back and my ass. Your fingers sliding softly across my crack, reaching towards my wetness. You bring your fingers between us to my mouth and I lick them clean, enjoying the

Israeli Experts Say Middle East Was Safer With Saddam In Iraq
Israeli Experts Say Middle East Was Safer With Saddam in Iraq Orly Halpern | Fri. Jan 05, 2007 Jerusalem - Although few tears were shed in Israel over Saddam Hussein’s death last week, a small but growing chorus — including government officials, academics and Iraqi émigrés — is warning that Israel could find itself in more danger with him gone, and that it might even regret having welcomed his toppling. “If I knew then what I know today, I would not have recommended going to war, because Saddam was far less dangerous than I thought,” said Haifa University political scientist Amatzia Baram, one of Israel’s leading Iraq experts. Saddam was feared and reviled in Israel, both as a tyrant and as an enemy of the Jewish state. He demonstratively supported Palestinian terrorists, and few have forgiven his bombarding of Israel with Scud missiles during the 1991 Gulf War. “Retrospectively, justice has been done,” Deputy Defense Minister Ephraim Sneh told Israel Radio this week.

Trust And Hope
Trust It is a complicated word I don't trust very easily Very few people I trust at all I open my heart only to have it smashed It is like a jigsaw puzzle All the pieces are scattered into the wind and gone forever A wall called Doubt forms around Trust to protect it from the animals that eat away at the insides Doubt grows stronger every day Hope is the key to unlocking the door and setting trust free Hope is the knight in shining armor that rescues our soul from the dragon

A Moral (or Immoral) Lol
I was a very happy person. My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me...It was her beautiful younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, wore very tight miniskirts, and generally was bra-less. She would regularly bend down when she was near me, and I always got more than a nice view. It had to be deliberate because she never did it when she was near anyone else. One day her "little" sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived, and she whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said, I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last wild fling, just come up and get me." I was stunned and frozen in s

Bored
Im bored out of my mind. I need something to do. It's almost 9 in the morning and I just put my boyfriend Matt to bed. He came home at 7 in the morning from the bar/party...I don't know what to do about that. I can't sleep without him so as usual I didn't get much sleep and I can't sleep now. Oh well...Life will go on I suppose...

The Difference Between Guts And Balls
The difference between guts and balls: Guts - This is when a guy comes home late, after a long night out with his friends, stinking drunk, walks in to find his wife with broom in hand and asks her, "Are you just finishing up cleaning or are you getting ready to fly off somewhere?" Balls - This is when a guy comes home, after a long night out with his friends, stinking drunk, wreaking of beer and perfume, with lipstick on his collar, walks in to find his wife standing there, slaps her on the ass and says, "You're next!"

A Guy Dials His Home
A guy dials his home and a strange woman answers. The guy says, ''Who is this?'' ' 'This is the maid,'' answers the woman. ''We don't have a maid,'' says the man. The woman says, ''I was hired this morning by the lady of the house.'' The man says, ''Well, this is her husband. Is she there?'' The woman replies, ''She is upstairs in the bed room with someone who I figured was her husband.'' The guy is fuming and says to the maid, ''Listen, would you like to make $50,000?'' The maid says, ''What will I have to do?'' The man tells her, ''I want you to get my gun from the desk, and shoot the witch and the jerk she's with.'' The maid puts the phone down; the man hears footsteps and then two gun shots. The maid comes back to the phone, ''What do I do with the bodies?'' The man says, ''Throw them in the swimming pool.'' Puzzled, the maid answers, ''But you don't have a pool.'' A long pause and the man says, ''Is this 567-5309?''

Along Came Polly Movie Time @ Devine Txrose's
Okay, I need a comedy to balance out the last movie, "The Whole Wide World", with Vincent D'Onofrio and Renee Zellweger. Could certainly use some hugs right now.... NEXT UP!! Today's Venue - "Along Came Polly" Starring Ben Stiller & Jennifer Aniston Basic Synopsis - When two comically mismatched souls collide, Rueben's world is turned upside down, as he makes an uproarious attempt to change his life from middle-of-the-road to totally-out-there! Starting Time - 0:0:30 (better hurry) Snacks - Looking around. Maybe some fruit??? Activities - Continuing reorganization of my desk. If you are you coming over, you better hurry!!!

A Stich In Time
A Stitch In time Time....never stopping, always moving us forward and through the changes of season...an unforgiving taskmaster that regulates the passage through eternal tides. Ancient ones marked the passing of time by the movement of the Sun and Moon, the changing seasons and other matters of relating their existence to the natural world occurrences surrounding them. Later there were hourglasses filled with sand and onto mechanical timekeepers that bring us now to clocks so accurate they are measuring time down to nano seconds. But has "time" itself changed? Many of us in various places within the span of our lives here on this Earth may have differing opinions about "time." For a child waiting to open a beautiful surprise gift, time seems to drag by so very slowly. For a person recently diagnosed with a terminal illness, hours are speeding by so quickly that sleeping for a few hours may seem like wasted time. Our ancestors knew time relative to the occurrences around them. Glo

Uss Nicholas Dd-449 Part Twoa))
NOTE: These are my "Blog Post" words concerning a Yahoo Group of ex-sailors of USS Nicholas DD-449. This ship was the fastest ship afloat. We would leave everybody in our wake and after a 6-8 hour full power run no other ships would be on the hoizon!!! DEC405 was the ship's Captain from 1962-1964!!! Subject: Re: [USS_NICHOLAS] Re: Forty knots "These words from shipmate as to why Nick so fast!!" I wonder if she was fitted with special pitch props or a little thinner hull material since she was one of the first ones to be launched. Perhaps the shafts were just perfectly balanced. Maybe we'll never know why ============================================= "These are Captain Cummin's comments!!" It is bloody simple. Nick just had tons of love and care. Some of the love bloomed after 40-60 years. R/ DEC405

Trusting
Trust starts you You must have an open mind And have trust in oneself first Without this nothing can be built For trust is the foundation Of all relationships Trust is slowly learned And then earned from one to another It is not an given, its in knowing ones heart Trust merely gives the other the Opporitunity to be oneself To be honest without holding back Trust lets you be yourself So if you have trust in another Your own freedom will ring Without trust you are Killing yourself deep down inside And nothing else will matter Trust starts with me By keeping an open mind and Doing the next right thing The truth of my trust will be seen

Ok, Here We Go Again...
Ok, it's been way too long since I posted a new blog, so I'll make another one. I was at the strip club the other day, (surprised? you shouldn't be, I go a bit) when one of the dancers comes onto stage. She starts her set, things are goin great...then all of a sudden, she stares straight at me and shouts out (literally, shouts in a room full of 60 guys) "HEY!! Your on MySpace!!!" I just about died. Yeah, I am on MySpace, but...c'mon. There is a time and place for everything, and when your dancing on stage about to take your clothes off...I don't think thats the time to proclaim your MySpace addiction....Don't get me wrong, nothing against her. She's gorgeous, and from the little interaction I've had with her she seems like a nice girl with a good head on her shoulders, but COME ON!!!! MySpace is the net equivalent of sitting outside a Jr. High school in an unmarked van right before school gets out, huddled over your steering wheel with a bag of candy grasped firmly in your hand....

The Woe Of Man!!!
Ok SO i am really not sure where to start with this. This shows me how much some parents truly do not give a flying fuck about their children. I have this applicant who is dying to join the Army. If he could keep the weed out of his system he would have been in a long time ago. He is sitting in my office as i type this at 1025hrs on 6 jan 07. I just found out that, the week of christmas his father spent in the hospital becuase of a crack overdose. His father left the hospital before he was supposed to came to the house in the middle of the night picked up his little brother and left for Columbus. This kid has no furniture, no food, has electricity nad running water and heat and thats it. he told me he has been rotating through friend house for food and to get laundry done. I want him to come stay with me so i can make sure he is taken care of, but i cannot becuase it is against the rules and regulation of a recruiter, I am at a complete and total loss as to what to do for this k

Welcome....i Guess. Hee Hee Hee
Well, I finally made it to the bar. LOL. I was told about this site by a friend, but I am sure that I would have found it eventually. I am just taking my time and customizing my lil piece of the bar. Well, let's see, what's on my mind today. My non-existant man for one. LOL. He works offshore, and he has been out, as far as I know, for quite a while. I can't wait till he oomes in. Then again, the longer he is out, the longer I wonder if I can do this. I have never dated a guy that goes offshore. Never. Hell, my last ex was in the Military. I am confused. I have my weak moments, but so far I haven't done what I my mind is telling me to do. Crazy. I know. Hey, you decided to read this. LOL. Anyway, I am talking to this other guy, nothing will probably come of it though. Mainly because if what he was telling me yesterday was true, then he is waaaaay to emotional for me. Granted, I do have a heart, but it just doesn't break that easily. He did pique my interest at the beginning, but it is

"67%"
Subject: "67%" I didn't write this, but I admire the person who did: Discontented? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67% of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69% of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3 of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I starting thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4% of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific Ocean to the Atlantic Ocean without having to present identification papers as we move through each state? Or possibly the hundreds of clean and

My First Desire...
There comes a time when you can stand it no longer, as the lustful yearings grow stronger; The desires of passion explode from within, for the taste of something forbidden! Share in the pleasure of sheer pleasure! I would love to share that time together! I noticed you looking at me in an exciting new way; Was my desire starting to show thru? Would my lust be opened today? What would my husband say? If he knew I desired her in this sort of way? Would he be happy or want me dead? To find not one lady but two in his bed! I never opened that box just to see; But I will never forget the looks she gave to me. It's all in the first desire!

The Ultimate Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: bothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: 24/7Is sex a top priority for you?: YES!!!Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: yesHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: neverHow do you feel about one night stands?: once is not enoughHow many one night stands have you had?: 0What's your favorite position?: standing from behindWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: sex swingDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: fuckHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: yesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: yesDo you get off first or do they?: bothDo you like kissing during sex?: LOVE ITDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: LoudDo you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: LoudDoes size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)?: NoHow old were you when you

Ask Me Out
Ask ME OUt post this saying "Ask Me Out" Even if you are single or not. Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I would go out with you" Repost this in 90 sec you will be surprised who replys 2 you. even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend PS. must do even if your taken.

My Night Last Night
went to the club dance with two old school lesbos the problem was they were 45 50 i coulndt get the younger girls to dance with me what the fuck i think i lost my touch i mean damn what does a guy got to do to get a fine ass female to dance i can be taught i know im not a good dancer but i learn well come on someone give me a chance i like to dance with a pretty girl i mean the girls i danced with they were nice but they were not my speed i think they scared the others off what you think??? is there anyone who would dance with me

Poems From A Dark Time
~The Only Fear~ As I laid steady took aim at your heart I never thought that shot would tear me apart you were a simple child by age I wanted to burn my book when I put your name on the page the whites of your eyes haunt me every night so young an innocent so happy hopeful an bright By: COUNTRYY ~ONE of Five~ When I rolled you over saw the look in your eyes, I knew you'd gone to the castel in the sky. I hugged you tight to say goodbye, not knowing why you were the one to die. I pulled your tags out from under your shirt, I used me sleve to whipe away the blood an dirt. Till the day i die i'll make this bet, the snap of your tags I will never forget. As I slipped your tag into my pocket, my mind raced on how to tell ur ma. She loved an trusted me with you her son, but now in your time of need there was nothing I'd done. By: COUNTRY ~Inside my current minds eye~ The man that you just shot to death Is the same man that gave you life fr

~~ Sexy Couple Update ~~
~~ Sexy Couple On CT Score Update ~~ 1st place is...... with 451 comments 2nd place is...... with 9 comments 3rd place is...... with 3 comments 4th place is...... with 3 comments 5th place is...... with 2 comments 6th place is...... with 1 comments ~~ Come on couples u can do much better ~~ Comment bomb yourself if u can't find anyone to help you out. ~ Maria ~

~ Sexy Lady Score Update....~
~~ Sexy Lady On CT Update For Scores ~~ 1st place in comments is...... With 1194 comments 2nd place is...... With 281 comments 3rd place is...... with 236 comments 4th place is ...... with 91 comments 5th place is...... with 27 comments 6th place is...... with 25 comments 7th place is...... with 6 comments 8th place is...... with 5 comments 9th place is...... with 2 comments 10th place is...... with 1 comment 11th place is ...... with 1 comment ~Come on ladys u could do so much better~ Get friends to help comment bomb u comment bomb yourself..... ~ Maria ~

Hey All
OK IM STILL FIGURING THIS SITE OUT .. WELL TO TELL YA THE TRUTH I HAVEN'T REALLY SAT AND TOOK THE TIME TO LOOK AT ALL OF THIS WEBSITE ... SO IF ANYONE CARES TO SHOW ME HOW PLEASE E-MAIL ME AT SNOOPI14@AOL.COM IM GONNA GO HAVE MY BIRTHDAY nAP ... THANKS MELISSA

Collection # 1
~Lost Without Reason~ Who am I to tell yes or no to another? Who am I to scold a sister or brother? Is my life of true value to any other? Is my life truly regretted by my mother? Am I making any difference on this earth? Am I making a difference of any worth? So many times I have come so close to death, So many times I have taken my last breath. By all rights I should already be long gone By all rights I should never again see dawn. Am I really of value to the ones around me? Am I really of the greatness people say they see? Why do I push all the ones that love me away? Why do I never sleep for ages and then a day? Who can open me up and inside take a peek? Who can open me up and give me the answers I seek? By: COUNTRY ~A Memorie~ Seeing the lights going off from afar brings me back to that day in talafar the crys left unheard the blood runng dry the souls left draining while we sat to cry noone ever knowing just who we were noone ever knowing

~~ Baby Contest On Ct Score Updates~~
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Asking For Thoughts And Positive Energy
Come monday the 8th I might not be on so much for a while. Im haven surgery.. A biospy on my breast. It should just be out patient surgery but Not know how much im gonna feel like being on. So Im just asking for all my friends and Cherry family to send me all your positive energy and prayers my way. I sure have had a really stressful month and half. So I will be back as soon as I can.... Thanks in advance ... much love Jen

Last Night
Last night I was laying in bed sleeping and you gave me a call to tell me that you wanted me I told you I was sleeping and would call you tomorrow but after I hung up the phone and drited back to sleep my dreams was filled with you the passion the desire as you was giving me soft kisses warming my skin down my body then you parted my legs and began kissing my clit before I knew you you was sucking it gently makieng me hotter and hotter as you saw you was doing the you entered me with you toungue and I arched my body so that you could go deeper at this time I was calling your name telling you i needed to feel you so you turned over me so that i could suck you too as we brought eachother to extacy what a feeling I cant wait to do this with you over and over.

How Much I Love You
How much I love you I can't say: It's more than words can hold. You're all at once my rich, red clay, My potter and my mold. Yours the words that shaped my voice, The spirit within mine. Yours the will that shaped my choice, My fortune, and my sign. How lucky I was to have had you At the core of me! Wise and good, you always knew Just what I could be. And so I came to be someone Whom I could be proud of. For this I give my swollen sum Of gratitude and love.

Before I Was Myself, You Made Me, Me
Before I was myself you made me, me With love and patience, discipline and tears, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Allowing me to sail upon my sea, Though well within the headlands of your fears. Before I was myself you made me, me With dreams enough of what I was to be And hopes that would be sculpted by the years, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Relinquishing your powers gradually To let me shape myself among my peers. Before I was myself you made me, me, And being good and wise, you gracefully As dancers when the last sweet cadence nears Bit by bit stepped back to set me free. For love inspires learning naturally: The mind assents to what the heart reveres. And so it was through love you made me, me By slowly stepping back to set me free.

For All That You Have Given Me
For all that you have given me, I can return but love. For you Bound up the wounds I did not see And gave me hopes and passions new. I can return but love for you, Whose unmoved faith my heart did move, And gave me hopes and passions new, And loved me till I turned to love. Whose unmoved faith did my heart move? The mother of my heart, not blood, Who loved me till I turned to love. And I became the soul I would. The mother of my heart, not blood, Bound up the wounds I did not see. And I became the soul I would For all that you have given me.

Torn Confushions
Torn Confushion to stay or go i'm left with a confushion of choice ever since i allowed a friend in an truly listened to his voice just to save one or two is it really worth my own even tho allowing the death in my soul i can never condone if i sacrafice my life just to save a few or just one is it really for the greater good is thier life really won? will they stay safe long after i have gone or will thier life end at the turn of the next dawn? BY COUNTRY

Writing And Poerty
Christmas The soldiers that fight to keep us free Let us all say a prayer for Christmas eve They do a job unusual and unlike any other They do a job that makes them all brothers They do what they can to not shed any tears They do what they can to not show any fear Though deep inside they are scared and crying For all around them their brothers are dieing They see the price of war each day To take the pain away there is nothing we could say They have seen the true bad in mankind Yet still work and fight on the front line Just to keep us safe and free They are doing this for you and me Lets show our love support and care To all the brave soldiers stuck over there by COUNTRY

Give Me
Give me love, don't take it away from me 'Cause you and I can live in perfect harmony Oh baby, oh baby, don't take it away from me I am tired of living all by myself Reach out for live don't leave it laying on the shelf Oh baby, oh baby, don't take it away from me Love me, need me Love me just a little bit more Take me, hold me Love me like you loved me before Call me and I'll be knocking on your door So love me just a little Love me just a little bit more Take my hand and I will lead the way To find the road which led us to our dream that day Oh baby, oh baby, please let me lead the way Stay around, don't turn your back on me Before we know it all will be a memory Oh baby, oh baby, don't turn your back on me Love me, need me Love me just a little bit more Take me, hold me Love me like you loved me before Call me and I'll be knocking on your door So love me just a little Love me just a little bit more I have tried to live without you I have trie

Sometimes You Just Want To.....!!!&*%&$(%$!!!
Well for those that know, and for those that are about to... I usually can take quite a bit of torture, but cross that line and it's "Guts for garter's anyone?" New meaning to wearable art!!!!

Just Life...
Well due to the incident with my mother at work she got fired. I have been having to do her job of dispatching which is what my boss is supposed to be doing. That has been keeping me busy. At least she had another job lined up. The thing is this company she went to has bad blood with this company. I don't think this is going to turn out very good. James did give her some bullshit answers as to why they were firering her. They should have just told her the truth. Maybe getting fired from a job would help her see she needs help. They just told her that she wasn't what ______ ______ needed and that they were afraid that she would run customers off. Just tell her that you are not going to put up with her coming to work drunk and have her hateful outbursts towards co-works. Ask if they can help her. Not like she would take it. I don't know if there would be anything that would make her realize how sick she is. She had the hateful outbusts forever. That was just part of her.

Last Night
Well I had a great time last night.. Actually I havent even been to bed yet. I hung out with some good friends. My homegirls dad built a game room on to there house. Well he builds his own stuff, He built the pool table and also all the poker tables. So we got there about 9 or so and started to just sit around and get way fucked up.. I got pics of my head in the tolite.. HaHa I am trying to get them on here it just takeing alot of time.. So ohh and anyone intrested in buying a Pool Table it is brand new and played on once it has all the stuff that goes with it.. If you are in the Texarkana area and want a pool table it is going to at least 200.00 or best offer..Well We decided we were going to start a pool tournment well eairly this morring about 2:30 or so and we switched partners I played with my homegirls old man and she played with mine.. We did really well we stomped there ass.. LOL it was so worth it.. Well I finally got home about 5:30 this morr. and decided I would check my m

Why?
Why is it that when your world is falling apart no one ever seems to be around? Friends/family are never able to be reached and god love the friends you do reach... who want to help but are unable to. They at least are supportive and kind and care. Im so tired of fighting with people and trying to figure out my life. I prayed yesterday for the first time in a long time and got a 7 day eviction notice this morning. I wonder sometimes why i try so hard. And let me say this before anyone starts anymore shit here! I WANT NOTHING FROM ANYONE HERE! I am just venting and crying and trying not go insane without anyone to talk to but this goddamn computer. Do i sound cynical, untrusting ...well yeah i have my reasons. My life has been horrific since i came to Texas with one issue after another and im tired. So very tired of waking up each morning to climb another mountain, put out another fire, and generally try to defend myself and my life to the world. Repeating the same iss

Republic Of Texas
Please note that Texas is the only state with a legal right to secede from the Union (please refer to the Texas-American Annexation Treaty of 1848). We Texans love y'all, but we'll have to take action if Kerry wins president over Bush. We'll miss you too. Texas has given all those complainers plenty of time to get used to the results. After seeing the whiners along the campaign route, the folks from Texas are considering taking matters into our their hands. Here is our solution: #1: Let John Kerry become President of the United States. (all 49 states.) #2: George W. Bush becomes the President of the Republic Of Texas. So what does Texas have to do to survive as a Republic? 1. NASA is just south of Houston, Texas. (we will control the space industry.) 2. We refine over 85% of the gasoline in the United States. 3. Defense Industry. (we have over 65% of it) The term "Don't mess with Texas," will take on a whole new meaning. 4. Oil - we can supply all the oil that the

105 Things...
105 Things You Might Not Have Known About Me. 1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING? Yes 2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? 3 years 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? silver watch 4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? no 5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? today 6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? books and jewelry making supplies 7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE? banana 8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? eyes 9. ONE FAVORITE SONG? Fireproof by pillar 10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE? ohio...ugh 11. SCHOOL YOU ATTEND/ATTENED: military brat so too many to name 12. WHAT? No, really... 13. FAVORITE MALL STORE: dont shop at the mall 14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD: tutor (current) 15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE? several 16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?: no 17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED: brother's 18. FRIENDS YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY: *ponder* 19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:? 2 years ago 20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT: dont like

About Yesterday's Blog...
I talked to a friend yesterday and I feel a lot better now, though far from being completely better. I still have a lot of shit to deal with and it's been rough. But for now I'm ok, so thanks. On a side note, I finally got internet at home to work so I'm happy for that too. Have a good day everyone. -Adrienne

Good One !
PLEASURE APPLiCATiON SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! - REPOST THiS! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot/sexy? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND T

I Wanna Know You!!!!!
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know who I am friends with. JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. (male/female answer accordingly) 1. Can you cook? 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of myspace? 2. What's your philosophy on life? 3. Negative or Optimistic? 4. What was your dream growing up? 5. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 6. Would you give me money or a slap in the face? 7. Tell me one

W H O . W A S . Y O U R . L A S T. P E R S O N.
W H O . W A S . Y O U R . L A S T. P E R S O N. 1. You hung out with?: 2. Rode in a car with?: 3. Went to the movies with?: 4. Went to the mall with?: 5. You talked on the phone to? 6. Made you laugh? 7. Last person you told and/or they told you they Loved you? W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R. 1. Pierce your nose or tongue? 2. Be serious or be funny?: 3. Drink whole or skim milk?: 4. Die in a fire or get shot?: 5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?: A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y. 1. Do you like anyone?: 2. Sun or moon?: 3. Winter or Fall?: 4. Left or Right? 5. 10 acquaintances or two best friends?: 6. Sunny or rainy?: A B O U T . Y O U. 1. What time is it?: 2. First Name?: 3. Where do you wanna live?: 4. How many kids do you want?: 5. Do you want to get married?: 6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: 7. Have you ever eaten spam?: 8. Favor

Sexy Test
The Attractive Test Take It Now!!! Lol Body: Body: This is the "attractive" test. Reply to the person that post this with your answers. Re-Post this blank and see who will fill this out for you. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. BE HONEST!!! Do i look like a good kisser? [] yes [] no Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] beautiful! [] sexy azz hell [] fine [] pretty [] cute [] iight [] ugly! I look like.. [] a player [] slut [] whore [] hubby/wifey type [] one time thing [] next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [

Dont Lie Survey
1. Would you get back with your last ex if you could? 2. What color shirt are you wearing? 3. Would you kiss anyone on your friends list? 4. Do you have a 'thing' for someone on your friends list? 5. How many people on your top friends list do you know in real life? 6. How many kids do you want to have? 7. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 8. What name would you want besides the one you have? 9. Would you ever make out with someone of the same sex? 10. What did you do for your last birthday? 11. What's your main ringtone on your phone? 12. What time did you wake up today? 13. What were you doing two nights ago? 14. Do you like having your hair pulled? 15. Name something you can't wait to do. 16. Last time you saw your mom 17. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself? 18. If you had $250,000, what would you do with it? 19. how long have you worked at your current

Whole Wide World Movie Time @ Devine Txrose's
Today's Venue - "The Whole Wide World" Starring Vincent D'Onofrio and Renee Zellweger Basic Synopsis - A true story about the true love of the greatest pulp fiction writer of all time. Starting Time - 0:0:30 (better hurry) Snacks - Cottage Cheese w/peaches Activities - Welcoming new Cherries to CT and continued reorganization of my desk. Are you coming over???? UPDATE -- Oooh... although I have watched this movie several times, I am not sure that I had ever seen the end. Tears streaming from my face, I am certainly moved by the ending of the movie.

Not Even Words Can Tell
No words can tell how the heart feels when the person you love rips your feelings apart piece by piece No words can discribe how many tears you cry when the one you love leaves and doesent say goodbye Not Even Words Can Tell No words can tell the one you love really how much you love them if the one you love is not listening, just turning their back to you and walking away with another girl once again No words can tell the kind hearted people how much time they are waisting, but they do not think in thier hearts they are waisting time Not Even Words Can Tell No words can tell the loved unloved soul that there might be another chance for them and the one they love, because by this point they are already dead The hurt, sarrow, and the feeling of being unloved by the only person they ever wanted to feel loved by got to them and they couldnt take it anymore No words can tell the person that they loved how they felt, because the dead one was the o

For A Friend
I met you on the internet. Both happily married, both not looking for anything but a friend ship. Me, having no real friends since leaving the Navy, wanting to meet someone he could talk to outside his personal life. You, dealing with the stress of everyday life raising two small kids, wanting a distraction or possibly something to fill a void that you felt from time to time. It did not matter. What mattered was that our paths had crossed on this web site. And even though neither had pursured the other, we found ourselves chatting. I loved to write stories...erotic stories. I had no one to share them with though. You loved reading stories, and found a passion in mine. This day, as every other day started with us chatting back and forth, discussing one story or another, and at times, flirting sexually back and forth. You knew I wanted to make love to you, and I had told you that many times. I found you captivating, both physically, and mentally, and could look at pictures of you all d

Oldie But Goodie
Halloween Party A couple was invited to a swanky masked Halloween Party. She got a terrible headache and told her husband to go to the party alone. He being a devoted husband protested, but she argued and said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed, and there was no need of his good time being spoiled by not going. So he took his costume and away he went. The wife, after sleeping soundly for about an hour, awakened without pain and, as it was still early, she decided to go the party. Since her husband did not know what her costume was, she thought she would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she was not with him. She joined the party and soon spotted her husband cavorting around on the dance floor, dancing with every nice chick he could, and copping a little feel here and a little kiss there. His wife sidled up to him and being a rather seductive babe herself, he left his partner high and dry and devoted his time to the new stuf

Man Laws
1. Thou shall not rent the movie "Chocolat". 2. Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 3. Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his fellow partygoers. 4. When you are queried by a buddy's wife, girlfriend, mother, father, priest, shrink, dentist, accountant, or dog walker, you need not and should not provide any useful information whatsoever as to his whereabouts. You are permitted to deny his very existence. 5. Unless he murdered someone in your immediate family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 6. You may exaggerate any anecdote told in a bar by 50 percent without recrimination; beyond that, anyone within earshot is allowed to call BULLSHIT. (Exception: When trying to pick up a girl, the allowable exaggeration rate rises to 400 percent.) 7. If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off-limits forever. 8. The minimum amount of time you have to wait for another guy who'

Grandparents!! Outta The Mouths Of Babes!!!
My young grandson called the other day to wish me Happy Birthday. He asked me how old I was, and I told him, "62." He was quiet for a moment, and then he asked, "Did you start at 1?" ********************************************************************* After putting her grandchildren to bed, a grandmother changed into old slacks and a droopy blouse and proceeded to wash her hair. As she heard the children getting more and more rambunctious, her patience grew thin. At last she threw a towel around her head and stormed into their room, putting them back to bed with stern warnings. As she left the room,she heard the three-year-old say with a trembling voice, "Who was THAT?" ******************************************************************* A grandmother was telling her little granddaughter what her own childhood was like: "We used to skate outside on a pond. I had a swing made from a tire; it hung from a tree in our front yard. We rode our pony. We picked wild raspberr

Hello To All
Well, here goes. Just thought I would start putting a few blogs on here to allow people to get to know me. Im a pretty decent guy with lots of interest. Please feel free to pop me a comment or send a message and I wont hesitate to answer anything. Im very open and honest. Have a great one.

Hello
if you just requested me ill come by your page later today and do my rating and stuff but right now ive had only 4 hours of sleep so im gonna go to bed. too lazy to ever log out so im just gonna change my setting till i come back. :-)

If You Know Me, Want Me, Love Me...please Open
OKAY, MOST OF MY FRIENDS THAT KNOW ME, KNOW THAT I AM A VERY GOOD FRIEND WHO WILL HELP ANYONE OUT THAT ASKS ME TO. SO, RIGHT NOW I AM NEEDING SOME HELP....I AM NOT FEELING LOVED AND REALLY WOULD LOVE TO HAVE MY FRIENDS SUPPORT.....PLEASE HELP ME IN THIS CONTEST.....I DON'T ASK FOR MUCH..SO IF YOU WOULD DO THIS ONE THING FOR ME I WILL RETURN THE LOVE..PLEASE CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND VOTE AND COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WOULD LIKE....TH CONTEST IS MR CHERRY TAP USA AND I AM MR GEORGIA....PLEASE SHOW ME YOUR LOVE AND VOTE......TY TO ALL THSE THAT HAVE ALREADY VOTED AND TO THOSE WHO ARE ABOUT TO......................YOUR CT CASANOVA

Thinking Aloud
wow definitely have a lot to think about now. I was talking to a really good friend for a few hours this morning...to me its still last night because I havent went to bed yet but any way as I was saying. After talking to him I realized that I have a lot of thinking to do. My boyfriend leaves in 17 days for basic training and things are kinda changing between us and to me my friend is right, it seems as if he is trying to pull away. Now I don't know if its because he is afraid of getting deployed right after AIT and me getting hurt or what it is but I guess this is something I need to figure out. And well I also have to figure out what I want in life...I have a beautiful lil girl who needs to have a secure family and its my responcibility to create that for her....wow definitly got a lot of thinking to do.........

Short & Funny
Short and Funny I dialed a number and got the following recording: "I am not available right now, but Thank you for caring enough to call. I am making some changes in my life. Please leave a message after the Beep. If I do not return your call, You are one of the changes." ~~~~~ At pilots training back in the Air Corps they taught us, "Always try to keep the number Of landings you make Equal to the number of take Offs you make." ~~~~~ Aspire to inspire before you expire. ~~~~~ My wife and I had words, But I didn't get to use mine. ~~~~~ Frustration is trying to find your glasses without your glasses. ~~~~~ Blessed are those who can give without remembering And take without forgetting. ~~~~~ The irony of life is that, by the time You're old enough to know your way Around, you're not going anywhere. ~~~~~ God made man before woman so as to give him time to think Of an answer for her first question. ~~~~~

Disclaimer**
I have made some new friends on yahoo im from this site and I love it because I love making new friends. However, there is a problem with some of my new friends. I AM A PINUP MODEL!! I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOUR PENIS! DO NOT SEND ME PICS OF YOUR PENIS! ( pics will be deleted) I am a lady If your intention is to learn about me and be my friend, 2 thumbs up! PS thanks to all of you that have joined my group!

Us Postal Service-:-) :-) :-) :-)
Subject: US Postal service A guy goes to the U.S. Post Office to apply for a job. The interviewer asks him, "Have you been in the service?" "Yes," he says. "I was in Vietnam for three years." The interviewer says, "That will give you extra points toward employment" and then asks, "Are you disabled in any way? " The guy says, "Yes, 100%...a mortar round exploded near me and blew my testicles off." The interviewer tells the guy, "O.K. I can hire you right now. The hours are from 8:00 A.M. to 4:00 P.M. You can start tomorrow. Come in at 10:00A.M." The guy is puzzled and says, "If the hours are from 8:00 A.M. to 4:00 PM. then why do you want me to come in at 10:00 A.M.?" "This is a government job!" , the interviewer says. "For the first two hours we stand around scratching our balls..no point in you coming in. "

Bubba
Subject: Bubba A man boarded an airplane and took his seat. As he settled in, he glanced up and saw a most beautiful woman boarding the plane. He soon realized she was heading straight toward his seat. As fate would have it, she took the seat right beside his. Eager to strike up a conversation he blurted out, "Business trip or pleasure?" She turned, smiled, and said, "Business. I'm going to the Annual Nymphomaniacs of America Convention in Chicago." He swallowed hard. Here was the most gorgeous woman he had ever seen sitting next to him, and she was going to a meeting of nymphomaniacs Struggling to maintain his composure, he calmly asked, "What's your business at this convention?" "Lecturer," she responded. "I use information that I have learned from my personal experiences to debunk some of the popular myths about sexuality." "Really?" he said. "And what kind of

"rude/crudecomments"
At almost 65 years of age I have always attempted to treat women as special. I am not a prude and I love the female form and it's inherent beauty. I do not think or feel women are pieces of meat or boy toys but fellow human beings on the road of life. Most certainly we are different. But I find these rude, crude, demeaning and degrading photo comments offensive. Or am I wrong?

Been A While.
so i havent been around for a while. none of you are to blame. i've been focusing on my writing. a good friend of my sister is publishing a book of short stories very soon, and they asked me to contribute. as of 15 minutes ago, im finished with it and will be mailing it off. none of this affects any of you, and i only told you all that to tell you this: you ought to see more of me now.

Mom's Dictionary
AMNESIA: Condition that enables a woman who has gone through labor to make love again. DUMBWAITER: One who asks if the kids would care to order dessert. FAMILY PLANNING: The art of spacing your children the proper distance apart to keep you on the edge of financial disaster. FEEDBACK: The inevitable result when your baby doesn't appreciate the strained carrots. FULL NAME: What you call your child when you're mad at him. GRANDPARENTS: The people who think your children are wonderful even though they're sure you're not raising them right. HEARSAY: What toddlers do when anyone mutters a dirty word. IMPREGNABLE: A woman whose memory of labor is still vivid. INDEPENDENT: How we want our children to be as long as they do everything wesay. OW: The first word spoken by children with older siblings. PUDDLE: a small body of water that draws other small bodies wearing dry shoes into it. SHOW OFF: a child who is more talented than yours. STERILIZE: what you do t

10 Questions ;)
1.? 2.? 3.? 4.? 5.? 6.? 7.? 8.? 9.? 10.? Ok As me any 10 Questions you like it can be anything no matter if it's rude or not and i will answer them honestly and truthfuly 100% and it's a secret so send your questions to my inbox and i have included the question marks to make it easier for you so you don't have to put them in

Update
Hello All, I don't know if anyone has noticed. I have not been on very much since well, I really don't know when. I think it might have been before Christmas. I got my somewhat steady job. I am not sure if I am going to accept it though as it does not offer benifits. And with my migraines that is a MAJOR concern. My migraine medicine is 1,200 dollars a month. (GASP). But, at least I am getting a pay check in every month to pay for my COBRA until the service can find me a job that has benifits. :) And I like where I am right now. It is 5 minutes from my home and paying decent soo all is well on THAT front... ...but...where there is good news there is sometimes bad. The other reason I have not been on much. My best friend is having heart trouble. He is my heart. I do not know what I would do without him. I love him so. Well, we don't know if it is anything bad yet. But he is *always* optimistic and HE is even saying he is worried so that has me even more worrie

Its A Laugh
1. Would you be in control? 2.Would u go slow or fast? 3. Would you wisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 18 Would u be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i liked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. how long would it last?? 23. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Things You Learn When You Write A Blog
The time has come for me to say good bye officially to CherryTAP. I was thinking about it all and realistically this place is just not right for me, and I am going to be leaving for good. It’s silly to stick around realistically and I have decided that it is best to just delete any account I have on any site so that nobody is left wondering when is he coming back? The answer will obviously be never. I decided since I was leaving though I might as well spell it out exactly for anyone that thought I was a bit to vague the last time. Like a lot of morons I spent a lot of money on this site in blasts, a couple of happy hours, VIC, and spent countless hours of time doing my thing around here and thinking that I could be a power of example in some regards, and I am sure that I have. You just never feel like anything is worth it and it leaves a bad taste in your mouth actually. The popular people here are some of the most deplorable human beings I have ever had the opportunity to even have t

Wwe New Year's Revolution
WWE RAW presents NEW YEAR'S REVOLUTION Live on Pay-Per-View THIS Sunday, January 7 8pm ET/5pm PT At New Year's Revolution, it will be title vs. streak when John Cena defends the WWE Championship against the undefeated Samoan Bulldozer, Umaga. With the title at stake, will that streak continue or will Cena finally put a blemish on Umaga's record? Also, the rivalry between D-Generation X and Rated-RKO will reach its peak when the two teams clash once again. Plus, Jeff Hardy and Johnny Nitro will battle for the Intercontinental Championship inside a 15-foot high steel cage. All this and much more at THIS Sunday's New Year's Revolution

Lonely
Lonely Did you ever felt so lonely? That you’re hopeless For some love Have you ever felt so alone? That you’re so desperate For a hug Did you ever felt like crying? Crying youre eyes out Because you miss the love Have you ever felt so damn fucked up? That you’re head is a mess Because you need that person to talk to Did you ever felt so bad? Did you ever thought There is no one that loves you Did you ever felt ignored? That you talk to someone And he walks away Did you ever felt so invisible? That you thought Nobody saw you crying Did you ever felt so scared? That you will never find the person To spend the rest off you’re life with Did you ever felt like screaming? So you get some attention But no one could hear you Maybe you didn’t But I did

Open Minded.
sight is away of viewing the world. but are you seeing everything as its meant to be view, or is how we see our own opinion. if you look at the sky at night, what do you see. i see a vast area of stars in which we will never know the truth about them. is all we view with our own eyes a partial truth. if you open your eyes and view things with an open mind you will see more than just whats in front of you. you will see the art of expression. everything will look brand new.

Nevermore.
some of the people i know say i'm out there with the ramdom thoughts i have smashing around in my head. well if i'm off my rocker i would like to hear about it. but as for my ramblings. if i put everything i have ever thought about and placed it into a book would anyone read it. the answer is yes. the reason why they would read it is because they would want to see what i said next. its funny how stupid words on a piece of paper rambling on and on about peoples opinions whould be addictive isn't it. lmao.

Why Do I Masturbate?
was doing my daily traawwl through random blogs on blogger when i stumbled across this..lol /*** Why do I masturbate? For me, masturbation is not just a form of release. I know many people see it as something you do when you are after some quick nourishment, like eating a burger. There are alternatives, better alternatives, but there is always the burger to fall back on if all else fails. I don't particularly like this view. It fails to take into account the people who have problems with self - esteem and confidence. This is me. In a few weeks, I have a birthday. That will be all those years without ever being on a date, being a virgin and always fighting a battle with yourself in your head. Now don't get me wrong, I am not in any sort of position to do any harm. I am doing well at pretty much everything else in life. University is going great, I start post - graduate studies next year, I have a stable life, modest but adequate employment, a social life and many frien

One Of Those Nights....
usually...im a pretty happy person. but occasionally,i notice some of the things im missing.not materials mind you.just the little simple things that make life worth living. i suppose you could say im just in need of direction.or just have the wrong direction. i dont know.i just know something is missing.and i cant find it? any of you guys ever feel like this??????

How To Talk To Baby For Deaf And Hearing.
i notice that some people who try to communcate with their baby with voice or gesture... but in other way the baby can understand the gesture or sign language. it will keep the skills in their mind and motor.... If you've seen a baby wave bye-bye, it shouldn't surprise you that babies can use their little fingers to communicate before they can speak. At times, the babies' bright eyes followed the adults' hand movements and lively facial expressions as the grown-ups reviewed ASL signs for things such as ``dog,'' ``bird'' and ``ice cream.'' The babies smiled when the grown-ups sang and signed songs such as ``Old MacDonald'' and ``This Old Man.'' Such scenes are becoming more common as teaching sign language to hearing babies has become popular. Learning simple sign language not only gives babies a way to communicate other than whining or crying, research also indicates it enhances language development, gives a good foundation for early literacy and can stimulate inte

Words.
words are a weapon of mass destruction. people don't realize that all they have to do is say the wrong thing and people want to either kill you or them selves. no one needs to do anything anymore. all they have to is speak with out thinking. if people would step back and think about what they are about to say they would save the hurt from being brought forth. have a lil respect for people and what how you express your selves with words and all shall live in peace with one another.

Sound Of A Shadow
I really have the sound of a shadow hey I'm invisible, nobody sees me as I run around the world nobody notice the sound of my footsteps because I don't excist even when I whisper in your ear or when I scream out loud nobody can hear nobody can see the fear on my face my emotions are locked nobody can see my tears falling I'm alone now in the middle of emtyness nobody sees mme crying I need something to go on if you believe in me I'm still here you can take away my fear and all the lonelyness will dissapear and then I live again they can hear me they can see me they can fear me and you, you can love me

Start To End.
Games are people escape from reality, but just like movies most of todays games are all built around love. may it be family, country or planet but all is love. but unlike reality when it gets hard you can turn it off or restart and take a different route to get where your need to go. since when sould reality also be in game. i though games where suppose to be an escape from whts real to whats sci fi. i'm a lil disturbed.

My Baby Started A Nursery School Yesterday
i took kaitlin to nursery with the intentions of hanging around and just being there for her if she felt insecure and then when she went back next tuesday i was gana leave her there ...... that didnt happen she ran straight nto the nursery and started plating with the kids and thetoys didnt even batter an eyelid to wether i was there or not !!! ??? so the lady who runs the nursery said to me that i might aswell leave her today .. i was like.. omg.. and it suddenly hit me just how much my little premature by 17 weeks weighing 1 lb 8 oz baby was really grown up and so completely perfect .......... i realised a long time ago how lucky i am to have her alive and well with no problems jsut a few scars ...but yesterday it made me realise shes not a baby anymore...... !!! the last of my offspring ... you really have to treasure every moment even when they are being little cow bags and driving ya up the wall running off when ya in walmart doing ya shopping when there screaming abusive thin

I'm Told That Good Will Come To Those Who Wait.
Why is it that the longer we wait for the good to show up, the more we get hurt. I a 27 year old man who have been living my life day by day and with out anything to tie me down. I've been helping people make ends meet and srvive our ever changing world. I never ask for anything back in return. I work hard to gain ground. i always look foward to helping people with problems that i have not lived my self but yet i manage to be able to help them over come there dilema. i seem to be helpful when it comes to other peoples lives but yet i can't seem to keep mine straight. why is it that i'm good for help but bad at helping myself. i'm stumped. so it good comes to those who wait, then where is my lil piece of happiness to settle my life on.

Flip Or Not To Flip
heres a funny story on math enjoy.... The next time one of your kids or grandchildren whines over doing his or her math - that its a waste of time - that they'll never use it once they grow up... Give em this to read. THE MAN WHO KNOWS HIS MATH He writes: I was riding to work yesterday when I observed a female driver, who cut right in front of a pickup truck, causing the driver to drive onto the shoulder to avoid hitting her. This evidently angered the driver enough that he hung his arm out is window and gave the woman the finger. "Man, that guy is stupid," I thought to myself. I ALWAYS smile nicely and wave in a sheepish manner whenever a female does anything to me in traffic, and here's why: I drive 48 miles each way every day to work. That's 96 miles each day. Of these, 16 miles each way is bumper-to-bumper. Most of the bumper-to-bumper is on an 8 lane highway. There are 7 cars every 40 feet for 32 miles. That works out to 982 car

Mexifornia?
Thousands arrive illegally from Mexico into California each year—and the state is now home to fully 40 percent of America’s immigrants, legal and illegal. They come in such numbers because a tacit alliance of Right and Left has created an open-borders policy, aimed at keeping wage labor cheap and social problems ever fresh, so that the ministrations of Chicano studies professors, La Raza activists, and all the other self-appointed defenders of group causes will never be unneeded. The tragedy is that though illegal aliens come here hoping to succeed, most get no preparation for California’s competitive culture. Instead, their activist shepherds herd them into ethnic enclaves, where inexorably they congeal into an underclass. The concept of multiculturalism is the force-multiplier that produces this result: it transforms a stubborn problem of assimilation into a social calamity. Given hard feelings over recent ballot initiatives that curtailed not only aid to illegals but also affirma

Sentimental Offering Of Loving Endearment.
I always have some thing to say. People never seem to care or respect my feelings. My truths are me and as much as i try to ignore peoples ignorance i fall into a trap of harsh reality. I'm a hopeless romantic who beleives that true beauty is found in a persons words, actions and heart. Not in there apperance. Every one wants a supermodel, instead of looking for someone who completes them. Reality shows us how cruel people are and how selfish some people are. There is so much more to a person then just physical features. Sure i comment many peole with sexy or your hot. I'm a lil into people who are of the model type so yes i fall into my own trap. but most people i comment using adorable as my means of friendly views. I'm a easy going person who would like to find a soulmte who is the ying to my yang. One who knows how i feel with out asking, one who has sight with out seeing. Someone who would be willing to give up something they want for me, even though i will never ask them too. I

Tales From The Dope Opera 001
It was a full moon last night. The cold is biting at my skin, causing my lips to dry and crack. My bones to ache. The signs of winter are upon us, and the underpriveleged are becoming hard pressed for a warm, dry bed. I feel for them. I truly do. But the crackheads should burn in hell. I'm usually a pretty easy-going guy. I do my job, I live my life the way I'd like to be remembered, and I pay my bills on time. I mean, sure, I smoke weed. Who doesn't in this area? But I just don't get the crackheads. I mean, why even start doing a drug named after one of the ugliest body parts ever conceived? So I refuse to blame the drug. I blame the user. They made the active choice to smoke crack, they should face the consequences of that action. They didn't have a gun to their heads. That being said, this has been a crazy night for some. I've heard of four death threats, three fights, and one drunken case of an uninvited houseguest. And this is what happens when I stay in. Go f

I Have This Guy!!!!
- Get Your Own I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the

How Well Do You Know Me?
My name: Where did we meet: Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me: When is the last time that we saw each other: Do I smoke: Do I drink: When is my birthday: What was your first impression of upon meeting me: Do I have any siblings: What's one of my favorite things to do: Am I funny: What's my favorite type of music: What is the best feature about me: Am I shy or outgoing: Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: Do I have any special talents: Would you consider me a friend/good friend: Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what): What is a memory we have once had: Have you ever hugged me: Do you miss me: Do you think i miss you: What is my favorite food: Have you ever had a crush on me: If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be: What's your favorite memory of me: Who do I like right now: What is my worst habit:

What Color Is Your Soul Fire?
What color is your Soul Fire? PINK! You have a pink Soul Fire. Pink means you are sweet and like helping people, even if you don't know them. You like the quite more than a raging party. You always see the good in people and hate it when romours run around. But, sometimes people take advantage of your trustworthy ways and leave you badly scared emotionally. But you always pick yourself up and move on, looking on to a brighter tommorrow.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Crashing Walls!
Have you ever felt like the walls were just crashing in on you? Lately life has made me feel like all is crumbling in around me. Have you ever felt that way? Ever just wanted to runaway because you feel what is going on is unable to be solved? Hugs, ~Nadya~

What Kind Of Magic
What kind of magic would you have?(improved!!) You'd have Healing Magic. With your magic you can find whats wrong with someone with ease. You can magically look through thier body and find whats wrong, and you can also take away pain and heal people's external wounds and some internal wounds, though that can make you very tired. Your Soul Fire color would mostlikely be violet, rosey pink or dark green.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

It Seems Like I Can Savely Say Im Scene
y: RADIO ROCK [ ] Nickelback [ ] Disturbed [ ] Shinedown [x] Seether [ ] Sevendust [x] System of a Down [ ] Flyleaf [ ] Staind [ ] Drowning Pool [ ] Taproot [ ] Mudvayne [ ] Audioslave [ ] Trapt [ ] KoRn [ ] Three Days Grace [ ] Evans Blue [ ] Godsmack TOTAL = 2 COUNTRY [ ] Rascal Flatts [ ] Carrie Underwood [ ] Leanne Rhymes [ ] Garth Brooks [ ] Dixie Chicks [ ]Kenny Chesney [ ] Tim McGraw [ ] Faith Hill [ ] Hank Williams Jr. [ ] Shania Twain [x] Johnny Cash [ ] Willie Nelson [ ] Merle Haggard [ ] Hank Williams TOTAL =1 PSYCHOBILLY [ ] Nekromantix [ ] Tiger Army [ ] HorrorPops [ ] The Cramps [ ] Mad Sin [ ] The Meteors [ ] Reverend Horton Heat [ ] Demented Are Go! [ ] Batmobile [ ] Guana Batz [ ] The Gun Club [ ] Klingonz [ ] Hellbillys [ ] The Phenomenauts TOTAL = 0 POP [ ] Teddy Geiger [ ] Ashlee Simpson [ ] Kelly Clarkson [ ] Madonna [ ] Avril Lavigne [x] Pink [ ] The Veronicas [x] Daniel Powter [ ] James Blu

Something I Wrote 2 Years....
Wings I laid down to my eternal sleep Eyes wide, staring at the endless starry depths of heaven My gaze locked with that of a silent winged creature Its vibrant, gold speckled eyes, full of wisdom and mystery Eyes that promise to wisp me away to serenity I grasp death by its powerful wings Releasing my soul as an immortal wonderer. Elizabeth "Lilly" Schneider

My Doggy Jd
My dog JD who was 14yrs old feel ill on the 2nd and passed on today the 5th. He was just a mutt, I resecued him from the pound when he was 7 wks. He out lasted two wives and several girlfriends. He will be greatly missed by me and my other dogs. He spent the last days of his life in the house, just as he started out. I did all I could for him in the end. I sat with him his last mourning, petting him and just talking to him. I will miss him soooo much. He will be my last outside dog. The only reason he became an outside dog, was cause I lost my place and had to stay with my mom and her asshole of a husband so outside he went and thats where he stayed. Rest in piece buddy. I Miss You.

Heres My Movie Soundtrack Again
So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, Creative Zen, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. DON'T LIE AND PRETEND JUST SO YOU CAN LOOK COOL Opening Credits: Everlasting Friend – Blue October Waking Up: Light with a Sharpened edge – The Used First Day At School: The Shotgun Message – Norma Jean Falling In Love: Ghost Man On Third – Taking Back Sunday Fight Song: Junkie Man - Rancid Breaking Up: Happiness by the Kilowatt – Alexisonfire Prom: Get Fighted - Alexisonfire Life: The Jesus Haircut - A Static Lullaby Mental Breakdown: Superman - Lazlo Bane Driving: Hate (I Really Don't Like You) – Plain White T’s Flashback: I Should Tell You – Eighteen Visions Wedding: Graveland – The 69 Eyes Death Scene: Black Mamba (Acoustic) - The Academy Is... Funeral Song: Town Meeting Song – Danny Elfman

A Day Without An Illegal Immigrant
What would a day without illegal aliens really be like? Let’s try to imagine it. On May 1 last, millions of illegal aliens working in meat-processing plants, construction, restaurants, hotels, and other “jobs Americans won’t do” were supposed to stay home from work to show the importance of their labor to our nation’s economy. Doubtless, there was some inconvenience, but there is another side to the story that was not reported. We are talking about illegal aliens, not mere “immigrants.” If legal immigrants stopped working for a day, we would miss the services of physicians, nurses, computer programmers, writers, actors, musicians, entrepreneurs of all stripes, and some airline pilots…as well as the CEO of Google. That would be more than an inconvenience, but it won’t happen because legal immigrants are not out marching angrily for rights that are already protected by our courts. But if illegal aliens all took the day off and were truly invisible for one day, there would be som

Hahaha
lmao me and my friend michelle. M-I-C-H-E-L-L-E says: c ya bula x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub.Him.l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..Deep.Inside.The.Corner.Of.My.Mind.Im.Attached.To.You..}} says: cya beatrice M-I-C-H-E-L-L-E says: omg hahaha M-I-C-H-E-L-L-E says: by ethal x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub.Him.l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..Deep.Inside.The.Corner.Of.My.Mind.Im.Attached.To.You..}} says: bye burtha M-I-C-H-E-L-L-E says: bye Belva x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub.Him.l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..Deep.Inside.The.Corner.Of.My.Mind.Im.Attached.To.You..}} says: bye francine M-I-C-H-E-L-L-E says: Bye majorie x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub.Him.l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..Deep.Inside.The.Corner.Of.My.Mind.Im.Attached.To.You..}} says: bye erima M-I-C-H-E-L-L-E says: Bye edith x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub.Him.l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..Deep.Inside.The.Corner.Of.My.Mind.Im.Attached.To.You..}} says: bye starla M-I-C-H-E-L-L-E says: bye stella x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub.Him.l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..Deep.Inside.The.Corner.Of.My.Mind.I

Im That Bored Heres A Survey, Many More To Come
Single or Taken: single Happy about that: yes Eye color: Green with Brown circles shoe size: 9 Height: 5ft8 What are you wearing right now?: pink top with skulls and hearts on and black trousers Righty or lefty: righty Can you make a dollar in change right now?: yep ---------------------------------------------------------- FAVORITES Kind of pants: jeans Animal: Dog Drink: Cup of tea Month: october Juice: pinapple,Apple or orange Favorite cartoon: The grim adventures of billy and mandy ---------------------------------------------------------- HAVE YOU EVER... Given anyone a bath: Nope never Bungee Jumped?: nope I wanna tho Made yourself throw-up?: yeah skinny dipped?: no Broken a bone: nope, I nearly broke my nose Played truth or dare: yeah Been in a physical fight?: yeah Been on a plane: yeah Come close to dying: no, came close to being hit by several cars thanks to my sis been in a hot tub: no

I Will Color Your Life
Like the sweet red wine upon your lips, I will intoxicate and cloud your mind. I will give you wonder. Like the fragrant red rose, my essence will invade your senses. I will give you beauty in all forms. Like hot red blood, I will course through your veins and fill your heart. I will give you life for I will be the reason your heart beats. Like the crisp red apple, my sweetness will play upon your tongue. I will sustain you. Like the golden sun, I will illuminate you. I will warm your soul. Like shiny golden coins, my heart will be your treasure. I will enrich your life. Like the warm golden sand upon which you tread, I will bear your weight. I will be your foundation. Like the golden sounds of laughter, my love will lift you up. I will be your contentment. Like the blue sky that stretches across the horizon, I will frame the beauty that lies before you. I will show you the possibilities. Like the cool blue water that carved out the mig

Counting Bodies Like Sheep To The Rythmn Of A War Drum
Warning!!! Rated (R) Content may not be suitable for some viewers.. Blood, Gore,Death and Destruction.. But down right Bad Ass!!! Counting Bodies Like Sheep to the Rhythm of the War DrumAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Time For Barney Frank Resign
Rep. Barney Frank (D-MA) accused the Bush administration of perpetrating “ethnic cleansing by hurricane” in Louisana after Katrina, in order to make Louisiana more Republican. It should be obvious that he’s wrong and he’s gone so far over the line of acceptable political discourse that there is no turning back for him. The local officials in New Orleans had a plan, but it was a shoddy plan that would produce a ghost town. And it did. So if there’s genocide to be found (and there isn’t, regarding Katrina or its aftermath), it’s to be found on New Orlean’s own local elected government. But, there was and is no genocide connected to Katrina in any way, shape or form. Barney Frank should be held to account for his statement. He should be hounded about it every journalist with access to him. To accuse the sitting President of the United States of enacting ethnic cleansing on American soil is to accuse the President of the United States of committing a grave atrocity worthy of imp

Reality Check
LOOK YANNO WHAT LMAO....IF U CANT SEEM TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I AM TATTOOED AND IN MANY DIFFERENT PLACES FUKKIN DEAL WITH IT. IF SOME OF U IDIOTS WOULD TAKE THE TIME AND READ MY PROFILE AND SEE THAT THIS IS WHO I AM B4 TRYIN TO PUT ON A FAKE FRONT JUST TO GET WHAT U WANT....WELL GUESS WHAT GET OVER IT. I AM NOT HERE TO IMPRESS NO ONE AND THATS ON MY PROFILE. IF U CANNOT ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM OR WHATEVER U AINT WORTH MY FUKKIN TIME. MAYBE U NEED TO FACE UR ISSUES IN LIFE B4 FUKKIN JUDGIN ME FOR WHATEVER IT IS. IM HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS NOT TO BE JUDGED .... TAKE A LOOK AT MY PROFILE..DO EXACTLY WHAT IT SAYS " DONT JUDGE ME BASED ON UR IGNORANCE" ...TAKE SOME ADVISE B4 U JUMP DOWN MY SHIT. IM DAWNIE AND NOTHIN WILL CHANGE THAT UR LOSS NOT MINE.

Heres Another One By Me
What is Day and What is night? As thy light of the sun shines, The animals of the world arise. As thy day begains to start, The wind blows gently across the planet and brings hopes and dreams to those just laying down for a nights rest. Through the time of a life many think what is day and what is night. when the answer is night is day and day is night. For no matter what happens the life of our world will always think and always wonder, what is day and what is night. Warren Francis Andrews Copyright ©2007 Warren Francis Andrews

An Attempt At Song Writing
"Perfectly Me" Verse 1 I'm falling apart and my soul is broken I feel so alone and I'm not open It's like I've done nothing right I look in ur eyes and I am frozen I try to disguise words unspoken Afraid of the past that I hide Pre-chorus I can't decide what's real and make believe I live my life but I'm caught in a fantasy Chorus I try to breath but I'm drowning underneath this water I try to live but I'm dying from everything u want me to be Verse 2 This isn't real I am faking All these thoughts I am trying to shake off And I see that I'm all alone You can be my savior You can be the one that saves me But I am not worthy of it all Pc 2 I can feel you taking over me, But I don't know if I'm trapped or being set free Chorusx2 You, you want me But u deserve more than I can give I, I am damaged So you need to rise above me and live ur life I'm falling apart and my soul is broken I look in your eyes and I am frozen So afraid of doing nothing

Here Is Another One Yay
well the question of the day would be about these cherry points what is the deal with them how do ppl get more points then others my friend is at 99.99% and others i see on here are at least at 200.000 points ahead of the game and have 2500 pics on their profile so i was just wondering what is up with that situation i rate other ppl pics on here and i like this site alot from the time i wake up till the time i go to sleep trying to increase my level as the day goes on and on and on the hours pass and i lost 3 am the other night wile i was on here i was like holy shit where did three am go im was so much into this cherry buisness lol well i hope u all liked my first blod blah hehe got ya all on that one u thought it was sooooooooooooooo important that u had to read it hehe haha tata tete got ya ok ill go for now ill keep everybody updated on how im doing and let me know the situation with the points system goes here

Caught In The Act
Suzanne Jamison was 42 years old and having an affair with a 20 year old pool boy. She and Anthony were making love in the lounge chair beside the pool one afternoon. Suzanne's body glistened in the sunlight. It was tanned, lean, and quite sexy for her age. Her skin was still very taut and smooth and her breasts were still as firm as when she was 18. She was a vision of beauty at any age! Unfortunately her husband Rob hadn't seemed to notice in years. He was a very busy account rep for a major advertising agency, and between long hours at the office, out of town meetings with clients and training camps, about the only thing he had time to do when he got home every night was shower and collapse into bed. Not that Suzanne minded very much. She loved having time to herself all day, and she loved that he made plenty of money, which Suzanne was all to happy to spend. Of course it did leave her feeling rather lonely and deprived at times. Her body still felt young and alive, and it needed at

If You Understand The Hiddenmeaning Of Poetry Then U See Ther Real Me
True Nature As thy wind blows through the feilds of wheat. The egale flys so swiftly across the sky. As thy water lays calm and cool in the lake. The Bobcat lays calm and collective as the butterfly flys by. This is what the true nature is like. Let us thank god for this wonder. Warren Francis Andrews Copyright ©2007 Warren Francis Andrews

Bloging
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Lost
I seem to be lost in my head im in a world of confusion I want something in my life but at the same time i dont because i know that same thing will fucke me over in the end. I wont to be loved and kissed like any normal person but I cant seem to bring myself into doing it because i know how it feel to be fucked over to have your heart in a million pieces and when you finally get them back together after a ytear or so its gets broken again. You wonder why people are mean and nasty its because people fuck them over and finally enough is enough and they arent going to let you walk all over them I mean I am told every day im a cocky bitch that runs her mouth too much and cant learn to keep her mouth shut. If I didnt have to protect myself and my heart I wouldnt have to be a bitch or anything. I would be nice....I am nice. You just have to get to know me. Im not a slut im not skinny im not pretty I am just me I like my shit my piercings my tattoos my cowgirl shit but that scares every one

I Do Not Like...
I don't like the new advertisements above the pictures. Not only because they are annoying, but also because they lead to nowhere, pretty much just scam websites. But I understand this site needs the money due to the increasing number of members so I won't complain about it anymore.

Casey Station
Well here it is the new year and I have finally arrived at Casey Station Antarctica. It is not like I expected, it is much better. I have seen lots of seals, penguins and other wildlife. That includes the old expeditioners on their way home. I will be here til Mar and having a blast as well as working very hard. I will try and update often

Wow
wow. hehehe. went Fishing off the pier with Harold Tommy Angel and DD tonight. it was a lot of fun. even though it was chilly and really windy out. That and i don't touch anything slimy and gross. Though i DID catch a fish! little stripper that was thrown back. too little to do anything with. i'm proud of myself. yay me!!!! today was the last day of my first week of work. i'm EXHAUSTED!!!!!!!!!!!!! whew!!!! and i have HOW many more decades of this to look forward to? i'm NOT seeing the joy. at least it's a job that i can plan decades with and will pay. that's the BIG benefit. also, it uses a mentor program and i'm not thrown in to learn this trade by myself. that's a good thing too. In a couple of weeks i get to see SUPERNOVA in concert! i'm totally stoked on that one!!! In march i get to see Cradle of Filth, one of my all time favorite bands at my favorite arena, the Norva. Totally stoked!!!!!!!!! Taking my mom to see Peter, Paul and Mary in march also. total

Cant Take It
Ive been crying all night,im physically hurting,I dont know what to do, I feel like not caring so much anymore, I want to turn, be coldhearted,Just so I can careless what the hell happens... I dont want love, if it means I get hurt each time.I tried so hard, to get you to see me...Each time I stayed myself, let you in a little more,but to you I wasnt acceptable,to you I was just a little girl in your gallery of people.Its hard to let go, and I know one day you will realize,when Im gone at least, you lost something special...Even then I dont think you care.

Just A Song I Had Goin Thrumy Head...
There was rain on the street last night We stood beneath the front door light Everything we said, we made sure the neighbors heard You called me this, I called you that Standing on the welcome mat Everything we felt, it all came down to just one word But you couldn’t say it And I couldn’t say it You know I tried, my best to go I know you cried, ‘cause I hurt you so It should have been easy to say that we were through But to walk away from love was more than we could do It was almost goodbye Almost goodbye Now there was sun through the blinds this morning When I opened up my eyes Outside I could hear a mockingbird I could feel your heartbeat as you lay there by my side I thought of how the world could end With just one word But you couldn’t say it And I didn’t say it You know I tried, my best to go I know you cried, ‘cause I hurt you so It should have been easy to say that we were through But to walk away from love wa

Starting Over For The First Time... Again
A shadowed past, of horror's unreal. A childhood spent, in years of fear. ~ Now a adult, so far out of reach. I'm looking for answers, yet the people only preach. ~ Time at it's end, yet only the beginning. Feelings of doubt, and never surrendering. ~ Tomorrow will come, even if I'm out of breath. I need time to touch reality, before I end it all in death. ~ What a awful waste, of my childhood dreams. Hell has taken the place, of my heaven it seems

Just Lettin U Know
I started creating mums on this thing to get opinions of what i should do in my life! I think of them as little surveys! So if u wish to give your opinions go for it! I have two up right now! Also I added a bunch of vids to my stash cause I want to alter my profile but Im unsure what to do with it! Peace to all and I hope u all have happy days ahead!

21st Century
21ST CENTURY Living in the 21st century is hard for a man proud of his race and history. That is if you just so happen to be of white European decent, with the way societies are run, the involvement of the Jew and the preaching of equality for all non whites it has become even harder for a white man to express his love for his race. Labels are quick to be handed out on a white person now, the media has all but destroyed our once great race with their lies and their teachings. Students today learn unimportant facts about once god like men of the world, instead of teachers teaching the truths about events they are forced into spreading lies, instead of education being a priority money is rerouted right into the Jewish hands and instead of teaching a white child that his or her race was the founder of modern day society he or she is taught that their ancestors only were able to create the foundation for modern day society with the blood sweat and tears of those they enslaved. All

Life?
Grandfathers in the hospital. Friendships are falling apart. Cheers and happy new years. More and more often i want to just disappear. To many things that i had to hold on to are just slipping through my fingers one by one. Whats the point of going on? Seriously. You think your important. Your not. You think you are significant to others. Your not. Can everyone go about their daily routines whether your here or not. Yes they can. haha Seriously whats the point. Two constants in this world. Pain. Death. Every single person on this planet feels pain whether it be physical, mental, or the worst of them all emotional. And every single person in this world will one day die. You know i had a ray of hope and light. But just like all things in my life. Its gone. haha one of the two constants. Guess i know whats next...

My Trip To Vegas!!
Well its 1am and I am home from vegas. It was a fucking blast!! I had a great time and I had only budgeted 40 dollars a day! Can you believe it?? I played a lot of craps, and was up till about 5 am every day that I was gone, and it didn't even seem like it was that late untill the next day when I had to get up lol. My brothers wedding was awesome! It was so nice and awesome that if I get married I am definately going to go to vegas to do it! Actually it put me into a strange mind set that I would really like to find some one to marry. Strange thought huh? Me thinking that way?? Well I guess that things happen some times that we don't expect. I really would love to go back, and have another great time, but this time I think I would budget at least a hundred dollars a day! lol I am going to put pics up as soon as I can, my mom has to up load the pics to the pc first. There was so much that was there, and that happened while I was there, that if you would like to know more

Pickup Lines
1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea . I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my nuts ti

Gotta Love Monty Python
Sit on my face, and tell me that you love me. I'll sit on your face and tell you I love you, too. I love to hear you moralize, When I'm between your thighs; You blow me away! Sit on my face and let my lips embrace you. I'll sit on your face and let my love be truly. Life can be fine if we both sixty-nine, And we'll sit on our faces in all sorts of places and play, 'Till we're blown away!

What Happened To The Others?
Well, i got tired of some of these people on here that might rip or just copy them for the use of fooling others on here. so if you would like to see them again i'll have to add you to my family...that is if your showing those kinds of pics too.;) but, some of you that already my friends will be put in the family already.

Ahh Well Isn't The Year Peachy?
Well not even a week has gone by and the year is already on a downward spiral.. It started off with me not doing anything for new years.. What's there to do? Hang out and drink? A, I don't drink and B, none of my so called friends called me back.. Next up is work.. Since work is always so much fun, I'll keep it short.. A co-worker/ supposed friend calls me up new years day and says hey happy new years.. ( nothing wrong there.. YeT!) he then was like say where is the football game at ( people from work always have a new years day game) I tell'm and then ask... so what'd you do last night? he then went on and told me about his wonderful time with a bunch of his and his wife’s friends, that they had over. . So like WTF? I'm not a friend? Not even to have asked? It's not like we haven’t hung out before.. Next goes for today.. My wonderful day at work.. I show up and people start questioning me.. Everything ok? Did the clock round you? Did someone call you earlier? then finally a supervi

Disposeable Friends?
Some one made a comment to me the other day they said that isnt it funny that most people on here are disposable friends? i kinda didnt really lookinto what he ment untill recently i wont get into it but yea something to that effect happened to me i had a arguement w someone on here and lo and behold they could give 2 shits less about me when 3 weeks prior she was kissin my ass about how do you run a radio station... Makes me sad really i never wanted to feel like a throw away friend I love meeting new folks and i love talking to everyone ah well i guess its live and learn i will say this i lost a good friend because i was disposable but then again was she really a friend Guess not

Spanish
Aquí la envidia y mentira me tuvieron encerrado. Dichoso el humilde estado del sabio que se retira de aqueste mundo malvado, y con pobre mesa y casa, en el campo deleitoso con sólo Dios se compasa, y a solas su vida pasa, ni envidiado ni envidioso. boo hoo

Maybe Bye For Awhile..
in burnaby where i am we'er having big winds.. lights r flickering and street lights went out.. my power might be going out tonight so if im not on thats y.. but if i am then talk to u all soon :)

Does Any One Read These..
Even with messenergs it turns out I mostly talk to myself anyways... [00:56] Paroxysmus9: i havent' seen the sun for 2 almost 3 weeks [00:56] Paroxysmus9: it's nice, no buddy bothers me or talks to me [00:56] psycho.synthetik: aww [00:56] Paroxysmus9: that's what I want [00:57] Paroxysmus9: like yesterday I woke up at 6, was on myspace and shit till 630, took care of my dog, then my dad started following me everywhere telling me what a loser I am. [00:58] psycho.synthetik: lol [00:58] Paroxysmus9: it's funny I was outside having a cigerette, and he'd start talking about how much of his life I wasted, getting more mad, and the insults started getting more cruel till he nearly had an anerysm... I just stood there and let him carry on [00:59] psycho.synthetik: wow [00:59] Paroxysmus9: then from 9 to 10 when he was finished I sat here stared at the ceiling till my friends GF harassed the shit out of me to go play pool with her.... [00:59] Paroxysmus9: got there... [01:00] Paro

If You're Going Through Hell
Well you know those times When you feel like there's a sign there on your back Say's I don't mind if ya kick me Seems like everybody has Things go from bad to worse You'd think they can't get worse than that And then they do You step off the straight and narrow And you don't know where you are Use the needle of your compass To sew up your broken heart Ask directions from a genie In a bottle of Jim Beam And she lies to You That's when you learn the truth If you're going through hell Keep on going, Don't slow down If you're scared, don't show it You might get out Before the devil even knows you're there Well I been deep down in that darkness I been down to my last match Felt a hundered different demons Breathing fire in my back And I knew that if I stumbled I'd fall right into the trap that they were laying, Yeah But the good news Is there's angels everywhere out on the street Holding out a hand to pull you back upon your feet The one's that you been

I Hope 2007 Will Be A Good Year For Me
hey my fans of my blogs lol i just hope 2007 for me will be a better year compared to 2006 because it was a crappy start to the year in 2006 for me i had my friendship with my best friend called Geoff who i had been friends with for 16-17 years and on 1/10/07 (1/10/07)my time will be 1 year since i have had no contact with him since the friendship ended so in a way it's a bad start to 2007 for me but new years eve was quiet but good so i just hope the rest of 2007 is a good year for me so until the next blog by me take care people from Bruce

Scary Night
Had a bit of a scare tonight. Bf called me to his side to hold his hand. He felt it was "time". He could see the light as he pointed out of the window. It was the street light and I told him as such. But he was sure that it was "the light". His voice was totally different due to the pain he is in. I sat with him for a time and told him that I love him. He started crying saying he wanted to tell his kids this. I asked him if he wanted me to call them. Nephew showed and daughter-in-law. Son was unable to leave work so if it got down to the nitty gritty daughter in law would call him. Daughter in law was holding me while I cried and bf was telling nephew to not let me cry..as he did not want to see me cry. I was beginning to lose it and nephew and daughter-in-law helped me get myself back in order of sorts. Daughter was on her way (45 min drive) as I convinced him to take some pain meds to see if it would help. Called daughter and told her to hold off coming as bf

On The Road Again.
well its that time im in baytown tx.right now reloaded in benham tx.on my way to miami fl. for monday morning.weather is great down here 50s at nite 70s in the day so hopefully ill have a god ride.washed my truck yesturday.two hours later it rained in me what a drag just blew 60 dollars for nothing.owell ill talk some more 2morow have fun talk soon.BFN...

The Art Of Knowing The Difference!
> Subject: The Art of Knowing The Difference > > > > A RECENT STUDY FOUND OUT ON WHICH DAYS MEN PREFER TO HAVE SEX. IT WAS >FOUND THAT MEN PREFERRED TO ENGAGE IN SEXUAL ACTIVITY ON THE DAYS THAT >STARTED WITH THE LETTER "T". > EXAMPLES OF THOSE DAYS ARE AS FOLLOWS: > TUESDAY > THURSDAY > TODAY > TOMORROW > THANKSGIVING > THATURDAY > THUNDAY > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > RECENTLY ANOTHER SURVEY WAS CONDUCTED TO DISCOVER WHY MEN GET OUT OF BED >IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT. > > FOLLOWING ARE THE SURVEY RESULTS: > 5% SAID IT WAS TO GET A GLASS OF WATER > 12% SAID IT WAS TO GO TO THE BATHROOM > 83% SAID IT WAS TO GO HOME > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > WHAT'S THE BEST FORM OF BIRTH CONTROL AFTER 50? > NUDITY > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > What's the difference between a girlfriend and a wife? > ABOUT 45 LBS. > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > WHAT'S THE

Nickelback(rockstar Lyrics)
I'm through with standing in line to clubs we'll never get in It's like the bottom of the ninth and I'm never gonna win This life hasn't turned out quite the way I want it to be I want a brand new house on an episode of Cribs And a bathroom I can play baseball in And a king size tub big enough for ten plus me I'll need a credit card that's got no limit And a big black jet with a bedroom in it Gonna join the mile high club At thirty-seven thousand feet I want a new tour bus full of old guitars My own star on Hollywood Boulevard Somewhere between Cher and James Dean is fine for me I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame I'd even cut my hair and change my name [CHORUS] 'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just won't eat And we'll hang out in the coolest bars In the VIP with the movie stars Every good gold digger's G

Real Good Man
Girl, you've never known no one like me Up there in your high society They might tell you I'm no good Girl they need to understand Just who I am I may be a real bad boy But baby I'm a real good man I may drink too much and play too loud Hang out with a rough and rowdy crowd That don't mean I don't respect My mama or my Uncle Sam Yes sir, yes ma'am Might have a reckless streak At least a country mile wide If you're gonna run with me It's gonna be a wild ride When it comes to lovin' you I've got velvet hands I'll show you how a real bad boy Can be a real good man I'll take all the good times I can get I'm too young for growing up just yet Ain't much I can promise you Except to do the best I can I'll be damned.. --- Tim McGraw

Cherish (unappreciated Lyrics Bet Us Gals Have All Felt Like This
I'm feeling really unappreciated. You takin` my love for granted, babe. I don't know how much more, I can take from you. You don't do the things you use to do. You don't even say I love you too. and lately I've been feeling, Feeling unappreciated. [Verse 1:] Woke up this morning and saw your face And you didn't look the same as yesterday. I got the feeling that you can't seem to see, What you want to be. And lately it ain't been the same at all. When you're here its like I'm invisable I still can't seem to see where I went wrong. Cuz I'm feeling [Chorus:] I'm feeling really unappreciated. You takin` my love for granted, babe. I don't know how much more, I can take from you. You don't do the things you use to do. You don't even say I love you too. and lately I've been feeling, Feeling unappreciated. [Verse 2:] Lately our house is not a home You come in, take a shower and then say I'm gone. what am I to do With my heart just leave But my feet wo

Red Ragtop
I was twenty and she was eighteen We were just about as wild as we were green In the ways of the world She's pick me up in that red ragtop We were free of the folks and hiding from the cops On a summer night Running all the red lights We'd park way out in a clearing in a grove And the night was as hot as a coal-burning stove We were cooking with gas We knew it had to last In the back of that red ragtop She said please don't stop Well the very first time her mother met me Her green-eyed girl had been a mother to be two weeks I was out of a job and she was in school And life was the fast and the world was cruel We were young and wild We decided not to have the child So we did what we did and we tried to forget And we swore up and down there would be no regrets In the morning light But on the way home that night From the back of that red ragtop She said please don't stop loving me We took one more trip around the sun But it was all make believe in the

Please Help Me To Promote Myself
Hello my friends, Oh my gosh, this has been a very busy week for me. I am going to blow the roof off this community,I am going to promote it so hard there not going to know what hit them.You see For every person that signs up you get a dollar for each person,oh my gosh, those dollars add up very fast if you just promote the site. Aaron Martirano and myself Kathy Hamilton are joining as affiliates but you can join free and still get paid. I am doing very good in my business's, come aboard with Aaron and myself and be on our team. You have nothing to loose, except you not getting paid for promoting this site. You know I keep telling everyone to Advertise your presence and Market your Identity. I have made almost $1,000 dollars this last week. you need to get on board and let me teach you along with Aaron teaching you how to advertise your Presence and Market your Identity. We are now life coaches and motivational advisers. we would love for you to join us in this amazing n

An Idle Hope
When things go wrong The days turn bleak A heart sits still Apathy takes over Make an effort to show slight affection Give a kiss Something small What one does never matters Only the thought of one from another matters