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Hope You Understand
I have so many friends and family here that I do not want to neglect anyone. My next 6 months will be very hectic with work and all. So, I have to make some changes to make sure I am there for everyone I love. Here goes.... Mondays will be dedicated to rating Sarge's Bad Girls Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar Tuesdays will be dedicated to rating Llama Levelers Llama Levelers Home Page@ fubar Wednesdays will be dedicated to rating my family Thursdays will be dedicated to rating as many friends as possible Friday - Sunday will be dedicated to random rating. I will be helping people level throughout the week with the Llama Levelers and anyone else that needs my help. Have a great day and I will be there for anyone that needs my help when I am on fubar.

Lyrics
Joshua Radin - You Got Growin' Up To Do (feat. Patty Griffin) I've been down this road before I walk out the door Leave you on the floor Sometimes you run and hide Your foolish pride's what keeps me from giving you more So the best thing I can give to you is for me to go Leave you alone 'Cause you got growing up to do Some day I'll return when it's time for payment in kind The church bells are chimed You stand before me surrounded by lights Dressed in white You threw flowers in the air this night But the best thing I can give to you is for me to go Leave you alone You got growing up to do Looks like the rain is pouring down on me It's drowning me now and all I want is to come back home And this old corduroy coat is not keeping me dry But I can think of what else to try That's why the best thing I can give to you is for me to go Leave you alone You got growing up to do Yeah The best thing I can give to you is for me to go Leave you alo

A Bit Pissed Off!
Ok it has been brought to my attention that a leveler is going around saying that Fubar's Finest Levelers is an all female group! Uuuuuuuum SINCE WHEN! If that were true then we wouldnt have the great family members of warlockh20 and DJ Superman! If your going to go around talking about the Fam then please make sure all of your information is correct! And if for some reason you have a problem with the Fam then please bring it to the attention of the Fam before going off to talk to other ppl about it. Im very honored and proud to say that Im a member of Fubar's Finest Levelers. I know we are a small group but I think we all rock and am so glad to call you guys my friends! I hope that everyone else feels the same but if you dont then why stay?

Weight Loss
ok so i have decided to lose weight in the new year. i am doing this by going on a low carb diet and slowly increasing my excercise. i also decided that i am not gonna use pounds to judge how much i lose but inches. i will be updating this every week with my new measurements so my friends can keep up with how i'm doing. please feel free to leave comments as they will help me along the way. day 1 measurments neck 19 inches arm 23.5 inches leg 40.5 inches waist 57 inches hips 75 inches day 1 pic start of week 2 measurments neck 19 arm 23.5 leg 40 .5 in loss waist 56.5 .5 in loss hips 74 1 in loss total 2.5 in loss so far no pic i forgot start of week 3 measurements neck 18 1 in loss arm 23.5 leg 40 waist 55.5 1 in loss hips 74 so 2 in total loss this week start of week 3 pic remember to check back each saturday to see how i'm doing

Introduction
Hello... Every year I try to take the time to write something as a creative outlet. In the past I have written a short story, poems, a screenplay, and a mad rambling or two. This year I decided to write a play, only thing is... I'm going to do it in a way I've never done before.. online with each scene being made public upon completion, which leave no opportunity for corrections and rewrites. So over the next year another scene will be added from time to time until I feel it is completed.... or I get bored with it,which ever comes first. Again this is just a creative outlet for me that I've decided to use openly. I make no promises of quantity or quality of what follows. With that being said... allow me to explain my idea. The play will be titled "Out On the Line" and will take place in an urban setting, high above a busy street on a clothes line. It will take place from sunset to sundown. The characters will be different pieces of clothing hanging out on a line. Each

Deleting My Profile
hey every1.......i dnt gt on here 2 much so i figured dat id delete my profile!!! =D if ne1 wnts 2 gt up wit me... u cn find me on myspace/TAGGED/yahoo messenger chynawhite502@yahoo.com use dat email 4 those places u cn find me....bt u cn also add me 2 yahoo messenger if u wnt wit dis otha email 2... ghettotinky@yahoo.com MUCH LUV @ U ALL!!!! =D *MUAH* THANK U, *T-Baby*

So When Will It Happen?
its what we all want to know.... when will it happen?... well ...no 1 knows. and waiting 4 it is kinda sucky...so i hope it happens soon. this waitn crap blows....so.... i will continue on with it and see where it goes. with that said....its gonna be a good day hopefully....and werk is gonna be weird today....werkn a triple header and its gonna be a bizzy bizzy day. RP

Chicken Or The Egg
ok everyone knows it's an on going battle, but think about it, if the egg came first then how'd it get there, what fertilized it, what incubated it, and what fed the baby chick when it hatched cuz we all know a chick cannot feed itself

Wildfire Saloon - Come On In!
Come into the WILDFIRE SALOON for a whole new classy, but wild, experience!! :D Created by DJ Devine ~Owner @ Wildfire Saloon (Check out the new look) ~The Pegasus Project~FuLuv Bomb Squad@ fubar

An Undead Episode..part One
The adrenaline rushed through me. My lungs heaved and heart slowly stopped pounded in my chest and ears. It seemed so loud the people next door could hear it, but they were dead. I looked back at the floor, and saw my mother, well, the thing that was my mother, decapitated. I looked at him, with so many questions in my eyes, but spoke only one thing…. “How did you kill her? I mean, she was dead! But, but, she wasn’t! She came back to life but it wasn’t her!” “She became the undead dear. If you or I didn’t kill her, she would have killed us. It’s simple really…. Haven’t you seen a zombie flick or read a horror story before? Destroy the brain… destroy the zombie!” He explained with a glee in his eye. “So what do we do now?” I asked him, expecting the worst. “We get the fuck outta here. This isn’t a safe place, I haven’t seen a living person on this whole block and nightfall approaches in a few hours. “ “Okay, where will we go?” “I have a place nearby that’s a solid

Love Ya, Mom!!!
October 11th, 1986, I was born. May have not impacted the world then, but I think I may have done a few things since that I can be very proud of. I finished high school, for once...lol. I grew up knowing not how to fail. When I found a fork in the road, I tried my best to choose the best route to go. When I found a wall, I climbed it, one way or another, but Ill admit, sometimes I didnt climb the wall, I just took a cannon to it. Though I owe it to my mom. Some of you may know her, most dont, but she is one incredible woman. Never once told me to find an easy way out of things, always told me to never quit, but to be the best I can be. Everytime it came down to the point where I knew I would put my name in the record books, she was always watching, cheering me on. I know there was a time or two where she may not have been able to make it and see me do something awesome, but I knew that I was on her mind the whole time. And to see her light up when I told her how I did my best, s

Thoughts...
This is a random list of thoughts and things I have learned as I have gotten older. -Its alright to cry every once in awhile. We are human after all. -The saying is true "Never make someone your priority when you're only their option." You'll waste you're life on someone who doesn't really give a damn about you. -Don't spend your time caring about what others think. If they can't show you respect and like you for who you are; then honestly they aren't worth your time. -Tell the ones close to you how you feel about them. You never know when it will be your last chance. -People come into our lives; sometimes for a short while but they can leave a lasting impression. -Dream...dream...dream...life without dreams is an empty one. {Im sure this will be added to at a later point}

Webcam Site Meet Ppl
COME TO THIS WEBSITE AND MEET PPL U WUD NEVER KNOW IN REAL LIFE SOME LIVE ALL AROUND THE WORLD BUT I WARN U THIS SHYT IS SO FUCKING ADDICTING BUT NO PERVES NEEEDED GO TO STICKAM.COM MAKE A PROFILE PUT PICS MUSIC VIDS BACK GROUND JUST DO NOT BE A PERVE AND DONT SHOW UR BODY OFF WE DONT NEED THAT I AM MATT IN MANASSAS VIRGINIA 18 IVE BEEN ON IT FOR 2 YEARS AND HAPPILY WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFE SO IM TAKEN SO BITCHES ( SLUTS ) STAY AWAY I USUSALLY DONT TYPE ON THIS SHYT BUT WHAT EVER MY LINK TO STICKAM IS WWW.STICKAM.COM/NICEGUY247 COPY AND PASTE IT AND SEE WHO I AM MSG ME ON AIM IF U NEED HELP HVIPER1990 THANKS

This Is Sad For Most
November 26, 2008 My Dearest Matthew, When I was pregnant with you I was really excited because I wanted to have a baby with your father whom I have liked for a long time. I met your father when I was 11 years old. We talked a lot and he was over at my house a lot. We kept in touch for a very long time and went places together. He left and moved away to Oklahoma and I didn't see him for awhile. When he moved back here where I was we started to talk again. Very quickly we fell in love and I knew that I wanted to be with him for ever. Once we were together we decided to try and have a child. We already had children from previous marriages but wanted to try one last time for a child together. When we found out about you we were so excited to hear the news. We went shopping and bought you a few things and told the kids about you being here. We picked out a name for you that had your grandma's initials in it. Dad wanted it that way because he misses his mom so much since she passed awa

Totally Whacked!!!!
How the world works lately... If a man cuts his finger off while slicing salami at work, he blames the restaurant. If you smoke three packs a day for 40 years and die of lung cancer, your family blames the tobacco company. If your neighbor crashes into a tree while driving home drunk, he blames the bartender. If your grandchildren are brats without manners, you blame television. If your friend is shot by a deranged madman, you blame the gun manufacturer. And if a crazed person breaks into the cockpit and tries to kill the pilot at 35,000 feet, and the passengers kill him instead, the mother of the crazed deceased blames the airline. I must have lived too long to understand the world as it is anymore. So, if I die while my old wrinkled ass is parked in front of this computer, I want all of you to blame Bill Gates.

Reflections In The Mirror On The Road Of Life
At some point in my life, things changed irrevocably. Life and the way I viewed it altered completely. Some would say that this is a good thing, others are more of the belief that I am being a fool and not being careful. I am still unsure myself as to which of these is true. I wonder some days if it was worth it. The changes I have made, the steps I have taken, and the things I have done. I suppose at the end of the day so to speak, I am the only person who can make that judgement. Still sometimes it is difficult to look in the mirror and see the man reflected back at me. While I know there is no point in mulling over what might have been, I still wonder if I had done things differently, would the person I see be the same, or would there be a different man facing me. Some days my reflection appears as clear as a sunny day and my path is easy to find while others it is like looking into the face of a stranger, not knowing who I am or what I am doing here. Every road in life contains man

Butterfly And Hawtcommodity
HEY YALL ARE INVITED FOR A WEDDING THAT WILL TAKE PLACE 3:00 A.M. CST TIME TOMORROW MORNING CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU THERE AND YOU CAN WITNESS BUTTERFLY AND HAWTCOMMODITY GETTING MARRIED CLICK THE PIC ABOVE TO ENTER WE WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU REPOST OFTEN PLZ!!!!!!!

Funny Stuff I Made Up!!
Its chilly when its cold!------------- Don't worry just be! ---------------- Try me on for size!------------------- your a Funny Fucker!------------------ To Swig or not to Swig that is!------- Pie Perfect!-------------------------- Whats up Cherry Pop!------------------ Lick it then Stick it!---------------- Ride it like a snow sled!------------- Sfinkter Clause!---------------------- My Goggy (good doggy)!---------------- Pretty Slitty kitty!------------------ Slamit Damnit!------------------------ Thats a nice Hose hound for my front yard! Look at this dump truck all stuck in the muck like a stupid fuck!---------------------- Roll with the turns baby!------------- Try a fat chick on your stick!-------- Pussy lovers Lunch box!--------------- I like sushi! mushu shushi!

Fu _ Own Me !!
I recently noticed I been getting Fu - owened. And I think its kinda cute and funny. SO for all who are interested get into the game. And try your best to make me yours. Thats right, FU - OWN me. Lets see the fun and games begin .

Spelling And Grammar, A Lost Art?
I realize some words in the English language can be a bit confusing, such as quiet and quite, accept and except, and the really Big Ones- Your and You’re. But some people seem to have no self respect. They need to learn to proofread their comments before clicking the submit button. There is such a thing as spell check, and if you can’t find that you can use Google. If you type any word into Google and its spelled wrong, Google will ask, did you mean this ____ and will provide you with the correct spelling. Reading Blogs and comments has become somewhat of a chore for me due to the horrible lack of spelling and grammar skills that are all over the internet. Some are written like a teen sending a text message to another teen. Others sound like they were written by Rain Man, as if somehow that makes them sound cool. It’s embarrassing is what it is, and shows complete disregard and blatant disrespect for the reader in my opinion. It’s not that hard, it is not rocket science to learn to c

What To Do...find Out!!!!
this is very important to learn on what to do in situations like this. you ever come across something so strange in the middle of the night. your just sleeping and all of a sudden you wake up to something painful. you wake up to find the pain is coming from your feet. you think to yourself, what is causing this sharp stabbing pain. you look down with tired eyes just to find something so terrible, frightning, huge and varosious, enough to wake you with wide eyes and realise... its not a rat, nor a bat but a huge visious SQUIRREL...(on crack)... biting on your feet. oh i know this story because i've experienced it. and when i say experienced i mean someone i know this has happened to. it all started out on wednesday october 29, 2008 10:00pm at night. my mother tells her boyfriend about people who suffered from the leprosy. and she would explain how they would wake up and find that their finger is missing because a rodent takes off with them wh

Burned
Okay, so I just finished this book today by Ellen Hopkins. It's called Burned. I also read Impulse by her. And they are really DEPRESSING. I just about cried at the ending but of course that would be stupid. Right? but maybe it was just written well enough that I felt connected with the main character. I've never heard such I sad story. Not even in her other book Impulse. I would love to talk to someone who has also read it. Has anyone read it? The ending bugs me because its the kind that leaves you to guess or make your own decision to what happened. AND I THINK SHE JUMPED or FELL(idk if was enthusiastic enough for a jump). so basically if you haven't read it, read it and talk to me about it. It's an easy read because its written in poetry but not what you would expect it to be like, just sentences in rhythm. It makes sense and you don't have to think real hard to make sense out of it but its deep. Although I'm not sure the dudes out there would like it as much but idk try it anyways

I Love You More Than Life, Janice!
Janice, I love you, I need you, I miss you and the biggest mistake I ever made in my life was hurting you BECAUSE YOURE EVERYTHING IN LIFE TO ME! EVERYTHING I LOVE, NEED AND MISS! AND WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO GET YOU TO KNOW THAT NOT ONLY ARE YOU THE ONLY REASON I EVER GET UP IN THE MORNINGS TO LIVE MY LIFE BUT THE HOPE OF BEING WITH YOU AND GETTING TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS WHENEVER YOUD LET ME AS YOUR MAN IS NOT ONLY ALL I EVER WISH ON BUT THAT HOPE IS THE ONLY DAMN THING THAT KEEPS ME GOING EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE AND I MEAN IT WHEN I SAY THAT IF I WERE TO HAVE TO LIVE ALL THE REST OF IT WITHOUT YOU, I WOULD THEN SOMEHOW SEE TO IT THAT IT WOULD BE THE END OF THIS MISERY THAT I CALL A LIFE BECAUSE WITHOUT YOU, MISERY, SORROW AND ALL THOSE THINGS WRAPPED INTO ONE ARE ALL YOU COULD REALLY SAY THAT IT HAS BEEN IF YOU DONT COUNT THE TIMES THAT IVE HAD YOU! YOURE THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME, I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

It Hurts
IT SUCKS!!! I'm tired of hurting I'm tired of being like this day in and day out I'm sick of waking up in pain I'm sick of going to bed in pain I'm sick of all the pills I have to take I'm just so tired of hurting everyday I want it to go away but I know it never will My pain is here for the rest of my life If people can't deal with me like this, or deal with my disabilities then they don't need to be a part of my life.

Society
As I see it, there are always two sides to everything, what if it was just one big whole? Recently I have made a realization. There are two societies in the world (in general). Personal Society This consists of friends, family, and associates. The associates don't really have much of an impact on your life as they do not really care, they are just there. Friends are people whom you can count on to a point, they all have their weaknesses and strengths, pros and cons. Then you have your family, who will always be there for you when you need it even if you don't want it. They will not judge you for anything at any time. Family is by default blood, however, as you grow older you gain family by growing close relations with others. having said that, onto the next society. Mainstream Society This will consist of all the rest of the people you may see everyday but have never spoken to. Truth be told you don't want much to do with these people as they won't give a crap

Measurements
Just a thought I had after a "shout box dust up" this evening. Remember people that when someone is trying to put you down, that they use themselves as the yard stick by which they measure everyone else. So, to all the asshats, down raters and internet "tough" guys all I have to say is...Even from my position as a "1", I'm still looking down on you. And laughing my ass off!! (names were not used out of respect for a special and delicious friend,though "they" know who they are.) Did I studder (sic)? ROFLMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!

Devlin Would Be 2yrs Old Today!!!
its been a while sense we have seen your smile, a while sense we heard your laugh,or cry...but you are loved still so very much so you truely never died. You grace us with your presence every now and then, when it gets all quite and the wind blows ever so gently we know thats you blowing a kiss,when things end up in places we didnt put them we know thats your way of letting us know you stopped by to say hi,but still to this day when i think of you on your birthday it brings a tear to my eyes.It makes me sad to think you never had the chance to celibrate a birthday with us,but your 2 years old now,and il be at your grave again tonight spending time with you on your birthday baby boy. I love you so much,and wish you were still here, HAPPY 2nd BIRTHDAY baby D!!!

Warning....a Bad One..must Read!!!
If you receive an email entitled 'Bedtimes' delete it IMMEDIATELY. Do not open it . Apparently this one is pretty nasty. It will not only erase everything on your hard drive, but it will also delete anything on disks within 20 feet of your computer. It demagnetizes the stripes on ALL of your credit cards. It reprograms your ATM access code, screws up the tracking on your VCR, and uses subspace field harmonics to scratch any CD's you attempt to play. It will program your phone auto dial to call only 1900 numbers. This virus will mix antifreeze into your fish tank. IT WILL CAUSE YOUR TOILET TO FLUSH WHILE YOU ARE SHOWERING. It will drink ALL your beer. FOR GOD'S SAKE, ARE YOU PAYING ATTENTION?? It will leave dirty underwear on the coffee table when you are expecting company. It will replace your shampoo with Nair and your Nair with Rogaine. If the 'Bedtimes' message opened in a Windows 95/98 environment, it will leave the toilet seat up and leave your hair dryer plugged in dang

My Valentine
WELL VALENTINE'S DAY IS RIGHT ROUND THE CORNER AND POOR SANTA HAS BEEN SOOOO BUSY WITH ALL THE GIFTS AND SUCH THAT HE HAS NO DATE. CUPID'S ARROW HAS MISSED HIM. SO HE NEEDS YOUR HELP. SANTA HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH HIS XMAS SALUTE CONTEST HE DECIDED TO HOLD A VALENTINE DATE SALUTE CONTEST. FOR THOSE WHO MISSED THE XMAS SALUTE CONTEST HERE ARE THE RULES. SUBMIT A SALUTE (OR TWO). THE SALUTE CAN BE ANYTHING THAT U THINK MIGHT GRAB THE JUDGES ATTENTION. OH YEAH THERE WILL BE A PANEL OF 3 ANONYMOUS JUDGES TO DECIDE WHAT SALUTE WINS. THE CRITERIA FOR THE JUDGING IS ORIGINALITY/CREATIVITY 40% SEXUALITY 30% TIME AND EFFORT 20% AND RATES 10%. ALL ENTRIES WILL BE DUE BY 9PM FU-TIME ON FRIDAY THE 13TH OF FEBRUARY. IF THERE IS A TIE THEN A SEPARATE JUDGE WILL DECIDE THE WINNER OUT OF THE FINALISTS. SANTA WILL LEAVE IT ENTIRELY UP TO THE JUDGES TO PICK HIS DATE. THE WINNER WILL RECEIVE AN AUTO 11 BLING AND BE PIMPED OUT BY SANTA. YOUR NAME WILL BE IN MY STATUS AND IN MY NAME FOR A WEEK AND

Am I Going To Bitch? Ah Yes!
So I'm sitting here talking to my lovely, whorish friend, Josh on the telephone. I've been thinking for the past few months. Why can't people ever shut the fuck up? Why can't conversations between two friends ever be confidential? What is being said is that I talk shit behind one of my friends back. Let me get something straight here. I NEVER EVER say shit behind my friends backs that I will not say to their face. I may say shit to people to get my shit straight..you know to figure out how Im going to say it and what Im going to say, before I talk to you. Im not like these fake ass mother fuckers out there who claim to be your friend. You don't like what I have to say then tough shit. Im going to say whats on my mind. If you piss me off...then I will tell you. I don't know how MANY fucking times I have to remind you. I'm the most unique friend anybody could have. I don't understand why I put up with peoples bullshit. My fuse is getting shorter and shorter each and every day. I'm afraid

Passionate Silence: The Return
Passionate Silence: The Return He pulled up to the complex in his motorcycle, shut off the engine, and stepped off the black Harley with the blue flames. Removing the matching black helmet with the blue flames from his head, he shook his head to loosen the hair long-matted-down under the helmet, and then set the helmet on the bag in the sidecar. Reaching into his belt pack, he pulled out a comb and gave his long brown locks a quick combing out, more to straighten it and remove the “helmet hair” that he had gotten from sixteen hours of riding down the long and lonely interstate. He arched his back and stretched, stiff from the long ride. Cruise control was helpful, but the lack of a seat back was murder on his back and neck. He unbuckled his leather chaps and vest and stowed them in their normal spot in the saddlebags, next to another helmet, this one also black but with orange flames. Above him, a woman watched, and waited. ***** She looked up from her book as she hear

Something To Be Said About Bbws And Thick Women...
if you reject them based solely on that, you are missing so much, not only in terms of your own personal character but also the possibility of meeting someone who can either make you happy or be a great friend. If you like women with big breasts, then this is a natural in most cases. While I love women as a whole in general, I am attracted more to women who have something on them. Weight (as well as race, etc, etc) should never be a factor in how you interact with them or feel about them. Everyone (for the most part with exception) has a heart, a soul, a spirit that needs to be nutured and appreciated and excluding a whole bunch of people because of weight issues is completely and utterly ludicrous and needs to be ceased. So next time you see anyone, show them some love and not some ridicule. People are people...so love everyone because life is precious. And also as I would say, always think pink. Thank you.

Left Alone In My Head In The Dark Corners
So sometimes things happen And you really wish they didnt Or maybe the way they unfolded was differently done Sometimes you wonder if certain things that are done or have been said, are on purpose. But you never know, and Id never ask. There are people you get really close to and maybe there could be more. And sometimes arent. Yet you still want to be really close to them. Things that you miss about that person. And so many things can remind you of that person Which can drive a person batty, especially when you are not on speaking terms. And as well havent smoothed things over with the actions you both have done towards eachother. And all you want is their friendship. I sometimes wonder whats the world got in store for me. For all the crap I have gone thru in my life. They say if it doesnt kill you it only makes you stronger. Well Ive been thru so much I feel like an ARMY of strength. And it makes me wonder, why must I have to be so strong yet not completely happy righ

Social Disgrace
Hey, this is J, host/ creator of the youtube show, Social Disgrace. Here You can Leave me messages, rants, raves and all that other bullshit. Be sure to check out the show. www.youtube.com/jloyche33 Later. J

A Drunk Story...
A drunken man walks into a biker bar, sits down at the bar and orders a drink. Looking around, he sees three men sitting at a corner table. He gets up, staggers to the table, leans over, looks the biggest, meanest, biker in the face and says: 'I went by your grandma's house today and I saw her in the hallway buck naked. Man, she is one fine looking woman!' The biker looks at him and doesn't say a word. His buddies are confused, because he is one bad biker and would fight at the drop of a hat. The drunk leans on the table again and says: 'I got it on with your grandma and she is good, the best I ever had!' The biker's buddies are starting to get really mad but the biker still says nothing. The drunk leans on the table one more time and says, 'I'll tell you something else, boy, your grandma liked it!' At this point the biker stands up, takes the drunk by the shoulders looks him square in the eyes and says.................... 'Grandpa....... Go

Ruler Of The Whole Everything
Okay. So there was this one time, when I was like 20 years old or so. I worked in a dumpy little retail store as a manager. I thought I was hot shit because I was a senior store supervisor and I could boss people around and whatnot. One of my job duties as “ruler of the whole everything” (by which I mean Sr. Store Supervisor of course) was to take the monies from the previous days’ sales to the bank to deposit. Which, hello… as ruler of the whole everything was the most major of responsibilities you could lay on a 20 year old, right? This only served to further encourage my (apartment sized) authority complex. Because really, what other 20 year old was in charge of thousands of dollars every day? I didn’t know any. You point him out to me, and I’ll just knock him down a peg and explain why I ruled more than he did. True facts. Anycrap, back on subject here. Although I was the ruler of the whole everything, I wasn’t in charge of the scoping out of new employees, or else I would have

Current Life In 90 Questions
1. What was the highlight of your week? hanging out with Brooke 2. Whose car were you in last? mine 3. When is the next time you will kiss someone? dunno... 4. What color shirt are you wearing? red 5. How long is your hair? a lil past my shoulders 6. Are you good looking? I don't think so 7. Last movie you watched? Man in the Moon 8. Who were you with? me myself & I 9. Last thing you ate? PB&J sandwich lol 10. Last thing you drank? Mountain Dew 11. When was the last time you had your heart broken? truly broken? been a while 12. Who came over last? Brooke 13. Are you happy right now? I'm okay 14. What did you say last? this computer is a piece of shit 15. Where is your phone? in my pocket 16. What color are your eyes? brown 17. Are you left-handed? nope 18. Spell your name without vowels: Mgn 19. Do you have any pets? yes, 2 cats & 1 dog 20. Favorite Vacation? Daytona Beach 21. What do you dislike currently?

Politics Again
what happened to american politics? What happened to democracy and equal repesentation? I think that's a trick question. George washington warned against partisanship. He said it would tear the country apart, and it's doing a pretty good job. One party has almost all of the media under it's control, and it's been spewing lies for the last five or so years. Do you guys want to know why our economy is so bad? Is it because of bush? hell no, the president has very little power over something like that. a huge part of it was this whole fannie mae, freddie mac jargon. It was the democrats who thought of it. Economists (or whatever they're called) from the bush admin. warned the dems about how it would screw us up. But they didn't listen. and now these idiots, who thought it a good idea to loan extremely large amounts of money to people who could never pay it, are blaming bush and the republicans for their own stupid-ass mistakes. You can't blame every problem on a president. Take Katri

I Am....
I'm Crazy.I'm Silly.I'm Funny.I'm Cute.I'm Brave. I'm Gurly.I'm Sweet.I'm Loud.I'm Cheerful.I'm Opinionated.I'm Energetic.I'm Annoying.I'm Fun.I'm Outgoing.....Sometimes i'm not everything i wish i could be , but I'M everything i need to be.I'm just ME , and i LIKE it like that....

Amazed...
Just when you really think life is crap and thats just the way it is... something truly amazing happens...and just like that the world is this wonderful glorious place and you can't stop smiling.... this is exactly where i am i love life and am very very thankfull for the ones i love and who love me too! you know who you are and thanks..I'll always love you!

Life Her Breath
Beneath the tree No leaves for shelter A snow is falling And branches bend And up beneath A frozen ground I find myself Hearing dragons sound And there she sleeps Beneath the leaves Upon the ground Her growth of seeds Though wintery silence Keeps me still A raven crys out Upon the mountain shrill And though a chatter Fills my brain I silence then She comes again Rising white A dragons wings Transparent, unfolding Upon this dream Where snow became The white scales And icicles became Her shiny teeth Where breath Became my breath Unfolding and unsheathed See here, says the dragon Theres gold among the sun See here, says the moon Theres love to find as one And there she sat Upon the snow Upon the back of she dragon Away up high and down below She sleeps Life her breath And all of her in me A goddess of the flames The earth and wind and sea! Rain Feather 1:27 waxing moon

Living In The Present...
When we live in the future, we invite fear, When we live in the past, we invite sorrow, But when we live in the moment, we invite Excitement, enthusiasm, and innocent wonder. From the book ‘Child of the Dawn’ by Gautama Chopra

Feeling Down
I've been feeling pretty down recently, and i don't really know why. Maybe it's because i'm so far away from my friends. I'm not sure, but i do know that it sucks, because i haven't been depressed in a long time. I'll feel fine when i'm on my meds because they're designed to stabilize my mood, but when they wear off i feel like shit again. I guess it really doesn't matter that much, but whatever

As We Grow Up
As we grow up we learn that even the people that wasn't supposed to let you down probably will.You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.You'll break hearts too,so remember how it felt when yours was broken.You'll fight with your best friend.You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.You'll cry because time is passing to fast.You'll eventually lose someone you love.So take too many pictures , laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt, Because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of HAPPINESS you never get back.Don't be afraid that your life will end,be afraid that it will never BEGIN...

Hole
Hole. Bloody hole. We aren't supposed to talk about the bloody hole, but there's a bloody hole winking me in the face. I want to c-u-u-t it off, ch-o-o-p it off, and make guacahole. This blog...is for Witchie. The hole thing. Not just part, the hole thing. What can you do with a hole? You can fill a hole. You can tongue a hole. You can gaze into a hole. You can enlarge a hole. You can stick something in a hole. You can take something out of a hole. There is a hole lot of things you can do with a hole. You can build a barrier, so nobody falls into the hole. You can lay branches over a hole, so people do fall into it. Holey crap...I'm running out of ideas. HOLE!!! HOLEY HOLEY HOLE...we aren't supposed to talk about the hole.

Survey
Who was the last male you talked to? my bro Richard Who is someone that can always make you laugh? Richard or Brooke What were you doing at 10am this morning? sleeping What were you doing an hour ago? playing my DS Do you plan on moving within the next year? not to my knowledge but hell who knows lol Are you wearing anything on your feet? nope, need to put some socks on What are you looking forward to in the next 3 months? hopefully successfully changing myself.. Do you remember your dreams? sometimes Where did your last hug take place? probably christmas eve from one of the kiddos Have you been to a baby shower? yes What cell phone company do you use? Net10 What color is your hair brush? silver Do you watch the Super Bowl? nope What about World Cup? nope Do you sleep with a teddy bear? No What is the last movie you watched? Man In The Moon What movie do you think everyone should watch? whatever they want to watch lol

R.i.p.
So my mom told me today John Travolta's son passed out, it's sad but no biggie, not like we knew them or anything... but anyway, he died the same way my dad died in July 2007. My dad had a seizure in the shower and fell and fractured his skull, he was on life support for 10 days before we had to make the decision to pull the plug. so it's just a sad reminder and I feel for the family because it sucks. Anyways for those that don't know here is a clip of the article: NASSAU, Bahamas – John Travolta's teenage son, Jett, died in the Bahamas after apparently suffering a seizure and hitting his head at his family's vacation home, authorities said Friday. A house caretaker found Jett, 16, unconscious in a bathroom late Friday morning. He was taken by ambulance to a Freeport hospital, where he was pronounced dead, Police Superintendent Basil Rahming said in a statement. The teenager had last been seen entering the bathroom on Thursday and had a history of seizures, according to

Happiness
There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless DRAMA &the people who create it & surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus soley on the good.After all,life is too short to be anything but Happy.

1 2 09 New Years Asshat
I read a blog tonight about the person in this shout and her husband. Their points were reset as cheaters since they were using scripting programs. Many bulletins have been set about their dilemma where they claimed to have been reset for copyright infringement because they were playing pirated music in their lounge. I have never ever once spoken to this woman, but I went to read a blog her husband wrote in an attempt to trash another person on this site. Her husband attempted to make it appear that this other member was a hypocrite after the member blogged about the fact that she and her husband were cheating by using a scripting program. Her husband blogged that the member had Macros installed in Firefox and thus imply that the member was also a cheater. Now I don't know the first thing about scripting, what it entails, or how to do it. But I have seen the Firefox ads for Macros and they even have it installed at the local hospital on the Firefox browsers. In addition, this wo

10 Things You Should Never Say To A Porn Star
10. You're too pretty to do porn. (So, you're saying you would prefer to watch ugly people f*ck?) 9. Your vagina must be really worn out. (Mine isn't nearly as bad as your mother's after pushing such a giant idiot like you out of it.) 8. I would never watch porn. I think it is degrading to women. (Then how did you know my name? And my measurements? And my astrological sign? And my birthdate?) 7. How do I get my girlfriend/wife to do ________? (Ask her, not me. By the way, talking to me in the first place is not helping your cause.) 6. Wow! You're so much prettier/younger/thinner in your photos. (Obviously your mother didn't teach you anything and it is called Photoshop.) 5. I pleasured myself to you 10 times this week! (OK, I didn't need to know precisely how pathetic you are. And stop trying to shake my hand. I now unfortunately know exactly where it has been.) 4. I could do porn. (No, you couldn't. If you could, you already would be ... and no, I will NOT audition

A New Kind Of Love
IT IS NOT SOMEONE NEW IN MY LIFE,ITS SOMEONE THAT I HAVE LOVED FOR A LONG TIME,HES A RATHER KIND OF SPECAIL GUY.AND I JUST CANT DO WITHOUT HIM,HE SOMETIMES DOESNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY,BUT SHOWS ME HOW MUCH HE CARES,...ITS SO SWEET,HES JUST WONDERFUL,I WAS SICK AND HE KEPT MAKING SURE I WAS OKAY,I WAS UPSET WITH AN OLD FRIEND AND HE CALMED ME DOWN,I ADMITTED SOME FAULTS AND I WAS AFRAID AND IT WAS OKAY.I CRIED AND I DIDNT WANT HIM TO SEE ME CRY,AND YET I WAS COMFORTED I DONT FEEL I DESERVE TO BE LOVED AS MUCH AS I DO,AND HE DOES AND ITS WONDERFUL AND I MISS THAT,AND I WANT MORE,...BUT WE NEED EACH OTHER,...AND I AM GRATEFUL FOR WHAT I HAVE. LOVE YOU,SEE YOU SOON.

I Am Who I Am..
People are people and I am who I am, like me or don't. I have my right not wanting anything to do with someone who says one thing and then does another. I can see if the truth was told in the first place or if plans had changed then a phone call would be good you know so I wouldn't be waiting there like a fucking dumb ass. I am not fucking overreacting damn it I am standing up for what the fuck I believe in, because I don't like being lied to or taken advantage of is that fucking wrong??? Am I fucking making sense? Blah fuck it I'm fuckint tired of it.

2009 Sucks Already
Just venting.... My fucking car wouldn't start after work. I had to find a ride home and leave my car there. It seems it might be the alternator, I dunno thou cause I'm not a mechanic. Oh and it was freezing cold too. One of the supervisors was so kind to bring me clear out to my house when he commutes to work an hour and half and now he won't be home til 11 or so...and he was out late already. I am usually the one locking up the building but thankfully he was out late helping a tech get unstuck in the fucking snow. Thank you for reading my rant. The End

Holidays
Well I must say the holiday season is over and done with and I made it through them sober, and loved it. First year I was ever sober for any holiday. I am proud of myself for coming this far. Never thought I would do it but I did and I am glad I did it. A bunch of peoplethought for sure that I would at least drink but so far nothing. I dont plan on going back to anything. I now know I can have fun sober. I laugh and smile alot more theses days. Thanks to all my friends. You know who you are. XOXOXOXOXO

Fireman Sex,,,,,,,
A FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. "From now on when I say BELL 1, I want you to strip naked. When say BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3, we are going to make love all night." The next night he came home from work and yelled, "BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off. When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love. After a few minutes the wife yelled "BELL 4!" "What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband? "ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied, "YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE

Lonely Road Of Faith
mp3 songs | Kid Rock MP3s This song always has and always will be special to me and Kid Rock is awesome!! I think if people would actually listen to his music instead of just the hype from mouths and the radio they would truly see how talented he is.

Fucking Actors
Even if I had the choice, I don't think I would do very much with an actor. I mean I wouldn't be able to date let alone fuck them. How can you tell the way they truly are and feel knowing that they can decieve so many into believing the roles they play? So that makes me ask the question would I be able to trust them? I do admire them though.. So many ways to take advangage of that. Get what you want and still come out on top. But could it make it all the better? would you be happy with someone that put on a show to be happy with you? Someone who seemed like everything but was truly nothing. Or did doing everything make them something in the end? Everyone puts on some kind of show so what would the harm be. Why waste your time trying to know anyone anyway? They all change into something else.. Fucking Actors

To All Who Know Me....
To my fu bomber family and all my friends..I have hit rock bottom at the moment. As of Wednesday I no longer have a home. I got evicted in court today. The judge was not nice and made me cry in the courtroom, because I love my pets. I told him I would find another place for them to stay, but he said I only have unti Wed Jan the 7th to be out. I also have to be back in court and prove that I cleaned the place up. So farewell for now..I will hopefully be back in touch with everyone soon... Muah and take care.

Epic Mummer Song
2008 the year in review (We didn't start the fire) Baby Jesus, Sassy, J, not a mumm go away Hell cat, fake tits, Rev's donkey show Joe Hood and Vixen, plus Baka what a vision North Ohio, South Ohio, we always know Pony bling, comment bomb, happy hour, autos on lots of hos, the bids are high who's next to go bye bye Mumm comments, that's mean who died and made you queen Jenatalia, Crazy Dave its sad Bob went goodbye We didn't start the fire it was always burning since the fu's been turning we didn't start the fire we didn't light it we're not tryin to fight it Coot shopping every day Seamus and Katiemae bouncer feller, Cinderellas Bounty posting cock big cons, Don Juans chubby chasers, ding dongs Misfits boobs, fuzzy balls mumms around the clock Einsteins, small peens fubars got a winning team sexy mummettes, plastic man Elvis Presley has been banned blocked oh, your a pest all the drama its the best Prinny's face, know your

A Creepy Song With My Name ~shivers~
~Dani's nusery rhyme~ In that cold winter morning You can hear some voices calling They found Dani, and she was sleeping Now the voices started screaming She was laying down on the wet grass Looking vacuous at the pass She was cut in two as a doll And now her smile’s not happy at all Your hungry fingers around her neck Have brought you nothing more than pain But now there’s no turning back You see Dani’s eyes will never shine again Dani can’t walk, Dani can’t breath Dani can’t talk, Dani can’t weep Dani can just smile, yes She can smile until her ears They said Dani was so good May they have not understood? Her white flower was so pure But somebody’s found the cure She was laying down on the wet grass Looking vacuous at the pass She was cut in two as a doll And now her smile’s not happy at all Your hungry fingers around her neck Have brought you nothing more than pain But now there’s no turning back You see Dani’s eyes will never shine again D

My Wish For You In 2009
My Wish for You in 2009 May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet of $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires and may happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had forget your home address! In simple words ............ May 2009 be the best year of your life!!!

A Question I Use To Ask Myself
why am i here? my heart feels so troubled why am i here? is it to love or is it to fear? to love is so beautiful but it scares me so much i wait for the pain as i wait for your touch i've heard all the lies and i'll hear them again thats why i'm fearing, inside i'll be hurt in the end should i be brave and let my heart go? could i trust you enough to let the love show? and if i gave in would you give too? is it really safe for me to fall in love with you? am i to love or am i to fear? Please God, what’s the answer? why am i here? that is, until I met Danielle. Now I know that it's to love. Thank you, Dani. Thank you for answering my question, my love.

10 Things You Should Never Say To A Porn Star
It's AVN season, the time when porn stars dress up in their finest PVC attire and compete for awards in categories such "Best All-Girl 3-Way Sex Scene." And for those lucky enough to be attending the AVN awards on January 10th in Las Vegas, it's also the time when porn stars leap out of the DVD player and come to life to pose for pictures and sign your time-worn copy of "Jenna Loves Rocco." Luckily, adult entertainer and Wicked Girl Stormy Daniels (who is nominated for both "Best Supporting Actress" and "Crossover Star of the Year") was kind enough to give us some pointers on how to keep your foot out of your mouth when faced with your favorite porn stars. Read on to find out 10 things you should never say to a porn star. 10. You're too pretty to do porn. (So, you're saying you would prefer to watch ugly people f*ck?) 9. Your vagina must be really worn out. (Mine isn't nearly as bad as your mother's after pushing such a giant idiot like you out of it.) 8. I would never watc

Always
Always… sitting here, awaiting sleep my thoughts lost in your smile i close my eyes but sleep wont come so i think i'll write awhile i know our future isn't set but please love, do not fear the only fear thats in my heart is losing you, my dear these thoughts of you, they warm my heart in a world that feels so cold and with those thoughts, the smile it brings for a love that won't grow old i count myself a lucky man now each and every day so thankful that your hearts with mine and there it's sure to stay so, i'm hoping that these words of love will help you understand you will always be my only one and i will always be your man...

Wishing
the man behind my lids again the whispered voice that haunts my ear trying to take control away the emptiness, the chill of fear the push and pull inside my head cause i am good, but he is not it seems we battle constantly taking all the will i've got i try to smile despite the pain it makes things worse if i give in why is it he won't go away and take this want, this need to sin how will i live a normal life when i can't control the way i feel now so depressed i cannot think wishing, all of this wasn't real

The Dream
i had the dream again last night my eyes in a body i cannot control the killing is done, so now i start eating blood-dripping mouthfuls of bodies once whole wordless i'm screaming, tho no one can hear me the voices grow louder than they've ever before they want me to finish this deed that i've started looking down at the bodies that litter the floor slowly i kneel down, all hope abandoned the sickness consumes me with each dripping bite tho turning my stomach, i feel that i need it how sick to find meaning in something not right awake now i wonder, have i finally lost it will i ever return from the sick place i've been? i know it's not normal, all the death that surrounds me afraid that when sleep comes...it will all start again

Simple Math
simple math so lost without your gentle touch i long, so bad, for your embrace i'd sell my soul just to hold you close i'd give my life just to touch your face a love-sick man behind these words i kneel and pray to the man above "why did you take my heart away?" "are all these trials to test this love?" an answered prayer brought you to me i could have never asked for more i had no clue the gift you are or the strength of love i'd have instore so now each night, i thank the lord for the day he put you in my path me+you=happiness my gift of love was simple math...

My Obsession
rain drops beating down apon her ashen face dreaming a dream that can never be no longer in control of what is to come wash away the blood so no others can see driving me crazy, put to the test i felt my heart breaking and my sanity lost i had to have you, to love you, to own you you had to be with me no matter the cost i lost my reason and slipped into nothing all this raging and voices i hear in my head i feel my grip slipping, i'm sinking, i'm drowning i find myself thinking i'd be better off dead as i stand in the darkness i look to tomorrow then i think, with a smile, of the love that you'd hide the fault is all mine not yours my obsession your love lost forever, the moment you died pain, rage, confusion, and a shattered heart led to this deed, which i have done as the police cars form in a circle around me a single tear falls in the new morning sun...

My Mother's Love
My Mothers Love Words can't express the way I feel Or the thanks for all you've done it deserves much more than" love ya mom" Cause I'm proud to be your son The first of three, your baby boy and all the hell I've put you thru you've been right there, the ups and downs I've always been able to turn to you From a soothing voice to calm my nerves to a shoulder for me to cry you're always there when I need you most It never matters where or why Some people wait their entire lives for a sign from up above I guess I've had my sign since birth and thats my mothers love...

My Luck.... ( I Am Not Feeling Like This Now)
i sit here alone ...i hurt here alone your voice is only a phone call away I'm kind of surprised, i'm sitting here typing silently angered that i woke up today the dreams , getting worse, have now followed me conscious man, i am so glad no one sees in my head the bodies, the burning, the evil clowns laughing the blood-crusted fingers … the smell of the dead I know that a sure thing is 10 ft behind me i know, in my head...that it's violent and quick but i've heard from the stories, the first one’s to find you are mentally scared by the mis-handled sick what stops me is thinking, that momma will find me her little boy gone now...replaced by a mess i imagine her falling, her legs will not hold her and her heart giving out, from the weight of the stress so do i keep breathing... or living or hoping please tell me the safe word that stops all the pain one day, might not care... and just pull that trigger my luck, I will miss...lose an ear, not my brain...

My Life
love and emotion ripping thru my soul the challenge of a new day, missing your touch we spoiled ourselves those last few weeks those days, now passed, that i miss so much the pain of the days without you near the love, so strong, it makes me weak you hold my heart, it's in your hands the chills i get when your name i speak late last night, i had a dream i woke up angry that it wasn't true cause in that dream you were my wife and i realized i belong with you i'm hoping my life's like that dream and one day soon you'll be my wife i know i could not love you more your my days and nights...you are my life

My Fallen Friend
My fallen friend I write this poem to say goodbye to a friend both dear and true but every time I start to write it seems the pain returns anew it's hard to lose someone so close i'm still in shock, you see though you are gone your smile lives on in Logan and Trinity how maya takes it i do not know she was so much more than your wife you'd been together since about 13 shes truely lost the love of her life to all of us you've left behind who will miss you every day the way God took you away from us was a wake-up call for those who play I hope that time will dull this pain that we'll all feel till the end just know, up there, your sorely missed Bubba, my fallen friend...

Christmas Salute Contest (closed)
Santa's Christmas Salute Contest She Just Wants To Be... The winner of the contest! Stop By and Rate her pic. Leave a sexy comment. Let Santa know she is the best! And deserves her Christmas wish! ************************************* Lovingly Pimped Out by: Carrie Please repost! Thank you!

I Have A Confession (too Long)
i posted my first blog entry nearly a year ago. it was all about how i was comfortable with my appearance and large girls should be confident enough to work with what they have, not let anyone hold them down, blah blah blah. well, i was a big, FAT poser. i said, "i know my pix look hot." nah. i know that if a girl shows some cleavage, a guy will notice. i did, however, teach myself how to trick good photos with lighting and angles. i had to - i've never been able to master photoshop. let people see candid photos? fuck no. i'm probably more insecure than i should be, even now. see, in the past year, i've lost 70 lbs - so far. but i still feel like the fat girl in the room; i still feel like if someone's looking at me, they're just judging me. i revealed some older photos from when i was even bigger than last year to rich the other day, then i looked at them and said, "god, i don't look like this person. it's fucking weird." actually, he very well may be the only person t

She Just Wants To Be Bling Auction (closed)
Do you need BLING? Well, here's your chance to win it! She Just Wants To Be is holding an auction. Come place a bid on Christmas blings! Click on the bling icon to make a bid Stocking Bling Leg Lamp Bling Dancing Snowman Bling Christmas Tree Bling Teddy Bear Bling Snowflake Bling

You Are Gone Now
I'm sorry. I'm sorry that we fought when we last spoke I didn't know I'd never speak to you again. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. I am sorry I couldn't have taken your place. It should have been me. It should have been me. You have everything to live for - you had...everything to live for. I am nothing. No one would have noticed and the world would have been better had I been able to take your place. I am sorry, my brother. My wrath and curses upon those who murdered you pour like waterfalls of venom from my lips. Yet no vengeance is there. Nothing will right the wrong. You are gone now. And I'm that much lonelier living a life I don't deserve.

Empty
Empty Cold and dark is the morning Bitter and fringed is the day The silence of the passing people On there journeys through out the day Dreaming of a conversations with warmth and love Is nothing more then a haze? Leaves me longing for consideration However, an empty home is I stay.

Texas Twister Has Auto 11s (closed)
Texas Twister is doing it again!!! Come and show her some massive love! And Level Up! She's an angel but deserves to be spanked really HARD!!! Ends at 10:20 am Fu-time (PST) ***************************************** Lovingly pimped out by Carrie

The Me
The me the sadness apon me... my temples are throbbing all the loudness of nothing, how it's crushing me down and then thru the stillness.. I begin to hear whispers And I can't block it out... such a god-awful sound something has happened and everything's different something is missing... has it been all along? just when i thought that it couldn't get better everything changed... now my everything's wrong this is the me that writes, when I'm not smiling this is the me that stays.... hidden within the me that I call on.. when I just can not take it the me that stands up when I've fallen again...

Leveling Reapers Resurrection (closed)
Reapers_Resurrection is on his way to FuKing... He needs your help to get there... 47K points stand in his way... Show this awesome dude some good Fubar LUV... Rate him... Fan him... Add him... Comment him... Bling him... He returns love too! ******************************** Lovingly Pimped Out by: Carrie Please repost Thank you!

Hello 2009...
Goddess_Luna aka LRTM Cancer Horoscopes (June 21 - Jul 22) Yesterday | Today | Tomorrow Thursday, Jan 1st, 2009 -- This first day of the new year tempts you to withdraw into a world of fantasy, for your thoughts can easily float into conceptual realms where you are not bound by reality. At the same time, you cannot get away from those close friends and family who keep bringing you back to the present moment, making it difficult for you to fully escape. Resign yourself to living in two worlds now by balancing your subjective inner life with the objective outer circumstances. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 2009 Love Forecast Optimism Leads to Opportunities by Jeff Jawer While the thump thump of the heart will never lose its lead role in the orchestra of love, a stronger supporting role than usual will be played the mind this year. That’s because Jupiter, the planet of optimism, is entering heady Aquarius in January where it will meet up with the Moon’s North Node on February

Untitled
untitled waking in cold sweats again ears still ringing from the scream I try to still my beating chest and convince myself it's just a dream Why does it keep me up at night why do i get such little peace how many times do I have to fall before my life will finally cease I'm tortured now, both night and day cause thru it all my heart is breaking i cannot stop this flow of tears and I cannot stop my hands from shaking what do I do... what do I feel theres nothing there, I'm numb inside i feel like I've been hollowed out all the hours I've just sat and cried I cry for my g-ma, I cry for my father I cry for the anger thats boiling deep down fist shook to the heavens for the turn my lifes taken and for letting me lose the true love that I'd found

Death Of An Innocent
To those who have ever chosen to drink and get behind the wheel of a car.... read this.... and maybe next time you will think before you do that...before you make the decision to take someone elses life into your hands. Death of an Innocent I went to a party, Mom, I remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, So I drank soda instead. I really felt proud inside, Mom, The way you said I would. I didn't drink and drive, Mom, Even though the others said I should. I know I did the right thing, Mom, I know you are always right. Now the party is finally ending, Mom, As everyone is driving out of sight. As I got into my car, Mom, I knew I'd get home in one piece. Because of the way you raised me, So responsible and sweet. I started to drive away, Mom, But as I pulled out into the road, The other car didn't see me, Mom, And hit me like a load. As I lay there on the pavement, Mom, I hear the policeman say, "The other guy is drunk," Mom, A

Henry Nouwen
'When we honestly ask which persons in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those, who instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not-knowing, not-curing, not-healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness...makes it clear that whatever happens in the external world, being present to each other is what really matters.'

A Simple Puzzle Of Life
Read this and find the answer to the question that is asked. Send me both the question and the answer you think you find in your reply to this. Be warned I enjoy learning about people’s minds. Please message me your answer and do not post. Posting would take the fun out of it for others. Besides, why give up for free what you worked for. A simple puzzle of life (Here is the answer what was the question} Powerful forces so strong that can push and pull at your very soul. A wanting for the untouchable, no material thing can ever replace. Strong feelings that can tear your heart open. Strange yet over whelming need to climb to the mountains top. Insatiably hunger that eating cannot stop. Over whelming desires that bend your mind making you ponder why. Not hearing the sounds that make you smile except in your mind. Soft winds gently lift you up high into the sky. Marveling at the things that tear you apart yet shed no blood. While finding yet a

Challenge :p
Okay so I was thinking, I read a mumm where a girl was wondering if she could get 100 crushes.. so I am interested to see if that would actually work without showing my bewbs :p Ready.. Set... Getz to crushin'! :p

Gfr 24
DJ Ground Zero @ Gods Forsaken Radio Ground Zero is the owner and creator of Gods Forsaken Radio. He has been influenced from a very early age, in everything heavy metal. From the age of 13 he remembers having at least 13 Iron Maiden cassette albums. Heavy metal has always been a source of expression and release for him. His top favorite bands are Tool, Slayer, Megadeth, Iron Maiden, and SlipKnot. The reason he likes being a DJ is to crack skulls open with metal and expand metal consciousness. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Ground Zero @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!!!!!!!

Good-bye 2008...
(( Now I can say Good-bye to 2008, a year that had a lot of ups and downs. Also I was still mourning a Death of my Ex's little Sister (that turned out to be my Life Soul Sister) up until July, when she asked me if there were hanging flower baskets in front of her's Apartment. When I answered 'yes'. She finally left our Earthly Plane or should I say her Spirit finally moved on? Speaking of my Ex in the beginning of July I discover my Ex was having an affair and using my Son to not tell me about it. My Son thought his Dad had the affair started in February but it really began the year before in 2007. As soon as she took him to an E.R., claiming he took 100 tablets of 10 milligrams of Valium (well that was a lie), in the E.R. they discovered that he was just drunk and they call the police. She would call and talk to my Son updating him about his Father but! As She claimed her love for Him (my Ex) she had already moved on with another man. I guess some women are not like me and othe

What Do You Support??
I Know Every Bad Girl Has Something They Support/ Care About.. An Illness They Or Someone They Know Has.. Or Anything Else Like The Military Or Against Drunk Driving Or Racism.. So Let Me Know If You Have A Ribbon Pic Or Any Other Type Of Pic And I Will Upload It Into A Folder ..So We Can Show Everyone What Sarge's Bad Girls Supports & Cares About

It Means Nothing
I have no idea who Jess is but, she took a song that was in my head, matched them up with some graphics and put them on utube for me to find.........Thanks Jess :-) She should know by now it's for her......... :-|

Hmm.
there is not and will never be a perfect world to many cogs turn its to easy for a tooth to be broken and spin it outa control but i will say that if u do ur best to show love to every one u meet and i am fully aware not every one is disserving but in the end shouldnt u feel better knowing that altho that person didnt show u love and u kept ur cool and loved them with all u had well dont u think u may feel better about ur self that light that may be blackend by smut by the hate diseas may just have grown a little brighter in both of ur hearts

If You're Looking For My Heart.. It's On My Sleeve
Alrighty.. so I'm at work, and extremely bored.. still hungover from the other night..lol go figure, only I could have a 3 day hangover :p Anywho.. with the New Year here it just gets me to thinking, what is 2009 really going to be like? Even when I was little I used to wonder how it would be in the future. Flying cars, robot maids, things like that.. I must admit, I am a little disappointed we still don't have those robot maids.. how cool would that be?? I know Im a dork :p Have a nice weekend all, be good.. but not too good

Whatsnew...
well I havent been on here in (forever..) I had Abby (my daughter) on july 30th 08.. My stupid bf went to jail for 2 months.. Im almost done with my nursing degree.. and have lost ALL my baby weight.. and am just living day to day.. thats about it.. life for me is simple..

Human Compassion
those who are imperfect shall not cast stones for one may come flying back hmm interesting thought but hmm perhaps nstead of the stone throw an arm around thine enemy and show him a little love perhaps that will be enough to win him over makeing an enemy a friend and giveing urself a little light something that may give u a few more days on the path of life when u are down do u not wish to be heard when u are heard dont u like hearing others it is a chain of life and keeps happiness alive i promise u if u show someone u dont know that u care well they will do the same for someone else and on some small level u will have bettered the world and if every one who reads this does it well we may have the over whelming numbers needed to better this place we all share

Hmmm Religon Cont.
next time u get a chance stop doing what ur doing and ask someone u dont know how they are and sincerly mean it perhaps it is what they need perhaps u will be there light in this darkness we call life and perhaps u will feel a little enlightend by there story

Pop His Auto 11 Cherry
AUTO 11’S ARE ON ~ COME LEVEL UP!!!! JON JON HAS AUTO 11’S ACTIVE!! COME HELP THIS GREAT MAN OUT AND LEVEL UP TOO!! **Jon Jon PROUDLY OWNED BY Ms. Sassy . - BFF AND LOVED BY Scarlett@ fubar AUTO 11’S ARE ON ~ COME LEVEL UP!!!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Ms.Sassy,Gary&BooBoo~Loved by JonJon@ fubar

Hmmm Religon
well upon doing a wee bit of research i have come to the realization that all religon is based on the same group of morals the only differnces truely is the smoke and mirrors that fills the pages and modern chriatanity has lost its way again perhaps people should forget the smoke and mirrors and realize that all the book is telling u is to be kind show compassion and try not to sleep with ur neighbors wife whilest he is at work so next time u are confronted by a have u found jesus ask them if they have after they are done with the rant ask them if they truely see the meaning in the book and give them a hug

Dj Ground Zero @ Gods Forsaken Radio
Ground Zero is the owner and creator of Gods Forsaken Radio. He has been influenced from a very early age, in everything heavy metal. From the age of 13 he remembers having at least 13 Iron Maiden cassette albums. Heavy metal has always been a source of expression and release for him. His top favorite bands are Tool, Slayer, Megadeth, Iron Maiden, and SlipKnot. The reason he likes being a DJ is to crack skulls open with metal and expand metal consciousness. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Ground Zero @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!!!!!!!

Christmas Candy
2 sticks Butter (Melted) 1/2 Lb. Graham Cracker Crumbs 1 Lb. Powdered sugar 1 large can coconut(more or less to taste) 1 Cup chopped nuts (I prefer pecans) 1/2 cup Peanut Butter 1 TBSP Vanilla extract Mix all ingredients together. Form into balls. set aside. In a double boiler, melt 1/2 cake parafin wax and 1 bag of chocolate chips. When chocolate and parafin is melted together, roll candy balls in chocolate and set on platter covered with wax paper. Enjoy!

About Nothing
Hi, just thought i write a blog again. not much to really write about. but seeing its the new year, thought i make my first blog for these new year, going around and rating on peoples photo's to help them and me level up . as i was thinking of what i wanted to write on here , i read alone the box's up top. that john travolta 16 year old son died, wow makes u wonder how short a time u get in these world, and how lucky and thankful u should be , when u do get to live a longer time in these world. If you have the chance to live to see 100, than there should never be anything to not be grautiful for. because life is a up and down situation, and to get to have had a chance to make it threw all of it is a blessing. lol wow, didn't think i fined something to write about. oh well, when u start to write you never know what comes into your brain. so , was just wanting to write a blog to past the time. till next time. happy new year people.

Getting To Know Me
1) Ppl think i am walking encyclopedia about Dallas sports teams just because I am a huge fan and keep up with them 2) Ppl thing i am a walking encyclopedia about Dallas radio just because I am friends with a FEW DJs 3) I get pickles just to drink the pickle juice 4) I still go see Santa and ask for that Evil Kneivel sky rocket wind up toy and van that I never got when I was a kid 5) I love to pamper ppl and make them happy 6) I love Hooters for the food not the scenery 7) I love lots of movies from The Crow to the Notebook

Auto-11's On
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Red Velvet Cake
2 1/2 Cups All-Purpose Flour 1 1/2 Cup Sugar 2 TBSP Cocoa 1 Tsp. Salt 1 Tsp. Baking Soda 2 Eggs 1/2 Cup Oil 1 Cup Buttermilk 2 Oz. Red Food Coloring (May use other colors) 1 Tsp. Vanilla Extract Place all dry ingredients in bowl. Blend eggs with fork. Add oil and blend again. Add this mixture to dry ingredients and mix with wire whisk until smooth. Blend in food coloring vanilla and buttermilk. Bake at 350 degrees for around 30 minutes. ICING 1/2 Stick Butter 8 Oz. Cream Cheese (Softened) 1 Lb. Powdered sugar 1/2 Tsp. Vanilla Extract Mix all ingredients with electric mixer until smooth. Spread over cooled cake.

The Wish...
I WISH I COULD HOLD YOU, WITHOUT YOU SAYING NO I WISH YOU SPEND ONE NIGHT, WITHOUT YOU HAVING TO GO I WISH I COULD MAKE LOVE TO YOU, TILL YOU PASS OUT ON THE SHEETS I WISH I COULD DO THIS, WITHOUT THAT DAMN ALARM GOING..BEEP BEEP BEEP I WISH WHEN I LOOK YOU INTO YOUR EYES, YOU SEE HOW I REALLY FEEL I WISH WE COULD SHARE ONE FEELING TOGETHER, THAT WE BOTH KNOW IS GENUINELY REAL I WISH WHILE RIDING FROM BEHIND YOU SCREAM MY NAME AS LOUD AS YOU CAN I WISH WHEN YOUR ON TOP, YOU MAKE ME SAY "OOO WEEE COT DAMN!! I WISH I COULD WIPE THE SWEAT OFF YOUR BROW, AND PAT YOU DOWN WITH A COOL RAG I WISH I COULD LET A LITTLE LIGHT IN, LET IT GRAZE YOU SILHOUETTE....LIKE DAG!!!! I WISH I COULD CONVERSATE WITH YOU, WITHOUT AN ATTITUDE, NO FUSS, NO FIGHT I WISH I COULD GIVE YOU THE WORLD...IF ONLY FOR ONE NIGHT I WISH I COULD TELL MY BOYS ABOUT HOW IM IN LOVE, AND THIS TIME IT'S REAL...YEAH N!@@A THAT'S WHAT'S UP I WISH I COULD LIVE MY LIFE WITH YOU,,WITHOUT IT B

What's In Store For 2009
Maybe your mother, possibly your sister, or girlfriend, or wife. Maybe it was your buddies mom or sister or grandmother or wife. Somewhere in just about everybody's life, someone has been affected by Breast Cancer. Either they are a survivor, or they succomed to this hideous disease. Uh... guys, pay attention here, it's not exclusive to just us women. Men can and do get diagnosed with breast cancer too! This is what we have to look forward to this year... * Approximately 200,000 women will be diagnosed with invasive breast cancer. * Approximately 50,000 women will die this year from breast cancer. * 1 in 8 women will get breast cancer in their lifetime. * EVERY 13 MINUTES A WOMAN DIES OF BREAST CANCER! (Here's a chilling thought, in the time it took me to write this, someone died of breast cancer) * 70% of all women with breast cancer are over 50. Breast cancer is the leading cause of cancer death in women between the ages of 15 and 54, and the second caus

4 Ttfn Contest (editing Process)
One of my friends is in an Auto 11 give away. For each comment you will receive 500fubux Feel Free to R/F/A and message him if you have any questions DJ TARZAN™; R/L BF TO HEAVENSTEARS@ fubar Click this pic to start commenting LET THE BOMBING BEGIN!!

Llama Levelers Team Pimpout!!
Miracle Monkey Chief of N.A.P Member of Club F.A.R Team Capt. Team Love@ fubar JoAnna"- Proud Member of the {{{Shadow Levelers}}}" & "Club Far"@ fubar ♥ Cherokee God Mama ♥ Founder Of N.A.P.♥Owner of Club F.A.R. *@ fubar Mascot Llama Levelers Home Page@ fubar Team Leader :::"JEWELS"::: * Club F.A.R. *Llama Levelers ~ LOVE New friends!@ fubar Pm Team Capt. sit_up_king *rate spanker* {{{SHADOW LEVELERS}}} *club F.A.R. *@ fubar Family List Michelle~R/L G/F of Miracle Monkey~Winterhawk~Native American Pride~Member of Llama Levelers@ fubar ♡♡♡onetruelovepjl&dal♡♡♡supportourtroops

Lost Soul Is 500k Away.
Lost Soul has AUTO 11s!!! Derrick is so close to becoming fubar's next Disciple. He is a really good friend and is never shy about returning the rates. His Auto-11s will be active until 7PM EST/4 PM fuTime. Thank you and have a great night. Lost Soul~Lost Levelers~Club United~ Rate Spankers~RR~ Fu Owned by Happily Taken & SinfulBrat@ fubar Brought to you by..... cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar and RedZ28@ fubar

Fat Sonny Shit Talker In My Shoutbox
It amuses me when strangers jump into my shoutbox to try and trash someone I know. As Always start at the bottom. ->♦Çáñädîåñ ...: fuck yourself and have a nice day ->♦Çáñädîåñ ...: well as much as this was amusing your now boring me ♦Çáñädîåñ ...: nah i rather go back to hell. i need to work on my tan a bit more. ty. ->♦Çáñädîåñ ...: oh cry me a fucking river ♦Çáñädîåñ ...: i rather fuck my self then u. lol ->♦Çáñädîåñ ...: do yourself a favor and go fuck yourself. i don't care if you like who my "clan" is or not. i didn't ask for you to speak to me at all. ♦Çáñädîåñ ...: someone that is way better then that fat bastard that takes ppl's kids pics and says shit on them ->♦Çáñädîåñ ...: he's an airhead? and what are you the fucking pope? ♦Çáñädîåñ ...: block me. ->♦Çáñädîåñ ...: i don't have to explain my reasoning to you. your opinion on the subject does not matter to me at all. if you don't like it then you can st

Ummm...
I've learned so much and even though I'm not all that old I've come to understand so much. There is a few questions that I can't seem to get answered though. For instance, is love really suppose to be so hard and painful? Because if so then that is the worlds biggest load of BS. Seriously, love is suppose to make the pain go away not cause it. God, life is so random, chaotic, insane, unstable, and frankly I don't like it that way. WHY CAN'T IT BE ORGANIZED? Sorry, my yelling moment is over with. Seriously though it's just growing to be old when curve balls keep coming at you and you're worn out from the hits you've taken before. Still though life goes on and we all must continue about it. Just remember, no matter how many times love has hurt you in the past it's not something to give up on.

Surving The Holidays
wowwww...i can't believe that it is the New Year already!! yikes! And i can't believe how hectic and busy things have been! Just even ordinary 'life stuff' has kept me so on the go, so wrapped up that i haven't even made it on here to keep up with you all in at least a couple months!! (some of you noticed...some of you probably still haven't noticed lol) The holidays went really well! Got to see all the family, everyone is holding their own, doing well. I'm officially an aunt now, have a new addition to the family..very cute! have made a couple trips back to NE to see her and the in-laws. can't wait til nice weather is here again..easier for travel, and funner time to get together :) My kids made out like bandits for Christmas. It's always fun to see their excitement when they get stuff they've been really wanting. I have a 3 year old and its been a lot of fun with all his excitement and enjoying all these new festivities :) It was funny to hear him each morning once the t

Investment Tips For 2009
Investment tips for 2009 For all of you with any money left, be aware of the next expected mergers so that you can get in on the ground floor and make some BIG bucks. Watch for these consolidations in 2009: 1) Hale Business Systems, Mary Kay Cosmetics, Fuller Brush, and W R. Grace Co. Will merge and become: Hale, Mary, Fuller, Grace. 2. PolygramRecords, Warner Bros., and ZestaCrackers join forces and become: Poly, Warner Cracker. 3. 3M will merge with Goodyear and become: MMMGood. 4. ZippoManufacturing, AudiMotors, Dofasco, and Dakota Mining will merge and become: ZipAudiDoDa 5. FedEx is expected to join its competitor, UPS, and become: FedUP. 6. Fairchild Electronics and Honeywell Computers will become: Fairwell Honeychild. 7. Grey Poupon and Docker Pants are expected to become: PouponPants. 8. Knotts Berry Farm and the National Organization of Women will become: Knott NOW! And finally... 9. Victoria 's Secret and Sm

Mich. Twins Born On Different Days, Months, Years
ROCHESTER, Mich. – They're twins, all right, despite what their spanking new birth certificates say. Tariq Griffin entered the world at 12:17 a.m. on New Year's Day at Crittenton Hospital in Rochester, Mich. Twin brother Tarrance was born a bit earlier — 26 minutes to be exact. That means the boys have the unique distinction of having been born on different days, months and years. Their dad, Tarrance Sr., is also a twin. The parents say the boys are doing well, which is their main concern.

Life Is A Struggle At Times
Sometimes it seems that no matter how much i try to get to a better place i seem to take 3 steps backwards rather than moving forward. all the obsticals seem to try to keep me down. The biggest thing on my mind these days is missin my dad and tryin to figure out how when and where to have my dads service. my step mom doesnt want to have a memorial service for my dad and my brother and i cant really afford one, shoot im having trouble commin up with rent money let alone money for a service. My uncle and I are trying to see what we can come up with. I miss my dad like crazy, especially with it being the holidays and all. See my dad passed away from Squamouis non small cell lung cancer on the 10th of december. I am sittin here today wishing that I had had more time with my dad, as i only had him in my life for 8 years. I met him for the first time when I was 15. I dont have many memories with him as we werent all that close. My dad may have said and done some really crazy things that

Please Repost My Bulletin
Put your hands up, this is a stick up! Give me all your fubucks and no one gets hurt! Please?! That's right, I want your fubucks pretty please. I really want to be an uber dork and try to get the spotlight. I am going for my birthday, March 31st. That may seem a long way away, but I'll need all the help I can get during the next three months. So hand 'em over folks! I promise I'll be very grateful and come up with some way to thank everyone that helps me. Just click the pic to go to my page to help or the fupal link to send monies directly to me. Thank you in advance! ♥Amy Amykins ♥@ fubar

John Travolta’s Teenage Son, Jett, Died In The Bahamas
NASSAU, Bahamas - John Travolta’s teenage son, Jett, died in the Bahamas after falling ill and hitting his head at his family’s vacation home, police said Friday. A house caretaker found Jett, 16, unconscious in a bathroom late Friday morning. He was taken by ambulance to a Freeport hospital, where he was pronounced dead, according to a statement from chief police superintendent Basil Rahming. The teenager had last been seen going into the bathroom on Thursday and had a history of seizures, according to the statement. Police said they are planning an autopsy to determine the cause of death. This is so sad =[!

Just For You!
#1. Complete the sequence: shirt, brae, pants, panties, ________ a) Yawn. b) shoes c) get undressed d) Fortitude. e) Violet. f) Strap on G) sex 2. If you had to live the rest of your life as a fruit, you would be a: a) Pomegranate. b) Banana c) cucumber d) cherry e) to hell with it the whole salad! c) Ugly fruit h) raisin 3. U can't stand the idea of eating: A: your self b) just her c) anything processed, cooked, stored, picked, or steamed. d) Alone. e) Toenails, unless they are marinated. f) being eaten In a group! 4. Take your number of dates this year times it buy six. Multiply it by the number of times you've brushed each other at the end of the date. Divide the sum by the total pieces of underwear you took off. The answer is: a) Less then satisfied b) Greater satisfaction needed c) just give my the smoke after d) Huh! e) Less then satisfied f) I don’t wear underwear! 5.if you gave it a nickname, it would be: a) Tiny. 0) Lumpy.

Pink Pussy Play
Were you Nice or Naughty this holiday season?? heh, nice is over-rated!! ;) Cum get naughty with me at www.kayleekurves.com!! New pics up!! New up close pussy play video!! Treat yourself this new year with something you know you'll love!! Just a reminder..... Go show me some luve in the freakdaddy titty contests! You'll definitely love the view with all these beautiful boobies hangin around!! Its free! Its easy! Competition is stiff! i'm not expecting to pull off a win, but its fun to join in and see support from you , my friends, fans, supporters! Can you get me to the top 10? top 5? hmm...let's see how much ya luv me! ;) (you'll have to copy and paste with no spaces..) www. freakdaddys. com/votefemale Do you Yahoo?? If you're a member of the group, BBWCurvyGirls, (as you should be if you love gorgeous ladies and an *active* group) There are new pic contests to vote in! Ladies, you can now get your entries in for February's CurvyGirl too

Auto 11s Are On Until 9:22 Am Central 01-03-09
Help me get closer to Prophet while leveling up or knocking off your points as well... Auto 11's are on until tomorrow morning. Please help me get down to atleast 4 million points please?

Reviens-moi
Ce soir il pleut dehors, dehors comme en dedans Oublie ce que je t’ai dit, c’est juste pour voir différemment Tu m’as donné un reve et je croyais tes lèvres Dehors il pleut, je crois qu’il faut se parler de toi et moi (Refrain) Oh Oh reviens-moi , éclaire mes yeux pour une fois Oh Oh reviens moi, comme une reine à son roi Si tu savais comment je me sens, mon cœur éclate comme un volcan Je suis perdue, viens me chercher, je peux te voir les yeux fermés Je sais mes silences te font souffrir, à quoi ca sert de se mentir Jusqu’à se perdre et se briser, donne moi encore l’éternité Refrain Je veux recoller mon corps sur ta moitié Avoir le vertige sans tomber Refrain

F***you
remember when we used to be friends remember when you used to give a damn? remember when you used to do what you can remember when you were an outcast to? remember when you took the chance and it fell through remember when you got fucked over through and through remember when you wern't such a tosser remember when you had some self repect remember when you threw it away remember when you went crawling back remember when we used to talk remember when you broke my heart remember when you fucked me over remember when you destroyed my friends i do, so fuck you

Dites-lui
Don louis Tenorio Je vous en prit écouter moi, Je viens parler de mon bourreau, De votre fils ce sellera, Je vous respecte vous savez Voyez ce qu’il a fait de moi Une maîtresse une poupée Ce qu’il promet il le tien pas Je vous en prit parler lui Dites-lui kil y a une fille qui pleure Qui a mal qui prit et qui meure Dites-lui de ce qu’il ma promis Lui qui ma épouser et trahis Vous connaissez bien ma famille Comment pourrais-je leur apprendre Je suis la putain de Séville Essayez de lui faire comprendre, Je vous en prit parlez lui Dites-lui qu’il y a une fille qui pleure Qui a mal qui prit et qui meure Dites-lui de ce qu’il m’a promis Lui qui ma épouser et trahis , Dites-lui je retourne au couvent Que je le maudit en l’attendant Dites-lui…je l’aime… Dites-lui qu’il y a une fille qui pleure Qui a mal qui prit et qui meure Dites-lui de ce kil ma promis Lui qui ma épouser et trahis Dites-lui je retourne au co

Seulement L'amour
Toi, mon tendre amour Ma seule lumière Ma seule raison De rester sur terre La douce prison Où je peux me plaire Toi, mon tendre amour Mon seul univers Le temps qui court Ne peut rien défaire Je veux toujours Être ta prisonnière {Refrain:} Seulement l'amour Pour qu'il guide nos pas Seulement l'amour Pour le temps qu'il voudra Je veux tout faire, si tu restes avec moi Même l'enfer ne me brûlera pas Toi, ma raison d'être De tout abandonner Mon envie de renaître Pour apprendre à t'aimer Tout le temps qu'il me reste Je veux te le donner Toi, ma raison de vivre De tout abandonner Mon envie de te suivre Pour apprendre à t'aimer Tout le temps qu'il me reste Je veux te le donner Seulement l'amour Pour qu'il guide nos pas Seulement l'amour Pour le temps qu'il voudra Je veux tout faire, si tu restes avec moi Même l'enfer ne me brûlera pas Seulement l'amour Jusqu'au bout de nos vies Qu'il nous emmène Pour ne pas qu'on l'oubli Que par amour on do

Plz Pray For My Baby To Be Ok!
Well everything with my pregnancy has been going ok besides that i have been having contractions constantly. I went into preterm labor at 31 weeks and 4 days and i was in the hospital for 3 days before they finally got it stopped and then after that i broke my foot falling down the stairs at my house but the pregnancy has been ok. well yesterday and lastnight i was feeling bad hard contractions but the baby wasnt moving and usually she is very very active so i got worried and decided to go to the hospital. When i got there the nurse came in and hooked me up to the monitor and shes like well shes got a good heart rate and im like ummm do you not hear that? and shes like hmmmm yeah that does sound a bit strange but shes got a good rate so you should be ok. I kept insisting it sounded weird so she got her charge nurse to come in and listen. The charge nurse was like well im not even gonna lie to you... your baby has an irregular heartbeat. It could mean a number of things. So then the fi

Come Check Out Kidd Rock New Lounge
KIDD HAS DONE IT !! HE HAS OPEN HIS OWN LOUNGE ITS TOTALLY NSFW !! JOIN THE FUN ! CLICK PIC TO ENTER THIS PIMP OUT WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: DJ KIDD ROCK@ fubar (repost of original by 'DJ KIDD ROCK' on '2009-01-02 16:27:11')

Comedie Musicale Don Juan - Deux à Aimer
When 2 women love the same man at the same time *sighs* Lui il est tout ce que je veux Tout ce qu'il y a en moi Qui se porte comme un voeu Comme une profession de foi S'il n'y avait pas de dieu C'est lui qui serait ma croix Lui il a mis dans mon regard La lumiere qu'il n'y avait pas Il est devenu mon art Et mon artiste à la fois Je ne pourais plus avoir Aucun autre homme dans mes bras (Bis) Quand on est deux à aimer Le même homme la même année Le même jour la même seconde Quand on est deux à l'aimer Comme s'il était le dernier Comme s'il etait seul au monde Lui quand il a posé sur moi Et son regard et ses doigts Avait-il compris déjà Que c'était la première fois Que je sentais sur mon corps Le diable que je veux encore Lui savait qu'il arriverait Comme le jour après la nuit Comme ce rêve que l'on fait Et que jamais on n'oublie Je savais qu'il serait là Quand j'aurais besoin de lui (bis) Quand on est deux à aimer Le même homme la même an

Group Congrats!!
In the past few weeks The following HideAway Members of Leveled in the HideAway... I just wanted to do a GROUP CONGRATULATIONS: Dreamz to GodMomma: ~DreamZ*Co-Mananger of HideAway, ~@ fubar Sleepy to Godfather: sleepy3883 terminator @ hideaway@ fubar Tigger to Godfather: TiggerDaThief @ fubar Hossy to Godfather: BadCBX aka Hoss© @ fubar Davey to Godfather : Sexy Davey @ fubar

Don Juan - Changer
Changer, Après avoir reçu l'amour comme un cadeau Après avoir touché ce qu'il y a de plus beau Pour lui j'ai changé Changer, Après avoir touché le satin de sa peau Après avoir scié le dernier des barreaux Pour elle j'ai changé Changer pour que l'amour arrive Changer pour que la passion nous délivre Pour qu'un jour notre histoire soit écrite dans les livres, Changer... Changer pour que l'amour s'étende Des forêts de Shanghai à l'Irlande Pour qu'il y ait que l'amour quand il faudra se rendre, Changer ... Changer, Pour pouvoir dire un jour dire que je l'ai trouvé Le parfum de l'amour et je l'ai gardé Pour lui j'ai changé Changer, Quand on est devenu le dernier des hommes Pour s'être cru le roi quand on n'est personne Pour elle j'ai changé Changer pour que l'amour arrive Changer pour que la passion nous délivre Pour qu'un jour notre histoire soit écrite dans les livres, Changer... Changer pour que l'amour s'étende Des forêts de Shanghai à l'Irlande Pour

Auto's Game
AUTO 11‘s!!! SATURDAY @ 6 pm eastern time! MAKE SURE YOU SAVE YOUR 11'S & RATES FOR MY AUTO 11‘s ON SATURDAY! I will have 1 special folder marked "Timed" in my pics. RULES: 1) You must private message me AFTER you finish the timed ablum of 500 pictures. Failure to do so will forfeit your fubucks! 2) Rates will be verified. If private messages are being sent too quickly... which usually means there's cheating going on, you will forfeit your fubucks! 3) All MUST be done during MY auto 11‘s. 4) Winners will be posted in a blog by Wed night. 5) Fubucks will be awarded by Wed night. Awarded Fu-Bucks posted on the album.

It's A Strange World
In Lebanon , men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense.) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* In Bahrain , a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. (Do they look different reversed?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers. The sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. (A brick?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. (Much worse than 'going blind!') *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time. Reason: Under Guam law

Crazy Summer
This has been the craziest year I have ever had. On may 19th I was hurt at work. Went to the hospital on may 23rd. because of a head ache that just wouldn't go away. this was trip number 1 for that day. They couldn't find anything wrong so they gave me a couple of shots and sent me home. About 2 hours later the headache was back so I went back. This time they decided to run some more tests. ct scans turned up nothing, Then it was a spinal tap. Let me tell you that was fun. lol. Well they found blood in the spinal fluid. For those that don't know it isn't supposed to be there. I was admitted to the icu for the next 3 days and then to a normal room where they ran even more invasive tests. after four days they hadn't found out what was causeing the blood so the dr. ordered a mri. Turns out there were three tumors in my spinal cord that I didn't know about. Well a week later I went in for the 1st of 2 surgeries. the first one went ok I was a little scared I will admit. this first one the

Another Tummy Update
Well I had to go for a CT scan on Wed. Funnnnn.....not. Well I called the doc today to see what the scan came up with. Well Dr. Fuckfuck wasn't there, but the nurse told me the results. It turns out that the scan came up w/nothin...go figure. Then the nurse told me that they suggest I go to a Gyno and get a pelvic xray. WHAT THE HELL FOR????????? What the hell could my pelvic have to do with my Xiphoid??? Can anyone tell me that? Sooooo I called around for like 4 hours today to GI's, up to 50 miles away. 90% of them wont see me because I don't have a primary physician; 7% wont do 2nd opinions and the 3%....which was 1 doc that would do a second opinion told me that they wouldn't be able to see me til Feb. I can't deal with this bullshit anymore. Isn't there something that the dumbass fuckfuck can do? There has to be. Dr. fuckfuck told me to get a second opinion, which mean's he has no clue what the hell he's talkin bout. He need's to retire or somethin. lmao Sorry ya'll, just pissed. O

Real Or Fake....you Tell Me! Xoxo
So, I made a mumm today regarding the status of another fu that it's rumored is "fake". I didn't accuse her of being fake, a scripter or a cheater. That is the opinion of others. I simply commented on the pathetic status. Then, I hear it's rumored I am fake as well. Are you serious? REALLY! If there's anyone that believes I am fake I challenge them to read my blogs, go thru my stash, analyze every detail of my pics and CHECK REFERENCES! For those that are too lazy...you can refer to this bulletin/blog! Ready... I currently have 2 verified salutes! I had more...but deleted a grip of my pictures and only kept one at the time that I spent a lot of time on. My pastel drawing of Pebbles. Exhibit A I posted another recently while mocking a fake on this site and her lack of salutes! Exhibit B I've even made self promotion videos as well as video salutes for friends... Exhibits C... D... and E...

Auto's On!!! Plz Help???
Show Cin Dragon Love On Her Auto & Help Her to Prophet ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦PegasusProject♦FuAngel♦I.B.I.C♦@ fubar ~ Thanks Y'All ~ ~~ Bulletin Comes Brought To You By .. ~~** Goofball **~~@ fubar

Mighty Or Selfish
This is the true joy in life--being used for a purpose recognized by yourself as a might one; being thoroughly worn out before you are thrown on the scrap heap; being a force of nature instead of a feverish selfish little clod of ailments and grievances, complaining that the world will not devote itself to making you happy. - George Bernard Shaw

Already There
I'm already there, don't make a sound. I'm the beat in your heart, I'm the moonlight shining down. I'm the whisper in the wind & I'll be there til the end. Can you feel the love we share? Oh...I'm already there.

Show My New Owner Some Love!
=== 'Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess*Chief of Operations 2nd alarm hotties*Daddy's levelers*Abbys G/F' wrote the following at '2009-01-02 14:28:14'.. This bulletin goes out to my new fu-owner Skye. Skye@ fubar Please stop by and show this hot guy some fu-love. This bulletin brought to you by: IrIsH PaRaDiSe~SKYE'S LITTLE ANGEL~(2nd Alarm Hotties & Southern Sex Symbols member)@ fubar

Show My Girls Some Love Saturday ..auto 11's @ 9 Am Futime
Two of my girls are having Auto 11's running Saturday, Jan 3, starting at 12 noon EST/9 AM Fu-Time. These girls both have bunch of pictures and a few of them are EZRates too. So go show them some major loving! They are both trying to Godfather. Juniper -- 344k to go )O( Juniper )O( Member of ☆ Fubar's Finest Levelers! ☆@ fubar Saer -- 2.5 million to go *Saer*The Pegasus Project@ fubar This bully made with love by.... Carebear ~The Pegasus Project~ *T&H destroyers*@ fubar

Taste So Hot
STILL DIGESTING YOU IN MY THOUGHTS TO ACKNOWLEGE THE CURRENT FLOW OF YOUR SMILE THAT DRAWS ME IN LIKE ONE FISHING ON A SUNDAY MORNING WANTING TO FIND RELIEF IN YOUR SYMPTOMS WITH THE VICKS ON MY TONGUE : TO MAKE YOU SPRUNG TO OPEN YOU UP TO TURN YOU OUT MAKE YOU PLAY HOP SCOTCH INSIDE MY MOUTH UNTIL I EMPTIED YOU OUT' AS YOU JUMP CURSE AND SHOUT AS YOU DIRECT ME AND SHOW ME THE ROUTE AFTERALL IT TASTES SO HOT I WANNA SHOW YOU WHAT I THINK YOU GOT WHEN I TOUCH THE G SPOT MAKE YOU BEG ME NOT TO STOP AS YOU REACH DOWN AND FEEL MY ROCK THEN I UNLOCK AND UNLEASH UNTIL YOU FALL ASLEEP AND YOU ARE FINALLY AT PEACE micheck12isthisthingon?Copyright2009

New Year And New Year
well its a new year and i have set a goal for myself. I wanted to lose at least 100lbs by the end of the year. Also I want to change my life around. I want to break out my shyness. Ive change my attitude around. For the last 2 1/2 years I have change my image. Seems alot of people get mistaken by the way I look. Im a rocker damnit lol not a gothic. Im still gonna be a juggalette and I wont change for anyone. The only person that changes is myself. Seems like ive been told that im a weirdo...why is that? im not really weird at all. Owell...back to my new self...I will try to be an outgoing person and I really do need to work on my confidence cause I have none whats so ever. couple things i need to quit is smoking and drinking but i doubt that wont happen...never told anyone this is that i started drinking and smoking at 13 years old...can ya believe that??? well thats about it.. peace

Sheet Music
the SCORE the rain pours us a drink as I sit down for the perfect dinner THE DEPTHS OF A sensual evening detour signs warned me lustful intoxication scorned me but I chose my own path driving wreckless talking out my feelings yearning anticipation to get there to expose right there to make it last wax on wax off DAMN your skin is so soft erotic symposium THE ENTITY had focus divulge a discovery that was impecable kissing you on one cheek then the other one harmony rode shotgun as you bend infront of me my instrument plays a rhapsody continuously following your notes I read the melody of the song you provided the sheet music for me to use it as I remove your thong determined to make it last all night long sliding to the side forming meaning like a play rehearsed letting go of fear the lines reveal a sign inside you thighs holds th

Please Take Some Time To A/f/r He Will Return The Love
imikimi - Customize Your World! ~Bratt~ has her first new owner for the New Year. Come check out WASTNTIME and A/F/R and show him lots of love and tell him ~Bratt~ sent ya:)YOU WILL BE GLAD YOU DID! HE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR

Thanks To Those That Helped Me Godmother!
Do You Know This~*~Bad Girl~*~?Well You Should!She just GODMOTHERED FINALLY! VAMP MORTICIA~Wifey of SIRJP~LaLa's Girl~Sultry's Mistrs~STRYKER'S LVR~Pu$$yCat Playmate@ fubar These are the people that helped me out when we got really close! THANKS FOR ALL THE BOMBING! STRYKER¹™~Fubar Bouncer~@ fubar Thanks to my sexy fu-lover STRYKER the Bouncer for the Auto 11 in the first place! Dj €äЯŋąġƷ(AOD)LieutenantGeneral( GM@ reds rage)@ fubar Thanks to the SEXY DJ Carnage for sitting with me on cam all day keeping me company and rating ALL MY PICS! AND! Getting people to come to my page! Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar Sarge is ALWAYS there to help me out! Thanks for the pic you made me! Sgt. Raider A.K.A The Sarge(Ecuadorian Goddess' FuHubby

Lady Vievie's Auction
Want to own a piece of Lizzie-kins?? ALSO YOU MUST ADD/RATE/FAN the HOSTEST !!!! Please keep RATING and BIDDING on me!!!! Going on now until January 9th! If you drop more rates, then closer I'll be. Also, BID on me!!!! I’ll buy you a drink every other day (whenever I’m online basically) and I’ll rate all pics and stashes during HH! If I get a Bling Pack, I'll make sure to bling you! IF I get a VIP I’ll rate you 11s!!! Also the person with the highest bid, will get to fu-own me! How easy is that??? Fu-Owned in my name for a month Rate all pics during HH One SWF Salute/Shout Out Everyday I log on there will be a 2-3 drink minimum if not already drunk Add as a top friend get my Yahoo s/n If VIP everything else the same except with 11s. If bling pack is bought, then will also bling. **will add to family for one month if VIP & Bling pack** Sounds like a plan right? click below :) Brought to you by: ~*~LadyVievie ~*~ R/L Wife to Army-Beast ~*~Bi

Valentine Auction
ok so i joined this Valentine auction. you must rate, fan and add the hostess so you can go and bid on me. she's a sweetheart and will rate and fan and rate your pics back if you rate hers. here's the link to my pic kisses to you all that atleast go and rate the pic. oh and she has auto 11s on. happy bidding!

Just Cuz
I haven't had the pleasure to post any SB convos since I've come back. So here you go!! ->Chris01: well good luck with that, then Chris01: u never know the world is small when u travel all over it ->Chris01: I doubt it..but its sweet you want to meet me Chris01: MIGHT RUN INTO U ONE DAY HOPEFULLY ->Chris01: ok? Chris01: DONT WORRIE BISH IM GONNA REMEBER UR FREKIN FUGLY FACE ->Chris01: thank you its nice you think of me as #1 Chris01: HELP U OUT Chris01: well ill rATE ALL OF THEM 1 ->Chris01: you know I still get the same amount of points for a 1 as a 10 right? ->Chris01: I dont care if you suck cock or want his cock or not..I just dont get why you'd post a mumm like that--its just the net Chris01: yeaa sorry about that i took that offf ->Chris01: oh..most of the shit that comes out of my mouth is 99% bullshit..I said it cuz it was comment approval Chris01: u said something about me suckin another mans cock which i would never dooo did u mean that ->Chris01: which?

Been Brought To My Attn.
'*Trisha*- Queen Living My Life {Owner Of Sweet Temptation EVERYONE PLEASE REPORT HER PAGE AS WELL SO IT GETS DELETED THANX was brought to my attn some chic was using my pics but she has me blocked completley from her page go figure and Im tryn to find out what pics etc.. and get her to take them down.. I was told of at least 3 sfar. Me layn down in my chair in my Black n Pink Bikini with a white tshirt layn on me, Me by a Red car,The one of me holdn the kiwi and my purse sayn Shhh, the Hieniken pic where Im faded.. those are the ones Ive been told of so far.. I was just told she is aware ppl are ceckn into her now she is lookn at my stuff. I want this taken care of. She has a friend too using pics of me or of me and some friends claimn to be a friend. Leave her comments on her page under all my pics letn her know we are onto her etc. Thanx luvs. Ur all wonderful.. Trisha Nicole Jones (Douglas) is her real nme http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1982063 sleep one

Damn!
We got hit again with yet another round of friggin snow..... Just went out back to smoke (and yes I am living at my mom's) and their metal shed roof collapsed... I am sooooooooooooooo ready for warm weather there is to much damn snow.

Smiling Down On Me
The first time i heard this song it really touched me b/c of all the ppl i have lost in my life. it had me thinking what i have been doing to my body, mind, and everyone else that loves/cares for me. every single yr in the month of December i torture my self, not in the way of the word torture it self. i have never cut my self and shyts like that. i mean i go into a deep depression were i don't feel like eating for like 3 days straight. then when i do eat i eat maybe a sandwich and i go back to the 3 day straight of not eating. but hearing this song it made me really realize that my lost ones r looking down on me and looking after me and they don't want me to do what i'm doing to my self at all. cause they loved me when they were here on earth and they would rather see me happy in my life. i know in time i will be with them all once again, but that time isn't right now and i have to live my life to the fullest. they would want me to be happy and live my life one day at time.

Math Problems
This comes from 2 math teachers with a combined total of 70 > yrs. experience. > Here is a little something someone sent me that is > indisputable mathematical logic. It also made me Laugh Out > Loud. > > This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like > this: > > What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? > Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more > than 100% ? We have all been to those meetings where someone > wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What > makes up 100% in life? > Here's a little mathematical formula that might help > you answer these questions: > > If: > A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z > > is represented as: > 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 > 24 25 26. > > Then: > > H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K > 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% > > > and > > > K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E > 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% > > But , > A-T-T-I-T-U-

Life
So, it's a new year and I still don't have it all figured out so here's my list of wonders I'm gonna get answered this year: 1. Why do you men fall for the women who throw themselves at you? Cam shows/naked pics/Racy convo's really get far with you men and then you all fall in love with these fake ass women! 2. What's wrong with having a decent conversation with a woman? 3. Why do men feel the need to control women? Most on here seem to like that ish, but it seems like men can't handle a strong minded woman anymore. 4. What's with the "have to have many girlfriends/a wife and a girlfriend" bit? 5. Is life and friendship/relationships a one way street nowadays? 6. Why do women degrade themselves to get attention and then continue to get hurt when men treat them as whores cuz they acting like whores? I'm sure I will have many more throughout the year, so stand by!

Your Bank Account.....
YOUR BANK ACCOUNT ....something we should all remember. A 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably combed and shaved perfectly, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready. As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window. 'I love it,' he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. 'Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait.' 'That doesn't have anything to do with it,' he replied. 'Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged

A New Hope
Well it's the new year. Loves found and loves lost. Hopefully a new start will set me straight. Maybe it's my year for better things to start happening. To start off I hope I can find a lasting love or maybe spend some time to work on myself. Whatever the outcome, I hope it's good on either end. How was every ones holidays by the way. I hope everyone had fun with friends and family. I know I did... well besides New Years, kinda sucked cause no one hung out with me so I slept early. Oh well.

To Whom Ever It May Concern
ok i just have to get this off my chest... im sorry for everything ive done in the past to make ppl hate me on here or where ever, but they where one sided friends and ppl like that i dont need in my life, so if ur one of them im sorry ur that way, but it a new year and ive learned from my mistakes and im movin on and not lookin back at all!! so to all the ppl that use to be my socalled friends, i hope u have a good life for urself. and to my new friends, ty for being there when i needed u guys.. oh and to my sis missy and my bro rob..................... I LUV u guys and tysm for all u guys done for me and for openin my eyes. ur in my family for life !! i guess that all i have to say have a good 1 gothy

Happy New Year To All!!!
My Goals Go to the Gym more often. Help more people in pain. Learn Latin (The key to understanding where our words come from; what the priests are saying; what the doctor's words mean truly mean; what scientists are saying) Keep in better contact with my friends, family and those I care about. If you got any goals for the new year feel free to tell me(, or blog about them). (Goals are more likely to happen if you write about them.) May you feel a little bit better after reading this.

Judgements
When someone seeks themselves they will try to make excuses for their actions or words to try to make it better, when all they need to do is let it go and run it's course. The feelings are many and in all directions they will blame all but themselves. Not all is one's fault except what one believes to be true. Time is short, live your life as you see fit. Love hard, but not so hard as you become paranoid by everything and everyone. You make yourself a target if you open your mind to hate, distrust, or sadness. The hardest sound in the world to hear is the sound of one's own heart breaking, most times you will find we break our own hearts with the pain we make to be true.I need time to help my mind to learn and have yet to understand or how this is suppose to work. When we make mistakes in our lives some let it go and move on and then there are some that just can't do that our of Fear, I have fear but i am still trying to figure out of what....Is it that I'm afraid i can't do it on my o

Want Custom Graphic Or A Gif?
Looking for custom Graphics or animated Gifs? Look no further.Simple Graphics 25-40K Fu BucksComplex Graphics75-250K Fu BucksAnimated GifsSimple25-40K Fu BucksComplex75K-100K Fu BucksEverything is negotiable, if interested click below to send me a PM. Also currently offering package deals for Bling Packs. Pimpout brought to you byDJ(RET) Army Medic~Will make GIF's or custom Graphics for fubucks....@ fubar

Someone Must Really Hate Me
One of the pipes to the water filtration system in my house has sprung a leak, my dog has lost the use of her hind legs, and I have a headache today that will not go away. Yeah, Happy F**king New Year!!!!

Admiring The Moment
Sadly, I had to spend Christmas and the New Years alone. As a result I've been trollin' Fubar and trying to find a lounge that I fit in with. Having a hard time with it as my humor is 10% stupid, 10% corny, 20% funny, and 60% adult. Language is free, but few lounges has made me feel welcome. Maybe I'm not interacting enough and fading into the background, but it seems like you have to be apart of the group already to be apart of the group (hopefully that makes sense). Anyway, the past few days I've seen breasts, sex, drinking, and more. It's been a great way to welcome the new year, and I can't seem to get enough of it. Guess I'm a typical guy in that sense. What's strange now, is that I'm looking at them with a new eye. Rather than see women in a objectified light, I find myself admiring them and their bodies. The shape of the curves, the softness of their breasts, their tone bodies and silky skin. Mostly I admire their courage to show their beauty and sexual appetite.

Auto 11's
I have Auto 11's Activated Tuesday January 6th at 12noon EST til Wednesday 12 Noon EST.. I'm trying to hit my ultimate Fubar Goal of Disciple. Bonus:I will be giving out Fubux for Pic Rates 10K per 100 pics rated. OMG He has Auto 11's Again!!! He's going for Disciple 1.3 Million to Disciple !!! This Pimpout brought to you by ☮Kevin☮

Convo Between The Genius Who Replaced Me N My Ex
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A Great Lounges To Cheat At And Meet New People
come by and try this new lounge out for us here please and thanks ,it's call the ride the lightning.and plas we hireing staff people to help us out as so and thanks,have a great day

Its Hard To Say Sorry But I Am Going To Try
I would like to give my humblest and deepest apologies for the penguins. I hope you can all find it in your hearts to in time forgive me and accept me into the fold once again. I have removed all evidence of this horrible indescretion and hope we may never speak of it again 8-P seriously Thanks a lot Misfit I had fun !! and thanks to everyone who busted a finger during my I am now a dirty fu point whore day GROUP HUG !!

01.02.09 - Jim Croce - I Got A Name (666 Views And Counting)
SONG VERSION BELOW I Got a Name - Jim Croce LYRICS BELOW Like the pine trees linin' the windin' road I've got a name, I've got a name Like the singin' bird and the croakin' toad I've got a name, I've got a name And I carry it with me like my daddy did But I'm livin' the dream that he kept hid Movin' me down the highway Rollin' me down the highway Movin' ahead so life won't pass me by Like the north wind whistlin' down the sky I've got a song, I've got a song Like the whippoorwill and the baby's cry I've got a song, I've got a song And I carry it with me and I sing it loud If it gets me nowhere, I'll go there proud Movin' me down the highway Rollin' me down the highway Movin' ahead so life won't pass me by And I'm gonna go there free Like the fool I am and I'll always be I've got a dream, I've got a dream They can change their minds but they can't change me I've got a dream, I've got a dream Oh, I know I could share it if you want me to If yo

Nbn Bully, Num3
ROCKING THE FU! sunday, Sunday, SUNDAY ... at 6 p.m. Fu-Time Naughty by Nature will be hosting a Happy Hour! She's got her Auto 11's turned on .... (Monday TOO, BTW!! DAYUM, You'll level on her alone !!) And she's gonna shake things up a bit ... ya know, make it more interesting! hmmm .....

Hi Friends :)
Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsHappy New Year to "Everyone"Well the holidays are now over "but" I'm still celebrating and I am celebrating "BIG" I just wanted you all to know that I am hosting "2" Happy Hours , yes 2 lol, I am will turning a whopping "51" Januarty 5th. So starting Sunday Jan 4th I will active auto 11's at 6am and will be running them thru Tuesday 6am. I will have some new folders to rate for the auto's and some new pics of me that I will open up during my 2 different Happy Hours.I have over 2000 pics to rate, so there are tons of points for YOU and Me. Thanks so much for celebrating with me.It's always fun to see old "friends and making new ones along the way. Thanks again your friend always, "Diamond Deb"

For........someone!!
To The Moon and Back… She's taking her time making up the reasons To justify all the hurt inside Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one They're saying, "Mama never loved her much." And, "Daddy never keeps in touch. That's why she shies away from human affection." But somewhere in a private place She packs her bag for outer space And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come And she'll say to him, She's saying, "I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be, if you'll be my Baby. I've got a ticket for a world where we belong So would you be my baby?" She can't remember a time when she felt needed. If love was red then she was colour blind. All her friends, they've been tried for treason And crimes that were never defined. She's saying "Love is like a barren place And reaching out for human faith is like a journey I just don't have a map for." So baby's gonna tak

And The War Is On!
That's right Come check it Out! So I'm in this Auction, and it's been a long time, lol! So come get the bid on and you could own me for a month with lots of advantages! So click and go see what I have to offer!

Grrrrrrrrrrr
Suspect arrested after dog is shot, beheaded STANFORDVILLE, N.Y. (WABC) -- The owner of the dog claims the animal was gentle, but the suspect's family paints a different picture. Humphrey, a Great Dane, was shot, killed and beheaded in a garage. Stanley Jablonka, 50, has been charged with the shooting. His brother is under investigation for then decapitating the dog with an ax, claiming he thought that was necessary for a rabies test. The suspect's family says the concern was that Humphrey was acting aggressively because it had rabies. Tracy Sturgess of Woodstock says she was staying at Jablonka's Stanfordville home when her Great Dane Humphry was killed sometime between Saturday night and early Sunday. The dog was kept chained in the garage. Police said Humphrey was not threatening. The dog was disabled, they said. [Police in Video State Humphrey was blind and deaf] The SPCA is testing the animal's remains to see if was indeed rabid, but experts point out aggression is n

Drink Me.
I think I caught some damn fool's flu. And I know just the damn fool. Like it matters. That's not why I've brought you all here today. And its not to kill superman. ... this time. No, I've gathered you all here because every fucking thing hurts, and I really don't care. See, I was thinking about this while I was looking at the faces in my parent's 1/2 bath door. The wood grain looks like a thousand tormented mortals trapped, pressed, and sliced sandwich meat thin in some sort of frozen window into hell, I thought gee there's a poem right there. But really, I can't write anything worth a shit til I get paid, get fucked, and get coffee. I know. I'm being quite a prat about the whole issue, but really, I'm just not in any mood for spiritualism, feigning sophistication and all the other bullocks that falls out of my head when I'm actually inspired. It can't be helped. I have a fulltime job, and a notime lover. Madness really. And what about my innevitable trek into grad

Everything Is Possible If You Believe.
Your Daily Motivation – Everything Is Possible If You Believe. Friday January 2, 2009 EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE IF YOU BELIEVE. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- There are no real barriers to your success. You must simply overcome any doubts you have about your ability. Your self image prescribes the limits for your accomplishments. It prescribes the area of what is possible for you. Don't be afraid of living. Believe that life is worth living and you will create that fact around you. If you see yourself as prosperous, you will be. If you see yourself as broke, that is exactly what you will be. You will never succeed until you believe in your own mind that you can succeed. You can be who you want to be. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Free Webinar => How to Thrive in the Down Economy Free Webinar => Weathering The Coming Financial Storm Free Webinar => Beauty To Die For? =

Auto-11's!
Show Cin Dragon Love On Her Auto & Help Her to Prophet ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦PegasusProject♦FuAngel♦I.B.I.C♦@ fubar ~ Thanks Y'All ~ ~~ Bulletin Comes Brought To You By .. ~~** Goofball **~~@ fubar

Ensign: Eight Maids-a-milking
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 2 January 2009 The title of today's message has been used as a code for the beatitudes -- the blessings Jesus gives in Matthew 5:3-11 at the opening of what we've come to call the Sermon on the Mount. Some statements made by World War II general Omar Bradley comes to my mind: "The world has achieved brilliance without conscience. Ours is a world of nuclear giants and ethical infants. We have grasped the principles of the atom and we have rejected the Sermon on the Mount." Without sounding too bitter, I could say that's become our world over the last few years. Perhaps especially this year. The poor in spirit, they that mourn, the meek, they which do hunger and thirst for righteousness, the merciful, the pure in heart,

Myspace Conversation Ive Had That Make Me Laugh
MySpace is the reason I make fun of people What is below is some of the conversations I have had to deal with since I put this page up, the real screen names are edited WARNING ADULT LANGUAGE BELOW UNEDITED.. BigBuffGuy: I think your hot Me: So do I BigBuffGuy: you think im hot too???? Me: no i think your confused with my orientation, i think im hot BigBuffGuy: your not that hot asshole Me: really? my mom says im super hot and all the women love me she will be thrilled that men do to. BigBuffGuy: eat shit bye Me: I will miss you ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ SuperVixen: Why wont you add me as a freind sexy? Me: because your myspace is a sex site link SuperVixen: Oh thats just for work silly I want to get to know you Me: really wow well here comes my credit card numbers and my PIN and please charge me an ungodly amount because im just that dumb. SuperVixen: Your really rude and you probably

Darkness
the dankness the darkness won't leave me alone the devils and demons tearing my soul the ghosts and the ghouls refusing to go oblivion and solitude i'm growing so cold living and breathing take it from me i'm ready to go god's have forsaken i'm finally alone suffer so greatly is what i am told love is for angels not for me, i'm so old the demons are dwelling and rearing to go they sharpen thier fangs the sharpen thier claws ready to shred my only living cause my honor is failing my morals obsolete the demons are plotting my unholy relief my pain and my torture my death and demise i'm ready to except them with arms open wide i beg then come swiftly and torture me slow rip out my entrails and drain my blood slow tear out my eyes look at my soul shred all my flesh pull it so slow smile all the while calling me worthless saying i'm damned saying this all while twisting my head feeling the snap of my brittle bones while they lick the blood flowing free from my nose i'm

Juniper And Saer
We both will be running Auto 11's tomorrow 1/3/09...Both of us are trying to Godmother...Come by and show both of us some luv!!! *Saer*The Pegasus Project@ fubar )O( Juniper )O( Member of ☆ Fubar's Finest Levelers! ☆@ fubar

Husband
He is getting better and better with each day. He drove last night for the first time at night and he did pretty good. He drives like an old man now. But he will his reassurance back with time and some more experience. He goes back to his speech therapist on Tuesday I think and he will be getting more work with is speech and words. It is fun to see how he is progressing with each of therapy sessions for he gets better and better with each one. I tell you what, Wii is the best physical therapy ever. We got the Wii Fit for Christmas and he is on that thing every day working with it. He is getting better and better with it and it is so challenging for him. He especially is getting to this yoga and balance games on the Wii. It is going to be great year in 2009.

An Innermost Desire...
Wanting to hold you Caress you Kiss you Fondle you Take care of you Suck you Lick you Plunge deep within you Bring you to throes of passion Orgasmic delight for you Cumming, cumming again Wanting you to feel good Wanting you to be satisfied Enjoy being with you And having you feel wonderful And loved 'Nuff said

Yahoo, Intel Have High Hopes For Internet Tv
By Stephen Shankland (CNET) -- Yahoo and Intel built their success upon widespread use of personal computers, but the two companies hope products to be shown at next week's Consumer Electronics Show will mark the beginning of their Internet-fueled expansion to the world of TV as well. Yahoo and Intel hope next week's CES show will mark the beginning of their expansion to the world of TV. The two companies have attracted several significant manufacturing and content allies in the attempt to bring new smarts and interactivity to a part of the electronics world that has remained a more passive part of people's digital lives. Intel and Yahoo showed off Net-enabled TV prototypes in August, but the companies' technology will be presented in more finished form at the electronics show within products by Samsung, Toshiba, and a number of new partners that have signed on since the debut. What exactly are they trying to achieve? For Yahoo, it's establishment of the Widget Cha

Need Help With A Baby Boy Name
I am having trouble trying to find a good baby boy name right now and i keep on comming up with notthing right now and that really sucks cuz the baby is almost here in a few months so if anyone have can help i will check back here later and thank you all

Pork Slops
Another recipe Pork slops: A hybrid of the holiday green bean casserole, rice and pork chops Feeds: An assload if you make too much rice to accomodate a large family size can of soup, if it is all you have! Ingredients: One cup dry rice [we used brown] - cooked One can cream of mushroom soup [generic works fine for under a dollar] One can green beans [I used French cut] Shake and Bake two pack Oregeno and Basil to sprinkle on after coating Six to eight medium to thick cut boneless pork chops While rice is cooking, preheat oven to 400f. DICE pork chops about an inch cube size Shake them in the bag with the Shake N Bake to coat Spread into glass baking pan in single layer Sprinkle with spices Put into the hot oven for about 25 minutes Rice should be finished by the half way to done point Stir in green beans and soup [AND NO WATER] with rice Check pork. If it has a crunchy edge and is white in the middle it is done! If it needs a few m

Its A New Beginning
happy new year everyone vacation is over going back to school soon ma babies i will be offline studying again for my school i enjoyed being here for this short i still need to finish my homework this homework i had to read over holidays i hope yo guys enjoy me being here it was only a short time but i am serious with school this online is time consuming be back time to time when homework not weighting my shoulders hope i find yo all well Maligayang Pasko ng Manigong Bagong Taon

Re: Show Update
Well, we are only 1 more day away from the top of the year show. Episode 80. Hard to believe its been that many, and still so many people just do not know about the show. If you would like to hear older shows, the podbean feed is on my profile to play any show. Take advantage of it, as we try some new things and keep some old... See ya tomorrow!!

Bwauh
Didn't know you wanted to see pictures of kids so bad, but hey, if you really want, give me 5 HH's and a year long VIP and you've got access. === 'jakez' wrote the following at '2009-01-01 12:09:55'.. > > how do i earn a peek at your priv collection

Just Wanted To Say I Am Back!!!!!
Hello all. I really dont think anyone reads this blog. But in the hopes that some of the friends that I have made on here in the past read this, I just wanted to say I am back. So to get you all caught up. I had a great computer two years ago. Then I let a friend of mine move in. He accidently knocked it off the desk and the mother board broke. Oh well live and learn. Between getting laid off and my friend not haveing a job at the time. Well...it took awhile to get a nother computer. I did, but it was cheap and slow and would freeze up on Fubar, myspace, etc...I could hardly check my w-mail. So I just havent been on line in almost a year. And that SUCKS!!!!! I miss Fubar and all of my friends here. So please hit me back after reading this. OK? Last year was a rough year. Good job, but it didnt pay as much as the last job. There was cut backs in my budget but no bailout. LOL.....So Now I have a better computer. I was married and am now getting a divorced. I will be moving

It Comes In Small Grains.
Happiness is like manna; it is to be gathered and enjoyed every day. --Tryon Edwards Life is like a winding path surrounded by flowers, butterflies, and delicious fruit, but many of us spend much of life looking for happiness around the next corner. We do not bend to enjoy the happiness, which is ours for the taking just at our feet. In our desire to reach the "pot of gold," the complete and lasting happiness we all want to fill our lives, we ignore anything which doesn't seem worthy of such a large ambition, or which can't give us the whole thing all at once. Happiness is all around us, but it often comes in small grains. When we gather it grain by grain, we soon have a basketful.

Starting A New Auction
Dark Is Having an Auction and needs a few more people in , Want in? CLICK THE PIC AND SEND HIM A PRIVATE MESSAGE INCLUDE YOUR PIC AND WHAT YOUR OFFERING (repost of original by 'Angel sassiebabe ~Owned by FoxiToxi~WILL PAY FU FOR BLING PACK PM ME ~' on '2009-04-02 16:52:42')

Death In Family
The family member we have been attending too passed on January 1 2009. After a short battle at the end she has been laid to rest and has gone home to be with her late husband and her God. For those who have sent me prayers and good wishes thanks so much. I will be away for a while but will check in when I can. See everyone in a few days.

I Miss You
As alot of you know who have been at my myspace page, my father passed away this past Tuesday, December 30th. I cant express to you the emptiness that I feel. Not only because my father has passed but also because now I have no parents left. My mother passed away on May 16, 1983 at the very young age of 59. I was only 22 and that was very hard on me because my mother and I were just becoming close and developing a special bond. My father was born on September 3, 1920 in a small town in Pennsylvania. He quit school in the 8th grade as most children did at that time to be able to work and help out at home. In July of 1942 he was drafted into the Army and sent off to war. He recieved an honorable discharge on September 11, 1945. My mother and father were married on September 21, 1946 and had three children. Jo Ellen, George and myself. My father loved to hunt and fish and when i was very young he would take me on long walks to pick berries for my mom or acorns for the sq

What A Dream
Hah, so this morning I awaken to the memory of my dreams last night and they were pretty wild. I dreamed that I was hired to be Tony Stark's (Ironman) assistant. I have no clue where this came from, seeing as I haven't watched the movie in like a month. The funny part about it is the dream takes place in a restaurant, staffed by people I knew when I was growing up. One of my dad's friends was the waiter, and I saw several teachers from high school as well. So he hires me, we are in his expensive car (the seats were upholstered like one of those expensive armchairs) and he gives me some very expensive wine to share with him. I pour his glass, and then pour mine and spill it all over the car. The seats are white, the wine is amber, stain city! I, of course, freak out, try to clean it, promise to get it up, and buy him another bottle. He laughs and says I wouldn't be able to afford it. We go back to the restaurant and I sit down to eat with some of my friends from high school. I

Pimp By Xmasbaby To Level
H Heart Inspector, Our Lovely Spotlight, has only 867k to go to Disciple! Her Autos are ON. So spank her up! She loves it! I did til my hand hurts! Heart Inspector ♥ Autos ON ♥@ fubar Stolen with Love from: Tappinit (repost of original by '♥ Xmasbaby73 ♥owned once again by the amazing Tappinit' on '2009-01-01 20:04:33') (repost of original by 'Heart Inspector ♥ Autos ON ♥' on '2009-01-01 20:11:17') (repost of original by '♥ Xmasbaby73 ♥owned once again by the amazing Tappinit' on '2009-01-01 20:54:55')

O'rly?
Bannable offense, doth she make, propagating hate? Sunshine l...: Bull shit! Popeye is a sailor, fucking hodgy sandnigger ->Sunshine l...: no, your display name. It attracts cock mongors, because the name POPEYE, is a direct phallic reference Sunshine l...: really, maybe in your country ->Sunshine l...: because the name has a penis reference. Sunshine loves Popeye@ fubar

Let Me Sleep Longer
I woke up this morning after a night of having no dreams that I could remember. I opened my eyes to see your face just inches from mine. Your head was resting on my extended arm. I had no idea how I got here. I was not in my own bed. I could not remember anything of the night before. Your eyes were closed. Peacefulness radiated with a glow from your face. All I could see was from your neck up. I assume the sheets covered the rest of your body as I didn't look down. I lay there several minutes admiring you and absorbing your glow as I tried to remember what events could have lead to this awakening pleasure. Just as I was thinking about getting up and letting you sleep your eyes fluttered slightly and slowly opened. You simply looked into my eyes then a smile seemed to rise on your lips like the sun coming up. The warmth of your look filled my body and softened my soul. I reached up and gently traced your face with my finger tips. Pushing back your hair from the sides of your cheeks

01.02.09 - Mott The Hoople - All The Young Dudes (first Song Of The Year)
SONG VERSION BELOW All The Young Dudes - Mott The Hoople LYRICS BELOW Well Billy rapped all night about his suicide How he kick it in the head when he was twenty-five Speed jive don't want to stay alive When you're twenty-five And Wendy's stealing clothes from marks and sparks And Freddy's got spots from ripping off the stars from his face Funky little boat race Television man is crazy saying we're juvenile deliquent wrecks Oh man I need TV when I got T Rex I'm a dude man All the young dudes (Hey dudes) Carry the news (Where are ya) Boogaloo dudes (Stand up Come on) Carry the news All the young dudes (I want to hear you) Carry the news (I want to see you) Boogaloo dudes (And I want to talk to you all of you) Carry the news Now Lucy looks sweet cause he dresses like a queen But he can kick like a mule it's a real mean team But we can love oh yes we can love And my brother's back at home with his Beatles and his Stones We never got it off on

Ticking People Off
i CAME ACROSS THIS ON STUMBLEUPON (AWESOME SITE BTW CHECK IT OUT) AND I HAD TO SHARE.... HOW TO TICK PEOPLE OFF 1. Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 99 copies. 2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors." 3. Specify that your drive-through order is "TO-GO." 4. If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. 5. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. 6. Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up." 7. Reply to everything someone says with "that's what you think." 8. Practice making fax and modem noises. 9. Highlight irrelevant information in scientific papers and "cc" them to your boss. 10. Make beeping noises when a large person backs up. 11. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophesy." 12. Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over y

Poetry
Alone in this cold, dark world Falling...Falling...still Falling It wont stop I cant see Darkness... only darkness Freezing, freezing cold My heart slowly beating My eyes starting to get heavy All I hear is my shallow breath fading away quickly I cant hear anything... Did my heart stop? Have I stopped breathing? No.. cant be true... Wait... I see something... Is that light? Hey thats me.. yes my 16th birthday..my first car hahaha.. my first drag of a cigarette. I remember that.. My 21st Bday, what a great night I had Oh yes... my first broken heart. What ever happened to him? My wedding day...Im so happy...so in love... The most exciting day of my life My baby boy... Oh look his first Birthday.. he made such a mess! Aww his first day of school...and his first crush Oh NO!! Wait!! I want to see what happens next... I dont want to be alone in the dark... I cant feel a thing My whole life before me and now its gone... Falling faster now... Darker and dark

Team Abunza
Team AbunzaLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowWhen you join there are a few different packages you can choose Abunza Pro and Abunza Lite. The Lite membership costs less, you get less products in your digital store and you earn less when you sign people up. Abunza Pro is the most popular membership however you can start on the Abunza Lite membership and upgrade later.The Abunza pay plan utilizes a two tier payment system that puts money straight into your account. The two-tier compensation plan encourages teamwork as when you make a sale your sponsor benefits as well.Sales of digital products are done using the shopping cart in your digital store. You receive 100% profit from sales through your digital stores. You also have free access to download any of products including the travel rewards.Offering travel in addition to software is a great idea as most people love to travel.Abunza also provides marketing websites (gateway pages) English and Spanish as well as a series of professio

It's On In Da Chill Lounge
It's the Weekend!!!! come on in the Chill lounge tonight everybody!!! drinks will be on the house all night long for the first weekend of the new year!!!! And if you like the joint plz feel free to join. enjoy the first friday of the year everyone!!!!

Promoters Needed Asap!
Calling all Promoters!! Dolphin and Unicorn Lounge http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63948 are in major need of help in growing. We've got our music all set up now so it's time to rock n roll in getting members in here. If you're interested in being part of our staff as a Promoter please let proudnavywife (Jen) or myself know ASAP. This is a New Year and I can't wait to see this lounge packed 24/7 with the best rock n peps in fubar land! Sincerely, Kristi Co-Owner.

New Me
OK I AM BACK HAPPY WITH MY LIFE ONCE MORE YES I WAS A MOODY AND FEELING SORRY FOR FOR MYSELF BUT IT WAS POINT LESS FOR I PUSH PEOPLE AWAY AND HURT ALOT OF PEOPLE BUT NO MORE I AM NOT GOING TO BE A SADO NO MORE I KNOW I CAN DO IT FOR LIFE IS SHORT AND WHO KNOWS WHAT IN FOR ME THIS YEAR I MAY FIND SOMEONE THANK YOU

Abunza Top Team
Abunza Top TeamLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowAbunza, like other business opportunities, have what is called a call center or Dream Team in both languages that will call everyone for you in a timely manner. If you want you can call these people, it is just an option to have the team call your prospects for you. If you make a wholesale sale then you make $947 on tier1 and only $250 on tier2 which is your team's downline. So where do you think the remaining funds go from that $1197 sale. One guess and I am sure you are correct. If you end up getting a heavy hitter that sponsors a hundred people then you can only make $25000, unlike some of their competitors.In conclusion Abunza has some great products that they can offer to the Latino and English speaking people around the world, which is a plus. If you are looking for a 2 tier program that pays on 2 levels then this may be for you. The only thing that I can say about Abunza is if you get that heavy hitter and he/she makes 100 sa

**new** The Hot Spot - Hiring All New Staff
GRAND OPENING - NEW - THE HOT SPOT! HIRING ALL STAFF POSITIONS - BARTENDERS - SECURITY - GREETERS - PROMOTERS. ONLY SERIOUS NEED APPLY! BE ONE OF THE FIRST NEW MEMBERS!! - MUSIC - FUN - THE HOT SPOT TO BE!

New Year And Stuff
I don't, as a rule, do resolutions, as it makes a mockery of self-improvement to only want to do it one day a year, but for the record, this year I want to... 1. Lose like a shitload of weight and stop being fat 2. Kick the smoking back into touch, and get back to full non-smoking status 3. Learn the ukulele 4. Write that book at last 5. Finally watch/listen to/read all that stuff in my house I bought and never got round to 6. Spend more time with my family 7. Spend less money on things I don't need

Looking Into Shibari.
Shibari (しばり, Shibari?) is a Japanese word that literally means "to tie" or "to bind". It is used in Japan to describe the artful use of twine to tie objects or packages. Kinbaku (緊縛, Kinbaku?) is the word for "bondage" or Kinbaku-bi which means "beautiful bondage". Kinbaku (also Sokubaku) is a Japanese style of sexual bondage or BDSM which involves tying up the bottom using simple yet visually intricate patterns, usually with several pieces of thin rope usually hemp or jute (generally 6 mm or 8 mm in diameter). The word Shibari came into common use in the west at some point in the 1990s to describe the bondage art Kinbaku. This seems really interesting to me, as seeing as my evil twin shad some new light on it..told me a bit aboot it and now I think I will want to get into it. That is one of the final goals. I'm totally new to this so start from the bottom up so to speak. Learning to do knots correctly would be nice, A start with basic knots, le

Smut Has Auto's
I HAVE AUTO'S ON...AND TRYING TO LEVEL SO COME ON BY AND RATE ME LIKE YOU HAVE NEVER RATED BEFORE ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED IF YOU ASK ME FOR IT I AM 19,899,527 TO ORACLE I KNOW I CAN GET CLOSER MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~ Owned by Sexy Baby Blue Eyes~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~@ fubar I AM ALSO PAYING FOR RATES 10K PER 100 OR 350K FOR ALL MY PICS PM ME {NOT SHOUT BOX} WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED THANK YOU ALL IN ADVANCE FOR THE FULOVE

Miracles Of Understanding One Another Through Love
Love takes time .It needs a history of giving, receiving, laughing and crying... Love never promises instant gratification, only ultimate fulfilliment. love means believing in someone , in something. it supposes a willingness to struggle, to work , to suffer , and rejoice. Satisfaction and ultimate fulfillment are by-products of dedicated love. That belong only to those who can reach beyound themselfs: to whom giving is more imporant then receiving. Love is doing everythingyou can to help others build whatever dreans they have . Love involes much careful and active listening. Its doing whatever needs to be done , and saving whatever will promote the others happiness, security and well-being. Sometimes, love hurts. Love is on a constant journey to what others say and to what others need. It must be attentive, caring and open , both to what other say and to what others cannot say... Love says no with empathy and great compassion. Love is firm , but when needed it must be t

Num3 Poem
Love used to be at the back of my mind. Dead and lifeless like the sun with no shine. Then you came along and showed me love is beautiful. You brought me to life, so strong and spiritual. When I think of you, the world just leaves. From my mind and from my dreams. I see someone that is caring and full of heart. Someone daring, someone special, someone to share my heart. I made this poem only for you. To think of me when you're feeling blue. I Love You!

Nother Poem
I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice, And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring, To my life everyday, I love you today, As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever, With all of my heart.

My Poem It Sucks
I would give all I have to have you with me, To see tomorrow with you, To touch and hold the one thing dear to me, I would climb the highest mountains, I would swim the widest oceans, Closed my eyes and be blinded by your love, Trusting in you to lead my way, I would give all I had for you, To love you and be loved in return, To adore you, and be adored in return, I would give my all to be with you, To make the memories of yesterday forever, To see me and you in the future. Come whatever, I would give all I have for you, Lay down my life for you, To sacrifice my soul for your pardon, I would give all I have for you, Be it to travel to the ends of the earth, To catch the falling stars out of the skies above, I would give all, To hear you say the words I so needed to hear, The word that would heal my broken heart, The words that means all the world to me, To hear you say "I love You", And look into your eyes knowing you meant it, For I would give all I have in l

Two More
Delete old gfs numbers and pix... it's been over, so why torture myself with the past? And that said, stop torturing myself about the past and don't let anyone torture me with it. i live with myself enough everyday and i have a memory too.

This Is Serious Or Resolutions
at the first of the year i was gonna quit fubar... why? because of some personal issues i had with someone on here that i feel really bad about. i was being an asshole. i guess that will start it off. 1. Don't be an asshole to people that are really nice to you just because you have issues. that said, i will be keeping an evolutionary log. good times, bad times, you know i've had my share. like things i want to do like... 2. Publish my first book in 11 years. 3. Finish my online classes for Adobe and go back to school to become a teacher. 4. Finish rebuilding my sites. 5. New better paying job. 6. Get my own place. Roommates are cool, but I miss my own stuff. 7. Participate in more community based events. 8. Quit smoking(once I finish the last two cigarettes) 9. Limit my drinking because it costs too damn much to be one of the boys and i'm incapable of getting anything important done. 10. Get another car that I'm not getting repaired every month. 11. Learn french.

Help Me Out
I have recently gotten a lot of attention doing Salutes for people, and I have fun with it. Well in an attempt to raise the fubucks to get a spotlight I am offering NSFW Salutes or pics. These can be bought in a matter of different ways, and because this is America and I can do whatever I want, and prices will be based on how I feel that day and will be negotiable based on the quality and type of picture. Shout or message me to arrange that. In the pic you can request I do a number of different things all to be discussed later. Meaning, I can be nude, holding a sign, wearing random things, whatever. This can go for SFW salutes as well at a much lower price. This is a business deal and will expect payment before product, and I have satisfied customers already if you need someone to vouch. Also, tell your friends. I am an equal opportunity Saluter. Hope to hear from ya.

The Captain's New Hobby Reposted
(Note: This guy has fallen into the hands of a Pirate Queen....May God have mercy upon his soul. Any misspellings, grammatically incorrect phrases in my response are specifically designed to confuse, and confound the Enemy. They are MOST intentional. ) Dear Dr. Dukue Anni: I am so pleased to make your acquaintance and to receive this letter from you. I am Captain Bloodie Men Strual and I am in the service of the Queen as privateer of Her Majesty's Navy. In that capacity, we are often in the position of having to locate and find survivors of plane crashes, and very often, we do not find any. For example, we have been sailing around the Bermuda Triangle lately trying to find the remains of John Kennedy, the son of the late (always late) American President Black Jack Kennedy. His plane crashed off the coast of Martha's Friggin Vinyard, and so for the last several months, we have been searching for the bodies and the wreckage. I'm certain you can understand my frustration, and s

The Rules.
these rules are passed down thru the net and ear and mouth of anyone who has ever served. THANK A POLITICAN FOR YOUR TAXES, THANK A VET FOR YOUR FREEDOMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Recoiless rifles...aren't. Suppressive fire.....won't. Friendly fire.....isn't. Automatic weapons....aren't. Incoming fire has right-of-way. If the enemy is in range, so are you. When in doubt, empty the magazine. A sucking chest wound is nature's way of telling you it's time to slow down. Never draw fire, it irritates everyone around you. Anything you do can get you shot...including doing nothing. Make it tough enough for the enemy to get in and you won't be able to get out. Never share a foxhole with anyone braver than yourself. Professionals are predictable, amateurs are dangerous. The easy way is always mined. Try to look unimportant, they may be low on ammo. No battle plan ever survives contact with the enemy. If you're short of everything but the enemy, you're in a combat zone.

I Need Some Good Software To Record Music
I am wanting to record some songs, but I am unsure about what software would be the best for me. I'm not very educated when it comes to recording software for music and such. I can learn easily. I just want some software that I can do vocals on from an mp3. Is there anything out that will let me play the mp3 I have of an existing song and let me record lyrics over it as it's playing? If anyone could help me out I'd appreciate it so much. Anthony

Love And Hate
Your love your hate this must be fate. I can't controll you have my soul. You make these wounds deep and now only hate will seep. You brought this out in me should have known we weren't ment to be. My hate so strong now I'll make you suffer make you bow. I tear at you now with all my blades I won't let you get away. For all this shit you will pay. Love And Hate. Written 11:21 01/01/09

Returning To The Desert...
Very often, the best time for growth is when we are truly alone, even if it is not always comfortable or what we would wish. A peaceful Christmas alone, is better than one filled with people and their often very selfish agendas. Several times during this holiday, I had to leave the house and walk into the desert just to remember another desert, very far away, where a young couple was fleeing a brutal king named Herod. People would come outside and find me staring off into the cold night and wonder what was “wrong” with me. “Nothing at all. Everything is right” I said. And I would be able to rejoin the party. For a little while. Until I had to go back outside into the “silent night” again. I am coming to really appreciate this desert I live in, for many spiritual reasons. I have a new tenant who is from Argentina and just lately immigrated. He was a horse trainer, as in “master horseman” from there, and he is taking a job with the state of Nevada to hand-tame and train the

Abunza Elite Team
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Please Read
I promised not to be sappy/mushy in my public Happy New Year blog but I won’t make that same promise for this one. Also this is a long blog but I can’t help that. I also want to add if you’re not directly mentioned in here that does NOT mean you aren’t someone I value knowing and being a friend of. The people listed here are just ones that some are really best friends of mine or people who have really impacted me. Some of them are a huge reason of why I know a lot of other friends and people who I care for and love knowing. I wish I had the time to list everyone and say something about each and every one of you, but that would take so much time. If you’re not on here and still want to know what I would say about knowing you, just let me know and I’ll tell you. Also the ones below that I do mention are in no certain order. Just kind of went with the flow. Wait, I take that back. The first person I’m gonna mention is because if I hadn’t interacted with that person I might not k

Shadow Levelers And Twilight Levelers
I WANT TO SEND A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO TWO WONDERFUL GROUPS OF PEOPLE!!! THEY DESERVE SO MUCH LOVE BECAUSE THEY HAVE PROVEN THAT THEY LOVE TO HELP PEOPLE!! BOTH OF THESE GROUPS: THE SHADOW LEVELERS THE TWILIGHT LEVELERS HAVE SHOWN ME SUCH GENEROSITY AND KINDNESS!! SO TO BOTH OF YOU AMAZING LEVELING FAMILIES, I AM HONORED TO SAY THAT I KNOW YOU ALL AND THAT YOU FELT I WAS WORTHY OF SUCH SUPPORT!!! TY ALL SO SO MUCH!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!! CHEERS!! LETS CELEBRATE EVERYONE!!! I HAVE AUTOS AND IM A DISCIPLE!! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼ Owned by 7up aka Lil One@ fubar

Black & White Auction Open!!! Bid On These Fu's!!!
Black & White Auction Black & White Auction Fu's!!!!! Rules * No Drama Will be Tolerated. These rules do not have an Exception!!!! Auto 11's or Cherry Bomb for most rates!!! ~☠~. Bad Kitty .~☠~ Fu-Daughter & Fu-Owned by Flanman ☠ Mistress to °°«MîñX@ fubar

Eagles - Best Of My Love
Every night I'm lying in bed holding you close in my dreams thinking about all the things that we said and coming apart at the seams We try to talk it over but the words come out too rough I know you were trying to give me the best of your love Beautiful faces and loud, empty places Look at the way that we live Wasting our time on cheap talk and wine Left us so little to give That same old crowd was like a cold, dark cloud That we could never rise above But here in my heart, I give you the best of my love Woah-oh-oh-ohhhhh Sweet Darlin' You get the best of my love I'm going back in time and it's a sweet dream It was a quiet night and I would be alright if I could go on sleeping But every morning I wake up and worry 'What's gonna happen today' You see it your way and I see it mine But we both see it slipping away You know we always had each other, Baby I guess that wasn't enough Ohhh-ooo-ohh But here in my heart, I give you the best of my love Woah-oh-o

My Star - A Beginning
I sit out here, miles from everything, and I thank my stars for being where I am … and who I am. There’s adequate turmoil in the populated world. I’m glad it hasn’t found my little neck of the woods yet. Of course, I didn’t always live out here next to Great Spirit. A short time ago, I was part of the rat race I dislike so much. But now? Well, there’s just me, my dog, my snug cabin, and a view back to the previous century. As I sit on my willow rocker, strumming an old acoustic guitar, I wait for night to fall so I can watch my special star rise into the clean and clear sky. This particular special star became mine only a few days ago. Before that, it was just an ordinary star, one of several trillion flickering in the great darkness that surrounds my place after the sun leaves us for the day. One night, it just seemed to flicker a little brighter; kind of winked at me; and we’ve been on the same plain ever since. Why this star picked me out of all the good citizens on ea

Let's Start
9:42pm So these last few months have had their ups and downs. I told myself that it doesn't have to be a 'new year' for me to set things right. One of the goals I achieved was when I went to school. I was so happy when the semester ended. I finally finished two finals. Two different subjects, one was English (which I got a B) and the other was Macro-economics (which I got an A). I know most would think boring right? I didn't exactly like the English class, but I am good at it. I don't mean just talking/speaking or whatever. I am talking about writing up term papers and research papers and argumentative papers. Well they're called arguments but it's the same damn thing. The holidays were a bit of a let down but then again I don't really have too many friends to count on. The few I do aren't really in Los Angeles for the time being. It's ok though b/c I could always make and meet new friends right? =) I also told myself that I would stop pushing people away. I

Dear Creeper
Go fuck a cow, you creepy whore. Creepers annoy me. Especially when they keep creeping time and time again. I think they should shove their noses in a pencil sharpener instead. ESPECIALLY creepers with profiles like this one: No one wants your fat, saggy pussy. This has been the blog of an annoyed erik.md ...who's not usually this bitter.

Ugh! Here I Am Again........
HERE I SIT YET AGAIN....WRITING DOWN WORDS THAT WILL MAKE NO SENSE TO ANYONE BUT ME. WHY IS IT PEOPLE ARE BLIND TO WHATS RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEM? HOW IS IT WE MISS IT? ITS RIGHT THERE YET SO FAR AWAY. TAKE TWO PAST LOVERS.....THEY HAVE SPLIT YET THINK ABOUT EACH OTHER ALL THE TIME. UNABLE TO ADMIT IT TO THEMSELVES THAT MAYBE, JUST MAYBE THEY ARE MENT TO BE TOGETHER. YET THEY TRY THEIR HARDEST TO FORGET. STILL THE MEMORIES HAUNT THEM, OF WHAT THEY HAD. AND THEY WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO MOVE ON UNTIL THEY HAVE SAID THEIR PEACE TO EACH OTHER. YET HOW DO THEY DO THIS, WHEN ITS ONE SIDED? ONE UNABLE TO MOVE ON, ONE WHO SAYS THEY DID YET KNOWS THEY ARE DENYING THEMSELVES THE TRUTH. NOW TWO NEW LOVES. MET HAVE CONNECTED ON LEVELS BEYOND THEIR CONTROL, YET MILES APART UNABLE TO FULL FILL THEIR OBVIOUS DESTINY. FATE HAS A FUNNY WAY OF PLAYING GAMES ON US. SHE IN MY EYES IS EVIL. TESTING OUR BOUNDRIES, OUR ABILITIES, OUR PASSION, OUR HEARTS. YET SHE BRINGS US TOGETHER SO MANY MILES APART. HO

Abunza Success Mentors
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Isle Of Lonely
No longer loved, I was cast adrift in the middle of my years To float about aimlessly and wash ashore in this desolate place, A forgotten and deserted isle in midst of the Sea of Human Tears,Where I wander about without the warmth of a shared embrace. Castaway, my soundless footsteps now walk the sandy seaside, With wide eyes searching the bleak and empty horizon before me While paying no attention to the rising and lowering of the tide. Around this solitary and obscure place, the deserted Isle of Lonely, Frantically waving to the nothingness and lighting signal fires, I busy myself with everything I can do to be rescued from here, But daily, the loneliness increases, as do my unmet desires. As I cry to selfish winds and an uncaring sky, blue and clear. From time to time, a boat for two drifts fairly close to my shore, But then, I clearly see a man and a woman upon the deck, And sadly sigh and know there is no room for one more. So here I stay stranded all alone to impati

Kills Me Inside
the days go by when i don't think about you, at sometimes it makes me crazy wondering what u are doing if u are ok. I hope we get our chance to met for that i would know what it feels like to be happy. I could see u look at me and tell if u truly care instead of guessing if its for real, maybe i am dumb for feel so scared for i don't want the hurt. Yeah i know we all get hurt at times but this am sure would hurt the most for i have fallen for u. i have cried about it i wont lie but not know how u feel kills me inside but i just want to be happy know how u truly care

Destroyed
The night fades into the light of day, And here I lay. My mind turns over a million things, And still it seems, I cant take back the all the pain. And Im to blame. I never thought that I would need, Someone to breathe. But without you I cant take a breath. Theres nothing left. An empty shell of who I used to be. Now this is me. Alone and hollow without your arms around me. And the silence is deafening. No whispered words of I love you. Since we are through. No sweet kisses and passionate stares. Theres nothing there. I sit and pray that it was all in my head. But now Im dead. No person hides behind these eyes. Shes lost inside. Living now with perpetual pain. Not me again. How I wish I could take it all away. Every single day. And now youre gone and Im all alone. Always on my own. At night I dream of one more night. To make it right. I cant go on living this way. Its so insane. I dont want to wake. I want to go to sleep forever and see your face. Never

God Must Have Spent A Little More Time On You
Can this be true? Tell me, can this be real? How can I put into words what I feel? My life was complete I thought I was whole Why do I feel like I'm losing control? I never thought that love could feel like this and you've changed my world with just one kiss. How can it be that right here with me there's an angel? It's a miracle... Your love is like a river Peaceful and deep Your soul is like a secret That I never could keep When I look into your eyes I know that it's true God must have spent... A little more time On you... (A little more time, yes he did baby) In all of creation All things great and small You are the one that surpasses them all More precious than Any diamond or pearl They broke the mold When you came in this world And I'm trying hard to figure out Just how I ever did without The warmth of your smile The heart of a child That's deep inside Leaves me purified Your love is like a river Peaceful and deep (and deep) Your soul is li

Auto As***
Now to most of you all that read my blogs you know I don't pull no BS with you and will rate ya!! This thougfh is a list of those people that don't rate back, but keep taking from the honest ones like you and I....it's NSFW cause the poor people that take time from us keep up their crap and keep taking whether auto's or HH's and never give a thing back........4,498 were rated today..pics....profiles and a cpl comments!!! http://fubar.com/user/1003883 Auto 11's Hard Timez 900 Rated by this Happy Hour and recipient of of Auto 11's only gave a profile rate and a blog comment, but she said remind her as she was leaving for the weekend ummm no can do http://fubar.com/user/1914457 Cynzdreams just a profile rate; 1237 pics rated and nothing more than a profile rate http://fubar.com/user/2298658 Devilish Curves profile rate and 145k in fubucks- 1451 pics rated can we say this auto 11 made out as the previos one and leveled!! Regular http://fubar.com/user/1876269 Icee

I Could Not Ask For More
Lying here with you Listening to the rain Smile just to see the smile upon your face These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive And these are the moments I'll remember all my life I've found all I've waited for And I could not ask for more Looking in your eyes Seeing all I need Everything you are is everything in me These are the moments I know heaven must exist And these are the moments I know all I need is this I've found all I've waited for, yeah And I could not ask for more I could not ask for more than this time together I could not ask for more than this time with you And every prayer has been answered Every dream I've had's come true Yeah, right here in this moment Is right where I'm meant to be Here with you here with me Yeah These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive And these are the moments I'll remember all my life I've found all I've waited for And I could not ask for more I could not ask for more than this time together I c

Must Be Doin' Somethin' Right
A woman is mystery A man just can't understand Sometimes all it takes to please her Is the touch of your hand And other times you gotta take it slow And hold her all night long Heaven knows there's so many ways A man can go wrong [Chorus:] Must be doin' something right I just heard you sigh You leaned into my kiss And closed those deep blue need you eyes Don't know what I did To earn a love like this, but baby, I Must be doin' something right Anywhere you wanna go Baby, show me the way I'm open to suggestions Mmm, whatever you say Tonight's about giving you What you want, whatever it takes Girl, I hope I'm on the right road And judging by the smile on your face Ah, Baby Mmm... I don't know what I did To earn a love like this, but baby, I Must be doin' something right Must be doin' something right --------------------------------------- ad eldeney b7ebak hayati

Forever And For Always
In your arms I can still feel the way you want me when you hold me I can still hear the words you whispered when you told me I can stay right here forever in your arms And there ain't no way-- I'm lettin' you go now And there ain't no way-- and there ain't not how I'll never see that day.... [Chorus:] 'Cause I'm keeping you forever and for always We will be together all of our day Wanna wake up every morning to your sweet face--always Mmmm, baby In your heart--I can still hear a beat for every time you kiss me And when we're apart, I know how much you miss me I can feel your love for me in your heart And there ain't no way-- I'm lettin' you go now And there ain't now way-- and there ain't no how I'll never see that day.... (I wanna wake up every morning) In your eyes--(I can still see the look of the one) I can still see the look of the one who really loves me (I can still feel the way that you want) The one who wouldn't put anything els

Frienship Poem
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

I Got Drunk
Well as everybody knows it was New Years Eve last night. Well me and a couple of friends went out last night and got drunk. It started out as a couple of beers. By midnight it was beers and a few shots and when we got ready to go one of my friends said that he was too drunk to go home because his girlfriend was going to be mad and she probably wouldn't let him in the house. So what iI want to know is how can you be too drunk to get in your own house.

The Real Lost Cherry Scrolls..
Episode IV A long time ago on a social site far far away.... .......... A long time ago when this was site was called called Lost Cherry... . Baby Jesus , Scrapper and the rest of the Fubar family...... ..decided to make their own site, hoping that it would be a cool place to chill...a land for adults...community regulated...a place to escape, and far away from the lies , spam and emo children of myspace.... ..imagine this site with No VIP, No Happy Hours, No Bling Packs, No Blogs, No Top Anything of the week, Top Photos of the Hour, No Bling, No ability to comment on bulletins, No Block features, No Privacy Settings, The Highest Level was 20, No Salute Pictures, No Amber Alerts, the most expensive gift cost 10,000 fubucks, No Fupal, No Tickers, the term "NSFW" was not created yet...it was called "adult"... ..you could be 13 to join the site. There were no angels or devils, no godfathers, It had less than 70,000 profiles (the actual member count no one knows), No Crushe

Calling All Local Bands
Any East Texas Bands want to play a show March 7th?...you can pick the venue, hoping for the Tyler, Longview, Kilgore area. It can be with Metal, death metal, hardcore, deathcore bands. Suicide Death Grip

Little One
Little One I'm alright And if you should die Don't blame yourself and keep it locked inside I'm alright And everytime you cry don't breakdown Just keep me inside in your mind You only saw the outside Never knew what I was feeling Now everyday you lay in bed Staring at the ceiling But you don't see me no more You can fill your heart with memories And things from before But everybody got a purpose in life To survive when the sunrise You gonna live to see another day Just don't follow me and live Your life your own way I'm bein set and if you forget Get the picture with the Cord around my neck See me underground and I'm stuck But it's cool that's where I wanna be Keep the drama in hand but outta sight And know that I'mma be alright

Jonathan Davis-hey Daddy
"Hey Daddy" Let me see (let me see). How my life has been (taken). Taken. This demon (haunts me). Haunts me. They're waiting (help me). Help me. You fuck me up. I'm gagged and bound. You pick me up when I am down. I can not live without them. I do not live without them. Hey, daddy (Daddy). They are taking me (away). Biting. Facing him (my soul). My soul. They're eating. Please help me. You fuck me up. I'm gagged and bound. You pick me up when I am down. I can not live without them. I do not live without them. They say this thing inside of me. Wants to get out. All it does is scream and shout. I'm trying not to let them out. They tell me to hurt myself. They tell me to hurt myself. They tell me to hurt myself. But I'm not going to listen. You fuck me up. I'm gagged and bound. You pick me up when I am down. I can not live without them. I do not live without them. You fuck me up. I'm gagged and bound. You pick me up when I am down. I ca

I H8 Goin 2 Th Dr's
I went and had a mamogram done on wed.. Well the whole thing should have taken only about 20-30 mins....It took 2 1/2 hrs...this is why... First they tell me they want to get a ultra sound because they saw somthing... Then the tech tells me that he can see a small mass that looks like a cyst that is the size of a large red grape... And the doctor said that he also saw something else in there...soooooo they wanted to get a biopsy....sure I said better 2 b safe than sorry.... Well that shit hurt so freakin bad...Now I have to wait till either fri or mon or tue to find out the results...and now my left boob has one nasty lookin bruise on it...

Read
I wanting to see who all wants to see Red Diamand to stay or should we delete it. When putting up some one to level he must least have 100 hundred pictures and steashs has well if possable he cant have no rips please input is needed

Love My Fu Friends!
I just want to thanks all those that helped me level up to Godmother. I have some awesome friends that stuck with me diligently until I got there! I so wish I could show you how much it meant to me that you stayed with me the whole time! I love you all more than you know! Light & Love Always, Paulette Please show these AWESOME people some love! They are the best kind of friends to definitely have! The Dark Queen@ fubar DragonROAR - a demonic dragon@ fubar Bart910 (Fu-Slave to Baby Soft Skin)@ fubar Lady Moonlight@ fubar Bassmaniac Enforcer @ Immortal Radio@ fubar ♥ Baby Soft Skin ♥`FU-WIFE TO BART910~@ fubar ~Ginger Baby~ ~TEAM AWESOME~@ fubar Again….I thank you all from the bottom of my heart! xoxox

January 1 Non-resolution
*Reflections of Self* I am an individual. I am deep and passionate, yet light and child-like. I will not conform to any mold and I will not sacrifice my purity of self to suit others needs. I dance at will to the beat of my own drummer; sometimes you will see and other times it is only in spirit. I am quirky and kind, considerate yet blatant. I have weaknesses and can be incredibly vulnerable; acknowledging and admitting this gives me strength. I AM a strong woman. In times of personal strife, I retreat within myself; I believe the answers I seek lie deep inside of me. I will ponder and soul search until I find what I need, even if it is not what I want. I tend to leave my friends in the dark. I have faults and will occasionally falter; as a friend, as a human. I have morals and will not stray from what I believe is right; my OWN beliefs. I am not perfect but I am perfectly me. I resolve to have no resolutions. I have nothing to solve, nor do I wish for anyt

Will Soon Have A Computer That Works Well.
Hi All,My brother(Kapalua) and I found a bedroom and bath in a townhouse.$400+electric per month.We move in Jan 6-7/09.Lr/Ba/Kit downstairs and 2Br/1Ba upstairs.Jan 21st new computer connection and Tv go on line.Til then just hold tight,I'll get back to ya.Mr X

Slackerthon 2008
To cap off a crappy year, which actually ended great, I didn't hit my goal of Godfather. In fact, if I didn't open the Christmas gift during a happy hour, I'd have been even farther away from the goal. But since my surgery, I've started a project on another site that is dedicated to advancing the local music scene. I am so tired of going to some shows in the local area, North Central IL, and have ten people show up to see some really good bands. And other nights, you go and see a crappy band, and the place is packed. I just want to level the playing fields. And I have time on my hands. I go back to part time work at the end of January. I won't go back to fulltime until all the snow is gone. I still have fears of stepping wrong, and undoing all the good the surgery has. I'm a sissy, I know. But I think this year will be a big year. I plan on working lots, ignoring most of my issues, and paying off the doctor's with the money I'm making. And going out and listening t

The Trip
I was visiting my friend in another state and on my way home, I stopped at a hotel for the night. I really wasn't tired but I knew I would be so I decided to play it safe and get a room. I looked out my window at the city lights and really wanted to got to a club. I was too far from my friends and family to call anyone to go out with me so I took a shower and was going to get ready for bed. I kicked around the idea of going out again and decided to just go out and see what the clubs were like in a new city. As I got ready, I began to get horny. I thought...'no one knows me here, I'll never see these people again...I can be the me that I'm too afraid to be back home'. I did my hair differently and put my make-up on alot darker than usual. I actually looked pretty good. I then put on my skirt and a low cut tight shirt. (My friend and I went out so I had a few outfits with me, plus I bought some new clothes too.) I looked pretty sexy I thought as I checked out my side

A Moms Grief
the hardest thing anyone in life to do is have to bury a son. my son was 10 years old. school just let out for summer vac. my boys were playing inside that day as it was raining. around 5 pm it stopped raining and they wanted to go out so i let them that was the biggest mistake i ever made as it was the last day i ever heard my son call me mom. he went to get a ball that rolled in the road we lived in the country not many cars on the road but at 5:23pm this car didn't see my son and hit him .i heard the screams from my other 2 boys i run out to find my son lying in the road not breathing, i give cpr he takes a breath i look at him see no blood anyplace i think he will be ok 20 min later the ambulance gets there.they rush and call for a helicopter but it will take to long so we drive there .at the hospital i wait for hours before i hear anything or see him. the dr's come out and say there is little hope as he is brain dead has a broken arm and leg 3 broken ribs but yet they put him on l

I'm Going To Give It A Go!
I'm going to still try to get spotlight. My goal is to have the monies by my birthday, March 31st. Dee told me something I felt stupid for forgetting. The best thing to do is rate the people who are offering fubucks for rating them while they have auto 11s running. So...if you know anyone offering fubucks for rates then please, please let me know. Each day, if you see a ticker or know a friend, then send me a shout or private message. I'm going to raise these monies!! LOL Also, if you have any other ideas as how to make some fubucks, then please let me know. I don't want to have to do those darn surveys, HAHA!

Far Beyond Driven 36
FAR BEYOND DRIVEN DJ DEICIDE IS LIVE AND ON AIR!!! COME HEAR HIM RIP FLESH!!!!! Click to Enter (repost of original by 'Viciously *Owner of and Head DJ @ FarBeyondDriven*R/L Married To and Fu-Owned by Lirpa Loo' on '2009-01-01 19:46:02')

What A Life Huh ?
I have had a remarkable two weeks away from work and I could not ask for a better life right now as of yet. It only seems to get better and better every day. I have the woman of my dreams in my life finally and we are getting by day by day. I am and have been at home for basically the past two weeks doing absolutely nothing but sitting around the house, doing a little lite house work here and there. I'm off till around Monday I think and I am enjoying the remainder of this evening in the den next to a really warm fire watching tv and messing around on the computer.

Cant Look For What You Love
guys want to feel needed and wanted and if someone comes into your life willing to give there heart and soul you should take it dont judge them on why or what they will get out of it because pain is a two way street and if you are going to travel that road you will live or die by your decision so this is a little something i had to say before i leave>>> so just remeber to live each day as its your last

Letting Go
As I walked on the beach this afternoon, as the wind touched my face. As I left foot prints behind me...I let go of all the thigs of 2008. I've had it rough with the dissapointments and the let downs. Hurt from relationships that went wrong or didn't stand a chance. I've had some good times, and met alot of great people. My life has been blessed with alot. I know now that when I step out of God's grace I lose the blessings. I did met, this one guy Name Joey. He's a wonderful person to know. He's been having it rough in his life and I hope and pray that things work out for the good. May he never ever feel empty, but always full of love. And as for all of thos great friends of mine that are on here on Fubar..I love u with all of my heart. And thank you for standing with me even when someone was trying to do wrong by me. I love u guys for that...muah! so when things are not clear, take a walk any where and leave the foot prints behind and look to the future...from my heart

These Are My Feelings. Well, Some Ot Them
I wish there was a way i could get everything in my head and my heart out. but there's not one person in this world i can confide in 100% i am in so much pain emotionally i don't know what to do from one minute to the next!! Love, what the fuck is that even anymore? does it even exist? i used to think so, but not anymore! there is no such thing in my eyes there is lust, there is definitely lust. and there are ppl who Think they are in love, but is it love when u fall in love with one person right after the other, over and over again? i think not! someone who is constantly falling for somebody new doesn't have a fucking clue as to what the fuck love is and has No business being in a relationship with anyone!! they are only going to continue to hurt others! i speak from experience on so many levels! i know i should be happy on some levels, i'm having a baby, the one thing i've wanted for 12 years now. but i'm destroyed inside, i don't know if i will ever be

Do You Have Auto11s.. Hh Or Need Spotlight Help?
Ok Bad Girls This Blog Will Be For Anyone That Has Auto 11s Activated .. Is Having A Happy Hour ..Or Needs Spotlight Help.. It Will Be Your Responsibilty To Let Me Know So I Can Update The Blog

Yearly Exam
Went to the doctor for my yearly physical. The nurse starts with certain basics. 'How much do you weigh?' she asks. '135,' I say. The nurse puts me on the scale. It turns out my weight is 180. The nurse asks, 'Your height?' '5 foot 4,' I say. The nurse checks and sees that I only measure 5'2'. She then takes my blood pressure and tells me it is very high. 'Of course it's high!' I scream. 'When I came in here I was tall and slender! Now I'm short and fat!' She put me on Prozac. What a bitch!

Twilight Levelers.............
Beware of the Twilight Levelers cauz if u fuck up u are out and they show no mercy. they don't give people second chances, it's like they don't fuck up. So beware!!!!!!! well the friends i had that were Twilight Levelers have been deleted, good riddance to u all. ya'll are nothing but a bunch of high and mighty yuppies!!!!!!!!

12-31-08
Okay well my best friend is gay and really liking this one guy who sorta has a bf I KNOW DRAMA and anyway well clearly the other guy being gay i dont see a problem in me being friends with him but my firend is all like i dont trust u with him and such and its like WHAT?! he is gay so whatever he was drunk and being whatever it is he is.was being well to top it all off the guy told me he wanted me to be his new years kiss....... thank god he didnt end up sticking around... i was like no wow i cant u have to kiss him first like ill kiss ya its new years but i cant be the first he would kill me.....i needed to get it out.... put somewhere he couldn't find it ... i just dont want his feelings hurt that he asked me but i did say no

Life
Life is confusing right now. I am trying to deal with a new living arrangement. I have roommates now instead of my grandma. Its definitely different. I am hoping to meet more people and find someone special to spend time with.

Time To Change A Gear
What is this inside? Pain that hurts, lightening bolts to my head It hides and then comes outside Flashes of colors of blue and red Muscles that feel the insanity that is lurking from with in Shaking and moving not under one's power The war that is to come is only about to begin Can happen at any second or hour The brain goes on a magic carpet ride Heart rate is up and down never staying the same It coming no matter what the symptoms are the guide All these things to be hidden and to tame The soul feels the burn of something knocking at its door A unknown distaster that is slowly coming No predictions or ideas of what is to be in store What is the sense of prolonging the doom of something? The many times of agony just for one more day A answer is somewhere in the dust, just waiting for it to clear Sometimes it is hard to find motivation to fight and stay Yet the end seems to be the inevitable with no emotion of fear To let down the one's who need you still

Birthday Blues
I will be turning 34 in a few days and I am not all that happy about it. I have 4 kids that I adore with every fiber of my being. I have a loving wife that understands enough about me to tolerate my stupid moments. Sometimes (and only sometimes) I wish I had all the answers. But I am mostly happy to still be able to be amazed in life. I am very happy with the abilities that I have, but I can feel my age creeping up on me. Am I being too hard on myself or do I need medication? Dave of DnT

Dr
Back to the Dr again on the 6th for an endoscopy. They want to see how bad things are down there and than go from there on whether I need surgery or not. Other than that life is pretty good. I'm glad 2009 is here. Hoping it will be better than 2008. We shall see.

What I Am About!
I am a mom and a wife. Happily married and a very Happy mother. Here On Fu to make new friends, THATS ALL! I am not interested in making a love connection or a sexual connection with anyone, I have that here at home, IN REAL LIFE! I am not out to "grab" your boyfriend or girlfriends attention. I am a friendly person with a big heart. When I make new friends I try to show the appreciation. Because I live in the mountains and they are not "up in the times" my only option for internet is dial up. WHICH SUCKS! So with that I do not do many profile comments. But what I do like is sending gifts and yes I know that means spending Fubucks but it worth it to me. I am a status reader!! I try to read any and everyones status's they put up and if they ask for help, or they need a drink etc I try my best to do so. I do not have a lot of money to buy bling, the money I do have gets spent on bills and my children, but if there comes a time that I do have extra cash and can buy bling I retu

It's The New Year
Happy 2009 everyone. May this be the year that all your dreams come true. Well, I've been doing some thinking today trying to figure out what exactly it means to be the New Year. Is it just another day or is there some special meaning? I'd like to think that the New Year does have special meaning. It signifies hope. However, at the same time it's just another day, ideally. While it signifies hope I believe that it should be another day. If anyone reading this read my last entery, I believe in living for the "now". Living in the "now" would mean that there isn't a need to have a day that signifies hope as each moment has the capacity for hope. Living in the "now" means being aware of our choices from one moment to the next and knowing that we have the ability to start fresh with every moment that we have. For some reason I'm feeling a little thick headed and I don't feel that I'm communicating that well. So, I'm going to keep this entery short, and will come back to

My Reailty .....
ok so I am in love with him . I am honestly and truly in love .. I have broken down a lot of my personal walls that were in my way of having a happy healthy relationship .. and now here I am stuck in this twisted mess I like to call my life . I find myself smiling a lot more than I have in quite sometime .I told myself and quite a few people that this is exactly what I did not want . And now that I have it I do not know what I would do with out him . He says he loves me .. I believe him I really do …here come the part that I chose not to accept he is not sure where his life is headed . I chose to ignore this .. Chose to not hear this ..I know somewhere deep down that this is the actual reality of where I stand in his life .I know he may not be here at some point .. But such is life . I will live in my reality .. I will choose to ignore this possibility until such a time comes that he makes this decision . As long as he is happy that is all I can ask for . I mean yes I hope he does not

Blue Skys
Blue skies The sun’s burning bright High in the sky. Smooth as silk, The touch of love. Flames flicker Deep in my heart Like a ray of sunshine. Don’t cry It won’t die. Wake dressed Get up For the start of a new day Upon the breath of the wind. The sun’s shinning bright once again High in the lovely sky Smooth as silk For I’m in love.

Love
Love is a Wonderful and Beautiful thing, A Ray of sunshine, it gleams of brilliant white. Around, it spins and twirls with a bright bling, High in the sky, in everyone’s eye, it takes flight Floating and whirling, spinning and twisting, Caught in a whirl wind, wondering, when will it end? Surprising when suddenly you’re not moving Not turning around, but down you ascend. With a loud slam and a thunderous clash, Spinning and twirling again and again. Thinking it will end, you bash, crash and thrash, Regaining consciousness, it will not end. Love is a round, never-ending circle, It follows you in an obvious cycle.

Its Just Insane
Ok I understand that sometimes you may just be cruising around on here and rating people for points. But when it comes down to it and you might come across someone who catches your attention it wouldn't hurt to actually read their profile or even name on here. I have come across some really annoying people on here which of course is to be expected. I will say this I am in a relationship with a wonderful man who has my heart and I am very much in love with. I don't mind being friends with people and talking every once in awhile or even on a daily basis. But when you don't even have the respect to understand that someone is actually in a real and true relationship and would do nothing to mess that up. Well take a hint! Have the respect for that person to at least hold a decent conversation that doesnt involve talk about sex or anything else. I love William with all my heart and there is nothing and nobody that will ever come between us. I'm not here for a relationship( I have that), I'm

Why Wuz I Not Told Wth
okay so here I am just chillin and someone tells me about this site. OMG why wuz I not told sooner. Really to all my friends WTH I mean you are going to hog it all to your selfs. Just wait. Pay backs can be a b.... that is all I have to say. lol

Poem
Life is like a dance, Every step you make, Every breath you take, Is a new chance. A chance to make a change, Take a new path, With no certain direction, You'll always make a connection. Connections that last, From the future to the past, They can be fun, They can make you want to run. Friends stay with you, To help guide you, Friends are forever, In your future, In your past.

Back To Back Happy Hours!
Hazeleyed Soldier is hosting a happy hour at 12 Noon Fu Time! Ħąźęłęŷęď Şōłďĭęŗ Spank Hazeleyed Soldier HARD while he is home on R & R from Iraq! Hazeleyed Soldier Hazeleyed Soldier will have Auto 11s running during his Happy Hour so Level Up! Ħąźęłęŷęď Şōłďĭęŗ This Public Service Message Brought To You By: ღTulsa's Angelღ

Collective Soul-good Morning After All
Yeah you give up some days When the tears they must flow But God is always your strength The only strength that you know Now everything starts to fall in place As you wake just to crawl Still you say good morning after all Yeah you stand just to fall Still you say good morning after all Yeah you questioned this life Sure you wondered about love But you swear there's always hope Always hope from above Now everything starts to fall into place [chorus] It's just another breath It's just another breath you say It's just another step It's just another step today --------------------------------

Life
Life should be lived not put off for another day not lived for another's happiness you should live for yourself if that makes others happy also that's a bonus if it doesn't then... oh well! By all means, make plans but live while you wait enjoy the experience savour the moment take pleasure from your achievements take pride in who you are there is no-one else like you you are unique singular worthy of the life you have been given

Thank You Part 2
As most of my friends on here already know my Mom passed away on 12/30/08. For the months that she was in Hospice while they were hard, I am so grateful I had that extra time with her. I again cannot express how grateful and thankful I am to my friends here on the FU that have stuck by me thru all of this. I can say without any doubt I have the most caring and luving friends here and without you all there with your love and support I don't know how I would have managed to have gotten thru it all. I love you all and will never forget how you all pulled me through.