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Week 9
Congratulations! Your amazing growing baby has been accepted into to the fetus-club, a very exclusive and exiting new stage in their prenatal development. Basically, this means the little sweet pea has graduated from swimming embryo creature to a recognizable human being! This week in particular, the irises of their little eyes can function, but (frustratingly for them?) their eyelids remain fused shut for a while yet. Their external ears are formed and their inner ears are now filled with fluid—so your little one is already developing their sense of balance. Your baby's little swimmer legs are still relatively, although other bodily developments are going forward at a nice pace: their kidney is actually functioning now, which means they’ve started urinating (this might seem charming now but wait till you have to start buying diapers!).

Week 8
Woohoo! You've got one whole inch of baby inside of you! Your little embryo has finally reached the one-inch mark (30mm). And if it were possible to take a peek, you could actually see your tiny baby without a telescope! What’s more, your baby is finally starting to take on some very distinct human features. For starters, their little tail (really just the spinal cord) has disappeared completely. It’s nice to know your baby can no longer be mistaken for a sea creature! Additionally, both their toes and fingers are prominent with very little, if any, webbing. Upper and lower limbs all show recognizable joints (elbows and knees) and the lower limb bones are starting to ossify. But don’t expect your baby to resemble either parent quite yet. Right now, your baby’s head is disproportionately larger than the rest of their body--making up almost half of your little one’s height and weight!

Week 7
Your baby is really beginning to develop more physical definition this week – their oversized head isn’t just large and oblong anymore, it’s actually a little bit pointy. The tiny receding tail bud is now starting to be overshadowed by the growth of their legs, which are now complete with knees and the beginnings of toes. Their eyes and ears are the most visible features on their head and their miniature bones are starting to harden throughout their body. You also have some variation on a boy or a girl at this point, although their genitals won’t be visible enough to determine which color cigars you’re going to buy until around the 16th week.

Week 6
This is going to be a busy week for your amazing little embryo. Their brain is still growing remarkably fast; miniature hand plates are starting to develop and the early formations of what will be their fingers are already visible. Also, the lower limbs do not develop quite as fast, so they’re pretty much still flippers. Up until this point, your baby has been very curled up with the head and tail in close proximity, but this week their trunk and neck are beginning to grow and straighten as their tail recedes into its resting position in the back. Even though your little miracle is only 6 weeks old, they’re already capable of demonstrating reflex responses to touch!

Week 5
The changes to your growing embryo are not quite as drastic this week as they've been in the last few weeks. Growth is now largely focused on their little head, which is starting to develop much more rapidly than the rest of their tiny body. This is because their amazing brain is undergoing some very crucial and rapid development in order to effectively regulate their heart rate, blood circulation, and other vital functions. As for the rest of their miniature body, what were simple limb buds last week are limb flippers this week and the tail is more expressed. Amazingly, within a mere five weeks your little miracle is already developing the rudimentary forms of their liver, pancreas, lungs, stomach and nasal pits while their little heart is already increasing its circulation. Your baby is now a whopping 4-6mm in length.

Week 4
By the end of this week the round and pointy ends of your little pear-shaped baby will be slightly more exaggerated and their body will look more like that of a miniature manatee. Despite your baby not looking particularly human without any eyes, ears or mouth, the earliest developments of what will become the larynx, internal ear, and eye lens are already forming, although you’d have to be a trained expert to recognize them for what they’re going to be in the future. Likewise, tiny bumps are forming on your little embryo which will eventually be their cute little arms, elbows, fingers, legs, knees and toes. What’s more your little swimmer will have a teeny tiny tail by the end of this week-- but don’t worry, it’s just the end of their developing spinal cord! A microscopic photo would reveal what seems to be their vertebrae filling out the spine and tail. Although they aren’t bones yet, but rather, the “bone seeds” that will give rise to your baby's tiny vertebrae, ribs and sternum.

Week 3
Although your belly is still the same size and shape as it was pre-pregnancy, a plethora of amazing and dynamic changes are taking place despite this fact. Right now your little zygote is already 1.5 – 2.5mm in size. This is quite a change from the microscopic pack of cells you had just two weeks ago. Your microscopic little one is already composed of three complex “germ” layers: the ectoderm, endoderm and mesoderm. Although you could hardly see them at this point, these layers are the beginnings of your baby's nervous system and brain, stomach and inner organs, and skeleton and connective tissue. Your baby is also starting to take on recognizable physical dimensions somewhat comparable to a very tiny pear. The round part of the pear will eventually become the head and the pointy part will be the spine. Perhaps the best part of this week is that somewhere around the 21st day, your miraculous little pear will have a beating heart, although the heart chambers and valves will not be compl

Week 2
Your little blastocyst is now separating into two distinct parts: the amniotic cavity (or yolk sac) and the embryo (your baby-to-be). The yolk sac’s main job is to protect and nourish your baby until the placenta is fully formed. Right now, the placenta is just beginning to take shape, but won’t be complete for another 8 weeks or so. The beginnings of the umbilical cord are visible and partly functional, although it is still not fully formed.

Week 1
It's been a momentous past couple of days—even if you don’t know it yet. At some point roughly 1.5 – 3.5 million sperm took aim at your fallopian tubes and one superior little seed hit the target spot on. The now fertilized egg is still inside your fallopian tube and is already merging with the sperm to become a zygote. Cell multiplication is occuring at an astonishingly rapid rate. Your little zygote will spend the next 7-10 days dividing and multiplying as they slowly descend into the uterus, where it will nestle into the already cozy blood-rich uterine wall. The implantation process may result in a little spotting for some, caused by the sloughing off of uterine wall at the implantation site. This is perfectly natural and not a cause for concern. When your little zygote is finally implanted, it is a blastocyst measuring about 0.1 – 0.2 mm. This will be your baby’s spatially-challenged home for the next 38-40 weeks.

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The Ending - Follow
I've had this song in my head for a few weeks... it's a new band out of Toronto that's a pet project of the guitarist from Platinum Blonde Need some help just to find my way A better life and a final say Got a rip in my pocket And a tear in my soul Never thought that I'd come undone Who'd have thought that you'd be the one The skies are so pretty I must say Sometimes I run for cover When I've lost my way, lost my way So don't follow me Life's not forever And I'm lost So I will follow you Follow you Can't rest till the day is done Pick up the pieces one by one Can't ask for forgiveness For something I haven't done The skies are so pretty I must say Sometimes I run for cover When I've lost my way, lost my way So don't follow me Life's not forever And I'm lost So I will follow you Follow you Follow you So don't follow me Life's not forever And I'm lost So I will follow you Follow you (so don't follow me) Follow you (so don't follow me)

Explain It To My Heart
Explain It To My Heart You claim that you pulled my 'hooks' out and have broken free... Well, Explain it to my heart why I still miss you and hurt for you and long for you. Is it the wild kinky sex, the face-fucking, that I miss so much ? I think its just having somebody in this fucked up world, somebody by my side that I miss so much. You, and your cutting, and your lies, and your fucked up way of ignoring me when with your friends, You can fuck off. You were just a little girl that I was fucking on the side anyways. I started kicking it with you when I was homeless, we crashed at your empty house that was on the market I learned you were crazy before I was officially staying at your apartment, with your brother. I stayed with you for the money. The housing, the rides, the SEX, the cigarettes, the booze, the pot, the everything. I learned you were really a whore. And a liar. AND CRAZY. would take the state at least 3 months to fix. I stay around. Do

My Job
my job is great, but i have this guy that is my supervisor that is a pain in the ass, he will stand behind u and yell in your ear!!! i have tried ingoreing him and i have let the main people in charge know, but i feel like i could just bitch slap him? any idea's on what to do?

What Mystical Creature Are You?
What Mystical Creature are you?GargoyleCongrats! Your a Gargoyle. A protecter over any sacred place and sacred people. Peace is in your nature but you will fight for those who need you to.You guard anything from a small puppy on the street to a unicorn thats hurt.May the winds be beneath your wings my friend.Animals Quizzes

Hep C Spread By Air Gun/ Jet Injector / Vaccines
Ask the Mayo Clinic: Whatever happened to 'jet injectors?' http://seattlepi.nwsource.com Dear Mayo Clinic: I remember we used to get vaccines and other shots using an air gun, and lots of people could get shots quickly. I haven't seen this done for a long time. Why? Were problems discovered with that method? It seems that it would be an efficient way to give flu shots, for instance, in a really short time. A: Using an air gun -- also called a jet injector -- is a fast way to deliver vaccines. But jet injectors were discontinued for mass vaccinations about five years ago because of possible health risks. A jet injector uses high pressure to force a vaccine or other medication through a person's skin. Their speed made jet injectors very efficient, so many people could be vaccinated quickly. They were often used in the military. Although they weren't pain-free, jet injectors didn't involve needles. The result was less discomfort than a needle injection, and they caused less anxiety in peo

Say A Prayer...
Say a prayer for all the little lost ones Light a candle to see us through Burn a pyre to heat the chill in our bones Invite an inferno to bring me back to you We will dance in the fire together Feeling the conflagration within us Burn down the walls that seperate us

What Angel Are You?
What Angel Are You?Night AngelYou are a night angel.Smooth, calm even when angry, and slick.You love dark colours, Purples, Black, Blood red.Water loves you and you love water, you get one wonderfully since you shine for her and she refelects you.You have an attacment for leather, or somthing similar to it.You don't have a big anger, more of a deep one, you will hold a grudge for eternity but you make the punishment fit the crime.Myspace Quizzes

Untitled...
I see her and want her I desire the way she moves Love the scent of breeze through her hair Her eyes flood me I know I'll never have her So many times I've wanted to tell her Her skin as smooth as crystal Her name gives me chills If you see her you'll know She is the shadow on the moon She is the shiver down my spine Please let her see me Please help me make her mine

He...
He desires the way her skin felt against him He cries his tears into her pillow He smells her in the summer breezes He feels her warmth in his imagination He longs to hear his name from her lips again He sits alone by her stone He locks his heart deep inside its shell He knows he can't have her now He stands tall and feels her spirit warm his soul

Guardian Pt. Ii
Her light can dim his darkest fears Her smile can brighten his blackest day She has only to say his name He hears her voice and all is well She once cast her shadow on him Her shadow has now become her spell All the world knows her face Only he knows her heart Her eye sees all he is Her touch heals his pain Her breath is the breeze that stirs his heart To the world she is a comfort To him she is everything In Dutiful Dedication To The Goddess of The Silver Moon...

My World (welcome)...
Welcome to my world Broken down at every turn Denied all I've ever wanted Deprived of every thought Disillusioned in my mind Poisoned by my hate I'm trapped in this prison Longing to escape Welcome to my world...

World's Fastest Sex Text
Worlds fastest sex testBlackBlack color preferences point to Black sex. These people are the misfits of the sex world and seek out each other in kinship. They tend to prefer perverted sex and are usually masochistic or sadistic in nature. They are moody people and often perform at their peak when under stress or during unhappy times. Police psychiatrists claim that many sex offenders prefer the color Black. And it is no coincidence that the uniform of monsters and teenaged gangs is Black attire.Sex-Intimacy Quizzes

Which Care Bear Are You?
Which Care Bear Are You?You're Grumpy BearOkay, Debbie Downer-- time for you to turn that frown upside down. Seriously, dude-- loosen up. Sure, things might not be as hunky-dory as your fellow Care Bears seem to think it is, but there's no need to constantly be burdened by that rain cloud both on your belly and over your head. The shine does shine every now and then if you take the time to look.Myspace Quizzes

Questions...
Should I kill my pain tonight Would I break your heart tonight Could I find forgiveness tonight Should I try harder today Would I be rewarded today Could I feel your smile today Should I lie with you tonight Would I hold you close tonight Could I let you go tonight Are there any answers out there for me?

Seeker
She shines her light into me The eternal inquisitor She probes the Me inside I see who I am She makes me see what I can be I drown in my emotion She draws me to shore I bury myself inside my mind She has uncovered my hidden treasures I owe you more than I can ever repay...

I Will Not Be Denied...
As the man once said "I Will Be Heard!" You can choose not to listen to what I say I will not be denied this time They think they can determine my course Think that I can't feel them pushing me No one is going to control me anymore You can read this and think I'm a fool Those who would hinder me can move now or be crushed I'm moving through at the speed of thought Try as you might you can't hold me down I'm gonna start pushing back Hold me down to feel my need Push me down and I'll feel you bleed I am the definition of my destiny

Trying
I tell this person who I so terribly want to be my signifigant other that we're drifting apart, and she doesn't show concern. So a few days and i mention it again asking for ideas on what we might do to reconnect.. she says she wants to be closer with no mention of how she wishes to accomplish it. So i mention it again today and she snaps at me, lunges down my throat. I'm sitting here and yelling "bitch" at my pc screen at her rude email, yet my heart has chosen her and will hurt if and when she decides to walk out my life because Im not worth it.. Damned if I try and damned if I don't. Hurt either way... I want to just bawl it all out right now in a drunken stupor.

Fear And Loathing...
I've spent my life being afraid Afraid to fly, fearing the fall Afraid to fail, fearing to try I've always been so afraid of what I would say Fearing what they would say or do I've tried so hard to overcome these baseless fears I have no reason to dread what may or may not come to be I don't know when or how I'll pass this I turn away from the sun lest I see my flaws torn open before me I can't help myself, someone bring me back to the light

Plaything...
What do you think I am? Do you think I'm something to play with? You say to me that you love life You always find a way to kill life Rejected by so many You think you can turn to me I won't be toyed with this time No games for this little Tinker Toy I think I'll disappear now...

Desires...
Desires unfulfilled haunt my dreams Urges twist their claws into my mind I can't escape what I see I try to run from what i feel You say you're willing to help me Yet when I tell you my problems you run What help can I get when you all disappear?

Random Thoughts...or Are They?
Cold , Dark, Alone..... All are feelings we've felt They are just words..... The reality is much much worse I've tasted the bitter edge of the dark Felt the cold stone floor of loneliness against my face I know what it is to be insane To have no control over your own mind and body Pray now dear readers that you never know these pains My fate was sealed the second I was born Possibly I was born to be alone, but I doubt it He is a part of me, I know this... I can't subvert him unless he allowes it He refuses to be removed He swears I will never be happy I don't know what to do... Help Me...

Free Falling...
Seems my instability is stabalizing Forever in a headlong spin I know I'll hit the bottom soon The ride is worth the fall I know you'll catch me Your love is all the support I need I can stay aloft on your very breath I choose to live in your heart To sleep in your arms To die in your eyes......

Which Martini Are You?
Which Martini Are You? (with pictures)Deadly MartiniYou are the deadly, poisenous martini...You face challenges and you are brave enough to tell people how you think, your friends may think you have a soft side (which you do) but only around the people you love and adore.Personality-Emotion Quizzes

Unknown...
Cut my jugular and paint me dead Chew on bone to feel alive Cracked my teeth on concrete Smiled so much it hurts Tired of wearing masks Adrenaline crashing again Gotta keep going or fall Life is too fast these days Pain so easy to find Don't wanna hurt no more Gonna find my angel Carve her outta stone

Together Pt. Ii
So wounded by the world I was born into Shattered by the life I'm forced to lead She's come to set me free of this Together we will rebuild Her fire heats my soul My earth stabilizes her We spin together forever Hand in hand we will traverse the stars She found me at my lowest point Lifted me up to feel the sun I can never repay all she gave me All I can offer is love.....

Blessed Be...
I've flown too close to the sun again Melted wings burn my skin as I fall I feel the rush of the wind in my ears My blood pounds in my veins I can see the earth rushing to embrace me I know this is my end I hear her voice and see her face all around me I know I'll be alright this time She will never let me go This is the promise she has made I gave my heart to secure my salvation I owe her my life yet she asks only love Blessed Be

Never Meant...
I never meant to be the way I am Never wanted you to see the cold in me I tried to hide my pain from you Crowded so tight inside my head Shadows of my past haunt us both Hero is what I wanted Hipocrisy I became Follow me and fall as I do Give me your hand and join me as I burn Trial by Fire and Ice Can you show me the end I desire With luck we'll find the beginning we both need

Sinker...
I'm sick Plagued by life Cursed with mortality Somehow I need the cure Razorblade resolution Simple end Anger, Fear, Frustration I see what you feel You feel but you don't see How can you ever understand Hating this "Fate" Fated to be what I hate Given the urge to end it Denied the strength Torn to pieces by those who "care" So much of me I don't want to be Need to cut out the unwanted pieces Hey, pass me that razor will ya...?

Bedtime...
I'm a thousand miles from here Lost inside my mind Hand grenade halo around my head Soon it's gonna blow my mind I'm a million sins trappeed inside Taking the world on and losing Fanatical heretic selling my soul Hating me with corrosive love Push the touch away Pull the damage closer to stay I kill a piece of me each day Can't figure why I am Unable to see who I am Looking back is too hard The mirror lies to me every time I've created this madness The bed is mine I'm so very tired......think I'll lie down

Shattered Road...
I wonder often when I'm alone "Do you really see me?" You know I'm alive Am I just a shadow? What once was lost has yet to be found What was found is hidden from sight again Why do we feel so lost? No one knows.... or maybe they do We keep who we are hidden deep I hear you say you want me to be me I say I want you to be who you are Yet we both know we fear what we are Something so new causes so much confusion Never knowing which way is up I pray for us to be able to open ourselves We both need so much, yet we fear so much I see the you inside You feel for me at night Broken and lost are we Together we will walk this shattered road

New Horizons...
How will I know if I'm satisfied? I've never known these feelings before What is this new feeling so strange inside me? I've been so cold inside for so long The dripping of the thaw is so new to me Free my heart from the ice that cages it Trust that I am the man you want Look on me with love in your eyes My life to keep yours I sew my soul to your shadow Show me this new horizon...

Human Flight And The Realization Of Gravitational Forces...
Am I fully alive? Sick and infected I pass whats in me to all Screaming inside my head Dying just to be dead Hearing nothing they say I can't feel anymore I think I broke something Falling when I tried to fly I can feel my shattered bones Stabbing holes inside me Failure to fly is painful Crashing down buried in my dreams The reality of life is so much worse

I Don't Write Poetry
I don't write poetry I just choose to make my feelings rhyme. Kinda like the chaotic tune played by a wind chime. There is no real rhythm just a sporadic sound. Just like the thoughts in my head go round and round. Hanging on the back porch of a mind that long ago cared. Through many high winds I was some how spared. Countless nights I echoed into the into the night. Playing out my loneliness and screaming some thing isn't right. The storm is to fierce can't you hear my screams. It's destroying our home and tearing away our dreams. The flowers you planted last spring there petals blown away. All because you slept through the music I choose to play. Now tangled and broken my songs end at last. Just a distant echo from some where in the past.

Hot Chicks With Douchebags
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End Of The Line...
I've played this game many times Been many things in my short life I've laughed and cried I've bled and died Screamed in pain Loved in vain I've felt my heart break Sifted through the ashes Broken a heart or two Shamed by this past I am a shattered man Rebuilding something new I've been as down as I'm prepared to go I know I'll end up lower before the end

Seperation Anxiety...
Here we are again, suffering as usual Why do we allow ourselves to feel like this? We cannot control our fates yet we try Ours is not to do but to die Silenced by our own morality Caring nothing for our mortality We march forward as we are told Living our decades in seconds Do as "The Other" beckons We plead to seperate Yet we will die as one Neither of us wants to end One hates what the other fears Is it us we hate or our own shadow? Do we fear what the other sees reflected back? We must be free, yet we fear our own isolation We must be two, yet we abhorr seperation...

All I Can Do...
I am a man, I will lie, steal, and, cheat I'd lie next to you every chance I had Steal every spare moment to spend in your presence I would cheat the morning out of the sun just to warm your heart I know to "never say never" I can never say forever I can't say "I promise" because I don't I know I can't give you all you want I can try to provide what you need I don't have much to offer I offer all I have I offer the freedom to love and be loved I'll do my best even if it's not good enough Gonna try as hard as I can to see you smile

Presidents Inaugural Address
Inaugural Address By President Barack Hussein Obama My fellow citizens: I stand here today humbled by the task before us, grateful for the trust you've bestowed, mindful of the sacrifices borne by our ancestors. I thank President Bush for his service to our nation -- (applause) -- as well as the generosity and cooperation he has shown throughout this transition. Forty-four Americans have now taken the presidential oath. The words have been spoken during rising tides of prosperity and the still waters of peace. Yet, every so often, the oath is taken amidst gathering clouds and raging storms. At these moments, America has carried on not simply because of the skill or vision of those in high office, but because we, the people, have remained faithful to the ideals of our forebears and true to our founding documents. So it has been; so it must be with this generation of Americans. That we are in the midst of crisis is now well understood. Ou

The Way Of Things...
I try so hard yet fail so often I ask myself daily why No answers do I hear I give all of myself to others Asking nothing in return I have denied my own true self for so very long Give all yet ask none is who I am More and more each day I despise what I see Less and less do I care to be I tire of this life so short-lived I know how selfish this must sound Yet, I can't change what I feel I need answers to so much I have to find who I am

Sickness Inside...
You look at me and you don't see Hide it all inside so well I am infested with your sickness You call me sinner You elevate me as a saint You can't seem to see The disease in me comes from all of you I'm not what you think I'm less than what I feel I've broken myself too many times trying I've sacrificed myself too many times dying I take what is given and hold it all in Pray I don't let it out again I will keep all I have recieved I have given up on what I once believed Fingers dragging across numb skin I can't feel when more illness is put in You can never purge me I refuse to let this out I will not infect the world I suffer that others may not

Immune
Five years lost in rivers of merriment I perceived, A million bottles have been and gone, Floating under this journeys many bridges, They have kept me warm in long nights alone, Kept me happy in sunlight’s cold greetings, And caught the many tears I have shed in pain, Like an old friend, they accepted and judged me not, Answered questions in hours dark, Written letters in times forgotten, Or lost in intoxications deep, Or blanked out for fear of fearing the worst, And immunities long since been my lover, No cure in sight, No light seen at the end of this long dark abyss, A bottomless pit to swallow me whole, Jack there to break my impending fall from grace, But this wine takes no effect, Never as it used to, And as this imperviousness seeped through my soul, I searched, A saviour not in sight, I wandered further in to deaths eternal grip, Decaying from inside out with my life's new friend, Hand in hand we would walk in to my last sunset, In a burgundy cask, Pres

The Human Condition...
The only absolute is life is death Only fools stay positive Negativity is an inevitable side effect of the human condition Starts and stops all along the way Laughter and pain Smiles and heartache Those who wish to live forever can't For one to succeed others must fail Heroes or martyrs Liars and thieves All are doomed to the same fate Good men fall while vile men rule Gods are cast down New worship is established Societally we are failing We owe so much to those who come after Poisoned by those who came before Humanity has one shining light.....Hope Redemption can be ours if we wish it How long will it take for us to see We determine not when we die, but HOW we die We die not as sinners or saints We die either as humans or something less Life is one of the few remaining less-than- permenant conditions we have "No one Gets Out Of Life Alive"

Requiem For A Lost Soul...
He speaks as if no one is listening Knowing what they'll say He lives each day like his last Giving of himself till it hurts He moves through like a shadow Never knowing which way to turn He's lost inside his world He loves deeply Doubts every step he takes He questions his own motives Hates his own mistakes He thinks he's undeserving What others say is irrelevant He seeks validation Never gonna be satisfied He says he'll never be good enough Won't believe what you say He can't say what he feels So, He writes it all down instead He wonders to himself often Will my work even matter when I'm gone?

Wondering...
Lost deep inside a world I was "born" into Wondering where to go To whom should I turn? I'm wearing out whats left of my "sanity" Burning my candle at both ends The race is pushing me faster than I can run I don't know what to do anymore I'm losing the will to find the way Feels like I'm gonna be left behind Desire is slipping away Part of me wants to give it all up Half of me refuses to fail Loves leaves never to return What can I do?

Believe...
Twisted faces mirror my own You're telling me "Trust" We are nothing but puppets Toys for ungrateful Masters Begging deaf ears You say you'll pray to your God(s) for me Prey is all we are Shadowed and broken souls Struggleing to make our way Why ask for help that won't come? Belief is Lie Faith is lost hope Begging an empty sky for salvation "Trust in nothing that puts a man on his knees"

Who Am I?
I am the shadow in his smile He denies me at every turn I am the voice inside his head Spawned by his denial He lets them control his life I'm here to free us from this We will be one soon Hope he lets go of his past I know he dwells on his mistakes I'm trying to keep him from self destruction He hates the sound of my voice Fears abound in his head I was born to clean up his mess Most, if not all of you know nothing about me I'm sure you could hardly care He refuses to let me out most times Maybe I can play with some of you some time...

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New Skin...
Shedding skin for new beginnings Old must pass for new to fit I can't see past my past My heart got left too far back Losing what little I can grasp I must move on We had our sunshine day You gotta sleep sometime Taking too much collateral damage I need to heal what I've allowed to be broken I'm not sure if I am where I need to be I know I can't go back again So many questions So few definative answers How will I know the answers when I see them? I'm not even sure of the questions

Reflections...
I see myself reflected in a broken mirror A mere shadow of what I wish to be No sympathy seeker I Quarter is all I ask Peace for myself and those I love It matters not what I see looking inside I am my enemy as none can ever be I will destroy all I am to save those I can My life is forefeit in the persuit of serenity May my last breath be spent on words of love My final sight be that of shining beauty Perhaps peace and rest will come to me at last

Scarecrow...
I fling myself about carelessly Disjointed as I dance Low rung of the ladder Born a burden Too much heart, not enough sense They call me a scarecrow I couldn't frighten a fly Hold all my sorrow inside Bonelessly walking my path Hopelessly ever onward When will I reach my destination? Where is the city that shines? I've gotta find what I've lost Maybe someone will come to help...

Reflections In The Eye Of Sickness...
I'm so sick of it People always trying to break me I won't let em get to me They can't pull me down I will die before I fall Gonna keep holding on Brain is ticking like a bomb Feeling like I'm unraveling Suffocating as I'm trying to stay up Sorrow tastes copper on my tongue My world is because I've let it be Anticipating the end, yet staying the course Trying so hard to hold it all together The life I live balanced on the tip of a feather Precarious time twisted........... Fuck it Stay alive or die trying Is it worth it? Go away... Stay Get OUT! Don't leave me.....please Drown out my sound... Break me, make me new Let me go...

A Word Of Welcome...and Warning...
Welcome back, dear friends Our world has changed much We no longer see the sunlight here The warmth has left us We are now a darkened people Burdened by our own misgivings Our sins have come home to us Darkness reigns within us all now We've come to accept this hell we've made Join us here in the shade if you wish Sit, relax, pay no attention to what you hear or see We all must atone for what we do Quiet and solitude is ours No laughter disturbs our calm No bothersome light ruins our "peace" Shadowed we have become Lightless we shall remain Careful you don't stay too long Dwell not too long in the shade Lest you become part of it Welcome once again to the dark corners Enjoy your stay..........

Give Me Something To Smile About? -you-
January 21, 2009 Welcome I hope this finds YOU well, I must say YOU look wonderful ... A sight for sore eyes! As it goes looking ever as nice as I remember and better than I could have imagined - being I haven't seen YOU since, Well, since LAST YEAR! It's not that I didn't miss YOU ... It's more like I just tucked YOU away and knew that YOU were there and If needed ... I could hopefully find YOU I'm humbled by the warm reception I recieved last night from all of YOU! Truth being, this site is just plays havoc on my operating system. Unsure if my lack of computer strength or if its my windows 98 or the cold hard fact that dial up & fubar are not a happy combination ... It didn't take long for me to finally get logged on, to realize why I stopped coming by daily. I should note, I've attempted to log on a lot here as of late. IF (big -IF-) I did get connected, My screen would either freeze right after the long wait -or- worst yet: During a long

Mental Mortality
Seems the patients are running the asylum Trapped inside our own worlds as we wander through yours Defiance is the only release we have No cure for what we have No freedom from who we are Sitting in our corners Fend off all assistance We condemn ourselves Searching in vain for the cure The cure we refuse to accept What are we to do? We of the flawed mind...

?
When you look at me, what is it you see Do you see the failures that torment me Do you see the smile you bring to my face Is my self loathing as transparent as I feel Am I as obvious to the rest of the world Do my love and hate show through Has what i've done scarred me the same way I see When will I get the answers I seek I guess only time will tell...

Precious Poison (december)
Precious poison found within the flower Remorseless soul within a corpse From light springs dark eternal Broken vessel of your spirit A shattered mind screams I bled for this pretty fake Meaningless sacrifice Bled for days Smile out my rage Masking what I feel Make my weapons Preparing for a war Sharpen my teeth against this Scarred by it all Yearning for the cold December Ice will take away the pain Frozen I can shatter what breaks me

Loathing...
I can't feel much anymore When the touch of love repulses Seek to kill all inside me, except this hate I'll wrap my arms around you Pull you with me down to The abyss you've helped me dig You seek to take what we've made Burn yourself on the fire you've built in me I won't let this stand Blame will not be mine this time You will pay dearly for what you seek

I Am, I Know...
Cut this poison out of me So cold and numb inside I can't feel what should be there I'm lost inside a world I made Don't know where to turn Every enemy sees right through me Flaws and weakness exposed Lies follow me like carrion crows Claim to offer peace I know you're selling me Scream to an empty sky Is anyone listening? I have one hope left to me Lost all other reason to be You've taken so much from me Make me out to be the enemy of peace You say you need me, why do you burn me so? Your words have twisted my reality Can't tell whats up or down anymore I can't see who or what I need to be Thank You for the shadow on my soul

Thoughtless Delusions...
Restless most nights Waking with shadows Nothing sustains I know what I don't want to Put myself up on a shelf Store me away till the next turning Box me tight to keep in all thats burning Ashes where my heart used to be Shattered my soul against your will I've lost myself inside myself What am I to do? I've done little good Caused too much pain The end won't free me Not this time...

Messiah...
Bow before me though I'm not your maker Worship me if you wish Raise no temples in my name I bring you no promises of resurrection I cannot deliver you Redemption is not mine to give All I can offer is what you see I cannot take your pain I know I'll cause you more Resurrection is found through your pain Struggle on the road to your redemption I am no Savior Sinner is more like it I am a breaker of hearts (much regret) A burner of bridges Desolation smile Worship your poison Believe my lie Drown in my acid tears I promise you nothing I am... Worship my pain

The End...
Waited so long for nothing Spent so much time living a dream Wanted so much to hear "I Love You" Never expected to hear the end So much wasted for so little So little given in return I know you'll never say your sorry I don't deserve to hear those words Your reasons are your own Pain will pass New beginnings will bring us both joy Bitter words betray me Slow to release I know now there will be no "US" Just know this The end has come...

Trying...
I'm trying as hard as I can Broken by the voices in my mind Question all I am No answers for what I do That which is new abandons me That which was stays with me always All this is so frightening to me I can't tell whats real or dream All I can do is feel my soul begin to scream What I say grates inside my head What I feel goes against all I've said Trying so very hard to find the answers I seek Is love the answer? Possibly solitude We shall see...

Sideshow
He cuts his flesh to no avail The pain may numb but its still there He can see no way out of what others have created Poisoned by what he has allowed to happen He has no one to blame for what he is He hears the voices daily They are his only friends He lies to himself to believe No faith in the words of others Failure is all he feels Lies are all he knows He welcomes you to his sideshow Step through the curtains See the human disaster Gaze upon a true abberation See what life has done to him Caution.....

Winners 1/20-21- Plz Rate & Comment
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO PARTICIPATED BLING RACE WINNERS: TEXAS HELLCAT Jµggålð_Çðw Sexi Sandi *D.S.C* ~CHIINA DOLL ~ The Grand Prize Drawings for Over 4MIL Fubux. 3 Winners out of the 18 entered are ….. 2MIL SherryMH™ 1 MIL sunsetlovera 500k Cheryl..just Cheryl 50 Entries, the 6 Winners of 150k FuBux Random Daily Drawing are: DAY 1 angel ~~Twisted Whispers ~~

Sunshine
Broken and twisted by the world I live in I've tried so hard to cope Can't deal with what I feel or see I don't know what to do anymore... No one has the answers, Least of all me I've let so much go Held on to so much more My scars keep ripping open Bleeding me empty The sunshine of my life has settled to darkness Tearing myself apart inside day to day Down in my hole left with an empty heart I want so much to feel the sun again.....

Cry Not... (one Lost Soul)
Drag me down...to the ground Cry not for one lost soul... I'm unchained, still insane Cry not for one lost soul... Battered by the world that bleeds me Cry not for one lost soul... Search the sky for my star Cry not for one lost soul... I'll find the one that needs me Cry not for one lost soul... I've seen myself change each day Cry not for one lost soul... Reflected my poison back in my eye Cry not for one lost soul... I've felt my demons deep inside me Cry not for one lost soul... Clawing, begging for release Cry not for one lost soul... I look everyday for a way, a path to steal the sun Cry not for one lost soul... My pain that I keep heals others, why not me? Cry not for one lost soul... Till the Last Day, when you carry me down Cry not for one lost soul... My sight fails me Cry not for one lost soul... Nothing is lost forever Cry not for one lost soul... It simply waits to be rediscovered...

I Think Im Happy
Or at least I know I will be. Im in a bad spot I know this. The insanity that is my life and a baby on the way. But I have watched some of the strongest people I know overcome worse odds, some in just the last day even. I myself have been the breaker of odds my whole life. Some because other people were to stupid to not give up on my. Some because I was too stubborn to walk away or die. From the ruins have come my greatest joys. Emily. Nathan. Ivy. Even the children that I never held breathing. From those sorrows I know the depth of my own ablity to love and be happy and survive. Some people say I need to just get over it and grow up. And I guess maybe from their perspective I should, by the worlds perspective. But it just shows me that they havent ever given into what it means to truely lose their world, their life, their love. I wish with all my heart I was able to let it all go. Yet I cant. I dont want to really. Its all I have left of my former self. The self that lived in an ig

Twice Removed
Twice Removed My heart and soul are now saved and lost within my sanctified passion of loneness. No longer have I needed kingdom of love upon my life from a mere man. Each time I reached out, I found nothing but lies and falseness. I have twice removed my passion and desire from entire essence. For assuredly, I say to all men that comes around me, till heaven and earth becomes one, I will never be free to love any man ever again. I weep not what other’s have in life. I care not for the sweet words of lies that will just be said upon another day to another woman. Twice removed is my emotion attachment to love and men. My heart and soul will has no means to be fulfill lies that will just shredder me apart like clothing be sheared by a sharpen dagger. Offer me not hope and dreams of love forever belonging to me once again. Whoever breaks my heart will suffer greatly as I do. I have no more remorse within me to care what a say or do upon your wicked lying life. Twice

Reo Speedwagon. In My Dreams.
There is nothing in this world that can explain the feelings and emotions that overcome me when I listen to this song. Most of you who will read this have come to know and understand me. I appreciate the time that all of you have taken to get to know me. So here are the lyrics to a very special song to me: There was a time some time ago When every sunrise meant a sunny day, oh a sunny day But now when the morning light shines in It only disturbs the dreamland where I lay, oh where I lay I used to thank the lord when I'd wake For life and love and the golden sky above me But now I pray the stars will go on shinin', you see in my dreams you love me Daybreak is a joyful time Just listen to the songbird harmonies, oh the harmonies But I wish the dawn would never come I wish there was silence in the trees, oh the trees If only I could stay asleep, at least I could pretend you're thinkin' of me 'Cause nighttime is the one time I am happy, you see in my dreams We climb and cli

1st Exam Today
Just took my 1st exam today, passing this test will determin if I will be packing my bags or not, and heading back to Virginia. I'm not really stressing if I passed or not, because the Marine Recruiter job really isn't for everyone, and I know it's definetly not for me. If I end up leaving California, and going back to my old job, my plan is to volunteer for another deployment, preferably Afghanistan. I'm hoping to deploy out of North Carolina or maybe even Okinawa, its what I wanted in the first place before I got orders for recruiting school, I look at it as just another stepping stone in the Marines.

Still Believe
In this life, whith its crazy up downs and wars, and not knowing what the future will bring. It seems that hope has left us, yet there are those who still believe. who see it whith every sunrise, in a childs ungaurded smile, there is hope. This world we live in may be in caos, with it's war mongering and politicians fighting amongst themselves instead of together. Hope may be faint yet, if we lend are voices to the cause if we fight as one, if we never stop believing there will alway be hope.

Hey Sexy
HEY SEXY CAN I INVITE YOU OVER TO MY HOUSE WHERE WE CAN SIT YOU DOWN ON MY COUCH OR SOME OUT OF WAY PLACE? HAVE LONG DREAM OF YOU AND I FACING EACH OTHER ONE ON ONE, BUT MY HEART AND SOUL HAS ALWAYS FEARED WHAT YOU MAKE ME WANT TO DO THAT I HAVE NEVER BOLDLY DARE BEFORE. I FIND MYSELF AT ODDS AT THE RIGHT OR WRONG THINGS WITH YOU, SO NOW I HAVE EXTEND MY HAND IN A OFFER, I HOPE YOU WILL NO LONGER REFUSE OR ALLOW ME TO JUST WALK AWAY FROM. BE MY WILL AND STRENGTH TO DARE ALL MY WICKED DREAMS OF US IN REALITY. CAN WE HAVE A LITTLE CONVERSTION ONE ON ONE, FACE 2 FACE. POUR US SOME CHAMAGNE THAT I HAVE CHILLING NEAR THE ROARING BUILT JUST FOR TWO. DOES YOUR SULTRY GREEN EYES SEE WHAT LURKS IN MY HEAVENLY EYES FOR YOU THAT COME FROM THE DEPTH OF MY HEART AND SOUL? CAN YOUR TEMPTING LIPS BRUSH UPON IN TEMPTATION TO MAKE MY HEART AND SOUL FLUTTER LIKE A BUTTERFLY WINGS SOARING TO DELIGHT? CAN I OFFER YOU MORE THAN JUST A MERE KISS FROM MY RUBY LIPS OF LINGERING DESIRE? SHOULD I BE

The Way Out Is The Way In
Sir, if you are as happy in entering the White House as I shall feel on returning to Wheatland, you are a happy man indeed. What James Buchanan the outgoing fifteenth President of the United States said to Abraham Lincoln the inaugurated sixteenth is probably not much different from what George W. Bush the outgoing forty-third President said (in a different form) to Barack Obama the inaugurated forty-fourth yesterday afternoon. Of course, Bush would have referred to Crawford, now Wheatland … look, I will do my best to keep political bents out of what I write, but it’s hard for me to not see a culture where throwing mud and parading drama is becoming the order of the day. The critics panning Obama already before he’s really done anything (Christian leaders seem especially nasty based on past statements he’s made) are coming close to handing him the mantle of Lincoln by default. Too many people I see here and too many who have not only high pulpits to speak from but also huge a

The Legends
To be one of the remaining few left in the world, who lived the entirity of the 20th century, and made it to the next. Those remaining few who have witnessed first hand both world changing wars, and culturally explosive revolutions that led up to this very point. Those who have witnessed firsthand the exponential explosion of knowledge. To those remaining three people on this Earth who have lived this legacy, I salute you. The Last Dragon -MCMLXXXVIII-

Salutes Plzzz
So i was wonder if someone will do salute for me i am looking for the most creative one . it can be nsfw , sfw hell i don't care as long as it has my name and your face in it .. please i will get you something special if you do top family and a vip... so post them to your page and link them in the comments.. this will be fun.. i will leave it open for a month .. and pass the word around

Pc Broken
I have been having alot of trouble with my computer so haven't been on the FU that much..I have been using a Piece Of Shit dinosaur Gateway to log in so please be patient with me in responding to you all. Cant do that much online with it. Hopefully I can either get the Dell fixed or get up enough $$$ to get a new pc, but it doesn't look like the $$$ is gunna come fast lol..got lots of overdue bills to pay..so hopefully I can get my Dell fixed faster lol..Again I am sorry for not responding to all the leveling requests and my shout box.. As soon as I get the pc fixed I will make up for lost rates and time

Saturday Nite
DJ Ozzman and DJ Sexy Gothic Princess are getting fu-married saturday nite at 11 pm est time, (The 24th of January), in the Mind Twisters lounge. (see link below) http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=63895 glitter-graphics.com Ðj† §êx¥† GØTHîÇ †PRÎÑC€§§*One of Vamp Morticia's Victims*@ fubar glitter-graphics.com ÐJ†ØZZMÅÑ† ~ R/L G/F TO DJ SEXY PRINCESS GOTHY~@ fubar glitter-graphics.com PIMPOUT BY: VAMP MORTICIA~RL GF ofDJ Carnage~Sultry's Mistress~Owner of V M V@ fubar (repost of original by 'Vamp Morticia's Victims GROUP PAGE!' on '2009-01-21 10:26:26') (repost of original by 'VAMP MORTICIA~RL & FU GF of DJ Carnage~Sultry's Mistress~Owner of V M V' on '2009-01-21 10:29:30') (repost of original by '

Sick And Fed Up
I'm over doseing on medicines that don't work for me. I'm thinking of sticking myself into a hospital because I feel there must be some kind of infection going on here. So with that, I may not be online for quite a while or until I feel the light of my monitor isn't going to render me blind and cause my head to explode. SOOOOOOOOOOO....I'm out!

Some Girls
Some Girls Some girls are made of sugar and spice. I’m a bad girl made of hot blood and wild passion. Some girls are made simply and pure I’m a bad girl made of wicked thoughts and deeds. Some girls are made of impure thoughts or desires. I’m a bad girl made of naught and evil acts to share with you. Some girls are made to blow kisses at you. I’m a bad girl made to thrill your sense with my wicked kisses upon your entire body and lips. Some girls are made to bat their eyes and smile at you. I’m a bad girl made to walk over and tell you exactly what I want you to do too me. Some girls are made to wonder and drool over you. I’m a bad girl made to surrender all over to you in ways that will make you drool and weak in the knees. Some girls are made to wait and pray you will call them. I’m a bad girl made to call you with sex words or show up at your front door naked. Some girls are made nice and shy. I’m a bad girl made to be brassy and bold. Some girls

Chicken Tenders With Honey Mustard Sauce
Chicken Tenders with Honey Mustard Sauce Peanut or vegetable oil, for frying 2 pounds boneless, skinless chicken breasts 3 eggs 1 cup all purpose flour 2 cups panko bread crumbs 1 teaspoon garlic powder ½ teaspoon cayenne ½ teaspoon salt ½ teaspoon pepper Season salt, onion powder and pepper Pound chicken until flat. Season with season salt, onion powder, and pepper. Store in a Ziploc bag overnight. On the following day preheat oil to 350 Cut the chicken into long strips and set aside. Beat the 3 eggs in a separate bowl and measure the flour into another separate dish. Measure the panko into a pie plate or shallow bowl and season with garlic powder, cayenne, salt and pepper. Dip the chicken strips into the flour, the beaten egg, and then dredge them into the seasoned panko. Fry in the hot peanut oil 6 to 8 minutes, until golden brown, and remove to a paper towel lined sheet tray. Serve with honey mustard sauce Honey mustard ½ cup Dijon mustard ½

Ask How To Be A Fubar's Booty Fugitive Lady
~The purpose behind the Fubar's Booty Fugitives~ This group/profile was developed because a friend and I felt that all women on Fubar should have an opportunity to become more popular than they already are. The benefits for my friend and I are: meeting new people and making new friends. ~~~~~~~Rules & Duties~~~~~~~ The only thing we ask in return is that if you see or know someone who might be interested, please approach her and give her the profile link which is: http://fubar.com/user/2279552, and have them send a private message saying they are interested If you decided to become a fugitive there are only three rules that we ask 1. We need a face picture so we can put it in the fugitive folder 2. We need a NSFW Ass picture so we can put it in the Booty Folder as you are aware this is the Fubar's Booty Fugitives, it doesn't have to be a nude picture but it does have to be revealing meaning no pants or anything but panties covering your ass, if curious what kind take a lo

Farting In Rythm...hehe!
You are on a bus, when you suddenly fart. Luckily the music is very loud. So every time you fart, you time it with the music. When you start making your way to the door as you exit the bus Everybody is throwing dagger looks at you, and you suddenly realize. ............ You're listening to your IPod !

Why I Am Leaving
I don't find this site exciting anymore. I am going to be deleting my account on Saturday the 24 of January. If you still want to talk to me or keep in touch, I still have my myspace page. Look me up. Its www.myspace.com/ralden_dragon. Its been fun, but this sight just isn't for me anymore.

I Want To Know (repost)
I must have clicked something wrong...but several couldn't read this blog so I am trying to repost it. Let me know what you think. It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you can stand up and always be my friend through the laughter and the tears. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips o

The Invisible Woman
Lately I'm sure some of you have noticed I'm ignoring you...It says I'm 'online' but I don't respond to sb, emails, bribes, etc... I've just been suffering from a case of 'when it rains, it pours', which causes me to log on for 30 seconds then leave the browser open for hours. I started off with one interview request and one interview I requested.... Now I'm up to 14! It's like a truck backed up and dumped them all on me at once! Good news for the writing BUT a little overwhelming and in addition to that... The FRG newsletter I was writing for is only active while the soldiers are deployed, so now I'm searching for a new home, hopefully with one (or more) charitable organizations, Wounded Warriors Project and/or Operation Homefront...for starts. *crosses fingers* Also, we finally got a website http://www.RockTheTroops.org AND, I'm supposed to be starting work again in less than three weeks... So don't take it personally if it takes 3...days for me to get back to you

Spotlight
I know, I know. It's ghey to have the spotlight. (Jim, thanks for reminding me.) I actually intended to nab the spotlight yesterday, in hopes that Obama and/or Rahm would see me on the big day, that they might swoon a little, stop in and say Hi, invite me to their balls. But no. I waited till the last possible moment, and then it turned out to be about two seconds after the last possible moment. So I got the spotlight today. Which, actually, is nice. It's gray here, and seasonal affective disorder is about to set in. This light, artificial as it may be, has at least brightened my day. Today is, actually, another meaningful day for me. It would have been my brother's 32nd birthday. I say "would have" because, sadly, he died. His birthday is always a little bit sad, but I still try to celebrate. Good food, good friends, good wine. That's the plan for tonight. So, when you see me basking in the spotlight, know that it's a bittersweet kind of light, a reminder,

Charlie's Pimp Out
He's Sweet! He's Sexy! And He's a great friend! 4.4 million to Disciple! Let's put a big dent in that number. RATE Him FAN Him ADD Him BLING Him Bomb his page by rating his pictures and stash ****************************** Lovingly Pimped out by Carrie ****************************** Please repost... Thank you...

People Must Change Before A Thing Can Change
I'm going to be making some blog posts about my specific thoughts on certain key issues. But before I do so, I thought a general statement of why I feel a certain way should be posted, to give a better idea as to how I arrive at my conclusions. As the subject says: People must change, before a thing can change. We are capable of some great ideas, innovations, and concepts as a people. We have the ability to make great progress and change to humanity. However, we also have the ability to turn those ideas into horrible things. Perfect example: The Manhattan Project. Harnessing the power of the atom. Great idea! Go us! Taking the world into the atomic age, and making great progress that would helps us scientifically and medically. But... what do we do first? Turn it into a big honkin bomb! YAY!!! Then Hydrogen! YAY for A-Bombs and H-Bombs! Oop... we made bigger guns, time for everyone else to! Lets start a project. MAD! Mutual Assured Destruction. You launch you

Piercing....
I need to go buy a tongue stud aka tongue ring :( I keep biting the temporary one I have :( Ooh and I'm thinking about getting a couple of more piercings... that would have to wait another month or so. It'll be cool. I'll ask my fu-friends if they have any suggestions?

Looking 4 Sexy Hot Girls...
I have a frend on this site who is looking for sexy beautiful women for her site.. she can be reach at the following addy.... her screen name is:¢¾~¢¾~BRIANS real sweet woman!!! ¢¾~¢¾~BRIANS...: I NEED HOT HOT CHICKS FOR MY BAD BITCHES CLUB LOL THE ONES THAT ARE INTRESTED NOT TOO HOT LOL BUT I ADDED THEM ANYWAY

Calgon
To frequently be bathing in your juices Reducing your fluids When you come to me You come for me To feel you breathing Hear you moving Beside me, When you ride me Tides be Crashing ashore I clothed you with my skin Not alarmed To be your clock When you need time Letters to be words When you need lines Incarcerated by your affection To be your chair When you need to recline To be your brain When you need mind To initiate Using my equipment When you need signs Rhetoric & Reciprocity combines To grapevine heat Venting throughout representation Takes one away

"ideals Of Our Forefathers"
Hmm... President Barack Obama says Americans must hold tight to the ideals of our forefathers. Interesting. I wonder what our Forefathers would think of him and his party already working on gun control laws? An "inalienable" RIGHT, given to me under the Constitution of the United States of America, as stated in the 2nd Amendment. Well I guess thats just a dirty little right... that no one needs anymore, because we're just soooooo civilized now right? Hmm... I wonder what our Forefathers would have thought about abortions? Everyday... around 13000 babies are killed. Burned to death with saline solutions, and ripped out from their wombs. Or perhaps what our Forefathers would think of the liberal ideals of big government, and basically turning this REPUBLIC into a socialist society? Perhaps next time you'll be a little more clear, Mr. President, that you don't really want us to hold tight to the ideals of our forefathers. Or perhaps... just which ideals you're s

Neck Tattoos - Too Hard To Cover?
I like neck tats - like back of the neck with a chinese character or something like that. All my tats are easily coverable and I like it that way because I work in a professional environmental and plan to continue to do so. Right now I have shorter hair so I can't put it up in a ponytail. I've been thinking about getting a back of the neck tat but if I grow my hair long again I'll want to put it up sometimes. So to make this a non-mumm mumm - I think it might seem cool now but if I change my hairstyle it might make it more difficult to cover up. Any thoughts?

Auto 11's Contest. Enter Now!
Auto 11's Contest! RATES ONLY! Contest will start Thursday, January 22nd @ Noon Fu Time and will end Monday, January 26th @ Nine Pm Fu Time. Your Hostess: PebblesinAZ-Kisses to My Fu Valentine Shaun the Scotish Lad-"Member of Princess Leia's crew&@ fubar The folder WILL BE OPEN TO ALL TO RATE! However, the person who also sends me the most New Friends and Fans will also receive a $1,000,000 Fubucks Prize! So, encourage your friends to F/A/R the Hostess for a Bonus! Prizes for Rates will be as follows! 1st....AN AUTO 11 Bling 2nd....A 5 Credit Bling and $500,000 Fubucks 3rd....A Ticker and $100,000 Fubucks Private Message me any SFW Pic you would like to use as your Contest Picture. There will be a $25,000 Entry Fee. Come and get My Goodies and let's have some fun! XOXO

If You Like To Read And Like Harry Potter, I Think You'll Like This!
You can read the first book in the Ranger's Apprentice series, The Ruins of Gorlan, for free! Then follow this link: http://www.scribd.com/doc/10330799/Rangers-Apprentice-The-Ruins-of-Gorlan The Ruins of Gorlan is the first book in the series and I devoured it in less than a day of reading! :-) If you like books like J.K. Rowling's Harry Potter series or the Pendragon series by D.J. McHale, you will LOVE the Ranger's Apprentice series too! And I'd bet your kids would as well....

What Not To Say To A Cop!!!...lol
1. I can't reach my license unless you hold my beer. 2. Sorry, Officer, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't plugged in. 3.Aren't you the guy from the Village People? 4. Hey, you must've been doin' about 125 mph to keep up with me. Good job! 5. Are You Andy or Barney? 6. I thought you had to be in relatively good physical condition to be a police officer. 7. You're not gonna check the trunk, are you? 8. I pay your salary! 9. Gee, officer! That's terrific. The last officer only gave me a warning, too! 10. Do you know why you pulled me over? Okay, just so one of us does. 11. I was trying to keep up with traffic. Yes, I know there are no other cars around. That's how far ahead of me they are. 12. When the Officer says 'Gee. Your eyes look red, have you been drinking?' You probably shouldn't respond with,'Gee Officer your eyes look glazed, have you been eating doughnuts?'

Poison Dart
I held you in my heart, so deep inside, Never letting it out always locked inside Now something threatens to take you away, A cancer that for the time wont stay at bay I never told because friends was just fine, But I have always loved you deep down inside Afraid of my feeling showing through Now your clock is ticking while my heart is breaking in two Time passes and I don’t know what to do When I see you holding back my tears is hard to do Life without you I cant seem handle This all just seems to be a big scandal So smile big and bright for one last time So far away, yet so close a star that shines Forever are memories will last in each other’s hearts Never dieing, never ending with the poison’s dart

Come Check It Out...
Hey whats up? My name is Missy and I am a bartender at Club Ice.. Come see whats popping in Club Ice.. Come in hang out and have some fun.. Join the Family and I will buy a round of drinks for everyone in the Club.. OOO Yea I almost forgot.. it's NSFW all day everyday so come check us out and have some fun...

Insulted
I don't know about you out there in FuLand, but I am highly insulted by many on here. There are a few reasons for my being insulted: 1. Ask for help and get none 2. Send gifts and it stays in their inbox or deleted without being read (Most of these are from the "higher ups aka red/bright green names as well as people who are always in the HH slot) 3. Send gifts and not get a thank you in return 4. Help people level and not get a thank you Are people that selfish on here that manners are totally forgotten? I help people when asked as well as say thank you.

Man Whores/women Whores... What's The Diff?
man whores vs. women whores... differances? Category: Romance and Relationships the question of the day to me was " what's the difference between a man whore? why is it cool for a man to go pound anything that walks and still be considered cool while women who do the same thing... are not?" well... first and foremost, they are both called whores so , technically speaking they're both on the same page. but society views it differently. the reason being ( in my humble opinion) is that it's is at least 10 times easier for a women to go out and find someone to sleep with versus a man. a woman could go out 7 days a week and find someone willing to give them a "good time" sunday thru monday. but when it comes to a man, they always have to prove their worth in some shape form or fashion. no matter how good a man looks, women can easily find at least one reason not to spend the night with someone. it could be something damn near irrelevant like "he's got a scuff on his shoe." meaning

4 The Joy?
Damn Is the word that became the paragraph Thickness balanced by grace of walk Interest obtained Testimony For you carry an illegal object In the form of your body Drug trafficking Causing aDiCktion Aroused by display of You PUSSasiveness Enriched the formula By demanding Satisfaction of imagining Daydreams, Those dreams What would be If could be those dreams are 4 the Joy Of Envy 4 those that smell The beautiful scent of the flower Any day Anytime Any hour It is your pleasure I wish to shower with my conCOCKtions Your love I want to investigate May I ellaborate When you came I became a part of you So much so that The doctors will have to surgically remove me from your pussy Micheck12isthisthingon?Copyright2009

.suicidal Thoughts.
When I die, fuck it I wanna go to hell Cause I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fuckin' tell It don't make sense, goin' to heaven wit the goodie-goodies Dressed in white, I like black Tims and black hoodies God will probably have me on some real strict shit No sleepin' all day, no gettin my dick licked Hangin' with the goodie-goodies loungin' in paradise Fuck that shit, I wanna tote guns and shoot dice All my life I been considered as the worst Lyin' to my mother, even stealin' out her purse Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion I know my mother wished she got a fuckin' abortion She don't even love me like she did when I was younger Suckin' on her chest just to stop my fuckin' hunger I wonder if I died, would tears come to her eyes? Forgive me for my disrespect, forgive me for my lies My babies' mothers 8 months, her little sister's 2 Who's to blame for both of them (naw nigga, not you) I swear to God I just want to slit my wrists and end this bullshit Throw

Jess
Its time to find my own, make my way in the world time to start getting paid, so i can see my baby girl every time i think about her, get this feeling so good, they say shes to far away, but we're so misunderstood see love aint always bout the touchin, its knowing someone cares even through the distance i still know my babys there love aint about the sex, its all about the heart and knowing that without her, your world would fall apart we got the love we feel, and we know that its real we got a love so strong, an unbreakable bond x4 ya im through with the bullshit, no more playing games, theres just something about her, this girl aint the same you see the game never stops, but a playa might find love this is me doing my drops, clean up and rise above and you can say what you want, you you aint never gonna phase me i got the greatest thing in the world, aint nothing gonna change me a playa leaves the game, but the game never leaves a playa but i wont find another like

Supporting Your New President
Ever since Barack Hussein Obama won the general election in November, television news anchors, pundits and pollsters have been asking the following question, in so many words: shouldn't we ban together as Americans and support our new President in the spirit of national unity? This is, of course, a rhetorical question asked for the purpose of spotlighting any right-wingers (aka people with common sense) who would dare argue that the answer isn't obviously yes, consequently exposing them to the relentless ridicule that all pc-Nazis in the "mainstream media" believe they deserve. To put it another way, the question is a setup designed specifically to marginalize anyone who happens to disagree with Mr. Obama's stated objectives of expanding governmental control over our lives, shackling the most successful among us with punitive tax rates, eroding our nation's military capabilities, erasing any gains in border security we've managed to make over the past few years, and destroying Ameri

Beginning Chapter 1
The Secret Within CHAPTER ONE (rough draft) April 19th 2009 Milwaukee WI The wind is cold coming off Lake Michigan as the sun sets, which is a great relief for Devin. The suns rays are just bearable for him during the daylight hours of spring time in Wisconsin. Soon though, very soon he wont be tolerating the ultraviolet rays as the earths rotation puts itself on axis in direct path of the sun. But for now the earths atmosphere and a bottle of sunscreen protect is skin from burning. Devin is very amused by Hollywood's interpretation of the vampires and sunlight bursting them to flames. In a few weeks Devin and his father, Hannibal will make their way to the southern hemisphere, for Argentina to avoid being forced into nocturnal state. Devin remembers a hundred years ago doing just that during summer months. Science definitely assists vampires and humans alike. In the recent few decades Devin and Hannibal have put their hands in the blood donation market and own donation c

Llama Leveler Of The Day
Michelle~R/L Wife of Miracle Monkey~Winterhawk~Native American Pride~Member of Llama Levelers@ fubar all Llama Levelers will leave 100 pic. rates once done please leave a comment below that you have done so....Thanks.

So Called Friends
It is sad that when I have rates I try to give atleast 500 to a thousand rates to a friend with their auto 11's on. Everyday I rate a new friend with them on not just for me to benefit but for them too. Yet here I have to beg and plead for help with mine. Well, Guess it's house cleaning time and there are gonna be some changes. I am going to eliminate some of these so called friends today...... "BYE BYE"

Hello
hello everyone my name is pelin i am from Turkey my friend told me about this site i sign up then here is a lovely site i think... i want find a friendship here,i want be friends... i feel so alone because...would you like to be my friend?

Is This Real..or Just My 'magination...???
So I have been on Fubar actively for a couple weeks although I have been popping in for a drink for months without having any understanding of points, leveling up, fubar bucks or "giving luv". What I do understand is that I have been grabbed, as if by some huge tractor beam from Star Trek, into this maze by the site of beautiful women, sultry looks and cleavage that was made for day long hikes! Now I don't care how nice a guy you might be, that is just too much for the normal male and of course we start drooling uncontrollably and worse, as soon as we notice the "Blast" on our page where these beauties are paraded past us in 5 second intervals, we immediately fall into some high school locker room frenzy that is a disgrace and not meant for public consumption. I do not act like this in my everyday life. This got me to thinking , which is always a dangerous thing, and I came to some important realizations I would like to share with all who might be interested. Women do not understan

Not In The Fuckin Mood
i would rather be raped by saint sinners flying monkeys than go to work today the thought of spending 6 hours weaving data and phone lines through angle irons and beams 40 feet in the air in an oily aerospace machine shop is not putting me in a good mood and no i`m not stoned cuz of working with heights dammit thats it quick vent

Humorus& Light-hearted
Pastor: Will you answer me right now These questions, as your wedding vow? Groom: Yes, I will answer right now Your questions as my wedding vow. Pastor: Will you take her as your wife? Will you love her all your life? Groom: Yes, I take her as my wife, Yes, I'll love her all my life. Pastor: Will you have, and also hold Just as you have at this time told? Groom: Yes, I will have, and I will hold, Just as I have at this time told, Yes, I will love her all my life As I now take her as my wife. Pastor: Will you love through good and bad? Whether you're happy or sad? Groom: Yes, I'll love through good and bad, Whether we're happy or sad, Yes, I will have and I will hold Just as I have already told, Yes, I will love her all my life, Yes, I will take her as my wife! Pastor: Will you love her if you're rich? Or if you're poor, and in a ditch? Groom: Yes, I'll love her if we're rich, And I will love her in a ditch, I'll love he

Examples Of A Ring Exchange Ceremony
give you this ring as a symbol of my love and faithfulness. As I place it on your finger, I commit my heart and soul to you. I ask you to wear this ring as a reminder of the vows we have spoken today, our wedding day. ********* This ring is a token of my love. I marry you with this ring, with all that I have and all that I am Response: I will forever wear this ring as a sign of my commitment and the desire of my heart ********* I give you this ring to wear with love and joy. As a ring has no end, neither shall my love for you. I choose you to be my (wife / husband) this day and forevermore. ********* This ring I give to you as a token of my love and devotion to you. I pledge to you all that I am and all that I will ever be as your (husband/wife). With this ring, I gladly marry you and join my life to yours.

Written With My Friend..
A soft touch lightly A soft touch lightly Caressing my neck like a whisper Each thought a scent Each scent a vivid memory Memory of we as two Together in perfect unity as one Embrace both passive yet violent How can both taste so right Taste your sweat falling on my brow My tongue searches for the salt The salt of two bodies in violent storm To awaken the sense of abandonment The sense of urgency presses forward My body on yours Yet feel the inclusiveness of your soul The beauty and breadth of that soul A mind numbing assault on the darkest recesses of my inner turmoil’s I feel your wetness rolling down my leg As I yearn to keep every drop of you in my being Your red lipstick smears gashes across my nipples And leaves trails of my forever worship across your body I am forever painted with your love, scarred yet satisfied Tonia & poet

Contest, Mscharlotte2u
Want a Happy Hour? Want a 135 Credit Bling Pack? or Want 3 Auto 11's? One winner may choose one of those as their prize!! The Contest Real simple.. But it won't be easy! Picture with most rates wins!! The Rules 1-Picture Must have a minimum of 1000 rates to qualify for prize. 2-In the event of a tie, most comments will be the deciding factor. 3-Pictures will be placed in a "Friends" only album, anyone you send to rate your pic, will need to R/A/F me. 4-Contest will run from Noon EST 1-29 to Noon EST 2-4. 5-Absolutely NO Drama will be tolerated. Any whining, or complaining about other contestants will result in automatic termination from contest. 6-If interested PM with title "Contest" and include link to pic you would like to enter. 7-Entry deadline is Noon EST 1-28 Your Hostess:MsCharlotte2U~ No Rate~No Add~@ fubar

Thought,create,believe,manifest
All you require is you and your ability to think things into being. Everything that has been invented and created throughout the history of human kind began with one thought.From that one thought a way was made and it manifested from the invisible into the visible. "Take the First Step in faith, You don't have to see the whole staircase,just take the first step" Dr.Martin Luther King Jr. (1929- 1968) Another reason why I'm posting this is Lori - Chris's Wife sent me this: A tiny bit of movement in left leg.

Native American/hndfasting Ceremony
NATIVE AMERICAN TRADITIONS: At the fubar Beach Wedding Chapel we offer many different types of ceremonies. This is a combonation of traditional Native American ceremonies and the ancient handfasting ceremony. This ceremony uses the traditons of the Native American's ceremonial fire, sacred circle, union blanket, and the giving of gifts between the couple. Along with the understanding of the traditions of handfasting that a union is a joining of heart and soul for as long as the couple desires. In honor of Native American tradition, this ceremony is to be perform outdoors, with Father sky as the roof of the most sacred chapel, and Mother Earth at your feet to hold you, and the trees and plants to surround and embrace you, as wellas, the sound of the water as your symphony to set balance and serenity to the ceremony. Sage will be used by the Ministers to cleans the ceremonial grounds, sacred tobacco given to the Grandfathers and Grandmothers of the plants and stone people a gift f

School 1977 Vs. School 2007
If your anywhere near as old as me you'll now how true this is. Oh, how the world has changed, but was it for the better ? School 1977 vs. School 2007 Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1977 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up friends. 2007 - Police are called, Armed Response Unit arrives and arrests Johnny and Mark. Cell phones with video of fight confiscated as evidence. They are charged with assault, and both are suspended even though Johnny started it. Diversionary conferences and parent meetings conducted. Video shown on 6 internet sites. Scenario: Jeffrey won't sit still in class, disrupts other students. 1977 - Jeffrey is sent to the principal's office and verbally thrashed. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey is given huge doses of Ritalin. Counseled to death. Becomes a zombie. Tested for ADD. School gets extra funding because Jeffrey has a disability

Ugh.
So. I've been fat all my life. Runs in the family. We're ALL fat. Well. I woke up this morning and decided that it's time I broke that chain, so I am. No more soda for me. No more sugar. I know I will never be skinny. That's not me. But I wanna be healthy. So I'm going for it. Wish me luck.

Real Life Updates
I know I know I should have deleted this by now but with everything going on in my real life, laughing at how seriously some people take this place is my comic relief and my escape. Where do I begin? OK I guess I will start with my son Nathan. If you have kept up with any of my previous blogs...miltary advice needed Follow up to military advice needed you know i have been stressed about his decision to enlist.I have come to terms with that. Actually after some events of this past year,I think it will do him a lot of good. Well we had some bouts finding out he was smoking weed( he has supposedly quit since), he got back with an ex girlfriend not two weeks after signing up who also has a 10 month old baby from another guy.He has been spending ALL his free time since turning 18 in November over her house helping her with the baby.also in November he quit his job at food city for them cutting back his hours and has been unable to find any work since due to the economy being hit so h

Without You
I can't find your face in a thousand masqueraders You're hidden in the colors of a million other lost charaders In life's big parade I'm the loneliest spectator Cuz you're gone without a trace in a sea of faceless imitators I can't take another night Burning inside this Hell is living without your love Ain't nothing without your Touch me Heaven would be like hell Is living without you Nights get longer and colder I'm down begging to hold ya On my own and I feel like hell Is living without you Nights get longer and colder I'm down begging to hold ya On my own and I feel like hell Is living without you

01.21.09 - Bush - Swallowed (gulp)
SONG VERSION BELOW Swallowed - Bush VIDEO VERSION BELOW Bush "Swallowed" - Bush LYRICS BELOW Warm sun, feed me up And I'm leery, loaded up Loathing for a change And I slip some, boil away Swallowed, followed Heavy about everything but my love Swallowed, sorrowed I'm with everyone and yet not I'm with everyone and yet not I'm with everyone and yet Just wanted to be myself Hey you said you would love to try some Hey you said you would love to die some In the middle of a world on a fishhook You're the wave You're the wave You're the wave Swallowed, borrowed Heavy about everything but my love Swallowed, hollowed Sharp about everyone but yourself Swallowed, oh no I'm with everyone and yet not I'm with everyone and yet not I'm with everyone and you're not I'm with everyone and yet Piss on self-esteem Forward, busted knee Sick head, blackened lungs And I'm simple, selfish son Swallowed, followed Heavy about everything but m

Jan22nd Hh
EVERYBODY SAY HELLO TO CTGIRL SHE'S THE OWNER OF THE FAMOUS FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD. SHE HELPS EVERYONE ON THE FU AND TO HELP US OUT A LITTLE MORE SHE'S HOSTING A HAPPY HOUR ON THURSDAY JANUARY 22nd AT 10PM ET/7PM FU-TIME. SO SAVE UP YOUR 11'S AND YOUR BLINGS & SHOW THIS HOTTIE ALL THE LOVE THAT YOU'VE GOT. IT WILL BE RETURNED BY HER!! CLICK ON HER PICTURE TO BE SENT TO HER PAGE AND GET READY TO SHOW HER THE LOVE Ctgirl™ OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD-R/L wife to Wills OWNED BY BGF55@ fubar SO REMEMBER THURSDAY JANUARY 22nd AT 10PM ET/ 7PM FU-TIME. SHE'S WORTH ALL THE LOVE THAT YOU SHOW HER.

Final Hours!!
FINAL HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hey everyone, it's been a long minute, but I am pushing my way back through the crowd and have managed to work my way back to the (FU)Bar! And since I'm back up here, I am up for grabs in an auction, so come get your bid on! Ends January 23rd! Hope to see you all bidding! Click the picture link below for those who don't know! Much love to you all!

Pointless Venting, Boh-ring
If I could get away with just one thing, it would be stabbing my worthless piece of shit boss, cutting of his balls and making him eat them first. Not only do I get to be a night auditor, a housekeeping person, and a cook all at the same time, but I also get flak from that worthless sack of dog shit for burning the eggs. He saw that I was getting really pissed off, and said that my set up was perfect, but I just rolled my fuckin eyes. Nice try with all that "say something nice" routine, I dont give a shit. A raise would suffice. I got pretty confrontational with him, and when he asked me why I didn't adjst the setting, I told him that I burned myself like 3 fucking times trying to make those friggin eggs, and obviously if I knew the answer to that question, I wouldn't have BURNT them in a first place. He saw that I was gettin cornered at really defensive, and was like "OK, just go and clock out now". *eye roll FUckin bastard, I really hope he gets hit by a semi. /vent off,

Please!!!!
can you repost these bully's for me PRETTY PLEASE!!! me love you long time http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=1864382479 http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=1073039842 they are for Sarah's b-day next week, k thx!!

Warning
Be on the look out for this fake page. The girl using the page is using pitures of one of her friends and he agreed to do a salute for her. This is a fake page and the person using it, is stealing photos for other web sites to harrass people. The page is blueyedyankee member number 2130828. The girl using the page has a page on here has well sunshine 3584 member number 1848520, and she to is stealing photos and posting them onto another web site. She has stolen a few of mine.

Going To Tescos
I have 3 dogs & I was buying a large bag of Winalot in Tesco and was standing in the queue at the till. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog.On impulse, I told her that no, I was starting The Winalot Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and the way that it works is to load your trouser pockets with Winalot nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry & that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the queue was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a guy who was behind her. Horrified, she asked if I'd ended up in the hospital in that condition because I had been poisoned. I told her no, it was because I'd been sitting in

[sigh]
I've been up for about an hour and I'm already blocked. I guess that's what I get for calling some skank ass guy out on his shit in a MuMM. =/ I'd put it all on here, but damn...it'd be long. I guess because I didn't agree with him I'm a bitch...go figure.

Peanut Butter Salmonella
Topics on this Page * Update on FDA's Investigation * What Products Have Been Recalled? * News Updates * List of Company Recalls * Company Action * State Reports * Information for Industry * Information for Consumers * Information About Salmonella * How Do I Report a Complaint? Update on FDA's Investigation January 19, 2009: The Food and Drug Administration (FDA) is conducting a very active and dynamic investigation into the source of the Salmonella Typhimurium outbreak. At this time, the FDA, the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC), and state partners have traced sources of Salmonella Typhimurium contamination to a plant owned by Peanut Corporation of America (PCA), which manufactures peanut butter and peanut paste—a concentrated product consisting of ground, roasted peanuts—that are both distributed to food manufacturers to be used as an ingredient in many commercially produced products including cakes, cookies,

The Prologue
December 25th 1114 A.D Ireland In the beginning there was one man, who in a desperate act against God, created a legend. A man who in defiance, started his legion against God, even with out Lucifer, and cursed the very origin of his child's existence. Because of a single incident of fate, his love, his passion, and his true destiny, was taken from him in a instant. His pregnant wife Rebeka died in the strains of child birth with their son, Devin. In the final moments of child bearing, Rebeka screamed and begged for Gods mercy, as she knew her life was at stake. Willing to sacrifice her own life to ensure the existence of her child, Hannibal watched helplessly as the midwife prayed and chanted for her charges well being. Rebeka would not live to hear her son cry for the first time, as she went unconscious before his head breached her vagina. Her stressed body went limp and her heart stopped beating before the umbilical cord was cut. Hannibal fell in a heap beside the bed his

Not Worthy
So today I have been told by 2 model agencies that I am not worth their time to become a plus size model. That.. I find a great pity because I believe I have great potential. I guess not many believe I am right.

Were On A Mission From God
Were on a mission from GOD that's right GOD (other word's known as The Fat Sonny & Steve) Today Jan 20th we want to be known as the day of the Ms Mona A woman that doesn't ask or beg for thing's ever!!! you will never see her status saying ooo ooo please bling vip or auto 11 her (unlike others) You'll never see it cost's to see her pic's or please rate me cause im a ho nope not our Ms Mona So today any 11,s or 10's you can send them to... Send her any spare bling's, that's right I'm asking... not her... You wanna spend the day whacking off like a circus monkey in heat to a real woman not an attention begging whore do it to... All day today ,tonight here on Fubar we have our very own doll aka Ms Mona

No More!!!
NEW RULE: SINCE PEOPLE NOW FEEL THAT THOSE WITHOUT AUTO 11'S ARENT WORTH THEIR TIME TO RATE I WILL NO LONGER BE RATING ANYONE WITH AUTO 11'S ON ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO DONT RETURN THE RATES ITS TIME PEOPLE LEARNED THAT PEOPLE WITHOUT AUTOS NEED THE LUV TOO SO I WILL NOT RATE ANYONE WITH AUTOS ANY MORE IF I AMNOT WORTH YOUR TIME BECAUSE I DONT HAVE AUTOS YOU ARENT WORTH MY TIME RATING YOU BECAUSE YOU DO HAVE THEM!!!

Mona's Wedding Present
Mona's Wedding Present Mona and I are getting married soon and I would like to give her 2500 profile rates in the next 24 hours as a wedding present. Ms. Mona Doll ღ Dangerous Curves Member ღ Please rate or re-rate Mona today. Make my beautiful bride-to-be happy and let's keep fubar's finest lady #1. Thanks everyone! Please repost. PM me if you sticky this bully, I'll hook you up. We can do this. Yes we can! Steve ~*~ Club United ~*~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Steve ~*~ Club United ~*~' on '2009-01-19 18:51:49') (repost of original by 'Ms. Mona Doll ღ Dangerous Curves Member ღ' on '2009-01-20 04:15:32')

Leaving Fu For Awhile
Its the Time again for me to say Goodbye to all of you atleast for a few. Those ppl who are close to me and my Heart know how to get a Hold of me and all you other ppl cya :D BTW plz leave me lots of Love i need it

Contest Closed By Landslide!
Winner is Twizted with 1046 rates!Twizted chose 135 Bling Pack!!Congradulations!! Contest IS OVER!!Entries No Longer Being Accepted! Want a Happy Hour? Want a 135 Credit Bling Pack? or Want 3 Auto 11's? One Winner may choose one of those as their prize!! The Contest Real simple.. But it won't be easy! Picture with most rates wins!! The ContestantsMz.GatorBreezey Twiztid Hazeluscious Karie

Poem
Life in the fast lane... Just trying to relax in the fast lane. 2 days isn't enough time, back to the grind, my money is always spent before i get it. Always trying to make people happy. But what I really want is to rest. Life in the fast lane doesn't leave time to stop or to slow down to enjoy my life. I know I need to slow down or my life is going to pass me by. It is just so easy to go with the flow. the fast lane will just get me there without any fun. I need to rest before I die. by: marlene brown

All The Bs Games And Lies Stop Now
I'M TIRED OF ALL YOU FAKE ASS FRIENDS AS OF TODAY ALL WHO ARE FAKE AND WANT TO LIE AND CREATE DRAMA WILL BE DELETED AND BLOCKED!!!! THE SHIT YOU HAVE PULLED IS BS THERE IS NO FUCKING REASON FOR YOU TO BE PLAYING GAMES LIKE THAT YOU REALLY NEED TO GROW THE FUCK UP!!!! DON'T CALL ME AND TELL ME YOU ARE SORRY IT'S NOT GOING TO WORK THIS TIME I HAVE SO HAD IT WITH YOU!!! I WILL BE CHANGING MY NUMBER AND ONLY A SELECT FEW WILL HAVE IT!!!

U Know It
U know it is pretty bad when some 1 results in to stealing some 1 cat's think this really and truely suck's n have to say who ever stole my cat DON'T LET US FIND OUT U WILL B HURTIN..... imikimi - Customize Your World! This cat was part of my fanily and can't beleave he is gone so fued up

Wicca...lithuanians Beware...
Good Morning…Don’t worry about foreclosure, worry more about Vilija Lobaciuviene the Lithuanian Witch! Hired on to collect outstanding debts. Vilija I just love the sound of her name however I am not real sure I am pronouncing it correctly… and do not want her to cast a weary spell in my direction. In these difficult times for creditors, a Lithuanian debt collector is offering an unconventional service to retrieve arrears: witchcraft. The firm has hired Vilija Lobaciuviene, the Baltic nation's most famous self-styled witch, to hunt down companies and individuals who are failing to pay their debts. "There are certain people, who are using this crisis situation and refuse to pay back banks or other companies," said Amantas Celkonas, director of the Skolu Isieskojimo Biuras, or debt collecting bureau. "Our new employee will help them to understand the situation, reconsider what is right and wrong and act accordingly," he said. "We will also help those who are in real trouble,

Please Read
i am curious to know how many people have actually read my profile. i mean if you have then ya shouldn't be surprised by the things i do. Just cuz some of the things i have on there are one liners from a (hed) Planet Earth song does not mean they aren't true.

The Last Few Days...
Yesterday I woke up. Nothing new happened, nothing bad occurred.And I just felt really depressed. I've had bouts of depression off and on for a long time. But not like this. Because with this depression there was bouts of rage too. Urges to hit things, or people. I even threw a few things. I don't know what to do. I've cut off everyone. I even shut off my phone. I almost deleted every profile I have online. Still thinking of it. I'm not saying that's the problem. I'm not even sure what the fuck the problem is. I'm going to bed now, I've been up all night, just kinda sitting here, wondering what's going on with me. To all my friends, I do love you, but I will tell you this, the more you push, the more you try to help, it's just gonna push me further away. At one point yesterday, I felt like maybe I should be admitted into a hospital or something, seriously. But again, if I do that, all it's gonna be is people constantly poking, prying, trying to get me to talk about what is

My Granny
PLease Keep my Granny in your prayers, shes 82 years old , yesterday they done exploratory surgery to find out why she was hurting so bad, when they got her open, they found the cancer in her colon,pancrease and in the intestines,it had already attached it self to other areas and the Dr said it was nothing they could do for her, for us to just keep her comfortable and as happy as we could, that she only had about 6 months left.. This is a lady that has always been full of energy right up until a week ago when she went in the hospital, shes a fighter and i believe god can take care of her...I just need all my sweet friends to pray for her... Thanks Onetnsweetheart

A Special Message To My Friends
I would like to say thank you to all of my friends but a special note to those of you that have rated me daily, used your vip 11's, sent me gift tickers, a11 bling and everything else. It has been overwhelming to see how many real friends I have. The day I was reset I had already begun saving my pics to my computer so the fubar folders could be deleted but because so many friends were rating my page without a11's than I have seen since their invention I immediately realized what I would be leaving behind. MY FRIENDS !!!! Like most of us I had gotten so consumed in the points battle I never realized just how many people really thought of me in that way. Gladly, I learned a valuable lesson that day its all of you that matter. I will NEVER forget that again. Although, I’m not making the points as fast from A11's as I did when I could afford to pay because of you it wont take two years to get back where I DESERVE to be but here is the difference I want to take as many of you with

Nick And Norah's Infinite Playlist
"Are you sad that we missed it?" "We didn't miss it. This is it." It's ironic that much of the film revolves around the kids trying to track down the band Where's Fluffy? The answer to that rhetorical question is "Right up there on the screen." Far from being this year's 'Juno', this is just 100% fluff. But it's no less enjoyable for it. The leads are both beyond charming - Cera doing his Juno/Superbad schtick with very little change, Kat Denning being just lovely personified. Very hip soundtrack, as one would hope from the title. So yeah, even if it is just an hour and a half of pretty young kids running around being hip, mooning over each other and listening to hip music, when it's this well done, that's plenty good enough for me.

Come Read Everyone
I just wanted everyone to know that I found the woman of my dreams! She is the absolute best thing that has happened to me and my family! ERICKA I love you with all my heart and have more love for you then I ever thought I had in me! I want to make it legal and go to Cali and show you how much I love you by giving you the utmost gorgeous wedding with all the wishes you have for it! I love you with all my heart and soul and you make my sun shine even on the most cloudiest of days. You are in my heart, my eyes, my phone (hehe to look at) my pictures all over my house and oh yeah the kids said to tell you "love you mommy 2" I would have to think the most disturbed "boy" Chris for making this happen!! I LOVE YOU NOW AND FOREVER, and THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME THE TIME OF DAY TO LOVE YOU. I will make you the happiest woman ever I PROMISE!! LOVE YOU ERICKA!

My Reputation
Someone here in Yuma is trying to ruin my reputation by telling people at the bar that I like to go to that I am a prostitute. This person doesn't know me...even so, I have never had sex for money or anything else besides pleasure. I think it's a fucked up thing to do to someone. Should I just quit going to this bar, or do something about it? Although I don't know what I can do about it since I don't know who exactly is saying these things.

From Her To Her.
Her heart is beating fast, the control is weak. She looks at her and she wants to go crazy. They become one when they are together. The kissing, licking, the rubbing and touching. To spread her is to invite pleasure- pain- lust- hate- love and fun. The taste- impeccable. The texture- soft, warm and wet. She loves it when she pulls her hair. Face first, forced. The reward is worth it, the reward is the act itself. Sucking violently. Gently. Obediently.

Inevitable.
Luscious like a mango, ripe in texture- blossoming for seduction. The warm wetness is empowering, to touch- to feel, to kiss even. That sweet nectar, the sweetest by far, leaves a lingering taste. Breathing. Sweating. Biting. Gasping. Legs inward, legs outward, the back arched. Toes curled, hips swaying, lips moaning. E C S T A C Y L U S T S E X M A S T U R B A T I O N Hard, fast, slow, easy, tantalizing, forced, taken, given, apart, together- released. Throbbing is left to ease the transition, the peak has been reached and the flow is…… Spectacular.

Wednesday Opie And Anthony Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Robert Kelly In Studio, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Videos Online
Listen to today's Opie and Anthony Show on AUDIBLE! (Show is usually online around 3pm EST) Welcome to another Whip 'em Out Wednesday wee ones (ehh, this alliteration is making me sound like a pederast)... and the not-so-little Lovely ladies of Paltalk, who bare their bountiful bosoms for all of you...and us...bums. No bullshit. Let's be brutally honest. Boobs are great, and if you're even the slightest bit polite and accomodating, you'll most likely see some CHICKS GETTING NAKED ON CAM. So how's about being a gentleman, Chesterfield...log in to your Paltalk and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now! See? Webcam boobies rule! Today on the Opie and Anthony Fart Box Fiesta, we'll welcome back our buddy Robert Kelly, who is not only skinny now, but he's also... filling in for Jim Norton! Yeah, because that made...sense. Jimmy is in Miami Beach, Florida while we freeze our asses off. And as long as he's in studio, let's give him a li'l plug...Rober

Getting A Blast???
The purpose of this blog is to make my 21st birthday wish of getting a blast to come true. I'd be forever greatful if someone can get me a blast, Even if only for one day. FYI-My birthday is on the 29th of January. Thanks for stopping by CT45.

Stupid..
I'm in a long distance relationship. Communication has been lacking lately and i just feel like i'm not important enough to her. I feel like I'm just going to be kicked to the side, and that i'm undeserving of her time. I try to stay in contact more, i switched hours at work to allow for more time, then i fell ill and ive been sleeping odd hours lately, missing times to talk, missing her... and the nights i did stay up and wait for her to come online, or talk to me from pc-to-pc, she fell asleep and didnt bother to wake back up for me. It was an accident, she says, but it happened so many times it felt like i just didn't matter.. and i still don't feel like I matter to her. I want this to work, but the more time goes by, the more i feel like i have little to no importance in her life even though i can't help my heart chose to give itself to her. I honestly don't want anyone but her, but I'm tired of hurting and feeling alone without her. I think i'm just stupid..

Fire Water
When the hot water runs on her, she feels alive. Her body tenses up as the stinging beads pierce her. She faces the shower head and places her hands, palm down, on the shower wall. She lifts her head back and lets the scolding water run down her chest. The burn releases the energy she needs to let go of. That burst is ecstasy. Her body transforms into a luscious light pink canvas, her skin tightens all over her body. She feels more firm, more sensuous, more cool… Her breasts have a rubber feel- bountiful- electric even. The trickles down her face singe her. The heat is too much and not enough. Hands wandering create smiles. No part goes untouched. The water goes into every part willingly. To her the best is not the warmth it leaves behind but the pain it takes to get that warmth.

Mosh Pit Retirement
So when is it time to stand back and only watch the sweet insanity of a mosh pit? When are you to old to no longer participate in swapping blow for blow? Is there a mandatory retirement age for battle scared mosh pit rebels?! I asked myself these same questions on hot summer day at Ozzfest 06 as I stood at the edge of a mighty Black Label Society Pit! A pit in full circle, growing stronger, bigger & of course meaner with each passing secound! When I was younger I used to carry a football mouth piece & if there wasn't a pit when I got there...I started one! But that was a long time ago...and at the age of 35 I wondered if I should Just watch that pit like all the other faceless people in the crowed...FUCK THat Noise...full blown or not at all..so I jumped head first into th dust & sweat..After all it was fucking BLS! Round & Round..Blow for Blow..I took my lumps & gave a few..all with a smile...Because in the middle of all the chaos..came a calm...you see theres a method to the madness

January 20th 2009
Wow, Today was a very powerful day for me. My Ex-Step Father is in town visiting. He is my little Brothers Father and the only Father I had growing up. He and my Mother parted ways when I was 12. Today he took me and my Brother out to Turtle Bay resort to play a round of Golf. We played the Fazio course and it was incredible. Best course I have ever played in my short time playing the game. I just started in 2006. We had the best bonding experience that we have ever had together, just us three boys. When we got to the 18th hole, he literally floored me when he turned and looked at me and my Brother and said " You know, I am so very Proud of you two boys, you have done so well and it makes me very proud". I am 35 years old and this is the very first time that he has ever told me that he was proud of me. I don't think he is aware of the impact that statement had on me and how much it meant to hear him say that. I am going to sleep now, and I have a PEZ dispenser smile on my face. I love

It's Back: Mercury Is In Retrograde!
Mercury Retrograde Mercury retrograde in Aquarius [Jan 11 – Feb 1, 2009] At 16:45 UT (Universal Time), on Sunday, January 11th, 2009, Mercury the cosmic trickster turns retrograde in Aquarius, the sign of the Water-Bearer, sending communications, travel, appointments, mail and the www into a general snarlup! Since this is the day of the potent Full Moon in Cancer, people's emotions will be on high alert! The retro period begins a few days before the actual turning point (as Mercury slows) and lasts for three weeks or so, until February 1, when the Winged Messenger reaches his direct station. At this time he halts and begins his return to direct motion through the zodiac. Everything finally straightens out on February 14, as he passes the point where he first turned retrograde. Mercury normally turns retrograde three times a year, but this year he turns tail four times, which is unusual. The effects of each period differ, according to the sign in which it happens (see box for Retro

Goodbye
Someday will come my turn to leave, I know it is hard, but please believe I do love you guys with all my heart, but far in the horizon I see a new start There will be plenty of nights like this, I just wonder which ones will I miss Especially when it is my last one here, I cannot help dropping one helpless tear "Somewhere we will meet once more", I said just before I walked out of the door In this world I try to find the true me, everyday making a brand new memory Never forgetting the days with you, knowing this is what I truly want to do But for now you'll have to let me go, so that inside our love will just grow

My Interests
My interests are starting and owning my own daycare,get married, and get the hell out of this town for a while. I want to go explore my options. I love country music, and other types but that's my favorite. I like to go to the beach in the summer time and just hang out with my friends and family.

My Body
for every level i move up on here i will add to pic's. but if you want to see a special pic or want a very special pic made then i want in return either a 7 day blast, 1 happy hour, or a bling pack. you get to decide what iam doing in the pic of course. ;)

Virgin
"One thing that Natasha is NOT for $200, Alex!" I bet even starving children in Africa have already heard about a chick that is selling her virginity for $3 mil and going. I have one thought about it... why did I give mine away when I was 17 to my Russian ex bf who was 15?? WHY??!!!! *falls on knees* The only thing I got out of it was a feeling that I was stabbed in my crotch afterwards (yeah, I said stabbed), and a trip to Taco Bell (yeah, I said Taco). If I haven't, I could probably be livin high life after givin it up to some old fart with a lot of moneys and Viagra. well, my butt is still a virgin, so maybe not all is lost...

Depression Is Hell
Yes it does. Why does it consume all happiness that somebody can have? You laugh one minute and then you get that ONE thought that takes happiness and rips is up in a million little specks. Then you think more and more, then BAM..your releasing tears. Never a crier. But this past year and a half...your dying inside. While releasing some tears you are thinking about different and more things and then you are literally crying a river. Not letting anybody know how you feel, because you dont want to show weakness. You think if anybody will care. You doubt it. Not like you would tell them whats wrong anyway. You are stubborn. Always have been, and always will be. You know of the lyrics "That's why she shies away from human affection. But somewhere in a private place, she packs her bags for outer space and now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come." Yeah well, you kind of relate to that. You shy away from human affection. You have been sheltered from love. You have had past "love

Nothing Left
It's easy to turn your back on those who care we do it every day. Only to chase after dreams and the games that strangers love to play. How easy it is to take for granted the the ones who sit and wait. Only to return finding it to be to late. Returning to an empty house where love used welcome you. Now sitting alone in the dark wondering what to do. Maybe opening your eyes to the lies you have been told. Instead of chasing rainbows for that imaginary pot of gold. Throw away your running shoes and choose not to stray. Because believe it or not those who love you can also walk away.

The Darkness Rising
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From A Dear Sweet Friend!
I am so much falling in love with you, You've broken my immune system too, You've penetrated all my fibers, I couldn't think me going higher, You keep lighting my inner fire, So many pleasures I discover, For the many little things you do, I will never be over with you... Hugs and kisses (you may blog this for you)

My Sexy Story
I've just gotten out of a bad relationship and was feeling a bit down and wanted to find a way to cheer myself up. I ran around with some friends and got into and out of some shit to pass the time a bit, but I was still a little down. On my way back to my room, I saw this girl just sitting by the 7 11 all by herself. I thought to myself "There's no way that this Big Tittied Bitch is gonna give me the time of day. Then again, why is she sitting here all by herself." She was 5'7", 135lbs, 30D tits, and a sweatly rounded big juicy ass. Just looking at her made me want to put her over my shoulder and run away with her. So I ask her "Why are you just sitting out here by yourself?" She looked at with sexy green/gray eyes and I knew that there was pain in her heart. She grawled at me saying "Why do you care at all on why I'm sitting here?!?! You're just a pig like other guys are. All you want is what you want, and that's all that matters huh?" I'm a nice guy, but I'm no gentleman. So I tell

Hello Fu-land
looking to make new friends and maybe some old ones as well so fan and rate, will try and do the same. have fun. feel free to shout at anytime and i'll also try and do the same. wanna know more about me just ask. not looking to hook up...so dont ask for nudes. just here cuz myspace is for kids. much love to y'all!:x

Raiders Need To Pick A Hc Now!!
The Oakland Raiders have become a parody of themselves. They were once a succesful and revolutionary team in football. Once they were known for their terrifying defense, the vertical offense, and for being in some of the memorable moment in the NFL history. The only problem is that while the rest of the world progressed as time passed, Al Davis got stuck in the days of old. And that is the key problem, he expects who ever is the head coach to do everything that he says, and to win right away. This isn't the 70's and 80's anymore. The last time the Raiders were good, they were built to win a Superbowl right now, not the future. And it showed when the aging verterans finally couldn't play anymore and the team was left with nothing, but inexperienced young players, and mediocre at best veterans. And then the coaching carousel began. Since he departure of Jon Gruden in 2001, the Raiders have gone though 5 head coaches. Those head coaches have combined for 36 wins out of 112 games. L

Broken Harted Again
WHY DOES EVERY ONE JUST WANT TO BE MY FRIEND. EVERY TIME I GET CLOSE TO SOMEONE IT'S THE SAME THING.AND I HEAR IT'S NOT YOU IT'S ME THAT REALLY HURTS. MY BEST FRIEND JENNI SAID IT TO ME AND IT REALLY HURT AT THE TIME CAUSE I THOUGHT WE HAD SOMETHING SPECIAL. BUT WE DID BECOME VERY CLOSE FRIENDS.NOW THE LADY I'VE BEEN SEEING SINCE XMAS. JUST DROPPED SAME THING ON ME. AND IT HURTS SO MUTCH I COULD JUST DIE.WOMEN ALAYS SAY GLENN YOUR SUCH A NICE GUY AND YOUR SO COOL BUT THEY NEVER WANT TO GO THE DISTANCE.I JUST LIKE TO KNOW WHY!!!!!!!!!!

Court Order
COURT ORDER YOU ARE ACCUSED OF CRAWLING MY HEART AND HIJACKING MY SMILE,LOVE, AND MY SOUL WITH YOUR CUTENESS AND SWEETEST HOW DID YOU PLEAD GUILTY !!!! YOU SENTENCED TO MY BEST FRIEND FOR LIFE NO BAIL !!!! PLEASE SENT TO 10 OF YOUR FRIENDS INCLUDING ME TO SEE IF YOU ARE LOVED

Menopause Jewelry
Menopause Jewelry My husband, being unhappy with my mood swings, bought me a mood ring the other day so he would be able to monitor my moods. We've discovered that when I'm in a good mood, it turns green. When I'm in a bad mood, it leaves a big frickin red mark on his forehead. Maybe next time he'll buy me a diamond. Dumb ass.

Another Lonely Night
if you want to break my heart it's already been done. if you want to cast me into the seas of i was a one time thing, its been done before. if you truly want to hurt me lead me on me of all peope should have gotten used to. as many times as these things have been done to me im at the end. i am looking for a friend who i can count on, a friend who knows what it truly means to be a friend, if something else comes out of it all the better. as i sit hear battling back my tears i wonder how i could still cry. i have cried so much in my life how do i possibly have that many tears in my body. i cry because of who i am, what i have becomes, and the greatest things i have lost in my life. when my husband left me i thought i was gonna be so much better off. but as week has gone on ive scrapped up change to buy milk for my kids, they want mac and cheese and i dont have butter to make it. they want chocolate milk i cant even splurge on cocca powder to give this to them. my kids tell me t

I Am Entering Tattoo Cantests For The First Time!
Hey everyone! Hows it going?I hope all is well.Things have been good for me.If you have been looking at my pics I have posted the tattoo I am getting for my mom.I am proud of it and so happy and will be even happier when it is done.This year I am going to go to 4 tattoo conventions.I have been in the past and have loved it.I have always went to help and support my best friend because she enters the contest that they have.This year for the first tie I will be entering as well and I am nervous about it.I will be onstage in front of 400 to 500 ppl.When I told Marcus(my tattoo guy) that I was thinking about entering his work he lite up and was just over joyed and told me I would get first place and he just had the biggest smile ever.So basied on his reaction I have to do it I cant let him down after seeing how happy he is about it.And it makes me feel great to have him feel so strong about the work he is doing on me.He always has everyone look at my back when im in the shop and to have an

I Really Dont Understand
i am so frustrated i cant see straight... when you like or want something so bad and you never can get your hands on it. tell me why this is... my last few months have been hell my family is broken up my kids are with my parents and i am in a shelter cant live with them... but the things is no matter how hard i try with everything it back fires. i just dont get it.. plz help

Lay..
i kno its random and esp seeing what it feels like right now outside.. but i wish that there was somebody who would join me in my random idea of wanting to grab blankets and pillows and jsut lay out under the stars doesnt matter where were layin outside could be on the roof,on the hood of a car or on the ground in a drive way but jsut bundled up next to each other keeping each other warm and talkin under the stars... even if it was only for an hour its just something i think i wanna do with somebody jsut for the hell and sake of being random and interesting lol.. k that is all ...~MUAH!!!

:(
SADNESS HITS U WHERE IT WILL HURT U THE MOST UR HEART CAN NEVER BE PROTECTED FROM LIFE PEOPLE WORK THEIR WHOLE LIVES 4 MATERIALISTIC GOALS NEVER KNOWING THE FEELINGS OF JOY OR HAPPINESS GROWING UP FROM BROKEN HOMES OR BROKEN LIVES ALL OF US R SCARRED 1 WAY OR ANOTHER WE ALL GET CUTS AND SCRAPES AS WE WALK THRU LIFE THINK BACK 2 COUPLE OF UR FONDEST MEMORIES NOW DO THEY MAKE U SMILE ? DO THEY MAKE U CRY ? ITS NOT HOW U LOOK OR WHAT U DRIVE OR WHERE U LIVE BUT WHO U HELPED OR HOW MANY SMILES U PUT ON FACES U CANT TAKE CARS MONEY OR HOUSES WITH U WHEN U DIE BUT I BELIEVE THAT U TAKE UR MEMORIES AND GOOD DEEDS ALL THE WAY 2 HEAVEN AN THATS WHAT GOD JUDGES U BY SO LIFE IS SHORT PEOPLE MAKE EVERY DAY EVERY MOMENT EVERY MEMORY AND ACTION COUNT MAKE SOMEONE SMILE AN MAYBE WE ALL MEET UP IN HEAVEN 4 AN AFTER PARTY THIS IS MY GOODBYE 2 MY BEST FRIEND 4 THE LAST 9 YEARS JULIO GONNA MISS SH!T OUTTA U GOOD LUCK BUDDY

Sister Needing Leveling Help - ~thedirtymistress~
Member of the Sisterhood Needs Our Help!!!! ~TheDirtyMistress~ is close to becoming the next Godmama!!! She has 1,560,792 Points to go! Bobbie has 2500 pictures and 300 stash to rate! (don't forget the stash, lol) ~TheDirtyMistress~ This member of the sisterhood is sweet, caring and a great friend to have. She always returns love and helps others when asked. SO....Let's help our sister and friend in making the next Godmother of Fubar!!! Just click her picture above or the icon below and start clicking away! She is worth the "raters" cramps in your hand, lol If you have not Fanned/Rated/Added her please do so now! New friends always WELCOMED!!! This bully brought to you by ~Firerose~ and The Pegasus Project Also if your not a member of the Pegasus Project Sisterhood and want to know more about it just click the above icon to see what we are all about!

The Hunting. Part 2
With most hunts, the earlier you get up the better. But as you know, this is no ordinary hunt. I have hunted my whole life but this was a new adventure all together. When I finally opened my eyes and checked the clock, it was getting late in the morning. Reluctantly, I removed myself from our warm bed and headed to the kitchen. I am sure it was the smell of bacon and coffee that brought my Toy out of bed. I don't know about you, but there is almost nothing as sexy as a woman dressed in a man's flannel shirt, and nothing else. Just seeing her bare legs peeking from my shirt as she sits at the table begins my hunger. I force myself to eat slowly, savoring the flavor of the food. Prolonging my lust for the hunt of my prey. Once finished, I send my Toy to the shower then out the door. I tell her I will be following shortly, beginning my hunt. The water traces patterns over my body while I stand under the shower head. I made myself take a slow, hot shower. I try to allo

Bored
Just sitting at home bored, figured i'd tell you all a little about me. I've been married for 7mths. I have two beautiful daughters from a different relationship, and my husband and i are expecting our first one. I'm going to have a little boy. I am so happy about that. My girls are happy about their little brother too. My husband I'm sure you all know is extremely happy about that. Esp. since its his first 1. I'm working as a prep cook and thats all there is to my life really

Defined...
Defined by body- by biology- better to be fat?- a non person?- a testiment to excess- pig?- or foxy?- a sex object- meat- sex toy walking- whore- bitch- what about athletic?- boy body- unwomanly- dyke- what option is there for a woman to be?- to be anything- not defined by biology- by body- what matter brains?- invisible- power- forbidden- it would be easy to give in- to be normal- to find destiny- in the past- to be- a wife- a mother- a label- a nothing- but I want more than that- I want me- and more than me- I want to be- all woman- every woman- but not woman- not me- not trapped- by body, biology, or brain- look at me- don't look at me- want to hide- NEED to be seen- reaching out- running away- moving target- in the night- why look at me- not what you see- my existence- can never be!

I'll Be There...
*I'll Be There* *When no one is there for you* *And you think no one cares* *When the whole world walks out on you* *And you think you're alone* *I'll be there* *When the one you care about the most* *Could care less about you* *When the one you gave your heart to* *Throws it in your face* *I'll be there* *When the person you trusted* *Betrays you* *When the person you share all your memories with* *Can't even remember your birthday* *I'll be there* *When all you need is a friend* *to listen to you whine* *When all you need is someone* *to catch your tears* *I'll be there* *When your heart hurts so bad* *You can't even breathe* *When you just want to crawl up and die* *I'll be there* *When you start to cry* *After hearing that sad song* *When the tears just won't* *Stop falling down* *I'll be there* *So you see, I'll be there untill the end* *This is a promise I can make* *If you ever need me* *Just give me a call and...* *I'LL BE THERE!*

Daydream...
Daydream Whenever I daydream, and daydream I do, in my secret garden, I daydream of you. I daydream of you, in a faraway land; embracing me tight and holding my hand. Holding my hand, and touching my face. Just you and me, in this peaceful place. In this peaceful place a beautiful river flows. Where the unicorns run, a breeze always blows. A breeze always blows and sings of a song; our love in a place where you're never gone. Where you're never gone is as it would seem, from dusk until dawn, whenever I daydream. And whenever I daydream, and daydream I do, in my secret garden, I daydream of you.

Girl In The Mirror...
I stand in front of the mirror disgusted at what I see. Why can't I be satisfied with the way God created me? I stare at the girl intently with eyes full of disgrace. I can't find any beauty. No, not a single trace. Her skin is very pale. Her legs are scarred and bruised. And her hair is a mess. There are scarrs across her arms from a past that wasn't kind. Her eyes are dark and hollow. A bit of mystery to the mind. It's true she's not so thin, as a matter of fact, she's kinda fat. Being in this body I see here feels a lot like being in hell. Why is it that the beautiful girls feel that they must flaunt? Isn't it enough that they get every guy they want? When will people listen to the girls who look like me? When will people search deeper than what their eyes can see? How many times must I stand before the mirror with tears of shame? When will I realize... that we all can't be the same?

Lonely...one Word!
Lonely is just one word chosen to represent so much. To tell of feelings inside that the senses can not touch. Lonely can be in the teardrops on a persons cheek. Lonely can be in the silence of sorrows too deep to speak. Lonely can haunt a deserted room that laughter once made proud. Lonely surrounds you when you're alone or finds you in a crowd. Lonely is heard in echoed footsteps of a departing friend. Lonely penetrates the solitude of nights that will not end. Lonely will not listen to the pleadings of a broken heart. Lonely stays and torments until new love shatters it apart.

At Last
WASHINGTON – "At Last" may have been just what President Barack Obama and his wife Michelle were thinking Tuesday night as they glided through their first inaugural dance to the Etta James classic. The Obamas were the star attraction at the Neighborhood Ball, the first of 10 inaugural celebrations they planned to attend, going into the early hours of Wednesday. The celebrations marked the end of a long day of formal inaugural events and the two-year campaign that put them in the White House. The president pulled his wife close and they danced a slow, dignified two-step while, offstage, Beyonce sang. The president spun first lady Michelle Obama once in a half-turn. Obama cut loose in a faster groove a few minutes later, as Shakira, Mary J. Blige, Faith Hill and Mariah Carey sang along with Stevie Wonder to his "Sign, Sealed, Delivered." The song was played at nearly all of Obama's rallies throughout the campaign. "You could tell that's a black president from the way he was m

If I Could Turn Back Rates
a point whores lament If I could turn back rates If I could find a way Id take back all those 4s you gave me go away I don't know why you gave the rate that you did I want to know why you did what you did ratings like a knife it can cut deep inside numbers like weapons they wound on line did you really mean to hurt me did you wanna rate so low you know you made me cry but lady If I could turn back rates If I could find a way Id take back all those 4s you gave me go away If I could find auto 1s Id give them all to you you don't love me love me then screw you if I could turn back rates My rating was shattered I was torn apart why don't you just take a knife and drive it deep in my heart when you hit my page with fours I swore I didn't care but I lost ranking how do you dare your mean you should tell me your sorry you should tell me you are wrong I know that you are blind Imma darling If I could turn back rates If I co

Denise Is 29 Today!
THE PRINCESS NEEDS BIRTHDAY SPANKINGS!!! Auto 11s will be activated Tues night @ midnight EST! There will be several folders marked "Rate for Bucks!" Rate one... or Rate them all! A Bonus will be given to those who Rate ALL 2500 pics! She is my best friend on fubar, so be sure to give her a good spanking. If you give her actual 11's, I am offering 25k extra in addition to what she is offering. Msg me if you wish to partake in this bonus offer. Be sure to send her Msg telling what you rated when you're done! And let her know if you want the Bucks... or Return Rates! If you don't send a Msg, it will be considered a Birthday Gift! Love her Lots! cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH~owned by Godfather™ & Fireforeman@ fubar

A New Look...
So, as I sit outside and gaze up at the stars, I cant help but just realize how we as people make our problems seem so damn big, when in all we are the ones who make them that way...if we would just step back, breath, and look up at the sky you would see that it will be fine. I know its weird coming from me, cause yeah I do make my problems seem like its the end of the world, but something happen (no idea what just yet) and Im seeing that I'll live and get through it all. What can you do but just wait for things to work out in their own way, right? *Sighs* Have you ever really just layed outside at night on your roof and just gazed up at the beauty? Oh, and Im not talking about those drunk nights where its snowing on you and you have a smoke in one hand and a beer in the other babbling....nice try. Next time you have your mind all tangled up, just go lay outside and look up at the stars...you'll be surprised what you see, I promise. At this very moment, I can point out the Northe

4 & 20
Four and Twenty years ago I come into this life, Son of a woman And a man who lived in strife. He was tired of being poor But he wasn't into selling door to door And he worked like a devil to be more. A different kind of poverty now upsets me so Night after sleepless night I walk the floor and want to know Why am I so alone? Where is my woman, can I bring her home? Have I driven her away? Is she gone? Morning comes the sunrise, And I'm driven to my bed I see that it is empty And there's devils in my head. I embrace the many colored beast. I grow weary of the torment Can there be no peace? And I find myself just wishing that my life would simply cease.

*new!!*** How To Broadcast A Webcam In Dukes!!
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Back Where I Belong
The letter was very detailed about where and when I would find him again. It was as if he knew I could not live without him; I do not know how else to explain its presence. I had just made up my mind that I had to go find him when I stepped out of my shower. I had not talked to anyone so there is no way he could have readily known that I was ready to go find him and forgive him. I guess our connection was stronger than I ever imagined that it was. I walked out into the hallway toward my room when I saw it lying there half under my door. It was a dull red envelope with nothing written on that I could see. I must have stared at it for five minutes before I walked over and picked it up; I had no idea what it could be. I knew that it was left there for me; I was the only person living there. I turned it over and over again in my hand several times before I lifted the flap and broke the seal to see what was inside. I pulled out a cream piece of parchment paper with lines and li

How To Love
Love is a strange thing. It can be the most amazing feeling in the world, or it can really hurt, but in the end love is something most, if not all of us, will face. While there are many different ways to define love and there are many different ways to love someone (even yourself), here is a general guide to loving. Say it. When you say the words "I Love You", they should carry with them the desire to show someone that you love them, not what you simply want to feel. When you say it make sure you really mean it and are willing to do anything for that special person. Empathize. Put yourself in someone else's shoes. Rather than impose your own expectations or attempt to control them, try to understand how they feel, where they come from, and who they are. Realize how they could also love you back just as well. Love unconditionally. If you cannot love another person without attaching stipulations, then it is not love at all, but deep-seated opportunism (one who makes the most of an

Drs Again
Today we went over the results of the endoscopy. They say my esophagus is completely healed. sweet news. More sweet news, is they found nothing wrong with the inside of me from my tongue to my tummy, except some minor inflammation of my stomach lining, which they say should clear up with the current meds I'm on. Not so sweet news. I still experience stomach pain, especially when i run. drs are kinda confuzzled by it. They now want to do a CT scan to see if anything is going on outside. So more to come

Friends
ok i got alot to say and here i go i dont give a shit about all the negative comments you all aint got nothing better to do than slam someone well then your leaving someone else alone and why dont i give a crap what you think if i dont know you your opinion means nothing to me so whateva lol, anyway this is about some of the most wonderful people ive ever met, i just want to say i cant mention you all by name but you all know who you are like for instance i have the most incredible best friend anyone could ever have and hes gotten me through some pretty rough shit i will say, there are not enough words to express the wonderful things you have done. and for the others of you that im close to you know who you are i want to say i thank god every day for all of you. all of you are super important to me

Warning From The State Police
State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do not reply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requests for private chat in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious. Jennifer S. Faulkner Education/Information Specialist Roanoke Fire-EMS 541 Luck Avenue, Suite 120 Roanoke, VA 24016 540) 853-2257 (phone) 540) 853-1172 (fax) IF WE C

Beautiful-10 Years
Beauty over wisdom to fit in with the styles Your Cinderella stories, for a price Vanity's a business built to please the unique Silicon and stars collide; the rest will fall in line [Chorus:] Just as beautiful as you are Its so pitiful what you are You should have seen this coming all along Visually you're stimulating to my eyes Your Cinderella syndrome, full of lies Your insecurities are concealed by your pride Pretty soon your ego will kill what’s left inside [Chorus] (Beautiful) It’s so pitiful what you are (Pitiful) As beautiful as you are (Should have seen) You should have seen this coming all along You're everything that's so typical Maybe You're alone, for a reason You're the reason So pitiful what you are Should have seen this coming all along (Beautiful) Just as beautiful as you are (Pitiful) So pitiful what you are (Should have seen) Should have seen this coming all along (Beautiful) Its so pitiful what you are (Pitiful) As beautif

Milan
They banged against the doorway of the bedroom, almost falling over, but they barely noticed. They were too focused on each other. Their lips pressed together, tongues exploring each other. Hands tearing at clothing… Sarah had arrived in Milan at one that morning. She found her way to her hotel, showed and fell into bed. The excitement of her current adventure numbed by exhaustion, she fell quickly to sleep. The alarm on her phone sounded at 10:00 a.m. She awoke, unsure for a moment of her surroundings. Then it came back to her. It was her first day in Milan, the city that was to be her new home. After her six year relationship with Evan ended, she decided there was no reason to stay in the States. Her dream had always been to move to Milan. A city she visited once as a child, a city that always lingered in the back of her mind. Once the decision had been made, she quickly set about making it a reality. Selling her condo and almost all of her belongings ha

Hospital
I've had many people in the last few days wonder why I was in the hospital, I don't know how some of you found out, but I wanted to let it be known that I am ok, last thursday was a little rocky, but I was taken care of as soon as I entered the emergency room and was feeling better just a few hours later, no worries. Thanks to those who were so worried (Ron, thank you!) Anyway, I'm alive, it was no big deal -smile- I hope everyone had a great weekend!

The Pit
The day my child died, I fell into the pit of grief. My friends watched me struggle through daily life, waiting for the person I once was to arise from the pit, not realizing "he" is gone forever. The pit is full of darkness, heartache and despair, it paralyzes your thoughts, movements and ability to ration. The pit leaves you forever changed, unable to surface the person you once were. Some of my pre-grief friends gather around the top of the pit, waiting for the old me to appear before their eyes, not understanding what's taking me so long to emerge. After all, in their eyes, I've been in the pit for quite sometime. Yet in my eyes, it seems as if I fell in only yesterday. Not all of my pre-grief friends are gathered around the top of the pit. Some are helping me with the climb out of the darkness. They climb side by side with me from time to time, but mostly they climb ahead of me, waiting patiently at each plateau. Even with these friends I sometimes wonder if they a

We The People
Dedicated to Mr.Obama if he fucks us in the next 100 days. Get off your asses if he does. We The People I thought we the people had a brain I thought we the people had a say Coulda sworn I read it somewhere Might of seen it on a bumper sticker I thought we the people had a right I guess we the people were wrong We the people always are Lets go elect another God The laws they make I dont give a damn anyway Rules are made to break to bend to beat to buy The American dream Or a bag of magic beans You can find it on the TV Whatever you need Send me your tired, your poor and broken Send me your life so I can break you We the people can have a plan We the people can make a stand Coulda sworn I read it somewhere Might've seen it in the funny papers Your money's made to take To cheat to steal to rob I can sell you a dream Fat's bustin' at the seams You can get it on the TV Whatever you need Send me your tired, your poor and broken Send me your life

Isn't It Funny...
It's funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye. It's funny how good memories can start to make you cry. It's funny how forever never really seems to last. It's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past. It's funny how 'friends' can just leave you when you're down. It's funny how when you need someone their never around. It's funny how people change and think they're so much better. It's funny how many lies can be packed into one 'love letter'. It's funny how people forgive even though they can't forget. It's funny how one night can contain so much regret. It's funny how ironic life turns out to be. But the funnies part of all... Is that none of that's funny to me!

Nothing But The Truth!
Girls, are really that fucked up?? I know I'm not the only one. Why is it when a man treats us like shit, we just can't let him go? I'm not fuckin lyin this is totally true. So there you go guys, you wanna know how to keep a woman, shit all over her. (there are some exceptions) I just don't get it, we wine and cry about what we want, but for the most part I'm starting to believe it's bullshit. I think we just want to bitch about something. It's the same for all of us in this situation, you know, theres always that other man who loves you to death, who worships you, and wants to give you the world, but it's not gonna happen, he's always going to be the back up ,"in case of emergency". As soon as we know we have a man like that is it a turn off ?? Too nice secrelety = pussy. This is the thruth for alot of us! Fucked up isn't it?? Oh don't all you nice considerate men worry we won't ever get rid of you, no, no ,no, we want you to be there" just in case", the inconsiderate asshole that

Metroid Wars Rpg
what i'm trying to do is make this old text based strategy rpg into something that can be played without all the typing in it, bc it use to be u would have to type up an entire page, and save it in notepad, wordpad.. etc my problem is that this project of mine is alil to large for me to do, i need to build a website, the rp itself on the website, i need to build the rest of the rp, i need to do bunches of hand drawn graphics for the site and the rp, then i gotta do the coding for the rp so everything works properly, like the damage system, all the timers.. etc so much i gotta work on lol, i see why there are teams of guys to make a video game or rp... so any help would be greatly appreciated, like web designers or anything like that maybe if i can get all the kinks worked out and get this thing working i might be able to go to Retro Studios the producers of the Metroid Prime Series and see if i could get it made into a video game and get some money.

Blue Bird
Little blue bird if you see him there please whisper something in his selfish ear. Tell him I'm waiting that I'll always be there. Sing him a song to show him i care. Tell him of the tears that have already fallen. Tell him that my heart is despreatly calling. Tell him he needs to come for he's stolen my smile. Let him know Im patiently waiting. Waiting for him to realize that I'm the one he's constantly looking for. Don't forget to tell Him i love him still. That in my life he's been my only thrill. WHen you return bring me some good news. Then stay for a while. For your little blue wings are sure to be tired. He's gotten so far from me I'm sure it will take a while. I'll sit here and wait no matter how long. I'll sit here and wait for your little blue bird song to bring me a smile.

Fubar Cheat Sheet
t="font" face="papryus" size="3">Below is a list of some Clearing Cookies and Cache http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737 FU Marriage http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/947796 Clickable Pics http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/797493 How to Make Basic Skins http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/695744 Simple HTML For Your Bulletins and Blogs http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/576293 Downloading Fonts To Your Computer http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/701349 SKINS-Ripping/Pasting Code/Generating http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/567394 Site Navigation and Mumming for the New Members http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/482649 Blocking and Unblocking...Your Options http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/538359 There are many more site blogs to help you navigate FU in order to maximize your experience on site. Check out the other bouncers via the Help link..check out Scrappers and Baby J's blog areas as well. If You have a blog suggestion? Please f

January 20, 2009
My fellow citizens: I stand here today humbled by the task before us, grateful for the trust you have bestowed, mindful of the sacrifices borne by our ancestors. I thank President Bush for his service to our nation, as well as the generosity and cooperation he has shown throughout this transition. Forty-four Americans have now taken the presidential oath. The words have been spoken during rising tides of prosperity and the still waters of peace. Yet, every so often the oath is taken amidst gathering clouds and raging storms. At these moments, America has carried on not simply because of the skill or vision of those in high office, but because we the people have remained faithful to the ideals of our forebears, and true to our founding documents. So it has been. So it must be with this generation of Americans. That we are in the midst of crisis is now well understood. Our nation is at war, against a far-reaching network of violence and hatred. Our economy is badly weakened,

[first Thoughts Of 24]
While we're on the topic of birthdays growing old looking back I'd like to say that I really do have very few regrets in my life. That's kinda weird to hear me say isn't it? My violent often-assumed-psychotic adolescence The catastrophic nonsense that has happened to me simply by chance The shit-storm my most recent relationship had been. And no- this isn't one of those "aw shucks at least they had a couple good times" talks. No those were all HORRIBLE experiences that taught me to be the strong, more organized, levelheaded person that I am. And let's take a minute for me to kick that "well maybe he's just bitter" point right in the balls. I used that girl to understand my limitations, to grow up, and to understand my own priorities. The childish games of love I played during that period were just a sugar coating. I learned that I can't love someone I don't respect. I can't love a household terrorist. I can't love a selfish person. I don't regret it, and to be hones

Capital City Tourney
Britt, Zimmerman win at Jefferson City Invitational LDR Staff Jan 20, 2009 JEFFERSON CITY — Justin Britt and Tyler Zimmerman were champions on Saturday as Lebanon placed fourth at the 12-team Jefferson City Invitational. Britt (heavy weight) and Zimmerman (140 pounds) were both 5-0 on the day. Trevor Byrd (215) placed second for LHS, while Nick Nekola (152) placed third and Aaron Starnes (135) placed fourth. Dave Stewart won the junior varsity heavy weight title, going 5-0, and Wyatt Byrd (215) took second. The Lebanon JV also placed fourth in a 12-team tournament. Lebanon will host Rolla on Thursday.

A New Road To Ride On
i was so honored today to get to watch the inaguration and see millions of people who took the time to go and be there in person and accept borak obama as the president of the united states his speech was so heartfelt and true i had chills no i didnt cry idk why but no worries i saw 1st hand after his speech how so many of us americans came together as 1 and stood together in the 1st presidential inaguration that exceeded any one in the history of america and to know there was not 1 arrest i was so amazed and never felt more proud than i am today to be an american id would love to hear how you felt the experience today feel free to express yourself i was so sincerely touched

It Felt Great
~~mYsTiCaL~DrAgOnFlY~~ said: ƝίϞﮋᾲ™ said: ~~mYsTiCaL~DrAgOnFlY~~ said: ƝίϞﮋᾲ™ said: smalltowngurl1984 said: ƝίϞﮋᾲ™ said: smalltowngurl1984 said: ƝίϞﮋᾲ™ said: So what fantasy land are you living in? Do you honestly expect anyone to believe that someone is desperate enough to have anything but a drunken one-night-stand with you? um well lets see in this day and age ugly people like you are the ones that hate on people like me that actually get sex Don't be mad because I can choose who I want to have sex with and you can't. i can choose but at least I dont have to pay for it See, I have a quality that is called being visually appealing. Something you lack. And little chunky girl, I would never have to pay for anything if I chose that route. But as I love my independence, I choose not to go the sugar daddy way. You have a quality alright its called a self centered bi

Work Sux
It's days like these that make me wanna give that notice of resignation. I hate staying over and not being asked just being expected to. I don't give a shit about my title or my rate of pay anymore....I just wanna get out of that dungeon ontime for once. :(

Love
Between us things went wrong, But in my heart you still belong. My feelings for you are so strong, In my heart they shall live on. In the beginning it was so great, I never thought we would separate. Important is how you made me feel, Everything in my world seemed so real. You made my life worth living, And took the love I was giving. I love you more then anything and still do, And these feelings shall remain true. I've tried to release you from my mind, to do it I had a lot of time. I just couldn't give up on loving you, I couldn't release the feelings that are true. As I look at you, I see the past, It all happened so fast. These are three words I say to you, Those words are: I Love You!!!! Author Unknown

Please Read!!!!!!
MY KIDS AND I HAD WENT ON A VACATION TO MY MOTHERS FOR X-MAS, LEFT ON THE 17TH AN GOT BACK AROUND THE 2ND OF JAN. NOW THROUGH THIS TIME I HAD BEEN DOWN THERE JOHN (MY HUSBAND) WAS TELLING ME TO MAKE SURE AN KEEP MY PANTS ON, WELL NEEDLESS TO SAY WHEN I GOT BACK MY G/F TOLD ME THAT HE HAD TRIED TO GET WITH ANOTHER G/F OF MINE WHILE I WAS GONE, MESSED UP THING WAS I LOOKED AROUND ON THE PC AND FOUND SO MANY THINGS SHOWING HE WAS TRYING TO GET WITH SOMEONE AHHH WELL NOT ONLY THAT HE HAD HIS ALARM SET FOR 2AM WHICH WOKE ME UP, I TURNED IT OFF AND WHEN I GOT UP TO GET THE KIDS OFF TO SCHOOL I'D TURNED IT BACK ON THERE WAS AN IMPORTANT MESSAGE FROM SOME GUY IN WHICH SAID HE WAS GOING TO COME HERE AND KILL MY HUSBAND BECAUSE HE HAD TRIED TO GET WITH HIS WIFE, I'M NOT DONE.....LOL... TODAY WE HAD GOTTEN A STATEMENT FROM HIS BUSINESS ACCOUNT WHICH SHOWED HE WAS OVERDRAFTED DAMN NEAR BY $200.00 I HAD WENT TO THE BANK SITE TO FIND OUT WHY, WELL LETS JUST SAY HE WAS DOING ALOT OF SEARCHING FOR SOM

Get A Life!
Okay... so... I've had a ton of drama on here since I started, so let's begin shall we? First off I started DJing at Darkmoon Radio, got all setup and everything until (I wont mention names since it's the "polite" thing to do) I was DJing one night and it started to buffer on me, im sure anyone who has DJed has experienced this problem. This is from the server not getting the streaming data fast enough to keep up, also happens if a server is set at a certain bit rate and you have yours set to high. ANYWAYS! I had my bit rate set at 96kb/s 44.1khz, and the server had a max of 56kb/s, and so the server got suspended for 24 hrs. Now, I got blamed for putting the bit rate to high when I was TOLD to set it at 96kb/s.. some adults cant man up and admit they made the mistake. Sad. My 2nd problem here is I met someone who I will mention there name here, TheVoice a.k.a. Ryan Gartland... he think's FUBAR is fucking LIFE and lives his life on this site, traveling to other peoples homes sayi

Can I Get A Hells Yeah!!
Okies friends im going to take a shot at this point whore business at least for a day and see what happens. Lipstick ( the sweetest woman on fubar) has gotten me an auto 11 bling and as of right now im a little over 2 mill to godfather. Feb 11th will be my 2yr fu-anniversary so would be cool to get that lil icon by my name hah! Now Idaho had gotten me an auto 11 bling when it 1st come out (before the easy rates and all this other jazz so lets just say i bombed when i used it). I would like to utilize and capitalize as much as possible with this one and im counting on all my friends to help me. My VIP ends in like 6 days so i need to do it before then which means if ya'll have them ez rate folders let me know so i can snag and upload em please and thank you. Also im not good with bulletins and pimping so if anyone would like to take the initiative and do so ill make you a special salute or something. With all this said i suppose picking a good day to activate it is my next step ( af

Stupid Twatwaffle
-> ♥DJ Mistr3...: nope ♥DJ Mistr3...: i only have 1 hr of my 11s left will u please help me to get godmother!! 1. don't ask me to rate you, i hate rating people 2. i'm not even your friend 3. DJs should just delete themselves dumb cunt!!! /rant

Update!! Missing Girl Found And Is Home Safe
WESTON -- A 14 year old girl, who has been missing from Lewis County since January 12, has been found, according to family members and the West Virginia State Police. Kelsee Grogg turned herself in to police in Turtle Creek, Pa. around 3:00 Tuesday morning. Family members picked her up in the community near Pittsburgh and brought her home. Grogg is in good condition and is happy to be home, relatives say. She told relatives, she does not know why she left and that it was a spur of the moment decision. Grogg hopped rides and made a few stops before ending up in Turtle Creek. She was not headed there on purpose, but just ended up there, say family members. Grogg left Lewis County from the Jane Lew Truck Stop on January 12. She was seen the next day at a truck stop in Brookville, Pa. Family members worked with authorities and businesses to find her. The family members say they would like to thank everyone who helped in the search. THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRIEN

Anniversaries
I wasnt going to blog anymore, but today something happened to me and I want to speak about it. In January, 2006, today actually, at 11:33 pm in 2006, my mother passed away. All day I was feeling bad, weepy and sad, and I, for the life of me, couldnt figure out why I felt so sad. All day my thoughts were on my children and my father, and my siblings, yet, what the significance of this day was escaped me. On my way home I called my dad, "just to say hi" and he wasnt there so I left a brief message. He just called me and said he was sorry he missed my call, and then he said, "your mom passed away today." I said with out thinking, "I know". And I did, but yet it wasnt a conscious thought but I did know. I loved her...

It's Weird
So I started thinking about class reunions. Which I guess is a bit odd since I'm a few months late on that since technically my 10 year reunion was last year. Part of what got me thinking about it is the fact that recently family members seem to be taking a bigger part on sites like Facebook and such. My oldest brother being one of them and today he was talking about how he's reconnected with a lot of friends from high school and even people that know of him because they knew one of our other brothers (I have 3 brothers all total). Now it also gets weird cause now that we're all graduated myself and my oldest brother share reunion years. The only difference is he's 10 years ahead. So last year was his 20 year and my 10 year. And I thought about how really reunions for the most part suck for me. The reason why is the school I graduated from...I hold no ties to it. I went there for basically one year of half days. I was one kid in a school of over 2000. My senior class alo

Just A Quote From A Movie
Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful nor conceded. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but the delights and the truths. It it always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes. - a walk to remember.

10 Things I Love...about You
Might as well not wait on this one, we'll yin and yang to get the balance of the universe right. Again, no particular order. 1. Driving. Anyone looking at my insurance, under the section for past tickets will discover something about me. I like to speed. A lot. I have always gotten a thrill out of driving. Especially if it's nice out and you can roll down the windows, or put the top down. That rush of exhilaration as you climb up the speedometer sends chills up my spine. With the addition of my motorcycle to the mix, I've gotten even worse. There is something about just you, the road, and pretty much nothing else. When it gets warmer I'll take rides out at night, for a couple of hours, just to feel the wind, smell the air, and let my mind wander. I have always done my best thinking while driving, or riding. I guess it allows me to focus because there is nothing else to do but watch the road. 2. Making people smile. I try not to be a serious person, and I try to always make peo

Zakk Wylde's Father Loses The Fight...
On Monday, January 19th, Zaak’s Wylde’s father passed away due to complications from his fight against cancer. The following is a statement from Zakk regarding his passing: My father, Jerome F. Wielandt who served as an inspiration to me and my music throughout my life, has passed away from cancer. His influence on my life and the life of others has motivated me in ways that have been both unexpected and profound. My father spent his youth as a orphan in New Jersey who was subsequently drafted to serve his country. A World War II veteran, he participated in the events of D-̴

I Speak My Mind...more Should
This may piss a few off you off...ah well, you dont have to agree with me, I need to vent and Im just stating my opinion. Im very proud to be Canadian and I make it known. I think that everyone should take pride in their country and stand behind it but, at the same time, by doing this, not to be arrogant and put yourself above other countries...Unfortunately, I have come in contact with alot of bullshit lately, on this site but not limited to it. I get the Canadian jokes in my lounge, Flirtations, which is fine because those people Ive known for a while and I can throw it right back at them without them getting offended. But when people I dont know or that I dont call my friends are just ignorant to the fact that not everyone on this site is American just blows me away really...I think its pathetic. I cant tell you how many Happy 4th of July comments I get every year...CANADA DAY is July 1st btw. And, yes, this is an American based site so obviously there are more Americans but s

Just Another Day
ya know ive been at a realization for awhile that a lot of people are only after what they can get from you and then throw you away. unfortunate enough that has been my whole life. i have been used by so many people i dont think i would know any other way to react than how i do everyday of my life. when i was young i was used for my strength. i would always be picked last for any sport because i was fat, so i had to show that i had worth. when my friends played football noone could take me down, so i got used as brute force. as i grew up i could not find my niche for anything. i would hang around the girls but they talked about makeup and boys, i hung around the boys and they talked about sports and girls i felt like i was stuck in the middle i was stuck in my own world called fat land. i tried to be like the girls and wear the mini skirts and then i would be like the boys and know my football. if i showed up in a dress i would be made fun of worse than normal, if i hung aroun

Employee Of The Month
Well today we had our January employee meeting... I recieved employee of the month. a very cool day pack with built in speakers and stereo amp. A check for $100 2 free buffets at Wildhorse Pass Casino near our Radisson Hotel and .... 2 tickets to the NHRA time trials this sunday... WAY COOOOOOOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Losing A Family Member.
Just this past month,I lost my 1st born nephew.He died two days before he was to turn 16 yrs old.I buried my nephew on dec. 13th, 2008.His birthday was dec. 12th.He died on dec. 9th.He was loved very dearly by his family and friends.We will miss him so.It was the hardest thing I had to do.He was so young and had his whole life ahead of him.He died from a blood vessel that exploded in his brain.He will be forever remembered as a bright young man.R.I.P. Michael.We love you!!

Things To Know About Me
First thing you should know is that I am very opinionated. I am not afraid of speaking my mind regardless of how you might feel about it. That said I will not get into the Republican vs Democrat debate. I lean Republican but I vote my conscience. No, I did not vote for Obama and no I did not vote for McCain. Both are as bad as Bush. I voted proudly for Ron Paul for the following reasons: 1. I believe in the Constitution and the Bill of Rights and as such am strongly against the recent legislation passed during the Bush administration and the legislation that Obama promises to push through. 2. I believe that we, as Americans, have a right to privacy and do not feel the government has a right to intrude on that privacy for any reason without probable cause. 3. I firmly believe that we need to go back to a gold standard for our currency instead of remaining on the debt standard that is wholly controlled by the Federal Reserve which is a privately owned bank and not run by the U.S. gov

Broken Again
every time i think i found some one and they say all this shit to me i think its diff but its not there all the same they all hurt me im tired of my heart getting broken fuck love right now fuck everything they all left me for some one else or they went back to there exess all i do is fill pain but i rather fill pain than anything at all but i mite be going to that filling soon love hurts and sucks why do i have to get hurt why can i be happy for ones but i hope they r happy and i hope it works out for them and im staying single for along time cuz fuck this shit :{and i will get over this sooner or later but i will and ill move on like i always do

Hellz Yea!
.WATCH & LEARN Think that you can treat me like a prod hole if you want...but expect to pay for it in a BAD way. I'll mind fuck you until your dick is nothing more than a worthless tumor in your lap. Keep your pussworms in your pants and ... NEVER DISRESPECT S.H.E

What I Like To To With My Free Time
What i like to do with my free time is that i like to get on the computer and do some stuff. i like to work on some crafts. i like to watch some t.v. but not all the time i'm not an tv person at all.i go to the chruch dinner.i love listening to music all the time.like to hang out with friends.

He Needs Monies!!!
So Van needs some Fu-monies. Care to send him some? You don't need to send a lot..just a little will work. You do that and I'll loves ya forever and ever!!!Here's the link to his page: Captain Cooter@ fubar[hugs]

How Australian I Am.
I'm the dinki-die Australian You come from a land down under, where the women glow and the men plunder - and you know it. And everyone around you knows it too - and love it. You are most at home around the barbie with your best mates and a few beers. You're the kind of Aussie larrikin that everyone loves to introduce to their mates!

My Superman
The innocent bond between a child and her parents is taken for granted. Knowing that your parent(s) are to always be there. Always making sure to include the infamous, "no matter what, I will always love you". Hoping to shelter the child from the harsh reality that one day, they as parents will no longer be there. There comes a day when the small delicate soul will grow into an adult generally reflecting the teachings, love, etc the parents instilled. When this time comes, roles are usually reversed. It is now the parent's time to confide in the child for support through those hard times. It's now the child's turn to hold her parent(s) hand up the stairs, through the living room, to the car. Truly inevitable that at some point we as children must take care of our parents. Thinking about this is definitely hard. But it's a reality I live every day. When I was a little girl sitting on my daddy's lap, time stood still. Not a single thing was ever able to come between the bond of father

The Bathroom And Can't Get Out!
Oh my god! Please understand that I so so love my niece. Apparently,she got locked in her own bathroom. She is yelling at her brother through the door "I am locked in and the the water isn't even working!" He is outside the door cracking up and texting his girlfriend at a high rate of speed! She is still screaming at him as he is laughing his ass off. He finally stops laughing and says"Ummm,push the door knob in with your hand and stop locking it as you do" There is a reason she dyes her hair dark. She is and forever will be a true blonde!

What We Do As A Leveling Crew
OUR FAMILY'S MAIN PURPOSE AS A LEVELING CREW IS TO DO EXACTLY THAT...HELP THEM LEVEL BY RATE/FAN/ADD THEIR PROFILE AS WELL AS RATE THEIR PICS AND STASH ITEMS...IF U WANT U CAN ALSO BUY THEM A DRINK OR SOMETHING OF YOUR CHOOSING TO GIVE THEM MORE POINTS AS U RATE...REMEMBER...THE MORE SHITFACED THEY R THE MORE POINTS THEY GAIN FOR RATING PICS AND STASH...I WILL BLOG THE PEOPLE THAT NEED HELP LEVELING BUT IF U KNOW OF SOMEONE PLEASE FEEL FREE TO LET ME KNOW AND I WILL GLADLY ADD THEM INTO OUR BLOG TO BE HELPED OUT.....ANY MORE QUESTIONS FEEL FREE TO SEND ME A FU-MAIL ASKING SUCH QUESTIONS...THANKS, SINCERELY, ANGEL1111 CO FOUNDER OF THE GODFATHER FAMILY LEVELING CREW....IF U WANNA JOIN JUST HIT ME UP IN MY SHOUT BOX OR MESSAGE ME

Tagland
On my way to work, driving in a trance state, I often have ideas or scenarios working through my head. I'll capture what I can and usually never get back to finishing anything... Property owners were advertising their wall space on craigslist. Graffiti had become prevalent in this depressed time of low-profile police enforcement. Taggers became more bold and eventually overtook surfaces old-school artists only dreamed about. Each new masterpiece would gather crowds of onlookers that lasted for days, some sitting watch to ensure no one painted over it. One ingenious shopkeeper, walls emblazoned by a lesser-known tagger revered by art-house afficiandos, and long thought dead, took to paying forgers to throw up randoms over the works of others. Hoping to soon find his unsightly walls1 refreshed with a tasty, crowd-gathering bit of eye candy, thrown up in retribution for his street-code transgressions. Within minutes of completion, the latest epic masterpiece was vanquished by r

Comfortable
Well I can honestly say that this relationship is getting better and better everyday that goes by. We continue to find more and more out about each other and so much that we have in common. I am just so in love with William and I couldn't be any happier. I do wish that he was around years ago, just as I have heard him say the same thing so many times. He has touched my heart and soul and I am just happier than I have been in a very long time. At this moment he is in Arkansas and I miss him like crazy. I can never get enough of being with him. Yea I know everyone says that every couple needs their space and maybe thats true. But its just hard to be apart especially when you don't really know when will be the next time you are together again...But anyways...This weekend was pretty awesome but of course everytime that I am with William its always awesome....Saturday we went to some friends and took the 4-wheeler out and rode together...Yea it was dark and cold but it was great. This is a

Went Shopping
Had to start buying new clothes all my old nice ones are all to big and the next size down are just a smidge tighter than i like. But fuck it i went all out. i got a new: pair of boots garteer belt red red shelf bra thigh and knee highs i think i did pretty good.

Our Plans Are Semi-solid.
Jeff and I have talked extensively and have started getting the whole living together thing in action. It doesn't help that he had to drop 2k to fix his car today. Never buy a fucking Ford Taurus. Pieces of shit. We will have one more visit, and then I'm moving there in April. So soon. I need to sort and pack. I'll be leaving half my shit at home, and when we actually get a real house, I'll be retrieving it. I packed shit, and now I need to sort through it to make sure I want to take it. That won't be fun, but it will only take like an afternoon.

About Leveling Blogs
OK FAMILY...I HAVE TO SAY THIS CAUSE I FORGOT TO SAY IT IN THE OTHER BLOGS...WHEN I POST BLOGS ON PEOPLE TO LEVEL I AM ASKING U WHEN U HAVE RATED THEIR PAGE AND PICS TO PLEASE ON THEIR BLOG I POSTED PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT LETTING ME KNOW U RATED THEM...THANK YOU, P.R. STUD FOUNDER OF THE GODFATHER FAMILY LEVELING CREW... P.S. PLEASE COMMENT ON THIS BLOG TO LET ME KNOW U HAVE READ IT...THANKS AGAIN

Whore!!!
Whoremaster Needs Your Fu-Bucks! St. Patty's Day is Whoremaster's Birthday and he would like to go for the spotlight! He's whoring for BUCKS! Send him your extra bucks, NOW! Whoremaster™ Hubby to ~Master's Whore~@ fubar A BatM Creation Beauty & the Mess@ fubar

Damned Cursor
i have this laptop now and when im typing the cursor will jump to the middle of the sentence. ive seen it before on other laptops... what do i do to get this to stop? do you know? i dont.. i know i know, at least its not a mumm lol

First Blog, Yay
So my first blog on Fubar. This is a pretty fun site, i love it. Everyone here is really funny, and entertaining. Plus, you can see people in your area. I love the whole giving drinks. As soon as I created a profile, I was 100% shitfaced! Haha, love it!

Dreams
Sunset, sunset to rise. Other people are to enjoy this beautiful scenery of the sunset. I am left alone, the dream linger. Days, it is blue. Cloud, very white. Sunny, brilliant. Hee and bathed in sunlight, the world's most quiet. In that moment, freeze-frame pictures. Do not know when, to capture a vague glimmer of the long songs. Very light, really light, the light almost feel it.However, I still heard. That blurred the song, flying in the wind. Sing this season to sing I have a voice.Wonderful, beautiful, incredible. In the world are beginning to become a quiet, quiet, quiet, listening to me. I listen to the voice. Ciqu should only be there in the sky, earth, which was heard several times. Can not extricate themselves in the fall of the Angels-like voice, the deeply obsessed. I do not know when, Dream. End.

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We've got a Spectacle/Sundance prize pack to give away, and it could be going to YOU! (ahem, you have to read the rules and actually enter before you dance with joy... sheesh) On behalf of Spectacle and The Sundance Channel, we're giving away the following: 1 Keen/Sundance Bag1 Pair of Speakers1 T-Shirt1 Notebook1 Sigg/Sundance ThermosAll prizes are Eco-Friendly as well! Want to know how to win all this stuff? Email us, thats all, just email with your name and address, and we'll pick the winner out of a hat. No address, no chance of winning. While you're waiting to see if you won anything. CHECK OUT THE SPECTACLE WEBSITE AND Watch some videos:

Iranian Air Space
According to a Marine Pilot: In addition to communicating with the local Air Traffic Control facility, all aircraft in the Persian Gulf AOR are required to give the Iranian Air Defense Radar (military) a ten minute 'heads up' if they will be transiting Iranian airspace. This is a common procedure for commercial aircraft and involves giving them your call sign, transponder code, type aircraft, and points of origin and destination. I just flew with a guy who overheard this conversation on the VHF Guard (emergency) frequency 121.5 MHz while flying from Europe to Dubai . It's too good not to pass along. The conversation went something like this... Air Defense Radar: 'Unknown aircraft at (location unknown), you are in Iranian airspace. Identify yourself.' Aircraft: 'This is a United States aircraft. I am in Iraqi airspace.' Air Defense Radar: ' You are in Iranian airspace. If you do not depart our airspace we will launch interceptor aircraft!' Aircraft: 'This is a Unite

To Whom I Run From
This thing I run from, The one that haunts my darkest nights, Pursues me through my sunniest days, The thing that makes me who I am to be, Who takes me in, strips me down, Flays the tender skin from my sinew and fibre, Who makes Mr Hyde skulk to darkened corners of my soul, in mortal fear, I lay in dark turmoil as I catch the laughter this world discards, The nemesis I run from, over shards of broken glass, Always discovered from my hiding, never alone from shrieks of twisted joy, Driven to one last drink for the road of disillusionment, A journey so often travelled, past the broken and alone, Another red eyed corpse awaiting hells vultures, Faces contorted in hellish fears unknown, Clasping for my ankle to drag me down, My life lived fatigued from my minds never-ending marathon, To forever turn in this eternal grave, a ceaseless sufferer of ADHD, Long after rusting nails have lost their resonance, Landlords weep tears of lost profits at my passing, Though they may n

Holly Sh*t!!!!
So just an update about school!! Its going good other then the childish drama that some people have to start around school. Things for me are looking up. I finished 10 lessons in my first two weeks of school. My teacher said that I had two that where in the low 50% mark and a few that I missed some questions. I went though most of them during the weekend got them all handed back in by yesterday so she could mark them. I am now studying for my half way test that I have to do tomorrow. I got all my marks back for each lesson. Below are my marks as of right now: Lesson 1 71% Lesson 2 74% Lesson 3 was 56% now 71% Lesson 4 80% Lesson 5 86% Lesson 7 89% Lesson 8 100% Yes its right I had my teacher check twice Lesson 9 80% Lesson 10 was 50% now 79% The good thing about my school is if you get a mark that your not happy with they let you go fix questions to get a higher mark. As of right now I am hitting the A mark for my math. i am very glad that I know if I app

Last Farewell
The note is laid, To whom it may concern, No blame is taken or passed out, The final goodbye from this broken soul, No cryptic clue lost in its text, No hesitation in self extinction, No discussion to avoidance, One iron act of will spelt out on scarlet flecked paper you first clue, But all to late to help my in animation, cold and still, It tells not of the razors bite on tender flesh, Or how its furrow reminds me of autumn fields, Or how it glide through sinew and fibre, Like a knife through summers butter, Claret jets with the grace of fountains through spring air, But with my lifeblood unending in this lifetime, Euphoria hits like cannabises first hit on a teenage mind, Driven on and through by pressure beyond these protective walls, Whose comfort I stepped beyond in cat like curiosity, To a world too uncompromising to be mindful of me, In childlike innocence I welcomed it with open arms, But trampled by its aggression and impatience, My dreams shattered at m

Memories
Projected through the smoke of a thousand cigarettes, It flickers upon the silver screen, Browning edges in silent film, My past shown before these fading eyes, Organs sound solemn, An edited view of all my highlights, But all too few, Backed by the soundtrack to my life, As my memories fade and die, Trapped within this decaying shell, To be taken with me to the world beyond, And my history kept with me on to the grave, Inconsequential details never told to another soul, Thoughts, fears and dreams ensnared behind this visage, All that I would not show to the vitriolic world, With its deceit in traitorous anger, To harm all those beguiled by its innocents, Laying flower where I fall for visual effect, Their masks removed behind locked doors, As they cackle in the darkened corners, Celluloid images are all that remain of what I once could have been, As my dreams finally retire to the back of your mind, To live on as just another statistic on a sterile pad never rea

The Live Evisceration Of Being
There I stood unaware and cold, You stood French polish poised, And under gaze of all, With no shame from me, They all witnessed my public shaming, As with one deft swing of pen, Ink is inlaid with hints of claret, My beating heart ripped from within and pulsing red in involition, For worth and value of monetary kinds But upon sinew and cartilage I stumble on, Heartless with no remorse for what lie’s behind, Other extremities pickled as the dealer deals, Once more a loosing hand, My blood runs cold as conception hits my dulling mind, Leaving this shell propelled on perpetual lines, With your voice echoed through my bloodied mind, Oblivions path weaves out before my step, A hint of neon leads my way, Excitement in every slab, Hell as two cans remain, This evisceration of my being continues with every second passed, Tingeing my worlds view in grey, As frost burgeons forth from my deadening glare, Seeping in to worlds surrounding my own, I walk on hollowed from pas

Nemises
The nemesis of good and evil We live in this never-ending cycle of retribution and revenge, Handing punishment unto those we deem fit, Quid pro quo we redress our equilibrium, Dealing out vengeance to our satisfactions, Unconcerned of life’s reactions, Its backlash our life’s reprisal, We suffer a pain that no joy can recompense, But which do we believe we are, Goodness in angels form, A devil sent to claim our souls, Or just a montage, Of downfallen times, Or can we both be found within this tortured soul, Our nemesis, The means of our deserved and unavoidable punishment.

What Can I Say?
2:26pm I had a brief conversation with my friend Felix after we hung out. He noticed I immediately went back to texting. I told him I didn't want to be rude, but it was my bff. I explained to him the bond we shared and how I have to text back only b/c lately with him being away and all, it's a rare treat in itself to have him text back :) I mean dude, if you were to know.. you'd probably be sad. Mind you, I really don't cry in front of guys, so I had a knot in my throat as I was telling him about the bond. I then had a couple of tears go down my cheek and he wiped it away from my left cheek. I thought it was sweet. Then I changed the subject on him so that I wouldn't be all emotional. I got a laugh out of the conversation that ensued. We talked about how we've known each other for like 5 yrs right? So he admitted to having the biggest and most huge crush on me since forever. We've been talking on and off, but lately we've kept in touch every so often. So last nigh

What A Great Day
What a great day it is to see 8 years of a power hungry a$$hole finally end. 8 years of take from the poor and give to the rich finally over. 8 years of lying to the people. 7 years of a civil war that we dont need to be in, considering that we were told, after Viet-Nam, that we would never be in another civil war. Its a great day when a person like Barack Obama can finally be sworn in as president and Bush kicked the f out of DC. You know the note that Bush left for Obama probably says "hahaha good luck fixing what I f'ed up". Its is a great day to see hope and change. Good luck and God bless you President Obama and your family. I wish you good well while you serve not just these 4 years but hopefully 4 more.

Fear Is Conquered By Taking Action.
Your Daily Motivation – Fear Is Conquered By Taking Action. Tuesday January 20, 2009 FEAR IS CONQUERED BY TAKING ACTION. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood. When you dare to face the things that scare you, you open the door to freedom and success. Most of your obstacles would melt away if, instead of cowering before them or procrastinating about dealing with them, you make up your mind to walk boldly through them. Don't be afraid to take the steps you need to take to make those positive changes in your life. To fight your fears, you must act. Your fears increase when you wait, put off, or postpone. If you understood your situation enough, you would never be afraid. The attainment of your dreams is but a determined action away. Successful people take action. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Watch This Video => Discover The

For Sumone
you say you love me.. yet you make me wonder you say you care .... yet you make me wonder you say you will always be there... yet you make me wonder i wonder why you love me... i wonder why you care i wonder if you will always be there.. i know i love you .. yet i make you womder i knwo i care for you .. yet i make you wonder i know ill always be there for you.. yet i make you wonder ever wonder y we do this to each other ever wonder y we love each other ever wonder why we care for each other maybe its just beacuse

An Ode To The Fu Whores......
So.......it would appear the Fu Gods are unhappy with the Imy today.......well the gods and the brat.....so my day is complete :-| I have re- re-edited this post, so it is at least presentable.....I hope :-s A cynical look at the Fu If music be the food of love......then let it speak of all loves.......... 36D Lyrics Artist: The Beautiful South (Buy The Beautiful South CDs) Album: 0898 (Heaton/Rotheray) Close your legs, open your mind Leave those compliments well behind Dig a little deeper into yourself And you may find Come over here just sit right down Needn't comb your hair, needn't pout or frown I hear you've turned our young men Into dribbling clowns 36D so what (D) so what Is that all that you've got? 36D so what (D) so what Is that all that you've got? Make their day and go ahead Remove your clothes lie on their bed Just a last gasp chance or an outside bet To the easily led And before you do just what you do H

My New Guitar
After a backorder and a cancellation and a reorder from another site (and paying $50 more for a different paint job), my new guitar (an Ibanez Artcore AS73) came in today. It's a bit heavier than I thought it would be (apparently maple is a very heavy wood), but aside from that I love it. It plays beautifully and sounds exactly like I was hoping. :D Here's a clip of how it sounds. http://johnhmaloney.com/as73test2.mp3

Words From The Heart
I thought of u once, thought of u twice. but still there is no u in my life. I tried to deleted u out of my mind, what we all know true love is blind. I feel like R.Kelly, I can't eat, can't sleep. when thinking about what just happen all i can do is weep. I guest I'm just kidding myself saying he'll be back, he loves to much to just throw it all away like that. but u know what your right, real love is overrated. and if enough females tell u this, I'm sure your mind will be changed. but i guess my love wasn't enough for u, cuz i see a old friend is now becoming a new. So i am crying on the outside, dieing on the inside. but shyt why should u care, u told me good-bye

Curious
So I was browsing through members on here the other day and I glimpse what I thought to be a Starbucks logo as someone's default. I hover the mouse and find that it's basically a big F*ck you to starbucks that says "Corporate Coffee Sucks". Now, being as I work for Starbucks, of course I'm offended. But more than offended, I'm curious. Is this person a disgruntled employee or former employee? If so, was he actually in the corporate level, or down among the leagues of minions oh so affectionately referred to as Baristas? Perhaps he's neither, and just a bitter would be customer if he could afford it. Yeah, we're expensive. No denying that. If you aren't used to Arabica beans, no doubt the flavors are a kick to your mouth. Aside from that, Starbucks is, by far and wide, my favorite job. I've done everything from answering phones at Pizza Hut, to being a receptionist, to stocking shoes at K-mart, to working in a law firm. Not a single one of those jobs offered me the enjoyme

When Love Hurts
WHAT DO U DO WHEN U LUV SOME ONE AND U GIVE THEN YOUR ALL. WHAT DO U DO WHEN U TRY TO LOOK PASS THING AND LUV WITH YOUR MIND AS WELL AS YOUR HEART. WHAT DO U DO WHEN THE PERSON U LOVE IS OVER 3000 MILES AWAY AND U CAN'T TOUCH OR FEEL THAT PERSON. HOW DO U TELL YOUR LUV THAT YOU WOULD DIE FOR THEM AND DO ALL U CAN TO MAKE THINGS WORK. WHAT DO U DO WHEN ALL ELSE FAILS....

Am I A Stupid Bitch(you Tell Me)
Am I that stupid bitch? who i talk bout how i wouldn't put up with all the shyt her man do to her. Am i that stupid bitch? who i laugh and say that is what she get, she should of checked that nicca. Am i that stupid bitch? who i talk bout and say i would never cash a nicca out and be there for him. Am I that stupid bitch? who let all the females disrespect her and just let shyt go cuz she knows her man loves her. Am I? I really think i am that stupid bitch

Happy Bday Scooby Doo
HAPPY BDAY TO YOU TODAY IS HIS BDAY SO GO LOVE ON HIM HARD RATE FAN ADD AND BLING HIM ALSO HE IS TRYING TO GET BK WHERE HE WAS BEFORE HE WAS RESET CLICK ON HIS LINK Dj Scooby Doo@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: *AngelDawnKris*Owned By Dj Scooby*@ fubar 50 CentIn Da Club Music Video Codes B

Crocodile Hippie :)
I waded off the Cancoon river shore Ace was hot on my trail The crocodiles chased me Ready to kill I ran with my blue suitcase Through the bobarded path People looking for a good time Others realeasing wrath I needed a disquise Something to help me blend To many dangers Where to begin I walked upon a group cloaked brightly and singing I asked if it was safe for me there If they could hide me They gave me a cloak gleaming orange and red I pulled it up high To cover my head I worked my way down the corridor So many faces No one would find me Looking down My bag had been left behind Should I chance my discovery And go back for it Or move on aimlessly I walked up to a table Stash or smack for sale I slipped him 20 and walked on my way Four little bags of green and a shelf of bongs that said for promo only I picked up my peice Sat down to toke With that inhale The alarm went off and I awoke

The Greatest Gift
The greatest gift.. Author: cswandering Word count: 183 10 Jan 2008 The Greatest Gift are moments shared, A simple embrace to show you cared, Tree or no tree todays for family, The greatest gift are the faces of the giver because thats the true reward, to know something youve done caused so much joy and all the love directed toward one single moment,one gentle smile one soft kiss Its all worth while.. fall asleep dream some more cause there ill be when you open the door, Ill never leave I love you so although sometimes i go Its not for long its not forever...its just for now until were toghether Im just sorry its took mommy so long to see your smiling face I long to hold your little hand make you smart..teach you how to be a man. for one day youll be on your own and responsible for making a house a home.. Just remember the greatest gifts are ones that can't be bought or returned scattered or burned ,they will even grow in time...they are yours and mine.. Me

Tuesday Afternoon
Today he went to his speech therapist session and he just did exceptional ... his therapist feels that he only has four more weeks with 2 sessions per week. He is progressing exceptionally well. He sees his primary care physician on Thursday and he also sees a psychologist on Monday who deals with stroke patients.

What Do U Do?
What do u do when u fall in love? How do u go about trusting when been hurt time and time again? What do u do when u give someone your heart? How do u get it back once it's be broken? What do u do when there is a misunderstanding? How do u fix the wrongs even if u did nothing wrong. What do u go on when u feel like dieing inside. Sorry, I have no How for that last one......

Fire Fly
Fire Fly Spots to gaze, Beyond this place. Flickers of light Quickening face Be still and wait They're all around In a jar by your bed The light that you've found Close your eyes The time for resting is soon Unweave your mind Gaze up to the moon Fly free Firefly Further and further away Fly Firefly To catch another day

River Song
River Song Author: cswandering Word count: 114 Walkin' to the river looking for adventure Walkin' to the river Watchin' the clouds go by Goin' to the river Playin' in the water Goin' to the river watching the waves roll by Splashin' in the river Chasing all the fishes Splashin' in the river makein' lots of wishes Spashin' in the river watchin' the fish swim by Jumpin' in the river picking up a pebble throw it in the water watching your cares roll by slidin' on the big rocks Finding lots of sea shells throw them in the water watching the waves roll by Walking from the river had a big adventure walkin' from the river Casted our cares aside.

All For Now
All for now By Hatter :) Over time I have looked to the sky And have washed my tears Asking how and why Looking at the moon Asking you: Where are you? I know you are under the same stars as I ... And so the distance between us is not so very far Don't worry, I'm looking for you, here under the same night sky ... And now I have traveled far and wide Fallen to deep lows and climbed to dizzying highs Journeys of the road and Journeys of the mind All of the tears and all of the joy And all of the things I learned as a boy All of the hard knocks, all of the strife Working me up to this point in my life The purpose of it all To bring me here and now And to prepare me To hang by those precious fleeting moments ... So that you and I When we found one another might together fly And join with each other And paint together A brand new light in the sky And now someday a child might call through it to another: Are you under the same stars as I?

Words Of Change
I stand here today humbled by the task before us, grateful for the trust you have bestowed, mindful of the sacrifices borne by our ancestors. I thank President Bush for his service to our nation, as well as the generosity and cooperation he has shown throughout this transition. Forty-four Americans have now taken the presidential oath. The words have been spoken during rising tides of prosperity and the still waters of peace. Yet, every so often the oath is taken amidst gathering clouds and raging storms. At these moments, America has carried on not simply because of the skill or vision of those in high office, but because We the People have remained faithful to the ideals of our forbearers, and true to our founding documents. So it has been. So it must be with this generation of Americans that we are in the midst of crisis is now well understood. Our nation is at war, against a far-reaching network of violence and hatred. Our economy is badly weakened, a consequence of greed a

The Worlds View
The worlds view My son clasped my hand as we climbed to the top of the mountain. I looked into his bright blue eyes as he said to me... " I love climbing up , you know why mom ?" “Why " I said picking up the pace. .." because when you get to the top" he continued. "The world is so much bigger, you can see forever" "and the best part.. is that you can see how far we've come' So there I stood at the top of the world with the eyes of a child. Thinking, wishing, dreaming.. That everyone could see what I saw. That everyone would realize how far they've come. And equally important is the road ahead my son.

Tao
Tao Perplexed Beyond Recognition Once you experience being at the center You suddenly see the whole world changing If you go deep into yourself you are bound to meet figures who are close to your heart Drop all burdens , The higher you want to reach the less burdened you must be When love and hate are both absent everything becomes clear and undisguised The truth cannot be contained by any word what so ever The truth can be lived But there is no way to say it. The truth lies in silence Tao is the way , there is no goal Just being here in the moment We are not going anywhere. The inner flower can only grow when there Are no other tensions ,when you are not going anywhere, When you are resting. Life seems meaningless because the meaning Arises in the balance between the useful And the useless As you start growing , new dimensions open In your being When water falls on the rocks The rock disappears And becomes sand Its only a matter of time

Foot Prints In The Sand-a Revision
Foot Prints in the sand-A Revision Author: cswandering Word count: 152 14 Dec 2007 Foot Prints in the sand-A Revision Current mood: blessed One night I had a wondrous dream, One set of footprints there was seen, The footprints of my precious Lord, But mine were not along the shore. But then some stranger prints appeared, And I asked the Lord,” what have we here?" Those prints are large and round and neat, "But Lord they are too big for feet." "My child,” He said in somber tones, "For miles I carried you alone. I challenged you to walk in faith, But you refused and made me wait." "You disobeyed, you would not grow, The walk of faith you would not know, So I got tired, I got fed up And there I dropped you on your butt." "Because in life there comes a time, When one must fight and one must climb, When one must rise and take a stand, Or leave their butt prints in the sand."

Why Is Love So Cruel
I sit here with a pain in my heart wondering why is love so cruel, you spend your whole life searching for true love and find nothing but heartaches then one day out of the blue you find something true and genuine and u feel thru ur whole body but alas you realize its a love you will never have So tell me why is love sooo cruel

You Live You Learn
You live You learn (alanis said it best) Children learn what they live If children live with criticism: they learn to condemn If children live with hostility: they learn to fight If children live with ridicule: they learn to be shy If children live with shame: they learn to feel guilty If children live with encouragement: they learn confidence If children live with tolerance: they learn to be patient If children live with praise: they learn to appreciate If children live with approval: they learn to like themselves If children live with honesty: they learn truthfulness If children live with security: they learn to have faith in themselves and others If children live with acceptance: they learn to love If children live with friendliness: they learn the world is a nice place in which to live.....I love you love mommy...

Fort Hatter
Fort Hatter when every thing breaks right from the start...and we just can't find the clues where theres a pot of gold..i found your heart..and a stalker bought those shoes Point blank bambi , hysterical on the hill..when you get the munchies..and eat up the fat pill..When we have our special soup..turkeycornoddleoodle...when i drew that airport picture my freudian ooppsie doodle.. Every movie just wont play..i dont like tv anyway..i swear my ears block all transmission...you wash dishes ill tile the kithchen train whistles for ever..my feet up on the bar..holdin hands at the overlook sittin in the car.. Chewin up your shasta...siamese little feet...standing high on life or toliet seat... pickles pickles peanut cups.i just can't seem get enough...we take a walk in walmart and always get a tarded cart..we cant stand to wait in line we always forget the smokes im always there to remind... i wrote you a song for your birthday you were so touched you didn't know what to say

Strength And Courage
Strength and Courage Author: cswandering Word count: 115 Strength and Courage It takes strength to be firm.. It takes courage to be gentle.. It takes strength to stand guard.. It takes courage to let down your guard.. It takes strength to conquer.. It takes courage to surrender.. It takes strength to be certain.. It takes courage to have doubt.. It takes strength to fit in.. It takes courage to stand out.. It takes strength to feel a friends pain.. It takes courage to feel your own pain.. It takes strength to hide feelings. It takes courage to show them. It takes strength to endure abuse. It takes courage to stop it. It takes strength to stand alone. It takes courage to lean on another. It takes strength to love. It takes courage to be loved. It takes strength to survive. It takes courage to live..

Tobys Baby Book ( Excerpts)
Tobys baby book ( excerpts) Your Child is a clean slate take care of what you write on them. Children fall down, Never stop helping them get up. But remember ,thats why god made them so close to the ground. Tobys first prayer: Thank you god for everyone and every thing that is good.. Amen 2 years old Some funny and not so funny things you did.. You handpumped shampoo all over the rug: Squirted toothpaste everywhere: Ripped up all my papertowels Threw everything out of the grocery cart: Popping the trunk to the car over and over: 5-20-05 How sweet are you? Your scared of the dark but follow me anywhere. You love to help me with my chores but won't do your own. You followed me to the bathroom but wouln't go by yourself. Your a true escape artist,except when I need a minute alone You love bugs but your afraid to touch them. You can never make up your mind what to watch on TV Your toys aren't interesting unless someone else is interested in them. You've aqui

A Friend Is Found
A Friend is Found Author: cswandering Word count: 191 A Friend is Found Current mood: hopeful Category: Friends Jamie Some one I knew so long ago Only things a friend would know I’m sorry that its been so long Remembering those times We played, fought, held on , grew up Families of our own Our losses made us strong The pain we felt apart was the same The trials we faced alone I really wish you could come home I love you like a sister You were the only one Who knew the real me And that was ok I feel your pain I share your joy I'll never lose you again There is a god I do believe For what I can see I was not deceived For everything we've been through For all we shared there was reason, purpose I care if you need me No road is too long I'll find you To sing our favorite song Turn the music down Stop bringing in strays Hair cuts and makeup Stuffed animals Road trips home You always have a family ,a home You'll always have a friend Just pick up the

The Wind And Why
The Wind and Why Author: cswandering Word count: 442 I am always on a one way street going the wrong way I am on the road less traveled I know every pebble along the way Nothing can make me fall I know the places in the shade The places no one else can see I see the shadow of the leaves Leave me be if you please Don't tell me how to walk When your at a dead end I see the sun through the trees I 'll always be your friend Fear has taken hold Youth replaced by old Too scared to take the trip Left alone out in the cold. Remember im still around Even when the dust is heavy You can't see your own hand in front of you I 'll be there to slap you in the face I am reality The one you have avoided I am the future Only a bit contorted Follow me You could try I break the rules I don't pry I am only a rebel to those who don't strive I am not a threat to them they are threats to themselves They walk heavy footed killing everything in their path I watch the fickle b

The Freckled Fawn
The Freckled Fawn Author: cswandering Word count: 67 Shining through the tree Peace and tranquility Following footsteps Crackling leaves Feel the wind caress the contours her female form The birdsong for her Barefoot and free The spotted fawn follows The Doe see me Poking through the shadows One quick movement The moment is gone Quick to rekindle the sacred birdsong

Let It Flow
Let it flow Author: cswandering Word count: 187 The sun warmed my skin as I sat upon the cool rocks The minnows swam in circles around me as reflections of light cleared my mind I felt at peace on the Shenandoah a sense of oneness with the current Beads of sweat relieved scorned brows expressing the strain of days My life is like that river flowing out to sea Many dams have been broken I am calm , I am beautiful , I give life to all around me The more you add to me the stronger I become You can never destroy me For I am part of something much greater What you take from me only makes me deeper So rock bottom I'll never touch My waves are veins of life that reach out to the ones I love Come sit on the rock with me I will shelter you from the storm But you will never learn to swim from sitting on a rock

If I Could Fly
If I Could Fly Author: cswandering Word count: 242 If I were a bird I would fly up the the heavens I would tell them what I've learned I would ask for a token of proof Proof that you exist That would save all my loved ones from hurt like this I would ask the angels for some water From the clouds so clean and pure That one sip of this magical potion And five livew we could endure Supreme strength and love Patience unnumbered And I could save you from yourself And you could be happy without riches or wealth But sadly I am not a bird and I'm afraid to fly This life is hell and full of lies There is no proof there is a plan Dooms result The folly of man One by one they drop like flies The once happy families unheard cries There is no holy water No angels to send All because free will was not made to bend Weakness , Hate and impatience will follow Leads to empty minds and souls so hollow I can't save you from

Love
from: TXCHROME~Owned ... Online (Bored!!!!) Porter, TX subject: FU received: 01/20/2009 01:18 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam Are you completely and utterly fucked in the head? You say such a nasty and disgusting thing so vile and grotesque you foreign piece of shit... FUCK YOU and thankfully you arent anywhere near right now... so again FUCK YOU!!! God I love fan mail.

Nature’s Wisdom
Nature’s Wisdom Author: cswandering Word count: 108 Nature’s Wisdom The Crystal shards of the snowy squall come together in hapless form Emotional turmoil tossed and blown; Rain within this temporal storm. The typhoon of ruined images crash together to form the past An earthquake to shake your soul; Though your praying it won't last Your trying to sift through the wreckage Like catacombs that turn and twist; Trying to locate the light of day Through the pockets of foggy mist. But in the end,you are bound to find The life you'd sought of peace and ease. You'll find within your quiet heart; The beauty of the summer's breeze

What Ever Happened To.....
Ok...... I am snowed in, in the coal fields of Wv. And have been bored all. So I decided to look at the past. I dont mean "Main" History I mean my past. I started out on the more recent things. Like friends and relationships that just want heywire. Wondering why in the heck did I ever think that these people would last in my life. Looking at an X-husband who still thinks I am in tlove with him if I happen to see him and his current wife out in public. There is a reason for him being my X... mainly if you start a fight I will surely finish it for you and give an attitide adjustment to go along with it. AKA I will never be abused again! Then these fair weather friends... or the loosers who like to hang around when you have somwthing to offer!!! WTF If I have it yes i share... but if you need it I will help. And to take advantage of that will also make you shallow and lonely. So basicly I was just wondering where did those people go? I mean ther call everyday for months, and when

A New Begining
new begining Author: cswandering Word count: 229 new begining Current mood: blessed Category: Romance and Relationships It was a month ago today I longed to hold you again I was further away Closer than before I couldn't sleep without Your voice soothing The time that had passed Before you and I Our places of power Our weakest moment The most infinite of decision So scared to be disappointed again Every time I needed you Even when you moved You never let me down I feel I have found the best In this world so lonely I am brightened by you I am calmed to be held and never mind how much we laugh because thats immeasurable How can one show each day that a love is growing How will you know How much I love So hopefully and contently Against all odds The only time I have ever believed It WILL be alright I can see far enough What I can't see I look forward to I can't have all the answers I don't want them All I want is to conquer every quest an

This Is Only The Begining
This is only the begining In this journey all roads winding We see the path ahead Simple words reward the day of work A hug from a child Acceptance Devotion Do anything to make you proud Crawl in my bed rest your sweet little head Your my pride and joy Teach you the right way Have fun Grow up when your ready Be yourself Guided into the life you deserve Nothing to hinder you My promise to you We love you

The Creator
The creator I am the wind which breathes upon the sea I am the wave of the oceans, I am the murmur of the willows, I am the vulture on the rocks, I am the beams from the sun, I am the fairest of all the plants, I am the wildest of all the animals, I am the salmon in the waters, I am the calmness of the lakes, I am the flame of every fire, Who throws light onto morning mountains? Who announces the time of the moon? Who teaches the place were the sun not rise? If not I?

Tid Bits
On a sunnyday one might gather many a thing the sun should bring On a rainy day one might morn and dwell on the lack of light they've seen On a cloudy day one could sleep no sun or sound of dew drops weep (everyday has something to offer..look a little harder) Making a list of things to get done: When you should focus on the accomplishing task If you most certainly have nothing better to do than these idle list of possibilities,get a hobby,cook for a friend( try the food first if your new a this challenge Read a good book, go to a park, if you run out of ideas then and only then can you make a list of things to do and where to begin We are all small seeds in the breeze Until the wind settles and we fall to our knees All wind die but soon comes another To take us were ever life plants us. we all have something to give..everyones got something worth doing,find it seek it out when your time is up whats your explanation... Cover your ears can you hear it? Shield yo

What I'm All About
Being alive and awake, dreaming with my eyes open, never taking anything for granted. Honestly fame is not my game I'm a kid at heart, I love to color, jump in puddles, and make snow angels. If I'm chipping off my nail polish that means I'm nervous/bored.... it's almost always chipped off. I actually can't stand the smell of nail polish remover. I painted them yesterday (a pretty blue color and two nails still have it on there. I am an animal lover and can't stand to see anything die,hense the day we were heading to work and someone ran over bambi..we turned around got the gun and put her out of pain. Boy did I have a hissy,I really don't eat allot of red meat but I am not a vegetarian, just a hypocrite. I wear my heart on my sleeve, always have and always will. I trust everyone until they give me a reason not to. If I don't like you, you will know, I'll be nice and polite, but trust me you will know. I have the best friend in the entire world, he's grounded me and kept me sane and s

A Different Kind Of Love Letter
It’s been a whole year, and what can I say As all the bullshit unfolds and slowly melts away. I’m giving it to you real. The only way I can. Not like the sugarcoated bitches, Just trying to keep a man. I’m opening up finally, To reveal a brand new me. I’m still the girl you fell for, But so much more just wait and see. We’ve been through the drama On this fast track of life. I can truly say it’s worth it Through all our pain and strife. I go back still to the times when I was blind, Wondering so completely if you I’d ever find. So many illusions on this road they all seemed right, But they were wrong about us. We were ready for the fight. So many changes over such a small time. Just waiting for it to crack, Waiting for it to unwind, You picked up the slack. You never gave up. When I came close to the edge, You pulled me closer to your heart, And reassured me everyday that no one would tear us apart. I’ve been scared before, And I’ll probably be sc

Months Gone By
It has been a while now Since I have wept I've told all the secrets That I have kept To know a true friend Is my lover too Im hanging on tightly Our love so new A treasure with riches untold And many to discover I love you with all I am I will never love another You lie your head down And pick up a book To drown out the sound Of a hard days work So there you sleep And here I write Hoping I can get some sleep tonight You found your way To bring me the stars Reflected in a moonlit lake My wish came true and all my dreams But I am still awake I love you so dear I will hold you now Until your loving eyes open I will be in your dreams

Afraid For Our Country
I am going to make some predictions about what will happen when you're (not my) new president takes office. First of all, all promises he made during the campaign will become null and void. Secondly, a terrorist attack within 12 months or less (it's like the express line for terrorist. Attacks in 12 months or less only). Thirdly, our ties with Israel will be strained by Obama’s policies. Taxes will be raised and gas prices will again skyrocket. Inflation will hit an all time high, illegal aliens will be given total amnesty, no questions asked (again, one of his own family is an illegal, do you think he would deport them?) Ties with Cuba will be restored, despite the human sufferings. Gun ownership will be outlawed (so only outlaws will have them, like me) Food prices will skyrocket, and the US economy will suffer more because of the attempts to control a so called global warming. Many more Democratic scandals will be uncovered. Possibly many of his own ties with extremists. Military su

Wish I Had Time For One...
I'm back at my work desk. I almost wasn't. The bathrooms in our office are on a different floor. I went down the stairwell to get to them. About halfway down the stairs, though, I stopped. I got to thinking how nice it would be to just sit on the steps, watching others go up or down the steps. Taking a small break in a long day and longer career. I wondered what people would say to me as they made their way to their destinations. Would they worry about me, or would they just pass me by, thinking it's another of my strange goings-on or something. How much longer do I have to put up with the crap of office politics, corporate madness, and the like? Worse yet, how much longer CAN I put up with it? I didn't know then, and I don't know now. I do know that, if I had sat on the steps, I wouldn't have wanted to get back up. I don't know if I'd have the strength of will to get back up. It's at times like this I can definitely use a mental breakdown...

L33t Sp3ak
This form of jargon is not what it use to be. It is so sad to see people using it every other word. as if they are cool or creative in some way. When most people do not understand how it came about. Most people think its just a gamers thing, but in reality it goes beyond gamers. Infact it was created in the infancy of the internet by computer geeks. Leet speak was created by computer geeks, back when you payed by the minute for internet connectivity and dialup was the only option over a 14.4k modem. We are talking before web browsers and webpages were even a reality. We are stepping back so far that most people have no idea what the first message boards looked like, or how you got to them. Quick history lesson, message boards are similar to fourms but it was 100% text and just responces to peoples messages. Think of it like a bulletin board, which is what they were called way back then. Put a sticky note up on the board, someone then adds their note to the bottom of yours and so

Vision Quest
In a still place deep into the night I thought I would go on a vision quest like I heard about in Native American teachings. To discover my animal totom (whatever it is called) which becomes like a spirit guide within. I was expecting something like an eagle or a wolf in my meditations it was a Amazon bull frog. I could vision the large eyes looking at me in the night. It communicated wordlessly " I dwell in the three environments - in the water and in the air on the shores, and in the mud and earth, and among the plants along these banks. I am very sensitive to the environments in which I dwell and they have become poluted by man, you must tell your two-legged ones that Mother Earth is sad about human behavior and the polutions they have caused". I knew I could do nothing because who would listen to me and my story of this crazy vision. Nonetheless I set forth on a mission and made postings at a number to websites calling for a Global Rain Dance in order to baptise the ear

Why Me? What Do I Look Like A Match Maker???
->godz45: im putting you on block. weirdo!!! godz45: OK WITCH ->godz45: lol. like i give a fuck. godz45: bye i bet my gf will be better than you ->godz45: ok. good luck. godz45: idc what you think then i will do it on my own ->godz45: not trying to be mean, but you sound pathetic, begging for someone to set u up with a girl.. online. godz45: i need help no girl will go out with me and no one will help me ->godz45: well. im sorry i didnt think i was supposed to be fixin random guys on fubar up with girls... godz45: your no help ->godz45: bye? godz45: bye then ->godz45: nope godz45: idk but i cant drive do you have any single friends ->godz45: ynot? godz45: i cant go out without someone ->godz45: dang have u tried just around in ur area to find somebody? just going out ? godz45: i already tryed that i'm getting tired of weman know ->godz45: u tried myspace? theres tons of them on there ->godz45: aw im sorry godz45: theres no girl on here from alabama thats single i'm

Volume 2
Sleepy eyes awaken to the sound of the alarm, Usually I grunt at the thought of waking up to that retchid thing, This morning the feelings that muster in my stomach as soon as my wits come to me is much different. I role over to find my husband is missing and the smile I wear is quickly replace with a questionable look. I get out of bed and throw on his robe and slippers and look next to my bed to find a hot cup of coffee awaiting my acknowledment. As I wonder through the house I can't help but notice the air of excitment. I look out the front door and there is my husband up and ready packing the truck and awaiting my arrival. He opens the front door and I get one of the most passionate good morning kisses of my life. "Good Morning Sweet pea, are you ready to role?" With a devilish wink in his eye. "Give me 5 minutes". On the road we chat about what we think it will be like Wondering how the other will respond in the situation. My curiousity is peaked now and I can't help mys

A Letter"
AS WE WELCOME ANOTHER YEAR¡±¡¦ I¡¯D JUST PAUSE FOR A WHILE, THINK OF ALL THE BLESSINGS THAT I HAVE¡±¡¦AND IN THE CORNER OF MY EYES, I SAW YOUR LOVING FACE, SMILING AT ME¡±, THEN THAT¡¯S WHEN I KNEW, HOW BLESSED I AM FOR HAVING YOU¡±¡¦. YOU ARE SO SPECIAL FOR ME, ¢¾¢¾THAT I KNOW, MY LIFE IS SO BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE OF YOU¡±, I CANNOT IMAGINE A LIFE WITHOUT YOU TO SHARE EVERY SINGLE THING IN MY LIFE, I CANNOT IMAGINE MY LIFE, WITHOUT HEARING YOUR VOICE, WITHOUT YOUR MUSIC♫¢Ü♫ THAT KEEPS MY HEART ALIVE¢¾ ¡°. I CANNOT IMAGINE MY LIFE, WITHOUT YOUR WORDS THAT SPEAKS YOUR FEELINGS FOR ME¡±¡¦. YOU ARE EVRYTHING TO ME.¡± A BROTHER,☻ A FRIEND¢¾, A LOVER¢¾.. A DREAM.. A HOPE , A HAPPINESS¡±..YOU ARE SOMEONE, I CALL MY OWN¡±. AND INSPITE OF THE DISTANCE, ABSENCE, FEARS, AND EVEN JEALOUSY ¡°IT IS STILL SO BEAUTIFUL, WORTH WAITING FOR¡±¡¦.¢¾¢¾¢¾ ANOTHER YEAR¡¦ WE WILL CONTINUE THE JOURNEY,, TOGETHER YOU AND ME,¡¦.. NEW HOPE, NEW DREAM, ACHIEVEMENTS, AND CHALLENGES¡±.TOGETHER AS ONE

Relationships
Relationships are interesting from a psychological stand point. It’s interesting in the sense of how each gender handles a break up. Females for example, go through, what I call, “The Cleansing Period.” After a break-up a woman will usually go through her items that her X had given her, such as jewelry cards, clothes or perfumes either pack them or throw them away. From there women will have her friends around her so that she may confide in them not to mention ridicule and make fun of her X. Women will than go out and get their manicure and pedicures and get their hair done along with some clothes shopping as if to cleanse the X out of her life and system. Men on the other hand do things completely different. They will go to bars, parties or clubs with friends as they drink the night away. They confide in each other and boost each others ego and try hard to make him forget about his X and that he was too good for her. In this situation, men can be their own worst enemy. Men will als

The Quilt Of The United States Of America
"...For we know that our patchwork heritage is a strength, not a weakness. We are a nation of Christians and Muslims, Jews and Hindus — and non-believers. We are shaped by every language and culture, drawn from every end of this Earth; and because we have tasted the bitter swill of civil war and segregation, and emerged from that dark chapter stronger and more united, we cannot help but believe that the old hatreds shall someday pass; that the lines of tribe shall soon dissolve; that as the world grows smaller, our common humanity shall reveal itself; and that America must play its role in ushering in a new era of peace..." This was the part of the Inaugural speech of President Barak Obama that made me smile the most. The open arms, the acceptance of differences, and for me, the acknowledgement that we are all strings of consequence. How can you have a quilt if you do not first have the threads overlapping and underlying - forming a square of uniqueness and diversity. Then others o

Hotness.....today 6pm Fu Time
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Happy Anniversary Whoopie
Making Whoopie Is Celebrating 1 Year On The Fu! Everyone Should Come & Rate Her Pics & Stash I Would Love To See Her Become A Prophet! Throw Her Auto 11's And Lets Help Her Get There. What An Anniversary Present To Give eh? imikimi - Customize Your World! So Click Below and Lets Get Her To Prophet Whoopie! For Those That Do Not Know Whoopie, I highly suggest to take a moment to get to know her. She is the most wacked out crazy lovable woman I know her to be. Yet She's Caring, Nurturing and Is A Real Woman! And You'll Love her for those reasons alone just as I do! (¯`♥Măkïn ŴhººPïé♥´¯)aka DemonAngel#6~Owner of Radissongirl~Club United Member@ fubar Whoopie I Love Ya So Much Sweet heart, I'm truly honored to Call You A Friend.

Just A Thought
I have come to realize that the division of enlightenment and insanity is but a weathered picket fence, composed of mistakes and wisdom. As my weary legs carry me atop this rotting boundry, I ponder to which side I soon will fall.

Single And Need To Eat?? I Do!
IS THIS YOUR SIGN?? HEARING THIS TOO OFTEN?? LMAO NOW LADIES C'MON I KNOW HOW OFTEN WE CAN SAY "NO" ROFL!! NOW THAT I'M SINGLE I SO DON'T WANT TO TAKE THE TIME TO ACTUALLY COOK SOMETHING FOR MYSELF, BUT I CAN TELL MY ENERGY IS LOW. SERIOUSLY, I THINK MY CAT IS TIRED OF ME SLEEPING SO MUCH LOL! I'M ALSO TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO KEEP FOODS FRESH AS A SINGLE PERSON. MOST THINGS GO BAD BEFORE I FINISH THEM OR EVEN GET TO THEM LOL. THIS IS A WHOLE NEW RIDE FOR ME! BUT!! I SAW A BLAST THE OTHER DAY THAT CAUGHT MY EYE AND I CLICKED ON THAT!! AND I THINK THERE ARE ALOT OF SINGLE PEOPLE ON HERE (OR SO IT SEEMS BY STATUSES I SEE)THAT MIGHT ALSO BE INTERESTED IN THIS, SO I'M JUST PASSING THIS ON TO YOU. CHECK HIM OUT! IF YOU ARE INTERESTED, JOIN HIS LOUNGE AND LET'S START SHARING ON THIS TOPIC!! PLEASE BE SURE TO RATE, FAN AND ADD HIM BEFORE YOU JOIN HIS LOUNGE. THANKS! CookingForOne101@ fubar

For Me
I was going to save this earlier, but forgot. A friend left this on one of my pics & I thought it was the best comment EVER. I wanted to save it so it didn't get lost in the shuffle. ((( CAUTION ))) : THIS PICTURE CAUSES UNCONTROLLABLE DROOLING..RESULTING IN A FRIED KEYBOARD! OWNER OF THIS PICTURE IS NOT FINANCIALLY RESPONSIBLE FOR DAMAGES INCURRED TO YOUR KEYBOARD OR ANY OF YOUR OTHER COMPUTER COMPONENTS. VIEW AT YOUR OWN RISK !!! SMOKING HOT PIC !!!! YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY DROP DEAD GORGEOUS !!!!! No need to comment on this blog.

Witout A Title
where have u been all my life many centuries has past and me without a wife. many years has came with every night i dream nightmares that someday i will wipe away your tears i sit and plunder of what thus tis be that does this to me. i hear many things with my soul but fear much more within my own heart so thus tis be true or lie i may not kno till the face show i not deny