A shadowed past,
of horror's unreal.
A childhood spent,
in years of fear.
~
Now a adult,
so far out of reach.
I'm looking for answers,
yet the people only preach.
~
Time at it's end,
yet only the beginning.
Feelings of doubt,
and never surrendering.
~
Tomorrow will come,
even if I'm out of breath.
I need time to touch reality,
before I end it all in death.
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What a awful waste,
of my childhood dreams.
Hell has taken the place,
of my heaven it seems