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Inspiration
i'm into digital photography and cgi stuff. i like outdoor scenes mainly. my problem is sometimes i just don't have the spark to get started on a new scene. so i welcome new ideas and even images to get me started. it would seem like i'm in the right place since so many here are good photographers/artists!

Wtf!!!!
WHY.....OH WHY...PLEASE TELL ME....WHY.... Why do men that you've met on here want to get an attitude with you when they think you are in the wrong? Is it because they are? I'm so tired of trying to make other people happy to have them tell me...we have a love/hate relationship.. we argue and then you wanna make love now. Number One....we can't MAKE LOVE, you live to many miles away. Number Two...why are you tripping on me when you have all these other women calling leaving voice massages for you because they just HAD to hear your voice even though they are gonna talk to you in a few.....CHECK YOURSELF BEFORE YOU TRY TO CHECK ME!! Don't get nasty with me and expect me not to get nasty with you...you start calling me names and getting out of line and wonder why I block you.....All I can say is...be happy and please block me back... For My Friends that read this...I'm sorry I just had to get somethings off my chest without being called a whore and a bitch by a man that has issues.

To Anyone That Stops By:
To all my CT fans, friends, and family ~ OK, so maybe I am not the best friend, and I keep to myself a lot, but that's just me. Doesn't mean I don't care, I am just "low maintenance!" At least I don't come packing drama or demanding constant attention, but, as we all know, every silver lining has a cloud! But I do sincerely hope, and wish that you all have a happy, healthy, prosperous, and - most of all - FUN NEW YEAR 2007!!! I'm looking forward to hanging with you "cherrymaniacs" again next year! Slick "Let's Roll!" Wheeler "It isn't easy being me!"

Stop Discrimination~part 1
Several decades ago the feminist movement happened. Now our founding movement members should be shocked and ashamed of some of the self proclaimed "feminist" out there today. The fight for equal rights was for just that. EQUAL rights for women to men. Double standers are starting to kill me. Now tell me why these same women that say they are feminist still expect the men to do certain things? You can't have your cake and eat it too. It's no wonder that men are confused about women. Personally, I am glad I am a hertosexual female, because females confuse the hell out of me. How are men supposed to know how to go about treating us when there are rules these women expect? Women that think it's ok to hit a man and then the man shouldn't stand up to her and fight back, really make me sick. Do you expect a woman not to hit back? Of course you do. It's a fight, and the moment your hand makes contact with her then it's on. Now, why should it be different if you hit a man?

Some New And Old
Owner of my love and lust Inside for you my passions bust They rule me with heated desire I see you and I am on fire To hold you and make you mine alone To let you keep the soul you’ve known As we are one and it is you I love You’re my greatest love from god above And I belong to you for all eternity Will you always burn for me By R. Thomas Dinsmore Haunting Spirit Haunting me with words that touch A spirit so dear I feel it so much In my mind and under my skin Thoughts that possess me from within Ruling my heart with feelings so deep I feel this spirit when I sleep In dreams I see a sweet smile Haunting me holding me all the while Toss and turn kicking covers away Laying naked and on display For a spirit that never leaves me be Possessed of one, never wanting to be free By R. Thomas Dinsmore Understanding begins where doubts can not go Seeing through the eyes of wonder is how to know Discovery of every thing new held in awe The

Chill & New Year Celebration
Last night was the night which i never ever 4get. 1st. It jz the beginning of a new day which welcome the 1st ray of sun tagged with 2007 and 2nd. after the long wait , me and my friends finally managed time to celebrate the New Year. The weather is very cold here and its fog everywehre coz of which the places were not that crowdy but still there were hustle and bustle everywhere. People came out in the night to welcome the new year and celebrate. me nad my friends went the MINI GOLF. there was really crowdy and everyone was like crazy and passionate. Couples and alot of others enjoying their selves. we find the place to sit to warm ourselves up. coz the temp was too low that our hands were freezing althou v were fully dressed , sweaters, jeans , jackets , round-bottom caps. So there v ordered something which really help us out to get warm. By the way we decide to play some pool there also. so v did some smoking and place the bets on the pool table. but unfortunately both stand equal s

Choices
he was leaving her for good as he gets on the plane since he decided that she wasn't worth this pain she runs trying her best to move on but not realizing her life had already begun he sits and stares out the plane window to the blue sky as he knows he gave it his best try she sits in her apartment alone and cold not realizing that she wasn't that bold they both go their seperate ways not realizing the love that they shared everyday they thought that they could depart but they couldn't take the questions out of their hearts the "what ifs" pondering their brains as the heartach pounds in their vains he sits alone with an empty heart with the pictures in his hand that he couldn't part she softly cries in her sleep every night as she realizes she is alone without his light the choices is their to make but its too hard to forget the heartach the choice is also ours to decide but its rather you wanting to try so don't walk away without telling

Sitting Here Drunk In Tears
IT SEEMS AS IF EVERY TIME I PUT MY HEART OUT ON THE LINE I GET HURT. LOSING A HUSBAND OF FIVE YEARS AND SOMEONE ELSE THAT UNDERSTANDS ME AND KNOWS ME BETTER THEN THE BACK OF MY HAND ALL I HAVE LOOKED FOR IS AN ESCAPE FOR MY PAIN. I SEEM TO FALL FOR LOSERS AND ITS LIKE I HAVE A STICKY POST IT ON MY HEAD THAT SAY HEY IM A LOSER MAGNET PAY ATTENTION TO ME. I'M TIRED OF DEALING WITH THE DRAMA I JUST WANT AN ESCAPE OUT AND A WAY TO MAKE THE PAIN GO WAY. I HAVE THIS HATERED FOR A MAN THAT HAS DONE NOTHING WORNG AND HAVE LOOKED FOR REASONS TO CHASE HIM OFF CAUSE I LIVE WITH REGERTS EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE. I DONT WANNA LIVE WITH THE HATRED ANYMORE BUT CANT SEEM TO LET IT GO

Cowboys
WTF is going on with the Dallas Cowboys. They get word that they are in the playoffs and then go out and lose the Division and lose the last two games of the year. I thought teams wanted to go into the playoffs on a winning streak. I am a life time fan and I wish them well in the playoffs, but I am not sure how far they can go with this losing streak going into the playoffs.

Happy New Years, Here's Some Death Wish Shit
I’m gonna stand Because I have A foolish hand And a cramp In my back Upright twist Follow a fist Have a tryst In the mist Give me crystals Dipped in shit I’m the most beautiful piece of garbage you’ve ever met And I will always fuck up anyone who gets close enough to get cut Dumped, ditched I jump head first into a ditch Waiting to slip Piss of the wrong ape And get lead pushed Get my skull shook Crooked outlook Scabbing my babbles These shambles are scattered And slash from every direction Without hesitation Begging for aggravation Show me you outright malice I’ll roll up Blow your straw house down Hand you a switchblade crown Don’t fucking frown It’s for the best can’t you tell?

What Would You Do?
What would you do if someone offer you a whole new life? What if that person was willing to do anything to make you have that new life that she/he would offer you. Would you take it, knowing without a doubt that she/he could do just what they say.Would you take it, even if you know the cost for it was nothing but loseing ,pain,hurt,saddness, lonelyness,self doubt,everthing eles bad in your life. Would you take it,even if you knew without a doubt that would be the scaryess thing you ever did. All my life from the time I was 3 ,these thing are all that i've every knowen. I have never knowen what it's like to be happy,to be ok with myself. So these things are all I know, their what makes me the first person everyone turns to when face with these things,because people have said that they need a person like me to guide them throught the bad. So I ask you if you could have a new life at the costof loseing yourself even if yourself is nothing but dark,would you take it?

Happy New Year!
TO ALL MY FRIENDS FAMILY AND EVERYBODY ELSE I WANT TO WISH YOU ALL A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR! I KNOW IT IS ALREADY 2007 THERE BUT HERE IN CALI WE STILL HAVE A LITTLE LESS THAN 2 HOURS. I AM AT WORK RIGHT NOW AND I GET OFF IN 25 MINUTES...SO IN 35 MINUTES I EXPECT TO HAVE SOME TYPE OF ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGE IN MY HAND OR BOTH HANDS!! LMAO. BUT PLEASE ON THE REAL...EVERYBODY STAY SAFE. HAVE SOMEONE WHO IS ABSOLOUTELY FREE OF ALCOHOL DRIVE YOU HOME. WE ALREADY HAVE ENOUGH FATALITIES FROM DRINKING AND DRIVING THROUGHOUT THE YEAR THAT WE DO NOT NEED ANYMORE! KISS THE ONES YOU LOVE AND MAKE SURE YOU GET YOU SOME TYPE OF RESOLUTION TO BETTER YOURSELF IN THE NEW YEAR. I DON'T CARE IF IT IS THAT YOU PROMISE NEVER TO PICK YOUR NOSE AGAIN OR WHETHER YOU PROMISE NEVER TO RIP OFF A TOE NAIL AND USE IT AS A TOOTHPICK. JUST GET SOME TYPE OF NEW YEARS RESOLUTION! MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL AND I WILL TALK TO YOU IN 2007! "AND THANKS TO EPMD I AM O-U-T-T-A-H-E-R-E!"

Who Are U Really Goth Prep Find Out Now
You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!Goth45%Trendy30%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev20%Emo20%Rocker, Mosher10%Skater0%Prepy0%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

My Wish To My Friends
Since I cannot comment to each and every one of you.... I keep getting the spam error..... This goes out to all my friends on CT... I hope 2007 brings you a year of health and happiness!! Much love to you all!! _______0__o_o__o_0_0_o_o__0 ______0___o__o__o0_0__o_o__0 _____0___o__o_o__0_0__o___o__0 ____0_o___o___o__0_0___o___o__0 ____00o0000o00o0o0_0o00o00oo0oo0 ___000o0o00000o000_000o00o0o000o0 ___00000o000o000o0_000o000o00000o0 ___0o00oo00o0o00o0__0000o0o0o00000 ___0o0o00000o00o0___000o0o0o0o0o00 ____0o0o0000o0o0_____0000o00o00o0 _____0000o0000________ 00o000o000 ______0000000___________0000000 ________00______ happy_______00 _______00_______ 2007________00 ______00_____________________ 00 _____00________much love_______00 ____00_________Harleygal________00 _000000_________=^-^=__________000000 New Years Are a Chance for a Beginning

Happy New Year
Its almost 2007 for us. I wish that the lord didnt take my father. My New Years Eve is going like shit. I HATE IT ALL! I hope as of now the certain people that don't like me or lies to me don't bother me. My New years reslution is not to deal with drama people, quit smoking cigs, find a man that likes me for who I am an nothing else. Yes I was daddy's little girl an always will be. I miss my father but I have to try to move on some how and I guess the only way is to find a man who loves me for who I am like I said. Music Video Codes - MySpace Layouts I will always Love my daddy alot an will never for get him. He has done me alot of great things. One of these days I will be with him. I aint trying to be mean but I would like to find a guy that I can feel comfortable with just like I did with my father.

New Years Blog
Happy new years! For what I wish to accomplish this year is... Move the fuck away where nobody knows that I am lol! I cant wait till all this bs in my life is over! Im just glad I have this place to keep me entertaind (Cause at this point I have to be out for myself) And kept busy For I am a guy and we dont think well! So I wish to just forget about shit and move along till the situation is over! I dont understand why we can't all get along in this world! We dont have a choice but to live in the same place! Is that not good enough? We are told freedom of religion n free speech but trust me I test the fabric of that and it dont stretch very far! You bitch to the government and they will have u removed by security! You protest and they will finger point till u show anarchy and they can hose and beat u down! Not to mention all the stuff were forced to do like (make money for bombs and get told a set of rules even though It's native land) In canada we can give quebec a nati

Drama-1
Now all who truly know me, know that I don't do 'drama'. However, tonight, the last night of 2006...was different. I read a Bulletin that had my nic on it so I investigated and found that someone was holding a Contest title "saxy" Here is what happened from there: I had asked this Devil girl to please change the title of her contest seeing I hold COntests and Saxxy is my nic. This is our shoutbox conversation. **Devilishly Cute** Add me, fan me, rate me and i'll do the same for you! **Im holdin a SAXY PIC CO My Shoutbox ->**Devilish...: You only omitted one letter, Im asking out of courtesy **Devilish...: thats nice and its also spelled different so get over it . its a contest ur not in it ur not holding it and no im not changing it. ->**Devilish...: not cool girl, not cool. ->**Devilish...: Im 45, had this nic since I was 4 years old, its my bunsiess name in Massachusetts and my license plate. **Devilish...: 1st off it is a contest its not spelled the same a

Happy New Year!!
2006 flew by really fast and now 2007 has rolled right in. I must say 2006 wasn't the best year I have ever had, but at the same time, it wasn't my worst. As I sit here and ponder of the previous year, it brings many smiles and many tears. Many pains and many joys. But To sum it all up, this is what I will say. I have what many people don't have. I have awesome friends. To the friends I have here in Tap Land, each of you in some way or another are special to me. It's an awesome thought knowing that even though you may have never met someone in person, you can still call them your true friend. Thank you all for being here for me through my goofy times, my sad times and even my bitchy times. I hope that the entire year of 2007 is the best year you all ever have. You deserve it!!!! Hugs and kisses to you all!!

Happy New Years!!!!!!!!
Happy New Years all my sexy friends!!! I'm LIVE on cam right now and I'mma be partyin all night with all my sexy friends so hit me up if you're home tonight or in your sexy drunken stupor after you get home. I've hit the bubbly myself so its bound to be BIG BIG BOUNCIN BEWBIE FUN!! Myspace has been really mean to me in 2006 deleting all my profiles over and over and over again so if you want to make sure to keep up with me make sure you go to www.casssidycam.com and www.bad-gurlz.com I'll be updating them everyday this year since people keep losing me on there. :( if you havent already add me at www.myspace.com/casssidycam See all 136 New Years Eve Pics FREE HERE

This Year....my Resolution
My Resolutions: To be a more available friend and less scared to be trusting. To love without ceasing and pray the same. To continue the lifestyle of releasing bitterness while maintaining boundaries of personal power. To be more blunt, yet still be compassionate. To continue to be more trusting of my own instincts and less trusting of others views of what they feel mine should be. To have one really significant story published. To continue to smile as I log on here everyday and see the wonderful messages and emails you precious people send me. To never let loose of the embrace of sanity and clarity I have in life now. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL!!!! MUCH LOVE!! Laughing all the way, KTM.

Home For New Years
so i am home for new years which is fine because I am utterly exhausted from working. i wanted more hours so yeah I got what I wanted I guess! but i definitely miss my military pay checks. anyway. STUPID CUSTOMERS! OMG! For REALZ.. So yesterday, this woman comes in with her kids and wants to Western Union money to Mexico. Fine. She fills out the form really fast, thinking she'd get helped faster. NOPE. We had a line. So finally I get to her and I can barely read her writing. She spelled "Jose" "GOSE" WTF come on! So I find the code city, and everything just fine, cuz Mexico ones can be tricky... She just seems in such a big rush i mean come on, there are places you can go that specialize in Western Union, not the Safeway counter that does other transactions as well. Anyway so I fill out the recievers name which to me looks like EUSTAVO. I took Spanish, it looked like a real Spanish name. Whatever. So I print out the receipt, take her money, get her change th

Yeah Yeah Yeah
happy new year and all that crap. i'm being forced into a celebration, since i live right next to ASU and they're having a fireworks show...which means i get to hear explosions and helicopters for a couple of hours. christ, i feel like i live in the projects. maybe i'm just mad because i can't go out? i dunno.

Loves Prayer
I pray at night for family and friends i pray really hard for this love within this love is trapped with no place to go wishing to meet someone then it will show if you are this someone please let me know so i could have a direction on to where my love can go this love gets stronger with each day i wait but only god knows this loves true fate for now i pray each night for special someone to care that perfect soulmate that mrs right thats why i say this love prayer

Why I Care
each day we're together makes me closer to you now i'm tied to this feeling, i don't know what to do i know you see something's strange in the things i do forgive if i act this way, i'm so in love with you You look at me, I am captured by your stare No other sight in Heaven or Earth could ever compare With just a look, I am helplessly hypnotized Captivated by a mere gaze from your eyes You kiss me, I lose all self control Sweet bliss is felt deep in my soul I hunger endlessly to make you mine Sweeter kisses I could never again find I could love you like no other If you would give me a chance. I think you could be the one for me Just let me show you. Let me show you We can accomplish so much. We could be anything. And for what it's worth, I know we could love. I've waited for eternity, For a single ray of hope. And for so long... Nothing showed. Then one day I heard a voice, So lovely, so gentle. I ran as

Long Gone Dayz...mad Season
LONG GONE DAYS So much blood I'm starting to drown Runs from cold to colder Time to time the sky's come down To help me lose my way Tears and lies for answers You and open veins, God knows I'm gone Darlin I just want you to Come on down Lord it's a storm and I'm heading to fall These sins are mine and I've done wrong, oh babe Come on down Long Gone Day Mmmm, who ever said We wash away with the rain See you all from time to time Isn't it so strange How far away we all are now Am I the only one who remembers that summer Oh, I remember Everyday each time the place was saved The music that we made The wind has carried all of that away Long gone day Mmmm, who ever said We wash away with the rain So many tears I'm starting to drown The rain in heaven's all come down Silver spoons affix the crown The luckless ones are broken Fears and lies for answers You and open flames God knows I'm gone And I just want you to Come

Poem
Go On How can I go on? How can I go on without you by my side? Without your breath on my neck, When you tell I love you? How can I go on? Without you waking up by my side for the rest of my life? How can I go on? Without you here, To put a smile to replace my tears? How can I go on? Without you here to be my strength when I’m weak. To be the half that makes me whole. The one that brings meaning when this crazy world makes no sense. To be my eyes when I can’t see. My legs when I can’t walk. To be my best friend Without you by my side I can’t be me, So tell me, HOW CAN I GO ON?

"what Turns Me On/off"
GIRLS FILL OUT THE TOP GUYS FILL OUT THE BOTTOM POST IT UP SO WE SEE WHAT'S UP REPOST WITH THE TITLE "WHAT TURNS ME ON/OFF" About guys, Turned ON, OFF or DC (Don't care): Is taller than you: ON Is shorter than you:OFF Wears braces:OFF wears a grill: OFF Dresses Preppy :ON Dresses Ghetto: OFF Dresses Gothic: OFF Has blue eyes: ON Has green eyes: DC Has hazel eyes: ON Brown eyes:ON Drinks alcohol:DC Wears glasses: OFF Plays sports: ON!!!(SOCCER IS HOT) Call you to say hi: ON Compliments you: ON good dancer : ON!!!! Wears jewelery: DC Smiles when you walk in the room: ON Has brown hair:ON Has Black hair: DC Has blonde hair:ON Has red hair: DC Makeup: OFF Can make you laugh at any given moment:ON Loyal:ON Laid back: ON (NO ONE WHATS AN UPTIGHT GUY) Plays guitar:ON Plays drums: ON Sings:DC he's buff (muscles):ON He can draw:DC Easily jealous: ON( I THINK ITS CUTE) Doesn't eat meat: DC does drugs: OFF is bi: GROSS, OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

**********2007*********
2007 HUGS AROUND THE WORLD !!!! You have just been hugged!!! That's right, there's no getting out of it this time!!! This is the start of a full-scale Hug O' War!!! So hug everyone you know!!! Hug your friends, your enemies, everyone and anyone!! With all the other funpages out there, I thought this would be a good one to start. The hug is my favorite sign of affection. It can mean so much, and many things at the same time. It can be a sign of love, friendship, comfort, or anything...So here you go. All I can say it will do is brighten someone's day. I mean, we all need a hug once in a while. So send this on if you'd like, to anyone who may need a hug, send it back to whoever sent it to you, send it back to me!! Goodness knows, we could all REALLY use a hug sometimes. So send this on and show someone you care!!

New Year......
why does everyone make sucha big deal out of the new year? I dont get it. I guess it is special if u have someone with u who knows i dont really care. well new year and everything i might as well put everything out i am preg i have been for like going on 3 months. i dont like to talk about not something i am proud of. The father of the baby wil n ot be in the babys life personally i dont even know what i am going to do i dont know how it is going to be i am still so young. i have so much ahead of me. NOW if i was to explain how it happen u would understand not the whole sex part but toher things u would understand but i am not going to get into because personally i dont think it is anyones business i told one person how it happen. BEcuase ia m Ashamed but nothing i can do about it. I dont weant sympsthy because i dont like it. Anyway... i am very bored and itred and i should be in bed because i need the rest but of course i am not lol. Well i hope everyones night is go

Written On A Paper Plate
fall asleep with me my angel dark a dreary pull me away from the depths of hell and cleanse me take me away from all the sadness that life brings I dont know when i wrote this little blurb on a paper plate but it must have been one of my insomniac moments or a someties after a night terror anyways i thought it was kind of interesting

For The One I Love
I’m in Love And all I want to do is be in your arms I’m in Love And all I want to do is look into your eyes I’m in Love And all I want to do is be close to your heart I’m in Love I’m in Love I’m in Love with you I’m in Love And all I see is a love stronger then anything before I’m in Love And all I see is the smile I put on your face I’m in Love And all I see is my life with you I’m in Love I’m in Love I’m in Love with you I’m in Love And all I feel is the power you give me I’m in Love And all I feel is the hope you brought back to me I’m in Love And all I feel is the greatest love that can be I’m in Love I’m in Love I’m in Love with you I’m in Love And all I need to hear is your heart beat in my ears I’m in Love And all I need to hear is your voice saying my name I’m in Love And all I need to hear is your whisper those word I’m in Love I’m in Love I’m in Love with you

Pin Up Girls And Cadillacs
im a fan of both i have an 89 deville and think betti paige is the sexiest and the most well known pin up around.let me know your pinup favs and we can build a photo blog guys and gals need response not gender bias.

Never Fucking Mind.
I should just sleep through every New Year. I should know better after all the craptastic shit I've been through previously. This one seemed okay. Banana splits, Angel, cozy place... but same old same old and now I get to sit here in my cold apartment, completely alone, crying like an idiot over something... that... may not exist, may be in my head, may be the end all be all, may be stupid, not like I could tell you. I have no idea. I never have any idea. It seems to change every couple hours. But it's probably always the same, I simply do not understand it. It just fucking figures. One year I choked hard while drinking apple cider to toast the new year. One year one of my friends attempted suicide. One year (this previous one) I was being attended to by my mom after I totalled my car and my boyfriend was out cheating on me. I just need to stop. Fucking stop. Fucking fuck off.

Tried Of The Bs
I am tried of my pictures being marked as NSFW. None of the pictures everyone can see or clean. Yes they show a little, But not half as much as some people on here. I don't go around marking peoples pictures like that and I would love for people to not mark mine as that. Thank you, Pam AKA Crazy Bitch

Wanna Know Me?
Well let me see...I am a 39 year old single mom of 3 wonderful kids(of course I think so..lol).I live in Greeneville,Tennessee.I am a very honest person with a heart of gold and the best friend a person could ever have.I love being outdoors.Going camping and fishing.Love to play pool and go bowling...watching movies snuggled on the couch with that special someone (where is he?)lol.If there is anything else you would like to know about me just ask.I am an open book but please no dirty comments or questions please.Thank you

Party
Ok so i go to this party and right off the bat i see my ef fiance fr m10 years ago who also does a double take and then gets all mad that im there even though shes the one who cheated one and lied to me about everythng and after all this time i had no desire to even be in the same room as her. Her current live in bf throws a wingding so i jsut fucking left and all my new years plans are ruined because i cant get ahold of anyone else and im not going to some fucking bar alone.

Hello Again
Boo!! Did I scare you? Long time, no see. Lack of internet. And now, I finally have it, granted not nearly as fast as I am used to but something is always better then nothing. You will start seeing me around again, yay. Hoped ya'll missed me!! lol. I missed you guys.

For Children Who Were Broken #7
The journey is not so lonely, As in the past it's been.... More of us are strong, Enough to let the growth begin.... But while were climbing up the mountain We need everything we've got, To face the adults we have become, And all that we are not.... So when you see us weary, From the day's interal climb.... When we find fault with your best efforts, Or treat imperfection as purposful crime.... When you see our quick defenses, our efforts to control, Our readiness to form a plan of unrealistic goals....When we run into a conflit, And fight to the bitter end, REMEMBER.......WE THINK THAT WINNING MEANS WE WON'T BE HURT AGAIN!!!!!!!

"i Hate You"
i hate the way you treat her i hate the way you look at her i hate who you are i hate everything about you you said you loved us then put us throw so much pain you say your sorry and that you'll change i always knew you were a lier i always knew you would stay the same you took me from the only place i called home and made me into what i am today and i hate you for it i belive in nothing i feel nothing and its your fault are you proud now daddy are you happy now that you have made me into someone that can never love anyone that i can never trust anyone without the fear of getting hurt again i tryed to love you daddy but i just can't i tryed to belive that you would be there when i need you but i know you wont be

Just Another Day In My Life
Woke up one day and decided I could not stand the pain anymore and went to see if I had severe PMS or worse. Doc was nice and said it was not bad and he would make me feel much better after a small surgery called laperscopy. Well yes sir he was right! Until I saw a tv talk show with a well known actress talking about what I had, only now I learned there was no past tense, I would never be rid of it. No it doesn't kill you, just makes you wish it would. I did come to terms with it quickly when i put it into perspective as to how my life was going. If I had made different choices about a mistake I made I might have never had a family at all. Now I know it was not a mistake, it was meant to be, no matter how crazy and messed up it seemed to get I knew it was the right path that I had chosen. It wasn't the path I wanted, but someone did in order for things to fall into place the way they did. You know what, life still has been as crazy for 30 yrs. I am now disabled with Fibromyalgia, an

26 Questions (if I Have Talked To You Please Fell It Out)
Body: YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANT TO KNOW YOU...I want to know 26 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends. JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, FILL OUT YOUR ANSWERS...AND THEN REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. (male/female answer accordingly) 1. Can you cook? 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of myspace? 2. What's your philosophy on life? 3. Negative or Optimistic? 4. What was your dream growing up? 5. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 6. Do you think I'm hot or

New Years
my new yrs eve sucked ass..i have THE WORST pains in the world...and i had to come to bed...i just got up to say Happy New Yrs To My friends hangin out in my livin room while i sat in my room holdin my tummy :'( Goodnight

12-31-06
We wish all the lo's & Lette's an others of our family an friends a blessed New Year. An pray you all have a great an safe night. We are gone to the cottage an will not be back for a couple days. MMFWCL Raphael & Melissa

Good People
Good People Never do things the easy way. Just let me take you to the begging; after starting my research class, I was given an assignment to write a 1800 word research paper on a topic of my chosen and the topic I choose was “The Honeybee Decline”. After many days of research and stress I started to receive multiple migraines and stressed on other situations from other classes at college. The only thing that I could think is was to get a little extra help from someone to assist me on my paper, so I looked at multiple sites on the internet. Soon, I found a site called Duenow.com I looked at the papers turn in which I should have done research behind the company. I decided “yes” this will be the site I will use to help me, and they charged $15.95 per page at 250 words a page. After submitting my money and idea for the paper, I had a reply from a women named Patrice. At first when she put her name she put Pat Rice, so I assumed she was Asian because of the last name. Later she

Michali's Veiw Of Cassie's Capture
Blood, stained the cobbled streets as the humans advanced, killing off any vampire and or werewolf left alive. They had succeeded in killing all who had fought them that night. All but one. Charles lead his brigade through the deceased bodies killing off anything breathing. He hated doing it but those were his orders and unless he wanted to be taken from his position as brigade leader. As him and his brigade turned the corner he noticed a shadowy figure crouched in an opening of an alley. “Men up ahead, do not shoot but be on your guard,” he cried. As he approached he got a better view of what sat there in the alley. It was a woman of incredible beauty but she was shot up pretty bad and on her way to death’s door. “Miss we’re gunna help you out just give me your name Hun.” The woman looked up, her eyes a cobalt eyes changing to blue in a matter of seconds, but the pain in them never went away. She might have been a vampire but she needed help. Slowly he approached her with

No Title
The waves crashed against the shore as a young woman of sixteen walked along the beaches, her long ebony colored hair blowing in the sea breeze. A plain violet dress clung tightly to the curves-curves that caught male attention. Beside the girl an abnormally large wolf trotted occasionally glancing her way. Suddenly she felt the pull of her master’s magic drawing her away from the shore and closer to the endless meadow. As she approached the small cottage she noticed her master standing outside creating spells near the fire that glowed blue. He wore his normal attire which was a thin brown robe tied at the waist by a white rope. His normally light brown hair was streaked with the gray that he tried so hard to hide and his smooth face adorned with wrinkles of time. Time could be seen upon his every feature and that worried her. “master why have you summoned me into your presence?” the girl asked. Casually she sat down on a stump hopping it wouldn’t move out from beneath her.

Talented Tongue Wrote These To Me.........wonder If His Wife To Be Princess Punkas Knows
Thu, 14 Dec 2006 12:02:06 -0800 (PST) From: "fred cox" Add to Address Book Add Mobile Alert Yahoo! DomainKeys has confirmed that this message was sent by yahoo.com. Learn more Subject: for the 2 of us To: beerchic2000@yahoo.com when i arrive in town, ill get a room for the 2 of us. i'll get showered, and cleaned up from my flight. we'll go out for dinner around 5, or 6 that evening. after that we'll go for drinks, and a little dancing, slow dancing of course, gives me a reason to hold u close to me. after a couple hours of romance we'll head back to room. i'll have a pair of silk shorts on, and u a silk nighty. after we slip under the covers, we'll kiss with extreme passion. as we kiss, i'll carress ur soft breast, then i'll lower my hand to feel ur wetness as i suckle on ur nipples. then i'll move lower only to taste ur sweet nector flowing from ur body. as i caress ur clit with my wet tongue. i'll take u in my mouth so i can play with ur clit. i'll taste every drop

Truth(version 2)
“Damn it Cassie you are worth loving and I’ll say it till you believe those words. I might even shout it from the roof tops. Hell you’re worth more then just loving ……..you’re worth dying for and by the gods my life is at your service. I love you Cassandra…I do and nothing can change that not even your words.” Jason turned to stare at the vision before him. She had never been more beautiful then she was at that moment. Her long blonde hair hung loose covering every inch of her. The fire light reflecting off it. He didn’t know whether he had been given a chance with and angel or the worlds one true treasure. “Jason I could never ask you to give your life for me it isn’t at all proper…..and I have one question you have left to answer. May I ask it?” “What do you wish to ask my love?” Jason questioned. “Will you ever ask me to be yours……will you ever take that chance?” He noticed her voice quiver as she asked those questions and when he glanced at her face he couldn’t see any emo

Happy New Year
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That Dance (no Idea Who The Characters Are)
She stood in the corner of the dance floor looking over all the couples. She didn’t know why she even came to social events where she wasn’t accepted, wasn’t asked to dance not once. Without glancing at the ballroom floor once more she turned and went to walk out the door but something stopped her, some presence. “Excuse me miss, may I have this dance?” The voice was familiar but she just couldn’t place it, slowly she turned around ending up face to chest with a man dressed in an elegant black suit and tie. As she craned her neck to see who stood before her she noticed a couple at the doorway looking at her with mild interest. “Yes sir you may.” she wondered how they could possibly dance when his shoulder was up there and her hand could barely reach without using some of her gifts.

Truth(jason And Cassie)
" you think i went through all the trouble of keeping you safe to just drag you away from your job....your life?" jason snapped. His fury was not something anyone saw much but Cassie had a way of bringing it forth. "that's why you're here isnt it...to stop me from going to deep into a world where there may be no escape?" Cassie questioned. She always looked strong and always kept a wall up between her and the rest of the world, but at that moment it all collapsed. she looked so helpless and small against what was coming it made him want to stand by her side....to protect her. "no Cassie I came to tell you that............" what were the words he was looking for and could he really say them? should he tell the woman standing there before him in all her immortal elegance that he loved her? " i just came to wish you good luck," he whispered. without glancing up at Cassie he turned towards the door, his heart weighing heavy. "Jason i love you....i thought you'd like to know

Alex And Lexander (diff Lexander Then The Other With Kira)
Alex stood on a balcony over looking the city, her lovely black feathered wings wrapped tightly around her body. Too many emotions that had been dormant for so long were getting to her. She couldn’t take it and it was all because of one man. A man so arrogant, so self centered but yet so much a gentlemen and so giving at the same time. It just seemed so unreal. All she used to love was flying and the rush that came with it but now she felt something else-something for Lexander. Slowly she pushed herself away from the balcony, plummeting towards the rushing city lights. The air wrapped around her in a lovers embrace pulling her closer to the city streets. The air was her haven, the sky held no limit for her- she was free. Slowly and reluctantly she opened her wings, catching an up draft that pulled her back up into the night sky. She was at home and very much alive. “ Father midnight I call your arms my home, protect me from myself forever.” Both the night and day had given birth to her

Shade And Elizabeta Again(worse Encounter)
“You think this a game girl? We are going to kill you and there is nothing you can or will be able to do that can stop it. Understand?……..STOP LAUGHING BITCH!” Elizabeta stopped laughing and looked up into the masked man’s eyes. His voice sounded so familiar. Where had she heard it before….or was her mind playing tricks on her. Slowly she found her strength and got to her feet, defiance in her eyes. She was a daughter of the night, one not afraid of something. Not afraid of death for she embraced it with open arms. She was already dead. “You can torture me all you like…you can try to make me feel pain but let me tell you something…..I’m already dead. Been dead for almost two hundred and one years. I don’t fear you and I don’t fear the reaper. He’s my lover….my protector. So boys do your worst….I beg you,” she snapped. After her words had been spoken she noticed a hand coming towards her but she wasn’t about to cringe away. One of her capture’s hands connected hard with the side of

Caught Snooping (kira And Lexander)
“ Don’t look at me with those innocent eyes they don’t work with me hun. I’m prone to sweet little eyes like that. Now tell me what you’re doing here.” Kira glanced down at her hands trying to ignore the tears that kept trying to flow. She didn’t know why she had risked her life breaking into his mansion only to gain info when there was none. Maybe it had been a stupid hope a stupid dream but at least she had tried to no prevail. Slowly she glanced up at the man that stood there towering over her. “Oh nothing really just looking for information on you…..but to my surprise there is no record of you in the police files. No records of you here…no records of you anywhere. Tell me do you even truly exist?” she questioned. As she glanced up at the man once more defiance in her eyes this time, only to see irritation and surprise mingled together on Lexander’s face. Without thinking twice on it Kira began to slowly back away but before she got four feet away from the door Lexander had a

Another Year
There is something about the new year that i just cant seem to figure out if i should be happy or sad. Its one hell of a party but lets face it its just another rub in the face that we are all just another year older.

Empire's New King
She stood before the entire empire clothed in elegance watching every face that was standing there. For the first time in a few years she was afraid, afraid of them not accepting her choice- her choice as their next male ruler. Their next king in the lines of the empire. The empire which shant fall until the last of the strong bloodlines disappear. Quickly she glanced over at her advisors to see most of them frowning as the glanced down over the crowd but Michael smiled at her, urging her on. Slowly she stepped forth and as she did so the crowd quieted and no sound was made. “ People of my empire I first came before you as a poor un kept, unmannered young girl and I’ve grown into what you see now…but now it is my time to wed and I have chosen a husband as humble as I once was…..I give you Gabriel,” She hollered. Surprise showed on each of their faces as Gabriel stepped forth to be gazed upon. He was as handsome as the day she had met him but this time an emotion she’d thought he could

Wanting You With Me
I CLOSED MY EYES AND THE TEARS BEGAN TO FALL I WAITED FOREVER IT SEEMED FOR YOUR CALL. I LOOKED OUT THE WINDOW AND SOFTLY WHISPERED YOUR NAME BUT I HEARD NO ANSWER, ITS DRIVING ME INSANE SO I DROPPED TO MY KNEES AND I BOWD MY HEAD I PRAYED TO GOD, AND THIS IS WHAT I SAID, DEAR GOD I COME TO YOU A FRIGHTENED LONELY SOUL, HELP US BE TOGETHER AND MAKE OUR LIVES WHOLE. BRING US TOGETHER HELP US FIND A WAY, MAKE OUR LOVE STRONG, THESE THINGS I PRAY. SO GOD IF YOU HEAR PLEASE ANSWER MY PRAYER SHOW ME THE DIRECTION GOD, AND TAKE ME THERE... WRITTEN 12-31-06 TO A VERY SPECIAL MAN.......

Can He Care (kira And Lexander
“Don’t give me this bullshit Kira, you’re not alone….don’t you see me standing right here?” he growled. The woman that stood before him was impossible to get along with. Her stubborn nature had a way of both intriguing him and appalling him at the same time. For the past month he’d tried his hardest to get through to her but she was making it hard. “I am alone….damn it you don’t care about me, you’re just here to be here, you’re the one who’s bullshitting me!” He watched as tears welled up in her eyes, as she flung herself at him her fists made into balls. He didn’t try to stop her as she hit him repeatedly. He wanted her to let her anger out even if it meant he’d be in pain the next morning, or the next few mornings. As Kira’s pounding slowed to almost a halt he drawled her into his arms holding her close as she burst into sobs. He did care for her but it wasn’t in his nature to show it openly. “Kira I do care, I wouldn’t be here holding you if I didn’t…... stop lying to

Romantic Words About Him
There is an intense heat in his wonderful eyes. A tenderness in his voice. He tries by day and night to do his best and try at might. Lost inside his misery. Dancing in the distance of ending line. Given a gentle kiss by life’s sweet time. Most wouldn’t give him a proper glance. Neither would they give him a chance. No one sees he’s really an angel without his pure white wings. Pain tares at his skin but it barely makes a scratch. His halo may be dented but he’s my angel and forever in my mind’s eye he will stay.

Out Of The Dust
Out of the dust scrambled a girl, her hair the color of the burnt wood that was strewn everywhere. Her big pleading blue eyes were full of hatred and undying pain. She was an orphan once again with no one to run to and no place to call home. The rebels had cheated her from a life once more , it seemed all they wanted was her to hurt as they did. But why? She had done nothing to them…yet. She knew she could hide no longer, it was time to face the facts, her heritage kept catching up with her. She couldn’t take it anymore she was the final queen in the empire’s dying bloodline. Everything was up to her, the empires order, the continuation of her bloodline and restoring the dying belief in the magics. The rebels end was near if only she knew how to make the nobles believe her. The road was long, too long for any refined lady no matter how old. Normally they would have stopped in various places but it wasn’t safe anymore, the law in Sorin had all but diminished and no family not even

Bit To My Friends Story (shade And Elizabeta)
“that’s very sweet of you and all Shade, but I must regretfully decline, I’m working double shifts tonight…..gotta pay my way through college somehow.” Elizabeta gathered her stack of books and shoved them into her messenger bag, her gaze falling upon the professor. To her surprise he was looking straight at her, a lazy smile upon his face and for a moment she saw something impossible in his eyes. “Well I’ll ask some other time, catch you around darlin’.” She turned around in time to see Shade stalk out of the room, his shoulders hunched as he mumbled to himself. She almost felt complete pity for the boy. “Ms. Smith may I have a word with you?” Something in the tone of his voice made her turn towards him. Professor Warren

Cries(cassie Depressed)
“Maybe it would have been better if they’d put me out in the sun those years ago.” Jason glanced up at Cassie as she uttered those words, he couldn’t believe she was saying that. The woman that stood before him was not the one he’d known for years, she was someone different…someone weaker. Slowly he stood up and walked towards her, his heart breaking as he did so. “Cassie please do not speak of such things….damn it you don’t know how much it hurts to hear that when you know I love you,” Jason stated. With care he pulled Cassie into his arms and sat down on the bed. He couldn’t stand her being this way just like he couldn’t stand anyone harming her. She held his heart when no one else had ever succeeded in doing so. “Jason I’m not worth loving.” “the hell you aren’t. I’d give up my life for you and that’s never going to change.” He glanced down at her to see her looking up at him, her eyes filled with love and compassion. She cared as much about him as he did about her. Jason fe

Another Love (jason Talking To Cassie)
“She was my lover once but did I love her? No I didn’t love her and wont ever. She never stirred emotions within me like you do…..damn it Cassie I’ve loved you since the day you first kissed me, whether it was just a friendly kiss on the cheek or not. But I knew I would never have a chance with you. I’m not some young man who’s untouched or has never touched a woman. Cassie I’ve touched but I’ve never loved. And by god you deserve someone better then me.” Jason took hold of Cassie’s shoulders, turning her around to face him. He didn’t want to hurt her, he wanted to love her, to prove that someone actually wanted her as a woman, a lover, as herself…..as an equal. She was a wonderful woman but no one truly saw that. “Jason please don’t joke around with me…….don’t be like everyone else, be my friend tonight and every other night. Don’t tell me you love me, enough people do. Prove it to me because for once I don’t wanna be just a body a person wants to ravage. I want to be seen as a wo

Dream
FOR EVERYONE THAT MAKES YOU CRY. THERE ARE THREE TO MAKE YOU SMILE. AND A SMILE WILL LAST A LONG, LONG TIME BUT A TEAR FOR JUST A LITTLE WHILE. DONT LET SOMEONE WHO HATES THE WORLD CAUSE YOU TO HATE IT TO. BEHIND THE CLOUDS IS A GOLDEN SUN, AND A SKY THATS FULL OF BLUE. IF SOMEONE'S SAID A THING THATS CRUL, DON'T LET IT GET TO YOU. YUOR ACHIEVEMENTSARE GREATLY NUMBERED, AND YOUR FAULTS ARE VERY FEW. SO IF A CERTAIN PERSON SHOULD ACT A CERTAIN WAY, THINK OF THOSE WHO LOVE YOU, AND DONT LET IT SPOIL YOUR DAY. REACH HIGH,FOR STARS LIE HIDDEN IN YOUR SOUL, DREAM DEEP,FOR EVERY DREAM PRECEDS THE GOAL....

Sutefunu Matsetsu!
10000kw Wa...: Happy new years and shit bro. 10000kw Wa...: You are Sutefunu Matsetsu. 10000kw Wa...: Oh yeah, apparently my name in japanese is Rokuketsutsu Kire. ->10000kw Wa...: Word. Keep me posted.

Beginning Of A Futuristic Story
His deep-set blue eyes showed no emotions at all as he peered down at her, the jagged scar beneath his left eye turning white hot. He was angry- angry with her and she didn’t even know what she had done. Slowly his smile turned into an evil grin that made him look vile, his cold hands clamped down hard on her shoulders digging his nails in deep. “What have I done to you,” She screamed. Her struggles against his grasp proved to no avail, his grip was of iron. A heartless chuckle surrounded her, chilling her to the bone. He wasn’t the man she had fell in love with….he was someone different. He was the monster he harbored within. “ Oh this hun? You haven’t done this I’ve just taken back to my natural born killer. Now shut up and hold still.” As his bared canines slowly inched towards her neck she struggled, screaming at the top of her lungs. She didn’t want to die. No not this way…..she wanted him to change her. To let her be his for the rest of their immortal lives. Before she k

I Know I Cant Stop Loving You
I know I can't stop loving you No matter what Hell you put me through So I'll do what it takes, so please do Break me Hate me I know I can't stop loving you I can't stop needing you with me No matter what kind of person you see I'm still the girl who wants to be With you Loving you I can't stop needing you with me I need you in my heart No matter how much you've torn it apart Because I've loved you from the start Always will And I still I need you in my heart

Untittled
I've lived fifteen years, hoping to meet someone like you. Now that I have, I'm not sure what to do. You're everything I want, everything I love. You must be an angel, sent from above. Sometimes I think, that this can't be. I'm not good enough, for I'm just me. You bring light to my life, and a smile to my face. It's not my heart, you'll have to chase. You're on my mind, when I'm awake. My soul is yours, just to take. Don't tell me to let go, you're the one. Let's be together, until our lives are done.

Growing Love
When I close my eyes... I can see your eyes,full of kindness and loveliness,that i want to lose myself in. My heart is aching,full of love for you. I long to hold you and feel my fears and worries go. I can see you smile,telling me to hold on and be patient Thinking of you puts a smile on my face. I'll always have someone to make me smile and encourage me when i feel down,I'll always have someone to trust with my life.That will be you. You hold the key to my heart and you stole my heart. Roses are red,Violets are blue,I'll always think of you,you will never leave my heart. No one can make me feel the way you do. I have never loved anyone,the way i love and care for you,my feelings for you grow stronger everyday. I find it fascinating that I am so in love with you,words can't describe,so strong that it overwhelms me in every way and thought. I wish you could see the depth of passion and tenderness in my heart that i have for you. We share something so passiona

When I Found You
When I found you I found myself I found a guy Like no one else When I found you I found my heart I found it struck By Cupid's dart When I found you I found pure bliss I found heaven Deep in your in kiss When I found you I found my soul I found your love That made me whole When I found you I found my dreams I found out what Love really means When I found you I found a lot I found true love

New Year
WELL THE NEW YEAR IS JUST ABOUT HERE I WANTED TO TAKE SOME TIME TO TELL ALL MY FRIEND;S AND FAMILY AND FAN'S HOW HAPPY I AM TO BE A PART OF THIS GREAT COMM. CT AND TO A SPECIAL FRIEND CORKY 1952 FOR LL THE WORK HE DID FOR ME ON MY PITURE;S HE HAS A GREAT TALENT FOR WHAT HE DOES AND A SHOUT OUT TO LITTLE BLUMLB BEE FOR HER FRIENDSHIP SHE AS A GREAT TALENT FOR HER PITURES ALLSO AND TO MY BOY;S OUT THERE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE . SO TO ALL OF THE STAFF AND THERE HELP WITHOUT THEM I DONT THINK WE HAVBE THIS GREAT SITE HERE SO EVERY ONE HERE HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR AND HOPE TO SEE ALL OF YOU IN 2007 AND ONE MORE SHOUT OUT TO KIM FOR HER GREAT PICTUER;S HAVE A HAPPY NEW ALL COWBOY11

Our Mental Reality
welcome to the end of the begining ending this new begining will enlighten your mind to exceed the normal relms of reality. religion and money have been seen as survival, when in reality it is the root of all evil. now we percieve things to be so complicated when god and the devil are so simple. we can believe what we want.... hey its our choice. we can only be influenced by others, the choice is always ours to make... lol lolololololololololol infinate chaos has been a plague on earth,,,, but no one does anything about that..... who does know if jesus had children or when he was alone with satan in the desert if he sold his soul! lol no matter which way you turn you have to give up a soul....... now thats reality

Shity New Years
i think this is going to be the worst new years of my life. i've had plenty of new years without a special someone but this year just made things a million times worse. me and my girlfriend got into a fight and everything last night and she broke up with me this morning. its one thing to not have someone but its devastating to have the one you love dump you on the morning of new years eve. it hurts not to be able to be with the only person you love and care about so much because they dump you hours before the new year. i just wish i had someone to hold and kiss when the new year arrives.

New Years
Well another year has come and go. 2006 has been a mixed bag for me, neither completely good or completely bad. There were extremes on both ends of the spectrum. In 2006 I both loved like never before, and had my heart broken like never before. Physically and financially I'm in better shape now than I was at the begining of the year, I lost alot of weight and paid of some debts. I'm living in a much better house and I have a much more comfortable living arrangement than I did at the begining of the year. Emotionally and romatically, I'm much worse off. I'm still mending the peices of my broken heart, and I've lost someone incredibly special to me. I've learned alot, both good and bad. I've learned that I can do what I need to do most for my health and the betterment of my life, even though it is the things I want to do least. I've learned alot about myself, and the limits of what I have to give, and what I need in return. I've learned that a great circle of friends (mor

Happy New Years Eve
Well, tis almost the time to look back on another year gone by. What have we accomplished, put off, endured,grew through, overlooked, etc.... I don't believ in resolutions... because I am a rebel at heart and will only make one to break it :) So, let's just say that I want 2007 to be SOOOO Much FuNNNNNN!!!!! I will make alot of $$$$$$$. I will be at te top of my game.... And I will be one cool bitch to be around. Happy New Years .... Peace Out!!!!!

What Kind Of Ex Am I
What type of an ex are you? Quiz Free Fun Quizzes at FunQuizCards.com My Result Was: You are an evil and clingy ex. You haven't forgiven your ex yet. And you would love to torture him/her in every way. What can I say? I'm going to make sure that son-of-a-bitch suffers every single day of his life!!! Just kidding...NOT!

New Years Toast~~for All
The Gift of a New Year Here’s to the year that’s almost past its expiration date—2006. We all had some surprises, didn’t we? Some good, some distressing. Let’s use everything we got from our experiences, everything we learned, to enrich the new year. Here’s to the new year, 2007, a gift we haven’t opened yet. May its bright, shiny package contain even more than we hope for. And even while we’re delighting in new treasures, let’s appreciate fully what we already have— the blessings we take for granted. Make a list, and check it twice. And here’s to all you wonderful people who are putting up with my toast; I hope in the new year you see yourselves the way I see you: intelligent, interesting, and likable. To 2007: May it give a whole new meaning to the phrase, "the good life."

I Think This Says It All
My Wish for You in 2007 May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet for $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires and may happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had, forget your home address! In simple words ............ May 2007 be the best year of your life!!! HAPPY NEW YEARS TO ALL MY FRIENDS..FANS!! evil

Last Day!
today is the last day to vote for me in the Christmas contest...so please don't forget to stop by and show your love and support everyone!! thanx a ton! 5th row from the top, 2nd girl in from the left... melissalove http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme/vote.pl thanx! xoxoxo melissalove Hosted by Sparkle Tags

Happy New Year's Message From Me!
Here is something funny to wish you a Happy new Year and to thank you all for your business this year!Happy New Year's from Designsoutofmind.com , Shopbydesigns.com and little ole me!And ohhhhh please take the time to check out my new shopShop By Designs over 5 million designs from over 850 cool designers!!!! Funny t-shirts, coffee mugs, coasters, tile boxes, posters, framed art sweatshirts and much much more!

For My Friends
Happy New Year Wish My Happy New Year wish for you Is for your best year yet, A year where life is peaceful, And what you want, you get. A year in which you cherish The past year’s memories, And live your life each new day Full of bright expectancies. I wish for you a holiday With happiness galore; And when it’s done, I wish you Happy New Year, and many more. i love you all...brenda

Burgandy Satin
Lying here alone in the bed, I grow tired. Restless. My pale, cold skin enveloped in burgandy satin. My slender finger tips reach for the other side of the bed. I can feel the heated impression you have left behind, even though it’s been days since you were last here. In the silence of the night, I recall the last time you were here. I gave into you completely. Stripped naked before you, you demand of me, “To turn and bend over the bed.” I move without hesitation. My feet on the floor, my ass in the air, my body on the bed. You grab my hands and bind them behind my back. My cunt floods with wetness. You kick my feet apart and grab my hips, holding me in place. My petite form leaves just my toes touching the ground. Your hard cock finds my cunt and pounds into me again and again. I am helpless. Your hands hold me in place as you ram your cock over and over. I moan in pleasure. Your hand fists my hair in an instant and pulls my head back towards you. My neck stre

B-yond Hr-eye-zn
Buried at PhotoCasket.com Someday someone will take the fear away And I won't be afraid Of the shadows dancing out their lives at the corners of myeyes I won't be left carving designsBuried at PhotoCasket.cominto wood Prayin that the I'll be anything but misunderstood There isn't much left at the bottom But everything I got is yoursBuried at PhotoCasket.com Buried at PhotoCasket.comBy my side Maybe just a little too much But what can I do just watch the words that I say Buried at PhotoCasket.com That's all I know Buried at PhotoCasket.com That's my only plea Cuz without you I'm just a black heartBuried at PhotoCasket.comslowly fading away I'll keep you safe and I'llBuried at PhotoCasket.comguard your heart As long as this never falls apart. FRAGILE LIFE Like maybe I'm just one more in the rat race I've got nothing left Some days I feel like shit Some days I just wanna quit and be normal for a bit When it comes down to it all I have are

30 Q&a
1.WHAT DOES YOUR CT NAME MEAN? 2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURE TAKEN? 3. WHAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME? 4. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP STATUS? 5. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN? 6. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT MOOD? 7. WHO DO YOU LOVE MOST? 8. WHO MAKES YOU HAPPY? 9. ARE YOU MUSICALLY INCLINED? 10. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND CHANGE SOMETHING, WHAT WOULD IT BE? 11. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONE DAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE? 12. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE? 13. SOMETHING(S) YOU DO A LOT? 14. WHAT'S THE NAME OF THE SONG THAT'S STUCK IN YOUR HEAD? 15. WHO DID YOU COPY AND PASTE THIS FROM? 16. NAME SOMEONE WITH THE SAME B-DAY AS YOU? 18. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE? 20. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? 21. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM STARBUCKS? 23. EVER HAD A DRUNKEN NIGHT? 25. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MO

Naughty Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?More than 15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Doggie style 10. How often do you masturbate?Once a day 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Nope, never 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?No, I'm straight as can be 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Yes, taken them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Yes, a nude beach 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?No, neither 18. Spit or swallow?Swal

Desert Rose
dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in pain I dream of love as time runs through my hand I dream of fire Those dreams are tied to a horse that will never tire And in the flames Her shadows play in the shape of a man's desire This desert rose Each of her veils, a secret promise This desert flower No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this And as she turns This way she moves in the logic of all my dreams This fire burns I realise that nothing's as it seems I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand wake in pain I dream of love as time runs through my hand I dream of rain I lift my gaze to empty skies above I close my eyes, this rare perfume Is the sweet intoxication of her love I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in pain I dream of love as time runs through my hand Sweet desert rose Each of her veils, a secret p

Uh Huh
im gunna have a 3sum with 2 guys and its gunna be weird as all hell kinda freaked out nothing planned so far just that i guess ive never done anything like that so im sure itll be interesting the guy i cheated on my bf with is now my bf i guess right we did the dirty like 10 times in one night so hes a keeper anyhow im pretty sure im gunna have things done to me that i never thought possible i dont mind i want to try everything once ..or twice anyhow lol anyhow i dont regret dumping my bf like im kinda wondering why i was with him if im not that worried about it cuz i loved him and i believe i still do but shit haha i had anal sex weird lol i had to throw that in there its new years ive been invited to 2 parties which ive never been invited to a keg before like last week i mean sure i might have but just me and not Sonya wow im surprised no i dont think im gunan go becuz im not wanting to cheat again and i think that there would be some kinda peer presure to do so i mean last time i

To The Hater Who Had No Balls
LET ME START BY SAYING I AM ONLY WRITING THIS TO SAY FUCK OU TO WHOM EVER GAVE MY PIC A 1 AND MY BOY PAPI A 1 WHAT YOU JEALOUSE YOU IGNORANT BITCH?????IF YOU GONNA DO THAT SHIT DO IT FACE TO FACE YOU IMMATURE ASSHOLE....IM NOT WORRIED ABOUT YOUR SORRY VASS I LOVE ME AND I AM A STRONG WOMAN AND I LOVE MYSELF AND HAVE MORE THAN 1 MAN HERE WHO IS HOT CHASING MY SEXY FAT ASS SO BITE IT BITCH. YOU ONLY SUCCEEDED IN PISSING ME OFF YOU DIDNT HURT MY FEELINGS NONE YOU LOOOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YOU ONLY MADE YA SELF LOOK DUMB....Tammy

Why ?
Why is it that we keep secrets or tell lies to the people we are supposed to care about..Is it that we think that somehow its protecting them, when in all actuallity it will hurt them? Why is it soo hard to tell the truth and be done with it no matter what may happen... Why constantly lie or walk on egg shells worrying if someone may find out or be upset or get hurt. Why is it with women that we are soo trusting and are willing to put up with such bullshit from them. There are other, better men out there. Why is it with men especially that they have a hard time making decisions or being up front and determining what exactly that you are to them. Why? Are they affraid of commitment? Have trust issues? Or that they think that something better will come along? While they are out "collecting" stones, they are letting the Diamonds get away.

To Whom It May Concern
What new beginnings will 2007 bring? What new desires shall be revealed? I feel as though I am walking amongst a field of glass. Barefooted, I tread softly, unable to avoid the inevitable. Each cut deeper than the last. Each cut a reminder of the last. I see my life spill forth. Bright burgandy amongst a sea of glare. What does it reflect? I find myself trapped and searching for answers. I am a virgin to all these sensations. On one hand, I find myself the slut. Giving myself completely to another. Allowing myself to let go and just succumb. To exist for another. To hurt for another. To bleed for another. To fuck for another. Push me into the darkest corner and I’d still come running back to you. Push me to the edge of death, only to bring me back to your sweetness. I am yours. Make me feel like I am such a good slut and when I am not, I will endure what ever punishment you inflict on me. Because I can, for you. I am your slut. Willing to obey you. To please you. Discard me and

Something To Help You Know Some Of Me
If what Proust says is true, that happiness is the absence of fever, then I will never know happiness. For I am possessed by a fever for knowledge, experience, and creation." "It takes courage to push yourself to places that you have never been before... to test your limits... to break through barriers. And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom."

Happy New Year, Everyone!
I'm sending New Year's wishes out to all my friends, family, and fans! Have a wonderful evening, but stay safe, please! Me? I'm spending New Year's Eve on CherryTAP! My oldest daughter is here, visiting her guys. I've developed a cold, bah! humbug! That's OK, I don't feel too bad. My rum and Coke should ease the discomfort a bit, lol! I've been musing over the events in 2006 that have impacted my life in strange ways. I've developed a network of fellow energyworkers and we support each other beautifully! I have a best friend who understands where my head is at when no one else has a clue, lol! We can discuss things that would drive other people absolutely crazy and make coherent decisions in the process. Don't know what I'd do without her and I hope she feels the same about me! I wanted to learn more about my past lives, and, lo and behold, I've learned more than I ever expected and sometimes more than I bargained for, lol! I've found and been found by so many past life compa

Prove !
“are you really my slut?” “yes, grace.” “i want you to prove it, i wanna see if you really are the slut you tell me you are daily.” there is hesitation in V’s response. a grin forms on her face as she is well aware that proving something such as a “slut” could be dangerous. yet, he put his trust in her that she wouldn’t put his life, career, family and marriage on the line. she enjoyed “testing” his will to be so subservient to her. “anything, grace.” her face lights up with his response as her heart starts to race with excitement. “i was talking to another slut of mine today. he spurred a thought process when he told me there would be a time when the both of you would want my attention. he detailed this image of me watching the both of your via cam doing what i wanted. i then told him that i am sure the both of you would like an audience.” V’s cock twitched at the story as his heart started to pound in his chest with the thrill. he listened intently as her lips

Happy New Year!!!
I just wanted to say happy new year to the best friends a girl could have and also to the people that I dont YET have as a friend but can only look forward to knowing. I also want to thanks babyj and the bouncers for making this one of the best places to hang out and make friends. Much love to you all and may your new year bring you all the happiness you hope for!

Women
the older and wiser i get! i stumbled onto cherry tap, alas at last i found the flower field indeed i found! all sizes, all colors for one to see! how happy for the eyes at this years end, to see and enjoy such beauty, near and afar, single and many, i find many a private, my curious nature grows! those that let me in fill me with the beauty of Gods Artistic Works, not dirty, nasty, or wrong, but in the original form we came in! to bad that dirty minds have blinded the original intent! Let Us All Respect One An others Views and enjoy that which makes your heart glow this the Season too Celebrate One that Gave so much that We might know Joy!! rich (aba)

Switch Part 1
“wake up, slut.” Your voice sounds almost pleasant as i feel the pointy toe of Your boot pushing gently between my lips. i sit up sleepily in my closet, rubbing my eyes. Your boot slips under my balls and runs up my hard cock. “boys amuse me, the way they tend to wake up hard,” you smile. “get up, slut. i’m giving you a present today.” present? that word may or may not be a good thing. it depends on who the present is for. and even the present is for me it’s not a given that i’ll enjoy it. still. a present! i crawl out of the closet and feel my leash jerk me back. i choke and cough. you clip the leash high up out of my reach and somehow i usually manage to foget about it. you laugh with genuine glee. “i never get tired of that, slut! it’s adorable!.” you reach inside and unhook my leash. i catch a brief glimpse of you bare cunt beneath your robe. “i’ll ignore that,” you say omnipotently, “because i’m in a good mood. i warn you not to fuck this up, v. seriously.” your voi

What The Heck Is K.o.t.???
I have been asked by several of my friends and fans as to what the designation K.O.T. represents. As such, I thought it was as good as time as any to explain… --Lord---Sinful----Lord Vampire Lestat-- Gothic Freak--Founder Of K.O.T. Kids Off Tap---@ CherryTAP states that: “K.O.T. IS A NEW GROUP (NOT FAMILY) WE ARE TRYING TO FORM TO KEEP KIDS OFF TAP. SINCE THIS IS AN ADULT SITE. SO WE ARE NEEDING EVERYONES HELP TO KEEP AN EYE OUT AT THE DOOR (AS THEY BECOME NEW MEMBERS) AS WELL AS ALL OVER THE SITE.” He lists the members of this watchgroup, so far in his latest blog posting entitled, Updated Member List Just A Few Added. I am one of those members in that list. If you are also interested in becoming a member of this watch group, please contact “Lord Vampire” by clicking on his picture above. Insofar as I am concerned, we cannot be proactive enough to keep this community safe! I certainly appreciate "Lord Vampire's" proactive approach. Kat

Switch,part 11
my blood is boiling watching her cower and cry. the rage builds up inside me. my legs and arms shake. she sits with one hand steadying herself on the floor, the other wiping her tears away. how fucking dare she! i stare her down until she looks down. pulling my foot back, i go to kick her in the stomach and stopped just shy. she crumples with a scream and curls up on the floor. “cunt,” i spit, “i am going to fucking enjoy this. i will. you won’t, but i will. did you expect some kind of Hollywood bullshit? some light whipping by some hot, leather clad faux-dominatrix?” i walk slowly around her, measuring my steps and my words. “well, fuck you, muffy. it doesn’t work like that. not here. they told you to stay on your spot and you didn’t. i think maybe we’ll work on that first.” I give her a firm kick in the back and revel in her howling. “i’ll take that as a yes. you know how to stand still, right?” she manages a little nod. “good. let’s make it a little more interesting. lay on your

Switch....part 111
“i wonder,” i said, sitting calmly and gripping my cock inside my trousers and squeezing it firmly, “how long it will take for your clothes to dry. and if they’d dry faster on you or off you.” i smiled pleasantly as kept her head lowered. “and,” i continued allowing an irritation to come through, “i do not want you staring at the floor. lift your head and look at me.” she raises her head but her eyes refuse to meet mine. they dart quickly all over the room and even fall on me occasionally but continue to search for some sense of normalcy. she will not find it. in the meantime, annoyance builds up inside me. i squeeze my cock again, stand up and walk towards her slowly stopping in front of her. “i do NOT,” i slapped face hard and my cock jerks, “want to continually have this fucking conversation. when i tell you something, you will do it and do it fucking quickly.” i punctuate with open handed slaps and take her face in one hand forcing her to look at me. “yes,” i tell her quietly

Unpretty ~ Tlc
T-Boz: I wish I could tie you up in my shoes Make you feel unpretty too I was told I was beautiful But what does that mean to you Look into the mirror who's inside there The one with the long hair Same old me again today (yeah) Chilli: My outsides look cool My insides are blue Everytime I think I'm through It's because of you I've tried different ways But it's all the same At the end of the day I have myself to blame I'm just trippin' Chorus: T-Boz & Chilli: You can buy your hair if it won't grow You can fix your nose if he says so You can buy all the make-up that Mac can make But if you can't look inside you Find out who am I to Be in the position to make me feel so damn unpretty T-Boz & Chilli: Never insecure until I met you Now I'm in stupid I used to be so cute to me Just a little bit skinny Why do I look to all these things To keep you happy Maybe get rid of you And then I'll get back to me (hey) Chilli: My outsides look cool My insi

~~sexy Lady On Ct Contest ~~ Opens 1/5 Thur 1/12
~~ Sexy Lady On CT Contest ~~ These are the ladys i got for the contest so far..... Still got openings in the contest just send me a link in my messages to add you to my contest. Thanks ~ Maria ~

To A New Year And Hopefully Another Chance For Our Baby
With the news that I am back to normal (relatively anyway) lol, I am hoping that this new year bring me more peace with Mike's and my loss and another chance to try for our baby again. I will be taking down my memorial to the baby in the house tomorrow as my way of putting it to bed and making peace with it. This was my promise to myself and the people that love me. Thank you to all my friends and all the people that have supported me through all this. I have decided that I am ok with my blog not being #1 anymore. If it gets there again...great...if not...that is ok...my story, support and message have been shared and helped others and thats all I have wanted to do. I will NOT stop dedicating my page to pregnancy and infant loss though....it will always be a part of me and there will always be others that need this support. My friends, family and fans RULE and I love you all more than I can ever hope to tell you. I will continue to write in here as well since the journey is nev

Who Am I Kidding
Well i thought that this year would be different. I guess not I'm lonely like I was last year, I'm sad cause the guy that I'm talkin to is too busy to see me this year again...for the 3rd year in a row. It sucks majorly. My pals haven't talked to me in weeks and I've been stuck here at home sick. I need to find some other people to hang out with or something. Or even get involved with someone else cause this guy is treating me kinda wrong...but when the summer comes around he's all lovey with me and everything...and he wants me to be wating for him. I do wait cause I'm a good girl and I feel like I'm just waiting for something that might not happen....I might need to just move on

Profile Visitors
Up until now, I have done my best to visit the profiles of everybody CT says has visited mine, and I have left a comment on nearly all of them. And, I have given every single one of them a ten rating. However, not more than about two thirds of the people who have visited my profile to date have bothered to give me any ratings, or comments. So, for the last twenty-four hours, I have been thinking about that. I am now seriously considering not giving anybody who can't be bothered to rate anything of mine so much as a one rating. Why should I take the time and trouble to go to somebody's profile, rate it, and leave a comment. A rating and one comment are worth what, five points total? It isn't worth the time and trouble. I can accumulate points faster by going to profiles and rating photos, than I can taking the time to help others accumulate points who aren't willing to do the same. Maybe some people don't think my profile is worth rating, and that is fine. But, if somebody

Sometimes ~ Britney Spears
You tell me you're in love with me Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me It's not that I don't want to stay But every time you come too close I move away I wanna believe in everything that you say 'Cause it sounds so good But if you really want me, move slow There's things about me you just have to know Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide Sometimes I'm scared of you But all I really want is to hold you tight Treat you right Be with you day and night Baby all I need is time I don't wanna be so shy Every time that I'm alone I wonder why Hope that you will wait for me You'll see that you're the only one for me I wanna believe in everything that you say 'Cause it sounds so good But if you really want me, move slow There's things about me you just have to know Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide Sometimes I'm scared of you But all I really want is to hold you tight Treat you righ Be with you day and night Ba

~~ Sexy Couple On Ct Contest ~~ Starts 1/3 Thur 1/10
~~ So far for Sexy Couple On CT Contest ~~ Still early you can still enter contest starts 1/3 thur 1/10 ending at 5 p.m. I got these couples..... So if you want to enter send the pic link to my inbox and i will add you.... thanks ~ Maria ~

I'll Be Back
The Army is sending me to school in Virginia for the next couple months so after tomorrow I probably won't be on here for a bit. I should be back by the end of March. In the mean time, I hope everyone has a great start to the new year. I will look in when I get a chance now and then. Take it easy, Dave

Just Thinking
sittin here thinking where everything wnet wrong.. just when ya think someone really does care..someone really does give a fuck then ya see that all the efort you put forth into things was just a waste of freakin time all the times ya thought hey i can really talk to this person..wasnt nuttin but wool pulled over yyour eyes.. a person who you thought cared who you thouht meant what he said wasnt nuttin but a bullshitter.. be careful who ya leand your heart out to i have learned that more then once this year 2007 ya better have something good in store for me..anyway have a safe and happy new year everyone

Lookin For The Funniest Drunk Pics !!!
OK PEOPLE !! LETS START THE NEW YEAR OFF RIGHT ! I WANNA SEE THE FUNNIEST DRUNK PICS YOU HAVE FROM NEW YEARS EVE OR EVEN ANY OTHER NIGHT!! IMMA RUN THIS CONTEST FOR 48 HOURS. COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED. RATES WILL BE ADDED IN WITH COMMENTS TO DETERMINE THE OVER ALL WINNER!! BELOW YOU WILL SEE A LIST OF THE RULES FOR THIS CONTEST. SO GET ME THE FUNNIEST DRUNK PIC YOU HAVE AND LETS SEE IF IT HAS WHAT IT TAKES TO WIN THIS CONTEST !! 1. CONTEST WILL RUN FOR 48 HOURS. 2. COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED. 3. WINNER WILL BE DETERMINED BY RATES AND COMMENTS TOGETHER. 4. YOU CANNOT COMMENT YOURSELF. 5. NO LOW RATING ANOTHER PERSON.. IT WONT MATTER ANYWAY. IT WOULD ONLY HELP THEM AND GIVE THEM A VOTE. 6. YOU CAN PIMP YOURSELF OUT ANY WAY YOU CHOOSE TO. 7. NO BAD MOUTHING ANOTHER CONTESTANT. 8. FIRST PLACE WINNER WILL RECIEVE A $20,000 DOLLAR BIG PIMPIN GIFT. 9. SECOND PLACE WINNER WILL RECIEVE A $10,000 DOLLAR GIFT OF THEIR CHOICE. ( IT CAN BE MORE THAN ONE THING ) SO COM

Everytime ~ Britney Spears
Notice me, take my hand Why are we strangers when Our love is strong Why carry on without me Everytime I try to fly, I fall Without my wings, I feel so small I guess I need you, baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, it's haunting me I guess I need you, baby I make believe that you are here It's the only way I see clear What have I done You seem to move on easy And everytime I try to fly, I fall Without my wings, I feel so small I guess I need you, baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you, baby I may have made it rain Please forgive me My weakness caused you pain And this song's my sorry At night I pray That soon your face will fade away And everytime I try to fly, I fall Without my wings, I feel so small I guess I need you, baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you, baby

Picking Up
“Thanks Steve!”, I say as I give my good friend a peck on the cheek. I get into the brilliant black stretch limo and my hands wrap around the leather of the steering wheel instantly. “Take good care of her. I can’t believe I’m letting you do this!” Steve says. “Tell me why you needed the stretch and not the Town Car? You’re only picking up one guy, right?” I start to pull away and yell back, “The Town Car doesn’t have enough room! Don’t worry I’ll take good care of her and she’ll be nice and clean upon return!” I hurry off onto the freeway. It’s going to be a short drive to the airport, but I am so nervous and hope I don’t miss you. You know a limo is going to pick you up, you just aren’t going to realize it’s me! I can’t wait to see you! We met online through blogging, chatted a few times. I had no idea what you looked like, that’s why I had my trusty sign with me. In bold black letters it reads “Mr. Callahan”. Would you even recognize me? I’m hoping you don’t. I want to h

Last Day Of The Year
This going to be a long read but I needed to let it all out so I could let go of the old and ring in the new. This year has been a total journey of lost and found for me. I have to back up a little here to sort of explain to my new readers what has happened. In 2004, I met and married a man with children. They all came to live with me and my children in June of that same year along with my dad. At one point I was supporting 7 people under my roof. The love that the man and I shared was great, it was his baggage from his former marriage that haunted us. BADLY!!! He couldn't get a job because his police record state that he had been CONVICTED of domestic assault 3 times in 5 years. Even though he had been an Immigration Agent that quit, he was told that when his 5 year review came up, they would have recommended that he be removed from service. No body would hire him because of his record. I spent the majority of my time researching laws, making phone calls, ty

Happy New Year
Happy New Year Comment Graphics Happy New Year Comment Graphics sorry all i havent been on. i have been busy with work, the holidays and trying to find a house to buy of our own. its been crazy around here. once the holidays are over i will be here more. yuk i work tonite and tomm. nite. it sucks. my fiance has off. which sucks even bigger. but happy new year to all of you. be safe and god bless.

~~ Baby Contest On Ct ~~
~~ Okay since my man's contest is not going to happen i want to do " The Most Cutiest Baby On CT". So to everyone that has a Baby pic to enter just send the link to my inbox and i'll put the baby in the contest. Contest starts on 1/3 thur 1/10 at 12 p.m. noon Good Luck to all! ~ Maria ~

Lost In You ~ Sugarcult
object width="425" height="350"> Six days went by Trying to forget her face It was you and i We were to young for these games And all the pictures that I kept And all the things I should have said It was you and i But mostly me Lost in you And I can’t find myself again Lost in you And I can’t find myself again Six weeks went by Still pretending that I’m fine It was you and i Holding back what’s on our minds And all the things I should have said And all the letters left unsent It was you and i But mostly me Lost in you And I can’t find myself again Lost in you And I can’t find myself again Six months went by I almost forgot your face Till they played that song tonight The one we used to hate Lost in you And I can’t find myself again Lost in you And I can’t find myself again Lost in you(I’m lost in you) And I can’t find myself again Lost in you(I’m lost in you) And I can’t find myself again Again Again

Taking A Petal
Come with me… Take my hand and follow me. Creep with me down the dark hall. I lead you to the door. It creaks open as I push gently. Follow me into the room…. The golden glow of candlelight kisses our faces and enlightens our eyes. The scent of roses invades our nostrils. The bed is made and adorned with rose petals. Reds, pinks, yellows… splash the crisp white comforter. So gentle. So soft. So inviting. Take your hands and run them over my clothed body. Now work your fingers and release me of such bondage. Lift my shirt over my head. Unbutton my pants and allow your hands to trail my legs as you let them slide to the floor. Get on your knees before me. Trace the contours of my body with your fingertips. Press your lips against my tender spots. Let me feel your breath thru the fabric of my panties. Remove them… ever so slowly… run your lips down my legs. Come back to me. Lay your hands on my breasts. Hold them. Caress them. Run my nipples gently through your fin

Make Me Your Toy Tonight
“Yes, take me and do what you want to with me” It was an offer I couldn’t refuse. Never had I heard those words spoken to me before. I looked into your eyes. You turned away from me. It seems the words escaped your mouth too quickly. You wanted it .. but were so unsure. We were already naked and on the bed together. We were completely drowning into each others touch and kisses. The temperature was rising. The heat from our bodies was building. You broke away from my kiss and whispered those words to me. In the heat of the moment. Such passion. Such desire. Such want. Yet so afraid. I gently push you down to the bed so you are lying there comfortably. I can see that you are nervous. What will I do to you? Will I make you my little pussy slave? To have you pleasure me any which way I desire? No not right now my dear. Right now my pleasure is in watching you let go. Watching you forget about the world around you. Forget about what society says or thinks. Tonight is about you and

Long One
ABOUT YOU Your full name:: Laura Height:: 5'6" Natural hair color:: Deep, radiant red Eye color:: Green Number of siblings:: 2 sisters, 1 brother, all younger Glasses/contacts?:: rose colored glasses Piercings:: 2 ears Tattoos:: Naw, couldn't ever get up the courage Braces?:: Should have had them, now just need teeth fixed FAVORITE Color:: PURPLE Band:: Journey Song:: Too many to count Stuffed animal:: My singing light up Christmoose Video game:: Doom II TV show:: House Movie:: None in particular Book:: Left Behind Food:: Chocolate Game on a cell phone:: don't have ne Flower:: Black roses Scent:: Musk Animal:: horses Cereal:: Super Sugar Crisp Website:: CherryTap DO YOU Play an instrument?:: Does my voice count? Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: like i count Like to sing?:: Most certainly Have a job?:: For the moment Have a cell phone?:: My lifeline Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: Shhh... don't tell my husband...JK Have a crush on someone?:: I

Unforgetable Dinner
“Thank you Sweetie. That was really good.”“You’re welcome baby,” I answer as you get up from the dinner table and reach out your hand to me. I look at you quizzically. But I know. I know that look. I take your hand and you lead me to the bedroom. We enter and the oil burning lamp is already on. It creates a beautiful, soft, warm, orange glow to the room. Almost like candle light. I dim it just a bit as you leave the room. I sit on the bed and begin taking my clothes off. First my shirt and then my pants, there’s nothing else to remove. You come back and begin taking your clothes off too. First your pants and then your boxers. You crawl into the bed wearing your shirt. We lay there for a bit, just looking at each other. The room has begun to chill a little as the temperature outside has started to drop. We snuggle closer to each other, giving each other chills as we start to touch and feel each other with our cold finger tips. You begin carressing my body. Your fingers run to my b

A Moment,stolen
I crawled into bed just after midnight. Completely nude. I turned the tv on, thinking of leaving it on just to fall asleep with the flickering lights and the soft background noise. It took just minutes for me to realize, I’d rather have complete silence and darkness. I turn the tv off and settle into my sleep. Shortly after 1 am, I am awoken as you crawl into bed with me. Immediately, your lips kiss me and your hands touch my body. You are naked too. You begin rubbing my pussy, willing my wetness to pour out. Your fingers make circles around my clit. Slowly decreasing and increasing the speed and pressure. Occasionally, your hand slips away to give your own shaft a few pumps. My hands are busy touching my breasts and trailing along my tummy. When you are completely satisfied with your work, you move on top of me. Slowly your cock head rubs against my pussy lips. Your run your shaft along my slit. Making things so wet. Your head begins to tease my pussy, slowly letting itself insi

Happy Ney Year
Just a note for all my friends. this year has been a rocky one for me. thanks to all my new friends on cherry, maybe this one will be a lot more exciting. everyone has been very nice and i hope to learn more about cherry to fully enjoy what it has to offer. hoping everyone has a safe and merry new year. hit me up for a chat or just to talk. once again, i am looking forward to learning more about each and every one of my new friends here!! thanks, doug

Woot It's New Years Bitches!!
Well it's that time again.. Time to party HARD and drink more than anyone really should haha Hope Ya'll have had the happiest holidays with the prospect of many more to come. Brightest Blessings To You And Yours! Cheers!

Stop The Genocide
There are a few people who have returned the to the refugee camps of Chad/Dafur, so while you are all celebrating your socks off, please spare a thought for those people stuck in refugee camps. go watch the videos

To My Friends, Fans, And Viewers Both Old And New
Since I sent the blast out I have been getting views, ratings, fans , and friend request faster than I can respond to them all. I'm not complaining because though I never expected such a response I'm very grateful to you all and looking forward to stopping by and getting to know each of you. As some days are more hectic than others in my real life with work, kids, and family at times I may be slow responding. but I wanted to let you all know, both old and new friends that im not the type to just vanish after being added. I will write or swing by and comment your pages till I wear you down and you either get to know me or want to kick my country butt off your list lol and also new photos and poems will be comming out soon.

Cherry Sexzzzz Legs Contest(now Open Link Inside)
Kickin' off the new year right with CHERRY SEXZZZZ LEGS CONTEST Voting will be by comments + ratings. Contest will start NewYears Day and "run" for a week. A dozen red roses and bragging rights to the winner with the best sexiest legs on Cherry. LINK TO CONTEST ( CLICK ON BETTY BOOPS LEGS )

Epitaph
Ever wonder why? What it's like to die? All I wanted was to laugh... with you, All I wanted was to love... with you, It's a sick world out there, Better run and hide! Watch the 'gear shifter' and the body, Six speeds and his body hits the floor. Just wanted a song and a pyre, "You won't get it! Toss the body in the ditch!" Stick a shovel in my throat, "Here's your epitaph: You're a worthless sonofabitch!" Ever wonder why? What's it like to die? I wanted to hold on... with you. I wanted to sleep... with you. Have you got it in you to gloat? "Why am I muddy?" "Get back in that ditch!" Stuck a shovel in my throat. "Here's your epitaph: You're a worthless sonofabitch!" Ever wonder why? What's it like to die? Just wanted to laugh... with you. Just wanted to love... with you. Just some music and a fire, I'll never get it. Here's what's for me: "Toss him in the ditch..." Drive that shovel in my throat. "Here's your epitap

Lusting 4 A Lover
The Lovers Moon It was the night of the full moon some called it the lovers moon. She was beauty a goddess dressed in the color of the night. Dressed in black So sexy, so sensual, She was a goddess of desire a goddess of the night. Longing and aching like he did to share herself with someone on this night. This night of the lovers moon. Her lips painted a sensual and seductive shade of red. He had waited patiently for her. He walked in the shadows of the night. She could feel him she could feel his passion and taste his lust. She met him in a hotels courtyard the full moon shining its light down on them. The Goddess and her lover standing before one another finally. Under the Lovers moon. She wore a black dress that fit to the curves of her body. She wore sexy black thigh high stockings and black heals. She could feel his heat grow stronger. The fires of his passion burning more intensely. Tonight they would find and feel their destiny together. Their bodies drawn close. Their lips eve

Virus Alert !!!
If you receive an e-mail entitled "Badtimes," delete it immediately. Do not open it. Apparently this one is pretty nasty. It will not only erase everything on your hard drive,but it will also delete anything on disks within 20 feet of your computer. It demagnetizes the strip on ALL of your credit cards. It reprograms your ATM access code, screws up the tracking on your VCR and uses subspace field harmonics to scratch any CD's you attempt to play. It will re-calibrate your refrigerator's coolness settings so all your ice-cream melts and your milk curdles. It will program your phone auto dial to call only your mother-in-law's number. This virus will mix antifreeze into your fish tank. It will leave dirty socks on the coffee table when you are expecting company. It will replace your shampoo with Nair and your Nair with Rogaine, all while dating your current boy/girlfriend behind your back and billing their hotel rendezvous to your Visa card. It will caus

The New A,b,c's
A is for apple, and B is for Boat, that used to be right, but now it won't float. Age before beauty is what we once said, but let's be a bit more realistic instead. Now, A's for arthritis; B's the bad back, C is for chest pains, perhaps cardiac. D is for dental decay and decline; E is for eyesight, can't read that top line. F is for fissures and fluid retention, G is for gas, which! I'd rather not mention. H is high blood pressure--I'd rather it low; I for incisions with scars you can show. J is for joints, out of socket, won't mend.. K is for knees that crack when they bend. L for libido, what happened to sex? M is for memory, I forget! What comes next? N is neuralgia, in nerves way down low; O is for osteo, the bones that don't grow! P for prescriptions, I have quite a few, Just give me a pill and I'll be good as new. Q is for queasy, is it fatal or flu? R for reflux, one meal turns to two. S for sleepless nights, counting my fears. T for tinnitus; there's bell

Retribution Of Love 2.0
I am death warmed over, I am life served cold on a silver platter, I am the god of pain and misery, The demon of pleasure and ecstasy, After searching an eternity I found my life! I lived my life! Then you took it away! You stole it from me! Now I'm coming for you. Yeah I'm gunnin' for you! You took my life away! You stole my life from me! I am the one you yearn to hear, I am the answer to all your questions, I am the one you learned to fear, The one that taught you to hate emotions. Every corner you turn...You wonder if I'll be there. You walk away from all you love...Knowing they won't care. You seek me out. Yearning to feel my caress. I made a family, I found my reason to be. Then you took my life from me! You stole my life from me! Now I'm coming for you. Yeah I'm gunnin' for you! You took my life away! You stole my life from me! Now it's my turn. You get to feel the god of pain and misery! Lost forever is the demon of pleasure and ecstac

Rules For Dating My Daughter
Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trousers securely in p

The 7 Kinds Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when You first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and You usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been With your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand Your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 7th kind of sex is

Harleys Vs Women
he inventor of the Harley-Davidson motorcycle, Arthur Davidson, died and went to heaven. At the gates, St. Peter told Arthur, "Since you've been such a good man and your motorcycles have changed the world, your reward is, you can hang out with anyone you want in Heaven. "Arthur thought about it for a minute and then said,"I want to hang out with God." St. Peter took Arthur to the Throne Room and introduced him to God. God recognized Arthur and com mented, "Okay, so you were the one who invented the Harley Davidson motorcycle?" Arthur said, "Yep, that's me." God said, "Well, what's the big deal in inventing something that's pretty unstable, makes noise and pollution and can't run without a road?" Arthur was apparently embarrassed, but finally he said, "Excuse me, but aren't You the inventor of woman?" God said, "Yes." "Well," said Arthur, "professional to professional, you have some major design flaws in your invention: 1. There's too much inconsistency in the fro

Today!!
Today I went to see u I poured a bottle of bacardi on your grave and left the empty bottle with some flowers in it! Love u buddy!! Wish u were here with me this year celebrating the new year!! Life is not measured by the breaths we take but by the moments that take our breaths away!!!!! And the people we meet while we are here!! Until I see your smiling face again u will forever be in my heart!

Ebay
Hi all, I wanted to share some of the things I have learned on eBay. I have been an ebay member since 2000. One thing I have learned is almost ANYTHING will sell on ebay. NEVER through it out. Even used clothing and shoes can bring in good money. Some used Nike shoes fetch over $100 always search ebay for your item before you toss it. Ebay is easy to make money, just make sure you charge the right amount for shipping and you will never be out any money. I have made over $2500 this year just selling stuff we no longer needed around the home. REMEMBER: Check before you chuck. You can make money. Feel free to ask me questions if you have them.

You Are 24% Abnormal
You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul. You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

Lair
Feeling the pain, Seeing the blood, Not knowing how to heal either, Looking on and hiding the shame, Wondering when the tears will flood, Seeking the truth, finding lies and wanting neither. Life in it's endless progression, Tearing at your soul, The fear welling from your memories, Retreating, hiding, burying yourself in regression, The heart within beating slowly, dark and cold, Spending your nights in empty graves, dwelling in cemetaries. Who are you? What to do? Pain wreaking havoc from within, How did you come to be? In this wretched sickness, Soon numbness fills your veins. Caring not about what you do. Your actions mechanical, barely can be called sin, People coming to find they worship your evil wickedness. Thoughts go back and vaguely you remember, Filling you again with remorse, Sinking deeper into lifeless dispair, Hating what you've become as you slay and render, It never was your fault, unknowing to you of course, That you wandered once into th

61 Things You May Not Know About Me
1. What bill do you hate paying the most? -- ALL of Them!!!! 2. What's the best place to eat a romantic dinner? -- My House--- Anything someone else cooks- (not much of a 'Romantic' kinda person)

New Years
I'm some kind of sick because I feel like shit. Blah. I bought donnie darko today. hehe. that movie rocks. taylor and i have been talking a lot and he's coming to see me tuesday. and we're taking the girls to the movies. he's so sweet. and then i'm taking the girls to their mom's work and taylor and i are going out to eat. harrrrharrrr. i like me some taylor. mhm. yes i dewwww.

New Year
Well a new year is upon us and I sit here on my computer watching football because I'm a hip and happening guy. On a sad note I had to put Puppy down after almost 14 yrs of joy which was a devestating blow to me. A high note this year is within the past 2 months I've seen my Mother and 3 sisters for the first time in 5 years and met their husbands also. The New Year brings a possible transfer at anytime now for me because I will finish my first phase of training on 1 Feb 07 of Inspecting Ammunition and personnel safety for the Army and will be promoted. I'm not even close to being the richest homie in the world but I have what I need, a job, family and a few friends that love me, a car that's paid for, clothes on my back, food in the fridge, a roof over my head and most importantly my dog Gonzo who is the love of my life and all I have. Maybe I'll get lucky next year and find the woman of my dreams but then again I think I'm destined to go thru life alone. We have youn

Never Try To Outsmart A Woman
A man calls home to his wife and says, "Honey, I have been asked to go fishing at a big lake up in Canada with my boss and several of his friends. We'll be gone for a week. This is a good opportunity for me to get that promotion I've been wanting, so would you please pack me enough clothes for a week and set out my rod and tackle box? We're leaving from the office and I will swing by the house to pick my things up. Oh! Please pack my new blue silk pajamas." The wife thinks this sounds a little fishy but being a good wife she does exactly what her husband asked. The following weekend he came home a little tired but otherwise looking good. The wife welcomes him home and asks if he caught many fish. He says, "Yes! Lots of walleye, some blue gill, and a few pike. But why didn't you pack my new blue silk pajamas like I asked you to do?" The wife replies "I did, they were in your tackle box." Never, never, try to outsmart a woman.

From A Very Dear Friend
received this from a friend who had a choice to make. It said that I had a choice to make too. I've chosen. Now it's your turn to choose. The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, "This is for you, Momma." The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. "Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?" She had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full." The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and pu

Help Me Morph!
If There Is Anyone Out There And You Happen To Read This Give Me A Shout. I Keep Seeing Everyone With These Kick-Ass Morphs And I'm Wondering Where They're Getting Them From Or How Are They Making Them Because I Want To Make One For Me! So If You Can Help Me I'd Really Appreciate It. I Know, I Know, I'm A Layman! Hey, Maybe We Could Start A CTFD(Cherry Tap For Dummies) Or Is It Just That I'm The Only Slow One?(LOL) Anyhoo, Thanks!

9 Reasons Beer Is Not Better Then Women
1. A beer bottle doesn't look any better with its labels off. 2. Peeling off beer labels isn't as much fun. 3. You can suck a beer at only one spot. 4. Enjoying a beer involves a positive calorie intake. 5. The bottom of a beer can isn't very interesting. 6. You can't eat a beer. 7. You can't buy a beer at 9AM on Sunday in some states. 8. There's a law about driving after having too many beers 9. You have to be over 21 to enjoy a beer (or 19 in canada)

Happy New Year
Everyone Be Safe Out There. Does anyone have any New Year Resoulutions? Mine is to saaaave money and make more truthful friends towards my journey of life oh and to not fuck around on my man while he's away(lol)

Lower Case, No Dots, Rewind!
mc chris Cruisin' Mos Espa In my Delorean War's over I'm a peacetime mandalorian My story has stumped Star Wars historians Deep in debate, Buffet plate at Bennigan's Rhyme renegade Sure to penetrate First and second offense I won't hesitate Got a job to do And Darth's the guy that delegates Got something against Skywalker Someone he really hates I don't give a fuck I'm after Solo For all I care He could be hidin' at Yoda's dojo Gotta make the money Credit's no good When the jawas run the shop In your neighborhood Think you can cook I got a grappling hook Let's make this quick 'Cause I'm really booked I'm a devious degenerate Defender of the devil Shut down all the trash compactors On the detention level chorus My backpack's got jets Well I'm Boba the Fett Well I bounty hunt for Jabba Hutt To finance my 'Vette wicky wicky woo Well I chill in deep space A mask is over my face Well I deliver the prize But I still narrow my

Happy
New Years... please be safe.. i dont want to loose anymore friends... BE SAFE!!!! PLEASE CHECK IN TOMMORROW AND LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ALL ARE SAFE AND SOUND.. AND TELL ME ABOUT YOUR NITE.. LOVE U ALL... ITS NOW PARTY OUR ASSES OFF TIME.. I SURE NEED IT...

Go Vote
WELL SINCE I AM PRETTY MUCH BOYCOTTING BULLETINS, AND I HAVE MORE READERS HERE. I AM ASKING FOR YOU TO GO AND VOTE FOR THIS YOUNG LADY AND FORMER MARINE. THEN REPOST HER LINK SO SHE CAN WIN. THIS IS HER FIRST CONTEST. AND SHE DESERVES IT. ON TOP OF BEING A FORMER MARINE, SHE IS REALLY SWEET TOO. SO PLEASE GO VOTE AND PIMP HER BIG TIME. JUST CLICK ON THE PIC TO VOTE.

Wishing You A Happy New Year
THIS IS A SHOUT OUT TO ALL MY CHERRY FRIENDS WISHING YOU A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR AND MAY IT BE FILLED WITH LOTS OF LOVE AND HAPPINESS KISSES AND HUGS TO ALL OF YOU AND A VERY SPECIAL KISS AND HUG TO MY SPECIAL CHERRY

1 Jan 07 - Monday
1 Jan 07 - Monday 1735 Paul Revere 1752 Elizabeth Griscom (Betsy) Ross flag maker 1895 J Edgar Hoover 1919 J[erome] D[avid] Salinger 1942 Country Joe McDonald (& the Fish) 1958 Grandmaster Flash 0404 Last gladiator competition in Rome 1772 1st traveler's checks issued (London) 1776 General George Washington hoists Continental Union Flag 1847 Michigan is 1st state to abolish capital punishment 1908 1st time, ball signifying new year dropped at Times Square 1928 1st US air-conditioned office building opens, San Antonio 1934 Alcatraz officially becomes a federal prison 1950 Ho Chi Minh begins offensive against French troops in Indo-China 1953 Hank Williams country singer (Cold Cold Heart), dies at 29 1960 Johnny Cash plays 1st of many free concerts behind bars 1966 All US cigarette packs have to carry "Caution Cigarette smoking may be hazardous to your health" 1968 Evel Knievel fails in his attempt to jump Cæsar's Palace Fountain 1971 Cigarette advertisements banne

9 Reasons Y Beer Is Not Better Then Women!
1. A beer bottle doesn't look any better with its labels off. 2. Peeling off beer labels isn't as much fun. 3. You can suck a beer at only one spot. 4. Enjoying a beer involves a positive calorie intake. 5. The bottom of a beer can isn't very interesting. 6. You can't eat a beer. 7. You can't buy a beer at 9AM on Sunday in some states. 8. There's a law about driving after having too many beers 9. You have to be over 21 to enjoy a beer (or 19 in canada)

Nye
Alright, so I'm sitting here...Child and husbandless for the next 18 hours which is reason enough to party because that happens very rarely...but Im truly debating whether or not to stay home and enjoy the peace or go out as planned and get trashed....any input? maybe i'm just gettin old lol..

I Give In...
ok..i am taking the emotional leap..i hope i don't get burned..but fuck it... I love the way you make me feel..i can't think of anything else..I don't wanna talk to anybody else.... I don't wanna be with anyone but you... am i jumping in head first?..prolly ..do i care?..not really..whats to loose?...nothing....whats to gain?..everything.....I don't even want to flirt w/anyone else... i have tried...and it just feels wrong..so right here and now.. i give you my heart..do with it as you please..i only ask that you tread lightly my sir.... as i am a fragile soul.. injured ..yet open to you... ready to make all things anew.... if it's too much..don't be afraid to let me know.... as it is your honesty and sincerity that attracts me the most.... i can handle rejection..in fact its what i do best..its true love that i fear the most.... so if ye a brave sir as i envision to be.. take caution....but walk with me!!!

The End Of 2006...
Its about time 2006 eneded...lol... The year went by really quick.... I hope everyone has a great New Year and a safe one... Be good and be safe....We dont wanna lose you... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! Your "Angel" Alison

Calling Cards
You know in the old days a household would have a butler... If you went to a house, the butler would open the door and ask who you are. Then the butler would let you in and have you wait in the study, and would take your calling card to the person in the house that you want to visit? To carry on that antiquated tradition I have decided to have some calling cards printed up. You never know what you will need to be on your calling card so Im making a variety, hopefully I have the right card for every occasion. Without further ado... My list of calling cards: - Director of Keeping It Real - Professa of 'G'ology - There is no 'Off' on the Genius Switch - Director of it - Supa Fly Tech Hoe - Sexy Bitch - Twisted Mister - Frag the weak, hurdle the dead. - My pimp hand is strong - Hookers and Blow - Men are disgusting, thats what we do What do you think? Something I missed that should be added?

Ok..whats The Deal...
Im sitting here watching the Law and Order:SVU marathon, which is one of my fave shows, and they show a commercial for the WWE show tomorrow... And what do I see when the commercial starts??? None other than that assmonkey K-Fed, wanna be rapper and soon to be EX hubby of Britney Spears... Seems weenie boy wants to challenge Jon Cena and get his ass kicked....WTF is up with that?? Have we fallen THAT far as a society to allow trash like K=Fed to amuse us??? Wrestling is a joke to me but now because of this, its a bigger joke.... Enjoy...This is my last rant for this year!

Slow Down Santa Barbara
As a Santa Barbara native, I would like to personally strangle the bastard that made the "Slow down Santa Barbara" signs in everyone's yard. If SB went any slower, we would be going BACKWARDS.

My New Years Resolution............hmmmm.....
Every year people make New Years Resolutions. Well most people do. but I am one that does not. It's not because I am afraid of breaking them or not following through. But I don't live life for others and I don't make plans. Some people would say that its not right to live life day by day. But I do. Because all we have is today. We are never promised tomorrow. All we know for sure is this moment. The moments to come are not promised to you or me. So I say let's just savor the moments we have. Enjoy life in all we do. And be the best we can be. Go out and see what we can learn. Have fun in what we do. Make life count for us. And I think that would be a great way to start the New Year. Live life so we have no regrets. and make the best of what we have. Happy New Years to all!!!

Its New Years 07 Time
its time too celebrate another year hopefully we get no nuke threats no wars well wars i can handle lol an hopefully i'll get laid alot more hahahah an same too all the members of cherry tap my blog is basicly about make your resalution happen an my music will be ur number 1 hit by next summer i gaurentee you that have a good start too the new years

I'm Alive
In this world I feel so small In this world I feel so alone In this world I feel so afraid In this world I feel so alive I'm alive and well cuz I have all these feelings. I am alive and well cuz you gave me breath to breath In this world I know I will not belong In this world I know I'm different In this world I can't make it alone I'm alive because of you I'm alive cuz you gave me life I'm alive cuz your in my life I'm Alive In this world I will not stay In this world I will pray In this world I will shout In this world I will sprout I'm alive because of you I'm alive cuz you gave me life I'm alive cuz your in my life In this world there is hurt In this world there is pain In this world theres no peace In this world there is hunger I'm alive because of you I'm alive cuz you gave me life I'm alive cuz your in my life There will be a day that you come back There will be a day there will be no pain There will be a day I sing praises In

Happy New Year
To all the CHERRYTAP Friends! I want to wish you all a very HAPPY NEW YEAR. May it all be a good year. And even better for some of us who definitely needs it. Be safe! ONE LOVE! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

A True Boyfriend Would.....
Hug her dont make her hug you . - Sneak up behind her - Grab her by the waist - tell her shes beautiful - tell her she has amazing eyes - when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend - Say i love you to her f a c e not over the PHONE or MYSPACE - if shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay - kiss her on the forehead - when you walk with her walk slowly. - Tickle her even when she says stop - Dont say i love you Unless you Mean It.

Happy New Years To All My Friends!
It's the eve of a new year and I wanted to say a special message to all my friends here. When I joined CT back in November I really didn't know what to expect here. But I was pleasantly surprised with the results thus far. I have made a lot terrific friends! I am a man who values friendship and I was once told that a person is rich by the friends that he or she has. No words were ever more true than that.For friendships are forever and can weather any storm. Some of you I speak to often and I hold dear to my heart but special mention must also be made to all the new friends that I have made here. You all mean much to me! Tonight some of you will be out celebrating the new year and taking part in festivities. If you are going to be drinking please don't drive and stay safe. 2007 will soon be here and let's make it a fantastic year for all of us. Here's wishing you all my best and continued happiness and success in the new year....you guys and girls are the greatest! Cheers.. R

Rabbit Thoughts: Work In Progress
Armoured Thoughts We scarcely have time to live deeply or develop diversity in substance or style. Hard experiences create for each individual a glow of independence and depth; seldom replicated. Select moments; random combinations of countless instants, and the castle of armored thoughts brings forth the unique blueprint of the "self". With hands pushed back deep into your pockets, a gentle confidence registers only slightly. (I'll have to come back to this)

Happy New Year
To All My Cherries, have a safe and prosperous New Year. And as you're counting down also take time out to look back at this year if it was bad think about why it was and what to do to make sure that you don't carry that baggage with you into 07'. And if was pretty good then continue to do whatever you did to make it good in 07'. And as resolution goes, that's overated! Most of us make a resolution and don't even make it a month. Resolutions are like piling food on your plate, you see it, want it, have every intention of eating it, but when you get it, half of it is gonna end up in the garbage, so why even do it. So in other words, if you say it don't delay it, don't talk about it, be about it. And remember: Take Your Fate In Your Own Hands & Do What Your Faith Demands! Love All Of You! And When Midnight Hits Close Your Eyes And Give Me A Kiss And I'll Do The Same. XOXOXOXO!

The Picto-personality Test.
The Picto-Personality TestYou are a person who is very calm and kind. You go out of your way to help people who need your help.When alone, you like to spend your time doing something that will better yourself.You are romantic, and when you are with your partner you like to woo them with your imagination.In the future you will be happy and live richly.Take this Test at QuizGalaxy.com

Sexy Cherry Contest
This is the first contest I've been entered in since I've joined Cherry Tap. I wonder how I'll do? http://www.cherrytap.com/images.php?u=343368&albumid=161808 Please look around and vote for whom you choose!

My Computer Speaks!!
All the sudden, my computer just said, "Hey, sexy!" and I have no clue where it came from. LOL... Come out, come out, wherever you are!!! Dang.... if I didn't have to head off to work in a matter of moments, I'd search the culprit out and thank him personally!! :D Kat

~~ People Needed Plz ~~
I need 4 more ladies for my Sexy Lady On CT Contest and I need 9 men for the Sexy Male Body On CT Contest Sexy Lady starts 1/5 thur 1/12 at 12p.m. noon and Sexy Male Body will start on 1/3 thur 1/10 at 12 p.m. noon So plz hurry and send me some nice body pics men and I know we got a look of sexy ladies on this site what u waiting for! send the link to the pic u want to use to my inbox and i'll get you in thanks ~Maria~

To All My Cherry Friends
From me to You from Downunder on New years day 2007 I trust you all have a fantastic year and may all ur deepest fantasies and dreams come true. Cause every 1 of my friends here whom I adore and try to touch base with when I get the opportunity due to our time zone difference are very important and help to keep me well grounded. I send you all the very wicked best of wishes for 2007. Stephen

Another Happy New Year
Well, here we are again. December 31 and most people are getting ready or have already started their partying. Some are making their last minute purchases and some have other obligations, such as work, family, etc. And some stay at home alone. Count me among these. This year, unlike many others however, it is by choice. At this time last year, I was in a deep depression, feeling very sorry for myself and all that. Hell, I felt that way 6 months ago. But then I decided to go where I'd always been warned not to. First it was MySpace. That didn't matter because I was just using that to keep an eye on my kids. Amazing what they don't want you to know once you separate fact from fiction. Then I joined up with a few amateur cam ladies. Then a couple of online communities. Then here. So while most of you are doing your thing, I'll be a moderator in one of the online community chat rooms. I'll spend time in here sending wishes, maybe a chat or two, and an IM or two wit

What Is Your Sexual Iq?
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

How To Install A Home Security System
1. Go to a second-hand store and buy a pair of men's used size 14-16 work boots. 2. Place them on your front porch, along with several empty beer cans, a copy of Guns & Ammo magazine and several NRA magazines. 3. Put a few giant dog dishes next to the boots and magazine. 4. Leave a note on your door that reads: "Hey Bubba, Big Jim, Duke and Slim, I went to the gun shop for more ammunition. Back in an hour. Don't mess with the pit bulls -- they attacked the mailman this morning and messed him up real bad. I don't think Killer took part in it but it was hard to tell from all the blood. PS - I locked all four of 'em in the house. Better wait outside!"

What Is Your Sexual Zodiac?
Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar. Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets. Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

New Years
WOOHOO, I GET TO BE ALONE AGAIN FOR NEW YEAR'S EVE, WHICH MEANS NO KISSES FOR ME TONIGHT :( LOL SINGLE LIFE SUCKS ASS PEOPLE! OH WELL! EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT NIGHT AND BE CAREFUL NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO AND DRINK ONE (OR TWO) FOR ME! HEHE :)

One
Is it getting better Or do you feel the same Will it make it easier on you now You got someone to blame You say... One love One life When it's one need In the night One love We get to share it Leaves you baby if you Don't care for it Did I disappoint you Or leave a bad taste in your mouth You act like you never had love And you want me to go without Well it's... Too late Tonight To drag the past out into the light We're one, but we're not the same We get to Carry each other Carry each other One... Have you come here for forgiveness Have you come to raise the dead Have you come here to play Jesus To the lepers in your head Did I ask too much More than a lot You gave me nothing Now it's all I got We're one But we're not the same Well we Hurt each other Then we do it again You say Love is a temple Love a higher law Love i

Later
I'm going to lay back down for awhile. My heart is hurting like it's never hurt before. And I'm not doing anyone any good by being here. I have to find a way to get myself together somehow. I just took a couple of Vicodin. Maybe they will at least make my headache go away. Catch you all later!!

2007!
Another year has come and gone, and I tell you my friends last year was way too long. I pray that 2007 is a better year, for all of you, my space friends on here. Some of you may have had the best. So pray for me, and all the rest. Make sure that you have made your New Year's resolution, I think that smoking more pot may be my solution. And even at least if it is not, I will feel happy when I smoke more pot. Work hard towards your goals and be good to those that you love and you care for. And then you, my friend will win with the highest score. Life is not easy for it is what you make it, and if things go wrong well I tell you at least fake it. Smile everyday when you wake up. Then reach for the Irish Cream and pour it into your cup. Make the best of everyday and you shall be rewarded in an awesome way. So to all my friends I Happy New Year now let's all turn on that game and crack open your beer. Happy New Year!

What Is Your Sexual Hidden Talent?
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

A Thought About Love...
Love is like a rose. To enjoy the true beauty of a rose you have tohold it, feel it, smell it. But you will never know that if you are afraid of the thorns. Love is the same way. If you are afraid to open up enough to be hurt, you will never know what it is like to be truly loved.

Saying All The Wrong Things....
Ever feel that everything you say is wrong? I know I have a friend I never want to lose that I almost did. I said all the wrong things, tried too hard and just didn't see what I was doing. I am glad my friend is giving me a second chance to be a friend. Sometimes it is best to just listen.

Corvette...i Love This One, Thanks Army Cowboy :)
Brand new Corvette A senior citizen in Florida bought a brand new Corvette convertible. He took off down the road, flooring it to 80 mph and enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left on his head. "This is great," he thought as he roared up I-75. He pushed the pedal to the metal even more. Then he looked in his rear view mirror and saw a highway patrol trooper behind him, blue lights flashing and siren blaring. "I can get away from him with no problem" thought the man and he tromped it some more and flew down the road at over 100 mph. Then 110, 120 mph. Then he thought, "What am I doing? I'm too old for this kind of thing." He pulled over to the side of the road and waited for the trooper to catch up with him. The trooper pulled in behind the Corvette and walked up to the man. "Sir," he said, looking at his watch. "My shift ends in 10 minutes and today is Friday. If you can give me a reason why you were speeding that I've never heard before, I'll let you go."

Can We Say.........oops????
WRONG BUT FUCKEN FUNNY LMAO RAD IT ALL Brand new Corvette A senior citizen in Florida bought a brand new Corvette convertible. He took off down the road, flooring it to 80 mph and enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left on his head. "This is great," he thought as he roared up I-75. He pushed the pedal to the metal even more. Then he looked in his rear view mirror and saw a highway patrol trooper behind him, blue lights flashing and siren blaring. "I can get away from him with no problem" thought the man and he tromped it some more and flew down the road at over 100 mph. Then 110, 120 mph. Then he thought, "What am I doing? I'm too old for this kind of thing." He pulled over to the side of the road and waited for the trooper to catch up with him. The trooper pulled in behind the Corvette and walked up to the man. "Sir," he said, looking at his watch. "My shift ends in 10 minutes and today is Friday. If you can give me a reason why you were speeding that I

Hiding Inside
I'm hiding so much inside Its starting to take its toll More and more Everyday My Emotions Are getting harder to control I hide back the tears Just so no one will know The real me deep down That I'm so scared to show And in the end Few will understand This pain in my mind My reason for dieing My feelings all fucked Keeping me behind I wish I had a shoulder to cry upon Someone who slightly knows So in this cruel world I no longer felt alone © Sorrow Dec. 31st 2006

Relationships
Do you think it's possible for 2 people to love each other so much that it's impossible for you to be together? And do you think that some people no matter how much they love each other but fight all the time just really do enjoy the arguing? Do you think it's possible for a person to be so in love with someone that when that person hurts them so bad that they just push all those feelings away into a hole so they can't be hurt anymore and when that person comes back and you give them another chance seeing they have changed and everything that even tho you do care they just have such a wall built up that they may not realize they aren't letting their true feelings out and think that they aren't in love with them anymore and that no matter what nothing will ever change it?

Freaky Phobias Defined!
Ablutophobia is the fear of bathing. Acarophobia is the fear of itching. Aeronausiphobia is the fear of airplanes. Alektorophobia is the fear of chickens. Alliumphobia is the fear of garlic. Amensiophobia is the fear of amnesia. Anablepophobia is the fear of looking up. Androphobia is the fear of men. Anemophobia is the fear of wind. Anglophobia is the fear of England or English culture. Apeirophobia is the fear of infinity. Apiphobia is the fear of bees. Arsonphobia/Pyrophobia is the fear of fire. Atelophobia is the fear of imperfection. Auroraphobia is the fear of the Northern Lights. Automysophobia is the fear of being dirty. Autophobia is the fear of references to oneself. Autophobia is the fear of yourself. Barophobia is the fear of gravity. Basiphobia is the fear of walking. Belonephobia is the fear of sharp objects. Bibliophobia is the fear of books. Bogyphobia is the fear of bogies or the bogeyman. Bolshephobi

Happy New Year!!
Goodbye 2006! Thank you to all my friends who've been so supportive during one of the toughest years of my life! Thanks also for all the laughs and for being there for me! To all those who read this blog, best of wishes to you for a great 2007! May it be the best year yet!!

Size Dont Matter
Small, Medium, Large, Big n Beautiful...READ CAREFULLY CUZ YA MIGHT LEARN SUMTHIN... I have always wondered why people make fun of other people...Whether they r small,medium,large, or simply big n beautiful like me....hehe. Anyways my only thought as to why people do things like that to hurt other people is because they are either lacking common sense or they r just trying to boost up their egos to make up for the smallness of their brains or the size of certain areas. I will never be able to begin to understand why people have to be evil,rude,cruel, or just plain freakin stupid. I look at it this way...If god made everyone the same size...same looks...same personality and everything else this whole fucking world would be boring as hell. So my saying is "YOU R BEAUTIFUL NO MATTER HOW BIG OR SMALL YOU ARE." And if your a big beautiful lady that is being harrassed by stupid men with peanut sized brains and marble sized nuts simply tell them you dont give a shit what they think and you kn

Freaky State Sex Laws!
In Minnesota, it is illegal for any man to have sexual intercourse with a live fish. In Detroit, couples are not allowed to make love in an automobile unless the act takes place while the vehicle is parked on the couple's own property. In Oxford, Ohio, it's illegal for a woman to strip off her clothing while standing in front of a man's picture. An excerpt from Kentucky state legislation: "No female shall appear in a bathing suit on any highway within this state unless she be escorted by at least two officers or unless she be armed with a club." The only acceptable sexual position in Washington, D.C. is the missionary position. Any other sexual position is considered illegal. In Michigan a woman isn't allowed to cut her own hair without her husband's permission. It is illegal for any member of the Nevada legislature to conduct official business wearing a penis costume while the legislature is in session. In Ventura County, California cats and dogs are not allowed t

Strange Freaky State Laws
A local ordinance in Atwoodville, Connecticut prohibits people from playing Scrabble while waiting for a politician to speak. A Virginia law requires all bathtubs to be kept out in the yards, not inside the houses. It is illegal to ride a streetcar on Sunday if have been eating garlic in Toronto, Ontario, Canada. In Cleveland, Ohio, it's illegal to catch mice without a hunting license. It is illegal to hunt camels in the state of Arizona. In the country of Turkey, in the 16th and 17th centuries, anyone caught drinking coffee was put to death. Before the enactment of the 1978 law that made it mandatory for dog owners in New York City to clean up after their pets, approximately 40 million pounds of dog excrement were deposited on the streets every year. In Harrisburg, Pennsylvania it is illegal to have sex with a truck driver inside a tollbooth. Louisiana law prohibits couples who are shopping for a new bed from putting it to the "ultimate test"-- in other words,

Happy New Year!!
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com I THINK I WENT AND COMMENTED ON MOST ALL MY FRIENDS ..the ones that comment back anyway.. IF I MISSED YOU..Im telling you now. HAPPY NEW YEAR to ALL My FRIENDS and FANS!! Evil

Lost In A Demintion Of Time
Todays Happenings: Lost in the abyss of the CT. Time seems to have no revalence.I think I arrived here today about 7:30 am eastern time.Was rateing Pic's + Images all morning.Few Ciggerette runs in between. 3 stops to get stoned.Was around 2 pm I guess for the latest.Rateing pic's + Images at times lures u off track.I went to a web site off a pic.An my bowl partner says go to hornychicks. Took over a damn hr.to do the complete profile.Should have never listen'd to my friend.Now I got all types of pop up adds hitting me.Pain in my Ass.Happy New Year to u all Cherry's.

Kids Off Tap (k.o.t.)
Kids Off Tap (K.O.T.) We all know there are underagers on here. A new group has been started to try and search out these kids and have their accounts deleted. This is not SSP in anyway. I just want everyone to know that all you have to do is contact someone with K.O.T. in their name and we will look into it. PLEASE, do NOT post a bulletin with that persons link in it. It draws attention to them and that is something that we want to avoid. I am a regular mummer, as most of you know. So, my question is...do you think that this is a good idea? BTW...we have been encouraged to do this. 37 votes 146 views 23 comments Good! Keep Kids Off Tap 91.9% (34 votes) Don't really Care 8.1% (3 votes)

Friendship
First I would Like to say I hope everyone as a Great 2007. My Aim on here is to Make real and Good friends. I not realy bothered about cherry points. So I hope to be able to chat with all my friends in 2007. I know some will go and the real friends will be left. So everyone take care and have a safe new year Michael

Almost Ready
I'm almost ready for my New Year's party.. the jello shots have all been made (almost 50 of them), spinach dip is made, veggies are all cut and ready to go, I have all the chips, dips, crackers, and cheese dips ready too.. only thing left is the nacho's and I won't put them in the crock for about another hour....taking a small break... whew.. I'm tired.. lmao....I wish all my friends a wonderful New Year... Please, Please be careful tonight.. and DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE!!!!!!!!It's not worth risking your life, or someone else's.....use the free cab services and free tow services (I know my town offers free towing and cab services to people who are drunk). Have a wonderful night tonight and be safe!! Luv you all!!

Can A Girlie Just Keep In Touch
For all of you who are on myspace or yahoo, I would really like to keep in touch with you, especially if you are considering leaving Cherry Tap due to hassle and drama. If you could leave a comment with your myspace address OR send me a private message with your myspace address and/or yahoo ID so that I can add you there, I would appreciate it very much. I love my cherry friends and definitely don't want to lose touch with anyone! MuchLove, Karen

Happy New Year
Im about to go out to the New Years Eve disco at my local pub to bring in the New Year. Before i go out i would like to take this oppertunity to thank all my friends that ive met in 2006 for being such wonderful people. So i would like to wish all my friends on Cherry Tap a Happy New Year and all the best for 2007. If any of you are going out tonight, have a wonderful time, but more importantly be safe where ever you go. HAPPY NEW YEAR

To Friends And Family And Fans
Thes last todays have been remarkable for me... I'm laughing, smiling, dancing just some kind of utter joy.. Like stella got her groove back type shit... So I truly believe that this year is my year.. I have good and bad memories this year that I will keep and teasure.. I all for welcome the new year and everything it has in store for me good and bad... May you all have a blessed and safe new year.. Get fucked up but not to fucked up.. Love you all... Chula

Be Safe And Happy!
I'm sorry I dont have time to stop by everyones pages...Its been an interesting and long few days! Graphics provided by HitupMyspace.com OOPS!! I MEAN: Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com

“ Slut’s Rebellion Cum”
This Story Is About A Real Slut. My alarm wakes me at exactly 1 am. I quickly turn it off as to not disturb Master sleeping in the next room. I stir from the bed. My legs aching, my body is sore. I caress my pussy as I think of how exhausted the night’s previous activities have made me. I reach into my night stand and pull out the envelope the muscular one had slipped into my handbag. On it was written … “I had a fabulous time. I meant it when I said I will have all of you. I must have you again. Now. Wake yourself at 1 am and open this envelope at that time.” I’m so nervous. I can barely get the envelope open. I wince as I hear the paper tearing. I hope I have not disturbed Master. Inside, there is a little card that reads… “I hope that it is now 1 am and that you are reading this. Outside is a car parked, with driver, ready to bring you to me. If you will have me, please take this ride. If not, flick your lights on and off one time and the driver shall leave and I w

Being Fake
last night wasn't a goodnight at all for me. I was attacked from people trying to say that i'm a fake and that i'm gay last night. i've been called of all this for so many yrs now. even though i am real and not gay at all. A couple of months ago i had to prove that i drew the drawings of someone on here. but the person that was on here was a fake and was using someones pics from myspace. the person that was being used is only 16 yrs old, almost 17 now. but she looks older then that though. Her mom told me that someone sent her the drawings that she suppose to have done. so i said to her that it wasn't her at all though, it was me that drew them. so i took a couple of pics using my web cam to prove my self. so now i have to prove my self once again. which is really b/s though. i did salute, but that wasn't the right one though. so i did another one then. i guess this one wont be good enough too. lol. for all the haters out there, that don't like me. get the fu

Bwahahaha!
Tis the new year (almost), and my resolution is to unfriend everyone who posts those stupid "The Sky Is Falling!"-type bulletins. Cops on CT! This Girl is Underage! This is a FAKER! Yeah, well, get the hell off my list. I have 29384723947293874 friends... it isn't like I talk to all these people. So, fair warning to those who DO want to stay on my list: avoid the idiot reposting. Thanks. :) P.S. if you also post about a contest more than four times a day, you're gone. It's so annoying.

“yes, Take Me And Do What You Want To With Me”
I can only imagine you telling me "Do What You Want" Yes, take me and do what you want to with me” It was an offer I couldn’t refuse. Never had I heard those words spoken to me before. I looked into your eyes. You turned away from me. It seems the words escaped your mouth too quickly. You wanted it .. but were so unsure. We were already naked and on the bed together. We were completely drowning into each others touch and kisses. The temperature was rising. The heat from our bodies was building. You broke away from my kiss and whispered those words to me. In the heat of the moment. Such passion. Such desire. Such want. Yet so afraid. I gently push you down to the bed so you are lying there comfortably. I can see that you are nervous. What will I do to you? Will I make you my little pussy slave? To have you pleasure me any which way I desire? No not right now my dear. Right now my pleasure is in watching you let go. Watching you forget about the world around you. Forget abo

Where Did I Go Wrong? I Lost A Friend Somewhere Along In The Bitterness
the sun, eclipsed by sorrow freezing in the lonliness i reach to the sky to find love i find only that i am lost further than i had thought harder i try, harder it is i am left chasing butterflies winged dreams just out of reach always wanted but never attained if only i could grow wings and fly high to be near her but here i stay hands outstretched ground falling from beneath me saturated by the tears i shed buried by words that are hidden suffocating beneath all these doubts claw my way through the the pain fingers stripped to the bone will i make it to the top get out of this pit alive feel the sun's warmth again or have i found a grave to call my own. by john m

When Your Car Is Too Fast
Your car is to fast when.... 1. The emissions test guy starts laughing as soon as you pull onto the rollers. 2. You can't drive your car in the rain. 3. Your 'significant other' is afraid to drive your car. 4. You are afraid to drive your car. 5. You spend more on tires than on food. 6. You spend more on car insurance than on house payments. 7. You look in a state police car and see a picture of your car taped to the dash. 8. You throw your underwear in the garbage rather than the hamper. 9. You have to go to the track to buy gas. 10. Your mechanic names the new wing of his shop after you. 11. Jacques Villeneuve and Michael Schumacher wave you by. 12. You can make the Kessel Run in less than 12 parsecs. 13. You're tempted to wear your fire suit just to drive to the office. 14. Red signal lights shift to green as you're approaching then shift back to red as you're receding. 15. You arrive somewhere before you left. 16. You get pulled over for doing 155 in a 35 but the

Yes!!!!
OK im a big steelers fan and yes yes i know we had a shity season but , i still stand behind my team . todays win tops the season for me and even though we will not return to the suped bowl im still a proud fan and pray for the return of our coach !!!

Changes
Well about two years ago when I turned 40 I came to the realization that my life sucked ass and I needed to change a few things, my friends told me that I was just having a mid-life crisis. I accepted this and thus took the following actions. I was living in this small little town where everyone is stuck in 1955, and collectively could not come up with one progressive thought. It was my boyfriend's home town, we hadn't even lived there for a year yet and I hated it. So, I decided to move back to the place I call home and get my old job back. I moved and then shortly there after broke up with Dingdong. That was solutions number one and two of my mid-life crisis. I recently made life changing decision/solution number three. I've decided to quit my job and get something else. I live in a college town and manage one of the busiest restaurants in town. We just recently expanded and opened a new store. Other than the year I was gone with Dingdong, I've been with this company for about 5

The Question Of The Fuckin Century
Why am I single? I get asked that question on a daily basis. I WISH I knew the answer. I figure, you men, asking the question, should already know the answer because, again, here I sit alone. No date for New Years. So WTF is it? I have been told a million times I'm hot. Ok, that's not it. I don't get jealous or mad, or do drama of any kind....K...that's not it either. Hmmmmmm?!! So WTF?? If anyone, especially you dumbass men that already know me and has had the chance to have me, knows the answer to this puzzling question, PLEASE fill me in. Thank you for your time. LOL Silver

A Horny Imagination
You have been gone for far too long. I am missing your presence. I am missing your sex. What I need tonight is a good fuck. I mean a good fuck! I need hip grabbing, hard thrusting, pussy pounding sex! The kind that hurts so much it brings tears to my eyes and makes me whimper. Slap me for it. Call me your little slut. Just know that I am loving every second of it. But you are not here by my side, and with longing I pull out my little red vibe. I want it from behind, so I get on all fours and begin fucking myself from behind. I rock back and forth with each pump. The vibrations within me tickle my pussy. Mmmmm it feels good, but I need more.. and then I did what I have never done before to myself. I took that little red vibe and I placed it on my asshole. I was crazy with sexual desire, and so I worked that vibe until it was deep into my ass. I began fucking my ass. It felt good and again I wanted more. I turned back over and laid down on the bed. I grabbed a second vibe, on

Love Is Trust...........
trust in the one you love. trust them to not do anything that would offend or hurt you in any way. give them the freedom to be who they are, and know that in return you will be trusted, and your feelings respected. love is trust.

Brand New Year
A brand new year is here, another year filled with expectations, resolutions, fears and forecasts. A year that will disapoint many, surprise some and make a few really happy. My sincerest wish is that everyone will be happy, and share a moment of joy, peace and understanding. That is my New Year's wish. Happy New Year | View Show | Create Your Own

Shopping©
As much as I try to be different from other men,I do hate shopping. I mean really HATE it. I like buying,lol. Now if you ask me if I want to go shopping the answer is always the same,no. BUT if you ask me to go shopping with you,I will always go along. I love spoiling my playtoy. Nothing makes me happier than to see her smile. So when she asked for me to come along,off we went. Finding a parking space at the mall this close after Christmas is almost as bad as the mall itself. Finding a parking spot and walking toward the door,we are caressed by winters cool hand. The air always seems so fresh and clean during winter. The smells of oak and pine burning waife through the air. The sun bring warmth to all it touches but the air cooling softly. Entering the mall is an assult of the senses. The sounds of all the people,scurring from store to store. Dressed in a million differnet colors moving like ants on a kicked over hill. The smells of the cookie store teasing the nose. We walk

One Look In Your Eyes
ONE LOOK IN YOUR EYES One look in your eyes I know we two would always be together I love you Never believed in love at firstsight But I believe what i saw you across the room I felt my heart going boom,boom,boom (CHOUES) One look two would always be together And there are 3 little words that say it all I love you Baby I realize The I wanna be with you forever So say those 3 little words i wanna here I love you I was waiting for a sign from haven Hoping you'd feel the say way about us When you looked at me and smiled My heart was going a thousand miles I stopped turned around i tried To keep mt feet on the ground As i stepped to you we touched I know you were feeling it to because I know its written all over ur face And baby you can believeve its ture Cauese time could never erase These feelings I have for you One look in your eyes I knew we two would always that say it all I love you Baby i realize That i wanna be with you forever So say

Raving
i miss it so much i need to go to one soon to find some happiness hehehe no i dont do drugs im a clean raver i can have fun without doing anything..its so amazing thought surrounded by all these people , the bright colors just dancing and having fun for hours early into the mourning ... its so great a few days after the rave i just feel really good ... i love the music ..thats my drug the music anytime i come back to life froma show everyone thinks ive done drugs because im just so happy ... dancing for hours putting on light shows its omg its better than any show ive ever been to i wish more people could do it without drugs though just to see how much better it is ... they say the drugs enhance the fun but i dont think its worth it because the next couple days you come down and feel like shit ..if they would just try ... they wouldnt feel bad the next day heheheh ..i need to go soon dance the night away and just have some fucking fun

Dating Rules Every Guy Should Know
DATING RULES THAT ALL GUYS SHOULD KNOW!!!! This was written by a guy who has had years of experience. and he's pretty damn good with girls... 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat. 4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, DO NOT

Happy New Year!!!!
I just wanted to wish y'all a Happy New Year and share some love. I have had an interesting year, to say the least. I'm very thankful for my family...they rock. I'm always thankful for my best friend, she's THE shit..I love her very much. I have met alot of folks on CT that I like you are so good to me. I've had to block a few, but hey, that happens on the internet. Today, as my friends know, is my birthday. Wow 43!!! I've had a blessed life, so I can't complain. I am going out with my grown children to dinner and then to bar hop. We have so much fun together. We usually light off fireworks, but have to mis them this year. My wishes for '07 are to 1. stay healthy. 2. Make more money and get my school started. 3.Meet a nice man to be my companion. I've been lovin the single life for 2 years, but think I'm ready to settle down again. 4. Make as many people smile as possible. I havent been happy with losing so many troops overseas...but there is a reason for everything....only

My New Best Friend
I know this is an old poem..and no I did not write this.. But I used to have a really bad self esteem issue.. and I still do at times.. But I am a lot happier with who I am now than I used to be. Today i met a great new friend Who knew me right away It was funny how she understood All i had to say She listened to my problems She listened to my dreams we talked about love and life She'd been there, too, it seems I never once felt judged by her She knew just how i felt She seemed to just accept me And all the problems I'd been dealt She didn't interrupt me Or need to have her say She just listened very patiently And didn't go away I wanted her to understand How much this meant to me But as i went to hug her Something startled me I put my arms in front of me and went to pull her nearer and realised that my new best friend was nothing but a MIRROR..

What Girls Like
Tell her why she's perfect for you. Pick her up & pretend like you're going to throw her in the pool. She'll kick & scream , but secretly she'll love it. Protect her. Hold her hand when you talk to her. Look at her like she's the only girl you ever want to be with. When she least expects it, pull her in & kiss her, hard. Tell her she looks beautiful. Tickle her, even if she says stop. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Call her. Kiss her forehead. Give her piggy back rides. Be slow, don't push anything. Make her feel needed & loved. Kiss her in the rain. & when you fall in love with her... tell her.

The Slut
I awoke with a start. Banged my head on the bars. After a few hours of being nude, caged, and chained, I still wasn’t used to it. The cage was only large enough so that I could stay on all fours, at most. I could barely sit upright. The shackles around my wrists and ankles dug into my skin. Traces of dried blood all over them and on my body. My back hurt. My head hurt. I knew my body had been pushed to it’s limit. I felt dirty. Disgusted. Blood and dirt under my fingernails. My hair completely thrashed. It was falling all over my face. I just wanted to chop it all off. I brought this all upon myself I suppose. Tired of my “vanilla” life, I had secretly wished for more. I guess I should have been more careful with what I wished for. My captor came swiftly in the night. His hands wrapped around my sleeping face and muffled any noise I wished to make. My body was no match for his strength. He heaved me unto his wide shoulders and stole me away into the night. Blind folded, he too

I Am Soooooo Stupid.
I went to make my first blog, and it said "Blog Name" so i decided on my title and wrote it in there, and alas.....it named the whole blog space instead of the first blog article, which I suppose this is. Anyways, I'm going to go get some coffee and I will brb.

Resolution,desires
The water cascades down my naked body. This is exactly what I need. I submerge myself completely under it’s spray. The water hits my hair, runs down my face, dulls my hearing. I can only hear my thoughts now. Can only feel the water on my skin. What will the new year bring? Resolution? … *eyes pop open* … Desire. There are no resolutions for the year. No thoughts on losing the extra pounds. No thoughts on hitting the gym. No thoughts of “goodwill towards men.” Desire. I turn and face the spray. I kneel gently and reach for the temperature dial. Hotter. Slowly I feel the heat hit my skin. It tingles a bit. Makes my skin pink. I turn around, leaning my upper body against the shower wall. Spread my legs a bit, thrust my ass out. *hiss* *throb* The hot water hits my backside and runs down my sensitive area. Stinging first my ass and running quickly down to between my delicate pussy lips. Is this what it would feel like to have you possess me? The heated wat

Wishes Fullfilled
You have been aching for it for more than a week now. Wanting it. Wanting me. Wanting to feel me inside you. And now here I'm… available to you and only you… I can hear you whispering"and I will take you." You slide your lips around my cock as i lay there in your bed. You lick it’s head and run your lips down it’s shaft, not using your hands at first. Just letting yourself slowly suck me. Up and down I'm already hard shaft. Now you begin to use your hand. you grip me tightly and slowly pump me as you suck harder on my shaft. you let your tongue run circles around it’s head. When you feel i'm wet enough, you begin to take me in the warmth. You climb on top and straddle me. You position My hard cock beneath you and slowly you ease your wet pussy down. I'm shocked at how wet you're. You see it in my eyes. you’ve been aching for this for days now.. "of course, I am ready to get what I want."You said smilling. And so you begin to fuck me. "I am greedy, I know… but I have been

What Would You Do?
What Would You Do If.. 1. I died from natural causes: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I asked you out: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I ran away from home: 8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?: What Do You Think Of My.. 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Laugh: 13. Family: Would You.. 14. Be my friend?: 15. Keep a secret if I told you one?: 16. Hold my hand?: 17. Take a bullet for me?: 18. Keep in touch?: 19. Try and solve my problems?: 20. Love me?: 21. Date me?: Have You Ever.. 22. Lied to make me feel better?: 23. Wanted to kiss me?: 24. Wanted to ask me out but couldnt , if so why couldnt you?: 25. Broke my heart?: 26. Kept something important from me?: 27. Thought I was unbearably annoying?: Random Stuff.. 28. What reminds you of me? 29. If you could give me anything what would it be? 30. How well do you know me? 31. When's the last time you saw me? 32. Are you gonna put this on yours to see

The Journys Of A Vivid Mind
i close my eyes, and my soul flys,the many miles to be by your side. its like a movie in my mind,but much more.i feel the softness of you skin,the caressof your hair.the whisper of your voice in my ear.i feel the heat of your lips on mine,and smile at the happiness i felt. but then i open my eyes and relize,no matter how magnetic my heart draws to you and can not shortin the miles. and i wonder are these memories a blessing to remind me of the days to come. or a nightmare that will replay in my heart of the love i sought ,but never reliesed.

Sex Facts
1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). (incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong) 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24

New Years Eve Help From Bill!!! Yay!!
AIGHT, AULD LANG SYNE, THE NEW YEARS EVE TUNE THAT EVERYONE KINDA MUMBLES ALONG TO AT MIDNIGHT. HERE ARE THE WORDS, CAUSE I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE FUCK IT UP!!! ENJOY AND LEARN ALL ON ME!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND GOING NAKED ALL NIGHT LONG!!! AND FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES HERE'S ONE OF MY FAVORITE BANDS SINGING IT!!

Lol Can We Say Dumbass...
Continued from earlier....Yeah lmao so lame...I love this blog... And on a better note I just wanna wish all my real friends on here a Happy New Year, you guys are awesome, I really do love you all....and the rest of you well, take a guess....

Turned Off
I have turned off my comments till after new year, cos basically I find all these happy new year comments a bit bizarre, just wish people could think of more to say. So anyway will turn them back on after all this is over.

2007
hello all of u chrries it is the new year i hope all the luck for all of u my friends my familly my fans i send all the love for all of u i love all u very much and merry christmas again with my best wishes mohmaed trible_xxx

Opening Post For New Blog
This is more of an offshoot of the musicstuffs blog, I suppose, since much of my editing work at Wikipedia has been focused on one or another sort of music article- mostly biography. I started editing there back on October 24 2004, and my most recent contribution was a few hours ago (well, now, seconds ago... The chronological list of contributions for "User" is http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Contributions/User, for example...) (Ah. Getting seriously distracted by a desire to fill in someone's birthdate. Pardon.)

Guys Being Stupid
YOu know what greats me to laugh alot know adays. When I sit around a see people having a good time and girls are out with their guys and his friends and they come off with the comments that they don't have to worry about their friends taking their girls away from them. I would have to say that the nice guys are the ones you should worry about because before you know it we have 7 different ways to take your girl away before you even know what is going on. One thing is guys from out of state telling girls that they Love them with out even meeting them. YOu have no clue as to them personnally but you trust their friends. You say you love them so much and want to be with them and yet you only talk about it you can't show it to them any other way except when you talk to them online. Or their are the guys that think they are the greatest in the world, but they treat their girls like shit. YOu type of guys make me sick, because if you only use the girl for money, bet her, lie t

My High School Boy Show Some Love
hey got a new friend on here been friend since high school hit him up and show some love he hasnt got his shit together yet but he will be up soon so show some love add him if you want and he will show love back promise http://www.cherrytap.com/images.php?u=551123 [ CherryTAP.com photo: 2936783521 ]

Happy New Year Everyone
So its just going to be more of the same or will life get better for you? Well I'll let you answer next new years eve LOL. As for me, well I will just see what the future throws at me and handle it as and when. I'm not complaining at the moment, so more of the same would be a bonus. I just wish friends wouldn't introduce me to certain games and get me hooked, stopping me working on certain things. Yeah like I need an excuse, anyone starts talking to me and thats it, I am off working on the project and talking :) One project is to use a web server to allow my psp to show some info that can be displyed via the built in browser. It may not be a full featured browser but at least it will save me going to another room to check some simple info. Yeah i'm a lazy bugger, but if it allows me to check something wuicker and easier then why not use it.

Police
A Friend of mine has told me that the police are starting to view people on cherrytap...and if you are posting certain things..they..may stop by and try to talk to you...so be careful who you talk to anymore...they are around. just letting all my friends and fam know that... So if you get any odd emails...or something be careful Please repost for all your friends

Same Old Lang Sign
Well, here we are. New Years Eve. I can't believe it's already here. I haven't gone out for New Years in a few years. I have been the one here home with the kids. It's ok, I don't mind actually. I am sick and I quit smoking so staying home should be a good thing! I'll watch all the hoopla on TV with the kids and go to bed after midnight, as usual. I was supposed to spend tonight with a certain someone. He's gone and that is obviously not happening. It's making today very difficult to go through. I miss him and we didn't have the best of conversations earlier today. I guess that doesn't help matters any. He'll be on my mind and in my heart. That's the best I can do.

For Shits And Gigles
Official Announcement: The government announced today that it is changing its emblem from an Eagle to a CONDOM because it more accurately reflects the government's political stance. A condom allows for inflation, halts production, destroys the next generation, protects a bunch of pricks, and gives you a sense of security while you're actually being screwed! You know, it just doesn't get more accurate than that!

11 Reasons Why Beer Isnt Better Than A Woman!!
This for nik!! 1. A beer bottle doesn't look any better with its labels off. 2. Peeling off beer labels isn't as much fun. 3. You can suck a beer at only one spot. 4. Enjoying a beer involves a positive calorie intake. 5. The bottom of a beer can isn't very interesting. 6. You can't eat a beer. 7. You can't buy a beer at 9AM on Sunday in some states. 8. There's a law about driving after having too many beers 9. You have to be over 21 to enjoy a beer. 10.Beer never complains when u come home late drunk. 11.A beer doesnt taste better as it gets warmer

Happy New Year
hello my faithful lil wombats. its time for the new year and the celebration of new beginnings and sluffing off the anxieties of the previous............. oh fuck it. its time to get drunk. time for all you good girls out there to get all hookered up lookig nice and have your one night of "if i don't remember it doesn't count" debauchery. time to go out there and be the animal that lives inside you. guys its pretty much our time to sit back and watch said good girls in wild eyed wonderment. or you can try something new this year. if you see two chicks gettin down jump in the middle. the worst they can do is say no and crack you in the head with a beer bottle. so ladies go forth and give a stranger a severe tounge lashing. and for goodness sake take it in the ass at least on this night cause you know you won't for the rest of the year. and guys just be there when it happens. and above all be safe you drunk bastards. this has been a public service announcement from Dr. Fou

Bitch Application
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A HUBBY OR WiFE - REPOST THiS! GiRLS TiTLE iT "HUBBY APPLiCATiON" BOYS TiTLE iT "WiiFEY APPLiCATiON" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... .. 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 17.Do you think I'm sexy? 19. If you could change anything about me -would you? 21.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 22

As 2007 Looms Nearer
well 2006 had its ups and downs its highs and lows and now its al gone to memories leaving me to deal with whats to come in this new future year ........ resolotions, im really gana try and get a grip of my life this year start with some more positive/constructive things make myself more independent finacially i hate living off my husband i have no control on things and it stinx kaitlins gana be going to nursery this year cant believe shes nearly 3 and demi being nearly 7 ....and ill be 25 !!! wow where does the time go .. what is it with new year and making ya think,brings up all the ghosts .... god i hate it !! maybe this year will be all good who knows we can only deal with what we're delt with !! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL ..... 4 HOURS TO GO HERE !! WHAT EVER YA UP TO HOPE YOU ENJOY YA SELF LOVE AND HUGS 2 YOU ALL ....... ! XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

The 31st ~ Happy New Year
Happy New Years to everyone! I tried to go around and send something to everyone but for some reason, my friends shift every second when I'm trying to go to each individual's page. That needs to be fixed or something lol. Anyways, I am going out to party in like 10 minutes so i'm just checking in! It's nearly 9 PM here and almost the new year. I am so excited. I hope everyone has a fantastic new year! party hard