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Cool
Look ok iam one hell of a cool lady i sit and say nothing to anyone i do my stash thing and just chill out and of all my friends i have 5 that say hi so whats the deal if you think iam a point player omg you got me wrong you show luv then you will get it back iam here for friends and ones who do say hi time to time SORRY ~~Nancy

His Dreams Come True
One day this guy, who has been stranded on a desert island for ten years, sees an unusual speck on the horizon. As the speck gets closer and closer, he begins to rule out the possibilities of a small boat, even a raft. Suddenly, emerging from the surf comes this drop-dead gorgeous blonde woman in a wet suit and scuba gear. She approaches him and asks seductively, "How long has it been since you've had a cigarette?" "Ten years!" he says. So she reaches over and unzips a waterproof pocket on her left sleeve and pulls out a fresh pack of cigarettes. He takes one, lights it, and after a long drag, says, "Man, oh man!" "Is that ever good!" She then seductively inquires "How long has it been since you've had a sip of bourbon?" Trembling, he replies, "Ten Years!" So she reaches over and unzips a waterproof pocket on her right sleeve, then pulls out a flask, and gives it to him. He opens the flask, takes a long swing, and says, "Wow, that's absolutely fantastic!" After this she start

Private Pics
Ok i get add me to private pics all the time and for what??? Please iam not naked in them so i pulled all out but one and he will stay put if i make you mad then hey you was not a friend if your cool with it then hey we will be fine~~Nancy

Lust
Can you take a moment To fuck my brain Taste the darkness And not go insane Can you handle the fear factor Let it seep into your veins Touch morbid illusion And still be the same It's never that easy To quit from my game Darkened dementia Call out my name! I'll twist you in angles I'll never be tamed To live in my madness Ignites raping flame

More Great Times For Me!!
In a couple of hours I'll be meeting my fiancée at the airport, as she will be here for another 20 days! Moreover, since the first phase of our paperwork has now been approved, PERHAPS this will be her last "visit" before she is able to stay in the U.S. permanently! She travels SUCH a distance to get her, & we find SO many things to do while she's here, that, well, Cherry Tap falls by the wayside for me. Have an **EXCELLENT** New Years, one 'n all!! Perhaps the 3rd weekend of January I'll once again be spending more time here??

Fallen Angel
Can you see my wings They're torn to shreds An angel fallen from grace What hell brings Are dangling threads Weaving an icy embrace My aura's dark The scars run deep Madness that will never die Like knives in the heart I wake from my sleep A small town suicide

Take My Hand
Take My Hand Once the sun goes down Take my hand, I will lead you through the dark I dont need light, I know where im going Ive been there before Don't let go of my had You will be lost forever and I can't save you As soon as the moon comes out Take my hand, we can run away Through the woods we'll race Follow me, trust me I'll show you the way Don't let go of my hand You will be left behind and I can't find you As dawn breaks Take my hand, we can fly away Above the clouds, we float, together You wont care about tommarow And have already forgot yesterday Don't let go of my hand You will fall And I will loose you Once we make it out of the dark And through the woods And after were past the clouds I'll take you there I will meet you there I can take you there anytime you want Everynight, if thats what you need The journey is long We can make it together But apart we will fail So don't

Sitting Here Lost
Well here it is 2 days after christmas and I sit her lost and heartbroken...I am missing someone dear in my life...My brother Mikey...He was taken back to prison yesturday and i feel like i have lost my best friend...I just sit here and want to cry when i think about him being locked up again...I just wish i could of protected him more...If I could of only got him out of Galesburg and down here living where he would be away from all the people up there who like to cause trouble and go to jail...But I couldn't do it...Maybe I didn't fight hard enough for it...Mikey was picked up the morning after Christmas...on a parole violation...Just really wish I knew and understood what was going on with him...All I know right now is he has been sent to stateville correctional center...and is on 24 hour lock down and can't make phone calls can't write nothing...As I sit here and write this I am crying wondering what I am going to do without my brother...Hell he would blow my celly up....he would ca

The Lords Answer
Where is my life going oh Lord ,I'm so scared it will never be the same is it all my fault am I the one to blame? Why do I feel so thrown upon the shores & waves knock me down more & more. I ask why me oh Lord why am I all alone on these shores.The Lord answers: Your life is going as planned ,dont be scared I have a hold of your hand. Though many waves knock you down upon lifes shores I'm allway's there to pick you up eveytime forevermore.Just because you don't see me does not mean I'm not there,you are never alone my child you are all way's in my care,

First Blog, Last Blog?
This is the first of very little I suspect. I currently am wasting my vacation time and could not find much else to do except lurk on this stuff. I am in Phoenix tomarrow for New Years, fam and what not. Other then that be safe and hopefully there is something to tell when I get back.

To All My Friends Here:)
HI !!! TO ALL MY FRIENDS HERE:) I WOULD LIKE TO SAY HI TO EVERYONE** AND THANK THE ONES THAT JUST JOIN MY NETWORK OF FRIENDS..I WANT TO TRY AND KEEP UP WITH EVERYONE HERE IN MY LIST AND THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE THE BEST WAY TO SAY HI TO EVERYONE...I DONT WANT TO FORGET ANYONE HERE ** HOPE THAT EVERYONE IS DOING GREAT AND ENJOYING THE WEATHER:) SUMMERS ALMOST GONE FOR SOME OF US...AND THAT SUCKS LOL*) SO AM WISHING EVERYONE OF YOU THE BEST AND HOPE THAT YOU ARE HAVING FUN WHERE EVER YOU MAY BE....GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND GOOD LUCK IN WHATEVER YOU DO*) YOUR FRIEND..MOHAMMAD

Lettin Go Is Soooooo Hard!!!
OH my Charlie i want to tell you how much you are missed by everyone.I never thought five months ago that i would ever get that phone call that you were gone, I think that was one of the hardest things that I had to hear. It was as hard as hearing that Joshua was leaving us also. What sucks is that I will never hear a kind word from you again i can't pick up the phone and call just to cry to you about my life going wrong!!! I miss your arms around me when you were hugging me, i miss the loving words that you always had just to let me know that you care. I want you to know that this Christmas was so hard cause I felt so alone not to be able to pick up the phone and say I LOVE YOU and Merry Christmas to you!!! I had to go through all of the thoughts of what happened to me with Joe all over again and this time i could not pick up the phone and cre and this time ypu weren't calling me to see if I was ok. I so want to heal and accept that you are gone but i can't get past the accepitence p

Desire (old One)
He sits across the room in his plush over stuffed chair. A cigarette in his mouth. Watching her through the haze of smoke, as she sits on pillows by the fireplace. He smiles as she runs her fingers through her long wavy hair. Her face glows from the light of the dancing flames in the fireplace. His eyes shine as she throws her head back, her chest thrusting forth as the firelight catches her silhouette under her sheer blue-green silks. The outline of her hard nipples down to the underline of her breast. As she breathes in and out he shifts in his chair watching her. Never taking his eyes off her, he reaches over and puts his cigarette out. Standing, he bends and runs his hands down his legs pushing his jeans down his boots, his eyes keeping her in his sight. She raises from her heels, her hips thrusting forward, thighs spreading wide as she runs her hands down her body, over her breast, tummy, down to her parted thighs, as she runs her fingers slowly up her thighs raising her silks

Dnd Poem Of Friends
DND Poem of friends FRIENDS WITHOUT FACES We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must So w

Before It's Too Late
Before It's Too Late Make a wish upon a star And your dreams will come true. Stretch your hand and touch the sky, The choice is up to you. Show someone how much you care And they'll love you even more. Don't hold back your feelings The way you did before. Open your heart to those you love And they'll open their hearts to you. Act in faith and not in sorrow, The choice is up to you. Open your eyes widely And run through the gate. Make peace with your inner turmoil Before it is too late. I know what I am saying I know that you do too. We all have to voice our feelings, But the choice is up to you.

My Love Is Like
MY LOVE My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender.

My Christmas!
it was pretty much amazing. i got a new computer! which is good news for all of you because ill be on here a lot more, especially on messenger..for those of you that i talk to on there. and i also got a new pink slvr which i love..and tons of new clothes of course along with other things. if any of you care, me and my boyfriend are doing alright, just great sex is the extent of it. im still talking to that other guy though..he is on break from college so we've been hanging out. nothing else really exciting has been going on, i cant wait for new years of course :)

Week 2
EVERYTHING STILL GOING GREAT ONLY ONE MORE WEEK OF THIS DAME LIQUID DIET AND THEN I GO TO NASTY PUREES BUT ITS ALL GOING TO BE WORTH IT I HAVE LOST ALMOST 50 POUNDS SINCE MARCH 17 HAS BEEN SINCE SURGERY WELL THERE IS AN UPDATE FOR THOSE WHO CARE

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"Welcome To The Black Parade" When I was a young boy, My father took me into the city To see a marching band. He said, "Son when you grow up, would you be the savior of the broken, the beaten and the damned?" He said "Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non-believers, the plans that they have made?" "Because one day I'll leave you, A phantom to lead you in the summer, To join The Black Parade." When I was a young boy, My father took me into the city To see a marching band. He said, "Son when you grow up, would you be the savior of the broken, the beaten and the damned?" Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me. And other times I feel like I should go. And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets. And when you're gone we want you all to know. We'll carry on, We'll carry on And though you're dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on We'll carry on And in my heart I can't contain it The anthem won'

A Story From Beneath This Saint's Tainted Halo...
There's a book with many chapters Many thorns lead to a rose Each of which has once drawn blood Many secrets undisclosed Stories spin in circles The end is as the start Gold bullets in the right hand Toys with mangled parts Scars creating something vivid Unveiling strength from shame Inspiration from the madness Igniting into flame Each thorn contains a lesson Each chapter has a beast The flower blooms for each of them A restless soul finds peace

Later
will be leaving in case anyone wants to know!! Need to get back to reality in my own world! If you care or care to write you can reach me at jethro201_99@yahoo.com. To those who have reached out, thanks so much, come say hi as often as you can out at Yahoo or messenger. Muuaahhh!!! to all you lovely hearted people. BE sweet, cause i know you are sexy!! ;) James

God's Thoughts On Lawns(funny)
: Wednesday, June 28, 2006 12:37 PM Subject: God And St. Franics God's Thoughts on Lawns GOD: Francis; you know all about gardens and nature. What in the world is going on down there on the planet? What happened to the dandelions, violets, thistle and stuff I started eons ago? I had a perfect no-maintenance garden plan. Those plants grow in any type of soil, withstand drought and multiply with abandon. The nectar from the long-lasting blossoms attracts butterflies, honeybees and flocks of songbirds. I expected to see a vast garden of colors by now. But, all I see are these green rectangles. St. FRANCIS; It's the tribes that settled there, Lord. The Suburbanites. They started calling your flowers "weeds" and went to great lengths to kill them and replace them with grass. GOD: Grass? But, it's so boring. It's not colorful. It doesn't attract butterflies, birds and bees; only grubs and sod worms. It's sensitive to temperatures. Do these Suburbanites

They Grow Them Big In Texas
They Grow Them Big in Texas A Texan is drinking in a New York bar, when he gets a call on his cell phone. He hangs up, grinning from ear to ear, and orders a round of drinks for everybody in the bar because, he announces, his wife has just produced a baby boy weighing 15 pounds. Nobody can believe that any new baby can weigh in at 15 pounds, but the Texan just shrugs, "That's about average down home, folks. Like I said, "My boy's a typical Texas baby boy." Congratulations showered him from all around, and many exclamations of "WOW!" were heard. One woman actually faints due to sympathy pains. Two weeks later, he returns to the bar. The bartender says, "Say, you're the father of that typical Texas baby that weighed 15 pounds at birth, aren't you? Everybody's been makin' bets about how big he'd be in two weeks. We were gonna call you. So... How much does he weigh now?" The proud father answers, "11 pounds." The bartender is puzzled, and concerned. "What happened? He weighed

Hubby Doesn't Shop
Cash, check or charge?" I asked after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet I notice a remote control for a television set in her purse. "Do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied. "But my husband refused to come shopping with me, so I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him!"

Ive Been A Bad Bad Girl Hehe
woaoh ive been a bad bad girl woaoh ive been bad yes the adicts gotta love them .. after a couple hours at earls the local 25 hour eatery i made my way to my exes where i proceeded to do the usual routine he met me outside we hugged and made our way inside he said you know where the shirts are so i grab a shirt ..unzip my dress and put it on so im just in his shirt a cut of punk t shirt and i made my way to the bed and crawled in stealing his spot and his blanket like always the blanket was cold onmy skin it felt nice and i watched him as he sat on the floor and played video game i rolled over facing the wall trying to go to sleep so that the kink filling my mind would stop and he kept reaching back and poking me wake up wake up hahah ... im awake i said hahah ... inevitably i dosed off this time on my back, but i woke up when he crawled into bed a little while later i moved over and lifted the blanket up for him we layed facing each other and after he got settled made the normal mo

Fuck Me Savage...
Fuck Me Savage... I want you inside me Behind me, on top of me and beside me I want you to touch my tits Rub them hard, oh please don't quit Rub my pussy, rub it deep Make me cry in passion, make me weep Fuck me hard, fuck me savage Engulf my pussy, it`s yours to ravage Hear my moans, hear my screams Our sex surpasses even my wildest dreams I am yours, and you are mine Our bodies as one, crossing that line Falling over the edge, falling fast This type of passion is made to last ...

Lol: I Dont Know I Felt Like It
Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would u give me your number if so let me

Mens Brains
A guy walks into a store to buy brains. He asks the woman behind the counter how much each of the brains cost. The saleswoman tells him, "$5/gram for women's brains, $20/gram for dog's brains, and $100/gram for men's brains." So the guy is surprised with the varying prices, and he asks the saleswoman, "How come men's brain's are so much more expensive than women's brains or dog's brains?" And the saleswoman replies, "Are you kidding!? Do you know how many men it takes to get a gram of brains?"

About Sex!!!
7 kinds of sex! The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS.

Slush.........the Recipe. Make It, Drink It, Love It. I Do!
What you will need: Four green Tea bags, 2 cups sugar, 7 cups water (split as 5 and 2), 1 frozen Orange Juice, 1 frozen Lemonade, 2 cups Gin, 1 ice cream pail How to make: Boil each, the 5 and 2 cups water. In the 5 cups, dissolve the sugar. In the 2 cups, steep the 4 tea bags. Let sit till cooled. Combine all ingredients in the ice cream pail. Freeze for 24 hours, stirring occasionally to keep gin mixed evenly. When serving this, a variety of liquids can be mixed. Sour, sweet, different fruit juices, even such sodas like Code Red work well. I do a half glass slush, half liquid. Drink up and enjoy, makes a great holiday or summer treat!

Ok, I Have A Serious Question
Has anyone ever actually seen a billboard being changed? I'm really starting to think that billboard fairies change billboards. I live in Dallas where there are thousands of billboards and they can change from month to month but I have never ever ever seen a single person actually DOING it. So, that's my billboard conspiracy theory. ***kisses*** BeerQueen

7 Kinds Of Sex
7 kinds of sex! The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS.

Not A Day Goes By
It has almost been 5 months since u left us to go home! Not a day goes by that I dont wish I could hear your voice just one more time to see your smile to be hugged and feel like I was in the most peaceful spot in the world in my bestfriends arms. Some many things I wanted to say and never got the chance. Though I know I am one of the lucky ones for I know what it is like to be loved by you and to know how your smile could warm a room it doesnt take back the fact that I will never be able to see those things again... Christmas was hard this year because I know that Katie and Kylie needed u with them and that Katie felt very alone without you!! I know that it takes time to heal all wounds I just wish the one that my soul is trying to heal from now which is my lose of you would hurry up and mend alittle. I know where u are there is no unhapppiness but for those of us left behind we will forever hurt until the day we can join you.. I try every day to be strong and

Getting Jumped In Barcelona With Leather Belts And Metal Buckles Is Great!
First off this is how it started. someone ran by and jacked my backpack here were contents of what was in my bag Kirks Ipod mini Aharons sick ass digital camera Aharons remote flash My new fishing pole and takle Aharons 256MB XD Meremy card My XD memery cards 512 MB 128MB 32MB My Lunch and snacks for the day a Knife and tools all my wax and shoe laces for the trip and some other random shit I bought with me Im SOOOOOOOOOOO BUMMMMMMED Right now! you have no idea nothing could cheer me up I think I want to go home =( Later in the day I decided to goto Macba for one last sesh with Kirk and Warren before they go back to CA. So me and Ryan are skating this barrier down a drop having a fucking great time then these Moroccanï¿½s start playing soccer in front of us Ryan does a big spin front board down the barrier and he slips out and it rolls by them but did not hit them at all then when Ryan gets back to where I was he said I think these guys are gona try to start s

Please Help
OK folks ,I'm almost at the next cherry level please go and rate my pics to help out only need 254 more points ,take 5 minutes and rate my pics ,rip them after U rate them I don't mind.....Thanxs and have a Happy New Year.....Cheers ..Yogi

He Went Back In Today
Cystic Fibrosis SUX@ CherryTAP RAY WENT BACK IN THIS EVENING...HE HAS BEEN SICK FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS NOW AND HAS HAD A HARD TIME BREATHING THE PAST FEW NIGHTS SO WHEN HE GOT UP THIS MORNING I MADE HIM CALL HIS DOCTORS AND THEY HAVE ADMITTED HIM. HE HASENT BEEN ON ANY IV ANTIBIOTICS SINCE HE GOT OUT IN NOVEMBER, SO I JUST THINK THAT ITS TIME THAT HE DOES AND HE KNEW IT TO THATS WHY HE CALLED THEM AND SINCE I MADE HIM DO IT SO SOON MAYBE HE WONT BE IN AS LONG THIS TIME I HOPE. I PLANNED ON GOING BACK TO WORK AFTER THE NEW YEAR, SO NOW IS THE TIME FOR HIM TO GO IN...KEEP HIM IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS AS WE DO THINK OF ALL OF YOU...LOVE TO YOU ALL...HERES HIS ROOM NUMBER FOR ANY OF YOU WHO WANT TO CALL AND CHAT WITH HIM IF HES UP FOR IT 843-876-3833 THATS THE DIRECT LINE TO HIS ROOM.

Ahaaaaaaaaa
yep, got the result of my biopsy: i have helicobacter pylori in my stomach, giving me gastritis and apparently i had it for long time... bad huh? that gives me 10 days of treatment with 2 very strong meds, and 3 months more of a very reduced diet... >:(

Nobody Likes You
Never make a mistake That you can't forgive yourself for Never chase a dream That you don't want to catch Never give up Never say die Accept the unaccepted Expect nothing in return Share a kiss with a stranger Bare your soul to another Be all that you can't be Be aware that nothing is impossible Teach the world You have nothing to fear But the fear of living up to your potential

A Poem I Found.........so Very Moving To Me.
Morning Poem I woke early one morning The Earth lay cool and still When suddenly a tiny bird Perched on my window sill He sang a song so lovely So carefree and so gay That slowly all my troubles Began to slip away He sang of far off places Of laughter and of fun It seemed his very trilling Brought up the morning sun I stirred beneath the covers Crept slowly out of bed Then gently shut the window And crushed his fucking head. I'm not a morning person. Ha ha ha ha ;)

Sex With Me...
Born on the 4th of July and all... Cancer and Sex Like the rest of their life, a sexual encounter with Cancer is much like a slow dance, but if you've got the right moves, you can take the Crab on a torrid tango. Ole! The emotional firepower that can be aroused within Cancer usually manifests itself as a series of wonderful fantasies and less as sexual acrobatics. Either way, it's pure pleasure for both partners. The Crab is also quite intuitive and can generally sense what their lover wants, which makes an encounter between the sheets a finely tuned union. Cancer's feminine side is often on display in the bedroom, which means the Crab enjoys being made love to. The good news is that the Crab is a very receptive student! With the Crab, sex often equals love and its nurturing aspects (such as home and hearth), so anyone who can appeal to this sign's deep need for security is likely to unleash a volcanic eruption of sensual treats. Being a Water sign, Cancerians are quite fond of

My Brain's Gender
Some parts snipped (one part I didn't take, and other results snipped). From http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/sex/add_user.shtml?users=1 Part 1 Angles This task tested your ability to identify the angle of a line by matching it with its twin. This is a spatial task, which looks at how you picture space. Your score: 10 out of 20 Average score for men: 15.1 out of 20 Average score for women: 13.3 out of 20 What does your result suggest? If you scored 0 - 12: You have more of a female brain. Scientists believe that people with a female brain find it more difficult to judge the slope of a line because they're not wired for spatial tasks. In past studies, 65 per cent of people who scored in this range were women. Spot the difference This task tested your ability to identify which objects changed position. You lost points, if you incorrectly identified objects. Your score: 21% Average score for men: 39% Average score for women: 46% If you scored

Karma
KARMA Karma is a mother fucker. If you do dirt, you'll get dirt. There is a difference between doing wrong and being wrong. If you choose not to decide, you still have made a choice. Simple play on words. Every day you wake up is a gift. That's why it is called the present. Peace, Bless All and don't do nothin I wouldn't do. (HEHE)

I Cried For You
Gentle soul I can not ease your journey nor tell you where it is your steps must fall I can not turn back time nor erase what's done fate will not bend to the will of mortals and my tears cannot wash away your pain or regret I can do naught but lend these meager hands to help you up should you stumble I can offer no solution but lend these shoulders to help support your burdens I can work no spell but lend this heart to listen when you need to speak or comfort where you will let me I wish only for the gods/goddesses to bless you with the strength to weather the storm that your wounds will mend that your heart will sing once more that your smile will reach your eyes that your inner beauty will shine with light of a thousand stars again without the clouds of sorrow as cover that you will see tomorrow with new hope I can give you nothing but my friendship support and love and pray that that will be enough

-+-butterflies Riding Ravens-+-
she sits staring across storm clouds eyes filling with the grey and rain hoping to wash her heart less visible gathering threads of tattered silver linings weaving them into lost fairytales to veil glistening mercury lashes she only shines when no one is looking she sheds tears in pale lavender petals too small to fall they scatter the sky particles of dreams too long left to chance shimmering like scales from lunar moth wings collecting as dust in lightning strikes it's so easy to fill your eyes with thunder when all you see are the faded reflections she's searching through constellations folded up like a love note read too many times bent and worn along familiar illusions tender whispers and serene embraces slipping through sighs like moonbeams on water gathering every wish into her milkyway locket to tuck away safe for the next starless night she's dreaming across heartbeats in hurricanes hoping the storm will somehow wash he

Interesting Friends
OK A COUPLE KICK ASS GUYS I KNOW IN CONTESTS AND I WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF Y'ALL COULD GO DROP SOME COMMENTS( COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED) AND RATE THEM PLEASE !!! JUST GO CLICK ON PICTURES @ BOTTOM AND HELP EM OUT !!! MAD LUV ! XOXOXOXOO THE SEXY JUGGALO THRILL HAMMER ..BEST MORPH..ENDS JANUARY 3,2007 BEN DOVER..SEXIEST MALE ON CT..ENDS DECEMBER 31,2006

The Things You Say
Your amazing way with charm Given away so abundantly Appears to touch the lives of many Resulting in little meaning to me Your amusing way with words Your ability to make me smile Create such heavyheartedness When I see them elsewhere compiled Your sweetness and your kindness Shower brightness upon my day Yet I have this piercing feeling Friendship is all that will remain Pamela S. Dec. 2006

Cherrytap.com Issues
Hi to all of my Friends and Fans! As many of you already know through my fanclubs and website, I have been unable to access Cherrytap.com for just over a week now. I don't know why, but when I type in Cherrytap.com or follow a link already placed somewhere else, I get an Error message through IE, or an Operation time out message through Mozilla and Netscape. At first I thought the site had crashed, but then I found out that everyone from everywhere else was still able to access it. I tried to get friends from all over Korea to access the site and they all received the same error messages as well, which lead me to believe that there was a region block. The other day I was at a friends office one out of three of his computers was able to access the site, which lead us to believe that it was not a region block, but something else... Cherrytap support has been e-mailed a few days ago, but since it's the holiday season I don't expect a prompt response. I have managed to get onto the site t

Repost
IF YOU CARE ABOUT THE MEN AND WOMEN THAT HAVE SACRIFICED THEIR LIVES SO THAT WE CAN BE A FREE NATION, GO TO THE LINK BELOW. THE LINK EXPLANES WHAT HAPPENES WHEN A MARINE DIES AND HOW HIS/HER FAMILY IS NOTIFIED. I GUARANTEE THAT YOU WILL DEFINATLY GET A LITTLE CHOKED UP BY THE END OF IT. IF NOT, SOMETHING IS WRONG. PLEASE REPOST THIS SO THAT WE CAN GET EVERYONE TO SEE IT. HERE IS THE LINK: http://www.photographychannel.tv/video/finalsalute2.html

This Is How I Love You
I want to: crawl under your skin baby. make your blood boil with lust. dreams and show you what love is. then crush you. I want to see you cry the tears that deserve to fall. and your heart is cold. I want to shatter it. I'd never dream physical pain on you dear. just mental anguish and oh. how I'd revel in it. no. I'd never wish death on you. I just hope someone that you love dies. I want you to cringe in disgust when you breathe. and I want you to fucking hurt. dear love. I never want you to be happy. and I'd gladly slit my wrists in front of you. if only I'd have the pleasure of seeing your face everytime you tried to sleep. with that on your fragile mind. I want you to die emotionally. but live forever. this is how I love you.

Chemicals
Sweat dripping down my naked, depleting body, no nutrition allowed to touch the shallowness of my lips. You created my dungeon long before I knew who you were. The mildew smells so potent it feels like my insides are going to burn me alive. You view me, touch me, taste me, at your pleasure, torture me with the pain I have caused you. Why can't I move, I can't move.... you fucken chained me, my arms are limp, the clamps are sculpting my skin to your liking. Blood is the only taste of life I am allowed as it trickles down my flesh. Why are you laughing..... because this dungeon is your heaven.... my hell has become your heaven.... feed me can't you see I need to live.... you eat as though you are in a feast.... feasting upon my frail body.... my legs wrapped around your devouring head.... licking, tasting, as I am an addiction, my pussy is your addiction..... you want to kill me don't you..... I asked you "how would you want to kill me" you s

Table For Two
I know you like that. Girl, tonight is all for you, a special rendezvous, a table for two. A table for two, dinner room with a view. Your body's on my menu. Let me eat it up Gonna start at your toes til I heat it up, A table for two. Tonight I'm gonna eat on you, but there won't be no I.O.U.s, No teasing you, gonna kiss on your lips where it's pleasing you. Come on in, lay the table, it's your body I wanna feast. Girl tonight, I'll be your waiter, I'm gonna serve a midnight treat. Would you like a little teaser, enough to wet your appetite. A little taste of something sweeter, served just the way you like. I wanna taste your wine, I want your lips on mine. I wanna pleasure you, baby, anyway you want me to. A table for two, dinner room with a view. Your body's on my menu. Let me eat it up Gonna start at your toes til I heat it up, A table for two. Tonight I'm gonna eat on you, but there won't be no I.O.U.s, No teasing you, gonna kiss on your lips where it's pl

Lol I Dont Know I Felt Like It
Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would

Am I Too Nice????
Well, the owner of the little dog that I rescued called me a little while ago.. she was crying and said she really wanted Sassy back.. she said her kids all disowned her and Sassy was all she had... She promised me she would take her to the vet and said she would take her to my vet so I knew she had taken her... said her brother was going to help her financially to get her to the vet.....and being the softy I am... I let her go and told her that I wanted to see her being taken care of... I know how she feels.. my pets are just like my kids.....I have had them since they were 6 weeks old..... Sassy was snapping at my dogs so I was unsure I was going to be able to keep her... I hope I did the right thing.....At least I see her all the time to get updates on her condition!!

Torture Me With You
Lick my tears as ice meets hell, slipping away the sugar that winter holds under the cold image of a sun. Not our sun. You reply. Encase my saliva in the spools of thread, you whisper through sewn lips of reactions to scarlet letters that your father carves to the curves of our hands…not your hands. Tormented memories of you and I, I and you, the beloved chemistry of two, while pillars collapse under the house of Rome, suffocation of my will, justification of yours. Tweeze my lungs with the penetration of a predator, mangled energies of witches on Eastwick, across the Earth swallowing solace in space, under umbrellas of broken window… pains you will never escape. Confusion sets the illusion that buries your bones in the glow of my skin, polish the pretty smile, the pretty person, the pretty heart and I will slice it as a servant does with bread. I reply. Holding captive yours will hold hostage mine as I beg, you beg, bringin

Marriage
So anyways, as some of you know I'min a rather troubled marriage. I'm not abused or anything. But my husband doesn't treat me near as well as he should. The man never has anything nice to say about anything. I'm constantly being told I'm a failure, worthless and lazy. I'm not in love with him anymore at all. I love him of course, but not in the way a married couple should be. I want to leave him but I'm scared to be a single parent. I'm also no longer working. Any advice? How do I even approach the topic of divorce seriously? Every time I've mentioned it before he doesn't take it seriously. *sigh* I feel lost.

Crash
Well, i can truly say that this christmas was truely a memorable one. That is of what i can remember of it. I was in a car accident on the way home on christmas eve, and know it wassent santa. it was a 16 year old kid. well anyway, it totaled my truck, sent me and my wife to the hospital where i was admited for multipul cuts and abraisons to my head and also for observation due to my head injuryies. i was released early christmas day, but we just went home and sleept all day. more to come later peace out

Female Naughty Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bi-Curious 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?More than 15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Boy Shorts 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?About once a week 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Not that far, just kissing 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Never done either 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?No, nei

No More Tears
The tears, they fall unfettered and pure Pouring out pain that nothing can cure Tumbling, cascading like the waterfall The vivid mark of agony's call Those salty drops of feminine curse Trapped under weight, day by day growing worse No one to catch them, no one to see No one else lost in this hell-hole but me Screaming in terror at the walls, closing in Dropping to my knees; my head starts to spin Feeling the rage within growing strong What in the hell have I done that's so wrong? The quickness of breath and the tightness of chest I have endured through it all; gave it my best Fighting needlessly, years upon years Left in the clutches of multiple fears. Fears instilled with the greatest of care To cause me to snap; my soul to lay bare Stuck inside this glass house of mine I stare out at a world that could be just fine Sighing, i realize it will never be me Form this bondage I can't be set free Held tight in the grasp of anger and hate Painfully avoiding the view

Simple Question !!
Her i wanna know what could be a great tatoo a design .. a pics..or something.. with this : ( something ) Sensual Naughty Romantic sexy but that is not too vulgar what i mean is like for exemple my grand mother can see it without been traumatized !! hehe !!! if you have any idea please can you senf me or tell me what it is !! i have a lot of difficulty trying to find one !!! thanks to all ;)

Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Complicated
I wish I could change I wish I could change I wish I could stop Sayin the same old things I wish I could be Who u want me 2 be I wish I could stop Being the same old me I wish I could lose All of my blues I wish I could stop Puttin my blues on u I wish I could love Like nobody loves I wish that my goods Outweighed my bads enough Theres no way Theres no way Theres no way I can get back that girl Cause Im 2 complicated And shes not complicated But Im 2 complicated I wish I could change I wish I could change I wish I could stop Placin the blame I cant stop it I cant break down I cant drop it cant see how I wish I could lose All of my blues I wish I could stop Puttin my blues on u I wish I could love I wish that my goods Outweighed my bads enough You know its killin me Baby how can I let u go Suddenly theres nothing I need more Theres no way Theres no way Theres no way I can get back that girl

Hey All
I was just wanting to check in and let ya all know that I havent dropped off the face of the earth. I have been sick for a few days, running nasty fevers, hacking cough, breathlessness, and general ugginess.. I hope you all had a merry christmas and have a great new year.. Im supposed to be going to a casino this weekend for my holidays so wish me luck and I hope that i win a big ass jackpot.

Sexxxy Back 2006
YEA I'M IN ANOTHER CONTEST..STARTED TODAY DEC.27 AND WILL END JANUARY 2,2007.COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO PLEASE GO SHOW ME SUM LUV . IT IS APPRECIATED. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE XOXOXOXOXXO JUST CLICK ON MY BLK N WHT PIC..

Help
Hey Everyone!..I Hope I Can Get A Lil Help Here..Im At Level 19 And I Still Need Over 37,000 Before I Become Rockstar...Plz Take A Sec To Rate My Pics!!..It Would Help Me Alot..I Return The Fav!!...So If You Decide To Help Me, Lv Me A User Comment So I Can Get Ya Back! Thanks x0x0x -Ash Mrs.Flyhead@ CherryTAP

Holding On To Broken Handles
What if all along I had nothing to say And I sat here And typed out Nothing Then gave it away Or I could come Bug you Maybe drive you Nuts But then I would Hug you And slap at your butt Because even if I was At a loss for words And there may come A time where I do have nothing To say You’d be the one I told it to First For you understand That I need to play It is your smile It changes my day

Getting Lost
::EXPLODES:: I feel the warmth splash against my face Tongue tasting what has been craved Your body caves And heaves, and caves again And again Bucking against my mouth Pushing into my head Slickening the fingers working in and out Convulse, beg to stop The shaking’s too much You seem to want to catch your breath You look down To find me staring up Staring at the momentary satisfaction of your lust But of course that look is all it takes To refill the reservoir To reinstate the need to lay waste Grab my hair and twist Prying me off your hips Hold me down in a commanding grip Grip me And glide me between your lips Give a lick at what you miss My breath is booming I fill your mouth Feel it trickle down your throat I look down And suddenly it’s all gone I seem to have been in the shower all along The water seems to be running cold But the room is so damn hot Why did the dream have to stop? That was no where near as dirty as it would have been in a few min

Blazing Saddles!
Yay! Among the films newly chosen to be archived by the Library of Congress's National Film Registry are Blazing Saddles, Fargo, Groundhog Day, Notorious, sex, lies and videotape, and The T.A.M.I. Show (a '64 concert film w/the Stones, James Brown, Beach Boys, Chuck Berry, Marvin Gaye, and lots of others). The thought that "Candygram for Mongo!" is ensured to be preserved for future generations will make me sleep so much better tonight.

Happy
Ok well now that christmas is over we look ahead to the new year and most of all my birthday. Jan 4th 1976 i was bore and damn it its number 31 for me and i have a few things imma try and do this year. 1> Go up to Maryland to see ma friend tink she has been there along time for me and hey she rocks. 2. Have as much fun this year as i can. and 3 got to as many concerts as i can oh and number 4 got to a Washington Redskins Game with Tink. well thats all remember Jan 4th is the day so show me love yall. lol later

Torn Like A Pair Of Pants When A Little Girl Falls Down And Scrapes Her Knee
Im completely between future modeling and Sean. He's the only one I want and modeling is one of my dreams. Sean is skeptical of me modeling. Especially the kind I want to do. I just want the two to be able to blend w/ out worries. He is going to be the one to take me to tthe shoots until i get a car. I just dont want modeling to tear us apart. he says I have nothing to worry about but im still nervous. I have a handful of options but im scared to act on it! so we'll see how it all works out. xo's amber

Are You Dirty Minded???
Are You Dirty Minded? It's your first time. As you lie back your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him - he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an easy entrance. You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful. Y

Fallen Hero
This was my cousin. He was a rare breed of man fell as a Hero! God Bless you Bryan. We Love and Miss You.that (repost of original by '~Jana~' on '2006-12-26 06:50:38') (repost of original by 'AMBERS DEVIL' on '2006-12-26 11:38:21') (repost of original by '~Jaded, I need help to get my mind off of things, LOL!!~' on '2006-12-26 11:44:10') (repost of original by 'killer' on '2006-12-26 11:56:11') (repost of original by 'duffield9324' on '2006-12-26 12:04:47') (repost of original by 'karen428' on '2006-12-26 16:55:01') (repost of original by 'consider_yourself_warned' on '2006-12-26 21:01:47') (repost of original by 'Mama_K_E' on '2006-12-27 10:37:15') (repost of original by 'gunnytony' on '2006-12-27 16:47:53') (repost of original by '~*Nyne*~ Praying for Peace This New Year' on '2006-12-27 16:49:14') (repost of original by 'SISSY-- IN HONOR OF SGT.BRENNAN GIBSON' on '2006-12-27 16:55:23')

Contest Again!!
Hello everyone who reads this yes I'm sorry to say this but yes another contest so if you would please help me win this time. I lost my first one ya know but hey thats ok cuz there are others right? But anyways here is the link oh and the contest is called the hottest girl of 07' so here is the link and thank you for your time it will be greatly appreciated.

Booty Call App
Booty call BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _______day of _______, 2006, by_____________, between___________and ___________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over-unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?)the answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup", unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. All gifts accepted - money is always good. 8. No baby talk - however, dirty talk is encouraged. 9. No asking for

Cost Of A Soldier
The Cost of a Soldier A True Soldier is tough indeed standing tall and strong when there is a need A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow When a Soldier is wounded in battle the nerves of his buddies it does rattle When news reaches friends and family at home how their worries and minds begin to roam A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best stopping him from much needed healing rest A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night. When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair the loss and pain felt can not compare The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high they assure our freedom will always apply To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain will humble a civilian, no longer to complain Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs to get them through some very treacherous deeds Dear Lord please watch over our Militar

...love...
Love... love is one of those tricky words that seem to be used more often than needed. The American Heritage dictionary defines love as: A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness. A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance. So having that said now we get to the tricky part. When do you know that you love someone? Cant you have those same feelings, but not love them? Is that really how one defines love? The topic that I want to talk about is the loseness of the term "love". I have conversations with complete strangers and they continuely call me "love" or "hun" or say that im great and that they love me. (extreme yes, but its happened) And I have come to the fact that all they want is to get into my pants. and it clicked...the fastest way to get int

Forgotten, Forlorn
Everytime I see her She brightens up each day Her smile is like a thousand suns So much I wish to show her So much I long to say To tell her she's the only one. The one who's in my thoughts when I lie awake at night The one I hold close in my dreams. These things I tell her not I falter at her sight My tongue a mess of knots, it seems. Rejections, past, still haunt me My own fear holds me back. Yet I feel it's time for someone new. Courage, strength be with me I shall not be turned back I must follow the path I feel is true. If she would only see the light that's shining, From deep within mine eyes, Or felt the warmth flowing from my heart My soul's passion, out of hiding Might take her by surprise, And from there, at last, a chance to start

Burdens
This poem came to me while fighting with insomnia at 5 in the morning...I don't know I just woke up and my brain got to going...so here it goes... Life seems longer, the harder it gets. We've all got our burdens to bear. All my life I've helped others along simply because I care. I carry my load, my shoulders are strong, so I tell others to throw thiers on top. I'll carry the weight for as long as I'm needed For some unknown reason I just cannot stop. But now here I am In my darkest hour This load's got me trapped under it's weight. I'd cry out in pain, but my voice has been choked, and I hope help doesn't come too late. Alone, on life's highway, my charges, long gone, Thier burdens having been made light. And I wish I could say "Take back your pain!" But they've all passed beyond sight. My back is now broken, My spirit is weak, I can't find the strength to go on. To pick myself up, shoulder these burden

It's Been A While
It's been a while... A long time of living, a life all alone. No one to have, to hold, or to call all my own. The longer I go, the more allone I am, trudging through life, already damned. Solitary and separate from the world all around Someone out there, no where to be found. The heartaches and hurt, pains of my soul Needing release, but it's all I can hold Through rain, snow, and bone chilling wind. I've endured, persevered, alone without end Life mocks me, death taunts me, tortures my mind So long have I travelled, So much left behind. Few dare to journey,the dark, wild path. Face the true nature of Natures pure wrath A shelter from the storm, A fire to keep warm. Maybe, I'll see the morrow lay down my burdens, my pains, my sorrow A short time of peace, of rest, of warm place to stay, and by morning's first light, I'll be on my way.

Stun Gun...way To Funny!
STUN GUN ... ONLY A GUY WOULD DO THIS. Too funny > ... > > Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. This > was submitted by a guy who purchased his lovely wife a > "pocket Taser" for their anniversary. > > Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn > Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our > 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little > something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across > was a > 100,000 volt, pocket/purse sized taser. The effects > of the taser were suppose to be short >lived, with no > long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing > her adequate time to retreat to safety .... WAY TOO > COOL! > > Long story short, I bought the device and brought it > home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing > and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. > I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND > pressed it against a metal surface at the same time, > I'd get the blue arch of ele

Home Again
3 things, because i am very tired little tv's in airplane seats rock a pint of jack daniels is easy to get into an airport valuum are yummy glad to be off the plane... good to be home... tired... must let brain leak out of ear now

A Few Quotes
I like long walks especially when they are taken by people who annoy me .. opinions are like assholes ... everyones got one .. I used to be snow white , but I drifted ... sex is a misdemeanor , the more I miss de' meaner I get ... There is more stupidity than hydrogen in the universe, and it has a longer shelf life. Death is life's way of telling you you're fired. It's better to have loved and lost than to do forty pounds of laundry a week...

Why Do You Cherrytap?
Why are we here? For me it was to find an alternative to the piece of crap teenybob myspace. I'm not an old geezer but feel that it was geared towards a much younger set. So far, so good, here at Cherrytap. I'm meeting some interesting folks and have seen some interesting photo's to say the least. Thanks to all that have stopped by and given me a pointer or two - I hope to not let your efforts go in vain. Feel free to post a comment and swing by the old page. The door is always open! Smitty

My "sick" Status
For all who are wondering.. I'm not sure what I've caught, but I have a nasty cough that's controlling me, and I've almost completely lost my voice. oops. Thanks for all the warm wishes and get well soon cards! Love you guys! B.

Sexual Sign
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Life Is Good.
I'm happy in my life. It seems to be falling into place for me. To be 18 and have my life on track isn't something I expected but it is something I'm grateful for. Well enough of my sunshine and rainbows because that's false advertisement and false advertisement is wrong. Just thought I'd write this as a reminder to myself of one of the light points of my life when I know more darkness is to come. This will help me hold on to my sanity. Idealistic and Romantic I am not on the harshness of life. I take advatage of the good when i can.

Sometimes I Think I'm Cursed...
Well for those who havent heard from me in a long time... Heres the skinny.... Well do to the time of year, its been hellish with Birthdays and Holidays, and work... cakes and holidays and OMG birthdays all seem to go together... cakes and work galore!!! What are us adults REALLY doing during the Holidays LOL!!!????!!!! Well then to top it all off with a nice cherry and whip cream, Saturday the 16th of December as I was heading to work with my Mother and sitting at a stop light... Some Drunk Ass Bitch, runs into us... we were her breaks... she pushed us 4 car lengths which put us in the intersection.. luckily, slow so we didnt get t-boned!!! So I ended up going to the hospital in an ambulance because they werent sure if I broke my pelvis.... well theyre still not sure if its fractured. So they put me on light duty and low and behold my job has no light duty for people who werent hurt on the job.... SOOO, I'm on sick leave til January 4th!!!! We have no car either.. I'm b

Dante's Inferno Test
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)ExtremeLevel 3 (Gluttonous)Very HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Extreme

What Lays Behind The Mask
This is one of my favourite poems I wrote. I was inspired to write it when I was going through a bad time in my life. Please comment and tell me what you think (Please be kind) What Lays Behind The Mask I wear a mask for all to see, But underneath lays the true me. Just like a clown my smile is painted on, But you will never know my happiness is gone Sometimes I run to find a place to cry, But secretly think of ways to die. I cannot share my tales of grief Because some of them are beyond the realm of belief If you only knew what problems I’ve had Then you may understand why I’m so sad Is there any light at the end of the tunnel for me Or is this how my life is destined to proceed? I wear a mask for all to see, But underneath lays the true me.

Do U Respect It
if u dont like this country .... where if u eat mcdonalds 2 times a week ur richer than any one in the world, if u own a car and are able to take ur family out kneel down and thank god u were born here cuz every other country they pray for that chance i know a lady who grew up in england and she was so poor she thought only the quenn could fly in a plane and stay in a hotel she made all her own clothes but she knew love she didntsit in front of her big screen tv complaining about how hard they have it , how they cant make their payymnet on their boat and beach house ............. grow up u dont deserve the blessings uve benn given be careful it could all vanish no one in this country knows what it is to suffer ur kids die so u can complaain and u cant even give their memories a good place to rest i hope u get what u sow

Things I Did Today
More like sleeping on the couch under the blanket, while my "dad" types away at the computer. scratched a few phantom fleas. farted a few times from last nights turkey. really nothing much...OH! I did bark at the mail man really loudly (wonder if he got the message...boy just wait till I get outside, I'll bit his ankles off...) went back to sleep on the couch. I did get my "dad" to pony up a few treats (i love that guy!) anyway more to come if they let me keep this profile up Keep your tail up, you never know who'll come by and say Hi!

A Bit Of Today
Someone help me get my finger off of the repeat play button...DAMN YOU, NELLY FURTADO!!!! Downloaded some Kat Williams last night...gotta love that man, he's funny as shit...then I downloaded Say It Right & been listening to it ever since. Thought the song was sexy as hell, but after the movie I watched last night, the song's gotten funny as all hell, too. Spent most of last night fielding bad dreams. Guess that's what happens when you spend the day immersed in the Friday the 13th box set you got for Christmas. Ho ho ho to meeee!! Anyway, was watching part 5, A New Beginning...remember that one, boys & gals? The part where that goofy girl was doing all that robot dancing? Gods, I looove watching you white girls dance!(I can talk about y'all white girls dancing. I realized I couldn't dance when I stopped drinking and took steps to protect society from having to witness my fat ass wobbling drunkenly over a dance floor. Consider it my favor to America, patriot that I am.) Totally funny

For Family, Friends, And Fans
I've at best had an erratic presence here at CT. Along with work I've recently opened myself to an old yet new experience. This Blog goes out to her as well. I met someone, here no less, that has turned out to be an incredible person in many different ways. The most important of them being, she gave me a deep sense of self worth. Unfortunately however timing and social conventions prevent her from following her heart. Normally I don't care enough about other people to really concern myself with such thoughts, at least not beyond the surface issues involved. Well this woman, that has the key to my heart, has brought me to a new juncture. I have to let her know here, and hence the rest of the world, because I've cut off all other forms of my communicating with her. For all the light she's brought into my life, knowing that she will not be a part of it has sent me in the opposite direction now. Where once I felt like a super nova, now I feel like a black hole. Because I know my dark natur

Sexy Cherry Contest - Winner Gets $25.00 Starts 12-29
Sexy Cherry Contest - Winner Gets $25.00 Starting Sunday Night @ Midnight 12-29-2006 I will be sponsoring and holding a sexy cherry contest. This contest is open to all members of Cherry Tap and is free to enter. The contest will end on 1-7-2006 @ 11:59 PM and the winner will be mailed $25.00 The winner will be based on over all rating and not comments. To submit a picture you can PM me with a link to the pic you want to use and I will rip it for the contest, Feel free to message me with any questions. Each week I will hold a different Cash Contest! Your help and consideration will be greatly appreciated.

Amidst The Bloodshed
Admist the bloodshed from my hands i see no care no reason to live a life unfufilled death calling upon my name going insane a tear trapped with inside of my brain you can't feel my pain you just add to it creating emotions that run a muck on my soul a gaping hole in heart lost for the most part slit my wrist and die never let a tear so people can see you cry hide you screams of terror and pain die in vain die in purgatory of knowning nothing can help ease the pain not even compassion from others because love is false never real so i look back at the cards that were dealed.

Totally Lost....
So i am suppost to be home right now, I am suppost to be cuddling with my girl and be happy, but while i finished my checks and my re-checking to get everything done and running around...She leaves me a message on my cellphone while it charged, to fuck off and never call her again because it was over. So now i am a soldier with no where to go, I can stay here in this temp area till i figure out where i should be but i cant return to florida now...Because i have no where to go... I cannot return to my family because they will look at me and tell me i told you so and never let me live it down. For those of you who dont know much or anything about my family...My mother is against military service and my father will look at me and tell me to suck it up and my brothers more ignore me then help.... So now where do i go now what do i do?

Suggestions???????
Ok, fellow Tap members. What can I do for New years??? I am NOT gonna stay home, so does anyone have any suggestions for me?? Comment , or leave a message with your ideas. Any (ladies) on here who happen to be local get at me, and let me know if you wanna possibly do something!

For Children Who Were Broken #3
Each day that we pretended we replaced reality, With lies or dreams or angry schemes, In search of dignity until our lies got bigger Then the truth,and we had no one real to be. Our bodies were forsaken with no safe place to Hide, We learned to stop hearing and feeling What they did toour outside. We tried to make them love us, Till we hated ourselves instead, And couldn't see a way out, And wished that they were dead. we scared ourselves by thinking that, And scared ourselves to just like them- And MIGHT EVERMORE BE SO!!!!!

For Children Who Were Broken #2
They'ed beat us up and scream at us And blame us for thier lives. Then they'ed hold us close inside thier arms and Tell us confusing lies and of how they loved us- Even though we were BAD,aND how it was our fault they hit us,Our fault they were mad. When days were just begining we sometimes prayed For this to end and when the pain kept coming,we Learned to just pretend that we were good and So were they and this was just one of those days.....TOMMAROW WE'D BE FRIENDS! We had to believe it to be so, we had nowhere Else to go!!!!!

If U Have A Daughter
IF YOU HAVE A DAUGHTER ALWAYS PAY ATTENTION WHEN SHE IS SPEAKING BE CAREFUL THAT YOU LISTEN WHEN SHE IS SILENT KEEP A WATCHFUL EYE SHE MAY BE HIDING FEELINGS AND JUST MIGHT NEED TO CRY TELL HER YOU ARE PROUD OF ALL THAT SHE'S DONE BRAG ON HER IN THE MIDST OF COMPANY NOT JUST WHEN YOU'RE ALONE TELL HER SHE CAN NEVER SAY SHE'S TOO WEAK ENCOURAGE HER ALWAYS, HER DREAMS TO SEEK NEVER UNDERESTIMATE OR COMPARE HER TO ANOTHER MAKE HER FEEL SHE'S COMPETANT JUST AS GOOD AS HER BROTHER TELL HER THAT YOU LOVE HER THAT SHE'S IMPORTANT TOO WHEN SHE'S OLDER SHE'LL DO THINGS YOU NEVER DREAMED SHE COULD DO THEN POLITETLY, LIKE A LADY, SHE'LL TURN AND SAY "THANK YOU." I WISH SOMENE HAD DONE THIS FOR ME

Who Wears The Pants?
Who Wears The Pants? A young couple were in their honeymoon suite on their wedding night. As they undressed for bed, the husband, who was a big burly bruiser, tossed his pants to his bride and said, "Here, put these on." She put them on and the waist was twice the size of her body. "I can't wear your pants," she said. "That's right and don't forget it," said the husband. "I'm the man in this family." With that, she flipped him her panties and said, "Try these on." He tried them on and found he could only get them on as far as his kneecaps. He said, "Hell, I can't get into your pants." She said, "That's right, and that's the way it's going to be until your damn attitude changes!"

Listen To Your Heart!!!
Little Aeliyah was killed in a fatal car wreck. Her bulletin went around just a few days ago, but the funeral was postponed until tomorrow due to bad weather in Colorado...please help me by keeping her memory alive by displaying this pic as your primary picture tomorrow... Thank you everyone, Momma Please rip these candles and burn them for her all day tomorrow... And please repost this bulletin so that others can rip the picture too. LEANN RIMES *AMAZING GRACE* check out Singingfool.com

An Appropriate Song
Since you been gone I feel my life slipping away I look to the sky And everything is turnin' gray All I made was one mistake How much more will I have to pay Why can't you think it over Why can't you forget about the past Chorus: When love makes this sound babe A heart needs a second chance Don't put me down babe Can't you see I love you Since you been gone I've been in a trance This heart needs a second chance Don't say it's over I just can't say goodbye So this is love Standing in the pouring rain I fooled on you But she never meant a thing And I know I ain't got no right To ask you to sympathize But why can't you think it over Why can't you forget the past Chorus I never loved her I never needed her She was willing and that's all there is to say Don't forsake me Please don't leave me now A heart needs a second chance You've been gone, and I've been in a trance This heart needs a second chance Don't say it's over I just can't say goodbye

Fake Is One Smile
Fake is one smile that Will cover The million and one tears that Are shed within? So you see a smile, is everything Okay? Or is the heart bleeding Tears for the face that is Being strong!! So my friend this is a question That only a smile, the tears and The heart can answer If you ever do see the tears That windows may shed Then you know the Heart Has spoken truth

Soldiers Poem
Through thick and thin a soldier fights Not to go down without a fight, Lead a battle with all his might, He may find his own demise, piercing screams all around, soldier stands with all his might, 32 hours strong and not a rest in site. Death around so far and wide, Chose to fight for the right, and Lead a nation with all his might, Mortar shells hit all around, Bring to face a new reality, for His own has surely pass, He stands alone to face his own domain. Bringing to terms That he’s all alone, to fight for what he did not own. 10 men deep in front of him a Soldier fight with all his night Not to go down without a fight. Crippling blow from far away the soldier Is slipping away. Taken his dying breath all he says was May They see the price that’s paid.

Sexxy Webcam
wassup ladies wanna view my cam,just ask ill let u view it but u have to have yahoo messenger cuz i dont do msn sorry.id prefer girls who also have a cam cuz i think its more fun when the other person also has a cam.so if ur interested,please LET ME KNOW ASAP.

Last Stage!
Well day Chrstmas Eve kinda sucks! Grandpa was re submitted into teh hospital and now hes comming home! YAY! only hes in his last stage and no more chemo! HOSPICE is taking over. So I give my grandpa a few weeks to a few months! So could I let myself cry when I found out? No, i hate to cry I'll cry when I am ready. Wierd thing is that I was doing a painting with a heart monitoring with the line and i was going to do struggeling line that red and all black background with a light shinning on it and call it hope. I have little hope. My grandpa cant walk me down the aisle. He wont be here to be great. He just isnt going to be around and it feels liek my heart is being ripped out and throwin in a blender! So keep praying for him guys! Also he isn't doing chemo anymore. He's giving up. So it wont be long. I just pray he wont be completely doped up and can live before hes gone! I just dont know why him? there are murders who live long healthy lives but its my papa who dies young? well hes 7

New Rules Funny Shit
subject: NEW RULES FOR 2007!!!! (repost) date: 2006-12-27 15:19:41 The Rules for 2007 New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates. com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days: mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What'd you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of other men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you have two of them? Okay, we're done. New Rule: There's no such thing as flavored water. There's

The Proud, The Few, The Real Man
I am one of the dying breed, the very few guys who actually say what they do and do what they say. I am one those guys who not only says that they love their girl, I show it by being there when she needs me the most, cry with her when she is feeling pain or just having a bad day. I show her i am a real man by not reacting to when she annoys the heck out of me sometimes. I let her vent her frustration when she needs to even when its not me that she is angry at. If she has got a late night craving I will actually go out in the middle out the night and get it. Even when she has done me wrong I am still her man by forgiving her, cause we all make mistakes.

Terror
Terror This is what you call me... I strike terror among men I can't be bothered with what I think I bare my cross, my soul, myself I forgive... but I never forget I've been put upon this earth in FEMALE form But I can't handle myself with the best of you as well as the worst and I often have… I have the right to remain silent but I choose to speak, sing, scream I am LIPS, HIPS, TITS... I AM THE POWER OF A WOMAN, STRONG like music true like friendship but without my friends there would be no music... only spoken word… FUCKER! FUCKER! I am able to change, so I live without regret, without remorse, only a remix I am drunk, I am sober. Heaven doesn't want me and hell’s afraid I'll take over. Don't bother trying to censor me, or shut me up because it won't work. I am cold and distant, yet warm and close to those who deserve to see that side of me part of me... the heart of me. You find me so hard to understand in your world, the world you perceive to be so normal I a

Need Females
hey wassup girls if u cam a webcam and ur sexxy as hell,leave me some private messegaes so i can let u view my cam on yahoo. i enjoy chatting cam to cam so if u have a cam,feel free to send me a shout or something. laterz

Contest For Lttle Girls
So as I have received questions about rules for this contest. The comments and ratings will be added together for first prize and second prize. There is also a prize for the little girl with the most ratings. You may comment bomb. Please keep it clean please. This contest is for little girls not grown women. No rude comments for others in the contest. If I recieve word there are rude e-mails being sent to other mothers the contest will be closed and prizes will be giving out at that time. If any questions please e-mail. Remember contest opens Friday 12pm(EST) and rusn till January 5th at 9pm(EST). Good luck to all.

Questions
Why does the strongest emotion the human society is capable of is also the most painful? Why does love hurt so much? Then why is it when we finally get over a love that is lost, we would rather feel the pain than being comfortably numb? Once we have the pain, why is it we can never seem to get enough? Someone once said "it is better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all", Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to have never loved at all.

Why Why Why?
Why is it when you see the hole picture and you try and tell a friend that the guy she s with isnt good for her or her kids when he cant even respeact her and her friends so when she finally bracks it off with this ass hole he tells her every thing she wants to hear just to shut her up and he acts nice to her for a week or two then hes back to his jerky old self and in stead off seeing throw is lies she takes his word over her friends who are always there for you and she thinks that he makes her a better person which isnt true at all he makes her more uptight and bitcher towreds her friends we cant say anything to her or talk to her she doesnt stay home and help out anymore so all the work is put on the rest of us but she will go to his house and clean for him but latlu when it comes down to cleaning the house she lives in she leaves with that ass hole of a man she with if a guy cant respeact you or your friends than hes not the right guy for you or your kids there are guys ten times b

"to The Nice Guys"
To the nice guys To every guy who knows which girl he wants. To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes. T

Brain Vs. Bronze
Okay, I have noticed the vast amount of naked males who have asked to be my friend. Weeell of course I'll add them....Right? No. Guys, is there a real point about showing your nudeness??? Hmm??? I mean, it's always nice to see a worked up body, when I'm dating that guy, even as friends...that's not really cool. I want to be friends of the mind, not the dark nipples that are jutting out of your pectrals!! Hahahahaha, sorry, I couldn't resist. Sorry, I got off subject. Please gentlemen, cover that lovely skin of your chest with a shirt, even a bra for those who haven't reached Adonis level.

Feast Of The Epiphany
OK Folks.... don't get over the Christmas Rush too fast... For those of you who are coming down with Post-Christmas depression.. take Heart.. The Feast of the Epiphany.. marking the coming of the wise men to the Christ child.. isn't until January 6th.. Ummm... that happens to be the 12th day of Christmas folks..

Hello To All Cherries :)
I don't own a credit card so this will have to do for a "Blast" lol. I just wanted to say hello to everyone on here. I really don't have too many pictures of myself to upload on here but will dig around in my files to try & find something suitable. I hope everyone on here has had a wonderful day & I hope that everyone is having a great holiday season.

I Want My Friends To Know I Take Up For Them !!!
I would like to say I love my friends !!! There has been so many times that i would leave a comment or something for a friend and have some stupid fuck pop up on my shout box talking shit about that person. Well, Fuck them !!! I always take up for ya though. Here is an example of what i'm talking about.I am going to remove names because that wouldn't be right to post them on here. However I will send the original to the person it belongs to. I admit I made a bad comment that was not meant as said. I said this friend was just young and confused. I should have said that this friend was young and going through alot. I am really sorry for what I said. And, I did take a 1 for it. lol But, then again, it's not the first time i took a 1 for standing up for my friends. Love all of you. Mike HER...: wow youre like a real asshole a perfect match for that pycho ME...: ya know like dude not like man fuck HER...: did you call me a dude? ->ME...: dude just fuck off ok HER...: she cant h

A Teacher's Story!
> > As she stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of > > school, she told the children an untruth. Like most teachers, she looked > > at her students and said that she loved them all the same. However, that > > was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a > > little boy named Teddy Stoddard. > > > > Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he did > > not play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and > > that he constantly needed a bath. In addition, Teddy could be unpleasant. > > It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in > > marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting > > a big "F" at the top of his papers. > > > > At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each > > child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last. However, when she > > reviewed his file, she was in for a s

Christmas Aftermath
Man I love christmas,but I hate having to talk to some of my family who are just such assholes they almost ruin the holiday for me.I had about three relatives stop by who I have not seen in years and all they did was bitch and moan.I was lucky that I had friends over so we just played games and watched movies.I swear though if one more relative makes a big deal about me still being single and not having kids I am going to be on the news for mass murder.Well all in all christmas was good and I enjoyed having friends over so hope everyone else had a merry xmas and lets see if new years well be even better ;)

Ladies Come On In!!!!
I will be starting a contest for "sexiest lady in Cherry Tap". ANY ONE INTERESTED CONTACT ME AND I'll give you more details. I will look throughout the night tonight and set it up for tomorrow evening. the contest will last one week. soooo good luck ladies!!!!

Omg!! My Christmas Wish Came True...better Late Than Never
I am finally, FINALLY pretty much back to normal. My hcg (pregnancy hormone) level is now at 1 and anything under 5 can be considered normal. This is TRULY a happy day! Its a little bittersweet but it IS a good day. Thanks to all my friends, family and fans that have stood by me rooting for me the whole time. IT has helped make this journey more tolerable.

I Am Sorry.......
I am sorry that I haven't really been on here as much as I used to, but life seems to be hitting me a bit hard here lately. I want all of you to know that i haven't forgotten about any of you. You are all still in my thoughts and prayers especially at this holiday season. I hope that everyone was able to spend these holidays with thier families and friends. Hopefully I will be back on more often soon and then I can play catch up again and then stay caught up........ Love to all, Crissy

10 Things
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL 1)I was fired from a video store (how pitiful I know LOL) 2)I love reading books on vampires, like Anne Rices Vampire Chronicles and Poppy Z Brite. 3)I have a horrible temper and bad mood swings. I take my fiance's paxil when I'm feelings especially hostel. 4)I have to have a cup of coffee if I get up really early. 5)I have a slight eating disorder but I'm working to get past it and be healthy, not just thin. 6)I don't like my brothers even now that we're all adults. 7)I used to addicted to over the counter meds and could stay fucked up for a week straight taking 16 pills at a time. I stopped when I realized one day that I'd missed a week of my

Magic Lamp
Ok...so a man is walking on the beach in Sunny California....he spots a piece of metal protruding from the ground and decides to dig it up to see what it is..... After digging a bit...he finds a lamp in the ground....while rubbing it vigerously to remove the sand a magical Genie pops out of it. *Boom* "I will grant you 1 wish...any wish you want..." the wonderous Gennie proclaims! After a minute of thought...the man decides the he would really love to be filthy rich....so he tells the Gennie... "I would like 500 million dollars!"..... The Gennie taps a finger to his lips and says... "wow?..really 500 million dollars? Thats a lot of paper...and the U.S. mint guards it very closely....I'm not sure if I can really do that..and just think of all those trees you would be killing..with that much paper...? The man considers the Gennies wisdom and reconsiders... The mans says.."ok then...I haven't had a vacation in years....I would really lOVE.... to go to Hawaii!" but..."I'm

Death Of A President And All Hail The Hypocrites
Yah know, I may come off as being very unpatriotic and that is not the case but when I woke up thus morning and heard that President Gerald Ford had died, other than feeling for his family, I was like "so what". For those flag wavers who are not up on their history. Gerald Ford was the first president never to be elected to the office. Each other President who had gained the office by death of a president had been been later elected at least once. Now, check this out. Gerald Ford was not even the Vice-President by selection. He gained the office following the resignation of Spiro Agew, the Vice President under Nixon. So, Agnew resigns, Ford moves up, Nixon is forced to step down under the Watergate scandal and Ford moves up again. Kinda like a lucky pawn in a chess game. Ford spent 1973-74 as vice president and 74-77 as president (the books stretch is since inaguration of the 1976 President Elect is sworn in during the month of January). Ford did not figure out on his o

Red Cowgirl Boots
(THIS STORY USED TO BE ON MY PROFILE PAGE BUT I PUT SOMETHING ELSE ON THERE~ SO I REALLY LIKE THIS STORY SO I MOVED IT HERE) Christy peered into her closet trying to decide on which outfit to wear for her usual Saturday night outing. Being from Ft. Worth, Texas, her destination was sure to be one of the many cowboy bars that dotted the Metroplex landscape. She finally decided on a long countrystyle dress that was low cut on top, yet loose enough to allow her freedom of movement on the dance floor. She lay the garment on her bed and sat down in front of her vanity mirror to brush her long blonde hair. There was no mistaking it, Christy had a stunning body! Long slim legs, flat tummy, a full yet tight ass, large red nippled breasts, and a pretty if not beautiful face. As the brush pulled through her tresses, her boobs jiggled back and forth, causing her nipples to become erect. Christy had to admit she was a male magnet of the nth degree!!! Her pussy was already damp, and ha

The Night Before Christmas
Twas The Night Before Christmas - Adult Version 'Twas the night before Christmas, and damn it was neat The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite. And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either s

What Is Love And What Would You Do For It
WHAT IS LOVE AND WHAT WOULD YOU DO FOR IT*** LOVE IS BETTER WHEN YOUR BEST FRIENDS.. LOVE is RESPECT.. WITHOUT RESPECT YOU HAVE NOTHING.. LOVE IS MAKING THAT PERSON YOUR WITH FEEL SECURE.. AND KNOWING THERE'S NO ONE ELSE THEY'D RATHER BE SPENDING THERE TIME WITH. LOVE IS ..LOVE IS WHEN YOU CAN TRUST THE PERSON FULLY AND NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT WHERE THEY ARE OR IF THEY ARE DOING SOMETHING AGAINST YOUR BETTER JUDGEMENT..LOVE IS WHEN YOU CAN LAY DOWN WITH SOMEONE AND TOTALLY BE YOURSELF,HAVE FUN, LAUGH, AND FEEL LIKE YOUR HAVING THE BEST CONVERSATION... JUST BECAUSE OF THE WAY YOU REACT TOWARDS EACH OTHER. LOVE IS BEING ABLE TO EXPRESS YOURSELF WITH OUT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT HOW THE OTHER PERSON IS GOING TO REACT. IN LOVE YOU SHOULD ALWAYS BE ABLE TO BE YOURSELF. LOVE IS WHEN YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE AND YOU GO OUT OF YOUR WAY TO PLEASE THE PERSON JUST SO THEY KNOW YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT THEM. LOVE CAN HAPPEN FAST OR LOVE CAN TAKE IT'S TIME. LOVE IS WHEN YOU SEE PAST ALL FAULTS AND ST

Not Original - But I Like It
The Rules for 2007 New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates. com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days: mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What'd you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of other men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you have two of them? Okay, we're done. New Rule: There's no such thing as flavored water. There's a whole aisle of this crap at the supermarket, water, but without that w

*shrugs*
Like Darth Vader I surprise you with my skills. I knock your ol ass out like a bag of sleeping pills. I got to rip things up like my name was Jack the Ripper. Theres a party at your house cause your mama is a stripper. Slice through the scene like a knife through peanut butter. Get your ears cleaned out motherfucker, I didnt stutter. Ess Double You Double E, eh son? I got this whole thing right down to a T.

What If??
What If? What if fat was healthy because fat people had some cushioning and some reserve food stores to live on, and skinny people were said to be putting themselves at risk, and stigmatized for making this stupid health decision? What if people went up to skinny girls in the street and said "Oh, you’d be beautiful if you’d just gain weight!" Or "You’re thin, but you’re beautiful on the inside!" Or looked at me like I was in some way sick and disgusting? What if all clothes below size 10 came in girly pastels, with the reasoning that small women are underdeveloped and childish? What if they were called ‘minus sizes’? What if thin people had to go to special stores to buy clothes, because none of the regular stores wanted to stock clothes for them, saying that they’re disgusting and their patrons wouldn’t want to look at them? What if all models were a size 16 or above, but every once in a while you’d see a "minus size" model in a size 8 cut to make her look larger? W

Wishing To Be Judy
" Serving the Seniors" by Witchman Senior Servers was a student organization that provided home-care and companionship to the elderly, infirmed, and shut-ins. In conjunction with the Home-Care attendants at the local hospital, college sophomores, juniors, and seniors were encouraged to volunteer a few hours a week to help such elders, many of whom were college alumni and longtime residents. Ann Rand was such a resident. A long retired former White House employee, she had moved to Spellsburg following Nixon's resignation and a severe helicopter crash that had left her partially paralyzed. College sophomore Judy Maxwell found her fascinating, especially when she learned that Miss Rand had associated with most of the founders of American psychological thought, including Jung and Skinner. As a Psych major herself, Judy appreciated and learned to value the wisdom that this old woman had obtained during her long and fascinating life. Judy also appreciated Miss Rand's aesthetic. Sh

I'm Alive By Default.
Kicking kittens is probably the best thing to ever happen to me. Pull back. Release. And the rage is gone. Destroy the innocent. I fall to the ground and the grass stains my jeans. I think for a few moments about strippers and how I’m never on time. I realize that I can’t speak. There is no defense. And my mind is weak. Going home to pour myself a pot of coffee. And do my hair all up with a can of hairspray. It still doesn’t look as good as yours. I smoke a pack and forget- that I seek to destroy. I dress myself in plaid, and fall down the staircase. I’m up and I’m a lush. Blinds cover my eyes, and I’m really only hiding from myself. I draw pretty zombies in pencil. And ramble on the phone for hours. I just don’t want to be alone. My art history book makes good fire. And I don’t want to get out anyways. I’m a bit of a pyro and I will die happy. Up. In. Flames.

Ladies,dont Read This Please
My glistening lips are engorged with unsated desire And my ardor, intensely wanton, burns shamelessly My hands are teasing, spreading, probing, piercing As my hips unchastely piston against their brazen exploration And my fingers, soft and wet from my own desire, press deeper My inner walls unabashedly enshroud them, molding, melting As my excitement slowly begins to build, tantalizing me My eyes shutter closed and my mind begins to reel As rapture leisurely rolls through me, possessing me And trapped helplessly in a state of euphoric rhapsody My body shudders exquisitely as pleasure fully envelops me

Vow
I can´t use what I can´t abuse And I can´t stop when it comes to you You burned me out but I´m back at your door Like Joan of Arc coming back for more I nearly died I came to cut you up I came to knock you down I came around to tear your little world apart I cam to shut you up I came to drag you down I came around to tear your little world apart And break your soul apart You burn and burn to get under my skin You´ve gone too far now I won´t give in You crucified me but I´m back in your bed Like Jesus Christ coming from the dead I nearly died I came to cut you up I came to knock you down I came around to tear your little world apart I came to shut you up I came to suck you down I came around to tear your little world apart Tear your little world apart And break your soul apart I can´t stop when it comes to you When it comes to you.

I Wanna Watch
Watch, transfixed, as your fingers brush across the satiny smooth skin of your cock, your palm pressing and your fingers wrapping, one by one, around your rigid length. Watch, enraptured, as your thumb moves back up to softly skim over the glistening bead of precome at the very tip before moving back down to trace the line of your cock. Watch, tantalized, as your fingers flex and tighten around the straining flesh, enveloping your cock in a heady grip, your hand beginning to leisurely piston. Watch, bewitched, as your cock glides agilely against palm and fingers in an intimate dance, your grip tightening with every slippery smooth stroke of palm against cock. Watch, seduced, as rapture begins to overtake you, soft and sweet, your body tensing and your eyes, brilliantly blue, awash with uninhibited ecstasy. Watch, unabashedly aroused, as your pleasure hits its crescendo and your come begins to jet out in thick steady streams, covering your hand, your chest, your belly.

Prisoner (poem)
He walks a path, it's his fate Can't run away nor escape Attached like a ball and chain Haunted past drives him insane Prisoner of his own mind In this flesh he does his time Locked away in a dark cell His life is a blackened hell All alone the days are spent Solitary confinement Raped of all thoughts and feelings Lives a life without meaning In sleep only he finds peace Eyes shut, the real nightmares cease With bread and water survives For something better he strives Maybe someday he'll be free When at last he finds the key One who can unlock his soul Free him from a life so cold

Just Me
Im trying to get a grip on how "rankings" go in cherrytap.com. But thats not the "just" of my blog. I need your opinion, ANYONES opinion is welcome. Say you have full custody of your child, the other parent rarely see the child, doesn't help with clothes, food, school supplies, heck, child support for that matter. Should the mom be let off the hook, no responsible for any of the above mentioned items if its the dad that has custody? I don't think they should. So what should be done about it? If a dad does what was mentioned above he'd be in jail, why not the mom? T

I Like It Like...
O.K I'm new here..I tried to post this once, hope it works this time. This is for the ladies...when it comes to oral sex...how do "U" like it licked? slow and sensual? Or do you want it sucked like a hoover vacume hooked up to a die hard battery? Neat or sloppy? Man or woman? Dont be shy I want details!

One More Open Letter
Alone in another crowded airport in another foreign city silently cursing the gods of air for the dratted mechanical failure that kept me from you. God, so close, an hour by air, that’s all that separated us. So, I sat and I waited and I cursed some more as I softly rubbed my tummy to help calm the butterflies working overtime in there, fluttering their wings in wild abandon, and I had to laugh at myself for allowing that silly bout of nerves to creep in on me. And I can not lie, I was nervous, but the nerves were such a secondary sensation to the intense need I had to see you–your face, a face that’s graced my dreams for more than a year and your eyes, those gorgeous blue eyes that forever hold me captive in sleep. When they finally called my flight, two hours after it was originally scheduled to depart, those butterflies in my tummy ceased their fluttering because they, like I, knew that in just over an hour, I’d finally meet the man of my dreams. That sounds fanciful, I

Will I Live To Be 80?
I recently picked a new primary care doctor. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing "fairly well" for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, "Do you think I'll live to be 80?" He asked, "Do you smoke tobacco, or drink beer or wine?" "Oh no," I replied. "I'm not doing drugs, either." Then he asked, "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?" I said, "No, my former doctor said that all red meat is very unhealthy!" "Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, sailing, hiking, or bicycling?" "No, I don't," I said. He asked, "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I said. "I don't do any of those things." He looked at me and said, "Then, why do you give a shit? ROFL PRICELESS AND TRUE!!!

An Inspirational Christmas Story.....tear Jerker
Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa at Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin The child climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. "Your friend? Your sister?" "Yes, Santa," he replied. "My sister, Sarah , who is very sick," he said sadly. Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. "What is it?" Santa asked warmly. "Well, I know it's really too much to ask you, Santa, but," the old woman beg

To Lover !
You are going to come to me. And when you reach my door you will find a blindfold hanging on the doorknob and the door open a crack. Enter the room, close the door behind you and put on the blindfold. Then wait there quietly for me. I lead you into the center of the room. “Stand still,” I tell you. “You are my personal playground…and I want to play uninterrupted.” My hand reaches out and I trail my fingers across your shoulders as I stroll around your body. I start to undress you at my leisure, stroking your muscles, nibbling on your ear, your neck. Pressing my body full length against yours. The feel of your heart pounding in your chest is strong under my hand as I scrape my nails lightly across your nipple. You feel my breasts against your chest, my nipples hardening as they rub against the hair on your body as I sink to my knees and examine your cock. Looking at it, breathing on it, I touch it lightly, lick it and - no! I won’t suck it now…that will be your reward for beh

Why Fakers Are Fakin!
Did anyone ever think why fakers are faking? Maybe they have a horrible life for some reason or other and this is how they can make their lives better. We on here should all be smart enough to take every profile person with a grain of salt. After all ppl, this is the internet!! Fakers don't bother me, pictures are only pictures. It is the personality that counts in my book. And if someone is looking for love and expects to meet someone on here, I hope they remember, This is the internet!! Anyone can be fake. Maybe their pics are 10 years old or maybe they are someones elses, or maybe they are photoshoped. But what can't be faked is the personality behind the pics.

Religion #1
ok i labled this one #1 because i'm SURE there will be more to come. besides i get side tracked easily while ranting so i know i'll forget something or loose my train of thought and have to come back again..... so much for short term memory, and if you got that joke then shame on you....lol anyway, i just read this mum about religion, well actually it was about the bible. and it asked if people believed everything thats in it. and of course there where several diff answers and view points. but my view is this. regardless of what you believe, instead of getting wrapped up in all the details why not look at the whole picture. YES the story tells you about jesus, etc... but instead get what its trying to tell you. is it soooooo wrong to tell people to treat each other right, to act like decent human beings? thats basically what it boils down to. You shall have no other gods before Me. You shall not make wrongful use of the name of the Lord your God Remember the Sabbath day, a

I Need Love
I am a Prince in need of Love.If there are any Princesses out there that wants to be my Gurl.Let me know if you want what I want.I am also a R&B singer as well so if you gurls are real give me a holla and it's real talk between each other. LOve Ur Prince of R&B AKA Trey Love

Tell Me What U Think Ladies
IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A PUNK FOR REAL. REPOST IT SAYING " IF YOU HAD ME ALONE

New Pics.
well to everyone that comes to my site i have new pics and i would like u all to check them out if u want to. they are really good. they are pics of my girlfriend my man and my girlfriend's man to. hope everyone is having a great day.

Part#1
White Slaves of Madame Cong: Elevator Humpers By Jackpot All the usual disclaimers. You must be over 18 to read this. This story is pure fantasy. You have been warned. This is for adults only! NOTE-There is a sequence in this story that very much resembles something another author recently wrote. I must apologize for this however. The ideas for this sequence were thought of and conceived well before I suddenly saw them appear in another story, such is life. I considered deleting the section but thought that it would take too much away from the story. I apologize to my readers and the author, and hope you can enjoy this story. "Is this your final decision?" The juror wiped some sweat off his forehead, "Yes Your Honor, Mrs. Sara James is upheld against Madame Lili Cong of Cong Enterprises." I was ecstatic. "Another victory in my belt," I thought, "but I'm going to bring the bitch down all the way, if it is the last thing I do." As the courtroom cleared I made

Part#2
few hours later) "Barbara, wake up, wake up Barbara, wake up!" It was Madame Cong's voice. She shouted again and then moved away. "My goodness, another masterpiece Sherry, you outdid yourself today." "Thank you Madame." Sherry shook me back to my senses, knowing that by now the drug was just about wearing off. I woke up stunned. I had hoped it was all a bad dream but it was not. I could immediately see my image in the mirror. I leaped up out of my chair and swung around at Sherry, "You bitch!" I tried to smack Sherry in the face but She just blocked the blow and pushed me down by my shoulders. She was very strong. "Sit down, Barbie!" She commanded as she pushed me right down and pinned my arms to the chair with her own hands. She then bent over and whispered into my ears, "Who is the bimbo now?" Then she quickly released her grip on me. "What have you done to me?" I yelled out in panic. "You have been made over Barbara," Madame Cong said, "wouldn't you just love t

Avn - Las Vegas, Nv.
After much thought and a reverse cancellation, I WILL be attending and signing at this years AEE expo in Las Vegas. I will be roaming around the convention floor being a fan and taking pictures with all the hot girls on Wednesday, Jan, 10th. My signing dates and times for the EVIL ANGEL booth will be as follows: Thursday, Jan. 11th: 2pm - 6pm Friday, Jan. 12th: 2pm - 6pm Saturday, Jan. 13th: 9am - 1pm I'm excited to see all of my loyal fans and all of the NEW fans as well! On Saturday night, Jan. 13th, I will be at the AVN Awards, I'm up for 11 awards, so let's see if my movies are really any good! I'm also up for Female Performer of the Year. Do I really deserve it? We'll see! See you all in a couple weeks! Update: 10:39am Prepare for a shocker at the convention due to my role in iODiNEGiRL. That's all I'm saying :)

My Mother...
We missed my dad very much with Christmas, but he is still in our hearts. We will never forget him! Love you dear daddy, where ever you are in heaven... Best friends forever mom and me picking flowers and climbing trees. a shoulder to cry on, secrets to share Warm hearts and hands that really care. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Im 20% Shy
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ♥insane_band_geek♥ Date: Dec 27 2006 1:39 PM [x] You are afraid of public speaking. [] You find it hard to talk to strangers. [] You don't like to look people in the eye. [] You don't like using public restrooms. [] You don't like to go shopping alone. Total: 1 [] Being introduced to new people makes you nervous. [] When you're in a group of people, it's difficult to think of what to say. [] You have a lot of trouble talking to the opposite sex. [] You hate to be teased. [] You dread answering the door. Total: 0 [] You can't stand people watching you. [] One on one conversations make you nervous. [x] You don't like to ask people for help. [] You hate to read aloud. [] You don't like asking questions. Total: 1 [] You dread ordering food at restaurants. [] You are uncomfortable at parties, unless you know everyone well. [] You don't like to talk, because you're afraid of being

It's Time For Me To Leave...
tomorrow afternoon i shall be gone. away to a far away magical place called atlantic city... i believe it's in the state of new jersey. ::smirks:: amy should be arriving here around two... in her car... with illegally tinted windows... and i should be hopping in and on my way to the taj mahal. for what you ask? gambling and drinking of course! then friday comes and it's off to the city. the big one referred to as new york by you non tri staters. for a dashing time filled with more drinking and even more people watching. saturday you ask? pennsylvania. morrisville that is... it's a small city... some would say tiny... but it has a very large personality living directly in it's center. FRED! and a party... possibly filled with his family members... and friends... who are all wonderful. when saturday is over i will be heading back home............ only to leave again. as for sunday you ask? ahh... new years eve... spent in the above

My Dearest Wife
To My Dearest Wife, During the past year, I have attempted to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of only once every 10 days. The following is a list of why I didn't succeed more often: We will wake the kids - 54 times It's too late - 15 times I'm too tired - 42 times It's too early - 12 times It's too hot - 18 times Pretending to be asleep - 31 times The neighbors will hear - 9 times Headache or backache - 26 times Sunburn - 10 times Your mother will hear us - 9 times Not in the mood - 21 times Watching the late show - 17 times Too sore - 26 times New hairdo - 6 times Wrong time of the month - 14 times You had to go to the bathroom - 19 times Of the 36 times that I DID succeed, the result was not always satisfying because 6 times you just laid there, 8 times you reminded me that there was a crack in the ceiling, 4 times you told me to hurry up and get it over with, 7 times I had to wake you u

Two Years Clean......
Wow......I'm two years clean yesterday.....clean from a horror known as methanphetamine. Yeah and i'm definitely proud of myself because it's such a battle. People don't know what i have to deal with daily and weekly. For those of you who don't know me as well, here's the deal: I used to be a meth junkie. I just smoked the stuff and snorted it all the time (never ever got the nerve to shoot it up, thank god), but I was REALLY BAD on this stuff. I originally started doing it for work purposes to stay alert (and this was when I was 11 years old). after that job was over, I stopped for a bit then went back on it. I slowly became more and more and more addicted and soon....I was spending all of my money on it. I stole for it. That shit had me on a fucking leash! I would do whatever for it (almost whatever hahaha). For the uneducated, meth eats away your muscles and fat. I shrank down a lot. I used to be very thick and chunky, and then meth solved that problem....and adding a new one: addic

For Parents To Give To Daughters Potential Boyfriend.......
Dating Girls in This Family Here is what you need to know about this family if you have any plans on dating, hanging or kickin it with the girls. 1. There is a big scarry bald ex-marine in this family. There is a big scarry bald ex-thug in this family. They know what guys are looking for and what they talk about and what they do. They are not scared of you in any way shape or form regardless of your level in karate or your street creds. They are not afraid to go to jail for protecting someone they love 2. The moms in this family are like Lionesses, piss us off and we will eat you alive.....child or not. They are also not afraid of you or your friends or your friends of friends. Get over yourself. 3. All the girls are well informed of the lines, stratigies and "skills" you will use to try to get in their pants and they will not fall for them. they will actually laugh at you in your face. 4. All the girls in this family respect themselves and their parents, aunts, uncle

A Sensual Story Of Mine
She was sitting in the den with the sun shining through the weather worn blinds. I could smell her sweet floral scent as I walked in the door...tattered and torn from a hard days work. I called to her..."baby I`m home". There was no answer, I proceeded to the den where she was sound asleep and exhausted from her very demanding job. The sun seemed to glow as it danced across her exposed thigh in the floral sundries that she normally slips on after a hard days work. I placed my brief case on the floor and proceeded to pick her up out of the chair, her body limp, she managed to wake slightly and in a soft voice she said"hey baby I missed you" I gently kissed her forehead and proceeded to carry her upstairs to the master bedroom. Where I layed her across the bed she tried to speak I gently placed my fingers on her lips and said in a whisper "don`t speak". I went into the bathroom where I ran a hot steaming bubble bath for my baby. As I came back into the room she was sitting up in anticipa

Fishin
A guy is 81 years old and loves to fish. He was sitting in his boat the other day when he heard a voice say, "Pick me up." He looked around and couldn't see any one. He thought he was dreaming when he heard the voice say again, "Pick me up." He looked in the water and there, floating on the top, was a frog. The man said, "Are you talking to me?" The frog said, "Yes, I'm talking to you. Pick me up. Then, kiss me and I'll turn into the most beautiful woman you have ever seen. I'll then give you more sexual pleasure that you ever could have dreamed of." The man looked at the frog for a short time, reached over, picked it up carefully, and placed it in his front breast pocket. Then the frog said, "What, are you nuts? Didn't you hear what I said? I said kiss me and I will give you sexual pleasures like you have never had." He opened his pocket, looked at the frog and said, "Nah, at my age I'd rather have a talking frog."

Him
I am probably the only person in the world who will understand this one....was written for Chris' boss Greg. Lukewarm, that's what I was. His laughing eyes, his dimples. I stared With interested, yet Uninterested orbs. I was not cold, yet I was not hot. The storm raged violently, Both inside and out. I stared at him with Cold, angry eyes. Envious, possessive, he was that and more. We were cold. Hot, that's what he is. Just like a day in July. The boiling point was reached, passion was ignited. Walking Without shoes, he was HOT!!

T’was The Night Before Christmas…
Kerry carefully hung the last, tiny wooden ornament on the tree, stepping back to inspect her work when she was done. “There.” She turned and faced the dark haired, long limbed woman sprawled on the couch watching her. “How’s that?” Dar tilted her head to one side and reviewed the tree. “Is that the last one?” She stroked the head of a cream colored Labrador who was snoozing on the couch next to her. “Yep.” Kerry folded her arms across her chest. “Good, because I think one more and we’d have an avalanche on our hands.” Dar chuckled, grinning when Kerry gave her a mock glower. “It’s perfect, Ker.” She relented, admiring the eight foot tall spruce adorned with lights, tinsel, garlands, and a plethora of twinkling ornaments. “The only thing missing is chestnuts roasting on an open fire.” “Well, unless you want to stand in the kitchen with me and hold them over the gas burners…” Kerry walked over and sat down next to Dar. “We’ll just have to cope since we have no open fire

Stalker
Ok, I think that I officially have a stalker now. Every time that I log onto yahoo..he is constantly sending me messages. I have tried to put him on ignore..that doesn't work. I have logged in as invisible and that doesn't work. He knows every time that I log in and won't leave me alone. He got upset with me because I wouldn't be his online girlfriend so now he is harassing me about photos that I have on my yahoo messenger and calling me a shallow person because of my sexy photos. Anybody got any hint on what I should do?

Little Brother
This was written by a friend of our..Yvonne for her little brother Tim. You were once so small with a sweet little smile. But, of course, that only lasted awhile. Now you're getting up and around, Just like a toy that can't be unwound. Sometimes I wish for that cute little boy Who used to hang on to his favorite toy. But I can see you're just as cute, Running around in that cowboy suit.

Lock The Door,a Present
"Close the door." Kerry took one more quick look around the now quiet, and mostly dark condo. Jack was snugged down on the couch, and she'd settled Angela and Michael upstairs, her sister in her room, and her brother in the spare room on the other side of her newly converted office. She shut the door to Dar's bedroom firmly, then turned and regarded her lover, who was sprawled on the waterbed, eyes closed. "Whew." Kerry yawned, rubbing her eyes. "I can't belive it's 3am…I haven't talked that much since the debating finals in college." "Mm." Dar nodded. "It was nice, though… good party." Kerry perched on the edge of the waterbed. "Yeah? You had fun?" One blue eye eased open. "Yes, I did." Dar sounded faintly surprised. "I think everyone did…and the picture you got of Duks falling asleep on the chair with that puppy is some of the best blackmail material I've seen in years." She remarked, lifting her arms over her head and stretching. "Killer dessert." The blond

What Does A 320 Pound Woman Look Like?
Now, before you look at her pictures, get a mental image of what you think a woman who weighs 320 looks like.... Not what you were expecting, was it!! The tallest and biggest woman in the world lives in Holland . She is 7'4" and weighs 320 What a relief! Now we ALL know we aren't overweight, just too short!

A Present......continued
The sun made Kerry wince as she turned westward onto the causeway and headed towards the airport. She flipped her sunglasses out of the Mustang's glove compartment, and slipped them on, getting relief from the intense glare. A Christmas music CD was playing merrily in her CD player, and she hummed along as she picked up I395, then made the exchange to 836 towards the airport. Traffic was surprisingly light, and she figured she got everyone between those that did a big Christmas lunch and were now half comatose in front of football, and those who had Christmas dinner, and were making last minute preparations. Those people who eschewed the day all together, were probably at the beach, since just about everything else except Walgreens was closed. The airport, on the other hand, was a royal mess. Kerry sighed, and dodged a number of taxis as she entered the arrival lanes, finding tempers flaring in the heat. She pulled off into short term parking, and grabbed a ticket, hoping to g

What Kind Of Eyes Do U Have?
What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures) EdenYou have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

25 Relationship Questions
25 Relationship Questions 1) single? No 2) Are you happy with where you are? YES 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? YES 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? YES 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable? NO 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? YES AND I HAVE SEVERAL TIMES 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? mARRIED SO YES 8) Do you want children? HAVE SOME 9) How many? 3 10) Would you consider adoption? SURE 11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way for them to tell you? JUST TELL ME ITS OPEN AND HONEST AND THATS SWEET 12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? SOMETIMES 13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating? SOMETIMES 14) Do you believe love at first sight exists? YES I MARRIED A WOMAN THAT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SITE 15) Are you a romantic person? VERY 16) Do you believe that you can change someo

Bored At Work...
I am bored at work...This really sucks...Somebody please save me before I go insane... FUCK! FUCK FUCK FUCK! FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!

I Am Me
Truly one of THE most powerful quotes I have ever read... “I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, th

Black Willows Bloom
One a bud, no fairer a love did grow. In Spring I saw it blooming in the morn. Hither strong winds and light breezes did blow, yet, the bud did bloom; a flower was born. The fall never daunted the vibrant love; It grew, as the flower, with the morning dew. The flower soon turned to the sun above. Like an ocean so true, the sky, so blue. Upon a lovely pink colored flower With an air of gloom, surrounded by gloom, Which, alas, wilted away hour by hour, I found the ultimate of winter's doom. How sad a woe, a heavy grace I bear, In the lose of a love that's deemed so fair. She wrote this on September 23, 1986. It appears she may have submitted this to a poetry contest or magazine.

A Present.......continued
It was weird. Kerry found her eyes flicking here and there, her eyes absorbing the collection of assorted couples and singles assembled in the chapel. That, at least, was mildly familiar, being roughly square, with a raised platform at one end, and rows of pews stretching across the floor. The pews were donated from various building projects from other churches, she noticed, and in one case, a temple. They were a mixture of woods and sizes, but no one seemed to mind. Missing were the typical Bibles, but there were hymnbooks, and she took one, thumbing through its well-worn pages to see old favorites and some she didn't know. She and Dar were sitting about mid way on the left hand side, and as the room filled, she watched her lover's alert and interested eyes watching everything. Of course, half the room, the female half, was also watching her. Kerry felt a mixture of pride and consternation at the veiled, and in some cases, not so veiled looks of lust directed at her companion

A Present Under....
The boat bobbed lightly up and down in the gentle surf, the brass riggings clanking softly in the easterly wind. The sky was mostly cloudless, just a few puffy white intruders drifting across it, sending elongated shadows across the blue green water as the sun tilted down towards the west. The deck of the boat was draped in various types of scuba gear, two regulators hung neatly to dry out, along with webbed belts, buoyancy vests, net bags, and wide, duck webbed fins nestled in the well in the center. On the front of the boat, two figures were sprawled, soaking up the late afternoon sun. "Dar?" Kerry kept her eyes closed, as she yawned a little. "Mm?" Her taller companion merely grunted an answer. "You know, there's something really off kilter about spending the day before Christmas in my bathing suit, getting a suntan on the Atlantic Ocean." "Yeah?" Dar lifted one eyelid, exposing a crystal clear blue eye and peered at her. "Yeah…Christmas is supposed to be abo

My Move
Well here it is December 27th, 2006.....I am 32 years old, was married for almost 8 years and now seperated for the past 8 months or so. Well the time has come to finally move into my own place come friday....and personally i'm scared shitless.......This will be the first time i have ever lived ALONE!!!!!!!!! It's one of my biggest fears....I'm extremely excited and yet i'm very nervous at the same time...I love my new apartment..it's very cozy and quiet....I guess I just wish i had someone to share it with.

How Do I Feel????
OK so the story goes.... Everything was going fine and well (or so I thought) last night. Then My X-Boyfriend and another guy decided to go out for a walk to the corner store.... Hours later they come back. "What the Fuck took you two so long"? was my inquiry. That's when the X spoke up and told me he didn't want to be with me... the whole "It's not you it's me" thing. He figures he'd be happier with a guy. WTF. Anyways, this something I never seen coming. I dont really know how to feel. Used, ashamed, unworthy ... just a bunch of mixed emtotions going through my head right now. Any Advice on how to deal with such a thing would be appreciated. Thanks

Atkins Or Bust...atkins Or Bust...i'm A Fat Whore
i am so out of control. i dont get it. i do so well for a little while, and then i go INSANE. if ya havent paid attention to my shit, i gained 3 lbs since weigh in day. and you would think that would give me motivation to do better...but no!! it makes me do WORSE. like here in a minute, i'm about to order a damn pizza. yeah, good idea fatty. so tomorrow, i'm starting the atkins diet. i am i am. it works. i'm gonna do it until i get down to 120 pounds, and then i'm gonna control myself really hard, so if i get back up to around 125, thats fine, but i'll try not to. i threw the atkins plan out a long time ago...even though it did work on me once. one of my friends was looking at pictures of me and he made a comment about how skinny i looked in this one picture...and i'm like oh yeah that was thanks to atkins. you can maintain your weight after losing it with atkins...you just cant go all insane and eat 45 pizzas after you lose the weight. LOL okay i was exaggerating, but you know

" I'm Sorry "
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of goin out. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just fuck you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I am me I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I ne

To: Angel Of The Morning
I thought I saw a river in your soul And by the look in your eyes I know There's a fire a heat that's burning there Closer to you each day feels like our first time Rediscovering you and the way you move Like a wind-child What would I do without your rhythm in my soul I saw you painting through the trees You touched me then The breeze before the heat lightning strikes A dream that I only hoped could come true What if the sun don't shine? I have light from you Open the doors to reveal you Tender notions Clouds racing across the moon I can't promise I can heal you but if you want me to I can try You're the one who showed me worlds I never knew You were there when I needed you In the dark right before I fell At the edge I heard your voice and turned around Captivated By the promise of your friendship Bound to you By the promise of your love And all I saw was your hand Standing there in the shadows Just a look that says "If you want to" It's not about tant

Only I Know December 27, 2006
I know doesn't seem real but the years have passed I am still the same person but yet not so much since I was ill. God gave me wisdom and took my looks. It's ok I had it all once as they say beauty is only skin deep. So never look so far you forget to see the real beauty with in

Bitterness
This letter is short But its feeling is strong. There is bitterness in my hand; These words to it belong. How could I love you? Why did I care? I should have known you wouldn't always be there. I gave so much of me to you, and I hoped for something in return. I feel as though my heart was on fire and you just watched it burn. I want to tell you how I feel; how I feel way deep within, But words can't express the hurt I feel: I'll never be the same again. Written July 21, 1986

Redneck
REDNECK - LAMB OF GOD So goddamn easy to write this, You make it spill off the page. So drunk on yourself, self-righteous, A laughing stock of your own fucking sage. But I ain't one of those names, Or throw stones in a house of glass. You try me. This is a motherfucking invitation The only one you could ever need. This is a motherfucking invitation. You try me. Just one time you got a reason, Heard you had nothing to lose. A pied preacher for the pin-eyed congregation, It must be easy to lose. But I ain't one of those names, Or throw stones in a house of glass. You try me. This is a motherfucking invitation The only one you could ever need. This is a motherfucking invitation. You try me. You can tell the same lie a thousand times, But it never gets anymore true, So close your eyes once more and once more believe That they all still believe in you. This is a motherfucking invitation The only one you could ever need. This is a motherfucking invi

Papa Roach -last Resort
Cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a f*ck if I cut my arm bleeding This is my last resort Cut my life into pieces, I've reached my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a f*ck if I cut my arm bleeding Do you even care if I die bleeding? Would it be wrong? Would it be right? If I took my life tonight? Chances are that I might Mudilation out of sight, and I'm contimplating suicide Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine I never realized I was spread too thin Till it was too late and I was empty within Hungry, feeding on my chaos and living in sin Downward spiral, where do I begin? It all started when I lost my mother No love for myself and no love for another Searching to find a love upon a higher level Finding nothing but questions and devils Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish

Its A Contest I Need Entries Please
MySpace Ticker MySpace Ticker MySpace Ticker ITS BEST PET AND KID PHOTO PLEASE CONTACT ME BELOW IF YOUR INTERESTED RULES NO DOWN RATING ITS A COMMENT BOMB AND YOU CAN VOTE FOR YOURSELF JUST SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH THE PHOTO YOU WANT TO USE THANK YOU AND LETS GET SOME CONTESTANTS

Dream Little Baby
This was written around March 22, 1988 for her nephew Cory. This was 2 and a half months before her death. Dream little baby Dream for you Make no mistake I'll be dreaming too. Dream little baby Dream for two Make no mistake I will dream with you Dream little baby Let your dreams come true Make no mistake I will be true too!

R.i.p My Friend Greg
A friend of mine was stabbed in his stomach on friday the 22nd. After surgery he had died!! He was a bouncer at a bar working and broke up a fight.I will miss him greatly. R.I.P Greg!! I love you!

Numb
NUMB - PINK No sleep, no sex for you from your ex-girlfriend I was too deep, I can't let you go and just jump in At times I would push my feelings aside to let you feel I'm novicane I'm numb and nothing's real Like the coldest winter, I am frozen from you I was weak before now you made me so numb I can't feel much for you anymore I gave you my all, my baby I'm numb, numb, numb But the tears were silent inside you see But the tears were silent inside you see I laid there quiet, watched you have your way with me I might have cried, the tears were silent inside you see You called me names, made me feel like I was dumb I didn't feel a thing and now I'm gone, gone, gone Like a battered child I got used to your pain But you know its cuz I was weak before now you made me so numb I can't feel much for you anymore I gave you my all, my baby I'm numb, numb, numb I was weak before now you made me so numb I can't feel much for you anymore I gave you my

Life
so its me and i just want to say that i am sick so if i dont talk then u know why and i havent been on lately bc i have been busy with things and my moms been real sick lately so i have been with her well talk to me anytime

Pointless
I hate whiny crybaby attention whore guys. I swear some men are worse than women when it comes to gossip and whining. That is all :) Oh oh oh oh oh...Make SURE everyone rates my blog too because, see they shouldnt rate it cuz its good. They should rate it cuz I said so! (this is totally sarcastic BTW) oh Happy Holidaze too!

Dear Diary
DEAR DIARY - PINK Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets Cuz you're the only one that I know who'll keep them Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets I know you'll keep them, and this is what I've done I've been a bad, bad girl for so long I don't know how to change what went wrong Daddy's little girl when he went away What did it teach me? That love leaves Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets Cuz you're the only one that I know who'll keep them Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets I know you'll keep them, and this is what I've done I've been down every road you could go I made some bad choices as you know Seems I have the whole world cradled in my hands But its just like me not to understand Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets Cuz you're the only one that I know who'll keep them Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets I've been a bad, bad girl I learned my lessons I turned myself around I've

Modeling Pics
ahhhh so i'm back at it again briefly with my outspoken ways...one day someone is going to curse me out in the comments of my blog...........oh well... so this is in regards to modeling pics. now dont get me wrong, there are some very nice looking modeling pics. tastefully done, some arent so tasteful, just a wide range some good some bad. but yanno, why would someone have nothing but modeling pics up in their profile? i can understand maybe they want to show them off and think they look great and all ( and some do ) but they put up all those pics and then wonder why people think they are fake? think they arent real, etc... can you really be that stupid? are you new to the internet? they get offended as if there have NEVER been any fakers on the net.....ooooooooh noooooooo. just FYI most guys like REGULAR, NORMAL, EVERYDAY pics... we like to see you in sexy stuff YES we like to see you in nothing yes but we like to see pics that arent takin by professional photographers. we

About Me!!!
hi i'm cherry,i'm 36 years old,i'm a blonde with green eye's as you can tell.i'm 5"7 and weight i can't tell!!!i have two beatiful daughters one is 21 the other is 13.they grow up to fast.i live here in west texas some where.i'm here for friends and to have a good time.sence i have been here on cherrytap i have not been bord at all.would like to say thank you to the one's that have been keeping me busy.

Missing You
No words I write can ever say, How much I miss you everyday. As time goes by the loneliness grows, How I miss you... nobody knows. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. But all I have are memories, And a photo in a frame. No one knows my sorrow, No one sees me weep. But the love I have for you, Is in my heart and mine to keep. I never stopped loving you, I don't think I ever will. Deep inside my heart, You are with me still. Heartaches in this world are many, But mine is worse than any. My heart still aches as I whisper low, "I need you... and miss you so." The things we feel so deeply, Are often the hardest things to say. But I just can't keep quite anymore, So I'll tell you anyway. There is a place in my heart, That no one can fill. I love you... and I always will.

18 Wheeler
18 WHEELER - PINK Can't keep me down Can't keep me down, down Can't keep me down I said you can't keep me down You know you can't keep me down I said you can't keep me down Hey, hey, man! What's your problem? I see you tryin' to hurt me bad Don't know what you're up against Maybe you should reconsider Come up with another plan Cuz you know I'm not that kinda girl That'll lay there and let you come first You can push me out the window I'll just get back up You can run over me with your 18 wheeler truck And I won't give a fuck You can hang me like a slave I'll go underground You can run over me with your 18 wheeler but You can't keep me down, down, down, down Can't keep me down, down Can't keep me down, down, down Can't keep me down, down Hey, hey, girl! Are you ready for today? You got your shield and sword? Cuz its time to play the games You are beautiful Even though your not for sure Don't let him pull you by the scar

The Continuing Saga...
delays, hassles, run-arounds.. it seems i may not be leaving for arizona until saturday now... due to problems with the cargo van we're purchasing and other things.. The 'going away' party is tonight.. and by the plan we were suppose to leave the following morning..for impact. i mean you dont want to say goodbye.. and then still be here =) but unfortunately such is the case - ah well, overall the plan is going well - just you can never quite account for human beings and their unpredictable nature. seems my new years party will be me and my friend at some random hotel somewhere between here and arizona =) not quite what i wanted.. but getting there - and getting the hell out of here.. is all thats really important.

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how low will you stoop get your poop in a group it's better to be safe than sorry come down from your hi horse & take a chill pill feathers won't stick unless you're tarry. don't open your mouth if ya can't be nice there's not enough hours in a day take a long walk off a really short pier if you're sneezin' don't roll in the hay don't put off til tommorrow what needs done today why don't you go fly a kite you'll lay in the bed u made for yourself things don't look so bad in the light reach for the stars, go for the gusto grab the bull by the horns slay the dragon take the big plunge when smelling a rose watch for thorns don't make a bet that u can't cover you're really under my skin if it wasn't for bad luck i'd have none at all if you don't play how can you win push up some daisies & sleep the big sleep lie in peacefull slumber give your right arm cuz you bought the farm and somebody called out your number.

My Christmas!
My Christmas! We had a great Christmas ourselves. We had it on Saturday before Christmas Eve. We wanted to do that because there is always a big hurry when we have it on Christmas Eve. My brother has to have his children back to their mothers the next morning. You know how that goes? So it is just I was a big hurry and we never just get a time to relax and enjoy each other. So this time we move it up one day so that there would be no distractions. It worked out perfectly! My mom went to get my grandmother from the nursing home Saturday afternoon and she took her to see my aunt and my first cousin's three-year-old daughter. Then she brought her to the house and let her eat. Mother had made some dumplings, sweet potatoes, and had fried chicken and other stuff. She was tearing down on all that good food. You know they miss that kind of stuff when they are in a facility like that. They miss the grease! :-) Nothing like good home cooking. And they really good thing happe

A Wish
Sometimes I look up at the stars at night, Wishing that you were holding me tight. I hold back the tears before they slide down my cheek, Praying to God to keep me strong, not weak. I make a wish in the deepness of my heart, that soon we'll be together, not so far apart. I think of all the good times we have shared, I want you to know that I'll always care. I want you to hold me and never let me go, I miss you and love you, just thought I'd let you know.

Ok I See Now
People are right to think you have no one cause no one stays no one really likes you no one really wants you no one really needs you but i will trell you what people do do they tear you up they forget you they ignore you they walk converse with you anymore now that they have a new fancy we are all just people that people that call them selves friends with keep on the in and bide their time by "Enduring" us until they find somin new and i have become so fuck fed up with people saying i would always be the friend or that they would never just stop talkin to me or that they would call me back no matter what you know? fuck this shit ain't no one worth all this I am tired i have written poems stoies i have writtin hakus and skits i have written play all about people being hurt but working it all out and you know what? that is bullshit fantasy ignorance to the highest degree i hate that we have a world of movies to say we are perfect and everything ends good when it all sucks and it don't...

Update...on Shadows Poem
Just a update..Found out today I won the Editors Choice Award for Shadows, I'm totally blown away.I never dreamed it would do this good. Thank you to all my friends for you support and encouragement.

If God Is A Dj
IF GOD IS A DJ - PINK I've been the girl with her skirt pulled high been the outcast, never running with mascara eyes now i see the world as a candy store with a cigarette smile sayin things you can't ingnore like mommy i love you daddy i hate you brother, i need you lover, hey fUCK you i can see everything here with my third eye like the blue in the sky (Chorus) if God is a dj life is a dance floor love is the rhythm you are the music if God is a dj life is a dancefloor you get what your given it's all how you use it i've been the girl, middle finger in the air unaffected by rumors, the truth i don't care so open your mouth and stick out your tongue you might as well let go you can't take back what you've done so find a new lifestyle A reason to smile look for Nirvana under the strobe lights sequins and sex dreams you whisper to me there's no reason to cry (Chorus) if God is a dj life is a dance floor love is the rhythm you are the music if

Christmas Break, Christmas And New Years
Christmas break always goes by super fast for me. Im sooooo glad that I dont have to go shopping for anyone else for a very long time in all that madness. I dont find it hard to believe the stories about how people get shot. I made out this Christmas!! I got basically everything I wanted it was soooooooooo much better than last years Christmas. I got my perfume, iPod, a Dane Cook poster (gorgeous), a playboy necklace, the matching hat scarf and glove set, a playboy purse, a robe, money, a new blow dryer that comes with a diffuser (score), a new venus vibrance razor, socks, an Ohio State hat, 2 Ohio State shirts (since there were no hoodies to be found and the jersey that I wanted was like $50!!(how do those people sleep at night!?!), an ornament with my name written on it(my aunt likes to make random gifts dont ask me why..)an old navy gift card, blank cds and a bunch of other little random things that I said I needed. I LOVE CHRISTMAS!! Everyone loved their presents..I got my mom 2 re

Fires Of Caramel
What flaming fire unto mine heart is so hot with light and warmth remains to swell the chest that lodges this heart: this heart burns ablaze of this blue fire with embers fanned by mine only desire that craves for the intimacy of a sweet heart; a sweetheart! never this flame have I known till my misting mellowy maid turned my own, aye! oh! maid of honour for a life I choose. And forever more I feel this candle burning and warming my heart's mantle with steady fires of this caramel flame, a fire that tamed my hate and love just came and my maid I own, I have and pray not lose.

I Am So Smart!
so some of you know im joining the army. well, i took the pre asvab today and i scored a hell of a lot higher than i thought i would. i got a 79. the recruiter said the one i took on the computer is harder than the actual one im going to take on the 8th. david is so proud of me. hell i am too. i thought i was going to do a lot worse. I still cant believe that i did that well. im still going to get some books to study up on the sections that i didnt do so well in. theres no harm in wanting to do better

Stupid Girls
STUPID GIRLS - PINK Stupid girl, stupid girls, stupid girls Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl Go to Fred Segal, you'll find them there Laughing loud so all the little people stare Looking for a daddy to pay for the champagne (Drop a name) What happened to the dreams of a girl president She's dancing in the video next to 50 Cent They travel in packs of two or three With their itsy bitsy doggies and their teeny-weeny tees Where, oh where, have the smart people gone? Oh where, oh where could they be? Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl Baby if I act like that, flipping my blond hair back Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl (Break it down now) Disease's growing, it's epidemic I'm scared that there ain't a cure The world believes it and I'm going crazy I cannot take any more I'm so glad that I'll never

There He Is
If you're searching for joy And you haven't found it yet I wanna know ôô Who is the man who said He could save Who took my dark clouds away And who said that they would bring joy to my day And who said they'd wash all my sins away Now who touched my heart and changed my life And who is this One that sacrificed Well, who heard my prayers in the middle of the night And when I was blind who opened my eyes Chorus Oh, there He is Reach out and touch Him There He is Call out His name There He is Don't be afraid There He is Look up in the sky There He is It's a bird it's a plane There He is No it's Jesus There He is Coming to save me There He is Hallelujah Now who told the Son to set me free Who laid down and died for me And who said the homeless was the same as me Who took solid ground and placed my feet And who gave the purpose and reason to sing Who gave the music melody When trouble was chasing who parted my sea

Instuctions 4 The Neddy (clit 101)
Most women are shy about their bodies. Even if you've got the world's most gorgeous woman in bed with you, she's going to worry about how you like her body. Tell her it's beautiful, tell her which parts you like best, tell her anything, but get her to trust you enough to let you down between her legs. Now stop and look at what you see. Beautiful, isn't it? There is nothing that makes a woman more unique than her pussy. I know. I've seen plenty of them. They come in all different sizes, colors and shapes; some are tucked inside like a little girl's cunnie and some have thick luscious lips that come out to greet you. Some are nested in brushes of fur and others are covered with transparent fuzz. Appreciate your woman's unique qualities and tell her what makes her special. Women are a good deal more verbal than men, especially during love-making. They also respond more to verbal love, which means, the more you talk to her, the easier it will be to get her off. So all the time you'

My Body!
Who do you think I am I don't play these games Not goin' out like that let me explain Tryin' to save myself don't pressure me My spirit leads me to celibacy I have to just be real and I know it's fair I wanna please my God and I don't care You can just leave now but if you stay There's gonna be no other way If this is love then you can take it If this is not then don't ya fake it My body is the Lord's temple Don't mess with me God's property It ain't that bad if you try to see His perfect will is all that I need My body is the Lord's temple Don't mess with me God's property What part of no don't you seem to understand I just can't move that fast it's not His plan I'm not ashamed to do what I know is right His yoke is easy and His burden's light Momma sat me down and she would say Just trust in the Lord and Him only No disrespect but I can't be with you And try to serve the Lord in honesty too My body is God's body No it ain't your property Jesus died

Imagine That
Imagine that I didn't have a perfect love And I didn't have You to trust Imagine that No way I could handle that Could you imagine You not Keeping me like You do It's a love I'll never lose You won't take it back Cause I just can't imagine that Imagine if I never would have met You Imagine all the pain I would of been through Imagine if I could't see that You Were the best thing for me Imagine me in the world alone Imagine if I couldn't call You my own Where in this world would I be If Your love did not surround me I know You are with me Your arms wrapped around me You always show me That Your love is here for me Just think how it would be Without You there'd be no me I can't imagine How would it be if You never loved me Imagine that I didn't have a perfect love And I didn't have You to trust Imagine that No way I could handle that Could you imagine You not Keeping me like You do It's a love I'll never lose You won't take it back Cause I just ca

Cowards!!!! A Message To Haters!
COWARDS!!! I'M SORRY YOUR A HATER YOU RATE MY PHOTOS A 7 BUT DON'T SHOW WHO YOU ARE...WHAT'S THE DEAL WITH THAT? ARE YOU THAT UN ATTRACTIVE? HEY I'LL TELL YOU WHAT...IF YOUR THAT FUGLY...I'LL GIVE YOU SOME OF MY TEN'S JUST ASK...I'LL TRY N MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOUR SELF!

Stupid Girl
Stupid Girl -COLD Wanna love ya Wanna bug ya Wanna squeeze ya Stupid girl Wanna touch ya, Wanna take ya, Wanna shut ya, Stupid girl. I can't take this, Born to break this. She's going away, (She's going away) What's wrong with my life today? She's going away, (She's going away) What's wrong with my life today? Stupid girl, Stupid girl I'm a loner, I'm a loser, I'm a winner, In my mind. I'm a bad one, I'm a good one, I'm a sick one, With a smile. I can't take this, Born to break this. She's going away, (She's going away) What's wrong with my life today? She's going away, (She's going away) What's wrong with my life today? Stupid girl, Stupid girl (acoustic break) Stupid girl, Stupid girl (whoa) She's going away, (She's going away) What's wrong with my life today? She's going away, (She's going away) What's wrong with my life today? Stupid girl, Stupid girl Col

Fall Into Sleep
FALLING TO SLEEP - MUDVAYNE Dreams of earthquakes Dreams of hurricanes Dreams of pouring rain Dreams of tidal waves...to wash us all away Dreams of guns blazed Dreams of fire rage Dreams of swollen graves Dreams of hollow pain All gone No more fallen No more enemy No more casuality No more dream Fall into sleep Fall into me I have a dream But nobody cares Nobody wants to listen Fall into sleep Fall into me Hang on to a dream that nobody wants Nobody cares anymore Dreams of mourning grief Dreams of disbelief Dreams of tragedy Dreams of our disease...to take us all away Dreams of fidelity Dreams of inner peace Dreams of loyalty Dreams of unity All gone All gone Fall into sleep Fall into me I have a dream But nobody cares Nobody wants to listen Fall into sleep Fall into me Hang on to a dream that nobody wants Nobody cares anymore The angels are injured Fall with broken burning wings Are we dead inside Are we blind We can't keep m

Condoms
Nike Condoms: Just do it. Toyota Condoms: Oh what a feeling. Diet Pepsi Condoms: You got the right one, baby. Pringles Condoms: Once you pop, you can't stop. Mentos Condoms: The freshmaker. Flinstones Vitamins Condom Pack: Ten million strong and growing. Secret Condoms: Strong enough for a man, but ph balanced for a woman. Macintosh Condoms: It does more, it costs less, it's that simple. Ford Condoms: The best never rest. Chevy Condoms: Like a Rock. Dial Condoms: Aren't you glad you use it? Don't you wish everybody did? New York Lotto Condoms: Cause hey -- you never know. Avis Condoms: Trying harder than ever. EverReady Condoms: Keeps going and going KFC Condoms: Finger-Licking Good. Coca Cola Condoms: Always the Real Thing. Lays Condoms: Betcha can't have just one. And here are my additions to the list... McDonald's Condoms: I'm lovin' it! Starbucks Condoms: There is always a size just perfect for you! Heehee....

Soooo
I finally spoke to Dallas about my feelings towards his Christmas gift because it was bothering me so bad that it was 4 AM and I was staring at the ceiling unable to sleep and it was really really bothering me. I explained to him that I didn't understand why he would get something so impersonal and that a gift card for something like is not something you normally get for your significant other for Christmas. I mean thats something you get your sister-in-law or something because you know what to pick out for them. Now if it had been a gift card to Hot Topic or Spencers I would have been jumping up and down. So we talked about it and he was fine and he told me why he got it and that there were a million things he wanted to buy but of course couldn't and all the things on his list were perfect but unattainable. He actually said he thought about getting a gift card to Hot Topic so I could go in and have a feild day but he finally decided on the other place because he thought I'd like

Dig
DIG - MUDVAYNE Dig Bury me Underneath Everything that I am Rearranging Dig Bury me Underneath Everything that I was Slowly changing I Would love to beat the face Of any mother fucker that's thinking they can change me White knuckles grip pushing through for the gold If you're wanting a piece of me I broke the mother fucking mold I'm drowning In your wake Shit rubbed In my face Teething On concrete Gums bleeding Dig Bury me Underneath Everything that I am Rearranging Dig Bury me Underneath Everything that I was Slowly changing I Struggle in violated space Sell out mother fuckers in the biz that try to fuck me Hang from their T's rated P.G. insight I ain't selling my soul when there's nothing to buy I'm livid In my space Pissing In my face Fuck you While you try To fuck me Dig Bury me Underneath Everything that I am Rearranging Dig Bury me Underneath Everything that I was You ain't fucking changing Me

Amber
AMBER - 311 Brainstorm take me away from the norm I got to tell you something this phenomenon I had to put it in a song and it goes like Whoa, amber is the color of your energy whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally you ought to know what brings me here you glide through my head blind to fear and I know why whoa, amber is the color of your energy whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally Whoa, amber is the color of your energy whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally You live too far away your voice rings like a bell anyway don't give up your independence unless it feels so right nothing good comes easily sometimes you gotta fight Whoa, amber is the color of your energy whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally launched a thousand ships in my heart, so easy still it's fine from afar, and you know that whoa, brainstorm take me away from the norm whoa, I got to tell you something 311 - AmberMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

What Happened To The Ct?
When I was first introduced to Lost Cherry (Cherry Tap nowadays), I was a huge skeptic. "This place is MUCH BETTER than Myspace!!", I was told. And yes, I was gettin' highly annoyed and tired of Myspace and the culture surrounding it. But in a short time, I was highly impressed and enjoyed this place on a daily. Now, I'm seeing this place slowly spiral downward the same or a similar path as Myspace. The whole "quantity vs. quality" battle. The emphasis on the shallow and superficial over the true qualities that make people worth getting to know. And the sad part about it is that we're all supposed to be "adult" about it all. I haven't seen this many "cliques" and childish behavior since my days in junior high and high school. The "best" people on here are determined only by the shallowest of things. And most of the time, the most physically attractive of us on here are put on a pedestal, and only known and appreciated for our pictures, or how far we will go in those pics. And if

Work
I am currently at work and I am working really hard...cant ya tell, lol!! I just got back from my lunch break...I went and tanned. Im trying to darken myself up so I can look gooooooooood!! Well I got a customer comin in sooo I better get off ;)

Is This Your True Love? Capricorn
Important note: This basic comparison chart is generated for the masses only. A Full Comparison chart involves a tremendous work and will help you to understand your business/emotional partner to great extend. Thus if you experience stress in your relationship a 90 MN taped Comparison chart between you and your lover or marriage partner is a must as to comprehend your celestial differences. This awareness will bring a huge difference in handling and understanding your partner and avoid heartaches. IMPORTANT note: the location of your Dragon's Head and tail by birth is extraordinary important and CAN NOT be addressed in these files. There is more power in your Dragon Head and Tail alone than the entire complexity of an astrological chart. Thus a soft Cancer or Pisces who inherited a self centered aggressive Tail of the Dragon in Aries or Leo will be far more selfish and violent than what a "sign" such a Cancer (loving/caring) should be. Remember these files are generated for the

Mushroomhead-sun Doesn't Rise
Some kind of evidence Some kind of reason Why I can't find a way To begin my life Somewhere in this dying day If I can only find a way for my escape I find it hard to concentrate with all my past mistakes To begin my life I can't feel my faith can't recall my crime I think I sealed my fate along the way I may have lost my mind I guess we're all damaged in our own way Alone in our own way Distant headlights desolate highway Sun doesn't rise at all Who knows how far I'll fall Sun doesn't rise at all Who knows how far I'll fall With eyes wide open I can't recall my crime I think I sealed my fate I can watch my world evolve Alone in our own way, I think I sealed my fate Nothing left to die for I can't recall my crime I think I sealed my fate Thoughts inside can make me crawl Think I sealed my fate Make me drop down on my knees Break me down until I question me Darkness can't destroy my drive Sun doesn't rise at all Who knows how far I'll fall Sun d

New Years Blessing ...to All Here On Cherrytap!
As we look toward a brand new year Then gaze back to the past We pause with mixed emotions And memories that still last. For these years have taught us lessons We never thought we would learn To stand in the face of adversity Seeking peace for which we yearn. Our Planet still stands together Since that sad September day When in an instant all was changed And so many taken away. Each life a precious memory Each face burned in our souls The hero, the innocent, those who were lost Were halves who made someone whole. So we pray for this year to be peaceful For strength to see us through For each one who lost someone precious And for all that is holy and true. As we pray Gods eternal blessings For our leaders and our Earth We walk toward the future together Heart to heart and hand in hand.

Cold-suffocate
I could take every fuckin word she said Throw it in her face Would she even care I still remember when she looked at me A frown upon her face Trying to be sincere I gathered all those little things she said Kept them close to me Trying to make this real This cloud will always hover over me I'm leaving you today, cuz now I see Suffocate, you suffocate That you lie (I don't lie) That you're fake (I'm not a fake) Suffocate, you suffocate You always take (I don't take) What you can (what I can) I could take every fuckin game you play Blow it all away Would you even care I could take all those lies you said to me Never go away, never disappear This cloud will always hover over me I'm leavin you today cuz now I see Suffocate, you suffocate That you lie (I don't lie) That you're fake (I'm not a fake) Suffocate, you suffocate You always take (I don't take) What you can (what I can) (x2) Now I'm far away from you I'll never bring back yesterday You're su

Suicide Note Part One
SUICIDE NOTE PART ONE - PANTERA Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot see inside yours and mine (Pre) When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe, for our handle on this life, I don't believe this time (Chorus) Would you look at me now? Can you tell I'm a man? With these scars on my wrists To prove I'll try again Try to die again, try to live through this night Try to die again..... Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the slide that breaks a will Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled? It's a damn shame, but who's to blame? (Pre) (Chorus) MY SUICIDE NOTE How do I pull the trigger? Hell is the only promise land I know Suicide has become the only thing I know My soul & my heart died along time ago I was beaten & abused burned & tortured & used Fucked over & reused Never wanting to

Pressure 4-5-stares
We still can’t care when you stare Shut up and leave Do whatever you please Slapped me and left me behind Now what are trying to find Just let your conscience be your guide And you’ll discover wrong from right Pray that you’ll recover…never We will never know why the feeling feels so cold Blackened these eyes With your guilt in disguise Pushing the buttons of pain othing to lose nothing to gain Follow the path that will drive us insane What is the purpose of these lies And scratch beneath the surface See my eyes We will never know why the feeling feels so cold But we wait for you to care All I feel is your ice cold Stare [REPEAT CHORUS] Feel your stare, ice cold stare ------------------- Pressure 4-5 - StaresMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Incubus-shaft
Who am I? I am I. Who are you? You are me! Why can't I get it straight? No! Why can't I see it straight? Shaft! We can't let you, we can't let you go. Shaft! Shaft! Shaft! Shaft! I'll get a new one, then! I take a look, a look around, gas limited. I take a look around, I tell myself I live again! I take a look, a look around, gas limited. I take a look around, I tell myself I live again! Why can't I get it straight? No! Why can't I see it straight? Shaft! We can't let you, we can't let you go. Up until this day; I take a look, a look around, gas limited. Up untile this day; I look around, I tell myselfI live again! Shaft.... where's Lorena when we need her? -------------------- Incubus - ShaftMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Beautiful Disaster
Beautiful Disaster - 311 Today seems like a good day to burn a bridge or two the one with old wood creaking that would burn away right on cue I try to be not like that but some people really suck some people need to get the axing chalk it up to bad luck I know a drugstore cowgirl so afraid of getting bored she's always running from something so many things ignored I might do that stuff if it didn't make me feel like s--- I'm on some old reality tip so many trips in it Beautiful disaster flyin' down the street again I tried to keep up you wore me out and left me ate up now I wish you all the luck you're a butterfly in the wind without a care a pretty train crash to me and I can't care I do I don't whatever I know a drugstore cowgirl so afraid of getting bored she's always running from something so many things ignored I try to be not like this but I thought it'd make a good song there's nothing to see shows over people just move along Beautiful di

Calling All Ladies
CAN U ALL PLEASE GO HELP THIS TEDDYBEAR OUT.. HE ONLY HAS LIKE 200 POINTS TO GO TILL THE NEXT LEVEL.. PLEASE FOR ME... ;) FAN RATE ADD RATE PICS... KISSES TO U ALL HE IS MY REAL LIFE HUBBY AND HE IS AWESOME shake that ass for your teddy bear@ CherryTAP

O Boy...
Hey my sexy friends... Whats up? Will we got 4 more wounderful days before 2007.. I\'m so excited.... so again.. please tell me your plans for your New Years??? Me im goin to go party my ass off then come home and make a speacial dinner. Feel free to leave your comments i love reading them

This Is Me
I LIVE MY LIFE THREW MUSIC I AM ALWAYS LISTENING TO MUSIC FROM THE TIME I WAKE UP TILL THE TIME I LAY MY HEAD DOWN AT NIGHT. THERE ARE CERTAIN SONGS THAT EXPRESS MY FEELINGS, MY HEARTACHES SO ON & SO FORTH YOU GET WHAT I'M SAYING JUST FOLLOW THE THE STORY ITS FILLED WITH ENDLESS HORROR!!!

Hello One And All !!
!!WELL MY FRIENDS JUST 4 MORE DAYS TO GO TILL NEW YEARS DAY. ANY ONE HAVE RESOLUTIONS THEIR MAKING FOR THIS NEXT YEAR ? MINE,I'M GOING ON A STRICT DIET AND LOSING AT LEAST 100 LBS. AND I'M GOING TO TAKE BETTER CARE OF MY SELF AND STOP SO MUCH WORRYING( I HOPE ) LOL. SO THEIRS MINE. IT HAS BEEN ONE HECK OF A YEAR IN 2006,I HOPE AND PRAY THIS NEXT YEARS BETTER. WELL MY FRIENDS I HAVE A BIT OF A PROBLEM RIGHT NOW AND MAY BE ASKING YOU FOR YOUR ADVICE. YOU SEE, I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR MY BIOLOGICAL FAMILY FOR 47 YEARS,NOW OUT OF THE BLUE I HAVE SOMEONE POP INTO MY LIFE AND TELLS ME SHE MY SISTER,NOW THE PROBLEM IS I CAN'T FIND OUT ANYMORE INFORMATION FROM HER ON THE REST OF MY FAMILY,WHICH WHEN WE FIRST TALKED SHE SAID SHE HAD,NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN SHE SAYS SHE DON'T HAVE IT AND THE ONLY THING SHE HAS IS ONLY WHAT SHE HAS WRITTEN DOWN,WHICH SHE SAYS SHE HAS SUDDENLY MISLAID IT SOME WHERE. SHE TOLD ME THAT THE OTHER SISTER(DEBRA KAY) I HAVE HAS SAID SHE DON'T WANT TO BE IN CONTACT WITH THE RE

Tickle Me
Favourite Places to Tickle Belly Button Tummy/Sides Feet Breasts Underarms Favourite "Tickle Tools" Electric Toothbrush(!) Paintbrushes (of Assorted Sizes) Pens (Especially Felt Pens & Biros) Q-Tips (Work great in between toes and in belly buttons!) Pinwheel Feathers Favourite "Tickle Games" Tickle Jenga - Like the traditional "Jenga" game, except you're tickled whilst trying to remove the blocks (also works well with the game "Ker-Plunk"!) Tickle Timebomb - Hide an alarm clock (the "bomb") somewhere in the building, set to go off after 30mins/1h etc - then get "tickled" to give up the location of the bomb before it's too late! Tickle Monopoly - A bit complicated, but basically Monopoly with the currency replaced with equivalent number of seconds of tickling! Guess the word - You get a "word" written on your body (i.e your feet), whilst you're blindfolded - and you have to guess the word, or be tickled worse! Tip-Toe Tickle Test - How long can yo

Time After Time...
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick and think of you Turning in circles Confusion is nothing new Flash back to warm nights Almost left behind A suitcase of memories Time after sometimes You picture me I'm walking too far ahead You're calling to me I can't hear what you've said And you say, go slow I've fallen behind The second hand unwinds If you're lost, you can look And you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting Time after time If you fall I will catch you I will be waiting Time after time Time after time After your picture fades And darkness has turned to grey Watching through windows I'm wondering if you're okay And you say, go slow I've fallen behind The drum beats out of time If you're lost, you can look And you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting Time after time If you fall I will catch you I will be waiting Time after time Time after time Mm mm mm

Police Warning To Myspace Users This Is Important
This is an urban legend and has been going round since "2000" just do a search on those two user names and see for yourselfs.. See all the things that get posted for use to fall victims too? I check a lot of things out.. including missing children yes tons of those are urban legends too.. if you have doubts check out the information! Peace and love everyone _________________________________ POLICE WARNING TO MYSPACE USERS THIS IS IMPORTANT STATE POLICE WARNING (NOT A JOKE)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of jokerkid613/Ja$on MoNeY contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instan

Funny List For Army
Here is a funny list I ran across the other day while attempting to search out information on military boards.... It is hilarious and most of it is quite true May not understand it if you have no asociation with the military, but then again enjoy. The Skippy List Explanations of these events: a) I did myself, and either got in trouble or commended. (I had a Major shake my hand for the piss bottle thing, for instance.) b) I witnessed another soldier do it. (Like the Sergeant we had, that basically went insane, and crucified some dead mice.) c) Was spontaneously informed I was not allowed to do. (Like start a porn studio.) d) Was the result of a clarification of the above. ("What about especially patriotic porn?") e) I was just minding my own business, when something happened. ("Schwarz...what is *that*?" said the Sgt, as he pointed to the back of my car? "Um....a rubber sheep...I can explain why that's there....") To explain how I've stayed out of jail/alive/not

Hey Everyone!!!!!
i am very new to this site and still trying to figure out this... myspace i got it down to the "t" but this will be a while. give me time i will get back to those that request to be friends and leave comments. muah!

Can I
can i trust you with my heart I've found a new love full of passion Which has come to make me blind When I found a special someone In a love that's hard to find. You've swept off my feet From the very start But before we go much further Can I trust you with my heart? Can I share my worries with you? Can you handle my fears I bestow? Can I count on you to walk with me Down a long a winding road? I don't want a promise Of which there's no guarantee Can I trust you with my heart, Without you breaking it on me? My heart's vowed never to fall in love again But it's weakened & has come to surrender To be held in your tender hands And mended back together. But I hope you can understand That I don't want to go too far Without knowing just one answer . . . Can I trust you with my heart? MY HEART You have stolen my heart ...... how could that be? I was sure it was tucked away, that not a soul could see. But then you came a long... just a name... just a glanc

Be Back On Later On.
Due to my severe dislike of the holiday season, I will not be on for a while. Once I start to sober back up (middle of January) I may be back on to visit some. Hope ya'all have a merry and a happy and all that you hope for. Mark

Brackish
KITTIE She is not scared to die The best things in life drive her to cry Crucify then learn {Take so much away from inside you Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you He's your fucking shoulder to lean on Be strong} Sit and watch me burn {Take so much away from inside you Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you He's your fucking shoulder to lean on Be strong} She's led to believe That it'll be OK Look at your face Scarred in dismay But times have changed And so have you I think I'd rather Crucify than learn {Take so much away from inside you Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you He's your fucking shoulder to lean on Be strong} Sit and watch me burn {Take so much away from inside you Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you He's your fucking shoulder to lean on Be strong} I'd like to take you down And show you deep inside My life, my inner working of smell And lack of inner pride To touch upon

If You Want To Know How To
Most women, if not all, have the ability to experience female ejaculation – or squirting. Female Ejaculation should not be confused with urinate although it may feel very similar when highly aroused. How many of you have been so turned on during sex that you found the sudden, inexplicable urge to urinate? Thinking that you are about to pee, you have restrained yourself and held back the sensation – thus depriving yourself of an ejaculate of fluid that goes along with an intense orgasm. Female ejaculation, to me, is extremely erotic and is a pleasure both for the person ejaculating as well as the person in your company while you ejaculate. It can be related to the thrill of having a man squirt all over you (for those that are into that sort of thing), or sucking or jerking a man off and watching the results of your ministrations explode into his cum spraying out of his cock. As mentioned earlier, the first step to achieving female ejaculation is the realisation that you can achiev

Bitch Time
Well just another day in the life of a bitch..Well Things are going okay..Still missing my brother...The boys went back to the south for school and kaden well kaden is still being Kaden...destroying everything he can get his hands on...I am thinking about taking off and going south for awhile..I aint use to this cold weather anymore..Cold weather and snow is just not my thing...oh well guess imma just have to deal with it...

--brief Interlude--
This is the first part of a story I wrote elsewhere on the web. If you want more of it give me a yell. ---------------------------------------------- Mighty Cthulhu rose, and madness followed. We all felt in our dreams at first. Uncomfortable, vague sensing that bad things were on the way. I remember waking in my apartment in Nebraska dreaming of the sea. During the day as I went to work, I noticed people acting differently. Some walked as if in the grips of somnombulance, a dazed expression and jerky movements, as if they were constantly startled. Others had an almost manic frenzy about them, pursuing some unknown goal. I walked the few blocks to my office building and found the place deserted. Phones were ringing, but the receptionist had a glazed look about her. “Kathy?” She looked up. “Uh, yeah…” “You ok? Need some coffee or something?” “No, I’m fine I was just thinking about this dream I had…” she looked off into space. I snapped my fingers in front of

The Hottest Cherry Of 2006
HEY EVERYONE THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST AND LAST FOR 2006...I PUT THIS IN A BULLETIN BUT I GUESS MY FRIENDS AND FANS ARE SLEEPIN' SO I'M MAKING THIS ANNOUCEMENT UNIVERSAL...*LOL* PLEASE COME VOTE FOR ME I WOULD TRULY APPRECIATE ALL THE LUV AND COMMENT BOMBING IS DEFINITELY ALLOWED... THANX CHERRY FAMILY ~SEXY AZZ BUTTAFLI~ http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=212506&albumid=159921&i=1958323018

Freaks
Ok So this guy asked me if I were married or looking, I told him neither just making friends...then he asked if I liked younger guys, I said no...I like men my age...and then he said...well I am close to you but if thats what you want...I was rating your photos 10's but I will stop...so I told him to go ahead and stop then...lol heres the clincher...lmao...he started re~rating my photos as 1's...lmao...like that is going to hurt my feelings??? Just thought I would share this little part of my day with y'all!

Just A Story I Am In The Process Of Writing
The clock ticking away annoucing the hour. Everything seemingly so loud. Tears rolling down Gina's face. Totally lost within her own thoughts and longings. Finally having had enough Gina gets up and walks towards the computer desk wondering what all the hype about the internet and chat rooms are about. Turning the computer on, and scanning sights to work out how one would actually chat on a computer. Coming across the sight of yahoo, Gina reads the protocol of how to sign up for a ID. Once establishing her identity that she will become known for on the computer Gina proceeded to find out how to enter a chat room. Hesitantly she hits the first room she finds, not knowing what to expect, Gina is bewildered that people could be so rude and arrogant to someone they didnt know. Some where friendly others where just down right rude and disrespectful, as though you had walked into their territory and pointed a gun at them and requested they hand over all their possession

Lost
She lowers her head She should be crying She can't No longer suprized At the constant Lingering of pain Wrong turn again and again But knowing The direction is correct There is no other way Forced to suffer through The mass chaos before her Knowing the struggle To simply hang on All too well

The Dante's Inferno Test
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)ModerateLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High

~~ Sexy Lady Contest ~~ Opens 1/5 Thur 1/12
~~ Sexy Lady Of CherryTap Contest ~~ Will Open on 1/5/06 to 1/12/06 But i am taking lady's for it now so hurry up and get ur place in the contest this one will be fun....lol send ur link to my message inbox just click on the pic.... ~ Sexy Man On CherryTap Contest starts 12/21 thur 12/28 ~@ CherryTAP Thank you maria

~~ Sexy Man On Ct Update ~~ Will Close At 5:00 P.m. Tommorrow Nite!
~~ Sexy Man On CT Update ~~ Will close at 5:00 p.m. tommorrow nite! Here They Go...... With 4982 comments .... With 2199 comments.... With 1500 comments.... With 1333 comments.... With 247 comments.... With 176 comments.... With 140 comments.... With 106 comments.... With 43 comments.... With 13 comments.... With 19 comments... With 11 comments.... With 3 comments.... With 2 comments.... Also....

Friends, Family And Fans Please Help....
Through much hard work and support from my friends, family and fans....we got my baby blog to #1 blog to share this story with any other parents out there that might need to hear it and know that they arent alone. Originally when I started this blog, it was only to start figuring out my feelings and dealing with this loss the best way I know how....through writing. I found out eventually that other parents were reading this that had lost babies and they were finding support and inspiration through it and I decided to make this blog a blog for all parents that have suffered this loss. I thought that our story needs to be told so that we arent grieving in silence any longer. PLEASE help me keep it in #1 blog and show CT and the people on it that the babies lost and their parents really do matter.

I Hope Today Is The Day
I went to a dr appt this morning and talked to him about what has been happening since taking the misoprostol. He said he wanted me to have some blood drawn to check my hemoglobin to make sure I am not anemic due to bleeding and he wants to check to see if my hormones have finally dropped below 5. He says if they have dropped below 5 then we will let nature take its course and keep dropping it. If its still above 5 then we are gonna repeat the ultrasound and see whats going on. Just wanted to keep my friends updated...thanks to those of you that have been following me through this. It means so much to me.

Outlooks...
This is just a lil update on life and other things that go along with it. To start off, Christmas went okay... im learning people are assholes. Wait... I already knew that. And that one should not be trusted unless they earn that trust or respect. although i thought i knew that before... who knows anymore. Just when you think you know someone you start realizing they logic to life.. some people are naturally the givers and others are the takers. Everyone to fend for themselves... i guess that leads us to darwins theory of the strongest live... Sadly enough... im a giver. i like to please other people and make them happy. even if that doesnt always make me happy. i bend over backwards to try and please people.. but in the end its not always enough. Just once i want to be the one someone is trying to please. Just once i want to be the one being chased and told im a pretty one. I guess this only makes sense to me but its whatever. wanna know what im thinking? its all right here. figure

Average Joe Winners
Create Your Glitter Text And the Winners are: #1 Uber Cherry King( The CT Average Joe Winner) with 11,446 #2 Bones with 9329 Votes #3 morphingbutterfly`s man with 7014 votes 1st place will get a Cherry Blast 2nd Place will get a Silver Motorcycle 3rd Place gets a rolex Thanks to all who participated!!! It was a really great contest!!!!

All Lies (part Of Philosphical Conundrum)
We live yet we didn’t choose it and somehow appreciating it is not also part of the plan. Therefore a bed of lies is made to jump ourselves in to sleep away from our fears and tears away. The softest pillows even make out the parts of our heart that we try to hold on because there is that feeling of comfortable relief because we were finally able to hold out to our strongest muscle that was pulled out of us. Long before the end of the night we realized also that hugging was the best solution and plan. (Ironic but it's true to most of our lives when we experience something then later on we refuse it only to regret it later on.)

Pratical Magick
To some people, the idea of "Magick" is pracitcal comes as a surprise. It shouldn't. The entire basis for Magick is to exercise infulence over ones enviornment. Magick is an interactive process of spiritual growth and psychological transformation. Even so the spiritual life rests fermly on material foundations. Magick is a way of life and must be lived, and not just talked about, and that includes experiencing the wonders, pleasures, and pains of material existance. The material world and the spiritual world are intertwined and it is this very interconnectedness that provides the Magickal link, the Magickal means for the spirit to influence the material, and vice versa. Magick can be used in ones daily life for better living and in opening doors to new worlds of mind and spirit. Each of us has been given Mind and Body, and it is our spiritual oppertunity to make full use of these wonderful gifts. Mind and Body work together, and Magick s simply the extention of this interaction into di

Good Words And Food For Thought
Good words and food for thought.............. Once again, The Washington Post has published the winning submissions to its yearly neologism contest, in which readers are asked to supply alternate meanings for common words. The winners are: 1. Coffee (n.), the person upon whom one coughs. 2. Flabbergasted (adj.), appalled over how much weight you have gained. 3. Abdicate (v.), to give up all hope of ever having a flat stomach. 4. Esplanade (v.), to attempt an explanation while drunk. 5. Willy-nilly (adj.), impotent. 6. Negligent (adj.), describes a condition in which you absentmindedly answer the door in your nightgown. 7. Lymph (v.), to walk with a lisp. 8. Gargoyle (n.), olive-flavored mouthwash. 9. Flatulence (n.) emergency vehicle that picks you up after you are run over by a steamroller. 10. Balderdash (n.), a rapidly receding hairline. 11. Testicle (n.), a humorous question on an exam. 12. Rectitude (n.), the formal, dignified bearing adopted by proctologists

It Was The Dog, I Swear!
Brian entered the office of Plymouth Industries, swearing silently to himself. He had been out of work for nearly a month, and if he didn't get this job, he didn't know what he would do. He had just spent his last bit of money on a Taco Bell Bean Burrito, the cheapest fast food available, and now here he was awaiting the most important interview of his life. He was shown into the office of Mr. Schaefer, the head of personnel. Schaefer greeted him warmly and offered a seat in the beautiful leather chair in front of his desk. "OK Mr. Davis, let's get started shall we?" offered Schaefer. "I see you are applying for the position of accountant here. What are your best qualities in this line of work?" Brian began, "Well, I have 10 years of experience in accounting, and I ..." Brian stopped, as he suddenly felt with horror an impending gas build up from the burrito in his stomach. He tried not to panic and continued. "I was the senior accountant at the last company I was with." Oh

What Are My Perscriptions?
The Doctor's perscriptions are short stories I have written. I don't just write music, I am an author as well.....Some of you may find these stories a bit on the bizarre side, but whether you do or not, you certainly will find them interesting!!! Good reading and I hope you enjoy them! The Doctor

Gift From My Baby
Ow. Will you let go..Ouch..” a voice hollered struggling against a pale man, who held both his arms behind his back and was busy winding rope around them. “I think your tying it too tight.” A dark haired boy remarked watching the two young men struggle with each other. “Shut up weasel this has nothing to do with the likes of you.” The elf rebuked cuffing the boy quickly round the back of the head, with his free hand before he retreated it back to tying the knot. “He’s right though.” A dark skinned youthful looking man remarked, his hands would be the ones being tied, and he struggled with all his might as it was done. “Stop squirming or I’ll pull it tighter.” The elf warned, and the drow gave up, surrendering his arms to being tied, and then, his mouth being gagged by a piece of cloth, which in disgust he had tried to avoid many times, but eventually with two others holding his head, they had managed to gag the unruly drow. He pushed the drow into the hands of two burly men, both

End World 2
Endless sun and sky, and who am I? These clothes, these eyes I look out of, I have no sense of self, on these sands. Have I walked for days or minutes? There is no salt in the air, dead blue sea, dead blue heaven. Have I died, am I somewhere else? am I someone else? Nothing in pockets, nothing in mind, I am as empty as this place. I look back, and see no tracks.

My Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

So Your Thinking About Friending Me...
I really don't care to have thousands of friends. I'd rather only have a few quality ones. Because I am lazy and haven't been on her very much I am giving up on deleting people who don't interact as I have become one of them by simple lack of presence on this site. Even though I prefer that you make an effort to interact if you friend me, I will now stop wasting my time sorting through my friends. I have only friened about 2 or 3 people on here that I actually know. I am not one to seek out random people to friend. So, if you would like me to interact with you, you will probably have to type to me first. Otherwise, I will just be a number on your friend collection tally as you will be on mine.

The Bad Things That Happened In 2006
1. I miscarried the baby I was pregnet with. 2. My fiancee left me a week before our wedding. 3. I had to move back in with my parents. 4. My car now has motor trouble and it has to be replaced. 5. My account got overdrawin at the bank(currently owe them $20). 6. My grandmother found out she has congestive heart failure. 7. I had to give up the puppy I had raised from birth.He was eight months old.

Hell Explained By Chemistry Student
You gotta love this guy's explanation of hell. . . The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues via the internet which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world

Sex And The Path Of Empowerment
Sex is a dance of energy; it is your contact point with the vital force of creation as well as a declaration of your identity in physical reality. Sexuality is an essential aspect of your creativity; when founded upon worthy values, your sexual experiences will offer romance, excitement, trust, sharing, intimacy, passion, pleasure, fun, exuberance, caring, love, and self worth. Sexual territory is like a huge forest filled with unknown mysteries. Sex is life; you are always sexual and you cannot avoid your genitals, yet your beliefs about your sexuality can be the source of many inner conflicts resulting in an avoidance of true sexual understanding. Hidden beliefs about love and your body can serve as the root causes of a basic denial of pleasure. Your sexual expression is conditioned by who you believe you are, as well as by what you believe you are worth. Sexual relationships are not random events; at times sexual encounters can span the lines of time, involving simultaneous love

If It Is???
...because if it's love, you will know.... ...because if it's love, life will show you... ...because if it's love, you can look past the shallows.... ...because if it's love, you will endure pain.... ...because if it's love, vulnerability will be your guide.... ...because if it's love, honesty is the rule.... ...because if it's love, the past will be a mold.... ...because if it's love, mutual respect is a work in progress.... ...because if it's love, detachment is possible.... ...because if it's love, there will be no butterflies.... ...because if it's love, 15 minute arguments are common... ...because if it's love, it may not be forever.... ...because if it's love, it's worth it...today...and tomorrow.

Why Dont You And I
Since the moment I spotted you Like walking round with little wings on my shoes My stomach's filled with the butterflies...ooo and it's alright Bouncing round from cloud to cloud I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down If I said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied ooo [Chorus:] Everytime I try to talk to you I get tongue-tied Turns out everything I say to you Comes out wrong and never comes out right [Chorus:] So I'll say why don't you and I get together and take on the world and be together forever Heads we will and tails we'll try again So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven Cause without you they're never going to let me in When's this fever going to break? I think I've handled more than any man can take I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around ooo And it's alright Bouncing round from cloud to cloud I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down If said I

Hopeful Nothing
There's a time when you know you have to give up. But how do you give up soemthing you've held onto for so long? How do you tell that something or someone Goodbye? He's been gone for Way too long, I feel As if I need to move on But I know his love For me is there. Without him here it makes me Feel so bare, like my Heart is an open sore and vulnerable To anything or anyone who comes near it. I believed everything you told me. I don't know wether to Continue leading myself into everything You've said or to let it all Slip between my fingers like grains of sand. I want to believe you'll be here, I even want to believe that we have a future Together. But how can I believe all of it when you give me Nothing but a phone Call with words of Hope? I don't even know if they're words I can count on anymore.

Just Plain Silly
People seem to get so attached to these websites I used to be, sort of, with Purerave.com I think its just silly, now Hence, why I deleted my account there Websites are silly People are silly Chatting endlessly about nothing is silly Go play a game *Snickers*

Hey Everyone!! Smooch!!
I hope everyone had an awesome Christmas!! Just wanted to say HELLO to everyone!! Sending Lovin' out to everyone also!! Smooch!! Been sick the last few days and i go back to work today. grrrr. I'm Pulling doubles Thursday & Friday. But off after that until next Wednesday! Wooo Hooo. I'll send everyone something this weekend. I have figured out how to get around the "spam" thingy.. wooo hooo... just take a little bit long. Wishin' everyone a happy New Year!! Ya'll are AWESOME!! SMOOCH!! MUAAHHHHHH!!

Only Just Heard That
Gerald Ford died. At 93 but with the condition he'd been in the last few years, still :(. Decent fellow, I gather. Might be writing a year-in-review in here and in another blog later today, but have an appointment to go to first, so off with me for a bit. Eric

End World 1
I was lost on the shore of the end world, the featureless sea on one side, blue and callous, in its wash. To the other side, The featureless onyx wall, fifty feet high if a foot, cold to touch. The sky above was a clear blue, empty of cloud, sun hanging just off of noon. Where was I, where was I? Was I just born here now? Where were my memories? The sand between, wall and sea and just me, it stretched endless in either direction. I started walking.

The Letter
The Letter My Dear Children (and believe me, that's all of you), I consider myself a pretty patient guy. I mean, look at the Grand Canyon. It took millions of years to get it right. And about evolution? Boy, nothing is slower than designing that whole Darwinian thing to take place, cell by cell, and gene by gene. I've been patient through your fashions, civilizations, wars and schemes, and the countless ways you take Me for granted until you get yourselves into big trouble again and again. I want to let you know about some of the things that are starting to tick me off. First of all, your religious rivalries are driving Me up a wall. Enough already! Let's get one thing straight. These are YOUR religions, not Mine. I'm the whole enchilada; I'm beyond them all. Every one of your religions claims there is only one of Me (which by the way, is absolutely true). But in the very next breath, each religion claims it's My favorite one. And each claims its bible was writ

About New Years
So its almost new years...and i personally cant fucking wait for it to get here. Honestly its not for the party! Its simply because this year~2006!~ can KISS MY ASS! It sucked. I lost alot this year..family..self confidence...self respect...and a bunch more.It all started out with my best friend and I dealin with her husband..which soon led to a divorce..(IM HAPPY FOR HER!) But it was hard to see her go thru so much hell.Then two horrible things happened almost at the same time. My dad had a fall. He's a tall man so he fell quite far! He was hospitalized and we werent sure if there was goin to be permanent brain damage. It was so hard to see him in that state. For the longest time he didnt know who we were. He couldnt speak,,to make any sense at all. He had to go thru alot and is still feeling the affects. When he finally was able to go home he was still kind of messin up on his words a bit..and then he had a seizure. Im telling you it was hard to see a man that was so strong and smart

Untitled
Not a cloud in the sky, A tear in my eye, No time wasted, Every kiss tasted, Better then the last. Then there was a Big rain cloud, One I couldn't see The stars through. You were falling away From me, faster then I Even knew. A long year of nothing But rain and storms Surrounding my Heart A clouded form A distant something Of what use to be your face But now you mean Nothing. And forever that Will stay Because as of now I will loathe you..... Until my dying day.

What Tarot Card Are You?
You are the Hanged Man Self-sacrifice, Sacrifice, Devotion, Bound. With the Hanged man there is often a sense of fatalism, waiting for something to happen. Or a fear of loss from a situation, rather than gain. The Hanged Man is perhaps the most fascinating card in the deck. It reflects the story of Odin who offered himself as a sacrifice in order to gain knowledge. Hanging from the world tree, wounded by a spear, given no bread or mead, he hung for nine days. On the last day, he saw on the ground runes that had fallen from the tree, understood their meaning, and, coming down, scooped them up for his own. All knowledge is to be found in these runes. The Hanged Man, in similar fashion, is a card about suspension, not life or death. It signifies selflessness, sacrifice and prophecy. You make yourself vulnerable and in doing so, gain illumination. You see the world differently, with almost mystical insights.

The Cycle Of Love
As I lay my head In the empty window pane I listen closely to what The raindrops tell me As they form puddles. Gathering together to form as one Completing a never ending cycle Continuing to create Eternity as the Same substance it Started as. That's how our Love and life is going to be together. Forming as one And living life like no other. So as I lye here In my bed tonight I wonder if you feel the same? As I start to fall asleep the beauty of the rain Becomes a faint tap and I go to a place Where you and I always have eachother. *** In dedication to My Crunked Honky!***

Dou You Want This
My Darling Make no mistake I am very hot for you and I want to be the one you want making deep romantic passionate sex to you. I will undress you and look at your body and I see everything that will make me happy. I want to be the one that makes you moan and groan from the pussy I give you. I want to be the one you want to go deep inside of controlling all of your passion. I like the way you look and the way you are built. . I see you as someone that I would enjoy fucking to on a regular basis.. I am the woman that can bring the wildness in you. I am sure that you have a tremendous amount of passion that needs attention. I believe in highly and passionate sex and will do anything to make your dick feel good. A woman needs a lot of fondling and foreplay. As you are giving me that, I can see me kissing on your ear lobe and up and down your neck as my hands slip into your pants caress your big hard dick I would run my tongue up to your lips and give you a deep passionate kiss again

A Poem About Love
THERE ARE PEOPLE LOOKING FOR LOVE AND THERE ARE THEM THAT HAVE GAVE UP ON LOVE BUT LOVE NEVER GIVES UP ON YOU SO DONT BE SO FAST TO GIVE UP ON IT THERE ARE THEM THAT SAY THEY ARE LOOKING FOR TRUE LOVE AND REAL LOVE TO BUT ALL THERE LOOKING FOR ALL THE TIME IS MONEY LOOKS AND AGE REAL LOVE AND TRUE LOVE COMES FROM THE HEART AND DEEP INSIDE AND WILL LAST FOR EVER AND EVER AND WILL NEVER EVER DIE IT KNOWS NOT AGE LOOKS OR MONEY AT ALL REAL LOVE AND TRUE LOVE COMES FROM THE HEART AND SOUL AND DEEP INSIDE LONG AS TWO PEOPLE LOVE EACH OTHER KNOW MATTER WHAT COMES ALONG IN BAD TIMES AND SAD TIMES AND GOOD TIMES TWO THEY WILL BE THERE LOVEING EACH OTHER ALWAYS WITH ALL THERE HEART KNOW MATTER HOW FAR APART TWO PEOPLE ARE APART THEY WILL ALWAYS SHOW THERE LOVE IN SOME WAY TO EACH OTHER TO LET EACH OTHER NO THEY LOVE THEM TRUE AND WITH ALL THERE HEART AND IF HE CANT GET TO HER SHE WILL GET TO HIM TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES IT JUST GROWS TWO PEOPLE THAT LOVE EACH OTHER WILL NOT AND WONT NEVER EVER

End Of The Year Survey...good Bye 06
END OF 06 SURVEY(: WITH 2006 COMING TO AN END HAVE YOU... 1. Have you had any relationships this year? one, and I ended it 2. Have you had your birthday yet? begining of the year' due for another soon 3. Seen Happy Feet yet? nope 4. Been on a diet? so i can gain weight from obessingabout my apperance, no,,, me loves me 5. Pulled an all nighter? well of course 6. Drank Starbucks? yep 7. Went Camping? not this year, I should have tho 8. Bought something(s)? lots of things, its called self sufficency 9. Met someone special? special friends , yes 10. Been out of state? not this year 11. Gone Snowboarding? nope 12. What are you thinking about? this is a sorry attempt at attention, but i am bored...sue me Have you... 1.) Hugged someone? yes 2.) Slept in someone elses bed? yep, my friend Melissa 3.) Drank any alchohol? numerous types , yes 4.) Loaned out money? a few times 5.) Gotten in a car accident? nope 6.) Gone o

Numbed Lies
Your lies seem to have numbed me. Your actions made me a believer Of the love that No longer Exists inside of you. You're full of Guilt, lies and hate. Your greed has only gotten you ignorance only brought Stupidity. So in your busy schedual of Ignorance, stupidity, nonsence and rudness Does kindness , maturity and love fall in? Oh, Nevermind you think and love no one but yourself.

Suspensful Nothing
He isn't real And neither are His feelings. She bleeds a Crimson red liquid That flows from The wound on Her chest. A hole so deep You aren't able To see an end. He filled that Gaiping hole once, Now that he's gone She has nothing left To do but watch The spider webs, Tornados and hurricans Rush through. Like a heart attack Stopping your blood flow. She sets herself on an Emotional journey So far away that No matter how hard she tried She will never Be hurt, Again

New Year
CHRISTMAS IS OVER AND THE NEW YEAR IS ON IT'S WAY !!!I AM GOING TO BE HOSTING A NEW YEARS PARTY AT MY HOME, IT IS GOING TO BE SO MUCH FUN, YOU KNOW, LOT'S OF BOOZE, LOUD MUSIC, GREAT FOOD AND GOOD FRIENDS, IT IS GOING TO BE SUCH A BLAST. I HOPE ALL OF YOU CHERRIES OUT THERE HAVE ONE HELL OF A NEW YEAR, HAVE A DRINK FOR ME.... HAVE FUN BUT BE SAFE

Be Not The Slave Of Your Own Past
"Be not the slave of your own past Plunge into the sublime seas, dive deep and swim far, so you shall come back with self-respect, with new power, with an advanced experience that shall explain and overlook the old. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson~ Say Goodbye The most powerful anchor on our potential to soar high in life is the past. The past contains the dead weight of experience, learned beliefs and all our mistakes. Life cannot truly begin until we are able to say goodbye to the legacies of yesterday at will. Like a filing cabinet, the past is a resource of information for learning, but it is not a place to live. When you go to work do you spend your day in the filing cabinet? How often will you/did you live in the past today? Say goodbye and make it final. Saying farewell to yesterday, last month and last year is the sign of a person who wants to live for today and is truly alive to all the possibilit

Making Friends
ok, so just wanted to let ya'll know that this started w/ Myspace...then w/ Cherrytap...& I think it's cool how I have made alot of friends. I have gone through alot of shit this past year, a real roller coaster ride...but I think it was worth it...or I wouldn't be where I am right at this moment...so.....the more friends, the better, right??! If anyone wants to check out my page on Myspace.com, your welcome to....some of ya'll are already on there... my URL is: http://www.myspace.com/lenarose28 c-ya!!!! xoxo

I Was That Angel
Remember all those nights you came home and you saw a little girl at the top of the stairs waiting for you to get home from work? I am that Angel. Remember all those bumps, cuts and bruises you use to bandage up and kissed better on that little girl? I am that Angel. Remember how you taught that little girl how to bend her knees and lift her elbow higher so she can hit that home run? I am that Angel. (She's a teenager now...) Remember that time she had her first heartbreak and you let her cry on your shoulder? I was that Angel. Remember her prom night and you stayed up all night wishing she would just come home so you knew she was okay? I was that Angel. (She's a Woman now...) Remember that talk you gave her about doing the right thing, but she went along and did it anyway? I used to be that Angel. Remember when you told her to be on time and she was constantly late? I used to be that Angel. (She's getting married now...) Now you've be

It Has Been The Best Holiday Season Ever
As I am sure most of my friends know, John(my b/f of the past 6 yrs) has been in the hospital for the past 6 1/2 weeks with kidney failure and then a mass of other issues on top of that. So many times in the past 6 weeks, things were looking really good and then within hours it seemed like it would make a huge turn for the worse. Be it the swelling in his neck that closed his wind pipe, the unexplained fevers of 104 for a week or more at a time and the docotrs not finding anything that caused them, several lung infections, a collapsed lung, unexplained raises in his heart rate and crazy low blood presure... just to name a few things... Well after 6 long weeks, we talked the doctors into trying to remove his sedation. In the past when they tried, John would beome very angry and fight to get out of bed, so they would resedate him again. Friday after talking with his doctors we found no reason for him to be sedated any longer and pretty much told them that they are going to have to deal

So Sorry
So sorry i havent been on. since rick returned from Iraq things have been crazy. he has been on block leave since the beginning of December. we have been out of town and sick kids. So i promise that after the first of the year i will be on more with new pictures. so please forgive me. love you all sam

I Have
I have changed my hair coloer many time. From brown to black to blond. Its that time agen. My brown routs are starting to show.. I don't know if I should go back to brown, blak or stay blond.. That is what I am faceing today.. So tell me what you all think here is me as a blond Brown? or black? thanks for all your help.kisses

Hahahahahahaha!
Start at the bottom oh the horror -----Original Message----- From: Me Sent: Wednesday, December 27, 2006 10:36 AM To: Sister Subject: Re: not cool. Next thing I know I'll be cleaning my room!~ ----- Original Message ----- From: Sister To: Me Sent: Wednesday, December 27, 2006 10:25 AM Subject: RE: not cool. well it's a start -----Original Message----- From: Me Sent: Wednesday, December 27, 2006 9:58 AM To: Sister Subject: not cool. are you trying to teach me responsibility with this damn purse? I'm used to chucking them everywhere, now i'm so careful. i hate!

Man Who Cried For The World (sorry Having Trouble Figurin The Blogs Out)
He sat on his knees with a single tear running down his eye, his killer smiled thinking it from fear, and as death descended upon him....only he knew he cried for his killer, for his soul and for his life. He ascended to heaven, surrounded by the joy and glory of it, but his heart didn't register any of this. he went on his own and watched over the world. The death, the killing, the wars, the disregaurd for others. Seeing all of this...wracked his heart with suffering and grief. All of those people didn't care, didn't shed a single tear for anyone but their own selfish needs. He cried. He cried for all of those people from his perch in the heavens, he cried for everyone living, for everyone who would ever live, for everyone who had already died. He cried for the world. From his vigil in the skys his tears swept down, all of the world was covered with the clouds of his agony. His tears flowed from a mourning heart and soul. For the redemp

Hidden Talents
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com