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Various From 2005
from 2005 and pre....... Epilogue dream She closes here eyes so deep with color and memories Takes sleep that births a dream that is well known He reaches from the mist to take her hold smile glances Missing the touch of the true flesh which has long passed away Death holds his soul but her dreams allow them to meet again He knows her every curve and travels the whole length A mist that is etched in the recovered soul she earned to have returned Kiss expanding in entire unity that makes touching lips seem small Intercourse that varies in depth as it sinks and arises Hands reach into the mist and touch a heart the rivets en enchantment Whispered launched to travel into the unknown and guide the future They watch as the remaining answer lingers at which they will forever be together Calling from reality that events are left undone Frog fades his words of goodbye, she catches the offered breeze Gone, but remaining in full force as the darkness settles back in She

Online Movies
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June 1- July 28 2006
June 1- July 28 Current mood: creative Situation Making The choice made A step taken Consequence given Cancer spreading Memory on a foundation Reason for action Beauty perception Medication trickery Thunder crashing Sex with intension Love a tragic costume Hollow ambition Imagination sinking Piles of recycled trash Born with curiousity Web of confusion Easily bored again Hate at the beat of a heart Bleed dry not to die Crying many tears a new spring Hiding away from everyone Get inside a mystery from within Food awaits on a kitchen table Mixing feelings weather changes Road home stretches far Signs standing in confusion Vision blurred situation absurd Nobody there stand and stare Dreams are a huge sea Potential deed in the making Vast landscape when all is said and done Who must die? Arise against popular trends, corruption clouds the skies, make separation Bullets and ignorance with every decision, who must die, take a differ

April 1- May 31 2006
April 1- May 31 Current mood: creative Destructive Invasion Banners sighted within the reach of vision War matured into being destructive Warriors so many to fill a stretching sea Gleaming weapons in the sun, lust of paint of blood Cry of defense touches many hearts, judgment pending Ground is made at the cost of so many Enemy comes from so distant land, so strangely seen Blazing heat of the heat, burns within implanted hatred Battles to be had, victory needs to be seen Pillaging, rapes, looting the prizes of chaos Fires light the map alert many across the land who wish to fight Warnings long ago made, given in light of consequences So many have fallen, depleted and barely even to make a stand Enemy is too many, never even explained, powerful beyond understanding Reinforcements a dream that is very much in needed in reality It is hard to bleed and see what victims had to go through Over the hills, surprise is attack is made, it was never seen They

March 6-march 31 2006
March 6-March 31 Current mood: creative Down the Path Birds thrust in flight, water tide dances high Her dress on the bed post, hanging to dry Air through the house, leaves squirm in the trees Land's broken back, in a hurricane's wake She gone on her path, with her shadow in back She hangs on many corners, no one stops to ask Aiming to act and putting on an unfamiliar mask Somebody's disaproval finds justification within a bible She swallowed her smile, but found the taste remain Still going down her path, her shadow still chasing after Preacher outreaches, with a sermon he teaches Searching the forrest for the hiding and lost conscience Its often said, a good life will chase mistakes away She gives her heart over to a dark and murky fog Shes gone down her path, shadow got lost A faint pulse, a settled feeling, not falling, only floating As if nothing was ever said, nothing wrote She calls from a far distance within death's cold arms Gone with a

Feb. 11- March 1 2006
Feb. 11- March 1 Current mood: creative Ready to Wake up Reaching past the border of her under grown heart Tears feeding soil, filling a hole in space Giving color to the darkness, saying the right words Spoken gentle in the mind, it is a worthy start Tomorrow brings a mystery, she still presses on Vibrating a sound that will wake up many Crumbled number in a pocket held for safe keeping She hides as clouds hover over, soul covered thought long gone Screams through endless alleys, echoes pound against walls Shredding her lust for it all, taking hope in her fragile hands Forgotten stuffed animal awaits on the bed, sinking out of view Comes a time when balance is placed, count lost on many falls Having all the control and ready to let it all go, if it can only have flow She calls out a name, it travels to some closed domain, response is pending Everything to see, how many are really free, she grew a grin to return Pressing on all over by using both

Jan 1 2006- Feb 1 2006
Jan 1- Feb 10 2006 Current mood: creative Pilgrim Journey Journey massive miles too many to count inside of mind Ragged Clothes pack against my back, personal items also in pack Going to chase the moving sun, walk along as moon looks down Up and down so many worn down hills not knowing what I'll find Creaky old man passes warning on why he went so low Pretty women wink and smirk encourage to see their curves Children play all around making a mess of established order Taking many changes, pass eroding towns as I continue to go Missing the grand chance, not settling for a defaulted end Government calls my name, but this is my own crusade Sweet invitation to take happiness, as simple objects are all around Ignoring what most easily take, boundaries are made to bend Hoping not to get lost in this complicated idea, innovation waits far away Count is lost to what it shouted in the distance far behind, it was loving support Wear breaks upon shoes that collaps

Fight Against Child Abuse
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault markus krom: He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With

Never
I wrote this quite awhile ago (before I met me boyfriend I have now).. I found it today and I bet alot of you can relate to this! As I sit here alone, wondering to myself, when will the day arrive that I will know I have found true love. I have never seen first hand what true love consists of, however my imagination tells me how majical it can be. I see day to day of couples together, knowing and thinking to myself if that'll ever be me one day. I fear the utmost fear of all that I will and always will remain alone. Jealous of all, angered by many. I have known many a men, wishing and dreaming that they could be the one, but unfortunately knowing that they will never be. People say, love can be right under your nose, however if your blinded by bitterness and anger, that one love can move on without even knowing it exsisted in you. I feel as if I need someone rather then to be with someone, for I noticed a path of which I'm taking which seems to revolve around what they want and not

Life Or Death
When death comes to me, no funeral should be. just throw a party. Cuz I'm not worth anyones tears, don't remember my wasted years, of trying to over come my fears. I'm not going to a better place, don't remember my empty face, burn don't bury remember no trace. I have said good-bye almost done, love's a battlefield I never won, the days after may your joy be in the light of the sun. I can't say that I'm the best it isn't my claim, I won't even try to think you'll remember my name, and this isn't a situation that you know that you've felt the same. When you look and see me then I'm gone, Don't fret the burden of me is no longer in the dawn, the shit is over the crime is done no dwelling con.

What Disney Taught Us..lmao.
Maybe we’re too hard on Disney. After all, they simply remake classic stories in cartoon form. What’s not to like? Well, as you’ll see, it all depends on just how much thought you apply to it. Here’s seven pretty terrible lessons that Disney films taught us, whether they meant to or not. 7. The Lion King: To Be Successful, Sometimes People Got to Die Simba always knew that he was going to succeed his father, Mufasa, as the next Lion King. But fate liked spitting in poor little Simba’s face, and his dear old dad got trampled to death by wildebeests. Of course, Mufasa’s death was really caused by the evil Scar, Simba’s uncle. Later, all grown up, he reclaims his thrown and Scar suffers the double whammy of falling off a cliff and getting torn apart by hyenas. So after two particularly nasty and horrendous deaths, Simba finally becomes the lion king. The Supposed Message: We all have responsibilities we can’t ignore. And don’t trust that creepy uncle. The Ac

Auto 11 Auction
Ok I am auctioning off an Auto 11 bling to the highest bidder. Just Click on the picture below to start your bidding! ~~~~~~~~~~ Some of the Graphics were brought to you by: Tappinit@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~ Brought to you by:

Fuck Man!!
Well good news is my car is ready.. It was the fuel pump. With towing parts,labor,oil change and coolant flush the grand total is 917.45.. wtf??? Happy Fucking New Year to me.. That was going to be my vacation monies to go to Vegas with Monica and Ms. Heather. end rant :/

The Truth
Was more to leaving fubombers than "not feeling family is fair'.there suposed to be a "Family" that supports one anouther.sure the top 20 support the shit out of each other but other than that..naw..want you to rate there pics but turn around is not fair play with this group..Granted I have met some realy cool people during my time with them but all in all most could give 2 shits who you are...sorry to sound bitter...Just wish Peggy for once could be honest with "HER" family on why people are leaving and not what "SHE" wants them to think the reasons are...I know your gona read this Peggy..and remember the truth will set you free...peace Below is the message I sent to Peggy: "please remove me from the family..it seems that this "Family" is a click for a select few.B1tch messaged yall twice about her auto 11's being on.And noone could post it. I find it hard to do alot of things here on FuBar cause i work out side our home but B1tch has participated and bombed the hell out of yall

Oldie But Goodie - Hott
Back by popular demand.... The Alley We have just finished our early evening dinner and a few glasses of wine at a restaurant across town. Twilight is nearing. We walk past an alley on the way to our car. You pull me into the alley and forcefully pin me against the wall. I see desire, power, and a hint of darkness in your eyes; it sends chills through my body. You lean in and kiss my lips, gently at first, then nibble at them roughly. I wince at the pain as you press me harder into the wall. You take my breast in your hand and knead it, pinching the nipple and pulling at it. You moan hoarsely into my mouth as you assault my body with your hands Groping, pinching and massaging every inch that you can reach. I understand your desire and push myself into you, giving myself to your needs. You raise my dress to expose my bare, wet pussy. I am wearing no under garments at your request. Your hand glides across my clit and down my juicy lips. You insert two fingers and shove them into me

Never Ever Have I Felt So Much Like Nothing
First of all, fuck anyone who thinks I'm only here to collect points and get as far up the fu-ladder as I can. Yeah Mary I'm talkin bout you. I worked so long and so hard to get the salute just right so yes I'm gonna take advantage of the ability that gives me. To have it thought/infered/said that I'm not here to have fun and just to be a point whore made me feel like nothing. I'm already not having a great few days and one sentence made that shit worse. Just because YOU don't wanna do a salute doesn't give you the right to tell me that A) I'm not here for fun or B) call me a point whore. The fact that you tried to backtrack made it worse! I'm sorry you feel the way you do but, you really have no clue whatsoever.

Family Love 4 The Week Of 1-5-09 (plz Comment)
Please show each of these members love this week……Sweething Patience West~Minerva of The Gibbet Crossroad of Lestat's Dark Convenant Family~Member@ fubarWykdlyMajestic~*~L.D.C.~†~Vampyrez Rave Vixenz~†~@ fubarNick--Attila of The Lost of Lestats Dark Covenant Family@ fubar

Bitterness Without Selfishness!
SO not my writing of course but I love these! This is what I long for someone who can do just this for me! Unfortunately I am looking for the absolute impossible! :( ~*Key to my heart*~ "I had closed upon my heart, and wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt, but that would never happen again, I had locked the door, and tossed the key as hard and as far as i could, love would never enter there again, my heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life, and made me change my mind, just when i thought that tiny key was impossible to find, That's when you held out your hand, and proved to me i was wrong, inside your palm was the key to my heart, you had it all along." I happen to like this one as well! I have felt this way before but geeez how I feel that I will never ever find this again! ~*All i want is you*~ "I'll tell it rather simply, I'll say it plain and true, a simple thing is all i want, and all i want is you Ther

Skeet And Reba
My wife and i are looking for a bi woman..thats is looking for a relationship..some one to become our wife/ our best friend,,our partner in life,,our lover,,our wife..welling to move in with us and become a 3-some.. come enjoy the best of both world.. skeetmandeville@yahoo.com skeetmandeville at yahoo.com babysunny2003@yahoo.com babysunny2003 at yahoo.com reba's home page: http://www.tagged.com/mypage.html?uid=5380279866

Silent Tears
I scream I shout I beg I cry, I cling to all my fears. I dare not do so audibly, so silent are my tears. Have I shared too much? or not enough? I wish to know my dear. The moments fly, the days go by, and yet still no relief. The key you hold to free my bonds, to use would be so brief. I ask you now I ask you please just tell me your desire. To leave you be, or bend my knee, and choose you for my Sire? For what you've shown me you could be, I've waited for so long. Through out the years I've hid my tears and silently I've longed. To find myself so willingly submitting as your whore. This one thing, for no man have I ever done before. Was it quest or mere conquest that led you to my path? Should I continue waiting here? or suffer you my wrath?

I Had To Post Again Because Its Just The Way It Has Always Been For Me!
Why do I find that when I am at my lowest point and keep my hearts little hurtful splinters inside a person I trust but probably should'nt always finds a way to make it a million times worse. Why when I am asked to open up and told that I am so this and so that do the people I trust make me feel like crawling under a rock and mind traveling through the situations that made me this way from the start. I know that we need to find faith within ourselves and try to make the best of things but why why do people just act so heartless? Why when I am leary of opening up and keep to myself do I try to put faith in people that never had a drop of faith in me but shadowed it with drawn out whispers of genuine and whind up being whispers of deceit. I know this may sound stupid but I am puzzled as to why! Why does a person that I never really asked anything of find the need to fill me with lies when if anything all I needed was a great friend. I am not the perfect person as none of us are or the ho

You Know You Are Russian When...
You Know You Are Russian When 1. You had to share a room until you were 21 (until I was 15) 2. You try and reuse gift wrappers, gift boxes, and of course aluminum foil (my mom does) 3. You are standing next to the two largest suitcases at the airport (nope, only take my backpack) 4. You arrive one or two hours late to a party - and think it s normal (hell yeah, that way no one asks for help) 5. All your children have nicknames, which sound nowhere close to their real names (no kids, but I did have several nicknames) 6. You know someone with 20 kids (my great great grandma) 7. You talk for an hour at the front door when leaving someone’s house (guilty as charged :) 8. You can fit 10 people into a civic (haha, thats what I drive) 9. Your parents never throw anything away and if you by some chance manage to get something to make it to the garbage can… it mysteriously appears back where it was again (LMAO! They know my family too well...) 10. You have lace curtains (ofcourse :)

Life And Why I Always Seem To Be Sad Or Depressed
So if anyone didnt know i got kicked out of school for the year and well its made life really sucky and really hard. trying to prove to my parents that i am an adult i decided not to move back home and get a job here. so when i first a job thigns were ok, then joe got fired and my roommate stopped going to work all the time and using all of his fmla. that made shit pretty hard for me cause i get paranoid so easily that i got worried about losing our house and whatnot. then my job started cutting my hours, now we havent had work since the sunday before thxgiving. they got hours for a week this last month, but the day they started i had to leave back home because my grandmother was dying in the hospital. so money has been a huge issue. on top of it me being out of school depresses me because school is all ive ever known. on top of it all joe and i keep hitting rocks and i dunno if were going to make it. i upset him with all my crying, he upsets me with his laziness, anger, and constant m

Come See Me Perform Live Bump And Grind On Feb. 13th!
The Bad Luck Bash with The Drop Dead Darlings and Bulimia Puree' 2-13-09 @ Bullocks Tavern 401 Edgar St Evansville, IN Doors open @ 8pm With a 5$ cover Raising funds for our troupe with a portion of the proceeds donated to the Albion Fellows Bacon Center (Center for domestic violence and rape survivors) Sexy Burlesque! ZOMBIE GOO WRESTLING!!! Photo Booth! PrIzEs!! ZOMBIE TWISTER!!! Drink specials ALL night With sexy bump and grind acts by: Sake Tsunami (This is me, GUYS!) Svetlana Monsoon Dixie Valentine Noonie Moonshine Scarlet Nightingale Isobella de los Muertos www.myspace.com/dropdeaddarlings

Welcome To Halo's Realm
TWO OF FUBARS HAWTEST PEOPLE WANTS TO INVITE YOU TO THEIR LOUNGE!! HALO'S REALM Dj Gun and Grim invites you to come join them in their hot lounge. So if you wanna meet some of the nicest people on fubar, just click the pic below. *Halo's realm Hope to see you there. Xoxo *Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess **Promoter At Halo's Realm**

Check It Out Please
will rate pics and stash during hh crush for two weeks add to top friends comments on profile often fu drinks when you're dry if VIP is offered: will use 50 to 75 11's daily on you make a salute for you possibility of making custom pics too crush for month if bid is high enough: will give yahoo addy and more, lol...... have any ideas just ask ;)

Oh, Yeah, Baby, Bring It
->frozenn: I like those mini ones, in a can frozenn: yea , do u like it? ->frozenn: thats it? frozenn: wat about a 7" sausage? ->frozenn: I hate bbq frozenn: so can i taste some of yours bb? frozenn: u wont say that while ur knees shakin from pleasure ->frozenn: thats disgusting frozenn: can i have some of yours? frozenn: i like to barbequed pussies ;) ->frozenn: you like barbequed babies?? frozenn: ;p frozenn: bb = baby ->frozenn: bbq? ->frozenn: bb? frozenn: mmm u look good enough to eat bb

Life Is A Theater ...
Life is a theater - invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is spiritually healthy and mature enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you LET GO, or at least minimize your time with draining, negative, incompatible, not-going-anywhere relationships/friendships/fellowships! Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention to: Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones encourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill? When you leave certain people, do you feel better or feel worse? Which ones always have DRAMA or don't really understand, know and appreciate you and the gift that lies within you? When you seek growth, peace of mind, love and truth, the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the FRONT ROW and who should be

Monday Autos Licky Licky!!
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Place an X by all the things you've done and remove the X from the ones you have not Gone on a blind date Skipped school X Watched someone die X Been to Canada X Been to Mexico Been to Florida Been on a plane X Been lost X Been on the opposite side of the country X Been to Washington, DC (Through it lol) Swam in the ocean X Cried yourself to sleep X Played cops and robbers X Recently colored with crayons X Sang Karaoke X Paid for a meal with coins only? X Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? X Made prank phone calls X Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose X Caught a snowflake on your tongue X Danced in the rain X Written a letter to Santa Claus X Been kissed under the mistletoe Watched the sunrise with someone you care about X Blown bubbles X Gone ice-skating Been skinny dipping outdoors Gone to the movies X Got a speeding ticket(s) 1. Any nicknames? Nell, Nellie, Ru, Ba-na-na, n more 2. Favo

Come Pray With Me.....
---- THE DRINKERS PRAYER ---- Our lager, Which art in barrels, Hallowed be thy drink. Thy will be drunk, (I will be drunk), At home as it is in the pub. Give us this day our foamy head, And forgive us our spillages, As we forgive those who spill against us. And lead us not to incarceration, But deliver us from hangovers. For thine is The beer, The bitter, The lager. Forever and ever, Barmen.

On The Road...
As you may have noticed, I've been on the road quite a bit lately. According to the GPS unit, since Dec 20th I have traveled a total distance of 2,575 miles! I went to Atlanta, GA for a photoshoot and came home on the 24th. I hung around Knoxville for Christmas and then, at 4am the day after Christmas I headed for New Orleans, LA. I had a wonderful time. New Orleans is so different and I loved it! I can't wait to back :) Here's a few pics:Me in the French QuarterAt Frank's on Decatur Street. They have awesome food!!At the Big Easy Daiquiri Bar on Decatur Street.I'll write more of my adventures while I was there later!

To Do Or Not To ? Is Indeed The Question.
Ok an old flame calls you for a hook-up.You are happily in love with the person you are with and don't want to fuck things up....But the sex with this person was soooooo goood that u just can't stop thinkn about it.SO to do it or not to do it?Help me out here people

Justin Wins 2009 Holiday Tournament!!
Lebanon fifth at tournament Israel Potoczny israel@lebanondailyrecord.com Jan 5, 2009 Lebanon’s Trevor Byrd and Justin Britt win titles at Holiday Tournament SPRINGFIELD — Behind tournament titles by Justin Britt and Trevor Byrd, Lebanon placed fifth at the Springfield Holiday Tournament on Saturday. The two-day tournament, held at Parkview High School, featured 24 teams from three states. Britt, the No. 1 ranked heavy weight in Missouri Class 4 according to www.missouriwrestling.com, remained undefeated with a major decision (14-3) over Kickapoo heavy weight Casey Wiener in the title match. Wiener, 20-5, had posted an upset win over Willard’s Chris McMullin in the second match of the tournament. Britt, 23-0, posted wins over Lance Gregory (12-9), Nate Tulone (William Chrisman) en rote to the title match. Wrestling at 215 pounds, Byrd posted a 3-2 win over Central’s Sky Thomas in the title match. Thomas entered the match boasting a 21-2 record. Zach Drinkal, 15-10,

Never Met A Girl Like You Before
I've never known a girl like you before Now just like in a song from days of yore Here you come a knockin', knockin' at my door And I've never met a girl like you before You give me just a taste so I want more and more Now my hands are bleeding and my knees are raw Now you've got me crawlin', crawlin' on the floor And I've never met a girl like you before You've made me acknowledge the devil in me I hope to God I'm talkin' metaphorically Hope that I'm talkin' allegorically Know that I'm talkin' about the way I feel And I've never known a girl like you before Never, never, never, never Never known a girl like you before This old town's changed so much Don't feel like I belong Too many protest singers Not enough protest songs And now you've come along Yes you've come along And I've never met a girl like you before =============================================== Edwyn Collins

Defeat
Denial. pain, anguish, vengeance, passion, pride, all coursing through these veins. Acceptance, peace, forgiveness, empathy, trust, all diminishing yet still reamin. Emotions so flexible, and reversible. Ours to share and to hoard. All can be euphoric then yet a double edged sword. Like a puzzle we shift them all around taking all the risks. Suffering the sword and eliminating, we search franticly for bliss. Is it there? Have you seen it? Can you feel it? Am I bleeding much? Do these wounds ever heal? where do I place trust? I so long to feel its touch. I seek out my guides in all hidden corners to show me the way. They speak to me in riddles, yet I've no time to play. I am lost in the sand storms of life, am thirsty and have suffered blindness. I seek shelter, knowledge and a carring soul to give of me his kindness. Where is he? Have you seen him? Can you feel him? Are my wounds bleeding still? Is my flesh rotting? What do I do with the pain? I must cling to my own will.

I'm Yours! That English Reggae Thing, Lol
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks and now I'm trying to get back Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my best test Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm yours Well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find love love love Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me A la peaceful melody It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer My breath fogged up the glass And so I drew a new face

Inner Demons
My heart aches, my mind wanders. My exsistance is in question. My body surounded by others, yet my soul is in total isolation. The toxidity of human negativity strikes at me with full aggression. They seem to feed on my energies ravashing them as if suffering absolute starvation. I have weakened from the repeated attacks from that which is unclean. My mind and my soul have fallen into a virtual land of waste. All of the fiery passion that has driven me in battles has left me it seems. Discontentment and the lack of self worth have fallen into it's place. Is there no escape from this realm of darkness? I am pulled and lured into it like a lamb to the sacrafice. The beast awaits me there in the corner of the darkness peircing through me with eyes of ember. Those eyes. Why do they entrance me so? He sees all of me every flaw and every vice. Out form the corner he aproaches me. "A gift for you." He brushes my face. All that was forgoten, is suddenly remembered. "within you I ha

Journey's Begining
...........Come my child............. Thoughts and vissions swirling twirling round. Bright lights eluminating so peaceful, so sound. ...............Follow me.............. Feelings of euphorea filtering through, all round me glorious shades of blue. .............Feel the wind............. Arms wide open as if in mid air floating in still waters without care. ..........I am holding you............. Visions and emotions of days to come. Many unfought battles yet to be won. ............Look into tomorow........... All that shall come and go in sight. All that hide thoughts of harm in light. ...........Use the vission.............. The loves to come and all loves lost. All questions answered, I ask at what cost? .........What be this light?........... I am the Goddess that lives deep within. The white light you seek as each day begins and ends. .........Why now do you appear?......... The time for you has at last finaly come. Your purpose in life and journey has now begun.

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Defense In Vain
Knowing me knowing you knowing all that lies between. Knowing what my heart desires, on stuborn pride I lean. Your fear of wounding me, my fear of wounding you. Our paths continue parralel never crossing I know this be true. We are upon the same journey yet upon seperate paths we remain. perhaps they may have crossed over or yet perhaps thru fear we refrain. Tis true we know not what the future to come may hold. Then yet I know what was once lively and warm lay now dormant and cold. I battle the constant urge to retreat to the comfort of my shell. My words have wounded you I fear yet how deep I can not tell. I never meant to harm you with those words my dearest friend. Tis an automatic defensiveness caused by wounds I've yet to mend. In my own selfish defense I struck so harsh and great. Protecting the still mending heart that I feared was at stake. I now feel that pain I have inflicted upon you and the loneliness I caused. through the sillence and the connection being a

Pride Of The Fem Warrior
Lo and behold doest thou before me see this man. The one in shining armore. Is it? could it be? could he be? Oh! Sweet agony! I dare not hope nor dream, to wish. wouldst thou lay your pride whore? Nie!Nie! I wouldst not alive lay thy pride. For no man doest thou lay thy sword. could I? Dare I? Would it be? Nie! Nie! tis from man and man alone are these bitter wounds I've worn. Be fair warned oh stuborn one, thine soul you guard hadst been envaided all the while. could he have? Might I be? I pray the Goddess take me in her light as I pierce thy flesh with this blade so vile. Not for lust nor hunger shall I break way for man and his selfish ways. Am I safe? am I free? I flee I am of free spirit. With he and only he who honors this shall I lay. I am she, the warriorqueen with cunning and feminine ways. yes I am Yes I can May he who brings harm upon her agonize in wanting all his days. I am she the dragoness of fire and passion and yet water and tranquility. Yes I shall Yes

That's Hot!
My lovely Mel is on her way to ANGEL and she needs our help! She has her Auto 11's running so stop by her page and give her lots of love. Not only is she gorgeous but she is a sweetheart as well. You will not be disappointed! {MeL¢¾}@ fubar Rate her! Fan her! Add her! Crush her! Bling her!

Trail Of Tears
Trail of Tears by Roubideaux Amazing grace the sound that killed us all left us w/ nothin waitin for God to call and as we walked in the valley of death we sacraficed life it self for self respect and the man on a horse came by just to check if ne1 else had died and we lived 1 of americas greatest fears as we walked down the Trail of Tears!

What's His Name
I can never let him just go. No matter how big of an ass he is to me I take him back. He calls me a cunt and tells me its just another word and I forgive him. He tells me he will never do it again, but thats just another lie and I know it. Third times a charm right? Nope he did it again and told me to go to hell, but "didn't mean it" Why can't I let him out of my life. Why do I keep letting him back in!!!! Why can't I just forget his name, forget who he is and what he meant to me. Forget what I thought he was because he wasnt. I hate hurting him every time I say its done. I hate how he gets so angry and says the things he does. He makes me feel so bad even when we arent together. He makes it hard to even be friends. He insists we were made for eachother, but how can that be so when I dont feel the connection? He can never find time to talk to me and expects me to always find time for him. He can't talk to me during the playoffs because they are more important, but expects me to be at

James In Solo Action
Hi everybody Just for a change here are some solo photos of me does a strip tease in my favourite cream suit and silk tie To see all the photos use this link http://www.jameswildfowler.com/free-naked-men-gallery.html Hope you like James Wildfowler www.jameswildfowler.com Remember to also check out this weeks main release "Border patrol" starring the blonde bomb shell Rachel in action with me http://www.jameswildfowler.com/sexy-blonde-sucking-cock.html

Cold...but Still Here(evens Blue)
hello, I'm your martyr, will you be my gangster can you feel my trigger hand, moving further down your neck when you hide, hide inside that body but just remember that when I touch you the more you shake, the more you give away cold, but I'm still here, blind, ‘cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we’re far from obvious this time wait, another minute here, time will kill us after all now can you feel its second hand wrapped around your neck so fall into my eyes and fall into my lies but don’t you forget the more you turn away, the more I want you to stay cold, but I'm still here, blind, ‘cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we’re far from obvious this time you’re so endearing, you’re so beautiful, well I don’t look like they do, and I don’t love like they do but I don’t hate li

You Are My World....but Still Broken
I held onto you For as long as I could But today, you fell away Now what I hold Are the memories we barely made I stood on the edge of your bridge Until I felt the rain, push me away My confusion left me fast as the vertigo came What I believed to be true It was only a dream That lived in me I just projected it Over your beautiful screen I self medicated my way Through this mess that we made So I could stay There was nothing, but I waited I waited This was my mistake Broken are plans we made So I will be traveling any place Cause anywhere's better than Here we rest in peace Rubble beneath my feet I shouldn't have followed you anywhere Cause anywhere's better than here Where is the space I could move Where could I rest my head There's nothing left for me here It's hard to leave behind The one thing that made me feel alive So I slide, from paranoid to paradise

A New.....
What was your New Years Wish? Mine was to start over...you know...a new life, a new love, a new beggining to see happiness. Guess what, so far everything has gone that way. I'm happy for once in my life, with just about everything. If only someone could understand that lol Who cares though..... As long as I am happy that is what counts, at least that is what my mother says... Just wanted to update everyone... I've got a new everything and my health is getting better slowly but surely....dr's are releasing me to go back to work soon, yay! Thank goodness, I can't handle this boredom and stress any longer! Not sure what else to say right now, so will possibly fill you in on more later **Tinkers**

Get Ready! Tabby76 Is Turning On Her Cherry At 3pm Futime!!!
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3pm Futime; Get Ready! Tabby76 Is Turning On Her Cherry!!!
GUESS WHO HAS AUTO-11'S? TABBY76!!! **TABBY76**(~FuOwned By D*S*I*P~)**Member Of Club Mystic**@ fubar SHE WILL ACTIVATE HER AUTO-11 BLING AT 3PM FU-TIME, THAT IS 5PM CST AND 6PM EST!!! PLZ GET HER TO FU-QUEEN, AND WELL ON HER WAY TO GODMOTHER!!! ALL HELP APPRECIATED!!! LOTS AND LOTS OF EZ RATE PICS, SO AT 3PM FUTIME, GO F/A/R HER, RATE HER PICS, BLING HER, SHOW LOTS OF LOVE AND PRIVATE MESSAGE FOR LOVE RETURNED!!! SHE IS AWESOME! THANKS IN ADVANCE FOR ANY AND ALL HELP!!! FONDLY PIMPED OUT BY THE MEMBERS OF: Club Mystic!@ fubar AND: CinDragon-Founder of ClubMystic-PegasusProject-FuAngel-I.B.I.C@ fubar This html code blatantly stolen from (and slightly altered): Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler}@ fubar show her some love as well, she RAWKS!!! PLEASE REPOST LOTS? THANK YOU SO MUCH!

Dui - Texas Style
DUI - TEXAS STYLE Only a person in Texas could think of this. From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Austin , Texas after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot f or a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. H e sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--, flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and t hen switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the othe

Howdy Neighbors
Actually the first time I've taken any time to check al this out, so am bumbling, rumbling, stumbling along trying to take it all in...somewhat overwhelming for an old fart, but hey, gotta try new things eh? If not, one can easily die of boredom!

Forgiveness, The Gift You Give To Yourself.
Forgiveness--the gift you give to yourself. It's been 16 months now. 16 months of pain, grief, tears, acceptance, healing and growth. I have come to a decision. I forgive him. Not that he will ever know; I don't believe he would even care. I forgive him because it releases me. It sets me free to move on to a new life. Did I love him?? Absolutely. Do I wish I had never even met him? I used to think so, but no--I really don't. He taught me so much that I can carry into the future with me. He taught me many things about life, and about myself. He taught me that I can indeed love, even if foolishly, and too much. Truly, deeply and without reservation. He taught me that I can feel, genuinely experience emotions, in their every incarnation. I taught me that I can sometimes feel too much. He taught me that when a man says, "I'm not ready for a commitment." what he really means is "You are not the one, and I don't want to be committed to you!" He taught me that when a man says

Work Causes Brains To Explode
You'd think after a vacation, I'd be all bright eyed and bushy tailed at my first day back at the office, but this was not to be the case. To start off with, I have been away from the office for roughly three months now, with all the traveling and the vacation. Coming in, I noticed my pace was off. Typically I walk in with the pace that I hit the lights as they turn green, or a short wait until I can jaywalk. Not this morning, I was too late, or too early, and never did get it right. I got in to about 300 e-mails, which isnt bad considering. I swear at least 20 of them were "Are you there?" so I let my out of office count as an answer. Some were as if someone just grabbed a name from the address book at random and then asked questions. They don't know who I am, and I don't know who they are, so eff it, they don't deserve a reply. Then there were some that I was either CC'd or there were multiple To:'s so I figure if no one answered them, why should i? I think I sent about

For The Ladies
Hey all its DJ Tazman and im in another auction . So get in there and bid on me and show me how much you want me . Ty in advance for any bids yall offer > im offering 1. rate pix durrin hh 2. added to top friends 3. pimpout in blog and homepage 4. make a couple morphs 5. add to yahoo i will add more stuff for the right price , so please start ur bidding and thank you in advance . just click on the pic below to take you straight to it

And Then There Was Me
Just a child her self she discovered she was cursed with me. Praying every night for the man that would help her become free. No where to turn to no one she could trust she fell for a lie. He told her he loved her all the while wishing I would die. Night after night he would come home drunk and attempt to take my life. But my mommy was strong and she fought for my life. So here I stand the man he could not destroy. Still scared to death still that same little boy. The one she fought so hard for the very one who shares her pain.

2009 New Year.... New Me!
So, Here I am... it's a new year and I am prepaired to change my life... I am so sick of what my life has become. I know you ALL know what I am talking about... the get up and do the same shit every day and nothing ever changes! Yeah... I am done with that! I am sure MOST of it will stay the same but this is going to be MY YEAR! I just turned 30 and I think EVERYONE goes through the... "OH NO I'M 30 & My life is not where I thought it would be!" Phase! LoL I have been there and still am there... I deffinately do NOT enjoy the mental issues that come along with turning 30 and being STAGNENT in my life! I am also going to stop being so gullable, trusting and always willing to help! I try to help too many people and hardly anyone appreciates it. So... SCREW IT! More time for me!I know that sounds kinda crazy but I don't need anyone else pulling my heart strings! It's been done too much as it is... and now I have to repair! So I am going to keep moving... FORWARD! If you are my fri

Winners Weekend 1/3/09
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO PARTICIPATED !!! HERE ARE THE RESULTS and WINNERS of Over 7 MILLION in PRIZES!!! BLING RACE WINNERS: Saturday Cobralady™ M!£ai™ Gottoloveit69 Sunday ღஐ kgurl ღஐ M!£ai™ CantSleepClownsWillEatMe The Grand Prize Drawings for Over 5 MIL Fubux. 3 Winners out of the 18 entered are ….. 3 MIL ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ 1.5 MIL justachickinpa 750k DA_BADDEST

Learning
I will give to Master my body, mind and spirit, in faith of His knowledge of the skills, safety and first aid measures necessary to put me through painfully ecstatic and euphoric edgeplay: the use of needles and pins to pierce my flesh; the use of scoring tools to make drawings upon my body or to selectively and carefully cut my skin to make me bleed with little or no scarring; aromatherapy where He will throw me into higher states of consciousness with the scents of oils and incense; blood and breath control to bring me to the edge of my survival to feel the battle for my self-preservation; guns and knifeplay to intensify my awareness of my existence racing parallel with my threatened drive to live; and other such uses. Through these activities i shall learn to ride on the top edge of my fears and the bottom edge of my perception of utter terror - for it is there i shall come to know my greatest fear of all: that i will want to go there again and again.

Nothing At All.....
I am nothing to the world but every thing to me. Some pray for riches I pray only to be free. Free from my pain and more so my past. To realize I will some day be more then last. Being able to achieve a place rather then outcast. From the out side I am looking in. Waiting for my chance to begin. Able to be the man I truly am. Rather then labeled as junk mail or marked as spam.

Please Read
LADIES AND GENTLEMEN WHOEVER INVESTS IN A 1MONTH OR 3MONTH VIP FOR ME I WILL............ 1)PAY YOU 1'000'000 FU-BUCKS (FOR 1 MONTH),3'000'000 FU-BUCKS(FOR 3 MONTHS) 2)I WILL DO A PERSONAL SALUTE (TO YOU FROM ME) 3)(WITH YOUR PERMISSION) I WILL RIP ONE OF YOUR PICTURES AND PUT IT IN A FOLDER CALLED "DEDICATING THIS FOLDER TO..." I WILL AS A BONUS WILL GIVE 500'000 FU-BUCKS EVERY MONTH I HAVE THE VIP FIGURE ON A TOTAL OF 1'500'000 FU-BUCKS FOR 1MONTH VIP AND.....4'500'000 FU-BUCKS FOR 3MONTH VIP I WILL WRITE EVERYTHING DOWN IN A NOTEBOOK SO I CAN KEEP TRACK OF THE DATE OF TRANSACTIONS THIS IS TO FIRST COME FIRST SERVE ONCE I GET A VIP THIS BLOG WILL SELF DESTRUCT IN FIVE SECONDS AFTERWARDS SO....... WHO WILL BE THE LUCKY PERSON???? PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT WHETHER OR NOT THIS IS A FAIR, UNFAIR OR OVERLY FAIR THANK YOU FOR READING SHORTY08

Beach Story
I had been living in the hills surrounding Adelaide for about five years when I met Molly. She lived in the United States and had come to Adelaide for a holiday… and we went for a sight seeing tour to explore the countryside and I was pleased to meet someone with whom to share my special places. I love being near the ocean but the beaches near Adelaide have very little swell and are a bit boring compared with those on the coast of Northern New South Wales where I used to live. The beaches that open out onto the Great Southern Ocean are different though. The coastline is rugged and the surf continually charges against the shore in great ragged waves. There are still a few die-hard surfers who brave the cold and the sharks in their full length wet suits hoping for that perfect wave. I never took up surfing but I often sit spellbound on these wild and boisterous beaches in awe of the majesty of creation. This particular afternoon we went to one of my favorite beaches. It is a place

Venting
As I drift through the mind of the man I have become. I feel nothing,I realize now that I am numb. Ignorant to the feelings that should be there. For getting how it is to love or being able to share. Knowing that all I have done is in vain. Doing all I can do to remain sane. Sanity another over exaggerated term or better yet a lie. Like believing in the Easter bunny or that you can truly fly. Words are just a simple way of complicating what is true. That in life the only thing that remains is you.

I Really Just Feel Like Crying...
Ok guys and girls… I have a bad news… THE BIG BOSS of the company 1633 (those real the one who’s taking care in Europe of the magazine : NewLook, Maximal and many others… So THE BOSS just decide that I’m looking way too young to be on the cover + interview… bla bla bla… they call me the women-child… anyways… I guess I’m not good enough for those one who always have in mind that a REAL WOMEN is a tall girl with big boobs and a different look than me… I’m not planning on writing you a big story but this news really crew up my day… I’m feeling like I want to cry… I’m going outside to change my idea… I need a breather. Take Care! Ariel Rebel

And?
As if the world can hear what it is I say... As if there is truly warmth where it is I lay Never again shall I be the child with such dreams. The one who covered his ears to hide his mothers screams. The very boy who could and would change it all. Has felt the pain and knows now how it to fall. Searching every day and into the night for what is real. Never quite understanding what it is I feel. Trapped in a world surrounded by only me. I pray for death to allow me to be free.

100% Proud Supporter
I am A 100% Proud Supporter OF The United States Marines Army AirForce Navy National Guard CoastGuard You Are My American Heroes. I Thank Every Single Soldier Out there that chose to sacrifice their life to defend our beautiful country and our FREEDOM! Without you, I couldn't imagine what we would do. I thank You From the bottom of my heart and God Bless You and Your Families. I'm Also a 100% Proud Supporter of Our American Heroes here at home... Our Police Officers Who catch the dumb fuckers out their that DON'T obey the LAW! The Fire Fighters That Save Our Burning Hides

As Always
Through never changing lies I do hear the voices. Exempt from all mistakes I alone make my choices. Never alone fore my pain is always there. Having no worries because no one seems to care. Of all the love I have yet to enjoy.... I realize now that I am still a little boy. The body of a man and the soul of a child I realize now that life is to wild. So maybe as my pain lives on. I to will realize I am just a pawn. A disposable piece on the game board of life. The ruler of my world and creator of my strife.

To Love You I Had To Leave, I'm Sorry..
"I'd Come For You" Just One more moment, that's all that's needed. Like wounded soldiers in need of healing. Time to be honest, this time I'm bleeding Please don't dwell on it, cause I didn't mean it I cant believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground But it doesn't matter cause I've made it up forgive me now Everyday I spend away my souls inside out Gotta be someway that I can make it up to you now, somehow. By now you'd know that I'd come for you No one but you, yes I'd come for you But only if you told me to And I'd fight for you I'd lie, it's true Give my life for you You know I'd always come for you I was blindfolded, but now I'm seeing My mind was closing, now I'm believing I finally know what just what it means to let someone in To see the side of me that no one does or ever will So if your ever lost and find yourself all alone I'd search forever just to bring you home, Here and now this I vow By now you'd know that I'd come for you No one but

Call It What Ya Will
HUMILITY We humbly ask the Higher Power and of our friends to help us to change. Creator is an ally who we are finely walkin with. There is no greater ill then being Spiritually sick. We, to, must start over in every area of our lifes. Humility is an attitude that will help us start fresh in every thing we do. To be humble is to get down on Mother Earth and ask the Higher Power for help on a regular basis. We all have a Self-regulator inside of us whose purpose is to keep us inside a "comfort zone". When we get outside of our emotional comfort zone, we might find ourselves gettin irritable and edgy. Juststice We are making up to those people when ever we can, except when to do so would hurt them more. As we walk, the path of forgiveness and justice we stay focused on the things we have done wrong. We are on this path to get right with the Creator and with others. Make your admends as quickly as possible. Some admends can be done by letter or by telephone. Pre

Subject?good Answer.
One word at a time to describe what it is I feel. One second at a time to realize this is not real. One feeling remains to be true through and through. I am me and there is nothing I can do for you. To the world it is I, that I, can afford. My friendship truly is your only reward. Looking to me to attempt to purchase your love? You would have better luck seeking gold from above.

Can You Answer This Riddle?
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Here is a pretty neat little thing from Paul Harvey. See if you can guess the riddle at the end. Paul Harvey Writes: We tried so hard to make things better for our kids that we made them worse. For my grandchildren, I'd like better. I'd really like for them to know about hand me down clothes and homemade ice cream and leftover meat loaf sandwiches. I really would. I hope you learn humility by being humiliated, and that you learn honesty by being cheated. I hope you learn to make your own bed and mow the lawn and wash the car. And I really hope nobody gives you a brand new car when you are sixteen. It will be good if at least one time you can see puppies born and your old dog put to sleep. I hope you get a black eye fighting for something you believe in. I hope you have to share a bedroom with your younger brother/sis

The Latest Douche...
Alright, by now you know me. I have NO problem going head-to-head with ANYONE on the mumms, but the last few days one kid has stood out from the rest. He's tried to rile me up, question my "manhood", bashing females he knows I'm friends with, whatever... Now, on one of his mumms in which I actually stuck around long enough for, he decides to block me... So, as I'm such a public servant to the Fu-Community, I'd like to bring attention to this creep... He goes by "Bronx Bull" (with "X"s here and there) and his profile is HERE! Stop by, and tell him "Jai says 'smootches'!"...

Fuck You Gordon Allen
WELL THINGS HAVE GONE TO FROM BAD TO WORES NOW.. LOOKS LIKE I WELL NEVER SEE MY SONS AGAIN ...THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING MY LIFE HELL ON THIS EARTH I HVAE NOTHING NOW OTHER THEN BOB WHO HAS BEEN THERE FROM ME AND OTHER PPL TOO... REMEBER WHAT I SAID ABOUT KARMA BEING THE BIGGER BITCH OH YES WHAT COMES AROUND GO'S AROUND .. YOU HAVE MADE MY LIFE A LIVING HELL GUESS WHAT I WARED YOU A LONG TIME AGO IF SOMETHING LIKE THIS WOULD EVER HAPPEND I WOULD DO THE SAME THING TO YOU GUESS WHAT YOUR DAY IS COME TOO.. YOU SON OF A BITCH.. HOW DARE YOU DO THIS TO ME TAKE MY BABIES FROM ME AND NOT CALL OR WRITE YOU FUCKING BASTER.. I HOPE YOU FUCK DIE ..YOU WELL NEVER KNOW HOW TO TREACH A WOMAN RIGHT ..... YOU CONTROLLING BASTER FUCK YOU AND...IF YOU HAVE ANY MORE KIDS I HOPE THEY FUCKING HATE YOU

My New Career...sort Of
Due to complications that made my formula pretty much irrelevant... Surgery=job=$$$$ and resulting in.... $$$$ spent+ $0 earned=Uh oh! I've decided that my hobby of painting is going to have to perform double duty, so I'm selling my art. BFF Richard found me a website, similar to Ebay but they specialize in handmade items only, so you don't get lost in the listings. It's called similarly Etsy...cute, huh? Anyways, I find it hard to create and type so that explains why I'm on here sporadically. Hope everyone is enjoying a great 2009. :)

Far Beyond Driven 40
Come enjoy the ride, to hell and back with Vicously! Click to Enter (repost of original by 'Lirpa L00 ~RealLife married/Fu-owner2Viciously~ co-owner&promoter@FBD * mem of RD Bombers*blue' on '2009-01-05 10:22:18')

For The Soldiers
Attention all soldiers of the US Armed Forces: For all your military shopping needs go to US Cavalry where you can find the best products with the highest quality and standards. Don't trust anything but the best.

Messing With Sleepy Co-workers
When I was in the Army stationed in Berlin, we had this girl on the team with us named Kathy (small team, only 5 people). Anyway, whenever we rotated to night shift, she had a HELL of a time staying awake. One night, she had dozed off in her chair, so we decided to prank her. First we laid down by her feet and untied her boots, and then retied the laces together, around the stem of the chair, so she wouldn't be able to move her feet and stand up. Then we took white out and made dots allover her boots (FYI, having clean shiny BLACK boots is very important in the Army, having white dots all over them is NOT desirable). Then, we got patch cords and tied both of her arms to the arms of the chair. She still didn't wake up! Only when we went to put white out on her eyelids did she wake up! So she wakes up all groggy, like WTF is going on, and we opened the front door of our department, and pushed her chair out into the hallway. The timing was AWESOME because the mess hall had just o

Pimp Out 4 Star
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Damnit :(
Well that's it. One chance to do it and we blow it as always. We were looking so good too.. grrrrr! I don't know what I'm more mad about, the fact we lost or the fact I spent $300 to see them lose in person.. lol Oh well... there's always next year. *sobs*

Oh The Blood...
I want to get something pierced this weekend. I can't decide what though. Nose Tongue Nipples Fuck a mumm. Gimme input. __________________________________________________________________________ EDIT;; Thanks to everyone's input, I've We've decided on: Thanks to everyone who participated. I'll give you each $5 fubux :P -REL

Feel Like I'm On Top Of The World
I made the President's List of Academic Excellence. I feel pretty good about myself especially since I've been out of school for almost 10 years. Keep smiling and work hard and you can achieve anything!!! Ciao!

For People Over 30
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways, yadda - yadda - yadda . . And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today , you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email!! We had to actually write somebody a letter ...with a pen! Then you had to walk all the way across the st

Victoria Secret
A husband walks into Victoria 's Secret to purchase a sheer negligee for his wife. He is shown several possibilities that range from $250 to $500 in price -- the more sheer, the higher the price. Naturally, he opts for the most sheer item, pays the $500, and takes it home. He presents it to his wife and asks her to go upstairs, put it on, and model it for him. Upstairs the wife thinks (she's no dummy ), 'I have an idea. It's so sheer that it might as well be nothing. I won't put it on, but I'll do the modeling naked, return it tomorrow, and keep the $500 refund for myself.' She appears naked on the balcony and strikes a pose. The husband says, 'Good Grief! You'd think for $500, they'd at least iron it!' He never heard the shot. Funeral on Thursday at Noon. Closed coffin.

Must Read For All Bad Girls
I Have Been Informed By Quite A Few Girls That There Are A Few That Have Not Been Fanning & Or Adding Everyone...You Were All Informed When Joining That I Did Require You To R/F/A Everyone... So Everyone Needs To Make Sure That Everyone On The Bad Girls List Was Fanned & Added As A Friend.. ALL New Bad Girls Are To RATE FAN & ADD Everyone That Is On The List Before Them. Also A Few Of The Girls That Have Been Part Of The Group For A While Were Found To Not Be On A Friends List Of A Few Girls.. So This Goes Out To You Also.. New Or Old.. Please Make Sure To Fan & Add Everyone In The Group.. Thanks The Sarge

Too Funny
->davidf: roflmfao davidf: what ever big tit bitch ->davidf: read the convo..you'll see davidf: and i am laughing how is that makeing me whiny davidf: I'm over here laughing--that's not being whiny davidf: what like u ->davidf: you know you sound like a whiny bitch, right? davidf: nope i still wouldnt want to see them now even if u wanted to show them ->davidf: you did about 15 mins ago & the only reason you dont want to now is cuz I said no davidf: who said i wanted to see them now ->davidf: I thought saying no to not showing my boobs made perfect sense davidf: ur right just like u bitches dont make any sence ->davidf: ok that makes absolutely no sense davidf: yeap acting my age like u bitches Ok, so he WAS on my friends list till he asked to see my boobs (because of my status about Porch.) And his status reads: Not talking 2 u anymore. lmaoooo

2008 In Review...
2008... where the fuck did it go? Seems like it was yesterday that it was the end of 2007 and I was just creating my fubar account, getting to know some of the best people I have ever encountered... and here we are, 2009! Whoa!!! :) 2008 brought me lots of things... many good, some bad, but all in all, my year was more than I ever could have wished for!!! I met Jimmie, who is my best friend, soul mate, life partner, he is my everything. Handsome, I love you! ;) I rocked out at too many concerts to count, and loved almost every minute of it! Celebrated birthdays with all my peeps, drank, smoked, drank some more and smoked more than we should have... :) Went to more -itis shows than I can count! I know, I am obsessive, what can I say! I had fun at each and every one of them!!! I met wonderful people that I can't imagine my life with out any more! Jenny, you are the BEST, and I love you! Denny, I fuckin miss you and you need to travel through more often! Jeremy, I miss

Fubar 4th Of July Party.. For My Family And Friends.
Plans are in the works for a Fubar members only 4th of July party... I will be posting more and more information as it comes... The party will start here in Kankakee, Illinois... I have a cookout planned at the State Park for the daytime & then we are going to take a train to Chicago's Navy Pier for fireworks that night. If you are interested in coming out, please please send me your full name and address so I could send you a formal invitation in 2 weeks... Thanks in advance! Renee aka SexyGoddessRkkennedy84

My Girl Needs Love!!!
HELP ME HELP MY GIRL!! SHE JUST JOINED AND SHE NEEDS FRIENDS! FANS! AND RATES!! ILL MAKE A DEAL WITH YOU! IF U GO RATE ALL HER 20 PICS, ADD, FAN, AND RATE HER, ILL PAY U!! YES FUBUCKS FOR LOVE ON MY GIRL! ALL U HAVE TO DO IS SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SAYING THAT U DID SO, AND I WILL SEND THE BUCKS! FUBUCKS FOR 2 MINS OF UR TIME? AND SHE WILL RETURN ALL THE LOVE GIVEN TO HER! SO HELP ME OUT PEOPLE!! AND I WILL HELP YOU!! ¢¾RISSA¢¾@ fubar TY TY TY!!! NOW GET TO IT, AND THEN SEND ME THE MESSAGE!! XOXO * ±®¦§hÅ£¡©¦Øû§ * OWNER of Super Tony@ fubar

Tina Louise Couture - Couture Bridal And Clothing Designer
Tina Louise Couture - COUTURE BRIDAL AND CLOTHING DESIGNER THE BEST KEPT SECRET COUTURE BRIDAL AND CLOTHING DESIGNER TINA is a couture bridal designer best kept secret - have sewn for celebrities as well - open for any type of budget and sizes - plus sizes are welcome. Designer are sewn for individual - no off the rack clothing. If they have a picture it can be done completely to your body size and your liking. Tina does graduations - proms - event - any type of affairs you going to. Her designs will make you grasp for air and your groom if you are getting married. Feel like cinderella at any time of the year. Feel different and look different with tina louise designs. Do you think you need to spend a lot of money on a wedding gown to look your best? The facts responsible for making couture style very costly can also be achieved on a simple yet cheap gown. E.g. few of the current trends are draped fabric, ruching, sashes, broaches, and distinct accessories. Begin with an or

Rating Game - 1/05/09
~Rain's Rating Game~ So u want a chance to win one of the great prizes? Here is what you do : Below is links to Myself,Babyboy,and PIA .For every 100 pic rates I will put your name in a drawing for a chance to win a prize (1 entry per 100 rates).There are several prizes that can be won.You may rate any or all of our pics to give you more chances at winning.Please fumail RAIN (NOT SB) fumail ONLY Letting me know how many pics you rated altogether. WE have auto 11's activated ..So you will benefit just from rating! PM Rain For Bonus Entries. ~~Prizes~~ THERE WILL ONLY BE 3 WINNERS THIS TIME!!! 1st Place - Auto 11 Bling 2nd Place - 1 Ticker 3rd Place - 1 Tag ~~~~~HAPPY RATING~~~~~ ~~~GET STARTED~~~ †Яåîñ† ~Wîƒèý †º $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$Hûßßý †º Яåîñ{Ð.$.Ç}@ fubar ~*~PIA~*~co-owner @WYKD ~*~@ fubar Next Game 1/12/09 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This We

*sings...turn Around, Look At What You See-ee-ee-ee..it's The Never-ending Aaauuu-ctiiiooonnn.....!!
Welcome to PetiteFleur aka Sweet One's very fine Never-ending auction...it's an auction where a person may enter free of charge and when they are happy with a bid, they can end their auction by accepting... So, presenting the participants...each pic will take you directly to the individual entry... Your auction hostess... SOLD! And the rest.... WITHDRAWN! SOLD! SOLD!

Let Go (monsters)
Wipe the tears from your eyes Darling, go back to sleep Nightmares cannot hurt you now Here in your mother’s keep Let go of all the darkened thoughts Unfold your tiny wings and fly I’ll chase away the monsters that are Underneath your bed And sing away the ones inside your head Wipe the dirt from your knees Get up and move along Failure cannot hurt you now It can only make you stronger Let go of all the darkened thoughts Unfold your tiny wings and fly I’ll chase away the monsters that are Underneath your bed And sing away the ones inside your head

Silent Screams
Many times I've called your name. Its feels like I'm going insane. So quiet and alone I scream in a such a high pitched tone. I can't even hear the sound of my own voice. Blood rushes down my back, You kiss me lightly upon my neck. I never thought you'd be the one, to have done what you have done. The blade is red as I now lay dead. Yet I can still see you You look at your hands you can't believe what you've done. You took my body and closed my eyes You held me tight and told your lies. You even cried but the real tears were mine. Now you try to beg back my life, which you took with a knife,through my heart, with your lies. Poem By Tammy C.

Acquainted With The Night
I've been feeling down and pessimistic lately. Nothing seems to be going right anymore. So much family drama. Fighting. Yelling. Shit. I read this poem in college and it sums up my mood. Acquainted with the Night Robert Frost I have been one acquainted with the night. I have walked out in rain -- and back in rain. I have outwalked the furthest city light. I have looked down the saddest city lane. I have passed by the watchman on his beat And dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain. I have stood still and stopped the sound of feet When far away an interrupted cry Came over houses from another street, But not to call me back or say good-bye; And further still at an unearthly height, O luminary clock against the sky Proclaimed the time was neither wrong nor right. I have been one acquainted with the night. yeah just, yeah Rhonny

Fu-players
OK, I know this is all for fun. Most everyone else knows this is all for fun. But I get SO upset/pissed off when I talk to some of my fu-friends and they tell me of some woman on here that they think they are falling for or they are really interested in... then I see this same woman on other men's pages saying the same shit to them. YES. I flirt. I admit it, its natural. BUT when I am interested in someone, I reign it in. I just feel that if I am truly interested in someone, I just don't WANT to be spreading that interest to others. There is a difference between acknowledging that someone looks good... even VERY GOOD... and insinuating that you want to f*ck their brains out. There are a few women on here that I have noticed leaving the same type of messages on many of my male friend's pages. So when I hear that one of my friends is interesting in one of these women, I feel like I should tell them what I "know" of this woman, but I am torn between that and leaving it alone, and no

Mmm Look What Naughty Naughtia Did To Me
SHE HAS WENT AND MADE ME A PRETTY....I LOVE IT AND LOVE HER TO PIECES MMMMMMMMM SUCH AN AWESOMELY SWEETY GAL!!! PLEASE SHOW HER SOME LOVE I AM IN ANOTHER AUCTION WILL YA PLEASE STOP BY AND PLACE A BID? IM HOUSE TRAINED... DONT HUMP LEGS WELL OK YEA I DO BUT STILL GOTTA LOVE ME LOL I DONT BITE BUT HAVE BEEN KNOWN TO NIBBLE~GIGGLES~ i dont pee on carpet im sometimes quiet as a mouse....well when im asleep i am anyway come on bid on me ya know ya wanna IF YOU WANNA OWN ME FOR VALENTINES THEN CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW TO START BIDDING. PLEASE SHOW MY GIRL SOME LOVE FOR HER AWESOMENESS BUT SAVE SOME FOR ME!!! GO PLACE YOUR BIDS I WANT TO OUTDO ALL THE OTHER AUCTIONS I HAVE BEEN IN AND BRING IN MORE THAN IN THE OTHERS SO LOVE ME HARD!!

Come And Help You Know You Wanna
36dragon flies*fu-owned by Atle333 is in need of some fubar love to help her level.Please go show some she has only 270 pictures so it wont take long to rate them,lets get her to insider today!!!!!! 36dragon flies*fu-owned by Atle333@ fubar ~This bulletin bought to you by ~ Please Repost Often !!!-AuSsIe-!!!- Owner of ~ThE *BaCk *StOp~ !!!Zodiak Levelers

Love - The New Religion Of The 21st Century
On the surface of the world right now there is war and violence and things seem dark But calmly and quietly, at the same time, something else is happening underground An inner revolution is taking place and certain individuals are being called to a higher light It is a silent revolution From the inside out From the ground up It is time for me to reveal myself I am an embedded agent of a secret, undercover Clandestine Global operation A spiritual conspiracy We have sleeper cells in every nation on the planet You won't see us on the T.V. You won't read about us in the newspaper You won't hear about us on the radio We don't seek any glory We don't wear any uniform We come in all shapes and sizes Colors and styles Most of us work anonymously We are quietly working behind the scenes in every country and culture of the world Cities big and small, mountains and valleys, in farms and villages, tribes and remote islands You could pass by one of us on the street and not

Ty From Twistedwhispers
Auto's are active!! I want to say "Thank You" to all the wonderful friends that left gifts, rates, comments and messages on my birthday..January 2. You guys are so awesome!! I have Auto 11's active today. I also have several EZ Rate Folders. So come on by and rate and level up on me. I will return as much love as I can. But, to be sure I don't miss anyone private message me so I can return it. just click the pic below and get started rating...xoxoxo ~~Twisted Whispers ~~ Owned by the one and only TAPPINIT!!@ fubar And to my Fu-Owner, Tappinit: "Thank you!! from the bottom of my heart for being such a great friend. You are one of the best around. Glad to have you as my #1. And, thanks for the wonderful pics you make! Much love and respect...xoxoxo" So, go show this wonderful man some love to. He so deserves all he can get!! xoxo Tappinit@ fubar

Honesty
You know you hear people say I want honesty that is all I want. Well, I have tried to be honest with someone I told them something personal about myself. Something so personal that I was scared to tell him but I did and he said it was a ok and that he was SO happy that I was honest with him. That no one had ever been that honest with him and he was so happy that I had been so open with him. WELL that is the last I have heard from him. Nothing. So much for honestly. I guess I just thought that since I had been honest with him he would have least would have told me to fuck off if he didnt want to deal with me. THAT would have been honest. It is times like this that I think Why try?

Founders Message
Dear Members, Theres a few of us that don't know what our requirements are for leveling here they are: 1. the person we are leveling must need 20k or less in pts. to level (I will make the soul decision if we rate someone needing more or less) 2. they must have a valid salute. 3. they must be a level 5 or higher 4. they must have at least 100 rateable pics. 5. they must be online....Why, you ask because we've had problems in the leveling people that are not online no exceptions!! 6. Look for ripped pics on the profiles also too many times we won't help as it slows down time and gets the person being leveled no where as there is no pts. for them It goes without saying that we are leveling people with amazing efforts and I Thank each of you. Several times questions can simply be answered by going to a Capt. or referring to these helpful hints. thats what they are there for. Hope this helps to clear the confusion. Thanks, Dave Founder Llama L

Auctions ...
to many times I see people complaining about auctions, for that those who bid never follow through on it yadda yadda yadda ... well I have come across a situation being on the other end of that. I followed through on my bids, payed a lot of fubux yet the person(s) I purchased haven't fulfilled their claims. To me this is most aggravating ... maybe I will do a blog/bully and warn people of these people. I notice at least one of them are in numerous auctions. Don't get me wrong some people I have bought in auctions have followed through completely and within 1 - 2 days of the auction date, which is fantastic, but being over 2 weeks and only part of the offer being done well it is rather disconcerning considering its the Bidders who usually don't follow through .... ok enough ranting from me ... comment if you like it's open to all, just UGH lol

Omfgshitfuckwhorebags.
Shut the fuck up about Jett Travolta's death. All these retarded fucking news stories are pissing me off so much. http://perezhilton.com/2009-01-04-did-scientology-play-a-part-in-jett-travoltas-death http://www.mirror.co.uk/news/top-stories/2009/01/03/riddle-of-john-travolta-s-son-could-he-have-been-saved-115875-21013277/ I don't fucking think so. What the fuck is wrong with people? The speculations are getting ridiculous. I know exactly what they're going through because I'm dealing with it right now too. LOUD AND FUCKING CLEAR: Update: Travolta's camp is now claiming that "Jett had suffered from grand mal seizures in the past and had taken anti-seizure medicine which the Travolta's say did not work, so the medication was stopped." Autumn has that issue. People saying that its his religion that disallowed treatment are fucking stupid. I'm not a Scientologist and my kid isn't taking seizure drugs. Big shock, right? Instead they pump her full of other drugs that slow

???not Sure What To Think
I just wanted to let you all know that Mom was taken off inpatient status at the Hospice House since a week ago Friday. It seems she is "improving", and no longer meets the criteria for inpatient care, which means Medicare is no longer paying for it. I just found out about this a couple days ago. Once again someone dropped the ball on letting us know. I was not happy. I think it is kind of ironic, though, that a person who has cancer, who would not survive treatment, cannot walk or take care of herself, and was given two weeks to live (she has lasted over three weeks since that statement was made) would be taken off inpatient status at a hospice... These are federal regulations... I believe the main reason for this is that at her time of admittance she was having tube feedings. The hospice doctor has since stopped the tube feedings, and we or the nurses are helping her eat and drink what she can and wants by mouth. She has really been doing very well with that, alt

Women??!! &^%$#
So I have to ask a general question when it comes to women. What the hell is up ya’ll seriously? I’ve talked to numerous women and they explain the qualities that they look for in men. Honor, Humor, Integrity, Loyalty, respect, Apprciation, Protectiveness, Intellegence, and a strong personality. That is until they ACTUALLY get those things. Before anyone goes on the defensive, I am hardly the only one who holds these opinions, this thought, rant, diatribe, what have you is the result of years of personal experience in conjunction with the experiences of several (20+) other men. Is it because they want these qualities, so long as none of this interferes with their own dynamic? This is an impossibility as Honor is an absolute, as is Integrity& Respect and these have a tendency to have a profound effect upon the other qualities. An example: Girl goes through life living one way and encounters nothing but heartache, bad relationships, and broken promises. So She comes up with a s

Just Grrrrrrrr.
Today was suppose to be my daughter's first day of school. few weeks before that, I think the last day before winter vacation. I ask is there anything I can do to prepare her. they mentioned a list but one thing that wasn't on there was a TB test. I go outside at 7:30 with her come back at 8 and call the school and ask what's going on, they put me though the bus, asked what her name was and told me she needs a TB test, I called my mother and told her that, she has half days Friday but my response was we'll have her miss a week of school for a TB test? so she's calling my brother who works at the clinic and hopefully we'll set up something.

My Suicide Note
Well, this is it. I'm sorry to everyone this disappoints, I'm sorry to anyone who's heart it may break, as I thought I did an alright job of being a good man. I dont have the heart to call my parents before doing this so anyone that could, please let them know that I'm sorry but that I do love them and I love Janice....... :( And please let them know that I'll miss them all and anyone who may have thought of me as a friend and I wasnt aware of them thinking of me as that. To my cousin Vic, you tried to be there for me during hard times over the years and I appreciated that. And Max, I love Max and he's always been like a best friend but the problem is that when the best friend you feel that youve had....... is a dog. Janice, I'm sorry I hurt you those times before but I'm gonna slash my neck and I can promise you that I have felt the hurt too from being without you and I loved you MORE THAN LIFE but I guess that wasnt enough. Know that wherever you are as you read this, as I'm sure

My Heart Is Not A Toy
my heart is not a toy, so why do guys think it is cool to watch me build feeling for them, just to bring me down, and watch me hurt. its not fair all i ever ask for is for one guy to share my love with. but i guess that will never happen. cause all i have now is where my heart should be is a empty, and broken heart with many pieces of a heart that once was whole and full of love. i just dont know what to do?

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 1-05-09 Cotton Candy
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 12-29-09 Cotton Candy Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Cotton Candy Birthday: May 10th Zodiac Sign: Taurus Hair Color: Brown Eye Color: Brown Tattoos: One two butterflies on the back of my neck Piercings: 2 on my right ear, 4 on my left, tongue, and lip *Favorites* Color: Silver Season: Fall Day Of Week: Wednesday Animal: Panther Flower: Purple rose *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: Yes Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Yes I have Smiled For No Reason?: Yeah I do that alot when I am around my son Sat On Your Rooftop?: Yeah, used to love to sit out there on a nice cool night *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: Computer Phone 0R IM?: IM McDonalds 0R Burger King?: McDonalds Summer 0R Winter?: Winter CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: MP3 XBox 0R PS2?: XBOX RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: Pepperoni with

Open Your Own Door To Success.
OPEN YOUR OWN DOOR TO SUCCESS. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Success on any major scale requires that you accept responsibility. The one quality that all successful people have is their ability to take on responsibility. You must choose the thoughts and actions that will lead you on to success. Nothing will happen by itself. It can all come your way, once you understand that you have to make it come your way, by your own exertions. Find your pathway to success and begin your journey. Your life will become what you make of it. The golden opportunity you are seeking lies within you. It's not in your environment. It's not in luck or chance, or the help of others. It's in you alone. Opportunity is all around you. And if the door of opportunity is closed, you must keep on knocking on it, and keep on knocking on it until it opens. You'll develop your opportunity by applying persistence to your possibilitie

Hellcast Trivia #1
Ok, if you did not make the show on saturday for the new Hellcast Trivia, this is how is will work out. Through private donations made to the show, at the end of 2009, the leader in total points shall be awarded a cash prize of at least $100. The way it will go: 10 questions, with varying degrees of difficulty, will be awarded points according to that level of difficulty: 1pt for easy questions, 3pts for Average , 7pts for difficult and 10pts for tough or impossible. Your FIRST guess will be the only answer accepted. So, your leader at the end of the first week is: JPletch- 26 StacyDawn- 22 Sheena- 22 Sunnastein- 19 Mchgn- 18 Forgetful61- 16 MammaHelle- 12 OP_Free76- 9 AngelaBower- 3 Strega- 1 This will be a running total to finish on the December 19th show of 2009. Becuz we will take the last saturday of the year to just relax and prep for another huge show to start 2010.

Some Of Why I'm On Here
Knowing that i give people a laugh or a smile a temporary escape from everyday problems makes being on here all worth while I also hope to Plant seed as the word says to do throwing out the word here & there that doesn't return void (I just hope my compromises don't have to much a negative affect) The word(Jesus) also says "feed my sheep" I have several friends that are true followers of Christ & to add to what they know & even just discuss any of the word Nourishes what they already know & even adds to it. [If the is Music Distracting Please turn it off Now] The bible talks about how Iron Sharpens Iron & a good example is when I share what the Lords been showing Me & you share what the Lords been showing you both our swords are sharpened. In the "Armor of God" verse the sword is the word of God we are indeed in a spiritual Battle & it's nice to have a sharp sword. Also the word says man shall not live by bread alone but by ever word the proceeds from the mouth of God to freshly read y

To Put It Simply, I Want You
I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength over coming my weakness. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches, bleeds and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast every morning for all time. I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps Id bring you breakfest in bed! Your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I want you.

Behind These Eyes
There is so much pain hehind these eyes this life covers the truth with lies. I fake a smile everyday, slowly letting life fade away. From everyone i hide, The fact that i', dieing inside. There is no life inside of me, The mask I wear is all you see. Please dont think that you can save me, I've lost it all so just let me be. My life is all ready ending, And i'm so tired of all the pretending. So when all life slips from my face, I can only hope to go to a better place. Where pain no longer resides, And i wont be forced to hide. But please dont shed atear for me, Cause this is where i want to be. Theresa Kimberley Wideawake Copyright ©2009 Theresa Kimberley Wideawake

Secret Love
Secret Love when I look into your soft blue eyes, my heart lets out a light sigh, From the first day I looked at you, I felt there was something special in you. And as time went by, and day to night, I knew this feeling was so right. You told me that we were friends, But i knew i wanted more in the end. I covered up the truth with lies, By hiding how i really felt inside. I didnt want you to know that i had love for you, Cause I was afraid of losing your friendship too. So in my heart my secret lies, My feelings hidden behind my eyes. And it it's ever meant to be, then you'll see the truth in me. And if not they will stay under lock and key, deep inside the heart in me. Theresa Kimberley Wideawake Copyright ©2009 Theresa Kimberley Wideawake

Secrets
always herd the whispering as I strolled on down the halls, though I pretended not to notice, I saw the writings on the walls. I saw all the looks, caught all the glances, If only they had given me just a couple chances. Though they dont know it, they've left scars on me, but not that kind of scars that anyone can see, they always put me down, and shoved me all around. They always whispered in eachothers ears, all the things they didn't want me to hear. I was the one always left alone, but now its my time to go home. And as I fall into eternal sleep, Don't you dare for me start to weep. I have one last thing to say, as I start to drift away, In this world I can no longer stay, Cause tis time for all this pain to go away. Theresa Kimberley Wideawake Copyright ©2009 Theresa Kimberley Wideawake

No Longer Mine
No Longer Mine as you lay there sleeping by my side, I try not to let you hear me cry. these memories are flowing through my head, as I watch you sleep on our bed. I remember the way things used to be, when your heart belonged to only me. you try to hide the fats so well, But you cant see it's hurting me like hell. I know your hearts no longer mine, and to say it is would just be a lie. I know our love has faded and died, and often at night I sit and have cried. I know I must now let you go, and try not to let this hurt show. I can no longer live this lie, I accept the fact your hearts no longer mine. Copyright ©2009 Theresa Kimberley wideawake

Episode 80- Redlars Bday Bash
This show started like so many before it, with technical difficulties, lol. Myself and one listener were able to type, while others could not hear but type. Once I finally got fixed that problem, about 10 mins later, we finally got the show rolling. The first show of the year, had alot of new things, new bits, a new intro, and best of all, new guests. We covered Dumb Laws of Sweden, Top 10 signs the Anti-Christ is a vegetarian, Red's 3 favorite songs, Redlars good deed of the week, Drink of the week, our King of the Hill, movie review of Benjamin Button, Hellcast Trivia, our sextalk with the girls from TMI, our Mad Lib- The Drunkest I Ever Got, Fractured Fairy Tale- Lord Redlar, Country of the week- Czech Republic, Slackney's Wisdom, On this day in history, our Presidential Address, Comic of the week- Lavell Crawford, 60 second science and so much more on the Aftershow... Each and every show is always so much fun, especially when the listeners get involved. To me, thats what it

The Valley & The Mountain
through the valley i walk to the mountain i climb. i tried to climb that mountain but cant get past the first peak. The valley is where i stay contemplating life. How can i climb that mountain?One day i will! Till then i stay in the valley wondering if im good enough to climb that mountain or im i destain to stay in the valley.One day I hope to conquer that mountain.My demons keep me in the valley of self dought,worth,and love.Will i ever be trully happy? Happiness is what is ultimate what everyone is striving for to get to the top of the mountain.Most of us are happy being in the valley but not all END

Sugardaddy!? Lol
Lesson: You have a better chance of getting what you want if you treat someone with respect. ->Tongue2Swe...: wow so not only are you disrespectful, don't listen, and older then my dead daddy. your lazy too! amazing! and BLOCKED! Tongue2Swe...: show me a pic without your glasses...even though i love your glasses ->Tongue2Swe...: funny Tongue2Swe...: i think u r....but i still like u ->Tongue2Swe...: this is the way i am and it you don't like it then go away ->Tongue2Swe...: i'm not crabby Tongue2Swe...: why u so crabby? ->Tongue2Swe...: like i said perhaps you should read peoples profiles Tongue2Swe...: u having a bad week? ->Tongue2Swe...: and a business ->Tongue2Swe...: and several side jobs ->Tongue2Swe...: i have a job Tongue2Swe...: you bitch just like my daughter too ->Tongue2Swe...: it amuses me ->Tongue2Swe...: i love rejecting them so they come back at me with insults about how they think i'm ugly and don't want to fuck me after not just five minutes ago they

Submitting Pic
I need some help so I want to submit a pic for Kodak and they need one that captures the revelry of the new year..any suggestions?? I was thinking about something along with like: maybe a new begining ya know with a new year new president..what would be the best pic to describe this? I even considered a sunrise as a new begining but how will they know thats what I mean?

Things Could Be Worse
Today when I came in I noticed one of my employees was wearing a t-shirt instead of his normal dress shirt. So, I asked him what was up. A little back story to this is that he was buying a trailer and Friday he got a phone call it was being towed, after he had moved all his stuff into it. So he left Friday and went to figure out what was going on. Apparently the owner of the land didn't want it there anymore and wanted it moved. The quick story is he had to move back to the place he was living in before. So they load up everything, move it back, and he goes to take care of some stuff. A couple of hours later he comes back to find that the house he was moving back into was on fire. He lost a lot of his stuff, mostly everything except what was still in his vehicle. Apparently the stove malfunctioned and caught fire, and the house was kinda old and went up pretty quick. If that were not crappy enough, he tells his parents, and his mom says she'll come up and bring him some stuff. Well,

I Need An Auto 11 Plz Read
I am looking to buy but I dont got the fubucks for it. I will rate all pics and stash. I will pay half of the fubucks I earn in that and I will find ways to get the rest back. I will give you 2.5 million fubucks right off the bat.

Bon Voyage, The Princess Leia Starship Crew Has Left The Station
YOU ARE CORDIALLY INVITED TO JOIN PRINCESS LEIA'S OFFICIAL FUBAR STARSHIP CREW *************************************** First, you'll board the ship in the finest cloud city ever. *************************************** Next, you have to watch out for Princess Leia, she might visit you and give out an explosive drink at any given moment.. (Don't worry, it won't harm you.) The other passengers might send you drinks, gift you, bling, or rate your things, you never know what's going to happen on this ship... Surprises await, including tags By Vollare Dave. 1. ' Princess Leia' Please Re-post *************************************** After you rate, fan, add, the crew, promotions team, and captain, just leave a blog comment for the captain saying you have completed all the steps. she will add you to the Starship crew and on board the ship. Comments are encouraged. After the captain adds you to the crew and gives you your comment, repost the bulletin. Also

Underneath Your Skin.
I look into your face And wonder what you want with me ‘cause everyone wants something no one hangs around for free Your eyes are so sincere And in your lovely smile I bask As I wonder all the while What’s behind your handsome mask? What underneath do you conceal Devil,demon,angel,sprite Are you needy,angry,greedy,vicious,lost or apathetic? There’s so many ways to suffer now,life is so confused. Its no wonder that the bulk of us are sure we’ve been abused So why don’t you just spit it out, lay it on the line? Take off the guise that hides the truth Be honest just one time. The world revolves on bullshit, most all balance on the fence. To risk a fall with honesty I guess just makes no sense. Poem by Tammy C.

What A Life
well ok its 2009 and well i just think that it was about time for me to pop up here and bitch again about this stupid world we live in. I work with a bunch of pathetic idiots that can't get off their ass to save them selves, don't get me wrong there are a few people that will actually work but the rest just don't care and probably are there to just get a paycheck... all i see all day long is people talking to others and not doing work so no one else has to pick up behind them...... i went in to work last night and omg i cleaned way to much and I shouldn't have to do twice the work that the day crew should of done..... yeah i know i bitch to much

Not Worth My Time
why people feel the need to try to bring someone down is beyond me. everyone has their own life. geez live it and stop trying to look into everyone elses and say things that you have no clue about. but then again if they were happy with their life and the choices they make then they wouldnt bother everyone else right? misery loves company....... go find someones elses company cause seriously all your doing is making an ass out of yourself but then again if they were smart they would probably know that already right?

What You Do To Me
Oh let me tell you Just whats on my mind I dream about it you all the time I just wanna give you anything I can Let me show you everything I am Why is it so hard to get through to you Just what I feel when you walk in the room? What you do to me I cant believe What Im feeling when When you look at me What you do to me Oh I cant conceive Just what Id do when you do What you do to me Used to getting anything I want S why am I letting you get to my heart I never thought that my mind would fantasize That Id reveal what I feel inside

This I Promise You
This I Promise You When the visions around you, Bring tears to your eyes And all that surround you, Are secrets and lies Ill be your strength, Ill give you hope, Keeping your faith when its gone The one you should call, Was standing here all along.. And I will take You in my arms And hold you right where you belong Till the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you Ive loved you forever, In lifetimes before And I promise you never... Will you hurt anymore I give you my word I give you my heart (give you my heart) This is a battle weve won And with this vow, Forever has now begun... Just close your eyes (close your eyes) Each loving day (each loving day) I know this feeling wont go away (no..) Till the day my life is through This I promise you.. This I promise you.. Over and over I fall (over and over I fall) When I hear you call Without you in my life baby I just wouldnt be living at all... And I will take (I will take yo

Thinking Of You
Lying in your arms So close together Didnt know just what I had Now I toss and turn Cause Im without you How Im missing you so bad Where was my head? Where was my heart? Now I cry alone in the dark I lie awake I drive myself crazy Drive myself crazy Thinking of you... Made a mistake When I let you go baby I drive myself crazy Wanting you the way that I do Wanting you the way that I do I was such a fool I couldnt see it Just how good you were to me (just how good you were to me) You confessed your love (you confessed your love) Undying devotion I confessed my need to be free... And now Im left With all this pain Ive only got myself to blame...yeah... I lie awake I drive myself crazy Drive myself crazy Thinking of you... Made a mistake Let you go baby I drive myself crazy Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do) Why...didnt I know it How much I loved you baby? Why couldnt I show it If I had only told you When I ha

Forever In Your Heart
Forever in You Heart You know That I love you In every way You bring So many magical wonders To my day How could I ever leave One reason why Cause darlin without you I cannot breathe Youre the best thing In all my life The only one Who helps me through So much pain and strife Baby you know... Youll always be in my heart Well never have reaons To ever part When I look into yor eyes All I see is you and i Together, forever in your heart Darlin yes I love you more than words can say Youll always be mine No matter where you are Youre always at the front Of my mind Only for eternity Youve touched my heart With undying hope With your love My problems can cope No one will ever take your place When I close my eyes I see me Kissing your sweet face Youre much more beautiful Than heavens glowing embrace You'll alwyas be Forever with me Baby, just wait and see Youre my dream come true And all I can say Is that I love you All I can say I

A Song
this is the only song i'll post simply because i don't want anyone ripping off my lyrics as their own. But this one is special as it seems to some up my life to a certain point really, enjoy, hopefully if im lucky i'll get some music for it. Comments would be appreciated Semi Circle Verse Here’s another story About a boy and girl But the boy moved away And changed the girls world The boy came back But the girl moved on So he stands on stage Singing this song Chorus I’m talking to you But I don’t know what to say Because you’re the only one That makes me feel this way You’ve captured my heart I don’t know what to do The only thing I want Is to be with you Verse The boy got up and Moves back onto his feet Just like a semi circle Only half complete He meets a new girl But as you can tell That he only went and Fucked it up with her as well Chorus I’m talking to you But I don’t know what to say Because you’re the only one That makes me fe

My Slumbering Bitch
why can't you help me keep her sleep??? I try with all my might to keep her sleep my laughter turns to anger, anger turns to revenge why must you say things that you "think" i want to hear??? if you know me...it's not that serious before the meet, things are good you call and call ad call the meet...things are not what you expected you walk ahead of me no words, no eye contact the pretence...she'll do for the moment if you know me...it's not that serious the encounter... better than i've had before kissing, touching, exploring things change...no eye contact everything stops things your have to do, places your have to go the lies you tell you move so quick i hurt my neck trying to keep up if you know me, it's not that serious...i've told you this before why couldn't it have stayed the way that it was if you know me, it's not that serious you get ghetto, your words, your actions why not just leave me there?? it's not that serious my bitch stirs, i lull h

Como Laflor
Yo sé que tienes Un nuevo amor Sin embargo Te deseo lo mejor Si en mí no encontraste Felicidad Tal vez alguien más Te la dará Como la flor (como la flor) Con tanto amor (con tanto amor) Me diste tú Se marchitó Me marcho hoy Yo sé perder Pero ay, cómo me duele Ay, cómo me duele Si vieras cómo duele Perder tu amor Con tu adiós te llevas Mi corazón No sé si pueda Volver a amar Porque te di todo el amor Que pude dar Como la flor (como la flor) Con tanto amor (con tanto amor) Me diste tú Se marchitó Me marcho hoy Yo sé perder Pero ay, cómo me duele Ay, cómo me duele Como la flor (como la flor) Con tanto amor (con tanto amor) Me diste tú Se marchitó Me marcho hoy Yo sé perder Pero ay, cómo me duele Ay, cómo me duele Ay, cómo me duele

10 Things To Never Say To A Porn Star! (especially #4!!!!!)
10. You're too pretty to do porn. (So, you're saying you would prefer to watch ugly people f*ck?) 9. Your vagina must be really worn out. (Mine isn't nearly as bad as your mother's after pushing such a giant idiot like you out of it. ) 8. I would never watch porn. I think it is degrading to women. (Then how did you know my name? And my measurements? And my astrological sign? And my birthdate?) 7. How do I get my girlfriend/wife to do ________? (Ask her, not me. By the way, talking to me in the first place is not helping your cause. ) 6. Wow! You're so much prettier/younger/thinner in your photos. (Obviously your mother didn't teach you anything and it is called Photoshop. ) 5. I pleasured myself to you 10 times this week! (OK, I didn't need to know precisely how pathetic you are. And stop trying to shake my hand. I now unfortunately know exactly where it has been. ) 4. I could do porn. (No, you couldn't. If you could, you already would be ... and no, I will NOT

Eaters Delight Is A Full Service Caterer
Eaters Delight is a Full Service Caterer Eaters Delight is a Full Service Caterer whose fine reputation is based on consistency of excellent quality and service. We specialize in weddings, rehearsal dinners, corporate events, cocktail parties, picnics, barbeques, gatherings, birthday parties, box lunches, press release parties, business parties, entertainers parties, celebrity parties and more. Catering Ideas That Will Help You Organize a Successful Event Hosting a forthcoming major event can unnerve even the most meticulous person. But there are few main catering ideas that will help you pull off major event without any problem. And this stress that accompanies catering and arranging a major event can be alleviated by an organizer, post its, PDA's and notepads. There are many catering ideas for each type of party. The major catering ideas that can make your party successful are to remain organized, provide good menu choices, ensure drinks are flowing and decor

Donations Would Help Alot
OK i gots to ask.. i would really like to get spotlight for my birthday in march. so if anyone could help me win spotlight that would be great. i need donations. anything will help.. the last time i had spotlight it cost 800k to win it lol.. that tells you how long ago that was.. i do believe i bought stacie a mansion back then too lol. but any donations will help.. ty!!

My Wife
So Tell Me What You Think Of My Real Life Wife Is She Hot Or Not?? In My Eyes She Is So Hot She Burns Me Up Everyday!! Scottish Phantom RL wife to Casper the Alien@ fubar Just Do Me A Favor Rate And Fan And Ad Here While Your There Thanks Th Crazy Alien!!

When Lazy Catches Up To Stupid...
Good Morning, and welcome to 2009 yuck…wasn’t it just a while ago we were welcoming in 2008 and before that…Ok enough said it sucks getting old. Oh and this about old…well perhaps not old but retired. Ok this is a peeve of mine and just rocks my cradle. People who are retired can normally go anywhere at anytime right? I mean there is no job to hold them back, however it seems that most would rather meet and do their shopping at peek shopping hours. Instead of doing it say in the daytime…when nothing else is going on…I mean the working class has limited time to do said shopping but … ok I know preaching to the choir, preaching to the choir… How about goofy people for starters and Arousing Suspicion: April Westfall, 40, was arrested in Reno, Nev., in December for DUI. An ambulance crew called the Highway Patrol after spotting her driving down U.S. 395 at 4:30 a.m. with a service station's nozzle and severed hose protruding from her gas tank. Jeremy Aron, 33, was arrested for DUI on

Quote Sent To Me 040 (ironies)
~ Ironies ~ 1)Good guys go crazy over easy girls 2)Good girls are taken by ungrateful guys 3)The most loyal are those being cheated on 4)Cheaters are begged by good ones to stay 5)The most worthy of good relationships are the ones that aren’t taken seriously 6)Those greatly hurt by their greatest love end up being players – Erlet 01/04/09 1:32pm - very very true

Quote Sent To Me 039 (complicated)
What is Complicated and why does it hurt? -It’s when you don’t know where you stand in a person’s life; -It’s when you’re hanging in dead air and knowing you can be thrown off anytime; -It’s when you’re like more than friends but not really -And it’s like you’re lovers when it’s really otherwise Sometimes you would want to wish to have never met the person at all but at the back of your mind you’re thankful you have. – Erlet 01/04/09 3:46am - So True...

Quote Sent To Me 038
There are things that you don’t want to think of but you can’t even forget. There are things that you don’t want to continue but you are afraid to end. It’s just like you don’t want to expect anything but you’re still willing to wait. – Johnny 01/04/09 12:45pm

Quote Sent To Me 037
Sometimes you don’t know why you bother to love. When you know for a fact that it’ll always be the same story. Chasing a heart that will never be yours and only yours. Begging for affection that will never be given. Sacrificing for a doubtful future and crying for the one who will never love you back. – Erlet 01/04/09 2:59pm

Quote Sent To Me 036
The word Love is far different from Commitment. Love is a gift that anyone can have but commitment is a sacrifice for love that not anyone is capable of. It’s just so sad that the word commitment is enclosed with duties which make it heavy, which make other people think. They may be ready for love but not for commitment. But come to think of it, isn’t love enough to keep a commitment? – Erlet 01/03/09 11:56pm

Quote Sent To Me 032 (why Girls Love Edward Cullen)
Few reasons why a lot of girls love Edward Anthony Masen Cullen: A normal guy would say: “I love you baby” Edward would say: “You are my life now” As you leave the house, a normal guy would say: “Bye, See yah” Edward would say: “Hurry back to me” While you’ve gone far away, a normal guy would say: “I miss you” Edward would say: It’s like you’ve taken half of myself with you” If you have died a normal guy would find another. Edward would kill himself coz “Life without you isn’t worth living” From the movie/book twilight – Erlet 12/31/08 4:46pm - hmmmmm… it’s just a story/movie from a book, not a real one…

"the Ho Anthem"by Shakey Lee
I'LL MAKE YA TICKLE FO A NICKLE WIT MY PICKLE SYCKLE I'LL MAKE YA HOLLA FO A DOLLA USIN JR. BOLLA AINT NO SHAME IN MY GAME EVEN WITH A THREE INCH HANG, YOU GOTTA PAY TO BANG! CAUSE IT'SA PLAYA THANG, AND IF YOU AIN'T GOTTA DOLLA THEN DON'T BOTHA TO HOLLA AT THIS BOLLA TILL YA GOTTA DOLLA GIVE ME A RING AND IF THE DOLLA SIGNS ARE SINGING CHING CHING!THEN I'LL MAKE YA SCREAM BLING BLING! I'M GONNA MAKE YA SCREAM TO THESOUNDS OF THE CHING CHING! I WAS RAISED TO NOT BE AFRAID TO USE MY SPADE TO GET PAID TO GET LAID HELL NO I AINT MAKIN NO TRADE BLING BLING! I'M GONNA MAKE YA SCREAM TO THE SOUNDS OF THE CHING CHING! BUT ON THE DOWNLOW IF YOU AIN'T GOT THE CASHFLOW FOR THIS HO THEN I GOTTA GO I GOT THE BEST FLAVAS OUTA ALL THE PLAYAS I'M THE NUMBER ONE H-O-E ASK ANY HONEY THEY ALL KNOW ME I AIN'T FIXIN TO LISTEN JUST BECAUSE YOUR EYES GLISTEN AND YOU AIN'T GETTIN A PIECE OF THIS ASS TILL YOU BUY A BENEFITS PASS AND SOME GRASS SO I CAN GET HIGH BEFORE I MAKE YOR HORMONES FLY I'M

Quote Sent To Me 028
We love and give all we got to make them happy and make them stay. But there are times we get hurt; still we give them second chances. But if it’s too much already could you still forgive? I guess it’s true that “whatever the size of the paper, you can only fold it 7 times”. Moral Lesson: Everything has its own limit. – Erlet 12/24/08 – 8:20pm

My New Career? - Lol
Ok, I couldn't get this thing to work here, but, click on the link and you should be able to see it. Hope this made you all (or y'all) smile....... (Let me know if this worked, and feel free to leave a comment.) http://sendables.jibjab.com/view/eIMYKqwam1bjxDD7zCJ7

"the Rose"by Shakey Lee
EYES OF BEAUTY LET ME IN GIVE ME JUST ONE NIGHT OF UNFORGETABLE SIN I LONG FOR YOUR TOUCH, I LONG FOR YOUR LOVE IF I TOLD YOU I LOVED YOU,YOU WOULD FLY AWAY LIKE A DOVE THE PEDALS OF A ROSE ARE SO DELICATE AND SWEET AND IF THEY ARE USED RIGHT YOU CAN TURN UP THE HEAT RUN A ROSE ACROSS YOUR LIPS UP AND DOWN YOUR BACK AND AROUND YOUR HIPS WHISPER SOMETHING SEXUAL IN YOUR EAR AND YOU ASK IF THIS ACTION WILL BE SINCERE DON'T YOU WORRY, HAVE NO FEAR AWAKE IN THE MORNING, I'M STILL HERE!

"the Last Writtin Words"by Shakey Lee
GIVE THEM AN INCH THEY WILL TAKE A MILE EVERYONE IS WORKING FOR A LIFE THEY KNOW IS NOT WORTH WHILE LIVING LIFE DAY TO DAY STRIVING AND STRIVING FOR A LIFE THEY DON'T WANT WITH NOTHING TO SAY HOPES AND DREAMS BURIED WITHIN PONDRING WHEN MY LIFE WILL BEGIN EMOTIONS IMPLODING DRIVING ME INSANE FEEL LIKE I'M ONLY LIVING IN VEIN MY TRUE LOVE IS GONE I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO LOSE NOW IS THE TIME I MUST CHOSE DO OR DIE

Deceit
Title: Deceit By: Detox Drowning Or so it seems Losing sight Fading dreams Hearing sounds Violent screams Having visions Evil and obscene This shadow A passing thing Darkness falls And pain runs deep Cold and alone Incomplete Daylight dies Eternal sleep No more lies No more deceit

Leavin
Alright ill be leavin at 4 am pst from this lil town in the south of Oregon... will be ariving in Portland prolly around noon wish me luck, send me love and fun stuff and to my fam in the Tiki ill be back on assap i hope its sooner then later :D

"the Future"by Shakey Lee
I WISH I COULD SAY THOSE WORDS TO YOU A SACRED BOND BETWEEN US TWO I WISH AND PRAY FOR US TO BE TOGETHER FOREVER FOR ETERNITY CAUSE MY LONELY HEART NEEDS HEALED I'M SENDING OUT A CAUTION YOU SHOULD YIELD MY HEART, MIND, AND SOUL ARE FREE BUT MY BODY IS TRAPPED IN A WORLD OF DARKNESS IN WHICH I CANNOT SEE I WANA FULFILL THE DREAMS OF THE ONES I LOVE GIVE EVERYTHING I HAVE TO THAT ONE HEART PURE AS A DOVE MINE EYES ARE SET ON THE HEART OF ONE BUT I CAN'T HAVE HER TILL MY GOALS ARE DONE EYES OF BEAUTY AND A HEART OF GOLD WISH FOR OUR HEARTS TO BE IN MY STORY UNTOLD BUT DON'T YOU STOP LOVING ME ONE OF THESE DAYS YOU WILL SEE WE'LL BE TOGETHER FOREVER FOR ETERNITY

"the Reaper"by Shakey Lee
EYES OF PASSION, COLD AT HEART WATCHING FOR ANOTHER SOUL TO DEPART WHEN WILL IT LEAVE, WHERE WILL IT GO I AM DEATH BUT I DO NOT RUN THE SHOW TO EACH THEIR OWN CHOICE TO EACH THEIR OWN VOICE TO EACH THEIR OWN LIFE TO EACH THEIR OWN PAIN IN EVERY LIFE IS MUCH SUFFERING AND STRIFE BUT IT IS UP TO YOU WHETHER U LIVE LIFE IN VEIN

My Fu-owner ,chris
PLEASE GO SHOW MY FU-OWNER , CHRIS , LOTS OF LOVE , SHE SO DESERVES IT! CLICK THE PIC ABOVE TO GET TO HER PROFILE! THANX EVERYBODY, JADE ™JÁÐÊ™**ROSE**~(READ THE PROFILE) ØWÑÊR OF §WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ & THÊ HØT §PØT LOUNGES@ fubar

I'm Over You...
I’m over you… It started before I knew what was happening…feelings stirring within me. The more time we spent together the stronger I felt for her. Her voice and the words she said to me still haunt my thoughts. Maybe someday I will be able to feel the happiness that I felt with her. Maybe someday I’ll get the chance to hold her in my arms again. Maybe someday I’ll be able to forget the dreams that I never want to let go of. But for now I have to let go. Tell myself that it wasn’t meant to be. Tell myself that everything we talked about was for nothing. Tell myself not to be embarrassed that I opened myself up so much to her. Something I have a hard time doing. But with her it was easy for me. It felt natural, like it was meant to be. I miss that feeling but there is little else I can do. I want to cherish every moment I spent with her. From the first time I saw her standing there. The first time I sat there staring into her beautiful eyes. The first hug. The

Monday Opie And Anthony Links: Welcome Back Everyone!, Turn On Your Paltalk! Ashley Madison Contest Continues, Adios Rochester And Cape Cod - Listen
Good morning and flatulations everyone! The Opie and Anthony Show is BACK and better than ever... no, wait, we're just back. Yeah, umm... Happy New Year, kids. Turn On Your Paltalk: Want to see what a few weeks of rest and relaxation does to a worn out bunch of radio dopes? You should Turn On Your PALTALK and head to the Opie and Anthony LIVE room. Even if you don't give two shits what WE look like, you're bound to see some naked girls getting dressed, sleeping, and/or showering. We loooove the Paltalk! Good-bye Rochester and Cape Cod: Don't you just LOVE being left out of the communication loop (especially when you're IN the business of COMMUNICATING??? Sheesh!) OK, so we just found out that Pixy 103 in Cape Cod and 94.1 WZNE in Rochester, NY are no longer carrying the Opie and Anthony Show on their terrestrial stations. We found out this morning, so it's as much news to us as it is you guys. Have no fear kids, because you can GET YOURSELF A SATELLITE RADIO! (Great to blo

Why Do Roses Die? ( Revised)
Roses die when the river runs dry, Roses die when birds don't fly high, Roses die when Love is lost, But the Roses will never die as long as you are mine. Roses die when war is called, Roses die when mountains fall, Roses die when all is lost, But the Roses will never die as long as you are mine. Roses die when angels cry, Roses die when angels die, Roses die when hope is lost, And the Roses will never die as long as you are mine!

Why Do Roses Die?
Roses die when the river runs dry. Roses die when birds don't fly high in the sky. Roses die when love is lost, But the Roses will never die as long as long as you are mine. ( originally composed in the summer of 1989- I have since rewritten it and composed lyrics to a song from it_ *to follow will be the re-write

Why Did Jesus Fold The Napkin?
Why did Jesus fold the Napkin? Why did Jesus fold the linen burial cloth after His resurrection? I never noticed this.... The Gospel of John (20:7) tells us that the napkin, which was placed over the face of Jesus, was not just thrown aside like the grave clothes. The Bible takes an entire verse to tell us that the napkin was neatly folded, and was placed at the head of that stony coffin. Early Sunday morning, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to the tomb and found that the stone had been rolled away from the entrance. She ran and found Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus loved. She said, 'They have taken the Lord's body out of the tomb, and I don't know where they have put him!' Peter and the other disciple ran to the tomb to see. The other disciple outran Peter and got there first. He stooped and looked in and saw the linen cloth lying there, but he didn't go in. Then Simon Peter arrived and went inside.

Coachella!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
april 17,18 and 19th....and stagecoach will be the 25th and 26th..... FRIKIN SWEEEEET!!!!!!!!! i'll be in LA by march 15th.....so holy crap is this gonna be badass.....the 10th anniversary of coachella and like the 3rd for stagecoach....so HELLS YEAH!.... that means my season starts like 10 days ahead of schedule. ....and i get to hit hawaii for may 1st-14th.... im stoked..... 70 days till it all kiks off! RP

The Path
i stand beside you my hand locked with yours as we both look down the path we look at each other and smile as we take a step forward i can feel your fear and i reasure you with my love as we take another step forward you squeeze tight and i whisper into your ear i will never let you go i will always be here right beside you never leaving your side another step forward and the darkness starts to fade and with each step the light grows as the the sun shines for the both of us we can see the path and its not so scary now i can feel your heart beating faster as you now have nothing to fear because you know i am not going anywhere without you and the light is so bright nothing is hidden now and you know the truth that resides in my heart and soul its all exposed for you to see and then our lips meet and you know that this path is our path one we will walk down together for this life and the next i feel you squeeze my hand one more time and we move forward

Life
So.... 2 days ago know I let one of my darkest secrets out to my brothers girlfriend. Boy did that bring hell tears pain flashbacks and memories. Since these events I learned that my family feels I exgaerate (sp) blow everything out of porportion and that im fucked up in the head. Learning this really really hurt me and since this there has not been one word said to me even though i was told they want to talk about it. I have realized that I got so involved in so many different things so I cant think and be stuck with myself and what I went through. I thought I had coped and dealt with things but I only suppressed them through school, musicals, acting, singing, homework, and friends. I lost all of my friends through not known how much this was affecting me subconsicsly and cause me to smother ppl so much they left me. I fear lossing people and getting hurt so much that I want to be with them 24/7 or talk to them 24/7 and thats not healthy for them or me. The only realtionship i was in

Come To Me!
Come to Me Come to me, and let me wipe your tear. Come to me and let me show you how to know, no fear. come to me and let me hold you tight. come to me and and let me make all the wrongs in your life right! You take me places I've only dreamt about. I feel you in my heart night and day. I know you can hear my thoughts and can be with me in my dreams.. Just had to take time to say... baby with every last breath I have in me with everything I hold value too.. Your priceless to me.. for without you I'd not be free... Thanks Beat for Making all my wrongs right!

Going Green And Giving Up All Those Chemicals
GOING GREEN and GIVING UP ALL THOSE CHEMICALS the great living site - is for natural product for the home - for the kids - for the family - for gifts .. for anything and everything in your life .. Five advantages of going Certified Organic: 1. Beneficial to the Soil - Organic systems use a modern yet scientific knowledge of ecology and soil science, while using traditional techniques of crop rotations to provide fertility, weed as well as pest control. 2. Beneficial to the Environment - Organic systems try to lessen usage of non-renewable resources. Organic production tries all the while to provide sustenance and supports the optimum handling of the environment and wildlife as a precedence. 3. Beneficial to People - Organic products have been proven to possess more vitamins, nutrients and cancer-combating antioxidants as compared to non-organic products. 4. Absence of artificial Chemicals - Organic products ban using the synthetic chemicals, pesticides and fertilizers. 5

Love
What is love? the feeling you get when you see a pretty face? No thats just lust! Love is a feeling of pure joy and bliss love is a feeling that you cant live without the person Love is that place in your heart that beats just for you Love is all thngs great and wonderful in the world. I recently found true love and i would never give that feeling up for anything. baby i love you now and always with all my heart i long for the day i can hold you in my arms and never have to let you go what is love? its the feeling that you cnt breath without them that you need to be at there side to feel safe. Love is a wonderful thing grab it when you can and never let it go! Shawnda i love you baby with all my heart and soul!!

She Is So Hot-- You Don't Want To Miss This!
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I Call Bullsh!t...
Most people, if not all people are just full of bullshit. It's like I told my guidance counselor in the tenth grade. She so rudely interrupted my fourth period gym class one fine Spring afternoon, to "counsel" me on my academic aspirations, I think to fuel her own power trip more than anything else! "All you need to do is get involved" she said. "Join the cheerleading squad, join the softball team" she would say. I got so sick of her lecturing that finally, I just called her on it. I said "You're full of bullshit! I tried out for both and I don't have the right last name...so, I didn't make it!...All of you, you're just full of bullshit!" and I stormed out of her office right back to gym class. You think I got in trouble for that? Naw, I never heard a word from that woman again. I was right and she knew it. It's just like most people, they talk a big game but when it's time to produce the goods, well, something always comes up short now doesn't it?! Overconfidence

Random Stuff...
- Why do people ask for your opinion when they don't listen to you or want to hear what you honestly have to say? Seriously, stop wasting my fucking time! I am going to have to drop down the sign "The Doctor is NOT in" - Girls, just because I rate/comment/talk to your boyfriend/husband does NOT mean I am interested in them. Get the hell over yourselves! If you are that insecure in your relationship I think its about time you set down and talk to your man. -Men, just because I rate/comment/check out your profile. Does by no means mean I am even slightly interested in what you have lurking in those nsfw folders. -I want to know what the big picture is. I want to know what life has in store for me. Where will all these twist and turns lead me?

Thanks 2 All That Have Helped
CALLING ALL FRIENDS!!! pLEASE REPOST THIS AND IF U CAN STICKY I'D APPRECIATE IT CLICK THE HEART BELOW ALL OF YOUR RATES,TIME,AND PATIENCE, I KNOW IT TAKES PATIENCE TO SIT THERE AND RATE. MUCH LOVE TO ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE

This Dude I Like
Okay, so awhile back I met this guy in Atlanta when I visited. At first he didn't seem like my type, but he hung around for awhile and I ended up really liking him. He's laid back and really together. I just wanted his attention so I ended up acting like a bitch to get it (which does not work very well). I don't know what it was, it must have been the child in me that took over but I should have known better. So I fully blame myself for parting on bad terms and crushing any interest he had in me because after we parted I fucked it up even more. I tend to do this thing like almost request compliments from people I like but its only the ones a like. I know how it is and I can understand that it is annoying. But all I wanted was some good feedback...can you blame me for that? So anyways, I know he won't see this and you may ask yourself why I am writing it then. Well, I am writing it because I figured I should get it out so maybe it would rid me of the feeling. But that is silly, right? W

Juggalos And Juggalettes
Please come an check out this site, it's made by juggalos for juggalos. Can't really offer anything for doin this, so just do it for the Fam. just click the link http://www.jokers-cards.com/index.php%3c/a> and have a look, and register if you feel so inclined. I promise this site holds a little something for everyone.

Crying:roy Orbinson And Kd Lang
I was all right for awhile I could smile for awhile But I saw you last night You held my hand so tight As you stopped to say, "Hello" Oh, you wished me well You, you couldn't tell That I'd been crying over you Crying over you When you said, "So long" Left me standing all alone Alone and crying, crying Crying, crying It's hard to understand But the touch of your hand Can start me crying I thought that I was over you But it's true, so true I love you even more Than I did before But, darling, what can I do? For you don't love me And I'll always be crying over you Crying over you Yes, now you're gone And from this moment on I'll be crying, crying Crying, crying Yeah, crying, crying Over you _________________________________________________ ROY ORBISON & KD LANG-CRYINGUploaded by pierrot77

Amber Alert Pls Read
ATTENTION: There is an AMBER Alert in your area. Please CLICK HERE to find out more information. Missing From: 417 NORTH LUCAS STREET, WEST COLUMBIA, SC Missing Date: 1/4/0009 12:00 AM Contact: WEST COLUMBIA POLICE DEPARTMENT (803) 794-0721 PMOORE@WESTCOLUMBIASC.GOV Circumstances: AMBER Alert - SUSPECT IS ARMED - SHOTS FIRED DURING ABDUCTION Missing ChildName: ALLIM DAVID DIETZ Eye Color: Brown Skin Color: White/Hispanic Age: 7 Height: 1FT Weight: 20LBS Gender: Male Description: Wearing red shirt, brown pants Suspect Name: DAVID DIETZ Hair Color: Brown/Blonde Eye Color: Brown Skin Color: White Age: 25 Height: 5FT11 Weight: 198LBS Gender: Male Description: BLACK UNIFORM WITH "POLICE" ON BOTH SLEEVES AND BACK. SUSPECT IS ARMED - SHOTS FIRED DURING ABDUCTION Vehicle Information Make: FORD Model: EXPLORER Color: SILVER License State: SC License Text: 516VTY Description: POSSIBLY MISSING A SIDE WINDOW

Poem Of Love (a Work In Progress)
God knew what he was doing When he sent you for me to love He knew right from the very start That you alone would capture my heart Eyes so green, hair of night Relieve me of my lonely plight Joyful laughter now fills the air Where once only sobs lingered there My heart quickens at the thought of you Twinkling like the morning dew Your love surrounds me now For God has willed by the sweat of his brow Handle it with care and love It has been blessed by Him above Your warm caresses touch my soul My heart now yours to take at will

Cell Phone Wall-papers
Well I'm now making Custom WallPapers For Cell Phones If you want one, Let me know. All I need is .. 1.A pic of what you want 2.A description of what you want 3.Your phone's Screen Resolution size #3 Is rather important lol and Guess what .. .. I'll do it for Free Also, I do free Photoshops, Skins and Morphs No FuBux/Bling(s)/Blast(s) ... I'm just clinicly bored lol ~Cheers! -Nokkie- *Edit: I won't turn any thing down (if offered) xD

[thought Of The Day]
I'm a sucker for narrow eyes and short hair on girls with little to no tattoos, who COULD wear pink hair but don't feel the need to. I like Deborahs. No need to call them downers. They can still fuck, and what's better is a Deborah can help you balance your checkbook, and know which fork to use at a 4star. Starting to see the appeal here gents? No? More for me then.

#2
I have found in life there are people that come and go without really making a big impact but there are people that touch you so deeply that you can't imagine what your life would have been like without them. I see and questionaires and hear people ask all the time whay in your past would you change, and to be completely honest I can say that yes I have been through hell at points, and some of the worst experiences ever, but I wouldn't change any of them. Such as my first husband, as much damage as he did to me, he gave me the most beautiful babies that I can't imagine my life without. So no there is not anything I would change in my past, because each moment made me who I am now. Even though sometimes--most of the time---I don't like who I am, I don't think I am that bad of a person over all. What is that saying about a simple flutter of a butterfly can cause a tidewave. Never regret what once made you smile.

Pimpout
I AM IN ANOTHER AUCTION WILL YA PLEASE STOP BY AND PLACE A BID? IM HOUSE TRAINED... DONT HUMO LEGS WELL OK YEA I DO BUT STILL GOTTA LOVE ME LOL I DONT BITE BUT HAVE BEEN KNOWN TO NIBBLE~GIGGLES~ i dont pee on carpet im sometimes quiet as a mouse....well when im asleep i am anyway come on bid on me ya know ya wanna IF YOU WANNA OWN ME FOR VALENTINES THEN CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW TO START BIDDING. PLEASE SHOW THE HOST OF THIS AUCTION SOME LOVE TO. RATE, FAN, ADD HER TOO SHE IS A GREAT PERSON. This Bulletin brought to you by the one and only........*Naughtia* 2nd alarm hottie~Fumarried To Bubba*fu daddy got me first lol*@ fubar XOXO

This Is Another Good One, That Rings So True
When everything in life, just seemed to fall apart.Icould always turn to you myfriend, you helped to mend my heart.I gave you so much,the feelings so true.To lose all of that, what did I do.Inside I feel lonely, theres nowhere to hide.I'm wishing, and wanting you back by my side.I feel alone, and constanly in fear.Like a puppy I need you, and wish you were here.Lifes such a wreck,I'm wishing somehow.In my heart I really need you, dont leave me now.

Princess Leia's Starship!!!!!
YOU ARE CORDIALLY INVITED TO JOIN PRINCESS LEIA'S STARSHIP CREW *************************************** First, you'll board the ship in the finest cloud city ever. *************************************** Next, you have to watch out for Princess Leia, she might visit you and give out an explosive drink at any given moment.. (Don't worry, it won't harm you.) The other passengers might send you drinks, gift you, bling, or rate your things, you never know what's going to happen on this ship... Surprises await. ' Princess Leia' Please Re-post *************************************** After you rate, fan, and add the crew just leave a fumail message for the captain she will add you to the starship crew and on board the ship. After the captain adds you to the crew and gives you your first drink, repost the bulletin. Also, as an option, if you want please add "member of Princess Leia's crew" to your title to help promote the ship. THE CELEBRITIES AND PIRATE CREW ME

Yet Another I Wrote
You are without a dought a truely lovely sight.And a joy just comes from deep inside to dream of you tonight.I need to hold you in my arms and see your lovely face.Then at last my eyes meet yours and my heart begins to race.Nothing beats the love I feel when i gaze into your eyes.It's fulfillment of my every dream to hear your loving sighs.We could drink and dance beneath the stars and laugh while we explore. My dream came true, God sent me you, I couldnt ask for more.

Another Of My Awesom Peoms
I find myself awake at night just thinking of your charms.Oh what I would give tonight to hold you in my arms.I couldnt go another day without your warm embrace.And what I wouldnt give in life to see your smiling face.Nothing else is strong enough to make you go away.For you and only you my love are in my thoughts to stay.

Pics
Soo...I came back from California today. The trip was awesome, it was great to see in laws. I love them, and so envy hubby with parents, I wish mine were like that... But my MIL (mother in law)is a HUGE picture taker, and was following us with a camera everywhere. I hate getting a pic of me taken, so I was trying to hide in those pics. Unsuccessfully. Ughh... The only person I let to take pics of me is a timer on my camera.

One Of My Good Poems
As we come with broken dreams,in which we hope to mend.We send a prayer to heaven,in the search to find a friend.We somehow meet each other,in the hopes of something new.I somehow seem to feel, just what your going through.In the tender waves of silence,with a promise in my heart.I'll be a friend forever,this is just the start.Give your all forever and if you ever feel blue, send a little letter and this is what I'll do.I'll silently search my heart, in a special kind of way. And do whats in my power to make you smile again. Wanted to say friends are special people if you pick them right. Craig P

Gives You Hell
I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face And it never feels out of place And your still probably working at a 9 to 5 pace I wonder how bad that tastes When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell Now wheres you picket fence love And wheres that shiny car, And did it ever get you far You've never seem so tense love I've never seen you fall so hard, Do you know where you are And truth be told I miss you And truth be told I'm lying When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well Then he's a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself Where'd it all go wrong, the list goes on and on And truth be told I miss you And truth be told I

Bad November - Track 2 - Mystery Girl
Bad November Disclaimer: This is the first chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from the song Mystery Girl: Mystery girl/ We met under the moonlight/ Your lips taste like wine/ And I want to get drunk/ Mystery girl/ We kissed under starlight/ Will your love free

Meh
I am almost always a very happy person as most of you know. I rarely have emo days but I am having one today. Actually more a case of the blahs and woe is me kinda day. It must be the post holiday blues or something. Most of my friends are happily married or are involved with someone and here sits me on the sidelines all alone. I find myself really wanting what they have...someone to share my life with. I just want a man that treats me well and truly loves me for me. And therein lies the problem. I am pretty sure I blew my chance with a great guy because I just don't let people in. What really sucks is I am to much of a coward to tell him how I really feel. When someone gets to close I tend to push them away. I have built walls so high that I am not sure any one can break them down. I don't know what to do. Actually, that's not true. I do know what I need to do just not sure I can do it. Once you have built miles of wall around your heart how does one go about disas

Seduction
It was another lonely evening In another lonely bar When across the crowded gathering I see, there you are Intoxicating beauty and grace and poise Seemingly unaffected by the crowd and the noise I watched you deflect suitors by the dozen Hovering about and stalking you like a coven I sat and we talked and I no longer had a choice Uncommon beauty and a lively intelligence A rare combination beneath such a lovely countenance And, oh lord, such an exquisite voice Low and breathy, full of promise The voice of seduction Eroticism, witticism, full of compassion A voice that prompts thoughts of Nights of wild abandon Of full moons.... Above warm tropical rains Of long moonlit walks on the sands Of fine wines and candlelit dinners Of mountain log cabins with crackling fires Of romantic destinations, nights filled by sighs A woman whose conversation is an event Intelligent, inventive, romantic, and heaven-sent Knowledgeable about so many subjects With a voice that entra

Inspiration
***I had found an old email that I wrote to a dear friend of mine a couple years ago...I re-wrote and decided to share with everyone*** Friends, Even if you don't believe in God or you believe in a higher power these words should bring some comfort knowing that there is something or someone out there thinking of you. I had wrote this to a dear person a few months ago for inspiration and support and have stumbled across the old email and decided to post this so that I may share my wisdom, knowledge, and love for each of you. Yes, this does deal with God and my beliefs, but I want each of you to take something from this...if anything know that I am here if ever needed. There is something spectacular out there, whether you believe or not. I feel comforted knowing that when all humans fail me I have a father who will continue to love me. So please read my words carefully. Don't sit and read in judgement, but keep an open mind and an open heart. Something will speak to

More
I see myself holding you close to me, Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running my palms across your breast, As you tremble and bite your lip. Feeling your hands upon my chest, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering my kiss. Over pert nipples, across your navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon your face from below- As you tilt back your head. Feeling your fountains begin to flow- As you ease back on the bed. Your "innocent little devil" look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. Lip to lip lapping up every drip- From the well of your creation. The way you grab my kneck To the heat of your mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Pushing my love into you. On the waves of your emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. Pulse pounding in resounding rapture,

Nothing Left To Believe In ......venting
a love till the end I guess this is what you ment. feels like its been so long since i felt you. Nothing feels the same. who could touch a love like this. who can touch me the way you did. I love how tearin out my hearts just like tearn paper to you. Well now that doors closed. WHats there to do. I dont understand your dumb ass answers. well for you Id tear it out again. I understand that being with you is a sin. But for you I would do it all again. I'm only writting this trying to clear my head again. Because at the moment my heart says to call you but my head isnt clear enough to decide. I'm done with confusion you took my innocence. take it all again. you love me now but then your gone again. who's to say it wont happen again. does it hurt when I tell you I can't love you anymore. I'm sick of being your fall back girl. stop tearing my heart out and squeezing it just to watch it bleed. such a fool i ve been. I am done taking the fall. I just cant believe in this a

Some People Should Go Run In Front Of A Bus... And Learn To Spell
->cyberstud: im waiting cyberstud: we shall see ->cyberstud: and your the one that looks like an idiot congrats! cyberstud: its funny it took 10 people to rate me a one and argue with me and im still gpoing you all suck keep it going cunts ->cyberstud: hahah oooook. cyberstud: bring your people ->cyberstud: hahahha wow you need a fuckin life man cyberstud: and if you dont like it thats too bad ->cyberstud: so then why do you rate at all? your a fuckin idiot, move on cyberstud: i give what you look like cyberstud: i dont give 10s on here my gf is a 10 thats it period ->cyberstud: no because your a juvenile idiot cyberstud: all becaus ei gave a woman a one hahah cyberstud: your a nobosy ->cyberstud: im totally scared. right now.. shaking. petrified cyberstud: ill punch you in your face i dont give a fuck if your a woman or not cyberstud: you shit head im a bad dude come meet losa ->cyberstud: wow how creative ->cyberstud: if you need to prove something by fighting a gi

Azza Bazza
It be a new year and once again I'm going to work on losing weight.... as I always seem to do this year. I've been going up and down on my weight loss but as of then, I've been going between 1-6 lbs. I weighed myself this morning and I've lost 5 or 6 pounds. Today, I was just completely starving at work. I grabbed a tuna sandwich from the scary vending machine, ate my sun chips and yogurt... My belly felt much better. Then I started to get hungry later on in the day....I figured I just grab a salad and ice tea from wendy's for dinner...and that I did. Instead of coffee. LOL Note to self...cut back on coffee....eat more...food... We got a inch of snow today. It started falling right after I got off work. Hopefully it won't be too bad driving to work tomorrow...bleh Tuesday I have a eye doctors appointment. Need to get some new contacts and see if I can get some nerd glasses for at home whenever my contacts are bugging me... Then I go back to work for a 2 hour meeting...

Bling?
as far as this site being commercial i get that they want to make money and people want attention ok pay for it... it is about the same as a guy going to a strip club isn't it? the vips although i don't see why people would need 2500 photo's and 11 ratings i fathom but what the fuck is bling? you get a shiny picture... is it a compliment that a bunch of complete strangers would throw money away in your honor living proof people are idiots.... you pay a dollar for a single fu credit... with a supposedly fragile world economy it is nice to know that people are spending their money so wisely isn't it? hell i am not rich but i donated $500 to charity this year... i am betting thousands of people wasted that on fake shiny pictures on here... how about you go out and donate money and i'll give you as many shiny fucking pictures as you want... or go out and buy a gun and kill yourself either would make me happy

Oh My!!
Subject: LocoMotion Message: I am standing on the platform at the train station...waiting to board the train on that long awaited business trip I needed to take. I notice you standing about 10 feet away...wearing a short coat...that does nothing to cover your ample breasts...you are wearing a mini skirt with a slit up the back, allowing a great view of your uncovered ass cheeks. You drop your purse and bend over to retrieve it, bending straight from the waist...and showing the platform your ass...though...there are only two people on the platform, me and you. I do not think you notice me, as you hide your interest well. With the ample view of your back side that I just received, my cock is now bulging to be set free. The train tickets were cheap...for a very long trip...the reason we are the only people on the platform is because it is now 3 am...the train pulls in...and we board it. We enter the same car...the lounge car...chairs and seats everywhere...but not one single person

I Think..... Im A Vampire........
i slept from like 4 am till 11pm....and i rarely ever go out during the day...i like blood and bad jokes....im good with numbers and im not a huge fan of garlic....not to mention i love steak...but not the wooden kind....so i might be like....1/2 vampire.... who knows.... RP

Stop Me Again
If we look across the ocean Or at white dots in the sky They'll feed up such emotion Yet you don't know why For we can be like children Pushing through the crowd Why question what we're here for Or who is behind that shroud Go build Can't believe the feeling that takes me Open the road to heaven and back Then the time for pain it breaks me I wanna throw away those attached What can it be that we go through Everything that you don't want to Why does that stop me Stop me again Do you know the way to the gateway On the other side there is nothing Do you know of love that is spoken Inside in love instead of talking Anyone can tell you what you should do Any other tell them till you know who Never mind the place where they send you When you're feeling blue Go build your dreams of clear blue skies Don't hold your breath when reality cries Beautiful souls be happy be one Your heaven has now begun

Did You Know...
Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person? Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart are really weak and the most susceptible? Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them? Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are: I love you, Sorry and help me? The people who say these are actually in need of them or really feel them, and are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them. Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help? Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves? Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty? Did you know that those who dress in black are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding? Di

Metalheads Time To Get Involved!!
Ok up next is Pantera's Cowboys From Hell album verses Megadeth's Rust In Peace. Voting starts tonight and ends Sunday January 11th at 8 p.m. eastern time. As you know, the album with the most votes will be played in it's entirety on my Monday night show. So make your voices heard and vote!!

Closer To Where?
Silence of the night Is not a delight Things that exist rule the soul with an iron fist Many items that top the list The air is all that shall remain No loss or gain A heart is broken into two What is there to do? The mind wonders freely in such hour Resisting the easy and often questioned answer with all one's power A ticking of a nearby clock No music or anything can lift this heavy rock A few mind numbing products used often as so Only to awaken while with out them as the past will not go This page cannot be turned, not just yet maybe not at all One of the hearts toughest challenges to recall The past remains very well documented in the present Even with all the pain and suffering, this person I still cannot resent Whats going on in her head?, does she feel the same wish of being dead? In soo many ways and reasons as I sit on this very bed A want is not a need so therefore to this monster shall fight the desire to feed So easy to judge of the person wh

The Path.......
I see the path that i must take it is blank,empty yet I unknowlingly start ahead with out any knowledge of what lies ahead.I feel invisible as I walk on this lonely path,i feel a strong sense of self-pity.Im afraid of moving forward for I have come to a path with a fork in the road and I know not which path to take.I started walking in the hope that I will find what it is im looking for. For I know not what I am looking for but I feel a strong pull ,pulling me where I do not know.I feel lost ,I am blind to my future, I am fearful for what I might find ahead on this lonely,sullen path.No blue sky,no sun shining brightly down upon me just me and the empty souls that walk along with no agenda.I see them lost,lonely and scared.I stand alone and watch them i watch,the dead and lost walk alone with no sense of love,compassion or destiny.I am afraid of becoming one of them I am afraid of becoming one of the forgotten ones.

A Motivational Poem
Moments in Life By:Blu There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most

God Bless My Computer
God Bless my computer By:Blu Every evening As I'm laying here in bed This tiny little prayer Keeps running through my head God bless my mom and dad And bless my little pup And look out for my brother When things aren't looking up And God, there's one more thing I wish that you could do Hope you don't mind me asking But please bless my computer too? Now I know that's not normal To bless a mother board But just listen a second While I explain to you 'My Lord' You see, that little metal box Holds more to me than odds and ends Inside those small compartments Rest a hundred of my 'BEST FRIENDS' Some it's true I've never seen And most I've never met We've never exchanged hugs Or shared a meal as yet.... I know for sure they like me By the kindness that they give And this little scrap of metal Is how I travel to where they live By faith is how I know them Much the same as you I share in what life brings them From that our friendship grew "PL

Lovers N Friends!!!
Sometimes I feel sad and sometimes I feel blue but whenever I see you, I'm as happy as can be for you bring a smile upon my face and a feeling of joy within my heart you're like my sunshine in the morning and my stars that glow at night you're like the waves in the ocean the cool breeze in the wind like the call of the birds in the morning dew like the sounds of beauty in the night you see all of these things are of beauty and love that's how I feel whenever you are near for it was the passion and desire from both of us that opened up the world for our eyes to see for our love of each other will grow and grow and our needs and desires will be more everyday for a friend you once were and will always be has turned into love as it should have been so I want you to know as a friend and lover that in my heart and arms you'll always stay for our love for each other will never fade.

The Key
The Key There are many locks and with such are many keys with most keys they are returned but with one lock where one key and only one key can unlock it Once that key is given away the key can never be returned It becomes the sole possession of the recipient forever theirs For this is no random key but is a special key This key is not handed to one another lightly but rather earned over time For several years people work to earn this key once given this key, the one key that will forever more unlock not a door to a house or a car but unlock The person's heart forever at that point in time when they give that key they will then for the first time understand True Love

Emotional Nudity
Emotional Nudity By:Blu Take your soft and loving hands and Remove the mantle of mistrust from my shoulders. Softly unbutton the silken gown Of regret from my skin. Come my love and remove the veil Of heartache from my face and Kiss these lips that were ordained only for you. Confiscate the jewels of deception from My arms neck and ears-discard my fears. Feel the fabric of the chemise Of my misgivings and set me free from it. Kiss my naked shoulders honeyed with newfound faith Liberated from doubt and the threat of neglect and obscurity. My darling go further south and Remove the thongs of this world's Hatred and prejudice from my hips and slide Them slowly down to the floor where they can be no more. Undress me until I am stripped bare of The world's evil and tainted essence until like The day of my birth, I emerge beautiful untouched- unpoisoned. Let this nude daughter of Eve stand Before you liberated from the negative-Pure and positive and free to melt into

Just Lettin It All Out!
You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes?

Passion Of The Ocean
Passion of the ocean by:blu Like the ocean so wide and powerful with its waves rolling in and crashing against The rocks With the same force as my admiration towards the man I want to get to know I want to know and feel his strength, and feel the power of his touch, crashing against My soul I want to feel his passions his desires and the dreams he has Like the waters that go on Forever and ever I want to feel his tender touch caressing every inch of my body like the kiss of the sun over the ocean horizon, Faithfully each morning I want him to know that with each and ever word spoken is like a ripple that spreads throughout the deepest waters in My heart For the day is coming closer and the nights are getting longer in the desire To be near you I dream of that moment when the waters of the ocean and the rocks of the cliffs finally meet In a storm of passion, His every touch will be like a soft caress to the rocks of the cliffs below With each encounter will be lik

Hurrah
I got blocked, woohoo You know the drill DJ NEMESIS...: well its cool im used to shitty attitudes from asswipes ->DJ NEMESIS...: don't know you, don't care. DJ NEMESIS...: hi wanted to let u know that me & dj foxy bitch have autos on and a mill fubux giveaway. if u wanted to let people know & read ou

Sexual Feelings
Sexual Feelings Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Breath Of Love
Breath Of Love By:Blu There comes a gentle knocking in this night, This night where my slumber lays restless. I tumble and turn to stir my tears. My eyes open with the rhythm of the memories that are tapping at my door. You have come again to haunt my dreams And pull back the covers of my heart. I lay here willing to think of you and The youth you gave me so long ago. How long the breath of love has lay dormant Resting and waiting, eager to fill me again. It has slept with its own aloneness where My canyons echoed the sounds of its silence. Like a torrent of honey bees your Love comes to me and steels my sleep. It wakes my soul and shuffles The moments of life that live forever. Your embrace is welcomed like an old friend. I gladly let it wrap its feelings around me. The tenderness of your kiss quenches me until the dawn comes to hide you away.

New Year..new Start Hopefully
wll so long to 08 and thank god. Last year was a horrible year for me. Me and my husband of 5 years split up. and it was a horrible break up. And everything after that just seemed to fall apart. I am so looking towards starting over fresh this year. tho this year hasnt started off very promising. still going through a horrible divorce and issues wioth my husband dealing with our son. and just the other day my mother was admitted to the hospital. They say her heart is severly damage. It can only get better from here on out right?!?! I only hope so. Cuz I dont know how much more I can take. I am hoping that this year will be better than the last. and Maybe just maybe i will find that someone special to share mine and my sons life with. But for now i live each day for my son. he is my world and he needs me. no one could ever take my place with him. So im not going out lookin for mr right but maybe he will find me. and I wont be so lonely anymore.

Master Of Puppets Wins!
Ok folks, The votes have been counted and Metallica's Master Of Puppets has won. The album will be played in its entirety tomorrow night. Tune in Monday night 10 p.m. to 1 a.m. time. The album will be played in the first hour. See you all tomorrow night!!

Be Mine
Be Mine By:Blu I'm delicately handing my heart to you, In your caressing hands to forever keep. I'm giving you the chance of destroying me, And I know I'm in your love too deep. I'm giving my entire self to you, All of my mind, body, and soul. Handing over to you my everything, In hopes, you'll be the one to keep me whole. I'm depending on your gentle and sweet love, To get me through the tragic world each day. I'm praying to God you'll always be here by my side, And that's where you'll always be to stay. Putting you over everyone else including myself, You automatically go to the front of my line. Which is why I'm delicately handing you my heart, In hopes, you'll always and eternally, completely be mine.

Helping People
This is a fact ive learned in life u cant help anyone who doesnt want to be helped ur just fighting a lost cause. So find out who wants help and is willing to get it and try and help them if u can but dont hurt urself in the process

Addicted To You
Addicted To You By:Blu Why can't I stop Stop thinking of you I try to fill my day With lots of things to do But I continue to drift Wondering where you are Do you have any idea That on my heart you've left a scar You have priorities Places you have to be I'm just so very sad There's no place for me I fell in love with you The keeper of my heart It's just very hard for me Since we've been apart I think you're amazing A very wonderful man You pulled me in your web I became your greatest fan Just thinking of you Makes my heart race There's no one like you Who brings a glow to my face Did you ever stop to see That each time we were together I would melt within your eyes A feeling I'll always treasure When I stop to think All that we've been through I can't help but realize I'm addicted to you.

My Isolation
i see the way you look at me, wondering how this could be. Why does she do it you want to ask, why does she hide behind a mask. It tears you apart to see her cry, knowing it's caused by all your lies. She slides that blade acrossed her arm, on herself she place harms. You tell her "can't you see you're hurting me?" all the while knowing her pain you can not see. She knows that noone will understand, and she's too afraid to ask for a helping hand. Uou can see that she is so lost and alone, but how can you help her find her way home? Her heart you want to mend, her pain you want to end. She wonders how she can ever forgive you, you wonder if she still loves you. on herself she inflicts pain to hide, the terrible wat she feels inside. she wants you to know she will always love you, despite all the hurtful things you do. she picks up that blade one last time, and commits her final crime. letting go of all her pain, she can finally see the sun break through the rain

010209 Fluffy Starr Blog
Fluffy New Year! *PHOTO & VLOG* Last photo of 2008. I'm a Bond girl, and he's my thug. What a lucky lucky boy.... And last Vlog of 2008... Happy New Year!!! What is your new years resolution(s)? Mine are: 1) exercise and eat right (duh! Everybody's right?) 2) no more social smoking (I know, I know. I hate it, and I'm stopping.) 3) Less shopping (It makes me feel better to at least SAY I will try) 4) MORE MUSIC! (Hell f**king yeah!!!) 5)Marry Prince Nuada This year is going to effin RAWK. It will be Out of Kontrol. Remember that. x Fluffykins

Jose Cuervo Christmas Cookies, Enjoy!!!
1 cup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup or brown sugar 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one peastoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still ok, try another cup just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick the frigging fruit off the floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaters just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the Cuervo to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Who geeves a sheet. Check the Jose Cuervo. Now shift the lemon juice and strain your nuts. Add one table. Add a spoon of sugar, or somefink.

With Age...
I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become kinder to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making My bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, but looks so avante garde on my patio. I am entitled to a treat, to be messy, to be extravagant. I have seen too many dear friends leave this world too soon; before they understood the great freedom that comes with aging. Whose business is it if I choose to read or play on the computer until 4 AM and sleep until noon? I will dance with myself to those wonderful tunes of the 60 &70's, and if I, at the same time, wish to weep over a lost love ... I will. I will walk the beach in a swim suit that is stretched over a bulging body, and will dive into the waves with abandon if I choose to, despite the pitying glances from the jet set.

Eagles Advance !!! Yes!!
OK the eagles pull off a win over the vikings in the wild card game today 26 -14 they advance to the next round against the new york giants. Ok this year as promised to an old a dear freind that if one of our teams made it to the play offs and or super bowl we would root that team on.. so as promised I am rooting for the eagles they are one of my fav teams being the ney york giants won last yrs super bowl its only fair I keep my promise... My freind angel sat with me via aol IMs in 2005 supporting my seattle seahawks against the steelers he rooted em on felt the calls were unfair and no hes not a fan of the seahawks persay but he sat with me that night and even when I cried he supported me even tho we both were horrfied of the bad calls.. so my dear angelus this year its your turn to see the eagles fly im rooting you on and your team... I hope they go all the way and as you did for me in 2005 I will do for you root your team on good or bad... good luck eagles may you fly und

Puppy Sized !!!
This is one of the neatest stories you will ever hear. You will know precisely what this little girl is talking about at the end (you'll want to share this one with your loved ones and special friends)! 'Danielle keeps repeating it over and over again. We've been back to This animal shelter at least five times. It has been weeks now since we started all of this,' the mother told the volunteer. 'What is it she keeps asking for?' the volunteer asked. 'Puppy size!' replied the mother. 'Well, we have plenty of puppies, if that's what she's looking for.' 'I know... we have seen most of them, ' the mom said in frustration... Just then Danielle came walking into the office 'Well, did you find one?' asked her mom. 'No, not this time,' Danielle said with sadness in her voice. 'Can we come back on the weekend?' The two women looked at each other, shook their heads and laughed 'You never know when we will get more dogs. Unfortu

1/2 Boy , 1/2 Man
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's, but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field strip a rifle in 30 seconds and reas

The Christmas Gas Station‏
The old man sat in his gas station on a cold Christmas Eve. He hadn't been anywhere in years since his wife had passed away. It was just another day to him. He didn't hate Christmas, just couldn't find a reason to celebrate. He was sitting there looking at the snow that had been falling for the last hour and wondering what it was all about when the door opened and a homeless man stepped through. Instead of throwing the man out, Old George as he was known by his customers, told the man to come and sit by the heater and warm up. "Thank you, but I don't mean to intrude," said the stranger. "I see you're busy, I'll just go." "Not without something hot in your belly." George said. He turned and opened a wide mouth Thermos and handed it to the stranger. "It ain't much, but it's hot and tasty ... Stew ... made it myself. When you're done, there's coffee and it's fresh." Just at that moment he heard the "ding" of the driveway bell. "Excuse me, be right back," George said. There in

Mind Ya Business
people should just mind their own business but they dont cause getting in other peoples business is so much more fun to them than taking care of their own stuff. I think that people are who they are because they want something that they cant have not because life makes them that way. anyway go ahead and weigh in on this and let me know what you think. thanks.DDS

Saying Goodbye To Mother....‏
You Don 't Have To Own A Cat To Appreciate This One! You don't even have to like 'em! We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Years Eve Party. We turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on, covered our pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard. We phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived and we opened the front door to leave the house. The cat we put out in the yard, scoots back into the house. We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tries to eat the bird. My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the cat. The cat runs upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab, my wife doesn't want the driver to know that the house will be empty for the night. So, she explains to the taxi driver that I will be out soon, 'He's just going upstairs to say Goodbye to my mother.' A few minutes later, I get into the cab. 'Sorry I took so long,' I said, as we drove away.

Real Friend Test! This Is Good...i Expect It Back Too! I Especially Like The Last Sentence!!!!!!
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps herself and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'Pepsi drawer' with her foot! A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend shoulder is soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in her address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your pr oblems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it! A simpl

N/a
to any and every one that may read this. for some reason or another i have not been quite my self. i dont know why or what caused it. if i am not on for a while, it is either because i do not have internet access or i am doing some deep thinking.

Men's Pearls Of Wisdom‏
1. When I was born, I was given a choice - A big dick or a good memory. I don't remember, what I chose. 2. Your birth certificate is an apology letter from the condom factory. 3. A wife is a sex object. Every time you ask for sex, she objects. 4. Impotence: Nature's way of saying 'No hard feelings...' 5. There are only two four letter words that are offensive to men - 'don't' and 'stop', unless they are used together. 6. Panties: Not the best thing on earth, but next to the best thing on earth. 7. There are three stages of sex in a man's life: Tri Weekly, Try Weekly, and Try Weakly. 8. Virginity can be cured. 9. Virginity is not dignity, its lack of opportunity. 10. Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand. 11. I tried phone sex once, but the holes in the dialer were too small. 12. Marriage is the only war where you get to sleep with the enemy. 13. Q: What's an Australian kiss? A: The same thing

Smart Flight Attendant!‏
A mother and her young son were flying Southwest Airlines from Kansas City to Chicago. The little boy (who had been looking out the window turned to his mother and asked, 'If big dogs have baby dogs and big cats have baby cats, why don't big planes have baby planes?' The mother (who couldn't think of an answer) told her son to ask the flight attendant. So the boy went down the aisle and asked the flight attendant, 'If big dogs have baby dogs and big cats have baby cats, why don't big plane have baby planes?' The busy flight attendant smiled and said, 'Did your mother tell you to ask me?' The boy said, 'Yes, she did.' 'Well, then, you go and tell your mother that there are no baby planes because Southwest always pulls out on time. Have your mother explain that to you

There's Some Mighty Fine Advice In These Words.
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills wi ll be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life comple tely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge pe ople by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?' FOURTEEN. Remember that great lov

Sometimes We Just Need To Be $20 Reminded...
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make an

I Story I Came Up Wit A While Ago
Erica and I had just gotten home from the club and were beat. Our Friday nights usually went on and on at the clubs. Most of the time spent dancing and drinking. Erica turned to me and said she was going to take a shower before we headed off to bed. I grinned inside, made up some lame line about being hungry, and was going to make something to eat. She nodded at me and stripped bare as she walked to the bathroom, tossing her clothes onto the floor. "Damn she's got a hot body!" I thought to myself. I waited for a few minutes, to try and make her believe that I really was getting something to eat. I frequently hopped in the shower with her and she's hardly ever surprised. I quietly stripped down in the kitchen and snuck into the bathroom. The tiny bathroom was filled with steam and the scent of her soap. I could feel myself grow hard as I crept up to the bathtub. I slowly pulled the shower curtain aside and there she was. Her back was to me, the water and soap blending and cascading down

Just Rules 4 A Man 2 Live By
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the birthday boy's choice. 8:

Plz Help Firewalker Godfather!!!
FIREWALKER IS TRYING TO GODFATHER AND HE'S NOT TOO FAR AWAY.......LET'S GET HIM THERE! RATE HIM, BLING HIM, LET'S DO WHAT IT TAKES TO MAKE HIM A GODFATHER AND LET'S TRY TO DO IT TONIGHT! firewalker@ fubar

Plz Help Firewalker To Godfather!!!
FIREWALKER IS TRYING TO GODFATHER AND HE'S NOT TOO FAR AWAY.......LET'S GET HIM THERE! RATE HIM, BLING HIM, LET'S DO WHAT IT TAKES TO MAKE HIM A GODFATHER AND LET'S TRY TO DO IT TONIGHT! firewalker@ fubar

Bad November - Track 1 - Masquerade
Bad November Disclaimer: This is the first chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from the song Masquerade - This is the masquerade/ What mask will you wear /You make believed you loved me/ But now you choose to go/ Dancing around the truth/ Never letting me in/

New Auction... & I'll Be Hosting!
Yup! I'm gonna be hosting my 1st auction soon & since it's a new year & almost my bday I figured if I'm gonna do it, I might as well do it BIG! And by big, I mean BIG! This is gonna be a High Rollers Auction people! Bids will START @ 1 million fubux & there might even be a contest thrown in too just for fun ;) (and a prize 4 the winner of course! lol) I'll be posting a new blog AND bully for this in the next few days with all the info, rules, etc. Comment if you think you might be interested & keep an eye out for the "official" blog & bully! Lets have some fun people & make this a success for EVERYONE! XoXoX Entry Fee will be 50k... don't send anything now, I'll be posting a new blog & bully in a few days w/ all the info & announcing that I'm taking entries but I'll sb/pm everyone who comments to this when I post it too so u don't miss it =)

Be My Valentine Auction
HEY YALL I AM UP FOR AUCTION AGAIN. THIS TIME IT IS CALLED THIS IS WHAT I AM OFFERING: Rate all photos/stash during HH Link to your profile in about me Owned in name for one month Added to #1 friends for a month Added to #1 family for a month A profile comment a day If a 3 month VIP is offered then they will own me for 3 months. Salute to my new owner Will add more if the price is right... IF YOU WANNA OWN ME FOR VALENTINES THEN CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW TO START BIDDING. THE BIDDING ENDS ON FEBRUARY 13 @ 9PM FU-TIME.

Native American History
The History of Native American Indians Long ago when the land was free and the buffalo could roam. There were many tribes! It was the Seven Nations. The elders would sit by the roaring fires. The Children’s would roam the Ground-playing Warriors that someday hope to be. The squaws would do the chores of the daily routine. Making Meals and tanning hides to soon Make clothes or shelter for the teepee. The Boiling of water in the stomach of a buffalo. The horn for drinking. The brains of the buffalo make tasty meals. The berries that were pick fresh that morning. Pummice cakes and Mush. The chiefs and elders smoking the peace pipe to mediate into the day. The warriors playing on the horses showing all the tricks they learn. The night come soon, It is time to build a fire in the middle of the campground. Sitting in a large circle many will be there. Woman running everywhere to make sure the foods is plenty to feed the hungry crowd. The pra

Im Not Indian
I'm Not Indian, I Am Cherokee Dark storm clouds come across my eyes, when you address me that way. I will be correcting that problem right now, you will heed the words I say. Once upon a time our tribal nation was strong, back before the white man came. White man told us many lies to gain our trust, then took everything but our name. White man almost killed off all the buffalo, trying to starve us off our land. After many moons we were forced to move, just like your kind had planned. Soon the white man had stolen all of our land, my people left behind a trail of tears. White man killed off my ancestors sacred ways, we're living on reservations in fear. White man, haven't you already taken enough? I want back some of my dignity. You will no longer address me as 'hey, indian', 'I'm not Indian, I am Cherokee.'

Ten Commandments
The Indian Ten Commandments Treat the Earth and all that dwell therein with respect Remain close to the Great Spirit Show great respect for your fellow beings Work together for the benefit of all Mankind Give assistance and kindness wherever needed Do what you know to be right Look after the well-being of Mind and Body Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater Good Be truthful and honest at all times Take full responsibility for your actions

My People 2
Cherokee Tribe by Tammy Knott The Cherokee Nation it is my tribe once so grand now we all cry. The trail of tears it was our fate because of white man all did they take. But the Cherokee Nation we are strong We will rise again One nation lives long. We Cherokee will fight and make our stand to recover our heritage and take back our land!

My People
Our People, Our Pride, Our Cherokee Nation by Justin Elliott on Aug 27 Cherokee people, Cherokee pride. So proud to live, So proud to die. We Cherokee will never Forget The Trail of Tears. That trail runs through us all, Runs through us till the day we die. We pray to The Great Spirit To watch over us all. For he knows the trails we walk And will guide our footsteps gently. We pray The Great spirit will Lead us back to our lands. We pray that what was taken From us will be returned once again. We will build our nation stronger, Stand tall and give our all. For We are Cherokee, The proudest nation of them all. Cherokee people, Cherokee pride. So proud to live, So proud to die.

Please Tell Me Why
Tell me why life can be so lonely sometimes? Even with everyone that tells me they love me, and how many people surround me, I still feel...alone... Tell me why people tell you when life gives you lemons make lemonade? What happens if you don't know how to make lemonade? or you make the mistake of salt instead of sugar? This new year is off to a mediocre start as far as I'm concerned but I have hopes that things will get better. A new start, and hopefully new and improved people. LOL

Faqs Please Read Before Asking
1. ~Are you happily married? If not are you going to divorce him and see me?~ Yes I am happily married. No he and I are not having problems. No I would probably not go see you even if I was single. You might be a rapist or killer. 2. ~How are you?~ Don't bother asking me how I am doing. I will always say that I am ok or doing good. Unless I know you really well and like ya enough to bitch at you. :D 3. ~Do you wanna join ______ group? All we need is nudes.~ I am not really fond of groups and such. I don't want to join groups that ask for sexy pictures. Not my thing. I prefer to go at the fu world without all of the rules that groups make you follow. I am not really a follower. 4. ~Do you have a cam? Wanna see me jack off?~ I only cam with people I know. Even then I keep my clothes on. Please don't ask if I have a cam, I do but no I am sorry you may not see me on it. As much as I dig men jacking off I would prefer to see my husband do it if I want to watch

Relationships
I was asked recently what exactly is my type? I mean what kind of man I am attracted to. So here goes... He is a big man. Tall with a few extra pounds. A big teddy bear. (I really like red heads. But, honestly that doesn't matter) He fills up a room with his presence. Not only his size but his personality, his likability, and his integrity. Little kids and dogs love him. Cats adore him. Babies stop crying when he holds them. He is the type of man who can go to church on Sunday morning and hide Harleys all afternoon. He can fix anything...not just mechanical things but emotional things too. A humanitarian. He's the guy you call at 3 am when you are stranded somewhere...and he always comes to get ya. He throws huge bbqs for every occasion but never gets drunk at them. Raises money for charity. Volunteers his free time helping every cause you can think of from United Way, to Children with Cancer to housing for the homeless. He doesn't complain about the small st

Bitch Please!
There are reasons that god put certain ones in our lives... To teach us things and make us listen to him... These are the thing that makes us strong... To make us see what is right and what is wrong. You came to me from the blue... To try help me in my time of need, but the more that I found out about you... the visions of your darkness was too much indeed. The pains of you past overwelmed me quickly, the suffering and madness of your life, You say that you left your home to help... but even that ended in a twisted strife. So you focused in on me, to try to make me yours... but as you attempted your dirty games, your true self reflected a whore! Actually more like the Sukubus of legend... the stealer of mens souls... You even try to say I love you... but in that lie I knew the score. So I tried to play your dirty game... To take advantange of you, But even that grew old and lame... And even my offspring wanted me to be rid of you! You continued to try to get m

Mmmm You Gotta See This
I AM IN ANOTHER AUCTION WILL YA PLEASE STOP BY AND PLACE A BID? IM HOUSE TRAINED... DONT HUMO LEGS WELL OK YEA I DO BUT STILL GOTTA LOVE ME LOL I DONT BITE BUT HAVE BEEN KNOWN TO NIBBLE~GIGGLES~ i dont pee on carpet im sometimes quiet as a mouse....well when im asleep i am anyway come on bid on me ya know ya wanna this auction is hosted by damien darke and sexy hell cat so show them some love too please

Lounges
Ok people heres the deal I am the head promoter in the Chubby Chasers lounge and well heres what i am think....Come in and check it out!!!!!!!!!!! Come join me and all of our other sexy fubar ladies in the Chubby Chasers lounge....We now have cams up and running and would love for you to join us.....We love to lick and give blow jobs.....only one rule in our lounge and thats that you have to be naked upon entering.....Once more thats the Chubby chasers lounge and we would love for you to come in and join us for some fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Does Anyone Want To Buy Me A Gift?
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Medical Update
it has been over a year since the illness hit me. never did find out exactly what the hell it was. happy to say that it hasnt come back and i hope and pray it never does. thought i would le you know. hugs and kisses, patricia

Come Buy Me For The New Yr! I Promise U Won't Be Disappointed...
GREETINGS AND WELCOME TO THE FIRST EVER DARKE-HEAVEN HAPPY NAWTY NEW YEAR AUCTION PRESENTATION. And here they are ... Our sexy Auctionees for your bidding pleasure.... Rememeber that that opening bid is 100K and the sky's the Limit... All of our participants are offering themselves in all manners of sexiness...

Wnat To Own Me
GREETINGS AND WELCOME TO THE FIRST EVER DARKE-HEAVEN HAPPY NAWTY NEW YEAR AUCTION PRESENTATION. And here she is... SexxyBBW being up for auction pleasure.... Rememeber that that opening bid is 100K and the sky's the Limit... sexybbw, RL wife of Gbeaver, and proud member of the horny toad club. *giggles*@ fubar So get here and place your bids on a great guy and start off this New year off with a BANG! DON'T HESITATE... DANCE YOUR WAY TO SEXY LIL HELLCAT'S PAGE TO FIND YOUR NEXT FU We are accepting more auctionees until Jan 9th.. so hurry up get your offers together and beat a path to Damien's door so that we can get you added to the New Year's Fun ~*~ Sexy Lil Hell Cat ~*~ Owned By The Greatest Whiteboy Alive@ fubar THE HOSTESS FOR THIS EXTRAVAGANT EVENT...

Movie Themed Auction
I am having my first auction, anyone interested in participating please send me the link to the pic that you would like to use along with what you are offering, the entry fee of 25k fubucks and the name of your favourite movie character ~cruel but cute~owner of AARON and Will Owned by AARON@ fubar

Help Sunfirelab Level Please
Let's Show her FU-LOVE!!! She's going for Fu-QUEEN!! Under 100K to level This Pimpout brought to you by ☮Kevin☮ Show Sunfirelab some love She have tons of EZ rates availiable too She is always around to help anyone when they need the help to level So can we get her leveled to Fu-QUEEN?>

Lies
Lies I am the fool when I keep trying to believe How stupid can I be Is it desperation or the loneliness I feel; Somewhere I lost my ability to put myself first I believe the words spoken to me Only to discover they're just lies I don't really matter to people I see They use me for their own means Then discard me after a while When did I lose my reason When did I lose my mind Was it the need to belong I have no answers to the questions I ask Sue Price Copyright ©2009 Sue Price

Friend In Need
Hey guys and dolls. This woman here is a really great friend. She goes out of her way to help poeple on here with anything they need. She's been wanting to level for a month now. I think its time we return the love to this woman. Ŋǚ§н¥™ åКǎ ŊűŊů Þü$$¥çåt§ PIMPΣƬƬΣ@ fubar

Show Some Respect!! (repost)
***Fu Friends & My Amazing Fu Family*** As you all know chuckii has not been on for sometime now!Fubar Sure is not the same without boo:(Alot of you have mentioned how much ya miss him.... I miss him like crazy too!So I think its time we show chuckii some amazing Love & Respect!So that when he does Log on He will know exactly how much we do miss him & how much we want him back on fubar! My amazing friendship with chuckii Started way back sometime at the end of March,2008!Since then i knew that there really was such thing as a real!True!Honest!Caring!Friend out there! Before i met chuckii I did not have much trust in anyone but he proved me different & I thank him for that! If it was'nt for him I would never have put trust in so many of my other friends & i'm glad i did because I have the most amazing Fu Family On Fubar! ***I miss this Gorgeous Smile*** I miss The Man that taught me to NEVER let the haters Bring me Down! Some of you haters out there think that boo's

So I'm Gonna Do It....
Go for Spotlight that is. It's something that I've thought about before,but never really thought I'd actually go through with. But thanks to a wonderful friend,Freak, asking me about it,I'm gonna do it. So feel free to donate,its going to a great cause,me on your page for 24 hours straight! Thats better than watching A Christmas Story!! Thanks in advance for helping! xoxox

Direct Link To Own Me Jan 4th
GREETINGS AND WELCOME TO THE FIRST EVER DARKE-HEAVEN HAPPY NAWTY NEW YEAR AUCTION PRESENTATION. And here he is... Gbeaver being up for auction pleasure.... Rememeber that that opening bid is 100K and the sky's the Limit... So get here and place your bids on a great guy and start off this New year off with a BANG! DON'T HESITATE... DANCE YOUR WAY TO SEXY LIL HELLCAT'S PAGE TO FIND YOUR NEXT FU We are accepting more auctionees until Jan 9th.. so hurry up get your offers together and beat a path to Damien's door so that we can get you added to the New Year's Fun ~*~ Sexy Lil Hell Cat ~*~ Owned By The Greatest Whiteboy Alive@ fubar THE HOSTESS FOR THIS EXTRAVAGANT EVENT...

About Suicide Girls
About the Suicide Girls: With a vibrant, sex positive community of women (and men), SuicideGirls was founded on the belief that creativity, personality and intelligence are not incompatible with sexy, compelling entertainment, and millions of people agree. The site mixes the smarts, enthusiasm and DIY attitude of the best music and alternative culture sites with an unapologetic, grassroots approach to sexuality. In the same way Playboy Magazine became a beacon and guide to the swinging bachelor of the 1960s, SuicideGirls is at the forefront of a generation of young women and men whose ideals about sexuality do not conform with what mainstream media is reporting. Although started as a two person operation out of a loft in downtown Portland, OR in 2001, in five short years SuicideGirls has grown its audience to over 5 million unique visitors a month. With hundreds of thousands of subscribers, over a thousand models, a succesful book and DVD in stores and a new clothing line, there

I Have A Confessionto Make..lol
I just wanna take this time to say I appreciate all my friends on here. Especially my gorgeous female friends...lol, You guys are the ones that keep me alive. I normally use this site as a stress reliever and to let out some steam, but little do I realize that there are somethings that should be taken to heart, like the value of a true friendship among friends on here. There is this one special person I wanna thank for helping me realize the true value of friendship, even though it's online. She sure is an amazing woman Oh and dont expect to see a serious blog like this every now and then. This is the first and last..lol...now dont forget to... HOOOOOOOLLLLLLAAAAAAA

Old Age
may your bleeding piles torment you may corns adorn your feet may the crabs the size of cockroaches crawl on ur balls and eat but when ur old and feeble and ur mind is a nervous reck may u fall throught ur asshole and break ur fuckin neck

R.i.p. Ja'shawn Powell
R.I.P. Ja'Shawn Powell Police: Father Admits To Killing 2-Year-Old Son Father Says He Made Up Story Of Kidnapping POSTED: 11:21 am CST January 3, 2009 UPDATED: 7:17 pm CST January 3, 2009 NEW ORLEANS -- The New Orleans Police Department confirmed Saturday afternoon that missing 2-year-old Ja’ Shawn Powell was found dead. A media advisory was issued for the boy early Saturday to the New Orleans area media outlets in effort to assist NOPD in the recovery of the child. His father, 22-year-old Danny Platt, said he was taken from him by armed men at about 11:30 p.m. Friday near the area of Brainard Street and Jackson Avenue. Later Saturday afternoon, Platt confessed to killing his son and fabricating the kidnapping, police said. According to investigators, Ja' Shawn's father said a dark-colored sport utility vehicle stopped next to him and his son near the intersection and three men got out of the vehicle armed with assault rifles. Platt said the men forced him to

Heh, Ooops
Well, I had warned friends that I'd eventually almost completely forget about logging on here, and sure enough... *shrug* Been busy as heck with one thing or another. Mostly bouncing up and down Belmont Shore and PCH doing the job hunt for the umpteenth time in six years and having just as much luck as ever...which is to say, none. Considering the state of economy right now, that's no surprise. So, back to old reliable. Writing and music composition. Haven't done either in a long while. Yes, I know, it's red alert when I'm totally unable to write or compose. It's not that the ideas aren't there, those never slow down. Just lately been totally unmotivated. Looking to change that shortly though. Working on revamping my public profiles on networking sites towards the music edge. My friends keep telling me my composition is good enough to make money with. I don't exactly agree, but then I've always had low opinion of my own work. Not giving up the writing. "Scar

Lies And Darkness
Lies and Darkness Dark as midnight, shallow and pale Trusting her smiles will send you to hell Cold is her shadow, frozen her heart Her fake identity will never depart Words of endearment they never end Sweetheart and I love you over an over again But listen closely they carry no mass Hugs and kisses they shatter like glass Numbing lies of the worst kind, Mess with your heart screw with your mind Mother of deception the likes of no other They spill from her mouth one after another Evicted from my life, locked out of my heart Never again will any friendships start However, no matter what you think of me Sweeping out my heart of your lying debris Sun is shinning your dark cloud is gone I made a mistake and was seriously wrong Never again will you darken my door You are no longer welcome your words I ignore I didnt write this, not sure who did, but this is for you, you know who you are.

Mae-mae Has Auto-11's!!! Half Mil To Disciple!!! Plz Help???
GUESS WHO HAS AUTO-11'S? MAE-MAE!!! ♥ Mae Mae ♥ { Owner of Mae Mae's Love Shack } * SBG* {Club Mystic}@ fubar SHE NEEDS A LIL LESS THAN 1/2 MILLION TO DISCIPLE; SO COME GET SOME BIG POINTS AND FUBUCKS!!! PLEASE HELP TO GET HER THERE??? THANKS IN ADVANCE FOR ANY AND ALL HELP!!! FONDLY PIMPED OUT BY THE MEMBERS OF: Club Mystic!@ fubar AND CinDragon-Founder of ClubMystic-PegasusProject-FuAngel-I.B.I.C@ fubar This html code blatantly stolen from (and slightly altered): Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler}@ fubar show her some love as well, she RAWKS!!!

My Best Friend(softly Thorugh The Leaves)
You entered my life like a gentle sigh, like a quiet breeze blowing softly through the leaves. You were a stranger first, one who laughed freely and easily, who spoke of minor intimacies and common grounds, who made me feel strangely liked and valued. You became my friend, no longer a stranger, trusting me with secrets hidden, confiding what you liked and hated. We talked and laughed and, as time passed by, I grew more and more dependent upon your smile. From strangers to friends was just a baby step, a step a thousand others take every day. Without your trust and trusting ways, without your smiles and encouraging gaze, I would never have taken the step beyond. But the gentle breeze blowing through the leaves is relentless and never ending. We became closer friends, and closer still, until much of my life was centered around the times we spent together. We traveled far along the path of friendship, avoiding the bumps somehow, never stumbling, always in step wi

She Needs Your Help
Okay you guys have TOTALLY rocked with helping people get spotlight since I started doing this. Since I got spotlight we've helped AbbyNormal, DevilGirl, RavinJuggalo, MattDeizel and Pyschocial all get the spotlight. FTW should have it here soon. Now we've got a new one to help and this girl just totally rocks! Part of why she hasn't had spotlight yet is she's been too busy helping others. She's helped me and I'm sure she's probably helped you in one way or another! So let's help her get the spotlight. She's got about 3 million before she hits level 26 so you can rate her a little bit but don't go too nuts. We don't want her to level before she goes for spotlight. ♥Naughty Grace Kelly♥Member of ~Dangerous Curves~@ fubar Remember any little bit helps her!

Mae Mae Has Auto's On!!!
GUESS WHO HAS AUTO-11'S? MAE-MAE!!! ♥ Mae Mae ♥ { Owner of Mae Mae's Love Shack } * SBG* {Club Mystic}@ fubar SHE NEEDS A LOT OF HELP TO GET TO PROPHET; SO COME GET SOME BIG POINTS AND FUBUCKS!!! PLEASE HELP TO GET HER THERE??? THANKS IN ADVANCE FOR ANY AND ALL HELP!!! DON'T FORGET TO PRIVATE MESSAGE FOR RETURN LOVE! FONDLY PIMPED OUT BY THE MEMBERS OF: Club Mystic!@ fubar AND CinDragon-Founder of ClubMystic-PegasusProject-FuAngel-I.B.I.C@ fubar This html code blatantly stolen from (and slightly altered): Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler}@ fubar show her some love as well, she RAWKS!!!

Sex And Making Love
This blog stems from a conversation I had with a friend a little while back. He seems to think that passion only comes at least from his point of view, when there are feelings. Or at least when there is passion involved, feelings start to develop and someone gets hurt. There for, sex with passion means you are making love. So then you must be in love to have passion. I for one strongly disagree with this. To have truly enjoyable sex, there needs to be passion. Not just a wham bam thank you ma'am. If that's the case, take care of it your own damn self. You really do not need another person in the equation to get yourself off, male or female. That is the fun of having the other person there, to have all your other senses stimulated. Touch, feel, smell, taste, see and hear each others reactions. On that same note.... Sex in relationships.. Just because you are in a relationship, it isn't all about the "Love" making. Hell.. I know I want sex! I don't always want that lovey, dovey, sof

Net Loves
Real net loves are not the one without♥♥♥….. ……..when you open your messenger, and you don’t have off lines, you have an email anyway”. ………..when you are in the middle of argument or when you are in your deepest cyber moments, then suddenly you are disconnected. “You will be connected anyway”. Just, the difference is you already subsided. ……….when he is swearing to death how true he is in loving you, while he is flirting on fubar or in msn or yahoo”…he will pass it , and come back to you anyway, when the fun is over”. ………. when you are jealous about comments that he is giving to his friends, he will give you message anyway”. It means you are not neglected, and you do the same thing anyway. …… and when you’re connection went so bad and you cant come on line…..lolz, you’ll send txt, or call anyway” ……. And there are times, conflicts and misunderstanding will really confused you, specially when you feel he is cheating on you, You will delete each o

Memory
In a moment of passion I could feel our lives unfolding. Wanting, needing, feeling the same desires. both answering questions unasked. Making promises with a single glance. Never have I experienced emotions so raw so real. With him facing truths that I could never have fathomed before. In his arms I felt safe. In his arms I felt loved, wanted, and cherished. In his arms is where I want to share my eternity. With one look in my eyes I could feel him in my soul. Breaking down the walls that I have spent so many years building digging deeper into who I am...and who I will one day become. Leaving no place untouched he accepts me for who I am. Facing my fears with me. Never leaving my side...being there for me to hold on to. Feeling his breath on my face his lips moving on mine...taking me to far away places the feel of his skin on mine still lingers now only in my memories I can still feel him there loving me

My Beautiful Ending
As christmas lights dance on the wall... creating a euphoria of happiness... I smile recalling a time in my life when it all made sense. When my life was simple. when I was loved. Now, sitting here in silence.... with only my thoughts to keep me company. I feel lost, confused, and broken. Searching for something or someone to take me back to that moment in my life. When I was whole, safe, and cared for. Looking for arms to hold me to tell me that it will all be ok. memories of my life playing in my mind like a silent film. taunting me tormenting me. mocking my whole being. sneaking up on me in only brief moments of happiness. Like a stranger in the night... hiding my life from me. watching the christmas tree through tear filled eyes I wonder who I have become. I have become a stranger to myself. I am a woman, a mother, a friend, a daughter, a niece, and a lover. Yet I am empty...I am nothing...I am so many things to ma

Dear, You
Dear, you: one time you were my hope, my escape, and my love. Now you are a distant memory of what was. Did the time that we shared really mean anything to you? was I just another woman to fuck? was I a joke...using my heart as your punch line? Looking back...you must think I'm so naive to have believed your lies. Laughing at my expense. You reeled me in...with your smooth lines...and soft touches. I melted with your kisses, your caresses, surrendered in your embrace, and fell in what I thought was your love. I feel so stupid for letting you in. I had spent so many years protecting my heart. With you... my walls came crashing down around me. For once I felt alive. I felt wanted, needed, and desired. Most importantly I felt pretty. Now I am so afraid that those too were a part of your deceit. Were they just "things" that you told me to keep me around? I fell right into the place that you wanted me in. I was foolish to think that I was "YOUR" only one...tha

My Almost Lover
Someone please tell me why is it so hard to let go of something that never was? It should be such a simple process you would think. Yet he still haunts me. He is in my thoughts...slithered his way into my dreams...and somehow at times is still my hope. Thinking of him...disgusts me. Finding out who he truely was...repulsed me to the point that I can now hardly talk to him. Watching the pedistal that I had allowed him to be on....come crashing down right in front of me...feeling every truth and every lie that he ever said to me....Even with all of that...the pain...the embarassment of finding out that he is a liar...the shame of going against my morals for someone I meant nothing to...and the disgust of trusting him with my heart....yet there is still a little part that wants to hold on....a little piece of me that wants to share the love that I still feel for him. Ive asked myself a million and one times...why? Nothing anyone says....or what I think for that fact has sati

My Momma
here I am again....sitting alone in my house...in the early hours of the morning...with my deepest fears staring me in the eyes. Hearing the tick tock of the clock on the wall....wanting nothing more than to tear it off of the wall...and throw it across the room so it crashes....freezing time. My time...her time...keeping her for a little while longer. My heart is in a million pieces and I cant put anything together to even begin to console myself, my children, and my dad. To make sence of this constant nightmare that I am in. Fearing each phone call....each doctors appointment. I keep telling myself you are an adult....you should be able to be strong and accept that along with life comes death. Im not immune to it..I know this and neither is my mom. We all have our day. Is this the end for her story...is this it for our relationship? Do I have to say goodbye at 27? Should I feel lucky that I have some time to prepare...when some others dont? Is it selfish of me

Saying Goodbye
He watched her quietly...waiting with anticipation. Knowing that she was his, that she would fall right in place with the life he had prepared for her. Smiling at his conquer...he was ready with open arms to welcome her. He watched her as the years...months and days...passed her by. Making her weaker with each passing day. Watching as friends new and old...came and went occupying her time. Some helping him mold her into what he was so desperately seeking in her. In time the years of uncertain sadness and grief showed in her reflection...a reflection that she could no longer see. She was a stranger to herself...yet familiar to everyone she knew. Moving through her life motionless...and numb. Putting on her daily facade. convincing herself that this was as good as it would get for her. Seeing herself through strangers eyes...she is tired..worn and weak beaten down by her own convictions. Having never been truly loved by anyone..she feels convicted and judged by every

Darke Heaven Auction
GREETINGS AND WELCOME TO THE FIRST EVER DARKE-HEAVEN HAPPY NAWTY NEW YEAR AUCTION PRESENTATION. And here I am for your bidding pleasure.... Rememeber that that opening bid is 100K and the sky's the Limit... I'm offering myself in all manners of sexiness So get here and bid on me to start this New year off with a BANG! ~*~ Sexy Lil Hell Cat ~*~ Owned By The Greatest Whiteboy Alive@ fubar THE HOSTESS FOR THIS EXTRAVAGANT EVENT...

To Understand Me.
Ladder Theology is the thought that you climb your way up to God. You obey all the laws, do all the right things, do the right deeds then your are on the escalator to God. (1) You, the human being, are down here. (2) Divinity is up there. (3) You've got a lot of climbing to do. You will never get there. It is an empty promise to God and yourself. You get stuck in the world guilt within yourself and blame religion for your failures. Spiritual theology is that God came to us by the Holy Spirit and God is for us. God has come to us. That is in our heart . That miracles are happening everyday for us to be witness to. i.e. child birth, surviving accident, to experience the grace of God. To have God as the center of your being and so when you can get in touch with that existence of God. Your able to let God work through you and and have this internal convertions and rid yourself of the external forces in owns life. Not to focus on the past for it has been reconciled and not worry about

Life In Hell
I currently am living in a house with my family that we share with my Step-mother In-law and my Mental Sister In-law. They both think that the world revolves around them and that they do no wrong. The Step-mother In-law has no knowledge of how to properly budget her money and spends money in away to were the bills for the house are months behind and she blames everyone else for her not having the bills payed. Same with my Sister In-law she gets a monthly check and just about always has her bank account over drawn. Mean while my family live in the basement and I pay my bills and the the electric bill for the whole house as well as do repairs to the house and the vehicles that are not in my name. While my truck sits and I can't come up with the money to get my transmission fixed. Just can't wait for me to be able to file for my taxes and get my refund cause that will get my truck fixed and solve the living situation.